Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Trinity Baker
March 9, 2022
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When I was asked my philosophy of education at the beginning of the year, I had a hard
time including the special education aspect within my essay. I personally think this was because
a lack of knowledge of all that goes into special education classrooms. I wasn’t aware of the
dedication and tenacity that goes into special education. After completing my field observation
and introduction to special education class, I can finally tell you my true philosophy of
education. Special education teachers are simply superheroes who happen to live on earth.
Special education teachers are expected to assess students’ skills, determine their needs,
formulate, and organize lessons to help each students achieve their goals, and write
individualized education plans; and that’s only to name a few. A lot of collaboration,
communication and work goes into making sure students learn. Before taking this special
education class I wasn’t sure if I wanted to be a teacher. I felt so much doubt, I was worried I
wasn’t smart enough, or nice enough, or assertive enough. These doubts were starting to fill my
head and I became so depressed, I didn’t do any schoolwork and I simply just felt hopeless. I was
so worried because I thought I had finally figured out where I belong in this unsure world. A few
weeks into the class I instantly became intrigued with what I was learning, and before I knew it, I
was excited to learn again. Every week I learned something new about a topic I didn’t know
much about. I think so many people are ignorant when it comes to exactly what goes into special
education and how hard teachers work to help their students achieve their goals. A couple weeks
into the class I saw an assignment posted called “field observations,” I remember how excited
but nervous I felt in that moment. Leading up till the day I went, I had so much anxiety because I
wasn’t sure how’d it go or what I would do. As soon as I walked through the doors, everything
felt right. I just knew that this is where I belonged. I walked up to my cooperating teacher’s
classroom quickly looking around to take in all the beautiful scribbles and assignments plastered
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on the wall. When we went to get the students off the bus, I suddenly felt another wave of
anxiety wash over me, I was worried about what the kids would think or say to me. The first
student came in and immediately said hello to me and introduced herself. As she was talking to
me, I felt my anxiety slowly dissipate and I once again knew that this was where I belonged.
After observing Mrs. Fuqua’s class, I can truly say that she has reinspired me to become a
teacher. Special education teachers and general education teachers use their classroom as a safe
place for students. Teachers advocate for their students’ needs and help plan lessons and
resources to help students succeed. My favorite part is that each teacher has his or her own
special method or strategy for teaching students. A great teacher uses a variety of teaching styles
to help reach a variety of learning styles. Teachers are selfless and do things for the good of
others. While I was in Mrs. Fuqua’s class, she showed me the items she had bought for her
students, one was the talking sorting hat, and the other was a Harry Potter wand. I had asked
Mrs. Fuqua why she bought these items for her students, and she replied and said, “they deserve
it, they’ve been doing such a great job marking off their target behaviors, so I told them I would
get them something special.” After I heard those words, I smiled from ear to ear. I whispered to
myself “that is the kind of teacher I want to be.” I want to be the teacher who cares so greatly for
her students that she goes out and buys fun little rewards for their efforts. I want to be the teacher
who doesn’t see race, gender, or disability, but instead sees the student for what they are. All
students have the chance to be something great and all they need are teachers to help get them
there. I want to be the teacher who creates a world of unity, by providing books on different
cultures and making sure that students know it is more than okay to be them. I want my students
to wake up excited for my class and go to bed even more excited for my class the next day. I
want my students to know I care about their feelings and their thoughts. I want to create the
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environment that I wish I would’ve had growing up, an environment that doesn’t judge, but
rather helps. After walking through those glass doors, I knew that being an elementary school
teacher is the only thing for me. In my opinion, is no greater reward than seeing how happy a
child is when they answer a question right or ace a test. There is no greater reward in life than
being a teacher and I will stop at nothing to make sure I make a long-lasting impact on all my
students.