The writer expresses to their mother that they feel the mother wishes for a different daughter instead of them, and that the mother's love seemed conditional based on expectations the writer could not reach, whereas the writer's love for the mother was unconditional. The writer realizes the mother wanted to hit them based on comparing her treatment to how her own mother treated her, and that the mother loves the writer's brother more than them.
The writer expresses to their mother that they feel the mother wishes for a different daughter instead of them, and that the mother's love seemed conditional based on expectations the writer could not reach, whereas the writer's love for the mother was unconditional. The writer realizes the mother wanted to hit them based on comparing her treatment to how her own mother treated her, and that the mother loves the writer's brother more than them.
The writer expresses to their mother that they feel the mother wishes for a different daughter instead of them, and that the mother's love seemed conditional based on expectations the writer could not reach, whereas the writer's love for the mother was unconditional. The writer realizes the mother wanted to hit them based on comparing her treatment to how her own mother treated her, and that the mother loves the writer's brother more than them.