My journey of knowing myself

Self is the greatest aspect we had in the depth pieces of our gifted instrument
given parts we had to trudge the world. As I known, self is what we had that co
manipulate our system, building our esteems, instrument to fully know the trut
of our self either in the inside or out. Knowing ourselves is one of the paramou
system of awareness, our power of discovering what we had that we did not kn
little debris- a single information of ourselves is what we need to do to let thes
wondrously incredible and eloquent. It is about having the audacity of confide
have to be proud of and that would make our life unexplainably incredible. In th
average percentage of knowing my self would run in about 20% of overall calc
funny to think but too cruel to dreamt of the happenstance of these life I have
of experiences and it makes me feel so delightful for the fact on how far I cam
To live life in its finest is what we need to put an extract for the walk of life and
makes me bolder and stronger for knowing myself more whatever may the out

As of now, my outside personality is my biggest insecurities towards the comp

Sometimes, it makes me feel sad and bitter for the thoughts of inequality of gr
impact of being good enough is what who makes me motivated and confident
standard person who has the Filipino features: brown and uneven skin, dark an
tall and average Filipino height, and a average level of nose but not pointed as
countrymen.I can say that I had the beauty but not quite adequate for the stan
it leads to my depth talkshow within the third person point of view to uprise my
contended. I take those insecurities turn into something inspirational which wo
rediscover myself, enhancing my features, self-upgrading and deprived to red
of changes. Because of those steps that I taken to, it makes me feel so good t
the world that I am handsome and attractive through the law of self- awarenes

In terms of my social self, I am slightly good at it because I am a working stud

salesman in my cousinʼs store. I used to practice my communication skill towa
that added a new kinds of acquaintances and be- friended to them. I am not g
conversation with others except to my family and close friends of mine becaus
pride in terms of talking to others is really not that enough and it makes me fee
the cat does got my tongue when somebody tried to have a conversation on m
social mediaʼs but not typically to discover friendships but to lessen my stress
watching videos, reading some inspirational poems, listening to lyrical music a
to enhance my social skills because I think I could use it in my future especially
flow of making my life into neutral state and to bring my family out of poverty.

Meanwhile, I felt being loved but not in love. Fourth of heart was attracted to s
heart was attached to someoneʼs special, then halves of my heart was filled by
When the adulthood hits till it bleeds to something I wanted to do but hindranc
the way for tempting to try the staff I desired to feel as an adult. Things getting
the sexual self because I was trapped and cornered in neck of time for reachin
to be happened someday. I am ready for love, ready to feel the same way of ha
because I am thirst of love and crave of cuddles which I longing to.

Materially, In this present time where the generation of having things became
materials things. I am the person who basically contented to ukay-ukay in term
appreciates small value of things that has a good quality of connected to the t
favorite and likes. Aesthetically and vintage is my best perception of fashion an
person who really valued my belonging to make it last longer with a good quali
it till it tore it all up. I really valued things and money because practically in this
the trend are somewhere to be existed, it really matters the things we need an
fulfill the flow life for the survival.

Gladly, I was nurtured by my parents to be a well- mannered individual who alw

chances to feel the learnings of people who wanted me to be a better person.
somehow I had the chances of decision and skills to be in the part of good wa
law and regulations, the nurture and learning, the fact of having a good heart n
of darkness that affect my morality as a person.

Spiritually, I am preparing for the comeback of great God Jesus Christ. I let my
God, I surrender my life on Him, as I always do whatever circumstances may g
hope and love on Him. Repenting the sins, makes a better and complex conne
am ready. I pray to God as I always do to make me a better person, to guide an
I walk a life to find my will of life. I am not that good enough but Iʼm trying to be
what really the Almighty God wanted me to be.

In contrary, these self really built me to be a better person, itʼs either to be a g

because I cannot avoid making sins and inappropriate actions when trudging t
mysteries. I am proud to be what I have today: my skills, my passion, even my
dignity; because without those single things I ever had, I wouldnʼt be this kind
contented to be. I keep making mistakes but I also keep learning through my m
things unintentionally happens but tripled the things I wanted to make as good
because all I want is love that would lead to the real society of track where Iʼm
future till reach the egg will hatch.