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-An Act of KindnessFor as long as I live, I have always wondered about people and their behaviors. I think to myself, what cause them to behave like that? Why are there so many different people with different traits? So far, I have an answer. Growing in a small town, I have seen different kind of kindness. There are some who bake things and bring them to their neighbors while others help among themselves with cleaning, babysitting and all. Some of my neighbors also help their elders a lot from different aspect. So, I`ve always thought that people are born with kindness but then, when I grow up, everything changes. When I moved to the city, I was like a deer lost in a big city. I was not familiar with the surrounding and the busy environment. It was all a big blur as everyone was in a rush. The people, environment ,buildings, all were different, all was new to me. I was never as confused as I was than meeting new people, studies and work. It was like zombie doing things without emotions. I did not like the city. There I sais it. Deep within me, I still felt that annoying feeling . The people are much ruder, selfish, snobbish and stick their noses high up in the air. So, I though to myself, if people are born with kindness ,who are they? The people of the city. They are not as kind as the people at my old town.so, what makes them act this way? I was confused as someone who is a lunatic. I could not keep my mind from thinking that some people exist to torture others.Why? as a muslim, we are obliged to do kindness to others as well as the environment. But then, why are those who do not follow this simple ritual? At first, I thought it was the religion, the beliefs that separated us from other people but then,as I grow up I think that curiosity, the feeling inside you is the one eating us inside out.People just cannot control them emotions. So, back to my story, I was living in the city where there are lost of rude people. I was suffocating. I could not stand it . Everyday,I would shut myself inside the library alone to get away from all those people. I heard so many stories that people even have guts to backstab their own flesh and blood. How could they? I know that some people would think I`m a bit of a nutcase , but it`s just that I could not accept the fact that people are evil. I was brought up in a very remote area where everybody knew each other and kindness was everywhere. I was comfortable with it. I had a strong belief about it. So,when I moved, I was culture shocked. Than, a miraculous day, something very promising happened, to me. I saw something that made my soul felt serene. I saw an act of kindness . it all started on a busy Monday morning. As usual, I was getting ready to go to college but everything was a disaster. I could not find my shoes, I stepped into a puddle, was late to class. Everything was a total nightmare. In the evening, I was glad to escape collage and have my regular dose of caffeine at a coffee shop near my apartment. So, I was sitting there by the window sill, sipping my aromatic coffee that have always calmed me down when I saw this man. There was noting extraordinary about that man. He was just a simple guy but he caught my attention. He was looking very tentatirely towards an old lady on the street. She was a blind beggar. I knew her. I always drop a coin or two inside her can. I was curious. So, I stayed there a little longer . He was studying the woman very carefully and it made me wonder what on earth was he thinking? I thought that he was going to give a dollar or two to the woman but he still had not budged from his seat yet. His eyes moved from the beggar towards a group of tourists. The group passed by the old lady without even glancing at her. It made me very sad . Than,the man did something very smart. He got up, went to the old lady and gave some money just before a group of tourists passed by. The tourist guide saw what he did and also drop a coin inside the old lady`s can. Then, every single of the tourist did the same thing. They all gave some money to the lady. I was on the verge of tears.The man continued to repeat his action twice again and all was a success. Then, lastly he got op to the old lady and said That`s the least I can do for you. I hope that helps , with that he left. By then, I was crying inside the coffee shop. I was astonished yet touched by what he had done. It proved to me that there was still kindness among all these pretentious people. I just could not describe what to do . My legs moved without my conscience and I was heading towards the old lady. I went to her gave some money and said to he, life is faif after all. -Adilla 5e1-

A Childhood Dream
Since I was a child, I always wanted to make myself better than my perfect twin sister. She always have the most beautiful dress, the latest gadgets and even flying colour results for every examination.Sarah always has been a pain in a neck for me. Even my parents love her more than me, as she is the apple of their eyes. Sarah Stilton also receives all the attention at school since she is the pretties , cleverest and kind to everyone except me, her only twin sister. Well, I`m only know as her sister and nobody ever notices my presence, whether I come to school or not. All of my classmates treat my sister so that all the people would start noticing me, Kimberly stilton. While my thoughts were drifting away, I still could not get the blood stain out of my shirt. The room was also scented with a new scent, the scent of blood. Really,I didn`t expect it to created so much blood in hear. Oh maybe,I stabbed her so hard and so repeatedly until I was satisfied. Since she took all the special things that I should also get. Aren`t twins supposed to get everything ecually?But no, she took all the attention to herself and never treated me as her sister or helped me in my time of need. A happy grin showed on my face as I saw Sarah`s body was lifeless. Now, I would just have to bury her somewhere and continue my life as Sarah Stilton. After the hard work of digging the grave for Sarah under the appel tree as it was her favorite tree, I went inside my house and showered myself to get rid of the blood. After that I threw the kitchen knife that I used to stab Sarah into the lake behind the lake behind our house and replaced it with the same knife that I just bought last week to avoid people from suspecting me. Since I will be disguising as Sarah, I have to act like her, and that will not be a problem since we`re twins but I just need to work on wlking,talking and behave like Sarah. As I expected, everybody was hanging around me just like the flies surrounding their food in school the next morning. They didn`t even realize that the real me was absent that day. This made me very exited to think of what to do next with my new identity. During recess, I walked to the cafeteria as usual and as I was siting down, a husky voice asked me if he was permitted to sit beside me. His name was Ben and he had everything that a girl dream of, his 173cm tall, a body that well-packed with sixpacks which made him not a skinny type his voice which can make girls melt wit just a `hey`. I was one of his admirer but he liked my sister more and I wouldn`t be surprised if he didn`t even know my name. That was why I killed my very own sister. I really like Ben but she just snatched him from me. Without any common sense, I just grabbed the knife and stab her. Ben`s voice once again brought me back to reality. A life of Sarah Stilton was really amusing as I never been so popular with many people`s attention and admirer. But mt life of popularity ended after a month which I really enjoyed it at the fullest. It happened during recess time at the end of the season of apples. Suddenly, two cops came to my table. Miss Kimberly, can we have a talk right now? asked one of the cops .Ben who was siting beside me showed a face full of question, Mr.Keneddy I think you are asking the wrong person, this is not Kimberly ,this is Sarah. Told the ben to the cops while holding my hand to give me some strength. I think you should not interrupt with our work because your friend is one of the suspect of murdering Miss Sarah Stilton said Mr.Keneddy. Ben quickly released my hand and I just nodded. After that, the cops escorted me to go to the police station, and this time I just know what would happen to me next. Everything happened as I thought: My mum found my sister evening dress with blood stains on it and she was observing me since she noticed that Kimberly had gone from the house for a long time .My mum though that I,Kimberly had gone to to granny`s house as Kimberly was the closes to her but when she call granny, she said that Kimberly was never there. The inspector made me explain how my sister`s blood get on that dress. Without furtherado, I shook my head and insisted that I`m Sarah Stilton and ignore that I was the murderer. `The angel`s left me`, because they found Sarah`s body by using the police dogs.It help to track the corpse by following Sarah scent. For me, I ended in a prison cell as I blurted out the truth about killing Sarah after the police use psycology to make me tell the truth. I was placed in a prison cell but this one is all white and it feels soft to sit in, while my hands both tide up like mummies. In there, I thought that I hear the police talking about how I am crazy or something that was mentally disorder to me. Well,I don`t mind, because I achieved my childhood dream . Who Know?-

Do You Still Remember?

This is for you and only you, you who committed a sine towards me. Don`t act dumb you know what you did.do you fell sorry? No? If you are sorry I would not be writing this. Your sine, do you still remember it? By the time you are reading this it will be 2012I don`t know if I am still alive to see you guilty face when you read thishahaha. Would that be funny. I don`t know if you forget about your sine , I think not. I`m almost positive that this sine will follow you to your dreammore of all to your grave. Remember this in 2011 you committed a sine towards me.and you leave it be. I know you remember it.I always watch you and I know you are watching me to. You can`t forget me can you? We walk pass each other almost every day. I see that you still think of me, I know your every move. I know where you are everyday because I`m watching you and you know where I am everyday to because you are watching me to. If you ever have a chill at you neckwell that is me gazing at you. I can`t forget you and I can`t forgive you. This is just for you, no one else will know what am I talking about but you . You are the only one who understand this, you are the only one who committed this sine toward me. Do you hate me? Tell me why you did it? Do you think it is easy to sleep at night ? You always there every thing I do reminds me of you.how can I forgive you. Well I can`t, well not yet. Or is it because you can`t forgive you self? Or do you want to do it again? You want to committed that sine again? Well that is all , you know where I am . Come and say sorry to me, you know were to find me, and when you find me say I sorry, I hurt you because I am an idiot. -You know who-

Girls should read this.. Guys dont actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable.A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.When a guy says he doesnt understand you, it simply means youre not thinking the way he is.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.When a guy really likes you, hell disregard all your bad characteristics.Guys go crazy over a girls smile.Guys will do anything just to get the girls attention.Guys hate it when you talk about your exboyfriend.Guys want to tell you many things but they cant.Dont provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.Guys can never dream and hope too much.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.When you touch a guys heart, theres no turning back.Giving a guy a hanging message like You know what?!..uhnever mind! would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.When a guy makes a prolonged umm or makes any excuses when youre asking him to do you a favor, hes actually saying that he doesnt like you and he cant lay down the card for you.When a girl says no, a guy hears it as try again tomorrow. So true.You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.Guys hate gays!Guys love their moms.A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesnt mean that the guy likes her.You can never understand him unless you listen to him.If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.Guys are very open about themselves.Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But dont let him wait that long.Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.Guys really admire girls that they like even if theyre not that much pretty.Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You dont need to give advice.very true.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ..sumtimes.Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.Guys virtually brag about anything.Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.Guys think too much.Guys fantasies are unlimited.Girls height doesnt really matter to a guy but her weight does!very true.When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.Its not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when theyve been together for 3 years or more.You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy. A guy has to experience rejection, because if hes toogood-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he wont be matured and grow up.When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.When a guy pretends to be calm, check if hes sweating. Youll probably see that he is nervous.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, hes just actually saying, Please come and listen to mesumtimes.Guys dont really have final decisions.When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.very important.If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.Guys believe that theres no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.Guys like femininity not feebleness.Guys dont like girls who punch harder than they do.A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.Guys love girls who can cook or bake. .they love u regardless.Guys like girls who are like their moms. .A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.A guys friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.Dont be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection..Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.Guys dont comprehend the statement Get lost too well.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, theyll realize theyre wrong.Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. Hes just too stubborn to deal with it.Guys weakest point is at the knee.When a guy looks at you, either hes amazed by you or hes criticizing you.When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever youre with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.When a guy says he cant sleep if he doesnt hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.If a guy says youre beautiful, that guy likes you.Guys hate girls who overreact. sumtimes.Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.