Preface

What will be your first thought if death had struck you like a lightning bolt? Will you be able to

think about every single person in your life or think about what matters to you right on that very

spot? Will you be able to miss out all the things that you have or what you’re suppose to be

doing or have not yet done? Then a quick thought passed through my mind, I remember

something that I’ve read, a quote made by someone. It says:” There are two tragedies in life:

one is to lose you heart’s desire, the other is to gain it.” How foolish I was not to believe that in

the beginning, but we are in many ways foolish, because when you’re so sure about your goals in

life, nothing seems to matter at all than to achieve it. But you know life is really full of surprises;

it leads you to another path so different from what you always wanted and where you wanted to

go. I would have expected the worse bargain. But instead it leads me now to doubt whether, if all

that I desire are the things that I truly wanted or is it this moment that is making my heart want

more beyond all that I am wishing for.