I value transparency and honesty. Don't sugar coat it for me, dont dramtize or turn it all poetic.

We
have outgrown that. Let's be straight and real. Let's enjoy the small things. Let's be humble and
grateful. Let's be joyful and thoughtful. Life is too much already, don't add to the burden.

Give me space. Give me air to be me. So I give it back to you. Allow me to love you, yeah, but in my
time and space. I merely human, dust and all bones, I am learning. This year I will stop taking milk,
and pray to God finally be a man.

I don't mean to do anything glorious actually quite the opposite. I don't mean to do too much, no. I
am but one, in the small and consistent things there too lies a spark. In my day dreams, there too lies
a possibility, a golden inspiration to keep me moving. For I am movement, not a monument. So daily,
I will move, will blossom, will grow, will spark, I will anything but be stagnant. For I am a verb, an
active being.

In my weakness, fragility and vulnerability and rawness. I shall be, and progress and live. I am
content and ecstatic at the same time. I am scared and calm at the same time. It's not anxiety, its
excitement.

But though it all I know one thing will carry for sure and that faith. Faith in God. Faith, will help me
build a home on standing grounds. Faith alone will help me carry through in the storms and
confusion and darkness. Faith alone, will be my guide and end.

Smiles. Cheers to being alive. Thank you Lord.