The document expresses longing for a past connection with someone. The author eagerly awaited being called by their pen name which only one person used. They admired this person's idealness and perfection despite their own flaws and transgressions. The author fondly remembers the intoxicating scent of this person and wishes they could reconnect in the places from their past, but knows that won't be possible since they will move ahead while the other waits as they have for 14 years.
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A book by Fakir Mohan Malviya in Hindi and English to be read
The document expresses longing for a past connection with someone. The author eagerly awaited being called by their pen name which only one person used. They admired this person's idealness and perfection despite their own flaws and transgressions. The author fondly remembers the intoxicating scent of this person and wishes they could reconnect in the places from their past, but knows that won't be possible since they will move ahead while the other waits as they have for 14 years.
The document expresses longing for a past connection with someone. The author eagerly awaited being called by their pen name which only one person used. They admired this person's idealness and perfection despite their own flaws and transgressions. The author fondly remembers the intoxicating scent of this person and wishes they could reconnect in the places from their past, but knows that won't be possible since they will move ahead while the other waits as they have for 14 years.
Has any good nickname for me . No one has called me by my pen name Except for that idiot. I still eagerly wait and feel so excited , Everytime I hear being called" Ko:kan ", Every morning. I wish I were not that foolish And submitted like a humble devotee To the worship of my idol . Yet I believe in my moments of transgressions and tribulations , A certain period does come , When I reminded of the idealness and perfection , Which is embodied by that fool And I see my degradation and console My heart, " You were never enough to deserve such a gem. " And curse myself . In those cursing of mine , I realise I still Admire that buffoon a lot And won't forget so easily . T e ragrance o your o y as merge in my soul, And it's been , yet I remembe r it so freshly in my memories , How you smelt intoxicatin g , just like The leftover malt of the millet oppo Brewed in your home , the smell of poka. Like the mysteriou s sweet odour of Night Queen , which blossoms in dark and falls in day, Whose plant grew near the room you rented , And by whose side I would pass every Sunday morning , Just like the devouts go to church And the deviants to charlatans , Only difference being Mine was never to be known unlike theirs . There's no freshly brew millet , There's no Night Queen. You are there and I am there , Yet there's so much distance between us As if we are from different ages , And there's centuries between us . I wish one day , I can lean on your shoulders And cry and laugh and smile and talk, Looking at those green fields of paddy, Besides the flowing Subansiri, Under the shade of that old Orange tree Or under the constant watch of that bird Who's build her nest on the branches of That long, old , brown chestnut tree . And will remember old days . But I know , that it won't be true ever , Because I will go ahead of you , And I'll never get to go back there to Collect tl1e fallen seeds of Ambrosia . So you be there and wait for me , As I have done all this while , For last 14 years .... Like the patient subjects of Ayodhya , Come back , you to me , in your Pushpak viman , And I'll celebrate Diwali tl1at day and Burn Lanka of all my sorrows . Hope you'll .....
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