Soul

I lie awake at night, alone in my bed, wondering why I'm here.

I'm surrounded by darkness.

It's starting to get cold.

I'm on my own with no one to lean on.

My entire world has been torn apart.

There's nothing left but sorrow.

There's no daylight to guide me.

I'm in a lot of pain, and I'm holding back a lot of anger in my soul.

Suicidal medications appear to be the only option.

It turns out to be a deception, just like the smile I wear every day.

I know I'm smiling outside, it's the mask I put on for everybody.

My soul is already dead nothing left inside but only emptiness.

Explanation:

My poem is made of a dark tone that mixes the feeling of depression, suicide, sorrow,
and pain not only that you can feel the mood of my poem is heavy in presence I can
guarantee that you will not read it more than 3 times because of the heaviness and the
unsettling feel of the poem, first-person view is the point of view of my poem because I
used the words I and My and if you notice the way I set my poem is in a particular place
and that is in my bedroom. Lastly, my poem is more descriptive style because I focus
more on the event that happened to me.
My poem is a demonstration of my life after I get bullied for almost 5 years and countless
rejections by the people that surrounds me, it hurts a lot I don't know what to do and all
the things you will read in my poem are the disaster I must face for almost 3 years to get
fully recover but the recover I made is different, being alone and quiet is the resolve I
choose I don't want to be vengeful that's why I choose to be alone and quiet and I'm glad I
made this far even though how much pain I must go through to move on and that one line
in my poem said suicidal medication it was the truth I planned to end my own life with
the different things I watch in youtube on how to suicide using medications that
commonly see in our house and I tried it but it never takes effect I'm still alive, maybe it
was God planned to give me a second chance of life but that life is super different from
my previous and which is my soul becomes empty there's nothing left in me only pain
and sorrow. Now I'm doing my best to live in this world with that kind of life.