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I’ve never written a love poem for anyone, so this is yet another first for me. I just had to share my
thoughts and feelings, hoping you appreciate where I’m coming from.
La
Steve,
My precious
Where do I begin?
Cherished moments in our cocoon… I never could have dreamed of such an incredible connection
The world, life, good and bad, our kids, funny things, sad things, serious talk, nonsense, our hopes and
our dreams
Our daily calls over the past two months. The crises, the triumphs, small talk, raw emotions
My safe place, the yin to my yang, those kind eyes, always playful, understanding.
My drug of choice… I never wanted our calls to end. No matter how tired I was. Or you were.
Though we only had 10 days together, that time was enough for me to know
Everywhere I turned and everything I saw in a day, I wanted to share with you.
Your amazing heart. Your insights. Your understanding. Your kindness. Your love. Your generosity. Your
living life big. Your amazing parenting. Living for and in the moment. Your genius. Your free spirit. Your
adventurous nature. Your humour. Your confidence. Your kisses. Your caresses. You incredible love
making. Always honest with each other. Always sharing. Never hiding the truth from each other.
You are a truly remarkable human being. And I feel so blessed that we connect
I find myself in a position where I would literally move heaven and earth for you if I could.
I so wish I didn’t…and I wish I could get angry and resentful … but I do.
I understand you.
Of letting go…
I wish that you could see yourself the way that I see you
The way that Mila and Chloe had begun to see you.
The way the kids you have taught, and fostered, taken an interest in and helped get educated, see you
And the way that so many people see you. It seems that whoever’s life you touch, becomes the richer
for it.
I wish that you didn’t feel the need to go somewhere new and anonymous to deal
To resolve
To discover yourself….
I do
I do understand.
For now
You are able to resolve the issues that have tortured you for so long
Those who you helped, and who turned around to hurt you.
Forgive them. Let go of the hurt, the disappointment and the anger. And then be able to move forward
with your life
Knowing, understanding and appreciating what a special human being you are.
You said one of the reasons that you are so kind to people is because that way, they won’t hurt you.
But I think…. You are just an incredibly good person. Its inherent in your nature to be kind. I think your
parents had serious issues of their own, which they unfortunately took out on you. Not everyone is
meant to parent! They were incapable of love. Its not a reflection of you, my love!!! It’s a reflection of
them. You are so incredibly special and loved so very, very, very much. You need to accept this.
And so…. they brought you into this world… and you have changed and bettered SO MANY peoples lives.
We all see the unbelievable, unique, warm, loving person that you are. I cannot adequately express my
thoughts on this to you. You overcame the odds and have raised a phenomenal person, Liv. She is the
luckiest person alive, to have you as her father. The words escape me – they just don’t seem enough.
So my love, as I have told you many times… and yet maybe not enough times… I ADORE YOU. You are so
very LOVE-ABLE and ADORE-ABLE…
Part of me wonders if you stepped away from us because you aren’t sure if you deserve to be loved...?
And so Steve
My love…
It breaks my heart, perhaps more than you could possibly imagine or understand
It’s ridonculous
Looking into those kind, warm eyes… filled with so much love and emotion.
And do
But…
So I hope
And I pray
So desperately
We can be together
Wherever
Whenever
We have to be
I don’t know how many there are, or how it will be when we do see each other.
I only know that the thought of seeing you again, is the only thing that makes this whole thing bearable.
My love