Sean: What a terrible year the both of us endure, at a certain point I can't even

convinced that the dice of life keeps landing at the worst possible choice/moments
for the both of us.
Unfortunately the reel of life does not end here, and to end it so brief is never
justifiable and I am sure you are an individual troubled with the idea of life's
value at certain points.
Towards misery but not just so, happiness and a profound one at that, little smiles
and tear drops on some stormy nights, cakes that are too sweet you would feel bad
eating it,
Lights from the Andromeda Galaxy you may see one uneventful night at the roof of
your home and suddenly time stops, not so stupid after all is it?
We are not a momentary speciment we advance, and what great joy is it knowing that
the path you took are one treacherous and that many steer off that including
myself.
You grow nonetheless just like I, slow as it be we increase our knowledge, repeat
the same mistakes, vow to be better and slightly become wiser the next day.
I have dreamt of dying a lonely death and I think here and there that dream is
quite ideal, but knowing that there are people just like yourself I look at the sky
and wished,
just let me have more days of meaningless conversation with people like him, I
found something about life that I cherished.
May your heart derived more hapiness, joy and sadness. Cherrishe those attributes,
but don't forget how important you are to people around you.
Feel not alone because you are never.

Look! These are your brothers! Look - ! These are your brothers! -(Metropolis)
Fritz Lang, 1927.

Stevent: It's just another day after all. I can't think of anything to serious to
say to u cuz but happy new year and im glad to be able to consider you a cuz. To
more stupid shit, bland tasting food, converstaions that will lead us
to Guantanamo Bay and fat ass asian biches with smooth armp***.

"Just how normal are we? Just who are the people we nod our hellos to as we pass on
the street?" -(The Twilight Zone Season 1 Episode 34, The After Hours) Douglas
Heyes, 1960.

Betchy: The year finally comes to a close, what once was a simple happy birthday
message to you, I now consider you as a friend that I wish I knew for much longer,
we exchange stories, unfrotunate events, excitement and hobbies, that made
us human after all, our flaws and points of imperfection that we honed each day so
that the self of ours of the yesterday will be a better one at the forthcoming
days. Through all of those weird things that I have experienced atleast I have
moments in which I was bewitched by you.
I know nothing about romance as my past experience is bitter at best and I ask
myself what do I feel and what are the consequences, I may have fallen to like you
even deeper compared to when I was in high school, it's not just about your
beautiful smile but I've fallen with the person that you are
kind and striving to grow as a person, yet still have attributes of fragility which
you are aware and you wish to overcome. I know that you will be a very succesful
person in the future. Your days of hardships may not just dissapear completely but
better days are looming in the clouds waiting just for the right moment to swing by
and make your life
much more charming, where you can hear the birds singing just for you and the stars
light beating at your very own sight.
I doesnt expect anything really, just listening to you talk already is an
experience I would give anything to experience once more, I'm sorry for falling in
love with you for the second time hahaha, most likely you wont accept my feelings
and thats perfectly okay, but for next year believe that you are a great person and
that you are
more than capable to achieve great things, I will always be a fan of your
positivity and I cherished the time we exchange stories and our love for Kpop.

Love? What does a crook know about love? -(The Handmaiden) Park Chan-Wook, 2016.

CiMia: What a fucking year actually, the ups are sky high and the lows are just
trenches beneath Mariana, Thank you for being a great sister that tells me stories,
listen to my stories and does not get irrrated by my constant ramblings.
Thankyou for finally introducing me to Kpop and what it means to be in a fandom, I
am now a much happier person after stanning Bunnies and I could never achieve this
without you. Hopefully next year is filled with more stupid conversations,
ridiculous foods, less sunny days and more gloomy and colder days, and ofc wealth
for each of us so that we can keep feeding our biases altho they are set for life
economically and I am a poor college student. I cannot wish for a better cousin who
helps me and cares for me.

"I am a human being! And if I speak one thought aloud, that thought lives, even
after I've been shoveled into my grave!" -(The Twilight Zone Season 2 Episode 29,
The Obsolete Man) Rod Serling, 1961.

After sending the message I have mix feelings, on a ceratin part I am thoroughly
happy that I pluck up the courage to say what I had in mind for more or less half a
year
Furhtermore I do believe this act of timid bravery serve quite a nice justice
knowing that the year has not been the greatest, sure I got a good job that I
really do enjoy
I met people and got close to them and I felt quite happy
But something still feel amiss

At the end of the day eventhough I have mix feelings I did not regret my decision,
Do I feel happy? Yes
Do I feel absolutely shattered? Yes
But that's what being mortal is I suppose.
Will you have it in another way?