When | need words most The seem to drift away My brain as their host Doesn't know the right words to say Apanic sets in me And everything becomes overwhelming My self-esteem starts to drop It feels as if my head might pop It's scary unexpected It like I'm infected | feel as if I'm always being tested | feel like I'm always being rejected Why can't | talk Why can't | make that scared feeling stop | barely ever leave home I'm starting to wonder if I'll spend all my life alone When will this end When will | start being okay again Jessica Stubbs Scanned with CamScanner