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His Last Girl

"Jonghyun's love."

The Main Characters.


Kim Jonghyun - 18 Years Old Lee Hyo Na - 17 Years Old The Other Characters Onew / Lee Jin Ki - 19 Years Old Key / Kim Ki Bum - 18 Years Old Kim Ni Ki - 17 Years Old Choi Min Ho - 18 Years Old Lee Tae Min - 17 Years Old.

Background of Kim JongHyun.


Jonghyun's umma left Jonghyun and his appa with another man when he was only 7 years old. His appa, unable to accept the fact that his woman left him for another man, committed suicide through drinkdriving. On his death bed, he whispered into Jonghyun?s ear. "M...m..my B..oy, Jong...h..hyun. Pl...please re...m..e..mber wh...at ap....pa is.. go...ing to t...ell y...ou n..ow." His father coughed out the words in pain as he tries to talk to jonghyun. His father told him never to believe a women, and apologized for not being able to stay by his side anymore. He told jonghyun to listen well to his grandma when he is gone and think about him whenever he look up to the skies because his appa would be watching over him. When his appa finished his last sentence, he took in numerous breath before coughing blood out. He was in pain, and that was the when god took him away from jonghyun and his grandmother. "APPPPPPPPA! Don't leave me!" Jonghyun screams could be heard throughout the whole hospital. He buried his face on his appa chest, crying terribly. His grandmother was too crying terribly, while comforting Jonghyun. So jonghyun grew up with his grandmother, bearing the sentence he?s father told him.

"Never trust a women" he could remember clearly how his mother heartlessly abandon her family and indirectly causing the death of his appa. He hated his umma. He hated all women in the world, the only woman he trusted was he's grandmother. The only women that Jonghyun would listen to. Jonghyun grew up to be a...well..., charming and hoooot looking teenager. In his school, he was famous for his rude manners among teachers and famous for being a player among students. You must be thinking, why did he become a player since he hated woman? Well... because he hate women, he wanted every girl to fall for him, and he will heartlessly abandon all of them leaving them heartbroken and lost, just like how his mother left him and his father heartbroken and lost. He wanted revenge, so he toyed with many girl's feelings. And indeed, many girls fell for him (we can't blame the girls, who wouldn't fall for such a hoooot guy?). Jonghyun never thought he would ever fall truly in love with any girl, until she came into his life.... End~

PlayOne.
"Make me stay then." Hyona's POV
"Lee Hyo Na." Mrs Choi, My new form teacher, called out my name for attendance checking. "Yes! Here!" I called back. It was the first day of my year 2 of high school. The first day always feel so fresh. Haha, That must have sound weird, which kind of freak would love school? Well.... Me. "Yes, Hyona, Good to see you again. Class, I have something to announce, This year, I have chosen Hyona to be our class president. Any violent objections?" Mrs Choi announced, I was happy to hear that my teacher chose me as the class president, but I hide my smile away to pretend that I was humble, LOL. No one said anything to Mrs Choi decision, and I was successfully made the president of class 2/1, Year 2010. Other than being the class president this year, I was also selected by my ex-form teacher to be a student leader. So it was double happiness for me. I guess the main reason why I'm so well-liked by my teachers must be because my grades had always been on the top 5 list, and I never failed to hand up assignments to my teachers in time. Good student aren't I? My first duty as a student leader started right after school ended, I was appointed to be in the detention room with the students that were punished, my duty was to STARE at them and make sure they don't do anything funny. Fun duty eh? LOL, sarcasm, The only reason why I wanted to be a student leader was because it would help me to get testimonials that could actually get me into a good university. But still.... I had to do my duties. "Hyona, Later, when you go for your duty. Please make sure to especially watch this guy, and ensure he doesn't run away. His name is Kim JongHyun. Don?t worry about how you're going to know who he is,

trust me, You will know when you see him, he's blonde hair is so striking you can never miss it." Mrs Choi, my form teacher which also happens to be the discipline teacher told me. blonde hair? Well... My school doesn?t have much strict rules to obey, so many students could have many different dyes and hairstyle. But, blonde? That's new. "Is that okay, Hyona?" Mrs Choi tried to confirm with me that I was paying attention to what she was saying. "Ah, Sure. Mrs Choi, I'll make sure I do it." I quickly replied her smiling brightly as I pulled my thoughts back about how this blonde guy would look like. "Good." Mrs Choi said back. So I went for my duties that I was appointed to. I was actually quite eager to see how this guy would look like, I was really curious. When I reached the detention room, Mrs Choi was there too, probably to make sure that no students make it hard for me to do my duty. And, I caught a glimpse of the blonde guy. His hair was really hard not to be noticed. Its not actually all blonde, it had a 3 tone feature in his dye, from blonde to yellow than to brown. And he was really hot, many girls would have fell for him at first sight. His face features was near to perfect, his jaw line that many girls can go crazy about and those charming eyes. But just one thing was missing. Ah... his height. He seemed shorter than most guys. I noticed that as I saw him stand beside some other boys that were taller than him. Haha. And he seemed new, I?ve never seen him in school anywhere before. Maybe he was a transfer student. Wow, first day of school for a transfer student and he got into trouble.. All the students quietly settled down immediately when they entered the room. Mrs Choi stayed with me for about 5 minutes then told me softly, "I have to go now. All yours." I smiled back at her and nodded my head. Thinking that it should be quite easy to just sit here and watch those punks. After seeing them so tamed in front of Mrs Choi, but seems like I made my conclusion a little too early. Immediately after Mrs Choi left the room. Someone threw a crushed paper at me. I looked up, it was jong... What was his name again? Ah, screw it, I'll just call him that blonde guy. It was the blonde guy that threw the crushed paper ball at me. "Hey nerd! I want to leave. I'm not staying in this place anymore." He pointed to me and said as he pick up his bag and headed to the door. NERD?! Did he just called me a nerd?! AISH. I was so pissed off with his word. I immediately block his path to the door with my arms open. "No! You can't leave. I'm not allowed to let you leave!" I stared at him fiercely hoping he would just get back to his seat. But instead he showed me his smile, that I swear I almost died out of. And said, "Make me stay then." and gave me a smirk as he shook my hands off and went out of the room. I wanted to chase after him but I was afraid if I left the other students would grab the chance to sneak out too. So instead, I stayed in the detention room and continued with my duties. I was really pissed off at that guy. Who did he think he was? Aish! What a snob. After the detention ended, I went to look for Mrs Choi, intending to tell her what happened. To my surprise, when I saw her, the first word she said was, "You didn't manage to make him stay in detention right?" "How did you know? I'm so sorry. I tried to. But he wouldn?t listen to me..." "Its okay, Hyona. Its not your fault. I've heard far too many things about Kim Jonghyun bad reputation. Its normal for you to not being able to keep him in detention."

Ahh, so his name is Kim JongHyun. "Bad reputation?" I asked. "Yes. He's been expelled from 2 schools last year. Could you believe it? TWO schools. That must have been the highest number of times I heard a student getting expelled. And this morning, I caught him smoking in a corner of the school. I guessed he pretty much didn't cared even if he got detention since he dared to smoke in school. I wondered much why he was like this. He was suppose to be in his graduating class this year. But our school accepted him under the terms of him repeating his year 2, Ah, and yes. He's going to be in our class. So as the class president, I would really appreciate much if you help and keep an eye on him for me." She explained to me. "So you mean he's a year older than us? And you're saying I have to keep an eye on him too? But he really does get on my nerves. Plus, he won't listen to me." I complained to her. "Hyona, I know you can do it. Have confidence. And as the class president, you have to keep an eye on every other classmate as well. That's your job. So, no excuses." She ordered. I was really reluctant to agree, but I had no choice. I suddenly felt sad being the class president. I reluctantly nodded my head to Mrs Choi and did a 90degree bow before I bade goodbye to her, and left for home. "Aish. How unlucky for that jonghyun guy to be in my class. Now I have to see him everyday in class. I promise I will get my revenge back at him for calling me a nerd and throwing a paper ball at me." I thought to myself, as I was plotting evil revenge. Hahaha.

Jonghyun's POV.
"Make me stay then." I said as I smirked to that student leader that was trying to stop me from leaving the room. I've seen far too much goodie students like her that thought I would be afraid of them because they will tell the teachers what I did. I wasn't afraid of her at all. So what if she would tell the discipline teacher? I don't care. I shook her hands off and walk straight out. I didn't want to stay in detention. It was just wasting my time. I had much better stuffs to do then to be stucked at a stupid detention room doing nothing for 2 hours. I left school immediately as I took out my cellphone and called Onew hyung. Onew hyung was my closest friend. He's been my friend for more than 10 years. We were buddies since I was six and he was seven. He went through all the pain and suffering I had as a kid with me, I was really grateful to have a hyung like him. So, he has always been the person I trusted the most. "Hyung. Can you come out? I'm bored." I asked him. "Oh, jjong. Its you, sorry, I can't meet you now, I have something important to handle." He replied. Must be because of the girl he's hanging around these few days. I remember he said something about tutoring her in her studies?since he's so good in every subject . Aish, Some friend he is. Dumping his best friend for some girl's tuition. "Hai... never mind then. I'll find my own entertainment then... annyeong" I replied him informally, even though he's older than me, we talked informally, maybe it's because we are very close to each other. I hung up the phone even before he could say goodbye to me. I was quite pissed. Given that I had such a crappy day and now I was ignored by my best friend.

So, yeahh, I went to look for my own entertainment. I took out a cigarette and started smoking as I walked to the usual place to meet my gang. Yes. I have a gang. I started hanging out with them last, they were the ones that started my smoking addict. The usual place was at a dark alley that was really quite hard to find even if you?ve been living in the same district for years. "Hey, Jonghyun. You came, How's your first day of school?"Kyuhyun hyung greeted me. Kyuhyun hyung is one of my friend in the gang. He's really friendly. "Don't even talk about it. It sucked."I complained to him. He smiled and walked away after that. Suddenly I caught a glimpse of a familiar face behind his shoulder. I went closer to take a look. Oh! It was that student leader, she was talking on the phone. She looked at me for a few moments and turn to continue walking again. Ah, whatever. "Jonghyun oppa!" I heard a familiar voice calling out for me from behind. I turned around. Aishh, it was that girl, Vaness again. My ex-girlfriend. Well... I ditched her last week, and ever since she?s been begging me to be with her again. How dumb of her. I don't even love her, can't she see I was playing around? I ignored her and continued chatting with my friends. "Oppa! Why are you ignoring me? Hey! Let's go watch a movie together!" She said as she links her arms with mine. In disgust, I shook it away and told her to get lost. And out of the blue, she broke down and started crying. ?she must got a screw loose in her head, crazy woman..? I thought to myself. "Why? Why oppa? Don?t leave me alone! I love you! I know you love me too!"She cried. *PIAK* I gave her a slap right on her beautiful face. Leaving red marks of my finger on her face. I shouted at her, "GET LOST. I hate girls like you. Go before I turn nasty." She fell to the ground when I slap her, and she was crying even louder than before. Her friends pulled her up and left the place with her. I didn't care about her. I did practically the same thing to every girl I dumped. My friends wasn't shocked at all. Because they were all used to this scene. I've had many ex-girlfriends. I played with many girl's heart, and left all of their heart broken into millions of pieces. Just like how my heartless mother left me and my father broken hearted in million of pieces.

Hyona's POV
"That blonde guy is really a jerk!"I complained into the phone. I was talking to my best friend Niki. "Blonde? Is he Kim Jonghyun? That hot guy that's new to our school?" She immediately asked. Wow, How did she know? "how did you know about him?"I asked back. "The whole school has been talking about him all day. Especially the girls. Most of them almost fainted when they saw him. Don?t you know about him? Hyona?" "No. I don't. I only know he have really bad reputation among teachers. Is it that exaggerating? He's not even that hot." I replied as I thought about how he looked, his perfect face features, sexy jaw line, eyes that felt as if could speak and that smile that many girls will die for and his attractive 3 tone hairdye. Wait, WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? I HATE HIM. I shook off that stupid thought of him.

"Not even that hot? Are you blind Hyona? You call that not hot? He?s perfect! He?s sexy jaw line, beautiful eyes and his smile that made many girls literally died when he smiled at them. You called that not hot? I think you?re crazy Hyona." Niki literally shouted in the phone. She continued blabbering her nonsense but I was not really paying attention to her. Something else caught my attention. That blonde guy. Kim Jonghyun. I saw him again. Smoking. He's with a bunch of friends, I suppose its his gang, in a dark alley. I stared at him for a few moments until Niki started shouting at my ear again. "Hyona! Are you listening to me or not!" I quickly look away from Jonghyun. "Ah, Sorry. Something caught my attention." Yes. Kim Jong Hyun caught my attention. "Whatever.. As I was saying, Everyone is talking about Jonghyun in school today. I heard he's a player. He had dated numerous girls. Some even from our school, even though he's not even from our school before today." She continued her blabbering. "Really? Well, that's not surprising. Since he?s obviously a JERK." I emphasized the 'jerk'.

To be continued......

PlayTwo
"What? Hyena?" Hyona's POV.
"I'm Home!" I called out as I twisted the doorknob of my house wooden door. Ahh... Home sweet home. Oppa was cooking dinner and Umma was sitting in front of the television watching the latest drama series, Personal taste. My Umma have always been a huge fan of Lee Min Ho, ever since she watched him starred in Boys Over Flowers. My appa was reading the newspaper, guessed he just reached home from work too. My family is kind of weird, I know. My brother is actually the one that cooks breakfast, lunch or dinner for my whole family, and all my mum does is watch dramas, although she does help out sometimes with the household chores. But she normally throws all the chores to ME. Expecting me to do it. I know, my umma is lazy. Heehee. "Umma! Appa! I'm home!" I repeated since I got no replies because everyone was engrossed in what they are doing. I gave my Umma a tight hug, and she asked me how was school. "It was not that good?. Ah! I'm hungry! Oppa! Is dinner ready?" I changed the topic. "Soon soon... go get a shower and it'll be ready the minute you come out." He started nagging at me. I listened to him and went to get a shower. I took my clothes and towel and went into the toilet, getting ready for a relaxing and soothing long shower. When the water was splashing from the top to wash my body. I felt so relaxed like all my troubles were washed away. Although I really wanted to be a student leader and a class president, I've already felt so much stress on the first day. How long more can I take it? I thought about that jonghyun guy, and wonder how is it going to be to be his classmate. I admit, he is kinda hot. I felt attracted when I first saw him. But I don't have a good feeling about him. I felt like my

life's gonna turn topsy turvy with him appearing. I was so deep in my thoughts I showered for almost 30 minutes. I finally woke up from my thoughts when I heard my oppa shouting at his top of his lungs for me to get out of the toilet for dinner. Gosh, he?s even more naggy than our grandmother. I quickly rinsed myself one last time, wipe myself and put on my clothes then went out of the toilet to enjoy some delicious dinner. My oppa makes really delicious food, and I guess that?s the only good thing about him. "Finally! You're out! What did you do inside? Did you fall asleep while you were showering?" Oppa nagged at me again. "Shut up... I'm hungry." I arrogantly replied him. Although my brother is really naggy and sometimes irritating. He's really a good brother. He's cares a lot about me. The minute he heard I was hungry, he immediately went to the kitchen and scoop a bowl of rice for me. "Kamsahamida, oppa..." I thanked him. "Here. Sit down and eat" He ordered me. I did as he told me and started enjoying my dinner. "Kibum ah! Your cooking skills are improving more and more these days! Aww, Umma is so proud." My mother praised oppa. I must admit, he's cooking skills are really improving. Oppa smiled at umma for a while, and continued eating dinner. Yes. My brother's Kim Ki bum, or he would prefer people to call him key more. However! Oppa isn't my biological brother. He was adopted by my parents since he was 3. But after living together for so long, I've already treated him as close as a family member. He's my ever most naggy but lovely brother. I love him to the max. Because he's always been thinking for me. And taking care of me so well. "Oh yes. Appa. I'm going out for a while later. I'm meeting minho." My Brother informed my father. But before my father could reply, Umma butted in, "Minho? Lee Minho?!" Haha, silly umma. "NO Umma! Minho, Choi Minho! My best friend for almost 12 years now!" Oppa laughed at Umma. "humph, then I'm not interested?" Umma replied. My umma acts like a kid sometimes but we've all gotten used to it, and sometimes we find it really amusing. My brother has been best friends with Minho since he was 6. They knew each other when they attended the same kindergarten. Minho's family is really rich, but that was after Minho was 8 years old. Before that, His family was very poor, poorer than mine. I never knew exactly how his family become so rich so quick, and I guessed I never bothered to ask. The Next day I went to school as per normal. I was really reluctant to get up from my bed this morning. Because I know that today is the day that stupid Kim Jong Hyun is going to report to my class... our class. Aish! The thought of him makes me unhappy. When I reached my class, there were already many girl students. Maybe they are excited that that blonde jerk is coming to our class. I greeted Niki and started chatting with her. "Have you heard?" She asked.

"Heard what?" "About Kim Jonghyun admitted into our class?" she told me. "Yeah, I found out yesterday..." I replied. "Ahh, I'm so excited! I'm going to be classmates of the hottest guy in school. And maybe he might want to date me? Ah, it doesn't matter even if he's a playboy, I'll make him mine..." Niki started her blabbering again, sounding so possessive of the blonde guy. By that time, most of the students have already streamed into the class and seated at their seats. "Chill.. Nik..." I didn?t manage to finish my sentence and she cut me off. "There he is! O.M.G. He's really so hot!" Niki shouted in my ear. I looked up and see Jonghyun walking behind Mrs Choi, entering the classroom. He stared at me. And I glared at him. But he turned away after a while, ignoring me. What a snob, I thought to myself. "Class, Please settle down. I've something to say?"Mrs Choi ordered the class. Everyone did as told and waited for Mrs Choi to start talking. I could see beams of joy in many girls eyes because they know the thing Mrs Choi wants to say is that Jonghyun will be our classmate. "This is your new classmate, Kim Jong Hyun. He's new to this school, so please be kind and show him the ropes. And give him a helping hand when he need one. Now, Jonghyun, do you have anything to say?" Mrs Choi announced and asked Jonghyun. "Yes. Where am I going to sit, my legs are sore, I want to sit down." he said bluntly. Acting like a 3 year old kid. All the girls giggled, thinking that he is so cute, except me of course, I was disgusted by him. Mrs Choi pointed to the empty seat next to me, and said, "Beside Hyona please. She's our class president, so you can ask her anything if you have any problems." WHAT? Mrs Choi told him to seat beside me? Aish! I looked at Mrs Choi, trying to tell her through my eyes that I don?t want that, but she ignored me. Argh! "What? Hyena?" Jonghyun asked, it was obvious he was trying to tease me. He called me a hyena! First it was the crushed paper ball, then it was calling me a nerd. And now its hyena!? I hate him! I rolled my eyes at him but he smirked at me. Everyone laughed, and I was seriously embarrassed. Again, I hate him so so so much. "Stop fooling around and go to your seat." Mrs Choi told him seriously. He did as he was told and seated right next to me. "Hello Nerd. Oh wait, You're the nerd hyena." He teased me. "Shut up. Blondie." I rolled my eyes at him and ignored whatever he said next. I did not want to listen to him I wanted to listen to class. Mrs Choi have already started her lesson and I wanted to pay attention. In the middle of the lesson, Mrs Choi told me to wake Jonghyun up. I turned to the side, then I realized he fell asleep in class. He fell asleep in class! What the. No choice, I had to wake him up. I nudged him once, and he had no reaction. I nudge him again and he didn't even budge. That's it, I slapped him hard on his head. Finally, he woke up.. And shouted at me. ._. "Owww! What the.." he rubbed his head and stared at me. "Don't blame me. I nudge you twice but you didn't budge. So I had no choice but to hit you. Blame

yourself. And! Don't sleep in class! If you want your head to get slap more times, then continue sleeping." I exclaimed and continue paying attention to Mrs Choi class. Throughout the whole lesson, he dozed off a couple of times, and I did as I promised and slapped his head whenever he close his eyes. I could see he got really pissed at me. But I didn't care, he was the one that pissed me off first. Mrs Choi Mathematic class finally ended. Next was Physics Class. During physics lesson, Jonghyun stopped sleeping, maybe he was afraid of me hitting him again. Haha. But instead he starting using his phone under the desk. Although my school doesn't have much rules, there are two that are very strict, which is, No smoking in school compound and no hand phones during lesson time. He broke both of them in just 2 days. I wanted to ignore him and let him use. But I saw Mr Jung, our physics teacher observing him from time to time during lesson. Mr Jung must have realized he's using his phone. Then I nudged him again. "What?" he asked. "Keep your phone now if you don?t want to say goodbye to it." I told him. "Huh?" "Mr Jung is looking at you already! Keep before he confiscate it." He kept quiet and kept his phone. Maybe he was new to this school and still isn't sure how this school operates. Or maybe he just wanted to break all the rules. Whatever. The next lesson, jonghyun stopped sleeping and using his phone already. But I could see he wasn't paying attention at all. He kept doodling on his paper. What a kid. I ignored him, not caring what he was doing. Finally. After 3 lessons, it was our lunch break. I went to the cafeteria with Niki. On the way I met Taemin, Taemin was my closest friend next to Niki. Taemin was with Jonghyun...Did he know him? "Hi Hyona!" He greeted me beaming with smiles. "Hi... You know that blonde guy?" I greeted him back and spoke softly to him. "You mean Jonghyun hyung? Ah, yeah. He's my neighbor..."He explained to me. "Oh.." I wanted to tell him to stay away from Jonghyun. Taemin is a really na?ve and innocent boy. And being with jonghyun would just influence him. But I couldn't finish my sentence because that blonde jerk interrupted me as he approach Taemin. "Hey, Taemin. What are you doing with that hyena?" He called me a hyena again. "You mean Hyona? Its Hyona, not Hyena, hyung. Hyona's my friend, don't be mean to her.? Taemin defended for me. "Whatever. Let's go get lunch. I'm hungry!" That arrogant blonde jerk pulled Taemin away.

JongHyun's POV.
"Whatever. Let's go get lunch. I'm hungry." I said as I pulled Taemin away. In the Cafeteria I sat down with Taemin and started to eat my lunch. Just then, I felt thirsty, I wanted to get a drink so I asked Taemin..

"Where can I get water? I'm thirsty." I asked stupidly. "Walk straight from here than turn left. You will see a drink stall." He pointed the way to me. I followed the direction he gave. And I saw that hyena again. Aish. Why does she keep appearing? I haven't get back at her for slapping my head so many times in class. I was walking right behind her. Out of the blue, she suddenly turned around and saw me. I think I shocked her, Cause she gasped and accidentally slip when she stepped on a banana peel, and... landed right on top of me. Worst of all, Her lips were on top of mine. I pushed her away. And exclaimed. "What are you, this hyena doing again!?" I glared at her. To be continued.

PlayThree.
"Have you fallen for me?" Hyona's POV.
I went to the cafeteria with Niki to get our lunch. Niki kept blabbering beside me, all I could hear from her was, jonghyun, jonghyun and jonghyun. Aish, I'm really getting tired of him. What a snob, he must have thought that himself is so hot and handsome that he flirts with almost every girl he sees. What's the problem with him man. I wonder what girls see in him. "Hyona!" someone called me from behind. I turned around, and to my shock, Jonghyun was right behind me. But the voice I heard wasn't his voice. Anyways, I jumped when I saw him and stepped on an banana peel accidentally. Causing me to slip and fall.. right on top of Jonghyun. And! My lips were right on top of his. "What are you, this hyena doing again!" He pushed me away and shouted to me. I quickly got up and I could feel my cheeks getting really hot. "Err.. Err. I'm sorry, I slipped." I apologized to him and quickly ran away, to the toilet. I washed my lips a thousand times in the toilet, feeling so stupid to fall on top of him. Niki suddenly walked into the toilet. Oh No! Niki gonna get so mad at me. I know she likes Jonghyun, and now she saw what I did, she's gonna get so mad. "I?m so sorry Niki, I did not do it on purpose. I stepped on a..." I tried to explain to her. But she cut my sentence. "Just promise me, you won't fall in love with him." She told me. "I won?t. I promise. I will never fall in love with such a jerk." I gave her my word. She smiled at me and I was really glad she wasn't mad at me. I wonder what Niki sees in Jonghyun. But I really want Niki to be happy, so every time I'm with her, I refrained myself from scolding Jonghyun.

JongHyun's POV.

I got up on my feet and stared at Hyona. I could see she blushed a little. She quickly apologized to me and ran away. At that time, everyone was staring at me. I tried to ignore the stares and walk to the drink

stall to get a drink. Aish, I must get back at the girl. I thought in my head. As soon as I got my drink, I went to Taemin and starting eating. "Hyung! What happened?" Taemin asked. I smiled at him and said nothing. Taemin didn't ask any further. But he continued saying, "You know that girl in my class, Vaness? She's really getting on my nerves. All day, she just keeps asking me about you. Really irritating. I thought you broke up with her already? She goes around telling all the classmates that she's your girl. Is she crazy?" Taemin told me. "Just ignore her. I've broken up with her already. And now, I have a new target." I smiled at the thought of my 'new target'. Yes. My next girl is going to be Lee Hyo Na. That way I can get back at her. It should be fun to play around with that girl. Taemin slightly smiled at me. He understands what I said. He knows me too well.

Hyona's POV.
Jonghyun didn't return to class after the lunch break. I wonder where he went. Maybe he got punished again, no surprise. I was actually quite glad he did not return back, cause I really do not know how to face him, after what happened in the cafeteria. Everyone saw what happened. Ah! I'm so embarrassed. Less then 5 minutes after that incident, more than 10 students have came and asked me if it was true, the word really does spread really fast in our school. I wonder who called me just now. That person is the one who indirectly caused me to fall and slip. and who threw the banana peel on the floor! Inconsiderate! I stayed back after school to do some student leader duties. Finally, I got to go home around 7 plus. It was getting really dark when I was returning home. My left eye kept twitching as if something bad was gonna happen. I quicken my steps hoping to return home sooner. I walked past the dark alley I saw Jonghyun yesterday, and I saw 3 burly man stumbling towards me, they seem they are drunk or something. "Hi...Girl. What are you doing here so late? Do you wanna play?" One of them put their arms on my shoulder. I shook it off and told them to get lost. But, of course, they won't listen. They came closer to me. I was really afraid, I did not know what to do. Just then Jonghyun came out of nowhere. "Leave, guys. She's my girl." Jonghyun said. What?! I'm not his girl! But, I know, he's trying to save me. "Fine. Since, She's yours, Jonghyun." The 3 guys did as told and left, I think they're Jonghyun's gang mates. "Are they your friends?" I asked Jonghyun. "Yes." He said, leaving the dark alley. "Why do you hang out with such people? They aren't good people." I asked him, He turn around and smirked at me. "Why are you caring about me?" He asked nonchalantly. I didn't know what to reply. Why was I caring about him? I hate him right? I was asking myself the same question. I kept quiet to his question. And he walked closer to me. Until his face was only few inches before him. I just stared at him blankly. He leaned forward to me and I closed my eyes tight. Unexpectedly, he whispered into my ears,

"Have you fallen for me?" He sneered at me then walked away. "No! Never ever!" I shouted back to him as his shadow slowly disappeared into the dark. I continued walking home. Luckily nothing else bad happened. But as I walked home, I kept wondering about his words. Have I fallen for him? Nono! I can't. I promised Niki. I kept trying to think about other stuffs other than Jonghyun, but my mind still finds him somehow. What's happening to me... Eventually, I reached home. Before entering my house. I slapped myself lightly on my face a few times. "Wake up! Lee Hyo Na. Stop thinking about that guy." I told myself. That night I had a very weird dream. I dreamt myself and unexpectedly with jonghyun in a really beautiful place with many sunflowers and lavenders around, it felt like heaven. Jonghyun and I was having a lot of fun together. Laughter of joy could be heard. He pushed me gently onto the grasses and went on top of me. His face came very close to mine. And our lips almost touched until I suddenly heard my oppa's voice shouting for me.. "Wake up! Hyona! You?re gonna be late for school!" I woke up from my dream and my head was full of question marks. Were we about to kiss? Why? Aish! Forget it. It's just a dream. Lee Hyo Na, get him out of your head. To be Continued...

PlayFour
"I like you..." Hyona's POV.
School went on as per normal. I tried to avoid eye-contact with jonghyun throughout the whole day, but it was really hard because he just kept staring at me. luckily, only my first two lessons of the day was with him. I managed to avoid him for the rest of the day. Phew. After school, while I was going down the stairs,(I was actually running down the stairs because I wanted to rush home), a bunch of girls approached me. I ignored them at first, but to my shock. when they saw me running down the stairs, one of the girls lifted their leg and tripped me, on purpose obviously. I rolled down the stairs, because I did not have enough time to react to the situation. When I rolled down the stairs, laughter could be heard from behind me, and they were obviously mocking me. "What the hell?!" I yelled as I tried to get up on my feet, which I failed because my ankle hurts a lot. "What the hell? Yes. I'm gonna give you hell if you don't stay away from MY Jonghyun." She emphasized the 'MY' as she points to her chest. She rolled her eyes at me and left with her girlfriends. At that time, I realized my arm was bleeding profusely, and I couldn't get up on my feet. No one was around to help me, I was lost, I didn't know what to do. I tried thousands of times to get up, I held on the railings to help myself but I just kept falling to the ground time and time again. I started tearing up, hoping someone would come at help me. Just as I was hoping, a miracle happened. Someone did appear, just that I couldn't see properly who it was because my tears blurred my vision. As that person came closer, I could recognize its face features. It was Jonghyun. I was shocked, I didn't want him to see me in this state, I hid my face away, rubbing my eyes to wipe my tears away.

"What happened to you?" He asked me. I ignored him. "Did you fall down from the stairs? Did someone pushed you or something?" he asked again, this time he put his arm on my shoulder. I shrugged off his arm and continued to try to stand up on my own. And, of course, i failed again. "Your arm is bleeding... Can you walk?" He held my arm and asked me for the third time. "Do i look like i can walk?" I finally replied him. "Aish..." He sighed and bowed down to carry me up, like i was a baby. "YAH.. YAH. What... what are you doing? Put me down!" I yelled. "Do you really want me to put you down? And just leave you alone on the stairs? I don't wanna carry you too. You're so heavy. " He complained. He said that i was heavy. Every day he had to come up with something to annoy me. Is seeing me annoyed a joy for him? But, i kept quiet at his comment and let him carried me. He carried me to the first aid room, left me on the bed and went to look for nurses to help me. Apparently, there was no nurse! Aish, so he had no choice but to take the medication and first aid box himself and help me to my wounds. He sat next to me on the bed and pulled my arm gently towards him. He cleaned off the blood on my arm and took out the medication. "This might hurt quite a bit..." He warned me as he gently and carefully applied the medication on my wound. "Ouch..." I winced a bit. he thoughtfully blow to my wound, hoping to relieve the pain. He was concentrating so much on applying the medication on my wound, it was my first time seeing him so focused in doing one thing. I started to admire the way he concentrates on a thing, my heart started beating really fast and I had forgotten all about the pain. Soon, he seemed to realized i was staring at him and looked up. I quickly turned my head in embarrassment. I could feel my cheeks getting really red. He smirked at me and started bandaging my wound. Soon, it was all done. "Erm... Thanks..." I thanked him. He laughed silently. What was so funny anyway? "Care to tell me what got you into this mess?" He asked. "Hai..." I sighed. "That girl, Vaness, from taemin's class, apparently, YOUR girlfriend, tripped me on purpose and told me to stay away from you..." I told him. "Aishh.. that woman... She isn't my girlfriend. At least not anymore. We've broken up... Just.. ignore her. If she does anything to you again, tell me.." He told me, I felt as though he cared about me and wanted me to understand that there was nothing between him and Vaness.. Yesterday he was annoying me so much, and today he felt like a different person to me. He turned from a spoilt brat to a knight that seemed to always come to my rescue whenever i need help... he actually saved me two times in a row. He actually.... became... my knight... I thought to myself.

"Since you can't walk now, how are you gonna get home?" He asked me. I had already forgotten that i was actually rushing home. Now that he mentioned, i really don't know how to get home now... "err.. i think i could call my father to pick me up... " I told him. "ok then.. i shall accompany you till your father gets here." He said as he smiled charmingly to me. Again, he almost killed me with his ever-charming smile. He got up on the bed again and sat next to me. "you don't... really have to accompany me... I can stay here alone...." I actually wanted badly for him to stay with me, but I thought it was wrong. I already promise Niki to stay as far as possible away from him... "Its ok... I have nothing else to do too.." he took out his ipod and started listening to his music. I called my appa and waited for him to come. I turned to look at me closing his eyes enjoying his music while tapping to the tempo on his laps. Me and Jonghyun became really quiet and awkward for a while until, i suddenly popped a question to end the quietness. "You like music?" I asked randomly. "ooh. Now you're interested in me?" He teased me. I elbowed him on his stomach playfully and he laughed at me. "Do you like music?" he asked me back. "Yeah. I do." I smiled to him. he smiled back and started singing to the song he was listening to... He could sing really well. I got really immersed in his singing. "Do you like Niki?" I asked randomly again. He looked at me for a minute when he heard my question and replied, "Why? Does she like me? No. I don't like her. I?ve seen many girls like her before, they just don't appeal to me..." My heart felt happy and sad at the same time. i was actually happy he said he didn't like Niki, But i didn't know if I felt sad for Niki at the same time. I was confused about my own feelings. "I like you more compared to Niki..." He looked into my eyes and told me. I blankly stared at him and before i could say anything. My cellphone rang. I was glad that my phone broke that minute of awkwardness. I answered to the call, it was my father. "Yeboseyo?" I said into the phone. "Hyona? I'm here.." My father told me. "Oh ok, I?ll get there now." i replied to my father. "My appa is here. I gotta go... " I told Jonghyun. "Here. Let me help you get to your dad's car." He offered his help and helped me get off the bed and to my dad's car.

"Thanks for today.." I thanked him again.. He said nothing but smiled at me and walked away.

Jonghyun's POV.
I left after i helped her into her father's car. I talked to her a lot today. And, i must admit, she's the first girl that made me felt different... It seems like she was different from all the other girls, those type of girls that always stick to me whenever they see me. She was different, she doesn't flirt with me at all, although I do find her secretly looking at me sometimes. Haha. She was the first girl that made me felt close to her heart. Like i wanted to protect her, and be there with her all the time. But i wasn't sure about my own feelings. I don't know if i actually had feelings for her at all. Maybe she just seemed like a little sister that i had to protect? My mind went through all this thoughts as i walked home. Soon enough, i reached home. I wanted to clear all this confusions out of my mind and just have a nice and quiet day. I went to have a cold shower and lied in bed. I started writing on my diary. Yes, I write a diary. I started since i was 7, after my dad passed away. It was because I had so many things i wanted to share with my dad after he passed away, but i couldn't because he was no longer with me. So, i took a book and started writing on it as if i was writing to my dad, but i know he can never actually read my diary. I just wanted to pen my thoughts down about everything that happens daily. So i started on a fresh new page and wrote: Dear appa, I helped her today again... I don't know why but this girl just seems so different to me. It seems like i needed to protect her. It seems like God planned me to be the one helping her every time she's in trouble... Is this fate? I don't know. But appa, can I trust this girl? Aish, Let's drop this subject and talk about something else. Appa, 2 more weeks to your death anniversary. 2 more weeks and you would had left me for officially 11 years. I miss you so much appa. I still kept the pen you gave me for my 5th birthday. Infact, I?m using it now. I've always remembered what you said when you gave me this pen, "Use this pen to write your future".... I teared up as i remembered about my father. I miss him a lot. How i wished i could have him back. I wanted him back. I started crying. Just then... "Jonghyun..." My grandmother called out.. "Yes? halmeoni?" I quickly wipe away the tears as I replied her. But she had already realized I was crying. "Are you ok? Did you thought of your father again?" She asked me as she brought me into her arms. She knew me so well she knows that every time i cry it will be because of my appa. I cried in her arms. "I miss him so much.." I told her. "Yes... I miss him too. Come on, You're a man. Don't cry. Your appa won't want to see you like this. Look up, he's on the clouds, watching over you." I wipe away my tears and looked at halmeoni. She's the only woman i trust. The only woman whom i

love. She's been taking care of me so well since my father was gone. When i looked at her closely, I realized she aged a lot. Her grey hair was all over her head and her face had wrinkles. Her hands were really rough. When was the last time i ever looked at her so closely? Being in halmeoni?s arms made me forget all the confusions I had a minute ago. All I wanted to do was to have halmeoni's warmth. To be continued...

PlayFive
"I love you, Hyona. Will you be my girlfriend?"
Jonghyun's POV

That night I slept on the rooftop of my house. Whenever I was thinking about my father I would go to the rooftop, because the rooftop is the closest to the sky, where I could be closest to my father. I did not actually sleep. I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about the times with my father. The moment my father left me. The scene that my mother heartlessly abandon us. I held onto the pen that my father gave me and looked up to the skies. I told myself not to cry, I held back my tears. I really hated my mother. Why must she do this to us? I am her son, the son that was in her womb for nine months. How could she be so heartless and just abandon me like this? Whenever I see other children having so much fun with their families, I felt very envious. I wanted a proper family badly too. Why is god so unfair to me? I stayed awake the whole night thinking about all this stuffs. Soon, It was the next day, I went to school as per normal. Hyona didn't go to school that day. Must be because of her leg. That day in school felt weird without Hyona sitting beside me. When I fell asleep there was no one to wake me up. I kinda... missed her. So, I decided, to visit her after school. Then, I just remembered, I don't know where she lived. So, i went to ask her friend, Niki. "Hey." I called out to her. She seemed surprised when I called her. Her cheeks getting red for no reason... "Omo, Is he asking for my number?" I heard her whispered to her friends. They started giggling. "Er, No. I wasn't going to ask for your number. I was going to ask you where Hyona lives. I want to visit her after school." I raised an eyebrow and asked her. "Oh... That's...nice of you. Er. Hold on, I'll write it down for you..." Her tone seemed rather dissapointed, and her cheeks became redder then ever. "girls..." I thought in my head.
Niki's POV.

"Omo, Is he asking for my number?" I whispered to my friend when I heard Jonghyun calling out for me. I was really happy. He had never started a conversation with me since he came to our class. I could feel my cheeks getting really red. "Er, No. I wasn't going to ask for your number. I was going to ask you where Hyona lives. I want to visit her after school." He replied when he heard my whisper. My hopes fell all the way to the ground. Dissapointment overwhelmed me. I was utterly embarrased. "Oh... That's...nice of you. Er, hold on, I'll write it down for you..."I looked down and replied him. I was really sad. Why did he ask about Hyona instead of me? I felt as though my best friend had betrayed me.

Hyona promised to stay away from him. Why do I feel that they have become closer than ever? I was very angry at Hyona. She lied to me. I could feel that Jonghyun was interested in her. I started hating Hyona. I wanted Jonghyun to be mine.
Jonghyun's POV.

So, I went to Hyona's house after school. "Would it be weird if you just pop out at her house like this?" Taemin asked me. I told him i wanted to visit her. "Maybe you should buy some fruits!" He suggested. "Ah, so troublesome. I don't care. I'd just go there. I could say that i want to pass her some homework as an excuse..." I said. Taemin nodded his head. He was walking with me to Hyona's house because I wasn't familiar with the way. And he was going for his tuition class that was near Hyona's place, so he led me to her house and left for his tuition. I arranged my hair neatly and pressed the doorbell. Soon, a guy, around my age came to open the door. He was quite good looking. He looked at me up to down, most probably wondering who was I. "Anyeong. Er, I'm looking for Hyona." I spoke informally because he seemed to be the same age as me. "Ah. Yeah. Please come in." He ushered me into their living room. And went into a room which i think is Hyona's. "What?" I could hear Hyona's voice from outside. She's probably shocked that i came to see her and even brought her homework. That guy came out and told me to go into her room because she couldn't walk yet. He left us alone in the room. "Er.. hi..." I greeted her awkwardly. She kept quiet. She was on her bed, with a cast on her leg. Her room was really pretty. Pink walls and neat tables.It even had a nice scent of lavender flowers. "Er.. i brought your homework..." i spoke again. "Thankyou?" She replied. I felt really awkward with her. Why did i want to visit her in the first place? Aish! "How's your leg feeling?" I asked her to get rid of the awkward atmosphere. "I don't think I will be able to walk for a couple of days." She replied. I didn't know what to reply so I kept quiet. "So, You just came to give me my homework right?" she asked. "Er. No!" I blurted out. She raised an eyebrow at me. "I was just wondering about your injuries and so i decided to visit you. Aish! When are you coming back to school. I'm really not used to it when no one wakes me up when i doze off in class. Quickly recover and come back to school!" I yelled at her.

She smiled and teased me. "So, You... missed me? hahaha. Kim Jonghyun. Missing me... hahaha." "Aish! Its not that! urgh." I didn't know what else to say. But my face actually got red. I was never embarrassed in front of a girl before. She was the first. "Aish. Since I've seen you already. I think I better get going..." I told her. "Wait!" She yelled. "Er.. Can you stay? I'm really bored. I've been in this position for at least 10 hours already. It would be nice if someone were to entertain me..." She looked at me. I smiled. I was really happy that she asked me to stay. I had no idea why... I took a chair and sat next to her bed. And started chatting with her. We talked about alot of stuffs. And I felt as though i became closer to her. I told her secrets i had never told anyone else except onew hyung. She told me hers too. We laughed together. The only thing i refused to tell her was about my parents. I didn't think i was prepared to tell her that. But i was already happy that i became much closer to her. I revealed the true side of me to her. Soon, dusk came in. Key, her brother, told me stay for dinner but i refused because i remembered that my grandmother is cooking dinner for me. I left her house then.
Hyona's POV.

I was really shocked that Jonghyun came to visit me. I was actually happy infact. Even my best friend Niki didn't come. We became much closer. I saw a different side of him. From a cool, cold hot guy to a thoughtful and charming person. I realized he wasn't that bad after all. The next couple of days I didn't go to school either. Jonghyun came everyday. He was really toughtful. We became good friends. Finally. the cast on my leg was removed after the third day stucked in bed. I could finally go to school the next day. I was really happy and was smiling all the way at the night before i return to school. Oppa seemed to have realized and started asking me. "Is he your boyfriend?" I got shocked at his words. "Nono! Just a friend." I denied. "Come on. I'm a guy too. I can see that he treats you more than a friend." He said. "Really! We're just friends!" I denied again. "Ok... Whatever you say.." Finally he gave up. But i started thinking about his words. Oppa said he could see that he treated me more than just a friend. That line kept appearing in my mind. Did he really treated me more than a friend? What did i felt back about him? I'm sure I'm quite interested in him. But is it more than a friend? I was buffled too. The next day. I was preparing to go to school, when I recieved a call from JongHyun. "Hey. Look down your window." He told me. I did as i was told. Shockingly, I saw him waving to me from

below. He looked really cute. "What are you doing here?" I replied him, smiling. "Going to school with you! Since your leg have not fully recovered yet, so i've came to escort you!" He laughed as he said. "Quickly get down. I'm waiting for you." He said and hung up. I quickly changed into my uniform, picked up my school bag and went out of the house without even having my breakfast. "Good morning!" He greeted me as soon as he saw me. He was smiling as charming as ever. I smiled to him and greeted him back. He walked me to school and we entered the class together. Everyone saw us. I could hear whispers like, "What Hyona doing with Jonghyun? Are they together?" "Omo! Jonghyun oppa's dating Hyona?!" I ignored all those comments. As soon as i came into the classroom i went to sit beside Niki. "Hey. Niki!" I said to her. Suprisingly, she ignored me. I tapped her shoulders and she shrugged my arms off. Was she angry at me? Why? Oh shit! Must be because everyone's talking about me and jonghyun. I totally forgot what i promised Niki. A sense of guilt overwelmed me. I didn't know what to say to Niki. I didn't want to lose Niki as a friend because of Jonghyun. Niki has been my best friend since i was 5 years old. Just as i was about to apologized to her. Our teacher came into the class and told us to get back to our seats. "Talk to you during lunch break." I told her and got back at my seat. "Everything ok?" Jonghyun asked me. Noticing my frowned eyebrows. I didn't know how to tell Jonghyun so i just nodded my head. Throughout the lessons, i didn't speak a word to Jonghyun. Time to time he will try to tease me and ask me some random question to make me speak. But all i replied was yes and no. I suppose he realized something was wrong too. It was finally lunch break. Finally I could get far away from Jonghyun. If i continued ignoring him he would definitely ask me what was going on. Luckily, I had no lessons with him after the lunch break. I quickly went to Niki during lunch break. Preparing to explain things to her. "Niki... I'm really sorry..." I apologized to her. "You promised me Hyona! You promised! How could you! You know how much i liked Jonghyun! You are no longer my friend! Lee Hyona! I don't have a friend like you!" She screamed at me and left the classroom. I started tearing up. Kim Jong Hyun just ruined my friendship with Niki. My best friend for 12 years. Tears fell down my cheeks. I quickly ran to the toilet before anyone realized i was crying. I let out all my tears in the toilet. All i wanted to do was cry. I kept thinking. Is it wrong to be friends with Jonghyun? Have i took the wrong step to be closer to him? Maybe if I stayed away from him, Niki would forgive me. Tears just kept flowing continuously. Soon enough, lunch break was over. i quickly dried my tears I went

back to the classroom. When i saw Niki, she rolled her eyes at me. I just looked down and quickly went back to my table. I saw a note under my desk, it read.
"Meet me at the rooftop after school today. Jonghyun."

I teared the note into pieces. I can't meet him. I have to stay as far as possible from him. I didn't meet him after school. I went straight home. I recieved many calls from him, but i ignored all of them. I recieved a text from him saying.

"Why didn't you go to the rooftop? I have something important to tell you. I'll be waiting for you outside your house. I won't leave till i see you."

I deleted his text and went to do my homework. Soon, It was dark. i peeked out of my window. Jonghyun was really there. He wasn't joking when he say he won't leave till he sees me. Out of the blue. It started raining heavily.He just remained in his spot. he didn't seemed bothered about the rain. I couldnt bear to see him like this and finally gave in and went out with an umbrella to him. He came towards me the moment he saw me. "I knew you would come." He smiled at me. "What do you want?" I said to him coldly. "Why have you become so cold so quickly? I thought we became closer? Is it because of that girl Niki? I heard what she said to you today." "She really likes you! I have to stay as far as possible from you. I promised her!" "But i don't like her! I like you!" He yelled at me. I was suprised. I dropped my umbrella. I was drenched in a minute. I stared at him for a minute before i regained consiousness. "No! I don't like you!" I told him. I actually do like him. But i don't want to lose Niki so i lied. "Don't lie! I can see you like me." He held my shoulders and shake me. "No! I hate you! I hate smokers. I hate your blonde hair. I don't like short guys... I hate..." I tried to list out everything about him. But before i could finish he interupted me by leaning against me and started kissing me. i could feel his soft lips pressing against mine and his tongue in my mouth. I didn't know how to respond and i just stand there with my eyes opened staring at him. He pulled away after a while hugging me tightly. I tried to pull him away but he just hugged me even tighter. I was about to tell him to get off when he started saying,

"Don't speak. Just let me hold you. Hyona. I really like you. I've never felt this way towards any girl before. You are the first. I'm willing to change anything you hate about me. We don't need to care about Niki or anyone else. it would be just me and you." He said into my ear and finally pulled himself away. His arms were still on my shoulder. He looked into my eyes and continued. "I love you, Hyona. Will you be my girlfriend?" I stared blankly at him. I know i like him too. But would i be making the right decision to be with him? But i guessed i didn't care much at that moment, i really wanted to be with him. I smiled widely and nodded my head. His soft lips met mine again. This time, I leaned towards him and kissed him. He kissed me back and hugged me tightly like he never want to let me go again. I wanted time to stop at that moment. Just me and him forever...

To be continued...

PlaySix
"I love you! Kim Jonghyun!" Hyona's POV.
Both of us were standing in the rain. Drenched from head to toe. I looked at Jonghyun, his wet hair made him look even cuter. I was mesmerized with his looks. Not believing what has just happened. "Do you wanna come inside and dry yourself up?" I asked him, he has been standing in the rain for at least half an hour. I don't want him to fall sick. He nodded his head and I led him into the house. He held my hands into his and I smiled sweetly at him. 'Omo omo! What happened to the two of you!?" Oppa started nagging at us when he saw us drenched. "Quickly go dry yourself now! You guys are weting my floor! Aish!" He continued nagging not giving me a chance to explain. "Oppa, could you lend some dry clothes to Jonghyun? He need something dry to change into..." I asked Oppa, smiling brightly. Oppa looked down onto our hands and I supposed he realized we were holding hands. "Ah... Sure. I'll go get some towels and dry clothes."My brother winked at me. I brought Jonghyun into my room after my brother handed us the towels and clothes. I started drying my hair. Playfully, Jonghyun shook his head vigourously on purpose and all the water from his hair sprinkled onto me. I did the same back at him. I laughed at him when I saw him stupidly trying to avoid the water. "Laughing at me? You are gonna get it from me!" He started walking towards me and tickling me. I can't stand itch and i was laughing really hard. The next minute i realize, he was on my bed, on top of me. He stopped tickling me and looked into my eyes. I too stared at him. Again, I was mesmerized with

his beautiful face. How could anyone so perfect be my boyfriend, the ever so normal and not pretty Lee hyona's boyfriend. His face got nearer to mine. Without thinking, I gave him a peck on his lips and quickly pushed him away, running into the toilet to get changed. Probably leaving him outside laughing at me. When I came out of the toilet. Jonghyun shocked me. He was standing right in front of me. "My turn!" He called out childishly. And suddenly giving a peck on my cheek. "You're so childish. Kim Jonghyun!" I laughed at him. I pushed him into the toilet motioning him to go get change. Not giving him a chance to say anything else. He came out real soon changed into dry clothes. He was wearing my brother's casual clothes. He looked really hot even in casual clothes. He looked good in anything. I smiled at my own thoughts. "Its kinda late already. I think I gotta get going. Tomorrow's a saturday. Let's go out! I'll meet you at 2pm. Outside your house. I've got a surprise for you tomorrow." He smiled charmingly at me. I nodded my head and led him to the door. He bade goodbye to me and went off. Jonghyun really did surprise me the next day. He dyed his hair brown! He still looked as cute as ever. "You... you dyed your hair!?" I asked him. He smiled at me. "For you." I hugged him tightly. He was really sweet. "I'm willing to change anything for you. I promise, I'm gonna quit smoking from now on." He whispered into my ear. "I love you! Kim Jonghyun!" I didn't know what else to say. I hugged him even tighter. I pulled myself away after a while and touch his brown hair. "You still look cute, anyways." I smiled at him. He smiled back at me. Again, he attacked me with his killer smile. "Don't ever smile at me like this." I ordered. He looked at me with an eyebrow up. "You are killing me everytime whenever you flash that smile. No girls can take that smile." I told him. He laughed at me and held my hands in his. "Let's go." He told me. I didn't know where he was bringing me. I just followed him. Many students from our school saw us. I could see many shocked faces. I heard, "She's Jonghyun's New girl?"

"Jonghyun oppa! With Hyona. They're really together?!" I ignored everyone. I just really liked the feeling of being next to Jonghyun. He was really muscular. Being next to him felt like i was protected. I wasn't afraid of anything else with him. He brought me to the a hill called the Skyway hill. I started walking to the top of the hill. "Why are you bringing me here?" I asked him. He said nothing but I caught him smiling at the corner of his lips. "Hey!" I nudged him as he didn't reply. "Don't ask. You will know when we get there." Finally we reached the crest of the hill. I was catching my breath when he reached the top. Jonghyun on the other hand took in a refreshing breather and lied down on the grasses as he looks up to the sky. My mind was filled with question marks. "Come lie down too.." He ordered me. I did as i was told and lied down beside him. "Can you tell me why you brought me here now?" I asked him again. "This is my favorite place in Seoul. Because I believe this place is the closest to the sky. I want to be closest to the sky." He told me. "Why?" I asked. He sat up and looked at me. I sat up too. looking back at him. "Because I believe my dad is up there." He looked up to the sky. I felt bad. His dad must have passed away. His puppy eyes started becoming watery. I felt guilty for asking him. "I'm sorry." I hugged him. I could see he tried to hold back his tears. He pulled me away, and said. "It's ok. Isn't this place beautiful? Its so peaceful and refreshing. I come here whenever I have time. No one knows about this excepts for you. And Onew, my best friend." I was really happy. When he told me nobody else knew about this secret of his except for me and his best friend, Onew. I felt extremely elated. It made me felt that i was really special to him. He started telling me about his father. I didn't heard him mention about his mother though. But i just kept quiet and listened to him. I held onto his hand tightly, hoping to give him strength. It must have been really painful for him to experience someone so dear leaving him when he was so young. When he finished. I kept quiet. I didn't know what else to say. I just stayed by his side.

"Ahhh. Its so refreshing up here." He finally said something. "Shall we go catch a movie? Its our first date today..." He looked at me. I nodded my head. He wanted to watch an action film. But I wanted to watch a romance film. In the end, he gave in to me. Throughout the whole movie. He was dozing off. I laughed at his sleeping face. I was happy even though he fell asleep. He didn't like the movie but he still accompanied me. How sweet. I woke him up after the movie ended. "I'm sorry I fell asleep..." He apologized to me, as we were walking down the streets. It was dark already. I couldn't believe time passed so quickly. "Don't apologize. I'm glad that you watched it with me already. I really appreciate it that even when you disliked the movie you still gave in to me and watched it with me." I smiled at him. He ruffled my hair and laughed at me. leaving my hair out of place. "Shall I send you home? Its late already." He held my hands in his once again. He walked me home. I reached my house really soon. Before I enter my house. He kissed my forehead and said goodbye to me. I smiled and went inside. To be continued...

PlaySeven
"YAH! Leave my girl alone!"
Hyona's POV.

2 weeks passed quickly. And I've dated Jonghyun for 2 weeks. Niki never talked to me ever since. Often she rolls her eyes at me. Much offended I was, but i was feeling as much guilt. "She'll come back to you if she's a true friend." that's what Jonghyun tells me. And, i thought it was quite true. Maybe if she never does come back, it just means she doesn't treasure our friendship that much. Still, I really don't want to lose Niki. Neither did I wanted to give up Jonghyun. What could I do, I could only let nature take its place. Ever since i went out with Jonghyun, Niki starting hanging out with Vaness, Jonghyun's ex-girlfriend. Actually, i don't really know who many ex-girlfriends he had. And, I didn't wanted to know. Many girls from my school started hating me, gossiping and speaking ill of me behind my back. Obviously, they started hating me when i dated Jonghyun. Jonghyun indeed turn my world upside down. But I thought about what he told me the night he confessed to me,

"We don't need to care about Niki or anyone else. It would be just me and you." Maybe all I really need is Jonghyun. My time with Jonghyun was really fun, i enjoyed every minute with him. My family learnt about my relationship Jonghyun, and they've all supported me. Jonghyun often came to my house for dinner. And, he really did stop smoking, I was really touched by all the stuffs he did for me. One particular day, Jonghyun dissapeared after lunch break. It was weird, he came to school with me.Could it be he've gotten into some trouble with the teachers? But he's been rather well behaved for 2 weeks. I remembered he was looking really troubled in the morning, could something had happened? I thought about where he could be. And, i suddenly remember something he said, "I want to be closest to the sky." Closest to the sky... "Rooftop!" I shouted it out loud, causing everyone looking at me. I ignored them and quickly ran up to the rooftop, Jonghyun must be there. I was panting when I reached the rooftop. While catching my breath, I noticed a familiar back, must be Jonghyun. I went up and hugged him from the back, surprising him. "Are you ok?" I asked. "How did you find me?" He asked me back. I took a seat next to him, I realized he was holding on to a pen, a beautiful one, those that can cost up to a few hundred bucks. He was holding it tightly, like it was something really special. "I remembered you like being close to the sky... Are you ok?" I asked him again. He looked at me and smile, taking my hand in his and holding it tightly. "Its my father's death anniversary today..." He told me, his eyes tearing. I held his hand tighter. I thought it was best not to say anything for a while. We sat there for at least 10 minutes. I kept looking at him, till i couldn't stand the quietness anymore. "Its that from your father?" I asked him as i pointed to the beautiful pen. "Yea, he gave it to me when I was five." He explained. "Come on, don't be sad! I bet your father wouldn't want to see you in this state. Let's skip school! Shall

we go to the amusement park? I haven't been there in ages..." I tried to cheer him up. He smiled slightly at me. "You're skipping school? Wow, not what you would do.. haha, have I influenced you much?" He joked. "Come on... Let's go!" I pulled him up. We went to Lotte world, the amusement park. We got the animal hairbands. I chose a lion's ear hairband for him and he got a rabbit's ear one for me. We had a lot of fun. Playing on almost all the rides. We went into the haunted house too. I was really terrified. I kept holding tightly on Jonghyun. Time to time i shouted at the dummies that scared me. Even though it was fake, it was really scary. Jonghyun laughed at me when we came out, calling me a scaredy cat. I elbowed his stomach playfully but he just laughed even louder. I swear I'm never entering a haunted house ever again! Jonghyun on the other hand was afraid of the thriller rides. He shouted crazily when we on those rides. And he was holding me tightly. Haha, I laughed at him in return, making him feel embarrased. Soon, dark settled in. It was at night already. Indeed, time passes so quickly when we are having fun. We went to get dinner before he send me home. As usual, he gave me a kiss on my forehead before saying goodbye and leaving for home.
Jonghyun's POV.

I was really happy Hyona actually remembered what I said. And she even makes an effort to cheer me up. I was indeed cheered up. I've caused her to lose all her friends, and yet she doesn't blames me. I'm glad. After I send her home, I walked home. Soon enough, I reached home. Before i went to bed. I started writing on my diary again. Appa, It's your death anniversary today. I miss you a lot. How are you doing up there? I'm fine down here. Today, Hyona and me went to the amusement park. She pulled me there when she saw me feeling down. We had lots of fun. Appa, I really do love her. But I often wonder, how long will our relationship last? I know clearly what type of person I am, a filrt. I don't wanna hurt Hyona's heart. But what if, one day I suddenly decide to break up with her? I might leave her heartbroken. I don't want to. I know i love her, but how long would I stay faithful? I've already caused many trouble for her. Her friends, leaving her one by one. Even her best friend left her, because of me. Would continue being with her do her good? I know I'm not a good boyfriend. If

anything happens to her again because of me, I think I will decide to leave her...
Hyona's POV.

The next day. My right eye started twitching in the morning, like as if, something bad was going to happen. Jonghyun didn't go to school with me today. So I went alone. When I reach my classroom he was already in class. I smiled at him, and he smiled back. I was glad when he smiled back, it was a signal to tell me nothing changed. I was really afriad he might leave me one day. I've heard about how many girls he dated. All didn't come to a good ending. I remember the scene he slapped Vaness. Would that ever happen to me? But I trust him, I believe nothing such will happen. I tell myself maybe he's really truthful to me. And, hopefully, I'm right. That day I only have one lesson with Jonghyun. Which means I would most probably spend the rest of the day boringly. And, he had already told me he can't go home with me today. So, I'll have to go home alone again. Time passes really slow without Jonghyun. Finally, school ended, I quickly packed up my stuffs and got out of the classroom. Hoping that nothing bad happens. My eye continued twitching throughout all the lessons. I just wanted to quickly get out of school and return home. When I was on my way to the school gate, something bad indeed happened. What i feared most happened. *Splash!* A water balloon went straight to my face. Causing my whole face to turn wet. Before I could react, more water balloons started coming onto me. I was wet from head to toe in a minute. When the water balloons finally stopped attacking me. Someone kicked my leg several times, causing me to fall on the floor. Causing my leg to start bleeding. I looked up to see Vaness. Niki was next to her, laughing at me. Soon, everyone surrounded me. All of them were pointing at me, mocking me. I was really embarassed. I held my head low, not willing to look at anyone. Out of all people, I couldn't believe Niki did this to me. I tried to get up. den someone threw eggs at me. And, Chicken feathers started falling from the top. Causing the feathers to stick on my body. More students started laughing even louder. Some called me a chicken. I tried my best to stop my tears from flowing out. But it was hard. How i wished and hope someone would just come out and help me. Kim Jonghyun, where are you? Where are you when I need you? "Chicken! Lee Hyona's a Chicken without Kim Jonghyun." I heard Niki's voice. Laughters roared throughout the whole area. I just kept my head low. Not willing to look up to Niki again. I was a chicken without Kim Jonghyun. But what can a girl really do when almost everyone in school is against her? Water balloons started splashing onto me again. I squatted down covering my face with my hands. I was crying. Hoping that they would stop soon. Again, i wished Kim Jonghyun would appear right now. Surprisingly, I heard a familiar voice. "YAH! Leave my girl alone!" I looked up to see Jonghyun. He was pushing anyone that was in his way. Soon, everyone scattered away. He walked up to me and put a jacket over my shoulders, he carried me up with his muscular arms. He looked at Niki and Vaness and said.

"Bitches, try something again and you get it from me. I can't guarantee what might happen." Leaving both of them shocked and pissed off. Jonghyun stayed quiet as he walked. I just kept looking at him. He settled me on a seat at the park. "Stay here." He ordered me. He went away, and came back with a packet of stuff. He went down on his knees and starting washing my wounds with a bottle of mineral water. he gave me a tissue and asked me to wipe my tears off. "I'm sorry I didn't come earlier. If I came earlier, You wouldn't become like this." He said as he was helping to my wounds. "No, I'm glad you came. I was really lost for a minute there. Thank you." I replied. "I was the cause of all your troubles. If it weren't for me, they wouldn't do this to you... How can you still thank me?" He looked up at me. "Its not your fault-" He intercepted my sentence before i could finish. "No, its my fault. Don't you think many troubles came to you ever since you went out with me? We've only been dating for 2 weeks, and so many things happened. What will happen if we carry on being together? I'll just carry on causing you more troubles. I do love you Hyona. But don't you think it's wrong that we're together? I feel bad seeing you like this because of me. It would be better for you if we are separated. You wouldn't be feeling so much pain like this." He told me. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. What I feared most finally happened. Jonghyun's leaving me. I really don't want to break up with him. What i really need was just him. "No! I don't want to break up. I don't mind all these. All I want is to be with you. You, Kim Jonghyun!" I held his hands tightly. Unwillingly to let him go. He shrugged off my arms and said. "Don't be like this, Hyona. Me leaving would be better for you." After he finshed his sentence, he left. Without anymore words. He left me. to be continued...

PlayEight.
"You won't be crying because of me anymore again."
Hyona's POV.

I watched Jonghyun as he left me all alone in the park. He've really left me. Jonghyun really left me. Everything is coming to an end. There was nothing else I could do except to just cry. I sat on the chair, tears flowing continuously. Yesterday, I was just at the theme park with Jonghyun, and today, its goodbye. I cried even more as i thought about our memories together. From how he always make fun of me everyday, to the day he helped me to my wounds when i was bullied by Vaness. Never would I have guessed that, Vaness caused me and Jonghyun to become closer, but she was also the one who broke

up my relationship with Jonghyun. Just that, this time with my ex-best friend, Niki. I sat on the bench, for what i don't know how many hours. Just crying and crying. Strangers walk past me staring at me. I didn't care. I didn't had the mood to care. Stare for all they want. All i can do at that time was just to cry. Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure appearing, walking towards me. The figure was really tall and i could see that the hair was quite long, i just can't see the face, because of the tears that blurred my vision. Since it was tall and had long hair, it sure wasn't Jonghyun, so i ignored it. But the figure approached me, as it came closer, I realized who It was. "Hyo! What happened?" I heard a dark husky voice. "Oppa!" I hugged him and started crying even more terribly. Minho has always been the one for me to have a shoulder and cry on. I don't know why, but since young, whenever I'm feeling down, Minho would appear out of nowhere and he would always cheer me up. I'm glad he appeared. There was nobody I could turn to at that time, and when i saw Minho, I was happy for a moment. Minho oppa always came to our house to hang out with my brother. So I had a close relationship with him. He was like my other older brother, always taking care of me. Minho oppa pat my back as I was crying, trying to comfort me. "Don't cry..." He whispered into my ears. His dark voice was mesmerizing. I pulled myself away from him and started wiping my tears away. "Are you ok?" He asked me again. I nodded my head in reply as i was sobbing too hard to say anything. I know i was lying to him, I was lying to myself too. Even a blind man could see that I'm not okay. Who was i fooling? "Wait for me here." He told me. He left me for awhile and went to brought a bottle of mineral water. Just like how Jonghyun brought me a bottle of mineral water not long ago to wash my wounds. But Minho oppa also had a packet of bread in his hands. "Here, drink some water. Are you hungry? I guessed you've not eaten anything so I brought some bread." He took a seat next to me and passed me the bottle. I was trying to stop my sobs so i took the water and gulp down a mouthful of water. And unfortunately, I choked on it and started coughing. Minho oppa patted my back again and started repeatedly asking if i was ok. I know, Minho oppa is really thoughtful and sweet. I stayed quiet the whole time, not willing to say anything. However, I always felt someone was looking at me from a far place. I couldn't see exactly who it was. But every time as i looked closer, i see no one. Maybe my eyes were playing with me. Minho oppa never ask me anything else anymore, probably after seeing me not willing to say anything. He just sat beside me, quietly, We spent hours in the park together. Soon, It was dark. I got up and told him, "Its late, I should get home before oppa starts to worry. Thanks so much for today." I hugged him. He felt really nice close to my body. His warmth and those slight muscles that surround me as he hugs me back comforts my heart. At least i know theres someone to protect me. "Let me send you home, i can't let you go home alone like this." He patted my head. He walked me home. Within minutes, I reached home. I bade goodbye to minho oppa and went into the house. Of course, Oppa starting nagging at me but when he saw my puffed up red eyes, his tone changed and started asking me if i was okay. I just nod my head and went into the room. Probably leaving scratching his head outside. I looked into the mirror to see myself with my eyes really red, I was tired after all the crying. I turn to look at the bed, remembering the day Jonghyun confessed to me outside of my house, and when he came to our house to clean himself up, that moment that he was on

my bed, on top of me. I was already missing that moment. I was already missing him. "I'm not going to give him up so easily. Brace yourself up! Lee Hyo Na!" I told myself. I took in a deep breath and went into the toilet, to have a cool and refreshing shower. I lied in bed after showering, too lazy to do anything else. My eyelids became heavier and heavier. Soon, I went into my la la land.
JongHyun's POV.

As much as I don't want to leave Hyona, I was afraid of her getting hurt again because of me. It was best to leave her. I didn't think threatening the girls was enough, I really don't know those crazy girls could do. After treating to her wounds, I left her. I didn't go far, I went behind a wall and started peeking her from there. She was crying terribly, with no one with her. How i wished i could go towards her and hug her, but i can't. I have to stay strong on this decision. I looked at her for hours. I just need to make sure she was safe. Time to time, Hyona would look up, as if she saw someone looking at her, but i would hide myself behind the wall, making sure not to let her see me. Out of the blue, a guy appeared and started approaching her. I thought he was a stranger, so i wanted to go forward to stop him and protect Hyona but when he reached Hyona, Hyona looked up at him and jumped into his arms, embracing him. That moment, i froze. Hyona hugging another guy, that guy shouldn't be a stranger to her, so i went back behind the wall. I leaned on the wall, tears starting flowing out without my permission. My heart hurt to see Hyona hugging another guy, my heart hurt to see Hyona cry like this. But, maybe the guy would protect Hyona. Hyona would be better off with him. With my tears, i left the place, entrusting Hyona to the unknown guy.
Minho's POV.

It was surprising to find Hyona sitting all alone in the park, weeping so terribly, i had to go forward to see if she was okay. She hugged me the minute she saw me, she cried on my shoulders, It hurt me so much to see her in so much pain and crying so much. I patted her back, trying to comfort her, hoping that she feels better. I noticed her leg was wounded, but it has been treated already, i didn't ask Hyona anything about it, worrying that her sadness might have something to do with the wounds. I've heard her mention a couple of times that she has a boyfriend, could it be that her boyfriend let her down? I wondered, but at that moment, it would be most important to cheer Hyona up first. Hyona never actually knew my feelings for her. Since I was only 8, I started liking her. I was always there when she needed a shoulder. I never confessed my feelings, that's it, that's why she never knew i liked her. That's why it hurts me so much to see her like this. When would i ever have the courage to tell her I love her? When she told me about her boyfriend, I faked a smile, acting that I'm happy for her, but does she know how much pain I?m feeling underneath those smiles?
Hyona's POV.

I walked to school alone, worried about what might happen in school today. I stepped into the classroom, Jonghyun wasn't sitting next to my seat anymore. He shifted to the back of the class. I looked at him, my eyes locked with his for a seconds, until he look away. Disappointment filled me, but i know i'm not going to give him up so easily. This Sunday is Valentine's day, maybe if i did something for him, everything will return to normal. I went back to my seat and took out a piece of paper and started writing.

"Please meet me after school today, I want to talk to you, rooftop, 1pm. Please come. Hyona"

I placed it on his table while he wasn't looking. I'm not sure if he'll come, but i hope so. I'll just have to wait and see. School ended pretty early today, our school always end early on Fridays. So i quickly got out of my classroom and look at my watch, 12.58am. 2 more minutes, there should be enough time. I reached the rooftop in no time, i looked at the watch again, 1pm, just nice. Just that Jonghyun isn't there. Maybe he's late. I thought. I looked down from the rooftop. Many students were chatting happily and walking towards the school gate, surprisingly, i saw Jonghyun in those bunch of students. He was leaving the school. I quickly ran down the stairs and tried to catch up with Jonghyun. When i reach the school gate, I saw him across the road. He didn't see me. I kept shouting his name but he didn't turn to look at me once. I dashed across the road, not caring weather there was any cars. "Beeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!!" I heard a driver honking. I turned around to see a huge lorry approaching me. I froze. The loud honking seemed to attract everyone's attention. I felt thousand pairs of eyes looking at me. I just froze in my place, not knowing what to do next, was i just going to let the car crash into me? "Hyona!!" I heard a familiar voice, the voice caught my attention, i turn to see Jonghyun running towards me and pushing me off the road. Both of us fell to the ground. The lorry didn't hit me after all, and jonghyun came to save me. "What do you think you're doing? Crossing the road like this? Don't you want to live anymore?" Jonghyun yelled at me as he tried to stand up. I stood up myself, staring at him, too shocked to say anything. Jonghyun turn to leave when i finally got back my senses, I quickly ran towards him and hugged him from the back. "Don't leave me!" I yelled. He pulled me away from my embrace and looked into my eyes, my eyes were getting watery again. Tears fell. "Don't be like this. I don't love you anymore, Hyona. We're over. You'll be better off without me." He told me. He said he didn't love me anymore, i know its not true. He wouldn't have save me if he didn't love me! I refused to let go of him. "No! I know you still love me, Or else you wouldn't had saved me there!" I tried to rebuke at him. "I would have done that, even if it was anyone else! Plus, you're a friend!" He started yelling at me. "A friend...." I whispered. He took my face with his palms and wiped my tears away with his thumb. "You won't be crying because of me anymore again." He whispered and left. I stand at my place, not believing what he had just said. I still told myself not to cry. I tried to stop crying. But I couldn't. I walked home alone, my mind replaying what Jonghyun had just said to me. When i reached home, I started to text him. "I love you Jjong, Please don't leave me, I need you."

I sent almost fifty messages like this to him, but none got his reply. I tried to call him a thousand times, neither did he answer the calls. I lied in bed the whole day, waiting for him to reply me. Tearing up and crying over and over again. I held my cellphone in my hand, waiting for his reply. Soon, i fell asleep, with my cellphone in my hand, he didn't reply any of my messages after all.... I woke up the next day, the first thing i did was to check my phone, no replies from Jonghyun. I took a breath and told myself. "Today, Is a brand new day, everything will be fine. Tomorrow's valentine's day. I should do something for Jonghyun." I decided to send Jonghyun a text again. "Tomorrow's Valentines day, Can i meet you? Jjong, i believe, this isn't the end of us." I typed and pressed send immediately. Surprisingly, he replied within a few minutes. "Ok. 7pm, the park near your house." He replied me. I was too happy to say anything. I was elated he agreed to meet me! I was jumping like a crazy woman. "Ok! See you there!" I replied immediately. I quickly started brainstorming on what i should do for Jonghyun. Cookies? Nah, that?s too common. Chocolates? Nah, Jjong doesn't like chocolates. Cake! I shall do a cake! A cream cake! After deciding, I quickly went out to buy the ingredients for the cake. I was happily making the cakes when Minho oppa came to my house. Of course, to find my brother again. "Oh! Minho Oppa annyeong!" I greeted him. "Hyo! I see you're feeling better today?" He asked me. "Neh! Thanks so much for that day!" I smiled at him. "No problem, anything for my dearest Hyona. You can always look for me if you're feeling down." He patted my head. I concentrated on doing the cake. The cake came out beautifully, I carefully started writing on the cake with the cream pen, i didn't know what to write at first. Then an idea came up, I wrote, "J & H forever. " I looked at the cake, perfect! I stored it in the fridge, waiting for tomorrow to arrive. I went to watch the television after i finished the cake, excited about tomorrow. Minho oppa came to sit next to me, watching the television with me. "Hyo, you know, if anything happens to you, you can come and find me. I'll always be there for you, Just give me a call. I'll be there for you right away." Minho oppa suddenly told me as he looks into my eyes. "I'll be fine." I replied him, smiling sweetly at him. Minho oppa have also been so sweet. Whoever gets to be his girlfriend would be so lucky. He's like the prince charming. He's always so nice to me, I'm grateful to him. The next day arrived quickly. I took out the cake from the fridge, just to check that the cake is fine. I went into the room, literally tearing my wardrobe out, I couldn't find a suitable clothe to wear! There's no nice dresses for me to wear! I quickly went out to the the shopping mall. With just a budget of 30 thousand won. I walked from shop to shop, for about 1 hour, not finding something i really like, finally, one of the dresses caught my attention. It wasn't too extravagant, neither was it too simple, it was a

sleeveless dress patterned with many floral and it was in a sweet pink colour. The dress had pretty pink lace around it. I loved it a lot, i looked at the price tag, 20 thousand won, i quickly bought it and went home. I tried on the dress at home, it fitted perfectly. I started on my hair, I permed my hair myself, making the end of my hair wavy. Then, I started putting on make up. I rarely had make up. But i thought today was an important day. So i lashed my eyelash with thick eye lasher. and wore some eyeliner, with some lipgloss i was all done, i looked in the mirror, i looked really beautiful, i didn't believe i looked like this. I was done preparing, i look at the clock, 6.50pm. I took the cake out of the fridge, put on my heels and left the house. I peek at my watch again, 6.55pm. I walked to the park near my house and reach there punctually at 7pm. The day was getting dark already. I saw a familiar back, one look and i know its Jonghyun. I wanted to approach him until i saw another girl with him. The girl looked familiar, I took a closer look, It was Niki. I decided to ignore her presence and wanted to walked toward Jonghyun. Then, i froze in place, not taking a step anymore, the cake in my hands fell to the ground, totally messed up and messy. I couldn't believe what I just saw. Jonghyun pulled Niki into his arms and started kissing Niki, really passionately. Niki embraced Jonghyun. Jonghyun hugged her back. I stood in my place. Frozen. I just stared at the two of them. Then, Niki saw me, she smirked at me. Then, she placed her lips at Jonghyun's neck. kissing him even more passionately. I turned away, not willing to look anymore. Tears started falling again. I given up on Jonghyun. Maybe he really don't love me anymore. I left the park. In tears. To be continued....

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"Don't cry anymore, Its not worth crying for such guy."
Jonghyun's POV.

Through a reflecting mirror in front of me, I saw Hyona approaching me, i knew that time as come. The time to show Hyona that everything is over. The time to make Hyona fully give up on me. I called Niki over just to use her. I was a playboy before i meet Hyona, so now, I'm just returning back to become a playboy. A playboy that plays girls feelings, thats me. I only used Niki to make Hyona give up on me. I turned around, facing Niki. Reluctantly, i kissed Niki. I hated Niki for sure, that was why i decided to use her. I looked at hyona through the reflecting mirror, she dropped the box that was in arm hands, leaving a very shocked face. Soon, she turned around and run away. I pushed Niki away after she left, the show was over. "Why baby?" Niki shamelessly asked, not realizing her use. "Get off of me." I whispered coldly to Niki and left the place. My heart was full of guilt for doing this the Hyona. I didn't want to. But i had no choice. Even if Niki and Vaness didn't do those mean stuff to Hyona, I was bound to hurt her heart one day, I knows clearly what I am - a playboy. I can't even guarantee that i would love Hyona forever, I myself don't know if i would fall for another girl. I didn't want to hurt Hyona at that time, its better to end everything now.
Hyona's POV

With my crying soul and my mixed emotions of what just happened, I walked aimlessly towards a kids' playground and sat on a swing, it was turning dark already, so there wasn't much people in the playground, which is a good thing because, if i cry, no one will notice me. My tears started pouring out continuously, my cupped my hands onto my face. Crying terribly. I didn't know what to do. That girl was

my best friend and that guy is the one loved most. How could they... Jonghyun... He... I didn't wanted to believe what i saw just now. i don't want to believe that it was true. But i had to face the cruel reality. Why was i so stupid to fall for Kim Jong Hyun! He totally ruined my life. I'm an idiot! I'm an idiot! I'm an idiot. I hate myself. As i kept reprimanding myself, I started crying even louder, causing attention from strangers. I tried to ignore those strange gazes. I badly needed someone to talk to. But is there anyone i could pour my feelings out to? Minho.. minho oppa, I didn't know why, but at that moment all I thought i needed was an listening ear, and minho oppa was the only one i could think of as I suddenly remembered something minho oppa told me. "Hyo, you know, if anything happens to you, you can come and find me. I'll always be there for you, Just give me a call. I'll be there for you right away." I took out my cellphone and started messaging Minho oppa. "Oppa... I'm feeling terrible..." I quickly typed and pressed the send button. Within seconds, Minho called me. I answered his call immediately. I didn't say anything when i picked up the call, assuming he knows that I'm there already. "Hyo! Are you okay? Where are you now?!" I heard a familiar dark voice from the other side of the phone, he sounded as if he was panicking and he was speaking really fast. I started sobbing onto the phone, trying to speak to him. "Oppa! I'm feeling terrible..." That was all i told him, i wanted to continue, but i couldn't because i was sobbing too hard. "Calm down hyona, tell me where are you now, i'll go find you." This time minho oppa sounded more calm. I look around myself, I wasn't very sure were exactly I was. But i saw a standing post near me that says, "bandi & Luni's bookstore." "I'm... at the playground opposite Bandi and Luni's bookstore...." I replied him, swallowing my sobs. "Stay where you are. I'll come." He hung up after he finished talking. I stayed on the swing. Waiting for Minho oppa to appear. I was still crying, just not that much anymore. I could feel my eyes getting puffy from all the crying. After 10 minutes or so, I saw a familiar person walking towards me, minho oppa. He walked closer to me quickly. I looked up at him and I threw myself into his arms and started crying again. Minho seemed like of shocked that i hugged him suddenly, but he soon placed his arms around my waist and started patting my back and my head. He didn't say a word, he just let me hug him as i kept crying and crying. It felt very nice to be in Minho's embrace, it was very warmth, being in his embrace make me felt as if i was protected by him. It was comfortable. I could hear his breathe above me and his heart pounding very quickly, maybe because he was running to meet me. I could feel his shoulder getting wet because of my tears, and i quickly pulled myself away from him. "Sorry." I apologized for wetting his clothes. "It's okay." He smiled at him with his most charming smile.

"Don't cry anymore.. You're not pretty when you cry." Minho oppa tried to stop me from crying. He took out a handkechief from his pocket and wiped my tears away. "You mind telling me what happened?" Minho oppa asked me. I looked at him, wondering if i should tell him. In the end, i decided to tell him.
Minho POV.

As I heard her explain what happened, my heart was hurting so much. I wanted to hug her close to myself every moment. She was sobbing as she was telling me how her ex boy-friend hurt her feelings. She never told me the name of the guy. I kept quiet and listened to her. All i could be now is her listening ear. When she hugged me the minute she saw me, no words could explain how happy i was. I know its wrong to feel happy at this time when Hyona is feeling so terrible. But i could stop myself from feeling happy that she was hugging me. I didn't wanted her to see as only an oppa, i wanted her to see me as her man, i wanted to protect her, from all those sadness and pain. I wanted to give her my shoulder and be there for her all the time. She looked beautiful under the moonlight. Even though she was crying, I could say she was the prettiest to me in the world. Soon, Hyona finished talking. I gazed at her. Her eyes started getting teary again. I held her hand tightly into mine. "Don't cry anymore, Its not worth crying for such guy." I told her as i shook my head at her. She took in a deep breathe after hearing what i said and nodded her head at me. "Yes. I shouldn't cry because of him. I would find a better man definitely." She said, finally getting her spirits lifted. I badly wanted to tell her that the better man is right infront of her. I wanted to tell her I want to protect her. I want to be her man. But saying it now might make things worst, it'll even worse if she starts to ignore me after i confess my feelings to her. A little while more, I told myself, when the time ripes, i will tell her. Instead, i ruffled her hair and smiled widely at her. "Shall I get you home? You should really get some rest." I said to her. She nodded her head in response. And i walked her home. As i walked her home, our hands and shoulders brushed against each other a couple of times, there was a few moments, i had the urge to just hold her hand tightly in mind. But I didn't want to frighten her. So i gave up my thought. She remained silent as we were walking. Soon, we reached her door. Before she went into her house, she turned around and looked at me. "Thanks for always being with me." She smiled. The way she smiles is always beautiful. I'll remember this image for her smiling forever, engraved onto my heart. "Not a problem." I replied her with my brightest smile.

Hyona POV.

The next day. I woke up hearing my phone ringing. "Ring Ding Dong, Ring Ding Dong..." I picked up my call sleepily. "Yah, are you still sleeping? Its a sunday! Wake up!" I heard Minho's voice at the other side of the phone. Why was he calling me early in the morning? I looked at my clock, 8am. What does he think he is doing waking me up so early?! "Why?" I asked him, still feeling sleepy. "Wake up. I'm meeting you at Starbucks at 8.30am." he replied. "Since when!" I exclaimed, not remembering promising to meet him today. "Since now! hurry up." Minho oppa said nonchantly. "10 more minutes..." I replied grogrily. "Hyona! No! wake up now! I'm gonna call Key if you don't wake up!" he yelled into the phone. If he called Oppa, there's no way i can get back to sleep. Oppa's nags are really infuriating. "Fine! I'm awake!" I yelled back into the phone. "Good! You have thirty minutes to prepare." he said into the phone. I got up unwillingly and went into the bathroom. What was he up to? I finished preparing in 20 minutes and I reach starbucks 5 minutes earlier. But it seemed like Minho oppa was much earlier then me, he was already seated on a table and was sipping a cup or hot chocolate. I know he isn't drinking coffee because Minho oppa hates coffee. So it must be hot chocolate. I went to his table and sat in front of him. "Oh, Hyo. You're here." Minho said as soon as he saw me. "Why did he call me to come out for?" I asked him. "Its sunday right, you shouldn't spend you such a great and sunny day at home, you should get out to have fun!" Minho oppa said. "Still, there isn't a need to wake me up so early!" I exclaimed. Minho just laughed silently. "So where are we going?" I questioned. He looked up at me. shocked. "I haven't thought of that..." Minho replied, looking very silly. I laughed at his silliness.

"Aigoo. You're silly! So now what, are we going to sit here for the rest of the day and stare at each other?" I teased him. "Lets go to the beach!" He suggested abruptly. It was lucky that both of us were in appropriate clothes, i was in T-shirt and shorts. And he was in a bermuda and Black polo tee. I agreed to his suggestion and soon after he finished his hot chocolate, we made our way to the beach. We reached the beach in no time. As expected, the beach was crowded. Girls in bikinies and guys topless were everywhere. I felt out of place wearing My t-shirt and short pants. nevetheless, minho pulled me on the sands and started playfully trying to get me into the water. I pushed him away because i didn't want to and he started splashing water onto my face. We were having so much fun. Soon i got tired and sat down on the sands. Minho came to sit beside me. "Actually, just sitting here and relaxing over the calming sea breeze is nice..." Minho told me. I nodded my head in agreement. That day, Minho just stayed along with me until it was late at night. I had a feeling that he was trying to make me feel happy from what happened yesterday. I appreciated it alot. That day at the beach let me sorten out my thoughts. It indeed made me felt better. I had a lot of fun with him. I'm really grateful to have him taking care of me all the time. I just like my guardian angel... To be continued...

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"I love you, hyona."
Minho's POV. The both of us sat on the sands, I gazed at her. Her soft long hair blew against the sea breeze, showing her face more clearly to me. Hyona was actually a very beautiful girl. She has a pure and innocent look, her white skin that's makes her look angelic. I was immersed in her beauty, i stared at her for I don't know how long, and I still wasn't tired looking at her. In my eyes, she was always this beautiful, this pure and this amazing. Hyo seemed to sensed that I was looking at her, she turned to face me. I didn't look away. I didn't want to look away. I wanted to see her this clearly. I wanted time to stop, this moment, my eyes locked with hers, just looking at each other forever. But i know one thing for sure. I'm looking her, but who was she looking at? Was it me? No. It was him. The one in her heart. I could see that he was not replaceable. I'm trying very hard to give Hyona my hand, but who is she reaching out for? "Why are you looking at me like this, is there something on my face?" Hyona asked innocently, as she rubbed her cheeks with her palm and looked at it, seeing if there was any dirt. I pulled her hand towards me, "No, there's nothing on your beautiful face." I told her, still looking into her bright eyes. "Stop teasing me!" Hyona replied playfully, pulling her hand away from me. I held her hand tightly, not willing to let go. I surprised her, she stopped trying to pull her hand, and looked at me strangely.

"Hyona..." I whispered her name softly to her. "Neh....?" I looked at her still innocent face, should I say it? Should I? "Hyo... I. Like. You." I finally said it out. Finally out of my heart. I've been wanting to say this for a very long time already. "Bo? Don't joke around like this." Hyona told me coldly. She once again tried to pull her hand away from mine, but I still held it tightly, still unwilling to let go. "I'm not joking. I want to be your boyfriend. I want to be the one next to you always. I promise I will never make you cry like what your ex-boyfriend did. I promise I'll never hurt your heart like he did. I know you need time to forget him, let me help you try to forget him. I don't expect you to accept right away right now. I'm just asking you to give me a chance." I told her, looking into her eyes affectionately, hoping she would accept me. "But..." Hyona wanted to say something. "Please Hyo, no buts. Just let us try out for once, things might turn out differently." I pleaded her. Hyona's POV. I got shocked when Minho oppa confessed to me, I never knew he liked me before. Until today. At his question, I didn't know how to reply. I know I still can't forget Jonghyun, how was i suppose to forget him in one day? I know deep down in my heart I still loved him. But he doesn't love me anymore, at least thats what i think. I know I needed to forget him as soon as possible, to stop myself from all this pain from him. Maybe a new relationship could help me forget him? Maybe I should give Minho oppa and me a chance.. I nodded my head, in agreement. I wanted badly to forget Jonghyun. I don't want to remember Jonghyun anymore. I want him totally out of my life. And, I thought, accepting Minho oppa could help me. So I agreed. I agreed to become his girlfriend. "Really?!" Minho yelled in happiness. "We could try..." I said softly, smiling at him. "Ah! Yay! Yes!" Minho stood up from his sitting position. Jumping around in excitement like a little kid. I looked at him, amused and happy. I stood up too, he came forward to hug me, tightly, as though he never wanted to let go of me anymore. I hugged him back too. "Promise me, you'll try to forget him alright?" Minho whispered into my ear, still hugging me. "I promise." I replied, while nodding my head. We spend the whole day on the beach, playing around with each other and chatting happily. Happy times always flew past quickly. Before we knew it, it was sunset already. The both of us sat side by side, hand in hand on the warm and cozy sands, looking at the sea, feeling the relaxing and cooling sea breeze. Watching the sunset together. 15th February, the day after valentines, was the day that started my relationship with him.

After the sunset, Minho oppa walked me home. We were still holding our hand together. Fingers interlaced with each other. While I was with him, I forgot about Jonghyun momentarily. Which was a good thing. I like being around with Minho oppa. He gives me and a warm and comfortable feeling, like he will always be there for me, protecting me. I love the way he hugs me, like as if he was giving me protection. Minho went to my home too. He wanted to see Oppa. "Oppa! I'm home!" I yelled out, as soon as I reached home. Oppa came out from the kitchen, wearing an apron and holding on to a specula. "Oh, Minho ah, you're here! Stay for dinner!" Oppa greeted Minho oppa and invited him to stay. "Sure!" Minho replied delightfully. "Just a while more! You guys can go to the living room first!" Oppa told us. "Neh!" I yelled back to Oppa. Umma was watching the television programme in the living room, she noticed Minho, and looked up. "Minho ah, you're here?" Umma asked. My family was so close to Minho, they treated him so casually. Minho oppa was used to it too, he was at our house at least 3 times a week since he was 8. "Neh, Anyeonghasayo." Minho oppa greeted umma politely. Minho oppa was always so polite, no matter how close he was with umma, he would always greet her formally whenever he sees her. Minho oppa and me took a seat on the sofa, and watched the drama serial with umma. I wasn't quite interested, so I was playing with my hand phone games. Soon, dinner was ready. All of us made our way to the diner table. Before We started our dinner, Minho suddenly said something unexpectedly. "I have something to say." He said. I looked at him weirdly, what was he going to say. Suddenly, he reached out for my hand. Oh dear, is he going to tell Oppa and Umma about us? So soon? I gave him an expression telling him not to say it. He shook his head at me, and smiled. "We're dating." Minho continued. He held our hands up high, to show Umma and Oppa that we were holding hands. I became extremely embarrassed. I looked down, cheeks turning hotter. "Really?! Haha! Why didn't you say earlier!" Oppa exclaimed. Umma just laughed. "Yah! Minho ah. You had better take good care of my sister! Or I'll kill you!" Oppa threatened Minho oppa playfully. "Definitely!" Minho replied, smiling from ear to ear. "Hyona, Don't be embarrassed! We're happy for you!" Umma told me, and lifted my chin, asking me to stop looking down.

I smiled back at her. Happy to know that my family was so supportive. After the dinner, Umma and I went to wash the dishes in the kitchen, whereas Minho oppa and Oppa was playing Wii in the living room. Soon, it was 9 already. Minho told us he needed to get home. So I sent him to the door. At the door, he bade goodbye to me, and kissed me gently on my forehead, followed by a tight and warm hug. "I love you, hyona." He whispered into my ear before he left. I smiled as I watch him disappear into the darkness. to be continued.

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My heart was in so much pain as though a thousand needles were piercing through my heart.
Hyona's POV. 15th February, the first day of my relationship with Minho oppa. Honestly, I don't really know if this is what I want, if this was right. I don't know if I truly had feelings for him, or was I just using him as a life buoy after being drowned by Jonghyun's love and pain? In other words, was I just using him to forget Jonghyun? The very next day, Minho oppa walked me to school, his school was near to mine, so it was convenient and I let him walked me to school. "I'll wait for you here after school, alright?" Minho smiled sweetly at me as he sees me off my school front gate. The more he smiles at me like this, the more guilt I feels. I'm afraid of hurting his feelings one day, cause I know I'm not over Jonghyun YET. However, Minho and Jonghyun had much differences, Minho oppa was much more thoughtful and protective while Jonghyun was the opposite. Jonghyun was like something I need to survive, while Minho was a soul mate that protects me and gives me warmth. When Jonghyun hurts me, Minho comes in to protect me, to give me warmth. Just like water and a cup of warm tea. Jonghyun was like my water, the essential for surviving. While Minho was like my cup of warm tea, the tea that warmth me when I'm sick, the tea that protects me from germs. When I walked into the classroom. Almost everyone stared at me. They probably heard about what happened between me and Jonghyun. Jonghyun stared at me too, his eyes following me closely as I walked to my seat. Niki was sitting beside Jonghyun, flirting and talking to him. He wasn't paying much attention though. Out of the blue, my mind flashed past to the scene two days ago, in the park. The scene of Jonghyun locking his lips with Niki, my heart dropped once again. Classes went pretty smoothly. Just that it was seriously boring I almost fell asleep. Jonghyun did not speak a single word to me. Neither did Niki. When it was lunch break, I suddenly reminisce to the past, where Niki and I would go for our lunch break together, chatting happily, talking like we've not seen each other for ages, I turned and looked at her. She was beside Vaness. I looked at her closely, she was no longer the Niki I once knew. I will never forget how she smirked at me that night while she was in Jonghyun's arms. She'd changed, and I'm not her friend anymore, never will be again. I turned away and walked to the cafeteria myself, on my way, I

met Taemin, so I went to have my lunch break with him. "Hyona! Are you alright?" was the first thing Taemin asked me, the very minute he saw him. "Seems like the news spreads fast..." I replied. I knew exactly what he was referring to. It was obvious. "Well, you should have expected that since Vaness was in my class." I kept quiet. "You are fine are you? You look okay to me...." Taemin asked again. "Yes! I.AM.FINE!" I exclaimed, feeling a little annoyed. I know Taemin was concerned about me, I just really hope that no one every asks me about me and Jonghyun ever again. Taemin didn't asked any further, which I was glad of. School ended pretty early for me. I kept my promise and went to meet Minho oppa outside my school gate. He was already there when I walked out of the school, waiting for me. Jonghyun's POV. I stared at her as she walked into the classroom. My eyes following her closely. At least now, nobody disturbs her anymore. It doesn't matter even if I had to use Niki, it was all for the sake of Hyona. I paid close attention to her in class. Now that I can't be with her anymore, the least I could do was just look at her from afar. I just had to make sure that nothing happens to her. I purposely sat near to her table during lunch break, she didn't notice me though, which I'm glad. And, despicably, I tried to follow her home, just to make sure she will be fine. But as I followed her out of the school gate, I saw her approaching another guy, he was tall and extremely good-looking. I stared at him closer, because he seemed familiar. Then, I remembered, he was the guy that Hyona hugged last week. I quickly hid myself behind a wall in case I got caught by any of them. Behind the wall, I could slightly hear them converse with each other. "Anyeong!" I heard Hyona's bright voice. "Anyeong! How was school?" A husky dark voice replied. "Boring... I'm tired. Shall we get home quickly?" I heard Hyona replied. I peeked out of the wall to see Hyona and the guy, holding their hands together, fingers interlaced with each other. They were chatting happily as they walked off. I stand at my position, looking at them. My heart was in so much pain as though a thousand needles were piercing through my heart. But I caused this myself, there was no one I could blame. "Well, she would be safe now..." I whispered to myself as I turned around and walked away too. Hyona's POV. Minho was an amazing boyfriend. The most perfect and flawless boyfriend. It had already been one week since we dated. Me and Jonghyun remained the way we was, as though we were strangers. We walk passed each other numerous times in school, But he didn't even look at me for once, neither did I. It was like everything that happened before was all forgotten, all burned.

Unfortunately, few weeks later, I got paired up with him for our Physics project. Which literally sucked because we couldn't even communicate properly. "Kim Jong Hyun. Will be paired up with Lee Hyona." Mdm Lee, our Physics teacher announced. "What?!" I exclaimed softly under my breathe. I couldn't believe what I just heard. How am I suppose to work with him?! Reluctantly, I had no choice but to work with him. He had to sit next to me during Physics lesson. The both of us were unwillingly to say anything at first. I didn't know how to start a conversation. But nevertheless, someone had to start talking or we'll both fail this project. "So... how do you want to do this?" I asked, trying to be as polite as possible. "You decide." He replied coldly, not even looking at me. "Look! We have to discuss and work together if you want to pass this freaking science project. I know you don't want to be paired up with me, I never wanted this too! Trust me! So let's just get this damn thing over with and done." I exclaimed, annoyed. He looked at me for a few moments. I blinked my eyes and looked away, not willing to have any eye contact with him. Finally, he started to discuss with me about the project. It was awkward in the beginning, but it was still manageable. Subsequently, we had to meet up at the neighborhood library to do the project. Once, Minho oppa came with me, because he wanted to look for some research for his school work, so we went together. When Jonghyun saw Minho, he stared hard at Minho. His stare was extremely ferocious, like he was angry or something. "Hello, I'm Minho. Nice to meet you!" Minho oppa introduced himself politely. "You didn't had to bring your boyfriend along to show off..." Jonghyun looked at me and said, ignoring the presence of Minho oppa, not even introducing himself back to him. I rolled my eyes at him and just started on the project. Minho oppa sat on a different table, he was afraid he would disturb us. The awkwardness between me and Jonghyun wore off, although we were no longer close as before, it was still ok. The whole day, Jonghyun paid close attention to Minho oppa whenever he approaches us. "So, is he your boyfriend?" Jonghyun asked me out of nowhere. "Yes! Do you have a problem?" I answered confidently and nonchantly. No afraid to show him that I had moved on after him. "No.. It just that I thought your taste in guys weren't this bad." He replied sarcastically. "For your information! He is a 100 times better boyfriend than you!" I blurted out. He kept quiet at my remark. After a while, he started talking again. This time he said something that enraged me. "Actually, even though we aren't a couple anymore, we could still be good friends..." He told me. "What?! After making me cry so much and after showing me your passionate kiss with Niki to get me to

back off, now you want to be good friends?! I'm sorry, I don't think I can do that. Every time I'm with you, I remember how painfully hurt I was by you. And you expect me to accept you as a good friend. Sorry, but no. Its late, I gotta go." I almost yelled at him. I cleared my stuff and stood up to walk towards Minho oppa and left with him. Not turning back to look at Jonghyun even for once. Ever since that day, we discussed our project through the online messengers. I don't feel like ever meeting up with him ever again. On my first month anniversary. One month passed, and I've already been with Minho for one month. That day, my parents and brother were out to visit my grandmother and would not be home for at least one night. I invited Minho over to have dinner and I promised I would cook for him personally that night. So, that afternoon, I had to go to the supermarket to buy the groceries. After buying them, while on my way home. I saw an old grandmother holding onto bags of fruits and groceries.. Just as she was about to climb up a flight of stairs, she tripped and fell, her oranges from a bag came out rolling all over the floor. I quickly ran forward and helped her picked up all the oranges. "Are you ok, halmeoni?" I asked her as I tried to help her up. She couldn't get up, like as though her feet was hurting too much. "I think I sprained my ankle. Oh dear, how am I suppose to get home?" The old lady complained. I took a look at her ankle, it was bruised and swollen. "Don't worry, tell me where you live, i'll carry you home!" I suggested. "Oh no. I can't make you do that..."The old lady tried to refuse my offer. But I insisted and finally, she agreed to get on my back. It was quite tedious to carry her home as it was quite far away, but I persevered anyway. Numerous times she asked me to put her down, but i refused and insisted to carry her home. Finally, we reached her house. I brought her into her room and rested her on the bed. "Where do you keep your medication oil? I'll help you get it and apply it for you..." I asked. "In the kitchen. The first drawer on the right." She told me. I walked into the kitchen and started searching for it. I looked in the first drawer to the right but there was no sight of any medication oil. "Where could she had placed the medication oil..." I whispered to myself. "The second drawer on your right." I heard a voice from the back. I looked to the second drawer on my right, and there it was. "Ah! there it is!" I hadn't realised anything about the voice until then, the voice was rather familiar. It was a guy's voice. I gasped and turned around, shocked to find myself standing right in front of Jonghyun.

to be continued..

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"Hyona, We're still possible right?"
Hyona's POV.

"Omo! What.. What are you doing here?" I asked, stupidly. "I should be the one asking you that. This is MY house." he sneered as he took a few steps closer to me. "Bo?! This is your house? You mean... that old lady.." I gasped, still surprised of the fact that I'm actually in HIS house, for the first time ever. "my grandmother." He continued my sentence for me. "Your grandmother? Wait, let me explain myself, I saw your grandmother on the streets just now, she accidentally slipped and - " I tried to explain myself. "Bo?! she slipped?!" He interrupted me even before I finished, he quickly ran into his grandmother's room. I took the medical oil and followed behind him. "Halmeoni! What happened!" He exclaimed, the minute he reached the room hastily. Jonghyun quickly went beside to his halmeoni. "Its nothing, dear. All thanks to this young lady there." She pointed at me as I stood outside the door, thinking that its more polite to stay outside first. "Her?" He asked. If only he calmly tried to hear out what I had to say just now... "This young lady carried me on her back home. If it weren't for her I wouldn't know how to get back home." His grandmother explained slowly. "Halmeoni, Let me help you rub the medication oil on her ankle first..." I interrupted, Its better to rub it now before it gets worse. I walked into the room and went beside her, helping her up on the bed, and tried to apply the medical oil on her ankle, when Jonghyun snatched the oil from my hand. "Let me do it." He said coldly, as though he was afraid that I would hurt his grandmother. He started slowly and carefully rubbing the medical oil on his grandmother ankle. "Ouch.. You're using too much strength, jonghyun" his grandmother complained. Jonghyun was the one that didn't know how to apply it, but he forcefully wanted to do it himself, stubbornly. I grabbed it away from his hand this time, and exclaimed. "I think its better if I do it." I carefully started rubbing the medication on the ankle in a circular motion, hoping to let the swollen bruises fade away. I tried my best to control my strength, and luckily, JongHyun's grandmother didn't felt as much pain.
Jonghyun's POV.

I gazed at her as she started applying the medication onto Halmeoni's ankle. When was the last time I saw her in such grace ness and such beautiful side of her. I missed her so much, I wanted her back suddenly. But it was all too late, telling her I want her back now would just mess up her life again. "She has a boyfriend now, Kim Jong Hyun! It was your loss for leaving her." I told myself.
Hyona's POV.

After helping the old lady, i washed my hands and peeked onto their wall clock in the living room. "Omo! Its 5 already!" I gasped. I had to rush home to cook for Minho before he comes at 7! I quickly picked up my stuffs and bided goodbye to Jonghyun's grandmother. "Jonghyun, please help me send this young lady off." his grandmother told him. "I don't think there's a need Halmeoni..."Jonghyun tried to defy her. "No, I insist. Go." His halmeoni insisted. Reluctantly, he walked me to the bus stop near his house. "So how is it with you and you boyfriend?" He asked out of nowhere. I got shocked that he would ask me this out of everything else. But I tried to remain cool when he asked me. "Well, we're great. Today is our First month anniversary." I replied, smiling. His face expression seemed to changed a little, I stared at his face, but quickly turned away because he eventually realised I was looking at him. After a few minutes, we reached the bus stop, without even a goodbye, he left.
Jonghyun's POV.

"Well, we're great. Today is our first month anniversary." She replied, smiling at me. One month. Thats was how long we've been separated. And she's been with him for one month. How much I missed her, but I can't say a single thing. Its was so painful inside, but I had to hide it. She was this close to me, but I couldn't embrace her, I couldn't tell her I love her. As we walked, our hands caressed each other several times, but we couldn't hold our hands like we used to. How much pain I'm feeling inside, she would never know. When I reach home, I went into halmeoni's room, to check if she needed anything. "Jonghyun, do you know the girl?" halmeoni asked as I walked into her room and took a chair to sit next to her. "Ah, neh. She's from my school.. She's a... a classmate." I replied honestly. "No, Jonghyun. I could see she was more than a classmate to you." "Aniya, she's just a friend, thats all." I insisted. "From the way you looked at her just now, I know you like this girl. Don't try to lie to me Jonghyun, I know you too well. You do like her." My halmeoni was really smart. She guessed correctly.

I ruffled my own hair as I didn't know how to reply her. "Get her if you like her, dear. Don't miss it." Halmeoni continued. "I already missed her, halmeoni... We're not.. possible anymore..." I continued to tell her what happened between the both of us. At least I had ONE person to talk to.
Hyona's POV.

I quickly rushed home to prepare the dinner. But my mind was constantly revolving around Jonghyun, I just couldn't seem to get him out of my head. Why? Am I still not over him? Even after a month? Luckily, I finished preparing the dinner before Minho oppa came, quickly, I placed the dishes properly on the dining table and laid the utensils and went to changed into nicer clothes. Soon, Minho oppa arrived. He looked cute and casual with a hoodie and a black tee with Bermudas. "Come on in." I smiled as I pulled his hand and walked into the house. However, that night, my mind keep wandering off to Jonghyun's side. No matter how hard I tried to stop myself from thinking about him, it seemed almost impossible. Minho oppa seemed to have found out that I was weird that day, and asked me. "Are you alright?" I got back to my senses as he asked me out of the blue, "Ah... neh.." I replied, smiling fakely. In this one month I've been with Minho oppa, we've held hands, we've hugged, we've kissed. But there's one thing I realized. I never felt the type of feeling I had towards Jonghyun to Minho oppa. When me and Jonghyun kissed, my heart would flutter and my heart would pump very fast. But when me and Minho kissed, there was nothing but discomfort. I didn't dare to say anything because I was afraid of hurting Minho oppa's heart. The next week, one of my classmate was having a birthday celebration at her house, she invited the whole class and even allowed us to bring our own friends always. I decided to bring Minho oppa. That classmate of mine was rich, her house had a big swimming pool and was really fancy. Jonghyun was invited too, I heard he was going with Niki. That evening of the birthday celebration, I started getting prepared to go the party with Minho. I wore a simple yet beautiful floral sundress with a pair of flats. When we reached there, we were greeted by all my classmates. When we saw Jonghyun, I quickly linked my arms with Minho, well, actually it was just to show Jonghyun that Minho was my boyfriend. In the big pool of my classmates house, girls wearing bikinis and guys in their trunks were playing around, flirting actually. But I was used to it. I took a seat at the table and minho came over with two cups of soda in his hands. He sat next to me and passed me one cup. The party was blasted with loud music I literally had to shout to communicate with Minho even though he was just in front of me. As Minho oppa talked to me, i was constantly paying attention to Jonghyun and Niki. Niki was wearing her bikini, showing off her figure. Jonghyun was not at least bothered about her. Sometimes I wonder whats his real relationship with her. Niki caught me staring at them, I quickly turned around, hoping that she wouldn't come forward. However, she approached us. "Hi Hyona!" She greeted me. She was smiling but I knew exactly it wasn't sincere. It was so fake.

"Is this your boyfriend?" He pointed at Minho. "Isn't this great? Now you have a boyfriend too." She continued, saying it sarcastically. She smirked at me and walked away. uh, how I wished I could slap her right in the face. In that beautiful slutty face of hers. "Who's she?" Minho asked after she left. "Nobody. Just some bitch." I cursed. I wasn't a person that swears, unless I was really offended, Minho knew that. So he stopped probing and changed the topic. But what I really need was sometime alone and just some quietness ALONE. Even though Minho was talking to me, I wasn't paying attention at all. I wanted to get away to somewhere more quiet. Or maybe just walk around myself for awhile. "Minho oppa, I'll talk to you later, I want to go to the washroom." I told Minho and excused myself. I took my bag and walked off. strolling along my classmate's big backyard. I walked round and round, just because I wanted to stay away from the noisy party. At the backyard further away from the party, I found a sit, sat down and stared into the blank, memories of me and Jonghyun flashed past my mind like it was a movie repeating. I remembered how I had fun with Jonghyun, the beautiful memories we made together. Those were unforgettable. Just then, I saw a familiar figure approaching me. I looked closer, and saw Jonghyun, he was holding to a cup and was walking towards my direction. I stood up and walked away, hoping to avoid him. He followed me from behind, and finally called out to me. "Hyona! Stop!" I stopped walking. I stopped at my position. It was my first time after one month hearing him call out to my name. Ever since we separated, he has never called me by my name again. I froze at my position. Waiting for him to catch up with me. "What do you want?" I asked him coldly. "I just wanted to talk to you..." He said, locking his eyes with mine. "There's nothing for us to talk about..." I replied, walking away. But he grabbed my wrist and pulled me as I tried to walk off. He pulled him into his arms, and surprising embraced me. I froze for a minute there. Not knowing how to react. "Hyona, We're still possible right?" he whispered into my ears. I tried to break free from him after I regain my senses. I pulled myself out of his arms and exclaimed. "What do you mean we're still possible? You were the one that initiated the break-" He pulled me into his arms again before I could finish my sentence. This time, he pulled me and tried to forcefully kiss me. My lips met his, although not willingly. He hugged onto me so tightly I couldn't break free. I know myself, that I wanted to have him as mine once again, but it was just wrong, I'm with Minho now. I shouldn't do anything to hurt him. I started hitting his chest, hoping that he would let go off me. Finally, he did. "What are you doing!" I yelled at him. He stayed quiet.

"If you think I was your toy that you could throw away after breaking it and buy a new one again and start playing with it, you're wrong! You chose to leave me that day, it was your choice. I tried so hard to make you stay with me, but you said you didn't love me anymore. And whats the meaning of this now?! You are making confused! Kim Jong Hyun!" I exclaimed, and walked away. I didn't want to stay anymore. I didn't wanted to hear his explanation.
Niki's POV.

I followed Jonghyun as I saw him walking alone into the backyard. Soon, I saw him approaching Hyona. I knew something was up so I decided to continue following him. "What do you want?" I heard Hyona. I couldn't hear what Jonghyun said after that because he was speaking too softly, nevertheless I kept an eye on them. Then, I saw Jonghyun pulled Hyona's into his arms and hugged her. I felt so angry when I saw them hugging. Then, they kissed, how much I wanted to go up and slap Hyona but I controlled myself, I'll take revenge on her later on. "So, Lee Hyona. You want to play huh?" I whispered to myself.
Hyona's POV.

I walked back to the party. Feeling annoyed and perplexed. As I walked along the big pool, Niki suddenly approached me, "Omo, I am sorry!" She apologized as she purposely knocked into me which made me slipped and.... *SPLASH* I fell into the pool. I didn't know how to swim. And I couldn't swim. The pool was deep. It was obvious that Niki did it on purpose. She was the only one that knew I couldn't swim. When I fell into the pool I saw her laughing at me silently. I tried to struggle to get to the top of the water, but just at that time, my leg started cramping and I couldn't move my feet. My legs were in so much pain I didn't know what to do, I just fell deeper and deeper.
Minho's POV.

*SPLASH* I heard a splash of water and turned around to see everyone crowding around the pool, I went forward to take a look and saw Hyona's flats on the floor, It must be her that fell. Just when I was about to dive in and save her. Someone else did, Someone else dived in before me, that guy. That guy at the library. He dived in and saved Hyona. I stared at him, he placed Hyona on the floor after he brought her up and left. I quickly went to her side. She was unconscious. "Hyona! Hyona! Are you okay?" I yelled. Water started coming out from her mouth and her eyes started opening slowly. "Are you okay?" I asked again. She nodded her head. I turned around and grabbed any random towel I saw and wrapped it around Hyona.
Hyona's POV.

Just before I fell unconscious, I saw someone swimming towards me. a familiar person. I didn't had a chance to see who it was and I closed my lids, falling unconscious. The next minute I knew, I was already on the floor. With Minho right in front of me, repeatedly asking if I was alright. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me. I turned my head to the side and saw Jonghyun's wet back, walking further and further away from me. Who was the one that dived in to save me? to be continued...

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"I'm never going to let him go again..."
Minho's POV. That guy. That guy that saved Hyona just now. I don't know his name. Hyona never told me, every time i tried to ask who was that guy in the library that day, she would always change the topic. I could see she didn't wanted to talk about him, so I never asked every since. But now, who exactly is he? Why did he rescued Hyona but just leave her there? Who was he to Hyona? Come to think of it, Hyona never told me about the guy that broke her heart, the guy that cheated on her.. Could it be that.... "Minho oppa!" I heard a familiar sweet voice calling out to me, which was what that interrupted my thoughts. It was Hyona. She had changed into dry clothes and was feeling much better already. I turned to her and caressed her face softly, I wanted to feel her face again. I was afraid of losing her. I rather not know the truth of everything and just let things be the way it is now. Forever like this. ] I raised my hand and used my fingers to outline her perfect face as I pull a few strands of her hair that were flying around to the back of her ear, so that I could see her face more clearly and slowly moving down to hold onto her hands, I cupped her hands in mine and raised it. "Hyo, never leave me alright?" I asked as I gazed into her beautiful twinkling eyes. She looked at me for a few moments, I waited for her to say yes and embrace me once again, but no... "Why are you suddenly saying this oppa?" She asked me back. Why couldn't she just promised me she would never leave me, why couldn't she just let me rest my mind of all those confusions, why her hesitation? I let go of her small hands and turned away.. "Never mind, I was just asking... Let's get you home quickly." I replied, sounding a little disappointed. Hyona seemed to have realised my disappointment and as i walked away, she quickly followed my

footsteps and held my hand in hers. This was enough for me, her holding my hands like this, I guess its enough for now. I just want it like this for the time being. I might be being selfish, but love IS selfish. She looked at me waiting for me to look back at her, I took a glance at her, and she smiled and me, her lips forming a line, her cheekbones lifting up, I observed her face features carefully, and finally smiled back at her and patted her head lightly. But I've got a feeling that our relationship is coming to an end soon.

Hyona's POV. "Hyo, never leave me alright?" Minho oppa suddenly cupped my hands in his and asked me seriously. I was baffled at that moment, had he figured out something about me and Jonghyun? Does he think that I want to go back to Jonghyun? I paused for a moment before I replied at his question. Was I going to leave him? I don't know this myself. I do love Jonghyun, but I don't want to hurt Minho oppa. "Why are you suddenly saying this oppa?" I asked him back, I don't know how to reply, and I didn't want to give him empty promises. His face changed immediately after I asked him, his face filled with disappointment, he let go of my hands, and told me to never mind it and quickly get home. Feeling guilty, I quickly walked towards him and held his hands in mine. I really don't want to hurt Minho oppa. After so much he'd done for me. It'll be too cruel to just leave him behind. Within minutes, we reached the door of my house. Before I entered, Minho pulled me into his arms out of the blue, and held me in his hands for a pretty long time. I let him embrace me like this. I like the feeling of him embracing me like this, it makes me protected. "I'll call you again when I reach home." He whispered into my ears after he pulled me away from his arms, slowly, he lowered his head and kissed my forehead, as he bade goodbye to me. I nodded and he turned and left, his back view disappearing into the darkness slowly before my eyes. The next day. Early in the morning I received a call from an unknown number. I was still in bed when the phone ring tone burst my ear drums, well, because I placed my cellphone right beside my pillow. I answered the call groggily,

"Yeboseyo?" I mumbled. "Hyona ah." I heard an old lady's voice. An old lady voice? I didn't belong to my mother's. "I'm sorry, you are?" I asked politely. "The old lady you helped the other day! Jonghyun's Grandmother!" The old lady exclaimed, which turned out to be Jonghyun's grandmother, which- gave me a shock. "Omo, Halmeoni! How did you get my number?" I asked, out of curiosity. Well, this question was kinda dumb, because obviously, she got my number through Jonghyun. "Through Jonghyun." She explained, even though it was an obvious question. "ohh, What is it, halmeoni?" I asked nicely. "Hyona ah, can you come over to my house for awhile? You do still remember the routes right?" "Your house? Why halmeoni?" Why did she wanted me at her house? "Come over first. I have a faulty bulb at home, and Jonghyun's nowhere to be found, I need someone to help me replace the bulb..." She explained. A faulty light bulb and she had to call me early in the morning? Was it that urgent? I complained to myself silently, because I was tired and wanted more sleep. Nevertheless, I agreed, and quickly, got up and prepared to go to her house. Since she says that Jonghyun is nowhere to be found, it should be okay, to go to his house, I won't meet him anyway. Soon, I was all ready to leave the house. I reached their house in twenty minutes time and within the first bell I pressed, Halmeoni opened the door already and was welcoming me warmly. I stepped into her house after I greeted her. "The bulb in Jonghyun's room is faulty, I've place the new bulb on his desk, could you please help me to replace it? I'll be in the kitchen if you need any help. His room is third from the left." Halmeoni gave me detailed instructions to what I needed to do, and all I could do was nod my head and go ahead with the "work" she had given me. Third from the left, I counted silently in my mind myself. "Ah, this is it." I pointed to a wooden door. I reached for the door knob and turned it slowly, prying open

the door. Behind the door reveals a neat and nice-smelling room. Definitely not something a guy's room would look like. His clothes with folded neatly and placed inside the drawers. Books were stacked neatly on shelves and the room was spick and span. I walked into the room at ease. If Jonghyun was actually here, I wouldn't be able to enter his room with such peace. The bulb was blinking as I tried to turn it on. The new bulb was on his desk, like what Halmeoni said. I reached out for the bulb on the desk but accidentally hit something else that was placed on the edge of the desk. It was a book. Not like a story book, more like a note book. It fell to the ground and it pages starting flipping by itself as the wind from the window blew against it. As the pages flipped, I spotted my name in several of the pages. Out of curiosity, I picked it up. It was Jonghyun's handwriting. On the first page, it wrote, 'Jonghyun's diary.'. I wanted so badly to open up and start reading his diary, but would that be the right thing to do? I would be invading in his privacy if I did that. But his diary had MY NAME. That makes it indirectly something to do with me right. I should be okay if I just flip through the pages once.... I convinced myself to read his diary. Randomly, I flipped to a page that has '6th January 2010' it read,

Dear appa, I helped her today again... I don't know why but this girl just seems so different to me. It seems like i needed to protect her. It seems like God planned me to be the one helping her every time she's in trouble... Is this fate? I don't know. But appa, can I trust this girl? Aish, Let's drop this subject and talk about something else. Appa, 2 more weeks to your death anniversary. 2 more weeks and you would had left me for officially 11 years. I miss you so much appa. I still kept the pen you gave me for my 5th birthday. Infact, I'm using it now. I've always remembered what you said when you gave me this pen, "Use this pen to write your future"....

her? Who was the her? Was it me? I got confused. I started flipping into a random page again, this time, the page wrote, 20th January 2010

Appa. Yesterday I confessed to Hyona. I confessed my feelings towards her. In the beginning, I just wanted to fool around with her. But now I know, I really

do love her. I hope I'm not making a wrong choice. And I do hope she's the one I can trust. It just feels so right when I'm with her. I could feel she's my other half. I dyed my hair brown for her, I quitted smoking for her. I realised I could do anything for her. Please give us your blessings, appa."

Hyona, my name. He writes about me in his diary. I was touched, at what he said. He did loved me. But was it still the same now? I carried on flipping the pages.

10th Febuary 2010 Appa, It's your death anniversary today. I miss you a lot. How are you doing up there? I'm fine down here. Today, Hyona and I went to the amusement park. She pulled me there when she saw me feeling down. We had lots of fun. Appa, I really do love her. But I often wonder, how long will our relationship last? I know clearly what type of person I am, a flirt. I don't wanna hurt Hyona's heart. But what if, one day I suddenly decide to break up with her? I might leave her heartbroken. I don't want to. I know I love her, but how long would I stay faithful? I've already caused many trouble for her. Her friends, leaving her one by one. Even her best friend left her, because of me. Would continue being with her do her good? I know I'm not a good boyfriend. If anything happens to her again because of me, I think I will decide to leave her...

He did told me before that leaving me would be the best for me, and he blames himself for all the troubles I get from Vaness and Niki. I initially thought he broke up with me because he didn't want Vaness and Niki to give me any problems. But what about the kiss, the kiss with Niki...

11th Febuary 2010 I've broken up with her, Appa, I've chosen to leave her. What I feared most happen, today proved that me continue being with her would just give her more pain and trouble. It would be best for her if I left. She cried. I cried too, I can't bear to leave her. But I had to. I left her in the park, I saw her embracing another guy, how much it hurt my heart as I hid behind another wall, looking at them. It was like my heart was being stabbed by a sharp knife continuously. I cried so much, but I had to say goodbye to her.

The other guy, It was minho. That day, In the park, he saw Minho hugging me. From here, My eyes started tearing up and tears started flowing through my eyes. The pain I caused him, how much he'd sacrificed for me, so much I didn't know about him. So much he had hid from me...

14th Febuary 2010 Even after I told her that's its over. She wouldn't budge at all. She still tried to contact me in all ways, and tried to make me go back to her. I know myself how much I wanted to go back with her too. But I can't. I wanted best for her. Today, she text me again, asking to meet her in her nearby park, I agreed. Everything should end here. Me and her relationship should officially end today. Today is valentines day, but I'm not making her happy today, I'm breaking her heart today. I've chosen Niki. I've chosen to use Niki. Only in this way would Hyona finally give up on me. Doesn't matter how she looks at me after today, all I have to know that all of this is the best for her.

My tears started flowing even more after reading this entry. So he used Niki. They had no relationship after all. I literally broke down. Why did I gave up on him? Maybe If I insisted a little bit more. Things wouldn't become like today. I couldn't control my tears anymore.

15th March 2010 One month without Hyona. She wasn't mine since one month ago. Today, she appeared at my house. Coincidentally, she helped Halmeoni home. Today, I realised it was hers and Minho's One month anniversary. One month.. The time that I have separated with her. I knew this would come someday. She would find another better guy and would live on happily, without my existence. It hurt so much to hear that she's so happy with another guy now. But no matter how painful it feels inside, I had to cover it with a smile. How fake the smile was, but I can't let her know my feelings. Thousands of needles are piercing through my heart, my eyes all dried from all the crying because of her. But I still have to make sure she doesn't know it. Does anyone know how painful this isI closed the book, there was still more, but I couldn't read on anymore. I'm crying so much now, I couldn't even control my breathing. I held the diary close to my chest, hugging it tightly, not wanting to

let it go. This is where all his feelings were, all the feelings that I never knew of. My eyes were red after all the crying. And, I need to find Jonghyun now. I need him now. Just at the moment, halmeoni suddenly opened the door, to find me crying. She stepped into the room and held me in her arms. "Why are you crying? Have you read the diary?" She whispered. Her hug was full of warmth it felt so nice. It was like a mother embracing its child comfortably. Her light pats comforted my sobs and slowly, I caught my breath, and finally, stopped crying. "Come here, sit down. Let me tell you something..." She motioned me to sit on Jonghyun's bed. I did as told and sat down beside her. She started telling me about Jonghyun's past. What happened, and why he didn't trust women at all. Today, I found out, It was because of his mother. His mother that heartlessly abandoned him and his father. I started tearing up again after listening to his past. "halmeoni, do you know where is Jonghyun now?" I asked, still sobbing. "I don't know. But today is his Father's birthday...." She told me. His father's birthday... He must be there! At the Skyview mountain! It must be. "Thanks Halmeoni! I think I know where he is.." I exclaimed. I quickly ran out of the room and ran to the skyview mountain, after one month or so, I still remembered how to go there, I surprised myself too. With tears still in my eyes I ran to look for him. I needed him this instantly. I reached the foot of the mountain in minutes and without further hesitation, I ran up the mountain continuously. Not stopping at all. I was panting so much and sweating so much, I quickly tried to catch my own breathe as I looked around for Jonghyun. There he was, In front of the green land of grasses. His back facing me. Without anymore hesitation I ran up and hugged him from behind. I surprised him. He pulled me away initially, "What are you doing?!" He yelled. I ignored him and hugged him again once again, this time, facing each other. "I know everything! I know why you left me! I know how you feel! Stop lying to me!" I exclaimed and started crying once again. He pulled me away from his chest and let go of me. "You don't know anything... I don't... love you anymore, hyona." He replied coldly, looking away. "No you do! I went to your house today, and I saw your diary. I saw everything you penned down! I know exactly how you feel!" I yelled at him. I surprised him, he turned and face me, his eyes locking with mine. "What?" He asked, still shocked that I said I read his diary. I hugged him once again. "Yes! I read it! I love you Jonghyun! I know you do too! I love you more than anyone else. I love only you!" I exclaimed as I continued sobbing. He tried to say something but I interrupted, "Don't say anything that has anything to do with rejecting me! I don't want to hear it! Stop lying to me! And stop lying to yourself! Remember your question yesterday? You asked if we were still possible. Yes we are! We are still possible!" I yelled.

Suddenly, He raised his arms and slowly started hugging me back, this was the meaning that he accepts it right? I asked myself. He embraced me back and started patting on my back, I gazed up upon him, to see him smiling. "I'm sorry Hyona. I'm sorry for having you through all this pain I've caused. I love you, I love you Hyona." I felt his chest vibrating as he said to me affectionately. I hugged him even tighter and started smiling from ear to ear. "Its ok.." I replied, smiling as I was still in his arms, him embracing me. How much I missed his hugs, how much I've wanted him to hug me like this for the past one month. We're finally together again. "Hyona.." He pulled me away from his chest and held me. I looked at him, waiting for him to continue his sentence. "I'll make you my last girl." He told me, he said it with so much feelings I could feel that its was sincere from the bottom of his heart. I smiled at his words and tears started falling of the corner of my eyes again, this time, it was tears of joy. We looked into each other's eyes for a moment, before my lips found his and I indulged in his kiss. I leaned towards him, hugging him tighter than ever. I'm never going to let him go again... To be continued.

Playfourteen
"I'm your silly."
Minho's POV. I was all along looking at Jonghyun and Hyona, Hyona totally did not realise I followed her. It wasn't on purpose, I just coincidentally met her on the streets, I called out to her a couple of times but she didn't reply, worried about what was to come, I followed her. And I actually regretted following her. If I didn't follow her, I would not have known anything. I didn't want to know anything about them. How much it hurts my heart to see Hyona kissing, hugging another guy. Someone that wasn't me. I know she loved him, I could sense her heart was never with me when I was with her. But I wanted her so badly, I wanted to ignore that feeling, thinking that nothing will happen, thinking that Hyona would one day forget about him, and slowly open towards me. But I was wrong, not only was I hurting myself from all this, I'm making Hyona suffer too. Her desire to be with another guy, not me. Her being with me would not bring her any happiness at all. I turned around and walked away. This was the end. At least I know I tried before, I felt the happiness before. That was enough. I'm contented that she was once mine.

Jonghyun's POV. Hyona's sudden embrace, was what I've missed and wanted so badly for the past month. I missed her so much, she was so near to me but yet so far away. Finally she's with me again. Who needs to care about anyone else, It'll be just me and her, like how I promised her before. The both of us were lying on

the comfortable grass, our fingers twirled together with each other, holding tightly, looking into the blue sky. How much I'd dreamt this silence with Hyona. Words need not be spoken, but our hearts can hear each other. Suddenly, Hyona sat up, her eyebrows creased and her eyes looked worried. I sat up too, and placed my hand on her waist, "What is it?" I asked, I could sense she had something on her mind. Hyona looked at me, not speaking anything for a moment. "Minho oppa..." She mumbled. "I don't know how to break it to him.." She continued, her eyes told me she felt sorry, and was extremely worried. I held her waist tighter, trying to tell her that Its alright, that I understand. "Do you want me to help you?" I asked her, slowly moving my hands into hers and holding onto it tightly. She kept quiet for a moment, and I wanted patiently for her reply. She shooked her head, "No.. I guess I have to face this myself." She told me confidently. That was what I loved about her, her strong will of independence. I smiled at her, and ruffled her hair, she looked so cute. "Aren't you angry?" The silly girl asked me out of the blue, she started playing with my fingers. I loved this randomness of her too. "Angry about what?" I raised an eyebrow. "Me and Minho..." She said, afriad to look into my eyes, I lifted her chin slowly to make her look at me, "Then, are you angry at me?" I asked, locking my eyes with her. "I was! How angry I was when you abandoned me! I felt like killing you!" She exclaimed cutely. Hitting my head softly. I laughed at her silliness and she started hitting me even more playfully. Then, I held her hands and stopped her from hitting me, "Silly, I'm not angry at you, I can never be angry at you. Everything else doesn't matters, as long as I'm with you now." I told her from the bottom of my heart, as I locked my eyes with hers once again. She gave a blur face at first when I suddenly held her hand, but then, after it, she smiled sweetly at me. Her smile, how long had I not seen it, her smile makes everything worthwhile. She started messing up my hair this time. "Silly..." She whispered. I pulled her into my arms and whispered, "I'm your silly." I never want to let go of her ever again.

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Minho's POV. "Minho, can I see you now?" The familiar sweet voice told me over the phone. The familiar sweet voice that I might hear anymore after today. It was time, it was time for her to end this relationship with me, and I'm prepared. "Sure." I told her, trying my best to sound as nonchalant as possible, even though I was feeling so much pain. She found me within minutes, her eyebrows creased as she walked towards, looking extremely worried and sorry. It must be hard for her. Soon, she was a few steps infront of me, she stopped there, and looked at me. "I have something to- " She started speaking but I interrupted her, I figured it would be better if I ended this for her. "I know.." "You know?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. "I saw it this afternoon, you and him.. I know you've been always loving him, I could sense it. And I know today you've come to end this relationship with me." I said, looking down. "I'm sorry." She apologized. Her eyes telling that she's sorry. "Don't be. I thank you. Thank you for giving me the chance to create these memories with you. This is enough. Knowing that I once had you is enough." She smiled and said nothing else. "I only have one question," I told her. She kept quiet and waited for me to continue my sentence. "Have you ever loved me?" I continued. She said nothing for awhile, and I became worried, should I have not asked her this? Just then, a line formed on her lips, and she nodded. "Yes." She replied with no hesistation. I was contented. Knowing that she once loved me, I once had her, I'm happy enough. I smiled at her, "One last hug dongsaeng?" I asked, as I spread my arms wide. She leaned towards me and embrace me. This embrace, I will remember this feeling forever. I will never forget Hyona.

After a while, I pulled her away from my arms, "I'm going to America next week." I told her. I just recieved this news from my parents a few days ago. At first, I wanted to take Hyona with me, but now, I think there's no need for that. "What why?!" She exclaimed, looking so cute. "My parents are sending me over there to study business. They want me to take over their business when I reach 20." I told her, still smiling. She pouted cutely, "I would miss you!" "Just remember that I'm always in your heart, your Oppa that will always protect you. I'll be back in 2 years, so make sure you don't forget me!" I exclaimed, as I ruffled her hair for the last time. She nodded her head, "I will." She smiled. This smile, will always be engraved onto my heart. I will never forget this smile of hers. To be continued...

Epilogue
Sunflowers and lavenders, sunflowers was my favorite flower while Jonghyun loved lavenders. Miracally, both of us were in a place filled with lavenders and sunflowers. It felt like heaven, only me and Jonghyun. No worries, no problems. Just our love. I felt a sense of deja-vu, like as though I'd been here before. But the scenery was familiar yet unknown to me. Just then, I remembered. I once dreamt about me and Jonghyun being around sunflowers and lavenders, lying on the patch of green, just enjoying and relaxing, just the two of us. So, it was a dream come true. My love with Jonghyun was a dream come true. Never would I have guessed that, me, Lee Hyo Na. The ever so ordinary and normal girl, would date a such a seriously hot boyfriend. And I love him. I didn't know where were we. Jonghyun just brought me here, and I simply followed. With his hands around my waist, the both of us were sitting down on the green grasses, smiling at each other, not saying anything, but communicating through our heart. "Where is this place?" I popped a question out of nowhere. He smiled for a while. "I've been searching for this place ever since I fell in love with you. I know you love sunflowers, and I wanted to find a place that had both our favorite flowers. I've loved coming here, because its quiet and it makes me feel that you're with me when you're not whenever I'm here."

He told me, as he pointed to the beautiful flowers. I was speechless for a while. I gave him a hug, his muscular arms around my body, I felt comfortable, I was meant to be there, to be in his arms. With my face on his chest, I whispered to him, "I love you." I could feel his chest vibrating when he heard me, just then, he lifted my chin like he always do, and looked me in the eyes, with no words, I could tell what he was going to tell me already. "I know that.. And I love you more than anyone else does." His pupils went from right to the left, as he looked at me, still locking his bright eyes with mine. In that second, I was so glad to have Kim Jong Hyun as my lover. I love him more than anyone else does too. Still looking at him, I observed his face features, I never get tired of his seriously suave looks, his especially bright eyes, and his perfect jaw line. I loved every bit of him. I leaned towards him, and my lip found his, as we kissed, I remembered when we first met, our first kiss, everything that we've done together. Those memories, will forever be stored in my heart, while we continue to make more memories together in future. Our kiss broke off after a few seconds, and we were both found catching our breathe slightly. I smiled at him, he interlaced his fingers with mine and held my hand tightly. Like this, I was in his hands, following where ever he might go in future. Its been two years since we reunited, and ever since, we never separated. Niki? Amazingly, she apologized to me. Well, because she found another guy she liked, and got over Jonghyun. She felt extremely sorry, with tears in her eyes, she apologized to me. "Love does make people change for the better. Like how Jonghyun was willing to change for you. Now, I'm ready to change for the guy I love." She told me. Seeing that she really was regretful, and that I've really missed her, I accepted her apology. Stupid, some of you might say, but I second that. Ever since Niki apologized to me, we became better than before, our friendship stronger than ever. I was glad that my best friend had came back to me, and I was happy that me and Jonghyun was back together. And that Minho is enjoying his life in the US. We chat with each other almost everyday online. But because of the time difference from South Korea to US. We had to chat like, early in the morning or late at night. Because we would be both busy in the afternoon. Sometimes when Jonghyun slept over at my house, he would catch me chatting with Minho. "Were you chatting with him again?" He would pout his lips cutely and ask me every time he sees me talking to Minho late at night. I would giggle at his cuteness and playfully laugh at him. His face would be full of jealousy, but it was

cute. It wasn't that he mind that I was talking to Minho, but because he wanted me to spend more time with him. "Stop that!" I yelled playfully at him, telling him to stop pouting his lips like this and acting cute. But he would never listen, he would just pout his lips even longer, and from there I would give him a small peck on the lips and playfully hit his head lightly. I love him so much that, I had to stop talking to Minho oppa every time he comes over to my house. Because I know I would never get peace if he catch me chatting with him. But he's jealousy was to show me that he love me, and I love his jealousy too. "I want to get married with you." Jonghyun suddenly said out of nowhere, bringing me back from all my thoughts. "Haha! Who said I was going to marry you!" I teased him, actually I wanted to marry him too, but I was only 18 and he was 19, and he was talking about marriage? I laughed at his silliness. "You aren't marrying me?" He started threatening me playfully by tickling me, "Are you gonna marry me?" "Are you gonna marry me?" He repeated this over and over again as he tickled me. I was dying from laughter already, so much that I couldn't even reply him. Finally, I controlled myself, and instead, I started tickling back at him, but when I tickled him, he didn't laugh, just then I remembered he wasn't afraid of tickles, there comes my doom again, he started tickling me even more, and I was laughing ever harder, until I fell onto him. He stopped tickling me, my face was inches before him, and he was lying on the grasses with me on top of him. He pulled away a few strands of my hair away from my face behind my ear and looked at me, observing my face carefully. I smiled at him. "I would definitely marry you." I gave him my promise. And I leaned down on him, his lips landed on my neck and slowly from my neck, his lips navigated his way to my lips and holding onto me, he kissed me once again. I didn't want to break away from his kiss. I loved how he held me like this and passionately kiss me. If only time could stop. "I would marry you 6 years from now, when I'm 25. I would earn loads of money for us. Then, we would have few kids, we would live in a beautiful house with lavenders and sunflowers planted in our backyard, and our children would run around the house, laughing and playing happily, as we sit down on the chairs, looking at them, until we grow old together." He carefully told me the future he had planned for us, his story of our beautiful love. My lips formed a line, and my cheekbone lifted, my eyes were smiling, and I was happy. Happy, the simple word to describe my feelings. Happiness is what I feel whenever I'm with Jonghyun. "I would like that.." I replied him, giggling a little. I used to feel shy around Jonghyun, but not anymore, because we've grown closer than ever, and there was nothing to be shy about anymore. "Why do you love me?" I asked him, suddenly curious.

"I aren't pretty, I'm not perfect like you. Why me? Out of every other-" I asked a bundled a questions at once, then he placed his finger on my lips, and told me to shush. I stopped babbling and looked at him. "You are beautiful. You are the most perfect girl in my eyes. I love you because of who you are. There's no reason of love. Its indescribable." His fingers traced the outline of my face, and slowly moved down back to my hands. I was grinning from ear to ear, showing a little of my teeth. It really was indescribable. My love for Jonghyun was too perfect to be described. "Why did you bring me here today?" I asked something else again. He looked at me for a moment, and suddenly burst out laughing. "Have you forgotten what day is it today?" He asked, messing up my hair. I hate it when he does that, I didn't liked anyone to touch my hair, but for jonghyun, I let him do it, even though I wasn't fond of that. "Today? What day is today? It isn't our anniversary... And It isn't your birthday.. What day is it" I asked, scratching my head and trying to arrange my hair neatly at the same time. He giggled to himself for a while and replied with a sly smile. "Wait here." He stood up and walked off. I waited and waited, as I racked my brain, trying to figure out what he was up to. Finally, he reappeared holding onto something, just then, I remembered what day it was. He was holding onto a birthday cake in his hands, with 18 candles lighted on it, I remembered it was birthday. I don't remember birthdays except for Jonghyun's, not even my own birthday. Because I know that somebody would remind me, and then we would celebrate together. I was touched to tears, holding on to a beautiful birthday cake, he approached me closer and closer, singing the birthday song. "Saeng-il chuka hamida, Saeng-il chuka hamida, sarangha-e hyona-nie, saeng-il chuka hamida." He sang, taking slow steps towards me. When my most charming boyfriend reach me, he leaned down and kissed me on the cheeks, "Happy birthday." He whispered under his breath. I burst out in tears of joy and was smiling like a lark. After he placed the medium sized triangular shape strawberry cake on the marble table near us, I jumped into his arms, and embraced him tightly, "Thank you. Thank you for everything." I mumbled. His arms were around my body, wrapping me comfortably. During that moment of bliss, at a far away place, the sun started setting, from our position, the large red sun slowly became lower and lower. The both of us, with my hands on his waist, and his on my shoulder, we watched the beautiful sunset together. And I could assure you, it was the most beautiful sunset I'd ever seen. It was the most blissful moment of my life. Enjoying the strawberry cake, being with your most loved one, and watching the sunset together, it was happiness. The bliss felt like a dream, but it wasn't, it was reality. ------

The sun set quickly, and the sky started becoming darker and darker, reluctantly, we had to leave. Jonghyun and I packed up our stuffs and with a happy and contented heart, we left the beautiful place. We'd created memories together once again that day, a memorable one. Hand in hand, fingers intertwined together, we strolled down the empty streets of the dark night. we weren't talking much, we were just enjoying every moment of quietness together, treasuring the time we had together. After walking for about 10 minutes, we reached a playground near my house, I didn't want to separate with Jonghyun so soon, so I requested, "Shall we stay here for a while? Its been some time since I last sat on the swing..." "I was about to ask you the same thing too." He replied, smiling charmingly at me, the smile that I love about him. I sat on the swing and used my legs to make the swing start swinging. Jonghyun, on the other side, kept smiling to himself, as though he was thinking about something. "What are you smiling at?" I asked, playfully elbowing him. "You'll know soon.." He shrugged. I looked at him with my eyebrow raised, what was he up to again... "Is there someone you really miss right now?" He asked, out of nowhere. I thought about his question for a while, someone I'm missing. There was one, I hadn't seen him in a year, and I do miss him. Minho oppa. I miss him so much. But was it okay to tell Jonghyun that I was missing him? I gazed upon my boyfriend, "You don't have to tell me who, just close your eyes and think about the person you're thinking of now, and wish one thing that the person would do." Jonghyun told me, still smiling to himself. "Minho oppa. I miss you. I hope you would appear now and celebrate my birthday with me." I closed my eyes and wished in my own mind. Just then, a familiar melody approached my ears. It was the song Jonghyun sang to me moments ago. A birthday song, the song didn't consist of only one voice, but multiple, a mix of girls and guys. I pry open my eyes slowly, and what I saw before me definitely shock me much. My wish came true. In front of me, I saw Niki, Key oppa, an unknown girl, and most surprisingly, Minho oppa. I looked at Jonghyun for awhile, but he just smiled at me. I know he must had been the mastermind of everything. Minho oppa was holding onto another birthday cake, with only one candle lit. As they sang, they approached me. "Omo! Minho oppa!" I exclaimed, tears blurring my visions again. Damn, how many times does Jonghyun wants to make the birthday girl cry on her birthday?! Minho merely smiled when he finally reached me, all four of them gave me their wishes. I thanked them. "Happy birthday Hyona! Did ya miss me?" The familiar voice asked me, the voice that I'd missed so much. He didn't change much, still as tall, and still as handsome. Except that he had cut away his long hair, now his hair was short, but it was nice on him.

"Of course I did! When did you come back from US?" I gave him a brief hug. "Yesterday, just for you.." He replied, I was so glad nothing changed between us. Suddenly, I remembered that there was unknown girl that sang the birthday song for me too, she was standing next to Minho. She sported a straight short hair, looking very cute with huge eyes. She was very pretty, but who was she? I looked at her for a few moments, when Minho finally introduced her to me. "Ah, I forgot to introduce. This is Hyunyoung, my.. girlfriend." Minho oppa told me and Jonghyun, which surprised me. But I was happy for Minho oppa. The girl seemed sweet and nice, and I was happy that Minho found someone that love him. "Haha! You never told me you had a girlfriend!" I exclaimed, Jonghyun suddenly came to my side, and held me by my waist. Minho laughed to himself silently. "Hello, Nice to meet you. Happy birthday!" Hyunyoung wished me warmly with a big grin on her face. "Thank You! Nice to meet you too, I'm Hyona, and this is Jonghyun." I introduced Jonghyun and me to her. "I know the both of you, Minho told me about you guys before." She smiled, and I looked at Minho for a moment, and laughed silently. I was really glad that Minho found his girl. "Happy birthday Hyona!" "Happy birthday dongsaeng!" Niki and my oppa wished me, I gave them both a hug and thanked them. "You prepared all of this right?" I looked at Jonghyun, raising an eyebrow. He shrugged his shoulders playfully and acted as though he didn't know anything. But it was obvious, he prepared this for me. I stepped into his arms again, thanking him once more. "I love you," I confessed my love to him for the thousandth time. He patted on my head and grinned, smiling like a bright star at me. "I love you too, Hyona..." The End!

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