Gopal sadhana-my experience.

I am a Devi sadhaka but I did not tell you the root of all sadhanas.
Gopal is the main personality whom I did sadhana for many years
and enjoyed it. I think I did his sadhana for 6 years straight and not
4 years as I thought. I will tell you a secret. Every part of Gopal's
body resides a Maha Devi making him Adi Purusha. He has an
invisible golden armor which I also have exactly like him. The only
thing is that he is born with that, I had to work hard to obtain its
siddhi and I got it easily with Gopal's grace and love. There is no one
like him though I don’t like his adult form, Krishna. He is the
supreme male energy and his companion is Bala Tripura Sundari the
feminine equivalent. Gopal’s prana shakti is Devi Radha and his
cetana shakti or consciousness is Devi Lalita Durga. There is no
difference between a shakti sadhaka and a gopal sadhaka. Gopal is
the root of everything and without his permission, one cannot enter
Tantra. Tantra originates from Gopal only and is brought to the
physical universe by Bala Shiva or the child form of shiva. Gopal and
shiva are the same. Without the kripa or grace of Shiva, you cannot
reach Gopal and vice versa. There is a book called Gopal Tantra and
Radha Tantra but not Krishna tantra. Mastering Gopal tantra
makes one like Gopal- Jagannatha or the lord of the whole creation.
Jagannatha is Lord Gopal only.

A cutie baby shiva.

I enjoyed gopal sadhana but I did not go anywhere. I came back from
school and after taking bath, sit in my small room and meditated on
him constantly. I got a Maha Vishnu mantra which I chanted as I did
not know any Gopal mantras then. Tears flowed down my eyes as I
kept meditating on him. Those were the times when our family used
to socialize a lot and we often went out during the evening but I
never went to parties or restaurants and kept my gopal hidden from
my parents so that they don’t know that I am meditating on him. I
used to jump with joy when my parents went out and sat for
meditation on Gopal. I sat for hours and it was true love sadhana. I
considered him my friend and meditated on him. I requested him that
I want to study law and gave Calcutta University Exam which I
failed miserably. I heard a child laughing when I got news of my
failure. I got so angry with Gopal that I threw his picture into the
dustbin though I kept chanting the mantra as I loved it. The only
thing was that I kept crying not out of bhakti but out of frustration
as I lost his picture. I asked my relative to bring a picture of Gopal
which they bought but someone stole the bag from the train. I
searched the whole of Kolkata for his particular picture but I did not
get it anywhere. I knew it was a test from Gopal. If I show attitude to
him, he will show it back to me. Those days were so painful for me
that I cried even in an auto-rickshaw.

One night he came into my dream in the early morning and hold my
finger and we started walking down a street. Suddenly I reached a
gate and I asked him what is this. He said you will study here but
actually, I permit you to worship the Maha Shaktis as per tantra.
From now on you will worship the Devi. Then he vanished and I
woke up. I got into the National University of Juridical Sciences in
2008. I suddenly got his picture after a few days but I did now have
the darshan of Gopal in front of my eyes.

It was during Varahi sadhana when Gopal came to me. He looked like
some child emperor. His light was like the sun but was soft and
blinding. He was smiling at me like a kid with a flute in his hand. His
limbs were soft blue tones and wore a yellow silk Dhoti. I asked my
Loukik Guru why he arrear as he appeared all the time just at the
time of sadhana of Devi Varahi every day. He said Devi Varahi is
the shakti of Vishnu. She is Maha Laxmi, the army commander of
Devi Lalita Durga and that is why Gopal is appearing so frequently
to you. It is because of him that you are doing her sadhana.

Gopla sadhana has some side effects. As Gopal faced many hurdles
from evil entities so the sadhaka will also face them in his life but I
don’t care. I love hurdles and a little cost is there for true love. True
love can not be acquired so easily.
 Devi Varahi.

It's Gopal who made me do Bala Tripura Sundari Sadhana when the
blue guy came to me in adult form. One has to be like a child if one
wants to see Gopal. He is amazing, the center and root of everything.
Ok, one thing when I did Gopla sadhana I was always hungry for
White Butter and liked playing with goats, chickens, hens, ducks and
Mother cows loved me a lot though I had to give a tight slap to one
cow as she started biting me after licking me with her big fat tongue.
Hope you like my raw erotic imaginative false story. Meow!