Sitting here, watching another dawn as the suns coming up

Wearing a smile, as I can feel its warmth

Thinking bout all the things in my life, that went wrong

Makes me sad, there just so many things that I would change

Like all these damn drugs, they done fucked me up

If I was a train, I’d be a run away down the mountain side

Send the environmental team to clean up its spill

So toxic, to everyone

But that just 1 thing,

Comparing me to a nuclear bomb

My feelings I hold in, just takes 1 things to set me off

Or like the pilot that presses the button, free falling till I hit the ground, blowing up. Taking out
everything around me

My head like a prison, locking my thoughts up, behind bars they cant escape. It’s a hell im forced to live
in

I want out but my mind is like the guards, they hold the key keeps me in, until a brighter day but its so
dark and cold.

Can anyone hear my screams, my life to fast like im speeding

Down the highway I go, losing control, and wrecking

But no one is coming, to the rescue

Broke my legs, I can’t move

Punctured my heart, and now im bleeding out

For you I’d come, but im trapped in this car

My life fighting addiction, has me paralyzed, broken, alone, and hurt

Feeling scared as im trapped in this world ive created through out my years

Wont be long now, till im faaaaaaading out. Just please remember this, I never meant to hurt anyone,
but myself.

All that pain others endured, I can relate, I went through a lot of shit

But yet here I stand, fighter, survivor of life and I still ain’t giving up

If your feeling down, just listen to this, read it and let it lift you up
Your amazing, and deserve it all

Stay strong and hold love in your heart, don’t let you mind fill it with negative thoughts

Try and stay positive even when life fills you with doubt, you never know when your time will come

Show you care to those who’ve helped, even your enemies could use some love

Hates created, you can change it, just have faith.

Faouzia - Anybody