You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all

You never know that you need something to believe in

You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all
You never know that you need something to believe in

Minds been racing like a stallion

While I watch it all collapsing
Kill the chaos find the balance
Round we go around we go
Greatness just a shade of madness
Ego just a face of sadness
Pain is just part of the package
Around we go round we go

I sit and watch the pieces fall

I don’t know who I am at all

You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all
You never know that you need something to believe in
You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all
You never know that you need something to believe in
You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all
You never know that you need something to believe in
You never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all
You never know that you need something to believe in

I’m so embarrassing
So used to abandoning myself
I cant believe im still alive

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me (x4)

Been dodging gods I didn’t want

I’d gotten used to being lost
I never felt like I belonged
Turns out my mama wasn’t wrong

You said don’t ever eat the acid

If you don’t wanna to be changed like it changed me
You said all the edges got so jagged now
everything you saw then can’t be unseen
Last night I saw it all
Last night I talked to God

You don’t wanna be changed like it changed me

You don’t wanna be changed like it changed me
You don’t wanna be changed like it changed me
You don’t wanna be changed like it changed me

I swear to God I closed my eyes

I heard a voice inside my mind
The universe said now’s your time
And told me everything’s alright

You said don’t ever eat the acid if

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
You said all the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can’t be unseen
You said don’t ever eat the acid if
You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
You said all the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can’t be unseen
Last night I saw it all
Last night I talked to God

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me

I searched for answers all my life

Dead in the dark, I saw the light
I am the one that I've been fighting the whole time
Hate has no place in the divine

You said don’t ever eat the acid if

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
You said all the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can’t be unseen
You said that the Universe is magic
Just open up your eyes the signs are waiting
You said don’t ever eat the acid if
you don’t want to be changed like it changed me
Last night I saw it all
Last night I talked to God

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me

You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
You don’t want to be changed like it changed me
There’s a fine line I’ve been walking
Trying to balance is exhausting
This is where you fuckers pushed me
Don’t be surprised if shit gets ugly

All the doctors and lawyers cut the tongue out of my mouth
I’ve been hiding my anger, but bitch look at me now
I’m at the top of the mountain, With a gun to my head
Am I bigger than Jesus, Or better off dead

There’s a fine line between genius and crazy

There’s a fine line between broken and breaking
Spent my whole life tryna to change what they’re saying about me
Sick of walking that fine line
Fine line between selling out and being bought
Fine line between famous and being forgot
It’s time I’m coming down off of the cross
I’m sick of walking that fine line

I feel safest in the silence

And I’m so Goddamn sick of fighting
The truth keeps roaring like a lion
That’ll be the cross I’ll die on

The years keep on dragging, I’m at the end of my rope

The noose gets tighter and tighter,
I’m tasting blood in my throat
Don’t fucking call me a fighter
Don’t fucking call me a joke
You have no fucking idea
And trust me you’ll never know

Theres a fine line between hope and delusion

Between whats right and what we’ve just gotten used to
My whole life I’ve had something to prove to you
I’m sick of walking that fine line
Fine line between surviving and living
And some things never should be forgiven
Guess what I’m sick of pretending for you

Fine line
Fine line
Fine line

!
There’s a fine line between what matters and doesn’t
Between letting go and giving up
Between happy and stupid as fuck

There’s a Fine line between what’s entertaining and

What’s just exploiting the pain
But hey look at all the money we made off me

Tell a bitch I cant jump this Evel Knievel

I’m bout to run you down the church and the steeple
Been baptized in Hollywood in the Cathedral
The power of Christ compels me, I’m a demon
Keep singing hallelujah nothing can save us
Goddamn perfection in his image he made us
Yeah Jesus take the wheel I’m going through phases
The bitch I was she dead her grave desecrated

Only love can save us now

Only love can save us now
Only love can save us now
(oh lord, save me, please God, I need your love now)
Only love can save us now
(oh lord, save me, please God, I need your love now)

The resurrections here can you believe it

I’m bout to blow your fucking head through the ceiling
I’m getting sued because my mom has been tweeting
Don’t fucking tell me that I’m dealing with reason
Yeah I’m possessive
Maybe I’m possessed bitch
Fuck yeah I’m selfish
Shut up eat your breakfast
I would kill for secrets
All of mine been leaking
I don’t got no shame left
Baby that’s my freedom

Only love can save us now

Only love can save us now
Only love can save us now
(oh lord, save me, oh please god, I need your love now)
Only love can save us now
(oh lord, save me, oh please god, we need your love now)
oh lord save me please god, we need your love now
Oh lord
Oh lord
Save us
Only love can save us now

Yeah I’m possessive

Maybe I’m possessed bitch
Fuck yeah I’m selfish
Shut up eat your breakfast
I would kill for secrets
All of mine been leaking
I don’t got no shame left
Baby that’s my freedom

Everything gets so chaotic sometimes

I’ve been so caught up in my own shit
Tell me that you’ll live forever
Cuz I’ve taken years for granted
And it always feels like the first time but now the grey’s are starting to show
Your love might break my heart harder than being alone

Oh I’m falling through the galaxy your hands always in mine

All my dreams have come and gone a half a million times
I don’t need much but there’s one thing i can't lose
All I need is you

I can have all of the cocaine and the pills at every party
But who’s the one thats gonna care if I can make it home
I can be the soundtrack and the punchline to the story but you know parts of me nobody else will
ever know
Oh how do I even imagine describing life without the sun
How do some things seem to end just after they've begun

Falling through the galaxy your hand’s always in mine

All my dreams have come and gone a half a million times
I don't need much but there but there's one thing i can't lose
All i need is you

I crawl in bed
Close my eyes
But I never can sleep
There’s a violence in the silence
And it’s coming for me
Oh the paranoia
Its creeping closer
Swimming in my head like a Great White
All I need anything to distract me from this empty feeling

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I’m bored and I’m broken
I’m self destroying
At least it’s something to do
Oh the drama of it all
Oh the drama of it all

I desperately
Wanna think
People are good
But if you’d seen
the things I’d seen
I don’t know if you would
Friday night in
I’ll get too high and
Keep checking my pulse am I dead yet
All I need is anything to distract me from this empty feeling

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I’m bored and I’m broken
I’m self destroying
At least it’s something to do
Oh the drama of it all
Oh the drama of it all

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I’m bored and I’m broken
I’m self destroying
At least it’s something to do
Oh the drama of it all
Oh the drama of it all
In the next life I wanna come back as a house cat as a house cat
In the next life I wanna come back as a house cat as a house cat
In the next life I wanna come back as a house cat as a house cat
I wanna be sedated
In the next life I wanna come back as a house cat as a house cat
In the next life I wanna come back as a house cat as a house cat
I wanna be sedated
Get me to the airport
And put me on a plane
I’ll be extra cut if I’m fat, as a house cat as a house cat
Imma sit and play in the sun, ill be a fucking cute sun of a gun

Nothing’s set in stone

Not even the diamond wrapped around my finger
We’re only getting older
and holding onto hope it only makes it lonelier

Love comes with pain

I don’t know why
My whole life

Too far gone and i'll never come back

Slipping through my fingers
Damn it's going fast
Trying to find some meaning something that lasts
Am i missing you
Or am i missing pieces of me
Am i missing you
Or am i missing who i used to be

With this pride i won’t apologize for how I’m feeling

With this ego i won’t be the only one thats bleeding
Maybe all this hate i’m holding isn’t helping me but
I’m stubborn, It’s mine to keep

Sometimes I add up all my wasted time

Sometimes I just like seeing grown men cry
Think I killed the part of me that I like

Too far gone and I’ll never come back

I wish i never learned that nothing really lasts
I’ll never be the same ain’t a world that’s gone mad
Am i missing you or am i missing pieces of me
Am i missing you or am i missing who i used to be
Am i missing you or am i missing pieces of me

Mmm
Living in my head
Living in my head
Living in my head
Mmm

oh I don’t wanna be here anymore

Stuck inside my head here anymore
Stuck inside my head here anymore
Mmm I don’t wanna be scared anymore
So scared of myself here anymore
Scared of everyone else anymore

Get me outta my head

outta my head
outta my head
When’s it gonna end
When’s it gonna end
Outta my head

Oh I don't wanna be here anymore

Sick of all the chaos anymore
Crawling out my skin here on the floor
Mmm I’m so sick of myself you don’t know
I don’t wanna be here all alone
I don’t wanna do this all alone
Get me outta head
Outta my head
Outta my head
When’s it gonna end
When’s it gonna end
So fucking exhausting

I’m so fucking insecure

I just can’t stand it
God I hate myself
Sometimes I can’t get out my head
Sometimes I can’t get out my head
im so fucking mmm i just cant stand it
God i hate myself
Got to stop comparing
Oh whens this gonna end

Living in my head
Living in my head
So fucking exhausting
When’s it gonna end
Out of my head
So fucking exhausting
When’s it gonna end
Out of my head

Im so fucking insecure i just cant stand it

God I hate myself sometimes it’s annoying

Got the pendulum

Of emotions
Swinging back and forth
I’m up and down
Like waves in the ocean

I got that kind of light

Catches orbit
Pull you in but need my space
So fucking annoying

Maybe i should learn to be alone

Maybe i could do this on my own

Uh huh

Maybe I should be a little less

Im so fucking extra its a mess

Uh huh

Maybe i should stop and take a breath

Maybe i’m not making any sense

But I would be lying

If i said I could do Peace & Quiet

Loving me
Is running into a house that’s burning down baby
Honestly
Make it out alive and you’ll get the best of me

So get into it or get the fuck out

So get into it or get the fuck out
So get into it or get the fuck out

Like a gravitron
Always spinning
Maybe this is normal
Goddamn who am i kidding

Holy spirit
Am I a demon?
Baby i’m the hero
And I’m the fkg villain

Maybe i should learn to be alone

Maybe i could do this on my own

Uh Huh

Maybe i could stop and take a breath

Maybe I could love a little less

Who’s really making all the rules

Everybody talking through their tooths

Uh huh

I would be lying if i said I could do Peace & Quiet

Loving me
Is running into a house that’s burning down baby
Honestly
Make it out alive and you’ll get the best of me

So get into it or get the fuck out

So get into it or get the fuck out
So get into it or get the fuck out

I would be lying if i said i could do Peace & Quiet

Monday I’m praying

Tuesday i’m heinous
Wednesday Im stable
Thursday I’m up to something
Friday I’m screaming
When I’m a sleeping
Then by the weekend
I’ll need a restraining order
So get into it or get the fuck out
So get into it or get the fuck out
So get into it or get the fuck out

I would be lying if i said…..

Congratulations
You caught me doing some dumb shit again
That’s what i do
Yeah that’s what i do
I’ve graduated
From caring about your opinions
Tell you the truth babe
I’ll never know that you existed

You saying that I’m over,

You say I’m a has been
You say I look older
Nobody was asking
Luckily the jokes on you
I got nothing left to prove

So if hating me helps you love yourself

Do your worst baby gimme hell
Hate me harder
Hate me harder
There’s nothing left that I haven’t heard
And I can take it so make it hurt
Hate me harder
Hate me harder

Isn’t it funny
You’re spending all that time and energy
Wasted on me
It’s so flattering
You say I look like I
Just crawled out of a trash can
You say im obnoxious
Nobody was asking
Luckily the jokes on you
I got nothing left to prove
So if hating me helps you love yourself
Do your worst baby gimme hell
Hate me harder
Hate me harder
There’s nothing left that i haven’t heard
And I can take it so make it hurt
Hate me harder
Hate me harder

Again and again and again I’ll keep saying over again
I been there, ive done it, ive lived it, ive fucked it, id do it all over again
I’ll take it I’ll take it I’ll take it I’ll take it I already know that I can
Already know I can

Hate me
Hate me or you love me
It’s really all about you
It’s really not about me

Hate me
Hate me or you love me
You just keep on talking
Talking all about me

What if none of this happened

It's nothing like I imagined it
What if I wasn't this strong
What if it all just went different
So many times I wish I woulda just listened
I wasn't ready for it all

There’s so many things I’d change but I can’t

There’s so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid
Time’s passing me by
Gotta just laugh so i don’t cry

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It look something like this living out my wildest of dreams
But life sometimes ain’t always what it seems
If you ask me now
All I’ve wanted to be
Is happy

Mmm
I remember when I was little
Before I knew that anyone could be evil
These egos, some people, playing with my innocence like at a casino
And I refuse to be jaded
Still painting rainbows all over my face oh
I’ve gotten used to the fall

So many things I’d change but I can’t

There’s so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid
Time’s passing me by
Gotta just laugh so I don’t die

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It looks something like this
Living out my wildest of dreams
But life ain't always what it seems
Life got me falling to my knees

If you ask me now

All i’ve wanted to be

If you’d ask me then

If you’d ask me now
If you’d ask me now
If you’d ask me now
If you’d ask me then
If you’d ask me then
If you’d ask me now