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Kairos A Publication of the Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary Community Issue #181
Commencement
Chapel Schedule
April 27—May 1
Corner
Monday: Service of the Word Mark your calendars!
Isabel Rivera-Velez, preacher
The Kairos Editor for the 2009-10 School year will be Mary Elizabeth Prentice! Congratula-
tions, Mary Elizabeth. We look forward to your leadership and creativity.
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MEMORANDUM
To: Class of 2009, Board of Trustees, Faculty, Administrators, Staff and Students
From: Michael Jinkins, Academic Dean
Date: April, 2009
Re: 2009 Baccalaureate and Commencement Activities
Held at: University Presbyterian Church, 2203 San Antonio Street
Directions are provided at the end of this memo.
Continued on page 4
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A Weekly Column Offering Musings, Insights, and Reflections on the Seminary Life
Placing My Attention ing to each other, but he has written to me more than I
By Paul Dubois, MDiv Senior have to him. Yesterday I received a letter from him, and
he is fearful of what will happen once he is out, and he is
There are times when I really don’t want to think asking for help. His marriage is over. His father will not
about things the world wants me to think about–the econ- take his own son into his home. I didn’t write to him for
omy, torture, politics, swine flu, or even whether it should the first five months or so of his imprisonment. But as I
be called swine flu. There are times when I really don’t prepared my senior sermon for chapel last fall–Matthew
want to think about things that the church wants me to 25: 36-41, the sheep and the goats–I found myself con-
think about either–my ability to articulate orthodox doc- victed. Lord, when did I see you in prison and visit you? I
trine, justice and morality issues having to do with gender wrote simply to tell him that I have not forgotten him, that I
or sexual orientation, or various strategies of growth as a pray for him, and that I love him. All along I have written
measure of the kingdom’s coming. There are times when to be a good pen-pal, but now I am asked to be more for
the local grief that I encounter is enough to overwhelm him, and I am afraid.
me. Sometimes I think that by drawing me into the fear Yesterday my neighbor, Elsa Ramirez, introduced
about the latest car bombing, political maneuvering, or me to a family from the church she serves in Industry,
ecclesiastical identity crisis, I am being severed from the Texas–two hours east of Austin. The family is grieving the
connection I have to myself and my immediate commu- death of their young daughter this week following a very
nity; that is, I am being severed from the more present brief but severe illness. Elsa had made several trips to the
reality, and to those with whom God calls me to love. church she serves this week–each trip being a four-hour
Sometimes life comes at me with–and I’m not entirely sure round-trip. And yesterday afternoon, Elsa and her hus-
here–a passionate love or a vengeance. band José were going to travel to the Valley to take the
I have had very few classes at seminary that have little girl’s grandmother home. Elsa and José turned right
been emotionally difficult. This past week’s Pastoral Care around and drove back to Austin–a 14 hour round trip–so
class was the exception. While studying pastoral care of Elsa could be in class today. I have been amazed these
children, we watched a video about helping children grieve last two years at how hard Elsa works at serving her
the loss of a parent. Both of my parents are gone now, sheep, her church, her God. Yet studying here has been
and I lost them both since I’ve been an adult. My oldest difficult for her because English is her second language.
sister died when she was 25; I was 14. Of the nine of us– Her people and God—the two are inextricably linked—
seven kids and two parents–three are now deceased. take priority over school, and that is surely the right rela-
One-third. All of a sudden that number seems huge. I’m tionship. Faithfully she marches on to the drumbeat of
not going to go into the details of my emotions that day in God who calls her. The image of a World War I recruiting
class, but they ran the gamut: anger, grief, envy, joy, sor- poster comes to mind, how the troops marching gallantly
row. The ache in my cheeks and neck from the pain was down the street seem to draw more and more volunteers
tempered by the vision of a better way. There are many into the fight. Elsa’s faithfulness to her people draws me
ways that these losses I suffered were not grieved, or at into the parade, but I wonder whether I will have the cour-
least not grieved in a healthy manner. My family had its age to shoulder the weapon, or to bear the full armor of
own particular set of dysfunctions. As Tolstoy opens Anna God. Sometimes it seems I make my religious vocation
Karenina, “Happy families are all alike; every unhappy too much about the mind, not enough about the body.
family is unhappy in its own way.” We were not a family of These were some of my experiences–what I felt–
grievers. We were not talkers. We were not huggers. this week. But then I listen to the news. This week the
Now we do a little of that, but we’re scattered across the television and internet caution me about breathing the air.
country. Last night I talked about all of this with Susan, That we should have shut our borders. That one political
not to gain her insight, but to let something escape. I see party has put us at risk for this pandemic, or that the other
how so much of that stuff has shaped who I am and how I party is not doing enough. If I’m afraid, that is good! Be-
am in the world. Some of it has been overcome, but some cause I will stay tuned. The media also tell me–either in
also flavors my being, as a gift. More than a little of it is celebratory or condemning fashion–about the change in
still painful. My attention turns to my wife and kids, and party allegiances of a federal Senator. I wonder, who was
wonder whether Tolstoy would say we are of the happy he elected to serve, party or people? And I wonder, who
kind or the unhappy kind. I worry about whether and how am I to serve?
they may suffer loss, which surely must come some day. And then I remember, “Oh, yeah... a few days ago
A relative of mine is in jail. He is winding down I asked God to mold me this week.” I guess it was a pas-
the last couple months of a one-year jail sentence for sionate love after all.
something he did 22 years ago. He and I have been writ-
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8:30 a.m. – 12:00 p.m. Doctor of Ministry – David Jones McCord 201
9:00 – 10:30 a.m. Administration Advisory Committee – Nancy Reese Trull Boardroom
11:00 a.m. – 12:00 p.m. Midweek Manna – Student Senate Stotts Dining Hall
11:00 a.m. – 5:00 p.m. Spiritual Direction – Jean Springer McCord 202
12:00 – 1:00 p.m. Corpus Christi – Scott Spence McCord 201
12:00 – 1:00 p.m. Church Ministry Department Meeting – David White Knox Dining Hall
12:00 – 1:15 p.m. Student Senate Luncheon – Jackie Saxon McCord 203
12:30 – 5:00 p.m. Hispanic Pastors Group – Alison Riemersma McCord 204
12:45 – 2:30 p.m. Korean Bible Study – In Hye Park McMillan 204
1:00 – 2:00 p.m. Spiritual Direction – Barbara Schutz McMillan 205
1:00 – 2:30 p.m. Event Planning Meeting – Renee Menke Knox Dining Hall
1:30 – 9:00 p.m. Senior Fundraising Day – Sarah Hegar Stotts Dining Hall
2:00 – 3:30 p.m. Special Educational Events Commission – Tim Lincoln McMillan 105
2:00 – 3:30 p.m. Insights Commissions – David Jensen Trull 115
3:30 – 5:00 p.m. Doctor of Ministry Commission – David White McMillan 105
6:00 – 8:00 p.m. Ordination Exam Preparation Workshop – Jackie Saxon McMillan 210
Submissions to Kairos: Email submissions to the editor, Paul Dubois, at Kairos@austinseminary.edu. Calendar events and room reservation
requests should be sent to Katherine Sweet at ksweet@austinseminary.edu or made in person at the McCord desk. Editorial decisions are based
on urgency, availability of space, and editorial guidelines. Deadline is Wednesday at 5:00 P.M. Submissions made after deadline must be
accompanied by a dunkel.