SADISTIC REVELATIONS

Tranquility reserved
Anxiety withdrew
Pain finding its way out into the waters
My escape colour it was;
Blue.
Dismally this was all temporary.
I Look back to when my wrists were stained
To when the sky appeared as unclear
For the silver lining yet seemed invisible
Without you here.
Chocolate I had called you
But the bowls now empty
Why had you turned sour?
Showed me your back,
Found serenity along the seas.
Aloof you grew into
Comforting were the warm rays of sun;
For the mesmerizing rain poured nothing but you.
Asked me what I saw in your eyes
Acted shy and called me silly
But it's true,
Saw the sky in yours.
Now I stare up and it hurts
My repentant colour also it was,
Blue.
The oncoming storm in the horizon
Blend in with the white lightning
My favourite shade it became.
Let the storm pass they said
We ought to let it to begin anew they said
But I,
I chose to pass.
Today you're gone,
Gone from my life.
Tomorrow I too will go,
Devoured whole by the dark deeps of the sea.
Ruchika Fernando