LEGEND OF STRUGGLE AND

VICTORY OF TRANSFER

Miracle in my life just because of you, PIDM !!!!


A true nostalgia of mine








I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I BEGAN DOING MY FORM 6 OR
PRE-UNIVERSITY LEVEL I ALWAYS DREAM THAT I WILL GET A
GOOD RESULT AND SPONSORSHIP FOR MY FURTHER STUDIES AT
OVERSEAS UNIVERSITY. FORM 6 IS THE PERIOD WHERE I
BECAME MORE MATURED AND INDEPENDENT. I BROUGHT A
MOTOR FOR TRANSPORTATION PURPOSE BECAUSE THAT
SCHOOL LOCATED AT RURAL AREA AND FOR THAT FREEDOM OF
TRAVEL USING MOTORCYCLE NEED ME TO WORK AND PAY FOR
IT. ALONG THE PRE-UNIVERSITY STUDIES I WORKED IN THE
EVENING ITS TIRING BUT I AM HAPPY FOR MY FREEDOM AND
NOT BEING A DEPENDENT ANYMORE FOR TRANSPORT. IN A
VERY FAST COUNT TIME QUICKLY TURNS TO EXAMINATION
PERIOD, I ACTUALLY PREPARED MYSELF ALL THE WAY SINCE I
BEGAN MY STUDIES TO PREPARE FOR EXAMINATION. I STUDY
LIKE CRAZY FOR A GOAL THAT IS SUCCESS IN LIFE. EVEN
THOUGH, I WAS WORKING BUT I STILL MANAGED TO BALANCE
UP MY STUDIES AND WORK. MY SALARY WAS SO USEFUL FOR
PAYING THAT MOTORCYCLE AND HELP OUT MOTHER ON HOUSE
CONSUMPTION EVEN LITTLE I STILL HELPED MY MOTHER TO
DECREASE HER BURDEN.
I WAITED FOR NOVEMBER 2010 SO LONG WHICH
EXAMINATION IS BEGINNING AND ITS INDICATE MY FUTURE OF
LIFE. I WENT TO ALL THE EXAMINATION SO CALMLY EVEN I
KNEW IT IS VERY TOUGH BUT I STILL AM COOL BECAUSE MY
INNER TRUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT. EXAMINATION OVER
AND IT IS TIME FOR BIRDS FLYING FREELY BUT ME ALREADY
WENT FOR JOB INTERVIEW DURING THE EXAMINATION IS STILL
GOING ON. I REALLY NEED TO WORK AFTER EXAMINATION AND
I WILL HAVE AROUND 10 MONTHS OF LEAVE, WITH MY EFFORT
AND INTEREST I QUICKLY GET A JOB IN WESTERN UNION


COMPANY AS TELLER. THIS WORKING EXPERIENCE WAS
INTERESTING BECAUSE WE DEALING WITH MONEY, CENTRAL
BANK OF MALAYSIA, TRANSACTIONS, AND ALL THE WORK IS
DONE BASED ON THE HONEST CONCEPT. I REALLY ENJOYING
WORKING THERE WHERE I AM THE MOST JUNIOR IN THAT
OFFICE AND ALL OTHER STAFFS WAS REALLY GOOD WITH ME
EVEN THEY PREPARE AND CELEBRATE MY 20TH BIRTHDAY IN
OFFICE.
I WAITED UNTIL FEBRUARY 2011, MY PRE-UNIVERSITY
LEVEL EXAMINATION RESULT IS GOING TO BE ANNOUNCED. ON
25TH FEBRUARY 2012, THE DAY OF MY FUTURE LIFE DESIRE
IS ARRIVES. I WENT TO SCHOOL AS EARLY AS THE SCHOOL
START BECAUSE I CANNOT SLEEP FOR WHOLE NIGHT MAYBE
TOO NERVOUS. BEFORE I MYSELF TAKES MY RESULT, TEACHERS
CAME AND CONGRATS ME BY SAYING HUSSEIN, YOU PROVE IT
AND EXCELLENT BECAUSE YOUR RESULT IS GOOD AND WE ARE
HAPPY FOR YOUR MOTHER . THEY ADDED, YOU GET 2AS AND
2BS AND YOU ARE AMONG THE BEST STUDENT FOR THIS YEAR
IN OUR SCHOOL . MY TEARS FLOW IMMEDIATELY. I GET A
VALUE FOR MY WILLINGNESS, HARD WORK AND SCARIFICATION.
THEN, AS USUAL ALL MY SCHOOLMATES ARE BUSY APPLYING
COURSE FOR THEIR UNDERGRADUATE STUDY AND I ALSO DID
THE SAME THING. BUT, THE BIGGEST MISTAKE MADE BY ME IS
APPLYING THE COURSE FOR UNDERGRADUATE STUDY WITHOUT
CONSULTING ANYONE CONTINUOUSLY. INITIALLY, I GET IDEA
FROM TEACHERS, EX-STUDENT, AND FRIENDS BUT AT THE END I
APPLIED MYSELF AND I REALIZE MY MISTAKES BUT IT IS TOO
LATE TO CHANGE THE COURSE ORDER IN ONLINE APPLICATION.



I STARTED MY MISSION IN SEARCHING AND APPLYING
SCHOLARSHIP IN APRIL 2011. IT CAN BE DEFINED AS MY
CRAZY EFFORT WHERE I APPLIED 11 SCHOLARSHIPS. I PRINTED
ALL THE FORMS, FILL THE PARTICULARS, ATTACHED WITH THE
RELATED DOCUMENTS WHICH BEEN VERIFIED AND POST IS
THROUGH EXPRESS-POST. FOR THAT, I WRITE MANY ESSAYS
ALSO AND ALL WAS HAND WRITTEN BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A
COMPUTER TO TYPE AND PRINT IT OUT. EVENTUALLY, I ONLY
RECEIVES REPLAY FROM PERBADANAN INSURANS AND DEPOSIT
MALAYSIA ( PIDM ) IN MAY THROUGH MISS
NAZWEEN AFTER ONE MONTH I SENT MY APPLICATION. THE
MOVEMENT I RECEIVE THE CALL I WAS RIDING MOTORCYCLE
AND I WAS SHOUTED OF HAPPINESS BECAUSE MY EFFORT IS
MEANINGFUL WHERE I WERE CALLED TO ATTEND
SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW . THE CREDIT SHOULD GO FOR THE
EXPRESS-POST AND OTHERS WHO HELPED ME IN THE PROCESS
OF SCHOLARSHIP APPLICATION. IN THAT PHONE CALL, I
INFORMED MISS NAZWEEN THAT THERE IS NO OTHER
SCHOLARSHIP COMMITTEE RESPONSE REGARDING MY
APPLICATION EXCEPT PIDM AND I REALLY THANKS FOR THIS
OPPORTUNITY TO BEING A SHORT-LISTED CANDIDATE.
I ATTENDED THE SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW BY TAKING 3AM
TRAIN FROM IPOH TO KUALA LUMPUR WITH A VERY NERVOUS
FELL EARLY OF JUN 2011. I ARRIVES 9AM AT PIDM OFFICE ON
MONDAY MORNING AND I GUESS I AM THE FIRST CANDIDATES
FOR THE INTERVIEW SESSION. FIRSTLY, I WERE ASKED TO DO
THE COMPUTER BASED TEST ON LEADERSHIP SKILLS AND
GROUP WORK MENTALITY. AFTER THAT, I WAS BROUGHT TO
INTERVIEW SESSION ROOM BY MISS NAZWEEN, I ACTUALLY SO
SURPRISED THAT I WILL BE INTERVIEWED BY FIVE PERSONS


AND ONE OF THEM IS EUROPEAN , MISS PATRICIA. I STILL
REMEMBER VIVIDLY THAT I STARTED MY WORDS BY SAYING I
AM NOT GOOD IN ENGLISH SPEAKING, SO IF I CANNOT ANSWER
IN ENGLISH, I WILL PREFER TO USE MALAY LANGUAGE AND
PLEASE TRANSLATE FOR ME IN ENGLISH. I GET A GOOD
RESPONSE FROM ALL THE INTERVIEWERS. I WAS HAPPY
BECAUSE PIDM SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW SESSION IS MY
FIRST INTERVIEW SESSION IN MY LIFE AND THE INTERVIEWERS
WAS FRIENDLY AND TREAT ME CALMLY. THE INTERVIEW
SESSION WAS GOING SMOOTHLY WHERE I ABLE TO ANSWER THE
QUESTIONS. I ALSO STILL REMEMBER I SHARED MY MOTHER
TAUGHT, WHEN WE BORN WE BRINGING NOTHING AND WHEN
WE LEAVE THIS WORLD WE ARE NOT GOING TO BRING BACK
ANYTHING. AT THE SAME TIME, I ALSO SHARED MY DREAM TO
OPEN A ORPHAN HOUSE WHICH FULL OF LOVE AND CARE. I WILL
REMEMBER IT AND MAKE IT REALITY A DAY.
I FINISHED THE INTERVIEW, I WAS TOLD TO TAKE GOOD BUS
OR TRAIN TO GO BACK HOME AND I WHEN I ARRIVES IN IPOH
CALL AND INFORM THAT I BACK SAFELY. I CAN FEEL THE
SINCERITY AND CARE OF THE SCHOLARSHIP COMMITTEE
MEMBERS TOWARD ME WHO IS NEW TO KUALA LUMPUR AND
INNOCENT.
I AM HAPPY WITH THE INTERVIEW SESSION, HAHA. ON THE
WAY BACK TO IPOH, AGAIN MY INNER TRUST ALARMING THAT I
WILL BE ONE OF THE PIDM 2011 SCHOLARS. THAT HEART
ALARM BEING REAL WHEN I RECEIVED A CALL FROM MISS
NAZWEEN EARLY OF JULY 2011 INFORMING THAT I WAS
SELECTED TO BE SPONSORED BY PIDM AND MISS NAZWEEN
CONGRATS ME AS WELL. I WAS EXTREMELY HAPPY. MY PRAYS,
MOTHERS BLESS, FRIENDS SUPPORT, TEACHERS TAUGHT,


HUMANITY, SCARIFICATION, WILLINGNESS AND EFFORT GET
ITS PAY FINALLY. MY HAPPINESS TEARS APPEAR AGAIN WHEN I
TELL THIS HAPPY NEWS TO MY MOTHER.
I WAS COUNTING FOR THE DAY WHICH WILL DECIDE MY
FUTURE AND LIFE. THE DAYS WAS PAST TO FAST, THE RESULT
OF UNDERGRADUATE STUDY IS ANNOUNCED. ERMM.. THIS IS
MOST DIFFICULT TIME IN MY LIFE WHERE I GOT MALAY
LINGUISTIC COURSE DUE TO MY MISTAKES WHEN I PROCEED
WITH APPLICATION IN APRIL 2011. FOR FRANK, BOTH
ECONOMY AND MALAY LINGUISTIC ARE MY DESIRED COURSE
BUT I MORE PREFER ECONOMY STUDIES. AT THE SITUATION
WHERE I WAS OFFERED SCHOLARSHIP FOR ECONOMY COURSE
AND I GET A COURSE WHICH WILL NOT BE SPONSORED IS
REALLY HECTIC. I WAS GIVE UP OF EVERYTHING FOR A WHILE.
LUCKILY, MISS NAZWEEN CALLED ME AND ASSIST ME BY
SUGGESTING ME TO APPLY PRIVATE UNIVERSITIES WHICH WILL
SPONSORED BY PIDM. I WAS A IDEA WHICH REALLY HELPED
ME TO OVERCOME THIS PROBLEM AND I GUESS THERE IS NO
OTHER SCHOLARSHIP IS FLEXIBLE AS PIDM. THANKS FOR GOD
FOR PREPARE ME A WONDERFUL SCHOLARSHIP COMMITTEE.
I APPLIED FOR FEW PRIVATE UNIVERSITIES AT FIRST AND
FINALLY DECIDED TO JOIN UNIVERSITI TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN
( UTAR ) WHICH IS NEAR TO MY HOMETOWN. I CHOOSE
FINANCIAL ECONOMY COURSE SINCE THERE IS NO PURE
ECONOMY COURSE IS OFFERED IN A URGENT CONDITIONS
BECAUSE ONLY ME HAVENT GETS ANY ADMISSION AND MISS
NAZWEEN NEED THE ADMISSION DETAILS TO PREPARE THE
SCHOLARSHIP AGREEMENT. TODAY, LET ME ADMIT THAT IF
PIDM NOT SPONSORING MY STUDIES I MAY NOT CONTINUE MY


STUDIES EVEN I GET A ECONOMY COURSE IN GOVERNMENT
UNIVERSITY DUE TO MY TIGHT FINANCIAL STATUS.
I WERE CALLED TO ATTEND THE SCHOLARSHIP AWARD
CEREMONY. 17TH SEPTEMBER 2011 WAS A UNFORGETTABLE
DAY FOR ME IN MY LIFE WHERE I RECEIVE A AWARD ON MY
ACHIEVEMENT. I BROUGHT MY MOTHER TO THE AWARD
CEREMONY AND THAT IS HER FIRST TIME BEING IN KUALA
LUMPUR. WHEN MY NAME WAS CALLED, I TURN BEHIND AND
HAPPINESS IN MY MOTHERS FACE APPEARS. IT GIVEN ME
THOUSANDS OF HAPPINESS BECAUSE I MAY NOT WORKING AND
HELPED HER IN ECONOMIC WISE BUT I MAKE HER PROUD AND
RESPECT TO HER SCARIFICATION ALONG HER LIFE TO GIVE ME
THE BEST IN LIFE. MY TEARS DIDNT FLOW AT FACE BUT INNER
TEARS WAS FELT BY ME. SO MANY PEOPLE CONGRATS MY
MOTHER AND ME, I REALLY THANKS TO PIDM SCHOLARSHIP
COMMITTEE FOR GIVING ME THIS OPPORTUNITIES TO ME IN MY
LIFE. ON THE WAY GOING BACK HOME MY MOTHER TOLD ME
THAT SHE WAS REALLY PROUD ME SUCCESS NOW BUT
REMEMBER TO HELP PEOPLE AND NEVER EVER BE SELFISH. I
WILL UPHOLD THAT ADVICE AS LONG I ALIVE. YOU MAY
CURIOUS I SO ATTACHED WITH MOTHER AND HER LOVE. I AM 7
MONTH BABY WHO BORN WITHOUT A GUARANTY OF ALIVE OR
DEATH. YA, DOCTOR DIDNT PROMISE MY MOTHER ANYTHING
ON MY CHANCES OF ALIVE. BUT, HER PRAYERS AND INNER
TRUST MAKE ME ALIVE SO HER LOVE TOWARD ME IS STILL THE
SAME AS THE DAY I BORN. FOR MY MOTHER I AM A MIRACLE
SON AND FOR ME MY MOTHER IS A MIRACLE MOTHER.



I ENTERED UTAR IN OCTOBER 2011. I AM HAPPY BEING
SPONSORED BUT ANYWAY I AM STILL SLIGHTLY DISAPPOINTED
BECAUSE FAILED TO ENTER IPTA WHICH IS MY DREAM TOO. AS
USUAL, I STARTED MY STUDENT LIFE AT UTAR AND TAKEN THE
SUBJECT WHICH OFFERED TO ME. I DID ATTEND ALL THE
CLASSES, ASSIGNMENT, AND PRESENTATION TO SCORE WELL.
AFTER A MONTH I JOINED MY COURSE IN UTAR, I STARTED TO
ANALYZING MY COURSE OUTLINE TO PREPARE FOR WHOLE
STUDY PERIOD. I WAS SO SURPRISED WHEN THERE IS ONLY
ABOUT 10% OF PURE ECONOMICS SUBJECT, OTHERS WAS
FOCUSING ON ACCOUNTING, FINANCE AND ADVANCE
MATHEMATICS. FURTHERMORE, THE COURSE OUTLINE WAS
FAR AWAY DIFFERENT FROM THE COURSE OUTLINE IN
GOVERNMENT UNIVERSITIES. I STARTED DISAPPOINTED AND
REGRET OF MY DECISION ENTERED UTAR IN DECEMBER 2012.
IN THAT SAD MODE, I ATTENDED PIDM ANNUAL DINNER.
I BEGAN THE PROCESS OF STRUGGLE FOR CHANGE TO MY
DESIRED COURSE. I AM SORRY FOR KEPT SILENT AND STRUGGLE
ALONE, MY INTENTION WAS NOTHING BUT JUST FELT DO NOT
WANT TO TROUBLE PIDM SCHOLARSHIP COMMITTEE. I
APPLIED UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA ( UITM ) IN
DECEMBER 2011 FOR FEBRUARY 2012 INTAKE AND WAITED
FOR FULL HOPE WILL GET A ADMISSION IN ECONOMY COURSE
AND WILL TRY TO GET PIDM APPROVAL TO GET A CHANGE DUE
TO THOSE SERIOUS REASONS. ANYWAY, THE THING WAS NOT
HAPPEN AS I PREDICTED WHERE THEY POSTPONED THE
ANNOUNCEMENT OF ADMISSION RESULT FROM 2 FEBRUARY
2012 TO 2ND MARCH 2012. I FELT SO STRESSED AND SAD.
ON 2ND FEBRUARY NIGHT WHEN I WAS THINKING WHAT I
SHOULD DO TO OVERCOME IT ? SUDDENLY, MY INNER TAUGHT


TELLS ME THAT WHEN DONT YOU GO TO UNIVERSITY PUTRA
MALAYSIA ( UPM ) APPEAL FOR RE-ADMISSION AND REQUEST
FOR A COURSE CHANGE FROM LINGUISTIC STUDIES TO
ECONOMY COURSE. BUT, AT THE SAME TIME I REALIZE IT IS A
CRAZY EFFORT BECAUSE UNIVERSITY MANAGEMENT WILL NOT
ENTERTAIN ANY APPEALS NORMALLY.
I WAS LUCKY, MISS PATRICIA. ON 7 FEBRUARY 2012, I
WENT TO UPM ALONE AGAIN AND NOT TELLING ANYONE EVEN
MY MOTHER THAT I AM GOING TO APPEAL PURPOSE. I
INFORMED MY MOTHER I AM GOING TO KL TO DO SOME STUFFS.
THE JOURNEY FROM IPOH TO UPM WAS SMOOTH AND I
ARRIVES SAFELY EVEN IT IS MY FIRST TIME I AM TRAVELING TO
UPM. I PREPARED FOUR SETS OF APPEAL LETTER AND
RELATED DOCUMENTS FOR APPEAL PURPOSE. FIRST, I MET A
OFFICER IN ACADEMIC OFFICE AND HE SUGGESTED ME TO APPLY
ONLINE AGAIN AND APPEALS IS CANNOT BE ENTERTAIN. HAHA,
AS I GUESS BEFORE. I WAS SLIGHTLY GIVE UP. IN A SAD MOOD, I
MOVE OUT FROM HIS ROOM. I WAS WALKING AND SUDDENLY
SAW A DIRECTION BOARD WHICH SHOWING THE VICE
COUNSELOR OF ACADEMIC OFFICE IS AT THE FOURTH FLOOR OF
THAT BUILDING. THEN, SUDDENLY MY INNER TAUGHT
AWAKING ME THAT YOU GO UP AND TRY YOUR LEVEL BEST
FOR YOUR DESIRED FUTURE . I WENT UP QUICKLY TO FOURTH
FLOOR BY NOT INFORMING THE GUARD OUTSIDE AND I MET A
LADY OFFICER. SHE ASKED ME ANYTHING THAT SHE CAN HELP
ME AND I STARTED TO SHARE EVERYTHING TO HER BUT
FORGOT TO INTRODUCE EACH OTHER AT INITIAL. SHE WAS
CALM AND LISTEN TO ME SO PATIENTLY. I CAN FELT THAT SHE
UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION. ALMOST 40 MINUTES I WERE
SHARED TO HER ON MY SITUATION IN OFFICE COUNSELOR
LOBBY. WHEN I AM FINISHING MY WORDS, I PASSED HER A
COPY OF DOCUMENTS THAT I HAS BEEN PREPARE FOR


COUNSELOR OFFICE REFERENCE. THEN, I ASKED HER NAME AND
POSITION FOR MY VISITING REFERENCE. SHE ANSWERED ME
THAT, I AM THE VICE ACADEMIC COUNSELOR OF UPM. I WAS
SHOCKED AND SURPRISED BECAUSE IT IS A MIRACLE FOR ME TO
KNOW THAT SHE IS VICE COUNSELOR. I AM SO LUCKY BECAUSE
SHE LISTENED TO ME AND I HAVE A CONFIDENCE THAT SHE
WILL TRY TO WORK OUT ON MY APPEAL. THE SIMILAR
POSITIVE SMILE AND WORDS GIVEN BY PIDM SCHOLARSHIP
INTERVIEWERS WHEN I COMPLETE MY INTERVIEW SESSION.
I WENT BACK TO IPOH AND AFTER 10 DAYS I RECEIVED A
CALL FROM UPM MANAGEMENT ASKING ME TO ATTEND AN
QUALIFICATION INTERVIEW. IN THAT 10 DAYS PERIOD, I WAS
REALLY TENSE-UP AND TIRED OF THINKING. I CANNOT TELL OR
SHARE TO ANYONE, IT WILL MAKE PEOPLE WORRY ON ME.
THEN, 20 FEBRUARY 2012 ARRIVES AND I WENT TO UPM TO
ATTEND THAT INTERVIEW. THAT WAS ANOTHER MIRACLE DAY
IN MY LIFE SUCH HOW A DAY I WERE INFORMED I HAS BEING
SELECTED BY PIDM AS SUCCESSFUL SCHOLAR. I NEVER BEEN
INTERVIEWED IN UPM BUT IT JUST WAS SMALL MEET UP WITH
VICE COUNSELOR. SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE APPRECIATE MY
WILLINGNESS AND SCARIFICATION. SHE ADDED THAT DUE TO
YOUR SITUATION EVEN YOU FACE SO MANY OBSTACLES BUT YOU
STILL STAND STEADILY AND STRUGGLE FOR FUTURE, GOOD !.
SHE CONTINUED BY SAYING FOR ALL YOUR EFFORT, I WOULD
LIKE TO GIVE YOU AN OPPORTUNITY TO STUDY BACHELOR
ECONOMY IN UPM AND WILL YOU STUDY HARD ? I REPLIED,
MADAM I WILL STUDY AS HARD AS POSSIBLE AND SCORE WELL
BECAUSE ONLY THAT I CAN DO AS A REPLAYS TO YOUR SINCERE
CHANCE WHICH WILL BUILD MY FUTURE. WITHIN A HOUR,
OFFER LETTER AND OTHER DOCUMENTS IN MY HAND. I WAS
IMPRESSED BY THAT AMAZING OFFER IN URGENT CONDITION.


I LEFT UPM AND ARRIVES KL CENTRAL IT WAS 5.40PM SO I
COULDNT SENT MY OFFER LETTER AND COURSE TRANSFER
APPEAL LETTER TO PIDM OFFICE BY HAND. I WENT BACK IPOH
AND POSTED ALL THE DOCUMENTS ON TUESDAYS MORNING
BUT I WAS SO TENSE-UP AGAIN BECAUSE THE LETTER ONLY
ARRIVES ON THURSDAY MORNING YET I NEED TO REGISTER AS
A UPM STUDENT ON NEXT DAY. IT WAS JUST A DAY AND PIDM
SCHOLARSHIP COMMITTEE PROVEN THEY ARE NOT ONLY
COMMITTED TOWARDS THEIR SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY BUT HAS
A TRUE CARE AND RESPECTS TOWARD SCHOLARS NEED. I HAS
MESSAGE AND INFORMED MISS NAZWEEN ON TUESDAY AND
SHE WAS SURPRISED. MISS NAZWEENS SURPRISE IS
INDICATING A CONCERN TOWARD ME AND I CAN FEEL IT.
THATS THE SPECIAL OF BEING A PIDM SCHOLARS. IT WAS
CRAZY, I KNEW IT AND STAY WITH A APOLOGIZE MINDSET
ALONG THAT TWO DAYS. IN A DAY, PIDM SCHOLARSHIP
COMMITTEE MAINLY MISS PATRICIA HAS APPROVED MY
APPEAL OF TRANSFER. THE APPROVED ALLOWED ME TO
CONTINUE MY STUDIES IN MY DESIRED COURSE. I STRONGLY
GUESS THAT THIS APPROVED IS DUE TO A TRUST ON ME. I FELT
TO GLAD TO GET THAT TRUST, SINCERELY I FELT I BECAME
CLOSER TO PIDM. THE TRUST AND RESPECT ON MY SITUATION,
VIEWS, NEEDS AND REQUEST MAKES ME HAS A VERY HIGH
RESPECT ON MISS PATRICIA AND OTHER PIDM SCHOLARSHIP
COMMITTEE. I ALSO THANKS TO MISS NAZWEEN WHO HAS
HELPED OUT ME FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END. ALL IS
WELL AND THANKS TO GOD FOR CORRECT TIMING THUS
EVERYTHING WAS HAPPENED SO SMOOTHLY.



I RECEIVED CALL FROM MISS NAZWEEN AT 6.30PM ON
THURSDAY, HER VOICE WAS CALM AND I GUESS IT WAS A GOOD
NEWS FOR ME. YES, IT WAS. SHE INFORMED ME THAT MY
APPEAL WAS APPROVED WITH FEW REASONABLE CONDITIONS.
I AM ACTUALLY RELAY ON MY INNER TRUST THAT I WILL GET
APPROVAL AND ON THE BELIEF I PREPARED ALL THE WAY TO
JOIN UPM. THIS APPEAL WAS A FORCED SITUATION TO ME
WHERE IT IS A SERIOUS DILEMMA I UNDERGONE TO CHANGE
FOR A DESIRED COURSE.
I WENT TO UPM AND REGISTERED AS BACHELOR ECONOMY
UNDERGRADUATE STUDENT ON FRIDAY MORNING WHICH IS
25TH FEBRUARY 2012. EVERYTHING WAS SMOOTH ON
REGISTRATION DAY AND ALL THE STAFFS WAS HELPING ME FOR
VARIOUS ADMISSION STUFFS. AT THE EVENING, I WITH SCARED
FEELING WENT TO PIDM OFFICE. IT WAS REALLY TENSION FOR
ME BECAUSE I LOST MY CONFIDENCE TO MEET MISS PATRICIA
SINCE I CAUSED SOME TROUBLE. I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE THAT
NO ONE SCOLD ME IN PIDM SCHOLARSHIP OFFICE. ONLY A
CONCERN FROM BOTH MISS NAZWEEN AND MISS PATRICIA
THAT WHY HUSSEIN YOU DIDNT INFORM US TO HELP YOU
FROM THE BEGINNING ? MISS PATRICIA WAS IMPRESSED ON MY
WILLINGNESS AND THANKS FOR THAT. YOUR WORDS LIKE
DEDICATED YOUNG MAN, YOU DESERVE TO GET IT, TELL YOUR
MOM THAT SHE HAS A GREAT SON HAS GIVEN ME THOUSANDS
OF HAPPINESS. IT TOO PERFECT NOW, I GET THE DESIRED
COURSE AND BELOVED UNIVERSITY WITH FULL SCHOLARSHIP. I
GET ALL THE BLESSES OF HUMANITY FOR MY HUMBLENESS.
UNTIL TODAY, I AM STUDYING WITH PIDM FINANCIAL
ASSISTANCE AND NEVER BURDEN MY MOTHER SO THANKS
PIDM FOR GIVING ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO BE A LOYAL SON


FOR MY BELOVED MOTHER. ON THE WAY BACK, MY HAPPINESS
TEAR WAS APPEARING.
I ACTUALLY TOLD MY MOTHER THAT I MAY STAY IN KAMPAR
PERMANENTLY. SO, I PREPARED MANY THINGS BUT ACTUALLY I
AM STRUGGLING TO TRANSFER UNIVERSITY SILENTLY. I
APPLIED A MANAGEMENT COURSE OF MY SISTERS INTEREST
AND SENT HER FOR DIPLOMA STUDIES AT SEMI- GOVERNMENT
COLLAGE IN IPOH. I ALSO MANAGED TO ASSIST HER TAKE
MOTORBIKE LICENSE AN SETTLE ALL THE FORMALITIES FOR
STUDY LOAN PURPOSES. OTHER THAN THAT, I GIVEN MY ONLY
ONE MOTORBIKE TO HER FOR TRANSPORTATION PURPOSE
BEFORE I JOINING UPM. I ALSO HELPED MY YOUNGER BROTHER
JOINED THE VOCATIONAL SCHOOL IN IPOH WHICH IS DUE TO HIS
INTEREST IN INDUSTRIAL WIRING STUDIES.
I WAS MIRACLE SCHOLAR OF PIDM. ALL IS WELL AND
EVERYTHING WAS SETTLE. THE TIMING WAS PERFECT AND I AM
HAPPY ON THIS LEGEND OF STRUGGLE AND VICTORY OF
TRANSFER.



MOM
SIBLINGS
FRIENDS
TEACHERS
BOOKS
CLASSMATES
AND
PIDM

FOR PRODUCE ME AS A DEDICATED HUMAN !!!!