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TABLE OF CONTENTS
TITLE PAGE
BOOKS BY REINA BELL
DEDICATION
EPIGRAPH
ABOUT THIS BOOK
FROM THE AUTHOR
TO THE READER
TRUST ME PLAYLIST
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
EPILOGUE
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
MONSTERS OF BOSTON
Trust Me
SOUNDS OF THE CITY
Kismet
Adagio (Coming 2024)
STANDALONE
New & Unbroken
To my son—a gifted and talented writer—thank you for helping me choose the title.
I can’t wait to read all your future screenplays, buddy.
Love, Mom
(this is where you can stop reading now)
The scariest monsters are the ones that lurk within our souls.
—Edgar Allan Poe
A woman’s highest calling is to lead a man to his soul so as to unite him with Source.
A man’s highest calling is to protect woman so she is free to walk the earth unharmed.
—Cherokee Proverb
MONSTERS ARE NOT BORN
After the death of her husband, young mob princess Willa Callahan returns to her hometown of Boston, where another marriage
awaits her. Her fiancé is Raphael Flynn, who’s just taken over the Flynn Syndicate—and the city. But just because Willa left
Ireland doesn’t mean that the dangers she once faced have followed suit. Her soon-to-be family is teeming with secrets and
betrayals—the kind that brought a vicious end to her charmed childhood and snuffed out her parents’ lives. Willa is determined
to get to the bottom of what happened to them, come hell, high water, or the most terrifying enforcer Boston has ever seen—the
man her father trained years ago.
I’d parked the Range Rover inside the sprawling Brookline estate within twenty minutes of leaving Keegan with cleanup duty.
It was the middle of February. Layers of snow and ice still covered every outdoor surface, and it’d been hours since the sun
had set.
A few soldiers moved through the shadows of the winter evening, patrolling the grounds—a new addition since Raphael
had become acting boss. A change of the guard and the reshuffling of the ranks had a way of making even the most commanding
families vulnerable.
I’d only made it into the grand foyer when Liam Black, another of my chosen brothers and Raphael’s personal guard,
appeared in front of me. “Did you get my texts, mate?”
“Aye.”
His first text demanding my presence at supper had arrived just as I’d started working over Molotov. His latest had
simply read: You best be dead motherfucker.
“You missed supper with the commissioner and the congressman. Raph is none too pleased with your arse,” he chided.
Since our father had traded his seat at the head of the table for a hospital bed in the master suite, unexpected dinner
guests had become more common. Boston Police Commissioner Owen Quill and Congressman Theodore O’Malley were just
the latest to secure what every corrupt official desired—an invite to dine with Boston’s elite crime family.
Fucking hypocrisy at its finest.
Liam gripped my shoulder and gave me a knowing look. “I’ll deal with your brother. Go wash the stench of Russian off
you and join us for drinks when you’re done.”
I trusted he’d handle the situation as I would—efficiently and without sentiment.
Liam and I had a similar ice running through our veins. Mine I’d earned through self-punishment; his came by way of a
strict upbringing by a father who’d served in the Irish army, a nun for a nanny, and Irish tutors who’d ensured he sounded like
he’d been reared in the Old Country and not Boston.
With a brief word of gratitude, I turned and headed straight for the imperial staircase, knowing full well I’d get hell from
Raphael for being late. But all would be forgiven after I told him that though the Russian confession never came, the Irish
message had been sent.
I paused when I reached the landing between the first and second story. I kneeled before the Virgin Mary statue and did
the sign of the cross.
“Forgive me, Máthair,” I prayed to a ghost that I knew could not reply.
My head rose to meet the fixed gaze carved in marble. Shame wrapped around my lungs.
I stood and sprinted in the direction of my father’s wing on the second floor as though I were being chased by a monster.
But it wasn’t monsters that I ran from—my sins, yes, but never monsters—because I was the deadliest thing that lurked in
the night.
The Flynn family’s very own fallen angel.
The fucking lord of Boston’s underworld.
The one who fed on the pain and suffering of the damned—or so they said.
My father’s nurse scurried away from his bedside when I entered the master suite. She was young and attractive, and I
knew that Raphael had been fucking her every chance he got.
“Leave,” I demanded through the remnants of my self-loathing.
After she’d disappeared into the hallway, I took my father’s warm hand and pressed my lips to the emerald stone that
rested on his bony digit. It had been moved to the middle finger—another sign that my father continued to deteriorate despite
around-the-clock medical care from his live-in nurse and regular visits by the family physician.
“The Russians paid in blood tonight, Athair.”
The only response was the same desperate breath I’d been listening to since I’d returned from a routine trip to
Providence four months ago to find that my father had suffered a stroke. Fluid bags with his daily infusion of vitamins hung by
his bedside, and soon, he’d be fed via a permanent tube that’d been placed in his abdomen.
I swallowed something that resembled grief cloaked in pity.
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I didn’t have to look to know it was Raphael and that Liam had informed him of my
arrival. A weighted sigh escaped my lips. I’d have rather spent the next few hours in an underground mixed martial arts arena
fighting my inner demons disguised as Boston’s best fighters, but alas, duty called.
Leaving my father’s bedroom, I glanced at the timid nurse studying the herringbone floor. Her cheeks flushed when I
passed. No doubt it was out of fear. There wasn’t a soul who walked these halls who didn’t know the story of the deadly twin.
I wondered if Raphael had informed her about his bride-to-be and if he intended to be faithful. The nurse was just a fuck
to him. They all were.
Not that it mattered.
Raphael and the widow were marrying for the greater good, not for love.
For the first time in my life, I thanked God for the two minutes that my twin brother had on me.
I’d gnaw off my right hand before I married a fucking Brennan.
Lucifer
“Do you think O’Malley took the bait?” Raphael leaned back into the leather armchair, resting an ankle on his opposite knee.
After a necessary shower, I’d joined Raphael, Liam, and Finn for a nightcap in the study. My brother was eager to
debrief me on the scheming and plotting that had gone down in my absence with the commissioner and congressman, including
all the ways he intended to exploit the dark underbelly of Boston. Drugs, extortion, gambling, and guns; our money-laundering
strategy was a fine-tuned enterprise in and of itself, and now Raphael wanted to play middleman for one of Boston’s most
influential politicians and the Mejia Cartel—for a healthy cut, of course.
The corners of Finn’s mouth curled into a cocky grin. “Did you see how big his fucking eyes got when I showed him the
numbers? No doubt we’ll have his campaign in business with Mejia by the end of the week.”
Raphael rattled the ice in his tumbler. “Do you have time in your schedule to facilitate, or shall we inquire about Red
Murphy’s nephew? He’ll graduate from MIT in a couple months, and Red said he wants in. We could consider him for our IT
needs and that’ll free up your time to focus on the finances. Boston has a reserve of crooked public servants waiting for us to
call them to the table.” Raphael glanced around the room, boasting an air of self-importance. “We’re sitting on a fucking
untapped gold mine, gentlemen.”
Finn shook his head. “All set for now, boss.”
I knew firsthand my cousin was content in his position and had no desire for less responsibility. He was a workaholic
who thrived on spending his days shut in his skyscraper apartment downtown with his face plastered to a computer monitor or
between a woman’s thighs.
“Very well,” Raphael replied. “Should that change, I trust you’ll let me know.” He stroked his Burberry tie. “Changing
lanes—Quill’s taking care of the docks. Trade routes won’t be a problem on either end. By being in bed with the Brennans”—
he took a leisurely sip of liquor—“no pun intended, we achieve instant credibility with outside syndicates wishing to do
business with Boston. We need alliances however we can get them. Word on the street is that after the Russians, the fucking
Italians are now waiting with bated breath to take their shot at us.”
Mention of the Brennans charged my blood with contempt, but I held my tongue. I’d done my best to avoid letting my true
feelings on the merger be known to anyone, especially my brother. Call it innate or call it irrational, but I harbored a special
kind of hatred reserved for those connected with the Brennan name, including the woman I’d never met.
Was I shocked that Raphael hadn’t consulted with me, at the very least, before agreeing to marry the widow? Not
entirely. Was I insulted? No. Hurt? Perhaps.
“You may need to add the Albanians to that list,” I suggested, hiding the effects of my internal reflections with a casual
tone.
Raphael waved a dismissive hand. “Nonsense. They’re nothing more than fishermen with bargain-basement guns and
frail backbones. They’re hardly worth the salary we’re paying our foot soldiers to keep them in line.”
“Not according to Molotov. Two knees were the price he paid for his convictions.”
Liam cursed.
Finn whistled.
Raphael chuckled. “You kneecapped the son of the Pakhan?”
I raised an eyebrow.
Raphael’s laughter of approval boomed. “I’ll hand it to you, brother—you really are a savage fuck with lead balls.”
Could he offer an alternative as effective? How else was I to deal with the surplus of useless emotions trying to surface
in light of the Brennans’ pending arrival?
“The Albanians,” I stated.
“Are a waste of our resources.”
When I didn’t respond, Raphael let out an irritated sigh. “Let it go, Lucifer. The Albanians didn’t steal our fucking gun
shipment. Their business is crack and whatever the cartel has on sale.”
“And flesh.”
Raphael’s eyes narrowed. “Aye.”
My gaze drifted briefly to my cousin before returning to meet Raphael’s cold glare. “Finn said the number of missing
girls from Suffolk County has increased since Athair—” I dragged my thumb across the raised scar on my bottom lip, my
reminder to tread carefully. “Since his incident. Javier Delgado said his sister and her friend haven’t been seen since they left
the Celtics game a week ago Saturday.”
Raphael’s icy expression was unwavering. “Javy Delgado started that rumor because he doesn’t want anyone to know
that he knows that his whore sister is shacking up with some nameless prospect in Dorchester. He promised her snatch to the
cartel for payback on the last loan he defaulted on. This is exactly why we let Mejia’s men handle the street dealers. My
tolerance for junkies is nil.”
Raphael’s blatant disregard for one of the few honorable things our family stood for had my pulse ticking up a notch. I
made a conscious effort to relax before I shattered the glass in my hand. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Finn’s
uncomfortable shift in position.
Raphael straightened, finishing his drink in one telling gulp.
“All I’m saying is—” I started.
“Pray tell, dear brother,” Raphael snapped. “Indeed—enlighten me.”
A whiff of something that likened criticism and my twin turned into a petulant child.
“All I’m saying,” I repeated, “is that our father has never condoned the dealing of human flesh. His policy on the matter
is nonnegotiable. Perhaps with him being . . . incapacitated, the Albanians are seeing this as an opportunity to retaliate for the
way he’s limited their business.”
It was no secret that even when our father was well, the Albanians still found ways to keep their human-trafficking ring
afloat, but they’d never dared to hunt for merchandise in our backyard before.
A devious grin unfurled. “I think the word you were looking for is was. It was nonnegotiable, Lucifer. Need I remind you
that Athair appointed me as his successor when he named me underboss? Therefore, he’s entrusted all former and future
policies to me. Knowing how you’re always so quick to apply blind faith to anything our father says or does—surely, you trust
his decision in this case, aye?”
He’d thrown similar sentiments in my face in the past, suggesting the loyalty and respect I held for our father were
misguided and naive.
I found Raphael’s insinuations contradictory and hypocritical.
My father was a wise man. I liked to believe that had he known his health was a concern, he would have named a new
heir apparent. The inexplicable tension that existed between my father and brother since around the time we’d turned ten years
old had grown more pronounced with each passing year since Raphael had begun serving as underboss. It hadn’t gone
unnoticed to those within the inner circle that since becoming boss, Raphael’s ideals had ventured farther away from those our
father had deemed the pillars of the syndicate. Was it an act of mutiny with our father one foot in the grave? A rebellious fuck-
you to the man who’d tried his best to raise us to be good men by syndicate standards?
Only time could provide those answers.
But one thing was for certain. Raphael hadn’t earned the moniker McIcarus because he looked like an Irish god. My
brother’s arrogance and excessive pride would inevitably be his downfall. The only thing left to be determined was what—or
who—would be his sun.
Raphael turned to Finn and Liam. “I think my brother and I are delving into immediate family territory, gentlemen. You’re
free to go—or you may stay and enjoy the show, if you’re so inclined.”
Without hesitation, Liam and Finn vacated the room—just as Raphael knew they would. His offer was a thinly veiled test
of their loyalty. The four of us were the first generation born to immigrant parents. We’d been bound by our syndicate bond
before we’d been enrolled in grade school. Liam and Finn knew the nuances of my twin’s character as well as I did. Had they
stayed, Raphael would have interpreted the decision as an act of solidarity with me. This was something their friend and
cousin Raphael would have let slide, but Boss Raphael would not.
The study door clicked shut, and Raphael set his empty glass aside. Absent an audience, his posture relaxed.
I recognized the shift immediately. He was regarding me as his brother now. These moments were few and far between,
but when they occurred, they felt humanizing. Restorative. They could have been a strategy on Raphael’s part, but I preferred to
think of them as glimpses of his true self refusing to die so that a narcissist could be born. This was the brother I’d played hide-
and-seek with in the catacombs of our family mansion, who steered me back to our shared childhood bedroom when I’d
sleepwalk, and who’d taken on two older bullies in the fifth grade because they’d called his twin brother an unspeakable name.
“The Albanians won’t be a problem,” Raphael said. “I’ll talk to Keegan about tightening their boundaries and keeping a
closer eye on what’s going on down at the docks. I’ll even send him to talk to Delgado about his sister and her friend.
Satisfied?”
I met his stare, unmoving.
He rolled his head to the side, conveying annoyance at my lack of praise. “Don’t tell me you’re becoming as soft as
Athair, Lucifer. I expect more from you.”
Static.
He heaved a dramatic sigh. “Yes! The policy remains the same, for Chrissakes.” He’d answered my silent question. With
a smug smirk, he added, “The only crack the Albanians are allowed to sell on our turf is the kind you can’t wash and sell
again.”
I dragged a hand down my face. I’d enjoyed the nostalgia while it lasted. “Your text earlier—you mentioned an update
from Dublin.” I couldn’t care any fucking less about the Brennans or Tiernan’s widow, but I knew asking the question would be
effective in redirecting the conversation, even if it did feel like a betrayal to Jack to do so.
“Aiden informed me that he’s not planning to attend the wedding.” Raphael stood to refill his glass. He’d given me his
back, but his disdain was evident. “The disrespectful cunt is sending his weasel son instead.”
“The middle son?”
“Aye.”
Silence filled the room. The sensation of simmering wrath from earlier returned tenfold.
Raphael turned around. “Let me guess, you have no opinion on Brennan’s slight?”
He’d guessed wrong, but this was hardly the time to share all the ways I wished a vicious death on anyone bearing the
Brennan surname.
Instead, I replied, “If the situation were reversed, Athair would send you rather than go himself. He’d avoid vulnerability
on either end at all costs. It’s just logic.”
“Fuck logic, Lucifer. This is yet another area where Athair and I will differ as boss. I intend to be active. I won’t sit
behind a desk plotting—a rather lazy approach, if you ask me. I intend to be a proud boss—one who’s not afraid to show his
face or get his hands dirty in order to get what he wants.” Raphael slumped into his chair. “If I didn’t need this trade route, I’d
consider outfitting Cillian Brennan with a pair of cement shoes and tossing him in the Charles.”
Raphael used the word I like it guaranteed him immortality. The idea that my brother could use his role as boss for a
personal crusade did not bode well for the Flynn Syndicate.
“Haven’t you and Aiden already finalized a deal—marriage pending?” I inquired. Not that I had any idea what those
negotiations included. All I knew was that the Brennans had extended an olive branch that still dripped with blood, a truce had
been declared, and the ranks in both families would remain the same. There would be mutual business ventures, but we’d also
maintain our individual identities.
Raphael grunted something that sounded like an affirmation.
“Then Cillian delivering the widow is nothing more than a formality,” I said. “He’ll witness the wedding, and then we’ll
send him back to the Old Country in whatever fucking loafers he arrives in.”
Raphael smirked. “Don’t tell me that after nearly thirty years, Keegan is finally rubbing off on you. You might be
spending too much time with the fucker. I need my cold-blooded, heartless brother at my side, not a grumpier version of
Keegs.”
I frowned.
Raphael sighed, then searched my face. A warmth filled his eyes, followed by a trace of something that looked like pity,
but it was quickly wiped away. We may have shared a twisted history that had pitted us against each other at times, but I
believed that when all was said and done, he did value me as his flesh and blood, as I did him. Family first, forsaking all
others—it was the code we lived by, regardless of our differences and how our current roles made us clash on every-fucking-
thing.
I would honor and protect my father, Raphael, and our syndicate brotherhood until the last breath was ripped from my
lungs.
Which is the only reason I asked, “What about the widow?” My interest in her began and ended with keeping my family
safe.
“What about her?” Raphael drawled, seemingly uninterested in his bride-to-be. “She’s a twenty-year-old pussy who’s
been taking Brennan cock for two years. I’m sure she’ll be a real joy.”
“Do you know her maiden name?”
“I do not. Nor do I care. She’s young and well broke—of that, I am certain.”
I shook my head in distaste.
Raphael laughed without humor. “C’mon, Lucifer, you know they aren’t dubbed ‘The Brennan Butchers’ because they
fancy the taste of lamb. Have you ever met a more depraved group of bloody savages?”
Without warning, memories I’d long since tried to eradicate played like a movie reel in my mind. A dank room with thick
chains hanging from the ceiling. The flash of a steel blade. The screams of a voice as familiar to me as my own.
The back of my neck broke out in a cold sweat, and I rubbed a hand over the damp skin.
Raphael’s features smoothed into a knowing expression. “Exactly, brother.”
Lucifer
There was an obnoxious pounding on my office door.
I looked up from the screen I’d been studying in earnest. “Come in.”
Keegan burst in wearing the expression of a teenager who’d happened upon his father’s porn collection. “Dude—you
gotta come check this shit out.”
That level of enthusiasm? Fine. I’d bite.
I exited out of the encrypted file on the desktop. A little personal light reading that had turned out to be boring as fuck.
Good news for the Albanians—in the wasted hours of my life that I’d never get back, Molotov’s claims remained
unfounded.
Not-so-good news for the fucking Russians.
Cillian and Widow Brennan had arrived at the estate hours ago, but Raphael hadn’t insisted on my presence yet. Perhaps
our talk last night had reminded him of how personal this was for me. Regardless, while my brother played host to our
enemies, I’d spent the day in my office at The Ruby Slipper reviewing Keegan’s latest reports on the Albanians.
Eight years ago, our father had transformed the Boston honeypot from a strip club with a seedy reputation to an exclusive
gentleman’s club that catered to a different sort of clientele. It was a place where we could run our operations and launder
money while hosting the very men who guaranteed our success.
Our regulars were high rollers who enjoyed our backroom card and roulette tables and puppet politicians who wanted an
indulgent place to unwind. Certain organized crime families in the Boston area chose The Ruby Slipper for meetings based on
its neutral ground and stellar view. Women were no longer on the menu, but that didn’t mean the ladies serving drinks and
trendy light fare weren’t pleasing to the eyes and scantily clad.
I trudged behind Keegan as we made our way next door to his office.
He motioned to one of the dozen monitors on his wall. “There she is.”
I followed his hand to take in the high-definition image within a smaller square on a screen. The last time I’d looked at
our surveillance footage, it had been black and white and grainy. Finn had definitely made some upgrades to Keegan’s systems.
Everything was digital now and—as I’d learned today—encrypted like it was a matter of national fucking security.
Through the vantage point of a camera positioned on the outside wall of the mansion, we could see a woman standing in
front of my apple tree. Snow covered the ground, and the temperature hovered at freezing, yet there she was, admiring the last
gift my mother had ever given me. A pane of golden hair cascaded down the back of her ivory overcoat, and a pink scarf was
wrapped around her neck.
“That’s gotta be her, right?” Keegan asked.
“Most likely.”
“Sweet. Let me see if I can zoom in . . .” Keegan fidgeted with something in his hand and the image of the widow grew
closer.
At that exact moment, she turned, scanning the side of the mansion at the same height as the camera. She froze, perfectly
framed in pixels. The scarf covered most of her face, but her iridescent blue eyes shimmered in a way that Finn’s high-tech
camera couldn’t miss. She blinked, and then her gaze narrowed, but only for a moment. Then she dipped her head and moved
out of our line of sight.
“She knows she’s being watched,” I stated.
Keegan shook his head. “Impossible. Finn’s cameras? Un-fucking-detectable to the naked eye, bro.”
It wasn’t worthy of a debate. I trusted my initial analysis—at the very least, Widow Brennan was observant as fuck.
And there was something else. Something . . . disconcerting.
A sensation I couldn’t define developed in my chest.
I grabbed Keegan’s jacket off the back of his desk chair and tossed it at him. “Let’s get the hell out of here.”
A sly smile spread across his face. “You wanna go home and check out the boss’s new wife?”
“They’re not fucking married.”
“Semantics. Let me rephrase—you wanna go home and check out the boss’s new woman?”
Ignoring him, I replied, “I’d rather have a heart-to-heart with a city planner with a past-due balance.”
Keegan followed in my steps, locking his office door on the way. “You’re in a fucking mood.”
An hour later, my hands—wearing the proof of Mitchell Gosselin’s paid debt—gripped the steering wheel as I took I-93
out of Cambridge and headed toward Southie. Keegan rode shotgun, reading something on his phone.
“Liam says she’s hot,” he mused. “Says Raphael is a lucky fucker.”
Fucking Liam and his goddamn texting.
I turned up the volume on the KALEO track to drown out Keegan’s racket as well as the body tumbling around in the boot
of the car. The city was now shy of one planner.
Execution wasn’t the standard penalty for defaulting on a payment, but Finn had come across some indisputable evidence
that Gosselin’s perverted sexual taste in little boys had been buried by men who stood to gain from keeping the bastard’s sick
secrets.
Castration and a lethal beating hardly felt like appropriate sentences for his crimes, but they would have to do.
The vehicle rolled to a stop, and I cut off the engine.
Keegan stared straight ahead at the nondescript building with tattered siding. “Dude,” he groaned when he realized
where I’d taken him. “You’ve got to be kidding me. Can’t we just get rid of the stiff and call it a night? You really wanna fight,
bro?”
It had nothing to do with what I wanted and everything to do with what I needed.
Raphael bringing up Jack last night had reignited the rage that had been living beneath the surface for the past decade.
The closer I got to coming face-to-face with that part of my past, the more I would need to work it out of my system the only
way I knew how: the Octagon.
The steel door that would lead us down a narrow staircase and into the pits of Boston’s man-made hell was guarded by a
member of a local biker gang.
“Number and location,” I ordered.
Keegan mumbled something about Chipotle and a Celtics game before relenting with a sigh. “Two. Front waistband—
right side—behind the cut. Left boot—outside.”
“You’re claiming he’s a southpaw?”
“Fucking right I am.”
“And what if he chooses to slit your throat with the blade he has stored up his right sleeve.”
Keegan wagged his chin with loathing. “Fucking ambidextrous asshole.”
“It’s not his asshole you need to be concerned with.”
He implored me with a bored expression. “You done, Obi-Wan? Can we just get this the fuck over with? I don’t even
know what we’re doing here anyway. Liam said you were here last fucking week.”
“Sounds like our friend needs to be reminded of what happens to snitches.”
Keegan chuckled. “You really gonna give Liam stitches? If so, I wanna be there.”
“Snitches end up in ditches, young Padawan.”
His head hit the back of the seat as he laughed. “I don’t know how this new Lucifer came to be, but fuck, I think I like him
even more than the original.”
My phone vibrated in my jacket pocket. I expected it to be Liam, but it was Raphael’s name flashing across the screen.
I pressed the device to my ear. “Raphael.”
“Lucifer. Are you somewhere you can talk?”
“Aye. Just Keegs and me here.”
There was a prolonged silence, which suggested in the next breath he’d instruct me to take the call privately, but then he
cleared his throat. “What do you recall about Jack’s daughter?”
I rubbed the center of my chest with a closed fist. The sensations from earlier in Keegan’s office had resurfaced without
warning.
“Her name is Willa.”
It was the first time I’d spoken her name out loud, and it had been a decade since I’d heard it. I’d only ever laid eyes on
her one time, and that was thirteen years ago. Though Jack had taken me under his wing when I’d become a foot soldier at
seventeen, he’d rarely mentioned his kid. A measure he’d implemented to protect her innocence, I assumed.
“What else?” he pressed.
And that’s when I heard the strain of urgency bleeding through.
I glanced at Keegan, who was scrolling through Instagram—the proverbial leaving the room—before I continued, “That
night . . . Athair ordered you to deliver one hundred thousand dollars in cash to her mother with instructions for her to take the
child and disappear. I never heard of her again.”
Silence.
“Very well. I need to get back to dinner.”
I swallowed the lump that had lodged itself in my throat as my gaze dropped to the dark screen in my hand.
Dots—blue dots—connected in my mind.
Cold realization filtered through my bloodstream.
There’s no fucking way.
I hit the keyless ignition with more force than necessary, and the engine roared to life.
“Drop yourself off,” Keegan said. His voice stabilized me in the present. “I’ll take it from here.”
I met his eyes, and he gave me a solemn nod. He’d read the room. He didn’t ask questions because he didn’t require
answers.
But I did.
Willa
“I apologize—business.” A debonair grin rearranged Raphael Flynn’s chiseled features as he pocketed his cell phone and
folded into his seat at the head of the Flynns’ dining table. “How’s the cottage pie?”
After a few hours spent with the man, I’d come to learn that my future husband was slick and refined. If I didn’t know
what a monster he was, I could have found him charming.
I dabbed my mouth with a napkin. “Splendid. Everything is lovely, thank you.”
I was certain that when Raphael had heard my first name and looked into my telltale Callahan-blue eyes that he’d thought
he’d seen a ghost. My useless travel companion and current brother-in-law, Cillian, was so oblivious to anything that didn’t
have a vagina or wasn’t triple distilled that he’d missed the spasm of disbelief and shock in my fiancé’s stare.
Raphael held me with an assessing gaze. “As are you, Willa.”
Every time he drawled my name, it hung in the air like a poisonous gas capable of disintegrating my insides.
I forced a smile and relaxed the tension in my shoulders before taking a sip of water.
Raphael’s brow tightened. “Do you not care for the Pinot Noir? It typically pairs well with lamb.”
I shook my head. “It’s fine, I just prefer to rehydrate properly after a long flight, that’s all.”
It wasn’t a complete fabrication.
Cillian snorted beside me.
Okay, perhaps it was a wee bit more than a stretch of the truth, but if Raphael or his guard, Liam, had read into Cillian’s
reaction, they didn’t let on.
If I found myself in the unfortunate situation of being alone with Cillian in the near future, I’d have to remind him that
we’d been sent with explicit instructions to be on our best behavior. Included in our marching orders was do not dredge up
bygones—as my father-in-law had so heinously labeled my past. He didn’t want us saying or doing anything that would risk
nullifying the agreement he’d struck between the families before we’d made it official. When I’d asked how I should reply
when the man I was marrying would inevitably inquire about my origins, his answer had resulted in my blackened eye.
Aiden Brennan wasn’t one to waste words when he could let his fists do the talking.
Reflecting on Aiden’s severe response reminded me that Willa Callahan was destined to remain a long-forgotten memory
to anyone with a pulse.
But—maybe not.
I turned to Raphael. “I’ve been told you have a twin brother,” I said, hating the slight quiver in my tone.
Zadkiel Flynn, or Lucifer, if you believed the tale—which I didn’t.
“Lucifer,” Raphael replied, not lifting his eyes from his plate. I tried to decipher the underlying nature of his tone.
Unsurprisingly, I failed. Raphael Flynn was a master of deception, especially when it came to his brother. “You’ll meet him
soon enough.”
The story of Boston’s devil was a secret that’d been buried for so long that there were only two living souls bearing the
Flynn surname who knew what really happened on that fateful night. One was a common cold away from meeting his maker,
and the other had agreed to make me his old lady. But that didn’t mean there weren’t others who wielded that truth like a
loaded weapon.
Recalling the five minutes I’d spent in the Flynns’ empyrean garden with Lucifer thirteen years ago was all it took for me
to surmise that the two brothers named after archangels could not be any more different.
Or any less angelic.
Raphael’s dark mahogany hair was coiffed just right with not a strand out of place. His face was clean-shaven with sharp
cheekbones and an angular jawline. He was lean and muscular under his ridiculously expensive suit. I’d felt the contours of his
body during our brief embrace. It was obvious that becoming acting boss hadn’t caused him to go soft. Raphael Flynn could
hold his own in a fight, but if the rumors were true and it was against his identical counterpart, my money was on Lucifer.
I found myself wondering how the devil had aged.
Dinner plates were cleared away and replaced by a dessert of whiskey truffles. The faint scent of liquor wafted off the
decadent dish, and I felt the self-control I’d been clinging to starting to fray.
I smoothed the cloth napkin on my lap to steady my trembling hands. When I raised my head, I was caught off guard by
another of Raphael’s surveying looks. Everything stilled except the thundering of my heartbeat in my ears.
Aiden had been so giddy about sending me here that I doubted he’d ever considered that Raphael may call his bluff and
make me fish food before dawn.
Or maybe he had—totally plausible.
I pulled the corners of my mouth back into what felt like a plastic smile. “I’m feeling a bit jet-lagged . . . would it be
okay if I retired to my room for the evening?” The lie peeled off my tongue with an ease that should have engendered shame,
but there was none to be found.
Raphael’s gaze softened as he inclined his head. His simulation of sincerity was unnerving. “Of course. Do you
remember where it is, or shall Sosanna escort you?”
I shook my head as I got to my feet, feeling the dance of the impractical diamond earrings Raphael had insisted I wear
tonight. They dragged like anchors.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I remember. There’s no need to bother her.”
The earlier tour of the mansion was all I needed to commit each square foot to memory.
Sosanna, the Flynns’ nanny turned head housekeeper and cook, had been gracious in helping me get settled when I’d
arrived. But the elderly woman was perceptive and keen. I was certain she hadn’t missed the guarded signs of my relief when I
realized I’d have my very own sleeping quarters located in a wing opposite my fiancé’s.
Raphael reached for my hand, curling his fingers around my palm. His skin was soft, and the gesture was gentle, but it
still felt like a brand. My breathing grew shallower with each passing second.
“Good night, Willa. We’ll visit more tomorrow.” His grip tensed, and I winced out of reflex. “Sleep well.”
He released me, and I fought against every urge to cradle my hand to my chest.
With tears burning behind my lids, I slipped through the heavy double doors of the dining room and stepped into the main
hall. I was grateful for the solitude and quickly regained my equilibrium and the courage to press onward. My heels clicked on
the onyx-veined marble as I navigated the first floor. The mansion was exactly how I remembered it—grand and breathtaking. It
had every modern convenience and luxury but somehow flaunted an old-world appeal.
A palace fit for a king.
And a queen.
The knot in my stomach tightened, and I hastened my movements.
I hiked up my jade dress by the lace-embellished skirt as I ascended the winding steps that would lead me to the guest
wing on the second floor. I side-eyed the Virgin Mary statue as I passed it. Then my gaze landed on the massive oil painting
lording over the second-story landing. I’d caught a glimpse of it earlier, but this was the first time I found myself alone and had
the time to admire it.
Hesitantly, I stepped forward until I was close enough to touch it if I wanted to.
The painting depicted a much younger version of the Flynn family. Lachlan was posed behind a seated and strikingly
beautiful Nessa, his hands lovingly cupping her shoulders. The hardened criminal beamed like any proud husband and father
would.
One of the twins stood beside his mother, and the other sat on her lap. Even at the tender age of maybe five years old,
Raphael was dressed and smirked like a tiny businessman who’d just swindled a sweet old lady out of her retirement fund.
Raphael’s mini-tyrant impression and Lucifer’s unruly hair and fuller cheeks were dead giveaways—as was the way Nessa’s
arms curled protectively around the latter.
The only thing that looked out of place? The shy grin teasing at Lucifer’s mouth. I definitely hadn’t seen that side of him
in our one encounter. I would have remembered if I had.
“Are you lost?”
The gravel-filled voice settled in my bones.
It had been thirteen years since I’d heard that coarse Irish timbre. The familiarity—however superficial it may have been
—made my soul long to rewind the hands of time.
I turned around.
Lucifer Flynn.
He stood as though carved out of stone. I dared to meet his gaze. His piercing eyes reminded me of the moss-covered
trees in Ireland after a heavy rainfall.
My heart did something strange inside my chest.
Lucifer was as dangerously handsome as his bookend, maybe more so due to the bonus muscle and trimmed scruff that
he’d acquired since our initial meeting. He was taller, broader, more masculine, and, if possible, even more intense than I
recalled. His hair was the same thick umber that it’d been when he was a teenager, though now instead of a disheveled mess, it
was smoothed, shaped, and groomed into place.
I wondered if Lucifer realized his new hair regimen was symbolic of who he’d become. Who he’d been molded into by
the same shadow side of the Mob that had destroyed his perfectly imperfect innocence.
Had my soul found its mirror?
It was widely known among the Brennan Syndicate that Lucifer had remained loyal to my father until the very end. It was
a small comfort, but one I’d held on to for ten harrowing years. I prayed that my father had died knowing that not every man
he’d chosen as a brother—men he’d have laid down his life for—had been cowards when he’d needed them most.
My unsure smile gained confidence and spread a little wider. I blinked at him as I held my breath.
Nothing in his empty expression told me that he recognized me. I felt my heart drop just a little.
“Not lost. Just winded from climbing Croaghaun.”
His brow drew tight. “There’s a lift.”
The man still didn’t grasp the concept of sarcasm.
I shook my head. “I’m just saying the shortest distance between two points is a straight line. All these mountainous twists
and turns seem like overkill.”
The moment the words were out of my mouth, I realized how they could have been interpreted, and my insides liquefied.
But it didn’t matter. The man standing before me didn’t even bat a clinical eye.
His lack of reaction was . . . unsettling. Maybe the gossip was true. Maybe Lucifer Flynn was a black hole after all.
My skin prickled with unease.
I needed to remember that whether he recognized me or not, syndicate law labeled me the enemy until I was bound by a
marriage that could only end in death.
I was foe, not friend.
Willa Brennan. Not Willa Callahan.
That thought hurt more than it should have.
I was struck by the impulse to rebel, to push my luck and engage him further. I wanted to see if he’d reveal his opinions
of me and where we stood with each other.
Or maybe I had a death wish.
Maybe both reasons were at play as the internal war waged between the girl I was, the monster I was forced to become,
and the woman I could never be.
I held out my hand, insisting on its steadiness. “I’m Willa.” I batted my lashes. “You must be my future brother-in-law.”
His strong hand swallowed mine whole, the contact shattering my brief resolve. The callused skin riddled with cuts, both
aged and fresh, felt . . . calming . . . grounding. I’d once known a similar set of hands whose appearance also told a story of
violence, but they’d only ever shown me love and gentleness.
Da . . .
An invisible warmth swaddled me from head to toe.
“Lucifer.” His name had barely fallen from his lips when he released me. “You should go to your room,” he added, his
eyes hardening.
I’d been dismissed. Emotion burned my throat.
Without making eye contact or so much as bidding him good night, I turned to escape to the illusionary privacy of my
bedroom.
In one interaction, I’d been reminded that the devil wasn’t an angel disguised in a red cape and horns.
He was danger veiled in temptation.
A Flynn.
My enemy.
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“mere incidents.” From the review given below, in Chapter XIII, it is
clear that the main determinants of American culture accumulation,
after the first primitive start, were internal; and the case seems as
clear for metal working as for any phase.
109. Zero
One of the milestones of civilization is the number symbol zero.
This renders possible the unambiguous designation of numbers of
any size with a small stock of figures. It is the zero that enables the
symbol 1 to have the varying values of one, ten, hundred, or
thousand. In our arithmetical notation, the symbol itself and its
position both count: 1,234 and 4,321 have different values although
they contain the identical symbols. Such a system is impossible
without a sign for nothingness: 123 and 1,023 would be
indistinguishable. Our zero, along with the other nine digits, appears
to be an invention of the Hindus approximately twelve or fifteen
hundred years ago. We call the notation “Arabic” because it was
transmitted from India to Europe by the Arabs.
Fig. 28. Maya symbols for zero: a, monumental; b, c, cursive. (From Bowditch.)
Without a zero sign and position values, two methods are open for
the representation of higher numerical values. More and more signs
can be added for the high values. This was done by the Greeks and
Romans. MV means 1,005, and only that. This is simple enough; but
1,888 requires so cumbersome a denotation as MDCCCLXXXVIII—
thirteen figures of six different kinds. A simple system of multiplying
numbers expressed like this one is impossible. The unwieldiness is
due to the fact that the Romans, not having hit upon the device of
representing nothingness, employed the separate signs I, X, C, M for
the quantities which we represent by the single symbol 1 with from
no to three zeroes added.
The other method is that followed by the Chinese. Besides signs
corresponding to our digits from 1 to 9, they developed symbols
corresponding to “ten times,” “hundred times,” and so on. This was
much as if we should use the asterisk, *, to denote tens, the dagger,
† , for hundreds, the paragraph, ¶, for thousands. We could then
represent 1,888 by 1 ¶ 8 † 8 * 8, and 1,005 by 1 ¶ 5, without any risk
of being misunderstood. But the writing of the numbers would in
most cases require more figures, and mathematical operations
would be more awkward.
The only nation besides the Hindus to invent a zero sign and the
representation of number values by position of the basic symbols,
were the Mayas of Yucatan. Some forms of their zero are shown in
Figure 28. This Maya development constitutes an indubitable parallel
with the Hindu one. So far as the involved logical principle is
concerned, the two inventions are identical. But again the concrete
expressions of the principle are dissimilar. The Maya zero does not
in the least have the form of our or the Hindus’ zero. Also, the Maya
notation was vigesimal where ours is decimal. They worked with
twenty fundamental digits instead of ten. Their “100” therefore stood
for 400, their “1,000” for 8,000.[17] Accordingly, when they wrote, in
their corresponding digits, 1,234, the value was not 1,234 but 8,864.
Obviously there can be no question of a common origin for such a
system and ours. They share an idea or a method, nothing more. As
a matter of fact, these two notational systems, like all others, were
preceded by numeral word counts. Our decimal word count is based
on operations with the fingers, that of the Maya on operations with
the fingers and toes. Twenty became their first higher unit because
twenty finished a person.
It is interesting that of the two inventions of zero, the Maya one
was the earlier. The arithmetical and calendrical system of which it
formed part was developed and in use by the time of the birth of
Christ. It may be older; it certainly required time to develop. The
Hindus may have possessed the prototypes of our numerals as early
as the second century after Christ, but as yet without the zero, which
was added during the sixth or according to some authorities not until
the ninth century. This priority of the Maya must weaken the
arguments sometimes advanced that the ancient Americans derived
their religion, zodiac, art, or writing from Asia. If the zero was their
own product, why not the remainder of their progress also? The only
recourse left the naïve migrationist would be to turn the tables and
explain Egyptian and Babylonian civilization as due to a Maya
invasion from Yucatan.
Fig. 29. Distribution of types of exogamic institutions in Australia: 2M, two classes,
matrilinear; 4M, four classes, matrilinear; 4P, four classes, patrilinear; 8P,
eight classes, patrilinear; black areas, no classes, patrilinear exogamic
totems; X, totems independent of classes; Y, totems replace sub-classes; Z,
no organization; ?, uninhabited or unknown. (After Thomas and Graebner.)