The one that didnt give up

Chapter 1

Ive hidden my face into his chest trying not to burst into tears. Zayn held me , his hand going trough my short-ish hair, trying to stop me from shaking. I took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes, forcing myself to smile. Are you okay?he asked quickly , being worried . I..I think Ill be fine I replied, still insecure of my emotions and feelings. On that beautiful evening everything when from heaven to hell.

~4 hours earlier~ I was waiting for my friend Daisy outside the parking lot so we could go in and get our books signed by One Direction. We finally got the chance of meeting them. It was so exciting that I could hardly resist the pressure of being so close to them. I saw Daisy approaching and I happily smiled she was finally there. We hugged and got in, entering a large room filled with thousands of people waiting for the boys. After they arrived they began to sign books so fast that we ended up being in the second row in 1 hour instead of waiting there 2 or 3. I was feeling really comfortable with my friend Daisy by my side so it was pretty obvious Id start to dance and laugh, because that is what Im used to do when Im in my comfort zone. All of the sudden the bodyguard told me to step forward and to give my book to Harry. So I did. I went from boy to boy, but Niall looked a little bit sad so I jumped over the table and hugged him very quick before the bodyguard came and pushed me away. What are you doing ? he asked annoyed. He was..sad. Giving him a hug ? What did you thought I was doing ? Sexually abusing him? I answered back with a little smirk on my face. Thats it. You are going out. Right now. The bodyguard began to push me away as I fought my way back to the boys screaming But my book wasnt signed by Zayn and he has it. Let go of me. Let her go said a masculine voice. It was Zayn. Let her come closer. She made Nial smile and we must thank her for that. She is a fan. She deserves more. I looked at him completely shocked by his own words but I got closer. He got up, gave me my book and hugged me. When he let go he asked me what I was up to this evening. Nothing. Just hanging out with Daisy, watchin movies, laugh. Usual stuff. Why ?.

I was thinking you and your friend might like to come to Nialls apartament and hang out with us.Listen to some music, eat . Basically have fun. At first I thought I was having hearing problems, but then he looked at me with those big brown eyes and smiled. Yes. Of course. Let me give you the address so you could pick us up, because obviously we dont know where Nialls apartament is. Sure babe. Write it down.Picking you at 7 p.m. After giving him the address I smiled and walked away. I waited for Daisy outside so I could give her the best new ever. She was completely in love with Harry. As we walked home we talked about it. As soon as got home we started looking trough our clothes being unabled to decide what to wear. I went with a white tank top, some jeans , spencer and high-heels. Daisy took a dress with some cute flowers on, a jacket and high-heels as well. At 7 p.m somebody knocked on the door and I went to answer it. There was standing Zayn, being all dressed up and fashionable, looking amazingly good. I was speechless. I turned around and yelled Daisy, Zayn is here. We must go. Come on girl. Turned around to Zayn. How do I look, I asked him? He looked from top to bottom at me and said You look..amazing. Stunning I could say. You are really beautiful. Thank you. I replied. Daisy came and we got into the car. As we got closer to Nialls apartament, Daisy became a little bit emotional because she was going to spend some time with Harry so I had to calm her down. Zayn lead us into the room . We got to officially meet all of them. Daisy was really enjoying Harrys company so they got along pretty well. I was sitting on the sofa when Louis came and sat next to be. Hey babe. How are you? Louis asked smiling. Hi. Good. Enjoying my time here. You? Good. Its such an honour to sit next to such a beautiful girl as you.Do you have a boyfriend? Owww. Pretty quick, dont you think? Beside, youre with Eleanor. I think you should back off. I was slightly annoyed by his behavior . No babe. Its over between me and her. It was never some big thing. We liked each other but that was all. Nothing more. Oh. I see. Got it. So, lets get back . Where was I ? Yes. Do you have a boyfriend ?

Louis, I think you should chill. Are you drunk ? He was acting really strange so I moved a little bit. He came beside be, holding his hand on my leg. Could you move that hand , please ? Is quite inappropriate . No. I kinda like you. Ive seen your behavior around Zayn. Youre a litte pervert, are you? He kept on moving his back and forth on my leg making me feel more than weird. He got a little bit closer, turned his head around and tried to kiss me. I jumped, pushing him away. Are you out of your mind or what ? I yelled. All the eyes turned towards us. Louis didnt seem to observe that, trying to pull me closer. Cmon babe. Im harmless. I think you need a cold shower and a good sleep. I said, trying to push him away, but failing. Zayn saw that and came straight to us. Is everything okay? YES ! said Louis irritated No. Its not. He is drunk and hitting on me. Make him stop. Seriously. I screamed. That moment, Louis pressed me against the wall, his hands grabbing my bum. Zayn saw that and got Louis off of me. Mate, chill. Harry and the other boys came and hold Louis while he was fighting his way back to me. Let me go. I want her. She has to be mine. I was frightened and couldnt make a move. Zayn grabbed and took me to another room where I collapsed on the bed and started shaking. He sat next to me, holding and trying to make me calm down. Its okay Diana. He is just drunk. Hell be fine by morning. Nothing to worry about. I promise. Not as long as Im here.

Chapter 2 Zayn kept going his hadn trough my hand until my shaking was over and my breath was rythmic again. I closed my eyes, but I felt asleep. I woke up when Zayn tried to get away. I grabbed his shirt and wishpered Dont. Stay. But the boys will think we.. Shhh I cut it We arent doing anything wrong.Stay with me for the night I said and smiled.

Let me get a blanket then. He got up, searched the room for 2 minutes and came back next to me, placed his hand under my head . I got closer to him, resting my head on his chest, again. I looked up at him, he smiled and closed his eyes. I did the same. Soon, I felt asleep.

In the morning. I woke up quickly, realizing Zayn wasnt there anymore. I got up from bed and went to the door, when it opened and there he was, standing with a waiter in his hands. Oh, youre up. Fantastic. Uhm, heres your breakfast. Harry insisted you should eat something, you know, after the last night. He frowned. Do you want to shower first ? Uh, yes. Would be lovely, but I only have these clothes. Pointed to my jeans and my my top. He looked at me, smiling. It wont be a problem. You can get one of my T-shirts. I keep a few here, on Nialls apartament, in case I fall asleep and we need to go somewhere. He got to a closet and brought me a large T-shirt I hope its okay. You got some towels in the bathroom. Thank you. I looked at the T-shirt and took it from Zayns hands Its more than okay . Ill be back soon. I turned my back and went to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror. It was the same me, but a little bit scared and skeptic. I let the water fall on my shoulders and on my body as I got in. I shampooned my hair quick ,washed my body and face to wipe the make-up off of my face. I dried my hair and got out of the bath. Zayn was there, sitting on the sofa, watching some movie. When I got out, having nothing but the T-shit on me, he looked every inch of my body and perversely smiled. I grabbed the blanket, wrapped it against my body and sat next to him, not before grabbing a strawberry and eat it. Mh, this is really good I said. I know. Harry knows what is good for you. Well, I must thank him. Where can I found him? Look in the kitchen. He may be somewhere around. I got up, took another strawberry and bite it. I let the blanket go down on my body and got out of the room. Went to the kitchen and I saw Harry. He looked at me and smiled. Dont you dare say something about my look. I had nothing to wear and Zayn gave me his T-shirt. I said quickly. By the way, thank you for the wonderful breakfast. No problem. Im sorry for Louis last night behavior. He isnt acting like that. At all. I dont what has got into him. Ill talk to him when he wakes up.

You have nothing to feel sorry about. Its only his fault, not yours Harry. I must thank you for helping me out. I frowned. Louis is here? Yes. I think he is still sleeping. No worries. Ill talk t him anyway. He is my best mate after all. However you want. I think Ill go back to Zayn. I turned around and almost got out when Harry speaked. You know, I was never going to say something about your outfit, but I am indeed curios of something. Did you and Zayn.. you know, got together in another way ? You mean if we slept together ? No Harry. He is a great guy and very helpful. And that is not a thing you ask a lady. Youre right. He laughed . Im sorry. You may go back to Zayn. I smiled and got out of the kitchen. Unfortunately, I met Louis on the hallway. Look whos here. The little pervert. He looked all over me. I see you and Zayn got on the third base. Good boy. I approached him, annoyed by his words. Let me get it straight, so your little or non-existent brain could manage to understand it. Me and Zayn didnt sleep together. Compared to other boys, or should I say dick-heads, he knows how to treat a girl, not like you. Grabbing he, pushing her against a wall, dirty talking. Thats never gonna work on ladies, only on whores. And Im a lady. He got closer. You did enjoy it. When are you gonna admit it girl ? You enjoyed it. Maybe not the dirty talking , but the ass grabbing and pushing against a wall it was quite fun and turning on. I could feel him fresh breath touching my lips. Like you do now. He spoke. If you didnt care, you would be long gone, all over Zayn . Admit it, he is hot, but youre somehow interested in me. And yes, I could make you scream my name. I do not want to scream your name. Not now or ever. Get used to this little boy. I am not interested in you, what part you dont get ? For me, youre just a bug. Actually, youre lower than that. He was trying to get me to break down but I knew it so it was easier to resist. He pulled me up into his arms and kiss my neck. A little moan got out of my mouth. I want you Louis wishpered And so do you. Lets just do it. I pushed him away. Never. I walked away, feeling guilty for that moan that I let out. It wasnt right. He was a jerk. He came from behind and turned me to him, trying to kiss me. I dodged him. Its never gonna happen, love.I said ironically and run towards Zayns room. When I got in he was worried. He got my scared look and came up to me Are you okay ?. I breath deeply and got my hand trough my hair . Yeah. I think Im good. Met Louis on the hallway. Had a little argument. Zayn looked shocked Whaaat? What did he do to you ? Im gonna kill him. He got

out the room, noticeable pissed off. I followed him No Zayn. Please, no. Im nobody, dont fight with Louis over me. Im a small thing. Just, dont. I mean nothing . I tried to push him bak to the room but he was too strong for me. I laid my hands on his face and looked him in eyes Zayn, listen to me. Dont do it. Ill be fine. He avoided me, still pushing me away. I jumped into his arms, pressing my lips on his. He grabbed my legs, slowly beginning to calm down . While the kiss got deeper , his lips pressing mine passionately, I could hear some mumbles around us. Finally, he let me down, my legs feeling solid ground . He backed off, looking me in the eyes. I turned my head and I saw Louis , Harry and Niall standing on the kitchen door. Louis looked furious, as he was going to kill Zayn. Niall was confused and Harry smiled at us. I looked back at Zayn who was still in shock, but he pulled it around really quick. He leaned over me and kissed me again. In that moment, a girl came trough the front door looking mad. He gave me an Im gonna rip your heart off your chest then looked at Zayn. I demand to know whos this girl youre kissing Zayn. She said.

Chapter 3 I looked surprised at that girl, trying not to kill her in my mind. The way she had said, demanding to know who I was. It literally took me by surprised. Im Diana. I said trying to be poilite, but the way Ive said it, was everything but not polite. I have no intention to know who you are girl. I was asking him, not you. She was already getting on my nerves. Look girl, I do not want to get into a fight, argument or whatever with you. I just answered your question. If you dont know how to be polite , spare me of unwanted commentaries. I turned my back , looking at Zayn. He grinned. Ill be waiting there said, pointing to the room. I see my presence isnt needed her. I passed by Zayn and got into the room. I took my phone, searched for Daisy and called her, while I took the blanket and moved it from sofa to the bed. I covered my legs with it whe Daisy picked up. Haaaaaaai girl. Where are you ? But most important how are you? she said ,breathless. Hei. Im good, lets say. Im still at Nialls apartament. What ? Why ? Did you slept there ? Yeah. Kinda. I felt asleep and Zayn was with me. It was okay, until , like, 5 minutes ago. Wait ? What ? Tell me everything, but first. Hows Harry ? Oh, the same old you. He is fine. He is actually cute and caring. Well, something happened and one girl entered the door and she was all like Yall need to tell me who this gurl is. I think she is mental or something

Woa. Did you and Zayn did something ? Yeah. I kinda kissed him. He was all angry because Louis tried to make me sleep with him and stuff. Woaaa. Girl, you need to tell me all the details. Im coming over. No. Actually I was thinking about leaving this place. To much drama for me. I. I didnt finish the sentence because Louis entered the room. Daisy, let me call you back later. Come by if you want to.Take care love. I pressed the red button and throw my phone away. What do you need ? I seriously said. He came into the bed, next to me, took my hand and said Look, I am sorry for what Ive done. I usually dont act like that. I dont know what was wrong with me. I am truly sorry for what I caused you. I promise it wont happen again.I hope you can forgive me. Its hard you know. Everytime I wanted a girl, she said yes, but you didnt and its out of common and hard for me. I looked him in the eyes. You could tell he felt sorry for real, that he was not lying.Yeah. Sure. Its okay, but I suggest you next time a girl says no, to try and behave yourself, otherwise youll end up wrong. And Im not saying that for me, its because youre a good guy and you deserve much more. He smiled and looked away. So, were okay ? Yes. Were good. I hesitated. Do you know who that girl is ? That dramatic girl in the hallway ? Shes Zayns best friend. She is a little bit jealous and kinda hitting on him. I think you should take care. She can be quite foxy when she wants. Oh, well, I can be sarcastic and a bitch sometimes. So, she has to beware. He laughed. I saw that. I think I should warn her. We both started laughing when Harry popped in. Is everything okay here? he asked. Yes. Were good. Ive said, proudly looking at Louis. Come in. Call Niall too. Okay. Be right back. Harry said while he went to take Niall. He got back in a couple of seconds with Niall following him. I took a pillow and throw it at both of them. Harry caught it and smiled. Oh, I see. Youre gonna spanked for being naughty. He throw the pillow back at me but Louis dodge it. Keep dreaming curly I said laughing. I got up, standing on the bed with a big pillow in my hands. Im gonna take you down I told Harry smiling. He quickly grabbed another pillow and hit Louis. No. You didnt do that. Youre going to pay for it. he said looking at me. We both went to Harry and began to hit them when I was hit bit Niall. I turned and kicked him . In that jumble I banged Louis with my pillow right in the face. I started laughing and I slipped on the floor . In my falling I grabbed Louis shirt and took him down with me. I started laughing histerycally. Louis looked at me andinstead of helping me to get up , he tickled me. Stop it. Louis, stop it. Its not even funny. I managed to say before he continued. Harry pushed him away and helped me get up. Stop it Lou. Shell die if you keep on.

Yeah. Hes right. I said, backing Harry up. Louis got sad and sat on the bed. I went next to him. Hey, we were just joking. Nothing serious. Dont get mad. He looked up at me with a huge smirk on his face, then he begin to tickle me again. I crashed on the bed and he got above me so he had the whole control. I began to struggle to get him off, but at that moment Zayn entered and saw us. As fast as he entered, he left the room, slamming the door behind him. I pushed Louis away and ran after him. He entered the living roomand I followed him. Zayn, wait. Its not what you think . I know exactly what I saw . You were pretty obvious, dont you think ? I should know you were only trouble. In that moment everything went down. My eyes became glassy and I turned my back. Youre right. What normal girl makes the boys from One Direction to fight over her ? Im sorry. I never meant to make you suffer. I I stopped for a second, trying to hold back my tears. I think its time for me to go. Im sorry again for causing troubles. Ill make sure youre not going to see my face again. I turned to him and kissed him on the cheek, the I walked away. He stood there watching me leave. I entered the room and meet the boys there. Get out please. I need to get changed and leave. They looked at me, but they got out eventually. I took my jeans and when I was about o dress my top, Zayn came in. He approached me and took my hand Babe, youre not trouble . At all. Im sorry for being harsh on you. I cant stand Louis, liking you and especially not on top of you. Im sorry I got all jealous . I looked at him.Its okay. It was innappropiate . I should say the one that says shes sorry, not you. You already did, but I didnt want to listen. Im sorry babe. Its fine.Uhm, love, I think I should get dressed, dont you think ? He looked all over me.Neaaah. I like you more this way. He picked me up, I got my legs wrapped around his waist . He pressed his lips against mine, walking towards the bed with me, in his arms. He left me down, getting on top of me. He started moving slowly, still kissing me. I took his T-shit off, kissing his cold neck . He got his hands on my back, while kissing me passionately. He unzipped my pants and took them off . I did the same to him. He took my bra off and my panties. He left his boxers feel in the floor. He kissed me while slid himself inside me. I moaned. As he got faster and faster I clingged my fingers to his back, curving my back under him. He kissed me passionately then he took the blanket and covered us. He laid back next to me, looked into my eyes and got his head closer, until our noses touched. I kissed him quickly and pressed my head on his chest.

Chapter 4 ~ Past 2 months~ After that experience I began to trust Zayn completely, there was literally nothing that could tear us apart. We were dating for 6 months already. The media started asking question about me but we agreed we should say I was his best friend from childhood so they would stop. Unfortunately, they didnt. In the

meantime, me and Daisy became very fond of the boys. We began to spent most of our spare time with them, me hanving a laugh with Zayn or Louis and Daisy with Harry. He really started to enjoy Daisys company and flirting with her all the time and she was all in love with his cuteness. Liam was spending his time and Danielles place , so we were seeing him once in a while. The boys went in a mini-tour in England, Scotland, Ireland, so me and Daisy were pretty much sad because we were missing them . Whenever I got the chance and talk to Zayn, Daisy used to pop in and ask for Harry and they spent hours talking to each other on Skype. It was quite funny to watch her still not over her fangirling period , whenever she was seeing Harry, but he got used to that and begin to think it was quite sexy. Sometimes , when Zayn was not there, Louis used to pick up and talk to me . We became good friends and Zayn learned how to accept that.

~Present Day ~ The phone was buzzing on my night table, starting to annoy me. I opened my eyes, being determinate to throw it away, but the callers name got my attention. It was Zayn. Hi babe I said in a languid sleepy voice. Haaai love he replied sounding extremely happy and loud. I am coming home. Ill be there at 3 p.m . Meet me at my place at 5 p.m. Youll be there, right ? Of course . Ill be there. My voice sounded a little bit rough and I began to cough. Babe, youre sick ?. Zayn asked quickly, visible worried. Naah babe. Im fine. Just a little cold. Nothing more. Ill be fine by the time you arrive. I miss you. Cant wait to see your adorable face. I smile and put away the phone. I tried to get out from bed but I ended up sleeping 2 more hours until Daisy called me. Haaai gurl. I know you are sleeping but I do not care. Harry is coming home. Get your lazy ass to my house right now. Its 3 yards away. Move. Now or Ill come over. Come to me. Im not feeling that well, you know. Okay, okay. Ill be there immediately. Tell your mom to unlock the door , cause Im coming through . I giggled and threw my phone on the bed. Daisy arrived 5 minutes later, breathing heavily. She slipped next to me, bringing the laptop into bed. We got on Twitter and the Trending Topics were crazy, all One Direction related. We smiled to each other. You know girl, we should choose our outfit by now. Dont you miss Zayn ? Dais asked me. I looked at her suspiciously Duh, of course I do. Ill just take some clothes on me . Its not such big of a deal. Were staying in anyway. She began to laugh . Zayn didnt told you? Theyre going to some event and they invited us to go with them. Isnt that great ?

Whaaat ? They said what ? No. Im gonna kill him. I ran to my closet and look for some cute clothes but I didnt find any. I turned around to Daisy. It seems Im not gonna go. I have nothing to wear. Then, its good I took care of it. Lets go to my place and Ill show you, your dress. We literally ran to Daisys place and to her room. She revealed two beautiful dresses. Mine was dark blue, short-ish and tightly. Her dress was a cute light pink, vaporous that suited her perfectly. I helped Daisy with her makeup, because she was so excited about seeing Harry that she began to shake. Ohh, I should be at Zayns flat by now. Gonna take a cab. Ill call you when I ge any news about the event. Wait for my call or who knows, for Harry a your door. Shut it Diana. You make me more nervous that I already am. I kissed her quickly and ran out of the room .

As I was running the stairs to Zayns apartament, my heart began to beat faster and faster, as it wanted to jump out of my chest. Arriving in front of his door, I took a deep breath and pushed it, entering. The image of a him and Charrise sitting on the couch, hugging and kissing, made my eyes glassy. As I turned my back, trying not to make much noise, tears began to stream down my face. I looked for the last time, then got out of the flat. On my way down, I dialed Louis. Luckily he picked up really quick. Hello love. Said Louis in a happy voice. Hi. I replied short. Whats wrong ? he asked worried. Its Zayn. Could we meet? Sure babe. Tell me where you are. Ill be there in 2 minutes. At his flat. Actually, in front of his flat. Okay. Stay there. Ill be there in 2 minutes. Do not move. You heard me? Yeah. I said. Not intending to . He was right, in less than 2 minutes he was there. Hey, heeey, have you been crying ? Whats wrong love ? Tell me everything. He said, putting his hands on my cheeks looking into my eyes. I felt his soft and warm hands on my face and I closed my eyes, letting other tars streaming down.

He is withCharisse. Up. Said while poiting to his flat. Caught them hugging & kissing. I think he has been cheating on me with her. I dont know what to do. It was supposed to be a special day for us, both of us. I guess its only applying for him. Hey, stop it. Youre harming yourself. Come here. He opened his arms wide, waiting me to hug him. I went for it . He hugged me tight. Lets go and eat something. He suggested. I dont feel like eating . Sorry, but I think Ill go home and stay in for the rest of my life. Theres no point. Im sure he will be having her as his date at that stupid event we were supposed to go together. No love. Youll go with me. Dont let him put you down. Youll be going with me and have fun. Understood? I smiled and looked at him Yes, sir. Now lets go for a walk then. He offered his arm, so I linked my arm to his and started walking around London. We had a cup of coffee, a couple of candies . He made me laugh , but then the paparazzi showed up all of a sudden. I draw back my arm, but he grabbed my hand. Dont. Louis, but No but. Not a single word. Louis. I am with Zayn and even if he cheated on me, Im not like him. I am better and I know were the lines are. So, I am drawing a line here. Yes. I completely understand you, but by being right youre not gonna make him jealous or anything. Not even a little bit. Hes gonna be with Charisse and youll get nothing but rubbish andyou can do much more. I say, lets go close, no holding hands, nothing, let them photograph us and post if on the Internet, text your friend Daisy and tell her to text Zayn saying him he has to get online and shell give him the site. Hell see us together, get mental and call you. When he does, you will not answer so hell start panicking . Were gonna go together at the even, not as a couple, but there are some risks, because the paparazzi will automatically put us together, of course. You will have fun and stop worrying about how we reacts or what he says, because he didnt care about you when he cheated on you. Sorry if Im being harsh, but its the truth. I looked at him, trying not to burst into tears . Okay. I said in a soft voice. As we started walking on the next street, the paparazzi began to photograph us. From time to time Louis stopped grabbed me and smiled to me as we were a couple. At first, I was a little bit tense, but then I let if down . After we passed them, Louis put his hand around my waist and draw me up to his arms. It wasnt that hard, was it ? he said, smiling .

No. It was actually cool and fun. Thank you. No problem love. Anytime. He looked at his wristwatch. Oh, I think its time for us to go.Text your friend Daisy and lets begin our amazing plan. Ill call Harry and give him Daisys address. I did as he said. We got in a cab and it drove all the way to Orsett Hall. When we got there, Louis got out first and helped me to get out of the cab too. Oh my god. Such a beautiful place. I became a little weak at my knees. Its alright love. Ill hold you. He put my hand around my waist, holding me, while walking down the red carpet and being photographed . I wanted to move away so he could take some solo pictures but he pulled me back into his arms Youre not going anywhere. This is your night, our night and it will be special. He started spinning me around, holding my hand, grabbing my cheeks, smiling , constantly trying to make me feel comfortable. I started shivering. He got off his coat and place it on my shoulders. I thanked him by kissing him on the cheek. The paparazzi were thrilled, but Zayn was not. I saw Daisy and Harry together so I walked away. Zayn met Louis and started shouting at him. What is wrong with you ? She is my girlfriend, not yours. It seems to me, she isnt anymore, since you have been cheating her with Charisse. Whaat ? I never did that ? What are you talking about ? I overheard the discussion and I got closer. He is talking about this afternoon, when you were all over Charisses body, kissing her. Is that really you Zayn? Seducing girls , sleeping with them and then cheating on them ? I said. What ? No. Let me explain. Theres no point in it . Im not gonna believe you. I know what I saw. I already know Ive been a fool to believe in you and your innocence when you only played me. Thank you for that. Louis might not be better than you sometimes, but right now, he is. 100 times better and it hurts me to say that to you, but have hurt me how nobody could. Zayn Malik, this is the end of us. I turned around and walked away. Zayn stood there, stony and unable to say something. I arrived at Harry and Daisy shaking. Youre okay? Harry asked before Daisy could even open her mouth. No, but I will. Thank you. I looked back at Zayn and Louis. They were both looking at me. One smiling and one almost bursting into tears.Look Harry, Id appreciate it if you could go and tell them not to do something reckless or stupid. Like begin to argue or fight. I think only you could do this. I sighed and went back to them Dont you dare do something stupid. You hear me ? Or this will be for good over. For both of you. I turned and almost walked away, when Zayn grabbed my hand Hey. I need to explain myself. Youll do no such thing . I have no reason to listen. I was your choise. I respect it. Please, respect my decisions. But I had nothing to do with her. She jumped over me, telling how much she wants me and things. I said no, but before I could say something she just..grabbed and kissed me. No Zayn. Stop finding lame excuses. Its obvious she likes you, even I could tell that and I saw her once. I know what I saw. Thats all. I am sorry for you, but if you would really love me, you knew I hate cheating and I would never do such thing. And the stuff you have with Louis ? Its nothing. Were best friends that support each other and its an act. Were not together, never kissed or something. I will never cheat on you and I thought the feelings were mutual. It seems not. They are. I love you Diana. I love you and nobody will change that.

When you love, you dont hurt, you dont cheat or back stab the person you love. You protect and take care of that person. Stop lying. I jolted my hand from Zayns and walked away for the second time, leaving him in shock.

Chapter 5

I went to Daisy and Harry who were holding hands. I looked at them, smiling. So, you to are together now ? Yeah. I thought it would be a great place and time to make it official. Ive been linking Daisy since the first time I met, so I thought, why not after all. Shes great, funny and my type. Said Harry proudly looking at my best friend. Indeed. Take care you too. Harry, take care of her or Ill kill you. No jokes. I said trying to looked serious, but I burst into laughter. Okay . Take care of you. I got a little dizzy . I think I need some fresh air. Ill be back soon. As soon as I moved , I saw Louis walking behind me. I went outside. The fresh and cold air got me by surprise, making me more dizzy. I took a little step back, trying to keep my balance , but Louis caught me. Are you okay ? he asked , frowning. Dont think so. That Zayn thing really upset me. I am not feeling that good right now. I dont want to ruin your evening. Go inside and have fun. Ill be fine. No. Theres no way Im leaving you out here all by yourself, especially not when you look as pale as you do. Lets go into the car. What car? I said, confused. We shared a cab. I know love, but the boys came here with the car. Look, its there. It must be open, go in. Ill grab you a glass of water. Louis said while leaning over and kissing my forehead. I went to the car, which was a limo, pulled the door and almost got in, when I saw Charisse on top of Zayn, kissing him passionately. I looked at them, then slammed the door behind me. While I drifted away from the car, I heard someone screaming my name, but I didnt turn because I knew it was Zayn . He soon began to walk towards me , rushing. Diana, stop. Stay. Enough. I can explain . Is there anything more to say Zayn ? It was pretty obvious she didnt jump on you, so no, you cant explain it to me. But its okay, I understand , you want her.

No. Its not like that . She really is pushy. Please, I didnt mean for you to see us like that. Of course you didnt. You would want to be able to play with both of us, but no Zayn, you cant come to me and say she is pushy, she is the one that jumped over you. Stop lying . I shouted, turning towards him, facing him . He grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. I pulled my arm No. Just, no. But he started. No but Zayn. I cut out. Better for us to stay separated. This way, Ill no longer suffer. I went by him, heading towards the Orsett Hall. I met Louis at half-way with a glass of water in his hand. As soon as I got next to him, he threw the glass and hugged me tight, letting me to cry in his arms. I wrapped my hands around his waist. After 5 minutes I lifted up my head, looking at Louis. I must look terrible. I said. No love, you dont. Let me. He took out his handkerchief and wiped the make-up below my eyes and my cheeks. Now youre good as new. I smiled, my eyes still being glassy. Louis took me by hand and wishpered Lets go inside love, its too cold for you outside. Beside that, we have to perform a song from our album. I took a deep breath , I lifted my head and tried my best to look happy. We went straight to Daisy and Harry which were having a great time as it seemed. As soon as we arrived, my best friend , looked at me and frowned. Are you okay ?. I couldnt say something understandable , so Louis answered for me. She had some bad times, but shell be fine. Im sure of that. He put his hand around my waist, pulling me into his arms, hugging me tight. One gentleman got up on stage and invited One Direction to sing their brand new song More than this from their album Up all night. Me and Daisy went to first row, while the first notes began. When I heard the slowing rhythm I knew it was bad for my mood. I clenched my teeth and tried to act normal , but the all the emotions were overwhelming. Zayn took a glimpse at me and I looked down, trying to calm down, but my heart begin to beat faster and faster. Then, when it was his turn to sing, he came down to me, grabbed my hand and pressed it on his chest. I didnt had the courage of moving it. His eyes became blurry and glassy. Tears began streaming down his face, still holding my hand. He closed his eyes, letting more tears fall. He didnt wiped them away when he got back on stage. When the song finished, the same gentleman came next to them holding a microphone. Good job you guys, but I noticed that you, Zayn, while singing your part you went to that girl pointed at me and sang it to her. What have you done wrong ?. Zayn looked at me. Bad things. Things I should have done to her. She is a great girl and she didnt deserve all those things. I was stupid to take her for granted. And for that , I am so sorry. He came in front of me Diana, I am sorry for my behavior , for being a jerk to you. You can do so much more. He looked down, trying not to burts into tears I dont.. He tried again I dont deserve you. Hearing those words literally broke my heart and I lifted up my head, looking straight into his eyes. I took his hand Dont say that. You do deserve me . You are an

amazing guy. Your actions cant be erased or forgiven, at least not now, but you do deserve me. Dont judge yourself so harsh. He looked at me and smiled. I still believe we should go on our paths, different paths this time. Zayn gave his microphone to that gentleman. No. I refuse to let you walk away from my life . I cant let you and I wont. He pulled me into his arms, resting his chin on the top of my head. I wont let you get away from my arms. Ill do anything to earn your trust and love again. I swear. You cant walk out on me. I wrapped my arms around his waist, letting him kiss me on my forehead. He knew I love those small things. Forehead , cheeks, nose kisses were the things I loved the most about a guy. He let me go, trying to smile, but looking heart-broken. I took one step forward and put my hands around his neck, whispering Thank you. You are a great guy. One day, Zayn. One day. I turned my back and left the building. Arriving in the garden I sat on a bench and let my tears invade my eyes, falling on my hands and dress. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder . Harry sat next to me. He took my hands and looked me in the eyes. He wipped away my tears, leaving place for the next ones. I know you are heart-broken and you can clearly tell Zayn is too, but sometimes we have to do things that hurt us, that brings us down and makes us feel uncomfortable and bad for hurting others feelings, but it will go away. Let your tears come, dont stop them. Youll feel better. Yes, hes right I heard Niall saying somewhere in the back. Were here for you said Liam, coming next to me . It doesnt matter the time. Well be there for you, as we are for Zayn. Louis said while approaching to us. He sat in his knees, in front of me, with his hands on my legs. You have our complete support, no matter what . And Zayn ? I managed to say. He said he needs some time alone. Niall answered. Oh. Well support him as well. Said Louis But for the moment, you need your boys here. My boys I whispered , smiling. And your best friend. Daisy completed while coming towards us. Indeed. I affirmed. My boys and my best friend.. Ive said again, while pressing my lips on Louis forehead.

Chapter 6 Fortunate for me, that night is now just a memory, something that Id wish to forget, or at least the bad parts. Having all the boys right there, supporting me it was the most beautiful feeling in the entire world. It made me feel loved. Unfortunately, my moms work transferred her to Paris, but she considered that moving right now, it wouldnt be such a great choice for me, so , she left me to stay in London, by myself. My grandparents were living here too, so they would watch over me. Going back to school after what happened with Zayn wasnt easy. All the people asking questions and having everybodys eyes on you didnt feel good.All the attention made me sick and going home was the best decision I could take. Arriving home I threw my bag on the sofa, collapsing there too, when my phone rang. Louis was calling.

Haaai. I said, glad to hear him after the day I had. Hello love. Are you okay ? Daisy called Harry and told us about your crazy day. Yeah. Kind ok. Feeling a little bit lonely tho. Ill have to fix that. Hmm, what do you say about a sleepover at my place? Huh. I dont know. Only us ? No love he shortly laughed Us, the boys and Daisy. Make sure to tell the teachers you wont come tomorrow and tell Daisy to fake her sickness. You evil cutie. I said, laughing. Okay. See you around 7 p.m. Be home or Ill kill you. Sure babe. See you. I texted Daisy and in less that a hour she was at my place with her clothes and all the stuff needed. We baked some cupcakes and around half past six we took a cab to Louis flat. We knocked and he opened the door with a big smile on his face. He wanted to hug me but I pushed him away. Louis looked confused and inquiringly. Ive got cupcakes here. Dont want to mess them. Niall would kill you. Has anyone said cupcakes? said Niall popping from the living. Yes. I did. Here you go. I said, handing them to Niall. He smiled, hugging me. Thank you. Youre lovely. Haha. Thank you. Louis leaned his head on a side, giving me the puppy look. So, he gets a hug, but I dont. Not nice of you . I ran towards him, literally jumping into his arms. Wrapped my arms around his waist , while my arms were resting around his neck. Kissed his nose . He put me down and I smiled. Better. Now, let me show you , the room you may sleep in. Not sure if youll be able to sleep tho, considering the fact youre in my house and nobody sleeps around here. Well, I dont mind. He directed us to a big hall and then to a sky-blue painted room with a kind size bed and some cute , white curtains. We let our baggage there and went to the living. Daisy ran into Harrys arms and I giggled. Niall had eaten most of the cupcakes , being all dirty around his mouth. Liam was sitting on the sofa with Danielle next to him, who smiled when I entered the room. In a corner, I saw Zayn with some dark circles under his eyes. I looked back at Louis, worried . He understood my non-asked question and he nutated Go.. I went to Zayn, squatted and looked at him . Took his face in my hands and made him look in my eyes What is wrong with you Zayn ? You look, pale and sick. Did you get some rest ? He frowned, looking in the opposite way. No. Not so much. I couldnt sleep . I will be fine. You dont have to worry about me, youve got other things on your mind anyway. He pointed at Louis. I got my hand trought my hair Were best friends. Thats all, nothing more Zayn. Okay. He ended the conversation, standing up and leaving me there. After Zayn left the room, I stood up and went next to Danielle and Liam who were laughing by some joke Harry made. Louis sat next to me, putting his arm around my shoulders and innocently smiled at me.

We spent the rest of the day playing random games, eating unhealthy food and laughing. Zayn joined us around 11 p.m looking better. I took a glance at him and a little smiled apperead on my lips. Zayn, mate, come here. Were about to see who gets the final points at Scrabble. Me or Diana. Harry said. I bet on Diana. She is smarter than you brother. Thank you I said before Harry threw a pillow at Zayn. I took the one Louis was resting his head on Sorry love I wishepered then hit Harry . You do not hit my babe. Daisy shouted, while throwing a pillow at me. She hit me in the head, making me loose my balance and fall on top of Louis. He quickly changed places, getting hit from all sides. I was laughing and screaming in the same time. Harry started hiting Zayn, Liam grabbed a smaller pillow and hit Harry right on his back. Danielle was sitting on the couch laughing , holding her belly, while Daisy was still kicking me and Louis. After 5 minutes of endless hiting and laughing Daisy gave up and so did the boys. Louis helped me to get up , yawning. I think Im gonna got and take some rest. Oh, and its time for me to got home. Ive got a show tomorrow morning said Danielle while standing up. Id better get you home, love. Finished Liam. See you guys later. Sure, mate. Harry spoke. While Liam and Danielle left the flat, Louis said Ive said nobody will sleep tonight, but the tiredness got me. Im going to sleep . Goodnight. We all went into our rooms, but I couldnt sleep and either Daisy. Lets prank them. Get that sheet, put it on top of you and lets go into Harrys and Louis rooms. I said laughing. Okay. Lets do this. Well gonna mee here in 5 minutes. If we dont come, means we got caught by the monster she made the quotes in the air. I giggled and ran towards Louis room. I slowly pushed the door away, closed it behind me and approached his bed. Took his phone, searched for a loud song and turned it on. When Louis turned to me, I jumped on him, screaming. What the he began. He grabbed the sheet , pulling it off of me. Diana, what in Gods name are you doing ? Trying to scare the crap out of me or get yourself killed ? . I couldnt hold it anymore. I started laughing. He giggled. Stupid idea of scaring you. Seems a success. Your face was priceless. Shut up he mumbled. Get in here he said , pulling me under the duvet and starting to tickle me. Louis stop it. I managed to say before another wave of geese came. Stop it. I said pushing his hands off. He looked at me, suspicious You couldnt stay away from me and my hotness, could you? he proudly said. Oh, shut up Louis. Dont be arrogant. I told you. It was an attempt of scaring you. Yeah. Sure. Whatever you say. He spoke, grabbing my waist. But since youre here, Id say.. Id say, lets go and catch Harry and Daisy in full action. Hmmm, not better than my idea,but definitely good. Run sweetie.

Jumped out of bed in my shorts and that red T-Shirt, being followed by Louis. I let him go first. He entered the room and turned the light on. Hello boys and girls. He shouted while I popped from behind. Harry was over daisy, passionately kissing her. Both looked shocked to see me and Louis entering the room. We left as soon as we entered, running into his room, laughing. Oh gosh. That was the best thing ever. Their faces. I began to say . I know. Its like the best thing in the entire world, bursting in the room upon two people and finding them in action. Oh, sweet heaven. I dont want to know how it feels. Never . I am telling you, never . I said, still giggling. I sat on the bed and Louis locked the door, then came and sat next to me. As I was saying earlier, we should take advange of this situation, love. Louis, please, stop it. Im not interested in you. Youve been a great friend , but nothing more. If I were just a friend, you wouldnt enjoy this. He said, crushing his lips on mine. He grabbed me by the waist and pressed his body against mine. I put my arms around his neck, unconsciously of my actions. He drew himself back after a couple of seconds. Told you babe. You want me as much as I want you. I.. I didnt let him finish the sentence, crushing my lips on his, this time my initiative being mine. He grabbed my waist again pulling me on top of him. I showed not resistance at his hands touching my body.

Chapter 7 As his hand find its way under my T-shirt , almost undoing my bra, I drew myself back from his hands and sat on the bedside. No Louis. What , what youre doing is not right. No. He came next to me, his feet touching the cold floor. But why love ? You want me, I want you. Its perfectly normal . I stood up, turning to him. No Louis. Its absolutely not right. I dont know whats got into me. I may be still in denial. Actually, I am still in denial. I am denying my feelings for Zayn and I shouldnt. Even if he hurt me, I still love him. I do. From the bottom of my heart and I cant keep pretenting I dont feel anything. No matter if Ill drown in tears or if Ill dry from all the shed tears , my love for him will not change. And yes, the pain he caused me tears me apart and makes me wanna break down and never get up . Just lay there until the pain is gone. But I cant do that. Took a deep breath Im sorry to tell you all this , but I dont feel that way about you. Youve been a great friend for the last couple of months and I dont know what I would be without you. I dont want to loose our friendship. Please, try and understand me. Maybe Im just desperate and I want someone to love me. Made a short pause, trying to see his reaction , then I continued It is truly wrong what were doing. IndeedLouis said, the he stood up and came to me, took my hand and said Of couse I understand you, love. I am sorry too, that you dont feel the same way about me, but thats life. Id rather be your best friend than nothing. Now go. Go back to your room. My lips are sealed, dont worry. He kissed me on my forehead. I closed my eyes, by his lips touch, then turned my

back, unlocked the door and left the room. Passing by Zayns room I heard some weird noises like someone was breaking something. I opened the door, carefully . I saw Zayn, with his back turned at me, pushing some stuff off a desk. He turned around and I could see tears streaming down his face, rolling on his cheeks and falling on the floor. The carper was full of pencils, notebooks and books. I ran towards him, framed his face with my hands and made him look me in the eyes. Hey, hey. Whats wrong ? I asked. You. I stood there in sock. You. You didnt tell me you loved me. What ? What are you talking about ? I overheard you and Louis talking about me. How much you loved me, how you didnt care if you would drown in your tears, how the pain I caused you tears you apart. I was an idiot for playing with you, I know it now and Im really sorry. I dont even know how to say it anymore. More tears streamted down his face, falling on my hands. I kissed those beautiful, hazel eyes, trying to take away all his pain. Hey, its okay. Its okay. I said, trying to keep my eyes dry. I had to be strong for him. Lets go to bed. Get in, Ill turn of this lamp and Ill join you. I went to the desk, pressed the turn of button and tried to get back in bed, but on my way I stepped on a pencil Ouch. F Youre okay ? Zayn asked, sitting up. Yeah. Get back in there. Stepped on a broken pencil. Finally arriving to bed, I slipped under the duvet, archuing my arm, Zayn wrapping his arms around my waist. Soon, he falls asleep, leaving me alone in the dark room, with my thoughts and his regular breath. Few minutes later, I fall asleep too. I soon began to dream . There is a man. An old, beardy man who spoke You have choosen right. Choosing with your heart never fails. Wise choice my darling. Now go back to your dreams.. At first light, I opened my eyes, the room being too bright for me to sleep in. I looked at Zayn, who was sleeping easily and heavenly. I got out from bed and he made a weird noise. Stay there. Sleep. I wishpered. Not going anywhere. I took a towel and my clothes and went to take a quick shower. When I got back, Zayn was still sleeping so I went t the kitchen and made him some breakfast. While I was preparing the strawberries, Louis entered and grabbed one. No. Put it down. Theyre for Zayn. I hit his hand and he dropped the strawberry. So, you got back together? he asked. No. Not yet. Well se how it works out. Uhm..See you later. I said leaving the kitchen with the plate that had a cup of coffee on it, eggs and bacon and strawberries and some orange juice. Hit the door with my right leg , opening it slowly, trying not to make much noise. I set down the plate and went by the bed. A little glance at Zayn and a smiled was playing on my lips. Zayn, love, wake up. I made you breakfast. Mhhhh, no. 5 more minutes. He begged. I shortly laughed No love. Cmon sleepy head.Wake up. Made you coffee and Ive got strawberries. I went to the desk, grabbed one strawberry and bit it. Mhh, very good. Its a shame you dont want them. Ill just have to .. I didnt finish my sentence when I felt 2 hands wrapping around my waist from behind and his head resting on my shoulder. I took the strawberry and brought it to his lips. He bit it and I turned at him. Good

boy. Now, let me make the bed. I said, trying to pass by him . He pulled me into his arms Not before this. He said, pressing his lips on mine, passionately kissing me. I threw my hands around his neck , my body being pressed against his. He let me go Mhh, definitely better. Now, I shall go and take a shower. He looked from top to bottom at me and smirked Wanna join? Ha, no. Ive had one already. It doesnt matter love. No, thank you. Do it by yourself. Okay Zayn said, a little bit disappointed of my choice. While he got in the shower and slipped under the duvet, turned on the TV and waited for him. His phone rang. At first, Ive said to myself I should not get into his businesses , but it kept ringing. Love, your phone is ringing. I shouted. Fortunate for me, Zayn heard me Answer it. Tell them Im in shower and to call later. I took it, looked at the caller name and rolled my eyes. Charisse. Yes? I said, trying to be nice. Who is this ? she asked on a picthy voice. Diana. Zayns in the shower. Call him later. No, no. Actually, I wanted to talk to you.Erm.. I need to apologize for my behavior. I overreacted. I knew Zayn was dating you, he made that obvious from the first day we, me and you, accidentally met . He couldnt keep his mouth shut of how great and amazing you are and I got a little bit jealous of how much he cares about you. I think I always had a thing for him, but never got the chance or guts to tell him about it. I am really sorry, I hope you can understand that one day. I leaned my head on a funny way and said I think its okay. As long as you dont overreact again and jump on top of him, I think its okay for me. I never hated you. I just.. didnt feel great about seeing you two together. Its okay. You dont have to explain yourself. I was the one that had an innappropiate behavior.I am really greatful you have forgotten me . To be honest, I was feeling guilty. I laughed and so did she. Uhm, what do you say about coming over at Louis flat ? Zayn had some terrible times so I think it should be good for him to have all his friends around him. Actually, thats why Im calling him. Last night, he mentioned something about Louis flat and a sleepover and he sounded tired and.. She paused a little I dont know. Just wrong. So I thought Id surprise him. I am near so I was just calling to make sure he is still there. Gonna be there in 5. I put his phone away and got out of bed. Went to the living room, where I saw Harry and Daisy, looking somehow tired, Niall and Louis playing some game. Charisse is coming over here. Shell be here in 5. All the eyes turned to me, shocked. What? I said, frowning. And youre okay with the idea? Louis asked. Yeah, she apologized, so yes, Im okay. Somebody knocked at the door. Oh, that must be her. I ran to the door and opened it. She smiled and I smiled back. Come in, please. I said. She entered and looked at me, then all of the sudden she hugged me Gosh, I am so sorry and Im so glad youre not mad at me. I hugged her back while laughing softly.Its okay . Zayn got out of

the room and his hand come at his mouth in surprise. I let go of Charisse and went at him, putting my hands around his neck Thought you could use some friends around you. He looked at me, smiled and softly kissed me.

Chapter 8 We went to the living room , while Harry got some drinks and brought them in the room, then sat next to Daisy, kissing her on forehead. Saw that lovely scene and smiled. Charrise sat on the sofa , next to Liam and Niall. I chose an armchair and sat on it. Zayn came next to me, sitting on the side of the armchair with his arm around my shoulders. Lets play truth or dare Charisse said. Sure we all agreed. Because Charisse came up with the idea she was the one that had to ask people. Harry god dared to kissed Daisy and Daisy to sit on Harrys lap. Liam got asked if he loves Danielle and said yes and Niall was dared not to eat for 3 hours. Truth or dare, Diana? Hmm, dare I dare you to kiss Louis. Charisse said. My eyes got bigger, instantaneous and nodded. Whaat ? You cant make me do that. I..sorry, but I cant do this. Why ? She smirked . Its a game. Zayn knows it, dont you Zayn ? she said turning at Zayn. His face was blank and I couldnt see his reaction. I looked at Louis but he shrugged his shoulders. Come on Diana. Everybody has fulfilled their dare. You cant back off. I clenched my teeth trying not to punch her. I went to Louis and sat next to him. Hi babe he said,shortly. He leaned over ; as he got closer I could feel his breath on my lips. He crushed his lips on mine. As the kiss got deeper, I felt his tongue sneaking into my mouth, playfully touching mine. I smiled, while kissing him. He drew himself back, exactly when Zayn stoop up and left the room like a storm. I ran after him, following him in his room. What is wrong with you? he shouted. What is wrong with me? What is wrong with you ? Why do you shout at me ? Are we really doing this ? You know why. Dont play dumb with me. It was a game. A stupid game. You know I didnt feel comfortable doing that so dont blame me for Charrises childish behavior. Shes your best friend, not mine. Better shout at her . I heard a knock in the door and Charisse popped in. Is everything alright? Yes Zayn souted again. No. I covered him. Its not. Thanks to you. I said while turning at her, then back to Zayn. This is the end Zayn. You made it this way . Solve your trust issues and then well talk. Im out. For real this time. Goodbye. I left the room, slamming the door behind me and running in the living room. I collapsed in the same armchair . Louis came up to me and looked me in the eyes.

What on Earth happened? Were done. Actually, Im done with all of this. I think its time for me to go home and stay there. I sighed Sorry for ruining this for you. Wasnt my intention. Ill go and grab my stuff. I got up and made a few steps, looked back at Daisy and Harry who looked happy in a corner and opened the door to leave the room, when I bumped into Zayn. I passed by him and went straight to the room Louis has given to us. I started grabbing my clothes and boxing them up in the bag when Louis came in. Love, dont go. I cant stay Louis, you cant ask me to stay around here while Zayn is acting like a jerk with trust issues. I just..cant. Dont take it personal. Love, what I meant to say its. Move in with me. Your mom is out of the city, your grandparents dont live with you. Youll have your own room here and you wont be staying alone. Come on. Itll be fun. What ? No no no. What will the people say ? I dont know, I dont care and neither should you, love. He kissed my cheeks. You could end your career. What ? No. That will never happen. For staying with a girl ? No way. Please, move in. Have you talked to Harry already ? I asked, trying to escape from this uncomfortable stuation. We wont mind. That way daisy will come by more often. Its a win-win. Erm, I promise you I wont touch you, unless, you want me to, of course. He began to draw circles on my arm. I pulled away my arm Dont do that. It kinda turns me on. I said in a soft and lower voice. Hm he raised his right eyebrow What about this? He leaned over and softly kissed my neck. I got shivers down my spine. And, what do you say about this ?. He touched my hand from bottom to top really slow and lightly. Louis, stop it. I said, trying to sound tough , but the sound that came out was more of a moan. Mmm, you are so enjoying this, arent you ? he playfully asked. I pressed my body against his As a matter of fact, I do. I like being able to do this I said, crushing my lips on his. His tongue reached mine, as the kiss got deeper. I drew myself away, but he grabbed me and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. His hands were on my bum, squeezing it. I let out a moan, leaning back my head while Louis was kissing me on my neck. I got my hands through his hair, pulling him closer. He went to the bed, with me in his arms, bend down and got on top on me, gently pushing his body against mine. He started rubbing as his arms went under my shirt, taking it off. I dropped it on the floor, along with his stripped T-shirt. I pulled away his trousers, while he slipped his hands , getting rid of my shorts. He quickly took off my underwear, pulling his boxers off. He thrust into me, slipping a soft moan. Soon, he began going faster while I leaned back my head in pleasure. His hands went on my ribs, tickling me as his lips crushed mine. He went down, on my neck, giving me shivers down my spine, then he lightly grabbed my boobs, making me laugh, ending by kissing my stomach. I caught his hair into my hands, pulling him up , on top of me. He thrust one more time, then lightly sit next to me, breathing heavily. Looked me in the eyes, playing with my hair, pulling a blanket on top of us. That was.. WOW. He said. I smiled and quickly kissed his cheeks.

Before we got out from bed, everybody left. Daisy texted me said she and Harry went for a walk and Zayn has left with Charisse. I threw my phone away. Turned at Louis, but he wasnt there. Got out of bed and literally searched for him in every room, but he was not there. I went and picked up my phone dialling Louis but he didnt answer it. I was disappointed. I was such a fool to believe in him and had made such a huge mistake. I was determinate to way as long as it was necessary for him to come back home. After half of hour of waiting I got a bottle of red wine, sat on the floor and began to drink directly from the bottle. By the time the front door opened I was drunk. Surprinsingly, the one that entered, was Zayn. He saw me, with that bottle in one hand and looked suspicious. What are you still doing here? he asked. Waiting for Louis. I said in a soft voice. Have you been drinking? Yes. Kind of. I pointed at the half-empty bottle Why ? Cmon. Ill make sure to get you home safe. He tried to pick me up, but I was too heavy because of my lazy moves. No Zayn. Im not going anywhere. He has some stuff to explain. Im sure this can wait. No. You dont sleep with someone and then run. Not nice. Not nice Im telling you. Zayn stood there in sock, looking like he was trying so hard not to slap me. You did what ? Ive slept with Louis.

Chapter 9

He just stood there and looked at me, unable to say anything or even move. He raised his eyebrows. I cant believe you did that. I thought I was special, that it was special, what we had, us. Thought that no matter how hard it was, we would still be together. It seems not. I tried to stand, but I got dizzy .Dont try and blame me for your stupid actions. Its my business what I did with Louis. Id say, its a consequence of your own actions. Who knows, maybe I did it because I was hurt and wanted to feel loved again. Maybe this was payback. You cant do this to me. You cant backstab me like that. Guess I did it already. Anyway, what are you doing here ? Ive forgot my phone. He went into the room and quickly came back. Ill be out, as soon as I get you into bed. He put the bottle away, picked me up and got me into a room. He easily let me fall on the bed , rolling on the other side. He put the duvet over me and walked away. A few moments later I heard

some noises and screams. I got out of bed, dizzy and insecure of my steps. When I opened the door, there was Zayn, confronting Louis. What have you done to her? How could you sleep with her, knowing I was her first guy ? shouted Zayn. Mate, chill. She wanted this, I wanted her, badly. It happened. Its not like you love her to death. Actually, I care about her, more than you do. You cant be saying this. You know nothing about my feelings. You have no right to speak for me. I love Diana. I love her from the bottom of my heart. You dont. I said, cutting in. You dont give a crap about me or my feelings. Be honest Zayn. If you cared,you wouldnt make out with Charisse. Lets face it. For you, I meant nothing or less. So dont come to Louis and say you love me, because, I, not him, I do not believe this. I refuse to think that I might actually loved you and you played with me. Just because I didnt say it, doesnt mean I was indifferent to your love. You havent even proved it, so, its worst. Now if youll excuse me, Im a little bit drunk and I need some sleep and time off from this drama. I turned my back and went straight to the room. A few minutes later, Louis entered and sat next to me. I was half-asleep when he arched his hand and I put my head on his chest. I am so sorry you had to see that, love. Its okay. Im used to his drama. But, why were you drinking? Thought you left me.I said in a lower voice. Id never do such thing. Never. I care about you more than you can imagine. He said, kissing my forehead. I went to take some food. I want to treat my lady right.Later, when youre gonna be sober enough to eat, Ill be making you dinner. The most delicious dinner you ever had. He rubbed my back, softly. Now go to sleep, love.

I woke up , my head hurting so bad I couldnt get out of bed. Took my phone and texted Louis Love, bring me a pill,please, will you?. He rushed into the room, holding a glass of water and an aspirin. I ingurgitated it . Louis reached one hand to me, helping me to get out from bed. My head. Gosh, it hurts so bad. Remember never to drink again . He chuckled I will love. Ill never let you get the bottle near to your mouth. After a half of hour I was feeling definitely better. Louis served me bacon with tomato and basil sauce with some pasta along. After we finished, he took both of our plates and went to clean them along with other dishes he had to

do. I turned the TV on, when Olly Murs-Dance with me tonight came on . I went into the kitchen and I started dancing, pinching Louis bum. Love, I am trying to do the dishes around here. Stop distracting me with those little hands of yours. Youve got 0% chances of me stoping. Come one. I just want you to dance with me tonight. Love, stop it or Ill do more than dance with you tonight. It will be more like, dance in you tonight. Oh, I see. Well, what can I say. Your loss. I turned my back at him and left the room. As soon as I entered in the living room I heard some foot-steps behind me. I turned around at the precise moment when Louis came running towards me, flumping me on the couch. I wrapped my hands around his neck, while softly kissing his lips. I knew you couldnt resist me. I mean, Im hot, lets face it. Being a little cocky, love? he said, chuckling. Oh, no.Just being honest. Look at me, being all fit and trying to seduce you. Theres no need of trying. You already did it.Hm.. he frowned Lets go to sleep. I am tired and so are you. Indeed. I turned off the TV and followed Louis into the room. Wait, what am I gonna wear tho? Ive got no clothes here. He looked up and down at me. Even if I prefer you without clothes, youll get cold and I need you safe and sound. Take this T-shirt. Put on the T-shirt Louis gave to me, but something caught my eye Heeei, but its too short. You can see my bum turned my back and shook my little ass towards him , then turned back facing him And my legs will freeze. Not fair. He approached, taking me into his arms. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Never said its gonna be long enough or fair. Ill get you warm anyway, so, stop complaining and lets go to bed. You lead the way babe. He bent down, still holding me. He got on top of me and softly kissed me. He drew away , but I pulled him back, kissing him again. Now you can go to sleep. Goodnight. I said, covering myself with the duvet. He hugged me from behind, keeping me warm, as he said. All of a sudden I stood up, leanting on my elbow. Louis? Yes a sleepy voice said. What are we doing ? Were like a married couple . Are you going to make our relasionship public? Of course I will. People saw us together before this, we can handle this. Actually, tomorrow you are officially moving in with me. Well go and grab your stuff at your house. Dont worry love, everything will be alright. But what if the fans will hate me?

Nobody can hate you. Youre too adorable to hate. He easily kissed my shoulder. Now go back to sleep. I rested my head on the pillow but the train of my thoughts was too pushy to let me sleep. Only the thought of being hated terrified me. In some situations, I didnt care at all of others opinions about me, but this was a big thing for me , and Louis aswell. But if he said its gonna be aright, I had to think that so I closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep. The next morning I woke up around 8:30 a.m but Louis wasnt there. I went to the living room. There he was, watching cartoons. I went and sat next to him. Oh, youre up. Good. Its time to get out of the house and bring your stuff here. But, I just woke up. I didnt had a cup of coffee or something. Well grab coffee on our way. Get dressed. Ill look for the keys. I went in the room and took the jeans and the shirt on and left the room. Louis stopped to the nearest cafeteria to my house so we could walk to the house. He got me a big, warm cup of coffee for me and a tea for him. Here you go sleepy head. I smiled and he kissed me quickly. With the corner of my eye I saw a couple of paparazzi. Look I said to Louis, nodding in their direction. Stop worrying. The fans will love you. I shook my head, holding my cup of coffee as we started walking. Soon, I relaxed, trying to get the positive energy from Louis hand holding mine. A few steps away from the cafeteria a girl came to us. Haai Louis. Im a big fan. Can I have a photo ? Sure love. He smiled as she took the photo. Uhhm, sorry to ask, is she your girlfriend ? Saw you are holding hands. As a matter of fact, she is. Ohh, shes very pretty and youre a lucky guy to have her. Let me take a picture of you too. Youre too cute for words. I smiled and let her took the photo, then she politely walked out. See love ? Nothing to worry about. You were right. And if they dont like me, they love you, so its all good. He chuckled and held my hand again until we arrived at my house. I packed some stuff in a bag and we went back to his flat. As soon as we got in, he went to the laptop and went to a website. Love, come here. Got some news. He showed me the picture of the two of us and beneath it a comment I met Louis and his girlfriend today. She is lovely. Look, theres a photo of them. Arent they

adorable? . And then the article began: From what we know, Louis and Zayns ex girlfriend, are now dating. It seems shes jumping from one to another, but who can blame her ? Theyre all very good looking . We have to say it. They make and adorable couple . Only best wishes for them. . He looked up at me, smiling. Whaat ? They described me as Zayns ex. Now I am the slut? What ? No love. Youre Zayns ex, my actual girlfriend. The one that I care about. You are not the slut. Stop fussing about it, its not big deal. Soon, theyll call you Diana Tomlinson. Well, that doesnt sound bad at all. I said, kind of smiling. Help me unpack some of these stuff. Some of them? You are unpacking all of them. I laughed short. Okay. Well do your way this time. While unpacking the stuff , listenng to music and dance around with Louis I got a text . Picked the phone up and saw the name : Zayn.Rolled my eyes and opened it. Good job showing off with Louis. I am sure youre very glad you got called adorable. Hope youre alright with them calling you my ex. But lets face it, you are part of my past now. I sighed, trying not to throw my phone away, but Louis eyes caught that. Whos that ? Nobody I said, trying to throw my phone on the bed. Is it Zayn ? he quickly asked, getting the phone from me. Itsnothing. He is just jealous. He has no right to talk you like that. Why is he behaving like that ? Because he says he cares, but never showed that before. Lets leave him. Weve got plenty of.. A knock in the door interrupted my words Ill get that. I said. I went to the front door, a bit sceptical of who that might be. As soon as I opened the door I regretted I offered myself to even go there. Zayn was standing there, trying to look innocent. What do you want ? I talked first. I want you back. Not possible. I am happy with Louis and if you think you can ruin it, youre wrong. Were open with each other, not hiding stuff, not lying or back-stabbing, like you did. Are you going to mention that everytime I say something? Yes. Until its healed, I will. Okay, then, lets make him jealous enough to break up with you. He grabbed my waist and pulled me in his arms, trying to kiss me. No. Let go of me. I shouted. In that moment, Louis came out of the room, looking furious.

She said, let her go. What part of that you dont understand?. He grabbed Zayn by his sweater , pressing him against the wall. How do I make myself clear? By hiting you? No. Let him go. He needs to understand were a couple now, so he should stop showing his face around here, disturbing us with his little jealousy attacks. Louis let Zayn fall on the floor with a big noise. He punched him in the face, blood coming from Zayns nose, falling on his clothes and then on the floor.

Chapter 10 I pushed Louis aside.Stop it. You are hurting him. Why are you on his side? He has done nothing but wrong to you. Louis shouted at me. And so what ? That gives you the right to hit him? Act like a man, not like a child for Gods sake. I never wanted you two to fight for me. Put an end of it. Right now Louis. He made a few steps towards us. Back off I said. Are you deaf or what ? Why do you take his side? Do you still love him? He shook me, almost pushing me against the wall. Do you? he yelled at me. I was absolutely frightened of the way he was acting. Grabbing , shaking and pressing me against the wall wasnt something usual for Louis. I clenched my teeth. Put me down Louis William Tomlinson. I said emphasizing every word that came from my mouth. Looking a little bit shocked of my reaction, he let me go, turning at Zayn. And youre gonna back the fuck off and stop acting like a douchebag. I could see Zayn smiling with the corner of my eye and Louis surprised face, looking at me with those big blue eyes . I turned at Zayn, helping him stand. Let me see hows your nose. I doesnt look good at all. Lets go into the bathroom. I took Zayn by his arm, supporting him . Before even moving, Louis stopped me You are not going anywhere. He will take his ass home. His own home and youre gonna stay here, with me. Otherwise, I will Youll what Louis ? You will punch him again ? You will beat me ? Haha. I doubt that. Louis made a step towards us. I said, you will not move from here. Not a single step. He pulled me away and grabbed Zayn by his T-shirt again. Are we on the same page, mate?. Just because I want her back, doesnt mean Ive done something wrong coming here . Louis raised his hand again, when I cut in and got in between them, too quickly for him to realize. His palm fell on my face with a big noise, tackling me to the ground, unconscious.

I woke up screaming, unable to breathe right. Louis, which was in the opposite sied of the room, ran to me. I jumped off the bed, backing from Louis attempt of hugging me. It felt so real I was too scared he might into the monster from my dream. When he finally managed to hug me, he stroke my

hair, trying to calm me down so I could breath. Its okay love. It was just a nightmare. Im here. Its alright. He said, kissing the top of my head. Tell me. What was it about ? N..no. I said on a trembling voice. Its too morbid to be told. Im sure nothing can scare me. Come one babe. It will do you good. You were there I began. You see, thats not so bad, is it ? Im there. Yeah, but Zayn was there too. Louis frowned. And you became jealous and punched Zayn. I wanted to take care of him, but you ended by forcing me to stay there and when I disagreed, your judgment became blurry and you started yelling at me and pushing Zayn again. So I got in between you and you didnt see me and you hit me. It sounded loud and clear. It made me fall on the floor, unconscious. Louis frowned, not knowing what to say. Uhhh, thats pretty terrible. What I did to you in that nightmare, I couldnt forgive myself if I ever hit you. He framed my face with his hands You hear me ? Never. I couldnt stand you, going back to Zayn, yes, that would tear me apart, but hit you ? I will never do that. He kissed me lightly on my lips. I know I said on a low voice. Going to take a quick shower. Ill be back in 10. I let the water fall on my skin, hardly trying to erase any left memories of that nightmare from my brain. I got my hand trough my hair, shampooning it. I quickly washed my body and got out of the shower. I took a white, long shirt from Louis closet. When I went on the kitchen I found him lying on the floor with a Nutella jar in his hands. He looked at me from top to bottom as I sat in his lap, taking the jar from him. He unbuttoned my shirt, looking at my black lacery bra. I kept on eating Nutella and at the same time, feeding him, when Harry entered . Wow, wow, wow. Not on the kitchen floor guys. Please, respect my kitchen for Gods sake. Whats so wrong about lying on the floor and eating Nutella ? I dont get it. I said, adopting the puppy dog face. So, youre not having morning sex, then ? I chuckledNo. No. No mate. Cant be turned on at such early hours. So what do you do with your shirt unbuttoned, then? harry asked pointing at my chest going up and down while breathing. He has been staring blankly at my boobs for a while now. I answered trying hard not to burts into laughter.

It must be a real pleasure for him continued Harry smiling at Louis. Indeed it has to be. But that thing, about not being turned on at such early hours, its crap. I can turn him on. Oh, you can ? Louis asked with a smirk on his face. I bet I can do. If I do this.. I kissed his lips softly ..and this then went down on his neck, placing my lips lightly from once in a while . My hands went down on his body, reaching his jeans belt. I pulled it a bit, then let it free. Hmm, not working. He was so bad at lying. I could feel him getting harder, but of course he didnt want to admit it. Okay. I said, getting up from his lap and heading to the door. When I was almost out, I lifted both of my hands, revealing my little lacery panties and bum. Im gonna go to bed then. See you around Harry. I left the kitchen leaving the boys alone. Louis looked at his mate a bit anxious. Unf, how can you not be turned on by her? Shes hot mate. Harry has spoken first. Who said I wasnt? Its just hard to admit that every move she makes, turns me on and Im trying so hard not to rip off the clothes of her and just make her mine . Go after her, you dumb. Make her yours. Make her feel a woman. Make her scream your name in pleasure. Ohh, mate, youre a new born at this stuff. Says the master. Louis chuckled Thanks for the advice . Louis left the kitchen. I sat myself on the bed, when Louis quickly entered the room, jumping on top of me, furiously crushing his lips on mine. My hands automatically went throught his hair, pushing his mouth towards mine, kissing him with a burning passion. He drew himself away, trying to catch his breath. To be honest, I lied. Everything you do turns the hell out of me, on. Only seeing you with that short-ish shirt and Im dying inside. You gave it to me, now you support the consequences. I most happily will, my love. He softly kissed my lips, then he pulled away. I wrapped my hands around his neck, mumbling Dont.You are my prisoner now.. A little smile played on his lips, while crushing his lips again onto mine. As the kiss got deeper and Louis moved from my lips on my neck, his phone rang. Once, twice. As it began to rang the thirth time, I took it and watched the caller. Zayn. I sighed. Zayns calling you babe. Leave him. Got more important stuff here. He said, pressing his hot lips on my neck giving me shivers down my spine. A light moan left my lips, making him pressing his lips harder on that place. After the phone rang 5 more times I decided to answer it.

Hello? Oh, hello said a surprised voice from the other end of the line. Where is Louis? Down I said, staring at Louis while he was kissing my abdomen and squeezing my thighs. Down? What do you mean by down ? Aah, I meant, he left the flat. He went to the store.I spoke quickly, trying to fix my mistakes. Oh. Well, tell him to call me when he gets home. Its kind of important. Louis rolled his eyes and took the phone from my hand. Yeah, mate? Oh, hello. We have to meet . All 5 of us, Simon has something to tell us before he leaves in Bahamas for Christmas. He suggested to meet at your place in 15 minutes. Okay man. See you here. He hang up, looking a little bit dissapointed. I rushed towards him, crushing my lips onto his. He wrapped his arms around my waist. As the kiss got pretty much intense, I pulled myself away. Love, get dressed. Simon and the boys are coming over and I must go bring my stuff here. Atleas some clothes. But we werent finished and.. We will,but now your job is calling. Stop being a spoiled child and get ready. But whos gonna help you with the stuff you have to bring here? No one. I can take care of myself. He looked into my eyes and tried to smile, but I saw his dissapointment. I got fully dressed in my clothes and I went into the bathroom where Louis was taking a quick shower. Love, I am leaving. Call me when you and the boys are done, okay? Louis head popped out of the shower Atleast give me a kiss. I went to him and pressed my lips on his really quick and then got out of the bathroom. As I headed to the front door I saw Niall and Liam sitting on the sofa in the living room . I stopped and popped my head in Hello boys. See you later tho. Goodbye Diana I heard them shouting. At the front door I bumped into Zayn. He mumbled some apologies , but I rushed out on the door. I walked all the way to my previous apartament, gathered some things in a bag and a little box and left the building. As I was heading back to Lous flat, my phone rang. I put the box and the bag down and saw the callers name Gabriel. I could hardly believe it. My best guy friend who was in college was calling me.

Yes? I said on a trembling voice. Haaai love. How are you? I miss you. Im in London. I want to see you. Where are you ? Hello. Missed you too. Im good actually. I was just passing by Regent Street. You? I think I see you already.Turn around. I did as I was said and I met those two beautiful blue eyes, that blond-ish hair and the short guy I could always count on. He was never tall or brawny. He had that shabby , but at the same time decent look. With his hair cut short and his sleeves tucked up and his jacket unbottoned. I threw myself into his arms, hugging him tight. After all, I didnt see him for more than 3 months. He caught me, holding me. He let go of me and looked at the bag . Are you moving? Yeah. Moving in with my boyfriend. What? Let me help you while you tell me everything We started walking and at the same time talking , heading to Louis apartament. As we got here I opened the door for me and Gabriel and entered his flat. 5 pairs of eyes got on us at that precise moment. No sign of Simon around there. Hello everybody, this is Gabriel, my best friend. Gabriel, this are Liam, Niall, Harry, Zayn and Louis. Louis came up to me and took the bag Why havent you picked up your phone? Called you a million times. I got out my phone and looked at it. There was not even a missed call. Youre sure you dialled me and not another Diana? Of course it was you. He was getting slightly irritated while me a little bit surprised. Youve been too busy with him he nodded towards Gabriel to pick up your damn phone. Like you always do. When you were with Zayn, he was the only one that matter, now, its him. When are you going to make some time for me? He shouted the last 2 words. Zayn got closer to him and put his arm around Louis sholders. Mate, calm down. Its her best friend. You and Hannah talk all the time. Dont tell me what to do Louis screamed, pushing Zayn away. He hit himself with the back into the wall and felt on the floor. I looked at Louis and then moved towards him. What is wrong with you for gods sake? Youre becoming the man in my dreams. Stop it.

He took me by my arms and shook me, pushing me away aswell. It all went down when I hit my right head on the table, blood coming from mouth. I felt on the floor, looking at Louis, who was shocked of his own actions.