A short story

This story is fictional; it is not based from anything nor was the characters similar to
real life. I was watching bigbangs parodies on YouTube and find them really good so
I made this story for them.
This is a story of my first love, she is the only person who can make me happy and
hurt me. It doesnt matter to me if you all hate me, just let me be by her side.

TOP is sleeping soundly in his room. Several bottles of soju were littered on the floor
and the ashtray is overflowing with cigarette butts. It was almost noon but he is still
in dreamland, unaware of the disaster outside. Suddenly a small eyed man entered
the room. He looked around the messy room and scratched his head.
He is TOPs manager, Dae sung, he works hard and has a really long patience. He
had been with TOP since his debut and he has seen all of TOPs mischief and
wrongdoings, but he still sticks with him, somehow it is TOP who helped him when
his family had nothing to eat.
TOP! Hey wake up now! You have a shooting! Dae sung shook TOPs shoulder but
he wouldnt budge. TOP is a famous singer and rapper, he was supposed to debut in
a group but no one in the group can bear to work with him. He is a genius and a
great singer so Taeyang their CEO trusts him and invests in him despite his attitude.
TOP is so arrogant and bossy but he becomes an angel in front of the media and
fans.
Dae sung felt like crying, it was always like this, TOP would always party all night
and get drunk so he is always having a hard time arranging his schedules and he is
always bowing down and asking forgiveness from other people. TOP also makes him
suffer a lot and plays a lot of pranks at him.
TOP stirred and looked at the clock it was almost noon; he smirked at Dae sung who
is on the verge of tears.
Yah, you look so bad that Im having headaches you always destroy my morning
with your ugliness!
Dae sung bit his lip and refrained from saying anything, he thought of course your
head hurts, just look at how many bottles of soju is here jerk. He is already used to
TOP embarrassing him even in front of other people and he could only silently swear
at him.
TOP went to the bathroom to take a shower. Meanwhile Dae sung is busy cleaning
up TOPs room, the stylist also arrived and they prepared TOPs outfit for the
filming. Then Dae sungs phone rang, it was CEO Taeyang.

Oh, president hello?

Dae sung where are you and TOP? Dae sung can hear in Taeyangs voice that
something is wrong and he got nervous. He can feel it already, TOP did something
again.
President we are in his villa... what happened again?
Okay just stay there and dont come out also dont call or contact anyone I
cant stay long but TOP has another scandal this time its with a girl and this is
really serious okay dont ever let him out Bye. Before Dae sung could say
anything CEO already ended the call, the stylist looked at him and they stared at
each other for a while. June the stylist is no exception to TOPs mischief and torture
and he knows something happened again.
What is it? Dae sung shrugged since he doesnt know the details. He took the
tablet and surfed the net. The headlines shocked him, it was a video that spread like
wildfire, it is a video scandal and clearly the man in the video is TOP. June and Dae
sung was shocked, it was really bad and there is no way they could keep it silent.
The fans look up to TOP as an idol and they think he is so kind, talented, handsome
a perfect man. But the video changed all of that, the public was really angry at the
sex scandal. Yesterday TOP was everyones darling but today he is the most hated
person in Korea.
TOP went out of the shower and saw Dae sung and June in shock. He threw a pillow
at dae sung and smirked at him.
Yah! You lazy fool! Why are you not working? My room is still messy Dae sung
silently gave him the tablet and TOP looked. He felt nervous for the first time. He
had always made trouble but people always clean up for him, but now he thought
this is it, it was over.

TOPs career sank and he cant even leave the house. Everyone hates him and even
the company wants to drop him. It was really scary as he loses everything right in
front of his eyes. One day Taeyang personally talked to him.
President what will happen to me now?
I am sorry but we need to be practical we are losing money and even your label
mates are suffering... I am sorry really, but this is the end the end... end... no...
Why this cant happen!!! TOP felt desperate and for the first time in his life he
swallowed his pride and begged.
Please... I will really change please dont abandon me... please! Huh president! Ill
really change this time...

I am sorry but this is it ah here this is all I could do for you. Taeyang gave him a
plane ticket and some instructions, a phone and some foreign cash. He ran after
Taeyang but he cant go out since a lot of reporters are swarming his house.
TOP fumed, they cant do that to him and throwing him in an island is just mad he
wanted to fight, strangle all those stupid reporters who wouldnt leave him alone,
kill that woman who flirted with him and took the video secretly, track down those
people whom he thought kept his mischief but are now spreading them. But he
cant he felt weak and desperate, he grabbed the ticket Philippines
Plane, car, bus and a boat TOP cant believe how much he had to go through after
leaving Korea, but at last he arrived in the island. TOP almost felt like kissing the
land after suffering from seasickness, as he almost stumbles when he got off the
boat. The local boatmen chuckled and TOP glared at them cussing but alas they
dont understand what he was saying. Dae sung, loyal Dae sung helped him up, TOP
surveyed his surroundings and was disappointed, and the island was truly isolated
and undeveloped. Crap, how will I ever survive here? Are there even people here?
Two elders greeted them, smiling brightly at the two weary exiles, the old woman
was short and plump but her face is very kind and cheerful, the old man is thin with
deep wise eyes.
Oh, we are glad you two are finally here, we are the caretakers here. Greeted the
grandma as TOP and Dae sung approached.
Oh hello grandpa, grandma I didnt know that the caretakers are Korean said
Dae sung politely while TOP just ignored them.
Ah, yeah, Taeyang gave us home when we have nowhere to gojust call me Lola,
that is how they call me and call him Lolo said the grandma who seems to be the
only one who does the talking.
Home? This is nowhere! Stupid old people, they are just being use and they seems
to be happy about it, who else in their right mind would live in this place? Thought
TOP as he glared at the two.
But anyway lets get you inside fast, its hot here, I bet you two are hungry too
Lola held TOPs arms to usher him inside but he froze as he felt her touch then
jerked his arm away causing the old woman to almost fall. Luckily Dae sung caught
her.
TOP hyung! They are elders you shouldnt be rude to them the old woman
smiled kindly to Dae sung as if saying it was alright.
No one touches TOP casually god its awfully hot here! and he stormed off
heading to the house as the three were left agape at his rudeness.

Touches? No one can touch him? Then why are we here, isnt it because of some
woman who touched him? Thought Dae sung.
Dae sung could only bow his head to the elders in shame but the grandma assured
him that they were already warned by Taeyang.

Dae sung arranged their luggage and organized their supplies as the elders
prepared the food. After a while Dae sung called TOP to eat.
Eat?! How can I think of eating? Forget it Ill go sleep he went to his room and
slammed the door shut making Dae sung sigh, it would really be hard for that guy
to change

TOP stared at the ceiling, he tried to be nice and endure but he just cant. He was in
deep thought and slowly he fell asleep.
TOP felt that the place was so familiar; a kid ran behind him and held his hand.
Their eyes met and he was terrified by what he saw. It was him the kid dragged
him inside the house, their house. The kid him let go of his hand and ran upstairs,
he knows this scene well. He walked up, his mother and father was there in front of
his bedroom, they cant seem to see him. And the kid started to wail begging to be
released from the room, he wanted to open the door but no matter how fast he run
he cant get closer. He felt weak, his vision in a blur, he began getting dizzy, voices
taunting him, sealing him in darkness. He stood up, stumbled and while the
darkness consumes him, he saw light and tried to reach out, but failed.
TOP suddenly opened his eyes, it was dark and he panicked. He tried to control his
breathing and relaxed himself. It was just a dream a dream he already dreamt of
this countless of times, but for the first time he saw light, but he just shrugged it off
and he fumbled for the lights.

TOP walked around the house with a flash light in hand. He was a bit scared of the
darkness but he was hungry and Dae sung was nowhere to be found. Then he
thought he saw something. He thought of ghosts roaming around isolated islands
and the people who never came back after meeting them. He was about to run
inside when he heard a beautiful voice, he froze, ghost?!. It was the most beautiful
voice he ever heard but sadly it was too familiar and it brought back the memories
he tried hard to bury. Part of him hated that voice but he there is something that
urges him to follow it. He walked towards the voice, as if hypnotized, but it was
suddenly gone and was replaced by the sounds of the waves.
I must have already gone mad in just a half day staying here.
He went back to the house and Dae sung was there waiting for him.
Oh hyung, eat already, where have you been?
None of your business he wanted to argue with Dae sung but his growling
stomach cant wait so he silently sat down and looked at the food served to him. He
was used to being served international cuisines but this is the first time he saw
those dishes. He slowly took a bite and it was good. Dae sung left him and he can
hear that he is talking to someone in the back of the house, and laughing too he
felt irritated by this. They should be angry not happy that they are in this place.
After eating he went to take a peek at Dae sung and the friend he is talking too.
What he saw shocked him, and he unconsciously placed his hand on his heart. It
was a woman, no a girl, she looked at his direction and without thinking he ducked
out of the view.
Why am I even hiding? Its not as if I did something wrong
He straightened up and cleared his throat, let out a sigh and marched towards the
two, but she was gone.
Oh hyung you had finished eating? I just learned that the caretakers have
grandchildren, I had just met Ji young and Seung ri TOP stared at him and
thought about the one singing earlier, it must be that girl, but where did she go? I
want to hear it again
They have gone inside now though; they said they sleep early in this place.
Answered Dae sung as if reading his mind.

TOP cant possibly go to sleep though since he slept all day so he went out again
and went near the shore. He sat on the sand and closed his eyes. As much as he
hated to admit it but it feels calm, relaxing, and peaceful, things he havent felt
since that day.
That day that I was abandoned, I was thrown again but I will come back
He lied down on the sand feeling the coldness of the night, he relaxed his usually
frowning face and smiled a bit, the place had this kind of feel where it can loosen up
even a monster like him. Then he felt a presence, he opened his eyes, and a pair of
eye is staring back at him, that radiant face just inches from him.
Ji young

I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive

I might look like I'm dying but I won't die
I won't hide from other peoples' stares

They insist for us to fall but I'm alive
I have nothing more to lose so the past is behind us and we jump out
The way I'm falling deeply is graceful right now
I throw myself into the sky I'm free
I've never been more alive I'm still alive
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
I'm livin' that I'm livin' that good life
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
We livin' that we livin' that' good life

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I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive
I may seem like I'm dying but I won't die
I won't escape the other's eyes and hide
I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive
There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out
The image of me falling deep is so beautiful
I'm even more alive at this moment
I'm still alive
The girl who loves me looks unhappy
I'm covering up my tracks, I'm afraid of the public
The adorations, cheers, and emotional turmoil
I think deeply about death on this miserable night
The only articles that remain of my youth are pictures
My youth is a decoration for others
My senses have received a spiritual energy
I've seen a future that you haven't seen yet
I conduct my own life melody
I enjoy the rising climax
The girls who go crazy over me are smart
Because I play with you out of self-reproach
Even if everyone leaves, even if everyone turns against me

Even if you take pity over my pathetic self

The world tells me that I can't but
The crying me of the past is now smiling
I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive
There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out
The image of me falling deep is so beautiful
I'm even more alive at this moment
I'm still alive
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
I'm livin' that I'm livin'that good life
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
We livin' that we livin' that' good life
Yea, instead of the sounds of cheers that disappeared silently
There are sighs of admiration mixed with groans
During this age of sensitivity, my reflection is like praise
A malignant broadcast is scarier than a benign one
Awaken yourself from everything a-yo
Don't be so upright at any time
I may seem like I'm dying but I won't die
I won't escape the other's eyes and hide
Those pointed fingers are proof that I'm still an issue
Disappointment and hope are the reason and basis

Malicious gossip go up and down in people's mouths

The only thing waiting for me is a tomb filled with sunshine
Even if everyone leaves, even if everyone turns against me
Even if you take pity over my pathetic self
The world tells me that I can't but
The crying me of the past is now smiling
I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive
There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out
The image of me falling deep is so beautiful
I'm even more alive at this moment
I'm still alive
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
I'm livin' that I'm livin' that good life
I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive
We livin' that we livin' that good life