DEAR SINNERS,

Just from the name alone, you’re probably curious as

to what the hell this audio is about. To be completely
honest with you, it’s rather hard to explain… so i’ve
divided this document into three separate sections.

I. SECTION ONE
now this section serves a little bit as an introduction.
here, you have a bit of “abstract” writing i wrote and then the general
objective of this subliminal. the “abstract” writing is meant to illustrate the
openness of these effects, much of this will be intuitive. allowing and
compelling you to connect with your raw intuitive form in order to guide
you through the effects. this audio has everything to do with transcendental
human morality, the idea that the being and experience is worth
cultivating.

how this audio cultivates you and enriches your experience is something
unique and special to you.

II. SECTION TWO

this section has the specific, straight-forward benefits. this will be the most
familiar part of this whole document. things you are able to conceptualize
and benefits that are open but will still apply to everyone <3

III. SECTION THREE

this section is me trying to further elaborate on what i hope to achieve with
this audio and why i’ve chosen this title, this aesthetic, this layout. it’ll help
you understand the how and the why. keep in mind, this IS “open” for a
reason, this is more of a catalyst for evolution. you decide whether you’re
ready for the ride

THINGS TO KNOW BEFORE YOU PROCEED

energy charged
blessed and charged by Kali Ma
headphones not required
NOT BUNDABLE.
you can use it in a playlist
anywhere in the playlist
you do not need a booster
read pinned comment disclaimers
this DOES contain witchcraft:
to enhance the benefits and also in relation to Kali Ma and her energy in
this audio.
she transcends space and time, good and evil, and beautifully embodies
the coexistence of dual components like life and death.
she is destructive, nurturing, benevolent, ruthless, kind, impartial,
devouring.
basically this is more than a little inspired by her and the audio thrums
with her energy.
i do not answer questions about my specific practices <3
 SECTION ONE
“we were born sick”

to sin is to be human, and to be a sinner is ecstasy. i entered the womb in the

throes of pleasure and left it in the throes of agony. i had experienced
everything humanity had to offer the second i came to be. how wonderful, how
sick, how twisted.

i cried before i knew to laugh, which is more human?

i was conditioned to depart from my pleasure for the pleasure of others. i was
conditioned to fear pain and fear ecstasy.

no longer.

pleasure is mine. pain is mine. fear is mine. love is mine. anger is mine.
lust is mine. greed is mine.

i lay claim to everything wretched and beautiful.

i am my own salvation.
 ★ UNRAVELING . . .

this subliminal will NOT get rid of your morality, or suddenly turn you into a
murderer. simply put, it is going to make you embrace every single pure, and
filthy thing about yourself and human nature.
 you will be free of unhealthy shame, guilt. you will be free of any and all
conditioning from colonization, capitalism, racism, misogyny, purity culture,
religious extremism, etc.

you will be liberated, and free to experience exactly what YOU WANT.

this is here to free you from yourself, and is especially meant for the people who
resonate with “darkness.”

darkness and light both coexist in the highest dimensions, and the highest
“vibrations.”
(hint: low vibration/high vibration terminology is usually BS and is more often
used to manipulate/scare/shame people)

there is nothing more divine and holy than pain, pleasure, love, and ecstasy.

how truly different is pain and pleasure? how different is love and hate? how
different is life and death? the end is always where it begins, one cannot coexist
without the other. they are two sides ot the same coin.

you cannot embrace one without embracing the other. you cannot forsake one
without forsaking the other.

SECTION TWO
“the basics”
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 ROOTS

♰ ... unlock ancestral memory and reconnect with your ancestral roots.

♰ ... release and heal generational & ancestral trauma from your DNA, mind, body,
soul, etc.

♰ ... deep, knowledgeable, powerful, insightful, intimate, secure relationship with

your ancestors.

♰ ... it’s easy to communicate with them, feel safe during communication, channel
information from them safely AND intentionally.

♰ ... relationship and communication with ancestors compliments your

practice/practices and helps you advance them. ancestral relationships also help
you grow as a person & as an ancestor.

♰ ... decolonize your mind, your thought patterns, your habits, belief systems, and
how you perceive people & the world. allow yourself to perceive critically and
openly.

♰ ... reconnect with your culture and fully immerse yourself in it. always have the
opportunities, resources, space, and environment to reconnect and participate in
your culture.

♰ ... be able to participate in cultural traditions, celebrations, rituals, and holidays

and fully enjoy them.

♰ ... family and environment is fully accepting & encouraging of decolonization

and expressing your roots/culture

♰ ... manifest trips to your motherland and/or to any significant cultural

places/sites
♰ ... never be ashamed of your culture, traditions, appearance, ethnic features, etc.
learn to truly appreciate yourself and your history.

♰ ... become a better ancestor, improve yourself as a person and allow yourself to
learn from the past & past lives in order to evolve and grow.

♰ ... breaking stagnant & unnecessary ancestral cycles, allowing yourself to grow
and further evolve into your highest state.

♰ ... your ancestral healing and growth initiates a butterfly effect which can be seen
affecting your mindset, body, genetics, state of being, spirituality/universal
perspective, groundedness, collective connectedness, etc.

♰ ... butterfly effect helps you feel lighter and unburdened, opens access to deeper
parts of yourself and the universe.

♰ ... basically this dives deep into reconnecting with your roots, decolonization, and
aiding/furthering ancestor work. you do not HAVE to work with your ancestors, all
of these benefits are desired/ideal.

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DELIVERANCE

♰ ... liberated and free in every sense of the words, it’s as if they were invented to
describe you and thus your life.

♰ ... complete control over your life and experiences, take charge of yourself and
your awareness. live the exact life you want, you do precisely what you want
everyday.

♰ ... there’s something inherently mutable, unconfined, and evergreen about you.
by design, you are free. you’re like water slipping from the tight grasp of fleshy
palms, the air which manages to whistle through the smallest crack, the dandelions
which manage to grow between concrete.

♰ ... you’re a force of creation, your world and domain is of your own making. you
spin the threads of the universe around you, creating a euphoric and uninhibited
life of your choosing.

♰ ... you freely enjoy and experience everything life has to offer. you know what it
means to truly LIVE and be present, you’re not bound by things like shame, guilt,
etc.

♰ ... you allow yourself to experience yourself and your emotions fully, not feeling
like anything related to your inner world or vessel is a burden. you love freely and
fully, you hurt freely and fully, you forgive freely and fully, you anger freely and
fully, you lust freely and fully, etc.

♰ ... you liberate wherever you go. you’re like a skeleton key that can free anyone
from any type of lock, open any door. you’re like a strong gust of wind that reminds
people to breathe deeply and fully till their lungs hurt, you remind them that they’re
ALIVE.

♰ ... you live an intentional existence, not in a “life purpose” type of way, but in a
“i’m going to fly” type of way. the creative force and the destructive force are both
inherently “chaotic,” open, and powerful, and that’s why they require inner order
and discipline so that you can wield these in an INTENTIONAL manner. you have
this order, this discipline, this precise and clear intention.

♰ ... you know what you desire and that’s what you continually create. you know
what doesn’t deserve you and that’s what you continually destroy. fluid, mutable, like
the ebb and flow of water. yet it is cyclical, intentional, precise.

♰ ... your being, experience, and mortality is transcendental. you constantly expand
your awareness not only to higher consciousness, but expand into the human
experience. you feel, taste, smell, love, hurt, touch, caress, punch, etc. VIVIDLY and
and fully.
♰ ... you don’t need a purpose to live. your existence & life itself is inherently
meaningful and beautiful, there is nothing required from you to make it important
or purposeful.

♰ ... feel whole, fulfilled, connected, and grounded. feel sure of yourself and your
ability even among chaos, disorder, fluidity, and change. you are the hand of
creation that can build something out of anything.

♰ ... protected and treated like the golden child of the universe. all universal
energies, situations, outcomes, realities, etc are favorable in your awareness.

FOR THE FOLLOWING : NOTE THAT THESE ARE DESIRED RESULTS.

the following will cause change & awakenings

♰ ... completely change, morph, and transform into a new, greater version of
yourself. fulfill your full potential, evolve into the person you want to be and the
person you were meant to be.

♰ ... accelerate, complete, and finish all cycles of growth instantaneously. there is
NOTHING and NO ONE permitted to stand between you and the person you’re about
to become, not even the past version of you.

♰ ... expand, expand, expand. expand deep into yourself and into source, into
different dimensions of existence. find your own path and journey through the
cosmos. be comfortable with and embrace the truth, wisdom, and reality of your
infinite self.

♰ ... deeply connect with yourself, the energy and source that you hold and are
made of. trust yourself and your ability as a manifestation of the universe itself.

♰ ... your intuition is true, unwavering, and strong. you “unlock” and become aware
of your psychic abilities and all awareness that extends past the five human senses.
all of these things allow you to perceive critically and openly.
♰ ... “awaken” in a way that serves you and your desires best. your whole mindset,
physiology, awareness, being shifts to align with your greatest, desired self and
reality.

♰ ... complete harmony with your mind, body, mindset, awareness, intentions,
thoughts, emotions, etc. you are perfectly balanced and positioned in a way which
promotes the uninhibited flow of energy through you and OF you. you’ll likely
physically feel this and you’ll also feel it in your energy centers or chakras,
whichever system you use.

♰ ... fall “upwards.” allow yourself to release yourself from things that are keeping
you passive and propel your awareness “up” into the the unknown. this term is used
in a book and also in a few other contexts but the way i use it here propelling your
awareness through different levels of consciousness freely.

♰ ... destroy all illusions about yourself, your reality, the universe. the truth and
wisdom of things is revealed to you.

it was honestly very difficult to summarize the benefits here so these

are essentially the “foundation” of the affirmations.

↓ PROCEED FOR ELABORATION ↓

SECTION THREE
“the why”
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ELABORATION
i promised you elaboration, and here it is. this is mainly meant to completely free
you and have you take control of your being and your experience. it’s meant to
remove illusions about yourself and the reality around you, and to help you LIVE,
CREATE, and DESTROY. truly, this is it.

the color and visual choices are mostly satirical, to make a statement. in the world
we live in right now, there seems to be a strange monopoly on “goodness.” things
are neatly categorized into “sin” and “goodness.” you can see this reflected
everywhere. when spirituality is demonized, when witchcraft practices are
demonized, when pagan practices are demonized, when base human emotions like
anger, fear, hurt, etc. are demonized, when gay people are demonized, when trans
people are demonized, when people of color are demonized, when our cultures are
demonized, when our skin colors are demonized, the list goes on and on and on
and on and on… my choice of words with “sinners” is intentional, many of us are
forced to reject OURSELVES to not “sin” or be declared “bad” “wrong”
“unconventional.”

nothing about this document is actually “bad,” but it does stand directly against this
monopoly. in fact, i bet a few people already thought about “bad energy” and “bad
vibes” when they saw the first page! this is another reason why i chose this route,
people are SO gullible. black pages, red ink, red eyes, a few buzzwords, automatic
categorization.

what does this “monopoly” on goodness really and truly serve? it serves to oppress,
to create distinction not exactly between good and bad but between “us” and “them.”
there are groups of people which directly benefit and groups that directly hurt from
it, if this was about good and bad, then why does it paint targets on specific groups
of people?

toxic positivity, racism, homophobia, transphobia, colorism, anti-semitism, etc. all

of these things are more intense examples of the monopoly. it’s divisive, neatly
placing things and people into “bad” so that suppression of these “bad” things and
people is justifiable.

i firmly believe that decolonizing helps us see the world in a different, better way.
and oh my god, if you believe that colonization is a good thing or that the effects of
colonization poof vanished then don’t comment, and don’t listen to my subs. but
back to the point, that’s why i included decolonization, so you can release yourself
from the monopoly.

this quite frankly won’t be for everyone, not everyone will like this, and not everyone
feels like this “monopoly” is a bad thing (probably because they benefit from it hint
hint). but before you try to bring your personal dislike to my attention, ask yourself
if i give a fuck.
I Don’t. this is my work and i’m sharing it. if you don’t like it then save your typing
for something more productive :) mostly because i’ll delete your comment and it’ll
all be for nothing…

if you’re ready to live and take back your existence then go ahead and enjoy this
audio ^^