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To cite this article: Laura S. Wheat & Nancy E. Thacker (2019) LGBTQ+ Loss Experiences and
the Use of Meaning Reconstruction with Clients, Journal of LGBT Issues in Counseling, 13:3,
232-251, DOI: 10.1080/15538605.2019.1627973
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ABSTRACT KEYWORDS
Common losses, such as the death of a loved one, losses Disenfranchised grief; grief;
related to aging, or the breakup of a relationship, often pos- death loss; grief
sess unique features for LGBTQ þ people. Disenfranchised grief reconciliation; LGBTQ;
meaning reconstruction;
may result from fewer supports and increased feelings of non-death loss
vulnerability. Additionally, some losses are unique to
LGBTQþ people, such as those associated with coming out.
Meaning reconstruction is a current model for integrating and
reconciling grief for LGBTQ þ clients. This model privileges indi-
vidual context and social construction, supports client agency,
and includes a growing research base within the field of
thanatology. A clinical example provides context and practical
applications for counselors.
CONTACT Laura S. Wheat lwheat@utk.edu Department of Educational Psychology and Counseling, The
University of Tennessee, 1126 Volunteer Boulevard, Knoxville, TN 37996-3452, USA.
ß 2019 Taylor & Francis Group, LLC
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Partner/spousal bereavement
Losing a parent, sibling, peer, or child to death can have a profound and
long-lasting impact on those left behind to mourn. For people in the
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Death of a child
Many of the same characteristics coloring the experience of partner
bereavement may also apply to the loss of a child. LGBTQ þ people raising
families do not always feel supported by other members of the community
or by the mainstream (Cacciatore & Raffo, 2011). When a child dies, they
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may not find many avenues for recognition and assistance from inside or
outside the LGBTQ þ community.
Changing legal statutes may also impact LGBTQ þ parents’ ability to take
ownership of their child’s remains and make burial/cremation decisions
(Chauveron, Alvarez, & van Eeden-Moorefield, 2017). Although the U.S.
Supreme Court’s ruling in Obergefell v. Hodges (2015) made it legal for
same-sex couples to marry and therefore possess the right to be recognized
as parents of children born to them by being listed on the birth certificate,
LGBTQ þ couples still face obstacles related to recognition of their status as
parents (Chauveron et al., 2017). If a couple is unmarried and raising chil-
dren, the law in the state in which they live may designate only the bio-
logical parent as the legal parent, thereby leaving the other parent with
fewer legal rights regarding the child should they separate. Additionally,
state laws currently vary widely with respect to second parent adoption,
custody, or coparenting agreements (Chauveron et al., 2017). This may cre-
ate a situation in which a separated or divorced parent of a child is unable
to participate in final disposition decisions, thereby disenfranchising one of
the child’s two parents in their grief.
sense making and to a lesser extent benefit finding (Holland, Currier, &
Neimeyer, 2006). This process of reconciliation and integration represents
one way to view working with LGBTQ þ clients who struggle in dealing
with losses and will be explained in greater detail in the following section.
relationship. As Tan opened up, they shared that they identified as gender-
queer and chose not to label their sexual orientation. They had been in a
relationship with a White cisgender female, Hannah, for 11 months until
about a year and a half ago. The relationship began with strong mutual
attractions, but Tan’s academic demands put a strain on their free time to
spend with Hannah, which left her feeling unappreciated. The two began
fighting more regularly, and one night a bad fight resulted in Tan kicking
Hannah out of their shared apartment. Hannah only returned once to col-
lect her belongings, and the pair lost touch. Tan was only able to talk about
it with a few friends.
It took several months for Tan to really accept that the relationship was
over, and during that time, they leaned on their friends quite heavily. It
was not easy to admit they had not expressed their love well or that they
had lost their love. Following several months of slowly healing heartache,
Tan heard that Hannah had been driving home late one night and been
struck by a drunk driver in a head-on collision. She was killed instantly.
Tan described feeling “numbness and horror at the same time,” a mixture
that continued for a day or two after hearing the news. They were unable
to attend the funeral because Hannah had not disclosed their relationship
to her parents; she had simply told them she was living with a roommate,
and they did not even know Tan. Tan chose not to go because, they said,
“it would be harder to go to the funeral as her friend and former room-
mate than to stay home and wallow but not have to be a different person.”
No one seemed to recognize Tan’s grief or understand it and they were left
alone. Since then, though things were better on a daily basis, they still
wrestled quite a bit with guilt, sorrow, and longing. Tan stated that the
hardest times, especially at first, were when they were quiet and alone, so
they tried to be anything but that. This strategy had worn thin by now,
however, and they finally decided to reach out for professional help.
In the early sessions with Tan, they often got stuck and could not find
the words to express what they were thinking or feeling. Once, as I could
see them struggling, I pulled out a sheet of paper with several questions
listed, such as “If you were a color, which one would you be?” and “If you
were an animal, which would you be?” I told them to write down answers
as quickly as possible, listing the first thing that came to mind. Next, I
asked them to pick one of their answers and write a little more about it on
the other side of the paper. I gave them 10 minutes so there was plenty of
space for thought. Finally, Tan spoke about what they had written. Tan
answered the question, “If you were an article of clothing, which would
you be?” They said they were a scarf. Sometimes the scarf hung there
limply on a coat hanger, waiting to be seen; but sometimes it was tightly
wrapped around something solid. This activity seemed to “unstick” Tan
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and elicit more of their self-narrative. They stated most of the time they
felt like the limp scarf, just hanging around and feeling sad, in addition to
waiting for someone to notice. When they were not feeling limp and sad,
they often felt very anxious and “tightly wound”, as with the scarf in use.
By continuing to use this metaphor, Tan was able to express the over-
whelming guilt they felt about Hannah’s death and the harsh last words
they had said to her. I continued helping Tan describe the event story. It
became apparent that there were two event stories to flesh out, the end of
the relationship and the day of Hannah’s death, so we explored each of
these in turn.
Toward the middle of our sessions, as we moved in and out of the event
and back stories, discussing themes as they arose, Tan spontaneously cre-
ated a playlist of songs about Hannah and their relationship. They reflected
on our discussion the previous week regarding the sharp juxtaposition
between Hannah’s significance and how few people really understood their
feelings. Hannah had been Tan’s first stable adult relationship, and they
had felt proud of how well they were “adulting” through this accomplish-
ment. When they grew apart because of Tan’s dearth of free time, culmi-
nating in their terrible breakup, Tan felt as though they had failed; and
upon Hannah’s death, they felt regret over lost opportunities and love.
They also felt as though they had to “toughen up,” as their friends’ toler-
ance for mourning seemed time limited and their parents offered little
sympathy. Tan had experienced few opportunities to really explore and
express their feelings and thoughts in order to make sense of them.
The songs on the playlist were organized chronologically, starting with a
song that reminded them of the first time they saw Hannah, moved
through memories of their time together, and progressed to the present
day. The last song, “It Must Have Been Love” by Roxette, evoked the real-
ization that Tan had been in love with Hannah and the excruciating pain
they felt then and now. We spent three sessions on this playlist, and my
main objective was to listen for changes in meanings as Tan told stories or
reflected. This would indicate sense making, and as I reflected the changes
I heard, they had the opportunity to become more aware of and continue
their own process of retelling. Gradually, Tan realized that underneath the
overt grief about the lost relationship and death of their partner was a
deeper grief about not being fully seen and accepted. They sensed the gen-
eral community’s willful ignorance of issues affecting LGBTQ þ people and
admitted how deeply it hurt to feel invisible. Their relationship with
Hannah was about more than “adulting,” it was also about owning and lov-
ing the self. Because the outside world and even those closest to them
viewed Tan as female despite frequent correction, being in what outsiders
considered a same-sex relationship would have been even more alienating.
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Discussion
As mentioned above, this case was a fictional composite, designed to high-
light the intentional use of meaning reconstruction as a framework for work-
ing with a grieving LGBTQ þ client. A primary and continuing focus for
counselors should be bearing witness to the stories clients tell and remaining
curious about nuances; counselors must understand the “whole story” will
never be revealed because it is endlessly nuanced (Neimeyer, 2001).
Additionally, not every client will need focus on every element of this model;
rather, counselors should listen carefully to the self-narrative, particularly the
pieces touching on loss, to assess possibly problematic and hurtful aspects of
the event story or back story which may need attention. In Tan’s case, they
possessed a lot of guilt regarding the way their relationship with Hannah
ended and regret over unfinished business. They also internalized perceived
messages about their identity from their family and presumably wider society
around them. All of these pieces disempowered Tan and kept them “stuck”
in a holding pattern of sorts. I (first author) used our therapeutic relation-
ship to underscore the beginnings of their meaning making and subtly
reframe some of their assumptions. I allowed them to move back and forth
from event stories to back stories and throughout their self-narrative as they
needed. We both utilized expressive narrative-based interventions to help
elicit sense making and identity reconstruction.
A key theme in this case was the egalitarian approach I took to our rela-
tionship. Tan was just as free to suggest their own strategies for meaning
making as I was, and in fact, they did assert their autonomy in later
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ORCID
Laura S. Wheat http://orcid.org/0000-0002-4747-150X
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