WORTHLESS

I never expected this from your side. I had shared my dreams, my sorrows, my anger with you...

Even I spent the best part of my life with you, I never tried to hide my inner self from you.

I thought you would know me better than anybody

and would be there with me in my every hard step,

Whether it is physical or mental.

I admit that I am not perfect,

but I never argue for that.

Still, I believe that you would accept me along with my negatives.

I never hide my emotions in front of you.

I felt alone here even with my mother.

As I said earlier, I am taking hormonal tablets.

Because of that, I had many negative thoughts.

Even my life forced me to think so.....

I know that these all are the side effects of my medicine.

I need support which I lack now...

now it's almost 9 yrs since we're together.

Still, you are not able to understand me...

then okay .....

no words...

I was in distress that I was troubling you when you're not well, feel that I was not worth it for you.

Not only for you.

Not fit for my daughter...

just like a useless woman...

sorry...