My need ,my need

It is fierce
Like a raging river
Like the stormy sea

I seek U
I n my salt
In my silt
I seek U
In my songs

But,only forlornness
I find
Only a dark night
Dark spaces
As I plunge my hand
Into my ether
Only myself n vacuum
A vacuum of U

I collect ur words
I collect ur moans
I collect ur screams [of ecstasy]
I collect ur sighs
I collect the impressions
The legions of ur mind
U, leave behind on my sheets

I collect
Those drops
Those searing drops
Of longing
That U drip on my tongue
On my sheets

I collect them all

I listen to their songs
I manoeuvre them
I marshal them
Into countless weaves
Till I have 1 ,2,3, maybe nary
Which scream U
All that U are
That U could be
Orgies of U, filling my gaps