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LORI HARVEY
LOVES HERSELF
Rumors about her dating
life have created an
avalanche of social media
chatter—but with a newly
launched skin care line,
fashion’s It girl answers
only to herself
By Tre’vell Anderson
62
WELL SUITED
Tailored pieces—pinstriped,
high-waisted, cropped,
deconstructed—are the
go-to sartorial power play
By Shelton Boyd-Griffith
70
LET ME COUNT THE WAYS
Black love is tender,
enduring and joyful—and it’s
expressed through
traditions rooted in our rich
Cover photography by history By Dominique Fluker
Emmanuel Sanchez Monsalve
This page: Lori Harvey wears a
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Dior dress and earrings. LOVE WITHOUT A LIMIT
A Black queer and nonbinary
writer reflects on the quiet
On the cover: Lori Harvey wears a
Tiffany & Co. Elsa Peretti® snake pain of loving and losing a
necklace in 18k gold, extra large, homophobic family member
$53,000.00, tiffany.com. By Ericka Hart
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sweet flex and a legacy
item, too.
STYLE CULTURE
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BLACK LOVE MATTERS
44
THE TIME IS NOW SUPPORTING A QUEEN
A fine watch is not just a style Breonna Taylor was the love of his Emmy winner Sheryl Lee Ralph
moment—it’s also a solid life. Now Kenneth Walker keeps her gets candid with Jackée Harry
investment legacy alive By Bry’onna Mention about what it takes to claim
and Melissa Noel your place and your joy
in Hollywood
16
I GOT A LOVE JONES FOR YOU
34
The 90s rom-com look is having a THE ART OF FREEDOM
46
renaissance By Nandi Howard Joan Tarika Lewis, the first woman WE SHALL OVERCOME
recruited to the Black Panther Michelle Obama illuminates a
Party, used her revolutionary art to path through uncertain times in
define the political goals of a The Light We Carry
movement By Skylar Mitchell By Malaika Jabali
20
STAND OUT
“Wacky” fashion is on trend, with
shapes and shimmers that are out
38
R&B IS NOT DEAD
48
TRAVERSING TRIUMPH
of this world By Kerane Marcellus
Coco Jones, Muni Long and Kaash In her column Chief to Chief,
SHAWN MICHAEL JONES
24
FROM THE CARPET TO YOUR
CLOSET spin on the music genre top Diversity and Inclusion Officer,
By Taylor Crumpton about how to stay healthy and
Top celeb stylists Scot Louie and centered when you’re the boss
Shiona Turini break down how you
can pull off that red-carpet glam
By Scarlett Newman
88
POWER PLAY IN EVERY ISSUE
CarpeDM, a matchmaking
tech start-up, creates a 10 CONTRIBUTORS
whole new dating experience 12 EDITOR’S LETTER
for Black women
By Kimberly Wilson Executive Editor/VP,
Content Danielle Cadet
reflects on the many
90
CHOOSING FREEDOM expressions of Black love
Leaving behind racial 94 HOROSCOPE
tensions in the States,
44
Black American Muslim 96 LOVE RULES!
Imani Bashir found Staffers share their highest
peace as an expat
By Danielle Pointdujour relationship ideals
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THE REALITIES OF
A RECESSION
When economic downturns
hit, Black folks have it
particularly hard. Experts
offer tips on riding out the
looming recession of 2023
By Jasmine Browley
Restore body and soul
in the waters of Puerto
Viejo de Talamanca,
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WORTH THE TRIP
Costa Rica.
How a burned-out music
exec found spiritual and
physical healing by
immersing herself in
nature in Costa Rica
By Jessica Herndon
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From the Carpet
to Your Closet
Stylists Scot Louie and Keke Palmer
I
t’s no secret that Black women are
trendsetters, especially on the red
carpet—whether at the Oscars,
Grammys or Met Gala. Many of these
celebrities have their “right hand,”
otherwise known as their Black stylist, to
thank for their coveted looks. For the most
part, outfits on the red carpet aren’t easily
accessible in-store; they’re more likely
custom pieces by a brand or skillful
collaborations between the brand, stylist
and the celebrity wearing the clothes. But
that doesn’t mean you can’t find some
inspiration for your own closet.
While most of us aren’t getting ready for
the next big event, we still aspire to embody
confidence and glamor in our everyday attire.
F R O M T O P: P H O T O G R A P H Y B Y N I S H A J O H N Y A N D J O N AT H A N J A C O B S; J O N K O PA L O F F/G E T T Y I M A G E S; N I S H A J O H N Y A N D J O N AT H A N J A C O B S (2).
take it in at the waist. Clothing will always fall the first high-fashion luxury brand to dress
better when it is tailored to your body, and women in tuxedos and suits. Saint Laurent
small tweaks can really make a difference. executes tailoring very well, so a classic black
blazer or tuxedo jacket that you can wear a
range of ways is worth the investment. I love
pairing a jacket with the unexpected, like a
high-waisted bike short or a long tuxedo skirt.
Janice Duncan at the 93rd Academy
Awards in a black Valentino suit is another
favorite moment. I am always looking for
pieces that have a unique element. The
tuxedo jacket could also be considered a
cape, but it still has the lines of a great-fitting
jacket. Pairing it with a sheer, textured
top, like an Aisling Camps modern sheer
turtleneck, makes the look even more
unexpected and interesting.
Uzo Aduba
Then there’s Uzo Aduba at the Lightyear
premiere in a Sergio Hudson suit. Suiting
in bold, bright colors is always a yes for me!
Wright
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dazzles bodysuit and jeans. The pieces work well in
at every
event. any season, making it easy to incorporate
them into your wardrobe.
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In 2007, sisters Deborah and Jennifer watched their mother pass away a F.C.C.P., Morehouse School of Medicine. “Knowing this may help
little more than two years after her initial lung cancer diagnosis. Losing doctors develop personalized treatment plans to specifically target
a loved one is hardu and the sisters weren’t prepared to face yet that type of cancer.”²⁴
another lung cancer diagnosis in 2020 – this time for Deborah.
After receiving her Niomarker testing results, DeNorah learned that
After her cough was misdiagnosed twice, DeNorah, a she had the KRAS G12C mutation, one of the most
retired educator from Morganton, North Carolina, learned common mutations in NSCLC, occurring in aNout
she had advanced non-small cell lung cancer (NSCLC). 1 in 8 (13%) NSCLC patients in western countries.5
Upon hearing the news, Jennifer immediately stepped in Despite KRAS testing Neing recommended Ny
as her sister’s health advocate. DeNorah says Jennifer has guidelines from professional societies as part of a
Neen the “angel on her shoulder” throughout her journey Nroad comprehensive panel or targeted testing in
Ny “researching her cancer and communicating with her NSCLC, not all individuals Nenefit equitaNly from these
doctors.” That research led Jennifer to discover a physician advances.⁶⁷⁸⁹ In NSCLC, eligiNle Black patients are less
who could perform DeNorah’s surgery. But at a follow-up likely to receive Niomarker testing compared to White
CT scan post-surgery and chemotherapy, DeNorah’s team patients, which can potentially contriNute to widening
of oncologists recommended Niomarker testing after existing disparities in cancer diagnosis and treatment.⁹¹⁰
discovering that the cancer had spread to the other lung.
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Biomarker testing identifies a patient’s specific tumor more equitaNle future since “we’re seeing Niomarker
makeup to help doctors understand what’s driving the testing Neing conducted at the time of diagnosis for
growth of the cancer.¹² It can Ne done through a tissue Niopsy or a Nlood advanced or metastatic NSCLC patients, which is how it should Ne
test.³ “Each person’s cancer has a unique pattern of biomarkers.² utilized Necause it guides treatment plan decisions.”¹¹ In his opinion,
Biomarker testing may show mutations in the cancer’s cells that can people need to know that “at the time of diagnosisu patientsu
help doctors understand what is influencing the cancer to grow and caregiversu and advocates should be empowered and encouraged
spreadu”² explains Interventional Pulmonologist Eric Flenaughu M.D.u to ask about the availability of biomarker testing.”
To learn more about KRAS 212C in NSCLC and for additional information
on comprehensive biomarker testing talk to your doctor. You can also
find resources by visiting krasg12candme.com.
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Walker honors his late
girlfriend Breonna Taylor.
Black Love
Matters
Breonna Taylor was more than a hashtag to
Kenneth Walker. She was his love and best friend
By
Bry’onna Mention and Melissa Noel
T
he month of June was special to Walker says Breonna, at 26, had big little Jordans; it was supposed to be for our
Breonna Taylor and Kenneth Walker. plans for her career, working two jobs to pay kid—so we always had them sitting on the
With her birthday on the 5th and his for nursing school. They had big plans for a dresser, like we had a kid already,” he says,
on the 10th, the couple enjoyed an almost future together, too. “We were definitely describing the red and white Retro 12s that
week-long celebration together every year. talking about getting married and having a he still holds close.
They loved live music and going to concerts, baby and stuff, just planning on being a These items are now keepsakes from a
J O N C H E R R Y/G E T T Y I M A G E S
a good party and taking long walks— power couple, making a whole lot of money future he and Breonna had planned—but
anything, Walker says, to be in each other’s together,” he says. will never have. Everything changed on
presence and have a good time. “Our love His mother was going to give him his March 13, 2020.
was based on friendship—that’s where it all grandmother’s ring for Breonna when he The night before had started out as an
started,” Walker says, sharing that they first was ready to propose. And a close friend of ordinary evening for the duo in Louisville,
met online in 2012. “Friendship was how our the two had also given them a special gift. Kentucky. They had a date night, went out to
love became what it was.” “Our godson’s mom gave us some of his dinner at Texas Roadhouse, came home »
“
I will keep her name alive. that’s happening— weight of Breonna’s memories.
still to this day.” “I guess it just feels like I was put in this
I will continue to make sure In the two position for a reason,” he reflects. “I grew up
people know I’m still here, years since the with two sisters and a mom, so I’ve always
traumatic event, been a protector of Black women. Who
and that I’m gonna keep Walker, now 30, better to speak than somebody who’s lived
has been at the through this, and continues to say her name.”
fighting for Breonna.” forefront of pro- Walker was initially charged with
tests, participated assault and attempted murder after the raid.
and played a game of UNO! They planned in social justice panels and done countless Those charges were permanently dropped
on watching the movie Freedom Riders, but interviews alongside Breonna’s family. He in March 2021. That month, Walker filed
they soon dozed off, not knowing things says he feels as if it’s all necessary, as they a civil lawsuit against the city and a number
would never be the same after the early continue fighting for justice. of the officers involved in the shooting,
morning hours of March 13. Historically, Black women have fought requesting punitive and compensatory
Shortly after midnight, Louisville police for justice and carried on the legacies of damages in both state and federal court. In
officers executing a search warrant used a Black men: Mamie Till-Mobley for her son November 2022, the Louisville Metro Police
battering ram to enter Breonna’s apartment. Emmett Till; Betty Shabazz and Coretta Department (LMPD) settled with Walker for
Walker, a licensed gun holder, said he Scott King for their husbands, Malcolm X $2 million.
thought someone was trying to break in. He and Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.; and Erica In August 2022, the Justice
fired a single shot, hitting an officer in the Garner died fighting for her father, Eric Department charged four current and
leg. The officers returned fire with a barrage Garner. Women like Sybrina Fulton, Lucy former LMPD officers with federal crimes
of bullets that struck and killed Breonna. McBath and Lesley McSpadden—mothers related to Breonna’s death, including
“When this happened, I lost everything,” of Trayvon Martin, Jordan Davis and Mike federal civil rights offenses, unlawful
says Walker. Brown—have forged bonds from shared conspiracies and use of excessive force.
He was immediately taken into tragedy. Known as “Mothers of the One of the officers, Kelly Goodlett,
custody and charged with the attempted Movement,” the latter form a heartbroken pleaded guilty to falsifying the warrant
murder of a police officer. He would later club of moms of slain Black boys. It’s a circle that led to Breonna’s death—and to later
L E I G H V O G E L /G E T T Y I M A G E S
learn of his girlfriend’s death from a in which none of them sought membership conspiring with another detective to
newscast while in jail. Walker never got a that now binds them for life. create a cover story—when her death
chance to say goodbye, because he was Here, Walker stands alone. There isn’t a gained national attention.
locked up on the day of Breonna’s funeral. “Fathers, Husbands or Boyfriends of the “I will keep her name alive,” Walker
“I’ve been having to fight just to live,” Movement.” As the only surviving witness to vows. “I will continue to make sure people
Walker says now. “ I haven’t even had enough Breonna’s killing, Walker shoulders an know I’m still here, and that I’m gonna keep
time to slow down and process everything enormous responsibility for carrying the fighting for Breonna.”
Lewis helped
wrote articles for the Black Panther shape the sides of the artist’s family through their
visual identity
newspaper. “We were typing with two of the Party. exodus north, then west.
fingers, okay?” she says with a laugh. She Lewis was born in Oakland in 1950.
also came into her own as a political By then, her relatives had established
cartoonist after she became a member of the Party. multiplegenerations of African-American community leadership,
Lewis vividly recalls her young adulthood through the lens of her including as members of the Buffalo Soldiers and as Black physicians
time with the Party, during which she collaborated with peers-turned- and homeowners. Lewis recalls growing up surrounded by Black-
comrades to define the organization’s political identity. She remembers owned medical offices, stores and boxing gyms like the one where her
how in 1967, an innocent day at San Francisco’s Playland-at-the-Beach father trained as a lightweight champion. The neighborhood was close-
amusement park turned into a nightmare. Lewis had been enjoying an knit, and children like Lewis were protected by a circle of fictive kin.
afternoon of fun with Bonnie and June Pointer of the Pointer Sisters. “After “Oakland, especially West Oakland, was a real family community,”
we got off the roller coaster, these two grown men had this kid—and they she says of the sense of safety the city had at that time. “Everyone
sucker-punched this little skinny kid,” Lewis says. “He must’ve been knew each other. Everyone’s doors were open—we never locked our
about 13 years old. The men turned out to be policemen.” The experience doors. We never had bars on our windows. I had a dozen mothers up
was for Lewis a “rude awakening,” an act of brutality that provoked her to and down the street. And if a kid ever got in trouble, your mother knew
take action. “Shortly after, I joined the Black Panther Party,” she states. about it before you got home.”
Taking the name Tarika Matilaba Lewis, she was not initially To some extent, the familial nature of Black Oakland served »
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r&b IS NOT
By
Taylor Crumpton
Photography by
Kevin Amato DEAD Coco Jones, Muni
Long, Kaash Paige:
three dynamic women
in the music industry
who are revitalizing
the new age
Over thirty years ago, Mary J. Blige was
crowned the Queen of Hip-Hop Soul. The
title, bestowed on her by record executive
S T Y L I N G B Y I C O N B I L L I N G S L E Y. H A I R B Y H A C H O O J O H N S O N. M A K E U P B Y D I A N A S H I N AT A-F R A M E
Andre Harrell, was the byproduct of the
A G E N C Y. P R O D U C T I O N B Y T H E M O R R I S O N G R O U P, W I T H T H A N K S T O L’E R M I TA G E B E V E R LY H I L L S.
positive reception to her studio album, What’s
the 411? At the time of the album’s release,
Entertainment Weekly described it as “one of
the most accomplished fusions of soul values
and hip-hop to date.”
Executive-produced by Sean “Puffy”
Combs, the album incorporated elements of
hip-hop’s beats and narrative-driven lyricism.
The meshing of genres extended beyond
sound and into fashion. Combs hired Misa
Hylton, now a style icon, to curate and
produce looks to accentuate Blige’s “fly girl”
personality and attitude. Through her creative
partnerships with Combs and Hylton, Blige
introduced not only a new sound to R&B, but
a new type of singer.
In the late 1990s and early 2000s, R&B
was at the top of music charts. The new
millennium expanded opportunities for
musicians to connect with their fans online,
through early social media networking sites
and fan pages. However, as the Internet
began to connect listeners to genres outside
Coco Jones is originally of their locale, preferences in the mid to late
from Columbia, South
Carolina. 2000s started to orient toward European
electronic music and dance-pop. This shift —Nostalgia, Ultra and House of Balloons—
resulted in the prioritization of electro-pop ushered R&B into the 2010s. Instead of using
and dance-pop over R&B, which led to the gospel as a leading influence, this type of R&B
category’s dismissal from the mainstream. pulled together elements of alternative, indie
R&B’s transition to the underground and rock. Although the projects could be
afforded an opportunity for the genre to considered R&B, they reflected the sound of
reinvent itself. Between 2011 to 2012, Frank a Black kid who came of age on the Internet.
Ocean and The Weeknd released their debut For that generation, “labeling”—whether in
mixtapes online. The musical projects terms of sexual orientation and gender »
W e e k n d ’s Tr i l o g y a s e x a m p l e s o f
contemporary R&B albums that make you
feel, arguing: “R&B is finding more. R&B is
recreating the genre.... It’s a feeling. It’s
rhythm. Whatever you want to do, it’s getting
your groove. Everybody just create their own
world and allow everybody to be a part of it.”
The ability to create one feeling through
music is symbolic of R&B’s relationship with
For the majority of Jones’s life she has experienced pressure to that brought great impact because it had “feeling.”
be someone else, in order to adhere to what Hollywood considers a “I think people, we’re lacking compassion these days. Everybody’s
successful Black woman. Now she has decided to center herself and so desensitized, and I think deep down, we want to be loved—we want to
her own stories, in television and music. feel,” Long says. “And I think as long as I continue to give them that, and
There are three basic questions in help people escape from the darkness of reality, the more love that we’re
storytelling: Who writes the stories? able to inject on the other side, right now, as an artist—I think this is a
Who benefits from the story? Who is great opportunity for R&B to kind of sneak in there and just take over.”
missing from the stories? In Muni Long’s Her breakthrough single, “Hrs and Hrs,” provided the perfect
case, she is the author and beneficiary. opening for couples to showcase their affectionate love, after an
For over a decade, Long penned award- intense period of global lockdown due to COVID-19. The song also
winning songs for pop’s biggest stars served as an introduction to Long, the storyteller she always wanted to
and went by a different name, but they be. Long makes the music that she wants to hear, instead of being
were not the stories she wanted to tell. encouraged to write music that is popular.
“We definitely went through a The success of “Hrs and Hrs” helped Long negotiate a partnership
period of ‘too cool.’ You know what I’m with Def Jam, allowing her to focus on the creation of music instead of
saying? I’m too cool for that. I’m too cool serving as her own fashion stylist, hairstylist, makeup artist and more.
to love,” she reflects. “Everybody was She describes this state as a “matter of me being consistent with the
trying to rap-sing at a certain point, and same integrity of music, the same level of music, where people love it.
that’s okay. No judgment, because I was Every time I put something out, it’s going to have to have that same
liking a lot of that stuff too—but I think integrity and the same impact. I can only pray and hope that I can do
it’s time to move on,” she adds. that over and over. That’s all I’m focused on.”
Long aspired to make songs that All this to say, R&B is alive and well. It’s just not the same R&B your
evoke emotions, like Method Man and parents and grandparents grew up with. Inherently, music is
Blige’s “You’re All I Need.” She mentions omnipresent and ever-changing, which means the singers who create
artists of the era like Combs, known back and produce songs change alongside it. The new generation is not like
then as Puff Daddy, and Faith Evans, who the one before, but they should be welcomed as having the same
understood the power of a simple song relevance and earning the same respect afforded to Blige in 1992.
SUPPORTING A QUEEN
Sheryl Lee Ralph sits down with Jackée Harry for a conversation on their
Hollywood trajectories—and the Emmy win that ties them together
Photography by Shaniqwa Jarvis
Styling by Jason Rembert
On September 20, 1987, Jackée Harry became the first African- Harry: How did that make you feel?
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American woman to receive a Primetime Emmy Award for Ralph: Oh my gosh. So tiny. And I remember having to ask him,
Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Comedy Series. Her win, for “Natural for whom? This is me.” But what was so interesting is that
her role as Sandra Clark on 227, cracked the door open for Black even later on, when the pilot came up—I think it was Sanford
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female comedic actresses—but it would be 35 years before another Arms—the producer told me I just wasn’t Black enough, and I was
would walk through it and onto the Emmy stage to accept that same like, “Wow.”
award. On September 12, 2022, Sheryl Lee Ralph was that person.
“When they called your name for your Emmy, I said, ‘Wow, this Harry: And what does that mean?
is bigger than I thought,’” Harry says, in conversation with Ralph for Ralph: Exactly. I wasn’t Black enough for you.
the Abbott Elementary star’s Of The ESSENCE digital cover. “Being
the first is hard. Being the second is harder, but it’s fabulous.” Harry: I was told I wasn’t Black enough in terms of my skin color. When
“It’s so amazing,” Ralph responds. they tell you that, it makes you so angry. And then it makes you so sad.
Ralph and Harry were both born in 1956 and bred in New York, Ralph: Years later I saw that producer—he’s since passed—and he
and they both worked on Broadway early in their careers. Though said, “I am very sorry.” And I said, “It’s all right.” I let him apologize, and
their paths diverged after that, their journeys through Hollywood I was happy that he knew better now.
have been similar, as entertainers coming up in an era when
opportunities for Black women were more rare. Yet, as they both
share, one thing’s for sure about show business: You can’t live in “ What people don’t know is
the past.
it is easy to disappear in the
Jackée Harry: You and I are sitting here, and we’re over 40. industry. After you turn 40,
Sheryl Lee Ralph: Over 50. Welcome, 60. Hey!
they don’t see you anymore.”
Harry: But we’re both still working. How rare is that? Speak on it, girl.
Ralph: Very, very. What people don’t know is it is easy to disappear —Sheryl Lee Ralph
in the industry. After you turn 40, people just don’t see you anymore.
Harry: I remember you from Dreamgirls, like everybody does. The
Harry: I didn’t think I’d be working today. I thought I’d be in San Diego, original Deena Jones. But I must say, I felt that you guys didn’t get
retired in my condo—somewhere near the beach, with young boys. your due from the play to the movie. I know that’s quite a broad
Well, not too young. Maybe 50, 51. statement, but you never got your flowers.
Ralph: I always said to myself I was going to be Betty White, Black. Ralph: You know something, Jackée? You and I have been around
long enough to realize that everything comes around the way it is
Harry: Why? supposed to come around. Yes, they ignored us when they made
Ralph: Oh, because Jackée, I love what I do. And what I do has given me the movie. Whatever that choice was, it hurt my feelings, because
an incredible platform to talk to people and address things like health we literally created Dreamgirls. Tom Eyen handpicked us, put us
issues, well-being, all of that. And to create a space that is good for all together—and we improvised and put those moments together
everybody. When I hit the room, I want there to be an explosion of joy. I that became that groundbreaking musical. And when they chose
want people to be happy, feel seen and know that things are possible. to go to Hollywood and make the movie, to act like we weren’t a
part of it—there were so many things they could have done. They
Harry: You always had your career planned out, didn’t you? could have added us, but the choice was made not to. And God
Ralph: Yes. I always knew that there would be younger people behind and Goddess know why. I’m just like, “It’s okay.” Because we are
me, and I always knew in my mind that I would have children. And I moving forward.
wanted to have the kind of career that my children, my family, my
community, the people that loved me could look at and say, “That’s our Harry: It’s show business. You can’t live in the past. But don’t get
Sheryl Lee Ralph.” I embraced the label “role model” because there amnesia. That’s what I say.
were never enough of them on TV for you and me. Ralph: That right there. Make it be lipstick and lashes under the
bridge, baby.
Harry: We both played popular moms on television in the ’90s. You Harry: Forever.
starred alongside Brandy in Moesha, which I love.
Ralph: That was a great time for me. I remember walking into the Ralph: A great lesson is find your joy and hold onto it. Don’t let
room and seeing this young Black girl with her braids, just doing anybody take it away from you.
her thing. And I remember thinking of when I was her age, dreaming Harry: Joy can’t be given, and it can’t be taken away once you have it.
about coming into the industry, and being a teenager and wearing
my braids—and having producers say things like, “It’s a very EDITOR’S NOTE: Quotes have been condensed and edited for space. Watch Sheryl
unnatural hairstyle. Can’t you just find something more natural?” Lee Ralph and Jackée Harry’s Of The ESSENCE conversation in full at ESSENCE.com.
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ichelle Obama was writing her debut memoir, to release their words into the world.” While she doesn’t
Becoming, and thought, What on earth am I hesitate to share her vulnerability, she doesn’t linger on it
doing? It’s hard to imagine the beloved First either. “Fear is powerful in that it can keep us safe,” she
Lady ever being unsure of herself—but that doubt says, “but it can also keep us stuck. And if we don’t learn
resurfaced as she prepared to launch her latest title, The how to decode when fear is saving us and when it’s holding
Light We Carry: Overcoming in Uncertain Times. It was a us back, then we lose out on whatever opportunities and
week before the book’s publication date when we spoke, possibilities lie on the other side of that fear.” It’s an insight
and she still didn’t feel at ease about the endeavor. “I could that holds lessons for how we deal with each other in our
just be at home, comfortable, not saying anything,” she daily lives.
reflected. But here she was. On the day we talk, the elephant in the room is, well, a
A lot has changed since Mrs. Obama published her GOP one. It’s Election Day 2022, and predictions of a
autobiographical best-seller in late 2018. A little more than Republican “red wave” have captured the nation’s
a year after its release, the entire world was shaken by a attention. Stoking fears and inflaming differences have
global pandemic. The Light We Carry speaks to the fear been key to the party’s strategy—ultimately, it fails.
and uncertainty that followed in its wake, yet the assurance Though neither of us says it explicitly, The Light We
in Mrs. Obama’s voice makes you feel as if anything can be Carry serves as a torch showing us a way out of the dark,
overcome. ugly politics that have engulfed our nation. Through
Overcoming is a lesson she learned early on. At 4 anecdotes in each chapter of the book, Mrs. Obama shares
years old, Mrs. Obama was selected to participate in a the tools that she and others in her trusted circle use to find
holiday recital. During the rehearsal, she noticed an the light at the end of our challenges.
oversize plush turtle perched next to the spot where she “This is a good time for us all to put our tools on the
was supposed to perform. Despite her pounding heart, table and start figuring out how do we cope in these times,”
she approached the stage and found that the turtle wasn’t she says. “We don’t have the right or the bandwidth to quit,
as big and intimidating as she thought. so we have to figure out how we are going to sustain
For her, the turtle came to symbolize fear of the ourselves and each other. We’ve got to develop the
unknown, even in our adult lives. I ask about the other resilience of our parents and our grandparents—now
“turtles” in her life. “This book is one,” she states over the more than ever.” And, she points out, those fearsome
phone. “But that fear comes up anytime anyone is about turtles become so much smaller when we do it together.
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Caroline Wanga: Who is Kiera Fernandez? Fernandez: My whole life I wanted to be a lawyer. I can
Kiera Fernandez: From the day I came into this space, I remember watching L.A. Law, with female lawyers,
was breathed into with deep life and affirmation that gave and they were ballers. There was a really clear moment,
me confidence and courage. I grew up with both sets of though. My mom and most of her siblings, went to
my grandparents, [and they] had very different Arizona State. We went to the Rose Bowl one year, and
backgrounds. On my mom’s side, my grandfather is from Arizona was playing Michigan. They were playing
Mississippi and my grandmother from Louisiana—so I the game, and I saw them run out with their helmets,
had the very traditional Southern, African-American and I thought that was awesome, and I was very excited
experience from the Jim Crow era, where they had to make about it—and that’s how I picked Michigan. And
hard choices and decisions about how they were going to when I got there, I got a cultural immersion, being 45
be raised and how to raise their family. On my dad’s side, minutes from Detroit and around other people with
my grandmother is from Wisconsin, and my grandfather different experiences.
was born and raised in Hawaii. All these experiences I’m on spring break one year, and I’m with my cousin
create the sum total of the tapestry in which I was raised. Marcus at a job fair, and Target was there. I’m walking
by and I say to the recruiter, “I’m sorry, I’m not interested
Wanga: Out of all your identities, there’s something in being a cashier.” And he said, “Well, do you have five
different about how you feel about your Black identity minutes for me to tell you about the experience?” And
and how it plays a role in the way you show up. Why? he pulls out the magic ingredient, and it’s a paper that’s
Fernandez: We’re sitting in a yoga studio. When my got a career path on it. And so I’m looking at this very
grandmother Annie was my age, she wouldn’t be able sequential progress, and I’m like, Wow, that’s amazing. So
to walk in that door. This wasn’t designed for her. That’s we leave the job fair and go to the closest Target possible.
not my other grandmother’s experience. I know who I see And I walk in with a different set of eyes. I think to myself,
in the mirror every day. I see a Black woman who was I think I could work here. I think I could do this. The person
raised by a Black woman, who was raised by a Black that was on campus ended up being one of my store
woman. There are some people that have a multiracial directors—that’s the way the universe works in tandem.
background that, based on their optics, can make a
choice. I know what I look like, and I know where I’m Wanga: One of the things that I know about you is that
centered and where I’m from. part of what helps you thrive is being healthy and well.
You sit in a very high-ranking position in a very stressful
Wanga: What happens after childhood, in terms of job. You sit in the types of roles that have killed people.
where you choose to go to school; and how do you end Literally. From heart attacks, strokes and so on. You’re the
up in Minnesota at Target? second-highest ranking Black woman in your »
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t’s easy to assume you know Lori Harvey. Her name’s always in the headlines
and on the tip of everybody’s tongue—most often in regard to the men she’s said
to have dated. It’s easy, almost expected, to think you’ve got her figured out; that
you know what the 26-year-old daughter of a noted fashionista and King of
Comedy is all about. We can thank, or blame, the celebrity gossip and news eco-
system for that. And up to this point, Harvey’s been fairly silent about all that’s come
through the grapevine.
“Because I’ve been so quiet this whole time, the Internet has created narratives for
me,” she says, with clarity, on a recent winter evening in Los Angeles. “People are just
taking whatever bits of gossip and rumors that they have, and then creating that as a
truth. In reality, the majority of the time it’s so far from the truth. So, it can be tough.”
Harvey’s saving grace has been a piece of wisdom from her mother: “For those who
know and love you, no answer is needed. But for those who don’t, no answer will do.”
“That’s where the strong sense of self comes into play,” Harvey explains. “Just
understanding and really knowing who I am, and not letting the outside opinions or
noise affect me internally.” »
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mid economic turmoil, political unrest, public
health crises and general global strife, love— Black couples have been engaging in this custom at weddings since
especially Black love—is a grounding force. the 18th century. Tyler D. Parry, Ph.D., the author of Jumping the Broom:
Every time we express love, we honor The Surprising Multicultural Origins of a Black Wedding Ritual, noted
our ancestors who dared to love deeply and that our enslaved ancestors weren’t free to marry legally, so many
fearlessly. Even with the threat of being adopted the tradition of jumping the broom. As Parry shared in a 2022
forcibly separated from each other, and with the inability to establish New York Times article, this rite was once practiced by marginalized
comfortable homes, our people embraced one another, with the communities in Europe. It was later introduced to enslaved people in
singular faith that things wouldn’t always be so bleak. Their decision to America by White plantation owners.
make room for hope and warmth has grounded and sustained us. In The Journal for Southern Living, Patrick W. O’Neil includes a
I’ve experienced the full spectrum of Black love—from arranging chapter called “Bosses and Broomsticks: Ritual and Authority in
flowers with my grandmother in her backyard to riding with my father on Antebellum Slave Weddings,” which observes that most slave owners
his tandem bike in the afternoons to catching up with my mother on our used the broomstick to deem Black marriages transitory and
daily homegirl phone calls. I also know love’s more difficult side, as I unimportant—and to assert authority and dominance over enslaved
embarked on the merry-go-round of a romantic relationship that often households. But for us, jumping the broom signifies a new beginning;
left me riddled with despair. I’ve listened to a lot of Keyshia Cole and Toni sweeping out the old, if you will. It respects the families of each partner
Braxton. Two tracks, specifically—Keyshia’s “Shoulda Let You Go” and while acknowledging the holy union the newlyweds have undertaken.
Toni’s “I Love Me Some Him”—helped me navigate my emotions, heal Over the past several hundred years, the tradition has endured; it
and, later, self-soothe. After surviving the highs and lows of Black love, I is still a feature at Black American nuptials. After the newlyweds
know it intimately; and the familiarity deepens my appreciation. exchange vows and kiss, they hold hands and jump over a broom to seal
Now, make no mistake, it’s work. Lord, it’s work. Consistently their union. A family member can make the broom, or it may be an
choosing someone can get difficult, especially when egos come out to heirloom passed down through generations.
play. But that’s just the thing: It’s a choice. You wake up every day and My mother was the designated broom creator for jumping-the-
decide to love on your mate. Even though painful love may be a thing of broom rituals in our family. I’d watch her meticulously apply white and
the past, we can’t pretend like some days aren’t get-out-of-my-room- silver ribbon, custom-made satin bows and fabric to the broom handle.
and-hit-the-sofa type days, with a you-a-mess cherry on top. Still, we She would then adorn the broom’s base with dried lavender, pearls and
show up and try again, because the I-need-us days outweigh all. eucalyptus. It usually took her three days to decorate the broom. With
Aside from encompassing strength and resilience, our love can pride, she would deliver her creation to the bride and groom, hopeful
also be intentionally tender. Although Black love can be complicated their love and bond would be eternal. For Black families today, jumping
and nuanced, at its core it is joyful. Even in terrible times, it is luminous, the broom marks the leap of faith needed to embrace Black love fully.
forcing out the grim realities of being Black in America and bringing the
light. Today, as we honor the past and create space for the future, we PAYING FOR A FULL SET
count all the ways in which we continue the legacy of Black love. Black nail art can be traced back to 3000 B.C., with Queen Nefertiti »
WEDDING RINGS
We d d i n g r i n g s a re a n e m b l e m o f
devotion. The symbolism behind them “With modern soul food, we
has much to do with their circular shape,
w h i c h re p re s e n t s w h o l e n e s s a n d celebrate our foremothers’
timelessness. Circles have no beginning
or end and, like love, are limitless.
culinary creativity. Out of great
As with nail art, ancient Egyptians struggle has come wondrous
pioneered the wedding ring. They
believed the band represented eternal innovation. With each plate, we
life, love and, ultimately, a spiritual portal.
Thus they would exchange rings of love
deepen our love for one another.”
made of woven reeds or leather.
Today’s wedding ring symbolizes
the promise of love, growth and oneness. And for Black couples, it’s
also the beginning of a journey rich in African history. These days our
F R O M T O P: B R I A N A B A R T L E T T; A M Y A N A I Z P H O T O G R A P H Y. O P P O S I T E: Z U N L E E.
wedding rings are decorated with platinum, black bands and large,
colorful diamonds. And from canary yellow to Ruby Woo red to
powder blue, even engagement rings are now more modern in their
look. Our rings reflect our community’s current styles, economic
empowerment and singular passion.
LIBATION CEREMONY
Although wedding ceremonies are joyous,
they can also have an air of somber reflection. “Every week, it would
As partners celebrate their union, they also
honor deceased loved ones who passed away
be the same routine.
before the special day. Through a libation There was a sense of
ceremony, Black couples pour out a liquid as
an offering to a departed person’s spirit, deity closeness and intimacy
or soul.
The observance isn’t limited to weddings
as my mother applied
and romantic ceremonies. Spiritual-libation the grease to my tender
occasions are often held among close friends
to honor loved ones who have passed on. On head and smoothed
Tupac’s 1994 track “Pour Out a Little Liquor,” he
describes how he’s choosing to remember his
my edges. It was a loving
lost friends and family by performing this rite. gesture meant to nurture
This tradition exists not just in our
communities but globally. It is practiced in the health of my hair.
Africa, Israel, Greece, Rome, Asia and South
America, to name a few cultures that share in
Many Black kids
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is all too familiar. And for said it on cue.
a Black queer/trans/ Although religion was important to my
nonbinary person, it is immediate family, they weren’t super strict
intertwined in the very about it. It felt ritualistic—more like a habit
fabric of our existence. and a hope for connection, as opposed to a
We live in a country that does everything in necessity for salvation. Attending church felt
its power to render Black queer and trans like a practice passed down by the ancestors,
people invisible and obsolete. This inevitably without much explanation of why we needed
leads to mourning our queer and trans to dress up, attend, sing and then go to
friends and “chosen family” members—who Grandma’s house for dinner. Yet every
either no longer see existing on this plane as Sunday without fail we rushed out of the
an option or who cease to exist because house to make it to services on time.
someone made that fatal decision for them. For my mom church was definitely a
Legislators have taken time out of their day space she went to worship God, but it was
to create laws penalizing students and also an outlet for her and her kids to stunt in a
teachers for even saying the word gay in new outfit. I think it also fulfilled her childhood
classrooms, increasing barriers for trans dream of being a famous vocalist. Church
youth who seek to access gender-affirming became a place where she experienced
care and using barbaric medical tests to worship and celebration. My dad, on the
delegitimize trans athletes. Unfortunately, other hand, went to church when he wanted
legislation is not the only realm where to or when my mom made it clear that we
agreement has formed to say that our should show up together as a family—on
existence is wrong and should be corrected. major holidays, and so on. He always made a
It starts closer to home, quite literally. point that he didn’t need to be in church to
Family members are often our first point honor God. He was raised Pentecostal, which
of contact with homophobia, queerphobia required that he be in church four or five days
and/or transphobia; and this can come up of the week. Continuing that practice was not
well before we even have the language to something he was interested in, and when
name our own identities. We learn very given the choice of whether or not to attend
quickly what is valued as “normal”—through church, he chose not to.
gender corrections like “Act like a lady” or For his sister Judith Snowden—my Aunt
“Boys don’t cry.” We hear it through jokes, Judy—on the other hand, church was a
conversations about popular culture and necessary pathway to her final resting place:
even gossip about other family members. For heaven. Aunt Judy was barely 5' 2", thin, light-
me, these messages came through mostly skinned, with hair that was clearly greased
in a religious context. Christianity played a with blue magic, as the bunted ends sat
prominent role in my life growing up. We faithfully on the back of her neck as if they’d
went to church every Sunday and prayed been glued in place. Her laugh reverberated
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before every meal, and every night before with unwavering conviction about every-
bed we recited: “Now I lay me down to sleep, thing, but especially about God. She never
I pray the Lord my soul to keep. And if I die wore pants—always a skirt or dress, well
before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.” below her knees, with nothing form-fitting
I don’t say this prayer anymore and haven’t and certainly not showing her cleavage or
since I was about 7, but it’s still cemented in even her collarbone. She was a part of every
my memory. In my Black household, you church board imaginable and would invite us
absolutely did not question why our to her church at every opportunity. »
“Respect is
has some truth in familial relationships as
well. Whatever it was, I felt held and loved
by my Aunt Judy—until I realized our
relationship was contingent upon my not
a complex
identifying as queer, or, as she saw it, yielding
to “the temptation of the devil.”
I kept my queerness from my immediate
family until I was 22. I introduced partners as
subject when
my friends, lying for fear my family would not
accept me. At this time, I had no plans of
coming out to my Aunt Judy. Unfortunately,
one of my cousins outed me to her after
someone’s
scripture that allegedly claimed that who I
was “choosing” to be was wrong. She sent
me testimonies from people like Donnie
McClurkin, who talked about being saved
truth as real.”
from being gay. (I guess one of my favorite
songs by him, “We Fall Down,” was about a
lot more than I’d realized.) Sometimes Aunt
Judy would send me emails saying she
would pray for me to change—and making
suggestions on which churches I should join
in the area. We didn’t speak for 10 years. It
I didn’t realize the contrast between the was a conscious choice on my part, as it felt
way we practiced Christianity and how Aunt counterintuitive to have people in my life
Judy did until later in life—but it eventually constantly working against my existence
became evident that religion looked quite when the world around me was doing
different for her than it did for us. My mom overtime in that department.
would say, “Your Aunt Judy is coming over! No one wants to be around someone
Y’all getting anointed tonight.” Aunt Judy who is not accepting of who they are. Queer
would commute an hour from Baltimore City, and trans people are often left to overexplain
in her minivan filled with Bibles and basic tenets of respect, as respect seems to
pamphlets explaining the scripture, just to be a complex subject when you do not see
pray over my little brother and me. She spoke someone’s truth as real. Over the course of
in tongues throughout what felt like a solid 10 years, I wished my Aunt Judy would call to
30- to 45-minute prayer. We rarely heard check on me. When I was diagnosed with
people speak in tongues, so it always took breast cancer, she sent well-wishes and
something to be mature and not laugh. We prayers through my dad. When I met my
knew the prayer was coming to an end when partner, I spoke highly of Aunt Judy; and he
she placed olive oil on our foreheads; by the recommended that although our once-close
time it was about to drip down our chins, she relationship fell apart, it might be worth
would say “Amen.” reaching out to see what could be salvaged.
To this day, I am not entirely sure why my I reached out to my Aunt Judy, and she
Aunt Judy and I had a pretty tight bond. We acted as if no time had passed and she was
were essentially polar opposites. Maybe it just waiting for me to call. I didn’t attempt to
was the way Judy cared for my mom as she bring up why I hadn’t spoken to her, as she
battled breast cancer, coming to every clearly knew. After that, I carried on a
25,000
therapists on the platform
THE
believed that the stress brought on by her hectic work
schedule in Los Angeles, the policies of Donald Trump
and the various racial tensions they created were factors
that could have contributed to her suffering a life-
TRIP
threatening brain hemorrhage in 2020.
The killing of George Floyd made things harder. In
its wake, White and many other music-industry
heavyweights drove efforts to ensure equality and
equity for Black artists in music. For White, devising
After a rare condition almost took her initiatives while processing the trauma of the killing was
life, a voyage to Costa Rica sent music an extremely heavy task, especially when paired with
exec Aishah White on a healing journey the effort to help her preteen daughter understand
what was happening in the world. Still, White kept
By
pushing. “I was trying to be everything for everyone,”
Jessica Herndon
Photography by she remembers. “I wasn’t taking the time to see what I
Ocean Morisset needed and to give myself grace, love and care.”
While on a retreat in Sedona, Arizona, in December
2019, White came down with an awful migraine after a
hike. Since migraines were rare for her, she figured the
altitude had caused the pain. A few hours after taking
Aleve, she felt fine. But the next day, the migraine kicked
up again—and the pain was ten times worse. “It was to
the point where it was blinding me,” recalls White. “I
couldn’t see. My whole body was shaking, and I was
sweating. My head felt like it was going to explode.”
The pain lasted for hours. “I was screaming,” she
recalls. “I had stripped out of my clothes, and I was like,
God if you’re going to take me, take me now, because I
can’t take it.” Away at a remote location, White didn’t have
access to immediate medical attention. But with the help
of her cousins, who put wet towels over her eyes to try to
calm her symptoms, she felt the throbbing pain in her
head start to ease up a few hours later.
Upon returning home to L.A., White underwent
craniosacral therapy to help relieve compression of the
bones in the head. The bodywork offered some relief.
But not long after the CST session, her pain started to
flare up again, and she went to the E.R. “They did an
MRI—and kept me there because they saw a bleed,” she
says. A week later, she was told she was lucky to be alive
after suffering from a rare condition called reversible
cerebral vasoconstriction syndrome, caused by the
sudden constriction of the vessels that supply the brain
with blood.
She was connected to specialists at UCLA, who
suggested she take blood thinners. But she was told
there was no way to ensure this type of bleeding wouldn’t
happen again and that there is no known cause of RCVS.
“For me, that wasn’t enough,” says the 41-year-old. “The
only thing I thought of when I was in that hospital bed was
my daughter and not being able to be there for her. »
I want to see her get married, have kids, get old. So, I started to I was able to home in on what I needed to do for myself—which
do a deep dive into self-healing and neuro research.” was pursuing a combination of physical, mental and emotional
White became moved by the “Heal your body with your wellness.” An initial step was reevaluating her diet. She visited
mind” ideology of Joe Dispenza, who has a doctor of Juice For Life, a Puerto Viejo smoothie and juice bar, where she
chiropractic degree. “He talked about environmental risk, and was guided through a cleanse by herbalist Joseph Hodgson,
factors that play into this, and being able to get in a place of whose motto is “Let food be your medicine.” Hodgson custom-
meditation that is healing and renewing to your body and brain,” made juices for White, using local goods like spinach,
she says. Launching into a self-care plan, she put more focus on bitterroot, sarsaparilla and sea moss. “He cleaned my blood
her meditation practice. Then something came to her. She and body with his food and positive energy,” says White, who
remembered a three-week-long trip to Costa Rica with her adds that his spirit was emblematic of the wider Puerto Viejo
daughter the previous year. She recalled how free she had felt community. “The people from there treat you like family,” she
there, how she’d been warmly embraced by the people, and how says. “They’re so warm, giving and loving. My family’s from
she was pulled in by the harmonious beach and jungle, feeling Jamaica, and the Caribbean culture is very prevalent there. It
an intense connection to nature. “My spirit was like, You need to felt familiar. They took me in.”
go back to where you were and how you felt there,” she says. While in Costa Rica, White conquered her fear of the ocean,
“That’s what you need to feel right now.” learning to swim—and surf!—with the help of local professional
White returned to Costa Rica in January 2021 and stayed surfer and Surf the Jungle owner Misael Brown. “The water and
for six weeks. “Going back took away outside distractions, and waves—there’s such a connection with nature and a healing
in Egypt.
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