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5UR. in the W eddell Sea. But all these ex-


ploits were to me but forerunners of
A SUMMAl\Y l\EPOl\T OF THE YELCHO EXPEDITION the British National Antarctic Expe-
TO THE ANTAl\CTIC, 1909-10 dition of 1901-04, in the Discovery,
and the wonderful account of that ex-
fJ!L J1.AFA !Etl IEL i!KJV~ pedition by Captain Scott. This book,
which l ordered from London and re-
read a thousand times, filled me with
Jonging to see with my own eyes that
strange continent, last Thule of the
South, wh ich lies on our maps and
g lobes l ike a white cloud, a void,
fringed here and there with scraps of
J<{.<!rf'a coastline, dubious capes, supposititious
islands, headlands that may or may not
d~l f!_-e.'j be there: Antarctica. And the desire
.EJwadN was as pure as the polar snows: to go,
to see- no more, no less. I deeply
respect the scientific accomplishments
of Captain Scott's expedition, and have
read with passionate interest the find-
ings of physicists, meteorologists,
biologists, etc.; but having had no
training in any science, nor any oppor-
tunity for such training, my ignorance
obliged me to forgo any thought of
adding to the body of scientific knowl-
edge concerning Antarctica, and the
sarne is true for all the members of my
expedition. It seems a pity; but there
was nothing we couJd do about it. Our
\ goal was limited to observation and
1 exploration. We hoped to go a little
1 farther, perhaps, and see a little more;
? if not, simply to go and to see. A
N !._a ?21 m'pa simple ambition, I think, and essen-
o@F- tially a modest one.
Y et it would have remained less
s 1 than an ambition, no more than a
1 longing, but for the support and en-
·~o·s couragement of my dear cousin and
THOUGH I have no intention fine-that a ship o{ the ChiJean gov- friend Juana - -. (I use no sur-

X of publishing this report, l


think it would be nice if a
grandchild of mine, or somebody's
ernment, with her brave officers and
gallant crew, was twice sent halfway
round the world for our convenience:
names, lest this report fall into strang-
ers' hands at last, and embarrassment or
unpleasant notoriety thus be brought
grandchild, happened to find it some all this is due to that benefactor whose upon unsuspecting husbands, sons,
day; so I shall keep it in the leather name, alas!, I must not say, but whose etc.) I had lent J uana my copy of "The
trunk in the atúc, along with Rosita's happiest debtor 1 shall be till death. Voyage of the 'Discovery,'" and it
ch ristening dress and Juanito's silver When I was little more than a was she who, as we strolled beneath
rattle and my wedding shoes and chiJd, my imagination was caught by a our parasols across the Plaza de Ar-
finneskos. newspaper account of the voyage o{ mas after Mass one Sunday in 1908,
The first requisite for mounting an the Belgica, which, sailing south from said, "Well, if Captain Scott can do it,
expedition-money-is normaJJy the Tierra de] Fuego, was beset by ice in why can't we?"
hardest to come by. I grieve that even the Bellingshausen Sea and drifted a It was Juana who proposed that
in a report destined for a trunk in the whole year with the ftoe, the men we write Carlota - - in Valparaíso.
attic of a house in a very quiet suburb aboard her suffering a great deal from Through Carlota we met our bene-
of Lima I dare not write the name of want of food and from the terror of factor, and so obtained our money, our
the generous benefactor, the great soul the unending winter darkness. I read ship, and even the plausible pretext of
without whose unstinting liberality and reread that account, and later fol- going on retreat in a Bolivian convent,
the Y ekho Expedition would never lowed with excitement the reports o{ which some of us were forced to em-
have been more than the idlest excur- the rescue of Dr. Nordenskjõld from ploy (while the rest of us said we were
sion into daydream. That our equip- the South ShetJand lslands by the going to Paris for the winter season ).
ment was the best and most modern- dashing Captain Irizar of the Uru- And it was my Juana who in the
that our provisions were plentifuJ and guay, and the adventures of the Scoúa darkest moments remained resolute,
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unshaken in her determination to That night before we sailed we be- hauling in Antarctica, withour
achieve ou r goal. gan to ger ro know one another, and grumbling? Officers-as we carne to
And there were dark moments, es- we agreed, as we enjoyed our abomi- understand aboard the Yelcho-are
pecially in the spring of 1909-times nable supper in the abominable seaport forbidden to grumble; but we nine
when I did not see how the Expedition inn of Punta A renas, that if a situation were, and are, by birth and upbring-
would ever become more than a quar- arose of such urgent danger that one ing, unequivocally and irrevocably, all
ter ton of pemmican gone to waste and voice must be obeyed without present crew.
a lifelong regret. It was so very hard question, the unenviable honor of
to gather our expeditionary force to- speaking with that voice should fali
gether! So few of those we asked even first upon myself; if I werc incapaci- T HOUGH our shortest course to
the southern continent, and that
knew what we were talking about-so tated, upon Carlota; if she, then upon originally urged upon us by the cap-
many thought we were mad, or wick- Berta. W e three were then toasted as tain of our good ship, was to the South
ed, or both! And of those few who "Supreme Inca," "La Araucana," and Shetlands and the Bellingshausen Sea,
shared our folly, still fewer were able, "The Third Mate,'' amid a lot of or else b}' the South Orkneys into the
when it carne to the point, to leave laughter and cheering. As it carne out, W eddell Sea, we planned to sail west
their daily duties and commit them- to my very great pleasure and relief, to the Ross Sea, which Captain Scott
selves to a voyage of at least six my qualities as a " leader" were never had explored and described, and from
months, attended with not inconsider- tested; the nine of us worked things which the brave Ernest Shackleton
able uncertainty and danger. An ailing out amongst us from beginning to end had returned only the previous au-
parent; an anxious husband beset by without any orders being given by tumn. More was known about this
business cares; a child at home with anybody, and only two or three times region than any other po rtion of the
only ignorant or incompetent servants with recourse to a vote by voice or coast of Antarctica, and though that
to look after it: these are not responsi- show of hands. To be sure, we argued more was not much, yet it served as
bilities lightly to be set aside. And a good deal. But then, we had time to some insurance of the safety of the
those who wished to evade such claims argue. And one way or another the ship, which we felt we had no right
were not the companions we wanted in arguments always ended up in a de- to imperil. Captain Pardo had fully
hard work, risk, and privation. cision, upon which action could be agreed with us after studying the
But since success crowned our ef- taken. Usually at least one person charts and our planned itinerary; and
forts, why dwell on the setbacks and grumbled about the decision, some- so it was westward that we took our
delays, or the wretched contrivances times bitterly. But what is life without course out of the Straits next morning.
and downright lies that we ali had to grumbling and the occasional opportu- Our journey half round thc globe
employ? I look back with regret only n ity to say "l told you so"? How could was attended by fortune. The little
to those friends who wished to come one bear housework, or look:ing after Yelcho steamed cheerily along
with us but could not, by any comriv- babies, let alone the rigors of sledge- through gale and gleam, climbing up
ance, get free-those we
had to leave behind to a
life without danger, with-
out uncertainty, without
hope.
On the seventeenth of
August, 1909, in Punta
Arenas, Chile, all the
members of the Expedition
met for the first time:
Juana and [, the two Peru-
\
vians; from Argentina,
Zoe, Berta, and Teresa;
and our Chileans, Carlota
and her friends Eva, Pepi-
ta, and Dolores. At the last
moment 1 had received
word that María's hus-
band, in Quito, was ill and
she must stay to nurse him,
so we were nine, not ten.
lndeed, we had resigned
ourselves to being but eight
when, just as night fell,
the indomitable Zoe arrived
in a tiny pirogue manned
by lndians, her yacht hav-
ing sprung a leak just as
it entered the Straits of "Personally, l'd feel a hell of a lot better if Reagan stopped
Magellan. reminding us that for years he was a union man."
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and down those seas of the Southern HIS LAST CASE


Ocean that run unbroken round the
To solve the recent brutal bombings
world. Juana, who had fought bulls
they summoned Inspector Nayland Smith
and the far more dangerous cows on
out of retirement. For twenty-five years
her family's estancia, called the ship la he had been cultivating roses in an out-of- the-way shire,
vaca valiente, because she always re-
leaving his old exploits to be whispered into myth
turned to the charge. Once we got
over being seasick, we all enjoyed the by those who rernembered the poisoned earrings
sea voyage, though oppressed at times
of the Duchess of Lancashire, or those peculiar cakes
by the lcindly but officious protective- into which a royal personage's evil Afghan chef
ness of the captain and his officers,
had mixed mind-destroying drugs. "Smith, for all of our sakes,
who felt that we were only "safe"
you must return to duty," the telegram read,
when huddled up in the three tiny
cabins that they had chivalrously va-
and the old man obeyed. Back in his dark office,
cated for our use.
in a closet to which he alone had kept the key,
W e saw our first iceberg much far-
he found his black trunk full of multiple disguises,
ther south than we had looked for which he donned one after the other, cannily,
it, and saluted it with Veuve Clicquot as he worked his patient way into the terrorist cells
al dinner. The next day we entered
the ice pack, the belt of floes and
like a subtle illness. He was gunrunner one week,
bergs broken loose from the land !ce crooked financier the next, renegade priest the third,
and winter- frozen seas of AntarctJca
infiltrating craftily the innermost councils . .
which drifts northward in the spring. of the People's Select Committee for the Glonous Revolut1on
F ortune still srniled on us: our little until he had identified each hidden enemy.
steamer, incapable, with her un-
reinforced metal hull, of forcing a way
A year passed . The stage was set- . . .
into the ice, picked her way from lane the ringleaders converging on a mans1on m Belgrav1a,
to Jane without hesitation, and on the
which Smith had wired in secret. Across the way,
third day we were through the pack, he watched sardonically from a shaded window,
in which ships have sometimes strug- waiting for his dozen fish to swirn into his net.
gled for weeks and been obliged to
turn back at last. Ahead of us now lay It had just stopped raining. The cool, quiet street
the dark-gray waters of the Ross Sea,
glistened with moisture as a cab whirled by. .
and beyond that, on the horizon, the
and two yellow-slickered children moved w1th hurrymg feet
remote glimmer, the cloud-reflected
down the deserted pavement. They laughed in lilting tones
whiteness of the Great Ice Barrier.
and Smith, for one moment, felt betrayed and alone ...
Entering the Ross Sea a little east of
Longitude W est 160 °, we carne in It was time. He gave the signal. "Show no mercy," he said,
sight of the Barrier at the place where
"for the lcillers have shown none ..." Ris men took heed,
Captain Scott's party, finding a bight and when their work was finished the Committee was defunct.
in the vast wall of ice, had gone ashore Rernained only the obliterat ion of each tr.eacherous cell, . .
and sent up their hydrogen-gas bal- the gathering in of accomplices and paclcing them off to pil,
loon for reconnaissance and photogra-
phy. The towering face of the Barrier, and another brilliant victory was proclaimed by the press!
its sheer cliffs and azure and violet
Smith received distinguished honors from a grateful Crown
waterworn caves, all were as de-
and went back into retirement at the height of his renown-
scribed, but the location had changed: but is said to have confided to one or two close friends
instead of a narrow bight, there was a
that he'll not return to duty when the bombing next begins.
considerable bay, full of the beautiful -FREDERICK MORGAN
and terrific orca whales playing and
spouting in the sunshine of that bril-
liant southern spring,
• •
Evidently masses of ice many acres sea was clear of ice and quite calm, he Bay, and we went ashore in the s~ip's
in extent had broken away from the was happy to do so and, when we boat. I cannot describe my emot1ons
Barrier (which- at least for most of sighted the smoke plume of Mt. Ere- when I set foot on the earth, on that
its vast extent-does not rest on land bus, to share in our celebration-an- earth, the barren, cold grave! at the
but fioats on water) since the Discov- other half case of Veuve Clicquot. foot of the long volcanic slope. I felt
ery's passage in 1902. This put our The Yelcho anchored in Arrival elation, impatience, gratitude, awe, fa-
pl:m to set up camp on the Barrier miliarity. I felt that I was home at
itself in a new light; and while we last. Eight Adélie penguins immedi-
were discussing alternatives, we asked ately carne to greet us with many excla-
Captain Pardo to take the ship west mations of interest not unrnixed with
along the Barrier face toward Ross disapproval. "Where on earth have
Island and McMurdo Sound. As the you been? What took you so long?
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The Hut is around this


way. Please come this way.
Mind the rocks!" They
insisted on our going to
visit Hut Point, where the
large structure built by
Captain Scott's party stood,
looking just as in the
photographs and drawings
that illustrate his book.
The area about it, how-
ever, was disgusting-
a kind of g raveyard of
seal skins, seal bones, pen-
guin bones, and rubbish,
presided over by the
mad, screaming skua gulls.
Our escorts waddled past
the slaughterhouse in alJ
tranquillity, and one
showed me personally to
the door, though it would
not go in.
The interior of the hut
was less offensive but very
dreary. Boxes of supplies
had been stacked up into
a kind of room within
the room; it did not look
as I had imagined it when
the Discovery party put
on their melodramas and
minstrel shows in the long
winter night. (Much later, "!/ l were a surgeon, Mr. Ferguson, which l ain't, and your
we learned that Sir Ernest car was my patient, which it ain't-except thot it is, in a Junny
had rearranged it a good sort o/ way; that is, if you want to look at it like that; you know
deal when he was there what l meon-and you was her husband, l'd have to say,
just a year before us.) lt 'Sir, your wife is going to need o volve job.' "
was dirty, and had about it
a mean disorder. A pound • •
tin of tea was standing
open. Empty meat tins lay about; b1s- But those mountains, with their But he was so persuasive on this theme
cuits were spilled on the fioor; a lot of storm-darkened peaks and hanging that he persuaded himself into leaving
dog turds were underfoot-frozen, of cirques and glaciers, looked as awful as one of the Y elcho's boats with us
course, but not a great deal improved Captain Scott had found them on his when we camped, as a means of escape.
by that. No doubt the last occupants western journey, and none of us felt We found it useful for lishing, !ater
had had to leave in a hurry, per- much inclined to seek shelter among on.
haps even in a bl izzard. AU the sarne, them. My lirst steps on Antarctic soil, my
they could have closed the tea tin. But Aboard the ship that night we de- only visit to Ross lsland, had not been
housekeeping, the art of the inlinite, cided to go back and set up our base as pleasure unalloyed. 1 thought of the
is no game for amateurs. we had originally planned, on the words of the English poet,
Teresa proposed that we use the hut Barrier itself. For ali available reports Though every prospect pleases,
as our camp. Zoe counterproposed that indicated that the clear way south was And only Man is vile.
we set fire to it. W e linally shut the across the levei Barrier surface until But then, the backside of heroism is
door and left it as we had found it. one could ascend one of the confluent often rather sad; women and servants
The penguins appeared to approve, glaciers to the high plateau that ap- know that. They know also that the
and cheered us alJ the way to the boat. pears to form the whole interior of heroism may be no less real for that.
the continent. Captain Pardo argued But achievement is smaller than men
cMuRDO SouND was free of ice, strongly against this plan, asking what think. What is large is the sky, the
M and Captain Pardo now pro- would become of us if the Barrier earth, the sea, the soul. 1 looked back
posed to take us off Ross lsland and "calved"-if our particular acre of ice as the ship sailed east again that eve-
across to Victoria Land, where we broke away and started to drift north- ning. We were well into September
might camp at the foot of the W estern ward. "Well," said Zoe, "then you now, with eight hours or more of day-
Mountains, on dry and solid earth. won't have to come so far to meet us." light. The spring sunset lingered on
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the twelve-thousand-
foot peak of Erebus
and shone rosy-gold
on her long plume of
steam. The steam from
our own small funnel
faded blue on the
twilit water as we
crept along under the
towering pale wall of
ice.

O N our return to
"Orca Bay"- Sir
Ernest, we learned
years later, had
named it the Bay of
Whales-we found a
sheltered nook where
the Barrier edge was
low enough to provide
fairly easy access from
the ship. The Yelcho
put out her ice anchor,
and the next long,
hard days were spent
in unloading our sup-
plies and setting up our camp on the holes, and looked with horror on our alone for a while, you crawled into
ice, a half kilometre in from the edge: burrows in the ice. But our little war- your sleeping hole head first.
a task in which the Yelcho's crew lent ren or prairie-dog village served us Berta went a little farther. When
us invaluable aid and interminable ad- well, permitting us as much warmth she had done all she could to make
vice. W e took all the aid gratefully, and privacy as one could reasonably South South America livable, she dug
and most of the advice with salt. expect under the circumstances. If out one more cell just under the ice
The weather so far had been ex- the Yekho was unable to get through surface, leaving a nearly transparent
traordinarily mild for spring in this the ice in F ebruary and we had to sheet of ice like a greenhouse roo!; and
latitude; the temperature had not yet spend the winter in Antarctica, we cer- there, alone, she worked at sculptures.
gone below -20° F., and there was tainly could do so, though on very They were beautiful forms, some like
only one blizzard while we were set- limited rations. For this coming sum- a blending of the reclining human
ting up camp. But Captain Scott had mer, our base-Sudamérica del Sur, figure with the subtle curves and
spoken feelingly of the bitter south South South America, but we gener- volumes of the W eddell seal, others
winds on the Barrier, and we had ally called it the Base-was intend- like the fantastic shapes of ice cornices
planned accordingly. Exposed as our ed merely as a place to sleep, to store and ice caves. Perhaps they are there
camp was to every wind, we built no our provisions, and to give shelter still, under the snow, in the bubble in
rigid structures aboveground. We set from blizzards. the Great Barrier. There where she
up tents to shelter in while we dug out To Berta and Eva, however, it was made them, they might last as long as
a series of cubicles in the ice itself, more than that. T hey were its chief stone. But she could not bring them
lined them with hay insulation and architect-designers, its most ingenious north. That is the penalty for carving
pine boarding, and roofed them with builder-excavators, and its most dili- in water.
canvas over bamboo poles, covered gent and contented occupants, forever Captain Pardo was reluctant to
with snow for weight and insulation. inventing an improvement in ventila- leave us, but his orders did not permit
The big central room was instantly tion, or learning how to make sky- him to hang about the Ross Sea indefi-
named Buenos Aires by our Argen- lights, or revealing to us a new addi- nitely, and so at last, with many ear-
tineans, to whom tne center, wherever tion to our suite of rooms, dug in the nest injunctions to us to stay put-
one is, is always Buenos Aires. The living ice. lt was thanks to them that make no journeys-take no risks-be-
heating and cooking stove was in Bue- our stores were stowed so handily, that ware of frostbite-don't use edge tools
nos Aires. The storage tunnels and our stove drew and heated so effi- -look out for cracks in the ice-and
the privy ( called Punta Arenas) got ciently, and that Buenos Aires, where a heartfelt promise to return to Orca
some back heat from the stove. The nine people cooked, ate, worked, Bay on February 20th, or as near that
sleeping cubicles opened off Buenos conversed, argued, grumbled, painted, date as wind and ice would permit, the
Aires, and were very small, mere tubes played the guitar and banjo, and kept good man bade us farewell, and his
into which one crawled feet first; they the Expedition's library of books and crew shouted us a great goodbye cheer
were lined deeply with hay and soon maps, was a marvel of comfort and as they weighed anchor. That eve-
warmed by one's body warmth. The convenience. W e lived there in real ning, in the long orange twilight of
sailors called them coffins and worm- amity; and if you simply had to be October, we saw the topmast of the
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randa . (See map.)


That "night" -of
course, there was no
real darkness-we
were all nine together
in the heart of the
levei plain of ice. It

- \
was November 1Sth,

~
Dolores's birthday.
We celebrated by
putting eight ounces
of pisco in the hot
/' chocolate, and became
\, '
very merry. We sang.
It is strange now to
remember how thin
our voices sounded in
that great silence. It
was overcast, white
weather, without
shadows and without
visible horizon or any
feature to break the
levei; there was noth-
ing to see at all. W e
""°' 0 0
D "" " - had come to that white
place on the map, that
Y elcho go down the north horizon, these depots to avoid, if possible, the void, and there we flew and sang like
over the edge of the world, leaving us hunger that had bedevilled Captain sparrows.
to ice, and silence, and the Pole. Scott's Southern Party, and the conse- After sleep and a good breakfast
That night we began to plan the quent misery and weakness. And we the Base Party continued north and
Southern Journey. also established to our own satisfaction the Southern Party sledged on. The
- intense satisfaction-that we were sky cleared presently. High up, thin
clouds passed over very rapidly from
T HE ensuing month passed in
short practice trips and depot-
sledge-haulers at least as good as Cap-
tain Scott's husky dogs. Of course we southwest to northeast, but down on
the Barrier it was calm and just cold
laying. The life we had led at home, could not have expected to pull as
though in its own way strenuous, had much or as fast as his men. That we enough, five or ten degrees below
not fitted any of us for the kind of did so was because we were favored by freezing, to give a firm surface for
strain met with in sledge-hauling at much better weather than Captain hauling.
ten or twenty degrees below freezing. Scott's party ever met on the Barrier; On the levei ice we never pulled less
W e all needed as much working out as and also the quanrity and quality of than eleven miles (seventeen kilome-
possible before we dared undertake a our food made a very considerable dif- tres) a day, and generally fifteen or
long haul. ference. I am sure that the fifteen per sixteen miles ( twenty-five kilometres ).
My longest exploratory trip, made cent of dried fruits in our pemmican (Our instruments, being British-
with Dolores and Carlota, was south- helped prevent scurvy; and the pota- made, were calibrated in feet, miles,
west toward Mt. Markham, and it was toes, frozen and dried according to an degrees Fahrenheit, etc., but we often
a nightmare-blizzards and pressure ancient Andean lndian method, were converted miles to kilometres, because
ice all the way out, crevasses and no very nourishing yet very light and the larger numbers sounded more en-
view of the moumains when we got compact-perfect sledding rarions. ln couraging.) At the time we left South
there, and white weather and sastrugi any case, it was with considerable con- America, we knew only that Mr. Er-
ali the way back. The trip was useful, fidence in our capacities that we made nest Shackleton had mounted another
however, in that we çould begin to ready at last for the Southern Journey. expedition to the Antarctic in 1907,
estimate our capacities; and also in had tried to attain the Pole but failed,
and had returned to England in June
that we had started out with a very
heavy load of provisions, which we T HE Southern Party consisted of
two sledge teams: Juana, Do- of the current year, 1909. No coherent
report of his explorations had yet
depoted at a hundred and a hundred lores, and myself; Carlota, Pepita,
and thirty miles south-southwest of and Zoe. The support team of Berta, reached South America when we left;
Base. Thereafter other parties pushed Eva, and Teresa set out before us with we did not know what route he had
on farther, till we had a line of snow a heavy load of supplies, going right gone, or how far he had got. But we
cairns and depots right down to Lati- up onto the glacier to prospect routes were not altogether taken by surprise
tude 83° 43', where Juana and Zoe, and leave depots of supplies for our when, far across the fearureless white
on an exploring trip, had found a kind return journey. We followed five days plain, riny beneath the mountain peaks
of stone gateway opening on a great behind them, and met them rerurning and the strange silent flight of the
glacier leading south. W e established between Depot Ercilla and Depot Mi- rainbow-fringed cloud wisps, we saw a
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fluttering dol of black. W e turned west tion; that very brave and very peculiar "Throne of Our Lady of the South-
from our course to visit it: a snow heap lady seemed to represent so much thal ern Cross." And when at last we got
nearly buried by the winter's storms- is best, and strangest, in the island up onto Lhe altiplano, the great inte-
a flag on a bamboo pole, a mere sh red race. On maps, of course, this glacier rior plateau, it was Zoe who called it
of threadbare clolh, an empty oilcan- bears lhe name Mr. Shackleton gave the pampa, and maintained that we
and a few foolprints standing some it: lhe Beardmore. walked there among vast herds of in-
inches above the ice. ln some condi- The ascent of the Nightingale was visible cattle, transparenl cattle pas-
tions of weather the snow compressed not easy. The way was open at firsL, tured on the spindrift snow, their gau-
under one's weight remains when lhe and well marked by our support party, chos the restless, merciless winds.'V e
surrounding soft snow melts or is but after some days we carne among were by then a1l a little crazy with
scoured away by lhe wind; and so these terrible crevasses, a maze of hidden exhaustion and the great altitude-
reversed footprints had been Jeft stand- cracks, from a foot to thirty feet wide twelve thousand feet- and the cold
ing ali these months, like rows of cob- and from thirty to a thousand feet and the wind blowing and the lumi-
bler's lasts- a queer sight. deep. Step by step we went, and step by nous circle~ and crosses su rrounding
\Ve met no other such traces on our step, and the way always upward now. the suns, for often there were three or
way. ln general I believe our course We were fifteen days on the glacier. fou r suns in the sky, up Lhere.
was somewhat east of Mr. Shackle- At first the weather was hot-up to That is not a place where people
lon's. Juana, ou r surveyor, had trained 20° F.- and the hot nights without have any business to be. \Ve should
herself well and was faithful and me- darkness were wretchedly uncomfort- have turned back; but since we had
thod ical in her sightings and read- able in our small tents. And all of us worked so hard to get there, it seemed
ings, but our equ ipment was mini- suffered more or less from snow blind- that we should go on, at least for a
mal- a theodolite on tripod legs, a ness just at the time when we wanted while.
sextant with artificial horizon, two clear eyesight to pick our way among A blizzard carne, with very low
compasses, and chronometers. W e had the ridges and crevasses of the tortured temperatures, so we had to stay in the
only the wheel meter on the sledge to ice, and to see the wonders about and tents, in our sleeping bags, for thirty
give distance actually travelled. before us. For at every day's advance hours-a rest we ali needed, though Ít
ln any case, it was the day after more great, nameless peaks carne into was warmth we needed most, and
passing Mr. Shackleton's waymark view in the west and southwest, sum- there was no warmth on that terrible
that 1 first saw clearly the great glacier mit beyond summit, range beyond plain anywhere at all but in our veins.
among the mountains to Lhe south- range, stark rock and snow in the W e huddled close together a1l that
west, which was to give us a pathway unending noon. time. The ice we lay on is two miles
from the sea levei of Lhe Barrier up to We gave names lo these peaks, not thick.
the altiplano, ten thousand feet above. very seriously, since we did not eiqiect lt cleared suddenly and became, for
The approach was magnificent: a our discoveries to come to the attention the plateau, good weather: twelve be-
gateway formed by immense vertical of geographers. Zoe had a gift for low zero and the wind not very srrong.
domes and pillars of rock. Zoe and naming, and it is thanks to her that W e three crawled out of our tent and
J uana had called the vast ice ri ver that certain sketch maps in various subur- met the others crawling out of theirs.
flowed through that gateway the FJo- ban South American attics bear such Carlota told us then that her group
rence Nightingale Glacier, wishing to curious featu res as "Bolívar's Big wished to turn back. Pepita had been
honor the British, who had been the Nose," "I Am General Rosas," "The feeling very ili; even after the rest
inspiration and guide of our Expedi- Cloudmaker," "Whose Toe?," and during the blizzard, her temperature
would not rise above 94 °. Carlota was
having trouble breathing. Zoe was
perfectly fit, but much preferred stay-
ing with her lriends and lending them
a hand in difficulties to pushing on
toward the Pole. So we put the four
ounces of pisco that we had been keep-
ing for Christmas into the breakfast
cocoa, and dug out our tents, and
loaded our sledges, and parted there in
the white daylight on the bmer plain.
Our sledge was fairly light by now.
We pulled on to the south. Juana cal-
culated our position daily. On the
Lwenty-second of December, 1909, we
reached the South Pole. The weather
was, as always, very cruel. Nothing of
any kind marked the dreary whiteness.
We discussed leaving some kind of
mark or monument, a snow cairn, a
tent pole and flag; but there seemed no
particular reason to do so. Anything
we could do, anything we were, was
T he W orld Outside insignifican t, in that awful place.
THE NEW YOl\KEI\ 4'i
We put up the tent
for shelter for an hour
and made a rup of tea,
and then struck "90º
Camp."
Dolores, standing pa-
tien t as evcr in her
sledging harness, looked
l
at the snow; it was so
hard frozen that it
showed no trace of our
footprints coming, and
she sai d, "Which wayl"
"North," said Juana.
lt was a joke, because
at that particular place
there is no other direc-
tion. But we did not
laugh. Our lips were
cracked with frostbite
and hurt too much to let
us laugh. So we started
back, and the wind at
our backs pushed us
along, and dulled the
knife edges of the waves
of frozen snow.
All that week the
blizzard wind pursued "Your Ho11or, the defense calls to the sta11d the first of several experts."
us like a pack of mad
dogs. I cannot describe • •
it. 1 wished we had
not gone to thc Pole. 1 think 1 wish it eating our fill and taking ou r time for named Blizzard! My Rosita and my
even now. But 1 was glad even then the last three hundred-odd miles. ln a Juanito heard many stories when they
that we had left no sign there, for tight place on the glacier 1 lost my were little, about that fcarful dog and
some man longing to be first might goggles- 1 was swinging from my how it howled, and thc transparent
come some day, and find it, and know harness at the time in a crevasse-and cattle of the invisible gauchos, and a
then what a fool he had been, and then Juana broke hers when we had to river of ice eight thousand feet high
break his heart. do some rock-climbing coming down called Nightingale, and how Cousin
W e talked, when we could talk, of to the Gateway. After two days in Juana drank a cup of tea standing on
catching up to Carlota's party, since bright sunlight with only one pair of the bottom of the world under seven
they might be going slower than we. snow goggles to pass amongst us, we suns, and other fairy tales.
ln fact thcy had used their tent as a were a1l suffering badly from snow W e were in for one severe shock
sai! to catch the following wind and blindness. lt became acutcly painful to when we reached Base at last. Teresa
had got far ahead of us. But in many keep lookout for landmarks or depot was pregnant. 1 must admit that my
places they had built snow cairns or flags, to take sightings, even to study first response to the poor girl's big
left some sign for us; once, Zoe had thc compass, which had to be laid belly and sheepish look was anger-
written on the lee side of a ten-foot down on the snow to steady the needle. rage-fury. That onc of us should
sastruga, just as children write on the At Concolorcorvo Dcpot, where there have concealed anything, and such a
sand of the beach at Miraflores, "This was a particularly good supply of food thing, from the others! But Teresa
W ay Out!" The wind blowing over and fuel, we gave up, crawled into our had done nothing of the sort. Only
the frozen ridge had left the words sleeping bags with bandaged eyes, and those who had concealed from her
perfectly distinct. slowly boiled alive like lobsters in the what she most needed to know were to
ln the very hour that we began to tem exposed to the relentless sun. The biame. Brought up by servants, with
descend the glacicr, the weather voices of Berta and Zoe were the four years' schooling in a convent, and
turned warmer, and the mad dogs sweetest sound 1 ever heard. A little married at sixteen, the poor girl was
were left to howl forever tethered to concerned about us, they had skied still so ignorant at twenty years of age
the Pole. The distance that had taken south to meet us. They led us home to that she had thought it was "the cold
us fifteen days going up we covered in Base. weather" that made her miss her peri-
only eight days going down. But the ods. Even this was not entirely stupid,
good weather that had aided us de-
scending the Nightingale became a W E recovered quite swiftly, but for all of us on lhe Southern J ourney
the altiplano left its mark. had seen our periods change or stop
curse down on the Barrier ice, where When she was very little, Rosita asked altogether as we experienced increas-
we had looked forward to a kind of if a dog "had bitted Mama's toes." 1 ing cold, hunger, and fatigue. Te-
royal progress from depot to depot, told her yes-a great, white, mad dog resa's appetite had begun to draw gen-
46

the captain of Lhe Yel-


cho, for the newspa-
pcrs have been fui] of
the story of his gallant
dash to rescue Sir Er-
nest Shackleton's men
from Elephant Island,
and we wished to con-
g ra tul a te him, and
once more to thank
him. Never one word
has he breathed of our
secret. He is a man of
honor, Luis Pardo.

1 inADO1929.thisOver
last note
the
ycars we have Jost
touch with one an-
other. lt is very dif-
ficult for women to
meet, when they live
as far apart as we do.
Since Juana died, I
have seen none of my
old sledge -m ates,
though sometimes we
write. Our little Rosa
del Sur died of the
scarlet fever when she
was five years old.
"T hat's not w hat Carl Sag a11 said." Teresa had many
other children. Car-
• • lota took thc veil in
Santiago ten years ago.
era] attention; and then she had be- Many were the suggestions for that We are old women now, with old
gun, as she said paLhetically, "to get child's name from her eight proud husbands, and grown children, and
fat." The others were worried aL midwife aunts: Polita, Penguina, Mc-- grandchildren who might some day
the thought of all Lhe sledge-hauling M urdo, Victo ria .. . But Teresa like to read abouL the Expedition.
she had done, but she flourished, and announced, aher she had had a good Even if they are rather ashamed of
the only problem was her positively in- sleep and a large serving of pemmican, having such a crazy grandmother,
satiable a ppetite. As well as could be "I shall name her Rosa-Rosa dei they may enjoy sharing in the secret.
determined from her shy references to Sur," Rose of the South. That night But they must not let Mr. Amundsen
her last night on the hacienda with we drank the last two bottles of Veuve know! He would be terribly embar-
her husband, the baby was due at jusL Clicquot (having finished the pisco at rassed and disappointed. There is no
about thc sarne time as the Yelcho, 88 ° 60' South) in toasts to our little need for him or anyone else outside the
February 20th. But we had noL been Rose. family to know. W e left no footprints,
back from the Southern Journey two On the nineteenth of February, a even. -URSULA K. LE Gu1N
weeks when, on February l 4th, she day early, my Juana carne down into
went into labor. Buenos Aires in a hurry. "The ship," •
Severa! of us had borne chiJdren and she said, "the ship has come," and she The Sunda} coffee and social hours,
had helped with deliveries, and any- burst into tears-she who had never hcld 1n Tuttle Hall alter thc 11 A.\I. ser-
how most of what needs to be done is wept in ali our weeks of pain and ,·ices, are a very impo rtant part of our par-
fairly self-evident; but a first labor can weariness on Lhe long haul. ish lifc. Thcy really are "hours," with
be long and trying, and we were all Of the return voyage there is noth- many pcoplc staying on and on to cnjoy thc
lellowship. Eileen Lynch has bcen scrving
anx:ious, while Teresa was frightened ing to tell. W e carne back safe. the Gracc Church family as coordinator of
out of her wits. She kept calling for ln 1912 all the world learned that thcse gathcrings for severa) ycars; our
her José till she was as hoarse as a the brave Norwegian Amundsen had hcartfelt thanks go 10 hcr for her faithful
skua. Zoe lost alJ patience at last and reached the South Pole; and then, ministry. This is the sort of unheralded but
vital service which a church cannot sur-
said, "By God, Teresa, if you say much later, we heard the accounts of vive.
'José!' once more, 1 hope you have a how Captain Scott and his men had The new coordinator i; Patsy Drab, and
penguin!" But what she had, after come there after him but did not come shc 1s going to nced a lot of help.-Bulle-
twenty long hours, was a pretty Jittle home again. tin o/Grace Church in NnJJ York.
red-faced girl. Just this year, Juana and l wrote to AJJ signs certainly poi11t that way.

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