THE CHESHIRE CAT, PART I (1972)

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am my father ..............................
knead the mortar uniform ..................
write about ...............................
best a sting ..............................
meet the Lord's hands in carry ............
wine in hours .............................
wear a uniform texture of time ............
feel a memory .............................
memorize a bone............................
can say violin ............................
call cost .................................
begin to play the violin ..................
cord cost .................................
spy .......................................
pee colorlessly in a dirty sink ...........
stop ......................................
subside rote ..............................
am four ...................................
am a dynamo ...............................
am a butter cutter ........................
am a pink .................................
steal sickness ............................
stand in the back of a garage .............
permit my hand a marshmallow ..............
excuse my own guilt .......................
bleed a small boy .........................
am gaunt ..................................
am sloppy .................................
am a name .................................
am a stew .................................
prey ......................................
don't remember ............................
am ok .....................................
remind myself .............................
select a lawn mower .......................
grant acts ................................
am first violin ...........................
cop goat entrails .........................
copy a station ............................
am sovereign ..............................
am flourescent ............................
am a dish dryer ...........................
transfer by deed ..........................
do night into day .........................
am only a rose ............................
grant myself time .........................
am the wife of a grand duke ...............

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leave .....................................
am an English horse .......................
wilt a conspicuously high knee ............
fall ......................................
walk long ago .............................
suggest a custom ..........................
am the house of my interests ..............
bless God .................................
am the Paris docks ........................
make my name Rose .........................
am a stash ................................
am commonplace ............................
am artistic ...............................
am just a garden ..........................
think of that .............................
remind myself of time .....................
am the lyryss abstract ....................
accuse myself .............................
am my brother .............................
am a hackney device pilot .................
have triple vision ........................
stick out my leg ..........................
trip ......................................
am nine ...................................
assume adult characters ...................
drive a grand bird ........................
slip gradually ............................
slip prematurely ..........................
shit ......................................
hatch my every visionary pest .............
have a smoke ..............................
am white ..................................
leave .....................................
take up the violin ........................
am larva ..................................
linger in an albino hand ..................
don't melt ................................
don't nourish larva .......................
die of chocolate ..........................
am so happy ...............................
am a raisin ...............................
am next door ..............................
multiply the meaning of base ..............
sing songs ................................
lift a sledge .............................
ping ......................................
strike a rubber gong ......................

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pong ......................................
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watch the hours cower in a corner .........
laugh like a freak ........................
run out ...................................
buy myself ................................
resonate ..................................
creep ....................................
rife to edit ..............................
am a large twin ..........................
am a gimmick ..............................
run out fast ..............................
get a newspaper ...........................
write for glass to brake ..................
stir up mixture ...........................
wet my thumb ..............................
know ......................................
am substrate ..............................
am where I am .............................
am a half size violin .....................
am a rose bud .............................
am a tooless cross ........................
am against God ............................
am a reminder .............................
am real soft ..............................
am the principles and practices ...........
am beautiful cracks .......................
am of the body ............................
am flesh used as food .....................
am raw products ...........................
am mellow .................................
am sometimes a farewell ...................
am sometimes a toast ......................
kiss off ..................................
am the violin teacher .....................
am a hawk that preys .....................
am a chicken that livers ..................
pray hawk ................................
chicken feed ..............................
am too small ..............................
am chicken poxsy ..........................
am the spots on the sky....................
am the running down the road pussy ........
am my violin ..............................
am my brother .............................
am what I can use .........................

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pray to myself ............................

forgive myself ............................
am rayon ..................................
yawn ......................................
bring a chariot 'round ....................
am low and long ...........................
am low enough to pray .....................
believe me : ..............................
am an American crestless ..................
am young ..................................
am a military deal ........................
am a worm .................................
reach an eagle ............................
am cigar smoke ............................
am what I say .............................
am slang ..................................
am cute ...................................
am the eagle worn on the shoulders ........
go to school ..............................
go through a large field ..................
come hither ..............................
am birds ..................................
candle justice ............................
bleet .....................................
give comfort ..............................
dignify rest ..............................
have a path ...............................
am more like a command ....................
am a recognition ..........................
am exercise ...............................
am more than a favor ......................
am a subject ..............................
am a comic ................................
am straight ...............................
am work ...................................
am rust ...................................
am cut ....................................
am a diversion ............................
am authority ..............................
am a cause ................................
am cozy ...................................
show cause ................................
show coma .................................
am a white horse's tail ...................
explode on a wooden window ................
am gone ...................................
am unjustified use of coma ................

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am my friend ..............................
am my father ..............................
am the car ................................
back out relating only to myself ..........
am halfway through a field ................
am an executive ...........................
am legal ..................................
am the part of the newspaper whose soul is
laughter ..................................
throw the violin ..........................
am a kiss with a happy ending .............
make demands ..............................
mark a separation .........................
lay sucking and fucking ...................
am silent leaves ..........................
am a fagot ................................
lean backward .............................
am the wind ...............................
punch my fucking head in ..................
am my violin ..............................
exercise a dominating influence ...........
am an office ..............................
am a woman ................................
am the delegates of persistence ...........
am a house of registration ................
am immobile ...............................
am inflexible .............................
am just a pawn ............................
have a limp face ..........................
roll back my eyes .........................
am my stomach .............................
am confession .............................
correspond to confess from ................
regard to conserve to take ................
protect my own interests over and over ....
am sugar n a bush .........................
preserve myself ...........................
bend inwardly .............................
encounter mixing problems..................
sugar a road ..............................
kiss death ................................
wish in a bush ............................
am the principles I esteem to connive .....
take off my clothes to bare ...............
have a distrust ..........................
show it ...................................
sneak through a path ......................

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I have two choices ..........................
My house is my house ........................
I temper temper .............................
I can leave it ..............................
I shut my door ..............................
I hate to bet ...............................
I am the court's appointee ..................
I organize forgetting quickly ...............
I am the bees aversion ......................
I remember beehive genocide .................
I destroy a beehive as a child implies ......
I dispense aims .............................
I try to forget my rocks ....................
I am noble ..................................
I can take it ...............................
I am the definitions of territory, division
and history ...............................
I must always bet with myself ...............
I say now ...................................
I am the lack of absence of trust ...........
I know either of them .......................
I am my rule ................................
I don't fight people I don't trust ..........
I am slow to fight Hitler ...................
I get in a car and go downtown ..............
I go to a disgraceful funeral ...............
I am the prosecuting officer ................
I am a properly firing spark plug ...........
I might well have on myself .................
I am an operation ...........................
I lower a stage curtain .....................
I am the dawn ...............................
I take it home ..............................
I offer a way of avoiding blunt effects .....
I offer drumfire ............................
I don't mean to be hilarious ................
I don't mean to make my day stink ...........
I wish sister ...............................
I drop a hammer .............................
I play on edge ..............................
I am a side horse ...........................
I am the middle .............................
My perfection smirks ........................
I am rape in a field ........................
I am basic mechanics ........................
I suffocate myself ..........................

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take my body home .........................

am a pilotless airplane ...................
am deaf chiefly to my sound ...............
lay sucking and fucking ...................
am silent leaves forgetting ...............
lean backward .............................
am the wind ...............................
punch my fucking head in ..................
am starch .................................
am a period of excessive drink ............
am a drunken wish .........................
am a child's moan .........................
am a romance ..............................
am silly as I am ..........................
am a factor ...............................
am any of several elements ................
am the gummy frequencies ..................
am a piss assed bitch .....................
am out of my breath .......................
am holmium ................................
feel worse to hear ........................
count atoms ...............................
am all numbers ............................
am sixty-seven ............................
am hairy foliage ..........................
am a government of bishops ................
am growth .................................
am another planet .........................
am another spore ..........................
am big shit ...............................
am a sheet filled with orange juice .......
am bored by religious rights ..............
am bored by fucking .......................
have become an office .....................
have become a doctrine ....................
move behind a counter .....................
don't move my feet ........................
have heard of moisture road ...............
have heard of journey end .................
am more in than out .......................
am no longer effective ....................
am usable .................................
nod .......................................
break a bottle of milk over myself ........
lay myself ................................
am a smear ................................
am a trace removed ........................

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am a sharp instrument .....................
am a procedural rule ......................
am a legal body ...........................
am supremacy ..............................
am any housefly ...........................
am anywhere ...............................
am not good enough for myself .............
am almost white ...........................
wait a minute .............................
am any great favor ........................
will do ...................................
am in a hurry .............................
am the diplomat ...........................
look at the lamp ..........................
am a family heirloom ......................
am the only one ...........................
am accommodation ..........................
am my ground ..............................
am my eyes ................................
am my glasses .............................
am a curse ................................
see myself ................................
am assured ................................
am amazed .................................
am not going to use myself ................
am just an example ........................
am good ...................................
feel ......................................
am a prominent feature ....................
am an element of rare earth ...............
am passionate .............................
am a fat Sunday fold up ...................
am smoke ..................................
roll around the ceiling ...................
try to trip ...............................
wear paper ................................
assume paper ..............................
am my last name ...........................
am boy ....................................
sit in the back ...........................
dream of air ..............................
call myself ...............................
laugh .....................................
blow myself ...............................
laugh .....................................
am the mark of a hurried genius ...........

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am chronic masturbation ...................

am grinding teeth .........................
am corn ...................................
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let myself work in a store ................
am fragrance ..............................
preceed judgment ..........................
am the Cheshire cat........................
am on the road ............................
am a rolling mad hatter ...................
curtsy and kiss the sun ...................
am the madder family ......................
am a hat ..................................
am the plates flying off the wall .........
am a long head ............................
am mad ....................................
am some time ..............................
am the telephone wires ....................
am tropical at least ......................
am my hat .................................
am many sections of newspaper .............
am the alphabet's clock ...................
spit wherever I please ....................
am more a meal than steam .................
am industry accumulating good .............
am the clock accumulating time ............
am an alphabet of hat bands ...............
save letters ..............................
save hats .................................
chicken chambers ..........................
am a flint bone ...........................
answer my phone ...........................
answer my chickens ........................
am the answer .............................
am explosive ..............................
am unrestrained ...........................
am filed on my desk .......................
have plants in my hands ...................
have roots in my pockets ..................
am a smoke tart from a plate ..............
chew ......................................
work for myself ...........................
am as callous as a magazine ...............
am a full figure ..........................
never stay ................................
spit seeds ................................
am a hot head .............................

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am a shame ................................
detain myself for centuries ...............
am the bees I kill ........................
say it while I travel .....................
am ridiculous .............................
save time .................................
am this time ..............................
am my phone ...............................
am this place .............................
am this mess ..............................
know myself ...............................
mention it ................................
am menopause ..............................
am mincemeat ..............................
am a suggestion ...........................
say something .............................
stop exhalation ...........................
am a shoe .................................
am a formal citation ......................
go to speak where I want to get ...........
speak of my own ...........................
taught myself .............................
rise when I wish it .......................
fill a pot with water .....................
am the air ................................
am a dirty joke ...........................
am noxious ................................
am as persistent as hell ..................
am a well oiled roll away .................
serve to avoid my warm moistness ..........
am my mouth ...............................
am a Menonite pun .........................
sprinkle in the morning ...................
swear to God ..............................
do my will ................................
misplay trouble ...........................
am my basic half ..........................
deal cards and laugh ......................
give into myself ..........................
am all panhandlers ........................
am usual ..................................
am a crow .................................
am the size of my handle ..................
crow as a rooster .........................
keep the dusts down .......................
am the water ..............................
keep a large bowl of bruised fruit ........

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I am an argument ............................
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I am the casaba's round .....................
I threaten the whole ........................
I am a harem of compulsion ..................
I am a castinette ...........................
I am the guilt of marriage ..................
I am all handmades ..........................
I am all inlaws .............................
I am a handkerchief .........................
I am a custom made wrong ....................
I place the ripe time .......................
I suggest doubt .............................
I make of time a fear of miscue .............
I am evidence ...............................
I last for bumps ............................
I make rebounds possible ....................
I outbound sweat ............................
I am death in a canyon ......................
I am as slow as the river ...................
I am the hall ...............................
I blink an eye ..............................
I don't talk to relatives ...................
I am a war memorial .........................
I do good and disappear .....................
I accuse myself .............................
I keep myself ...............................
I m a night table ...........................
I mar my door with my shoe ..................
My house is a skull .........................
I keep pictures all over ....................
I outstand vision ...........................
I bystand hate ..............................
I am an orgy of effigy ......................
I swoon .....................................
I am air heated reason ......................
I resent myself .............................
I make a mudflat of a dessert ...............
I wash out dinner ...........................
I remove leather ............................
I am a salesman .............................
I am hay ....................................
I save this day .............................
I accuse myself of stupidity ................
I cry .......................................
I am a prefix ...............................

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move cockroaches with my walk .............
am as partable as buttocks ................
recede as the inevitable ..................
am the stinking basement ..................
am the whole city .........................
am trapped by my shaft less light .........
am a mediocre capacity of infinity ........
smell like hell ...........................
never forget ..............................
am the roaches ............................
am a monsignor ............................
join myself ...............................
wait in a little room .....................
am a trauma ...............................
stray as I tickle .........................
avoid the relatives .......................
am a Frenchman of distinction .............
kiss myself ...............................
rotate ....................................
am a tribute to dance .....................
top the day ...............................
am as tall as the day .....................
am the day ................................
wait between dark bottomless shoes and the
stray furrow that ends my neck ............
am a morphy Spanish prophet ...............
win every race ............................
am downstairs .............................
am the toilet .............................
am an old rumble ..........................
am dark ...................................
am the smell of Italy .....................
scream ....................................
pick at myself ............................
flush myself down .........................
resemble a bell ...........................
bubble like the city limits ...............
bore a tufted meal ........................
am the dress of my seed eaters ............
sit next to myself ........................
am the cabin ..............................
am the segments ...........................
am the stairs .............................
hold myself against my wall ...............
boil ......................................
am anything I want ........................

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am around a corner ........................
am a drainpipe ............................
collar myself .............................
am a finite line ..........................
am a paragitic pourous ....................
flip myself a bird ........................
come in ...................................
take it easy ..............................
am a customer .............................
am a week .................................
am all balance ............................
draw circles ..............................
disappear .................................
am two weeks ..............................
am bored ..................................
am self-rising ............................
pee all over the floor ....................
kiss a handful of mistakes ................
sacrifice my own ..........................
am an imaginary customer ..................
mark myself with self-revelation ..........
thumb my nose at myself ...................
am everywhere .............................
am all thumbs .............................
am all purees and a bean ..................
bore ......................................
am my friend ..............................
am self-government ........................
come without sorrow .......................
am support ................................
am pamphlets ..............................
am cleaner air ............................
sell myself a grinder .....................
shift everything ..........................
don't just stand there ....................
scrape at myself ..........................
make myself a serial of myself ............
turn septic in the basement ...............
reproach my reflection ....................
am my portrait ............................
am sequined ...............................
am sepia ..................................
paint myself a specific nature ............
am the inside of my hat ...................
a concentration of matter .................
curve my arms .............................

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am a vicious solution .....................

am color ..................................
am feasting ...............................
visit my eyes .............................
feel myself blind .........................
am my pants ...............................
make my store dark ........................
am a deal .................................
am a sergeant first class .................
kiss a sergeant at arms ...................
such a sergeant fish ......................
fuck all sergeant majors ..................
fall down .................................
hang my portrait ..........................
am a cuttlefish ...........................
pull at m davenport .......................
talk color ................................
put my hand table high ....................
am military tenure ........................
am the rest of my life ....................
am all parts ..............................
excuse myself .............................
chill .....................................
take away my commission ...................
am a lovely office ........................
scratch trees of pine .....................
throw everything into the air .............
am my house ...............................
feast on my eyes ..........................
look blind ................................
darken my spirit ..........................
crouch in splinters .......................
am a prime minister .......................
am reality ...............................
am hunger .................................
put out my eyes ...........................
numb my ears and hands ....................
am outside ................................
am the septic fuzz inside an ice block ....
am light ..................................
am intensity ..............................
condense time .............................
point at attitudes ........................
fix antagonism ............................
place myself against myself ...............
am my partner .............................
turn ......................................

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descend with the weight of consistency ....
am darkness ...............................
squash high points ........................
am descension .............................
splinter a speakeasy of grey hair .........
am an easel ...............................
sew myself to my shirt ....................
am a particular person ....................
am my mind ................................
am dilapidated from wear ..................
round all corners .........................
am the law ................................
am my curse ...............................
flow through all sewers ...................
am every plane I've every visited .........
admit waves ...............................
am a fetter ...............................
am twelve nights ..........................
blow myself fat ...........................
am a fast shack ...........................
am all nights .............................
swear .....................................
set the card before a pole ................
flow through all flaws ....................
am all dishes falling from one table ......
am silence ................................
break the past ............................
am a cart packed of sex and bread .........
plot against myself .......................
am a baker's dozen ........................
lean a chair ..............................
observe a holiday .........................
ordain a sewer ............................
make of all days other days ...............
tune the Sabath ...........................
recline ...................................
cover my hat with my mind .................
lean a building against a chair ...........
practice celibacy .........................
am a cow ..................................
come home .................................
am cruelty ................................
come as a fireman .........................
issue no refusals .........................
am chatter ................................
am my will ................................

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hear a telephone ..........................
am a shakedown ............................
am every hand .............................
arch my foot ..............................
support myself ............................
am a shapeless word .......................
cram a mutton sailor ......................
am excellence .............................
am a beaming heart ........................
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hide the floor ............................
start to paint ............................
arch to beget quality .....................
am ready ..................................
paint an hour .............................
am the shanty man .........................
see appearance ............................
am the hell of time .......................
drink most of the day .....................
shame my face with flour ..................
keep myself waiting .......................
hold myself ...............................
see myself as a longbow ...................
am a bastard ..............................
am smokey quartz ..........................
make of all trees shrubs ..................
sheath smart money .......................
smile affectedly ..........................
walk offensively ..........................
call myself to call myself ................
come on West Sixth Street .................
am a ship .................................
light myself ..............................
am a smart weed ...........................
am a chimney funnel .......................
smell by smear ............................
am slyboots ...............................
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stow away .................................
roll stones ...............................
run many tricks ...........................
reduce movement to motion .................
abolish pity ..............................
cure atop a vat of holy water .............
am the livestock ..........................
discharge .................................

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shout unregistered complaints .............
manure the holy water .....................
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borrow all sides ..........................
am a shark grocer .........................
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am the deck ...............................
requisition a pipe of large diameter ......
am the stop knob ..........................
am God's sake .............................
am all vehicles ...........................
screech violent passion ...................
halt ......................................
arrange ...................................
pack ......................................
load ......................................
put aside .................................
lock myself up ............................
storm through my veins ....................
wince .....................................
am a pillar ...............................
eat papita nuts ...........................
am a deserted wine ........................
scare anything I fine curious .............
am a small gang ...........................
am all opposition .........................
am a passenger ............................
am straw wind .............................
am next to what I want ....................
am my burdens .............................
rearrange myself ..........................
provide company ...........................
am a cleverly carried handkerchief ........
am the house of my interests ..............
bless God .................................
go down a flat river like a valley ........

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am papita nuts from public square .........
am a cover for a questionable transaction .
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am silence ................................
want nothing ..............................
am a straw worm drilling ..................
set up all concerns .......................
am an omniscient omnipotent wandered ......
dance .....................................
eat puzzles ...............................
am a tarpaulin ............................
am a sweet bush ...........................
float on milk .............................
see an evergreen ..........................
snap all membranes ........................
omit hair .................................
am down on air ............................
limit faults ..............................
am the painting ...........................
am all devices ............................
am charged strawberries ...................
am banana flip-flops ......................
am all flavors of logic ...................
crack all backs ...........................
poop all parties ..........................
am earth or peat ..........................
stall seed ................................
stummer ...................................
want want .................................
am a wonder of company ....................
am all lungs popping ......................
look out ..................................
love all flies ............................
stray and lose myself .....................
deposit rocks .............................
form all castes ...........................
alienate all residents ....................
bolt burdens to the house .................
lock a cold scarecrow in a fire ...........
am wheat ..................................
see only to see ...........................
dream of wheels ...........................
flow down a canyon as a rush hour rumbling
to strategy ...............................

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am moon-sore romance ......................
am sparks in a canyon .....................
am fuse on a shaft ........................
am a short to time ........................
bank alright ..............................
blink all eyes ............................
am bizarre ................................
am here ...................................
press proper limits .......................
am all ladies .............................
am at attention ...........................
snap a woman ..............................
roll off the side .........................
go astray .................................
am my mouth ...............................
am a gap ..................................
am left center ............................
steam the tenor ...........................
scap a few ................................
am a woman's woman ........................
am the foreman's restraint ................
am one for all ............................
am lonely .................................
lay low ...................................
get a hold ................................
encounter drilling ........................
am all strata .............................
scratch use ...............................
am skill in strategy ......................
help myself help myself ...................
am not had ................................
am embarrassment ..........................
am a dime .................................
shake my hands ............................
time music ................................
pile time .................................
string stares .............................
am smooth as of guilt .....................
make magic of soot ........................
am want to wanting women ..................
am sight ..................................
dip my head in crescendo ..................
blast .....................................
crack ....................................
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leave my die ...............................
leave my window ...........................
leave my sign .............................
sign my window ............................
phone my sign .............................
am ducks in a hurry .......................
am tin on a door ..........................
am the slaughter of holiday ...............
run rings over streaks ....................
push through places .......................
hall lasting blight .......................
am the Columbia Panama Hat Company ........
am all answers ............................
fuck a pile of kelp .......................
hum .......................................
hat papitas ...............................
assume a fuscous hue ......................
am a string quartet .......................
toke a base ...............................
frame the uprights ........................
sink to a stake ...........................
call myself ...............................
stand myself ..............................
sicken myself .............................
make lame the fuscous hue of papitas ......
curse all timber ..........................
bridge all silk ...........................
square all bridges ........................
just imagine ..............................
am gut to silk ............................
am a spoonful of timber ...................
am the pain of nylon ......................
kiss myself ...............................
kiss time .................................
call myself ...............................
am valuable ...............................
am the harness ............................
am a quiet of force .......................
shake all bodies of water .................
eliminate safety ..........................
dishonor cold palms .......................
swat all meddlesome flies .................
favor all zones ...........................
find the floor ............................
am a sad afterglow ........................
bite my shoes .............................

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puke forth ................................
am the gut of all synthetic ...............
am the cause of all gore ..................
sink to kiss felons .......................
drown as habit ............................
curse as precaution .......................
preserve overindulgence ...................
am a saber's rattle .......................
am a high stool ...........................
am fear's market ..........................
am the resistance .........................
am all thin people ........................
am all fever ..............................
am question's feather .....................
cause clear skies .........................
am snow's treachery .......................
am my favorite ............................
mention disease ...........................
spy with lies .............................
am as alizeron crimson ....................
am fond ...................................
am favored ................................
pee force .................................
am arson's season .........................
am song ...................................
am as tactics .............................
cut my wrists .............................
am my bed .................................
stand all night ...........................
railroad wishing ..........................
scent myself ..............................
am the manner of bedtime ..................
am the pie man ............................
loop and roll .............................
calcify equality ..........................
assemble wounds ...........................
am all toxin ..............................
am skin without reason ....................
practice the bedroom ......................
am a tower ................................
am a mystic liar ..........................
mate my glands ............................
allow one light ...........................
am base ...................................
am God's parlor ...........................
am fission's pillar .......................

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shake my hand .............................
shake with laughter .......................
intent for my purpose .....................
kiss my ass ...............................
am all ends ...............................
favor study ...............................
am earnest only when I am difficult .......
fester ....................................
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am a baby .................................
am my bedroom .............................
get myself together .......................
make myself ...............................
have room for myself ......................
try myself ................................
ignore myself .............................
am space ..................................
join myself ...............................
am happy ..................................
paint myself ..............................
am heavy ..................................
part myself ...............................
am fast ...................................
go limp ...................................
go to shit ................................
am loud ...................................
fuck myself as often as I can .............
belong to myself ..........................
am fraternity .............................
am nervous ................................
am M. Fried ...............................
call myself Howar ,.......................
sit down ..................................
am here ...................................
am my friend ..............................
am knowing ................................
am a mother fucker ........................
listen to a billboard .....................
listen to myself ..........................
lay my heart ..............................
come as shit ...............................
piss in myself ............................
pledge myself .............................
shoot myself ..............................
gore myself ...............................

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act like myself ...........................
am close to myself ........................
am my intentions ..........................
cradle youth ..............................
reel ......................................
woo myself ................................
recall myself .............................
shame myself ..............................
ache .....................................
doctor myself .............................
give in to study ..........................
support myself ............................
kiss out ..................................
know I know ...............................
am a night ................................
am friendship .............................
am a chair ................................
am an affront to my easel .................
should be .................................
kiss my ass ...............................
crumble like licked out sugar .............
cry bastard ...............................
fuck filth ................................
am the bastard of dirt ....................
spend the night ...........................
am my mouth ...............................
wear my wrist .............................
am an ear .................................
feel a wall ...............................
am pain ...................................
fight .....................................
am my death ...............................
observe my finger .........................
go down to blood ..........................
am nothing ................................
kiss my ass ...............................
come quietly ..............................
pollute bigotry ...........................
am a whole ................................
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am decisive ...............................
am lost ...................................
am momentum ...............................
sacrifice a smile .........................
am time ...................................
straighten all curves .....................
sever my arm ..............................
stope myself ..............................
am crass ..................................
am Leon ...................................
am stud poker .............................
settle with a sucker ......................
make myself happy .........................
am a double bed ...........................
am a lemon ................................
crunch a stall ............................
come ......................................
stop ......................................
pose ......................................
come ......................................
stop ......................................
call for a brake ..........................
am intermission ...........................
am pinned down like an insect .............
sit .......................................
am intermittent ...........................
take a brake ..............................
am all conclusion .........................
am intermissive ...........................
split all ends ............................
returned ..................................
am extinguished ...........................
please myself .............................
cross myself ..............................
am a problem of technique .................
am what I have been .......................
explore myself ............................
change my style ...........................
am a chameleon ............................
am the Lord ...............................
am a shelter cursed .......................
object to dependency ......................
exhale ....................................
am frenetic ...............................
am flavor .................................
am what I think ...........................
cannot find myself ........................

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4,
8,
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16,
20,
24,
28,
2,
6,
10,
14,
18,
22,
26,
30,
3,
7,
11,
15,
19,
23,
27,
1,
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9,
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25,
29,
2,
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penetrate myself ..........................

smudge myself .............................
hit myself ................................
am hard ...................................
betray all greeting .......................
stop intention ............................
ache ......................................
slither ...................................
see my eyes ...............................
poison myself .............................
embarrass myself ..........................
am vigorous ...............................
please myself .............................
am a sacrament ............................
beg myself ................................
side with myself ..........................
cross a room ..............................
core night ...............................
am a weapon ...............................
am an effort ..............................
thrill myself .............................
bust my ass ...............................
kiss my balls .............................
brake a ticket ............................
brake travel ..............................
upset myself ..............................
look at myself ............................
am sorry ..................................
free danger ...............................
fuck protection ...........................
am intermission ...........................
smile stupidity ...........................
am intermission ...........................
remember roots ............................
needle myself .............................
strike myself .............................
am clumsy with myself .....................
excuse myself .............................
am my limbs ...............................
subtract myself ...........................
replace myself ............................
am silk ...................................
am succubus ...............................
carry myself ..............................
withdraw from myself ......................
am intermission ...........................
carry payment .............................

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Mar.
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Mar.
Mar.
Mar.
Mar.
Mar.
Apr.
Apr.

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9,
13,
17,
21,
25,
29,
2,
6,
10,
14,
18,
22,
26,
30,
4,
8,
12,
16,
20,
24,
28,
1,
5,
9,
13,
17,
21,
25,
29,
2,
6,
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splash ....................................
dump myself ...............................
am the concave of the city limits .........
am the work of a woman ....................

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Apr.

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