Someone You Loved

I am going under and this time I feel there is no one to save

me.This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy.i
need somebody to heal,somebody to know,somebody to
have somebody to hold.It’s easy to say but it’s never the
same.I guess I kind of liked the way you numbed all the
pain.For now the day bleeds into night fall and you are not
here to get me through this all.I let my guard down.I was
getting kind of used to being someone you loved.
 Climbing Up This Mountain
Climbing up this mountain climbing up twice hoping that I did
make it this time but i am done with hoping cause hoping is to
failing is to falling down this mountain.Falling down again
boom boom heartbeat still beating in the end.I am coking But
that’s just what they wanted so I get up off the ground and
then shake it off.Ra da da,come look at me now,come look at
me now.I am not here to talk,I am not here to talk.I am just
here to walk,walk the walk I am gonna make it up this
mountain make it to the top show them what I have make of.
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Wake up with a knot in my chest,tried everything just to get out of
bed.It ain’t working,It ain't working.Sometimes I can get like,I
cover it up with a smile on my face but I am still hurting,I am still
hurting.There are days when the world gets heavy sleepless
nights I have had way to many when it’s late and no one around,
around alone in my room and the tears starts pouring,wishing the
nights were still the morning but tonight I am gonna let them fall
down,fall down cause it’s okay not to be okay,it’s okay if you feel
the pain.Don’t gotta wipe your tears away.Tomorrow is an other
day.It’s okay not to be okay.Its fine,you are allowed to break
• Found you when your heart was broke.I filled your cup
until it over flowed.Took it so far to keep you close,I was
afraid to leave you on your own.Said I did catch you if
you fall and if they laugh them f*** them all and then I
did got you off your knees put you right back on your
feet Just so you could take advantage of me tell me
how does it fell sitting up there felling so high but too far
away to hold.You know I am the one whi put you up
there.Name in the sky