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White Noise
Throughout White Noise by Don Dellillo, the characters grapple with their fear of death
in such an extreme way that it severely impacts their lives. The focus appears to be on the idea of
dying at all, but I would argue that what Delillo is actually pointing out is not that we are afraid
One significant time that Delillo shows how afraid the characters, and by extension we,
are of an anonymous death is on page 155, when a man at the evacuation camp rants about the
No film footage, no live report. Does this kind of thing happen so often that nobody cares
anymore? Don’t those people know what we’ve been through? We were scared to death.
We still are … What exactly has to happen before they stick their microphones in our
faces and hound us to the doorsteps of our homes, camping on out lawns, creating the
usual media circus? Haven’t we earned the right to despise their questions? … Our fear is
enormous. Even if there hasn’t been a great loss of life, don’t we deserve some attention
The interesting part of this rant is his use of the word “deserve” and the phrase “earned the
right”. Both terms indicate that fear and suffering can only fit into our worldview if we get some
social credit or attention from it. The man is not outraged by the event, he is terrified of the fact
that it may go unnoticed; that his fear may not be worth even a second of attention. This fear is a
bit of a trap, as we are shown at multiple points that a televised death does not equate to a
meaningful death. On page 64, in fact, Jack’s family gets together for the first truly successful
Friday night gathering; they are brought together by watching footage of disaster after disaster.
They do not mourn for the people experiencing tragedy; they do not give a second thought to the
lives lost or the pain experienced. They watch in enjoyment, “wish[ing] for more, for something
bigger, grander, more sweeping” (64). I think part of the reason our fear of death is so impossible
to regulate is that we are so terribly afraid of it going unnoticed while being simultaneously over-
aware that we do not notice the deaths of others, and no one will notice ours.
When televised death fails to satiate our need for our death to mean something, we are
left hoping that we are noticed by those who know us. On page 206, Gappa says “But there is
something even more childish and satisfying than self-pity, something that explains why I try to
see myself dead on a regular basis, a great fellow surrounded by sniveling mourners”. Starting
with the first sentence, I think the word “satisfying” is a revealing one. Later, on page 270,
Murray and Jack talk about how the fear of death comes from the feeling of life being
incomplete. While only a fool would say that imagining himself dead means that Gappa is not
afraid of death, as deep down we all are, he seems to be less afraid because he imagines himself
receiving lots of attention when he is dead, which gives him a sense of “satisfaction” and the
suggesting that the reason he is great is because he collected enough people who noticed his
death that he is able to be surrounded. I think it would be near impossible to find a person
regarded as being successful in life that does not have many who mourn their death, and what
does it say about our views of life and death that a successful life can be measured by the number
of mourners you’ve collected? A life focused on collecting attendees for your funeral cannot be
fulfilling, but we cannot imagine a death more tragic or terrifying than the one that does not get a
and most people will not even know you died. Very few people, if there is anyone at all, can
meet whatever threshold of attention we need for our death to feel okay. Even someone with
more social standing, like Jack, does not escape the fear of death. I think part of this is that we
want more than a passing conversation between two coworkers in a grocery store, but even those
of us that have more social credit barely get that. Death is the biggest event in our lives. It is the
ultimate wall, our point of orientation, the thing that gives our life any meaning. We are not
afraid of the end. We are afraid that we defined our lives by our deaths, and we are terrified of
Propaganda
In his book Propaganda, Jacques Ellul writes about how the propagandist influences the
propgandee in ways beyond our control. But more importantly, he does not use that as an
opportunity to let the people off the hook. Rather, Ellul argues that we have given ourselves up
We must not think that a man ceases to follow the line when there is a sharp turn. He
changes that has taken place and he is surprised. He may even be tempted to resist… but
will he then engage in a sustained effort to resist propaganda? Will he disavow his past
actions? Will he break from the environment in which his propaganda is active? … Such
breaks are too painful… Immediately thereafter he will hear the new truth reassessed a
hundred times …and he does not have the strength to fight against it each day on the
The word that is worth latching on to the most is “painful”. Ellul does not argue that we are not
aware that there is a performance; we are, at least subconsciously, aware that there are things
happening. And yet we refuse to break away. While the man may originally claim to be unaware
that there was a line to begin with, once he encounters that first sharp turn his innocence in his
own indoctrination disappears. For better or worse, we stick with things even once we have lost
true belief, because, as Ellul says, to break away is too painful. On a much smaller scale, I think
that can be seen with atheists who stay in the church. They may be non-believers, but the fear of
losing that community or of diverging from what is expected of them holds them in so much fear
that the risks outweigh the benefits in their minds. Even in that smaller way, they choose to
continue on the line. I think that we have been exposed to propaganda for far too long for us to
not have repressed it, so I do not think that we are always aware we are following a line.
Therefore, if even straying off course in a situation small enough to comprehend is painful
enough for us to choose not to do it, it would take superhuman strength for someone to not only
recognize the true nature of the world but to also accept the pain that comes from stepping out of
line on such a large scale. As Ellul says, we do not have the strength to fight.
Without the ability to break free, we end up collaborating with our imprisoners. We try to
exercise what little control we may have in whatever way we can. Ellul says:
the movies, pay for a radio or TV set…He wants to submit to this influence and actually
exercises his choice in the direction of the propaganda he wishes to receive. (103-104)
Once again, we see that man is not innocent in their own predicament. On one hand,
collaborating in this way is reasonable; we are not willing to break away from the lines
completely, so it makes sense to at least try and influence which line you are stuck on. That
being said, I am not sure if that is worse than if we gave up completely. Is a prisoner that lets
himself be imprisoned without any fight more or less innocent in his situation than the one that
works with his imprisoners to make his stay more appealing to him? If we stopped consuming
our preferred content we would not be more in control, but we could at least claim that we kept
our dignity, or whatever is left of it when we let ourselves be in this situation in the first place.
The methods that Ellul mentions are outdated now but the principles still hold true. I, like
most of us, am fully aware that the content I consume- be it books, TikToks, or college classes-
feeds in to all of this. In fact, I actually think his argument has gotten even worse. At least the
man buying the newspaper can claim it was subconscious; we lost that right the moment we
accepted targeted content. We know that the algorithms are made to show us content like that
that we have already seen and enjoyed and prevents us from seeing anything different. We are all
too aware of the echo chamber of it all and yet are completely unwilling to take the smallest step
out of it. For the most part we actually just identify with it- instead of trying to confuse TikTok’s
etc.
Journal #3
Imaginary Biography
A large part of Rilke’s “Imaginary Biography” is about identity and the ways in which
we lose it, but I think the line “Defiance. The one crushed will be the crusher and he avenges his
defeats on others” (5-6) illuminates the idea that, even in rebellion, there is no identity.
To begin, the word “defiance” means an open disobedience, but you cannot be
disobedient, or defiant, if you do not place any value in the thing you are supposed to do or in the
person who is telling you to do it. In order to be defiant, you must care. I would then argue that
even the act of trying to be defiant is just a further loss of identity, as you sacrifice a bit of
whatever sense of identity you have left to define yourself by being anti-something else, which is
still letting that thing be a part of your “identity”. It is not a furthering of your identity; it is the
other side of the coin. There is no disobedience if you do not see something to obey.
Even in “the one crushed will be the crusher”, identity is sacrificed. Becoming like who
or what hurt you isn’t identity, it’s mimicry. The Viceroy would not have its colors without the
Monarch, so can it really call its design its own? Furthermore, you may now be being defined as
part of a different level of the scheme, but that does not change the fact that you are being
defined as part of it still. The crushed and the crusher are both cogs in the same machine; it’s not
true identity so much as it is sorting into a group, and a group cannot be individual identity.
“Avenging [your] defeats on others”, I would argue, is yet another loss of identity. To
avenge something is to inflict harm in return for a harm, so you cannot avenge without placing
some value in the harm done, much in the same way that you cannot be defiant without acting
because of what you are trying to defy. Making your identity be focused on avenging is still
making it be about what someone else did rather than on you. It’s an “identity” based entirely on
someone else, so it is not really an identity at all. Even more, if your actions are driven by
avenging then they cannot be original, as they will always be copies of someone else’s wrong
doings.
The other side of this argument is, of course, that if identity is not your group, or your
actions, or what has been done to you, then there is nothing left to try and craft an identity out of.
I think that that is actually the point. Out of all the things we define ourselves by, even in our
rebellion, none of them are identity. The problem is not even that we do not have any real sense
of identity. The problem is that we don’t even know where to start looking for one. If we found
it, I don’t know that we would know what we were looking at.
Journal #4
In Ian McEwan’s “In Between the Sheets”, the narrator slowly becomes disillusioned
with the city and the performance of it all until he finally realizes that he is not exempt from
being a figurine on the beach. I think the loss of identity within the city comes not only from the
performance everyone there puts on, but from the way that the performance goes so far as to
“For the first time in my life I found myself with urgent views on Christianity, on
violence, on America, on everything, and I demanded priority before my thoughts slipped away”
(149). I think that the use of the words “my thoughts” as opposed to “the thoughts” tells us about
the nature of the narrator. Using “my thoughts” implies that it is not just referring to his suddenly
formed opinions on these topics, but rather his thoughts in general. Considering that none of the
characters in the text demonstrate any personality or divergence from their archetype, I think that
it is fair to assume that even these half-baked approximations of beliefs are the first time they’ve
felt they have had thoughts of any importance, but even then those thoughts are exactly what is
expected of them. Everyone in the Psychopolis is trying to do their performance while retaining
identity as much as they can, but it is nothing but sand slipping between their fingers.
Even with these thoughts and with their urgent need to let them be known before there
are no more thoughts to let be known, before the individual is lost completely, I don’t think any
of them really believe what they are saying, as evidenced by when the narrator himself says “I
said yes and spoke at length without believing what I was saying” (127). The characters are all
trying to express their thoughts in order to have at least the pretense of self-actualization, but
they can never make it anything more than a pretense because, in reality, nothing about their
sentiments says anything about them. The urgency of the moment does not come from passion, it
While this idea is dialed up for the story, it still holds true for us, especially as the internet
continues to grow. Everyone must have an opinion on everything all of the time, and all of it has
to be important. The irony of this is that, much like how the narrator did not have full or strong
beliefs in any of what he was saying by virtue of needing to create something to say on so many
topics at once, we too cannot really believe everything we say. As we are incapable of holding so
many true beliefs at once, we settle for saying all of the same arguments we have heard someone
else say and posting the same infographics while failing to do anything of value or think past the
surface about any of it. Even while the topics the characters argue about are more important than
some others, I don’t really think it matters what they were arguing about. The conversation
would have unfolded in the same way regardless of if the topics were phenomenally more inane.
This can be seen by even the smallest glance into the passing arguments we have today- wheels
vs doors, black and blue vs white and gold, etc. We all jump on the opportunity to get any sliver
of identity we can get, even if it is all the arguments of children. While I think what you believe,
outside of the more frivolous things, is probably a decent foundation for your identity, a real
identity, because it informs everything about what you experience, I think the ways in which we
“believe” now is another layer of our inability to have any identity. This is because none of it is
our own beliefs, they are all the beliefs of a group and are things we have heard before. You
The Psychopolis is not compatible with identity not only because of its nature as an
endless performance but also because it strips us of the ability for belief, which was the only real
Jacques Ellul, Don Delillo, Ian McEwwan, and Rainer Maria Rilke all tackle different
aspects of the same issue. Whether it be how frivolous the sources of our identity are, our lack of
beliefs, or the unwillingness to separate ourselves from what is causing those issues, all of the
texts point to the same situation: trying to form an identity today is not possible when using the
tools we have created, and we are both unwilling and unable to do anything to solve that.
In White Noise, it is revealed that our fear of death comes, at least in part, from the fear
that it will go unnoticed. As animals that are conscious of our death for most of our lives, we
have spent so much time obsessing over it that we have given our lives value only because of
their relationships with death. We even identify with how we interact with death- you can be a
daredevil that sees how close you can get without succumbing, a health nut that tries to stave it
off as much as possible, a religious zealot that tries to come to terms with it, etc. Because of how
much value we have placed in death and how much we have identified with it, the fear of it,
While White Noise shows that we identify too much with our deaths, “Imaginary
Biography” tells us that we have no idea what identity is or could be. We have been left
completely unable to figure out what our individual identity is without relying on our
relationship to others, even when we try to retaliate or separate ourselves. Identity was first taken
from us, and then, in our desire to push back, we make it even more impossible to form one
again.
The value of us being unable to form an individual identity separate from a group or from
society is discussed in Propaganda, where we learn that trying to separate ourselves from the
group or from what we are taught to do is so painful that we instead work to keep ourselves in.
Instead of resisting propaganda, we pretend that choosing the type of propaganda makes the
effect any different and instead identify with our choices, much in the same way that we identify
with how we cope with death but that does not change the fact that you will die.
The impact of the false choice between different flavors of propaganda is that we are no
longer able to believe in anything, as shown in “In Between the Sheets”. Ellul says we choose to
follow the line regardless of its consistency and instead will rewrite what we believe in order to
match what we are told (Ellul 19), which has led us to having strong “beliefs” on a million topics
but truly believing in nothing. We are stuck acting as we are supposed to, identifying with
While death seems to be too big to write off as entirely meaningless, the other three texts
all show that the things we choose to identify with can only ever give us the illusion of identity.
This is especially true when you consider that we are searching for a sense of self, yet all of our
“identities” are reliant on a group. So long as the curtain is never pulled back, the concepts we
identify with seem to have varied levels of importance. It is hard for us to accept that, in the
grand scheme, a child’s rebellion against their parents, the curated videos shown on TikTok, and
your political ideologies are all equally worthless when searching for self-actualization. Even
death, which is one of the last pieces of the sublime out there, has been reduced to being of little
value because we have chosen to cope with it by further sorting ourselves into groups and
making our fear face more towards the lack of a standing ovation at the end of our performance.
The end result is a bit of a catch-22. We cannot handle our lack of identity, so we instead
keep ourselves firmly tuned into propaganda. We cannot handle that, when the end inevitably
comes, we will be left without any greater understanding of ourselves than we have ever had, so
we keep focusing on at least getting attention when it happens. We cannot handle the idea that
our resistance means nothing, so we continue trying to become the crusher and avenge ourselves.
The only way we know how to cope with the results of everything is by doing exactly what gave
It may be defeatist, but there is very little we can do to escape the loop we have become
caught in. As Dostoevsky’s Underground man says, “…Even if you had enough time and faith to
left to change yourself into something different, you probably would not wish to change; and
even if you did wish it, you would still not do anything, because in fact there is perhaps nothing
to change into” (8). The texts show us that we do not know what real identity is, much less how
to get it, and we are unwilling and incapable of doing anything that would help us in this regard.
In fact, it can be argued that, “there is perhaps nothing to change into” – at one point we may
have had a real individual identity, but that simply does not and cannot exist in the world we are
living in now. To create something else, to create an identity that has meaning, would take an act