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    The document expresses feelings of pain, disappointment, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, and anxiety. The author feels like they are struggling and giving their all, but it is not enough. They seem to be questioning their faith and whether God has abandoned them. They feel overwhelmed by these challenges at a young age of 18, and like people are laughing at their struggles. However, the author finds hope that with time, these difficult memories will become scars of victory and their time to shine will come when God decides it is the right time.

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    Where Pain Leaves I've Been There

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    othnielochang
    The document expresses feelings of pain, disappointment, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, and anxiety. The author feels like they are struggling and giving their all, but it is not enough. They seem to be questioning their faith and whether God has abandoned them. They feel overwhelmed by these challenges at a young age of 18, and like people are laughing at their struggles. However, the author finds hope that with time, these difficult memories will become scars of victory and their time to shine will come when God decides it is the right time.

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    Where pain leaves i’ve been there

    Where disappointment lives I’ve been a visitor


    Sucidal thoughts used to live here
    Right now even my eyes can’t cry
    Cause my heart is bleeding
    To avoid waste cause I’m already feeling wasted
    Have you ever felt pain?
    Has God given you the silent treatment?
    You don’t know pain
    Have you ever ran out of hope
    Like there’s a hope bank
    I have withdrawn everything right now
    Tears have been withdrawn
    Cause I’m running out of tears
    I’m barely 18
    But everyone’s already hating
    There’s glory after shame
    Or i’m I suffering from the sins of my fathers
    Or is karma trying to make me feel the pain my mother felt
    Like balotelli why always me?
    Can’t life sing sweet melodies to me not do re mi
    My pastor told me I’m a mighty fighter not moremi
    I don’t feel me
    I’m panicking in fear
    Shivering in goosebumps of pains
    I’m trying my best is like my best is not enough
    I’ve given everything
    I thought it was a trade
    Why I’m i not receiving my allotance?
    Ceasar wants what’s mine i keep giving
    I need God’s help now than ever
    Never felt so anxious
    From my mind to my paper sincerely othniel
    Words are limitations for my expressions
    My mind seems to have more letters than a scrabble bag
    I need to have my own back
    Cause i feel like everybody laughing is at me
    Never felt so dumb
    Never felt so broken
    These are words that get better over time
    These are memories that becomes scars of victory overtime
    I guess it’s not my time to shine i’m a star
    And everyone would only need me at the darkest moments
    Let them play while it’s sunny
    While i stay lonely
    Even the sun would go
    I guess they would all need me when its my time
    The lord would make it happen at the right time
    Like spice life would get better over thyme
    Long life with extra time
    And my enemies would face the penalty of messing with the lord’s annointed

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