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Tlafldu wkaOfhda tfyk wvq.dfk wmsg tA jf.a meyeula
j;a ;sfhkak k' f meyeu wdmq ,iaik n,kak" nqoau;a
flfkla yehg uu fl m%;slafIam lrkafka fldfyduo@
wfma rf Th mKa;l lshdf.k lE.yk whg tA wkHd.l
;dmihd f.a meyeu f,dl= mdvula' nqrcdKka jykafia
foaYkd lrmq jevms<sfj, nqoau;a flfkla fldfyduo
m%;slafIam lrkafk@ wvq .dfka tfyu meyeula j;a
ukqIHfhla we;s lr.kak k' tAl thd f.a ;hg Yd,
hym;la'
b;ska mskaj;=ks" wms wksjdHfhka u tA meyeu we;s
lr.kak k f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia .ek' ke;ak

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wmg ksl .kaOnfhd jf.a bkak fjkafk' wehs wms f

nqoaO Ydifk;a w;yer,d fjk nqoaO Ydifkal msysg,;a keye'
.kaOn wjia:dfj fndfyda fn!oaOfhda bkafka' wmsg tfyu
fkd fjhs msysgkak tlla ;shkj' wms msysgkafka meyeu ;=<'
nqrcdKka jykafia .ek" Ouh .ek" Y%djl ix>hd .ek
meyeu ;=< wms msysg, bkakj' f fudk wx.o@ fida;dm;a;s
wx.'
Bgmia f ia tA meyefuka thd is , a j ;a fjkjfk'
t;fldg wd;auoDIah biairyg tkafka keye' tfyu ke;ak
tkafk wd;auoDIah' t;fldg ;uka Ndjkdjla lr lr hkj'
tlafld fudkj y lreKq l,amkd lrf.k hkj' Bgmiafia
fudlo lrkafk thd@ tAl ;uhs lshdf.k hkafk' Ouh
l;d lrf.k hkfldg" tAj fmd;aj, ;sfhk tAjfk' j
ia;r lrkafk fldfyduo@ wkak t;fldg wmeyeu ^wY%oO
a dj&
Bgmiafi Ouhg oafI lrkjd ^Ou foiaiS mrdNfjda&
Ouhg oafI l<d u fudlo fjkafka@ msys,d hkjd' weia
mkd msg u Tng ka olskak we;s tAjd' Ouhg oafI l<d u
msys,d hkjd' t;fldg Ouhg mykak k' ^Ou ldfuda
Njx fyda;s& Ouhg leu;su hqKqj hs'
oka;N+ iQ;h
% wo wms bf.k .kafka' nqrcdKka jykafia
jevisfha f lshk ldf, zfjkhZ lshk l,kaol
ksjdmfha' tA lshkafk tA ldf, f,akakq yhg bo, ;sfhkj
fjkdrdufha' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fjkfha
bkak ldf, jkdka;rhl ysh wrj; lsh, idufKar iajdka
jykafia kula' b;ska f iajdka jykafia lef,a l=hl
bkak fldg lef,a wekak hkj chfiak lsh, rdc
l=udrfhla' f rdc l=udrhd f l=h ;sfhkj l, wdj'
tkfldg f iajdka jykafia;a l=fhka t<shg jehd' f
iajdka jykafia;a tlal l;d l<d' l;d lr, f chfiak
wykjd iajdkS" ux wy, ;sfhkj NslI
a j
q la wm%udj flf,ia
;jk fhka hq;=j jdih lf<d;a f ys; tl lrkak
mqjka lsh,'

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t;fldg f iajdka jykafia lshkj rdc l=udrh"

tAl y' NslaIqjla lemfj,d fhka hq;=j wm%udj lghq;=
lf<d;a ;a; tAld.%;djhla we;s lr .kak mqjka ;uhs'
wfka iajdks" tA .ek ia;r jYfhka myo, fokak lsh,
lsj' lsjyu f wrj; iajdka jykafia lshkj" rdc
l=udrh" ug fl ia;r jYfhka lshdfokak f;afrkafka
keye' uu fl ia;r jYfhka lshkak uykais .;af;d;a Tn
f;are .kak tll=;a keye' ug uykaish ;rla fjhs'
t;fldg fuhd lshkj keye''' keye''' Tnjykafia okak
yehg lshkak' ux f;are .kak t;fldg f wrj;
iajdka jykafia lshkj fyd`ohs' ux okak yehg lshkak"
f;arefka ke;a; uf.ka m%Yak wykak tmd lsh, lsjd'
f wrj; iajdka jykafia f chfiak l=udrhdg
Wkajykafia okak hg f Ouh ia;r lr lr lsjd' tA;a
rdc l=udrhd f Ouhg meyefka keye' lsh, bjrjqkdg
miafia fuhd lsjd wfka fjd fldfya lrkak o@ wo f
wfma rf lshk tl u lsjd' l fldfya lrkak o@ lsh,
.shd hkak'
Bgmia f ia wrj; ia j dka jyka f ia g fl y
fokdjg lreKla' Ouhgfka tfyu lsh, f mqoa.,hd
.sfha' Bgmiafia f iajdkaa jykafia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia
neyeolskak .shd' .sys,a, jkaokd lr, lsjd iajdks" ux
jkfha bkaoa chfiak l=udrhd ud fj; we,a, m%Yakhla
weyqjd zNslI
a j
q la wm%udj flf,ia ;jk fhka hq;j
= lghq;=
lf<d;a isf;a tAld.%;djh iamY lrkak mqjka o@ lsh,
weyqjd' mqjka lsjd' Bgmiafia ux tAl f;dar, kak' thdg
f;afrkak ke;=j we;s' thd zl fjkak mqjka fohla o@Z
lsh, nek nek hkak .shd lsjd'
t;fldg nq rcdKka jyka f ia wrj; ia j dka
jykafiag lshkjd' ^;x l=f;;a: w.a.sfjiaik" ,Nd hx ;x
fklaLfk [d;nx& mskaj;a wrj;" Th .sys f.or bkak
mqo.
a ,fhl=g .syf
s .hska ksl
a ,d lduhkaf.ka" wl=i, Ouhka

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f.ka fjka fj,d ,nkak k Ouhla .ek f fudfyd;lska

fldfydu o wjfndaO lrkafka@ ^fklaLfk oGnx&
ffkIal%uHfhka olskak k foa fldfydu f;are .kak o@
^fklaLfk m;a;nx& ffkIal%uHfhka ,eh hq;= foa
fldfydu ,nka k o@ ^fkla L fk ild;nx&
ffkIal%uHfhka idlaId;a lrkak k foa fldfydu f;are
.kak o@ ^;x chfiafkda rdcl=udfrda lduuC jikaf;da&
Th chfia k ls h k mq o a . ,hd ldufhka jdih lrk
tla f lfkla ' ^ldf mN= [ a c ka f ;da & lduh ;= < bka k
tlaflfkla' ^ldu ;laflays Lcudfkda& ldu ;l thdj
kdY lr lr bkafk' ^ldum<dfyak mvhayudfkda& ldu
,af,ka bkafk' ^ldumfhaikdh Wiaiqlaflda&
lduhka u fifuys W;aidyj;a fjk flfkla' thd isf;a
tAld.%;djfhka we;s fjk foa fldfydu f;are .kak o@
Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia lshkj mskaj;a wrj;"
we;a;= fokafkla y" wYajfhd fokafkla y" .jfhd fokafkla
y bkakj fyd`og mqyqKq fjp' tA jf.a u we;a;= fokafkla
y" wYajfhd fokaafkla y" .jfhd fokafkla y bkakj
mqyqKq jqfka ke;s' wr fydka mqyqKq fjp oukh fjp
we;a;= fokakd" tfyu ke;ak wYajfhd fokakd" .jfhd
fokakd oukh fj,d bkafk" tfyu ke;ak oukh fjp
;;ajhlg m;afj,d bkafk lshk tl ;sfhkjo" keoao@
lsh, wykj' oukh fj,d bkafka lshkjd'
t;fldg ;j we;a;= fokafkla y" wYajfhd fokafkla
y" .jfhd fokafkla y bkakj lsisu mqyqKqjla ke;s'
t;fldg wr mqyK
q j
q la ke;s fokak oukh jqKd lshk f.dvg
whs;s o@ lsh, wykjd' whs;s keye'
wkak tA jf.a ;uhs f lduhka u ys; ys; bkak"
lduhka tlalu j;afjk" lduh ;=< bkak" ldu ;l
thdj kdY lr lr bkak" ldu ,af,ka bkak f
chfiak Wkakefya f ffkIal%uHfhka lsh hq;= oyula
fldfydu l.kak o@ lsh, wykj'

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tAl f jf.a lshkj' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd

lrkj Tkak ;reKfhda fokafkla .ukla hkj' hkfldg
lkaola ;sfhkj" f lkafoa tyd me;a; fmakafka keye' ka
tl ;reKfhla fudlo lrkafka@ wr wfkla ;reKhdg bkak
lsh, thd Wvg k.skjd' ke., n,kj' n,, lshkj zId'''
ug fmakj ,iaik l hdhla' ,iaik h we,a,la fmakjd'
ruKSh fmdl=Kla fmakjd' ,iaik ,iaik tAj fmakjd'Z lsh,
fuhd Wv bo, lE.y, lshkjd' wrh lshkjd zfudk msiaiqo@
tfyu k ug;a fmakak tmdheZ lsh,' t;fldg lkao Wvg
ke.mq tlaflkd blaukg my,g neye, my< bkak flkdj
w;ska w,a,f.k lkao uqkg tlalf.k hkjd' tlalf.k
.sy,
s ,
a wykj zka uu fmakj lshmqj fmakjo keoao@Z t;fldg
wr ;reKhd lshkj zwe;a; Thd lshmqj Tlafldau fmakj
;uhs' f Wvg wdj u hs fmakafka' fl wr my< bkakfldg
lkafoka ;uhs jeys, ;snqfkaZ lsh, lshkjd'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj wkak tA jf.a
f chfiak l=udrh;a flf,ia j,ska ;uhs jeys, ;sfhkafka'
wr uyd mj;hg jvd Yd, jQ ^wcdLkafk& woHdfjka
;uhs thd jeys, ;sfhkafka' b;ska woHdfjka jeys," woHdf
.s,s,d" woHdf neif.k woHdj ;=< bkak flkdg
ffkHIal%uHfhka lsh hq;= fohla fldfydu olskak o@
nK Ndjkdjg kskaod lrk wh keoao@ f fn!oaO hehs
lsh
s d .kakd ysia f.df' wehs f fya;j
= ldufha we,s," ldufha
neif.k woHdj ;=< bkak mqoa.,hdg f l;dj rjkafka
keye' Tfrd;a;= fokafka keye' tAl f;afrkak k ojilg
y ldufhka kslafukak k' t;fldg thdg f;afrkj
fufyu fohla ;h ;=< ;sfhkj lsh,' ke;ak okakE'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia wr wrj;g lshkjd mskj
a ;a
wrj;" Tn Thwe;a;= fokakf.;a" lkaog ke., n,kak k
wdldrh;a .ek Th Wmud fol wr ukqiaihg lsj k lla
meyefokak ;snK
q ' t;fldg wrj; iajdka jykafia lshkj
zwfka Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiag jegfyk

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hg Th wmQre Wmud ug jegfykafka keye fkjZ'

B<.g nqrcdKka jykafia y ,iaikg wef;la mqyqKq
lrk ye W.kajkjd' y ,iaikg lshd fokjd'
Tkak rc flfklag k fjkjd jkdka;rfha bkak
wef;la mqyqKq lrkak' b;ska rcqrefjda fudlo lrkafka@ wr
we;a;= w,a,k flkdg ^kd.jksl& kd.jksl lshkafk we;a;=
w,a,k mqo.
a ,hdg Th jkdka;rhg .sy,
s ,
a wef;la w,a,f.k
tkak lsh, lshkj' ka fuhd mqyqKq fjp wef;la msg
ke., jkdka;rhg hkj' .sys,a, Tkak jkdka;rfh oje,a
od, lU od, wef;la w,a, .kakj' w,a,f.k wr mqyK
q q fjp
we;d ,jd jkdka;rfhka t,shg weof.k tkj' f.k,a,d
rc;=udg kq fokjd rc;=uks" Tkak wr lef,a ysgmq wef;la
t<shg weof.k wdj'
rcq r efjd we;a ; = oukh lrk flkdg ls h kjd
tfyuk ka we;d f.a ;sfhk le,E .;sh ke;slrkak"
le,E is;s,s l;a Wf.ka whska lrkak' ^lef,ka t<shg
wdjdg ys; ;sfhkafka fldfyo@ lef,a' leue;af;ka t,shg
wdf keyefka' weof.kfka wdf' ys; ;sfhkafk lef,a'&
f we;dg ;sfhkafka le,E.;s" le,E woyia" l,E is;s,s
fjdhska W!j fr.kak' frf.k W!g f .f jdih
lrkak ys; yokak' ksiaiq;a tlal tlg bkak ksiaiqka f.a
iajNdjh ys;g odkak lsjd' tfyuhs rc;=uks lsh, we;a;=
mqyqKq lrk flkd f,dl= lKqjla ysgjkjd' ysgj,d we;d f.a
fn,a, .djg lKqj fya;;
a = lr, n`kjd' ll=,a fol;a nkjd"
w;a fol;a nkjd' Tkak biafi,a,d u lrk tl'
Bgmiafi fyysg ysysg f we;af.djd .sys,a,
fndfydu wdor jpk j,ska f we;dg l;d lrkj' wr we;dj
ysrlr, W!g fm%aukSh jpk j,ska" wdor jpk j,ska f
ukqiaihd we;;a tlal l;d lrkj' l;d lrkfldg fudlo
fjkafk@ we;d ka ysrlr,fk bkafk' fm%aukSh jpk l;d
lrk fldg we;d f.a ys;g woyila hkj fuhd zug ;ry

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keye" fuhd ug ffjrhlg ysrlr, fkf" fuhd uf.ka

m<s.kak f ysrlrf.k fkfZ lsh,' wr fm%u
a kSh" wdorKSh
jpk l;d lrk fldg we;d tAlg weyql fokjd'
lef,ka wef;la f.k,a , mq y q K q lrk ye f
;sfhkafk' weyql kakg miafi Tkak j;=r fmdvla
;shkj' Bgmiafi .ia fld<ka lla lv, fld< w;a;la
folla odkj' od, n,kj we;d fudlo lrkafka lsh,' ka
weyql fok ksid we;d .ek fmd meyeula wr ukqiaihg
we;sjqKd' Bgmiafi we;d fudlo lrkafk@ wr fld< w;a;
fol fokfldg fydf~ka .kakj tAl' .;a;yu rc;=udg
kq fokj rc;=uks" ka nh fjkak fohla keye' we;d
fyd|g j;a fjkj'
ka wr we;d W!g wdorfhka l;d lrdu Wf.a ys;.kak
wr fld< w;a; fol kakyu ms<s.;a;' we;d j;a fjkj'
Bgmiafi fudlo lrkafk@ ka we;dj tAflka ,sykj' ka
we;d lla lSlre hs' Bgmiafi wr we;af.djd we;dg mqre
lrkj tydg fuydg nvq wkak wrl ka weomka''' fl ka
w; ykak lsh, wr we;dg lshkj' Bgmiafi we;d fudlo
lrkafk@ wkak lSju wkj' w;ykak lSju w;ykj'
Tfydu lrk fldg rcqrejkag lshkj rc;=uks" f we;d
ka lshk foa wykj' ka f we;d lshk foa wyk wef;la'
lsjyu tA lshmq hg lrkj'
ka fuhd we;dj wrf.k hkj' zbiairyg hkakZ
lsjdu Tkak ka we;d ;ksfhka biairyg hkj' zye,d
tkakZ lsjdu ka we;d ye,d tkj' zjdfjkakZ lsjdu
ka we;d jdfjkj' zysg.kakZ lsjdu we;d ysg.kakj'
rc;=udg lshkjd rc;=uks" ka we;d fufyu;a mqre fj,d
;sfhkj' lshk lshk hg jevlrkj'
Bgmiafi lshkj" ka we;dg wka;su mqyqKqj fokak
yokafk ka we;dj mqyqKq lr, .kak we;dj fy,af,ka
ke;sfjkak fkd fi,ajd ;shkak mqjka yg we;d f.a

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Yrhhs ys;hs yokak lshkj' tAl ;uhs we;d f.a wka;su

mqyqKqj' tl mqoa.,fhla we;d f.a fn,a, Wvg k.skj"
fy,a,la wrf.k" we;af.dj we;d f.a biairy ysgf.k
bkakj f,dl= fy,a,la wrf.k' Bgmiafi we;d f.a fydf
n`kj f,dl= fldghla' ne|, we;dg lshkj WU ka
fy,af,kafk ke;=j bkak k lsh,' ka fldgh;a ne|f.k
fydf`" keg;a fyd,a,kafk ke;=j" fydf`v;a fyd,a,kafk
ke;=j bkakj'
we;af.djd fudlo lrkafk@ ka fnr .ymka lshkj'
ka ksiaiq fnr .ykjd' Yo lrkj' B<.g iuyre .,a
.ykj' iuyre ,S j,ska .ykj" iuyre wdhqO j,ska .ykj"
kuq;a we;d fy,af,ka ke;=j bkakj' Tkak wka;su Ndf.;a
we;d mdia' Bgmiafia we;dg Tkak kula jefgkj zrdclSh
yia;r
s dchd" ux., yia;r
s dchdZ wkak lalo lef,a we;d mqyK
q q
fjp ye'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd mskaj;a wrj;"
nq flfkla wkak tA hghs ksiqkaj mqyqKq lrkafk'
Tkak nq flfkla my< fjkj" ^tAjfj fLda w.a.sfjiaik"
bO ;:d.f;da f,dafla Wmam;s wryx" iudinqoafOda"
cdprK imkafkda" iq.f;da" f,dal" wkq;;
a frda mqiou
idr" i;a:d foajukqiaidkx" nqoafOda" N.jd& Tkak Th hg
nq flfkla f,dafl my< fjkjd' my< fj,d Ouh foaYkd
lrf.k hkjd' uq, l,HdK" tA lshkafk f Oufha wdrNh;a
iqkaorhs" tA Oufha ueo;a iqkaorhs" wjidkh;a iqkaorhs' w:
iys;hs' meye,s jpk j,ska hql;
a hs' mmQK ksjka u. foaYkd
lrkjd' t;fldg f Ouh wykak ,efnkj ukqiaifhl=g'
wykak ,e,d ys; mykjd' ^fida ;x Oux iq;ajd ;:d.f;a
ioaOx m,N;s& Tkak m<fjks lreK'
t;fldg thd ^fida f;ak ioaOdm,dfNak
iukakd.f;da& ;a; m%idofhka hq;j
= jdih lrkjd nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh .ek' jdih lr, thd l,amkd lrkjd
ug f f.or b|, f jef lrkak neye' ^f ;fha

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u wy;ajhg m;afjk ksjka u`. fka f lshkafka'& ug

fl f.or b|,d lrkak neye' msis ;hla ug f.jkak
k tA ksid ug ;sfhk fyd|u foa ;uhs f {d;s ;% yeufoau
w;yer, nqrcdKka jykafia < me fjk tl lsh,
fuhd Tlafldau w;yer, od, nqrcdKka jykafia < me
fjkjd' tA meu wr lef,a ysgmq we;d t<shg wdj jf.hs'
Bgmiafi nqrcdKka jykafia tA Y%djlhdg lshkj"
^t;a : f.a O d ys w.a . s f jia i k" foa j ukq i a i d" hox
m[apldu.=Kd'& lef,a ;sfhk mxp ldu.=K m%shukdm rEm"
m%shukdm Yo" m%shukdm .| iqj|" m%shukdm ri" m%shukdm
iamY fjf.ka ;uhs imQK ukqiaihf. ;h f.,
hkafk' Bgmiafia Tfya ue,d hkjd' kqjK ;sfhk flkd
f jkdka;rfhka t<shg tkj'
Bgmiafi nqrcdKka jykafia thdj yslaujkj' ^tAys
;ajx NslaLq& mskaj;a NslaIqj fufy tkak' ^iS,jd fydays& is,aj;a
fjkak' ^m%;sfudlaLixjrixjqf;da yrdys& m%d;sfudalaI is,a
mo j, ixjr fj,d bkak' ^wdpdrf.daprimkafkda& wej;=
mej;= fyd|g mj;ajkak' ^wKqu;af;aiq jfiq Nhoiaid&
wkqud;% jrfoa;a ,ecd h we;slrf.k bkak' ^iudodh
islL
a iaiq islL
a dmfoaiZQ ;s& iudoka fjp is,m
a o wdrlaId lrf.k
bkak lshkj'
Bgmiafi thd tAl mqre fjkj f is,a mo wdrlaId
lrf.k bkak' pQ je/oaola lrkak nhhs' ka fuhd fndfydu
is,aj;aj bkakj' ka Tkak thd tl fldgila oukh jqkd'
Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia wdfh;a tA NslaIqjg
w~.ykj' w~.y, lshkj ^tays ;ajx NslaLq& mskaj;a NslaIqj"
fuys tkak' ^bkasfhaiq .=;a;oajdfrda fydays& f wei" lK"
kih" j" lh" uki lshk bkashka fyd`og /l.kak' weia
fol fyd`og miai lr.kak' lKa fol /l.kak' kdih
/l.kak' j /l.kak' Yrh /l.kak' uki /l.kak
lsj'

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/l.kak lsfj fufyuhs wefika rEm n,, ks;s

.kak tmd ks;s" ks;sj, fldgia j;a .kak tmd lsj' tA
ks;a;la wrf.k rd.fhka fyda oafIfhka fyda wNHka;rh
le<ulg m;afjkjd k tn tlla .kak tmd lsjd'
wl=i, Ou t;kska ;uhs tkak mgka .kafka' tA ksid tAl
lrkak tmd lsj' flfkla wei ixjr lr.ekSf tAl
lla m%lg ksid thd ixjr lr.kak l,amkd lrkjd'
yenehs lK ixjr lr.;af; ke;ak weish hq;= fohg;a
weyql fokj' fkd weish hq;= fohg;a weyql fokj'
fkd weish hq;= foaj,a wy, ksl wjq,a yod.kakj' t;fldg
lK;a ixjr lr.kak k" kdih;a ixjr lr.kak fk"
j;a ixjr lr.kak fk" B<`.g Yrh;a ixjr lr.kak
k" uki;a ixjr lr.kak k' tAl;a tlal bkash ixjrh
we;s fjkj' ka f bkash ixjrhg lshkafk wdh bkash
ixjrh lsh,' f bkah
s ixjrh W.kajkafk nq oyf ;rhs'
b;ska Wkajykafia Tkak mqyqKq lrkj' Bgmiafia tA
Y%djlhd f.a iSf,;a y' bkash ixjrh;a we;s lr.;a;d'
Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia thdg lshkj ^tAys ;ajx NslaLq"
fNdacfka u;a;[a fyday&s mskj
a ;a NslI
a j
q " l,amkdfjka odfk
j<okak k B<`. tl odkh j<ok fldg fyd`ka kqjKska
ys;kak' fl we`.m; yhs lr.kak" Yla;h
s jvd.kak fkfuhs'
wmsg idudkHfhka j;a ulg jvd mqreoaolg weneys fjp
lEor lula tAl md,kh lrkj lshk tl wms ys;k ;r
f,ais tlla fkf' tAl weneys u;a tlal ;sfhk lEor
lula' weneys uhs lEor luhs folu tlg ;sfhkafk'
fyd|g uu f;are .;a; tlla nqoO
a foaYkdjl ;sfhkj
z.sks ;mskak tmd YS; ldf, wikSmhla ke;akZ uu f
nej YS;,g WIaKhg Tfrd;a;= fokak f Y%djlhkaj yok
ye' tAjdhska ;uhs wms imQKfhka lue,s fjkafk' yu
,iaikhs Wkajykafia f. tA ldf,' wfma wjdikdjlg wmsg
tA wjia:dj ,enqfka keye'

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b;ska Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkj f wdydrh we`. yev

jevlr.kak fkfuhs' we`.m; iri .kak fkfuhs' B<`.g
ffl ;sfhkafk cjhg fkfuhs' l%Svd lrkak fkfuhs'
fl ;sfhkafka ;ud f.a is,a mo l wdrlaId lrf.k bkakhs'
f n%yu
a pd ;h mj;ajd .ekSu msKi
s u hs Tn lEu lkafk
lshk f mKsvh Tjg od.kak lshkj' Bgmiafia tAl;a
thd mqyqKq fjkj' ka n,kak l,amkd lr, fldpr ,iaik
mqyqKqjla o f fokafka' ka fuhd iS,hl msyshd" bkash
ixjrh we;s lr.;a;d" wdydr .ek wjfndaOhla we;slrf.k
isys kqqjKska wdydr;a .kakjd'
ka b;ska ksjrdf.k Njkd lrkak k lshkj' tAl
;ud wudre jef' ka ukqiai f,dafl bkak ukqiaifhla
uefrkl ;Dma;shg m;afjkafk ke;s tlla' ukqiaifhla
uefrkl tAl ;sfhkj' y wudrehs tAl md,kh lrkak'
tAlg f,dl= hla .kak k'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj ka b;ska ^tAys ;ajx
NslaLq cd.hx wkqhq;af;da yrdys& oji mqrd ilauka lr lr
jd fj mqyqKq fjkakg lSjd' rd;%sfha m%:u hdufha ? 10
fjkl ilauka lr lr" jd fj Ndjkd lrkak lshkj'
Bgmiafi rd;%S uOHu hdufha ? 10 b|, 2 ;a 3 fjklka
ydkais fjkak lshkj' isxy fiHhdfjka fyd| isyf
s hka ydkais
fjkak lshkj' zuu isysfhkau ksod.kakjd" uu isysfhka u
ke`.skjdZ lsh,' wdfh mdkaor hdfu ke`.skak lshkj'
wdfhu;a ilauka lrkak lshkj' Ndjkd lrkak lshkj
tfyu lr lr mxp kSjrKhkag we;= fjkak fkd ys;
msisj ;shd.kak lshkj' ka thd tl mdrg t;kg wdj
fkfjhs' uq,ska is,aj;a jqkd" bkash ixjrh we;slr .;a;"
wdydrfha muK k.;a;" Bgmiafia ;uhs ksjrdf.k Oufha
yeisfrkak mqre jqfKa' ka thd tAl lrkj'
B<`.g nqrcdKka jykafia lshkj ^tAys ;ajx NslaLq
i;simc[af[ak iukakd.f;da fydays& ka isysh hs kqjKhs
fyd|g hqKq lrkak lshkj' wek fldg" biairyg hk

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fldg fyd| isysfhka hkak lshkj' msKavmdf; hkfldg

fyd| isysfhka hkak lshkj' idudkHfhka iajNdjhla ;uhs
hkfldg isysh ;sfhkj" tkfldg keye' ka Tkak jeisls<s
hkak k" ys;kj uu isysfhka hkj je rla keyefka .shd
tprhs tkfldg u;l keye' t;fldg f isysh lshk tl
fhka ;uhs hqKq lrkak ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd hkfldg"
tkfldg" ye, tkfldg" jgms g n,kfldg" odkh
j<|kfldg" jeisls<s leisls<s hkfldg" kdk fldg f yeu
wjia:df u fyd|g isysfhka bkak lshkj' ka wr mxp
kSjrK neyer lr lr bkak ksid fuhdg ka mqjka fl
lrkak'
Bgmiafi nqrcdKka jykafia thdg lshkj ^tAys ;ajx
NslaLq ;a;x fiakdikx Nc& ka mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn
;ksfjkak k' ;ksfj,d .yla hg fyda .,a .=ydjl" yqfol,d
;ekl fyd|g jd fj,d lh iDcq lrf.k mxp lduhkaf.ka
ys; neyer lrf.k jdih lrkak mqre fjkak lsj' ka
n,kak mshjfrka mshjr ;uhs thd t;kg wdf' Tkak ka
mxp kSjrKhkaf.ka neyer fj,d fuhd ka jdih lrkj'
fuhd i;r i;smGdkh ;=< ys; msysgqjd .kakj' is;
msysgqjdf.k jdih lrk fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jodrkj
mskj
a ;a wrj;" ka fuhd lduh keu;s jkdka;rfhka t<shg
we,a, oukh lsu msKsi yia;srdchd lKqjl .eg .y,"
le,E.;s le,E is;s,s we;df.ka whska lr," le,E wdl,am
whska l<d' le,E lsh
% d whska l<d' ksia .;s .=K tA we;dg we;s
l<d' tA jf.a ;uhs f wdh Y%djlhd i;r i;smGdkfha is;
ne|f.k bkak fldg lduhg ys; wefok tl wvqfj hkj'
ldu ixl,am kej; kej; we;sfjk tl wvq fj hkjd'
Bgmiafi thd f.a ys; fklaLufha nei.kakj' thd ksjk
wjfndaO lrkak iqiafila njg thd m;afjkjd'
Bgmiafi nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj NslaIqj
Tn m<fjks OHdkh Wmojdf.k jdih lrkak' ka thdg

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mqjka' Bgmiafi lshkj ka Tn fofjks OHdkh Wmojdf.k

jdih lrkak' fuhd fofjks OHdkh Wmojdf.k jih lrkj'
ka NslaIqj Tn ;=kafjks OHdkh Wmojdf.k jdih lrkak"
ka y;rfjks OHdkh Wmojdf.k jdih lrkak'
ka Tkak ys; fkd fi,afjk iajNdjhg m;alrkjd'
wr w,shj ;sf w;mh fyd,jkafk ke;sj w,sh f.a wka;su
mlaIKh' wdkak tA jf.a ka fuhd f.a ys; ndysr f,dalhg
k yehg fy,fjkafk ke;sfjkak mj;ajdf.k hkak
mqjka' thdg ka yrjkak lshkj is; wdmiaig' ka n,kak
fmr Thd wdmq .uk' wkak ka fmkak .kakj ^mqf
ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh& zfmr uu fufyu ; f.j,
;sfhkjfk" f jf.a ; f.j, ;sfhkjfkaZ lsh, fmakak
.kakjd'
Bgmiafi nqrcdKka jykafia jodrKjd ka NslaIqj
Tn n,kak f f,dalfha i;ajhd .ek' f f,dalfha i;ajhd
.ek n,kak lshkj' f wh urKska u;af;a fldfyo hkafk
lsh,' t;fldg fmakafka fudlla o@ fyd| jev lrk wh
iq.;sfha Wmkj" m /ia lrk wh .;sfha Wmkj' f
iq.;s .;s lshk fol yefokafka ;ud f.a l%shdj u;' ;uka
lhska jpkfhka isf;ka lrk ls%hdj u; ;uhs f iq.;s .;s
fol yefokafka' tAl ;uhs fofjks oHdj' ^pq;+mmd; [dKh&
Bgmia f i nq rcdKka jyka f ia jodrkj kA is ;
fhdokak p;=rdh i;Hh .eUqka olskk
a ' l lshkafka fl"
l yg.kafka fufyu hs" l ksreoaO u lshkafka fl" l
ksreoaO jk jevms<sfj, wdh wIaGdx.sl u.h hs lsh,'
Bgmiafi ^wdi%j& f ysf;a neif.k ;sfhk flf,ia ysf;ka
neyer lrkak lshkj' wkak t;fldg imQKfhka ksoyia
fj,d wry;ajhg m;afj,d ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;a
fjkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj ka fuhd ndysr
f,dalhg fyd,jkak ne flfkla' ka thd fyd|g bjikj

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^fida fyda;s NslaLq Lfuda iS;iai& iS;,' fuhdg ka iS;,

Tfrd;a;= fokj" ^WKayiai& riafk Tfrd;a;= fokjd' ^>Pdh&
nv.skak Tfrd;a;= fokj" ^msmdidh& msmdih Tfrd;a;= fokj"
^vxiulijd;d;misximiMiaidkx& ueis urejkaf.ka fjk
lgql myi Tfrd;a;= fokj" iq<ska" WKqiqka" imhskaf.ka
fjk lgql myi Tfrd;a;= fokjd' ^re;a;dkx rd.;dkx
jpkm:dkx& kskaod wmydi Tfrd;a;= fokj" ^Wmamkakdkx
Yldkx fokdkx laLdkx ;smamdkx Lrdkx lgqldkx
wid;dkx wukdmdkx mdKyrdkx wjdil cd;sflda fyda;s&
udrdka;sl fokd bjidf.k bkakj' wdkak fuhd ish
rd." oafI" fuday isf;ka whska lr, ksflf,ia njg m;afj,d
bkakj' wdkak thd ;uhs wdyqfKhah" mdyqfKhah" olafKhah"
wxc,slrKSh" wkq;a;rx mq[a[lafL;a;x f,daliai lsh,
lshkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd tA ksid mskaj;a
wrj;" jhig .sh wef;la oukh fkd urKhg m;a jqKd
k" tA we;d oukh jqkd lshk .Khg whs;s fjkafka keye'
tA jf.a u ;reK jhfia wef;la y fmd we;a megfjla y
oukh fkd urKhg m;afjkjd k tA we;d oukh jqkd
lshk .Khg whs;s fjkafk keye' tA jf.a ;uhs ojil h
NslaIqjla jhig .sys,a,d flf,ia iys;j k uerefKa oukh
fjp urKhla thdg ysfj,d keye' h NslaIqjla uOHu
jhfia y l=vd jhfia fyda uefrkjd k flf,ia iys;
k oukh fjp urKhla ysfj,d keye'
h wef;la uy fj,d kuq;a oukh fj,d k
uefrkafk oukh fjp urKh;a ;uhs tA we;dg ;sfhkafk'
h wef;la uOHu jhfia y l=vd jhfia y oukh
fj,d uefrkjd k oukh fjp urKhla ;uhs whs;s
fjkafka' tA jf.a ;uhs mskaj;a wrj;" h NslaIqjla jhig
.sys,a, ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;a fj,d k lh
lrkafka tA NslaIqjg ;sfhkafka oukh fjp urKhla' h
NslaIqjla uOHu jhfia k ry;ka jykafia kula yehg
lh lrkafk" thd oukh fjp flfkla yehghs lh

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lrkafk' h NslaIqjla fmd ldf,a ry;afj,d lh lrkj

k tA NslaIqj oukh fjp flfkla yehg hs lh
lrkafk' tAlg ;uhs ^oka; N+& oukh fjk N+h lshkafka'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia f oka;N+ iQ;%fha oukh
fjk ye ,iaikg lshd kAk' tA ldf,a NslaIqka jykafia,d
mqyqKq fjp jevms<sfj,' f jevms<sfj, ;=< ;ud ry;ka
jykafia,d" ud.M, ,dNSka ys jqfKa'
b;ska wms l,amkd lrkak k wvq.dfka wr wkHd.l
;dmihd jf.a znqoau;a flfkla yehg uu fldfyduo fl
m%;slafIam lrkafkaZ lsh,' wkak tA jf.a meyeula j;a we;s
lr.kak k' t;fldg fulo fjkafk@ wmsg kshu meyeug
tkak tAl Wmld fjkj' ka f foaYkdj,ska W.kajkafka
f,daflka ksoyia ula .ek fkao@ b;ska flg jqjukd
lrk l=i,;djh ukqIHhka ;=< ke;sj fkfjhs' wms ks;r
ks;r fl l;d l< ke;s ksid f nqoaO jpkh wms Nd;d
fkd lrmq ksid fl wmsg yu w;a' wms wy, ;sfhkafka
fl f ;fha wjfndaO lrkak mqjka lsh, fkfuhs
fka tA fudlo fya;=j@ meyeula keye nqrcdKka jykafia
.ek' ;uka tA meyeu we;slr.kak uykais .kak k' tAl
;uhs ;hg ;sfhk msysg f,dl=u ,dNh'
f foaYkdf n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia zwkq;a;frda
mqiou idrZ f oukh lrkj' nq flfkl=g ;rhs f
wdYaphh lrkak mqjka' wehs yeu me;af;ka u ndOl ke;s
lr, y ,iaikg mdr yo, fokjfk' b;ska tA nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh wkq.ukh lr, flda ixLHd; .Kka
NslaIQka jykafia,d iika tf;r jqKd' tA ksid wmg o f Y%S
ioaOuh wjfndaO lr.ekSf jdikdj Wodfjd

id id id

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kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

02'

uyd,s iQ;h
%
^ixhq;a; ksldh 3 - Wmh j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
f fj,df Tn bf.k .kafka ixhq;;
a ksldfha ;=kj
a k
fldgig whs;s foaYkdjla' f foaYkdf ku uyd,s iQ;%h'
uyd,s lsh,d lshkafka ,sP l=udrfhla' uyd,s ,sP
l=udrhdg foaYkd lrmq foaYkdj'
ta kj, Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia jevisfha Yd,d
uykqjr uyd jkfha l+gd.dr Yd,df' f uyd,s lshk ,sP
l=udrhd nqqrcdKka jykafiaj neyeolskak Yd,d uykqjr
l+gd.dr Yd,djg .shd' Yd,d uykqjr lshkafka ,sPka f.a
rdcOdksh' nqrcdKka jykafiaj neyel,d" jkaokd lr,d
tl;amiaj jdfj,d fukak fufyu ldrKdjla nqrcdKka
jykafiag lshd ishd' iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" mQK
liaim lshk mqo.
a ,hd fukak fufyu lshkjd' ^mQK liaim
lshkafka ta ldf,a ysgmq wd.l u;hla lshdf.k .sh flfkla'
Ydia;Djrfhla yehg fmkS ysgmq flfkla& f i;ajhka
ls,s fjkak fya;=jla kE' f i;ajhka ls,s fjkafka
fya;=jla fkdue;sjhs' Wmldrl Ouhla fkdue;sjhs' ta jf.a
u f i;ajfhda fya;= m%;Hhlska f;drj msis fjkjd' f
thd lshd f.k .sh foa' mQK liaim fl lshd f.k hk

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fldg ta ldf,;a jg wyqfjk ksiaiq yshd'

b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia f woyig tl jqfka kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia uyd,sg jod<d' ^w;a uyd,s" fya;= w;a
mpfhda i;a;dkx ixlsf,aidh" ifya;= imamphd i;a;d
ixls,siaika;s" w;a uyd,s" fya;= w;a mpfhda i;a;dkx
iqo
a hd" ifya;= imamphd i;a;d iqka;ZS ;s& mskj
a ;a uyd,s"
i;ajhka fya;= m%;H iys;j u hs lsgq fjkafk' tA jf.a u
i;ajhka fya;= m%;H iys;j u hs msis fjkafk lsh,d'
tfyu lsh,d Wkajykafia ksYaYo jqkd' Bgmiafia uyd,s
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka m%Yakhla weyqjd' iajdks" tfyu
k wmsg lshd fokak n,kak f i;ajhka fya;= m%;H iys;j
k ls,s fjkafka" ta ls,s fjk fya;=j l=ula o@ fudflka
o ls,s fjkafka@ lsh,d weyejd'
t;fldg nqqrcdKka jykafia mxp WmdodkialkaOh
uq,a lrf.k f foaYkdj jodf<a' .sys flfkl=g hs f .eUqre
foaYkdj lf<a' t;fldg wmsg f;are .kak mqjks ta ldf,a
ysgmq .sys ck;dj iu`. fyd`o .eUqre Ou idlPdjka lr,d
;sfhkjd' fyd`og taf.d,af,d;a tlal f mxp WmdodkialkaOh
.ek l:dnia lrkak mqjka'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia uyd,sg jod<d" ^rEm[ap ysox
uyd,s" tAlka;laLx wNiai& mskj
a ;a uyd,s" f rEmh taldka;
lla jq K d k" ^la L dkq m ;s ; d& fla u jegq K d k"
^laLdjlaLka;d& fla u nei.;a;d k" ^wkjlalka;x iqfk&
f rEmh ;=< iemhla we;s jqfka ke;ak ^khsox i;a;d fokdh
idrfchHqx& f i;ajfhdA f rEmhg wef,kafka keye'
kuq;a ^hiaud p fLda uyd,s" rEmx iqLx& kuq;a mskaj;a uyd,s"
f rEmfha iemhla ;sfhk ksid" ^iqLdkqm;s;x& iemfha nei.;a;=
ksid" ^iqLdjlalka;x& iemhg jegqKq ksid" ^wkjlalka;x
lafk& taldka; fla nei.;af;a ke;s ksid" ^;iaud i;a;d
rEmiax idrcka;s& f i;ajfhda f rEmhg wef,kjd" wdYd
lrkjd' ^ird.d ixhqcka;s& ta wekdu" rEmhg rd. iys;
jq K du thd ta rEmh;a tla l tl;= fjkjd' ^ixfhda . d

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ixls,siaika;s& ta tl;= fuka ;uhs ls,s fjkafka' ^whms

fLda uyd,s" fya;= whx mpfhda i;a;dkx ixlsf,aidh" tAjx
ifya;= imampfhda i;a;d ixls,siaika;s& fl ;uhs i;ajhka
f.a ls,s ug fya;= fjp ldrKh'
idudkHfhka wms rEm lsh,d lshkafk weig olsk foag'
lfKka wik foag Yo lshkjd' kdifhka k.kak foag
.`o iqj`o lsh, lshkjd' jg fkk foag rih lsh, lshkjd'
lhg fkk foag myi lsh, lshkjd' kuq;a ka fu;k rEm
lsf" wefyka olsk foa ;rla fkfuhs' ^p;a;dfrda p uydN+;d
p;=kk
a [ap uydN+;dkx Wmamdodh rEmx& i;r uyd Od;=;"a i;r
uyd Od;= ksid yg.;a foaj,a j,g;a' nqrcdKka jykafia
fmkajd ,d ;sfhkjd

mG Od;= 20 la ;sfhkjd
wdfmda Od;= 12 la ;sfhkjd
f;afcda Od;= 4 la ;sfhkjd
jdfhda Od;= 6 la ;sfhkjd

f Tlafldau rEm' rEm lshk ;ks jpkfhka ;uhs

y`kajkafka' wehs flg nqrcdKka jykafia rEmh lsh,d
md lf<a@ ^remam;S;s fLda NslaLf" ;iaud rEmka;s jqp;s&
keiS jekiS hk ksid rEmh lsh,d lshkjd' ka f i;r uyd
Od;=kaf.ka yep wfma f Yr keiS jekiS hkak mgka
.;a; Yr fkfuhs o@ ka wfma Yr keiS jekiS hkak mgka
f.k ;sfhkjd'
kuq;a f lh ;=<" rEm ;=<" iemhla ;sfhkjd' tal
fudlla o@ tal ;uhs rEmfha ;sfnk wdYajdoh' f rEmfha
wdYajdohla ;snqfka ke;ak" ldgj;a k fjkafk kE f
jf.a lhla' kuq;a wms fyd`og u okakjd f lh wys fjkfldg
wdfhu;a lhla ,nkak thd leu;sh's f rEmh ke;s fjkfldg
fjk rEmhla ,nkak leu;shs' fudlo ta@ wdYajdohla ;sfnk
ksid flg wef,kjd' f rEmhg wek .uka thd f.a is;
ls,s fjkjd' we,au ksid ls,s jqKdg miafia thd .ska .g
u ls,s fj,d hkjd'

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b;sx wms okakjd rEmh wjfndaO fkd u ksid" rEmhg

we,Su ksid i;ajhd ls,s jqKdu iuyr g kj;skafka ksrfha
.sys,a,d' iuyr g kj;skafka ;sika f,dalfha .sys,a,d'
iuyr g fma;
% f,dalfha .sy,
s ,
a d' rEmhg we,s,d" rEmh flfrys
rd. iys; fj,d" rEmh;a tlal tl;= fj,d thd lhska wl=i,a
lrkjd jpkfhka wl=i,a lrkjd is;ska wl=i,a lrkjd'
ka Tn okakjd lhska jpkfhka is;ska wl=i,a lrk
wh Bgmiafia ta wl=i,h uq,a lrf.k wmdfha .sy,
s ,
a d Wmkjd'
Tng u;l we;s bisodis .ek' weh Bg wd;au Ndj y;lg l,ska
mqreIfhla' thd mqreIfhla fj,d mria;%Ska fiajkh lrkakg
mgka .;a;d' thd f rEmhg weKd" tl;= jqkd" ls<s jqKd'
Bgmiafia t;kska .sy,
s ,
a d fl,ska u bm,d ;sfhkafka ksrfha'
Bgmiafia ;sika f,dalhg wdjd' j`frla fj,d bmkd'
nQrefjla fj,d bmkd' yrflla fj,d bmkd'
t;fldg tajd `oj,d odishl f.a l=fia bmkd' Bgmiafia
weh f.a foumshkag .;a;= Kh f.jd.kak nej wehj tA
uqo,d,s wrf.k .shd' tA uqo,d,s f.a mq;d f.a `o jqKd' mq;dg
yshd fjk `ola' ta `og BIHdl lr lr fjkial
lrkak mgka .;a;d' tafla mdlhg f f;a jdy
yhkafka keye' thd f.a ;fha jdy ;=kla lr.;a;fka'
m<fjks jdyh lvdlmam,a jqKd' thd f.a jrola kE' thd
fyd`og fohkag jf.a wr iajdhdg i<lkjd' ta jqKdg wr
ukqIHhd fuhdj t<j.;a;d' fojeks jdyh;a wid:l jqKd'
wka;sug mdf hk ys`.k fld,af,l=g l;d lr,d kakd' l
ld,hla .shd u ta ys`.k fld,a,d lsjd fuh;a tlal bkakjdg
jvd iemhs ys`.dlEu lsh,'
t;fldg n,kak wmsg fydhkak neye lu mdl
lerle,d tk wdldrh' Bgmiafia fuhdg NslaIqKshla uqK
.eyqkd' wry;ajhg m;ajqKdg miafia ;uhs fuhdg f;arefKa
wdmq .ufka ye' t;fldg n,kak f rEmhg rd. iys;
fuka i;ajhd ls<s fj,d hkjd' okafka ke;=j rEmhg
wef,kjdfka' wkak tAlhs nqrcdKka jykafia wmsg fmkajd

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fokafka f rEmfha we;a; n,kak lsh,d' iuyr g f lh

flfrys l<lsfrkjd' kuq;a mykjd fjk lhlg'
wms okakjd nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ld,fha ,iaik
flfkla yshd' tA ;uhs iqNd f;rKsh' t;=h ry;a NslaIqKSka
jykafia kula' ojila f ry;a NslaIqKSka jykafia wkaO
jkhg jehd' Tkak i,a,d,fhla mdr yryg ysg.;a;d'
ysgf.k fudlo lf<a@ ;ckh lf<a keye' jKkd l<d'
flf,ia we;s flfkl=g ta jKkdj l<d k tfyu u
f.or .sys,a,d mx fjkjd' wehs ta@ okakjd f ldka;dj
jKkdjg ji`. lr.kak mqjka lsh,d'
.sys,a,d lsjd" wfka''' f Thd f. weia fol' Th
u|,i ne,au lshl f.a jf.a' ^b;ska f ukqiaihd lshka
l,d keyefka'& f u|,i ne,afuka ;uhs ux ji`. jqfKa'
n,kak f ys iq<`. yud f.k tk ye" f u,a msmqKq
jkfha' tkak f.or hkak' iq y`ka j,ska f.hla y`o,d
fokak' we`o" mqgq" fi iq y`ka j,ska yo,d fokak' liS
i fokak lsjd'
ka n,kak f iqNd f;rKsh fudlla o lsf' ug
f;afrkafka keye" fudlla o Th lshkafka lsh,d n,kak
rd.h m%ydKh lrmq is; fldpr msis o@ fldpr mdY=oaO
ika;dkhla o@ ls<s fjkafka keye ta ys;' fjk flfkla
f.a k ta Yoh wy,d ls<s fjkjd fka" fudfyd;lg y'
b;ska iqNd f;rKsh wr i,a,d,hdg lsjd" uu nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Y%dldjla" uu nqrcdKka jykafia f.a <fhys
Wmka hKshla lsjd' uu n%yaupd flfkla' ug f;afrkafka
kE Th l;dj lsh, lsjd'
t;fldg wr i,a,d,hd Thd Th j;a jk j;a u
mfNda. fkd lrk meka fmdl=Kla jf.a' Th jrh w;
yer,d tkak hkak f.or lsjd' t;fldg iqNd f;rKsh
ug f;afrkafka keye Thd Th lshk tajd'

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iqNd f;rKsh f.a is; imQKfhka u msis fj,d

rEmh wjfndaO fj,d ;sfhkafka' iqNd f;rKsh lshkjd' f
kj fodrlska wiQ je.sfrk f lhg fudlo Tpr wdYd
lrkafka@ tprg f lfha h:d:h wjfndaO lr,d' wka;u
s g
iqNd f;rKshg f;areKd f ukqiaihdg fldpr nK lSj;a
f;afrkafka keye lsh,d' iqNd f;rKshg f,dl= fohla fkf
fl' weyeufka jKkd lrka f ka ' weye .,j,d wr
i,a,d,hdg kakd' weye .f,damqjd u fldfydu ;sfhkak
weoa o@
ka f wmsg msgg yevg fmfkkafka weia msh j,ska
.dkg jeys,d ;sfhk ksidfka' weia msh hj,d fl t<shg
tkak k n,kak' t;fldg fmfkkafka iq mdg fnda,hl
ueoafoa l ;s;la ;sfhkjd' b;ska weye Wr,d kakd' wd'''
fukak Thd Tpr lshkjd k wrf.k hkak lsh,d'
t;fldg ;uhs wr i,a,d,hdg weia werefka' thd je`o,d
lsjd' n%yu
a pd mskj
a ;sh" wdfha k ud ta jf.a fohla ys;kafka
keye lsh,' t;fldg n,kak rEmhg ji`. fj,d" lsgq
fj,d isoaO fjp foa'
ojila Wmam,jKaKd NslaIqKSka jykafia msKavmdf;a
jehd' ka f isoafhka wmsg f;afrkjd msKavmdf; lla
,nd.kak iEfyk rla .syska ;sfhkjd' b;ska ojig tl
f,fka odfk j<`okafka' iEfyk rla msKavmdf;a .sys,a,d
uykais ksid odfk md;a;f me;a;lska ;sh,d lla ie;mqKd"
l,kaf;a ksid' wr wi;amqreIhd k .ek .ek yshd zux
w,a,.kakZ lsh,d' wr ksoyia ksflf,ia is;ska bkak W;=
NslaIqKsh f.a we`o hg b`o,d we`.g mksk fldg Wmam,jKaKd
NslaIqKSka jykafia la,dkaf;a ye,d ie;ms,d ysfha' ys;kak
fj,djla kE' fudlo f Wmam,jKaKd f;rKsh lsf'
w{dk mqreIh" jekfikakg tmd
lshoa lshoa;a weyqf kE' uyd chla .;a;d jf.a t<shg
wdjd' fldfyo .sfha@ fl,ska u .sfha ksrhg' t;fldg wmsg
fmakjd flf,iqkag ji`. fj,d hfula h fohla lroa

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thdg ysf;kafka f uyd f,dl= fohla lrkafka lsh,d'

kuq;a tal mdl fokakg mgka .;a;g miafia tal wjika
jk ;=re fokak neye' t;fldg fflka wmg fmakjd f
rEmh flfrys we,au ;sfhk ksidfka f Tlafldu'
t;fldg f foa Y kdf i|yka fjkjd ^idrd.d
ixhqcka;s& rd. iys; fuka tl;= fjkjd' ^ixfhda.d
ixls,siaika;s& tl;= fuka ls<s fjkjd' Th yg fya;=
iys;jhs" m%;H iys;jhs i;ajhd ls<s jkafka'
t;fldg rEmh .ek ;j lla wms lshuq' f rEmh .ek
;sfhk wdYajdoh" f rEmfha ;sfnk iajdNdl fohla yehg
wjfndaO lrkafka ke;sk" thd rEmfha wdkj tkfldg
fudlo lrkafka@ wdkjh tmd lsh lshd wr wdYajdoh u hs
isys lr lr bkafka' fudlo thdg wdkjh fjku n,kak
;r Yla;shla bjiSula keye' Ouh wjfndaO lrk flkd
wdYajdoh" wdYajdoh yehg olskjd' wdYajdoh lsf rEmh
ksid we;sjk iemh hs fidki hs' wdkjh lsf" tA rEmh
wks;Hhs" lhs" wkd;auhs" fjkia jk Ou;djfhka hqla;hs'
t;fldg ta wkjh wjfndaO lrkak k rEmh .ek' t;fldg
;uhs rEmh f;are .kakg mqjka fjkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia tlla tlla .dfka ia;r lrkjd'
i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a;= rEmhg ;rla we lrkjd
k fldfydu y f wiqNh jv,d y ke;s lr.kakg
mqjka' rEmhg ;rla fkd fjhs f we lrkafka'
fokdjg" `ug;a we lrkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd f `f taldka;
lla k ;sfhkafka" fla u k je,d ;sfhkafka" iemla
we;af;a u ke;ak `u ;=< f mqo.
a ,hd f ug wef,kafka
keye' f `ug wef,kafka fudlo@ ffl iem `ula
;sfhkjd' iefmys nei .ekSula ;sfnkjd' iefmys jeula
;sfnkjd' ta ksid ;uhs ffla ys; nei.kafka' ta flfrys
we,au we;sjkafka' t;fldg fokdj flfrys rd. iys;j

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tl;= u ksid ls<s fj,d hkjd' Th yg ;uhs i;ajhd

ls,s fjkafka'
ka wms .;af;d;a rEmh fldpr r r .sh;a rEmfha
wiqN me;a; l;d lrkak wms fndfydu wlue;shs fkao@ ug
fyd`og u;lhs uu Th uq,a ld,fha wiqNh .ek lshoa y y
m%Yak wykjd uf.ka' iuyr ksiaiq ;ryd jqKd rEmhg fodia
lsjd lsh,d' zTfydu lshkak tmdZ lsjd zwms l<lsfrhsZ
lsjd' ux lsjd tfyu l<lsfrkafka kE' nh fjkak tmd
lsjd' tfyu l<lsfrkjd k rEmh .ek ks;r fodia olsk
wh f,dafla bkakjd' ljqo@ fodia;rjre" B<`.g fyhka" f
wh le; l=Kq w;.dkjd' crdj fmakjd' kuq;a fhdaksfida
ukisldrfha fhfok ;=re rEmh .ek l<lsfrkafka kE'
ux lsjd nh fjkak tmd' tlmdrg u l<lsfrkafka
kE lsjd' Bgmiafia lsjd wd tfyk lula kE lsh,d'
wehs@ nh fudlo f@ l<lsfrhs lsh,d' l<lsrefKd;a wmsg
f rEmfhka ,efnk kaokh wys fjhs lsh,d' t;fldg
tal ;uhs wfma f idudkH ukfia ;sfnk iajNdjh' wks;Hhhs
lsh,d lshkfldg nh fjkjd' tfyu lshkak tmd lshkjd'
ka uu ojila uep ukqiaifhla f.a mska;+r j.hla ;snd
ux ,`.' ux tal fmkakqjd flfkl=g' ta flkd tal n,,d
ymamd''' y;=frl=gj;a olskak ,efnkak tmd lsh, lsjd'
b;sx ux l,amkd l<d fuhd k ljodj;a h:d:hla lrd
hkakg olaI fjkafka kE' wehs ta@ wiqN foh flfrys is;
fhduq lrkafk u kEfka' talg wlue;shs' flg fya;=j wfma
ys; yeu;siafi u rEmh flfrys iqqN ix{df u nei f.k
isu' f ksid u hs ls<s jkafka' b;ska `u;a tfyuhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd `u flfrys iemhla
;sfnk ksid f i;ajhd `u flfrys wef,kjd' `u;a
tlal tl;= fjkjd' tl;= u;a iu`. ls<s fjkjd'
ka n,kak wms fkd is;+ me;a;lafka' wms idudkHfhka
lsgq jqKd lsh,d lSf lg fkfuhs fka' wms f wef`.a
l=Kq ls,sgq .Ejqkdgfka ls<sgq jqKd lsf' n,kak fu;k

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ls,g
s q jqkd lsh,d meye,sj u lshkafka fudflag o@ ;DIaKdjg
fka' f rEmh flfrys rd. iys; u lsh,d lshkafka
;DIaKdjg fka' fokdj flfrys rd. iys; u lsh,d lshkafka
;Kaydjg' t;fldg tl;= fjkjd" ls<s fjkjd' t;fldg
nqjrfhla iska fl fmkakd fokl flhs lsg lsh,d
fydhd .kak nE' wms jqk;a is;kafka fyd`og j;=r lla kd,d
fyd`og inka lla .d,d iq fj,d fyd`o jia;%hla wekaog
miafia iqoaohs lsh,'
kuq;a iq fj,djlska bjrhs' ka n,kak wms Wfoa mdkaoru
wdf tfyu fkfo@ Wfoa tkfldg fyd`og kd,d w;a
we` we`of.k' ka f w;a weu ls,s jqfka ndysr l=Kq
j,skao@ we`f.a l=Kq o@ wef`.a l=Kq' we`f.a odh ksid' ka wr
,iaikg fldKaf Wfoag mSrf.k tkjd' ka flda ta
fldKaf@ ka bjrhs tal' ka wms Tlafldu odh fm,d"
uykais fj,d' ka lalfka lhska ye,d ;sfhk foa' kuq;a
fufyu ;snqKg wms leu;s fjkafka f lhg fkf' f
yg odh f.df ;shkjg fkd fjhs' wms leu;s fjkafka
msisj ,iaikg ;sfhkjg' wfma is; yeufjf,a u msyg
s kafka
t;k ksid'
nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka jykafia,dg fmkakd ,d
;sfhkjd kdkak ojia 15 lg mdrla' f foaYkd lr,d
;sfhkafka lfha we;a; iajNdjh fmkajkakhs' iuyre fl
jer yg ;SrKh l<d' tl n%dyauK l=,fha flfkla me
jqKd' lh ms<sl=,a l<d' thd jeisls<s hkjd' fydaokafka keye'
wfka wmamsh hs lshkjd' l ld,hla .shdu fudlo jqfKa@
;=jd, jqKd' tfyu lrkak tmd lsjd nqrcdKka jykafia'
msis lrkak k' kuq;a kdk tl ;rla wr hg lrkak'
t;fldg iajdka jykafia kula b,a,d ishd nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.ka" tl m<d;l ks;r kdkjd' kdkafka ke;ak
nkskjd lsh,d' wd''' tfyk ta m<df;a kEjg lula kE
lsjd' t;fldg ojia myf,djla fkdkd bkak fldg" ka
n,kak ojila " folla fkdkd bkakfldg wmsg f;afrkjd
fka f Yrh wmsg u" wmsj .`ohs' f we`u wmsg u .`ohs'

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ojila" folla tl .g we`of.k isfhd;a'

t;fldg n,kak wms f Yrfha iajNdjh olskafka
keye' tal wms ta ieKska wu;l lr,d mrK ;ekg u tkjd'
rEmfha we,S jdih lrkjd' `u;a ta jf.au ;uhs lshkjd' ta
ksid ;uhs lshkjd i;ajhka ls,s jkafka' fudlo fya;=j
isyh
s msyg
s kak olaI fjkafka kEfka' t;fldg wekdg miafia
isysh msysgqj,d ;sfhkafka fudflao@ wr we,sp tfla' f
we,Su i;smGdkfha ia;r lrkafka fldfyduo@ ^i;sud
fkhH f,dafla wNsd fodaukiaix& we,Suhs" .euhs re
lr,d isysfhka n,kak lsh,d' ka t;fldg rEmhg weKq
flkdg fmfkkafka rEmh' fokdjg weKd k" we,Su
;=< k fuhd f.a is; ;sfhkafka isysh msysfgjg ls<s
fjk tl kj;ajkakg neye' fudlo i;smGdkh ;=<
;sfnkafka we,Sfuka" .efuka f;drj isyh
s msyg
s
q u' t;fldg
;uhs thdg tafla we;a; iajNdjh fmakak mgka .kafka'
b;sx nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd f `f
iemhla ;sfhk ksid wdYd lrkjd' rd. iys; fjkjd' B<`.g
rd. iys; u ksid ls,sgq fjkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lrkjd Tkak jd ;ud i;ajhka ls<s ug fya;=" yenehs
wmsg f jf.a nqoO
a foaYkd wykl kqfka keye' wms ys;kafka
ls,s fjkafka fjk fjk fya;= ksid lsh,d' ffla meye,sj
u foaYkd lrkjd ls,s ug ldrKd'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia jod<d fokdj .ek' wefia
ia m Yfhka yg.ka k jd fokdj" lfKa ia m Yfhka
yg.kakjd fokdj" kdifha iamYfhka yg.kakjd fokdj"
f iamYfhka yg.kakjd fokdj" lfha iamYfhka
yg.kakjd fokdj" ukfia iamYfhka yg.kakjd fokdj'
ka wms .;af;d;a wms ;uka wdYd lrk isxjla hkjd
lshuqflda ffhda tfla' ka ;uka fl fyd`og wyf.k
bkakjd' ka t;fldg lfKa iamYfhka yg.kafka fudlla
o@ iem u yg.kakjd' talhs thd talg wdYd lrkafka'

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flfkla we,a, tlmdrg u taljy,d odkjd' t;fldg wrhd

fudlo lshkafka@ odkak''' odkak uu ka Th wy wyd bkafka
thd tal f ke;ak flaka;s hkjd" wr kaokh ;ukag
ke;s jqkd lsh,d' rEmjdyskshla ;sfhkjd" ;uka wdid lrk
.dhlfhla" kfjla tlafld .dhsldjla y ljqre y fudlla
y tlla thd n,kjd' wefya iamYfhka yg.kak `ula
;uhs ;sfhkafka' ka fuhd n, n,d m%S;s fj boa flfkla
we,a,d pek,a tl udre lrkjd' thd fudlo lshkafka@ l
odkak' ;ukag k foa n,kak ne k ;shdf.k fudlg
o@ lsh,d thd lE .ykjd' iuyr g thd tal isf;a ne`o.kakjd
ffjrh yehg Bgmiafia'
t;fldg wmsg fmakjd f `ug ji`. jqKdg miafia
i;ajhd ls,s fjkak mgka .kakjd' ka fl ir< jf.a
l;d l<dg tf;r fjkak wudre Ialr fohla' nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkajd fokafka ;Kaydj iev myrla yehg'
Wkajykafia ta iev myr h<jkak lshkjd' f,,d odkak
lshkjd' b;sx f,,d odkak fldpr WKqiqula k o@ .`.la
f,kak tl .g mdhkak tmdhe' ta jf.a ;uhs f ;Kaydj'
wms f is;k f,aisfhka ff,kafka kE' f ;Kaydj isf;a
ke;s jqKd jf.a is;=k;a" ;Kaydj yg.kak fj,dj ;ukaj;a
okafk kE'
fyd`ou isoah ;uhs wr fmd yduqrefjdhs" .=re
yduqrefjdhs rejkaje,s iEh j`kak .sy,
s ,
a d fjp foa' j`kak
.sys,a,d u,a mQcd lrkakg k jqKd .=re yduqrejkag'
iajdka jykai" u,a ;snqfKd;a fyd`ohs o u,a mQcd lrkak@
wd''' fyd`ohs lsh,d lsjd' fmd iajdka jykafia l
f,djlska f.kdjd fmrykalvhla mqrj,d f;;" fyd|g
iS;, u,a' f u,a j,ska j;=r jelaflfroa f iajdka jykafia
fmaid j<,af,a jfg ;shd f.k hkjd" bjr fjkafka keye'
Bgmiafia lsjd' fmd ku" ffl u,a k bjr fjkafka
keye fkj' iajdks" fmrykalv uqKk
s a w;g kj,d .ikak
.eiqjg miafia u,al jegqKd' Bgmiafia f .=re iajdka

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jykafia weyejd' fmd ku fldfyka o u,a f.kdf@

iajdkS" f u,a l f.kdf wfkda;;a; f,ka
b;s k a .= r e yduq refjd nejd fuhd f.a wkd.;
olaI;djhg fudlo fjkafka lsh,d' nejdu k.;a;d fuhd
Yd, m;lg m;afjkjd' fmd ku lg /jfgkak tmd'
lg ;uka frekd lsh,d ys;kak tmd' ;uka kqjKska
l,amkd fkd lf<d;a k weyela lK fjp ldka;djla
fok le`o l ,d bkak fjhs lsjd' fuhd ms<s.;af;a keye'
ug fufyu Roa ;sfhk tfla ug fudkjd fjkak o@
kuq;a thd okafka kE fokdjg" `ug is; wef,k fj,dj'
fuhd ojila wyiska hkfldg ys y`ka .S;hla
.hkjd' Tkak b;sx weyqkd' iamY m%;Hfhka `u yg.;a;d"
wekd" fuhd fyg md;a jqkd' Tkak Roah bjr jqkd' Bg
miafia ta f.or .sys,a,d mx jqKd' hqoaOfhka merkd'
fiakdfjka bj;a jqKd' Bgmiafia f fldfya f.hla o@ fmaIldr
f.hla' kQ,a lk riaidj lrk f.hla'
ka b;ska oj,a fj,d fuhdg nv.skh
s 's fuh;a kQ,a leg,d
lEu f, f.kdf keye' t;fldg fuhdg flaka;s .shd' ka
Tkak wE; b|ka f ldka;dj tkjd' tkfldg fudlo
fupr fj,d lf<a@ lEu m%udo lrf.k lsh,d kQ,a lk
lgqfjka .eyqjd' tal .sys,a,d jefka fldfyao@ wefya' weye
w,a,f.ku md;a fjk fldg ;uhs u;la jqfKa .=re yduqrejka
f.a WmfoaYh' WmfoaYh ,ep fj,df l<d k y' f
fjkfldg lrkak nE' m%udo fj,d jehs'
t;fldg wmsg fmakjd f i;ajhd ls,s fjk h
iq fohlska" iq fkd ie,ls,a,lska f,dl= lsgla fj,d
biairyg hkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ls,s
u isjkafka `u flfrys rd. iys; fuka' thg tl;=
fuka ta ;=< nei .ekSfukqhs isfjkafka'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ix{dj .ek'
wefia iamYfhka rEm ykd.kakjd' lfKa iamYfhka Yo

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ykd.kakjd' kdifha iamYfhka .`o iqj`o ykd.kakjd'

f iamYfhka ri ykd.kakjd' lfha iamYfhka myi
ykd.kakjd' ukfia iamYfhka wruqKq ykd.kakjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d f ix{dj ;=<
tAldka; jYfhka u lla k ;sfhkafka" fla k neif.k
;sfhkafka ljodj;a iemla ke;ak" ix{djg i;ajfhda
ljodj;a wef,kafka kE' kuq;a f i;ajfhda ix{djg
wef,kjd" ffla iemla ;sfhk ksid' kuq;a ix{df we;a;
iajNdjh `.=jla jf.a tlla' fl f wef,kak ;r fYaI
fohla keye' kuq;a wmg fmak foa ;=< wef,kjd'
wr z;d,mqg ry;ka jykafiaZ is;g nkssk fj,df
ys;g nkskjd" tahs ys;" kqU udj /fjgqf wiqN foa iqN
hg fmkak,d" wks;H foa ks;H hg fmkak,d" la foa
iem hg fmkak,d" wkd;au foa wd;au hg fmkak,d' ta
hghs kqU udj /fjgqf' ka Th ysf;a /jug wms
wyqfj,d keoao@ wyqfj,d ;sfhkafka' ka wms fldpr ix{dj
wks;Hhs lsj;a" ljqre y ,iaik flfkka lal .uka wfma
ys;g tlmdrg u tkafka fudlla o@ ,iaik hs' ysf;kafk
keoao@ le; flfkla lal .uka u le;hs lsh,d ysf;kjd
fka' wmsg ysf;kjdo f ix{dj wks;Hhs lsh,d' tlmdrg u
wms nf,ka ;uhs miafia tal ys;,d .kak k' ke;ak lal
.uka ysf;kafka zId''' ,iaikhs fkaZ lsh,d'
t;fldg wmsg fmakjd wms yeu fj,dfj u bkafka
ix{dj ;=< iemhg we lrka' fudlo ta ,iaikhs lsh,d
lshkafka wfma ys; tafl ne`,d' fyd`og n,kak wms hulg
,iaikhs lsh,d lshkjd o" tal;a tlal wfma ys; tla fjkjd'
Bgmiafia is; ls,s fj,d hkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lrmq ugug ys; .kak k mqu olaIlula k' b;ska nqoaO
foaYkd j,ska u ;uhs ta olaIlu tl tlaflkd kqjKska
fufkys lrka" kqjKska fufkys lrka we;s lr.kakg
;sfhkafka'

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nqrcdKka jykafia f.a foaYkdjla ;sfhkjd' ta ;uhs

Wkajykafia jod<d mskaj;a uyfKks" f f,dafla h;dla
i;=ka weoao ta i;=ka f.a ishu mshjr igyka we;d f.a mshjr
igykg oukak mqjks' f jf.a h;dla l=i,a weoao tajd
tl jpkhla we;=<g odkakg mqjka' ta jpkh ;uhs zwm%udohZ
lshk jpkh' fudlo ke;ak wef,k wef,k tlg ji`.
fjkjd fka' Bgmiafia wms talfka ys;kafka' t;fldg bkafka
m%udoh ;=< o" wm%udoh ;=< o@ m%udoh ;=<' m%udoh ;=< bkak
ksid ;uhs f ue ue hkafka' nqrcdKka jykafia wm%udoh
u ;uhs m%Yxid lr,d ;sfhkafka' t;fldg wm%ud fjkak
k thdg fudkjo ;sfhkak k@ fyd`o hhla ;sfhkak
k' fyd`o kqjKla k' fyd`o isyshla k' b;ska wvq .Kfka
f olaI;djh ;sfnk tlaflkd y w,a, .kakjd' fudlo
f l;d lrk tajd wmf;a hkjd lsh,d lshkakg neye' ta
olaI;djh ;sfhk tlaflfkla y f Ouh w,a, .kakjd'
f hq.fha tla flfkla y u`. M, ,enqfjd;a ug k
ysf;kafka tal ydialula lsh,d' ta lshkafka tprg u f
hq.fha Ialrhs' wks;a tl bhg hkak hkak ukqIH ;
j, ;sfhkafka kqjKska uiSu fkf" wOu rd.hhs" Iu
f,daNh hs' t;fldg ukqIHka f f,dalfha ;sfhk m%Yakj,g
meg,s meg,S hkjd ila ljq r ej;a ys ; ms is lrk
jevms<sfj,g tkafka kEfka' ys; msis lrk jevms<sfj,g
tkafka kqjKska l,amkd lrkak mqjka" fyd`o krl fol
f;are .kak mqjka" fhdaksfidaukisldrfha wfhdaksfida
ukisldrfha f fofla fjki k.kak mqjka whg' wfkla
whg tkak mqjka lula kE' ta ksid fYaI jdikdjla
olaIlula ;sfhkak k fujka hq.hl Ouh ;ukag kqjKska
ui,d ui,d f;are .kakg' t;fldg wms f ix{djg
we,Sfuka ls<s jk nj nqrcdKka jykafia f.a foaYkdfjka
wms wjfndaO lr.kakg k'
B,`.g ixialdr' ixialdr j, taldka; lla ;snqKd k
iemla fkd ;snqkd k f i;ajfhda wef,kafka keye' f
ixialdrhka f.a iemla ;sfhkjd' ta ksihs i;ajfhda ixialdr

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j,g wef,kafka' ixialdr .ek kqjKska l,amkd lf<d;a

wks;a tajdg jvd blaukg f;are .kak mqjka tlla lsh,d'
ixialdr .ek nqrcdKka jykafia fmkakd ;sfnk
Wmudj fudlla o@ flfy,a wrgqjla jf.a is;d f.k" Tkak
n,kak ;j l ojilska wjqreoao tkjd' n,kak fik`. yd,a"
fmd,a .kak jhs i;s .dKla ld,d kE jf.a" fmda,sf b`hs
fr lvj, wjqre .dKla fld< w;= we`of.k yshd jf.a'
f fudflag o f uyd .crdfg ,Eia;s fjkafka@ tl
ojila ld,d ,d bkak' Bgmiafia myqjod jqk .uka bjrhs'
flfy,a m;=r .ef,ajd' thd okafka kE" wrgqj ke;s nj'
thd ys;kafka B,`. m;=r .,jmqjd u wrgqj yn fjhs lsh,d'
f jf.a ;uhs wms .ska .gu wdf'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia f.a ;h ;= < Wka j yka f ia
fldfyaj;a foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd o mskaj;a uyfKks" ug
ka wjqre 70la fka lsh,d Wmkafka isys lr,d ;sfhkjd o@
keye' ry;ka jykafia,d Wmkak iurkjd o@ fudl=;a kE
fka' ka n,kak wms ixialdr j,g wyqfj,d ;sfhk ye' wms
bmp oji isys lr lr uyd f,dl= foaj,a lr,d tajd w;S;hg
odkjd' f,dl= uykaih
s la wrf.k jemqr lrkafka lk tlfka'
fyd`og ys;,d n,kak' f,dl= ikaf;daIhla jqK;a wms lrkafka
lk tl' ljqre y wdj;a lEu' fudkjd y lr,d w:hla
ke;s .ukl fhfokjd'
fl uu nqoaO foaYkd j,ska f;are .;a; od b`o,d uu
ljqre;a uf.a Wmkafka isys lrkjdg;a leu;s kE' uu okakjd
tod ;uhs l f ;fha mgka.;a; oji' ta ksid ug ffla
bmkd ls h ,d i;= g q fjka k fohla keye' fhda k s f ida
ukisldrfhka hula .;a; k wkak t;khs i;=gq fjkak
;sfhkafka' wdkak ta ksid fyd`og ixialdr .ek kqjKska
uikak mgka .;af;d;a ksirelu f;are .kak mqjka
f' f nqrcdKka jykafia,d fldfyduo lsh,d f idudkH
f,dalhg f;afrkafka keye' idudkH f,dalhd ys;kafka wd
thd wuq;= tlaflfkla' thdg f f,dafla lsis iemla fmakafka

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keye' kuq;a nejg miafia kshu iem fidhd f.k hkafka

ta ksihs'
B<`.g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd [a[dKh'
[a[dKfha iemla fkd ;snqKd k" lla ;r k ;snqfKa
f i;ajfhda f [a[dKhg wef,kafka keye' i;ajfhda
[a[dKhg we,s,d bkakjd iemla ;sfhk ksid' wms okafk;a
kEfka [a[dKhg we,S bkak nj' wmsg f;afrkjd ksl
lhg k we,S ;sfhk nj' fokd" ix{d" ixialdr" [a[dK
j,g we,s, bkak nj f;afrkak k kqjKska u uikak
k' ke;ak tal we,s,d ;sfhkj o lsh,j;a fydhkak neye'
ta ksid kqjKska ui uid n,oa f;afrkjd Tkak nqrcdKka
jykafia uyd,sg foaYkd l<d uyd,s" Tkak Th hghs
i;ajhka ls<s fjkafka'
ka n,kak wms ixidr .ufka bmso bmso we,a,d ka
ukqIH f,daflg we,a,d bkakjd' ka iuyre ys;df.k bkafka
uy Yd, tlla jf.a' f ukqIH ;fha ;uhs wmsg
`kak ;sfhk yeu iemla u `kak ;sfhkafka lsh,d' wfha
f,dal kE lsh,d' kuq;a wmsg fyd`og f;afrkjd mxp Wmdodk
ialkaOhg weKq ksid ls<s fj,d .sys,a,d' tlhs fj,d
;sfhkafka' ta ksid wms wjfndaO lr.kakg k mxp Wmdodk
ialkaOh flfrys rd. iys; fuka ls<s fjkjd lsh,'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka uyd,s wykjd" iajdkS" f
i;ajhd msis fjkafka fudflka o@ nqrcdKka jykafia
jod<d ^rEm[ap ysox uyd,s" tAlka;iqLx wNiai& mskaj;a
uyd,s" f rEmfha taldka; iemhla ;rla ;snqKd k"
^iq L dkq m ;s ; x& ta l dka ; iemfha neif.k ;s n q K d k"
^iqLdjlalka;x& iemfha je,d ;snqKd k" ^wkjlalka;x
lafk& lla fkd ;snqKd k" ^khsox i;a;d rEmiax
kskafohHqx& i;ajfhda f rEmh flfrys l<lsfrkafka
keye l<lsfrkjdg lshk jpkh ;uhs zkskao;sZ t;fldg
f rEmfha lla ;sfnk ksid" iemfha nei fkd .;a;= ksid"
i;ajhka rEmh flfrys wjfndaOfhka l<lsfrkjd'

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fidre yqfol,dj

ka wms f md,s NdIdj isxy,hg yerf ug ;ju;a

isxy,hg yrjkak ne jpkhla ;uhs zkskao;sZ lshk
jpkh' wms tal idudkHfhka lshkafka l<lsfrkjd lsh,d'
isxy,fha l<lsfrkjd lshk jpkfha .eUqre w:hla kE'
isxy,fha wms l<lsfrkjd lsh,d lshkafka wmg ksl tmd
fj,d ;sfhkjd lshk tl' fudfydf; wmsg ta l<lsu
ke;s fj,d hkjd'
ka Tkak wms l<sls,d bkakjd" Tkak wmg b,a,mq foa
kafka keye' f.k,a,d kakd' thd wdmyq l<lsu bjrhs' ka
Tkak wms wikSmfhka bkakjd' ikSm jqKd' l<lsu bjrhs'
Tkak ljqrey nekakd' Bgmiafia thd we,a,d iudj .kakjd'
wrka m% Y xid l<d' l<ls u bjrhs ' t;fldg ka f
l<lsfrkjd lshkafka ta jf.a tlla o@ ta ksihs uu wjfndaOh
lshk jpkh biairyg f' kuq;a fl kshu hg u
f;darkjd k zrEmfha we;a; iajNdjh ta wdldrfhka u fjkia
fkd jk m f;are wrf.k tmd fjkjd'Z ta jf.a w:hla
;uhs f kskao;s lshk jpkfha .eUqre w:h' ta lshkafka
tal kshu hg wjfndaO jqkd k ta wjfndaOh fjkia
fjkafka keye'
ka wr OQ;hd iqNd f;rKshg tl tl tajd lshka
jKkd lrkjd' zka fl lsjdu yhhs" fl lsju yhhsZ
lsh lshd tl tl jKkd lrkjd' jKkd lroa t;=h
fudlla o lsf@ ug f;afrkafka keye Th lshk foaj,a
lsjd' fldpr lSj;a olskafka l=Kq lh ;rhs' n,kak
fjki' t;fldg tal ;uhs kskao;s' tal [dKhla' ke;ak
idudkH ;fha ;sfhkafk wfmalaId Nx.;ajhla ;rhs'
fu;k lshkafka f fya;=-M, iajNdjh ta hg u wjfndaO
lr f.k we;s fjp wjfndaO [dKh' ^kskaox rc;s&
wkak ta wjfndaO [dKh we;s jqKdg ljodj;a tAlg wef,kafka
kE' ta flfrys we;s we,au ksreoaO fj,d hkjd' ^rd.d
iqka;s& we,au refuka msis fjkjd' fldpr ,iaik
tlaflfkla fmkS ish;a we,au we;s fjkafka keye'

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uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafia fmd<Ujd .kak wdjdfka

u,d lshk ldka;dj' we,a,d odkak mgka .;a;d udh l'
uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafia l,n, jqKd o@ fudav .EKs" kqU
wdldfia ;% w`kak yokjd o@ kqUg mqjka o f yq<`.
kj;ajkak@ okakjd o f lfha ye' f lh fyd`ohs nd,hdg'
;djfndaOh fkd lrk whg k Th kegq y' wmg
jevla kef;a lSjd Th kegq' t;fldg wmsg f;afrkjd
fudkh wdldrfha fohla bhg wdj;a wjfndaO fjp foa
fjkia fjkafka kE' wdkak tal ;uhs fu;ek lshk kskao;s
lshk tl' ta lSug ;uhs wr u,d lshk ta fji`.k Ouhg
wdf' wE tlmdrg u lsjd yu mqu frdaOdr ukqIHfhla
fka ;uqkakdkafia'
kskao;s lsh,d lshkafka wks;H jYfhka" la jYfhka"
wkd;au jYfhka uioa we;s jk h:dN+; [dKh ksid we;sjk
l<lsu hs' h:dN+; [dKh ke;=j wmg we;sjk l<lsu
we;a; l<lsula fkf' h:dN+; [dKfhka ;uhs tkak k
ta l<lsu' t;fldg wef,kafka keye' we,au refuka ksoyia
fj,d hkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ry;ka jykafia
mqjka o rEmhg w,jkak@ lfKka wefyk Yohg w,jkak
mqjka o@ ka tl ;ekl ;sfhkjd' wkqreoaO uyry;ka
jyka f ia jeia ,dNS k a w;ka w.% h s fk" ufkda l dhs l
ukdmldhsl jHf,dafla bkak jHdx.kdjla we,a,d wkqreoaO
uyry;ka jykafiag lshkjd' iajdkS" wms ufkdaldhsl"
ukdmldhsl fohka' wms lreKq ;=klska biqreu;a fj,d
bkakjd' wmsg mqjka k k fhka ys iajrfhka l:d
lrkak' wmsg leue;s fhka iem Wmojd .kakg mqjka
lsjd'
wkqreoaO uyry;ka jykafia ys;=jd zuE ,d ks,a mdg
fjd'Z is;mq .uka wr Tlafldau ks,amdg jqKd' ks,amdg i
ms<s" ks,amdg fldKav" ks,a mdg u,a" Bg miafia wkqreoaO
uyry;ka jykafia is;=jd zuE ,d lymdg fjdZ lsh,d' is;mq

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fidre yqfol,dj

.uka wrf.d,af,da tlmdrgu ly mdg jqKd' ly mdg fj,d"

lymdg i ms<s" ly mdg u,a me<`of.k bkakjd' Bgmiafia
wkqreoaO uyry;ka jykafiag ys;=kd zuE,d iq mdg fjdZ
lsh,d' iqmdg jqk .uka fudlo lrkak .;af;a' tlaflfkla
w;amq .ykak mgka .;a;d' tlaflfkla isx lshkak mgka
.;a;d' tlaflfkla kgkak mgka .;a;d' wkqreoaO uyry;ka
jykafia f fudlo f lsh,d is; whska l<d' ix{dj whska
l<d' talg is; fhduq lrk tl fjkia l<d' fjkia l<d u
wE,d nejd' yhkafka keye ka jef' f iajdka jykafia
n,kafka keye' w;=reoyka jqKd'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia g .s y s , a , d ls jd' ia j dkS "
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" y jevla jqKdfka' wo fufyu ff.d,af,da
wdjd' kgkak mgka .;a;d' uu ys; fhduq lf<a kE' t;fldg
taf.d,af,da w;=reoyka jqKdfka' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d
Thf.d,af,d bm,d bkafka ukdmldhsl lshk jH f,dafl'
f ksia f,dafla boa ;sirKh iys;j wGdx. Wfmdai:
iS,h /l.;a; wh ;uhs Th bm,d bkafka lsjd'
t;fldg wmsg fmakjd tA rEmh flfrys wdYajdofha
nei .;a;du ;uhs lsgq fjkafka' ta wdYajdofha neif.k
ke;ak ls,
s lrkak neye ldgj;a' talfka ry;ka jykafiag
f,dafla ldf.kaj;a wNsfhda.hla ke;af;a' ldgj;a ;ryd
Wmoaojkak;a neye' we,aula Wmoaojkak;a nE' t;fldg n,kak
f wjfndaOh wmg ys;d.kak ne wjfndaOhla' ta wjfndaOh
;uhs wfma f;a b,lalh fjkakg k'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd uyd,sg
mskaj;a uyd,s" f taldka;fhka u iemhla jqkd k"
f i;ajhka `f l<lsfrkafka keye' l<lsfrkafka ffla
taldka; iemhla fkfuhs' ffla lla ;sfhkjd ka Tn u
l,amkd lr,d n,kak Tn f.a ;fha Tn `omq foaj,a
Tlafldau tlg wrf.k fome;a;lg fud;a iem l lsh,d
je fldhs me;a; o@ ldhsl udkisl h ula ka|d k ta
w;r iem l lshk fome;a;g fud;a je l fkao@

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kuq;a Tf ys; hkafka ks;r ks;r wr iem `ug' t;fldg

wms wjfndaO lrkak k u wks;Hhs lsh,d'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fl f;are .kak
lsh,d f hg' j;=r tllg jeys jefgkjd' Tkak ;j
jeys xjla jefgk fldg ta h x `,d fjk tlla
yg.kakjd' B<`. jeys xj jefgkfldg tal `,d ;j
tlla yg.kakjd' iamYh fjkia fjkfldg `u fjkia
fjkafk;a f jf.a' fl kqjKska f;are .;a; tlaflkdg
`u .ek h:dN+; [dKh we;s fjkjd z`u wks;HhsZ lsh,d'
fl f fya;= m%;Hhkaf.ka yg.;a; tlla lsh,d h:dN+;
[dKh ksid" ta wdldrfhka u wjfndaO u ksid ta flkdg
ta wdldrfhka u tmdula we;sfjkjd' ta tmdu we;sfjkafka
ioyg u wdfha lsisu `ulg wyqfjkak fkfuhs' f `u
w;yer,d wr `u w,a,kjd lsh,d tlla keye' ke;ak
udkqIsl `u w;yer,d jH `u w,a,kjd lsh,d tlla
keye' iamY m%;Hfhka hlsis `ula yg.kakjd o ta ishu
` flfrys h:dN+; [dKh we;s fj,d ;uhs w;ykafka'
we,au relrkafka' tmd fjp .uka we,au refjkjd' we,au
refjp .uka thd msis fjkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ix{dj;a tfyuhs'
taldka; iemhla ;rla ;snqKd k f i;ajhd f ix{djg
l<lsfrkafka keye' tmd fjkafka kE' f ix{df lla
;sfhkjd' lla ;sfhk ksid f i;ajhd f ix{dj flfrys
l<lsfrkjd' thd ta l wjfndaO lrkak k' ke;ak tmd
fjkafka keye' wms wikSm fjp flfkla .uq' thd ys;df.k
bkafka thd l<ska f,v yep ke;s ldf,a .ek' wfka'''ug
biair lsis f,vla ;snqfka keye' bfyka nysk f,vla ;snqfka
kE' ka fufyu yekdfka'' lsh,d f,v ke;sj ;sp ldf,a
iemhg is; msysgqjdf.k ka ;sfhk wikSmh .ek la fj
bkakjd ila ta f lh u hs lsh,d ys;kafka keye' ux
wdYajdohla fyf h lhlska o" ta lh u fkao ka f
;sfhkafka lsh,d" tA lh u fkao f wdkj fokafka lsh,d
h:d:jdj n,kafka kE' ta `u;a tfyuhs' ix{dj;a tfyuhs'

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fidre yqfol,dj

ka .;af;d;a l,l rEfma ,iaik flkd rEmS fj,d

hkjd' t;fldg thd rEmS mska;+f biairyg odkafka kE'
,iaik tl ;uhs f*dfgda tlla .y,d ;shd.kakjd zuu
fufyu flfkla ka fufyu jqKdgZ' t;fldg wks;a wh;a
n,kafka ta hg u ila ka bkak ;;ajh .ek isyslrkag
leu;s fjkafka kE' t;fldg n,kak wfma is; yeu ;siafia
u ta hg hkfldg fldhs;r ishq kqjKla ;sfhkak k
o fl kso l.kak@
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd f ixialdr .ek'
ixialdr taldka;fhka u iemhla k f ixialdrfhys lla
we;a f ;a u ke;a k i;a j fhda f ixia l dr flfrys
l<ls f rka f ka keye' i;a j hka f ixia l r flfrys
l<lsfrkafka fudlo@ ffl lla ;sfhk ksid' yhg u
kqjKska l,amkd lr lr uiqfjd;a wka;sug urKdikak
fjkfldg fyd`og kqjKska ui,d nefjd;a f .ymq
mohl= ; a kE' fnf mjl= ; a kE' wka ; s u g w;S ; h u
imQKfhka wu;l fj,d hkjd' ixidf .;lroa wms
rcjrefj,d bkak we;s" isgqfoaka jykafia,d fj,d bkak
we;s' flda ka@ odisfhda fj,d bkak we;s' odifhda fj,d b`o,d
we;s' flda ka@ khs" imfhda fj,d b`o,d we;s' fojre fj,d
b`o,d we;s' flda ka@ ta ishu ixialdr wks;H fj,d .shd'
f ixialdr;a wks;H fj,d hhs' tal ldgj;a j<lajkakg nE'
f wks;H lshk Ou;djh f f,dafla ishu fokdg fmd
tlla' ta ksid f Tlafldau kqjKska uikak lsh,d ;sfhkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia LckSh iQ;%fha f hg rEmh
iska ld,dodkjd fokdj iska ld,d odkjd ix{dj iska
ld,d odkjd ixialdr iska ld,d odkjd [a[dKh iska
ld,d odkjd lsh,d kqjKska uikak lsf wehs@ ffla
we;a; u iajNdjh fudloao lsh,d f;are .kak mqjka
fjkafka' idudkHfhka wms we;a; iajNdjhg is; fhduq
lrkjdg jvd ;sfhkafka uq,d fj,d bkak tlfka' ta ksid
we;a; iajNdjh k.kak kqjKska uikak k' b;ska nqoaO
foaYkd lshjoa y mquhs lsis Wmldrhla ke;sj fl wjfndaO

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l<d fka' wjfndaO lr, tl tl l%uhg" tl tl wdldrhg

f l wjfndaO lrkak ia;r lr lr fokjd fka'
b;ska Wkajykafia fmkajd fokjd ixialdr .ek fyd`og
kqjKska uioa uioa fl f ksl u ksl ysia jevla
lsh,d' bjrhla ke;s ysia jevla lsh,d' wij,a ojfia wij,a
;ek bjrfjkjd lsh, ;ekla kE' wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h
wkq.ukh lr,d fjd w;ykl u bjrhla fjkafka kE
fjd' h:dN+; [dKh Wodlrf.k w;ykl u bjrhla
fjkafka kE fjd' fudlo wms ka l,am .dKla uq,af,a wdmq
.ukla fka f'
nqoO
a foaYkdf u ;sfhkjd fka wms fy l` fldpr
o lsh,d' fldprla o@ i;r uyd id.rfha c,hg jehs
lsh,' tfyuk wms fldfydu .ukla tkak weoao@ ka f
ukqIH ;fh a wms fndfydau pqgfka l` fy,kafka'
t;fldg n,kak isuyd c,h blaujd hkak k f .uk
wms fldpr mrK we;ao@ ys;kak nE' talfka nqrcdKka
jykafia jodf<a f f;a yhg wjfndaO lr.kak lsh,d'
wmsg wks;a tajd fudl=;a fjk kE" wmsg wjfndaO lr.kak
mqjka wksla yeu tlla u f huhs lsh,d' fudlo f tl
j,af,a tl fmd,a f.hla w,a, .;a; k b;=re fmd,a f.;a
fufyuhs lsh,d f;are .kak mqjka' fudk ;hg jqk;a
wks;H jQ rEmhla" fokdjla wks;H jQ fohla ;sfhkafka
lsh,d' talfka mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh jvkak lshkafka
tfldf,dia wdldrhg' t;fldg wr ys; msysgk ;ekaj, is;
fkd msysgd hkjd' ;DIaKdj yg.kafka ke;sj hkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd f [a[dKh
.ek' f [a[dKfha tldka; iemhla ;snqKd k" lla
fkd ;snqKd k" ljodj;a i;ajfhda [a[dKh flfrys
l<lsfrkafka keye lshkjd' l<lsfrkjd lshkjd f
flfrys' ta fudlo@ lla ;sfnk ksid' nqrcdKka jykafia
laL wdh i;Hh .ek foaYkd lrk ;ek lshkjd' ^ix;af;ak
m[apqmdodklaLkaOd laLd& ixlafIamfhka lSfjd;a ^yl=jd

lSfjd;a& f mxp WmdodkialkaOh u hs lshkjd l' t;fldg

ta i;ajhd wefka wdYajdoh ;sfhk ksid' t;fldg f i;ajhd
mxp Wmdodk ia l ka O h flfrys l<ls f rka f ka ffla
wdkjhla ;sfnk ksid' kuq;a ta wdkjh h:dN+; [dKhla
yehg wjfndaO lr.;af;a ke;a; thd f flfrys l<ls
fjk tlla m;kjd' ta ksid idudkHfhka Ouh f;are
.sys,a,d m;kafka ke;sj ila ke;ak wms m; m; fkao
ysfha@ m; m; ysfha ,iaik flfkla lalu ta jf.a
Wmkak we;ak" ys y`vla weyqfkd;a zwd''''f y`v ;sfhk
tlaflfkla fj,d Wmkak we;akZ m; m;d ysfha Ouhg
wdmq ke;s ish fokd m;kjdfka' wvq;rf f uep u<l=K
yd n,df.k;a m;kjdfka' wdfha wm w;r u bmfoajd kau
ksjka olskak tmd tfyu lshk wh keoao@ uu l,amkd
lrkjd f ,s ,ec ke;sj lshkjdfka fjd' f,dafla .ek
okak wh f f,dafla kE lsh,d ys;df.k bkafka' kuq;a
f,dafla okak wh bkakjd' f;a .ek lla y f;afrk wh
keoao@ ta wh ueoafoa ;uhs lshkafka tmd kau u ksjka
olskak' wdfha wdfhu;a wms w;r u wfma u orefjla fjd
lsh,d' t;fldg wmg fyd`og f;afrkjd wjfndaOhla ke;slu
u hs f,dafla ;sfhkafka'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd u;lo Tng iq;a;
ksmd;fha w; iQ;%fha ^flakiaiq ksjqf;da f,daflda& f
f,dalh jeys,d ;sfhkafka fudflkao@ ^wcdh ksjqf;da
f,daflda& f,dalh jeys,d ;sfhkafka wdh i;Hh fkd kSu
lshk ljfrka' taflka jeyqkg miafia ;sfhkafka mxp
Wmdodk ialkaOhg wyqu ;rhs' Bgmiafia uql=;a keye'
taksid wms kqjKska uiSu lshk foa bf.k .;af;d;a
f f;a u f rEm" fokd" ix{d" ixialdr" [a[dKhka
f.a we;a; iajNdjh u kqjKska ui uid f;are .kak
olaI jqfKd;a wkak todg ;uhs wmsg i;=gq fjkak mqjka
fjkafka f ukqIH ;fhka kshu m%fhdackh .;a;d lsh,d'
ke;ak ta fjkqfjka ,efnk lsisu W;aijhla" iudkhla"
f.!rjhla f yq<fa hk foaj,a' lsisu M,la keye' uu k

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lr,d f lska ksoyia fjp odg ;uhs
t;fldg Tn;a tfyu ;uhs fjkak k' wmsg ke;ak
fldpr f.!rj ,enqK;a" kskaod ,enqK;a f fol u wks;H
foaj,a fkao@ ta ksid kskaod" m%Yxid lshk folg lmd fj
bkak .sfhd;a ;h k wjfndaO lrkak ,efnkafka kE' ta
ksid wms tajd f ;Kfld< .dKgj;a .Kka fkd f.k
w;yer,d wms f f;a wjfndaO lrkak ;uhs l,amkd
lrkak k' ta lemu ;uhs wmsg hym; msKi
s fya;= fjkafka'
ta ksid tal fyd`og f;are wrf.k fyd`og ys;kak k'
nqrcdKka jykafia meye,sj u foaYkd l<d f uyd,s
iQ;%fha mskaj;a uyd,s" f hg lafld;a thd f;a
.ek" thd f rEmh wjfndaO lr.kakjd" fokdj wjfndaO
lr.kakjd" ix{dj wjfndaO lr.kakjd" ixialdr wjfndaO
lr.kakjd" [a[dKh wjfndaO lr.kakjd' wjfndaOh ksid
thd l<lsfrkjd' l<lsfrk ksid tmd fjkjd' tmd jqk
ksid w;ykjd' w;yehd u thd msishs' T;kghs tkak
;sfhkafka'
t;fldg wmsg f;afrkjd fl me;=ulska l< yels
fohla fkf' tl`. fjkafka ke;sj n,kak fmdvla m;,d'
wd''' iajdka jykafia me;=ulska fl lrkak nE lsh,d
lshkjd fka uu fmkajkak lr,d lsh,d mqjkak n,kak
m;,d''' wka;u
s g f;afrhs ux f fudloao lr.;af;a@ lsh,d'
ljodj;a fl tfyu lrkak nE' fl wjfndaO lr,d u hs
f;are .kak ;sfhkafka'
ta ksid f mxp WmdodkialkaOh h:d:fhka wjfndaO
lrf.k" f laL wdh i;Hh yehg wjfndaO lrf.k"
f flfrys we;s h:dN+; [dKh Wmojdf.k" we,au re
lr,d" fuhska ksoyia fj,d" iodld,sl ms;=reNdjh ;=<ska u
f f.!;u nq iiqfka u W;= p;=rdh i;H Ouh wjfndaO
lr.ekSf Nd.Hh Wodfjd

id id id

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kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

03'

pxlS iQ;h
%
^uu ksldh 2 - n%dyauK j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
oeka wms bf.k .kafka uu ksldfha fofjks
fldgig whs;s foaYkhla' f foaYkdf ku pxlS iQ;%h' f
pxlS lshkafka m%isoaO iNdjkSh n%dyauK jxYsl mqoa.,fhla'
f pxlS uq,a lr f.k ;uhs f foaYkdj isoaO jqfka' ta
lshkafka pxlS f isug uey;a jqKd' thd uq,ska u uey;a
jqk ksid f foaYkdjg pxlS iQ;%h lsh,d ykajkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia ta ldf,a jev isfha fldfid,a
rf' ta ldf,a fldfid,a rf n%dyauK jxYslhka f.a .ula
;snqKd' ta .f ku mido' b;ska ta .f ;snqKd i,a jkhla'
ta i,a jkfha ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia jevisfha' tafla
Yd, l=Uqre hdhla ;snqKd" fldfid,a rc;=ud pxlSg ;E.s ,d'
f n%dyauK .ug nqrcdKka jykafia jev,d i,a jkfha
jev bkak fldg ta ksiaiqkag wdrx jqKd" Y%uK f.!;uhka
jykafia wfma .ug jevu lr,d ;sfhkjd'
^iufKda L fNda f.da;fuda ilHmq;af;da ilHl=,d
mnf;da fldaif,aiq pdlx prudfkda uy;d NslaLq ixf>ak
ioax midox wkqmam;af;da midfoa yr;s& Yd, NslaIqka
jykafia,d msila iuska jevu lr,d ;sfhkjd' tA Y%uK

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f.!;uhka jykafia rdcl=udrfhla' YdlH jxYsl flfkla'

f Tlafldu w;yer,d Y%uKfhla njg m;ajqKd lsh,d"
fufyu;a wdrx jqKd' ^b;sms fida N.jd wryx& ta
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ksflf,ia" flf,ia ke;s flfkla' ^iud
inqof
a Oda& .=re WmfoaY rys;j p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO
lr.;a;= flfkla' oeka wms okakjd Wkajykafia .sys ;h
w;ayer,d Y%uKfhla njg m;a jqKd' Wkajykafia ;dmifhla
jYfhka fkd fjhs ysfha" Y%uKfhla jYfhka' ta lshkafka
nq rcdKka jyka f ia f.a ld,fh;a ys hd ;dmijre"
mn%dcljre" Y%uKfhda lsh,d im%odhhka f.dvla'
f.dvla wh yshd n%dyauK im%odh m%;slafIam lr,d
flia /jq,a nd,d" isjqre fmdrj,d" md;% wrf.k' ta ldg;a
md lrmq fmd kula ;uhs zY%uKZ' B<g ta ldg;a md
lrmq fmd kula ;uhs zNslaIqZ' f folu tA ldf,a fmdf
md lrmq k folla' Wkajykafia biai,a,du .shd
wd,drld,du" Woaolrdumq;a; .djg' ta wh W.kajmq l%uh
Wkajykafia m%;l
s f
a Iam l<d' fudllao taf.d,af,d b.ekakf
q "
fldhs l%uhg o lsh,d oek.kak wmg oeka foaYkdj, kE'
Wkajykafia inqoO
a ;ajhg m;afjkak lf<a Wkajykafia
f.or bkakeoa lrmq Ndjkdj' fudllao f.or bkak ldf,a
lf<a@ wdkdmdki;sh' tal nqoaO foaYkdf meye,sj u
;sfhkjd' iqoafOdaok rcqrefjda l=Uqf ydk fldg oU .y
hg b|f.k wdkdmdki;sh l<d lsh,d Wkajykafia f.a uqka
lrmq foaYkdjka ;sfhkjd' tal l;kaorhla fkd fjhs'
Wkajykafia l,amkd l<d" f wd,dr ld,du" Woaolrdumq;a;
lrkafkaa Wm;la lrd hk tlla ila Wm; kj;ajkak mqjka
tlla fkd fjhs lsh,d' tfyu wjfndaO lr,d ta im%odhh;a
whska l<d' ta b.eka;a whska l<d' Bgmiafia ;uhs Wkajykafia
Yrhg lafokak mgka .;af;a' miafia l,amkd l<d f
Yrhg la fokjd fokjd bjrhla kE' m%;sM,hla kE'
ux mqx ldf,a oU .ia fijfka wdkdmdki;sh jevqjd'

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talj;a lr,d n,kak k lsh,d l,amkd lr,d wdkdmdki;sh

jvkak mgka .;a;d fnda fijfka ' tA nj meye,sj u
Wkajykafia f.a foaYkj, ;sfhkjd' Bgmiafia Wkajykafia
ms<sfj<ska ? m%:u hduh fjkfldg m<fjks OHdkh" fojk
OHdkh" ;=kajk OHdkh" y;rjk OHdkh hqKq l<d lsh,d
foaYkdj, ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakjd Wkajykafiag ljqre;a
lshd kafka kE tAl' ;kshu u hs bf.k .;af;a' B<g
;kshu u hs bf.k .;af;a mqfksjdidkqiai;s [dKh hqKq
lrk ye' ;kshu u hs bf.k .;af;a pq;+mmd; [dKh ,nd
.kak ye' ljqrej;a lsh,d kafka kE' wdijlaLh [dKh
,nk ye" oYkdj" p;=rdh i;Hh ;kshu u hs bf.k
.;af;a' wkak ta ksid Wkajykafiag lshkjd iudinqoaO
lsh,d'
B<g Wkajykafia cdprK imkak hs' wkka;
[dKhlska iuka;jhs Wkajykafia jevisfha' ta jf.a u
Bg wkql+, jQ ;hla f.jd' B<g Wkajykafia iqkaor
ksjka u. fidhd f.k iqkaor ksjk idlaId;a l<d' tA ksid
Wkajykafiag lshkjd iq.; lsh,d'
B<g f,dal' jH f,dal" n%yau f,dal" fm%a; f,dal"
wmdh wd f ish f,dalhka wjfndaO lr,d ta f,dalhkaf.ka
ksoyia jqKd' wks;a whg ta f,dalhkaf.ka ksoyia fjkak
ud.h lsh,d kakd' wkq;a;frda mqiou idr" fo ksia
f,dalhdg Ouh ;=< oukh lr,d Ouh lrdf.k hkjd'
i;a:dfoaj ukqiaidkx" nqoau;a fohkaghs ksiqkaghs ksjka
u. lsh,d fokjd'
B<g Wkajykafia nqoO
a ' wjfndaO lrmq p;=rdh i;Hh
Ouh b;d iqkaor f,i" b;d meye<s f,i" w: iys;j"
jHxck iys;j ^tA lshkafka meye,s ls iys;j& ia;r
lr,d fokjd' Wkajykafia f.a NdIdfjka u lshkjd k"
fha f;a Oud wdl,HdKx ufCl,HdKx" mfhdaidk

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l,HdKx" id;a:x" inH[ackx" flaj,mmqKaKx miqoaOx

n%yauphx wNsjoka;s lsh,d' b;ska meye,sj u nqrcdKka
jykafia p;=rdh i;Hh lsh,d fok ksid nqoaO' ta ish
inq .=K oeug ;r Nd.Hh we;s ksid N.jd'
b;ska f .f wh l;dfjkak .;a;d zfufyu flfkla"
fufyu flfklaZ lsh,d' Bgmiafia ta n%dyauK .f ksiaiq"
wms;a huq ta Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj uqK .efykak
lsh,d rxpq rxpq lKavdh .eys,d hkjd' t;fldg oeka tA wh
hkafka pxlS n%dyauKhd f.a j;a; Wka' pxlS n%dyauKhd
i|;f,a b|,d my< nejd' pxlS lshkafka t;fldg
m%N+jrfhla" n%dyauKfhla'
n,k fldg f pxlS n%dyauKhd lald f Yd,
lKavdh lKavdh hkjd' l,d < ysgmq L;a; lshk
weu;shdf.ka weyqjd f fldfyo hkafka@ lsh,' t;fldg
L;a; weu;shd Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia wfma .ug jevu
lr,d' wkA k i,a jkfha jev bka k jd' f hka f ka
Wkajykafiaj neyeolskak' lsh,d pxlS n%dyauKhdg W;a;r
kakd' b;ska ztA Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka jykafia fufyu
flfklaZ lsh,d L;a; weu;shd pxlS n%dyauKhdg ia;r l<d'
t;fldg pxlS n%dyauKhd lshkjd Id'''' wmsg;a fyd|hsfka
.sys,a,d n,kak ;sfhkjd k lsh, pxlS n%dyauKhd L;a;
weu;shd wf;a mKsvhla hejd tA whg fmdvla bkak"
ud;a tkjd' ud;a leu;shs Wkajykafiaj neyeolskak hkak'
wms huq lsh,'
t;fldg hls i s ldrKhlg fjk .uls k a wdmq
n%dyauKfhda mkaiShla ta .f yshd' Y%uK f.!;uhka
jykafiaj uqK .efykak pxlS n%dyauKhd hk nj k.;a;= tA
nuqfKd l l,n, jqKd' l,n, fj,d pxlsj uqK.efykak
wdjd' fmdvla bkak' hkak tmd wmg Th;a tlal jpk
lSmhla l;d lrkak ;sfhkjd lsh,d lsjd' wmsg wdrx
jqKd Tn;=ud Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj neyeolskak hkjd

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lsh,d" fl we;a;la o@ T" uu;a f ,Eia;sfj,d bkafka"

Wkajykafiaj n,kak' f n,kakflda hk fik yd''''
yd'''' jd lrkak hkak tmd wr n%dyauKfhda mkaiSh pxlSg
lshkjd Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj n,kak Thd hkak tmd'
Thdg .e<fmkafk kE tAl' Thdg tal iqiq fohla fkfuhs'
ffla y foa tal fkfuhs' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia tkak
kE Tn;=ud <g' Tn;=ud hkak tmd lsjd'
oeka wr nuqfKda l tl;=fj,d pxlS n%dyauKhdj
jKkd lrkjd' Tn;=ud f,ais flfkla o@ y;au;
q m
= rmrdjla
u msis nuqKq l=f,a' b;ska ta ldrKfhka Tn;=ud hkak
jkafka kEfka' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia Tn;=ud <g
meKSuhs jkafka'
B<g Tn;=ud fldpr W.f;la o@ Tn;=ud ;%sfo
mrm%dma; fj,d" f f,dafla meye,s W.;alula we;s flfkla'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia tfyu flfkla fkf' ta ksid
Tn;=ud tf;kag hkak jkafka kE' Y%uK f.!;ufhda ;uhs
Tn;=ud <g tkak jkafka' tA jf.a u Tn;=ud fldpr
,ia i k rEmhla ;s f hk flfkla o @ ta ks i d Tng tA l
.e,fmkafka kE' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia Tn;=ud <g
tk tl ;uhs ;sfhkafka' Tn;=ud iS,jka; flfkla' ta ksid
Tn;=ud hkak tmd' Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka k k Tn;=ud
<g wdmqjdf'
Tn;=ud n,kak" oeka fldfid,a rc;=ud meye,d f
Yd, l=Uqre hdhla Tn;=udg mQcd l<d' ta ksid Tn;=ud hkak
tmd' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia k k fuydg wdmqjdf'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia Tn;=ud n,kak wdfjd;a ila
Tn;=ud hkak tmd' yenehs f fjkfldg pxlS meye,d
bkakjd nqrcdKka jykafia .ek lreKq wy,d' tA;a oel,d
kE' wy,d meye,d bkakjd'
Bg miafia pxlS n%dyauKhd wr n%dyauK msig lshkjd"
fmdvla bkakflda' ux lshk tl;a wykakfld' uu okak

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lreKq j,ska k Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia uu <g tk

tl fkfjhs y jef" uu okak lreKq j,ska k jef uu
Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka jykafia <g hk tlhs' Y%uK
f.!;uhka jykafia y;auq;= mrmrdjla u msishs' msis
mrmrdjlska we,a, ;sfhkafka" ta ksid uu Wkajykafia
<g hkak iqiqhs'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia fndfyda rka" " uq;"= ueKsla
foam, jia;=j Tlafldu w;yer,d od,d Y%uKfhla njg m;a
jqK flfkla' ta ksid uu Wkajykafia neyeolskak hkak
iqiqhs'
oeka n,kak Wkajykafia fyd|g u ;reK jhfia
mefjp flfkla' ish foam, jia;=j" Tlafldau f.j,a
fodrj,a w;ayer,d od,d mefjp flfkla' ta ksid wms
Wkajykafia n,kak hdu iqiqhs'
Wkajykafia foumsfhda wlue;af;ka" foumsfhda w~oa
;uhs Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia flia /jq,a nd,d me jqfKa'
^foumsfhda lsf ljqo@ uydudhd foah urKhg
m;ajK
q dg miafia u ;k;=rg m;ajf
q KA uyd m%cdm;S f.da;h'
ta tl u mjqf,a wlalhs" kx.shs' wlald urKhg m;ajqKdg
miafia kx.S ;uhs iqof
a Odaok rcqrejka f.a ij njg m;ajf
q ka'
tAl ta ldf,a ;sn mjq,a im%odhh' b;ska .sys f.or boa me
nj .ek .eUqka taf.d,a, tlal l;d lr,d ;sfhkjd' l;d
lrk lrk j;df w~kak wrf.k ;sfhkjd" zhkak tmdZ
lsh,d' isoaOd: l=udrhdg f ud,s.df fyd|g jeg lvq
od,dfka ;sf' ta ksid mek,d hkak isoaO jqKd'&
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia fldhs;r rEm fidaNdj we;s
flfkla o@ ta ksid wmshs hkak k Wkajykafiaj n,kak'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia fldhs;r is,aj;a flfkla o@ ta
ksid wmshs hkak k Wkajykafiaj n,kak' Y%uK f.!;uhka
jykafia fldhs ;r ,iaik l;d ny we;s flfkla o@ ta
ksid wms hkak k Wkajykafiaj n,kak' Y%uK f.!;uhka

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jykafia .=rejrekaf.a;a .=rejrfhla' ta ksid wms hkak k

Wkajykafiaj n,kak'
^ta jk g wdrx fj,d ;snqKd k ldYHm" .hd ldYHm
Wrefj, ldYHm f f.d,a, Tlafldu .=re f.da,fhda mska
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Y%djlfhda njg m;ajqKd
lsh,d' b;ska t;fldg .=rejrekaf.;a .=rejrhd lsh,d
me;sreKd'&
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia flf,ia ke;s flfkla'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia lu luM, .ek lshd fok
flfkla' Wiia l=,fhka me fjp flfkla' uyd im;a
we;s Wiia l=,fhka meos fjp flfkla' f,dalh mqrd m%isoaO
fjp flfkla'
B<g f foaYkdf i|yka fjkjd ;j;a jeo.;a
fohla' ^iuKx L fNda f.da;ux wfkaldks foaj;diyiaidks
mdfKays irKx .;dks ''''''& fojre oyia .dKla tA Y%uK Nj;a
f.!;uhka jykafiaj irK .shd' ^t;fldg tal;a ksiaiq
w;rg me;s,d'& uyd mqreI ,CIK ;sif
a olla ;sp flfkla'
Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia u.Ofha fiaksh idr rc;=ud"
mfiak fldfid,a rc;=ud" fmdlaLrid;s n%dyauKhd jf.a
fndfyda fofkla mjq,a mska irK .shd' ta ksid oeka
Wkajykafia wfma .ug jevu lr,d oeka i,a jkfha jev
bkakjd' oeka Wkajykafia wmg wd.ka;=lfhla' ta ksid wms
wd.ka;=l i;aldr lrkak jkjd fkao@
tfyu wykfldg ta n%dyauKfhda mkaih
S lsjd tfyk
wms;a tkjd tA Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka jykafiaj neyeolskk
a
lsh,d lsjd' lsh,d ta wh Tlafldu oeka .shd' t;fldg oeka
wmg f;afrkjd f lshk yehg uyd fikla /ia fj,d
;sfhkjd'
b;ska ta f.d,a, w;f yshd w;sYfhka u olaI
n%dyauKl=,fha u fld .egfhla' thdg jhi wjqre oyih
hs' yenehs w;sYfhka u olaIhs' ta lshkafka ta jhi oyih

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fjkfldg ;%sfomrm%dma; fj,d' fofha fl<jrg u thd

bf.kf.k' t;fldg oeka Tkak nqrcdKka jykafia ,g
.shdg miafia jeys wh bkakjdfka' b;ska idudkHfhka ta
ldf,a jeyshkag ie,ls,a,la ;snfka' b;ska ta jeys
msi we,a,d nqrcdKka jykafia;a tlal l;d lrkjd' tfyu
jg fj,d l;d lrk fldg ueoafoka we,a,d lg odkjd wr
;reKhd' thd f.a ku ;uhs ldml'
thd we,a,d lg odkfldg nqrcdKka jykafia lshkjd
thdg <ufhda fmdvla bkakjflda f lh tlal l;d
lr,d bjr fjkl lsh,d lsjd' lshkfldg u wr nuqKkag
ys;g y.sfha kE' ta f.d,af,da fndfydu i,lkjd f <uhdg'
b;ska tA wh lsjd yd'''' yd'''' Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" Th
f <uhd fndfydu W.;a flfkla' tA ksid f <uhd
Tnjykafia;a tlal l;d lrkak iqiq flfkla'
oeka b;ska Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafiag is;=,a,la
my, jqKd' wd'''' tafla f;areu ;ud tfyk wo fuhdj
biairyg od,d ;uhs f l;dj wo lrkak f ,Eia;s fj,d
;sfhkafka' Bgmiafia fudlo jqfKA" ldml l,amkd l<d
kE'''' uu l;d lrkafka kE' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia uf.a
yd n,,d weia foflka ug wduka;%Kh lf<d;a ;rhs uu
l;d lrkafka lsh, wrh ;SrKhlg wdjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia oelal fuhd f.a ysf;a ;sn tl'
oel,d Wkajykafia Tlafldu ueoafoka wrhd yd nejd' yd
n,,d fudlo lf<a@ weia foflka njd n,k fldg oek.;a;d
oeka ud;a tlal ;uhs l;d lrkafka' t;fldg f ;reKhd
biairyg we,a,d fufyu m%Yakhla weyqjd'
Nj;a f.!;uhka jyka i " wmg f n% d ya u K
mrmrdfjka W.kajkjd h lsis Ouhla' ta Oufha wmg
W.kajkafka fukak f hg' fl ;uhs we;a;' wksla
ish,a,u fndre lsh,'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd mskj
a ;a Ndroajdc"

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^oeka Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ldmlg wu;kafka Ndroajdc lsh,d'

Ndroajdc lshkafka f.da;% kduhla' thdg f.oka odmq ku
ldml' Ndroajdc lshkafka n%dyauK iudcfha Wiia f.da;%
kduhla' ;du;a ta mrmrdj ;sfhkjd bkahdf' nqrcdKka
jykafiag f.oka odmq ku ;uhs isoO
a d:' f.da;% kduh f.!;u'
b;ska tA ksid ;uhs zY%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaZ lsh,d ta
ldf,a f.da;% kduhlska l;d lf<a' tal f jf.a' wms flfkl=g
odkjd iqks,a is,ajd lsh,d' t;fldg iqks,a lshkafka ku'
is,ajd lshkafka f.da;% kduh' kuq;a wms iag is,ajd lshkjd
fkao@ wdkak ta jf.a tlla fl'&
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd Nj;a Ndroajdc" oeka
Thd lSjd" f n%dyauKhska mrmrdfjka W.kakmq foaj,a w;r
wmsg woyd .kak lshkjd" zflhs we;a; wksla tajd fndreZ
lsh,d' t;fldg tajd lshk wh" ta n%dyauK msi yhg zux
fl okakjd' uu fl olskjd' ta ksid uu lshkjd fl
;uhs we;a;" wksla tajd fndreZ lsh,d' t;fldg ldml
W;a;r fokjd" tfyu kE' tfyu ta f.d,af,da oel,d fkfuhs
lshkafka'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia wdfhu;a wykjd yd''''
tfyk oeka bkak wh ljqre;a tal oel,d kEfk' tfyk
y;au;
q m
= rmrdf" .=re mrmrdf" wdpdh mrmrdf ljqre
y we;a;g u oel,d oekf.k o" zflhs we;a;' wks;a tajd
Tlafldu fndreZ lsh,d lshkafka@ iajdks tfyu;a kE'
tfyk Th uka;r yomq wh" Th fo yomq wh" tA
lshkafk wGl" jdul" jdufoaj" fjiaid;a;" hu;.a.S"
wx.Sri" Ndroajdc" liaim" N.+ lshk ta ldf,a ysgmq iDISjre
lsh,d iu; fjp wh;a yhg u oel,d" oekf.k o l
m%ldY lf<a" zfl we;a;hs' wksla ish,a,u fndreZ lsh,d
tfyu kE' tfyu ta f.d,af,da ljqrej;a oel,d fkfuhs
tfyu lshkafka'
t;fldg nq rcdKka jyka f ia ls h kjd" tfyk

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Ndroajdc" oeka n,kak oeka Th f.d,af,d bf.k .kak zf

;uhs we;a;' wksla ish,a,u fndreZ lsh,d W.kakkafka
fldfydu o@ tal W.kakk wh tal okafk;a kE' y;auq;=
mrmrdjla u tal okafk;a kE' olskafk;a kE' fo yomq wh
okafk;a kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia lshkjd fl ug f;afrk hg
k wkaOfhda rxpqjla yer fmda,sul hkjd jf.a tlla'
wkaOfhda fmda,sula hkjd yerg yerg w,a,df.k'
hkfldg biairy hk wkaOhd okafka;a kE" olskafk;a kE'
ueka bkak wkaOhd okafk;a kE" olskafk;a kE hkafka
fldfyo lsh,d' miafika hk wkaOhd okafk;a kE" olskf
a k;a
kE hkafka fldfyo lsh,d' ug f;afrk yehg Thf.d,a,ka
f.a Ouh;a wdkak ta jf.a ksl u kslka uq,la ke;s
woyd.eks,a,la ;rhs'
uq,la ke;s woyd.ekSu lshkafka wuQ,sld ioaOd' wuQ,sld
ioaOdfjka ;uhs fl w,a,d .kafka' nqrcdKka jykafia
wmg mefKkak lsh,d ;sfhkafka wuQ,sld Y%oaOdjg o@
wdldrj;S Y%oaOdjg o@ wdldrj;S Y%oaOdjg' wdldrj;S Y%oaOdj
lshkafka wjfndaOhlska u Y%oaOdjg meKSu'
t;fldg tfyu lsj .uka ldml lshkjd ^k
fLd;a: fNda f.da;u" n%dyauKd ioaOdfhaj mhsremdika;s"
wkqii
a jdfm;a: n%dyauKd mhsremdika;ZS ;s& kE Y%uK f.!;uhka
jykai" wms woyia lf,a tal fkfuhs' Y%oaOdfjka tk tlla
fkfuhs uu woyia lf<a' weiSfuka ;uhs f ;;afj .kafka'
^oeka Tkak thd mdg fjkia l<d' l,ska lsf fudllao@
wmsg fjd woyd.kak W.kakkjd fl u hs i;Hh wfkla
tajd Tlafldu fndre lsh,d' ka lshkjd kE''' kE''' Y%oaOdfjka
fkfuhs" weiSfuka lsh,d& nqrcdKka jykafia lshkjd oeka
n,kak Ndroajdc Tn" l,ska l;d l<d weoySfuka .kakjd
lsh,d' oeka l;d lrkjd wkqY%jKfhka .kakjd lsh,d'

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oeka fu;ek nqrcdKka jykafia yu nqoau;a

m%ldYhla lrkjd' wjqre fooyia mkaiShlg biair fj,d
Wkajykafia f.a f nqoau;a m%ldYhg .,mkak mqjka
m%ldYhla ;ju;a kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia fukak fufyu jod<d" lreKla
lrd hdf hula f;are .ekSf m%;HlaIfhka fumsg
lreKq myla ;sfhkjd' lreKQ my ;uhs Y%oaOd" re" wkqiaij"
wdldr m;lal" ksCOdklaLka;'s f my ;uhs m%;HlaI
wjfndaOh tk;=re wmg;a ;sfhkafka' wkak tA ksihs kqjK
md lrkak k' fudlo f my jrkjd lsh,d nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkajd fokjd'
isxyf,ka lsfjd;a
^01&'
^02&'
^03&'
^04&'
^05&'

ioaOd lshkafka woyd .ekSu'

re lshkafka leue;a;'
wkqiaij lshkafka weiSu'
wdldrm;lal lshkafka ;uka ys;kjd tl tl foaj,a'
ksCOdklaLka;s lshkafka u;hlg meKSu'

f f,dalfha oekqu .kafk Tkak Th mfyka' tlaflda

woydf.k' tlaflda leue;af;ka' tlaflda weiSfuka' tlaflda
;uka l,amkd lr,d' tlafld u;jdohlg neif.k'

^01&'ioaOd (
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d mskj
a ;a Ndroajdc" Th lreKq
my m%;M
s , folla lrd hkjd' folla lrd hkafka f hghs'
mskaj;a Ndroajdc" flfkl=g ;sfhkak mqjka Y%oaOdjla"
woyd.ekSula' yenehs ta woyd .ekSu" ^;a;x ;=Px uqid& ta
lshkafka woydf.k bkafka wi;H jQ ysia jQ fndrejla' kuq;a
flfkl=g Y%oaOdj kE' kuq;a tA foh ^N+;x ;Px wk[a[:d&
ienE jQ" i;H jQ" fjkia fkd jk fohla h yelshs'
Y%oaOdj lshk tl me;s follg hkjd" tlaflfkla

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tlaflda Y%oaOdjla we;s lrf.k bkakjd wi;H jQ fndrejla

.ek' tAl we;a;hs lsh,d ys;df.k bkakjd' kuq;a we;a; .ek
Y%oO
a dj kE' t;fldg Y%oO
a dj ;sfhkafka fndrejla .ek' tfyu
fjkak mqjka Y%oaOdj ;rla ;shd.;af;d;a u yehg'

^01&'re (
B<g flfkla fndfydu leu;s fjkak mqjka' kuq;a
leu;s fj,d ;sfhkafka fndrejlg" wi;Hhlg" ysia foalg'
wlue;s fj,d ;sfhkafka i;H jQ" h:d;jd" fjkia fkd
jk foalg' wi;H jQ fndrejlg leu;s fjkak mqjka ta
ksid re lshk foa fome;a;lg jefgkjd'
wms h lsis m%udKhlg f f,dalfha bf.kf.k ;sfhk
wh fka' ljqrej;a f hg W.kak,d ;sfhkj o@ wkak
n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a nqoah' fldhs;r mD:q,
nqoahla o Wkajykafiag ;sfhkafka lsh,d' leue;af;ka
jrkak;a mqjka" yhkak;a mqjka'

^03&'wkqii
a j (
B<g Y%jKh' weiSu ;=<;a flfkla wykak mqjka
wi;H jQ ;a" ysia jQ ;a" ;=P jQ fohla' thd fkd wid bkak
mq jka ls h kjd' i;H jQ h:d:jd foa t;fldg thd
h:d;jd foa wy,d kE'
wy, ;sfhkafka fudllao@ wi;H jQ ysia jQ fohla' ta
ksid f Y%jKh lsf we;a; ke;=j fndrejla jqk;a
wefykak mqjka' ta ksid nqoah md lrkak lsh,hs f
lshkafka'

^04&'wdldrm;lal (
B<g l,amkd lr lr lreKq f.dvk.kak mqjka'
talg lshkjd wdldrm;lal' iuyr flfkla l,amkd lr
lr lreKq f;are.kak mqjka' kuq;a tAl wi;H jQ ;a" ysia jQ

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;a" ;=P jQ fohla' Tyq l,amkd lrka lreKq f.dv kxjd

fkd ;sfnkafka i;H jQ ;a" ienE jQ ;a" fjkia fkd jk foa
.ek fjkak mqjks'

^05&' ksdklaLka;s (
tA jf.a u flfkla oDIahlg mefKkak mqjka"
u;jdohl mefKkak mqjka wi;Hla .ek" ysia fohla .ek"
fndrejla .ek' kuq;a thd u;jdohlg mefKkafka kE i;H
jQ h:d;jd foa .ek'
ta ksid Th my me;s folla lrd hkjd' oeka yu jk
Wmfoa Y hla .ek f ls h ka f ka ' Y% o a O d" re" wkq i a i j"
wdldrm;lal" ksCOdklaLka;s lshk f lreKq my
Tiafia ;uhs f,dafla kEu flfkla oekqu ,nd.kak
m%fYfjkak k' f my ;uhs [dKh ,nd .ekSu msKsi
m%fY jk lreKqmy' kuq;a wjfndaOh ta my blaujd .sh
tlla'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd mpiuqmamdohg
tkak kE wjfndaOh lrd hkak' Y%oaOd" re" wkqiaij
wdldrm;lal" ksCOdklaLka;s lshk my blaujd hkak
kE' f nj zYa; wjfndaOhZ fmdf;a meye,sj i|yka
lr,d ;sfhkjd' yhg iu:h jevqjd k" yhg oYkdj
jevqjd k ta my blaujd hkjd' yhg Ndjkd l<d k y'
ka n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a nqoah iqmgq tlla
o lsh,d' wms oeka fupr l,a fmd;a m;a lshjkjd' fkdfhla
foaj,a .ek wy,d ;sfhkjd' Tpr nqoau;a hg we;a;
ke;a; f;dard.kak ms<f
s j< fjk ljqo lsh,d ,d ;sfhkafka@
t;fldg f hq.fh o hqKq ksiaiq b|,d ;sfhkafka ta
hq.fh o@ ta hq.fh fk b|,d ;sfhkafka'
wkak tfyu lsh,d nqrcdKka jykafia fyd| WmfoaYhla
fokjd wms ldg;a jeo.;a tlla' ^ipukqrla;d Ndroajdc"
[akd mqfiak kd,fu;a: tAlxfiak ksGx .ka;x= zbofj
ipx fuda>u[a[Zka;s& mskaj;a Ndroajdc" i;Hhla wdrlaId

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lrkak leu;s nqoau;a flfkla tlmdrg u Th jf.a

;SrKhlg tkak tmd' zfl ;rhs i;Hh' wksla fiaru
fndreZ lsh,d ;uka ta .kak u;hg Th hg k tkak
tmd lshkjd'
t;fldg wmg f;afrkjd tal ui,d n,kak k
lshk tl' ;uka Y%oaOdf msysgdf.k bkafka i;Hhla .ek o"
wi;Hhla .ek o lshk tl ui,d n,kak k' ;uka re
fj,d ;sfhkafka i;Hhlg o" wi;Hhlg o lshk tl ui,d
n,kak k' ;uka wy,d ;sfhkafka i;Hhla o wi;Hhla o
lshk tl ui,d n,kak k' ;uka l,amkd lrkafka
i;Hhla lrd hk tlla o wi;Hhla lrd hk tlla o lsh,d
uikak k' ;uka f.a u;jdoh i;Hhla lrd hk tlla o
wi;Hhla lrd hk tlla o lsh,d uikak k' i;Hhla
rlsk nqoau;a flfkla k Th hg ;SrKh .kak tmd'
oeka n,kak fldhs ;r nqoau;ao
B<g wr ldml ;reKhd wykjd ^ls;a;dj;d mk
fNda f.da;u" ipdkqrlaLkd fyda;s" ls;a;dj;d
ipukqrlaLka;s@& iajdks Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" oeka
Tnjykafia jpkhla m%ldY l<d' zi;Hhla rlsk nqoau;a
flfkla k Tfydu ;SrKhlg tkak tmdZ lsh,' i;Hh
rlskafka fldfyduo@
fukak fufyuhs mskaj;a Ndroajdc" i;Hh rlskafka'
flfkl=g ;sfhkak mqjka h lsis Y%oaOdjla' kuq;a Y%oaOdj
flhs lSjg lula kE' kuq;a Y%oaOdj ;sp m,shg ;SrKhlg
tkak tmd zflhs i;Hh' wks;a Tlafldu fndreZ lsh,d' wehs
ta@ ta Y%oaOdj we;sfjp foa wi;H fjkak mqjka' ta ksid
Y%oO
a dj we;sfjp muKska ;SrKhlg tkak tmd flhs i;Hh
wks;a tajd fndre lsh,d' oeka f;afrkjd o nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Y%djlfhla jqKdu fldhs ;r nqoau;a flfkla njg m;a
fjkjo lsh,d'
B<g ls h kjd flfkl= g ;s f hka k mq jka
rel;ajhla' rel;ajhla ;snq m,shg ta rel;ajh .ek thd
l;d flrejg lula kE' uu flg leu;shs lsh,d' kuq;a ta

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u;fha b|,d taldka; ks.ukhlg tkak tmd zfl ;uhs y'

wks;a tajd fndreZ lsh,d' ta lsf thdg kqjK md
lrkak' fudlo relrmq tl wi;Hhla fjkak mqjka' ;uka
re fkd lrkafka i;Hhla fjkak mqjka'
B<g lshkjd wik foa' uu wykafka fufyuhs lsh,d'
;uka wymq foa .ek lsjg lula kE' taflka ks.ukhlg
tkak tmd wks;a Tlafldu fndre lsh,d' ;uka wymq foa
wi;Hhla fjkak mqjka'
B<g ;uka l,amkd lrkjd l,amkd lrlr lrKq
.,mkak mgka .kakjd' l,amkd lr,d lreKq .,mkak
mqjka' kuq;a ;SrKhlg tkak tmd zfl ;uhs we;a;' wks;a
Tlafldu fndreZ lsh,d' fudlo ;uka l,amkd lrmq foa
wi;Hhla fjkak mqjka'
B<g u;hlg nei .;a;du ta u;jdohg nei.;a;d jQ
foa yhs lsh,d ;SrKhla wrf.k Bgmiafia zwks;a tajd
Tlafldu fndrehsZ lshk u;hg tkak tmd' fudlo ;uka
nei .;a;= u;h fndrejla fjkak mqjka'
oeka f lshkafka i;H rlsk nqoaula flkd iska
hula kqjKska uikak k yqfola ye.Sulg nrfj,d tlmdrg
taldka; fldg hula lshkafk ke;=j' t;fldg n,kak i;H
rlsk flkd fldhs ;r kqjK md lrk flfkla o@
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ux Th lsf i;Hh
/lSu .ek' i;Hh wjfndaOh .ek fkfuhs'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd ldml' i;Hh
wjfndaOh lshkafka fudloa o@ i;Hh wjfndaOh lshkafka
;:d.; Y%djlfhla fjp NslaIqjla bkak mqjka h .ul'
ta ;:d.; Y%djlhd .djg .syska flfkla wykjd k f
f,daNfha wk;=re .ek" oafYfha wk;=re .ek" fudayfha wk;=re
.ek' tfyu wykfldg wyk flkd ui,d n,kjd zfuhd
fkd okakd fohla okakjd lshkjd o@ fkd olsk fohla
olskjd lshkjdo@ fuhd fudllao f lrkafkaZ lsh,d kqjKska

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uikjd'
kqjKska uikjd wr iajdka jykafia .djg .sys,a,d
wyk fldg f,daN" oafY" fuday .ek fuhd f ;r okafka
ke;=j okakjd lsh,d lshk flfkla o@ B<g fuhd f
bm;a lrk ldrKh wys; msKsi mj;skjd o@ wks;a wh
wudref jefgk tlla o f lshdf.k hkafka lsh,d kqjKska
uikjd' uik fldg f;afrkjd f iajdka jykafia k
lshkafka b;d hym;a Ouhla' f,daNfha wdkj lshkjd"
oafYfha wdkj lshkjd' fudayfha wdkj lshkjd'
tfyk f Ouh we;af;ka u ^.NSfrda& .dNSrhs'
^oaofida& olskakg Ialr fohla' ^rkqfndafOda& f Ouh
wjfndaO lrkak Ialrhs' ^ikaf;da mKSf;da& Ydka; m%KS; jQ
tlla' ^w;laldjpfrda& ;lhg f.dapr fjkafka ke;s tlla'
^ksmqfKda& ishq fohla' ^mKa;fokSfhda& nqoau;=ka iska
olsk tlla' ^k fida Ofuda iqfoaisfhda oafkd;s& fl
f,daN" oafY" fuday ;sfhk tfklaf.ka wymq Ouhla fkdf'
f,daN rys;" oafY rys;" fuday rys; flfkla ;=< my< fjp
Ouhla lsh,d'
wkak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh .ek mykjd'
^w: ;iax ioaOx ksffia;s& Bgmiafia thd wykakd jQ Ouh
flfrys Y%oaOdj we;sfjkjd' ta lshkakd jQ NslaIqj flfrys
Y%oO
a dj we;sfjkjd' wkak oelalo Y%djlhd hkak k wdldrh'
f,daN" oafY" fuday m%ydKh lsu msKsi h Ouhla lshkjd
o wkak ta Ouh lrd ;uhs hkak kE' fudlo thd taflka
f;are .kakjd' nqrcdKka jykafia wjfndaOfhka u oel,d
;uhs m%ldY lf<a' wjfndaOfhka u oekf.k ;uhs m%ldY
lf<a' ta Ouh wkq.ukh lrk ljqrej;a wys; msKsi" la
msKi
s " mSvd msKi
s m;a fjkafka kE' fudlo Wkajykafia meye<s
ksjka u.la fmkajkjd' b;ska thd Y%oaOdf msysg,d bkakjd'

ioaOdcdf;da Wmixlu;s
Y%oaOdj yg.;a;d u wdfhu;a tf;kg hkjd' wehs wr

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nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh flfrys thd meyekdfka'

f,daNh re lsu msKsi f iajdka jykafia oy foikjd
oafYh re lsu msKi
s " fudayh re lsu msKi
s Ouh foaYkd
lrkjd' i;ajhkaj uq,dfjka ksoyia lrkjd lsh,d Tkak
meyeula we;sjqKd' Y%oaOdj we;s jqKd u Tkak hkjd'

Wmixlukaf;da mhsremdi;s
Bgmiafia .sys,a,d weiqre lrkjd' mhsremdi;s lshkafka
l;d nia lrkjd'

mhsremdikaf;da fida;x oy;s

t;fldg wr iajdka jykafia Ouh foaYkd lrkjd
t;fldg lKa fhdudf.k bkakjd'

ys;fidaf;da Oux iqKd;s

lKa fhdudf.k Ouh wikjd'

iq;ajd Oux Odf;s

weiQ Ouh u;l ;shd.kakjd" ord.kakjd' wkak l%uh
oelal o@

O;dkx Oudkx w;a:x WmmlaL;s

ord.;a Ouh w: jYfhka kqjKska fufkys lrkjd'
w: jYfhka kqjKska fufkys lrkjd lshkafka t;fldg
thd tal kqjKska f;are.kakjd'

w;a:x WmmlaLf;da Oud ksCOdkx Luka;s

w: kqjKska fufkys lrkak mgka .kakfldg Ouh

jegfykjd'

OuksCOdklaLka;shd i;s Pkafoda cdh;s

Oufha jegfyk fldg Ouh yeisfrkak" iu:
oYkd jvkak wdYdjla we;sfjkjd'

Pkafoda cdf;da Wiaiy;s

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wdYdjla we;s jqKdu W;aidy lrkjd'

Wiaiys;ajd ;=,h;s
W;aidy lr,d ;=,kh lrkjd' ;=,kh lrkjd lshkafka
wl=i, Ouhkaf.a wdkjh;a" l=i, Ouhka f.a wdksYxih
;a uikjd" ;=,kh lrkjd' wl=i, Ou we;sfjk fldg
f relrkak fka' l=i, Ou we;sfjkfldg fjd lrkak
k lsh,d f;are .kakjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;shkjd iu: oYkd
;uhs wl=i, Ouhka m%ydKh jk ;ek' iu: lshkafka iu:
Ndjkdj' oYkd ls h ka f ka oYkd Ndjkdj' fl
;sfhkafka uu ksldfha m<uqfjks fldgfia ^1'4'8& uyd
;Ka y dixLh iq ; % f ha ' Tka k ;reK ,ufhla bka k jd'
fmdldf,a fi,a, lrkjd Bgmiafia jeys fjkjd' jqkdg
miafia thd fkdfhla rEm oel,d ukdm wukdm foag wef,kjd
.efgkjd ;rhs' wl=i, Ouhka ksreoaO jk ;ek okafka
kE' Bgmiafia ;sfhkjd jevms<sfj,'
oeka ta jf.a ;=,kh lrkjd' ;=,kh lrkjd lshkafka
wl=i, Ouhka f.a wdkjh;a" l=i, Ouhka f.a wdksixih;a
uikjd" t;fldg l=i, Oukag ;uhs iu: oYkd
Ndjkdj whs;s' mxp kSjrK hgm;a lr,d ys; hqKq lr,d
fokafka taflka'

;=,hs;ajd moy;s

t;fldg wl=i, Ouhka f.a wdkj;a l=i, Ouhka

f.a wdksYxi;a n,oa n,oa fuhdg h jefvkjd' ;j ;j;a
h jefvkjd'

mys ; ;a f ;da iudfkda ldfha k fj mruipx

ilfrda;s' m[a[dh p kx w;s miai;s
ta jf.a h lroaoS ;uka u fl wjfndaO lrkjd'
m%{dfjka thd tal ukd fldg oel.kakjd'

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fidre yqfol,dj

fuka k flghs ls h kjd i;H wjfnda O fjkjd

lshkafk' nqrcdKka jykafia ldmlg lshkjd uu talg
lshkafka i;Hh wjfndaO fjkjd lsh, ;rhs" mmqK
jYfhka i;Hhg mefKkjd lsh,d lshkafk kE' t;fldg
ldml wykjd ia j dkS " i;Hhg mmQ K jYfhka
mefKkafk fldfyduo@ lsh,d'
mskaj;a Ndroajdc" i;Hhg mmQK jYfhka u
mefKkafk oeka Th lshmq foa u ^wdfiajkd" Ndjkd"
nyq,l
S ud& wdfiajkd lshkafk mqre lrkak' Ndjkd lshkafk
jvkak' nyq,l
S ud lshkafk nyq,lrkak' ^ipdkqm;a;s fyda;&s
t;fldg i;Hhg wkqm%dma; fjkjd' i;Hg mefKkjd'
Tkak t;fldg ldml ms<sfj,ska wdfhu;a m%Yakhla
wykjd'
iajdkS" oeka Th i;Hhg meKsSula .ek lsjd'
i;Hhg mefKkak jvd;a Wmld fjkafk l=ulao@ mskj
a ;a
Ndroa j dc" i;Hhg meKS u g jvd;a u Wmldr fjka f k
i;HdjfndaOh'
i;HdjfndaOhg jvd;a u Wmldr fjkafk l=ulao@
i;HdjfndaOhg jvd;a u Wmldr fjkafk h'
hg jvd;a u Wmldr jkafk l=ulao@ hg jvd;a
u Wmldr jkafk wl=i,hka f.a wdkj;a" l=i, Ouhka f.a
wdksYxi;a ie,lSu'
ta l=i, Ouhka f.a wdksixi ie,lSug;a" wl=i,
Ouhka f.a wdkj ie,lSug;a jvd;a Wmldr fjkafk
fudllao@ talg Wmldr fjkafk W;aidyh'
W;aidyhg jvd;a Wmldr jkafka l=ulao@ W;aidyhg
jvd;a Wmldr fjkafka leue;a;'
leue;a ; g fudlla o jvd;a Wmldr fjka f k@
leue;a;g Wmldr fjkafk Ouh f;are hdu'

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Ouh f;are hdug jvd;a Wmldr fjkafk fudllao@

Ouh f;are hdug jvd;a Wmldr fjkafk Ouh kqjKska
ie,lSSu'
Ouh kqjKska ie,lSSug Wmldr fjkafk l=ulao@
Ouh kqjKska ie,lSSug Wmldr fjkafk Ouh u;l ;nd
.ekSu' Ouh Ord .ekSu'
Ouh Ord .ekS u g Wmldr fjka f k l= u la o @
OuY%jKh'
OuY%jKhg jvd;a u Wmldr fjkafk l=ulao@ lKa
fhduq lsu'
lKa fhduq lsug jvd;au Wmldr fjkafk l=ulao@
weiqre lsu'
weiqre lsug jvd;a Wmld jkafka l=ula o@ weiqre
lsug jvd;a Wmld jkafka <g meKSu'
<g meKSug jvd;a Wmldr jkafka fudlla o@
Y%oaOdj'
Tkak mgka .kak ;ek' fudllao@ Y%oaOdj' Tng u;lo
uu lSjd f rf ;sfhkafk Y%oO
a dj ke;sf m%Yk
a hla lsh,d'
ug yeuodu tal Tmamq fjkjd'
t;fldg nqcdKka jykafia f.a foaYkdj flfrys
ldml f.dvdla i;=gq jqKd' i;=gq fj,d ta f.d,af,d Tlafldu
Wkajykafiag je|,d lshkjd iajdkS" Tnjykafia ;uhs wo
wmg b.ekakqf i;Hh rlsk ye' talg k wms yhg i;=gq
jqKd' talg k wms y leu;shs' Tnjykafia wmg jod<d tal
i;Hh wjfndaOh fkfuhs lsh,d' wms wdfhu;a Tnjykafia
f.ka b,a,d yshd tfyk wmg lshkak i;Hh wjfndaOh
.ek' b;ska Tnjykafia wmg i;HdjfndaOh;a lsh,d kakd'
wms yu leu;shs' wms meyeKd' B<.g Tnjykafia lSjd ;uka
hkak k i;Hdkqm%dma;shg lsh,d' i;Hhg mefKkak k

;jrg;a' b;ska Tnjykafia f.ka weyqj u Tnjykafia tal;a

wmg lsh, kakd' wms talg;a yu leu;shs'
iajdkS wms biair NslaIqka jykafia,dg nekakd' ^fla p
uqKavld& ysi uqvq lrmq tjqka fudlal=o@ ^bNd& ld,lKaks
^lKayd& mjqldrfhda ^nkaOqmdodmpd& uyd n% y a u hd f.a
hm;=f,ka Wmka wh lsh,d wms nekakd' ta f.d,af,d ljoao
Ouh olskafk lsh lshd wms ta f.d,a,kag ks.%y l<d'
iajdkS Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" Tnjykafia wo wmg
Y%uKhka jykafia,d flfrys Y%uK fm%u
a h we;s l<d' Y%uKhka
jykafia,d flfrys Y%uK m%idoh we;s l<d' Y%uKhka
jykafia,d flfrys Y%uK f.!rjh we;s l<d' iajdks wo
wmg lsh, mq foa jy, ;snqK fohla wer,d fmkakqjd jf.a"
uqKska kj,d ;snqKq tlla Wv w;g yefrjd jf.a' mdr
jerp flfkl=g mdr lsjd jf.a' wkaOldf hk flfkl=g
myka t<shla we,ajd jf.a' iajdkS" wm ish fokd Nd.Hj;a
nqrcdKka jykafiaj irK hkjd' Ouh;a NslaIqix>hd;a
irK hkjd'
wkak n,kak irK hEu' irK hkak k wjfndaOfhka
u hs' wjfndaOfhka irK .sfhd;a thdj lsisu flfkl=g
fudku wdldrfhkaj;a rjgkak nE' thd /jfgkafk;a kE'
f foaYkdj wms yhg u okakjd k wms ljodj;a ljqrej;a
rjghs o@ lsis ojil rjgkak nE' ta rjgkakhs lsh,
ys;k wh wudref jefgkjd ila wms wud/fj jefgkafk
kE'
u;l ;shd .kak wms f Ouh w,a,kafk imfhd
w,a,kak okafk ke;s Mlaflkd w,a,kak hg fkfuhs'
fudlo imfhd w,a,kak okafk ke;s Mlaflkd imfhd
w,a,kafk fldfydu o@ j,sf.ka w,a,kjd' ;uka w,a,mq
imhd u hs oIaG lrkafk' wkak ta wk;=rg m;afjkak tmd'
ta wk;=rg m;afjkak ke;=j wjfndaOhlska u f Ouh
f;are.kak' wjfndaOhlska u f Oufha msysgkak' u;l

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;shd.kak f osyg wdfhu;a wdfhu;a Ouh wykak B<

;fha wmg wjia:dj ,efnhs o lsh,d okafk kE' ta ksid
wmg f j;a fjkak ;shk yeu ;;amrhla u jkjd' Ma
ksid wmg f j;a fjkak ,efnk yeu ojila u jkjd
Oufha yeisrsu msKsi' ta ksid ta ,N wjia:df f ish
fokdg ;a ioaOd" re" wkqiaij" wldr m;lal"
ksdklaLka;s lshk my blaujd .sh p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
wjfndaO fjd

id id id

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fidre yqfol,dj

kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

04'

iS, iQ;h
%
^ixhq;a; ksldh 3 - Oull j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
oeka wms bf.k .kak foaYkdf ku ;uhs iS, iQ;%h'
ixhq;;
a ksldfha ;=ka jk fldgfia ;uhs f iS, iQ;h
% we;=<;a
fj,d ;sfhkafk' f iQ;%h Y%djl NdIs;hla' tA lshkafka
Y%djlhka jykafia kula jod< foiqula' m%{dfjka wf.%aIajr
jQ idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia iska jod< foaYkdjla ;uhs
f iS, iQ;%h'
tA ojia j, idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia jevisfha
nrKei bism;k .odfha' tod yjia jref idmq;a; uy
ry;ka jykafia <g uyd fld; uy ry;ka jykafia
jevu l<d' jevu lr,d i;=gq idfha fh,d" uy fld;
uy ry;ka jykafia idmq;;
a uy ry;ka jykafia f.ka fukak
f m%Yakh weiqjd'
^iS,j;d wdjqfida idmq;a;" NslaLqkd l;f Oud
fhdaksfida ukisld;ndZ;s& wdhqIau;a idmq;a;hka jykai"
is,aj;a NslaIqjla iska ljr wkaof Ouhla o kqjKska
fufkys l< hq;af;a@ idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia jod<d"
^iS,j;djqfida fld;" NslL
a k
q d mxpqmdodklaLkaOd wkspf;da

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laLf;da frda.f;da .Kavf;da i,a,f;da w>f;da wdndOf;da

mrf;da
mf,dalf;da
iq[a[f;da
wk;a;f;da
fhda k s f ida u kis l d;nd& ffla y ,ia i k ia ; rhla
;sfhkafka' wdhqIau;a fld;fhks" is,aj;a NslaIqjla iska
kqjKska fufkys l< hq;af;a mxp Wmdodk ialkaOhka wks;H
jYfhka" la jYfhka" frda. jYfhka" .~qjla jYfhka" yq,la
jYfhka" mSvdjla jYfhka" wdndOhla jYfhka" wkqkag wh;a
fohla jYfhka" keiS jekiS hk fohla jYfhka" ysia fohla
jYfhka" wkd;au fohla jYfhka'
t;fldg n,kak f mxp WmdodkialkaOh fudk fudk
yg n,kak lsh, o f foaYkd lf<a' mxp WmdodkialkaOh
whs;s laLdHh i;Hhg' nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokafka"
f Tlafldu ia;rh yl=jd lshkjd k fudlla o tA@ mxp
WmdodkialkaOh ;uhs l'
ka t;fldg fl lrkjd lshkafka is,aj;a flkd'
tfyk wmg ffla fmakjd f nqoaO Ydikh iS,hlska
wjika fjk tlla fkd fjhs' iS,hlska iEySulg m;a fjk
tlla fkd fjhs' iS,hl mssysg,d ;djfndaOh msKsi thd
h lsis fohla kqjKska uish hq;=j ;sfnkjd' tA foa .ek
;uhs ka f ia;r fjkafka' b;ska f idmq;a; uy ry;ka
jykafia ia;r lrkjd" ljr myla o f yg ne,sh hq;f
a ;a'
rEm WmdodkialkaOh" fokd WmdodkialkaOh" i[a[d
Wmdodkia l ka O h" ixLdr Wmdodkia l ka O h" [a [ dK
WmdodkialkaOh hk f my ffla ;sfhkjd'
^Gdkx fLda mfka;x wdjqfida c;s& wdhqIau;=ks" fukak
f ldrKh isoaO fjkak mqjka' fudlla o@ ^hx iS,jd NslaLq
bf mxpqmdodklaLkaf& t;fldg f is,aj;a NslaIqj f
mxp WmdodkialkaOhka wks;H jYfhka" la jYfhka" frda.
jYfhka" .~qjla jYfhka" yq,la jYfhka" mSvdjla jYfhka"
wdndOhla jYfhka" wkqka wh;a fohla jYfhka" keiS jekiS
hk fohla jYfhka" ysia fohla jYfhka" wkd;au fohla
jYfhka fhda k s f ida ukis l drfhka ys ; kjd' fhda k s f ida

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ukisldrfha fhfok fldg fidajdka M,hg m;afjkjd' ffla

lshkjd" f mxp WmdodkialkaOh f yg n, n,d kqjKska
ui uid bkakfldg fida;dm;a;s M,hg m;afjkjd'
fida;dm;a;s M,h idlaId;a lrkjd'
Bg miafia wykjd fld; uy ry;ka jykafia"
^fida;dmkafkak mkdjqfida idmq;a;" NslaLqkd l;f Oud
fhdaksfida ukisld;nd;s& wdhqIau;a idmq;a;hka jykai"
fida;dmkak NslaIqj fudk jf.a Ouhla o kqjKska fufkys
l< hq;af;a@ t;fldg idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ms<s;=re
fokjd wdhqIau;a fld;" fidajdka fjp NslaIqj;a Th
mxp WmdodkialkaOh ;uhs kqjKska fufkys lr lr" fufkys
lr lr ish hq;af;a' Tkak fida;dmkak NslaIqj Th mxp
WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska fufkys lr lr bkak fldg
ilod.d M,h idlaId;a lrkjd'
Bgmiafia wykjd ilod.d fjp NslaIqj fudk jf.a
Ouhla o kqjKska fukys lr lr bkak k@ idmq;a; uy
ry;ka jykafia ms<s;=re kakd' wdhqIau;a fld;fhks"
ilod.d fjp NslaIqjla f mxp WmdodkialkaOh u ;uhs
kqjKska fufkys lr lr ne,sh hq;af;a' t;fldg fudlo
fjkafka@ f ilod.d fjp NslI
a j
q mxp WmdodkialkaOhka
kqjKska ui uid n,kfldg wkd.d M,h idlaId;a
lrkjd'
Bgmiafia wykjd wkd.d fjp NslaIqj kqjKska
uish hq;af;a fudk jf.a fohla o@ wkd.d NslaIqj;a f
mxp WmdodkialkaOh u ;uhs kqjKska ui uid ne,sh
hq;af;a' t;fldg tA wkd.d flkd wry;a M,h idlaId;a
lrkjd'
Bgmiafia wykjd fld; ry;ka jykafia" ry;ka
jykafia iska fudk jf.a fohla o kqjKska fufkys l<
hq;af;a@ ry;ka jykafia;a f mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh u
;uhs f yg fufkys lr lr ish hq;f
a ;a' ffla ;shkjd

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^k;a fLda wdjqfida wryf;da W;a;x lrKShx& wdhqIau;=ka

jykai" ry;ka jykafiag wdfh wuq;=fjka lrkak fohla kE'
^l;iai jd m;spfhda& lrmq foa .ek kej; kej; lsul=;a
kE' kuq;a ^wms p bf Oud Nd;d nyq,Sl;d& fu Ouhka
nyq, jYfhka jefuka ^GOuiqLydrh fj ixj;a;ka;&s
f ;fha iem fia jdih ls ug fya ; = f jkjd'
^i;sim[a[dh pd;s& isys kqjK mej;Su msKi
s ;a fya;f
= jkjd'
t;fldg ry;ka jykafia lrkafk;a f wks;H .ek isys lr
lr bkak tlhs lshkjd' wdfh ry;a u msKsi fya;=fjkjd
lshk tl fkd fjhs' ud.h imQK lrf.k tfyu l,amkd
lr lr lshkjd bkafka'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wms fflka f;re .kak k wms
mxp WmdodkialkaOh .ek meye<s lsula lrf.k wms ks;r
ks;r ta .ek kqjKska fufkys lsu l< hq;=hs' fudlo tfyu
lrkak lrkak ;uhs wmg f ;h .ek wjfndaOhla we;s
lr.kak mqjka fjkafka' ka ud ys;kafka fndfyda g f
mxp WmdodkialkaOh fndfyda fofkl=g ka meye<s j f;are
.kak mqjkalu ;sfhkjd'
rEm WmdodkialkaOh lsh,d lsf fudlla o@ i;r
uy Od;=;a" i;r uyd Od;=ka f.ka yg .;a;= foaj;a'
fokd WmdodkialkaOh lsh,d lsf" wefia iamYfhka
yg.kakd u lfKa iamYfhka yg.kakd u kdifha
iamYfhka yg.kakd u f iamYfhka yg.kakd u
lfha iamYfhka yg.kakd u ukfia iamYfhka yg.kakd
u' u ;uhs fokd WmdodkialkaOh lsh,d lsf'
i[a [ d Wmdodkia l ka O h ls h ,d ls f" wefia
iamYfhka yg.kakd rEm i[a[dj lfKa iamYfhka
yg.kakd Yo i[a[dj kdifha iamYfhka yg.kakd .kaO
i[a[dj f iamYfhka yg.kakd ri i[a[dj lfha
iamYfhka yg.kakd fMdGn i[a[dj ukfia yg.kakd
Ou i[a[dj'

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ixia l dr Wmdodkia l ka O h ls h ,d ls f" wefia

iamYfhka yg.kakd rEm ixf;kd lfKa iamYfhka
yg.kakd Yo ixf;kd kdifha iamYfhka yg.kakd
.kaO ixf;kd f iamYfhka yg.kakd ri ixf;kd
lfha iamYfhka yg.kakd fMdGn ixf;kd ukfia
iamYfhka yg.kakd Ou ixf;kd'
[a [ dK Wmdodkia l ka O h ls h ,d ls f" wefia
[a[dKh lfKa [a[dKh kdifha [a[dKh f
[a[dKh lfha [a[dKh ukfia [a[dKh' ;j;a
meye<sj lshkjd k kdurEm m%;Hfhka yg.kakd wefia
[a[dKh kdurEm m%;Hfhka yg.kakd lfKaa [a[dKh
kdurEm m%;Hfhka yg.kakd kdifha [a[dKh kdurEm
m%;Hfhka yg.kakd f [a[dKh kdurEm m%;Hfhka
yg.kakd lfha [a[dKh kdurEm m%;Hfhka yg.kakd
ukfiaa [a[dKh'
fukak f mxp WmdodkialkaOh ;uhs wms kqjKska
ui ui ;sh hq;af;a' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka tla;rd
NslaIqjla we;a weyqjd" Wmdodk lsh,d lshkafka mxp
WmdodkialkaOhg o@ mxp WmdodkialkaOfhka neyer jQ
fohlg o@ t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d fudlla o
Wmdodk ls h ka f ka ls h ,d" Wmdodkh ls h ka f ka mxp
WmdodkialkaOh;a fkd fjhs" mxp WmdodkialkaOfhka neyer
jQ fohl=;a fkd fjhs' mxp WmdodkialkaOh flfrys h
Pkaord.hla ;sf o tal ;uhs tafla ;sfhk Wmdodkh'
t;fldg wms f mxp WmdodkialkaOh flfrys h
Pkaord.hla ;sfhkjd o wkak tA Pkaord.h reu msKsihs
f yg ui ui n,kafka' ka mxp WmdodkialkaOh
kqjKska ui ui n,oa we;a; ;;ajh ;uhs f lsh,d
;sfhkafka' fudlo tAl wks;H hs' B,g l hs" tAl frda.hla"
.~q j la " yq , la " mS v djla " f jf.a ,la I K ;uhs mxp
WmdodkialkaOfha ;sfhkafka' f ;shk ,laIK u ;uhs
kqjKska ui uid ne,sh hq;af;a' tA yg kqjKska ui

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uid n,kfldg ;uhs thd f lska ksoyia fjkafka'

tla;rd wjia:djl .jm;s iQ;%fha ;sfhkjd' ixhq;a;
ksldfha u hs tA foaYkdj ;a ;sfhkafka' tAfla ;sfhkjd h
lsis flfkla laL wdh i;Hh wjfndaO l<d k" thdg l
wjfndaO jqkd k laL iuqoh b;=re fjkafka kE' tal m%ydKh
fjkjd' laL iuqoh m%ydKh jqKd k laL ksfrdaOh idlaId;a
lrkjd' laL ksfrdaOh idlaId;a lrkjd k thd ud.h
imQK fjp tlaflfkla'
B<g ljqre y lshkjd k ;Kaydj m%ydKh jqKd
lsh,d" thdg l wjfndaO fj,d' tA jf.a u laL ksfrdaOh
idlaId;a lr,d" laL ksfrdaO .dKs mmodj imQK lr,d'
iuyr flfkla lshkjd k ug ksjk wjfndaO jqKd lsh,d"
thdg wjfndaO fj,d ;sfhkafka l' thd m%ydKh lr,d
;sfhkafka laL iuqoh' thd idlaId;a lr,d ;sfhkafka laL
ksfrdaOh' imQK lr,d ;sfhkafka wdh wIaGx.sl ud.h'
ljqrey lsfjd;a ud.h jevqjd lsh,d tfla f;areu thd l
wjfndaO lr,d laL iuqoh m%ydKh lr,d" laL ksfrdaOh
idlaId;a lr,d lshk tlhs'
f y;r u tlg imQK fjk tlla ;uhs f lD;H
lshkafka' t;fldg lD;H {dkh lshkafka ljqrey lshkjd
k ug ka l fyd|g f;afrkjd" uu ka l fyd|g wjfndaO
lr,d ;sfhkafka kuq;a ;DIaKdfjka bkakjd' t;fldg l
wjfndaO fj,d kE' l wjfndaO jqKd k laL iuqoh b;s
fjkafka kE' fya;=j l yehg wjfndaO lrkak ;sfhkafka
mxp WmdodkialkaOh'
ka tfkod ;fha lghq;= lsf wfka ug k
ka fydog u l,ls,d ;sfhkafka lshkjd' tA fudlla o@
.eu' oafIhg lshk fjk kula' ka ug fydog u l,ls,d
;sfhkafka' ;s;a; fj,d ;sfhkafka lshkjd' tA ;s;a; fj,d
;sfhkafka fudlla o@ tA oafIh' l,lsu fkd fjhs' l,lsu
lsh,d lshkafka wjfndaOhla' l,lsu lsh,d lshkafka

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[dKhla' ksod [dKh ^ksoaox rc;s& Th ;sfhkafka'

l,lsu lsh,d lshkafka ;h wjfndaO ula'
tA ksid tAl f;are .kak ;uhs uu Th kskao;s
lshk jpkh zwjfndaOfhka l,lsuZ lsh,d mj;kh
lrkafk' fudlo ke;ak f zl,lsfrkjd l,lsfrkjdZ
lsh,d lshkjd' wfma rf oafIhg lshk kula tAl' idudkH
flfkla l,lsfrkjd lsh,d lshkjd k fudllao@ tAl
oafIh' zwfka fkd olskaZ lshk tl ;uhs f;areu' tAl fkd
fjhs fu;k l,lsfrkjd lsh,d lshkafka' l,lsreKd lsh,d
lshkafka fudlla o@ h:dN+; [dKh'
idudkHfhka f l wjfndaO lsf l,lsreKd
lsh,d lshkafka h:dN+; [dKh ,eu' t;fldg fl ;uhs
wmg lsgq lr .kak ;sfhk wudre jef' tA fudlo fya;=j
wms fndfyda ld,hla f ixidf f.f laL wdh i;Hh
.ek wjfndaOhlska fkd fjhs' laL iuqoh wh i;Hh .ek
wjfndaOhlska fkd fjhs' laL ksfrdaO wdh i;Hh .ek
wjfndaOhlska fkd fjhs' laL ksfrdaO .dks mmod wdh
i;Hh .ek wjfndaOhlska fkd fjhs' tA lshkafka p;=rdh
i;Hh .ek wjfndaO lrf.k hk .ukla fkd fjhs'
wfma wdYajdi m%Yajdi lrkafk;a p;=rdh i;Hh .ek
wjfndaOhl msysgmq lhla tlal fkd fjhs' woHd iy.;
lhla myrKh lrkafka wms' woHd iy.; ldh ixialdr'
jpk ys;kafk;a woHd iy.; j ixialdr' wms y`kd.kafka
woHd iy.; i[a[d' woHd iy.; ' tA lshkafk woHd
iy.; ;a; ixialdr ffla msyshdg miafia woHd iy.;
ixialdr j,' Bgmiafia wms mskla l<d k ta
mq [ a [ dNs i xia l drhla fjkjd' wms mjla l<d k ta l
wmq[a[dNsixialdrhla fjkjd' wrEm OHdk wd OHdkhla
jevqjd k tAl wdfk[acdNsixialdrhla fjkjd'
kdurEmfha nei.;a;= woHd iy.; ;Kaydfjka neKq
[a[dKhla u hs yg.kafka f wefia" lfKa" kdifha" f"

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lfha" ukfia' tA ksid ;uhs mdl msKsi lu yefokafka'

mdl msKsi lu yep .uka ldgj;a j<lajkak nE Wm;la
lrd hkjd' mdl msKsi lu ilia jqKdu Wm;la lrd hk
tl f,dalfha j<lajkak mqjka tlla fkd fjhs' tAl fudlla
o@ ^Ou;s& Ou kshduhla' tal kshdu Ouhla' tAlhs
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Oufha wmg fmfkkafka' wms ka
f mxp WmdodkialkaOhla tlal l;d lsf wksjdhfhka
wms mp iuqmamdoh tfyu f;dar.kafka ksjerj f;are
.kak k ksid' ka u;l we;s Tng ixhq;a; ksldfha fofjks
fldgfia [dKj;a:q iq;%h tfyu lshjoa mp iuqmamdohg
lshmq ku fudlla o@ ^bOuiai Of [dKx& fl ;uhs Tyq
f.a Of [dKh' Of [dKh lsf mp iuqmamdoh
.ek ;sfhk wjfndaOh'
b;ska tAfla ;sfhkafka f fya;= m%;Hh jYfhka
biafi,a,d thd wjfndaO lr.kafka w;S; ; .ek;a fkd
fjhs' wkd.; ; .ek;a fkd fjhs' j;udkfha oajdoidx.
mp iuqmamdoh ;uhs f woHd iy.;j crd urK |,d
f woHd iy.;j hk olajd u f j;udkfha ilia fj,d
;sfhkafka lsh, mp iuqmamdoh thd olskjd' t;fldg tA
[dKh fudlla o@ Of [dKh' Bgmiafia nqrcdKka
jykafia jod<d" w;S;" wkd.;hg kh muqKj
q ,d n,kak lsh,d'
tAl fudlla o@ wkajfha [dKx t;fldg f w;S; wkd.;"
j;udk tl mdr fl l<j lrf.k lrk tlla fkd
fjhs' kh muqKqjd n,kak lshkjd' tAlg lshkafka wkajfha
[dKx'
t;fldg w;S;fha n,kak lshkjd f yg f
w;S;fha yek crd urK we;sjqfkaa bmu ksid' bmu yefka
mdl msKsi lu ilia u ksid' Tfydu n,df.k hkak
lshkjd' Tfydu n,df.k hkfldg l wdfha msysgkafka
woHdf u hs' Bgmiafia wkd.;h n,df.k hkak lshkjd'
fldfyduo wkd.f;a crd urK yn fjkafka lsh,d'

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wkd.f;a n,df.k hoa wkd.f;a .sys,a,d .sys,a,d wdh

msysgkafka fudfla o@ woHdf u hs' tAl ksid wmg fmakjd
p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO fkd jqk ksid ;uhs fid >
w;S;hla wmg Wreu jqfka' p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO lrk
;=re wmg ixidr .ukl=;a ;sfhkjd'
j;udkfh;a f wjfndaOhla ke;s .uklg wyqjqfka
p;=rdh i;Hh .ek fkd okakd ksid u hs' wiaiq iQ;%h lsh,d
iQ; foaYkdjla ;sfhkjd ixhq;a; ksldfha fofjks fldgfia'
tAfla ;sfhkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka jykafia,d f.ka
wykjd mskaj;a uyfKks" f ixidf h urKhg m;a
fuka Tn fy h l`<la weoao" wud uep tl .ek
ys;,d we`vQ h l`<la we;ak je.sreKq" weia j,ska jEyqKq
h l`<la we;ak tA l` o je" f i;r uyd id.r c,h
o@ NslaIqka jykafia,d lshkjd iajdks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai"
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd fldg jod< Ouh wms
u;l ;ndf.k iskafka f yg hs' wms w;S; ixidf
f.joa u h hdfuka wfma weia j,ska je.sreKq jEyqKq h
l<la weoao tA l` u hs je' i;r uyd id.r c,h fkd
fjhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d id id mskaj;a uyfKks"
kqU,d f u;l ;nd f.k isk wdldrh fnfydu wf.hs'
Th wdldrhg ;uhs mskaj;a uyfKks" w;S;fha f f.jQ
ixidrfha mshd f.a urKh ksid jeyqKq l` rErd yeKqq
l` h l<la weoao" tA l i;r uyd id.r c,hg je hs'
f jf.a nqrcdKka jykafia ifydaor ifydaohka f.a urK
ksid" j,d mq;d,d f.a urK ksid" f jf.a fn,s lemq ld,d
uep ksid" f kd kd o wdldrfhka urKhg m;a u ksid
fy l i;r uyd id.rfha c,hg je lshkfldg wmg
ys;d .;a; yels f ixidrfha fldhs;r > .ukla o wms
f we,a,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d'
wka;f
s nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskj
a ;a uyfKks"
wms wka;sug lr,d ;sfhkafka fmdf<djg mia tl;= lr,d

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;sfhk tl ;rhs' tprhs wms f ixidf mqrdjg lr,d

;sfhkafka' tA ksid mskaj;a uyfKks" f flfrys fkd we,S
isu u hs jkafka' wdfh Wm;la lrd fkd hkak l,amkd
lrk tl u hs jkafka lshkjd' t;fldg tA nqoaO foaYkd
yd n,k fldg wmsg meye<sj fmakjd wmg lrkak ;sfhkafka
f mxp Wmdodkia l ka O fha h we,a u la weoa o " mxp
WmdodkialkaOh flfrys h wdYdjla wfma ysf;a weoao" fl
m%ydKh jk wdldrhg isys kqjKska hqla;j kqjKska ui
uid ne,Suhs' b;ska Th ldrKh ;uhs mxp WmdodkialkaOh
flfrys lrkak ;sfhkafk'
ka ffla ;sfhkafka fldfydu o@ wks;H jYfhka
n,kafk lshkjd' rEmh wks;H jYfhka n,kak lshkjd'
tfyk rEmhla fjkia fjkfldg wms isysfhka bkak k'
f fjkia fjkafka wks;H ksid lsh,d wmsg isysfhka bkak
mqjkalu ;sfhkak k' isyf
s hka n,kak mqjkalu ;sfhkak
k' t;fldg h ula fjkia fjkjd k" wks;H njg
m;afjkjd k" f iamYfhka yg.;a;= `ul=hs f wks;H
fjkafka lsh,d wmg isysh Wmoaojd .kak mqjka fjkak
k'
B<g wms ykd.;a; fohla fjkia fj,d hkjd k
f ix{dj wks;H jQ ix{djla fka tA ksid f wks;H fj,d
hkafka lsh,d l,amkd lr,d n,kak mqjka fjkak k'
B<g h f;kdjla fjkia fj,d hkjd k wms f;are
.kak k tfyk f Tlafldu wks;H fjk f;kdj,a
fka' f [a[dKh wks;H fj,d hkfldg f wks;H fjk
[a[dKhla fka lsh,d n,kak mqjka fjkak k'
B<g f wks;H jQ fohl ,laIKh ;uhs" ^hokspx
;x laLx& hula wks;H k tAl l hs' tfyk h lsis lla
yg.kakjd k rEm WmdodkialkaOh' f rEm
WmdodkialkaOh lla u hs lsh,d thd wjfndaO lrkak k'
B<g la fokd wdh yg.kak fldg f u lla u hs
lsh,d wjfndaO lrkak k' B<g ix{djla" h lsis lla

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yg.kak fldg f ix{dj k lla u hs lsh,d wjfndaO

lr.kak k' ixialdr;a tfyuhs' lla u hs lsh,d wjfndaO
lr.kak k' [a[dKh;a tfyu hs'
fjdfha ;sfhkafk lla lsh,d" f mxp Wmdodk
ialkaOh u wjfndaO lr.kak k lla yehg' fudlo
fya;=j Tn ys;,d n,kak wfma ; j, jemqr isoaO fj,d
;sfhkafka is;+ foaj,a o@ fkd is;+ foaj,a o@ ^wka;s ;ms
Nj;s& fkd is;+ foaj,a isfjkjd' ^ka;s ;ms kiai;s& is;+
foaj,a jekiS hkjd' fl ;uhs idudkH f,dafla ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg fufyu Ou;djhla ye,d ;shkafka wks;H ksid
u hs'
t;fldg wks;H foa la jYfhka n,kak k' t;fldg
thd f rEm WmdodkialkaOh lla yehg olskjd f u
lla yehg olskjd k ix{dj lla yehg olskjd k"
ixialdr lla yehg olskjd k" [a[dKh lla yehg
olskjd k uu wr lshmq yg ;uhs olskak ;sfhkafka'
rEmh" iamYfhka yg.;a u" iamYfhka yg.;a; ix{dj"
iamYfhka yg.;a; f;kdj" [a[dKh' fjd lla yehg
kqjKska uikak k yenehs f Tlafldu lrkak ;sfhkafka
mskaj;=ks" tl fohla u; msysg,d' tA ;uhs isysh' isysfhka u
;uhs f Tlafldu ma,jh lrkak ;sfhkafka' fjk fohla
;=< k fkd fjhs'
is y s h ls h ka f ka ks l is y s h la fkd fjhs ' ^w;dms
imcdfkda i;sud& wd;dms lsh,d lshkafka wr mqreoaog
jefgkafka ke;sj fhka hqla;j fl yiqrejd .kak k'
iuyr g mqreoaola ;uhs jyd lsfmkjd' jyd .efgkjd' jyd
wef,kjd" jyd uq<d fjkjd' fjd ;uhs wmg ;sfhk mqre'
t;fldg f mqreoaog .efgkafka ke;sj isysfhka bkak k'
f flf,ia ;jk h lshk tl y wdudre tlla'
tAl f W;aidyfhka u we;s lr.; hq;= tlla flf,ia ;jk
h' ka i;smGdkfha ia;r fjkafka tfyufka' flf,ia

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;jk h w;dms lshkafka' ka .;af;d;a wmg wdYdjla we;s

fjkjd' fldfya y iska jla wefykfldg wykak u ysf;kjd'
Tkak laf,aYhla yg.;a;d' ka fudlo lrkak k' wmsg
fl md,kh lrkak k' t;fldg tal flf,ia ;eula
tla l lrka k ;s f hka f ka ' flf,ia ;jk h ^wd;dms
imcdfkda& imcdfkda lshkafka thd kqjK md lrkak
k' i;sud lshkafka isysh'
tAlg ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d ,d ;sfhkafka
iudh;a jvkak k lsh,d' ka idudkHfhka iudhla we;s
lr.kak wmg fmkaj,d ,d ;sfhkafka fudlo@ iudhla
;=< ;uhs wfma ys; jefvkafka' ka wmsg lshkak nE" iudh
lshk tl wo jefvhs o fyg jefvhs o lsh,d' kuq;a h lsis
hlska iudhla we;sfjkak k" isysfhka bkak k'
isysfhka bkafka ke;sj iudhla we;sfjkjd lshk ldrKdj
isoaO fjkafka kE' W;aidyhla .kak k' wehs iud jhdu"
iud i;s" iud iud' ka wl=i,a we;s fjk fldg wl=i,a
ms<swrka ysfhd;a yhkj o@ iudhla we;s fjkj o@ kE'
;sfhk iudh;a msfykjd' t;fldg f isysh ke;s k
fldfydu;a iudhlg tkak nE'
B<g iuyrekag iudhla we;sfjkafka kE tl mdrg
u' kuq;a thd hlsis W;aidyhl fhfokak u k isysfhka
bkak' wvq .Kfka wks;H jYfhkaj;a n,kak hlsis
W;aidyhl fhfokak k' t;fldg f,dl= /ljrKhla thdg
;sfhkjd'
idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia jod<d" mxp
WmdodkialkaOh wks;H jYfhka n,kak k" la jYfhka
n,kak k" B<g f rEmh n,kak lsjd frda.hla jYfhka'
u< uQ;%d my lsu;a frda.hla yehg nqrcdKka jykafia
n,kak lsh,d ;sfhkafka' b;ska f yg n,oa yeu ;siafi
u frda. ;uhs ;sfhkafka fkao@ t;fldg f frda.hla yehg
n,kak lshkj rEmh' u;a n,kak lshkjd frda.hla yehg'
ix{dj;a n,kak lshkjd frda.hla yehg' ixialdr;a n,kak

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lshkjd frda.hla yehg' [a[dKh;a n,kak lshkjd

frda.hla yehg' wehs tfyu n,kak lshkafka@ wms ld,hla
;siafia mqre jqfka fjd uu" uf.a" uf.a wd;auh lsh, n,
n,d bkak'
fjdfha fmd wdYajdohla ;sfhkjd' f wdYajdoh ;uhs
wmg fmkqfka' fudlla o uydfrej jf.a fmkqfka f
wdYajdoh' fmks,d uydfrej jf.a lla |j |j wdYajdohg
u hkjd' kuq;a ffla wdkj .ek l,amkd lf<a kE' fu;k
lshkafka fudlla o@ f wdkj ne,Su' wdkj n,kak n,kak
;uhs wdYajdoh lrmq lreK f jf.a tlla o lsh,d f;afrkak
mgka.kafka' ke;=j f;afrkafka kE' ke;ak idudkHfhka
fndfyda fofkl=g fjkafka f rEm" fokd" i[a[d" ixialdr"
[a[dKhka f.a ks;H jQ iajNdjhla u fka n,kak mqre
fj,d ;sfhkafka' rEm" fokd" i[a[d" ixialdr" [a[dK
lshk my yd n,kak lshkjd frda.hla yd n,k wdldrhg
kqjKska ui uid'
idmq;;
a uy ry;ka jykafia jod<d" fl ierj f.hla
yd n,kjd jf.a n,kak lsh,d' ka wms .;af;d;a fu;k
bkak ish fokdg u mdfya ierj f. ye,d ;sfhkjd fka
o@ ierj f. yek u ^ka Tn okakjfk wr yefokjd
imamq f. lsh,d tlla& weka lld weka lld ;sfhkjd'
lelal= lr lr ;sfhkjd' tl mdrg u mqmqrk tlla fkd
fjhs' tAjg ;uhs .~q lsh,d lshkafka' wdkak tA jf.a n,kak
lshkjd rEm Wmdodk ialkaOh' .~qjla yd n,kjd jf.a rEm
Wmdodk ialkaOh yd n,kak lshkjd'
fokd Wmdodk ialkaOh yd;a .~qjla yd n,kjd
jf.a ne,sh hq;h
= s lshkjd' i[a[d Wmdodk ialkaOh;a .~qjla
yd n,kjd jf.a ne,sh hq;=hs lshkjd' ixialdr Wmdodk
ialkaOh yd;a" [a[dK Wmdodk ialkaOh yd;a .~qjla
yd n,k hg n,kak lshkjd' we;a; jYfhka f wdldrhg
u n,kjd k udkakh lshk tl me;a; m<df;a ;sfhkafka
kE' ksl u ke;s fj,d hkjd' wms f yg n,kafka

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kEfka' wms n,kafka uu" uu" uu' tA yg n,kak mqre

fj,d fudlo fjkafka Bgmiafia zuuZ ug u ,l=Kq fokak
mgka.kakjd' Bgmiafia tAl bjrhla fjkafka kE' kqjKska
n,kak lsh,d lshkafka tAlhs' .~qjla yd n,kajd jf.a"
weka lld ;sfhk fohla yd n,kjd jf.a n,kak lshkjd'
yenehs tfyu n,kl u wmsg fjd w;aykak ysf;kafka
kE' tlaflda fl w;aykafka fjk tlla w,a,f.k'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d fokjd tod bmp jyq
mehd ;Kfld< lld bkafka fldfydu o@ ls fndkak
hkafka fldhs fj,dfj o lsh,d ys; ys; bkafka' f ;K
fld< lld b`o,d j,d .sys,a,d u fok f.a ;knqre,af,a
t,af,kjd' Th jf.a lshd lshkjd nd,hd Wm;la lrd hkafka'
n,kak Wkajykafia f.a Wmud'
t;fldg wmsg fflka fmakafka wr Wm;la lrd ilia
fjk tAl ms<s.kafka wr wjfndaOh ke;slu ksid u hs'
t;fldg .~qjla jf.a ui ui n,kak lshkjd mxp Wmdodk
ialkaOh yd'
B,`.g n,kak lshkjd yq,la jf.a' ka yq,la lshk
tl" ka hlv W,la jf.a Yrhg wekqfkd;a fokdld
keoao tAl@ tA jf.a yq,la jf.a n,kak lshkjd' ka wms .;af;d;a
fl% d a O h" fl% d a O Wmdhdih" noa O ffjrh" wyxldrlu
idudkHfhka f Tlafldu yq,a lshkjd' tA lshkafka yojf;a
weks,d fokd ;sfhkjd' tAjd whska fjkjdg lshkafka
yq,a .,jkjd lsh,d' t;fldg f yq,a jf.a ;uhs lshkjd
mxp WmdodkialkaOh' rEm WmdodkialkaOh n,kak lshkjd
yq,la jYfhka' fokd WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak lshkjd
yq,la jYfhka' wehs uu uf.a lshmq foh yd fka f yg
n,kak lshkafka' ka wms zuu" uuZ lsh,d msysgmq tl yd
n,kak lshkjd f jf.a' ix{d WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak
lshkjd f jf.a" ixialdr WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak
lshkjd yq,la jYfhka [a[dK WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak
lshkjd yq,la yd n,kjd jf.a'

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t;fldg tA flfrys ;sfhk we,Su whsfhda wms fj o

f .ska .g wrf.k we,a,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d wmsg h
lsis jgyd .ekSula lrkak mqjka fjkjd' ke;ak wmg
ysf;kafka fldfydu o@ wo la ka|g fyg tfyu fjk
tlla kE lsh,d' wmsg ysf;kafka f ;fha la ;sfhkafka'
B< ;fha la kE lsh,d' fudlo fya;j
= wmsg u;la fjkafka
kE B< f;;a wmg ,efnkafka f mxp WmdodkialkaOhla'
B< ;fh;a wmg ,efnkafka wei" lK" kdih" j" lh"
uki lshk yhla' B< ;fh;a wmg ,efnkafka mp
iuqmamdohg yiqfuka u hs' wmsg fjd u;l ke;=j hkjd'
u;l ke;s fj,d wms B< ;fha fufyu fufyu lsh,d
m;kjd' iuyr g wms l<ska ysgmq f,dal j, m;kak we;s
ukqIH f,dafl hkak we;sk fldpr fyd`o o lsh,d' ka
b;ska wms f we,a,d bkakjd' f |j |jd wms m;kjd
g jvd lror ke;s f,dalhg wmg hkak we;sk fldpr
fyd`ohs o lsh,d' kuq;a wmsg ysf;k yg hkafka kE'
^lu mflda wka;sfhda& lu mdl ys;kak nE' tAfla
jevms<sfj, thd fldfya is fjkjo okafka kE' tAlhs
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d fokafka ioaOdkqid" Oudkqid
flkdg hlsis /ljrKhla ;sfhkjd' tAfla fmkajd fokjd
ksrhg hkafka kE' i;r wmdhg hkafka kE" Oudkqid
flkd .ek;a lshkjd' fida;dmkak flkd .ekhs iarj
lshkafka i;r wmdfhka w;akd lsh,d' Wmu jqfKd;a
wd;au y; hs ixidf .uka lrkafka lsh,'
t;fldg wmsg meye<sj fmakjd Th ioaOdkqid fjkjd
lshk lreK mjd Th lg jpkfhka wms l;d lr lr bkak
;r f,ais tlla fkd fjhs lsh,d' fudlo fya;=j fyd`og
isysfhka ysfha ke;ak wms okafka kE B<g wmsg fudlo
fjkafka@ fudllao lrkafka@ lsh,d okafka kE' tA ksid isysh
u hs hqKq lr lr f Ou ud.fha hkak ;sfhkafka tfyu
ke;ak wms weof.k jefgkjd' ;ek fldfyo lsh,d
fydhkak nE'

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tprg u f ixidr .ufka ;sfhkafka Yajdi lghq;=

jevms<sfj,la fkd fjhs' ffla ;sfhkafka fldhs fj,df
lvdlmam,a fjhs o lsh,d lshkak ne jevms<sfj,la' b;ska tA
ksid fl fyd`ka f;are wrf.k isysfhka kqjKska ;uhs
ffla hkak ;sfhkafka' fndfyda fofkl=g ;sfhk m%Yakh
;uhs fndfyda fofkl=g kE f wdrN Od;=' wdrN Od;=
lshkafka fudlla o@ mgka .;a;= h' fndfydau ,l,Eia;s
fj,d Tkak mgka.kakjd' fmd;a ,Eia;s lrf.k msgljr
odf.k" igyka Tlafldu ,Eia;s lr.kak lsh,d ys;df.k
fmd;a m;a ,Eia;s lrkjd' tAjdfha u,a we|,d ,shkjd zkfuda
nqoaOdhZ lsh,d' ,sh,d iq we ,Eia;s lr.kakjd' ,Eia;s
lrkjd ;rhs wdh n,kfldg thd fjk fjk jev j,
.sys,a,d' wdfh ld,hla .sys,a,d ,Eia;s lr.kakjd' ,Eia;s
lr,d Tkak l ojila .sys,a,d Ouh bf.k.kak mgka
.kakjd' fudlla y lrorhla lvdf.k jefgkjd' Bg miafia
fudlo fjkafka' tAl me;a;lska ;sh,d wr lrorhg yjq,a
fjkjd' yjq,afj,d tAl bjr lrf.k wdfha tkjd' tfyu
fkd fjhs o ffla ;sfhkafka' jemqru ;sfhkafka tfyu
;uhs' l,d;=rlska flfkl=g tl .g fl hqKq lr.kak
mqjka fjkafka' fndfyda fofkl=g fl hqKq lr.kak
,efnkafka kE' b;ska tA ksid wmsg fmakjd ksh fmd;a;g
.;a;= mia l jf.a ;uhs fl wjfndaO lr.kak wh' tA ksid
fl ;ud ;=< we;s lr.kak l=i,;d j,ska u hs lrkak
;sfhkafka' wmsg fjk lsisu l%uhla kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia <g wmg mhska hkak l%uhla kE'
Wkajykafia <g fjk ms<sfj,lska hkak l%uhl=;a kE'
hkak ;sfhkafka nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd mq l%uhg
l,amkd lsfuka u hs' fjk lsisu ms<sfj<la kE' tA yg
is;Sfuka u ;uhs' tA yg fufkys lsfuka u ;uhs' fjk
lsisu ms<sfj,la kE' Wkajykafia fmkajd fok wdldrhg
olaI jqfKd;a wms ^wd;dms& flf,ia ;jk fhka hq;=j wmg
mqjka jqfkd;a" wkak wmg l l hkak mqjka fjkjd'
t;fldg thd yq,la jf.a n,kak k'

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B<g ^w>f;da& mSvdjla jYfhka n,kak k' t;fldg

rEm WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak k fldfydu o@ thd
mSvdjla yd n,kjd jf.a' fokdj WmdodkialkaOh yd
n,kak k mSvdjla jf.a' i[a[dj yd" ixialdr yd"
[a[dK yd n,kak k fudlla yd n,kjd jf.a o uyd
mSvdld johla yd n,kj jf.a'
^wdndOf;da& wikSmhla jf.a n,kak lshkjd' tfyk
f uq ;h u lsh,d lshkafka fudlla o@ wikSmhla' tA
yg kqjKska fufkys lr lr n,kak lshkjd rEm" fokd"
i[a[d" ixialdr" [a[dK lshk my yd u kqjKska ui
ui n,kak lshkjd wikSmhla yd n,kjd jf.a'
B<g n,kak lshkjd ^mrf;da& f wkqka f.a fohla
jf.a' ka wkqka f.a fohla mqjka o ;uka f.a fohla yehg
mj;ajkak' nEfka' wkqka b,a,k fj,djg tAl fokak k'
tAl ;ukag lsh,d ;shd.kak mqjkalula kE' ;ukag fldpr
wjYH;djhka ;snqK;a wkqka f.a fohla k tAl thd b,a,mq
.uka fokak k' i;r uyd Od;=ka f.ka yg.;a f rEm lh
yd n,kak lshkjd wkqka f.a fohla yd n,kjd jf.a'
iamYfhka yg.kakd u yd n,kak lshkjd wkqka f.a
fohla yd n,kjd jf.a' iamYfhka yg.kakd ixialdr yd
n,kak lshkjd wkqka f.a fohla yd n,kjd jf.a' tA jf.a
u kdurEmhka f.ka yg.kakd [a[dKh yd n,kak lshkj
wkqka f.a fohla yd n,kjd jf.a' tfyu n,oa n,oa ;uhs
;ukag fjd flfrys fkd wef,k yg is; msysgqjd.kak
mqjka fjkafka' tfyu ke;ak tAl lrkak fjkafka kE'
ka iuyr g fufyu wms Ouh lshk g tlaflfkla
y fl w,a,.kakjd' mska ;sfhk tlaflkd m%{dj ;sfhk
tlaflkd fl w,a,.kakjd' wms okafka kE" f ish fokd
u Ouh w,a,hs o lsh,d' kqjK ;sfhk flkd w,a,.kakjd'
kqjK ;sfhk flkd l,amkd lrkjd kqjK ;sfhk flkd
uikjd' fudlo fyd`og f;afrkjd ffl wmg ;sfhk
wjia:dj lhs' B< tl ;uhs wkd.f;a ;sfhk wjia:dj

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g;a jvd lhs' f f;a wms .;af;d;a tfyu fjkak wmsg

wjia:dj Tkak ,e,d ;sfhkjd' ka wms Ouh bf.k .kakjd'
Ouh isys lrkjd' ka Ouh wms kqjKska uikjd'
ka nqoO
a foaYkd fl<sku
a wms wykjd imQK foaYkdj
u' ka fl Y%djl NdIs;hla' ka wms okakjd nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Y%djlhka fudkjo foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka
lsh,d' ka ffla ;sfhkafka Y%djlfhla foaYkd lrmq foaj,a
f fldfyj;a kE' Th idm% o dh ls h k tA j d fkfuhs
;sfhkafka' tA Y%djlhka jykafia,d fl,ska u l;d lr,d
;sfhkafka wjfndaOhg wjYH lrk foaj,a u hs' kuq;a B<
;h lsh,d fl<ska u lshkak nE' fudlo wkd.f;a YdLd"
iqukd" iqcd;d,d f.a f,dalhla kE' wkd.f;a ;sfhkafka wjqre
mKy y;<syg nyskjd" ;syg nyskjd" iaig nyskjd" oyhg
nyskjd" l=i,a lshk jpkh mjd w;=reoyka fjkjd' wkd.f;a
nqoaO Ydikh nn<kafka kE' fyd`og meye<s hs tAl' ;Hd
oDIah ;uhs wkd.f;a rc lrkafka' kq;a ;Hd oDIah rc
lrk tfla wkd.f;a rc lsu .ek ljr l;d o@
B<g idmq;;
a uy ry;ka jykafia jod<d" ^mf,dalf;da&
is hk fohla jYfhka n,ka k ls h kjd rEm
WmdodkialkaOh" rEmh n,kak lshkjd is hk fohla
jYfhka' fokdj yd n,kak lshkjd is hk fohla
jYfhka' i[a[dj foi n,kaak lshkjd is hk fohla
yehg' ixialdr yd n,kak lshkjd is hk fohla
jYfhka' [a[dKh yd n,kak lshkjd is hk fohla
jYfhka'
tfyu n,kak n,kak Tkak B<g ^iq[a[f;da&
Y+kH;djh' Bgmiafia Y+kH;djh n,kak lshkjd' fudlla o
Y+kH;djh lshkafka@ ysia nj' fudllao ysia njhs lsh,d
lshkafk' fudflka o ysia@ uu lshk fohska ysia' t;fldg
mxp WmdodkialkaOh yd n,kak lshkjd uu lshk fohska
ysia' B<g uf.a lshk fohska ysia' uf.a wd;auh lshk fohska
ysia' wkak tfyu n,kak lshkjd'

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ka wms lshuq ljqre y lshkjd f fyda,a tl we;=f,a

w,sfhla bkakjd lsh,d' wms t<sfha b|f.k ys;df.k bkakjd
w,sfhla bkakjd lsh,d' ka f fyda,a tl we;=<g tkfldg
w,sfhla kE' tfyk w,shd f.ka ysia' tfyk thd fyda,a
tl we;=<g we;a n,kjd' w,sfhla kE' ysia' tA jf.a uu
ls h ,d fohla f rEm Wmdodkia l ka O fha kE' fokd
Wmdodkia l ka O fha kE' i[a [ d" ixLdr" [a [ dK
WmdodkialkaO j, kE'
wms ys;df.k bkakjd' kuq;a kqjKska ui uid
n,kfldg wjfndaO fjkafka fudlla o@ uu lsh,d fohlska
tfla ysia' wkak tA Y+kH;djh n,kak lshkjd' tfyu n,kak
n,kak thd olskafka fudlla o@ f fya;+ka ksid yg.kakd
jQ fya;= ke;s fuka ke;s jkakd jQ Ou;djhg whs;s foaj,a
;uhs thdg olskak ,efnkafka' tAl ;uhs thdf.a h:dN+;
[dKh'
Bgmiafia thdg n,kak mqjka wkd;au jYfhka' tA
ls h ka f ka ;uka f.a jifha mj;a j ka k nE' rEm
WmdodkialkaOh ;uka f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' fokd
WmdodkialkaOh ;uka f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' i[a[d
WmdodkialkaOh ;ud f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' ixialdr
WmdodkialkaOh ;ud f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' [a[dK
WmdodkialkaOh ;ud f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' tfyk
f my ;ud f.a jifha mj;ajkak nE' ka wmsg f;afrkjd
;udf.a jifha mj;ajkak ne k f lh yefok yefok
foaj,a j,g wkqj ye ye hk fohla ;uhs f ;sfhkafka
lsh,d thd wjfndaO lr.kakjd' wkak tA wjfndaO lr .ekSu
;uhs wfma ;hg Wmld fjkafka'
wkak tfyu wjfndaO lrk tlaflkd mxp
WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska wjfndaO lr.kakjd' f l k
jQ wdh i;Hh hs' ka thd kqjKska ui uid f lrkafka'
t;fldg thd f;are .kakjd ffla uu lsh,d fol=;a
ke;ak" uf.a lsh,d foal=;a ke;ak" tfyk fuhd ;,a

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fj hkak k' we,Sula tlal wkjfndaOfhka lrk fohla

ksid lsh,d' ka thd f;are .kakjd' fl fya;=jla ksihs
we;s fjkafk' laL iuqoh wdh i;Hhla u hs' tfyk fuhd
f;are .kakjd h ojil f l ilia lrkakd jq lreKq
l ke;ak f l kE' flka ksoyia fjkjd' tfyk
laL ksfrdaOh wdh i;Hhla u hs' tA i|yd laL ksfrdaO
.dkS mmodj wh i;H u hs ;sfhkafka' fjd wdh i;H
u hs lsh,d p;=rdh i;Hh ms<sn|j i;H [dKhg tkjd'
biai,a,u thd tkafka i;H [dKhg' tAl ;uhs iud h'
t;fldg thd fida ; dmka k jq K d ls h kjd' thd
fida;dm;a;s M,h idlaId;a l<d lshkjd' fida;dm;a;s M,h
thd idlaId;a l<d k ka thdg fydog n,kak mqjka
fudlla o@ mxp WmdodkialkaOh' ka thd mxp
WmdodkialkaOh ;=< wd;au oDIafhka neyer jqKd fka' ka
thdg fyd|g fya;=M, n,kak mqjka' thd kqjKska n,oa
n,oa thdg ilaldh h m%ydKh fjkjd' Bgmiafia thdg
lsPdj ;sfha o@ lsPdjla yskafka kE' thdg
nqrcdKka jykafia flfrys h meyeula ;shkjd k tAl
ia:djr fjkjd' Ouh flfrys h meyeula ;shkjd k
tAl ia:djr fjkjd' ud.h m%;smodj flfrys h meyeula
;shkjd k tal ia:djr fjkjd' wdh ix>hd flfrys h
meyeula ;shkjd k tAl ia:djr fjkjd' w;S; ixidr .uk
we;s fjp wdldrh .ek meye<s wjfndaOhla we;sfjkjd'
wkd.;fha hkak ;sfhkafka wjfndaOfhka lsh,d f;are
.kakjd' B<g iS,n; mrdudi j,g wyqfjkafka kE'
wyqfjkafka ke;af;a thd f fya;=M, oyu ms<sn| kSulska
jdih lrkjd'
t;fldg fida;dm;a;s M,hg m;afjp tlaflkd
fida;dm;a;s wx. y;rlska hqla;hs'

nqrcdKka jykafia .ek fkd fi,afjk m%idohla

;sfhkjd'
Y%S ioaOuh .ek fkd fi,afjk m%idohla ;sfhkjd'

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wdh uyd ix> r;akh .ek fkd fi,afjk m%idohla

;sfhkjd'

wdhldka; iS,h ;sfhkjd'

ka fuhd tA iS,fha msysg,d ;jrg;a fl lrf.k

hkjd' mxp WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska n, n,d ka fuhd
iudh;a m%.=K lrkjd' Th jf.a lrf.k hoa" mxp
WmdodkialkaOh uq,a lrf.k u Th ldurd.h we;s fjkafk"
m>h we;s fjkafk' t;fldg ldurd." m> fol ;=kS fjk
;=re u mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh wjfndaO fjkjd' wks;H
jYfhka" la jYfhka wjfndaO fjkjd' thdg lshkafka
fudlla o@ ilod.d flkd lsh,d' ilod.d lshkafka f;areu
;uhs ^ilsx wd.d& tla jrla mefKk' f ldu f,dalhg
tla jrhs mefKkafka' tlaflda f ksia f,dalhg tkjd'
tlaflda jH f,dalhg tla jrhs tkafka' tA lshkafka ilod.d
tlaflfkla wdfh ukqIH f,dalfha Wmkak;a thd f ;h
;=< u msksjka mdkjd' t;fldg f ilod.d tlaflkd f
ldu f,dalhg tlajrhs tkafka' thd tAflka u la fl<jr
lrkjd' thd ;jrg;a mxp WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska uioa
fudlo fjkafka' ldurd.h imQKfhka u m%ydKh fjkjd'
m>h;a m%ydKh fjkjd' t;fldg iudh;a imQK fj,d'
ldurd.h m%ydKh lrkak neye iudh ;=<ska ldufhka
fjkafj,d bkafk ke;sj'
iudhla ;=< lduhka f.ka fjka fj,d bkak ys;
mqre lrkjdfka' ^fj ldfys p wl=if,ays Ofys&
lsh,d lduhkaf.ka fjka fj,d" wl=i, Ouhka f.ka fjka
fj,d i;r i;smGdkfha isysh jvkak jvkak kSjrKhka
hgm;a fjkjd'
hgm;a fj hkfldg fuhd f.a ys; lduhkag we,d
hk tl kj;skjd' nqrcdKka jykafia fndfydau ,iaikg
;sfhkjd > ksldfha flajv iQ;%fha Wmudjlska ia;r
lrkjd' flfkla f .x.djlska tf;r fjkak

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n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' n,dfmdfrd;a;= fj,d . ,g

we,a,d ka fuhd bkakjd' tf.dv fmakjd' ka fuhd fuf.dv
b|f.k j`kjd tf.dvg' wfka tf;r fu;rg mefKajd
tA o@ ; ld,h u l<;a tkafka kE' tA jf.a lshkjd
m%;smodjla wkq.ukh fkd fldg me;Su'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd flfkla
bkakjd' tf;r hkak k' kuq;a thdf.a f w;a fol
msmiaig lr,d o je,a j,ska .eg .y,d ;sfhkafka' kuq;a
thd tf;rg hkak wYdfjka bkakjd' thdg tAl lrkak nE'
tA jf.a lshkjd mxp kSjrK' ;j flfkla bkakjd' tf;r
hkak l,amkd lrf.k bkakjd' Tj;a tlal jy,d fuhd
fmdfrdjf.k me;a;lg fj,d bkakjd' fuf.dv tA jf.a
lshkjd mxp kSjrK j,g yiqfj,d thd bkak tl' f
Wmudj,ska Wkajykafia fndfydau ,iaikg fmkajd ,d
;sfhkjd'
t;fldg f yg jvkak jvkak fudlo lrkafka
fuhd f mxp kSjrKhka f.a ndOdj ykdf.k f kSjrK
j,ska fokak lsh,d hjka;j fl l l hqKq lrf.k
iudhla jvkjd' wkd.d fjkfldg iudh;a imQK hs'
iS,h;a imqK hs' kuq;a m%{dj imQK kE'
ka fl fyd|g u;l ;shd .kak ka Th lshkfldg
fndx. ;uhs je,d ;sfhkafka' fndx. lshkafka
fudkjg o@ ima; fndx.' i;s" Ouph" h" mS;s"
miaioa" iud" WfmlaLd fukak fjd ;uhs wka;sug
jefvkafka' fndx. lsh,d lshkafka p;=rdh i;Hh
wjfndaO lrk wx.' wjidkfha ima; fndx. yehg ;uhs
fuhd f ud.h jvkafk'
t;fldg i;smGdkfha msysg,d ;uhs fuhdg fl
lrkak ;sfhkafka' t;fldg p;=rdh i;Hfha wx. yehg
fuhd fl hqKq lrf.k hkfldg f fndx. Ouhka
;uhs imQK fjkafka' B<g fuhd ldurd.h;a" m>h;a

m%ydKh l<;a thdg mxp WmdodkialkaOh ms<sn|j mQK

wjfndaOhla kE' wehs rEm rd. yg.kakjd' wrEm rd.
yg.kakjd' Woaoph yg.kakjd' wdh i;H wjfndaOh ;du;a
imQK ke;s ksid woHdj;a yg.kakjd' f my u m%ydKh
fjkafka m%{dj imqK f ' Bgmiafia oHdj' ka tA my
m%ydKh fjp .uka woHdj bjrhs' Bgmiafia ;sfhkafka
fudlla o oHdj' oHdj lshkafka wjfndaO l< hq;= l
wjfndaO l<d' m%ydKh l< hq;= laL iuqoh m%ydKh l<d'
idlaId;a l< hq;= laL ksfrdaOh idlaId;a l<d' jeh hq;=
laL ksfrdaO .dkS mmodj jvd imqK l<d' tal ;uhs
oHdj' oHdj lshkfldg t;k ;sfhkjd uqla;s' uqla;s
lsf tA flka ksoyia fjp nj thd w;aolskjd' t;fldg
fu;kg ;uhs f Y%djlhd hkafka'
t;fldg tA Y%djlhd f l ms<sn| lSu msKsi kqjK
fufyhjk ud.fhka ;uhs f .uk mgka .kafka' t;fldg
wvq .Kfka wmsg f .ek ;sfhkak k Y%oaOdjla' fl f
yg ;uhs isoaO fjkafka lsh,d' Y%oaOdjla we;s jqKd wms
okakjd' tfyk wmsg f yg kqjKska ui ui hkak
mqjka fjkjd' b;ska ta ksid ka n,kak idmq;;
a uy ry;ka
jykafia fmkajd kakd' f mxp WmdodkialkaOh u kqjKska
uiSu ;=< u hs fidajdka fjkafka' f mxp WmdodkialkaOh
kq j Ks k a uiS u ;= < u hs ilod.d fjka f ka ' mxp
WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska uiSu ;=< u hs wkd.d fjkafka'
mxp WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska uiSu ;=< u hs wry;ajhg
m;afjkafka' b;ska tA ksid wms hlsis W;aiyhla .;af;d;a
flg iuyr g wfma m%{dj fhduq fj,d jOkh fj,d
hkak mqjka'
iuyr g tAl wmsg f ;fha imQK lr.kak
ne jqfKd;A wmg B< ;fha imQK lr.kak mqjka
fjkjd' fiaL n, j, msysg,d wms fl lsfuka Y%oaOd" iS,"
iq;" ;Hd." m[a[d lshk ffla msysg,d lsfuka" m%{d
lshkafka flg u ;uhs tA iS,jka; Y%djlhd f yg

04' iS, iQ;%h

kqjKska hqla;j ;h yd n,k jevms<sfj,lg inkaO

fj,d isfuka ;uhs f ;djfndaOh we;s lr.kak
;sfhkafka' b;ska tA ksid f mskaj;=ka l,amkd lrkak f
mxp WmdodkialkaOh wks;H jYfhka" la jYfhka" frda.
jYfhka" .~qjla jYfhka" yq,la jYfhka" mSvdjla jYfhka"
wndOhla jYfhka" wkqka f.a fohla jYfhka" is hk
fohla jYfhka" ysia fohla jYfhka" wkd;au fohla jYfhka"
kqjKska ui ui n, n,d wms;a f p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
wjfndaO lrf.k iir lska ksoyia fjkjd lsh,'

id id id

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kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

05'

uyd modk iQ;h

%
^> ksldh 2 - uyd j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
wo wyka k ,efnka f ka b;du;a u ,N .Kfha
foaYkdjla' f foAYkdf ku uyd modk iQ;%h' wmodk
lshkafka p;hg' uyd modk lshkafka fY%aIaG p;hlg' f
foaYkdj lrk ojfia nqrcdKka jykafia jevisfha ieje;a
kqjr f;jkdrdufha lfkare l=fha' lfkare l=h lshkafka
KqjrK .yla , ;sp l=h'
NslaIqka jykafia,d tod msKavmd;h lr,d oka j<|,d
yjia jref w;S;fha .;lrmq ; .ek l;d lrka jev
ishd' Wkajykafia,d iud jv,d" OHdk jv,d wdmiaig
kqjKska ui,d k.;a;= ^mqf ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh& fmr
iQ l| ms<sfj, .ek l;d lrka ishd'
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafiag tA iajdka jykafia,d
lr lr ysh l:dj jH lKska weiqKd' Wkajykafiag r
l:d lrmq foa weyqfka idudkH lKska fkd fjhs" n fida;
[dKfhka'
f msi ;a tlal Ou idlPdjla lrkak fk lsh,d
nqrcdKka jykafia t;ekg jevu l<d' NslaIqka jykafia,d

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f.ka wykjd mskaj;a uyfKks" f fj,df l;d lrka

ysfha l=ula .ek o@ iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" wms l;d
lrka ysfha fmr .; lrmq ; .ek fmr .; l< ;
l;d lrka is oa ;uhs Wka j yka f ia jevu lf<a '
Wkajykafia,dg;a mqf ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh ;snqK ksid
f ud;Dldj f,aisfhka l;d lrkak mqjka'
tA iajdka jykafia,d Tlafldau ry;ka jykafia,d nj
fmakjd' Wkajykafia,d f.ka wykjd mskj
a ;a uyfKks" Tn,d
leu;s o fmr .;l< ; .ek f;dr;=re wykak' t;fldg
tA iajdka jykafia,d lshd yshd iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai"
w;S;fha f.jQ ; .ek lshd fok fialajd lsh,'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d mskaj;a uyfKks" fuhg
wkq tla l,amhlg fmr miaiS kka nqrcdKka jykafia
kula f f,dalhg my< jqKd'
l,amh lshkafk fldpr ld,hla o@ ye;emau 16 la
." tu m<," Wi mudj ;=< wn weg mqrj,d ;sfhkjd'
wjqre 100 lg j;djla tl wn weghla thska bj;a lrkjd'
tfyu lr,d h ojil wn bjr fjkj o" tA;a l,amh bjr
fjkafka kE'
;j Wmudjlska lSfjd;a" mj;hla ;sfhkjd' wjqre
ishhlg jrla ishq ijlska jrla msiodf.k hkjd' lsish
ojil mj;h fmdf<dj ugug f. .sh;a l,amh bjr
fjkafka kE' miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka miafia l,am
yegla nqrcdKka jykafia kula my< jqfka kE'
g l,a m ;s i a tllg fmr is " fjia i N+ ls h ,d
nqrcdKka jykafia,d fokula my< jqKd' ^n,kak f
nqrcdKka jykafia lshkafka fldhs ;r w;S;hla o@
Wkajykafiag ;sfhkafka l=uk wdldrfha yelshdjla o@& Bg
miafia kej; l,am ;syla nqrcdKka jykafia,d my< fj,d
kE' n,kak fldhs;r nqo
a h hqKq lrk Ouhla Wkajykafiag
,e, ;snqK o@

100

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f uyd N l,amh wdjd' N lshkafka iqkaor lshk tl

hs' f ld, mfofha fldaKd.uk" ll=i|" ldYHm lshk
nqrcdKka jykafia,d ;=ka ku hs wm irK .sh wm f.a
Ydia;Dka jykafia hs" nqrcdKka jykafia,d y;r kula my<
jqKd'
fldaKd.uk" ll=i| inqrcdKka jykafia,d foku
u bm,d ;sfhkafka lms,jia;=f' wfYdal rc;=ud tAjdfha
l=Kq ysgj,d ;sfhkjd' ldYHm nqrcdKka jykafia f.a
ld,fha ia:m
Q hla ;s,d ;sfhkjd' tAl;a wfYdal rc;=ud yoj,d
;shkjd' t;fldg n,kak ll=i|" fldaKd.uk" ldYHm"
nqrcdKka jykafia,d f.a ; .ek wm f.a nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrk ;=re u ljqre;a u okafka kEfka'
b;sydifh;a kE' b;sydi{fhda okafk ;a kE'
B,g nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd mskaj;a
uyfKks"

miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia ;%Sh l=,fha bmp

flfkla'
is nqrcdKka jykafia ;%h
S l=,fha bmp flfkla'
fjiaiN+ nq rcdKka jykafia ;%Sh rc mjqf,a bmp
flfkla'
ll=i| nqrcdKka jykafia bm,d ;sfhkafka n%dyauK
l=,fha'
fldaKd.uk nqrcdKka jykafia n%dyauK l=,fha bm,d
;sfhkafk'
ldYHm nqrcdKka jykafia n%dyauK l=,fha bm,d
;sfhkafk'
wmf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia bmfka rc mjqf,a'

miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia fldKav[a[ f.da;%hg

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whs;s hs'
02'

Wkajykafiag jhi wjqre 84"000 hs' ^wiq ydrodyla lSj

u wmg ys;d .kak nE' jhi wvqfj,d wvqfj,d wjqre
iailg ;sylg neiaiu ys;d.kak nef wjqre wiQjla
wkQjla ysfha fldfyduo lsh,j;a'&

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;ajqfka mf,d,a .yla hg'

04'

ix> iNd ;=kla ;snqKd' tl ix> iNdjla NslaIQka

jykafia,d tla ,laI yegody hs' ;j ix> iNdjla NslI
a k
Q a
jykafia,d ,laIh hs' wfkla ix> iNdj NslaIQka
jykafia,d wiQ ody hs'

05'

Wmia:dk lf<a wfYdal lshk NslaIqj hs'

06'

mshd nkau rc;=ud' u ij nkau;S foah'

is nqrcdKka jykafia
01'

is nqrcdKka jykafia fldKav[a[ f.da;%hg whs;shs'

02'

wdhqI wjqre 70"000 hs'

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka fy, wU .yhg'

04'

wNsN+ - iNj lsh,d w.%Ydjl hqj,la yshd'

05'

ix> iNd ;=kla ;snk

q d' tll NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,d ,laIh
hs' tll NslaIQka jykafia,d wiQ odyhs' tll NslaIQka
jykafia,d ye;a;E odyhs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a fuxlr lsh,d NslaIqjla'

07'

msh rc;=ud wreK rcq - u ij m%Ndj;S'

,laI .Kka Ouh wjfndaO l<d' msksjka mEjd' Ouh

wjfndaO lrkafka ke;s tlaflkd ys;kak mqjka f Tlafldu
ksjka olS" t;fldg f,dalh bjrhs' tAl ;ukag f;afrkafka

102

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ke;s ksid ys;k is;

s ,a,la ila wjfndaOhla we;s l,amkdjla
k fkd fjhs'

fjiaiN+ nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

fjiaiN+ nqrcdKka jykafia;a fldKav[a[ f.da;%hg

whs;h
s 's

02'

wdhqI wjqre 60"000 hs'

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka i,a /la fijkl'

04'

fidaK - W;a;r lsh,d w.%Y%djl hqj,la yshd'

05'

ix> iNd ;=khs' tll NslaIQka jykafia,d 80"000 hs'

tll NslaIQka jykafia,d 70"000 hs' tll NslaIQka
jykafia,d 60"000 hs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a WmYdka; lsh,d NslaIqjla'

07'

msh rc;=ud iqmam;S; rcq' u ij hij;S foah'

ll=i| nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

ll=i| nqrcdKka jykafia ldYHm f.da;%hg whs;shs'

02'

wdhqI wjqre 40"000 hs'

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka uy /la fijkl '

04'

Oqr - ixj lsh,d w.%Y%djl hqj,la yshd'

05'

ix> ikaksmd; tlhs' ix> iNdf NslaIQka jykafia,d

40"000 hs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a nqoac NslaIqjhs'

07'

mshd w.a.so;a; n%dyauKhd' u ij YdLd neKsh hs'

fldaKd.uK nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

fldaKd.uK nqrcdKka jykafia ldYHm f.da;%hg

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whs;h
s 's
02'

wdhqI wjqre 30"000 hs'

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka Uq,a /la fijkl '

04'

NSfhdai - W;a;r lsh,d w.%Y%djl hqj,la yshd'

05'

ix> iNdf NslaIQka jykafia,d 30"000 hs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a fid;ac NslaIqjhs'

07'

mshd h[a[o;a; n%dyauKhd' u W;a;rd neKsh'

ldYHm nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

ldYHm nqrcdKka jykafia;a liaim f.da;%hg whs;shs'

02'

wdhqI wjqre 20"000 hs'

03'

iud inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka kq. /la fijkl '

04'

;siai - Ndroajdc lsh,d w.%Y%djl hqj,la yshd'

05'

ix> iNdj NslaIQka jykafia,d 20"000 hs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a ij;% NslaIqjhs'

07'

mshd n%yauo;a; n%dyauKhd' uj Okj;S neKsh'

f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia

01'

wm irK .sh f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia whs;s f.!;u

f.da;%hg'

02'

wdhqI wjqre 120 hs' ^wdhqI fndfydu wvq ld,hlhs bm,d

;sfhkafka&

03'

inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka wei;= /la fijfka '

04'

iehq;a - uq.,ka foku w.% Y%djl hqj,hs'

104

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05'

ix> iNdj iajdka jykafia,d 1250 hs'

06'

Wmia:dk lf<a wdkkao iajdka jykafia hs'

07'

mshd iqoafOdaok rc;=ud' u uydudhd ij hs'

w;s; ia;r l:d lr,d nqrcdKka jykafia l=hg

jevu l<d' f ;r w;S;hla cd;s jYfhka" f.da;% jYfhka"
k jYfhka isyslrkak nqrcdKka jykafiag mqjka' y
mquhs fkao@ lsh,d NslaIQka jykafia,d l;d jqKd'
tod iji nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka jykafia,d f.ka
wykjd ux tkakg l,ska fudkjo l;d jqfka@ lsh,d'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia w;S; nqrcdKka jykafia,d .ek
f;dr;=re fydhd.;af;a fldhs l%fg o@ Wkajykafia,d
msksjka md,d fldhs ldf,lg miafi o@ f .ekhs wms l;d
jqfka'
^;:d.;iafiafid NslaLf OuOd;= iqmamoaOd&
mskaj;a uyfKks" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia Ou Od;=j uekka
wjfndaO lr,d ;shkjd' Ou Od;=j lshkafka f,dal iajNdjh
wjfndaO lr,d ;sfhkjd' fjd whs;s f,dal iajNdjhg hs'
wkak tA ksid cd;s" f.da;%" k jYfhka lshkak ;:d.;hka
jykafiag mqjks' w;S; nqrcdKka jykafia,d .ek ;j;a
f;dr;=re wykak Tn,d leu;s o@ tfyuhs' iajdkS lsh,
ms<s;=re kakd'
Tkak miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia .ek ia;r lr
fokjd f;Are .kak' ishu nqrcdKka jykafia,d f.a l;d
m%jD;A;s tl iudkhs'
mskj
a ;a uyfKks" miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia f,dalhg
my< jqfka g l,am wkQ tllg l,ska' Wkajykafia f.a
wdhqI wjqre wiqody hs' f.da;%h jqfka fldKav[a[ f.da;%h hs'
mdG,S lshk mf,d,a rela uq, ;uhs inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka'
Wkajykafia f.a w.%Y%djl hqj, LKav-;siai lshk ry;ka
jykafia,d foku hs' Y%djl ikaksmd;" tA lsfhkafka ix>

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iNd ;=kla ;snqKd' tl ix> iNdjl iajdka jykafia,d tla

,laI yegody hs' ;j tll iajdka jykafia,d ,laIh hs'
wfkla ix> iNdf iajdka jykafia,d wiQody hs' w.%
Wmia:dhlhka jykafia wfYdal iajdka jykafia' mshd nkaud
rc;=ud' u ij nkaOqu;S foah hs'
Wkajykafia ;a ksia f,dafl bmfka ;=is; jH
f,daflka pq; fj,d we;a' mskaj;a uyfKks" fuh ishu
nqjrhka jykafia,d f.a Ou;djhla'
h ojil ;=is; jH f,dalfhka pq;fj,d u l=i
Wmkj o" tg f f,dalhg uy;a wdf,dalhla me;sr hkjd'
>kdka O ldrh mj;s k ys r e i wdf,da l h fkd ,nk
f,daldka;l k ksrhla ;shkjd' tn f,daldka;l krlhg
mjd wdf,dalh we;s fjkjd' wms jf.a wh bkakjd lsh,d tA tA
wh tlsfkldj l.kafka t;fldg ;uhs' wdf,dalh tf,iska
my< u yeu nqjrhka jykafia,d inkaOfhka u tl
iudk hs' fl Ou;djhla'
tA jf.a ;uhs fndai;dKka jykafia kula u l=fia
isk g lsisu ukqIHfhl= f.ka fyda wukqIHfhl= f.ka
m;la fkd fjkakg i;r jr fojre wdrlaId lrkjd'
^whfu;a: Ou;d& tal;a Ou;djhla'
B<g fndai;a wud m%lD;sfhka u iS,jka; hs' mxp
iS,fhka hqla; flfkla' tAl;a Ou;djhla' tA lshkafka
iudoka fjkafka ke;sj;a iS,fha msysg,d u bkakjd'
fndai;ajhka jykafia u l=fia bmk ojfia b|, u
f fndai;a ud;dj rd.S is;s,s we;s flfkla njg m;a
fjkjd' lsisu mqreIfhl=g fkd ukd is;lska weiqre lrkak
nE' tA ;r udkisl n,hla msysgkjd' tAl;a Ou;djhla'
fnda i ;dKka jyka f ia u l= f ia bmkdg mia f ia
olskakg ,efnkafka m%sh ukdm foaj,a u hs' lKg m%sh ukdm
foaj,a u hs wefikafka' jg m%sh ukdm foa" lhg m%sh ukdm

106

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foa" is;g m%sh ukdm foaj,a ;uhs ,efnkafka' wm okakjd

iuyr wu,dg orejd l=fia isoa lEug hula j;a ,efnkafka
kE' f,dail yduqrejka f.a wud fldpr la kao o@ thd
l=fia ms<sis| .;a;dg miafia .f whg;a lEu ke;sj thd
msgux l<d fka' ysd lld j;a jqk;a ysuka j;a fkd ,e
hkjd fk' weo .kak mqjka jqkdg miafia lsjd mqf;a
kqU ksid fldpr k la kao o@ tA kao la fydog u we;s
fmd,a lgla ,d msg;a l<d" ysd ld,d j;a fjhka lsh,d'
b;ska m%shukdm foaj,a u fndai;a ujrekag ,eu
Ou;djhla'
fndai;a orejd l=ig wdjg miafia ujg frda. mSvd fudl=;a
u kE' kslaj" ksfrda.Sj iskjd' tAl;a Ou;djhla'
fndai;a wug mqjks ;u l=fia isk orejd l.kak'
tAl rka m,il ;enQ ueKslla jf.a n,kak mqjks lsh,
lshkjd' tAl;a Ou;djhla'
mskj
a ;a uyfKks" fndai;a orejd bm ojia 7 lska fndai;a
uj lh lrkjd' tAl;a Ou;djhla' tfyu k yeu fndai;a
u jre u lh lr,d ;=is; jH f,dalfha Wmkjd'
idudkH ldka;djka udi 9la y 10la y u l=i ;nd
b|, hs yslrkafka' kuq;a fndai;a ud;dj yhg u udi 10 la
l=i ;=< fmdaIKh lr, hs yslrkafka' tAl;a Ou;djhla'
B<g" mskaj;a uyfKks" idudkH ldka;djka orejd
yslrkafka ydkais fj,d fyda jdfj,d' kuq;a fndai;a uj
fndai;a orejd ys lrkafka isgf.k' tAl;a Ou;djhla'
fndai;dKka jykafia u l=ik
s a ysfjk fldg u m<uqj
fohka iska ms<s.kakjd' ksiqka w;g .kafka Bg miqj hs'
tal;a Ou;djhla'
u l=iska kslafuk fldgu i;rjr fojre w;g
f.k ^w;a;ukd foa fydays ufyailafLda' f;a mq;af;da
WmkafkdaZ;s& mskaj;a foaka jykai" ikaf;daIhg m;a jkq

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uekj' ufyaYdlH mq;a l=ufrla Wmkakd lsh, fojre lshkjd'

fl;a Ou;djhla'
B<g fndai;ajre u l=iska b;du msisj Wmkjd"
lsgq ke;sj' tAl;a Ou;djhla' Wmk fldg u we,a j;=r hs"
WKq j;=r hs" h Odrd folla wyfika tkjd'
B< tl ishu fndai;dKka jykafia,d bmkdg
miafia mshjr y;la jev,d fY%aIaG jpkhla lshkjd'
w.af.da yuia f,daliai - fcfGda yuia f,daliai
fifGda yuia f,daliai
- whuka;u
s d cd;s k;aodks mqknfjdaZ;s
uu f,djg w.% fj' uu f,dalhg fY%aIaG fj' uu
f,dalhg fHIaG fj' f uf.a wka;su Wm; hs' kej;
bmula ke;' fl ishu fndai;dKka jykafia,d lshkjd'
tal;a Ou;djhla'
B<g uy fndai;dKka jykafia u l=iska kslauqKdg
mia f ia f,da l h mq r d uyd wdf,da l hla me;s ,d hkjd'
f,daldka;lh jf.a wre .=ydj,g;a t<sh jefgkjd' tA
f,dalj, bkak i;ajhka tlsfkldj olskafka tod g hs'
ta l ;a Ou;djhla ' f ia j Ndjh is h u fnda i ;dKka
jykafia,dg u tl yeh hs'
uyfKks" miaiS fndai;dKka jykafia f.a mshd nkaOqu
rc;=ud' nkaOqu rc;=udg foda;g fokjd zfukak Tng mq;a
rejkla ,enqfkaZ lsh,d' B<g wkd.; jdlH lshk iDIsjre
f.kakqjd' Tjqka n,,d lshkjd" mskaj;a uyrc" Tng f
bm,d bkafka ufyaYdlH mskajka; mqf;la' uyd ,dNhla'
fujeks orejka f,dalhg w;sYhska u ,N hs' uyrc" f
n,kak f orej f.a uyd mqi ,laIK' uyrc" f orejd
me jqfkd;a wry;a iud inq flfkla njg m;a fjkjd'
f n,kak f f orejg ;sfhkafka ^iqmam;s; mdo&
ukdfldg msys m;=,a' f orejg ^wdh;mKays& laUla

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;shkjd' f n,kak ^>x.=,s& . wes,s' f orejg ;shkjd

uD w;amd' kj fhdjqka w;amd' f n,kak ^cd,y;a:mdfoda&
kuHYS,s w;amd' f n,kak ^WiaixLmdfoda& Wiaj msy
s fnd,g'
f n,kak ^taKscxf>da& tAKs uqfjl= f.a n flKavd' f
orejg mqjka ysgf.k u w;afolska oKfol iamY lrkak'
ryila ;shkjd flhl nyd moafoka' f orejd rkajka
mdg hs' f orej f.a yu b;d ishq' ,s wefa msysgkafk kE'
frdau l+mj, tl tl frdauh ne.ska ;sfhkafka' f n,kak
f W!Kfrdau Od;=j ol=Kg lrle,d' f orejg ;sfhkafka
n%yauhg jf.a iDcq lhla' i;a;ekl msreKq uia we;s orefjla'
uyd fm!Ihla we;s flfkla'
f hg uyd mqi ,laIK ia;r lrf.k .shd'
Tlafldu lsh,d lshkjd mskaj;a rc;=uks" uyd mqreI ,laIK
;sfhk flfkl=g ;sfhkafka .;s folla muK hs' .sysf.hs
.;lrkjd k wksjdfhka u pl%j;s rdcHh' me fjkj
k iud inqoaO rdcHh'
nkaOqu rc;=ud ls ujre f.kak .;a;d f orejg
Wmia:dk lrkak' tl wud flfkla orejg ls fmdjkafka'
tl wud flfkla jvdf.k bkafka' fiajlhk iska iS;"
WIaK j lsh,d fiai;a ordf.k bkakjd' ish fokdg u
m%shukdm orefjla jqKd' miaiS fndai;ajhka f.a y~ b;d u
ys hs' fldjq,a y~la n b;du ys is;a we hk iajrhlska
hqla; hs'
fndai;dKka jykafia bmfok fldg u lu mdlhla
,e,d ;shkjd fhdkla r olskak mqjka jeia [dKhla'
miaiS l=udrhd weis msh fy,kafka ke;sj ,iaik
.=remdg weiaj,ska n,d bkakfldg ^wksikaf;da l=udfrda
fmlaL;SZ;s fLda NslaLf miaisiai l=udriai zmiaiS" miaiSZ
;afj iu[a[d Womd& weis msh fkd fy,d n,d isk f
l=udrhd Tfvdlal=f ;shdf.k isk g jeia ;shkjd fka'
rdc lghq;= j, rc;=udg f;afrkafka ke;s Tlafldu lsh,d

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fokafka f pQ fndai;a mq;d ;u hs'

f,daal iajNdjh okafka ke;s flfkl=g fjd woaN+;
foa fjkak mqjka' f uE; Nd.fha b|,d ;shkjd fid*shd
lsh,d .Ekq <ufhla reishdf' udi ;=fkka NdId ;=kla l:d
lrkj' fid*shdg tfyu mqjka k iud inqjrfhl=
.ek ljr l;d o@
miaiS l=udrhdg;a ud,s.d ;=kla yo,d ,d ;snK
q d' Tkak
miaiS l=udrhd wjqre oyia .Kkla f.or bkakjd' wehs
wdhqI wjqre 84000 la fka' wjqre oyia .dKla .shdg miafia
miaiS l=udrhdj fiajlhka WoHdk l%v
S djg tlal f.k hkjd'
Tkak lald yer .yf.k" fldkao kudf.k" b.ukska
hkjd ljqo flfkla' bKg w; ;shdf.k crdjg m;afj,d'
miaiS l=udrhd wykjd wd''' f ljqo@ fudkjd fj,d
o@ flg ;uhs l=udrhdfKks" crdjg m;afjkjd lshkafka'
wms ljqre;a crdjg m;afjkjd o@ ug;a tfyu fjkj o@
Tn;a crdjg m;afjkjd' ish i;ajhka u crdjg m;afjkjd'
l=udrhd tfyu l,amkd lr,d lshkjd f bmp
ksid fka crdjg m;a jqfka' f bmug kskaod fjd wkak
n,kak mskaj;a tlaflkd f.a l,amkdj' WoHdk l%Svdjg .sfha
kE' wms huq lsh,d wdmiq ye,d .shd'
rc;=ud wykjd fiajlhkaf.ka fudlo jqfka wo@
foajhka jykai" wo y jef fka jqfka' crdjg m;a fjp
flfkla l,d uf.ka ia;r wy,d l,amkd lrkak .;a;d'
Bg miafia zcrdjg m;afjk bmug kskaod fjdZ lsh,d
ye,d wdjd'
nkaOqu rcqrefjda lshkjd rclu i uyK fjkak
k fokafka kE' tfyk l=udrhd i;=gq fjk foaj,a u
f.dvla ,nd fokak' fuhdj b;ska i;=gq lrkjd' l ojila
hkfldg u;l ke;sfj,d wdhsu;a wjqre ish .dKla rc iem
|,d Tkak wdfhu;a WoHdkhg .shd' Tkak lald frda.hg

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m;afj,d u< uQ;% f.df bkak flfkla' wdhqI j, yehg

f,v fj,d wjqre lS odyla bkakjd we;s o@
thd lg m;afj,d bkak fldg fiajlhka f.ka wykjd
hd hrkS" f ljqo@ fuhdg fudlo fj,d ;sfhkafka'
weia" lKa" kdi wdh fjkia" lg y~;a fjkia fj,d' f
ula fj,d o@ l=udrhdKks" fl ;ud f,vfjkjd lshkafka'
l=udrhd wykjd uu;a f,vfjkj o@ T' Tn;a f,v
fjkjd' Tng;a f,vu blaujkak nE'
wdfhu;a l,amkd lr,d lsjd jevla kE' wdmyq ye,d
huq' f frda. mSvd ,nd fok crd K nj ,nd fok f
Wm;g kskaod fjd lsh,d wdmiq ud<s.hg .shd' rc;=ud
wykjd fudlo jqfka@ foajhka jykai" y jef fka
jqfKa' f,fvla lald' frda. mSvd fjp tlaflfkla l,d
uf.ka weyqjd' uu fufyu fufyu lsjd' zfrda. mSvd ,nd
fok Wm;g kskaod fjdZ lsh,d wdmiq ye,d wdjd'
kE'''' kE'''' mq;d rcl lrkak u hs fk' uyK fjkak
k bvfokafka kE' wkd.; jdlH ldrhka f.a lshq uu
fndre lrkak' uyK fjkak k bvfokafka kE' tA f.d,af,da
lsh,d ;shkjd fuhd nq fjkjd lsh,d' ;j ;j l=udrhd
i;=gq lrkak yev jev od,d ;j ldka;djka lla f.k;a
kakd kgjkak' ^Tpr fka lrkak ;sfhkafka' fnr lla
.y,d kgk tl hs'& l=udrhg wdhs ;a wu;l jqKd'
;j wjqre ish .dKla .syk
s a lshkjd hx .Dy WoHdkhg'
hkfldg lald ksiaiq fldKaf lvdf.k l y,d f.k
je<ms je<ms u<kshla miafia hkjd'
yd' f ula fj,d o@ lg ;uhs uefrkjd lshkafka'
udj tf;kag n,kak tlal hkak' tlalka .shd u< ksh
<g' flg fkao uefrkjd lshkafka@ ;d;a;;a uefrkj o@
{d;Skq;a uefrkjd o@ ud;a uefrkjd o@ T" l=udrhdfKks"
ish fokdg u urKh bla,d kE" uefrkak isoaO fjkjd'
l=udrhg;a uefrkak fjkjd' wdmyq wdjd'

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rcqrefjda wykjd fudlo jqfka@ u< kshla lald'

ug tlalka hkak lsjd' tlal .shd' wu;a uefrkjd o@
;d;a;;a uefrkj o@ uu;a uefrkj o@ lsh, weyqjd' crdjg
m;afjk" f,v fjk" urKhg m;a fjk tl Wreu hs lSj u
bmu ksid crdjg m;a fjk" bmu ksid urKhg m;a fjk
Wm;g kskaod fjd lsh,d wdmiq wdjd' rcqrefjda lshkjd
tA jqKdg uyK fjkak k fokafka kE' l,skag;a jvd .EKq
f.kak,d kgj,d fnr .y,d iska lsh,d weyeg" lKg"
kdihg" jg" lhg" Yrhg we;s ;r ldu im;a ,nd
kakd' kegq" .ehq" jehq n,,d l<lsreKd fkfjhs' Tkak
fl;a Ou;djhla'
Tkak wdfhu;a l ojila u;l ke;sj b|,d wjqre
odylska ;r wdfhu;a WoHdkhg hkak msg;a jqKd' n,kak
ish nqjrhkag tl h u hs' me rejla lald' hyj" wr
ljqo@ fldKafv;a fjkia' weu;a fjkia' f ;uhs me
wh' Oufh yeisfrk tl ;uhs fyd|' wkqlmdj ;uhs fyd|'
wysxidj ;uhs fyd|' i;=ka flfrys wkqlmdj fyd|hs' me
fj,d isk wh ;uhs tA' l=udrhdf.a ys; .shd' fl ;uhs
fyd|' Oufh yeisfrk tl ;uhs fyd|' wkqlmdj ;uhs
fyd|' wysxidj ;uhs fyd|'
l=udrhd me flkd <g .syska wykjd meoao" Tn
wehs ysi nd,d" wuq;= jia;% we|,d' tfyu ;uhs me fjkafka'
wehs me jqfka@ mska lsu fyd|hs' l=i,a lsu fyd|hs'
ish i;=ka flfrys wkqlmdj fyd|hs' Tn yhg y' id
id tal ;uhs fyd|' miaiS l=udrhd lshkjd hyjks" f
lr;a ; h kj;a j ka k ' lr;a f ;ka neia i d' is h wdNrK
lr;af;g ud' f wdNrK;a wrf.k hkak' wr jf.a ysi
nd,d lidj;a we|,d mdrg neiaid' n,kak mqu ; fkao@
miais l=udrhd flia /jq,a nd,d lid jia;% fmdrj,d
me jqkd lsh,d wdrx jqk .uka wiQ ydrodyla ck;dj
tl;= jqKd' f miaiS l=udrhd me jqKd k tAl iqmgq
tlla fkd fjhs' f l=udrhdg mqjka jqKd k wr ;r

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rdcH im;a w;yer od,d" flia /jq,a ndf.k" lidh jia;%

we|,d" md;%hla wrf.k mdrg nyskak tAl fyd| fohla' tA wiQ
ydrody u me njg m;a jqKd'
fndai;dKka jykafia l,amkd l<d" ud ka tlg bu
fyd| kE' msig lsjd mskaj;=ks" Tn f mdfrka hkak' uu
f mdfrka hkak lsh,d' Tkak fndai;dKka jykafia ;ks
fj,d mf,d,a rela fijkla hgg .shd' l ojila Ialr l%shd
l<d' Ialr l%shd l< ld, mfohla i|yka fj,d kE' nK
Ndjkd lr,d" Oufha yeis,d" kqjKska ui,d wdkdmdki;sh
jvkak mgka .;a;d' m<fjks OHdkh" fojk OHdkh" ;=kajk
OHdkh" y;rfjks OHdkh" mqf ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh"
pq;+md; [dKh" wdijlaLh [dKh ,nd .;a;d'
^lsPx j;dhx f,daflda wdmkafkda& f f,dal i;ajhd
tAldka;fhka u lg meKs, hs iskafka' ^cdh;s p h;s p
h;s p pj;s p Wmamc;s p& Wmkjd" rkjd" hhkjd"
pq;fjkjd" wdhsu;a Wmkjd' f flka ksoyia ula k"
f crd urK we;s lrk flka ksoyia ula k ljod we;s
lr.kak o@ lsh,d fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokak .;a;d'
kqjKska uikak .;a;d'
^lsys kq fLda i;s crdurKx fyda;s& f crd urK we;s
jkafka l=ula we;s l,ays o@ ^lsmphd crdurKka;s@& crd
urK we;sjkafka l=ula m%;Hfhka o@ lshd uioa" fhdakf
s ida
ukisldrfha fhfooa ^cd;shd fLda i;s crdurKx fyda;s&
bmu ksid u hs crd urK we;s fjkafka' ^cd;s mphd
crdurKZka;s& bmf m%;Hfhka u hs crd urK we;sjkafka
lsh,d lsh,d wjfndaO jqKd'
Bg miafia fndai;dKka jykafia kqjKska uikak
mgka .;a;d' l=ula we;s l,ays o bmu ;sfnkafka@ uioa
wjfndaO jqkd' ^miaisiai fndai;a;iai fhdaksfidaukisldrd&
kqjKska fufkys lroa ^wyq m[a[dh wNsiufhda& m%{dfjka
wjfndaOh ish' ^Nj fLda i;s cd;s& Njh we;s l,ays bmu

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f' ^Nj mphd cd;s& ka fydka u;l ;shd.kak bmu

l=ula m%;Hfhka o lsh,d' Njh ksid u hs bmu'
wmg Nj lShla ;sfhkj o@ ;=k hs' ldu Njh fya;=
lrf.k ldu f,dalfha Wmkjd' rEm Njh fya;= lrf.k
rEm f,dalfha Wmkjd' wrEm Njh fya;= lrf.k wrEm
f,dalfha Wmkjd' miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia wdfhu;a
kqjKska uikak mgka .;a;d'
l=ula we;s l,ays o crd urK we;s fjkafka@ kqjKska
uioa wjfndaO jqKd ^Wmdodk mphd Nfjda& neu we;s
l,ays Njh we;s f' ne|Su we;s l,ays Njh ^mdl msKsi lu
ilia u& f' y;r wdldrhlg nef|kjd'
01'
02'
03'
04'

ldu Wmdodk
Wmdodk
iS,n; Wmdodk
w;a;jdo Wmdodk

fukak f Wmdodk y;r ksihs Njh we;sfjkafk'

wdfhu;a kqjKska uiqjd l=ula we;s l,ays o neu we;s
fjkafka@ wjfndaO jqKd' ;Kaydj we;s l,ays neu we;s f'
;Kaydj fya;= fldgf.khs neu we;s fjkafka'
rEm ;Kayd" Yo ;Kayd" .kaO ;Kayd" ri ;Kayd"
fMdGn ;Kayd" Ou ;Kayd lshk ;Kaydjka fya;=
lrf.khs Wmdodk ilia fjkafka' kqjKska uiqjd l=ula
m%;Hfhka o f ;Kaydj we;sfjkafka@ Tkak m%{dfjka
wjfndaO jqKd fokdj ksihs ;Kaydj we;s fjkafka' ^fokd
mphd ;Kayd& fokd m%;Hfhka u hs ;Kaydj yg.kafka
lsh,'
wdfh;a uiqjd" l=ula we;s l,ays o" l=ula m%;Hfhka o
we;s fjkafka@ iamYfha m%;Hfhka yg.kakjd'
kej; uif.k .shd" iamYh l=ula m%;Hfhka o

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yg.kafka@ iamYh yg.kafk wdh;k yh ksihs' wei"

lK" kdih" j" lh" uki hk yh ksihs'
Bg miafia uif.k .shd" wdh;k yg.kafka l=ula
we;s l,ays o@ miaiS fndai;dKka jykafiag wjfndaO jqKd
wei" lK" kdih" j" Yrh" uki we;sjkafka kdurEm
m%;Hfhka lsh,d'
kdurEm we;s jkafka l=ula m%;Hfhka o@ [a[dKh
we;s l,ays kdu rEm we;s f' [a[dK m%;Hfhka kdu rEm
yg .kS' miaiS fndai;dKka jykafiag fufyu;a wjfndaO
jqKd' [a[dKh l=ula we;s l,ays o@ ^kdurEfma fLda i;s
[a[dKx fyda;s& kdurEm we;s l,ays [a[dKh f'
mpiuqmamdoh uik l,ays ^kdurEfma fLda i;s
[a[dKx fyda;s' kdurEm mphd [a[dKka;s' [a[dK
mphd kdurEmx' mpqod j;a;ka;s fLda box [a[dKx& f
[a[dKh wdmiq lrle mj;soa ^kdurEmxNd kdmrx .P;s&
kdurEmfhka msg fkd hhs'
i;r uyd O;=ka f.ka yg.;a rEm" fokd" ix{d"
f;kd" Miai" ukisldr lshk f kdurEm j,ska neyerg
[a[dKh hkafka kE' ;ks [a[dKhla ljodj;a kE'
^t;a;dj;d cdfh: jd fha: jd pf: jd Wmmf: jd&
fumuKlska Wmkafka o f" rkafka o f" pq;jkafka o
f" h<s bmu o f'
^hox& tA lshkafka kdu rEm m%;Hfhka [a[dKh f'
[a[dK m%;Hfhka kdu rEm f' kdu rEm m%;Hfhka
i<dh;k f' i<dh;k m%;Hfhka iamYh f' iamYh
m%;Hfhka fokdj f' fokdj m%;Hfhka ;Kaydj f
^we,Su&' we,Su m%;Hfhka Wmdodk f ^neu&' Wmdodk
m%;Hfhka Njh f ^mdl msKsi lu ilia u&' Nj
m%;Hfhka cd;sh f ^bmu&' cd;s m%;Hfhka bmp fya;f
= jka
crd" jHd" urK" fYdal mfoaj" laL fodaukiaihka we;s f'

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t;fldg miaiS nqrcdKka jykafiag" ^iuqofhda

iuqofhdaZ;s NslL
a f& fuh hs mskj
a ;a uyfKks" fla yg .ekSu'
Wkajykafiag;a ^mqf wkkqiaiqf;aiq Ofiq& fmr fkd
weiq rE Ouhla .ek ^plaLqx Womd [dKx Womd m[a[d
Womd cd Womd wdf,daflda Womd& oy wei my< jqKd"
[dKh my< jqKd" m%{dj my< jqKd' oHdj my< jqKd'
wdf,dalh my< jqKd'
f crd urK la fodkia ke;sfjkafka l=ula ke;s
fuka o@ uif.k .shd u Wkajykafiag wjfndaO jqKd
bmu ke;sfuka crd urK ke;sfjkjd lsh,d' bmu
ke;s l,ays crd urK ke;' bmu ksreoaO fuka crd urK
ksreoaO f' bmu ke;sjkafka l=ula ke;sfuka o@
Njh ke;s l,ays bmu ke;' Njh ksreoaO fuka bmu
ksreoaO f' wei" lK" kdih" j" Yrh" ys; uu lsh,d
ys;df.k bkafka bmu ke;s l,ays fudlo fjkafka@ Nh
fjkjd zux bmfokafka ke;sjZ hd lsh,d' crd urK ke;s
fj,d ux ke;sfjkjd lsh,d ksjk lshk jpfkg;a wlue;s
wh bkakjd' fya;=M, oyu uikafka ke;s ksid wjfndaOhla
tkafka ke;slu hs'
Njh ke;sfjkafka l=ula ke;s fuka o@ l=ula ksreoaO
fuka o@ Wmdodk ke;s l,ays Njh ke;' Wmdodk ksreoaO
fuka Njh ksreoaO f' wdfhu;a kqjKska uikjd' l=ula
ke;s l,ays o Wmdodk ke;sfjkafka@ l=ula ksreoaO fuka o
Wmdodk ksreoaO fjkafka@
Tkak ka .egh ,sys ,sysS hkjd' wisu;a m%{dj lshkafka
flg hs' f wdldrfhka Ou jrKhla uu k f f,dafla
lsisu .%ka:hlska n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk;a kE' miaiS
fndai;dKkag wjfndaO jqKd" ;Kaydj ke;s l,ays Wmdodk
ke;' ;Kaydj ksreoaO fuka Wmdodk ksreoaO f lsh,d'
wdfhu;a uif.k .shd l=ula ksreoaO fuka o ;Kaydj
ksreoaO fjkafka@ fokdj ke;s l,ays ;Kaydj ke;' fokdj

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ksreoaO fuka ;Kaydj ksreoaO f'

wdfhu;a uif.k .shd l=ula ksreoaO fuka o fokdj
ksreoaO fjkafka' iamYh ke;s l,ays fokdj ke;' iamYh
ksreoaO fuka fokdj ksreoaO f'
B<g l=ula ksreoaO fuka o iamYh ksreoaO jkafka@
wdh;k ke;s l,ays iamYh ke;' wdh;k ke;s fuka iamYh
ksreoaO f'
wdh;k ksreoaO jkafka l=ula ksreoaO fuka o@ kdu
rEm ke;s l,ays wdh;k ke;' kdu rEm ksreoaO fuka wdh;k
ksreoaO f'
l= u la ke;s fuka o kdu rEm ke;s f jka f ka @
[a[dKh ke;s fuka kdu rEm ke;s f' [a[dKh
ksreoaO fuka kdu rEm ksreoaO f'
^ksfrdafOda" ksfrdafOda& fla ke;su" fla ke;su'
^mqf wkkqiaiqf;aiq Ofiq& fkd weiq rE Ouhka ys
^plaLqx Womd& oy wei my< jqKd' ^[dKx Womd& [dKh
my< jqKd' ^m[a[d Womd& m%{dj my< jqKd' ^cd Womd&
oHdj my< jqKd'
miaiS nqrcdKka jykafia Tkak ka ud.hg meKqkd'
iud h we;s jk l%uh;a" mpiuqmamdoh we;sjk
wdldrh;a" ke;sjk wdldrh;a kqjKska uikak mgka .;a;d'
fuh hs rEmh' fuh hs fokdj" fuh hs i[a[dj"
fuh hs ixialdr" fuh hs [a[dKh' rEmh yg.kafka fufyu
hs' fokd" ix{d" ixLdr" [a[dK yg.kafka Nj meje;aug
nj kqjKska uif.k hoa mxp WmdodkialkaOh uq,l
a rf.k
Njh ilia jk wdldrh;a" tA ms<sn|j ;DIaKdj ksreoaO fuka
Njh ksreoaO jk wdldrh;a kqjKska uif.k hoa fkdfnda
l,lska Wkajykafia ish wdY%jhka m%ydKh lr,d iud
inqoaO;ajhg m;ajqk fial'

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Wkajykafiag ys;=kd Ouh foaYKd lrkak k lsh,d'

ud iska f Ouh .dNSr jQ" lSug Ialr wjfndaO lsug
Ialr ^w.f;da fLda uHdhx Ofuda .NSfrda oaofida
rkqfndafOda ikaf;da mKSf;da w;laldjpfrda ksmqfKda& m%K;
S "
;lhg f.da p r fkd jk" ks m q K " ^mKa ;fokS f hda &
kqjKe;a;ka iska olskakd jQ f Ouh wjfndaO jqKd' kuq;a
f f,dalhd ^wd,hdrdudh fLda mk mcdh wd,hr;dh wd,h
iuq;dh& ;DIaKdfjka we,S ;DIaKdj imsreKq f f,dalhdg
^bomamph;dmpiuqmamdfoda& fya;= iys; mpiuqmamdoh
wjfndaO lsu Ialr fohla'
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lr,d" rd.hg ksfrdaOhg m;afjk ksjk wjfndaO lsu f
f,dal i;ajhdg Ialr fohla' ug fjfyila muK hs' ud
fjfyig m;a fjkjd lsh,d l,amkd l<d'
^lsfk f w.;x& ux fnfydu fjfyi fj,d f
Ouh wjfndaO lf<a' ^y,xZod mldis;=x& tA ksid ka fl
m% l dY lr,d jevla kE' ^rd.foda i mff;a y s & rd.fhka
oafIfhka weU,d .sh ck;dj ^kdhx Ofuda iqinqfOda&
f Ouh k wjfndaO lrkafk kE' ^mfida;.dx ksmqKx
.NSrx oaoix wKqx& reoaO me;a;g .uka lrk ish
q jq Ouh
^rd.r;a;d k olaka;s ;fudlaLkafk wdjq;dZ;s& rd.fhka
r;afj,d woHd wfrka jeis,d ;sfhoa fldfyduo olskafka"
fldfyduo wjfndaO lrkafka lsh,d ys;K
= d' ishu nqjrhka
jykafia,d ta h hs'
wkak t;fldg uyd n%yauhd l,amkd lrkjd ^kiai;s
j; fNda f,daflda& wfka'''' f f,dalh keis,d hkjd' ^kiai;s
j; fNda f,daflda& wfka'''' f f,dalh jekis,d hkjd' miaiS
nqrcdKka jykafiag oy foiSug ys; fokafka kE' iym;S
n%yauhd n%yau f,daflka w;=reoyka fj,d miaiS nqrcdKka
jykafia bfha oK.y,d je|f.k lshd yshd' ^foafia;=
Nkaf;a N.jd Oux& iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Ouh foaYkd
lrk fialajd wkak tA b,a,Su l<d' lalo@ b,a,Sulska ;uhs

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Wmkafk;a' b,a,Sulska ;uhs inqoaO;ajh ,nkafk;a'

b,a,Sulska ;uhs Ouh foaYKd lrkafk;a' b,a,Sulska ;uhs
msksjka mdkafk;a'
wms Y%djlhka yehg f nqjrhka jykafia,d .ek
fYaI;ajh k.kak fk' wkf.k ;sfhkak fk' ke;ak
Y%oaOdj fkd fjhs t;k ielh" jdo jdo lrk ;ekaj,
Y%oaOdj ms<s.kafka kE' Y%oaOdjg mefKkjd h lshk tl
f,ais jevla fkd fjhs' nqoah lshk tl wms uykaisfhka we;s
lr.kak k tlla' Y%oaOdj we;s lr.ekSu yu wudre hs'
^foafia;= Nkaf;a N.jd Oux" foafia;= iq.f;da Oux&
iq.;hka jykai" Ouh foaYKd lrk fialajd Nd.Hj;=ka
jykai" ^ika;s i;a;d wmamrclaLcd;sld& w,am rcial i;ajfhda
bkakjd' ^wiaijkf;da Ouiai mydhka;s& Ouh wykak
ke;s jqfkd;a msys,d hkjd' ^Niaika;s Ouiai w[a[;dfrda&
Ouh wykak ,enqfkd;a wjfndaO lr.kakjd'
flg fyd|u idlaIsh wms' wmg f fufyu yn
jqfka ke;ak wm msys,d hkj o" keoao@ msfykjd' wkak
lal o@ wms f Ouh flka l oYfuka oYf y wjfndaO
lrkafka keoao@ f Ouh ,enqK ksid wm hqKq fjkjd'
,enqfka ke;ak hqKqjla kE' msfykjd'
uyd n%yu
a hdg lshkjd" ux ys;j
= d l' kuq;a f f,dalh
wdYdfjka we,s,d isoa mpiuqmamdoh wjfndaO lrkafka
fldfydu o@ uyd n%yauhd fofjks j;djg;a wdrdOkd l<d'
iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Ouh foaYkd lrk fialajd
wdrdOkdj ms<s.;a;d' f f,dafl yd nejd' flf,ia wvq
wh" uqKq brka we;s wh" uqKq brka ke;s wh" myiqfjka
lsh,d fokak mqjka wh" myiqfjka lsh,d fokak ne wh"
mrf,dj nh olsk wh" mrf,dj nh fkd olsk wh bkakjd'
Wkajykafia f f,dalh lafla fudlla jf.a o@ fk
fmdl=Kla jf.a' n,kak f wjfndaOh' ish nqjrhka
jykafia,d f.a Wmud;a iudk hs' fldpr ,iaik Wmudjla

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o@ tA fk fmdl=fKa ;sfhkjd wo msfmk fk' Ndf.g

fudarmq fk' j;=r wiafia ;shkjd pQ fk fmdfydgq'
u msfmkafka ke;s fk' wkak ta jf.a lald'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafiag .d:djla m%ldY l<d'
uyd n%yauhd je|f.k b,a,d ishd" mj; uqfka isk
flfkla ckhd yd n,kjd jf.a" Oufhka ks; m%didohg
ke.S yd;ami n,kq uek' kqjKe;s fYdalfhka tf;r fjp
uqksodfKks" bmfoka uefrka hk frda.fhka fmf,kakd
jQ fYdalhg meK isk ck;dj foi n,kq uek' uyd
rhka jykai" udr ;fhka ch .;a uqkos dfKks" f i;ajhka
tf;r lrk .e,alrejdfKks" Kh ke;s uqk
s ks" f f,dalfha
yeisfrkq uek' iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Ouh foaYkd
lrk fialajd wjfndaO lrk wh we;sfjkjd u hs' Tkak
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia .d:djla m%ldY l<d'
^wmdre;d f;aix wu;iai oajdrd - fha fida;jkaf;da
muq[apka;= ioaOx& ijka hq. we;a;jqka Y%oaOdj ksoyia lr;ajd
Tjqka ish fokdg u wudfodr jr lrk ,' uyd n%yauh" uu
Ouh foaYkd fkd lf<a fjfyi fjhs lsh,d ys;df.k' ka
uu foaYkd lrkjd'
B<g l,amkd lrkjd ldg o ux m<uq fldg Ouh
foaYKd lrkafka@ ljqo m<uqfjka jy jyd wjfndaO lrkafka@
Tkak Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafiag ys;=kd LKav lshk rc
l=udrhg hs" ;siai lshk mqfrdays; l=udrhg hs f fokaakg
foaYkd lrkak' l,amkd lr,d mf,d,a fnda /flka w;=reoyka
fj,d nkau;S k.rfha fud lshk .odhg jevu lr,d
Whkam,a,g lshkjd lKAG" ;siai lshk l=udrjre fokakg
tkak lshkak' miaiS nqjrcdKka jykafia f,dafla my<
fj,d lsh,d'
nqrcdKka jykafia,dg fYAI foaYKdjla ;shkjd' talg
lshkafka iduqlalxisl foaYkdj' iduqlalxisl foaYkdj
lshkafka p;=rdHh i;Hh u b,lal lrf.k lrk foaYkdjg'

mgka .kafka odk l;d" iS, l;d" ^ldudkx wdkjx& lduhka

f.a wdkj" ^ldrx ixlsf,aix& flf<iqka f.ka ls,su"
^fklaLf wdksixid& ffkIal%uHfha wdksixi lshdf.k
hkfldg Tkak f f.d,a,ka f.a is;a tl fjkjd' kSjrK
Ouhka f.ka refjkjd' wkak t;fldg laL" iuqoh" ksfrdaO"
ud. lshk p;=rdh i;Hh lsh,d fokjd'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafi Ou foaYkd lsfuka u
hs Y%jKh lrk flkd f.a is; msis lrkafka' f fudk
m%d;sydhh o@ wkqYdikd m%d;sydhh' tAl whs;s wkq;a;frda
mqiou idr .=Khg' wyf.k bkak fldg lshdf.k
hkfldg kSjrK hgm;a fj,d tAld.%;djfhka hqla; jqkdg
miafia p;=rdh i;H foaYkd lrkjd' Tkak wjfndaO l<d'
OuplaLqj we;s lr.;a;d' Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia
< tA fokakd me jqkd' w.% Y%djl jqfKa tA fokakhs'
Bg miafia 84"000 la ck;dj nqrcdKka jykafia
fidhdf.k me fj,d Ouh wjfndaO l<d' Tkak ix>
iNdj tla ,laI yegodyla yek ye' wfma nqrcdKka
jykafiag lSh o ysfha@ yegkuhs' ka miaiS nqrcdKka
jykafia ta i msi weu;=jd'
^pr: NslaLf" pdlx& mskaj;a uyfKks" pdldf
jka k ' ^nyq c k ys ; dh& fndfyda whg ys ; ms K s i
^f,daldkqlmdh& f,dalhdg wkqlmdfjka ^w;a:dh ys;dh&
w:h msKsi ^iqLdh foajukqiaidkx& foksiqkag ys; iqj
msKsi ^ud tAflak oaf w.;a:& tlmdrlska fokula fkd
hkak'
^ka Tkak wfma rf f l k lshkjd' b;=re l
k lshkafka keye'& ^foafia: NslaLf" Oud& mskaj;a
uyfKks" Ouh foaYKd lrkak' ^wd l,HdKx ufC
l,HdKx mfhdaidk l,HdKx& mgka .ekSu ;a iqkaor" ueo
;a iqkaor" ksudj ;a iqkaor ^id;a:x inHxckx& w: iys; jQ"
meye,s jpk j,ska" ^flaj, mmqKaKx& uquKska u msmqka

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jQ" ^miqoaOx n%yauphx& mdY=oaO jq ksjka u." ^mldfia;s&

lshkak' wkak lalo lshkak k foa'
^ika;s ika;d wmamrclaLcd;sld& flf,ia wvq i;ajfhda
iskjd' ^wiaijK;d Ouiai mydhka;s& f Ouh wykak
fkd ,enq f kd;a ms ys , d hkjd' ^Nia i ka ; s Ouia i
w[a[d;dfrdaZ;s& OudjfndaO lrk msi bkakjd'
yh wjq r eoa f oka wjq r eoa o g tl;= f jka k ls h kjd
m%;sfudalaIh foaYkd lrkak' weye, Whkl" weye, .ia j,
u,a is,d .shd jf.a ry;ka jykafia,d tod oU ;,h mqrd
u isidrd jehd' f b;sydifha fufyu foaj,a fj,d isoaO
;shkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia m%d;sfudalaIh foaYKd l<d'
^Lka;S mrux ;fmda ;s;l
s L
a d& bjiSu ;u hs W;=u iS,h'
^ksndkx mrux joka;s nqoaOd& nqrcdKka jykafia,d lshk
fY%I
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a foa ksjk' ^kys mnf;da mrEm>d;s& wkqkj
a fjfyik
Y%uKhd ^iufKda fyda;s mrx fyaGhkaf;da& meoafola fkdf'
^inmdmiai wlrKx" l=i,iai Wmimod" i;a;
mfhdaomkx" tA;x nqoaOdkidikx& m fkd lr yeu" l=i,a
/ialsu" ;u is; msis lsu" f ;uhs nqoaOdkqidikh'
^wkQ m jdfoda wkQ m >df;da " md;s f udla f p ixjfrda "
u;a;[a;d p N;a;iax" m;a;xp ihkdikx" w;af;a p
wdfhdaf.da" ta;x nqoaOdkidikxZ;s& wkqkag kskaod lrkak tmd'
wkqkag mSvd lrkak tmd' iS,fha yslafukak' w:h oekf.k
odkh .kak' wE; jk fikiqkaj, jdih lrkak' iu:fha
fhfokak' f ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia,d f.a wkqYdikdj'
f wdldrhg nqrcdKka jykafia,d f.a wkqYdikdjg
wkqj u lghq;= lsug is;g .kak' ish fokdg u f;rejka
irKhs
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tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

06'

lu iQ;h
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Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
wm f.a Ydia ; Dka jyka f ia jk f.!;u iud
inq q rcdKka jyka f ia ms ks j ka m d,d wjq r e fooyia
mkaishhlg;a jehs' Wkajykafia msksjkamdkakg l,ska
wdkkao yduqrejkag f jf.a m%ldYhla l<d' mskj
a ;a wkkao"
Tng ysf;a z;:d.;hka jykafia msksjkamEjg miaafia wmg
ka ms<sirKla kEZ lsh,d' tfyu ys;kak tmd nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd fldg jod< Ou kh Wkajykafia f.a
wejEfuka miafi nqrcdKka jykafia yehg ms<.
s kak lsjd'
Wkajykafia f. Yrh msksjkamEjg Wkajykafia f.a
Ou ldh" Ou Yrh ;ju;a judk hs' tfyu k wmg
Wkajykafiaj tA Ouldh ;=<ska olskak mqjks' nqrcdKka
jykafiaj yk.kak ;sfhkafka Wkajykafia foaYkd fldg
jod< Ouh ;=<ska ;rhs' Wkajykafiaj weia foflka n,,d
wmg yk.kak nE' Wkajykafia f.a Y%jlhka jqk;a weia
foflka n,,d yk.kak nE' t;fldg wms f f,dafla
nqrcdKka jykafia ksid mqre fjkjd fjk l%uhlska f,dafl
yd n,kak' idudkHfhka wms f f,dafl tl tlaflkd
yk.kafk weia foflka n,,d' kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafiaj
wms ykd.ka f ka Oufhka n,,d' Ouh la l du wms
Wkajykafia lald fjkjd'

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nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ldf,a yshd Wkajykafiag

wiS; wdorhla lajQ Wkajykafia lSu msKsi u me jQ
flfkla zjlal,SZ lsh,d' tA jlal,S iajdka jykafiag fyd|g
u wikS m jq k fj,df mKs vhla hejd nq rcdKka
jykafiaj neyeolskak wdihs' tA;a tkak yla kE" we m;
jdre kE lsh,d' nqrcdKka jykafia f jlal,S iajdka
jykafiaj n,kak jehd' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia wE;ska
jkjd l,d wef|a je;s,d ysh jlal,S iajdka jykafia
ke.sskak uykais .;a;d'
nqrcdKka jykafia jlal,S iajdka jykafia <g
jevu lr,d lsjd ke.skak tmd" f wdik ;sfhkafka
lsh,d jevishd' Bgmiafia weyqjd" mskaj;a jlal,S" ka
fldfyduo Tng@ wfka iajdks" wikSmh tkak tkaku
jefjkjd' ys;g fudl=;a ;sfhkj o miq;e,a,la@ wfka"
iajdks" f,dl= miq;e,a,la ;sfhkjd" f,dl= lla ;sfhkjd
lsjd' fudllao Tng ;sfhk l@ ug nqrcdKka jykafiaj
n,kak tkak yla kE' nqrcdKka jykafiaj olskak yla
kE" f wikSmh ksid'
nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd mskaj;a jlal,S" fudllao
f l=Kq Yrhla yd n,,d Tng ,nkak ;sfhkafka@
Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia jlal,S iajdka jykafiag
lshkjd ^fhda jlal,S" Oux miai;s" fida ux miai;s& mskaj;a
jlal,S" h lsis flfkla Ouh olskjd k thd olskafka
udj' ^Ouxys jlal,S" miaikaf;da ux miaikaf;da& h lsis
flfkla Ouh olskjd k th olskafka udj' udj olskjd
k olskafka Ouh'
tfyu k mskj
a ;=k"s nqrcdKka jykafia msksjkamd,d'
wmg Wkajykafiaj tod jf.a u olskk
a mqjka fjkjd' l=ulska
o@ Oufhka ' Oufhka ols k yg wms g wfma ;
yiqrej.kak mqjka jqfKd;a wmsg nqrcdKka jykafiaj
olskak wmyiq fjkafka kE'

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Oufhka olskak k tAlg Wjukd lrk iqiqlu

;uhs th wikakd jQ Ouhg wkQj kqjKska uiSu' tAl
nqrcdKka jykafia f;dar,d kafka fhdaksfida ukisldrh
lsh, hs' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ke;s ;ek ;s%msglOd jqk;a
Ouh olskafka keye' lg mdv lrhs" u;l ;nd.kshs kuq;a
Ouh olskafka keye' Ouh olskak k kqjKska uikak
k' kqjKska uiSu lsh,d lshkafka mqudldr fohla'
ojila mdhk ld,hl nqrcdKka jykafia iQlrL;
lshk .,a f,fka jevishd' iehq;a iajdka jykafia
t;fldg ry;a fj,d kE' nqrcdKka jykafiag mjka i,
i,d yshd' tl ojil f fj,df f .,a f,kg wuq;af;la
f.dv jqKd' thd ;uhs >kL' thd ;dmifhla' nqrcdKka
jykafia f.ka thd m%Yk
a lsym
s hla weyqjd' nqrcdKka jykafia
thdg u .ek foaYkdjla l<d' u lsh,d lshkafka wmg
weyeg" lKg" kdihg" jg" lhg" ukig wruqKq inkaO
jqkyu iem" la" WfmalaId u we;s fjkjd' ka fl .ek
wr >kLg foaYkdjla lrf.k .shd'
t;fldg f foaYkdjg ijka f.k yshd wr >kL
jf.a u iehq;a iajdka jykafia' t;fldg iehq;a iajdka
jykafia ijka ysfha mjka i, i,d' foaYkdj wjika
fjkfldg >kL fida;dmkak jQKd' t;fldg nqrcdKka
jykafia tA foaYkdj foaYkd lf<a >kLg' tAl wyf.k
ysgmq iehq;a yduqrefjda uy ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;a
jqKd' fudlla o f wdYaphh@ kqjKska uiSu'
ta kqjKska uiSu lshk l=i,;djh wm ;=< hqKq fjp
ojig ta l=i,;djh hqKq jqKdg miafia nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Ouh wms ijka fokjd k tA ijka mq Ouh wfma ysf;a
ksl u u;lhla yehg mj;skafka keye' tAl wjfndaOhg
jqjukd lrk ldrKhla yehg wfma ;h ;=< l%shd;aul
fjkjd' idudkHfhka Ouh weyqjg miafia tA wyk Ouh
u;lh yehg ;rla ;sfhkjd' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ke;s
tlaflfklag u;lfha ;sfhkjd' u;la lr,d lshd .srfjla

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jf.a' kuq;a thd f.a f;a we;=f<a tA Ouh l%h

s d;aul fjkafka
tA u;l ;shd.;a;= nqoO
a jpkh kqjKska fufkys lrk flfkla
jqKdyu ;rhs'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" f iqiqlu imQKfhka u ;uka
f.a olaI;djh u; ;sfhk tlla' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a ldf, me fjp ish fokd ry;a jqKd o@ kE' ;si
s rKhg
wdmq ish fokd ud.M, ,enqjd o@ kE' wr kqjKska uiSf
olaI;djh ;shk wh ;rhs Ouh wjfndaO lf<a'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wm ;=< kqjKska uiSf olaIlu
;sfhkjo" keoao lshk tl .ek wms biair fj,d u ;SrKhlg
tkak k kE' wms lrkak k kqjKska uikak mgka .kak
tl' t;fldg wmg wfma olaI;djh wjfndaO lsf yelshdj
u;=fj,d tkak mgka .kakjd' wms kqjKska uikafka ke;=j
ysfhd;a ljodj;a u;= fj,d tkafka kE' f ksid nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh weiqjg miafia ukqIH ;fha imQK
hqKqjla ,nkafka kqjKska uiSu ;=<hs'
b;ska f ksid wmg f ksia f,dafla Wm;la tlal
;uhs wms f jdikdj wrf.k tkafka' b;ska f jdikdj
ia:djr lr.kak k" wdfhu;a jefgkak fkd ' fudlo nqoaO
foaYkdf i|yka fjkjd ukqIHhka lSm ylg fno,d'
ka nqrcdKka jykafia .:djlska fmkaj,d fokjd wfma
brKu .ek' f fj,df" wms Tlafldu fu;k bkafka ksik
q a
yehg' kuq;a wms urKhg m;au;a iu u fl imQKfhka
fjkia fjkjd'
Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkjd ^.nff;a Wmam;s&
iuyre .syk
s a wdhu;a u l=il bmfokjd' ^ksrhx mdmlfkda&
m lrmq wh .syska ksrfha bmfokjd' ^i.a.x iq.a.;sx& mska
lrmq wh iq.;sfha Wmkjd' ^mksnka;s wkdijd& flf,ia
ke;s wh msksjka mdkjd'
t;fldg f y;rg ukqIHhka uereKg miafia fn,d
hkjd' t;fldg ta wfma brKu ilia fjk y wms f

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;fha fyd|g yiqrjd.kak mqjka' wdrlaIdjla we;s

ms<sfj,g yiqrej.kak mqjka ,N l=i,;djhla ;uhs
kqjKska uiSu lshkafka' kqjKska uikak ne jqfKd;a
thdg n,mdkafka ixidr mqreoao ;rhs' iuyr g ixidr
mqreoaola yehg ;sfhkjd lshuq" mjg keUqre fjp ;hla'
kqjKska uiqf ke;ak" thdg tA mj wdfh;a u;=fjkjd
lshk tl iq fohla'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd iuyre
j;=rg jefgkjd' jegqfkd;a jegqkd u hs' Wv tkafka keye'
tA ;uhs mdm ;%hd f.a weiqfrka iuyr wh mdmhg keUqre
fjkjd' mdmhg keUqre jqKdg miafia thd mj ;=< u lsfokjd'
wdfh thdg tA mfjka f.dvtkak mqjkalula kE' fudlo
fya;=j wr mdm ;%hd f.a weiqfrka w;afjp kdYh' tA ksid
thd mj ;=< u lsfokjd' thd wl=i,hg u nr fjkjd'
l=i,h lrd hkafka keye' tfyu ksiaiq f,dafl bkakjd'
B,g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d iuyre bkakjd
j;=frka Wvg tkjd' j;=frka Wvg we,a,d wfhu;a .sf,kjd'
tA lsf iuyre bkakjd l,HdK ;%hka f.a weiqr ;shkl
;rla is,a rlskak fm<fUkjd' Ouh wykak fm<fUkjd'
nK fmd;a lshjkak fm<fUkjd' yenehs fm<UqKdg fuhdg
f .ek wjfndaOhla kE' fmd fohla isfjp .uka wr
imQK hym;a jevms<sfj, u w;aykjd' w;ayer,d wdfh
mrK f.dvg jefgkjd' wdfh wl=i,hg jefgkjd' l=i,a
Wmojd .kafka kE' tA l=i,a msfykjd' nqrcdKka jykafia
jod<d tfyu mqo.
a ,fhd;a f,dafl bkakjd' j;=frka tl mdrla
Wvg tkjd' wfhu;a j;=fr .sf,kjd' tfyu wh;a bkakjd'
iuyr mqo.
a ,fhda bkakjd f,dafl" j;=frka Wvg tkjd'
.sf,kafk kE' jg msg n,kafk kE' Tfya bkakjd' tA jf.a
;uhs iuyre bkakjd Tkak Ouh wykjd' is,a iudoka fjkjd'
Ndjkd lrkjd' fYaI hqKqjla kE msySul=;a kE f,dl=
hqKqjl=;a kE' j;=frka Wvg we,a,d Tfya bkak tlaflkd'
tfyu wh;a bkakjd lsjd ksiaiq w;f'

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;j iuyr flfkla bkakjd j;=frka Wvg tkjd'

we,a,d thd jgmsg n,kjd' thd ;uhs fida;dmkak flkd'
j;=frka Wvg we,a,d jgmsg n,kfldg tA jgmsg n,k
tlaflkdg ;uhs mirh yhg fmakf
a k' thdg ;uhs f.dvu
;sfhk Ydj fmakafk' thdg ;uhs tA Ydjg hkak mqjka
fjkafk' f.dvu fmak tlaflkd jgmsg n,oa f.dvu
fmakjd'
t;fldg f f,dafla h lsis flfkla fidajdka fj,d
k thd okakj f.dvu fmak ksid' f.dvu ;sfhkafka
fldfyao@ thd okakjd t;fldg hkak k fldhs me;af;ka
o thd Ydj wkkjd' jgmsg n,k ksid' ta jf.a lshkjd
fida;dmkak wh'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd ;j flfkla bkakjd
j;=frka Wvg we,a,d jgmsg n,,d f.dvu l,d f.dvu
Ydjg mSkkak mgka .;a;= flkd' thd ;uhs ilod.d
tlaflkd' thd f.dvu Ydjg mSkk tlaflkd' t;fldg
f,dafla h flfkla ilod.d k thd ksjk lrd .uka
lrk tlaflfkla'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ;j flfkla
bkakjd j;=frka f.dvg tkjd' jgmsg n,kjd' m; lald'
m; f wij,a ;ek ;sfhkafka lsh,d mSkkak mgka .;a;d'
m;g <x jqKd' thd ;uhs wkd.d tlaflkd' wkd.d k
hfula" ta ish fokd u ksjk imfha bkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia ;j flfkla .ek lshkjd j;=frka
Wvg tkjd jgmsg n,kjd Ydj wk.kakjd ta Ydjg
mSkkjd j;=frka f.dvg tkjd mf;a msysgkjd tA flkd
ljqo@ ry;ka jykafia' ka f lshmq mqoa.,hka w;ka ;uka
bkafka fld;ko lsh,d ;uka ;uhs k .kak k' ;uka f.a
idlaIsldrhd ;uka u hs' ;ud f.a ksYaphldrhd Ouh hs'
t;fldg ;uka okafka ;uka j;=frka Wvg we,a,d
wdfh .s,sp flfkla o" tfyu ke;ak j;=rg jegqfkd;a

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jegqkd u hs jf.a flfkla o@ tfyu ke;ak j;=frka Wvg

we,a,d .sf,kafk ke;sj" jgmsg n,kafk;a ke;sj tfyu
u bkak flfkla o" tfyu;a ke;ak j;=frka Wvg we,a,d
jgmsg n,k tlaflfkla o lsh,d okafka ljqo@ f y;r u
Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkak iQodk fjkafk'
b;ska Wkajykafiaa merKs luh .ek foaYkd lrkjd'
^plaLqx NslaLf" mqrdKx lux& mskaj;a uyfKks" wei
lshkafka merKss luhla' ^wNsixL;x& fYaIfhka u ilia
fjp tlla' ^wNsixf;hs;x& f;kdjla uq,a lrf.k yep
tlla' ^fokShx oGnx& |j |jd olsk tlla' Wkajykafia
ia;r lrk ye merKs luh' t;fldg ,e,d ;sfhk wei"
fudk luhla o@ mqrdK luhla'
^fida;x mqrdKx lux& lK merKs luhla' ^>dkx
mqrdKx lux& kdih merKs luhla' ^yd mqrdKx lux&
j merKs luhla' ^ldfhda mqrdKx lux& lh merKs luhla'
^ufkda mqrdKx lux& uki merKs luhla'
t;fldg f yh wmg ;sfhkjd o" keoao@ wmg ;sfhkjd'
wmg ;sfhkjd wei" tA jf.a u wmg ;sfhkjd lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki' ka wms bmKd lsjd u wmg ,enqfKa f yh'
f yh ,efnkak fya;= jqfKa fudlla o@ bmu' bmug fya;=
jqfKa fudlla o@ Njh' Njh lsf fudlla o@ mdl msKsi
lu ilia fjp ksihs wms bmfKa' tfyu k wms
imQKfhka u fudfla ksIamdokhla o@ lu mdlhl
ksIamdokhla' wmj ksmoj,d ;sfhkafka mdlhlska' t;fldg
Tkak f ;fha wmg weye ;sfhkjd lK ;sfhkjd
kdih ;sfhkjd j ;sfhkjd lh ;sfhkjd uki ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg ka wfma weye f wdldrhg ilia fjkak wms
f;kd;aulj lrmq foa ;uhs fya;= fj,d ;sfhkafka' f
lKa fol f wdldrhg ilia jqfKa f;kd;aulj wms lrmq
foaj,a fya;= fj,d' wfma kdih f whqka ilia fjkak
f;kd;aulj lrmq foa fya;= jqKd' wfma j f wdldrfhka
ilia fjkak f;dkd;aulj lrmq foa fya;= jqKd' wfma Yrh

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f wdldrhg ilia fjkak f;kd;aulj lrmq foaj,a fya;=

jqKd' wfma uki f wdldrfhka ilia fjkak f;kd;aulj
lrmq foaj,a fya;= jqKd'
tfyu k wms .;af;d;a fu;k bkak wms ish fokd
f.a weia fmkSu tlsfkldg fjkia' tlsfkld f.a lKa weiSu
fjkia' tlsfkld f.a .| iqj| k.ekSu fjkia' tlsfkld
f.a j tlsfkldg fjkia' tlsfkld f.a Yr iajNdjh
tlsfkldg fjkia' tlsfkld f.a uki tlsfkldg fjkia'
tfyu k f fjkialu u; ;uhs l=i,;d ;sfhkafk'
iuyr flfkl= f.a ys; blauKska u hqKq lrkak mqjks'
blauKska u iudu;a fjkjd' iuyr flfkl= f.a ys;
blauKska u iudu;a fjkafka keye' ys; .ek okafka ke;s
tlaflkd f .ek la fjkjd' iudh ke;s tlaflkd la
fjkjd' wfka ux fupr l,a uykais fjkjd'
fudlo ;ukag ,e,d ;sfhk l=Uqre ;ukag jqjukd
yehg ;uka iska yod.;a;= tlla' ka ;ukag bv lE,a,la
kafkd;a ta bv lE,af,a ;sfhkafka fmdfydr" j;=r ta
Tlafldu ;uka f.a jdikdjg wkqj ;uhs yefokafka' iuyr
bv ;sfhkjd j;=r kE' iuyr bv ;sfhkjd fmdvhs ydrkak
k j;=r tkjd' iuyr bv ;sfhkjd ydrkak k kE" j;=r
bvu Wka .,kjd' tfyu keoao@ f jf.a ;uhs wms
tlsfkldf.a ;;a' iuyr whg fyd|g kqjK ;sfhkjd'
fyd|g l,amkd lrkak mqjka'
yenehs wms Tlafldg u ;sfhkafka tlu Ou;djhla'
^fokShx oGnx& |j |jd ;uhs olskak ;sfhkafka'
tfyk ukqIH f,daflg wms wdjdg miafi wms ldhslj la
kjd" udkisl la kjd" ldhsl iem kjd" udkisl
iem kjd' ukqIHhka w;f iem f fjkial Tn
olskf
a ka keoao@ ldhsl iem jqK;a fjkialula keoao@ ukqIHhd
tlsfkldg ukisl iem;a tfyuhs' ldhsl laj, fjkia l
keoao@ udkisl laj, fjkial keoao@ ldhsl laj,;a
fjkial ;sfhkjd udkisl laj,;a fjkial ;sfhkjd'

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yenehs ljqre;a fldhs fjkialu ;snK

q ;a tl u fohhs lrkafk'
|j |jd ;uhs tal l.kak ;sfhkafk'
ka wms > ld,hla f ixidf wdf Th merKs
luh wmg ,enqK ksid' tA jf.a u w;a lu wms /ialrkjd'
wmsg nejqKd lreKq folla .ek k.kak' fudlla o ta@
luh ksreoaO fjkafka fldfydu o@ luh ksreoaO u;a
luh ksreoaO f ud.h;a Th fol wmsg yn jqfKa kE'
wms ys;kafka wmsg la wdjd u fl ;uhs luh' fl bjr
fjhs' Bgmiafia wfma lu m%Yak bjrhs lsh,d' wms okafka kE
fl mdl miafika tk wdldrh'
nqoaO foaYkd j,ska ;uhs wms k bf.k .kafka f wei
lshkafka" lK lshkafka" kdih lshkafka" j lshkafka" lh
lshkafka" uki lshkafka merKs luhla' merKs luhlska
k wms Wmoaoj,d ;sfhkafka w;S;fha bo,d wms /ia lrf.k
wdmq lu j, n,mEula f merKs lu j,g lrkak ne o@
mqjka' tfyk w;S; ixidf lrmq fyd|;a wmg mdl
fokak mqjka' tA jf.a u wms ixidf lrmq krl;a wmg
mdl fokak mqjka'
fudlo ukqIH ;hla wms .;lroa wms wuq;=fjka
lshkak k kE' Tf w;alS we;s' Tf ;fha Tn lf<a
imQKfhka u fyd| ;r o@ lfhka jer fj,d keoao@
jpkfhka jer,d keoao@ ukiska jer,d keoao@ tfyk f
ukqIH ;fha wmg fmakjd fyd| ;sfhkjd" krl ;sfhkjd"
jer foh;a fmakjd" fyd| foh;a fmakjd' wmsg fkd fmkk
w;S; ; j," f ;fha f merKs lu Wmoaoj,d fok
miqfuka fldpr foaj,a weoao@
wmsg f f;a wmsg weia folla ,enqKd' ;uka weyqfjd;a
ldf.ka y Th ,ep weia fol .ek iEySulg m;afjkj
o lsh,d" kE lshkjd' wms weyqfjd;a Th lKa fol .ek
iEySulg m;afjkjd o lsh,d' kE lshhs' Yrh .ek iEySulg
m;afjkjd o lsh,d weyqfjd;a kE lshhs' ys; .ek iEySulg

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m;afjkj o lsh,d weyqfjd;a wms tlsfkldg ,e,d ;sfhk

foa .ek wms iEySulg m;afjkafka kE' tA lshkafka wms ys;ska
wmsg k foa" wms ys;ska m;k foa wfma wjYH;djh imqrkak
f weig nE' wfma wjYH;djh imqrkak f lKa j,g nE'
f kdihg nE' f jg nE' f lhg nE' f ys;g nE' tA ;r
wfma wjYH;djh Yd, tlla' tAlg lshkafka ;DIaKdj lsh,d'
f ksid wms yefudau weiska rEm oelSf wfmalaIdfjka
u hs bkafka' lfKka Yo weiSf wfmalaIdfjka u hs bkafk"
kdifhka w>%dKh lsf wfmalaIdfjka u hs bkafka" fjka
ri f wfmalaIdfjka u hs bkafk" lhska myi ,ef
wfmalaIdfjka u hs bkafk" is;ska f .ek wfmalaIdfjka u
hs bkafk' f ksid f wdfmalaIdj ;=< f,dl= wdudrejl
je,d bkakj wmsg fydhkak nE'
fudlo nq rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d fokjd f
;djfndaOh ke;s tlaflkd bkafka ljf lsh,' tA
lshkafka f fldhs;r wdf,dalh ;snqK;a f wdf,dalh
;sfhkafka wefyka olsk f,dafla fmkajkak ;rhs' kuq;a
f;a yd kqjKska uikak f wdf,dalhg Wo lrkak
mqjka o@ ysreg ig Wo lrkak mqjka o@ nE' tAl lrkak
mqjka nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouhg ;rhs' tAl fjk
lsisu foalg lrkak nE' t;fldg tA wdf,dalh ke;s ;h
;=< fydhkak nE" lsis fohla' b;ska wms fyd|g f;are wrka
bkak k nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh ;=<ska Wkajykafia
wmg f lshdfok mKsvh'
t;fldg wms weia foflka rEm n,oa wmg u;l ;sfhkak
k f weia fol lshkafka merKs luhla' lfKka Yo
wyoa wmg u;l ;sfhkak k f lK lshkafka merKs
luhla' kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dKh lrk fldg wmg u;l
;sfhkak k f kdih lshkafka merKs luhla' fjka ri
oa wmg u;l ;sfhkak k f j lshkafka merKs luhla'
lhska myi ,noa wmg u;l ;sfhkak k f lh lshkafka
merKs luhla' ukiska ys;oa u;l ;sfhkak k f uki

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lshkafka merKs luhla' tfyk wms wmg wruqKq tkfldg

iem la we;sfjkjd' wms l m%;slafIam lr lr iem miafia
jk tfla f;areula kE' fudlo fya;=j wms ludkqrEmj
f,dal miqula tlal ;uhs wms f .uk hkafka'
f ksid wms u;l ;shd.kak k wkd.; wei wmg
,enqfkd;a tAl fudlla o@ mrK luhla' wkd.;fha lK"
kdih" j" lh" uki" ,enqfkd;a fohka w;r Wmkak;a tAl
f ;h ;=< ilia fj,d fkd fjhs o@ wms t;kg hkafka'
t;fldg tAl t;k mrK luhla" w;S;hg .shmq tlla' b;ska
f ksid wms fyd|g f;are .kak k nq flfkl= f.a
Ouhla ;=<k
s a ;h f;are .kak yeu ;sif
a ia u ,efnkafka
kE' yeu flfkl=g u ,enkafka kE' wks;a tl ;uhs ffla
wms ;kshu hk .ukla k wmg f,dl= .egjl=;a kE'
wk;=rl=;a kE' wms hkjd ;j;a tlaflkla tlal' tAl ;uhs
;DIaKdj' B<g fl yiqrjkak ;j tlaflkl=;a bkakjd
tA ;uhs udrhd'
nqrcdKka jykafia b;d ,iaik Wmudjla foaYkd l<d'
yenehs mskaj;=ks" f nqoaO foaYkd lshjoa f;afrkjd f,dafla
lsisu flfkl=g fydhkak k nE' nqrcdKka jykafia fjd
foaYkd lf<a ke;ak" Wkajykafia wjfndaO lf<A ke;ak
tn fohla ;h;a tlal inkaOhs lsh,d fydhkak k
nE' lsis flfkla okafka kE' Wkajykafia Wmud j,ska fl
f;darkafka'
Tkak .x bjqrl bfnla hkjd lEu fydhdf.k"
hkfldg kfhl=;a tkjd lEu fydhdf.k' bnd hkafka
fjk lEula fydhdf.k' khd hkafka b uia fydhdf.k'
t;fldg bnj lald wE; u' bnj l,d khd bng
lsgq jqkd' t;fldg bnd khj wk .;a;d' wkf.k
fudlo lf<a' bnd blaukg thd f.a ll=,a y;rhs Tjhs
lgqj we;=f<a yx.;a;d' Bgmiafia khd we;a bnd ,
ysg.;a;d' ysgf.k khd l,amkd lrkjd" odmq fokaflda
wvqjla t<shg fudlo lrkak yokafka@ tl w~qjla t<shg

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fud;a taflka uu w,a,d .kak' oeka khd n,df.k

bkakjd' ka bnd fudlo lrkafk" bnd tl w~qjlaj;aa
t<shg odkafka kE' b lg wiafia yx.df.k bkakjd' khd
n,df.k b|,d Wf.a wfmalaIdj bIaG jqfka ke;s ksid khd
bnj w;yer,d hkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd fldg jod<d" mskaj;a
uyfKks" udrhd bkafka wE; fkdf" Tf wei , Tf
lK , Tf kdih , Tf j , Tf lh , Tf
ys; ,' kqUg h rd.hla" oafIhla" fudayhla wd laf,aYhla
we;s jqfKd;a t;kska Tnj udrhd veye.kakjd' Bgmiafia
Tng k yehg fudl=;a lrkak nE' Bgmiafia udrhdg k
yehg hs kqUg lrkak fjkafka' mskaj;a uyfKks" ta ksid
Tn;a bnd jf.a bkak' ta lsf wefyka rEm olsoa isysfhka
n,kak k' ta olsk rEmhg megf,kafk ke;sfjkak" lfKka
Yo wyoa isyf
s hka wykak lsjd Yohg megf,kafk ke;sj
bkak" kdifhka .| iqj| k.ksoa isysfhka bkak lsjd
megf,kafk ke;sj" jg ri fkoa isysfhka bkak lsjd
rih;a tlal megf,kafk ke;sj' lhg myi fkoa isysfhka
bkak lsjd myi;a tlal megf,kafka ke;sj' ysf;ka wruqKq
ys;oa isysfhka bkak lsjd" taj;a tlal megf,kafka ke;sj'
fl wudre o@ fl ;uhs f,dalfha ;sfhk wudre u
foa' y|g hk tl" l ;rKh lrk tl f,aishs' ;ud ;rKh
lsu b;du Ialr hs' tAlhs nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a
hqoaO odyla lr,d kqjg tal kSula fkd fjhs' kshu kSu
;uhs" ;uka kd .ekSu'
f Ouh fmdvla bf.k .;a;= .uka" tlaflda jev
igyklg wdmq .uka" fmdvla iyNd.s fjp .uka ys;=jd
jef y" ka b;ska wmg m%Yakhla kE lsh,d' wms ka
iq.;sfha ;uhs' kuq;a ta uq<dj uq<djla u ;uhs' ;uka ys;kjg
jvd yd;amiska fjkia f ysf;a ;sfhk l%shdld;ajh'
uu Tng WodyrKhla lshkak' tl wd flfkla
yshd' f wd wikSm fj,d biams;df,g wrka .shd' ka

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b;ska f wd biam
s ;df,a bkakjd' wdg nv.skh
s 's fodia;r
uy;ajre lsjd f wdg lEu fokak tmd lsh,d' t;fldg
ka f wd lEu b,a,kjd' ka orefjda lshkjd wug lEu
fokak tmd lsh,d fodia;r uy;ajre lsh,d ;sfhkafka' ka
f wdg f;afrkafka kE" ikSm lrkakhs biams;df,g
f.kdf lsh,d' thdg ysf;kafka thdg uyd wlghq;a;la
lrkjd lsh,d' thdg b,a,k lEu fokafk;a kE' t;fldg
thdg ;sfhkafk fmd <ufhl= f.a jf.a ys;la o" jeysfhl=
f.a ys;la o@ ka n,kak wms j, fjk fldg is;f
S Yla;h
s ;a
j, fjkjd' fmd <uhs bkakjfka wdi foa lkak'
b,ajyu wrka fokak u k' ke;ak ;ry hkjd' f wd
;ryd jqKd' wka;sug f wd lshkjd thd f.a mq;d n,kak
wdmq fj,df WU,d udj fufyg f.kdf lkak fkd
urkakhs' uu ka ys;df.k bkafka ux ue,d WU,g mdvula
W.kajkak hs'
ka n,ka k f wd' iuyre ys ; ka k we;s f
jevigyklg wdjdu we;s' lk mskal l<d u we;s' odkhla
kakd u we;s' weg iq msrejghla fmfrjdu y' kuq;a ta
wd i;smGdkfha isysh msysgqjdf.k ysfha kE" ;uka ;=<
isfjk fjki olskakg' biams;df,g tkak biair fj,d
;snqK ys; biams;df,g wdjdg miafia ysf;a we;s fjp
fjkialu ka ta ys; fudk yg o yefokafka' ka wd
okakjd o@ kE' thdg weia fol ;snqKg" lKa ;snqKg" ys;
;snqKg ys;=jg m,la kE' fmakafka kE thdg fjk foa' thd
uereKd'
ojila Ksh l=iaish ,g .syska n,kjd" ka kslug
fudlla y tllg l=iaish .djg .syska t<sh n,k fldg
l=Kq ldkqj hkjd' msmiafia jeisls<sh' msmiafia l=Kq
ldkqfjka ula tkjd' nejd fudllao f hk u@ ta fuka
yefokjd wr uep wd' ka t;fldg thd bm,d ;sfhkafka
fldfyo@ wr l=Kq ldkqf' t;fldg ;uka hk ;ek ;uka
okafka kE" ;uka iEySulg m;a fj,d bkakjd" yd''' ka uf.a

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jef y uu k iq.;sfha hkafka' tfyu ys;kak nE

lsisfjl=g'
;uka ;=< fydog isysh msysg,d ke;ak" ;uka ;=<
kqjKska uiSu msysg,d ke;ak" ;uka ;=< fyd|g Y%oaOdj
msysg,d ke;ak" tfyu ys;Su wjdishla u hs' ta ksid ;ukaj
/l.kak mqjka Ouhg ;rhs' ksl wms ,l=Kq kakdg
lsis f;areula kE' wms ksl ,l=Kq kakg y hkafka kE'
yenEu mlaIKhlg uqyqK fok fj,dj Tng u;l o@ uu
lsjd ;ud f.a idlaIs ldrhd ljqo@ ;ud u hs' ;udj ksYaph
lrkafka ljqo@ Ouh hs' tfyk ksYaph lrkafka Ouh
k" ta Ouh ;ud ;=< ke;ak ;ud ksYaph lrkafka ljqo@
luh hs' Ouh ;ud ;=< ;snqfKd;a ;ud ksYaph lrkafka
Ouh hs' Ouh ;ud ;=< ke;ak ;ud ksYaph lrkafka
luh hs'
Tn ys;kafka f f,dafl nyq;rh lufha ksYaphg o
,lafjkafk@ Oufha ksYaphg o ,lafjkafk@ lufha
ksYaphg ,lafjkafka' Oufha ksYaphg fkd f' wdg
f Ouh .ek kqula ;snqK k ta wd f ys; Yajdi
lrkafk kE' ta wd tfyk isysfhka f ysf;a fjki we;s
fjk fldg f wl=i,hla lsh,d ykdf.k tal m%ydKh
lrkjd'
t;fldg n,kak ;ud ;=< l%shd;aul fjkak Ouhla
fkd ;su ;udg hym; msKsi o mej;=fka whym; msKsi o@
whym; msKsi hs fya;= jqfKa' ka Tn hkak uq<g' ux uq<ska u
lshmq foa" ud lsjd nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh weyqjhska
miafia tal f;are .ekSu imQKfhka u ;ud i;= fohla' ta
lrkafka ;ud ;=< ;sfhk l=ulska o@ t;fldg wr wdg ta
foa ke;s fj,d ;su fkao fya;=j' ka n,kak flfkl=g f
jf.a is;s,s is;kak mqjka' ta jf.a wdYdjla" tlafld ;ryla
tkak mqjka' t;fldg thdg mqjkalu ;sfhkak k
isysfhka b|,d h lrkak'

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isyf
s hka bo,d tAl ykdf.k fl wl=i,a lsh,d l,d
wl=i,a m%ydKh lsug h lrkakg mqjka fjkak k'
wkak ta h lsf mqjkalu u; ;uhs thd f.a hqKqj
;sfhkafka' f ksid ;djfndaOfha m<fjks iqiqlu p;=rdh
i;Hh .ek k.ekSu' ka nqoaO foaYkdf wei" lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki whs;s fudflag o@ lg' laL wdhh i;Hhg
hs' t;fldg f l .ska .g mj;skafka ;DIaKdj ksid'
tfyu k l ke;sfjkafka ;DIaKdj ke;sfjk fldg'
;DIAKdj ke;sfjkafka wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h hqKq lrmq
ojig" m%.=K lrmq ojig' fjk l%uhla kE' b,a,,d" m;,d"
hd{d lr,d ;h fjkia lrkak nE' fudlo ta ;fha
isjk isu wkd;au hs' wdkd;au hs lshkafka ;ud f.a jifha
mj;ajkak nE'
ka ta wdg tfyk wd;auhla ;snqKd k ta wdg
fudlo lrkak ;snqfKa@ zudf.a is; fufia fjdZ lsh,d
mqjka fjkak k fkao@ nE' wdkd;au hs' f wjfndaOh
mskaj;=ks" wfma ; j, we;s lr.kak k' fudlo fya;=j@
f ,N wjia:dfjka wms m%fhdack .;a;d lshkafka tAlg hs'
nq flfkla my< fj,d foaYkd lrk Ouhla wmg f
wykak ,efnkjd lshk tl w;sYhska u ,Nhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia wmg ;h .ek fldhs ;r udj;a
jD; lr,d fokjd o@ wms f ys;df.k bkafka wmg k
k yg wei mj;ajkak mqjka fjhs" lK mj;ajkak
mqjka fjhs tfyu kE' iuyr g ffl wdhqI wo bjr
fjkak ne o@ mqjka' fyg bjr fjkak ne o@ mqjka' yeu
;siafi u wmg ;sfhkafka iSudiys; meje;aula' f lufhka
Bg jvd fohla ,ndfokak nE'
ka wms .;af;d;a tl hq.hla ;snqKd ksiqka f.a wdhqI
wjqre wiQodyhs' kuq;a ta wjqre wiQ oyfia ksii
a q oeka bkakjd
o@ wks;H iska ta ish,a, u wks;H njg m;a lr,d' tfyu
k f ,ep merKs luh wks;H fkd ;sfhhs o@ wks;H
u hs' tA ksid wms wjfndaO lr.kak k tfyk f wei"

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lK" kdih" j" lh" uki lshkafka fudlla o@ mqrdK luhla'

B,g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" fudlla o
f kj luh" w;a luh lshkafka fudlla o lsh,d' ^hx
fLda NslaLf" tA;rys lux lfrda;s ldfhak jdpdh ukid"
box jqp;s NslaLf" kjx lux& mskaj;a uyfKks" ka lhska"
jpkfhka" ukiska h luhla lrhs o" tAlg ;uhs w;a
luh lshkafka'
ka tfyk mskaj;=ks" fl wjfndaO lr.kak W;aidy
.kak' fudllao@ merKs luhl wms ka msysg,d bkakjd'
fudllao tA merKs luh@ wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki'
ka f merKs lufha wms msysg,d bkafka zuuZ lsh,d fkao@
uf.a lsh,d fkao@ ka f merKs lufha msysg,d b|f.k wms
fudlo lrkafka" lhska l%h
s d lrkjd" jpkfhka l%h
s d lrkjd"
ukiska ls%hd lrkjd' t;fldg lhska" jpkfhka" ukiska
l%shd lsu w;a luh hs' t;fldg wms merKs luh ;=<
msysg,d w;a luhla lrkjd' tAl ;uhs wms f lr lr
bkafka' merKs luhla f,i wmsg ,enqKd wi" lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki' ,enqKg miafia wms merKs lufhka |j
|jka fudlo lrkafka@ w;a luhka lhska lrkjd' h
luhla lhska lrhs o" tAl w;a luhla' h luhla
jpkfhka lrhs o" tAl w;a luhla' h luhla ukiska
lrhs o@ tAl w;a luhla'
t;fldg w;a luhla lhska fyda jpkfhka fyda
ukiska lf<d;a Bgmiafia fudllao we;sfjkafka" tAflka
mdl we;sfjkjd' lufha mdl nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd
fokjd ;=ka wdldrhlg' GOufokSh" WmmcfokSh"
wmrdmhfokSh' fokSh lsf |sh hq;= lshk tl' lald
fka" f merKs lu l nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka
^fokShx oGnx& |,d ;uhs wms tal f;are .kafka'
tfyk wms w;ska lu lf<d;a" lhska lu lf<d;a"
jpkfhka lu lf<d;a" ukiska lu lf<d;a tAl |ug
;uhs wmsj wrf.k hkafka'

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nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd l<d ^lu mdflda

wka;sfhda& lu mdl wka;kSh hs' ys;,d bjr lrkak nE'
wfma ys;Sug f.dapr fjkafka kE' iuyr g flfkla jer
l<d u wmg ysf;kafka thdg t;k u M, fokak k lsh,d'
thdg tff, u M, ula n,dfmdfr;a;= fjkjd' wms ys;kafka
f.fhka M, fokak' Bgmiafia wms fudlo lshkafka Th
fyd|g bkafka" wmsg f lror" f wij,d n,kak tA fudlo
fya;=j wms f lu mdl .ek okafka kE' wms ys;df.k
bkafka flfkla kmqrla" krlla lrmq .uka tfjf,a u thdg
mdl fokak k lsh,d' tAl ;uhs wfma ;Skaj' kuq;a wfma
;Skaj fyda wfma ksYaph fkfuhs t;k ;sfhkafka'
luhg wod, l%shdld;ajh nqoAO foaYkdf ;sfhkafka
fldfyduo" ^k ys mdmx l;x lux icq rxZj uqp;s& f
m /ia l<d u blaukg ls fokjd jf.a fokafka kE m'
^vyx ;x nd,Zukaf;s - NiauPkafkdaZj mdmflda& tA w{dk
mqoa.,hdj ojkak mgka .kafka w hg ;sfhk .sKs jf.a
;ekam;a fj,d ;s,d' tfyu k kmqre krl luhla lf<d;a
ls fokjd jf.a tAl tl mdrg mdl fokafka kE' tAl w
hg .sKs jf.a ;ekam;a fjkjd' Bgmiafia fj,dj tkfldg
mek,d hkak nE' ffrkak nE" yexf.kak nE' |j,d u hs
bjr lrkak ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d fokjd" f
lufha iajNdjh GOufokSh jYfhka mdl fokjd'
GOufokSh lshkafka f ;fha u mdl fokjd'
mrf,dj mdl fokjd' B, ;fha " Bgmiafia ksjka
olskd cd;s olajd miafika we,a,d mdl fokjd' tfyu k
ta Tlafldu luhg wkql+,j ksYaphla isoaO fjkjd' f
f;a wms f lhska lrk foaj,a jpkfhka lrk foaj,a"
ukiska lrk foaj,a'
Tn ys;kak n,kak wfma lh o m%Odk" uki o m%Odk@
uki k m%Odk wms tAl wu;l lrkak fydo kE' tfyu k
wms /l.kak k fudlla o@ uki' jrog fhduq fkd" lh

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jrog fhduq lrkak;a neye' uki jrog fhduq fkd jpkh

jrog fhduq lrkak;a neye' tfyu k biai,a,d u fhduq
jkafka fudlla o@ uki' f ksid kqjK ;sfhk flkd f
uki yiqrjkak k' uki Oudkql+, md,khlg .kak
k' tAl lrkafka i;smGdkfhka' fjk foalg lrkak nE'
tal lrkak ;sfhkafk;a Ouhg meKsfuka u hs'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wms merKs lu bf.k .;a;d' ka
merKs lu j,g lrkak fohla kE" ka Tkaak b;ska weia
fol ,e,d ;sfhkjd' wmg ;sfhkafka fnfy;a lr lr bkakhs'
lK ,e,d ;sfhkjd" kdih ,e,d ;sfhkjd' j ,e,d
;sfhkjd' lh ,e,d ;sfhkjd' uki ,e,d ;sfhkjd' wmg
f inkaOfhka lrkak fohla kE' fudlla o f yeu tlla
u iSudiys;hs' ta lshkafka flfkla uki hqKq lrkak mqjka
wyiska hkak' kuq;a ;j flfkl=g nE'
kuq;a j;udkfha flfrk lu lhska" jpkfhka"
ukiska yiqrjkak mqjka' tAl ;uhs hym; lsu' lhska hym;
lsu' ukiska hym; lsu' jpkfhka hym;a lsu' ukiska
lhska lrk hym; fudlla o@ m%dK>d;fhka je<lS isu'
fidrlka je<lS isu' jer ldu fiajkfhka je<lS isu'
jpkfhka lrk hym; fudlla o@ fndrefjka je<lS isu'
fla< lSfuka je<lS isu' ysia jpk lSfuka je<lS isu'
fflka wudre u tl ;uhs ysia jpk lSfuka je<lS isu'
t;fldg ukiska fldfyduo lrkafka@ isysfhka b|,d f,daN
is;s,s tk fldg wks;H jYfhka tAl fufkys lrkak k'
t;fldg f,daNh m%ydKh lrkak mqjka' oafIh my< fjk
fldg ffu;%S is;s,ss we;slr.kak k' ysxid is;s,s my<
fjk fldg lreKd is;s,s we;slr.kak k' tA jf.a u
Wml%uYS,Sj yiqrjkak;a k' t;fldg kqjKska l,amkd
lrka nqoaO foaYkdf fldf;l=;a fmkajd fokjd tAlg
Wjukd l%u' tfy;a lu /iafjkjd' kuq;a whym; msKsi
fya;=fjkafka kE' hym; msKsi fya;= fjkafk'
B,g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd luh

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ksreoaO u' ^fhdap NslaLf ldhlujluufkdaluiai

ksfrdafOda uq;a;sx Mqi;s& mskaj;a uyfKks" h ldh luhl"
j luhl" ufkda luhl ksreoaO fuka uqla;sh iamY
lrhs o" wkak talg ;uhs lu ksfrdaOh lsf'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" fu;k lsjd ldh lu ksreoaO
fjkjd lsh,d j lu ksreoaO fjkjd lsh,d ufkda lu
ksreoaO fjkjd lsh,d' ta lsf luh laIh u u; fudlo
fjkafka thd lufhka ksoyia fjkjd' uq;a;sx Mqi;s lsf
ksjk iamY lrkjd' tAl ;uhs ffrkak ;sfhk tl u
l%uh' fida;dmkak flfkl=g wmdh.d lu ksreoaOhs'
ilod.d flfkl=g ldu f,dafla wd;auNdj tl j;djhs'
wkd.d flfkl=g ldu f,dafla mdl fok lu ksreoaOhs'
ry;ka jykafiag ishu lu ksreoaOhs'
t;fldg Tlafldu ksreoaO ug fya;= jqfKa luh
ksreoaO fjk ud.h m%.=K lrmq ksid' ^l;ud p NslaLf"
luksfrdaO.dkS mmod& mskj
a ;a uyfKks" f lu ksreoaO
fjkak ;sfhk jevms<sfj, fudlla o@ ^whfj wfhda
wGx.sflda u.af.da& f wh wIaGdx.sl ud.h' tfyk
mskj
a ;=k"s fydog u;l ;shd.kak k wm f.a ;hg tAldhk
iula ,nd .kak mqjka foa ;uhs wh wIaGdx.sl ud.h'
tAl;a yenehs ndyska .kak mqjka tlla fkfjhs' ndysr
flfkla hkjd n,,d ,efnk tlla fkfjhs'
jdykhla flfkla mojk fldg wmg;a f.dv fj,d
hd yelsfka' t;fldg thd hk tfla wmg;a yels jqKdg
ffla tfyu nE' ffla fldfyduo ;sfhkafka" ;ud ;ud
iska ;uka f.a ;h ;=< hqKq lr.kak k' wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.fha m<fjks tl fudlla o@ iud ' iud
lsf laL wdh i;Hh .ek wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' fl
;uhs l' tA jf.a u tA l .ska .g u mj;skafka f lreK
ksid lsh,d' l yg.ekSu .ek laL iuqoh .ek thdg
wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' f l ke;sfjkafka f l yg.;a;
fya;= jQ foaj,a ksreoaO fuka lsh,d laL ksfrdaOh .ek

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wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' fl ke;slr.kak ;sfnkafka f

ud.h mqre lr,d lsh,d wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h .ek
wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' fl ;uhs iud h'
iud h lsf laug' lau lsf f;are .ekSu"
wjfndaOh' fl ;h ms<sn| mQK wjfndaOh i<ikak
mqjka ksid tal iud h' iud hg meKqkd
lshkafka wre f,dj t<sh fjkak mgka .kakjd lshk tl
hs' nqoaO foaYkdf tAl i|yka fjkafka Wmudjlska' fmr.
wyfia ysre kef.kak m<uqj <d wreKla ;sfhkjd' wreK
kef.kjd lshkafka <d mdg t<shla tkjd' tA lshkafka wreK
kef.kjd' tafla f;areu ;uhs ;j iq f,djlska ysre lsrK
jefgkakg mgka .kakjd lshk tl' nqrcdKka jykafia
jod<d" tl tlaflkd f.a wre f,dalhg wdf,dalh Wodu
lshkafka iud h lrd meKSu hs'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" f iud h lrd lhska hkak
nE' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;=<ska wdh i;Hh Ouh Y%jKh
lrkakg mgka .;a;g miafia tal u;l ;shd.;a;g miafia ta
.ek kqjKska uikjd k wmsg f,dl= ,dNhla' wmsg ;sfhk
wnqoh uu olskafka m%mxp' m%mxp lshk jpkfha f;areu
;uhs wmg l,amkdj,a tkjd fkao ys;g@ l,amkdj,a tkjd'
f l,amkdj,a tkafka wefika lmq rEm .ek" tlaflda lfKka
wymq Yo .ek" kdifhka k.;a;= .| iqj| .ek' fjka k
.;a;= ri .ek' lfhka k .;a;= myi .ek' f l,amkdj,a
meKsf bjrhla ;sfhkjd o@ kE bjrhla kE' kuq;a wfma
ysf;a iajNdjh fudlla o@ f tl tl l,amkdj,a ;=< j;a
fjk tl' wms tltlaflkd wfma f;a tlaflda w;S;h .ek"
tlaflda wkd.;h .ek" tlaflda ljqrej;a lshmq fohla .ek"
tlaflda ljqrej;a lrmq fohla .ek' fjd ys;g tkfldg tA
tk foaj,a l,amkd lr lr wms j;a fjkjd' tfyu j;a
fjoa wfma wdhqI f.fjkjd' ksia f,dafla j;a fjkag
;sfhk ldf,a ;uhs wvq fj,d hkafka' wms wr wkjYH foaj,a
l,amkd lr lr bkak ld,h'

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kuq;a ta wkjYH foaj,a l,amkd lrkjdg jvd tafla

fjkafka l,amkd fjkjd' ka Ouh f;afrk flfkl=g
fl kj;ajkak mqjks' thdg f;afrkjd fjd jevla ke;s
foaj,a ux f ys; ys; bkafka' fudkjo ux f ys; ys;
bkafka lsh,d wms k flfkl=g ysf;kjd' kuq;a wmsg
fudkjo f ys; ys;d bkafka lsh,d lsj muKska tA
l,amkdj,a ke;s fjkj o@ ke;s fjkafka kE' tfyk tAfla
f;areu ;uhs wms kslka wr h lsis iev myrlg yiqfj,d
jf.a' l,amkd keue;s iev myf wms .yf.k hkjd' flg
lshkafka m%mxp lsh,d'
b;ska tAl kslx iq<shlg wyq fjkjd jf.a' ka wms ys;uq
frdvq lE,a,la j;=f .yf.k .sys,a,d iq<shg ue jqfkd;a ta
frdvq lE,a,g fudlo fjkafk lrle,d hg hkjd' tAl
mdfj,d hkafka kE' f jf.a ;uhs wfma ;fha we;s fjk
m%mxp' Bgmiafia fudlo fjkafka ta .ek u ys;kakg mgka
.kakjd' fl ;uhs wmsg f Ou ud.hg ;sfnk f,dl= u
ndOdj' tAlg lshkafka mmxpdrdu' mmxpdrdu lshkafka taflka
wms wdYajdohla kak mqre fj,d ;sfhkjd' fydo fyda fjd"
krl fyda fjd l,amkdjla wdjg miafia fydo krl l;djla
kE' isf;a wefka fudkjd o wep foa .ek l,amkd lr lr
wdYajdohla |skjd' Ou ud.hg tkak ;sfhk f,dl=u ndOdj
;uhs m%mxp'
tfyk thd f l,amkdjg we,s,d l,amkd lr lr
wdYajdoh k tl fhka hgm;a lrkak k' fhka
hgm;a lr,d nf,ka ys;kak k Ouh' f Ou ud.h
bf my< fjkafka kE' nf,ka ys;kak k' ka f .ufka
nq o a O jpkh u;lo Tng' ^Wma m ka k dkx ldu ;la l x
kdjdfia;s mcy;s nHka;l
S frda;s wkNjdx.f;s& kdjdfia;s
lshkafka bjikafka kE' mcy;s lshkafka w;aykjd lshk
tl' nHka;slfrda;s" ke;s lrkjd' wkNdjx.f;s lshkafka
tAl wNdjhg m;alrkjd' t;fldg f l=i,;djh wms hqKq
lrkak k'

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nqoaO foaYkdjl ;sfhkjd" ojila nej u NslaIqka

jykafia,d Tfya bkakjd tl tl me;sj,' f f.d,af,da
l,amkd lrkjd' kuq;a l,amkd lrk tjd Oufha kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia Tlafldg u tkak lsjd' tkak lsh,d
lsjd mskaj;a uyfKks" lduhg inkaO foaj,a wdfh;a
l,amkd lrkak tmd' jHdmdohg inkaO foaj,a wdfh;a
l,amkd lrkak tmd' mskaj;a uyfKks" wehs fjd l,amkd
lrkakg tmd lshkafk@ mskaj;a uyfKks" fflka hym;la
Wodfjka f ka kE' iekis , a , la Wodfjka f ka kE' ms k a j ;a
uyfKks" Tng l,amkd lrkakg fohla lshkak' f l
k jQ wdh i;Hh lsh,d l,amkd lrkak' fukak ffyuhs
l yg.kafka lsh,d laL iuqoh .ek l,amkd lrkak' fukak
flhs l ke;sfjkak ;sfhk ud.h lsh,d wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.h .ek l,amkd lrkak'
ka wehs ta l l,a m kd lrka k ls h ,d ls f@ tA
l,amkdfjka ;uhs fhdakf
s ida ukisldrh Wmkafka' t;fldg
thd iud ixl,amh f;are .kakjd' t;fldg iud
ixl,amh f;are .;a;d k tflka fuhdg fokak k
fjkjd' fklaLu ixl,am we;sfjkjd' wjHdmdo ixl,amh
we;sfjkjd' ysxid we;s fjk fldg fuhdg ysxid ke;s lr.kak
k fjkjd' wysxid ixl,amh we;sfjkjd'
t;fldg fudlo fjkafka iud jdpd we;sfjkjd' iud
jdpd lsf thd we;a; lshk flfkla fjkjd' fla<
lshkafka ke;s flfkla fjkjd' mreI jpk lshkafka ke;s
flfkla fjkjd' ysia jpk j,ska je<l=Kq flfkla fjkjd'
B ,g iud luka;h' thd ldgj;a thd f.a lh uq,a
lrf.k ysxid mSvd lrkafka kE' fydrlug f lh inkaO
lrkafka kE' t;fldg fuhd fyd| h ;sfhk flfkla'
fuhdg iud wdjh we;sfjkjd' fuhd j;a u msKsi fkd
u hkafka kE'
ka fuhd h mj;ajkjd' wl=i,a yg.kak fldg

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wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkjd' ka wmsg yg.;a;= wl=i,a ;sfhkjd'

ygwrf.k ;sfhk wl=i,a thd fyd|g f;are .kakjd'
ykf.k fuhd wl=i,a j,g leu;s fjkafka kE" relrkjd'
l=i,a Wmojd .kak uykais .kakjd' iud jdhdu we;sfjkjd'
Wmka l=i,a hqKq lrkak uykais .kakjd'
t;fldg thd fl<ska u jefgkafka fudlg o@ isysh
hqKq fjk ;ekg' fudlo isysh ke;sj fl lrkak nEfka'
t;fldg lh .ek thd wjfndaOfhka jdih lrkjd' iem la
k g ta .ek wjfndaOfhka jdih lrkjd' ys; .ek
wjfndaOfhka jdih lrkjd' mxp kSjrK .ek" wdh;k .ek
wjfndaOfhka jdih lrkjd' t;fldg thd iud i;shg
tkjd' t;fldg thd kSjrKhkaf.ka neyer fj,d is;
mj;ajkak olaI fjkjd' Bgmiafia thd iud iudhg tkjd'
t;fldg thd we,a,d ;sfhkafka fudflag o@ wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.hg' j;=frka Wvg we,a,d jg msg nejd' p;=rdh
i;Hh w,a, .;a;d' hkjd wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.fha' tal
;uhs .ska .g u jD; fjkafka'
b;ska f l=i,;djh we;s fjkafka nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Ouh ;=<ska muKhs' ka wmsg mqrdK luh fufyuhs
fufyuhs lsh,d f,dafla fjk lsisu flfkl=f.ka wykak
,enqK o@ ljqre;a okafka kE' f j;udk luh flhs
lsh,d nqoaO foaYkdfjka ;uhs wykafka' luh ksreoaO lr,d
uqla;sh iamY lrkak mqjka lshk tl wykak ,efnkafka
nqoO
a foaYkdfjka' ta i|yd ;sfhk jevms<f
s j, wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.hhs lsh,d nqoaO foaYkdfjka wms wykafka'
t;fldg mskaj;=ks" f ish foaj,a ueoafoka lshkafka
f f.j,a fodrj,a wUq orefjda f bvlv foam, /lshdj,a
f Tlafldu ueoafoa wmg mqjka fjkakg k f,daflda;a;r
b,lalhla wfma ;hg ;nd.kak' lsis ojil ;nd.kag
tmd f,!lsl b,lalhla' wudref jefgk tl j<lajkak
nE' ta lshkafka wms .;af;d;a f.hla yokak k' kuq;a tal
;fha tl u b,lalh lr.kak tmd' jdy lghq;= lr.kak

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k' tal tl u b,lalh lr .kak tmd' wehs tA Tlafldu

;sfhkafka fN!;sl lhla tlal ;rhs' fN!;sl lh ke;s
fjp .uka wmg f,daflda;;
a r b,lalhla ke;ak wms w;rux
fjkjd' fN!;s l lh ke;s fjp .uka f,da f lda ; a ; r
b,lalhla ke;s fjp .uka tlsfkldg fudlo fjkafk@
w;rux fjkjd' wehs thd f.a imQK f,dafla ;snf
q ka fldfyao@
wr bvula tlal" f.hla tlal" jdyhla tlal" orefjd;a
tlal" B,g jHdmdr;a tlal" , uqo,a tlal ;uhs thd f.a
imQK ;h ;sfhkafk' kuq;a thd okafka kE ta Tlafldu
;sfhkafka lh;a tlal lsh,d' lh ke;sfjp .uka wr
Tlafldu thdg wys fjkjd' kuq;a thd f.a ysf;a wr Tlafldu
;sfhk ksid tal od,d hkak nE' wka;sug if;la fj,d y
t;kg tkjd'
f wk;=ka fokak k nqoau;a iEu ukqIHhl=g u
f,daflda;a;r b,lalhla yehg f ;djfndaOh jqjukd
fjkjd' ka n,kak idLd wjqre yf;a fida;dmkak jqKd'
Bgmiafia wvq jhiska jdy fjp flfkla' orefjda f.dvla
,enqKd' B,g wekaf|a me<ekaf|a ke;s tlaflfkla o@ idLd
we|mq tlla wo f,dafla tpr ljqre;a we wkafka kE'
idLd bfKa me<eka| wdNrKhla flda isy;la jkjd'
b;ska fida;dmkak fjp flfkla wdNrK me<eka|d lsh,d
;djfndaOh ke;sfjkj o@ i ms<s Yrfha t;=jd lsh,d
;djfndaOh ke;sfjkafka kE' ;djfndaOh lhg whs;s
tlla fkd fjhs' m%{djg whs;s tlla'
wms lshuq fida;dmkak fjp flfkla ,iaikg u.=,a
f.orl hkjd' ;h okafka ke;s tlaflkd lshhs zyd'''
fuhd Ndjkd jevigykg wmq tlaflfkla' wkak n,kak
we|f.k hk yeZ wehs thd ys;df.k bkafka fl lhg
whs;s tlla lsh,d' tal m%{djg whs;s tlla'
ka wms .;af;d;a imQK f,!lsl .sys ;hg whs;s
foaj,a w;yehd' fudlo fya;j
= idudkH .syf
s hl=g jvd f.j;a
f,daflda;;
a r b,lalhla lrd hEf wjYH;djh ksid' tfyk

.sys ;h .; lrk orejd f.a isg uy flkd olajd' thdg

;sfhkak kE f Oufha yeisfrkak b,lalhla' lsis nOdjla
kE' thdg jdishla u hs we;s fjkafk' ne fj,dj;a uereKd
lshuq' f,daflda;a;r b,lalhla ;snqK flfkla f f,dalfha
wef,kafka kE' thd wdh i;Hfh msysg,d ,iaikg thd
iq.;sfha hkjd' fjkia fjkafka kE'
b;ska f ksid wmsg fuf,dj /ljrKhhs mrf,dj
/ljrKhhs lshk fol .ek u wms l,amkd lr,d ;sfhkak
k' ta fol .ek u l,amkd lrkak mqjka fjkafka
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a nqoaO foaYkd wyk fldg muKhs'
ke;ak f;afrkafka kE' ke;ak wmg ysf;kafka f ,iaik
rEmhla ;sfhk flfkla lal u Z,nk wd;af f jf.a
flfkla fjkak we;akZ ys;s,d keoao tfyu@ ,iaik y~la
;sfhk flfkla lal u zf jf.a flfkla fjkak we;ak'''@Z
Th f,dl= jdykhl hk flfkla lalu zf jf.a hkak
we;ak'''@Z ,iaik f.hla lalu ysf;kafka keoao ysf;kjd
fkao@ kuq;a ;fhka wjfndaOhla we;sfjk fldg tal
;fhka whska fjkjd'
wehs tfyu ys;kak fya;=j ,iaik rEmhla lalu zug;a
fufyu fjkak we;akZ lsh,d ysf;kjd' wehs tfyu
ysf;kafka f,dalfha yeu flfkla u lemS fmakak wdihs'
yeu flfkla u ,dN i;aldr j,g wdihs' talhs talg fya;=j'
;h .ek f;afrkak .kak fldg thd f;are .kakjd ta
Tlafldu wks;H hs lsh,d' f;are .;a;g miafia thdg tA;r
m%Yakhla fjkafka kE' m;kafka kE' thd m;kafka wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h u hs' wehs fu;k ;ud iu ;sfhkafka
lsh,d yhg thd w,a,.kakjd' fu;k ;uhs ;fha iu
;sfhkafka lsh, tkak k wjfndaOhla tlal hs'
mskaj;=ks" tal f l:dfjka we,a,d jevla kE' tal
;uka f.a wjfndaOhla njg m;afjkak k ;fha tl u
iu ;sfhkafka wdh wIaGx.sl ud.h ;=< ;rhs lsh,d'
t;fldg thdg f wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.fha hkak mqjka'

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tfyu w,a,kak yn jqfKa ke;ak fudlo fjkafka@ ka

WodyrKhla lshkak' Tkak jevigyklg .shd' yji f.or
.shyu wykj' fldfyduo jevigyk@ y fIdala' tA lsf
fyd|g WKq WKqf yn jqKd lshkjd lEu lla' ka thdg
u;l ysfha fudlla o@ lEu' tAl f.or jf.a fyd|g kakd
lshkjd' ka t;fldg thdf.a wjfndaOh fudlla o@ Bgmiafia
lshkjd fldfyduo jevigyk@ jevla kE lshkjd' lgla
.dfka .,a ;snd lshkjd' t;fldg thdg u;l ysg,d
;sfhkafka fudlla o@ wkak tal blaujd hkak k' tAl
blaujd hkak k mskaj;=ks" wfma f kqjKska jev.kak wms
f ;fhaj;a olaI jqfKa ke;ak wms ljod k tA olaI;dj
hqKq lr.kshs o lsh,d ljqre;a okafka kE'
wms tl tlaflkdg wuq;= msysgla kE' ;u ;udg tA msysg
yod.kak k' ;u ;uka iska tA msysg yod.kak k' fjk
ljqre;a yo,d fokafka kE' biai,a,d u;l ;shd.kak msysg
;uhs wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h' b;ska tA msysg lrd .sfhd;a
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" f lu iQ;%fha ia;r
lr, ^b;s fLda NslaLf foais;x fjda uhd mqrdKx lux&
Tkak uyfKks" uu ka Tng merKs luh;a lsh,d kakd'
^foais;x kjx lux" foaisf;da lu ksfrdafOda& lu ksreoaO
u .ek;a lsh,d kakd' ^foais;d luksfrdaO.dkS mmod&
luh ksreoaO jk ud.h lsh,d kakd' ^hx fjda NslaLf
i;a:drd lrKShx idjldkx ysf;aik
s d wkqlmflak wkqlmx
Wmdodh& uyfKks" Y%djlhkag ysff;IS jkakd jQ wkqlmd
iy.; jQ Ydia;Dka jykafia kula wkqlmdfjka hula lsj
hq;= k ^l;x fjda ;x uhd& ud ka Tng tAl l<d' n,kak
ka nqrcdKkaa jykafia f foaYkdj wjidkfha lshk tl'
^tA;dks NslaLf relaL uQ,dks& mskaj;a uyfKks" f .ia
fijk ;sfhkjd' ^dh: NslaLf& .syska Ndjkd lrkak' ^ud
mudo;a:& f ndysr jevla ke;s foaj,a .ek l,amkd lr lr
ld,h kdia;s lrkak tmd' ^ud mPd mamidfkda& miafia
la fjkak tmd' ^whx fjda wydlx wkqidikS;s& fl ;uhs
Tng fokak ;sfhk wkqYdikdj'

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n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia kul f.a u fmkau

fldhs;r m%n, tlla o lsh,d' b;ska nq flfkla fufyu
foaYkd lroa wyf.k ysgmq yduqrejre Tlafldu u.-M,
,nkak we;s' wehs ka wms f yg wyk fldg f wjia:dj
wms w;ykafka@ wehs wms m%udo fjkafka@ wehs wms h lrkafka
ke;af;a@ wehs wms f ,N wjia:dj uykafka lsh,d
ys;kjd fkao@ ys;,d thd h lrkjd' b;ska f hq.fha
lshkafka Bg lla fjkia h' f.dvdla wvqhs' fudlo fya;=j
Bg jvd m%n,hs rEm' idudkH ukqIHdj hg;a lrkak ndysr
Yo j,g mqjka' rihg mqjka" iamYhg mqjka' Bgmiafia
fudlo fjkafka wr fluklg wyqfjp ud jf.a fflka
t<shg tkak nE' b;ska fl kso hkafk wr m%{djka;
flkd ;rhs' ; wjfndaOh ;fha ;shd.kak k'
f ksid mskAj;=ks u;l ;shd.kak f f,!lsl lghq;=
lrk w;f f,daflda;a;r b,lalhlg tkak' tA ;uhs uu;a
f nqoaO Ydikfha p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO lrkjd'
wdfh wdfhu;a f lu mdlh ,e ,e hk ixidr .ukska
uu tf;r fjk ud.fha oYfuka oYfu y hkjd' f,dl=jg
ys;kak k kE' f f,dl=jg ie<iq .y, ljqre;a f
f,dafla hula lr,d kE' tfkod ,efnk ms<sfj,g Oufha
yeisfrk tlaflkd ;uhs l l y Ouhg hkafka' tA ksid
Tn ljqre;a ys;kak' fudlo fya;=j ;ukaghs fl' fjk
ldgj;a fkd fjhs' f wjia:dj u ykak k fokak tmd'
tA ksid ys;kak f f.!;u nqoaO Ydikh ;=< f merKs lu
uu wjfndaO lrkjd' w;a lu j,ska uu ksoyia fjkjd'
lu ksfrdaOh uu;a iamY lrkjd' uu;a wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.hg meKs,d f wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.fha .uka lrkjd'
uu;a f f.!;u nq rcdKka jykafia f.a <fhys Wmka
^,fhys Wmka lshkafka yojf;a bmp& Y%djlfhla fj,d
uu;a p;=rdh i;H Ouh wjfndaO lr.kakjd'
id id id

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tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

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kkaofldajdo iQ;h
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f ;fha wms fldfydu y f Ouh wjfndaO
lsug uykais .kakg k' fupr fyd| wjia:djla wfma
f;ag wdfhu;a ,efnhs o lsh,d ljqo okafka@ ukqii
a f;a
,Nhs' ,N ukqiai f;a oeka wmg ,enqKd' ioaOu
Y%jKh Bg;a jvd ,Nhs' ,N jQ YS% ioaOu Y%jKh;a wmg
,enqKd' Ouh ,enqKq fj,df kqjKska l,amkd lrkag wms
oCI fjkak k' tA oCI;djh wmg wys jqfkd;a" Tlafldu
,e, w;yehd fjkj' wms okak yehg wfma w;S;fh"
fndfyda fofkla ljf u bm,d ljf u j;a fj,d
ljf u ue,d .sh ;hla f.f' wms ta jf.a brKulg
hkak k kE' wmg mqjks p;=rdh i;Hh olskak' wmsg
mqjks f f;a ixidfrka tf;r jk YS% ioaOuh wfma ys;
we;=f<a rojd.kak' wkak tA Ouh ;uhs wmsj .,j.kafka'
f f,daflg my, fjp iqkaor fohla Ouh lshkafka'
Ouh my< jqfka nqrcdKka jykafia f.a yojf;a' tA Ouh
wms wfma yoj;a j,ska iamY lf<d;a wms;a wurKSh fjkjd'
bm bm ue ue hk ixidfrka tf;r fjkak mqjka k
fldhs;r fohla o@ > .ukla wmg hkak ;sfhkafka" la
l`M y, y,d' tfyu .ska .g hkak k keye' l,d;=rlska

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,efnk nqoaO Ydikh ka wmg ,e,d ;sfhkjd' nqrcdKka

jykafia,d Ouh foaYkd lrk ye wms f foaYkd j,ska
bf.k .;a;d' nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh tA yg wjfndaO
lr,d" tA hg ish flf,iqka f.ka ksoyia fjp W;a;uhka
g hs ry;ka jykafia,d lshkafka' wkak tA ry;ka jykafia
kula foaYkd lrmq Ouh wms ka bf.k .kafka' ry;ka
jykafia,d f.a foaYkd fldhs;r iqkaorhs o lsh,d Tng
f;afrkak mgka .kS f foaYkdj wyoa'
f foaYkdj wh;a jkafka uCu ksldfha ;=kajk
fldgig' f foa Y kdf ku kka o flda j do iQ ; % h ' f
foaYkdf ku kkaol iajdka jykafia NsCIqKSkag wjjdo
jYfhka jod< foiqu' tA kj, Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia
jevysfha ieje;a kqjr f;jkdrdufha'
tod uyd m%cdm;S f.da; NsCIqKSka jykafia mkaishhla
NsCIQKSka msjrdf.k nqrcdKka jykafiaj neyeolskak
f;jkdrduhg meKshd' nqrcdKka jykafiag jkaokd l<d'
me;a;lska jd jqKd' je|f.k fufyu lsjd' iajdkS
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" NslaIqKSkag wjjdo lrk fialajd iajdkS
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" NslaIqKSkag wkqYdikd lrk fialajd
iajdkS Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" NsCIqKSkag Ou l;dj lshdfok
fialajd
tA fj,df nqrcdKka jykafia wdkkao iajdka jykafia
f.ka weyqjd' mskaj;a wdkkao" f ojiaj, ldf. jdrh o
;sfhkafka NsCIqKSkag nK lshkak@ tA lshkafka tl tl
iajdka jykafia,d jdrfhka jdrhg NsCIqKSkag nK lshkjd'
b;ska wdkkao iajdka jykafia lshd ishd' Nd.Hj;a
nqrcdKka jykai" wo ;sfnkafka kkaol iajdka jykafia
f.a jdrhhs' kuq;a Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykai" kkaol iajdka
jykafia NsCIqKSkag nK lshkak leu;s kE'
f kkaol iajdka jykafia ry;ka jykafia kula' f
NsCIqKSkag Ouh foaYkd lrkag miqng jqkdg Wkajykafia

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ry;ka jykafia kula' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d tfyk

tkak lshkak kkaolg' kkaol iajdka jykafia jev,d
nqrcdKka jykafiag jkaokd l<d' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d
mskj
a ;a kkaol" Tn NsCIqKk
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jykafia f nqoaO Ydikfha w. ;k;=re ,enqjd NsCIqKSkag
ys f,i Ou foaYkd lsug w.%hs lsh,d' kkaol iajdka
jykafia ;uhs w. ;k;=re ,enqf' n,kak y mquhs thd w.
;k;=re,dNS iajdka jykafia flfkla' NsCIqKSkag Ouh
foaYkd lrkak wlue;s jqKd' n,kak tAfl nqrcdKka
jykafia fufyjd Bg miafi ;uhs w. ;k;=re ,enqfka'
b;ska kkaol iajdka jykafia f.!rjfhka uy;a
Y%oaOdjlska nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a jpkh ms<swrf.k tod
Wfoa msKavmdf;a jevu lr,d msKavmdf;a j<|,d bjr fj,d
ijia Ndf.a ;j;a iajdka jykafia kula tlal rdcldrduhg
jevu l<d' rdcldrdufha NsCIqKk
S a mkaih
S la jeviskjd' b;ska
f NsCIqKk
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me;a;lska jd jqKd'
ka t;fldg fu;k wms f;are .; hq;= lreKq lSmhla
;sfhkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Y%djl ix>hd fldgia
follska hqla;hs' msi fldgia y;rlska hqla;hs' isjKla
msi NsCIq-NsCIqK"S Wmdil-Wmdisld lsh,d' ix> lshk fldgi"
fldgia follska hqla;hs' NsCIq ix>" NsCIqKS ix> lsh,d'
NsCIqKS Ydikh lsh,d tlla kE' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak tal'
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a Ydikh nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ydikh ;=< Y%djl ix>hd fldgia folhs' NsCIq
ix>hd" NsCIqKS ix>hd' ka f NsCIqKS ix>hdg nK lshkak
;uhs f kkaol iajdka jykafia jevu lf<a' f Ou
foaYkdj, fYaI;ajhla ;sfhkjd'
ka n,uq wms ry;ka jykafia kula nK lshk ye' ka

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wms wy, ;sfhkjd ,xldjg jevu l< ry;ka jykafia" m<uq

ry;ka jykafia ljqo@ ys` uyry;ka jykafia Ou foaYkd
lrmq fj,dfj foajdkmsh;siai rcqrejka f.a wka;#mqr
ldka;djka mkaishhla" wkq,d ijqka m%uqL tA mkaishh u
ud. M, ,enqjd" Ou foaYkd lr,d wjika jqkdg miafi'
tfyk ud. M, ,nkjd" fidajdka fjkjd lshkafka fudlla
o@ Ouh wjfnda O lrkjd' wdh wIa G dx.s l ud.hg
mefKkjd' wdhIaGdx.sl ud.h lshkafka p;=rdh i;Hfha
y;rjk wdhH i;Hh' t;fldg tA wdhH i;Hhg
mefKkak k ta Ouh ;=< ;sh hq;=hs" p;=rdh i;Hh' tA
p;=rdH i;Hh foaYkd lrmq Oufha ;snqK ksihs Y%jKh
lr, wjika fjkfldg tA wh OudjfndaO lf<a'
tfyk wmg fmakjd wo ojfia ;a nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Ouh kdufhka Ou foaYkd lrkjd k .sys flfkla
fyda fjd h me iajdka jykafia kula fyda fjd h
is,a ud;djla fyda fjd t;k ;sfnkak k p;=rdh i;Hh
hs' tA Ouh Y%jKh lr,d wjika fjkfldg tA flkd f.a
yoj; ;=< iksgqyka fjkak k zuu p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
wjfndaO lrk flfkla fjkjdZ lsh,d' wkak mKsjqvh .shd'
tfyu ke;sj fldpr nK lsj;a" p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
wjfndaO lrkak k" f ixidfr Nhdklhs" ug k nE
mD;.ack flfkla fj,d f ixidfr wekak lsh,d ys;f
= ka
ke;s k t;k nq nK lsh,d kE'
tA ksid Ouh" ;uka wik nK f;are.kak fyd| ula'
Ou foaYkd lr,d bjr fjkfldg wmg ysf;kak k f
ixidfr Nhdklhs' f ixidfr hk f .uk fyd| kE' ux
fldfydu y p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO lrkak k
lsh," wkak t;k nq nK wefykjd' b;ska fu;k n,uq ta
kkaol ry;ka jykafia Ouh lshmq ye' Wkajykafia
NslaIqKSkag lshkjd mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" wo nK lshkafka
idlPdfjka' yenehs okakjd k okakjd lshkak k" okafk
ke;ak okafk kE lshkak k' wymq Oufha hula .ek
f;a,d ke;sj ielhla u;shla we;s jqkd k" uf.ka u

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wykak k' fjk fjk ;ekaj, .sys,a, l=gq l=gq .dkak nE'
tA lshkafka ;uka f.a u; lshkafk ke;=j uf.ka u wykak
k ziajdkS" ffl w:h fudllao@Z lsh,d'
Tkak n,kak Ouh foaYkd lrkak biair fj,d lrmq
wkqYdikdj' Wkajykafia jodf<a f Ouh foaYkd lrkafka
idlPdfjka' okakjd k okakjd lshkak k' okafk
ke;ak okafk kE lshkak k' hula .ek ielhla u;shla
we;s jqfkd;a uf.ka u wykak k zffl w:h fudlla o@Z
lsh,d' wkak wmsg;a fyd| mdvula' wms Ouh wy,d iel
ys;=k k fudlo lrkafka@ wms neK neK hkjd' iel ys;=k
k lshj lshjd hkjd' l Tfydu fjkak mqjka o@ l
fufyu fk lsh lshd' t;fldg t;k Ouh wjfndaO lrk
wjia:dj,a wys lr.kakjd'
ka n,ka k ta ry;ka jyka f ia fldpr ,ia i k
wkqYdikdjla o lf<a wog;a wmg m%fhdack .kak mqjka' Bg
miafi NslaIqKSka tA wkqYdikdj wy,d f.dvdla i;=gg m;a
jqKd' mS%;shg m;a jqKd' tA NsCIqKSka jykafia,d lshkjd"
wfka mskaj;a wdh jQ kkaol iajdka jykai" wms f weiQ
muKska u mS%;su;a jqkd' wdh jQ kkaol iajdka jykafia
wmsg fupr ksoyila fupr mejula lrkjd fkao lsh,d'
Bgmiafi Tkak ka Ou foaYkh mgka.;a;d' Tkak
n,kak wykj fufyu' mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" f wei ks;H
o@ wks;H o@ lsh,d' b;ska tA NsCIqKSka ms<s;=re kakd
iajdkS" f wei wks;Hhs' Bg miafi wykjd tfyk lshkak
hula wks;H k tAl lla o@ iemla o@ lsh,d' iajdkS"
hula wks;H k tAl lhs' Bg miafia kkaol iajdka
jykafia wykjd hula wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk
iajNdjhg k whs;s th uu" uf.a" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ie,l=fjd;a tAl yo@ t;fldg W;a;r fokjd iajdks"
tAl jerhs'
B<.g wykjd tfyk lshkak n,kak ke.Ksjreks"

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f lK ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,' iajdkS" f lK wks;H

hs' hula wks;H k iemhs o@ lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' t;fldg
NslI
a K
q k
S a jykafia,d W;a;r fokjd hula wks;H k iajdkS"
tAl lhs' Bgmiafia kkaol uy ry;ka jykafia wykjd
hula wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s
tA wks;H jQ" la jQ fjkiajk iajNdjhg whs;s jQ foa uu
lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ys;k tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
Bgmiafi weyqjd tfyk lshkak n,kak f kdih
ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdks" kdihla wks;H hs'
hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
iajdkS" hula wks;H k tAl lhs' hula wks;H k" l
k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k tA foa whs;s" tn` fohla uu
lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ys;k tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS" tAl jerhs lsjd'
tfyk lshkak f j ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,d
wyqjd' iajdkS j;a wks;Hhs' hula wks;H k lhs o@
iemhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS" tAl lhs' hula wks;H
k" l k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn` fohla uu
lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ys;k tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl jerhs lsjd'
Bgmiafia f lh ks;H o" wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd
iajdkS" f lh wks;Hhs lsjd' hula wks;H k iemhs
o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' hula wks;H k tAl lhs' hula
wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn`
fohla uu" udf.a" udf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a y o@
lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g wykjd tfyk f uki ks;H o" wks;H o@
lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS" uki wks;Hhhs lsh,d lsjd' B<`.g
weyqjd hula wks;h k iemla o" lla o@ lsh,d t;fldg
tA NsCIqKska ms<s;=re kakd hula wks;H k tAl lhs'
B<`.g weyqjd tfyk lshkak hula wks;H k" l k"

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fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn tlla uu" uf.a" uf.a

wd;auh lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a y o@ lsh,d weyqjd jerhs lsjqjd'
Bgmiafia kkaol iajdka jykafia wykjd" fldfyduo
Th lreKq okafka@ tAl fldfyduo Tn lshkafka@ lsh,d
weyqjd' t;fldg lshkjd iajdkS" wms m%{dfjka uif.k
uif.k hoa f wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki .ek wmg
h:dN+; [dKh we;s jqkd" f wdh;k yh u wks;Hhs lsh,d'
wkak n,kak ka tfyk wmg uikak ;sfhkafka fudlla
.ek o@ wei .ek" lK .ek" kdih .ek" j .ek" lh .ek"
uki .ek fufyu uif.k uif.k hoa my< fjk
[dKh fudlla o@ h:dN+; [dKh' h:dN+; [dKh we;sjk
q yu
we;sjk wjfndaOh f wdh;k yh u wks;Hhs lsh,d'
tfyk u;l ;shd .kak biafi,a,d u wjfndaO fjkafka
wks;H' Bgmiafi ;ud wjfndaO fjkafk wks;Hh ksid lhs
lsh,d' Bgmiafi wjfndaO fjkafka wks;H ksid" l ksid"
fjkia jk iajNdjhg whs;s ksid uu lsh,d wrf.k jevla
kE' uf.a lsh,d wrf.k jevla kE' uf.a wd;auh lsh,d wrf.k
M,la kE lsh,d' wkak kqjKska uiSu;a tlal tkafka'
t;fldg kkaol iajdka jykafia n,kak fldpr ,iaikg
tAl wkqfudaoka fjkjo lsh,d' ^id id N.sksfhda& mskaj;a
ke.KsjreKs id id wdh Y%djlfhla m%{dfjka uif.k
hoa we;s jk wjfndaOh Tkak Th hg ;uhs fmfkkafka'
ka tfyukx ljqo f mD;.ack flfkla o@ wdh
Y%djlfhla o@ wdh Y%djlfhla' ljqre y lsjqfjd;a kE'' Tn
mD;.ack flfkla lsh,d t;fldg fudlla o Tn lshkafka@
msiaiq o@ lsh,d wykak' fudllao fya;=j" wms wdh Y%djl
njg m;afjkafka ldf.kaj;a iy;sl .kak fkfuhs' wms
wdh Y%djl njg m;afjkafka fudlg o@ nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Ydikh ;=< fkd fi,ajk Y%djlfhla fjkakhs' tl
tlaflkdg k yehg o@ kE' f ksid wkak tn` wdh
Y% d jlNdjhg m;a f jp flkd fhda k s f ida ukis l drfha
fhfoka kqjKska ui ui n,kjd' f wei .ek" lK

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.ek" kdih .ek" j .ek" lh .ek" uki .ek kqjKska

ui ui n,kjd'
t;fldg n,kak f NsCIqKSka jykafia,d Ndjkd lr,
;sfhkafka fudlla o@ wks;H Ndjkdj lr,d' ka ffl
;sfhkjo wms Ndjkd lrf.k hk fldg fojre we,a,d
u,a ud,d odkjd lald" ;sfhkj o tfyu fohla@ Ndjkd
lrf.k hkfldg fudkj o fmkqfka lsh,d kkaol ry;ka
jykafia wykjo@ kE wdkak lalfk Ouh'
t;fldg tfyu wkqfudaoka fj,d" B<`.g kkaol ry;ka
jykafia NslI
a K
q k
S g
a lshkjd tfyukx lshkak n,kak weig
fmfkk rEm" ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,d' t;fldg lshkjd
iajdks" rEm;a wks;H hs' hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o"
lhs o @ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS" hula wks;H k tAl lhs'
hula wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s
tn` fohla uu" udf.a" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d i,lk tl y
o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl jerhs lsjd'
B<.g wykjd tfyk lshkak n,kak lKg wefik
Yo ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,d' iajdkS" lKg wefik
Yo;a wks;H hs' hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o@
lsh, weyqjd' hula wks;H k tAl lhs lsjd' hula
wks;H k l k" fjkia jk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn`
fohla uu" uf.a" udf.a wd;auh lsh,d i,lk tl yo@
lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g weyqjd tfyk lshkak kdihg fkk .| iqj|
ks;H o" wks;H o@ b;ska NsCIqKSka ms<s;=re kakd iajdkS"
.| iqj| wks;H hs' hula wks;H k iemhs o" lhs o@
lsh,d weyqjd' iajdks" tal lhs' huka wks;H k l k
fjkiajk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn fohla uu" uf.a" udf.a
wd;auh lsh,d i,lk tl yo@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs
lsjd'

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B<`.g weyqjd yd'' tfyk lshkak jg fkk rih

ks;H" wks;H o@ b;ska lsjd iajdkS" rih;a wks;Hhs'
hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
iajdkS" tal lhs' hula wks;H k" l k" fjkia jk
iajNdjhg k whs;s tn` fohla uu" udf.a" udf.a wd;auh
lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
tfyk lshkak lhg oefkk myi ks;H o@ wks;H
o@ lsh,d weyqjd' lhg fkk myi;a wks;Hhs' hula
wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' hula wks;H
k tal l hs' hula wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk
iajNdjhg k whs;s th uu" udf.a" udf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ie,l=fjd;a tal y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tal jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g weyqjd tfyk lshkak ukig fkk wruqKq
ks;H o" wks;H o@ lsh,d' tA NsCIqKSka jykafia,d ms<s;=re
kakd tA wruqKq;a wks;H hs' lsh,d Bgmiafi weyqjd hula
wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d' ms<s;=re kakd hula
wks;H k tAl lhs lsh,d' hula wks;H k" l k"
fjkia jk iajNdjhg whs;s k th uu" uf.a" udf.a wd;auh
lsh,d i,lk tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd' Bg
miafi weyqjd okafk fldfydu o@ l k .kaf; fldfydu
o@ lsh,d weyqjd' b;ska lshkjd iajdkS" wms kqjKska uiqjd'
rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri" iamY" wruqKq fjd wms kqjKska uiqjd'
kqjKska uif.k uif.k hk fldg wmg we;s jqKd
h:dN+; [dKh f ndysr wdh;k yh wks;Hhs lsh,d'
ka t;fldg n,kak ndysr wdh;k yh wks;H hs lsh,d
wjfndaO jqfka fldfydu o@ kqjKska uif.k uif.k
hoa' Bgmiafia ka fu;k lSfofkl=g o kkaol iajdka
jykafia l:d lrkafka@ mkaishhlg' wd''' ka tlaflfkla
tkak' biafi,a,d wksla ydrish wkQ kjh me;a;lska bkak'
thdg fm!oa.,slj l=gq l=gq .d,d thd whska lr,d B<`.
tlaflkd tkak' B<`. tlaflkdg l=gq l=gq .d,d lugyka

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,d thdj whska lr,d B<`. tlaflkdg tkak lsh,d tfyu

isoahla jqkd o fu;k@ kE' wdkak n,kak wfma rf keoao
fufyu l%uhla"
t;fldg n,kak tA l%uh nqoaO Ydikh fkd fjhs lsh,d
wmg is;kak isoaO fjkjd' t;fldg tA NslaIqKSka jykafia,d
mkaishh lshkjd iajdkS" wmg h:dN+; [dKh we;sjqkd
f ndysr wdh;k yh u wks;Hhs lsh,d' t;fldg kkaol
iajdka jykafia kej;;a lshkjd id id ke.Ksjreks"
wdh Y%djlfhla kqjKska uif.k hoa thdg fmakafka tA
hg ;uhs' f ndysr wdh;k yh u wks;H hs lsh,d'
ka tfyu k wmg tlla fmakjd f wei" lK" kdih"
j lh" uki wks;Hhs' rEm Yo .kaO" ri" iamY" wruqKq
wks;H hs' hula wks;H k t;k ;sfhkafka l' l k
t;k ;sfhkafka" wks;H k t;k ;sfhkafka" fjkia jk
fohla k t;k ;sfhkafka" t;k uu" uf.a lsh,d tlla kE'
t;k uf.a wd;auh lsh,d tlla kE' wkak tAl wjfndaO
fjp ojig wms fl w;aykjd' tAl ;uhs f lSf'
B<`.g wykjd mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" tfyuk lshkak
n,kak plaLq [a[dKh ks;H o@ wks;H o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
fudllao plaLq [a[dKh lshkafka@ wefyka rEmhla n,kak
wfma is; fhduq fjkfldg weyehs rEmhhs tl;= fjkjd'
t;fldg ukiska kSula we;s fjkjd' tA kSu ukisldrh
uq,alrf.k fjkafka' kdu rEm m%;Hh;a tA kSu we;sfjp
.uka tA kSu ;=< ;sfhkafka fudlla o@ [a[dKh' tAl
;uhs plaLq [a[dKh' f plaLq [a[dKh ks;H o" wks;H
o@ lsh,d weyqjd' b;ska NsCIqKSka ms<s;=re kakd iajdkS" th
wks;H hs' Bgmiafia weyqjd hula wks;H k" tAl iemhs o"
lhs o@ lsh,d' ms<s;=re kakd iajdkS" tAl lhs' hula
wks;H k" l k" fjkia jk iajNdjhg k tAl whs;s
tn` plaLq [a[dKhla uu" uf.a" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d .kak
tl yo@ lsh,d weyqjd' tal jerhs lsjd'

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B<`.g weyqjd fida; [a[dKh" fida; [a[dKh

lshkafka lfKa w;sjk [a[dKh tAl we;s fjkafka lKhs
Yohhs ksid' ka lshuq wms ksodf.k bkakjd' tA fj,djg wms
Yoh k.kakjd o@ lK ke;=j o@ Yoh ke;=j o@ wdkak
lalo weyep .uka ukisldrh fokjd' fhp .uka
kdurEm m%;Hhka [a[dKh yg.kafka weyehs rEmhs uq,a
lrf.k" lK hs" Yoh hs uq,a lrf.k lfKa Yo k.;a;=
.uka t;k fida; [a[dKh yg.kakjd'
fida; [a[dKh ks;H o@ wks;H o@ lsh,d b;ska
NsCIqKSka ms<s;=re kakd wks;Hhs lsh,' hula wks;H k
tAl iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' hula wks;H k tAl
lhs' hula wks;H k l k fjkia jk iajNdjhg whs;shs'
th uu udf.a udf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a yo@ lsh,d
weyqjd' tAl jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g weyqjd kdifha [a[dKh ^>dK [a[dKh&
ks;H o@ wks;H o@ lsh,d weyqjd' lsjd >dK [a[dKh;a
wks;H hs' hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o@ lhs o@ lsh,d
weyqjd' hula wks;H k tAl lhs' hula wks;H k" l
k" fjkia jk iajNdjhg k whs;s tn` tlla uu lsh,d
ys;k tl" uf.a lsh,d i,lk tl" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
i,lk tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g weyq j d tfyk ls h ka k n,ka k ^yd
[a[dKh& f [a[dKh we;s u jg h lsis rihla
.Efjk fldg fjka k.kakjd' t;fldg kSula we;s
fjkjd' rih .ek tAl we;sfjkafka fjka" j uq,alrf.k'
tAl yskaod tAlg lshkjd yd [a[dKh' tAl ks;H o"
wks;H o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl;a wks;H hs lsh, W;a;r kakd'
hula wks;H k iemhs o@ lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' hula
wks;H k tAl lhs' hula wks;H k l k fjkia jk
iajNdjhg k whs;s tAl uu" udf.a" uf.a w;auh lsh,d
ie,l=fjd;a tAl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl jerhs'

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B<`.g weyqjd lfha [a[dKh tA lsfhkafka lhhs"

myihs ksid we;sjk lfha [a[dKh ks;H o" wks;H o@
lsh,d weyqjd' lfha [a[dKh wks;H hs' hula wks;H k
iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd' hula wks;H k tAl lhs
lsjd' hula wks;H k" l k" fjkiajk iajNdjhg k
whs;s tAl uu" udf.a" udf.a" wd;auh lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a y o@
lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g weyqjd ufkda [a[dKh .ek' ufkda [a[dKh
lshkafka fudlla o@ ukig wruqKla ^is;=,a,la& t;fldg
k.kakjd tA kSu ;uhs ukfia we;sjk [a[dKh' t;fldg
tAl we;s jqfka f wNHka;lj kdurEmhka f.a ls%hd;aul
u" ukisldrh ;sfnk ksid' t;fldg tA [a[dKh ks;H
o" wks;H o@ lsh,d weyqjd' ufkda [a[dKh wks;Hhs
lsjd' hula wks;H k iemhs o" lhs o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
hula wks;H k lhs lsjd' hula wks;H k" l k"
fjkia jk iajNdjhg whs;shs k tAl uu" udf.a" udf.a
wd;auh lsh,d ie,lSu y fohla o@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs
lsjd'
ka t;fldg n,kak ta NsCIqKk
S a lrmq Ndjkdj t;fldg
wei .ek wks;H jYfhka f;are .kak Ndjkdjla lr lr
b|,d ;sfhkjd' B<`.g rEm" Yo" .kaaO" ri" iamY wdh
wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO jk wdldrfha Ndjkdjla lr lr
b|, ;sfhkjd' [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO jk
wdldrfha Ndjkdjla lr lr b|,d ;sfhkjd' tfyu k
wkak n,kak thd ;uhs Ouh ys;mq tlaflkd ka wmsg
wykak ,efnkafka Bg jvd yd;amiska fjkia tjd'
wfmka wykjd [a[dKh hkafka fldfya o@ ffl
f wefia [a[dKh wks;Hhs' lfKa [a[dKh wks;Hhs'
tAjd fkfjhs fka wfmka wykafka' uereKg miafia thd f.a
[a[dKh fldfyo hkafka@ tAfla f;areu ka thd Ou
ukisldrhla lr, o@ kE' kslka ldr ys; ys;d b|,d' Ouh

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olskjd lshkafka tAl fkfuhs Ouh olskjd lshkafka'

fukak f l%uhg' lalo@ f yh jeoEre [a[dKh
wks;Hhhs lsh,d wjfndaO jk wdldrhg thd isysh msysgqj,d
yh jeoEre [a[dKh wks;Hhs lsh,d wjfndaO jk wdldrhg
thd kqjK fufyhj,d ukisldrh ^uiSu& fufyhj,d" h
mj;aj,d'
b;ska wr iajdka jykafia wykjd" Tn ta [a[dKh
Th hg lafla fldfydu o@ lsh,d' b;ska NsCIqKk
S a ms<;
s r
= e
kakd iajdkS" wms kqjKska uiqjd" fudlla o@ [a[dKfha
iajNdjh wjfndaO lr.kak uiqjd' wkak tAlghs uikjd
lshkafka' t;fldg uik foa ;=< l wjfndaO jk l%uhla
;sfhkjd' tA uiSu ;=< h uiSula ;=< m%Yak we;sfjkjd
k h uiSula ;=< iel we;sfjkjd k" h uiSula ;=<
uyd ia f ida m hg m;a f jkjd k thd wfhda k s f ida
ukisldrfhka ui,d ila fhdakf
s ida ukisldrfhka ui,d
kE' fhdaksfida ukisldrfhka uiqjd k thdg wks;H foa
wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO jk wjfndaOh lrd thd hkjd'
ka lshkjd iajdkS" wmg f jf.a kqjKska uif.k
uif.k hoa wmg we;s jqKd h:dN+; [dKh' tfyu k
Tn;a wks;H jYfhka uif.k uif.k hoa Tng;a
we;sf [dKhla' fudllao tA@ h:dN+; [dKh' t;fldg
Tng ;% jf.a fmakak .kakjd o@ fojre we,a,d u,a ud,d
odkjd o@ kE' myka ksfjkjd m;a;f
= jkjd fmakjd o@ f;drK
fmakjd o@ kE' wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka fmakjd' tA ksid
l fmakjd' tA ksid fl ;ud f.a ji`.fha mj;ajkak nE
lsh,d fmakjd' tal wms ys;=j;a ke;;a lal;a ke;;a" wjfndaO
jqk;a ke;;a ;sfnk we;a; foa wkak tal ;uhs wjfndaOh lrd
hkak ;sfhkafka' t;fldg kkaol iajdka jykafia lshkjd
id id ke.Ksjreks" wdh Y%djlfhla m%{dfjka uioa
Th hg ;uhs olskafka'
wmsg fyd| mdvula ffla ;sfhkjd' fudllao tA@ wdh

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Y%djlhka m%{dfjka uioa olsk foa fudllao lsh,d fu;k

lshfjkjd' g jvd fjkia mg,e,s olskjd k thd
m%{dfjka ui,d kE' th jdohla yo,d' tA ksid u;l ;shd
.kak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wjfndaO lsf CIKsl
u;" woyia" wdl,am" l;d lr lr bkak tlg jvd ffla
;sfhkafka fudlla o@ wyk foa kqjKska Y%jKh lr,d ysf;a
ordf.k" ukisldrfha fh,d" isyh
s msyg
s j
q ,d" ui,d" wjfndaO
lrk tlla" yenehs wjfndaO lrk tlhs" fmdf;a ;shk Ouh
hs folla fkd fjhs' tAl tl u fohla fjkak k h lsis
flfkla lshkjd k kE'
fmd;aj, ;sfhk tAjd n,,d ljqo wjfndaO lrkafka@
wjfndaO lrmq tlaflfkla iska u ;uka f.a flfkl=g
wjfndaO lrkak lsh,d fokak k' tAl fmdf;a kE lshhs'
wkak m%fi fjkak thdf.ka' fudlo ta thd Ouh irK
.syska ke;s tlaflfkla' Ouh irK .shmq flfkla tal
lshkafka kE' fudllao f hq.fha wmg Ouh .kak ;sfhkafka
fmd;a j, > ksldh" uu ksldh" Lqoaol ksldh" ixhq;a;
ksldh" wx.=;;
a r ksldh lshk f fmd;a j, Ouh ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg f ioaOuh m%;Cs Iam lr,d thd fjk Ouhla
mKjkak .sfhd;a tal ljodj;a isoaOfjkjd o@ tfyuk
u;l ;shd.kak wms hula l;d lrkjd o" hula lshkjd o tAl
;uhs wjfndaO h hq;af;a' ljqre y fufyu lshkjd k
kE'' ug fYaI wjfndaOhla we;s jqkd' yenehs tAl ug jpk
j,g yrjkak nE' ug lshkak nE' tAl fYaI tlla' tAl Th;a
wjfndaO fjp ojig Thd f;are .kS lsh,d f;are
.kak fl thd f.a ;ud Wiia lr,d fmkakkak" ;uka fkd
u. .shd ila we;a; lald fkd fjhs' ;ud iska ;ud yqjd
olaj.kakjd ila we;a; lald fkfuhs'
we;a; lald k tfyu fkfuhs lshkafka' we;a; lald
k lshkafka nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh we;a;la u hs'
f wei wks;H hs lshk ldrKh we;a;la u hs' rEmh wks;H
hs lshk ldrKh we;a;la u hs' plaLq [a[dKh wks;Hhs

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lshk ldrKh we;a;la u hs' uu m%{dfjka uioa uioa

ug;a tal wjfndaO jqkd' wkak Ouh ;shkjd t;k' ka
fyd|g f;are .kak Ouh ;sfhkafka fldfyduo lsh,d'
t;fldg f kkaol iajdka jykafia B<g Wmudjla
lshkjd' mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" f;,a mykla ;shkjd m;a;=
fj' f myfka f;;a wks;Hhs" myka jeh;a wks;Hhs"
myka is,;a wks;Hhs" wdf,dalh;a wks;Hhs' kuq;a flfkla
Tng fufyu lsfjd;a@ we;a; myfka f;,a k wks;H ;uhs'
myka jeh;a wks;H ;uhs' myka is,;a wks;H ;uhs' ta jqkdg
wdf,dalh ks;Hhs' wdf,dalh iarhs' wdf,dalh iodld,slhs
lsfjd;a" tal yo@ lsh,d weyqjd iajdks" tal imQK
wi;Hhla lsjd' wehs tfyu lshkafka lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS"
f;,a wks;H k" jeh;a wks;H k" is,;a wks;H k"
wdf,dalh ks;H fjkafka fldfyduo@ tal;a wks;H u fka'
ta jf.a Tng flfkla fufyu lshd' wei k wks;H
;uhs' lK;a wks;H ;uhs' kdih;a wks;H ;uhs' j;a wks;H
;uhs' lh;a wks;H ;uhs' uki;a wks;H ;uhs ta jqkdg f
wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki lsh f wdh;k yh ksid
we;sjk h iemla fyda lla fyda WfmaCIdjla fyd `ula
we;a o ta u ks;Hhs' ta `u iarhs' ta `u iodld,slhs
lsfjd;a@ ta NsCIqKk
s a ms<;
s r
= e fokjd tal imQK wi;Hhla'
wehs fldfyduo@ tfyu lshkafka" iajdkS ta ta m%;Hfhka ta
ta lreKq fya;= lrf.k ta ` yg.kafka' ta lreKq ksreoaO
fuka ta ta ` ksreoaO fj,d hkjd' t;fldg lshkjd
id id ke.Ksjreks" wdh Y%djlhd `u .ek kqjKska
uik g Th hg ;uhs thd olskafka'
tfyu k wdh Y%djlhd wei" lK" kdih" j" lh"
uki ;=< ;rla wks;H olskjd fkfuhs rEm" Yo" .kaO"
ri" iamY" wruqKq j, ;rla wks;H olskjd fkfuhs
[a[dKfha ;rla wks;Hh olskjd fkfuhs' ta ;=k tl;=
fj,d yefok foa ;a wks;Hhs lsh,d tal;a olskjd' `u yg
.kafka l=ula m%;Hfhka o@ iamY m%;Hfhka' t;fldg weyehs"

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rEmhhs" [a[dKhhs tl;= fjkak k" `ula we;sfjkak'

tA ;=k ke;s fjp .uka `u ke;s fj,d hkjd' fl fuhd
;ud ;=<ska olskjd' wkak talhs f lshkafka'
B<`.g ;j;a Wmudjla lshkjd' mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks"
Yd, .yla ;shkjd wrgqj ;shk' f .fya uq;a wks;Hhs' f
.fya l|;a wks;Hhs' f .fya w;= b;s;a wks;Hhs' f .fya
fld<;a wks;Hhs' tA .y ksid tk fyjke,a,;a wks;Hhs'
flfkla fufyu lshkak mqjka' zTh lshk wdldrhg .fya
uq,a k wks;H ;uhs' .fya l|;a wks;H ;uhs' w;=b;s;a wks;H
;uhs ' .fya fld<;a wks ; H ;uhs ' tA jq k dg .fya h
fijke,a,la weoao tAl ks;H hs' tAl iar hs' tAl iodld,sl hsZ
lsfjd;a we;a;o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
iajdkS" tal imQKfhka u wi;Hla' tAl fndrejla'
Bgmiafi wykjd tA fudlo@ t;fldg tA NslaIqKSka lshkjd
iajdkS" uq;a wks;H fjp tfla" l`o;a wks;H fjp
tfla" w;= b;s;a wks;H fjp tfla fld<;a wks;H fjp
tfla tA wks;H foa ;=< u ilia fjp fijKe,a,;a wks;H
u hs' ke.Ksjreks" flfkla fufyu lsfjd;a" ndysr rEmh
wks;H ;uhs' Yoh;a wks;H ;uhs' .| iqj|;a wks;H ;uhs'
rih;a wks;H ;uhs' myi;a wks;H ;uhs' is;g isf;k wruqK;
q a
wks;H ;uhs' tA jqkdg f ndysr wdh;k yh uq,alrf.k
we;sjkakd jQ iemla fyda lla fyda h `ula fyda we;ak
tAl ks;Hhs' tAl iarhs' tAl iodld,slhs lsh,d lsfjd;a tAl
we;a;la o@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS" tAl wuq fndrejla lsjd'
tA fldfyduo@ lsh,d weyqjd' h h ldrKd ksid h h
fya;= ksid yg.kakd jQ h `ula weoao tA fya;= ke;sfuka
tA `u ke;sfj,d hkjd' t;fldg tA iajdka jykafia
lshkj ta id id ke.Ksjreks" wdh Y%djlfhla h:dN+;
[dKh we;s fjkak kqjKska uioa uioa Th hg ;uhs
lsjd olskafka'
tfyk thd wOHd;Al wdh;k yh wks;H jYfhka
olsoa wks;H jQ iamYfhka yg.kakd fokdj wks;H hs

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lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kakjd ndysr wdh;k wks;H jYfhka

olsoa wks;Hh jQ iamYfhka yg.kakd u wks;H hs lsh,d
wjfndaO lrkjd' tfyu k hlsis flfkla wei hs" rEmh
hs" [a[dKh hs wks;Hh hs lsh,d wjfndaO lf<d;a `u;a
wks;H hs lsh,d wjfndaO lrkjd' tA wks;H foaj,a j,
yg.kakd ish,a, wks;H hs lsh,d thd wjfndaO lrkjd'
B<`.g ;j Wmudjla ;shkjd mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" yrla
urK ks f yla bka k jd' fuhd .j fofkla urKjd'
.jfofkla ur,d ;shqKq wdhqO wrf.k f .jfok f.a h
ui fr,d ^h ui lshkafka yug hka ;sfhk ui& h
ui;a fr,d" yu;a fr,d nv we;=,g msysh odkjd' od,d f
urmq .jfok f.a nkaOk l fndl= nvje,a l Tlafldu
lS;= lS;= lm,d odkjd' wdfhu;a wr yu ;sn hg uy,
;sfhkjd'
mska fmak flfkla fl n,,d ;sfhkjd' f uep
.jfok yfuka imQKfhka we;=,;a tlal tl;= fj,hs
bkafka lsh,d' tAl yo@ lsh,d wyqjd' tal jerhs' mska yu
fmkqkg" h ui ;snqKg" ;=jd, fj,d kE jf.a fmkqKg"
we;=,g Tlafldu lE,S lE,s lm,d ;sfhkafka'
Bgmiafia lshkjd mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks" wms f Wmudj
lf<a ldrKhla meye,s lrkak' tA ;uhs we;= ui lsh,d
lsf wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki" lshk wdOHd;al
wdh;k yhg' msg yu lsh,d lsf rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri"
myi wruqKq j,g' nvje,a lsh,d lsf kkard.hg' ;shqKq
wdhqOh lsh,d lsf wdh i;Hh wjfndaOh .ek ;sfhk
m%{djg' wdh m%{djg ;uhs ;shqKq wdhqOh lsh,d lsf'
t;fldg ;shK
q q wdhqOhlska we;=f<a nkaOk Tlafldu lmkjd
lsh,d lsf wdh m%{dfjka flf,ia nkaOk ish,a, lm,d
odk tl'
wjfndaOhg fya;=jk wx. Bgmiafia lshkjd mskaj;a
ke.Ksjreks" tn` tlaflkd p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg
wx. y;la jvkag k' fudkjo ta wx. y;@ ima; fndCOx.

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wdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg Wmldr jk hg isyh

s jvkak
k' tA ;uhs ys;g tk mxp kSjrK Ou hgm;a fj,d ys;g
rd.h" tA lshkafka fkd we,au we;s fjk hg" ^we,au we;s
fkd fjkak k h:dN+; [dKh ;sfhkak k'& h:dN+;
[dKh we;sfj,d" fkd we,au we;s fj,d" we,au ksreoaO jk
wdldrhg isysh jvkak k' tAl i;s ifndCOx.h'
fhdakf
s ida ukisldrh hqKq lrkak k wks;H foa wks;H
jYfhka" la foa la jYfhka" wkd;au foa wkd;au jYfhka
wjfndaO jk wdldrhg fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhdokak k'
p;= r dh i;H Ouh b,la l lrf.k" ta l Ouph
ifndCOx.h'
B<`.g h jvkak k wdh i;H wjfndaOh b,lal
lr.kak' ;uka f.a ysf;a kSjrK hgm;a fj,d" ys; flhg
m;afj,d" h:dN+; [dKh we;sfj,d" l,lsula we;sfj,d"
fkd we,S" we,au ksreoaO jk wdldrhg h mj;ajkak k'
tal h ifndCOx.h'
t;fldg ysf;a we;sjk iudh ksid we;sjk mS%;sh
;sfhkjd' thd mS%;sh ;=<ska olskafka fudllao@ wks;H" l"
wkd;au foaj,a' wkak tA hg mS;
% h
s ;=<k
s a wdh i;Hh wjfndaO
jk wdldrhg mS%;sh jvkak k' tal mS;s ifndCOx.h
t;fldg thdf.a lh;a ieye,a fj,d is;;a ieye,a
fjkjd' t;fldg thd p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg jqjukd
wdldrhg thd ieye,ajg ji`. fjkafka ke;=j ieye,ajg
uq,d fjkafka ke;=j bkakjd' tA ieye,a nj ;=<ska thd l
olskjd" laL iuqoh olskjd" laL ksfrdaOh olskjd" laL
ksfrdaO .dkS mmodj olskjd' wdh i;Hh olsk wdldrhg
ieye,a nj;a hq K q lrkjd' t;fldg tA l mia i oa
ifndcCOx.h'
thd ;a; tald.%;djh hqKq lrkjd p;=rdh i;Hh
wjfndaOhg fhduq fj,d tAl iud ifndCOx.h'

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tA iudh ;=<ska thd tA hg jvoa WfmaCIdjg m;a

fjkjd' WfmaCIdjg thd wyqfjkafka kE' WfmaCIdj;a thd
jvkjd" p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOfha wx.hla hg' tAl
WfmalaLd ifndx.h'
thd f.a ;h ;=< ish flf,iqka m%ydKh fj,d
W;= jQ wry;ajhg m;afjkak mqqjka lsh, Tkak kkaol
iajdka jykafia Ouh foaYkd lr,d bjr fj,d Bgmiafia
lsjd tfyu k y" ke.Ksjreks" hkak lsjd'
ta foaYkdj wjika fj,d me;=fj kE f foaYkdj uq,a
lrf.k fufia fufia fkd fjd fufia fufia fjd
fudl=;a me;=j o@ kE hkak lsjd' ka y lsjd' t;fldg tA
NsCIqKSka jykafia,d fudlo lf<a' jkaokd lr,d msg;a jqkd
msg;a fj,d nqrcdKka jykafiaj neyeolskk
a .shd' nqrcdKka
jykafiag jkaokd lrd nqrcdKka jykafia lsjd wd'' y
hkak lsjd'
NsCIqKSka jykafia,d msg;a jqkyu nqrcdKka jykafia
NsCIQka jykafia,dg lshkjd' mskaj;a uyfKks" fmdah ojfia
yf|hs l,ska ojfia yfohs fjkila ;sfhkj o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
;sfhkjo" keoao@ fmdah odg l,ska y| lalyu fudllao
ysf;kafka' wo i| fmdahg l,ska ojfia wo imQK kE' tA
yfoa wvqj fmakj olsk fldg' wkak tA jf.a f NsCIqKSka
mskaj;a kkaol f.a foaYkdj wy, fndfydu ikaf;daI jqkd
;uhs' kuq;a ldrKh imQK jqfka kE' kkaolg tkak
lshkak lsh,d lsjd'
mskaj;a kkaol" Tn fyg;a tA NsCIqKSkag wjjdo lrkak
k Th hg u' ka wo lshmq nK Th hg u fyg;a
lshkak lsjd' tA fudlo@ tfyu lshkafka fyg;a lshkak
lsh,d' tA flhs' tA NsCIqKSka jykafia,d tA nK wy,d wrka
.shd' od,d .sfha kE' ka wymq nK fudlo lrkafka kqjKska
uikjd' ka .sfha jdo lrkak fkfuhs' wrl fufyuhs
lsjd fkao@ flda tAl tfyuo@ ka .sys,a,d lp lp .dkjo@

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kE' ka .sys,a,d ksYaYoj fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokjd

ilauka lrkjd' ksYY
a oj me;a;lg fj,d jd fj,d kqjKska
uikjd' ksYY
a oj Wmud .ek isyl
s rkjd' ka tfyu kqjKska
ui,d ui,d fyg;a tal u wykak ,efnk fldg fudlo@
fjkafka' l,skag jvd thd wjfndaO fjkjd'
kkaol iajdka jykafia miqjod;a jevu l<d' jevu
l<dg miafia NsCIqKSka jykafia,d miqjod;a wr hg u
jkaokd lr,d me;a;lska jd jqKd' ka Tkak NsCIqKSka
jykafia,d bkafk wr l,ska wymq nK wrf.k .sys,a,d' tAl
ysf;a msysgqjd f.k' todg;a jvd h lsis wjfndaOhlska ;uhs
wo bkafka' Tn;a Tkak th jf.a wjfndaOhlska k bkafka
t;fldg tA ka Tnj mq`Mjkao ldgj;a rjgkak@ wms ljqre
y lsfjd;a ne o rjgkak@ wkak tA jf.a ;uhs ysfha'
t;fldg ldgj;a rjgkak ne hg ;sirKh ukd
fldg msysg,d wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka kqjKska uik
yehg hs wms ish hq;f
a ;a' b;ska NsCIqKk
S a jykafia,d jkaokd
lr,d me;a;lska jd jqkd u tod jf.au weyqjd' fldfyduo
weyqf@ mskj
a ;a ke.Ksjreks" f nK lshkafka idlPdfjka'
B<`.g okafk ke;ak okafk kE lshkak k' okakjd k
okakjd lshkak k' f;afrkafka ke;ak" iel k uf.ka
u wykak k' ziajdkS" ffl w:h fudllao@Z lsh,d'
t;fldg ta NsCIqKSka jykafia,d tod jf.au W;a;r
kakd' iajdkS" wmg y i;=gqhs' wdhh jQ kkaol iajdka
jykafia wmg y jD;j wmg mjrkjd' Bgmiafia mskaj;a
ke.Ksjreks" wei ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd' lK
ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd" kdih ks;Hh o" wks;Hh
o lsh,d weyqjd' j ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd' lh
ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd' uki ks;Hh o" wks;Hh
o lsh,d weyqjd' fudlla o ms<s;=r jqfka@ wks;H hs'
Bgmiafia weyqjd hula wks;H k tAl iemla o@ lla
o@ Bgmiafia ms<s;=re kakd tAl l hs' Bgmiafia weyqjd

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hula wks;H k" l k" fjkia jk iajNdjhg k" whs;s

tn` fohla uu lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a lsh,d ys;k tl" uf.a
wd;auh lsh,d ys;k tl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd' jerhs lsjd'
B<`.g tAl k.;af;a fldfydu o@ lsh,d weyqjd' Bg
miafia lshkjd iajdks" wms m%{dfjka uioa wmg we;s
jqkd h:dN+; [dKh' taflka ;uhs wmg wjfndaO jqfka f
wdOHd;al wdh;k yh u wks;H hs lsh,d'
b;ska kkaol iajdka jykafia id id ke.Ksjreks"
wdh Y%djlfhla kqjKska uioa fmfkkafka Th hg
;uhs'
B<`.g rEm ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;Hh
hs lsjd' lKg wefik Yo ks;H o" wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd'
wks;H hs lsjd' kdihg fkk .| iqj| ks;Hh o" wks;Hh
o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;Hh hs lsjd' jg fkk ri ks;Hh o"
wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;Hh hs lsjd' lhg fkk myi
ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;Hhs lsjd' ukig
fkk wruqKq ks;Hh o" wks;Hh o lsh,d weyqjd'
hula wks;H k tAl iemhs o" lhs o lsh,d weyqjd' tAl
lhs' hula wks;H k" l k" fjkia jk iajNdjhg k
whs;s tn` fohla uu lsh,d i,lk tl" uf.a lsh,d i,lk
tl y o@ lsh, weyqjd' jeroshs lsjd'
Bgmiafia k .;af;a fldfyduo@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdks"
wms m%{dfjka uidf.k uidf.k hoa wmsg h:dN+; [dKh
we;a jqKd' f ndysr wdh;k yh u wks;H hs lsh,d' Bg
miafia fudlo lsjf
q ' id id ke.Ksjreks" wdh Y%djlhka
kqqjKska uioa fmfkkafka Th hg ;uhs lsjd'
Bg miafia plaLq [a[dKh ks;H o" wks;H o lsh,d
weyqjd' wks;H hs lsjd' fida; [a[dKh ks;H o" wks;H o@
lsh,d weyqjd' wks;H hs lsjd' >dK [a[dKh ks;H o"
wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;H hs lsjd' f [a[dKh

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ks;H o" wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;H hs lsjd' lfha

[a[Kh ks;H o wks;H o weyqjd' wks;H hs lsjd'
ufkda [a[dKh ks;H o" wks;H o lsh,d weyqjd' wks;Hhs
lsjd' Bgmiafia hula wks;H k iemhs o" lhs o lsh,d
weyqjd' lhs lsjd' hula wks;H k" l k" fjkia fjk
iajNdjhg k whs;s th uu" uf.a" uf.a wd;auh ie,l=fjd;a
tAl y o lsh,d weyqjd' jeroshs lsjd'
Bgmiafia okafk fldfydu o lsh,d weyqjd' T t;fldg
kqjKska ui,d wmg h:dN+; [dKh we;s jqKd f ih
jere [a[dKh;a wks;H hs lsh,d'
wms lshuq fufyu ka Tng ;du h:dN+; [dKh we;sfj,d
kE lsh, ys;uq' Tfnka ljqrey flfkla wykjd f oshg
wks;H o@ lsh,d' Tn fudlo lshkafka@ wks;H hs lsh,d'
Tfydu lsh,d Tfnka wykjd fldfyduo okafka@ fudllao@
ms<s;=re kE' t;fldg fufyuhs lshkafka wmsg Y%oaOdj
;sfhkjd' fjd wks;H hs lsh,d' tA ksid u wms uika
bkakjd' wms okakjd wmsg h:dN+; [dKh we;sfjkjd" fjd
wks;Hhs lsh,d' tA .ek Y%oaOdfjkqhs lshkafka' lsh, lshkak
k' ke;ak t;k Wv u nefjd;ska tfyu y hkafka
kE'
B<`.g wr Wmudj' Tkak mykla m;a;= fj ;sfhkjd'
f myfka f;;a wks;H hs' wdf,dAlh;a wks;H hs' je;a
wks;H hs' is,;a wks;H hs' b;ska f wks;H jq foaj,a w;ka
tlaflfkla lshkjd" f;,a k wks;H ;uhs' je;a wks;H
;uhs' is,;a wks;H ;uhs' tA jqkdg wdf,dalh iarhs' iodld,sl
hs lsh,d' tfyu lsfjd;a y o lsh,d weyqjd' tAl imqK
wi;Hhla' wehs@ tAl wi;Hhla fjkafka lsh,d weyqjd' wks;H
jQ f;,a" wks;H jQ je" wks;H jQ is,la ;sfnoa wdf,dalh
;rla ks;H fjkafka fldfyduo@ wdf,dalh .ek l:dlrkak
fohla kE lsjd'
ta jf.a hlsis flfkla lsfjd;a f wOHd;al wdh;k

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yh wei" lK" ldih" j" lh" uki wks;H ;uhs' kuq;a tA

wks;H jQ wdh;k yh ksid yg.kakd h iemla fyda lla
fyda WfmaCId iy.; `ula fyda weoao tA u ks;Hh hs" iar
hs" iodld,sl hs lsfjd;a tal we;a;lao@ lsh,d weyqjd' tAl
imqKfhka wi;Hhla lsh,d lsjd' tA fudlo tfyu
lshkafka@ tA fudlo wks;H fya;k
= a ksid yg.kakd h `ula
weoao tA fya;+ka ksreoaO fuka tA ` ksreoaO fj,d hkjd'
t;fldg kkaol iajdka jykafia id id ke.Ksjreks"
kqjKska uioa wdh Y%djlhka Th hg ;uhs lsjd
olskafka'
B<`.g ;j Wmudjla lssjd' Tkak Yd, .yla ;sfhkjd'
f .fya uq;a wks;H hs' l`o;a wks;H hs' w;=;a wks;H hs'
fld<;a wks;H hs' fijKe,a,;a wks;H hs' kuq;a h lsis
flfkla mqjka hg l,amkd lr,d fldfyduo" uq,a k
wks;H ;uhs' l|;a wks;H ;uhs' w;= b;s;a wks;H ;uhs' fld<;a
wks;H ;uhs' tA jqKdg fijKe,a, ks;H hs' iar hs' iodld,sl
hs lsh,d lsfjd;a" thd we;a; lshk flfkla o@ kE' tAl
imQK u wi;Hhla'
tfyk fudlla o tAfla we;a;@ uq;a wks;H fjp
tfla l|;a wks;H fp tfla" w;= b;s;a wks;H fjp tfla"
fld<;a wks;H fjp tfla" fijKe,a, ;rla wks;H fkd
;sfhkafka fldfyduo@ wkak tA jf.a mskaj;a ke.Ksjreks
ljqre y weyqfjd;a f ndysr wdh;k yh rEm" Yo .kaO"
ri" iamY" wruqKq wks;H ;uhs' fjd ksid we;s jkakd jQ h
iemla fjd" lla fjd" uOHia: ula fjd" tAjd ks;H hs"
iar hs" iodld,sl hs lsjqfjd;a tAl y o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
jerhs' tA fudlo jer@ lsh,d weyqjd' iajdkS wks;Hh jQ
fya;+ka ksid" wks;H jQ fya;= ldrl Ouhka ksid yg.kakd
ula weoao" tA wks;H foaj,a ksreoaO fuka ta ` ksreoaO
fj,d hkjd' t;fldg fudlo lsf id id kef.KsjreKs
wdH Y%djlhd m%{dfjka uioa Th hg ;uhs olskafka'

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B<`.g yrla urk ukqiaifhla .jfokla w,a,,d ur,d"

;shqKq wdhqOhla wrf.k h ui;a fr,d" Wv yu;a fr,d"
we;=<g wdhqOh od,d" nvje,a nkaOk l Tlafldu lS;= lS;=
lr,d od,d ysg wdfh ;sp yehg ;shkjd' t;fldg fl
.ek kqjKska fydhkafk n,kafk ke;s tlaflfkl=g
fmakafka fudlj;a fj,d kE jf.a' f yfuka f .jhd
Tlafldu inkaO fj,d lsh,d lsjg lsis inkaOhla kE'
wkak ta Wmudj lsf w:hla u;= lr,d fmkakkak'
fudllao tA@ f we;= ui lsf wei" lK kdih" j" lh"
uki lshk wdOHd;al wdh;k yhg' msg yu lsh,d lsfj
rEm" Yo .kaO" ri" iamY" wruqKq lshk ndysr wdh;k yhg'
nv we;=f<a ;sfhk nkaOk nvje,a lsf fudkjg o@ kka
rd.h" ;shK
q q wdhqO lsh,d lsf wdh m%{dj' tA wdh m%{dfjka
we;=f< ;sfhk flf,ia Tlafldu lm,d lm,d odk tlg
;uhs tA lsf'
wkak tfyu flkd fudlo lrkak k' jvkak k
fudkjo@ fndCOx. Ou y; jvka k k' fudkjo
fndCOx. lsf' fudllao@ fnda wx.' fnda wx. lsf'
p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg Wmldr jk lreKq' tA ;uhs i;sh"
i;sh lsh,d lshkafka fudllao@ lh .ek" u .ek" ys;
.ek" Ouhka tA lsf" mxp kSjrK" mxp WmdodkialkaOh"
wdh;k" fndCOx." p;=rdh i;Hh fjd .ek fyd|g isysh
msysgqjd f.k i;r i;smGdkfha isysh msysgqjkjd' p;=rdh
i;H Wfoid' wkak tAl i;s ifndCOx.h'
B<`.g kqjKska fufkys lrkjd' fhdakf
s ida ukisldrfha
fhfokjd p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOh msKsi' tAl Ouph
ifndCOx.h' B<`.g h hqKq lrkjd p;=rdh i;Hh
wjfndaOh msKi
s ' tAl h ifndCOx.h' B<`.g mS;
% h
s hqKq
lrkjd' p;= r dh i;Hh wjfnda O h ms K s i ' tA l mS ; s
ifndCOx.h' ldhsl udkisl ieye,aj hqKq lrkjd'
p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOh msKi
s ' tAl miaioa ifndCOx.h'
;a; tald.%;djh hqKq lrkjd' p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOh

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msKsi tA fudllao@ iud ifndCOx.h' B<`.g WfmaCIdj

hqKq lrkjd' p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOh msKsi' tAl WfmaCId
ifndCOx.h' f hg hqKq lrf.k hkfldg f wx.
yf;ka wNHka;r flf,ia Tlafldu lems,d .syska fuhd
imQKfhka u ksflf,ia Ndjhg m;afj,d' wry;ajhg m;a
fjkjd'
Bgmiafia wd kef.Ksjreks" y hkak lsjd' Bg miafia
tA NsCIqKk
S a je`o,d .shd' .sy,
s ,
a d nqrcdKka jykafiag jkaokd
l<d u nqrcdKka jykafia y' fyd`ohs hkak lsjd'
Bgmiafia nqrcdKka jykafia NsCIQka jykafia,dg
lshkjd mskaj;a uyfKks" fmdah ojfia y`o mEjd jf.a
lsjd' fmdah ojig y`o mEjg miafia y`o yd n,oa fmdah
ojig l,ska oji o wo lsh,d ysf;kjd o@ wo f mqka i`o
lsh,d ysf;kjd' wkak fmdah od mEhQ mqkai`o jf.a wo' wo f
NsCIQKSka jykafia,d fndfydau ikaf;daIhg m;a jqkd' tA
NsCIqKSka f.a woyia imQK jqKd' tA mkaishh ;=< ysgmq
wka;su tlaflk;a fida;dmkak jqkd lsjd'
t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakjd fupr blaukg f
msi Ouh w,a,.kak fudllao fya;=j' Ouh kdufhka
wymq fjk foaj,a kE' B<`.g Ouh w,a,.k ;l ;l
f.dvl b|,d kE' jdo jdo lr lr b|,d kE' u; lsh lsh
b|,d kE' fudlo lr,d ;sfhkafka@ isysh msysgqjd .k ui
uid b|,d' wymq Ouh .ek wjfndaO fj,d ;sfhkafka tA
ksid'
ka wms .;af;d;a f hg wms Ouh wjfndaO lrka
isoa h lsis flfkla wjfndaOh lrd hkafk ke;a; tAl
Oufha wvqmdvqjla o@ tA tlaflkd ;=< uki yeisrf
wvqmdvqjla o@ ka;kh yeisrf wvqjla ila Oufha wvqjla
kE' Ouh lshkafka iqkaor fohla' Ouh ;r iqkaor fohla
wmg kE' nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Oufha iEu jpkhla ;=<
u ;h wjfndaO lsf yelshdj ;sfhkjd' Wkajykafia

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ia;r lrk Oufha iEu jpkhla u ;hg wdf,dalhla

iemfhkjd' tA Ouh ;uhs wmsj w`frka t<shg .;af;a'
mqoa.,fhl=g fl lshkak nE' fl lrkak mq`Mjka ldgo@
Ouhg' Ouh msis k" Ouh ksrdl+, k" Ouh ksu,
k" tA Ouh hlsis flfkla Y%jKh lr,d" tA Y%jKh lrk
Ouh is;g wrf.k" ys;g .;a;= Ouh kqjKsska uikjd
k wkak tA flkd wjfndaOh lrd hkjd'
t;fldg tfyu k tAl ldgj;a j,lajkak mq`Mjka
tlla fkfjhs' wjfndaOh lrd hk tl' f ;fha f
Ouh kshu hg w,a, .;af;d;a wjfndaO lrkak mq`Mjka
yenehs' ndOdj lshkafka msgia;r fkfuhs' msgia;r;a ndOdjla
;sfhkjd' tA ndOdj ;sfhkafka fldfydu o@ ioaOuh
kdufhka wOuh weyqfjd;a msgia;r ndOdjla' l<HdK ;%hd
f.a kdufhka mdm ;%fhla fmkS ysfhd;a msgia;r ndOdjla'
hyu`. hjk kdufhka fkd u`. hefjd;a msgia;r ndOdjla'
ud.h kdufhka fkd u`. lsfjd;a msgia;r ndOdjla'
kuq;a tfyu ke;sj meye,sj u nqrcdKka jykafia f.a
Ouh wefyoa" meye,s idCIs ;sfhoa" msgia;r ndOdjla kE' YS%
ioaOu Y%jKh lrkjd' ka tfykx ndOdj ;shkafka fldfyo@
wNHka;l ndOdjla' tA ;uhs fl iel ke;sj ys;l msysgqjd
f.k f Ouh hkak k' tl ry;ka jykafia kula lshkjd'
f:ar .d:d j, uu .hdjg .sfha kel;a fl,shla n,kak hs'
uu kel;a fl,shla n,kak .shdg uf.a jdikdj tAl' uu
kshu ;ekg .shd' tod fik`. ms,d yshd' uu lsgq fj,d
nej ljqo@ fudllao lsh,d n,k fldg nqrcdKka jykafia
oy foikjd' kel;a fl<sh ;shk ;ekg jev,d Wkajykafia
okakjd ksii
a q idudkH ksii
a q okakE ;h .ek' tA ksik
q g
a
weye mskjkak ;sfhkjd k t;kg jkjd' lK mskjkak
;sfhkjd k tf;kag jkjd' tAl ;uhs ksiaiqka f.a
iajNdjh fl lald nqrcdKka jykafia' fldfya y ;shkjd
k weula od,d .scq ud`Mjd jkjd weu .s,k
s k
a ' tAl iajNdjhla'

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b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia ksiaiqkag ukqIH j.hdg

yu wdofrhs' lreKdjka;hs' fifkfyjka;hs' Wkajykafia;a
tf;ka g .s f ha kel;a n,ka k fkfuhs ' fudfla g o@
Wkajykafia jev b|,d f;a .ek lshkak .;a;d' kel;a
fl<shg .sh ksiaiq nqrcdKka jykafia jf jdfj,d
wyf.k yshd' b;ska f ry;ka jykafia lshkjd ug
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wefyoa w,am ud;% ielhla
we;s jqfka kE'
wkak n,kak Y%djlhkag msys ,CIK' nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh wyoa w,am ud;% ielhla we;s jqfka keye'
fl ;uhs we;a;' fl ;uhs we;a;' lsh,d ug ys;k
= d' tA ksid
uu Y%djlfhla jqkd" Ouh wjfndaO l<d lsh,d lsjd' tfyu
k wmg nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wyoa" tA hg ys;
yefokafka ke;ak wmg f,dl= mdvqjla isoaO fjkjd' Yd,
ydkshla isoaO fjkjd' ,dNhla k isoaO fjkafka kE' tfyu
k nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wefyk fldg wfma ys;g
mS%;shla i;=gla we;sfjkak k' w;a; u hs' fl ;uhs we;a;
Ouhlsh,' wkak t;fldg ;uhs thdf.a f;a Y%oaOdj
msysgkak .kafka' Y%oaOdj msysg,d msysg,d thd ia:djr fjkak
mgka .kafka' tA ksid Tng ;a f YS% ioaOuh Wmldrfhka
f ;fha u W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO fjd

id id id

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kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

08'

pQ, luNx. iQ;h

%
^uu ksldh 3 - Nx. j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
oeka wms bf.k .kafka pQ, luNx. iQ;%h' yeu
fokdg u ;ukag ,efnk fj,djg hym;a foaj,a lrkak
bf.k.kak mqjka f foaYkdfjka' Tn okakjd wfma ;h
.;af;d;a wms tl tlaflkd ixidfrka f.kdmq foaj,a ;uhs
wmsg iem la folg u n,mdkafka' wms iem ,efnk foaj,a
ixidfrka wrf.k we,a,d ke;ak f ;fha wmg
;sfhkafka m; m; bkak tl ;rhs' wmsg wkd.;hg wdj;a
,efnkafka keye f ;fha m; m; ysh lsh,d' wms f
;h ;=< yels;r iem ,efnk foaj,a mqre lf<d;a ;uhs
B< ;hg iem ,efnkafka' tfyu ke;=j wms m%d:kd
lr, ,efnk foaj,a fkfuhs' tAlg wfma ;h fyd|g ie,iq
lr.kak mqjka ,iaik foaYkdjla f pQ, luNx. iQ;%h'
ka wms ljqre;a okakjd ^f;kdZyx NslaLf" lux
jod& f;kdj luh hs lsh,' kuq;a idudkHfhka msxl
lrkakg f;kdj yiqrk tl f,fyis kE' iuyrekag mqjka
hula ys;, ys; tAlg ndOdjla fjkafk ke;=j lrkak'
iuyrekag ysf;kjd zuu fl fokjZ lsh,' kuq;a wdfha
l f,djla hkfldg zkeye''' fjk tlla fokjZ lsh,' Bg
miafia ys;kj zkeye tAl fk;a keye'Z f hg yeu ;sif
a iau

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wfma ;hg n,mj;ajkjd f,daNh;a" oafIh;a" fudayh;a'

fl ue~f.k f,daN" oafI" fuday ;sfhk isf;a f ,laIKh
wNsnjd mska oy j,g keUqrefjkak f foaYkdj wmg
fndfydau msysgfjkjd'
tA ojiaj, nqrcdKka jykafia jev isfha ieje;a kqjr
f;jkdrdufha' f;dafohH n%dyauKh f.a mq;d iqN' thdg
fyd| mdvula bf.k .kak ,enqkfka' ;d;a;d ue, .sys,a, tA
mjqf, u n mefhla fj,d Wmkakfka' idudkHfhka wfma
mjq,aj, [d;s ;%dka uefrkj' wms okafka keyefka tA wh
fudk fudk iajrEmfhka wdmyq tkjo lsh,' wms b;ska wij,d
ue, zwpr l,a .shd' fupr l,a .shdZ lsh lshd ys; ys;d
bkakj' flfkla uereKg miafia tA f,dalh .ek lsisu
inkaO;djhla keye' f ksid urKska tyd f,dalh .ek
wmsg lsisu wjfndaOhla keye' tA ;rla fkfjhs" bmug
fmr f,dalh .ek wjfndaOhl=;a keye' ujql=ig tkak fudk
jf.a mirhla" fudk jf.a foaj,a wmsg n,mEj o uql=;a
okafka keye'
f;dafohH mq;% iqN nqrcdKka jykafia uqK.efykak
.shd' .syska nqrcdKka jykafia;a tlal i;=gq idfha fh,
me;a;lska jdfj,d nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykj fuhd
f.a ysf;a ;sfhka m%Yafk' ;du fuhd ;sirfKa msysgmq flfkla
fkfuhs' meyeula ;sfhkj wjfndaO .ek' kuq;a .=K k
k ys;, w: isyslr, tA jf.a meyeula ;du fuhdg keye'
fuhd lshkj Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" wmsg olskk
a ,efnkj
f ukqIHhka w;r O;ajhla" Wia my;a fNaohla olskak
,efnkj' wmsg olskakg ,efnkjd iuyr ksiaiq yqdla l,a
j;a fjkj" ^>dhqI ,nkjd& iuyr ukqIHhka jel,a
j;a fjkafka keye'
ka wmsg fmakj iuyre wvq jhiska ke;s fjkj' b;ska
wmsg we,a, lshkj tA foumsfhda wfka iajdkS" wfma orej
l=rd l+fhl=gj;a jrola lrmq flfkla fkfuhs' kuq;a thd
wvq jhiska ke;sjqKd lsh,d' tfyu k wmsg f;afrkj'

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fmr ;fha lrmq fohla n,mdkj' ;j iuyre bkakj fyd|g

lgqj nyskl j;a fjkj fyd|g jhig hkj' wjqre
100" 110" 120 fjkl bkakj' t;fldg fflka fmakj
wmg k yehg fkfuhs fl fjkafka' wms f.kdmq yehg
hs tAl fjkafk' ka fuhd f.a m%Yafka tAl' fuhd l,amkd
l<d zwehs f fjki we;sfjkafka@Z
tA jf.au iajdks" iuyre f,v la f.df bkafk'
bmp ldf,a b|, fndfyda f,v la j,ska mSvd j,ska |j
|j bkakj' iuyre tfyu kE' iuyrekag wj" jeiai" mskk
a
k tlla Tfrd;a;= fokjd' k tlla lkak mqjka' thdg
k hg bkak mqjka' f,v la keye'
Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" iuyre bkakj ^nkakd&
jKhs ,iaik keye' iuyre ,iaik hs' t;fldg iuyre
,iaik keye' iuyre ,iaik hs' n,kak f tl tlaflkdf.
; j, ;sfhk lu mdl j, ye'
B< tl iuyre w,afmaYdlHhs' tA lshkafk .kka .kafka
keye' ms<.
s ekSula keye' idudkH yg j;a fjkjd' iuyre
ufyaYdlHhs' tA lshkafka fyd| iudc ;;ajhla thdg ;sfhkj'
iuyre my;a l=f,a Wmkjd' ka bkahdf tAl fyd|g
fmakj' y lhs tAl olskfldg' ka rc.y kqjr biair
;fmdaod kh fjkdrduhg whs;h
s 's tA ;fmdaod kfha WKqj;=r
<sf`oka Tkak kdkj Wiia l=f,a wh' kd,d w mdgg j;=r
tkj my<g tAflka kdkj wvq l=f,a wh' t;fldg ySk l=f,a
Wmkafka f zluZ ksid' fl y m%Yakhla jqkd f;dafohH
mq;% iqNg' wehs mdf hkfldg iuyre thdg i,lkj" mqgq;a
fokj b|.kak'
iuyrekag l,amkd Yla;sh keye' tA lshkafka kqjK
u' iuyre m%{djka; hs' yenehs ug f;a,d ;sfhkj f
hq.fha f.dvdla rg wms kqjK hqKq lrkak ;uhs uykais .;
hq;af;a' tA fudlo fya;=j@ kqjK hqKq lsu ;uhs ,N tl'
wfkla tAjd wms lSfjd;a rEfm ,iaik ke;s jqkd lsh, wmsg

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tAl m%Yakhla lr.kak k keye' f,v la ;sfhkjd lsh,d

tAl;a m%Yakhla lr.kak k keye' wdkqNdjh keye lsh,
tAl;a m%Yk
a hla lr.kak k keye' kuq;a wmsg kqjK ke;ak
tAl iEfyk wnqohla' tfyk wms l,amkd lrkak fk wr
fudkj ke;;a kqjK ;snqKd k we;s' uu ys;kafka tfyuhs'
fjk fudkj ke;;a lula keye' fudlo fya;=j kqjKska wr
fiaru i|.kak mqjka' kqjK ke;sj wr fudkj ;snqk;a
jevla keye'
tA ksid iqN wykj Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" iuyre
y m%{djka; hs iuyre y fudav hs' fudkj lsj;a f;afrkafka
keye' b;ska Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" f ukqIHhka f.a
fjkialu" Wia my;a nj we;s jqfka fldfydu o@
fl wmsj ljqre y flfkla ksudKh l<d' tA
ksudKh l< flkd f.a leue;a; lsh, lshkjd k tAl
;uhs kqjKska l,amkd lrkafk ke;s flfkl=g ;sfhk f,ais
u W;a;rh' ka fl iqN nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka wymq
ksihs kshu W;a;f thdg ,efnkafk'
iqN udKjlhdg nqrcdKka jykafia ms<s;=re fokjd
mskaj;a ;reKh" ^luiaild udKj i;a;d& f i;ajfhda
luh ;uhs ;ukaf.a foa lrf.k bkafk' ^lu odhdod&
luh ;uhs odhdoh lrf.k bkafk' ^lufhdaks& luh
;uhs Wmam;a;s ia:dkh lrf.k bkafk' ^lunkaOq& luh
;uhs kEoEhd lrf.k bkafk' ^lumirKd& luh ;uhs
msysg' ^lux i;af;a Nc;s hox ySkmKS;;a;d& ka Tng Th
lshmq Wia my;a Ndjh we;slr.kafka luh iska' fudllao@
luh' tA lshkafka f;kdj'
wms f;kdj my< lr, lhska l%h
s d lrkj' tAlg lshkj
ldhlu' f;kdj my< lr, wms jpkfhka l%shd lrkj
tAlg lshkj jlu f;kdj my< lr, wm is;ska l%shd
lrkj' tAlg lshkj ufkdalu' fl ;uhs wms Wm;la lrd
hdf Wia my;a nj ;SrKh lrk tl' Wia my;a nj is

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lrkafka t;kska k f f,dafla fmdf .;af;d;a ish

fokdu leu;s wdkqNdj imkak ,iaik ;hla f.jkak'
kuq;a wms leu;s fjp muKska ,efnkafk ke;af; f
l%f wms w,a, .;af; ke;s ksid' ffla fyd| ,iaik l%uhla
;sfhkj'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia iqNg lsjd ;uka f.a foa
yehg i;ajhkag ;sfhkafk luh' luh ;uka f.a foa
yehg ;shdf.k" luh odhdo lrf.k" luh [d;shd
lrf.k" luh Wmam;a;s ia:dkh lrf.k" luh ms<sirK
lrf.k jdih lrkjd' b;ska fl lshQ muKska fuhdg
f;arefka keye' b;ska wdfhu;a iqN udKjlhd nqrcdKka
jykafia f.ka wykjd" wfka iajdkS" Nj;a f.!;uhka
jykai" Tnjykafia lshdmq foa ug f;arefka keye' ug fl
f;are .kak mqjka wdldrhg ia;r jYfhka lsh, fokak'
Tkak ka nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd f
f,dalfha ka wms |jk foaj,a j, miqu' iqN udKjlh"
f f,dalfha bkakj ia;%shla fyda mqreIfhla yenehs fuhd
i;=ka urKjd' m%dK>d; lrkjd' ^oafoda& fr!hs' ^f,day;
s mdKS&
w;a j, f,a ;sfhkjd yeu;siafiu' ^y;myf;a ksfGda&
lreKd ffu;%h
s fudl=;a keye' ^wohdmkafkda& ohdjka; keye'
^inmdK N+f;aiq& ish m%dKSka flfrys lreKdj ffu;%sh
keye' tfyu wh f,dafl keoao@ bkakjfk' wkak tn
wdldrhg mqre lrmqjd u ^ldhiai fNaod mrurKd wmdhx
ksmd;x ksrhx Wmamc;s& fldfyo .sy,
s ,
a d Wmkafka@ ksrfha
Wmkafka'
fl wmg fydhkak ne wms w;ska fudk fudkj y
wl=i,a flfrkjfk' wmg fl u;l keyefk' Wfoa weye,d
kskaog hkl u fudkjy ldhslj fyda jdpislj fyda
udkislj fyda flfrkjd' b;ska ojila folla hkfldg
wu;l fjkjd' kuq;a luh M, fokjd'
fudlo f luh biairyg wdfj@ ffl wd;auhla

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ke;s ksid' ;ud f.a jifha mj;ajkak mqjka fohla ;snqKd

k ljqrej;a .;sfha hkafk keye' wehs wIaGdk lrkjfk
hkak tmd lsh,d' luh ;uhs ukqiaihdj f ;;ajhg f.k
tkafk'
b;ska thd ksrfha la |,d |,d ukqiai f,dafl
bmfokjd' Wmkakg miafia wdhqI wvqhs' bmkdg miafia thd
f ;fha fyd|g j;a fjkjd' i;=ka urkafk keye'
is,aj;a ;hla f.jkjd' hym;a ;hla f.jkjd' fyd|
;hla f.jkjd' kuq;a wrflka ;uhs wms Wmk fldg
wdhqI ;SrKh lr,d ;sfhkafk' wdhqI ;SrKh fjkafk bmkdg
miafi fkfjhs" bmfokak biafi,a,d'
b;ska f ldf, Wmu wdhqI wjqre 100 k ;sfhkafk"
tA 100 u ,efnkjd" ixidfr i;=ka fkd urd ffu;%sfhka
hqla;j wkqkag Wo Wmldr lrf.k ysh flfkl=g k'
kuq;a f ;fha is,aj;a flfkla jqK;a l,ska ;hl
lu mdlhlg wvq jhiska uefrkak mqjka' tAl .ek
wjfndaOhla ke;s flkd lshkjd zf ;fha fupr is,a
/lf.k yshd' tA;a wvqjhiska uereKdZ lsh,' tAlg fya;=
fjkafk ixidfr f.kdmq tl' f ;fha rlsk iS,h
B< ;hg y" wkd.;fha y wmg msysg fjkjd'
t;fldg ixidrfha m%dK>d;h lsfuka wdhqI wvqfjkak fya;=
fjkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd ia;%shla fjd"
mqreIfhla fjd i;=ka ueu w;aykjd' i;=ka uefuka
j<ls k jd' o~q uq . = r e mdfhka j<ls k jd' wwdhq O
mdfhka j<lskjd' ish m%dKSka flfrys ohdkqlmSj
jdih lrkjd' f fya;=fjka urKska u;af;a thd iq.;sfha
Wmkjd' tfyk ukqiai f,dalhg tkak wmg fya;=fj,d
;sfhkjd wms lrmq msk'a jH f,dalfha bm,d wdfhu;a ukqii
a
f,dalhg tkfldg thdg >dhqI ,efnkjd' t;fldg
>dhqI ,eug fya;=j i;=ka uefuka je<lS isu'

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wms ys;kafka gka j. mdfhka" fld< lEfuka

;uhs >dhqI ,efnkafk lsh,hs' kuq;a ffl tfyu tlla
keye' ludkqrEm n,mEu ;uhs wms wdydrmdk j,ska kv;a;=
lrkafk' ka fflka woyia lrkafk ish,a, lufhka
fjkjd lsh, fkdfjhs' wms bmfok fldg ;uhs fl
iliafjkafk'
iuyr ia;%Ska" mqreIhka bkakjd ^i;a;dkx
fyaGlcd;sflda& i;ajhkag yhg ysxid lrkjd' o~q uq.=re
j,ska .ykjd" w;ska mhska .ykjd" .,a uq,a j,ska .ykjd"
wdhqO j,ska .ykjd' tfyu ysxid mSvd lrk fldg thd urKska
u;af;a tA fya;=fjka ksrfha Wmkjd' ksrfha b|,d wdfhu;a
ukqiai f,daflg tkfldg Wmkfldg u f,v' Bgmiafia
|jkjd'
ka wmsg wdhqI ke;ak wms lrkak k wdhqI ,efnk
m%;smodjl fhfokak k' wx.=;a;r ksldfha mxpbGOu
iQ;%fha ;sfhkafk fl b,a,k tlla fkfjhs lsh,' fu;k
;sfhkafk m%;smodjl fhula'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ysxid mSvd
lrkj k ksiqkag" i;ajhskag thd ksrfha .sys,a, wdfh
ukqiai f,dafl tkfldg thdg ,efnkafk f,v la iys;
;hla' tfyk f,v la iys; ;hlg fya;=j fikiqre
fkf' fla;=;a fkfuhs' wyre;a fkfuhs' rdyq;a fkfuhs'
;ud iska ixidf lrmq lu mdlh'
fflka ksoyia fjkak k thd hym;a foaj,a lrkak
k' ka nqrcdKka jykafia u foaYkd l<d fk Wkajykafiag
Wmia:dk lrkak k k f,vqkag Wmia:dk lrkak lsh,'
n,kak tAjdhska y m%fhdackh wms .kakj k wmsg fldpr
foaj,a ukqiai j.hd fjkqfjka lrkak mqjkao@
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj iuyre bkakj
i;=kag ysxid mSvd lrkafka keye" lror lrkafka keye"
.ykafka nkskafka keye" wdhqO j,ska ojkafka keye" thd

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ukqiai f,daflg wdjyu f,v wvqhs" frda. mSvd wvqhs' tfyu

k frda. mSvd wvq fjkak ;hla ksfrda.Sj mj;ajkak wms
ixidfr ukqiaihka fjkqfjka i;ajhka fjkqfjka lr,
;sfhk hym; wmsg n,mdkj'
B<.g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokj ia;%shla fyda
mqreIfhla bkakj ^fldaOfkda& fl%daO lrk' fl%daO lrkj
lshkafk yeu ;siafiu flaka;s .kakj" lsfmkj" nkskj
yeu;siafi u fldamh;a oafIh;a my< lrlr bkafk' thd
yeu ;siafiu ;ryska bkafk' uereKg miafia thd .sys,a,d
Wmkj ksrfh' ukqii
a f,daflg thd wmiq tkj lhs' fmkqu
keye' uQK ksl mqgqhs' f fjkafk fudlo@ fl%daOh' ka
n,kak ys;,d fl%daOhg m;a fjp ukqiaifhl= f.a uQfKa
iajNdjh' tAl .dkg tkj ixidfrka' thdf.a m%sh ukdm
.;shla fudl=;a keye' ka wms .;af;d;a fNaohlska f;drj
ish fokdu leu;s fudkj o@ z,iaikgZ leu;shs' ka wms
f*dfgda tlla .;af;d;a lKavdhula tlal wms n,kafk ljqre
yd o@ ;uka fld;k o bkafk" ux yevg bkakj o@ ;uka
lems, fmakj o@ tfyu ys;ka keoao@ ys;kjfk' tfyuk
;uka ,iaikg bkak leu;shs'
tfyuk n,uq tAlg wms fudlo lrkak ;sfhkafk
lsh,' fl%daO fkd lr bkak k" ffjr fkd lr bkak k"
flaka;s .kafk ke;sj bkak k" ffu;%sfhka bkak k"
bjiSfuka bkak k' urKska u;af;a thd iq.;sfh Wmkj'
ukqiai f,daflg wdjyu ^mdidl ixj;a;ksld& fndfydau
meyem;a' olskfldg ys; mykj' fomdrla n,kak ysf;kj'
tfyuk olskfldg myk ,iaik fj,d Wmk fya;=j
fl%daO fkd lsu' ka wmsg f,dafl yd n,mqjyu ixidf
fl%dO fkd lrmq" fu;a is; jvmq wh yhg bkakj yhg
bkakj rEfm ,iaik wh' tA jf.au bkakj rEfm ,iaik
ke;s wh;a' fflka f;afrkj ixidf yhg fl%daO" ffjr
lrmq wh;a ffu;%S mqyqKq lrmq wh;a bkakj' tfyuk wms f
;fha fl%daOh uevf.k ffu;%sfhka hq;= jqfKd;a wms

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lshuq thd jH f,dafl .sfhd;a gqjka myk fo flfkla

fjkj thd' ukqiai f,dafl wdj;a tfyuhs' ka wms ksjka
wjfndaO lr.kakl wmsg Wmkak isoaO fjkjfk'
uu k ys;kafka ug ;ry .shdu flka;s .shdu ug
l,lsula we;sfjkj' we;sfjkj fla f ysf;a ;shk
iajNdjh f ys; flf,ia tlal tl;= jqkdu fldpr ,dul
o@ f jf.a wl=i,a j,ska hq;= ys;la tlalo ug uefrkak
fj,d ;sfhkafk@ uu bmfka f jf.a ys;la tlal lsh, ug
l,lsula we;s fjkj' tA ;ry flaka;sh fyda wukdmh .ek
t;fldg uu hla .kakj uykaishla .kakj tAl m%ydKh
lrkak' fudlo tA jf.a tlla tlal wms ixidfr weof.k
.sfhd;a fyd| .ukla hkak fjkafk keye fk wmsg' ka
Tn;a tA l,amkdj mqre lf<d;a fyd| keoao@ ka wmsg ;ryla
we;s jqfkd;a ;ry;a tlalk wms j;a fjkafk" ffjrh;a
tlal k wms j;a fjkafk" fl%daOh;a tlal k bkafk"
noaO ffjrh;a tlal k uu bkafk wms l,amkd lrkak k
fl uu isf;a ;shdf.k b|, ug we;s Mf,a fudllao@ uu
fldpr r hkako fl wrf.k wkak tfyu ys;k fldg
thd tAl w;aykj'
ka tAlg fya;=fjkafka wmg kqjK fkao@ wms kqjKska
l,amkd lf,a ke;ak fudlo fjkafk@ f fl%daOh lshk
tl iuyr whg m%S;su;a wdydrhla' tA fudlo fl jjdf.k
lkak mqjka tlla' wehs flaka;s .shdu ;j;a tlaflfklaj
flka;s .eiaiqjyu Bg miafia tA fokak fmdAIKh fjkafka
tAflka' fl%daOfhka hefmk msia fldpr bkakjo f,dafl@
wukqIHfhda fldpr bkakjo fl%dO
a fhka hefmk' Th wukqIH
n,mE fldfya y ;sfhkj k tA whg iu`.shla keye"
lreKd ffu;%h
s la keye' bjiSu keye' f lshkafk pQ foaj,a
f,dl= foaj,a fkfuhs' wukqIH n,mE ;sfhk f.j,a j,g
l ;sfhkj'
Tkak lEu Whkj' Kq u' b;sx Kq uk Kq
fmdvla od.;a; k bjrhsfka' kuq;a tAl rKavqjla fjkj'

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K jehs rKavqjla" ls u fydoaog' rKavqjla" riafk keye

rKavj
q la b;ska m%Yk
a o@ fj t;fldg n,kak f iq foaj,a"
wr wukqIH n,f. wm;% n,f. mj;skafk wm;% fohla
tlalhs' wmsis fohla ;uhs fl%daOh lshkafk" bishdj
lshkafk" ffjrh lshkafk" noaO ffjrh" tlg tl lsu f
Tlafldu wmsis foaj,a' msis foaj,a fkf' ys; lsgq lrkj"
jpkh lsgq lrkj" l%shdj lsgq lrkj b;ska wukqIHhka
mj;skafk tAj;a tlalhs' b;ska wukqIHkag tkak k
wukqIHfhda mirh yod.kakj n,mE lr, ksiaiqka f.a
ukig' fflka .e,fjkak k fyd|g isysh msysgqjd f.k
bjif.k ffu;%sh jvkak k' b;ska n,kak fuf,dj
;h;a wmg m%fhdckj;a fl mrf,dj ;hg;a tAldka;
jYfhkau m%fhdackj;a fjkj'
B<`.g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj iuyre
bkakj wks;a wh f.a ,dN i;aldr lS;s m%Yxid lalyu
Tkak iqj lrkak ne frdaf. bishdj we;sfjkj' we;s jqKdg
miafia fudlo fjkafk thdg@ wr fyd|la lsh, tlla fmakf
a k
u keye thdg fmakafk fudllao@ weohla u hs fmakafka'
B<`.g thdg tAflka kskaod lrkak ;ekla u hs fydhkafka'
wmydi lrkak fldKla u hs fydhkafka' myr .ykak ;ekla
u hs fydhkafk' fudlo f fya;=j bishdj'
ka wms .;af;d;a tfyu Tkak ljqre y mam;a
ukqiaifhla ysh' tA ukqiaihd lfia b|, Tkak f.org
jevg wdjd' j;af; fmd,a levqjd' l=iaisfha jevg wdj bjd
msyqjd' Tkak tA ukqiaih l ld,hla .shdu W;aidyfhka
hqKq jqKd jdykhla .;a;' ka Tkak mdfr hkj' ka fuhd
lshkj Th fmd,a lvmq tld Th hkafk' Th tA ldf, fufy
we,a, bjqf ld' f lshkafka fudllao@ f wrhg leu;s
kE' tA bishdj'
f hg bishd lr, thd ksrfha Wmkj' ukqiai
f,daflg wdjyu w,afmaYdlHhs' tA lshkafka ms<.
s ekSula keye"
wdkqNdjhla keye" iudch ;=< thdj lemS fmakafka keye'

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Tfya msmiaig u is fj,d hkjd" w,afmaYdlHhs' tAlg

fya;=j fjkafk bishdj'
ffla nqrcdKka jykafia tlla tlla .dfka fjka
lr,d fmkakkafka' kuq;a ukqiai ;fha l tl;= fjkj'
ka bishdj;a tlal thd jpkfhka m lrkj" lhska m
lrkj iEfykak nrm;, foaj,a thd lr.kakj'
ia;%shla fjd mqreIfhla fjd fyd|g we|, me<|,
ld, , bkakj k hqKq fj,d bkakj k tAl n, n,
tAhd i;=gq fjkak k' bishd lrkafka ke;sj bkak k'
wkak tA bishd fkd lr isu' bishd fkd lr b|, fudlla
o mqre lrkak ;sfhk .=Kh@ uq;dj' uq;dj lshkafka wkqka
f.a hqKqj .ek i;=gqu' fYaIfhka isxy, wh fl mqre
lrkak k' idudkHfhka isxy, wh y m%isoaOhs f,dafl
isxy, wh bish hs lsh,' yenehs Ouhg we,a, mqre lf<d;a
thdg bishdj ke;slu lshk tl y Nd.Hhla' bishdj
ke;slu ;hg Yd, Nd.Hhla' bishdj ke;s flfkl=
f.a ;h ;=< Yd, iqkaor;ajhla ;sfhkj' B<`. tl ;uhs
tAl' thdg fuf,dj mdl fokj' fudlo fya;=j bishdj
ke;ak thd wkqkag Wo lrkak leu;shs' wkqka f.a hqKqj
leu;shs" hym; leu;shs' wkak thd urKska u;af;a iq.;sfha
Wmkj' ukqii
a f,dafla wdmq ldf,g ufyaYdlHh hs" uydkqNdj
imkakhs'
fj wmg mqre lrkak mqjka foaj,a' fyd|g f;are
.kak k ffl wkqkaj k yokak neye' ;u ;uka yefok
tl ;uhs ffl ;sfhkafk' bishdj ke;slu y msysgla'
ljqre y iS,fhka hqKq fjkfldg uu tAflka i;=gq fjkj"
iudh hqKq fjkfldg uu tAlg i;=gq fjkj' m%{dfjka
hqKq fjkfldg uu tAlg i;=gq fjkj' f i;=g lshk tl
ug ke;ak t;k ;sfhkafka wid:l;ajhla' t;k b|, ug
hqKqjla ,efnkafka keye' i;=gq jqfkd;a ;ud hqKqjla
,efnkafka'

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tA ksid f bishdj lshk tl ;fha lsisu fj,djl

wms ;shd .; hq;= tlla fkdf' wms lshuq ldg y m%Odk;ajhla
,efnkj" wms ksy;udkSj i;=gq fj,d thd f.a hgf;a ysfhd;a
y f,aishs lrkak' b;ska f ksid ;uka yeu ;siafia u
/flkj bishdj ke;s ;fha' ka uu ljodj;a ys;,d
keye Ouh lshjk fldg" ug ynfjk fyd| fyd| foaYkd
fl yx..kak k" uu fl yx.f.k fjku lshkak k'
ug tfyu ysf;kafk keye' ug ysf;kafka wfka f Ouh
uu lshj,d ug hlsis meyeula we;sfjkj k Ouh .ek
tfyk wks;a whg f Ouh wy, meyeula we;sjqfkd;a
tAl tA whg fldpr hym;a o@ tfyuhs uu ys;kafk' tA ksihs
uu f fl ld,hla ;=< ;%smsgl mj:k" Yd, foaj,a
lrkak mqjka jqfka' bishdj ke;slu' bishdj ;snqfkd;a
tfyu fkf' leu;s keye Ouh .kakjg leu;s keye
.=KOu mqre lrkj k' bishdj ke;ak thd leu;shs
.=K Ou mqre lrkj olskak' wdkak tA ksid bishdj ke;s
u uydkqNdj imkak ;hlg moku' wdkqNdjhla we;sj
Tn jH f,dafl .sh;a fohka w;r wdkqNdj imkak fjkak
k k" ukqii
a f,dafla wdj;a ukqii
a hka w;r Tng wdkqNdj
imkak fjkak k k" me jqk;a meoaoka w;r wdkqNdj
imkak fjkak k k Tng k fjkafk bishdj ke;s
nj' fl y iqkaor fohla' tAl mqre lrkak tAl;a msysg
fjkj ;hg'
B<.g nq rcdKka jyka f ia f.ka thd weyq j
iuyre Wmkj mam;aj' tAlg fya;=j l=ula o@ lsh,
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ia;s%hla fjd mqreIfhla fjd
oka fokafka keye' wdydr mdk" u,a" .| iqj| ,jqka" wdjdi"
wdf,dalh fj fokafk keye' m%dK>d;fhka f;drj bkak
houla hkafk kE' ysxid fkd lrk isug houla hkafk
kE' bishd fkd lr isug fuhdg houla hkafk keye'
flg ;uhs fmdvla hou' oka u' oka fokafk ke;s
tlaflkd WmkQmka wd;au j, w,am fNda.Shs' tA lshkafka
mam;a' mam;alu n,kak hkak k bkahdjg y l ysf;kj'

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wmsg fufya fldia f.hla y ;sfhkj uql=;a keye fk

tfy'
tA ksiaiq nv.skakhs ;hhs tlg mj;ajkafk" y
lhs' lrkak fohla keye' tAl tl tlaflkd ixidfr lr,
;sfhk ye' y nh ysf;kj yenehs lalyu f jf.a ;ekl
wms .sys,a,d bmfkd;a bjrfka Tlafldu' wkak t;fldg
;uhs f mska lsf wjYH;djh tkafk' iuyre fl mg,j
.kakj nqjre bkahdf my< jqfKa f l l, lsh,' nq
rcdKka jykafia my< jqfKa f l l, fkf m%{djka;
ksiaiq l,' <ska`oka Wfoid fkfuhs f Ouh ;sfhkafka
m%{djka;hska Wfoid'
t;fldg okafokafk ke;ak thdg Tkak we keye'
f.hla fodrla keye" lEu keye' bkahdfj k ksii
a q lalyu
wfma wkqlmdj fo.=K f;.=K fj,d hkj' fudlo fya;=j@
ukq i a i l .E,d keye' fl,jrla ke;s fydre' mxp
Iap;fha fl,jrg u .sys,a,d' wy,;a keye mxp iS,hla'
t;fldg ;sirK mkais,a fudl=;a keye' ka ys;d.kak
fldfyduo lsh, ;;afj'
b;ska uu ys;j
= f ksii
a q urKska u;af;a ksrfha hkj'
wehs@ k lrk foaj,a /ia lr,d keyefka' wvq.kfka tA .ek
okafkj;a keyefka' tA ksid fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak k wms
okaa fokak' ,o ,o wjia:dj, oka fokak mqre jqkdu ;ukag;a
tAl wjYH fj,djg ,efnkj' oka ka ke;ak ,efnkafk
keye'
nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka weyqj fldai, rc;=uf.a iqukd
l=ud" f f,dafl iS,fhka iudk fokafkla bkakj" oy
kqfukq;a iudk hs" kuq;a tlaflfkla oka fokj tlaflfkla
oka fokafka keye' f fokakd ue, .sys,a,d jHf,dafla
bmfkd;a f fokakg fjkila ;shkj o@ wykj' ;shkj'
wr oka mq flkd w.% jYfhka jH iem ,nkj' wks;a flkdg
tfyu keye lshkj'

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t;fldg fohka w;r;a ;shkj w.% jYfhka jH

iem;a w,afmaYdlH jH iem;a' b;ska wykj iajdks f
fokak ue, ukqiai f,daflg wdfjd;a n,mdhso wr mq fkd
mq tl@ n,mdkjd lsjd' oka mq flkd fmdai;a mjq,a j,
Wmkjd' ke;s flkd mam;a mjq,a j, Wmkjd' B <.g
miafia weyejd f fokak uyK jqfkd;a@ uyK jqkdg
miafi;a n,mdkj lsjd' oka mq flkdg ,efnkj lsj'
oka mq ke;s flkdg keye lsj' ry;a jqfkd;a n,mdkjo@
weyqjd keye lsjd' wry;ajhg n,mdkafk keye lsj' wfkla
Tlafldagu n,mdkj' t;fldg n,kak fldpr rg f
okau yd fkd u n,mdkjo lsh,'
tAl ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a b,a j;=r
Ndckh mjd is lrkfldg f;kdjla my, lr, islrkak
lsj fl i;=kag wdydrhla fjd lsh,' uu Th f.dvdla
whg lsh, ;sfhkj wkqkag weula fok fldg mrK tAjd
lvu fokak tmd lsh,' ka iqkd tfla ug u;lhs tl;=
lroa lvu wms mspqjd' ka Th jeo.;a ksiaiqfka Th
iqkdhg wyqjqfka' mdfr hk ksiaiqfk' Bg miafia tA
ksiaiqkag lsisu fohla keye' we j; ;rhs' b;ska tA jf.a
kqiaifhl=g wms fokak k fudllao@ fyd| weula fkao
wms fokak k' lvu fokj" iajdks fl;a fokak'
uyfukdf uu lsj lvu fokak tmd wms fjka lruq
lsh,' lvu f.vdla wms .sks ;snd' fokak mqjkahe ,ec
ke;=j' t;fldg fokjk fokak k fyd| tlla' lEu;a
tfyuhs fyd|g lkak mqjka fohla fokak k' tfyu
ke;sj wr lkjdk ldmka lsh, fokj fkao wmsg ,efnkafka
ke;af;a lhs' f;a tlla fokj WU fndkjk mka wmsg
,efnkafk wdmyq tA jf.a tlla' weula fokj leu;s k
we|mka" tA jf.a ;uhs ,efnkafk' kuq;a wms fyd|g ys;,
fokjk wmsg;a tA hg u ,efnkj'
iuyre wr msueiauhs f,danluhs l,j lr.kakj'
Th fol tlla lsh, ys;kj' f,danlu tkj wrmsueiaf

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fIfhka' Bg miafia thd wrmsueiau lsh lshd biairyg

odkafka' kuq;a ;sfhkafka f,daNlu' wrmsueiau lshk tl
;hg k tlla' uu Wfoid uu leu;s keye ho lrkak'
wkqka Wfoid uu leu;shs ug ;sfhk keu fohla fokak' tA
jf.a wms mqre fjkak k' t;fldg wmsg ir, ;hla
,efnkj' wks;a whg tAflka Wmldrhla fjkj' wkak tAlhs'
t;fldg u lshk tl fyd|g mqre lrkak k' tAl wfma
;hg msysg msKsi Wmldr msKsi mj;skj'
u w;r w.%u Ou odkh' Ou odkh biai,a,u kafka
nqrcdKka jykafia' Wkajykafia wjqre 45 la u oka kak
Ouh' tA ksid Tn;a f Ouh bf.k .;a; u wdi odkh
jf.au Ou odkh;a fokak k' t;fldg tA yg fokak
mqre jqKdg ,efnkak ;sfhkj k tA hgu ,efnkj'
fl` ..d fokjfka' ,efnkafk;a fl` ..d' ,efnkafka
keye' weo, .;a;;a tkafka keye thdg' w; .wer, msis
is;ska fokj fkao lvdf.k jefgkj <`.g' tAl y mqu
tlla' tA ksid fokfldg ys;a follska fokak tmd' fyd|g
msreKq is;ska tAl w;ykak' msreKq is;ska w;yer, i;=gq
fjkak k' t;fldg tAl tA hg u ,efnkj'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ia;%shla fyda
mqreIfhla fyda bkakjd f.!rj l< hq;;
a kag f.!rj lrkafk
kE' ie<lsh hq;a;kag i<lkafk kE' mdfr hkj k tA mdfr
hk tlaflkdg;a bv i,i, fk wms hkak k' fuhd tfyu
lrkafk kE' i;aldr .reldr lrkafk kE' wkak thd urKska
u;af;a ksrfha hkjd' tfyu ke;ak thd ukqiai f,daflg
wdfjd;a Wmkafka kSp l=,fha' kSp l=,fha bm,d iudcfhka
u .eryq ,ndf.k bkakjd' ka wmsg fmakjd f f,dafl
fldpr hqKq jqK;a f l=, fNaoh ke;slrkak neyefk'
flg fya;=j ;uhs f lu mdl yg fl miafika tk
tl' l=,fNaoh ke;s fjkafk Ouhg wdfjd;a ;rhs'
B<`.g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd Wiia l=f,a
Wmkak k ksy;udkS fj,d" .re l< hq;a;kag .re lr,"

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ie,lsh hq;a;kag i,l," ud.fha hk whg bvlv i,iaj,

," msh hq;a;ka mqo," tfyu jdih lrkjd k urKska
u;af;a iq.;sfha Wmkj' f ksid f;are .kak k wms fj
wfma ; j,g iEfykak n,mdkj' tA ksid wms ys;suq by<
l=f,al bkakjd lsh,' by, l=f,a whg .rykak tmd' Th
folu n,mdkj ySk l=f,a Wmkak' fudlo wms ySk l=f,a
kQm fyd| ;eklg we,a,d ;sfhkafka ixidfr wms .re l<
hq;a;kag .re lrmq ksid' tfyu k tAl wms wfma ; j,
.=KOuhla njg m;a lr.kak k' .re l< hq;a;kag .re
lsu" .=Kj;alug .re lrkak k tAl W;= fohla' fldhs
w.ul l<;a hym;a foa hym;a fkao@ wms fn!oaO jqkd lsh,
wms whym;a foa lf<d;a fn!oaO fjp muKska tAl hym;a
fjkj o@ fjk wd.ul flfkla hym;a fohla lf<d;a tAl
hym;a' tA ksid tA woyig wms wdfjd;a tAl wfma f;a f,dl=
hqKqjlg mdrla'
B<`.g lshkj wms wksjdfhkau k.; hq;= B<`. lreK'
tA ;uhs fudf<a ke;s f ryi" kqjK ke;slu' fudllao@ tA
l=i,a fudkjo lsh, fydhkafka keye' wl=i,a fudkjo lsh,
fydhkafk kE' y foa fudkjo lsh, fydhkafk kE' jer
foa fudlla o lsh, fydhkafka keye' mqre l< hq;f
a ;a fudlla
o lsh,d kqjKska uikafka keye' w;ay< hq;af;a fudllao
lsh,d kqjKska uikafka keye' tA ksid fl uu mqre
lf<d;a ug fndfyda l,a wys; msKsi l msKsi mj;skj
lsh, ys;kafka keye' fl uu mqre lf<d;a ug ys; iqj
msKi
s mj;skj lsh, ys;kafka keye' f ksid fudlo lrkafka@
l=i,a okafk keye" wl=i,a okafk keye" l=i,a lsh, wl=i,a
lrkj' b;ska mgf,da .kakj y foa lsh, ys;df.k jer foa
lrkj' jer foa lsh, y foa w;aykj' fudlo fya;=j@
l,amkdj keye'
kqjK u jqfKd;a nq flfkla my< jqk;a wmsg
wk.kak neye' nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh ,enqK;a
w`k.kak neye' kqjK u flkd f.a tA fudavlu;a tlal ;j

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tlla hkj fudavluhs wyxldrluhs' kqjK;a tlal hkj

ksy;udkSlu' f ksihs fudav flkdg hula f;are lr,d
fokak wudrehs' kqjK ;sfhk flfkl=g hula f;are lr,d
fokak mqjka' thd tAl weyql fokafka wr ksy;udkSlu
ksid' fudav flkd weyqlka fokafka keye' tAlg fjk lreKq
lsh, tAl jykj' f ksid wka;sug thd l=i,a fudkjo
lsh, okafk;a kE' wl=i,a fudkjo lsh, okafk;a kE' lrkak
k fudllao lsh, okafk;a keye' fkdlrkak k fudllao
lsh, okafk;a keye' Tkak mgf,da.k ke;a;gu ke;sfjkj
wr kqjK ke;s flkd'
ug biair fl f;areula ;snf
q ka keye' uu b;ska biair
Ouh bf.k .kakfldg y m%Yk
a hla mska u lshk ldrKh'
wyk wyk tlaflkd lshkafk mska u" mdr u" wmg iqiql
ke;" Ouh wjfnda O lr.ka k jdikdj ke;" uyd
wjdikdjka; i;aj fldGdYhla' Tfydu ;uhs wmsg wykak
,efnkafka' ka ug y m%Yakhla fl' b;ska uu l,amkd
l<d kqjK hqKq lrkafka fldfydu o@ ug tl iajdka
jykafia kula lsj myka m;a;= lrkak lsh,' uu b;ska
fmd,af;,a wrka wrka .syska .syska myka m;a;= l<d' wehs uu
l,amkd l<d kqjK ,enqfKd;a yhkafk' ojila uu wd,jl
iQ;%h lshjoa lshkj nqoaO foaYkdj wy, kqjKska uik
fldg kqjK jefvkj lsh,' n,kak tA iQ;%h fkd ;sfnkak
wms bjrhs fkao@ tA ksid wfma ; j,g y Wmldr fjkj
f m%{dj lshk tl' m%{dj ke;ak wmsg f Ouh w,a,kak
neye' B<`. tl ;uhs f kqjK lshk tl bf my< fjkafka
keye'
flg y uykaishla .kak k' kqjK we;slr .ekSu
msKsi fudllao@ .kak uykaish nqoaO foaYkd ks;r ks;r
lshjkak k' ks;r ks;r lshjka" wika tA wkqj l,amkd
lr lr lreK .,m.kak k' m%{dj ke;af; fydhkak
keye" kqjKska uiakafka ke;ak m%{dj yg.kafk keye'
u;lo uu biai,a,d l;djla lsj hula lsjyu tAl f.h

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mska .s,skj lsh, tAlg lshkafka m%{dj keye lsh,' kuq;a

uikj k thd k flfkl=g k fohla lshkak ksoyi
;sfhkj' kuq;a Ndr.kak tl ;ud i;= tlla' yenehs kqjKska
ui,' uu ys;kj Tng m%{djka;fhla fjkak fujeks
wjia:djla k tkafka keye' msis nqoaO foaYkdj,a t<shg
wdmq ld,hla fl' ;%smsgl ;snqKd' ;snqfka w,aud j, f,dla
lr,fka' t;fldg f nqoO
a foaYkdj,a ia;r jYfhka wefyk
fldg uik fldg fudlo fjkafk@ wkak m%{dj jefvkj'
wms fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak k f m%{dj lshk tlg n,mdkj
ksy;udkSlu' kqjKska uikj lsh, wms fl mg,j
.;af;d;a udkafk;a tlal" Bgmiafi kqjKska uikak
ynfjkafk kE' wms fudkj y u; f.dvla yodf.k tAfl
bkafk' tA ksid f ksy;udkSlu yhg jeo.;a fjkj'
ksy;udkSj b|, ;uhs kqjKska uikak k'
f hg nqoO
a foaYkd ;uhs kqjKska ui uid l,amkd
lr lr f;are .kak ;sfhkafk' f;are wrf.k ;uhs tAl
wms yod.kak k' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk m%{dj we;sfjkj'
m%{dj jefvkj lshk tl wksjdfhka u wfma ; j,g
k' m%{dj ke;ak f f;a wfma lsis wdkqNdjhla keye'
uu l, ;sfhkj iuyr wd wu," tA wu ug ynqfka
wjqre 85 ' kqjr me;af;a wd wud flfkla' tA wug
wjqre wiQf ;uhs f Ouh ynfj,d ;sfhkafk' tA
wd wu ug lshkj wfka iajdks wfma mrmrdf yefuda
u 80 fjkfldg u<d' uu 80 uerefKa keye' uu 80 u<d
k ug;a f Ouh keye' ug 80 lsj ug ;sirfKka msysg
we;s l%f wyqjf
q Ka' ka uu fl fyd`og mqre lrkj lsjd'
y ,iaikg f mxp fiaL n, fyd|g msysgqjdf.k bkak
wu flfkla'
t;fldg n,kak thdg wjqre 80 f Ouh w,a,kak
ndOdjla jqKd o@ keyefka' tA wu yhg weg iels,a,l jf.a
y flgqhs' j, hs' yenehs j, lh ;r hs' uki" kqjK
y ;reKhs' tfyk wmsg f;afrkj f lh j, jqKd

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lsh, wmsg tAl ys; jg.kak lreKla fkd fjhs' wms ka

jhihs" wmsg ka f;afrkafka keye wms ka miaig is fjkafka
lsh, ys;kak fl lreKla fkf' thdg kqjKska uiSf
tAl kqjKska uikak tAl rel=,la ila tAl ndOdjla fkfuhs'
tA ksid tA kqjKska uik flkdg yu jdishla ;sfhkj"
fyd|g isyh
s hs" kqjKhs ;sfhkj k tA ksid kqjKska uikak
mqre u ;=< ;uhs m%{dj jefvkafk' wfma f;a m%{dj
jefvkak ndOdjla ;uhs lue,slu' mqre fj,d bkakjfk
f.j,aj, Tkak bjd" lEjd" j<x ms`.ka l fyajd" ydkais
jqkd" ke.sgd" tl ud" Bg miafia Th wy, my, foaj,a
l l;d lr lr bkakj m%{dj jefvhs o@ ljodj;a keye'
m%{dj jefvkak k thd f oy fmd;a m;a lshj lshj
tAfla ys; msysgqjd .kak k' oy fmd;a m;a lshj lshj tAfl
ys; msysgjd .kak fldg ,iaikg isysh fhfokjd tA Ouhg'
t;fldg fudlo fjkafk@ tA lreKq w: jYfhka thdf.a
ys;g jkj' wkak tA ys;g jkfldg tA jep oy lreKq
wkqj ys;kjd' m%{dj we;sfjkjd' tfyuhs m%{dj we;sfjkafk'
t;fldg Tng tAl msysgg .kak neo@ mqjka' uu
tfyuhs lrkafk' kqjKska l,amkd lsu lshk tl wudrehs
;uhs' kuq;a tAl ;fha f.dvke.=kg miafia tAl ;fha
fldgila" tAl Ouh isys lr lr Oufhka u hs tAl lrkak
;sfhkafk' yeu ;eku nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj
Wkajykafia f.a Y%djlhka .ek' Y%e;j;a Y%djlhd" m%{djka;
Y%djlhd" [dKjka; Y%djlhd" nqoau;a Y%djlhd lsh lshd
Wkajykafia yeu ;siafia u fYaI mohla fhdokj biairyg'
tA nqoau;alu tlal ;uhs wfma fha wdkqNdjh" iqkaor;ajh
;sfhkafk' yenehs u;l ;shd.kak tA Ouh yodrkafka wkqkg
a
lshkak fkfuhs' ;uka tAflka wdYajdohla `kak k' ;uka
i;=gla `kak k' ;uka tA Oufha iqkaor njla w;aolskak
k' ;uka tA Oufhka i;=gla ,n, ;j flfkl=g lsh,
fokak wjia:djla ,efnkjd' yenehs tA wjia:df wrhd
flfrys wkq l mdfjla ;s f hka k k' thd flfrys
wkqlmdjla ke;sj zug wjfndaO jqKdZ f udkisl;ajfhka

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ysfhd;a tfyu Bgmiafia thd okafka u keye thd lrkafka

thdf.a wjfndaOh wfkla tlaflkdg fokak n,mEula lrkj'
t;fldg thd tAl wjfndaO lr.kafkaa keye' thd tAl;a tlal
.efgkj'
tfyu fkfuhs fjkak k' flfkl=g lreKdjla
;sfhkak k' tA lreKdj we;s jqKd u ;uhs thdg tAl f;dar,d
fokak ysf;kafk wkqlmdjla' yenehs f;dar,d f wms
thdf.a woyia f;are wrf.k f;dar,d fokak k' uu k
f.dvdla rg fl nf,ka x.jkak hkafka keye' fudlo
Ouh wjfndaO lrkj lshk tl m%{dj Wmojkj lshk tl
fl ;uhs f,dafl ;sfhk wudreu foa' ;uka leue;af;ka
kqjKska fufkys lf<d;a yer zfhdaksfida ukisldrh ldgj;a
nf,ka fokak neyeZ uu uyfukdf msig jqk;a lshkafk
zW.kajkafk keye' bf.k.kak k'Z t;fldg fudlo
fjkafk bf.k.kak k tlaflkd bf.k.kakj' ka Tkak
Tng uu Ouh lshkj Tn f ldrKh wrf.k Tn ys;=f
ke;ak Tng fl bf.kSula njg m;afjkafka keye' Tng
bf.kSula njg m;afjkak k Tn tA lreK Tiafia kqjKska
ys;kak k'
b;ska tAl ksid ;uka Ouh ;=<ska bf.k.kak k
fyd| foaj,a Tlafldu' t;fldg l l thdf.a ;hg
tl;= fjkj' tA w;r w.%u foa ;uhs m%{dj' f ;fha
fyd|g m%{dj mqre lf<d;a wdfh B<`. Wmkafka fldfydu
o@ fyd| ;SlaIK nqoahla we;=j ;uhs fohka w;rg .sh;a
thd hkafk' ksiqka w;rg wdj;a thd hkafk' wehs@ f
;fha fyd`ka m%{dj mqre lr,' wkak tA jdikdj ka
;sfhkj' tA jdikdj Tn k.kak k' ;uka ys;kak k'
fndfyda fofkl=g fj,d ;sfhkafka ;uka ys;kafka keye'
;ukag .egjla wdjyu tA .egj i| .kakl thd Ouh
fiajkh lrkak k' Ouh fiajkh lrkak keye tlmdrgu
B<`. tlaflkdf.ka wykj' t;fldg thd lshkj fl
flhs t;fldg thd uik tl t;kska bjrhsfk'

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ka uu lrkafk tfyu fkf' uf.ka wykfldg

oy .eg uu lshkafk wij,a iQ;%h n,kak' t;fldg
fudlo fjkafk@ thd tAl n,, thd fydhd.kak k' t;fldg
m%{dj ;sfhkafka fjk flfkla ;=< m%{dj jefvkjg wlue;s
k uu lrkak k fudlla o@ jpkfhka jpkh uu lsh,
fokak k thdg' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk thd kqjKska
uikafka keye' thd tAl mdv lrf.k ;shdf.k bkakj'
thd ;=< m%{dj hqKq fjkak k uu fudlo lrkak k" Tn
wrl n,kak" wrl lshjkak thd tAl lshjkak k mqyqKq
lrkak k wkak t;fldghs thd f.a uki tAlg l%shd;aul
fjkak mgka .kafk' t;fldg thd m%{djka;fhla fjkj'
ta ks i d nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd l<d uyd
m%{djka;fhla fjkak lsh,d' f hg l=i,a wl=i,a .ek
wmsg f;are .kak mqjka jqfKd;a f;dafohH mq;% iqNg
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d iqN" wdhqI wvq jev
ms<sfj,l thd bkakj k thdg .g u wdhqI wvqhs" wdhqI
jefjk jevms<sfj,l thd bkakj k thdg .g u wdhqI
jehs' f,v la frda. yefok jevms<sfj,l thd bkakj k
thdg ;sfhkafk .g u f,v la' f,v la ke;s jev ms<f
s j,l
thd bkakj k thdg biairyg f,v la keye' thd bkafk
rEfm le; fjk jev ms < s f j,l k thdg bia i ryg
,efnkafk;a le; rEmhla ;uhs' thdg ;sfhkafka rEfm ,iaik
fjk jevms<sfj,la k thdg biairyg ,iaik rEmhla
,efnkjd' thd bkafk w,afmaYdlH jevms<f
s j,l k bkafk
thd wkd.;fh;a w,afmaYdlHhhs' ufyaYdlH jevms<sfj,l
k bkafk thd wkd.;fh;a ufyaYdlHhhs'
thd mam;a fjk jev ms<sfj,l k bkafk thd
wkd.;fha mam;a' thd Okj;a jev ms<f
s j,l k thd bkafk
thd wkd.;fha Okj;a fjkj'
m%{dj jefvkafka ke;s jev ms<sfj,la k thd bkafk
thd wkd.f;;a kqjK ke;s flfkla' thd bkafk m%{dj
jefvk jev ms<sfj,l k wkd.;fha thd m%{djka;fhla'

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t;fldg n,kak fu;k ;sfhkafka m%d:kdjlao@ fya;= M,

Ouhlao@ fya;= M, Ouhla fk' f fya;= M, Ouhla ;sfhk
nqoaO foaYkdjla wmsg ;sfhoa fufya b|ka wr fld wrka
.sys,a, t,a,k fldg fndaka jykafia f." t;fldg tA flkd
f.a m%{dj ljo jefvhso@ Ouh ljod k f;are .kshso@
b;ska f rf wms ka Ouh wykjfk' wehs fl hkafka
ke;af;a Tjg@ fl hkafka keye Tjg' iuyr g wyf.k
b|, ksu; tkj' tAj;a n,mdkj we;s' Th fldkafoa wudre
n,mdkj we;s' yenehs tA tllaj;a n,mdkafka ke;s fjkak
k thdg wjYH;djhla we;sfjkak k' zuf.a ;h uu
iemj;a lr.kakjZ lshk udkisl;ajh thdg ;shkj k
thd tAl w,a,f.k hkj ljqre tmd lsj;a' wkak tAlhs
;sfhkafk'
tA ksid nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ;reKh" luh
;uhs f f,dafla ;ukaf.a foa yehg ;sfhkafk' luh
;uhs odhdoh lr.kafk" luh ;uhs ms<sirK msysg" luh
;uhs {d;shd' luh ;uhs f i;ajhd f.a Wia my;a nj
fno,d fokafk' wkak meyekd iqN' wehs ka fufyu tlla
wykak ,efnkafka keyefka' fl wymq .uka fuhdg f;areKd
fl ;uhs f;a ;shk we;a; l;dj' t;fldg f iqN
lshkj" iajdkS" yu iqkaorhs f foaYkdj' f hgg yrj,
;sn tlla Wvg yefrj jf.a' jy, ;sn tlla wer, fmkakj
q
jf.a' mdr jerp flfkl=g ud.h fmkakq jf.a' w`f
ysgmq tlaflfkl=g ,dmqjla m;a;= lr, kak jf.a f,dafl
n,kak' wfkal m%ldrfhka nqrcdKka jykafia Ouh foaYkd
l<d' meyekd'
Bgmiafia lshkj ^tAidyx Njka;x f.d;ux irKx
.Pd& wfka iAjdkS" uu Tnjykafia irK hkj" wkak
irK hkj' Th hg wms irK .sfha ke;ak meyeulska
hq;= irKla ke;ak wmsg ljodj;a m%{djka; Y%djlfhla
fj,d ;h id:l lr.kak ,efnkafka keye' tA meyefuka
irK hkak k' B<`.g lshkj ^Ou[ap NslaLqix>[ap&
lshkj uu Ouh;a irK hkj' NslaIq ix>hd;a irK hkj'

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fidre yqfol,dj

udj uf.a ;h ;sfhkl f;rejka irK .sh Y%djlfhla

yehg i,lk fialajd' ms<s.kakd fialajd lsh, b,a,d
iskjd'
ka n,kak mskaj;aks" t;fldg f iqN fn!oaO jqfKa
fldhs hgo@ nqrcdKka jykafia f.a foaYkdj g weyql
, thd f;are .;a; fl ;uhs f f,dafl ;sfhk Wia
my;a fNaofha Ou;djh' tA fudllao@ ;u ;uka lrk ,o
ludkqqrEmj ;uhs thdg tAl ,efnkafka'
ug u;lhs tl foaYkdjla ;sfhkj ^jKscd iQ;%h wx.=;a;r ksldh& nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka wykj" iuyre
iakia mgka .kakj" n,dfmdfrd;a;= ke;s hg hqKq fjkj
jHdmdrh' tA fudlo@ lsh, wykj' tA jHdmdr mgka .;a;u
n,dfmdfrd;a;= ke;s hg hqKq fjkafk" thd ixidf oka
, ;sfhkj is,aj;=kag" .=Kj;=kag' is,aj;=kag" .=Kj;=kag
w`v.ykj odfkg' b;ska odfkg j`kj' jehg miafi fudlo
lrkafk@ fyd`og m%KS; hg ri uijq j,ska b;s,d hkak
odkh fokjd' t;fldg tA j<omq tlaflkd odfka wkqqNj
lr, y m%S;shg m;afjkj' tAfla mdl ;sfhkj hlsis
flfkla jHdmdrhla iqfjka mgka .;a;;a n,df.k boa
tAl hqKq fj,d hkj'
tfyu k tA jHdmdrh iM, fjkak iif Wiia f,i
oka , ;sfhkj Th jHdmdlfhd okafka ke;s jqkdg' t;fldg
jHdmdlfhda ys;, ;sfhkafka fl bf my< fj,d lsh,'
B<`.g weyqj nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka iajdkS" iuyre
jHdmdr lrkj f,dl= hqKqjla keye' Tfya j;a fjkak
we;s' tA fudlo lsh, wykj" tA ;uhs Y%uK n%dyauKjrekag
odfkg wdrdOkd lrkj oka fokj' nv msreK fkd msreK
.dkg b;ska ;sfhkj' kuq;a wr lEfuka fuka ms b;s
hkak odkhla fokafka keye' tA ksid thdg;a tA ksid thdg
,efnkafk;a nxfldf<d;a fjkafk;a keye hqKq fjkafk;a
keye' tfyu jHdmdlfhda keoao@

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iuyr jHdmdlfhda bkakj f.j,a fodrj,a W.ia ;sfh,

Kh .kakj' isysk ud,s.dj,a ujd .kakj' ,kaI .Kka ho
lrf.k jHdmdr mgka . ka k jd' mgka . ;a ; = ;eku lvd
jefgkj' ;sp l;a ke;sj hkj' iajdkS fufyu fjkafk
fudlo@ lsh, weyqj' Y%uK n%dyauKhskag lshkj Tn
jykafia,dg uu odkhla fokak wij,a ojfia' Bg miafia tA
Y%uK n%yauKjre ys;kj wij,a ojfia wmg odkhla ,efnhs
lsh,d zodfka keyeZ lka lshkj ;rhs' t;fldg tA wh
odfk;a kE Th ;sfhk fohla j<`o,d bkakj' tAl n,mdkj
thd wdodh Wmhk ud.hla mgka . ka k fldg' todg
mgka.kak yokj hqKq fjkafka keye'
tfyu n,df.k hoa fldpr k l,amkd lrkak
k o fldpr wjxl fjkak k o@ wdkak tA ksid fyd`og
f;are .kak wfma ; j,g n,mdk foaj,a id:l
;hlg" wfma f;a f.dv k`.d.kak f foaj,a n,mdkafka
keoao@ n,mdkj'
b;sx tA ksid Tn;a ys;kak f ;h ;=< iem ,efnk
m%{djka; ;hla .;lrkak k lreKq Tn;a jy jyd
imdokh lrkak' Tn;a Tf ;h ;=< iemj;a ;hla
hqKq lrf.k Tng;a f nqoaO Ydikfha u m%{dj hqKq
lrf.k m%{djka; Y%djlfhla f jdikdj Wod fjd''''

id id id

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fidre yqfol,dj

kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iudinqoaOiai'

tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

09'

f,dauilx.sh Noafoalr;a;
iQ;h
%
^uu ksldh 3 - Nx. j.h&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh u;l ;ndf.k ysfh
ksiqka muKla fkdfjhs' fojre;a tA Ouh u;l ;ndf.k
ysh' f f,dalfha u;l ;ndf.k isk foaj,a w;r wmg
nq flfkl= f.a Ouhla u;l ;ndf.k bkag we;ak
fudk;r jdikdjlao@ nqrcdKka jykafia f f,dalfha
Ydia;Dka jykafia njg m;ajqfka ksiqkag ;rla fkfjhs'
Wkajykafia ksiqkaf.a;a Ydia;Dka jykafia" fohkaf.a;a
Ydia;Dka jykafia' b;ska fo ksiqkag foaYkd fldg jod<
tA Ouh ;uhs wms Y%jKh lrkafk'
wms w;rux fj ck;djla fkfjhs' wmsg mdrla ;shkj'
wms msysg ke;s msila fkfjhs' wmsg msysgla ;shkj' wms irK
ke;s msila fkfjhs' wmsg irKla ;shkj' tA wms w;rux
fkd jqfka f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia jod< wdh wIagdx.sl
ud.h wmg uqK.eyqkq ksid' wmsg msysg ,enqfka tA f.!;u
nq rcdKka jyka f ia f.a Ydikh ;= < l<HdK ;% h ka
jykafia,d weiqre lrkak ,enqK ksid' wmg irK ,enqfka

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f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaj irK hkak ,enqK ksid' wms

w;rux fjp .kaOnfhd fldgila fkdfjhs' tA lshkafk
f ;fha oeka Tkak wms bmos,d j;afjkj" t;fldg
wms ljodo Ouh wjfndaO lrkafk lsh, oka ke;ak" wms
fldfyao hkafk lsh, ke;ak" urKska u;af;a wmg l=ula
fo lsh, okafk ke;ak" wms fldhs nqoO
a Ydikhlo Ouh
olskafk lsh, okafk ke;ak wms msysgmq msila fkdfjhs'
mdr yk.;a;= msil=;a fkdfjhs' ula f;dgla okakd msil=;a
fkfuhs' msysgla ms<sirKla we;s msil=;a fkdfjhs'
oeka wms okakj f f,dalfha kEu nqoau;a flfkl=g
f f,dalfha ;sfnkafka tlu nqrcdKka jykafia kul f.a
msyg
s hs' ta ;uhs f uyd N l,amfha my< jQ f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a msysg' wms fjk fudk fudk foaj,a .ek l;d
l<;a taj tllaj;a m%dfhda.sl keye' wmg f ;fha
w;aolskk
a mqjkalu f ;fha Y%oO
a dj we;slr.kak mqjka
nj f iEu fohlau wmg ,efnkafka f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ydikfhka'
f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ydikfhka msysg
ms<sirK ,nd.kak f ,N wjia:dj wfma ;fhka u`.
yefrkak kafkd;a tal ;uhs wfma ; j,g Wodjk uyd u
uy wjdikdj' tfyu jqkd k wfma ; ixidfr hkfldg
lsis fjkila keye' nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokj" ^fha
mu;a;d h:d u;d& m%udo jQ wh j;a jqk;a u<kS w;frhs
f,dl= fjkila keye' tfyu ;uhs f,dalfha ish fokd
j;a fjkafk' wkak taflka fjkia fjkak wms wfma ;h
;=< we;slr.kak wjfndaOh u;hs'
b;ska mskj
a ;ak"s ta wjfndaOh bf my< fjk wjfndaOhla
wms ;=< keye' bf wjfndaOh my< fjkjd k fid >
ixidrfha fuf;la l,a th my< fkd jqfha ukao@ bf wmg
wjfndaOhla we;sfjkjd k ksia f,dalfha j;a jQ muKska
wmg wjfndaOh we;sfjkjd k jhig hk;=re wmg ta
wjfndaOh we;s fkd jqfka ukao@ f iifrys .uka lsfuka

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wjfndaOh we;s fjkafkaa keye' ta ;rla fkfuhs oeka n,kak

ys;, frdays;iai lshk jH mq;%hd nqrcdKka jykafia <`.g
weka weyqjd iajdks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" f f,dalfha
weof.k weof.k .syska f f,dalfha fl<jrla olskak
mqjkao@Wkajykafia meye,s W;a;rhla kak neye lsh,'
nE lshmq .uka frdays;iai lshkj iajdks" yhgu y Th
l;dj' yhgu y iajdks' ug ,e, ;snqK jH ;hla
f.fhka hkak mqjka ;hla' b;ska ux ys;=j ug oeka
,e, ;shkj f.fhka .uka lrkak mqjka ;hla' b;ska
ux oeka mgkak .kak k' uf.a ysf;a ;shk woyi" zf.fhka
weof.k .syk
s a f,dalfha fl<jr n,kak kZ b;ska iajdks
ux msg;a jqkd' lEug ug mqx flhla .;a;' f.fhka
uu f f,dafl Tlafldu myqlrf.k myqlrf.k .shd' wE;
fmakj ;j Yd, f,dal' w;ru. uf.a wdhqI bjr fj,d ux
u<d'
nqrcdKka jykafia wkak ta fj,df y ,iaik
ud.hla fmka k q j ' t;fldg nq rcdKka jyka f ia wr
frdays;iaig jod<" frdays;iai" weof.k hkak k neye'
yenehs f,dafl fl<jr olajd olskak k' yenehs ta fl<jr
olajd olsk f,dafl f [a[dKh iys;" uki iys;" i[a[d
iys; nUhla muK jQ Tf f,dalhhs' n,kak fldpr
,iaiko lsh,' f f,dalh ;uhs fl<jrg u olskak k
f,dalh' nqrcdKka jykafia jod< tAl ;uhs f,dalh uki
iys;" ix{d iys;" [a[dKh iys; f Yrh' f Yrh k
jQ f f,dafl ;=< uki" ix{d" [a[dK iys; f f,dafl
;=< ;shkj f,dafl yg.kak iEu fohlau' yenehs f f,dafl
;=< u hs ;sfhkafk f,daflka ksoyia u;a' f,daflka ksoyia
jk ud.h oshqKq lrkak ;sfhkafk;a T;k u hs'
oeka n,kak t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia ta fmkajd
fok ksjer lsu flfkl=g ta wdldrfhka f;are .kak
mqjka k" ta .ek kqjKska l,amkd lrkak mqjka k" ta
.ek kqjKska uikak mqjka k" ta .ek kqjKska fufkys

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lrkak mqjka k wkak ta flkd yeu ;siafiau olskj ;ud

;udj msysg lr.kak mqjka nj' ;ud Ouh msysg lr.kak
;udg mqjka nj wkak ta flkd olskj' Ouh lshk foa
;uka f .a fohla njg todg m;a f jkj' Ouh yhg
f;afrkl yeu ;siafia u ysf;kafka fl msg flfkla u
lr, fokak k lsh,hs' Ouh kshu hg f;are .;a;
ojig f;afrkj f ish fohlau we;s lr.kak ;sfhkafk
;ud iska u hs'
oeka nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ldf, ta jf.a f;are
f.k ;uhs fndfyda fofkla wjfndaO lr.;af;' Wkajykafia
ks;r ks;r fmkajd kafka ;ud iska u ;udj ms<sirK
lr.kak k' Ouh ;uhs ;ukag B<`.g msysg lr.kak
;sfhkafk'
oeka wms .;af;d;a" plalj;a;s iSykdo iQ;f
% ha nqrcdKka
jykafi jod<d wkd.;fha my< fjkjd lsh, ksiqka f.a
wdhqI wjqre wiQodyla .sh l,g ffu;S% nqrcdKka jykafia'
ta m%ldYh lr, B<`. m%ldYh Wkajykafia wdkkao yduqrejkag
lshkj ta ksid wdkkao ;ud msysg lr.kak" Ouh msysg lr
.kak' tfyk nqrcdKka jykafia judkj uqK .eyqk;a
wms lrkak k fudllao@ ;udj msysg lr.ekSu' ;udj msysg
lr.kak nejqfkd;a ta wjia:dj u`. yefrkj'
lkaorl iQ;%fha ug u;lhs zfmiaiZ lsh, ;reKfhla
nqrcdKka jykafia ,`.g tkj' we,a, nqrcdKka jykafiag
lshkj iajdks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" uu f we;a;= mqyqKq
lrk flfkla' iajdks we;a;=kaf. iajNdjh y m%lghs'
we;dg ysf;k foaj,a we;d m%lg lrkj' we;df. ;sfhk
j,;d we;d yeu;siafiu m%ldY lrkj' t;fldg iajdks
ta we;df. j,;d ke;sfjk yg ux we;dj yslaujkj'
y f,aih
s 's tA;a iajdks ksii
a q Bg yd;amisku
a fjkia' ksii
a q
yeu;siafiau bkafk we;=f, tlla yx.f.k" Wka tlla
lshkj' iajdks" ksiaiq lhska tlla" jpkfhka tlla l;d
lrkj' ukiska tlla is;kj' ksiaiq imQKfhkau bkafk

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we;=, jyf.k' i;a;= tfyu keye i;a;=kaf. iajNdjh y

m%lghs lsj'
nqrcdKka jykafi jod<d fmiai yhg y Th lreK'
i;a;=kaf. iajNdjh y m%lghs' ksiaiqkaf. iajNdjh y
.=ma;hs' w`k.kak neye tl mdr' tl mdrgu wk.kak neye
lsj' ys;ska tlla ys; ys;d" jpkfhka tlla lsh lshd lhska
tlla lrkj' fufyu lshdf.k hoa ia;r lrkak l,ska
fmiai lsj" iajdkS ug lghq;= wlhs' tfyk ux hkak'
msg;a jqkd' msg;a jqkdg miafi nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIq
ix>hd wu;, lshkjd uyfKks" oeka Th msg;a fjp
mqoa.,hd y nqoau;a" jyd jefgfykj' yenehs ;j lla
fj,d fu;k jdfj,d ;snqK k ud.M, ,nkj wkak
wjia:dj wys fjp ;df,' thd ;j lla fj,d fu;k
jdfj,d ysh k thd ^Ou pCLq& oy wei" f,dafl yd
n,kafk wfma wei ksl weiska fk' f,dafl yd n,kak ;j
weyela ;sfhkj' ta weye Wmojd .kakj thd' oy wei" thdg
tal wys jqkd'
oeka n,ka k nq rcdKka jyka f ia uq k .eyek"
Wkajykafi;a tlal l;d nia l<d' Wkajykafia Ouh foaYkd
lrkak iQodkka yshd' ;uka ta ish,a, fkdoek msg;a fj,d
.shd' n,kak f jf.a wjia:dj,a wmsg fldprj;a ,e,
we;s ixidfr' oeka wdfhu;a wjia:djla ,efnkj' f.!;u
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh Tng bf.k.kak ,efnkj'
oeka n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiag nf,ka fokak k
mq jka l u ;s f nka f k Wka j yka f i nf,ka ka k o@
Wkajykafiaf. hq;=lu Wkajykafia bIaG lrjkj yeu
;siafiu' yenehs ta Y%djlhd ;=<;a ;sfnkak k talg Wjukd
lrk jdikdj' ta jdikdj ;snqfkd;a ;uhs Ouh w,a, .kak
mqjka fjkafk'
fldfydu;a b;ska Y%oO
a dj lshk tl bf yg.kak tlla
fkfuhsfk' Y%oaOdj bf we;sfjkafk keye' oeka ysf;a
we;sfjkj Y%oaOdj;a ksl meyeula we;sfjkj' ta meyeu

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we;sfjkafk nqrcdKka jykafiaj .=K jYfhka y`kf.k;a

fkfjhs" Ouh .=KjYfhka ykdf.k;a fkfjhs" wdh
Y%djl ix>hd .=K jYfhka y`kdf.k;a fkfjhs' Y%oaOdjla
we;sfjkak mqjka flfkl=g" yenehs wjfndaOhlska f;drj
h lsis meyeula we;s fjkak mqjka' t;fldg ta meyeu
;sfhkafk wjfndaOfhka f;drj' wjfndaOfhka f;drj ;shk
meyeu kEu fj,djl fjkia fj,d hkj' kEu flfkl=g
fjkia lrkak mqjka'
oeka nqrcdKka jykafif. ldf, jqk;a
wkHd.lhkag" fkdfhla lhs l;kaor yok whg" mqjka
jqfka wr wjfndaOfhka f;dr mqo.
a ,hdj fjkia lrkak' yenehs
wjfndaaOfhka meyeula we;s jqkd ku tal fjkia fjkafk
keye' fjkia fkdjkak fya;j
= flhs' oeka h lsis ldrKhla
.ek nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrk Ouh .ek nqoau;a
tlaflkla" ^ud lsjfk f Ouh ldgo@ ;sfhkak nqoau;a
tlaflkdg'& ta Ouh kqjKska fufkys lrkj uikj'
kqjKska uioa uioa ta uioa thdg Ouh f;afrkak
mgka .;af;d;a f;arefKd;a lsis flfkl=g j,lajkak neye'
thdf. ys; mykjuhs' taa flkdf. ysf;a we;sjk ;a; m%idoh
ndysr flfkl=g j,lajkak neye' thd kqjKska ui ui
bkafk' kqjKska ui ui bkak flkdg ta Ouh f;afroa
we;sfjkj k ysf;a meyeula j,lajkak neyefk' wkak ta
meyeu;a tlal' mykafk fudlla .eko@ nqrcdKka jykafia
;=< ;shk wjfndaOh nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ;shk ia;
wjfndaOh .ekhs mykafk' ta wjfndaOh .ek mykafk
oeka n,kak ta meyeu we;sfjkfldg talg ux mqx ir<
Wmudjla lshkak Tng" wr f.dhdf. l;dj"
f.dh lmk ldf, wdj' ;ukaf. Yd, l=Uqre hdh
f.dh lmk ojfi fiajl msi f.dh lmkj' l=Uqre
whs;sldr f.dh weUq,;a wrf.k lu;g .shd' weUq, fnokak
,Eia ; s fjkfldg fuka k we,a , bka k j flfkla
md;a ; fl= ; a wrf.k' n,dfmdfrd;a ; = fjp fj,djla

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odfklg wdrdOkd lr, fkfjhs' okakj f flkd Y%uK

f.!;uhka jykafia nj' oelal fyd|g nej flaYdka;fha
isg mdodka;h olajd' ''''' ;reKfhla" fudlo@ f ;reKfhla
lsfj fyd|g w;mh ;shk flfkla' md;a;rh;a wrka tkj'
Bg miafi fuhd l,amkd l<d lshd fokak k ynqlrka
lkak' fudllao@ <`.g .syk
s a lsfj" f n,kak ;uqkj
a ykafia
n,kak" ux j.d lrkj' ux j.d lr, wkqNj lrkj' ;uqka
jykafiag;a mqjkafk j.d lrkak' ;uqka jykafiag;a
mqjkafk j.d lr, wkqNj lrkak'
nqrcdKka jykafia fudllao mq ms<s;=r f.dh" Tn
y' Tn jf.au uu;a f.dfhla' uu;a j.d lrkj' uu;a j.d
lr, wkqNj lrkj' y mqu ys;=k f f.dhdg' f
Ndroajdcg" Ndroajdc thdf. ku' y mqu ys;=K f.dfhla
lshkj f.dfhl=f.a ,CIK lsisjla keye' Bgmiafi lsj
;uqka jykafia f.dfhla ' flda f.dfhla k k`.=,"
flda yS je," flda fhd;=" flda yrla@ nqrdcdKka jykafia
wkak lshd fokak mgka .;a;d ^ioaOd cx ;fmda jq& ux
uf.a l=Uqf jmqrkafk Y%oaOdj keu;s cqj' iS,h keu;s
jeiafika ux uf.a l=Uqr f;ukj n,kak ,iaik ^m
^m{a{d f
hq.kx.,x& ux m%{dj keu;s k`.=f,ka ux uf.a l=Uqr ydkj"
yS je," flg ;uhs uf.a isysh" uki ;uhs uf.a fhd;'
fufyu ia;r lrf.k hkfldg tlla tlla .dfk
wr nqoau;a ukqiaihdg f;afrkak .;a;' ys; meyeKd' ys;
meyefKa fudlo@ thdg tal f;areKd' jegyqKd' wjfndaO
jqKd' meyeos,d lshkj we;a; ;uqka jykafi f.dfhla ;uhs'
wehs nqrcdKka jykafi lsh, kak ux fufyu j.d lr,
ux fk<kj wiajekakla ta wiajekak wuD;h" wuD;h k jQ
wiajekak fk<, ux ta wiajekak wkqNj lrkj' meyeKd'
meye,d fudlo lsfj" iajdks uu f.dfhla Tnjykafia;a
f.dfhla' f.dfhl=g f.dfhla hula kakg lsis jrola
keye' f lsn;a uu Tnjykafiag fokj' lsh, lsn;la
jvdf.k we,a, Ndckhlg ms<s.kajkak yej' ^.d:dys.S;x

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wN+ckShx& .d:d lsh, ux j<|kak keye lsj' wfka iajdkS

Tnjykafiag ux fjka flf<a' ux fl ldgo fokafk@ l
j,okak mqjka ;:d.;hka jykafiaf. Y%djlfhla yefrkak
fjk flfkla keye lsj' l .sys,a, i;=ka ke;s j;=rl
odkak' tfyu ke;ak ;Kfld, ke;s u odkak' fod< .,ka
hkj msmiafika fod<g oEu' ta n;a weg msmqrejfka'
.d, mqmqr, odkak .;a;'
ta iEu isoahlu fudf<a ke;s flfkla k ta .ek
l,amkd lr lr bkakj wehs n;a weg msmqref@ wehs
oefu@ fldfyduo jqfka@ fudf<a ke;s tlaflfkla k tal
;uhs thdg f,dl= foa fjkafk' kqjK ;shk tlaflkd ysf;a
fodaxldr kak uf.a l=Uqfr ksl u kslka " uqkajykafia
f.a l=Uqfr Y%oaOdj keu;s c" uf.a l=Uqr ux ydkafk kslu
kslka k.=f,ka' uqkajykafiaf. l=Uqr ydkafk m%{dj keu;s
k`.=f,ka' uf.a l=Uqr ux ksl u kslx jeiafika f;ukj"
uqkajykafiaf. l=Uqr f;fukafk iS, jeiafika' tfyk
f l=Uqrg jvd ug fyd| ta l=Uqrhs' f l=Uqr w;ayeh" ta l=Uqr
.;a;' uyK jqkd' iq l,l ry;ka jykafi kula jqKd'
oeka n,ka k f ks f lf,ia ;hla ;uka <`.
we;=<dka;fhka ta ish jdikdj ;sfnoa ta iEu fohlau
thdf. jeys, ;snK
q Ouh uqK.efKl ' Ouh uqK .eysp
.uka th jD; jqfka l=ulska o@ jeys, ;sp ;ukaf.a
kqjK fufyh u ksid' fjk foalska jD; fjkafk keye'
oeka nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh k.rhla k" ta k.frg
we;=jk fodrgqj Y%oaOdfjka ks; tlla k" Y%oaOdfjka
ks; fodrgqj lrd hkak Wjukd h;=r ;uhs kqjKska uiSu'
kqjKska uikl fodr wefrkafk keye' ta kqjKska uikj
lshkafk tal y iqkaor fohla' wkak ta kqjKska uik
flkdg ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafiaf. Ouh ;sfhkafk'
nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ud Tng lsj fohka
tlal;a fl f.dvla inkaOhs' fohkag;a Ouhla keye
nqrcdKka jykafia kula Ouh lshkd ;=re' tfyu ke;ak

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nq rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlfhla Ouh ls h kd ;= r e

fohkag;a wefykafk keye' wo wms f Tng bf.k .kak
i,iajk iQ;% foaYkdj ;uhs f,dauilx.sh Noafoalr;a; iQ;%h'
f foaYkdj i|yka fjkafka uCu ksldfh' f foaYdkdjg
inkaO iajdka jykafiaf. ku f,dauilx.sh lshk iajdka
jykafia'
ta ojia j, nqrcdKka jykafia jev jdih lf<a ieje;a
kqjr f;jkdrdufh' ta f,dauilx.sh iajdka jykafi jev
ys fh Bg lla tyd lms , jia ; = f ' lms , jia ; = mq r fha
ks f .% d a O drdufha ;uhs jevys fh' ta ks f .% d a O drdufha
f,dauilx.sh iajdka jykafi jev isoa tla rd;%shl uq
ksf.%daOdrduh u t<sh lrf.k tla fo flfkla wdjd' ta
rd;%sfha ta iajdka jykafia iuyr g ilauka lr lr y"
tlafld Ndjkd lr lr y bkak we;s' t;fldg ta fj,dfj
ksf.%daOdrfu t<sh lrf.k foflfkla wdj' ta foh f
iajdka jykafia <`.g we,a, ysg.;a;d' ysgf.k fohd f
f,dauilx.sh iajdka jykafiaf.ka wykj mskaj;a NslaIqj
Tn Noafoalr;a; foaYkdj ud;Dld jYfhkq;"a ia;r jYfhkq;a
u;l ;ndf.k o bkafk' fudk foaYkdjo@ Noafoalr;a;'
jpk ;=kla' Noao+tal+r;a; t;fldg tal r;a; lshk
tl tl jpkhlg .kak k' ztal r;a;Z lshkafk ztalZ
lshkafk ;ksju' zr;a;Z lshkafk yqfol,df wekq' zNoaoZ
lshkafk iqkaor' iqkaor yqfol,df weKq ;h .ek Tn
okakjdo@ tafla ia;r okakjdo@ u;l ;shdf.k o bkafk
weyqj' Noafoalr;a; ;h .ek Tn ia;r u;l ;shdf.ko
bkafk@ t;fldg f iajdka jykafi lshkj wfka mskaj;a
foh" ux ta ldrfKa u;l ;shdf.k keye' iqkoa r yqfol,df
weKq flfklaf.a ;h ia;rh ux u;l ;shdf.k keye'
Bgmiafi f iajdka jykafi wykj mskaj;a foh" ta
iqkaor yqfol,df weKq ;h .ek Tn ia;r jYfhka
u;l ;shdf.ko bkafk' wr iajdka jykafi wr m%Yakh
fmr,d ldf.ka o wykafk@ fohdf.ka wykj' oeka n,kak

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fohka ksiqka tl;= fj,d l;d lrkafk f fudkjo@

mqcd j .eko@ keye fjk jevm< .eko@ f fudkj
.eko l;dfjkafk@ Ouh .ek' f fojre yhg inkaOhs'
oeka Tng ysf;kak mqjka fojre wmsg yq`.la wE;
lsh,' f.dvla wE; keye' oeka n,kak ys;, Tng u;lo@
flKaglS kkao ud;dj' ta kkao ud;dj ysos mdkaor ke.sg,
f wGl mdrdhk j.h iCOdhkd l<d' t;=h wkd.d
flfkla' f iQ;%h iCOdhkd l<du fjiuqks osjH rdchd
.ukla hk w;r;=r ta .uka uka kj;aj, wyf.k ysh'
tfyk nqoaO foaYkd w: jYfhka jgyd .ekSu ukqiaihskag
muKla fkfjhs fohkag;a ;shkj' idOqldr kak bjr
jqkdyu' ljqo lsh, weyqj f ud;dj ljqo f idOqldr kafk
lsh,' zux f fYaI .ukla hk .uka Tn;=h f Ouh
iCOdhkd lrkj weys, ux f kej;s,d wyf.k ysh
lsj' ux f oy ri | | tfyk Tng;a f ysos
WoEik ;=gq m`vqrla lsj' n,kak f inkaoh' ta inkaoh
oeka ;shkjo wfma@ kEfk'
b;ska f fohkaf.ka wykj wr iajdka jykafia
mskaj;a foh uu k okafk kE Tn okakjdo@ Noafoalr;a;
;h .ek ia;r jYfhka Tn okakjdo@ fohd lshkj
wfka mskaj;a NslaIqj" tal ia;r jYfhka ud okafk;a keye'
Bg miafi wr iajdka jykafiaf.ka wykj mskaj;a NslaIqj
Tn okakjo tfyk Noafoalr;a; .d:d' Tng mdv o tal"
Noafoa.r;a; .d:d' iqkaor yqfol,df weKq ;h .ek
.d:d Tn okakjdo@ Bg miafi wr iajdka jykafia lshkj
wfka mskaj;a foh" ux ta Noafoalr;a; .d:d;a okafka keye'
fohdf.ka wykj f,dauilx.sh iajdka jykafia
mskaj;a foh" Tn okakjdo ta Noafoalr;a; .d:d Tn
okakjdo@ t;fldg fohd lshkj iajdks" uu okakj'
t;fldg ta fohd okakj' mskaj;a NslaIqj ux okakj ta
.d:d' ux ta .d:d u;l ;ndf.khs bkafk' oeka t;fldg
.d:d l mdv lr f.k bkaakj ljqo@ wr fohd' t;fldg

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f iajdka jykafia wykjd mskj

a ;a foh" Tn ta Noafoalr;a;
.d:d mdv lrka bkafk fldfyduo@ t;fldg fohd
lshkj mskaj;a NslaIqj" Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia tla
ld,hl ;;s i d jH f,da f l mri;= rela fijfk
mdKavl
q n, ffY,dikh u; jev isoa ;;sid jH f,dafl
fojrekag Th .d:d b.ekakqjd' ;;sid osjH f,dafl
fojrekag nq rcdKka jykafi ta f,daflg jevu lr, f
.d:djka b.ekakj
q ' tfyu W.kajoa ux bf.k .;af;' n,kak
f ksiqkag lshk foaYkdjuhs fohkag lsh, ;sfhkafk;a'
Bg miafi ta .d:d y;rla lshkj' ta foh lshkj
fukak flhs ta Noafoalr;a; .d:d' fojre .ek wms ys;ka
bkak f,dafl fkdfjhsfk f' fojre lshkafk fydag,a
jf.ah" lld kg kg bkakjdh" fjk fudlj;a ke;' wms
lEfldiaika .ykjfk fojre .ek' ta ksid ta f.d,a,kag
wmsg ;sfhkafk fudkj y , wfma jevla lr.kak rjgk
tlhs' tfyufk oeka f,dafl' oeka n,kak fl fyd|g
.e,ms,d hkj foaj;dkqiai;shg ioaOd" iS," iq;" ;Hd." m%{d
jvk wh Wmkak k tfy fldhs ;r Ouhg u keUqre
fj,d weoao@
b;sx f fohd wr .d:d l mdv lrf.k bkakj'
b;ska ,iaikg lshkj wr NslaIqjg f .d:d l'
w;S;x kdkajd.fuhH - kmmlxf wkd.;x"
ho;S;x mySkx - ;x wmm;a;[ap wkd.;x
tafl f;areu ;uhs" w;S;hg .sh" w;S;h ;=< j;a fj
bkafk keye' wkd.;h ujdf.k wkd.;h ;=< m; m;d
bkafk keye' ^ho;S;x myskx& hula w;S;hg .shdo tal ke;s
.sh fohla ^wmm;;[ap wkd.;x& wkd.;h hkq l=ulao@
th fkdmeKs fohla' n,kak ;fh wjfndaOh lrd hkak
k foa f fohd u;l ;ndf.k bkak ,iaik'
mpqmamkak[ap fhda Oux - ;;a: ;;a: miai;s"
wixySrx wixl=mamx - ;x oajd ukqn%Eyfha

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j;udkfha hula weoao" ta ta ;eku thd kqjKska

uikj' kqjKska ui,d tajdg fkd we,S wkd.;h ujkak
ilia fkdlr taj ta ta ;eku oYkd jYfhka kqjKska
uid n,kj' tal ;uhs lrkafk nqoau;a flkd' oajd
lshkafk wjfndaOhg meKs flkd tal ;uhs lrkafk'
wfj lspx wd;mamx - flda c[a[d urKx iqf"
k ys fkda ix.rx f;ak - uyd fiafkak upqkd'
n,kak f fohka tal u;l ;shdf.k bkakj ,iaikg
^wf j lspx wd;mamx& Ou wjfndaOh i|yd l< hq;= foa
wo wo u l< hq;h
= 's ^flda c[a[d urKx iqf& fyg uefroehs
ljqo okafk' ^k ys fkd ix.rx f;ak - uyd fiafkak upqkd&
uyd fiakd iys; udrhd iu`. wms lsisfjla lsis .siqula
.eyqf keye fkj'
tajxydx wd;dmsx - wfydar;a;u;ka;x"
;x f Noafoalr;af;da;s - ikaf;da wlaLf;a uqkS;s'
f hg ^wd;dmsx& wd;dms lsfj flf,ia ;jk fhka
hq;=j j;a fjoa" ^wfydar;a;u;ka;x& zwfydaZ lsfj oj,a
ldf, zr;;Z lsfj rd;%S ldf,' zu;ka;xZ lsfj w,i
fkd" jdih lroa ^;x f Noafoalr;af;da;s& wkak ta flkdg
;uhs lshkafk iqkoa r yqfol,dfj weKq flkd' Ydka; flkd
lsh," uqkShka jykafia" f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia iska
wkak thdghs m%ldY lf<a'
oeka t;fldg f .d:djjka nqrcdKka jykafia
fof,dj fohkag;a lshd , ;sfhkafk fj' Bg miafi
f fohd lshkjd mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tkak Th hg ;uhs
uu Noafoalr;a; .d:d u;l ;ndf.k bkafk' mskaj;a NslaIqj"
Th Noafoalr;a; .d:d Tn ia;r jYfhka bf.k .kak
^mhdmqKdys ;ajx NslL
a "q Noafoalr;a;iai Woafoai[ap Nx[ap&
mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn Noafoalr;a; fyd|g ia;r jYfhka
jpkfhka mqre lrkak' ^Odfys& ta jf.au NslI
a j
q tajd fyd|g
u;l ;nd .kak' ^w;a:ixysf;da NslL
a q Noafoalr;a;iai Woafoafida

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p Nxf.da p& mskaj;a NsCIqj" f Noafoalr;a; .d:dj, ia;r

yu m%fhdackhs' ^wdn%yauphflda;s& ksjka wjfndaO lrkak
uq,a fjkj' f Noafoalr;; .d:d ia;r jYfhka bf.k
.ekSu' fufyu foaYkd lr, ta jH mq;%hd ^ta jH mq;%hf.
ku pkaok&t;k u fkdfmkS .shd'
oeka t;fldg f nK moh biafi,du lsh, kafk
wr iajdka jykafiag ukqiaifhlao@ kE' jH mq;%fhla' oeka
n,ka k fohka f .hs ks i q k a f .hs w;r we;s f im
inkaO;djh' oeka ksiaiq leu;s fohka tlal fufyu
inkaO fjkak fkfjhs' ksiqkag k keye fohkaj'
hflla y lula kE ;ukaf. fudkj y mqgq lal , Th
fifrmamq lE,s" rjgkj yhg kshfmd;=" yd,aueiafid T"
fj fokj h f.dv uia lsh,' t;fldg wukqiaifhd
/jfgkj' yhg /jfgkj' Bg miafi wrlf. fn,a, lmmx"
wrlf. fn,a, lmx lsh, lshkj' ksiaiq wukqiaihskaj
fhduqlrkj md;d, jevj,g'
B<`.g fojrekaf.ka ksiaiq jev.kafk fldfyduo@
wfma jHdmdr irelr, fokak' iuyr g talg inkaO
wukqiai fldgia Wo lrkj' Ouh;a tlal inkaOhla
;s f hkjo@ fojre;a wudrefj je, bka f k' oeka
idudkHfhka f,dafl .;af;d;a wms lshkj weuldj oshqKqhs"
wij,a rg hqKh
q 's fudllao f hqKh
q s lsh lshd wms lshkafk'
ld f.dvla" ,hs f.dvla" w;a f.dvke.s,"s j oel, fkao@
wms lka lshfjkafk hqKqhs lsh,'
kuq;a oshqKqj lsh, nqrcdKka jykafi woyia lf,a
Y%oaOdfjka hqKq u" iS,fhka hqKq u" oy oekqfuka oshqKq
u" ;Hd.fhka hqKq u' m%{dfjka hqKq u" ;uhs yenEu
oshqKqj lshkafk' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, ta
hqKqj fohkag;a wod,hs' ksiqkag;a wod,hs' Tng u;l
we;sfk ux., lreKq .ek fojre fldpr l;d l<do@
lsh,' fojre nqrcdKka jykafiag lsjfk Nd.Hj;=ka
jykai" ux., lreKq .ek fojre;a ksiaiq;a tl tl taj

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ux., lreKq yehg yodf.k bkakj lsh,' f jf.a" kuq;a

nqrcdKka jykafia iska ux udj;a jD; lr, kak'
fohkaghs" ukqiaihskaghs' t;fldg fu fojre fyd|g
lgmdv lrf.k ordf.k ysh wfma nqrcdKka jykafia
jod, Ouh' fudlo fya;=j fohka irK .sfh;a f.!;u
nqrcdKka jykafiaj'
iuyr wjia:dj, ;shkj' oeka wr neKs;shdiEh
fj,fj ry;ka jykafia, jeh Yl% fohka uqK.efykak'
.sys,a, lsj fufyu m;la fj,d ;shkj ,xld N+hg
ry;ka jykafia,d msksjka mdkak mgka wrka ;sfhkj' fl
fr.kak k Tnjykafia,d Wo lrkak lsj' Bgmiafi
Yl% fohka lsj" iajdks" f ksii
a k
q f
a . lu y n,j;a'
tl t,af,u wmg fl i|kak uey;a fjkak osyla keye'
;uqkajykafia,dg rka msgfjkak ud.h yo, fokak"
l,n, bjr fjkl rka msgfj,d bkak ud.h yo,
fokak lsjd' lsj fufyu ke lKavdhula msg;a fj,d
;shkj' ;uqka jykafia,dg tajfh cnqoamhg jkak mdr
yo, foka k ls j' fojre ;uhs Wo lf<a ry;ka
jykafia,dg cnq oamhg jkak'
b;sx f jf.a ta ldf, y iDcq inkaO;djhla ;snqK'
Ydifka msfyoa msfyoa tal imQKfhka u ke;sfj,d
.sys,a, ksl u foajd, njg m;a jqKd' Bgmiafi foajd,
yryd m<;=re mqcd lr lr ;uhs Bg miafi Womo .kafk'
ms k a j ,s k a jev.ka k .;s h " ms k is y s m ;a lrk .;s h
imQKfhkau ke;sj .shd' kuq;a fojrekag f Ouh wykak
,enqfkd;a wdfhu;a ta fojre mqudldr m%S;shg m;af' f
mska Wmoaojk" mqKH .x.dj,a we;slr fok Ouh wmg f,dafl
wdfhu;a wefykj fkao lsh,'
b;ska mskaj;aks" ta f,dauilx.sh iajdka jykafia wr
fohd lshdmq .uka ta .d:d y;r Wkajykafiag mdv ysh' ta
.d:d y;r mdv lrf.k ta iajdka jykafia mdkaoru msg;a
jqkd isjqre md;%d wrf.k nqrcdKka jykafia neyeolskak'

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msg;a fj,d nqrcdKka jykafiaj neyeoelal' neyeoel,

jkaokd lr, me;a;lska jdfj,d Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka
jyka i " ux Bfh f jf.a rd;S % ld,fha boa rd;s % f ha
foflfkla wdj' uq ksf.%daOdrduh t<sh lrf.khs iajdkS
f foh wdf' we,a, uf.ka weyqj zmskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn
Noafoalr;; .ek Woafoaih;a Nx.h;a u;l ;ndf.ko bkafkZ
lsh,' t;fldg ud lSjd zwfka mskj
a ;a foh" ta .ek ia;rhla
ux yhg okafk keye'Z Bgmiafi ux weyqj iajdks ta
fohdf.ka zmskaj;a foh" f Noafoalr;a; ia;r jYfhka
Tn ordf.k o bkafk@Z t;fldg foh W;a;r kafk;a
zmskaj;a NslaIqj Noafoalr;a; ia;r jYfhka uu okafk;a
keyeZ lsh,' Bg miafi iajdks ta foh uf.ka weyqj zTn
Noafoa.r;a; .d:d mdv lrf.ko bkafk@Z iajdks uu W;a;r
kak ta fj,dfj zuu Noafoa.r;a; .d:d mdv keye'Z Bg
miafi ux weyqj zmskaj;a foh" tfyk Tn okakjdo f
Noafoalr;a; .d:d'Z t;fldg ta foh lsj zuu okakj uu
taj bf.k .;af; nqrcdKka jykafi ;;sid jH f,dafl
mdKavqln, ffY,dikh u; jev ysoa ;;sid fohkag
b.ekakqj Noafo.r;a; .d:d' ux tl mdv lr .;a;dZ lsh,'
iajdks ,iaik f .d:d y;r uu lsj' ux tal mdv lrf.k
f wdfj'
Bg miafi iajdks ta foh ug lshkj zf Noafoalr;a;
ia;r jYfhka oek.kak y m%fhdackhs' ta jf.au f ksjka
u`.g imQKfhkau uq,afjkj' ta ksid f Ouh fyd|g
u;l ;nd.kakZ lsh, ta foh w;=reoyka jqkd' nqrcdKka
wykj NslaIqjf.ka mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn ta jH mq;%hdj
w`kkjdo@ wfka iajdks uu ta fohkaj wkkafk kE'
mskaj;a NslaIqj Th fohkaf. ku pkaok'
Th pkaok jH mq;%hd nK wioa ^wl;ajd& fyd|g
wjOdkh fhduq lr, ^ukisl;ajd& fyd|g uki fhduqlr,
^inf;fida iuka k dy;a j d& uq ys ; u fhduq lr,
^ys;fidaf;da& lKa fhduq lrf.k ^Oux iqKd;s& Ouh

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wykj' n,kak t;fkdg f fohka .ek f lshkafk'

fo ksiqkaf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia' lshkjd ta pkaok fohd
fyd|g nK wyk flfkla lsh,' Bg miafi nqrcdKka
jykafia ta NslI
a j
q g lshkjd tfyk mskj
a ;a NslI
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fyd|g kqjKska uikak' Tkak oeka nqrcdkka jykafia f
Noafoalr;a; .d:d ia;r jYfhka fufkys lrkak lshd fokj'
Tng u;lhs fka m<fjks .d:dj'
w;S;x kdkajd.fuhH - kmmlxf wkd.;x"
ho;S;x mySkx - ;x wmm;a;[ap wkd.;x
fl nqrcdKka jykafi ia;r lrkjd' zw;S;x
wkajd.f;sZ lshkafk w;S;hug lerls,d hkj lshk tl'
zkdkajd.fuhHZ lshkafk w;S;hg lerls lerls hkafk keye
lshk tl' fl lshkj' uyfKks fldfyduo flfkla
w;S;hg lerls lerls .sy,
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a w;S;h ;=< u bkak mqre fjkafk'
^tajx rEmx wfydaisx w;S;uoaOdkx& ug w;S;fha fun fun
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i;r uydOd;=kf
a .ka yg.;a; foaj;a w;S;fha wdOHd;au fjd"
ta lsfj ;uf.a hehs i,lmq i,lk hula weoao" tal;a w;S;
rEmhla' wkqkaf.a hehs i,lmq hula weoao" B <`.g f.dfrdaiq
h rEmhla weoao" ishq h rEmhla weoao" ySk" m%KS;" r" <`.
w;S;hg .shmq hula weoao" tal u l,amkd lr lr bkakj k
thd w;S;h lr lerls lerls hk tlaflkla'
wms lrka keoao tfyu' w;S;fha oelmq rEm" fun fun
rEm ux oelal lsh, wmsg w;S;h .ek ysf;kafk keoao@ wms
wij,a ;ek ysh' wij,a lEu lEjd" wij,a foaj,a rihs"
wij,a foaj,a iqj|hs" wij,a foaj,a ryg ;snd' wij,a weu
weka|d' fufyu lsh lshd wms fldfyo f j;a fjkak
yokafk@ w;S;h ;=<' w;S;fha rEm .ek ys; ys;d wymq foaj,a"
ldmq mq foaj,a" .shmq .uka uka .ek" wkk oelal Woh
.ek" fjd ys; ys;d bkakjd'

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^;;a: kkax iukajdfka;s& Bg miafia fudlo lrkafka

tA ;=< wdYdj we;s lr.kakjd' tA ke;sfjp foaj,a .ek
l,amkd lr lr wdYdj we;s lr.kakjd' tfyu iajNdjhla
f ysf;a keoao@ wms w;S;fha ldmq mq foaj,a .ek ys;kafk
keoao@ wms oelal mqoa.,fhd .ek ys;kafk keoao@ wms wymq
foaj,a .ek wms ys;kafk keoao@ f.j,a fodrj,a .ek ys;kafk
keoao@ f Tlafldu w;S;fha rEmh .ek ys; ys;d wdYdj we;s
lr.kakjd'
^tAjx fofkda wfydisx& ux w;S;fha fun fun foaj,a
ka|d' oeka tAjd kE' ys; ys;d bkakjd' b|, tA ;=< wdYdj we;s
lrf.k bkakjd' tfyu fjkafk keoao@ wmg fjkj' w;S;fha
ux wefyka rEmhla oel, h iem ula kaod k" lKska
Yohla wy,d h iem ula kaod k" kdifhka hula
wd>%dKh lr, h ula kaod k" h lEula ula ld,
fjka wdYajdohla kaod k" lhg h myila ,n,d wdYajdohla
kaod k" ukig hula ys;,d wdYajdohla kaod k wdfhu;a
wms tA kaokh ys;ska ujdf.k wdfhu;a tA kaokh ;=< wms
bkak n,kjd ys;ska ujdf.k' t;fldg tAl f ysf;a ;sfhk
iajNdjh'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d tA jf.au w;S;h .ek wms
ys;kjd" ykd.kakjd' oeka w;S;fha ksreoaO fjp foaj,a
wms ykd.kafka ;kslru udkisl wruqKq yehg fkao@
w;S;fha oelmq foaj,a oeka keye' kuq;a wms oelmq foaj,a ukiska
ujd.kakjd' ix{dj w;S;fha wymq foaj,a ukiska ujd.kakjd'
ix{dj w;S;fha iqj| j. ukiska ujd.kakjd' w;S;fha
ldmq mq foaj,a ys;ska ujd.kakjd' w;S;fha we|mq foaj,a"
fkdao jqK ye ys;ska ujd.kakjd' w;S;fha .uka uka .sh
ye ys;ska ujd.kakjd' ujdf.k wkak tA ix{dj ;=< wms
wdYdj mj;ajkjd'
B<`.g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a NsCIqj"
flfkla ^tAjx ixLdfrda wfydaisx& ux w;S;fha fj fjd
l<d' w;S;fha ;uka lrmq foaj,a .ek ;uka i;=g ,efnkak

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lrmq foaj,a .ek" tlafld la ,efnkak fya;= jQ fudkjd y

foaj,a .ek w;S;fha ksreoaO fj,d .sh foaj,a wdfhu;a u;la
lr lr tA flfrys ysf;a wdYdj we;slrf.k bkakjd' oeka wms
tfyu bkak msila o keoao@ bkakjd"
oeka nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd tl ;ekl
iuyr ukqiaihka f w;S;h .ek is; is;d miq;e,s fj,d
wf lmd oeuQ ng o`vq jf.a' wf ng o`vq lmd oeuu tA
ng o`vq j,g fudlo fjkafka@ ue,,d hkjfk' wf
lmd oeuQ ng o`vq jf.a lshkjd' ksiaiq ue,,d bkakjd
lshkjd f w;S;hla ;=< fYdal lr lr bkakjd lshkjd' f
jf.a w;S;h .ek ;ukag tlafld wys fjp foaj,a" tlafld
fkd,enp foaj,a" tlafld ,nd.kak ;sp foaj,a .ek ys;
ys;d bkakjd' uu fjd l<d' ug fjd lrkak ne jqKd' lsh
lshd w;S;hgu lerls lerls wdYdj msysgqjd .kakjd'
^tajx [a[dfKda wfydaixs & w;S;h .ek u;la lrkfldg
tA [a[dKhka tAlgu inkaO fjkjd' fudlo fya;=j"
wfyka rEm olskak k" weyehs" rEmhhs" [a[dKhhs tl;=
fjka k k' lKs k a Yo wyka k k lKhs " Yohhs "
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kak k" kdihhs" .| iqj|hs" [a[dKhhs tl;=fjkak
k' fjka ri oek.kak k jhs" rihhs" [a[dKhhs
tl;= fjkak k' lhska myi oek.kak k k lhhs"
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oek.kak k k ukihs" wruqKh
q "s [a[dKhhs tl;=fjkak
k' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d mskaj;a NsCIqj" Tkak Th
yghs w;S;h ;=< mqo.
a ,hd ysrfj,d wdYdj je<|f.k bkafka'
oeka n,kak f yqfol,dj lshkafka kslu kslx ;ks
lula fkdfjhs' oeka jkdka;rhl .syska flfkla ;kshu
bkak flfkla bkakj' thd yqfol,df bkakj' tAfl tla;rd
yqfol,djla ;sfhkj' kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafia jodf<a
wNHka;r jYfhka f f,dalhg fkdwe,S isu .ekhs f
lshkafk'

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^l:[ap NslaLq" w;S;x kkajd.f;s& ysCIqj" w;S;hg

fkdwe,S" w;S;hg fkd meg, flfkla bkafka fldfyduo@
w;S;hg ksreoaO .sh rEm .ek fun fun rEm" fun
wdldrfha foaj,a uu oelal lsh lshd f w;S;fha ksreoaO
.sh foaj,a ysf;a uefjkfldg tAlg wdYd lr lr" tA ;=< j;a
fjkak fyd| keye' n,kak f,ais flfkl=g lrkak mqjka
jevlao f lshkafka' flg uyd isyshla" uyd kqjKla" uyd
lemula k keoao@ wehs fl oeka .`. .,kakd jf.a we,a,
w;S;hgufka wms we we hkafka' jevla m,la lrkak .sfhd;a
wfma ys; w;S;hg hkafk keoao@ lEula ula lkak .sh;a
w;S;hg hkj' hula n,kak .sh;a w;S;hg hkj' ksod.kak
.sh;a ksod.kakl iuyrg w;S;fha ;ud bkafka' b;ska
tn ;hla fjkia lr, fkdwef,kak hqKq lrkj
lshkafk wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.hg kd fjk lsiu
s ud.hlg
fl lr, fokak k neye'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia jod<" thd wdidj msyg
s j
q df.k
tA ;=< bkafk keye' w;S;fha hlsis ula kaodo" iemhla
fjd" lla fjd" uOHia: ula fjd kaodo" tA |mq
foaj,a .ek ys; ys;d bkafk keye' ke;ak fjkafk fndfyda
fofkl=g ;sfhkafk fl fkf' ;uka ;ksfjp .uka
fmr,kj myqjod msgqj' fmr,, tA msgqfj ;uhs thd bkafk'
fufyu ysh" ux fj lEj j" ux fufyufk ysfh lsh
lsh tAj Tlafldu l,amkd lr lr tAl ;=< u wdYdj msysgqj
msysgqj okafku keye' oji bjrhs' okafku keye ldf,
f.," okafku keye jhig .sy,
s ,
a " okafku keye uefrkak
,xfj,d'
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idudkHfhka nyq, jYfhka wms hkafk w;S;hg' oeka
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj wr iqkaor yqfol,df
wekq flkd w;S;fha msysgqjkafk keye ;DIaKdfjka' w;S;h
u;la jqk;a thd tal i;smGdkhg u od, .kakj ila tl
;=< wdYdj jefvkak fokafk keye' n,kak fojrekag mjd

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fl nqrcdKka jykafia mqyqKq lr, ;shkj' b;ska w;S;fh

h ula kaodo wfka ux fufyu kao lsh lshd tafl
wdidjla msysgqjd .kafk keye'
oeka w;S;fh rEm .ek" .ek ys;g toa" w;S;hg
ys; hkj' ix{dj,a .ek ys;g toa" ixialdr .ek ys;g toa"
[a[dKh oefkoa talg ys; msysgqjd .;af; ke;af;
fldfyduo@ w;S;fha ksreoaO .sh h rEm weoao" w;S;fha
ksreoaO .sh h ula weoao" w;S;fha ksreoaO .sh h
ix{d weoao" w;S;fha ksreoaO .sh h ixialdr weoao" w;S;fha
ksreoaO .sh h [a[dK weoao" thd okakj f iEu fohlau
wks;Hhhs lsh,' ta wjfndaOh ;uhs thdg fkdwe,S isskak
Wmldr fjkafk' t;fldg w;S;fha ksreoaO .sh h ix{djla
weoao thd t;fldg ux fj" fj" ykf.k ysh lsh, ta
u;af; thd l,amkd lrkafk keye'
biair wms lshuq Tkak w;S;fha ,iaik rEmhla ;snqK'
;ukaf.a ta rEmh le;fj,d .shd' Bg miafi zwfka biair ug
fufyu fldKavhla ;sn' biair o;a fufyuhs ;sfn" oeka
taj fudl=;a keye'Z oeka t;fldg thd j;a fjkafk biair'
Bg miafi biair mska;+r l ;uhs .y, ;shd.kafk' oeka l
keye' t;fldg ksiaiq j;a fjkafk w;S;fha' kuq;a tfyu
keye f Ouhg wdmq flkd' thd okakj biair foa wks;H
fj,d .shd' oeka foa;a wks;H fj,d hkj'
ojila nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ism;=,a w;..d wdkkao
yduqrefjd lshkj Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" f yu ,sfikj
biair" oeka lla re<s je," biair Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia
yu iDcqhs' y fl,ska Yrhla oeka lla l=hs' n,kak
inq rcdKka jykafiaf. wjfndaOh' Wkajykafia lshkj
wfka wdkkaoh" oeka f Yrh rmq lr;a;hla jf.hs'
wdkkaoh" f bmug kskaod fjd' n,kak wjfndaOfh
msy
s g
s , ksoyia fjp flfkl=g fl uy johla' wks;a flkd
lrkafk fl;a w,a, .kakj' B <`. tal;a w,a,.kakj'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj idudkH f,dalhd mD;.ack

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ukqiaih fu;k uefrk fldg yhg fmd yrla meh wu

oelal .uka ls fndkak ta wuf. ;k nqre,a, lrd jf.k
.sys,a, t,af,kj jf.a lshkj mD;.ack flkd Wm; lrd
hkafk' n,kak Wkajykafia fudk ;r meyeos,j
s f f,dalh
oelalo@
oeka nqrcdKka jykafiaf. Y%djlhd okakj w;S;fh
ksire f,dalhla ujdf.k wms kslka ySkhla ;=< wdYajdohla
ujdf.k w;S;fh ysh lshuq' wjqre iShla ysh;a we;s Mf,a
fudllao@ wkak kqjKska l,amkd lrk tlaflkd ta f.fjk
f,dafl ta ygu olskj k wkss;Hhs lsh, thd fkd we,S
bkakj' thd tafl fkdmeg,S bkakj' thd tafl fkdneif.k
bkakj' thd tafl ;Kaydj we;s fkdlrf.k bkakj' fudlo
fya;=j thd okakj ta rEmh ksreoaO jqfka i;r uyd Od;+kaf.a
iajNdjh ksreoaO fuka' u ksreoaO jqfka iamYh ksreoaO
fuka" ix{dj ksreoaO jqfka iamYh ksreoaO fuka" ixialdr
ksreoaO jqfka iamYh ksreoaO fuka" [a[dKh ksreoaO jqkd
kdu rEm ksreoaO fuka lsh, okakj'
f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=<ska ;h
olskk
a W;aidy lrk tlaflkd okakj ksreoaO jqfkd;a ksreoaO
fjkafk Th yuhs' t;fldg wks;H foaj,a j,hs thd meg,s
meg,s bkafk lsh, thd okakj' thd fkdwe,Su jdih lrkj'
nq rcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj m;kj iuyre
wkd.;fha fujeks fujeks rEm n,kakg we;ak" fujeks
fujeks Yo wikakg we;ak" fujeks iqj| kakg we;ak"
fujeks rij;a foa wkqNj lrkakg we;ak" fun me<
wkakg we;ak" fufyu l,amkd lr lr thd wkd.;h
ujdf.k tafl wdidfj neif.k bkakj'
nqrcdKka jykafia <`.g tl ojila NslaIqjla wdj'
we,a , ls j Nd.Hj;= k a jyka i " uu imQ Kfhka u
yqfol,df bkakj' weyqj NslI
a j
q Tn fldfyduo yqfol,df
bkafk@ iajdkS" uu ;kshu jkhg hkj" uu ;kshu

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l=hl bkakj' uu ;kshu msKavmdf; jkj" ;kshu

wdmiaig ye, tkj" uu ;ksju isjqre mslr myrKh
lrkj" iajdks" uu f hg yqfol,d fj,d bkakj'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d mskaj;a NslaIqj" lg;a yqfol,dj
lsh, ;uhs lshkafk' ta jqkdg flfkla ;DIaKdfjka f;dr
ke;ak thd ;ks keye' thd bkafk ;DIaKdj;a tlal' ^;Kayd
ysiai ;sfhda& ;Kaydj ;uhs fojekakd' wms yeu flfklau
jdih lrkafk ;DIaKdj fojekakd lrf.k' tlaflfkla
njg m;a f jka f k ;DIa K dfjka ks o yia fjp ojighs '
iuyrekag k fokafkla fkdf mjdr im;a;h
s la bkakj
bishdj" tlg tl lsu" m,s.ekSu" noaO ffjrh" ;Kaydj
wyxldrlu" f ish msjr fiakd we;=j ;uhs thd ixidfr
hka f k' ;ks j fkfuhs ' ;ks flkd ls h ka f k f
ish,a,kaf.kau ksoyia fjp flkd ztalr;a;Z ;ks flkd'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd wkd.;h
.ek uj ujd bkakj' wkd.;h leu;s tlaflkd ys;ska uj
ujd wkd.;h ;=< ;uhs thd yeu;siafiu jdih lrkafk'
kuq;a iqkaor yqfol,df weKq flkd wkd.;h m;kafk
keye' wkd.;h ;=< thdf. wdidj m;ajkj lsh, tlla
keye' t;fldg wkd.;fh zuu fufyu" fufyu kj'
fufyu fufyu ykd.kakj" ux fud fjd lrkj" ux
f osfh is;la mj;ajkjZ lsh, l;djla keye' wkd.;h
ilia fjkafk keye'
^;;a: kkax k iukajdfka;s& wkd.;h flfrys wdidj
nei.kak lshkafk keye' f l;dj,a Tlafldu ;sfhkafk
wks;H u;fk' f f,dafl tlla j;a fjkia fjkafk ke;ak
w;S;h lsh, tlla ;sfhkjo@ kE' fjkia fj,d w;S;h hk
ksid ;uhs j;udkhla ;sfhkafk' wkd.;hla tkafk keye'
j;udkhla ke;ak' wehs j;udkh fjkia fjkafk ke;ak
w;S;h lsh, tlla keyefk' tfyk yeu ;sif
a iu ;sfhkafk
wks;H iajNdjhuhs' f ksid ;uhs ;fh wms lrk yeu
fohlau wimQK' ta lsfhkafk wms kaokhla fydhdf.k

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hk .uk wimQK fj,d ;sfhkafk talhs' imQK lrkak

mqjka fjkafka wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h imQK lr.;af;d;a
;rhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d ^w;s;af;da W!fkda
f,dfla& zW!fkdaZ lsfj wimQKhs wvqhs' ta wvqmdvqj lshk
tl ilia fj,d ;sfhkafk wks;H ksid' oeka Tf ;fh
Tn l,amkd lr, n,kak l=vd wjfh bo, wms i;=gla
,nd.kak lsh, ys;df.k fudk;r foaj,a wms ma,Eka l<do@
tl tl foaj,a ks fkd,nd wms l,amkd lrmq jdr keoao@ f
i;=gla ,nd.kak" kaokhla fydh fydhd' kuq;a wms ljodj;a
wms fydhdf.k .sh rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri" iamY j,ska wms
imQK ;Dma;shg m;afj,d wfma ys; imQKfhkau msmdih
ke;sfj,d .shd jf.a tal ke;sfj,d .shdo@ keyefk' ta bjrhla
ke;af; wks;H iajNdjh ksiduhs' l,am flda jdrhla bmso"
bmso" ue ue .sh;a wdhqI l,amhla j;a jqk;a fu ukfia
iajNdjh f yuhs' fu wruqKqj, iajNdjh f yuhs'
wdh;khka yfha iajNdjh;a f yuhs' lu mdl we;sjk
iajNdjh;a f yuhs' ta ksid wdhqI l,amhla .sh;a wks;H
f,dalhla ;=< ;uhs wmg iEu fohlau ;sfnkafk' ta ksid
wkd.;h thd ujkak hkafk keye' thd okakj wkd.;h
.ek' oeka n,kak Tng fldpr nqoahla ;sfhkak ko
fufyu l,amkd lrkak'
Bg mia f i nq rcdKka jyka f i foa Y kd lrkj
^mpqmamkak[ap fhda Oux - ;;a: ;;a: miai;s" wixySrx
wixl=mamx - ;x oajd ukqn%Eyfha& t;fldg oajd lsfj
wdh i;Hh wjfnda O hg wdmq tla f lkd' wdH i;Hh
wjfndaOhg wdmq tlaflkd j;udkfha Ouhkays ta j;udk
Ou ;=<" ilia fjp foaj,a ;=< wyq fkd bkakj'
j;udk foaj,a ;=< wyqfj,d bkafk fufyuhs lshkj'
flfkla j;udkh ;=< mD;.ack flkd ^rEmx w;a;f;da
iukqmiai;s& i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a; foa ;ud lsh,
n,kj' Tkak wyqjK
q d' tfyu ke;ak ;udj yeos, ;sfhkafk

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i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a;= rEmfhka h lsh, wyqfjkj'

tfyu ke;ak i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a;= rEmh ;=<
;uhs ;ud bkafk lsh, wyqfjkj' ta rEm .ek tfyu
/jfgkafk ta rEm i;r uyd Od;+kf
a .ka yg.kak nj okafk
ke;s tlaflkd'
oeka wms jqk;a nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrklu
f Yrh .ek f i;r uyd Od;+ka f.ka ygwrka fmdaIKh
fjk tlla nj weia foflka oelal;a wfma kqjKeig jeys,
;snf
q k keoao@ oy wei my< fjklu fl jeys, ;sfhkafk'
tal ;uhs wmsg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd kafk thd wd;au
oDIahg tkafk keye' thd okakj f i;r uyd Od;+ka
f.ka ygwrka ;sfhkafk lsh,'
fufyu ke;ak j;udkfha thd wyqfjkj ^fokd
w;a;f;da iukqmiaii;s& ;uka k foaj,a ;udf.a ji`.fha
mj;ajkak mqjkah lsh, olskj' tfyu ke;ak ;udf.
wd;auh yo, ;sfhkafk fuka lsh, olskj' u ;=< wd;auh
;shkj lsh, olskj' ta mD;.ackhfk tfyu olskf
a k' Y%;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd fokdj ;udf.a wd;auhhs lsh, olskf
a k keye'
fya;=j fudlo@ h iem ula" h la ula" h la iem
rys; ula weoao ta ish,a, iamY m%;Hfhka yg.kakj'
iamYh fjkia fjkfldg u fjkia fjkj' iamYh
fjkia fjk fldg u fjkia fjkj' iamYh ke;s
fjkfldg ta u ke;sfjkj lsh, oelal .uka wkak wei
my< fjkj' ta lshkafk fjkod ;ud ;=< kqgq fohla thd
oelal' f u fjkia fjkj' wkak todg ta flfrys ;shk
wd;au oDIah thdf. ke;sj hkj'
^wixySrx& ta lsfhkafk ta me;a;g weo, hkafk keye'
ke;ak ;sfhkafk ^ixySrx& weo, hkj' uu" uf.a" uf.a
wd;auhhs' lshk tlgu weos, hkj' we, .sh flkdg fl
uu fkdfh" uf.a wd;auh fkdf lshk fldg;a ;ryhs'
fudlg lshkjo@ wykj Tfydu' ta fudlo fya;=j' thd
wdYajdoh kak wr weos, .sys,a, ;shk wd;au oDIafhka

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wY% e ;j;a mD;.a c khd tfyu ke;a k wyq f jkj

ix{djg' wyqfj,d wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd ys;kjd tlafld
ix{dj wd;auhhs' tlafld ix{dfjka ;uhs wd;auh ye,
;sfhkak' tfyu ke;ak ys;kj ix{dj ;=< ;uhs wd;auh
;sfhkafk' ke;ak ys;kj ix{dj ;=< ;uhs wd;auh
;sfhkafk'
Y%;j;a wdh Y%djlhd tfyu ys;kafk keye" Y%;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd okakj rEm ykd.;a;;a" Yo ykd.;a;;a"
.| iqj| ykd.;a;;a" ri ykd.;a;;a" iamY ykd.;a;;a"
wruqKq ykd.;a;;a ta yekS iEu tllau yg.kafk
iamYfhka' iamYh fjkia fjk fldg ta ykd .kakd foh
fjkia fjk nj" iamYh ke;sfuka ykd.kakd foa ke;s
hk nj okakd Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd ^wixySrx& talg we
fkdhd bkakj'
B <`.g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokj' ixialdr
j,g;a" [a[dK j,g;a thd we, hkafk keye' Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd kuq;a mD;.ack flkd tajg weos, hkj'
mD;.ackhd rEmhg we, hkj' uuh uf.ah lsh, wd;au
oDIafhka rEmhg we, hkj' ug wos, hkj" ix{djg
we, hkj' ixialdrhg weos, hkj' [a[dKhg we, hkj'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd tfyu keye' ta fudlo@ thd Y%e;j;a'
Y%e;j;a lshkafk Y%jKfhka l< hq;= foa l<d'
oeka nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh wms Y%jKfhka
.kafk' ta Y%jKh ;=<ska wms wy, ;snqfk ke;ak f lfha
h:d iajNdjh .ek" f fokdj yg.kafk iamYfhka lsh,"
f ix{dj yg.kafk iamYh m%;Hfhka lsh," f ixialdr
yg.kafk iamYh m%;Hfhka lsh," f [a[dKh yg.kafk
kdu rEm m%;Hfhka lsh," iamYh lshkafk fudllao@ kdu
rEm lshkafk fudllao@ lsh, wy, ;snqfk ke;ak wmsg
ljodj;a wm ;=< kqjKska uiSu lshk tl oshqKq lrkak
wjia:djla ,efnkjo@ wr Ouh weiSfuka ;uhs nqoau;a
tlaflkd ;=, kqjKska uiSu lshk tl Wm;ska f.akak k'

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tAl wr miafi lE,s lrkj jf.a lrkak neye' oeka wfma weia
fmks,a, Wm;ska f.kdmq tllafk ;sfhkak' lKa weys,a,"
kdifhka wd>%dKh lsu Wm;ska f.k,a, ;sfhkafk' kqjKska
uiSula Wm;ska f.akak k' Wm;ska f.ak kqjKska uiSu
f ldgj;a jeysp tlla fkdfjhs' tal ;uka ;=< ;shk
fohla' t;fldg tfyu kqjKska uioa ;uhs thdf. ysf;a
Y%oaOdj we;sjkafk' Bg miafi Y%oaOdj weye jf.a tlla' oeka
wms weye tl ;eku ;shdf.ko bkafk@ fyd,a,ka ke;sj l
bx.shdj jf.a' tal jevlrkj' t;fldg ;uhs wmsg f
fmakafk' nvqjla jqk;a tfyuhs fkao@ f jf.a Y%oaOdj lshk
tl bkashla jqfkd;a" bkashla fjkafk wdldrj;S Y%oaOdj
;uhs' wfkla Y%oaOdj bkashla fjkafk keye' fl bkashla
fjp .uka wNHka;rfh jevlrkj' ldgj;a tal kj;ajkak
neye' wehs kqjKska uiSu thd ;=< ;shkl" isysh fmdv
fmdv thd ;=< ;shkl thdf. ta wNHka;r ls%hdld;ajh
ke;slrkak neye'
nq rcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokj Tkak Th oshg
ilaldh fhka ksoyia u u; ;uhs lshkj j;udkfh
ta ta foh kqjKska oYkd lrkak mqjka fjkafk' ta ia;rh
oeka Tkak ia;r lr, Wkajykafi fmkajd kak' Bg miafi
;shk B <`. tl n,kak fldpr ,iaiko@ lsh,'
^wfj lspx wd;mamx& h lshk tl f jef
lrkak ^wfj& wou' ^flda c[a[d urKx iqf& n,kak
nqrcdKka jykafi f > wdhqI lshk fojrekag;a
W.kajkj wo wou lrkak lsh,' oeka n,kak ksia f,dj
fkdfmkk f,dalhg l,a oeufk' oeka f.!;u nqoO
a Ydikfh
fl wjfndaO lr.kak lsjg miafi flg uy mqu iy.;
wlue;a;la ;shkj' oeka Tkak i;smGdk iQ;f
% ha nqrcdKka
jykafi foaYkd l<dfk fl yhg mqre lf<d;a fl y;a
wjqreoafo bo, ojia y; olajd mqjka lsh,' b;sx ux uf.a
fmdf;a ,sj zta wud ksjka iqj fndfyda r fkdfZ lsh,'
talg wlue;shs ta kug wlue;shs' ta fmd; lshj,;a fkdfjhs

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wd wkak lshkj [dKkkao ta wud ksjka iqj fndfyda r

fkdf' fudlo@ fya;=j nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
inkaOfhka kqjKska uikafk ke;s;dla" kqjKska ui,
f;are fkd.kakd;dla Y%oaOdj lshk tl wy,lgj;a tkafk
keye' ta ksid mskj
a ;aks imQKfhkau fl kqjKska uiSuhs
Y%oaOdjhss u; ;uhs ;sfhkafk' wms oeka .d:d l lshuq'
w;S;x kdkajd.fuhH - kmmlxf wkd.;x"
ho;S;x mySkx - ;x wmm;a;[ap wkd.;x
mpqmamkak[ap fhda Oux - ;;a: ;;a: miai;s"
wixySrx wixl=mamx - ;x oajd ukqn%Eyfha
wfj lspx wd;mamx - flda c[a[d urKx iqf"
k ys fkda ix.rx f;ak - uyd fiafkak upqkd'
tajxydx wd;dmsx - wfydar;a;u;ka;x"
;x f Noafoalr;af;da;s - ikaf;da wlaLf;a uqkS;s'
mskj
a ;ak"s wmgo f f.!;u nq iiqfk u ta ksflf,ia
yqfol,df weKq iqkaor yqfol,df wish w;akakg
jdikdj Wodfjd

id id id

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tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iud inqrcdKka jykafiag kuialdr fjd

10'

wd n%yu
a ph m[a[d iQ;h
%
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Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"
oeka wms bf.k .kak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafka wm
irK .sh tA f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia ieje;a kqjr
NslaIqka jykafia,dg jod< foaYkdjla' f foaYkdf ku
wdn%yauph m[a[d iQ;%h' zwdZ lsh, lshkafk uq,afjkjd
lshk tlhs' zn%yauphZ lsh, lshkafk ksjka u`.g lshk
kula' zm[a[dZ lsh, lshkafka ksjk wjfndaO lrkak
fya;=jk kqjKghs' tfyk ksjka wjfndaO lrkak kqjK
jqjukd lrkjd' tA kqjK we;s lr.kak uq,afjk tA lshkafk
f ud.h hqKq lr, m%{djka; flfkla fjkak uq,afjk
lreKq .ek jod, foiqula ;uhs wo wms bf.k .kafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" ^wf NslaLf" fya;=
wG mphd wd n%yauphsldh madh wmam,oaOdh
m,dNdh' m,oaOdh NsfhHdNdjdh fmq,a,dh Ndjkdh
mdmQhd ixj;a;ka;'s & mskj
a ;a uyfKks" ud. M, wjfndaOhg
jqjukd lrk fkd ,enQ m%{dj ,eu msKsi;a" ,enQ m%{dj
Ndjkd jYfhka hqKq muqKq lr.ekSu msKsi;a uQ,sl jkakd
jQ lreKq ldrKd wgla ;sfhkjd' fukak f lreKq .ek
nqrcdKka jykafia oeka fmkaj,d fokjd'

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t;fldg f nqoO
a Ydikfha flfkl=g weiqre lrkak
,efnkjd Ydia;Dka jykafiaj' tfyu ke;ak ^.reGdkShx
in%yaupdx& fjk;a f.!rj oelah hq;= in%yaupdka jykafia
kula fyda l,HdK ;%hka jykafia kula weiqre lrkak
,efnkjd' ^h;a:iai ;snx ysfrda;mamx mpqm;x fyda;s&
t;fldg tA Ydia;Dka jykafia .ek fyda ;ukag ksjka u
fmkajd fok l,HdK ;%hka jykafia .ek thdg n,j;a
f,i ys T;a;mam msysgkak k' ta lshkafka ,ecd Nh
;sfhkak kE' ^fmau[ap .drfjdap& zfmau[apZ lshkafk
fifkyila ;sfhkak kE z.drfjdapZ lshkafk f.!rjhla
;sfhkak kE'
f ;uhs Ydia;Dka jykafia tfyu ke;ak .reGdkSh
in%yaupdka jykafia kula weiqre lrk l%uh jkafka' .re
l< hq;= in%yaupdka jykafia kulf.ka ;uka Ouh bf.k
.kakjd k wkak tA iajdka jykafia,d .ek" l,HdK
;%hka jykafia,d .ek ;shqKq f.!rjhla" fm%auhla msysg,d
;sfhkak k' ksjka ug fkd ,enQ m%{dj Wmojd .ekSu
msKsi;a ,enqjd jQ ksjka ufa m%{dj Ndjkd jYfhka je
hqKq lr.ekSug;a jqjukd lrk m<fjks ldrKh ;uhs
nqrcdKka jykafia ta lsh,d kafka'
t;fldg wmg meye<s j u fma k jd ks j ka ug
biair,du k lrkjd ;ukag p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh fmkajd
fok" mjik" lshd fok Ydia;Dka jykafiaj ke;ak .re
l< hq;= in%yaupdka jykafia kulaj weiqre lsu' wkak tA
Ydia;Dka jykafia .ek fyda in%yaupdka jykafia .ek ;shqKq
f.!rjhla" fm%auhla" ysff;IS njla ;sh hq;=hs'
tA l,HdK ;%hka jykafiag f.!rjhla" Nla;shla
;snqfKd;a ;rhs tA Y%jKh lrkakd jQ Ouh isyslrkak
mqjka fjkafka' f.!rjhla" Nla;h
s la ke;ak Y%jKh lrkakd
jQ Ouh thd isys lrkafk kE' thd thdg k foaj,a f;darf.k
isyslrkak mgka .kakjd' t;fldg thdg ud. n%yauphdj
hqKq fjkafk kE' t;fldg n%yauph m[a[djg uQ,slu

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ldrKh ;uhs l,HdK ;%hka flfrys f.!rjfhka hqla;

u' fl fmd tlla fkfuhs Wkajykafia foaYKd lrkjd
^;snx& ;shqKq b;d n,j;a jQ ,ecd Nhla ;sfhkak k'
fm%auhla ;sfhkak k' f.!rjhla ;sfhkak k' wkak
t;fldg ;rhs tA wikakd jQ Ouh ms<smkak thdf. ys;
keUqre fjkafka'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fofjks
ldrKh' tA flkd Ydia;Dka jykafiaj weiqre lrf.k bkakjd"
tfyu ke;ak fjk;a l,HdK ;%hka jykafia kula weiqre
lrf.k bkakjd' t;fldg tA l,HdK ;%hka jykafia
flfrys ;shK
q q ,ecd Nhla ;sfhkjd k f.!rjhla" fm%u
a hla
;sfhkjd k f f.!rjh" fm%u
a h ksid Y%jKh l<d jQ Oufha
fuhd yeisfrkjd' yeisfrkfldg ;uqka fkd okak Ou ldrKd
k.kak jqjukdjla we;sfjkjd'
^f;a ldf,ak ld,x WmixL;ajd mmqP;s mm[ay;s&
Oufha yeisfrk fldg we;sfjk .eg l,ska l<g tA Ydia;Dka
jykafia ,g .syska" l,HdK ;%hka jykafia ,g .syska
fndfydau .re ire we;sj wykjd' ^bOx Nkaf;a l:x@& iajdks
fl fldfyduo@ ^buiai laj;af:da;@s & iajdks f lrefKa
w:h l=ulao@ ^;iai f;a wdhiaukaf;da wjgx fj jrka;&s
t;fldg tA wmeye,s lreK tA l,HdK ;%jre meye<s lr,d
fokjd' ^wkq;a;dkSl;xp W;a;dkS W;a;dkSlfrdka;s& hgm;a
fj,d ;snqKq lreKq u;= lr,d fmkajkjd' ^wfkal ysf;aiq
lxLdGdkSfhaiq' Ofiq lxLx mfkdafoka;s'& fkdfhla
wdldrfhka iel Wmojkakd jQ lreKq flfrys ;sfhk ielh
relr,d odkjd'
fukak fl ;uhs ksjka ug fya;=jkakd jQ m%{dj
Wmojd .ekSug fya;=jk fofjks ldrKdj' t;fldg fyd|g
meye<sj fmakjd wr m<fjks ldrKdj imQK k ;rhs
fofjks ldrKdj hqKq lr.kak mqjka fjkafka' oeka
iuyrekag m<fjks ldrKdj u kE' thdg l,HdK ;%hka
jykafiaf.ka Ouh weyqjg ys; mykafk kE' l,HdK ;%hka

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jykafia flfrys meyeula kE' thd wefoau fydhkjd'

jerkd lsh,d jerk ;eka u fydhkjd' tAj u isys lrkjd'
l;d lr lr bkakjd' thdf. isf;a tA meyeu neyer fjp
.uka thd Oufha fkd yeisfrk flfkla njg m;afjkjd'
Bg miafi thdg isyslrkak Ouhla kE' msi ueoaog .syska
thd weo l=o l:d lr lr bkakjd' m<fjks ldrKh we;slr
.ekSfuka wkak tA wk;=frka w;afokjd'
m<fjks ldrKfhka u l,HdK ;%hka jykafia flfrys
ys; myojd .kakjd' Bg miafi fudlo lrkafk@ ta ksidu
thdg Ou .eg we;s jqkyu tl tlaflkdf.ka wykak
hkafk kE' ;ukag k k ldrKdj, megf,kafk;a kE'
;uka ;ks ;ksju ;SrK .kafk;a kE' iS,fhka .egjla
wdj;a" iudfhka .egjla wdj;a" m%{dfjka .egjla wdj;a"
thd f.!rj lrk" thd fifkfy jvk" thdg ;shqKq f,i
ys T;ma msysg,d ;sfhk l,HdK ;%fhla thdg bkakjd'
wkak tA l,HdK ;%hd ,g .syk
s a thd f ldrKdj,a ksrjq,a
lr.kakjd'iajdkS" ffl w:h fldfydu o@ iajdks
ffl w:h fldfyduo@ lsh,d wy,d tA .eg thd ksrjq,a
lr.kakjd' ksrjq,a lr .kakfldg tA l,HdK ;%hd iska
f oekqu thdg ksrjq,a lr,d fokjd' wmeye<s ;eka meye<s
lr,d fokjd' wm%lg ;eka m%lg lrj,d fokjd' iel ;eka
relr,d fokjd' wkak tA wjia:dj ta flkdg ,efnkjd'
tAl ;uhs fofjks ldrKdj'
t;fldg h lsis flfkl=g f Ou ud.fha tA
l,HdK ;%hd flfrys ;shqKq f.!rjhla ke;ak m<fjks
wjia:dj wyshs' Bg miafi thdg m%Yak we;s jqkyu thd ;ks
;ksj u ys; ys;d" uj ujd ;uka iska u ;SrK .kakjd k
fkd lsh hq;= whg lsh lshd" l;d lr lr" meg,s meg,S hkjd
k thd ksrjq,a fjkafka kE' wka;sf fofjks wjia:dj;a
ke;s lr.kakjd'
t;fldg f m<fjks wjia:dj fyd|g imQK lr
.;af;d;a ;uhs fofjks wjia:dj imQK fjkafka' fofjks

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wjia:dj imQK jqfKd;a ;uhs n%yu

a ph jdih hqKq lrkak
;=ka fjks wjia:dj ,efnkafka'
;=ka fjks wjia:dj ;uhs" ^fida ;x Oux iq;ajd& wr
l,HdK ;%hka jykafia lsh, fok Ouh wykjd' ^oajfhak
jQmldfiak imdfoa;s& fl follska hqla; fjkjd' ^ldh
jQmldfiakp ;a; jQmldfiakp& tA ;uhs ldh flh iy
;a; flh lsh,d lshkafka' f Y%djlhd ldh flh
ke;sfjk m ludka; nyq, lr.kafka keye' msfia we,S
.e,S fkdisg yqfol,d fjkjd' ;ks fj,d" yqfol,d l=hl
;kshu fuhd bkakjd' fl ;uhs ldh flh' B<g ;a;
flh lsh,d lshkafka fudlla o@ fuhd iu: Ndjkdjl
^mxp kSjrK relrkakd jQ Ndjkdjl& fhfokjd' ldh
flfha;a fhfokjd' ;a; flfha;a fhfokjd' t;fldg
fyd|g n,kak" f Y%djlhd tl mdrg u ldh flfha"
;a; flfha fhfokjd fkfuhs' wr .reGdkSh jQ
in%yaupdka jykafiag f.!rjfhka fm%auh olajka jdih
lr,d" Bgmiafi jqjukd Ou lreKq Wkajykafiag .re nqyu
q ka
olaj, bf.kf.k" Bg miafia tA bf.k .;a;d jQ Oufha
yeisfrkak ;uhs wr yqfol,dj f;dard .kafka' Bg miafia
thd Ndjkdf fhfokjd' fl ;uhs fkd ,enQ m%{dj Wmojd
.kak" ,enQ m%{dj je hqKq lr.kak" Ndjkd jYfhka
imQK lr .kag Wmldr jkakd jQ ;=kafjks ldrKh'
B<g nq rcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd y;rfjks
ldrKh' tA ;uhs" ^iS,jd p fyda;s md;sfudlaL ixjrixjqf;da
yr;s& thd fndfydu is,aj;a' iudoka jQ is,amo wdrlaId
lrf.k jdih lrkjd' ^wdpdr f.dapr imkafkda& fuhdf.a
wej;= mej;= fndfyda u hym;a' ^wKqu;af;aiq jfiq
Nhoiaid& l=vd jrola lrkak;a Nhhs' ^iudodh islaL;s
islaLdmfoaiq& iudoka jQ YslaId mohka j, fydka yslafukjd'
^whx NslaLf p;=;af;da fya;=& fl ;uhs uyfKks y;rjk
Wmldrl Ouh' ksjka ug Wjukd lrk m%{dj Wmojd
.kag Wmldr jk y;rfjks ldrKh fuh nj Wkajykafia
jod<d'

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t;fldg m<fjks lreK fudllao@ l,HdK ;%hka

jykafia,dg wl f.!rjhla ;su" fifkyila ;su"
ys;j;alula ;su'
fofjks lreK ;uhs" f l,HdK ;%hka jykafia,dg
;sfhk wl ys;j;alu" f.!rjh ksid fndfydAu f.!rjfhka
.=re Nla;sfhka hqla;j jdih lrka tA Ou lreKq w:
jYfhka bf.k .ekSuhs'
;=kafjks lreK ;uhs"fuhd ludka; nyq, fkdfldg
ldh flh ilidf.k yqfol,d j ;a; hqKqf fh
;a; flh ,nd .ekSu hs'
y;rfjks lreK ;uhs" iS,h msisj hqKq lr.kak
tl'
oeka fuhdg l,HdK ;%hka jykafia,d j weiqre lrkak
,efnk ksid miafjks wjia:dj ,efnkjd' tA lshkafk ;:d.;
nqrcdKka jykafia jod< Ouh f l,HdK ;%hdf.ka
ks;r ks;r Ouh wikak ,efnkjd' ^nyqii
a f
q ;da fyda;&s Tkak
fndfyda Ouh wykak ,efnkjd' ^iq;Ofrda& tA weiqjd jQ
Ouh fyd|g u;l ;shd .kakjd' ^iq;ikakspfhda& tA Ouh
u;lfha /ia lr.kakjd' fudllao tA Ouh@ ^fha f;a Oud
wdl,HdKd" ufCl,HdKd" mfhda i dk l,HdKd&
wdrNh;a l,HdK jQ" ueo;a l,HdK jQ" wjidkh;a l,HdK
jQ" ^id;a:x& w: iys; jQ" ^inHxckx& lshkafk m%ldY lsfuys
ukd w: we;a;d jQ" ^flaj, mmqKaKx& uqukskau mmQK
jQ" ^miqoaOx n%yauphx& msis jQ ksjka u" tk f laL
ksfrdaO .dKS mmodj hs'tA msis ksjka ug whs;s fjkjd"
i;r i;smGdkh" i;r b mdo" i;r iuHla m%Odk hh"
mxp bkah
s " mxp n," ima; fndCOx." wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h'
fukak fjd ;uhs tA uq," ueo" w. msis Ouh' i;a;sia
fnda mdlaIsl Ou' fukak f Ouh fuhdg wykak
,efnkjd' ^;:d rEmiai Oud& wkak tA Ouh ^nyqiaiq;d
fydka;s& fndfyda wykjd' ^O;d& wymq Ouh fyd|g u;l

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;shd.kakjd' ^jpid m;d& jpkfhka mqre fjkjd' mqyqKq

fjkjd' m%.=K lrkjd' ^ukidkqfmla;d& w: kqjkska
uikjd' ^hd iqmamoaOd& ldrKd meye<s lr.kakjd'
tAl ;uhs nyqY%e; nj lshkafka' fl ;uhs uyfKks"
wdh m%{dj' n%yauph m%{dj Wmojd .kak uq,a jkakd jQ
uQ,slju fya;= jkakd jQ mia fjks ldrKdj' t;fldg f
ldrKdj;a ;sfhkak k'
yh jeks ldreK ;uhs wdroaO h' wdroaO h lshkafka
hh mgka wrf.k ;s f hkjd' fudlla o f hh'
^wl=i,dkx Oudkx mydkdh& ;uka ;ukaf.a isf;a wl=i,a
l biair wjfndaO lrf.k bkakg k' tA lshkafka zug
fukak fj ;uhs lhska jk wl=i,aZ lsh,d y`k.kak k'
t;fldg iS,fha msysgmq .uka lhska jpkfhka jk wl=i,a
ish,a,u neyer fjkjd'
lhska jk wl=i,a ;uhs m%dK>d;h" fidrlu" Ou
ud.fha .uka lrk NslaIqjlg k nUir ke;su' t;fldg
ka fuhd m%dK>d;fhka je<ls,d" fidrlka je<ls,d"
n%yaupd flfkla jYfhka hym;a ;hla f.jkjd'
t;fldg jpkfhka jk wl=i,a .ek;a fuhd y`kdf.k
bkafka' ka f flkdg wkqud;% jrfoa Nh olska jdih
lrkak l=i,a ;sfhkjd' kuq;a wl=i,a yg.;af;d;a tfyu
thd fyd`og wl=i,a y`kdf.k" l,amkd lr,d tA wl=i,a
m%ydKh lrkak k' tA ;uhs fndre lSu" fla<d lSu" mreI
jpk lSu" iy ysia jpk lSu hk wl=i,a'
ukiska wl=i,a we;s fjkfldg" tA lshkafka BIHdj"
fl%daOh" noaO ffjrh" tlfgl lsu" .=K ul= nj" nj"
udkakh fj ukiska jk wl=i,a' fj relrkak k'
t;fldg Wmka wl=i,a y`kdf.k Tkak wl=i,a oy m%ydKh
lrkak hh mgka .;a;= f flkd ^l=i,dkx Oudkx
Wmimodh& l=i,a oy Wmojd .kak ka uykais .kakjd'

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ka thd lfhka l=i,a u /ia lrkjd' fndre lshkafk

ke;ak" fla<d lshkafka ke;ak" mreI jpk lshkafka
ke;ak" ysia jpk lshkafka ke;ak jpkfhka l=i,a /ia
fjkjd' B<`.g ukiska l=i,a /iafjkak fuhd ffu;%S Ndjkdj
wd Ndjkdj, fhfokjd' fuhd ks y ;udkS j bka k jd"
udkakfhka f;drj jdih lrkdj" ffjr lrkafka keye"
fl%daO lrkafka keye" m<s.kafka keye" .=Kul=l lrkafka
keye" tlg-tl lrkafka keye" j iskafka keye' wkak
thd tA hg ukiska l=i,a oy hqKq lrka ksy;udkS
fjkjd' th hqKq lr.ekSu msKsi ;ud u hhla we;s lr
.ka k jd' ^o<a y mrla l fuda & hla we;s lr.ka k jd'
^wksla;a;OQfrda l=if,aiq Ofiq& fuhd hh w;aykafka
keye' fukak fl ;uhs ksjka wjfndaO lsug jqjukd
yhfjks ldrKdj' tA ;uhs Wmka wl=i,a m%ydKh lsu msKi
s ;a"
l=i, Ouhka Wmojd .ekSu msKsi;a lrk hh' ta ;uhs
yhfjks ldrKdj'
y;a fjks ldrKdj ;uhs fuhd hkjd ka h h lreKq
lrkakg ix>hd ueog' NslaIqjla k ;ukaf.a in%yaupdka
jykafia,d w;rg fuhd tl tl lreKq j,g hkj' .syska
fudlo fuhd lrkafka' ^wdkdkdlflda fyda;s& jqjukd ke;s
jpk l;d lrkafka keye' tl tl ldr l;djka lrkafka
kE' thd ys;y lrkafka kE' k ke;s foaj,a j,g we`.s,s
.ykak" lg odkak hkafka keye' ^w;srPdklflda fyda;s&
;sika l;d j, tA lshkafka fo;sia l;d j, fhfokafka kE'
wkjYH l;d j,g we`.s,s .ykafka kE' wkjYH l;d j,
fhfokafka kE' fo;sia l;d j, fhfokafka kE'
tfyu k thd msia ueoaog .sfhd;a fudlo lrkafka@
^idux jd Oux Ndi;s& tlaflda oy lreKla lshkjd'
wij,a wij,a ;ek nqrcdKka jykafia fukak f hg
foaYkd l<d tAjd ;rhs thd lshkafka' oy lreKla u
lshkjd' tfyu ke;ak ^mrx jd wfCi;s& ;j flfkl=g
lshkjd' iajdka jykafiag u;lo nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a

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wij,a foaYkdj@ t;fldg tA iajdka jykafia lshkjd"

ug u;lhs' nqrcdKka jykafia f foaYkdj f hg f
hg jod<d lsh,d' tlaflda ;uka Ou lreKq lshkjd'
tfyu ke;ak ;j flfkl=g Ou lreKla lshkak Wkka
lrkjd' tA fol flfrkafka ke;ak ^whx jd ;=KayNdjx
kd;su[a[;s& ;ukaf.a Ndjkdj msKsi wdh
;=IaKsN+;Ndjfhka isk tl blaujd hkafka kE' tlaflda
;uka Ndjkdjl fhfoka jdih lrkjd' Tkak n,kak f
ldrKd ;uhs ksjka wjfndaOh msKsi fya;= jk ldrKd'
f fya;j
= k lreKq wms we;s lr.kafka ke;sj wms fldhs
;r me;=j;a zksjka wjfndaO lrkak kZ lsh,d tA wjia:dj
,nd.kak mqjka fjkafka kE' tA ksid f iQ;% foaYkdj
lshjk fldg Tng fyd`og f;afrkjd we;s f nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Oufha me;=uka kE' ffl m%d:kd kE' ffl
hdks kE' ffl hd{d kE' ffl ysia wdldfi yd n,df.k
w;a fol Tijkafka kE' uqyqo ,`.g .ssyska w;a fol Tijkafka
kE' ffl ;s f hka f ka Bg jvd fndfyda u meye,s
wjfndaOhlska hql;
a jevms<f
s j,la' wkak tA jevms<f
s j, ;uhs
wmsg f;are .kak ;sfhkafka'
ka ldrKd y;la lsh,d kakd' tAjd meye,s lr .kak
k' ka f lshkafka wd n%yu
a ph m[a[d iQ;h
% ' tA lshkafka
f ksjka u`. g jqjukd lrk m%{dj we;s lr.kak uq,a fjk
uQ,slu lreKq l ;uhs f lsh,d fokafka' f lreKq l
imQK k thd f ;fha iEfyk hqKqjla lrd hkjd'
m<fjks lreK ;uhs tlaflda Ydia;Dka jykafiaj weiqre
lrkak ,efnkak k' tfyu ke;ak l<HdK ;%hka weiqre
lrkak ,efnkak k' tA l<HdK ;%hka jykafia weiqre
lrkfldg weiqre lrkak ;sfhkafka fndfydau ;shK
q q ysT;ma
we;sj" fm%aufhka" f.!rjfhka ;uhs weiqre lrkak k' tAl
;uhs f ksjka u`.g Wjukd jkakd jQ m%:u ldrKdj'
fojks ldrKdj ;uhs ta jf.au fm%aufhka" f.!rjfhka

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weiqre lrkakd jQ tA Ydia;Dka jykafia fjd" l<HdK ;%hka

jykafia fjd" ,`.g .syska f;afrkafka ke;s oy lreKq
wykak k' ffl w:h l=ulao iajdkS@ fl fldfydu
o f;are .kafka@ lsh,d wykak k' t;fldg tA l<HdK
;%hka jykafia,d m%lg ke;s tA ldrKd m%lg lr,d fokjd'
biau;= fj,d ke;s ldrKd biau;= lr,d fokjd' iel iys;
lreKq j,ska iel neyer lr,d fokjd' ksiel Ndjfha
msysgqjkjd' lsPdj relrj,d fokjd' t;fldg thdg
Ouh flfrys fndfydau meyeula" Y%oaOdjla we;s fjkjd'
;=ka fjks ldrKdj ;uhs thd ka Ouh wy,d l l
Ndjkd lrkjd' yqfol,d fjkjd' fuhd l l iudh
jvkak mqre fjkjd' ;a; flh we;s lr.kak uykais
fjkjd' t;fldg ;uhs fuhdg ysf;kafka fuhdf.a iS,h
fyd`og hqKq lr.kak k lsh,d'
thd ka m%d;sfudalaI ixjr iS,h fyd`og hqKq lr
.kakjd' wej;= mej;= b;du hym;a f,i we;s lr.kakjd'
wkq u d;% jrola j ;a lrka f ka kE' ta f l;a Nh ols k jd'
YslaIdmohkaf.a fyd`og yslafukjd' tAl ;uhs y;r fjks
ldrKdj'
miafjks ldrKdj ;uhs nyqY%e;Ndjh' thd nqrcdKka
jykafia jod< Ouh i;r i;smGdkh" i;r Roamdo" i;r
iHla m%Odk hh" mxp bkash" mxp n," ima; fndx."
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h .ek fyd`og bf.k .kakjd'
i;r i;s m Gdkh ls h ka f ka @ ldhdkq m ia i kdj"
fokdkqmiaikdj" ;a;dkqmiaikdj" Oudkqmiaikdj .ek
fyd`og bf.k .kakjd'
i;r Roa mdo ls h ka f ka @ Pka o Roa mdoh" ;a ;
Roamdoh" h Roamdoh" uxid Roamdoh .ek thd fyd`og
bf.k .kakjd'
i;r iuHla m%Odk hh lshkafka@ Wmkakd jQ wl=i,a

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m%ydKh lsu msKi

s ;sfhk hh" kQmka wl=i,a kQmu msKi
s
;sfhk hh" kQmka l=i,a Wmojd .ekSu msKi
s ;sfhk hh"
Wmka l=i,a Ndjkd jYfhka je hqKq u msKsi ;sfhk
hh .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd'
mxp bkash Ou lshkafka fudkjd o@ Y%oaOd" h" i;s"
iud" m%{d lshk bkah
s Ouhkao we;s lr .ekSu .ek fyd|g
bf.k .kakjd'
mxp n, lshkafka fudkjd o@ Y%oaOd" h" i;s" iud"
m%{d lshk n, Ouhka o we;s lr .ekSu .ek fyd|g bf.k
.kakjd'
ima; fndx. lshkafka fudkjd o@ i;s" Ouph"
h" mS;s" miaioa" iud" WfmalaLd lshk fndx. Ouhka
.ek;a fyd|g bf.k .kakjd'
wdh wIagdx.sl ud.h lshkafka fudllg o@ iud
" iud ixlmam" iud jdpd" iud luka;" iud wdj"
iud jdhdu" iud i;s" iud iud lshk ldrKd .ek;a
fyd`og bf.k .kakjd'
fjd ;uhs Ouh' f Ouh imQKfhka u b,lal
fj,d ;sfhkafka p;=rdh i;H Ouh wjfndaOh msKsi u hs'
wkak tA Ouh fyd`og ordf.k" u;lfha ;shdf.k" kqjKska
ukisldr lr,d thd lreKq meye,s lr .kakjd' thd nyqYe% ;
hs' tA ;uhs mia fjks ldrKdj'
B<`.g yh fjks ldrKdj' thdg wdroaO hh ;sfhkjd'
wl=i,a m%ydKh lsug ;a" l=i, Ouhka hqKq lr.ekSug;a
mgka .;a;= hh ;sfhkjd' ^:dujd& hhla ;sfhkjd'
^o<aymrlalud& n,j;a hla ;sfhkjd' ^wksla;a;OQf
l=if,aiq Ofiq& l=i,a oy flfrys w;aykafka ke;s
j.lSula we;sj thd tAl lrf.k hkjd'
y;afjks ldrKdj ;uhs fuhd msi ueoaog .sh;a
^wdkdkdlflda fyda;s& wkjYH kdkd lreKq .ek lsh lshd

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bkak flfkla fkfuhs' thd wkjYH jpkhla lka msg

lrkafka kE' ^w;srPdklflda fyda;s& ;sika l;d j, thd
fhfokafka kE' ^idux jd Oux Ndi;s& tlaflda ;uka u Ou
ldrKhla lshkjd' tfyu ke;ak ^mrx jd wfCi;s& fjk;a
flfkla .re ire we;sj Ou ldrKhla lshkak fmd<Ujkjd'
tfyu ke;ak ^whx jd ;=KaySNdjx kd;su[a[;s& wdh jQ
ksYaYo;djfhka Ndjkdjl fhfoka jdih lrkjd'
fukak f flkd ;uhs ud.h w,a,kafka' wfkla
ldgj;a ud.h hqKq lrkak mqjkalu ,efnkafka kE' thd
;=, ud.h hqKq lrkak mqjkalu ,efnkafka kE' thd ;=<
ys-;y" ysia l;d" lg ;sfhkjdg lshk l;dls,a,la"
lsisjla kE' fyd`og thd jpkh md,kh lrkjd'
B<`. ldrKdj ;uhs" ^m[apiq fLda WmdodklaLkafiq
WohnhdkqmiaiS yr;s& thd mxp WmdodkialkaOhka yg
.kakd wdldrh" keiS hkakd jQ wdldrh olska jdih lrkjd'
^b;s rEmx& fj ;uhs rEm' fudkjd o rEm@ i;r uyd
Od;=kaf.ka yg .;a;= foaj,a' ;uka ;=, ;sfhk flia" f,d"
kshfmd;=" o;a" i" uia" kyr" weg" weg" jl=.vq" yoj;"
wlaudj" o,nqj" nvj fmky" l=vd nvje,a" uyd nvje,a"
wdudYh" wiQ" ysia fud<h wdh kqjKska uikjd' f mG
Od;=j'
tA jf.au ms;" fiu" ierj" f,a" oyh" f;,a ukao" l"
jqreKq f;,a" fl<" fidgq" i`o" uQ;d% wdh kqjKska juikjd'
fjd wdfmda Od;=j'
tA jf.a u jdfhda Od;=j;a fyd|g kqjKska uikjd'
thd f yeu fohla u fyd`og olskjd' ^remam;S;s fLda NlaLf"
;iaud rEmka;s jqp;s& uyfKks" iS;f,ka" WIaKfhka"
msmdifhka wdfhka keiS jekiS hk ksid fjg rEm lshkjd'
^fmaKmsKavQux rEmx& fuh fmK ms`vla jf.a ke;s fj,d hk
Yrhla lsh,d thd rEmh .ek fyd`og kqjKska uikjd'
t;fldg fuhd rEmh uioa i;r uyd Od;= jYfhkq;a olskjd

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flhs rEmh lsh,d' tA jf.a u u<l=Kla l=Kq fj,d hk

wdldrhg u f rEmh l=Kq fj,d hkjd' ka wms .;af;d;a
iqkdhg uqyqK mq wh uereKg miafia ojia folhs ;snqfKa'
l=Kq jqKd" buqKd" ierj .ejd" cia je.sfrkak mgka .;a;d'
f fjkfldg fmdf<djg mia fj,;a bjrhs' f rEmh
fmKms`vla jf.hs lsh, kqjKska uikjd'
^b;s rEmx& f hhs rEmh' ^b;s rEmiai iuqofhda& fuhhs
rEmfha yg .ekSu' ^b;s rEmiai w;a:x.fuda& f hg hs rEmh
ke;sjkafka' nqrcdKka jykafia ^wdydr iuqohd rEm iuqofhda&
wdydr yg.ekSfuka rEmh yg.kakd nj jod<d' f wdydr
j,ska yg.kakd jQ rEmhg we lf<d;a" ms<s.;af;d;a" f
rEmfha ys; nei .;af;d;a f rEmh uq,a lrf.k mp
iuqmamdoh yefokjd' tA ksid uu tfyu lrkafka ke;sj f
rEmh wks;H jYfhka u n,kjd' t;fldg f rEmh ye,a,
fu;kska u bjr fjkjd lsh,d thd kqjKska uikak mgka
.kakjd' B<`.g thd n,kjd fokdj .ek'
wefia iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalI
a d fokd yg.kakjd"
lfKa iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalaId fokd yg.kakjd"
kdifha iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalaId fokd yg.kakjd"
f iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalaId fokd yg.kakjd" lfha
iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalaId fokd yg.kakjd" ukfia
iamYfhka iem" la" WfmalaId fokd yg.kakjd'
f ` fuhd fyd`og kqjKska uikjd'
^fokdnqnQ<lx& tA `kakd jQ ` h nqnq<la f`okakdla
fuka ` hk wdldrhg fuhd olskjd' iem fokdj we;s
fjk iamYh ke;s fjk fldg iem fokdj ke;s fjkjd
lsh,d olskjd' la fokdj we;sfjk iamYh ke;s fjkfldg
la `u ke;sfjk nj olskjd' WfmalaId fokdj we;sfjk
iamYh ke;s fjkfldg WfmalI
a d fokdj ke;sfjkjd lsh,d
olskjd' f u iamYh ;sfhk fldg ;uhs ;sfhkafka
iamYh fjkia fjkfldg u u fjkia fjkjd' fukak
f ldrKh fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' wei;a

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fjkia fjkjd' wefyka olsk rEmh;a fudfyd;ska fudfyd;

fjkia fjkjd' wefia we;s fjk [a[dKh;a fudfyd;ska
fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' tfyu k fudfyd;ska fudfyd;
iamYh fjkia fjkjd' t;fldg fudfyd;ska fudfyd; u
fjkia fjkjd'
t;fldg thd f;are .kakjd f u fjkia fjk
fohlafka lsh,d' Bg miafia fuhd l,amkd lrkjd f `u
.ska .g u ms<s.;af;d;a fl wjfndaO fkd lf<d;a .ska
.g u `u yg.kakjd' uu f `f .=K olskakg mgka
.;af;d;a ffla is; nei .;af;d;a mp iuqmamdoh
yefokjd' fl uu kqjKska u wjfndaO lr,d f we,au
m%ydKh lf<d;a mp iuqmm
a dofhka ksoyia fjkjd' t;fldg
`u bjrhs' wkak tA g `f we;su" ke;su olskjd'
fuhd B<`.g olskjd ix{dj .ek' wefia iamYfhka
rEm y`k.kakjd' lfKa iamYfhka .`o iqj`o y`kd.kakjd'
kdifha iamYfhka rih y`k.kakjd' f iamYfhka rih
y`k.kakjd' lfha iamYfhka myi y`k.kakjd' ukfia
iamYfhka wruqKq y`kd.kakjd'
laIKhlska wei fjkia fjkjd' rEmh fjkia fjkjd'
[a[dKh fjkia fjkjd' iamYh fjkia fjkjd' t;fldg
y`k.kak tl fjkia fjkjd' fl ;=< f rEm ix{d" Yo
ix{d" .kaO ix{d" ri ix{d" myi ix{d iy wruqKq ix{d
fuhd olskjd' f ix{dj wks;H jQ fohla" iamYfhka
yg.kakd jQ iamYh ke;s fuka ke;sjkakd jQ fohlah
lsh,d olskak mgka.kakjd'
B<`.g kqjKska ui,d n,kjd f ix{dj uu lsh,d"
uf.a lsh,d" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d i;=ka ms<s.;af;d;a" .=K
lshkak mgka.;af;d;a" ffla is; nei.;af;d;a mp
iuqmamdoh yefokjd' tfyu k tAl j<lajkak k uu
fl fkd ms<s.kak k' .=K fkd lshd iskakg k' is;
fkd nei.kakd ;;ajhg m;alr.kak k uu f ix{dj

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wks;Hhs lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kak k lsh,d nqoaO foaYkdjg

wkqj kqjKska uioa f;are .kakjd' ^ul+mud i[a[d&
f ix{dj `.=jla jf.a' ta hg l,d uu f ix{dj
wjfndaO lr.kak k lsh,d thd f ix{dj wjfndaO lr
.kak ys; msysgqjd .kakjd'
B<`.g ixialdr' wefia iamYfhka rEm ixf;kd
yg.kakjd' lfKa iamYfhka Yo ixf;kd yg.kakjd'
kdifha iamYfhka .kaO ixf;kd yg.kakjd' f
iamYfhka ri ixf;kd yg.kakjd' lfha iamYfhka
fmdGn ixf;kd yg.kakjd' ukfia iamYfhka Ou
ixf;kd yg.kakjd'
tfyu k wei fudfyd;la fudfyd;la mdid fjkia
fjkjd' rEmh fjkia fjkjd' wei fjkia fjk hg
[a[dKh fjkia fjkjd' t;fldg iamYh fjkia fjk
fjkia fjk hg f;kdj fjkia fjkjd' tA f;kdj
fjkia fjk fldg tAl wks;H jQ fohla yehg thd wjfndaO
lr.kakjd' iamYh fjkia fjkfldg f;kdj fudfyd;ska
fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' Tkak wefyka tl rEmhla lald'
B<`.g weye wks;a me;a;g .shd' B<`. rEfma lald' f;kd
we;s fj,d ke;sfjkjd' f f;kdj fjkia jk wdldrh
fuhd kqjKska uikjd' f fjkia jkakd jQ ixialdrh
tAldka;fhkau wks;Hhs lsh,d fuhd wjfndaO lr.kakjd'
iamYh wks;H ksidu f ixialdr wks;Hhs'
B<`.g fuhd l,amkd lrkjd f wks;H jQ ixialdr
uu i;=ka ms<s.;af;d;a ffl .=K lshkak mgka .;af;d;a"
ffla is; nei .;af;d;a mp iuqmm
a doh yefokjd' t;fldg
ug wdfha bm bm f ixidf hkak fjkjd' tfyu k
ug lrkak ;sfhkafka f wks;H jQ ixialdr wks;H jYfhkau
olsk tlhs' t;fldg thd wks;H jYfhka u tAl kqjKska
uikak mgka .kakjd'
t;fldg tAl ^wkNskkao;s" wkNsjo;s" wkfdaidh

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;sG;s& t;fldg thd ms<s.kafka kE' .=K lshkafka kE' tAfla

is; nei .kafka kE' t;fldg mp iuqmamdoh yefokafka
ke;sj hkjd' wkak tA wdldrhg thd mxp WmdodkialkaOfha
ixialdr WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska uikjd'
B<`.g thd [a[dK WmdodkialkaOh;a kqjKska
uikjd' ^b;s [a[dKx& fukak flhs [a[dKh' wefyka
rEmh olskfldg laIKhlska u [a[dKh yg.kakjd' wei
B<`.g fjk me;a ; lg yrjk fldg wdfh u fjk
[a[dKhla yg.kakjd' ;j me;a;lg fhduq lrk fldg
fjk [a[dKhla yg.kakjd' lfKka Yohla wefyk fldg
[a[dKhla yg.kakjd' Yoh fjkia fjkfldg fjk
[a[dKhla yg.kakjd' fl laIKhla laIKhla mdid
kdu rEm fjkia fjk fjkia fjk hg [a[dKh fjkia
fj we;sfjkjd'
wefia [a[dKh fjkia tlla" lfKa [a[dKh
fjkia tlla " kdifha [a [ dKh fjkia tlla " f
[a[dKh fjkia tlla" lfha [a[dKh fjkia tlla"
ukfia [a[dKh fjkia tlla' yg.kakj ke;sfjkjd'
f wks;H jk [a[dKh f wefya" lfKa" kdifha" f"
lfha" ukfia lshk wdh;k yfha ;rhs yg.kafka' fjk
fldfyj;a yg.kafka kE' t;fldg wdh;k yfha ;rla
[a[dKh yg.kafka fudlo@ wdh;k yh u kdurEm j,ska
yg.;a;= ksid'
wefya [a[dKh yg.kakjd' weye kdurEm j,ska
yg.;a;= ksid' lfKa [a[dKh yg.kakjd' lk kdurEm
j,ska yg.;a;= ksid' kdifhaa [a[dKh yg.kakjd' kdih
kdurEm j,ska yg.;a;= ksid' f [a[dKh yg.kakjd'
j kdurEm j,ska yg.;a;= ksid' lfha [a[dKh yg.kakjd'
lh kdurEm j,s k a yg.;a ; = ks i d ukfia [a [ dKh
yg.kakjd' uki kdurEm j,ska yg.;a;= ksid'
tfyu k f wdh;k yh kdurEm j,ska yg.;a;=

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ksihs wdh;k yfha [a[dKh yg.kafka' t;fldg f

[a[dKh fudfyd;la fudfyd;la mdid fjkia fjka
mj;skjd'
wdh;k ;=kla tl;= fuka ;uhs iamYh yg.kafka'
weihs" rEmhhs" [a[dKhhs tl;= fjkjd' t;fldg ;uhs
wefia iamYh we;s fjkafka' lKhs" Yoh hs" [a[dKh hs
tl;= fjkfldg lfKa iamYh we;sfjkjd' jhs" rihhs"
[a[dKhhs tl;= jqKdu f iamYh yg.kakjd' lhhs"
myihs" [a[dKhhs tl;= jqKdu lfha iamYh yg.kakjd'
ukihs" wruqKqhs" [a[dKhhs tl;= jqKdu ukfia iamYh
yg.kakjd' t;fldg [a[dKh wks;H jQ [a[dKhla
t;fldg fuhd fyd`og f wks;H jQ [a[dKh .ek wjfndaO
lr.kakjd'
Bg miafia fuhd f [a[dKh i;=ka ms<s.kafka
kE' thd okakjd ms<s.;af;d;a" .=K lSfjd;a ffla ys;
msyg
s kjd' msyg
s mq .ukau mp iuqmm
a doh yefokjd' tfyuk
ka fuhdg nyqY%e;Ndjh ;sfhk ksid fuhd Ouh w,a,kjd'
fuhd fyd`og kqjKska ui uid n,kjd' mp iuqmamdoh
fkd yefokak k f mxp WmdodkialkaOhka f.a tl
WmdodkialkaOhlj;a ys; msysgjkafka ke;sj ;sfhkak k'
yeu tlla u fyd`og kqjKska ui uid n,kfldg thd
tllaj;a ms<.
s kafka ke;sj hkjd' .=K lshkafka ke;sj hkjd'
t;fldg ta tllj;a ys; nei .kafka ke;sj hkjd' t;fldg
thd mp iuqmamdofhka ksoyia fjkjd' wkak thd Ouh
wjfndaO lr.kakjd'
Tkak Th lreKq wg ;uhs fya;=' f lreKq wg ;uhs
Wmldrl Ouh' fudkjd o@ ud. n%yauph m[a[dj ,e,d
ke;ak ,nd .kak;a ,enqjd jQ ud. n%yauph m[a[dj
Ndjkd jYfhka fndfyda fia je hqKq lr, imQK lr
.kak;a Wmldr fjkafka f lreKq wghs'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d h lsis flfkl=g Th lreKq

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wg ;sfhkjd k fudkjd o tA lreKq wg@

01'

l<HdK ;%hka jykafia flfrys n,j;a ys-T;ma we;sj"

n,j;a fm%auhla" f.!rjhla ;su'

02'

tA l<HdK ;%hka jykafiag n,j;a .re ire olajka

oy lreKq bf.k .ekSu

03'

yqfol,d jdifha fhfoka iu: Ndjkdjl fhu'

04'

iS,imkakj jdih lsu

05'

nyqY%e; Ndjh hqKq lsu

06'

wdh fhka hqla; u

07'

msia ueoaog meKs g wkjYH l;d ny" lsisu fohla

ke;sj Ouh ;rla l;d ny lrk" flfkl=f.ka
Ouh ;rla wyk" tfyu ke;ak ksYY
a o;djh mqre
lrk flfkla jYfhka isu'

08'

mxp WmdodkialkaOh fyd`og kqjKska ui uid nK

Ndjkd lrk flfkla jYfhka isu'

fukak f lreKq wfgka flfkla hqla; k" wkak tA

in%yaupdka jykafia,d w;r thdg kslu ms<s.ekSula"
iNdjkdjla thdg m%Yxikd;aulaj l;d nia lsula we;s
fjkjd' ^whx fLda wdhiaud i;a:drd Wmksiaidh yr;s& zf
iajdka jykafia fndfyda fldg Ydia;Dka jykafiaj weiqre
lrkjdZ lsh,d' ^w[a[;rx jd .reGdkShx in%yaupdx&
zfjk;a jQ l<HdK ;%hka jykafia kula weiqre lrk flfkla'
f iajdka jykafiag ;sfhkjd f,dl= f.!rjhla' f Ydia;Dka
jykafia flfrys Ouh lshd fok l<HdK ;%hka jykafia
flfrys f,dl= f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd' ys T;ma ;sfhkjd'Z
^woaOd wdhudhiaud cdkx cdkd;s miaix miai:& ztAldka;fhkau
f iajdka jykafia k" hula wjfndaO lr,d ;sfhkafka'
hula olsk flfkla' tAlhs fufyu f.!rjhla ;sfhkafka
lsh,d ys;kjd'Z

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m<fjks ldrKdj .ek tA wdldrhg ys;kjd' zf iajdka

jykafiag k hula wjfndaO fj,d ;sfhkjd' tAl ksihs
fupr f.!rjhla we;sfj,d ;sfhkafk'Z Tkak m<fjks
ldrKdj thd m%Yxidj ,nk'
fofjks ldrKdj ;uhs thd l,amkd lrkjd wd''' f
iajdka jykafia ys;+ ukdfmg weof.k hk flfkla
fkfuhs' f iajdka jykafia ys;+ ukdfmg lreKq mg,jd
.;a;= flfkla fkfuhs' f iajdka jykafia fndfydau .re
ire we;sj Ydia;Dka jykafiaj weiqre lrkjd' fndfyda u
ksjer kqula f iajdka jykafiag ;sfhkjd we;s tAlg
fya;j
= ;uhs f iajdka jykafia .syk
s a Ouh bf.k .kakjd'
w:h bf.k .kakjd' iel ;eka relr.kakjd' t;fldg
f l<HdK ;%hka jykafia,d tA iel ;eka relr,d odkjd'
wm%lg ;eka m%lg lr,d fokjd' biau;= fkdjk ;eka biau;=
lrj,d fokjd' tfyuk f iajdka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh
ksjer tlla fjkak k' hym;a tlla fjkak k' tfyu
k f kqu y lsh, in%yaupdka jykafia,d w;r uy;a
f.!rj iNdjkdjg ,lafjkjd' ta f wdn%yauphl wx.
wfgka hqla;j isk flkdg w;afjk fohla i nf,ka ,nd
.kak neye'
B<`.g l,amkd lrkjd f iajdka jykafia msfiys
we,S jdih lrkafka kE' ks;ru ;kshu bkakjd' Ndjkd
lrkjd fmakjd' tfyu k f iajdka jykafia msi flfrys
tl;= fj,d tl .=,shg bkafk ke;s lu;a" f ks;r Ndjkd
lsfukq;a fmakjd f iajdka jykafia k tAldka;fhkau
hula wjfndaO lrk flfkla' h lsis jkd fohla fuhd
olsk flfkla lsh,d' in%yaupdka jykafia,d w;r ^whms
Ofuda msh;a;dh& m%sh flfkla njg m;a fjkjd' ^.re;a;dh&
f.!rj lrkjd thdg' iNdjkdjg ,lafjkjd' wkak thdf.a
Y%uK Ouh hqKq fjkjd' uyKlu hqKq fjkjd'
B<`.g in%yu
a pdka jykafia,d n,kjd fuhdf.a wej;=
mej;= fldfyduo@ lsh,d' wd''' fuhd is,j
a ka;o@ f iajdka

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jykafia fnfyda u iS,jka;hs' m%d;sfudalaI ixjr iS,fhka

ixjr fj,d bkakjd' fndfydau fyd`o wej;=-mej;= ;sfhkjd'
wkqud;% jrolaj;a lrkafka kE' l=vd jrfo;a h olska jdih
lrkafka' fyd`og is,amo fkd jeru wdrlaId lrkjd' f
iajdka jykafia k h lsis wjfndaOhla lrd hk flfkla'
;h wjfndaO lrkakd jQ fohla olsk flfklauhs lsh,d
Tkak fuhdj mssi w;r ms%h ukdm njg m;afjkjd' .re
iudk ,efnk flfkla njg m;a fjkjd' fuhdf.a uyK
lu hqKq fjkjd'
B<`.g n,kjd Ou l;df f iajdka jykafia Ou
l:df fhfok fldg msig wykak ,efnkjd' wykfldg
ys;kjd wd'' f iajdka jykafia nyqY%e;hs' fndfyda weiQ
msrE ;eka we;s flfkla' fndfyda Ou ordf.k bkakjd'
Ouh /ia lrf.k bkakjd' tA jf.au nqrcdKka jykafia
jod< tA i;a;sia fnda mdlaIsl Ou .ek fyd`o u;lhla
;sfhkjd' jpkfhka mqyqKq lr,d ;sfhkjd' kqjKska ui,d
;sfhkjd' wjfndaO lrf.k ;sfhkjd' tfyu k f iajdka
jykafia ienE f,iu f Ouh wjfndaO lrk flfklauhs'
lsh, Tkak f.!rjh we;sfjkjd' m%sh ukdm nj we;sfjkjd'
b;ska f flkd hjka;fhla u hs' fyd`og hh
;sfhkjd' ta flkd wl=i,a y`k.kakjd' ka thdg BIHdj"
fl%daOh" noaO ffjrh" .=K ul=nj" udkakh" wlSlre nj"
tlfgl lsu we;s jqKdu fuhd kqjKska ui ui m%ydKh
lrkjd' t;fldg msig fl fmakjd' f flkd wl=i,hg
hg fj,d hk flfkla k fkfuhs lsh,d' tA jf.a u
fuhd l=i,a jvkj;a fmakjd' t;fldg msi w;r woyila
we;s fjkjd f iajdka jykafia yenEu hjka;fhla'
n,j;a hhla ;sfhkjd' bkash Ouhka ;sfhkjd' fndfyda
u fyd`og fmakjd ksrka;rfhka u f hh mj;ajk wdldrh'
t;fldg l,amkd lrkjd tAldka;fhkau f iajdka
jykafia hula wjfndaO lrmq flfkla u hs' hula olsk
flfkla u hs' hula f;are .kak flfkla u hs lsh,d' tA

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iajdka jykafiaj m%sh ukdm flfkla fjkjd' .re l< hq;=

flfkla fjkjd' iNdjkdjg md;% fjkjd'
B<`.g f wd n%yu
a ph m[a[dj we;slr.;a;= iajdka
jykafia msi ueoaog tkjd' msi ueoaog wdmq .uka wkjYH
l;d m,g we`.s,s .ykafka kE' ys-;y lrkafka kE' wyl
hk foaj,a j,g lg odkafka kE' ;sika l;dj, fhfokafka
kE' ksYaYoj b`o,d Ou lreKla lka l;d lrkjd' msi
ksYaYo k fjk l;djlg jefgkak biair oy l;djla
u;= lrj,d fjk flfklaj oy l;djlg fmd<Ujkjd'
tfyu;a ke;ak" msi ksYaYo k Ndjkdjl fhfokjd'
fufyu flfkla fmak fldg wks;a msi l,amkd lrkjd
wd'''' fuhd yhg y' fuhd ;uhs y' f iajdka jykafia
Ou ud.fha .uka lrk flfkla' Ou l;dj u hs l;d
lrkafka' ;j;a flfklaj Ou mohla wykak Wkka
lrjkjd wefrkakg j,am,a l;d lrkafka kE' tfyu k
f ia j dka jyka f ia ys i a flfkla fkfuhs ' h ls i s
wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' ;h .ek h lsis f;are .ekSula
;sfhkjd' hula wjfndaO lrmq flfkla u hs f' lsh,d
wkak ta flkd msi ueo .re nqyquka ,nk flfkla njg
m;afjkjd' fndfyda u m%sh ukdm flfkla njg m;afjkjd'
fndfyda u hym;a flfkla njg m;afjkjd'
B<`.g nq rcdKka jykafia jod<d ka fuhd yqfol,df
u bkak fldg;a" wks;a fj,djg;a wks;H jQ rEmh wks;H
jYfhka kqjKska n,ka jdih lroa wks;H jQ `u;a"
ix{dj;a" ixialdr;a" [a[dKhla ta wdldrhg u wks;H
jYfhka kqjKska n,ka jdih lroa f mxp
WmdodkialkaOh .ek f wdldrhg kqjKska n,ka jdih
lrk ksid fuhd f tl tl foaj,a j,g wdi lrkafka ke;s
njla fmakak .kakjd' ismih iy wjYH foaj,a wjYH hg
myrKh lrk flfkla nj fmakjd' fuhd f tl tl
is;=re foaj,a miafia jkafka kE lsh,d fmakjd' fndfydau
ir,j ,o fohlska i;=gq fj,d j;a fjk flfkla nj

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fmakk
a mgka .kakjd' t;fldg fydhk fldg fmakjd fuhdg
f mxp WmdodkialkaOh .ek ;sfhk jegySu' fuhd f
fkd we,S jdih lrkak mqre fjk flfkla' wkak t;fldg
wks;a msi w;r f.!rjhla m%shukdm njla we;s fjkjd f
iajdka jykafia k Ouh wjfndaO lrmq flfkla' Ouh
jegyqKq flfkla' f;are .;a; flfkla u hs lsh,d Tkak
wjfndaO lr.kakjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d uyfKks" Tkak Th lreKq
;uhs n%yauph m%{djg uq,a fjkafka'
ka Tn f lreKq yd n,mqjd u f;afrkjd we;s f
tllaj;a mrf,dj .syska mqre lrk tAj fkfjhs' f ish
foaj,a fuf,dj mqre lrk foaj,a' fu;k tllaj;a mrf,dj
mqre lrk foaj,a kE' f yeu tlla u fuf,dj mqre
lrk foaj,a' f ;fha f lreKq wg fyd`og f;are
wrf.k ;ukaf.a ;hg mqre lr.;af;d;a ;uka n%yauph
m[a[dj ,nk flfkla fjkjd' fkd ,enQ n%yu
a ph m[a[dj
;uka ,nd .kakjd' ;ukag h lsis n%yauph m[a[djla
,e,d ;sfhkjd k tAl je hqKq fj,d Ndjkd jYfhka
imQK fj,d hkjd'
n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiag fldfydu kdhl;ajhla
o ;s,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d f foaYkd j,ska meye,sj fmakjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia Wkajykafiaj y`kajd kafka f
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u olaI flkd' n,kak Wkajykafia fldhs;r ,iaikg f
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f.!rj olajdf.k" l<HdK ;%hka weiqka Ou Y%jKh
,ndf.k wms;a wkjYH jevlghq;= wvqlr,d ;ks fj,d nK
Ndjkd lrf.k" wms;a nyqY%e; Ndjh we;s lrf.k" wms;a
wdroaO hh we;s lrf.k" wms;a msia ueoaog .shyu Ouh
;rla lka msg lr," wmsg;a mxp WmdodkialkaOh wks;H
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hqKq lrf.k f f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha u W;= p;=rdh
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ku`kaghs
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f.!;u uqks`f. irK

inq nK mo ug isys
f,d;=re i`. .=K isys
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irK hkafka
01'

rd. oafI fuday fkd ue;s - is;lska hq;= jkafka

is,a iud .=K kqjKe;s - ksjka iqjh okafka
;=ka f,dj je`uka ,enqug - ks;sfhka ys jkafka
wryx hk .=Kfhka hq;= - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

02'

.=re Wmfoia lsisjla ke;s - iDcq .ukls hkafka

fmre mqrd f.k wd n, - /ljrfKg tkafka

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oi n, nq kqjK we;sj - ;=ka f,dj ch .kafka

iud inq .=K hq;= - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka
03'

flf,iqka f;dr kqjK we;sj - fmr Njhka okafka

bmfok uefrkd iif - we;s ;;= jegfykafka
ysre i` f,i kqjK we;sj - oyf yeisfrkafka
cdprKska hq;= jQ - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

04'

iqkaor jQ ksjka uf`.ys - fid`ka jevujkafka

wud ksjka iqjh `k - is;lska hq;= jkafka
is; lh jpkh yeu g - fid`rej mj;skafka
iq.; .=fKka hq;= f.!;u - uqks`ka kukafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

05'

fof,dj nU f,dj ukq f,dj - i;r wmd okafka

l, l m, foka i;=ka - tA tA ;ek hkafka
f,dj Wmk f,dka fok - u`. uekka okafka
f,dal .=Kfhka hq;= - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

06'

uyd ldreKsl .=K we;s - nq fk; fhduq fjkafka

foikd g is ioy - f,dj oukh jkafka
iif ie irk i;=ka - thska tf;r jkafka
wkq;a;frda mqiou - idr k jkafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafkaa

07'

fof,dj nU f,dj fojre - nK weiqug tkafka

ukq f,dj kqjKe;s ksiqka - ksjka uf`.ys hkafka
fo ksiqkaf.a W;a;u - .=re fo`ka jkafka
i;a:d foajukqiaidkx - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

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f,da i; `kd l .ek - meye,s lrkafka

flka fok ksjka ,nk - u`. .ek mjikafka
p;=rdh i;Hh .ek - wjfndaOh fokafka
nqoaO .=fKka hq;= inq - i`ka kukafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

09'

wm uqks`f. nq kqjKg - ysre i` mrkafka

iS, iudys; .=Khg - f,dj u ji`. jkafka
fhka Wvg ;a ysk - mshqula ,iskafka
N.jd hk .=Kfhka hq;= - nq ys ku`kafka
id id uu f.!;u - uqks` irK hkafka

id id uu f.!;u
nq nK ku`kafka
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uq, ueo w. msis f,i - wre;ska ire jkafka

wjfndaOh we;s lrjk - jpk yiqrejkafka
uyd ldreKssl kqjKska - ioy foikafka
wm uqkska joy< nK - iajdlaLd; jkafka
id id uu f.!;u - nq nK kukafka

02'

mrf,dj fkdj fuf,dj u - l .; yels jkafka

wl=i,a re fldg is,a .=K - u;= l< hq;= jkafka
l<K ;=re weiqr we;sj - ioy wikafka
ikal jQ nq nK - k .; hq;= jkafka
id id uu f.!;u - nq nK ku`kafka

03'

l,a fkd hjd msysg ,efnk - .=Kfhka hq;= jkafka

u,a jreidjla ,ig - f,djg i;=g fokafka
is,a iud kqjK jvk - ksjkg fhduq jkafka
wld,slhs inq nK - is; myod .kafka
id id uu f.!;u - nq nK ku`kafka

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ldg;a fmkajd h yels - ysre i` ,iskafka
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tAysmiaislhs nq nK - is; myod .kafka
id iduu f.!;u - nq nK kukafka

05'

nK wika is; myod - th ms<smkafka

oyug khg wkqju - yeish hq;= jkafka
;ud ;=< u we;s lrf.k - ioy olskafka
mkhsl jQ nq nK - k .; hq;= jkafka
id id uu f.!;u - nq nK ku`kafka

06'

kqjKe;s wh nq nK .ek - is; myod .kafka

kqjKska hq;=ju oyf - i;=ka yeisfrkafka
;u ;u keK muKska tA - ioy olskafka
mp;a;x f;n - [a`C nj okafka
id id uu f.!;u - nq nK kukafka

id id uu f.!;u
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nq iiqkg we;= fj,d - isjqre ord .kafka
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id id uu f.!;u - Y%djl ku`kafka

02'

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is,a iud kqjK ims - wg`.ska hq;= jkafka
iika tf;rg f.k hk - iDcq u`. jkafka
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p;=rdh i;Hh fj; - is; fhduq lrkafka
wjfndaOh i,id,k -ksjka uf`.ys hkafka
[dhmmkakhs i`. .K - kqjKska nn<kafka
id id uu f.!;u - Y%djl ku`kafka

04'

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;fha we;s ;;= .ek - ksis f,i myokafka
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idmmkakhs i`. .K - l<K ;=re jkafka
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05'

u.M, mshjr i;rls - hq., ,i .kafka

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06'

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wd.ka;=l oka iqiq h - mdyqfKhH jkafka
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id id uu f.!;u - Y%djl ku`kafka

07'

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iif Wmk l fj; - hkakg h jkafka
wg f,da oyug fkdief,k - oyu lrd hkafka
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id id uu f.!;u - Y%djl ku`kafka

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