A Message to that Person

Maybe I’m not good at english, maybe my grammar suck, maybe

I’m not good a acads, maybe my attitude is rude, maybe some of them
don’t like me and hated me ,maybe I got a weird humor, maybe I hated my
self because of my insecurities,, maybe I’m not that handsome person that
you’re looking for, maybe I’m a failure ,no I’m totally a failure ,shit.
Hi, I’m living in my delusions, hi I couldn’t stand still when you
are near, shir! I hate myself. Maybe you hated me to but you don’t want to
tell me, please tell me. If you could read this message I want to honestly
tell you that I’m scared when you are near but at the same time I’m happy,
I save a lot of pictures of you, some of those picture no all those picture I
edited all of them and put it as an album to my favorite musics, I also
made a playlist that titled “Your name(Delulu mode)” I loved all those
song that I put to my playlist. Ahhh my profile pictures in ML, two
accounts of my gmail and a lot I just forgot some of those hehe, and also
my background picture of my facebook acount skull and my home and
lock screen wallpaper I also added a story of you to my facebook account
skull sorry. I’m so obsessed eith you idk why but every day every time
past I always fall ehhhh idk I still keep on falling , if you could read this
shir I’m so sorry I’m not enough I’m not rich I’m terrible, I hope you
could understand me.