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Fighting For Redemption - Emma Marie Cormier
Fighting For Redemption - Emma Marie Cormier
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EMMA MARIE CORMIER
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Copyright © 2022 by Emma Marie Cormier
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CONTENTS
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Epilogue
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PROLOGUE
Sammy
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Ames
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Sammy
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Ames
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Sammy
“Hey, Marvin?”
My boss sighed—deep, defeated. But when he turned
around, there was a sparkle in his clear blue eyes. “Oh, I
know that tone. Don’t tell me the time has finally come.”
My mouth quirked up. “What, you mean you picked me
leaving already?”
Marvin shrugged. He had something of a superpower
when it came to betting. He was an old-school gambling
man, through and through, and he never liked to lose—his
bets or his staff. “Ehh, I’ve had my suspicions for a while,”
he added.
I frowned. “Suspicions? I haven’t changed at all. I still
show up for every shift—on time, no less.”
“Yeah,” Marvin eyed me. “But you got this little…spring
in your step going on now,” he said, waving his hand in my
general direction. “So, I figured it was only a matter of
time.”
“Spring?” I cocked my head to the side.
Marvin nodded.
Maybe he was right. Maybe I did have a little extra pep
lately—or maybe my spring was just the embers of the fire
Scotty had lit under my ass.
“Five years you’ve been working here,” Marvin
ruminated. “You work hard—you’re always pleasant. It’s
nice to finally see you with a little extra somethin’
somethin’.” Marvin winked at me.
With his Hawaiian shirt open, and a smattering of grey
hairs visible across his chest, I caught a glint from the gold
chain that was ever-present around his neck. “Thanks,
Marvin. I appreciate that.”
Marvin waggled a crooked finger in my direction. “You
know, I wouldn’t have picked you as a sure bet when you
first walked through those doors—your shoulders slumped,
always lookin’ at your shoes. Didn’t pick you as much of a
fighter then when you were carrying the entire world on
your shoulders. But now?”
Marvin paused for a moment. He opened the cash
register and thumbed through a few twenty-dollar bills.
“Now I think you could damn well make me a lot of money,”
he chuckled. “Here—take this. Life’s easier with a little
jingle-jangle in your pockets.”
“No, Marvin, I couldn’t,” I protested.
“No, you take it. Go out there, make somethin’ of
yourself, and make this old guy proud that I helped you a
little along the way.”
My throat constricted.
Marvin… he was everything I’d always wanted in a dad.
Solid. Dependable. Always there, if a little crooked around
the edges.
Thick with emotion, my voice came out as barely a
squeak, as I took the folded twenties and shoved them into
my back pocket. “Thanks, Marv. For everything.”
Marvin grinned a wide smile, flashing me a glimpse of
his infamous gold tooth. “Oh, you’re welcome, sweetie.
Now you go get ‘em, Spitfire.”
I left work in the early hours of the morning, promising
Marvin that the next time he saw me I’d be on television for
my Challenger Series bout.
I pulled up at my usual place and settled into my car
properly.
“All right,” I sighed to myself. “Time to get some sleep.”
I reclined my seat and jammed blankets into my driver and
passenger side windows, pulling a sunshade over my front
windshield to give myself privacy.
Sleeping in my car over the past five or so months had
taught me two things: one, that sleeping curled up on the
back seat was far more uncomfortable than sleeping
reclined in the driver’s seat—especially when you woke
with a belt fastener digging into your hip—and two, that a
blanket over a window might not prevent people from
knowing that I was sleeping in my car, but it definitely
made it less likely that people would disturb me.
I grabbed my pillow from behind the passenger seat and
scrunched it into a comfortable position.
Then, I closed my eyes.
But despite my exhaustion and the effort I’d put in at the
gym, sleep didn’t come. Instead, my head swirled with
thoughts about Ames.
I huffed out a breath, levering my seat back up into a
sitting position.
I pulled my phone off the magnetic holder on my dash.
If Ames was going to haunt my thoughts, I may as well
learn something about him.
I turned on my wi-fi and found the best low-strength
signal from the nearest fast-food chain. Opening the
Paramount Fighting Championship app, I searched Ames’s
name and found his bio.
28 and 0. One no contest—due to an opponent failing a
drug test.
Ames practically had a perfect record. And according to
his PFC bio, he’d quit, right at the top of his game.
I frowned.
Quitting?
The Ames I’d come to know over the past couple of
weeks didn’t seem like a quitter—if anything, he pushed
himself harder in the gym than he pushed me.
So why had he quit?
I chewed absent-mindedly on the inside of my cheek. I
couldn’t afford to pay for full access to the app’s fight
library, although I occasionally bought one-off fights when I
could.
I scrolled through Ames’s bouts.
A thirty-second submission of Dennis Chimes.
His belt-winning fight against former light heavyweight
champ Francis Morena.
Another first-round submission against one of the
heaviest hitters in PFC history.
My stomach sunk. And a main card title defense against
“Vicious” Steve Harrison—Ames’s final fight.
My finger hovered over the locked video. As if running
on autopilot, I pressed play, purchasing the fight.
As the challenger, Vicious walked out first. The guy was
a showman—his heavy metal walkout track appealing to
the horde of drunken fans egging him on between him and
the cage. He was big, bulky—with the kind of heavy,
muscled arms that had been crafted more for showing than
for throwing. He was top-heavy, which meant a higher
center of gravity—an advantage for a wrestler like Ames,
who’d likely see him as an easy opponent to take down.
I’d only seen Steve Harrison in the flesh once before—
the day after I snatched the phone off Scotty to take the
fight against Isla.
He’d arrived at City Limits Gym—all puffed-up swagger
and toothy smiles. He’d shot me a look that was closer to a
sneer—the kind that let me know just how far below him he
thought I was—and sauntered straight through the gym to
Scotty’s office.
He’d looked much the same then as he did in the video.
Once he’d been checked over and he stepped inside the
cage, Steve assumed that same toothy smile, clicking his
neck back and forth and shaking out his shoulders.
Next came Ames—the defending champion.
I felt my heart beating in my throat.
Ames emerged from the entryway, gray hoodie pulled up
over his head, chin down, eyes up. It was similar to how
he’d shown up at the gym that first morning—minus the
beard, of course.
Goosepimples raised across my arms. In place of the
usual music that fighters walked out to—something to
pump them up, or something that represented their
nationality—Ames had chosen the first movement of
Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata. The eerie tune stood in
direct juxtaposition to “Vicious” Steve’s heavy-metal pump-
up; but it was no less thrilling, and the crowd became so
deathly quiet that the somber piano echoed around the
entire stadium.
Ames was focused, but not on Steve—just on the
challenge in front of him. Still, something about this
version of Ames was different. Physically, he looked a little
harder than I knew him to be now—though he had the same
broad shoulders, the same muscled frame. His muscle had
obviously been carefully crafted through functional
movement, rather than by lifting heavy weights. He’d built
himself optimally and would obviously have a significant
cardio advantage in the later rounds.
But where the Ames I knew was smoke and cinder, this
version of Ames was calm. Serene, almost—which seemed a
strange thing for a champion fighter to be before the final
fight of their life.
His face was placid. Not a single muscle around his eyes
or his defined jaw reacted to Vicious.
He didn’t shake out his shoulders when he entered the
cage or stretch out his groin. There was no need for him to
dispel any nervous energy, as every muscle was warmed,
open, and relaxed.
Walking into that cage, he was every ounce the
magnificent Angel of Death. And from the way Vicious
flinched, he knew it, too.
Steve looked everywhere as the announcer introduced
the fighters. At the crowd. At Ames. At his cornermen.
Ames’s gaze, on the other hand, was fixed on a single spot
in the center of the canvas.
When the referee indicated for both men to meet in the
middle, Steve searched for eye contact—his actions
begging for a sliver of Ames’s attention.
He received nothing.
Not a touch of gloves, no small, imperceptible nod.
Everyone, the oddsmakers, the crowd—even Steve
himself knew he was walking into this match the underdog.
By the time the referee called for the fight to start, he’d
already lost.
It was a brief title defense—one of the shortest on
record. Barely twenty seconds in, Ames had taken Vicious
to the mat, claimed top position, and pounded him to within
an inch of consciousness.
The referee called the match, waving it off, and Ames
immediately stood, arms raised in victory, running to mount
the cage.
He pointed at people in the crowd, riling them up,
celebrating with them. Then, he backflipped to the mat,
rocking backward and dragging in air—a starfish sprawled
in the middle of the cage, so rightfully his.
Behind him, Steve rose to his feet, shoving the referee,
practically towering over the guy. He was obviously
running his mouth—likely objecting to the stoppage—but it
was impossible to hear a word he was saying over the
screaming crowd and ecstatic commentary.
Getting nowhere with the referee, Steve rounded,
furious, seeing Ames lying victorious.
Ames had his hands over his face, now—the
commentators proclaiming him to be celebrating the
longest first-round stoppage streak in PFC history.
My heart jumped into my mouth.
It was over in an instant, but the moment it happened, it
was clear from the way Ames’s face changed that
something was wrong.
Steve rounded on him, coming in from Ames’s blindside,
and stomped his entire weight on Ames’s left knee.
He crushed it into the mat, grinding the kneecap into
the joint with his heel, then picked up his foot and kicked—
right on the outside, that sensitive spot that Ames had told
me about.
I winced. Ames screamed in pain, scrambling back to his
feet and throwing a punch at Steve as he limped, his knee
unable to bear weight.
The cage flooded with security officers, and the video
cut out.
I swallowed against the lump in my throat.
Ames had taken some severe damage during that post-
fight attack from Vicious.
But was it the kind of damage that could end a career?
A sharp rapping on my window vaulted me out of my
thoughts.
I moved my makeshift curtain aside to see a familiar
face. I sighed deeply.
“You again,” a muffled voice said from outside my
window. “I’ve already told you twice, ma’am, you can’t
sleep here.”
I fished my keys out of my pocket and jammed them into
the ignition, winding the window down just enough to pull
my blanket curtain down, ripping the sunshade off the
windshield soon after. “I know. I’m sorry, Officer,” I said,
starting my car and throwing it into reverse. “I’ll be on my
way.”
The beat cop who frequented the parking lot I’d holed
up in for the past two weeks frowned. “Find somewhere
more permanent to stay. There’s a women’s shelter on—”
I cut him off, my heart racing, reversing out of the space
as fast as I could. “I know,” I replied. “But I’m not
homeless, I’m just… in between places, right now. Don’t
worry. I-I won’t come back.”
I threw the car back into drive, crushing the gas pedal
down hard enough to make the car lurch.
Behind me, the officer said something about being
careful. About the kind of people that were on the streets
this time of night.
I already knew the speech. I’d heard it from him twice
before.
And from three other cops before him, in the various lots
I’d found to park my car before that.
I checked the clock, yawning.
It was four in the morning already.
I sighed and detoured toward the nearest gas station—I
only had an hour before I was due to meet Ames for our
morning training session.
And, I had a pocketful of Marvin’s twenties—the only
cash I’d likely see until after my fight.
I chewed the inside of my cheek.
I was really going to need that win. And likely a
performance bonus to boot.
I straightened my shoulders. Performance bonus or not,
I was going to prove Scotty wrong.
This time, I wasn’t going to leave my gas tank half full—
in training or during the fight.
I indicated right, pulled into the gas station, and sighed.
May as well tank up on coffee while I can still afford it.
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FIVE
Ames
“Hey, blockhead!”
I rolled my eyes and continued to pound away on a
punching dummy. I’d arrived at the gym early, partly to
blow off some steam, and partly to warm up before Sammy
arrived for another evening session. “You really think I’m
gonna answer to that?”
Scotty grinned and punched me in the arm. “I have faith
that you’ll one day recognize your true name.”
I stopped punching the dummy and sucked at my teeth.
Sammy was definitely onto something because every time I
saw Scotty, I felt more tempted to punch him in the face.
“I got you your training partner. For Sammy.”
My head snapped around, and I finally dignified Scotty
with eye contact. “Oh yeah?”
“There’s just… one potential little snag.”
I narrowed my eyes. “Ain’t there just.”
“Yeah. You see… she’s an amateur. So, she has, like, a
job and a life and stuff. She can only come in Tuesday and
Thursday afternoons.”
I scratched my beard, cocking my head to the side. “I
could make that work.”
Scotty wiped the back of his hand across his forehead in
true dramatic Scotty fashion. “Phew! That’s great to hear.
Because I wasn’t sure if you’d be keen, you know… seeing
as Caleb trains Tuesday and Thursday afternoons.”
I clenched my jaw. “You asshole.”
“I mean, obviously I didn’t design it that way. I was just
doing what you told me to, lining up Sammy a sparring
partner. I can’t be held accountable if other interests just-
so-happen to align—wait—ow! Jesus, Ames!”
I fired a sharp jab at Scotty’s bicep. The middle of the
muscle, so it wouldn’t hurt too much.
“Shit, that actually hurt! Come on, man, you know I
bruise easy…” Scotty trailed off, rubbing his arm and
laughing.
“Treat me like a moron and you get punched. What did
you expect?”
Scotty sighed, still rubbing his arm. “Guess I was
expecting Ames the Lumberjack-off, not Ames, the former
PFC belt holder.” He grinned. “Though every storm cloud
has a rainbow. You still got some serious fight in you!
Enough to train a new champion if you ask me…”
“Still not gonna happen, Scotty. I train the girl and then
I go home.”
“Oh, is that right?” Scotty raised an eyebrow, nose stuck
high-and-mightily in the air. “And that would be home
where, exactly? To that damp, dank little cabin you
stumbled across in the woods like Little Red Riding Hood,
or that brand-new apartment you just bought across the
way?” Scotty walked toward his office with his shoulders
back, arms swinging like he owned the place.
S’pose he does, I reminded myself. Uppity, self-satisfied
bastard.
I clenched my hands into fists, considering firing off
another jab. Preferably to the same spot on Scotty’s arm, to
maximize the damage. I narrowed my eyes, considering my
options—or maybe a good uppercut right under that
angular chin would be more satisfying.
I sighed as I released the tension in my fists. Wouldn’t
do to knock the guy out… but hey, dreams were free.
I shook my head slowly. “What happened to you,
brother? You used to be cool. Scotty ‘Scrubs’ Dawson,
cleaning up messes outside the cage, causing them in it.
It’s like I don’t even know you anymore.”
A flash of hurt sparked in Scotty’s eyes—the first hint of
genuine emotion I’d seen from him since I’d arrived.
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” he said, slapping me on the
back a little too hard to pass off as a friendly pat. “Tuesday
—two o’clock. Don’t say daddy doesn’t provide.”
“Hmm,” I grunted, eyes narrowed as I watched my best
friend retreat to the safety of his office chair.
Perhaps there was more eating at Scotty than I’d
realized.
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Sammy
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Ames
Sammy collapsed and slid down the gym wall to the mat,
squirting water from her bottle into her mouth. She’d
finally worked herself to exhaustion. She was spent.
I thought back to my own days of training—how it
always surprised me the next morning, waking up to the
ache of muscles I hadn’t even known existed. Something
warm and satisfying tugged at my chest as I pulled in a
deep breath. Despite how much I longed to be back in the
cage myself, I wasn’t going to envy being Sammy tomorrow
morning, that was certain.
“Alright, one more. Show me what you’ve learned before
we hit the road and get some rest.”
Sammy looked up at me from the floor, her big blue eyes
glassy and tired, chest still heaving. Part of me wanted to
back down—even to tell her to take tomorrow morning off—
but I knew I couldn’t let up now. Not when she’d made so
much progress today. Not when she was so damn close to
breaking through the mental block she’d put between
herself and her own success.
My index finger twitched, aching to close the distance
and haul Sammy back to her feet—if only for the chance to
reassure her and briefly hold her hand in mine. Seeing her
sprawled out like that gave me dangerous ideas.
Instead, I clenched my hand into a fist and quickly
turned away, back to the center of the mat. Now was not
the time to give in to weakness.
I couldn’t cross that line. Risk her trust.
Not when she was so close.
Clenching my jaw, I strapped my mitt back on and
waited.
Behind me, Sammy huffed the air out of her lungs. “One
more,” she repeated, under her breath—likely to convince
her own resistant body to obey her.
She pulled herself to her feet and joined me at the
center of the mat, giving me a single nod and assuming a
defensive stance.
“The first rule of takedown defense—”
“Create space. Use your reach advantage. Kick to the
body to keep as much distance as possible between you and
your opponent.”
“Why?”
“So you’ll be able to see the takedown coming before it
happens and defend accordingly.”
“Good.” I nodded, raising the mitt to my stomach.
Sammy struck it hard and fast with a front kick that forced
me back half a step, then she opened up the distance again,
taking an additional step back like I’d taught her.
Good girl. Use your strengths—pick ‘em apart from the
outside.
Sammy was focused, serious, with a determined glint in
her glassy eyes. The right attitude for a fight, but not for
training her reflexes like I was trying to. I thought for a
moment. I had to bring her back out of herself, shock her,
make sure she was actually listening, actually taking this
all in.
“And if you ever kick me in the knee again?”
Sammy’s autopilot focus faltered, flickering for a
moment before her face cracked into a wide grin. “Then
Scotty rebrands this place into a funeral parlor,” she said.
“And we both end up as corpses.”
A muscle below my eye twitched. “Not how I’d put it,
but close enough.”
I raised the mitt again, and Sammy sent another
perfectly placed front kick flying right for the center of my
stomach, rotating her hip at the exact moment to grind her
heel up. If the mitt wasn’t there, the kick would have
landed right under my ribcage.
Yes! Now that kick could end a fight! I bit my tongue,
clamping down hard enough to hold back my reaction. She
didn’t need to know how good I thought she was—she
needed to figure that out and claim it for herself.
“And the takedown—when you see one coming, what do
you do then?” I undid the Velcro strap and threw the mitt
across the mat toward the wall. I changed levels, indicating
to Sammy I was about to come in for a takedown.
“Widen my stance, drop my hips, lower my center of
gravity.” Sammy bit down on her mouthpiece, bracing
herself to take the impact of someone twice her size.
She didn’t flinch—didn’t blink or break eye contact. Just
braced, with what almost looked like a twinkle of
enjoyment in her eyes. Was she finally starting to get it?
Truly realize how damn good she was?
She’s beautiful when she believes in herself.
The thought escaped and ran away before I could
wrangle it back.
I clenched my jaw, ground my teeth, and felt my nostrils
flare.
Not here. Not now.
These thoughts, these feelings? They had no place on
this mat—or in my head, for that matter.
I swallowed hard, pushing those thoughts down,
constricting the air out of my feelings. Later, I could deal
with them like I’d been dealing with them all week—with a
firm grip on a bottle of beer in one hand, and the single
appendage I didn’t have complete control over in the other.
I cleared my throat and my head before slamming Sammy
down to the mat and mounting her straight into half guard.
She tried to resist—I could feel her taut muscles, the
intention behind her movement as she pushed against me—
but her smaller frame was no match for mine. For every
purpose that mattered on the mat, my body was like a tank
to her MINI.
“Now?” I ground out, biting down on the tip of my
tongue again to remind myself that now was no time to
picture my student naked.
“Knee up, prevent my opponent from taking full guard.”
Even though she assumed the correct defensive position,
I scrambled and stepped my leg over her with ease, coming
into full mount.
“And when that fails?”
A glint of fire lit Sammy’s blue eyes, the pit dropping out
of my stomach in response.
“If it fails,” she corrected, pausing for emphasis. “Then I
come back to controlling the space. Don’t let my opponent
control the distance between us—take the wrists if I can.
Controlling the distance means they control the damage.”
Sammy freed a hand and wrapped it around my wrist,
fingers digging into my skin, palm clamped hard against
the bone.
She wriggled underneath me, back and forth, back and
forth—creating space like I’d taught her. She also created a
kind of friction between us that was going to drive me
insane.
“You know, you got a little salt in with all that pepper
just there.” Sammy’s eyes flicked from mine toward my
temple. “It suits you, I think. A reminder not to mess with
you—that you’ve seen some shit.”
She unclamped my wrist and raised her hand with what
felt like the intention of stroking my hair, but before she
could, I reflexively grabbed her hand and pinned it by her
side.
I swallowed. At that moment, pinned down, without
hope to escape, every muscle in Sammy’s body relaxed. It
was almost like she melted underneath me; her body was
perfectly supple, malleable—not a hint of resistance left in
it. And yet, this pint-sized woman somehow remained
immense and immovable.
“Does your mouth run away with you like this every time
you wrestle?”
She shrugged. Or tried to, underneath my weight.
“Nope. I reserve my motormouth skills exclusively for you.”
She raised her head, exposing her delicate neck, and I
watched the pale skin of her throat move as she swallowed.
I felt the warmth of her, the distance between us
minuscule, our faces mere inches away from each other.
She was so close I even felt the subtle perspiration of her
breath on my skin.
But the way my body responded to hers wasn’t nearly
appropriate for the situation. I cleared my throat. Even so,
my voice came out hoarse and gravelly. “Somehow, I very
much doubt that.”
My breath hitched as she laughed, then winced. I eased
my weight off her, allowing her to inhale a full breath freely.
“You know, I don’t expect that my opponent is going to
be quite so…”
“Heavy?” I offered, grimacing.
Sammy shook her head. “No. Hairy.” She scrunched her
nose and moved her head away, pursing her lips and
blowing air out to escape a few rogue bristles. “Your beard
itches.” She yawned involuntarily. “God, I’m tired. But I
betcha when I finally lay my head down on my pillow
tonight, that will be all I’ll feel. Phantom Ames’s beard
tickles.” She giggled, an unbridled sound with an edge of
mischief to it.
“Somehow, I don’t think I’ll mind that,” she added, with
an ethereal sigh. “Not even a little bit.”
The bottom dropped out of my stomach.
My pulse raced, and I felt my own lip twitch as she bore
into me with her deep, cerulean gaze, her tongue flashing
out for a moment to dash across her lower lip.
Some raw, guttural sound rumbled unbidden from the
back of my throat, taking us both by surprise. Sammy’s
pupils dilated, her Mediterranean blues at low tide.
By my next heartbeat, I’d retreated, flying back to my
feet quicker than I ever had during a fight.
“I… I think that’ll do for us. For today,” I said, following
the first rule of defense—creating as much distance
between myself and my opponent as possible.
“Oh. Um, okay.”
Was that a hint of disappointment I heard in Sammy’s
voice? No. It couldn’t be. That comment… even if it did
mean what I thought it meant, there was nothing I could do
about it. I ran my hand through my hair.
You numbskull—she’s your fucking student, for hell’s
sake!
Sammy slowly pulled herself off the mat. “What, um…
what time do you want me in tomorrow morning, coach?”
“Same time,” I said, as nonchalantly as I could over the
pounding drum of my heart. I rubbed the tension from the
back of my neck, pacing back and forth.
These feelings—they’re a betrayal—not only of her, but
of the sport. And then there’s Scotty… what would he think
if he knew I had spent more time thinking about my damn
cock over the past few days than training his latest shot at
cracking the PFC?
I balled my hands into tight fists, my nails digging
crescent moons into my palms.
Damn it! I should have stopped before things got this
far!
“And—and don’t you dare be late!” I ground out
pathetically as I stomped from the training area into
Scotty’s office, slamming the door closed behind me.
I paced between the desk and the wall.
How could I have let this get so out of hand?
Pacing wasn’t even beginning to cut through the tumult
of emotion in my gut, so I eyed up the speed bag mounted
in the corner of the room. Obviously, Scotty had prepared
for moments of frustration himself. However, I doubted
he’d ever betrayed one of his fighters by thinking about
sticking his cock in them every five fucking minutes.
I did the only thing I could do to process—I went to
work.
The speed bag required not just speed but rhythm and
movement to work it accurately. To really get the thing
going, I had to pay attention—which meant I had to force
every other deranged thought I was having right to the
back of my head.
Inside the warehouse-turned-gym walls, the old pipes
groaned as Sammy hit the showers in her usual end-of-
training routine.
I clenched my jaw and hit harder.
This wasn’t part of the plan. What had I said to Scotty?
Six weeks—six weeks to settle an old score and protect the
girl from getting hurt, and then I’d be back to my cabin,
back to Harvey’s with his godawful ass-bruising barstools,
and back to my trailer trash, chicken-killing cat.
Six weeks and I would go back to pretending that MMA
didn’t exist, that my best days weren’t already behind me,
and that my busted-ass knee didn’t seize up tighter than a
fucking virgin the moment the weather even thought about
dropping below zero.
And how long had that lasted? How long was it before
I’d become emotionally invested in all this all over again?
I was barely a week into training Sammy before I’d
changed my tune. I’d steadily increased my sessions with
her, told Scotty that I was thinking of staying for her fight—
and, worst of all—I’d bought a fucking cat cage and settled
Dix into an apartment she downright hated.
And now? Well, now I had a busted-ass knee, a dick that
wouldn’t quit, and a pussy problem.
I hit the bag with one final, brutal blow, yelling out as I
turned away, running my fingers through my hair.
My knee throbbed as I collapsed petulantly into Scotty’s
sofa chair. I rubbed at the damned thing, pressing against
the joint to relieve some of the pressure.
This is wrong. All of it—so, so wrong—and yet…
I almost stood as the pipes groaned again, indicating
that Sammy was done with her shower.
No. I’ll stay here until she leaves, I thought. I couldn’t
bring myself to go out there—not knowing how she would
look right now, her hair tousled and wet, her loose-fitting
shirt sticking to all the right places, braless, her skinny
jeans showing off each curve of her fit, muscled frame. And
that margarita scent—like a hint of tropical breeze that
made the smoggy city bearable.
Clenching my jaw, I grabbed the TV remote and flicked
on the screen mounted to Scotty’s wall. A highlight show
was on—some kind of recap of the last decade’s best
submissions.
I wondered briefly if one of mine might show up—the 23-
second armbar against David Morse, or the last-minute
D’Arce choke I used to take out Kevin Lewis, the heaviest
hitter in the division.
I muted the sound. None of it mattered now, anyway.
They were victories, but they were all long gone.
Dead, gone and, with my injuries, unable to ever be
replicated. At least, not by me. I was spent. Past my prime.
And not a goddamn use to anyone.
I rested my head back against the chair and sighed.
Might be I was just tired. This whole fucking gym was
driving me insane.
I just needed a beer and some time to myself—to wait
for all this to blow over.
I closed my eyes for a moment. I probably would have
fallen asleep, too, if not for the quiet, tentative knock on
Scotty’s office door.
“Um, Ames?” I had to strain to hear Sammy’s voice,
more tentative than I’d ever heard it. I didn’t dare respond,
knowing I’d give something away. Or do something stupid.
Sammy cleared her throat. “I’ll, um… I’ll see you
tomorrow.”
Again, I didn’t respond.
“G-goodnight,” she added, her pitch high and a little
squeaky. “And, um. Thanks. You know, for being my coach. I
know I don’t say it too often, but… thank you. You’ve
changed everything for me. And I… I hope you know I
appreciate that.”
My lips stuck together, my throat aching, working on
some kind of passable response. Surely, a simple you’re
welcome would serve—I could manage that without
breaking, couldn’t I?
I opened the door. But Sammy was gone, the quiet bleep
of her swipe card echoing around the cold, dark gym.
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TEN
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FOURTEEN
Sammy
As the first fight on the card, the wait for the PFC boss to
announce the contract winners was excruciatingly long.
Ames had hardly left my side, giving me a comforting hand
squeeze every now and then. The four of us kept half an
eye on the remaining fights, but all of us were distracted
and anxious.
Piper kept biting on a non-existent hangnail. Ames’s
right leg kept jiggling against mine, and Scotty’s
motormouth was in full swing, jabbering away in a constant
monologue to anyone who happened to be listening.
After the final fight was over—a heavyweight bout that
went the distance—Diana Murphy and the matchmakers
retreated to the green room to compare notes.
Ames rose, pacing back and forth.
“Well looks like the jury’s out. Let’s hope for a guilty
verdict, huh?” Scotty followed up by shooting a wry smile
in my direction.
Piper slid into the seat next to me—the one Ames had
just vacated. “Statistically speaking, knockouts have the
highest chance of earning a contract. And there was only
two tonight. Your performance was convincing—despite
whatever was throwing Isla off her game toward the end.
You’ve got a good shot.” She smiled at me, her round
cheeks a ruddy red. “I have to say, though, I don’t think I’ve
ever been this tense in my entire life—my own fights
included.” Piper scrunched up her nose.
The moment Diana walked out of the room and headed
toward the center of the cage; my whole body relaxed. I’d
done my best—and there was nothing more I could do now
to convince anyone of my worthiness to fight in the PFC.
I’d played my hand to the best of my abilities. Now, my
fate rested in someone else’s, but that was beyond my
control.
Piper shuffled back over a seat, making room for Ames
to sit next to me. Ames’s hand tensed on my thigh as
cameras circled, homing in on us, no doubt waiting to
capture our reactions.
Diana cleared her throat. “Well, the matchmakers and I
had some relatively easy decisions tonight, folks. We had a
couple of stand-out performances, and a couple not-so-
standout.”
Diana took stock, looking around at the small crowd
before continuing. My stomach lurched for the split-second
her gaze rested on me, “We’ll be awarding two contracts
tonight. First up, Tony “Sleep Tight” McKnight. Just a
stunning performance all round. Dominated his opponent,
then finished off with a second-round knockout. Welcome to
the PFC, kid.”
Next to us, Tony and his team jumped to their feet,
whooping and high fiving each other with relief and delight.
My stomach seized. There was only one more contract
up for grabs… was it possible I’d be overlooked?
“And our second contract tonight goes to a fighter who
had a solid performance, bouncing back from a difficult
first round to control her opponent in the second. An
interesting third-round knockout. And with a team like that,
I’m expecting big things from our newest addition to the
women’s Strawweight division. Sammy “Spitfire” Crawley.
Welcome to the PFC.”
The world rushed around me, a cacophony of sounds
and excitement. Piper practically screamed her head off.
“City Limits Gym! The only way is up, baby!” Scotty ran
and jumped straight into the cage, pulling Diana—the
freakin’ boss of the PFC—into a big bear hug. Diana’s look
of shocked, wide-eyed surprise lasted right up until Scotty
grabbed her by the arms and threatened to plant a kiss on
her cheek. Then, I could have sworn I saw her cheeks
redden for a moment before she rolled her eyes and shooed
Scotty back out of the cage.
For my part, I stayed sitting, my shock and disbelief
consuming me completely.
“We did it,” I breathed, finally. “We actually fucking did
it.”
I turned to look at Ames, tears rimming my eyes and
choking my words.
Ames took my head in his hands. “No. You did it,
Spitfire.” He pulled me closer, kissing my forehead, then
my nose.
“God, I’m so proud of you.” Ames tangled his fingers in
my hair as he claimed my mouth with his. Everything
melted away. The noise, the cameras, the people… all of it
faded into the background of my awareness as I kissed
Ames. And in that moment, the whole world may have been
watching us, but for the first time, neither of us cared.
I had claimed my victory.
Ames had claimed me…
No other moment could possibly feel as sweet.
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EPILOGUE
Ames
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FIGHTING FOR CONTROL
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