Maybe one Day (A Letter to Butterfly; from, Saint.

)
Byjeiven (Jeiven Maratas)

I had no idea that the fleeting attraction I felt for you

would one day blossom into a full-fledged obsession with
your stunning appearance—or that it would eventually
cause me so much pain.

What’s more,
we’re merely members at a church we occasionally attend.
Through a love letter I was unable to deliver,
I was able to convey my deep affection for you.

Since then, I have made it a habit to reflect about our unfulfilled

Love every day.

But a letter expressing my emotions towards you

was the last thing I expected to happen.

My intentions were genuine, and I thought I needed to prove it,

But you turned down my offer and instead chose to maintain our
friendship.

It was painful but I had to go through with it,

Ever since we became friends,
I felt like we were closer than before.
I was slowly becoming your diary.

Although, what broke me the most

is you were in love with someone
else while I was trying all the
things I could think of to make
you happy.

I was told to leave our friendship

behind because it would break me.
What we had was something that I
couldn’t leave behind even if it was
breaking me.

Even the simplest jokes

about you leaving would
destroy me inside.
I never stopped loving
you, I still see the hope
inside of my heart
that maybe just one day,
you will see me the way
I see you.