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wonder why . . .

23 August 2012

Sometimes I wonder why I always overthink things. My mind never stops analyzing. Every word, every comment made makes me think. I spend so much time worrying and questioning. Does that keep me from living? College is showing me how to let go and enjoy my life. I dont panic if the dishes arent done immediately or if my room isnt spotless. I was not social in high school, but that has completely changed since I got to UNCC. I wonder why changes like that happen so quickly. One moment I was perfectly happy living the life I had this summer, but then I realized everything I had been missing before college. I wonder why and how I managed to pick a school, a major, a dorm, a roommate, and new friends that have built the dream college experience I always wanted. I wonder what the future holds for me? I wonder how this can get any better?