Thoughts came up

as crests and troughs

on the straight road of time.
I couldn't resist things,
thinking and feeling that
they were all mine.

I procrastinate,I worry
have anxiety as hell,
hoping that the ray
of sunshine will heal
me all well.

Handled imperfections,
insecurities with a
cheerful smile on my face.
Hiding away all the pain
and destruction of myself
for countless days.

Yet i rose like a phoenix

from an arid land to a
sunny,cloudless sky.
Now no more ashes
or metal birdcages ,
I'm here to live and
love for ages .