This Soul of Mine Nina Moreno August 3, 2001 10:47 P.

A soul is defined as the spiritual nature of humans, regarded as something immortal, separable from the body at death, and exposable to happiness or misery in a future state. While some tiptoe around the theory others define themselves by it. With many our souls go hand in hand with the idea of reincarnation, the rebirth and reappearance of our soul. And again with yet another timeless question: do we all have a soul mate? Could it really be that peoples souls are spiritually connected? Will we always be able to find that one person that completes us? And if and when our souls do move on, do they resemble the body they once were in? Do we actually live any other life than the one we live now? Questions will always surround the subject that lacks a fact for an answer. The only truth that can give the matter any substance is faith. And someones faithcan never be confined to a definition. For this is a story of two people with the same face, living opposite lives. One desires her name in lights while the other craves all that is simple. Only for them both to discover who is it they could be, and more importantlywho they already are. Chapter 1 She stared at the faded picture she always carried in her wallet. The simple black dress and gloves leaked of beauty alongside those pearls that somehow could still shine even on paper. And of course there was that long, black stick that made women look elegant even as they smoked something that contained rat poison and nicotine. Maybe it was Holly Golightly or even Audrey Hepburn herself, whose performance in a movie inscribed the Hollywood dream within her very core. A smile grazed the corner of her mouth as she looked through all the wallet-sized pictures of films that inspired her to get up and do something after years of reciting her Oscar winning speech to the mirror. She took a deep breath of fear, excitement, and car exhaust. She slipped the sacred picture back into the crevice of her wallet alongside the others and slowly sat up from the concrete driveway, wiping the sweat that had piled up on her palms onto her jeans and faced her home. It looked almost tiny to her now. A one-story, faded brown brick with black shutters and trimmed bushes. The sky showed faint traces of pale orange and pink. The sun was rising as she was now leaving. A creative irony she thought to herself. She was once told that people should always take note of these things. Hey Rileyyou gonna grab a damn bag or not? She was suddenly pulled from her thoughts at the sight of her oldest brother, Tony, complaining and lugging a huge black bulk looking sleep deprived. Arent you Mr. Macho Cop? Quit your whining. Im an officer of the law. He dramatically wiped his hands onto his white T-shirt and gave her a stern look as he threw her bag into the backseat of the car. Dont be so dramatic. Riley looked over to her younger brother Michael who was bringing the last of her things and didnt look anymore happy about being awake this early. And I say that Im the actress in this family. TonyI think she just called you an actress. Michael choked on his own yawn when he began to laugh. Tony stood in thought. Waitso you trying to call me a chick. Say lady Tony, not chick. Their mother turned to interrupt as she quietly watched her husband make his final approval of the cars conditions. Calm down. Riley interrupted. All I said was that youre being a drama queen. Tonys voice grew louder. Damn it, quit referring to me as a chick.

Their mother moved away from her husband and stepped towards her kids. Lady Tony! Lady! Lady Tony. Michael muttered to himself under his breath, trying not to let his laughing become obvious. Tony quickly looked at Michael with eyes full of threats to come later. Michael slowly began to cough. Their father walked around the side of the car, as his own sister sat in the drivers seat. This family needs help. He gave his traditional half smile, that all of his children inherited, as he left the passenger side door open for his only daughter. We try dad. Michael gave a wide smile as he wiped the sleep out of his eyes. Yes sir. Riley came over and gave Michael a quick hug and then quickly pushed him away avoiding any sort of awkward tears. Her mother turned and opened her arms to her departing daughter. And for that moment that her mothers arms were outstretched to her a different emotion overwhelmed Riley. And as she was squeezed against her mothers chest it finally dawned on her that tomorrow she would wake up alone and miles from her mother. She quickly pulled back with a heavyhearted expression on her face. Oh my god, Ma. What? Her mother shook her head in playful confusion. Who is going to feed me? She drew her hand to her mouth. Do you see this, shes moving to LA, and shes worried whos gonna cater to her appetite. Mother I dont even understand the directions on the box of Rice-a-Roni! Riley threw her hands up in the sudden nervousness. Dumbass. Tony shook his head laughing. Ma...Im having an emotional breakdown...and I will become violent. Oh...whos whining now? He nodded with a smirk of satisfaction and a hint of heartache. Shut up Tony. She rolled her eyes as she laid emphasis on the words somehow knowing she was going to miss this moment. She then looked again, full of need, to her mother. And with the most confidence and faith in the world she brushed her daughters hair behind her ears and looked over her for a moment then with a smile kissed her on the forehead. A smile grazed Rileys lips and with that suddenly any and all doubt drained out of her and she was able to take a deep breath trying to get a taste of her newfound confidence. She strutted dramatically over to her brothers. She gazed from one to the other with her hands in her pockets. Well come on dont disappoint melay it on me. What? Michael shrugged his shoulders then looked to Tony. Dont play stupid. She shook her head unconvinced by him. Oh hes not playing. Their dad added still checking out the car as his sister rolled her eyes in the drivers seat. Michael looked over to his father. Hilarious isnt he. Their father shrugged his shoulders. Whos joking. He looked down at his sister. Relax woman. They continued to playfully argue as they all always do as Tony turned to his sister. Look at my kid sistergoing to Hollywood. He pulled her into a hug and whispered, Got pepper spray? Riley smiled as she stepped back. Yea, extra strength...along with that mean upper-hand you taught me. She raised her fist with her lips curled. Thats my girl. He nodded with an expression that showed a sense of needing to protect. Such a cop. Michael laughed and then looked over at Riley, Yeah, well just remember to keep the dope well hidden. She laughed and sidestepped his playful shove and went around the passenger side of the car to her father who was standing by her aunt. Well pop. She playfully nudged him with her elbow. Well, kid number three. Old age must make getting those damn names down pretty hard...even though they were your

ideas. She gave him a smile as walked back over and sat down in the passenger seat. I never thought we were going to get out of here with you chatterboxes. Linda, Luiss sister from California, gave her brother and sister-in-law a final hug and sat back down into the drivers seat. She had been staying with the family and was driving back home and Riley saw her opportunity and began making the final plans for the last few weeks. And finally the day had come. Luis walked over to his daughter and kneeled by her window. He reached in and held her hand for a moment. You could never stand still. She stared in front of her at the home that seemed to quickly shrink in size right before her. Nope. He then whispered to her. Its a hard world you want to live in. Dont give up alright, take all the nos and work your ass off for the yes. She gave him his own half smile. Thanks pop, feels good to know you have some faith in me. Youre the toughest girl I know, except for your mother. He let go of her hand and stepped back from the car giving his wife a smile. She wiped the tears that were building and came up to the passenger window. You sure you have that room lined up? Mother, weve gone over this. Their aunt smiled and chimed in, Rita, I found that place that needed some roommates and I gave the deposit and shes got classes starting up in two weeks. She gave a smile. Plus Ill only be fifteen minutes away. Her mother knew the arrangements but still needed some sort of defining answer from her daughter, You are absolutely sure? Rita, Dont worry the girl will have a roof over her head, food in her stomach, and a drug addiction in no time. Their father held down his laughter as he joked with his wifes eccentric nerves. If I move, do I get those privileges? Michael looked to his brothers only to quickly look away as he remembered that his brother was a man of the law. Their aunt put the car into drive. Its go time.

Ill call you when I get there people. Riley flashed a smile. Love you guys
They all repeated their good-byes and I love yous as the car backed out of the driveway. Her brothers sarcastically began to clap and yelp in joy. All of a sudden their neighbor across the street came outside and began to yell back in protest of the noise. She rolled her eyes with a longing smile as she rode down the narrow street pass the familiar sidewalk, homes, street lights, and sights that had became second nature. And as soon as she reached the end of the road and was about to turn out of her childhood, she could still clearly enough hear her family shouting across the street at five in the morning. Chapter 2 The sun was beaming onto the studio. It seemed that it would be another golden day in New York City but the temperature was reaching a hundred degrees and the humidity was becoming unbearable. The wind was of no help; hardly picking up throughout the dreadfully hot day. But none of this was able to derail the crowd of fans that were touring the studio and going wild outside of the closed off area, screaming in unison as they waited to see Ryan and Nikki. The young couple of the most popular teen sitcom, Any Day came out of the trailer and greeted the scheduled tour group. Fans, mostly teens, of the show were going insane trying from 20 feet away to stretch their hands as close to these stars as possible. It was beyond belief for them that they were even breathing the same air. Since to those that lived average lives, celebrities seem to breathe more expensive and refined oxygen than the typical breather. Grace and Jasper, who played Ryan and Nikki, held hands and waved to everyone dutifully. They both had warm smiles as they made their way to one of the buildings acting as if this small

rendezvous was a surprise to them. Graces long dark hair shined under the sun and Jaspers smile almost glowed. Both were incredibly beautiful and incredibly in love. After a few more photos they opened the massive metal doors into the place they called work. Jasper, do not touch my ass. Grace pushed Jasper off of her with a face of disgust as a devilish smile grazed his lips. Hey, as your beloved boyfriend I have an all access pass to that booty. He brushed his tongue across his teeth as a young blonde came over to him. Hello, Im Lisa the new intern. I just wanted to say I really love your show. She stretched her hand out to Jasper, he stood back in thought for a moment and then proceeded to put his arm around her with complete confidence in himself. Im Jasper, also known as Ryan. She smiled and gazed at him with wide eyes. Oh I know, I have so many pictures of you from magazines. I have been a fan of the show since the first episode. Thats great. Real great. Well let me make you feel at home here and give you a tour. He gave a dry laugh as he ignored Graces sigh and walked off with Lisa. Grace stood by herself for a moment not looking a bit unshaken. To his trailer, a place where many, upon many women have gone before. She walked down the brightly lit hall feeling disgusted and trying to wipe away the feeling of Jaspers hands. She walked past groups of cameras and filming equipment with a few people perfecting them for the next shot. This was followed by the set of Nikkis house, which was really only a living room, dining room and kitchen and then it was the set of Ryans home. She stopped to look over the set of the characters quaint hangout. A cute little diner that of course all of the teens hung out at and Nikki of course worked at. Wonderful how that works out in TV land. She strolled by the set of the school they all attended. An area that contained lockers and a few doors that led to make-believe classrooms. All of these fictitious locations were scattered about in pieces from the cafeteria to her bedroom. Behind the building outside were the trailers for the actors and the ones for make-up, wardrobe and such. There were also a few more outdoor sets in the back and all of the crew got to these various locations on golf carts. Hey Rob, Ill be in my trailer. She yelled over to one of the crew guys as she walked outside into real sunlight. Hey Grace want a ride? One of the lighting guys rode up beside her. No, my mother told me to never take a ride with a stranger. She continued to stroll with a sly smile. I can walk. She put her hair up and off of her neck where sweat was collecting. She checked her underarms for any sweat marks when through the open door of the trailer beside hers she saw Lara Croft on a television. Its been Tomb Raider all week. Grace let herself fall back onto the sofa in the dimly lit trailer. There is something to say about a chick who can comfortably carry a 9mm in her thong. Lucas sat against the sofa playing his video games looking as if he had just woke up. Lucas was the other actor on the show who played Ryans best friend, Andy. Unlike her relationship with Jasper, Grace and Lucas were good friends who didnt take all of the hype surrounding the show, and interest into their personal lives, seriously. When did the word intern transcend into groupie. Grace spoke not paying attention to herself as she concentrated on Lucas game. Hmmwhenever Jasper gets horny. He chewed on his lip as he fought off some sort of monster. Shit. Lara lost. He turned around to face Grace. What happened this time? She rolled her eyes. Just Jasper being Jasper. Hes your lover. He stretched back and laid on the floor taking a sip from a nearby coke. Lover He repeated the word with a French accent..

Shut up. Grace turned to playfully glare at him. Its my punishment, I was a terrible person in a past life. You were that person that never used your blinker when changing lanes. He laughed to himself as he pulled off his shoes and straightened out his khakis. She pulled a nearby blanket over her. Yes, because that Lucas would send me into an eternal hell of pretending to like Jasper. There was once a time when you did shack up with him. He pressed his lips together trying not to laugh and waiting for the reaction. You even kind of loved He was cut off as the pillow smacked him in the face. He sat up to look at her as she just curled back under the blanket. Youre so funny. And youre so violent. He pulled a string out of his mouth. So Im guessing you dont like your boyfriend. Grace yawned. Only in front of the camera do I have to. A little overwhelmed and stressed are we? He got up and grabbed a bag of Doritos. Lets talk confused one, I wont even charge you to listen to your blown out of proportion problem. She just shook her head and then burst with laughter. She stretched under the blanket. Oh I hate you Lucas. He rolled over and grabbed the game controller and turned towards the television. Grace sighed heavily, and Lucas handed her the other controller. They played for a few moments with only the soundtrack of the game making any noise, until Lucas finally looked over. Wellsay something...whenever it gets quiet I hear an odd buzzing in my ear. Well lets seeIt all started on a rainy day in September. Chapter 3 After the long and unbearable trip the car finally pulled into the driveway of a small twostory home. Riley took a deep breath and wiped sweat off of her forehead. Here you are, babe. Linda, her aunt, smiled. She was happy to be back in her own state and excited for her niece to finally take a chance in her life. The house had a Spanish appeal with a light beige exterior, orange-shingled roof, and an arched doorway. The grass was in need of some sort of trimming and there were a few palm trees spread about the small yard. The beauty of the place though was the ocean behind it. It was a gorgeous backdrop, different than the suburbia life of her town. The sky almost matched the tranquil water which just painted such a great beginning memory for her. The home was surrounded by a few more small, quaint homes. Riding into the city was a fifteen minute ride which she timed since that was where she would somehow come across the destined audition. If she walked down past two more houses shed reach the boardwalk which was surrounded by a lot of small shops owned by hippies, mom and pop restaurants with groceries, arts and crafts stands, and that guy desperate to sell you a map to the house of a star no ones ever heard of. There was a carnival a few feet down that had a Ferris wheel that seemed to fit perfectly with the picture that she had of the place in her mind. When Rileys aunt had explained the place and affordable price to her, Riley was baffled. She asked her how in the world that house could be possible. Her aunt told her about the old couple that owned the home and had won the lottery a few months ago. They love the place and didnt want to completely sell it, but knew that they were going to upgrade to something better for themselves now that they could finally do it after years of financial struggle. So they furnished the house somewhat and decided to rent it out to a group of young people at a fair price. Her aunt had smiled at the story, Somebody upstairs must like you. So many of the masses of people that come out here desperate to be famous, would kill for this sort of deal.

This sort of chance was the deciding factor in this spur of the moment guts she had grown. Home sweet home. Riley stepped out of the car and slipped on a pair of sunglasses. Her short, purple-tinted hair was messy from riding with the window down. She stretched her arms and fixed her jeans which were stuck to her legs with sweat. She grabbed the few bags she had and pulled them out of the car and threw them onto the driveway. Her aunt gave her a few words of encouragement and reminded her to call her for anything. Riley thanked her and waved as she drove away to her own home. She looked back to the house once her aunts car was out of eyesight. She turned around to watch all of the people and tourists that made up this place. The sun was burning the black asphalt of the street giving a sizzling effect to this memory. Her memories were important to her, and she always had to capture moments for herself so she could look back on. Life, as she saw it, was her movie. Hellois anybody home? She called out as she stepped into the scarcely furnished home. From the front door, she walked into the room that was the main living area and had a fading, red paint on the walls. There were three mismatched couches the faced a small television set and old wooden stairs the led upstairs. Behind the couches there was a wooden dining table. And behind that was the glass sliding door that had a perfect view of the nearby ocean. Next to the dining area was the kitchen with two small refrigerators, an old stove and a microwave. The house was decorated with large windows that left no need for any help with lighting. Riley walked upstairs into a wide hallway with five doors. On the left side of her were two bedrooms and a bathroom in between. On the other side there was only one bathroom and one bedroom. Opposite from the stairs and on the other end of the hallway was a large window spilling a great deal of light onto the wooden floor. She went over to the window and could see the backyard that had a small patio set fenced by old, worn wood. Hellois anyone here? She only looked into the doors that were open hoping not to see anybody naked just yet. Two of the rooms had a pair of beds and dressers with shelves. She guessed the other room only had one set. The bathroom she looked in was basic, and the house was empty of people except for her. Riley walked back down the stairs. Guess Im the first. She wiped her hands on her jeans. Well, guess Ill get my stuff. She stopped and looked around. And stop talking to myself. She walked back out into the boiling sun that lacked any relief of a breeze. She pulled up onto her shoulder her three large bags. She carried the bags inside and then came back for the other two and left them in the living room. She slowly paced down the hallway wondering, even though she was alone in the house, if she should just walk into any of the rooms and look around. Curiosity finally got the best of her and she went into the single room to check out the closet space and find out whether or not the bed was soft enough. She figured that with her luck shed be stuck with a double so she went across the hall and slowly opened one of the doors. This is stupid just open the damn door Riley. She spoke to herself and rolled her eyes and pushed the door open to a surprise. Hey kid. A guy stood in the room looking calmly naked for what seemed like forever and then finally reached over for his towel and wrapped it around himself. Shit! Riley slammed the door after her. Chapter 4 Grace opened her eyes slowly wiping any goop that had collected in the corners. She yawned and stretched out as her vision refocused after the few hours of having her eyes closed. Suddenly she heard somebody elses voice. Lucas walked across the trailer, wearing only a pair of pants, to the toaster just as a pop-tart

popped out. Grace slowly pulled up the blanket to reassure herself that her clothes were still on, and she had just fallen into an unexpected nap. Youre not naked. Lucas laughed to himself as he took a bite of his sprinkled breakfast. Youre not as talented as Ive given you credit for. She pulled the blanket off and walked over to where Lucas was standing and grabbed the other pop-tart. Sorry to disappoint. Usually when I try to get a girl naked, she somehow ends up having more clothes on. Fascinating. Grace laughed. What time is it? Its 6 oclock. Lucas grabbed his shirt and pulled it on. Were starting the reading at seven tonight. I was going to wake you up in a few minutes. Liar. You were going to pretend we had sex and then call all the sound guys in and tell them that I said you were a better lover than Jasper. Lucas stared at her dumbfounded and then burst into a smile. She went over and picked up her shoes and left Lucass trailer heading for her own. Lucas poked his head out of his own trailer, calling out towards Grace. Whoa, thats great that Im the best sex youve ever had but we really cant do this every day Grace! One of the crew drove by slowly down to look at Lucas. Lucas nodded. Your looking good Ralph. Ok people, are we all on the same page? Jerry, one of writers and creator of the show, sat at the table reading as all of the actors and writers always did before taping an episode. YesJaspers ability to read although is a completely different question. Grace took a sip of her coffee without letting on that she was kidding even a little bit. Lets focus here, I was voted the Top Hottie of 25 under 25. He didnt flinch under Graces scrutiny. Grace laughed loudly smacking the table with emphasis. And this is how you defend your literacy? Everyone at the table began holding back their laughter as Jerry cut in. People, people come onwere not paid to make fun Jasperonly on weekends. Jerry laughed at his nephew then loudly placed his copy of the script down on the table as a sign to get down to work. Now lets start where we left off, Grace? She cleared her throat and flipped through a few pages. Ryan you know Im not being moody, I just have a lot of work to do. Jasper sat up at the name of his alter-ego. Oh come on Nikki, I havent been alone with you in days. Whenever there was a note for action in the script Jerry spoke, Jasper kisses Nikki. Grace made a face. And although first hesitant Nikki kisses him back. Grace took a deep breath. Jasperlet me breathe. The phone rings and Nikki quickly pulls away to Jaspers disappointment. Jerry spoke almost bored with his award-winning cast. Hello? Hey Nikki, its Melissa. Melissa was played by Gina. An actress who pretty much kept to herself but was somewhat of a friend to Grace and Lucas. Her character although was Ryans ex-girlfriend and was contemplating a way to break him and Nikki up. Grace coughed to the side. Hey Mel, whats up? At the sound of Melissas name, Jasper gets up and waves to Nikki as he leaves the room. Grace stopped for a moment as a concerned look crossed her eyes. She took notice of what this script was heading towards. Jerry...wait one secondHes cheating on me? Jasper devilishly smiled. Am I? Jerry shook his head. Look Grace, the rest of the writers havent written that far into the

story. Come on Jerry, Ryan has already cheated on Nikki like five times and theyre still together. This is becoming ridiculous. Five? Jasper thought to himself. Lets not be so dramatic. Grace lifted her hand in front of Jaspers face. When he got drunk at the party, She lifted one finger and continued to count. When the new girl came to school, when the new girl interned at his job, on his summer vacation to Cancun, and when he was confused about Melissa. Grace turned her fingers to herself, counted them again dramatically then put them in front of Jasper. Count themfive times! Jasper couldnt help but laugh. Ryan is one hell of a guy. Dont be so proud. Come on Gracie, Nikki can not resist Ryan. Graces jaw dropped. Every fiber of my being is disgusted by you. Thats not how you have always felt, I actually remember, Jasper turned to the others as if he was telling a really good story. Vividly remember actually, you enjoying every fiber of my being. Shut the hell up! Hmmm. He gave his trademark smile. She was quite an animal. Lucas sat back in his chair humored by this ritual that Grace and Jasper always engaged in. One of the assistants walked in with a box of doughnuts, nervous of coming any closer at the sight of the argument. Lucas caught eye of him and motioned him to set the box in front of him. He nudged Gina of the provisions he got a hold of. She grabbed a jelly doughnut, and passed a cinnamon one to Jerry. Lucas took out a chocolate one for himself as they continued to watch the match. Gina whispered to Lucas, Think shell slap him? Lucas shook his head. No, unless he reminds her of how she used to call him her cocoa-puff. Gina scrunched up her face in horror. OhThat could get ugly. Jerry whispered, Think WWF meets the exorcist. Gina and Lucas nodded mid-chew of their doughnuts, both in deep thought, wondering what Jaspers reaction would be when Grace spun her head around. Chapter 5 Nice to meet you. Jack stepped out into the hallway still in his towel calling after Riley who was halfway down the stairs. She continued walking down the stairs and outside to her car. Jack ignored the gesture and followed her. Quite the friendly one. He opened the door after her into the bright sunshine which left him blind for a moment. Riley glanced behind her, and then realized that she had already taken all her bags in. . Why She tried to cover up the awkwardness that was building. She didnt want to start on the wrong foot, and she definitely didnt want anyone to see her as a nave kid. She cleared her throat. Why are you naked? Calm yourself, kid. He tightened the towel around him. She cringed at the word and just shrugged off his unusual directness. Hi, my name is Riley. He smiled at the change in her attitude. Well then, hello there Riley. He extended his hand, making sure to keep the other on the towel. Im Jack, Im one of your new roommates. She nodded for a moment, forcing a smile that appeared as casual as possible. Fantastic. Jack turned and made his way back into the house, Riley followed. He headed up the stairs without a word. Riley walked over to one of the couches and sat down, overwhelmed with the feeling that she was visiting someone and not at her own house. Her house was only one story, and would never

be this quiet unless everyone was asleep. Homesickness began clouding all of the confidence that she built up for this moment. She felt herself choking back tears when the door opened. Hello? The humid air burst in through the open door, and the glare of the sunlight cast the newcomer in a shadow blinding Riley for a moment. It was a girls voice. In here. Riley got up from the couch and wiped any traces of regret from her eyes. Finally her eyes refocused and she saw a beautiful Asian girl with colorful name brand bags in tow. Hey, Im Alicia! Riley. She stepped forward and grabbed some of her bags. Is this it? God no! Alicia laughed. Her voice was husky and immediately sexy. Riley felt self-conscious about her own childish voice. Jack came down the stairs in grease covered clothes, and a work shirt. A mechanic, Riley guessed. Alicia immediately smiled at the sight of Jack. Well hello. Her words came out in purrs. Riley winced. Hi, Im Jack. Im Alicia. Jack looked at Riley for a moment and then back to Asia. Well I must go to work now ladies. Got to bring home the bacon. He offered them both a polite handshake. Riley couldnt believe that she saw this gentleman-like guy naked. Alicia and Riley watched as he walked out of the house. After a moment of letting the sight of Jack sink in, Alicia turned back to Riley, So shall we grab the rest of my shit. Riley nodded and walked out behind her to the car. She had a few more boxes and bags. They had small talk about their previous living arrangements, but that stopped once all her things were in the living room alongside Rileys. As if this was an odd game of musical chairs, once Riley and Alicia settled down on the couch, the door opened. Hello? A guys voice. Riley felt relieved. She felt self-conscious enough with Alicias sex kitten appearance. Both girls got up at the same time and walked over to the door. Once the door was closed behind him, they could see that he was yet another attractive male. Hey Im Xavier. As he walked into the room he almost seemed to carry a sign that said take notice of me. He had spiked about black hair and a nose ring. He was wearing a red sleeveless shirt which exposed the tattoos on his arm and two that were on his neck, there were probably more but werent visible at the moment. Riley smiled. Xavier. He shook his head with a smile. Call me X. A long going nickname. Alicia laughed. Well, thats appropriate. Thanks, He looked around the living room. I guess. Well Im Riley and thats Alicia. Alicia walked over and shook his hand with a smile. Lets tour this fine establishment. I havent even been upstairs yet. Alright. He put his three bags on the floor next to the other and headed for the stairs. Well lets grab the rest of your stuff first. Alicia headed for the front door. Thats all I brought. Alicia stood stunned. Youre kidding. He shook his head looking amused. You are one strange character. She grabbed him by the arm and led him upstairs. Coming Riley? No, Ive seen it. She smiled and walked over to the kitchen. She went to open one of the refrigerators and then immediately stopped herself, not wanting to be rude. You live her now.

She laughed at herself and went for the refrigerator door dramatic with confidence and pulled out a water bottle taking a large gulp of water. There! The phone ringing startled her and she poked her head out of the kitchen wondering if she should answer it. She rolled her eyes at herself and answered her new telephone. Hello? Hey, this is Jack. Hi Jack. Riley, right? She felt immediately excited that he recognized her voice, and then wondered if it was because she sounded like a little girl and not a tiger. Yes, its Riley. I have a big favor to ask you. The connection was cutting off. What is it? He voice was breaking up and the only complete word she caught was forgot. What did you say? Imy lunchon the counter...please? One more time. forgot lunchbring it to me Riley became nervous and then angry with herself for feeling nervous. Where are you? Work...garage. He stopped for a moment. Can you hear me now? Perfect! Ok, Im at the garage. Its two blocks from the house. I forgot my lunch on the counter, and Im already here. Is there any way you could bring it to me? She thought to herself, and then realized for the first time she didnt have her mom to tell she was going out. The thought was terrifying and incredibly exciting. Um, sure. She could hear the relief. Thank you, thank you. Just walk left once you get outside and then take a right on Windsor and then a left on Hamlet and its on your left. Its Johnson Garage. Alright. Be there in a few. See you The connection started breaking up again, so Riley just hung up the phone instead of trying to say goodbye for three minutes. She headed upstairs and found Alicia and Xavier still exploring their new surroundings. This is the bathroomand it has a toilet! Alicia smiled as X popped his head into the bathroom and back out. That is genius! This is one hell of a sarcastic group so far. Riley smiled as she felt herself starting to ease up into the idea of living in this house with these people. Well I have to take Jack his lunch, so Ill be back later. Jack? Oh Alicia popped up. Arent we rude. Hes the other roommate. X seemed to count to himself. So theresone more? Yes sir. Alicia smiled. Im not a betting woman, but if I was, Im going to say its a girl. Two guys and three girls just seems to fit. Into one hell of a porn! X smiled at his joke and at the hard stares figured that it was a joke that could only be appreciated by guys. Well, on that note. Riley headed down the stairs and stopped in the kitchen to grab Jacks forgotten lunch. She stepped over to the door and as soon as she opened it, she was startled by someone standing in the doorway. Oh, God! She yelled out. He chuckled to himself, No not God. But thanks for the compliment. Chapter 6

Grace drove down the crowded streets of New York on the way to Ginas small loft, which was where her birthday party was being held. She was coming back from the studio which they all lived about twenty minutes away from. Grace and Gina lived in the same building. She dressed casually in jeans and a fitting sweater, with a Jimi Hendrix cd collection wrapped in christmas paper next to her. She never could get rid of the enormous sums of red and green wrapping paper she acquired during the holidays. She was already ten minutes late so she drove as fast as legally possibletimes 2. Hey woman, wheres the valet? Grace smiled as she greeted Gina inside. As if I knowonce you find them ask them where the hells my car? Gina gave the same smile as she hugged Grace and took the gift from her arms and placed it on the table with many others. Snowmen eh? Forget the holiday again Gracey? Lucas strolled over handing Grace a drink. He wore a collared sweater, which he usually did to be comfortable and still somehow look dressed up. Just like the time you gave me a valentines card on Hanukkah. Youre not even Jewish. Either wayScooby saying he wuved me was a little inappropriate. Well if for my birthday you had gotten me a calendar from atleast the last decade. Grace took a sip letting her gaze trace over the crowd. My problems could then be avoided. Pretty in Pink has refrained me from leaving the eighties. You were only a little kid in the eighties. Lucas shook his head. Molly ringwaldhas no age-limit. Youre a sick little monkey. She smiled as something caught her attention. Whos that? Lucas looked to her and followed her gaze. He shrugged his shoulders. Not too surewait yea thats the girl Jaspers doing. He doesnt date themhe just does them. Hes not a playerhe just crushes a lot. Grace suddenly looked angry. You know this is so stupid. Yea I knowGina said its cokebut Ive been a coke drinker my whole lifeand I highly doubt this is coke. Grace looked at Lucas, inside her cup and then back to where the girl was. No, He goes around participating in freaky activities all over townand Im stuck acting like his girlfriend whenever theres a camera around. Then go participate in some freaky activities A smile broke out on his face. On your lunchbreak. Lucas smelled his cup then placed it on a table and grabbed another. Grace shook her head. NoI only have 45 minutes for lunchI dont want to have to eat all fast and get indigestion or something. Only 45 minutes huh? Wow I have an hour lunch. Grace turned to Lucas looking mildly shocked. Wowyou suck. He shurgged his shoulders and gave a devilish smile as he took a sip from his drink. He then slammed it down on the table in mock anger. This is not freakin coke! Oh my god your such a drama queenhere! Grace handed over her drink. Lucas dipped his tounge in it and with a satisfied smile took a gulp of it. Grace rolled her eyes. Wussie. I am not a Wussie Youre a wussie. Thatswhat a wussie would say. Grace grabbed another drink off the table and took a sip. Did you call me a drama queen? Grace looked around. Yea like three minutes ago. Waitis that coke? Grace looked in her cup and giving him a look dipped her tounge in it and gave the same satisfied smile he had given. How in the world do you keep getting the cokeEnough with these red plastic cupsyou cant

tell what the hell is in here. Lucas shook his cup around. That one is coke I gave it to you like 5 minutes ago. Grace looked at him shaking her head. Lucas took a sip of it. This isnt coke anymore. Grace grabbed the coke from his hand and handed him hers as she took a sip. Its notits Fruity. They both answered at the same time. Lucas took a sip of the drink in his hand. Man this isnt coke either! Grace then grabbed that cup and took a sip. What in the hell is going on here. Lucas looked around suspiciously and whispered, A conspiracy. Grace followed his gaze, A what? Head gamesits all a bunch of head games. He looked about slowing grabbing the cups in both of their hands and placing them on the table and slowing stepping away from them. Suddenly Gina walked over. Hey, you know you two have been standing here for the past Gina looked at her clock, Half hour switching drinks back and forth. Lucas cocked his eyes at her. Youve been watching us? Gina shook her head. Nono not watchingjustum.What game are you playing this time Lucas. Grace placed her hand over her mouth and looked to Lucas. Head games. Gina now looked to Grace. What? Lucas shook his head. What kind of party are you running here? He shook his head and grabbed Graces hand as they walked outside looking over their shoulders. Jerry went up to Gina. What are they drinking? Gina gazed at the door. She turned to Jerry then to the table beside her. She picked up one of the cups, smelt the contents then took a small sip. She looked to Jerry and shrugged her shoulders. I do not know. Gina walked towards the rest of the party as Jerry stood baffled. He picked up the same cup Grace and Lucas passed back and forth. This is brownWhen did fruit punch become brown? Beside him, Jasper looked down at his cup. This is punch? Lucas and Grace stood up on the roof of her loft. The nearby buildings lights gave the New York backdrop that inspired so many postcards. Kinda cold huh? Grace wrapped her arms around herself as they leaned against the wall and looked over the city. Id give you my jacketIf I had oneBut I dont. Lucas spoke even with his attention concentrated on the city. So gentleman like of ya. Atleast Im honest. He looked at her then back to the world below them. Ill give you that. She sighed. Im tired. Wow what a party girl. She smiled. I try. She rubbed her arms trying to fight off the ice-filled wind gusts. Lucas looked at her. Dont catch pnemonia nowlets go back inside. Distracted she looked to him then to her arms. OhIm alright. He rolled his eyes. Youre a terrible liar. He wrapped his arm around her. Not in a way that would make it awkward. Youre so easy. He fought back a smile as she jabbed him in the ribs. He choked out a few breaths. So ladylike of ya. She shrugged her shoulders. Whens that network party we have to go to? She could feel his intake of breath and it calmed and warmed her at the same time. Day after tomorrow. He grabbed her a little tighter as a breeze struck them. She sighed again and he knew exactly why. I dont know how you can take the whole image of the show on your shouldersyoure not

with him anymoreand you were never Nikki. You try to tell a whole demographic of hopeful 12 to 20 year old girls who are praying that they will one day be a Ryan and Nikki. He shrugged his shoulders. Why doesnt Nikki date Andy? She couldnt help but smile. Keep the faith man. He dramatically choked up. Its hard work but Ill try. They both stood there observing the world going on below them. Cars honked, buildings flashed advertisements, and even from there they could still make out the underwear ads covered on billboards. She stood in throught. I wonder if those come in purple? Grace and Lucas headed back down to the party, and were surprised to see a line had been formed. Gina stood in the middle. Ok people lets stay calm and in line. Lucas turned to Jasper. Whats going on? Weve been having some problemsTheyve announced a Drink Recall. Chapter 7 Riley stood gazing at the guyfrom Britainwho had seemed to just appear in the house. Not geographicallywhat did you use to get in here? Riley stepped into the room and looked around stomping from corner to corner. The guy looked himself over. The door. He stood up. And my feet here of coursecant get anywhere without those eh? He was an odd character, because he not only had the British accent that added humor to anything. Plus he had this charismatic, dramatic and sarcastic quality that everyone in the house seemed to encompass. Alicia held back a smile. Whats your name? He turned to her and a smile formed. Nice of ya to askNames Louie. Im Alicia. She smiled as she reached her hand out expecting a hand shake when Louie pulled her into a tight hug. She choked out, The British are friendly. Very. He winked at her and turned to X. Why hello there bloke. Bloke? X arched his eyebrows at him. Yes thats right. My name is Xavier. He stood a little straighter. I go by Louie cracked a smile as he cut him off. WonderfulGood job. X looked at him bewildered. For what. He now looked at him sideways. Whats that? Whats what? Louie shrugged his shoulders and looked to the girls. What are you talking about? X shook his head. What are you talking about? Louie stood in mock anger. Are you copying me? Are you? X stood baffled. Stop that. Louie looked around almost nervous now. Stop what?? X was beyond confused. What in the bloody hell are we talking about? He broke out in confusion. What time is it? Riley looked around, getting bored by the spectacle. Everyone in the room but her looked at their watch. Two ten. Louie looked at Xs watch. Thats a nice one. He began to ease, and moved his watch around on his wrist. Thanks I got it down the streetIts a Rolex. Louie looked at it with interest. Rolex eh? He looked at his own watch then Xs. When

did rolex get two extra xs? X kept his attention on his watch then look at Louies. Ha. Ha what? Yours is two minutes slow. X turned and walked out of the room as if he had won. Louie called after him. Oh lets not get all competitive now. X popped back in the room and yelled back, Im notYou are! No you are. X shook his head. No you are. No you are. Louie now shook his head. Stop copying me! X stomped his foot. Stop copying me! Riley looked to Alicia. What do you think is funnierX getting pissy? Or just Louies accent in general? Alicia laughed as both girls moved their attention from one guy to the other as they argued back and forth. Finally X stomped out of the room covering his ears. Alicia looked around. Were like a family already! Riley looked at herself then to Alicia and Louie. Yea a regular old Brady bunch with a bunch of sarcastic ethnic kids. Riley stepped out of the car and towards the body shop with the brown paper bag that held Jacks lunch. It wasnt a large shop but held six cars at a time. There were a couple guys around in the same outfit Jack had left in. The place smelt of sweat and diesel and the sound of clinking tools and power machines were almost deafening. She stepped closer to the building not knowing if she should just go in or wait for some bell to go off to signify lunch. She suddenly saw Jack come out of the haze of the work going on, and towards her. Thanks man, youre a lifesaver. He grabbed the bag and smelt its contents. Im starving. She shrugged her shoulders with a half smile. Dont get used to this kinda service. Hey you gonna eat lunch with me? He stood there withis eyes squinting against the blazing sun. Ill go halves on my sandwich. She couldnt help but smile. I thought you were starving? I amI was contemplating chewing on my arm but I didnt have any relish. She rolled her eyes. Im not hungry but Ill stick aroundsince I drove all this way. She walked towards the building. Yea all those 6 miles. He held back a smile as he led her to the back and they sat on the concrete floor. He grabbed the sandwich out of the bag, took a big bite of it and a gulp of his coke. Dont forget to chew. He shook his finger at her as if she just said something genious. Thanks for looking out for me kid. He talked with food still in his mouth. Swallowthen speak. He wiped his mouth with his napkin. The other roomates come by? Oh yeaA British guy and some guy straight out of the warped tour. He nodded as he continued to eat. How are they? Her attention was caught by a reggae band she could hear playing down the street then moved back to Jack. Yea hes alrightX was caught a little off guard by Louie but no fists were swungso far. You met X already? Yea you know him? She took a sip from his coke. Yea XavierWe used to play in band together. She was impressed. Whatd you play? A guy who could play was always exciting for her.

Lead guitar. She felt something run through her. A guy with a guitar. She shook it off. He looked up at her with a million-dollar smile and for the way it made her feel she wanted to slap herself. So whats the background on youwhered you move from and whyd you choose LA.

She sat back on her arms. I moved from Jersey where I lived all my life
Jack cut her off. That explains the attitude. Do you want me to tell the story or not? He raised his hands in defeat. Proceed. So I moved out to come herejust for the summer,to LA the place to be a star, take some acting classes, go on some auditions and get a job. She was almost talking to herself as she planned it all out for the seventy-eighth time. But if it doesnt work out Ill just go back home. So she has superstar ambitions? He nodded. Dont talk about me in the third person. Sorry Its creepy. Well some things are I mean especially when people talk about themselves in a third personyou just look around and hope that theyre not the only person in the room named Bobby. He looked at her, behind him then back to her. So howd you manage to luck out on such a sweet place on the beach with, He began tapping his leg, Drum roll pleaseaffordable rent? He wiped his mouth and hands and threw the napkin in the bag. I dont knowluck maybe. My aunt scoped it out and put down my first months rent. She brushed the hair that was moving with the breeze out of her face. How did you get dibs on that place? He shrugged his shoulders. Hell if I know. He stood up and threw the remaining contents of his lunch away. Ive lived here all my life and I saw the ad on the paper and couldnt pass on it. She followed his actions and also got up and wiped concrete dust off of her jeans. What about family? He looked at her twice before he answered. I got a mom and a sister. Thats it? She didnt want to seem like she was prying but somehow that question made him tense up and that seemed out of his character. Even if she was only acquainted with it. Thats it. He moved his head around as if to loosen up his shoulders. What about you? My mom and pop plus my three brothers, and too many uncles and cousins to keep count. He laughed and seemed to ease up. Three brothers and a dad huhmust have been fun to bring a boy home. She nodded in mock seriousness. Oh it wasnt too bad as long as mom kept the boys baseball bats away from quick access. Jack took a quick breath. And the shovels. He looked at her quickly. Shovels? Yeapoor Tommy. She moved her thumb around as she shook her head regretfully. Jack looked down at his own thumb. I dont understand why he just didnt run fasterthe guy was on cross-country ya know? Jack froze and tried a smile but failed. She held back a smile. Ill see you at home. She walked back to the car keeping her laughter to herself. Jack walked back into the shop almost in a daze, when another mechanic came up to him. Jack turned to him. Im worried man.

The guy shrugged his shoulders. Bout what? Jack stared off. II was the kid in the neighborhood that couldnt even catch up with the freakin ice cream man. The guy patted Jacks back. You were the slow kid that always missed out on the snow cone. They guy spaced out with a satisfied smile. Blue Rasberry ice...
Kids are hella mean man. Jack began walking away, Greedy little punks.

Chapter 8 Grace sat in the chair blowing freshly hair-sprayed strands of hair out of her face. Two other women stood around her completing the look that was needed for the photo shoot scheduled. The whole cast was doing shots for a magazine spread. Hair spray and eyeshadow were being thrown about the place as finishing touches were made. Grace begun to cough as she stuck out her tounge. I got some on my tounge. She pronounced too many Ts not using her tounge to clarify the words. One of the girls turned to face her. What sweetie? Grace stuck it out farther and looked down onto it which made her eyes cross. She shook it off and licked her hands trying to rid her tounge of the stinging sensation. The hair dressers looked at each other half confused but dare not ask a stars weird rituals that they all seemed to have. She wiped her hands. All done. Grace hopped up checked her self in the mirror to make sure she had nothing in her teeth. She gave the hairdressers a thumbs-up and headed over to meet up with the rest of the cast. The girls began putting away their tools of the trade when one girl faced the other. StacyShes dating that Jasper guy right? She held back a mischevious smile. Supposedly. Stacy rolled her eyes. She looked over her shoulder and moved closer to the other girl, Mary, to show she was about so say something gossip column worthy. But I heard that hes playing her out. A guilty smile broke out on Marys face and Stacys eyes widened. They both began to giggle. Shes not that pretty. Mary began to explain her actions. And he is so sweet. Stacy nodded. He seems that way. She smiled as if she had seen a puppy. And those eyes of hisShe doesnt seem to deserve him, Girls like her have been snapping up the good guys for far too long. Give the normal girls a chance at some hollywood love. Mary agreed. And as long as hes availableIm happy. Stacy broke in. But Ryan and Nikki belong together Stacy nodded. Togetherforever. Is it okay for guys to wear blush? Lucas wiped his cheeks in dismay. Depends on the color. Grace stretched after sitting for half an hour waiting for the cameras to be set up. I think its like a natural beige. Grace looked over to him as did Jasper and Gina holding back laughter. Thats what she said, Lucas looked back to them. Jasper seemed unconvinced by his excuse. Lucas moved his head about. DudeI gotta burp. Jasper walked past Lucas and patted him on the back as some sort of manly gesture. Thanks man. He nodded with a tough look on his face. Yea that covered up your maybelline knowledge. Grace situated her pants that she felt were too tight for her safety. I do what I can. Lucas coughed. Grace looked at him for a moment. Thought you had to burp? He looked over at her then cleared up his throat.

Do you know how to burp? She looked at him sideways with the most seriousness. Without gulping a coke? Of course I do. He opened his mouth slightly. She shook her head. You knowI dont think you do. He looked at her as if she had said something completely off the wall. Pssh He shook his head and almost laughed to himself. The photographer waved them over as the set and camera were now all set up. Grace rolled her eyes as she walked towards the set. Lucas burped. Grace turned to face him as a smile broke out on their faces. She gave him a proud smile and high-fived him. He nodded his head in satisfaction. See I knew I could do it. Oh no doubt. They continued to walk towards the set. I had faith that you had it in ya the whole time. He looked to her genuinely. Really man youre not just saying that? The director, growing unpatient, signaled to them where to sit next to Gina and Jasper who were already seated. Yeayou got talent. I used to be able to burp the alphabeta to z man. They both began to sit as some of the crew situated their background. Gina turned to them with a face of disgust. What in the world are you two talking about? Grace turned to her. Were reveling in Lucass talents. Gina tried to smile. Which is burping? Lucas and Grace both nodded. You have to search far and wide to find a guy with such He looked to Grace. Whats the word Im looking for here Gracey? Grace bobbed her head back and forth in thought. Qualitites. He nodded being impressed. Good one. Gina shook her head. You two have the weirdest conversations. Well I think its a good thing to have weird conversations with someone other than yourself. Grace pointed out as a block of wood fell down behind them, giving them each a jolt of surprise. Jasper nodded. I can agree with that. He shook his head in Graces direction. Shes capable of conversing with herself about bodily functions. Jasper laughed. Grace opened her mouth ready with a snappy comment when the photographer jumped in. Alright alright face the camera and smileif youre capable. He gave a half smile. Lucas whispered to Grace, Bite your tounge. Grace took a deep breath and put her best face on which was her only defense for anything she did. For an hour they continued the picture-taking process in clich, overly done poses. Now it was time for pictures of the power couple that kept the show breathing. No touching. Grace spoke under her breath as she placed herself onto the bench. Jasper exhaled loudly. No complaining. They both sat back onto the bench and were directed on how to pose. Jasper put his arm around Grace and they both had to wear a huge smile then look to each other lovingly. Ok I got enough of you two. He almost laughed at the relief they held back as they were allowed to separate. Lets get somedifferent shots of you guys. A smile broke out on their faces. UmmGrace and Lucas come here. The photographer moved the chairs out from in front of the background. Sit on the ground. They both sat with wonder on their faces as they had never taken a photo together. Lets have Lucas sit against the background and Graceyou sit against his chest sort of. They followed his orders as Jasper and Gina looked on. Yea thats perfect. He took the camera up to his face and began to shoot.

Jasper shook his head. Whatwhat are you doing, What kind of look are you going for? A different look. He continued to take the pictures acting uninterrupted by Jasper. I dont get it though they hardly ever even act in the same scene, Jasper looked to Gina now. Wait do you guys know something that I dont? The photographer finally took the camera from his face. Calm downpeople get sick of seeing the same type of photos in all the magazines. Im just giving the people some diversity. Jasper wearily nodded his head. Lucas looked over to them. Yea hes giving them some bannana in an apple kind of world. Well said. Gina nodded, impressed, with a smile. Jasper turned back to her quickly looking annoyed. Gina, hating conflicts, scrambled in her mind for something to say. Um..well you know Jasper how when youuhbite into an apple andand then a short while later itslikealready a brownbrownish color and is no good anymore Grace broke in. Taking a stab at that whole weird conversation thing? Gina scratched her head. Yeaand umyea and I honestly think that conversation would of worked better by myself. Lucas nodded holding back a smile. Yea you have to search far and wide to find such, He looked down at Grace. Whats the word Im looking for? Grace with a wide smile looked back to Gina, Qualities. She nodded dramatically. Qual-Ities. Chapter 9
Riley stood staring down a box of macaroni and cheese that was on the counter. She walked around it a few moments, poked it then stood back defiantly. She popped her knuckles. Ok I can do thisIm going to cook you and youre going to become not only chewable and cheesy but pretty freakin tasty. She reached with her hand to the box and when she almost reached it she quickly pulled back. Look you son of a She took a deep breath and quickly grabbed the box. Ha. She moved the box around looking for the directions and finally laid her eyes on it and began reading to herself. Alicia breezed into the kitchen then froze when she saw Riley. Um..what are you doing? Riley looked to Alicia then around herself. Reading. You are reading the instructions on the mac and cheese box. She shook her head in a daze. I didnt know that it had instructions. Well everyone isnt of Boyardee descent and not every person in this world is like Martha Stewart and can make curtains andand casserole at the same time. Riley began shaking the box around with importance. Im going to cook dinnerand the rice-a-roni boxwhich is not the San Fransico treat because that damn boxwell that could have been written in greek, cause I got nothing from it! Alicia swiftly walked over to the cabinet took out a pot filled it with water and placed it on the stove. When it boils She gave Riley a look. When it gets real hot with bubblesthen stick in the noodles until theyre soft, then drain Suddenly images of Riley getting third degree burns or worse yet burning down her new beach home ran through her mind. You know Ill take care of it. Riley didnt resist. Yeah but you know I could do this. Alicia nodded. Yea, I just thought Id save you from the mental stress it was causing you. She wiped her forehead and handed Alicia the box. And Xaviers grilling the steaks out back? Yea and I can make a salad, so why dont you just lay back and take a breather. Alicia patted her on the back. Riley nodded and left the kitchen as Louie came in. Something smells tasty. Alicia looked at him not impressed as he stood against the wall with a James Dean appeal. Its only hot water. If its hot then believe meits tasty. He arched his eyebrows as he moved his lips around. Then go lick the grill.

Xavier fiddled with a pack of paper plates and the plastic wrap that had quite a grip. After trying to tear it with his fingers he finally began ripping at it with his teeth. Dont get your slobber on our platesremember kids paper does absorb. Alicia placed napkins on the table along with the plastic red cups. X wiped the exposed plates with his sleeve and spit out a piece of plastic from his mouth. Louies face was struck with mock disgust. If thats what were eating than whats the Dominos hut number? Riley ran that through her head trying not to laugh. What exaclty is this Dominos hut you speak of? Louie looked to her trying to remember exaclty what he said. That pizza...Wait now lets not make fun of the Brit nowthats just mean. Alicia spoke up. When you do something stupidis it automatically cause your British? Riley popped a piece of tomato from the salad in her mouth. She smacked herself on the arm. I shall go to hell. Louie jumped under the table. Alicia and Xavier looked around, afraid to ask. From under the table, Louie yelled out. Sinnersinner the devils among us! Riley thoughtfully chewed on another piece of tomato. You needed special attention as a child. She looked under the table. Didnt you? I still have this need for massive amounts of attention. Jack walked into the house smelling of diesel with spotches of oil on his face and clothes. Whys the Brit under the table. Louie got up and dusted himself off. He reached out his hand for Jack to shake. Louies the name. Jack nodded. Jack. Well you smell fabulousquite animal-like actually. Jack gave a sincere nod. That is one of the nicest compliments Ive heard in a very long timeyou although actually have gum in your hair. Louie poked at his head with a look of distaste. Why do you people think things that you chew belong under the table once they lose their minty or bubbilicious flavor? Jack shrugged his shoulders. Ya got mewhat brought you to be under there in the first place. Louie dug into his pockets. I was picking up a quarter, He looked over to Riley. Satans quarter. Jack took a seat next to her and they all followed as Alicia placed the food on the table. Dig in. She suddenly looked at the hunger in Louies eyes. Not literally thoughuse utensils. Disappointed, He picked up his fork. Ok this is our first gathering as roomateswho wants to go first? Alicia spoke as she served herself salad. Jack stood up. My name is Jack and I have a problem. Riley gave her sarcastic smirk. Youre funnyuntil you open your mouth. Anyways, Alicia rolled her eyes. Funny kids...so who here doesnt have a problem. They each quietly chewed their food in the sudden silence.

After dinner Riley and Alicia sat at the table as the guys all sat in front of the T.V. Well isnt this a bit predictable. Riley nodded over towards the guys. Alicia nodded. Life doesnt change when you do, does it? Riley gave a faint smile feeling the mood had turned to a more serious nature. So youre Alician am I right. Ding ding ding. She now smiled. The eyes gave it away didnt they. They tipped me off, So youre an Alician named Alicia? My parent arent very creative are they. She pulled out a cigarette and proceeded to light it. You mind? Riley shook her head. Both her parents smoked, she didnt find it a reason to throw a protest. Alicia turned to face the living room. You guys mind if I smoke. Without turning to face her Jack spoke indifferently, Theres no hope with dope. Its ciggarettes. Go ahead. Louie said. Puff up your lungs into black, shriveled piles of ash. He smiled as he took a sip of his beer.

Alicia smiled. I will, right along with your shriveled, poisoned liver. He lifted his beer. Cheers. Alicia continued to smoke and faced Riley. So as I was sayingnaming me Alicia was like people who name their kids Georgia or Virginiacrap like that. Riley nodded. True, I knew a girl named Virginia and up until high school everyone started calling her virgin. Creative kids these days. She later stripped herself of that titleno pun intended. Alicia took a long puff in thought. My parents thought it was fitting. What fit? Riley fiddled with her bracelet. My name, they had me over here once they moved from China and they thought that Alicia was astrong, cultural name. Why didnt they name you China? She took off the bracelet and layed it on the table. She was about to take a puff of her ciggarette when she stopped almost baffeled by the question. Hmm. She slowly spoke. I do not know. What you guys talking about? X pulled up a chair and began playing with Rileys bracelet. On why her parents didnt name her China. X nodded in thought. Why notAntartica. He nodded as if he had said something profound. Alicia pointed at X. The man has a point. Jack sat in the chair next to X. On what. Why my parents didnt name me Antartica. She flicked her ashes into one of the cups. Well whats wrong with naming the girl Britain? Louie sat next to Alicia. Has a nice ring to it eh? Jack shook his head. No no what about Mexico? He looked to the others. Well if we did name her that. Louie sat up. Wed have an excuse to say Arriba, Arriba! . He looked at everyone. Come on say itits quite fun. Like Speedy Gonzalez. X chimed in quitely. Jack sat up and pointed to him. Exactly. Riley and Alicia sat back as the guys proceeded with their conversation. Theyre intresting specimen really. Riley spoke, unheard by the guys. I agree. Alicia nodded as she took the last puff of her ciggarette and threw it into the cup. Theyre ready to name you. With the help of a globeand Cartoon network of course. Chapter 10
The set was scrambling with people, which it always seemed to be. They were preparing to film in the school set and the actors were being given last spritz of hairspray. Ok lets roll. Grace stood infront of the makeshift locker and Gina stood next to her. Action! So Nikki are you excited about prom? Gina as her alter-ego Melissa switched to her school girl mode. Of course, Its the Mecca of being a senior. Nikki shut the locker with a glowing smile. Jasper in his character, Ryan, walked over with extras dressed as football players. Hey baby. He layed a peck on her lips. Hey honey. She returned the kiss. Hey boys. The guys with Ryan nodded. One spoke up. You know Ryans been nominated as Prom King? Honey, thats great! Predictable, but great. Ryan gave a guilty smile. The football player spoke up again. Melissa was nominated for queen. Not as excited this time, Thats great too. Melissa face broke with a huge smile. Are you serious? She began squeezing her book tightly. Thats so awesome.

Nikki gave a weak nod. Very. I was surprised. Another player spoke up. That you werent. Nikki swallowed hard. I didnt know. She tried again at a smile. No biggie. Ryan turned to Melissa. Me and you are shoe-ins! Melissa gave him a huge hug. A close up on Nikkis face of animosity. Cut. Almost like leaving the skin they were just in, the actors fanned out. Hes cheating on me. Grace shook her head as she spoke loudly to the crew that wasnt listening. This is ridiculous people, come on senior year? She continued walking to a nearby chair. All these years Ive been with this kid and he ends up with her. Damn the man! Lucas broke out as he walked past with a hairdresser following trying to frantically fix his hair. She couldnt help but smile. Whats this world coming to. An assistant came over with her usual water and pop-tart. Acting dramtactically exasperated, Lucas turned to the the lady following him with a huge hairspray can. Hey now protect the environment. He lifted his hand as a stop motion. That aerosol can in your hand right now. He looked to the hairspray as did the girl. Its going to end the cycle of mankind and obliterate this earth into a heap of ash scattered within space. She looked to her hand as if she held some sort of poison. Lets show mother nature a little love now. She walked away holding the can a little further away from herself. Grace took a gulp of her water. She new? Yea. Lucas sat down next to her. Atleast you got pop-tarts with sprinkles. Only thing I can count on sometimes. She opened the foil package to an unfrosted, plain pop-tart. Lucas shook his head in mock dismay. She waved the pop-tart with importance. You know Im going to be grateful for this...becausecause I love mother nature and she loves me! He nodded. You go girl. And atleast its strawberry. She smiled and pointed at him with the Pop-tart. Exactly! She took a big bite of the pop-tart and her smile faded. Not strawberry is it? She turned to him with a look of defeat. Cherry. Grace sat to the side as Lucas and Jasper took a seat at the lunch table in the cafeteria set getting ready for their scene. The director stood behind a camera discussing something with headphones around his neck. When ever they were about to record all the hustle and bustle the set was usually overrun with somehow scattered. Grace gazed at the set and wondered how people at home could mistake this box, hole in the wall more like it, as a school cafeteria. Usually in high school theres more than fifteen kids at lunch. But she guessed that was the magic of Tv land. But all the magic to her was a bunch of pretense. Here she was on the other side of the illusion, getting to see how its made. She saw a box while teenage girls everywhere saw this fake little world they had made out of it, filled with romanticized people with intresting stories and loves that last forever, or until the ratings are down. While spacing out in that moment, as she often did, she wondered what it was like to be home on Tuesday night at eight oclock. Action! Her train of thought was cut off by the outburst from the director and her attention was turned to the current situtation in her make-believe town. Nomination for homecoming king huh? You lucky little prick. Lucas shifted to his Andy form. The twinkle in Jaspers eye was shining as it always did when he became Ryan. Dont argue with the people. Andy ate a fry. What about Nikki? What about her? He seemed surprised that any attention needed to be on her. She wasnt nominated. Yea I know. Ryan drank from his soda. Joan, Alice, Krstal and Melissa were. So you have to take one of them to prom. Andy spoke casually keeping his attention on his plate of fries. Well traditionally yea, the two people who everybody knows will win, usually do go together. Ryan was

confused on why this topic was a big deal. So youre not going with Nikki? His eyes slowly came up from the plate. WellI meanI guess not. Ryan stopped midchew. Suddenly Jasper was pulled out of Ryans skin. Damnit I forgot the line. Lucas jumped up and bowed. Ha ha, you little people all thought Id be the first to screw up today and I wasnt! He continued to bow. Ill be expecting my round of ten dollar bills in my trailer by 6 oclock sharp. Jerry, the director, shook his head. OK quit your babbling, Jasper you got it now? After a quick glance at the script, Jasper nodded. Yea, lets go. Everyone returned to their mindframe as the cameras began rolling once again. Action. Ryan looked up almost nodding to himself. But thats common knowledgeshe should know. Should. Andy looked off. Well she doesshe does. He reassured himself. I mean everybody does. Andy nodded. Yea. He pushed his tray away. Well whos she going to go with? Ryan was taken aback by the question. He had already figured hed take Melissa but Nikki going with some other guy to their senior prom was a threat. Damn I hadnt even thought of that. Well I figure shell think of the date, not you. Ryan shook his head defiantly. No way man, I aint gonna take that chance. I cant have some random guy come in and take her. Andy held back laughter, and spoke with a husky, manly voice, Hell would have to freeze over! Ryan, off in thought nodded. Yea. He suddenly looked to Andy with a new eye. Ha. What? You ask her. Ask who? Nikki. Andy was lost in the conversation. Ask her whano man. Come on, I trust you. Andy shook his head. I dont care, dont even try. I will not be become the Pacey of this sick, twisted story. Suddenly, as if in another world, Grace smiled. This was such a Dawson-type triangle. No one can ever think of anything new again. Everything in Tv was recycled these days. Especially in the teen department. Dude, just do this for me. Andy was trapped in the situation. He looked around the cafeteria as if for an excuse. Feeling a little awkward that Andy seemed safe and not as a threat, he sat up a little straighter. Fine, Ill ask her. Ryan got up with reassured masculinity, and patted Andy on the shoulder. Perfect man. Doesnt mean shell say yes. Oh she will. Ryan was already walking off. She will. He left Andy by himself at the table. A girl walked by the table, and Andy stopped her. Did Dawson ever beat the shit out of Pacey? Cut! I wasnt kidding about the ten bucks people. Lucas looked towards everyone skeptically. Not that I ever get paid around here. Grace hopped out of her seat. Wow man were going to prom together. Lucas gathered his attention and looked to Grace from across the set. Yea baby. He gave a dramatic wink. Wear your good shoes. Grace winked back. And pretty panties. No pantiesI meanJerry stopped seeing the smile on Lucas and Graces face. Your both perverts, One more scene peoplemove it tothe He looked down at his clipboard. Parking lot set. Everyone shuffled outside as cameras and other equipment were already being set up. Everyone glimpsed over the script. Everyone did their loosening-up rituals as they took their places. Lets do this. Jasper rolled his shoulders around and straightened his pretend letterman jacket.

How come I never got one of those. Lucas asked. You never lettered in football. Jasper explained. I won state for the cougars. Go cougars! He yelled out as if he exsisted in this made-up realm. Gina looked around. You do know thats not real. Jasper looked around dumfounded and nodded. He looked away appearing disappointed. Ok lets get this over with the first take. Im hungry and I gotta pee. Jerry spoke outloud as he took a seat. At the same time. Lucas looked impressed. That takes talent. Shut up Lucas. Jerry seemed unamused, as he always did to get his casts focus back to the job at hand. He was always reminded he was working with a group of early-twenty somethings, and it showed. Action! I gotta go baby. Ryan kissed Nikki as he got into the car. Oh Ry, I need a ride if you dont mind? Melissa graciously walked over. Sure, get in. He smiled to Melissa, as he nodded to Andy. See ya man, and remember what I asked ya. Yea yea. Andy walked off as Nikki followed. She came up to next to him and nudged him. So what did yall talk about? She wore a curious smile. Are you following me? Andy looked about suspiciously, but looked back to her with a wide grin. He asked me to do something. Ask me to prom. She spoke unsurprised. He stopped walking. How did you know? The whole school knows. She shrugged her shoulders. I figured it went down like thisHe already in his head planned it out that hed take Melissa since thats the high school code. Then not even thinking Id go with some other guy if he goes with her. Then to reassure his place at the top of the food chain hell get the guy who hes sure wont threaten his manhood, or hishow should I sayhis territory. Andy nodded impressed. Wow am I a wussie. Under his definition. Nikki thought to herself. Yea. So I have no sex appealYou dont want to throw your clothes off right now and have me on this rough, jagged concrete? This surface isnt too appealing, thered be cuts and bruises, and Im just not that kinky. Nikki smiled as they continued walking to Andys car. Soyou in? Lucas threw his books into the back. Nikki nodded. Hell why not, and if push comes to shove and you wanna show off your food chain then we can throw our clothes off and have each other in the middle of the dance floorim sure it wont be made of rough, jagged concrete. Take the fun out of everything dont you. Cut! Jerry got up with a smile as it seemed whistles were blown and it was time for everyone to go home and hang their hat. Perfect now I get to go have a sandwich and pee. He looked to Lucas. Not at the same time. Thats takes a real man. Lucas called out. He hit his fist against his chest as a sign of manliness. So you urinate and digest food at the same timethat seems like too many things going on at the same time. Gina pointed out as she grabbed her bag. She has a point. Grace chimed in as she pulled up her hair and headed towards her trailer. Your body is your temple my child. Dont confuse it. She began walking out then turned around. What times the network party tomorrow? Grace turned around. Gina acted excited. Starts at 6. And we have to walk a red carpet to get in so get excited! She laughed at herself. Good times. Grace shook her head looking drained. She turned and began walking back to her trailer. Grace stretched and threw her bag onto the nearby couch. She walked over into the bedroom area and opened her closet. She pulled off the outfit that Nikki would wear and pulled out the usual: a fitting t-shirt and jeans. She took off her clothes and pulled on some jeans, suddenly her cell rang and she ran over to the couch and answered it. Hello? No one said anything but she heard what sounded like pre-teen giggling in the background. Then a muffled

 I told you so. Grace shook her head, it was a bit annoying whenever fans got her private number and called her randomly. She tried a smile and figured shed entertain them. Its Grace, whos this? The giggling continued then a voice came up. This is Seymour Grace cut him off. Seymour whatSeymour buttscleavagewhat, what should I see more of that would make this line funnier than the last 50 hundred times Ive heard it. Suddenly the line went dead and Grace threw the cell back onto the couch. Amateurs. She walked back into the bedroom when she heard the door open, without thinking, she walked over towards it bumping into Lucas who had already walked in. Lucas spun around. I think I just touched your boobies. He took a quick peek behind him then spun back around. Atleast I hope thats what I touched, or you have some sort of funky growth. Shut up. She went in the back and put on the shirt she had picked out. Calmly she turned towards him again. Yes, those were my boobies. Lucas turned to her with a devilish smile with his eyes on her chest. Nice to meet you, sorry we didnt get more acquainted first but either way you seem verywell rounded. She faked a smile. Im up here. Dont be so selfish, I was being polite. She shook her head feeling almost uncomfortable. Yea, now that were all formally introduced. There was a sudden silence and they both looked around almost scratching their heads, puzzled on what they should say next. Lucas spoke up. Well I just came back to make sure you were ok. Ok? Why wouldnt I be? Well I know how you get when we have to do these big ol appearances. He balled up his fists in his pockets. You know those whole red carpet shananigans and the flashing lights. He shook his head as if shaking off the glare of the lights. She took a deep breath. Yea yea. She laid back on the couch and he followed on the one opposite of it. It is what makes a celebrity insane you see. He was almost speaking more to himself. You just rhymed and are weird. She looked him over. Youre not insane. He shook his head with the most confidence. Im not a celebrity. She gave an impressed smile. Well howd you manage that. I still drive the same ragged pick-up since I was seventeen, I never go to these events unless the network requires it, I drink tap water and my apartment is smaller than Oprahs bathroom. She couldnt help but smile, she always did when she was with Lucas, but this felt like a different kind of smile. Imagine how big her bathtub is. Deep condition your hair Lucas gave that same smile. While relaxingin an innertub.

Chapter 11
After a watching Letterman, drinking the last of the drinks and listening to Louies snores they all decided to get their rooms. Ok one single two doubles. Alicia set up the obvious. Naturally two girls together, two guys then one guy gets a single. X spoke diplomatically. No no no. Riley shook her head. Because there is an even number of girls, a guy automatically gets a single? To make it even. X tried to avoid a confrontation whenever he was lacking sleep. Scared to sleep with a girl are ya? Louies British accent piped in. Have the little willies do ya? You want a knuckle sandwich? X spoke under his breath with his best Brando face. Sure right after you give me back my Power rangers lunchbox. Louie held back a laugh. Failing miserably, he then cracked up. Ok okenough kids. Jack held out his arms. Well flip for it. If I remember correctlya coin has two sides, Riley looked over to Alicia who nodded. And more than two people want the room.

Jack rubbed his face from the sleepiness setting in on him. FineIll give up the single. Alicia looked around. Yea me too. X figured if he gave up maybe he wouldnt have to share a room with Louie. I dont want it. Two sides to a coin. Jack was speaking to himself, loud enough for everyone else to hear. And only, He looked around. Two people who want it. Prick. Riley yawned. Jack shook his head. Loser. Ok ok ok. Alicia was impatient. Flip. Heads! Louie shouted. Tails I guess is the only option left. Jack threw the coin up in the air. And as if a cloud of suspense had rolled in all their eyes went up as the coin did and down as the coin came. Time seemed to slow as the coin rolled on the floor, and when the coin stopped it was as if a loud clinking sound shot through. All their eyes lowered to the silver dot on the floor. Ha ha ha! Louie started to dance. Im badyou know it! He begun moving around. Not really dancing, but working his way up to it. And this is how I show it! Please tell me he doesnt have a happy dance. Riley blinked her heavy eyelids, not sure if Louies moonwalk was just her slipping into sleep. Ok Lew, youre out of the way. Jack now faced the other rooms. Im bad He slided past the group as they surveyed both rooms. Guess therell be a boys room and a girls room. X scratched the back of his neck as he leaned over to look in both. Smokin in the boys room. Louie called out from down the hall while continuing to dance. Ignoring him, they each pondered the idea. Seems reasonable. Alicia nodded. So did Riley. X was relieved. Cause you guys will have bras and hair crap everywhere. Riley nodded. Yea plus the loads of tampons, I mean I carry them by the bundle. All kinds too. Alicia grabbed her bag.

Light, regular, superapplicator or no applicatorKotex, playtex and

Alicia cut in. Tampax too. Of course. Xs face fell. You got your tampons, Jack smiled. I got my dirty magazines. X smiled. The girls rolled their eyes as they went into their room and closed their door. The boys did the same. In the empty hall, Louie slid past in his socks. Whose bad? Groggy and feeling like the walls were caving in, Riley awoke. Picking her head up from the pillow she learned that the noise shaking her walls was drumming. She then noticed her bed was vibrating to the beat. She tried to get all the way up but her head felt heavier than her body. She stretched and fixed her gray pants and white tank that had twisted with her constant turning through the night. She finally picked herself off the bed, and brushed her hair out of her face. She rubbed her eyes and opened the door. And with the doors opening the drumming was even more deafening and she immediately threw her hands to her ears. What the hell is going on in here!?!? She yelled out to whoever could hear. Slowly Louie popped his head out of the bathroom with toothpaste on his chin and a brush in his mouth. He pulled the brush out. Just a-brushin my teeth. He cocked his head to the side. Is my bristlin too loud for ya? She looked at him blank-faced. And she began speaking slower. Do you not hear thatthat noise? He fainlty shook his head. Which one would that be? Her jaw dropped, she went over to the wall near him and leaned up against it dramatically. The house is falling! She looked to him slowly, sleepy-eyed. And you think I can hear your bristles?

Ah thatthats Jack and X. He shook his head. Trying to be the beatles I suppose. As he was gargling mouthwash while watching himself flex, Riley left before he got on his high horse about the failure of music and how everyone is trying to be the Beatles. As she stepped down the last stair she caught eye of the makeshift earthquake that was erupting her eardrum. She could now atleast make out the song it was, Louie Louie. Jack sat at the drum set pounding away, with an infectious smile. X sat next to him on one of the dining set chairs. He bobbed his head to the beat, his eyes following Jacks drum playing. Finally with a swift move, Jack ended the song. Nice youre getting the hand of it. X sat back impressed. Jack rubbed the back of his neck with that same smile gazing at the drum set. His eyes finally moved up and noticed Riley. Good morning bright angel. The words seemed to twirl off his tounge. Riley gave her smile as she walked past them. Shut your mouth, you woke me up. From the kitchen she opened the fridge and found the orange juice. And it wasnt a nice wake up, it was a hey-Riley-thehouse-is-on-fire-run-outta-bed-even-if-youre-naked kind of wake-up. A smile broke out on the guys lips. Were yanaked? I was freakishly naked. She came out of the kitchen, juice in hand. I had to jump in the bathroom and dress infront of Louie though. Damn the British. Jack shook his head regretfully. X nodded. Is he British though? He looked to Riley. He sounds kinda Irish. Riley shrugged. I thought he sounded a bit Australian to be British. I got all those accents mixed up. Jack sat in thought. I wish I had one. X said. I do sometimes. X turned to Riley impressed. Do you? She shook her head. No. She took a sip of her juice. But it would be cool if I did. They all three nodded. Louie came down the stairs, freshly shaven. Hey what are you exactly? Jack spoke without preamble. Louie stopped. Hungry. I think that sums it up. Jack nodded profoundly as he stood up. Ok come on Riley, were going to the boardwalk. Do what? Why not? I didnt say no. She sat up on the kitchen table. Then ok. He started to head upstairs. Get dressed. I have no idea what youre talking about. He turned to her with a devilish smile. Clothing is always optional. Riley rolled her eyes. Why do we have to go to the boardwalk? We dont. He shrugged his shoulders. Then what are we doing. Riley talked with her hands, amist all the counfusion. Going to the boardwalk. Jack felt he was repeating the same thing, and baffled on why he was still having to say it. Shaking her head, Riley got off the table. I have no idea what we are talking about exactly. She walked past him, for the stairs. But Im going to get dressed, cause in any situation Id atleast like to not be naked. Jack nodded. Atleast. Riley and Jack walked along the boardwalk, with plenty of tourists doing the same alongside of them. They walked on the wooden planks that was lined up along side many different sized and colored businesses, with an ocean as its backdrop. Its easy to spot a tourist. Jack broke the silence they kept since the house. Hows that? Riley pushed her hair behind her ears and fixed the strap on her shoulder bag. Fanny packs are like neon signs screaming Hey-im-not-from-here. He kept his hands in his cargo pant

pockets as he nodded towards a group walking past. Or bright-colored bermuda shorts. Another give away. He gave a good-point nod. Hey want a slushie? Riley stood pondering it. Im thinking I do. Well as long as it doesnt conflict with your emotions, how does cherry sound? They both stood in line at one of the brighter, smaller booths. I dont like cherry. He turned to her stunned. Whats wrong with cherry. Cherry of anything tastes like cold mediciney-syrupy crap. Is strawberry acceptable then. He stepped up to the cash register. Actually strawberry is fantastic. Jack handed her the strawberry smoothie and held a grape one for himself. Riley took a long sip. Grape huh? I personally like Robitussin. She nodded. So why exactly did we have to come over here? Does everything have to have an answer? How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? He shrugged. I have no ideaI always get impatient and bite it. Riley nodded. Yea, or you get tired of licking it so you just leave it in your mouthHow many licks would that be? The world may never know. He finished his smoothie and threw it into a wastebin five feet away. Good shot. I was my High school All-Star player all four years. She nodded. Really. Nope. He sat up and rubbed his arm. It would be cool if I was. A slacker in high school? She took slow sips of her smoothie, unlike him. In the sense of extracurricular activitiesyea. He slouched in the bench seat as Riley sat facing him, cross-legged. I was more of a go, and do what I gotta do then go home. She nodded. Yea. Hse pushed the straw of her slushiw back and forth. They just sat there watching all the different kind of people who passed them. Eight couples passed them in two minutes time, Riley counted. She suddenly turned to Jack. I wanna hear you play the guitar sometime. He nodded. Tell me when. She couldnt understand how every single word he said in these past moments made her practically flutter inside. It was childish and ridiculous. But just the way the sun played off his hair and how he sat there so observant of the people around him and of every single word she said, she couldnt help but smile. So when are you gonna start your audition hunting? She was suddenly pulled out of her thoughts and it was almost embarassing. Im gonna give myself a couple days to settle. He nodded. I know some people who can let me know if anything big is up. Sounds good. She couldnt understand how the moment got so calm and relaxed. But it was as if she had just exhaled from holding her breath for a long while. He sat up and turned to her. So what should we do. Walk. He nodded his head and stood up, he held out his hand to help her get her twisted legs off the bench. They walked along, letting their eyes wander to the store windows to see the colorful displays promoting summer. He suddenly grabbed her hand for a few seconds and then let it go. Was that weird? It was too quick to be weird. Lets head home. She nodded. They turned the corner to get on the path that would lead them home, and as they walked Jack grabbed Rileys hand then let it go again continuously, as a childish smile broke out on both their faces.

Chapter 12
With the Beatles on the radio, Grace felt good, like she wasnt going to an uncomfortable situation that would be played upon with paparazzi screaming her name and flashing lights in her face. But she was. She pulled up in her VW Passat. The valet surprised it wasnt a Jag or Mercedes, stood a moment with an unsure expression before they took her keys. Walking up the stairs she was immediately the center of attention. Pictures were rapidly taken as others from the fellow shows on the network walked alongside of her. They screamed her name, a signal to stop and allow them to take a picture of the outift she chose to wear. Which the photograph would then make best-dressed, or plummit to the bottom of the worst pile. She had chosen to wear a modest tanned, leather-type top and some dark jeans, and brown sunglasses to complete the outfit and guard against unwanted lights. She continued to stop and pose and wave to fans that gathered behind the press. Grace! She turned to see the different voice that called her name. Jasper appeared. Hey. He came over and gave her a kiss on the cheek. This is a three-hour thing max. He whispered in her ear. She smiled. I know. They both posed for pictures that came more instantly when the two were together. Just walk quickly. He nodded as they made their way inside. She was greeted with the people who worked at the hotel, where the party was located, offering to take coats and other things of the sort. She nodded towards them with a smile as she made her way to the banquet room. There were tables all long the side of the room with waiters walking in between them with trays of champagne and appetizers. She could see some of the entertainment news people interviewing some of the guests. Some band she didnt recognize played as some in the middle tried dancing. Grace made her entrance into the room as some smiled towards her and others waved or just flat-out pointed. Ok we split, Jasper looked down at his watch. At the stage in 30 minutes. She did her routine nod and smile as she surveyed the people in attendance. They walked their separate ways, and before she could count to three Grace already saw Jasper make his way to a blonde at one of the tables. After a longer glance, she noticed it was the same intern from a few weeks back. Anger rose in her a bit, thinking of all the trouble she puts herself through to keep up with this image and hes off dating. But then again, if hes caught by the papers, hed be a conceited player and shed be the poor victim. Neither label would do her any good in the business. Hey Grace! She turned to see an actress on one of the other shows. Hey Jamie. Grace gave her the traditional hug she gave to anyone when cameras were clicking. You know what scares me? Jamie whispered to her with a smile. What? That some picture they take at this party of me will be published in some magazine with one of those damn bubbles over my head where they write in me saying something retarded or perverted. She rolled her eyes keeping a look out for cameras. Grace nodded. Hollywood is classy these days. Did you see the one with you? Yea where I had picked a wedgie. Grace held back a smile. My mom was proud. They continued talking about anything that wasnt important. Others came by and joined the conversation but each slowly finding another point of interest had moved on, leaving Grace by herself. Ive had five girls ask me for my number. A smile broke out on Graces face. No you havent. Lucas laughed to himself. It would have been cool if I did. Grace nodded. Wow you cleaned yourself up. She looked him up and down. He had on dark jeans, a black shirt, and was clean shaven with his hair spiked about. Thiscomes natural. After a half hour shower and your manager forcing you to shave maybe. He practically chased me with a damn razor. He took sip of his drink.

Grace quietly laughed as she continued watching the crowd. After a minute of the both of them just sitting quietly, Grace spoke. I hate these. Without looking at her and keeping his eyes on the crowd. I know. I think Im running my time limit. Lucas nodded. Half hour huh? Grace smiled as she began walking away. She looked back to Lucas to say something but just walked to the stage. Not even standing there for a minute, Jasper came over and grabbed her arm. ET wants to talk to us, come on. Grace grabbed her arm out of his grip. Ok, chill out. Jasper grew quiet as they walked. Youre always with Lucas. Would you rather me hang out with you and your girlfriend. Now that you mention it Jasper stopped talking as they came to the camera and microphone. A woman was doing the interview, and her eyes almost glistened when she saw Jasper and Grace. So how is this networks power couple doing? She practically shoved the mic in their faces. And before Grace could speak Jasper was already on his fourth sentence. Were great. Spectacular. Completely in love. Being on the show together really keeps our realtionship alive. The lady smiled. Great, there has been rumours though of you, Jasper, seeing other people? Jasper practically laughed to himself as Grace faintly smiled being held in his grip. No, me? He continued to laugh, as no one else did. Sure I have a lot of friends that are girls, and I harmlessly flirt but Grace isnt jealous of that. The lady turned to Grace. What about you any harmless flirting on your part? This time Grace got to atleast open her mouth, but yet again Jasper was too quick. No. He shook his head as he looked down at Grace in his arm. Shes completely happy with me and our relationship. She was actually asked to go do this movie in Australia during the summer but turned it down to stay near me. Grace felt nausea. He made her out to be some scared, subservient girlfriend whos boy was out playing with all the girls in town. The lady had the same reaction. Then youre pretty faithful? Jasper smiled. Completely, shes so sweet. Shed be lost or eaten up by the people in this business if it wasnt for me. Even if shes been in it twice as long as you? The lady feeling her feminism kicking in, turned to the cameraman and signaled for him to shut off the camera. She gave a faint nod to Jasper and a pitiful smile to Grace as she walked off. Grace turned to Jasper boiling in anger, and before she could act on it turned and walked away also. He quietly yelled after her, Half an hour, be at the stage. She walked away in a daze not knowing if she wanted to swing at the next person who bumped into her, or just yell at the top of her lungs and grab everyones attention and tell them all the truth. Seeing her haven, she walked over towards a group of people. She tapped Lucas on the shoulder. He turned to look at her with a smile on his face from laughing at what someone had said, which quickly faded as he saw Graces expression. What happened? I need to go. He nodded as he gave a smile to the group he was talking to and led Grace to the back door. They both walked outside, where it was getting dark as the sun had started to set. He nodded towards his truck. Come on. He opened the door for her and she hopped in. As he walked over to the drivers side she was amused by how old the truck was. Right now he could go out and buy himself a Jag, but was completely content with his Ford pickup. He put the key in the ignition. Where you want to go? Anywhere. Anywhere but here. He nodded as he looked behind him to back out. Know just the place. They drove in silence, with only the night surrounding them. Only a few cars were out on the back roads, a route Lucas chose versus taking the crowded main streets in the city. Grace didnt even feel she had to ask where they were going. She enjoyed seeing trees instead of skyscrapers. I love this. Grace smiled as she layed her head out the open window taking in the brisk air.

Lucas looked over at her with a smile. He layed his arm on his window, and propped his head up with it. Elaborate. Riding in the car at night with the windows open. She took a deep breath of the air. On an open road. He nodded. Grace turned towards Lucas. What makes you happy. Without asking why shed ask such a question or anything, Lucas sat and truly pondered the question. In a ha ha, Basketball and popcorn kind of way or in a serious kind of way? The latter. Lucas took a deep breath as he looked in his rearview mirror. WellThe Beatles and Lynard Skynard. Grace nodded. Of course. And family, and being able to do something I love and be payed quite handsomely for it. Grace laughed. What would make you happy? Lucas scratched his head as he continued driving, checking his mirrors. Would huh? He rubbed the back of his neck as he glanced over at Grace. She nodded with a smile, that was like a sixteen year old smiling to her boyfriend. Wellbeing in a really good movieLike Godfather would make me happy. He thought to himself. Being a rock star in another life. Grace laughed as she played with the passing wind with her outstretched hand. And being in love. Grace turned to look at him. What kind of love? Not just any kind. He turned the radio up as Free Bird by Lynard came on. A content smile came on both their faces at the sound of the guitars. But, the kind where your maddly in love, where this other person completes you. They get your jokes and always laugh. When something happens theyre the ones you wanna run and tell. And you do. You tell them everything. And if something pops up in your head, no matter how retarded it is you can talk to them about it and they dont look at you like youre some weird kid but they ask themselves the same retarded question. He smiled to himself. Where you know youre going to grow old with this person, get gray and wrinkly, and you know that shell always be the most beautiful thing youll ever see. Because youre freakishly in love with your best friend. They both sat, letting his words soak in. Grace took them and knew that was the most beautiful thing she had ever heard anyone say. That kind of love. She nodded still taken aback by the words. He nodded. That kind of love, He glanced over towards her. Would make me happy. She looked to him and before she could say anything he was parking the car. Well. Grace stepped out of the car eyeing where they were. It was a field with a small house. It was all fenced in by a wooden fence and filled in with a few trees. Wow. Lucas stood with his hands in his pocket. Its mine. Really? Grace stood next to him in awe. I never knew you had a place out of the city. Id go insane if I didnt. He looked over the land as if he was seeing it for the first time. In the city everything is soplanned out and on scheduleeveryone is on a time frame.out here though, time doesnt mean anything. This isbeautiful. Lucas began walking towards the field. He nodded for Grace to follow. I have heels on. She looked down at her feet. Lucas smiled as he walked back to her, he picked up one foot and took off the shoe and followed with the other. He threw the heels in the truck and nodded for her to follow again. Well then, you dont have to ask twice. Grace followed him. She was overwhelmed with an elated feeling. He continued walking with his hands in his pockets. See its not like a huge piece of land but its good enough. He walked and pointed things out as he went along. See theres people all around here but they keep to themselves. A smile broke out on his face. Look, I have a pond too. She gave an impressed nod. Arent you the coolest. Im thinking so. They both stood in the silence again, not an uncomfortable silence though.

Grace put her hair up in a spiky up-do she always did when no one cared how her hair looked. What about the house. She pointed. Is that just for looks. Youre a funny one Gracey. He shook his head as he made his way to the house. He stepped up on the porch and opened the back door. Inside there was a small kitchen and dining room that were connected. Furtherback was the small living room, where there was a staircase which led to a small loft that was a bedroom and a small bathroom next to it. Lucas took a seat at the couch as Grace made her rounds looking around. She came down the stairs in awe. This is unbelieveably cozy. He nodded. To me this more home then the apartment. She sat over on the couch next to him, without scooting over, she ended up sitting with her legs propped up against his side. So whyd you bring me here? She layed her head on the back of the couch as she continued facing him. Why not. He layed back, hands still in pockets. She smiled. Good point. They both sat there not saying anything, as she looked down at her feet. Ive got dirt on my feet now, Slick. He looked over at her feet with a smile. Getting my couch dirty. He sat up and wiped her feet with his hand. She sat amused at him cleaning her feet. He wiped his hands on his pants and went back to his layed back position. Its quiet. He nodded. I like the quiet...except for the buzzing noise. She shook her head. For knowing you for so long, theres a lot of things I dont know about you. He nodded in thought. Is that a bad thing? She shook her head. No. She looked at him again. Im just thinking about all these things youve done, like driving me all this way. He looked at her. I wanted to. A smile broke out on her face. Do you like old movies? He nodded with the same smile. Yes and I have a Tv, its in the loft come on. He made his way up the stairs as Grace followed. Its just that Breakfast at Tiffanys is on tonight. He shook his head. I know I know. He grabbed the remote and turned the Tv to Audrey Hepburn as Grace jumped into the bed and under the covers, with a child-like smile. Grace opened an eye. At first she wasnt sure of where she was, then it all came to her. The Tv was off and Lucas layed next to her. They were both under the covers. Grace looked at the window and she could see and hear the rain falling. The room was a still gray, and she felt completely calm and content. She looked at Lucas laying there, in his white under shirt, with one hand under the pillow and the other laying on his chest. At that moment, Grace felt like she was someone else. Someone who was happier. And she saw Lucas differently. Laying there, away in a sleep. And she somehow wished he was thinking of her. It would be unfair to care for him, she thought to herself. She would always be labeled Jaspers. But in all the time she was with Jasper, she had never felt for him in those years what she felt in these few moments. She was completely moved by him. And she knew it could never be like this with anyone other than him. And as wrong as that might be, she knew it was the truth. And thats all that mattered. She layed her head against the pillow gazing at the rain. And for a few moments she just watched him breathe in and out. She moved softly towards him. She stopped for a moment making sure he wouldnt awake. After a few breaths she moved closer and layed her head against his chest. She stayed like that and then closed her eyes. Lucas smiled.

Chapter 13
Riley looked over at all the marker she had gotten on her hands. Why do you suppose, when people circle ads in the paper they use red marker?

I do not know. Louie sat in thought. Why are you using red? I thought it was the cool thing to do. Riley put the cap back on the marker and pushed the paper away. Be a rebel. He shook his fist. Use hot pink! How many auditions are in there? X spoke from the kitchen where he was making oatmeal before he went to class. Twelve. You going to all twelve? Louie grabbed a bannana from the centerpiece on the table. No just eleven. Why not the last one? Alicia ate a muffin before she headed out for work. It calls for someone whose six feet. Damn should of eaten your Wheaties. Louie shook his head as he took a remorseful bite out of his bannana. Jack came in wiping his hands, his hair and face dotted in oil and car grease. I thought you were off today. Alicia spoke as she headed out the door. I amIm working on my car. He nodded as Alicia left with a wave. What kind of car you got? Louie threw the bannana peel in the trash. Its outside, havent you seen it? Actually, I really dont think Ive been outside since Ive gotten here. He spaced out as he thought to himself. He finally noticed everyone looking at him. Because Im British. Are you sure you are? X asked. Cause Im thinking youre not. Anyways Jack cut in. Its an old Charger. Louie gave an impressed nod as he headed upstairs. I should go outside more often. Jack walked into the kitchen and washed his hands. X wiped his mouth with a paper towel and headed for the door. See you guys later. Everyone nodded towards him as he walked out. Well what are you going to be doing today? Riley looked towards Louie. Who me? He looked behind him then back to Riley. Going to the beach. Heres a crazy ideawhat about a job? Riley shrugged her shoulders, with mock wonder on her face. Louie sat in thought, he looked to Riley and continued to sit there for a moment. Im going to take a shower Riley nodded as she got up and drank the last of her juice. Where you going? Jack spoke from the kitchen, his back turned to her while he made himself something to eat. No where, I dont have a car remember. She walked into the kitchen and stood against the counter. I know of some auditions but the first of them isnt for another two and a half hours. Jack nodded as he took a bite out of his omelet. You want one? I hate eggs. Sorry. He took another bite as he leaned against the counter as well. I love eggsfrom my head down to my legs. What are you going to do today? Work on my car. He took a sip of some juice he served. You need a ride later? Riley had a huge smile on her face. Jack put his plate in the sink and took the last gulp of his juice. Ill be ready in a bit. He went back outside to finish working on his car. Riley went upstairs and as she passed the bathroom, Louie came out in a towel. Got a shaver Riley? Riley went into her room and pulled a pink shaver out of a bag and tossed it over to him. Louie smiled. Nice, daises. Riley went back into the room and looked at herself in the mirror. She had on her usual white tank-top and low jeans. She had one of those short, choppy hair cuts. Very Meg Ryan she thought to herself. Looking around the room she realized she had nothing to do. She went over to the window and looked out towards the front of the house. Down on the driveway, below the window, she could see Jack working on his car.

She looked down at him for a moment. Back home, she had always been friends with the guys. Being the only sister to three boys, she understood them. It was easy to be around them. She didnt though have many boyfriends. She had dated, but she had never been in love. And she had no idea why watching Jack made her think about all that. She stepped back from the window but stepped forward looked out of it again. She couldnt help wanting to be able to see him and not have him see her. He stood over the hood of the car overlooking the cars insides. Finally he stood back and headed inside the house. Riley jumped back from the window. She looked at herself in the mirror as she walked out of her room and down stairs. Jack stood in the living room with his shirt off, using it to wip oil off his face. I think we have naked rules. Jack smiled as he turned to face Riley. He had a tattoo on his chest and five or so on his back. Why so much ink? So girls would think Im sexy. A smile came on his face. Is it working? I think Im hot all overput your clothes back on before I explode. Louie yelled out from the stairs. Jack headed upstairs. Im taking a shower. Lock the door, I cant control myself sometimes. Louie put his hand to his chest as he made his way to the front door. Going to the beach. After a moment, suddenly Louie popped his head back inside. Riley? Yea? He has two more tattoos. Jack drove down the road in his Jeep, with Riley sitting beside him. He drove the Jeep as his everyday car, as the charger still wouldnt run. You like this song. Jack turned the radio up a bit, and Santana was on. Yea, I do. Jack nodded. So how many auditions are today? Four. He nodded again as he tapped the steering wheel to the rhythm of the song. How many tattoos do you have? Without looking at her he answered. Eight. She nodded. Where are they? He laughed. Maybe youll find out later. Are you conceited. He looked over at her. Wow youre upfront. She didnt make an expression, just waited for an answer. No, I just joke. He looked to see if the answer was sufficent, but he could see he needed to elaborate. People expect me to be, so if someone doesnt know me well I joke like I am, once they get to know me Riley cut in. They get to see where your tattoos are? He smiled. Exactly. Riley sat in the office with fifteen other girls. She looked to the left and right of her and saw breasts. Not just any kind, but all the girls in this room had breasts that were ready to explode out of their tube tops. Well, you been waiting long? Riley asked and the girl next to her looked down at her and then smiled. Not only were these girls huge in the chest they all seemed to be seven feet tall. You eat Wheaties? Riley asked, as she heard her name called. Riley walked back into where the audition was being held and saw three people behind a desk. Hi Im Riley. She gave an uncomfortable nod. Cute. One of the guys behind the desk spoke without looking at her just looking through her portfolio. Ok can I see your stomach? Riley looked around. My stomach? Yesyour stomach. Riley pulled her shirt to a little above her belly button. They nodded. Toned and tanned. One said. Riley looked down at her own stomach as if she was seeing it for the first time. She gave an impressed

nod. Now the breasts. What? Riley was pulled out of giving her stomach admiration. The girl gave a sigh. Your breasts. Jack awoke from the nap he was taking in the car. What happened? Riley jumped into the Jeep. Lets just go to the next one. He put the car in drive. What happened? They wanted to see my boobies. Did you show them? Riley looked to him. No. Jack nodded. So they just saidpull them out or something? No first they asked to see my stomach Did you show them. Yeathey were impressed tootoned and tanned they said. Let me see. Jack smiled. Riley shook her head. Later. She brushed her hair behind her ears. Then they said let me see your breasts. Just like that? She nodded. Just like that. What if they said please. Riley looked over at Jack. He just smiled. Sorry, my mom always said saying Please and Thank You will get you everywhere. It might get you another piece of cakebut it wont get me naked. So have you acted in anything else? Well no. Riley sat feeling confined in the small office and the only light shining directly in her face. Ive done a lot of plays and did local things back home and I did do a cereal commercial. The guy nodded. Have you done photos? Riley smiled. Some head shots Ive done are in there. She tried to point in her portfolio but he snactched it from her grip. How do feel about music videos. Im feeling good about them. Riley smiled. Me toohave you seen that new punk band with the giraffe in their video. The guy started laughing. Thats funny. Riley nodded. Yea. She looked around the room again. What am I auditioning for again? The guy shook his head. Oh you wont get itits for some guy cologne. He continued looking through her portfolio. Can I keep these pictures though? So how was my reading for the part? Riley sat after having read some lines the interviewers gave her. They nodded. They continued talking to each other. So Riley gave a smile. They looked at each other then her. Youre still here. Another one spoke up. Youre not what were looking for. What are you looking for then? Someone sexier. Have you seen my stomach? Riley sat at her last audition of the day. A guy stood above her and looked her over for a moment. So Riley gave a half nod. So Have you ever thought of being with a woman? Riley sat with her feet propped up on the dashboard as Jack drove her home. It was already night and she felt herself calming down with the nights breeze. Ive read the articles of some of these actors and some go through the hell that is auditioning with no past experience, but others get picked up off the street cause they have the look. Then go do some walking.

I just cant walk back and forth with no purpose. Buy a dog and a pooper scooper. Riley sighed. Im tired. She played with the passing wind with her hand hanging out the window. Ive got to find a job. Jack nodded as he played with the radio dial. You know one of them said I wasnt sexy enough? Jacks face fell in astonishment. No. Riley nodded. Yup. Jack faced her. Did you show them your stomach. I tried.

Chapter 14
Grace opened her eyes slowly, she layed still for a moment focusing her eyes. She could see Lucass shirt under her arm, and could feel his chest under the shirt. Softly, she moved her fingers back and forth across his chest. When she saw his eyes flicker, she quickly closed her own. After a moment, she opened her eyes to see Lucass own looking at her. And they said Id never get to sleep with you. Lucas whispered in a groggy voice. Grace smiled. Shhwere not going to wake up. Lucas nodded and quickly closed his eyes, causing Grace to laugh. Well that didnt last. Lucas stretched with a smile. Ok we can be awake, were just not getting out of bed. Never? Ever. Grace smiled as she pulled the covers towards her. They both layed there for a moment. Lucas looked down at her with a smile. Im hungry. Grace sat up. Youre always hungry. Lucas sat up and stretched. I can make a mean omelete. He started walking downstairs. Grace stayed sitting on the bed. Want one? He yelled from down in the kitchen. I hate eggs. She looked at the room again, now being engulfed in daylight. It had a clean, simplicty to it. No fancy sheets or paintings. The paint was chipping in certain spots and the sole piece of furniture looked like it belonged in a fourteen year-old boys room. All Grace could do was smile. Lucas parked the truck in the studio lot, and right next to it was Graces car. I guess somebody brought it over. Grace sighed as she got out of the truck. You know what theyll say if they see us go in togetherin the same clothes. Lucas said as Grace put a pair of sunglasses on. She nodded almost disappointed. Ill go inside, they wont think anything of me still dressed in this, you head back to the trailer. He gave a smile as he headed towards the studio. Grace smiled and grabbed Lucass arm and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Youre a good kid. Lucas nodded with a half grin. Grace dressed in the usual jean-shirt outfit and grabbed her glasses and headed into the studio. They were doing a run through, so no makeup was required. As she walked in she passed a few of the crew members and gave them a smile. She passed Jerry with some extras, and people making sure everyone knew what was going on. They were rehearsing in the set of Nikkis living room. As she stepped onto the set she passed Jasper who was talking to Lucas. She gave Lucas a smile, a different kind of smile, and he seemed to give her the same sort of smile, where no one else could notice. Grace. She turned abruptly. Huh? Spaced out? Grace gave Gina a smile. Sorry, I was just thinking.

Gina nodded. Whered you go? Gowhen? They both sat down on one of the sofas used as a prop. At the party yesterday. OhI just had to goJasper was beingRyan. Grace gave a tired smile. Ah. They both looked over to the two boys. He does that a lot. Grace agreed with a nod. Lucas looks different. Gina spoke and caught Grace off guard. How do you mean? I dont knowhe just lookslike hes glowing. A smile slowly grew on Graces lips. She slowly nodded. Yea. Everyone, with Jerrys direction moved to the set at hand. They all looked over their scripts as the cast situated themselves on set. Ok Grace and Lucas on this sofa Melissa sit on that one and Jasper stand above Melissa. He directed Jasper how to stand exactly. Yea just like that. He looked his cast over. Ok lets hit it. Melissa started. Ok so, Ryan youve got the limo rented? Jasper changed skins with a nod. Yea, its all set. You two are going in a limo? Lucas spoke, eyes on his script, as Andy. Yeathe committee got it rented for us. Ryan spoke almost guiltily. Nikki nodded. Since its obvious youll both win, I suppose. Melissa nodded. Obviously. Nikki turned to Andy with a smile. Well I guess well just go in your car.

We can rent a
Nikki shook her head. No, Id rather go in your car then some rented, clich limo. Jerry cut in. Ok good, greatI gotta make a callchill for a minute. They all sat back eyeing their scripts over again. Jasper smiled as he took a seat next to Gina. Youre going to cheat on me. Both Lucas and Grace looked up. What do you mean? Grace spoke. Well its obvious that the unlikely Nikki and Andy will get together. Jasper spoke as he flipped through the script. Gina sat in thought. Yea, because here you went through hell and back with Ryan, which was expected. And now out of nowhereyou find this unexpected side to yourself that finds an unexpected side to Andy; who was always your safety net, the one who cared minus the superficial drama. Jasper nodded. I guess theyre incorporating some growth for Nikki. Grace nodded. Yea. She looked over at Lucas. Growth. He smiled and shook his head as he continued to eye the script. Gina smirked. Yea Gracey, cant be a Toy R Us kid your whole life. Damn. Grace stretched. For a few hours they continued running through various parts of the upcoming scripts and moving from set to set to do so. A magazine came in to interview them and finally they got something to eat. After running through some more Jerry left to do some paper work. He finally popped his head out of his office. OK kids go home, be here at ten tomorrow. Everyone got up and headed in separate directions. Grace headed out to her car and threw her bags in, it was starting to rain. For some reason she couldnt get herself to just go home. She eyed the trailers behind the studio and realized that Lucas was in one of them. He was probably laying back watching some old movie. And to her it seemed whenever she was with him, she was comfortable. Wherever they were, as long he was there, Grace felt like she was in a simple, safe place. And she wanted to be there instead of going home in the rain. She finally got out of the car and ran in the rain to Lucass trailer. She banged on the door, and finally after a moment Lucas opened it. He finally got out of his clothes from last night, and had on a white tank with cargo pants. Wow kid youre kind of wet. He held the door open for her to come in. She looked down at herself and patted her clothes. Yea. He closed the door behind her and stood leaning against the wall. He had an unquestioning smile on his face. He didnt need for her to answer why shed ran in the rain, or why she had to come to his trailer. He

was unassuming, and at that moment she felt better than she had in a long while. She stepped forward and put her wet hands on Lucass sides. She smiled as she propped herself up and kissed him. At first the kiss was still and soft. Lucas, then took his own hands and held her face as he kissed her now. She stepped back and took a breath. That might not of been right. He rubbed the back of his neck. Why wouldnt that be right? She almost laughed to herself. Look at my life. She leaned up against the opposite wall and shrugged her shoulders. Im labeled. Anyone who sees you through some damn label doesnt really see you. She half smiled. How do you see me?

So damn beautiful. You laugh and I feel better about myself. He looked down at his feet with a smile. A place seems better when youre there. When you smile at me
In a quick impulse Grace lept forward and kissed him once again. She wrapped her arms around his neck, and now felt that she not only wanted to kiss him but needed to. He wrapped his own arms around her waist. She held his face as she kissed him. And the kiss seemed right. No matter the time or place, at this moment she felt she was meant to be here with him. His kiss felt exciting and yet well-known and safe. In his arms she didnt feel like she was the actress and character everyone assumed her to be. She was just Grace. Plain ol Grace. And that made her feel beautiful. They both stumbled and fell back onto his couch. She laughed but continued to kiss him. Finally he propped himself up, and looked down at her. So She smiled as she stretched her arms above her head. So So like were kissing. She nodded. I think thats what the kids call it these days. How are we going to do this? Mouth to mouth Im thinking. He laughed and kissed her forehead. He whispered, Another secret. She sighed. I know. She took his face in her hands and pushed her head up to kiss him. "But this one is worth it." He moved up off of her and took her hand and led her to the bedroom. Grace laughed. Dont waste time do you? Lucas shook his head as he fiddled with his Tv. Benny and Joon is on. I was watching before you barged in. Well then. She smiled as she rolled into the bed next to him. And she thought to herself, what if she had just gone home. What if she hadnt acted on the need of feeling the closeness and simplicity she felt when she was with Lucas. And after such a moment, here they were, doing something so average. She smiled and began letting herself fall into a sleep. Lucas looked over at her. Well if its that bad, I think Southpark is on. Grace smiled. Remember sharing is caring, dont take all the covers. Lucas shook his head as he turned the TV off and switched the radio on. Elton Johns Your Song was on. He smiled as he got under the covers. Grace whispered. I love this song. He whispered back, I know.

Chapter 15
"So that's D." "I thought that was E." Jack moved his fingers along the neck of the guitar. "No this is E." Riley loudly exhaled as she layed back on the couch. "Pay attention Ri." He grabbed her arm pulling her to sit up. "Now which one is this." Riley sat in thought. "A?" A smile spread on his lips. "Good, how'd you know?" "It's the first letter in the alphabet."

Jack rolled his eyes. "What about this one." "This is just a shot in the park...but how about B?" Louie came down stairs in a hawaiian shirt. "What's going on kids?" Riley and Jack, who sat facing each other while on the couch, turned to look at Louie. Riley squinched her eyes. "Nice shirt." "Bright eh'? Louie looked down with a satisfied smile. "Very John Travolta eh'?" "When did John Travolta wear a Hawaiian shirt?" Jack suddenly looked up from his guitar. "In that movie where he frolicked around Hawaii, guitar in hand, serenading the grass-skirted women." Riley sat in thought. "I thought Elvis did a movie like that." "Well then." Louie sat on an opposite couch. "Very Elvis eh'?" Jack shook his head and faced Riley. "Ok million dollar question....what is this." Before Riley could answer Louie jumped up frantically. "A guitar!" He slowly sat back down and took a deep breath. "Now will that be in large or small bills?" Iron in hand, Riley tried laying out her shirt on the ironing board in her room. Using her elbow she tried smoothing out the shirt. "I thought thats what the iron was for." Jack stood at the door in his work attire.

"Ha." She continued using her elbow trying to move the extention cord out of the way. "You can sit the iron down." She looked at the iron then at her clothes. She put the iron down, with the hot part on her clothes. Jack jumped over. "Like this." He sat the iron up. "Leave it the other way and you'll piss off Smoky the Bear." Riley blew hair out of her face with her hands on her hips. "Smoky doesn't give a damn unless it's in a wooded area." Jack looked Riley over. "Not the cleaning type eh'?" He stepped back from the board as Riley came up to it with confidence. Riley looked up with a smile. "What was the tip off?" "Using laundry detergent in the dishwasher was a bit of a clue." "Damnit." She sat the iron down correctly. "How are the dishes?" "Well they're a little soft and cuddly but i think they'll make it." Jack shrugged his shoulders, hands in pocket. "I..I can't do this." She turned the iron off. "I can't wash dishes, i'm a fire hazard with an iron, a box of macaroni intimidates me, i'll be now working as a waitress at some hole in the wall, and now i have to tell my mother i wont be taking the acting classes." She stumbled over to the bed and layed back in defeat, with her hand over her eyes. "Why not?" Jack sat at the edge of the bed. "One, i can't afford them and two, i forgot to register ahead of time." "Well, they're acting classes not Harvard. It can't affect your mom that much." He shrugged his shoulders matter of factly. "Ha." She laughed to herself. "My mother was set on me getting an education. And while acting classes may be a stretch my mother was still satisfied with me being a student." Jack sat in thought. "Hey.." She turned to him with a look of hope. "Im teaching you the guitar. I am the teacher and you are the student." He spoke with a Karate Kid-sensai tone. Riley threw her hands to her face. Jack handed her the phone. Jack walked out of the room closing the door behind him quietly. "What are you doing?" Startled, Jack jumped back. "Dude!" Louie looked at the door with a suspicious eye. "Is she naked?" Jack shook his head, baffled. "What?"

Louie's jaw dropped. X came out of the room with a sandwich board under his arm. He gave a nod as he passed, once seeing Louie's expression he stopped knowing something was going on. "What did he see?" X looked over at Jack. Jack signaled for them to shut up and put his ear to the door. Hearing Riley argue he knew she was still talking to her mom. X looked around frustrated. "What the hell is going on here?" He yelled out setting the sandwich board against the wall. Jack squeezed his lips together, he signaled for them to shut up once again with more force. X looked over at Louie's whose mouth was still wide open. He pointed over at Louie to Jack. Jack shrugged his shoulders and Louie swallowed the spit that had collected in his mouth. "That's it, I know what is going on!" Louie yelled out. "Tell me then damnit." X yelled back, purposely defying Jack. Suddenly Riley opened the door, phone on ear, wide eyes as another signal for them to shut up. Louie stretched out his hand pointing at Jack. "Jack saw Riley naked and are now doing the Hippity Dippity!" Everyones jaw dropped. Riley's voice quivered. "What mom?" She threw her hand to her face. Louie shook his head. "She'll get a bloody nose if she keeps doing that." Listen mom, they really arent of much importance to me right now. Riley held her knees and sat against the wall in the hallway. X sat next to her with his arm around his sandwich board and Louie and Jack sat across from her. Louie shook his head. He whispered, Ohhnot a smart choice. Mom I know I dont know what life is gonna bring me, But The rolling of Rileys eyes was a signal to the guys that her mom had cut her off. X nodded giving Riley a look of pity. I bet her mom does that a lot. He shook his head. I know mine does. Jack stretched out his legs. Mine too. He looked over at X. My sister is only freakin twelve and she doesnt ever let me get a damn word in. Louies British accent chimed in. I know! Rileys eyes got wide as she continued to pretend she was listening to her mother. Mommom. Riley rubbed the back of her neck in frustration. Mom will you listen to me? She finally burst. No Im not, just let me get my two cents in, this is my life you know. Riley stood up and began pacing the hallway having to step over each of the guys legs as she passed. I have been out on audition after audition for the past two and a half weeks ok. I have gotten myself a job. I now have bills to pay and a house to maintain and a career to work my ass off for. So Im sorry if I dont have the time or money to squeeze in some acting classes that advertise on the public access channel next to the busty blondes rubbing themselves for 900 number ads inviting you to pick up the phone and have a good time. Louie nodded with a satisfied smile. And its not like I was going to be attending Harvard. She exhaled loudly. Jack nodded. He turned to X. That was my line. X gave an impressed nod. I am now 18, and in this country it means I am an abult and free to make these kind of decisions. Riley angrily laughed. Mom, this is my life! Louie scratched his head in thought. That sounds like a familiar line. X nodded. It does7th heaven maybe? Jack shook his head. Noa teen movie maybe. Louie. NoI know this

Riley put her hand over the receiver. Real World. The guys all nodded with a simultaneous, Ah. Riley continued pacing and the guys continued sitting there thinking about random things to themselves. Jack turned to X. Dont you have somewhere to be? X looked around. Why? Louie looked up. You do have a sandwich board under your arm. X had wide eyes. Man! He grabbed the board and ran down the stairs and the guys knew he left with the slamming of the door. Did you read the board? Jack turned over to Louie as he moved his legs out of Rileyss way. Louie nodded. We should go get some chicken after this. Jack nodded as both he and Louie looked down the hall and back at each other. Louie spoke. What are we doing? Jack shrugged. II dunno. They looked towards Riley who was moving her free hand around with each word she said. Is she still arguing? Louie looked confused. Jack looked around with a perplexed look. How long have we been sitting here. Mom, I will call you once youve cooled down and have accepted this choice Ive made. You cant change it, just deal with it. I love you but I have to go. Goodbye. Riley hung the phone up dramatically and brushed the hair out of her face. She stood against the wall and slid down until she was sitting on the floor. Both guys looked at her. Was it a you spilt the kool-aid on my new sofa kind of pissed-off or a you burnt down the house your grandfather built with his two hands while smoking pot kind of pissed-off? Riley was about to answer when both she and Jack turned to Louie. You burnt down the house your grandfather built with his own two hands while smoking pot? Louie opened his mouth and was about to answer when he was left speechless, trying to think of something to say. Jack smiled. And hes left without a smartass, witty only because of the British accent comeback. Both Jack and Riley sat in awe almost waiting for Louie to say something clever. Riley spoke. Nothing? Louie shrugged his shoulders. Jack smiled wider. Now this deserves a moment of silence. Riley and Jack sat back and looked at the floor. Louie shook his head and got up. Jackasses. After tapping her pen against her pad for so long, Riley begun to make a beat out of it. She begun humming to herself along with it. Hey lady, can I get my pizza or not? Riley was pulled out of her rhythm with the sound of an impatient customer. And before Riley could respond, a bell was heard, which meant an order was ready. Riley tried a smile as she went back into the kitchen. Not only do I have to wear this pink dress with apron getup, I have to deal with the asshole construction workers that pour in here. Another waitress gave a tired smile. Ah, the life of the rich and famous. Riley rolled her eyes. Right, This LA life is damn magical. The cook spoke bitterly. The stuff dreams are made of. Riley walked out of the kitchen, pizza in hand and layed in on the table. Its hot. The guy looked up at Riley. Like our waitress. Riley smiled. Im not going to bend to some overly-played out stereotype. She began walking away when the guy grabbed her. Riley spun around. Maybe all construction guys arent, But youre a pathetic ass-wipe. One of the waitresses pulled Riley to the side before Riley tried to win a fight that couldnt be

won. Listen girl you only been here a couple daysyou gotta swallow this pride shit and serve the jerks and keep your cool or lose your paycheck. Riley looked back at the table where the guys were laughing, probably mocking her and joking on how her breasts werent big enough. Riley gave the waitress a smile and headed to the restroom. Once inside she stretched out her arms and looked at herself in the mirror. There were traces of bags under her eyes and her hair looked a little dry, but atleast it was pulled into a messy updo and wasnt in her face. She begun to realize that this was her life. And as sad as it may seem to the naked eye, she was happy and more importantly proud of herself. For the first time in her life, she was living for herself. She had a home where she payed bills and a job that helped that process. She woke herself up and was learning atleast, how to cook her own meal. And she wasnt sitting at home wondering what it would be like to throw herself into a town she had always dreamt of, she had and she was in neck deep. Not that at home she was a pampered brat. Her parents worked to make ends meet, nothing was given to them. But her mother was the matriarch that cared for and kept order in the house. She wasnt really needed to step up to the plate. But here she was, alone on the plate, and everyone else was playing defense. Come on, you aint on break. Holding a tray, and looking on the brink of collapsing, one of the girls stepped and reminded Riley of where she was. Sorry, I waswashing up.
The girl rolled her eyes as she stepped out letting the door almost hit Riley. She took a deep breath as she caught the door, This is fun. As she stepped out she saw Jack taking a seat with one of his co-workers in their greased out work suits. And seeing him, was almost some sort of relief for her. She stepped over to grab some menus when the waitress that couldnt hold a door open came up. Wow look at that. Riley looked up from the menu rack. What? The guy that just came in. Riley looked for a moment, then it clicked she was talking about Jack. The mechanic. The girl nodded. Uh huh. Another waitress came up to the two, also looking in the direction of Jack. Drooling over that guy? Riley turned. Huh? The grease monkeymmm I could do things to that guy. Riley couldnt help but laugh. Whats so funnyyou cant say that that guy isnt edible. Riley searched for the right words. WellI meanI guess he could be edible. Ha? The girls looked at Riley. He already is. The whole sexy sheen of sweat, a manly blue-collar rugged type. If only he could play a guitar. Without thinking Riley spoke. He does. Both girls turned to Riley awe struck. You know him? Riley shrugged and finally choked out. Hes my roomate. The girls laughed. Oh my god, have you won the lotto. Riley smiled. Are you with him? Riley shook her head. Have you been with him. She shook her head again. Well thenis he single? Riley nodded slowly. We have to get to work. The girls both headed towards the table, one reaching it before the other, giving back a smile of victory. Hi. The waitress spoke softly and slowly. Whatcan I get you? Jack looked over the menu. How about

How about what? The girl licked her lips which Jack didnt even notice but made his friend hold back his laughter. How abouta burgermedium wellwith a side of onion rings and a coke. The waitress scribbled as she tried to rub her leg up against the table in a seductive way. Jack covered his smile with his hand as he shook his head. His co-worker ordered keeping his eye on the waitress especially when she walked away sure to shake anything on her that was shakable. As soon as she was gone Jacks friend burst into laughter. Now if that aint desperate. Jack shook his head as he looked past searching for Riley. Riley scooted in next to his friend. Hey. He turned around with a smile. Shouldnt you be serving some fries. Riley licked her lips. Maybe some onion rings? Jack laughed and turned towards his co-worker. She is a funny girl didnt I say? Riley turned to face him. Awwhes been talking about me? The guy nodded. All the timeseems like you twisted his knobs. Riley looked at Jack. Now aint that sweet. Girl! You got food to serve! A call from the cook burst through and Riley jumped up. I got greasy burgers to give to the people. Riley turned to leave then turned back. Do I get a ride home? Jack nodded. Riley nodded. This is why I turn those knobs. The restaurant was empty, which was a nice change of pace. It was Rileys night to lock up, so she was left wiping the remaining crumbs on the table while everyone else clocked out like a bat out of hell. It was nice though, Riley just roamed from table to table while being able to gaze out the large windows in front and breathe in air that didnt smell of fried grease. And finally her haven pulled up in a Jeep. Riley walked out and locked the door behind her. She finally climbed into the Jeep. Youre late. And you smell. Jack had the trace of a smile on his face. Riley opened the window all the way and took a deep breath. She stretched out her arms moved her neck around trying to loosen it up. She began rubbing her leg right above her knee, which caught Jacks attention. His eyes moved over to look at her but would quickly dart back to the road. Her hand slowly moved up to her tense thigh. Which made it harder for Jack to look away so quickly. He couldnt help but look at her. Jack! His eyes jumped back to the road. What?!? Suddenly he saw he was moving off the road. He quickly turned the wheel so the car was back on the road. He took in a deep breath trying to swallow his embarassment. Wow, somebody has a short attention span. Riley laughed as she sat back in her seat. Jack swallowed hard. Never took Drivers Ed. Riley shook her head. Really? Doesnt show. She amiled as she turned to look out the window.

Jack turned to quickly look at her, and gave himself a few seconds. He didnt really know what it was, but with the night backdrop and the wind flirting with her hair just made him see her a bit differently. His eye moved back to the road, but he couldnt help but smile as she mouthed the words to the Beatles.

Chapter 16
Guess what? Grace stood on top of the sofa on set with excitement written all over her face. Two weeks until your movie premiere. The crew simultaneously answered since they had already been asked fifteen times today. Ding ding ding. She jumped around and did a little dance on the sofa. Done yet? Jerry stood to the side, bored with the performance.

Wait. She danced with a little more enthusiasm then finally stood still, caught her breath and got of the sofa. Now Im done. Wonderful. Jerry looked at his clipboard. So weve gone through thisthat.got to work on thatnot even close to starting that. Wow Jer thats exciting. Grace nodded her head. Jerry rolled his eyes. You get funnier every day. He walked away, shaking his head with a smile. So what all do you have to do today? Gina sat back with Riley on the sofa. HmmI got a photo shoot for the movie, than this voice over for a commercial and thenthats it. Gina nodded. The life of a movie star. Both girls smiled. Graces smile quickly faded. Damnit. What? Grace got up. I forgot to take the trash out. Grace parked the car in front of where she was doing the photo shoot. She sat with the ignition on for a moment wanting to hear the end of the song. She breezed into the builiding and gave smiles as she headed upstairs. Grace! The photographer welcomed her with open arms. Ready babe? Grace nodded as she headed back to wardrobe area. She was cleaned up, made up and dressed up. She came out looking a lot better than usual. Very sexy. The photographer nodded with a pleased smile. This will work. Grace gave a shy smile. She was never one to feel comfortable in heels or some lacy underwear that they excused as a dress.
Grace layed on a victorian-type bed while the photographer stood above her and took pictures looking down towards her. After a few dozen shots, they moved to a sitting position around the decorated room. In a magazine that would only show maybe five of these pictures, she had to be there for three hours. Now it was time to get back into her clothes and answer a few questions so they could make an article out of it. So Grace describe this movie. A smile came on her face. She loved talking about her work, and not herself. Well, its about a woman who lives in a big city and has been trying to become a famous singer and she finally moves back home to a real, small New England town. And you got youre everyday small-town, quirky characters and she finds out that the simple life is just as fufilling as some star-studded one. Its real and not plastic and superficial. Do you relate to that. Grace nodded strongly. I think anyone who loses touch with that simplicity can relate to that with longing. Do you ever wish you were an everyday Jane? I am. Its just being in this line of work, people cant see that. They dont want to see that. They want to see that whole drama-filled fights, loves and everything in between. So if you dont give them that they either get bored or stories get spread to fill in the gaps. Grace left the studio feeling good. She had taken some great pictures and explained herself and her movie pretty well. Even though her words would be slightly twisted or taken of context, she still was in a good mood. Now it was time to get something to eat, so she drove over to some hole in the wall restaurant that celebrities went to for average service that no average people really knew about. So greasy food without being mobbed. She stepped into the dimly lit diner and moved with certainity to a back table. And as she got closer the lights finally revealed Lucass face. Hey baby. Grace leaned over the table and gave him a quick kiss, he returned it. She sat across from

him and sat her purse down. Im in the mood for some onion rings. He tried to pronounce onion with a British accent. Theyre oily. Lucas nodded with a satisfied smile. Just like I like em. I could so go for a chocolate shake. Grace scanned the menu. And a grilled cheese sandwich. Lucas bobbed his head in thought as he looked down the menu. Philly cheese for me. Good. Grace put the menu down and Lucas did the same and they both looked at each other for a moment. A smile broke out on their lips. Wow, so whats up girlfriend? Lucas leaned back in his seat. Well boyfriend, Grace did the same. I just got back from a photo shoot slash interview and I have to do a voice over in an hour. Wow girlfriend youve got a packed day. Yea I do boyfriend. She couldnt hold back her laughter anymore. Lucas sat forward and rubbed her leg under the table. So how long have you been my girlfriend. Grace shook her head. Im your girlfriend? Thats what I heard. Grace nodded. Well, Im always the last to know. Well now you know girlfriend. Thanks for letting me in on it boyfriend. Anytime girlfriend. So when will this get old? Grace smiled as she rested her chin in her hand. Lucas looked at his watch. About now. Ok then. A waitress came up to their table. Ready? Grace and Lucas ordered their meal and ate it without worrying if anyone was watching. It wasnt a big deal to most, but it was something average people took for granted. They finished their meal and knew it was time to leave the tip, pay the bill and leave the dimmed lights for the flaming sunlight and watchful eyes. The cashier gave them a smile as she took the money. Almost as if she was apart of some secret society where she knew any persons she saw together here, couldnt be spoken of to anyone outside. Before they walked outside, Lucas pulled Grace to the side, and into a hug. He wrapped his arms around her and she layed her head against his chest. They stood for a moment just letting that safe feeling sink in. He finally kissed her forehead and she slowly pulled away. So you gonna come by my place tonight? Grace stood at the doorway still holding onto Lucass fingers. He nodded with a sly smile. You inviting meto spend the night? Yea and we can talk about boys and give each other facials. Yes! He clapped his hands. Then can we pillow fight in our underwear. No slumber party would be complete without doing so. Grace put on her sunglasses gave Lucas a kiss then opened the heavy, metal doors and in rushed the blinding, bright sunlight. They both walked outside into the secluded parking lot that was usually occupied with flashy, pricy sports cars, but now only had Graces Jetta and Jacks aging truck. Grace lived in a loft in town. It was more modest than most would believe. She had one bedroom and one bathroom. When you walked in the front door you saw the open living area. The whole loft had wood floors and most the furnishing was in white with paintings and windows as the main decoration. The place had a very bare, clean feeling. Behind that was a kitchen area with a diner styled dcor and table. Beside that was the little in-home theater she had always wanted. Back in the living area if you went up the stairs was a hall that led to the open bedroom decorated in white with large windows, and a large bathroom connected. She also had another room with a pool table and a bar. Up one more stairs took you to the roof area. Which is where there was a sitting area in a glass room with a hot tub. Outside of that were a few plants Grace tried to keep up with. She walked around making sure everything was cleaned up as MTV played on the living room Tv. She wore plain fitting jeans and one of Lucass white tanks. She heard the door bell ring and a smile crept on

her lips. She went over to the slowly open the door. Hey woman. Lucas walked in a gave Grace a kiss. She shut the door behind him still holding on to the kiss. Finally she pulled back. How come you always end the kiss? Lucas looked down at her. Because I take the intiative to, you cant handle that responsibility. Lucas shook his head with an unsure look. I could do it. Grace kissed him deeply wrapping her arms around him, they kissed like that for a few moments. She then pulled back. Wussie. She walked towards the living room. Damnit. Lucas stood there for a moment. Youre a tricky one. She sat back on the couch. And youre just easy. Lucas sat next to her. I know, Im a slut. Lucas looked over at Grace and she couldnt help but smile. So what do you wanna do? Lucas shrugged his shoulders. I dunno. What do you wanna do? Grace leaned over and pulled Lucas into another kiss. This time it was deep and still she wanted to start laughing. They shuffled around on the couch trying to get comfortable but somehow someones limb would end up in an uncomfortable position. Finally, Grace leaned back and layed on the sofa and Lucas layed above her, and through all this moving around they never let their lips separate. She let her fingers trail up his bare back and took in the warm sensation it gave her. He let his lips follow the trail of her neck, leaving the feeling of his lips against her skin in his path. She pulled his face back to her own wanting to feel his lips on her own. A half-smile grazed his lips as he looked down at her. For that moment, Grace had butterflies in her stomach. A feeling she hadnt felt in a such a long time.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed his chin as he continued looking down at her. What are you thinking about? She looked up at him with deep interest. He just smiled and sat up. He sat there for a moment scratching his head with the trace of a smile still on his lips. Did I bite you? Grace sat up and looked at him with mock concern. He couldnt help but laugh. He shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair and stood up. He looked down at Grace with a questioning look. He moved back to the couch and sat facing her. Ask me something. Do you like ketchup and mustard or just one of them at a time. Both. Grace nodded. Me too. Gracey? Lucas rubbed the back of his neck, which usually signified he was getting more serious or was under stress. Will you just tell me? Grace looked anxious. ImIm just worried. Lucas almost shook the words out of him. This is justunexpected. Grace nodded. Not in the script? Lucas laughed. Ah, the story comes home with us. Look Lucas, this is off the wall I know. But I dont want to spend all my time explaining it. At first thats all Id do to myself. Id be like, Well Grace, this is just weird. You know? Because, I mean youre Lucas and Im Grace and were Grace got up from the couch and was pacing around the room explaining it more to herself than him but he just sat on the couch nodding with a half grin. Were a couple? And thats just like wow. You know? ItsIts not a bad thing. Its gooda good thinga great thing. Its just ok, hmmm She stood at a loss for words. She found some. Its just there you were all this time and I had no idea in the world Id ever feel this. Thatd youd be the one making me feel this way. How do I feel? Hell if I know. Its like Lucas cut in. Its like being able to go in Toys R Us and play with all the bikes and in the

plastic houses again. A smile grew on Graces lips. She went over and sat on Lucass lap while facing him. I think I just might like you. Lucas layed his arms on the back of the sofa. You dont say? He nodded with an intrigued smile. I dont know how my girlfriend would feel about that. Grace shook her head. Do you always have to be funny? Well youre funny too. Grace smiled. Really? He nodded. Yeafunny looking. Grace got up from his lap and starting walking upstairs. Ok I dont like you anymore. Lucas got up laughing, and followed her up. Wait theres moreyoure prettypretty ugly. He continued laughing. They just keep comingI should start writing these down. Grace sat her boombox on set and began playing Love will keep us together by Captain and Tenille loudly. Jerry looked over at her. Grace, What are you doing? She just began shaking her shoulders and mouthing the words. Gina stepped in. She thought it would get us ready for this scene. Jasper shook his head with a look of distaste. Grace take off that crap. Lucas just sat playing solitaire with his cards while mouthing the words as well. Jerry shook his head. Oh god. Even Lucas likes it. At the sound of his name Lucas began singing more profoundly bobbing his head with the beat. Gina looked over. I think its time to give up Grace. Grace shook her head and turned off the boom box. Music haters. She took a seat next to Gina. Sorry Lucas. He mockingly choked up. Its ok, well give Tenille another go later. Jerry rolled his eyes. Lets do the reading ok kids. They all pulled out their copy of the scripts and moved over to the table where the writers of this episode were already seated. Gina was first. So Ryan, how does my dress look? Jasper searched the paper for his line. OkUmm.It looks good, real good Melissa. Ready to go? Ohyea. Jasper gave a sly smile as if he was in character. Jerry cut in. Ok, now were at Nikkis, Andy has just pulled in her driveway and is about to ring the door bell when Nikki opens the door. Lucas spoke. Hey, wow youre quick. Grace smiled. Yea, I was expecting a comment on how ravishing I look. Lucas nodded. I was getting to thatyou look ravishing. Grace smile at the dialouge. That the first time youve used that word? Id say sowhat about me, how do I look? Manly, Sexy, and making you weak in the knees. I was going for cute. Lucas scratched his head. Cute. He let the word sit in the air. Cute works, oh Ms.Ravishing heres youre corsage. He stepped forward and placed the corsage on her wrist. Grace held her chin in her hand as she looked down at the script. You know what this reminds me of? What? Footloose. Lucas shook his head at the sound of Graces dialouge. Footloose. He let the word sit in the air again. Thats cute Nikki, real cute. Jerry smiled. Good. Grace shook her head. Now guys, I think me and Lucas had the Footloose conversation in real life.

One of the writers laughed. Sounded like an argument youd two actually have? We take our inspiration from real life. Lucas shook his head with a smile. Crazy kids. Jasper cut in. Their pre-prom conversation was a bit longer than ours. Because Jasper. Grace spoke slowly. Youre gonna end up getting some at the end. A smile crept on Jaspers lips. Lucas stood up in mock anger. So he gets a little poofy skirt action and I dont? Grace shrugged her shoulders. I dont like you that way. He slapped his fist down. That is down right discrimination. When will the white guys get a little lovin? Jasper looked confused. But Im white too. Lucas threw his hands in the air. What the hell is goin on here? Jerry just shook his head as he flipped through the script. Grace played with her bracelet as Gina chewed on her nails. Gina youre gonna chew those bare. Grace looked over. Gina shrugged. I know, but I cant help it. Lucas pounded his fist on the table repeatedly. Are you listening, Im crying out here! Grace looked at him. For what? Lucas stated plainly, Booty. Grace stood up. Fine I will pull up my pink, poofy skirt for you and give you a lil pretty in pink booty after the prom. Lucass eyes lit up. He looked over towards Jerry who shook his head without looking up. Damn white guys.

Chapter 17
Somebody guess how many auditions Ive been on. Riley flipped through a magazine as she layed back on the couch. Louie looked around the kitchen and then in the living room. Well I guess since Im the only one in here Ill be doing the guessing. Louie stood in thought. Eighty two? Riley shook her head. No. She sat up. Thirty one. Louie nodded as he stirred his bowl of dough. Quite a lot. Are you baking? Riley held back a smile. A cake actually. Louie walked back into the kitchen. Riley sat baffled. Why? She shook her head knowing the answer wouldnt explain anything. What kind. Louie popped his head out of the kitchen with a smile. Chocolate. Alicia came down with a mud mask on and in her pajamas. No work today? Riley asked. Alicia shook her head. No, I get a break from selling bathing suits. I actually am in the market for some trunks Louies jaw dropped at the sight of Alicia. Whatwhat happened? Its a mud mask. Alicia shrugged her shoulders. Youyou put dirt on your face? To clean ityea. Louie crossed his arms in confusion and his accent rung in high-pitched. You put dirt on your face to clean that. Riley shook her head still on the couch. Ironic aint it? Not like dirt on the floorits packaged with minerals and stuff. Louie scratched his chin. You know whats another word for minerals? Alicia looked around. What? Dirt. Dirt with tiny rocks is another word for minerals. No maybe sand too. Ok sand with tiny rocks and a

little dirt in it is another word for minerals. Alicia rolled her eyes and headed back upstairs. Yea Louie, I go outside and rub my face in the dirt with tiny rocks, sprinkle some sand to exfoliate and now its time to rinse it off. Louie yelled back. Dont use the water from the toilet. I dont care how much minerals you think that are in there! He looked back to Riley. Dirt? Dirt! You use dirt to clean your face? Riley shook her head. Its against my religion. Louie nodded. Its just wrong. He looked towards the stairs then back to the kitchen. Plain wrong. X came down the stairs with his face covered in green paste. Riley shook her head and whispered, Dont let Louie see ya. He shrugged his shoulders defenseless. He whispered back, Its not my fault. Alicia cornered me threatening me about my pores or something. Xavier! X turned around to see Louies hands on his hips. What? Is that mud? X shuffled his feet. Its got minerals. Riley shook her head. Ohhbad call. Alicia layed back in bed and flipped through the magazine Riley had been looking at earlier. So hows life. Riley nodded in thought as she painted her toe. Itsprogressing. Alicia smiled. Did you see this picture? Riley stretched her neck over to get a look. Yea. Suprising aint it? I thought she was dating the guy she did that movie with. Riley nodded as she blew on her big toe. Oh I know these celebrities. Secrets galore. Hes cuter though. Riley scruynched up her face. Then the guy from the movie? No way. Alicia shrugged. Different folksdifferent strokes. I wonder what its like. What whats like? Alicia spoke with most her concentration on the page she was reading. To be famous. To have a camera practically up your ass. Alicia shrugged with indifference. Price of the game. You wanna get paid to make out with Josh Hartnett? Guess what? Youre gonna get a camera up your ass.
Riley got up. Ah well. She left the room and headed down stairs. The house seemed empty with only the slide doors in the back open and a light breeze moving the table cloth around. Riley walked to the doors and as she got closer she heard the strumming of the guitar. She stood to the side and looked out to see Jack sitting against the house, guitar in hand. She looked at him for a moment and just listened. She liked this side to him. Not something shed tell him but it was nice to see him in a way that he felt no one was watching. She took a few steps back. Anybody home? She finally yelled out knowing the answer. She heard the guitar stop. Yea. Jacks voice came. Hey. She came outside and sat beside him. What are you doing? He shrugged as he moved his fingers along the neck of the guitar. The hula. Riley rolled her eyes. Smartass. He shrugged with his own sly smile. What about you. Yoga. He nodded not sure if she was serious or not. Painting my toes. He looked down at her feet. Nice. She smiled as she looked down at her own feet. Yea. You know what I first think when people say yoga? She shrugged. Yoda. She nodded. I can see that. They both sat in a comfortable silence as she looked out at the boardwalk a hundred or so feet behind their home with the

ocean and a ferris wheel as its backdrop. The warm breeze played with her hair and freshly painted toes. This is nice. She inhaled the smell of sea. He nodded looking up from his guitar. Can I ask you something? She looked at him taken aback by the question. She thought back if they had ever had a serious conversation. Yea. He sat for a moment almost deliberating with himself if he should ask. Finally he decided to. Do you ever thinkthat this isnt gonna work? She sat back letting the question settle in. She finally breathed out. Yea, I do. She looked at him with a distant smile. I mean its one of those one in a million type chances. So theres always the what if I end up going home with nothing but a pile of rejections. And if all I did was waste a year of my life or whatever. But atleast I know that the what ifs arent in wonder if I could of done it. You know? I went, I tried and I know. She shrugged and looked away. I know. He nodded as he looked at her out of the corner of his eyes. So if this doesnt work out in the next couple months or soyoure gonna end up going home? She shrugged then nodded. Yea. I mean I cant just sit around or Ill end up 30 and still wondering. I gotta grow up at sometime or another. I guess Id go home and go to college or something. He laughed almost bitterly. College. She sighed. Yea. Kind of an ending to all these shananigans. He smiled. Shananigans? Nice word usage. She stretched out her legs with a smile full of thought. Jack took a deep breath, and they both just sat in silence again. Riley was a bit unsure of this moment but she didnt question it. Jack finally broke the silence. So how long have we known each other now? Riley looked off in thought. About three weeks. He nodded. A smile that rushed him. First time you saw me Riley cut him off. You were naked. So when do I get to see you naked? Riley crossed her legs. When Alicia dresses like a man and Louie shaves his legs. Tough requirements. More so the Alicia one than the Louie one. That made Riley laugh. And all of a sudden she found herself wanting to know something and not knowing if it was right to ask. She decided to anyways. Have you ever been in love? The question surprised Jack. He didnt really show it though, just quit playing with his quitar. After what seemed like him thinking, he answered. Yea. She slowly nodded not knowing if she should pry. He continued. It was in high school. During most of it we were together. Off and on though. She was a pretty girl. Sweet too." He trailed off and left it at that, as if the ending was already known. What happened? Riley looked at him. She didnt know if he felt uncomfortable under her gaze, but she couldnt help it. She killed herself. He rubbed the back of his neck expressionless. He then just shrugged. She built up a lot of stress. She never let anyone in on how she felt. She was rejected from college and got into some drugs. Just seemed hopeless to her I guess. He looked at Riley for a moment with a faint smile and just saw her full of concern and emotion. We werent really together at the time. But I cared. She didnt think I did butdamnit. He finally outburst. He wrapped his head in his arms and breathed a little deeper. Riley let him have that, without questioning him. Trying to soothe him just seemed out of place. He finally picked up his head. I just hate when people dont think I care. And wont belive me when I tell them. If I didnt care, then I wouldnt say I did. Riley nodded, understanding. She took a deep breath. Did you ever blame yourself. He looked at her. He couldnt believe she asked that, but at the same time he was glad that she did. Here she was while he poured a piece of himself and she wasnt trying to say that she knew how he felt or that she was sorry. She just wanted to know how he felt. And to him that was better. Deeper. First I blamed her. If I could deal with all the same shit why couldnt she. Why couldnt she tell me. Come to me, you know? He placed his guitar to the side. Then I blamed myself. Why didnt I know. Why didnt I try harder to be there. Her dad was an ass and her mom wasnt much better. I thought I should have been the one there. But then again, she wouldnt of let me. It was always her. Just her.

The breeze picked up, and was just as warm. Riley sat back taking in Jacks words. What was her name? Dana. She smiled. Pretty name. Yea. Did you ever write a song about her? She asked a question that was so plain. But a question that someone would ask if they had known Jack for years not days. He nodded. Nothing brilliant. Just sort of a melody. No words. Mind playing it? And without hesitation Jack picked up his guitar and played Riley the song. It was only a few moments but he felt exposed almost. Here he was playing a song he only played to himself to her without even questioning it. And finally he was done. Thats it. That was nice. She looked over at him. Her look wasnt sympathetic or pitiful it was just sweet. How about you? Yea. She pulled her legs up to her and wrapped her arms around her knees. I did. Once. His name was Josh. She was about to brush the few hairs out of her face that were playing with the breeze but she left them alone. He said that me going to LA was an idiotic idea. Something practical people didnt do. So I said maybe Im just not pracitcal. He called me stupid, and I laughed. He had an ego the size of Jersey too I tell ya. Jack looked over at her with a smile and couldnt help but laugh. No joke. But his ego grew as the months passed. At first he was a regular cassanova. Then as our relationship became morestable, I dont know the right word. But he just became more full of himself and more sure of some postion he had over me. So when he figured that I was serious and was leaving, he got pissed. And when I laughed after he called me stupid. He hit me. In the corner of her eye she could see Jacks face harden. His arms grew tense and his grip on the guitar got tighter. I was shocked. How the hell could he hit me. So I did what I was taught. I balled up my fist and went for the gut. She could see Jack loosen a bit with a smile. I then got the hell out of there. I called my brothers and dad on the cell and let them take care of it. Jack turned to her with a concerned look. She smiled. Nothing serious. Just scared the shit out of him and broke a rib or two. Thats all Id let them do. He was a spine-less bastard anyway to have the balls to hit a girl. Especially one from Jersey that has three brothers and a dad that put the Soprano in Tony. He gave an impressed nod. Well. She smiled. Yea. She turrned to look at him and saw him a bit differently. This all exposed pieces of themselves. She had more respect for him. Trusted him more. Even understood him more. So when are you gonna write a song about me? When I fall in love with you. He spoke without even rethinking his words. She nodded. Can I get words with mine. He smiled. Sure. He looked over at her and squeezed her leg. Ill give you words. Everyone was showering and getting ready. Nothing fancy, just walking down to the boardwalk. But it was a group thing and Louie thought they should all atleast smell good. X banged on one of thoe bathroom doors. Louiethere are two bathrooms and five people. Three people still stink and Im one of them. Louie shouted from the shower. Who else is a stinker? X looked around. Riley. Louie laughed. Ha ha, X and Riley stink. Alicia stepped out of the bathroom with a towel over her head and right behind her X already had ran in. And in Louies bathroom he was still singing about X and Riley stinking. Alicia finally yelled out. Hes showering. It was quiet. Riley stinks. Riley yelled out. I showered dumbass. It was quiet. No need for name calling. Louie finally yelled out. Riley rolled her eyes. British. She looked at herself in the mirror. She was in her room getting ready while the others were all doing their own rituals. She fixed her hair as usual and dabbed on some make up. She had on one of her thriftstore finds. A fitting kids little league shirts. She owned a lot of those. She turned over to were Alicia sat infront of her own mirror. Hey have you seen my lotion?

She looked at her through the mirror. What lotion. The flowery pink crap. She shrugged. All lotion is flowery pink crap. Riley got up and saw both bathrooms were occupied she went for the bathroom that she put her stuff in. She slowly turned the knob and found it was unlocked. She walked in with her hand over her eyes. Im just getting my lotion. She opened her fingers so she could still see. Suddenly Jack pulled back the shower curtain. Dude Im naked! Riley spun back around. Again? Dont you ever keep your clothes on. When Im in the shower? He loudly asked. Louie swung the door open. Whats going on in here? He saw Jack in the shower. The curtain covering certain areas and that Rileys hand was over her eyes as she faced the wall. You two like looking at each other naked eh? Jack yelled deeply. Im naked here. A little privacy! Louie laughed. Only a little. Well not so much that Riley cant come on in here. Next it was X who came inside. I need my shaver. Jacks voice came from the shower. Oh my god! X looked around. Whats Jack doing? Taking a shower! Riley uncovered her eyes and turned back around. You know, all I needed was my lotion. Alicia popped her head in the bathroom. You find it Rye? She heard that the shower was on. Jack in there? Louie nodded. Yea, the kids getting all emotional about us being in here. Jack burst. Because Im naked! X shrugged. Human nature. Everyone, but Jack, looked at X with surprised eyes. Mister shy likes nakedness eh? Louie asked with a devilish look in his eyes. The freak comes out. Riley opened the cabinet looking for her lotion. Its not here. Alicia said, Wait is it Rose-ish? Riley nodded. I think I have it. X spoke, Well I still need a shaver. Jack spoke with a calmed anger. If all of you are in here. Then a bathroom is open and shavers are in there too as well as freakin pink flowery lotionLouie I have no idea why youre in here. Louie shrugged. Just a fan of nakedness and parties. He smiled and he began shaking his head. And theres a party in here! Jack burst. Oh my god! He finally stopped the shower and pulled open the curtain. Everyone in the bathroom did a simultaneous wow. And he stepped out grabbed the nearby towel, wrapped it around himself and left the bathroom. Hows that for bonding. Everyone was left with their jaws dropped. Riley spoke, Well I personally already saw him naked. X shook his head. Way too much nakedness. Louie smiled. A bold fellow. Alicia nodded. Well. Riley started to head out of the bathroom and the others followed. She turned to look at them. HeyAtleast we know where the rest of his tattoos are. They all headed out and towards the boardwalk. Once they got there they all stood looking around wondering if theyd spilt up now or argue about which shops to go into later. Well personally. Alicia spoke. I wanna go look at the cd shop. X nodded. Yea, I need to get a cd. Jack shrugged. I dont. Riley looked around. You two head that way then. Alicia smiled. Ok. She pulled X by the arm and led him down the boardwalk. That left Louie, Riley and Jack still wondering what they were gonna be doing. So how many times have you seen him naked Riley? Riley turned to Louie as Jack just smiled and shook his head. Twice Louie, thats all.

He nodded. Well has he seen you naked? Riley shook her head. No. She slowly said the word still looking down the boardwalk. Oh thats not fair Riley. Dont be so selfish. What. She turned to Jack who just shrugged. Im not selfish. Jack rubbed the back of his neck embarassed by the conversation. Look enough with the nakedness. Louie was about to say something but was cut short when a busty girl walked by. Keep your clothes on while Im gone kids. Louie walked off leaving Riley and Jack, We never hang out with our roomates. Riley suddenly looked to Jack. How so? They always leave us two. She had a suspicious expression. Wonder if theyre ever doing something without us? Jack shrugged. Like going to McDonalds or something. She nodded. Yea. Jack laughed and shook his head. He began walking toward the water. Ill get you a happy meal later. Thanks smartass. Riley mockingly smiled and followed after him. He stood for a moment waiting for her to catch up and once she did they both made their way to the shore. So have you started my song yet? Riley joked. Jack smiled. I almost did. Ah, damn. Almost doesnt count. She looked up at him with a smile. He nodded. Right. He said it more to himself than to her. Once they stood where the water lapped at their ankles they stopped. They both looked out at the horizon taking it in. Riley dug her toes into the sand and had a childlike smile because of it. Jack looked at her and couldnt help but smile. He quickly looked back to the horizon being reminded of when he picked her up from work and couldnt help but look at her. When she spoke it broke him from his concentration. Jack? He looked down at her. Yea? You ever seen those movies where theres two main people, who you know are gonna get together but it takes the whole movie for it to finally happen. And the movie is ended with the big ol kiss and after all that drama youre supposed to be satisfied with that. Jack looked off in thought. An off the wall question, but for some reason he understood. He finally nodded slowly, Yea. Ever wonder why it takes the whole movie for that to happen, when you already know that its going to. He gave a nod. I suppose so. They both stood in silence thinking over the question. Finally Riley looked over. Guess Im just an impatient person. Maybe. Jack looked around and the ferris wheel caught his eye. Come on. They made their way to the ride and the line was longer than he suspected. Damn, when did all of the western coast decide they needed to get on this damn ride. Riley smiled. Maybe she wasnt the only impatient one. Finally after only twelve minutes they got to the front of the line. Thirteen dollars. Jack looked at the attendant with wide eyes. For? The young guy working the ride looked bored and sun burnt. To get on the ride. Thirteen dollars to ride around in a freakin circle? He pulled out his wallet and looked in it. He quickly looked up. It aint even that fast! The guy smacked his gum loudly. Its still thirteen dollars. Jack placed his hand over his mouth dramatically, trying to calm himself down. How long is the ride? He spoke slowly as if speaking to a child. The guy shrugged his shoulders. I dunno like five minutes maybe. Maybe Jacks tone grew angrier. So I might get five minutes of going around in a circle for thirteen damn dollars? The guy slowly nodded. If your lucky. The people behind them grew impatient. Riley pulled on Jacks arm but he wasnt moving. Listen you prick! The kid cut him off. Thirteen dollars. Jack took a deep breath looking back at Riley. For the both of us itll be Thirteen dollars. Jack shook his head rubbing his face from impatience. Let me guess for that damn ferris wheel I have to

Pay me thirteen dollars. The kid stayed calm, chewing his gum. After arguing with the kid with his only response being thirteen dollars for five minutes, Riley grabbed his hand and pulled Jack away before he burst and led him back to main boardwalk. Can you believe that? Jack was still in a frustrated daze. Riley just shook her head, playing along. Damn the man. After a moment a smile came on to his lips. Youre holding my hand there Riley. Dont get overly excited. She looked back with a smile. Im walking you more so than holding youre hand. Kinda helping the little old lady across the street kind of deed. So you think little old ladies are hot? Riley stopped and turned to face him. I never said you were hot. He grabbed her hand with a sly smile, and led her back to the sidewalk that would take them home. Now Im walking you. She nodded. Ok, so you think little old ladies are hot. He shook his head with a smile. The jokes never get old. That ones still fresh. They walked towards the house and when they finally reached it, Riley opened the door and her jaw dropped. There sat Louie, X and Alicia watching television. What is this? Riley stood dumbfounded. X shrugged. We met up and couldnt find yall and got bored. Oh? Did you? She spoke sarcastically. Then was taken aback by what she saw on the coffee table. She threw her hand over her mouth. Jack just shook his head. You guys should be ashamed. Happy meals? He shook his head. Enjoy your damn toy kids. X eyes widened. Toy? He got up and ran to the garbage can.

Chapter 18
The room was dim and the T.v. played in the other room. Grace sat on the phone with her mother. No I dont think itll be that big of deal. Grace shrugged as she sat at the kitchen table swirling her noodles around on the plate. I mean, Ive been in two other movies. But yea this is my first lead. She sat for a moment listening to her mothers praise. Grace felt like she had been in this business for so long, and yet her mother got excited about everything. So hows Lanie? Grace referred to her younger sister. Yearbook editor? Hey thats cool. She again listened about her sisters college plans. She was almost envious of her sisters clean canvas and broad horizons. Ok mom Ill talk to you later thenyes im eatingeveryone wants meatloaf maok love you too. She hung up the phone and looked down at her plate of flattened noodles and lost any appetite she still had. She pushed the plate away and stretched back in her chair and strained to listen to what was the number one video on TRL. It was noon and the sun was covered by clouds. It looked as if rain was coming, but no drops as of yet. Grace was in her trailer with her manager and publicist. So whats the deal here boys? She slowly spun around on her chair that sat in front of her mirror. The two men who carried her career sat on the sofas. Well youve got an interview with two magazines coming up focused on the movie. May dabble in the show though. Sam, her manager, spoke as he looked through an organized notebook. Grace nodded. I figured that. Andrew, her publicist, looked through his own notebook. Yea and for the premiere we have a specially made outfit being prepared. What does it look like? Grace spoke continuing to spin around in her seat. Classic hollywood. Simple black dress, thats kinda over the shoulder.

Grace nodded with a pleased smile. Sam cut in. Yea and let the Jasper thing take the back burner here. I dont care about the deal, were focusing on your career. Past this show. Grace nodded as she looked up at the ceiling. No problem. He can come to the premiere. Andrew added. Sam looked at him then Grace. Yea, but you answer the questions. Let him just be your arm rest. Grace almost laughed to herself. Yea, Jasper shutting up. Nice try guys. Sam shook his head with an unpleased look. This Jasper shit is confining, Andrew. When can we move past this. People will get tired of it. Andrew shrugged. I dont know man. I guess once the public shows boredom. Or once the show lacks viewers. He looked at Grace with pity. But for now its hot. Its the super glue of this show. It aint easy I know Gracey. Just let us know if it gets too much before you burst to some reporters or something. Grace took a deep sigh then took her eyes off the ceiling. This is a sick contract you know that right. They both nodded. Part of the game. Once you signink and money is binding in this business. Andrew shook his head solemnly. But youre on top of the lists right now. You were cursed kid actor and now people want you. More of you. Youre the actress that everyone wants to see. Because youre it.But yea it isnt fair. Grace nodded. Just as long as we both agree on that last part. She looked off to the open window towards Lucass trailer. Lucas came with a huge smile, whipping a magazine around in his hand. Oh number one hottie where are you? Grace sat in her make up chair getting ready for a taping. In the next chair Gina looked up with an intrigued smile. Oh let me see the picture they put with her. She grabbed the magazine out of Lucass hands. She gave an impressed nod. You look hot. Grace couldnt help but smile. Its not really that big of dealsomeone else will be number one next week. Lucas smiled as he grabbed the magazine back. But youre the hunk of the month. He looked at the article for where it talked about her. Ok listen up people. He licked his lips. Grace is the next big thing. After living in others shadows she is emerging into her own. Shes on one of the biggest shows to come around in a long time, with a character we all love. And now what many are calling her best work on a film. A story that will make you laugh, cry then laugh again. Shes beautiful in a way that she doesnt realize. And doesnt consider herself a star. Well Hollywood, look out for this constellation. The nearby crew member clapped and Jerry gave a whistle from his office. Grace covered her face, but couldnt hide the wide smile. Its the article we all wait for. Lucas spoke. Here it is. Grace is a star. Gina turned to face Grace as her hairdresser grew frustrated with Ginas bouncing around in her seat. So how does it feel? Grace shrugged. Same as yesterday. And the day before that. Lucas smiled. He turned to leave. See America. Now thats a Hepburn response. An hour later, Grace walked out of wardrobe to the gym set, and it was decorated as a high school prom. She saw about twenty extras in the same type dresses and tuxs. Gina came up behind her. Flashback? Grace shook her head. No I didnt go to mine. She turned to Grace surprised. Really? Grace shrugged as she looked around the set with wide eyes. Nope. Didnt go to high school.

Gina gave a weak smile when she noticed Jasper and Lucas making it their way. Check out your date this time around. Grace looked to where Ginas attention was and her eyes caught with Lucass. She smiled at the sight of him and at herself. She had butterflies in her stomach and her knees felt weak. In some twisted way she was in high school and was on her first date. And Lucaswell he could take anyones breath away. Hello boys. Gina spoke with a deeper, sexier voice and gave a batting of the eyes. Lucas smiled as he looked down at his outfit. Do I look hot? Yea, what are you sweating? Grace grinned. Lucas shook his head. Then looked under his arms. After being told where to stand and getting the actor/DJ to begin playing the specified songs, they were ready to start taping. Action! Ryan came in with Melissas arm entwined with his. Many eyes looked their way with knowing smiles. They all knew that the schools prom king and queen had just entered the room. After a moment or two, in came Andy and Nikki. For some reason the smiled and nods they received seemed more meaningful. So theres the IT couple. Nikki nodded towards Ryan and Melissa. Jealous? Andy asked casually. She shook her head with meaning. No. She then smiled. So you ready to get a little foot loose? Andy mockingly laughed. I dont dance. He grabbed a cup of punch. And you know that. She rolled her eyes affectionately. Youre no fun Sullivan. She referred to him by his last name. If its slowthen Ill give it a whirl. He gave in. Literally eh? She looked at him jokingly. Maybe we should skip any dancing then. No pleasing you Nik. She smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. The kiss lasted a little longer than intended and found it harder to pull away. She slowly did and couldnt look him the eyes for the moment. A smile slowly grazed both their lips. Cut! Jasper shook his head. He is getting poofy skirt booty. Lucas smiled. Dont hate. Gina smiled. Kissing Lucas. Sorry about that Grace. Ive got some Listerine in my trailer. Grace smiled and looked towards Lucas. Thanks for looking out for my Gina. She shrugged. Its Lucas She gave a smile to Lucas and he shrugged his shoulders with a mockingly hurt expression. Jasper laughed. No love. They continued working on the rest of the scenes for this prom episode, most were of Jasper and Gina in their alter-egos as they prepared to win their crowns. Grace and Lucas had two more scences. In one Andy finally danced and he and Nikki got suprising close during the slow song which seemed longer than others. Finally they taped where the king and queen were chose, and much to the surprise of this make-believe high shool, two others were chosen. The jaw drops were priceless and amusing. Finally it was time to tape the drive home for Andy and Nikki. Action. Andy sat in the drivers seat and Nikki was beside him. Good time. Nikki smiled looking out the window. Andy nodded. Yea. He looked over at her. I got to put on my dancing shoes. Well stick those back in the closet. Nikki laughed and Andy smiled. It began raining and suddenly the car stopped. Nikki turned to him. What happened?

Andy dropped his head on the steering wheel. My car just died. Like dieddied. No like taking a nap died, but be back in awhile. He shook his head frustrated. Yes died died. Nikki began laughing uncontrollably. Andy looked around. What is so comedic at this moment. This is. Its classic. He shook his head and took off his jacket and shirt with only a white under shirt. This isnt a time to be naked. Andy rolled his eyes. He opened his door and stepped out into the rain and lifted up his hood. A few minutes passed and he still stood there. Suddenly, a blinding light flashed in the nights darkness and the thundering sound boomed and shook the car. Andy jumped back. Nikki got out of the car. You ok? She asked overwhelmed and now drenched. Andy ran his hand through his hair. After a moment he looked up at her. Now thats classic. Nikki shook her head and looked at the cars engine that still smoked. She turned to look at Andy again who stood above here. Water drenched them both and fell on her eyes almost like a waterfall through her eyelashes. He brought his eyes from the engine to her. He looked back down. Even pretty when shes wet. His arms were outstretched and holding onto the car. In a sudden moment, Nikki put her hands to his face and put her face to his and let their lips connect. Unknowing, Andy didnt react but was quickly taken over and wrapped his hands around Nikkis waist and the kiss became deeper as they both shared in it. Cut. Reluctantly Lucas and Grace pulled away. The water machines stopped and suddenly they were off the stormy street and back in a studio. Jerry nodded pleased. Perfect. Absolutely perfect. Gina gave the same nod. Yea you guys. That was some good kissing. Jasper shrugged. You could tell it was youre first time kissing. He patted Lucas on the back as he walked past, a little harder than usual. Jerry spoke outloud. His voice could over power everyone elses when he wanted it to. Thats a wrap. Grace went back to her wardrobe area and took off the dress and got back into her own usual clothes and tied up her now wet hair. The set was emptying, but she heard her door open. Gina? Hmmhope not. Lucass voice chimed in. She smiled as she turned to face him, hearing the door lock. What are you doing in here. Just wanted to congratulate you. I know it was hard to not put your tounge in my mouth but I only felt it once, now thats self control. Grace pressed her lips together. Always with a joke. He shrugged then came up to her and lowered his lips. I think we should try it again though. Kinda like stretching out before and after a strenuous work out. As long as its healthy. He pressed his lips against hers again letting the reconnection slowly take place. She wrapped her arms around his neck letting her fingers run through his hair. He wrapped his own around her waist and then boosted her up onto the counter. She gave a devilish smile without pulling away from the kiss, and could feel his own smile. The kiss grew deeper and more intense, but when one couldnt help but begin to smile it loosened and allowed for a laugh or two. Finally she pressed her lips against his signifying the end of the kiss was approaching. We make out like two horny teenagers. Grace finally spoke. Lucas stood in thought. Then his smile came. Its a beautiful thing Gracey.

Chapter 19
Riley stepped into the house wiping sweat off her forehead. She looked down to see Jack taking a nap on the sofa. She leaned down. Jack She whispered but no response. Louie came down the steps. Taking of sight of Jack he looked at Riley. What are you doing? He whispered. Licking him. She stood back up keeping her eyes down at him. Louies eyes grew wide. She looked back at Louie almost forgetting he was there. Behind him she caught eye of the drum set. A guilty smile shined on her lips. Louie shook his head. No woman! He loudly whispered. She held the smile as she took a seat and grabbed the two sticks. She nodded mouthing the word, yes. Louie stood back and clasped his hands over his ears, praying to himself. In a sudden moment, Riley lifted the sticks up in the air and dramatically began beating them against the drums. She stopped, and then they both heard a loud thud followed with a few curse words. Riley held back her laughter as she ran upstairs. Jack stood up eyeing Louie, who looked around ready to blame Riley. His mouth dropped seeing she had disappeared. His wide eyes slowly returned to Jack who was walking towards him. Where is she? Louie pointed upstairs without a word. Jack made his way upstairs and after a moment Louie heard Riley crack up with laughter. Louie mockingly laughed to himself. Such a mature relationship. Can you all turn around. The woman spoke without preamble as she looked through all the papers on the desk. Riley stood in an open room with fifteen other women and three people behind a desk. Ok now face to the right. Riley was bored. This was her fourth audition of the day. And now she felt like she was in a line-up. To the left. The women all turned to face the other side. Ok great. She looked to another woman than at her papers. Were gonna give you a line and we want you to repeat it one at a time starting from the left. Riley was third to the left. The line isThis shampoo keeps your hair clean naturally. The first girl stepped forward. This shampoo She batted her eyes and rubbed her hips. Keeps your hair She brushed her hair behind her shoulder while still rubbing her hip. Clean naturally. Sexiness didnt seem to fit the criteria. And the girl most of not noticed three woman judging her. Not three men. Next. The next girl stepped forward. She seemed shyer as if she was forced to be here.

Thisshampookeepskeeps. She looked at the floor for a moment then back up. Your hair naturallyI mean clean naturnally. The women nodded without being impressed. Next. Riley stepped forward. She tried a smile but took it back a little. Natural she thought to herself. This shampoo keeps your hair clean naturally. She spoke a little slower trying to enunciate the words. Something she learned in drama class. Again the woman nodded in the same fashion of the previous two nods, giving nothing away. After about twenty minutes all fifteen girls were done. The three women conversed while the auditionees sat back anxiously. Riley looked around, measuring herself against the other girls. Finally one of the women stepped forward. Great job girls. But weve chosen number Riley held her breath. Eight. Riley exhaled with disappointment.. Another rejection eh? Jack spoke as he stuffed a sandwich in his mouth. After her auditions she usually came by and had lunch with him at the garage if she wasnt working. Yea. She breathed out the word feeling frustrated. What was is this time? Shampoo. He nodded in thought. Lorealbecause youre worth it. She shrugged. Guess I wasnt. Dont take it personally kid. He flashed her his smile in between taking bites of his sandwich. She layed back and stretched. Concrete comfortable? Terribly. She sat back up. Whys it so damn hard to be a movie star? He sat in thought as he wiped his mouth with the napkin. He stood up and offered his hand to her to help her up. She took it and got on her feet. You got a dress? She gave an awkward smile. Yea. He nodded and threw the paperbag that held his lunch into the trash. Okbe ready by seven. An intrigued smile grew on her lips. Why? He shrugged. Just be. She held back her wonder. Fine. He gave another nod. Good then. He went back to work in the garage as she headed to her car. She looked back before getting into the car to see Jack laughing. She sat into the car and put it into drive with his smile on her mind. Riley stood infront of the mirror looking over her dress. A simple black one that showed leg but luckily she still had a tan. How should I do my make up? She spoke to Alicia who sat on the toilet seat looking over Riley. Dark eyesshiny lips.

Riley nodded and started applying. I like youre hair. Maybe cause you did it. Yea. Alicia smiled to herself approvingly. She seperated Rileys hair into twists then did a loose up do. Riley stood back from the mirror after finishing her make up. She looked to Alicia. Eh? She nodded. Eh. She finally said approvingly. I wonder where youre going. Riley shrugged. Hell if I know. She searched under her bed for her shoes. Finding one she had to search under Alicias to find the pair. Right after getting her shoes on she heard the doorbell ring. Alicia had a wide smile. Maybe thats Jack. He lives here and has a key. They both quickly made their way down stairs. X opened the door and right as he opened it Riley and Alicia were already behind him. Jack stood there in a black suit. His hair was wet and piecy and he was clean shaven. Riley felt her jaw drop just as Alicias had. Even X was taken aback. Louie came around. That your date Riley? It took Riley a moment to respond. She turned back to face Louie. Thats Jack. Louie nodded impressed. Well, what a bath can do eh? Jack smiled as he stretched out his arm for her own. Ready? She nodded almost dumb-founded. Yea. She finally got out. Alicia stepped back letting Riley pass. Jack turned to X. Ill have her back by midnight. X shook his head. 11:30 if you dont mind. Riley stopped in her steps. Oh my god. She turned to Jack. Thats alimousine. He nodded. Come on movie star. He led her to the limo where the chaffeur stood with the door open. Riley stepped in and Jack followed. Once inside she couldnt help but laugh. How the hell He shook his head. Dont worry about that. He sat back as she sat across from him. You just have to do one thing. She smiled. What? Act like a celebrity. She was taken aback. What? Just act like youre somebody they want to know. And are going to. She was still confused. Whose they? Youll see once we get there. He looked around at the drink selection in the mini fridge. Sprite? He poured them both some Sprite in champagne glasses and after two glasses each they finally arrived. Riley was wide-eyed. They pulled up to a red carpet and their door was opened. Jack whispered as they stepped out. Youre famous. Riley nodded not knowing if she was in one of her day dreams. All along the red carpet were photographers frantically taking photos of anyone who walked past. For all they knew that unknown face could be the next big thing. Riley walked slowly taking in this atmosphere. She continued to walk slowly and stopped to pose four times. Four indescribable

moments in her life. Finally they reached the building. She turned to Jack. Where the hell are we? He smiled. An award show for independent films. Why did they let us in. Somebody at work got their hands on two passes and gave them to me for fifty bucks. She shook her head with a smile he hadnt seen before. Thank you. He nodded and grabbed her hand. Im your date though. He led her back to the area where all the seats were and they took theirs a bit far back but Riley didnt care. The night seemed to last forever but ended too soon. Before she knew it they were back outside. Photgraphers gone, as well as the limo. So they walked to the bus stop under the street lights. I cant believe I was there. She hadnt lost the smile she had since the beginning of the night. He had his hands in his pocket with his jacket opened up. She looked over at him. That was the most amazing thing anyones ever given me. I do what I can. She looped her arm in his. You look hot by the way. He turned to her. Really? I was hoping so. He gave her a smile and looked down. You looked She looked up at him. Classically beautiful. She looked down with a smile. Wellim bursting with good emotions right about now. He kissed her on her head and wrapped his arm around her. So lets make this a classic scene before we get on the bustwo famous kids walking under the street lights after being at a high-class party. She looked down at her watch. At one A.M. He nodded. Ok so we have to fall in love before this walk is over. She smiled with a nod that agreed. He looked around, then stopped walking. He took off his jacket and wrapped her in it. They both smiled as they walked in silence, holding hands. under the streetlights at one in the morning. X threw down his sandwich board dramatically by his bed. Jack sat on his own playing with his guitar. Tough day? X layed back in his bed. Dude I have to start wearing a suit for work. Jack shrugged. Soget a litlte dressed up. X continued. A suitwith feathers. Jack burst laughing. Youre gonna be Mr. McChicken? Shut up man. Its an experience to be Mr.McChicken. X turned with hope. You were Mr.McChicken? No I was one of the kids that taped him to the wall. X shook his head. Prick. He looked over at him again. What are you doing? Jack shrugged. Just playing around. Sounds like youre writing something. He turned to face X. Its nothing.

Why the mysterywhat are you writing about? He sat up with interest. Its just musicdoesnt have any words yet. Suddenly Riley popped into the room. What are you boys up to? Im listening to this prick try to play the guitar. X nodded towards Jack. Jack laughed. Hey dont get bitchy now Mr.McChicken. Riley rolled her eyes and stepped into the room. What are you playing? Before Jack could answer, X cut in. Hes writing a song. Riley smiled. My song? She spoke jokingly. Fall in love with me already kid? Jack shook his head keeping his eyes on his guitar. X laughed. What? Hes gonna write me a song once he falls in love with me. She smiled. With words and everything. X nodded with a smile. In thought the smile got wider. Louies voice came from down stairs. Riley I dont think soup is supposed to look like this. Damnit. She left the room. X slowly looked to Jack. Yeano words yet. Jack shrugged unknowingly. What the hell are you talking about? Youre falling in love with her. Jack was caught off guard. What? He said in a way that was shushing X. You are. You dont know what the hell youre talking about. He darted his eyes back to the guitar. Dont deny it man. Youre falling for her. Dont be an ass about it. Im not being an ass about it. Ha. X yelled out. He got quieter. So you do love her. Youre like a girl. Sneaking shit out of people. Jack put his guitar down and stood up. Look whatever Im feeling at the moment, were gonna leave it at that. X smiled. Whatever dude. Thats just a cooler way to say dont tell anybody. Jack left the room and headed downstairs. As soon as he heard his steps moving towards the kitchen X darted for Jacks bed. And in a folder under his bed were lyrics. Hano words yet my ass. They all sat at the table eating pizza Louie ordered after trying Rileys soup. Who wants mustard? Louis spoke from the fridge. What? Alicia looked around in disgust. Were eating pizza here. He shrugged as he came into the dining area. I know. Youre sick man. X shook his head imagining the taste of mustard on his pizza. Alicia changed the topic. Today at the swimsuit shop they made me survey people. Jack spoke. On what. Their feelings on speedos. Fine piece of swimwear. Louies British accent always made it seem he was joking. Nowere having this line called SweetHearts and so we had to get their views on love stuff. Riley nodded. What kind of questions? Umone was do you believe in love at first sight. Riley shrugged. Maybe. X looked at Jack in the corner of his eyes. Alicia nodded. Okcould you fall in love with youre best friend.

Louie jumped in. YesAlicia you doll you. Riley sat in thought. Yea, I think thats the best kind. Alicia racked her brain for the other questions from the survey. Could you be in love and not realize it. X cut in. Wownow thats a brain teaser. Riley looked at X then back to Alicia. I wouldnt know. Guess Id have to have it happen. Jack spoke. I think so. Alicia nodded. Well Riley turned to him. Really? He nodded. Well yea. I think you could have all these deep feelings for someone and not really realize or figure them out until something makes you. Louie nodded as he sat back in his seat. Now thats deep Jack-o. He took a big bite out of his pizza. Alicia finally stood up, looking overwhelmed. Ok, I have something to say. Everyone look confused except X who had wide eyes. I have a secret. Louie almost choked on his pizza. Wait. He spoke with chewed food in his mouth. He finally swallowed and took a sip of his coke. Ok Im ready. He looked around the table make you sure youve already swallowed any food before she says it guyschoking hazard. They all nodded towards Louie then looked to Alicia. She had a quilty smile. Im dating someone. Riley smiled. Who? Xavier. They all sat back in thought and it finally clicked when they looked at a certain person at their table. X? He held back a smile. Surprise? Louie shook his head in a daze. Wellgood thing we already swallowed our pizza. Jack shook his head still trying to place any hints. Since when? Alicia shrugged still standing. A week and a half. What? Riley sat amazed. You both didnt seem to be. Alicia sat back down. Well were usually the ones who arent home right? Riley shook her head. Oh my god. We thought yall were working! Alicia jumped in. We weresome of the time. Louie smiled. Scandalous. They all sat at the table in silence quietly chewing their food each thinking of what was just revealed. All except Louie. He finally broke the silence. So Jack What? Have you seen Riley naked yet?

Chapter 20

A studio audience applauded at the sound of the name Grace. It was morning, and time to make an appearance on a daytime talk show.

She came out and the crowd hummed with applause and a few yelps. Grace had on her million-dollar smile as she hugged the host and took a seat by her desk. So how have you been? The host, Carmen, asked. Great, fabulous actually. Its always exciting when you have something big on the verge of coming out. This film so far has gotten rave reviews, how does that feel? Carmen acted genuinely interested. Wonderful. I mean when you put so much into something, you dont want it to get booed. She flashed her smile and chuckles went through the audience. So what is this film about? Grace sat up a little straighter. Well about a girl whose had the dreams of something outside her small town and goes out to pursue it in LA. And after a year comes home only to find out that everything she left behind is all she needs and wants. The host smiled. So were about to watch a clip, can you set It up for us? Grace nodded as she looked towards the monitor. Well my character, Jaime, has just gotten home and is sulking at the town diner when she runs into her ex. The monitor played the clip of the film. Grace sat at a booth playing with her straw in her milkshake when her ex takes a seat and startles her. He tries to be nice but she cuts him off and leaves the table. The shot stays on him, as he has a wide smile. The host clapped. Looks good. Grace nodded. Thank you. So Grace, your someone who came from an acting family, so youve pretty much been in the limelight since birth. Grace slowly nodded. Yea I guess you could say that. Carmen took a sip of her drink. So how does it feel to get positive attention for a good film? Grace almost laughed sarcastically. Well, its better than having your personal life in the tabloids. Honestly though, its a good feeling. Its feeling appreciated from people who judge not only your work but your life. So if its positive, then Im all for it. Carmen nodded thoughtfully. Ok so before we leave, tell us how the show is going. Grace sank back in her seat a little. Good, the class finally makes it to prom. But its a little twisted because as youve all seen Ryan ends up taking Melissa, and Andy has ended up taking my character, Nikki. How is that, seeing youre boyfriend off screen kiss youre costar? Oh it doesnt bother me at all. Grace didnt feel like elaboarting. So how is it working along side youre costar Lucas? Oh I love him to death. Hes hilarious, and just a blast to work with. Once he gets into a scene, you just cant help but be better along side him. Im excited

for our characters to be interacting. Carmen nodded and turned towards the camera. Well everyone go and see Sweet Home in theaters soon and Any Day on Tuesday night at 8 oclock. Thank you Grace. Carmen shook Graces hand and they went off for commercial break. Grace was escorted out and into a the back seat of a black Explorer. Andrew, her publicist, sat next to her. So how was it? Grace took a deep breath. Good, Its earlybut it was good. She took a sip of the coffee given to her on the way out. He nodded. Well we have an appearance now at a magazine party with the rest of the cast. Really She took another sip. Everybodys going? He nodded. Yea I think theyre already there. She nodded, holding back a smile and watched the buildings pass by. They arrived at the building, and thankfully, no red carpet. Grace walked in and was directed to her shows table. After making it through two crowds of people she locked eyes with Lucas. He gave her a smile that calmed her. Hey Grace. Gina smiled and handed her a drink they had waiting for her. How was Carmen? Good. She nodded and took a seat next to Jasper reluctantly. She asked me how it was to work next to Lucas. Gina smirked. Whatd you say. A nice change. Jasper nodded pressing his lips together. Thanks there Grace. Well I dont hate that. Lucas took a sip of his drink and nodded towards Jasper. Grace looked around. So what exaclty are we doing? Gina shrugged and grabbed another drink from a passing waiter. Watching some up and coming pop bands while they promote their magazine. Grace nodded. Good times. Suddenly a short blonde came up to the table. She whispered something in Jaspers ear and he nodded. Why hello there Gina looked up at the girl. She was on her third drink. This is where you fill in your name sweetie. UhLisa. She looked down at Jasper with a nervous look. Shes an intern with the studio. He elaboarted on her behalf. Gina smiled mockingly. Good for her. Grace held back a smile. She looked the girl over and remembered her from the set and at the network party. Both times with Jasper. The girl left the table and all eyes were on Jasper. Grace spoke. That youre girlfriend. Dont worry about it Gracy. It wont hurt your reputation. Grace rolled her eyes. Were not in high school Jasper.

Gina laughed. Lisa might be. Grace and Lucas laughed while Jasper just rolled his eyes and drank the rest of his drink. He signaled the waiter to being him another one. Lucas shook his head. Getting tipsy around photgraphers kids? Gina smiled. Only way to bear Jasper. Jasper got up from his seat. Im gonna go find better people. Gina laughed with a smirk. Good luck. She looked to Lucas and Grace. Cause I think were pretty damn great. Grace nodded. Were boosting with confidence. Damn straight. Lucas raised his glass. Grace held up hers and Gina drank the remaining of hers. Ok then. Lucas touched his glass with Graces and took a sip. Gina stood up. Im gonna go findworse people. She smiled and looked around. Hey theres Jasperthat wasnt hard. She walked off, another drink in hand. This is what happens when celebrities get bored. Lucas sat back in his seat, annoyed by the band on stage. Grace played with her half empty glass. Lucas looked over at her, careful not to look to long. Bored eh? Extremely. Grace breathed out. I actually had plans today before this shin-dig came up. Wanna go? Grace looked up with hopeful eyes. Yes please. Lucas nodded. Ok Ill walk out and be in the truck, come out in five minutes. Ill be around back. Grace nodded with a smile. Lucas got up and headed out the front door. Once five minutes had passed Grace headed toward a back door. And thankfully she saw Lucass ratty truck. Hop on little lady. He reached over and opened the door. Grace stepped into the truck and they drove off. She opened the window all the way and looked over at him. So where are we going? Lucas looked over at her and her outfit. She had on fitting jeans with platforms and a yellow top. He faced the road and sat in thought. He looked towards her again. I got some extra tennis shoes under the seat youre gonna need those. Grace looked under the seat and pulled out some sneakers. Why do I need these. To put your feet in. He looked over at her again. And I ve got on two tshirts you can wear one. Why are you dressing me up in your clothes. It this some weird fetish? Lucas mockingly smiled at her and soon stopped the car. He parked in a gravel spot, his truck being the only sign of human life in the area. There were trees all along and a path down to a lake with a boat dock.

What are we doingplaying in the woods. He shook his head. Nowere playing in the lake. In the lakewell then. They stepped out of the truck, and Grace walked over to the drivers side. She looked down at her clothes. Ok dress me up cowboy. He took his shoes out of the truck and handed them to her. She took off her own shoes and threw them back into the truck, and pushed her feet into his shoes. He looked at her. Ok shirt. He took off his shirt to reveal an white sleeve-less underneath. Fitting enough to reveal his toned chest. She held back a guilty smile. He rolled his eyes and handed her the red shirt he was wearing. I dont put this over my shirt do I? He shook his head. Notake the one you have on now off. Her eyes got wide. No one else can see you. I dont care She quietly yelled. You havent seen me naked. Youll be in your bra. He shook his head. You want me to close my eyes? She took a deep breath and took off her shirt. He tried to hide the smile that grew on his lips. She put on his shirt with a smirk. Ok then grab some of the stuff in the back. He handed her a tackle box and a bucket and he grabbed the rods. They walked down the wooden path to the dock where sat a small, two-seater fishing boat. Cute. Grace nodded looking over it as Lucas placed the rods and box in it. Its not cute. He held out his hand to help her in, she stumbled in but she finally sat down. Its manly. He cranked the motor on and they headed out into the lake. It was a small, almost hidden lake, surrounded in trees. It was a peaceful place with only surrounding birds and creatures coming to the surface from the water making any noise. She took a deep breath of what felt like clean air. Lucas watched her, feeling better about himself for being able to make her smile like that. He stopped the motor and handed her a rod. Know how to fish. He shook her head. Stick with string and something pointy at the end that for some reason the fish come to. Well. He set up her hook with bait. He grabbed the rod from her. Ok so pull it back like thisand then throw it out. He did it for her and then handed her the rod. If you feel something pulling on it then go round and round with that handle. She nodded as she watched him bait his and throw it out. They both sat in silence taking their surrounding in.

Youre a unique creature Lucas. He looked towards her. Whys that? She shrugged. Because She looked off to the water. Weve hung out at your house out on some field, escaped boring parties in your Ford truck, made out everywhere and anywhere, watched a bunch of my favorite movies, and now fishing. He nodded with a knowing smile. Im a simple guy. I know. She leaned over and kissed him and he returned the kiss deeply. I like that. The kiss? Yea and the simplicity. She smiled and he kissed her head. He nodded with understanding. We suck as famous people. She agreed. Yea we do. She turned to him with a smile. But all we know is acting. Being an actor is one thingbeing a celebrity is something else. She looked over at him and begun to realize that all the tension and frustration she felt, he felt. All because, once you can finally make a good living in this business, youre life is taken over. You earn a price tag. Suddenly she was pulled out of her thoughts by the tugging on her fishing rod. Oh my god! Lucas looked over. Ok pull back. She moved frantically, looking down at her rod trying to figure out what to do. Whatwhat?!? Lucas put down his own rod and put his hands over hers. He didnt try to just take it and handle it, he helped her handle it. Turn that! What? He put her hand in the right place, and she turned the handle of the rod. Gooddamn whatever you caught is damn heavy. She continued pulling back when with a sudden movement she was pulled forward. Trying to keep her from falling forward into the water he pulled back in a swift movement and fell back into the water. Lucas! He looked up at her spitting water out of his mouth. Keep pulling towards you. She did and finally pulled out what she had caught. To her disappointment she was left with an empty hook. Damnit, I lost it. She turned and looked down over the boat. Lucas tried to climb back up onto the boat but ended up slipping back into the water. Which just sent Grace into a roar of laughter. After two more tries he got back onto the boat, more so falling in then getting in. Wiping the water off his face he looked at the empty hook, then at Grace, then at the empty hook. He cranked up the boat and headed back to the dock. They sat in silence until Grace couldnt hold it back anymore and cracked up laughing again.

Have fun Grace? That wasthat was good. He nodded, rubbing his hands through his hair shaking out the water. Good times. He got out of the boat and helped Grace out with the equipment. They walked back to the truck and he looked down at himself. Damn, Im soaked. He looked in the truck. I dont want to get it all wet in there. Grace stood there almost in daze as she looked over at him. His wet shirt pressed against his skin, revealing quite a lot. Standing there for a moment he finally broke Grace from her trance. Hey? She quickly looked up. Lets just get in the truck. She took off his t-shirt that she was wearing and put her top back on. She handed it to him. Sit on that. They both got into the truck and before he put it into drive, Grace sat up. Wait. He turned to face her with a questioning look. What? SorryI just had to She sat up on the seat and leaned over and pressed her lips against his. Feeling his smile, he moved the kiss to be deeper, stronger. She ran her hands against his wet shirt feeling his chest underneath. He ran his along her lower back, which was bare because of her shirt riling up against his own chest. They layed back on the bench-type front seats. The intensity grew stronger. She slipped her hand under his shirt and slipped it off. It felt warm to lay on his wet skin. He followed her lead by slipping off her own top. He brought his hands up to her face and she held onto his sides. They moved to the point that both chests were bare and molding against one another. The moment came where both were unclothed. And somehow he knew she felt exposed and needed some sort of cover. He seperated their lips and both had short breaths. She looked down at him as he reached for something under the seat and pulled out a blanket. He threw it on top of her and a slight smile spread on her lips. She bent down and kissed him softly. They looked at each other for that still moment. And a connection was made. She lowered her head and let their lips react to one another. The kiss grew deep quickly and they continued to recognize one another. His hands created warm sensations along her skin and her lips chilled him. To have his entire body against hers was overwhelming to her senses. It was now understood what is was to make love. Grace sat against the passengar door and Lucas sat against his door, both under the same blanket. They both were practically glowing not being able to hold back their smiles. Grace smile changed. Is that youre Thats my toe Gracey.. Lucas shook his head still wearing his smile. Well Im gonna put my pants on now. Grace brushed her hair out of her face. Good idea. They both slipped their clothes back on. Grace threw the blanket off of them.

Still smiling, Lucas put the car into drive and backed out of the gravel parking area. After a few moments, Lucas spoke. Well so thats what its supposed to be like. Thatthat was Lucas nodded sheepishly, pressing his lips together. Grace held her face in her hands, cracking up with laughter. We are like some high school couple living in Mayberry sneaking away in the your pick-up to do the nasty parked off in some field with cows watching. Lucas looked over at her with a smile. Youve got a way with words. She looked out the window watching the trees pass with a smile. In a sudden urge, Lucas pulled the car over and braked. He looked at Grace and she gave him a questioning look. She sat waiting for him to say something, anything, but he just layed his head against the steering wheel. She knew there was something he wanted to get off his chest. Thinking twice about all this? He shook his head, still laying it on the steering wheel. What isthis? His voice changed as he said this. Dont make this difficult. So youre asking if Im thinking twice about us? He lifted his head from the steering wheel. Is that what youre asking? Her tone changed. Yes thats what Im asking. She was still worried how he was going to answer. God Grace, None of this other shit matters. Having to dance around some damn contract or dealin with Jaspers ego, none of that changes how I feel. He looked at her with a certain confidence in his answer. About you. In my mind, moving past all thiswell still be together. This isnt just some entertaining way for me to pass time. So Im dealing. And I will deal. And with certaininty, Grace smiled knowingly. I love you. A smile slowly grew on his lips. I love you. She turned to look at him. So this is for real. He nodded. Yeathis is for real. She nodded in thought. So if I decided to get the hell out of this town and run a convenience store Thenill run the slushie machine.

Chapter 21 Jack, Riley and Louie sat in the living room flipping through channels. The guys were paying attention to whatever channel Louie, decided to leave it on. Riley finally broke their concentration. Dont you two think this is all kinda weird.

Louie spoke still concentrated on the television. Why its not like theyre cousins. Riley chewed on her nail. Yea butI had no idea. Theyre slick man. Jack nodded with a yawn. Louie smirked. Wonder what theyre doing upstairs. Riley sat up. See like that. Now everythings gonna be different. Theres gonna be like closed doors and beds banging and a whole lot of sexual humor. Louie had his satisfied smile. Beautiful things Riley. Well its like falling for your best friend. Jack spoke indifferently. That would be weird. Riley continued biting her nail with a look of distate. Why? Jacks tone changed. Wouldnt that make it more comfortable. And easier. Riley shrugged and sat back. Its not supposed to be easy. Maybe notbut it should be worth it. Riley glanced over. His remark surprised her. His tone sounded different, so she decided to leave it that, not really knowing why. The three of them continued to watch televison until Louie fell asleep. Once they could make out the rhythm to his snoring, they knew it was past annoyance. Jack was first to leave and headed out the glass doors to their make-shift patio. From the sofa, Riley looked over. She could see him sitting in one of the seats staring out towards the water. She headed out there herself and sat in the other seat, not saying anything, just moving her attention to where his was. He finally spoke, How much longer are you gonna give this acting thing until you give up? She rested her head in her hands. I dont know. My paycheck is really being stretched so it can cover my bills. Its been a month, and my mom really wants me to go back home in time to start school. The breeze was picking up and it warmed any night chills they had. What do you want? A simple enough question. But it was something that made going to sleep a whole lot harder. She kept her eyes on the ocean afraid of any trace of tears. I dont know, its not an easy question. I dont want to be that person that lives in that fantasy of maybe itll be the next audition. Than Ill be famous. Then Ill be that actress. She shrugged. But then not being an actress was never an option. But I always said once I graduate, Ill give myself that summer. Ill go across the country and for those two months, Ill give that dream a chance. He nodded taking his eyes away from the water to her. So if nothing happens by September Then I knowthat it wont be that next audition. She took a deep breath knowing it was something she had to do but would always regret. The sun was blazing on the boardwalk and tourists scrambled along it. Little children yelled out, drenched in sunblock, while their umbrella-carrying parents chased after them. Riley decided to take a walk and once she saw the

bathing suit shop Alicia worked at, she stopped. She headed into one of the only air-conditioned shops along the boardwalk. Hey woman. Riley called out to Alicia who was the only one working. Shouldnt there be customers? Alicia shrugged from her seat behind the counter. Its lunch theyre all out drenching themselves in oil or eating greased up fast food. Healthy. She walked around the counter and sat on top of it. So Alicia gave an awkward smile knowing what conversation Riley wanted to have. Sohow is it between me and X? Riley breathed out. Yesthat takes away any unpleasant small talk. Alicia nodded. Its nice Riley. Really it is. I mean its like dating youre best friend. Riley threw her hands up. What is so great about that. Its all these incredible and exciting feelings that feel safe and comfortable. Already understanding someone and on the same note getting to know a whole other side to them. Alicia was glowing with a smile Riley hadnt seen on her before. Moving past all of that superfical crap and being able to care for someone that cares for you. Sounds like a hell of an experience. Riley nodded with a smile. I could get mushy believe me, but I wont. Its just being where you dont have to try so hard and always wonder about the other one. You dont try to be you, you just are and they accept thatand you do the same for them. Alicia looked at her with a smile. Ok enough about all that, hows the hunting? Rileys smile faded. I went on one today, took awhile so I got hopeful but same outcome. Why this time? Hell if I know. Might as well stamp reject on my forehead to just save everybody some time. The both sat for a moment being able to hear waves from the nearby shore. Alicia spoke, And September? Riley brushed the hair behind her ears. Once it comes, then Ill deal with it. So youre gonna leave usif nothing comes of this? I dont want to. She rubbed her shoulder. But I guess im gonna have to. Why do you have to? Riley sat in thought. She finally looked at Alicia. Cause Im going to end up going home with only the story of the star I couldve been. She still smiled. But atleast Ill have that. X and Jack came in the house carrying parts of a drum with them. Alicia shook her head defiantly. I thought you guys were done with that. X shrugged as he and Jack continued setting up the piece of equipment. Im teaching Jack something baby. But babythat is loud.

Jack smiled. Thats the point. After a moment they were done setting it up. Jack took a seat and grabbed the two sticks. Riley came in through the front door and as soon as she saw them her mouth dropped. No. Jack nodded. Yes. She shook her head. No. He put the sticks in position to play. Yes. She stepped forward. No. X sat back in his chair This could go on for hours. He loudly began playing, defying Riley. She gave a playful smirk and cupped her hands over her mouth and began yelling. Her voice grew louder than the playing, so Jack got louder. And this trend continued, while X and Alicia held their hands over their ears. Alicia yelled out. For the love of humanity please stop! But Jack continued drumming, and Riley stood directly in front of the drum set continuing to yell. Riley running out of breath stopped and stepped back. Jack had a triumphant smile as he stopped playing. Alicia and X both took a deep breath of relief. Thank you. Riley smirked. And to the dismay of Alicia and X she cupped her hands over her mouth and began shouting even louder. Jack with the same smirk, picked up his sticks and began drumming again, trying to out beat Riley in volume. X and Alicia walked outside, hands over their ears. Once outside, X rubbed his ears. Now thats a healthy relationship. She wiped the table, and a ketchup stains resistance made Riley spend five minutes scraping it off. The lunch hour was calming down and only a few patrons sat around ordering salads and iced teas to make up for the boiling weather. Another waitress stood above Riley, Be glad it was just ketchupthese tourist kids that come here like to make creations with all their condiments. Riley shrugged as she stood up and wiped the sweat from her forehead. Yea there was some relishy lemonade with a dash of pickles at table seven. She smiled with a nod. The life of a waitress. She walked off to serve her table. Whenever it was slow, a few waitresses would sit at a table and organize the silverware and napkins. And today was Rileys turn. She sat across from a girl name, Sharon. For awhile they just sat working without talking. Sharon looked up at Riley, and then quickly looked down. After deliberating with herself if she should say something she finally decided to. Hi. She spoke quietly. Riley looked up. Hi. She gave a half smile and returned her attention to the forks at hand. Sothe girls were telling me about your roomate. Sharon talked darting her

eyes from Riley to the silverware. Riley looked up for a moment not knowing who she was referring to, and then remembered the day Jack had came in. Yea, Jack. She nodded. The mechanic who plays guitar. Riley smiled. Well they told you a lot. She began fidgeting with her silverware. Yea She looked like she was in an awkward situation. Are you two together? Riley shook her head slowly. No. She hated having to say that to these girls. The girl almost seemed to take a deep breath of relief. Oh ok then. She finished with her silverware and got up, heading towards the kitchen. Riley continued to sit there, feeling upset, she dropped her face to her hands against the table. After a moment she heard the bell on the door ring, signifying a customer. Not wanting to serve anyone at the moment, she kept her eyes down. Suddenly she felt someone sit in the seat across from her and she looked up to see Jack. Hey kid. He gave her a warm smile. Hey. She finally breathed out. Why arent you at work? Its 6 oclock already. He sat back in the seat. She ran her hands through her hair. Damn, I cant leave until I finish with all these napkins. He nodded and reached over for a fork and knife and begun wrapping them in the napkin. She smiled and followed his lead. After ten minutes they were finished, and Riley clocked out and climbed into his Jeep. He started driving home but could see something was wrong with her. Whats going on? He asked casually while checking his rearview mirror. Her eyes were steadied on whatever passed them, as she watched out the window. Nothing. She spoke softly. When he didnt respond she knew he didnt believe it. Im just tired. He finally nodded shifting his eyes from the road to her. Of? She appeared drained. Work just wears me out. He looked over at her for a long moment, and all of a sudden, pulled over. He looked over at her once again and her face appeared wearied. Ok no bullshit, whats going on. His tone was strong but still had its warmth. She turned to face him and brushed her hair out of her face. Jackcome on. Unless you wanna walk home from here She sighed. FineIts just I dont know what im doing. She looked over at him. I work and I work, and when Im not doing that Im usually at an audition being rejected. And I just sometimes question what Im doing. He layed against the steering wheel. You want to go home. She shook her head. Noits just like whatever it is Im doing here has an expiration date. She sat back. And I hate that, Im working my ass off here but I know that if it doesnt work out, I just go back. Everything is just so

unstable. Why couldnt you stay? He rubbed his shoulder which pushed his sleeve, revealing a tribal tattoo. The idea of staying here took her by surprise. It had never crossed her mind. She sat in thought. I meanI dont know. What am I gonna do, be a waitress during the best years of my life. I should do something with my life right now, go to schoolI dont know. He layed his chin on the steering looking out in front of him. Passing cars headlights, made light quickly run through the dark interior of their own car. Taking a deep breath he sat back and turned the keys in the ignition. He got back on the road and drove home in silence. Once inside Jack took off his work shirt. He had on a plain white shirt that was stained with oil. He went upstairs without saying anything to Alicia and Louie who sat at the table. Riley nodded towards them and headed upstairs. She started getting out of her work clothes, when she saw Jack in the bathroom taking off his shirt. She quickly took her eyes away and put on her white tank-top, still needing some sort of pants. She looked around on the floor when her eyes moved to where Jack was, and she saw him looking at a large cut on his lower back in the mirror. Without even thinking she walked over. What happened? He turned around surprised to see her there, and even more surprised to see her in a tank top and underwear. II got scraped up against some metal. He tried not to look at her, but couldnt help himself. She looked at his cut. I have some ointment. She reached under the sink and pulled out a bottle. She took a cotton swab and rubbed it on the cut. His face scrunched up and she smiled. Itll burn at first. Damnit. He looked at her through the mirror. All done. She stepped back and placed some gauze on it following with tape. Whered you learn that one? He looked down at where his scrape was. You seem to forget I have three brothers, and was the champion wrestler of the neighborhood for three months straight. She smiled with a nod. Bumps and scrapes were bound to happenplus I watched General Hospital. He nodded. Which is much more life-like than ER. If I do say so myself. She looked at him then quickly looked away. Her eyes slowly moved along his arm. Your tattoos. He smiled knowing the drawings intrigued her. Knock your socks off. She grabbed his arm and looked at two that were there. Nice. Her hand traveled along his back as her gaze followed. She looked at each closely. She moved around him and looked at the other arm. I like this one. He nodded as he looked down at her. Her hand now moved to his chest where a more detailed one was drawn. Without hesitation, she left her hand on his chest

as she studied the drawing. His skin felt warm under her touch, and she could feel his heart beat. She felt differently now, and having Jack at the end of her touch made her feel differently towards him. Feeling she was getting carried away, she took her hand back. She looked up at him. I like that one. He looked down at his chest. Yea. His eyes met hers, and they were both still. Footsteps came up the stairs and suddenly Alicia was in front of the bathroom. Why hello there. Her voice broke through their concentration. Riley stepped back. Forget your pants there Rye? Riley in a daze looked down at herself. She then looked towards Alicia. He had a cut. In defense he pointed to his make-shift band-aid. Alicia nodded unconvinced. Right. Riley looked towards Jack then Alicia. She ran her hand through her hair. Ok then. She side stepped Alicia and crossed the hall back into the bedroom. Jack stood in the awkwardness a little longer until Alicia finally moved out of his way. She stood there looking at both closed doors, with a smile on her face. Alicia sat at the kitchen table with X across from her as he ate cereal. She searched his face. He finally looked up, What? Hows it going? X looked around him. Youre getting a little creepy. How long have you known Jack? She tapped her finger against the table which just made X more nervous. Awhile. He swallowed hard. We used to be in a band. She nodded. I know. Then why are you asking? What about Riley? She continued to search his face for an expression. Ive known her a month, and shes nineteen. She used to live in Jersey, wants to be an actress X I know. X burst. Then why are you asking? What do you know about themtogether? X cleared his throat. Together? What do you meantogether. He enunciated the word together dramatically. What do you know? Her finger tapping grew slower but more pronounced. What do you know? His breath got shaky. But he kept his composure. I knew it! She finally burst out. Knew whatwhat game are you playing woman? X pushed his cereal bowl away. Theres something going on with Riley and Jack. She sat closer. And you knew it. He looked around making sure no one was around, and then leaned in closer.

He loves her. Alicia mouth dropped. That serious? He nodded. Hes denying it cause hes scared of her going home. They continued whispering. What if she doesnt? Alicia spoke hopefully. What if we all live here like the people on Friendswell be laughing all the time. She looked off in thought. Seems a lot of funner to be them. X was about to speak, but then cut himself off. He looked off in thought as well. We should hang out at a coffee shop. She nodded with a thoughtful smile. After a moment he finally remembered what he was going to say. Yeabut she says if nothing happens from here till September that shes gonna go home to school. Alicia whispered feeling frustrated. I know, I know. She stopped tapping her finger. Why cant she start school here. California has good schools, plus she can keep auditioning on her spare time. X looked hopeful than it faded. What about tuition money? Her parents aint gonna send cash if she stays here. Alicia sat back in her seat. We have to figure something out. X sat up. Theyre not even together. Were not freakin cupid Alicia. Alicias eyes lighted up. Shes not going home. Theyre gonna fall in love. And then were all going to keep living in this houseAnd in celebration were going to go hang out at a coffee shop and be funny. What the plan eh? A British accent startled them both. They both turned to see Louie standing behind them with a smile on his face. Alicia looked up with a wide smile. Take a seat. X took a deep breath. Riley sat on her bed flipping through a magazine. Alicia stood at the doorway, and after a few moments Riley finally looked up. What? Nothing I was just admiring you. Riley looked up holding back a smile. X not doing it for you huh? Alicia rolled her eyes. Ha Ha. She sat down on her own bed still looking at Riley. Feeling creeped out, Riley turned around. What? Alicia shrugged. Nothingnothing. She still couldnt help but smile. So who do you love? Riley was taken by surprise. What? Whodo...youlove? Alicia spoke slowly. Riley was still confused. My mom Not like that. Than like what? Do you love Jack? Alicia spoke directly. WhhWhat? Riley choked out the words. What in the hell are you talking

about? Ill put it in easier termsdo you care for him. Riley looked away. I care about him. Is that different than caringfor him? She turned to face her again. I dont like this game. Suddenly Jack and Louie came into the room. Jack wants to dye his hair. Louie smiled. Alicia nodded. Ok. What color? Riley asked. Just highlights. Jack spoke without enthusiasm. Ive got hair dye. Riley reached for a box full of bottles. She handed the box to Jack, who looked down at it blankly than at Louie. Uhwill you dye it for him Riley, if we let him loose with that the bathroom rug will end up getting highlights. Riley got up. Alright then. Riley and Jack headed into the bathroom leaving Alicia and Louie in the room with huge smiles. How much did you pay him so hed let her dye his hair? Alicia smirked. Thirty-five. He shook his head. I said its just damn hair, dont worry so muchhe freaked out and I had to throw in the extra five dollars. Jack sat on the side of the bathtub, and Riley stood above him. She began seperating his hair into pieces. She reached in the box and pulled out a bottle, and began spreading the color onto the pieces of seperated hair. What color is that? She shrugged. A dark blonde. He nodded taking a deep breath. You sure? Dont worry so muchIts just hair. He rubbed his shoulder feeling stressed. So why do you want thiscause I know you dont. She spoke casually. How do you know I dont. He tone turned as casually as hers. Because I know you She let that statement replay in her mind. He wanted to say something, but decided not to. She finished placing the dye, and wrapped up the aluminum foil. Ok done. She stepped back and wiped her hands. Give it twenty-five minutes. He nodded and then turned to look in the mirror. He turned to look at Riley. How about I stay in here. Fine, no one will see you in your dorkiest state. He turned to look in the mirror. God I am a dork. He turned and decided to sit in the bath tub. He looked around. Its quite comfy in here. Riley walked over and gestured for him to move his feet, and she sat with him. It is, I havent been in this shower. She rubbed her hand along the bath. Its got one of those rubber foot mats.

Safety first. He stretched out his legs beside her, while she placed her legs on his. His eyes lowered, hating the way that she took away so much of self-control. She pulled her knees to her chest. Whats your favorite color? He looked up surprised by the question. It took him a moment but he finally answered. Blue. Thats a boy color. He smiled. Well I am a boy. I like red. He smirked while he looked down in thought. Jack He looked up. Suddenly the door barged open. Louie stood there wide-eyed. Well what the hell is going on here. His accent reached a different pitch. Were just sitting Lou. Riley spoke feeling her concentration break. Louie stepped in searching the bathroom. Well the water isnt on, but youre clothes arePG enough. He nodded. He finally burst laughing. Nice Jack, trying to keep your hair fresh? Jack got out shaking his head. Corny enough. Still uncontrollably laughing, II think its hilarious. His speech was slurred, and had tears from laughing so hard. Riley shook her head. Really Louie, its not funny. He automatically stopped. Well then. He wiped his tears and patted Jack on the back as he walked out. After he closed the door, Jack kept his eyes on the mirror. Riley finally sat up. Well lets rinse that hair. After taking out the pieces of foil, he leaned over the sink and she began rinsing out the dye. After a moment her jaw dropped, she didnt want to freak out Jack, so she continued rinsing it. Once she was done she quickly threw the towel over his head. He was about to take it off but Riley jumped forward. No! She burst out. What? His expression looked confused as well as nervous. Letlet me towel dry it for you. She moved him to where his back was to the mirror. She grabbed the towel and shook it through his hair, a little rougher than she thought she was, but her attention was on making sure he couldnt see his reflection. Damn Rye. He stepped back. Dry it as much as you want, but Id like to keep it. He ran his hand through his hair and turned to face the mirror. Once he caught sight of himself his jaw dropped. Oh my god! He finally burst out. X, Alicia, and Louie ran into the bathroom. Their jaws dropped. II thought it was blonde. Jack shook his head. Blondeblonde? You think blonde would be blue? Cause thats what color my hair is!

X shook his head. This would of never happened if it wasnt for us meddleing kids.

Chapter 22 Grace looked at herself in the mirror. Her hair looked like a birds nest, she had bags under her eyes and had foam coming from her mouth. Toothpaste foam to be exact. Her attention moved from brushing to trying on different smiles. She practiced different expressions, with toothpaste still in her mouth. Grace. Lucass groggy voice broke her concentration. She spat out the paste and wiped her mouth. What? She heard him yawn for what seemed like five minutes. Phone. She walked over to the bed and picked up the cordless he had already answered. He sat up in bed reaching over for his shirt. Hello. Its Gina. Hey whats going on. Grace sat on the bed forcing Lucas to move his legs over. Nothing. Whys Lucas there? The realization that her relationship was a secret hit her and she faced Lucas who came to the same thought and rubbed his face with his hands. Hes picking up the movies he let me borrow. The lie came to her after a moments deliberation. Gina laughed on the line. Boy cant even wake up before hand? Grace was relieved. Yea Any way thoughdid you hear yet? Her voice sounded excited and anxious. Hear what? Grace grew nervous. Jerry didnt tell you? Gina laughed again. Hes gonna kill me for telling you first, its just I was down at the studio today when it was announced. What was announced? There was a moments pause. You got a nomination. Grace stood up feeling her breath was taken away. For? Actress in a drama. Gina practically squealed. Grace jumped on the bed and stood there. Youre kidding! No. Static started to make Ginas voice harder to hear. And tell Lucas he got one for supporting actor. My cell is staticy but the show got a best show nomination too. Grace smiled from ear to ear. Ok Ill talk to you later. The phone clicked and Grace threw it on the floor. Oh my godguess what. Lucas sat up with an intrigued smile. We as in me and yougot nominated. His jaw dropped. NoIve never been nominated before. She nodded with a smile, still jumping in place on the bed. I know, me neither.

He stood. This kicks ass. Yea it does. She yelled out. She jumped around him. Ive got a nominationyouve got a nomination Yea I do. He yelled out, and jumped along with her. She stopped and tapped him on the shoulder. Whos got a nomination. I believe I do. He answered back, both enthusiastic. They both looked at each other with excited smiles and continued jumping on the bed. Neither knowing but Gina, who lived in the building next to Graces sat at her window with binoculars. She smiled shaking her head. I knew it. She put down the binoculars. Now theres a mature relationship. The cast sat in Jerrys office. He asked them there to discuss the nominations and since the show ended for the season, when theyd begin taping again. Well the writers are already working on next season. Jerry spoke flipping through pages on his clipboard as usual. Whats gonna happen? Grace smiled while sitting back in her seat. Youre gonna have a baby by Andy while Ryan comes to the realization that he is in actuality gay. Everyones jaw dropped and Lucas jumped up, and indulged in his happy dance. Jasper shook his head with concern. What Jerry? Gina smiled to herself. And Melissa is gonna get the hell out of this town and find out shes not the only black kid in the world. They all laughed but Jasper. He was still shaking his head. This will never work damnit. Jerry rolled his eyes. Take a joke kid. Jasper finally realized he wasnt serous, so he sat back feeling relieved. Alright. Now he was the only one who laughed. Jerry took a deep breath. Awards show, its in three weeks. Jasper shrugged. Same as usualI go with Grace Grace cut in. Why cant we go as a cast. All four together Lucas spoke with mock seriousness. Like an orgy. Jerry sat up. Look kids, were going as we all have always gone. Lucas and Gina bring someone if youd like and Grace and Jasper will go together. He tried to speak comfortingly. Dont fix it if its not broken. Grace leaned back in her chair taking a deep breath. What if it is broken Jerry, what if it makes my skin crawl and I just cant do it anymore. Lucas sat in his seat feeling he wanted to step up for her but knew he couldnt. Gina sat feeling she knew the biggest secret in the world, and Jasper sat rolling his eyes. Get over it Gracey, we are what we are. Jasper scratched his ear. Dont throw a hissy fit about it. Dont be an ass. Lucass body stiffened.

What are you her boyfriend? Grace and Gina looked over holding their breath. I can still kick your ass Jasper. They both exhaled. Jasper smiled. Keep dreaming kid, I could take you any time Jerry cut them off. This is a nice showing of testosterone, but grow up kids. He pushed his clipboard away. Alright then, taping in two months. He stood up. Enjoy your break kids. Lucas jumped up and belted out, Schools out for the summer! Gina sat on the floor with Grace flipping through channels, in Ginas loft. Gina had been trying not to mention the piece of information she had just learned but couldnt help herself. Ok so when were you going to tell me? Gina finally burst out. Her sudden yelling out took Grace by surprise. About what? Grace put the television on mute. Gina shook her head, tounge-in-cheek. Aboutyou and Lucas? Grace stared out infront of her then turned to Gina. Is this one of those moments where I burst out about something which I think you know but you dont but then you do cause I just burst out about it? Gina laughed. Good god Grace. I know youre together. Grace nodded knowing there was no denying it now, knowing that she knew. How? I saw the two of you together, and it was different all of a sudden. The way you looked at each other, I dont know. She smiled knowingly. Plus I saw the two of you from my windowyou needs to close those shades woman. Grace smiled rubbing her face. Im glad you know now. I dont feel so sneaky now. Gina gave a faint smile, and spoke casually, Wondering how much longer your gonna have to deal with this contract? Grace nodded. Feels like I have to hide the best part of my life. You love him? Grace smiled looking off. I do. Gina burst with laughter. Lucas and Grace She shook her head with a smile. What about all these events, award shows and your premieregoing with Lucas? Grace sat back with a sigh. I cantyou know I cant. Gina nodded feeling sympathetic towards Graces situation. How long was the contract for? Grace laughed to herself sarcastically. Until the network decides that it will no longer help the showso I guess getting a nomination is something that just digs me deeper into this. Ironic. Gina looked around. Two famous kids sitting on the floor when they have a two thousand dollar sofa behind them.

Grace laughed and layed back on the floor. She squeezed her hand against the carpet. How much did you pay for this? Gina rolled here eyes. Dont even ask. Suddenly they heard a phone ring. Gina looked around. It aint mine. Grace reached for her purse and pulled out her cell and answered, Hello? She heard Lucass voice and gave a smile that let Gina know it was him. Whats going on? Nothing. He answered. What are you doing? Im at Ginas. There was silence. Should I let you go? Nono. She smiled. Gina knows. She knows? You told her? He sounded nervous and relieved. No she went Sherlock on us. He laughed. Damn there goes the fun. So where are you? She smiled as Gina just rolled her eyes, she then got up and headed towards the kitchen to give Grace some privacy. I am. She guessed he had to look around to figure where here was. Driving and about five minutes from where you are. She looked towards Gina who just smiled shaking her head knowing that Lucas would be on his way over. Come over then. Oh my calendar is so full She sensed he was being sarcastic. Ah, I can not tell a lie, Im on my way Ok then, I love you. I love you too. With that she hung up the phone and turned towards Gina who stood there two cups in hand. Grace took one of the cups and got up and sat back on the couch. Gina sat next to her. He coming over? Grace nodded. This is weird. Grace had a worried expression. Gina had a smirk on her face. Not because you two are togetherjust because She whispered, A boy is coming over. Grace fell back with laughter. Gina got up. Maybe I should go shave my legs. On her way to the bathroom, Gina turned around with wide eyes. I know what we can do. Grace turned to face her. What? Lets have a slumber party. Ok Im gonna repeat myself butwhat? Lets do face masks, and then eat ice cream and then we can watch Breakfast at Tiffanys. She jumped back on the couch. Talk about good times! Should I go get my jammies?

Gina shook her head. Borrow mine. Do famous people do this? Damn famousness. Gina got up again. Im gonna go make sure I still got some avocados She headed towards the kitchen. And oatmeal. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and Grace got up to answer it. She opened the door to Lucas who had on a black shirt and dark jeans. Why hello there James Dean. He smirked as he came in and Grace closed the door behind him. And as soon as it was closed, he pulled her into a kiss. Get your horny lips off of her. At the sound of someone elses voice, Lucas jumped back. Gina laughed. Dumbass. She walked towards them with her purse in hand. I have to go get some oatmealbe back in a fewand no funny stuff kids. She walked out with a smile. Oatmeal craving? Grace led him to the couch where he sat and she layed her legs across his lap. Try face mask. His face scrunched up in distaste. You put food on your face He shook his head. Next youll tell me bathe in dirt. A mud bath. He shook his head looking like he had a bad taste in his mouth. She sat in thought. It is kind of weird isnt it? Kind ofIts plain freakish Gracey. You dont see me rubbing rocks all over myself. She turned away holding back a smile. You dont. Its a kind of massage. He shook his head. Women. She leaned over and pressed her lips against his. At the touch of her lips, his lips softened and welcomed the kiss. He pulled back. Ha. Ha what? He stretched his arms on the couch behind him. Iended the kiss. She nodded impressed. You kick ass. Yea I do. He puckered up his lips. No. He stopped. No what? You want my kissin? Its my favorite activity. He had a wide grin. She placed her hands on his face and kissed him again. The kiss grew deeper, until the phone rang. Grace jumped up and grabbed it. Hello? Hey its the ownner of the couch your making out with Lucas on.

Grace looked around spooked. Gina laughed. Hey umI met up with someone soIm kind of going to be on a datenot knowing how long that will last so Grace cut her off. Dont worry well do avocado and oatmeal on our faces another time. Lucas had the look of distaste again. Ok ok, now get off my couch. It was dark out, about three in the morning or so. And Grace and Lucas decided to be brave and walk the New York streets. Not too many people were out, which was a good thing. But still, she had on a fisherman-style hat she usually wore when she was out and about, and he wore his own ski-cap. Not hiding his face too well, but he didnt care and plus it was dark out he had explained. And they walked side by side, no hand-holding or any other notion of being a couple. So what do you want to do when you grow up? Lucas spoke casually, as he looked in the shop windows they walked past. I want to have kids. He nodded. How many? Two. She spoke matter-of-factly. He looked at her. Boy and girl or two of each She shrugged. Im not picky. She looked over at him. What about you. I want to be able to do what I do now, but have a family. A lot of actors have families. He shook his head. A family that works. An average joes kind of family, like one that I had. She nodded understanding. You wanna come home and hang your hat, to kids playing in the front yard. And you want those kids to have an average life. Not some spoiled kids, that dont understand the meaning of a dollar. He laughed. Your good at this game. She nodded. Think we can ever have all that? He looked down as they walked for a moment. As in you and then me or me and you together? She stopped and faced him. As in me and you. He rubbed her arms and with a wide smile as he lifted an eyebrow jokingly. We can have whatever we want Gracey. She smiled, and they continued walking. Wanting badly to hold her hand, he had to keep his own in his pocket. Suddenly he stopped, and dug in his pockets for change. He pulled out some and stopped at one of those bubble-gum kind of machines that for a quarter you get gum, bouncy balls, or fake jewelry. He stuck a quarter in and turned the knob. He looked at the plastic circular container that rolled out. He placed it on top of the machine and stuck another quarter in. This process went on for about four minutes as Grace stood above

him smiling. Satisfied with his prize, he stood up, one of the plastic containers in hand. He tried getting the top off but that took a whole other minute. Finally he took out a ring with a red stone. She put her hand over her mouth, full of emotion. He smiled as he placed the ring on her ring finger of her left hand. A promise ring. He whispered. She stepped forward and placed her hands on his face and kissed him. She didnt care who did or didnt see and didnt question it. He only returned the kiss wrapping his arms around her. And for that moment, on that New York street at three in the morning they were just Grace and Lucas, nothing less and nothing more. At seven in the morning Graces phone rang. She opened her eyes feeling grggy after only having about an hours sleep. She turned to Lucas who had the pillow over his head. She turned over to look at the phone. It was still ringing, and she figured to reach the phone she would have to sit up. That being too much work she just closed her eyes again relieved that the ringing stopped. And not a moment later, it was ringing again. Lucass muffled voice came from under the pillow. Its not gonna stop. She sat up yawning in protest as she reached for the phone. Hello? Her voice had an annoyed tone. Grace. Its Jerry. Off all the people she thought would call at seven in the morning, Jerry was close to being last. What is it? I need you to come in. He spoke directly, which made her nervous. Why, whats going on? She rubbed her face. Lucas took the pillow off of his. She could hear Jerry take a deep breath. Jer, what is it come one. Lucas was now sitting up. Gracejust come in. And bring Lucas with you. And with that he hung up. She didnt know if she was more baffled by his tone or the fact that he knew she was with Lucas. It was Jerry, he needs us at the office now. He ran his hands through his hair. Why? I dont know. She shook her head. But its not good. She took a deep breath and got out of bed. Lucas and Grace entered the building. Both with anxious and nervous faces. He was in the same outfit as yesterday and she had on a small gray jacket and jeans with her fisherman hat with tied up hair underneath. Usual, seven a.m attire. As soon as they walked in they were surprised to see just Jerry in the office. Everybody else on their way? Grace spoke as she took a seat and Lucas took one next to her.

Jerry rubbed his forehead, looking at a loss of words. He just handed her an envelope. Whats this? Graces voice shook. Jerry just shook his head slowly. Justjust open it. She did and pulled out a pile of pictures. Oh my god. Were her only words. Lucas looked over her shoulder. They were pictures of her with Lucas. When they had gone to the diner, when they were in the hall outside of her loft, at the studio when they thought no one was looking, and in and out of each others trailer. The last ones were of her leaving the magazine launch with him and early this morning when he had given her the ring that was still on her finger. She looked up at Jerry speechless. Im not here to get mad Grace. He placed his hands on the table. Her voice shook more. Howhowdid you get these? They were in my office when I got here. There was also a note. He handed that to Lucas. Lucas jaw was clenched but he took the note and read it outloud. Here are some pictures. Dont think of ruining them cause there are copies. Dozens. I bet the magazines would pay for these, handsomely. Watch for your behavior or they just might get their tabloid hands on them. Grace leaned back in her seat hands over here eyes. Lucas put the note back on Jerrys desk, as he just sat forwards with his hands hanging between his legs as he just stared at the floor. He then looked up. Was there an address or anything? Jerry shook his head. Nothing, butthey are asking for something. Lucas nodded and Grace took her hands off her face. They dont want me to be with Lucas. Jerry nodded. I dont know why. He had a sympathetic tone. But you did sign a Grace stood up. I know Jer, I know damnit! She took the pictures and threw them across the room in an angry state. Damn this. She shook her head. Damn all of this shit. She covered her face with her hands. You know what this will do if the tabloids get itpeople wont see you the same Grace. They wont accept you or the show. It will all seem like a lie and you just the same. And right before an awards show and your movie She looked away biting her lip, holding back tears. Damn. Jerry cleared his throat. I dont know whats going through your minds but you know what you have to do Grace ran her hand through her hair and faced them again. Lucas got up. Well He looked at Jerry. Im going to just take a cab home. He looked to Grace then just looked away, and headed out the door. She watched him leave and every part of her being wanted to follow him and tell

him no. But she knew she couldnt be with him. She had to do what she had to do. And not following him was the first step. Jerry nodded. Just the business Gracey. Just the business. She just stood there eyes on the door, some selfish part of her, praying he came back for her. Grace went back home and dropped her things as she came in and went to her bedroom. There she just sat on her bed and stared out the window. She looked down at her hand and at her ring. She ran her hand over the side of the bed that Lucas was laying in an hour earlier. She was overwhelmed with anger and felt disconnected. She had no control over her life. Decisions were not hers to make and free will seemed a thing of the past. She stood and paced around her room, after a moment she stopped in front of her televsion set. In a sudden moment of anger she pushed the set off the wall. She stood just looking at the broken television. She knelt next to it and whispered, Damn you.

Chapter 23 Everyone sat in Riley and Alicias room, with their eyes on the bathroom where Jack had been for the past half hour trying to come to terms with his hair. Finally the door opened, they all stood up with anticipation. Jack was almost holding his breath. Its okItsuhcool right? Riley nodded. Very. Off the wall colors are all the rave. Louie chimed in. Freakish colors Jack cut him off. Freakish? Alicia stepped in. What he meant wasyour hair is cool. X nodded. British talk and all. Louie looked over at him. Wellalright then. Jack tried a smile. He touched his hair. Feels the same. No bald spots yet eh? Louie laughed at himself. Everyones turned to face Louie with wide-eyes. Louie shrugged. What? X just shook his head. Thatthats British talkAlways thinking your funny. Louie stood in thought. We are X looked at him sternly as he cut him off. No you just sound funny. Louie opened his mouth to say something but stared off in thought. Riley and Louie sat in the living room flipping through channels while Alicia, Jack and X sat at the table. Louie looked towards Riley. British are funny. She nodded. I believe you. I mean were funnywere born that wayit just happens. He was speaking more to himself than her. She smiled. Hilarious Lou.

Wed be at the top if it wasnt for I Love Lucy and well Friends too. Damn those. Riley nodded. Friends is like pee in your pants funny. I knowbelieve me I know. Over at the table, Alicia whispered. JackI know. X looked over at her with wide eyes but she just brushed him off. Jack looked at her and then X. From Xs expression, he knew what Alicia knew. Will everyone just calm down. No big deal. Asis shook her head. You love her. Jacks eyes looked at X sternly. X just lowered his head. Look I dont knowits complicated. Alicia nodded. Talked to her about it at all? About what He shook his head. Theres nothing to say. Alicia sat back in thought. How about I love you? No. No you dont? Or no you wont? Just no. So you do? X shook his head looking towards Jack. Shes manipulative I tell you. Rileys voice suddenly broke through their whispering. Hey are British people funny? Yes. All three answered on Louies behalf. Riley patted him on the back. See I told you. He nodded rubbing his eye. Thank you. Jack looked down at the table rubbing the back of his neck. I justI dont know. The mood turned serious. Alicia nodded towards X and they both got up and went to the living room. Riley looked up as they sat, seeing Jack alone bent down, she got up and sat across from him. Whats wrong? Her voice sounding so close surprised him. Umnothing. No something. He looked towards the living room where all three that sat there quickly looked away. He took a deep breath. Riley She nodded feeling awkward. Yea? He got up. Outside. She followed him and closed the door behind her. Jack what is all this? Im just gonna say it, He took a deep breath, his hands in his pockets turning into fists. I care about you. She stood in the silence for a moment. Is that different than caring for me?

What? All this emotional talk was too much for a guy, and was going over his head. Just what do you meanyou care about me. I mean just that RileyI care about you, I care for yousay it anyway you want to. She stared at him for a moment, chewing on her lip. She cocker her head to her side looking over him. Finally she took a deep breath and slowly said, You cant. He shook his head. What? Why cant I? Because Jack. She burst. Im gonna end up leaving. Why? He spoke with a little bit of anger. Why do you have to leave? I have to start my life. I thought you were starting your life the day you walked in here. This is your life Riley, damnit. He shook his head, hands in pocket. This is yours, not your parents not anyone elses. She shook her head and opened the glass door and started walking back inside but Jack followed, if the issue was open he felt like dealing with it. Its complicated Jack. Alicia, X and Louie turned to watch them. I know its complicated, damn I know. She turned to face him. Then why? Why do you want to bring it up. Because I get things off my chest. He looked to the three in the living room but they quickly looked away. And Im tired of losing sleep. Close your eyes and count backwards from a hundred. She burst out. Dont be funny. He shook his head. Im not but come on Jack. She brushed her hair behind her ears. Dont make me angry about leaving. She walked up the stairs as he stood at the bottom of them. Quit leaving the conversation. He followed her up. Quit wanting to talk about everything. Youre being the girl in this relationship. She turned to face him again. Louie began to laugh but Alicia elbowed him. She went into her room and layed back in the bed without turning on any lights. Jack looked into the dark room. Fine, do whatever the hell you want and then leave. He walked away. And Riley just sat in the silence and darkness of the room. And after a moment she bitterly whispered, I thought you cared for me. Suddenly Jack was in her room again. I do damnit! Riley jumped back. You werent suppose to hear that. She got off the bed and moved past him out of the room. Thats not how it goes. How does what go? She headed down stairs and he followed her. This isnt planned out Rye, theres no damn script in this.

She stopped in front of the glass doors. Jack I was set on leaving. I came to terms with it How about coming to terms on how you feel about me. He stood behind her calming down his tone. Cause Im tired of running around the house. X and Alicia got up heading towards the front door. X had to go back and pull Louie along with them. She took a deep breath. Im just scared. Of what? Of my life. What the hell Im doing. Everything I saw for myself is going, and I know I just cant sit here and wait tables. She looked down. Its not that Im doubting myself but I want to go to college, I do. No one in my family has. And I always said I would, but Id give myself the summer and try to see. And nothing happened. So I know now to just go back home. Get a degree. Something behind my name. And I cant do that if I stay here. He kept his eyes on her. She laughed sarcastically. I had a scholarship at home, thats my only ticket. She looked up. And I can just drive up to New York City, to go on some auditions maybe twice a month or so. Jack just stood there nodding to himself. Quit the bullshit.. She turned to face him. What? Dont give me the speech youve been giving yourself to make leaving ok. Dont try and make all this out to be clean-cut and easy. Youre just confused as hell cause all of a sudden things are turning out to be different then your plan. Youre not famous, and youre on your own across the country. Its that simple huh? Never said it was simple. Just facts. Scared of being a disappointment. Youre scared of starting your own life seperated from your family. Well what if I did stay here. She gestured with her hands as she spoke. And for the next few years of my life, I keep trying at this. And nothing happens. Do you know how many people are out there trying to be an actress? Thousands. More than that probably. Waiting tables drives me insane. But I keep at it to pay the bill. But after a few years of bending to customers what happens? Nothing...then what? I dont know. But thats life Rye. You just go with it. You try your damnest. Nothing follows some plan you put out for yourself. Bumps and scrapes are bound to happen. She nodded taking his words in, and feeling herself overwhelmed in confusion. Im not meant to be here. She slowly shook her head looking down. He nodded, trying to swallow his anger. Then go wherever the hell it is youre supposed to be. He then turned and walked towards the front door, slamming it behind him. He walked past Louie,Alicia and X without saying a word making his way to the garage. And after a moment they heard the clinking and slamming of tools.

Louie nodded surprised by the moment. Redecorating? X shook his head nervously. I hope the Chargers ok. Louies eyes grew wide and he jumped up towards the garage but Alicia and X pulled him back. Louie held out his hand, slowly mouthing the word No. After a moment he tried leaping towards the garage, but Alicia and X were still holding onto his shirt. After a never-ending day in the sun, Riley walked into the house and thanked god for air conditioning. She had on her waitressing outfit that was caked in ketchup and grease. Alicia sat at the table with an ice cream bowl. Wheres Jack? Riley pressed her lips together and shrugged her shoulders. I dont know. He didnt pick you up from work? Alicia sounded surprised. Jack had been bringing her home everyday after work. She took a seat across from Alicia, and shook her head. Nope. Alicia looked down keeping her eyes on the bowl. Have you talked to your parents? Riley took a bite of Alicias ice cream. Yea, I told them I was coming What they say? They were were relieved. She couldnt tell if Rileys smile was sincere or sarcastic. My moms just really glad I got my senses and am going to go do something with my life now. Riley Alicia looked up with concern. She just cut her off. Please dont ask if I want to go. I dont know. She took a deep breath. I really dont know. All my family is back east, and it just makes sense. Gotta grow up sometime. Suddenly they heard the door open, and both were pulled out of their conversation to see who it was. Jack walked in, wiping sweat off of his forehead. Damn its hot. Riley got up and grabbed a bowl and served herself some ice cream. She sat back down across from Alicia. Jack walked over and sat next to Riley. You know how hot it is out there? Alicia shrugged. I give up. 101. He shook his head, leaning back in the chair. Feels hotter. Rileys face scrunched up. Yea you kind of smell. He looked down at himself and then over at her. You dont think you smell? He reached over and with her spoon took a big bite of the ice cream. With his mouth full, Thats good man. Alicia got up and put her bowl in the sink. She walked past them to go upstairs. Ill clean that later. She yelled from upstairs. Jack looked over at Riley and was about to say something when the door slammed open. Both turned around to see X, drenched in sweat, with a huge smile on his face. Wheres Alicia?

Jack nodded towards the stairs. Upstairs. X nodded. Thanks. And ran up without so much as a hello. Alicia! X called around, while still running up the stairs. Alicia! He heard her voice. Im in here. He popped his head into her room and saw her sitting on the bed. What is it child? I need some kissing. Alicia leaned over and kissed him. He layed back on the bed next to her with a content smile, and she leaned in again for a kiss. Jack walked in the room. Whats up kids. Alicia looked up. Wheres Riley? In the shower. He layed back on Rileys bed. X smiled. Wish you were in there huh? Jack threw one of Rileys pillows across the room at X. X rubbed his nose after the lump of cotton smacked him. Jack rolled his eyes, rolling over in the bed and beginning to close his eyes. After a moment he wrapped himself under the blanket, and right after that they heard Jacks breathing get deeper. Alicia and X both got up and left the room turning the light off behind them. They both headed downstairs. And as soon as they had both sat in the living room. The shower went off. Out of the bathroom came Riley, wrapped in a towel. She looked around the hallway, and seeing her bedroom light off she knew no one would be in there. She stepped in the room and grabbed her lotion from Alicias bed, turned on her lamp and stepped back and sat on her bed, instantly feeling a foreign body. Her eyes got wide, and she held her breath. Jack sat up, his own eyes getting wide. Oh my god! Rileys tried to grab the blanket, and he tried to move out of her way. Jack! Dude. He tried to move, but as she grabbed the blanket, which he was wrappped in, she just kept pulling him towards her. Alicia and X ran upstairs and as they got to the room they turned on the lights. Well. Alicia held back a smile, trying to speak in all seriousness. Both Riley and Jack were tangled up in the blankets. Riley was scared to move around, because in the shuffle she lost her towel. Suddenly they heard the door open and Louies voice coming up the stairs, Honey, Im As soon as he walked in the room his jaw dropped. Well whats going on in here? Jack shook his head. No Louie raised his hand dramatically. Shh! He stepped forward. One question. Did you see her naked? Jack rolled her eyes. No man. Riley held her face in her hands. X cut in. They were in the dark.

Louie smiled with a nod. Ahh. He looked over at X. That sheds light on things. He and X were the only ones who laughed. Alicia took the intiative and grabbed both X and Louie, who were still laughing and led them out of the room. What so they can finish? X asked as the door closed. Riley took her hands off her face and looked over at Jack. Well. Should I close my eyes? She rolled her eyes and felt underneath the tanglement of the blanket trying to find her towel. Want me to help. He smiled slyly. No She looked over at him with the same smile. I want you to keep your hands where I can see them. He tried to get up, but that cause the blankets to start coming off of her. She pulled them back, which pulled him to fall on top of her. He slowly got up and looked at her. Well you smell nice. She burst with laugher. Oh my god. What ? Im freakin naked! He looked over at her. No kidding? She shook her head and her eyes lighted up. Found it. She pulled the towel out and looked over at him. Ok now close your eyes. He did and she slipped out from the blanket and sat on the side of the bed, and wrapped the towel around herself. He looked at her, and wanted badly to reach out and just feel her skin. She turned back and looked at him with the thought of how easy it was to just stretch out her hand and wrap herself up in him, creep on her. She just looked away, reminding herself that she was going to have to leave. Leave this town, this life, and what seemed harder everyday, leave him. Riley and Alicia walked down the boardwalk. It was late afternoon and summer was coming to an end. So many of the toursits were preparing to go back to reality. They walked in silence for awhile just taking in their surroundings. Gonna miss this place? Alicia spoke softly. Riley nodded with a smile. I am. They both took a seat on one of the benches. When are you leaving? Alicia wrapped her hair into an updo. Next week. She kept her eyes on the shore. But this was a hell of a summer. Rye, in your mindwere you ever set on staying here? Riley answered without hesitation. I dont think so. I think I always knew in my mind that this was justI dont know, a way to prove myself. But at the end of the day Id go home. I justI just dont want to be a dissapointment. I dont want my parents to have to explain to the family that I ran off and am some

waitress across the country with no pathno future. She looked towards Alicia. They were good parents. I didnt come out of one of those bad childhoods and am trying to get the hell away from them. But damn She shook her head and looked out again. I want to be an actress. Every bone in my body says, dont quit. She shrugged. But hey, not every dream comes true. Everyones name doesnt get written in lights. Alicia nodded. Everyones got dreams. Its just whose got the balls to chase it. What about you? Alicia sat in thought for a moment and let the breeze play with the loose strands of her hair. I dreamed of living on my own. Of living by the beach and making my own ends meet. She had a content smile. Nothing over the top. Just what makes me happy. Riley nodded keeping her eyes on the horizon. The sun was setting, and pale pinks and oranges played with what seemed like the end of the ocean. She let her gaze move down the boardwalk and let her mind wander on years that had passed her by. Filled with living out childhood ambitions by sitting in front of the mirror acting out scenes of her favorite movies as they played on the t.v set behind her, and when high school theater brought her the rush of having an audience applaud. Along with the feeling of anything being possible as she got on the bus on her way to Hollywood. And now all of that began to fade, because now it seemed, that it wasnt only the tourists that had to get back to reality. Alicia and Riley walked in the front door, chilled by the night air. Louie sat on the couch flipping through channels as usual and X and Jack sat across from each other at the table playing cards. Hi boys. Alicia walked up towards the table and gave X a kiss. Jack and Riley both looked away. Alicia seeing that, stepped away and sat next to Jack. Riley took a seat next to X. We should have a going away bash. Alicia tried to confront the situation. Riley nodded. Thatd be nice. Jack kept his eyes on his hand of cards. How about cake. X spoke with his concentration on making sure Jack didnt cheat. Whats a party without cake? Alicia smiled as she sat back and lit a cigarette. X shook his head. Its not a damn party. Alicia nodded, realizing her and X were the only ones engaging in the lighthearted conversation. The girls both sat there watching the card game until it was finally over. Jack had won, but not without X trying his hardest to figure out how he had cheated. Alicia led X up to her room with a smile saying shed make it up to him. Jack shook his head and headed to his room. Riley went over and sat next to Louie.

Confused as hell aintcha? Louie spoke still focused on the television. Riley looked over, and somehow felt comfortable to just let it out to Louie who was unassuming about the whole situation. Completely. Part of me says just go home. Its inevitable, quit living in this fantasy. It just makes sense to go home, where I know everything will work out. But then, part says stick it out. Youll never know if you dont. Its my life now I have to live it for me and not to please. Louie nodded. Nothing will be given to you on a silver platter. Gotta work your ass off to just get the salad bar. He looked over at her. But if you want that Lobster enough, its there. Riley looked over with a smile. Nice metaphor. She sighed. I dont know Lou. I dont know if Im being selfish or scared. You want my advice? She nodded. No one is born anything but human. No one is born an actress. You become one. Sure some people have it easier than others, but everyones got their own story. Some make it here easily but leave quick, others take forever to get here but will always stay once they do. He looked back to the Tv. And more importantly than that, youve got to figure out what you want. I know what He cut her off. You know you want to be an actress. But what about life, marriage, and kids. You wanna go through relationships like socks or you wanna find something that sticks like skin. Riley looked down, contemplating his words. Im not telling you to go left or right. Im just telling you to enjoy the ride. She smiled and took a deep breath. He ran his hand through his hair and yawned. I learned this from a past life He spoke in all seriousness so Riley listened. There are two kind of people. Famous and average. We live in two different worlds. But when it comes to the things that truly matter in life, to any human, Famous people have to realize what they cant have, and us average people cant seem to realize what we can have.

Chapter 24 Grace hung up the phone after doing a few radio interviews. She was at some trendy shop trying to pick an outfit for the award show and her premiere, which was looming around the corner. What about this one? Jane, her stylist, held up a dress. Grace nodded. Maybe. Jane shook her head. Go take a Tylenol or something, I need your full concentration. Youre going to become a star in one of these outfits. Well if I knew that it was that important, then Ill go with the black. Grace

pointed to one of the dresses hung on a rack specifically for her. Jane nodded with a wide smile. Alright then! She pointed towards the saleswomen. That one, and here are her measurments. She nodded towards Grace. Lets go, lets go. Put that dress on! Grace went back and tried it on, and had to admit, it looked classic. She looked at herself in the mirror, while moving around a bit to see it sway with her movements. She smiled, and then it faded. For a spilt second, she saw Lucas on her arm, walking her in. And then reality broke in and she saw Jasper. And the dress loss its radiance. But then again, so had a lot of things these past three days. She walked out of the dressing area, to women ready with needles and thread, to sew up the imperfections. In her car, finally on her way home, Grace blasted the music. She tried her hardest to drown out her feelings, but they always seemed to creep up on her. Never in her life, had she been so attached to something. Now everydays routines lacked a luster. When Lucas use to make them shine. She took a deep breath and went to turn the music louder, when she heard her cell ring. With one hand, and both eyes on the road, she reached over for her phone. After three rings she picked up, butterflies in her stomach hoping it was someone certain. Hello? She finally got out after a frantic search. Its Sam. The sound of her managers voice disappointed her. Just a reminder. The premiere is the day after tomorrow. I know Sam. She rolled her eyes as she turned the music down. Just making sure. Got something to wear? Jane better have His voice sounded frustrated and the connection sounded full of static. She did. I got a few outfits. Ill pick one for the premiere tonight. And for the award show I got a classic Holly Golightly rip-off. She could hear Sams distant laugh. Alright, Ill call tomorrow with full details. Of all his clients he knew how Grace was. She liked things to be dealt with when they came, and she liked things as simple as possible. Oh and Grace His voice took a different tone, something more sensitive. And she knew automatically what people were going to address when they took that tone with her. Yea Sam, Jaspers coming. Grace had gone home and dropped off the clothes. She automatically got back in the car, knowing she just didnt want to be home. She drove for an hour, just wasting time and gas. Finally it struck her where she wanted to be, so she made a u-turn and went. The ride seemed longer this time, but she finally arrived and parked on the small gravel parking area. She got out of the car and took a deep breath of the, what seemed atleast as, clean air. She took the narrow path, within trees, down to the

small lake. She went down to the shore and sat back on the grass. The horizon looked gorgeous playing off the pale colors, with the lake water to magnify it. Under her hand she felt a rock, she picked it up and tried skipping it along the water. It sunk right as it hit the water, so she picked up a few more rocks and continued trying. Damn this. She found another rock, with the same effect. You need smoother rocks. Suddenly she heard a voice, and it made her jump. But to see his face, feelings rushed through her. II dont see any smoother rocks. She finally choked out. Lucas bent down. Something like this. He picked up the rock and threw it, and it skipped five times. Well She picked a rock from where he had and gave it a throw, and got two skips. Better. He smiled with a nod. She looked off to the water then back to him. Seeing his expression, made the memories of the past days rush back. I didnt see your car up there. She tried small talk, but it just made the situation feel even more awkward. He nodded. Yea I parked a little ways down. He stuck his hands in his pockets and looked off. What are you doing here? She tried to think of something that would make it seem casual and not so difficult, but the truth made the most sense. To get away. Andto think about you. He rubbed the back of his neck careful not to make eye contact. Dont say that. Why? She on the other hand, kept her eyes glued to his. He stood for a moment, letting the awkward silence set in. It makes it harder. She took a deep breath moving her eyes away from him. You want the honest truth Lucas? He looked almost cynical about the situation. No Grace I dont. Theres nothing honest about any of this. She nodded pressing her lips together feeling anger. Not so much towards him, but at what was dividing them. My feelings arent going to change in three damn days. Mine havent. He spoke matter-of-factly. She nodded. Im not denying He shook his head angrily, feeling the emotion rise within him. Its your job to deny. She smiled sarcastically. Is that how you see it? He rushed to her full of emotion. How I see it? I see it all the time. Whatever Im doing, doesnt matter where the hell Im at I think about you. I cant stop.

I see something, it could be the smallest most unimportant thing, and it reminds me of you. Do you know how that feels? She burst. Yes damnit! She held back tears. God Lucas, youre all I worry about. I just think to myself, damn I lost the best thing. The tears came and she wiped them angrily. I dont know what Im doing. I stand around waiting for it to fix itself, or for life to go back to normal. And nothing happens. She whispered choking back tears. He nodded holding back emotion. Well I have no control over itover anything in this damn industry. So we cant be anything more than co-stars. She shook her head. Dont make me out to be He cut her off. I dont make you out to be anything. Everyone else does He then walked back down the narrow path, within the trees, and away from her. She walked down to her own car and saw him getting into his. Lucas got into his truck with the slam of the door. He started the car, turned up the music and drove past her. Grace looked at herself in the full-length mirror. She had chosen to go as casual as possible and still look like she put forth effort for the occasion. With the help of Jane, she decided on a light blue button up shirt. Jane rolled the sleeves up a little, to give some retro edge she had explained. Then there was the low dark jeans. This is good. Jane looked her over with a nod. She leaned forward and unbuttoned the last three buttons. There, a little belly is sexy. Her smile widened. Clean make-up brings out your bronzeish complexion. Jane continued talking about her look as Grace just kept her eyes on the mirror still feeling unsatisfied. Your hair complements the look as well. With her hands, Jane brushed her hair infront of her shoulder. Jane took a step back with a shake of her head. No Suddenly her eyes widened. Take a seat, I have an idea. Grace sat and after ten minutes of Jane pulling on her hair, Grace got up to face the mirror. Jane had pulled it back into a tight ponytail. She came over spraying something heavily on her hair. Grace coughed, What is that? Shine. Jane continued spraying. Youre in desperate need of it. Grace sat back in the limo while Jasper tried out all the drinks in the minibar. I had to wear dark blue just to compliment your damn outfit. Jasper complained as he continued serving himself. You better not have to take a leak while were walking down the red carpet. Grace looked up, annoyed with Jaspers habits. Finally they arrived, and the door was opened for them. Jasper stepped out and offered his hand to Grace reluctantly. She took it with the same hesitation, and they both stepped onto the red path put before them. At sight of them cameras started flashing immediately is a feverish urgency.

Their names were called out, begging for pictures of them together. Grace and Jasper did their duties and stopped periodically to pose. The atmosphere felt suffocating. It was one of those moments where a persons mind wondered that if they screamed at the top of their lungs would anyone hear. More importantly, would anyone care. She felt disconnected from herself, as she just walked, clung to someones arm, with a smile pasted on her face. This was her moment, her fantasy as a little girl, to be walking down a red carpet with your name on everyones tounge. And still, the one thing she wanted was the one thing she couldnt have. The curse of being human. Grace! She was pulled out of her thoughts by a warmer voice. She turned to see Gina. She came over and gave Grace a hug. She whispered, Are you ok? Grace kept her eyes on the cameras flashing light which created a blind spot for her. She nodded slowly finally being able to take a deep breath. Gina stood back, and looked her over. You look good. Grace smiled. Thanks. She looked down at herself to remind herself of what she had decided to wear. Or what Jane had decided for her. Gina gave another sympathetic smile, until she was pulled into a reporters quick interview. Jasper pulled on Graces arm, impatient and tired of having all the attention on her instead of himself. Grace! Grace! She turned to see a young woman with a microphone in hand in desperation to be the one to interview her. Grace walked over casually. Thank you so much. The girl turned to her cameraman. Frank, lets roll. The girl looked familiar to Grace. Have I met you before? The girl smiled. Yes actually. I interviewed at the network party a few weeks back. The memory came back to Grace, and she nodded. Oh yea. The girl offered her hand. Luanne. Hi Luanne. Grace shook her hand with a half smile. Luanne turned to her cameraman. Hi Im Luanne Jones with Entertainment News. Here I am for the premiere of Grace Lees new movie Turning down Fame. She turned to Grace. So how does it feel having to carry a movie like this? Grace pulled herself from Jasper, who stood back talking to someone. Its overwhelming. A lot of publicity just promoting the movie. But Im very proud of it. It was an experience leaving the character of Nikki on the show, and getting to experience a new character. Grace nodded with a smile as she turned to face the camera for a moment. Luanne smiled feeling a promotion around the corner. Can you relate to your character? Grace nodded. Yea. Being in the spotlight and theres certain area of your life you lose control over. And to go back to something more simple and real, you

discover that those things you lose control over are the most important. Luanne took in Graces word and pulled back the microphone. Thank you Grace. Grace shook Luannes hand again. No problem. Luanne then watched Grace take Jaspers hand reluctantly and continue her walk of fame. And somehow felt, that Graces walk was overshadowed by shame. As they walked, Grace could hear others being questioned about the film and her performance. It was awkward, but she just continued to walk and smile wider whenever she heard her name called out. It was hard to walk quickly having so many people stopping repeatedly, and having to stop yourself. It was a traffic jam of celebrities. I think this movies subject is genius and something people overlook. Im really proud of her. Grace quickly turned around. Jasper had an impatient look on his face at the sudden delay. Grace tried looking over everyone to see where that voice was coming from. Suddenly there was a slight part within the crowd of people and she saw him. Lucas gave a nod and smile to the reporter and kept walking by himself. Jasper grabbed Graces arms forcefully. Lets go man. Graces attention was still on Lucas. She suddenly smiled in a way that she hadnt in the past few days. No matter the conflict, on her night, Lucas came. Jasper pulled again. Grace. Lets go. She turned with a sigh. Fine. She let herself be led to the entrance of the building, not without getting one more glance of Lucas. Once inside, Grace took a seat where the screening was taking place. It was a huge theater, and seated all the people that were attending the premiere. Jasper stood over to the side. Grace looked back, and noticed he was talking to the blnde intern, Lisa, candidly and then pointed towards the door, a signal for her to leave she supposed. Grace turned back to face the screen. Two rows in front of her she saw Lucas take a seat. She saw a younger girl sit next to him. Grace sat up in her seat trying to look over all the bobbing heads, that were moving down the row to their seats. Finally the girl turned her face and Grace saw it was Lucass younger sister, Amy. Jasper aprupty sat down feeling tired and bored by this whole scene. How long is this thing? Grace shrugged as she sat back. I dont know. Hour and a half maybe. He took a deep breath. Damn. He looked around. Think anyone will notice if my eyes are closed. Grace shook her head. Bastard. Suddenly the lights went down and the film began to play. Two hours later, the light came back on. The crowd stood up and applaud began. It caught on within the audience and soon everyone was turned towards the cast

of the film. They all sat in the same area, and Grace wondered why she hadnt just came with one of them instead of Jasper. She smiled and shook hands with the rest of the cast. She looked over and saw Lucas applauding with a genuine smile. He was filled with pride. And to see that, made going with Jasper worth the hell it caused. There was a party afterwards, and the whole cast and crew went along with those who had gone to the premiere. Everyone had came up to Grace to congratulate her and give praises on the film. Amy came over and gave her a huge hug. Kick ass movie Grace. Amy smiled with a nod. Whats the actors name in it? Grace laughed. Joel? Amy nodded biting her lip. Talk about some hotness right there. He single? Lucas came over, hands in pockets. She asked you about the guy? Grace smiled. Yea. Covered that. He nodded as he looked down at his little sister. Yea during the whole damn movie all I would hear was sharp intakes of breath whenever he was onscreen. Amy rolled her eyes. Whatever dude. That was you breathing so damn hard whenever Grace was onscreen. An awkwardness fell over them as Lucas just looked down shaking his head. Amys smile grew wide as she saw Joel, Graces co-star. UmGrace. Introduce por favor. Grace turned around to see Joel, so she called him over. He did, and shook hands with Lucas and Amy. Amy took control of the conversation, sure to stand next to him and only after a moment, she led him over to some seats. Youre kid sister is quick. Grace pressed her lips together holding back any laughter. Yea, thats not a good thing to say to a big brother. She nodded and looked back over at him. She just stood in the silence taking notice of everyone celebrating around them. Not really knowing why they were, but champagne usually had that effect on people. SoHow are you doing? He looked up with a half smile. She smiled and nodded awkwardly. ImIm good. You look good. He looked around not wanting to keep his eyes on her too long. She smiled. You too. She kept her eyes down, deliberating what to say to get rid of this tenstion that was between them. I was surprised to see you. He cleared his throat. YeaAmy wanted to come. She nodded feeling dissapointed by his answer, but careful not to show it. Suddenly Jasper came over. They want us. Who wants us? People. This is your damn thing. Lets get it over with. He grabbed her arm and led her to a circle of reporters. She looked back regretfully. And Lucas just

nodded being led into a conversation by the intern Jasper was always with. There were too many coincidences going on with that girl. Grace was pulled into a fever of questions by reporters that were admitted to the party. So how do you think people viewed the film? Grace opened her mouth to answer, when suddenly more questions came. How did the film relate to your show? Will you continue the show? Are there other movies youre planning on working on? Grace was overwhelmed by the question. She held out her hands. Ok, one at at time guys. Do you and Jasper plan on doing any films together? No, not in the present time. She nodded looking towards another question. How do you feel about the shows season ending. Grace smiled. I liked it. I think it was growth. I like the characters of Nikki and Andy coming together. And I enjoy working alongside Lucas. Jasper cut in. But dont cut out Ryan and Nikki. Ryan goes for whats rightly his. He laughed, and there were a few chuckles within the crowd. All which just gave Grace a sinking feeling. Suddenly Luanne popped up within the crowd and Grace gladdly nodded towards her. Grace, love the movie. And I would like to say I think you and Lucas have great chemistry and we took a poll on our show the other day and eighty-eight percent wanted to see how the whole Nikki and Andy thing goes. A smile slowly grew on Graces lips. Could such a fan reaction mean that fans were growing tired of Ryan and Nikki. Which meant losing the whole image of Grace and Jasper. Then again, how would that look for Grace to move from what seemed as a quick transition from one co-star to the next. The show was beginning to become a boost for her career and an abandonment of her life. Luanne continued, Will you and Lucas ever work on future projects? Its a possibility. Always a possibility. Grace nodded, reluctant to answer more questions. Grace, theres been rumours of an engagement and a preganancy. Grace almost laughed at the suggestion. Ummno. Neither. So you and Jasper plan on getting married in the future. No. Grace spoke directly, not caring whether that would hurt her or not. There was a hush among the reporters, none knowing if she was going to elaborate. Jasper broke the sudden silence. As of yet. He laughed and the tension seemed to simmer. Never know when I might pop the question, and when she might pop out a kid. The reporters laughed and Grace hated him at that moment. Now he sent them off with the idea of a possible proposal and child in the future. She wouldnt be able to live that down until it finally did happen. And hell would have to freeze

over before she signed a contract detailing that. The reporters spread within the crowd, and before it was controllable, half the crowd thought she was engaged and the other thought she was pregant. Grace couldnt wait to see the tabloid covers tomorrow. So if its a girl Some lady came up to her with a wide smile on her face. Im not pregnant. Grace cut in. Well someone said Grace shook her head as she walked away not even trying to explain anything. Her life was already drowning in one lie, why not throw another in for the hell of it. Grace! Her costar Joel came over. Congratulations. He pulled her into a hug before she could respond, and as soon as he released her another woman came up to her. Grace, How will your fans react to a married couple on the show? Grace just shook her head looking off, trying to find an escape. Grace spring baby and an autumn wedding? Youre image is going to change dramatically. As fast as Grace got away from one instigator, she was stormed by another. How long will you take off for maternity leave? Is that your ring? Grace looked down at her hand, and there on her ring finger was the ring Lucas had given her. Suddenly she felt sick to her stomach and continued trying to escape, and tune out all the questions. And all she could hear were her deep intakes of breath. Will you have a big wedding? Any names for children? How does your mother feel? The thought suddenly crossed her mind that she would have to warn her mom about another false cover story. Front page tomorrow baby! Another reporter rushed her. Jasper was making announcements off to the corner so many flocked to him seeing that Grace was tight-lipped about the whole situation. Seeing she was finally out of everyones sight, she slipped out the side door. She walked out onto a vacant alley, that was covered in black from the tar on the concrete to the night sky, with only a few street lamps glowing against the sky. Grace paced around feeling overwhelmed and frustrated. She had lost total control of her life and she had no idea when things would finally be mended, or just go back to normal. She ran her hands through her hair, knowing she had to accept this as her normal. Angry tears burned the corner of her eyes. Her breath became shorter and deeper. She looked off into the dark sky. And like that, the madness in her life had no beginning and no end. She heard the side door open, and looked towards it praying there werent any more questions.

She saw a dark figure move towards her, and finally the glow from the street lamps played off of Lucass face. And he just stopped and stood there. She looked at him with wide eyes. And he saw the innocence in her. The little girl in her fighting for what was rightfully hers, and for simpler times when she could just be without asking if what she was, was alright. She was alone and terrified of her future. She was scared that what her life would bring her would always come at this price. She didnt wipe her tears, just stood watching him as he watched her. And he could see that her walls were being broken releasing all the emotions she had dug into her core. She tried keeping it within her, and to hold back any indication of an overwhelming emotion, but the trembling of her lip failed her. She stepped forward, into his arms, and he pulled her in. Just remember Graceyat the end of the day, were all just people. Nothing lessnothing more. She took a deep breath keeping her eyes on the moon.

Chapter 25 Riley nodded as she heard the explanation of why she wasnt right for the position. We were looking The man stretched out his hands, trying to explain the situation with more emphasis. For something else. Riley lacked emotion for one more rejection. The man nodded with a smile. Exactly. He stood up and reached out his hand. You understand then? She shook her head as she got up and shook his hand. No, Im just used to it. Riley lowered her sunglasses from the flaming sun. It was reaching September, so the sun had to give it all it had before Autumn creeped up. X stood infront of a glass window, wearing one of his many sandwich boards. Are you ever gonna be able to work inside? Grace spoke tiredly, dropping her bag at her side. He shrugged as he looked around. Its only a summer job. She nodded. True. But air conditioning is our American right. Tell that to Mr.McChicken. Damn bastard. X wiped collected sweat from his forehead. So the job? She shook her head. I wasnt what they were looking for. X was taken aback with dissapointment. What the hell could they be looking for. You got two hands and an ear, thats all you need to be a damn secretary. She shrugged her shoulders, expressionless. They were looking for a Barbietype to give the place some hollywood flare. And lets face it, Im the antithesis of Miss. Busty Blonde. He nodded sneaking a peak at her chest, he quickly looked up. You want a

coke? No, Im good. She grabbed her bag and slung it on her shoulder. Dont break yourself now. She smiled. Already broken. She then turned to head home. Once inside the house she dropped her bag on the floor. The house was quiet, so she let her eyes take the house in. Everything was clean, nothing less with Alicia living there. The thought of Alicia running after Louie, mop in hand, after he trailed in mud, brought a smile to her lips. She ran her hand along the back of the couch, and she remembered Jack losing his patience after she just couldnt get the guitar chords down. And where the drums sat, against the argument of Alicia and her, she could see the times Jack drove them crazy pounding out some tune against it. Her eyes moved from the living room to the kitchen. Suddenly she could see various times they spent surrounding the kitchen talking about everything and nothing all at once. She entered the kitchen and could see herself cooking, or atleast the many times she had tried. She stepped out onto the back porch and was met with a cool breeze, thanks to the nearby coast. She looked down, and pictured the times she and Jack had sat there while he played his guitar. And the one time he had opened his soul and revealed something so profound. She took in a deep breath and slid down against the wall and sat down on the ground. Jacks smile came to mind, and she wondered when home ended up being somewhere she hadnt belonged. Stop it. Stop now. Alicia shook her dramactically with her hands in the air. Riley looked up from the bag she had in front of her. Stop what? Packing! Alicia crossed her hands infront of her as if she was having a temper tantrum. Riley rolled her eyes. You want me to leave all my stuff here? Alicia nodded. Yes, and yourself. A smiled slowly turned her mouth. We only have two more days. Riley nodded slowly as she sat down on her bed and faced Alicia. Alicia expression changed. What about Jack? The words came out slowly. Riley pressed her lips together. She finally let out a deep breath. What about him? Justjust think about the him and the relationship you two have ok? We dont have Alicia cut her off. A relationship isnt always so clean-cut and dry. Its not so simple to see. Sometimes its there and we have no idea until we walk away from it or let it walk away from us. Riley began to shake her head. Just listen to me ok? Close your eyes. Riley raised her eyebrows. What? Why? Just do ok. Her tone was serious, so Riley did as she was told. Alicia nodded. Ok, now remember the moment you first saw Jack.

He was naked. Riley spoke with her eyes closed. Alicia shook her head. Dont say it just think it. Riley nodded feeling anxious. She put herself back to the day when she first got to the house and was upstairs looking around. She had opened the door to a room, and inside was Lucas, naked. He gave her that sly smile and put his towel on casually. The thought of it brought a smile to her own lips. Alicia could help but grin. Ok now, think of the first time you felt attracted to him. Rileys eyes burst open. What?!? Just do ok, youre freakin human Rye. Reluctantly, she closed her eyes. She saw herself come down the stairs and Jack was in the livingroom wiping oil off his face, with the shirt he head taken off. She remembered having to catch her breath. But seeing him like that, a different smile came to her lips. Alicia had to hold back her laughter. Oknow think of the time you saw him differently. Riley wasnt going to fight it this time. She was going to be honest with herself. This time she took herself back to moment she and Jack were so close, with so much skin vulnerable and she slid her hand against him while studying his tattoos in the bathroom. To have him there, it was so easy to let herself go in his arms. This time the thought ended with a heavy sigh. Her eyes opened reluctantly. Alicia nodded knowingly. Suddenly Louie burst into the room. Theres something you should both see downstairs. Alicia and Riley looked at each other confused, but both stood and followed Louie to whatever it was that was downstairs. Riley couldnt help but smile. Alicia bringing up hidden feelings in Riley had sent her into a slight turmoil. But now seeing X at the drums and Jack with a guitar in hand, she felt as if her leaving wasnt the day after tomorrow. What in the hell Were the words that came out of her mouth. A smile turned Jacks lip as he caught sight of her. We need a singer. She shrugged. And what would you like me to do? X put his hand to his chin dramatically. Belt it out for us. Riley burst with laughter. Alicia just smiled. Louie spoke up. If I might add, in my day I sang a mean Sinatra. Everyone was silent for a moment, letting Louie sit in his awkward silence. But it didnt phase him. Strangers in the night, hmm? X shook his head. God help us. Alicia spoke as she left Riley, and descended the last stair and sat on the couch. Im a smoker, so no singing for me. Might hurt my lungs. Louie shook his head with mock concern. The thought of it. Jack broke into their conversation. Come on now, sing a little.

Riley just sat on the stair. No. She brushed her hair behind her ear with a slight smile. I dont sing. X did the drumbeat that was done after someone told a joke. Louie burst with laughter, and after a moment his eyes grew wide. Hey heyRiley Riley took her eyes from Jack. What? You want some cheese with that wine. He dramtically pointed to X, who shook his head as he did the drum beat for him. Louie laughed. Im here till Thursday. Again they were silent, rethinking Louie as a roomate. Jack cut in. Ok lets play something. He stepped towards X and conversated with him quietly. Why dont you sing somethin? Riley cut in. You can sing. Jack looked up from X. Suddenly his eyes grew wide with an idea. He whispered something to X and then stepped back. Jack walked over and whispered something to Louie and then Alicia. Rileys curiousity came over her. Jack looked towards X again and he began playing a familiar rhythm. Jack now began to play, and Louie belted out while Alicias voice sang the words. Happy trails to you Riley put her hands over her face feeling a twinge of embarassment, pride, happiness and now a twinge of envy. She looked at them now as they continued with the song. They had all became a sort of dysfunctional family. But no matter what, it worked for them. They gave her the support and comfort she needed but still the opportunity to be on her own and the freedom she craved. And now shed have to leave home, but then again this wasnt home. It wasnt supposed to be atleast. Jack played the last chord and Alicia gave her voice a rest. Louie looked dissapointed. They all in a sudden idea of Alicias went to their back porch and sat on the grass outside. So who was your first kiss? Alicias question came out and surprised everyone. Are we playing truth or dare? X smiled sheepishly. Louies eyes grew wide. Billy Santos. Riley cut in. He beat me at the game Clue so he made me kiss him. Louie nodded approvingly. Creative kids man. Makes you think twice about Colonel Mustard hanging out in the library with the wrench. Jack shook his head. Why is that everyones response about that game? Everytime Ive played its never turned out like that Alicia cut in. Anyhowmaybe we should play spin the

Before she could finish Louie was on his feet running inside. Her face questioned what he was doing but X explained. Hes getting a bottle. Louie came outside with a bottle in hand. Im not going to kiss you and neither is Riley so Louies eyes moved towards his options. Damn. He sat back down, and in the sudden silence their eyes moved to the show of stars up above. A smile crept on all their faces, as they just got lost in the tiny dots of light against the black background. Their concentration was broken when out of nowhere Louie belt out in Strangers in the night.

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