INTRODUCTION

I must say that life can change within a blink of an eye, it

true when they say you never know what u have until it's
gone ,from
being my dad's princes to be kicked out and to be treated
like an outcast, I fell in love with a wrong person at a
wrong time and to top it up fell pregnant , to say I regret
my mistakes will be understatement , I wish I could go
back and change the hands of time maybe my life would
have taken a different turn .
I miss my care free days where I was treated like an egg
and lived a life of being spoiled brat , but I have to learn
my lesson.
I was kicked out from my father's house in the suburb
by my father and thank god my Aunt took me in , I'm still
not used in staying in the location/kasi and to do house
chores but what can I say burgers can not be choosers.
by the way I haven't mentioned who I am. My name is
Nokuzola Msomi. My dad calls me his "highbred"
because of my mix race. My mom is white and dad is
black. I have two siblings my big brother Zweli (19) and
young sister Zanele (4) my father 'Sandile Msomi' raised
us and spoiled us to bits he adored us and was extremely
over protective over us. Maybe that's the reason why I
enjoyed walking on the wild side of life.

" we' mgani! are u daydreaming again about ' Sophia's

father " * laughs *

That's ' mpume' the only person I call a friend since I

arrived in this place
Me: " I wish we oeh! " lol
Mpume: "so are you going to tell me what eating u up or
should I buy u -ingwinya - as imvula mlomo"
We laughed so hard that we even forgot that we are in a
school assembly
*shoooooh.......* that was a warning from our class
monitor .

My day went by so fast and I can not believe I'm writing

my grade 11 final exams next week.
I'm constantly distracted and can't stop thinking about
what if . . . which would never get me anywhere now

I switch on my phone on my way home,

Days like this I wish mpume was around to walk with me
but she had to meet up with her " kissing partner " as
she calls him
Two SMS, aish!! Its dad
" u can not avoid me forever. I need the truth or help me
God I will beat it out from u "
I felt tears again, why is my father like this, I wish he can
just forget about this.
But who was I kidding he needs to know the father of this
baby but how can I tell him that ' the father of my baby is
his friend that his mentoring at his work

ITRO - PART 1

Weeks passed and turn into months my final exam were

done it was school holidays now. I wish I could visit home
but my dad would strangle me with this huge belly that is
showing. My aunt steps in the kitchen while I was busy
preparing dinner
Aunt: that smells good , what's cooking?"
Me: beef curry and pap
She looked at me with an amazement, I didn't cook i just
wormed yesterday food I suck at cooking , my aunt is
trying so hard to teach me but I failed miserably
Her: what's the occasion?"
Me: just finished my exam"
she
smiled and she came close and rubbed my tummy.
Her:I'm sure u excelled my child.
I nodded and finished warming up the food ,dishes for
my aunt and I and we dug in . she went on and on about
how work was i nodded to show interest even though i
just felt like telling her to shut up.
She finally called it a night and went to bed, I stayed
behind and continued to watch TV . I was not sleepy at
all and school were closed so why not stay up till late .
my phone Beep when I looked at the caller ID I felt this
uneasy feeling
* langa* " when were u going to tell me, and don't lie to
me co's I know that's my baby u carrying "
I read the massage and felt tears on my eyes . ooh sh***
now he's going to notice I'm on line , I immediately log
out of whatsapp. My phone started vibrating * call* I was
very hesitant in answering the phone without noticing I
answered
Him: halo ..... Hallo . .."
Me: hi langa"
Him: explain yourself please!"
He was angry but was tried to talk to me very softly.
There was this thing with his voice that made me weak
on the knees
Me: langa how are u? I'm good thanks for asking?
Him: you still cocky ?"
He laughed at list now I can try and talk to him
Me: langa this situation is complicated I just don't know
how to untangle myself out of it, "
Him: baby we in this thing together nje , was that the
reason why u broke up with me ?"
I didn't say a word, my silence just answered him
Him: listen I'm coming down next week I will handle this
"
Me: langa no please, you know how my dad is he would
kill us "
Him: I'll die trying in that case"
Me : please listen to me for once .....
There was silence and I could feel he was thinking
Him: Zola I miss u, and I love u and I will make this right I
promise"
I wish I could believe him. But I loved him too much not
to trust him
Me : I got to go, "
Him: sweet dreams Baby"
I dropped the call and for once in 8 months I felt like my
fantasy was coming true. I wish I could hold langa right
now. For the 1st time I actual felt connected to this baby
i rubbed my tummy and smiled . I was not sure if I loved
langa more than this baby but I was glad he called me,
maybe there is hope after all .

CONTINUE - Intro part 1

Morning's were the hardest . and now waking up was an
issue . I felt very irritated out of small things my aunt did
her best to avoid me . Saturday morning the street was
already buzzing, when I looked outside my window
people around here they enjoyed drinking and partying
all night . ow well who am I to judge . I noticed this car
that was packed by my house a black GTI tinted Windows
. so I could not see the driver or whoever is in side . I got
off from my bed and went to freshen up. Put on my track
pants and an oversized T-shirt. While I was preparing
breakfast I had shouting outside
Voice1: I swear I'm going to kill this child now "
Women voice : hayi Mani . yini ulaka. This child has
suffered enough for the past months i have been with
her she has shown that she learned her lesson"
Voice 1 : how can she sleep with one of the guys I work
with. Ushilo ukuthi the father of the baby is langa ?"
Voice 2: can you just come down this is not the way to
handle things. Act like a parent for once"
The door swagged open my eyes just popped out it was
my father he look like he was on battlefield his clothes
were bloody and looked like a beast . he tried to grab me
but I ran to the bathroom and locked myself inside, he
banged the door like a mad dog I couldn't help but cry
my soul out .
Him : ulale no langa Zola , vula lomyango so that I will
rearrange you like I did to him"
Now it came back to me that he was on fist fight with u
langa futhi I think he was the one beating the poor guy to
a pulp. I screamed when I finally realise how much of a
monster my father is . I was sick and tired of running and
crying it was time I face the music . I really don't care
what going to happen to me . I opened the door our eyes
meet....

INTRO : PART 2

After it felt forever looking at the man that I called my

father I felt a huge sting on my Cheek and another blow
and another .my aunt was crying in vain and tried
stopping my farther from the beating he was giving me
but he kept on smacking me till I fell blood coming out
from my nose tears poor out of my face but I could not
cry out loud I was so angry , I finally started pushing him,
he was strong but I kept on pushing till I fell this worm
thing running down my legs . I did not feel well after that
the last thing I remember is my aunt telling me not to
leave her, there were so many light that's was blinding
me that just made me want to close my eye again .
everything just became blank after that ......

CONTINUE ....

i opened my eyes I was in strange place I looked around

and there was langa seating next to me with my aunt on
my other side . I tried to move but I felt very light. I
touched my tummy and realized that I was no longer
pregnant . everything came rushing back to me . my
Father beating me and I knew the possibilities I have lost
the Baby. Lang's woke up and rushed to my side, he did
not look the same .he had bruises on his face and was
even limping.
Him: hay don't try to move"
Me : how long have I been in a hospital?"
Him: two weeks "
I felt my eyes getting heavy with tears , tear escaped my
eye. "
Him: it's going to be OK."
Me: "no its not "
I looked away I hated the man I thought I was in love
with , I never thought in a million years my life will unfold
like this .
Aunt: give us a moment langa "
I could tell he was looking at me I just did not look back .
Langa: OK I will step outside "
Aunt: Zola look at me my child"
I did not respond I just lay there looking into
space,nothing that my aunt will do or say to make me
feel better at this point
Aunt : sisi please my child. You have to be strong I know
u have experienced hardship in a young age but what
aver your father did he did it out of anger he loves you
my child and he is so.."
I turned around and looked at her with so much rage
Me : "get out !!!!"
Aunt: haybo Zola "
She looked at me puzzles, I started screaming so loud
that I felt my body heating up , langa came in a rush
Him: Zola are u all right?"
I started shaking uncontrollably. Langa tried to pin me
down but my body was doing things on its own the nurse
came in and cleared the room i then felt this sting in my
arm and I was out as light .
.
.
I woke up after few hours there was a doctor and a nurse
who were monitoring me .
Dr: sorry for waking you up . how are you feeling miss
msomi?"
I did not feel like responding to that question because I
didn't even have an answer for it .
Me: did I lose the baby ?"
Dr : I'm sorry "
I just looked away and felt my throat getting dry. I
wanted to cry but my anger forced me to just be still.
Me : when am I getting out of here?"
Dr: we still need to monitor your condition , but so far so
good it may be soon . "
I boded and looked and the nurse who just gave me a
fake smile . I didn't smile back
They did there rounds and left , langa walked in looking
so drained
Him : hi"
I nodded
Him : how are u feeling?"
I just looked at him how can he ask me such a lame
question, he came close and took a seat next to me
Him: I'm sorry "
I looked I way , him saying that just made me feel like
some of the weight has been taken away from my
shoulder's
Me: where is my father?"
Him : I pressed charges so he was arrested"
I looked at him with shock in my eyes he stood up came
next to me and gave me a hug. I just felt secured in his
arms and protected . I could sense that he was hurting as
much as I was . I sobbed in silence in his arms.
PART 3

It was finally time that I left the hospital and langa has
advised that I will stay with him till I find my feet at list . I
had no choice . we did not have a relationship or whats
so ever at this point but we talked I was just not ready .
we drove off in his car I just looked outside my window
Him : what's wrong Zoeh?"
Me: nothing I'm good "
Him : mmh"
Silence was the only thing I was good at lately , langa
always said that I need help. I always told him that I'm
OK he is just imagining things . we arrived at his house it
was a town house not fancy and not too big just beautiful
, when I walked inside I noticed that it was written
bachelor all over it . the deco was either gray ,brow,
cream or black no life at all . I folded my hand and looked
around.
Me: when did you buy this house ? the last time I
checked you lived in a flat "
Him: when I found out you were preg... . "
I looked away , but I could fill tears burning in my eyes
him : " i'm sorry i did not mean too .. "
Me: where is my room ? "
Him : come I'll show u "
I followed him up stairs , down the passage he opened
the door and my room was big very big to be sleeping
alone . it had white linen . and painted in cream with
yellow touches everything in this room was white and bit
of pink and yellow.
Me : its beautiful"
Him: I'm glad u like it "
I smiled at him , he has done all of this for me .
Him : go in look around and don't forget to open the
closet "
I looked at him puzzled but I did not let my excitement
show . I was happy and I didn't know I could feel like this
.
Me : thank you "
Him : my pleaser Zoe. Let me go make lunch "
I raises my eyebrow at him
Him : I'll make a call and lunch will be made and
delivered"
We laughed , he came close to me and gave me hug
Him : I'm glad I made u smile u really deserve to be
happy "
He walked out of my room I did not have any lagged so I
just walked around my room I looked outside the
window the garden outside was so outstanding . I
remembered to open the closet as langa advised me too
and to my surprise it was packed with new clothes my
size infect and some a size bigger than me . I looked at
my self in mirror and notice that I still had baby fat so
that why the bigger size. He even bought shoes and
underwear . I just did not believe my eyes . I walk to the
bathroom to take a long bath I ran myself a bobble bath
and just shocked myself . I fell asleep till I heard some
knocking on my door
Him : Zola are u alright ?
Me: yep "
Him: are u shore ?"
Me:yes "
I opens the door with a towel wrapped around my body
Him : I called out u did not respond "
He looked at me with worry
Me: I just fell asleep in water and did not hear u. "
Him: OK kwl, lunch is ready , come join me when u done
Me: cool, aaaah langa before u go , thank you "
Him : don't mention it , please hurry up I don't like
worming food "
I rolled my eye
Me : something never change I'm coming "
He walked out . and I just threw myself on the bed . and
rolled around , for once in my life I was free of worrying,
there may be light at the end of the tunnel after all .

NEW BEGINNING
1***

ZOE****
it was long way to go but i did not stop pushing myself to
mend the Broken pieces of my heart its been a almost a
month now leaving with langa , I kept myself busy all the
time to just block every thought that may make me cry .
I wish I can forgive my Father for what he did but my
heart is just too broken . I last saw him since the day he
beat me up and killed my baby. I felt my lungs about to
explode just by thinking about that man , I couldn't
breath and I was sweating so much that it even started
blocking my vision I slowed down and just took few
minutes to catch my breath
" hay !"
I did not have strength to respond so I just nodded, langa
was sitting outside fiddling with his phone
langa : u should slow down with this working out thing
you doing ,u already have a banging body , "
I just looked at him . took a sip of my water and I finally
found my voice
me: I told you that jogging helps me clear my mind"
langa : I'm always here if you need to talk "
me: I told you I don't feel like talking about it right now
so just let it go , besides ain't you suppose to be
somewhere since its Friday and all ?? "
langa: I don't feel like going anywhere"
me: langa u know that u can not always be with me all
the time, u need to live your life "
I looked at him and started to walk away from him , I
could tell that he was not happy with my statement ,
langa still wants us to get back together he has not
mentioned it but I could see from the way he looks at
me, I just lost so much in my life by giving my heart to
him, I just don't feel like its a good idea rekindling our
relationship right now.
I went to my room took long shower I dried my self
lotioned and put on my PJ's with slipper went to the
seating room to my surprise I found Langa watching TV
me: you good?"
Him: yaa "
I looked at him and I walked to where he was sitting I set
next to him and looked at him
me: I was thinking of going back to school "
Him: that good,"
he held my hand and looked at me
Him: will get through this, I know it won't be easy but will
pull through "
he kisses my forehead , I just smiled
Him: cum let's go eat and plan our future over a plate of
junk food"
I giggled , we went to the kitchen and wormed yesterday
Nandos chicken, and we ate with a green salad. the night
went by with laughter and talking , langa received a
proposal from his father to work for him, but it stressing
him so much because he has no clue how the family
businesses works he thinks that he might fail . but I have
faith in him that he can achieve his goals
Him : so u really did well at school I saw it from your
grade 11 report, are you going to be back in uniform and
all ?
Me : I am turning 18 this year so yaaah I can still rock a
uniform "
he shook his head and laughed,
Him: I guess we going school hunting on Monday "
Me: no need I will go to the school I was attending last
year "
he looked at me astonished
Him : but that school is miles away , elokshini Zoe ull
have to take two if not 3 taxis there "
I took his plate and cleaned up the dining table
Him: aaah no , Zoe its just too far !"
I responded without looking at him
me : I will live with my Aunt while I finish my studies "
he stood up and came to the sink closed the tap and
looked at me
Him: what?
me: Langa its for the best "
him : what the best ....!you leaving me or the fact that u
thought about this without even talking to me about it ?
me : Hayboo I'm 17 and you 21 clearly I can not be
leaving with you i was not raises to vat an seat .
Langa: oeh is that what you think of me now . and old
guy who messes up your future , I knew u blamed me for
everything"
he was fuming now and I just could not have him
shouting at me, I tried to walk away but he held my hand
Him: no missy I'm still talking , u don't get to walk away
from me this time"
me: langa just try and understand please. I'm truly
grateful for everything but I really need leave my life,
make something of my life , my aunt is the only person
that is close to being a mother to me and I need her , just
let me go please. "
he looked at me one more time and he felt like saying
something but just stormed out of the house banging
the door in the process , I just felt like running after him
but the truth is off cos I blame him and I really need to
leave my life without him our relationship will always
remind me of the scars that my father left in my heart

CONTINUE ....
1****

Zoe****

it was the next morning and I woke up very stiff , my

neck and shoulders were painful , I remembered that I
slept in couch while waiting for langa to come back , I
must have Dozed off ,
"morning" i looked around and I sow langa sitting by the
kitchen counter seeping coffee
me : hi "
him: do u want a cup of coffee?"
I smiled at him and nodded he looked different today or
maybe I'm just seeing things , I stood up and sat on a bar
stool next to him , he handed me my cup of coffee and
went back to his seating position, I thanked him and took
a sip of of my coffee , he looked at me, winked at me
Him: are we good?"
Me:the question is are you good? "
he raised his left eyebrows, that expression he makes
always makes me blush
Him: Zoe... I know I messed up with you , with us ... I
should have protected you and our ..."
he posed I could see that he was struggling to say the
word " our baby " i have been so mad at the world for so
long that I didn't even think of how long is coping with
the loss of the baby , my dad beating him up, the
situation between us, he tried so hard to be strong for
me that he forgot to grieve and come to terms with
everything , and yet I was busy pushing him away all the
time.
Him: I wish I knew that you were pregnant, I would have
..."
I stop him before he continues
Me: please don't beat yourself up about this , it's not
your fault, we just had to go through this challenges in
life to make us stronger and to prepare us for what
coming. "
Him : when did you become the wise one "
I laughed, and he smiled
Me: when u start becoming a cry baby I need to put on
my big girl shoes "
Him: good cos I needed that , I missed seeing that "
I looked at him puzzled
Him: your smile "
me : i have come to terms with everything and I'm ready
to face the world now "
Him: do you really have to go ?"
I looked away and tried not to be insensitive towards his
feelings
Him : I understand, but I would have done anything to
have you in this house next to me always.
I stood up and took my cup and put it in the sink, I could
not look at him any more I was filling emotional , I
remembered the man I fell in love with, as much as my
mind is telling me no this would never work , my heart
still say " he was your 1st love "
Him : I'm sorry if I upset you "
he came next to me, I just looked outside the window
with my thoughts playing tricks on me , I finally had the
courage to look at him, my body just gave away and I
just hugged him , he hugged me back like his life
dependent on it we stood there lost in that moment till
my phone decided to ring , I slowly pulled away from
him and he kissed my forehead .I smiled at him and
walked towards the couch to pick up my phone, already
knew who was calling my Aunt she is the only person I
speak to in my family ,
I answer
" anti "
her : " don't tell me you still sleeping "
I rolled my eyes she can be such a bully yoooo
me : " no aunty , I'm cleaning up infect "
langa just busted out of laughter, I smiled , showed him
the signs to shut up
He: " mceee !!!, I was not born yesterday my child , who
you fulling, when are you coming back , u know the
house is empty without you "
me : " miss me already anti? "
her : " I don't want you getting to comfortable with that
boy and start making another baby , that will not be too
good for my sugar levels Zoe , you now what happened
last time and staying with that boy will not sort you
problems with your father ... uyakuzala after all so nje,
stop making things worse "
me:" I understand anti , I have told langa that I will be
moving out "
her:" good Sisi , but when?
I looked at Langa and I responded
me : " tomorrow "
the look on langa was so horrific, my aunt continued to
talk but I could not focus on her I could see that Langa
wanted to jump at me .. but it is what it is
I finally dropped the call and looked at langa , waiting on
what he will have to say

CONTINUE 1***
Zoe

it was Sunday and I was sleepy I drag myself to the

bathroom took a shower dried myself brushed my tooth
and stepped outside the shower , i lotioned my myself,
and put on my grey cargo shorts, white vest and white all
star , I dragged myself downstairs, I looked at langa who
was looking even worse than I was
me : u still in your PJ's
Langa : shoooo not to loud please"
I laughed at him and started preparing breakfast , u see
what happened lust night we painted the town red we
went out clubbing and and drank , goofed around till the
morning, any way it was sot off a parting gift to me , I
guess to us because langa is also leaving town and going
to JHb He accepted a new job offer, we promised to
keep in touch always and stay as friends , even though
last night we kinda kisses and it erupted fillings that i
thought were long gone , i don't know it it will be
possible to put Langa on the friend zone now
Him: I drank to much izolo yooo , I cunt fill my head"
I giggled
Him : I'm never drinking again"
me : yaaah right as if that will ever happened"
Him: did u finish packing ?"
Me : almost and you?"
Him: I haven't started , will you help me please "
me : yaa no problem "
I handed him his plate of breakfast , eggs , beacon, 2
slice of tomato baked bean chutney and toast..
him: you are a star ,thank you baby "
me: I'm really going to miss us , we had fun nee?"
him: wish we could never part"
we started eating and sheared small talked , I washed
the plates , and helped langa with packing I did all the
packing while he was busy on the call, he was not
planning on selling the house so he said that it will be a
holiday house if he comes down , I went to my room and
finished with my packing , after I was done I dragged my
suitcases down to the lounge.. funny that i came here
with nothing but i'm leaving with suitcase
Me : I'm done "
him : I'll take a shower and will be off give me few min "
me : kwl "
I walked outside and set on stoop , I send a whatsapp
message to my aunt informed her that I'll be there in the
next hour or 2
I was so happy in going back to my aunt's house but was
not sure how people are going to look at me with no
baby on my hand
I'm sure they will think the worst ,like maybe I gave it up
for adoption maybe killed it who knows
I had to stop the negative thoughts from bringing me
down , I had to open a new chapter in my life and do
right by myself , try and sort things out with my siblings
and maybe my Father
yes my Father , langa help me to forgive him in order to
forgive myself and to move on because it was tearing me
apart to hold a grudge and to be angry , I smiled to that
tot that I have come to far and I'm ready start afresh
Langa : hay what's up with that smile "
Me: thank you "
he raised his eyebrow and looked at me , oow God that
look , i blushed and looked away
Me : for every thing "
I embraced him with a hug and he kissed my forehead ,
he smiled at me ,
Him: no thank you baby , you ready to go??"
I nodded and smiled back at him holding him even tighter

On The Road
Chapter 2

i wish the drive to my aunts house was longer , I was

bittersweet going back , a lot happens in that house and
I almost lost myself in process, I was looking outside the
window and I must admit loxion life is so full of life .langa
kept glancing at me and I can feel his hurting but well life
is not always jolly he packed couple of houses from my
house and look at me
Him : so u good? u so lost in thought , u-right?"
Me: sho! I should be asking u that u have such a long face
"
I played punched his shoulder , he pouted and looked at
me
Him: I'm gonna miss u , wish u can come with me "
Me: we don't always get what we want u know. beside I
need to finish my studies and make something out of my
life"
Him : grade 12 , wow u moving up , "
we laughed as if that is a movement my aunt told me she
got my report but she she was over the moon with my
result well i passed , I wonder how my grades are
Me : I cunt wait its my final year at high school next year
varsity here I come ,"
Him : you must come study in jhb "
Me : u pushing it now "
Him : brother got to try u know "
Me: u really are something, "
we shared a look that he only gave me when I know he
wants to kiss me or hold me , I'm always going to love
this guy , but I feel like we together in wrong time or
wrong life time , his brown eyes were sparkling and he
came close and kissed me his lips were soft and with a
minty taste, his hand touch my cheeks and brushed my
hair from my face , I felt myself flouting as his tongue
explored my mouth I was out of breath and my hands
were sweaty . I pulled back slowly and I look at the man I
will always love and I want to be with always ...
Him : I love you Zoe never forget that "
Me : I love you too. "
for the 1st time I felt heart broken , firstly i Lost my baby
, my dad and now the love of my life ...yaa ne life!
In The End You Always Go Back to The People That Were
There In The Beginning

#3
.

langa ***
.
I looked at this beautiful girl next to me , she is so
innocent and yet very feisty , I wonder if she know how
much Love her and I know she need to be focused on her
studies but I feel very selfish now I wish I can take her
with me, why does life have to be so complicated and to
think this girl was almost the mother of my 1st born , she
keeps glancing at me I guess the kiss took her by surprise
but I could not hold myself any more , aish the things I
wanna do to her now and that short she's got on is
making my manhood keep growing ... and she licks her
lips and she looks so flushed with her rosy cheeks, she
holds my hand
Her: I will never forget you or stop loving you , you were
my 1st in everything , and loving you was never a mistake
but it was just to complicated, "
she looked away I can sense that she wanted to cry but
was holding her tears
Me: hay this is not goodbye you know , it's a beginning , I
promise you I will uncomplicated things
I hold her hand tighter and pulled her close for a hug
...she smelled very sweet vanilla mixed with pitch's and
roses , I kissed her forehead and whispered I love you .
there was a bang in the window for a minutes there I felt
my heart stop, I thought of the worst and Zola jumped
from my arms and looked at who was banging the
window , her face lighted up and jump out the car and
screamed she was hugging and jumping up an down to
another girl that I assumed she's her friend wow girl and
crazy reactions when they meet , I had to step outside
the car to witness this crazy behavior I took few pics of
her and when they realized that I was taking pics they
stopped and looked my direction
Zola: langa I'm sorry about that I would like you to
meet....
Girl : wow chomie utheni ?? is this .... La..as in Langa the
Langa
the girl looked at me ,they screamed again and started
clapping hands wow this was something else I couldn't
stop laughing and shaking my head in disbelief ...
girl came towards me offers me her hand for shake
girl : well Mr I'm Nompumelelo aka mpume Msimang"
me : I'm Langa Dlamini , nice to meet you "
mpume : no the pleasure is all mine , "
I shakes my head in disbelief that Zola is so quiet but her
friend is one wild card yoo, I guess they right when they
say opposite attract...
Zola : any way chomee how u doing?
Mpume : kosa'ekuseni when I start filling you in about
my life , we got a lot to talk about ... please finish up LA
and join us , your aunt asked me to get you "
wow that was a surprise they already know we here ... I
guess that my queue to leave I looked at Zola and gave
her a signal that it's time to part ways ...

It always Sed To Say Goodbye

4

Zola
Mpume took my bags to my house while I hug u Langa
one more time , goodbys are always so hard for me , I
felt like crying but held my tears back
Him : "promise you will visit "
Me :" as if Nkanyamba ( referring to my aunt) will allow
me"
we chuckled
Him :" I'm very persuasive , I can talk to her on your
behalf "
Me : "let me think about it ke "
Him : "I gotta go it's a long drive to JHB"
Me:" call me kuma pit stops akho and when you get
there "
Him :" I promise, study hard please and be a good girl no
funny business OK "
I rolled my eyes and smiled
me : you take care Also
he kissed me on my cheek and started walking to his car,
I stood there and looked at him he started the car and
rolled his window down
Him : "when u alone , open your bag I left something
there , that u can remember me with , and never forget
this is not a goodbye my love "
before I can even respond he speed off , I was left with a
smile on my face but also a bitter filling of the new
chapter I'm going to open of my life , I walk home and
the minutes I got inside my aunt suffocated me with a
hug and compliment on how I look , asked me how I'm
filling and if I'm ok or not , long lecture came after that
regarding boys love, sex and life yooo I was so bored and
really tired Mpume just decided to leave when my aunt
was going on an on , I just nodded pretending to be
listening, yoo I know I messed up and I'm the one who
have to put my life back in order I excused myself and
went to my room I took my phone and taxed Mpume
me > >how mge wangishiya kanjalo , talk about a real
friend <<<
He : >>>haysuka inkanyamba was going on an on , I was
not ready for lecture shym , <<
me : >> sorry love , so how are u ?, how have you been
<<
He : >> ow well as you know I dumped that fuck boy
when he slapped me on the xmas party , and I thought I'll
take a break in dating but there is this guy cc , his really
matured and good looking he's kinda asking me out but
I'm too intimidated you know<<
Me >> you only live once cc, and life is too short<<
Her >> you right ne , but let me think about it luv , so u
and mr dimples , haybo mge why u never told Me he was
twins with Trey Songz <<
Me >> lol !!!
Her: >> so story sithini , mge fill me in <<
Me >> well we ....
a knock came to my room
Aunt : "Zola , une visitor "
Me : OK ngiyeza anti
taxed. Mpume ...>>> later got to go ,<<
I could see she was typing I just put my phone in the
charger and stepped out to see who want to see me , I
don't have any friends in this place it's only Mpume
because my aunt is friends with her mom and they teach
at the same school ow well I entered the seating room
and to my surprise I sow my big brother
Me : "Zweli ? "
Zweli :" zoe how you doing ? "
he stood up and gave me a hug, me and Zweli are siblings
his few Years older than me just 2 years in fect and in
varsity doing engineering we share the same dad but
different mother's his tall and slim , dark -caramel in
compaction and with china eyes , his hair is cut into a
brush and his structure is like a soccer player and well
ukukhuthaza with I dwangu his always on point I guess
he takes after my Father . he was wearing navy chinos ,
with powder blue guess golf T-shirt with brown puma
Sneakers ...
Me : "what you doing here ? "
Him : "to see you , besides this is also my aunt house I
can come and go as i please "
we laughed
Him :" I asked you a question .."
I looked at him puzzled , he rolled his eyes
Him :" so how are you ? "
I smiled
Me : I'm god , I guess time will tell , I just want to put
everything that happened behind me "
Him : I'm sorry I was not there for you , I didn't know "
Me : its kwl , any way how you doing I see varsity got you
looking like a model or something
we giggle
Him : I'm just hot nje cc , no need to put a tag on it "
we laughed my aunt came with scones and juice we
thanked her and she went to kitchen she was preparing
supper . we continued talking watching t.v with Zweli he
told me he is no longer residing at my father house he
moved out and leaves close to campus his renting a flat
now . my dad is leaving with Zanele's,( my little sister )
mom on permanent bases ... I never got along with her
she was too young for my dad and written gold digger I'll
over her face , any way we spend the whole day with my
brother he even stayed for dinner my aunt insisted , it
really felt good to be back home and to see my brother
was a bonus he left something to 9 at night I escorted
him to his car we hugged and promise to visit soon .he
drove off and I was really tired now just wanted to
shower and slip . I went to my aunt room set next to her ,
she was reading a Bible , that what she normally those
before sleeping
Me: thank you "
she looked at me and open her arms and I gave her a Hug
Her : everything will be OK my child have faith and pray
..."
she reached over her side drawer and took out a brown
envelope
Her : open it when you are ready but I know you made
me proud "
it was my report card , I kissed her on chick and wished
her good night . went to my room put the envelope aside
undressed took my towel wrapped it around my body
and took a shower it was relaxing I finished washing my
self and when I stepped in my room my phone was
buzzing I rushed to it but call cut before I can answer . I
looked at the screen 8 miss calls , 14 what's app
massages and 3 voice mail aish Langa .....

The Real Me
.
#5

Mpume

I finished cleaning up the house, mom is always on my

case about my lazy tandenses
" don't forget to buy bread when you done"
Me: yebo ma "
I finished dusting , cleaning the windows and doing
laundry , I was so tired like really finished ...I took a
shower , and decided to wear my short summer dress
with flip flops , took bread money and stepped out , aish
summer the sun was blazing outside , I walked to Zoe
house , I wanted her to accompany me to the shops , it's
Just 3 houses from my house so it was a short walk to her
house I knocked and let myself in since door was open
...heysham u sis was busy singing along to AK song I'm
not sure if she was tweaking or having a stroke I looked
at her , she was in the living room doing her thing , the
music was too loud and she did not notice my presence
... when she turn and saw me she screamed I just
laughed at her we hugged and she turn the volume down
me: yooo chomee u can dance"
Her: you want me to teach u my moves"
I laughed
Me: no cc you do you, I'll stick with nodding my head to
music , but u really dance like a white chick"
Her : well I'm half White any way , so point taken "
Me : asambe "
Her : where to ? "
Me : stolo I need to buy bread "
Her : kwl , let me get my cap "
she was wearing a short denim dress with flip flop with a
pink cap
she locked the house and we walked together to the
shop
I love my friend she so shy and yet outspoken , she is
bookworm but enjoy to hang out with me ,she has
overcome a lot the past month I don't know how she
does it but she still bubbly and smiley like ever we
bought bread nama gwinya , walk back home and set by
the fence outside my house ,
Me: so u you an Langa nisa on or ?"
she looked away and took a deep breath
Her: I don't know girl . will always going to have that
connection and I love him that will not change but my
father will never approve of our relationship"
Me: I understand , but we cannot choose who we fall in
love with , give him a chance , coz I know he also loves
you . age is just a number love "
Her: I will but no rush this time i'm just gonna take it one
day at time , we call each other every day and tax each
other I guess that the start ne"
I nodded and looked at the car coming our way , I knew
this was the guy I'm trying to avoid , black Audi packed in
front of us and Mr stepped out looking all yummy in all
levels , wearing white Linnean pans with a white boss
shirt , his silver watch and bracelet was dangling on his
wrist
him: ladies "
I looked at Zoe who was popping her eyes like a lonitic , I
nagged her with my shoulder
Her : hi "
me : what u doing around here "
him : to check up on you, can we talk please mpume"
me : I have company right now"
Him : Mpume I'm shore your friend will not mynd "
he looked at Zoe and she stood up and looked at me
Her : aish friend when u done please call me"
me : but we not done nje "
I looked at her with eyes telling her to stay . please don't
go , but yoo lomlungu wavele wahamba ..ya that my
friend for your
I looked at this beist in front of me
Me : did you have to do that "
him : come , we cunt talk hear "
I rolled my eye and walked to his car he started the car
and we drove off
.
.
.

Zola
I was so excited to see such a hunk , and he came to see
my friend yooo. what a eye candy shy'm mpumi lended
her self with a very handsome guy with a very polished
look , he sim a bit grown up mybe on his 30's or so yoo
he smells and look money all over yoo. what a guy he
looked like a guy who workers out with those shoulders ,
I can not believe I'm drooling over Mpume man , if he is
even her man ... I decided to call my mr charming just to
forget about the mystery guy . it rang and on the second
ring he answered
Me : hay Langa how you "
Him :not hi baby , hi love "
I giggle
Me : come on we past that stage ain't we ?"
Him : i want you back Zoe , i can not keep on hiding my
feelings for you "
talk about a guy who just go straight to the point
Me: I want that too but how , because u are in Jozi I'm
here and you forgot that my dad wants your head on his
plata"
we laughed
Him : I love you Nokuzola , and even your dad won't get
in my way on how I feel for you one day I will make you
Mrs Dlamini "
I blushed ow my god I really do love Langa too
me : maybe we should elope "
Him: wena gwala ndini you. cunt even run "
I giggle we talked about how I'm feeling about going back
to school and how is life in general , he promised to
come back on Valentine weekend just to spend it with
me , he was on another level of being romantic and how
he will do right by me and make things right with my
father . after almost an hour talking he had to get back to
work and I needed to start cooking .
him : take care my love will call you tonight "
me : I love you and miss u , later "
him : I'm the luckiest man on earth to have you .we hang
up and i just throw myself on my bed and smile like
returd .love was good and my heart could not stop
dancing ... I went to the kitchen to prepare supper , I
took my phone an taxed Mpume > >> hay pass by my
house when you free<<
I taxed my brother
>> hey bro how you doing ? <<< I know he never answer
his phone or reply to my tax on time so I will just have to
wait for respond .

Is It love or lust
continued 5

Mpume
.
me : why u always do this ? "
Him : what "
he raised his eyebrow and looked at me while focusing
on the road , I can't Help but feel his hold that this man
have over me, I'm really trying hard not too fall for him,
so ease you mind i know you wandering about this guy so
let me fill u in
~flash back~
we meet a month ago when I was on my way home,
coming from church , I was walking on the sidewalk and
the sun did not do no Justice to my skin , my hand was
held above my head to cover my face . when suddenly
this car parked by me the guy offered me a lift which I
clearly turned down , he than did the unexpected and
walked besides me , which was strange coz a guy with his
looks don't seem to be the begging or nagging type..I was
a bit shy to walk with the handsome man that i have ever
seen alive , we talked about general stuff, and I told him
about my self, since he wanted to know ...after few
laughed and a good chat he asked for my number , I gave
him my 10's he walked back to his car I went home and
realized that he never told me his name , I smiled on that
thought
~end of flashback ~
Him: what's so funny?"
Me : Just thinking, you know how we met , it was just
odd"
Him : it was fait "
Me : and u did not even tell me your name , was that by
papoose? "
He smiled and touched my exposed thighs, and rubbed
them , sending shivers down my spine
Him : u never asked freckle face "
I blushed as it kinda turn me on the way he call me by
freckle face i instantly turn red I looked outside the
window, we were in suburban area
Me: Thabo , where we going ?"
( yes my man or my man to be is Thabo , 27 of age ,
lawyer by profession, grew up in free state and studied in
Cape town and working in one of the Law firm in Durban
North as Junior prosecutor)
Him: I want to show you where I leave
Me : haybo looks like we moving a bit too fast now "
Him : like how ? course the last time I sow u was 3 weeks
back when I left to attend trial in Richards Bay
Me : the one you never told me about ??"
Him : my work can be dangerous I did not want to worry
you , "
Me: I see"
he parked his car in the underground basement, he lived
in complex , which was part of an estate at umhlanga
Him : sesfikile , shall we? "
me : I guess I don't have a choice"
he stepped out and open my door , i stepped out fear of
the unknown creped in my subconscious
he held my hand and we walked to the elevator and to
his apartment
Him : you know I don't bite he said while opening his
door , he's place was very artistic wow it looked like an
art gallery , i let go of his hand as we walked in , i looked
at all the painting and artifact , sculptures I was blown
away his leaving room had a beautiful portrait of a
beautiful women on Xhosa attire .
I looked at it i was so mesmerised
He stood behind me
Him : do you like ? "
I just nodded ,
Him : you'll meet her one day she is a very uptight lady "
I turned and looked at him ,
me : you know her "
he smiled and took my hand we set on his brown leather
couch ,
him : yes , she is my mother "
Me : I thought you Sotho?
Him : I am , just on my father's side . and you my
beautiful Zulu princess , why u never told me about your
father ? "
I looked away and did not want to show any emotions
about a man i had no memory off , all i know is that he
left my mother for another women.
Me : you in to art ? "
he looked at me trying to read my mind but I tried so
hard not to give him anything to be suspicious off, he
came close and hold me tight,
him : I know u will tell me when you ready "
I rested my head on his chest and just inhaled his
Cologne , he lifted my head and smashed his lips on
mine , I did not know if I should respond or not I just
knew this guy for a month or less , we only been talking
on and off on whatsapp if he is not busy , he call's once in
while when he wants hear my voice , but did he really
have any feelings for me ?or I'm just another naive girl
that he want to slip with? ..I pulled back and stood up
,before I can respond to his kiss , he looked at me puzzled
Him : I'm sorry I ..I. did not mean to .." he rubbed the
palm of his hands
Me : Thabo , what are you doing? "
Him : I like you , I really do , I know you only tanning 18 in
few months , so I will wait for you till you are an adult
before we pursue this "
Me : what is this ? "
Him : the first day I sow you, coming from church with a
tight Navy dress ,that looked like it was made on you ,
your fear skin complexion shining on the beautiful sunny
day , I like the fact that you have dreadlocks that suits
you and the way you freckles light up your face .you just
perfect , I knew when I walked you home that day , I
want to walk next you at all time , what i'm trying to say
is that I'm really attracted to you , and if you want to take
things slow or think about us or me in fact feel free to do
so .
he looked down and I could not believe what a just heard
, wow his word just touched me and i could not help but
feel my heart skipping a bit for him , I walked toward him
and before I could sit down , he stood up , I held his hand
and looked into his eyes , I was way too short to reach his
face so I let my hands pull his face to mine , without
breaking eye contact I gave him a peck on his mouth he
first did not respond he looked deep in my eyes I guess
he sow what I wanted and he held my waist a kissed me
like I have never been kissed before , I felt my brain
exploding with pleasure ,I moaned in between our kiss
which drove him mad I could film his manhood poking
me and I could not resist him I was so wet and I knew
that if we don't stop now he will drop my panties , his
hands caressed my back the other was playing with my
hair , this must be love ...yes I'm in love

continued 5

Zweli

my life has taken one of the wrongs turn ever , yes I'm
doing my 1st year studying mechanical engineering , but
as much as school is hectic I have found myself mixed up
with wrong crowd, my life was once so peaceful but
ngokuthanda izinto and fast life I started doing doggy
stuff like selling drugs and stealing cars it's such a trill ,
and I kynder love being a thug, listen i have never killed
a soul and not willing to do it as long as leave I just want
to make a good buck and just enjoy the trill, but I have to
finish my studies or else my father will kill me , he is still
angry that I moved out from home but I was not willing
to get caught for all my dirty dealings that I was doing ,
so my father will just have to stop fussing I'm a grown
man after all and right now i have got a lot on my plate
duhm . I took few pulls of my cigarette before throwing it
away I was standing in my balcony looking at the
beautiful Durban night and the busy street of
morningside , I walked back inside and looked at my fuck
buddy she was still butt naked in my bed facing up
fiddling with her phone
me : u still here ? "
she looked at me and smiled , she always tells me that
my torso always turn her on , I was wearing my briefs
only
her : we need to finish what we started "
she said that while playing with her legs spreading them
wide open and closing them I instantly falt my Panis
stand up and getting all excited of this , I walk towards
my bed took off my briefs and reaching for my side
drawer took out a condom tearing it open and slide it on
, I could hear her talking but was not paying attention I
got on top of her spread her legs open and pushed
myself in her she screamed but I did not care I fuck her
so hard and took her legs put them on my shoulder to go
dipper in her she creams and that fuckin turned me on
her creams turned into moans I fuck her so much that
she came and her legs were trembling , I put her legs
down and turned her around, I guess she was to tired to
kneel I just spread her legs and pulled her waist to me
fuck I screamed she just flippin started to move her ass it
shakes like jelly and she new that I was close now , I went
dipper and dipper till I came , I pulled out and disposed
the condom , she was laying lifeless on my bed .
me : be gone by the time I step out of the shower"
Her : Zweli u so arrogant mos why? "
she sat on the bed looked at me
Me: we fuck for for fun , no catching feelings remember,
so get out of my flat cici "
Her : nxa!!! u worse than your father yazi , I thought u
were different , fine I'll leave , but can I shower fist ?
Me : Cici u wasting my time now , u came here all horny
as fuck and I delivered and now u insult me and my
father because u can not keep your panty on , listen la
cici, your pussy may be tight and you may know few
moves to keep a man happy in the bedroom , but don't
fool yourself that I'm in love with you ,"
She looked away , and started to pick up her clothes , I
could see she was pissed , but I can not let her or any
women infect have an upper hand at me.
me : finally she listens , and Cici do take care of my little
sister , I will see u Friday "
she looked at me and took her bag and did not say
anything she walked out infect stormed out and banged
my door in the process, I just rolled my eyes and took a
shower , while the water was hitting me I could not help
but think about me and Cici , she's my father's baby
mama/ girlfriend , what started like a harmless flirting 3
Years back has now become one wild fuck session I tell u,
should my father find out about this we both dead... aish
my life kodwa and yes I'm Fucking my Step mom and I
enjoy it .

continue. .
5

Mpume

after a session of making out , Thabo made me lunch

nothing fancy just green salad with chicken strips, I
looked at my plate and laughed ,
Him : what ? "
Me : ama hlanvu lawa "
Him : you so ghetto kodwa love , its food "
me : 1stly don't call me ghetto, and your healthy food
wakho lo awusuthisi
he smiled and lifted his hand to surrender .
me : so tell me what's up with you and leaving a healthy
lifestyle like whites
I took a bite on my strips and I must say it was so tasty
and spicy
Him : point if correction I'm not trying to be white by my
eating habits I'm just trying to be healthy besides I have a
stressful job that may give me a heart attack any day
from now so I'm trying to balance staff "
Me : yoo so on a daily basis you work , gym and eat this
staff "
he looked at me with a frown and smile ,
Him : yes but mostly I think of you , and baby girl I do
have a life outside my work"
Me : if you say so , one day is one day when u have to
show me that life , but for now I have to get going "
Him: so soon love "
Me : it almost 6 and yes so soon "
I looked down and wish this moment will last forever, he
clean the kitchen counter and put plate on the sink, I was
seating on one of the bar stool looking at his every
movement
him : its so rude to stare so tell me what's on your mind"
I wish I could tell him , how scared I am that I'm falling in
love with him and he is grown man whiles I'm just a teen
who's trying to figure my life , could I be attracted to him
because I need a male figure in my life or is it because I'm
just attracted to him , I was so lost in thought that I did
not even realize that he is no longer by the sink , he
hugged me from behind and rested his chin on my
shoulder
Him : will figure it out together , don't stress about us
and the what if you don't have answers for , one thing
that matter is that I love you ".
he kissed my chic and hold me tight ,
me : you read minds also "
I whispered
Him : yap , with my profession you have to master it "
I turned around and looked at his dark brown eyes , I
caresses his jaw line, liked the fact that he did not have
facial hair and his face was muscular yet very cute , he
never smile a lot but every time when our eyes meet his
face lightens up , I wanted to kiss him and do things to
him , but he intimidate the hell out me, his hands were
resting on my waist ,
him : tell me what do you want baby"
his eyes darken and his look change I could not read his
facial expression if he wanted to me tell him what he
want to hear or if I must tell him what I want , my body
was failing me and yet this was a strange feeling for me ,
i have kissed lot of boys in my life but when I kissed him
it felt like my 1st kiss ,
Me : may I kiss you "
Him : I'm all yours baby "
he smashed his lips on mine and this time the kiss was
forceful he was in charge sparks flew in my body his lips
are soft and he knew how to press my buttons and he
likes the fact that my body failed me every time he
touched me, I could not breath and I could feel a blow of
explosion that just busted between my legs and made
my panty wet he moved his lips fro mine and since he
was standing in between my legs I could feel him in
between my legs he kissed my neck and I let a slight
sound escape my mouth , he hold my thighs so farm I
cold fill that it will leave his handprint
Him: see what you do to me ? "
I couldn't even talk I just let out a loud breath when he
whispered those words to me , he was driving me insane
,
Him : come baby let's get you home , before I eat u all up
, in this table."
I stepped back and his eyes were dark and he looked at
me and smiled
I was too shy to even look at him and don't know why I
had this strange butterflies in my stomach
Me : I need to use the bathroom "
he directed me and I close the door and dropped my
panty and took out my wet party liner , my nunuza was
wet , wiped myself, flushed the toilet and disposed my
liner on the side been, I splashed my face with water ,
and moved my dreads from my face and heald than
together with a band ,
I stepped outside and I had the shower running I just
decided to go to the seating room and wait for him after
a while he came out looking all yummy with his track
pans and T-shirt , his arms were exposed and T-shirt was
bit tight on his buffed up arms , why did God bless me
with this man , and expect me not to seen
Him : baby stop drooling, I told you I'm all yours , but I'm
not willing for you to let me take another cold shower so
i can let this man slip ( pointing at his dick ) I blushed and
looked away , ow my God did I turn him on,
him : don't shy out on me now , you know exactly what
you did to me, and what you want to do now , with those
words said I felt the need to stand up
Me : if we continue like this you going to get me into
trouble with my mom .."
Him : OK kwl let go , I will let this pass."
we drove to my house it was already dark and light were
on In my house which mins mom is back , hope she does
not shout at me and spoil my day .he packed the car and
faced me
him : I'm going to miss u , infect I miss u already "
Me : you such a big baby
him : your baby right
Me : yes my baby , but promise me one thing
Him: yes love
Me: don't play with , just because im younger than you ,
u made me have this feelings for you so treat me the way
a lady should be treated , coz I'm not just any naive girl
after your money and wealth , and blinded by your good
looked. don't answer me now think about it , I love you .
I packed his lips and jumped of an ran to my house.
I had to know I hope he tells me the truth and he does
not play with my heart .. love suck at times

why me .....

#6
.
Zoe
I'm really not a morning person and today was not
different then others, I wish I could go back to bed but
well I had to go to town to buy few things for school
since school was reopening In few days. I decided to
wear all black today , black skinny jean , black T-shirt, and
black all star , let my hair loose which annoyed me since
it was a bit to long for my liking , I really don't like the
fact that I'm too white I guess I take after my mom , I
went to the kitchen made myself coffee once done took
my phone , bag and locked the house and I was off to the
bus stop , aish kodwa Durban weather hot as ever
outside, I Waited for the bus and got in when it came few
minute late , anyway I took my seat and send an SMS to
my brother , reminding him not to forget my my driving
lessons on Saturday he agreed but we did not chat to
long because his always rushing somewhere, I sow
mpume long massage telling me about Thabo ( the man
in her life )massage wa to log yoo she must really catched
fillings with this guy ,I'll see her when I get back from
town so she can fill me in face 2 face about this guy . I
wish I could talk to Langa but I know his probably slipping
since he was working till late yesterday, I looked outside
my window and just day dreamed , I finally jumped off
and walked couple of blocks before I got to the shop , I
shopped for my staff push the trolley and stood in a semi
long queue, I had chittering and lot of giggling I turned
and looked back of the queue curiosity made me turn
and to my surprise I saw 3 girls from my school ,and by
the look I could tell that I was the topic in there
conversation
girl 1 : wasn't she pregy an all ( pointing at me )?
Girl 2 : she was... rumour has it that she aborted "
I felt my bloody rushing In my veins
Girl 3 : yoo this white girls don't known how to close
their legs , its a disgrace shym nje "
enough how could they have the nerve to gossip about
me in public space about things that are not even fact
girl 3: at least she looked good for a girl with scandals "
they giggled and high 5 each other
Girl 1 : she's even wearing black mourning the death of
the baby "
giggles again , fuck I have had enough I left my trolley
and started walking to this girls I'll show them flames
they do not know the colored in me , I am my father's
daughter after all , just when I was few steps to the
talkative sluts someone pulled my hand , I looked at the
hand and looked at this person, it was a guy about my
age if not a year older , he was your typical yellow bone ,
with pink lips and big eyes he was taller than me ,I just
looked at him
me : and then (pointing at his hand with my eyes)?
Him : don't bother ,it not Worth your time , please turn a
blind eye and deaf ear ( he point at the girls with his
eyes)
me : excuse me , do I know u ?
Him : maybe or maybe not but just go back to your spot"
he smiled woow he had the most beautiful smile ever
girl 1 : ow hi Menzi ( she looked at me up and down , and
frown) I rolled my eyes pulled my arm away from the guy
click my tongue at this thing and went back to my spot
put my earphones on and played music very loud to just
forget what just happened I paid and took my plastic
bags and went to the bus stop , who was kidding I was
really pissed , and I know those girls will make my life hell
at school I'll be the talk of the town , why me ...
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Mpume

Im proud to be Zulu and all but yoo, my mom has too

much high hopes for me , she is busy planning
umhlonyane , for my 18th birthday yes I'm still a virgin an
all but now the whole of kwamáshu must now for what ?
I still go for reed ceremony every September to obey my
mom , but now this
me : kodwa ma does it have to be this traditional?"
she was busy folding the washing and I was on my phone
,
Mom: yes my love , I maybe a single parent, but I'm
proud of you my child
me : kodwa ma , we are Christians nje "
mom : kusho ukuthini pho ? silahle amasiko mtanami ? "
Me : kodwa ma ... I just need something small family and
friends you now "
mom : she took her washing basket and came and stood
in front of me
mom : we nompumelelo usayalwa yini ? "
I looked at her shocked , and nervous at the same time
me : cha ma , off cos not "
mom : what the big deal ke, washona le nale? yin vele? "
I tried to speak she cut me off
mom : it's final , as long as u leave under my roof u will
do as I say , she left me there and I just slouched on
couch wow ne , my life... why me vele .
.
.
.

Zweli ****
me : listen Portia for the last time I'm not cheating on
you "
she was crying and her face turn red , I really like this girl
she is so humbled ,sweet , honest and she so beautiful
with brains too , my high school sweetheart , but I was
too scared to love he, I cheated on her not even once, so
many times I've lost count , every time when I'm court I
denied everything like this hickey on my neck that Cici
left to cause trouble for me,
her : why do you do this me Zweli u know how much I
love you "
she was sobbing and I wish I can uncomplete things , I'm
obsessed with Portia but I can not even treat her right ,
me ; "baby listen I swear to you this was an allergic
reaction , not what u think , I will never do that to you "(
that was lame ne )
she slowly calmed down and kept quite and wiped her
eyes , she was angry but being the lady she is , she hides
her sadness , I hold her hands and asked her about her
day she opened up to me and slowly we had a good chat
and few laughs , she was very skinny about size 28 , long
thick black heir , she was not to yellow no dark just
caramel few shades lighter than me , she will be going to
collage in in newcastle to study nursing in two weeks
time , and she was not sure if she comes back I will still
be available for her to love with my misbehaving
activity's , she had to have doubt, we were sitting in my
car , playing music softly ,
I kissed her softly and she responded , she pulled me to
her and drove her tongue In my mouth, I could feel that
she wants me , she always gives me sex every time she
felt insecure that I might be cheating which i was by the
way, she wanted me and I knew she wanted to have me
right here and now, but my car was packed In the road
by her house and I could never disrespect her like that to
fuck her on the road ,besides with her I only make love to
her , gentle and I make sure I please her ,she's my
Queen, her hands moved from my neck to my pants
trying to unzip my pants ,I moved her hand slowly and
slide her chair down, she was wearing a floral maxi dress,
I lifted the dress up touching her body , I spread her legs
a bit moved my hands to a cookie , I rubbed my hand on
her penty she moved a bit I move her panty on side and
enters my finger on her nunuza she moaned in pleasure I
went dip on her her I finger fucked her so much that I
could fill that he was ready to come
Me : "come for me baby "
her :" aaaah ! aaah Zweli "
she held my neck. and kissed me so roughly, yes she is
now close and finally she came , and I was so fuckin hard
this girl is really something , I took out wipes that were In
my car and wiped her juices on her cookie , I bend down
and kissed her horny pot she giggled , I wiped my hands
and disposed the wipe
her : thank you , but can we finish this at your place "
me : not tonight baby ( she was disappointed) I liard told
her some lame excuse"
me : I'm babysitting my little sister tonight"
she looked away , filling sad, I promised her the moon
and stars , I'm not even a smooth talker , but I try with
her , and I believe that the reason she is still with me is
because I try way too hard to please her
we talked bit and I told her I need to go , they was a
number number that I had to attend to ,
Her : I love you , and please call me before you slip"
I kissed her once more and she walked out I looked at
tiny figure and wished I could be a better man for her . I
speed off to make money

What will People Say ?

#7

Zoe***
driving lessons was very tense I was driving and my mind
was not even there , I struggling with parking the car but
zweli was very patient with me after few rounds we
drove to KFC , zweli was against it but I love there food
we ordered wraps and drinks
zweli : what wrong? u look a bit off "
Me : "just worried about school"
he frown
me : "this thing with a baby , people think I aborted, I
looked at my food "
Him :"who's people ? "
me : "kids from school and people In the neighborhood"
he drank drink
him : "so what are you going to do about it "
me :" hayboo what there to do ?, organize a press
conference to set the record straight"
he laughed
Him :" thought you pressed charges , but I see dad
walking the streets as a free man "
Me : "i asked langa to dropped them , it was just causing
havoc nje "
Him : "has he apologized by any chance?"
I rolled my eyes at him , like really dud it my father we
talking about here and he will never admit his mistakes
him :" eish ya ne, and you and Langa you still an item ? "
Me : "something like that "
Him : "I see , he is a bit too old for you , age difference
does not bother you?"
Me :" he's not that old , besides it too late to doubt
anything now because i'm into too deep, we just taking
things slowly "
Him :" I see "
me : "how is he ? your father ? "
he smiled and shook his head
Him : "crazy , moody and fighting with everyone ,I heard
he has a meeting with aunt tomorrow , probably to
discourse you "
Me : "ow well , I know he will not listen "
he took out his phone from his pocket , he started typed
something and looked at me ,
him : "you done ? "
pointing at my food
I nodded, he looked a bit frustrated after he received
that massage
me : :"everything OK ?"
he faked a smile
him :"naaa nothing I can not handle "
me : "ooh "
him :"I will need you to drive yourself home I have to be
somewhere "
me :" hayboo zweli with no supervision really? u want
me to course an accident ?"
Him :" you overreacting, u are a pro now , it just that u
need to put your nerves aside and breath "
a yellow BMW gushesi 325i packed outside with two
guys,
him : " i have to go, later ne , don't dent my car or I
might not reconsider giving it to you as gift "
I smiled and was a bit excited but my smile turned into
worry
me : "is that your ride ? "
he did not respond kissed my chick and he rushed off got
into the yellow BMW and they speed off , I wonder what
zweli has gotten himself into now , I finished my drink
and took my bag , i walked outside and looked at car that
i'm about to drive my nerves kicked In , zweli is driving a
polo vivo ,red in colour , I opened the car set down and
said a short prayer , yes I do pray when the tough get
going , started the card and drove off with my heart
beating widely in my Chest, drove home , packed in the
garage , and smiled to myself , wow I did it , I felt like
celebrating but yet again I was home alone it was a
Saturday and aunt was nowhere to be found, as usual , I
cald Langa ,voice mail
I tried mpume it ranged and she picked up after a 3rd
ring
me << hay >>
she was breathing heavily and giggling
her <<< hay , what up >>>
she giggled again , I looked a the screen to make shore I
called the correct number
me <<<hayboo mpume , what up ,what u up too ? ≥>
her ≤< can I call u later ...aaah!!!!>>>> titi call cut
I just looked at my phone and smiled , what just
happened
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.

Thabo***

I could not sleep anymore just thinking about

Nompumelo , yes she was younger then me , infect way
to young , but I was attracted to her the 1st day I laid
eyes on her , she had all the beautiful features of the
perfect women I want to spend my life with , short ,
curves in the right places, with an ass for days , she
naturally beautiful , kinda yellow bone but not too much
just perfect and got dimples with small thick full lips and
her chubby chicks have freckles that just highlights her
beauty , I looked at her pic again that I saved on my
phone as screen saver , I just type her number and call
her
she answer after 5 rings and I almost lost my cool why
was she taking so long to answer my call
her : "hay baby, I'm sorry for taking forever to answer
your call was busy with the washing "
wow she explained before I asked and that automatically
put me at ease ,
Me : "I'm good just missing you"
her : "miss you too "
me : "I want to spend the day with you today , when are
you going to be free? "
they was silence for a minute or two and she responded
her : "give me an hour or two i just need to finish up
hear,( silence again ) I got to go will text you when I'm
done "
, her mother was talking in the background
me : "OK love I will be waiting,"
she hang up, my baby is really a baby she is so terrified of
her mom, I guess it how she shows her respect , I took a
bath , wore my blues jeans , white T-shirt and Snickers,
my phoned rang
me :" love "
her : "I'm done "
me : "I'll be right there"
my heart skipped a bit as I speed off to her place , i
buzzed her when I was few blocks from her house , she
came out looking beautiful as ever , blue skinny jean,
white vest and silver pumps, her hair was held up high in
pony tail and dangling on shoulders as she walked , she
smiled when our eyes meet , I wanted to open a door for
her but she said that it draws attention to nosey
neighbours, I just wanted to hug her and smash my lips
on hers , she jumped in ,
me : "you look so beautiful"
her : "you not bad yourself "
she smiled i wanted to kiss her so badly , she smiled i
guess she sow that in my eyes
her : "not la",
I breath out loud, dahm this girl making me act like a
teenager ,
we drove off , I was planning on taking her for movies,
lunch and art gallery she's fascinated by art , the minute
we packed at the mall I stepped out of the car dragged
her out and kissed the daylight out of her she tried to
push me but passion and my lips won't allow her, I finally
let her go, and she buried her head on my chest ,
me : "that is how I want to great you always "
her : "hi ! "
she still did not lift her head ,
me : "baby there is no one in the parking lot stop being
shy "
, she looked at me and smiled
me : "you so crazy "
her : "you the one that can not get your hands off me "
i laughed because she was right I am crazy ,crazy in love
with her ....we watched a movie she chose , it was too
damn boring , my attention was on her I kissed her there
and there , touched her , brushed her thighs she hit my
hand , when I was making her uncomfortable
her : "focus bby "
she wanted me to watch her movie , but my focus was
on her ..lunch was incredible she told me her dreams and
what she will study next year medicine she said, and i
choked when she told me what her mom had planed for
her birthday, wow Cherry on top she is still a untouched,
aish I still need to break a cookie jar and she plans to
make me wait for it , but love can make a man wait
we never got a chance to go to the art gallery my baby
said it was getting late , I kissed her while we were on the
elevator going to the packing luckily for us we were alone
I kissed her and pinned her to wall she mound , driving
me wild I squeezed her ass , her tiny hands rubbed my
face and chest her phone rang and she could contain
herself as I was tickling her while she was speaking to
zoe her friend on her phone, on our way to the car she
dropped the call and slapped my arm
her :" bby stop it "
me : "never , I Pinned her to the door holding her from
behind "
I kissed her neck and opened the car door for her
on our way to her place I was hard a rock aish the things I
want to do to her . another cold shower it is

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continue ...7
Langa
.
I hope what I'm about to do won't mess my relationship
with Zoe , but I have to do right by her no matter what ,
we even have a soul that we created together , even
though she passed on she will still be my child my first
born child . my parents are very traditional people and
they believe kumadlozi and nokuhlaba , before I moved
to jozzi my mom wanted to speak to me about following
the right process when you impregnate a girl out of
wedlock, it was too much of an issue for me then
because Zoe's dad wanted my head .I though my parents
will let those talk slide since we lost the child , but no I
still need to do right by the girls family, so my big brother
came to Jozi as a casual visit , I didn't even know how he
found me because i only move this side a week back but
with his line of work he can track and find a person
within a blink of an eye . so for the past two day at work I
was doing night shift, I work at SA airway as an airplane
IT specialist , it's hard work and very tiring, Friday
morning i left work I switched my phone off and jumped
to bad to sleep at list Zoe knew that I was working late
the night before. I was woken up by a loud bang on my
door , I tried to ignore the noise but who ever was
knocking just kept on banging the door non stop I woke
up very pissed , opened the door and there he stood my
brother
me :" hayboo bafo ? what are you doing LA ? how did
you know where I live ? zithini? baright ekhaya ? "
Him: " good afternoon to you too Langa, may I come in
please"
he said that with a straight face , he pushed me aside and
studied my apartment from roof to floor , he was
wearing black as always with his thick gold chain with a
cross on his neck , I was puzzled trying to registered what
is Lubanzi doing hear
Him : "nice place but very small , so why you still slipping
it after 12:00 Already"
Me : "mfethu ebekwa yini LA ? "
Me :"you not even going to offer me something to drink
first? "
I pointed the fridge to him , he took out juice and drank it
from a bottle , yoo typical Zulu boy lo ..
Him :" I came to get you , since its your weekend off ,
Dad wants to talk to you about this girl yaka Msomi "
me : "WHAT !!!!!"
and how did you know I'm weekend off ?
him : "I'm just massager boy don't shout at me!"
I felt my body sinking , aish my parents they always treat
me like a kid I told them about the current situation, I
was still waiting for Zoe dad to cool down and then we
can set a meeting with him
Him :" kanti what the problem LA ? "
I just held my face with my hands
me : "it's complicated "
him : "give me highlights of this complex relationship of
yours, he set on the coach opposite me , I let out a heavy
breath "
Me : "after varsity I got an internship at Microsoft SA as
software specialist , Zoe dad was one of the senior
partners in the firm he taught me all the ropes and we
became close as in friend he was my manto after all , he
does not even look old and look my age, weekend we
spend them patting , clubbing you know just to let oust
steam , one day I had to drop off some file at his house
and there was Zoe , aish bro " ngasangana " I tried not to
show how I fill cos I now Sandile ( Zoe dad) what kind of a
man he is , he is very ruthless and carries himself like a
thug , so I avoided going to his house because I was
trying to run away from temptation , but the busted had
to be sick and was working from home for the whole
month, I was up and down from his house to the office ,
so mfethu Zoe was there and she hardly wore anything
that covers her body It was just to had for me to hold
back so .... I approached her thinking that she will turn
me down but the girl was also feeling me , I guess it was
love at first sight and all , and now I'm in a complicated
situation
Lubanzi :"so you fucked her , made her pregnant , her
dad beat you two up , she lost the baby and story
finished ? "
Me : "something like that ... and to make things worse I
was her fist you know ...
him : "yooo ( he whistled) , ama Cala amangaka befo! "
me : "I know "
Him :" you still dating her ? "
me: "ya, i rather die than not leave without her "
him:" u still in love with her even when you got a beating
from a person that i can easily erase come on bro "
me : "yes I really love her , and you will do no such "
he stood up and put his hands on his pocket
him : "let's go ,we need to fix this, I'll be in my car , I'm
giving you 15 min to dress up ,
I tried to talk but he just walk out , fuck I'm in deep sh**t
now ,
drive to Lundi was long and I was stressed I just left my
phone switched off , I slapped throughout the drive and
woke up when i felt the bumpy roads of my hood , my
parents have town house but should we have a family
meeting we come to my grandfather's house in the
village, that's where Lubanzi leaves with his wife ,
Lubanzi is on the agricultural/ farming business , but
everybody knows that'd just a cover up he had more
money than a president , we know his a hit man but he
never admit that part of his life to his family everything
he does under wraps , the car parked and we stepped
out , it was already night time and I just wanted to sleep
again , the women of the house were not on site I guess
this meeting will start now, before I walked inside the
house I had to go cleans myself since I lost a baby ,
Lubanzi help me and made sure i do it correctly once
done he handed me a towel I wiped myself and put on y
clothes on and I walked inside my father's study , they
was an open bottle of whisky that my dad and his two
brother were drinking , I greeted Everyone shake they
hands as signs of respect, my father just gave me warm
hug
him:" mfana wami Good to see you ,"
we walked to the sitting room while everyone was busy
asking me , about my life in general
topic changed when we were I'll settled down it was
close to 21:00 now
uncle 1:" so Langa I guess you know the reason for this
meeting "
I nodded
Dad :" and uyazi that amasiko leykhaya siyawa China "
me :"yebo baba "
uncle 2 :"so what's the reason for us running after you to
fix things "
I faced down and apologised
Lubanzi : "we have a situation , Nokzola's dad does not
want to listen to reason , so he might not except our plea
to pay for all damages "
dad : "Lubanzi we have you to make him listen and
except us ... "
he also nodded
Dad : will finalize everything tomorrow , but dark of blue
will have to show respect to the Msomi family "
meeting was over, i went to bed with headache and i
was stressed like hell ,how on earth was this going to
work , Zoe is starting school this Monday and now this ,
how will she cope . and abakubo bazothini ?
continue 7
Langa ****

I went to my room after a meeting with the alders , I

could not sleep , time was almost 23:00, I switched my
phone on , wanted to call Zoe but it was a too late , it
was hard to love a person while her family think you no
good for her , I tried so bad to suppress my feeling for
her but you know the heart wants what it wants , I send
her text " hay baby I'm sorry . ." before I can continue
with writing I heard Lubanzi in passage " fill free to leave
if you not going to follow my rules , uyezwa, " they was
banging of doors I had to check out what's up with the
noise, I saw the light was on in the kitchen and Lubanzi
was seating on the table eating a bowl ya masi , really
this guy at this hour
me ; "sho"
he nodded , I pulled a stool and set next to him
me : "what up ? "
him : I don't want to talk about it ?what'up with you why
you not sleeping
Me :" don't want to talk about it also "
we chuckled ....
me :" women problem got a man eating amasi at the
middle of the night "
we laughed
him : "aish bafo ,"
we talked about a whole lot of stuff , watched t.v ,
soccer and comedy shows , till we dozed off , I woke up
when I had my mom voice talking to Lubanzi
her :" is he OK kodwa ?"
him : "yaa he is just in love ":
her : "but ozoletha umlungu leykhaya yoo kodwa uLanga
"
I opened my eyes and smiled
me :" she's not white ,just mixed "
I woke up and kissed her cheek ,
me : "good morning mom"
she smiles at me
her : yayaya! you call this mixed look at her " she was
holding my phone paging on my gallery and looking at
Zoe pics
so let me tell you about my mom she is so full of life
bubbly and she has no filter , she is very talkative
me : "so mom what for breakfast, and please hand me
my phone before you see inappropriate stuff "
her : "don't change the subject , hayboo this girl is how
old 16"
me : "mom !!"
her : "u broke her cherry and did not think about how
this might unfold " she placed my phone on the side
table and folded her arms
me :" hayboo ma , i can not have this talk with you "
her : "don't hayboo me , on top of it she fell pregnant ,
hayboo langa , where was your head "
Lubanzi : "as in where was the condom? "
I gave him a look and he just winked at me
me : "didn't I teach you the basic about sex , but you
were blinded by yellow thighs , wasangana manje,?
pussy was so good and tight and you forgot protection ?
"
me : "mom point of correction she's 18 , and yes I was
blinded by love , konje why a my telling u this ?
she was angry at one point but was laughing and
shouting and she attempted to hit me , and joked about
it , she was just driving me crazy ,with her loud voice this
women has split personality truth be told
me : "mom please " I just left the room , I heard her
laughing with Lubanzi , now this situation just became a
joke just grate ,i took shower and i had long talk with Dad
after breakfast , he then called Zoes aunt and told her
about our plans, we were planning on paying for
damages ,his phone was on loud speaker
father : "sawbona , Miss Msomi "
I didn't know her name but I knew she never married and
was a school teacher so Miss it was
Zoe Aunt: "yes it she "
Dad: "I'm Bab Dlamini, Lang's father"
z/a: "ooh sawbona"
Dad:" I'm sorry to call you and bother you with matters
that need to be discussed by man "
Z/A: if u don't mind me asking sir , what matter are you
talking about ? "
Dad:" please set up a meeting with your brother , we
need to discuss the matter ka Lang yokuncolisa umuzi
waka Msomi"
really dad you had to put it that way , I'm really screwed
now
Z/A : "ooh OK no problem , I will speak to him , and will
get back to you "
Dad :" thank you for your time , i will wait for your call "
Z/A : " thank you , and goodbye "
call end , he looked at me and at Lubanzi , pointing a
finger at Lubanzi " u know what to do right ? "
Lubanzi : yes I'm on it ( he took out his phone and stated
typing )
Dad : "good "
than he looked at me ,
Dad :" I need money to do this , how much do you have"
I looked at him and was like hayboo you serious, my dad
has money, he was in sugar plantation business and he's
CEO to top it up, why does he want money from me ,
hayboo
me :" you not serious "
him : "I am, it's your mess take responsibility "
Me : "ook kwl, I have about R80k on my savings account
plus my trust fund and business account I haven't used
much on it "
Dad:" how much do you think she worth , this girl "
Me : "every penny "
my mom just budged in and started shouting
mom:" yaphela imali yakaDlamini ngenxa yabelungu tixo
"
, lubanzi took his phone and left , I just dropped my head
, this women continued to talk waya, waya ... I went to
my room switched my phone on voice message and
endless whatsapp message from Zoe, work email came
flooding in but I just ignore them , and called Zoe , she
pick up immediately
her : "langa , why was your phone off? almost 2 days
why? "
me :" I'm sorry baby something came up"
Zoe :" like what , you are week end off, and you ignored
me ? "
she raised her voice wow she was mad
her : "people are mocking me langa , they calling me
names , I don't know how my days will be like at school,
I'm the talk of town , where were you when I needed you
the most "
my heart just braked , she was sad I mean really
heartbroken, I wish I could hold her
me : "Zoe, baby please be strong for me , never allow a
person to break you , u are a stronger than that, please
don't cry "
she sniffed
me : "I don't know if I can remain strong a lot had
happened and I can not fight every demon, I'm just too
weak"
me : "one punch at a time baby , i'm with you through it
all , "
her :" I miss u "
me : "Miss you more"
she was now relaxed and told me about the girls that
mocked her and how she almost showed them flames ,
yaa she might as well should have showed them , we
joked a lot and she told me she is a pro driver now , and
she was missing mpume who was forever occupied with
her man , I told her it will get better when school are
open, I told her that I was home and network was acting
up ( yes I lied ) but what other reason I had cause I didn't
want to tell her about what my family had planned, she
had to go because her food was getting burnt which was
always the case with her when she is cooking , I laughed
at the thought ,
me : "I love you "
her :" love you too "
she dropped the call , I smiled to myself and now I
understand why I have to do what I hsab to do
.
.
.
Zoe ***
dahm I bunt this food , I emptied the food into the
serving dish , I tried cooking pap but it just turned red ,
how a my getting it wrong ? I washed the pots just to
suppress the burnt smell , my phone beeps I looked at
the screen
mpume " are you home "
me " really girl ??"
she just walked in my house like she owns the place
her : burning food again ?? "
me : "shut up , I'm leaning la"
Her :" how are you ," she set down and fiddle with her
phone , she was looking different like beautiful different
"
Me : "well nothing , my life is not interesting like yours "
her : "haybo girl , I never thought falling in love will be
this sweet"
I folded my hands and looked at her
Me :" qhubeka .... "
she smiled, told me about her date and how Thabo turns
her on.
it was my man this my man that , yoo i have never seen
her get lost in motions like this , I felt slightly jealous but
who would not if a guy decided to spoil a girl like he is
doing to her , we talked till my aunt came back and she
was a bit distracted , I wonder what's bothering her , I
decided to drop of mpume at her house with zweli car ,
even though it was 2 second drive , but well i was just
showing off , and wow I'm really getting a hang of
driving.
.
.
.
Aunt ***
this child bunt food again ow my God, will she even know
how to cook at all ? . the call I received from the Dlamini
really changed my mood , now I have to face this maniac
they call my brother , Sandile will rather shoot himself
then allow the Dlamini's to do right by her daughter, she
loves zoe but she sometimes wish that she does not turn
like her mother who decided to leave him after years in
a abusive relationship, and Zoe looks more and more like
her mother everyday ,how am I going to tell Sandile this ,
let me take a Barth and pray on it

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Anger Is Never The Solution To All Problems

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8

Mpume ***

it was Sunday and I was preparing to go to church , I

woke up on the good side of the bed , I took out my
outfit for church , red and black body hugging dress that
is slightly below the knee, red wedge for shoes, I was
humming hill songs and I was feeling very blessed , I'm
starting school tomorrow and doing metric , my mom is
such a blessing in my life and my man is just an Angel
sent from above , I went to the kitchen to make breakfast
nothing fancy just jungle outs for me and for mom
French toast with jam , with a cup of tea , we hadley eat
full breakfast ,my mom always say it makes her slippy
and she can't do anything on full stomach, so light it was
, she came in the kitchen when I was about to take her
food to her
mom : nkosazane yami ,thank you "
me:"morning mom , and you welcome"
she set down and I joined her withy bowl of oats
her : "so ready for school ?"
me : "yap "
she smiled and sip her tea, we talked about general stuff
,till it became serious.
her : "so who is he ? "
me : "who ? "
her :" the boy you talk too all night on the phone. "
me : "hawu mom , its nobody"
she looked at me and my phone rang, saved by a call , I
looked at caller , ID it was zoe, as much as i love mom i
know she will never accept Thabo as my boyfriend , i
guess i'm keeping him a secret for now till... ooh lord
please step in

Continue: 8

Zweli *****

Sunday are my chill days , I was with portia , she was

wearing my T- shirt and looking all sexy in every level ,
she came and set on top of me squatting on top of me
and holding my neck ,
Her : baby I was thinking "
Me : " hope you thinking what I thinking right now ", I
said that by grabbing her ass and spanking it
Her : "stop it , we had plenty of that last night "
She blushed and looked away
Me :" I can not get enough of you , you know that
I pulled her to me and gave her a kiss ,she responded ,
my hands started tracing her back an she had no
underwear underneath , and that just made me wild and
hard , I moved my hands to her bobs and squeezed
them , she moaned in my mouth , I flipped her over and I
was on top I kissed her neck leaving love bites she held
my head to face her, I stopped and looked at her
Me : "you want me to stop ?"
Her : I"’m a bit swollen down there , it might be painful ,
just be gentle "
With Portia I was her 1st in everything, we only started
having sex about 3 months back , on her matric dance , I
took her to my house and we did deed she was a
screamer if you know what I min , I was so glad that I
was home alone then , she gave me a slap after I was
done talking about drama. But pulled me back for kiss
and since then she can not get enough of my dick
Me :" you sure? ",
She did not respond and just pulled me to her, wrapped
her legs on me , I rubbed her clit and i knew she was
ready , I positioned myself to her honey pot and she
shifted , she held me close and I dive in her she screamed
( as usual ) and her nails were on my skin , fuck she was
so tight , we did the dance till I shoot my seed inside her,
I stood up and warmed the towel came back to wipe her
and my self
Me :"lets go shower "
Her : "baby my pussy is on fire righnow , I cannot do this
anymore , are u trying to kill me ?"
Me : "I just wasn’t to wash you back , and hold you close
to me "
Her : "no funny business right ? "
I smiled I pulled her up from the bed ,she felt the need to
pee and set on the toilet and she flinched in pain
me :" you ok ?"
She wiped her self and flushed the toilet and looked at
me ,
Her :"yaa .i'm good "
We took a bath , I washed her body it was so delicate and
I wish I could worship it always, my I felt my dick growing
and she noticed it she gave me the look, and this now ?
Me :" hay don’t look at me , it has a mind of its own and
it likes what it see "
WIthout thinking twice she went down on me and gave
me blow , I feel like was on cloud nine wow when did I
turn this girl into a freak , she did her think like she went
to school for it , I could not hold myself any more I shoot
my seeds in her mouth she swallowed and kissed me
took a towel rep it on her body and stepped out of the
shower with a smirk on her face.
I stayed in the shower change the water to cold after few
minutes i dried my self and wrapped towel on my waist
stepped out , by the door I sow Portia with her hands
crossed and with frown on her face ,
Her : "uthi ufuna wena , I told her that we busy "
I moved close to the door and fuck to my surprise it was
Cici , what the fuck is she doing here ?
Me :" ya you head the lady of the house we kinda busy "
Portia and Cici were throwing looks that kill at each other
, Portia was taller and was looking down at Cici, and Cici
was short but very thick and she was never going to band
over , I know her she is trouble maker
Cici : "so this is her ?( eyeing portia up and down )
Portia :" and u are ? "
Cici laughed and looked at me
Cici :" I guess you won't be needing my services today ,
see you around lover boy "
Portia slammed the door at her face and looked at me
clapped once and walked to the bedroom , dahm I’m
screwed how am I going to lie myself out of this
Me : "Baby I can explain "
I found her in bad crying and she looked defeated
Her :" Zweli for how long are you going to do this to me"
I tried holding her she pushed me away and went under
the covers and cover herself , I put my hands on my face ,
Dahm you Cici , I’m really going to make you pay for
this..... fuck
.
.
.

Zoe

I drove my Aunt to my dad’s house after church I was

driving her car , she sim a bit office
Me : "so Anti ,do you mind me asking ?"
She nodded
Me : "why are going to my dads house today , is it
something to do with me "
Her :"haybo zola I can not visit my brother now , just to
see how his doing ?"
She was defiantly hiding something my aunt never visit
my dad , unless it was very urgent
Me :" ok , I hope you do not expect me to accompany
you , because I’m not welcome in that house "
Her :"when are you resolving your issues with your dad
vele ? "
Me : "Anti , mina I forgave my father long time ago , but
hilling is a process. "
Her :"I see , but as his child you need to make the 1st
step "
Me :" I tried" I told her that I forgave him for everything
that happened , and told her that I will drop all charges ,
but he called me all sort of names and dropped call on
me , so with him he is just too ignorant to even realise
that he was the one that did the most unforgivable
thing
Her : "I see , but never give up trying he is your father
after all , except him with all the flows he has"
Me :" I will try ":
Her : "so wena and Langa ? do you see the future ? "
Me : "anti I really?i don’t feel o’right talking about this
staff with you "
Her ::" that why you fell pregnant at 16th because you
did not have a person who you can talk to about boys "
Me : "yoo anti kodwa, to answer you questioned yes
maybe , but after I finish varsity "
Her : "you still want to be Doctor ? "
I nodded ,
Her : "why you and Mpume wants to be Dr vele?
Me :" i guess great minds think alike "
We laugher, we talked about the weather gossiped about
our neighbors till I finally dropped her off . I looked at my
house and felt a bit sad but I can not change the hands of
time , I hope one day my father will forgive me
.
.
.
Zoe’s Aunt ****

I knocked and the maid open ,

Maid :" sowbona sisi , ubhuthi is in the sitting room "
I nodded and walked to the sitting room , Zanele jumped
off his father lap when she sow me and came running
Her : "anti ... anti !!"
I kissed her chubby chicks and gave her hug she was
growing very fast ,
Me : "hallo sisi "
She greeted me back and I hugged her again , I asked her
to go to her room because I wanted to speak with her
dad and was going to see her before I leave . she nodded
and ran off , Sandile was sitting by the window looking
over the window I guess she sow Zoe when she dropped
me off
Him :"she can drive now ? "
Me : "Sandile , didn’t your mother teach you how to
greet ? "
he looked at me ,
Him: "Ntombi , u hardly make casual visits , so shono
ufunani ? must I pay you maintenance for Nokuzola ? "
Me :" nxa , I can take care of her I do not need your help"
He raised his eyebrow , he gave me the look to talk , he is
so difficult , I breath in and looked up asking god to give
me strength
Me : "it's about Zoe "
Him :" I knew it , usenzeni she is such a disappointment. "
He stood up
Me : "can you just shut up and listen and stop jumping to
conclusion mani !!! "
I was slowly losing my cool , he set down and looked at
me
Me :"I received a call from the Dlamini’s and they want
to pay for damages and cleans the house and bahlawule
"
Him: "INI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
Me : "yes and you need to agree on it , "
He looked at me and at the floor his facial expression
changed I could not read him ,
Him :" why ? did you ask them to do this ?"
Me : "off cos not ! langa’s father called and they want to
do the right thing "
Him : "do they know the shame that girl gave me slipping
with a person I considered my friend , for month till she
fell pregnant , and on top of it she hide her shameful
ways to me and doesn't tell me who impregnated her ,
and Langa took advantage of my girls innocent ,"
Me : "Sandile , I fully understand you upset but ..." he cut
me off
Him : :"upset you u say , I’m fucken mad , Langa wants to
rub it in my face how tight my daughters pussy was that
he has to pay for thank you , wena how could you
allowed this mockery to go on "
Me : "its tradition "
Him :" fuck you Ntombi , tradition for fuck sake he was
20 when he was shagging my daughter who was only 15
at that time it was illegal "
Zweli :" like what you doing with Cici in front of us ,
luckily for you she was pregnant full term till she gave
birth , but you took that away from Zoe , who was
judging u then , who came to you and told you it was
illegal , "
Sandile was livid and if he was a balloon he would have
busted by now he looked at his son whom I do not know
when did he come in
Sandile:" uthini wena ? "
Zweli : "u never payed any damages for non of your
children , and when good people want to do the right
thing for your daughter you want to chase them away ,
what kind of father are u, Zoe did a mistake by slipping
with an older guy and even falling in love with him that I
understand , but what good example did you set for her,
when you bought home girls that are close to her age
and fucking them senseless in this house for everyone to
see ,
Sandile slapped zweli so hard that he fell down
Zweli :" anti Asambe , he will not agree to this ,
sokhuluma nobaba omdala
Zweli looked at me , I stood up , and looked at my
brother who was so angry
Sandile :" fuck you all and get the fuck out of my house ,
I’m not giving this shit you about to do my blessing "
Me : "as if you know God , you bustard "
Sandile : fuck off mani
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zweli ****

I was angry and swear this the last time that this man put
his hands on me
Dad: "you think you have grown balls now to talk to me
like this ",
I looked at my father and wiped my bleeding mouth, he
came close to me and my aunt came between us
Aunt : "Sandile that's enough , we leaving "
Dad ; "i will kill u sani yezwa , u think you the man now
he looked at me "
me : "anti let's go "
we walked and when I was by the door I looked at him
me: "I'm working on being a better man that you will
ever be , and dad if you ever put your hands on me again,
I guess will see who will kill who first"
he threw a glass aiming for me and it hit the wall and
cursed me till kingdom come , I left the house opened
the passenger door for my aunt and we drove off ,in car
we were both lost in our thought , I drove to my aunts
house packed outside
aunt : "you coming inside "
me : "no anti I need to clear my head , I'll pass by
tomorrow and will figure this situation out "
she just nodded I could see she was so stressed, she
stepped out of the car and I watched her enter her house
I set there for a while just thinking about my father's
actions , I understand he's angry but why cunt he be civil
about things, why doesn't he want to do right by his kids
, I know I'm young but I can not seat back and watch my
family fall apart just because of an old man whose bitter
about life .I drove off I had to go to Spani
.
.
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Zoe ****

after dropping my aunt at my dad's I drove back home

packed my aunts car a took zweli car , he did stick on his
word and transferred R2k for petrol , I didn't even enter
my house just got in the car and drove to mpume house ,
I packed outside and she send and SMS that she was
coming , I called langa mine while, it rang and he
answered after 2nd ring
him : "hay beautiful"
Me :" hay handsome "
him : "don't make me blush please "
I giggled
me : "how is farm life treating you ? "
him: "I'm packing I'm out of here in an hour's time, need
to take flight back to jozi at 7:00 "
me: "ow I cunt believe you in KZN and I didn't even see
you "
him : "I'm sorry love but I will make it up to you "
me : "yayaya .... u never told me the reason you went to
your parents house "
him: "just family stuff , nothing impotent "
me :" I see , listen I'm going out with mpume just lunch
and to catch up , I got to go will talk later ok "
him : "baby please take care of yourself and don't let me
kill any fuck boy that will get too close to you "
me : "you are my only fuck boy , love you bye"
he laughed and hanged up , mpume got in and i drove
off,we went to the mall did some window shopping, I
also had to cut my hair it was too long mpume did not
want me to do it but I told her that I hate long hair it
makes me look to colored like, she laughed because I
sounded like a retard by saying that, salon was not
packed luckily for me , so cut my hair, boy cut infect , I
did not curl it just blow dried it and gave it a bit of
bounce , we took some selfies with my friend and posted
on insta, fb and whatsapp status
her : "you know you look too boyish now with that
hairstyle "
me : "no I don't , "
her : "people are going to think that we gay couple "
I held her waist and kissed her cheek
me :" let them talk "
we giggle while she pushed me away
her : "you so crazy shym mge "
we went to Mc D , and order our food and set down ,
while drinking my juice I received a whatsapp message
from Langa " love the look "
I smiled to myself
mpume: "and then ? "
me :" i don't look boyish at all langa loves my look "
her : "ncooooo he's so sweet" , she rolled her eyes
me : "what ever "
her : "yazi friend, Thabo was so shocked when I told him I
was you know.... not yet touched down there "
me : "why did you even tell him in the first place "
her :" it slipped out , besides he had to know, that he was
not tapping this any day soon "
me :" true , but u just started dating the guy and all your
laundry is out there now "
her : "what do u min ?"
me : "just thinking nje , you know we dating older guys
and they is always that fear that what if he leave me for
a girl his age , maybe I'm too childish for him "
her : "did you give Langa the cookie because you had
fear that he will leave you ?"
me : "no , maybe aish girl I don't know , but it all
happened so fast one minute we talking and kissing next
minute I'm screaming his name so loud , he was so
shocked when he sow blood that i was his first , he was
so pissed and kept on beating the wall , he told me he
could have waited and my pussy was on fire to even
think straight ,
she popped her eyes on me
her : "you didn't tell him?"
I nodded
her : "but why zoe"
me : "there was never a right moment for me to tell him
, every time he touched me my body failed me. i became
wet instantly and I started having sex dreams about him
that tormented me for months I guest when we did it I
was ready and there was no going back "
I smiled and place my plate aside after finishing eating
my food ,
I looked at mpume she had a worrying look
me : "look sex is good infect too good , but by me telling
you this i'm not saying go hump that beast of yours
because you will not walk once he's done with you "
she rolled her eyes on me and I laughed.
me : "enough about sex it just makes me wish Langa was
here , so school tomorrow you ready? "
her : "yap , they say last year is always tough "
Me : "will have to see about that "
it was getting late and we had to drive back home I
dropped Mpume at her house I drove home , my aunt
room lights were off , I guess she's Already sleeping ,
zweli told me he picked her up at my Dad's place , I went
to my room , played some music on my laptop , took a
shower , put on my sleep wear once I was done , text
Langa goodnight and dozed off to lala land

Back to Reality
9
Zoe ****

my alarm buzzed at 5: 00 , I'm really not a morning

person everything was a drag I took a shower , brushed
my teeth and walk back to my room set on the bed and
felt like going back to sleep , I need strong coffee to wake
me up so I lotion and put on my uniform. made my bed
and did my hair , took my phone my school bag and
walked to the kitchen
me : "morning "
aunt : "she is finally up , I thought will go for jog, before
you go to school "
my aunt is at her mid 30s and her body is banging , she
leaves a health life style and I wonder why , she never
married or had any children
me : "tomorrow maybe "
aunt ; what up ? u look down?
me : "nothing , I know the first few days at school will be
hell , but I'm ready for it "
aunt: "I like your new look but its too boyish "
me : "not u too also "
I made myself a bowl of sereal and cup of coffee and set
down
aunt: "umuhle love , but sometimes you make me
question your sexuality "
me : "we going to be late please go dress up "
she laughed and walked to her room , I took out my
phone and looked at screen I had what app massage
from Zweli
* morning baby sis, I know it your 1st day at school and
all. it will be tough with all this talk going around about
you , but please don't stood to their level and act out , kill
them with kindness OK , I'll pick u up after school I need
to take you somewhere "
I read the massage like 3 times zweli has really change,
words of wisdom, I taxed him back
" G.M thanks , looking forward to seeing you later "
I continued to eat my cereal and my phone rang when I
was washing my bowl at the sink
aunt :" you going to get that? "
I walked to the table picked it up and answered
me : "hallo ."
it was Langa
him : "morning , just want to wish you well on your first
day at school "
me : "tanks , but I got to go now chat later . "
I took my bag and walked out
aunt : "I can give you lift to school
me : naa aunt its kwl I'll walk today its a beautiful day
after all ,
her : aright , have a good day OK
me : tank u, u too
I walked out and mpume was already waiting for me ,
me : hay
her : u late
me : with just few seconds
her : u still late
we walked to school which was about 15 min from home
, and yes I was getting the eye. mpume was the one who
was willing to take a bullet for me , we did not go to class
as yet because we suppose to wait to be allocated to our
new class rooms, so we just hang around the netball
ground till the siren went off. we went to the assembly
and prayed and lot of speeches that were said that bore
me to death mpuni was on her phone the whole time
while my head was lost In space daydreaming
" Nokuzola Msomi !!" I heard my name being called but a
was not listening , a girl next to me tapped my shoulder
brought me back to reality
girl: hay Zola principal is calling you
me : what the fuck I nudge mpume and she looked at me
as in how should i know , I hate spotlight and now i'm
called to the stage I walked up and everyone start
clapping god why me the principal and teachers had a
huge grin on there face , I faked a smile also and stood
there, apparently i'm top achiever in maths, physics,
biology,English and IT, more students were called and we
were awarded with certificate , the guy that was standing
next to me was familiar he winked at me , I just looked
away any way we were assigned to our classes and what
a bummer mpume and I were separated she was at
grade 12 B , while I was at 12 A , she felt sad but we did
not do similar subject , we hugged and she asked me if I
will be OK , I told her don't worry I will kill them with
kindness she laughed and did not know what I was on
about , I took my bag and was about to walk to class
guy : hay principal need to see you
I just nodded, for what now I asked myself , she was still
on the assembly with some other kids , she looked at me
and smiled
principal : where is your metric blazer "
me : its kinder hot today for me to be wearing a blazer
mam "
principal : hot or cold you have to wear it from now on "
I looked at her confused
me : may I ask why mam "
principal and the students next to her started laughing ,
but the guy who called me had a straight face
principal : because since you top archiver you will be the
head prefect "
me : what.... the f" !!! "
I frowned I did not sign up for this , what just happened
oh hell no ,
principal : and Menzi will be head boys prefect and
pointing at students next to her will report to you
pointing and me and the Menzi guy , now in remember
where I sow him the shop with nasty girls all up in my
space , principal was talking and I was lost in thought
again
Menzi : u need to stop daydreaming like this , me wear
my blazer I got a Jersey that I will put on "
me : what just happened "
him : you just became heard pre,."
I cut him off
me : I know , but I don't want this "
him : tough luck sisi"
we stated moving from class to class being introduced
fuck this shit
Menzi : smile it get better in time "
me : fuck off ! "
he giggled
once done I gave him his blazer which felt like a heater
on my body
him : keep it I will take it after school "
I nodded and went to class took my seat by the window
since there was a note on the desk that state " reserved
for Zola " I set down it was free period and I looked
outside my window
" hi Zola congratulations on your achievement " I looked
at her she was tall caramel, beautiful China eyed with
small mouth , her hair was neatly held up into a bun and
she flashed me a smile ,she had the innocent look
me:" tank you"
her : "I'm sindiswa , aka Sindy and this is Trevor aka Try
she pointed at guy next to her ,this Trevor guy was so
cute you could swear he was a girl and was very clean ,
his hair was cut into a fade , lazy big eye, pink lips and
yellow like me
me : "nice to meet you"
Try : "I love your hairstyle it brings out your eyes "
he said that without looking at me he was busy on his
phone , my eyes trace the room and sindy was fast to
pick that I was looking at the guys by the door
Sindy : "his name is Menzi I guess you already know that
since you will be working close to him "
I nodded
Sindy :" guys next to him are his crew "
Try : "fuck boys they have no manners and arrogant as
fuck "
me : "and her ? "
it was one of the girls in the shop she was seating on
some guys lap our eyes meet and she gave me the eye
Try : "your wess nightmare Gugu, she was spreading talks
about you the whole morning and you disappointed her
by getting the title of head prefect, just be careful around
her "
I nodded , they filled me in school gossip and who is who
I can not believe I was in this school last year because
this is the first time i'm getting the real deal about how
this school operate , class was in session an hour later
,back to back classes on my lunch break went to the
school library and on my break I was at the principal
office to get the schedule of my role as H/P and bumped
into Menzi he smiled at me
him: "that look good on you ," pointing at his blazer
I walked past him without saying a word by the corridors
they was the girl crew that I did not want to cross paths
with , they eyed me up and down and I did the same
after I passed they bust out and laughed , I looked at
them and Gugu looked at me ,
her : "hi white trash , so you think you the "it's " girl now
just because of your title (she was walking toward me
now ) you know I can take your glory just buy telling the
principal on what type of girl you are and wehliswe
esihlalweni "
they all bust out and laughed at me , I held my fist very
tight and walked away , u was even red with anger, gugu
she screened " I know what u did last summer " of fuck,
ow lord give me strength I went inside my class and read
through the schedule infect looked at it , mpume walked
in
her : "hay , how you coping ?
me : "wish it was home time already "
her : hang in there. the school is buzzing with your name
the good and bad stuff "
me : I know I was outside and it jungle out there they just
want my head, "
I felt like crying but naa I held my tears in
Sindy and Try walked in the class with tropical juice and
lays chips
they greeted mpume and I did a quick introduction
Try : for you , "
me : thank you "
mpume : u can not hide from the world forever love , "
me : I'm not hiding just trying to adjust myself "
Sindy : Gugu is planning on destroying you , she has this
idea that you are after Menzi , I overheard her in the girls
toilet"
mpume and I laughed
Try : and then "
mpume : Zoe already has a man Menzi is nothing
compared to what Zoe has with Langa "
we talked about general stuff , school work , mpume
was going to take extra class after school maths was
really killing her and sindy had netball training after
school , Try leaves in town and his sister picks him up
after school.
two more periods and school was over, I hugged my
new friends infect they hugged me and took off the
blazer and gave it to Menzi he was standing with his crew
and the min girls by the corridors
me : "thank you "
I walked back to class to take my bag and Menzi followed
me
him : "why you like this ?"
not looking at him " like what "
him : I know we not friends and all but can you at list try
and work with me "
me: I'm working with u alright "
hi : can I walk you out ?"
me : not today , thank you "I smiled at him
girl : Menzi stop waysting your kindness with this white
trash "
finally school was over and no more miss perfect , I
loosen my tie and walked to the girl ,
me : lalela LA wena sfebe , u don't know me , but I know
your kind , you think my silence means I'm a coward , get
this to your head I will mess your pretty face up if you
step in my toes ever again and the rumors u spreading
about me their doesn't compare to what I will do to you
if you don't stop, so fuck of before I rearrange your face ,
she looked scared but not intimidated , so tomorrow is
another day to scare the birds away , menzi stood there
like a statue and was lost at words took my bag and
walked out , zweli was already waiting for me got in the
car
him : how was school?"
me : don't asks ," I looked outside my window and we
drove off
.
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continue :9

Zweli****

me : hay , you got your drivers Learners docs with you? "
Zoe : yah, got them "
me : cool "
Zoe : I was awarded with certificate for being high
achiever "
me: thatha girl !!!"
Zoe : and I'm head prefect at school"
me : hayboo Zoe well done, anti will be so proud of you ,
infect I'm proud of you , you achieved all this while you
were under lot of stress and pressure last year , I'm really
proud of u , this calls
for celebration "
her : mmmmh , im not in the mood"
she looked very down
me : what's app, you not happy about this ? "
her : what ever I did was for my own good, my result are
my achievement not for the school, and I don't want to
be this stupid prefect , already I'm the talk of school now
I have this limelight over my head that so bright for every
one to see "
me : ngiyakuzwa mfethu but this must be a happiest day
of your life , not feeling like the world is against you , just
perceiver , insuku azifani tomorrow someone else will be
the talk of town , akukho okungadluli "
her : thank you , I needed that "
me : that what big brothers are for "
her : when did you become the wise one out of the blue
?"
me : I grew up I guess "
her : I like the grown up u, so where we going ?"
me : ull see shortly "
her : kodwa zweli I'm really tiered and I need to sleep , I
even got home work to do "
me : fist day of school you already have home work "
her : metric nje bhuti , Uv been there you now akulalwa "
we laughed, I parked the car she looked at Me like what
the "f"
her : zweli , what are we doing here?
we were at drivers testing ground
me: you ready "
her : hayboo zweli I still have few weeks to go before my
test "
me : you can not drive around with learners papers , so
its time to step up "
her : but zweli ngiyasaba "
me : I know but let's do this , and I can finally give you
your birthday present "
her : what "
me : its red and I'm no longer driving it "
her : unamanga !!! "
me : I'm not , so hurry up girl and do this please "
we stepped out the car she hugged me and rushed to the
officer , I already paid to push up the date for her to do
the test today and whether she pass or fails the test I
also paid that she gets her license , they use the car we
came with ( kia REO ) she was good she drove off and I
new she will ace it , while I was waiting I told my aunt
about zoe' achievement and she was ecstatic, I told her
to buy cake and prepare a meal because they is more
surprise coming up , she was so excited.
we hanged up and I WhatsApp my girl told Portia I will
pick her up so she can meet my family , I know she will
like that and maybe forgive me for Cici saga , Zoe came
back feelig and looking very nervous , she gave me the
car keys to pack the car outside the testing ground
me : how did it go ?"
she did not respond and
she went inside the office and I decided to wait for her
outside , in the car her phone was vibrating in her bag , I
took it and answered it
me : Zoe phone hallo "
voice : who are you and where is Zoe"
I rolled my eyes , yes I know it kinda gay when guy do it ,
but kuyazenzakela
me : I'm guessing this is Langa "
him : yaa its him and you are ?
me :Zweli "
silence for minute or 2
him : ooh sho mfethu , ngcela ukuringa nozola "
me : she is kinda busy okwamanje , can I take a massage
?"
him : is she OK?"
me : she is with me bra , ehlisa ama phapho "
him : kwl, please tell her I called"
me : sho"
we hanged up , my little sister came back with a huge
smile on her face
me: you did it "
she did not respond but screamed I hugged her and I
gave her the keys to drive we drove off she was so
excited and that what I wanted to see a smile on her face
, she has been trough a lot , I told her that Langa called
and she ignored me , I told her to driver to Portia's place
to peak her up , I directed her and final we were there ,
my girl was wearing a long body hugging dress that made
her supper skinny and a white sweater with white pumps
she walked towards the car
Zoe : she is so slim , and tall and looks elegant haybo is
she a model or something ? "
me ; u will ask her yourself "
she got it the car and greeted us I looked at her in the
review mirror wow my baby was beautiful , I turned and
look at her
me : hi beautiful "
she smiled and looked away
me : this is my sister Zoe, and Zoe meet my girlfriend
Portia "
zoe : hi, nice too meet you "
Portia : like wise "
Zoe : my aunt is going to like you , u are her time "
port: how sow ( she smiled )?"
Zoe : you look like a lady "
me : not like you tom boy "
Zoe : yep ! she has tried to groom me but failed
miserably"
we all laughed , it was true Zoe act more like a boy ,
maybe it because she was raised by a man there was no
Women or mother figure when she was growing up,
Zoe looked at me and she winked , we drove off to my
aunts house and as always anti made a big deal she had
balloons and big cake with her close friends and zoes
friend was there , Zoe was a good host and she got on
well with Portia and anti almost fainted with excitement
when Zoe told her she got her drivers licence, she kissed
and hugged her , she even had tears of joy the girls just
screamed and they all hugged her , anti was happy to see
my girlfriend and she also commented on her wait I
prepared meat and we had a light supper with drinks ,
our gust were few not that much just my aunt , with her
two friends and mpume mom , mpume and Portia , after
eating the girls were busy with dishes , talking and
getting along , I walked to Portia kissed her on the cheek
and pulled her away
me : can I still her for second "
Zoe : sho u may ," mpume just nodded
we walked outside by the garage
me : I'm sorry baby , for hurting you , I know it will take a
while for you to forgive me and trust me , but I'm really
sorry "
her : baby I'm OK , and I forgive you I just wish i can trust
you from know on because angazi what u up to when I'm
not with you and on top of it I'm leaving for college in a
weeks times I'm just scared I will loose u in process. "
i held her close and her hair was loose and touching her
shoulders she has long thick hair, i moved it from her
face , I held her close to me and kisses her she kissed me
with so much hunger and touched my manhood I was
hard very had
her : I want you ( she whispered in my ear) I need her too
right now , what the fuck we alone at this garage let me
give her what she need I turned her around pinned her
on the car , lifted her dress and I kissed her neck and she
mound in pleasure , I spread her legs unzip my pants
took out u " bafo" he was ready and wiling the next thing
I was holding Portia's mouth while I was going dip in her
she felt so good .I went dipper and dipper , I moved her
one leg up and this was good position I felt her coming
and I was also close , I went dip and dipper till I shoot my
seeds in her , she was breathing heavenly and so was I , I
hope she did not make too much noise, but i heard
giggles from Zoe and mpume fuck we were busted....

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Mpume ***

I was so happy for my friend when she was awarded all

those certificate and a title to be head prefect , I never
thought of Zoe as a social person but however our inner
circle has two more friends , Sindy is such sweetheart
though with her perfect smile , she very matured and
carries herself with pride , well we got along quite ok and
we clicked , i always thought she was snobbish while I
looked at her from the distance for the past 4 years , but
to my surprise she quite a humble soul , well with Trevor
I just don’t get him , friends with girls but has too much
boyish tendencies, he like Zoe though that I have notice
but not like as in developing feeling for her just a friendly
gesture towards her . well zoe congratulation party was
awesome and to top it up she has drivers license you go
girl . the fact that Zweli has a girlfriend that was a huge
surprise to everyone and his girl is in love with him she
blushes every time we mention Zweli’s name , and yoo
the kinky stuff they did before the party ended poor girl
could not even look at us in the eye , after the dick ride
she had.

“ mpume I’m going home now , please do not be late , its

school tomorrow njalo “ that was my mom bringing back
to reality I was seating on the veranda waiting for Zoe to
finish up , she was on call with Langa , which took forever
,
Me : I won't mom , just going to help zoe clean up"
Zoe aunt walked my mom out and I continued drinking
my drink , after 15 min or so Zoe came back with a huge
grin on her face
Me : hasuka wena such a long call , and you know you
have guest "
Her : haybo where is Portia ? "
Me : she is gone , probably to finish what they started
with Zweli"
We chuckled
Her : I miss sex yazi , just to hear her say aaaah!!! ,
ooooh!!! Mmmmm!! made wet there "
I hit her with pillow ,
Me :mgani u so wrong yazi "
We laughed ,
My phone rang ,
Me : it my turn now to be all lovey dolling with my boo "
Zoe rolled her eyes and I answer my phone, and she
walked away
Me : baby "
Thabo : my love , how are u ? "
Me : I’m good , just missing you , how you doing ? "
Him : I'm thinking about you ,it was tough day at the
office baby , swear i'm not going to heaven after the day i
heard"
Me : no love don’t talk like that , umlomo uyadala you
know "
Him : I’m just stressed love, you know how many
criminal are roaming the street because of me"
Me : its your job nje love "
He sigh I could tell his really stressed and I had nothing
exciting to tell him that will lift his spirit up
Me : love , I’m at Zoes place till 21:00 so I can think of
few things that can release your stress "
Him: haboo mpume when did you start having knotty
mouth "
Me : well a girl got to lean few trick to make her man
happy you know, so you coming or what ?
Him : you don’t have to ask me twice I'm already on the
freeway "
Me : good see you soon"
I hanged up the call and rushed to zoe who was cleaning
the dining areas
Me : mgani help me "
Her : what’s wrong ? "
She looked at me with a concern look
Me : well Thabo is stressed, work staff and all and I said
something stupid and I don’t know what to do "
Her : yoo!!! qhubeka "
Me : well I want to go second base with him but I don’t
know how its done "
She clapped once and looked at me . "
Her : you little slut . "
Me : come on Zoe his on his way as we speak "
Her : i'm not an expect in these things Langa always
takes the lead and I fallow"
Me : anything love it will do "
Her : just kiss him and touch his dick that gets them on ,
or you may go down on him "
She continued wiping the table as if she did not drop a
boom on me , my jaws dropped like on the flow drop
Her : what ? "
Me : people do that ,I thoughts It only happens in the
movies "
She put her hands on her waist
Her : Mpume I don’t min to sound rude right or anything
, but tell me what the hell were you doing with boys
when you were in a relationship?"
me: kiss talk , movies , hold hands "
her : why did you your X - boyfriend slap you on that
Xmas party?"
me: he wanted to put his finger down there and I said no,
he was mad I pushed him away and he slapped me called
me childish and all sort of names I don’t want to talk
about this "
I set down filling defeeted i hate I can not feel free to do
things with Thabo because I was too scared , I felt tears
on my eyes i tried to push them away but i'm such a cry
baby they came flowing ,zoe gave me a hug
Her : cc don’t cry , if you not ready you not ready , don’t
rush things to please a man ,do it for yourself ok , and if
Thabo loves you that much he will wait for you .
My phone beeped and I wiped my tears
Me : his outside "
Her : just be you , and if he pressures you to do things I'm
a phone call away "
We hugged again I walked out , he was standing by his
car on his phone , I dragged my feet because I could not
own up to my promise , he hugged me and I just buried
my face on his chest
Him : hayboo nana what’s wrong ?"
i could not tell him the reason but I just held on him , like
it was my last time , he held me close too , we were just
in the moment and we stayed like that till felt at ease, I
let go and he kissed my forehead
Him : I love you "
Me : I love you too"
He opened the car door for me and he also got in "
Him : ice cream ? "
I smiled and we drove off for ice cream walked in the
around the shopping center "
Him : so what’s eating you up ? "
Me : I will tell you when time is right"
Him : are we starting to keep things from each other
now ,? "
Me : it's not that Thabo "
Him : than what ? "
Me : I just think ... never mind "
Him : I do mind "
I felt hot instantly "
Me : stop treating me like one of your suspect , just stop
interrogating me !!!"
My voice was loud too loud infect , I stood up and walked
away he did not follow me and at that moment I knew
that I messed up , I walked to the packing lot and stood
by the car , he came minutes later , he opened the car for
me and I got in he got in started the car
Him : I’m sorry "
I just nodded because I know that I must be the one who
is apologizing , he played music by baby face and we
drove off , drive back home was silent and when he
parked the car by my house I was in tears again , "
Me : I’m sorry "
Before he can speak I kissed him and opened the car
door and walked out , he called for me but I just ran
home

I’m not ok but I smile anyways

10

Zoe ****

I was running around like a mad chicken, I woke up late

and my aunt was having a field day , looking at me going
all crazy ,
Me : why didn’t you wake me up ?"
Her :I’m also late but you don’t see me, freaking out "
Me : where is my school bag ?
She laughed at me , and I screamed "
Me : Aunti!!!! you not helping me it's 7:20 for goodness
sake I’m suppose to be at school by 7:30"
I got my bag took my shoes , my hair was not combed
and I took a brush and was looking for my car keys , yes
people my car keys
Aunt : hayboo you walking out like that ? please do not
Cause any accident on the road "
Me : don’t worry , I love you goodbye see you later !!"
Her : bye"
I opened the garage door , and still had to open the gate ,
no man my aunts car was packed behind my car , I called
out for her
Me : Aaaanti !!!!
Her : what now !!!
Me : move your car !!!!!
She was mumbling something , I just did not pay any
attention I got into my car tried to brush my hair and fix
my tie , wiped my face and tried to put on my socks my
aunt open a way for me and I drove off , mpume send a
depressing sms last night that I didn't even get a chance
to read hope she is ok, this thing with her and Thabo was
really stressing her , this girl really need to let go a little
not that I want to be any bad influence to her but she is
leaving under her mother's shadow , I looked at the time
and wow it's almost 7:45 , assembly time , drove in
parked on the student parking lot took my bag , looked at
myself on the car window and I was looking good with
my full uniform .
Voice “ you look good “
I turned around and it was Trevor
Me : hay howzit ? "
Him : good , you late !"
Me : hey bro,I had a long night "
Him : what examples are you trying to set for the kids
Ms. head prefect "
He nudged my shoulder and we laughed "
Me : hay I did not sign up for this, the people chose me
for my outstanding performance "
We laughed again ,
Him : you sound like a president now , the people made
their choice to vote for me "
( we cracked out loud and laughed )
let me hold your bag , go stand with the impotent people
at the front raw
He smiled , I gave him my bag and thanked him , I went
to the front and took my place , after assembly I looked
for Trey , and he was walking with Sindy , I was not
looking where I was going and I bumped to someone
Hay look where you going
Me : sorry ,"
It was menzi , and he smiled at me ,
Him : you were late "
Me : I know "
Him : I was holding the meeting all alone , and it did not
look good "
Me :so we always going to have this morning meetings ?
"
Him : something like that , why ?
Me : I guess you will have to deal with it alone because
this is not my first or last time being late.
I walked pass him did not even wait for him to respond
I got into class and sindy hugged me ,
Me : hi ! "
Her : morning , I think you should talk to mpume she is
not ok "
Me : is she at school "
Her : yaa and she does not look good , looks like she was
crying "
Me : ok , thanks for telling me ,
I was worried about mpume and wonder what’s wrong ,
class started and I focused , break time I had to do my
rounds and find out if there were any issues at school ,
take report and all that , i was seating by soccer field and
writing my report
Voice “ you need to lighten up a bit “
Me : ufunani Menzi "
Him: you’re a very beautiful girl , but sometimes the
things that comes out of your mouth amaze me "
I put my pan down , looked at him and for once I was
speechless
Him :so how are you coping with your duties "
Me : trying to find my way, with school work and this
prefect staff , and my own problems alone it just to
exhausting "
Him : that why you finding it had to wake up in the
morning "
he laughed at me , and I rolled my eyes and smiled
him : that looks good on you "
I looked at him , what the hack was he on about now
Him : your smile"
He stood up and I was about to say something to him, he
turned and looked at me
Him : don’t say anything and kill the moment please "
I rolled my eyes
Him : hey you coming ?u will be late for class "
I stood up , he looked at me and I notices that he was
looking at my thighs I straighten my uniform and looked
away , we walked side by side his hand was on his
pocket and we talked about school staff , he asked me if
could be study buddies
Me : why "
Him : I know that you bright , but you can lean few things
from me and vies verse"
Me : I will think about it , "
We were on the class door and he walked pass "
Me : and then ?
Him : take notes for me bright spark , I’m dogging physics
class today "
I gave him the finger and he laughed while he fist
bumped with his crew , I went to class and class resumed
, as per normal and on my launch break I went to
mpume class she looked like hell seating on her desk and
reading a book
Me : hay !"
She nodded
Me : you good ?"
Her : do I look good ? "
Me : what wrong ,is it Thabo ? "
Her : no its me . tell me why I’m like this ? I love him but
I’m not comfortable with him , my mom wants to parade
me for the whole kwamashu to see that I’m virgin ,and
I'm turning 18 and the only fun I know how to do is read
a book and go to church , I’m so consumed in pleasing
my mom that i've lost myself in the process ,I don’t know
how to love because my mom always says that a man
are dogs, I’m just lost and broken infect , why did I think
a guy like Thabo will love me , i'm too much of a wimp , i
only have you as friend , maybe not too long because my
mom keeps moving from one town to another , this is
the only places I have stayed the longest ,
She looked down I could tell she wanted to cry and I was
lost of words"
Me : friend I know I’m not a believer in God , but you are
, I don’t have all the answers you looking for , but I’m
here for you , but this burden you carrying will destroy
you , please pray about it and sick help , your mother
need to give you answers about your past and you need
to stand for yourself. Running and crying those not solve
any problem"
Her : thanks for listening and for a person who does not
believe you have faith in the God "
Me : don’t judge me only god can judge me, but really
girl you can't go on like this talk to Thabo about this "
Her: I will try , but thank you for talking to me ,I needed
that"
We hugged , and walked out we stood by the corridors
with sindy and Trey and we talked about all sort of crazy
staff , mpume spirit was lifted up , and Sindy is dating a
collage dud who is a soccer player like really , who trust
a soccer player this days , sindy assured us that she just
having fun and no attachment for now , Tray kept his
card on his chest and did not talk much about his
personal life or relationship , after school we hit the road
and I drove off . it was me , mpume and Trey he had to
take taxi today to town since his sister was not coming
to fetch him today
.
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Curiosity killed the Cat

11

Langa ***

I’m really freaking out now , even losing focus on my

work , Zoes has not one’s mentioned anything to me
about my family coming over to pay for damages, could it
be that she does not know ? or did she refuse the
payment all together ? or was it her family that did not
want anything to do with this ? but why ? I min it’s the
right thing to do after all , do they hate me that much
that they do not want me close to there daughter , I was
losing my mind, trying to figure things out , I took my
phone and
I called Zoe because suspense was killing me it rang
forever till she finally answered
Her :hi love "
They was giggling and laughing in the background I guess
she is still at school ? or with friends
Me : hi !"
Her : is that how we greet each other now ? "
I was so lost in my private thoughts that I did not realize
that I have answered ,
Me : sorry princess , I was a bit distracted when you
answered
Her : what’s up ? "
Me :please enlighten me on something , has your aunt
talked to you about us, …….. I min about me?…………. or
my family ? "
Her : you confusing me baby , about what in particularly
?"
Me : our relationship and way forward ……. you know
something like that ……… or stuff like that ? "
I could hear myself blabbering all over.
Her : Langa you not making sense, is there something I
should know , or is there something you want to tell me"
I was quiet , I can tell she was not aware, so it still on the
pipeline with her family , now what cross my mind is,
could it be that her aunt did not inform the family about
our request ? particularly Zoes dad . if she did , why
hasn’t she update us of the outcome, its almost 3 weeks
now and no feedback
Zoe : Langa !! "
I was brought back to reality , by her voice .
Me : yes love , I’m sorry , but I have to go "
Her : Langa , don’t make me mad now what wrong ?? "
Me :nothing princess, I will call you later ok "
Before I dropped the call , I had to ask one more question
Me : care to tell me why u in such a noisy place ? and
who are you with ? "
I sounded a bit grumpy, when I had a boys talking in the
background ,
Me : I’m still at school , we actually hanging out watching
one of our friend practice , she has netball training
whatever they call it. "
Me : ok I have to go now , I love you ne "
I said that in order for her to say it back , but she said the
opposite
Her : I know , bye"
She hanged up the call, and I just sank down , could it be
that the love of my life is falling out of love with me . I
had to make a plan to go back to Durban , I need to
remind her on what we have this can not be. I will not
allow it.

Continue ...

11
Zweli****

it's been a week since Portia left for collage , I missed

her like crazy and we talked everyday on the phone but
its just not the same. My focus was to make money like
truck load of money , i advance my criminal ways to
doing heist , and it was scary because it's wafa, wafa
business , but I did not care and I had goal to archive.
We were driving back from a big job that we had, we did
not even get a chance to slip we were just happy that
everything work out smoothly , and we drove off with
bags of money, I was behind the wheel and I must say I
was tired , it was only 3 of us in the car , Sbu and Bongani
me :guys can we at list book a room in one of the b&b
just to rest a for a while "
Bongani : I prefer to rest at my own bed with my baby
mama by my side "
Sbu was seating on a passenger seat next to me we
looked at each other and laughed "
Me : which one ? since you have about 8 kids with
different mothers "
We laughed again
Sbu : Mfethu do you even know how to use a condom ? "
Me : do you even know how it looks like ? "
Chuckles’ again
Bongani : fuck off , when last did you get laid , you too
busy chasing money you even forgot on how the pussy
taste like and feels like , when last you were in between
a women’s thighs ? "
Sbu : hay don’t look at me !"
Me : I need to get laid as in today"
Sbu : pity your girl is in another town "
Me : what she does not know , wont kill her "
I know I was planning to change for my girls sake , but
I’m a man and I have needs so I need to release
Me : so Bongs , you going to pursuer this Taxi business "
Bongani : yes , I’m not planning on being a criminal for
the rest of my life and I’m not that educated I only know
how to count money so taxi business it is. "
One thing I loved about my crew is that , we are the
same age group and have bigger goals that we need to
archive , Sbu was doing his second year studying to
become an architect , he always said he love art and just
wanted to make more money out of his passion, I on the
other hand plunged out of school this semester and will
enroll on the next one , my priority shifted and I wanted
to study business and finance management. Anyway the
drive back home was long , we divided the money into 4
,when we arrived at my place since it was in town , we
had to give the “ boss” his share , it’s the guy that
introduced us to this life , and schooled us to be the best
at what we do, he hardly go on a mission with us ,he just
organize and send orders for one of his team to go , talk
about a real kingpin, Sbu just threw himself on my bed
and Bongani drove off with his cash and our boss , i don’t
like keeping so much cash with me so I had to go to the
bank and deposit this money it was not much just +-
R80K . The bank was around the corner so I just walked
there . did my thing and came back , when I got in the
house received text from my aunt
Her: “hey stranger long time no see , how are you doing?
“
Me : “ im good Anti , how are you and Zoe , is she
behaving ? “
Her : “ we all good , I even checked up on zaza( Zanele
my little sister) she growing fast as well , her nanny says
that your father is going crazy
Me : “ how so now?”
Her : “they seem to be having problems with her
girlfriend and one day the nanny walked in and found
you father beating the day light of the poor girl”
Me : “ but Anti , it's not like he is doing this for the first
time , he is an abusive man, we all know this ”
Her : “ but it's not right either way “
kMe : “ I’m not the one to judge , but could it be that Cici
did something to make him tick “
She is a slut after all , I’m just glad I ended things with
her , i did knock her around a bit when she threatened to
tell Portia about our thing, I guess apple doesn't fall far
from the three
Her : “ Langa its wrong ok !a man must never take out his
frustration out on a women”
Me : “I know but Cici , is no women. I have to go now
will call u later , we still need figure out on how we must
deal with this Zoe situation “
I logged off , switched off my phone.
l still need to find a way on how to welcome the Dlamini
family without my Fathers involvement because he will
humiliate us. I need to do more research on how
cleansing ceremony and paying for damages is done to
be clued up on what to expect. I was tired and I just
dozes off .
.
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Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's

end

12

Mpume ****

It's such a bummer that I have to stay behind everyday

and work on improving my maths skills , I know I could
asked Zoe to help me but she goes so fast at times that
she leaves me filling dammar than I think I am , so I
preferred to be taught by our student teacher she is very
patient with us and I really need to get at list a ‘B’ to
secure me a space to study medicine.
I walked out of school after my after school classes , my
friend had already left and It was only me and my 15 min
walk back home it was almost 16:00 and I was tired like
crazy , I walked out I was so spaced out that on my own
thoughts. Voice “ if you look up and see what up ahead,
you might have a smile on that beautiful face “
I looked up and it was Thabo , and yes my face light up ,
what is he doing here , at this time ? I ran to him and
hugged him like my life depends on it
him : if you going to react like that every time you see me
, I should come to your school more often".
me : I missed you , you been gone for so long and you
hardly call me. "
I smelled his cologne and I could eat him up right now ,
he was wearing casual clothes jean and T-shirt , but still
look like a-GOD
Him : come before people start taking pics and showing it
to your mom, lets go for lunch . "
I laughed because that what I always say to him when he
shows public display of his affections towards me.
Me : i'll need to change, not in my uniform "
We drove home what suppose to be quick shower and
dress up took an hour , and I know Thabo by now will be
grumpy as hell . after our fight 3 weeks back he sent an
sms and told me he will be out of town for business and
that he hopes that when he gets back we can lean to
resolve our issues and stop running away . I was hurt
when he send that SMS to me I must admit but maybe
we did need space to find each other again , i had to
realise that I love him and had to be open with him , so I
guess new beginnings . I was so glad that mom was not
home as yet so I turned on the light just in case I came
back late locked the house and went to my boo .
I got in and he looked at me
Him : so you took an hour to change ? "
Me : hayboo come on love , It was not that long. "
Him : it's now late for a late lunch , its supper time now ,
so where do you want to eat "
Me : let me prepare you home cooked meal ? it's been a
while since you had one "
He grinned at me and he touched my exposed thighs ,
yes I was wearing shorts with a baggy shirt , just to let
him see what he was missing out on for the 2-3 weeks he
left me hanging
We drove to his place , once we arrive he looked at me
and came close and lifted me and put me on the kitchen
counter
Him : I missed you "
Before I can answered he pinned his lips on mines and I
was lost ,I was hungry for him as much as he was for me ,
I felt him poke me and I put my hands under his T-shirt to
feel his ebbs that drive me crazy , he left kisses on my
neck and I responded with a moaned , my body was
failing me in ways I can not imagine , he pulled away
while I wanted more , his eyes were tinny now and I
could see last on them
Him : you driving me crazy , "
He roughly brushed my thighs and his hands were now
tracing my stomach, I wanted to stop him but it felt so
good that his hands were touching my skin.
Me : my love what do you want to eat ?"
Him : to be honest , it has to be you "
I buried my face on his shoulder I felt my face turning red
instantly , he spoke softly to me.
Him : I understand if you not ready ,but I want us to have
fun explore each other and connect in a sexual but not
sexual manner , what do you say ? "
I nodded
Him : I need for you to trust me , i'm not going to force
you to do something that you not ready to do, baby
answer me "
His voice was soft and his hands was on my boobs he
breath heavily and I felt sensational filling inside me , he
squeezed them and I looked at him
Me : ouch ! "
Him : answer me phela "
Me : I trust you and yes we can explore and see where it
leads up , "
He kissed my forehead
Him: good , now go make me my food women "
I giggled I’m so in love with this guy.
.
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A true friend is the best Possession. ...

13

Zoe ****

I was on the dining table doing my homework , when my

phone buzzed I looked at my phone its was unsaved
number , I answered my phone
Me : “ hallo “
Caller : “ please do not kill me , but I need your help right
now “
Me : “ Mpume ?”
I took my phone went to my room , my aunt was seating
on the couch watching T.V , I just did not want her to
overhear my conversation
Mpume : “ come outside right now ,
Me : “ did you see the time is after 8 and I must come
out, and what must I tell aunty ”
Her : “ I know , but I need your help please , my mom is
going to kill me “
Me :” good lord , ok…. Ok … stop winning phela “
I dropped the call put on my nightgown , and took few
books with me ,
Me : “ anti I need to give Mpume this book, she is by the
gate “
Aunty : “ that a very lame excuse , who are you trying to
fool? “
She looked at me , and looked back on the T.V
Me : “ kodwa anti , it's not what you think “
Her : “ so tell me what a my really thinking , tell me
young lady “
Me : “ Anti please , Mpume needs my help “
I looked down , because her eyes were bringing out the
devil in her
Her : “ just go , and do not take long “
I thanked her and walked out , when I was outside
mpume jumped off a car , no ways that little slut .
Me :” oow my god , your mom is going to kill you !! , “ p
Thabo walked out and we meet halfway , I looked at the
two and rolled my eyes
Thabo : “hay Zoe “
Me : “ hi Thabo , so what friskiness did you get up to , to
bringing her back at this hour ? “
Thabo just smiled and looked away
Mpume : “ zoe!! “
Me: “ what ? “
We laughed , you know the saying that even when you
about to die you laugh at your situation .
Me : “ take this and tell your mom that you were
studying with me , and we lost track of time because you
writing a test tomorrow ,”
I handed the books I was caring to her and she took them
Me : “ no need to be fearful now , vele she will shout at
you till kingdom come, so move it “
I looked at them and Thabo took Mpumes hand to walk
her to her house , he is just too tall for her and muscular
not too buff but just perfect ,
Me : “ wena ( pointed at Mpume ) you got explaining to
do tomorrow , and you ( pointing at Thabo ) go ! before ,
she gets into more trouble that she already in .
Mpume hugged me and Thabo thanked me , I smiled and
walked back home , the minute I stepped in side the
house , my aunt looked me up and down , I tried to walk
Her: “ not so fast talk !, who was that guy , you were
with, with Mpume
? "
Lord give me strength how a my going to get myself out
of this now
.
.
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Mpume ***

Me: Mom I’m really sorry , I lost track of time I was at

Zoes house studying “
I said that the minute I walked inside , she looked at me ,
I could not read her expression as I was too scared to
look at her, I set opposite her ,
Me : “ I’m really sorry ma “
Mom : “you did not even think of cooking Mpume “
Dahm I forgot , I was so excited to see Thabo and I forgot
my duties
Me : “ I’m sorry mama , I was so stressed with school
work “
I looked down I expected for her to hit me now.
Mom : “ Mpume , why are you being fooled by boys now
, didn't I teach you better “
ow good lord she knows , I wanted to explained to her ,
but I knew better not too , she will think I’m speaking
over her , I just looked down and waited for my beating ,
mom: “ why you lying to me , the first place I checked
your whereabouts was at Nokuzola’s , and her aunt said
that you were not there , so where were you and who
were you with till this time? “
me : “I’m sorry mama “
mom: “ do you know how worried I was , when you
disappeared on me without telling me your whereabouts
, this is not accepted at all in my house, I know you have
grown and all but try and respect my rules while you still
leaving in my house “
me : “ yebo mama , I’m really sorry “
mom :” go make yourself food “
I looked at her , she was disappointed but not mad , she
was infect sad , which make me wonder why she did not
hit me or shout at me , I looked at her closely and I saw in
her eyes that she was crying , she was looking at the TV
but not really watching it , she was sort off lost in
thought
Me “ mama , aaah you ok ? “
She just nodded and stood up at and walked to her room
, oow God what have I done.
I did not eat since I was full , went to my room , and just
laid in my bed I smiled to myself when I thought of the
things that we did today with Thabo , I never thought a
mans touch can make me so weak , I sent him a
WhatsApp message
“ baby , thanks for today ,things didn't turn out that bad
with my mom , but I will tell you tomorrow all about it , I
miss you and have blissful night , love you “
I sent another SMS to Zoe “ thank you friend . I’m still
alive , will tell you about my today's event tomorrow ,
please fetch me tomorrow, love you “
I placed my phone aside took a shower, lotion after, put
on my sleepwear and went to bed
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Zoe****
It was the first week of February and school was buzzing
with the valentine bash that I was suppose to plan , I’m
not even that kind of a girl that loves this stuff ,
Menzi : “ how are the posters coming up “
We were working hand in hand to make this day a
spectacular then it was last year , I did not have the
energy for it , I did not get the point why people were so
gaga about love , we all know that after the party a lot of
girls will lose there virginity probably even get pregnant
or get an STI , with there one night stand
Me : “ its is too sparkly and very red , I hate it “
He giggled
“I thought maybe as a girl you will put a feminine touch
on it “
Me : “ brother please !”
I rolled my eyes while the just laughed
Him : “ so who is your date ? or hasn’t anyone asked you
to the dance yet “
Me : “i'll be sick that day , so I’m not going“
He looked at me in shock
Me : “ what ? , “
He stopped what he was doing and came to me
Him : “ why? You put so much work to this event don’t
you want to see how it will turn up ?
Me : “ nop , “
I continued with what I was doing
Him : “ you know if the problem is getting a date , I can
offer my service and be your date ,”
I clapped once and laughed out loud , this dud must be
high on something I’m only tolerating him because we
need to work together but I do not see him as catch or
something"
Him : “ what , we will look good together “
Me : “ naaaaah , besides it's not you its me “
I laughed again , he frowned and I could tell my respond
frustrated him ,
Him : “ so you really into girls ? “
Me : “ what the fuck ?? “
Him : “ I min you pretty and all but you act and carry
yourself like a dud, so ? what’s the deal ? “
This statement really irritated me , especially to people
who don’t even know me that very well , so I just
responded without thinking
Me : “ so explained how was I pregnant if I was lesbian ?
“
He was astonished by my response and I felt frustrated
because I was not ready to talk about my personal life
with him , he looked embarrassed and uncomfortable ,
whatever I said came out as a mistake and I felt the need
just to walk away .
Him:” im sorry Zoe , I did not min too .. “
I did not let him finished I just walked out on him , I really
needed to clear my head I went to the netball field and
set by the batches . I’m still hurt about thinking or talking
about the pregnancy and I need to find a way to deal
with it.
.
.
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Zoe Aunt * * *

This thing is not happening is going anywhere now, zweli

is busy telling me will fix it , but no luck , I really need an
honourable person who will sit with us when this
negotiations are done , I will need to ask our pastor his a
man of God he will never say no , but who else because
Zweli is too young to be seating with elders when
discussing this kind of talks , dahm you Sandile for being
an asshole nxa! , I took my car keys and locked my office
, I need to sort this thing out fast , while driving to the
pastor's house I called Zweli , he answered after 3 rings
Me : ‘ lalela im not going to wait for you any longer
because this thing must be sorted out , we currently on
the second month and we still have not gave the Dlamini
family any feedback , I know you want to do right by your
sister , so do me a favour find an honourable male figure
that will represent us , next week Saturday ok “
I dropped the call , I was driving after all and did not
want him to give me any excuses , khala esami iscathulo
now the show must go on with or with ought good for
nothing Sandile.
.
.
.

Zweli ***
I was in the boss house when my aunt called , where am I
going to find an honourable man at such short notice ,
it's not like you google them and hire them for a day .
Voice “ hay what’s bothering you “
It was Keven my boss , he is colored and very gangster
like looking with tattoos hear and there , but he was
good looking guy , and as much as he was into criminal
activities , he did not look that dangerous ,
Me : “ family matter Bro , I’m trying to fill in my father
shoes but I’m too young and they still can not feet me “
He gave me a confused look, I was also confused, I sank
down and seat on one of the bar stools, we were at his
man cave , which had a bar , pool table and huge plasma
T.v and poker table
Him : “ talk to me “
I really do not like my business to be out there I’m very
cagey person , but Keven was good people and I had to
try my luck with him.
Me : “ I just need help with something and I will
understand if you will say no “
Him : “ what boy talk “
Me : “ may you kindly represent me and my family,
apparently my sisters boyfriend wants to pay for
damages, we do not have a male figure, and this things
are done by male you now grown ups “
Him : “ your father ? “
Me : “ he is kinda dead to me “
Him : “ I see , but I don’t know anything about African
culture “
I sigh and felt a bit defeated but it was worth a try
Me : “ cool forget it , as I said before I understand if you
wont agree “
I stood up , took my car keys
Me : “ let me bounce , can we finish this up tomorrow ? “
I was referring to the business we were discussing , I
started walking and was going to convince my aunt that
dark or blue I will represent my sister to the Dlamini’s ,
before I walked out Keven call me , I looked his way
Him: “ will your Aunt cook ? “
I laughed at him , and nodded
Him : “ count me in , I will be there but you need to
school me in this stuff I’m totally clueless “
I grinned , and fist bump him gave him a man hug
Him : “ this means a lot to you “
Me “in ways you will never now , let me go tell my Aunt
the good news , thank you “
Him: “ you owe me “
Me : “ I know “ I smiled and walked out
Now the tricky part is to tell Zoe I wonder if she would
like what’s planned for her or not , I got in my car and
drove to my Aunts house .
.
.
.
Mpume ****

Me : “ hay , are you even listening to me ? “

I was talking to Zoe Who was spaced out , I joined her
she was seating on bench on the netball ground , she
looked up and smiled ,
Her : “ im sorry , what were u saying “
Me :” its not impotent at all , tell me what’s with a long
face “
Her : “ I don’t feel like talking about it , so your mom is
still angry ? “
She always change subject when she does not want to
talk about her problems, but she will tell me when she is
ready
Me : “ yaa and she is forever home this days and does
not want me to go out , I don’t know what wrong with
her “
Me “ so you grounded kahle kahle ?
Her : “ im under house arrest nje , so you and him are
getting along this days ? “
I pointed at Menzi ,
Her : “ I have to tolerate him , but he is not that bed “
Me : “ and Gugu is she still giving you grief ? “
Her : “ I’m avoiding going to jail , so I avoid her because
she just makes my skin arch “
Voice “ she is just a tick “
We looked up and there stand Trey , he smiled at us and
seat next to Zoe ,
Him :” so free period and you decide to hide from me “
Looking at Zoe
Her : “ naa i was busy with this valentine bash thing , and
its so annoying because I’m not that kind of girl that into
this things “
Me : “ my mom already ruled it out for me , so I’m not
going “
Zoe : “ I’m also not going , and you ? “
We looked at Trey , and dahm this guy is so clean and so
handsome, like really hot , girl actually drool when they
look at him but shym he is so full of himself , I wonder if
he is into Zoe the way they are so close ,
Him :” I hate Valentine’s day so screw it “
Me : “ bad experience with love, did you get your
heartbroken ? “
I was really fishing, I just wanted to know if he is single or
taken
Him : “ mpume I fuck and leave them sis no attachments
“
Oh did I mention that he is arrogant as hell as well , I
looked at him like wow, I need to know more about my
new friend
Me : “ I know I’m under house arrest but let's have our
own pre valentine bash , this weekend at my house and
im not taking no for an answer “
Trey : “ but girl your mom sounds like I volcano , she can
erupt any time and mina angzwani nedrama “
We laughed ,
Zoe :” it sounds like a plan , come on Trey it will be fun”
Me : “ Sindy has agreed , “ I showed him my phone with
an Sindys SMS
Me : “ please say yes , I’m suffocating in that house ,
boredom is killing me “
Tray : “ ok count me in , but sisi I need meat and lot of it ,
so preppier lunch “
This guy yoo , we sat there till it was home time , we
went to class to get our bags , zoe gave us ride we
dropped Trey at his house and she dropped me at home
and she drove off , I was so looking forward to just hang
out with my friends , and I know mom will not like this
but ow well she just has to deal with it.
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Life is full of surprises.

15

Langa ****

I just arrived in Durban at 06:15 Saturday morning and I

must say I’m so tired , I just got in the plain kafter work
and decides to fly to see my girl , I miss her so much and
this long distance thing between us is killing us . she is
forever moody this day and too busy or sleepy to talk to
me, if she is not at school she is studying at home or
library she just need a break from everything and I’m
planning on just spoiling her.
I hired a car and drove to my old house and everything
was still in order , aish there is no food in this place so I
had to go buy something to eat now , while I was
debating if I should order on line or driver to the mall ,
my phone rang it was my brother Lubanzi
Me : “ sho mfethu “
Him :” how are you ? “
Me : “ I’m good thanks for asking , is everyone good at
home “
Him : “ no worries bro , wonke umuntu u grand ,
edladleni , just calling to inform you that , Zoes aunt has
called and told us that we should come next week
Saturday, “
Me : “ as in come and pay for damages or we still need to
discuss this matter ?”
I had to be sure that I know where I stand with these
people , especially since things turned out so bad with
me and Zoe's dad
Him: “ all I know is that , they are ready to meet and we
are proceeding with the arrangements “
I smiled and if I was not tired I would have jumped up
and down
Me : “that great news , I just hope everything will go
smoothly “
Him: “ stressing will make you grow grey hair , so please
relax “
Me : ok kwl , you made my day thank you “
Him : “ yayaya just make sure that you treat that girl right
because you messed up her life “
Me: “ I plan to do just that, what’s up with you , they
seem to be commotion where you at “
Him : “ im meeting my new in-laws officially, “
Me : “ what ? “
Him : “ story for another day , look I got to go , chat latter
ok “
He just hanged up the phone on me.
I stood up and decided to drive to the mall , my spirit
were lifted up and now I was looking forward to
celebrate with Zoe
.
.
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Zoe*****
Thank god it’s a weekend , i wanted to go for jog with my
aunt today but I was lazy to wake up , so I just lay on my
bed and went trough my
Facebook and Instagram after browsing and snooping on
other people life I send a text to my baby
Me : “ good morning handsome “
I was looking at his profile pic, he was holding me from
behind and we were at the beach , one think I must
admit , Langa has a beautiful smile , his dimples
compliment his features , he just too gorgeous , I could
see that his online but he just did not respond which
made me pissed , I woke up took a shower I did not have
a clue on what to wear so I just paraded with a towel
around the house , I watched music video with a bowl of
cereal on hand, till I received a call from Langa , like
really an 1 hour later after I send him a whatsapp
message , I answered
Me : “ and he decides to call back “
He just laughed at me
Him: “ hay beautiful “
I rolled my eyes , I was not really in the mood for his
smooth talk , so I did not respond to him
Him: “ I’m sorry for not responding , but you have to
understand that I’m a very busy man , with work and
stuff you now “
Me : “ oooh you got ‘stuff ‘now ? “
There was silence
Me : “ but Langa you forever busy this days and
weekends you don’t event pay any attention to me ,
kanti what a girl need to do to be shown that she is
loved”
He chuckled as if what I was saying was amusing him
Him : “ you such a feisty thing , and it turns me on when
you start shouting at me for no reason “
I blushed when he said that and smiled to myself
Me : “ 1stly I’m not a thing and I’m not shouting I’m just
expressing my self “
Him : “ u forget that I know you “
Me : “ow brother please don’t flatter yourself “
Him : “ I’m really sorry for not chatting with u earlier I
was kinda busy , am I forgiven ? “
Me : “ not by a long short Mr Dlamini ”
I giggled ,
Him : “ I will make it up to you , you know I never break a
promise “
Me : ye ye ye right !
Him : “ zoe my love , please do me a favour “
I frowned like really now
Him: “ my brother needs some document and I left them
at my house that side , can you get them for him , pretty
please "
I looked at the phone screen like what the fuck , just
when I was about to answer
Him : “ please be there within the hour , my brother will
be waiting , I love you “
To.. to… to… he dropped the call , jesu give me straight
I’m going to kill Langa
I threw my phone on the couch and went to my room , it
was almost 09:50 and i just looked on my closet and try
to wear something simple , ow fuck I will be meeting his
brother for the 1st time good lord I need to look at list
descent , so I decided to wear a my grey shirt dress
button down and my grey and white Nike sneakers, I
brushed my hair , no make up on as usual.
I was sweating and time was flying , I looked at my phone
sent my aunt an sms since she was not around she left
so early which make me wonder sometimes if she even
stays in this house , maybe she is dating who knows .
I took my shades, bag , cell phone was already on my
hand, locked the house and drove off .
The drive to Langa house was very fast because I was
running late , I opened the gate packed in the driveway , I
took out the house keys in my bag , and thank god his
brother is not hear , which was a huge relief to me ,
when I open the door I just dropped my jaw to the floor
to my surprise
Voice : YOU ARE LATE !
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(unedited .. you know what to do )

“One of the greatest regrets in life is being what others

would want you to be, rather than being yourself.”
― Shannon L. Alder
16

Trevor ****
I was not looking forward to meeting my girls today , I
have been down and under and was not looking forward
to be questioned by Mpume , she so inquisitive and I can
tell it's because she does not have a life .i woke up very
late and very grumpy for what I don’t know , I’m just one
of those people who are very moody and i don’t take bull
shit , I was sitting by the kitchen counter on one of the
bar stool eating a plain yogurt and my sister walked in ,
she was wearing her uniform. she a metro police.
Her name is Pam, few years older than me and the only
sibling I got or let me say that I know off , we leave
together in her flat , things turned sour after our parents
were killed on a hijacking and we struggled for few years
but I can say that things are slowly turning around ,
Pam : “ hay how are you doing ? “
She smiled at me , she looks more like my mom every
day and reminds me off her with her smile , I just looked
at her and continued with what I was doing.
Her : “ it's one of those days ? “
Me : “ drop it pam I’m not in the mood “
She raised her hand to surrender , she made tea and
went to her room it must be almost 13:00 since she is
already home she was walking night shift this days and
also did extra hours over time , I don’t know how she
does it she hardly slip , but when times are tough you
have to do what you have to do , I took my phone from
the charger and I sent Mpume a whatsapp message to
send me her home address ,
She responded in an instant , and she told me that we
no longer going to hang indoors because her mom is
around and she is spitting fire , but we can chill at Zoe
house a bit, go to the mall and go for shisa nyama by her
house , she got my attention when she said “ shisa
nyama “ I dragged my feet to the bathroom took shower
and felt refreshed afterwards, i lotioned myself and i
dressed up, put on my black levis Jean , lizard black t-
shirt with black carvela, I left a note on the fridge for my
sister “ gone out see ya later ! “ took my wallet and
phone and I was off , I really hate public transport but I
still had a long way to go before I can overcome my fear
to drive and therapy is slowly helping.
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Mpume ***

me : “ it's just a get together with friends ma nothing

major “
I sounded irritated ,infect I was irritated my mom has
being grilling me about this since I woke up
mom: “ I know you think you are a big girl now, but ... “
me : “ no buts ma!
I was busy un-plaiting my hair I wanted my deadlock
loose I looked at my mother who was standing by my
bedroom door and trying so hard to control my life
Me : “ I’m a big girl ma and I know how to be responsible
I just want to have fun with my friends please ! “
I dropped the com and stood up walked pass her and
stomped to the bathroom, banged the door in the
process , Jesus this woman is really turning me into her
Mom: “ Mpume I know you think you got everything
figured out but the world is not what you think it is “
She was shouting now , I just turned on the shower tap
on , and took a cold shower , I was really getting red with
anger, I know I’m suppose to be obedient but this is just
too much , after few minutes I stepped out and went to
my room she was busy playing Sfiso Ncwane on the radio
“ kulungile baba “
Like really now, I rolled my eyes and went to my room , i
took my phone and called Zoe ,to inform her that
change of plans we going out I can not have my friends in
this house with that women thinking that every teenager
is Satan child and they need deliverance , yooo kodwa
uma , I laughed at that thought , the phone rang forever
and Zoe was not answering , which made me lose my
cool , I lotioned my body and I just put on blue leggings
and red and black check shirt unbuttoned with red vest
and red vans old school , i received a text from Langa
that he was on the taxi to my house and I decided to wait
for him by the bus stop , which will allow me to pass by
Zoe house to check on her , I passed my mom in the
kitchen
Me : “ i'll be at Zoe house “
She did not respond but just looked at me up and down
and turned her back at me , like really now , I walked out
and left
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Langa***
I can not get enough of her I was sitting by the kitchen
counter watching her make lunch , her hair was
constantly falling on her face to block her vision and she
moved it with the back of her hand , she was only
wearing one of my t-shirts that look like a dress on her. I
smiled to myself thinking about the way she screamed
when she saw me seating on the steps waiting for her , I
made an indoor picnic for us , everything was place nicely
but she overlooked my hard work preparing a picnic for
her and jump to me she hugged me so hard as if she will
never hold me again , I returned the embrace and wiped
her tears of joy , I whispered in her ear its me baby am
hear she looked and me and smashed her lips on mine, I
deepened the kiss her skin was so soft and she moan in
my mouth and I could fill that she yearned for me as
much as I did, I carried her upstairs to her bedroom since
it was supposed to be the main barroom for us , but
under previous circumstances we used separate
bedrooms , when I placed her slowly and gently on the
bed she looked and me and she places her small hands
on my face I miss you , she whispered, I smiled at her ,
she pulled me to her for kiss and this time I was so hard I
just wanted her, and in an instant our cloths started
flying all over the room , when I entered her honey pot
the gate of heaven open and Angels were singing, her
moans were louder and louder while I went dipper . we
had countless love making session in the bed , shower ,
the floor, yes the floor my baby just rode me till I felt like
my brain was going to explode with pleasure , she
collapse on me and we finally took an innocent bubble
bath where we just talked about whatever it felt good to
hold her in my arms when the water got cold we stepped
out and I was so hungry, she offered to make lunch when
I just wanted to snuggle with her in the bed while we
order in , I was brought back to reality wen she threw a
dish cloth to my face
Her : “ I’m talking to you “
I giggle and looked at her hands it was on her waist and
she had the most adorable frown ever
Me : “ you know when u look at me like that it makes him
“ pointing at my briefs that showed my erection “ excited
I stepped down from the counter
Me : “ come hear “
Her : “ no Langa we need to eat lunch it will get cold ”
She was giggling and attempted to run when she saw me
stepping forward she ran while I was chasing her around
the house , the way I love this girl .
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“One of the greatest regrets in life is being what others

would want you to be, rather than being yourself.”
― Shannon L. Alder

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Zweli

I was seating with the boys at shisa nyama having couple

of drinks well, Bongani was flatting with every girl that
walked in this place , the vibe was not to hype just chilled
just the way I like it. I was not in a party mood , my boys
drag me here to lift up my spirit, we had a another fight
with Portia and this time she was not taking my calls , she
caught me again cheating , a girl that I was shagging ,sort
of a side chick answered my phone when Portia called
and she lost it , and to top it up my side chick is messing
with my main chick on social media like crazy , posting
pics of us together sending sex tape to Portia, so tell me
how a my going to lie myself out of it.
Sbu: “ you know you can always say you were possessed
or ubuloyiwe nyan nyani , she might believe your fuck
boy ass “
He laughed at me I could not help but laugh also , my
dick is massing up my life
Me : “ so tell me are you still chasing that cop that pulled
you over and gave you a ticket for speeding “
I took a sip of my drink
Sbu : “ hay mfethu u did not see that ass and those eyes ,
I just need to have her “
Bongani : “so what you doing about it? “
Me : “ every day he drives by the road he was pulled over
and hope to see her “
We laughed because that was way too funny , sbu is such
a romantic , last time he spoke about a girl it was when
he got cheated on by his baby mama and he revealed his
true colors by dragging the girl to one of the industrial
fridges and left her there for almost 5 hrs so she can fill
how cold his heart was for her , talk about a guy who is
sucker for love but when he hurts the immoral side
comes out . Bongani came with two girls to our table that
we did not have time for they were all over him because
me and Sbu showed no interest, I took my phone and
tried to dials Portia number again , and still fuckin voice
mail , while I was losing my mind I sow a familiar face on
the other side and I walked to there table .
Me :” mom ‘ mfundisi ufunani la”
Her friend laughed , I guess she get the joke
Mpume : “ nxa hasuka Zweli stop calling me that”
Me : “ if you are here where is my sister ? “
He : “bits me, we suppose to have a friends chill time
before exams , but dololo “
The girl that was seating with her answered, she was very
pretty and she looked at me and blushed a bit ,
Girl: “ was this not suppose to be a pre – valentine thing
for us who are currently single and willing to mingle “
I smile at her Cause I can tell she was flatting and made it
clear for me to get what she was saying
Mpume cleared her thought and looked at her friend
Mpume : Zweli this are my friends Sindy and Trey
Pointing to Sum cheese boy that walked to the table with
6 pack of castle lite ,
Mpume : “ thought when you said you getting drinks
you were talking about .... “
he stopped her before she can finish
him : “ what?! 2lt coke , haybo cc people drink this kind
of stuff la “
he opened his can an set down, while mpume just looked
at him in disbelief
me : “ since you not drinking anything , can I get you
anything? “
my eyes were fixed on the china eyes girl who was
looking away every time our eyes were in contact
Mpume : “ yes please soft drink for me “ she looked at
Sindi who was sitting next to her , miss china eyes
looked at me and smiled
her : “ I can show you what I want , can we go together
to get drinks “
yoo this girl was forward too forward
me : “ ok kwl “
she was wearing shorts with crop top and sneakers , she
had long legs and she knew she had a killer body from
the way she walked and owned it , and yet again I was
trapped by a girl that made me think of doing things to
her that will leave her unable to walk the next day , I
seriously have a problem.
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Zoe ****
Me : “ you know pouting will not make me stay“
I was getting dressed and preparing to go home , I must
admit I enjoyed my day with Langa , i missed him so
much and he made it a point that I do not ever forget
him , the things he did to me today , just thinking about it
makes me want to crawl back in the bed and snuggle
with him
Him : “ but I already miss you “
Me : “ dud I’m still here come on now “
Him : “ I am on” he winked at me , I just laughed because
I was way too tired to have sex now ,
Me : “ hayboo ! I’m saving myself for my husband now “
He got up from the bad and came to me hold me by my
hand and we sat on the bad I was seating on top of him ,
he must be working out now because his kinda ripped
up, I touched his chest and he smiled at me
Him :” you know I love you right ? “
I nodded
Him : “ and I’m not with you just for fun and games I see
a future in you, in us , I bought this house for us and I still
want to give you more than this I love you Zoe and I can
not wait to put a ring on it “
I popped my eyes wide open
Me : “ what are u saying Langa “ he was serious too
serious to be joking
Him : “ please give me you to love for the rest of my life “
Me : “ I am yours and I love you too “
He did not answer me but he kissed me so much and he
left me hanging when I wanted more, the thing he does
to me makes my underwear very wet , he placed me on
the side of bed and went to his bag and took out a red
box , I stood up in shock
Me : “ Langa nooooo , not now not like this , baby please
“
Him : “ stop being so dramatic and seat down , you
making me nervous “
I looked at him like is he for real making him nervous
while his taking out jewellery box
Me : “ I’m not going to seat down until we talk this
through u can not be making decisions with ought
thinking about it trough “
Him : “ I love you and what’s there to think “ he came
close to me and gave me the box
Him : “ its for you open it” I looked at his hand and my
head was spinning now, I set down on the bed and
looked at his hand again ,I took the box, I was afraid to
open it , I looked at him he was only wearing track pants
and was topless my eyes traces his upper torso till they
landed on his waistline
Him : “ zoe stop undressing me with your eyes and open
the duhm box “
I giggled and open the box , to my surprise it was a
beautiful gold bracelets with diamond details and set of
gold studs earrings with diamonds , I looked at him and
smiled he set next to me , I punched his arm
Me : “ don’t play like that “
My heart was thumping like crazy
Him : “ you like it ? “
I jumped up and down , he looked at me and rolled his
eyes
Him : “ you crazy ne !”
Me : “I am vele so what ? you love me anyway” , I sat on
top of him in a squat position facing him, he held my
waist and I looked him as he smiled back at me , for a
moment I thought he was going to propose and I was
scared because I’m not sure what my answer would have
been
Him: “ when I do it, I promise to do it right “
Me : “ I love my gift “
Him : “ happy valentines day in advance baby “
I just malted and he kissed my forehead we sat on that
position for a while and it was almost 19:00, I really had
to go
Him : “ I can't even drive you home now since you have
your own car “
Me : baby I will be with you the whole day tomorrow ,
why u stressing “
Him :” I miss sleeping next to you , “
Me : “ we have the rest of our lives to sleep together “
Him: “ so the answer would have been yes if I actually
bought ring ? “I looked at him and my face just turned
red , I just nodded and smiled he kissed me and I had to
go so I pushed him away stood up fixed my dress and my
hair
Me : “ walk me out ? “he nodded and held my hand
while we walked out
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Sindy

My head was pounding and I could not believe I drank

that much what suppose to be one drink tuned out to
hole crate I had so much fun and I just went wild ,
memories from yesterday started coming back and I was
naked in zweli bed , I know I was drunk and some of you
may think he took advantage of me , but no I practically
seduced the guy I wanted to fill him inside me and he fills
so good , I woke up and he was not next to me he was
standing by the window on phone call ,
Phone convo : “ baby I’m sorry I know i can not justify my
mistake but baby I really need for you to talk to me , this
silent treatment is killing me , please switch your phone
on , I love you and never forget that you are my number
1 girl , don’t let people destroy what we have ….. “ he
turned around looked my way and I smiled at him he
dropped the call instantly , so I guess he was leaving
another 1000 voice massage to his girl friend.
Me : “ morning “
I smiled at him and he did not show any expression ,
which is something that still does not seat well with me
because I’m struggling to understand what kind of man
he is , he came to me placed the phone on the side
drawer
Him : “ hi , how is the hang over ? “
Me : “ I will survive , what time is it now ? “
Him : “ its something to 8h00, “
He looked at me as if he was searching for something in
me eyes , Zweli is such a Mystery guy,
Me : “ what ? “ I blushed and looked away
Him : “ what time are they expecting you back home ? “
Me : “ my parent are gone to church now and they will
be back after 12:00”
Him : “ than we have enough time “ he roughly took
away the bed cover that I was rep in , exposing my
nakedness in the process , he had a smirk look and I had
a filling that he just wanted to tear my pussy up , within
seconds he was on top of me and grinding on me like
there was no tomorrow , my legs were on his shoulder
and I could fill my virginal walls cracking , I can handle
rough sex but this was just too rough in another level, my
moans turned into screams , he finally came and he
kissed my forehead
Him : “ wow baby girl that was good “
I just smiled at him and made my way to the Bathroom to
bath , my legs were wobbly and I could not walk
properly but tried my level best to not show it,
Him : “ baby girl you ok ? “
Me : “ I just need a hot shower and I will be good “
Him : “ did I hurt you ? “
Me : “ you are very gifted” I pointed at his dick “ I’m just
not used to this kind size “
Him : “ next time I will be gentle”
I green when he said next time , I really like this guy and I
don’t care if he has a girl or not beside she is not even
around to make his man happy , I swing my fat ass to the
bathroom , After taking a bath he was not in the room
but McDonald meal on the t.v stand I took his lotion and
lotioned my body and since my top was stained I took
one of Zweli t-shirt and put it on with my shorts I ate my
meal watching t.v I had no clue where he was or where
he has gone too , after eating I took nap I was exhausted
from the sex I had , and thinking about it gave me goose
bumps and my punana was on fire.
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Mpume ****
I was on call with Trevor and gossiping about last night
event
Me : so she just decided to leave with Zweli just like that
?"
I had to ask him because I left with Thabo who just
presented himself from nowhere and decided to spoil
my fun , it was not even late but he was acting like my
father , I guess that what you get from dating an older
guy ,
Him : “yes and she was all over him and girl was clearly
horny “
Me : “ you her friend and you were suppose to stop her
trashy behavior , “
Him : “ girl i went to shisa nyama to have fun not to be
Sindy body guard “
We laughed
Him : “enough about Sindy and her skanky ways , tell me
about you , how did you go? your man was clearly pissed
off
I sighed on the thought , because he was
Me : “ hay mfethu he was and he disliked the fact that I
did not even inform him about my where about ,”
Him : “ he sound controlling girl “
Me : “ I guess he is , and to top it up I was unable to get
hold of him on the phone for the past two days , and he
just comes and spoiled my fun “
Him:” you better take control of your life sisi because it
start like this and next thing your life revolves around his
“
He had a point and it made me wonder if he can actually
control me to that extent ,
Him : “ have you spoken to Zoe ? , she is not responding
to my WhatsApp massage and I rand is low sisi no airtime
to call her“
I giggled
Me : “ Ill call her , after this call “
Him : “ listen I have to go I have laundry to do , my sister
has turned me to a house kipper this days “
I just giggled and rolled my eyes trust Trevor to just leave
you laughing senselessly , we said our goodbyes and I put
on my sleepers and walked to Zoe house , she had
explaining to do , and for your information I was walking
with my pj only to her house.
Thabo sent me WhatsApp massage ~~~~ “ baby I’m sorry
the way I acted last night , I know u must be mad that I
dragged you away from your friend , it was for your best
interest , Shisa nyama is not a place for a lady , and your
friend was already drunk so I figured her boyfriend will
take her home , and I had to take you home it was
already late and I did not want you to get in trouble with
your mom” ,~~~ I rolled my eyes and continued to read
~~~~ “can we meet for lunch today after church” ~~~ I
did not fill like responding and even telling him that I’m
not going to church today, I knocked at Zoes house and
let myself in as usual. Her Aunt was drinking coffee and
reading news paper at the kitchen table , I greeted her
and made my way to Zoe room knocked once and let my
self in she was sleeping so peacefully , I just jumped on
her bed singing “ java Phezu kombhede Awu kuvuka
umuntu “
Her : “ Mpume mani stop it “
I set next tovher
Me : “ vuka phela mge “
Her :” I’m so tired girl , what are dong hear so early ,
umthetho wakho awulali wena “
I just giggled at that thought because she is the second
person I woke up this morning, Trevor was my 1st target
, she woke up and went to the bathroom to wash her
face and brush her teeth , she was dragging her feet all
the way when she came back I screamed , she popped
her eyes
Her : “ what the fuck , you crazy now? “
Zoe Aunt : “ hay nina umsido Mani !!!” she shouted from
the other room
I looked at Zoe and pointed at her neck that looked liked
she had chicken pokes, love bite were planted every
where, she went to the mirror and just stood there and
she smiled to her self and then she frowned .
Me : “ Langa ? “ I crossed my legs on her bed and waited
for her to tell me everything.
She was smitten , Zoe and Langa have this love that you
only see in the movies and they have over come lot of
challenges just to be together. When she told me about
how Langa surprised her and the way she loves him and
how it felt so good to make love to him, I was so
emotional that her story just made me have butterfly's
Me : “ are you going to see him today ? “
She just nodded and bite her lower lip , she was clearly
rekindling her love with her man and I just hugged her
and told her to cover her neck before her Aunt dies out
of shock. We seat in her room for a while just catching up
, She walked me out and I told her about yesterdays
event , I did not mansion Sindi and zweli thing because I
did not know what it was any way. We were walking in
the street with only sleepwear on and did not care at all
what people would say.
Zoe : “ I still think that Thabo acted like your farther
instead of your boy friend “
Me : “ I agree and I hate it , yazi recently he does not
allow me to point out my views or opinion , he is forever
out of town and unreachable and im suppose to wait for
him to call me , it just getting on my nerves now “
Zoe stopped and looked at me
Her : “ you giving him to much control over you , talk to
him about this ,”
I just nodded and looked away
We hugged and parted ways because I had to meet up
with my man and sort out our issues , and Zoe also had
to see Langa and it was his last day in Durban so they
had to make the most of it .

Not all storm come to disrupt your life some come to

clear your path.
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Langa ***

I was walking hand in hand with Zoe we decided to go by

the beach , after we had a steamy morning indoors , if i
continued to stay in the house with her I would have
fucked her brains off again , I really don’t mind but Zoe is
more than just good for sex to me and I had to respect
the fact that she is saving her self for her husband who
tens out to be me,
Her : “ what’s so amusing you keep smiling to yourself “
I nudged her a bit , and she nudged me back
Him : “ I’m just thinking about us , so next year where u
going to study ? “
Her : “I have not decided as yet , I love Durban but it
comes with too much baggage for me “
She moved her hair that was blown by the wind to her
face , I nodded because I know what she meant
Her : “ are you ever going to come back this side , like for
good ? “
I kept quite for a while because I really did not know, the
only thing that makes me come back here is her
Me : “ where ever you go I will follow u “
She beamed at me
Me : “ u sure you want to do Medicine? , it’s a bloody
field luv “
Her : “ I just watched to much of Greys Anatomy and fell
in love with it , “
I rolled my eyes at her
Me : “ baby it will not be like the TV show you know ,
when you doing it , it will be a person life that you will be
handling “
Her : “ I know “
We walked and talked about the future , and the fact
that I want my parents to meet her ,
Me : “ my mom calls you “ umlungu “ , we laughed about
how my dad is so found of her even though she only seen
her on pictures .
I did not tell her about what’s going to conspire this
coming week end it was not my place but her family
were suppose to tell her.
we went to ocean basket for lunch and while we were
eating and chatting , the most surprising thing happened
I wish I could tell Zoe to stand up so we can go but fuck
this bustard decided to stomp towards our table
Me : “ don’t cause a seen baby stay calm and cool like ice
I will handle this “
She looked at me like what am I talking about ,
Voice “well… well if it not the fuck boy with my slut
daughter “
Zoe almost fainted when she realised that his farther was
talking to us , I clutched my fist and I swear to God if he
try anything to hurt Zoe I will kill him with my hands , Zoe
was panicking and did not know how to react I held her
hand and looked her in the eyes trying to calm her down
, I’m not going to run any more
Sandile : “ pretty cosy I see “ , he started clapping and
looked at Zoe with hatred
Zoe just looked down and I had to be Man , infect I had
to show him that I can protect her
Me : “ Sandile , I would be lying If I said its good to see
you , but since you disown your daughter and I no longer
work for you , what can we do for you ? “
I gave him a dearth steer and he blinked twice in disbelief
Him : “ uthini Sani? ? “
He frowned and looked pissed off at my statement
Me : “ I min we practically strangers now , so say what
you have to say and leave us in peace your insult are just
too outdated for us to pay attention too “
Zoe just looked at me with disbelief , and she tried to pull
her hand away but I held it tighter
Him : “ this thing you have ...you call it love ? , trust me it
will never last and when it does fade , you (pointing at
zoe )u will be sorry for spreading your legs “
Zoe just looked down and I could see, that he was
drawing attention to us and people started looking at us
Me : “it’s a pity that you raised such a beautiful women
with heart of gold and you are just an opposite , no
wonder her mother left your old ass , you can not handle
a good women so run back to your hoe where all the rats
eat “
He came to me and grabbed me by the collar of my shirt ,
Him : “ you mother fucker , do you know who I am “
Zoe : “ Dad please , let him go “ she was pleading and she
was on her feet
People were looking at us now and I did not Want any
scandal to follow Zoe , so I remained calm
Him : fuck off “ he spit at zoe
i gave him a smirk ,
Me : “ what you going to do old man , try it ! “
Restaurant manager approached us
Manger : “ Mr I think it will be best you leave , you
drawing attention “ he roughly let me go and I straighten
my shirt ,
Zoe : “ lets go Langa PLEASE !! “
She was standing next to me and she just wanted to cry ,
I took out some notes from my pocket placed it on the
table held her hand and when I was about to go Sandile
rowed at me
Him : “ it will never happened you now , you will never
get her I will make sure of it so this stunt you playing with
your family will never work with me “
I laugher and faced him like a man, I walked to him
Me: “ for your information , plan is in motion , I see you
were not advised …. ncooo sorry , so you like it or not she
will always and will be with mine “
Him : “ fuck you !! “ before he stated throwing punches
at me , security made there way and held him
Him : “ leave me the fuck alone , and wena Langa you
think by paying for damages you going to wife my
daughter, over my dead body yangizwa, I will hunt you
down and kill you “
Me : “ no need to hunt me down I’m right here try me “
I took my girl's hand and walked out , we walked silently
to her car and she was shaking I just held her and she
cried on my shoulder ,
Me : “ bby everything will be ok , its over now “
Her : “ I just hate him , I hate him so much “
She said that between sobs and I felt my heat braking ,
after she culm down I drove to our place and she went to
bed she was drained , I went to the kitchen to order
some comfort food , I send an SMS to my dad “ baba ,
please negotiate for bridal price next week with Zoes
aunt , i want to make her my wife“
I send an email to my work place informed them that I
will not come to work for few days I have a family crises, I
switched my phone off and went upstairs to cuddle with
my girl.
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Portia ****
I just came back from church and when I got in my room I
was lucky that my roommate was gone which was a
breath of fresh air , she is the most talkative person I
have ever known , u’girl will talk till Shaka Zulu wakes up
from his grave , I did not bother switching on my phone
,so walked to the kitchen to make my self a snack , I
stood there and just looked outside the window , Zweli
is really stressing me and I do not even know if I should
just leave him or should stay and fight for him, he loves
me that I know but I’m too young to have such drama in
my life , I have never slept with anybody beside him and
I was willing to save my self till I get married but zweli is
such an eye candy he touched me in places that made
me weak , and I became obsessed or half crazy that if I
ended up give him my innocence i was convinced that if I
did not he will leave me , I use sex to claim him that his
mine and mine alone, but no matter how hard I ride him
he still goes and fuck someone else , I stood in one
position in the kitchen trying to calm myself down but
I’m so angry I’m really frustrated how can he do this too
me , I just brake down and cried I set on the cold
kitchens floor and just cried , I’m even loosing weight
that I don’t even have , clearly going to church did not
help, I stood up and tried to drag my self to my room ,
and I was disturbed by a nock , I was about to ignore it ,
but I thought it might be something important , i wiped
my face i looked like a mass and walked to the door ,
Me : what are doing here ? "
Him : “ baby I’m sorry , “ he came close to me and I felt
like screaming at the top of my voice ,as he hugged me
by force
Me : “ leave me alone zweli “ I cried and punched him “
Him : “ im so so sorry baby please don’t leave me “
I just cried in his arms and I was so drained that that I felt
my body going weak he held me close and I just pushed
him away , I tried banging the door on his face but he
was to quick for me and pushed the door open.
Me : “ I can not do this any more “
I walked to my room , he followed me and I just set on
my bed he kneeled in front of me
Him : “ baby please do not say that “
I was in rage now and my anger was boiling inside me
Him : “ I know , baby I messed up and ….. “
I did not let him finished I slapped him across his face
Him : “ Port…
I gave him another one and his eyes turned red , he held
my hands
Me : “ let me go , and get the fuck out of here”
Him : “ baby we need to talk “
Me : “ about what ? the fact that you can not keep you
bloody dick in your pants , don’t I satisfy you ? “
Him : “ baby no , that not true , i don’t know what came
over me “
Me : “I DON’T NEED YOU TO EXPLAIN TO ME …. ( I
screamed , and he looked at me in shock ) I just need you
to go and leave me alone , HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU
HAVE TO SAY SORRY TO ME FOR THE SAME THING “
He looked down and I untangle my hands from him and
stood up took my dress off that was way too
uncomfortable and was left with my black thong , I took
my towel rapped it around me all along his eyes were
glued at me I walked towards the door his eyes were
following me ,
Me : “ when I get back from taking a bath I want you
gone , Its over Zweli “
I clicked my tug and shake my invisible ass to the bath
room

Life is not a fun ride when you do not have seat belt on
18

Mpume ****

I was at the library doing my assignment while Zoe was

busy with her duties as head prefect and all , and Trevor
was no help he was chilling next to me with his phone ,
Him : “do you think that things will settle down between
Zoe and Sindy ? “
He places his phone aside and looked at me
Me : “ I’m busy Trey and I told you angizngeni , “
He laughed and I could see that he was distracting me on
purpose ,
apparently Trey questioned Sindy about Saturday’s
event and the way she was all over Zweli in front of Zoe
and miss Colored girl just lost it,
~~~flash back ~~~
Zoe : “ Sindy wenzeni ? “
Sindy : “ its not what you think Zoe I was drunk and it just
happened “
Zoe: “ but he is my brother , I thought you are my friend
how could you ??? “
Zoe was shouting
Sindy : “ I told u I was drunk , how mfethu besides the
fact that his your brother those not make him less of a
man , I sow a guy mina not your brother , why you
making this a big deal ?” ( sindy was getting really
annoyed at Zoe's attitude now )
Zoe : “ sisi are u even listening to yourself , my brother
has a girlfriend and he was just using you , why did you
allow that “
Sindy : “ I’m old enough to make my own decisions,
besides its takes two to tango , I don’t regret it . and
where was his girlfriend when I was with him , come-on
Zoe don’t act like Zwelis Mother , we only had fun , so
take chill pill please nxa “
Sindy left and Zoe was so pissed and since Monday thing
were sourer between the two , and me and Trey we just
stood there while the two were arguing and knowing Zoe
she will never apologize to Sindy ,
~~~End of flash back ~~~
Trevor :” but nawe u you should have talked to Zoe “
I looked at him , like why me ? , why didn’t he say
something
Me : “ she is too moody this day and I don’t want to be
her punching bag , she will come around hopefully “
Him : “ besides the Sindy thing what else is bugging her ?
“
Me : “ just family problems that what she said , she did
not say much , but her boyfriend is in town so we hardly
have time to talk ,”
Come to think of it something is really off with Zoe she
just isolating her self from us and I don’t know if I should
talk to her or allow her to come to me when she is ready
to talk .
.
.
.

Sindy *****
Things just went from bad to worse , Zweli left me at his
flat on Saturday and came back at night almost 21:00 , I
could not face my parents then so I had to go AWOL and
the man that I claim to be my boyfriend came back very
moody he just ignored the fact that I’m in his room , he
asked me if I’m hungry and he ordered food without
waiting for my response , and went straight to shower
when he came out I was under covers
Him : “ you not going home today “ he took his phone
and typed something,
Like really , I’m a teenager leaving with parents I do not
come and go as I please at my father's house , what
explanation will I have coming at this hour
Me : “ its late , and I have asked my sister to cover up for
me , “
Him : “ooh but , I have to be somewhere right now , so
can I drop you somewhere ? “
He did not even look at me and took out clothes to wear ,
Yaa ne talk about being used , I woke up and since I had
nowhere to go I had to go back home and face my
parents , well I got a good beating from my father and I
will not wear clothes that will display my legs for a while
since my legs were lashed with sjambok marks, i was
depressed and pissed I though Zweli was different but he
was a real asshole, I got a beating because of him and he
did not even ask me for my cell phone number , and Zoe
is judging me like fore real can life get any better , and
my so cold friends are taking her side , so my life just
turned out to be tornado nje , I can not even play ball ,
fuck you zweli...
.
.
.

Zoe ****

I was having a women to women talk with my aunt after I

came back from langa’s place on Sunday evening ,when
my Aunt called me I was so afraid that she wanted to
question me about the days vent “ conflict between
Langa and my Father” but it was not that. my Aunt told
me Langa’s family were coming to my house to pay for
damages and some other ritual that need to be
conducted. The twisted part was that since I was caring a
Dlamini child they will need to perform a cleansing
ceremony also
Me : “ but why , I’m not even married to the guy nje “
Aunt : “ but bazo hlawula sisi and they claiming ithambo
labo “
I did not like this at all , but I guess I was clueless when it
comes to tradition, I agreed to everything besides I
trusted Langa . So since my Father was not going to be
involve or not even willing to participate , my Aunt had
to asked strangers to step in , it was all good I would not
want my father anywhere close to me after the stunt he
pulled he showed me that he will hate me till he dies and
to be frank I really don't care anymore . School just
dragged another ball of stress on Monday morning when
I realized that Sindy “miss goody too shoes” flaunted her
ass to my brother and was not apologetic about it , I
almost strangled the girl , its been 3 days now and I don’t
even talk to her , Trevor has tried to be the mediator
between me and her , but how can I even look at her , I
just need time away from her away from everyone , one
minute I’m leaving my life as carefree teenager the next
drama from friends and the man I love just confessed
that he want to marry me, and my bridal price will be
paid on Saturday, I’m just too stressed ….

Every silver lining's got a touch of grey.

19

It was Friday “Valentines day” ,and the hype was all over
my neighborhood , my school mates were rocking there
casual clothes and no uniform today red and white was
painted all over Kwa-Mashu , the way I hate this day
though , I was forced to go to school because I was in the
school committee that I hardly participate in. I was
wearing just black jeans , black Nike golf t-shirt, black all
star , with black cap on. Langa wanted to drive me to
school so we can talk , I was avoiding him for the past
days because he made decisions without consulting with
me.
On our way we passed by the quick spar for muffins and
cool drinks ,
Him : “ Zoe look at it this way , we not getting married
right now , its just I lobolo which means that we can plan
our wedding when you are ready... after you have
graduated as planned “
I was looking outside the window the whole time , I was
not annoyed or angry I just did not know how I was
feelling , I love Langa but I never thought about the
future so soon.
Him : “ baby listen , I’m doing this for us , I am
responsible for the bad blood you have with your father
and I have turned your life upside down , and I just want
your family to see that I’m not playing with u or using
you, I love you and my goal is to make you happy “
I inhalation very loudly and he held my hand
Him : “ Zoe please say something , anything please “
Me : “ what must I say you have made a decision for me
and do I really have any say in this !!!DO I !!!? “
I looked at him and I just wanted to scream
Him : “ listen baby ,I want to protect you , and how can I
do that if I’m just seen as just a boyfriend, we lost a baby
because I was not there for you , Zoe please can you just
allow me to be there for you , I need you , I love you and
I see forever in us”
We were packed outside my school gate now
Me : “ Langa I need to go to school “
He looked at me , and his eyes showed that he was
defeated
Him : “ I love you ,”
He brushed my cheeks with his hands I closed my eyes
and looked down
Him : “ I will pick you up after school “
I wanted to say no , but I know that it will be another
argument that I will not win , I packed his lips and walked
to school, by the school gate Mpume and Trey were
fighting about something , I rolled my eyes and greeted
them and they hugged me for what? Only God knows ,
we were all wearing black , because we did not believe in
this valentine thing but Mpume had to put on a red top ,
Mpume : “ what with a long face choma ? “
Me : “ don’t feel like talking about it now, later ok ,
They nodded
Me : “ any way how are you guys ? “
They responded that there are ok , and the two were
close now very close , there were like siblings and they
even look alike , hayboo what am I saying or its just my
eyes playing tricks on me , I smiled to myself just thinking
about that .
Trey : “ no Mpume u promised , please nana “
Mpume and Trey were on it again did they even care that
I was standing next to them no....
Mpume : “ it's not even brake time and already you
want my lunch box , mfethu kodwa yini hayisuka ? “
I laughed at them there is never a dull moment with
them .
I took out the muffin that Langa bought me and gave him
,
Trey: “ danki mgani , you see wena Mpume you need to
stop being stingy its not holy “ we all laughed at that
statement
We took our bags to class and mpume had an assignment
to finish she was not going to go to the assemble , i
walked with Trey to the assembly area
Me : “ so what’s app with you and Mpume ?”
Him : “ nothing she is just a delight to hang with but yoo
u girl une’drama sometimes but I’m pleased that I got to
know her “
I laughed
Me : “ how so ? “
Him: “ she is no soft , but sweet and very feisty at times I
guess we click and she has good heart “
Me : “ noo....! Trey do you have feelings for her ? “
Him : “naaa man , she more like a sister too me she
reminds me off her sometimes “
I was joking I know Trey does not see mpume like that
Him : “ can I ask you something ? “
Me : “ yap “
We were standing in the assembly line and not paying
attention to the speech
Him : “ do you believe in dreams “
Me : “ believe like how ? “
Him: “ that there are some sort of massage from God or
amadlozi ? “
I looked at him like , in disbelief Trevor is just too
snobbish to believe in such
Me : “ I. I’m ... clueless when it comes to this things , are
you being trouble by dreams ? “
I gave him a worry look.
Him :” him yes but I’m sure it's nothing its just me being
paranoid “
Me : “ hay... you can talk to me about anything you
know, I may not have the answers but I’m willing to listen
“
He smiled at me and nodded , we walked back to class
and school was just boring as always with pile of
homework to do over the weekend , so everyone at
school was not paying attention to studying , we were
given half day and so at 11:h00 pans downs and we had
to go to the school hall , Trey and Mpume left and I
stayed behind in class just to call Zweli I need him to tell
me what to do before I see Langa , he answered after
few rings
Me: “ hay cc what’s up “
Me : “ the sky the last time I checked “
Him : “ u still angry with the .ah .. what’s you friend name
konje ...? “
Me : “ mfethu u don’t even know her name , its Sindy
you vulture nxa “
Him : “ its was a 1 night stand why u freaking out “
Me : “ nxa enough about your pervert ways “
He laughed out loud which made me laugh also
Me : “ listen, Langa wants to pay lobolo “
Him :” congratulation cc , wow that guy really loves you,
aunty will be delighted “
I kept quite for a while
Him : “ yini , you do not want to go along with it ? “
Me : “ I don’t know , I love him but this is just too much
commitment for me “
Him : “ what are your fears? ”
Me : “ what if he falls out of love with me , and I’m stuck
in loveless marriage , I fell as if his obligated to claim me
because of ... you know ... “
Him : “ sisi , listen not all man are like me and Dad , trust
me when I say his one of the good guys , trust him and
have faith in him , he just want to make you happy , you
have been through a lot and he never left your side , so
hold his hand and walk with him , its his 1st time doing
this he might be more terrified of the future and what it
will bring more than you are,”
I smiled to that
Me : “ yeyewena what did you do to my brother ?”
Him : “ I’m more wiser now ( he giggled in between), and
I’m not going to tell you what to do , but do what your
heart wants you to do, end of the day its you life and
only you can choose the right path to walk on “
Me : “ thank you , listen I have to go ”
We said our goodby and I dropped the call , I walked out
of the class room with smile on my face , but my smile
dropped in shock when I notice what was happening in
one of the class room next to mine, ow my God !!!I
spotted Sindy making out with Menzi and it looked like
he was finger fucking her I dropped my mouth and stood
there like a zombie , I don’t know where Trey came from
he stood next to me ,
Him : “holly fuck !!!!”

Continue...

19

Trey
What kind of a slut is Sindy , I thought I knew her but this
is just to shocking for me , Unamadimoni lo girl
Me : “ yeyiwena Satan “ !
They jumped off and stopped what there were doing and
the hora in Menzi eyes was priceless , Sindy was wearing
a red long body hugging dress with white stripes on the
side
Zoe was speechless
Her : “ aaah .... what just happened , did you see that ,
what wrong with this girl “
She was whispering next to me which made me laugh
because the way she did it was hilarious, Sindy came out
, looking like she is high on something ,
Sindy : “ guys it not what you think “
We looked at her like you have no clue on what we are
thinking about right now , we folded our hands and
looked at her to explain, Menzi was seating on the desk
looking at us waiting for commotion to happen , but we
remained cool
Me : “ so talk sisi , what was that?“
Zoe : “ no wait are you drunk? “
she sniffed her , like really girl now why you wana go and
do that
Me : “ Menzi pho , the school fuck boy !”
Menzi just laughed and I saw Zoe’s face tanning red , he
stood up and left
Sindy : “ guys please don’t Judge me , I just had a little
drink and this happened , I don’t know what came over
me ... I jus....
Zoe clapped once and placed her hands on her hip
Zoe: “ you get drunk and you spread your legs to strange
man , this is getting old , Nxa !”
Me : “ aish Sindy I thought I know you but , this stunt you
pulling these days are just too drastic”
She looked down , mpume showed up and she was all
smiles and bubble
Mpume : “hay girl “
Greeting Sindy , and she looked at us
Mpume : “ what going on ? “
My sister called while I was about to answer, talk about
bad timing , I answered the call
Me : “hay “
Pam : “Hi , listen I’m working late today can you ask Zoe
to drive you home “
I rolled my eyes because lately that has been the same
tune she sang to me
Me : “I can not always rely on her if you wont make it
Pam , she is my friend not my mother “
Pam : “look Bro!! I’m busy right now so make a plan and
stop acting like a kid “
She dropped the call on me and that just made me really
frustrated , I walked back to the girls and Mpume was
trying to resolve the issue , I just looked at them and I
was lost in my own thoughts I feel like I’m a burden to
my sisters life now ,she has put her life on hold just to
cater for my medical needs , I looked at Zoe who had a
worry look on her face I poked her
Me : “ what did I miss ?”
Zoe : “ a lot “
She looked at Sindy
Zoe : “ guys my ride's here and I need to go , Trey do you
need a ride ? “
I just nodded while Mpume decided to stay behind with
Sindy who was crying hysterically now , we got our
school bag and walked out , Zoe’s man was already
packed outside and he was driving Jeep hayboo levels ,
she got in front and kissed him and I seat in the back , the
guy gave me an uneasy look ,
Zoe: “baby this is Trevor my friend and Trey this is my
man Langa “
He just nodded while I said Hi , I took out my phone and
decided to play games because they were talking about
stuff I was not clued up on , i overheard their
conversation when he turned down the music ,
Langa : “my brother , father and uncle are already in my
house “
Zoe : “ so soon thought they are coming tomorrow ? “
Him :” me too , we still need to talk about you know
what “
He looked at me at the rearview mirror and I looked
away
Zoe : “ listen I have thought about it and sho we can add
it in the negotiation “
She smiled and Langa screamed “ YESSS” , wow what just
happened Zoe looked at me and winked at me
Me : “ what going on ? “
The car pulled outside my flat ,and I had to jump off , I
thanked Langa who was beaming with smile holding Zoe
hand this two are so in love it made me envious
Zoe : “will call later bro “
I nodded and walked away
.
.
.

Langa ***

I was driving my baby to the shopping mall , I know how

my father is and I had to buy Zoe a traditional outfit that
will show that she will fit in my family , regardless of her
race ,
Her : “ is this necessary ? “
Me : “ yap , you have more jeans and short in your closet
that sometimes I mistaken you to be gay or something“
She punched me on my shoulder and We laughed and
she rolled her eyes
Me : “ you not feminine love , so think of this as pre
engagement gift, let me spoil you “
Her: “ sounds like you turning me to someone I’m not “
Me : “ never I love you the way you are , but sweetheart
1st impression count to my father “
She pouted which made her so cute as ever, we stopped
by the mall and walked to few boutiques that sell
traditional clothes with a touch of glam , trust me when I
say I will never go to a mall with a women to buy clothes
it was struggle and so tiring , every outfit she got on she
hated or there was something wrong with it , she looked
good in a dress like sexy good , she even gave me boner
just by looking at her changing from one outfit to
another ,
Her : “ baby come help me, unzipping this dress “
I stood up and walked to the changing room , she was
facing the mirror I stood behind her and she smiled at me
Me : “you know how sexy you are in dress”
I brushed her hips and pulled her close to me , she
gasped
Her : “Langa stop it “
She felt my boner and she looked at me in the mirror I
kissed her neck an rubbed her breast , she smiled at me
and bit her lower lip
Her :”baby you turning me on stop it “
Me : “ the things I want to do to you right now “
I continued to kiss her neck and she let out a soft moan , I
unzipped her dress and pulled it down she was left with a
strapless black bra and black underwear ,
I looked at her blow air in her ear which made her giggle ,
I tuned her around and I just looked at her body with
admiration
Her : “ stop eyeing me “
she giggled and I passionately kissed her lips and she
responded with so much fire i want to have here right
there but aish this is public space i can not be turning my
girl into a freak now , I pulled out spank her ass , she
jumped a bit
Me : “ put you clothes on we will finish this some other
time “
Her : “ hawu Langa “
I winked at her and she gave me the finger , coming out
of the changing room the sales lady where smiling at
each other , yaa right talk about people being nosy
We left the shop with few outfits we grabbed lunch on a
go and eat while driving to her place. I’m so happy that
I’m making this girl my wife. And she has made me the
happiest guy on earth, we kissed and she walk out she
stopped by the gate and looked at me , she blow kisses i
grabbed each and everyone , she then turned and
tweaked I just laughed pumping my speakers with Drake
jams she giggle and ran to her house. She left me
laughing like a cow , and I drove off , FUCK I LOVE THIS
GIRL !

Blood is thicker than water

20

Zoe Aunt ****

Me : “Zweli don’t just seat there help with the this please
“
I handed him an apron to steer some dry ingredients , I
was baking.
Him : “we can pay a person to do this you know”
Me : “ never , not on my daughters big day “
Him : “ it's not like she is getting married “
I looked at him like boy don’t start with me
Him : “ hayboo I’m joking aunty “ he giggled
Zoe came home with shopping bags , and huge grin on
her face ,
Her : “what’s all this now ? “
My kitchen was a mass in deed but well time was not on
our side , and I had to drag Zweli to help me , its sucks
sometimes not to have any relatives and to leave in your
own bubble but neighbors might not like that my baby
girl will soon be somebody wife while there children are
running the street , I’m not taking chances in inviting
witchcraft in my house . I looked at Zoe and I smile
Me: “hay sisi , wow you have been shopping I see “
She looked at her bags and smiled ,
Me :” if Langa will start spoiling you now before you even
walk down the isle ,what will happened when you are
officially Mrs. Dlamini? “
Her : “ hayboo! I bought these with my own savings “
Zweli : “uyithathaphi imali ? I’m just glad that I will not
be you ATM any more “
Laughter filled the room , she took her shopping bags to
her room and came back “
Her : “so what are we doing ?”
She washed her hands on the kitchen sink
Me: “muffins and scorns “
Her : “are we feeding the nation yini ? so much ! “
Me :” shut up and butter the pans”
Zweli phone rang and he stepped outside with a frown
on his face
Me : “so Zoe how do you feel about all off this , excited ,
nervous or ????”
She smile and revealed her perfect smile
Me : “it's not child’s play sisi , once he ask your hand in
married you need to be submissive please , and
ungasihlazi emzini , I wish your mother was here she
would have been proud of the women you turned out to
be “
She looked at me with questionable eyes
Her : “aunt how was she ? “
I smiled and thought of her mother ,
Me :” just like you , free spirit she was a bundle of joy
and very beautiful “
Her :” what happened to her and Dad , why did she
leave”
I did not want to spoil my day by thing of what my
brother has done to that poor soul and made her
disappear on the face of the earth
Me : “listen my child your mother loved you and raised
Zweli as her own but it was a toxic relationship , she had
to leave, your father became abusive and it was just too
difficult to stand aside and watch , she had to leave or
else she would have died “
I wipe a tear that escaped my eye , she looked at me with
worry look
her : “you were friends ? “
Me :” yes even before your father came to the picture ,
we went to varsity together , but the minute your father
showed up ... “
I just did not want to relive that moment
Me : “baby check the oven..., I need to call Mpumes
mom “
I changed the subject and walked to my room , I closed
the door and silently cried , and said a small prayer
“Lord I hope she is ok , please forgive me father , and I
hope she forgives me too . I wiped my tees and walked
back to the kitchen “
.
.
.

Mpume *****

I walked to Zoe place ,to help out she finally told me

what was bothering her and I must admit I would have
been stressed too , she so young and yet Langa is already
claiming her to be hers , she so lucky that I must admit.
Me :” hay luv , how is the wife to be “
We giggle , she was washing the baking trays in the sink
Her : “hayboo sisi I’m just getting engaged traditionally
nothing fancy “
Mom and Zoes aunt were already pilling some veggies
and there were chatting up the storm with laughter,
Zweli was in the seating room watching soccer
Me : “so how can I help? “
Her : “take out the chickens in the fridge we going to
marinate them “
I did as told
Her : “so out with it !”
She looked at me
Me : “what ? “
Her : “Sindy ? “
Me : “it's not my place to say , but she need us, she has
been through a lot and she not stable “
Her : “she was normal for the past week , what went
wrong ? “
Me : “everybody reach their breaking point sisi at some
point and something triggered her behavior , “
Her : “Mpume , you better tell me what’s wrong with this
girl , and stop talking like a shrink “
I frown at her because I promised sindy that I will not tell
a soul , and now Zoe want me to split the beans ,
Me : “its not my place to say , friend so let's drop it “
Her : “ok if you say so , but I’m not happy that we
keeping secrets from each other :
Me : “ me too , but she will tell you herself when she is
ready “
I changed the subject
Me :” anyway I called Thabo today and his phone was
answered by a women “
I continued to rub the meat with oil
Her :” No !! “
Me : “ yes ! “
Her : “Mpume come on mani talk to me , why are you so
calm about this “
Me :” I did not read into it ,”
She looked at me , and frown
Her :”did you ask Thabo about this , “
Me : “nop , I felt it was right for him to tell me himself “
Her: “MPUME MANI COME OUT WITH IT “|
I sign
Me : “ok ,so uThabo left for business on Sunday , he was
suppose to attend few meeting in JHB on the beginning
of the week And attend a case is Cape town yesterday,
and was only going to return back today , so he called
me this afternoon and I was busy with Sindy so I did not
answer his call “
I looked , at her she has questionable expression
Me : “ hold that thought let me finish “
She nodded , because I think she wanted to ask me what
was so impotent that I was speaking with sindy that I
could not answer Thabo’s call
Me : “any way I called him when I got home , and a lady
answered and her exact words were “ his currently busy
right now , can you call later “
Her : “what and what did you say ?“
Me :” tell him his girlfriend called and he must call me
back , she dropped the call when I said that “
Her : “Wow !! “
Me : “yaa ne , but it could have been poor network or
call cut by mistake”
Her :”haybo sisi there is more to that than just network
problem , could it be that he is … “
Me : “I don’t even want to think about it , I min we are
good now like real good , he showers me with love and
gifts and he calls me everyday now just to check on me ,
it cunt be , no I won't allow it to happen , “
Her : “I’m not saying that he is … but “
Me :” no but Zoe , I love him and that all that matters
and call me in denial or stupid but he is the man for me
and I know he loves me too , “
I was feeling emotional and real emotional now, zoe just
hugged me and I just held my tears from falling , I broke
the hug
Me : “I’m ok, friend please don’t worry “
Her :”hay lets not jump to conclusion luv ok ”
I just nodded , and continued with preparation, I left
Zoes place really late and tomorrow morning I should be
there hayboo . the minute my head hit the pillow I dozed
off , Zoe aunt is such a bully in the kitchen
.
.
.

Zweli ****
It was already midnight and was not sleepping I must
admit the breakup has really made me a crazy man , I
could not sleep or eat I have sent several text to Portia
apologizing , my calls that were not answered , when I go
to her campus she requested for security to not allow
me in , what does love hurt so much , I know I was at
fault but she can at list hear me out , I am willing to be
with her and her alone now , Zoe was busy cleaning in
the kitchen , I walked to her
Me :” sisi I need you help “
Her : R200 phansi mfethu ,
She continued to wipe the kitchen counter
Me : “ there are cows coming tomorrow that are more
than R200 just for you , so stop this manipulation “
She giggle
Me : “nxa! I’m serious wena “
She looked at me , she sow my eyes, she gave me
consent look
Her : “hayboo Zweli what’s wrong , are you ok ? “
I just pulled a bar stool and set down ,
Me : “Portia wants to break up with me , infect she broke
up with me , but Zoe I can not come to terms with it
what do I do ?”
Her : “what did you do ? “
Me : “ you know what I did but this time it was with
other girl and I was caught she just fed-up like really
done with me , how do I get her back , my apologies they
go in vain and she is not willing to give me chance ,
please help me sisi I just need to fix us “
her : “its funny because when I talked to her she acted all
casual and never mentioned that you guys are having
problems
I looked at zoe , she has spoken to her
Me : “when was this ??”
Her : when I heard about you and Sindy, sindy motioned
something about you not being together anymore , I
just wanted to check on how she was doing , but she was
just fine , “
Me : “did you say anything to her ? ? “
I was so furious now how could she , can my sister betray
me ?
Her :NO OF COS NOT , it was not my place , besides I like
her she is good people after you introduced her to us we
have been chatting so we kind of close “
I looked down , I really messed up
Me : “I’m sorry , I just thought that … aish never mind , so
how is she ? “
Her : “you can ask her yourself tomorrow , I invited her
for lunch after the negotiations ,
Me : “ what ? “
Her : “aunt organized a small get together with close
friends and family “
me : “she is coming ? “
Zoe just nodded and I smiled and hugged her and
spanned her around
Her : “put me down”,
She was giggling , so much
Me : “thank you sisi “
Her : “don’t thank me as yet we still need t win her back ,
but 1st finish up hear I need to get my beauty slip “
I was so happy that I did not care that I will be cleaning
up , zoe just showed me that she has my back as much as
I have has , blood is thicker than water for real .
The Day

21

Zoe ****

I was in my Aunts room the whole morning panicking , if

everything is going ok or not, I can not believe this
people came so early and to top it up they came with 4
goats ow my god like really now , my Aunt was amazed
as I was. In the bedroom it was me and Mpume and aunt.
Zweli and the other man who was representing the
family were with the Dlaminis in the seating room ,
Mpumes mom was busy in the kitchen.
My hands were sweating this man have been talking
forever now , kanti how long those this take , my Aunt
was standing by the door ears'dropping on the
conversation
Aunt : “ Zoe sit down you making me dizzy , I’m trying to
focus la”
Mpume was laying in the bed with her phone
I took few glance of myself in the mirror and I look good
the dress I had on was denim with African print and
slightly below the knee , I was looking way to girly , my
man has good taste in clothing his fashion sense is like
Zwelis there forever on point and dress to suit their body
, no wonder girls always running after them .
There was a loud sound of laughter and clapping in the
seating room from the man
Me : “and then what was that ??”
Aunt :” I’m with you la how would I know !!”
Mpume just laughed , there was a soft knock by the door
and zweli piped in room
Him : “ Aunt they need you “
She fixed her dress she was also wearing an African attire
with head scarf yellow and blue in color , she looked like
someone’s wife . and her curves were on show with her
tiny waistline , she walked out and I started piecing up
and down again , and few munity later there was ululate
and chanting she was praising “ kwakuhle kwethu “
Me : “ mpume what going on “
She just rolled her eyes , my aunt came back and looked
at me
Her :” it's time sisi “
She smiled so brightly that I felt like crying I was really
scared
Me : “ok how do I look “
Her : “perfect luv , just don’t forget what I told you “
Me : “keep my head down , answer when spoken too ,
kneel on the floor and fold my legs when sitting down “
Her : “good girl “
My legs were wobble my Aunt held my hand and the
minute I got there I set down as instructed
Male voice 1 “ kunjani makoti “ the voice was full of
authority and I could tell that the man was grown up
Me : “ ngiyaphila baba” I said very quietly and very shyly
Male voice 2 : “ so this the girl that that left us bankrupt “
There was chatter in the room and laugher
Male voice 1 : “ let see if all of this was worth it, show
your face girl “
I waited for my aunt instruction and she whispered in my
ear to raise my head , I lifted my head shyly and within
instant one of the man started whistling which gave me a
chance to take a quick glance to all the man in my room ,
I looked on my right side I sow that this were my in-laws ,
there was guy who was a split image of Langa but a
darker in complexion with big eyes and bushy eyebrows
just like my man, he smiled and winked at me , I was not
sure if this was Lubanzi , I wanted to smile back but was
to shy so I looked away , the man next to him was
Langa’s father I know him from pictures since he was
also stocking me I did the same too him , he was smiling
ear to ear wow now that made me nervous , and the 3rd
man that whistled was looking directly in my eyes which
scared me to bit so I looked down
Pastor Majozi : ( he was representing my family ) “so
gentleman are you still going to complain about the fact
that we charged you an arm an leg “
Langa father: “ she was worth every penny “
My Aunt just ululate again wow , the excitement in this
house
Male voice 1: ( im guessing his langa’s uncle ) “mama,
(Referring to my aunt) , please put this head scuff on our
new daughter in-law( handing her a scarf that was a
match with my dress , Langa you so full of surprises ) and
Makoti ( referring to me ) please give me something to
drink “
That was my que to prepare this man food
Me : “yebo baba “
I stood up and walked to my Aunts bedroom first Mpume
was already by the door the minute I came in we
screamed in silence and jumped up and down , she took
few picks off me posted it on Instagram and Facebook ,
Aunt came in
Aunt : “stop fooling around go make this man food “
We walked out and we found Portia and Mpume mom
already dishing up
Portia :” look at you “
She hugged me
Me :” thanks for coming , “
Portia: “anything for you love “
The dining table was set all the man were seated and
served starters’ fist , full meal which was traditional meal
and desserts.
My aunt cooking left the man licking their fingers , after
lunch was served I was called and Langa father wanted to
see me he was seating on the couch, the rest the guy
were outside smoking, so it was only me and him on the
seating room , I kneeled down and seat down facing
down on the floor
Him : “ I’m really happy to see the girl that has made my
son so happy “
I smiled to myself
Him : “next week we must introduce you to the family , I
will be leaving now and thank you again for agreeing to
be part of our family, please do not brake my son heart “
Me : “ yebo baba “
Him : “ ngiyabonga mtanami “
he shook my hand
.
.
.
Zweli ***

Seeing Portia in my house helping out , made me smile

to my self , I should wife her one day
My aunt came to me and she was smiling
Her : “I really like her “
She pointed at Portia
Her : “she a kipper do not mass it up “
Pastor Majozi came to us ,
Pastor: “ excuse me , Sister I need to be somewhere now
, may I kindly be excused”
Aunti : “hawu Baba I can not thank you enough “
my aunt shake the pastor's hands and walked the pastor
out which gave me an opportunity to see what Lubanzi
and Keven were talking about
me : “hay guys “
Keven :” Ntwana , you aunt cooking was out of this
planet “
Lubanzi was drinking orange Juice while Keven had a
glass of whisky , the old folks left and Lubanzi stayed
behind because he wanted to catch up with Keven
apparently they know each other way back
Me :” I told you, her food is to die for , ( they nodded )by
the way thank for coming mfethu
Keven : “ no problem ,anytime bro “
Me : “ so guys where do you know each other ? “
They laughed
Lubanzi : “ we use to run the street together before I
settled in the farm “
Keven : “ you call that settling ? lol , u practically running
the north side of KZN “
Lubanzi : “ old habits die hard “( he looks at me ) so you
part of his gang now “
I smiled so that how they know each other , I just nod
Lubanzi : “ do not let him bully you and mfethu in this
business never get to greedy , isaka olitholayo make
something productive with your life”
Me : “ sho ,as Keven used to say , always try and keep
your hands clean “
Keven : “ that the spirit bro “
.
.
.

Zoes Aunt *****

After walking baba umfundisi out I spotted a familiar car

few houses from my house , I stood there and looked at
the driver and God help me should he start something
today I will kill him , we exchanged glances until he
started his car and speed of ,
Voice “ sawbona ma”
Me : “hi “
It was boy about Zoe age
Boy :” My name is Trevor Zoe friend is she in ... “
Before I could answer, Zoe Showed up
Zoe : “ hay you came ( they hugged ) come ,she pulled
him inside and I just rolled my eyes , another car hooted
and two guys jumped out , Zwelis friends
Sbu : “hay Auntiza , “
Me: “ hi boys “
Bongani : “ so where the party at aunty ? “
I laughed and pointed where the guys were seating , aish
im glad there is enough food to feed all these people , I
walked inside the house and I was about to wash some
few dishes and prepare food .
Voice : “ hi , I think we were not official introduces “
I looked at this man , he was invited by Zweli , apparently
he is Zwelis lecture from school “
Me : “ I’m sorry about that I’m Ntombi “
Him : “ i'm Keven Smith , I hope Zweli has told you about
me “
He looked at me with his dark green eyes he looked so
handsome but yet so dangerous , I sow few tattoos on
his neck , he was wearing a white shirt he folded it in his
arms , with black trousers and Italian brown shoes , his
watch talked volume that he had money
he smelled very good and he was tall and straight
posture, I was mesmerized by this guy but looked away
when I notice that I was staring to much
me :” aaah... he did mansion that you coming but never
went to detail , thanks for helping us out , I have no idea
on how I can repay for you kind gesture “
him : “ I know few ways on how you can thank me “
I blushed and looked away , I just collected more dirty
dishes and placed them in the sink ,
Him : “ may I help you with that “
Me : “ Mr smith , kitchen is not a place for a man ,don’t
worry yourself I got this “
He laughed ,
Him : “can I atleast get the kids to help , you have done a
lot and you need to rest or seat down for just an 1 or 2
hrs I can keep you company, get acquainted infect “
I smiled at him I was curious and his gaze made me weak
and I wanted to decline his offer but I was curiosa and
there was something that was pulling to this man
Me : “ I guess one drink won't kill ,”
He smiled and we seat in the dining room arrear , seating
room was occupied by Zoe and her friends , the veranda
there was Zweli and his friends and Garage there were
local guys that were slaughtering the goats the house
was packed and I need to relax and enjoy this moment , I
looked at Zoe she was smiling and laughing with her
friends and 1 person was missing so I send him a text to
celebrate with us .

The Day

Continue ...
21

Langa ****
I was just outside Zoe House when her Aunt send a text
massage telling me to come over , i jumped out and to
my surprise Lubanzi was still there but seating in his car,
“ hay Mkhwenyana “
I laughed , talked about my brother who has no filter
I went to him and fist bump him
Me : “ looks like you made yourself at home , and you
invited your goons I see “ pointing at Kelvin
Him :” I was waiting for you to come I’m on my way now,
tell Zoe that I will see her later “
I just nodded and Zoes aunt came walking with Kalvin
wow this is small world and how do they even now each
other ? , there even look too cozy I greeted them and she
directed me to the back yard where everyone was
seating they was music playing not too loud everyone
was talking and getting along , there were pots on fire
I'm guessing they cooking the goats , I spotted mpume
who was on call I waved her and she smiled , zweli was
talking to some girl I assume she was his girlfriend and
there were having a heated argument , Trevor was
seating with two guys having some drinks I walked to
them and greeted and , look on thr far end some other
guys that were attending to the poikie
Trey : “ congratulation are in order bro “
Me : “ thank you “
Trevor introduced the other two guys and the one called
Bongani was the craziest , Zoe came out looking like a
mokoti she even had an apron on top of her dress, she
was holding few trash bags she was probably cleaning ,
she did not see me at first and I whistled at her and she
looked my way , she beamed and walked towards me, I
stood up and hugged her tight , I missed her so much and
too see her looking so pretty it just made me melt
Me : “ hi”
Her : “when did you arrived ? why u never called me ? “
Me :” too many questions love ,”
I was still holding her and I was looking at her , she was
glowing
Me : “I want to kiss u so badly now , “
She blushed and looked away ,
Me : “I have rights now you are my wife after all “
She brushed my face with her hand
Her : “we have the rest of our life’s to kiss as much as we
can , “
Someone clear their throat and I knew that it can only
be Zweli ,
Zweli : “ welcome to the family bro “
We shook hands and shoulder bump
Me : “thank you “
Zoe : “baby let me finish cleaning I will be right back , and
wena Zweli behave don’t give my man a hard time “
pointing at Zweli , the guys laughed , we hanged out and I
must say they were not half bad as i thought and with
guys it easy to get along we can either talk about soccer ,
girls, cars or money to push time , few minutes later Zoe
came and seat on my lap with her hand over my neck,
Her : “ I'm glad you came “
Me : “ there is no place I will rather be “
She placed her head on mine and I just felt at home with
her strawberry smell
Me : “ uphi anti ? “
Her :” she with keven seating in the veranda “
Me : “ let me still you for few seconds “
We stood up and walked away , the minute we were out
of site I checked the coast if it's clear I smashed her lips
and held her close to me , my body felt an electrical
energy that made my blood heat up , we kissed till we
wear short of breath . We looked in each other eyes,
Me: “I love you “
Her :” I love you more , come let me make you food “
Me :”I chose well now I will be spoiled with warm plate ,
you definitely are wife material”
She giggle I held her waist from the back and we walked
to the kitchen , I seat down and looked at her I was lost
in my own bubble I did not hear what she was talking
about , I just pictured her in our house once I have legally
claimed her to be mine
Her : “Dlamini come on I’m talking to you , stop lusting
over me “
I just smiled at her
Me :” I can't help it , you breathtaking nje “
She placed her hands on her waist and laughed , I took
few pics of her.
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.

Mpume ****
After talking for almost an hour on the phone with Thabo
I decided to confront him about the mistress who
answered his phone , because clearly he had no clue
about it
“ what did she say? “ those were his exact words and “
what did you say ?“ he was so keen to know , could it be
that he was hiding something ? because there was a
sound of relief , when I told him “ your girl dropped call
on me “ . “who was she by the way ? “ I asked , fishing for
answers “ some girl I work with , I’m sorry she dropped
the call on you “
Me : “ why she never gave you my massage? “
Him : “ don’t worry yourself love , I will talk to her about
that “
Me : “ oooh “
Him : “ let me finish typing this documents so that I can
make time for you “
Me : “ if you say so , “
correct me if I’m wrong , that just showed that his hiding
something , and being an idiot that I am I did not ask him
anything further while , Zoe and Langa on the other hand
they were so happy I wanted to cry I was not jealous
trust me when I say that but I wanted that kinda love
Portia :” I want that too “
I don’t know where she came from but I guess I’m not
the only one that just want fairytale love
Portia :” Zoe is so lucky ,”
I nodded and we were looking at them they were talking
and giggling touching wow I miss that too
Portia : “ whatsapp with you , after your phone call you
just became I don’t know.... kinda ... off ”
Me : “I’m just lost , I wish I knew what to do , Thabo is
different from all the guys I dated he is matured and
sometimes I feel like, I’m too young and naïve that I
forget that he is a man, its like I am under his spell he
know how to control me and make me forget my
insecurities “
She looked down and I can tell that she was thinking
about her screwed up relationship
Me : “ why did you stay so long with him ? “
Her: “why wouldn’t I? , look at him , I thought by coming
hear I can get closure , I love Zweli but I was ready to let
him go , let us go , I leave under his shadow , he is my 1st
love and I only know him , I gave my all just to claim him ,
he loves me but there is just no way I will ever complete
him. “
Me : “ sounds like you got it bad “
Her : “ you have no clue , maybe it sex , he is a stallion
after all in bed , he makes me so weak just looking at him
makes me so horny “
I laughed and places my had to covered my face
Her : “ make up sex are always the best” she half smiled
,looking at her man
Me : “ no don’t you dare give in , “
Her : “I really need him to make me scream , “ zoe
walked towards us
Zoe : “ it must be the wine talking , we talked about this
nje , you going to take this one step at time , let him
show you that you special “
Me : “ am I missing something la, u back together ? “
Trying to get answers from Portia
Her : “we working , things out “
Me : “no...! no...! ways , after what he has done “
Her : “ inhliziyo ayiphakelwa love , I need a refill , “
She walked away
Zoe: “ and you , whats app , did you talk to Thabo “
Me : “yes and as I said, the women was nobody , just a
girl he works with “
Zoe : “ was he that convincing ? “
Me : “Zoe please ,Thabo is good to me , any way I have to
go home its getting late and this party is no fun when you
not drinking I see “
she looked at me
Zoe : “ so u have a problem with drinking people now “
me : “ not at all luv im just tired and need to slip , I have
to attend church tomorrow “
I lied to her I can not tell her that my man is also bossing
me around now , he told me to go home before 10h00 “
there is no need to be in place where they are guys that
are drinking , you better be in bed when I call you love “
he is just to over protective over me .

We don’t lose friends we just learn who the real ones are

22

2 months later ~~~~

Finally last day of school and Hello holidays , exams were
like breeze and I know I did well , I was not mixing school
with pleasure Langa and I we were on the long distance
relation because he left for JHB ,we talked everyday
though, Skype and chart a lot , but he was never a
destruction to my school work ,infect he encouraged me
and was very supportive even helped me with my
assignment . environment at home was very fun
especially since my aunt was dating , yes Keven is the
man , can you believe it , Zweli is so against there
relationship for what? I don’t know because Anti is so
happy , and I’m happy that she found love .
Trey’s dreams were now getting worse and he was not
even coming to school , I helped him with school work he
was battling , I just hope he passed this term , poor
thing even has fits , blackout and sleep walking , Pam his
sister is stressed out and they have tried everything from
therapy to hospitalizing him and now they will have to
see a traditional healer to intervene .
Bythe way did I tell you that all along Sbu is by pam side ,
he was half crazy when she sow Pam arrived at my house
to pick up Trey on my lobolo day ,
~~~flash back ~~~
Pam : “hay Zoe , congratulation , “she hugged me she
meet me by the gate after I walked dramatic Mpume
home
Me : “thank you , don’t kill me sis but Trey is kind of
passed out... too much to drink “
Pam : “ I will kill him not you ,bride to be “
The minute the boys saw her Sbu stood up and walked to
her
Sbu : “Nkosazana , is it really you ?
Pam : “Do I know you? “
Sbu: “Guys its her in the flash , ooh thank you Jesus ... ,
my Mystery cop lady , who gave me a ticket for speeding
, and a fine for asking for her number stating that I’m
seducing a law officer “
Everybody laughed
~~~End of Flashback ~~~
Since then he is always with Pam he is still in the friend
Zone , Pam told him that she has got a lot on her plate
okwamanje , to be in relationship with him it will just be
too chaotic for her , Sbu understood and was willing to
give her all the time she needed , and he will wait for her
, talk about real love so cute right .
I on the other hand i forgave Sindy and I still don’t know
what Cause her to be “ miss horny pot “ but she told me
she is a work in progress and she is picking up her life
one day at a time , while everyone was fussing about
Trey and his hallucination , Mpume avoided us like crazy
I tried reaching out but she told me Thabo does not want
this or that , yoo and she needed to focus on school and
church because that what Thabo wanted , I just washed
my hands and gave her space , yoo talk about a person
who wants to be loved so much that she lost her self in
the process, I wish I had time to nurse her , but family
drama was just getting started who knew that Portia will
be one of does cray girlfriends who actually beat up any
girl that looked Zweli way , yoo my brother got it bad ,
its funny to watch kodwa.
Since it was the last day of school, we were given half day
, I walked to mpume class to ask her if we can leave
together and maybe visit Trey and check how he was
doing
Me :” why the long face “
Her : “you will not like what I have to say “
I folded my arms and looked at her because lately she
was revolving around Thabo’s shadow and I just wanted
to smack the reality on her , and to top it off girl kips
blaming the age difference that she need to be
subordinate to the guy , HALLO I’m also dating an older
guy but he is not in control of my life .
Me : “Talk I’m listening “
Her :” i do not want to go ahead with my birthday party ,
it's more of ceremony than a birthday after all “
I folded my arms and gave her the “why now “ look
Her : “uma is turning this thing into an extravagant thing ,
and mind you that I still have to walk with my breast and
showing my ass in public “
Me : “you never had a problem with that before , ukuba
intombi , was your pride and joy , what changed ?“
Her :” i'm too old for this now and its not lady like “|
I popped my eyes at her
Me: “ ini ? “
Her : “it's like I’m parading my body for everyone to see ,
and July will be so cold to walk around half naked , think
about it ? “
I clapped once and looked at her in disbelief ,
Me : “let me guess , this new attitude it has to do with
Thabo right ?”
Her eye started avoiding mines , ow my god! I could not
stand this any more
Me :”listen hear!, this is the last birthday that you will
spend with your mother and family , next year its varsity
,and soon you will be leaving your own life with ought
thinking of visiting your mom , just this one thing that
your mother wants to do for you to show how proud of
the women you have become , you going to take advice
from a man , really Mpume , get out of this bubble and
leave your life you not leaving for Thabo !!”
She stood up and folded her arms
Her : “I’m not doing this because he said so ( she was
mad now ) ,you have no right to speak about him like
this, and for your information I am my own person , why
do you hate him so much ??, are you jealous? because
your man is across the country while I spend my days and
night with my man "
Habe this shit just got ugly ,
Me : “are u even hearing yourself ? you know what I
don’t even know why I bother because you don’t need
my advice , you only listening to one person this days , im
probably the “ not good enough friend for u since I
almost became a teen mom”
She looked down , “ is that what his feeding you , listen
I’m sorry to care and to show that ,I need you as a friend
even when you have shown that you want nothing to do
with me “
Her : “that not true !!, im sorry Zoe didn't mean too ... “
Me :”but sisi it is , you need to make you man happy and
obey him right , so QHUBEKA SISI “
I clicked my tongue and walked out got in my car and I
was driving to Trey’s flat , I was so angry and to think
that Mpume has not even visited him since he started
becoming sick , fuck what a friend.

“Just because you’re breathing, doesn’t mean you’re

alive.” Tablo

23

Mpume *****

I was looking outside the window the whole time, Thabo

wanted to take me shopping but I was not in the mood ,I
have enough clothes in his closet it like I leave with him ,
so we were driving to his place
Him : “are you going to tell me what’s wrong ? “
I did not look at him and just continued to look outside ,
Me : “I’m just tired I was writing my last paper today “
Him: “you know I can tell when you laying , “
I wish I can tell him what’s wrong but I was not sure any
more of what Zoe told me if it was true or not , am I that
really into Thabo that I forgot my self in the process
Him :” I don’t like your hair when its let loose let me see
your chubby chicks “
Me :” so you calling me fat now ? ? “
It came out a shout and he looked at me , we parked at
his house I jumped out and walked pass him ,he
followed me unlock the door and I got in , I went straight
to the bedroom I took off my uniform, and went to
shower, when I came out Thabo was on the bed on his
phone , he looked at me for a while and than back to his
phone
Him : “we need to talk about your attitude “
He said that with ought even looking at me
Him : “I told you that I will not tolerate you raising your
voice at me , if you want to act all childish do it with your
friends but never raise your voice at me “
I just stood there like a statue and was lost of words
Me : “but I didn't min too ... “
He cut me off
Him : “end of discussion baby , I ordered lunch dress up
and we can eat by the garden “
He stood up and did not even looking at me he was
typing on his phone.
when he left the room I just seat on the bed and
regretted not telling him what transpired between me
and Zoe he is my man after all and he deserves to know
when I’m not happy , he places a floral dress on the bed
but I did not fill like wearing it, it was too short and
Thabo won't stop touching me.
I took one of his short and t-shirt and put it on , I left my
hair loose and when I was about to exit the bedroom
took a hair band and held my hair up , I walked to the
garden, a table was seat with pizza and orange juice ,
Him : “finally “
I smiled at him, I looked at him and he raised his eyebrow
, he was no longer angry he was the sweet Thabo that I
fell in love with
Him : “what happened to the dress I bought for you ,
you don’t like it ?
Me : “I love it , but I like wearing your cloths “
Him : “you look good either way ,”
I took a slice and ate
Him : “so what’s got you all worked up ? “
I was having second thoughts now in telling him ,his look
is so intimidating and the last thing I need to do is upset
him , how can I begin to tell him that everybody think
that his controlling me , is my love for Thabo Blinding me
now, a my really losing myself , I lied to him which is
now becoming a common thing that I do to hide how I fill
,
Me : “I’m stressing about exams , I do not know if I did
well , “
Him :” it's still the 1st term luv , and you will work on it
can not be that bad , ( I was busy stuffing my face ) I’m
sorry to feed you Junk “
I down my food with my Juice , “ I don’t mind I’m tired of
eating rabbit food , I think we need to separate the food
we eat , “
Him :” why ? “
Me : “because I’m not into this healthy lifestyle you
currently on “
Him:” I see , I will not force you to do something you do
not like baby , “
I smiled at him ,
Him : “come hear ( I walked towards him seat on his lap
he brushed my face and kissed me he said I love you in
between the kisses , he depend his kiss while I was
holding his neck , he brushed my breast and squeezed
them and I felt him grow and I knew that I had to stop it
before he will ask me to go down on him , yes my mouth
has tasted him and he said that it's the only way that I
will remain a virgin because I tease him to much . he is
very big I’m so scared that he will paralyze me once we
have start sex.
Things we do for love .
.
.
.

Trey ****

I have been walking in this dense bushy field with no

sight of light or any one only my breathing was echoing ,
I heard a faint voice calling my name , “Mvelo
,Mbulelo..... woza mfana wami...... sesiseduzane “ I
looked around there was no person on sight of I was now
perspiring and short of breath and my feet were swollen ,
I have been walking the whole night and I could finally
see the light I was almost there I was anxious , I wanted
to run , but to my surprise when I reached the light my
feet were not touching the ground , the light was
blinding me, wait a minute I’m short of breath , it feels
like I’m drowning I’m sinking down , I open my eyes wide
open I’m underwater I panic but I drown even more I’m
almost out of breath I fill my body getting numb I shut
my eyes , I take my last breath , my body was shaking
really badly , I heard my sister voice calling me from are
far “ Trevor... Trevor ...don’t do this to me please “ she
was sobbing and that was enough to make my eyes shoot
open
Pam :”it was dream , it was all a dream “ she squeezed
me with a hug
She was sobbing in my shoulder and I was soaking wet I
can not take this any more I think death will be an easy
route for me now , I looked on my side and there seat
Zoe with a worry look ,
Me : “ makoti “ she smiled at me but I could still tell that
she wanted to cry , pam was holding my hands and
looking at me
Pam : “you ok ? she said it in a whisper “
I nodded
Me :” I just want to take a shower .”
I looked at my t-shirt I was drenched in sweat
The girls left my room once the door closed I placed my
hands on my face , God why is this happening to me and
why me , I looked at the floor as if an answer will appear
I went to the bathroom to take a shower , turned the tap
on, the minute the water came out I lost my breath it
was as if I was drowning again, I stumbled and fell down I
held my trough it was like I was choking a tear escaped
my eyes I wanted to scream for help but my voice could
not come out ,I overheard a voice from a distance , “
breath mfana wami , breath , THOLA LEBHUBESI breath “
I was able to breath slowly until I was able to breath
normally I sat in the shower floor while the water ,
washed away my tears.
.
.
.

Sindy ****

I was angry at life , at the situation that is happening in

my house , I wanted to cry ...scream, there was a voice in
my head that was pounding “ it all your fault u are
useless “
Screamed filled the room I cover my ears and I wish to
run away, it was a never ending storm , thunder blasted
on the walls , she only cry and pleaded for him to stop
but it fell on deaf ears , my sister walked out with tears
in her eyes I put a pillow over my head to block me from
hearing anything, but the walls are too thin , I could hear
her silent sobs and begging to stop "children are in the
house ", I clicked my tongue wore my track pans and a
hoodie put my sneakers on , took my phone and left ,
I walked pass Jabu outside rocking herself I did not have
it in me to say everything will be ok as I normally do
because I also lost my faith and those days are long gone
when I still had faith that the situation will change . I
walked outside and stood by the gate , dialed a number
on my phone , lucky for me he answered
Me : “ukuphi ,? “
There was noisy background , and I did not have time to
great and be all friendly that girl is long gone
Him :” I’m coming to get you “
Me:” I will be by the corner shop , don’t take too long ... “
I dropped the call and walked to the shop and with no
time he was there
I got in the car
Him : “my place or the party fist ? t “
Me :” I need something strong to drink first and you will
have me all night ,
He brushed my thighs and drove off , at list now I fill
something. The voices are gone I lay back in the car seat
and enjoyed the ride .

Unexpected moments that become your best or worse

memories”
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Langa ***
I was on a call with my mother and she was nagging me
to come and spend Easter holiday with the family back
home , I just wanted Zoe to come to JHB and we can
enjoy some quality time together , but noo my mom is
like she is my daughter too and I want to teach her how
to cook , apparently Zoe almost set the kitchen of fire
when she was helping my mom with dinner , it was one
on of those moment that we will never forget , my baby
really suck a cooking but she put in an effort , my family
is so found of her.
Mom :” I’m not taking no for an answer you know “
Me :” ok mom I will speak to Zoe”
Mom :” no need I have already spoke to her and she has
agreed. “
Me : “mom she is my girlfriend not ours “
Mom: “jealousy makes you ugly you know , any way I
have to go see you Thursday “
Me : “by mom “
I dropped the call ,
.
.
.
Zoe ****
To see Trey in that state really messed me up, he tried to
be strong but what ever that was haunting him was
killing him inside , I fill sorry for Pam she is stressed out ,
she was weeping in silent all the time , she has even
considering hiring a stay in nurse
“ Penny for your thought “
It was my Aunt she seat next to me in the couch ,
Me : “I feel so useless , I don’t know what to do “
Her :” baby Trevor will be ok , just have faith nana ,
sometimes we are not expected to do anything but pray
and have faith “
She held me close on a side hug
Me: “it's just not right he does not deserve this “
I did not even realise I was crying until my aunt wiped
tears from eyes
Her : “he is going to be ok , listen on Sunday will go to
church and pray for him ok . “
I looked at her , don't tell me you forgot
Her : “aish I forgot my sweet , so tell me about your in-
laws we never had the chance to have a one on one talk
after you came back “
Because you were humping Keven and you forgot about
me that why a thought crossed my mind , I rolled my
eyes and laughed
Her : “yini ? sine bonding session la “
I sat up and folded my legs and faced her , she had a new
hairstyle, bob cut weave with a blond highlights and her
make up was on point
Me : “wow you look beautiful “
She smiled . “ I know “ we laughed
Her : “so tell please “
Me : “ok , ok ... where do I start , Langa mom is so bubbly
she has no filter she speaks her mind which is totally
nerve racking at times and embarrassing like hell“
She giggled “ ohh that type” she responded
Me : “yes ne , anyway the rest of the family is ok, very
down to earth and Langa father has taught me how to
play chess , “
Her : “no ways !”
Me : “yes ways and his so intelligent yoo I feel dumb
around him I wish my father was more like him“
I just feel sad when I think about my relationship with
my father and how it ended
Her: “ don’t worry about that fools sisi , his time is
coming , comer is sweeter than revenge “
I just nodded ,
Her :” enough talking about idiot , so what is your father
in laws profession ? “
Me: “he own a huge sugarcane farm “
She dropped her jaw clapped once and stood up she
went to get two glass of wine and took a bottle of wine
and poured me a glass and hers , I gave her look , are you
right in the head right now when did we start drinking
together now ?
Me :” and this “
Her :” this is too interesting on a sober mind so drink , up
“
Me : “wait – hold up a minute , who are you? And what
did you do with my aunt ? “
Her : “well I could tell , but trust me the talk is no child
play “ she winked at me , yoo Keven what did you do to
my aunt
I looked at her like really Aunt , we giggled
Me :” you know you really need to get friends your own
age , I’m soon going to be someone’s wife and leave you
“
Her :”will cross that bridge when we get to it so talk ! you
married to a rich family? what does the brother do , he is
so yummy !! “
Me :” hayboo anti , ( we laughed ) he has a wife who is
too much of doll face , she is so fake nxa “
Her : “ so she’s too girly and you don’t have anything in
common right “
Me : “ nop its not that , we just don’t click I think she
doesn't like me “
Her :” no ways “
Me: “yes ways “
Her : “ you can never please them all sisi life is like that
some will hate you for no reason, just put you head up
and never allow another women to intimidate you “
We talked and giggle till the wine took us to lala land , my
aunt is so fun , love must be good to her that she decided
to let go and loosen up . THANK YOU KEVEN
.
.
.

Portia ****

I was cooking supper for me and Zweli who is forever not

at home , I can tell his into doggy business but he tries so
hard to hide it from me , the money he brings home says
otherwise. I decided to move in with him and yaa I watch
him like hawk , at list his behaving and not giving me no
doubts , I’m still attending school but it just that I travel a
lot now . Zweli insist I lean to drive because I wake up
early leave him slipping and take public transport to
school which I really do not mind at all , ow well i'll make
time to lean how to drive .
It was almost 20h00 and Zweli was not home , I was
tired and after eating I retired to bed , I was woken up
buy wet kisses and I felt his hand on my punana
He was behind me and I pushed him away, but his hands
had more access to my honey pot it felt so good that I let
out a moan. This days we fuck eat and slip , dick is good
but we don’t talk it like his body is with me but his mind
is miles away , he flip me over i looked into his eyes that
were red he was not himself something is wrong I
wanted to hold him and ask him what wrong but he was
already between my legs and inside me his stroke were
not the same , he was zoned out and he did not even
look me in the eyes, he grind on top of me , he was rough
and just wanted to devour me , I tried to hold him but he
pinned my hand on the bad , there was no kissing in
between he just did his thing , my body failed me I bust
of pleasure came down on me my body was tired and
only wish that he will come , I let him be he did his think
which felt like an hour and when he came I felt my v-j
walls cracking, he rolled over me took his robe and went
to balcony for a smoke, my body was shaking and weak ,
I wanted to weep , I wanted hold him ask him what
wrong , I looked at my browsed sore body, I stoop up
and my v-j was on fire there were drop blood in the
sheets I did not have the energy to change them now, I
was tired so I settled for babble bath fist with bath salt
and I soaked myself.

Don’t give up yet , life is never an easy road to walk on -

unknown

25

Mpume ****

“you look like you have seen a ghost , ? “ I was walking

to tray flat when I bumped into him seating by the
entrance of his flat he looked like he is about to meet his
maker I did not know the situation was this bad , I was
caught up in my own life, love life infect that I forgot
about my friends , he was seating by the stairway of his
flat , eating an orange . I wanted to embrace him with a
hug but I was afraid of how he will react
Me : “ trey why u never told me that you were seriously
sick I just thought it was just flue or something “
Him : “ sorry love I was too busy being sick that I forgot
to inform you, next time ok “
I felt bad for asking I just didn’t know what to say , he
looked different he face was scruffy and very untidy
compared to the Mr too clean he used to be
Him: “ can you just say something and stop steering , u
making me uncomfortable “
Me : “I’m sorry , for everything , for not being there for
you “
Him : “ I did just fine without you , I don't even know why
you are hear because you boyfriend said you must not
hang out with boys , what was the right word he used ,”
its not lady like “
Me : “Trevor please , don’t start not you also “
He laughed so hard that he started coughing , he sip his
water and looked at me
Me : “ are you ok ,” I seat next to him rubbed his back ,
he did not respond and looked away
Him: “ so how have you been ? “ he said in consent voice
very soft
Me : “ nothing much just school ,stressing me out “
Him : “ unamanga mpume , what’s really wrong with you
?“
I breath out loud and looked down , where do I start
Him : “ in the beginning because this thing has gone far
too long now “
Me : “ its complicated bro and I’m just lost “
Him : “ last time I checked you had a voice ,and you were
not shy to use it , what happened too you ? “
I was lost of words and did not know where to start I just
placed my heard on Trevor shoulder and we just seat
there lost in our own thought ,
.
.
.
Sindy *****

I was in the bathroom running a hot bath for my mother

another day of Dad episode where he beat my mom to a
pulp just because he can, I lost my tears long time ago
and I did not have the strength to talk to her and ask her
to leave this man or else she will leave in a coffin , the
water temperature was ok I went to her room , I did not
say a word , I looked at her she had a blue eye, split lip,
bruises all over her body I help her seat up I held her
arm and lifted her up she was crying in pain but I turned
a deaf ear I placed on the toilet seat, undress her silence
filled the room she was weeping I avoided eye contact
she was naked now she held my hand forcing me to stop
and look at her , she looked tired warned out old and
very sickly
“ sindy my child please talk to me , “ I lifted her up from
the seat and placed her on the bathtub I sponged bath
her, once done I dried her , helped her to her room
lotioned her and dressed her, I was about to walk out
when she called my name“ silence and bitter heart my
child will destroy you , please don’t allow it to eat you up
, talk to someone anyone “ I looked at her , “ and say
what ma , that there is not a week that pass by without
my father beating you up , the fact that you not willing to
go to hospital because the DR will report domestic abuse
in this house , and you afraid to leave because he will kill
you “
I walked out and went to the kitchen to prepare food for
her , tears fell from my eyes and I cared less I just let
them run I was busy chopping when suddenly my phone
started buzzing , I ignored it , but it continued to ring I
answered very annoyed after looking at collar Id
Me : “ what ? “
Him : “ we need to talk “
Me : “I’m busy, I will call you when I’m free “
Him : “ok I will just have to wait for you outside till you
fee ,”
I dropped the call , continued to cook, once I was done I
dished up for my mother and took her food to her
Me : “you need to eat so I can give you medication to
ease the pain “
She nodded, I took her clothes that were stained with
blood and throw them in the bin , maybe once she
realise that her closet is left with nothing she will know
that the beating has left her with nothing to wear , I
looked outside my window fuck this idiot is still outside , I
dragged my feet and walked out , I knocked in the car
window he unlock the door I got in and we drove to his
place.
.
.
.

Zweli ***

I was driving meeting up with Keven in his house his call

this morning , instructed me to come over and it was
urgent , I clearly did not fill like it, i knew what this
meeting was about , I did not want to face my demons
and talk about what eating me inside and what if bump
into My aunt she is forever in his place and she can tell
that something is wrong with me , I can not face her right
now . she is really crazy about the guy and there is
nothing I can do about it , Keven reassure me that he is
not playing games with her but what the fuck am I
supposed to think , she is dating one of the ruthless man
I know . I finally arrived , I parked my car I knock and
walked in, he was in the lounge watching soccer ,
Him : “you took your time “
I seat on the other couch next to him and looked at him ,
Him : “since you not going to talk let me do the talking
then “
I slouched and looked at him
Him : “I know what happened on your last mission ,”
This was an uncomfortable topic for me I stood up
Hum :” HAY DON’T EVER WALK AWAY WHEN I'M
TALKING , SEAT THE FUCK DOWN ! “
I did as instructed i seat on the edge of the couch and
clinched my jaws
Him :” WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU ??”
He looked at me straight in the eye I almost shit my
myself
Me : “I’m still shocked and fucked up about all of this ,so
please dud cut me some slacks “
Him : “how is Bongani ? “
Me : “ he will survive , bullet brazed him we did not go to
the hospital he self medicated himself “
Him : “ and you ? “
Me : “ everything happened so bloody fast she was
about to call the cops, the guard wanted to play hero
next thing there are short fired , there was blood
everywhere and I did not know what to do I ... I”
I did not get the chance to finish I was weeping like a
baby, he man hugged me I just let it all out I have never
ever killed a person before, I may be thug , hijack , steal
, do robberies but I never take a life and that day I short
two people dead what does that make me now , I
managed to pull myself together but my heart was still
very heavy , I keep hearing the women screaming ,I was
losing my mind the nightmares were haunting me every
day .
Him : “ I don’t want you doing this anymore “
I looked at him , he stood up and came back with bottle
of Whiskey and glasses , I was still lost in my thoughts
how am I going to survive yes I have few savings but
money always run out , I only have matric how am I going
to support Portia
Me :” I can not quite no, maybe I just need a brake “
Him : “ you need help , killing is no child’s play mfana
wami , I have killed so many people but every time I do it
fills like my first time , to take a life you need to train
your mind to be mentally fit , shut down all emotions and
be mercy less be in dark place, and to get out of that
hole it takes years , I don’t want you to go trough that “
He was serious , he was talking about his personal
experience
Me : “how did you do it? I min how do you do it “
Him : “listen Ntwana , I promised Ntombi that I will keep
you away from trouble I intend to do that so you need a
break from all this madness we call hustling , focus on
your girl , take her out and stop treating her so badly ,”
Me :” wait a minute how do you know this “
Him :” I have a hunch , come lets play pool so I can tell
you about my days when I was running the street “
Me : “I fill a lecture coming ? “
He chuckled no ways, “me lecture you , never . “ he was
mocking me
Me :” is my Aunt coming over today ? “
Him : “we not rabbits on hit , ( I chuckled this man is so
crazy , now I’m picturing my aunt humping him ) so no
she is not coming , she has a church thing this weekend
she claims she will be busy , this bab mfundisi is having
all the fun with my girl
I laughed ,
Me: “come on man his man of faith , “
Him : “his a man after all “
My mind was at ease when keven told me about his 1st
time he used a gun he was even younger than me , he
actually help me , I felt a lot lighter than I was , I’m still
nervures and shaken about my actions but in this
business it's always a wafa wafa job , if I did not pull the
trigger I might be behind bars or who knows ,maybe
dead. It good to say I will take it one day at a time

Sweetest taboo ... sade

26
Zoe ***
Langa fetched me home and we drove to his parent
house which was a long drive , I was not feeling ok I had a
massive hangover , I was a mass I just needed a good
nap, the drive to the Dlamini house was going to be long
anyway so why not.
I sent mpume and Sindy Massages “ hi , I’m out of town
can you please take time from your busy schedule and
check up on Trevor ,thanking you in advance “ I took a
nap after.
I opened my eyes and Langa was still driving
Me : “baby are we there yet ? “
He smiled at me looked at me in the rearview mirror ,
Him : “almost , are you ok you slept like forever”
me :“ I’m good now, I need to freshen up though “
Him: “ will take a pit stop once we close “
Me : “thank you love , so your mom said we going to her
house not the farm “
Him :” yap “
I looked at my phone , Trey always chat to me when his
feeling better so guess today is one of does day , I
wanted to video call him so I moved to the front seat like
jumping over infect , Langa just looked at me and shook
his heard
Me : “what ? “
Him :” you could have asked that I pull over “
Me : “what’s the fun in that , I put my feet on the
dashboard “
Him : “baby , I love this car stop abusing it “
Me : “you love the car more than me ? “
Him : “you know what I mean baby don’t pout “
I dialed Trevor’s number
He answered after 3 rings
Me : “ hay boo boo “
Trey : “nkosikazi , how are you my love ? “
Langa : “ HAYBOO!!”
Langa looked in the screen “ this is what you get up to
when I’m not around “ he then looked back on the road
Trey : “wena you are formal husband in the night and
I’m casual in the day “
We bust out and laughed
Me : “you crazy love . so how you doing ? “
Him : “I’m hanging in there, Sbu is taking me to that
traditional healer today “
He looked uncomfortable
Him :” Langa since you are Zulu boy what really happens
when you visit a traditional hiller house ? “
Langa laughed , “ hayboo why do you think I know “
Trey : “Let see ... ( he looked up pretending to think ) you
grew up in Zulu land”
He laughed again
Langa :” well expect to speak to snake , and they will cut
you with blade to remove bad blood , ask you to qhuma
...phalaza for days , so yaa as a Zulu man I know “
I dropped my jaw Trey look was priceless Langa laughed
so hard
Trey : “what the fuck ???”
Me :” baby you can not be for real , ?”
Trey : “you kidding right ??”
Langa : technically I’m not but depend in the nature of
you illness on what they will do to you "
I nudged him to stop , he was scaring the guy
Me : “do not think about backing out , not now boo you
need help , so place your fears aside and man up “
Trey : “I don’t think I can , that just too much voodoo
staff “
Langa :” stop being such a cheese boy and do it , Zoe tell
him about your cleansing ceremony “
I looked at him ,
Trey :” I know about that , she just took a bath in cow
dunk and smelled funny for days , that I can handle
We laughed again
Langa : “you see , it depend “
Trey : “you know what Langa , thank you and no thanks ,
guys I need to run , have safe trip and call me when you
arrive ok “
Me : “ok Trey I’m crossing fingers that all goes well “
Lang : “yes bro I hope so too , take care “
Me :” bye bye “
I dropped the call and looked at langa , “ how can you be
so min” , we were at the gus station now , and I had to
use the ladies .
Him : “but reality is that , I only had hora stories with
traditional healers that why I never go “
We walked out of the car he held my hand
Him : “ so it's really that worse now ? with Trey “
I nodded , “ he will be ok , maybe its is an African thing /
ritual that need to be done “ he held my hand tighter “
so get you fat ass clean up you look like a zombie , you
messing up my swag “
Me :” thathile thathile baby can not go back “ I kissed
him on his lips and walked to the ladies
.
.
.

Mpume ****

I was cooking when mom came in with huge smile on

face ,
Mom : “baby girl how are doing today “
I stopped what I was doing and looked at her ,
Me :” I’m good mom , what going on? “
Mom :it’s a surprise hush hush staff for now , so what are
u cooking
Me : “mince and spaghetti “
Mom : “white people’s food aish “
Me : “hayboo ma , u never had a problem with this kind
of food
Mom: “I’m craving Nandos
I just rolled my eyes , she open the fridge and poured
herself a glass of juice ,
Mom : “so are you going to buy me some ?”|
Me :” hayboo mom it almost 18h00”
Her : “I will ask uNkonzo to drive you there “
I looked at her and folded my arms
Me : “Unkonzo , the pastor's son I thought he is in
Canada or something“
Mom smiled , “ well his back and he asked about you , “
Me :” about me ? “
Mom :” he was your childhood friend nje , “
I was a bit taken back about this and I did not know what
to think , what game was my mom playing now , so this
upcoming Sunday he will bless us with worships and
praise ,
Me : “ he still sings ?
Mom : “ he never stopped , made a name for himself , he
is sound engineer “
I took out the plates , mom was taken by Nkonzo life and
she talked throughout supper about Nkonzo this Nkozo
that , good lord . I was washing dishes now when my
mom came to say good night handed me my phone
which was ringing
Her :who is hubby ?
I took my phone and placed it on my pocked it was still
ringing
Her : “ khuluma sisi “
Me :” it's just a friend mom . nothing more “
Her : “ Nompumelelo , you have grown to be a beautiful
women , but do not be fooled by boys , they will sell you
all fairytale stories that will never be true, just be careful
“
I nodded and just continued to wash the dishes
Her : “ finish up in hear we have a busy day tomorrow ,
its good Friday and we need to go to church prepare for
evening service “
I don’t want to go I have already made plans with Thabo
that I will be with him , how am I going to escape this I
need a plan as in soon.
Me : “ ok mom, “
She left and went to her room , I quickly dialed Thabo
Me : “ sorry mom was talking , I could answerer , how are
baby “
Him : “ I’m outside , lock up “
I popped my eyes , what ow my GOD ,
Him : baby I don’t have the whole night , come on stop
over thinking it
I nodded as if he can see me switched all the light ,
locked my room , and locked the house tiptoed outside ,
and I finally got in in his car he smiled at me attacked me
with a kiss ,
Him : breath baby loosen up "
What the hack is this guy on about , if my mom finds out
that I did not sleep at home she going to kill me , he
stated the car and drove off while I said a small prayer
.
.
.

Langa ****

We arrived at my parents house and yes we were

greeted with a worm welcome as always , we had supper
over light talk and after supper Zoe disappeared with
mom to the kitchen, I was left with Lubanzi and my Dad
we went to my Dad study to have a man talk , there
were drinking vodka and I drank juice , Lubanzi was
stressed out regarding a business proposal he was
offered , he wants to buy a piece of land but the owner is
saying that he will give him the land on one condition if
he takes his daughter a second wife , yes it's
complicated.
Dad : “you should consider it son , we need that land its
good for business “
Lubanzi : “ what will my wife say , we already having
problems and this will distro her “
Dad : “ she need to stop being spoiled brat and start
acting like a wife , I mean you have maids for everything
in that house what does she do? “
Me : “ GOLD DIGGER !! “
Lubanzi :” fuck you man you not helping “
Dad : “ langa is right, u need an independent women ,
this is 20th century , women work and are hands on ,
your wife only work on top of you if she wants to go on a
shopping spree , “
Lubanzi : “ come on Dad “
Me : “ you don’t even love her , what the fuck is she with
you for? “
Dad : “ trophy wife , with no brains “ we all laughed
Lubanzi : “ she is highly qualified in pleasing me “
Dad : “ but can't produce children , it like sucking on
sweet with no sugar where is the fun in that? “
My dad is so funny we laughed
Me : “guys on serious note what business are you talking
about ? “
Dad : “ you technician what would you know about land
business “
I continue to sip my drink I had no clue what they were
planning
Lubanzi :” when are you joining the family business ?”
He looked at me , I don’t know anything about farming ,
agriculture or to grow livestock “
Me :” I will need a lot of training ( I said it as in passing as
a joke )
Dad : “trust me I’m willing to help , besides you can use
your brains is in sugar cane factory I am planning to
resign soon “
I choked on my drink , like do what there really dada I
don’t know anything about running a BUSINESS ?
Dad : “you need to build a legacy for your family and I
will not allow you to work for anybody , I did not raise
you to kiss ass to get paid “
lubanzi just laughed
Me :” I understand dad, ( my phone beeped , message
from Zoe ~~ this bed is so cold without you when are you
coming to bed ~~ I smiled to myself I finished my drink
stood up
Me : “Dad will finish this conversation tomorrow I got to
go “
Lubanzi :” budy call “ he laughed
Me :” hay at least I’m getting some and wena ??“
They laughed at me and I made my way to the bed room
, I actually jogged up the stairs , when I got in I just went
wow , I can not believe my eyes good lord she way laying
in bed with a black lingerie on , I dropped my jaw and
she smiled
Her : “do you like “
I nodded like a retard
Her: “do you want ?” she touched her body and that
alone drive me crazy , I took off my shoes made my way
towards the bed
Her : “ not to fast , take off your clothes “ I was rushing
Her : “ what’s the rush , I’m not going anywhere “
Me :” I want it , so badly “ she giggle I was only left with
my briefs I
got on top of the bad she looked like an exotic forbidden
fruit her hair was let loose her body was glowing her
small breast push up to a small cleavage , she smelled of
peaches and vanilla or is it Sinnamon .
Her : “so you want a taste? “ my eyes were glued on her
body my hands wanted to rub her body but was in shock
lust was building inside , I finally gave in , I tried to pull
her close to me but she slapped my had I like where this
is going , she got on top of me , she kissed me with so
much fire I responded , my hands were on her exposed
ass it is so firm and plump I spanked her and she giggled
fuck this I’m going to rip her apart
she was on top of me I flip her over I was on top now I
dived in her mouth my hands trace her body she is
getting a bit thick and I like it I went to her punana I
rubbed it and she moaned now I got her where I want
her , I looked at her eyes were now so tiny
Me :” I want to capture you in this so don’t move i took
my phone snapped short her wow she looked beautiful ,
she did the unexpected and slowly took off her lingerie
and that when my pinas felt like exploding , I did not
wait for her to finish , she was seducing me and she like
the way I was so weak , I dived back in the bad and took
it off and she was wet and ready , I can never get on how
good she feels I wanted to please her making love to her,
Zoe always feel like haven i wanted her to speak in
tongues , my trust were slow and sensual she bit her
lower lip she was enjoying me , “ haaaa bby .. mmmmh “
her moans were soft I kissed her neck she spread her
legs even more she wants me to go dip in her. We made
love over and over till our body can not take it anymore ,
we took a bubble bath together she was sitting between
my legs , her head was on my chest , I was playing with
her hair and she was feeling a bit drowsy now and water
was getting cold I lifted her up bridal style dried her and
tucked her under the covers
Her : “thank you baby ,” she said in her sleep , I kissed
her forehead , she mumbled I love you and lite were off

When you think you find the one you to believe he is the
one ... but is he ?

27

Sindy ***

I woke up looked at the alarm clock it was 5 in the

morning I slowly untangle my self from the arms of the
man next to me , he grabbed me close to him
Me : “I have to go “
He did not say anything but continued to caudle me,
after few minutes of silence , he broke the silence
Him : “can you stay for breakfast please “
I wanted to go but my heart wanted to stay , if you asked
me a month back if I will ever fall in love I would have
laughed on your face , I refusing to allow my heart to be
weak to love to trust , I am emotionally unfit to love , I
can not allow my heart to fill this way , I want to run and
hide
Him : “sindy please don’t do this “
I was having a panic attack my heart was beating fast , he
woke up and seat up held me and gave me an embrace
It felt so good but I did not want his affection.
To put your mind at ease let me tell you about my
mystery man , it Menzi , yes I know the school fuck boy ,
it was not my intention to be with him I just wanted use
him , I wanted to fill something besides the pain Enduring
at home , but now things are getting too complicated the
guy is catching filings and its no longer sex and go and no
strings attached
Him : “you know that I’m not planning in hurting you “
I felt like sobbing in his arm, I was wearing his T-shirt and
an underwear , we did not have sex yesterday but talked
, I wanted to walk out and leave him , but he locked the
door ,
Me : “Menzi it was not suppose to be like this , there was
not suppose to be an us, why you catching feeling now “
I was still buried in his chest and he was brushing my
back ,
Him : “I did not plan this also , I fell in love and I can not
control this , I want you and no one else , I can not keep
on having sex with ought any mining , let me love you
please and allow me to help you overcome whatever you
going trough “
I let go of him looked him in his eyes , fuck his so
gorgeous he licked his lip and i just became wet , i looked
away trying to suppress my dirty thoughts but he can see
trough me
Him :” look I want this so bad ‘” he brushed my thighs
and his hands travelled under his t-shirt to cup my breast
I came close to him I wanted to kiss him so badly , he
stopped me
Him : “but I want this more “ he places his hand on my
chest and positioned it to my heart
Hum : “ give me this and you will have this , “ he packed
my lips and stood up
I throw my self on the bad dahm I want him so badly and
now he is playing hard to get , how can he resist me , he
came out from the bathroom with a pink toiletry bag
Him :” I bought this for you “
I lifted my head , I looked at him like what ?
Him :” since you spent most night in my room , I decided
to buy you toiletries I hope you not allergic to scented
stuff , I smiled at him it was so kind of him , wow
Him :” I would like to see that often , you have beautiful
smile “ he brushed my lips with his thumbs
Me :” you not playing fare “
Him :” I love you and I will do whatever it takes to show
you that “
He kissed my lips and held me close , I ran my hands on
his hair he moaned , good lord im falling for him
.
.

Zoe ****
I woke up very early and my tummy was rumbling , i
decided to wash my face and teeth , I put on my robe
and slippers and made my way to the kitchen , I turned
on the light and I almost fainted when I sow Lubanzi
seating on the kitchen counter with a packet of chips , I
held my chest in disbelief
Me : “why you seating in the dark , you scared me” he
laughed at me
Him :” I’m sorry , but i was too lazy to switch on the light
, besides the sun will come up any minute now , why you
up so early , I thought you will be dead asleep ,after the
whole night activities you had with Langa
I popped my eyes in disbelief
Him : “this walls are very thin you know “
Embarrassment creped in
Him : “ don’t worry about it we all adult here , so whats
up ? “
Me :” I want to make breakfast
He laughed so hard ,
Him : “for every one ? “he asked
I rolled my eyes at him “ ya “ I answered
Him :” since the last incident I decided to put the fire
fighter numbers on my speed dial “
I threw a napkin at him and he laughed
Me : “so you going to help me or ?
Him :”Nokuzola u found me here enjoying my peace in
the dark , u came and turn on the lights and now you
want me to help you , hayi mani “
I giggled , “ pretty please help , “ I begged him
Him :” ok ok , but you ow me for this “
I took out eggs, bacon , Vienna’s , mushroom , I was
attempting to make full English breakfast , I boiled water
for jungle outs , Lubanzi was busy chopping onions , he
may have that dark oura about him , but he such a softy ,
he is a joker and act weird but I enjoy his company
Me : “so where is your wife , what her name ? “
Him : “Nikiwe but you can call her Niky , ....she at my
house I think , probably lazing around “
me :“hayboo don’t say that “
him : “well that what she does this days , you know
when I met her she was ambitious and wanted to be
fashion designer , but now she only wearer's designer
clothes “
I took a glass of juice and seat on the kitchen counter
because Lubanzi was pushing me in the kitchen and
correcting me in everything that was doing , infect he
just went all chef on me so I decided to give him space to
do his thing
Me :” so its true that you considering on taking on
second wife “
He looked at me , he looked so cute with an apron on
Him :” when Langa is in between your thighs he tells you
everything ne “
I laughed and held my mouth this guy he is just like his
mom, no filter or what’s so ever
Langa walked in dragging his feet , I was laughing at
lubanzi who was just being a jerk , he came too me held
me close he kissed me and i allow him
Lubanzi : “fuck you two , yesterday I couldn't sleep with
you loud sex noise and now you do this “
I blushed that was a bit too much ,
Him : “I’m even surprise you can even walk zoe ?
Me : “lubanzi mani , stop it “
Langa stood in between my legs and turned to look at
lubanzi , who was almost done with preparing breakfast .
Langa is not much of a talker in the morning , which is
something I have learnt to understand
Lubanzi : “u look like hell bro , to much pussy got you all
moody in the morning”
Langa : at least I’m getting some , finish up here we
hungry brother makoti “ he turned his head and looked
at me , I was laughing at his statement , there was light
outside and the parents were going to wake up any
minute from now , so I jumped off the counter kissed
lubanzi on the cheek “ thank you for breakfast “
Lubanzi : “come on Zoe I don’t know where your mount
was ,” he wiped his cheek and Langa laughed following
me , I wanted to bath and change, When were walking
on the hall way on our way to our bedroom Langa was
behind me
Him: you getting thick baby and I like it " , he kissed my
neck and I closed my eyes this is going to be a long week
end I can not get enough of him,
Me : “come lets finish this in our room , “ he winked at
me and I had butterflies in my stomach ,
.
.
.

Ntombi ( Zoe Aunt )

I was woken up by wet kisses , I smiled to myself and

opened my eyes Keven is such a gorgeous man he was on
his track pants only and topless i admired his upper
torso his abs and tattoos on his chest , I ran my hands on
his chest and he smiled at me his hair was wet , I guess
he just took a shower ,
Him :” morning “
He kissed me and got under the cover I was naked and
my body was numb form all the love making we did last
night , I don’t know where he get the energy from but
her can sure make a girl weak ,
Me : “I need to get going , I said softly “
Him : “hayboo , so early ? “
Keven is bossy and very dominant , he likes to be in
control and I will never let my guard down because this
will min I’m subordinate towards him
Me :” your kids will be here any minute now , and I don’t
want it to be an uncomfortable situation “
Him : “you my girlfriend so ?” he covered us with a duvet
cover so know I was breathing his air and he looked into
my eyes ,
Me : “baby listen this is not the way you introduce kids to
your partner trust me I’m a women I know.”
Him : “that is why I want to make you the mother of my
last born”
Me: “we talked about this Keven”
Him : “don’t make me force you to get pregnant “ he
slide his hand between my legs
I giggle like a little girl , wow this relationship is going to
be the end off me
.
.

Mpume ***
I walked in my house, and luckily my mom did not notice
that was not home the whole night , I went to my room
and locked my room , I wanted to scream so loud I had
my fist fight with Thabo and things did not end well . He
was accusing me of flatting with his friends , for
goodness sake like what the hack . after he picked me up
, we went to his friends house there was a party and
everyone was dressed so classy and I felt like I did not fit
in , my insecurities took over so after some few "hi" and
introductions , I felt out of space while my man was busy
mingling I went outside to the pool area was joined by
some guy who was still under internship program at
Thabo firm, he looked familiar and told me we attended
the same church , he did most of the talking and we
heard few laughs and things got messy when Thabo walk
in on us and all hell broke loose ,I wanted to dig a hole
and bury myself, I became center of attention and the
man just humiliating me and the poor guy .
I ran out of the house I was so pissed , he came out and
dragged me to the car and continue to shout at me even
when we were at his house ,I could not take it any more I
finally let it all out
~~~~Flash back ~~~~~
Me :” who am I really to you , a trophy girlfriend that you
can wave around, just talking to guy and you think I’m
exchanging spits with him , who the fuck are you to
detect who must I must hang with or not
Him : “what did you say ??”
I was shouting and tears were poring in my eyes
Me :”I have no friends because of you, my mother can
not even trust me because of you , im bird in cage
because of you !!!!i have had enough of your controlling
tendencies ,you ,think you know what best for me , do
you even know who I am , because lately you tanning me
to be something I’m not !!!”
He looked at me with rage on his eye , at that point all
my fears were gone I expected anything to happen I did
not care less , I was fed up ,
Me : “did you even ask me if I wanted to go to your
stupid friends party , I was underdress and you did not
give a fuck you still held my hand , even when people
were eying me like I’m a love sick bimbo . you know what
Thabo I have head enough with you, I may be young and
naïve but you just a fuckin bully , you prey on young girl
to detect there lives , frankly you do not have a life , you
so consumed in your work that you became boring
He pooped his eye at me , ran his hand on his hair ,he
was pacing up and down , making me dizzy
Him : “I take you out to meet my friends and you busy
flatting with a sum guy , how does that look , like I’m a
fool !!!”
Me : “you are a bigger fool than I thought , that some guy
we attend the same church if you asked like a real human
being you would have know , your jealousy is destroying
me , I am not happy you don’t treat me like your equal ,
we in the relation ship together , his is not fuckin one
sided , I’m tired of your rules an controlling behavior , let
me leave my life and allow me to breath you too over
birring “
He came close to me pinned me on the wall, he tried to
kiss me I pushed him away , he was stronger than me he
grabbed me , he was hurting me now I wanted to cry but
I wanted to show him that ,I was not scared of him
ME :” GET OFF ME!!”
His hands held both of my hands together , and dragged
me to the dining table “ I creamed
Me : “get off me Thabo , you hurting me , he pinned me
on the table he was behind me he lifted my dress and I
felt him
Me : “ THABO NO ,I was weeping then but he did not
budge I tried to free my self from his grip but he was too
powerful , I prayed to god for this not happened , not like
this , he lifted my dress up he ripped my tong off,
My face was banning with tears , I felt him behind me no
... no ... no , he was breathing heavily on me I let him be I
was tired of crying he continued until he was done , his
Juices ran down my legs , he whispered in my ear “ I’m
sorry “ he moved away from me and he screamed which
frightened me even more noise came from the kitchen
when plates and cups were tossed on the floor , I sank
down and just cried , while he did the same on the other
room... what have i gotten my self into ...what kind of a
man that I have fallen in love with
~~~End of flash back ~~~~~

When it rains it pores

28

Trevor ****

I still can not believe that i went to a sangoma yesterday I

was still trying to digest everything she told me , Makhosi
Khumalo was a prophet ( mama uThandazi ) but also
used traditional medicine . The consultation room still
took me by huge surprise I loved everything about it ,
very earthly and modem yazi I even forgot that she was a
sangoma the way she talked and carried herself , I
looked at 2lt bottle with holy water that she prayed
upon and told me what was coursing this dreams and
everything else that was terrorizing me . I was still trying
to rep my head around it , it was Saturday morning ,
Pam was off today she was on good mood she has been
singing not stop, she knock and I told her to go away ,
she budged in anyway
Pam : “hay! we having breakfast with Sbu , want to join
us ? “
I looked at her like you joking right I don’t even feel like
waking up , she came inside my room open the blinds
and windows
Me : “what are you doing ? “
Pam : “waking you up “
Me : “dick must be good that u all cheerful this morning “
In a lightning speed She jumped into my bad and hit me
with a pillow , I was laughing
Me : “ok sis ,I’m sorry” I jumped off ran out the room
Sbu :” and then ? what up “ he stood up
Pam was running after me “ one of this days I will shoot
you “ she shouted at me
Me :” I’m sorry how , hayboo drama so early , hi sbu !, “ I
walked to the bathroom to do my hygiene process, I
came back there were already seated and eating , wow
pan cake , I dug in
Pam : “so did you have any of those dreams yesterday ? “
I had food on my mouth so I shook my head , I swallowed
my food , they were looking for explanation than just a
nod or shake
Sbu :” so what went down bro ? “
It's so strange that I get along with a guy whose
intention is to get in my sister pants , I laughed at that
taught
Me : “well the holy water will help me sleep and
suppress the dreams so I will be good for a while “
yesterday was of those days that I slept like a baby , but
there is still a lot to do
Pam : “what ? so it not going to stop them completely? “
Me : “well I have a calling pam , and I need to speak to
my ancestors to show me way / guide me understand
there massage “
Pam : “what ? but that can not be possible , our parents
did not believe in such stuff “
Me : “I know that why now our grandma , my father's
mom , is mad and she wants things to be done , the right
way “
Pam :” I’m not going to waist money in such madness “
she drank her tea
Me :” you see that’s the reason why I did not want you to
go inside the consultation room with you “ I stood up ,
she was acting all melodramatic for what god knows , its
my life that is messed up , I’m paying for my parents
sins, pam stood up also “
Pam:” don’t tell me u seriously considering doing this ? “
She folded her hands and looked at me ,
Me :” I am pam “
She clapped once and looked away ,” I don’t believe this ,
you are snob , what do you know African stuff , you act
and talk so white this is not for you “ she claimed
Me : “ so Il rather be sick and most probably die because
this not for me , I’m willing to learn and understand my
roots , you have no idea what I have been through , I
almost lost my mind , I was even suicidal because I just
could not take it any more .”
Pam : “don’t talk like that Trey you know we were on this
together “
Me : “than allow me to do this , you sow how I was like “
Pam : “but trey ... there must be other ways “
Me : “no buts , I will lean and I will allow myself to find
closure with my parents passing , my dad had a gift but
when he married mom he ignored his calling , his death
was not an accident ..... “ aish I was not suppose to say
that
Pam : “what ? ? “
Me : “ yes , let me get closure please ... and let me find
out what happened , “
Pam looked defeated , she set down Sbu went to her and
brushed her back , I went to her and kneeled in front of
her
Me : “I’m still trying to make up for everything , and it's
so overwhelming , I'm shit scared to shake the graves of
the dead but , but it my calling , my responsibility so
don’t worry yourself sis , I can handle this “
She did not say anything but hugged me so much that I
felt our spirit connecting ,
Pam : “I don’t want to lose you , you all ,I have left “
Me : “you wont I promise “
.
.
.

Sindy *****
Mom was getting better and I was happy to see her smile
, my dad never returned back home after the last
beating , my mother is convinced that he is away with
work , I just wish that his laying in a dish somewhere
dead , Jabu was not home , every holiday Jabu visits my
aunt for the holiday , my aunt always insist that she visit
because she know the environment in this house and
since my mom asked her to mind her business she has
done just that , but take Jabu every holiday.
We were seating outside she wanted to seat outside and
enjoy the warmth of the sun , her bruises were fading
slowly
Her : “I’m thinking of looking for job , going back to work
“
She is a qualified nurse , but stopped working when Jabu
was born , things never became the same between her
and my father
Me : “hayboo ma , where does this come from now? “
Mom :” you know it pains me to look at my girls see me
going through this pain , I should at least try and be a
better mother to you “
Me : “ wow you notice ma “ i said and rolled my eyes
Mom : “ don’t be like that , recovery and healing doesn't
come overnight , it’s a process . “
Me : “ so you going to divorce your husband ? “
Mom : “his still your father you do not have any right to
talk about him in that manner “
i stopped what I was doing and looked at her ,
Me : “ I love you mom , and I this has to stop , we can not
keep walking on eggshells due to your abusive man anger
and rage . “
She responded but I was not paying attention to her,
Menzi was busy texting me , took my phone and went
inside the house
him :” I miss you “
me : “ no ways I was with you the whole morning “
him: ”I’m going half crazy thinking about you “
I blushed like what just happened
Him :” can I take you out today ? “
Me :” I don’t know ,about that “
Him : “ I will be there in an 1 hrs time , I will make you
know “
Me : “ what ? “
Him : “ I love you “
Me :”Menzi – angry emoji “
He went offline , I was not sure about us dating ,
I had no clue on what to wear , I was in the my room my
cloths were scattered everywhere , mom came in and
looked at me
Mom : “date ? “
Me : “I don’t know what to call it ,”
Mom : “if it a boy that is taking you out than its date “
Me : “mom ... “ I was always open with mom and she
told me everything I need to know about the birds and
the bees , so I was comfortable in talking about
relationship to her
Me : “help me please , I pointed at some outfit I wanted
to wear , she shook her head and walk to my closet took
out high waist black denim short , with pink crop top and
black sneakers
Mom : “I see young star wearing denim jacket even when
it blazing hot outside , I guess put one also “
I laughed at her , i took quick shower and dressed up I
looked really pretty , and now I was second guessing if I
want to go ,Menzi dropped me an sms “ I’m outside “ i
kissed mom , “ be good and stay away from trouble , lock
the house and don’t allow that beast inside if he ever
comes back “ I said to my mom , she laughed at me I
walked out and Menzi was standing outside his car , he
had a red cap on with red sneakers ,navy blue shorts with
white t-shirt , he looked hot , he is so yellow you could
swear his an albino , he smiled at me when he show me
approaching , I stood in front of him ,
Him :” hi , “he said with his husky voice
Me : “hi” , I looked away now this is awkward
Him :” shall we ?”
I just nodded ,I got in the car and he smiled at me he
faced my direction and looked at me
Him : “ fresh start and clean slate ? “
I smiled at him and just nodded , I’m lost of words I’m so
weak I can't even keep eye contact , what happening to
me , come on I have been fucking this guy for a month
and he never intimidated me , now i'm all shy and smiley
what going on with me .
.
.
.

Portia ****
“ All you do if fuck and fuck really Zoe , i'm trying to talk
to you Hallo ?” I was on call with Zoe who was busy
giggling and I could tell she was in langas company
Her : “ he is gone now , he has left the room ( giggles ) .
and for you information we were not , just chilling “
Me :” yah right , don’t even think of making me an aunt
I’m too pretty and young for that “
Her : no ways , I’m not going down that road any day
soon I have learned my lesson so I’m on 3 year
contraception “
Me:” good girl , so listen when you coming back ? “
Her : “ahhh ... after holidays “
Me :” come on Zoe I’m dead board hear “
Her : “ and zweli ? “
Me : “ his no fun this days , he even denied that I go
home to visit for the holidays , can you believe that ? “
her : “you made him clingy to you , so I’m not going to
say nothing in that matter . “
me: “ he is not even drinking , yoo we went clubbing the
other day and he was more of bodyguard than my
boyfriend ,I don’t even want to mention sex , its like his
there doing it but his mind is somewhere else “
her : “what? “
Me : “ we just fight all the time “
her : “ because your relationship is about sex , if that is
not working out will you ever work out ? “
me:” what do you min Zoe ? “
her : “ I’m thinking that you need to find a way to work in
your relationship without including sex at all , try and
figure out you relationship in a more personal level , you
know you need to see what you have in common not
just humping each other , why do you love him beside
the way his dick moves inside you ? “
me : “ I never thought of it that way ? “
her :” I know because , you just give him whatever he
wants even thought he never meets your need?”
me : “ that deep bro , no I never thought of it that way ,
but I get you “
her : “so don’t overthink it , just do it if you feel like it will
make you two work “
me : “ I get you , sis , and thank you , wow you one wise
chick “
her : “ that why I’m somebody wife and you still dating
my brother ?”
me “ nxa shut up , uyapahapha ! “
we laughed and we said our goodbyes and dropped call ,
I seat on the bed thinking about what Zoe said to me and
I realized that I need space from Zweli I need to do me ,
yes I love him but we have different views about life and
most possible about love , staying with him made me see
another side of him , his moody and not that much of
talker , he also loves his place clean , we once had a fight
that I must fold his clothes in a satin way , and I must not
cook this and that , I need to tidy up constantly , he is just
too much to handle , I went to the closet took out my
traveling bag and packed my clothes
“uyaphi”
I did not look up , but continued to pack , his cologne
filled the room and made me second guess what I was
doing I wanted to look at him but I knew that he will
convince me to stay , he has this hold over me that I can
not describe
Zweli :” Portia , I’m talking to you “
Me : “I’m just visiting my parents “
Him : “we talked about this nje ? “
Me :” I know, but they keep calling and asking me when
am I visiting , you know how my big brother is”
I lied I know that he can never say no to me leaving when
I mention my big brother’s name “
Him :”ooh ok , so how long will you be gone ?
Me: “a week or two , I don’t know”
Him : “and school ? “
I zipped my bag and went to the bathroom to take my
toiletries
Me : “I’m not leaving the country Zweli i'm just going
home , why so many questions ?”
He looked at me and then went out to stand by the
balcony took out his cigarette and smoked , I breath out
with relief that we did not argue about this ,
.
.
.

Mpume ****

“Mpume we need to go to church “, mom was knocking

at my door, I ignored her and continued slipping , I did
not feel like talking to her or anyone I was lost in my own
thought that consumed me like crazy , I hated my life the
way I rejected everyone's advice I received ,there were
right and I was a fool , a fool to believe Thabo is Mr right ,
I wanted fairytale relationship so much that I overlooked
every bad signs that Thabo showed me , I was reliving the
seen over and over again how can he be so cruel so
heartless , I hate my self more than I hate him , I’m such
an idiot , “ Nompumelelo I will break this door ,if you
refuse to open “ another banging on the door , I jumped
off the bed and unlock my door
Me : “mom im not feeling well please go with ought me “
Mom :” ubukhala ? , what's wrong ? “
Me :” just coming down with something, nothing to
worry about “
She looked at me with worry for long time , I wanted to
breakdown and cry but I could not, she will ask me
questions that I can never answer , i blinked my tears
away
Mom :” I made you favorite breakfast , it's in the oven “
I nodded , I walked pass her to the bathroom , I took a
stimmy shower , I was still down and I did not want to
blame myself anymore I have cried so much and I was
not going to allow this to put me down , I remembered
Zoes words “ I don’t even know you at all “ kanti what
have i become ? who am I , I needed her to remind me ,
I needed my friend that has always told me the truth and
never sugar coat anything , I did not realize that I was
calling her number I just heard a voice saying “hello “, I
was numb at first
Zoe : “talk to me mge , I can fill you hurting “
I did not have to say a word to her and she already felt
my pain , I sniffed and she breath out loud
Zoe :” I swear if that bastard hurt you I will chop his balls
,
She sounded very upset and who would not be I was
caught up in Thabo bubble and did not even realize the
scars that he was giving me
Me : “tell me what would you do , if you were me right
now ?”
her : “use your brains , think ahead not short term , think
about the future your future , love yourself and break the
shell of heartbreak be bold and kill them with kindness ,
no grudges
We said together “ it will leave you with wrinkles and
grey hair “ we laughed on that statement
Me : “thank you “
Her :” no worries love. “
Me : “will talk later ok , “
We said our goodbyes and we dropped call , she was
having fun , the noise in the background was evident , I
smiled and I was happy for Zoe and happy to have my life
back , I put on my leggings and baggy top , let my hair
loose took my bag and left , it time I take charge of my
life .
The twisted road called life

29

Mpume ***

The drive was short and when I stepped in the nerves hit
me so much , I walked towards the front desk
Me :” hallo “
Lady in front desk looked at me with a smiled , I wanted
to smile back but my face was not responding
Lady : “hi! how may I help you ?“
Me :” may I see Dr Moola please “
Lady :” do you have an appointment miss ?”
Me :” unfortunately not “
Lady : “ok no problem she currently with a patient right
now but I can squeeze you in the minute that client steps
out “
Me : “thank you “
She pointed a seat and I seat down and waited for my
turn , after 30 minutes patient came out and I was
advised to walk in to the Dr room ,Dr Moola greeted me
with a smile as always , she was mid age Indian lady ,
with few strands of grey heir. She forever bubble and she
has a smile that will make you forget all your troubles
and enjoy life
Dr : “hay how are you doing? you so grown up Mpume
?”
Obviously I’m not doing ok , since I’m here in your office ,
what kind of a question is that , I looked at her with fake
smile plastered on my face
Me : “I hope I’m ok “ honestly I was hoping I was ok
Dr : “so how may I help “
Me :” I need to do some test “
She nodded and jotted my query on her notepad
Me : “I think I might have lost my virginity and I might be
pregnant because protection was not used , I don’t know
about STI/HIV , but I need to know everything “
She lifted her head and looked at me confused
Dr : “why do you min you think ? “
Me :” I’m not sure, its so confusing I buried my face on
my hands “
Dr : “how did it happened ? “
I can not relive that moment not again not now, I pushed
my tears away but my face was red as a tomato by now
Me : “I don’t want to go into details right now Dr , but
everything does not seem normal , most people when
they lose their virginity they bleed “, she nodded , “ and
it an excruciating pain ,”she smiled and nodded again
Me : “non of does things happened to me “
Dr :” I see“
I looked down this was embarrassing , this Dr is a family
Dr and I’m coming up with this scandal of my sex life
Dr :” nothing to worry about love , I’m familiar with cases
like this , but I will need you to change into this , and lay
on the bed so I may exam you , “ she handed me a
hospital gown to wear , she gave me privacy, I undressed
and put on the gown, sat on he bad , minute later she
came back , and directed me to lie down ,I did as
instructed she looked inside me as in look into my Vj ,
once done she asked me to pea in a cup and lastly she
took some blood , I was advised to change and meet her
in her office , I was worried about the outcome . I
washed my hands and face and wiped it with paper
towel and looked at myself in the mirror I wish I
recognized the girl looking right back at me but nop I
don’t , I breath in and out and walked out she was
waiting for me in her office I seat down , and waited for
her feedback , she was busy writing something on her file
, once done she took her glasses off and looked at me ,
she did even give anything out , her expression was just
blank
Dr:” firstly you don’t have to worry about anything , all
the test I have run came back negative “
I pooped my eyes at her like what the fuck , are you for
real right know
Me :” I don’t understand “
She seat back and looked at me with smile on her face
Dr : “you not pregnant , you don’t have any STI’s , HIV
negative and lastly your flower is still un touched “
Me : “but , I thought ... I min he did something I Know
FELT IT “
Dr : “yes , but he was careful not to damage you , so I will
think that he was ether unexperienced or he did not
want to deflowerer you by intention , you are slightly
bruised that shows some activities did happened but
neither that you still pure ,
I did not know if I should be happy or cry , i was lost in
confusion ,
Dr :” tell me, did you do any of this willingly or were you
forced ? “
I guess my worry look gave me away , and I did not know
how to respond to that , he will report Thabo if I tell her
everything aish what now
Me : “its not what you think ... I min it can be... but its
just that I’m not clued up about this staff , so I just
assumed the worse “
She stood up , open he dispensary and took out some
pills
Dr : “I think , you need to educate yourself then , please
take this when you get home “
She handed me some pills , I thanked her and did not
even ask what the pills are for , I looked at her
Me : “please don’t tell my mom”
Dr :” its not my place sweetie “ I was about to walk out
and she called my name I turned and looked at her
Dr : “don’t stay in a relationship if you will be forced to
do activities that you not ready for , word of advised , It
will never end good “
I nodded and walked out .
.
.
.

Portia ***

I was at home and I must admit that I loved every minute

of it even though I have brothers that bully me to no
messy but I can never trade them for anything in this
world. I’m the last born and have an older brother Mpilo
( 27) who is an accountant and the twines xolani and
xolisa ( 23) who are life guards , Mpilo moved out when I
finished matric but he is forever at home it's like he still
leaves hear, mom was never a fan of the household
duties she always hired maids to cook , clean and take of
us , I don’t have a good relationship with her , we not
close at all, to me she is just a women who gave birth to
me , funny but I always look up to her even studying
nursing I was inspired by her because she is a nurse. Dad
walked in with my big brother Mpilo and made me come
back to earth with there loud voices
Dad :”hay baby”
Me: “hi guys “
Mpilo : “you cooking ? “
Me : “no! I’m just steering on an empty pot ,”
Dad laughed ,
Mpilo :” you see dad I told you this girl has no respect for
me “
Me :” hallo ! I’m not this girl, I’m you sister “
dad , : “ hhayi mani !! you two are going to make me old ,
Portia is your mom back ? “
me : “nop”
dad look change to sad look and he walked to his room
, Mpilo took an apple and came to pick in the pots on
what was cooking
Me : “what’s going on ? “
Him : “what? “
Me : “dad and mom , yesterday there were not even
talking to each other , what’s up? “
Mpilo : “I should not worry if I were you , about grown up
staff “
Me :” Mpilo come on tell me what’s going on “
He looked at the door before he responded
Mpilo : “hayboo when did you get time to care , u busy
gallivanting with that thug you call a boyfriend “
Me : “what ! what are you talking about ??, and you
know that I had school how was suppose to know what
was happening between mom and dad ? “
Mpilo : “what school , you leaving with that Msomi boy
busy playing happy family when thing are falling apart
with your own family “
Wow he knows I’m leaving with Zweli , but how ?
Mpilo :” I have my ways in knowing my family business ,
so what the fuck do you see in that guy , his an asshole
for goodness sake .
Me : “I’m not going to discourse my affairs with you , its
personal, and you have no right to speak so nutsy about
Zweli you don’t even know him “
Mpilo :”I know that his screwing you and every other slut
in Durban “
Me :” Mpilo stop it , dad will hear you “
Mpilo : “you better stop fucking that fuck boy “
Me :” I don’t answer to you !! “
Mpilo : “watch you mouth young lady , I will rearrange
him and you if you continue with this discussing affair”
Me : “Mpilo please “
Mpilo : “Mpilo please what, I’m not going to allow my
sister to waist her life on loser, so dump that piece of shit
and fuckin move out of his flat or I swear to got you will
regret it if you don’t “
He clicked his tongue and walked away
I just wanted peace but my brother I spitting fire what
just happened , and worse part of it he know that I’m
staying with zweli
.
.
.
Trevor ***

I took a long nap after breakfast and dahm I need my

sleep it's been a while since I slept like a baby and it felt
dahm good I woke up feeling refreshed like a new person
wow I needed that , I walked to the kitchen to get a glass
of juice but the house was getting a little bit two
crowded with love bird watching a movie and cuddling in
the sofa , I walked pass them and rolled my eyes inside
my head , I drank my juice and looked at them
Me : “Sbu when are u going back to your own place ? “
Him : “wow his back “
They laughed at me ,
Me : “like curiously bro you forever hear this days “
Pam :”come on , just shut it you spoiling our vibe “
Me : “yeh whatever love birds , listen im going out “
Pam :” ini ? “
Me : “I feel like third wheel , so I will go to the mall to
buy few staff”
Pam : “with whose money ?”
Me :” sbu money obviously , you broke “
Sbu : “aish this is extortion I tell you ,”
He took out his phone ,
Bep beep
Me : “my man ,”
R1500 into my account
Him : “buy yourself a good attitude “
I fist bump him and made my way to my room to change,
overheard pam say , “SBU this is not acceptable you
forever feeding him money he will never learn to be
independent , “ sbu responded “ but baby his been
through a lot this past month , let him enjoy himself “
pam “ you right , thank you , but don’t over do it ok , “
sbu “ I promise baby , besides this will give us time to
spend together “
And she began to giggle ok that was my que, I had to
leave , I called a cab on my way out, drive me to the mall
was quick since it was not far from my place , I wanted to
cut my hair but I kinda dig this dirty look , my hair was
not comped and looked like fro lock , I was walking to the
salon when suddenly this girl bumped me it was on
purpose because her friends were giggling like hyenas , I
frown and looked at her
Girl : “i'm sorry I was not looking where I going “ that
line does ,not work with me
She smiled at me which look a little bit to dirty for my
liking , I nodded and walked past her
Girl :” hay “
I looked at her direction , she was wearing a very short
tight denim dress I wonder how she manage to breath
under that , she had long red braids that were let loose ,
her eyelashes were thick and with fake eyebrows , I
didn’t say a word I just looked at her , I was not admiring
her oow hell no . but annoyed that she just stopped me
Girl : “I’m really sorry , she walked towards me ,I’m Cece
by the way “ she smiled at me
Me : “ok “ I continued with my walk , some girls are really
desperate , she stood there with her mouth open , I
guess I’m the first guy to ever turn her flatting tendencies
down , I went to the salon did my thing and when I was
at the counter about to pay
Voice : “small world , fancy meeting you hear “
I rolled my eyes , dam this girl is such an irritating tick ,
Girl : “By the way I did not get you name “
I looked at her direction she was with other two fake
bimbos standing next to her , this thing with girls and too
much makeup really makes me sick
Me : “I didn't give it that why “
Girl : “why you so rude ? “she Snapped at me
I smiled not because I was amused because I was dahm
irritated
Me : “why you so desperate for dick action , fuck off !“
I click my tongue and walked out I was hungry now so I
decided to go to steers , and to my surprise I sow a
familiar face , I placed my order and walked to there
table
Me : “well ...well!! what do we have here ?”
She jumped up and gave me a hug ,
Me : Yayaya cut the bull , it's not like you cared if I died
or lived
Sindi : “hawu mfethu you going to act like that now , you
know I was going trough staff also “
Me: “what ever!!! so you actually dating now ? “ I looked
at Menzi who was lost in Sindy eyes , “ no ways am I
sensing love here ? “
Sindy:” come on trey you just overreacting now “
Menzi :” is he now ? “
She blushed and looked away , what just happened
Me : “a month in a sick bed and people are falling in love
, yooo I missed out a lot “
Menzi : “aish mani Trevor You making Sindy
uncomfortable now “
I seat down I looked at the two
Me :” how did this happened ? when in fact ? “
Sindy : come on Trey , its long story for another day , and
you how you filling? "
I smiled at the two , they actually suited for each other ,
Me : “i'm alive and kicking , thank you for being there for
me “ I looked at sindy who wanted to cry I guess she
was replaying the state she saw me in when I was sick
“no need for that now I just want to celebrate life mfethu
, it true what they say life is too short “
I seat with them and we ate our lunch over light
conversation and laughter , Menzi is into Sindy like big
time and as much as he has a bad reputation of being a
fuck boy , I just hope he can change for her , and I can
see what Zoe meant when he said that , Menzi is just
down to earth guy , just hanging with bad crowd. I was
distracted by an SMS I received , “ please see me on
Monday , your ancestors have showed me something ,
Makhumalo “
Sindy : “hay what’s up? Bad news ?”
She pointed at my phone
Me :” I hope not ,” I faked a smile ,” anyways love birds I
need to go , hopefully will do this soon “
Menzi : “on one condition , you bring your girlfriend
along
I laughed , hugged sindy and fist bump Manzi , I took a
cab home and luckily for me I was home alone I went to
my room and steered at the sealing trying to figure out
what is this massage from abaphansi,

“We accept the love we think we deserve.”

― Stephen Chbosky
30

Mpume ***

I was in taxi going back home, my phone had thousands

of miss call from Thabo that I have ignored I decided to
just blocked his number , I was not ready to face him or
talk to him , I jumped off and walked home, his car was
packed outside my house , my heart skipped a beat ,
what the hack is he doing hear , I walked inside the
house and my mom was already back , probably to
change because they have a all night service today at
church. I could hear voices but I was not able to make up
what was the conversation about, I walked inside I
wanted to tip toe but the door made noise
“ mpume is that you baby “ mom said from the other
room , I did not respond , but walked inside his cologne
filled the room and my knees were wobble and when I
finally came to contact our eye met , I did not know I
should scream or cry
Mom :”hi sisi , I was so worried you did not even leave a
note of where you were “
Me : “I’m sorry mom , but I just went to see a friend “
Thabo face change and he looked at me with a slight
frown
Thabo : “Hi mpumi ,” he smiled “ I tried calling you but
your phone is off “ I just looked at him
Mom :” so rude of me , listen your friend came to see
you I told him to wait for you I hope you don’t mind “
I nodded and looked at my mom ,
Mom :” he tells me that you mat at church on the last
youth conference “
I looked at Thabo like what ? you really going to lie to my
mom , like these
I just nodded and faked a smile , I looked at the table
there was a glass of juice mom has really made him
comfortable , I wonder what other lie he told her
Mom : “any way kids I need to take my nap , we have an
all night service at church today , baby don’t forget to
cook “
She excused her self and went to her room , I clear the
table and did not say a word
Thabo: “baby we have to talk “
He said that very softly looking at the direction my mm
disappeared too , I did not respond but continued with
what I was doing , he held my hand I gave him a look that
don’t make mad
Him :” I’m sorry ,” her let go of my hand
I walked to the kitchens , and he followed me , placed
glass in the sink , I took out some vegies and started to
pill
Him :”you can not avoid me forever “
Me : “Thanbo leave me alone please “
Him : “sorry to disappoint you , that wont happened “
Me : “ufunanai kumina “
Him : “you know that ngiyakuthanda , and I’m sorry for
what I did , and we need to talk about this “
Me : “I have nothing to say to you , there is no love hear ,
you violated me “
Him :” I’m sorry , but I didn’t min too “
I stopped what I was doing and looked at him “ for what
?”
Him :” for everything , I know I have not treated you ok , I
have controlling issues that I know off and I am going to
try and work on it , but you can not leave me like this
please “
Me : “Thabo you came to my house and lied to my mom ,
that is just a huge disrespect in my eyes ”
Him : “you blocked my number , you left me while I was
slipping I did not even know if you were ok , I had to see
you and be sure, listen Mpume I love you and I will fight
for us , yes I have done you wrong and I’m not proud of
that , I know it will take me a while to win you over. But
please give me a second chance “
Me :”can you please go “
Him : “ so you don’t love me anymore “
Me : “ I don’t know , I need time I need to figure things
out , so please go “
He sign and I could tell that he does not like not having
the last word , I took of my jacket because I was getting
heated up , he notice plaster band in my arm
Him :” whets that ? what’s wrong ? “
Me : “after what you did last night I had to do a medical
examine “
Him :” I did not hurt you, I will never do that , I am not
that kind of man Mpume “
I tear escaped my eyes and I wanted to cry , he was fully
aware of what I was talking about . he pulled my hand
and grabbed me outside I looked down
Him :” I’m sorry baby , but I will never force my self to
,you , I just wanted to .... “
Me : “what did you do to me if your intention was not
having forceful sex with me “
He ran his hand over his heard and looked at me
Him : “I want you so bad mpume at times , and I thought
I can do it but I knew that it will hurt you more than
anything , you fist time should not be like that ....
Me : “you wanted too ??” I looked at him with teary , he
held my hand
Him :”baby a day with you is always a turn on , but I
respect you to much to not to fall into temptation”
Me : “and last night what was that “ I folded my arms
and look straight into his eyes
Him : “when you told me I must treat you like my equal ,
I wanted to show you how much I love you I wanted you
to fell how much I love you , and when you stated crying I
could not do it “
Me : “ I do love you , and I’m just not ready for sex right
now , I fill like we not in the same road in this
relationship”
Him : “Mpume stop shouting please , I can hear you and
I’m sorry “
Me : “or what you going to get mad and band me over “
Him :” baby can you just come down please “
I was angry now and I wanted to take all my frustration
out , I’m seek and tired of being a victim
Me : “come down , get the hell out of my house “
Him : “but Mpume “
I walked back in the house and banged the door waking
mom in the process
Mom : “what’s happening ? “
Me : “It’s the wind , sorry” i walked pass her and bang my
bedroom door
Mom : “is that also the wind banging my door “ she
shouted but I just sank down I had no tears , but realized
that I loved Thabo and no matter how mad I was I still
wanted him to be with him , to kiss him to hold him ,
.
.
.

Zoe ***
I was not looking forward to this dinner that Langas mom
organized , if it was for me I will only have quality time
with Langa
Langa : “baby you need to get ready “
Me : “this dinner only start at 18:00 its way too early for
me to get ready “
He raised an eyebrow at me , I was reading a book that I
found laying around in the house it looks as if Langa Dad
was reading it , it was very interesting , I was seating by
the poolside area , that no body use , “ black people can't
swim but can show off that they can afford to have a
pool even when they don’t use it “ I laughed to my self
thinking about that , Langa seat next to me on the lazy
chair
Him : “what wrong ?”
Me :”I have few hours to enjoy my me time Langa so ,
can I please have my peace “
My focus went back to the book I was reading , he took
the book and placed it aside
Him :” talk to me “
I didn’t know if I was upset or just being selfish , it was
Saturday and last time I had sex or spend time with
Langa it was Thursday night when he showed me the
stars and the moon I wanted to feel that again , but he
was up and down with his dad lately leaving me all alone
, his mom is fun to hang with but Jesus the women can
talk , its so tiring
Me : “I miss you “ I finally said to him
He smiled and showed me those dimples that always
make me melt, I pressed my thighs together and bit my
lower lip
Him : “I miss you too “
He brushed my lips with his thumb ,
Him : “why are you seducing me “
Me : “it my wifely duties to do that “
He bust out and laughed out laud . he looked into my
eyes as if he is searching for my soul , he brushed my hair
which was Carly and looked like a wet mop,
Him : “you’re hair is a mass , “
I pouted , “ I know , your mom want to style it “ we
laughed
I was wearing a short floral dress and my small cleavage
was popping out , Langa eyes were focus on my exposed
skin
Him : “don’t kill me “ he looked into my eyes I wondered
what he wanted to say “ you becoming thick “ I dropped
my jaw in like what you calling me fat, before I can bite
his head off he pinned his lip into mine , his hands travel
from my face to my jaw line to my neck he squeezed my
boobs and brushed my thighs , the kiss was slow and
gentle his tongue explored my mouth and my hands
were wrapt around his neck he took one of my hands
and placed it on his manhood that was already bulged up
his pants and ready to exploded , we kissed me till I was
short of breath
Him : “lets go for a swim “
I looked at him like hallo ?
Me : “you just called me fat and now you want to see me
half naked “
Him : “ I like you with a little skin on you sexy so take off
that shirt you call a dress “
me : “ do we even know how to swim? “
Me :” baby they build this pool for me because i took
swimming classes at school , so practically I’m the only
one who knows how to swim in this house “
I laughed at that ,he took off his t-shirt and short ,
Me : “Langa no.. I don’t know how to swim “
He pulled my dress over my heard living me with sport
bra and matching panty
He lifted ,me up
Me :” I’m going to kill you “he dropped me in the water
he jumped in to save me from drowning, I was already
panicking , he held me close to him I grabbed on him for
my life and did not want to let go
Me : “I told you I don’t know how to swim , you trying to
kill..... “I dint finish he kissed me so deep that I felt weak ,
Him : “who said anything about swimming “
He gave a naughty smile ,
Me :” not out here, what if somebody ...” he pinned his
,lips on myn , I was lost on his kiss that I did not even
notice that we were moving he pinned me on the wall
the tiles were cold but I didn’t mind because my body
was on heat , I don’t know when I become naked but the
feeling of making love in the pool with my man was
breathtaking it was an unbelievable high I’m not sure if it
was the slow strokes that Langa was giving me or the fact
that I was floating in the water , when our bodies were
close to climax I wanted to scream, hold up I did scream
it felt so good when we both collapse on each other arms
, my mind started racing when I realized that we did it on
an open space and my moans were loud somebody must
have heard us , i buried my face on his chest ,
Him : “what ? “
Me : “Its an open space baby what if... you know .. “
Him : “nobody comes this side only the pool guy when he
has to clean it , “ he kissed my neck “ mmm baby that
was amazing , you are amazing “
I blushed , did I just get praised for fucking my man right ,
he continued to make fun of my hair which made me
giggle like retard
“ come on guys , in the pool are you for real “
Langa shield me with his body , Lubanzi this guy really
Langa : “hay you moron my women is naked here privacy
please “
Lubanzi :” I’m never getting in that pool , really guys in
the pool ,? what wrong with you two?!! “
Langa : “get lost man , you can’t even swim what are you
talking about??”
Lubanzi :” finish up here I need Zoe as in pronto “
I raised my heard , “ for what ??” he was busy sucking on
a lollypop with black jeans and black vest , does this guy
ever wear anything with color , he looks like a vampire or
devil worshiper
Lubanzi :”hay I can see you breast , you cant talk to your
in-laws while naked , “
I laughed because he could not see jack , “ just finish up
here I will be inside “
He walked away , I laughed
Me : “you said no one comes this side , what was that ,”
I punched him , :”he! he ???” I continued to punch him
Him : “remember that you can’t swim I will leave you
here to drown an collect your spirit later
Me : “shut up , “ I kissed him and wrapped my legs
around him Lubanzi just have to wait .
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Pam***

i was so angry at Sbu, he just pulled out the most

outrageous stunt on me ,
Sbu : “you over reacting about this , can you just come
down “
me : “you kidding me, you just took me to your baby
mamas house “
him :” I had to fetch my kid, she called me when I was
with you what was I suppose to do drop you and attend
to her demands ? “
me : “that would have been an idea , and to top it off you
told you baby ...”he cut me off
him :” her name is Sne-Gugu”
me : “Sne off cause , I’m sorry ... but why you had to tell
her that I’m her new mommy , “
him : “because you are and you will be “
me : “Sbu .... ahhhh !!!” I screamed ,
him : “stop being dramatic luv, you just over reacting ,
by the way my mom likes you “
she saw me helping Sne out of the car most defiantly
because I did not go inside the house
Me : “WHAAAAT ??”
He pulled over and we were at his place “ I told you to
take me home “ he rolled his eyes and jumped off ,
opened his house , the house had too many windows for
my liking and I wonder how he actually afford this stuff ,
he lived in mazimtoti and he had a sea view , he left me
in the car and went inside the house, I had no choice but
to stomp out of the car , I’m going to shot this man I
swear to god , he left the door open for me I wanted to
bang the door but it was glass so I screamed
SBU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I looked for him but he was not down stairs I had to go
upstairs , I heard his phone ringing and he answered it
,he sounded pissed off, he was talking to his baby mama
because Sne name came up more than once I walked in
looked at him , his back was facing me he was on his
jeans only - topless, wow this was beautiful site he had
few tattoos on his back , one tattoo grabbed my
attention his tattoos had a picture of Sne and massage
to my daughter:
you are the sun to my shine ,
sweet to my heart ,
cup to my cake ,
love to my life ,
sun to my rise,
heart to my beat ,
my sweetest little girl ....
I was touched by this words , I wanted to cry this was
the most adorable thing ever , he turned around and saw
me standing behind him
“ I’m sorry “ I whispered to him , he dropped the call and
came to me he hugged me and I hugged him back ,
butterfly’s were flying inside me , I’m hugging a half
naked man who had a body to die for , his smelled so
good and his muscular body was enough to make me wet
, he pulled away from the hug and looked at me ,he
kissed my forehead and he let go off me , I did not want
this to end like this , I held his hand and he looked at me I
smashed my self in his lips he responded , we have kissed
before but today it was different I wanted to let him
know how much I love him , his hands traced my body
and landed on my butt , I giggle in between our kiss
Him : “ what ? “
Me : “You couldn’t wait to put your hands on my fat ass “
Him : “ you have not idea ...: “ we laughed
Me : “Shut up and kiss me “
He did as instructed and slowly we made our way to the
bed , he was kissing me on my neck his hands went
underneath my shirt I moaned , he let go and looked at
me. His eyes were full of last and wanted him I can not
keep doing this back and forth with him , I pulled his herd
he kissed me but pulled back ,
Me : “what?”
Him : “pam I love you “
Me : “I know you have told me that a thousand time , “
Him : “you don’t believe me though?”
Me : “really Sbu you going to do this now ,??”
Him :” I’m not a man that speaks with there dick , so I
need to tell you this before we complicate things with
sex “
Fuck this man is so poetic and right now I need him , he
so cute when he is trying to be serious , sbu is light in
complexion and extremely tall , he has muscles in the
right places , and his hair is always cut in neat brush , he
has bushy eyebrows that has faint ginger color with
lashes for days , his eyes are big and he sometimes hate
to open them , and right now they are so sexy , his light
brown eyes just turn me on
Him : “are you even listening to me “ he brushed my face
with his hands , ok this guy is full if games I pushed him
from me , he pooped his eyes I jumped out the bad , un
button my shirt and was left with lacy red bra
Him : “what are you doing pam ? “
Unzipped my jeans and took them off , kicked my pumps
off was left with by lacy red under wear ,
Me : “you talk too much “
His mouth was wide open with shock , I climbed back on
the bed got on top of him
Me : “are we going to talk all day or are we going to
make love ?”
He was about to answer and I kissed him so hard that he
moaned in my mouth , I could feel him growing , I took
off his jeans and he was left with his boxer shots , ok his
size was huge oh my God will he even feat , I guess he
sow my facial expression , and flip me over he was in
charged now , please understand that I’m no virgin or
anything like that I had my sheer of dicks but this one
yoo the man is gifted , he sucked my neck ow god that
will leave a love bite but it felt so good , he sucked my
nipped and I just lost all senses that I have , he planted
kisses on my body till he reached my honey pot he
muffed me like it is his last meal he really need to get an
award for this because the things he doing to me right
now , “ ahhhh sbu babby yes right there “.. I pushed his
heard to go dipper with his tongue , he finger fucked me
and I wanted to scream , it been a while since I had this
much pleasure , infect this fells like my fist time , he
came to kiss me and I tasted my juices on his mouth I
wanted him in side me I need him , “ I love you “ he
mumbled in my ear ,”mmmh , I love you too “ I moaned
back at him , he positioned him self , he tried to enter me
“ ahhh... I creamed “ I closed my eyes ,
Him : “ look at me baby “ I looked away , he pushed again
and I screamed ahhhhhh!! “ look at me pam “ I open my
eyes I looked at him his hazel eyes had this beautiful
sparkle , “ I love you , “ he pushed again I felt vj walls
cracking , he was half way inside me “ I will never hurt
you , I promise “ he thrust again , I arched my back , this
was painful his too big , I felt like a virgin “ mmm baby
you so tight “ he moved and I screamed “ ahhhammm
ahhhhhhhhh sbu “ he was inside me the whole of him ,
he groaned “ allow me to love you and treat you like a
queen that you are”, his gaze never left my eyes , tears of
pain mixed with joy escaped my eyes , he stated to move
, my screams turned into moans and pleasure filed my
veins , he unlashed a beast inside of me , his thrust went
inside my vj canners that I never thought there existed ,
this was the best sex I ever had , overytime when I come
he will flip me over to another position , the roller costar
lasted almost an hour, my body could not take it any
more I just wanted him to relies , his moves were fast
now and he collapse on top of me . I was socking wet
with sweat, we laid there catching our breath , and there
was silence between us, he pulled me to lay on his chest,
his heat beat was fast ,
Him : “that was worth a wait “
I smiled to my self even though I think I will have
problem with walking ,he brushed my wet hair
Me : “we didn’t use protection “
Him : “so ? “
I lifter my head to look at him ,
Him : “women don’t start now , please don’t spoil the
moment “
I rolled my eyes ,
Him :”roll them again and I will ride you with no mercy “
Me : “sbuu ..” I giggled
Him : “I need to imprint you in my skin “
Me : “so you have a tattoo for every girl you sleep with “
him : “no ... I’m not even a lover , you just stole my heart
when I was not even looking"
I kissed his chest , I had a need to pee so badly, “ where
you going “ he asked with frown “ I need to pee ,hand me
your robe please , “ him : "you forget I saw you naked
right now “he smiled
I laughed ,
me:“ please baby “ he walked to his closet and took out
a white robe , while I admired his body , what a man I’ve
got
Him :” bby , this is all yours you know “
I giggled and ran my hands on his face,
me:“ I know and I like it a lot “ I put on his robe and tried
to stand up , I could not feel my legs , fuck my pussy was
swollen and burning I frowned
Him : “you ok love “
Me : “I’don’t think I am , look , “ I pointed on his the bed
there were dropped of blood he kneeled on the bed , and
held my hands , “did I hurt you ? “
Me : “no baby – mybe , it just that you so big and ... “
Him : “so you ok but not ok “
I looked in his eyes and nodded ,
Come I dragged my limping body, he had a concern look
but I put on a fake smile , he ran a hot bubble bath , I can
not believe I fell in love with this guy , I’m so blessed he
carried me like a delicate flower and placed me on the
bath tub , he kissed my forehead , I’m going to order in ,
just relax your pretty face ok . I smiled at him and socked
my aching body

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Trey***

Sunday came and the Cristian’s went all gaga over Easter
holidays , I turn on the t.v Jesus on the cross all channels ,
radio is playing joyous celebration . this is madness , I
was home alone the whole night since my sister decided
to spend a night with Sbu , a text massage came to my
phone and looked at it , mpume “ hay stranger “
Me : “hallo “
Mpume : “ I really don’t feel like going to church today
but mom is forcing me “
Me : “ say no .”
Mpume : ,” I have been saying that since good Friday so
today there is no exceptions now “
I laughed at her
Me : “ I thought you were mom mfundisi “
Mpume : “ those days are gone . I really need to live a
little “
Me : “ cunt help you with that , I got too much on my
plate also “
Mpume : “ I need to talk to you since Zoe is not around
you will be my pillar “
Me : “ I’m not your rebound friend , nxa yadika , call
Sindi “
There was knock on the door I stood up and made my
way to open the door , mpume was standing there
looking like a train rack , I opened for her and she pushed
me aside
Me :” what the fuck ? “
Mpume : “told you I’m not going to church “
Me :” but didn’t think you will be popping in my door ,
your mom will kill you “
Mpume :” I got to much on my plate to worry about her
right now. Uphi u Pam?”
Me : “sbu “
Mpume :” wow finally , I thought it will never happened ,
dahm the guy is patient”
Me : “yap , that the kinda love that makes people want
to fall in love “
Mpu: “yes bro I need that kinda love ,”
I looked at her “ I thought you had that kind of love ? “
her :“ I wish “, her phone rang
Mpume : “talk of the devil “ she looked at her phone
Me :” ubani Thabo?
She nodded , “ answered the bloody call “
her : “not now too much stuff going on between us “
Me : “ooh , I’m making breakfast , and you going to spill
all the beans to me and don’t live anything out “
Another call came trough , I looked at mpume
Me :”are you selling drugs this morning ? what up with
all the buzzing “
Mpu:” it sindi Shat up “
Me : “put her on the loud speaker “
Sindy : “hay girl , Zoe said I must check up on you , you
good ? “
I looked at mpume
Me : “I got that massage too “
Sindy :” wow hay Trey , slumber party and I’m not invited
what kind of friends are you ? “
We laughed ,
Mpume : “well guys I’m good and Zoe was drunk
yesterday she like acting like the most responsible one “
Me :” I heard her also , bad girl gone worse .. “
We laughed
Sindy :” I miss you guys , I’m going to church and will
come after “
Mpume : “going to church... what ?? “
We looked at each other ,
Sindy : “mom needs Jesus more than I do , so im
escorting her to church “
We bust out with laughter ya right
Sindy :” love you guys got to go “we said our goodbye
I looked at mpume , come help me la wena you will be
eating also
Mpume : “no Trey I’m your guest,
She opened the Tv and LION OF JUDA busted on loud
mode , I wanted to run away , and this girl is flipping
singing along
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Portia ***
Im coming mom I’m almost done .
Xolani : what ever makeup u put on will not change the
fact that you will still look like a homeless somaliyane
girl
I gave him the figure , we were going to church today and
mom wanted the whole family to go but xolani refused
on her face , his like a black sheep in the family and his
word is always final my parents have given up on him
and it worse now because his an adult , xolisa on the
other hand is the most quietest in the family , I don’t
know how people can be twines but have different
personality , he is more like my mom , he speaks when
spoken too ,
Xolisa : ( he knocked once in my room ) hay sis mom and
dad have already gone please hurry up , ill be in my car
I opened the door “please zip me up I turned and he did
zipped my dress up , “ thank you , I put on my shoes and
follow him to his car , xolani was laying on the couch
watching soccer ,
Me : “sala mhedeni “
Xolani:” hamba scarecrow “
His so min , I got in the car and we drove off , I took out
my phone since I know xolisa will remain silent till we
reach our destination , I looked at Zoe status , they were
having some sort of party , Langa and some people were
in the photo , wow they were having so much fun , I send
her a whatsapp massage “ hay girl , what a party you had
, when you wake up give me details “ I looked at her
profile pic , she was holding Langa and kissing his cheek,
that looked so cute ,
Xolisa : “whats so amusing “
Me :” a friend of mine has this amazing relationship with
her boyfriend it like they don’t fight or have problems ,
it’s a fairytale relationships”
Xolisa : “everybody deserve that kind of love , and if you
not in the relationships and it not like that it not yet love
as yet “
I looked at him he looked so calm
Me : “are you seeing someone ? “
Him :” nothing serious , I don’t want to give my heart to a
person that is not willing to meet me half way “
I sign ,
Him : “what’s wrong “
Me : “I think I’m not in love , but I’m in love with the idea
of being in love “
We pulled up at church , and he looked at me ,
Him : “pray about it sisi , and don’t waist your life in a
relationship that is meaningless , just dump the guy if he
is yours he will come back if not he will not , life moves
on .. come we going to be late “
I jumped off , we were wearing cloths which match I was
navy blue dress with red sweater and shoes , xolisa was
wearing navy chino with white shirt and red pull over ,
we walked in took our seat and I focused on Xolisa words
, “ if his yours he will come back if not he wont life goes
on “ I said a little prayer “ lord please show me the way
because I don’t have any direction right now
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Sindy ***
Church was amazing and I loved every moment , mom
cried a lot , I guess he was touched by the pastors words ,
I wish she can over come her fears and leave my Dad ,
love is no fun when you hurt , and my Dad is destroying
my mom confident and her life , I held her hand and
hugged her as we made our way out ,
Mom : “and that is for ? “
Me : “you going to over come this mom , have faith and
believe in the lord ,”
Mom : “thank you baby , I think I’m going to stay for the
worship and praise service “
Me :”I’m sorry mom i can not stay I need to visit my
friends “
Mom : “no problem baby , be safe ok ,”we parted ways
after a worm full hug
I walked to the gate and took a taxi home I changed and
wore my white jumpsuit and flops , I called Menzi to tell
him that I’m visiting Trey
He answered on the 1st ring
Him : “hay baby “
Me :” hi “
Him : “you need to try and start calling me by lovers
name “
Me :” be patient with me baby this is all new to me “
Him : “ I’m hear to help you “
I giggled , “ so love I’m just calling to tell you that I’m
going to Trey house “
apparently he lost it this morning when he asked me that
I accompany him to the car wash to wash his car and I
told him I cunt because I’m going to church with mom ,
he told me since we in relationship it will be nice if we
update each other with our where about , so I need to
report at all times , Jesus relationship are so demanding
Him :” wow ,I thought we will go out “
Me : “we did that yesterday , besides it’s the only time I
will get to spend with my friends before school open “|
Him :” I feel left out “
Me : “hawu kodwa menzi you can hang out with your
friend or work on that article you told me about”
Him : “but im getting to know you and i love spending
time with you “
Me : “we still going have time for that, “
Him : “can I at least drive you there please “
Me : “ok , I can not say no to free ride “
We said our goodbyes and i dropped the call, now I have
to double check my self in the mirror to check if I look
good , I waited for him and after sometime he texted me
that he is outside , I locked the house and walked to his
car he was packed few houses from my house , I jumped
in
Me :”hi “
He did not respond but kissed me senselessly ,
Him : “that is to short “
He pointed at my legs and I smiled at him ,
Him : “who will be there ? “
Me:” mpume and Trevor maybe Pam Trey sister”
Him : “ok , I will also be around town I’m going to media
house “
I looked at him
Me : “it Sunday and you rather work instead of just
chilling “
Him : “baby I’m finishing matrix next year and I need to
follow my dream of being a journalist and if I ace this
paper I will get a bursary and I need that
Me : “I understand “
I thought about life my goals I wanted to be sport
administrators at sum stage but I lost track along the
way , Menzi is very ambitious he has goals and works
hard to archive them, it not like he needs it his family
own major companies and his father is a lawyer and they
forever overseas , him being the only child he gets
everything , but he always say material things they don’t
matter to him,
We talked about general stuff on our way and when we
arrived I packed his lip and he clearly did not want to let
,me go
Him :”I will fetch you ,”
Me : “thank you “
I jumped of he looked at me as I walked to Trey place , I
knocked and they let me in , I hugged mpume who was
stuffing her face , with food , I tuned off the t.v because
clearly this gospel music was irritating me .
Me : I need my plate also “ I called out to tray “
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Mpume -****
It felt good to hang with my friends I ignored my mom
and Thabo's call I just need time to breath from all of
there bull shit , since Sindy became a diva and turned TV
off and pumped hip op on the radio using her USB stick ,
Tray : “aish sisi you got that glow that scream “ new man
in my life “
Sindy : “ he is not new I have been screwing him for the
past month we just made our relationship official
because we cached feelings
Me : “what ? who ini ?
Trey :” Sindy is dating Menzi “ Trey looked at Sindy “you
telling me that you able to fuck the guy without any
feelings in it”
Sindy nodded “ its only sex"she said
Trey:" and people complicate it with feelig , love and
hugging “she made a funny face
Me : “so you in love with him “
Sindy : “I feel something it must be love I guess “
Me : “but he is fuck boy”
Sindy and Trey laughed
Trey : “His not , he is a book worm like Zoe but hanging
out with wrong crowd”
Sindy :”that so true its all an act , “
Me : “no guys that can’t be true “
Sindy : “why is he getting straight A’s at school then ? “
I thought about it , wow its true
Trey :” u see what I mean, any way you seam better now
are you ok “
Sindy : “it work in progress , I guess I found a person I can
relay on when I feel my walls closing in Menzi listen with
ought me saying a word to him , maybe one day will
confide in him about my life but for now I’m just taking it
one day at a time ,
Me : “he must really love you “
Trey :” he does I saw him the way he looks at you , girl
don’t massed this up , I know you phela u always think
that good things are not meant for you “
Sindy looked down she was touched , my phoned rang it
was unsaved number , I did not want to answer it Thabo
is really bugging me now, I clicked my tongue and
switched my phone off
Sindy : and that ?
Trey : “Thabo .. what’s the deal kanti?"
I breath out loud I guess it my turn to confide
Me : “he tried to you now ... “
They looked at me ,
Trey “ what ? “
I breath out
Me : “he wanted to have sex , “
Them : “ini!!!!!”
Me had a fight and the next thing I know he pined me on
the table and released himself behind me
Sindy clapped once , and stood up ,
Sindy “ he did what !?, did he hurt you? “
Me : “emotionally I’m hurt , broken infect , but he did not
force himself to me but slide his dick between my thighs
close to my ....“ I looked at Trey who rolled his eyes”
Trey : “under your butt cheeks , and his dick pointing to
your virgina but fuck you with ought entering you .
correct ?”
I just nodded , sindy was hysterical walking up and down
like a mad women , with her braids let loose she looked
crazy . Trey just slouched on the couch and placed his
hands on his mouth , he stood up and seat next to me
and hugged me , tears escaped my eyes , sindy joined the
hug I just sobbed, I didn't know I was holding so much
emotions inside , I cried till my teas dry'd out , after a
while we broke the hug
Sindy : “how are you feeling ? did you report him “
Me : “no , but I did a full medical examination after the
saga , and I’m clean “
Trey :” but he violated you !”
Me :” I know but , I’m still virgin so technically he did not
hurt me”
Sindy : “you condoning his action ? “
Me : “no , but he will never hurt me it just that he was
angry and I was just being difficult , I wanted him to trite
me like his equal but how can I ask him that if I’m not
even giving him a cockier “
Trey : “yoo I see , you clearly don’t get it “
They exchanged glances
Sindy :” I have sex for fun and I like it but , no body forces
me to do anything I don’t like , why you protecting this
man , what if he rape you “
Me : “he didn’t , so he somehow...he didn’t want to hurt
me “
Trey : “come on mpumi that’s bullshit “
Me : “guys why you over reacting , it happened and I’m
not hurt , let ,me deal with it my own way “
Sindy : “udlisiwe wena , what will happened next time ,
do u know how weak man are , once they see a girls
Virgina they don’t think with there heard “
Trey stood up “ I need a drink “ he said and walked to his
room
Me : “listen Sindy I need to deal with this , on my own “
Sindy : “you love him right ? “
Me :” yes “
Sindy :”let him go , because your love is blind , next time
you wont be too lucky “
Me : I’m not going to listen to you, you don’t even know
what love is , you just spread your legs for fun “
Sindy looked at me with “ wow expression “
Sindy : “at list I give them willingly I’m not forced and
fucked from behind “
Me : “you bitch you going to use this against me , how
could you? bloody slut “
I was mad I stood up and walked towards her I wanted to
strangle her , Tray came budging in
“ guys really you going to fight about this ???”
Sindy : “at least I know how it feels like to be fucked and I
enjoy it , and man don’t emotionally black mail me I
know my worth I’m not naïve as you , you think he fuckin
loves you , guess what his after your tight pussy smell the
roses sisi impilo is not about happy endings ,”
I just seat down and cried , could she be right ?
Trevor:" look what you have done sindy , hhayi mani "
I was crying very loud
Pam and sbu budged in with worry look , I could not face
them so I went to the bathroom
Pam : "what’s going , the noise the crying ,the insult what
going ON !

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Pam : " what's going on here?

Trey: " not now Pam , sindy go fix this mass "
sindy : she started it why must I fix it?"
Trey : I'm not asking you! "
she mumble something and made her way to the
bathroom
Trey: " I need a drink, SBU let's go and Pam please make
pap will bring meat"
I folded my arms and looked at him , I was about to say
something , but sbu placed his finger on my mouth he
then kissed my forehead and walked out with Trey .
what just happened Trey speaks with so much authority
this days , my little brother is really grown up , there was
a lot of backaring coming from the bathroom , I decided
to go change and freshen up and allow the girls to cool
down, when I came back the girls were seated on the
couch holding hands ,
me : " you good ?_"
they just nodded while Mpume fake a smile, I wanted to
know what was going on , but I'm not gona go all
detectives on poor girls ,
me : " ice cream ? "
sindy : " you read my mind " we laughed , I took out tin
roof from the fridge and three spoons , we dug in
sindy : "so you and Sbu ... wow girl I'm happy for you "
I smiled we were seating on the 3 seated couch , with
Mpume on the middle and she was holding the ice cream
tub,
me :" yap sesi on "
mpume : " you made him Wait why vele ?"
me : " you never rush love Sisi you wait for the right time
to open up your heart to a person "
sindy : " wow that's deep , so u leaned to love him "
me :" nop it was love at first sight but i was fighting my
feelings for him , there was too much going on in my life
when he showed up , so i waited for the right
opportunity and this was it "
I smiled , because I loved the feeling I get when i talk
about SbU the way he makes my soul sing
Mpume : " you glowing Sisi "
sindy : " it must be the dick "
Mpume : " oww shut up! sindy not everything is about
sex "
me : " I disagree , it sure is " I high five sindy wow that girl
is so wild but has the most innocent look ,I like her
.
.
.

Trey***
we bought meat and some drinks , well Sbu did all the
buying , he felt like he need to celebrate that he is now
dating the most beautiful girl on earth , not my words his
OK .
we decided to have few drinks before driving back ,
him: " I always wanted to ask you this "
me : " what ?"
him : " Pam tells me you not dating no one and it has
been a year , what is the deal behind it ? "
this was an uncomfortable topic for me , my past
relationship killed me and I did not want to relieve that
moment at all
me: " I'm not gay , but my past relationship did not end
well , I'm still trying to pick up my life"
him : " I feel you bro , but at least bamba amatoho"
me: " what ??"
him :" there are lot of girls out there that are not looking
for serious thing "
I laughed this dud is crazy ,
him : " all I'm saying that live a little , you too young to be
serious "
me : " I know , but no one can replace the girl I love she
took my heart and left with it"
he looked at me ,
me :" I don't know where she is she just vanished from
the face of the earth , her parents just took off and left ,
there was no good bye note or anything , she knew she
will leave me because the night before she disappeared
we made love and the next day she was gone "
him: " do you want to find her ? "
me : " its been a years since the last time I saw her "
him : " I can make some few calls and trace her if you
give me the name "
I stopped him , " no mfethu let's leave it like this for now
"
him : " you sure "
me " yap let me sort out this calling stuff and will see
after that , "
he nodded , his phone rang and he answered he was
speaking to Zweli , he place the call on hold and looked at
me
him : " Zweli wants to hang out can he join us ? "
me : " kwl , but he must bring his own booz "
Sbu laughed " u so stingy" we laughed , we finished our
drinks and drove back home , I never thought talking
about my x will help me so much I just feel like some
weight was lifted from my shoulders,
.
.
.

Portia ***
church service was good for me and I felt as if lord was
speaking to me , mom met her friend from work and
invited her for lunch to catch up , she was very down to
earth lady, she was beautiful but you can see in her eyes
that she carried so much baggage there was something
sad about her , apparently she went to collage with mom
and they worked together till she resigned due to
personal reason. I served them drinks since the
housekeeper was busy preparing lunch ,
me: " so anti Susan do you miss nursing? " I asked my
moms friend
her : " a lot ,it was my life, it was the one of the worse
decision i ever made in my life for the sake of love to
leave my job "
mom looked at her and she seemed uncomfortably and I
wanted to know why she meant by that
mom: " Sisi can you go buy me wine , I need to unwinds
today "
I took her card , changed into my casual clothes and took
a taxi the shopping center it was going to be hustle
asking my brothers to drive me since there were glued
up on the TV screen watching soccer , so since I don't
know how to drive taxi it is, I bought wine at Woolworth
and when I came out i bumped to Zweli who looked
pissed I was not taking his call for the past days and
always made an excuse that I was busy just to avoid him
him " I see you busy? "
me : " hi Zweli "
him : " let's go "
I wanted to ague but I just followed him because he
would course a sine , when we got in the car he drove
off"
me : " I need to return this parcel home " I notice that he
was taking an off ramp to town
him: " I need to be with you today , so relax love because
your family will have to Wait"
me : " Zweli , not like this "
he just turned the radio up and forgot that I'm even
around, we finally arrived and I don't know this place we
were at some town flats , he packed the car I folded my
arms and looked at him ,
him : " what have i done this time around ?"
good question why am I so angry at him vele ?
him : " since you moved in with me , you changed its like
you falling out of love with me ? "
am I falling out of love with him? ,but it cannot be , Zweli
is my 1st love , and I don't know anything about love
besides him ,
him : " Portia I'm talking to you , what have i done ?"
I looker at him , he looked good , he still have the clean
shaved look that I like I did not respond but smashed my
lips in his , he responded yes this will make him shut up ,
I can not explain to him how I'm feeling right now I just
need time to figure it out right now dahm his kiss always
makes me want to have sex with him , he pulled out of
the kiss and looked me In the eye
him : " I love you Portia , I have changed for you , please
don't hurt me "
me : " I love you too" I meant evey word but I was not
sure if i wanted to be with him ...
.
.
.

sindy***
we were busy drinking and having fun ,Pam was busy
with pap with Mpume I was never a fan of the kitchen
besides I needed to be away from Mpume she just one
big idiot that never listen to reason , can you believe she
thinks I'm jealous of her relationship with Thabo maxim,
we were seating by the balcony area Trey nudged me
with his shoulder giving me a sign too look by the door ,
Trey: " aish here comes trabule"
I drank my hunters gold and looked at Zweli holding
hands with miss perfect ... I was not angry at all because
it was just a one night stand thing , I wanted to be more
yes but who was I fulling I was just lasting over the guy ,
our eyes met and I just raised an eyebrow when I saw the
frown on his face
sbu : " ish sorry sindy I didn't think he will bring Portia "
me : " no worries this will be fun "
Trey : " I need to get drunk this is going to be long night "
sbu : " you and me both mfethu "
I laughed " count me in " we laughed ,
Zweli : " hi guys , I came with Portia hope you don't mind
, he looked at sbu
sbu : " well I ... "he looked at Trey , who looked at me
Trey : no drama mfethu , ( he looked at me I just smiled
back and winked at Zweli) aish you going to need a drink
"
Zweli :" ya I do " he seat opposite me I was seated by the
grass mat with my legs crossed , I could tell he was was
feeling something by the way he will look at me and
swallow ,
me: " unjani Zweli"
he looked at me I can tell he wanted to recall my name , I
just laughed because he forgot my name the minute I
gave it to him ,
him : " I'm good , its been a while since I saw you "
me : " it sure is ..." Mpume came with Portia clinging on
her like a gum ,they looked like long lost best friends I
just rolled my eyes , Mpume introduced us and I faked a
smile. couple of hours later I was getting tipsy so I called
menzi to fetch me he didn't answer OK so looks like I will
have to request for ubber , I went too the loo to to pee
and when I was done opened the door and Zweli was
standing there he pushed me inside and kissed me , I
pushed him back
him : " what "
me : " move "
him : " come on Sindy I know u want this "
me : " so u finally memorized my name ? move "
him: " I don't beg for pussy "
me : " good because I was not giving it to you any way
nxa "
I stormed out when I got to the leaving room all eyes
were on me , Menzi was one of the eyes I saw ,
Portia : "what going on"
me : " put you dog on a leash Sisi , Trey and pam thank
you for your hospitality, baby let's go "
menzi was furious , at least I know how to tame him , but
he did not move a muscle
Portia : " I turn my eye just for second you run your eyes
to next best thing ? fuck you Zweli I'm done nxa she
walked to Treys room and banged the door "
trey : " aish Zweli Mani I told you no drama " menzi was
still seating down looking at Zweli ,
me : "menzi let's go "
menzi : " what going on here ?? "
sbu and Pam cleared the room they could not get there
hands off each other and a drunk Pam is a horny Pam
Mpume : "guys can you drop me off home "
Zweli was busy pleading with cry baby Portia and she
finally opened the door and she walked out crying while
Zweli followed her like a fly ,since menzi was mad i seat
down and looked at him
me : " I will tell you everything but right Now is not a
place or time , "
him : "the night is still early love , so you can tell me right
here "
Trey : " let me get a vodka this is going to be interesting "
I sank on the couch like really now ,
Mpume : " I need a drink too it way pass my bed time
and I'm not home , if my mom kills me at list I would
have had a taste of alcohol "
we all busted out in laughter ,

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Sindy....

Trevor came back with a bottle of Absolute , the guy

wants us drunk , menzi face has lighting up a bit, but
I just wanted to clear the air between us , so I went
to kitchen to worm some left over meat , I dished up
for him , just when I was about to take his plate to
him , he walked in
him : "hi "
me : "hi , "
he came close to me and looked at my eyes I looked
away because the steering thing was making me
nervous
me : " I made you food "
him : " thank you, "
me : " stop it "
his hands were in his pocket and he was close
enough for me to breath his air
him ; " stop what ? "
me : " steering is rude you know "
he smiled , and I felt weak buy just looking at him he
brushed his chin and took a piece of meat from his
plate
him : " what's going on between you and Zoes
brother ? "
me : " nothing ... I min there was something ...( I was
rambling)
him : " slow down baby "
me : " OK I'm sorry , there is nothing going on , we
had sex once , and ..."
he stopped me
him : " if there is nothing going its OK , I don't need
to hear details ,"
me : " ooh "
I was a bit confused that why his not angry I min I
just told him I had a once off sex with a guy and he
is cool about it
him : " babe listen i have got a nasty past too you
don't know where my dick has been but if I fill I
should tell you I will,I believe that we can make our
relationship work if we are honest to each other and
thank you for being honest with me "
I smiled at him , I'm so in love
him : " come hear and kiss me "
we kissed I missed him so much we were disturbed
by a loud moan coming from the other room we
looked at each other and laughed , yooo sbu must
really know his business ,making Pam scream so
loud, we walked to the leaving room and Tray and
Mpume were Already by the balcony area I turned
the music loud and we made our way to them ,
me : " hayboo sbu is really tearing your sister apart
dahm "
Trey : " sindy come on mfethu"
Menzi : " she not the only one who will be teared
apart tonight , " he yanked my hand and allowed me
to seat on top of him , fuck this guy was hard I
looked at him and he winked at me , yap my pussy
will be on fire once his done with me ..
.
.
.
Mpume ***

looking at menzi and sindy

I knew that love suppose to be like this and I was
drunk now this drinking stuff was not for me , I took
out my phone and dialed a number .
" Mpume baby are you OK "
me : "Mr motaung how are you "
him : " are you OK ? you sound different ??"
me : " shut up and listen , I love you always have and
always will , but you hurt me mfethu , you almost
took away the only thing I hold precious to my heart
my pride how could you ??"
him : " but Mpume you ...
me : " no..no.. let me finish , why cunt you trite me
right why cunt you allow me to be , why you so
overbearing nxa you not a good man you pretend to
be one , u don't love me u used me u played with
my I motions and manipulated me " I was crying
now Trey hank the phone from me and switched it
off , drag my crying self and locked me in his room ,
I cried till I dozed off
.
.

Trey ***
are you going to make out hear all night or we going
to drink and be marry
menzi and sindy stopped kissing
menzi : "this bottle is almost empty what else too
drink , ?_
me : " aish mfethu imoto yemali is bagging my sister
right now "
menzi : " we can finish this party at my house I got
booze , "
me : " I need white pussy to fuck "
sindy : " wow mfethu you want to get laid? , this is
the first ? "
Menzi : " come on I know a place and i got cash to
spend "
I'm down with this brother we went to some house
party in suburban area , menzi was well known in
this place
me : " your boyfriend sim to be celebrity in this
place"
sindy : " he lives down the road from this house so
this are the kids he grew up with "
me : " so why egeleza ekasi ? "
sindy : " it was a trial period when he was grounded
by his parents but he liked the place so they let him
be"
me : " so your man is rich , "
sindy : " nop his parents are"
Menzi came back with two white chicks twins wow
this going to be fun , I guess talking to sbu about my
x made me realise that I'm saving myself for
someone who might never come back ,
this white cheeks were all over me , we were in
parking lot i was not getting inside a crowded house
with drunk white teens no offence but they do party
hard ,
me : " go get me a can of castle lite "
they giggled and walked away
menzi : " not your type?"
me : " seriously dud you bring me twins "
sindy laughed , " stop making my man your pimp
getting you girls, go out there and get them yourself
"
me : " maybe I don't have too, " there was I girl
coming to my direction, she doing the cat walk as if
she on the run way like models do, looking all
kinds of sexy ,she had cap on , white biking top ,
white shorts and flops ,
her : " you asked for castle lite "
I looked at her she was not white maybe mixed her
future were aczotic , she had chines eyes but look
colored but look white but she had curves and
beautiful legs , she was shorter than me , and for
once I lost my voice .
menzi : " hay Trey , meet my friend Becky "
Becky : " he lost his voice I'll be on my way "
she walked away ow fuck did I just froze on girl , she
has an ass for days , too this girl is such a turn on
and she knows it
sindy : " Trey she is walking away ... get her man " I
snapped out of it and walked toward her
.
.

Zoe ****
langa : " baby if you don't pick up that phone I'm
going to smash it on the wall "
it was the second time the phone was ringing and I
ignored it, who on his right mind will call me at this
hour its midnight for the love of Christ,
Me: " and you will buy me a new one , just answer it
baby please you close to it "
Langa : " its a video call from sindy , "
me : " answer it "
langa : " sindy did you see the time "
sindy " sorry man , wake your wife up she need to
see this "
langa pinched me and I woke up
me : " what ? mfethu? "
sindy : "morning to you too grumpy face any way
Trey met a girl and he is taken "
me : " unamanga "
sindy " look for you self " she showed me Trey was
standing with some girl it looks like there in party
me : " how long has this been going on , I min he
was sick no so long ago "
menzi : " tonight it happens "
I was shocked what was he doing there with them .
langa "who's he?" he asked me
me: " what you doing with sindy phone ? "
menzi : " we dating "
me : " get out " I was excited I min I know menzi is
good guy even though we disagree all the time
menzi : " I'm in love Zoe , I cunt believe you don't
know , "
me : " wow bro , you in my circle now , "
langa : " baby come on end the call "
sindy : " sorry love I had to pee, guest you know
about me and Menzi (menzi kissed her on the
cheek), Try is in to this girl , but its early to say ( I
nodded I was smiling ear to ear ) , guess what
Mpume tasted alcohol today "
I laughed ,
me : " haybooo unamanga "
sindy : " as we speak Trey locked her in his room ,
she was crying on call to that busted , can you
believe that Thabo almost raped mpumi but she still
willing to forgive and forget
me ; " sindy what ??" I was more than shocked, why
Mpume never told me about this , I wander if she,
OK
me : " is she OK , how is she dealing with this "
sindy : " she is good ,she is in denial , will call you
tomorrow friend , I love you "
me : " by sweety please be safe "
menzi waved good by and I dropped the call , I was
left stunt a lot happens while I was gone , which
made me think about my own family on how are
they doing , yes aunt calls and text me everyday but
still I have never asked how she is doing like really
doing, and Zweli he is just leaving in his own world ,
langa: " baby what wrong?, come back to bad "
me : " go back to bed , I just need a glass of milk "
I put on my robe and slippers and made my way to
the kitchen I wormed a glass of milk and took it and
seat in the seating room , I turned on the TV and was
lost on my thoughts ,
langa : " baby "
he seat next too me , what's wrong
I just laid my heard on his chest
langa : " what wrong "
I told him about what happens to Mpume
langa : " baby I know u care about your friends but
you can not detect her life if she choose to clime
over the hill , you will watch her fall but you will also
be there to pick her up , as a friend you can can only
go that far " he brushed my hair and I felt at ease ,we
just seat there until I was calm , and we walked back
to bedroom to sleep

Love finds a way ....

32

2 months later

Zoe

We just finished writing our final paper , for the mid

term exams and our brains were fried , we were
standing by the student packing lot , seeping ice
blocks I was with mpume , Trey ,Sindy and Menzi .
Yes Menzi is part of my circle now , but his friend
did not like that one bit especial the ice princes
Gugu , she is on mission to brake up Sindy and
Menzi , and its working because lately the two fight
constantly ,
Menzi : “ guys lets hang out later my place snacks
and drinks ? “
Me : “ I don’t know bro I had an all nighter study
session last night I’m kind of tired “
Trey : “ we all did Zoe , I’m down with it , and Zoe is
coming “
I looked at him like really now you just going to boss
me around like that
Mpume :” ill bring snacks . “
We all looked at her like , when did she become a
fan of partying , she rolled her eyes and open my car
and settled down , Trey was busy on his phone
Trey : “ I need to be some where but I’m definitely
coming later “ he rushed off
I looked at him amazed , Trey has transformed ,he is
no longer Mr snob , he now’s wear beads on his
wrist and has dreadlocks that suit him his so hot ,
his voice is even deeper now , I looked at him go but
was disturbed by the constant arguing from sindy
and Menzi
Me : “ yini manje ? “
Sindy handed me her phone it was a picture of
Menzi and Gugu kissing
Me : “ really Menzi “
Menzi : “ mfethu I don’t know where and how that
picture was taken “
Sindy : “ I know, let me refresh your memory ,two
weeks back you told me that you going to Siyas
party I told you that it was wrong move because that
bitch will be there but you assured me that you
going to hang for an hour and go home , was it an
hour ? .... NO because I had to call you several times
with no avail , and when i finally got hold of you it
was in the following day in the afternoon , so this is
what you were doing ???”
Menzi : “ come on sindy I will never do that , please
baby listen to me “
Sindy : “ zoe I’m going with you , I cunt even look at
you right now “
I was shocked what just happened
Menzi :” please talk to her Zoe , “ he got in his car ,
him “ see you later right “ I just nodded and looked
at him drive off , I got in the car and looked at Sindy
Me : “ you really going to allow that devil to get in-
between you and Menzi , I told you that Menzi will
never hurt you , he left his friend his crew Sindy even
dropped out of basket ball just so that he can spend
more time with you , and you believe this , why cunt
you believe him “
Sindy : “ but Zoe ...”
Me : “ haysuka no buts...”
She pouted and played with her fingers , I played
music in my car and I drove off and dropped sindy at
her place first , told her will pick her up in an hours
time and then drove off to drop mpume
Me : “ looks like you have a visitor , “ I sported Thabo
car packed by Mpumes house , she was smiling from
ear to ear , and yes there back together there is
something about this guy that rubs me the wrong
way , I packed and mpune sprinted off like
springbok
Thabo : “ hi Zoe , haw you doing? “
Me : “ Thabo , ( I didn’t look at him ) text me if you
still joining us I don’t want to waist my petrol for
nothing “ I drove off and left mpume with her month
hanging, I got home and Aunt was lazing in the
couch watching soapy
Me : “ hay family “
“ HI “ she grated back
Aunt : “ are you joining me for lunch “
I was walking to my room ,
Me : “ no , I got other plans “
I went to my room took shower , lotined and put on
my black Nike leggings and matching hoodie with
black cab and old school black vans , I took my
phone, some few notes and car keys and went out , I
found mpume mom seating with my aunt
Me: “ sawbona ma “ I smiled
She looked at me and smiled back , “
mpume mom : “ tell me sisi , ubani lendoda
ethahndana no Nompumelelo “
I swallowed hard , I looked at my Aunt but she just
looked way
Me : “ I don’t know ma”
Mp/mom : “ so she is your friend but you don’t know
who she is dating “
I looked down and kept quite
Mpu /mom : “ you know that her birthday is coming
up and ill have to do umhlonyani for her ( coming
out of age ceremony ) but she is busy up and down
with this boy who drives a black car and you tell me
you don’t know him “ she was shouting , I looked at
her
Aunt : “ hayoo sisi you out of line now ... “
My aunt intervene
Me : “ no auntie kulingile .” I stopped her” with all
due respect ma , I’m not Mpumes kipper and what
she does on her time I can not know if she does not
sheer with me , its best you confront your daughter ,
aunty ’( i looked towards her direction ) I’m going
out , may I be excused , “ she nodded and I walked
out , I was pissed how dare this women nxa
.
.

Sindy ****

I was home alone mom found a new job a nursing

home , she does not like it but she enjoy picking up
her life , Jabu leaves permanently with my Aunt now,
and mom gave dad restraining order , she cant
afford to file for divorce for now but she will do it as
soon as she has enough funds so she said . my day
just went sour when I received that pic , I throw my
self on the couch and cried my lungs out , I love
menzi but there is too much drama ,
this has been my daily weeping place crying in the
couch , I was bullied at school , Gugu wanted my
heard on her spire , menzi on the other hand cunt do
nothing because his H/P I want to beat the leaving
hell out of her but i'm afraid I will be expelled ,
because everything she does is within the school
gates , I felt like my heard was spinning why love
hurts so much , Zoe knocked and let her self in ,
Zoe : “sindy go get dress before I knock some sense
in that heard of yours “
Her :” I’m not going “
Zoe : “yadlala get up, “ she dragged me up, “ what’s
wrong with you? Toughen up this fight has just
began “ I looked at her like what the hack is she on
about ,
Zoe : “ dress up “
I was startled by the shouting and I moved to the
closet took out my Adidas black and white track
suite I guess we going with black today
Me : “uphi umpume ? “
Her :” texting her right now her mom came to my
house asking about mpume where about , she was
ready to kill “
Me : “ hayboo “
HER : “ she left with that dick, “
Me : “ she enjoys getting fucked in the thighs for
sure “
We laughed , mom walked in : “ hayboo sindy “
I was shocked but laughed , “ sorry mom , by mom ,
zoe lets go “
Zoe : “ hi mom , ( she kissed her on the cheek , )by
mom”
Mom smiled , and waved at us .
Me : “ why you always kiss mom “
Zoe : “ she reminds me of my mom “
Me :” how so ? “
Zoe : “ she is saviver , my mom left she was also
abused by my dad , “
A month back I told Zoe about my demons and she
never judged but told me about his dad , I guess we
became close when we realized that we have an
abusive upbringing , she became my best friend and
I could tell her anything.
Me : “ do you know her , did she spend time with
you maybe “
her : “ I don’t have any memory of her she left when I
was 3 months old and till this day she never came
back “
me : “ I’m sorry friend ,”
her : “ its ok I got my aunt , and langas mom has
excepted me as her daughter , so im ok “
my phone rang , I showed zoe the screen , it was
Pam ,
I answer “ hay sis how are you “
Pam : “ bored lendobda ihambe no Trey , and I’m
home alone “
I laughed at her , shame this girl has no life except
hanging with us
Me : “ I’m with Zoe going to Menzi house , chill
session “
Pam : “ give me an hour I will be there “
I laughed ,
Me : “ pam is coming , “
Zoe : “ the more the merrier “
.
.

Menzi ***

I was in the shower and my heard was spinning , the

water was coming down on me hot , this Gugu thing
was really messing me up , I was stressed , I min I
love sindy , she is fun , bubbley outspoken and crazy,
she is my ride or die kinda girl , but since I came
into her life it has been stressful , yes I fucked Gugu
in the past but that was it , i know she is using that
to get in between me and Sindy , my baby may be
tough but she softy in the inside , I found her when
she was at her worst and I promised to love her but
I’m only hurting her I berried my head in my hands
what am I going to do , I felt hands on my shoulder
I smelled her perfume
Sindy : “ I’m sorry “
Me:” no baby I’m the one who is sorry , i should have
.... “ she placed a figure in my mouth
Sindy : “ its ok , hurry up hear and came down , zoe
is waiting for us “ she walked out , I stepped outside
the shower and grabbed her hand
Her : “ hay you wet and naked hallo we got guest “
I smiled and kissed her “ they can Waite , her lips
made my cock hard I could not help but pull her
close to me , she giggled between kisses ,
Her : you crazy "
Me : “I know crazy about you “
She pushed me,” get dress and come join us “
Me : “ I’m honey now baby , you said no sex till we
finish writing so we finished today service your man
baby “ she looked at me and smiled ,
Sindy: “ you better be quick , “ her clothes stated
flying I pushed her on the bed , there was no time
for foreplay just when I was about to enter her “
condom love “
Me : “ we finished them the last time you were hear “
I kissed her to destruct her
Her : “ no menzi get off me no glove no love , “
I stated biting her neck and I know she liked it , that
her weak spot , she moaned and I was in , I moved “
aahh baby .... “
“ I’m going to kill yoOO aaaaah Menzi ... “ I went
deep on her ...
Zoe banged the door “ FUCK YOU GUYS!! YOU ARE
ACTUALLY FUCKING WHILE I'M IN THE OTHER
ROOM FUTSTEK MANI “ we laughed at her , and I
just continue to satisfy my women I need to re-
ashore her that I will never leave her this was not just
sex , but an imprint in her that she is mine she
started speaking tongues , i was closed I offloaded in
her shot my boys in side her and collapse on top of
her , I laid like that till she pushed me over , she was
mad fuck I didn’t use condom , she going to pull my
heard off ,
Me : “ baby you wanted it as much as I wanted it , “
Sindy : “what if I fall pregnant , we too young for that
responsibility , menzi” she walked to the bathroom
and turned on the water , I followed her and joined
her in the shower, I held her from the back pulled
her close to me , kissed her neck
Me : “ will buy morning after pill , I’m sorry ok “
she placed her head on my chest
me : “ so it true what they say sex without a glove is
on fire “
she giggle “ I know “ she said and turned around to
face me, she kissed me with so much passion and I
know this was going to be long shower
.
.

Trey ***
I was on car with sbu gong to Menzi house , I was
just in my own world ,
Sbu : “ want to talk about it “
Me : “ mfethu , this thing is so complicated , I just
found out that the women who raised us was not
our relative just a person with a good heart that
picked up two kids on the side of the road after
hijacking of my parents car “
Sbu : “ hold up , Pam tells me that there was fire “
Me : “she was only 3 and I was 8 months how will
she know “
Sbu : “ but it makes sense that it was not hijacking ,
because you parents body were not found , it might
mean that they were in the car when the car was set
on fire “
I looked at him he was right I placed hands on head
, “ but why were we left on the side of the road “
Sbu : “ you were in Mpumalanga and in free way it
mins that you were left there to be eaten by wild
animals “
Me: “ you think this was planned ? there were killed
with intention “
Sbu : “ looks that way “
Me : “ so who am I , my surname.... I need to make a
ceremony and be reunited with my clan people “
Sbu : “ remember you dream you grandma called
you Mnguni omuhle “
me : “ and Makhumalo calls me Mnguni , “
we packed by Menzi house Zoes car and pam car
were on the drive way ,
Sbu : “ what is she doing hear , “
I laughed he was pointing at pams car ,
Me : “ come on man lets go drink we opened the
boot and took out a crate of castle lite , and
Robertson’s wine for Zoe “
Voice “ I bet you lost my number since you never
called me “ I looked up and she was in her red
convertible mini cooper , across the road i stood
there like statue this girl has this hold over me ,
Sbu :” wow whose that ? “
Me : “ my future wife “
Sbu giggle “ go get here why you standing around
hear for “ he pushed me ,I walked towards her she
packed the car on the side and stepped out , she was
wearing black skinny jeans , red stiletto boots , black
lacy body suet and red coute , her hair was tired in
messy bun , wow she a brunet , she smiled at me , I
did know if I should give her a hug or just look at her
and admire he beauty
Becky: “ care to explain ?“ she folded her arms , the
hills made her tall , I looked at her and all I can think
of is kissing her pink lips , I cleared my thought
me : “ to be honestly speaking , I didn’t forget but I
did want to complicate your life “
she raised her eye brow “ how so ? “
I looked away so how do I tell her that I’m currently
going trough an identity crisis
Her “ look , I understand “ she looked at me “
anyway its was good to see you , Trevor “
She was about to walk away , I held her hand and let
go when I noticed that she saw my beads ,
Me : “ please don’t go , ahhh... can we hang a bit “
Her : “ this shoes are killing me I can not stand hear
the whole day “
I smile “ you look breath taking “
Her : “ thank you, “ she blushed
Me : “ lets go inside so you can take off your shoes “
She looked away “ please I want to spend time with
you “
she smiled , locked her car and walked with me ,

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Trey ***

I introduced Becky to my friend and I must say pam was

so happy to see a girl in my life , I was steeling glancing
with her while she was having this outrageous
conversation about HIP HOP with sindy , her smile and
laugher just made my heart sing , she was seating
opposite me and i could not take my eyes off her , every
time our eyes meet she blushed and looked away ,
Zoe : “ she a beauty I like her “
She was standing next to me with her phone , Langa has
been blowing her phone like crazy with calls , I stood up
and asked her to walk with me , we stood by the dinning
room window
Me : “ I’m not sure if this is right time to start a
relationship Zoe , I mean my life is just a web of mess “
all along I was looking at Bec ,
Zoe : “ take a lip of faith bro , this will be good for you “
Me : “ but zoe , what if she does not understand , what
I’m going trough , I don’t do well with rejections you
know “
She laughed
Her : “ you will not know unless you try , talk to her , stop
being such a pussy , “
I drop my jaw like really Zoe, her phone rand and she
frown
Her : “ I have to take this , my dick heard of fiancé is
having his insecurities moment “ she walked away , I
stood there looking outside the window , until I felt
someone presence next to me , I turned around and
looked at her
Becky : “ what wrong ? “
I smiled at her she was short with her hills off , at least
now this gives me an upper hand to look at her
Me : “ just thinking about you “
Her : “ what about ? “
Me : “ i don’t know how I can't put it many words “
She laughed at me which made me wonder what’s so
funny
Me : “ what ?”
Her : “ why am I here? “
Me : “ because I want to spend time with you , get to
know you “
Her : “ what do you want to know?" ok this was not
expected, she is so direct and blunt , I did the
unexpected and kissed her , she responded and pulled
away
Me : “ because I’m attracted to you , and I want you “
She smiled at me , “ and that “ i kissed her again , i
stopped and looked at her , she blushed , I grinned at her
and pulled her in for a hug , at least one thing is working
out for me
.
.

Mpume ***
I know some of you think I’m a fool for going back to
Thabo , but sometimes the heart wants what it wants , I
never planned to love him the way I do , but I am , things
were a bit shaky the first month we got back together ,
but we worked out our issues , I want to believe that his
change but I know that he is just work in progress ,
I was looking in the sealing and I must admit I’m enjoying
making out with him , I never thought reaching an
orgasm will be so breath taking but the things that he
does to my punana with his tongue it just takes me to
maximum climax , I keep't on pushing his head inside me
, and he went dipper and dipper till I came he came up to
me and kissed me I tasted my juice’s and he was hard as
a rock , the kiss was rough and I could feel his groan was
getting louder he still had his pants on he looked at me
his eyes were red and tinny he was full of lust ,
Him : “ I love you “
I held his neck “ I love you two “
Him : “ go shower so will take you to your friends house “
I didn't want to leave him I was so clingy to him this days
I don’t know why ,
me : “ I don’t want to go “
Him : “ baby I have work to do and you destructing me , “
Me : “ its been a while since you now “
He pooped his eyes
Him : “ no baby I almost hurt you the last time , “
So me and Thabo have been having sex without having
sex if you know what I mean and it feels good to see him
enjoy my body as much as I enjoy the things he does to
me , so one day he got close to my Hyman with his dick
and it hurt , he apologized but I didn’t mind because he
did not hurt me , I trust him and I know he wont hurt me
, I’m so ready to have sex I can not wait , my body is
failing every time we in contact , but I just need to go
trough this mhlonyana ceremony once done by by
virginity .
I jumped of the bed and made my way to the bathroom ,
Me : “ wana join me “
he looked at me and shook his head , I pulled his hand I
was planning on giving him a mind blowing blow job, yes
I’m becoming a sex freak and I like it
.
.

Zoe ***
Ok I was getting mad now like real irate Langa wants me
to go to JHB since its school holidays , but I really don’t
want too , by saying that he thinks that I’m being unfair
because he comes to Durban constantly too see me , I
told him about mpume birthday party that I’m not even
looking forward to, that is coming up in two weeks time
but he tells me that we can fly down for that week end .
why doesn't he understand that I just want to be with
may family and friends for a change and enjoy my
freedom while I still can because come next year I will be
with him , his father told me that we must get married
next year. As much as I wanted to wait till I finish varsity
but the Dlamini's will not have it .
I was seating outside by the veranda just had to clear my
head , the weather was chilly and I did not mind because
it gave me the cooling feeling.
Pam seat next to me with her can of Guarana , she
placed her head on my shoulder and we looked into
space together
Me : “ i can not stand Langa this days he so bossy “
Her : “ I think I’m pregnant and I don’t know if I’m ready “
I took the can of alcohol on her hand
Me : “ until we sure no more of this “
Her : “ its to soon . we just stated dating and this
happens , I don’t know how sbu will react ,”
Me : “ child is blessing sisi and I think you should talk to
sbu about this “
Her : “ can we keep this to ourselves for now until I know
for sure“
I pat her back “ cool no problem but should the test
come posited know that you have my support structure ,
I’m here for you “
Her : “ thank you Zoe “
we seat like that till Thabo car pulled up and pam lifted
her head from my shoulder
Her :” who’s that ? “
Me : “ Mpume sugar daddy . “ we laughed .
They seam to be having a fight and in the car all I can see
is mpume hand moving up and down
Pam : “ they fighting “
Me : “ I can see “
She looked at me
Me : “ don’t move a muscle , she need to stand up for
her self , will help her if she needs us “
Pam : “ But Zoe “
I just gave her a steam look and did not move but all of
our focus was on the heated argument that was
unfolding in front of us , Mpume storming out with
Thabo on her hills , he held her hand but Mpume yanked
it off , ok this was getting interesting now , her voice was
laud and she was red like a tomato with rage
Mpume : “ how long has it bean going on , you told me
she works with you , but you screwing her ,”
Thabo : “ mpume come down please you causing a scene
“
Mpume : “how long !! “
Thabo : “ it ended few months after i met you “
Mpume : “ is she the girl that was with you in your
business trip in cape town “
Thabo :” I work with her “
He was mad also now
Mpume : “ you slept with her ,I knew that you will do this
too me , everybody worn me but no naive mpume was
over the hills in love that I did not even see the signs “
Thabo : “you broke up with me, I was venerable and shit
appends “
Mpume : “ what the fuck did you say “
Thabo : “ I’m sorry Mpume , but she means nothing to
me , I’m in love with you it just that ... “
Mpume slapped him so hard that I clapped once ,
Me and Pam :” HAYBOOOO !! “
Mpume left him standing there and walked towards us
yank the can of Guarana from my hands drank it whole
and walked inside the house , I was shocked what just
happed , Thabo walked towards us with his tale between
his leg
Him : “ hi “
We looked at him up and down we just bust out and
laughed I wish I was recording the argument , Sbu came
out
Him : “ what’s so funny ...” he looked at Thabo ... “
haybo Thabo mfethu what you doing here? “ they
shoulder hugged this was strange “
Me : “ you know him? “
Sbu :”yep , his my lawyer”
Pam : “lawyer ? “
Sbu :”yes baby “ he shifted his attention to Thabo “ so
what brings you here? “
Thabo : “I was dropping of my girlfriend “
Sbu : “ Mpume is your Virgin merry “ he laughed and we
joined him his laughter is so contagious , Thabo just
nodded and shook his heard
Sbu : “ small world bro , come let me get you a beer , he
walked with him inside ,
Pam : “ this will be interesting “
I laughed my phone rang gain , aish Langa ... ahhhhh I felt
like screaming
Me : “ hallo “
Langa : “ I booked you a ticket for tomorrows flight,
13:00 , go pack “ he dropped the call , another reason to
get drunk , I dragged pam inside ,
Me : “go watch me get drunk “ we giggled and went
inside
.
.

Sindy ***

I was looking at mpumi staffing her face with any s food

she found in the kitchen , she was livid and to top it up
Thabo was on the other room . I can not believe that Sbu
and Thabo know each other
Mpume : “ she called him baby in front of me no wander
he was on mission to get reed off me , hayboo I will kill
him ”
I wanted to respond but the last thing I wanted to say
was I told you so ,
I just nodded
Me :” sorry friend “
Zoe : “what did you say “ she said budging in with Pam
who looked like she is ready to bust out and laugh
Mpume : “ yazi guys you told me this will happened at
some point but I never listen “
Pam : “ love is blind “
Me : “and deaf in your case “
Zoe busted out of laughter and we all joined in ,
Mpume : “ I love him and I will be dammed to allow that
floozy come in between us , but I will make him suffer a
bit “
Me : “ you not dumping him ? “ I narrowed my eyes at
her
Mpume : “ did you dump Menzi ? when he cheated on
you with Gugu ...did you?“ she clicked her tongue
Zoe : “ hayboo girl !“ she high five Pam and they laughed
Mpume : “ any way , you know that my birthday is
coming up and I need all of you there “
Zoe : “ we not virgin’s will see you on the after patty “
We laughed
Pam : “hayboo guys , lets go “
Mpume wanted to cry
Sindy : “we just joking will be there , you ready for your
come out age ceremony “
Mpume nodded and shook her heard
Zoe : “ don’t tell me , he pooped the cherry “
Everyone fixed there eyes on mpume who was hesitant
to reply
Me : “ haybo talk “
Mpume : “ it all happened to fast , “
Zoe clapped once trust her to be a drama queen
Pam : “ awume zoe , “
Me : “ you could not wait till your ceremony ? did you
think how your mother will feel , ? “
Mpume : I just get so horny and I just want to feel him
inside me “
Pam : “ yoooo!! “
Zoe : “ did he or did ,he not ? “
Mpume : “ I got a taste , but it was just to painful and we
stopped “
Me : “ I need a drink “ I walked out to the seating room
where the boys were seating
Thabo : “ is she ok “
Me : “ if you haven’t cheated maybe she will be “
I took the tequila bottle and walked to the kitchen and
we stated drinking , pam was not into alcohol today , she
was not feeling well , we joined the guys when the bottle
was half empty I seat on menzi lap , and Thabo and
Mpume were seating next to each other holding hands .
it was late and drinks were flowing Zoe wanted to sleep
but we can not allow her to drive she was too intoxicated
and besides Menzi house has too may sperbedrooms she
can use one ,she was laying on couch her head on Pam’s
lap ,
Pam : “ sbu I told you I don’t feel like drinking today “
Me : “ why ? “
Zoe : “ because she does not want too “
Sbu looked at her with questionable look ,
Thabo : “Mpume can we talk “
Mpume : “ they know my business so you can talk hear ”
Me: “ayeye “
Zoe laughed ,
Zoe : “ come on mpume give the guy a chance he already
apologized
Mpume : “ I thought you didn’t like him “
Zoe : “ I don’t , but he makes you happy in an abnormal
way “
We all laughed , when zoe is drunk she just has no filter
`thabo : “ how so ? ,I love Mpume , and she makes me
happy too “
Me :” I sense a but ... “ I raised my eyebrow
Menzi pinched me , “ ouch!” I looked at him
Menzi : “ hush “
Zoe : “ you have an obsession “ she said that trying to
stand up “ look I don’t mind that you love her “ pointing
him with her figure “ but there is a thin line between love
and obsession , one day this love you have for her will be
bloody “ she stumbled a bit and seat down and that was
an epic moment , we all bust out and laughed but she
was right
Zoe : “ where is Trey ? ? “
We looked around It been a while since he disappeared,
Menzi : “ guys he is with Becky , so let him go all Tazen
on her it been a while for my boy “
Thabo : “ you guys are crazy “ we laughed
.
.

Pam ***
I was trying to avoid eye contact with sbu ,i don’t know if
I can tell him this , I mean I was late and I know what that
means , my attempt to avoid sbu was in vain because he
was following me ,
Him : “ what wrong ? “
Me: “ I’m just tied Sbusiso you know work “
I walked pass the kitchen trying to lock my self in the
bathroom Sbu cached up with me and pushed me inside
Him: “ talk to me “
Me : “ I need to pee “
Him : so what stopping you ?
I looked at him , he came close to me, placed his
forehead on mine , he lowered his head and kissed my
Lips I tip toed and held his neck and kissed him back my
body started heating up explosion of passion ran over me
, I pulled him close to me
Sbu : “ we going home , I need to make you scream so
you will tell me what bothering you”
he bit my lower lip , and we made my way to the door he
spanked me and I jumped ,

When are you left to pick up the pieces

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Zoe***

“ Zoe wake up “
Me : “ go away please “
I can hear it was Sindy voice , she gave me two slaps and I
woke up ,
Me : “what the fuck “
Sindy : :”mi “ she handed me her phone , I answered
Me : “hallo “
“ hay sorry to wake you up , I need you to accompany me
to the Dr “
Me : “pam “
Pam : “ now please , will meet in medical towers in town
“
Me : “ok “
I hang up and went to the bathroom to wash my face ,
use mouth wash for my breath took my phone and left a
note for Sindy that I’m gone I will call her later , time was
07:25 which means will see Dr probably at 08:h00 , the
road was not busy so my drive was swift , I packed my
car and pam was standing by the entrance
Me : “ you don’t slip “
She hugged me and I can feel that she is shaking
Me : “ don’t worry love everything will be ok , lets have a
cup of coffee first and talk “
She nodded and we walked to nearest Caffey and
ordered coffee , I needed it since I have a killer hang over
, I had to wear a hood over my heard to hide the messy
mop I call my hair and my face that looks so ripe ,
Pam : “ I’m scared zoe , and sbu is using sex to punish me
for not talking to him, I cunt even seat without filling pain
there “
I laughed , that was funny
Pam : “ its not funny Zoe “
Me : “ I’m sorry “ she looked so pale and frail
Me : “ I was once in your shoes also “
She looked at me with disbelief , I steered my coffee ,
Me : “ yep , last year “
Her : “ how , and where ... ? “
I smiled , Langa always advised me to talk about it , it will
help me get better”
Me : “when I found out I was pregnant , i never told
anyone besides my aunt who was disappointed in me
considering my age then, I broke up with Langa trying to
carry the burden on my shoulders , my father disowned
me “
She placed her hand on hand she was sad
Me : “ I despised being pregnant I hated my life , I even
hated Langa for making me fall pregnant , I min he was
older he knew better “
She nodded her head as I sip my coffee
Me : “ but when I was 8 months I bonded with my child ,
I love my baby I wanted to see her , but life took a wrong
turn when my father found out who was the father of
my unborn baby and all hell broke loose , I was in cross
fire and I lost her “
I looked away because I didn’t want to replay the events
that happened that day , it will always be a nightmare
that will haunt me forever
Pam : “ im sorry Zoe “
I sniffed and looked away , I wiped the burning liquid on
my face ,
She stood up and hugged me I just silently cried in her
arms
Pam : “ if I knew I wouldn’t have ... “
Me : “ its ok ,and thank you “
She looked at me as if I’m crazy
Me : “ for reminding me off her , maybe I will have
carriage to look at her photo now , “ she hugged me gain
I looked at the time
Me : “ come lets go . its after 8:00 already “ I wiped my
tears, breath in and out to pull myself together pam held
my hand and we walked to Dr office waited for her
about 30 minutes and when she came up , she looked at
me and I knew that she was pregnant I stood up and
hugged her
Me : “it will be ok “
We walked out , and I could tell that she was miles away
in thought
Me : “can I drive you home ? “
Pam : “no its fine I’m driving Sbu car , you need to go
pack and go to Langa”
Me :” I can not leave you like this , “
Her :”i m ok Zoe “she smiled ,” I’m just in shock, a good
slip will do me good “
Me : “ you sure ? “
Her : yes , “ she nodded “ thank you for everything , “ I
smiled and hugged her once more I walked back to my
car . on my way back home I felt lighter , it really helped
to talk about my loss
.
.

Trey ***

Have you ever fall in love so hard for person that it

makes you wonder if this was meant to be or if it was
destiny , I spend the whole of yesterday with Becky and I
leaned a lot about her , we were seating in the Menzi
back yard the whole day and night , I was shocked that
she is older than me considering her looks , she finished
varsity last year and she is a photographer , she spends
most of her time in PE with her mom , because her dad
remarried to an annoying step mom. she studied in the
USA , her job constantly takes her overseas for photo
shoots , she is bubbly, full of life and passionate about
her Job , she was friends with Menzi late sister that
passed on due terminal illness and her and Menzi
became friends after there loss . she is very intelligent
and way to talkative but I enjoyed just listening to her ,
when we parted way I drove Pams car back home , and
when I got home I received a text massage from Becky
telling me she is bored , I smiled and texted her my
address as a playful gesture ’ but white people never
takes thinks as joke she was on my door step in few
minutes she attached me with a kiss the minute I opened
the door and she ended up in my bed , so right now I’m
just looking at her sleep admiring her beauty, she so
peaceful and I’m falling in deep for her , I know most
people may think I’m just lasting over her , but I made
love to her it was not sex but it was connection of souls .
my phone rang disturbing me from thoughts, it was Zoe
Me : “ its way to early for phone calls “
Zoe : “ you answered nje so fokof , listen , pam is on her
way there please check if she is ok “
Me :” I don’t understand what wrong ?”
Her : “ you undergoing sagoma training so figure it out ,
bye“
She dropped the call , i looked at my screen Zoe can be
so rude
I turned and looked at Becky who was wide awake , she
smiled at me
Me : “morning , how did you slip “
Her : “ like I’m in haven “
I laughed ,
Me : “ are you a fallen angel if I may ask ? “
Her : maybe” we laughed , I got on top of her and kissed ,
I looked at her
Me : “ this is how I wish my morning will be “
Her : “I wound not mind one bit , “
We kissed and I found my self going deep in her, and she
moaned so beautifully in my ear , damm sexing her will
be my new hobby
.
.
Mpume ***

I don’t know what was wrong but my mom , was

marching up and down for what only god knows , I walk
in and greeted her she was by the window and probably
saw me getting off Thabo car , I was waiting for her to go
all crazy on me , but she was just acting weird today , like
she is afraid of something
Me :” ma are you ok ? “
She looked at me and again outside the window , she
clearly was afraid of something , and this scared me ,
Ma : “yini inking , u frightening me “
Ma : “ I need you to visit Zoe the whole day today like
you normally do” ,
Me : “ why ? “
Her : “ just go mani “
Me : “ why must I go , why you getting reed of me ?”
Her : “ I can have this people seeing you , they will take
you away from me , you all I got Mpume , please mtana
wami “
I sank down on the chair she was not making sense ,
what people?
Me : “ma come down you not making sense , come down
please and explain”
Her :” hayisuka awuzwa phela wena ,” she was shouting
now
I folded my hands and looked at her
Ma: “just do as I tell you ok!!!“
I walked to my room , i can not deal with her drama its
too early , I’m not going any where ,I was tired I drank a
lot yesterday hangover was killing me , she was just going
all crazy talking about people who are coming to take me
away , I rolled my self under the bed cover and dosed
off
.
.

Menzi ***

“ Baby can you get the door ? “ Sindy got off me and
made her way to the bathroom , the intercom was
buzzing non stop , I walked towards the door , and there
she was standing there , my anger levels just went sky
high
Me :” what the fuck are you doing hear? want do you
want ?“
Gugu : “ you obviously “ she smiled and tried to come in
but I blocked the door
Me : “ get the fuck away from me and my girlfriend you
parasite “
Gugu : “ I told you if you don’t leave her I’m telling
everyone about what we did few weeks back “
Me : “ you drugged me and took advantage of me , you
know that “
Gugu : “ I guess your dick was not drunk because it was
functioning very good “ she bite her lower lip, I push her
out ,
Gugu :” fuck you , I’m not going any were , you think you
can use me and leave me like that !!
she screamed fuck now sindy will kill me for sure, I
turned around and she was standing there ready to kill
me : “ baby listen it now what you think it is ?“
Gugu : “ what is she doing hear ? “
Sidy : “ I should be asking you that “
Gugu : “ listen hear sisi , thank you for kipping my man
busy so allow real women to satisfy him now “ gugu ran
his hands on my chest
Sindy : “ ooow like how you fucked sipho In ladies
bathroom , no wait like that grade 8 boy you sucked dry
in the netball court , so are u the best women ?“
gugu was angry and the next thing I know there was a cat
fight sindy was beating the leaving day out of her , and
there was blood , overtime I pulled sindy away from her
she jumped back at her , this was just to crazy
“Menzi what going on in my house “
Shit I’m busted I looked up and my father was standing
by the door with his luggage , fuck I thought he is coming
back on Monday .
Sindy let go of my hand , and slapped me across my face ,
Sindy : “ that for fucking that slut “ she clicked her
tongue and walked pass my dad , she only had my T-shirt
on she had no shoes on , I tried to run after her but dad
stopped me , and Gugu was pulling an award winning
acting seen crying historically
Dad : “ help her up , cunt you see she is wounded “
I tried to refuse but my Dad look was enough to make
me swallow my pride and go the badly beaten bitch , I
knew sindy was crazy but yoo , she can weep ass .

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34

Sindy ****

As much as I resented my dad for the way he treated my

mom I could not help fill sorry for him when I heard the
news that he was injured in line of duty , my mind wish
he died maybe he deserved it but my heart still recall
that he is my father after all. I made a decision to nurse
him till he is all better , because I could not risk my mom
rekindling her love for him. Nop I could not allow that to
happened.
Dad : “Sindy baby I’m much better now there is no need
for you to take care of me I’m a grown man “
Me : “ I rather do it dad than allow my mom to come , I
don’t want her to get her hopes high “
Dad was seating up straight on the bad watching tv in his
small open plan apartment that he was renting “ what do
you min about that “ he asked with his eyebrows forced
together
Me : “ I know that you still see me as a kid but I know
that you fell out of love with mom long time ago ., and
you beat her up to ease your conscious “
” Sindiswa I'm still your father never talk to me like that”
his voice was firm and hold to much authority , but I was
not shaken
I stood up and attended to the microwave that seek my
attention with it beeping sound I took out home cooked
meal prepared by mom and served him
Me : “ baba , you taught me lot of things when you were
trying to toughen me up , you always said that I might be
a girl but I need to be strong because if I’m not people
will take advantage of my pretty face “ he smiled
recalling the moment when he was teaching me to
change tire of his car
Him : “ when your mom was pregnant with you , I
honestly wish you were a boy , and when you were born I
was disappointed that you were a girl , but I wanted one
of my girls to be strong , lead and survive , you never
complained that you can not do tough stuff but you were
too stubborn that I even started treating you like a boy “
He laughed and I smiled
Me : “ baba when are you going to introduce me to
other daughter? “
He choked on his food and tried to stand but due to his
injured body he cried in vain and just looked at me with
questionable eyes , my Farther may be a detective but he
such an open book , he lives bread crumbs everywhere I
figured that he never loved mom but married her
because I showed up his heart belong to someone else
and today i want to know who and I want to know about
my half sister.
Him : “ HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS ??”
Me :” evidence was everywhere , I washed your clothes
and her perfume was to strong for me not to notice that
you were with another women , but poor mom when she
confronts you, you beat her up ,”
Him : “ you don’t get to talk to me like this I’m your
FATHER YOUNG GIRL, yes me and your mother have
problems but we adult we will work it out , stay away
from my business ” his temper was slowly going sky high
, he was angry and he was ready to kill ,
Me : “ I did not mean to upset you , but I need the truth “
Him : “ its not your business , many lives will be
destroyed if the .... “
He looked at me realizing that he just spilled out the
information due to anger
Me : “ she is married ?“ that can only be the reason , he
loves someone that will never belong to him and they
planned to keep this a secrete
I stood up handed him a glass of water to drink , since he
was coughing unbearably , I help him take few sips
He finally came down and his breathing was normal now
Him : “are you going to tell your mother ??“ he held my
hand and looked at me with pleading eyes ,
Me : “ baba I don’t have all the fact and I can not just
drag my mom into this , you have broke her too much
and if she finds out about this it will kill her , let her pick
up her broken peace’s and make sure she never finds out
“
Him : “ I have wrong her , she the innocent one hear and
I took out my anger range out on her , I wish she can
forgive me ,”
I looked at him , “ baba , I care about you because uyigazi
lami ‘ but with all due respect stay away from my mom “
he breath out loud and placed his head on the pillow he
was looking at sealing as if it had all the answers , a tear
escaped his eye , but still I was not moved , I hated my
father , but I cared for him but I don’t think I will ever
love or trust him. I took his car keys and drove off to
clear my head ,
.
.
Zoe****

I don’t even know what im doing in this place, Langa is

forever at work and I’m always alone , I was on Skype
with pam , she was at walk judging by her uniform she
had on
Me : “ you forever at work this days , a person in your
condition must not over work “
Pam : “ i need to keep busy , they is lot to adjust too, this
baby , Trey trying to find our clan name , and miss Becky
who is practically leaving in my house now , yooo sisi
please just let me be , at list work keeps me busy “
Me : “stop calling my boy “ this baby ". I think we need a
name him now“ she rolled her eyes , pam still did not
feel there is need to tell sbu about the baby , she is so
dramatic , I guess she is not ready and it still early for her
to even show , she is 9 weeks pregnant , and I don’t want
to touch on that subject on why she is not telling sbu that
there expecting, its her body after all and women act
differently is situations like this.
Me : “ I’m so bored , good lord this place to flipping
boring”
Pam : “ give it time , and make your self a house wife in
the min time , cook , clean, slip and fuck your man hard
till he screams and say “ hawe maaaah “ “
I laughed she was becoming so outspoken now like Sbu ,
Me “” Sbu bad habit are rubbing on you “
Pam : “ I know and its kinda creepy “
We laughed
Pam : “let me ask before I forget , “ I fixed my eyes at her
“ when last did you speak to Zweli?
Me : “ its been a while , nxa we not in speaking terms “
She gave me a frown
Me : “ he is becoming my father , how can she beat up
Portia “
Pam : “ ini ? “
Me : “ apparently Portia was fed up and she told me that
she will leave Zweli , he has not change and repeatedly
did the same stupid mistake over and over again , he's
just a fuckin player “
Pam : “ come on Zoe, he is still your brother “
Me : “ he is abusive, and he knows how I fill about that ,
he is just becoming my father which is something that
scares me the most “
Me : “ I don’t need him at all “
Pam : “ talk to him sisi , Portia brother gave him a beating
and it was bad he was in hospital with broken ribs and
jaws and to top it up girl has moved on with some guy
from her church “
Me : “I can not even look at him right now , and Portia is
not yet dating the guy they just friends , besides Nkozo is
a good people, pastor's son even .. “ I wiggled my eye
brows , pam smiled
Pam : “ and you know his name how ? “
Me : “I still talk with Portia , and consider her a friend ,
wena stop listening to Sbu whose looking after his friend
“
Pam nodded , There was shuffling of things in the kitchen
I looked at pam
Me : “ I think Langa is back , will chat later love “
She blow kisses and hang up , I walked towards the
kitchen and screamed and hugged him
Lubanzi : “ fuck you so loud , and what the fuck you doing
here?”
I laughed he is so dramatic
Me : “ don’t act like you did not miss me “
I slapped him on his shoulder , I was excited that I have
someone to hang with , Langa clearly did not think
trough about my visit to his place .
Him : “ I came here for peace and quite and I did not
know you here “
I plugged in the cattle took out two coffee mugs
Me :” you look drained , what’s wrong “
He pulled a stool “ work is stressing me , dad is busy
pressuring me to teach Langa the family business , mom
wants gran children , and Nikiwe is cheating , Langa is
such a cry baby .... “
I stopped him there ,” wo wo wo !!! you said Nikiwe is
cheating as in your Nicky .... your wife ? “
He just nodded , open a pocket of biscuits and stated
munching on like he just didn't drop this bomb on me ,
that girl must have lost her brains who cheats on a guy
like Lubanzi , as much as I get along with him , I can tell
that he got a dark side about him , you know that aura
that screams bad boy. I could tell he was hurt not angry
but sot off disappointed
Me : “ I’m sorry mfethu “
Him : “ at list I have your shoulder to cry on , he pouted “
I smiled and hugged him, he such a baby , I made hot
chocolate and we cuddle in the couch watched chick flit
movies I sent a massage to Langa to but take away ,
because I was not cooking , it not like I know how to any
way ,
Lubanzi : “ I think I might as well agree to this arranged
marriage thing , “
I looked at him ,” have you seen her ? “ i had to ask
because this girl was just too much of mystery
He took out his phone and showed me the pic , I looked
at the phone , blink twice
Him : “ you know her “
I zoomed the screen on I could not believe my eyes , I
took out my phone and showed him the pic
Him : “ she is your friend ? “
Me : “ hayboo no it can not be , Mpume never
mentioned that she has tween , “
I stood up and stated marching up and down
Him : “ hhaay mani zoe stop this walking around you
making me dizzy now “
I seat down next to him .
Me : “ tell me about her , how old is she , where she from
?“
Him : “ from what I have found out is that she is not a
peoples person or a socialite , she is really under the
reedier and it took me a while to gather information
about her , “
Me : “ you investigated her , as in do a background check
on her ? “
He shrug his shoulder like what the big deal in doing that
Him : “ yes, “
I hit him with a pillow
Him : “ what .”
Me : “ that is not normal , you crazy “
He took another pillow and banged me with it , laugher
and giggle filled the room .
Him : “ call me crazy again “
I laughed at him “ I did a back ground check on you also “
I took the mugs to the sink
Me : “ what did you find ? “
Him : “ that your dad is an ass-holl “
Langa : “ that is my father in law that you calling names,”
he said stepping in the house , he gave me a baby kiss
and walked to banzi
Langa : ufunani la wena ? “
Banzi : “to see Zoe of cause you dick heard “
Langa frowned ,
Langa : “ hay stay away from my girl . I took punches for
her and right now I just want to cuddle and make love to
her so make your self scarce “
Banzi : “ we can have tree some ,” Langa hit him with a
pillow and I just laughed
Me : “ let me prepare the guest room “
Banzi : “ who said I’m slipping over ? “
Me : “ I was not asking “
i went to take linen in our room to prepare the guest
room after i was done with guest room i went back to
my room, Langa just stepped out of the shower looking
all yummy , it almost a week since I was here and Langa
has been either too tired or too sleepy to satisfy my
needs , and to top it up I was on my periods,
Langa :” you going to stand there and stare at me all
night “
Me : “ why you never towel dry yourself in the bathroom
, you always walk out wet and I need to wipe your mass “
I shifted my attention from my pussy that was getting
very moist , he did not say anything and just stated
walking towards me , and my knees fell weak , i moved
my hair from my face , and he was just standing in front
of me , he pulled my chin up and cupped my lips I
couldn't help but respond he pulled me to his wet chest
and his erection poked me I wanted him so badly now
,he pulled out and looked me , while I was overwhelmed
with hunger to fill him inside me
Him : “ are we good down there ? “
I nodded like a girl in candy store offered sweets , he
smiled at me and scooped me up I wrapped my legs
around his waist , the sex was so good and it made Banzi
turn the radio on high volume due to my an controllable
screams and moans , I could feel his hunger and he was
like a wild animal devouring me in all angels , I don’t
know where he get the endurance he was on fire and our
endless love making lasted all night till our tummies were
grumbling and I wanted to make food , I tried to untangle
myself from his tight grip
Him : “ no baby don’t move “
Me : “ im just going to make food and come back , “
Him : “ no baby will eat later “
I tried to move but he got on top of me and kissed me
deeply
.
.

Zweli ***

School was hard and all my focus was on excelling and

getting my diploma I was busy doing my assignment
when my mind traced and drifted away , Portia moved
on and left me like we never existed , I was wrong to hit
her for trying to brake up with me I guess I was in denial
and I never take rejection easily , I became my father and
for my actions I can never justify , I deserved a beating
from Portia brother I can not believe that he budging in
my house with a hockey stick I was sure I was dead I cried
like a girl when he re-arranged my body ,
“ stay away from sister or I swear to god I will kill you “
Those were his last words that he said to me while I was
laying lifeless on my pool of blood , I could not call my
aunt because he does not condone women abuse or any
sort of any abuse for that matter , I just tapped on the
emergency contact and my father voice was on speaker I
could not talk but just cried , he was in my house in
seconds to take me to hospital and he also was there for
me to nursed me back to health when I was discharged , I
would be Laing if I said that we best of friends but as his
only son I guess he can see that he raised me wrong ,
trust me when I say that I am my fathers son the rage,
anger and bitterness , I take after him I wish I can change
but I fill like I’m too far gone.
Keven kicked me out of all the missions I was assigned
too due may behavior he told me to focus’s on school
because I was becoming a loss Cause. My phone
disturbed me from my thoughts I picked it up
sbu: “ hay mfethu , usedladleni ? “
me : “sho “
sbu : “ ngifuna ukuringa nawe “
me : “ zwakala phela “
I finished typing my assignment while waiting for sbu to
show up I spell check everything and it was in order I
save it in my drive and sbu came just in time when I took
out something to drink in the fridge , we shoulder
hugged and seat in the couch ,
Sbu : “ how you doing , you have been scars this days “
Me : “ school work mfethu , and I’m trying to turn my life
around “
Him :“ yoo are you turning to the Jehovah witnesses now
“
I bust out and laughed at him , I offer him something to
drink but he was busy complaining about my house
having a funny smell, I have OCD how can my house have
a funny smell and to think about that it was one of the
reason Portia got fed up with me it was bugging her and
she hated that I am clean frick, I handed sbu his drink and
suddenly he was filling hot and he stepped out of the
balcony he was actually sweating now
Me : “ dud its June and the temperatures have dropped ,
below 18 degrees but you filling hot are you sick or
something ? “
Him : “ I don’t know man , I thought it was something
that is passing , maybe a bug but its been weeks now and
I still have this high... high “ I laughed at him
Me : “ have you seen a Dr? “
Hiim : “ naaa , don't worry about me I’m good,”
We looked outside the busy street of Durban , and I was
lost in though
Me : “ she is happy , the bustard actually makes her
happy “
Sbu : “ let it go bro “
Me : “ Im trying and I just love her so much and I wish I
would have been a better man “
Him : “ look this mopping around you doing it just too
girly for me to handle , grow some balls man , you
screwed up , fucked around while you were still dating ,
and to top it up you beat her up , you twisted bustard “
I dropped my jaw at him ,
Me : “ so aren’t you suppose to make me fill better , or
just kick me even more ? “
Sbu : “ I’m not going to fill sorry for you , because I told
you stop treating women like toilet paper , comer is a
bitch , so deal with it , “
He walked back to the house and he was in the kitchen ,
making something to eat , I just looked at him this was
strange he was eating tuna fish with peanut butter and
Jam , ok now I’m convinced that this boy is smoking
some drug nyawmpee for shoo , every bite he took he
closed his eyes and enjoyed his sandwich
Him : “ what? “
Me : are you sure you ok ?
Him : “ fuck you man ? “
His defiantly high on something ,I laughed my brains off
looking at him .
.
.

Menzi***
“ you just not helping , how on earth am I the bad guy
hear I was raped like really raped , the bitch used a date
drug on me”
Trey was laughing senselessly and I was dahm
seriousness because this thing is destroying my
relationship with sindy
Trey : “ this is just too crazy “
We were in the mall buying few staff , I can not believe
that Trey is such a shopaholic , he never get enough of
cloths and he has an expensive teist ,
Me : “ I need your help please bra , talk to her “
Trey : “ hayiii hall no , your women is crazy and I don’t
want her to go all kung fu on me “
I seat down while Trey was trying on sum sneakers
Me : “ Gugu wants to press charges ,”
Trey : “ fuck no , she provoked her and the beating was
bound to happened anyways “
Me : “ I know , but I can never allow sindy to have a
criminal record she has not even finished school “
Trey : “ so how you going to fix it “
I looked at him clueless
Trey : “ technically this is all your fault , you played a roll
of a person you were not , basically you leaved a lie until
sindy showed up “
Me : “ dud I leave in the suburbs and cunt even talk
proper vernacular , how was I suppose to bland in , fake
it till a fit in “
He laughed , “ that what got you in this trouble , you
attracted the wrong crowd and when they knew the real
you , shit got complicated“ he said that doing a cat walk
looking at himself in the mirror
Trey : “ look , your life style is every girls dream who
leaves ekasi , they just want snobb like you who comes
from rich break ground , Gugu just wasn’t to get
pregnant so that her social status will change “
Me : “ its not my money its my parents , there are the
ones who are rich!! “
Trey : “ but you the only child who can get anything you
want over a click of your figures , so hood rat only run
after cheese “
His right infect too right , this is not about me its about
what I have
Him : “ im buying this , and that cap , I look at the price
tag it was R2,800,
Me : “ what the fuck , it just a dahm sneaker”
Trey laughed , “ for guy who is money'd you can be so.....
aaaah what the word ... clueless about style “ he was
busy laughing
Me : “ so Becky left you with her credit card , “
Trey : “ she is not using it , that what she said and gave it
too me “
Me “ dick must be making the girl loose all senses “
Trey : “ I just know how to treat my women right , you
should try that also “
he laughed , and we went to pay, I kept trying Sindy line
non stop but no avail , but an sms from Gugu came
trough
“ tick... took , time is flying I need you to decide me or
you visiting your girlfriend behind bars “
I showed Trey ,
Him : “ fuck she is blackmailing you now “
Me : “ what do I do? ntwana ! “
Trey : “fuck ... fuck .... fuck ... come lets go , I know a dud
that will help us ”
.
.
( unedited - lazy night sorry )

35

Zoe ***
I woke up next to Langa who was sleeping peacefully
next to me ,I slowly stepped out of the bed and went to
the bathroom to take a shower I did my Hygiene process
, once done , stepped out put on langa’s track pants and
t-shirt , it was after 5am in the morning and weather this
side was cold, I went to the kitchen made Oatmeal since
its Langa favorite I left it to boil in the stove and turned
the cattle on for his morning coffee, once everything was
up and running in the kitchen, I had to wake up my
hubby, I just kissed him, and he responded ,
Me : “ morning “
He did not want to open his eyes , “ don’t tell me its
morning already “
Me : “ wake up baby you will be late
he frown a bit and traced his hands on my body , he
opened one eye , “ why you got this on ?“
I smiled , “ I need my morning glory baby to start my day
“‘he said trying to pull down my track pants
Me : “ I’m going to burn your oatmeal if you don’t wake
up “ I packed his lips and stepped down from the bed , “
how can I wake up when your kiss left me like this he
lifted the bed covers and showed me his boner, I giggled
“ go take a shower , I blow him a kiss and , walked out , I
had enough off sex yesterday was not in the mood ,
Banzi walked in the house he looked like he was jogging
Me : “ good morning “
Him : “ what’s so good about it ? “ her was grumpy
Me : “ mceee “
Him : “ breakfast ? “
Me :” in an hour “
He walked away , ok let me tell you one think about the
Dlamini brothers there very moody , one minute there all
happy and jolly the next minute the are just sour , I have
lent to just let them be , Langa’s mom told me they take
after there father and best medicine is to not be
bothered and give them space
Langa : “ I can get use to this baby , waking up next to
you and eating you're cooked meals in clean house“ I
packed his lip , he was looking all handsome in black ,
black chino slacks , black polo neck , with black coat .
Me : “ you look so handsome ,best you let them girl
know that you have a wife “
He hugged me and squeeze my ass , “ my heart belongs
to you ,my yellow pumpkin “ I tip toed and kissed him
Lubanzi : “hallo!!!!! Lubanzi in the house “
We did not pay him any attention we continued to kiss ,
until Langa let out groan in my mouth , I pulled away “
have a nice day at work baby “
Him : “ I love you “
Me : “ I love you more “ he looked at his watch , and
whispered in my ear “ I'm 15 min early , how about we
you now ....ill be quick “
I giggled , and shook my head
Lubanzi : “ fuck you two , wena just go hayimani , “ he
pulled Langa away from me and dragged him out of the
door , I rolled my eyes and laughed at him
.
.
.

Mpume ***

“ I don’t get it mom , why now “

Mom : “ East London is a good place sis and it will be
good to move that side
Me : “ we always moving what are you running from “
Mom: “ I’m not running mpume that just absurd , “
Me: “ than give me a reason why I’m always popping
from one place to another , I have had enough , I like
Durban an Intend to stay “
Mom : “ will talk about this when I get back , “
She packed her bags , “ I’m going to town ill be back
later , please behave “
She kissed me on the cheek and she left , I took my tea
and seat outside my yard , a car packed outside my yard
with a dashing Nkonzo he was smiling ear to ear ,
Him : hay stranger “
He seat next to me , I faked a smile , I was not in mood
for small chats
Me : “ hi “
Him : “ how are you and what’s the long face “
Me : “ long story , don’t feel like talking about it “
HIM : “ I get you , how is birthday preparation going “
I just shrug my shoulders because I was not sure if i was
looking forward to it or not , but it means the world to
my mom so I just have to suck it up
Him : “well I’m looking forward to it either way “
Me : don’t forget to bring me a gift “
He smiled , “ no doubt about it “
Me : “ so what brings you here so early , don’t you have
class to teach “
He laughed ,Nkozo got a position as a lecture in UKZN
teaching music and since it school holiday Nkonzo was
teaching kids instrumental music at church and he was
really gifted , and he wished I helped him with vocals ,
but I was never interested in teaching ,
Nkonzo : “ any way I came to say thank you “
I looked at him
Nkonzo : “ Portia “
I smiled at him “ you dating now ? “ I asked with
excitement
Nkonzo : “ something like that , she is still broken about
the brake up with her X ,so we just taking it one day at
time “
Me : “ it was a messy brake up ,”
Nkonzo : “ it will take time for her to get over him , and
she still has huge trust issues “
Me : “ yaa ne “
Nkonzo : “ I hope I wont be her rebound ,”
Me : “ lets hope so too , just play your cards right ne “
He nodded , another car parked in my yard , Grey double
cab bakkie, Sindy stepped out wearing a shorts , baggy
soccer jersey, with fluffy winter boots , this girl hate
wearing decent cloths , she always walk around half
naked , but her body is to die for , I wish I had long lags
like hers, she smiled, we hugged and she greeted
Nkonzo
Me : “I have been trying to get hold of you for days , you
phone is off “
Her : I know im avoiding... you know who” she looked at
Nkonzo
Me : “ I still think you over reacting love “
Her : “ I’m not , I’m just tired of fighting “
She looked away ,
Nkonzo : “ lets pray about this sister “
We looked at nkonzo and bust out and laughed him
included
Me : “ yahlanya “
Nkonzo : “ that is my daily bread from my father “
We laughed
Nkonzo : “ my father choose the life of faith but now he
wants his kids to be so holly and we turned out to be the
opposite “
“
Sindy : “ mfudisi akumuzali umfundisi “
Nkonzo : “ well said sister , lady’s I have to go , it was
good seeing you mpume , I hope you will be ok “
Me : “ thank you , see you next week end “
He waved, and I was left with sindy , we went to my
room just for girly talk
Me : talk to me , what’s wrong ? “
Her : “ where do I start , “
Me : “ in the beginning obviously , she folded her legs
and sighed
Her : “ I smack Gugu up last week , “ .i popped my eyes at
her
ME : “ no !!! “ she smiled
Her : “ she came to Menzi house and she was all over
Menzi touching him and talking about them sleepping
together some weeks back “
Me : “ yooo “
Her : “ yap and when she saw me standing there we
started exchanging words , and she jumped me but ,
since I was waiting for the day to kick her ass off I gladly
gave her the WWE smack down” I giggled and high five
her “ but too my bad Menzi father walked on me in the
act , “ I held my mouth “ he was furious and turned red
instantly , Menzi stood there like a stature I could tell
that he was terrified of his father , I was waiting for him
to explain , but when I saw that he lost his voice , I gave
him hard slap across his face , “
Me : “ hayboo girl inform of his father “ she nodded
Her : “ I was angry , mpums , and I hate the fact that
Gugu slept with Menzi while I was in the picture , and
how she treated me at school , everything came rushing
and I acted with out thinking , I stomped out and left , I
met up with Becky on the road and she took me to her
house I just cried , and later on I realized that I did not
have my phone with me , my cloths , everything was at
Menzis house , I was walking around on his T-shirt the
whole time , I asked Becky to accompany me to his
house and , that when I over heard his parents scowling
him,~~~ it very degrading and not appropriate to date a
loxion trash ~~~ a hood rate they called me all sort of
names and to top it up Gugu did not leave she was in the
house pulling an act how badly she was injured , and
Menzi must take care of her “ she started crying , I
hushed her and she was a bit calm
her: “ why didn’t he tell them how much he loved me or
did he even love me at all?? “
Me : “ don’t talk like that love , we all act stupid in front
of our parents “
Her : ” can you believe that his dad wanted me arrested ,
talking about I dint have any morals, and I need to be
behind bars I’m a street slut after his money “she wept
and I just comforted her she was so hurt
Her : “ so I left and stayed with my dad I can not handle
the break up my heart was ton into million peace’s ,
even when I thought I have won by putting Gugu in her
place she still got the upper hand , I hate that bitch and I
don’t have any fight in me I rather leave Menzi than be
with him because I know that will cause a wedge
between him and his parents “I hugged her and I felt my
blood boiling also this was just not right they don’t even
know her and yet they have judge her.
.
.

SBU****
“Baby I’m sick and I feell like you don’t care about me “
Pam : “ sbu I’m at work what do you want me to do ? , I
told you to go see a Dr , “
Me : “ fuck that... I need you !!“
Pam : “ sorry love , but I have to go now , love you “
Me : “ futsek !!! “
Pam laughed and dropped the call , I was nauseous and
banning up , “ sbu” trey was calling me , he was inside
my house
Me : “ I’m coming “ I was in the bathroom vomiting my
lungs out
I walked out and he was with Menzi, they looked at me
with out blinking
Me :” what ? “
Menzi : “ you don’t look good”
Me : “ I know , so you made your self at home and who
let you in ?, and Trey why you drinking my Beer “
Trey gave me the figure
Menzi : “ the door was open , so...
Trey :” hope that shit you got is not contagious “
I looked at him and wiped my sweaty face , I walked to
the kitchen and they followed me
Menzi : “ look Mfethu I need advise “
I looked at him , he went on on on about some Bitch
who is trying to destroy his life ,
Me : “what her name ? address and cell number “ I asked
him while eating an apple dipped in peanut butter ,
Trey : “ what the fuck are you eating ? “
Me : “ it taste good , whant to taste? , “
Trey : “ no bro I’m good “ Menzi laughed and gave me
the information about this Gugu girl , she was hot , but
slutty hot , I thought of an idea and I just sent an sms to
Bongani
“ mfethu , can you please find this bitch and fuck her
hard “
Bongani : “aishhhhhhhh! with pleasure bro thank you , “
he responded instant
Me : “ its done , so guys if you don’t mind im sick and I
need to sleep “
Trey : “ what did you do “
Me : “ gave the meat to the hyenas “
Menzi : “ what ? “
Me : “wena go to Sindy and apologies , and tell your
parents that you old enough to choice a girl of your
choice “
Menzi : “ you don’t know my father ? “
,me : “ I don’t but he also does not know Sindy , you need
to make him see her like you do “
Menzi was lost , shit he is such a coconut ,
Me : “ look , right now Sindy is bad guy , because of her
action , and Gugu is miss perfect for pretending to be
Denzell in distress , so fix this or you will loose sindy “
Menzi looked at Trey
Trey : “ HAY ! don’t look at me with pleading eyes , I
helped you with Gugu , fixing you relationship with Sindy
its all on you”
Me : “ I need food , can you fuckers cook ? “
Trey : “ I’m not your wife , don’t get any ideas since I look
like Pam “ I laughed he so extra
Menzi : “ ill order in”
Me : “ nandos extra hot , hot wings , aish im craving
spinach with pap right now “
They looked at me confused ,
Menzi : “ I need a beer , you act like a pregnant women
today , what up with your weird tastebuts? “
Me : “you know what lets go to my moms house she will
cook my favorite .” I called mom told her I was coming , I
know I will find a hot plate ready for me
.
.

Sindy ***
I was still with mpume in her house just passing time ,we
were in her back yard hanging washing , this girl works
like a house wife in this house , and that reminded me of
my mom , I turned my phone on to call mom and update
her on my Father's condition , and she was too busy to
even stay that long on the phone , I logged into my whats
app , and a flood of massage came in mostly from Menzi ,
seconds later he called me , I just looked at my phone
Mpume : “ at least hear him out “
I answered the call , and kept quite
Menzi : baby , I’m so SORRY ! I was so worried , I have
been calling you and your house is always locked I know I
massed up and I want to talk too you, I am trying to fix us
by all mins where are you? lets meet , please don’t shut
me out “
He went on and on ... till I handed the phone to Mpume ,
she put it on loud spiker
Mpume : “yooooo ! shut up , you not making sense “
Menzi : “ Mpume is Sindy with you , where are you guys
I’m coming “
Mpume looked at me and I showed her signee of
strangling her neck if she tells
Mpume : “ listen Menzi , sindy needs time ,and you not
making it easy for her “
Menzi : “ mpumi can I speak to my girlfriend please , “ he
sounded angry now
Mpume : “ hayboo “
Menzi : “lalela la , if I was fucking you I will need your
opinion but since I’m not I really don’t . so don’t be all up
in my business , hand the phone to sindy right now “
Mpumi handed me the phone and left me to talk to my
now angry boyfriend
Me : “ you have no right to speak to her like that “
Him : “ what do you want me too do , I told you I’m sorry
“
Me : “ and your father sims happy to call me name and u
said nothing , so I’m suppose to roll over and except that
, while you spend 2 days Menzi playing house with Gugu
“
Him : “ she lied and Dad bought it , when she said her
parents are out of town and she was visiting me , she
painted this picture of us , and my dad bought it “
Me : “ dahm Menzi , why you failed to stand up for us , “
Him :” I’m sorry I told my father about us but .... what
happened left him with doubt and does not want to
listen “
Me : ‘ you such a pussy Menzi ... how can you do this to
me I hate you “
Him : “ Gugu is threatening to press charges if I don’t
convince my dad that me and her are an item, I can not
do that to you , I can never allow her to put you behind
bars “
Me : “ what !!”
Him : “ and my father wants you arrested and I must stay
away from you , I’m sorry but this whole thing is just too
messy and I don’t know how I can fix it “
I was crying now , and I can not believe that I will loose
Menzi like this , I just wanted to teach Gugu a lerson that
I’m no push over , I guess it happened in the wrong place
at a wrong time and now I have to face the music , I just
cried
Menzi : “ baby please don’t cry , will get over this
obstacle , we have been trough a lot and I promise I will
fight with everything I got “
Me : “ my father is cop you idiot I would have never been
arrested nxa , but I can never turn back the hands of time
for what happened in your house , I will always be judge
for trying to protect my self “
He was quite for a while and his car packed at Mpumi
house , fuck now how a my going to get out of this , he
jumped off like lighting and I just froze my tears were
rushing down like a flood , he hugged me and I just cried
even more in his arms till I fell life my body was getting
weak , we stayed like that in that position and fore a
moment I felt like everything is ok .
Me : “ please let me go “
Menzi : “ I will never let you go , you the best thing that
ever happened to me “
i pulled away from him and he looked into my eyes “Im
so sorry you had to hear my parents outburst they just .. .
” he wanted to hug me again but I pushed him away , I
thought about Mpume mom if she walks on us in his
house busy hugging she will burn us with holly water , I
walked outside greeted the guys passed them, and Trey
had to comment
Trey : “ yoo this fool owns a soccer jersey lol “they
pointed at menzi
Fuck I was wearing Menzi soccer Jersey that how much I
missed him but to pissed to show him
Sbu : “ wemame inkomo le “ sbu was stuffing his face
with fat cook
Menzi : “ it looks good on you baby “ I just rolled my eyes
Menzi : “ can we talk please “
Me : “about what , you did not stand up for me to your
parents Menzi, they called me all sort of names but you
just stood there “
I looked away
Him : “ my father is difficult man to talk to yet alone to
convince “
Me : “ where does that leave us now ? “
Him : “ nothing has changed I still love you , and I will fix
this “
Me : “ you parents hate me , I just don’t want to get in
between you and your parents “
Him : “ I can not loose you , I love you sindy , and Gugu is
out of the picture “
I looked at him and frowned , “ how so ? “ I had to ask ?
Him : “ I made a plan , he came close to me packed my
lips and hugged me “ I missed you so much , don’t ever
disappear on me like that “ he whispered in my ear his
heart was beating so fast , I hugged him back , he kissed
my forehead I just smiled , this is going to be so difficult
to love a man who’s parents thinks the worse about me.

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Langa***

I was pacing up and down it almost midnight still Zoe and

Lubanzi are not at home ,
Ever since Lubanzi visited they have been hanging out
way too much , the endless shopping , outing and
clubbing , they painting JHB red , I was happy that Zoe
was having fun I mean I’m at work most of the time , at
list Banzi is around to keep her company , but they over
do it ,and the drinking is way too much, so today Zoe told
me she need to do her hair and i gave her my car and
card , she has been gone forever , and since Banzi is not
around I’m definitely sure they are together, I should
have gone with her but I was way too tired , I tried
calling her again and dololo voice mail , fuck Banzi man, I
wanted to call mom but I could not risk being called a cry
baby by Lubanzi , I seat in the couch and flipped
channels and it was almost 01:00 am in the morning ,
they was laughter and whispering by the door , I
switched off the TV and looked at the two shadows that
were walking unsteady ,
Zoe : “ shhhhhuu” she said to Banzi “ you’ll wake him up
“
They giggled like mice having a field day at night when
everyone is asleep I switched the light on and they froze I
looked at Banzi and at Zoe and my eyes looked at Banzi
again ,
Lubanzi : “ oww.... shit!! “
he ran like lighting almost tripping over, to his room and
bagged the door probably locked it
Zoe : “ REALY Lubanzi !!!! “ she stumbled and smiled at
me I was so angry ,she wiped her mouth
Zoe : “ I’m sorry baby , I just lost track of time and the
funny thing happened ”
I tilted my head and folded my arms I wanted her to
explain
“beku lite baby” she giggle “ what suppose to be just
one drink yoo...i had so much fun” she smiled at me but
the intensity on my face made her look away , I could not
talk I guess shockwave took over, my baby was drunk like
flipping drunk , she couldn’t even stand up straight , I
walked pass her I could not even look at her
Her : “ Langa “ she said walking inside the bedroom “ I’m
sorry ok“ I looked at her
Me : “ for what ? , “
She took off her sneakers and jacket and her denim
White jump suet that was just a perfect fit for her , fuck
my baby has killer body, focus Langa ...focus do not give
into temptation “ my phone died and I could not call
you , and .... “ she was now left with her underwear , I
cleared my trout
Me : “ how long is this going to carry on Nokuzola ??”
Her : “I did not do nothing wrong but went out and had
fun , why you making this a big issue “
I laughed at her not because what she said was amusing
but because she was making me angry
Me : “ having fun zoe , you call walking back home after
mid night drunk with my brother having fun , “
I was shouting now I min she has been slipping home
drunk doing all sort of shit with my brother I know I’m
working most of the time but this is just to much ,
She walked passed me and went to the bathroom ,
“ I’m talking too you Zoe “ I snapped and followed her ,
she was taking her under wear off , she seat down on
the toiletseat to pee and wiped her self , my eyes were
focus on her I was loosing her to life. Fuck She looks hot
with her new hairstyle ,it was straitened , long and black
and the tips were highlighted with pink, I liked it a lot ,
my lips formed a smile , but quickly changed it into a
frown
Her : “ I’m sorry , but I can not seat
around hear and wait for you to come back , “
Me : “ you should have called , “
Her : “ hayboooooo ! take a chill pill please haysuka “She
clapped once and stepped into the shower Looking at her
wet body socked in soap I wanted to have some but was
too angry , I left her there , and clique my tongue
.
.

Zoe ***
Hanging out with Lubanzi has cause numerous fight
between me and Langa, everyday is party day and I
enjoyed my self , but Langa was not having it , he was
angry and too moody , to hell with him ,he has been
giving me silent treatment for almost a week now and
when I try talking to him he will just get all angry and
shout at me. He does not want to listen and I told
Lunbanzi not to intervene it will only drive him crazy
I stepped out of the shower rapped a towel over my
body , my head was sill spinning from all the alcohol in
take, I went to the kitchen took a bottle of water Langa
was in the seating room on his lap top , working I
presume I could fill his eyes burning my back , but paiyd
him no attention.
The guy does not appreciate me I do my wifely duties in
this house , clean , cook and wash his cloths I don’t get
why his whining like this, I took out my travelling bag and
his , started packing his cloths and mine , we were going
to KZN for the long weekend we going visit his parents
house for two day and go to Mpume birthday party , he
walked in while I was zipping up his bag ,
Langa : “ so this is how it going to be you drinking like a
fish everyday “
I rolled my eyes at him , and went to collected toiletries,
he set down and looked at my every move , it was almost
2:00 am in the morning
Him : “ we need to talk about your behavior “
I looked at him “ my behaviour , what are you on about “
Him : “ baby you hardly spend time in this house since
Banzi showed up, you have been out and about , and you
come back drunk or tipsy almost everyday , “
Me : “ when you leave for work , I make you breakfast ,
lunch , wash and iron your cloths , clean the house and
put an effort in cooking even if I suck at it , have you ever
came back home and not get a hot plate , I always leave
a note that I’m out with Banzi and I come back and slip
in next to you , I never refused you sex not even once ,
and now you going to complain about my behavior “ my
hands did more talking than my mouth because I wanted
to express my self “ and you complain and complain and
act all moody not even once I ever disrespected you , I
need air from you.. to breath , for the past few days you
have been giving me silent treatment , and I was
constantly walking on eggshells around you , trust me
that not how I plan to spend my life with you “
Him : “ I was angry Zoe , you actions are not easy to
ignore “
Me : “ I’m on holiday you the one that is forever working
, I can not seat hear and be all gloomy and wait for you to
come back home and lay me down , you know how
bored I was before Banzi came to visit , you just did not
plan this trough what was suppose to do ? , because you
hardly around “
I sighed and looked down “ in other words I was boring
you , I’m the problem , you rather spend time with him
than me “ he stood up and was getting annoyed now
Him :” Zoe you are my fiancé you can not be going
around town doing god knows what, while I wait for you
to come back “
Me : “ you always at work , I want to spend time with you
but ... “
Him : “ Nokuzola I’m working to give you the life you
deserve , and spoil you ... since you spend most of your
days shopping where do you think that money comes
from “ he was shouting and at this point nobody was
backing down we were both shouting and I was mad , I
can not believe that Langa is treating me like a child
Lubanzi budged in , we were at each other trout
Lubanzi : “ guys please stop this”
Langa : “ Stay out of this Banzi “
Lubanzi : “ we need to go , please dress up Dad need to
see us “
He was in all back as usual , we turned around and
looked at him
Him : “ ill be in car make it snappy please , family
meeting at lunch time “
He walked and left us hanging I went to the closet to take
out Langa cloths what he must wear , while he went to
take a quick shower we were back at silent treatment ,
its going to be a long trip to KZN
.
.

Trey****

The dreams are back , and this time around they come as
sort of massage , Mpume or is it someone that look like
her, the voice spoke with so much anger “her life is in
danger and you must help her” I could not see who was
passing the massage , the place was very foggy I could
not see the face of women that spoke this words to me
but she was dressed in on traditional outfit , she showed
me a cliff that I need to go to and get some medicine for
her , when I got there I heard loud lion row , I looked for
lion to show it self but the sun blinded me it was as if it
was rising , “ I confessed to Makumalo
Makhumalo : “ Makhosi amakhulu , zindlondlo ezinkulu “
Me : “ Makhosi “
I chanted back to her , “ what must I do Mama , that
place looks familiar like I have been there before “
Makhumalo “ its where you were born , did you see a
river and water fall in that place ? “
Me |: “ yes where the sun raised I saw it mama “
Makhumalo : “ good , we leaving now before the sun
rise , we need to be there “
Me : “ but I don’t know where is these place , “ she
laughed and stood up
Her : “ they will show you, don’t worry “ she guttered
her things took her bag and looked at me
Her : “ Asambe !“
I was wearing my PJ pants with vest , I jumped off the
bed after I heard the dream, and minutes later I was In
Makhumalos house , I stood up and walked outside I was
so confused I wonder how did I get here when I walked
outside , I saw Becky car I must have taken her car , my
memory came back , I was with Becky and I left her in
my bed while she was still sleeping , Makhumalo came
out with her stuff , “ we do not have time on our side “
she tapped my shoulder I got in the car and we drove off
where too only God knows , I zoned out and drove
I heard Makhumalo voice fading “ hambani nathi
Bomnguni I’m bringing your son to you “

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Mpume ***
It was Tuesday few day before my big day which was on
Saturday , I was in my room with two girls my age that I
participate with in the reed dance , Ayanda and Sne that
had to stay by my side at all time , I had no
communication with the outside world , nobody was
suppose to see me , I was cover in red clay , and coverd
in blanket “ GONQILE “ , the girls kept on singing “
amahubo asemhlangeni “ song of that we sing in the
reed ceremony , I was excited about this I can not believe
the day is finally near . I just want everything to go
perfectly
I had footsteps , and shouting I lifted my heard and
blanket what going on that was the question ringing in
my head , door swung open and it was an elderly women
with full figure she spoke deep Zulu and looked very
angry
Women : “ are you Nompumelo “
I just nodded and she looked at me ,
Women : “ hawu knosi yami , Zodwa ( my mothers name
) yini ukuba nenhliziyo embi , ingane kabhuti le “
I looked at her could this be my Aunt from my father side
,
Mom : “ does she even look like ubhuti wakho , lalela sisi
ngcela uphume endlini yami , “
Yoo mom was angry and wanted to show this women
flames ,
Women : “ if I don’t leave what are going to do???? kill
me like you killed my brother “ i
was beyond shock what just happened ,
Women : “ you can not hide for ever you know , I will
show all the people in this place exactly who you are ,
good for nothing peace of shit “
Zoe Aunt came in , with other two women ,from church
Zoe aunt : “ sekwanele sisi , you upsetting the child ,
these ceremony does not need this noise you causing, if
you have something to say , please say it in civilized
manner “
Women eyed Zoes Aunt up and down cliqued her tongue
and stepped out , Zoa Aunt looked at me ,
“ sorry sisi” she smiled and walked away . I looked at
mom who was about to walk out , she was teary I guess
this bought back memories of my abusive father and I
guess anger runs in the family Judging from by my so cold
aunt
Me : "sisi , may I please speak to you “
She looked at the girls and they excused them self , mom
closed the door and looked at me
Mom : “ Sorry sweaty ,about this commotion “
Me : “ who is she , is she my aunt ? “
Mom sigh and looked at me she was lost in words ,
Mom : “ its not the right time sisi for me to tell you the
truth , “
Me : “ why so many secretes mom , when are you going
to tell me about my father , my other family “
Mom : “ baby this is not the time or place for this
conversation , I will tell you everything wants your
ceremony is over “
Me : “ but mom , I’m old enough to take the truth “
Mom : “ I know baby , and just know that I love you , now
hush let me handle this insane women please “
Me : “ but , mom !! “
Mom place figure on her mouth as sign that I must keep
quiet , the arched down and kissed me on my forehead ,
“ I love you sisi , and I promise I will tell you everything
after the ceremony “ she smiled at me , breath in and out
and walked out , sindy came in after mom walked out
Sindy : “ and than what’s up with the fat village women “
Me : “ I think she my aunt , and I’m afraid of the truth
about my identity “
.
.

Portia ***

I was in my room at ress packing my bag , finally exams

were over and I was heading back home for mid term
holidays, Nkonzo offered to pick me up , which was a
relief because I was tired . I wish I knew how I feell about
him , I’m just taking things one step at a time , we meet
at church when I visited mpume church after the disaster
break up with Zweli , Mpume told me that they have an
amazing worship and praise service that will lift my spirit,
and no doubt my spirit were lifted by this guy who sang
and played a piano so beautifully , and it was even a
bonus when Mpume introduced him too me , to be
honest Mpume and Pam have been there for me since
the break up , and I was grateful that they had my back ,
as a person who grew up with boys my social life only
revolved around family and when Zweli came to the
picture I became obsessed with him and he was my only
friend and lover , but when I was introduces to the girls
thanks to him , my insanity came back, I realized that I
can not love a man who loves himself more than
anything in this world , It was a breakthrough for me and
I was free of the drama and my life is just stress free ,
I’m thinking of pursuing my relationship with Nkonzo he
is so different infect too different from Zweli , he spend
most of his time listening to me and he never makes the
fist move his gentlemen and well mannered , educated
and knows how to make me happy , I like him a lot, he
makes an effort to wake me up and keep me up all night
on a call, but I guess what makes me like him the most
its how my family fells about him, Mpilo even hinted that
I must bring Nkonzo for dinner soon , but naaaa too
soon , I just want to see where this thing is going
between up
A call disturbed me from my day dreaming
Nkonzo : “ hay fancy face , come down “ I smiled to
myself , I once asked him why he calls me fancy face , he
said that I’m very glamorous and carry myself like a lady
while he just an opposite down to earth kind of a guy
Me : “ I’m coming “ I took my bag pack and walked out
he was standing by the door steps looking all so
handsome I could not stop but bite my lower lip
Even his look was different , he had dread locks , caramel
in complexion , he hardly pays attention to what he
wears , he just too chilled , and today her was rocking
ripped jeans with black t-shirt and black leather jacket ,
yep he does not look like your loxion typical guy , he
dress like does white guys who skate and do extreme
sport , you know the dushbag type
Me : “ hi “ he smiled , wow he had the most beautiful set
of teeth , he hugged me and I just melted
Him : “ you ready to go ? “ I smiled , “ yep “
Him : “ you might want to change your dress “
I looked at my dress it was a body hugging dress brown in
color with my cream fear jacket
Me : “ what wrong with my clothes “
Him : “ our ride might lift it up and I can not have people
causing accident in the road due to your exposed thighs “
I giggle ,
Me : “ what ride ? “
Her pointed a bike and I just froze ,
Me : “ no I’m not getting in that “
Him : “ why ? “
Me : “ its dangerous , tell me you joking!! “
He came close to me and hugged me whispered in my
ear , “ I got you ,” he kissed my cheek and I had butterfly
all over
Him : “ go put on what it this thing you girl wear.... ahh ..
leggings” I looked at him and laughed “
Me : “ Nkonzo I don’t think I can ride that ,” I bite my
fingers , he held my hand
Him : “ I will not allow anything happened to you , truest
me “ his eyes were looking straight into my soul , good
lord ,I’m falling for this guy ,
.
.
Lubanzi

The drive to KZN was a long one Langa had his head set
on , Zoe was driving and I was in the back , music was
playing in the background , tension where high and my
brother knowing him , he has always been the moody
type that need everyone to apologize even if he is the
one at fault , every time we reach a tollgate we change
drivers seats and relive each other with driving , Zoe
drives like a maniac she speeds in the road but very
cautious with other drivers
Me : “ I need the rest room “ Zoe looked me in the
mirror ,
Her : “ I know what you trying to do , it wont work , so
hold it till it your turn to drive “
Zoe has been bashing tantrums since we got into the car
, yoo colored and there crazy attitudes
Langa: “ can you pull over on the next pit stop please “
She turned the music up and speed off , ow my here we
go again
We held our breath till she finally packed the car pulled
over she jumped off first and took her phone ,Langa
looked at her ,
Me : “ mfethu fix this thing “
Him : “ what’s there to fix , she acting childish “
Me :” “ you treat her like a child”
Him : “ if you did not show up non of this would have
happened “
Me : “ fuck you man , you just act like kid , why you
always blame people for your own silly mistakes , in case
you did not notice you are dating a young girl and fun is
the only thing she wish to do right now before she settle
down , why you want to tie her up in being a house wife
“
Him : “ you the last person to talk on how to trite a
women since your wife just cheated on you , so stay in
your lane because clearly u lack being a good husband “
He walked out and left me with my mouth hanging , I tell
you if Langa was not blood I would have blow his brains
off , I stepped out and went to steers to order food ,i
seat down and made an instant decision to call Nicky
and bitch phone is on v/m , I called my home boy Vuyo
just to find out how the business is going ,
Me : “ sho mfethu mashani ( howsit ) “
Vunyo: “ kuya le nale mfethu , but sokufica ( life and it
problems but all is good ) “
Me : “ spani ? “
Him : “ work is good , “
Me : “ thanks any news on Nikiwe “
Him : “ she is planning on leaving the country , she knows
you coming back today so she packing “
I laughed ,” she can't do that before I see her ,” don’t
worry akayi ndawo ,” I laughed
.
.
Langa ***

I Looked at Zoe eating her frozen yogurt looking into

space , I seat next to her
Me : “ mapha “
She breath out laud and scooped a spoon full and feed
me , I like it when she does that , it was minty flavor and
it was cold ,
Me : “ I’m sorry baby “
She moved her hair from her face and did not look at me
and continued to look into space ,
Her : “ I don’t want to fight any more “
I held her close she was really drained and upset
Me : “ what are your fears, I know this is acting out
because you don’t want to talk to me “
Her : “ I’m so young Langa , you act so matured at times
that I feel inferior when I’m with you “
I kissed her head ,and just held her I did know why she
feels like this and I was disappointed that I’m the cause
of it , last thing I need is too lose her due to my
demeanor , Banzi set opposite us with food and we ate ,
my other hand held Zoe close, we ate in silence and walk
back to the car , Zoe did not have much appetite and was
feeling light headed , I offered to drive so she can lie
down , on our way home Banzi was busy on his phone
,while I listen to music ,
Me : “hay you seem stressed nje what’s up? “
Banzi : “ I can not believe Nicky , I gave her everything
and she hump the next thing with a big dick , Gym
instructor out of all people “
I looked at him and almost froze I know Banzi is ruthless
but as my brother I never see him that way “Banzi no
mfethu , you did not !!! “
He just smiled and continue with his phone , mom called
me a week back told me that the gym was closed down
because her personal instructor was found in pierces all
over the place he was butchered
Me : “ Hayboo ndoda , talk to me “
Him : “ mfethu I know it takes two to tango but he saw
the Ruby ring on her wedding finger and still perused her
, so the hands that touched her cut them off , penis that
fuck her cut it off , legs that walk to her ... off , so it was
a very poetic slaughter as I diced him” I wanted to puke
there and there Jesus Christ
Me : “ you need Jesus “
he showed me his gold cross on his gold chain, “ I’m with
him all the time “ I just bust out and laughed
me : “ how did you found out ? “
him : “ mfethu lo girl has been sleeping with this guy for
months , as you know that me and her were not in good
terms since I don’t know when “
me : “ why you never left her man “
him : “ that would have been too easy , so as I was saying
she has been on her high horse that she fucking
someone , and even forgot who I am , women “ he
laughed so hard I joined in and laughed , I checked if zoe
was still asleep and yep she was sound asleep
me : “ how did you bust her “
I was in the duds house while there were doing it and
dam the man made her scream” I chuckled “ by the way
he had sound system that was out of this world bloody
Nigerian . and when they were about to climax i stepped
inside the bedroom “
Me : “ fuck no mfethu !! “ my brother is one sick busted
yoo
Him : “ they panicked a bit , I just told them to continue
they must not stop on my behalf I wanted to see her face
when she climax , I placed the gun next to me took a bite
of my apple and told the guy to finish , it was a beautiful
sight to watch , the moans tanned to cries wow , it was
like a symphony “ please Banzi dont do this baby. don’t
do this , I'm sorry but the dick was too good her eyes
were not steady “
Zoe : “ you sick busted I still can't believe you did that “
she laughed , I looked in the review mirror zoe was up
she was not moved by the story but very amused ,
Me : “ he told you already “
She nodded and smiled ,
Me : “ wow and ?? .... “
Her : “ what ! its epic my man got bolls “ she giggled
Me : “ hayboo Zoe , that too just aaaaaaaaahh makes my
skin cold , and Ndoda what happened next ? “
Him : “ they finished in tears I can not believe Nicky can
open her legs so wide for that mother fucker , I guess all
those days spend in the gym made her flexible “ we bust
out and laughed
Him : “ she kept on crying asking for forgiveness ,
blaming temptation nwa...nwa ... nwaaaa! I told her to
get off I will deal with her later she jumped like spring
book ,and the rest is history “
Me : “ this is like hora story , “
Zoe : “ I will tell this story to my kids as bedtime story “
Me : “ baby no ...not my kids ” we all laughed , funny
enough what banzi did is just demonic and tormenting
but we still laughed and joked about it , Lubanzi is
capable of the worse , always has and always will be, I
feell sorry for Nicky she in trouble .

38

Zodwa ( Mpume mom ) ***

I was in the in seating room with Ntombi ( Zoe Aunt ) she

has been a great help , since I’m doing everything on my
own , she has even put some off her money in making
may daughter birthday the perfect event , she help me
get reed of Xoli , my sister in law , I don’t even know if I
should even call her that , what I had with my x- husband
was not even a marriage
Ntombi : “ she will cause trouble on Saturday “
I nodded and I could not spoil this day for Mpume and
I’m too old to keep running , they might as well bring it
on I’m more than ready now.
Me : “ I can not keep running , besides they don’t have
any proof , its just accusation so its my word against
there’s “
Her :”I know my friend but be careful , secrets like this
always come out “
Me : “ I know but I can not help but think if I allowed him
to have his way with me, where would I have ended off ,
you know what my husband was a bustard and I hope he
rots in hell “
Her : “ don’t speak ill of the dead sisi “
Me : “ nakhoke you have turned to be mom mfundisi
now “
We laughed while sipping on wine , Ntombi has taught
me this life style of drinking wine just to keep calm , and I
have learned to enjoy it ,
Me : “ you Know Mpume want the truth “
She looked at me and shook her head
Me : “ I don’t know where to start , what if she hates me
and worse run away , I min I taught her to run when
things get tough “
Her : “ she is old enough , to handle it”
I was not sure but I was tired of carrying such a heavy
burden and I want mpume to know that I’m not Her
biological mother and her mother also my little sister
was having an affair with my husband and she was the
result I stole her from hospital , and ran away with her
and since that day I never looked back , my husband
found me when I was leaving in the eastern cape I
thought I was never going to be found , we argued a lot
till I pushed him but he fell and there was blood and he
died it was a mistake , but who would have believed me I
buried him there burned the house and ran again , I been
all over South Africa running from my past but it always
seem to catch up with me , I do not know how Xoli traced
me but I know they want my blood , and I’m not going
down with ought a fight , Selby found me i was so lost
and offered to protect me since he knew my past and in
return I needed to do him a huge favorer , was lost in
thought and even forgot that Ntombi is in my house , she
the only person that I told about my past , she never
Judged me but she told me to change my identity and
look to blend in with everyone in the area ,
.
.
.

Trey ***

I woke up on grass met , my body was so heavy I looked

at my surroundings It was not familiar I was in a
rondavel, my eyes moved around the house there was
fire in the center of the room , and what ever that is
cooking smelled good , i seat up straight trying to figure
out how I got hear , an orderly lady stepped in she
looked at me and smiled
her : "Good you up we have a lot to do and no time to
waist "
Me :” Sawbona “
She laughed “ arrogant like your father I see , come help
me” she stepped out and left me perplex in thought
Me : “ who are you? “ I asked her the minute I stepped
out , looks like the granny house is in the mountain
surrounded by fog ,it's the one in my dream , its fuckin
cold hear , she threw me a blanket as if she can read my
mind I rapt it around me , she was busy pealing some
Millie’s , she looked at me , and focused on what she was
doing
Me : “ where am I ? “
Her : “ don’t you want to know who you are first? “
I looked at her “ make your self tee and stop steering at
me like I’m ghost or something “
I sigh , I seat down there pored a cup of tee that was in
old cattle set by the fire ,
Her : “ I have been coming to you everynight trying to
worn you about the danger that coming your way “
I looked at her , “ Mvelo life is not what you think it is”
she said that , and looked away , “ I tried to protect you ,
but the evil forces were too much , and I had to let your
father take you hear , i can only protect you and
Nkwenkwezi if you not close by , “
I looked at her still trying to wrap my head on what she
just told me what evil is she on about and who
Nkwenkwezi
Her : “ the women who raised you , raised you well and
taught you the most impotent thing love amongst
siblings “
Me : “ who am I “
She smiled stood up gave me an empty bucket” come let
take a walk “
I stood up , and remembered that I was with Ma-
khumalo , before I could ask the orderly lady looked at
me “ she has to inform your sister that you are safe” I
just nodded , we went to nearby stream to fetch Water ,
this place was very peaceful and beautiful even the water
was so clear she smiled at me
Her : “ you definitely the chosen one , she said that after
I finished drinking from the cold water it tested different
also cold like it was refrigerated , I took the bucket of
water and we walk back , she stopped me and pointed on
a plain field that looked like a play ground ,
Her : “this is where the new kingdom will be built ,
because the old royal house has too may evil spirit , you
need to be mentally , physically prepared my son , the
full moon is in the next month moth and I you need to
learn fast “
After we got into the old lady’s house , she confessed
everything to me ,”
Her : “ your father never wanted to be king or rule he
wanted to leave his life , he studied over seas and came
back with girl your mother who did not know how to
speak our language or the way our people lived there
lifes , when your grandfather told him that he will not
allow him to rule if he marries this foreign girl , your
father ran away and took your mother , your grandfather
died few months later , prophesy came that this land will
be dry and evil will rule if your father is not found and
made a king as his royal duties , but your Aunt was
greedy for power and made a deal with the powerful
witch , even married him , but the royal seat was never
hers even when she killed your parents still the royal
blood and prophecy was too strong , everything started
to perish she also fled the country when all of her
children died at birth even the evil husband who was
involve in the killing of your parents was killed by wild
animals when he was making a spell to trace you and
your sister , because he found out that your father had a
son , since than royal blood have been spilled , drought
and hunger followed our people died and some
abounded this village till it was deserted , I remained
behind and by the grace of my forefathers I’m still alive
and when your father came to me and told me that you
are ready and I must prepare you to lead , I knew it was
my destiny to remain behind “
I was in tears when the old lady finished , I never thought
that I was royalty and to top it up I’m gifted , the old lady
was my late grandmothers sister , Gogo Nomacawe she
never married or had any kids of her own she had a
calling to hill and speak to spirit , I stepped outside and
looked at the mountains , how did my life shift like this
and am I deserving off all of this , what if I run away also
this is too over whelming for me , I need to think , if only
I had my phone with me I need Zoe right now.
.
.

Thabo ****
I hate this meeting there can go wrong in an instant , i
have done lot of bad things and being a criminal justice
attorney have made me have lot of enemies I made
alliances with bad people and maybe the devil himself , I
had no choice because my family life was in danger , I
never signed up for this I just wanted to do my job right ,
but along the way I made lot of enemies.
I was seating in the boardroom at the Dlamini sugar mill
plantation
He walked in with other two man,
Him : “ Mr Mtaung “
I stood up shook his hand and the other Two guys that
walked in with him he dismissed the minute he walked in
it was only two of us now ,
Me : “ Mr Dlamini how are doing sir “
He was one of my big clients , which allowed me a step
closed to make partner at my firm , he hold all the ropes
to my future , I was his puppet in this power game , and I
was always intimidated by him , I still ask my self why he
chose me to be one of his right hand man “
Him : “ Come on you sound too formal call me Selby
please Thabo , how is the family “
I swallowed , and looked at this man who facial
expression I can not read ,
Me : “ they good Sir , thanks for asking “
he nodded and gave me glass of whisky before he seat
down opposite me
Selby : “ its good to know , listen I have to be with my
family for lunch ,so I will just get to the point , “
I nodded and looked at him
Selby : “ thank you for keeping and eye on my girl , you
and Zodwa did an outstanding job and I’m thinking of
making Christmas com early for you two “
I drank my whisky and looked down I knew this day was
going to come
Selby : “ so I need you to brake up things with her now ,
she will be in good hands now “
Me : “ I don’t understand sir , wasn’t it suppose to
happened next year “
He smiled at me and placed his hand on his chine ,
Him : “ you getting to attached , and the stunt you pulled
with her nci.... nci.... nci .... not part of our deal , I told
you to protect her and give her ferry tale life but don’t
get attached but you wanted to take what’s mine .... I
didn’t like that “
His face change and I felt sweat on my spine going down
to wet my under wear ,
Him : “ look , I know Nompumelelo is a very pretty girl
but she was never yours to keep and I have invested too
much in her to let you filthy hands continue to touch her
,”
Me : “ it just that .... “
He banged his fist on the table
Him : “ you forgetting your place boy , “ his face change
and he clichéd his jaws “ I don’t want to brake the girl
heart buy showing her what you get up to on your cape
town business meetings , “
I looked away , how am I going to brake up with Mpume I
loved her I have fallen for her
Him : “ you going to brake up with her , u understand !!
or else your name will be on the obituary ....
understood!!! “
Me : “ yes sir , “
Him : “ good“ he stood up and walked towards the door ,
he turned and looked at me “ please pass my regards to
your wife and the boys “ he smiled and walked out
I loosen my tie a lot was in stake hear and I can not allow
my filling to cloud my judgment , Dlamini is capable of
making everything that I love disappear
.
.

Ntombi ***

I walked inside my house and took off my shoe I just

wanted to take a bath and sleep , i received a call from
Sandile and he told me he was outside , I let him in I
wonder what he wants , he did not even greet me took
cold drink from the fridge and seat down , I folded my
hands and looked at him and he looked at me back
Him : “ Zweli is slipping with Cici and it has been going for
years , Zanele is not my child it his “
I sank down and looked at him , as if he going to say this
is joke but he was serious ,
Him : “ do you have anything strong this is not going any
where “
I pointed at cabinet where there was whisky and vodka ,
he took out a bottle of Vodka and poor him self and glass
and drank it neat ,
Him : “ Cici is with him as we speak “
Me : “ what are you saying ? ? “
Him : “ I think cici is in love with him , I thought this
shanigan will stop buy time goes , “ he looked at me lost
and it was the fist time seeing him so broken “
Me : “ Do you love cici ?”
Him : “ Im battling to love my own children what makes
you think I will love an outsider, sex was good I don’t
want to lie , the girl is gifted she ... “ I raised my hand
telling him to stop I don’t want to hear it , he just shook
his had
Him : “ I can not loose my boy also Ntombi , my anger
drove Nokuzola away and this shit happened Im just
cursed I tell you, I think all of my evil ways are coming
back to me to torment me via my flash and blood “
Me : “ you can still fix things with Zoe its not too late you
still her father “
He stood up took the bottle and drank from it
Him : “ I cunt , she married to very powerful family and
trust me when I tell you that I don’t ever want to hurt her
again “
I looked at him puzzled I min I know the Dlamini family
they just very cultured people maybe yes powerful
because there filthy rich , but I doubt that there are
dangerous
Him : “she is in good hands and Langa loves her but I will
never change how I fill about there relationship “
I laughed and walked to the kitchen to make food for my
brother “ she is happy and Langa makes her happy , yes
things happened too Fast for her and she may not be
ready but I trust Langa will be patient with her “
Him : “ she is nothing like her mother that I know , thank
you for being there for her when I was consumed by
anger “
Me : “she is her fathers daughter and she is so crazy ,it
was tough raising her” ,
Him : “ I killed my grandchild , I blamed her for
everything that is going wrong in my life , for my brake
up with her mom , for zweli and cici , my anger
consumed me I acted with ought thinking ”
I looked at Sandile he was broken and I had no clue how
to fix a broken man ,
Me: “ so what you going to do about this issue ka zweli
and your girlfriend “
He was eating and stopped to look at me ,
Him : “ I need to let go of cici , before I kill her , “
The girl is playing with fire , she is in an abusive
relationship with my brother and she still whoring with
Zweli , who also got anger issues“
Me : “ how long have you known “
He took his plate and dished for himself again, “ since
they stated , and I can not believe my son made a baby
when he was still a baby himself “
He set down and continued to eat , we continued to talk
and he drank till he pass out on my couch , I took a
blanket and cover him , I went to the my bedroom and
prayed for the unknown , I wish there could be piece
amongst my family.
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# 39

Menzi ***

I have been playing this hide and seek with my

parent trying to juggle my relationship with Sindy
and also making sure that my fokes don’t find out
that we still together .
It was Wednesday and I picked Sindy up to go on
date , maybe movies and lunch but everything got
twisted when I forgot my wallet at home so I had to
take U-turn to my house and get it , my parents
were still at work so it was safe for sindy to come in
my room . one thing lead to another and we were
high on sex marathon, its has been a while and we
just cunt get enough of each other
“ menzi are you home “
Fuck that was my mother , i thought they will come
back later what is she doing back at this time ,I held
Sindi waist in place and looked at her she was on top
, with my man hood inside her
“ Menzi !! “
Sindy looked at me “ are you going to answer her or
what “ she whispered and I just swallowed , I can't
stop what I’m doing , Sindy fills so good
Me : “ aahhh yes ma, “
Her : “ you wont believe who I bumped to at the mall
“
I frowned what now she wants to tell me stories that
I’m not interested on “ fuck no I’m not interested “ I
whispered Sindy giggled and stated to move ow my
god this felt so good ,
Me : “baby you going toooo get us into trouble ...
aaaar sindy fuck ... “
I’m going to wife this girl , man can say that “ a way
to mans heart it trough his stomach , fuck no ...a way
to mans heart to have girl that can be frick in the
bedroom “
Mom : “ hayboo I’m TALKING TO YOU.... MENZI “
she was shouting now , what ever sindy was doing to
me got me half carry and I cared less about the
women calling my name
Me : “ aaah ... baby “ it came out so loud that Sindy
placed her hands on my mouth , and ride me like her
life depended on it , she is so kinky because all along
I could fill her loud breathing not a sound came out ,
while I just wanted to sing “I believe I can fly “
because I was in cloud nine
Mom : “ Menzi there better be no girl in that room ,
come hear right now “
Fuck I’m busted , I had to speed this up
Me : “ i.. immm .coming mom.... “ my speech was
aish you know who can make full sentences when
having good sex ... we finally reached our destiny
and sindy collapsed on top of me , she did not wait
for us to catch out breath but jumped off me ,
Sindy : “ come on baby , you need to have an
explanation why you took so long “
I was still in my own pussy world, she drag me by my
leg to wake me up , from my day dreaming
Me : “ fuck women no , let have this moment please
“
Sindy : “ come take quick shower with me before
we get busted , “
She was standing at the edge of the bed naked and
all I could think about is shower and sex ,
Me : “ MOM I'M COMING JUST TAKING A SHOWER
!!! “ I jumped off the bed took out the used condom
threw it in the been and placed sindy on my
shoulder and carried her to the bathroom , she was
giggling and laughing and that just made my heart
sing , I love this girl and to hell with what my parents
say
.
.

Langa ***

After workout session with mom we stopped for

quick bite mom insisted infect , my mom love
snaking on sweet stuff that why she spend her days
in the gym to burn calories, I just need a smoothie
and she order muffin with vanilla milk shake , I just
looked at her I shook my head
Her : “ what!!! , don’t Judge please “
I just smiled and looked at her stuffing her face ,
Her : “ out with it boy ! I don’t have the whole day “
Me : what makes you think I have something to say ?
“ I smiled
Her : “ because I’m your mother , and since yesterday
you looked like there was something bothering you ,
everything ok with you and Zoe “
I just shook my head
Her : “ what wrong , is she you know ...having a
wondering eye ? ? “
Me : “ No!! mom , she's not cheating on me , but I
don’t think I’m making her happy “
Mom gasped and looked at me
Her : “ wenzeni Langa , I can not loose her I need
gran children with curly hair mani “
I just bust out and laughed , mom can be so extra
Me : “ mom ! , this is serious just stop acting crazy
and help me here “
She smiled “ ,it also serious to have good looking
gran children , “ she mumbled , I just chuckled
Me : “ Nokzola is different mom , she loves attention
, my attention infect , she an outgoing person and
loves to have endless fun , I’m just an introvert kind
of person , I think she finds that boring , I wanted to
settle down and make her my wife and I forgot that
she has her own life to live , soon she will be going
to varsity ,partying with friends and what’s not , “ I
sigh “ I sometimes feel like I’m holding her back she
did not sign up for this but because she loves me
she will end up giving up who she really is in order
to please me , and that will make her unhappy and
an unhappy Zoe is crazy Zoe , I just don’t know what
to do “
Mom looked at me trying to figure out what she will
say , she opened her mouth to speak but closed it to
think
Mom : “ baby , I think your father has better answers
than I can give you , as a women I know exactly how
she feels... I married young very young , I was taught
to be a house wife I never fulfilled my dreams , when
I had you boys I felt like I had to be an outstanding
mom and a good wife my priority was my family , my
project, my goal but when you grew up I was left
with nothing but an empty house , with workaholic
husband , I had no life at all , I spend my days
slaving in the kitchen just to get my mind busy “
Me : “ but mom I don’t want that for Zoe “
Her : “ you don’t but you already humping her till
kingdom come, the next thing you will trap her with
a baby “
I looked away, I felt my breathing getting short and a
huge lump on my trout and suddenly I felt a huge
sting on my cheek
Her : “ Langa NO ! “
Me : “ what was that for ? “ mom just slapped me in
public
Her : “ you like your father , why can't you allow her
to finish varsity at least, have career than make a
baby ? “
Me : “ varsity life mom is fast , what if I loose her to
life to another man infect “
Her : “ Langelihle Dlamini “ ok I’m in trouble now she
is calling me by my full name , I just looked down
and allow the thunder to hit me
Her : “ you will talk to Zoe about this and tell her
how you feel , you hear me !! and you will not
impregnate that girl just because of your selfish
reason ,”
Me : “ but we getting married next year ... “
Her : “ I don’t care you will not trap her into this
marriage with another child , she is still healing from
the loss of her baby , put your self in her shoes , you
are successful , educated earning your own money
and her ? “
I looked up to respond
her: “ don’t give me that bull shit that you will
provide for her “
I looked down , mom is straight talker and this topic
hit home for her , I guess she was right when she
told me I need to consult dad about how to make
things right with my fiancé , she stoop up clicked
her tongue and walked away , kanti what's wrong
with the women in my life they just crazy .
We drove back home in silence and when we finally
packed she looked at me
Her : “ fix this you here me !! “
Me : “ yes mam “
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Pam ***

You good baby ? “ I was rubbing sbu back while he

was puking his gut out , he was really sick , anything
can trigger the vomiting , it can be food , drink or
any strong smell, I was really worried about him
now and I took few day off from work to take care of
him , but it was too bloody challenging , he is such a
cry baby and I was looking for ways to tell him that
we expecting but all we do lately is fight over
mingles things ,
Sbu : “ ok baby I’m done with this now , take me to
Dr “ he stood up and pushed me aside , oooh did I
tell you how moody he was , his forever pissed off
for what only god knows , he no longer wants to
hold me and even make love to me and I was really
getting annoyed with his attitude
Me : “ ok , let me pull out the car from the garage “
I was about to walk out “ you can not even spend
just two seconds with me , im really sick Pam , and
you just want to be away from my sight “
Me : “| baby just put on track pans and jacket we just
going to see a Dr im not leaving you just getting the
car out “
He looked at me , ooh my god here we go again
Him : “ why you still with me , are you trying to hurt
me , I’m emotionally drained , its like you don’t love
me any more , you don’t pay attention to me , you
always at work, what’s so wrong in taking care of
your man , do you still love me ? “
I breath out loud , I didn't want to make him more
upset ,he is so emotional this days , and I’m scared
that if I tell him about the baby he will just do the
opposite , its like he does not trust me anymore , he
is so insecure and I have to re ashore him at all times
that I love him
Me : “ I’m sorry , “ I walked to him to hold him , I
wanted to kiss him but he just he just finished
vomiting so hell no . I just hugged him and he
hugged me back , I could feel him poking me and I
was happy that finally I was about get some , he
looked at me and frowned , “ you smell funny “ he
said that stepping away from me , lord give me
strength , I clicked my tongue and walked out , this
man is driving me crazy.

# 39... continue

Lubanzi ***

Since I can not sell my house because its built on my gran

father land , I was planning on redecorating my house
since it did not bring any good memories , my marriage
with Nicky was long over even before she started
cheating on me ,i guess I married her because I wanted
her to escape from the life she was leaving and because
she was very beautiful , i wanted to protect her and give
her a good life and worm home. She had a rough
childhood with a mother who was drunk and drug addict
and an uncle who molested her since she was only 7
years ,she needed a brake trough .. I found her when she
was 17TH in the main road running away from home and
picked her up , I took her to hospital nursed her back to
health ,I gained her trust I held her hand when she
attended cancelling and trauma therapy , she had to
finish school so I took her to boarding school and paid for
school fees , our relationship grew and I fell in love with
her , once she finished matric i took her home to meet
my parents I married her because my mother does not
believe in cohabiting, she became close to my mom and
mom needed a companion since she leaved all alone in
her house since my father had very busy schedule , but
things changed she became spoiled and took my
generosity and love for granted , we stated fighting a lot,
when I found out she was slipping with other man , I
refused to touch her I can not go down that route, you
know sometime when a person is ungrateful you just let
them be. I guess they right when they say a leopard
never changes there spot .
she actually believes that she was milking me but I never
cared about money especially blood money , I do what I
do because my father trained me to be like him and even
more , it’s part of our family business.
I was busy cleaning my guns since i had a job to do later
on tonight, I needed Langa to help me out in this tech
thing he does . I’m more into action and he is always
behind the seen and plans everything , he is such a
wizard when it comes to computers and hacking , we
have our jobs as front but our hands are dirty .
“ Hi “ I did not look up because I could not look at her
right now
Me : “ ufunani Nikiwe ? “
She walked in and seat opposite me
Her : “ we need to talk “
I just laughed at her without raising my head
Me : “ I finally cut you off and you see a need to talk to
me , what do you want money ? “
Her : “ I’m sorry Lubanzi , please just talk to me , get mad
, hit me do something this silent treatment is killing me “
Me : “ that will be too easy , I want you to pack your
bags and go to my parents house in your cottage”
Her : “ I’m not leaving my house “
I raised my head and looked at her , she was so beautiful
and her big eyes was one of the things I loved in her
face, but her sight made me sick now and I wish that I
never met her or gave my heart to her.
Me : “ I’m not asking you and point of correction this is
my house, ( I waved my gun around ) I build this house
with my sweat and blood , baby girl look around hear
everything hear belongs to me , even you ....I own you
and you going to be a good girl and move out . I need to
erase your memory on this walls “
She stated weeping , ow fuck no she not going to give me
does crocodile tears ,
Her : “ I’m sorry , I never should have ...i get so lonely
when you not around , you don’t touch me any more you
just always busy “
I grabbed her by her hands and shook her “ listen hear....
I sacrifice a lot for you and you fuckin turn around and
cheat on me ... you fuck every man with big dick ... how
many man must I kill just because off you itching pussy
..... if I ever hear you say I’m sorry I will berry you alive....
remember what I did to your Uncle...( she blinked few
times her face turned pale ) you would not want that to
happened to you “ she started screaming and run away
bumping Langa in the way
Langa : “ hay! “
He looked at me , and I just raised my hand
Langa : “ don’t tell me you hitting her now “
Me : “ naaa just playing with her head nje , besides I
don’t want to get may hands dirty “
Langa : “ you need holy water to clean your hands ,( we
laughed , one thing I like about my brother he is never
into my business particularly what’s going between me
and wife ) why so many guns bro are you going to war
or something just pick one gun or two for goodness sake
,“
Me :”this is very calming to me its like I’m meditating
when I’m cleaning them up , you know what ... shut up ! I
need information as in SAP “
Him : “ there you go ”he handed me a file “I have handed
Vuyo all the tracking devise and maps, take along that
white friend of yours you will need him , and I can not
stress this again.. be careful “ I just nodded .
“ thank bro “ I hugged him and walked him out
.
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Sbu ***

“Pam ,you can not act all angry , you the one that kept
this from me “ we were at the Dr office
Her :” I tried telling you so many times ... , but you just i...
I don’t know I just didn’t know how too tell you , I didn’t
plan this , I’m not even sure if I want it “
Me : “ what !!! “ I was more than pissed , firstly she does
not tell me that we expecting she almost 4 moths
pregnant and she just decided to keep this from me , I
had to find out from the Dr , when he told me that it
could be that my partner is pregnant since I have
pregnancy symptoms
Dr : “ guys I think you you both need to see a counselor
about this “
SHAT UP “pam and I shouted at the Dr who just
surrendered and carried ,on with his paper work
She took her bag and walk out ,
Me :” what do you mean you not sure about this baby , I
made it too, don’t I have a say?? “
Her: “ its not planned Sbu and I told you I’m not ready ,
but you continued to slip with me without protection “
I dragged her hand and we made our way to packing lot
Me : “did I force myself on you , don’t pin this on me , we
both are at fault , but this baby is not mistake I love you
and will take care off you two , you cunt be thinking the
worse hear “ she looked at me , she folded her hands
Me : “ baby , trust me I will be there for you “
Her : “ I cunt do this now “
Me : “ what are you saying pam ? “
Her : “ what do you want me too say ? , the fact that my
career is over “
Me : “ wow , out of everything..... you thinking about
your bloody job , fuck you pam we just made life
together and you just too stubborn to see how much this
mean too me “
I brushed my head with my hands , can she be so
heartless and abort this baby
Me : “ you want to terminate it ? “
She looked away ,” I don’t know sbu , i just don’t know !”
she said with tears ,
I felt like puking I felt my head spinning , I just walked
away
Pam : “ sbu , ! “ she ran after me “ sbu “ she was weeping
now, my heart broke to see her like that but I was too
angry I just left her there I need time to think , I thought
we in this together I thought that she loved me , that she
sow the future in us , how can she hide this from me , 3
moths full she was busy thinking about what??? , in other
words she would have terminated with ought me
knowing , its too late to terminate the baby now any way
it will be huge risk to her life ... but can she still go along
with it ? I called a cab and just drove to one place I think I
can find peace off mind , the minute I opened the door
my little princess sow me and came to me “ daddy !! “ I
picked her up she was 2 turning 3 years in few months
and looked like me in every way , I hugged her and kissed
her all over her face
Me : “ how is daddy little princess “
She just hugged me and giggle
Mom walked in and looked at me , she could tell that I
was crying ,
Me : “ Pam is pregnant and didn’t tell me for 3 moths
and now she not even sure if she wants the baby or not”
I was with mom watching t.v Sne was slipping on my lap
Mom : “ wow , I’m sorry baby....but she almost 4 moths
she wont terminate the pregnancy , just be patient with
her and give her time she will come around trust me “
Me : “ I just need to lie down ,this pregnancy is just
making me too emotional “
I wiped tears from my eyes, took my baby and snuggle
her next to me in my old bedroom
.
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Zoe ***
Today I spend most of my day in my room doing nothing
but just slipping , I woke up took a long bath I lotioned
my self , Langa walked in and looked at me he was on call
, he seat next to me and he was speaking in codes , I
didn’t even know , what he was on about i stood up but
he held my hand , i had a towel rapped around my body
Him :” moja mfe2 , ngasaringa nemade yami la , coreect “
he dropped the call, and looked at me
Him : “ we cant do this any more , every time I walk in
the room you walk out , we need to talk “
He made me seat on his lap , I did not fill like we heard to
talk about this wright now because will start arguing
again ,he breath out loud
Him : “I want you to be open about everything to me
,what do you want, what are areas we need to fix so we
can work this out, I don’t want to fight anymore “ I
looked at him and I just need to spit everything out
Me : “ you took the job in Jurbug because you wanted to
give me time to come into term with our relationship , I
wanted to fight what I fill for you and focus on my life but
, I could not fight it , my fillings for you were to strong
and I could not imagine my life without you , we suppose
to take things one step at time , but we just took a huge
leap and I wish you can be my life line when I fill like I can
not go on . I’m leaving everything behind to start a new
life with you , but I fill like I’m loosing my self in the
process “ I looked down he lifted my face so I can look at
him “ continue baby I’m listening “ he brushed my back I
sigh , “ I want to study medicine and become a Dr, it
going to consume years of study before I can achieve
that profession , I don’t know if that will fit in this life
you want us to have of me being your wife , i have fears
that I may not juggle the two together , that why I wish
you can speak to your father and ask him to postpone
the wedding “ I looked at him pleading with him , he
berried his head on my shoulder , he was thinking I guess
, “ please say something “
Him : “we will talk to him tomorrow “ I popped my eyes I
don’t want to talk to his father , we have a good
relationship yes I can admit that , but Mr Dlamini is just
too intimidating
Him : “ baby come on I will be right next to you “ I just
hugged him and he held me close “ I need you to come
study in Pretoria next year” he whispered in my ear wow
what just happened now , my heart stopped for a minute
and I thought I did not hear him right , but I heard him
say it. Why does Langa have to do this too me , this will
start another argument that I will never win ...
# 40

6 months later

Zweli ***

Leaving condition change since Cici moved in with me ,

honestly speaking when my father came with her to my
door steps 3 months back with her bags , I almost died
on the spot ,
“ I think this belongs too you , so what ever this thing you
had... you need to make it official , it has been going far
to long under my nose take care of her , and do right by
her , she loves you more than she will ever love me , you
better save money to pay for her Lobolo “ he walked
away like he did not even drop this life changing boom
on me ,i just stood there like a zombie , he turned around
and looked at me “ by the was Zanele is your baby , but I
will continue to raise her , maybe i will do right by her ,
just take care of her mother for me “
My dad walked away from me , and I wonder why he is
so calm about all off this , I let Cici in and as much as I did
not have any fillings for her of any sort besides the wild
sex that we do , I leaned another side of her after few
moths leaving with her, she can cook , I guess the
hospitality classes paiyd off , she kips the house clean to
clean just the way I like it , she listen to me and gives me
space and she is very obedient I guess my tamper
terrifies her sometimes, since we don’t have to hide
anymore we have this wild sex all the time anywhere its
so spontaneous ,just thinking about our relationship just
made me smile to my self , she is my friend that I can talk
to about anything and funny enough I miss her when she
not around me.
She came back in the house looking all sexy in black she
went to an interview as front desk personal for Hilton
hotels ,I had no doubt that she will get the job she was
beautiful ,qualified for that field and her hour glass
figure will make management not think twice in hiring
her.
Me : “ is that what you wore in the interview “ it was
black high waist skirt slightly over the knee , black shirt
with white pearls dangling on her neck and black hills
Her : “ close your mouth before fly’s get in “ she moved
her wive from her face and set on my lap started placing
kisses on my mouth ,
Her : “ I got the job “ she screamed and I was beaming so
widely , she stood up and did some dance that made me
chuckle like crazy
Me : “ well done baby “
She was going on an on about the interview she was
excited about this new chapter in her life and I just
watched her and smiled to my self , i looked at her I was
amazed she so full of life and very bubbly , its like being
with her has made her step out off her cocoon and
transformed to this beautiful butterfly
Me : “ I love you “
She stopped and looked at me , with a questionable
expression
Me : “ you heard me right “ I love you Siswati Mdlalose “
She jumped to me wrapped her hands around my neck
Her : “ say that I again “ she was blushing and smiling ear
to ear
, I can not believe it took me that long just to say those
magic words to her , maybe my father was right people
come into our life for reason . and I’m in love with my
baby mama .
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.
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Sindy ***

“mom I need to ask dad for money everything in hear

looks dull , I need a good outfit , first impression count to
those people “
Mom just laughed and set on my bed , she looked good
and she stated spending attention on herself and how
she looked, doing her hair , nails , and make up , she
looked like a real independent women now and I like that
about her , she finally filled for divorce and there is no
turning back now she has moved on
Mom : “ is only pool party girl , what this outfit you on
about ??“
Me : “ you not helping , Jesus mom!!! . did I tell you that
Menzi mom hates my gut , and his father think I’m some
hood rat “ mom giggled
Me : “ its not funny mom , help me la”
Mom : “ every parents has there best interest for there
kids and nawe ubuye uhlanye nje , you take after your
father too much “ she stood up and went to her room ,
good lord this women is just going to leave me hanging , I
was about to call her when she came back with H&M
shopping bag
Her : “ try this on and tell me how its looks “
I screamed “owww my god!!!! “ I thought she forgot ... I
hugged her causing her to fall on my bed
Me : “ thank you!! thank you!! mom “
It was a white two piece bikini suite , chine’s print see
trough black and white caftans it looked so sexy she also
bought me gladiator sandals white in color , this actually
screamed sexy
Me : “ wow mom this looks is are yooo ... sexy !, “
She kissed my cheek ,”because you are sexy baby and its
my trite to you since you work so hard on your exams ,
and I’m expecting few distinctions “
I looked and rolled my eyes
Me : “ haybooo mom no pressure please, we talked
about this nje “
She just smiled Zoes car parked outside with laud house
jams , this girl is so ghetto
Mom : “ yoo Nokuzola unomusindo !!, she clapped once
and walked to her room “
.
.
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Zoe ***

Exams were finally done and dusted , me and the boys (

Trey and Menzi ) have been partying non stop , Langa is
so going to kill me should he finds out , I woke up yet
again with another hang over and my Aunt was just not
having it at all .
Aunt : “ yooo if Langa could see you now ... “ she shook
her head
Me : “ not now Anti please, I don’t feel good , I’m going
to stick to water , my inside are on fire , I’m not sure if I
have fever or cold “ she laughed and wish I could just go
back to bed and sleep
Trey walked in looking even worse , with sun glasses on
Him : “ ma antiza “ he greeted aunt with a hug “ wena
you still not dressed ? “ he looked at me , I just gave him
the finger , and drank water
Aunt : “ yoo you two are going to drive me crazy , where
is the other musketeer? “
I just laughed she was referring to Menzi
Trey : “ his throwing a pool party and we going to his
house today “ Trey said that opening up the fridge and
taking yesterday left over
Aunt : “ will it ever stop? ? “
Trey : “ who knows Aunt mhlampe nje sijayva kokgcina (
this might be the last time we having fun )
Trey was on his beach short and vest with flops , I went
to take quick shower and wore my bum shorts pink in
color ,pink bikini top and huwaiin cafton , I tied my hair
in neat bun , put on some shaded ,finish touch just a hint
of lip gloss
Me : “ we good to go ? “ Trey was eating yesterday left
over , he can never say no to food , he took his plate , “
shoo lets go “
Aunt : “ Trey , for my x - mas present please buy me new
dinner set , because you keep taking one by one of my
plates “
We laughed and went out , “I’m going to pick up Sindy , u
get the ice queen “ I said that opening up my car
Him : “ come on zoe ... “ he said with his mouth full , I
was not ready to entertain Mpume right now she was a
hand full with issues , and the fact that I know about her
arranged married with Banzi , I was avoiding her like a
plaag , I drove to sindy house packed outside and walked
in
“Mommy dearest” I kissed and hugged sindys mom
Sindy mom : “ you so loud mtanani yoo “ I just giggle and
walked to Sindy room her make up was on flick she was
hot in every level with those long grey braid’s she had on
she was just beautiful
Sidy :” Sdakwa, you finally remembered that you are my
friend not my boy friends friend “
I jumped on her bed “ jealousy makes you ugly , look i
get along way better with the boys than you bitchis , “
Her : “ you such a tom boy “
Me : “ get dressed I don’t have the whole day here “
She took off her towel and oww my.. my .. Menzi is so
lucky this girl has a body for days she put on her Bikini,
her Naomi Campbell body screamed sexy
Me :” fuck girl you going to take the spot light , if Menzi’s
parents don’t see the potential wife on you they must be
blind “
Her : “do I look good? I’m so nervous my friend those
people hate me , “
Me : “ because they don’t know you , be yourself and
tone down the crazy ness , besides why would they hate
you, the girl they preferred turned out to be so looses
and she is pregnant with another mans child “
Her : “ who thought that the almighty WITCH GUGU will
be so huge in December, she going to flunk matric I tell
you “
We became serious for second and we bust out and
laughed , Sindy mom included
s/ mom : “ you girls are min “we chuckled , took few pics
and left for the party
.
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Mpume ***

I was wearing just a long floral summer dress with flops ,

I was not in the mood for a party , ever since I found out
that my mom is not my biological mom , and my
biological mother was a home wrecker that made the
women who raised me loose her sanity and stole me
from the hospital bed , I forgave her for that , I don’t
condole her actions but anger can make any women
crazy, besides not a day went by that she showed me
less love or that I’m not her biological daughter , she
infect smothered me with love,
Mom : “ Trevor boy is calling you “
Me : “ do I have to go mom ? “
She nodded , “ you can not hide in this room and cry over
split milk baby , I know how you feel, all I want to do is
to protect you , you might think that the world is
crumbling down on you and you can not go on , but
everything happens for reason baby there is always a
light at the end of the tunnel “
Me : “ but mom i can not believe I’m paying for that
women evil ways ( referring to women who gave birth to
me ) , I hate that women , she destroyed your marriage
and now she is massing up my life , I swear to god if I
ever see her .... “
Apparently my biological mom was arranged to marry
some guy from rich family in her village but they found
out that she was pregnant and no longer innocent and
the deal was off, when the in-laws wanted there lobolo
cows back my mom’s family turned the tables since they
could not afford in returning back the cows and all the
riches the in laws family provided. so by traditional
law’s its allowed that any blood relatives can replace the
person that was chosen for the arranged married , and
since mom was pregnant with a girl and that was the
only blood line they will use to replace the person chosen
, mom Zodwa took me from the hospital bed when she
found out and ran away with me to protect me , but
since she had no money or stable job to raise me she
knew that the family that promised my hand in marriage
can provide for me so hear I am about to enter an
arranged marriage , at list mom Zodwa made a deal that
one off the mans son maybe suited for me and not the
old man , so since the old man did not have any sons of
his own his brother son will be the best candidate ... I’m
so depressed and It will be luck if passed my matric at
this point , I was looking into space just trying to figure
out how I can escape this and dearth may be the only
way
Trey : “ hi pumpkin “ he hugged me and set next to me , I
was in seating room seating in the two seat couch
Me : “ hi “
Mom excused her self and Trey looked at me with worry ,
Me : “ I don’t fill like going “
He just nodded ,
Him “ how are you holding up ? “
Me : “ its pretty obvious , look at me everything I know
about my life is lie , and now I’m going to marry a man
that I don’t even know, just because I have to pay for
mother dues “
Him : “ hay , you have not seen him as yet , so don’t jump
to conclusion “
Me : “ I’m in love with Thabo “
Him : “ he did not even show up to your birthday party
and disappeared on the face of the earth is that the man
you want to be with “
Me : “ please Trey don’t give me lecture not now please “
He folded his arms and looked at me ,
Him : “ look sisi , I know I was not there when you need
me , but to tell you the truth we have a similar situation ,
I am about to rule a kingdom , take the royal seat , It was
my father duty but he was coward and ran away with my
mom , now I have to take his responsibility , I was raised
by a women I called my mom for years , but found out
when I was 16th that she adopted us , i can not turn back
the hands of time and correct mistake made by my
parents but I can take responsibility and do right , for
generations to come ... we can not run away from our
destiny but we can embrace it and see a silver lining in
the grey cloud ... ( he held my hand ) you are a women of
faith , so use that as your weapon or shield , pray and
ask god for direction he will never leave you or forsake
you , stand still and believe that he will guide you and
show you the way” I felt tears on my eye and i just
hugged him , Trey has always been like a brother to me
,and he always finds way to lift my spirit up , I walked him
out I was not going to the party but I needed to go to
church and consult with my Pastor I need a spiritual
enlightenment in my life , I hugged him again and waved
good by as he drove off.
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Pam ***

life has been a roller coaster ride between me and Sbu ,

the pregnancy took a huge toll between us , one minute
we crazy in love the next we biting our heads off , I have
move in with him infect he forced me to move in , I have
lent one think about Sbu that if you rub him the wrong
way he will actually scar you till you bleed , I have been
trying to keep peace but Sbu is not willing to trust me or
open up to me , he is forever out doing God know what ,
and he has been spending a lot of money doing the
nursery and redecorating Sne room , yes she will be
coming to stay with us soon , she is very bubbly girl and
I’m very found of her , I was standing by the window with
my rooibos tee just looking at the sea view I was lost in
thought , until I felt Sbu hands around my tummy
Him : “ how is my boy doing “ that hurt a bit he is so
excited about this baby and hardly pays any attention to
me and how I feel , I wanted to respond and give him the
peace of my mind but his baby stated kicking and he
kissed my cheek ,
Me : “ you back “ ,I said to him without facing him his
hands was still around my tummy and his head was
resting on my shoulder he has been gone for two days
straight talking about some job he had to do , when I
asked him about it , he said that he is the man of the
house and his responsibility is to provide for his family.
He turned me around and kissed me “ you so beautiful “
he said taking the mug and placing it aside , he held my
hand and made me seat on the bed , he looked like he
did not sleep for days.
Him : “ I know I have been an ass for the past moths and
I treated you like you don’t matter to me , but true fact
is .... is that I love you so much that I’m so scared of
loosing you , I can not handle a brake up , especially
with you “ he stated sniffing this pregnancy has made
him a cry baby , I wiped his tear with my thumb ,
“ I’m not going any where Sbu , I love you so much , I
love you more than life itself ( I took his hand and placed
it on his baby that was kicking non stop now ) I place my
life, our kids life in your hands ,you are my everything
and I just wish you can find in your heart to forgive me ,
because I can not raise this child on my own and Sne
needs me to be her mom and I’m ready to take that
responsibility ” he was crying uncontrollable now and he
smashed ,his lips on mine his kissed had so much
emotion it felt like our first kiss...

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Menzi ***

I can not believe my eyes when I saw Sindy she looked

like a cover girl model , I dropped everything that I was
doing and attacked her with a hug
Her : “ you squashing me you beast “ she giggled
Me : “ you look breath taking ,... this is illegal “ she
giggled
Her : “ stop it , now everyone is looking at us “
Zoe : “ they better , you look hot girl and non of this
white chicks in hear can match that “
I hugged zoe and fist bump Zoe this girl is more of dud
than a girl , she took her phone answered it
Me : “ come let me officially introduce you to my parents
“
Her : “ can I get a drink fist just to come my nerves “
Me : “ no later , besides I need you to come this man that
just became all excited to see you “
Took her hand and placed it on my cock, She punched me
on my chest
Her : “ you thinking about sex at this time , you such a
dick head “
I kissed her lips and she pushed me away , smiled and
looked away
Her : “ 1st impression count and I want to do this right ,
don’t spoil this up for me with you dick “
Me : “ so I’m turning you on “ I wiggled my eyebrows “
She laughed , I held her had and since every one knew
Sindy she was greeted and hugged by all of my friends ,
we finally got inside the house where my parents were
busy in the kitchen I walked in holding Sindys hand , she
tightened her hand and I could fill my veins about to pop
, she was looking down , my baby was so nervures ... hell
I was also nervous too ,
Me : “ parents “
Mom looked up she saw my hand that was holding Sindy
, she raised an eyebrow while dad , just gave me one off
his intimidation looks , I need to man up now and stand
up for my women fuck with this , I cleared my trout
Me : “ mom dad please meet my girlfriend Sindy “
Mom tilted her head in disbelief , and dad blinked few
times
Me : “ sindy meet mom and Dad
Sindy lifted her heard slowly , let go of my hand and walk
towards my mom , she was brave even her walk
commanded attention , she plastered a smile on her face
and offered a had shake to my mom first
“ nice too meet you Mr and Mrs. Ngubani , mom just
gave her daggers look’ , the hand shake was not
convincing that she approves
Mom : “ mmmm “
Dad shook her hand but held it
Dad : “ are you the girl that disrespected me in my own
house “
Sindy swallowed hard “ all due respect sir I did not
disrespect you , but I have to apologies for my actions
...it was not intended to see me in that situation or in
that violent act ....but its never easy to be bullied
because people look at you and immediately judge you
and call you names , I can never justify my actions but I’m
more than what people see me to be and I more than
what people will call me , I will not allow no one to think
I’m beneath them just because of my background and
where I was raised so if I am attacked I was taught to
fight back because I’m nobody push over “
Mom placed her hands on her waist “ beating up a
person in my leaving room is very barbaric act and who
aver taught you that has no morals or what’s so ever “
Sindy looked at my mom shyly and gazed at me to save
her from the dragon spit
Me : “ I guess she took self defense classes serious , I
would not call it barbaric act mom “ I went to sindy held
her hand “ she will never be beneath me in any way , she
has the same red blood that I have and there is nothing
inhuman to stand up and fight for what you want and
what you believe in ,i min you should know this you
grew up in the apartheid error , was struggle that easy
that you forget where you come from , come baby lets go
“
Mom : “ I still don’t like her , and look what she has
turned you to be talking back at us “
I tuned around and looked at mom
“ you raised me , please don’t give sindy too much credit
, apple does not fall far from the tree “
I walked out with sindy and the minute we were out of
our parents sight we breath out and laughed
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Langa ***

“ I’m outside Menzi house come out NOW!“

Me : “ what ! “ she dropped the call and minutes later
she showed up , she looked good in a bikini top and
shorts but it was kinda too reviling and this white boys
here were eying her I felt my blood boiling , she smiled at
me , but I was angry again Zoe has acted childish and ill
responsible , I have been tracking her every move and all
the activities she was doing , which made me come to
Durban to get her , maybe if I remind her what today is
she may come back to her senses, I can not keep on baby
seating her and pretending that what she doing is just ok
and its just a phase , she bloody need to grow up , call
me controlling i don’t care, I plan to marry this girl one
day , I love her more than life it self , I live for her , her
face is the last thing I want to see before I close my eyes
to sleep at night and first thing I see when I wake up , I
can not live with out her and I have to make sure of that ,
I min business and this fuck up life she intend to live it
going to end today.
Her : “ Langa baby , aaaah high “ she hugged me I did not
take my hands out from my pocket , I just stood there
She looked around trying to see if I was with Banzi but
nop I let that full go and told him will meet him later
Me : “come lets go “
She looked behind her ,she was hesitant i looked at her
she soon dragged her feet and followed me , at least she
was sober that why she didn’t say a word , we got into
the car and I drove off , drive was silence and she turned
music on I just simply switched the radio off , she took
out her phone typed something I threw it on the back
seat , she looked at me , she was a bit terrified or was
she annoyed she slouched on the passenger seat and
looked outside the window, the minute the car stopped
in the drive way I stepped out , banged the door
Her : “ so what did my car do to you ? ? “ she mumbled ,
and stepped out
Me : “zo I try to be a better man for you, I always put you
first , I obey your outrageous demands , I trite you like a
rear diamond , to me you are like a fragile item that I can
not brake ,was i so wrong to love you the way I do and
you turn around and shit all over me and party and drink
like there is no tomorrow .... I don’t mind you drinking ,
but getting sloshed and carrying your self like a wild
animal ... it brakes my heart.... “
She looked down,
Me : “ are you using me Zoe because clearly you playing
with my feelings here , I am miles away for goodness
sake , I truest you so much that I know you will never
cheat on me or do anything that will destroy our
relationship .... but you don’t want to be with me , you
don’t listen to me , you pass out when I’m talking to you ,
you don’t return my calls , email , massages ... do I look
like a fool to you, just fuckin tell me if you want out....
and stop stringing me along , this is fucking childish
behavior , if I wanted to marry a party animal I would
have gone to club and took one of the girls there , “
I was angry and I was shouting ,
Her : “ I’m sorry ... I just .... “
Me : “ you sorry for what ? getting drunk , hanging with
boys ? not sleeping home ? bunking school ? Zoe when
last you called me , when last you check up on how was I
doing , what the fuck is wrong with you ... I’m giving you
all the space you want ... but in return you fuck around ...
you acting out ... you sorry !!!!? ... Bull shit ,... for what
demit ? “
she started weeping and ran pass me , I found her in our
bedroom she was seating in the bed and her back facing
me , I handed her an envelope
me : “ you fuckin forgot . NXA !! “ I walked out bugged
the door , ran my hands over my head I was short of
breath , I felt like I was having a heart attack , my lungs
were closing in , minutes later she started crying so laud ,
I just placed my hands on my face , my body could not
stand it I set down outside our bedroom door and cried
too , today was the birth and death date of our little girl
but Zoe forgot , my baby girl would have turned one
year old.
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Trey ***

Becky and I are really going serious now , I told her about
my bumpy future ahead and she was a realistic person
who is well inform about African culture , she told me
that love has no boundaries , she can not change my
destiny but can only hold my hand and support me ,yes
dating a white girl is a no! no! since you all know what
happened to my father and mom , I’m just scared that
Becky may experience what my mother went trough with
my family and my people they may not except her for
her color of her skin ,
She came back and stood in front of me
Her : “ you miles away in thought “
I just smiled and held her close , she seat in between my
legs and I wanted to tell he about our fait , but I guess it
too soon will cross that bridge when we get to it.
Well the party died out at Menzi house, because the
parents were just plain rude and lot of rules brought to
our attention , we left and went to the beach and it was
happening people were drunk and partying like there is
no tomorrow , I lost my appetite to drink and allowed my
women to get sloshed tonight.
Sindy and Menzi were making out next to us , like really
this two they always wrapped around each other like
conjoined twines , there love is just too strong.
Becky : “ when are you going to back “
Me : “ a week from now , looks like I spend my christmas
that side “
her faced changed and she looked at me
Her : “ what about us then ? “
I sigh “ love we talk about this , my initiation process is
almost done “
Her : “ the construction of the palace is not eve done so
what the rush “
Me : “ I need to connect spiritually with the fallen kings ,
word got out that I’m alive , not everyone is happy about
this , you know this conflict of the kingdom “
Her : “ can I come along , ? “
she gave me puppy eye look ,
Me : “ its still dangerous baby “ I baby kissed her “ all in
good time my love , just be patient with me “
I immediately became sober after my uncle from my
mother side told me that my Aunt wants me dead and
what proof do they have that im off the royal blood , she
never thought that I was alive and she now has a son that
must rule not me , my life just became complicated and
now have man looking at my every move , who knew
that I would have body guards , I had to return back to
valley ,that is the only way I can be completely protected
, so fist thing tomorrow morning I’m leaving , I wanted to
tell Becky , but she's more hurt now , I can not hurt her
even more. Besides I just wanted to spend the night with
her I missed her so much , I was busy with exams , while
she was in Australia on photo shoot , her job is so
demanding.
apparently I had trust fund , and have unlimited access
and right to the royal trust , I’m kinda swimming in
money that I did not know about , my uncle is a family
attorney he froze all assets when my grandfather passed
on , he is the one that will be mentoring me on my role ,
what to say ...how to act , I also have a British scholarship
to study law, on the other hand I have a calling that I
need to unleash , I breath out loud just by thinking about
my life that is just chaotic
Becky : “ hay , stop thinking about what if ... what if ...
you will .be sick , I don’t want you having another seizure
“ she kissed me and ran her hands over my dreadlocks I
really feel at home with her no matter what’s happening
in my life she always there to keep me calm and focus on
the bigger picture ....
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Sbu ***

“ pam I need to protect you and if you out of my site

this Aunt of yours will stop at nothing to destroy Trey ,
she will use you to get to Trey”
Her : “ I just need to see him “
Me : “ I know but Trey told me its dangerous , “
Her : “ his leaving tomorrow , and we hardly spend time
together , while he was busy with the exams , baby
please “
Me : “ I promised him that will go to the kingdom once
you give birth , pam you heavily pregnant now I can
never forgive my self if anything happened’ s to you and
our precious cargo , so please baby let me protect you “
She seat down and breath out loud , “ please don’t stress
about it , remember its not good for the baby “
Her : “ what if his not safe, Sbu.... Trey is the only family
i got , his my little brother I need to be there for him “
Me : “ trust me baby his safe “
I went to the kitchen took out ice cream and handed her
a spoon, she smiled at me , “ I’m sorry “ she said after
taking few spoon full if Icey trite
I just brushed her belly , I can not believe I’m dating
Mnguni Princess , I have heard story of the kingdom
when I was young but never thought I will be having a
baby with a royal blood , they are few security watching
my house and our every move, from distance and I just
feel like my gangster ways will need to stop now , I’m just
glad that by next year I’m graduating , being an architect
is my life I just hope when Pam sees the palace she will
be blown away since I designed the plans .
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Zoe ***

I cried till I can not cry no more , my heart was shattered

, I can not believe Langa had a picture of our baby , she
looked so beautiful in a pink blanket wrapped around
her, her thick black curly hair , I can not believe that I
was so close in giving birth to a beautiful healthy baby ,
but faith took it cause , she looked like Langa in every
way ,
What kind of person was I , I forgot the most important
day of my life , when I lost a soul , my blood , my life, my
baby , tears wear running down like water fall , I was
rocking my shelf hugging the picture , I wailed again and
this time I felt like my inside are going to come out , the
pain come rushing back, it has been hours since I have
been in that position , Langa walked in I could not look at
him he just took of his shoes , lifted me up to seat on the
bed , he wanted to take the picture away but I refuse to
let it go, I never got the chance to even hold my baby , I
carried for 8 moths but never saw her face held her close
to me. I looked up at him , he was broken , his eye were
full of sorrow , pain , there were red short he was sniffing
I can feel that he was bleeding inside , he has been
carrying this pain for so long protecting me all along
while i just decided to block the memory , I wanted to
hold him but , I felt guilt rushing all over me , he took off
my top and shots he cover me with throw , he ran bath
water and carried me to the Barth tub , took off his
clothes and set behind me holding me close from behind
, there were no words spoken just two people who are
broken and holding each other , he stated bathing me
and rubbed the sponge on my body once he was done
we seat there till water stated turning cold , he took a
towel and dried me and lead me to bed , I just seat there
like a zombie while he took one of the night dress and
helped me to wear it , he was wearing one of his pajama
pants , he tucked me in and cuddle me , we cried
together silently it was the most painful moment of my
life , I never wanted to let go of Langa ,
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Langa

It was 2 day before Christmas and Zoe was still not ok but
she was getting better , it was hard to leave her like that
and go back to work but , I knew that she was in good
hand with her Aunt , i was packing since I will be
spending time with family on this festive season ,
Christmas eve we were going to have lunch with Zoe
Aunt with few friends and family , looks like my holiday
will be busy because after Lunch we have to drive to my
parents house since mom insisted we spend x-mas with
her , and it will be good for Zoe to lean our family
tradition on how we do things on the festive season , my
phone rang it was video call from Zoe , she has been
doing a lot of this calls lately , I must say that our
relationship has become stronger and our love is just
blissful
Me : hay gorgeous “ she blushed and smiled at me “
Her : “ stop it you making me blush “ she giggled , she
was on her bed but look like she is dressed up “
Me : “ going some where ? “
Her : “ yep “ she pouted ,” I’m driving Anti dearest to the
mall to do last minute shopping , she has been working
me like a slave today Keven is coming over with his kids
so we preparing diner , baby I’m so tired , come back
and rescuer me “
I just laughed, Zoe is not domestic kind of girl and she
hates doing chores
Me : “ I’m driving down today , ill probably be there in
the evening , I just want to spend quality time with you
before I share you with my family “
She beamed and showed me her beautiful set of teeth ,
Her : “ I can not wait , I missed you so much “
Me : “ I missed you too , how have you been holding up ?
“
She just shrunk her shoulders and tried to avoid eye
contact ,or to talk about the pink elephant in our
relationship
Her : “ I’m just taking it one day at a time , and your
mother has been so supportive.... thank you “
I told my mom to reach out for Zoe , since she once
experience a similar tragedy like Zoe , I just nodded....
mom took time off and drove to Durban to spend lunch
time with Zoe , with a bit of shopping of cause , but mom
told me to give her time to recover , and we need to
make tombstone for our girl , to keep her memory alive ,
Zoe like the idea and we planning on doing the
ceremony at my family grave yard sometime before the
new year .
Me : “ I’m just glad you ok , so have you been behaving
baby ? “
Her : “ yaa I spend most of my time with my aunt , and
reading books I guess I have been good , “ she winked at
me , I just melted
Her : “ I have to go this women is creaming my name
now “ the phone was handed to her Aunt and I just
smiled and greeted her
Aunt “ hay Langa , I hope you joining us for supper today
?“
I didn’t know what to say, I min I thought we meeting on
x-mas eve, today ill be too tired to even be a good host,
so I just agreed , now I have to drive like a maniac to Kzn
things we do for our in-laws
Her : “ good , I hope you don’t have any allergies, “
Me : “ no mam “ she smiled ”see you later , your girl has
to drive me now to the mall , so you will have to call her
later , take care “ she dropped the call , ok that was very
odd , I just shook my head and took my bags its going to
be a long drive ..
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Mpume ***

This days it has been about praying and finding my self , I

wanted to fast maybe God will give me a speedy reply .
I woke up yet again with my tummy grumbling I have this
outrageous appetite that I don’t understand this days, I
was eating my tuna sandwich seating on the kitchen
counter, I received a call from Portia I just smiled to my
self its has been a while since we last spoke
Me : hay stranger long time no see “
Her : or talk ....( she giggled ) how have you been ? you
have been in this silent mode this days , are you ok
friend? "
Me : “ well my life story is too depressing to talk about ,
besides I’m still waiting for God to answer me “
She giggled
Her : “ you just being crazy now “
Maybe I was .... I’m just exaggerating , I just laughed
Her : Zoe told me that you are planning a surprise baby
shower for Pam ?"
I just looked at my coffee that was getting cold , “Trey
told me that it will help me take my mind off things , but I
rely need help , Zoe has no feminine ideas as always
We laughed , “ she just think of meat and booze and it’s a
party “ I added
Her : “ you know I’m always there should you need
someone to help “
Me : “ I know , and I’m sorry , everything is just
overwhelming to me and I guess I’m just trying to find
myself “
Her : “can you put yourself aside for once , we have a
party to organize.... besides why you looking for the
unknown . I think you know what you want but you just
fighting what you believe in and what you fill “
Me : “ thank you friend , I never sow it like that “
Her : “ you welcome “
Me : “ get you skinny ass in my house so will start with
planning , I even forgot that baby shower is in few days
from now “
She screamed “ wow finally she is back “ I laughed at her
Her : “give me 45 min ill pick you up “
Me : “ you min an hour right “
We laughed some more and hanged up , as my mom said
“ there is no use in crying over spilled milk” , I need to
trust God , and embrace my destiny
Today I’m going to stop calling Thabo his line was no
longer valid anyways , part of me has anticipated that he
will answer and just tell me how much he loves me, but
part of me was happy that he vanished he would have
made it hard for me to move on, I pray that he is ok
though and hope he is still alive , mom has constantly
told me to move on and I can not keep on seeking for
love to a man that left me with no explanation , I need
to focus on my future and what my future holds ,
everything happens for reason, when one door closes the
other one will open , I never thought it will open and
boom I’m in an arranged marriage and about to get
married to a stranger , yep the lord work in the
mysterious ways indeed right
.
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Sindy ***
I was with Menzi in the mall the plan was to watch movie
and buy baby cloths for Pam baby shower but my baby
was miles ways , he was kind destructed he was holding
my hands for his dear life and I just let him be, he finally
pulled me to nearby restaurant and we set down , I was
not hungry any way so I just ordered chips and cold drink
, he ordered burger and chips, after few meaningless
conversation that was flowing I finally put my drink
down
Me : “ out with it baby you are scarring me “
He smiled and at me but it did not show on his eyes the
spark he heard when he smiled at me it was no longer
there , I was becoming more and more nervous now ,
what going on , I felt like crying , but that will be crazy
because I don’t know why he is acting like this towards
me. I squeezed his hands and his tensioned moved back
to me , he was avoiding eye contact until I held his face
to face me .
Me : “ what’s wrong Menzi ? “
Him : “come on eat your cheeps , I’m ok don’t worry “ I
breath out loud
Menzi phone rand and he picked it up , he looked deep
into my eyes while talking to his phone
Him : “ where do I start, mfethu I told you this is not easy
for me ”
....... I just looked at him , while his gaze shifted from
mine
Him: “ I know .... I know but easier for you to say , you
not in my shoes “
He tried to stand up , I held his hand and he set down ,
we never keep secrets from each other , why does he
want to have private conversations now , with whom
ever is on the phone
,him : “ I don’t know bro , I’m just stuck between a rock
and a very hard place “
.... I sigh , and looked down , I let go of his hand and
wiped a small tear that tried to escape my eyes , Ok now
I’m convinced that he is defiantly hiding something from
me , and what ever it is its big and it involves me.
Him : “ stop shouting at me man , I know OK , .... fuck you
Trey don’t say that ....aish ... I know ... I know I will
handle this ...ok no problem .... thank man ... ( there was
silence while he was listening to Trey) thank again man I
needed to hear that ... good luck with what ever Vudu
bullshit you doing there “ he laughed and dropped call ,
so Trey is aware of what ever is eating this man up
Me : “how is he ? “ he looked at me, “ who Trey ?“ he
asked , I just nodded
Him :” he will survive , he is stronger and brave than I will
ever be “
Me : “ don’t do that to your self please “ he breath out
loud and looked at me
Him : “baby we need to talk “ my head started buzzing
does words are never good news , its bad its really bad ,
he held my trembling hands , and they was a look of
consent on his face
Him : “ I’m sorry , “ he looked side ways “ this is really
important and I don’t know where to start “
I felt blood washing over my face , my palms became wet
and I wish I can control the huge lump on my trout , why
did I fall in love...to allow my heart to be broken...
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Zoe ***

After a long day , that felt like its not going to end I wish I
could just place my head on the pillow and slip , I still
had to help prepare food for our visitors , the drive back
home was longer than usual, aunt was on call with one
of her friend while I kept on glancing at her , we finally
got home , mpume sent me a request via SMS to meet in
town and plan Pam baby shower , I was too pre occupied
so I told her we will have to plan things tomorrow , but
she can draft down her idea’s , and as Sbu said , no
limitations on the budget , there is nothing that can place
price tag on his baby boy baby shower ... hours felt like
days with all the work we were doing and it was almost
17hoo and I had to take a bath and prepare for supper ,
Langa will be joining us hopefully, I was excited I can not
wait to see him , I was busy fixing my hair when I heard a
light Knock on my door
Me : “ come in “
It was Zweli , he was looking good as always in all white ,
I stood up and hugged him ,things between us are far
from being back to normal especially that he is now
dating Cici, and I'm close friends with Portia , I know life
is complicated , but he made his bed and he will need to
lie on it
Him : “ how are you kido “
I just nodded ,
Him : “ I came along with Zanele she is busy with Anti in
the kitchen “ my face light up , and I was happy that I got
to see my little sister, or is it my niece this days I rolled
my eyes at that thought ,
Me : “ how are you ?”
He leaned over the chest of drawer ,
Him : “ Im content ,thanks for asking”
Me : “ you and Cici ? mom’Ncane ? “
Him : “ it is what it is she makes me happy and I can
change what happened between us , but I’m just building
my life with her , hope one day you can be happy for me
“
Me : “ its complicated situation , maybe one day I guess “
He sigh , “I’m sorry for acting like a jack , I know and you
Portia are close I know that i caused a huge drift in our
relationship... “
Me : “ I’m not the person you should be apologizing too
Zweli , but I can say that you may think you ok today , but
you don’t know what will happened tomorrow , you can
not control the switch that goes off when you get angry ,
and hope Cici is fully mindful that she stepped out of the
fire and jumped into a frying pan with hot oil “ I walked
pass him and he followed me , I was on my black and
white one arm dress just slightly above the knee with my
white air-max , my heir was let loos, the minute I stepped
out I saw Keven and Langa in the veranda talking I
walked to them greeted Keven without looking at him ,
he shook his head and walked inside while I attacked
Langa with Hug
Me : “ baby you made it , “
He cupped my lips and hugged me even more , he looked
breath taking handsome and delicious and always , his
cologne made me weak and I just wish I could stay in his
arms forever
Him : “ I’m so tired baby , i never got chance to rest , but
it was all worth it “
I smiled at him , we were about to kiss again but my aunt
disturbed us , I blushed and looked away while she
called us inside
~~~~~unedited sorry good people ~~~

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Zoe ***

I help my Aunt with setting up the table , Cici was also

around and I must say we did not get along , she tried to
talk to me but I just brushed her away , I’m not going to
fall under her spell and be all nice to her , what if this
affair she has with Zweli did not end well, what if my
father went all assassin mode to my brother just because
she could not control her itching pussy ,so judge me all
you like but I believe that trust is earned you just can not
come into my life pretend that everything is ok
Me : “ can you move please “ I had a casserole bowl on
my hands Cici was on my way , Aunt gave me a look , I
walked back to the kitchen
Aunt : “ can you try to be nice please “
Me : “ but Anti ... “
Aunt : “ I don’t want to hear it... go prepare the kids
table “
I just rolled my eyes , did what I was told called the kids
to seat , Keven boys were identical twins , there were so
cute and look like there father well i don't know there
mother any way , there names were - Jayden and Jordan
I Don’t know which is who, they were the same age
group as Zaza - 5 years old , they got along like a house
on fire , after i dished up for them I went to settle down
next to Langa ,
Langa : “ finally we got to eat I’m staving “
Me : “ you can never say no to home cook meal “
Langa : “ I wish the women in my life knew how to cook “
I nudged him with my shoulder, he smiled and brushed
my thighs . my aunt made Ox tail gravy , dumplings ,
steamed veggies and some white sauce.
I was seating opposite CiCi , Landa was seating opposite
Zweli , and aunt and Keven were seating on the head of
table facing each other, my Aunt said grace and we dug
in .
Keven: “I could get use to meals like these on a daily
bases “
Me: “ than you should put a ring on it ! “
Keven: “ you aunt is playing hard to get nje “
Zweli : “ and she don’t come cheep “
We laughed at that comment meanwhile my aunt was
blushing
Aunt : “ so Cici , Zweli tells me you got a new job
congratulations“
I rolled my eyes , I don’t even know why we entertaining
this girl and treating her like she matters
Cici : “ yes Anti , thank you “ she smiled “ its good start,
I’m still trying to adjust , its just hard work “
Keven: “ where you working ? “
Cici : “ Hilton hotel as a front desk personal “
Every one nodded , not bad she might as well get herself
another blesser there
Zweli : “ its very busy environment and I just hope she
will handle the pressure “
Cici : “ don’t worry I will “
They smiled at each other , this was not a pleasant site
Aunt : “ Zoe are you going to tell us the good news or
should I just spit it out “
Me : “ its not yet good news , because I’m still waiting for
my acceptance letter from university of Gauteng
Zweli : “ you moving to Gauteng? “
Me : “ yes “ i smiled and looked at Langa
Zweli : “ you will be moving in with Langa ... don’t you
think that is just moving fast , I min you guys are just ... “
he looked at Langa , who was also giving him a steam
look “ is it not too soon to take that step “
Me : “ I’m not going to be cohabiting with him ... we
practically engaged / married by tradition so yaa i'm
moving in with him “
Langa cleared his trout , the tone of my voice was hush
and very aggressive
Zweli : “ ooh come on Zoe you know I didn’t min it that
way “
Langa : “ Zweli its ok I understand , your consent but we
are planning on building a future together “
Aunt : “ she will be in good hands besides Zweli the
university is one of the best medical schools in SA “
I looked at Zweli who was just annoyed that even Aunti
has accepted my decision to move
Him : “ when were you going to tell me that you leaving ?
? “ he shouted a bit
Me : “ wow Zweli , awume kancane please , angithi u
busy playing happy family with Mom ‘ncane “
Zweli : “ ow come on , this is not about Cici , can you
leave her out on this “
Me :”awung’xege nawe please !! , it was my decision to
make not yours ,just because you sleeping with Cici does
not make you my FATHER HABE !! “
Langa : “ Zoe please “ he placed his hand on my back to
calm me down, and gave me a look to stop ,
Zweli : “ wow !”
Me : “I’m sorry , let me check on the kids “
I stood up to check on the kids , Zweli has no right to
detect my life , he is the last person to do so , with so
may fault he has made I just shook my head in disbelief.
The kids were playing with there food and it made me
laugh ,
Me : “ if you do not finish up you wont get deserts “
They pouted and stated finishing up with what ever scrap
that were left over on there plates , I lost my appetite
after that confrontation with Zweli. Aunt walked in with
plates on her hands after few minutes
Aunt: “ please help me with the desert “
I walked to the fridge and she came back with another
set of plates
Aunt : “ was that necessary kodwa ? “
Me : “ Anti please don’t take sides “
Aunt : “ ok... ok ... but learn to control what to say inform
of guest , haysuka mani “
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Langa ***

Zoe decided to give everyone the silent treatment during

dinner , which was a relief , we had general topic about
life and politics , and Keven was an attorney infect own a
law firm , apparently his friends with my Father and my
brother which makes me question his line of work , he
kept on looking at me and calling me Dlamini and bust
out and laughed , which just confirmed my suspicions he
is dirty as they come , after desert zoe Wanted to wash
dishes but Cici insisted to help her out , I wanted to find
out what was bothering zoe , she joined me on the two
seater couch,
Me : “ are you ok ? “
Her : “ yaa I’m good , “
Me: “ will your Aunt allow you to go with me tonight?“
She rested her head on my shoulder
Her : I don’t think she will have a problem , besides she
has found my replacement “
Me : “ you jealous of Cici ? “ I chucked ...
Her : no ... I don’t know maybe , why her.... I min out off
all the girls that Zweli can date it had to be her , it just
don’t seat well with me ..she almost destroy my family "
Me : but it did not happened , just try and get along
please “
z/ aunt:“ listen to Langa he is right , it wont hurt just to
try ...besides it does not have to seat any how with you ,
the heart wants what it wants , so you need to put your
issues aside and apologize to Zweli , he didn’t choice to
fall in love with Cici , “ Zoe Aunt said that walked in with
Keven and they seat on the opposite seat , Keven had
bottle of Conyac with two glasses , while Zoe aunt had a
bowl of ice with wine bottle ,
Z/Aunt : “ go get wine glasses zoe , stop being too clingy
to Langa “
Zoe rolled her eyes and stood up to get glasses
Z/Aunt : “ I hope you drink , because I don’t want
spectators when I get drunk “
I just laughed , “ yaa I glass or two wont kill me “ I said to
her
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Zweli ***

I was helping Cici , she was washing dishes and I was

drying them
Her : “ she hates me Zweli “
Me : she does not , the situation between us is
complicated and maybe she is not taking the news that
we in relationship lightly “
Her : “ but how do I make this right , do I talk to her , give
her space , what luv?“ she looked at me
Me : “ she will come around just give her space for now ,
I’m sorry that she spoke like that about you about us
infect “
Her : “ she was angry , she still in shock , so its something
she will need time to adjust to, and since zoe is so crazy it
wont be anytime soon , I just wish there was something
that I could do ...you know “
She looked stressed, I just held her close and gave her a
hug , she wanted to cry
Me : “ don’t cry , what we have is real , I love you , you
love me that all that matters , if my Aunt and Dad are
good with it , Zoe will come around I promise you “
“ zwezwe why is mom crying “ it was Zaza , she calls me
that I just picked her up
Me : “ she not crying she , fills happy “
Zaza : “ I’m big girl now please put me down “ I laughed
at her and did as she commanded , Zoe walked in , she
gave us daggers , zaza was called by one the twins and
ran off
Zoe : “ don’t stop on my account, happy family” she
fakes a smile and took wine glasses ,
me : “ this is going to be long night baby please be
patient with her “ I just placed my head on Cici head ,
while she just sank in my chest
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Ntombi ***

I tucked in the kids , since they were running around all

night , finally they were asleep , we on our 2nd bottle of
wine , Cici was seating on couch while Zweli was seating
on the arm rest next to her, at list every one was civil
right now , and they was lot of laughter , i liked how
Langa know how to control Zoe tantrums she was
behaving , I finally seat down next to Keven and we
continued to cuddle
Keven : “ is it me or maybe its this glass in my hand that
makes me see things now “
We bust out and laughed the way he said it
Keven: “ Zoe and the boys have a resemblance , “
I looked at Zoe and pictured Keven’s twins in my head
and yes there was definitely a resemblance
Zoe: “come on guys it must be the alcohol talking “ “
Langa : “ you know what I did see that too baby but you
know all coloreds look the same when they cute “
Zweli : ncoooo that so cute “ zoe pouted before she
giggled and we all laughed
Zoe : “you know what , Langa that’s our que to leave you
seeing things now like Keven , its defiantly the alcohol “
Keven : “ how come on guys ... we still having fun and the
night is still young “
Langa “ I would love to continue to solve this Mystery but
, its getting late and tomorrow we coming to your house ,
we need our beauty slip “
Zweli : “ you right mfethu ... we got to get going also , “
he looked at Cici and she stood up ,
Cici : “ thank you for having us Anti I really enjoyed my
self “
I Just smiled and hugged her , I’m not shore if it was the
wine or if maybe I felt something genuine for the girl ,
she embraced me also , which ,made zweli smile ,
Me : “ don’t be stranger now , and wena trite her good
ok “ I hugged zweli
Zoe came out with an over night bag , I wanted to tell her
not to go , but I know that it will just steer things up with
us so I just let her be , zweli and Langa man hugged and
Keven gave the two guys a hand shake, I went to Zoe
and held her hand while she placed her head on my
shoulder ,
Me : “ you ok baby ? “
Her : “ yaa , I wish I heard a welcoming heart like yours ,
“
Me : “ you still young , you don’t need to act or think like
an adult just because you in serious relationship , just be
you and allow your self to grow , “
I hugged her close and she got in the car and my baby’s
drove off , Keven pulled me close , and I smiled
Him : “you still have me baby , and we still have the
whole night together “ I giggle
Me : “ I like the sound of that “
the pervert just spank me causing me to jump a bit

~~ please comment good people ~~~ love you wurre !!

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Sindy ***

I just took a long walk to the beach, I wanted to call my

mom and tell her about my where about but the sound
of my voice will give me away that I’m not ok , I seat on
the nearby bench and just looked at the waves. I can not
cry any more I cried enough yesterday , Menzi drove us
to the coast to talk , he dropped the boom shell on me
we cried together till we can not cry any more , we
booked a room at one of the B&B just to talk , my heart
was ripped apart in ways that I don’t even know can be
mended.
~~~ flash back ~~~
Menzi : “ I knew that our happiness will be short lived ,
and as much as I want to be with you and stay with you
my parents will always find a way to come between us “
Me : “ baby what’s going on you scarring me now “
Him : “ I got a scholarship to study over sea’s , one of my
father business partners offered it to me , its bursaries of
some sort “
I looked away and tried to figure out what this meant for
us , I stood up and looked into space
Him : “ I love you Sindisiwe , and I tried to convince my
parents that I want to study this side , but my father was
not having it , I’m really sorry i didn’t know how to tell
you “
Me : “ when are you leaving ? “
He looked down
Him : “ first week of January , let just say the minute I
receive my result “
I breath out loud
Him : “ talk to me “
Me : “ it is a god opportunity baby , I can not stand in
your way , I know that your parents want the best for
you “ I seat down held his hand “ I love you , you are my
fist love and I know as much as this hurts , I can not stand
in your way , I wish we had time to say good bye , but I
guess the few days we have will have to do “
I reached for his face and kissed him , I know if he leaves
he will take a huge part of me along with him, he
responded with so much passion and he stated sobbing ,
I wiped the tears on his face with my hands he held my
hands and kissed them
Him : “ I hate this , I don’t know if I can survive leaving
without you , you the most amazing thing that happened
to my life “
Me : “ you need this baby , besides I’m not going any
where I will still be here when ever you get back , I
cannot believe that we are drifting apart like this “
Him : “ I can not believe I’m forced to study law “
I looked at him like what ? he always wanted to be
journalist and now law?
Him : “ my father’s doing , you know that man is pushing
me to be like him , apparently being journalist is just a
hobby not a real job , as he said and now I have to study
political science , fuck I hate that man ”
I held his hand , “ it going to be ok baby , you can still
pursue your dream but on a more political side.... you
know..... please look at this from the bright side “
Him : “ I will miss you , your positive spirit, your ability to
laugh even when the storm is closing in , your carriage
and strong will to fight for what you believe in , I love you
and I promise to come back and claim you to be mine
forever , you my first love my all and my everything , Ill
do what I have to do to break the chains of my parents
prison and I will be the man that you want me to be , to
love and protect you always”
~~~~end of flash back ~~~~
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Mpume ***
mom: “ how far are we before the bucket is full “
me : “ just few treys mom and we done “
mom : “ I’m so tired now and this oven heat is making me
sweat ,i'm also filling dizzy “
me : “ go relax , I will finish up hear “
mom : “ thank you baby . “ she smiled at me and pored
herself a glass of orange juice , we were busy making
scones for the orphanage , since it was x-mas eve , it was
time for giving mom has made this her tradition to bake
and give the needy . she was busy looking at me until I
frowned
me : “ what’s up ? “
mom : “ what ? “
me : “ why you looking at me like that ? “
mom : “ your skin complexion has changed , you , more
radiant, what facial lotion are you using now ? “
me : “ nothing , maybe the all mighty is giving me a
natural glow “
mom : “ yes , speak it child and believe it “
me : “ amen to that “
we laughed
mom : “ yazi , anginavalo baby “
me : “ about ? “
mom : “ about your future “ I just smiled “ I have taught
you all the ropes to be a good wife, I know things
between me and your father did not work out , but I did
everything in my powers to be the best wife , did I tell
you that my family forced me to marry your father “
I seat down and looked at her ,she nodded , she never
told me about how she meet my father
Mom : “ I was very petite young women , curves in all the
right places and my skin had visible freckles like yours “ I
smiled to that “ you father was friends with my late
Uncle even though I was young , my body screamed
maturity, so he over looked my age , I was only 14 if not
15 years and still he pointed me and told me that he
loves me , I always ran away when we crossed path , but
one day I was in the river I was abducted “ she looked
sad , so I just held her hand “ it was basically our culture
back than to kidnap a girl and forcefully marry her , well
since I never returned home for days my parents thought
the worse that I was no longer pure or innocent , so
when your fathers family came to negotiate lobolo , I was
sold to them by my father “ she faked a smile that did
not meet her eyes and I felt so emotional just listening to
what this women went trough , now I understand why
she always so strict towards me
Mom : “ so years in marriage that I did not want , I was
practically a slave , I cleaned cooked , even took care of
kids that were not even mine , your father will come in
my hut and force him self to me , one day I tried to run
away, return back home to report what was happening
to me , but my own family kicked me out and told me I
do not belong to them any more , I cried and decided to
run away , I wanted to commit suicide and end my life of
misery but your father found me and dragged me back to
his house he beat me up for humiliating him by running
away , years past and my situation got worse and worse
everyday , i was ill-treated , when the family finally found
out that I can not bear any children , name calling was
the worst form of abuse , “ she wiped away her tear and
that just broke my heart , I just hugged her so close and
wept in her shoulder , she held my face
Me : “ I can not believe that man’s blood is running in
my veins “
Mom : “ it all in the past my child , I forgave him and his
family long time ago , please don’t take what I’m telling
you into heart “
She wiped my tears
Mom : “ what I’m trying to say is that, if you fill like your
in-laws are not treating you right , if they lay a hand on
you , conduct any form of abuse to you , run back to me
my child and I will protect you , I will never kick you out ,
I rather die shielding you from the hatred of this world
then allow you to suffer “ she squeezed me into a hug ,
my mom is my role model I could have never ask for any
other mother but her , she my pillar of strength.
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Trey ***

“ they are coming prepare your self “ Gogo said dusting

the dust from the chairs
Me : “ but Gogo , how do I do this ? what do I say to this
people ? “
Mzamo ( my uncle was here as well and he was with his
legal associate Carrol who I assume they dating from the
way they act around each other )
Uncle : “ just breath boy you making me loose my cool “
Me : “ I’m not prepared for this , this people will chaw
me alive , look at me , I have a blood of foreigner and this
people will never allow me to rule “
They was a crowd off man coming from afar , this
meetings are held on the family tree and it has been like
this for generations , since the royal house is almost
finished Gogo Macawe advised that she will need to set a
meeting with neighboring chiefs to inform them about
the new king in town , I was panicking , I hate
confrontations and I hate that I have task to give life to
the lands , how on earth am I going to do that only God
knows
Few cars follow and park far , while the man walked
slowly towards us
Me : “ why cunt they just drive here? “
Gogo : “ this is secrete land no foreign object must touch
this ground , in the olden day they use to take off there
shoes , but rules change and we allow them to walk with
there expensive shoes here , “
I rolled my eyes to that , I min this was hilarious , people
in this place still believe in the old ways and practice
them , I remember this other day I was walking around in
the forest and two girls that were caring fire wood ,
dropped down and kneeled in from of me
“ BAYEDE “ they chanted I held there shoulders to rise up
, they rose up never made eye contact and walked
backwards till they disappeared , I asked Gogo about this
and she told me that , people must not turn there back
on king.
There is so much to learn is such a short time frame , I
still need to go to mountain and consult with fallen kings
tonight since it will be full moon , I need there power to
rule, I’m nervous and right now I feel like just running
away ...
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Langa ****

I was woken up by loud music playing down stairs , aish

Zoe and this hip hop of hers , I brushed my eyes with my
hands , I still wish I had few hours to sleep , but today
was going to be one hectic day , I rose up went to
bathroom did my hygienic process walked down stairs
Me : “ zoe !” I shouted her name several times , and
found her on the kitchen making a fruit salad , she was
busy on the blander I just stood by the door and looked
at her singing along to cassper nyovest songs , I waited
for the song to finish I didn’t want to disturb her singing
moment ,
Me : “ can we turn the music down a bit baby “ I said that
after the song died down
Zoe : “ow hi, you up , I wanted to make breakfast but was
too lazy to touch the stove, so fruit salad it is .”she was
not too tired just worried that her food will burn , I
shook my head and switch the radio off , I set on the
couch Zoe came with two bowls of fruit salad , i looked at
the time it was almost 12:00 pm ,I placed the Bowl aside
and just slouched on the couch , I was so tired
Me : I wish I had few hours of sleep “
I tilted my head and looked at Zoe who was on her phone
,
Me : “ what you up to ?
Her : “ looking at pics that Mpume sent yesterday
regarding Pam baby shower she is really good at this
event organizing thing I must say I’m impressed , I
wouldn’t have thought of this ideas “
Me : “ mpume ka Banzi ? “
She nodded
Me : does she know , that she going to marry into our
family “
Her : “ nop “
Me : “ how ? , I min you friends mos “
Her : “ its not my place to tell “
Me : “ but she told you about the arranged marriage “
Her : “ she my friend we don’t have any secrets , so yaaa
she told me “
Me : “ but you keepping the fact that Banzi is your
brother in law so yaaa I guess you have secrete “
Her : “ hayboo baby , I can not get involved , I just cunt
... its complicated “
Him : “ yaaa it truly is , and to think that I was the one
that was meant to merry her “
Zoe looked at me and flipped her hair
Her : “ ini ? “
Fuck me and my big mouth , she will blow this out of
proportion now
Her : “ uthinike manje kumina ? “
Me : “ it was something that was organized by two
families long time ago , before I even became a man ,
before I meet you... Dad just told me when Everything
was in motion that I was the chosen one , but you came
along so things shifted to Banzi , he was in an unstable
marriage after all “
Her : “ I came along ? wow , haybandle “ she stood up
took her bowl
Me : “ aww come on Zoe , I didn’t min it that way “
Her : so you made a move on me while you knew your
were suppose to marry someone else , wow “ she
shouted from the kitchen while she was washing her
bowl ,
Me : Zoe please , stop yelling yoo , “
Her : “ so if the tables did not turn in your favor what
would have happened, were you stringing me along ? “
Me : “ its not like that ... baby listen “
Her : “ I can't believe you ... “
she walked pass me and just swing her hips , lord I don’t
have energy for this right now, I took the fruit salad and
ate it , went to the bedroom she was in shower , I heard
water running, I just need to sleep , she made the bed
aish I don’t care I got under the cover and just dozed off ,

~~~~~happy friday bo luv ~~~

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Ntombi ***
We drove back to Keven place first thing in the morning ,
Keven has cloths in my house but since we had the twins
over , we did not bring an overnight bag , so we had to go
back to his house so the boys will can freshen up , I
wanted to stay behind , but Keven can be so clingy at
times , I ended going with them , when we arrived the
house keeper took the boys and I just went to the gardin
where there was breakfast set for us , I don’t know how
this man does this , he always plans everything ahead ,
he kissed my cheek and went to his study to make few
business call , I set down read the daily news paper and
sipped my tea , I hate eating alone so I was going to wait
for the boys to finish up ,
Voice “ hi,”
I looked behind me there was a boy almost Zweli age , he
looked like young version of Keven , I smiled and stood
up extended my hand
Me : “ Brian ? “
He smiled back ,
Him : “ wow finally! ... good to meet you Ntombi “ his
voice was a bit husky but deep like his dad’s I laughed at
him he was very handsome with ember eyes , short
brunet hair with dimples , he was well built with brood
shoulders , he ignored my hand and hugged me , I was a
bit shocked but gave him an embrace , I guess Keven kids
have a friendly personally , maybe they take after there
mothers, because Keven hardly smiles or Laugh .
Him : “ wow finally we get to meet ,I’m sorry I could not
make it yesterday , young people stuff you know “
I just smiled ,
Me : “ naaa its ok , “
We seat down , he was on his casual clothing , he was
really handsome
Him : “ I can not believe my father is dating such a young
women”
Me : “thank you , i can not believe he has handsome son,
are you sure his your Dad “
We giggled , he reminded me so much of Zoe , he was
straight talker and his personally is so addictive , his
father joined us with the twines few minutes later , the
boys ran to there big brother for hug
Keven : I see you two meet ?
I just nodded and smiled
Him : “Well looks like we are expecting a bigger crowd so
we moving this even from my house to restaurant I have
email all the gust with change of plans “
I just nodded even though I feel like I don’t want to
attend this dinner party any more , breakfast went well
and I leant a lot a about Brian ,he is still in collage
studding finance his also a ruby player , and he hates
talking about his mom , just like Keven , my phone
beeped and I looked at it , massage from Zoe
Her :” hay Aunt , can we meet , for brunch “
Me : “ owk this sound serious , what’s up ?
Her : “ I just need to spend time with you before I go ,
unfortunately I can not attend Keven’s dinner party ,
because we still need to drive to my in laws house “
Me : “ I understand , I thought it was going to be small
thing , now this man is just hosting a presidential dinner “
Her : lol , I’m on my way to the mall right now can we
meet at 11h00 “
Me : “ you min 11:3O
Her : “ ow come on , please don’t be late “
She logged off
Keven : “ who is that got you smiling to yourself “
Me : “ my potential bae “
Keven : “ you know that I kill for fun , and using my gun is
like hobby to me “
I kissed his lips
Me : “ I know , and I’m not intimidated “ he pulled me to
seat on top of him , I was just glad that the kids were
long gone when there father stated being all touchy
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Zoe ***
“ hay love I’m sorry for not getting back to you , so how
did it go ? “
Trey : “ not bad at all , the only worry they have is my age
, they think I will be unfit and maybe I must allow
somebody to seat on my behalf till I grow some balls “
Me : “ not you wicked Aunt please “
Trey gave me those outburst laughers of his which made
me giggle also
him : “ off cause not her , she is spitting fire where ever
she is the fact that I meet up with the elders made her go
crazy sending me sms that I’m dead person walking “
I laughed at that ,
Him : “ I still need to learn a lot and I still need to deal
with her, I feel like royalty and witchcraft falls under the
same what’s up group ”
Me : don’t worry about it , you got this my king , are you
still having does disturbing dreams “
Him : “ everyday , it such a challenge to sleep now “
Me : “ ow my god hear we go again .. “, I was dressing up
since I had to meet up with my aunt to day , Langa woke
up and walked to me, he held me for behind I wanted to
push him away I was still angry at him , he kept looking at
me in the full length mirror
Me : “ so you coming over to your sisters baby shower ,”
Him : “ I don’t think so , I’m preparing to go to the
mountain today , I hope the Gods are in my favor this
time around “ Langa stated kissing my ears and it was
ticklish ,
Me : “ mmmm ,so for xmas you not going to be
unavailable “ I was actually sad, I don’t know how Trey is
going to do this but he has put in full force commitment
on himself.
Him : “ I’m sorry my queen , but i need to prepare my self
, baby girl I need to go, duty calls ,”
I nodded like he can see me , and we said our goodbye
and hung up , I place my phone aside and Langa grip was
tight ,
Langa : “ what wrong ? “
Me : “ I’m worried about Trey “
He turned me around , and brushed my cheeks with his
thumbs
Him : “ it his calling , baby it will be challenging but it will
toughen him up “
He hugged me and stated kissing my neck , I was not
going to fall for that not now , I was dressed up and
ready to go , I pulled away from him
Me: “ I’m meting Aunt in few minutes time “
Him : “ you didn’t tell me about that “
Me : “ I’m sorry but I need to give her x-mas present
since I will not be with her tomorrow , your mother
called me , she wants us at her house by 19h00 , so get
ready “
Him : “ we no longer going to Keven’s house ,? “
Me : “ I cancelled , I could not disappoint your mom ,” I
took my bag and phone went to the side table took
Langa wallet
Him : “ and then ? “
I took out his credit card , “ I need this for x-mas present
you will thank me later ,” I took the car keys and walked
out
Him : “ at least let me drive you “
Me I’m capable of driving myself Langa “
Him : “ you still angry about this morning “
Me : “ when were you going to tell me “
Him : “ ow come on Zoe , I didn’t even know back then
that she your friend I only found out when you did , “
Me : “ I don’t care about that , you were suppose to be
upfront with me from the word go “
We were standing by the front door I just realized that
door is locked , so now I was looking for the keys
Him : “ are we ,really fighting about , a girl that I never
loved and didn’t know “
Me : “ you know her now , so any change of mind ? “
Him : “ you driving me crazy , yoo ! im with you... I chose
you .... Ngakulobola Zoe , angazi ufunani “
I found the keys looked at him , he was shouting at me ,
lately that what he does , I wanted to scream back but I
some how lost my voice , so I stomped out ,
.
.
.

Sindy

Mom : “you have visitor , “

I was sleepping I really did not want to wake up, I have
been in the down and under mood since I found out that
Menzi is leaving me, I felt sorry for mom because she has
been nagging me to tell her what’s wrong but I just need
time , the door opened and I smelled his cologne , Menzi
is making this difficult for me , he got under the cover
and held me close
Me : “ what you doing here ? “
He did not answer me , but snuggle up
Me : “ you making this hard for me “
Him : “ we did not brake up Sindy , I’m just moving to
another country “
Me : “ for years “
Him : “ ill still visit , call , email even skype “
Me : “ don’t do this to me please “
Him : “ you make it sound like I’m facing a dearth penalty
“
I smiled ,
Me : “ it feels like that , I know you will fall into
temptation , I don’t want you to fill like you ow me
something , yes I love you but I’m willing to let you go , if
we are meant to be will find each other “
He held me close again and just berried his head on my
neck,
.
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.

Mpume ***

After feeding the kids and handing out present my phone

rang I had to step out side because it was a bit noisy at
church
Me : “ hallo “
They was silence , I looked a t the caller id , I did not
recognize the number
Me : “ hallo “
Him : “ I’m so sorry Mpume “
Me : “ THABO ! “ I pooped my eyes it felt like I was
speaking to a ghost
Him : “it was not my intention to hurt you , we were not
suppose to be but yet we were so good together , I’m
sorry for braking your heart , just know that I love you
and I will always do “
I felt my heard spinning what just happened why now? ,
why is he calling ? , what makes him think we were not
meant to be ? does he know about my engagement ? has
he move on ? why is he still hang up on me when he
clearly decided to leave me , he dumped me with not
explanation of what’s so ever , now he wants to tell me
about his undying love , I can not do this with him not
now not ever.
him : mpume! Baby talk to me “
I dropped the call , Nkonzo came to my rescuer and
shook me roughly
Nkonzo : “ hay... boo , what wrong ? “
Me : “I need to go , please tell mom that I had to go back
home “
Him : “ not in this state let me drive you , please , “ he did
not wait for me to answer he rushed inside took my bag
and seconds later he was driving me home , all along I
wanted to scream , I can not believe Thabo when I finally
thought that I can move on with ought him , now he Crip
out from what ever hole he was in to torment me , i
jumped out of the car with ought saying goodbye or
thank you ....
.
.
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Pam ****

I was kneeling on my bed praying that Trey pass the

initiation process , this journey has turned me to religious
person , and was so shocked when sbu told me we need
to prey for his well being , and ever since I have not
stopped praying , Gogo Macawe has reassured me that
all will go well she has faith but I’m still scared , Trey is
not cut out for stuff like this ,or is he ? “ooh lord please
see him trough and guide him and deliver him from all
evil that lacking on his path “
Sbu : “ baby stop doing this to your self , you stressing
the baby “
I wiped away my tears Sbu help me to stand up ,I seat on
the bed , Sne came in” mommy , mommy!” she gave me
that gummy smile which always made me melt
Me : “ hay my little princess “
She hugged me or should I say hugged her brother
Sne : “ mommy why is baby not kicking today “
Me : “ he might be sleeping “
Sne : “ can I wake him up “ I just laughed at that , sbu was
taking pics of us its one of the random things he does,
Sbu : “ we have visitor , “ I looked at him who ?
Him : “ mom “
Me : “ now you tell me “ I took sne by the hand and
pushed sbu aside , its so crazy but sbu mom is such
bubbly person she does not act her age and she loves her
wine , she just let loose and way to talkative , today was
just going to one of does day where I laugh till I pee my
self , the minute I walked to kitchen she attacked me
with hug,
Her : “thixo mtanami you so fat “ she is xhosa and she
like to exaggerate when she talks
Me : “ Dolly , Dolly “
That her name , she screamed ... “ pammy ... pammy “ I
bust out and laughed gave her a side hug since my
tummy was too big for proper hug
Sbu : “ Sne baby come to daddy this two will make you
crazy “
Me : “ leave my baby alone wena , go watch soccer or
something “
Sbu rolled his eyes we bust out and laughed , I’m so
grateful that I have found a new family , this is going to
be a great Christmas I just wish Trey was around
.
.
.
Zweli ***

“ When will Zaza start calling me dad “

CiCi just side eye me , she does not want to talk about
this ,
Me : “ im her father after all , “
Her : “ I know , and I’m sorry I did not tell you about her ,
we were not ready for a baby then , and me and you
were not even an item .... and you know how your father
is like I could not risk putting you in harms way yet alone
Zaza“
Me : “ I know that baby , but don’t you think we need to
spend more time with her , since we are her biological
parents “
Cici walked out of the room , i was now renting a two
bedroom flat to accommodate Zaza if she visits , but her
mother does not like the idea at all
Me : “ you always avoiding this topic , why ? “
She Took out sum meat from the fridge and placed it on
the sink
Me : “ Cici “
She breath out loud
Her : “ its not going to be easy , Zaza believes that your
father is her dad , so now how do I tell a 4 year old that
look baby , this is your daddy now “
She said that with attitude or irritation but her facial
expression was clearly written I’m annoyed just drop this
topic
Me : “ but we can still try than just sweeping this under
the carpet “
Her : “ she still young for the truth baby it will be just too
confusing too her , and how will your father react you
know what his capable off “
She did not make any eye contact but just started wiping
invisible dirt on the Kitchen counter , I wanted to my
baby girl with me , I wanted to watch her grow and teach
her things lean to be a father with her by my side , but it
looks like I’m robbed of that life . I just walked out I need
air

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Zoe ****

Things have been shaky on Christmas day lunch was

really gloomy , Nicky and Banzi were not on speaking
terms , me and Langa we quarrel like there is no
tomorrow, the Uncle were not happy with Nicky action
and they wanted to kick her out and take her back to her
house and ask for the Dlamini cows back ,Banzi
disagreed he still has a soft spot for her , but he has
advised that she will be part of the family but not his wife
anymore.
Everything was chaotic , I even slept alone on X-mas day ,
Langa went drinking with his brother telling me that I act
too childish , which irrupted a huge argument that he
almost lost his cool. The following morning I woke up to
do house chores’ since the house keeper were not
around , me and Nicky cleaned the house till it was
spotless , we were almost done only dishes were left to
be washed , I went to the kitchen and started washing
dishes, I can not help but feel emotional , Nick stood next
to me and took out a dish cloth and started wiping the
dishes , I wanted to be alone but she was more broken
up than I was ,
Me : “ thank you “
She just nodded , she was drained in all levels , the
glamorous girl I saw when I first came to this family was
not there any more , she has no make up on and always
had a doek on her head, she was reserved and never
spoke to no one unless spoken too
The boys came in with there uncle , they looked like they
never slept at all and the alcohol smell was unbearable ,
Nicky never raised her head she just move to the other
side of the kitchen and started packing the dishes ,
“ I just need a cold shower “ Langa said I felt his eyes
digging holes on my back but I did no raise my eyes to
even look at him
Banzi : “ morning zao “ I answered him and greeted the
drunk uncle , who was busy calling me “ snowy” as if I’m
a dog or something Banzi bust out and Laughed , he did
not even bother greeting Nicky ,
Uncle: ” I hope snowy , you will lean to be a good wife to
my son , we paid a lot of money for you , don’t let that
Nikiwe teach you her bad habits , uyezwa “
the poor girl just started sniffing and walked out , I did
not answer back I just walked out too that was not cold
for
Banzi :” Langa help me with him , lets put him in his room
“ my eyes met with langa’s I just continued walking away
from the kitchen, people in this house talk without
considering other people feelings, yes Nicky was wrong
for sleeping around but that is just between her and
Banzi ,
I went to our bedroom ,took out Langa cloths I had to
iron them since he was going to shower soon, I went to
the laundry room and started ironing ,
His mom called my name
Her : Nokuzola ? “
Me: “ mama “
Her : “ come to the leaving room we want to talk to you
“
I taught about what does she mean about “we” want to
talk to you , who is “we” ? when I entered the room
Langa’s dad was seated on his couch and his mom next
to him, Langa was seated on the two seater facing them
, I seat next to Langa ,
L/dad : “ this has too stop , “ his voice was direct
I was facing down
l/dad : “ I don’t know who started what or who did what
but this fighting need to stop , Langalihle fix this “
Langa : “ yebo baba”
L/Dad : “ Langa, go call Banzi I need to talk to you before
I go ”
His father stood up and pat my shoulder Langa followed
him
L/mom : “ we going on a vacation and will be back on
new years eve, you and Nicky are going to be the mother
and wife’s of the house while I’m gone ,and take care of
my boys , thank you for cleaning the house , you have
done a really good job , remember what I told you baby ,
you are a wife now try to know your place and be
subordinate to your husband , don’t try to fight battles
that you can never win , “
I just nodded
Her : “ I’m always here for you , should you need to talk
or seek advise , you my baby girl and I will never allow
Langa to hurt you in any way ,”
She stood up came to me and embrace me with a hug ,
there were going to Botswana for holiday ,
The boys came back with luggage and we walked them
out , and waved as they drove off , i went back to the
Laundry room finished ironing and placed Langa cloths in
the bed, I was about to walk out when he called my
name
Him : “ Nokuzola “ his voice was soft but yet I flinched a
bit
Me : “ yebo “
Him : “ we need to talk “ I turned around and I knew that
he was half naked , because he just finish taking a
shower, now how am suppose to focus with him standing
in front of me dripping wet
Him : “I miss you , I miss us and I’m sorry that I shout at
you , but you so stubborn at times that I just don’t know
how to control my temper “
He came towards me while I just froze by the door , I
looked down
Me : “ I’m sorry too , I was wrong not to trust you “
Him : “ can I get a hug “
I looked at him “ haboo you are wet , how many times
must I tell you to dry your self in the bathroom before
you step out “
He just laughed and his dimples made me weak , he
pulled me into hug and planted kisses on me I just lost
my self , it has been a while since we were intimate and I
have a feeling that today he will chew my pussy with no
mercy he lifted me up , I just wrapped my lags around
him , he was rough and hungry , and I was going to be
the meal that he will devour till he satisfy his sexual
appetite
.
.
.

Zweli ***

I was driving with Zaza to pick up her mom from her work
place , I was going to surprise her and take her out for
late lunch , she has been working since 6h00 this
morning , her jobs is just to demanding , I thought my
father was going to bite my head off when I asked for
Zoza but he agreed even asked that I pop by tomorrow
for drinks he will have few friends over ,we still have this
love- hate relationship but for the sake of Zaza we are
willing to set our differences aside , we drove to the
south beach and it was packed , I don’t understand
people they Waite for the whole year and go to the sea
side only on the festive season , I held my baby girl by
hand after it took forever for me to get packing . I walked
inside and Cici was not on the front desk they was this
colored guy who clearly was gay
Guy : “ good afternoon welcome to Hilton hotel , how
may i help “
Me : “ hi , may I please speak to Siswati “
Him : “ she just stepped out sir , may I kindly help “
Me : “ yes you can help and tell her that her baby daddy
is hear “
The guy rolled his eyes , and smiled ,
Him : “ no problem , let me buzz he “
I nodded and set on the rest area, Zaza was just being a
kid exploring everything ,
Cici : “ hi baby , she picked up zoe and kissed her all over
before she came to me and kissed me softly
Her : “ wow what a surprise “ she was smiling from ear to
ear
Me : “ you good to go “
She nodded , she waved at the gay guy and said her good
bye while another man stood there and looked at her
with no expression ,
Me : “ who’s that , grump and angry guy “ I pointed with
my eyes
Her : “ he is my boss ,he is very friendly guy , don’t be
deceived by his looks “ she buckled Zaza in , while I
nodded on her statement , I hope they treating Cici ok in
this place , she jumped in the car , took off her hills ,” my
feet are killing me “ she complained ,
Me : “ I guess I owe you massage right “
Her : “ you are a star , thank you my love “ she leaned
over and kissed me
Zaza : “ oooow mammy why you like kissing zwezwe , “
This name is driving me crazy , I looked at cici to answer
Her : “ because it makes mammy happy “ she continued
to play with her doll
Me : “ we need to do something with that name she
calling me with “
Cici : “ baby steps baby ... baby stapes ok “ I held her
thighs and brushed it , cici makes me so happy in
everyway I’m so content in my life that a minute with
ought her I fill like a peace of me is missing.
.
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Mpume ***
The surprise baby shower was going to be held at Sbu
house his mother house infect , her mom insisted that it
need to be there , that women can talk for days , and she
looks likes sbu sister then a mom , some people are
blessed with good genes , I was with Sindy who was
miles way in her own world and Portia , Zoe will only join
us tomorrow morning on the day of the party
Portia: “ is she ok? “ she pointed at sindy who was just
lost
I shrunk my shoulders because I was also clue less on
what was bugging her
Sbu and bongani came in with boxes and crate of alcohol
Me : “ guys and that is for ? “
Bongani : “ don’t worry your pretty face mom fundisi this
is for us “
Me : “ you having your party here also ? ? “
Portia folded her hands and waited for the answer
Sindy : “ no ways “
Sbu : “ yes ways , look ladies I can not leave Pam alone
now , she is ready to pop , so I need to be with her at all
time “
Me : “ but we having a girl thing here “
Bongani “ and will have a boy thing outside , case closed
“
Portia : “ this party is going to be massive “
Sindy : “ I’m just glad there is booze to drown my
sorrows “
Me : “ I need to drink also because next moth ill be
somebody wife , plans are in motion”
Portia brushed my back , “ how do you feel about it “ she
asked me while we took a brake from doing the
decorating
Me : “ I have made peace with it , mom has promised me
that I’m marring to a good family , so I trust her with my
life “
Sindy walked in with a can of hunters gold , we looked at
her
Portia : “ where did you get that? “
Sindy : “ Sbu cooler box , I need this guys i just need the
world to stop for few minutes and allow me to scream “
Portia and sindy have became close , there is no point to
fight for a man they never had , besides they have both
moved on , they are so very alike , and both have this
slim slander figure with long natural heir , Portia dragged
the cooler box inside ,
Me : “ and then ? “
Portia : “ We having a pre party , so lets get tipsy
We seat on the carpet
Sindy : “ Menzi is leaving me “
Me : “ not you sisi , he just going to study overseas”
Portia : “ long distance relationship are just the worst “
Me : “ Thabo was a workaholic and would leave for days
if not weeks with not even updating me if he is ok or not ,
it use to drive me crazy “
Sindy : “ are you over him “
Me : “ I don’t know , you just can not fall out of love with
some one over night girl “
Portia : “ I can not believe he did not pop your cherry , I
min look at you , sexy in all levels , that man has balls “
Me : “ he respected me so much that I felt like there was
a huge agenda behind it , think mom gave him a
threatened him to cut off his balls if he ever touched me
“
We laughed at that
Sindy : “ you need to cut off the junk food cici , you
gaining wait and we need you in shape for your wedding
“
Portia finished her 1st can and open another one “ yaa
vele why you gaining so much weight, yini? Istress “
I looked at my self and I had no clue what they were on
about , I was still chubby nje , this skinny bitches are
going to make me cry I tell you
Me : “ hayi guys don’t say that , you know how I feel
about my weight “
Sindy : “ come on we just kidding “
Me : “ the way I hate food this days , I can not even
stomach anything with ought being sick , I’m just to
stressed”
Portia : “ you will be ok “
Sindy looked at me with worry look” so when last you
were intimate with Thabo ? , and don’t lie because I
know that you saw him before we wrote exams , you
were looking for closure “
I opened my mouth and closed it , and looked away
Me : “ I had to be shore what was happening , “
Sindy : “ I knew it ... come on Mpume why you always
run after him ? “
Me : “ its over ok , he told me he will explain , and had to
leave for a moth to Cape town work related stuff , but he
blocked my number and I never herd from him ..... I felt
used and I just never taught he will leave me after we
rekindled our love “
Portia : “ you slept with him ? “
Me : “ no ... but we were kind of intermit ... he kicked me
out after that and told me he need to be somewhere ... I
never looked back since than ”
Potia : “ kodwa mpume “
Me : “ please don’t Judge me “
Sindy : “ you sure you never slept with him “
I looked down , the table just tuned on me , good please
open a whole on this tiles and berry me alive please
Portia : “ and ?”
Me: “ we almost , but he pushed me away , he didn’t
even want to touch me , i don’t know, he went to take a
shower I followed him I wanted to know why he was
acting strange and we had a non intacose sex , “ I looked
at sindy because she knows what I meant “
She jumped up and clapped once “ did he relies in/on
you “ she asked with her hands on her waist , I just
nodded , Portia was lost ,
Sindy : “ how can you be so stupid , you about to be
someone wife Mpume “
I’m calling Zoe she will know what to do , this is beyond
my control . she took her phone and walked out
Me : “ just grate , zoe will bite my head off for sure “
Portia still looked like a lost puppy ,
.
.
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Menzi ***
“ lunch is ready my boy“
Me : “ I’m not hungry , please knock when you come in
my room “
Mom : “ Menzi you can not sulk like this forever “
Me : “ I’m jumping for joy , can't you see that “
Mom : “ don’t talk to me like that ? “
Me : or what ? “
I stood up and took my car keys this people are really
suffocating me , i pushed mom who was blocking my
door
Mom : “ Menzi “
Me : “ stop screaming my name I’m right next to you ,
nxa “
I walked out , my phone rang it was Trey ,
Me : “ sho man , how you doing “
Him : “ I did it bro I’m done , I connected with my
ancestors “
Finally some good news , I smiled to that , I opened my
car and got in
Me : “ I can kiss you right now you now “
Him : “ I can kiss you too “ we laughed , I was excited for
him , he been gone for 3 whole days and he made it ,
Him : “ I made the lion raw and I made it rain , so they
throwing this big feast for me , I just wish that my friends
were all here with me to celebrate .
Me : “ all in good time bro ,”
Him : “ I can sense that you down , your heart is broken
in million peace’s , kwenzenjani “
I sigh , fuck this man is good , wow he can sense how I fill
while he is miles away , I never got to tell him about
leaving ,
Me : “ mfethu long story short , ngogeleza orkanti “
Him : “ where “
Me : “ UK” or USA aish angazi but kuqala ngo U nje “
He bust out and Laughed , I started laughing too because
he was cracking up
Me : “ what? “
Him : “ let just say , when you wake up ill be the fist
person you will see , and when you slip I will be the last
thing you will see ,
Me : “ fuck you... you so gay “
Him : “ I got to go , see you soon mfethu “
He dropped call while I didn’t get what he was on about ,
his high in life and things finally work out for him , I’m
happy for Trey he has archived the unthinkable , my
friend the king , I shook my head and smiled
.
.
.
Langa ****

Zoes head was on my chest while I was playing with her

hair , she need to cut it short it really disturbing when we
having sex , I just can't get use to it , I have been sexually
deprived for so long and I really fucked zoe , till I felt like
I was hurting her . she know that my appetite can change
from making love to tarring her nana apart , and today
was one of those day ,
Her : “ I want to pee”
Me : “hold it in baby let me enjoy this moment “
Her : “ you will have to carry me there , I can't feel my
legs “
Me : “ get use to it baby , the only way that you will get
to respect me is when I’m inside you , so my dick will be
my tool to control you when you going all crazy on me ,
and its even better that will be staying together “
She lifted her head and look at me ,
Her : “ no baby “
Me : “ yes baby , “
She tried to wiggle her self from my grip , I hold her close
,
Her : “ I need to pee , Dlamini “ I love it when she calls
me like that , I let go of her and she stood up, she tried to
walk, her legs were wiggle as she said , she made her way
to the bathroom , limping a bit , after she flushed I head
shower running I went to join her , is was just an
innocent shower at first , but we stated to kiss here and
there till I wanted to have her , she complained about
being sour I just held her close to me and hugged her ,
we dried and she put on her dress
Her : “ when is you uncle leaving? , I hate wearing this
dresses “
I just laughed , “ you need to order in supper , because if
he wakes up and there is no food he will talk about it, till
Jesus come back “
Her : “ ow my god I forgot ,” she took my phone and
browse the net , we were invited by a mouth watering
smell that was coming from the kitchen when we
stepped out from our bedroom , when we got in kitchen
Banzi was cooking a storm,
Her : “ wow , you cooking “
Banzi : “ yaaa , I knew you were going to take the whole
day to finish , so yaa I decided to cook “
Zoe ran to Banzi and kissed his cheek “
Banzi : “come on Zoe... I don’t even want to imagine
where your mouth was at“ Banzi’S look was priceless
and we all Laughed ,
Zoe seat on the kitchen counter , I took ingredient to
make a simple sandwiches
Banzi : “ you look good in that “ Zoe was wearing a doek
, since my Uncle were around they were very strict and
wanted her to dress like makoti
Her : “ I know perfect makoti right “
Me : “ perfect makoti who can't even feed me “
Banzi and I laughed
Her : “ I feed you in other ways “ she wiggle her
eyebrows
Banzi : “ come on guys , some of us are not getting non “
I stood in between zoe legs and feed her my sandwich,
she wrapped her hands around my neck
Her : “ she I virgin merry you know , so prepare your self
Banzi “
Banzi almost died on the sport with shock

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Zoe ***

“Care to explain why you tagging along ? “

I was asking Langa and Banzi who decided that there
coming along with me,
I was driving Banzi car – Mercedes G-Class , the Dlamini
boys with big car yoo levels , I love the car so much , it
was like dream driving it .
I told them I’m going to baby shower and will come back
later , Nicky refused to tag along due to her state of
mind not filling right , she told me she will stay behind
and cater for the uncles
Banzi : “ I’m board so tagging along was the only option ,
unenkinga ?“ he was in the back seat with his lap top
I looked at Langa who was seating next to me
Langa : “ your parties get very wild , I’m only going with
you to monitor you behavior“
Banzi : “ you very territorial mfethu , loosen up a bit “
Me : “ tell him please “
I was on the drivers seat , it was going to be a 3hrs drive
from Lundi to Durban , and the boys did not want to
drive at all , but I must sat it was good hanging out with
them , Langa was too clingy today , kissing me telling me
how much he loves me her and there.
Banzi : pussy must be good got you all touched with Zoe
“
Langa : “ it’s the best i have ever heard “
Me : “ ncoo you making me blush “
Banzi : “ you making me sick “ we laughed
.
.
.

Sindy ***

I was busy honking the hooter for Portia to come out ,

this girl takes forever to finish up . I was driving my moms
car , I’m so in love with it, I don’t even know why she
bought this car , apparently she told me one of my dad’s
assets paid out on the divorce settlement, if she knew
that she was going to get so much money out the divorce
settlement she would have divorce my father long time
ago , she bought Mazda 3 and hardly drives it, so
technically this car is mine since I’m the one that always
behind the wheel , I was busy texting Portia to come out
when a voice startle me by my ,window
Guy : hi “
Me : “ yebo “ I looked at the guy he was just too hot for
my liking big eyes a fade cut , caramel complexion , and
his built was oooh my god , he leaned over the window “
Him : “ I don’t thing we were introduced I’m xolani “
I looked at him , he was on another level of good looking
Me : “ do I need to introduce my self too you ? “
Him : “ Portia told me to tell you she coming , I’m her
brother “
Me : “ ohh sorry, I didn’t know ,ok thank you , “
Him : “ and your name sisi “
Me : “ sindy “
Him : “ nice too meat you “
Him : “ .so niyaphi so early “
Me : “ a friend baby shower “
Him : “ I see ,”
He was wearing shot and vest with Tattoos on his left
arm , Portia came out running with blue skinny jean and
yellow crop top with flops
Her : “ sorry girl “she said that after jumping in the car
Me : “ haysuka wena you always late “
Portia looked at her brother
Her : “ thank you , mfethu but you can bounce now “
Xolani looked at me . “ you should bring her for lunch or
soothing , I would like to get to know her “
Portia : “get over your self , she is taken “
Xolani : “ there no harm in borrowing her a bit , finders
keepers you know “ Portia click her tongue, he looked at
me , “see you soon pretty sindy “
Me : “ bye ,” I smiled at him , started the car and looked
at his brother on the side mirror who was all sort of
gorgeous
Portia : “ no girl , why you smiling like that , he is my
brother you know and you got a man “
Me : “ not for long ,next month I will be single , so let me
enjoy my moment “ we laughed and drove off
.
.
.

Mpume ***
Mom : “ you ok baby “ I was Vomiting again and It fill like
my inside were trying to come out
Me: “I think I’m coming down with something “
Mom : “ you have bean kind sick this days , do you want
to see a Dr or something “
Me : “ maybe after the party , I have lot to do today to
make this day success “
Mom : “ ok baby go get ready , “
I went to dress up , since I have already bathed, I just put
on a floral dress with sandals my dreadlocks were styled
neatly , I did not put any make up since it was too hot
and I was sweating like crazy , Menzi came to get me
Mom : “did you take my present ?“
Me : “ yes mom “
Mom : “ give my love to Pam “
Me : “ I will, bye “ she wished us well and we drove off
We talked about all random things besides the fact that
he is leaving next moth , he was not to keen on talking
about that so I let him be,
The surprise party was a success and yes Pam screamed
and almost peed her self when she walked in the room
and screamed surprised , she cried tears of joy and
thanked us , the party was not packed at all just few of
Pam friends from work and our friends , she even cried
more when she received a video call from Trey who
showed her the baby nursery room in there royal house ,
fully furnished, she was crying non stop and just when
we calmed her down Sbu came with a huge surprise ,Sne
her daughter walked in with a big envelope and gift bag
she handed the envelope to her gran mother , ( sbu mom
) she started reading the fist card
1. From the moment I met you, I knew you were the one
I’ve been searching for, my missing rib, my other half.
2. In you my heart has found a home. You’re my perfect
match.
3. Since I met you, my life has taken a turn for the better.
4. I want to grow old with you. I want to be the one who
makes all your dreams come true.
Sbu mom : “sbusiso get your ass hear now “ she was
shouting with a huge grin and tears o on her face , while
everyone was wowed by the massage
Zoe : “ hawu ma continue please “ Yess !!!! we all said at
once
She continued to read
5. I want to be the one holding your hands down the
path of life.
6. Our lives together is a beautiful story in progress;
there are many chapters yet unwritten; let’s complete
this amazing love story together.
will you marry me? sbu walked in
sbu : “ Know sne “ sne walked to Pam she handed the
small gift bag to Pam and there was a small box
Pam stated crying again , “ dahm this hormones “ she
said wiping her face, everyone was in teas it was so
beautiful , she did not respond but nodded open the box
and she screamed , she hugged Sne , sbu walked to her
and kissed her and inserted the ring on her figure is was
gold princess cut with a huge diamond , everyone stated
clapping , it was beautiful moment. While sbu mom was
chanting sbu clan name and hugged pam , We all joined
in and hugged pam , and she was so emotional , all of our
eyes were glued on the ring that was so beautiful
Me : “ we going to have a wedding “ everyone screamed

46
Zoe ***

as expected our party did go crazy indeed , it was after

17:h00 and my phone was buzzing non stop , langa
continuously called me and told me its getting late we
should be heading back, talk about a buzz kill, I was not
drinking that much , I made a vow to respect my man
wishes on my baby's birthday and behave my self , on the
other hand Mpume and Sindy were having a joy ride over
the bottle , everyone one was seated outside and the
music was pumping ,
me : " hay where is mom ncane "
zweli shook his head and just laughed , I may not be
happy with his choices but his still my brother after all
and I love and care for him,
him : " she is at work "
I seat next to him he had a glass of whisky on his hand ,
me : " I can't believe this two are engaged "
him : " I can't believe sbu never told me about it and told
Bongani instead , "
me :" jealous?" I looked at him and we bust out and
laughed , Portia walked in holding hands with Nkonzo
wow that is an unpretty site , zweli face turned and he
clinched his jaws , my phone rang while my brother was
thinking of disturbing the peace I handed it to him
me : " khuluma nosbari wakho , he wants to come and
get me and I'm still having a good time ,just Stoll him " I
didn't wait for him to respond but dropped the phone on
his lap and joined my crazy friends on the dance floor .
.
.
.
Sindy ***

Me : " not now menzi please "

him : I just want to talk with you a bit , come on Sindy "
Mpume :" come on Sindy stop this and speak to him " I
shrunk my shoulders and walked with him he was
holding my hand , I felt a need to pee so I had to go
inside the house , menzi never let go of my hand
me : " I need to pee"
him :" its not like I haven't seen you naked , besides I also
need to pee "
I let him be , and we got in together , he looked at me as I
pull down my short and tong and set down , I did my
business ,
him : " I know you have a nice body and all but baby you
hardly cover it up , this guys are drooling over what's
mine "
i wiped myself and he pee after me ,
me :" you got me at nice body , so what's the point , they
look but can not touch"
I was busy looking at him, he was about to answer when
I pulled him for a kiss , he wanted to pull out but I
deepened the kiss , my hand traveled to his manhood
and unzipped his pants and stated playing with his dick ,
him : " Bby what you doing "
I bite his lip and he let out a moane , I wanted him I
didn't care where we at , I just thought about the few
weeks we have together , I went down on him , my
mouth was working magic , because his hands were
pushing my head to go deeper
him : aaah Nana I'm coming , " I let him shot inside me , I
swallowed , stood up kissed him and went to the sink to
wash my mouth, he came from behind , pulled down my
shot spread my legs a bit ,he moved my hair from my
face so I can look at him on the mirror , he kissed my
neck and with no warning he was inside me
him : " I love you sindi" , he went deep inside me
exploring every corner, it pained me that, the love of my
life is going to leave in few weeks time , I let out a tear
and he saw that while he was thrusting deeper it was
not just a quickly but it was making love , the love that
we share gave us so much joy yet so must heart break ,
he breath out louder and I felt him he was near while my
own boll of pleasure was building up and ready to
explode my legs we a bit jelly like his last thrust made me
so weak , we came together ..I wanted that I needed that
to feel him , physically and emotionally , we cleaned our
self's up without saying a word to each other , I was
about to open the door when my man just broke down
and cried , I just cuddled him on the cold bathroom floor
and cried with him , I can never let go of Menzi I love him
too much.
.
.
.
Mpume ***
Portia: " I'm sorry Mpume but I have to go "
me :"is it because of Zweli "
her :" I can not bring another man to this kind of party ,
SBU is zweli best friend and everyone here knows that
me and him we were an item , I can not disrespect him
like that "
zoe : " come on , we came here for Pam "
Portia : " I'm sorry guys , but Nkonzo and I don't feel
comfortably , "
she took her bag hugged Pam who was too lazy to stand
up , zweli eyes were following Portia everywhere , she
hugged us and left with Nkonzo ,
me : " they look good together "
zoe : " yaa they do"
zweli came to us gave zoe her phone
him: " langa will be here in an hours time , so prepare
yourself "
zoe : " u didn't convince him ? "
him :" an hour was all he offered , so Sisi I tried "
zoe :" ooooh man" zoe pouted I just laughed at her
me: " drink up sis , you parole time is almost over "
zweli laughed and left us on our seat
zoe : " I can't drink, if I do it will be like I'm asking for life
time sentence from him " we bust out and laughed
me : " I wish my husband to be won't give me this
headache "
zoe : " I hope so too, "
Sindy came out of the house looking all sort of sadness ,
me : " you good Sisi"
she nodes walked pass us and went to take some sealed
vodka bottle next to bongani , and went back inside the
house
Pam: " is she OK ?" Pam was seating next to sbu with her
feet on on his lap , sbu was busy massaging them
we just nodded , talk about finding the love of your life
then loosing him again , I hope she will handle the long
distance relationship
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Sindy ****

I felt wet kisses I'll over my face

me : noo baby let me have my sleep please "
him: you so beautiful "
I smiled , my eyes were to heavy to open , we were in his
room , so what happened yesterday was , we drank and
talked till we were content , we drove back to his house
using my mom's car , and we made love the whole night ,
I was laying next to him naked
him : I love you "
me : love you too "
he became silent for a while
him:" I want to wake up next to you like this for the rest
of my life"
I just smiled
him " its only going to be 4 years and I'm coming back to
claim you "
me : " I will Waite for you "
he pulled me close I placed my head on his chest and
listed to his heartbeat
him : " I still remember the first time we meet "
me : " dud we attended the same school for 4 Years and
you only noticed me this year "
he chuckled
him : " I had to wait for you , you never saw me like that ,
I had to befriend Zoe but still , you were to occupied , I
use yo watch you play in all your netball match , I could
not approach you than I was another person and I didn't
want to hurt you, but that day when I sow you Brocken ,
crying at school I knew that this was fate, I was willing to
loose it all just to be with you , God gave me a challenge
to fix a broken person and to prove to her that I love her ,
it was hard but was worth it , if giving a chance to do it
again I won't hesitate one bit "
I jumped on top of him and kissed him , I looked deep in
his eyes and I saw my future , my life in him , i ts going to
be bumpy road with him being away , but school will
keep me occupied and I will Waite for him , it my turn to
fight for us now , he had sacrifice a lot for us ...
me :" you know you such a romantic "
him: " I'll do anything for you , that how much you mean
to me , I rather die than loose you , "
.
.
.

zoe ****

I woke up late and langa was not by my side , I jumped

off the bed , took showers and dressed on my maxi dress
with dock , the uncles will be on my case good lord this
playing perfect makoti business is such a challenge, I
rushed out and the house was spotless , aish Nicky I have
to thank her , she was seating on the stool in the kitchen
reading some magazine
me : " morning "
she looked up and smiled
her : " hi "
me : " thankx for cleaning up , I woke up so late "
her " don't worry about it"
I nodded and made my self tea
her : " your food is on the microwave , I made breakfast "
me : " thank you "
her :" since you up , let me go take my nap , if you need
me I will be in my room "
me : " no problem"
I took my tea went to watch some TV , few minutes later
langa walked in he was on this track pans and T-shirt , he
walked towards me and gave me a mind blowing kiss ,
before he seat next to me and placed his head on my lap
him : " unjani ?"
me :" I'm good , wena ?"
he was busy brushing my hand
him :" I'm OK love "
me " why you never woke me up "
him " you were tired nje "
point taken , yes I was
him :" new years Eve , will do the ceremony "
I did not respond
him : " it only going to be family , I have already told your
Aunt she is coming "
I nodded
him : " I need you to be strong baby , I'll be by your side
trough it all "
he held my hand tight
him : " can you do that for me "
me: " yes I will , thank you babakhe " I kissed his
forehead
him :" our baby need to be placed on her final resting
place , we need to set her spirit free"
I nodded and looked at the TV that was watching me , we
stayed in that position without saying a word till langa
started to softly snor .
.
.
Portia ****
I have been dating Nkonzo for months now but he still
refuse to take our relationship to another level ,
yesterday we went to his house , talked , laughed you
know goofed around , when we started kissing I wanted
him so badly but he stopped me and told me we not
ready , like really now , my pussy was so wet and I
wanted him , I even felt his man hood he was hard like a
rock , with huge dick that was going to satisfy my sexual
hunger , he drove me back home with my dripping pussy
I was so angry and grumpy that I walked out with out
saying good night to him , my phone started ringing ,
think of the devil and he calls me
me:" hallo"
him : "fancy face how are you this morning "
I rolled my eyes , even his voice drive me half crazy
me : " I'm still horny what do you think? "
he chuckled , which made me mad , why is this guy
playing hard to get , ?
me : " you don't find me desirable ?"
him:" I do baby , I just feel like we not ready yet"
me : " I don't get you ,"
him: " relationship are not based on sex baby , and you
can not give your body to me to prove how you feel , we
need to do things right not jump the bone , "
fuck now I feel so foolish, why I'm I being so foward , but
yet again who will not , Nkonzo is on another level of
sexy and romantic and kind and carrying, his upper torso
just make me bite my lip , his hands caress me in ways
that no man ever will , there is something about his kiss
that , just makes me melt it soft and so sedative
me :" I'm sorry , it just that ..."
him : " no need to explain to me now will discuss this
over lunch get ready I'll pick u up at 12h00
I smiled to that , I'm so in love with this guy
him: " and to answers your question , you so dahm sexy
and trust me when I tell you that when we finally make
love you will not be able walk"
I bit my lip and held my mouth since his word just sent an
electrical shock on my body , he hanged up and i threw
my self on my bed

48***

Sindy ***
“ stop pacing around Mpume you driving me crazy “ I
was hanging Laundry outside, it was new years eve ,
mpume just woke me up this morning and she was a bit
out of it , I didn’t know how to help her since she was
having difficulties in telling me her problem.
Me : “ Khuluma sisi please ? “
Mpume : “ my mom is going to kill me , well I want to kill
my self too, what have I done “
I stopped and look at her , took her hand we stood by
the shaded area ,
Me : “ talk to me sisi “
Her : “ I’m pregnant “
I felt my blood rushing over my face, It was as if I was the
one who is pregnant and I’m receiving the news
Me : “ how ? ... , who made you ? “
Her :” Thabo “
Me: “ Thixo ? , when? .... how ?......you said you did not
DO SHIT WITH HIM .... ( she frown at me because I was
shouting at her) I min you never slept with the guy....
right ? “
Her : “ I did not , I’m still a virgin , I don’t know how it
happened , what am I going to do ? ? “
She started sobbing , I hugged her ,
Her : “I got pregnant without sexual intercourse , how
dumb can that be “
Me : “ don’t say that , it was a mistake ,ow my god is it
even possible are you sure you didn’t have sex with the
guy ? ? “
She looked at me ,
Me : “ I’m sorry but I need to ask “
She cried again ,
Me : “ I’m sorry “
Her : “how could this be? , I was saving my self for
marriage , mom is going to be so disappointed “
She cried again , her face was even red now ,
Me : “ I’m sorry girl , “ I hushed her
Her : “ what am I going to do? , I got pregnant because
he deposited outside the vagina. I thought the hymen
was supposed to act as a barrier or that the fact that
nothing can go in means that nothing, including sperm,
can go in.“
I hush her she was crying like crazy now , laud sobs and
cries , she was broken
Her : “ I can not keep this baby , I just can not “
I looked at her with shock , Nompumelelo out of all
people she wants to abort the pregnancy
.
.
.
Langa***

“Baby its time “ Zoe held my hand as I was seating in our

bed , I did not fill like going to the ceremony , I was too
emotional, why will GOD take my baby away , she was a
full grown human being , why does it hurt so bad.
Me : “ I don’t think I can do this Zoe “ it was surprising
how strong Zoe was at this point while I was the one
braking down
Her : “ I will be with you , all the way baby , let go burry
our little girl “
She wiped my tears ,and I just placed my head on her lap
,as I silently wept , she was brushing my back , I was only
wearing my black pants and white vest , I thought I can
do it but I sow her picture and I felt so weak , it always
the hardest part for a parent to burry a child . there was
soft knock on the door I lifted my head from Zoe lap , she
stood up and open the door , it was my mom
Mom : “ hi! Zoe you aunt has arrived “
Zoe : “ thank you ma, “ zoe whispered something to her
and came to me and hugged me ,
Zoe : “ baby your mom need to talk to you “
I just nodded , and she stepped out
Mom : “ mfana wami “ she embraced me with a hug and
I just sobbed in her arms
Me : “ I never had any connecting with her , at list Zoe
felt her kick , moves , she bonded with the baby , she
carried the baby 8 moths , I only have a picture that I
look at , she looks like me , she was beautiful , how do I
move on , when I was robbed of the life off my baby girl ,
it hurt so bad mom, how can God be so heartless “
She did not say a word and allowed me just to cry on her
shoulder ,
.
.
.
Zweli ***

I looked at Cici , as she was dressing up , her uniform

really suited her and she looked stunning ,
Me : “ can I drive you to work? “
She looked at me
Her : “no need baby , one of my colleagues will pick me
up “
Me : “ does she have a name ? “
She took her shoes
Her : “ oow come on , you going interrogate me now ? . “
I got off the bed and walked to bathroom , “ I just need a
name that all “ I said after washing my face
Her : “ Dave “
I froze and look at my expression on the mirror that was
slowly changing
Me : “ your Boss ? “
Her : “ he lives in Westville ,so he passes this side on daily
bases , I hope you don’t have a problem with that “
She stood by the bathroom door looked at me
Me : “ do I need to have a reason to have problem ? “
I started to brush my teeth she came close and hugged
me from behind
Her : “ no baby ,” she kissed my neck . while I looked at
her in the mirror , her phone stated ringing , she let go of
me and attended to it
Her : “ I have to go baby , “ she kissed my cheek and I
just looked at her rush off , what just happened , why do
I have this unease feeling about this. Can Cici … naaa it
can not be …
.
.
.
Banzi ***

After the unveiling , everyone went back home for

brunch , Zoe stayed behind , I stood behind her just show
her my support, she was knelling down by the tombstone
“Now I lay you down to sleep,
I pray the Lord your soul to keep;
Within his arms he'll hold you tight,
My Heavenly Angel, My Guiding Light.
Lala ngoxolo Nkayezi Star Dlamini” it was a beautiful
massage engraved on the tombstone.
I looked at Zoe brushing the head of tombstone , she
was very content, she placed endless kisses with her
hands on the stone
Her : “ mommy loves you “
Langa walked towards us he looked like a mass , he did
not attend the ceremony mom told us he just need time
to grieve and we must let him be , his hands were on his
pocket he stood by me , we were lost on our own world ,
until Zoe eyes looked at Langa , she stood up and walked
to him , and gave him a hug
Her : “ she in a better place, thank you my love, the
massage on the tombstone is so beautiful “
Langa : “I need to be alone with Nkanyezi “
Langa named her , Nkanyezi because she will forever be
star that she can never touch but will always look at , she
the light in his relationship with Zoe ,
I walked back with Zoe
Me : “ he will be alright “
Zoe : “ I’m worried about him , for the past two days he
has been like this”
Me : “ let him be ,he will come around “
The family burial ground was in our yard so the walk back
home was not that long , Zoe aunt came with Keven and
they were having Brunch with mom and Dad , the service
was not big it was just a family thing baba omdala ( uncle
) could not attend because he went to the Msimangu
family to talk about my engagement to Mpume that will
take place mid January , Nicky walked to us avoiding eye
contact as possible with me
Nicky : “I have prepped your food , are you joining the
parents in the garden? “
I looked at Zoe , because I did not feel like talking to
Nicky , even though she looked so dam good in that dress
,
Zoe : “ thanks sisi , but I’m not hungry right now, “ she
looked at me
Zoe : “ and ? “
Me : “ I know may way around my kitchen “
She nodded and walked away ,
Zoe : “I just need some air “
I nodded , “ lets go for walk “ I said
Zoe : “ when are you going to tell Nicky about you taking
a second wife ? “
Me : “Mpume is not my second wife , she will be my only
wife , traditionally and legally I’m divorced with Nikiwe so
I don’t owe her any explanation “
Her : “ when is the negotiations happening ? “
Him : “ next month ,”
We continued to walk in silence
Me : “ can you do me a favour please ? “
She looked at me and folded her arms
Me : “ can you tell her about me “
Her : “who Mpume ? … yoo “ she clapped once and
shook her head
Me : “ please Zoe , I just want to do this right with her ,
she seams like a good girl”
Her : “ but Banzi…. “
Me : “ just think about it please , “
She nodded , “ I hope you trite her good , she is my best
friend and one of the good people I know “
Me : “ I know, I have done a background check on her , “
Zoe stopped and looked at me , she slapped my arm , I
told you to stop that “ she said
Me : “ hayboo , I’m the one marring her!“
Her : “ because you after her land ? “
Me : “ that’s business it has nothing to do with her ,
besides she will benefit from it “
Her : “ I still feel like you should tell Nicky “
She stopped me before I could answer
Her : “if I will talk to Mpume , you need to talk to Nicky “
I looked at her,
Me : “ and why you want to study medicine , when you
have a mind of lawyer”
We laughed
Her : “ deal ? “
She offered me her hand for shake
Me : “ deal “ we shook hands and continued with our
walk to nowhere .

~~~~~~~thanks for the support ~~~~~~~~~

49***

Zoe ***

Banzi was driving like a maniac ,

Banzi :” can you tell me what this is about “
Me : “ just drive please”
I was busy texting Langa about my where about , I woke
up early and left him sleeping ,first person I woke up was
Banzi and we sneaked out and drove to Durban , I looked
at the time it was almost 07:30 in the morning , fuck I
hope we make it
My phone rang it was Sindy
Sindy : “ girl your plan better work , because she has
made up her mind “
Me : “ if you know what good For you, you wont start
that car uyezwa “
Sindy : “ she has made up her mind Zoe , and I’m just
being a supportive friend , “
Me : “ where are you now ? “
Sindy : “ I’m driving slowly to her house , Zoe what do I
do ? “
Me : “ give me direction of were you going “
Sindy : “ will do , girl I have too go , Mpume is calling me
again “
She dropped the call ,
Banzi : “ care to explain Zoe ? “
Me : “ not now just drive , please go faster “
Banzi : “ but Zoe ... “
Me : “ just trust me ok ... “ I lashed out at him and he
drove faster
.
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Sindy ***

I packed outside Mpume house , and breath in and out ,

she jumped in the car she looked like she has not slept
for days , baggy eyes and she looked very drained
Me : “ hay luv “
Her : “ hi “ she slouched down on her seat
Me : “ in two days time we getting our matric result are
you ready “
Her :” I hate this year already , I’m loosing my sanity due
to my mistakes so I’m not looking forward to celebrate “
Me : “ did you tell Thabo ? “
Her : “ I’m about to abort his baby , what’s there to tell?
“
Me : “ you sure about this “
Her : “ lobolo negotiations are finalized , mom is so
happy , and this people are going to pay for my varsity
tuition , my life is in stake. Thabo was a mistake that I
wish to forget , he has shattered my life in so many levels
“
I was trying to drag time as much as I can , zoe told me
she has a plan to stop this mass , I somehow I believe
that Mpume is doing a mistake ,yes the baby was
conceived in the most outrageous manner ever , but it
still an innocent soul
Her : “ are you going to start driving or ?”
Me : “ what time is your appointment ? “
Her : “8:30 so move it please “
Me : “ you sure about this love ?”
Her : “ sindy come on, I’m not sure , I don’t want to do
this but I don’t have choice “
I started the car
Me: “ everyone has a choice , I just hope this choice you
going to make you will be able to live with it “
The street were not busy , and the drive was very short ,
we stopped by the medical towers
Me : “ lets pray about this “
She looked at me, and frowned
Her : “ I don’t think God will listen to me for praying
about the most ungodly act that I’m about to do ,I
already I feel like a sinner , so just let me be “
She wiped her tears and walked out , I jumped out of the
car ,
Me : “ I’m sorry Mpume I think what you about to do is a
huge mistake I can not support this “
Her : “ its my decision to make sindy, and as my friend
you need to support me “
She started crying ,
Me : “ you going to loose your virginity if you do this ,
they still need to do the surgical removal of the fetus“
Her : “if that is the price I have to pay to remove this let it
be “
She cried and wiped her tears and left me standing , I
was so lost in thought I just sank down by the steps and
seat there , I was willing to wait for her but my conscious
was not going to allow me to hold her hand while she
kills an innocent soul , 30 minutes later langa’s Jeep
parked in from of me , zoe was still wearing her Pj , and
slippers ,
.
.
.
Zoe ***
Me : “ where is she “
Sindy just looked down , “I could not stop her “ she said
and wiping her face , I placed my hands on my head , I
was too late
Banzi : “ ok Zoe start talking now ! “ he rowed
Me : “ Mpume “
He popped his eyes , “ what about her , why we at the Dr
office , what the fuck is going on Nokuzola mani”
Me : “ stop shouting at me . “
I felt my knees getting weak , why is Mpume so stupid
and selfish ,Banzi held my trembling hands ,
Him : “ MaDlamini start talking NOW ! “
I just started crying ,” she wants to terminate a
pregnancy”
Banzi : “ ini? “
Sindy : “ she doing all off this because she does not want
to disappoint this man he is about to marry , this was not
planned at all and naïve Mpume though that if he had
anti sexual sex she would not get pregnant , but boom , “
Me : “wait !!! so she did not have sex with him? “
Sindy : “ nop and now she will loose her innocent
because she wants to go ahead with this , if her mom
finds out this, the arranged married is over , so is her
future because she can not affords pay for varsity fees
Banzi started pacing up and down ,
Me : “ Banzi “
Him : “ she pregnant , but she still virgin , how the fuck is
that possible “
Sindy : “ I guess she is descended of the virgin marry “
Me : “ not know sindy “ ok that was hilarious, but I kept a
straight face
Banzi :” we can not stand around here clearly she
making a mistake “
Me : “ what if we too late “
Banzi : “ I’m not going to allow this bullshit to happened,
she doing it for the wrong reasons “
Sindy : “thixo ! I’m with Banzi and we would not know if
its too late or not while we standing here “
Banzi rushed to entrance while Sindy and I ran after him
.
.
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Mpume ***

Voice : “ Nompumelelo Msimang “ the receptionist kept

calling my name , but my feet and body could not move ,
I started biting my nails , what am I doing ? , I can not go
trough with this , but I should ,or shouldn’t I ? mom has
sacrificed a lot for me I need to do this , I can not
disappoint her not like this.
Mpume , put on your big girl shoes and do this , there
was voice inside my head that was telling me that ,
another voice will say “you caring an innocent soul that
has no business to be terminated , if the Dlamini people
want there cows back , you just need to work till you
brake your bones and repay them there full fees , it a
shamefully sin what you about to do , you spend days
praying to God to give you a sign, is this sign? ,
I felt hands on my shoulder , it was one of the nurse , she
handed me a box tissue I looked at her , I didn’t even
notice that I was crying, I wiped my tears and looked at
her
Nurse : “ go think about what you about to do or see a
professional that will guide you on your decision girl “
I wanted to answered her but my heart was so heavy , I
took my bag and walked out , tears were falling non stop
and I was crying hysterically , the elevator doors swung
open I was berried in Zoe chest instantly , I just cried so
much , she was hushing me , we walked to the car , she
laid my head on her lap, I tried to talk
Her :”its ok... you going to be ok sisi ,. “
She told sindy that we going to her house ( Langa house)
and the guy she was with drove off sindy was going to
follow us
.
.
.
Banzi ***

Sindy : “ so you Langa Big brother “

I looked at her ,
Me :“ yes “
Sindy : “yoo mom must be blessed to have such
handsome boys “
Me : “ ya , she is “ I smiled at her “ thanks for telling Zoe
about Mpume “
Sindy : “ I didn’t , she just told me “ I know what mpume
is about to do, don’t allow her to go ahead with it “ and I
just spit out the details , she the crazy one in our circle ,
and she knows how to handle and deal with problem
batter than I will do“
Me : “ yaa”
We were in the kitchen and this house only has meat
which we had to defrost , Zoe came down, she was
wearing langa’s track pants and vest
Me : “ is she ok ? “
Zoe : “ I gave her pain killers , she is asleep “
Sindy phone rang , and she walked out ,
I looked at Zoe to tell me what happened , she was
typing on her phone ,
Her : “ Langa is so mad that I did not wake him up “
Me : “ you are a heavy sleepper how did you even wake
up ?“
Her : “ Trey , called me last night and told me that
mpume life is in danger if she goes ahead with this , she
was not going to make it “
Me : “ Trevor , the coconut ? he can foresee the future
now ? “
Me : “ its long story, but yes he can ,after his call i called
sindy , she told me what was going down and now we
are here ? “
Me : “ I see “
Her : “ you good ? “ she looked at me
I shrunk my shoulders and looked away ,
Part of me was sad that Mpume was going trough this ,
but the other was angry , I’m never lucky when it comes
to love it feels like I’m so in love with the idea of having
my perfectly ever after with this girl , that I forgot that
this marriage is arranged , it will take a while before she
can love me or if I can trust or love her, I’m a tough guy
but I hate rejection and I did not want our encounter to
be like this. fuck what wrong with me I’m always
attracted to women that are just too broken , I always fix
them and once they fixed they forget about me , I just
don’t know if this marriage with Mpume will work , I
don’t think I can do it I can not be with a women with
too much baggage , I have learnt my lesson with Nicky, I
took the car keys.
Zoe : “ uyaphi ,”
Me : “ To buy something to eat “
I walked out and drove away

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Zoe ***

Sindy and I decided to wake mpume up, just to check if

she is ok , we ware seating on the bed , where mpume
was laying on , we grouped hug and snuggle together
mpume in the middle , she looked so red and pale from
all the crying and her voice was hoarse
Sindy : “ you did the right thing girl “
Me : “ will always be there for you when ever you need
us , will stick together though it all “
Sindy “ yes zoe it takes a village to raise a child , you not
in this alone “
Mpume :” thanks guys , but I need to tell my mom
before I start to show , Im so scared “
Sindy : “come on girl your mom will forgiver you she
raised you”
Mpume : “ I’m such a disappointment , fuck I hate my life
“
She held her face with a hands , mpume always placed
other people first before her , she lived her life trying so
hard to please her mom and to be the perfect child , one
mistake and Gods turns his back on her , life sometime
can just dish you shit ,
Mpume was so heart broken , and knowing her she was
going to relapse to depression
Mpume : “ I have to work tooth and nail to pay for this
mass my biological mother created for me, where am I
going to get the money from ? “
Sindy : “:wait you not going to school ? “
Mpume : “ with what money , my mom can not afford
my tuition and the baby , I need to get a job “
Sindy : “ come on girl , we can make a plan , “
I was lost on my own thought debating if I should tell
Mpume now or Waite for the cloudy storm to pass ,
Sindy : “ you should go ahead with this weeding , “
Mpume : “ are you hearing your self right now “
Sindy : “ you not showing yet , so wena you need to give
this guy the cookie and boom his the father “
Mpume : “ are you high right now that just the devil in
you talking , I can never do that , I need to tell Thabo “
Sindy : “ yoo girl I don’t think that a good idea that man
destroyed your life” ,
Mpume : “ I also don’t want anything to do with him , but
he deserves to know “
Sindy : “ back to the main plan , listen.... it something
most women do to secure there future , Mpume that
guy was going to give you a life you only dreamed off , so
just tell him the baby is his, right Zoe “
They looked at me and I was brought back to reality , I
just nodded and faked a smile , I thought about how
much Mpume wanted to be Dr , it was our dream and
now this I have to convince Banzi to continue with this
marriage , Mpume deserves to be happy and I know
Banzi will make her happy , his good guy
Me : “ I need to make a call “ , I left the bedroom and
crashed to Langa chest on my way out . he was so angry,
he held my hand and took me to our bedroom , he closed
the door and looked at me
Him : “ talk , “
Me : “ I’m sorry ... “
Him : “ wrong line , start again “ he looked at me , fuck
my man is so hot .i bit my lower lip, he was wearing all
black ,black jeans , black t-shirt a cap and black snickers ,
he was giving me the look that always intimidate me and
makes me weak at the same time, his hands were in his
pocket,
Him : “ stop drooling Zoe fuck I’m being serious here, and
tell me why you left me alone in our bed this morning“
Me : “ I just wanted to help a friend “
Him : “ and I would have said no to that? “
Me : “ it complicated “
Him : “ how so , why do I have to be second best in the
choices that you make “
Me: “ baby you blowing this out of proportion “
Him : “ am i? apparently my Brother is always the fist
choice when you need help “
Me : “ baby , don’t say that “
Him: “ or what you will run to him again Zoe “
I stood up and walked towards him
Him : “ if you know what’s good for you , you would not
come close to me right now “
I pouted and looked down , I hate the angry Langa , he
will shout at me till Jesus comes down
Me : “ just listen to me just once , and stop shouting at
me “ I was screaming at him , which made him take off
his cap he folded his arms
Me : “ listen this not about us , it about Mpume and
Banzi , and right now the wedding might not happened
because , my friend is pregnant with a baby of man he
does not even love and did not even sleep with and your
brother is doubtful about marring a girl who scarring
another mans child “
The door swung open , aish me and my big mouth this
was not suppose to come out like this
Mpume : “ you know the guy I’m suppose to get married
too? ? “
Me: “ mpume listen , it...”
Her : “ what Zoe ?, it not what I think is it ? it not what it
looks , can you just tell me the truth PLEASE!“
Me : “ Langa can you leave us alone please “
He walked out while I was looking at the irate mpume,
with sindy giving me inquisitive look
Mpume : “ KHULUMA ZOE , HOW LONG DID YOU
KNOW!!!! “ I swear the walls started moving when she
screamed at me
Me : “ I’m so...so ... sorry , it was not my place to say , “
Sindy : “ who is he “
Mpume : “ it makes sense now , his Dlamini , is he related
to Langa ? “
I just nodded
Mpume : “ how could you keep this from me , I’m your
best friend for goodness sake , “
She was shouting and crying , it was my first time seeing
Mpume like this , she was fuming
Sindy : “ how long have you known about this Zoe “ she
said with a very calm voice poor thing was trying so hard
to keep the peace
Me : “ while I was in Joburg visiting Langa .... “
Mpume slapped me so hard I felt my cheek burning , I
held my cheek
Mpume : “ for 6 moths you knew and never told me ,
fuck you Zoe this is my life you toying with ,my fuckin life
, how could you”
I could not move or do anything I was just stunned that
Mpume will use violence when it was not even my place
to tell her , sindy held her back when she wanted to jump
on me ,
Mpume : “ you were never my friend , you never like me
, you pathetic Zoe , you thought that I will come to you
in-laws and take away your shine miss Goody too shoes ,
fuck you Zoe , and go brag about me being pregnant,
loose girl that you think I am and make your self look
good as always , this marriage is over , I hate you Zoe ,
and trust me when I say the Lord will answer me , what
goes around comes around “
Sindy : “ come down Mpume “
Langa walked in , he eyes were locked on mine his facial
expression change to worry , he looked at the girls open
the door wide
Langa : “ I’m sorry about happened Mpume, but guys ill
need you to leave “
Mpume : “ fine will leave and I’m never setting foot to
any Dlamini house hold ,good luck being married to a lie
, now I know why they call you white trash , never come
anywhere near me or I will swear to god I will rearrange
you , Nxa ! “
Sindy looked at me and mouth “ I’m sorry “ I just nodded
while I looked at my friend the only friend I had , my best
friend look at me with disgust and walking away , the
minute they walked out Langa came towards me he tried
to hold me, but I pushed him away , I just need time
alone to digest today's events .

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week end was hectic .
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Portia ***

“Dinner was nice thank you “ I said to Nkosi , nkozo’s

big brother who was walking me out , his older than
Nkonzo, taller then him, even lighter in complexion
then him, but they look alike .
I thought when Nkonzo said we going for supper he
was talking about the two of us . you know candle
light dinner as we normally do , but when he packed
his car outside his house I wanted to run away ,
Nkonzo introduced me to his Father “ the pastor “
and his brother Nkosi for the fist time, I can not
explain how terrified I was at dine sharing a table
with the most powerful pastor that is well known,
but to my surprise he was down to earth we ate over
light conversation I thought I was going to be
interrogated but nop conversation flow beautifully
that I felt at ease and comfortable , I looked at
Nkonzo who was busy talking with is father he
winked at me and I just blushed
Nkosi : “ you really are in love with my brother “
I just nodded because I can not help but feel this
amazing feeling every time someone mansion his
name, he has introduced me to a whole new world, I
never thought a person can love me without laying
me down.
Nkonzo came towards us and he held me by my
waist , he always find it so sexy that I’m so skinny
and light as further .
Nkosi “ it was good having you over Portia , please
don’t be stranger now“
Me : “ thank you , but coming over will depend
entirely on your brother you know “ I looked at
Nkonzo
Nkonzo : “we will come over on Sunday , and you
need to bringing your partner along as well “ he was
referring to Nkosi
Nkosi : “ once my Father except my sexuality maybe
I will bring him along “
I wanted to pop my eyes but it was going to be
awkward , so I looked down ,
Nkonzo : “ I will talk to him bro “
Nkosi : “ I don’t need my young brother fighting my
battles , thank you but no thanks, I will handle it “
They man hugged and Nkosi hugged me , his father
was still standing by the porch , he waved at us and
we walk towards the car , the minute I buckled my
seat belt
Me : “ Nkosi is Gay? “
He started the car ,
Him : “yes , my father still think it a faze , and he will
outgrow it “
Me : “ yoo! “
Him : “ I know , I have tried to talk to him so may
times but he is to religious to budge , “
Me : “ that so sad “
Him : “ I know baby , “ he brushed my exposed
thighs , which gave me a tingling feeling , we drove
to his place, when ever we stop by the traffic lights
he will kiss me leaving me wanting more , he hands
will lift my dress and trace and rub my inner thighs
ow my god could this be it ? I need him so badly
right now the minute we packed at his complex , he
attached me with another kiss , we could not get our
hands off each other , we were like animals on heat,
the gate was moving so... so... slow and finally when
it was wide open he drove in and packed the car , he
looked at me and I Shyly smiled at him
Him : “ lets go inside “ those words made me want
to do Nay- nay dance , I stepped out he held my
hand and opened the door and I got in , I did not
want to act forward so i went to kitchen to drink
water and calm my horny self down , he hugged me
from behind and took my hand and lead me to his
bedroom , yeeh ! I screamed in side, call me crazy ,
but I have been way to horny not to get excited to
get a dick ride , he stated kissing me and I was lost in
pleasure and lust , our cloths started flying , I had no
bra on and his eyes were fixed on my small breast ,
he started living bites all over my body meanwhile I
had an uncontrollable water fall on my’ punana, I
was impatiently waiting for him to fill him . my
phone started ringing he stopped and looked at me,
I shook my heard “no he can not stop now” i pushed
his head deep inside my punana he was doing magic
with his tongue , my phone was ringing non stop ,
fuck the devil is lie, Nkonzo still had his briffs on and
was completely naked fuck this guy is driving me
insane , he got on top of me and kissed my lips ,he
rolled over and took my phone
Him : “ answer it please , it might be important , “
Me : “ Hallo naked women on your bed !! “ he just
chuckled and stepped out
“ aahhhhhhhhhhhh! “ I screamed in frustration , I
answered the phone with ought even looking at the
screen “ what !!”
Voice : “ bitch I think I’m in labor ... “ ow my god it
pam
Me : “ fuck ! “
Pam : “ don’t fuck me !!! , get your skinny ass here ,
sbu has just fainted “
Me : “ I’m coming , where are you ? “
She screamed in agony “ at home , where else will I
be “I quickly put on my dress , I had no time to look
for my underwear
Me : “ baby! “
He walked in with a glass of milk on his hands , he
frowned when he notices that I’m dressed up
Him : “ and then , ? “
My eyes moved from his face to his briefs that
looked like it about to pop ,
Me : “ fuck , I need this “ he chuckled and placed his
hands on his manhood to cover it
Me : “ you so crazy “
I stood up walked to him , kissed him so deeply
Me : “ lets go , Pam is in labor and Sbu fainted she
has called an ambulance , but she is not sure when it
will come she alone and Sne is there , “
All along I was rumbling on and on and did not even
notice that he was getting dressed
Him : “ come baby lets go “
I pouted
Him “ will finish this some other time “
.
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Pam ***

We were having sex when my water broke , and Sbu

started spinning like a marry go round talking about
“ ow my God Pam look at what you made me do, did
I kill the baby “the way this pregnancy made me love
sex Sbu tried so hard to refuse and resist me but I
will just cry and tell him you do not find me sexy any
more , and he will sex me to make me happy , I was
kicking him to wake up and he was naked laying on
the floor ,
ME : “ Sbu wake up please “ my head was spinning
because I was away from everyone , and there is Sne
sleeping in the other room , I started crying my
phone started ringing it was Trey
Him : “ what wrong ? I sense your pain, is the baby
ok ? “
I just cried ,
Him : “ shuuuu , don’t cry tell me what’s going on “
Me : “ I’m all alone , I can not even drive , sbu fainted
on me when my water broke I’m in so much pain
trey aaaaahhhh . “
Trey : “ breath sis breath , “
I did as instructed and i was sobbing in between ,
Him : “ call Portia now “
Me : “ why her? ? “
Him : “ she is close by , she will help , just do it “
I called Portia , numerous time and when she finally
picked up I screamed at her ,ow my God she is such
a nervous rack, remind me why I called her again, at
list she on her way , trey called me again
Him : “ and ? how did it go ... ?
Me : “ she on her way “
Him : “ I need you to pick your self up from that bed
, remember that you are a lioness and you stronger
than you think , go to kitchen and take hot sauce or
chilies , “ silence
Him : “ now !! pam “
I dragged my heavy body to the kitchen at list we
moved down stirs when I became heavily pregnant ,
it was short trip, I looked for the hot sauce and
took it now what I was becoming very irritated ,
and this sharp pain was killing me
Him : “ feed it to sbu “
Me : “ what ? “
him : “ trust me he will wake up , now pam “
I did as instructed and when he jumped up the sauce
spilt all over his face
Sbu : “ fuck my eyes “
Me : “ I’m sorry baby , Trey his up but ... “
Trey stated laughing , I joined him because he
laughs like an idiot ,
Trey : “ take charge now , I’m on my way “ he
dropped the call
Sbu was still jumping up and down with his hands
on his eyes , I went to him and started hitting him
Him : “ what the fuck Pam “ since he was jumping
around naked I grabbed his balls
Sbu: “ aaaaaw pam baby!”
Me : “ listen hear , I’m in pain and I’m about to give
birth , our baby is slerpping on the other room , stop
acting like a pussy and help me get this baby
OUuuuuuuut ! “
Breath pam breath I remember Trey words , I walked
out , went to sne room ,
Woke her up “ come baby “ she so sleepy I could not
carry her so called out for sbu
Me : “ sbu !!!! “
Him : “ I’m here my love , “
Me : “ what are you looking at me for , pull the
fuckin car out !!!! “
he ran out , he was wearing his short and vest , he
was running around barefoot , “ come baby , sne
held my hand the intercom stated ringing
I pressed the answer button “ what “
Portia : “ its me I’m outside open the gate “
Me : “ finally “ they drove in and sbu came running in
, contractions were to close now which mins I’m due
any time now , Portia walked in with Nkozo I almost
fell down due to unbearable pain , luckily nkonzo
and sbu were quick enough , they dragged me to
beck seat of Sbu car
Sbu : “ I can’t see man , my vision is blurry , “
Me : “ NKONZO DRIVE ....PORTIA STAY WITH SNE , ...
YOU COME HERE “
Sbu came closer I slapped him so hard , “ get in the
fuckin car , “ nkonzo got in the drivers seat and sbu
was holding my hand, while Nkonzo speed off .

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Menzi ***
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“I have been waiting here like forever sindy and your
phone is off “ she just drove to my house , we were
suppose to meet at 17h00, but it was almost 21H00
Sindy : “ baby I had a long day, I will tell you all about it “
Me : “ to long to be with me ? “
She folded her hands , we were standing by the driveway
at my house
Her : “ are you going to let me in , or we going to argue
about this here ? “
Me : “ my parents are around “
Her : “ so ? “
I just sigh, and we walked to my room , she was out of it
and I just looked at her , the minute she got into my
room , she took off her dress and went to the bathroom
Me : “ can I join you ? “
Her : “not tonight Menzi “ she disappeared to the
bathroom
I received a call from Trey
Me : “ hay bro! “
Trey :” I need for you to pick me up from the airport “
Me : “ what? , you coming this side ? “
I felt I wave of excitement my boy is back
Trey : “ dud can you make it snappy , I’m going to be an
uncle for the first time i don’t want to miss out anything “
Me : “ wow! is pam giving birth ? “
Trey : “ I’m landing in 15 min time you better be waiting
for me “
Me : “ kwl , no problem “
I hanged up and rushed to the bathroom
Me : “ love , hurry up lets go ? “
She frowned” where too ? “ she wrapped a towel around
her body
Me : “ pam is giving birth and Trey is on his way , so we
going to fetch him from the airport “
Her :” we ? “
Me : “ yes we , I’m not living you here “
Her : “ ill rather go home , I’m in no mood to be in
hospital the whole night waiting for pam to give birth “
She was just making me so mad right now , sindy is so
stubborn , and I allow her to walk all over just because I
love her ,
Me : “ sindy , I was not asking .”
She stopped lotioning her body and looked at me , I took
out my track pants and t-shirt ,threw it to her direction
Me : “ wear this , if you not out in 5 min time , I will drag
you out uyezwa “
She opened her mouth to speak I took her car keys and
walked out , mom was walking towards my direction
Mom : “ hay baby , I was just on my way to call you , your
father and I want to have a movie night care to join us “
Me : “ I’m not interested mom “
Mom : “ but Menzi , we only have few weeks as a family
so lets make the most of it “
Me : “ I did not choice to study abroad , you and your
husband made that decision for me so get use to not
having me around “ I walked pass her she was on my tail
, shit I dont need this right now , I opened Sindy car
Mom :” where you going at this hour ? and who’s car is
that ? “
Me : “ mom , just let me breath please , you suffocating
me with this questions “
Sindy walked out dragging herself , mom instantly turned
and looked at her
mom : “ what is she doing in my house ??“
Pam looked at her up and down “ good evening to you
too Mrs Ngubani “
My mom clicked her tongue , and walked away , yoo
drama , we got in the car and drove off
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Langa ****

A crazy Zoe I can deal with , but a depressed ,sad zoe just
breaks my heart , I don’t know how to make her feel ok ,
so I gave her time and space , I was seating in the couch ,
the T.v was on but I was not even watching it I was just
busy on my lap top tracking my brothers where about ,
Banzi decided to go to Swaziland for what I don’t know ,
maybe he also need time to cool off , Dad was not happy
that wedding was no longer happening but at least the
land deal was approved I think by force because Banzi
does not take no for an answer, Zoe came back and she
looked like she has been crying
Me : “ hi “
She just nodded and walk to the kitchen , I placed my
laptop aside and follow her
Me : “ are you ok ? “
Her : “ I don’t want to talk about it Langa , “
I folded my hands and looked at her
Her : “ i received my letter , I was accepted at the
university “
I smiled , that was the best news ever ,
Her : “ I need your car keys to go pack at my aunts
house“
Me : “ I can not let you drive in this state”
Zoe : “ I’m ok !”
I just went to her and hugged her , she just buried her
head on my chest
Me : “ its ok baby , mpume will come around “
Zoe : “ I’m just tired of saving people from them self ,
caring to much and too be there for everyone , at the
end of the day they don’t even recognize my effort “
She was mad but her voice sounded sad ,
Me : “ its not your fault , you were just trying to help
Her : “ I need to get away from here , I need to start a
new life where you and I exist “ I kissed her head and
held her tighter
Me : “ will drive back home tomorrow , “
She looked at me ,” I’m not going back to your parents
house , I will say my good by to my aunt tomorrow , and
you will fetch me later and will go to Johannesburg .
Me : “ babe “
She let go off me , and attempted to walk away but I held
her close
Me : “ I know my family is to blame for the fall out
between you and Mpume , but we don’t run away from
family “
Her : “ but Langa “
Me : “ no but baby , will do this properly “
She smiled and made my heart melt , I brushed her cheek
with my hands
Me : “ you going to be ok , and I’m always going to be
here for you , but I wont allow anybody to ever call you
names , we have come so far to be dragged down , you
my princes soon to be my queen “ she blushed , while I
lifted her chin and kissed her, I paused and looked at her
Me : “ by the way since we moving to JHB can I be your
best friend “
She giggle
Her: “ I except your friend request , you will be my BFF “
I looked at her with questionable expression , what the
heck is BFF?
She laughed , “ I love you “ she pulled me for a kiss
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Mpume ***
When I got home this afternoon I went straight to bed ,
my head was pounding like crazy , I was angry at lot of
things and Zoe just seem to be in the middle of it all , I
know I acted like a hooligan , but what was suppose to
do , she knew about my fate and decided to keep this
away from me , I jumped off the bed I was feeling very
hungry , I found my mom seating in her couch with some
documents , I looked at the time it after midnight
Me : “ ma, what are you doing ? “
She looked at me and faked a smile , I seat next to her ,
and she handed me some papers .
Me : “ what’s this ma ? “
Mom : “ deed of sale of my father land “
Me : “ what? “
Mom : “ the Dlamini’s are no longer proceeding with the
arranged wedding , but they took my father land as
repayment of the debt “
Me : “ hayboo , is that even legal? “
Mom : “ The Dlamini family are very powerful and we can
not take them to court , knowing very well that will lose ,
besides , they going to allow my family to live there till
my Father pass on “
Me : “ so once your father pass on what’s going to
happen ? “
Mom : “ I don’t know “
This was all my fault , so Zoe did tell them about me
being pregnant , that why they called it off , fuck I hate
Zoe , i looked at my mom who was hurting and stressed
out as hell , who will not be its her family after all
Me : “ ma are you ok ? “
Mom : “ you know being a Christian taught me to forgive
and as much as I don’t want anything to do with my
family due to what they put me through , I have forgave
them long time ago , I always prayed that one day they
will accept me as there child , not the disappointment
they see me to be “
Me : “ but ma , they deserve it “
Mom : “ no one deserves to be kicked out of their own
home Mpume ,”
Me : “ we were not going to afford paying for that debt “
Mom looked into space for a while
Mom: “ I wonder why they cancelled the wedding , I
hope you were not the reason my child “
I looked away in shame off cause I’m the reason who will
marry a pregnant girl carrying another man's child “ they
don’t even know me ma” , I said in defense
She tapped my shoulder , “ you right ,they might have
heard there own personal agenda to this , but my baby
this is not the end of the world you will still find your
perfect husband , never think you were not good enough
for them , its their loss I guess now you can focus on
your studies , and do me proud “ she kissed my cheek
and stood up
Me : “ with what money mom ? “
Mom : “ I’m your mother , dark or blue you going to
varsity and you will be a DR “
I smiled at her , my mom has sacrifice a lot for me and I
became stupid and fell pregnant , I need to make my
mom proud
Mom : “ good night my angel “
Me : “ night mom “
I can not tell mom about this baby not now , I need to
make a plan and hide it from her , I need to get hold of
Thabo , I unblocked his number he is the only person that
will help me , he got me into this mess and he has to get
me out , I went to the kitchen to make myself food ,
while I was eating I send a text to Thabo
“ we need to talk , call me “
I looked at my massages hoping to see endless massages
from Zoe with apologies , but nop so it is defiantly her
that rat me out , I wonder why she is so jealous of me . I
will need to show her that I don’t take fight laying down
, she thinks she is better than me , guess we going to war
now .
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Two month later

Zoe ***

Moving way from home was nerve racking , I mean i

was going to live with a man ,I was excited that will
spend more time with Langa but terrified at the
same time , Langa is so moody and I had to adjust to
his moods , to my surprise things turned out to be
exciting , it felt like honey moon faze , we spend
most days out and he showed me his party animal
side which was too funny , every moment I spend
with him made me love him more and more , he did
stick to his promise and he was my best friend we
talked about everything, he even accompanied me
to do shopping and do my hair , he made sure that
his home every night to eat my cooked meal, even
though it sometimes did not taste good .
varsity life was too fast for my liking but Langa told
me to focus , and I must not forget about my goals ,
so I was not too keen in making friends I was just a
bookworm, I focus on my studies and making my
man happy.
Our sex life has become very extreme , he will have
me anywhere anytime he was just a stallion on a
raise.
The fist week when school opened he used to drop
me off and fetch me from school ,he was a bit
insecure about me going to varsity and all the
vultures that I will meet his jealousy kicked in I had
to reassure him that I only have eyes for him and I’m
not about to be played by random fuck boys.
when school became to hectic with assignment that
i had to do and late night in the library , I started
driving myself to school , today was Friday and I
knocked of early I was on my way to my car , and i
received a video call from sindy
Me : “ hay babe , how are you “
Sindy : “ tired as hell girl , school work is too
overwhelming for me and I have cry baby Mpume ,
who is battling to adjust with school and pregnancy ,
not mentioning Menzi who is miles away but is
monitoring my moves like a hawk “
I laughed ,sindy is the only girlfriend that is always in
touch with me , since mpume and I had fall out , well
they are currently living in flat close to UKZN all
because mpume could not tell her mom that she is
pregnant she decided to hide it and move out , sindy
is studying phycology , while Mpume doing a
bridging course to study medicine,
Me : “ how is she ? “
Sindy : “ don’t worry about her , she is blaming
everyone but herself in this mass she is in , she
actually hiding that she pregnant to everyone, she
reached out for Thabo but the guy never returned
her call “
Me : “ that sad , I tried to call her but noticed that
she has blocked my number “
Sindy : “ she will come around , don’t worry yourself
please “
I just nodded
Me : “ how are you doing ? “
Sindy : “ I’m fine girl , I just miss menzi so much but
we skype every night but it's just not the same , I
keep myself busy with school, I just wish you were
around so we can have a bit of fun , living with
mpume it is so depressing “
I rolled my eyes and she smiled
Me : “ I may visit my Aunt this upcoming mid term
break but I have to pass that by Langa who is so
clingy “
Sindy : “ I hope he agrees , fuck him hard so he will
say yes, we need to have girl night out , you know
just fun “
I laughed , trust sindy to say such
Sindy : “I have to go babe , I have class to attend too
“ she blow kisses on the screen and hanged up
I started my car and drove back home, the minute I
got home ,I notice Langa's note on the fridge ,
“ baby I’m working late today , order in and please
don’t Wait up , I love you “
I smiled since i was so tired I went straight to bed to
take a nap
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Trey ***
When my uncle told me that his law firm was huge
internationally , I never thought I that Menzi dad
was working in that firm as well , while I was back
home I saw menzi file on my Uncle desk I asked my
uncle about it and he told me that one of the
partners want to enroll his son learnership to study
in the USA , I told him I knew the guy , infect his my
friend so I made a deal with my uncle that we both
study in the UK , he agreed and here I am roommate
with Memzi , who was just too shocked when I told
him the news.
Varsity life in a foreign country was just turning
stone for me but. Menzi adjusted well on this life ,
people here speak funny and the weather is just kak ,
its forever raining and too bloody cold , tell me why I
left South Africa ? oow yaa because my evil Aunt
wanted to kill me , so best way was to flee the
country and live Gogo on my throne to look after
the kingdom, till I finish studying .
Menzi : “ hurry up charmer boy I don’t have the
whole day “
I was still dressing up ,
Me : “ I’m coming bra “
We were going to sing some document at my uncle
firm , school was going to start next week and we
were only here for about two weeks now , the
penthouse is too big for the two of us and the cars
were just too much , I min too expensive , we came
here to study for goodness sake not to be the
glamour boys . but my Uncle firm don’t play games
they go big at everything they do. the learn ship
program went all out , I guess being related to a
partner pay out very well .
Me : “ ok I’m done ,” menzi was seating in kitchen
counter with plate of breakfast
Him : “ you took your time , go dish up I want to run
something by you “
I went to dish up , English breakfast, ooh did I tell
you we got a housekeeper and cook , fuck I can get
use this life no doubt.
Me : “ talk “
Him : “ my father tells me that I’m suppose to be
living in downtown flat not herr . how is this
possible? “
Menzi has been constantly asking me about this
luxury lifestyle we were offered
Me : “ all I know is that my Uncle told me we
suppose to move in here and since I’m royalty , and
own half of the law firm I’m entitled to this life “
Menzi “wow bro ? how ? “
Me : “ my father bought sheers long time ago of the
law firm he was silent partner and I was his
beneficiary , my mom was partner and also sheer
holder my assets were kept safe till I was found and
when I turned 18 my assets were released, my
parents have given me all the power and proxy to
their wealth , there investment growed sky high
and herr I am , dude I’m tired to discuss my finances
with you , I’m bloody rich , but don’t let me rub that
in your face “ I continued to eat my food ,
Him : “ ok chill I get you , so when is this meeting ?
Me : “ 10:30, can you search on google map where
are the offices ? “
Voice : “ no need , we can do this here “ we turned
around and there was white man standing by the
door way you know your captin amarica kinda
lookalike
House kipper : “ I’m sorry sir, he told me that he was
sent by Mr Smith “ my Uncle “ I just nodded
He walked towards us looked at Menzi and shook his
head ,
Menzi : “ and then? “
Him : “ your father told me about your dress sense , I
never thought it was this extreme . but will work on
that “ Menzi was wearing his tracksuit with cap and
timberland boots. Menzi eyed me and I squinted my
eyes together ,
Guy : “ I’m Austin Fox . I was hired to mentor you ,
with your school work , prep you for the business
world and to be your guide to your life , so I will be
your shadow “ he walked around “ so everything you
do I will know about it , you shit , you cry , you fight
you laugh even get drunk , I will be there ,”
I looked at menzi who was folding his hands in
disbelief
Me : “ we do not need a babysitter “
Austin: “ unfortunately , you have one now orders
from Mr Smith “
My uncle is just paranoid now , how could he do this
with ought discussing it with me
Menzi : “hay I’m just a commoner , I’m not royalty ,
this rules do not apply to me “
Austin laughed
Aust: “ they don’t , but you live with Trevor so Mr
Smith added you in the equation and your father
agreed , “
Menzi : “ what the fuck “
Aust : “ that has to stop too “ we looked at him “ use
proper language , you going to be working for huge
firm in few years , I need you to be well groomed “
Austin was mid aged maybe on his early 30s, he
was well build , and with a short black hart cut ,
brown eyes , he was wearing white shirt with tailor
made navy blue suite , he did not wear a tie and has
I black trench coat
on , I seat back and looked at him ,
Me :” you moving in ? “
He smiled “ that the only way I will keep an eye on
you , “ the housekeeper walked in with his luggage “
Aust : “ I will use the downstairs bedroom thank you
“ he directed the maids they changed direction and
went to the bedroom , he gazed back to us
Aust : “let's use the study so that will do video call
with your father and Uncle and sing this docs “
He walked towards the passages , I looked at menzi
who just shrunk his shoulder , I stood up
Me : “ what just happened “
Menzi : “ this is all your fault “
Me : “ fuck no ! “ Austin just looked at me and shook
his head
Aust: “ we have a long way to go “
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Sindy ***

Mpume : “ you going out again ? “

I rolled my eyes to that because she was really
becoming a pain to my ass now
Me : “ no I’m not I’m visiting my mom , for the
weekend “
Her : “ ooh !”
Me : “ you barely showing why don’t you visit your
mom also, I doubt she will notice any changes in
your body “
She looked at me and frowned , ok here we go again
she going to rain thunder on my sunshine or do the
worse give me the waterfall , please lord help me
now I looked up and did my silent prayer
Her : “ easy for you to say , look at you , you showing
off skin looking all flawless and no morning sickness
with a man that is madly in love with you , even
when his across the world he still makes you happy ,
“
Me : “ what are you trying to say Mpume ? “
Her : “ I’m just envious that all “
Me : “ sounds like you jealous “ I mumbled and
walked away from her , she followed me to the
seating room
Her : “ when are you coming back? “
Me : Sunday , if not Monday “
Her : “ so you leaving me all alone for 3 if not 4 days
?“
Me : “ I’m not your mother Mpume , you choice to
move in with me so I can not baby seat you all day
long “
I took my bag and my back pack , I looked at her she
was about to cry but I was not going to allow her to
manipulate me with her tears gain.
Me : “ try and use this time and reach out for Thabo ,
he should be holding your hand through this
pregnancy , try his work place they might Know his
whereabouts . I’m sorry I’m leaving you alone , but I
miss my mom “ I wanted to hug her but thought
ether wise so I just walked out , when I got inside my
car I called Portia, she picked up after third ring
Me : “ hay skinny ass “
Her : “ shut up “
I laughed
Me : “ I’m done packing I’m on my way “
She screamed ,
Her : “ then come pick me up bitch “
That what I’m talking about , after a long week of
school work, I just want to have fun and party with
friends.
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Zweli ***
I was driving Zaza to school and I must say spending
time with her has made me a better a man , I know
what I’m living for now , I still have a long way to go
to have full custody over Zaza , my father polity
turned down my offer , when I asked him I want Zaza
to move in with me and Cici, he told me I need to
have a stable job before I can even start to think of
raising a child . apparently he knew about my shady
gang star ways and told me to stop because there is
only two ways out of that kind of life , to be arrested
for a long time or to be gun down by cops or worse ,
so he gave me time to think about my life and make
a wise decision.
For now I’m just focus on finishing my diploma in
Finance and Business management , I step at time till
I reach my goal.
I packed at Zaza school gate and helped Zaza out ,
Me : “ you promises to be good girl “
Her : “ off cause Zwezwe, and don’t forget to say Hi
to mommy for me “here she goes again calling me
by that name , I hugged her and kissed her forehead
, she waved goodbye I just stood there and watched
her run off ,I’m so blessed.
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Sbu***
Pam was really gifted with being a mother , I made
right decision to wife her , she knew her role as
women of the house , she cooked , cleaned and took
care of me and the kids. I watched her as she
prepared breakfast ,
Sne was seated next to me a on kitchen table eating
her breakfast , while Pam was busy preparing grown
up breakfast , and Jr was sucking on his thump on
my arms
Me : “ have you spoken to your gran yet about my
request to pay for lobolo? “
Her : “Trey has already told her . but I also
mentioned it on our call but she wants to speak to
me in person I was thinking that next month I will
visit her in the valley “
Me : “ I still think Jr is still young to travel that far “
My baby was two months now he was a replicate of
me, every time I looked at him I smiled I felt this
wave of love all over me , I name him after me he
was my blessing “ Sbusiso “
Her : “ we not going to argue about this Sbusiso , I
need to meet my family , its long overdue “
After I did the building plans for the palace , Mr
smith Pams uncle was so impressed that he gave me
good review and now my work is so in demand , I
was in process of starting my own business , and it
was too much work , i never dreamed of working for
someone so after i achieved my Degree my goal was
to be my own boss.
Me : “ l can not join you, I’m swamped with work , i
still need to look for an office and graduation is
around the canner , can we just wait till things settle
down ? “
She handed me my plate , and took the baby from
me she was never keen in breastfeeding so JR was
on formula .
Her : “ I’m about to start work in a two months time
so I will take the kids with me and when you free you
can tag along “
Me : “ Pam ,we talked about this “ my statement
came out as a shout , sne looked at me and pam
frowned , she turned to sne and smiled
Pam: “ baby go tell grandma that breakfast is ready
“
Sne : “ yes mom “ she walked out
Me : “ I’m sorry I did not mean too ... “ I did not finish
my statement , pam walked out on me with Jr bottle
and the baby on her arm , my mom was around to
help us with the baby since pam was a new mom , I
stood up and left my plate and followed her
me : “ Pam we need to talk about this “
Her: “ I love you sbu God in heaven knows I do, but
that does not mean I need to give up my career and
be a housewife and raise our kids , “
Me : “ so being cop, you call that career? ? I will not
have you carrying a firearm around my kids , in this
house! “ again I was shouting , she stated hushing Jr
who was now crying
Her : “ its my job sbu and I love what I do, so please
stop forcing me to resign “ we were both shouting at
this point in time my mom came to room took the
baby from pam
Mom: “ stop this you two , you have been on in each
other trout since the baby was born , come on now
can you talk this though like adult and stop shouting
and fighting, please you upsetting the baby “
She eyed me and walked away with the baby , pam
took her car keys
Me : “ uyaphi ? “
Her : “ I need air Sbu , so please “ she banged the
door on her way out and left me so drained as
always , I slouched down on the couch , mom came
in with Jr on her shoulder and looked at me
Mom : “ sbusiso why you so against Pam working ,
phela just because she the mother of your child does
not min you have to be so controlling over her life “
Me : “ I’m not controlling mom , her work is
dangerous “
Mom : “ she is traffic cop for the love of the Christ ,
so she is going to get killed for signing a speed
ticket? “
I looked at my mom , and shook my head
Me : “ she still carries a gun , so that counts for being
dangerous , I can not gamble will her life “
Mom: “ sbu just because you have changed you life
around to be a good father and husband to this
family does not min you need to change pam’s life“
Me : “ mom please not know I don’t need a lecture
on how I must handle this situation “
Mom : “how long have I told you to stop doing
crime , you never listened you changed at your own
will , so allow pam to make her own decisions and
stop acting like a bully “
Me : “ I changed for her , she made me a better
person “ I shouted at her
Mom : “ that tamper will only drive her away , have
you ever thought why I left your father ? “
Me : “ can you just ,leave me alone please !”
She shook her head and walked away with crying JR

~~~~~hay family hope you had a wonderful

christmas , back to business , show me love

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Mpume ***

I tried again but still his line was on voice mail. i took
sindy advised and tried to track Thabo , I need him to
know that he massed up my life , I feel so much hate
lately it like every one is moving on with there life’s but
mine is just on stand still , I can not go to the lords house
because I feel like he never listen to me, I sleep with
teary eyes every night and wake up with heavy heart
every morning . I failed my two assignment, so there is
no hope of me passing my bridging Course I might as well
kiss my dream to become Dr goodbye , mom was
spending a fortune paying for rant for this flat and my
school fees, what has gotten into me , when she calls me
I tell her I’m ok , but am I? do I look ?or fill ok ?, this need
to stop , I can not blame no one but my self , but why
does it hurt so much, I need Zoe to tell me everything will
be ok she always know the right thing to say , but what
did I do , I pushed her away because her life looked so
perfect that I hated her , why does she get to live a ferry
tale life , and Sindy on the other hand makes me sick she
was just a whore a year back now she is in this perfect
relationship with a high school charmer boy , kanti
what’s wrong with me , tears were falling like water falls
now I took my phone and called Thabo again, it still went
straight to voice mail I took my phone and threw it across
the room I screamed and wailed out loud.
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Pam ***
I did not know where I was going to go too, I just seat in
the car and looked into space , I am not runner never was
never will be , I love Sbu and my small family , but he is
just being impossible right now , i don’t know how long I
was seating on the car I heard the garage door open and
sbu walked in he was shocked when he saw me seating in
my car, he was wearing formal wear cream chino pants ,
blue and white check shirt and white sneakers my man
love his tekkies he reminds me so much of Trey, he was
carrying his laptop bag and sum files , our eyes locked
which felt like forever just looking at each other, he
walked towards me , he placed his bag on top of his car
and he got inside my car and seat on the passenger seat
He breath out loud while he looked into nothing like I
was doing
Him : “what’s happening to us ? “
Me : “ I don’t know ? “
Him : “ all I ever wanted to do is make you happy, but
looks like I’m failing “
Me : “ when we meet it was only me and you , but know
there is Sne and Sbusiso , there is marriage hanging over
our heads , we just have too much responsibility “
He sigh and held my hand
Him : “ talk to me how do we fix us how do we meet a
common ground “
Me : “ well sex is off the table for now “
I looked at him and we giggled , he changed position and
looked at me
Him : “ aish I blame Sbusiso and his big head “ we
chuckled again
Me : “ that my baby you talking about”
Him : “ our beautiful baby , thank you for making me a
father again and being a mother to Sne , you more then
a women to me , you my rock I just want to take care of
you , I made a promise to your brother that I will never
break your Heart and I intend to keep promise“
He brushed my cheek “ I love you “ and he made me
smile , I know he get so weak when he see me smile , he
smashed his lips on mine, the intensity of the kiss was
just what I needed , his hands were exploring my body
like he did the first time we touched , since sbu was born
we never been intimate at all , with the short dress I had
on his hands were moving all over me
Him : “ I feel like a school boy now I can touch but can
not eat “
Me : “ I miss you so much “
Him : “ I want you so much , mother hood got you
looking so sexy “
I giggle as he pulled down my car seat
Me : “ sbu not here “ he did not respond and took my
hand to fill his huge cock , i almost pop my eyes sbu dick
size feels like it grows overnight ,
He kissed me again and went down to my neck he
squeezed my breast and I let out a soft scream he started
rubbing my punana , I felt a wave off sensational orgasm
coming , his phone rang he was on top of me , he looked
at me
Him : “ I can not wait to fuck you “ he kissed my
forehead and got off me leaving panting ,
Him : “ I have to go to a meeting , I love you nana “
He kissed me again and got off the car he fixed himself
and got in his car before he drove off he stopped and
looked at me
Him : “fuck I’m so horny right now , this waiting period is
killing me “ I just giggled
Me : “ only one month to go “
Him : “ aahhhh !a month ? ? “ I laughed at him as he
rolled his eyes and drove off
.
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Portia
Sindy came early than expected , I was at Nkonzo house
and things have been very steamy in our relationship , I
remember being so forward and could not even wait to
have sex with nkonzo but when the moment finally came
I was not expecting it and it was not planned , we
actually had sex a Sbu house when pam was screaming to
get the baby out I was screaming because the dick was so
good , the guy just does not come he will flip me over
and give it to me in all position but will not come my
pussy was on fire when he was done with me , just one
round felt like it was tan rounds of love making , I will be
lying if said I’m used to his love making now but nop , he
fucks me as if he is high on steroids , when sindy knocked
I could not even stand up I was wrapped on the bed
sheet and I could not feell my body at all , Nkonzo
attended to the door and made small chat with sindy , he
came back took a shower , and looked at me after he
finished and dried himself.
Nkonzo : “ baby ! sindy has been here for over 15
minutes now you still can not get up , come on baby “
Me : “ it's your doing “
Him : “ you wanted it rough , so I delivered “
He kissed me , he was busy dressed up
Me : “ where you going ? “
Him : “ I don’t want to be around when you talk about
my dick with your friend that left you on a semi comma “
He smirk , kissed me and walked out
Me: “ Nkonzo !”
I overheard him “ hay sindy , Portia I struggling to wake
up , “
Sindy : “ no ways you that good ? “ she was laughing so
hard
I heard sindy running towards the bedroom there was
no reply from nkonzo just door begging , fuck sindy will
have a field day out of this, infect she did
Sindy : “ so Nkonzo’s dick got you laying down like dead
lizard “ she chucked
Me : “ fuck you and help me up “
Her : “ I’m not touching you , you smell of dick and sex
ooowh ! “ she made a face
Me : “ I cunt feel my whole body , this man has really did
a number on me “
I looked at sindy she was busy on my phone taking pics
Me : “ what the fuck ,? “
Sindy : “ the girls must see this “ she was giggling like a
clown
I tried to get up and slowly stood up she was on dialer
now I have no clue who she was calling
Me : “ what you doing with my phone “
Her : “ calling Pam ,
Me : “ and you using my phone “
Her : “ I don’t have airtime , calling international lines are
so expensive , menzi is going to make me broke “
I laughed ,
Her : “ Pam is not answering , was hoping we can go out
, I min sbu mom is there to take care of the baby and its
been two months that she has been stuck in that house ,
so what do you say ? “
Me : “ sure no problem “
Sindy : “ you look like leopard girl that man left love bites
all over your body “
She was laughing and taking pics
Me : “ ow shit “

~~~~~happy friday ~~~~unedited ~~~~show me love

~~~~ feels

#54
unedited
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Langa ***

It was finally home time , and I was so drained being

senior manager is no child’s play, I have to be hands on
at all times , so the late night shift and overtime have
been my day to day thing now , I still have not told Zoe
that I got a higher position because she will just lose it
since she always complains that I don’t spend more time
at home ,but I always make an effort to juggle the two
and can not even imagine if my father finds out he will
think that I spit on his proposal to join the family
business , but the honest truth is that I love what I do.
I’m tech genius and if it mins I have to work my way up to
own this huge company so be it.
I stopped by at woolies express to buy some blueberry
muffins , some few pastries pies , fruit salad 100%
orange juice and coffee , no matter how tired I am I still
need to have breakfast with zoe and make small talk just
to show her that I might not be around most of the time
but I still care about what’s going on in her life
Cashier : “ hi “
I just nodded
Cashier: “ oow did you forget to take the strawberry
yoghurts today “
I looked at her , i always bought strawberry yoghurt for
Zoe since she hated eating full breakfast in the morning ,
but she told me that she prefer eating fruit salad now, so
I stopped buying it
Me : “ no “
She smiled at me, I just payed and took my bag
Her : “ thank you , see you tomorrow morning , have a
good day “
I just nodded , continued to walk towards my car . upon
arriving at home Zoe was on her lap top she looked so
cute with her spaks on
Me : “ morning baby “
Her : “ hi “
She continued to type and she was on her Pj I placed my
bag aside and jumped next to her on the bed
Me : “ I’m so tired baby “
Her : “ I think you need to take your father offer and co-
partner with him “
I raised my eyebrow
Me :” I don’t know anything about plantation “
Her : “but you know few things about business so start
from there “
me : “ maybe in future but for now I’m happy with my
Job ,so what are working on “
her : “ my assignment , first semester are always so hard ,
I need to ace all my modules or else I will fail and repeat
a semester”
me : “ you fail never! , but ease it down please don’t over
work yourself “
her : “ thanks for the vote of confidence “ she closed her
laptop looked at me as I was about to close my eyes
me : “ I bought breakfast its on the kitchen counter “
her : “ ok later, but now my morning kiss please “ I
opened one eye, she did not wait for my response and
got on top of me and started kissing me I responded but
my body was way to tired for humping her
me : “ just give me an 1 hrs or 2 hrs to recharge my body
let snuggle up “
her : “ you resisting me now “
me : “ never baby , I’m just a bit tired “
her : “ i'll do all the work ,” she unbuckle my belt and
went down on me , I swear Zoe mouth had me speaking
in tongues , aish holly Jesus
after our morning glory we took an innocent bubble bath
together, she was seating in-between my legs
her : “ I want to go to KZN this upcoming term break , I
miss my family and friends“
me : “ come on Zoe , that is like in a mouth time “
her : “ It's only a long week end nje , I’m sure you can
take few day off from work “
him : “ can I think about it please?”
her: “ thank you” she placed her head on my chest ,
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Menzi ***
School was so tiring and I hated every moment of it , I
mean doing something that I don’t even like , lecturer
were so boring and I slept through out till the mighty
Austin was all up in my case , I was seating by the
canteen eating my lunch and he came from nowhere
Him : “ this is not excepted “
I did not raise my eye I just continued with an article that
I was working on, I joined the media team that published
newsletter for the university
Me : “ what , are you on about now sir “
Him : “ have you started working on your assignment ? “
Me : “ i'll do it later Austin , I still have few hours before i
have to submit it “
He seat opposite me “ you making my job very difficult “
he said
Me : “ you must report that to your boss not to me “
He placed his hand on my laptop and closed it
I looked at him , and than ?
Him : “ look here I know , you hate law , you hate being
in the UK, fuck you even hate that I’m always on your
back , but you can not sulk about a situation that is so far
from changing , you need to man up and show your
father that you better man than him “
Me : “ you don’t know me so stop trying to be Dr Phil in
my life “ I took my bag and laptop and stood up
Him : “ I know that you lost your sister and you hate your
parents for not being there for her when she was sick ,
and for you when you needed them, I know that when
you look at your girlfriend she reminds you of Noma your
sister , I know you love your girlfriend more than
anything in this world and you only dream to be with her
since she the only one that completes you ”
I stopped walking but did not turn to look at him , fuck
I’m such a pussy right now I just want to bust out and cry
Him : “ before you become emotional think about why
you here and the bigger picture , stop being childish , I
have left some notes in your bedroom that will help you
with your assignment “
When I finally turned around to look at him , he was
walking away , I looked at him as he disappears and
made my way to the parking lot , he knew a lot about me
and that made me angry that all along I was just fighting
a battle that I can not win ,my parents , I was about to
drive back home and have long chat with Sindy on skype
but I remember that I have a class to attend to , so I
changed direction and went back to campus .
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zweli***

I stood up after a loud bang on the door ,

Me : “ I’m coming “ I was only wearing short and vest , I
opened the door and it was my father
Me : “ dad , what brings you here ? “
Him : “ I was passing by so I thought I will drop by and
check out your new apartment “
I invited him in, he walked around and looked at the
place
Him : “ its small but nice , “ he stood by the Tv stand and
took photo frame of me and Cici and looked at it , I just
ran my hands over my head this was kind of awkward
Him : “ where is she ? “
Me : “ work , can I get you something to drink “
Him : “ no , but can we go out and get one “
I looked at my books on the couch I was busy with school
work since I was not attending school today, he looked at
me and at the books
Him : “ come on it just one drink and a meal , so you still
have tomorrow to finish up here”
I just nodded “ let me freshen up and we can herd out , I
just changed to jeans and t-shirt and k-way sandals
Me :” I’m done “ he looked at me and we walked out, the
drive to the pub and grill was not that long , we shared
few meaningless talk along the way
Him : “ I never thought you and cici will make it this far”
Ok this outing was to talk about my relationship with Cici
, typical Dad he never make casual visits , he always has
motive on his visit
Me : “ yaa we just taking it one step at time “ he drank
his drink and placed his hand on his chin
Him : “ I see that you have fallen in love with her “
I just looked away
Him : “ just be careful son girl like Cici they never change
there prints “
I looked at him and pushed my plate of stake and chips
aside
Me: “ what do you min? “
Him : “ sex can never keep her happy , she will need cash
that you don’t have at this point , she will run tired of
you and look for another big fish to milk “
Me : “ i don’t like where this conversations is going “
I frowned and looked at him
Him : “ just watch out , that all I’m telling you , but who
am I kidding maybe what you have is real love I’m just
being paranoid thinking that she will cheat on you like
she did to me “
He laughed and I did not see anything amusing in that
statement,
Him : “ come on lighting up , and eat you food “ he
change the subject and started talking about Zaza which
made me put my consent about cici aside
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Trey ***
I received a call from Becky which was strange because
the last night when she called me she was so angry she
told me she so sick and tired of running after me as if she
is the only one in this relationship , after I told her that
we must not rush things since I had a lot to deal with the
last thing I need was a destruction
Me : “ hi “
Her: “ hallo , how are you doing ? “
Me : “ I’m good “
Her : ‘ aaah how is the weather that side ? how you doing
infect ?“
Me : “ look Becky , i have done a lot of thinking about us
and where we stand I just think that you want what I can
never give to you at this point , “
Her : “ and what is that ? “
Me : “ my time ? “
Her : “ dud listen I like you infect I love you , and I don’t
give up easily , we may be miles away from each other
but that does not mean we must not be adult about this
“
Me : “ Beck come on ! “
Her : “ I miss you demit stop pushing away , stop fighting
us , look I need to go will finish this talk later ,”
Me : “ ok “
Her : “ I love you Trey and you better say it too “
I rolled my eyes “ i do “ I hanged up the phone and got
inside the house , menzi was playing video games and
drinking beer ,
Me : “ sho mfethu “
Him : “ 8ta !”
My phone beep it was a photo , Becky was about to
bungee jump and she looked supper hot there was a
massage bellow “ if I die here just know that I love you “
I just shook my head
Menzi : “ and then ? “
Me : “Becky une bipolar “
Menzi laughed so hard while I took a can of beer in the
fridge
Him : “ what did she do this time “
Me : “ I don’t know , she just too much you know very
extra ... she one minute cold , hot... and worm , she just
confuses me ,”
Him : “ she loves you that why , and all my life I have
known her she just seem over the moon in love with you
, what are you feeding her vele “
Me : “ my dick obviously , this is just a strange love , you
know last night she screamed at me when I told her she
must not fly to see me , I’m still settling down she can
visit mid year or something, yooo she went all crazy on
me and this morning she send a long email telling me
how much she missed me , and now she about to bungee
jump and I need to tell her that I love her because she
might die doing extreme sport hayboo mfethu she just
to wild and care free for my liking “
Menzi was in stitches when I was finished
Menzi : “ maybe she related to Austin “ we bust out and
laughed
Him : “ but grand... grand... twana , you dig her or what ?
“
Me : “ I don’t know mfethu , all know that she makes me
happy when I’m with her I forget all this crazy shit I’m
caught up in “
Him : “ sounds like you hooked bro “
I just nodded , could be possible

~~~~~happy week end fam !!! ~~~~

#55
unedited

Mpume ***

After several attempts to get hold of Thabo and no luck I

decided to just let it go , I still had no clue on how I was
going to raise a baby on my own , I should have aborted
while I still had the time but my conscious would have
never allowed me, I’m excited of being a new mom but
very terrified at the same time , my baby started kicking
I just smiled and rubbed my belly while walking into
mcDonalds , I bought lunchbox and decided to just seat
down have my lunch , I took out my phone and browse
through it , social media was just too depressing for me
my x school mates were turning up ,I want that joy in my
heart too, I want to live a little and just enjoy being a
alive it was high time I took charge of my life I have
decided to change career path , I was never going to
juggle being a full time mom and being a Dr , so reality
was that I had to study something that will pay for the
bills and give me time to be a full time mom . I was just
feed up in hating my life and milking mom for money
that she does not have . I was looking trough the career
24 just looking for part time job , I realized that I don’t
even have a c.v I smiled to myself and just leaned back
on my chair , I hope Zoe and sindy can forgive me for
being such a jack in there lives I mean they just wanted
to help me but I just spat in there face. After I finished
eating I took my bag and phone I wanted to put my
phone back in my bag , when I was about to exit the
restaurant I bumped to someone and my bag and
everything in it scattered all over the floor
Voice : “ I’m so sorry “
Me : “ don’t be I’m sorry I was not looking where I was
going “
I went down to pick up my things
Him : “ let me help you “
When I tried to tell him no I got it our head bumped at
each other again
Me : “ouch “ I placed my hand on my head ,
I looked up and our eyes meet , he was tall and very
buffed up with big brown eyes he was wearing a black
muscle t-shit and he smiled at me he was one of those
dark chocolate guys that just made me drool at , he
smiled at me and I shyly look away , fuck this guy is so
hot
Him : “ I’m sorry , I hope I did not hurt you ?”
He lifted his hand to touch my forehead
Me : “ I’m sorry , I’m so clumsy “
He smiled again , I just melted , I don’t even know the
last time I felt so much attraction to a guy , my mind
traced back to the fact that I’m expecting and soon to be
a mother what am I doing smiling and fluting with this
guy for , I took my bag from his hand thanked him and
rushed out , my heart was raising and I felt all sort of
emotions running inside me.
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Sindy ***
“ I think I like this Austin guy , you actually studying
baby? “
I was on video call with Menzi who was so swamped with
school work ,
Him : “ aish baby I should have listen to you “
Me : “ off cause you should have “
Him : “I cunt believe that I will only see you on our mid
term break “
Me : “ I miss you so much “
Him : “ don’t do that “
I moved my hair from my face “ what ? “
Him : “ pout, you look so cute “
Me : “the next thing you will be showing me you dick , so
let me live you now “
We chucked ,
Him : “ hay my phone sex is dope got you coming like
crazy , “
Me : “ stop it you making me horny “
Him : “ thinking about me makes you horny so nje don’t
fight it get with it “ he wiggle his eyebrows
Me : “ you so crazy “
He looked behind him , and back at me
Him : “ I’m crazy about you , baby I have to go ,will chat
later ok “
Me : “ be good and take care of yourself , I love you “
Him “ love you more “ he kissed the screen and I kissed it
back , I closed my lap top , “
I was smiling to my self when I realized that Mpume was
picking in by my door
Her : “ hi ,” she smiled
Me : “ what’s up “
Her : “ only one person can make you smile like that “
I took a pillow and hugged it , “ it just so hard with him
away” I said
Her : “ it get better in time . besides you keeping your
self busy with school and partying I just hope you will
keep your legs closed because Menzi will be so crushed “
I threw a pillow at her and she came and set next to me ,
Me : “I will rather die than do that to him , besides I have
became an expect now in phone sex , “
She squinted her eyes and made a face , I just bust out
and laughed at her
Her : “ you and menzi are so nasty “
I just laughed at her
Me : “ so what are you plans for the term brake “
She looked down, and her face tuned to sadness
Her : “ I told mom that I’m busy with school work and she
was very upset but she know how varsity life can get “
I side hugged her , her baby hump was showing now and
she was looking very radiant I guess it was the baby , that
was making her glow
Me : “ you know I’m here for you , just shout if you need
anything “
She placed her head on my shoulder
Her : “ I’m thinking of changing my career path , I’m
failing miserable and I think that is the only thing that is
depressing me right now and its not good for the baby “
Me : “I hear you but what do you want to do now ? “
Her : “ I don’t know maybe teaching , “
Me : “ but you will have to enroll at another college “
Her : “ I have no choice “
It was sad just to look at mpume life unfold like this we
just remained in that position lost in our thought ,
Me : “Monday is your next Dr appointment , I can not
believe we turning 5 months now “
Her : “ yes we are , I can not believe that Thabo up and
left with not forward address ,”
Me : “Bathi ukuphi vele ? “
Her : “ his workplace told me he moved back to Cape
Town to open his law firm , he was going to partner up
with some big short, they did not give me non of his
personal details so I just gave up “
Me : “ it get better in time , your heart will forget about
him eventually “
Her : “ that highly impossible since I’m carrying his seed,
but I just need to fix my life no use in crying over split
milk”
Me : “ that the spirit my friend , so when are we popping
the news to your mom you can not hide it from her
forever “
She sigh
Her : “ maybe when I give birth , I’m too ashamed right
now “
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Ntombi ***
My relationship with Keven was becoming very serious
and it scared me so much , I just finished work when a
delivery man with dozen of red roses popped in my office
, I signed for them and took out the card which read
“ my perfect day has nothing to do with the weather or
what I’m doing , my perfect day is knowing that I have a
beauty women by my side , I miss you so much please
spend the weekend with me “
I smiled and flipped the card over
Ps : “ get yourself a sexy bikini we going on bout ride”
I just smiled and melted , I took my roses placed them on
the flower vesa in my office and walked out , Zodwa
walked up to me
“ hay luv how are you “ she said walking towards me
I smiled at her , and we shared a brief hug
Me : “ hi , what brings you here “
I locked my door and we walked together towards the
parking
Her : “ to collect my tupperware money from your stuff
members”
Mpume mom was a Teacher at a lower primary school
across the road of my school
Me : “ how is mpume ? is she coping with varsity life “
Her : “I don’t know , she has shut me out of her life , I
think there is something wrong with her , she is just
distance and does not talk that much with me , she can
not even visit this term break “
Me : “ its school work , just let her focus for now, she will
come around “
Her : “ I guess you right anyway how are things between
you and Mr fabulous “
I giggled
Me : “ we good , I just fill like we moving to fast , “
Her : “ do you love him ? “
I just nodded
Her : “ than you moving in right pace , follow you heart ,
we to grown up now to be having brakes in our lives”
We stood by my car
Me” thank you my friend , so what about you and Bab
Mfundisi “
She smiled and looked away “ haybo Ntombi , there is
nothing there we just good friends , besides he is a
pastor for goodness sake “
Me : “ he is a man at the and of the day and has needs ,
and I can see the way he looks at you , come on Zodwa ,
you need to live a little , Mpume is grown up now and
the truth about his father is out in the open, get your
freak on sister “
We laughed and high five,
Her : “ let me leave you girl because your being crazy
right now “
We hugged and we parted ways

~~~~~happy new year fam !~~~~~~

56

3 -4 months later

Zoe ****

“ can you stop yelling please ? “

Langa : “ all I’m saying is that I gave you a day to pack but
what did you do you slept trough out, come on Zoe! , “
Me : “ Langa you making my head spin can you just take
a chill pill “
He huffed and left the bedroom finally I can breath now ,
we were invited to go to Swaziland Trey home town ,
apparently Pam and Sbu are having a traditional wedding
, which is so crazy because this was not planned at all , I
don’t know the story yet on why there is such a rush in
them getting married so soon , I was so preoccupied
with school that my social and love life has taken a back
seat .
After I packed few bags ,I went to take shower and wear
cream Jessy dress that was body hugging and slightly
above the knee ,with my brown boots on that had a baby
hill , yes Langa has finally exceeded in changed my dress
style. I went out Langa was seated in bar stool by the
kitchen counter with a glass of juice ,
Him: “ woow “ he whistled
Me: “ stop it and go get our bags “
he came close to me and held me by the waist
Him : “ what wrong now why with a long face ? “
Me : “ I forgot to buy an outfit for the wedding “
he kissed my forehead ” will buy it that side” he went
down and kissed my neck ,I smiled because Langa has
been spoiling me rotten ,since I moved in with him, I
don’t lift a finger in these house I cook because I want
too , we have a cleaner that come in 4 times a week , so I
don’t do any house chores at all , Langa just want me to
be all pretty and sexy at all times with ought lifting a
finger ,
but mostly focus on my school work.
I’m the luckiest girl in the world to be loved by him, he
surprised me on the first term brake and took me on a
vacation for Easter holidays to Sabi-Sabi National park
and we made memories, he then did the unthinkable and
proposed to me over candle light dinner , I looked at my
engagement ring and smiled ,its a white gold with
diamond details and huge pink diamond rock , it look so
expensive that I hardly wear to campus, but Langa being
the dominant man he is was not having it at all, the ring
is basically his mark of his territory
him : “I can tell the pilot to wait for us for another hour
you Know “ he was all over me and I just can not resist
his touch, it was my first time wearing this dress and it
showed my hourglass figure and Langa just became all
hot instantly
me : “ are you ever going to get enough of me ? “
him : “ never and right now that dress is making want to
do things to you “
I held his neck and kissed him , he squeezed my butt ,
and I let out a moan ,
Him : “ fuck we doing this now “ he lifted me up and
placed me over his shoulder spanking my ass , I could not
help but giggled ,
Me : “ no baby put me down “ I giggle all the way to our
bedroom where he place me gently on our bed and got
on top of me.
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Sindy ***

Me: “Ow hell no are we really going to be getting in a

plane with her? “, Portia and I we were busy eyeing Cici ,
who was dressed in black body hugging dress that was
very short, her thick body was all out there for show , the
rose Tattoo on her leg was just very huge and just wow,
they were busy arguing with Zweli , but hands down her
make up was on point.
Portia : “ aww hell no look what the dog dragged in ? “
I looked where Portia was looking and there come
Bongani holding hands with Gugu
Me : “ oow fuck no ! “ I folded my hands and this was
going to be a long ride
Voice : “ ooww fuck no , we riding with kids this is just
not on “ I tuned and there was Kevin holding hands with
Zoe Aunt , they came and stood by our side
Ntombi : “ Keven not now please behave “ I just bust out
and laughed, we were on the airport about to fly to
Swaziland we going to use the Dlamini Jet plain to
Swaziland , talk about riding in style
Kevin : “this will be chaotic , baby I need a drink “ they
walk together to nearby pub & restaurant , Portia was
busy dialing Nkonzo , we had to bring our plus ones and I
was just so excited that I will meeting Menzi in few
hours , this wedding was just bringing everyone together,
thank you Pam , I looked at Portia who had a frown on
her face
Me : “ what’s wrong ? “
Portia: “,Nkonzo is not picking up his phone now and he
is flipping pissing me off “
Me : “ his probably on his way , just be patient “
Zweli came to our direction and greeted us
Us : “ hi “ he went to his Aunt and gave her a hug while
they shook hands with Kevin ,
Me : “ I need to use the ladies ill be right back “
Portia nodded
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Zweli ***

Aunt : “ excuse me I have to make call “Keven looked at

her
Keven : “ I need to wife your Aunt soon “
Me : “ you better you can not be tapping that for free “
Keven : “ I don’t even tap it that much , she is such a lady
and I respect that about her “
I just nodded I wish I had that kind of relationship with
Cici , but lately she was just off, I looked at her as she
was busy on her phone with whom ever , she has been
working late shift , hardly at home I even had to drag her
to come with me to this wedding , Bongani came to us
Bongs :” vodka on the ice please “ the attended node
and pored him a drink
Keven and I looked at him
Me : “ what your problem ,"
him: that bitch got me by the balls , and now she tells
me she pregnant again , when I fukin ask her who got her
pregnant she went all psycho on me , “
We bust out and laughed
Keven: “ when you suppose to hit that and live it “
He looked at us and rolled his eyes , “ I tried man I really
did , but I started feeling her , I min when she got
pregnant the first time around with the twins her parents
kicked her out and she moved in with me , and we were
good before the kids came but now yoo , she is acting
like my mother , she is always creaming and if I smack
her she fights back , its just a toxic relationship “
He ordered another short and we just looked at him , the
man got it bad
Keven : “ just live the bitch bro “
Bongs : “ I have tried but I guess I’m in too deep , we
have this love and hate relationship, I don’t want to be
with her but I can not live without her “
Me : “ and I thought I got problems with my baby mama”
Keven : “ its not problems she is just fucking another guy
for fun and luxury lifestyle “
I popped my eyes and looked at him ,
Me : “ dud that my baby mama you talking about “
Him : “ and she wearing a Rolex watch , as much as her
pussy may be tight you can never buy her such an
expensive watch “
Bongs : “ yooo ! “
Keven: “ excuse me I need to attend to my girl “ he
walked away leving me all traumatized ,What the fuck
she told me she bought it , I never looked into it that
much , I did not even realize that it was expensive , I was
about to smack the slut out of her but bongani stopped
me
Bongs : “ don’t , have a drink mfethu will deal with this
whoes when we get back “
I just nodded ,
Me : “ give me what his drinking and make it neat and
double “
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Trey ***

“ gogo I thought we having a small ceremony just friends

and family why do we have to slaughter a cow now “
I just came back from town with my uncle, planning a
wedding , was just to stressful
Gogo : “ its tradition my boy “
Uncle : “ how long is the guest list vele? “
Gogo :” +- 1000”
Me : “ hayboo Gogo “
She gave me the look that I must not start with her , my
uncle just shook his heard and left the room
Me : “ where is Pam ? “
Gogo : “ uno Nkenkwezi has not left her room today, she
struggling in coming to teams with your parents passing
”
I just went upstairs the palace was really huge and it was
like a hotel with over 20 bedrooms it was triple story and
everything here was just to elegant and stunning I love
the marble finish and metal and woody touch , I knocked
on her room fuck I should have taken an elevator up , she
did not answer so I let my self in , she was seated on her
couch by the window looking outside the view was
breath taking , I stood by her side
Me : “ hi “
Her : “ hallo “
Me : “ where is Junior? “
Her : “ with his gran”
Me : “ and your fiancé ? “
Her : “ he left with Menzi this morning”
Pam has been so difficult with all the traditional stuff we
had to do ,she calls me snobbish but look at her now ,
there was a cleansing ceremony that we did , and we had
to call on our parents spirit for proper burial at the royal
burial ground , and we were suppose to be introduced to
our ancestors , pam just thought that the slaughtering
was just too barbaric and too much for her
Me : “ are you ok ?”
She just nodded ,
Her : “ i never thought that being in this place will make
me so depressed “
I seat next to her “ why is that so ? “ I asked
Her : “ do you see them in your dreams ? “
Me :” who ? “
Her : “ mom and Dad “
I smiled at her and nodded
Her : “ how do they look like? , I mean do they look
happy sad , what state are they in ? “
I breath out loud and just looked outside the window
Me : “ mom looks like you a lot , even though she was
white she looked like mixed raised herself , but i take
after Dad a lot his like the older version of me way to
handsome " she smiled "
me : , they in better place now “
She just started crying , and I hushed her
Her : “ I wish I can see what you see I was way to young
when they passed on I don’t even have any memory of
them “
Me : “ ill ask Uncle Mzamo to give you one off mom old
photos I think he still got it “
Pam : “ how is he related to mom if mom was white and
his black “
I laughed because I asked him that question also the fist
time I saw him
Me : “ our mom family took him in when his mother died
, his mother was one of the family maids , but since my
grandad only had one child he adopted him raised him as
his own and he is practically family , he was our father
best friend and mom came in the picture and shit
happened and here we are now “
Pam looked at me
Her : “ I feel like there is more to the story than you
telling me “
I signed , there was but this was not place or time to
discuss this matter
Me : “ stop crying like this , you going to have bags on
your eyes , you getting married tomorrow you suppose
to be rejoicing , besides our friends are on there way so
please cheer up now and get ready for dinner”
She smiled at me , I kissed her forehead
Her : “ thank you for reuniting me with my biological
family and bring us home “
I hugged her
Me : “ it was difficult journey for me but if I have to do it
all over again to see you smile like this I would “
Her : “ thank you Mvelo you truly were born to lead “

~~~~~~un edited , hope you enjoy this long insert , don't

forget to comment , much luv ~~~

Mpume happy ever after or not ?

57

Mpume ***
My feet wear killing me at list I was day off today I got
the chance to rest, ok funny how my life took a different
turn and I must thank God for everything he has done for
me , I was very grateful even started attending church to
show my gratitude to the all mighty , i felt like heavy
weight was lifted off my shoulders . you probably
wondering what happened, well as promised few months
back I went job hunting like crazy and I got a job at some
restaurant - The tree kings , since they were looking for
waitresses, they looked at my C.v and metric certificate
and the baby bump that was showing , the Manager was
so nice and she told me she is looking for a person she
can trust with book keeping , she taught me for few days
the ropes and I got the hang of it , the restaurant was
very high class and only people with class came to dine.
So weeks passed and I was really starting to enjoy my job
and getting the hang of things , so one day It was my
lunch break when I decided to grab something to eat , so
I went to spar , since they sell affordable home cooked
meals, I was embarrassed when I realized that I did not
have enough cash to pay for my lunch , you know when
people start looking at you funny ,
Voice : “ i'll pay for her “ I looked up and there he was
the dark chocolate approached the teller and offered his
card , of cause I refused my pride was on the line here
but this guy was just to persistence , I thanked him and
took my bag worked away but he started following me ,
****flash back ****
Him : “ we should stop bumping to each other like this “
Me: “ its just coincident , but thank you for paying for my
lunch , you didn't have too “
Him : “ yes I didn't have too that why you will take my
number and call me when you have money to pay me
back “
Ouch that was rude of him , I nodded and handed him
my phone
Him : “ where you hading now? “
Me : “ work “
I looked at him , he was so child but yet easy to walk with
or talk too , besides he help me out at list I can show a
him my appreciation
Him : “ can I take you home after work “
Me : “ I don’t think my baby daddy will like that “
Him : “ she has grown so much since the last time i sow
her “ he was looking at my pregnant self I smiled , he
even noticed that I was pregnant when we bumped to
each other at McDonald
Me : “ what makes you think it’s a she “
Him : “ look how beautiful you are isn’t obvious “|
I smiled , wow a compliment when last did I receive that I
blushed
Him : “ so can I be horned to get to know your name ,
maybe that might reduce your debt“
He bite his lip and I felt butterflies in my tummy and my
baby stated kicking this child is so forward I stopped and
placed my hand on my tummy and smiled
Him : “ is she kicking , may I feel? “
I smiled and nodded he placed his hand on my tummy ,
Him : “ wow , little kickboxer we got “ my baby just
started doing flip ,
Me : “ oow, my she never kicked like this before “ I
placed my hand on his and there was this electrical shock
it was chemistry I looked up at him , he was smiling with
dimples for days that highlight his futures , and a set of
white teeth, his smile was just perfect , this guy was so
gorgeous
Me : “ I’m Mpume “
He bit his lower lip and time just froze just like that,
everything stood still , we were just cough up in our own
bubble
Him: “ nice to meet you Mpume and you Joy ( he rubbed
my tummy ) I’m Lubanzi “
He looked into my eyes and I looked at him withought
blinking , there was something familiar about him that I
can not put together , he was the most handsome guy I
have ever meet and he was just perfect , since than we
became very close , I could not put a title on our
relationship, but it was good to be with a person who
looked pass my imperfections and looked at me as a
women.
~~~~~end of flesh back ~~~~
I enrolled at Unisa this month to study Teaching and
luckily for me I was going to start on the second semester
, I was working full time and was going t be
corresponding , which gave me time to juggle my life
around , I was getting a good pay at my work and I told
my mom that I got bursary to pay for my tuition and she
can stop paying for me , I still made a lot of excuses not
to see her and right now I was 8 months pregnant.
I decided to move out from sindy flat because mom was
becoming a regular visit to check on me and I always
took cover because I was looking like a whale so I could
not risk it.
I moved to north side and ranted a granny flat it was not
that big just one bedroom and an in suite bathroom at
list it was close to work so I was happy.
Leaving alone was a milestone for me and it was
challenging at time especially since I’m highly pregnant
now, but I enjoyed it.
There was a knock on my door and I knew that it could
,only be Carry my landlord lady that checks up on me
regularly she is so sweet or Lubanzi since sindy is away I
doubt it will be her. I carried my heavy body to the door
and opened he was standing there with a box of pizza
and woolies bag with all my goodies
Lubanzi : “ I come with goodies , how are my two favorite
girls ? “
I side hug him and he smelled so good, I just wanted to
eat him up in the spot
Me : “ hay stranger , how was you trip ? “
Him : “ just work and trust me when I say I wish you
joined me “
I blushed we made our way inside my small apartment ,
there was not much furniture just a bed , chest of drawer
with small table that had my two plate stove and cattle,
one stool, I did not have T.v or radio , but my laptop
came in handy, Lubanzi pooled out a stool and placed all
the goodies on my small table .
Him : “ so how are you ? “
I smiled “ I’m good just that my feet are too big now and
very sore “
Him “ do you want a massage ? “
I nodded because I really needed one , he took some
baby oil and did his magic I closed my eyes just filling his
hands on my legs , it felt so good
Him : “ if you continue doing that with you face I will be
tempted to kiss you “
I popped my eyes and looked at him and hide my face
with hands , he just laughed. Funny how I have just
known him for few months but we talk like old friends ,
he told me about his business and how it will be so nice if
Joyful can grow up in countryside , he believes that the
city life can corrupt a person , he is very down to earth
and very funny too , did I mention that he so hot , he
accepted me and my baby and trite me like a princess it
annoys him that I’m so independent but I have learned
my lesson with Thabo I will never allow a man to buy my
happiness , so far Lu has made me happy without giving
me gold or diamond and promising me the stars and
moon , after we ate our junk meal I took the left over
food to Carry to store for me in her fridge since I don’t
have a fridge , and walked Lu out . we stood by his car
and he placed his hand on his pockets, and looked at me
.
Him : “ this is me “
Me : “ I really enjoyed myself , “
Him : “ me , too “
I looked away its always awkward when we have to part
ways , I folded my harms and looked away . he cleared
his trout and walked towards me
Him : “ hug “ I nodded and smiled
We shared a hug and I felt his heart beating so fast ,
somehow it felt forever in his arms, he was so warm and
gentle when it came to me , we hugged for long time and
finally let go
Him : “ I have to go , ill pick you up for work tomorrow ok
“
I nodded and he kissed my cheek
Him : “ good night Maka Joy “
I giggled “ good night “ I said walking away , I felt like he
was taking a piece of me with him.
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Lubanzi ***

I can not believe that fate brought me back too Mpume ,

to be honest I was done with her and I did not want
anything to do with her she had so much baggage ,
I travel to Botswana , Lesotho even Swaziland just to get
my mind off her and when I finally told myself that I’m
good , I came back , I decided to spend few months in
Durban at Vuyo house ( my friend ) it was strictly about
business but that day at McDonald when I bumped to
Mpume I felt my heart skipped a beat , she looked
different beautiful and her baby bump was jut perfect ,
have you ever seen a women that just takes your breath
away even when she caring life in her belly that how I felt
, universe was playing tricks on me I must say this was
the girl that made me kill so many people just to allow
my heart to forget her, got me pumping the iron like
crazy to let out steam and yet when I saw her my heart
became light as further , she smiled at me for the first
time and took my heart with her , when she rushed off
and left me in my bubble of lust and disturbing emotions
Vuyo had to bring me back to reality , I told myself that
fuck , I’m not going to chase after her but if we were
meant to be will bump to each other again , and a month
later there she was at Spar fiddling in her bag for change
to pay for her lunch , I looked at her, her dreadlock were
let loose , she was wearing a uniform which means she
was working around her , she was just natural and
beautiful I could not help but approach her and try my
luck with her
Me : “ ill pay for that , “
I took out my card and paid for her , she looked at me
and her cheeks turn tomato red instantly , I made sure
since that day that I will make this girl fall in love with me
, and when she made me fill her baby kicking I fell in love
with her , the past months with her it was like I was
reborn again, she made me feel things that I never
thought any women can make me feel , she was different
from my x-wife and any other women I have been with ,
she was innocent but yet had a strong will to survive ,
she never showed me her weaknesses but only her
strong side , I wanted so much to hold her and tell her
how I feel, but I want her to make the first move and tell
me how she feels , I'm willing to love her and Joy
unconditionally , yes I name her baby because the baby
brought joy in my life via her mom , I stood by my car and
looked at her walk away , she turned and looked at me ,
she tried so hard to hid and fight what she feels for me
but her actions were just to obvious.

~~~~unedited hope you enjoy ~~~~~

58

Zoe ***
Me : “ Langa stop it man “
him :” that dress makes your ass wooo “ he whistled and
continued to spank my ass
me : “baby “ we giggled ,
we just landed in KZN king Shaka Airport to get my
friends and family.
When Langa talked about starting a business I never
thought he wanted to invest in airlines so I was stunned
when I noticed the Jet written Dlamini lines , kanti how
fuckin rich is this guy, and his so humbled that nobody
can tell at all but I was glad when he told his father
about his new business adventure, his parents were so
proud of him my baby got brains and that sometimes
intimidate me , but give me 7 years will soon be even.
we were walking by the corridors I spotted Sindy first
and I just beamed with smile
langa : “ here we go I’m loosing my wife to her friends
now , “
I looked at him and stick my tongue out
Me :” my bitch “ I screamed at Sindy , she turned and she
jumped up and down and ran to my direction and we
hugged , I don’t know where Portia cam from but we
grouped hug the noise we made yoo I was so glad that
we were on the private resting arrear
Cindy : “ look at you , oom my good you glowing you so
beautiful “
Portia : “ and thick , wonder what Langa is feeding you “
Langa greeted the girls and moved to my Aunt and Keven
Me : “ I missed you so much guys “ I felt like crying ,
Sindy : “ and he turned you to a cry baby now “ we
laughed and hugged again
Aunt : “ I feel left out now “
Wow she look so radiant I almost cried seeing her ,infect
I did , she embraced me with her hug , I missed my family
so much.
Aunt : how you doing baby ? “
Me :” “ I’m good , I miss you so much “
Her : “ I like the new look , you so glamorous “
Me : “ I can never beat you to that “
She smiled and hugged me again
Keven and Langa Walked to our direction and I hugged
him also
Keven : “ I’m sorry we can not travel with you , family
emergencies “
I looked at my Aunt
Aunt : “ yes nana , his baby mama ( pointing at keven )
just dropped the twines at his house unannounced so we
have to attend to them “
I felt sad , but promised that I will see her after the
wedding, we hugged and they left.
Zweli and Cici came by and they hugged me while Zweli
fist bump Langa he pulled him side for chat and there
were in stitches wander what’s so funny
Gugu : “ good to see you Zoe “ she did the unexpected
and hugged me sindy looked at me and I just rolled my
eye,
Bongani and Nkonzo were at the bar they just waved at
me and I waved back
Langa : “ ok guys we running late is everyone here can
we bord “
At the plane everyone was busy mingling and Laughing at
Bongani who is just crazy , the boys were drinking some
whisky and beers , while we had Champaign , I looked at
Gugu
Me : “can I pour you a glass “
She shook her head
Portia: “ no ways don’t tell me you ? ? “
She smiled and looked down , we screamed and high five
,
Sindy : “ Bongani does not play games “
She let loose and joined in to the conversation , well
sindy was going to keep a good eye on her till she
comfortable around her , this was just for show they
have bad blood,
We did not pay any attention to Cici , because she was
busy on her phone ,
Finally we landed, they were 4 SUV waiting for us
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Sindy ***

I pulled Zoe aside after we landed since the guy were

busy with the luggage
Me: “ show it to me again”
Her : “ Sindy “
I pulled out her finger boom the ring was so big
Me : “ did Langa rob a bank or something this is
expensive “
Zoe giggled
Her : “stop it girl , it's not that big “
Sindy : “ fuck no girl, you lifting wait on your hands “
We continued to laugh
Langa approached us and held Zoe by the waist
Langa : “ the kingsman ride is waiting for us “
Me : “ Yes I can get used to this life “
Zoe : “yep “
The ride to the palace was very bumpy I was riding with
Langa and Zoe , zweli and cici were riding with Bongani
and Gugu , and Nkonzo and Portia were riding alone
ME : “I can not believe that Pam is getting married , and
soon it will be you too “
Langa : “ I can not wait “
Zoe : “ no rush baby , besides traditional I’m your wife “
I looked at them and smiled ,
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Menzi ***
Me : “ they probably lost , why is it taking forever for
them to come “
Trey : “ I should have allowed you to go with the guards
and fetch them “
He gave me the finger Sbu joined us
Sbu : “ still no signe of this people “
Trey : “ they on there way stop stressing please “
My heart was beating so fast I can not believe I will be
spending a night with Sindy , I missed her so much ,
there was light coming from afar I just froze
Sbu : “ good lord finally “
Trey : “ is the dinning hall ready ? “ he was speaking to
one of the servants that did not look at him in the eye
Servant : “ yes sir “ Trey nodded , the car pulled up front
and Zweli and Bongani came out , and hugged Sbu while
the girls greeted us, Portia and Nkonzo came out and
gave us a hug , and Langa and Zoe came out with Sindy
fuck I wanted to cry I ran to her and she meet me half
way we hugged she wept on my shoulder , dam I love
this girl.
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Trey ***

Seeing Zoe was my best highlight of the day Its been a

while since I last saw her and she looked good
Me : “ My wife how are you ? “
Langa just shook his head and side hugged me , well his
used us by now and those not pay any attention to us the
guys walked in while me Zoe just stood there looking at
each other , she has been there for me before all this
riches , I can never forget that , she just more than a
friend to me but family
Her : “ I’m good hubby , wow you look good and your
hair , wow you so polished “
I held her hand and we walked inside and Pam attacked
Zoe with a hug, and they were jumping up and down and
screaming , I looked around trying to find Mpume ,
Portia : “ she could not make it she is highly pregnant
now “
I nodded
Pam : “ where is Sindy “
We looked around and Bongani heard to talk shit “
fucking Menzi like wild dog on hit “ we all bust out and
laghed till my Gran cleared her throat , she was smiling
ear to ear ,
She stood on top of the stirs with my Uncle by her side
Gogo : “ Mvelo please join me “
Everybody looked around trying to see who is this Mvelo
person Gogo is talking about , I started walking and up
the stirs and stood next to Gogo
Gogo : “ welcome to our palace I’m Mvelo gran-mother
Nomacawe but you can call me Gogo and this is his Uncle
Mzamo , we are so excited to have visitors at the palace
for the first time , I hope you enjoy your stay and the
wedding tomorrow “
Uncle : “ so to get this party started so we can all get to
know one another , you may go and freshen up and will
have dinner at 19h00, the servants will show you to your
rooms “
They all nodded and one by one the servants took there
luggage and escorted them to there room

~~~~unedited sorry , welcome to the Mguni Palace and

wait for the story to unfold

59

Zodwa ( Mpume mom) ***

I was busy preparing dinner for one and the postman

came this afternoon and dropped some mail , I did not
pay any attention to it and continued with my cooking I
was still upset that Mpume went to Swaziland with ought
even visiting me for a day or so , I wonder how is she , its
been almost 7 months now but no signee of my baby , I
took the mail and went through it there was my medical
aid letter I wonder why they sending me the letter
because I don’t even recall the last time I was sick , they
probably informing me that there increasing premiums, I
was about to open it when I was disturbed by my phone
ringing, I received a call from Bab Majozi ( the Pastor )
Me : Hallo “
Him: “ kunjani ? “
I smiled his voice was so casual and very deep
Me : “ Ngiyaphila Baba wena unjani “ ( I’m good thank
you , and how are doing )
I laughed “I’m good now since I’m talking to you , ( I
smiled to myself )
Me: “awkodwa baba musa ukudlala ngami ( stop playing
with me )
He laughed
Him : “ are you free tomorrow ? “
I took few seconds to think about my response
Me : “ yes , “
Him : “ I was hoping that you can help me with the thank
you letter for all the donation we received from our
sponsors that participated on the feed a child foundation
program“
Me : “ sure no problem , you can provide me with time
and place “
Him : “how about my house at 13:00 “ I was bit taken
back , his house I thought maybe he will say his office
where all the paperwork is done
Me : “ I will be there “
Him : “ thank you sister Zodwa “ I smiled
We said our goodbyes and hanged up , I looked at my
phone and smiled well Bab’majozi lost his wife about 15
years ago , she died off cancer and since than he focused
on ministry and raising his two son’s , he never remarried
, he has found huge interest in my life off late I guess
loneliness is creeping in now since his son have grown up
, we started becoming friend and acting all social , he has
never proposed to me but showed me that he want to
pursue our relationship , I can never say I’m not ready or
if I am, but it will be good to have a man like him in my
life , I’m also a very lonely women especially now that
mpume has left for collage
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Ntombi ***

“ you speeding Keven , please slow down “

He did not respond he was very angry he was even
prespring I have never seen this side of him , but I guess
the phone call he heard with his baby mama rubbed him
off the wrong way , the drive to his house was very quiet
because I just let him be , we packed outside his house
and he jumped off with ought even closing the door or
opening my door . haybo, I took my bag and followed
him after closing the door and locking the car , there was
shouting in house and
Him : “ after this stunt I’m taking my kids from you “
Women’s voice : “ I have to be somewhere I also have a
life to leave Keven I can not be raising your kids while
you entertaining other women ,you know that school
holidays belong to you and kids “ he laughed and it was
very cocky , I walked in and almost dropped my Jaws
Me : “ NICOLE “
Her : “ Ntombi “
Keven looked at me and I looked at her
Me : “ she is your baby mama “ Keven nodded , ow my
God , I held my mouth and look at Keven
Me : “ I have to go”
I did not wait for him to answer but just ran out , I
opened his car and drove off .
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Mpume ***

Lubanzi:” you look tired today , how was work ? “

Me : “ very long , I hate month end because I have to do
the spread shit and balance everything.
Him : “ why you studying Teaching if you good with
numbers “
I shrug my shoulders “ maybe because I need a job or
career that will allow me to see my child grow up I really
do not want to miss out on anything “
He smiled , and rubbed my belly
Him : “ you will be a good mother “
I smiled and held his hand “ thank you “ I said looking at
him , he was driving me to my house , he looked at me , I
did not even realize that I was rubbing his hand until he
decided to remove it and change the car gears ,I blushed
and looked outside my window, music was playing softly
in the background , his into old school hip hop
Me : “ how do you listen to such music ? “ he laughed
Him : “ what’s wrong with it ? “
Me : “ the language “
He laughed out loud and his eyes sparkled and his
dimples just went deep on his cheek , wow this guy has
the most beautiful smile ever , he than bite his lower lip
Him : “ you interpreting it the wrong way , if you listen it
clearly you will notice that they use vulgar as slang not
because they min it in a bad way , it's just dope “
He turned the volume up Dr Dre featuring Snoop Dog –
still , he was singing along or rapping along I must say
~~~~~Dr. Dre is the name, I'm ahead of my game
Still puffing my leaves,
Still fuck with the beats
Still not loving police (Uh huh)
Still rock my khakis with a cuff and a crease (for sure)
Still got love for the streets, repping 213 (for life)
Still the beats bang, still doing my thang
Since I left ain't too much changed, still ~~~~~
He was busy doing the face and moving to beat , which
made me giggle like crazy , he was really good . we finally
arrived at my house and packed outside , he turn down
the loud banging music , I could not stop smiling
Me : “ you really good at this rapping thing “
Him : “ I know , my brother and i we use to spit together
when we were growing up , you know acting all gangstar
and all , but he turned out to be such a snob“
Me : “ you pretty close to your brother ? “
Him : “ yep he's my best friend , even though he act a bit
cocky at times”
I just laughed , He walked me to my room , I looked at
him and shook my head
Him : “ out with it “
Me : “ why you always wear black”
Him : “ I don’t know , it just suits me i guess , I hate
shopping so when I buy clothes I just go for black it does
not need any hustle , because with color you need to pick
and chose “
I laughed and slapped him on his shoulder
Him : “ what? “
Me : “come on man , really that your excuse , next time
we going shopping together I’m buying colored clothes
to highlight your features ” we stopped by my door
Him : ‘ my features , what do you min? “ he looked at
himself
I bite my lower lip , and looked at him
Me : “firstly your structure brown skin complexion
stands out , you tall , muscular and have beautiful torso,
I also like your hairstyle it got this dirty raggedy - untidy
look and it suits you , so black looks very good on you but
different shade of color clothing with bring out the wow
factor in you , who know you might consider being a
model “ all along I said that looking at him his hazel
brown eyes pieced into mine , and I can not believe I
just admired the man outload , I hope he see that I really
like him , I blushed and looked away, he came close to
me, with ought dropping his gaze , he held my hands , his
cologne alone made me lose my self , I felt his breath
close to me minty breath , I swear that time stood still
when his face was few inches from mine , held my cheek
and brushed them , I closed my eyes, his touch was so
soft and gentle when i thought that finally I got a chance
to taste him , Joy decided to bounce abnormally in my
tummy and there was this sharp pain on my abdominal
and I filched
him : “ are you ok , what’s wrong “
I brushed it away “ it probably nothing ( I brushed my
tummy ) I’m just tired , I just need to rest “ I opened my
door and walked in I looked at him he was standing by
door
Me : “you not coming in ? “
He smiled , and shook his head , I was disappointed this
guy is giving me cold and hot signals I don’t know what
his intention with me , I min he told me that his not in a
relationship and has an eye on particular girl but its
complicated and his waiting for the right time to make
his move , all along I thought I’m that girl , but am I really
? my insecurities kicked in , he treats me too much of
friend that see me a girlfriend , but chemistry is there , so
what am I missing , why is playing hard to get
Him : “ I’m sorry but , I have to go “
I just nodded and looked down , he lifted my chin to face
him we looked at each other but I dropped my gaze
because his look was making me want to kiss him so
badly , he came close and kissed my cheek and walked
away without even saying a word . I stood by the door
and just felt like running after him.

~~hay family , hope you had an awesome weekend ~~~

#60
unedited
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Zoe ***

Langa was a bit tired but I forced him to hang around

with every one after supper , I still can not believe that
Trey is royalty and the palace my ohh my I must say that
Sbu is going places with his modern designs ,
Langa : “ I bought few outfits on line for the wedding
they will deliver them tomorrow , it was kind of short
notice , but when I mentioned that I’m attending a royal
wedding the designer said she will speed things up “
Me : “ thank you babes “
Him : “ you don’t want to look at them “
Me : “ I trust your choice , I just hope it will fit “
Him : “ aish you got a bit of junk now on your ass , and I
like “
Me : “ shut up , I do not “
Trey came to us while we were busy holding hands
walking outside the view of this place is breath taking ,
Trey : “ guys I have set up an entertainment area for us
to chill since the night is still young ,” we nodded and
followed him and wow , I dropped my jaw the minute
we entered the entertainment room it looked like an
indoor bar like the vip section in the clubs , it was very
elegant
Langa : “ wow mfethu “
Trey : “ we can hide out here because Gogo can be pretty
strict with noise level so the walls are sound proof and
we can play music and just party”
Pam and Sbu came in
Me : “ hayboo is it not bad luck for the groom an bride to
be together before the wedding day ? “
Sbu : “ haysuka , fuck that “
We laughed
Langa : “ Sbu mfethu your artistic work is mind blowing ,
you really are gifted , this place is amazing “
Trey : “ don’t give him too much credit I also gave him a
hint on how I want this palace to look like “
Pam : “ come on you don’t have an artistic bone in you ,
“ she was referring to Trey , we laughed ,
Sbu : “ so me and pam wanted to combine the bachelor
and bachelorette party together “
Me : “ aish fine with me , but just don’t expect non of us
to strip for you guys ”
Sbu : “ but you girls can make an exception for your
partners you know a private lap dance “
Langa : “ now you talking “
Me and pam shook our head and went outside to seat by
the porch , this place was very humid and cool breeze
will just have to do.
Me : “ so out with it , why you getting married so soon “
Her: “ royalty rule , I was never supposed to be even
pregnant nje out of wedlock , so Gogo advised that it
need to be done before Sbusiso Jr tuned 1 year , so here
we are “
Me : “ wow , now I get it , so you excited ? Nervous?
what’s happening on that pretty head of yours “ she
smiled
Her : “ I’m very content about it , I mean I know Sbu will
never brake my heart and god knows I love him , but a lot
will change , his business is going international and he
will travel a lot , so it looks like I’m going to be stay home
mom , I already got two kids to look after now , as much
as Sbu mom is supportive I can not rely on her all the
time, I’m going to be wife now”
Me : “ as long as you happy my friend “ we hugged
Pam : “ I’m so glad you here it been a while , and things
between you and Langa ? , you glowing ? what is he
feeding you ? “
I looked at Langa who was seating with Trey and Sbu by
the bar he winked and me and he still gives me hot
flashes
Me : “ we good like really good , he is just amazing “
Pam : “ ncooo you guys are just a dream couple “
Me : “ we try to be , we not even close to being perfect ,
we fight a lot but we always find a way to talk about our
issues “
Gugu walked in with Portia , this two are kind of close
which is very strange based on the different
personalities
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Pam ***
Hanging out with the girls was a blast, I was so chilled
about getting married it was as if I’m not the one getting
married , the guys were getting sloshed I guess Sbu was
nervous about us getting married.
We continued with wine and some shorts , Zoe was very
mindful of her drinking , she told us that Langa does not
entertain the fact that she drinks like a fish at time , so
she cutting down , I miss my drinking buddy Sindy she
know haws to get wild , I don’t even want to think of the
things they doing with Menzi right now. I laughed to
myself
Me: “ I miss mpume so much“
Zoe : “ I miss her even more , at list you talking to her , I
don’t even know how she is doing “
Portia: “ kahle zoe I update you nje about her well being
“
Zoe : “ I know and thank you friend for that , she should
have been with us today “
Portia: “ if she was not pregnant she would have been
her“
Gugu : “ how far along is she “
Me : “ 8 months ,”
Gugu : “ at list she is ready to pop , I looked like a whale
when I was pregnant with the twins I hated every day of
it “
Zoe : “ wait a minute I always wanted to know this, how
did you and Bongani hookup? , because last time I
checked you were over heels in love with Menzi “
We bust out and lagged , Gugu included
Gugu : “ I know , but the sad part about that is that he
never sow me like that , we might have had sex but to
him I was just another Bitch with a pussy that he can tap
but never going to love, he always had a thing for Sindy
from the first day he saw her “
We all looked at her as she talked about his fist love or
should I say crush that never work out
Gugu : “ so when Bongani approached me , he did not
even ask me out , bloody idiot , we just hooked up its like
he forced his way into my life and one minute I’m all
crazy about breaking up sindy and Menzi the next
minute Bongani is fucking me on his back seat of his car ,
so good dick can make a girl come back to her senses “
Portia : “ fuck you whoe !!“
We all laughed ,
Gugu : “I know hay , I min the first day I saw Bongani I
gave him the cookie “ she closed her face with her hands
with embarrassment , We all laughed and high five
Me : “ do you regret it ? “
Gugu: “ naaa, I love that idiot his the father of my kids,
he makes me happy and he was there for me when my
family kicked me out “
Portia : “ hold up , I remember when I was dating Zweli ,
didn’t Bongani have a crazy baby moma that was older
then him ? “
Gugu : “ I stabbed that bitch “
Us :” haybooo Gugu”
Gugu folded her arms and legs “ what was suppose to do
I mean I was already pregnant with the twins , kicked out
from home and that hoodrat want to kick me out of my
baby daddy’s house ow hell no , I went all crazy on her ,
she took her kids and left us in peace , Bongani mom
even chased her away with sjambok , “
We laughed Gugu and drama are on the same what’s up
group
.
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. Langa ***
I never thought I could hang out with laud crazy crowd in
my life , I have always capped to myself but Zoe
introduced me to her crazy life , I meann this guys are
crazy , I was laughing till I had stomach cramps
Nkonzo : “ I’m thinking off calling it a night bra “ he was
seating next to me while Sbu was on the arm rest off the
couch on my left
Me : “ what’s up ? “
Nkonzo : “ I’m slipping with Zweli x- girlfriend that
what’s up and the way he looking at me he is ready to
kill I’m not up for chaotic environment I’m way to old for
that “
Me : “ come on dud its Sbu pre -bachelor party just
ignore him “
Him: “ easier said than done bro , I mean I did not choose
to fall in love with Portia but I did and I’m crazy about her
“
Zweli : “ ow really now ? “
We turned around and Zweli was holding his beer can
and eyeing Nkonzo up and down
Zweli : “ kahle kahle what does she see in you ? “
Zweli was drunk and this was not going to end well if he
does not lighting up about this situation
Sbu : “ come on man this is not the time or place , futhi
wena you came here with Cici , why you questioning
Nkonzo about Portia ? “
Bonga : “ Technically she an” X “bro let it go “
Zweli turn navy with anger , one thing I have realized is
that Nkonzo is a very quiet guy , but never intimidate a
quiet guy because you don’t know how he might surprise
you
Zweli : “ so you became all Maxwell to her and sing to
her and she fell under your spell , look here Bro that girl
will always love me “
Nkonzo : “ yep I’m calling it a night , see you tomorrow
guys “ he stood up
Zweli : “ look man , we can not avoid talking about this ,
you sleeping with my girl I was planning to wife her “
Nkonzo : “ so what stopped ? “
Zweli clicked his tongue ,
Me : “ the only way we can stop this bad vibe between
you two is if you talk about this, wena Nkonzo stop
walking on egg shells when Zweli is around his the past in
Portia life and you the future , so fuckin man up “
Nkonzo : “the thing is Zweli ,she loves you and she might
always love you , but I did not come into her life to erase
the memories you made together when you were still
dating and I don’t care about them either , all I want to
do is show her what kind of man I am , I want to walk in
the room with her and when we see you it must not be
bloody awkward , I want her to forgive herself for
trusting you and loving your so much that it almost
destroyed her ,I’m willing to hold her hand through the
good and the bed time , so you asked me what she see
in me , I guess another man that she still will need to find
issues to trust because she is too broken to love any man
freely “
Zweli looked down and sank down ,
Me : “ yooo that deep “ I tapped his shoulder
Zweli : “ just tell her I’m sorry for everything , I just
...please mfethu , and I hope you treat her good , she
deserved that much “
Nkonzo just nodded
Sbu : “ no wonder they call you Maxwell “ we bust out
and laughed
Bongani : “ wow Nkonzo you need to teach me to speak
like that to Gugu , maybe she will stop acting all crazy
towards me “ he wiped fake tears
We laughed
Me :” what the fuck , you crazy bro !“ we laughed
Bongani : “ no mfethu I’m serious she is driving me crazy
lately when ever I come back home late I will find her
seating in our room in dark, the bitch will actually sniff
my pinus if it smell of pussy “
Gugu walked in “ well give me one reason to trust your
cheating ass “ she said that and walked to the restroom
Bongani whispered “ you see what I mean “ we laughed
and we decided to join the girls outside , I placed Zoe
head on my lap since she was resting on the two seater
couch. Everyone was cuddling with their partner , sbu
and Pam , Portai and Nkonzo, Zweli went to bed since
CicI Did not want to join the girls , Bongani and Gugu
were all over each other and they left , talk about crazy
love
Me : “ where is Trey “
Zoe : “ I don’t know , wasn’t he with you ? “
I shook my head

#61

Mpume ***

It was midnight and I was very restless , I could not sleep

I was not sure what annoyed me the most Lubanzi not
being open with me about his feelings for me or me
being stupid to and up putting my heart there ,
It all started when Carry found me in my room smiling to
myself
Her : “ he really makes you happy “
Me : “ who ? “
Her : “ Lubazi dummy “
Me : “ah yes “
her : “ you are so lucky girl to have a boyfriend like him “
I smiled and I looked down
Me : “ he is not my boyfriend , I mean he is my friend
who is a boy , but not in romantic manner “
Her : “ no ways “
Me:” yes ways “
Her : “ but the signs are there , chemistry , spark , what
am I missing ? “
Me : “ I hope I knew the answer to that , im just lost as
you are , he so overprotective since I’m pregnant, he
loves Joy more than anything even gave me R5k voucher
for baby cloths but when it comes to me , he is just I
don’t know … , he giving me mixed signals “
Her : “ I see , you know this might sound old school , but
why don’t you write a letter to him and tell him how you
fill “
Me : “ I don’t know about that “
Her : “ look you can never confess how you fill when you
with him , because of you pride and maybe you are
afraid that you will be embarrassed or get rejected , so
write a letter to him and put your heart out there , what
do you have too loose “
And like that she left me , and to my surprise I found my
self busy typing and erasing my massage to Lu and finally
I pressed send
he read the massage two hours ago but why did he not
respond am I so fuckin desperate for affection that I
started sending guys a love letter now , who does that
this days ? I’m such a fool , now I have destroyed my
relationship with my friend , but did I ? I don’t think so ! I
like the guy and I have developed feelings for him , so to
put my heart out there was a best way for me to know
where I stand , I can not be on friend zone I got enough
guy friends I don’t need Lu to be one off them . I took my
phone and read my massage again to check if maybe I
missed something out or left something out .
#
Hi Lu
I never in a million years thought I would do this but
what the heck, I don’t have anything left to do. I just
thought I’d let you know a few things, so here goes.
I like you…I may even love you, though I’ve only known
you for few months, and at the beginning of those
months I thought you were stuck-up and liked to show
off, but now I know you are not like that. You probably
don’t know that I like you or even think of you that way,
but already life seems to be grey when I’m not around
you.
I am almost frightened by the intensity of my feelings.
In writing this note, I am almost too scared to write
everything I feel, because it would look so final…I am
afraid to be out of control, and you make me feel that
way. I could kick myself every time we talk, for hoping
and wishing that you like me back. I know that I am
pregnant with another mans child, but that will not make
me less of a women , you made me bond with my baby
and I will forever be grateful for that, all I’m saying is that
I hope you accept me as I am, and my baby.
I am trying not to get too over my head in love with
you, but it is hard when you are nice and sweet and
gentle and kind and interesting and curiously intriguing
to me…it doesn’t help that you are intelligent. Perhaps
one day I’ll get the guts to tell you all this…maybe…we’ll
see. I respect your decision regardless, and hope we can
still be friends.
Love
Mpume
#
Ow fuck now I’m so scared , I stood up and walked
around my room , fuck this cramps are killing me now ,
maybe it something I ate , I brushed my belly and just set
on the bed , it has been 4hrs straight and still Lubanzi
has not answered my note , I guess he does not feel the
same way thank you Carry for allowing me to put my
heart out there to be disappointed , I switched the light
off and my phone and went to bed , the cramping did not
stop but As a first-time mom, I had a difficult time
deciding if I was in labor or if I was having Braxton Hicks
contractions. My symptoms did not fit into either
category. I had a lot of cramping under my belly, not
radiating from the top down or in my back like the books
said, I just decided to sleep it off if it get worse maybe I
will go see the Dr .
.
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Sindy ***
Him : “ I love you”
Me : “ I’m trying to sleep baby , we got a big day
tomorrow , and Pam is going to kill me because I did not
get the chance to even say hi to her , “
Him : so you regret making love to you man “
I raised my head to kissed him , he brushed my hair and
deepen the kiss , what did this man eat , he has a stamina
for days , I have lost count on how many times he has
made me come , just thinking about it just made me
smile, he stopped and looked at me
Him : “ what ? “
Me : “ I love you too “
He got on top of me and dahm was he heavy now or was
it my body that was just to tired to have him , he kissed
my neck , Mmm, I will never forget today my man
exclusively introduced me To some good extra loving
He was licking, and sucking on everything, just the way
he should since it been a while my body has been
explored like this , he was gentle and slow this time I
guess I was not the only one tired , he placed me to lay
by my side and gave it to me from behind , he was
breathing so loud on my ear
Mim : “ mmm bby you feel so good “
I just moaned my voice was lost on the intoxicating
feeling, he made me touch the stars , Like how amazing,
ohh my god it was so amazing
he decided to spread my limbs cross continents
hump me so hard I felt a ball of climax , he kissed my ear
lobe my neck I could not hold it any longer I had to
realise , he stopped
Him : “ wait for me baby “
Me : “ but menzi “
He took few pillows and placed it underneath me to lie
on it , the way he banged into me, his penis reached my
womb , will I even walk tomorrow , he was groaning so
loud I just pray this walls are not too thin , he finally
release and dropped on top of me
We lay there sweaty, sex funky, happy as we want to be ,
my man really ride me all night up till the early hours of
the morning
Him : “ baby “
Me: “ mmmh “ I was sleeping on his chest an his was
holding on to me for his dear life
Him : “ good morning “
I smiled and held him close after what we got up too
tonight I doubt I will ever look at another man.
~~~~~~not for the faint hearted , enjoy ~~~~~
love admin : Yaya

#62

Ntombi ***

I did not sleep a wink when I got home , I stated spring

cleaning my house , my phone was switched off and I just
did not want to think about anything or about my past
resurfacing ,I didn’t realise that it was already morning ,
when I finished with my cleaning I jumped into the
shower once done dried myself put on my gym gear, I
locked the gate and went out for jog , I went to nearest
sport ground to do my laps , my body must have given up
on me because my legs were tired now and I could not
run anymore , the minute the sun came up I made my
way back to my house I was exhausted and I just wanted
to shower and sleep , one of Keven’s car pulled outside
my house, not now please I was not looking forward to
talking to him , I opened the gate and he jumped out of
the car ,
Him : “ hi “
I just nodded and he followed me , I got inside the house
and went to the bathroom to change my sweaty clothes
and shower, I was really tired and the water did not do
any justice to my body it made me even more tired , I put
on my robe and when I got inside my bedroom Keven
was already seated in my bed
Him :” we need to talk “
I did not say I word and just got under the cover , he took
off his shoes and joined me
Him : “ Nicole told me everything is it true ? “
I just nodded
Him : “ she would like to talk to you “
I did not respond but just closed my eyes
.
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Trey ***

I’m going to be late for my sister wedding “

She giggled
Me : “ you practically kidnapped me “
She smiled , and got on top of me
Her : “ why did you book me in too a hotel , am I not
worthy to see your family “
I just placed my hand on her face ,
Me : “ it's complicated Becky my family is old school“
She pouted and got off me, she went to bathroom and
banged the door .i just shook my head.
Becky called me and told me she coming to Swaziland
when I told her that i was attending Pam wedding , I told
her that i'm going to be there for weekend, and I’m going
back to the UK , she was eager to see me so I told her to
come to the wedding, due to Gogo traditional believes I
was not going to risk bringing Becky to my house , I still
need to easy the subject with Gogo and found out what
she thinks. It was all Austin advise since he knows my
every move , but for now my image must not be
distorted , so i booked her in the hotel
Me : “ you still coming to the wedding right “
She came out with her towel wrapped around her body ,
stood in front of me and looked at me
Her : “ who you fucking besides me Trey “
Me : “ what ? “
Her : “I had to stay in hotel with you whiles you have a
big house with so many rooms that can accommodate
me “
Me : “ Bec not now please, “ I button my shirt up and
put on my shoes
Her : “ you not answering me “
Me : “ you know I’m off royal blood I’m in line to be a
king I can not be doing things that will make my people
not respect me , so please cut me some slack , I got a lot
on my plate and a lot of things to deal with I became a
public figure overnight so please try and understand “
Her : “ has your grandmother arranged a suiter for you ?
“
Me : “ what ? ? “
Why do I attract crazy white girls in my life , I stood up
and tried to hold her hand but she moved
Me : “ look I will explain to you in due time for now , just
trust me please , “
She walked away from me
I rolled my eyes inside my head , took my wallet and car
keys and I was about to walk out
Me : “ to answer your question , I only have eyes for you ,
and I’m still sleepping with you, so be patient with me
and allow me to sort things out , stop pushing please “
she was about to respond but I walked out
.
.
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Banzi ***

My heart was pounding so fast , I was unable to even

drive properly , I looked at the massage that Mpume left
for me , I was too busy to answer her so diced to answer
her in person , finally the moment of truth , I stood by
her door , it was almost 06h00 in the morning I just came
back from one of my mission, my line of work is very
dangerous and I’m hoping to quite soon but I really enjoy
it, it give me so much trill, you all know that I do shady
business on the side and run clean business up front, I
looked at the door and I was so nervous , firstly what am
I going to say to her ?, I swallowed and knocked on her
door , she did not answer , I knocked again and I tried her
line but it went to voicemail ohh fuck what now? I
picked into the window and I sow shadow moving inside ,
what happening , the door opened and she was
drenched in sweat
Mpume : “ hospital now!!! “
Me : “ we having a baby? “ I smiled and she frowned
Me : ok ,baby ok …” I carried her , she was one brave girl
she did not scream but made a face when she felt sharp
pain , I placed her on the back seat
Me : “ I’m taking you to a nearby hospital , how long
have you being having this contraction “
Her : “ the whole night “
I looked at her ,
Me : “ how far along are they now? , “ she clashed her
teeth together
Her : “ very close , please drive faster this is so painful “
She stated mumbling something
Me : “ what ? “ I looked at her in the mirror, she was
praying
Her : “ Ahhhhhhhh! “ I looked at her she slouch and held
her belly
Me : “ hang in there baby “
“ AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OW MY GOD”
Me :” hang in there baby we almost there “
.
.
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Mpume ***
I did not sleep a wink , I never thought I was in labor I
mean I was still 3 weeks before my due date , I jut
thought that its cramps and I must not worry , but the
pain was unbearable , I was told it would feel like very
bad menstrual cramps but that's not what it felt like to
me. It was much more intense and it was almost all in my
lower back. Every time a contraction would come, my
lower back would slowly begin to seize up. It was kind of
like the muscles inside were slowly twisting harder and
harder until it became almost unbearable, and then it
would slowly subside. It was still much more painful than
I had imagined it would be.
I waited till done to wake up, but I could not stand
straight I wanted to scream but , I remember to pray first
, when Lu was begging on my door I was praying thanking
God for giving me this gift , I prayed that should there be
any complication the lord must let Joy leave , I opened
the door and Lubanzi carried me to his car I was light like
a further to him , even though I was heavy as a whale , I
smiled to myself, it was a fairytale moment for me.
Upon arriving at the hospital , Lubanzi was swearing at
everyone and anything that was on his way , demanded
that I get help the Dr rushed to me
Dr :how far along are you mam ? “
Me : 8 months 2 weeks I think , I’m only due in 3 weeks
from now , its too soon , “
Lubanzi held my hand and I squeezed it tight fuck this
baby is going to kill me
Dr called the nurse ,and they pushed me trough the ward
Dr : sir I will need for you to stay behind “ he was
referring to Lubanzi
Lu: “ I’m her BOYFRIEND and THE FATHER “
I looked at him and smiled , with tears on my eyes he
wiped them with his thumbs , the Dr nodded they
wheeled me to the room , the nurse placed monitors on
my belly , the Dr told me that I’m definitely in labor , he
was about to ask me to spread my legs and I shook my
head
Dr : “ I need to see if the baby is crowning “
I shook my head, Lu looked at me
Him : “ what’s wrong baby “
I swallowed hard and squeezed his hand I looked deep
into his eyes
Me : “ Dr I can not… I will not have normal birth , I’m still
virgin please do a C-section “
Lu raised his eyebrow , and I nodded , the Dr and Nurse
expression was so outrageous
Dr : “ what ? , how did you get pregnant? “
I looked at Lubanzi too help me out , the pains where
rushing in now and I screamed
Lu : “ ;it is what it is , you heard what she said get this
baby out KNOW! “
The Dr scrambled up , “ prepare the theatre and call Dr
Markel’s this is complicated , move! now ! “ the Dr was
shouting
Lubanzi pulled a stool and set next to me , while they
sedated me to reduce the pain , but it did not help at all.
Me : “ Thank you “
He took my hand and Kissed the back of it
Me : “ I’m so scared Lu, what if… “
Him : “ shoooo! I’m with you all the way , be strong for
Joy”
Me : “ you never responded to my sms “
Him : I wanted to tell you in person l love you
Nompumelelo Msimang, it has always been you ,from
the day I meet you , I fell in love with you”
I started crying , he kissed my hand and my forehead
Him : “ I love you and will raise this baby together ,you
are the most amazing women I have ever meet , you
courageous and a go getter , you kind carrying and you
are a women of faith , I love your positive attitude about
life and i want to be part of your life and get to know you
even better”
He kissed my hands and I squeezed it , I was trying so
hard to be brave , but truth be told I was in so much pain
Him : “ I hope you can love me for who I am but not what
you want me to be, Are you ready to fight just to see
what's lost behind my flaws, take away my good looks ,
my tattoo and my good cloths and my intelligent, are you
ready to see the man that will love you unconditionally
and be with you through the good , the bad and the
worse , I was so happy when you never asks for love but
decided to take it and along you took my heart , make
me the happiest man and love me the way I love you and
be my girlfriend and lets overcome the berries of life
together. Make me the happiest man and make me a
father to Joy"
I was crying uncontrollable when he finished ,that was
touching in ways I can not imagine ,
Me : “I except and I love you too “
I said with tears on my eyes I was so happy , he finally
told me the magic words he loves me, and he proposed
to me to be his girlfriend, he wants to be with me , he
want to be part of Joys life.
Him : “ hang in there baby , it will all be over soon we will
hold our baby “
Me : “ I can not Waite “ he smiled I just melted , I ran my
free hand on his face , how I have longed to do this , he
came close and kissed the pain away , I have kissed lot of
frogs in my life but he is my prince charming , his kiss was
slow and soft and yet held so much pleasure he took me
to a high I did not want to get down from
Dr cleared his trough and we broke the kiss ,
Dr : ‘ it is time mam , “ he handed some paperwork to
Lubanzi to read to me and I agreed on everything I signed
, they wheeled me to theatre and Lubanzi wanted to hold
my hand throughout , I agreed they prepped me , before
the surgery and kissed Lu and held his hand and I prayed
~~~~ Angel of God, my guardian dear,
�to whom God’s love commits me here,�
ever this day be at my side,
�to light and guard,
to rule and guide.� Amen.~~~~

~~~~~sparks are flying ~~~~~unedited hope you enjoy

!
#63

Zoe ***

Langa :” you look stunning love “

Me : “ I didn’t even think this dress will fit , is it showing
to much of my ass“
Langa stood behind me and he looked at me on full
length mirror and hugged me
him: “ naaa ,you look super hot “ he kissed my cheek
Me : “ looks like we the one that are getting married ,
don’t you think we overdressed ? “
I placed my head on his chest
Langa : “ naah , we look good, besides we attending royal
wedding , so we need to show off ”
I was wearing a white long dress , mermaid cut which
was a bubtube dress with touch of African print on chest
area , waist and on realm of the dress the dress suited
my curves and showed a lot of ass, I finished it up with
some matching beads and some bling for sure earing ,
watch and my pink rock .
I told you my man has a taste , and Langa was wearing a
white shirt with the same designs on the neckline and on
his sleeves with white linen trousers , and white Jordan
snickers, he look supper fly . The outfits were deliver this
morning I was just glad the wedding was going to be in
the afternoon , because I’m really not a morning person ,
can you believe that the servant served us breakfast on
our room since the dining room area was being
decorated.
Him : “ I can not Wait till I see you walking down the aisle
, maybe seeing pam getting married will change your
mind about us getting married soon “
I rolled my eyes ,not now please
Me : “ all in due time Dlamini “ he kissed my cheek ,
Me : “ let me go check up on Pam , meet you downstairs”
He nodded , on my way out I bumped to Menzi and Sindy
there were about to knock , I looked at the two , there
had matching red traditional outfits
Sindy dress had to be short , good lord this girl love
showing off her legs
Menzi : “ don’t kill me , I can explain “
Me : “ Like really you only going to greet me the next day
after pussy action and you call me your friend , yazi
Menzi “
Menzi : “ hawu dud “
Me : “ talk to the hand Menzi , wena come with me “ i
took Sindy hand and we walked
Menzi : “ you look good by the way “
Me : “ hayisuka “
He walked in room , while I just walked with Sindy to
pams room
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Zweli
I just finished taking a Bath and still Cici was in bed , she
did not even wake up to eat her breakfast, I looked at
her and she was peacefully sleeping I seat next to her
and looked at her , my mind was raising , why would she
cheat , does she love me or is just a game to her to play
with my feelings , I mean we have a kid together , and
lord knows I’m working so hard to give her the life she
deserved.
You know when my Dad warned me, I tried to talk to Cici
about it ,and she told me that my Father is probably
bitter due to the way things ended with them , she told
me that it always been me that she loved and she will
never stood that low and cheat on me. And dahm I
believed her. But after what Keven told me that she
defiantly screwing some rich bola , I took her phone and
Langa help me to heck on it , and the thing I sow , I threw
up , she fucking his boss and some BEE douchebag , the
massages and nude pic were evidence . But is it all worth
it if she going to screw amablessa , fuck man I don’t even
use a condom with her , what if she brings all kinds of
virus to our home . she blinked and noticed that I was
looking at her , she smiled
Her : “ morning “
Me : “ hi “
Her : “ why you never woke me up , are we late ? “
I shook my head , she got off the bed she was on her lacy
number and I swallowed Cici is very thick and her body is
my weakness, she went to bathroom to do her hygiene
process
Me : “ can I ask you something ? “
Her : “ yap “
She came back , and look at me
Me : “ seat down please “
She did , I held her hand and she smiled
Me : “ you know that I love you right? “
She nodded
Me : “ Cici , I’m a student with no money at the moment
but I’m working towards being a better man to you , and
to be a good father to Zanele ,you know that right “
Her : “ I do baby and I appreciate the effort you putting in
“
I laughed
Me : “ what do you want in life Cici, do you picture me in
your life in the future ? “
She beamed
Her : “ I love you baby , and yes I do “
I slapped her so hard, and she screamed she tried to
stand up but I held her hand
Me : “ so why you cheating on me ? “
Her : “ zweli baby , I’m not “ I slapped her again
Me : “ don’t lie to me , why are fucking him or should I
say them “
She was crying and I hush her with another slap across
her face
Me : “ don’t make me mad Cici , tell me why ? “
Her : “ I’m not I promise baby , please believe me “
I smacked her again and she fell on the bed , I let go off
her
Me : “ I took you in when you had nothing . I learned to
love you , I cared for you , I put clothes on your back ,
feed you and this is how you going to act , you are a pig
Cici I took you out of the mud but you still want to go
swim in the dirt “
Her : “ I’m sorry baby , but … “ I dragged her by her hair
Me : “ you sorry ?”
Her : “ you hurting me Zweli please!!“ I punched her and
she fell down she was crying
Me : “ how long have you been fucking him? “
Her : “ baby , …” I kicked her “ HOW LONG ? “ she was
crying but it felt on deaf ears , I continued to beat her up
, the scream got louder and I stopped
Her : “ I’m sorry ….”
I picked her up, as in dreg her with her lag to the
bathroom
Me : “ clean yourself up , we have wedding to attend to“
she was crying I tuned on the shower tap , I took her
phone , and dropped it in the toilet and flushed it ,
I took her Rolex watch and threw it outside the window .
I sank down on the bed ,I head a feeling that she was
cheating but I decided to let is pas, I thought if I showed
her love, attention , trust and gave her independence
to make something out of her self, she will come to her
senses and realise that this is how love suppose to be.
I did notice the change in her , her constant chatting on
her phone , coming late from work ,the double shift she
took, not feeling well when we about to have sex , one
day I forced myself to her and I noticed that she was
swollen which means she fucked another dud that day , I
pulled out and screamed at her even gave her two slaps ,
but she lied and told me she was on her periods the past
day that why she did not want to have sex , the signs
were there but I still ignored them, but fuck now I’m
pissed I’m relay pissed. And if you think ill dump her you
got that wrong, if it means that I need to beat her up
every day for the bitch to be loyal to me so be it.
.
.
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Gugu***

I have never been with girls that are so independent and

leave a carefree and happy life, yesterday I looked at this
girls and wonder if my life can take a turn to be like this,
God gave me all sort of asserts to look all sexy but I guess
beauty with no brain will not get a girl anywhere, I’m
light skinned in complexion , short with curvy body I look
way to young for my age and have an ass for days, to be
honest I never thought I will ever love Bongani the way I
do , I mean the guy is practically an idiot but he make
me laugh , and makes me happy , he spoil me to no
extent and makes me feel like the only girl in the world,
and yes he has money and this taxi business that his
starting means that it will sure make him very wealthy
man, but yooo our relationship is full of drama , you
know when you dating a guy from ekasi , and who is a
player , you forever have to fight to mark your territory
,Bongani has 3 kids from different mothers and now our
twines and there is this baby on the way which mins in
total the guy has 6 kids so yaa istresss,
Him: “ G.U “
Me : “ what ? “
he was dressing up , while I just looked at him I was
feeling fat , I guess this pregnancy made me emotional ,
him: “ manje , uqokanini “ ( when you dressing up )
me : “ I feel and look fat , and it all your fault “
he laughed
him : “ uyahlanya manje wena “ (stop being crazy )
me : “ Bongani I’m pregnant again and this is all your
fault , the twins are not even one year old “
him : “ so ? sibadala moss so when we do the bedroom
prayer they must be a schedule “
he set next to me
me : “ ngithi mina you were suppose to use a condom ,
I’m not even 20 years and already I’m pregnant with a
3rd kid”
him : “ well uyazazi nje lezinto zama condom angizishayi
ngazo , ngathi ushisa kaso , “
me : “ Bongani mani be serious for once “ I hit him with a
pillow
him : “ ok , I’m sorry … look I work very hard to support
you and the kids so stop stressing , you my queen why
you finding it hard to believe when I tell you that I got
you, and ngicwele ngawe “
me : “ you don’t get it wena yazi “ I stood up
him : “ hhayi mani G.U, you confusing me “
me : “ look you have your life and dreams that you want
to achieve , what about me , I can not be your baby
mama who is unemployed and uneducated for the rest
of my life, look at zoe , Portia and sindy they studying in
varsity , Mpume bathi she enrolled to be an educator ,
pam is working , what about me Bongani, you just going
to make me carry you seed nje , haysuka “ I left him
there and went to the bathroom…
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Sbu ***
Zweli : this is day bro , how you filling? “
Me : “ like I need something to drink “
Trey walked in carrying Sbusiso Jr , my baby boy looked
so cute dressed up in royal blue attire
Trey : “wow you look nervous as fuck ” he handed me my
baby
Trey : “ he will come you down “
Me : “ how’s daddy’s little man, “ my baby never smile he
just sucked his fingers and looked at me
Me : “ I am nervous , I’m officially going to be somebody
husband , I’m not sure if im excited to marry Pam the
love of my life or terrified of the idea “
They laughed at me
Me : “now she will have legal right to shot me , my wife
own a gun and has a temper for days , fuck I’m screwed “
They bust out and laughed , my baby made baby noise , I
think he agrees with me
Langa and Menzi walk in
Langa : “ magita , howz it “
Trey : “ I think I need to hold his hand when he say I do to
my sister “
Me : guys I need a drink “
Trey made a call , and order gin and tonic with snaks ,
Langa took Jr and he was making baby faces to the baby
doing all baby talk
Menzi : “wow bro where did you learn to speak baby
language “
Zweli : “ I hope you did not knock Zoe up ? “
He just laughed
Me : “ did you just make my baby giggle “ wow that was
crazy
Langa : “ you know guys when you got it you got it , I’m
baby whisper “
We all bust out and laughed
Bongani : “ enough with this baby talk . what are we
drinking vele ? “ why is this fucker not dressed ?(
pointing at me ), kanti when is this wedding starting “
Langa : “ haybo mfethu stop with the swear words we
got a baby in the room “
Bonga: “ I got 5 kids and 1 on the way don’t teach me
parenting skills and how to talk , fuck this thing kaGugu
nokumitha njalo iyakhinya now “
We bust out and laugh
Menzi : “ 5 kids ? Gugu is pregnant again ? “
Me: “ what ? “
Langa : “owwww fuck no ! are you for real ??“
Bongani : “ Mr no swearing we got a baby in the room (
imitating Langa voice ), yaa fuck yes “
We bust out and laugh , Bongani was one screwed up
corrector , finally the drinks and snack came, my mom
came to wish me well and took Jr , me and the boys
decided to drink and we were getting sloshed.
Nkonzo walked in , “yoo wedding pre party “
Langa : “ pam is definitely going to shoot you look how
drunk you are, you buttoning your shirt all wrong “
They all looked and me and bust out and laughed , fuck I
was sloshed .
~~~~un edited , sorry i was kinda swamp with work , ....
enjoy ~~~~

#64

Ntombi***

I woke up it was after 15h00, and there was this delicious

aroma coming from the kitchen , I still heard my robe on ,
I drag myself to the kitchen and found Keven cooking ,
Me : “ hi “
He looked up and smiled at me
Him : “ hay baby , how are you feeling ? “
Me : “ like a just came out from a train crash “
He laughed and handed me a glass of juice
Me : “ what you cooking ? “
Him : “ beef stir-fry and grilled veggies hope you like ? “
Me : “ you didn’t have too . “
Him : “ you are not feeling well it’s at list I can do “
I sighed and seat back
Me : “ who is taking care of the kids? “
He looked at me , and I just nodded , I stood up and got
my Phone from the charger ,and Zoe photo came
flooding in , she really look so pretty , she looked so
happy , Keven placed my plate in front of me and picked
on my phone
Him : “ they look good together “ he was looking at Zoe
and Langa’s pic it looked like it was them getting married
, there were so beautiful
Me : “ yaa they do , “
We ate our meal in silence I took the plate and washed
them , I knew Keven was not going to let go off this , he
was seating on the kitchen counter looking at me.
Me : “ we meet in college , she was studying to be a
social worker and was studying Teaching, she never
talked about her past life told me her past was not
pleasant , I did not mind at all , we were besties by then I
was still living with my brother , so one day Nicole visited
my house and next thing I know they madly in love with
Sandile, talking about wedding and everything , but
things change after one year , there was obsession and
lot of fighting , I decided to move out and buy my own
house , “
I breath out loud and looked at him , he was listening
with his hands folded , I decided to move to the seating
room and Keven followed me
Me : “ Zoe came into the picture and I hope that things
will go back to the honeymoon face but it became worse
, Sandile became extremely abusive , “
I placed my hands on my face while Kaven rubbed my
back
Me : ‘ Nicole came to me all bruised up one day carrying
Zoe , who was only 3 months old , I could not take it
anymore , so I cashed out all my savings and gave her a
ticket to start a new life , she wanted to take Zoe , but I
refused because I knew that Sandile will hunt her down.
She left and was accompanied by one of Sandile friend
that offered to help, that was 19 years ago , till I saw her
today “
Keven : “ she never called or check up on Zoe ? “
I shook my head
Him : “ wow “
We seat there in silence
Him : “ she is doing this for the second time , when she
first did it I just thought that its because she was young
and could not handle being a young mom , she dropped
Brian on my doorstep when he was only a newborn and
ran away “
Me : “ what Brian is Nicole son .”
He nodded and stood up
Me : “ I meet her in Namibia five years back , one thing
let to another and she was pregnant with the twins , she
meet Brian when he was 15 years for the first time when
I forced her to come back and stay in SA, she never once
mentioned that she has another child , if I only knew
Ntombi “
Me : “ but it was not your fault how would you know ? “
Him : “ you have to talk to Zoe , she has brother they
need to meet officially “
I shook my head , not now.
.
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Lubanzi ***
I was with Mpume throughout the birth process it was an
emergency C-section which took about 45 min to 1hr for
the Dr to take out Joy , she was a fat baby it was the
most amazing feeling, I held Joy for the first time and I
fell in love , Mpume passed out after she gave birth and I
was so happy that I was the first person that held the
baby , she was so pink and beautiful , I took numerous
pics of her I was over the moon with joy , I was standing
by the nursery looking at her
Nurse : “ she so adorable and beautiful like her mother “
I nodded , I could not help but just smile ,
Nurse : “ your girlfriend was moved to her room , would
you like to see her “
I nodded and followed the nurse, mpume was sleeping
peacefully and she looked so pale
Me : “ is she ok ? “
Nurse : “ yes , its normal for new moms after surgery to
be tired”
I just nodded and seat next to her
Nurse : “ it might take a while for her to wake up ,you
may go home and freshen up and come back it has been
a long day sir “
I looked at Mpume , kissed her on her forehead and
walked out I had a lot of work to do now , so first thing
first let me go buy baby cloths ….
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Langa ***
The wedding was beautiful even though Sbu was so
drunk , pam wanted to strangle him so badly , , it was a
beautiful ceremony the guest list was just minimum with
all sort of rich people that were invited , and most of
them they came from royal family, it was gardin wedding
and the deco was on point , Trey Uncle has an eye for
class I must admit , since it was a bit to crowded for my
liking I took a walk and I must say this place was so
peaceful it had this feeling of calmness reminded me of
home.
I received a call from Banzi ,while I was a busy staring
into nothing
Him: “ hi”
Ok he sound very hype what up ?
Me :”someone is happy , what going on “
Him : “ I’m in love”
I bust out and laughed “ ye right “ I said
Him : “ I’m over the moon mfethu “
Me : “ who is that idiot that made you a happy like this “
I tuned around and saw Zoe rushing to me she was
practically running I frowned , what's going now
Banzi : “ and guess what , you going to be an Uncle “
Me : “ ini ? “
Zoe : “ baby hurry up Cici , she … she . “
She was out of breath ?
Me “ banzi will talk later , stop fucking with my head “
I dropped the call and attended to my girl
Me : “ yini ?
Her : “ Zweli and Cici are fighting in the guest room ,
please help she is crying and the only person my brother
can listen too is you “
Me : “ what ? “
Zoe : “ just go “ I rushed off , dahm I told Zweli to stop
with this now he doing it again , dahm
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Mpume ***

I opened my eyes and the fist thing I notice were

balloons , flowers that filled the whole room , a banner
on “ CONGRATULATION NEW MOM “ this room looked
like a garden, where am i?
Me :” am I dead “
His laughed felled the room
Him : “ wakey wakey sleepy head “
I looked on my side and Lu was there seating with Joy , I
almost cried hold up I was crying tears of joy
Him : “ you want to hold her “
I tried to move but I was sore , I flinched
Him : “ ouch sorry baby “ he placed the baby on my
hands , and took selfies of the tree of us
I smiled at him , my room looked like a garden ,
uncharted land , with all sort of kinds of flowers and
roses it was so beautiful
Me : “ you did this ? “
Him : “ hope it's not too much “
Me : “ I love it is so beautiful ,”
Him : “ you are beautiful “ he came next to me and kissed
me , joy started crying ,
Him : “ you will need to feed her “
Me : “ I don’t know how too “
Him : “ let me call the nurse to show you how to
breastfeed “
I looked at my baby , Joy was the most beautiful baby I
have ever seen , she did not look anything like her father
but she looked like me , she was so pink and big to be a
newborn ,the nurse came in and showed me how to
breastfeed , it was a bit painful at first but when she
started sucking I got the hang of it , Banzi took pics lot of
pics , he was so happy , and very careful when he was
holding Joy , he placed her on her bed and his focus
shifted to me
Him : “ how you feeling “
Me : “ my body is in so much pain “
Him : “ I bought you something to eat , “
Me : “ later I’m not hungry , but thank you “
I looked away , I remembered that we currently dating
now a lot happened when I was about to give birth , I
was not sure if he still meant what he said, he held my
hand, and I looked at him
Him : “ i meant everything I said to you this morning “
Me : “ but I have a child now , “
Him : “ so ? did you see how Joy is so found of me , so I
plan to stick around if you allow me too “|
Me : “ but Lu “
He kissed me and stopped me from having any doubts he
pulled out and placed his head on my forehead
Him : “ please don’t have any doubts about us , i love you
and I want to be with you and Joy “
I smiled “ I love you too “
So this is how God has planned my life , to go through
challenges because he knew what the future holds for
me , I’m giving him my heart and I hope this time around
this will be love.

~~~~happy weekend bo love ~~~~

#65

A week later

Mpume ***

I’m finally being discharged today and I was looking

forward on being on my own , everyone have been
flooding my phone with calls asking me about my well
being, I still have not told anyone about my bundle of Joy
, which annoyed Lu like crazy , he thinks that I’m hiding
something or running away from something , but to be
frank I’m not, I just want to be independent and focus
on my life with my baby , I can not run for comfort to my
friends when the tough get going, I’m grown ass women
now and I just want stand up for myself.
Lu walked in with smile on his face, he has been coming
to visit me and joy since I gave birth, before I wake up in
the morning he was already here and leaves when I fall
sleep at night , he was practically admitted like I was in
here.
The labor pain were worst the past few days and Lu tried
his level best to make me happy and think past the pain.
It Is to early to say that we on the right track on our
relationship, but I enjoy spending time with him and he
so crazy, very dominant , he may look like your bad boy…
probably he is , a bit too intimidating but under those
muscle , tattoo and arrogance , he is really nice guy ,
carrying and very romantic , he showers me with sweet
words and gifts and spoiling joy like crazy
Him : “ hi you ready ? “
I nodded and smiled at him , he came close and hugged
me pulling my soul out with his strong cologne and his
worm bear hug , I can get use being in his arms
Him :” do you need help ? “
He looked at my bag , I was packing my stuff that he
bought for me
Me : “ naa I’m good “ I was wrapped around his arms and
looking at him. I like how we fight , make up and get over
it , he is just too perfect to be true.
Yesterday we had a huge argument about me shutting
the world out , he thinks I’m being selfish , I told him that
I just want to do me for a change. He believes that I need
my mom and friends to help me out with the baby
talking about “ it takes a village to raise a baby Mpume
you can not do this on your own “
We agreed to disagree on that matter and he dropped
the topic and changed the subject , we went back to
talking about us.
Me : “ you still mad “
He twitched his mouth and looked so cute , his eyes
pierced into my mine and confirmed that yes, I seat
down and looked at him
Me : “ Lu , I know that you want to be there for me and
Joy , but you need to allow me to find my own footing ,I
can not rely on people every time I have a fall out , I need
to learn from my mistake and be my own person , please
try and understand I just need my independency.
Him : “ I still think that the house you leave in is way too
small for you and my baby “
Yes he has officially called himself Joy’s father , and
wants to keep it that way , he believes that any man can
make a baby but it takes a really man to be father . ever
since I told him I don’t want anything to do with my
sperm donor , he told me he will raise Joy as his own.
Me : “ its temporally , I’m going to find a bigger place
soon “
Him : “ do you even know how to take care of the baby ?
“
I sigh , I tapped the bed asking to seat next to me he seat
next to me
Me : “ it not rocket science to raise a baby Lu , yes the
first few weeks will be challenging but I’m ready for the
challenge “
Him : “ I just feel like you shutting everyone out me
included and I feel so useless right now , you my
girlfriend for goodness sake let me provided for you and
Joy “
I smiled , that one of the reason I love about Lu , he does
not hide his feelings he is so transparent and right now I
can see that his hurt ,
Me : “ you still going to be part of our lives, I still love you
and want to be with you , but I need for us to take things
one step at time , there is no rush”
Him : “ you very stubborn Mpume ,and school? how are
going to manage? you starting school in few weeks
time”
Me : “ baby please don’t over think this , I will manage “
he kissed my forehead and placed his hand on mine
him : “ I don’t think you getting me right now , come let's
go get our baby and leave “
he kissed me again and took my bag.
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Langa ***
Zoe was still mad that I help Zweli with hacking Cici
phone , and she thinks I’m the cause that his brother
beat up Cici , I tried to explain to her , but she did not
want to hear nothing of it.
To avoid fighting about the matter I drowned myself on
my work just to avoid her , but it has been almost a week
now and I miss her like crazy.
we were suppose to go to KZN after the wedding but Zoe
aunt told us that she is away on a holiday with Keven and
the boys so we postponed to see her some other time. I
hate going to my parents house with grumpy Zoe ,
because my family always takes her side regardless if she
is right or wrong talk about favouritism .
Since she has been gaining weight she has taken interest
in working out and going to the gym, I really did not see
nothing wrong with her having a little bit of love handles
but my baby was not about to just let loose. It also help
her to keep busy during the school break. she came in
the house on her gym clothes , I was just lazing around
since it was Friday and was off duty
Her : “ hi “
Me : “ my love “
She rolled her eyes and pored her self a glass of juice ,
Me : “ sthandwa sami you still angry at me ? “
Her : “ you not getting it”
Me : “ come on Zoe you have to understand that I was
only trying to help I didn’t know that your brother will go
all Rambo on Cici “
She laughed but quickly put on straight face ,
Her : “ that not funny “
I walked towards her , and she tried to move away
Me : “ I’m sorry ok , I just thought I was doing the right
thing “
I held her hands and she looked down
Me : “ so I was thinking since it Friday how about we go
out “
She looked at me and bite her upper lip
Her : “ I get to choice the place ? “
Me : “ anything for you my love “
She smiled and I pulled her close
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Keven
I took Ntombi and the boys to Drakensberg for family
holiday , and to get away from the drama back home ,
the kids went fishing at some nearby lake I told Brian to
tag along because I wanted to talk to Ntombi about this
Nicole and Zoe thing.
This place was dahm too cold the Lodge was right under
the Drakensberg mountain and there was a beautiful
view of the lake and the mountain , I went to our
bedroom found Ntombi reading a book ,she has been so
happy this days that I did not want to upset her ,
Me : “ The boys are gone “
She smiled
Her : “ I’m so cold , remind me again why we came here
in the first place ? “
Me : the boys wanted to see the snow and they wanted
to ski “
She rolled her eyes , and smiled
her: “ I’m so cold, is the heater on ? “
I got under the bed cover with her and pulled her close
to me
Me : “ how those this feel now ? “
She turned around to looked at me
Her : “ thank you “
I packed her lips
Me : “ I want to talk to you about Nicole “
Her :” Keven don’t spoil the moment please , why you
bringing her name up “
Me : “ we can not avoid this topic please talk to me “
Her : “ not now baby “
Me : “when love ? zoe need to know about her brother
come on Ntombi , you know that I hate secrets “
My voice was a bit loud and she flinched a bit
Her : “ so what do I tell her about her mother? “
Me : “ the truth , it will depend on her if she will except
her or not you can not protect her from this , yes she will
be hurt even confused most probably angry but she need
to know the truth”
Her : “ ok, I talk to her “
Me : “ Thank you “
I held her close and kissed her cheek
Me : “ so now since that is out of the way can I at least
make you worm “
Her : “ Keven , no! not when there kids around “
Me : “ ow noo missy stop making excuses, about getting
down with me “she giggle while I titled her .
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Lubanzi ***

I was looking at her in the mirror while she was holding

Baby Joy on her hand , Mpume is a tough cookie, trust
me when I say that I love her and respect her so much
but oh well guess what I’m tougher cookie than her.
She gave me her heart and the last thing I need is for her
to tell me to do this and not do that, I love her and
planning to spend the rest of my life with her, so this
take things one step at time is just moving way to slow
for me, I am a man of action and I keep my word , as
much as I love her I don’t agree with this crazy talk , I’m a
survivor… nyaw..nyaw nyawu I’m independent women
shit , she is my women now and that it.
Mpume : “ baby where we going “
Me : “ I just need to make a quick stop first , I’m sorry I
won't take long “
She nodded and placed sleeping Joy on the car seat,
Me : “ did I tell you how beautiful you are today “
She blushed and looked away
Me :” are you going to do that now shy away from me “
Her : “ stop it “ she laughed and I felt the gate of heaven
opening she was so beautiful , my phone rang and
judging by the tone it was my mother I wanted to pick it
up but it fell down , and it connected via Bluetooth
Mom : “ Lubanzi must I now send a search party for
you??“
She was loud, as usual
Me : “ aaahh hello mom “
I looked mpume on the review mirror who looked
astonished
Mom : “ so when am I meeting her ? “
Me : “ soon mom I promised “
Mpume pop her eyes at me and I laughed
Mom : “I’m waiting for my thank you gift njalo “
Me : “ I have not seen it yet “
Mom : “you know what I did I…. “
I cut her off before she spoil my surprise , I cleared my
trout
Me : “ aaah mom not now please, look i will call you
when I see it ok ,”
Me : “oooh is she with you right now ? “ she whispered
I bust out and laughed ,
Me : “yes mom and you on loud speaker “
Mom : “ow shit ! “
She dropped the call me and mpume bust out and
laughed
Mpume : “yoo your mother got drama “
I laughed
Her :” she knows about me ? “
I nodded , “ and she can't wait to meet Joy “
Her : “ yazi u Joy is taking all my spot light “
I packed the car and turned and looked her ,
Me : “ ncooo someone is jealous”
Her : “ I’m not “
Me : “ yeyeye! keep fooling yourself “ , I jumped off the
car
Mpume : “ why are we stopping here? , and who’s house
is this ?
The house was located in Ballito it was Beach house ,I
opened the back seat door and took joy from the car seat
“
Me : “ do you like it ? “
Her : “ its beautiful wow and there’s even a sea view “
Me : “ come I want to show you something “
She got off the car and I held her hand ,I opened the door
and hoped that my mom pulled trough for me. I led her
inside
Her : “ wow its beautiful , Lu is this your house ? “
I shook my head , she looked at me with confused
expression
Me : “ its Joy’s “
Mpume held her mouth in shock
Her : “ uthini ? “
Me : come let me show you something “
I went to one of the rooms next to the main bedroom ,
and opened it , Mpume screamed and she was in tears ,
it was nursery decorated in pink , white and yellow my
interior decorator really did her magic , thank you mom .
Her : “ Lubanzi this is too much , I can not accept this ,”
Me : “ its not yours any way to accept , I told you its for
Joy , I will not allow you to drag my baby to your
independent journey that you currently on , if you want
to do it feel free but live my baby girl out of it , she
deserve the best that life can offer “
She pouted and folded her hands , I placed joy on her cot
and she made baby sounds mpume stood by me , I
wrapped my hand around her .
Me : “ you moving in this house ,and that’s not up for
discussion “
She turned around and looked at me , she was about to
say something but I kissed her ,she responded with her
hands travelling on my back, I broke the kiss and kissed
her forehead
Me : “ take a tour around the house and tell me if you
not happy with something“ I took the baby monitor and
spank her ass
Her : “ ooch “ she jumped and giggled
Me : “ I need to make some calls “ I winked at her and
she smiled

~~~~~Hay family : sorry for late inset , i had a crazy week

end and yesterday i was bhabhalazing like crazy , hope
you enjoy ~~~~

#66

Zweli ***

I was meeting up with Bongani at a local car wash ,

he sent me a massage last saying that we must meet
up its urgent , I packed my car he was seating at a
small table with a beer on his hand , I looked at the
time it was most 16h00,
Me : “ sho mfethu “
We fist bump and I set down
Him : “ masha kanjani ( how you doing )
Me : “ kuyalenale mfethu . ( things are just not going
my way )
Him : “ hadde bra “
Me : “ so sishaya ama meeting now zithin ? ( why
you called me for meeting ? )
Him : “ yoo straight to business nje just like that “
I laughed , and he stood up and went to the bar and
got two beers
Him : “ lets drink first and I will tell you what’s up “
Me : “ sho “
Him : “ look mfethu i need your help la “
Me : “ don’t tell me if its about Gugu please I got
enough women problem on my own “
He laughed
Him : “ naaa , she just fat nje loyo but we grand (
besides her gaining weight we still good together )
I nodded and took a sip of my drink
Him : “ look , I want you to be my partner on this
transport business “
I looked at him
Him : “ mfethu I’m father of 5 kids and 6th baby is
on the way , so I need to stop running the street if I
want to see my children growing up ,”
Me : “I feel you ,man , but mfethu I don’t know
anything about Taxi business “
He laughed ,
Him : “ well I do , and I have done my research but I
need you since you are book smart , and I will be
on the field and wena you will be on the office “
I nodded
Me : “ but mfethu this business is dangerous ? “
Him : “ yaa it is but don’t worry about it we just need
to make alliances with the big dogs “
Me : “ you have thought this through I’m impressed ,
fuck i'm surprised “
He smiled
Him : “ so what do you say are we on ? “
Ok this may be good , I’m already doing business
and finance management so this may work in my
favour , so why not
Me : “ sho , why not “
He beamed up and we shook hands
Him : “ so first thing first we need about R180K
capital to get about four taxis on the road , and then
after that money will rolling in “
Me : “ shit bro where am I going to get such money “
Him : “ that where you come in , make a business
plan and submit it to the bank “
I looked at this guy , I always taught that Bongani
has one too many strew shot on his brain , but he
proved me wrong to day , he has brains but just to
lazy to use it , now I fill like I’m the dumb one now “
Him : “ kwl ? “
Me : “ sho I will start working on it “
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Sindy ***

I was really sad and lonely , it was Friday and I did

not fill like doing nothing , I left numerous messages
on Mpume phone but she still has not returned my
call , I miss Menzi so much I guess spending time
with him over the weekend made me realise that I
can not leave with ought him , I was about to slip
when there was a knock on my door, I dragged my
lazy self to the door was not even looking forward
having company around , I walked towards the door
and Portia attached me with a hug
Her : “ what wrong with you bitch I have been trying
to call you like crazy “
I rolled my eyes and made way for her she was with
Gugu ,just grate and when did this two become
besties
Gugu hugged me also ok that was awkward ,
Me : “ nifunani ? “
Portia : “ to help you with your broken heart “
Me : I’m not broken just lonely nje , “ Portia had wine
with her and Gugu had a box of debones pizza
Me : “ wena ufunanike la ? ( what doing her ) “ I was
referring to Gugu : “ I’m just here to talk to you “
I clapped once
Portia : “ just hear her out please “
Me : “ hayboo , “
Gugu : “ look Sindy , I know they is this bad blood
between us and I’m so… so sorry for everything that I
did to you ,I was just bitter about lot of things , and
acted like a bitch “
Portia : “ correction you are a bitch “
I shook my head
Gugu : “ come on Portia I’m trying to talk la , any
way I hope one day you can forgive me “
Me : “ so what about you and Menzi ? should I be
worried when he is around in your presence
Gugu : “ no not at all , I’m in love with Bongani and
menzi loves you , well what I thought I had for him
was never love ,”
Me : “ hayboo angazi, there a lot that happened
between us last year ”
Portia : “ look at it this way remember what
happened between me and you and Zweli , so you
fucked him for fun while I was till his girlfriend and
you got over it , and look at us now we are friends “
Me : “ Portia that is just different you were bound to
brake up you were not in love with him you just love
how he fills inside you , me and Menzi are still dating
, and his parents hate me for beating up u Gugu on
there leaving room “
Portia : “ they will get over it , can you accept her
apology and can we now drink please “
I was not sure about forgiving Gugu , I will tolerate
her for sake of keeping peace and keep a good eye
on her , you now what they say keep your friends
close and your enemies even closer , I still do not
trust her
Me “:trust is earned “
Gugu : “ I know and I will prove it to you, please
Sindy can we move past this please “
Me : “ kwl as a Christian I will forgive but I will not
forget “
Portia : “ you talking like a hypocrite now “
Me : “ fuck you I’m only human phela , this things
don’t happened over night “
We bust out and laughed , ok to my surprise Gugu is
one crazy bitch and she is quite fun to hang with , at
list my spirit was lifted up with their company , as
much as I miss my best friends Zoe , pam and
Mpume , I got this crazy girls to hang with.
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Mpume ***

I just came out from taking a Bath and it hit me that I

don’t have any cloths in the house there still in my
rental apartment , fuck what am I going to do , I
started walking around the main bedroom , and
opened the closet ,maybe one of Lu t-shirt will fit me
,
Everything was placed in colour coordinated order
and it was a walk in closet to my surprise my clothes
were neatly packed on his closet , ow my God this
guy is just full of surprises , I took out my long black
dress,
I was still insecure about my body with all the baby
fat that I still need to work on , my dreadlocks were
very long now I tired them up and put on my
slippers and walked down stirs.
I can not believe this I was smiling to my self infect
I’m leaving in this beautiful house , why am I so
scared though , this too much , the house was a four
bedroom house with huge kitchen that lead into the
dinning room, seating room had huge glass sliding
doors that gives me the most immaculate view of
the see , the house had double garage with a garden
, and it was a walking distance to the beach ,
I heard Lu talking to Joy and followed his voice he
was seating on the dining room and there was
dinner on the table
Him : “ hay baby mommy is hear “
I just smiled at him and seat next to him
Him : “ howu my love not even a kissinyana nje “
I blushed and packed his lip
him : “ so do you like it ? “
me : “ I love it and it looks very expensive !”
him : “ it is expensive”
me : “ you very cocky “
him : “ I know , “
I rolled my eyes , Lu is so extra at times ,
Him : “come lets eat , before I make you stop rolling
your eyes at me“
Me : “ you cooked ? “
Him : “ nop I ordered in , we still need to buy
glossaries my love “
He was busy holding Joy , while I dished up for him ,
this was just perfect my fist night with my family.

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Zoe***

me and Langa decided to go out clubbing, my baby

decided to let loose and told me to just have fun as
if there is no tomorrow. We went to this new club
that just opened and Langa wanted us to seat on the
VIP area , which I thought is was going to be burring
, but aw well what can I say he is the one that is
spending , he was wearing all black , while rocked up
a shot powder blue jumpsuit that made revealed
what my mom gave me , after shorts and a whole
lot of drinking we started making out on the couch
and it was nice and got my man very aroused. It was
after midnight and I could not fill my legs from all
the dancing ,
me : “ I’m sloshed baby “
him : “ naa the night is still young lets just go crazy
for once “ I giggle I had to use the ladies room so I
packed his lip and walked to the ladies , I was so
glad that the vip has there own exclusive toilets
which meant no queues , after I done my business I
went back and to my seat and to my surprise I sow a
very tall slim chic making conversation with Langa , I
know Langa is not a social type and who is she? I
walked towards them and they seam to be laughing
wow they actually know each other ? I stood behind
the girl who was clearly flatting with Langa , or
maybe was it the booze seeing things , Langa looked
up and smiled at me
Langa : “ hay baby this is Tanya I went to school with
her “ she looked up at me like eying me up and
down , ow no she did not !, I went to Langa and set
on his lap
Me : “ I’m Zoe the wife “ showing her my ring ,
Tanya : “ owwh wow , you got hitched “ the bitch
really did not look at me and asked Langa what the
fuck ?
Langa : “ yep she the love of my life “ he brushed my
exposed thighs
Tanya : “ I see , so what's up with you a Caucasian
chic’s , I thought I was only going to be your first
and your last coloured “
Langa : “ sorry to disappoint you “
I tried to stand up but Langa held me tight , I guess
he knew that I was pissed now , ok miss model shit
was once humping my man back In there high
school days.
Me : “ nice too meet you Tanya , so can I have
quality time with my man now , I guess this catching
up is starting to bore me now “
She looked at me and faked a smile , she stood up
fuck this girl is tall like a giraffe ,
Tanya : “ I guess I will see you around “
Langa nodded and she walked away
Me : “ bye Tanya , “ she flipped her long hair and did
a cat walk
I turned around and looked at Langa
Him : “ baby , it's not what you think “

~~~~~~HAPPY WEDNESDAY .... THANK YOU FOR

THE LOVE YOU SHOWED ME 🥳🥳, NEXT INSET
COMING UP BEFORE 17H00

#67

Lubanzi ***
After supper I took a shower and wore my pj pants ,
mpume walked in the bedroom she looked at me
and I looked at her ,
Me : “ what ? “
Her : “ Joy is asleep now and I want to sleep also “
Me : “ o’right “
Her : “ I we sleeping together ? “
I laughed so hard at her and she folded her hands
Me : “ women you so crazy, get to bed now “
She smiled and walked shyly to the bed, she had on
her worm pj on since it was winter
Her : “ are you not cold “
She looked at my chest , I don’t wear any top when I
sleep , I won't start today
Me : “ just be happy that I’m decent , at list part of
body is covered “
Her : “ lu “ she held her mouth
She got in the bed and I held her close , she kept on
tossing and turning till I pinned her on the bed
kissed her so much till she moaned she was feeling
hot as ever , I told her to sleep I’m not going to bite
her unless she want me too. Fuck was I hard after
making out with Mpume.
I’m a very light sleeper so when Joy makes noise I’m
up in an instant , and I check up on her , but after
22h00 she just became crazy like her mom .
“ it will not help if you also crying “
I was busy walking around with Joy who was just too
dramatic and did not want to sleep , every time
when I put her down she will sleep for few minutes
and start screaming like hell
Mpume : “ I feed her , bath her and changed her
nappy but she just wont stop crying , is she ok ? “
I looked at her and now I got two crying baby on my
hands wow lubanzi way too go
Me : “ shoooo, baby stop crying please my angel “ I
hushed baby Joy
Mpume : “ ok I’m sorry, ill stop “
I looked at her ,
Me: “ I was not talking to you “
Her : “ Lu !!! “
Me : “ stop shouting at me I’m trying to put her to
sleep” she stomped out and I just laughed , joy
finally came down but was wide awake I decided to
go seat with her in the seating room and watch t.v ,
she was busy sucking on her thumb and looked so
adorable , I took my phone and took pics of her , I
just want to capture every moment with her , she
slowly fell asleep and I checked the time it was
almost 3:45 am , I took her back to her room and
placed her in her cot , I took the baby monitor and
walked back to the main bedroom , mpume was
sleeping so peacefully , I took my phone and send
Zoe and Langa Joy pics, I left a Massage : “ bay Joy
has arrived and guess what I’m in love with her
mother “ I took a picture of Mpume an pressed send
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Mpume ***

I woke up and Lu was not by my side it was after

6h00 in the morning ,I check on joy and she was
sleeping , I went to bath and put on my track suit on
, I went down stirs , aish we do not have any food in
this house, I opened the fridge and took out
yesterday desert , while I was busy indulging on my
chocolate mousse cake , Banzi walked in dripping
sweat and he was breathing so heavily , heavenly
father help me , I pressed my legs together and bit
my lip , Ow shembe his a fallen Angel for sure is it
even legal for him to be this hot ,
Him : “ morning gorgeous “
He came close and kissed me I was still tongue tight
and did not even greet back , he looked into my
eyes
Him : I said morning “
I just nodded “ mor .. ning “ he smiled and shook his
head , I’m going to take a shower and we need to go
buy food. I nodded still shocked of how he makes
me feel , my heart was beating so fast and I can not
even control the itching feeling on my punana , ow
Lu is going to make me loose my sanity he is teasing
me too much .
Him : “ Baby “ I looked up
Me : “ yap “
Him : “ my brother and his crazy wife are coming
over today “
I popped my eyes at him
Me : “ what ?
He smiled
Him : “ don’t worry they already know you , and they
love you “
He walked away , oh hell no , he is not going to start
this and leave me hanging like this I walked infect I
ran upstairs
I found him changing , ok maybe this was a bad idea
, now I have to speak to half naked gorgeous man
Him : “ and you were saying “
I cleared my trout Banzi is tormenting me on every
level
Me : “ Lu I love you and you know that , but you can
not just invite people I don’t know to see my baby “
he raised his eyebrow
Him : “ our baby …besides you know them “
He took of his track pans off , ok that my quire to
turn around
Me : “ we still talking stop taking your cloths off , you
distracting me “
Him : “ hayboo ,there are drenching with sweet nje “
His phone started ringing, it was lying on the
dressing table and Zoe face was on display
I looked at his phone took it I was written Zo’zo on
the caller id
Me : “ how do you know her ? “
Him : “ she is my sister in law “
I felt blood rushing on my face ,
Me : “ Lubanzi Dlamini the Lubanzi Dlamini ? ?”
He looked at me at list now he had a towel wrapped
around his waist ,
Him : “ yes in a flash “ he folded his arms
Me : “ but how could this be? “
Him : “ you over thinking this “ I did not know if I was
being betrayed or what I was so angry
Me :”you knew all along “
Him : “ what different does it make ? “
I wanted to walk away , infect I started to walk away
Him : “ Nompumelelo ! ! ! “
I froze
Him : “ now look here, this thing … I mean us is not
what you think, I broke the engagement off because
I was afraid that you will not love me because you
only wanted to fulfilling your mother wish by
marrying me, I wanted to let go off you and move on
with my life , I knew you were pregnant and i did not
know if you still had feelings or dating Joy biological
father , so I ran and yes I was coward .
But I never planned bumping into you that day I
was so shocked and taken by your beauty , I noticed
that you were very sad and going through things, I
brushed my feeling away because the last thing I
wanted to do was to complicate your life, I told
myself that if it was fate that we are meant to be
together we will bump to each other again . and
surprisingly the universe worked in our favour .
Mpume I had feelings for you the first day I sow you
, when we fetched you up from the medical tower , I
was there I wanted to hold you and tell you that I
will be there for you , but you were to broken and I
was scared that I can not fix you or make you love
me the way i love you “
He was there , when I almost did an abortion , I do
not recall , how did I miss it , ow my God he was the
guy driving the car , I never got the chance to look at
him I was out of it.
HIM : “ i love you Mpume and I’m glad that you
opened your heart for me , not because of what I am
, but of who I am , if you leave me and walk out that
door just know that you will be taking my soul along
with you because you and joy are my reason for
breathing “
I was in tears and I turned around and looked at him
, his eyes were so red that I knew that he is dying
inside , he stood there and looked at me , I looked at
him and I sow all my dreams coming true in his eyes
, he completes me in every way , I just ran to him
and buried myself in his arms his embrace kept me
going everyday when I though I can not make it in
life he was with me by my side on my worst days and
he still standing with me , I just cried in his arms
Him : “ you promises me that you will not leave me “
He said so softly
Him : “ this does not change anything baby please
understand that we built us , without being forced
into it , you made me fall in love with you , this is not
arranged it us starting our lives together without our
parents influence. “
I was just so emotional , I just did not know what to
say all I knew is that I love this man , and it took me
months to see how much I love him
Him : “ say something Mpume please “
I looked at him , and he wiped my tears , he did this
twitching thing with his mouth that always gives me
butterfly in my tummy , I had no words to say , so I
just kissed him , he was a bit reluctant , but i shoved
my tongue on his mouth and kissed him so much
that I felt him poking me , we had to stop because
we were out of breath , I looked at him and he gave
me sly smile
Him : “you taking advantage of a half naked man “
Ow my God I blushed, I forgot he only had a towel
on , Joy Started crying over the baby baby monitor ,
his phone continued to buzz , I looked at his phone I
was so excited now I wanted to hear Zoe voice and
her goofiness
Him : don’t even think about it women , go attend to
my Baby first “
I smiled at him , and was about to walk out
Me: “ hay big bear , “ he looked at me with his
eyebrows lifted
Me : “ I love you “
Him : “ I love you too “

~~~GOOD MORNING FAMILY, HOPE YOU ENJOY !

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Continue ***

Zoe ***

“ is he answering his call or what ? “

Me : “ no , come on Banzi pick up “
I was lying in our bed, wrapped on a bed sheet ,
after we came back home after 3am in the morning
we fought about this Tanya girl and after that we
made crazy sex everywhere when you intoxicated is
just get so wild , we were about to slip when a shock
wave hit us , massage from Banzi , and since then we
were trying to get hold of him , Langa is so impatient
he told him that we are flying down to Kzn this
morning, we have to see this with our own two eyes
Me : “ his not picking up , I turned around and
looked at Langa who was busy on his lap top trying
to check if the Jet is hired for the weekend or not,
me : “ baby are we winning ? “
him : “ yep we have an 1 hour window period jet is
available at 8:30 “
me : ow shit it almost after 7h00 already “
I jumped off the bed and rushed to the bathroom ,
Langa joined me shortly
him : “ lets play a bit “
he wiggled his eyebrows I just rolled my eyes
me : “ no time baby “
him : “ill be quick , “
me :” you never quick you know that ,”
he laughed and took bath sponge and washed my
body ,
me “ Dlamini why you getting ideas , “
he laughed
him :“ ok, ok I will stop”
we had an innocent bath and kissed here and there
but no funny business , after dressing up we packed
few things infect shoved everything on suitcase
Langa : “ baby time is flying “
Me : I’m coming “ bloody hell talking about time is
flying while I was busy packing for you ,
Me : “ go get the luggage “ I said after stepping out
of bedroom
He groaned
Me : “ wena nje you want to be all good-looking and
handsome and not willing to help me out , go get
the luggage ndoda “
Him : “ yes mam “
we grabbed breakfast on the go ,and made it in time
,
me : “ wow I’m so excited but also very nervous”
he held my hand , don’t worry about it baby , I bet
Mpume miss you as much as you miss him “
me : “ I can not believe there are together , how did
it happened did you know ? “
him : “ nop , last time I spoke to Banzi we were is
Swaziland he told me his in love , and … I’m going to
be an Uncle… so he meant this “
me : “ you had a clue and you did NOT tell me “
him : “ how was I going to tell you when you were
busy biting my head off about this zweli and cici
smack down thing “
I slapped his arm
Him : “see what I mean “
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Sindy ***

Last night was so epic the girls left so late and I went
straight to bed after, I wanted to visit my mom today
but I know she is forever working , she got job as
Nurse at some private hospital I was so happy that
she picking up her life , so I seat on the bed just
going through my phone , I was avoiding by all
means calling Menzi , I feel like his focus shift every
time when he speaks to me so since he is busy with
his exams I will just let him be for now.
Pam posted nice pics on her social media page,
there were in Paris well it was a honeymoon /
business trip , Sbu is there on business doing some
architect designs for some building and well Pam tag
along for shopping spree and spending her husband
money, talk about people who are leaving the life . I
stood up to make some coffee since it was a bit
chilly today. My phone ringed and I looked at my
phone it was Mpume mom , oh hell no I’m not
answering that not now , what do I even say since
mpume is also out of reach , maybe I should drop by
her place later on today,
I was so worried about Mpume she just shut
everyone out , I wonder if she is ok .
.
.
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Cici ***

I was on my way to see a Dr as I had internal

bleeding and Zweli was driving me , I do not
understand how he can be so cold and yet again too
carrying and loving , I’m even too scared to go to
work after what he did to my boss .
He pointed a gun on my boss face and told him that
accidents happened. Next day my boss found a dead
cat in his car and a massage “ leave my girlfriend
alone or next time it will not be a cat but you “ the
man resigned with immediate effective.
He act like a psychopath , I’m so terrified of him and
I know people ask me why I stayed , even Zoe asked
me that ,but I do not have any answers for that
question, but all I know is that I love Zweli , as much
as I did him wrong and cheated it was all about
maintaining my image not because I loved those
man, I guess old habit die hard.
I grew up very poor only leaving with my big sister
who sold her body to man just to put a plate on the
table , I always had an eye for Zweli I used to look at
him and day dream about him when he pass by my
school on his car everyday , he was young and I
knew that he can never provide for me the life I want
, so I hustled and meet his father I was only doing
grade 11 then and well a girl gotta do what a girl
gotta do , mistake I made was falling pregnant , but I
don’t regret having Zanele . i only slept with zweli
with ought protection so I knew that the baby was
his.
Him : “ you seem miles away , are you sure you want
to do this ? “
Me :” remember the first time you saw me when we
fist meet ? “
He smiled and looked back on the road
Him : “ yes , you were in my kitchen making
scrambled eggs with my Dad's shirt on “ I laughed
that was the most crazy moment, I mean to see my
crush in his house
Him : “ and you were in shock and ran off “
me : “ that was the most embarrassing moment of
my life “
him : “ why did you stay with him so long “
me : “ I don’t know maybe because I thought you
and I will never be , you were in love with Portia
while I was your Father sex slave “
him : “ but Baby , that is not life , you use your body
as quick ticket to a better life “
me : “ a lot happened when I was growing up “ I
wanted to say more but I held back , Zweli is
unpredictable , so while we on this happy moment I
just let him be, let me enjoy it while it still last.
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Lubanzi ***
We drove to the mall for glossaries shopping I was
pushing the trolley while mpume was pushing the
baby stroller
Her : “ you almost bought the whole store “
Me: “love, the house is new and had no trace of
food or anything of that sort , just furniture so
instead of going back and forth about what missing
might as well buy everything “
Her: “ you went over the budget , “
Me : “ your glossary list was joke “
She opened her mouth and closed it , I just laughed ,
I was glad that my car was big so everything fit in
and we drove back
Her :” so tell me something “
Me : “ anything “ I held her hand
She looked outside the window , I knew she wanted
to say something but was trying to find the right
words to it
Me : “ talk to me , what up ? “
Her : “ so zoe once told me you and her are very
close , “
I laughed ,” yes we are , she is so cool and fun to
hang with “ I said with a huge grin on my face ,
she looked down
Her : “ your father is very fawned of her and your
mom calls her almost everyday she just fit in your
family like a glove “
I signed
Me : “ baby , Zoe came into our life when the value
of family was long gone , she just became a glue to
us and brought us together , I hardly stayed at home
. Langa moved out and did not follow on the family
business, my father was workaholic and mom was
slowly going through depression , so when langa
introduced her to us , she just made us connect
again , so will forever cherish that about her ,”
Me : “ she is my best friend I miss her so much she
has this ability to help me out with ought even
saying a word, I hate that I went through this
pregnancy without her and I don’t know what am I
going to say when I see her she needs more than an
apology , I acted out of anger and took out all my
frustration out on her “
Me : “ she will understand , she never holds gragies “
Her : “ I just hope she will forgive me , I really
massed u “
Me : “ i last spoke to her that day when we got you
from the medical tower , and I fled the country after ,
so I still need to apologise to her as well , we in this
together don't worry your pretty head "
I brushed her thighs
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.
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Mpume ***

After unpacking I was exhausted and wish I can slip a

bit but I knew that Zoe and Langa are in town now ,
so I had to prepare lunch at list
Me : “ baby what can we cook for lunch “
Him : “ just make salads and I will brae meat with
Langa when he gets here.
Lu was in his study glued up on his lap top , I wanted
to ask what he was working on but , that's a topic for
another day , I was bored as hell and this house is
too big , my baby was slipping she slips a lot during
the day and wakes up at night talk about a vampire ,
I laughed at that thought , I took my phone and
switched it on intending to call Sindy , she also
deserves to know that I’m doing ok , massages from
mom came flooding in and I decided to call her first
it high time she know s about my situation , she
picked up after few rings
Mom : “ nompumelelo Mtanami “ she was in tears ,” I
have been trying to call you for weeks now , I was so
worried , sindy tells me you ok , but I wanted to hear
you voice “
She was weeping , this was not how expected the
call will be , now she is making me cry also
Me : “ I’m sorry mama for everything “
Her : “ it ok my baby , its OK ! mommy will always
love you I will never judge you , please come back
home I miss you so much “
Me : “ I will mom very soon I promises’ “
Mom : “ I pray for you everyday , I know there is
something wrong but there is no resolution to your
problems when you keep running away , don’t be
like me my child I spend my life running and look at
how my life tuned out , please my child talk to me I
will be there for you no matter what I need you , you
the only family I got “
I started crying all along I thought I was the worst
disappointment of a child in my mother life , I
thought mom will cast me out for getting pregnant
out of wedlock I was selfish , I did not think about
the people I was hurting with my actions , what have
I done “
Me : “ ngiyaxolisa ma wami , phephisa Mamsimango
“ I started praising her in her clan name
~~~~~~Nonkosi!
Muthwa!
Nina bakwaQenjwana ezimbili
Esinye singezansi
Esinye singenhla kwendlela
Nothabizolo!
Nina bakwaMzimb’ omuhl’ ongayiwa
Mlotshwa kaNtumbeza kaNtazi!
Sisho yena phela okaLwandle kaluwelwa
Nina bakwaNkambo kaMkhuhlane
Sihlangu esisind’ abetshathi baso~~~~~~~~~

She was crying but , I knew this will calm her down ,
I use to praise her by her clan name when she use
cry and never told me the reason why , and it always
made her hold her head up and gain her straight to
fight and be the strong mother I know
Me : “ I promise I will visit soon and Im truly sorry
mama “
Mom : “ ngiyabonga mtanami , thixo abe nawe ,
never forget that I love you more than life it self “
Me : “ I love you too mom “
Me : “ bye “
We hanged up the call and i buried my face on my
hands , I felt hands on touching me , when I opened
my eyes Lu was Crouching in front of me
Him : “ its going to be ok baby “
He then pulled me into a hug , I just cried I hope
mom will accept Joy and forgive me for my mistake

~~~~sorry for the spelling error to lazy to check ,

please forgive me , , hope you enjoy and
comment please , show me love family

#67

Continue ***

Langa ***

She could not decide what to take or what to leave

behind she was all over the shop
Zoe “ cnoo baby look at this , its so cute “
Me : “ yes it is… so are the rest of this cloths in this
basket that you have already picked up (I rolled my eyes
inside my head ) , baby can we pay and leave we have
been in here for hours now “
Zoe : “ but I’m still shopping “
Me : “ maxing with my card really… for cloths that will
only fit the baby for just few months “ I mumbled , I can
never dare say that to her face , we were at baby city and
Zoe just went crazy , funny enough I thought that this will
bring bad memories for her but nop she was so excited I
guess she has finally accepted the passing of our baby .
we finally paid and left, we drove to Banzi house it was
not a long drive because we were shopping around , I
clicked my phone and the gate opened
Zoe : “ you hacked his security system ?“
Me : “ so “
He: “ you know what , I think Bongani is influencing you
to do illegal things and you actually enjoy it ? , this is
illegal “
So me and Bongani really hit it off , he was the most
craziest person I have ever meet and Zoe is somehow
shocked that we getting along.
Zoe : “ wow this house is so big and beautiful “
Me : “ next thing you going to tell me is that I must buy
you a house like this “
Zoe : “ I guess we on the same page my love and
understand each other, “ he blow me a kiss
Ow brother I just shook my head , she jumped out first
and all the cloths we bought were wrapped on hug gift
box Banzi came out first and went to Zoe
Banzi : “ before you say anything I’m so ( zoe punched his
shoulder ) “
Zoe : “ for going AWOL on us , and for not telling me
about this “
Me : “ I’m sorry makoti “
Zoe : “ haysuka shut up . “ they hugged, and Zoe slapped
his arm “ and never do that again you know how worried
I was”
I rolled my eyes and Banzi came to me, we fist bump and
bro hugged , I knew along where he was and contacted
him occasionally so I was not worried at all ,
Me : “ go get that box ,”
Banzi : “ oow my god Zoe for me “
Zoe just gave him a figure and he laughed , this two are
way too crazy when there are together
We walked inside and found Mpume and Zoe hugging
and crying ok this is too touching and too girly to handle ,
me and Banzi gave them space.
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Zoe ***

Me: “ no I’m sorry “

Mpume : “ I’m really sorry “
Me : “ truly sorry “
Her : “ deeply sorry “
We laughed , we wee on tears and hugged again
Me : “ how are you ? “
She smiled , and she was really happy , she was glowing
and had this spark on her eyes
Me : “ I’m really happy for you so where is my baby “
She held my hand and we went to the nursery and wow
she was so cute , the pictures did no justice on her , she
was her mother's daughter… ncoo I wanted to pick her
up but she was slipping so peacefully
Me : “ may I hold her “
She nodded and I held baby joy she was so adorable ncoo
I’m in love ,
Her : “I’m sorry you were not there when I was pregnant
, my pregnancy was really hell”
Me : “ don’t say a word I know everything , sindy and
pam updated me every day ,( she held her mouth and
laughed ) I was with you through it all just not in your
presence “
She started crying again
Her : “ imp really sorry “
Me : “ come on it was not like it was a lifetime , it was
only 7 months so now I’m here to enjoy the moment of
being an Aunt “
Her : “ kodwa zoe, thank you “ we side hug
Langa walked in,
Him : “ hay Mpume welcome to the family “ he
embraced her with a hug and Mpume had tears , she
always been a cry baby yoo I wonder how many times
has Lubanzi seen her cry ,
Mpume : “ ncoo thank you guys look at me now I’m such
a mass , “
Him : “ we missed you so much , you look very good , for
a new mom “
Mpume : “ oww come on , but thank you “
Him : “ Zoe may I hold the baby please “
I rolled my eyes
Him : “ come on sharing is caring “
Me : “ I’m still holding her “
Him : “ naaa man Zoe let me hold my niece “ , he was
picking over my shoulder and he help Joys little hand “
Him: “ wow she is so cute , welcome home miss Minnie“
Banzi walked in and looked at me
Banzi : “ she looks like me right “
We bust out and laughed
Mpume brushed his face , don’t mind them baby off cos
Joy looks like you “ I handed the baby to Langa
Mpume : Zoe may you help me out with the salads “
Langa : “ yes Mpume teach her few trick please on the
kitchen “
Banzi “ but do not let her touch the stove , she will burn
this house down “
I just gave them the figure , while they bust out and
chuckled
We went to the kitchen and I was so in loved this house it
was just wow .
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Mpume ***
Zoe looked good , wow what a transformation , she was
wearing a navy blue high waist jean ,white and gold lacy
bodysuit with a red coute and red air max sneakers , her
hair was on neat bun, and make up or no make up she
always look flawless ,
Me : “ you rocking manqué this days? “
Zoe : “ yap “
Me : “ you really look good mge wami, is it Langa or it the
weather that side “
Zoe : “ a bit of both “
I was busy doing the salads while she was sitting there
and drinking wine, telling me about school , Gauteng
environment, how beautiful pam's wedding was, we
were basically catching up , I missed out on a lot , I wish I
attended Pam's wedding “
Her : “ so talk , you and Lubanzi “ when , how and… “
I laughed
Me : “ it just happened I don’t know how ,” we went
outside and seat by the porch, Lu went all out with the
deco on the house , the porch had Monaco Patio Lounge
set , that was brown in colour with side tables , Zoe fell in
love with this place we seat there and looked at the
waves Langa and Lu were busy with the meat and
drinking beer obviously.
Zoe : “when did you realise that you were in love with
him “
I told her about how we meet how we started off , she
literally cried when I told her about how I gave birth and
that Lu was by my side all the time “
Her : “your story is so romantic I think you need to write
a book , “
I just laughed , Sindy car parked outside I was in shock
who told her where I lived , I looked at Zoe ,
Her : “ she was worried about you so .. haysuka let me go
get another bottle of wine “
Sindy : “ I’m so mad at you right now , really Mpume .? “
Me : “ I’m sorry …its just that …you know my life was
complicated and I did not want to stress you about it “
She walked up to me and hugged me
Sindy : “ are you ok ? “
Me : “ She held me so close , and I just nodded
Sindy : “ Where is my little Angel? “
Me : ‘ she in her room probably sleepping ,”
Sindy : “ I’m getting her I don’t care “
Me : Zoe will show you the nursery “
She went inside ,I was no happy that my friends are with
me today , sindy came Back with Joy and seat next to me
,
Sindy : “ she is so adorable ncoo , nkosi yami “
I just smiled
Me : “ just like her mom “
She nodded and placed kisses on my baby face
Me : “ so how you holding up “
Sindy : “ besides the fact that I’m lonely I’m doing ok. So
you and Lubanzi ? when did it all start? And why you
didn't tell me ? ooom my god is he the mystery guy you
told me about ? “
Me : “ I did not want to jinx it , I really like him so I just
wanted to see how things are going to go and boom I’m
in love and we dating and in a relationship“
Sindy : “ ncoo my friend I’m so happy for you “
I told her that I wrote him a love letter and that the next
day I went into labor and he proposed to me and here
we are now .
Zoe came back “ cut story short , they in love , living
together , raising Joy together and I have new sister in
law to hang with at the Dlamini family events “ she said
that seating down
I capped glancing at the rock on her hand , Zoe is just too
glamorous now and I guess that comes with territory of
growing up and being married to a wealthy man.
I set up table for 5 and we ate brunch , Langa and Lu are
one crazy combination when there together they even
look so alike , just that my man is darker and Langa is
light, but they look like the Gods descended angels, this
hotness is just a sine.
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Banzi ***
Seeing Mpume laughing and having fun made my heart
sing ,
Joy was getting cranky and her mom took her inside to
change her and feed her, I walked in the Nursery while
Mpume was busy breast feeding Joy and she looked up
at me ,
Her : “ what ? “
Me : “ you make me so happy “
Her : “ thank , you you make me happy too “
I kissed her cheek
Her : “ I need help with her baby , and I think I will stop
breastfeeding after a month this is just draining “
I smiled at her just nodded “ I will make a plane don’t
worry about it “
Her : “ thank you”
Me : “ join us outside when you done”
Her : “ will do “
Me : “ I love you two “
She just smiled and winked at me
I walked out of the nursery and made my way outside ,
after brunch we just chilled outside and drank and catch-
up
Zoe is forever so dramatic ,
Zoe : and she was so tall Sindy like Geruff , busy flatting
and touching Langa all over in rubbing it all in my face "
Langa : “ baby you exaggerating now “
Sindy : “ is she now? “
Langa : “ hayboo why you ganging up on me now ! “
Ok this was interesting I wonder what they on about ,
sindy drinks like a fish while langa is always holding Zoe
so close ,Mpume came and seat next to me she looked
up at me ,
Her : “ what going on ? “
Me “zoe is just being zoe , its a story about a girl that was
flirting with Langa last night “
She gave me a puzzled look, and laughed while all our
attention shifted to him
Langa : “ Banzi mfethu help me out la “
I looked at him
Him : “ remember Tanya Fergusson from high school “
Me : “ no ways I’m not getting into this topic right now
with Mpu … ( I looked at her and she gave me the eye
that try me ) yep I’m not getting involve thank you
Zoe : “ so its true ? you sick bastards”
Langa: “ point of correction our mother had us when she
was married to dad ,so yes we sick but no bustards “
We all laughed , zoe slapped Lang's arm and Langa
pulled her for kiss , this two got this chemistry that I
really can not describe
Langa : “ should I tell them Zoe or you will “
Zoe : “ ill tell them …. No maybe you should “
Me : “ what’s going ? “
Sindy came back from making a phone call ,
Sindy : well looks like Trey and Menzi have a hang over
and they went clubbing yesterday , I swear to god if he
make one bitch pregnant that side I will cut his balls off
and make spaghetti and meet balls with them “
We all laughed ,she crazy I must admit
Sindy : “ for real bro, im just too tired and stressed , look
at me I’m so lonely and I’m seating with you guys and
you are buys touchy touching I need that , haysuka “
Mpume : “ ncoo sorry friend come and be touchy with
me “
I raised an eyebrow , sindy ,just laughed
Langa : “ as I was saying , since mpume was not at the
wedding we planning on going to Cape town for spring
festival “
Sindy : “wow Langa that so awesome . fuck I’m going too
, with or with ought my fuckboy… thank you,“
Mpume looked at me , and I shrunk my shoulders
Me : “ what do you say “
Her : “ we going! “
Zoe: “ grate stuff “
Langa : “ I need a beer, wena stop drinking because you
the one driving “ he was referring to zoe , he kissed zoe
and he stood up
Me : “ let me join you “
We got beer from the fridge and went outside , and
stood away from the girls who where so loud with
laughter
Langa :” mfethu you look good together , I hope you trite
her with respect ,she a lady out off them all “
Me : “ I know , I really love her bro , she is just different ,
she makes me want to change to be a better man you
know “
He looked at me and smiled , “ that love talking right
there “he tapped me on my shoulder
Him : “ so have you told her about Nicky “
Me : “ what’s there to talk about “
Him : “ aaah you were once married remember that life “
Me : “ come on dud that life does not matter to me right
now beside i got married when I was way too young and
divorce tree years later , don’t talk as if those were the
best years of my life “
Him : “ all I’m saying is that girls like Mpume hate
secretes and surprises , so I think you must tell her
before she founds out from my loud mouth wife “
We looked at zoe who trying to dance or was she dancing
? and just laughed
Me : “ so Tanya is still the shit ? ? “
Him : “ aish mfethu in all levels , she an international
model now “
Me : “ at list we both got a taste of her, “
Him : “ I still can not believe we made a beat to sleep
with her and we did “
Me : “ happy day bro and got away with it !“
Him : “ yap . want to make a bat on when you going to
pop Mpume cherry “
Me : “ fuck NO you crazy bro that is the mother of my
child , you talking about“
Him :” just kidding “
We laughed

~~~unedited , happy friday ~~~

#68

Few months later

Mpume ***

I can not describe how happy I feel , I never though in

million years my life will take such a sudden change , I
introduced Joy to my mother when Joy was just two
weeks old and she accepted her and never let her go ,
she decided to leave with her , can you believe that I only
see my baby only on weekends now, sometimes not
even a full weekend because mom likes showing off with
Joy at church , Lu was so against the fact that mom
wants to leave with Joy, but mom told him to put a ring
on it and he could have full rights to his baby, well I’m
not ready to be no body’s wife right now , I’m just
enjoying my relationship with my boo right now.
I went back to work and still studying part time , I am
very busy women and forever occupied , me and Zoe are
still going strong , you could swear that she leaves
around the corner.
my driver dropped me off my house , he is a teaching me
how to drive and I must say it going to take a lot of
prayer for me to get use to driving alone , Lu suggested
that its high time I learn to drive , because he will not
always be around to drive me around and this place we
leave In was not designed for pedestrians.
So I’m getting there slowly but surely getting the hang of
driving, I opened the house and just sigh another
sleepless night alone, Lu is forever away on business and
that just drive me crazy at times , we still not yet intermit
we still waiting for the right time so we tell each other
but I really desire to be with him , but his really big and
that scares me will he even fit I need to have talk with
zoe , because my body is ready but my mind is playing
tricks on me.
after taking a long hot bath I just put on my robe and
made my way to the kitchen, I wormed yesterday's
leftover food and called my mom while waiting for my
food ,
Me : “hallo mom , ninjani ? “
Mom : “ my baby I’m so tired, and having Joyful in my life
has brought me so much happiness … Oh thank you my
baby , is Dlamini treating you good ? “
I never thought in million years that mom will accept my
boyfriend and my baby considering that she is women of
faith and God fearing, we decided not to tell her about
Joys biological father and Lu was ready to take any
punches that my mom was about to give him, my knight
shining armour, but luckily for him my mom was
hypnotised by Joy and forgot to be angry or mad.
Lu hired a stay home nanny even though my mom saw
this as waste of time and money but well Lu does things
his own way and pursuing mom came very easy to him ,
since they get along. Mom went on and on about how
Joy has grown , the new things she doing now ,I was
really missing out, she went on And on till we said our
goodbyes.
It has always been like this now with our tele
conversation since Joy came to the picture , there is no
more “ Mpumi when you coming home? “ kind off talk , I
swear my baby took all of my mother's attention , I went
through the T.v channels eating my food and lu walked in
, wow I was not expecting him today , her looks tired like
very drained
I smiled at him and ran too hug him and he picked me up
and I wrapped my legs around his waist , I was so excited
Me : “ you told me coming back next week “
Him : “ you sound disappointed “
Me : “ never , I’m so happy you home I missed you so
much “
I started kissing him , yep I really did miss him a lot ,
Him: “ nice view” he bite his lip when my firm breast
decided to appear on my robe , I blushed and hide myself
on his chest , i slowly got off him , because he looked
really tired
He held my hand , and we walked up stairs he threw
himself on the bed
Me : “ can I make you food , run you a bath ? “
Him : “ noo , baby I just want to be with you right now , (
he kissed me so deeply that I moaned in his mouth
Him : “ I missed you so much , “
Me : “ I missed you too “
I got on top of him and ran my hands on his face planting
kisses on him
Him : “ you so beautiful , he brushed my exposed thighs “
We continued to kiss till we could not were both panting
, I placed my head on his chest
Him : “tell me about you day “
he held me close and gave me one of his worm hugs aver
, I was halfway through telling him about my day , when I
felt him snoring softly on my ear , I just smiled to myself ,
I slowly pulled away from his arm and took off his shoes
and covered him with a throw , kissed him and
whispered good night.
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Zoe ***
“ you make this look so easy , so how did you this solve
this equation ? “
I was in the library with Tony studying for our final exams
, well I finally made a friend with guy we in the same
class and his so arrogant like fuck , his very up tight and
reminded me so much of Trey , Langa did not trust him
one bit even when I told his that Tony is Gay but still he
was doubtful because Tony does not act or dress like a
gay dud. We were busy studying and I was not even
aware that it was getting late
Tony : “ we better wrap this up now , before you crazy
husband calls you “
Me : “ aish ya ne “
Him : “ so besides school how are holding up , you seem
very distance this days “
I continued to pack my books away , and gave him a
faint smile , i only knew Tony for couples moths now and
I was not going to pore my heart out for him , yes we
study buddies but , I choose my friend very carefully and
I’m a very secretive person
me : “ nothing much , my life is not that exciting you
know “
him : “ I can not wait for exams to finish so we can go
party “
me : “ speak for yourself “
him : ” you need to leave a little sisi , because once you
become a Dr you will be on call waya… waya “
me : “ ill cross that bridge when I get to it “ I got into my
car and drove off after saying our goodbyes to Tony , the
minute I parked outside ,I received a call from Nicky ok
this was strange I don’t even know when last I spoke to
her I was doubtful in answering the call , after it rang
forever I pressed the answer button
me : hallo “
nicky “ hi Zoe , sorry to call you so late “
me : “ no problem , I just came back from school ,”
silence
me : “ Nicky are you still there ? “
Nicky : “ I’m sorry to bother you , but when last did you
and Banzi talk ? “
I thought of my answer but was clueless if my answer will
seat well with her or what ? and what her reason behind
this question
Me : “ aaah , a month back , but we keep in touch
telephonically almost everyday “
Nicky : “ so you know ... you know that he has a baby “
I swallowed hard ok , again I’m in the middle of Lubanzi
story
Me : “ aaah yes “
Her : “ oooh my God, so he has finally moved on , ” she
dropped the call , after I head her sniffing , Jesus she
crying probably broken about this
I just looked at my scream astonished , I didn’t know if I
should call her back or not , I decided to let it go for now
maybe tomorrow I think of reaching out
Him : “ late study session again “ he said that the minute
I walk in on our bedroom , oow crap not this now , Langa
has been acting out for the past moths , somehow he
fails to understand that the field I’m currently studying
for is so damn hard , I walked to him and packed his lip ,
Me : “ good evening love “
Him :” what so good about this evening “
Me : “ baby not now please “
Him : “I woke up this morning and you were not next to
me and you come back now , you send me one text
telling me you in-between classes and studying and you
will call me later and now you come back home its after
10h00 Zoe “
Me : “ im writing my final exams Langa in few weeks time
, please kindly understand that I’m under so much stress
“
Him : “ ok I’m sorry , it just that I miss you so much , its
like you miles away while you right here in front of me “
I just smiled and made my way to the bathroom I just
wanted to take a shower and slip , after I was done
taking a bath , I put on my Pj , Langa was not in bed , I
decided to get under the covers.
Langa :” baby I made you dinner “
I raised my head from the bed covers , he had a trey on
his hand with a bowl with a glass of apple juice
Me : “ and this ? “
Him : “ I know you when you study you do not eat , so I
prepared dinner for you”
Me : “ ncooo this so nice , “
I seat up straight and looked at the plate is was beef
lasagne , with steamed butternut on the side and green
salad
Me : “ thank you , its smells amazing “
I started eating
Him : “ I’m sorry for being grumpy , I guess I’m not used
to you being too independent , you have grown as a
person and that scares me at times “
Me : “ but baby , i told you that I’m not your trophy wife,
I’m your right hand women I have brains and working
towards my career , so stop treating me like a bimbo “ he
chuckled
Him : “ I know , and I’m lucky to have an intelligent
women by my side “he kissed my lips and I feed him
some of my food
Me : “ Nicky called , and she is so broken about Banzi
moving on ,please talk to him I don’t want to caught up
in your brothers love web aging “
He nodded and continued to kiss my cheek and neck ,
Him “ you smell so good “
Me : “hallo I’m still eating “he blew air in my ear and
giggled
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Banzi ***

I was really drained and I woke up very late this morning ,

the house is so quiet without Joy , i need to pick her up
from her gran to visit us a bit , I miss my baby girl , she
turning 5 months soon and I know she is acting up now ,I
walked to the kitchen and found my love slaving on the
kitchen , I guess that’s one of the reason I love mpume
she has that wife material kind of style , she so obedient
it's so crazy, she may be feisty , but I like how she goes all
out to respect me and take care of me , I have never
meet a girl who is so down to earth like her , material
things don’t mean a jack to her ,
Me : “ something smells nice “
She walked to me and kissed me
Her : “morning sthandwa sami “ she was looking at me ,
damn she short , but i like it when she shows the junk on
her ass , she was wearing a white vest with denim short ,
damn she looks good for person who gave birth few
weeks back .
Me : “ ain't you supposed to be at work by now ? “
Her : “ you trying to get reed of me ? “
I just smiled “ never “
She rushed back to the oven and took out some muffins
wow she went all out ,
Her : “ can I make you tea or Juice ? “
Me : “ juice please “
My phone started buzzing and it was Langa , I picked it
up
Me : “ sho … “
Langa : “ if you in front of Mpume right now step outside
now! “
Ok someone is in a bad mood
Me : “ok kwl “ I walked to the leaving room “ you can talk
now , what's up ?? “
him : “ Nicky is up “
Me : “ what “
Him : “ mom told her that you leaving with your
girlfriend and you have a newborn in Durban , so before
shit hit the fan tell Mpume about her , I’m not going to
allow my wife to be caught up on your love triangle again
. if you not going to tell her trust me I will , I'm giving you
a day , because you X-wife is really broken and she needs
my wife shoulder to cry on so fuckin tell me how must
she handle this “
I scratched my head fuck this is complicated
langa : “ look I like Nicky very much , but sine dad
birthday is coming up she has to go … because she does
not handle rejection easy “
Mpume walked in holding her phone
Mpume : “ Lubanzi , are you tell me its not true ? “
I popped my eyes at her and dropped the call with Langa
who was practically screaming at me
Me : “ what ? “
Mpume : “ a women just called me now and called me
all sort of names told me she is your wife, is this true ? “
I sank down this was not how I pictured mpume finding
out , I was caught up with work that I forgot to tell her
about Nicky oww fuck
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Portia ****

Nkonzo “ are you ok baby “

I just continued to cry as he held me close ,
Me : “ I’m sorry I did not know where to go “
He pulled inside and I just cried , on his shoulder
Him : “ fancy face , what’s wrong baby talk to me “
Me : “ my mom .. she she … I’m sorry I don’t know where
to start “
He stood up and got me water for me ,
Him : “ drink this it will calmed you down “ as advised I
drank the water and looked at him , he was on his formal
clothes ,
Me : “you going to work? Please go before you become
late, I will be ok ” I sniffed
Him : “ no I can not leave you like this , “ he seat on the
coffee table and held my trembling hands
Him : “ talk to me please “
Me : “ my mom is cheating on my father “
He did not say anything but allowed me to continue
Me : “ it has been happening like forever , and my father
is not my biologicals father”
Him : “ what !!! how did you find out ? “
Me : “ they were fighting with my Dad about my mother
endless night shift and her smelling a mans cologne , my
father was so mad , the truth came out without warning
on my moms mouth , I did not want to her anymore so I
ran away”
I was wailing now like really, uncontrollable , nkonzo just
hugged me and I screamed on his shoulder .

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#68…. Continue

Few months later

Gugu ***

I was pacing up and down , I can not believe this .what

just happened , this is not how I pictured my life to
unfold too , yes I may love Bongani but I can not be
unemployed and be his baby mama and also taking care
of his kids , its ok when they come and visit during school
holiday and now this women ( his x) is telling us that he
got a new man and the kids are not in the picture on her
future with her man , what kind of mother is she just
dropping kids like that.
Bongani : “ Gugu , please seat down uyangahlanyisa now
“
Me : “ your X- girlfriend is driving me crazy “
Bongani : “ I can not force her to take back the boys ,
there are my kids after all , please help me deal with this
I need you right now “
He pulled me close to him, and brushed my little bump , I
was bailey showing on this pregnancy and Bongani was
over the moon that I was carrying a baby girl ,
Him : “ I love you Ntwana , and I know you did not plan
for your life to be like this but I need you to step up and
try and be a mother to my kids “
I looked down , I guess when you love someone you love
them with there baggage , at list his boys were grown up
Smanga was 5 and sfundo was 3 , only my twins were still
young Sandile and sanele( 8 months) … his x did this to
spite me , since I was able to win Bongan’s heart and she
was bitter about it so by dumping the kids on my lap she
thinks I will pack up and leave she got another thing
coming ,…
Me : “ firstly we need to find a daycare for the boys, I will
take care of them”
He smiled at me
Me : “ I’m only doing this because you my baby daddy
and I love you and I want to show that Bitch that she will
never win with this stunt she is pulling “
Him : “ my heart is your G.U you know don’t have to
worry about another women coming in between us “
I frowned a bit , he looked away , I smiled to myself I
have him where I want him now
Me : “ konje ? how much are you paying for Njabulo
maintenance ? “ that his 3rd born who was only 2 years,
He looked at me with questionable gaze
Him : “ about R3500”
ME: “ that too much , I need that child to stay with us too
, so go talk to your baby mama about this , so that we
can fix our finances “
Him : “ are you sure , its not the hormones playing tricks
on you now “
He looked at me like hallo what just happened
I stood up,
Me : “im looking out for our best interest la besides I’m
too beautiful to be a stay home mom with no life , so if
you want to keep me around you better work towards in
making me happy with the kids“
I went to lock the door took off my dress and got on top
of him
Me : “ so right now I need you to fuck me like there is no
tomorrow and go make money for your family“
He swallowed hard , and grabbed my fat ass , my life
might not have turned out the way I wanted it to go , but
as Sindy advised that a way to a man’s heart is through
good sex and that will shift his priority to your direction ,
so I may not be educated like the girls in my circle, but at
list let me climb this ladder of being taxi queen.
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Cici ***

“ why you doing this by the way “

I signed and continued to wash the dishes, I did not even
look at him as I was busy doing my job
Him : “ look I’m your boss , and I need to know why you
decided to move from the front desk and work in the
kitchen as general worker busy scrub dishes “
Me : “ look i just needed a change in my life , so this job
was ideal for me so stop stressing and asking me about
this ok “
He shook his head and walked away , Nkosi was the head
chef in the hotel he still does not get why I’m here , I just
became an ordinary girl over night, life can really humble
you when you know you have a lot to lose , so I was no
longer glamorous , I cut my hair shot and was always in
jeans and vest and all star, Zweli will often drive me to
work and pick me up , failing so I will just take a taxi , my
relationship with him is stable and I have a filling that
trust has gone outside the window , I’m struggling to win
him over , but it does help to try , I started spending time
with Zanele who looks like his father in every way , I
wanted to reach out for my sister and find out how she
doing , but my past is not present and I’m scared of the
skeleton that might surface , Zweli always tells me that ,
he can not believe that he fell in love with prostitute ,
that how he describe my actions in milking man for
money by giving them sex.
I’m now working and 8 hrs shift which gives me an
abundance free time on my hands that I don’t know what
to do with this simple life I have tuned too leave , it was
finally my tea break and I went to seat on the basement
and called Zweli
Me : “hay “
Him : “ hi “
Silence ,its been like this for the past months now ,we
hardly talk at all ,
Me : “ how is your morning ?”
Him : “ I’m getting dress and making my way to the bank
, I need to make a deposit“
Me : “ all the best “
Him : “ you sound down what’s wrong ? “
Me : “ it's nothing I’m just , thinking about you I really
miss you “
Him : “ look baby I have to go , will talk about this when I
come and pick you up “
He dropped the call I just looked at the screen,
Me : “ I love you “ I said and just sigh and looked into
space
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Langa ***
“ not today baby , I need to submit this assignment and I
also have few questions that I need to ask my lecture
before he attend to his morning class.“
She kissed my cheek and took an apple and walked out
infect ran out , I took my gym bag and went to the gym, I
thought today we can have work out session with Zoe,
but she too busy this day, upon arriving at the gym I went
straight to the treadmill and started jogging , I had my
head set on and was listening to deep house music , I
was really trying hard to be understanding this situation
with Zoe and studying , I’m madly in love with her and it
somehow comes as an obsession , right now I’m
financially stable , well I’m in the list of the most
successful young black man in south Africa , I can provide
for Zoe ,give her the life she needs but she just to
ambitious and goal driven which makes her act like my
equal , I was getting a bit frustrated, someone tapped
me on my shoulder , and I almost tripped, I clicked my
tongue in process I stopped and looked at her ,she held
her mouth
Her : “ im so sorry “
I continued to look at her , she smiled
Voice :” hi , wow small world right“
Yoo she is so tiny like super skinny when I’m looking at
her now with my sober eyes
I faked a smile
Me : “ hi Tanya “
She smiled
Her : “ I didn’t know you gym here ? “
Me : “ Tanya we meet once clearly you would not know
much about me “
Her : “ ouch “
I looked at her , she looked a bit hurt
Me : “look , I have to go , it was good seeing you “
Her : “ don’t leave on my account please “
Me :” don’t flatter yourself ,I have meeting in an hours
time so I have to bounce “
Her : “ ooh “
I did not wait for her to say goodbye but made my out ,
last thing I need is to be all friendly with an x , yes last
time I saw her I was drunk and we did the chit chat,
today I can't even stand the sight of her, she ran up to
me and handed me her card , I looked at her and she
slide the car on my pocket ,
Her : call me , we really need to catch up “I just looked at
her and started walking I answered my phone that was
vibrating on my hand it was mom ,
Mom : we need to talk baby“
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Lubanzi ***

I was helping her with clearing up the table ,

Me : “ breakfast was divine thank you baby “
Her : mmmmh “
There was so much tension in the room I swear to god
we can even hear a needle drop… she took the dirty
plates and place them on the sink , she turned and
started wiping the kitchen counter ,she never raised her
head to look at me , she was mad really mad , even her
freckles were popping out now , I looked at her trying to
find words to tell her about Nicky , but what the hack its
now or never, I held her hand and she looked at me ,
Me : “ we need to talk”
She sigh , and placed the cloth aside I jumped and seat
on the bar stool while I pulled her to stand in-between
my legs
Me : “ when I said I don’t have a wife I meant it “
She looked at me,
Me : “ but truth is I was once married” , she popped her
eyes in disbelief
Me : “ and my divorce was finalised last year “
Her : “ ooh and you forgot to tell me about this , damned
Lu I told you everything about my past , about Joy father
everything and you failed to tell me this one big thing “
Me : “ look I was going to tell you , today…. And you right
its my my past and it does not mean anything to me “
Her : “ if it don't mean shit you would have told me “
Ok she swearing now , she was clearly losing it
Me : “ baby I don’t want to relive what happened , I got
married at very young age for the wrong reasons I
thought it was love then and it ended before it happened
“
Her : “ how long were you married ? “
Me : “ three years “
Her : “ bull shit,” she walked away from me
Me : “ I’m still talking too you ! why you walking away “
Her : “ if she did not call me you would have not raised it
up so … “
Me : “ baby “
Her : “ the things she called me GOOD LORD I can not
believe you married such a loose can , she was busy
swearing me, Am I bloody homewrecker “ she was
pointing at herself and doing all this dramatic
movements I was just dizzy just by looking at her
Me : baby when I meet you I was already a single man so
that can not be right, I’m really sorry she called you
names I promise I will talk to her “
Her : “ so you want to talk to her now ? ? “
She startled me she was shouting
Me : “ what was i suppose to say ,”I love you Mpume but
guess what I was once married “ when you were in pain
giving birth Joy “
Her : “ AHHHHHHHHHHH! COME ON ,we have known
each OTHER for almost a year NOW , and you keep this
from me ! you know how I feel about secretes “
Me : “ I’m sorry ok ,I really am “
She looked at me and seat down on the couch, she was
exhorted with all that dramatic act she pulled out, i
would have been if I was in her shoes also “ what else
you hiding from me , kids maybe ? ? “ she said rolling her
eyes
I just bust out and laughed and she joined in
Me : “ i'll tell you everything you want to know , so long
as you calm down “
She looked down and played with her hands
Me : “ I’m so sorry baby , I hate it when we fight “
Her : “ I hate it when you keep things from me , so what
this story between you and this rude women”
She tapped the sofa directing me to seat down next to
her , I like it when she does that , so I set down next to
her and placed my head on her lap , facing up to her
Me : “ so where do I start “
I looked at her and she smiled while her tiny hands
brushed my face , being next to her fills like home infect I
am home with her ,
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#69

Zoe ****

“ may I please have strawberry smoothie “ I was in

canteen buying myself something to drink , I paid , took
my drink and when I tuned I bumped into someone , I
looked up and he was glaring at me , he was very
muscular with broad shoulder , short brunette hair with
touch of blond, piercing green eyes and square jawline ,
he looked very daunting
Me : “ I’m so sorry , I hope I did not stain your shirt “
He smiled, and there was something familiar about him I
did not understand what was it , his face became very
soft when he smiles
Him : “ not at all “
Me : “ I’m really sorry “ I was about to pass when he
looked at my books
Him “ medical school? I’m impressed, 1st year are the
hardest , how you holding up ? “
Me : “ I’m getting there thank for asking ,” I smiled and
walked away. I did not have any classes for the day , so
my aim was to go home and just relax , while I was
walking towards the packing i heard someone breathing
heavily next to me so I looked up
Him : “ hi ! “ he was carrying a gym bag , I just nodded
and looked at his bag
Him : “ I’m new here , just got a Rugby scholarship “
He looked at me as if I asked him all those questions
Me : “ it explains the big shoulders “
Him : “ I’m glad you notice “
I just laughed he was so full of himself reminded me of
someone , but who ?
Him :“I’m sorry to disturbing your peace ? “
I opened my car , like really didn’t you notice that I’m in
no mood for chit chat .
Him : “ I like you car , you not even a Dr yet but already
you rolling on a Jeep“
I was driving Langa car which was practically mine now
since he bought himself an Audi A8 , which was not
necessary because I still had my vw polo , but Langa just
has this thing about his image that crowd his judgement.
Me : “ if that was a compliment , thank you” I rolled m
eyes
I placed my backpack and my books on the passenger
seat ,
Him :” so if you have time can you show me around the
campus and around Gauteng “
Me : “ I will have to get back to you regarding that “
He smiled
Him : “ im very persistent Ms …. “ he look at me to
inform him my name
Me : “ Zoe “ I got in the drivers seat and closed the door
Him : “ I’m Brian , nice to meet you “
I started my car , and nodded
Him : “ see you around “
I just looked at him and drove away
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Lubanzi ***

I was driving back from Mpume house , I went to fetch

my baby girl and she looked so grown up , she still the
most beautiful baby in the world , I wanted to take her
mom on some picnics at a Beach you now family
moment just the three off us, so I stop by fruit lovers
market just to buy few things , I placed my bouncy baby
on her canguru baby bag , I strapped her on my chest ,
and she had a pacifier on and look so adorable. Man
must do this often this a best way to score yourself a
date with chic’s , every women in this place was drooling
at me , some will come and look at my baby and play
with her and look at my hands if I’m married on not , I
just felt like there were undressing me with there eyes
and I have never had girl throw themselves at me like
they doing right now, this was really sick, I received a few
kissed from elderly ladies , I can not wait to get out of
that place , so I bought my stuff and bounced.
Me : “ baby those women ware on heat today , did you
see how the were following us around ? “
Joy just looked at me and continued to suck her pacifier
Me : “ lets not tell mummy about this ok , I kissed her
forehead and placed her on her baby seat , strep her and
played with her a bit , we drove off but I remember that
I need to cut some loose end before I get to the house I
dialled Nicky number and she answered after the first
ring
Her : “ hallo Banzi “
Mew : “I’m going to say this once! if you ever call my
girlfriend again I will gladly erase your non existence life “
Her : “ kodwa Banzi how could you do this to us , i know I
have done you wrong but you moved on and started a
family with someone else, what about us? “
She was crying
Me : “what we had is gone Nikiwe , there is no us , there
will never be, so please stop this nonsenses , i swear to
God if I hear that you called, SMS or even come any way
near my family I will kill you with my own bear hands“
Joy started crying and I noticed that her Pacifier was not
on her mouth so I pulled over by the side of the road ,
switched my phone off and attended to my baby.
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Langa ***

I had to rush back home to pack , one of the senior

managers have asked me to attend an international
meeting , so I had to leave the country for few days ,
maybe this was best thing to do since Zoe is busy with
exams, it came in right on time , I can finally get my head
away from this madness I’m feeling right now , I got
inside the house and found Zoe slouching on the sofa
watching t.v , that was unexpected.
I seat next to her and kissed her cheek , she looked at me
while I loosen my tie ,
Her : “ I’m not Joy ,you know , so stop kissing me like her
“
I just shook my head , ok someone is in good mood, she
got on top of me , and took ok my tie , she looked very
different like beautiful different with this huge pam on
her hair , she never got a chance to do her hair or was
too lazy I don’t know, so she rocking these huge curls and
it suited her ,
Me : “ you home early “
Her : “ I know , you home early too “
She started kissing me she was only wearing one of my t-
shirt on and smell of berries her shower jell , was so
intoxicating
Her : “I’m sorry for being too busy and occupied to
attend to you ....to us infect”
She whispered in my ear and kissed my neck , ok all
negative though I had about her not having time or day
for me went outside the window ,she unbuttoned my
shirt , and ran her hands on my chest , her lips were so
soft , I was really sexually frustrated and I kissed her with
so much hunger , imagine living with a full course meal
every day but not even getting any starters, I flipped her
over and got on top of her the couch was big enough for
us to do our business, it felt so good to be inside her and
her moans were so loud ow fuck I can not hold myself
any more, she held me with her thighs and looked at me
Her : “ you better not come Dlamini “
Me : “ but baby it's been too long it's been over month,
let me enjoy you please”
I did not wait for her respond but kissed her and placed
legs on shoulder , we climaxed and I fell on top of her , I
don’t know how we got on the floor but we were just
laying down on the carpet ,trying to catch our breath, she
moved her hair fro her face , I kissed her forehead ,
Me : “ I missed you so much “
I rolled over and she placed head on my chest “ I miss
you too “ she said , drawing circles on my ebbs
Her : “ so I made booking for our trip to cape town “
me:” when are we going? “
her : “ after I finish writing my exams so mid November ,
and once we done will go to your parents house for your
father birthday “
I cleared my through , “ how long are we gong to be in
cape town , “ I asked her
Her : “ you said two weeks right ? “
Me : “ aa..h babe”
She lifted her head and looked at me
Me : “ about that baby , aaah … I’m going away for few
days and on October I will be I Dubai so I don’t know if
maybe I will make it …. “
I did not finish my statement , she took my T-shirt and
wore it and stood up , she took a band and tired her hair
and walked away from me … aish back to square one she
is pissed.
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Sindy ***
I had an unexpected visit from my father, well he looked
very drained , which was strange , I offered him
something to drink and he seat me down
Him : im sorry to come unannounced , “
Me : “ its ok , I did not have any classes to attend to
today , I was going to visit mom and check up on Jabu
later “
Him : “ how is Jabu I miss her so much , but your Aunt
don’t want me near her at all “
Me : “ she is good she just acting up now , you know
since she is coming into age, so I just want to have girl
talk with her “
Him : “ thank you , for being there for her and you mom ,
you really are the head of the family “
Me :”kwenzenjani baba , you look a bit off , are you ok ?
“
Him : “I have destroyed so many life’s with my actions
baby I don’t know how to fix it , I’m in love with a women
who so afraid to leave her husband and be with me , she
refuses to make me see your sister , she broke things up
with me when I finally thought that she can finally signed
divorce papers , I feel so used and so hurt , I wish I can
turn back the hands of time and be a good husband to
your mother , she really was a victim in all off this mass I
created“
It was my first time seeing my father so broken , I just
hugged her, our relationship have change the past year
we became very close , he became a new man , I thought
it was the divorce between him and my mom , but
maybe it was just him being in love with this women , I
clearly do not care about this women that broke him he
most probably deserve it since he broke my mother heart
also so comer is a bitch , but I really want to meet my
half sister . this is just one twisted drama.
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Mpume ***
Lu surprised me with a picnic at the beach , it was just
the tree of us , the outing was so beautiful and we spend
our day just catching up and laughing and joking about
everything , he is really an amazing man , and I’m so
grateful to have him in my life , it was getting late and
the see braze was coursing havoc , so we had to return
back home , Joy did not want to let go of her father he
was clinging on him like crazy can you believe that every
time when I tried to hold her she will scream
Lu: “she is too tired luv let me put her to bed “ he said
that the minute we got inside the house , he kissed my
cheek and went to put Joy down to take a nap.
I went to kitchen and boiled water to make Joys formula ,
I looked at my phone there was a miss call from Zoe I
dialled her number
Me : “babe how are you doing ? “
Her : “ I wish I can tell you I’m all good but naaaa!!! , how
you doing ? “
Me : “ Lu decided to get Joy to visit since he is around
and my baby does not want me, every time i try to hold
her she creams “
Her : “ lol , you did not bond with her that much that’s
why , you only breast feed her for few weeks , so she
became attached to her dad “
Me : “ don’t blame this on my breast “
We laughed
Me : “ enough about me , so tell me , has Nicky finally
gave you a break with those annoying calls? “
Her : “ she probably hates me , but I really do not care I
just hope she can move on and stop with this
provocations“
Me : “ maybe Lu should talk to her, he knows how to deal
with her I just don’t want to get in between of there
messy break up “
Her : “ I’m just pissed that she still lives in his parents
house for goodness sake there divorced why does he
keep her around “
Me : “ she was broken , maybe she still is after the break
up , and she has no background or family to go back too
have a heart Zoe“
Her : “ you too soft luv, but I guess that what makes you
different from us “
Me : “I’m neutral in this situation and not taking sides
but I hope and pray that she moves on you know“
Her : “ if she put her skill in good use she would not be
depending on the Dlamini's , I mean she is young and can
go back to school , get a bloody job and move out!,”
Me : “ I know friend , but look don’t bother yourself
about this , I will talk to Lu maybe find out from him
what’s the way forward , I hate drama and you know I’m
so insecure when I feel threatened “
Her : “ she has nothing on you”
I smiled
Me : “ so what’s up with you “
Her : “ Langa is going away on some business trip ,”
Me : “ story of my life , I’m always alone in this house “
Her : “ how do you do it ? “
Me : “ well… before I live with Lu I knew that he travels a
lot , so I did not expect it to change just because we stay
together , I just adjusted too it “
Her : “ Im too clingy and as much as school is hectic , I
hate being alone“
Her : “ come on girl , talk to Langa about this and find
common ground that man loves you and worship the
ground you walk on , you just too crazy to notice that,
and sometimes your actions push him away ,”
Her : “ I’m not at fault !“
Me : “ see what I mean “ I laughed “ look sisi I need to go
Lu is calling me “
Me : love you rosy cheeks “
Her : “ love you freckle cheeks “
I hanged up and went to the nursery
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Zweli ***

I went to visit my Aunt today , and I just needed a

woman’s perspective on what I was going trough. I
may be the last person she wants to see this days
but I really need a mother figure in my life right now
to give me guidance
Im battling to understand if I’m in love with Cici or
I’m just afraid of being rejected, I mean how can she
cheat on me and then tell me it was not love , who
does that , is it even normal , most girl get
emotionally attached to there lovers it never about
sex to them ,so she may tell me she has changed
and willing to work things out in our relationship ,
but I’m struggling to trust her , and that is just
breaking my heart to see her so sad and depressed I
miss my bubbly care free girlfriend .
Keven’s car was packed outside , this man practically
lives in this house now , but I can not back out from
this now , so I packed my car and made my way to
the house , I knocked and let myself in , Keven was
busy helping my Aunt with cooking in the kitchen or
was he just looking at her ,
Me : “ good evening “
Keven : hay long time no see how you doing ? “
My aunt just looked and me and continued with
what she was doing , Keven looked at us and
excused himself while I just looked down , if felt like
a lifetime of silence and I did not know what to say ,
as much as I have memorised my apology to her I
just went blank.
Her : so you becoming your father in every way now
“
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Silence
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Her : “ you think that makes you a man? “
.
Silence
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Her :” you know how that affected Zoe , she was on
an emotional break down if Langa was not there
fore her , she would have not survived this “
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Silent
.
Her : “ YOU A WOMAN BEATER NOW !! are you
proud of what you did , did you find inner peace or
closure after smacking the poor girl around “
I flinched , she shouted at me
Her : “ I’m talking to myself now?? “
Me : “ she was in fault aunt ,
She came to my side and slapped me so hard
Her : “ I don’t give a damn if she slept with a
president or the members of the parliament , you
don’t have no right in placing hand on a women
Me : “ I don’t know what came over me , I’m realy
sorry “
Her : “ you don’t owe me any apologies Mr , you ow
that women you beat up and the your sister who has
lost whatever respect she ever had for you “
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Silence
.
Her : “ violence does not solve problem , but it
makes it worse , like wildfire”
Me : “ I came to talk to you about my actions , I
really need your help , please hear me out , I know I
was wrong I shouldn’t have raised my hand at her,
but she lied to me , she made me fall in love with her
and she betrayed my trust “
She placed her hand on her waist
Her : “ is she the only women on earth ? you can be
acting like a parent to her , you suppose to have
made a decision if you want to work thing out with
her and solve the problem of betrayal or move on ,
but you can not force a person to love you by
beating her up and not giving her a chance to grasp
what she wants in life maybe it's not you , and now
she too terrified to even leave you, “
I set down on one of the kitchen stools and looked
down
Me :” looks like all the women in my life leave me
, fist it was my mother and you left… Zoe …. Portia ,
and now Cici , I’m not my father son I refuse to be
like him , I just have this anger that I can not control
“
She sigh
Her :” you make choices that push everyone
away…you act without thinking …..
She seat down opposite me
Her : listen hear baby , your mother left your father
because Sandile could not love her, she was strong
and very hard headed in all the years i have known
Sandile she respected your mom like crazy never laid
a hand on her , worship the ground she walk in but
he was a coward to commit to her , she was still
young and had a life to leave so she did the
expectable and left your father with you. “
She shook her head and smile while she was
reminiscing about my mom
Her : you Father only realised that he loved your
mother when she left him . you know what they say
you never know what you have until its gone right .
I just nodded ,

Her : so stop comparing yourself to Sandile yes you

share the same blood , but you not him and stop
justifying your wrong action saying that you are your
father son , because you are your own person “
She patted my back
Her : Sandile is fighting his diamonds on how our
parents died , he never healed or grieved , he is still
angry at the world and lost the best thing he ever
had ...your mother in the process , so his life is still a
roller coaster he just need to find his inner peace “
I just nodded I didn’t know that , she came close to
me and hugged me
Her : “ you need to figure out what are your demons
why you have this rage and anger “
Me : do you think it has something to do with me
having OCD ?
Me : “ no baby , but I think it has to do with you
bottling thing inside you “
I just looked away
Her : “ so tell me about Cici how is she ? “
She looked at me and smiled,
Me : she not good , I think she scared of leaving a
normal life with me , she is battling with her past and
she never thought after what she did I will still be
with her , she is just … I don’t know lost “
My aunt continued with her cooking
Her : “ why you with her vele?, angithi she hurt you “
Me : “I love her , she gave me the most wonderful
gift ever , she the mother of my child , I can not up
and leave when our relationship get bumpy “
She smiled and nodded
Her : she is a good girl , I just think you need to be
patient with her , give her time to find herself , just
be there for her “
Me : “Im planning on doing that , I just hope she
does not shut me out “
Talking to my Aunt really help me , even though my
cheek is still burning from that slap she gave me, I
was able to see the light at the end of the Tunnel ,
we had supper and Keven was forever noisy as hell
he asked me about school I told him that I’m
copping and I’m just glad that next year is my final
year
Him : “ and this taxi business how is it going ? “
Me : “ good I must admit , and very profitable
Bongani is hands on I just do book keeping and
check our income and expenditure , but is growing
we have about 5 taxis now “
Aunt : “ but its such dangerous business , who forced
you to this ?“
Me and keven laughed , my aunt is such a drama
queen
Me : “ life is about taking risk we can not live in fear ,
as long as I know that I will benefit from it why not
take a risk and see how it goes “
Keven : “ spoken like real business man now ,I’m
impressed , when you ready to expend , you and
Bongani must come and see me I have people that
can help you grow “
I nodded “ I will keep that in mind , thank you “ I
said to him , I felt very light after supper I did the
dishes and i said my good bye since the love birds
were arguing about who must slerp over and who
must visit who. I drove back home and I found Cici
on our bedroom she was looking at herself in the
mirror
Me : “hay “
She did not turn , she just greeted me back and told
me that my food is on the microwave , she has lost
so much weight and she looked very depressed
infect sad , which made me question if I’m the
reason behind this … she got under the covers and
faced the other side , I went by her side and kneeled
besides her , her eyes were red she has been crying
that what she does these day, cry her self to sleep
and act all argy towards me am I really a monster
Me : “ hay , what’s wrong baby“ she did not say
anything but just started weeping, I didn’t say
anything but allowed her to cry on my shoulder , I
seat on the bed and rocked her till she fell asleep on
my arms, and I was also so emotional , I need to do
right by her
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Langa ***
I was suppose to leave yesterday but Zoe started
acting up, so I postponed my trip to later on today , I
can not handle it when she is cry baby , she has been
sulking whole day even went to bed without eating
or talking to me, it was the middle of the night and I
noticed that she was not by my side , I found he
seating on couch eating ice cream it was about 03:15
in the morning.
Me : “hay , what you doing up “
She did not say anything, I seat next to her and
pulled the throw over to cover me also
Me : “ mapha? “ I gave her puppy look
She shook her head and scooped a spoon full of ice
cream and feed me , I just get so weak when she
feeds me
Me : “ wana talk about it “
Her : are you going to cancel your trip if I do ? “
I sighed and was about to say something and she
shaved another spoon on my mouth, fuck this thing
is could
ME : “ I’m sorry baby , I really have too go , I told you
that higher position comes with bigger
responsibility , I can not slack now , you know that
the company is an international business , please
baby try an understand “
She did not say anything
Me : “ I’m only going to be gone 2 day max there is
meeting today , and some few conferences that I
need to attend to tomorrow , by Saturday I will be
back “
She turned around, and looked at me with her puffy
eye
Her : “ what time you leaving today ? “
Me : “ at 13h00”
She looked down and her facial expression change
she was really sad , I lifted her head
Me : “ I still have the morning to spend with you “
Her : “I’m just not used to being alone , as much as
we have a busy schedule in our lives we always share
the same bed at night , and now you going to
business tripe , how am I going to adjust to that , call
me selfish cos I don’t get it“
I kissed her forehead and hugged her
Me : “ its not ideal situation , but baby this is my
career too and you know how ambitious I am ,”
Her : “ you are power hungry baby and that scares
me “
Me : “naaa love I’m just goal driven…. Futhi can we
stop talking about work , lets talk about us please “
i brushed her face ,
Me : “ baby you know that I love you more then life
it self and I swear to god that I want to be with you
for the rest of my life build a family with you and
have dozen of baby’s running around “
She looked at me and smiled
Me : “ I know you not ready for that and I respect
that “
She raised her eyes at me , I laughed “ ok .. ok I’m
trying to understand it but I will not stop to support
you to archive your goals , my moneys is your
money , this legacy I’m building its for you and my
unborn kids , you my everything Mamsomi “
Her : “ill rather be poor with you that be rich and
leave apart from you “
Me :” we not going to be apart , ill call everyday and
skype , besides this will give you space to study for
your final exams “
Her : “ I understand “
Me : “ Phela you my women and last thing I want to
do is distract you I need you to focus because I cant
wait to make love to a Dr “She blushed” I love
having this pillow talk with her she just becomes a
girl I fell in love with shy tendency’s and very
emotional, I wanted to take her back on the memory
lane so she will remember where we came from and
where we are at and where we going
Me : “ remember our 1st kiss ? “
Her : “ stop it Langa“
Me : “ you were so scared to kiss me , I could see
your heart pumping from your sport bra “ she
giggled
Her : I can not believe you were my first in
everything, my first boyfriend ,the first guy I kiss and
made love too “
Me : “mmmm but you kissed like an expect “
Her : “ what can I say I had a good teacher “
We continued to talk and laughed and making out”
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Lubanzi ***
My phone vibrated and I looked at the time it was
almost dawn , Mpume is heavy slipper so even if the
house will burn down now only the flames burning
her flash will wake her up, I took my phone and went
out
Me : “ mom , why you calling me so early is
everything ok ? “
Her : “ no baby , Nicky has not left her room the
whole of yesterday , she has not been eating I’m so
worried “
Me :” it does not consent me ,”
Her: “ hayi-wena , I did not teach you too be this
heartless , you going to came back home and sort
this out like adult uyezwa!!! “
Me : “ ma with all due respect I don’t love that
women anymore and we divorced “
Her : “ by tradition she still your wife , we welcomed
her and introduced her to our ancestors “ ;
I was getting very angry now this topic was making
my blood boil
Me : “ I can not have this talk with you right now “
Her : “ look here mfana wami , I’m glad you found
the love of your life and had a baby with her , but
tradition still remain the same , you have a wife and
if you thinking of marrying Mpume she will be your
second wife uyezwa , uNikiwe has done a lot for this
family and help me around the house , so lomfazi
wakho wasedolobheni okuhlanyisayo (, othi xosha
lengane yabantu , angangidini “(so this suburban
wife of yours is influencing you to leave Nikiwe and
kick her out , don’t make me angry boy )
Me : “ what ! live mpume out of this mom “
I told my dad that it will be good if Nicky moved out,
because on his birthday I will come with Mpume and
Joy , so for the sake of peace she need to move out
of the house and find her own place , fuck I will even
pay for it , but now mom is treating this situation as
if I’m kicking out one of her kids , fuck now what
Me : “ mom ill talk to you nge weekend we need to
have seat down regarding this matter “
Her : “ you better make sure that you do, before I
come there and speak to you girlfriend , you have
not even introduced the baby to us but now you
planning on destroying and breaking up the family .
Hay wena lubanzi ungangidini yezwa “
She dropped the call and I just sank down , how do I
get myself out of this mass aish … fuck you Nicky
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Trey ***
I was walking like a zombie this days , my head was
not stable , I capped recalling what my grandmother
said to me ,” they know you are alive , and the only
way to get to you is by giving you something that
you love and you want to destroy you , be very
carefully”
I did not know what she meant by this, I could not
talk to Menzi about this because he was clueless
about my royalty drama , and besides I was really
proud of him that he is finding his footing and
starting to enjoy what his doing ,
I went to his room and found him on his desk typing
some notes on his laptop
Me : “ ntwana!, wana go out ? “
Him : “ not today bro , I’m trying to finish this article
“
He so glued up in this African politics newsletter ,
most student in the university come from Africa and
this newsletter gives them some information of
what’s happening back home , Menzi is a good
writer and his work is recognised , he has the skills to
make you read and feel all sort of emotions on his
work , no wonder he wanted to be a reporter
Him : “why don’t you go with Austin “
Me : “ he went out to do this car raising shit of his “
We bust out and laughed
Me : “ any news from Sindy “
Him : “ she still down about finding out about her
half sister , man I thought its us kids that are allowed
to cheat and make mistakes but his father just came
back with a whole lot of skeletons “
Me : “ how is she taking it “
Him : “ not good bro, i'm just afraid that she will you
know …”
He kept quite, I just nodded , Sindy does not deal
with pain very well and I hope that she will not cheat
on Menzi just to divert from what going on in her
own personal life
Me : “ you still calling her and texting her constantly?
Right ? “
Him : “ yes , mfethu I do “
Me : “ ill talk to Zoe , she knows how to knock sense
in her , but don’t stress , about it ok , she loves you ,
just be there for her ok “
Him : “ thank bro , look my readers are waiting can
you get the fuck out I need to work “
Me : “ its not as if you getting paid for it so fuck off “
I just continued to lay on his bed , If I go out I'll most
probably end up coming back with sum chick and
fucking their brains off ,I cunt believe Becky broke up
with me with no explanation or what’s so ever. Talk
about feeling like shit.
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Gugu ***
“ If you sister continues to call me names Bongani
I’m taking my kids and leaving you “
Bongani : “ baby I told you ignore her “
I was on call with bongani
Me : “ ignore her how? “
Him : “ go to our room “
Me : “ and what hide there forever? “
Him : “ I didn’t mean it that way all im saying is that ,
she going to be leaving later on, so just avoid her
think about the stress you causing to my baby right
now“
Me : “ I can not believe you fuck your sisters best
friend and now they ganging up on me and you
telling me to take a chill pill?“
Him : “ it was long time ago , and yes I regret it but I
don’t regret my kids that I have with her “
,me : “ I’m going out get the kids from the daycare, I
can not stand your bullshit”
Him : “ fuck women I’m working la, and I swear to my
unborn child if you leave that house…. “
Me : “ I don’t give a dahm , because you are such a
pussy you can not even stand up to that granny you
call a baby mama “
Him : “ uthini Gugu , ? ? what am i? yangadakelwa
wena yezwa , if you leave that house I will show you
who is the real pussy “
Me : “ fuck you ! “
He was busy shouting and swearing I just dropped
the call , I went to take a shower I was already
sweating from all the shouting that I was doing , well
Bongani sisters is such a pain in my life there plan
did not work since they decided to drop the kids on
my lap so now they want to come and bully me ,
ohh hell no I’m the queen of bullying I know how to
play this game better then they do , and right now
this bitches will know who I am. after taking a
shower I wore a very short denim dress and walked
out. Bonga sister and his x were seating by the door
steps and they said something which I did not pay
no attention to , so I was about to walk out the gate ,
when Bongani car packed , he got out coming to my
direction fuming as hell , he look at my dress and
frowned
Him : “ uyaphi ? “
Me : “ out “ I attempted to pass him , but he held my
hand
Bongani sister ( mimi) – : “ I told you Bongs that she
is a bitch better kick her ass out “
Bongani did not say a word but dragged me to our
room while the gossip girls followed us , Bongani
banged the door and looked at me
Him :”ubuyaphi? ,”
“ Out “ I said looking at him , he came close to me
and I did not move
Me : “ ubuthuka bani ? “|
Me : “ wena “
I had giggling outside , obviously this girls were
eavesdropping on us
Him : “ you don’t respect me Gugu “
Finally he said the magic words, I smiled to myself he
was standing very close to me , was I not even
shaken , Bongani will never lay a finger on me I’m
carrying his precious cargo , his baby girl
me : “ off cause baba wabantwana bami I respect
you with my life , you know that , it just that was so
sad and hurt“ he was still breathing very loud but I
know that he can not resist me , so I tiptoed and
kissed him he did not respond at first but I touched
his cock and he groaned
him : “ come on Gugu “ he said softly now
me:” in not wearing any underwear “ I whispered to
him he held me so close and kissed me we so much
fire, he pushed me on the bed and turned me
around , that my boy I smiled to myself as he thrust
deep inside of me , so now its time to perform , yes
my baby fills good and he makes me scream at times
but today I’m just going to show-off and piss-off
the girls outside
me : “ aaahhhh ! , yes … ohhh … baby .. om my god
… yes im sorry ,.. ow my love ! I love you …. Yes
ahhhh … oooh !
we did the deed and he kissed my forehead ,
him : “ you drive crazy baby “
me : “ I love you too , I promise to behave now “
he got dressed after he wiping himself and I just
wrapped a towel around my body ,
him : I have to go back to work “
I nodded , I walked him out while he was busy
bragging about how good I feel , and grabbing on
my ass ,I knew that the girls are looking at me we
stopped by gate and I kissed him ,
Me : “ see you later , “ he winked at me and drove off
I tuned my head and face the girls
Me : “ ladies! and that how you keep a man happy ,
so go out there and get yourself one “ I laughed at
them while there were busy cursing me .
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Portia ***
My house was very chaotic , my dad was busy
throwing my mom cloths out , Mpilo was trying to
stop the fighting but my father was just too crazy,
angry and very broken , he wanted blood he wanted
to kill , my mom face was even red I guess she
received few smacks from my father and the crying
was really annoying me now
Mom : “ baby please talk to your father , the
neighbours are watching , oh my god I’m really sorry
“
She was kneeling in front of me , I just looked at her
while my father and Mpilo were arguing ,
Dad: “ I want you out of my house you bitch “
Mpilo : “ kodwa baba not like this let seat down and
talk about this “
Him : “ and say what . 20 years she has been fucking
this guy , I have known about this bull shit that has
been going on for years, I honestly thought you will
realise how much I love you and change , fuck we
even got kids together , you think I didn’t now that
Portia is not mine I knew along all my kids have a
birthmark and she does not have one , but still you
could not get enough of ridding Nene's dick , its
over you bitch uyezwa and I’m telling Nene’s wife
about you shenanigans , what kind of a woman are
you? sleeping with your best friends Husband for
years?!!! , you have no shame , I hope you rot in hell
“
I have had enough , ow good lord , I just cried and
went to my room , how can my mom be so heartless
, I locked myself in my room and just cried .
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Mpume ***

I was able to get few days off from work and spend
time with Lu and Joy my baby is such a drama queen
, I feel like screaming when dealing with her, mom
and Lu are going overboard spoiling Joy and she act
as if she is fully aware of it, I was so tiring dealing
with her, the whole night she was just screaming and
acting up , but as soon as Lu holds her she will
giggle and make baby sounds.
I woke up very tired and decided to take a bath to
freshen up , I took a quick shower and dried my self
walked back in the room and started battering my
body,
lu walked in and his eyes were on my lags that I was
moisturising with a lotion he seat behind me in the
bed and smiled at me , I was looking at him through
the mirror on our dressing table
Him : “ what with the long face “
I looked at him like really you going to ask me that
didn’t you see how your child acted towards me
trying to pull my head off with those screams when I
was trying to feed her , bath her , dress her really Lu ,
you going to ask me that
Him : “she will come around, don’t stress “he
caressed my back with his hands, I'm so addicted to
his touch it so crazy, I closed my eyes since it felt so
good , Lu pulled me with one hand and made me
seat on top of him , wow that was swift , i mean how
does he do that , I giggle and he caressed my thighs,
I don’t know how my towel still remain in place
Him : “ two days has been hectic with Joy around ,
I’m sorry I have not been giving my big baby any
attention “
Me : “ ncooo baby , I’m glad you with me now “
His hands were tracing my body and I just love the
feeling of his touch , I placed my hands on his face
and kissed him he ran his hands inside my towel
and explore my body while his tongue invaded my
mouth and lifted this sensational feeling inside , I felt
this unbelievable pleasure when he gently
squeezed my breast and i moaned in his mouth
while he let out groan, he was growing under me.
he pulled out and looked at me
Him : “ are you feeling ok now ? “
I nodded , It was so crazy that we have this powerful
chemistry between us and I feel like losing my self
when I’m with him ,however there is this big pink
elephant in the room every time when get too close
and interment” me being virgin “ that we have not
yet addressed,it like we avoiding the topic , I mean
we are pretty open with each other about
everything but this topic is just a taboo to us , we
continue to kiss and he planted wet kisses on my
neck and I felt my body flowing , my towel was loose
and our body started touching
Him : “ mmmmm mpume “ I bite my lip and looked
at him
me : “ mmmm ,” oww god let's not stop now I
continued to kiss him my hands trade his torso and I
he was only on his sweet pants the feel of our skin
together just made me want him even more and he
roughly kissed my neck I’m sure that will leave a
hickey but dhm I don’t care he flipped me over and
sucked my breast and went down to my stomach
and belly bottom a
Him : “baby your body is so soft “
Thank god i shaved he started biting my inner thighs
wow this was so trilling, his hands ran on my punana
that was wet with my juices
him :mmmmb fuck mpume you so wet ... mmmmm,
" god let him have me , the things his doing with his
tongue right now
me : oooh "
joys voice started screaming on the baby monitor
Me : “ oww crap”
Lu looked at me and smiled he came up to my face
and kissed me ,
Me : “ go attend to your baby “
him : no you go ... i need shower ... dahm taste
good" I blush
me : “sorry “ he kissed my forehead and i went to
attend to Joy
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Zoe ***

Its been hell leaving alone and I had no classes to

attend too since im starting my exams next week , I
studied so hard the past days and I must admit I’m
ready for exams.
I missed Langa like crazy that why I decided to sleep
with his shirt on last night to actually smell him and
his cologne gave me a sense of his presence as if he
was close to me , so today his coming back home
and I’m so excited , its like I will be seeing him for
the first time, yes we skyped and he called me and
taxed me way too much but it was just not the same,
I was still in bed going over my phone and send few
taxed to my friends and I was so looking forward in
going to Cape town with my friendship i decided to
video called Langa and he picked up , he was still in
bed also and looking all sleepy he had no shirt on
and looked so yummy he recently got a tattoo on his
chest of an angel wings with Nkanyenzi name in the
centre , he looked very hot he rubbed his eyes
Him : “sthandwa sami “
Me : “ hay handsome “
Him : “ why you up so early “
Me : “ I can not sleep without you next to me “
Him : “ I miss you to baby “
Me: “ what time is your flight ? “
Him : “ 19h00 “
I pouted and he seat up straight and looked at me
Him :” don’t do that baby “
Me : “ I’m sorry but I can not help it “ he decided to
change the subject to distract me from what I was
feeling telling me about the family meeting that will
take place in his parents house Banzi’s drama love
triangle between his x-wife and girlfriend , all along I
was admiring him , my boo is really handsome the
way he talk and with a slight smile on his face , his
dimples when he smile his huge eyelashes and his
thick eyebrows , and dahm those lips I could kiss
them all day ,
Him : “ Madlamini “ he was popping his eyes at me
and I smiled
Him : “ are you even listening too me or are you
drooling at me right now “
I blushed , and looked way
Me : “ I miss you nje “
He smiled “ are you wearing my shirt ? “
I nodded
Him : “ what do you have underneath? “
Me : “ nothing “
Him : “ good God baby what are you doing to me ? “
He bite his lip , his eyes shifted
Him : “ can I get a small pic underneath”
Me : “ Hold your horses Dlamimni your just get here
and you will see what you have been missing “
He was smiling like crazy now and I just giggle ,
Me : “ any way I got to go ,have a productive day my
love “
Him : “bye chubby cheeks “ he stick his tongue out
and laughed before I can respond he dropped the
call , he is such an idiot at times , I woke up took a
bath and wore my short white denim skirt , long
sleeve black and white shirt tucked in and white
superstar since I was rocking big curly on my hair I
just let it be there was not much work to be done to
it , I’m not a fan of make up so I just put on my lip
gloss , I took my bag and phone and I was out , it
was tiring being cooped up in this house so I had to
the mall , 1st thing first was breakfast at wimpy and
shopping of cause , but mostly I had to prepare
especial evening for Langa and I …
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Portia ***
I was not feeling like crying on Nkonzo shoulder
anymore , infect I hated that he only saw the weak
side off me , I was in the mall just staring into space ,
I was waiting for Sindy who told me she will be here
about 30 minutes ago , well she sounded down and
she wanted to go shopping just to clear her mind , I
agreed hoping that will help me too . I was busy
typing on my phone standing by the entrance telling
Nkonzo where I was
Voice : “hay “
I know that voice and his cologne filled my nostril i
was hesitant in raising my head to look at him with
all the begs in my eyes ,
Me : hi “
Him : “how you doing “ his voice was soft
I looked up at him and his facial expression changed
to consent ,
Him : “ hay what’s wrong “
I wiped my eyes and faked smiled ,
Me : “ I’m good Zweli it just that… “
Wow I’m way too emotional right now and being
with Zweli right now is not even helping , so I started
weeping and next thing I’m in his shoulder , the hug
was so warm and comforting , it just felt right , he
took out his hanky and gave it to me to wipe my
face, he held my hand and we went to Nandos and
set on one of the private booth , I was to tired and
drained to ask him why he was dragging me here, i
was just glad that i was away from the public
Him : “ you want to talk about it ? “
I shook my head
him :" is it Nkonzo ? "
me : " No zweli , its not ..."
silence
Him : “ what you doing here “
Me : “ I meeting up with Sindy”
He nodded ,
a waiter came by and he requested desert manu...
that was our thing when we were dating if I'm sad or
if he was, we use to eat all sort of ice treat and
laugh it out , I just smiled at that , he seat there
looking at me and I was looking at him also , he
looked good
Me : “ I here you are in the taxi business this days"
“ he chuckled “ how is it working out for you ? “
I smiled also because he kept on laughing , shaking
his head
Him :” news travel fast I see”
He told me about how crazy it is to be partners with
Bongani , his one crazy business partner and his
domestic Affairs are always thrown at him and he
must be Dr Phil , I was laughing so hard that I even
forgot that I was sad or angry, sindy called me after
an 1 hour and told me she just arrived , she made up
a story about traffic and so forth yaaa right
Me : “ I have to go sindy is here “
We stood up and we walked out ,
Him : “ I hope you going to be ok “
I looked down
Me : “ thank you so much “
Him : “ don’t mansion it “
We stop at the exit and we looking at each other ,
he then hugged me and I hugged him back ,
Him :” take care of that delicate heart, angifuni lutho
ngawe”
I smiled and we parted ways I wanted to turn and
look at him since I felt his eyes burning my back , ow
my god I feell so much lighter now I could not help
but feel this butterfly movement in my tummy I just
smiled to myself.
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~~~~sorry for any mistake made .. too lazy to edit ...

happy monday ... don't forget to show me love
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sindy ***

i had the most amazing time with Portia today and she
really help me clear my mind , i had to drop her off at her
house and i decided to check up on mom since she lives
around her place , i knocked and let myself in , mom was
cuddled up on the couch
her : wow she finally acknowledge that i do exist ? "
i laughed and hugged her
her : " how you doing my baby? "
she held my face and looked at me with so much
admiration , i smiled
me : " im good mom , i miss you so much , infect i miss
home " i squeezed my tiny self next to her
her : " angithi you decided to move out ? "
me : " hawu ma it's convenient for me since my flat is
close to campus nje we talked about this "
she shook her head
her : " how is school ? "
me : " so bloody hard , konje why am i studying
phycology vele ? "
she laughed " because we need a Dr in the family "
i just sigh
me : " im starving what cooking mom ? "
her : " check the fridge and worm it up "
i made myself some food and seat next to her , mom was
never the best cock , but it's good to eat home cook meal
her : " unjani umenzi "
me : " he is still madly in love with me " i waved my
hands up and we laughed
her : " and how you coping with this long distance
relationship? "
me : " just taking it one day at time and trying not to
think about that much "
her : " better respect that boy , he loves you sindy , i
know you young and temptation is lacking in every
corner , but just remember on how he love you "
me : " i know mom , and i will never disappoint him like
that , even if it means i have to wait forever for him to
get back to me "
mom : " now you exaggerating , i want my grandkids
phela "
we laughed and she took my plate to rinse it i followed
her and folded my arms
me : " we mma , awusho , when last did you speak to dad
?"
her : " he called me a week back , why ? "
me : " just curious nje , what did he say ? "
her : " well he sounded like crazy man , confessing to me
about how badly he treated me while we were married
apologised like he was given a dearth sentence .or
something "
me : " i see "
i looked down
her : " yini am i missing something vele ? "
me : " naaaa.. it's not impotent , but i'm glad he
apologized "
her : " yaa khona it gave me closure , maybe i can finally
move on "
me : " you should , "
she smiled at me and nodded , i looked at my watch and
it was getting late
me : " mom i have to go now , will pick you up at 9h00
shup so we can go to church , don't be late " i took my
keys and phone and kissed her cheek , she walked me
out
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.Lubanzi
i walked in the house with the most beautiful aroma that
filled my nostrils ,
me : " honey I'm home "
her : " in the kitchin "
i just came back from dropping Joy at her Gran's house ,
well she was driving Mpume insane with her tentrumps
, i walked to her and hugged her from behind , she placed
her head on my chest
her : " unjani uma "
me :" she ask me when i'm paying lobolo for you "
we chuckled
me : " and she invited us to go to church tomorrow "
her : " oow yes , i need to prepare for Joys baptismal so
you need to come with me "
me : " i thought the only time i'll go to church is when i
get married to you "
her : " ncoo baby that so sweet... but you need to be
there for Joy now "
aish Mpume and church yaar it's just too much at times ,
she turned around to look at me with those eyes i can
never say NO too
me : " i need to make few calls baby " i kissed her cheek
and attempted to walk away
her : "you can not run away from this topic Mr and we
going to church tomorrow like it or not "
i shook my head and continued to walk towards my study
her : " supper will be ready in 15 minutes " she yelled
the minute i got in my study i made few calls to my
business partner to check how the business was going
and i was happy all is going well even when i'm not
around to delegate missions , Vuyo is truly my right hand
man and things are going smoothly , just when i was
wrapping up thing my phone rang i looked at the screen
and it was my mother
me : " ma "
her : " is that how you greet me this days "
me : " aish awume kancane ma , ufunani ? "
her " yooo , nansi ingulube inginonela bo , lalae la , you
Uncles are coming tomorrow , ngikufuna la "
i laughed not because what she said was funny but
because it was hilarious
me : " so you called back the very same people that were
so eager to kick her out after they found out that your
precious Nicky can not keep her legs closed " i laughed
so hard and dropped the call , fuck this woman is crazy ,
i walked back to the dining room the table was set , i
took my seat , Mpume came with a bowl of warm water
in her hands and dry dish cloth , i washed my hands and
dried them , wow konje why i'm i not marrying this
woman as in tomorrow nje she so well mannered as fuck
, she came back and seat opposite me we held hand and
she said grace and we dug in over light conversation and
few laughs, after we finished eating i cleared the table
and washed the dishes while she went to bath .
i was not going to entertain this Nicky bull shit at all , i
was busy watching t.v when my mind traced back to the
phone call i had with my mom , i was miles away in
thought trying to figure out why my mom is so addiman
to fix me and Nicky after what she did ? ? owww hell No
mpume : " hay whats wrong? "
i looked up and she was standing next to me on her short
p.j and matching vest , her thighs were so yellow and she
was on another level of thickness , ow crap now my dick
want to show how excited it is , i swallowed hard
her : " cat caught your tongue ? " she was tissing me and
trust me lord its working ,she gave me a seductive smile
telling me this is all yours.
me : " a... ah... nothing baby "
she came seat next to me and took the remote and
changed channels , she placed her head on my chest and
i swallowed hard, damm i want her so bad , but i'm
planning this romantic getter way with her to make her
first time the most beautiful night ever , that she wont
forget
me :" i love you "
she looked at me and smiled
her : " i love you too " we kissed.
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Langa ***

i looked at my watched the minute i arrived at home it

was 23:15 packed my car in the garage and breath out ,
my phone and laptop battery died this morning and i
never got a chance to charge it , and the delay in my
flight made everything worse , me and my business
sociated decided to have some few drinks which turned
out to be a whole night of drinking , it was good getting
acquainted with the guys outside the work environment ,
upon entering the house i was in shock , Zoe had gone all
out with welcoming me back home after my business trip
, there was rose petals on the floor and table for two ,
with candle light , well candle wax was evidence that
candles were lite , wow there even champagne, ow shit ,
i rushed to our bedroom and i saw her sleeping on our
bed with short silk red gown, i don't want to even
imagine whats under it , i bite my hand to suppress my
thumping heart beat , fuck i messed up
me : " im soooooo sorry baby "
she sniffed but did not turn to look at me
aish and smell alcohol she will not buy my story
her : do you have any clue how worried i was Langa , i
even called the Lagos airport and inquired if you have
bordered or what was going on , and you come back
smelling alcohol Langa ? " she did not turn to look at me,
she did not shout or act all crazy like she normally did ,
she was just disappointed , i stood there and looked at
her as i scratched ,my head trying to figure out how i will
be able to make it up to her , fuck i messed up

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hello family ... you know what to do ...

#73

Zoe ***

i slept with a very heavy heart , i must admit that i'm not
angry but very disappointed at langa , i looked at him he
was still sleeping besides me , i decided to make
breakfast for us and maybe do some cleaning up of the
mass i created last night ,i rolled my eyes just thinking
about that , talk about trying to surprise a person and i
get the worst surprise ever . i made eggs , sausages ,
bacon and some baked beans chutney , toasted bread
and made freshly squeezed orange juice , langa came in
the minute i finished everything and food was set on the
kitchen counter , he came to me and kissed me on my
cheek ,
him : " morning MaDlamini "
me : " hi "
he looked at my eyes trying to figure out what mood i'm
in , i just gave him a blank expression , why would i be
angry for vele it was yesterday's new so today it's a new
day ,
him : " thank you for breakfast "
i just nodded and seeped my coffee , i was really getting
better in cooking ,
him : " you not joining me ? " he was dishing up for
himself
me : " i rather stand here and admire you "
he smiled ,
me : " are you blushing ? "
him : " come on.. man don't do that shit "
i just laughed , at least the mood lightened up now and
we were back at fooling around , but i told him that he
still need to make up for the effort i put out to welcome
him back last night , and knowing langa he will deliver
fore sure ,i was busy washing his plate when he came
wrapped his hands around me , the feeling of wanting
him was there like crazy
him : " come here " he turned me around and brushed
my cheeks with his hands , he held my face and kissed
me , i felt my body flowing , i really missed him so much ,
him : " let's go take a bath i want to take you out "
i smiled
me :" where too ? "
him : " it's a surprise "
he planted kisses on my mouth and neck and scooped
me up my legs were wrapped around his waist and we
walked to our bed room while kissed , my hands were
wrapped around his neck ,
him : " thank you for feeding me but i'm still hungry "
i giggled , my nightdress was ripped out from the minute
we got in the bathroom , Langa has this tendencies of
just tearing my clothes apart when he wants me , and
when i complain , he says that you have a credit card
with unlimited credit that you will use to buy yourself
new cloths , the stimmy love making in the shower was
what i need from him and yep all was forgiven ,
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Portia ***
i did not go to church today i decided to just stay in my
room , my dad slightly knocked on my bedroom door
him : " popo " i smiled that my nickname that only my
dad call me with
me : " come in Dad "
i was just sitting on my bed , he seat next to me
him : " you good baby "
i just nodded
him : "i'm sorry i did get a chance to talk to you about all
this madness that happening in this house "
i looked down
him : " look baby girl , i love you with all my heart , you
always going to be my little girl , and whatever is going
on between me and your mom it wa bound to happen , i
have avoided it for so many years trying to protect you ,
but im apart from being your father and a man , i'm also
human , and baby you know when you heart tells you
enough is enough rage kicks in and anger takes over , i
truly apologize if any of my actions upset you ,"
me : " i understand dad , and i'm not angry with you , but
i don't know if i will ever forgive mom "
he wrapped me with he arms and gave me a side hug
him : " nami i don't know if i can ever forgive her , but i
can not hate her for choosing another man , i guess i was
never enough for her "
me : " hasuka baba don't blame yourself usifebe nje uma
"
he looked at me with raised eyebrow
me : " sorry " he shook his head " but it's true " i
mumbled "
he laughed and i joined him
him : " yaaa honest fact you are right ," we bust out and
laughed again , i love this man with my whole heart , he
has been there for me when the women who gave birth
to me was neglecting me , now it all makes sense she
regretted having me , because of her infidelity ,
me : " i'm really sorry things ended like this between you
and mom "
him : " its ok baby , i just want to let you know that i will
always love you, in my heart i'm your biological father ,
we may not share the same blood but you are my little
girl never forget that ok "
i started crying ,
him : " i love you Popo wami "
me : " love you too dad " he hushed me till i was culm
and he left my room , leaving me feeling like a million
bucks , i took a bath and while still looking for something
to wear my phone beeped i looked the massage
~~hay , hope you slept well ~~
message was from zweli and yes since yesterday he has
been texting me , or should i say we have been texting ,
he he one of the reason i woke up feeling better
me : " hi , i did , wena "
him : " well i hudly slip this days we short stuf one of our
driver is sick , so im driving his taxi "
me : " ini wena taxi driver"
him : " lol who knew vele "
me : " "
i laughed out loud it was funny for real , he such a snob i
could have never thought that he will drive a taxi, well
life ne
me : "but i guess it worth it because it's your taxi and you
making money out of it "
him : "yaa im a owner vele . so wenzani lapho"
me : " trying to figure out what i'm going to were "
him : " just put on a Jean and T-shirt and help me with
counting change "
me : " mina khoondayie "
him " him come on it will be fun "
me : " i don't know about that . "
him : " im outside you house and i will hoot if you don't
come out "
i looked outside my window and yep there a white
quantum taxi packed outside... really cheez this guy
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Mpume ***
after countless begging session he finally agreed to tag
along with me to church.
i looked at him shaking hands with Baba mfundisi , he
was so hot , like those guys you see in Markham's
catalog.
he was wearing his navy slim cut suite , white shirt , he
unbuttoned two buttons of his shirt by his neck and he
looked so yummy holding Joy on his other arm , yep he
can now blend in colors i made sure of it , i wonder what
baba mfundisi is saying to him , they seem to be in a
serious convo
Nkosi : " yallo stranger! "
i hugged him and it's been a while since i last saw him
after i broker the hug , i saw Banzi eyes fixed on me , i
was unable to read him i just smiled and turned my
attention to Nkosi
me :" how you doing ? "
him : " still skinny as fuck but good"
i laughed he has this crazy sense of hummer
him : " yoo baby daddy got girls praying for him to have a
brother at least "
i laughed so hard
me : " he does and his taken "
him : shym poor bitches "
i continued to laugh
him : " wow baby Joy has really got you looking super hot
"
i smiled" thank you ," i said
him : " so i hear that you never told your mom for the
whole 9 months that you are pregnant? "
me : " if your were in my shoes wena wawungenza njani
"
him : " yoo you right , "
we laughed
me : " so where is your brother ? "
him : " Nkonzo left for PE few days back , "
me : " oooh battle of the base show Portia told me about
that "
him : "yep , he was hired to conduct music engineering
lapha so yaa , where music goes he moves with it "
i felt his presence close and before i could turn around
and look at him , i felt his hands on my back
Lu: "baby we need to go "
me : " hawu ....( I looked at him disapproving) lubanzi
this is Nkosi the pastors son , nkosi this is ...." he cut me
off
Lu : " baba ka Joy " he looked at Nkosi with no smile on
his face
Lu : " baby can we go please "
i just nodded , and said goodbye to Know who wanted to
say something but was so terrified to piss off the huge
guy next to me, we got in his car and he streppd Joy on
her car seat
me : " Baby what was that ? "
him : " what " he said that after jumping to his passenger
seat he was left with shirt on now and dhm this guys
arms are huge
me : " you rude "
him : " to you never "
i punched his shoulder , because he was just to arrogant
even at church he was not paying any attention to the
word but bussy brushing my thighs , and telling me how
hot i look on my dress , i mean who does that its a holly
house for the love of christ and he was thinking of
undressing me yoo ,
him : that hurt you know " i rolled my eyes because my
hands hurt for hitting his strong arms
him : " ngiyamushiya umawakho mina , this shaking
hands business this church of yours namadodaoda Lana
they busy hugging our women iyangidina nje lento " he
rolled the sleeves of his shirt , i dropped my jaw,
me : babe come on "
him : " vele you turn me on , " he moved his hands to my
exposed thighs touching my inner thighs , I gasps for air
and I had hot flashes instantly.
mom finally came back and opened the back seat door ,
Lu moved his hand and winked at me ... while i just
turned red like a tomato .. wow this man i rolled down
my window
mom : " sorry , for keeping you waiting "
Lu : " don't mention it ma , sesingahamba ? "
mom agreed and told us that everything is in place with
Joys baptismal it will be done next mouth when she turns
6 months , mom was panicking about preparation while
Lu told her to just draft everything down and give it to
him , there is no budget when it comes to his baby girl ,
I'm truly blessed to have him

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#74

few weeks later ***

Langa ***

her : " i love it baby its so hot "

me : " i love it too "
she looked at me
her : "so we buying it ?
me : " nop , hell no!"
her: " come on baby you know how the traffic is like here
"
me : " forget it Zoe i'm not buying a flippin bike "
i looked at her and she frown, we were seating by the
balcony in our house drinking wine , and we were having
fun till she started obsessing with riding a bike to school .
well i guess i'm the one to blame because since i came
back from the business trip, we have been doing the
most extreme thing , we got tattoos , we did moto raising
which was the ultimate high for zoe , she came and set
on top of me
me : " it's not going to work Madlamini "
she held my neck
her : " you know how happy you make feel right "
me : " again baby , it's not going to work "
she took off her t-shirt and was left with her sport bra ,
her : " as i was saying... "
me : " yep still not going to work " i was kidding because
this bra pushed my baby small breast up and since she
started working out , the gym has made her body a work
of art , i continued seeping my wine forgetting about the
goddess that is on top off me
her : " can we at list talk about this "
me : " no wife of mine is driving that shit , "
her : " hawu langa , its not like you can not afford it "
me : oooh its that so now? we blowing money just for
the fun of it "
Zoe has never been about the money , and she hardly ask
me to buy her anything , i'm the one that always go
overboard in spoiling her because ... why not vele she
my baby after all , but i'm not going to buy her a bike
fuck No ,
she pouted and got off me , she was on her bum short
and and sport bra my mind wanted to tear her clothes
apart , she continued to look at the bike and i needed
something strong to drink , i walked into the house and
looked at her pouting
me : " how about we buy a sport car "
she looked up at me , and beamed ,
her : " you fucking with me right "
i continued to drink my neet whisky and looked at her
me : " i would love to fuck you tight now "
she dropped the laptop and came running to me the
jumped on me i held her butt , she kissed me senselessly
,
me : " woooow!! easy tyger "
her : " i'm taking your offer to fuck me "
me : " with pleasure babe "
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Mpume ***

everything was so overwhelming nje , the baptism was in

few weeks time , and Banzi and Mom were making this a
big deal i had to juggle work , school and preparation , i
mean , Lu told me that i can book an event organiser but
who does that , it's just a small thing for few people ,
family and friends , hasuka , the minute i got home i had
to finish up my assignment , Lu was gone for business
and was only coming back to night , Dahm i miss him , i
took a shower and put on my robe and took my books
and started my assignment , at least with Teaching I'm
copping the work is not that much and very easy , i was
almost done when i heard Lu car pack outside i had a
smile plastered on my face , i looked at the time it was
almost 21h00
him : baby " he shouted the minute he entered the
house
me : " i'm in the bedroom "
ok this house is so big we always yelling at each other , Lu
even consider that we carry monitores around , Like
really now
his cologne filled the room marking his presence , i
looked up and he was standing by the door with his
hands buried deep in his pocket
me : hay "
him : " hallo"
he smiled at me and i blushed
him : " come here "
i smiled and slowly stood up and walked towards him , he
pulled me close and removed my hear from my face
him : " i missed you "
me : " i missed you more "
i tiptoed to kiss him , and his hands squeezed my ass ,
which made me smile
him : " how far are you with your assignment "
me : " i'm almost done "
him : " finish up , i want to take you out "
i thought about the time .isn't late though
me : " hayboo its kinda late nje "
him : " i don't have time restriction to be with my
women"
he kissed me again , and i swear to God that kiss made
my punana flood with my juices , i gasped for air and he
winked at me ,
him : " hope you will be done when i finish taking a bath
"
i nodded , he went into the closet , ok i could not
concentrate on my books any more , so fuck it i will
finish them tomorrow , i don't know what his doing to
me right now but have this sense of wanting him so
badly.
, i heard the shower running and i decided to do the most
bold move ever ....
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Lubanzi ***
i have already planned a weekend get away with mpume
, i hope she enjoys it , i felt hands on my body when i
turned around she was standing there , naked next to me
and socking wet , i swallowed hard
her : " hi "
ow fuck i don't know if i can control my desires for her
this instance
me : " baby what you doing "
she looked at me and placed a finger on my mouth and
kissed me before going down on me , fuck my baby gave
me a mind blowing blow , can virgins make a man this
weak , she made me see heaven , fuck i did not want to
come on her so i pulled her up and , fuck mpume is so
sexy , her nakedness made me so hard she kissing me
but i devoured her mouth i was so hungry for her , she
moaned in my mouth , i planted wet kisses all over her
body , i lifted her one leg and started muffing her like it
my last meal on earth , she was screaming my name ,and
that alone made me want to make love to her
her : " oohh baby "
i could feel she was close and finally when she came i
licked her dry , i went up to her and kissed her , i lifted
her and she wrapped her hands around my neck , while
her legs were tangled on my waist i walked while busy
kissing her I placed her slowly on our bed
me : " if we don't stop now i don't know if i can be able
stop
her : " i don't want you to stop " it came out as a whisper
i popped my eyes , she did not wait for me to respond
and pulled my head to kiss her ...
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Langas mom ***
Me : you going to just seat there and do nothing cant
you see that she has not left her room for the past
days...."
Langa/F: can I please eat my breakfast in peace please "
Me : so you think what Lubanzi is doing to this girl is fare
?"
Him : whatever makes my son Happy Zama I'm good with
it , wena ikuphy inkinga yakho vele ?"
I felt defeated all I'm trying to do is just do the right thing
, I'm a mother after all and as much as Nicky is the worst
person that people see her to be now for her actions ,
she still has no family to go back too , I really don't
understand why everyone in this family is acting like this ,
you know if it was Lubanzi who cheated all will be
forgiven by now , because if a man does it it's all kwl but
when a women cheat it crime and they face death
sentence for it ... I was lost in thought when I felt my
husband hands on my shoulder
Him : " Ma this is not your fight to fight , I know that is
noble thing that you trying to do , but Lubanzi has found
another women who makes him happy and I want to see
my granddaughter but since you and him are fighting
over Nicky he refuse to bring his family to this chaotic
family ,"
Me : " kodwa baba , if the table were turned ngabe
kuthiwani ?"
Him : unfortunately they are not , " he left me in the
kitchen i tried to call Banzi for the thousand time , this
boy has blocked my number , I sigh and cleared the table
while I was washing the dishes my husband came back
with an envelope
Me : what's this?"
Him: make the right decision my love , "
He handed me the envelope and walked out.
I took the envelope and opened it , it had house key ,
location of the house and some money with a note that
read < this will help her get on her feet , she has to go
please . love .S"
I just sank down on my chair aish this is really going to
end like this now ....
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Zweli ****
Me : any plans for today ? " I asked Cici who was sleeping
on my chest she was off today. Our relationship is blissful
thank god , she is currently attending some therapy
sessions that are kinda helping her deal with her past ,
and I have seen a huge difference in her , we also attend
couples therapy which has made us even closer and
stronger, so I must thank my aunt for all the effort she
did , she recommended the therapist and chancellor to
us
He : how about we go out"
I smiled ,
Me : movie , bowling and picnic ?
She looked at me , " I will love that " we kissed and she
jumped off ...
Her : let me go make us breakfast "
She walked out I took my phone and called Portia , she
didn't pick up , aish I hope she good , this thing we have
is messed up , it all started when I asked her to help me
out when I was driving a taxi , since one of our driver was
off sick few weeks back , one minute we busy driving
people around and she was counting the money handing
out change to the passengers the next minute we fucking
in this very same bad I'm sleeping on ... She told me it
was a mistake but it never stopped its been going on for
weeks now boody calls and I must say I never picture
Portia being the other women in my life , but I can not
hurt Cici I love her too much, she the one for me and
Portia told me she will never leave Nkonzo . every time
we finish fucking she will tell me that it must stop and its
so wrong what we doing , she just becomes so
emotional and regrets having me , and the next thing she
will call and tells me we need to talk and we end up
fucking , I scratched my head just thinking about this shit
...I felt water splash on my face
Me : what the fuck"
Cici was standing there giggling ,
Her: how do you want your eggs"
I smiled " did you just splash water on my face ? " she
giggled again
Her : I have been calling you and no respond , you miles
away so daah , at list water got your attention "
I looked her , " ooh you want to play like that now " I
jumped of the bad and she started running around the
house while I attempted to splash her with water ... Her
laughter made my heart dance ... I love this women .
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Langa ***
When are you writing your final paper I was looking at
my diary , she was brushing her teeth , I was standing
behind her looking at her in our bathroom mirror
Her : next week Thursday why ?
Me : we have this gala party at work on that day "
Her : so? "
Me : you coming with me "
She rinsed her mouth
Her : those things are boring baby I told you I'm not
attending them any more "
Me : sorry baby I was not asking we going "
Her : hayboo on Friday we going to cape town and I need
to check if everything is in order so I'll be very busy "
I ignored her ,
Me : buy something sexy but yet classy to wear, its black
and white party and do something with your hair please
this curls need to go as in yesterday "
She looked at me and dropped her jaw , I walked out
Her : " but Langa I don't want to attend your work events
they just ... Boring "
Me : " I'm not going there alone Zoe you my partner I
need you by my side "
Her: " too boost your image " she mumbled
Me : I heard that "
her: I'm not your trophy wife Langa , and those bimbo's
there are so boring ( she was referring to my partners
wife's, and yes they are bimbo's)
me : you just going to smile and look breathtaking by my
side , it won't kill you to be a bimbo for just one night "
She rolled her eye
Me : I saw that too"
She was busy saying stuff in the Bathroom and stated
singing here we go again my baby with a rusty voice
Me : hurry up , "
We were going to gym together ,
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Lubanzi ***
I was looking at her sleeping next too me , her lips were
swollen from all the kissing we did and i presume she
was exhausted and yes we made love the whole night till
the early morning, and it was the most amazing feeling
ever
~~~flash back ~~~
Me : but baby "
Her : no buts please"
Me : I thought we going to Waite ..."
Her : Lubanzi I need you , and I'm ready" i was about to
say something when she kissed me and my body
exploded with all sort of yearning for her to feel her , I
wanted her so badly now I touch her cocky jar and she
was dripping wet I was hard like crazy i could not resist
Me : you sure baby "
Her : make love to me Lu " those words were like an
adrenaline in me I rubbed her clit and she mourned
Her : aaaah "
I positioned my self and she flinched and closed her eyes
,
Her : look at me baby " she opened her eyes
I tried to push
Her :aaaah .. It hurts .. "
I looked at her and I wanted to stop , but hell no , I was
about to enter the gate of heaven
Me : I love you Mpume " I pushed again and she
screamed , her nailed were deep inside my skin
Me : say it baby say it ..."
Her : I love you too " I looked at and she had teary eyes I
kissed her teas away and I was half through and I finally
pushed through , shit she so tight...the last thrust she
screamed and i froze
Her : ahhhhhhh Lu .. Banzi ...!!! "
me : im sorry " i looked at her and she smiled with tears
in her eyes
me : do you want me to stop? "
she shook her head , her walls held my dick so tight i was
even afraid to move ,
me : ill be gentle "
I stated to move slowly , and her cries and creams were
now turning into moans , I guess pleasure was kicking in
Me : ooh baby thank you for making me your first" I
looked into her eyes as I moved she wiped my tears
because the sex was so good got me crying , I picked up
the pace and trusted deep in her and she started
screaming , she felt so good , groaned , fuck I will marry
this girl
Me : fuck Mpume .. Aahhh. . " this was the mother of
my kids the love of my life, she introduced me to a new
world I never thought it existed .. She was to close to
come and so was i... " aaaah ..baby .. " she said as
trusted deep inside her I shoot my boys inside her and
collapse on top of her shit this was fire right there , this
was the greatest sex I have ever head ,
Me : you OK baby ?
She smiled, and nodded
Me : I love you "
Her: I love you more , and thank you for waiting for me "
She kissed me and ran her tiny hands on my face , our
heart beat as one, and our breath were so loud, I kissed
her forehead
I stood up and took a towel and socked it on warm
water and came back to wipe her ..
~~~~end off flesh back ~~~
We made love the whole night well one thing about me
is that I can stay months even years without sex , but
when I finally have sex, i have a very unbelievable huge
sex appetite and Mpume Witnessed that last night , she
even bagged me to stop since she was sore and I did , I
hope she is OK,
I blew air in her ear and she giggled , not opening her
eyes
Her : " morning baby "
Me : its actually afternoon "
She opens her eyes and rubbed them, I kissed her
passionately
Me : how are you feeling ?"
Her : like I was run down by a train "
Me : you calling me train now ?"
She giggled
Her :noo baby off course not...my punani is on fire ...is it
suppose to be this sore "
I kissed her again and sosha lami started Poking her
me : naaah but I just got big dick , " and ran my hands on
butt
"
Her : ahhh baby ... I cunt feely legs " I shut her up and
kissed her again I got on top of her
Her : baby I'm sore , I don't think I can have sex now "
Me : I'll be gentle "
Her : You said that the last time , hayi baby "
Me : and I was , right ... " I kissed her neck and sucked
her ear, played with the bean till she climaxed , she was
wet and was in fuck and she swollen this is heaven
ahhhhhh! , I think I'm addicted to Mpume cookie.... so
much for planning a weekend away and we ended up
making love in our bedrooms , but I still need to give her
a romantic night she won't forget...
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you know what to do

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Gugu ***

Her : " stop looking at me like that "

Me : " Portia you fucking Zweli for fun what am I
suppose to think , so you telling me that you don't
have any feeling for him ?"
Her : " his my past I love Nkonzo , he trite me like so
Good , and Zweli ... You now him he is just self
centers nje we can never be "
I folded my arms , I'm struggling to understand this
bull shit,
Me : you need to stop this ... "
Her : I'm trying , girl and fuck I hate that I enjoy
sleepping with him, I'm really becoming my mother I
mean I'm in love with another but busy fucking the
other because his sex game is just wow ..."
I shook my head , Jesus this will end very bed , I was
busy with the salads we were having a mini brae the
boys bought another taxi so we currently have 7
taxis now and business is booming . we slowly
getting there , I guess it helps that our taxis there are
doing long distance which means more money for
us only two taxis do local route , Bongani has always
been a bad boy but now he is just worse he once
came back home with blood all over him , I Nealy
died , he told me there was taxi owners shot out ,
and some drivers were hit , yoo sibaya saga , I
wonder why we do this but its good money and
Bongani told me not too worry about it he got this ,
" sorry for being late , I had few errant to run for
mom " that was sindy coming in with short and crop
top , yes this skinny bitch got me wishing I did not
have this baby bun ,
Me : good you here , ngcela ungenzela I pap "
She makes the meanest pap ever , she just good at
cooking yena beno Mpume they should have
consider being chefs
Her : sure , so ninjani guys "
I wanted to spill out the bean about Portia crazy sex
life but she shook her head "no" OK , fine I'm
keeping this secret for now
Portia : we good , I'm so looking foward to going to
cape town "
Sindy : kusazoba lit guys I cunt wait also "
Me : Bongani tells me that Langa and SBU organised
everything "
Sindy : yap , talk about young brothers who are
swimming in money "
Portia : I cunt wait to see Pam , she so glamorous
this days yooo did you checked her inster page"
Me: I guess once you got a ring on it you just
transform... Zoe is even worse "
Portia and sindy : yep
Portia : " is menzi coming ? "
Sindy : " I don't know right now he told me he is
working on it "
Me : " I hope he makes it happens mfethu , phela
wena you need some dick game "
Referring to sindy
Sindy : " like crazy yazi , I even bought a dildo for
those lonely night "
We all bust out and laughed trust sindy to go all
crazy on us
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Mpume ***
Aish Lubanzi really broke me and teared me apart , I
can't even walk , aish it so painful , he prepared me
bubble bath with bath salt , there was fragrant
candles and rose at least this is so romantic and
sweet I hope the bath make me feel better, the
minute I set down I scream
Me : ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!" is it suppose to burn like
this
He came rushing in, he was wearing his sweat pants
only
Him : " what's wrong "
I clinched my teath together ... He kneeled next to
me
Him : you OK love ? "
I looked an him and he had a consent expression , I
just nodded , fuck I was so Eger in having sex but
never thought that its this painful , who was I
kidding ,Lu's dick was just big ... I was even to scared
to give him a blow job I was even gagging .
Him : it will get better baby , just soocke your self "
Me : I thought having a c- section when giving birth
to joy was the most painful thing ever , but your
penis is the worse "
He laughed at me placed his hand inside the bathtub
his hands went between my legs and he started
rubbing my swollen pussy , it felt so good but it was
kinda erosing me , I closed my eyes and bit my lip "
mmmmmh "
Him : don't do that "
I opened one eye , he was looking me with those
eyes that are full of lust
Me : come on baby , I'm tired ....nawe don't do that "
Him : you can't resist me "
I was about to answer him and he started inserting
his finger inside me. Oww shit this man will be the
dearth of me , how can sex be so painful but yet
bring me so much pleasure
Me : mmm baby ... "
Him : tell me that this does not feell good "
Me : oooooh its so sooo good ... " he finger fucked
me till I came , wow that was so explosive ...
Him : finish up here and join me in the kitchen for
brunch " he kissed my forehead
I just nodded I was feeling all sex fucked out
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Zoe ****
Langa banged the door behind him , I could even
see steam coming out from his ears
Him : " who the fuck is that ???"
Me " we go to school together Langa "
Him:" so you failed to tell me that you made a new
male friend "
He was shouting
Me : I'm not sleepping with him langa "
Him : I didn't say you were , but I know that he wants
you the way he was looking at you"
Me : stop acting crazy please "I pored my self a glass
of juice ,
Him : " so I'm crazy , now wena you were busy
catching up with a fuckin fuck boy in front of me , so
when you go to school you flirt around "
I chocked on my drink , what did he say now, this
ends now
Me : fuck you "
Him : try and do it and see if it will make me forget
this shit "
I rolled my eyes , OK instead of arguing with him I
held his hand and we seat in the couch , I told him
about Brian
Me : " his new at school he in rolled last semester ,
his doing finance and we bumped to each other few
times , he is good people he know about you and
well he also has a girlfriend that study's jhb , so we
just school mates nothing much , seeing him at the
gym today we just talked about how the exams are ,
that's all ... His not my friend but just the guy I go to
school with "
Him : you told him about me? "
Me : yes that why he addressed you buy your name "
Him : so you brag about me? " he slightly smiled
I rolled my eyes at him , at least he is being a jeck
now than the raging crazy man that dragged me by
the arm out of the gym and bite my head off, yes
langa is jealous like crazy and he has this tendencies
of stocking my every move now , luckily for him I'm
not that social , it really crip the hell our off me
Me : get over yourself dushbag" I attempted to walk
away but he held my hand and made me seat on his
lap
Him : " sorry for shouting , just seeing you with that
buffed up white boy made my blood boil "
Me : jealousy make you nusty , just trust me please
besides you also buffed up so ???"
him :I trust you baby , but I don't trust them "
I rolled my eyes at him , and he packed my lips
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Langa ****
While Zoe was busy taking a bath , I went to my
study and decided to find out who this fuck boy is
and what his story with my women , well I have been
stocking Zoe moves and she lives a boring life , she
goes to school, gym and the mall 95 % of the time
she is always home sleepping.
I don't give shit about this Tony guy Zoe new friend
he is gay and hell of bitch sleepping with very
influential man to pay for his fees and for his life
style, i just hope he does not teach Zoe his habits
because I will kill him for sure.
Mr buff up was a new surprise to me so I need to do
a back ground check on him , i hacked the unevisty
computer for his last name , it took a while but I was
almost done
Zoe : " I thought weekends are for me , and you busy
working !!!don't make me angry Dlamini!"
She was standing by the door of my study and was
wearing a long floral dress ,
Me : sorry baby , I will be with you shortly "
Her : " Im craving pizza and spicy wings , im going
out to get them you need anything ? "
me: no I'm good , don't take long "
her : I should be telling you that , .. I'm out "
me : mmm"
her ; what ever , you not even looking at me "
me: sorry "
i was in a zone and Zoe knows that this might take
few hours for me to be done , this is me a computer
wizard and a hacker I guess I'm just a nerd like that
finally the file was loaded I have this Brian's details
on my hands , I opened his file , medical report ,
school report and family details ...what the fuck......
Brian Smith as in Keven smith first born, I looked at
the picture Keven and his twins and Brian at some
party and they was this women next him Nicole van
Vaik , she looked like older version of Zoe , she white
tall and curly blond hair ...I set back and looked at
this information ...wow could this be Zoe biological
mom.??

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Langa ***
" langa just buy me time , I still need to speak to
Nicole , "
Me : " I can't keep a secret from her Anti "
Her : " I know but she must not find out like this I
will talk too her , I can't believe Keven told Brian
about Zoe I'm going to kill that man"
I can't believe I nealy killed him. Thinking that his
hitting on Zoe , I was on call with Zoe Aunt , while
waiting for Zoe . It has been 4 days since I have
known about Zoe biological mother and dahm is it
hard to keep a secret from Zoe .
Today i decided to take her to school and pick her
up , my baby was writing her final paper, i have no
doubt that she passed with flying colour's.
I saw Zoe walking towards me , I just dropped the
call , she placed her hands on her waist
Zoe : "and then ?"
Damn now I have to cook up a story
Me : " aaah .. Work , yes it was work "
Her : Langa !!_"
Me : " what baby...? " I just hugged her and ask her
about her final paper ,
Her : you don't want to know , " she breath out loud
while i opened the car door for her, the minute she
got in she pulled the seat down and just closed her
eyes ... Shym she was so tired she has been studying
hard , I woke her up as we got into the mall I just
wanted to have lunch with her and take her to salon
to do her hair and nails , yes we still going to the
gala dina tonight and I knew Zoe has already
forgotten about it so I organized everything ,
Me: babe wake up..."
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Mpume ***
I took my phone and went to the office it was
ringing non stop , and I had to answer it now course
Lu is one crazy man
" Lu I'm at work and you disturbing me " I said that
the minute I entered the office
Him: " konje why you working ?"
Me : " because I love earning my own money "
Him : that you never use"
I just rolled my eyes , I work yes but Lu insists that I
use his card , so I don't use my money at all
Me :" why you calling vele ?
Him : " I miss you "
Me : I miss you too"
Him : so can I come and get you "
Ow hell no , I can not endue another sleepless night
with Lu on top of me , yooo , its like he's making up
for I'll the night he sleep next to me with boner
Me : naa, enjoy your day with your daughter "
He was taking Joy shopping again , it was there
thing when his around , I sometimes feell so jelouse
that Joy get along with Lu than me her own mother ,
maybe because I'm always not around or too busy ,
she just trow tantrums when she with me , my boss
walked it with files , and I knew that I need to go
back to work now
Me : babe I have to go , fetch me later "
Him : OK see you later , I love you "
Me : me too " I looked at my boss and smiled yoo
but the screaming man In my ear was not having it
Him : what me too??? , Nompumelelo don't make
me kill some one njalo "
Me : I love you too , happy? ... Bye I dropped the
call"
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Ntombi ***
Me :" hi " I smiled at her
Receptionist : good afternoon Ms Msomi , how are
you doing today "
Me : " like a raging bull , is Keven in "
she was a bit shocked but quickly smiled again
Rec: yes mam , but he is on a meeting do you care to
Waite for him here? , "
Me : I'll Waite in his office thank you "
Rec: aaah mam the meeting is In his office "
I raised my eyebrow , what the fuck , Keven never
hold meetings in his office , I did not wait to gather
my thought and just mushed on to his office ,
Rec : miss msomi ... " she was busy calling out for me
and running behind me, I took the elevator and went
to 6th Floor , I budge in and fuck was I surprised
Keven : Ntombi "
poor girl was running after me finally caught up with
me ,
Res :sorry Sir I tried ... " he did not let her finish and
dismissed her
Me : so this meeting is sooooo...important that you
did not get back on my calls " I walked around
Nicole : hi Ntombi
she was seating in the couch with her legs cross and
looking blood cute , nxa I clicked my tongue
Keven : look babe I was going too..."
Me : " save it Keven , I came here to ask you one
thing , why did you tell Brian about Zoe "
Nicole : " what did you do Keven !, how could you ?"
she stood up
Me : " hay lalela Sisi , no body ask you to intervene ,
so shut it , I was still speaking to my man" I pointed
a finger at her ,
I looked at her , she was still hot even more now ,
she was wearing her casual cloths denim skirt with
white tank top , white all star and shades placed on
her head , she looked young and now I wonder why
she was all cosy up with keven in his office , I had a
hint of jealousy , so I walked to keven who was
standing by his desk scratching his hair trying to
figure out what to say to me I stood in front of him
and held his tie
Me : " Im waiting baby for an answer , why... did
...you ...do ...it ? " I whispers and his eyes turned from
being all confused and to looking at me as if I'm his
last meal on earth
Him: he over head us talking and he Cornered me to
tell him the truth , I'm sorry I never thought that he
will drop everything and go look for her , "
I nodded
Me : " so how do we fix this ?"
He pulled my waist and went to my ear ,
Him : I can't think straight when you this hot , and
right now I want to see what underneath that tight
skirt you got on "
Nicole : hallo keven we still talking here , can you do
this office romance some other time "
He looked into my eyes and I just melted , the fact
that he does not give a dhm about the other women
in his office made my heart skip a beat , he only has
eyes for me
Nicole : excuse me Ntombi ,... but ..."
I looked at her
Me: you are excused , " I turned my attention back to
keven , I heard her mumbling something and when
she reached the door I turned and called out for her
Me : Nicole we need to talk my house 19h00 shap "
She did not respond but banged the door , keven
did not waist any time and smashed his lips on my , I
pulled out
Me : I'm still angry "
Him : I know , that why I want to make you scream "
he grabbed me and placed me on his desk , his kiss
was so intense and pulling my souls out
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Zoe ***
We walk back in the house I was still fucked up tired
, at least I did my hair i straightened it and did my
nails (pedi and meni )we also went to the boutique
to do last minute fitting Langa still has no showed
me my dress and I'm practically freicking out now ,
so I put on a dock and took a quick shower , when I
got out i lotioned my self , langa walked in told me
to put on robe the make up girl and stylists are in
the guest room
Me : " langa this is such a waist of money "
Him : hurry up will be late " he spanked my ass , I
drag my feet and greeted the girls , they made me
seat down and worked there magic , it felt like hours
, make up and hair done and I looked like wow ... My
hair was pinned inside and was very clean look , I
liked it a lot .
Sihle she did my hair and make up and Sisi Bee she
was the one that going to help me with my dress
they were Xhosa and very loud , I enjoyed their
company and I laughed a lot
Sihle : yoo I wish every face i paint has a natural
beauty like you , yoo sana umhle uyadika " Langa
went all out Even bought a new underwear
Sisi bee : moment of truth let's try on the dress
She took it out and I almost fainted wow it was
beautiful , it was a black long mammade dress , with
lace details with embodied sparkling details , it was
an open back and showed off my whole back , long
sleeves and has v shape front that separated my
Brest but also slightly push them up , when I finish
dressing up I looked at my self in the mirror and
almost cried , I had to wear stiletto hills open toe
black in colour , I was looking at my self in the
mirror, and did not recognise my self, langa walked
in his eyes was fixed on me but was speaking to the
Ladies
Him : ladies thank you so much , the driver will take
you home , "
They took there thing
Sihle : take lots of pics and enjoy "
Me : thank you , "
She blow me a kiss and they left , I looked at Langa
he was dashing in black taxido , with bowtie he came
and stood next too me
Him: " do you like it "
I just nodded
Him: wow you so beautiful ,"
Me : stop it you going to make me cry , "
Him: I love you baby , and wow you just aish ..."I just
pulled him and kissed him
Me : thank you , I feel like a princess "
Him : you are one , and I can't wait to make you my
Queen "
He squeezed my ass ,
Him : I can't wait to wrip that dress off when we
come back " he licked his lips and gave me a
seductive smile ,showing off does dimples that
makes me weak
Me : stop thinking with your dick " I hit his hand that
was moving on my breast
Him : " let's go , and watch me get all Doe's award so
that I can fuck you all night when we get back"
I giggled he gave my clash bag , and as much as find
this things boring langa always makes it one of best
night ever , dahm I love this guy
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Mpume ***

Lu could not come to fetch me from work today for

whatever reason that he never bothered to tell me
about, so i requested a texify to drop me home ,
when i final arrived i sow some car that i'm not
familiar with packed in the driveway , ok we have
visitors , i wonder who could it be , so the minute i
walked in the kitchen door , i had laughter and
walked towards the seating room , Lu spotted me
and they turned their attention to me , i looked at
them and greeted them
me : " sanibona "
Lu smiled , and walked towards me . he kissed my
cheek and i just looked down because we had
company , a grown man effect, our visitors was
holding Joy who was busy bouncing around on his
arms
Lu : " Mpume meet my Father , Dad this is Mpume
the women that holds my heart "
i was in shock , so i went to him and offered him a
hand shake as sign of respect
Lu/ dad: "so sengaze ngidriver all the way from Lundi
just to meet you??
"
me : " aah .. uxolo baba , but we were planning on
visiting when Joy turns 6 months "
him : " i see , so i was not supposed to see my
granddaughter for 6 months , wow , who came up
with that crazy rule ? "
me ok Lu takes after his dad with the arrogance , i
was tongue tight , i had no come back , i looked at
Lu , to save me
Lu/dad: i'm just joking , it so nice to meet you , wow
you you could have seen you face" he bust out and
laughed at me , i breath out loud , so all the Dlamini
man are this crazy and very good looking
me : " nice to meet you too baba Dlamini "
him : " how kahle bo , just call me Baba "
i just smiled and nodded , he looked like Langa but
but ducker, i guess Lu takes after his mom aish what
am I saying this people look alike , wow this man is
grown up but dahm his hot and his smile is too die
for , ok what am doing looking at Lu's dad like that
, after we shaking hands and he asked me about my
mom and life in general , i went to the kitchen to
prepare supper. so beef curry and savory rice with
few salads will do , time was not on my side so i had
to cook very fast , Lu came in while i was burning up
in the kitchen and chopping up a storm
him : " yoo... baby .. come down before you chop
your hands off "
me : and why you didn't tell me that your dad is
visiting , i could have come back early "
i was whispering
him : " what will be the fun in that ke " he laughed i
just shook my head , this man is testing me fore sure
now , he came close to me
him |: " you turn me on when you twitch your nose
like that "
me : " don't start, Lu i got a knife " does he even
listen noo , he just pushed me and pinned me on the
fridge and kissed me senselessly and left me panting
him : " i missed you "
and he walked out on me , ...
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Menzi***

i walked in room Trey was busy playing video games

, with Austin , i kinda like the living environment we
just 3 guys living together and do all sort of crazy
things ,that guys do , its so child out.
Trey : finally the book worm has resurfaced "
i just shook my head , i sipped on the bottle of water
that was on my hand ,
me : " Austin i need a favour from you "
Austine : " let see , i asked you to do something for
me and you told me about some article that you
were busy doing , why must i help you now ? "
me : "because its important man come on bro "
Trey : " let's hear it out "
they looked at me ,
me : " i need to go emzansi "
Trey / Austin : " WHAT ? "
me : " i need to be with my gal "
Trey : " oooh cape town :"
i nodded
Austine : " dud you writing your Exams Sindy will just
distract you , so no " he took his can of bee and
drank it , i looked at Trey , like come Dog help me
out hear, Trey cleared his throat
Trey :" look Austin, he will be gone for just for 3 day ,
he need to tap on her or he will forever be grumpy "
Austin : " dud you in the middle of your Exams , i can
not allow you to fuck up "
me : " come on Bro I'm only going to be gone for
tree day i'm writing in 5 days time from now , please
mfethu i need to be with her , she going through
personal stuff and she needs me
Austin : " aish i don't know bro "
Trey : " mina i know , wena go tell Sindy that you
coming , and you leaving tonight ,and you ( referring
to Austin ) will cover up this from my uncle and his
Dad they must never know "
i smiled wow
Austin : " wow , what??? no !! i'm not doing that "
Trey : " last time i checked i'm the one that is paying
you , and right now i'm paying you to allow my boy
to go fuck her girl ok , ( he looked at me ) go pack
your bag bro now, before we changes our mind "
ow fuck i rushed upstairs and dialed Sindy number ,
we skyped she picked up looking all sleepy and sexy
her : " babe "
me : " sweetheart how are you "
her : " you woke me up , you know that i got
insomnia this days so it will take forever for me to
sleep "
me : " im sorry nana "
her : " no worries " she smiled at me i just melted
me : " pack your bags baby so we can go witness the
Indian and Atlantic oceans splashing together"
she screamed ,
her : " No ! "
me : " yes will be making love in beach baby "
her : " i love you , i love you , i looooove you ..... ,
AAAAAH ," she was going all crazy again
me : " baby let me pack I'm leaving tonight , i will see
you tomorrow , i love you so much " i blow kisses on
the screen and she started crying ,
me : " don't do that you making me emotional also "
her : " i love you , and thank you baby "
i smiled and we said our goodbye
Trey walked in
him : " you leaving midnight i booked a flight for you
so start packing , i looked at the time i still had
enough time
me : thanks Nja yami "
him : " don't mention it ," we fist bump and he help
me with my bags , this guy is my ride or die
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Lubanzi **

while mpume was busy bathing Joy and preparing

her for bad i seat with my father in seating room , he
was sleepping over which was great because its been
awhile since i hang out with him
him : " Mpume is good cook , wow "
i nodded .
me : "i know , that why i'm gaining wait now "
we laughed
him : " she a good girl ,humbled, comes from good
family , her mom raised her well , so why you not
putting a ring on it? "
me : " i don't want to push her dad "
i mean we just started having sex , i don't have cold
feet or anything like that , but i don't want Mpume
to think im suffocating her , i already bought her
house , claimed Joy to be mine , im fucking her like
there is no tomorrow , hay don't blame me for that i
waited so long for that cookie , i want to pop that
question so badly but i don't think she is ready for
that
him : " look son , you love this girl and you have a
child with her , i can not preach one thing to Langa
and not to you , you must pay Lobola for her"
me: " hayi baba nawe and this traditional stuff ,
awume kancane bo "
him : "lalela while your mother is acting like Dr Phill
trying to fix you and Nicky , make the first move and
pay for Mpume before this thing blow up , because
your mother is busy putting fuel on the flames , i
don't want to see that girl get hurt "
i scratched my head , Mpume walked in
her : " i'm sorry to disturb you , aah.. baba , i have
prepared the guest room for you , so when you
ready to sleep just go down the passage its 2nd
door on the your right "
Him : " thank you my baby , "
she nodded
Mpume : " good night baba , and thank you for
coming to our home , it really means a lot "
him : " night koti "
me : " keep the bed worm for me "
she popped her eyes and walked away and my
father looked at me
him : " if you don't marry her i'll make her your
Stepmother "
i just bust out and laughed , we talked for hours till
my father decided to retire to bad , i switch off all
the light and checked up on my baby girl nchoo she
was sleepping so peacefully i kissed Joy's forehead ,
me : " night pumpkin "
the light in our bedroom was still on , and i found
Mpume studying ,
me : " hay "
she smiled at me , i took off my t-shirt and went to
bathroom , i took a quick shower and i could not
help to think about what my dad told me , i mean
why is mom doing this , if she love Nicky that much
why can't she just be with her i walked in closet put
on my PJ pants , and walked out
me : " baby "
her : " mmmm"
Me : "are you going somewhere "
i was looking at the luggage in the closet , she
looked up at me
her : " we going somewhere , " i looked at her like
what is she on about now
her : " cape town remember "
me : " ow fuck no ..."
her : " what now she put her books aside and i
jumped in the bed
him : " your friends are loud , and crazy they actually
made langa a lunatic now i don't want to mix with
that crowd "
she giggled ,
her : " tough luck , you coming with and you told me
that you coming " she gave me those puppy eyes
me : " ayi mpume you making me weak , i don't do
this social stuff mina "
her : " suite yourself ke , i'll go alone.... ngowasha
amehlo, i head there are fine Brothers in cape town
"
me : " i swear to God ngizobulala umuntu " she
giggle and i held her close

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Zoe ***
I'm so proud of my baby , like he said he will get all
the award. Best senior manger , Best branch
manager and supervisor ... Top archiver ...yooo he
had about 4 awards and each and everyone he got
he dedicated it to me , " Thank you Guy for this
award , but I would not be where I am today without
the love of my life this award goes to you baby,
thank you for believing in me , I love you
Madlamini". And the crowd will go ncoooo... As
much I hate the spotlight it was shining directly on
me the whole night, after all the formality , it was
party time langa and some of his work friends , Joe
and Thula with there partners ( the doll face with no
brains )we were seated on the same table , it was a
celebration indeed almost everyone came too us and
congratulated him , I don't know how many hand
shakes I got even ran out of sanitizer , well every one
was getting drunk and the music was pumping
Joe : " come guys let's go dance "
I just laughed and shook my head this guy is a
clown
Langa : " want another drink ?" I was drinking red
wine semi sweet , while my baby was drinking the
finest whisky Jonny walker blue
Me : I need to go pee , first "
His hands was on my thighs
Him : let me go with you "
He held my hand , and escorted me to the ladies
I did my business and flushed the toilet , I washed
my hands , and dahm my make up is still on point , I
heard some Ladies whispering
Girl2 : aish your boss is just too arrogant even when
you greet him he just says" Ya"
Gil 1 : well Sisi , no wonder his unapproachable look
at his wife , nami if I was a man I would not even
look at another women waking up to something like
that every morning ...yoo muhle loya girl "
Girl 2 : aish now I get it and all along I just thought
he was gay , " I looked at them and they noticed my
presence they smiled at me all embarrassed as fuck I
just waved with my rock and smiled back.... Walking
out of the ladies , langa was on his phone he looked
up at me and held my hand ,
Him : come I want to show you something "
Me : baby its late now can we go home please " he
did not respond to me , but held my hand and
opened a door , it was a handicap toilet
he pinned me on the wall and started kissing me ,
he was on my neck living love bites wet kisses
him : you smell so god "
me : mmmmh "
Him : you look so hot in this dress "
His kiss were so rough there goes my lipstick ,he
went down and lifted my dress , so roughly , he
pulled down my Lacy number and placed one of my
lag in the toilet seat , his hand started playing with
my clit ,
me ; ahhh baby " he inserted one finger on me , and
I almost lost my mind , he was kissing me so roughly
while he inserted another figure , he figure fucked
me till I felt waves of pleasure building up oh fuck
yes and my legs started shaking , I let go and I came
, he too his finger and made me lick my come while
he kissed me ..
him : baby ... let's finish this home "
his hands roughly held my body close to him
He was hard as rock , his phone rang and he looked
at it while I was fixing my dress and wiping my self
me : my panty babe " he kissed me showed it to me
and put it back on his pocket
me ; langa .. " I giggled
Him : let's go and say goodbye " we opened the
door and a Lady on her wheel chair dropped her jaw
when she sow us coming out .. we giggled and walk
to our table we said our good byes and the guys
were planning on going clubbing but I was just
drunk and tired , Langa held my hand and his court
on the other , his tie was loose , I was still shock at
how much his so respected by the people he work
with , talk about levels of being a superior
Me : it was a good night baby " he raised his
eyebrow and side smiled,
him : you haven't seen nothing yet .. kusazoba lit "
he rubbed his hands in my thighs , I just smiled,
We drove off while i was busy bragging about his
archivemeant he pulled over at the middle of no
where it was on cliff over viewing of the City ,
Me : why did we stop? "
Him : to do this , " he pulled his seat down ,
unbuckle my seat belt he smashed his lips on me ow
God my dress's ,
Me : langa... " I pushed him away my dressed was
torn , like that will stop him .
him : Zoe ! "
me : you are tearing my dress langa mani " I tried to
hold his hands but yoo he stopped and looked at
me telling me to behave, and be submissive
Him : " its too tight , I need you now " he roughly
pulled it apart , OK one thing I noticed whenever
Langa drink his expensive whisky he becomes very
aggressive
I don't know how we ended up in the beck seat with
him between my legs ,all I know is that it was rough
and dahm good , the window were steamy , he was
grinding on top of me like a stallion ,
Him: ahhh Zoe .... Aaaah ..baby . aaah love you
sthandwa sami ... He was close his groan was so loud
and he finally collapse on me while one of my leg
was fast asleep , the position I was in was not
comfortable , and this man is still inside me and on
top off me .. .
me : langa I can't breath " I was but naked and I'm
sure my dress was in peaces in this car ,
Him : yoo baby that was epic "
He was still breathing heavily on top of me , I was
about to push him off when I saw a light on our
window , there was nock also , we both froze ohh my
god we going to be mugged while I'm so naked ,
Me : langa ... " I was so scared and suddenly there
was a police sirens ,
Langa : fuck its the police "
Voice : come out now "
me : Aish this is bad"
,langa got off me gave me his shirt to wear it had
missing buttons while he moved around pulling his
pants up
Him : baby how drunk are you , I can't take the
breath test I'm waisted "
I hit his shoulder , really langa
Me : this is all your fault , "
Him : you enjoyed it "
Knock on the window : excuse me ....we don't have
all night "
Langa opens the door and walked outside I was
biting my nails off
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Langa ***
My heart was raising , fuck I hate cops , and now I
need to talk and save my ass ,
Cop 1 : " we got here 45 minutes ago , and the car
was moving as if it going go over the cliff, what were
doing ?"
He was an old guy probably my dads age or even
older , he was annoyed and irritated and asked me
the most dumbest question ever , I scratched my
head , how do I say this in a polite manner
Cop2 : are you drunk sani "
Me : yes .. I min no .. I just had few drinks"
Cop : " what you doing in this place fucking
somebody child senseless that long , you couldn't
wait to get home ...is her pussy that good "
aish you don't want to know how hot Zoe is .
Me : aish yaa , hade Bantu bomthetho "
They asked me my address , drivers licence , all
along I'm just waiting to get a ticket , aish Mara
SAPS yabhoreka yazi , now they questioning my dick
game ... Really this fools , they finally let me go but
they want to see the girl who was screaming
Cop 1 : mhlampe uncosi yami nje "
They went to Zoe window and she opened it , the
cop greeted her and came back
Cop1 : via bra , kanti ushaya... shaya ungamla , " I
started walking away thanking them , but they
stopped me .
Cop 1: not too fast , awusi brain washe ke , phela
asibonanga lutho LA "
shit I don't even carry cash around ,I go to my car.
Zoe was mad more as in pissed off
Zoe : smoko?
Me : nyuka ?
Her : baghafe phela !
Me : aish zoe , anginamadola LA "
Her : langa ... I want to go home, I'm sticky and I'm
mad "
Me : manje Zoe ngenzenjani "
She cliqued her tongue and opened her door
me : Nokzola !" she ignored me and went to address
the cops , and i don't like the way they were looking
at her
Her : so problem is we don't have cash right now ,
but kindly follow us to the nearest ATM and will buy
you a drink "
She didn't wait for them to answer and walked to the
drivers seat
Her : get in the car langa "
Yoo talk about boss lady , she stated the car the
minute I got in she drove off while the cops
followed us
Her : your come is dripping on my thighs "
me : I'll bath you when we get home , " I took a piece
of dress and wiped her ,
me : better ? "
she just rolled her eyes, after few minute drive she
got out mind you she only has my shit on withdraw
cash from the ATM and gave it to the vultures ,
people in the garage were looking at her she was
even walking bear foot with her hair all massed up ,
she jumped back in the car and speed off ,fuck that
was a turn on.. I love my crazy wife .
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Mpume ***
i was preparing breakfast , when Lu dad walked in
carrying Joy , Lu was still in bed which was ord because
his such an early bird
me : " good Morning Baba , ulale kahle ? "
him : " morning sisi , yes ngilale kahle , thank you for
accommodating me "
me : " hayboo you family nje "
him : thank you "
silence , i just continued with making pancakes
him : " i would offer to help but my hands are tired "
i just smiled and shook my head
me : " at least she likes you , look at her smiling and
playing with you "
he laughed " i don't know when last i held a baby " he
said playing with Joy who was giggling non stop
him : "i want to thank you, ... for making my son happy
,"
me : " he makes me happy too , im grateful to have him
in my life "
he smiled " you even changed the way he dressed , " he
said that and we laughed he also whistled
me : " he used to dressed like he was attending funeral
or something, hayboo something gotta give phela " we
bust and laughed
after talking and Joking around , i finally placed the food
on the counter and i was about to call Lu , but he walked
in , with no shirt on with his short and flops , i sipped my
tea and looked at him , like as in admiring him
Lu : " morning "
baba: " usulala uvuke at this hour manje ? "
him : " what can i say my baby got me working overtime
" he pointed at me, i dropped my Jaw and threw a dish
cloth at him , his father just bust out and laughed
Baba : " so i'm going to be expecting another grandchild
soon "
Lu : " most definitely "
me : Lubanzi stop it hawu "
Lu: " yini because uLanga and Zoe are too goal driven and
a kid in there crazy life is something that not going to
happen any day soon "
Me : " haybooo ... you might never Know" i was beyond
shock this guy can he ever ?
Baba: " mpume can not be dropping babes for you just
nje... put a ring on it first "
me : " danki baba , and i don't come cheap"
Him :"in that case we getting married in three months
time , that will be December and next year February we
having another baby "
i looked at him and laughed and his father joined me ,
Baba : " then i'm writing that letter when i get home "
Baba phone rang and he took it , i offered to take Joy
from him , but he shook his head , Lu wiped his mouth
and looked at me and stood up , came to my side and
turned the bar stool to face him
him : " morning sunshine "
he held my chin and cupped my lips , he was was soft
and gentle i could not help but run may hands on his
back , the kiss was making me feel a bit moist , and my
subconscious reminded me that his Dad is around i tried
to pull out
him : ammmm don't do that " he dived in my mouth
i wanted to resist the feeling i was feeling , but he knows
that his kiss always make me venerable , i felt Baba
presence in the room , and i pinched banzi
him : " yini "
i popped my eyes that your dad is in the room
baba : " don't stop on my account its your house after
all"
i felt my cheek getting red i was so embarrassed , yoo ... i
just excused myself and went upstairs ....
" hawu come on baby my dad will leave " Lu called out , i
just rolled my eyes , this guy can he be for real ?
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Lubanzi ***
me : " hayi mani ...nawe Selby you come uninvited and
mess up my love making time with my baby mama "
my dad Chuckled and shook his head
Baba:" i really like her , you know now i can die happy ,
knowing that my son's got good women by there side "
me : " and take your wife with you along "
we laughed , dahm Mpume is bloody good cook , she
even made scones and they taste like haven ,
me : " i thought about what you said "
he looked at me and placed joy on her potable baby stool
that was in Kitchen counter
Baba: " and ? "
me : " Draft that letter and send it to Mpume mom after
Joy baptismal "
my dad nodded " but how are we going to deal with that
venom in my house ? " he asked me
me : " im on it dont worry about it "
Baba: " Banzi what you up too ? "
Me : " let just say that i have found a one way ticket for
Nikiwe , ngathi she so used to this nice life that she
forgets where she comes from "
my father and i first bump ,
Baba: " my boy ....and your mother ? "
me : " she only listen too one person , i just need to get
him here and will take it from there "
Baba: " and yet i thought Mpume has made you soft "
i just shook my head , because yep she has , i don't know
when last i got my hands dirty , after we finished eating i
placed the dishes in the sink , while my father drove out
to run some errands , i walked to the seating room to
watch Tv , mpume came running down wearing white
skinny jean and red bodysuit her dread locks were let
loose and dahm she looked hot
me : " wow uyaphi ? "
i stood up and stopped her
her : " move baby "
me : "Nompumelelo "
her : " Lubanzi " she gave me straight face , the door
swung open and they was screams in the house , a lot of
hugging was happening here and this girls were loud, i
scanned them all they were tree , well i know sindy and
the other two are new too me , they stopped and looked
at me , they started undressing with there eyes i feel
so naked without a t-shirt on ,
the short one with small baby bump : " huuuuu halala ...
nice to finally meet Lubanzi , im Gugu the Hot one "
i nodded ,
sindy : more like the slutty one " Mpume and sindy high
five , what happening in my house , ?
the tall skinny one with long hair and thick lips " im Portia
the quite one "
Sindy : " oww fuck off man , why you drooling over Banzi,
nxa ... uphy u joy "
Portia : " ;i got her present "
Gugu : " mina i'm her present , soon too be mother in law
"
they laughed and Sindy dragged them to the nursery
me : " what the fuck just happened ? "
Mpume : " come down , and go put on t-shirt or
something " she kissed my cheek ,and followed her
friends
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Sindy ***
joy was such a beauty , i think i need a baby of my own
nami
Gugu : " there is something about you , that so different "
she pointed at mpume ,
Portia : " she is just beautiful and glowing being a new
mom does wonders to some people i wonder what
happened to you " we were seating in the lounge i
eating scones and juice , trust Mpume to be a housewife
, mom mfundisi
Mpume : " so Pam she is miss world this days , "
me : " she can't wait to see you "
Portia : " guys i really wish i can go with you , " she
pouted
portia cancel last minute something to do with fixing
things with Nkonzo ,
we had good laugh till Nkonzo came and fetched Portia
she left and Gugu was arguing on the phone with
Bongani as usual
Lubanzi walked in with Joy ,
him : " i'm taking her to grandma "
Mpume stood up , and kissed joy , who did not want to
let go of Lubanzi
Mpume : " i tell you this child hates me "
Lu : " you missing a motherly touch , baby "
we laughed this man has no filter
Mpume : " remind me of that when we cuddling yezwa "
banzi side smiled kissed her cheek and grabbed her ass
me : " woow " I said looking at Gugu was fanning her self
,
Mpume walked him out and i jumped off the couch and
picked over the window
Gugu : yoooo Mpume you dirty Dog "
they were kissing by the car and Banzi hands were all
over her yoo,
Me : " dahm i miss that , "
Gugu : " i need arms like that , Jesus Christ "
Me : " hay wena votsek nama doda bantu "
Gugu : " hayboo a girl is allowed to dream bo , "
finally they let go of each other and mpume walk back
we hurried back to our seat and acted like nothing
happened but Gugu looked at Mpume like she has
something on her face
Mpume : " what? ? "
Gugu :" you sleep with that every night? oooohh maria
mother of Jesus "
we bust out and laughed , me

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Cici ***

i hate going to the mall this days but Zweli wanted us to

have a family moment , Zaza was busy swinging between
us
Zaza : " up up mom "
i looked at Zweli who was smiling ear to ear , he really
enjoys moment like this , so we decided not to go to the
cape town trip because Zweli had to stay behind and take
care of business , Since Bongani needed a vacation
Zaza : " dady dady popo " she let go of our hands and ran
to milky lane , we tried calling out for her and when we
finally caught up with her she was talking to Portia , ok
this was awkward
portia lifted her and they seem very friendly and close
with each other , Portia was with Nkonzo
Zweli : " hi guys "
Konzo nodded while portia greeted us back , Zaza
wanted ice cream , Nkonzo took Zaza to the counter to
buy her ice cream , i did not agree with it But zweli was
not having it , so i just let it go , i notice that Zweli and
portia were having a conversation of there own with
their eyes while they were saying something else
apparently Portia and Nkonzo are are also not going to
Cape town ,
me : " why so? " i asked for curiosity sake
Portia : " well we having our own exclusive outing , it all a
surprise and Nkonzo is not giving anything away "
i smiled wow that Good , her eyes avoided Zweli when
she was saying that ,
Zweli : " hope you enjoy "
she smiled and looked away , Nkonzo came back with
Zaza and she had ice cream on her hand and it was
chocolate , this will stain her for sure
Portia : " hope you enjoy you family day " she hugged
Zaza and the smell of her perfume took me off guard , i
have smelled this perfume before i looked at Zweli ,
Zaza : " you going to pick me up tomorrow from school
with Zwezwe? "
Portia almost died while Zweli cleared her trout , well
Nkonzo looked at Portia , and she faked smile ,
her : " aaa, sure baby , enjoy your ice cream ok nana "
she held nkonzo hand and they walked out . we
continued with our walk, i wanted to ask Zweli what Zaza
meant by that , i was afraid of the answer , so i decided
to brush it away . the outing was perfect , even though
my mind was miles away , we took Zaza to the
amusement park ,the ZOO, grab lunch on the Go .
The minute we got home i went to the bathroom and
took one of Zweli shirt from the laundry basket that he
was wearing few days back and smelled it , i just sank
down , ow my God ....i knew it ...
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Ntombi ***
me : " but that does not change the fact that you moved
on and forget that you left a child behind ,"
Nicole : " Ntombi , don't you think that i regret that
everyday i have to leave with that guilt ,"
me : " don' give me that crap "
her: "you told me to leave Zoe behind , because of your
lunatic Brother "
me : " i didn't say abandon your child Nicole as in forever
Nicole "
her : " you don't know what that man put me through"
me : " i was there are you forgetting that ? "
her : " i just can not do this right now , ntombi im unfit to
be in her life "
me : " so if i was not dating Keven will you have showed
up on my doorstep?? "
her : " it's complicated "
me : " oww fuck no , don't give me that bull shit , you are
a runner nicole and you constantly run from your
responsibility, first it was Brian , Zoe and Now the Twins ,
what kind of a mother are you ? "
she was crying... crocodile tears if you ask me , well i
don't mind mothering her kids , but i had to tell her a
piece of my mind , because now she wants to skip the
country because she does not want to meet up with Zoe
telling me she is so ashamed off what she did , she
should have reached out long time ago , but she was just
too much of coward , i just think she was just plain
selfish , and to top it up she leaving the twins behind
now ,talking about she need to find herself she need to
figure things out , she didn't expect the truth to come out
like this
her : " please let her know that i love her " she attempted
to take her bag and i held her hand
me : " Nicole if you leave this house today , i swear to
god i will kill you if you ever set your foot back in in my
house "
she just cried , the boys were in a seating room playing
video games , she looked at me
her : " please take care of my kids Ntombi . and im truly
sorry , but i can do this now , if you knew how Brian
treats me or even look at me for abandoning him you will
understand ... women to women , the father of my kids
loves you and you always be a better woman then i will
ever be "
me : " Nicole you can not run forever , just think about
this "
her : " i'm sorry ... please give this to Keven ... " she
handed me an envelope
she tried to walk away but stood still like she saw a ghost
, and started walking backwards , she dropped her beg ,
i walked towards her , owww fuck this shit just hit the fan
Sandile : " Nicole !!!! "
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Zoe ***
we finally arrived in cape town im guessing we the last
one to arrive suspecting from the conversation that
Langa had with Bongani , and Lubanzi ... all along i
thought we were going to the hotel but Guess what Banzi
owns a guest house hear and it by the coast ,
me : " so banzi has a house here also ?"
langa nodded , he was on drivers seat ,we were driving a
rental , langa woke up today very moody and irritated
him : " i'm driving a vw that so degrading "
i rolled my eyes
me : " its vito and its rental not yours , get over yourself "
he just continued to drive , we had a comfortable silence
throughout the drive , well my man is so moody i really
can not keep up , he finally packed the car , wow i'm in
love ,
me : " what up with Banzi and beautiful houses by beach
, i think i married the wrong brother "
langa clicked his tongue , i just laughed at him , i walked
inside the house and there was nobody in the house and
there was lot of noise but i didn't see where it was
coming from , i walked around i left Langa in the house , i
opened the door that leads to the back yard and i
bumped to Menzi
me : " you made it "
he did not say anything but just hugged me ,
him : " Skhokho i missed you dud ..... ( he called out )
Guys look who i found wandering around "
they all turned to look at me i tell you Pam and Mpume
were on a raise to hung me first . the hug almost threw
me down
Pam was crying while mpume was screaming .... i missed
my girls,
Sindy and gugu came and we grouped hug ,
Sindy : " have i got News for for .... "
Gugu : can't beat what i got cooking , lets drink first "
i looked her ,
me : " women you pregnant "
Gugu : " a glass or two won't kill me " we bust out and
laughed , langa was busy on his phone walked pass us
without saying hi or anything to my girls ,
Mpume : " and then ? "
me : " his on his periods "
we bust out and laughed ,
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happy Friday ... if i don't get sloshed tonight i might drop
another inset ... i really need prayer guys

#78
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Ntombi ***

me : " hay Susan "

she embrace me into a tight squeeze , trust her to be
emotional when she see other people cry
her : I asked the Dr to appoint me to his ward , I'll
take care of him and keep a good eye on him "
me : Thank you ." I was tearing up , as much as I
don't get along with my brother , but I just could not
stand to look at him with all does machines piped
into him
me : how is he ?
Susan: its still early to tell , Dr is still monitoring his
condition, but it looks like he had a minor stroke,
that course his heart to stop a minute"
me: ow my God " I held my mouth.. Keven came
rushing to me and pulled me to him
keven : I got here as fast as I can , what happens "
I could not speak I was just too shocked
Susan: Sandile , he had a heart attack and collapse "
keven : what !, how ? "
Susan beep started ringing
her : guys I have to go , "
me : " thank you ." she nodded , and looked at me
her: should I call , the kids "
I shook my head,
me : not now , let's wait till his stable "
her : I fully understand " she rushed off , Keven
pulled me to seat next too him , he pulled me for a
side hug
him : what really happened "
me : " Nicole happened, and she almost killed my
brother , your baby mama is a parasite too my
family "
~~~flash back ~~~
Nicole: ...Sandile "
Sandile was so angry and could not even look, at her
Sandile : UFUNANI LA "
he started walking slowly to her while Nicole almost
dropped dead in the spot
me : Sandile its not what you think , just calm down,
and lets talk about this"
Sandile : what the fuck does she want !!!
he was shouting and made my head spin in the
process , good lord
Nicole : I'm so sorry but..."
him : you Sorry Nicole ... you fuckin sorry ... " he
started marching towards Nicole but he stopped
and he held his chest and cried in agony , he then
collapse on the spot , I rushed too him and checked
his pulse it was faith and I called the Ambulance ,
while Nicole did the unthinkable and ran away , I
called Mpume mom " zodwa " to take care of the
twins while I went to the hospital
~~~end of flesh back ~~`
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Langa ***

I woke up and the bed was empty , I don't know how

i got into my room , me and the boys really got
sloshed , the only person who was not drunk was
Banzi since he is not that much of drinker , I was
kinda pissed because I wanted to surprise Zoe the
minute she lands in cape town with her sport car.
but they have not finished remodeling it , I made a
call again to the car dealership
me : how far along "
sales rap : " we still waiting for the shipment "
me : I didn't ask you that give me time / date damit "
sales rap: 48whrs sir , I'm sorry about the delay it
just that the latest model has to be shipped from
over seas to ..."
I dropped the call , he was just giving me a
unnecessary excuses, i took a Bath and put on cream
chino pants and blue golf T-shirt with flops , I went
to the kitchen just to find Sindy and Mpume making
breakfast , and having girl talk while Zoe was
seating in the kitchen counter with a glass of juice in
her hand
I decided to eardrops just for curios sake
Mpume : " there is something off about her I
noticed when you were at my house "
Zoe : yaaa , she told me her mom cheated on her
dad and she not in a good space , "
sindy : wow guys I don't now jack about this "
Mpume : and you were stressed with exams and all I
didn't want to bother you with this stuff "
Zoe : poor thing , I hope she OK "
sindy : I hope so too , phela Nkozo is forever away ,
and she had no one to talk too , now I feel bad ,
what kind of friend am I"
Mpume "I feel the same girl , I mean I was soo
occupied with my sex life that I forgot about my
friends "
Zoe : huny moon face ," she chuckled and sindy bust
out and laughed
Mpume : hayboo guys stop it , " they continued to
laugh
Sindy : I still can not believe Banzi tasted your fruit "
Zoe : they live together it was bound to heppen"
mpume : so tell me Sisi , wena no Langa do you do it
every night ?
Zoe chocked on her drink , well i have had enough. I
can never listing to Zoe talk about our sex life , I
walked in and fuck there faces were priceless
me : morning ladies "
sindy / Mpume : hi! " ,
Zoe just looked at me , she is still mad about last
night , I went to her and stood in between her legs
and took the glass of juice and drank it
me : " you still mad "
her : you act like a pussy at times , so yaaa!"
I raised my eyebrow , I was not expecting that
I mouth " I'm sorry " to her and she just rolled her
eyes
me : take a walk with me please"
her : im cooking "
I smiled yah right
, she jumped down we were about to walk out and
we bumped to Banzi , this guy loves showing off , he
was all sweaty with his muscle T-shirt and shorts
coming back from jogging
him : hay Mr Grumpy and miss crazy "
me : fuck off"
the girls bust out and laughed
me : we going to take a walk , be right back "
Mpume : breakfast ?"
Zoe : will eat later
sindy : let me go wake the others
Banzi : baby come help me take a shower "
Zoe /sindy: oooooh !!!! " Mpume just blushed
me : come let's go " I held her hand and we walk out
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Sindy

I walked in too our room , and the shower was

running , I wanted to join him , but I decided to
make up the bed first, he walked in when I was
almost done, he was drying his hair with a towel , I
just looked at him , Menzi is not buffed up , he hates
working out , but he has a toned body and he looks
good, his very hairy I just looked at him and the hair
line that runs from his chest to his lower abdomen
him : that very rude what you doing now"
I smile , he didn't even raised his eyes too look at me
me: morning handsome "
he came to my direction and held my waist
him : why did you leave me alone "
he kissed my neck
me : Mpume forced me to make breakfast with her "
him: I missed your cooking" his hands moved too to
my summer dress that I had on and he lifted it over
my shoulders leaving me with my underwear only ,
he kissed me on my lip and I felt all sort of pleasure
rushing in , Menzi did not want to make love to me
yesterday , he told me that its been a while since we
last made love and he will not do it while his drunk.
so today is the day and my body was on another
level of excitement, he placed me on the bed and
ran kisses all over my body , he was biting my inner
thigh , he took off my panty, he rubbed his hands on
my punana and smiled at me , because I was
dripping wet
me : I missed you so much "
him : I missed you too " he got in between my legs
and position him self , we stopped using protection
when I got an implant , he tried to enter me but I
was a bit tight
him : ow fuck baby you waited for me "
I nodded , and he bite my neck I let out a loud moan
, the first thrust I felt like my walks were cracking up ,
ow shit why did he not do foreplay first, he continue
to move slowly while I was just hoping for pleasure
to kick in now , he picked up the pase and fucked
me senselessly, I hope he could have Macy on me
but who am I kidding its been almost 6 months full
without him getting it on , he flip me over in every
position , you can imagine his groans were loud and
he was pulling my hair and his other hands grabbing
and squeezing on my breast while he was banging
me from behind ,
him : aaaw baby you so tight ... ow fuck ... shit ...ahhh
" and I felt him let loose and we both collapse on the
bed breathing heavily
him : dahm I love you "
I just rolled my eyes and tried to untangle my self
from him
him : where you going ? "
me : " to wipe your kids off "
he chuckled
him : let me do that for you "
he stood up and went to bathroom, came back with
a warm towel and wiped me
him : baby , did I hurt you"
he was looking at my neck and waist that had his
prints I was bruised
me : " noo baby I'm good "
him : I'm sorry "
I pulled his face to mine and kissed him , and I felt
him grow, I guess today we having a Marathon sex
drive ...
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I'm having problems with Network .. visiting my
sister in the coast and cell c network awudonsi this
side ... I'll try and post again later ....happy Tuesday

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Zoe ***

the walk around the beach was very nice. I mean why
wouldn't it be , as much as i hate it when Langa is on his
moods I have leaned to let it pass, and not bother him
about it , Langa is one complicated man he hates it when
things do not go his way and he act out , but I guess his
mom is the one to blame for that she can never say no to
Langa, makes him believe that the world revolves around
him .
on our way back the sun was blazing and I used Langas
tallness to be my shade
him: so what do you want to do today "
me : I don't know ,most probably go sight seeing "
him : I would love to do that with you "
I smiled and nodded we were holding hands and it
moments like this that I fall all in love with him all over
again
him : I want to hit the waves just to check if i still know
how to surf "
Me:" what ?"
him : " what??"
me : " you never told me you can surf "
him: " well I did know how to do it in my teen days I'm
not sure about it now... I'm rusty for sure "
me : " babe why so much mystery "
I hit his shoulder
him : " you never asked " we entered the house and they
was a loud argument going on
Gugu : come on , if we continue to stay here will be your
sex slaves , we just need to go out "
Sbu: come on guys we came here to spend time with you
guys not be separate ... now you want to go have girls
outing that not on "
Banzi and Mpume walked in holding hands
me : what's going on ? "
Bongs: well Pam and Gugu want to go out shopping and
what not we asked to tag along but its no..no .."
I looked at Langa
Langa : oww fuck no Zoe "
me : come on babes I need to spend time with my girls "
Langa : " Zoe I said No , I'm tagging along "
me : guys I'm going to change be right back "I walked to
our bedroom , while Langa was on my hills , the minute I
entered I took off my shorts and tank top ,
him : babe we hardly spend time together, I work all the
time and you have school, I thought coming here it will
be me and you " I picked out my head from the
bathroom door
me : are you joining me or what? "
him : you doing this again , keeping me quite by using
your body "
me : offer is still on table Dlamini ...once I finish offer will
be gone " I stood by the bathroom door with a bath
sponge and shower gel showing off my glorified necked
body
him : ooow fuck it "
his cloths started flying and he grabbed me and pinned
me on the wall ,
him : you seducing me "
me : no ways Dlamini "
so what suppose to be few minutes steamy sex on the
shower tuned to be almost an hour .
I was dressing up ,I put on my long light pink summer
dress and matched with my Nike gladiator sandals gold
in colour and let my hair loose , Langa kept taking glances
looking at me in the mirror
him : do you have to go ?
me : I'll be back soon baby I promise " I packed his lips
took my bag, phone and shades
him : can I come along"
me : " naaah I'm good with my girls " he put on his short
and walk me out , upon arriving at the seating room all
eyes were on us
me : " what ??"
sindy :" Zoe can we go please before Menzi makes me
change my mind "
I just nodded, Pam looked and me and rolled his eyes
pam: you driving " What the hack ,my phone beeped
notification me that I was R10k richer wow I looked at
Langa and kissed him on the cheek
me : thank you babes "

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Lubanzi
it has been 30 minutes since the girls left , and I had to
stop texting Mpume since she said , she will switch off
her phone if I don't stop , Langa was tracking Zoe Phone
and car
Langa ' looks like their going to the mall "
Sbu : " this was all Gugu fault you know "
Bongani and Sbu started arguing ow hell no this fuck
boys , like that will bring the girls back , I continued to
play video games with Menzi he was a down to earth
kinda of guy ,
Menzi : I miss sindy , I mean we in this long distance
relationship and she decides to bounce that is just
massed up"
me : I feel you man , I got trust issues and being here I
keep on thinking who's checking my girl out I'm just
loosing it right now "
Langa : guys stop this madness , can we go out and play
beach soccer at list while our women spend our hard
earn money "
we looked at him like wow that's not bad at all ,
Bongani : aish I might even score pussy on the go "
we looked at him like what now ?
Bongani : hay I haven't been getting any Gugu and her
hormones , she just allergic to sex this days "
we bust out and laughed , the boys outing was dope ...
we played soccer, went swimming , Memzi and Langa did
this white boy shit surfing , while bongani was just being
all crazy
sbu: drink ?
I just nodded , he had 6 pack of coke cans with him
him : late go play some pool ,
I fist bump him and we stood up and walked to nearest
sport bar
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Pam

me: I'm so tired guys let's seat down "

Zoe I cunt feel my legs "
sindy : let's go to the spar "
Mpume : I need a massage please guys let's go "
we looked at her and Zoe bust out and laughed
Zoe : I told you to prepare your self"
the drive to the spar it was short ride since it was around
the conner , and we all got in one cubicle
Sindy : aish guys I wish the massage can go down to my
lady parts "
Gugu : that what you get for making a man wait for you
for too long "
me : I don't know when last i got some , Sbu is forever
busy and always come back home so tired , when I'm in
the mood his busy when his in the mood I'm attending to
the kids "
sindy : and yesterday ?
me : we were drunk and i passed out , this morning I
woke up and he was on his laptop, while his mom told us
that Sne got a cold and I had to call her and sweet talk
her to take her meds "
sindy : " yoo being someone wife comes with lot of work
"
Pam : I'm really tired guys I just wish life was still simple ,
I'm married to a worker holic"
Zoe : story of my life girl , you know I'm glad my man
works hard to provide for me but yooo , I do experience
dry season also "
Mpume : I need a dry season guys , hayboo every time
me and Lu kiss or he touch me his cock just grows, I even
regret making him taste my chocolate pudding "
sindy : " your what ?"
I laughed
Mpume : he calls it that nje "
Gugu laughed so hard
Zoe : and wena what do you call it ... his dick"
Mpume : I haven't come up with a name , nothing can
describe it ..."
Gugu seat up straight
Gugu : ow dahm his that big right "
Zoe : " Gugu!!!" .
I just looked at her and laughed
me : shut up Gugu "
Sindy : well Gugu our man are gifted in that position , if
they were not we won't be here being fucked up , dick-
up tired "
Gugu : you lucky bitch's "
Zoe : ncooo you not getting nun "
Gugu : since I got pregnant with this baby I'm just not
feeling Bongani "
Zoe : come on girl you know that your man has Hoer
tendencies if you not gona give him any , he will go out
there and get it "
me : Zoe is right , "
Gugu : I don't know guys , its this baby that massing up
my sex life "
sindy : will need to do something about that "
after we were done with the massages and some
pampering we went to adult shop bought few staff
Mpume had one eye open trough out , which was
priceless moment for us , we put the shopping bags in
the car , I wonder where will we seat with so much
shopping bags , we went to sea food restaurant to eat
since we were staving like crazy , while we were enjoying
our food we sow mpume gaze change from happy to
surprise or was it shock I don't know .
Zoe and I looked at the directions she was looking at ..
and fuck no
Zoe : Mpume breath Sisi "
she swallowed hard
Mpume : he got kids also "
Thabo was holding hands with some women who was
pregnant and they were two boys that they were walking
with them from the look of it the girl was his wife
because of the shining ring on her left finger , we were all
taken back till sindy made us snap out of it
sindy : guys the boys are here "
Zoe : mpume look at me "
her eyed were glassy and Zoe grabbed her hand and they
walked to the lady's , SBU came next to me and kissed
my cheek.
Banzi : and then what wrong with them? "
pointing at Zoe and mpume direction
Sindy : Mpume had something on her eye , don't worry
about it"
me : she forgot she was eating spicy food " I faked a
laugh
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Mpume***
why am i even crying , the fact that , I know the truth
now or the fact that I was played , he told me the girl was
his cousin but he was fooling me all along she was his
wife and they have kids together I placed my hand on my
face how can I be so stupid , I washed my face while Zoe
just folded her arms and looked at me
her : you done ? "
me : Zoe"
her : " I'm going to say this once and I want you to listen ,
never I mean never cry for that man , his your past , he
played you and left you scared , you going to wipe your
tears and pull yourself together because the man that
picked up your Brocken heart and fixed it is waiting for
you , he loved you with all your faults and imperfections
and even made Joy his own, if your ever break his heart
Mpume I swear to go you will be unleashing the monster
in him ... he loves you so much that if he finds out that
Thabo is treat God knows what hill do "
I looked at her , I just didn't know what to say , she came
to me and hugged me
her : I'm telling you this because I love you , Think about
Joy and her happiness that Lu has brought into her life , if
you tell Thabo about Joy that will be the biggest mistake
you will ever make in your life , I love you and I will never
hurt you , but if you hurt Lu you will be hurting me in the
process's and a whole lot of people , I'm going to give
you time to think , hope you make the right decision "
she kissed my cheek and walked out , I looked my self in
the mirror and I asked my self why am I crying I prayed so
much when I was heartbroken, dumbed and pregnant
that I wish the pain can go away I thought I have lost it all
, but Banzi restored me and pulled me out of the mud of
shame that I was in , I always wondered on how can I
ever repay him , but now I know how , I wiped my tears
fixed my hair and walked out , the minute I walked out
he was standing by the bathroom door
him : hay "
I didn't say anything but hugged him
him : wow I was missed "
me : I love you so so so much , "
he pulled me to look at him and I ran my hands on his
face to distract him
him: I love you too babe , " I kissed him and hope that my
past will never resurface......
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#78

Langa

after eating at the restaurant we went bowling , I could

sense that Zoe was miles away well the night ended with
good laugh and hell lot of fun , we arrived at home and
Zoe went to our bedroom , she was taking off her shoes I
got inside the room and stood by the door with hands in
my pocket
me : out with it Madlamini "
she looked up at me and faked a smiled
her : ' I'm just tired nje baby its nothing "
me : ungangenzi islima I know you Zoe , i can tell when
you happy , sad, frustrated, hungry I can even tell when
you faking an orgazem , so don't lie to me "
she just sank down and threw her self on the bed
her : we sow Thabo today ... "
me : " Thabo who ? "
she looked at me as if she is saying think smarty pants
me : ow no this is bad , this is really bad" I went to seat
on bad next to her, I ran my hand on my hair,
I guess Me and Zoe are the only people that knows what
Banzi is capable off and if he finds out lord save us all .
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Sbu ***
pam : I'm off to bed"
me: I'm coming baby "
I had to finish up some work , I was meeting up with
some contractors in two days time , was helping them
with remodeling few town house in the cape , I didn't
notice I was left all alone I guess every one was asleep I
looked at the time at it was after midnight , I made my
way to our bedroom , Pam was seating on our bed and
her eyes were puffy
me : hay why you still up ? "
I took off my clothes and was left with boxer short , she
was sniffing , aish hee we go again the shouting and
screaming will start
Pam : this was suppose to be a vacation Sbu, to hang
with friends ,but mostly to spend time with me, but you
joggling two things work and play where do I fit in there "
me : I'm only going to be in SA till January I have about
four months you know that my work is demanding"
Pam: Sbu , what about me what about our fun , it work ,
work work ... is this how our marriage will be ?"
I looked at her I was too tired to argue with her , I just
got under the cover kissed her cheek
me : let's talk about this tomorrow morning "
I looked at her " come let's sleep "
her : " so I wore this shit for sweet nothing " I popped my
eyes wow , she showed me her red lacy nighty, ow fuck
I'm too tired for sex right now , I guess my expression
said it all and she just went all crazy on me and started
kicking Me out
me : babe come on "
Pam : I own gun Sbusiso and I'm not afraid to use it get
out, and I'll only let you in once you realise that I have
pussy the you need to fuck "
she banged the door on my face , and I stood there in
hallway beging her but she didn't budge fuck I'm
sleepping in couch.
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Lubanzi

mpume was all over me tonight and I was not buying it I

know she loves me and all but we had sex this morning
and she complained about cramps and being sore, she
hiding something from me since we got back I can sense
it from the was she reacts when I touch her , the fact that
she miles away when I talk to her and the way she want
Me to make love to her to distract me ,lucky for me
Mpume can never initiate love making since she still not
skilled in that department , I cuddle her and I could tell
she wide awake I remain still till she made a move, she
moved my hands from her waist and slowly walk out she
went to bathroom , for a while and came back she seat
next to me and she was crying , the minute she finally
gave in and about to jumps back in bed I switched on the
side lamp
me : you going to tell me everything and don't even think
about leaving anything out "
she was in shock and she held her mouth ...
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#79

Mpume ****
I looked at him and I could not blink , I was shocked I
mean Lu is a hard man to read , I was trying to figure out
if he is mad , angry or frustrated but no he had a pocker
face on , I seat up straight and started fiddling with my
hands ,yes I may have been emotional about this whole
situation , not because im still in love with Thabo , but
because I finally saw the real Thabo , the reason why he
dumped me , why was he stringing me along? , I cried
remembering all the lies he told me , the endless trip to
cape town it was not business but he was visiting his
family. I hate the fact that just by looking at him , all this
memories came rushing back , why now when I'm so
happily in love with Lu..
I can not afford loosing Lu he means the world to me ,
what if Thabo finds out about Joy would he take her
away from me that will destroy me , I cry because my life
can be complicated within a blink of an eye, my mom
everyone else knows that Lu is Joy dad , Lu even told his
family that his the father , I can never allow the truth to
come out , I'm angry at how Thabo treated me he used
me , played me and I hate him so much , I spend months
crying over a man who was married , he violated me , I'm
glad that I never gave him my pride , but as much as I
regret carrying his seed I'm so blessed that trough out my
pregnancy I found a man who loved me unconditional.
lubanzi eyes never left mine and I could never keep a
secret from him so hear goes nothing
me : I'm sorry to wake you up "
him : I could never sleep when I feel that you not OK ,
talk to me "
he held my hand ,
me :the last thing I want to do is hurt you"
him : I know , what wrong pumpkin "
me : promise me that you will here me out , I'm
struggling to find the right words to say this "
he side smile and leaked his lower lip
him : I'm not going anywhere " he brushed my cheek
with his thumb I closed my eyes and held his hand
him: " so tell me what's making you cry and got you
feeling like this "
I signed and look up , ooh please god help me
me : today at the mall I saw ... I saw ... "
him " what baby what "
I looked down
me : I saw...." Lu phone rang and he looked at it , he
typed something and looked at me , there was a knock
on the door Lu handed me gown and told me to put it on
while he went to open the door , Zoe came in , I was a bit
puzzled what going on ,
Zoe : hay "
I looked at her and smiled , I felt such huge relief I
needed her more than anything now, she hugged me
while Lu went out
me : what going on "
her : Langa can deal with his brother , he need to tell him
about Thabo "
I felt tears in my eyes
me : I can't loose him Zoe , not like this "
Zoe : we here for you and you won't "
me : Thabo must never find out about Joy "
her : don't worry sweety he won't "
me : I hate him so Much and seeing him just brought
back bad memories that I have suppressed for the past
year and just seeing him I felt this huge rage over
powering me , "
I just wept in Zoe arms and she hushed me .
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Lubanzi***
i walk outside and found Langa pacing up and down
me : what going on you told me that its code Blue, what
this secret that came out now "
Langa : seat down bro ,"
me: don't bullshit me !!!"
langa "dud don't talk to me like that "
I signed and seat down
him : Mpume saw Thabo " the X " in the mall today "
I clinched my fist and jaws
him: " easy bro ,..."
me : " did he see her. did they speak ?"
me : " no , but the sight was not pleasant, she saw that
the guy is married with kids "
me : fuck ...!!"
me: so the messy break up that almost destroyed her is
nothing compared on what she saw, she found out the
reason behind it , the busted was living a double life , he
really screwed her over "
me : that why she been acting up , fuck ... even after a
year that guy still get to mess with my women "
him: Banzi , calm down bafo "
me : we need to destroy him "
him : with pleasure but go speak to your girl first , we
need to know where we stand with her "
me: do you think that she still have feelings for him,?? "
him : " I don't know, Zoe tells me that she only feels
anger and betrayal toward him , you need to talk to her
and find out "
me : fuck I can't loose her , she is my all , my Queen I will
rether erase any competition on my way "
langa held my shoulder
him:for now focus on your girl and I'll find a loop hole to
destroy this busted "
we bro hugged and I went inside when I got inside my
bedroom Zoe was cuddling Mpume who was laying on
her lap , the minute I walk in she lifted her head
Mpume : babe " her eyes was puffy and her nose red she
has been crying
Zoe stoop up and looked at me
Zoe : be gentle with her " she whispered and walked out ,
I got inside and seat on the bed with my back facing her I
need to know where I stand with Mpume
me : do you still love him "
her : I hate him , with all my being "
me : you not answering me Mpume "
her : I love you "
I kept quite
me : you crying for him "
her : I was hurt Lubanzi , I can not believe what I saw "
me: if the tables were turned and he was not married
what would have happened ?"
her : kodwa Lubanzi I'm with you and i love you , it does
not matter "
me: I don't share Nompumelelo ,"
her : you not sharing me .."
I cut her off because she is not listening , I turned and
face her
me : I told you that I'm here for you and Joy , I gave you
my heart to keep , love and protect , I don't want this
fucker to be part of our lives , if you have any doubts
about us and what we are trying to build here , here is
the door ... if you feel like you want some fucked up
closure form that busted here is the door , I can not keep
going back and fourth with you ,..."
her : baby...."
me : let me finish , ... I'm not going to be your pillow
while you cry your heart out for another man , a man
that dumb you after he used you, I can not pretend I'm
OK with it course I'm not ... so fuckin make up your
bloody mind , and stop stringing me along "
I stoop up , and I was about to walk out , Mpume ran to
me and held my hand
her : now you listen to me ..." she was crying but also had
a straight face on, I refuse to fall for her emotional
blackmail
her : I love you , I choice you ,( she pocked my chest with
her finger) but I'm angry Lubanzi I'm so angry I can kill
him right now ,I hate the fact that I almost lost my self
while dating Thabo , I cry because I'll the signed were
there but I ignored them , to see the truth broke my
heart but made me have a strong will to fight for my
happiness, i realise on how much I love you , you the best
thing that happens to me and my baby , I will fight for us
even it means that I will go crazy in process , don't ever
walk out on me , do you hear me ( she was shouting) , I
need you , Joy needs you , and I promise you that that
man will never know the truth about Joy , you are her
father and that it ... you once asked me not to live you
and I stood to that promise .. nawe do that ...NOW!"
she wiped her tears and went to bed
her : Now get beck to bed please "
my heart was beating so fast wow , mpume stoop up too
me and put me in my place , I'm not sure if I'm shocked ,
mad or turned on right now . I need make up sex right
now this talk was such a turn on seeing her going all
crazy on me
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Zoe ***
its been five days in cape town and dahm we had our up
and down we had countless couples fights and at the end
of day love concourse all , Sindy and menzi lock them self
in there room for days , menzi even forgot that he was
suppose to leave 3 day back ow well that just crazy ,
Gugu and Bongani fought like crazy but good thing was
that Gugu got her grove back and she was bragging on
how good sex is , Pam and Sbu aish those two are just
crazy , married life got them fighting like crazy,if its not
about work, its about the kids or sex but when Sbu
spoiled Pam with whole day boat cruse and and diamond
earrings and matching chane with good love making all
was forgiven ,
langa : what you thinking about "
me : nothing much baby "
he just came out from sea dropping water. everyone
went for swim I stayed behind because it was that time
of the month for me , he held my waist and kissed my
neck ,
me : Im feeling light headed I need to take a nap" he
held my hand and we walked back to the house
me : babe "
him ;"mmmh"
me: " this car has been packed out here for few days now
and should any of us walk out it will drive off "
langa looked at the car
him : how often have you seen it "
me : I think this is my second if not third day "
him : you have you phone with you?" I nodded
he took my phone and kissed me moving me around he
even tripped me and I fell down
me : what the fuck "
him : I'm being spontaneous "
I hit his shoulder and he helped me up ,
him : piggy back ride ? "
I nodded like crazy ... he carried me back to the house

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Sindy

him : what up with a the long face "

me: I know that you have to leave soon and that just
hurts so much "
he held my hands and kissed them
him : " it hurts me too baby , but tomorrow I got a paper
to write , I haven't had enough time to study "
I looked at him
him : " hay...hay ... I'm not complaining sweet heart , but
after i finish exams will be counting down the years to be
together ."
me : " I know and I don't want to sound selfish , but I get
so lonely at times, everyone seam to have someone and
me I have books and a bottle of wine to down my
loneliness "
he pulled me into hug.
him : you and me both baby will get trough this , please
hang in there for me "
sbu loud voice disturbed our moment
Sbu : come boy , let's go buy drinks so we can trow you a
proper farewell party "
him : I'll be right back I'll meet you in the house " I just
nodded , he kissed me and squeezed me to his arms
Bongani : cut it off you two , time is not on our side "
Sbu: we taking your car Banzi ,"
Banzi : sure bro "
I looked at the boys go and Pam placed her hand on my
shoulder
Pam : you good baby "
I shook my head
Gugu : I bought ice cream and few bottle of brandy let's
go down our sorrows
pam : Brandy ?"
Gugu : a girl got to drink haybooo"
i rolled my eyes, this girl though
Mpume : let me get this towels I'll be right there ,"
we walked towards the house and the boys drove off
me : I miss him already I don't even know when I will
ever see him again"
I just let the water fall run while Gugu and Pam hugged
me , this was so heartbreaking for me
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Mpume ***
I was too dahm tired I drag my feet back on the sand ,
and I must admit that I enjoyed today's event we took a
deep in the sea and played volleyball which was draining
for me since I'm the shortest. I looked up and I saw the
car packed few distance from the beach house it was s
black Audi with tinted windows I paid no attention to it
till it shined headlight on me. what the fuck , I crossed
the road and made my way to the house , I saw familiar
figure coming towards me and I didn't even take a good
glimpse I just knew who it was , I just ran to the house
voice : Mpume ... Mpume " I didn't want to listen or stop
I just rushed inside the house locked the front door and
took the gate remote and locked the gates.
Gugu: Mpume what's wrong, its like you have seen s
ghost "
I was shaking and I did not answer her but rushed
upstairs I budged in Zoe room thanks god she alone I
shook her up , she was sleeping
her : hay what up "
me : he know that I'm here Zoe "
I was trembling I could not put words together and Zoe
was looking at me with her half asleep face
me : he knows ", I looked outside the window and his car
was gone , Zoe seat up straight
Her : come down and run this by me again "
I breath in and out
me : Zoe Thabo is stoking me he knows that I'm here "
she held her mouth and stoop up
her: how? when ? "
I told her everything and she looked outside the window
too
her : where is banzi "
me : the boys are gone out ,to get stuff for Menzi
farewell "
her : " shit ! "
me : " Zoe I can not face him I'm not emotionally fit "
her : I Understand , go take a hot bath I got this "
her : how ? if you tell Lu all hell will brake loose "
her : maybe it should , his a pest and you can not leave
your life running away from him , it's about time he know
who his dealing with "
me : " Zoe you not making sense "
her : go take a hot bubble bath I will sort this out "
me: but Zoe ..."
her : trust me " she hugged Me walked me to my room
and ran a bubble bath for me and told me she going to
get me a glass of wine to ease my nerves, I just relaxed
my body and decided to call mom and check on how Joy
is doing .
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Langa ***
we bought snacks, meat, and drinks while we were
listening to sbu
Sbu:" there is nothing on earth that tastes good than sex
with a women you call your own legally or traditionally
its just feels amazing "
Bongani : fuck you sbu just because you tie the knot now
you going to make us feel bad"
me : his actually right you know. because you don't beg
for it any more you can have it anytime you want
because you have full right to claim it "
Lu: I can't wait to experience that ,"
me : few months time bro you see how amazing it is "
Sbu : hold up... am I missing something here??"
Bongs : fuck no , Lu you only bean together like in
yesterday and now you want to marry Mpumza"
Lu: why not , guys when you know she the one you just
know "
Menzi whistled and sbu jumped on Banzi and gave him
hug ,
Bongani : I have kids with my women but I ain't thinking
of putting a ring on it , till she tones down her crazy self"
we laughed at him
Menzi: Ill even get married to Sindy before you while you
busy singing that same tune " we laughed and seat buy
the packing lot and open a bottle of Vodka and drank
some few beers , the moment was child and I was
laughing my head out the way Bongani and Lu get on it at
times you could swear they are siblings , Sbu was in tears
, my phone rang and I answers
me: " maDlamini "
her : where are you ?"
me : by the mall"
her : get back here now! "
me : " what wrong "
her : the car that packs by our house is ..."
I knew it.... I already run check on the plates so I didn't
allow her to finish , was planning on dealing with this
tomorrow , but this guy is really becoming a cockroach
nxa
me : Thabo , was he there did he do anything , are you
guys OK ? ? I turned and looked at the guys , and they
attention shifted to me
Zoe : " we good just deal with him , his starting to nag me
now "'
me : I promise babe , I love you , please lock all the doors
and gate and turn on the alarm system"
her : it done , ...hay don't allow Banzi to go phyco on him
just make him know his place "
me : I got you "
we said our good bye's and looked at the guys
sbu : and ...!what up? "
me : we need to tighten some loose ends " I took my lap
top , i was working on it when the boys fetched me from
the house and i was going to show Banzi what i have
gathered about the guy , Sbu and Bongani were clue up
but since menzi was forever in between Sindy legs he
was lost and frankly I did want to involve him.
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Lubanzi

me : you sure his going to come this way "

Langa : as a lighting its the route he takes to his house " I
looked at Langa who was on his lap top, my brother was
able to hack into Thabo security system ,tracking system
of his car, his off sure account and everything that makes
him the Thabo infect , Thabo own a small law firm and
his Aunt was bringing him business , via shady dealings
but I didn't give a shit. he was a small fish in big tank of
sharks
sbu : he massed up with a wrong girl"
me : yap and his going to regret it "
Langa : in 5..4...3..2..show time "
we saw head lights coming our way , our car was packed
in the middle of the road
Bongani: can i please shot him " he said that kissing his
gun
Sbu: ahhh..... maybe in the leg "
Bongani: yes " he sounded like a kid given candy , the car
packed in front of us , sbu and I we were seating on the
car bonnet while Bongani pointed a gun at him
Langa : network is shut down he can't call no one he is all
yours boys"
me: switch off does dahm lights boy and come out now...
right now!! " I looked at him and dahm I'm going to
enjoy fucking him up .
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a month later
Langa ***
the event that happened in cape town was not discussed
, it was not important anyway , Zoe told us to handle the
situation and it was handled , Thabo is still alive but his
limping where ever he is and got few broken jaws , ribs
and some bones , Lubanzi really told him and showed
him to stay away from Mpume and if he tries something
his head will be served to his wife , well Bongani did
shoot him in the lag, just for fun while sbu smashed his
car ... he is lawyer after all with lot of enemies this can
never be trace back to us , besides Thabo knows the line
of work that Banzi does he will be stupid to cross path
with him again .
I did gain something from it i just took R800k from his
offshore account to make down payment for new house
that I'm building for Zoe I didn't get a chance to beat him
up , I like to keep my hands clean so I hit him where it
hurts the most his money .
the cops did not look into the crime committed he is
criminal lawyer so keeping bad companies comes with a
price .
Zoe : I'm ready"
she looked good on her African print dress with a dock
we were home, visit my parents for a weekend and next
week were going to attend Joy's baptismal , Zoe was
going to stay behind in Durban since school are closed ,
and help Mpume out with preparations dahm I hate it
but well, my baby happiness comes first
me : you look breath taking "
she seat on my lap and placed her hands on my neck ,
her : when last did I tell you how much I love you ? "
me : mmmm its was yesterday night when your legs
were on my shoulders " I wiggled my eyebrows
her : " babe " she blushed , we came too far me and Zoe
and I still love her like the first time I saw her , people
thought will never make it this far but look at us now
four years together and we still going strong ,
we kissed and we made our way downstairs mom
prepared dinner and Banzi and Mpume were her guest , I
hope it goes well because my talk with mom went
horrible wrong yesterday she still thinks that if Lu wants
to merry Mpume he can make her a second wife .. I told
Banzi and he was so angry but I forced him to come
regardless,
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Mpume ***

it was my first time going to Lu place and my palms were

sweating , I hope his mom likes me , cheese my heart is
beating so fast , Lu told me that his mom is no excerpting
his divorce with Nicky and should the dinner goes sour
will leave and never return back , I hope I won't be the
course of Banzi drifting from his family I love this man
and I'm ready to be his wife but I'll need his family
blessings
Lu : we are here"
I looked at the house it was big , as in mansion big
me : wow your leave here "
him : this is my parents house babe , I'll show you my
house tomorrow, but tonight will spend the night here if
all goes well"
he got out and opened my door , I was wearing red tunic
dress above the knee with black wedge , my heir was
neatly styled , I had minimum make up on , Lu opens my
door , he was dressed in khaki chinos , white shirt that he
folded it up on his arms finish it white all star
him : its now or never babe "
me : I think I'm going to pee my self "
he lifted sleeping Joy and placed her on his arm and held
my hand
him : you panicking way too much ,"
we reached the door , I straightened my dress and he
kissed me while he opened the door
him : family we home !" I froze a bit, Lu blow air on my
face
him : breath baby mom does not bite "
I rolled my eyes at him, we walked inside and found
Langa and his Dad in the lounge, I smiled at list i first saw
people I know , I hugged and greeted langa and his Dad ,
Lu was behind me with sleepping Joy , Baba took joy
from him ,
Lu: where is mom , "
baba : in her room "
me: " and Zoe "
Zoe : " im here! hay you finally made it " I looked at her
she looked like a real makoti with dock and that dress
just wow, she hugged me and Banzi and she was smiling
from ear to ear last time I saw her it was last month in
cape town .
I could held but look up and a saw this beautiful lady who
does not look a day old , wearing long Royal blue dress
that looks like it was made for her , she was wearing
peals necklace , expensive watch from the way it was
shining , her head wrap matched the dress she was just
elegant, I admired her , she was light in complexion I
could see the the resemblance of her sons in her
her : finally you arrived "
she came down and hugged Lu , and stood in front of me
, she looked at me as if she was studying me , I looked
down because her Herzl brown eyes were piecing into
my soul and making me uncomfortable , I felt Lu hands
on my waist and he gave me confidence
him : mom , this is Nompumelelo Msimagu, the mother
of my child and my girlfriend "
silence
I looked at her and she faked a smile,
her : nice to meet you Mpume , where is baby Joy ? "
me : nice too meet you too, Mrs Dlamini"
she moved away from me and attended to joy , I was
hoping for hand shake or hug but dololo
Zoe : she not that bad , just breath " she whispered and
held my hands
Lu : are we eating or what ?
mom : we waiting for some guest to arrive " she was
busy playing with joy as in looking at her
baba : Makhumalo what guest ? "
she smiled and there was door bell ,
mom : " Langa stop playing with your phone and get the
door "
Langa stood up while I look at baba and Lu expression
change ,
Langa : mom we talked about this izolo what the fuck ? "
lu/ma: watch you tongue Langa "
I girl that was tall looked like something that came out
from fashion magazine , she was yellow bone like me
with big eyes and small lips , she also had a head skaf on
matching her brown gold'sh dress that was body hugging
and she had curves for days , and being tall made her
show off
her : sanibonani , I hope I'm not late "
Lu : ufunani lo LA ,?
I was seating on couch while Lubanzi was seated on an
arm rest next to me
Zoe stood up and took Joy form Lu mom who was
becoming cranky
baba : what is this ?" referring to his wife , while
everyone in this house was loosing it , I was lost
lu/ma : OK since everyone is here can we go eat now "
Lu : you kidding right ???"
I noticed that the girl was looking at me actually steering
at me head to toe , yep jealous down she was beautiful
and make up was on point.
Lu/mom: aw Mpume sorry dear you seam to be lost , let
me introduce you two , this is Nikiwe Lubanzi's wife "
Lu : x wife mommy dearest "
Lu/mom : no boy there is no x- in tradition "
I dropped my jaw ,Banzi held me down since I wanted to
stand up , I looked at Zoe and she mouth "breath " and
she continued to hush Joy .
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Zoe ***
I felt sorry for mpume I mean her and Banzi face so many
challenge the questions that were throne on her made
me loose my appetite , my mother in law actually
comparing the two girls, can you believe that he made
Banzi seat in between Nicky and Mpume and as much as
I want to help , Langa whispered that its not my fight so
we continued to eat ,
baba : so what are you doing with you life this days Nicky
?
Nicky : I'm still looking for job baba"
baba : how you going to find it with matrix only Sisi , and
last time I checked you did not pass that well "
mama: I was thinking since me and Nicky are into fashion
we can open a boutique "
baba : with who's money ?" here we go again , another
argument,
While the argument was flowing between my father and
mother in law I notice that Banzi was getting really mad
and ready to blow.
me : Banzi , ..how is the Baptismal preparation going? "
he looked up at me and I smiled , this man is cold
hearted but there is nothing in this world that makes him
saint then Baby Joy, he smiled and I saw I Spackle on his
eye
Banzi : every thing is in order , when I get home I'll meet
up with baba imfundusi just to do few touch ups "
mama: wow wena ukhuluma nabafundisi now?"
Banzi laughed
Banzi : not only talk but thanks to my beautiful baby
mama I'm even attending church now and then "
Baba : Mpume you truly are a god sand to my sons life "
Langa : and his even stopped wearing vampire cloths ,
siyabonga " "
Banzi : fusek"
we all laughed including mom ,
Baba : Mpume you are book keeping clerk right ?"
Mpume : yebo baba "
Baba: have you consider in studying accounting "
me :I have asked her that baba , she is really good with
numbers "
Mpume : I'm just working to pay for my fees for now , my
passion is to be an educator"
mama : why so "
Banzi : me and Mpume we are planning to have a big
family so being an educator it means that she will have
time to be a good wife , mother and keep the house
worm , its not a demanding job , and school holidays she
will be off which will give us time to go on holidays with
the kids "
Banzi took let hand and kissed it , Nicky choked and she
excused her self , mom stood up
me : don't worry yourself mom , let me check up on her "
I went to the bathroom called out for her
Nicky : go away zoe " .
me : are you OK Sisi ?
she opened the door and she was crying , she looked
defeated
her : she is so perfect Zoe , I can never get Lubanzi back ,
I really massed up "
I just hushed her and smiled feelling satisfied that well
Nicky is no longer a treat..
me : come let's go clear up the table and dont cut your
self short Sisi "
when we got in the dining room area , they was laughter
and everyone was talking , I looked at Mpume who was
smiling to mama and I smiled to my self , Nicky cleared
her trought
Nicky : I'm sorry to spoil the family dinner but I'm not
feeling well , I think I'll call it a night "
mama: OK love drive safe , " just like that she became
history , I walked her out I can never be heartless to the
core Nicky was there for me when I first arrived in this
family , she was chicky as fuck but she welcomed me and
I will forever be grateful. when I entered the house I sow
Mpume with dishes clearing up the table I rushed to her
and hugged her from behinds .
Mpume : crazy women hallo I got dishes on my hand "
me : welcome to the family , "
she looked at me , I nodded, she breath out loud
Mpume : I'm ready scared Sisi , your mother in law is
hard nut to crack "
me : you did well , put yourself down and never
challenge her , quickly go do you wifely duties "
Mpume , : do you see a ring on my finger " I just pushed
her
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Sandile

I'm still under bed rest and I hate felling so useless , but
I'm slowly recovering , Ntombi visits me daily in my
house to check how I'm doing , we were busy eating
watching t.v I looked at her and smiled
me : when are you getting married to Keven
Ntombi: what !!!"
me : you are my little sister and I don't want that man to
tap it for free nje "
her : I'm not having this talk with you "
I laughed and she joined in
me : his a good man Sisi and I like him "
she nodded
me : but yooo white man Sisi really?"
her : love has no colour"
I laughed and started coughing she handed me a glass of
water and I took a sip ,
her : are you OK??
me : yep don't worry. " her phone beep and she looked
at it , and back at me
me : don't think about it , it Friday , and keven needs you
, I will be good I got my house keeper that will take care
of me , I'll call you if I need you"
she nodded and took our plates
me : Ntombi , I want too talk to Zoe " she stopped and
did not turn to look at me
me : i know and admit my wrongs and I want to
apologize to her and make things right "
her : I'll see what I can do , I hope its not too late " she
came back and kissed me on my cheek and made me
promise to call her if I don't fell OK ,
I seat there looking at the t.v and I decided to send and
SMS to Susan my nurse I don't know what I feel for her , i
don't know when last was i attracted to a women like
this or is because i enjoy speaking with her , she is very
carrying soul with a good heart ... ...
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happy Valentine day
#80 continued

5days later

Zoe***
my baby surprised me with a mind blowing gift. my sport
car yes bitch's you heard me , it a Ferrari black in colour ,
white leather seats and personalise plate ~~~Eka - ZOE~~
yes girl look who's slaying now , this day I wake up early
and speed off to know where just to fill the engine , my
phone started ringing , shit it Langa , is connected via
blue tooth
him :tell me why my bed is empty and where are you at
8'oclock in the morning "
me: sthandwa sami , my love ... I'm cooking you
breakfast , yazi I wanted to surprise you"
him : so you in the kitchen? "
me : yaaa"
him : which one because I only see mpume and mom
slaving in stoves LA "
me: shit !"
him : get back here Now ! "
aish , imuntu can't even enjoy her gift nje nxa , I did a
dramatic u-turn got cars hooting .....wow that was fun ,
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Mpume
Banzi came out of the showers looking all delicious , he
looked at my hand
him : what that ? "
me : birth control pills "
he towel dry his hair ,
him : for?
me : birth ...control ..."
him : sidinga u ulwandle , you better stop using them "
me : what ? who ?"
him :our boy "
I laughed and clapped hands yoo
me: you can not be serious "
him : is that so now , "
me : Lu, joy is only 6 months we can not be thinking
about a baby now , come on we talked about this "
him : you talked , now I'm telling you ....so this here is us
talking "
me : Lubanzi "
he dropped his towel and butted his body. wow I can't
talk to him with all of his glorified nakedness
him : where's Joy? "
me : your parents went out with her , "
him : mmmm "
me : can I prepare you breakfast "
him : we talking about the fact that you downing pills
that are killing my seed in the process, " shoo this man so
early in morning ne drama , nxa
me : yoo Banzi awume kancane "
I walked out while he was shouting at me , we passed
Zoe on the corridors with her shade on and PJ , I looked
at her and laughed
Banzi : what up with the shade , your future is too bright?
"
Zoe : I told you to cover for me "
me : I tried , but Langa woke up on the wrong side of the
bed today , I could not convinced him"
Banzi: " ashhuu ! "
she gave him the figure
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.Langa
" I'm still hungry where is my breakfast " she jus worked
in
she bit her lip and jumped into bed
her : sorry baby "
me : this car is driving you crazy , should I be worried? "
she shook her head and started kissing me " good
morning my love " she said
me: Madlamini I'm still hungry "
her : ooooh ," she jumped off the bed and looked at me "
baby how about I drive to Mc D and get you breakfast
instead yabo" I raised my eyebrow , "
" yazi uyagula ngampela now , give me the Keyes "
her : " hayi babs " she speed off , and I ran after her , fuck
Zoe is swift ,
Me : Banzi mbambe lowo"
him : oh hell no I'm eating and stop running in the house
you clowns"
I finally caught up with her snatched the keys from her
and placed her on my shoulder
mpume : kwenzenjani " .
me: she thinks she is Schumacher "
her : I drive faster than him " I spanked her
me: that's it you under bedroom arrest "
I spanked her again took her to our bedroom and placed
her on the bed I ran to locked the door , the rest of the
day we spend making love , chatting , playing games , I
only went downstairs to take my order for take ways , I
passed my father in the kitchen
him : I need to speak to you , my study at 17h00, " I just
nodded we took nap after eating and I was woken up by
this amazing feelings on my shaft , shit Zoe is going to kill
me today I picked under the covers and she was doing
her magic the way she draws circled on the head of my
shaft with her tongue I swear to god I called the Dlamini
clan name , she went faster and faster swallowing me
whole ,
me : ahhh baby ... yooo" .she then jumped on top of Me
and I lost my self , fuck Zoe knows how yo move like a
snake , when she makes me feel like this she probably
wants something from me and she knows I can not say
No... we did our dance took a shower innocent one while
she was giggling and laughing at me, making fun of me
for the things I say when she is on top of me , well I love
this humerus side of her , her craziness just lift up my
spirit and makes my day , I looked at the time. shit its
18:20
I drag going to this meeting that my father called me for ,
the honest fact is that me and Dad do not see eye to eye
, we just do not get along , to avoid arguing and fighting
with each other I just avoid him period , and I know what
his going to say or do today I have a bad filling about it , I
put on my track pants and plain t-shirts . walked to his
study , I knock and let my self in , I found him working on
his laptop
him: woow look who finally showed up "
I set down and ignored him , he threw a file on my lap
and I paged it trough , what the mother fucker!!
me : yini le ?"
him: its in black and white nje !"
he didn't raise his head to look at me and i sigh
me : what must I do with it ?"
him : page 22"
I page the docs
him : I don't understand "
him : use one of your millions and buy that company "
wow , what now ...
he looked at me ... fuck he is going to give me his
arrogant attitude
him : company is going under bankruptcy and you
worked there before you know how it operate , so buy
them out and own it , its a good investment "
me,: it Sandile campany baba "
he sip on his juice ,
him " I never forget people who hurt my family , revenge
is a bitch , he treated you like shit , killed my gran child , I
want to squash him. "
yaa you do but you using me in the process , Sandile is
Zoe father my father in law , yes I will not justify what he
did , I came to terms with my babes passing . me and Zoe
just want yo focus on the future now not dwell in the
past
me: baba this company is based in Durban me and Zoe
are in jozi nje how will this work "
him : you moving back this side "
wow , typical Selby he always does thing's that benefits
him , to hell with any one else , I folded my arms
me : so what about Zoe , she studying there, I have built
a career a name for myself that side , I have invested in a
malty billion business , I can not just up and leave "
he laughed , shit here comes the thunder .
him : Langa you are a coward. you run all the time when
I tell you to man up ,you think i like being this ruthless ..
I'm doing it for you guys my family and look here boy im
not begging you I'm telling you, you like it or you don't
you will be CEO of Microsoft SA , you will come back
home and you will stop being spineless man , In the
business world sacrifices need to be made , you and your
wife are coming back home , am i making my self clear !"
me: baba ..."
him : " baba INI manje ... Siqedile LA!"
shit as much as want to say my peace and give him a
peace of my mind my father never listen to no one either
than His wife , I stood up and attempted to walk,
I sign, I can not explain how I feel right now , this man
has never appreciated what I've done I work my but off
to prove to him that I can be powerful more than he is ,
but still he belittle me .
him ; and by the way boy you have 6-8 weeks to marry
that girl, so when you in between her legs you better
convince her that its the right thing too do , this waiting
bullshit is getting on my nerves , busy buying sport car ,
should have used that money for honey moon or house "
I clinched my jaws , I felt my eyes burning ,
him : I need. your signature by Friday next week " I
stomped out of the of his study I was furious , I could kill
some one right now , I walked to my bedroom ,looked at
Zoe
me : pack our things !
her : babe whats wrong??
me : NOKUZOLA PAKISHA MANI ! , she flinched and took
our suitcase and packed everything , I held her hand
and dragged the suitcase
mom : Langa hayboo niyaphi ?
me : buza indoda yakho "I shoved everything in the jeep
and I was about to get into the driver seat Zoe stop me
her : I will drive "
her voice was soft and very calming
she drove off and I played music so that she will not here
me cry the tears could not stop falling , fuck I hate my
Father...
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Lubanzi

I hate the fact that my brother is not going to attend my

daughter baptismal I just know he won't , when ever he
is angry he will run and shut the world out till his better ,
shit why does my father need to be so hard towards him
, yes Langa is soft , he is a non violent being he choose a
different life from all off us in the family , I'm proud of
him and I tell him that everyday , he has done very good
for himself , being on the top 20 list of most rich black
man in SA is no joke , it was hard work that paid off for
him, but my father is just to arrogant and selfish to see
that . I ran hands on my face till I felt Mpume hands on
my shoulder
her: hay "
me : go to bed baby its still early "
i could not sleep , what's happening with my family was
affecting me , and the fact that I might not see Langa
again hit me so hard , I just found him and sorted things
out with him , and now Dad with his overbearing self
centered actions he has pushed him away again.
her : come let me make worm milk "
she kissed my cheek , I don't know what I would have
done if Mpume was not by my side probably self destruct
like have done in the past , we walked to the kitchen and
she warmed the milk and gave me some cookies we
walked to the seating room and seat on the couch just
listening to our heart beats
me : he is not going to come "
her : have faith baby "
me : I know my brother and what happened that day and
the way he looked has happened before"
she brushed my hands , I just sigh
me : Langa is not like me , he is soft , kind, carrying he is a
book worm and keeps to himself most of the time , my
father always saw that as a signs off weakness so he
push him to hard at everything ,till Langa was feed up
with his bulling and insults , he ran away from home
when he finished matrix due to my father forcing him to
be a man he can never be, and we never heard from him
, until few year back when he came to introduced Zoe to
our lives , I honestly thought that my father will except
his career path and be proud of him , but aish Selby is
another breed of a person .... I have leaned to speak out
and fight for myself when it comes to his I'll treatments,
but Langa never had his voice to question or challenge
my father so he avoids him and running away was the
only option "
I felt Mpume hand wiping tears on my face , I didn't even
realise that I was crying , I wish I can do something and
fix this mess , I just placed my head on mpume lap and
just broke down
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Sindy ***

I was visiting mom , and she was going to go with me to

Joy Baptismal , she looked very radiant and was forever
on her phone laughing and smiling to her self , wow this
was interesting I stood by her bedroom door
me : we..! Susan who is this new man in your life ?"
she looked up and blushed , I seat next her , i wanted to
have a pick on her romantic chat with this guy on her
phone.
her : he is not my man , we just close friends , infect he
was my patient "
me : you fleeting with a patient? "
her : I'm not fleeting , can you stop being dramatic "
me : so do you like this guy?"
her : sindy ... no ...maybe ..aish I'm putting him on friend
zone for now "
me : why don't you go for it , come on ma you only leave
once"
she jumped of the bed
her : I cunt , after what your father put me trough , I
don't think I will ever love another man I'm too scarred "
I walked to her and gave her hug
me : I understand ma ,but pray about it not all man are
like dad"
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Zoe ****

the driver came to drop my car and I was so happy to see

my baby , I walked back in the house and breath out loud
, we were still in Durban and Langa has been down and
under ever since, I was not able to get trough to him , he
has been locked in his study for days , I doubt we even
going to Joy baptismal.
I took my bottle of wine and went outside.
I love this place especially the garden , I just looked at the
threes and the cool breeze kissing my skin , I sip on my
wine, and just enjoyed nature.
I felt him behind me but did not turn , he looked like
mess and he does not want to talk to me about what
ever that is bothering him , I'm not going to live his sight ,
but yet again I don't want to step on his toes by
questioning him, he will tell me when he feels like it.
he seat next too me and we just looked at beautiful sight,
he took the wine glass from my hand and drank it ,
I placed my head on his shoulder while he wrap his arms
around me ,
him : I'm sorry"
those were the First words he said to me, its been tree
day since we left his parents house and he has kept to
himself , I just nodded , I hope Mpume will forgive me for
not showing up , but as women sometimes you just have
to sacrifice all and stick by your man's side , our phones
are switched off and we locked ourself's in our old house
. I wanted to hold him and ask him if his OK , but I know
he is not and not willing to talk about it now, I wonder
how long he will be like this , but I will be patient with
him , I stood up went back to the house, wormed his
food and served him, he held my hand and pulled me to
seat on his lap and squeezed me into a hug , this is the
only means of communication we have been doing the
past day , tight hugs .
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Ntombi ***
its was a beautiful service and I must say I was a bit shock
when Pam and Sbu were Godparents instead of Zoe and
Langa , while everyone was feasting on the delicious
launch served, i had to go to mpume and found out
about my daughter's where about , I found her in the
kitchen giving order to the catering team , I smiled at her
, she is her mother daughter , a perfectionist as always
me : mpume "
she hugged Me
her : Anti , thanks for coming it means a lot too us "
me : hayboo Sisi you practically family now , wow what
beautiful ceremony , wow I'm so proud of you, my baby
,"
she smiled ,
her : thank you Anti "
I held her by her hand I can see that she was busy but I
just need to know the trueth
me : I'm sorry to disturb you baby , I can see how hands
on you are , "
her : no worries anti , "
me : I tried calling Zoe and Langa but there phones are
off , is everything OK ? why they never showed up today
? ."
her : aish anti , its a complicated story , I'm still new in
the Dlamini family I don't want to talk ill about my in-
laws , may you be so kind and speak to Langas mom , she
will explain "
ok now this is big. if its involves the parents , oooh nkosi
yami i hope my baby is ok
me :I see , I'm worried baby , is Zoe OK ? "
her : yebo there OK , its just a complex situation , please
Anti I dont want to say something that I'm not suppose
to say "
me : its OK my child , I understand , thank you "
she nodded and told me she has to attend to her guest , I
heard a heavy heart now I knew something was wrong I
saw keven and Selby have few laughs I made my way to
our table , zama ( langas mom ) and Zodwa ( mpume
mom ) were on some deep topic and I did not want to
disturb them , Susan came and seat next to me , it was
good seeing her , and as always she was smiling , this
women's heart though its so pure , and she knows how
to allow her calmness manner feed to others .
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Langa ***
" morning baby" I kissed her and she squalls , Zoe is not
morning person , and she hates being woken up ,
me: I said good morning MaDlamini "
she shoot her eyes open like she heard a voice from
God
her : " hi " she smiles at me and started tearing up , I just
held her and kiss her forehead. I have put her trough a
lot this past few days, while I was trying to control my
emotions and what ever shit that I was going trough , i
didn't know know how to handle the situation I really
shut down , but Zoe never left my side , she took care of
me , gave me space, comforted me and most off all she
showed me love when I was at my worst , I can never
thank God enough for giving me this wonderful women
by my side , she is truly my everything and I will never
survive without her .
me : shuuuu , don't cry my love"
its been a week felling like shit , but today i woke up
having a felling to concur any challenge in my life, i will
never give my father satisfaction of having an upper hand
over my life , I'm a Dlamini and I'm the brains of the
family so I worked hard on finding a solution on how to
beat him at his game by doing what he wants but not
how he wants it to be done .
her : you back baby "
me : yaaaa, technically I was never gone "
she gave me a steam look, I giggled
me : I'm sorry , I didn't mean to put you trough that "
her : its OK , as long as you OK, I thought I lost you there
"
me : I'm sorry love "
we continued to hug each other and stayed in that
position for a while
her : you want to talk about it "
me : naaa baby , some other day I promise "
she nodded
her : can I make you breakfast ,?"
me : you spoiled me too much this past days let me take
care off you now "
its like I woke up from the grave the way Zoe was looking
at me , after I prepared simple breakfast , we ate in
silence it was not awkward but me and Zoe enjoy to have
a peaceful moment at times
her : Langa "
me: mmm"
her : Banzi is worried about you , he has been calling ,
texting non stop and checking up on you "
me : I know... I can't face him right now love "
her : oh , "
she looked down and I held her hand ,
me : thank you for being a captain of my ship , I know it
was hard for you to lie to your aunt telling her I'm sick
when she called , and to lie to my mom telling her I'm
out of the country for business, you became in control ,
and you looked out for my well being , my heart and soul,
aish baby the past days were hell for me , thank you for
not giving up on me , thank you for loving me at my
worst "
a tear fell from her eye , and I wiped it
me : I love you Nokuzola "
her : I love you too'
I stood up and went by her side and kissed her while
squeezing her on hug
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Banzi ***
I had to rush to Lundi today , I received a call from Nicky
telling me that my mom , is leaving with her and she is
not mentally well , she is depressed , she does not eat or
talk , she is just stressed out.
I walked in to her bedroom , she was looking into space ,
I seat next to her
Banzi : unjani ma ? "
she looked at me and clicked her tongue
me : iphi ingane yami Banzi "
seeing Mom like this broke my heart , Langa was not
taking my called. Zoe told me to give him space, I was
also going half crazy , my brother leaved 30 minutes from
my house , but I know the last person he wants to see is
me , some how he thinks I'm my father favorite son , that
why my father hates him so much, we used to fight
about this even when we young , when him and dad
don't see eye to eye .
I looked at mom and she was crying , I scratched my head
, suddenly I felt a sting on my face , and another blow ,
my mom was slapping me
her : get out of here Banzi and go get me my Boy , I
swear to God if any thing happens to him I will kill you
and that devil called your father"
me : mom ..."
Mom : Phuma Banzi !!!"
Nicky rushed in and told me to stay out , she comforted
mom and after while she came back and she was
shocked that I'm still around , her house was not big or
fancy but it was warm and homely , she looked different
as in too natural , she looked young with her short hair
and no make up , even on her simple look like jean an T-
shirt she still looked like a model ,
her :I didn't know you still around "
silence
her : I'm sorry , I didn't think she will react like that. . its
just that seeing her like that she really scarred me and I
could not call your... father .soo..."
she was rumbling , that what she does when she nervous
me : Nikiwe awume kancane boo "
she looked at me and when our eyes meet she looked
down , I sigh
me : ufike nini LA?
her : its been two weeks , "
what the fuck ,
me : and you didn't tell me !"
her : I'm sorry ," she said softly
that strange mom came with dad to Joys baptismal and
there were no signs that there separated , that was last
weekend
her : I'm sorry I should have told you early , but she made
me ..."
I looked at her , and she kept quite and looked down ,
I looked at her and this was the first time since we
separated that we shared a room alone even talked to
each other
me : can you make me some hot chocolate , I need to
make some calls"
her : yebo "
I took my phone and called my father , told her about
mom , but he told me he is in meeting and that"
BAba: ayi yabona uZama treats Langa like a baby she
need to grow up, every time she acts like this when it
comes to Langa I'm sick and tired of apologizing for trying
to be a father to that boy '
me : but baba "
him: look I'm I'm in meeting , come by the house at
21h00 we got business to talk about " he dropped the
call at me , shit !
I looked at the table there was cup of hotchoc and
scones. Nicky was by the sink washing some dishes ,
me : thank you "
she smiled and nodded, I drank my hot chocolate the
weather this side was windy and a bit chilly , I looked at
the time it was after 12h00 , yazi my father is messing
with me , I can not stay at ulundi and Waite for him ,
I looked at Nicky she was busy making my mom some
soup
me: I have too go , please keep me posted on my moms
health "
she nodded , I took my car keys and phone , I was about
to walk out and turned and looked at her
me : thank you for the present ,Joy will start using it in
few months time , and apology excepted for not coming
"
she smiled , and her eye twinkled , wow its been a while
since I have seen her smile like that , Nicky bought baby
Joy a baby Walker , and she apologise for not coming
since she found a new job. I seat In my car and I did not
know what to do , I'm just stressed , shit I wish Langa
could let me in so I can help him with what ever be is
going trough , I need and miss my young brother so badly
right now , I sigh and just looked into space ,
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Zoe ***
" anti " , I called out the minute I walked in her house,
she came running to my direction
her " mtana Wami "
she attacked me with a hug.
her :ooh my god , you look so grown up , I missed you so
much , ufike nini, usenjani ulanga "
me : wow , haybo one question at a time Anti "
she giggled , we talked about lot of stuff gossiping , the
baptismal and how beautiful it was , I helped her Cook
and bake , while sipping on wine, I'm really being a drunk
now, I drink everyday and Lang's situation was making it
even worse ,
her : we need to talk baby "
she wanted to dish up for me I told her that she must put
it on Tupperware so that I will feed Langa proper home
cooked meal . she pulled me to seat with her ,
me :kwenzenjani anti "
her : I'm not going to go around in circles with this , "
me : looked like you are "
she chuckled
me : your mother , she is alive and ..."
what , the fuck , she went on to tell me that she is also ,
Kevens baby mama
me: wow anti you telling me that the twins are my
siblings? "
she nodded , wow I held my mouth
me : did keven know ? "
she shook her head ,
her: he also found out few months back when I bumped
to Nicole at his his house and told him that she is your
mom"
me : wow"
her : and you also have a big brother "
me : what ?? how many kids those this women have? "
she laughed
her : only four as far as we know "
I was still digesting the fact that I have brothers wow I
was happy and sad that my mother never spend time
with me but moved on and raised her other kids wow
me : so where is she Now , does she want to see me ? "
she breath out loud and drank from the wine bottle , she
stood up and walked around ,
me : anti ! "
her : there is more "
she told me that Nicole left the country and here reasons
, my aunt just became angry while my heard was
spinning how can this women keep on abandoning her
kids like this
her : Zoe I'm here yezwa, i may not be your biological
mother , but I'm your mother I raised you , never feel as
if she cast you away , you my Angel and I will never allow
her to heart you OK .
we hugged and I cried a bit , fuck Nicole she can go to
hell , I just need to start my relationship with my
brothers that what important , vele our mother left us
we might as well stick together.
anti looked at me and she smiled but I could tell that she
was hiding something from me ,
me : out with it "
her : ngizoqalaphi konje "
me : anti !!!
she stood up again and held her waist , she told me how
Nicole had an in counter with Sandile.
me : what !!! "
I stood up also .
her: Sandile hard a heart attack I guess it was shock I
don't know he was admitted for 2-3 weeks in hospital "
me : INI ? how is he ? "
her : stable but critical ,"
me : yoooh ," I hate my father yes , but to find out that
he hard a near death experience , shocked me , fuck I
was even heart broken , I almost lost my father and Nicol
was the cos dhm Nicole is venom , my aunt went on an
on about how God is great and we must thank him ,
, I was not paying any attention to what she was saying
till she mentioned that " your father wants too see you "
I stood up and I felt the room spinning , I was
hyperventilating I could not breath I felt like I head an
asthma attack , my aunt was panicking she made me
drink water , she kept on asking me to breath what was
happening too me? , what felt life a life time of struggling
to breath with my heart beating on my trout , i finally
came down , but I still heard chest pains
me : I need to go "
her : I'm not letting you drive after the episode you heard
"
me : anti , I'm good.... I'm fine I just need to rest and
digest everything"
her : you still have your room in my house "
me : I'm sorry aunt but I cunt sleep over today , Langa is
not feeling well and he needs me " I took my bag and
Tupperware my aunt walked me out. she was not happy
that I was going to drive in that state but I reassure her
that I will drive safe and call her when I arrive , I kissed
and hugged her and drove off , I decided to play music to
destruct me from over thinking, about Nicole and
Sandile. when I arrived at home music was playing and
Langa was singing along to usher song , No limits , langa
was cooking up a storm , it smelled good
him : mmmm no limits " was he even dancing , I just
laughed
I just gave him a hug from behind , it was good seeing
him like this singing and dancing , I missed this side of
him
him : munt Wami"
me : I missed you " I just placed my head on his back and
he held my hands
him : unjani u'anti ?
me : she is good baby , she was worried about you "
him : we can go visit her tomorrow together double date
with her and Keven "
me : yaa right "
he closed the lid of the pot , the aroma made me so
hungry he turn around and looked at me .
him : yini baby "
I just looked down , he lifted me to seat on top of the
kitchen counter and he stood in between of my legs and
lifted my face .
him : yini kwenzenjani "
me : Sandile want to see me "
him : wow " he scratched his head
we looked at each other for a while trying to find
answers in our eyes
him : and wena ?"
me : angazj Langa , why now vele?"
he hugged me ,
him : what ever decision you make I'm with you , OK "
I just nodded
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Mpume

I'm so nervous and excited at the same time , tomorrow

the Dlamini are coming to pay lobolo and lubanzi's plan
is that next week Saturday will do membeso( groom side
buy gift for the brides family ) and Sunday following day I
will do mbondo ( were the wife side buys the grooms
family gift ) is zulu thing waist of money but its tradition,
and 2nd week of December (16th )will have our
traditional wedding , my Man hate western culture his
such a traditionalist.
my girls are here with me except for Zoe , aish this beef
that Langa still has for his family makes Me and Zoe not
hang or talk lot , I guess as women we need to stick by
our man side , Lu has tried reaching to Langa but they no
longer click like they used too before , within a wink of an
eye the two close brother are just distance relatives
kanjalo nje hayboo , aish I need to pray about this , my
phone rigs and I answer it Zoe video calling me
me : my friend ' I start to cry
she looked good with a new hairstyle boy cut blond in
colour , she looked like Milly , and she looks so white ,
her mother's gene are so strong
her : Nana please don't cry "
Me : why ulanga engafuni nize Lana "
she sigh
her : his busy with work and since I'm not going to school
where ever he goes I go "
me : you still in Jo'burg? "
she nodded
her: but we leaving to morrow morning for Tai- land ,
Langa's work thing" she rolled her eyes
me : but Zoe , did you at list try and talking to him , yazi
Lu is going half crazy , angiyazi Mina lento"
her : everyday sisi , ngiyashumayela ivangeli loxolo ,
Langa is just stubborn ,(she poutes) enough about o
Dlamini the reason I'm calling in to wish you well on your
big day hope everything goes well , hope mom Zodwa
will milk Banzi his every last penny because you worth it
, I'm sorry I could not be there , welcome to mokoti land ,
I love you Sisi , " she blow kisses on the phone while I
was crying uncontrollable. trust Zoe to live me a hot
mess , Sindy and Gugu hugged me , I miss Zoe so much ,
and I hate this situation its just not right .
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Langa ***
I returned back from work towards the end of October
,and shit I had to catch up on a lot of work , and since we
are December month were close to the festive season. I
had to be hands on since most partners will be on
holiday.
Zoe and I we going yo Tai -Land tomorrow I'm going for
business trip , and I just want her to tag along , the past
week its been like this everywhere I go I take her along
with me ,
before we moved back to Jo'burg , the person I reached
out to was my mom , well after I have heard that she was
not ok , I told her me and Zoe are going back to jozi she
tagged along , she was fed up of my father , her words
not mine , anyway since me and Zoe have been traveling
a lot , mom stayed behind , she told us she does not
mind and she is too old to have jet leg.
Businesses wise my empire is growing never thought
owning airlines will be this profitable , if you want to
know how I handle my father proposal or should i say
demands, I bout the company and yes I'm a CEO , but I
hired a guy to act in my position , best technician well he
is a Ned and a hacker I use to go to varsity with him , and
well I trust him so he took the Job , and report wise I'm
good seems like everything is going smoothly and it also
showing growth in profits and market.
I forged a married certificate and handed it to my father
since he said me and Zoe must get married so forge doc
it is . I told you I'll do what he ask me to do but not the
way he wants me to do it , I'm still smarter than him and
way richer than him , I don't swim In ponds while I have
the sea to swim in. but as Dlamini I know how to get beck
at him, I got mom and Zoe on my corner his two favorite
girls and aish I know its hurts , but you know let him
suffer,
me : kanti what time are we eating ? " I just got home
from work
Zoe : baby you back and already usufuna ukudla".. she
came to me and packed my lips while my hands landed
on her ass
I still want to surprise Zoe with her dream house my baby
pass her 1st year with distinction on all of her subject ,
who would not be proud.
me : finally food "
mom and Zoe are like sisters they fight a lot but get along
like a house on fire , I guess non of them love sharing ,
sharing me of course ,
me : mom tomorrow you can fly to KZN, I have booked
you a flight ,accommodate and hired a car "
she looked at me
Zoe : mama please , for Mpume sake '
ma : I sacrifice a lot Mina for Selby and that family what
did I get in return , depression and misery, the day he
comes in here and bow on Langa feet and tell him he was
wrong and tell him how proud he is for all of his
achievement , Il go back home , okwamanje cha "
me : kodwa ma "
mom : yey I ngangunyuseli u shukela please "
me : aish sorry OK , "
we continued to eat over light conversations. the girls
cleaned up the table while I went to my study to catch up
on some work , after an hour or so I retired to bed , I
found Zoe already sleeping. I took a shower and when I
came out ....shit. she was seating on our bed with a
white lacy number that made me drop my mouth to the
floor
me: babe for me ?"
her : it depends?... if what I'm going to ask you to do for
me ....you will do it or not " aish now getting laid comes
with a price ...
me: name it I'll do it "
she stood up , walked to me with my phone on her hand
and fuck I was tuned on by that cat walk
her : call Banzi and this ....will be yours the whole night "
she touched her body ,
shit
me : but you know Zoe its not easy "
her : last time I checked you had I fight with your dad not
with him , so call him "
she turned around and band down allowing her juicy ass
to rub on me , shit my boy wants to play like crazy now
my dick went full size mode , fuck what the hell , I dialed
his number
" there is no rush , do it right, and I will do you right
....remember the whole night right" she said slowly ,
pulling me by my towel wrapped on my waist to seat on
the bed .
shit the things we do for ...
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Lubanzi
my uncles were around in my house and yerr do this
guys drink , Bongani was like them acting all crazy while I
just seat there and wish Langa was here , I never tough
that I will be getting Married again and Langa will still
not show up and to top it up my mom is also a no show ,
yoo , amabhadi lawa,...
me : sbu, how can we make this people stop drinking
bangiphathisa nge nhloko "
sbu : joined them bro ", he took his glass went to them
he just laughed at me and shook his head , my father
called me aside
me: baba "
him : have you spoken to your mom as yet , when is she
coming ?"
me ; why don't you try calling her baba "
yazi the sight of my father makes my stomach turn ,
Baba : you know why I'm asking this "
me : I guess she is still being childish,.... Baba uma
almost lost her mind i-stress whiles wena you trying to
prove a point , my brother could not even come to
support me on my babeys baptismal ngenxa yakho , and
I'm about to get married uphi,? uyamubona ? and I must
roll over and think that everything is OK , nxa get over
your self Selby " I walked away from him and went to my
room , I saw two miss calls from Langa , I breath out loud
I was about to call him , and my phone rang
him : bafo "
me : if I was not this strong man that I am I would be
crying right now "
him : I'm sorry I could not make it "
me : its OK , I want to understand but ..."
him : look , I want to wish you well for tomorrow , and
tell Mpume that I'm proud to have her as my sister in
law"
me : she would have love to see you there , and here it
from you"
silence
him : I'm sorry bro. you not the one at fault la... "
I cut him off
me : but why do you punish me for my father's mistakes
... our father's mistake ... Langa come on I need you. fuck
I miss you"
he sniff , shit this pussy is crying and now he is going to
make me cry
me : Langa ... "
him : I'm sorry , I have to go, ..."
me : I love you mthaka ma "
him : I love you too dick head
I looked at my phone and I breath out loud. shit I'm
crying also
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Zoe***"
the call was too touching we were both in tears , aish
Langa is a very emotional being , maybe that why I love
him so much , I see right trough him he does not hide
how he feels
Langa : go tell mom that we going to KZN tomorrow " he
was giving me one of those hugs that just squeeze the air
out of me,
I popped my eyes , I wanted to do a nay nay dance , but
aish too soon right
me: OK baby , but what about work ?"
him : fuck work! my brother is getting married tomorrow
" by him saying that , my face hard a huge smile plaster
on it ,yes
I kissed him and I untangle my self from his grip
, I put on my gown, he spanked my ass
him : make it fast I still need to make you scream , the
whole night for making me cry "
I gigled and walked out. Thank you Jesus I never thought
this will work ...

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Zweli **"
her: what if he comes back "
I pushed her legs to seat on her thighs her thighs to seat
on her breast , shit I love this position with her ,
me : he is not coming back , relax "I went deep on her
Portia is screamer and our sex game is my new hobby
this day ,
her : ooh zweli yes .... "
damn I wish I can do this with her the whole day , there
something about having sex with a skinny bitch that just
drives me crazy her ability to allow her body to do what I
want it too do , shit this fills so good
her : aaahh ... ' she screamed " I was close and I was
hitting it like crazy
her : aaaah shit , " I collapsed on top of her ,
me : dahm that was amazing "
her : wow , " we laughed , my phone started ringing and
judging by the ring tone it was Cici , I jumped off her like
a lighting and answered my phone
me : ma wencosi "
she giggled
her : babakhe "
that plastered a smile on my face
her : how's work ?"
me : tiring I think I need a vacation , you know a romantic
get away for two "
her : mmm I like the sound of that , I miss you so much "
me: I miss you too , hope my Aunt is not over working
you there "
her : nothing I can not handle "
cici and my aunt have gotten pretty close this days , anti
has introduced Cici to another life , going to church ,
made her join book clubs , and working out , well Cici is
enjoying it she tells me its therapeutic to her , and today
she is helping out with coocking since mpume is getting
married an all
me : how are the negotiations going? "
her : well you know how this things go its still Early to tell
"
me : Banzi invited us to celebrate his reunion , I'll pick
you up later "
her : hayboo Zweli I don't have anything to Wear , I'll just
stay behind with the kids "
me : baby use that card I gave you to buy yourself
something to wear I'm not going there alone , I work
hard to spoil you angithi , so go crzy nje "
her : ngizobona " she giggled
her : aish I got to go , I love you "
me : I love you too ,"
I hanged the call turned around and found Portia fixing
there hair she was all dressed up
me : uyaphi ? "
her : mpume needs my support I'm already late"
me : oooh so ufunani la if she needs you that much "
she rolled her eyes
her : Zweli I already feel bad ...what we doing is wrong ,
so please don't make me feel any worse" she stood up ,
and attempted to walk out I pushed her on the door and
pressed my body on her
her : Zweli "
me : you always feel this Shame after sex , well I don't
give a shit , I just like how your pussy hold my dick ,"
she breath out loud , I looked at the time , I have an hour
to fetch dad from the hospital , he had an appointment
and told me to pick him up once his done , I'll have to be
quick and rough with her , I lifted her dress up and slide
her penty aside and I was in , well I don't have time for
foreplay , it comes with too much touching as if there is
love involve , Portia is using Me to scratch her itch since
music boy is forever on the road with his band , so
fucking her senseless is what she need , and to be honest
I love Cici , and the things I do to Portia I will never do it
too her , I make love to her I make her come , I certisfy
here and hold her body like a delicate floor , so this thing
I have with Portia, its just feeding the animal in me ,
me : aaaah , ow fuck "
I don't know how we ended in bad but yaa ,
her : my dress Zweli "
it was toned , rolled my eyes
me : check the closet I still have old cloths in here " we
were at my Fathers house
her : how do I explain coming back wearing a mans cloths
, at home , I was only gone for couple of hrs "
me : how is that my problem " yooo she is so annoying , I
walked out to take a shower.
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Pam

I haven't been feeling good the past few days , I thought I

was coming down with a flu or something , I'm just light
headed nje , I took a breather and stood back
Sindy : I'm so happy for Mpume she is finally a wife ,
yeeeeh !"
we were busy serving the in-laws, finally the negotiations
were finalised , mpume was on another level of happy,
well what they have with Banzi its beautiful , I'm just glad
that all of my girls are getting married,
Sindy : hay you burning out what wrong " she touched
my forehead
me : its nothing just flu maybe , "
Sindy : yoo I hope its not contagious "
me : shut up and give me a glass of water ..."
she giggled and I drank my water , mpume's mom , called
us yoo this was too much work why they never hired a
catering team beats me ,
Mpume : uphi ugugu "
Sindy : she left with Cici , they said they going to buy
outfits for. ... "
I clears my trout
me : for church "
Sindy : ehhhhe for church , come we need to serve
desert's "
I nudged Sindy because mpume was not aware of the
surprise wedding taking place this evening , aish Banzi is
so romantic kodwa , why u sbu anga fundi one or two
things from him ,
mpume :I wish Zoe was here yazi "
Sindy : yoo wakhala nje ngikufaka impama "
we laughed ,
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Zoe ***
I was running around like a headless chicken , out of
everything Banzi decided to pull this stunt a surprise
wedding , who does that this is not the movies , when
we arrived this morning , I was suppose to delegate
everything from deco to food , guest yoo , me Zoe and
stuff like this how do I even know what right or not , but
at list I had back up my mother in-law she was a
bulldozer when it comes to this stuff ,
her : Zoe walala manje check amadrinks e bar if anele
please "
yes , maybe ill have a glass of wine while at it. i saw the
brothers seating by the beach laughing and drinking wow
, this was a good sight , I took champagne bottle and I
seat in between them
me : congratulations are in order ne " I looked at Banzi
Banzi : I'm marrying the love of my life so yaa"
langa : surprise wedding kodwa bro?"
Banzi : why not "
me : I think its romantic , I love it "
Banzi : so will she love it also Zoe "
me : knowing mpume she will cry , she loves stuff like
this. and you make her so happy , I'm so happy for you
guys I can cry right now "
langa : Mina nawe sishada nini vele ?" langa poked me
Banzi laughed , I just shook my head
me : we married nje ..."
him : haysuka , nami I want to say I do in front people "
me : yooo une drama myeni Wami kodwa "
he pouted and I just laughed , we seat there drinking and
catching up , I miss this so much . langa's mom called us
and told us to get ready , we have two hours before the
guest come trough.
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Sindy
the theme was white or cream ...white meets tradition
kind of a thing it was a beach wedding so Lang's dad and
Uncles told Mpume that since she has a baby with Banzi
and house , she must leave with them to be joined with
her husband , its tradition , yep they lied ,
they also told her that she must change to this dress
bought by By Banzi as a sembole of his love to her, as per
tradition they will be a welcoming ceremony for her and
Joy at her house since she now Mrs Dlamini , wow well
played this guys deserves an a award for selling a story ,
everything was rushed , it suppose to be sun seat beach
wedding Banzi wanted to say I do over a sunset .
Mpume dress was bub tub cream mamaid look it was
modern with white pals detailing and some African print
details on each side, it looked breath taking on mpume ,
her dreadlocks was styled with some flower details and
Pearls planted on her hair and when I finished with her
make up I just went wow , so since the wedding was
slash modern meets tradition we ended the look with
beads neck line that covers her shoulders and it was too
die for ,
me : wow Sisi , you look I dont know ,..."
Mpume mom : wow my baby girl " she started crying
ohhhh no my hard work make up , thixo
Pam : guys let's go "
we looked stunning Pam was wearing one arm long body
hugging dress with touch of African print , I was wearing
African print crop top with tutu skirt , yes just going extra
nje ... , Zoe aunt as always she looked stunning two piece
whitd slacks with matching court with ndebele neck
peace shit I want that . mpume mom prayed blessing the
reunion , we said amen , me and mpume
we got into Pam's BMW X7 yep talk about girls who are
balling , yena no Zoe hayi shym they just show off ,
Mpume mom was riding with Zoe Aunt
Pam : ok mpume , we are hear but , will need to blind
fold you "
her: why ?"
me : husband's order's
she nodded .
me and Pam held mpume and we told her will guide her
till we reach the door
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Banzi ***

mom : is the seat up ok , my boy?"

me: mom stop warring she will love it,"
mom : ncoo my boy you make me so proud yazi "
she hugged me and kissed my cheek , Sbu came rushing
to us
sbu : she here
Bongani : about time "
Langa , sbu and Bongani were my best man , outfit was
just white linen pants and shirt we looked simple but hot.
I don't know when Zoe decided to be maid of horner but
she is , well everything was perfect , and everyone was
dressed in white with a bit of tradition , I'm not having a
white wedding ohh fuck no , the gust were minimum just
the way I like it , we were less than 25 , just perfect , the
crowd went wow , when I looked up it was my Angel
langa : fuck you pussy you crying ,"
me : shut up langa "
Langa : you are embarrassing me "
me : fuck you , shit she so beautiful "
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Mpume ***
me: yoo that was a long walk and why are we doing in
the beach ....?, can somebody talk to me please ? ... hayi
Mani guys are you kidnapping me ?"
Sindy ,: yooo tixo kidnapping really. "
pam was laughing like crazy ,
Me : can somebody get this blind off me now "
Sindy : with pleasure "
I looked on my side mom was smiling , I looked up ow
shit
me :aw my God ! "
that came out as a scream and the guest laughed ....by
the alter my dashing husband was standing there, wow is
that Langa I looked around
Zoe : right here ", she was behind me holding joy in her
arm
ok the water fall was coming down like crazy now , me
and Zoe hugged
Baba mfundisi : Nompumelelo , Lubanzi wants to merry
you before the sun set , come my child we waiting for
you " I nodded and smiled Zoe walked first with baby joy
in her arm the music was playing softly , I was crying ,
shocked , excited , trust Banzi to do this , my girls walked
also to join Zoe
mom : you ready "
I just nodded , my mom held my hand our song started to
play " that my dream , ". I stated singing along .. ~ when I
first saw you , I said ow my , that my dream , that my
dream ....~~i was a hot mass with tears falling
uncontrollable on my face , mom gave Banzi my hand
mom: please take care of my daughter "
Banzi : with my life ma , thank you " she hugged us and
blessed us , I looked and banzi he was also crying
him : stop crying you making me cry "
me : you stop "
baba mfundisi laughed at us , I wiped his tears with my
hands , shit he looks hot , i mouth
" I love you " and he winked at me making me blush like
crazy
baba mfundisi : beloved we are gathered here today to
joined the Union of Lubanzi Dlamini and Nompumelelo
Msimagu...
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Langa ***

i woke up with a mother off all hang over , need to quit

drinking cos this shit is not for me , when i opened my
eyes i found my beautiful wife , dressing up
me : uyaphi ?
Zoe : " well good morning to you too love "
me : " you still have not answered me "
her : " we grumpy today ne ? "
i removed the bed cover and went to the bathroom to
wash my face and brush my teeth , i stepped back in our
bedroom and zoe was busy brushing her hair , i went to
her and kissed her cheek
me : " muhle wami " she smiled i was looking at her in
the mirror , i was seating on our bed just looking at her ,
Zoe is so beautiful her long eyelashes , small pink
mouth, that she loves to pout, chubby cheeks , her big
light amber eyes that are so unique , wow she is just God
perfection
her : " why you looking at me like that ? "
me : " i'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you"
she stood up and walked towards me , she was wearing
blue ripped jeans with plan t-shirt and white all stars ,she
stood in between my legs and placed her hands around
my neck
her : " i'm the one who is lucky " my hands travelled to
her ass , and she kissed me slowly , she placed her
forehead on mine and smiled
her : " i love you Dlamini "
me : " i love you more "
her : " how more ? "
i chuckled " more than the universe " i said ,she blushed
and packed her lips , and we were disturbed by her
phone ringing she attempted to walk away to take her
phone , i held her hand and she smiled at me
me : " where you going ? "
her: " im meeting Brian for breakfast , " i raised my
eyebrow ok , Zoe and Brian have been very close since
she found out about him, not that i'm complaining but i
wanted to talk to her about meeting up with her father ,
she can not run away from this .
me : " why am i finding out about this now "
her : " i told you izolo nje" she walked to the side table
took her phone
me : " you going to be like that now , you know nje that i
was drunk last night , infect Bongani spiked my drink "
she laughed so hard that i even joined her
her : " so you don't remember what you promised me ?
"
shit i scratched my head ,.. she giggled took her baseball
cap and put it on and damn she looks hot , she walked
out of the room while i followed her
me : " what else did i tell you on my drunk state "
we found mom in the kitchen making breakfast , we are
still in KZN in our old house and yes mom is still not
talking to dad , which makes dad think that im
influencing her ,shit now I'm in between my parents
quarrel ,
mom : "hay guys "
zoe walked to my mom and kissed her on the cheek
Zoe : morning Mama " my mom smiled
zoe : your son does not remember what he promised us
last night "
mom laughed so hard and high five zoe aish i need to
separate this two
me : " come on guys i was drunk nje , cut me some slack "
mom : " so the trip around the world you promised me
for being the best mom ever i'm not getting ( she raised
her hands expressing herself)"
me : " what " mom folded her hands
zoe : " my holiday house in italy "
me : " ini ? " they were busy laughing and there was a
nock on the door Zoe took her car keys ,
her : " guys i have to go, Langa don't forget Mpume is
having a mini braai today , " i just nodded
she kissed me and i pulled her for hug deepened the kiss
mom : " hallo i'm still in the room "
zoe shook her head and walked out ,
i heard voices and boom dad walked in shit i just lost my
appetite ,
him : " morning, " he looked at his wife and nobody
greeted him back , ok this was awkward , i stood up and
mom called me
mom : "Langa , ukudla "
me: " i lost my appetite mom " i just ran up the stairs
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Mpume ***
him :ima... ima ..aish baby, just wait a bit "
i looked at him and smiled , i guess i was doing it right ,
yazi when i asked sindy for tips to make my bedroom
prayer a little bit exciting she told me to be on top , it my
first time doing this and already Lu is eating on the palm
of my hands , i moved again yes i was doing number 8 on
him , and it drove him crazy
me :baby come on, shit ..thixo nofefe , jesus you killing
me here "
me : " you don't like it . should i stop ? "he shook his
head, i smiled ,i may not be experience in this sex
department , but my man loves to be dominant i'm not
sure if all men are like this or its just him , he held my
waist while i went up and down on him, i felt my self
building up he squeezed my breast and dam Lubanzi dick
is like a dream , it feel so good , i was losing my oxygen, i
wanted to scream on top of the world that i love how he
makes me feel , this position was dynamite , we were
screaming , and he was pulling my hair , wow this was
just too heated , my come was in enough to make my
legs shake and that gave him an opportunity to flip me
over he was on top ,
me: " aaahhh banzi ," he groans was so loud he was like a
lion row
him : "you are mine mpume .......are baby ... ahhhhh"
that was uncontrollable , this guy was hitting all the right
places i wanted to hold it but my body was getting to
excited shit my legs started shaking again , ooh lord
another ball of explosion came i screamed
me : " baby ... haaaaaaaaah , what you doing... . to me "
him : " shit ......baby" he plunge in deep inside me ,
moaned like a bull with a knife on his head , and collapse
on top of me , we laid there in that position while
catching our breath , he rolled over me and we both
faced the sealing
him : " morning Mrs Dlamini "
i smiled i like the sound of that ,
me: " morning Myeni wami " yes legally i'm a mrs and i
raised my hand and looked at my wedding ring , yoooo
im so in love , my ring was beautiful stone and i was very
heavy ,
him : " you like it "
me : " fuck yeeh"
he chuckled
him : " let's go take a bath "
after the night we heard i doubt that my legs will carry
me to the bathroom , after the wedding reception Lu
practically updacted me and locked me in my room , and
he was on top of me the whole night , something to do
with the fact that it's his legal right to make love to me
now , since his my husband , i can not believe im his wife
me : " i don't think my legs are stable " he stood up and
went to run the bath water i went over my side drawer
and took my pill , shit i was even late today in taking it , i
hope i don't get pregnant , Banzi walked in , looked at me
,
him : " i thought i made myself clear about that shit "
me : " we not going to argue about this , we just got
married for goodness sake can you just take a chill pill"
him : " maybe i should" , he went to my side drawer took
out my contraceptives and threw them outside the
window " now i'm chilled " what the fuck he then
carried me bridal style and placed me in bathtub he got
in and seat behind me , i tried to turn my head to face
him , so he may explain himself , but his facial expression
was a no go zone area , he tied my hair up and allow me
to lay on his chest , it was a relaxing moment, i looked at
my ring and wow it was so surreal
, don't get me wrong i'm still going to be on pill even if it
means i'll be hiding it from him , but for now i'm just
enjoying this moment
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Sindy ***
me : what do you min you not coming back for the
festive season "
menzi : " babe you know how my parent are ? "
me : " i don't give a rat ass about your parents what
about me ??"
he looked at me and looked down , shit there was
something that he was hiding and this fool was not
telling me , yazi sometimes Menzi is just a wimp, " look
baby im sorry , and it's not you its me " what did he just
say now , that a breakup line , " dont bull shit me Menzi ,
you not in heaven you in the UK and i can still fly there
and kick your ass "
he looked at me and smiled , " him great , so why don't
you come this side " fuck this idiot , with what money i
can not afford to travel that far , i looked at him like
really ,
him : "just say yes and i'll handle everything "
portia walked in the room , she spend the night at my flat
, she was too wasted to go home and after that stunt she
pulled i want to know what up with her ,
me : " this is not over i have to go "
him : " we still talking sindy don't drop this call "
me : " or what you can'T do shit , you miles away
remember "
him : " weSindy ukhulumanobani kanjena "
me : " bye Menzi ., " i dropped my laptop and clicked my
tongue
portia looked at me , " you being hard on him . " portia
said opening up the fridge
me : " he need to grow some balls , he is hiding
something from me , i just hope its not sumbitch ,
because i will kill him , while i'm busy being loyal to him ,
he should at least try "
portia : " he loves you and i dont think its a women ,
maybe some personal stuff you know like his parents or
school , "
me : " yaaa you right , so out with it why did Cici slap you
and dont fuckin lie about it , "
she seat opposite me ,and looked down ,
her : " i have been fucking with Zweli"
i held my mouth , what did she say , i was beyond
shocked , the abusive guy like is she for real ?
me : " how long? "
her : i don't know it has been going on for a while now ,
shit i even enjoyed it , so much , "
well i know Zweli got a big dick and all ....that can make
any women leave their man for him , but his an arrogant
busted that will use and spit on you , shit why is portia
doing this for real
me : " you whore !! "
her : "i know , "
me : " how did Cici found out about it , "
her : " she overheard me talking to Gugu , you know
when i drink how horny i becoming and i wanted to have
quicky with Zweli, so while i was bragging about how we
had a stimmy morning the bitch walked on us and she
went all crazy , shit for the first time i knew how it feels
like to be the whore that destroy relationships "
me : " shit, you slept with him izolo ekuseni ? "
she rolled her eyes and just drank her water .,
me : " i got to ask this , you and nkonzo ? "
her : " uyabhora sisi , yoo i can not keep up , he wants to
have sex on his terms , talk , cuddle just too romantic and
top of it he is always away fuckin away . no wonder i'm
riding another mans dick ,
ME : " yooh i'm washing my hands like pilatu in the bible ,
you need jesus , shit girl you have no remorse "
she stood up and swing her tiny ass to the guest room ,
her : " wake me up at 12h00 ," she yelled on the other
side , wow shit , I dropped my mouth in shock , what just
happened
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Ntombi ***
The wedding was very beautiful and wow I like how small
the guest list was. Mpume looked so happy , i hope
Banzi makes her happy . Me and the lady's we decided to
have brunch later today you know grown up club just to
catch up , so its going to be me , Zodwa ( Mpume mom )
, Susan ( sindys mom ) and Zama ( langs mom ,) I need
some girl talk in my life you know and my life has been
boring ever since Zoe moved out .
I turned and looked at sleepping Keven next too me ,
Jesus Christ I'm so inIove with this man , I love how he
trite's me , he gives me so much love that at times I find
it so hard if its true ,
Him : that's so rude what doing right now "
He didn't even open his eyes , but moved his hands to my
waist to pull me close him ,
Him :kusile bambo lwami "
I blushed its just a turn me on when he start speaking my
language ,my mother tongue , keven may be white but
dahm he is so fluent in Zulu , I ran my hand on his hair
Me: hi " his hands rubbed my back ,our Sunday there are
always so child , we sleep till late and cuddle , and talk
for hours till we become hungry
Him : not even kissinyana nje for your man '
I rolled my eyes and kissed him , and he pulled we to him
, shit he always does this , he got on top me , and his
kissed moved from my mouth and his head was barred
on my neck, his hands were under my PJ top. He was
rubbing my nipils I let out a moan, I felt him grow in
between my thighs. with our busy schedule we hardly
have time for sex , but today this instant I want him , he
stopped and looked at me with his green eyes.
Him : I miss you "
me : shat up and kiss me "
him : i want to do more "
me : stop goofing around , i want you too "
I just ran my hands on his broad shoulder and pulled him
for dip kiss, we continued to kiss , his hands were about
to take off my top
" Dada" .we stopped and I pushed him over me
Him : aish man lengane " he just slept on his stomach , I
set up straight and sow Jaydan one of Kevens twins By
the door holding his blue blanket sucking his thumb ,
" hay baby , what wrong " he just came too My direction
and jumped to bed and laid on my chest , Keven lifted his
head
Him : Jay , where is Joe. "
Jay : watching t.v "
Keven : why don't you be a good boy and joined your
brother "
Jay shook his head and held on me tight
I looked at keven and told him to stop ,
Keven : jay I want to play with aunty "
Jay : no dada... no leave mommy alone " I pope my eyes
wide open I thought he made a mistake , but he
continued
Jay : mommy when is Zaza visiting me "
Wow I cleared my throat , I looked at Keven and he had a
huge grin on his face .
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zweli ***
I woke up and Cici was not by my side aish konje I slept in
the guest room , last night we fought like crazy , Cici is
not a talkative person , she cries a lot and izolo , she was
mad like really mad even kicked me out locked me
outside our bedroom , I made my way to the main
bedroom she was not there so I made my way to the
kitchen found her drinking Coffey all dressed up , "
morning " she just looked at me , I walked towards her
and I tried to hold her , she pushed me away
Her : no zweli "
She took her bag
Me: uyaphi manje cos I want to talk to you ," she took
her bible and waved it. I cunt allow her to walk out we
need to talk bra Jesus can wait
Me : Siswati we need to talk , " the way I said it she froze
and did not move ,
Me : seat down please " she seat opposite me and folded
her arms ... " I'm really sorry baby , " I looked down ,
Her: why zweli ?... No why her infect ? , are you still in
love with her ? "
I looked at her she was crying but not making Sound ,
me : it just happens , I'm sorry ... I no longer have feelings
for her , I'm in love with you , yes maybe I was trying to
find closure about Portia and I if we still connect if I still
love her , but turns out that you have my heart , I don't
know why I slept with her but it was once of . I promise
I'll never do it again. I regret it also . "
I lied hope this buys me forgiveness
Her : I've know about this for months now , and I thought
maybe it was a mistake , but you constantly came home
smelling her , you even hard love bite and scratches on
you arms and on your back , I have been crying my self to
sleep and I wanted to believe that you love me more , so
tell me why you lying telling me you only fucked her
once ? "
Shit she was mad , im busted , what now ...I stood up and
walked around , her voice was calm and she was mad as
hell, I could not see her eyes because she was facing
down , in my inter life I have never felt so weak , my
mind was every where I just cunt loose her like this
Me : I'm sorry ... I love you with all of my heart , the last
thing I want to do is hurt you... I can never confers on
how many times I have slept with another women that
will be disrespectful to you "
Her : is it because I cheated? that why you hurting me
also"
I went to her, kneel in front of her , I held her trembling
hands, " Cici I'm not perfect and my intention was not to
hurt you , you my life baby if you brake I die also , I
made a mistake and I regret it , let's try and work pass
this. I love you and , yes I had sex with Portia but baby I
don't love her it didn't mean anything , you my
everything , please never doubt how I feel about you ,
yes I've done you wrong but i love you Cici , " I wiped her
tears
Her : I need to go to church "
Me : not today please baby I just want to hold you nana
please... I miss you so much "
She looked at me and I felt my heart bleed she was
emotionaly drain. Cici has bean trough a lot in her child
hood I never want her to relapse I brushed her cheeks ,
Me : I never want to make you cry like this "
She looked down , and I hugged her.
her: how can we love each other if thee is no trust ?
me : how can we grow as couple if we don't face
challenges "
she sigh
Me : I'm sorry, please forgive me ... name anything and I
will do it "
Her ; I want you to stop fucking her , ?"
Me : baby I'll do anything for you , and yes I will stop ,
infect I'm done "
her: we will need to see pastors Majozi "
what the fuck
her :clearly what you did was the work of the devil you
need to pray about it ,"
me : aaaah love , can we rather go to cancelling you now
me and church "
hell no , I'm not going to church for what ? to tell the
pastor that " baba mfundisi I'm sleepping with your sons
girlfriend , its just sex and I don't love her I need help ,
because its the devil in me that's making me do it "
She pulled away from me and stood up. OK that dress
was not appropriate for church her Nicky manaj ass was
out there for show maybe I should go to church one of
this days to see who the fuck may be checking her out, I
don't trust does church boys , brother so and so , I held
my mouth
Her : I don't even know why you busy fucking skinny
bitch's while you got so much Ass at home waiting for
you"
Shit , that cut dip, vele why was I doing it?
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Pam
I love being a house wife , looking at my kids grow up,
being a good wife and just creating a worm home for my
fmily , if you asked me two years back if I would ever be a
house wife I would have laughed at your face.
Breakfast was ready And Sne and Jr we eating while I
was doing laundry , Sbu was still sleeping he was
bhabhalazing him and Langa went over the limit
yesterday , there was a buzzer from the door and
security told Me that there is a Mis Xoli to see me
Me : shit , " the estate was big and going to the security
gate will take forever I cunt live the kids alone , what
does she want , I told her never to come here or call me
... this is massed up now ...
Me : give her excess, " I went to the kitchen and the kids
were playing with there food as always , I told sne to
wipe her hands and go to the TV room , Jr was a hand full
now he was almost one and was to mischief, I held him
on my arm and walk out , xoli walked out of her car and
smiled at me
Me : xoli ufunani la ?
Her : I was in the neighborhood thought Ill come and see
sne "
That what happens when you start doing favours for rats
they think you will forever give them cheese
Me : SBU is in the house Xoli and I don't want to fight
with my husband , I'll bring sne by you to see tomorrow "
Her : I just want to see her that all I won't take long "
Me : as I said not today Sisi , " I was getting mad like
really mad now , was even sweating a bit
Her :you can not mother my baby forever Pam , she is
mine , OK , I'm her biological mother not you "
what the fuck , is this bitch high or something
Me: in paper yes you are the biological mother but legal
Sbu and I are her parents, and Sisi what I'm doing her is
just a favour , because I'm also a mom , never bite the
hand that helps you ..nxa "
her : I'm sorry Pam , aish " I ignored her and
walked back to the house. Jr was so heavy I tuned
around and found Sbu standing in the window looking
outside , he was mad.
me : hi love ..." I looked at him and he did not respond, I
Took Jr to his room to play
Sbu : we need to talk " I took the baby monitor and
checked up on sne, she was still watching cartoon , I drag
my feet , I even hard a pounding heart , I walked to our
bedroom
Him : how long has been going on "
He was not looking at me thank god. But why do I feel
like pee'ng myself , my throat just became dry
Him : Pamela khuluma "
I cleared my troat
me : she came by your house one day and I was there
also , wathi she wants to see Sne , your mom and her
fought like crazy until your mother kicked her out...., so
one day she then approached me
Him : how ? "
Me : your mom was not around and she came ..."
Him : and you let her in to SEE MY DAUGHTER ! "
I swallowed hard ,
Me : I'm sorry but , baby she is her mother "
Him : do you know the word FULL CUSTODY what it
means ? "
Me : she is her mother Sbu " he turned around and
looked at me. Sbu has a temper for days and right now
his eyes scared the shit out of me
Him : did I make a mistake when I married you and told
you to be the mother of my kids "
He was walking towards me , I shook my head, and i
walked backwards I did not like the way he was looking
at me , " I'm sorry " I said softly
Him : you sorry Pam , you dragging that witch to my
house , allowing her to get close to my daughter , did you
even ask me the reason why I took Sne from her ?
Me: baby you never want to talk about it "
He threw every thing that was on the dressing table
down and i screamed
Him : MY BABY ALMOST DIED IN The HANDS OF THAT
WITCH , AND YOU SO NAIVE THINKING THAT I'M THE
ONE WHO'S CRAZY Who's soooo EVIL FOR NOT allowing
A MOTHER TO BE WITH HER DAUGHTER. FUCK YOU
PAM, YOU WENT BEHIND MY BACK , WHO THE FUCK DO
YOU THINK YOU ARE MASSING WITH MY BABY'S LIFE ... "
OK now I'm shaking he is walking towards me. Lord what
have I done
Me : baby I'm sorry... I didn't know "
Him : you fucking taking my money and paying her Pam ,
shit "
ow my god he even know about the transfer of money I
made to her , OK im screwed ...
My back was against the wall and I was scared , scared to
even look at him , he held my face an squeezed my cheek
together with his hands , his other hand was choking me
, shit I can not breath , please lord held me ...I prayed
Him : I could kill you right now , you going behind my
back , digging on my past , you think because you spend
years without knowing your identity you're parents , you
need to play mother Teresa with my baby girls life , you
confusing her with all your moral nonsense , "
I was crying and I tried to remove his hand , I could not
breathe
Him :you going to cut all ties with that bitch, and you
going to stop feeling sorry for that bitch. I made her life
like that and she will die like that , Sne and Sbu are your
children your 1st priority , all I need from you is to be
good wife , good mother to my kids , your main focus
must be there..... , I don't ever want to see of hear things
about you digging in my past , and dragging skeletons in
my house, if you ever pull shit like this. oooooh Help me
lord I don't know what I will do , are we clear "
There was screams on the baby monitor , sbusibo was
crying , I looked at his father and he looked at me he
punch the wall
him : Fuck man I'm talking to you ARE WE CLEAR!!!!!! "
I shook my head , he let go of me and I sank down on the
floor and started coughing I closed my eyes and let out
inside scream. Sbu just man handled me , i could not
believe it.
him : ingane iyakhala PAm " I looked at him he was not
even looking at me , I help my self up and
walked to Jr nursery picked my baby up I hushed him
while I also cried, ...what just Happened ?? ....
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Zoe ***
i meet Brian at some restaurant, he was sitting by the
corner table , we hugged and i seat down
him : " its after 12h00 so its lunch time now "
i rolled my eyes this guy is so punctual , its creepy
me : " hay how are you ? "
him : " im blessed and highly favoured "
i looked at him like what the fuck
me : " so few day not seeing you and you found Jesus?"
we laughed ,
him : " i wish . i just have bean reading lot of scriptures
the past few days and i must say it a good way to
meditate "
i waiter came by and i order dry lemon and steak
sandwich. Brian order rib burger and chips ,
him: " so how you doing ? "
me : " well same all same all , still live a boring life that
revolves around my husbands life "
he looked and me and setback on his seat
him : " how is Langa "
me : " his still sexy and so handsome "
we bust out and laughed
him : i mean to ask you this , how did it come about that
you married so young ? "
i sign
me : "it was kinda forced to me , but i don't mind
because i made the best decision , im happy and Langa
goes all out to make me happy "
him : " i can tell by the rock in your hand , designer
clothes... and to top it up your car ... aish sisi its flames "
i just shook my head
me : " yazi it was never about the money when i first
meet him we had nothing just love , he was an intern at
my fathers campany more like my father's lap dog or
skivvy , but everything he has now he work hard for , and
yaaa here we are "
him : so long as he treats you right i'm good " our food
came and we ate , Brian is such a chill guy , his straight
talker and loves taking risks , we continued to talk about
school , i bragged about Mpume wedding until we
started talking about Nicole shit
him : so you never ever seen her ?"
me : " Nicole dropped me at my aunts arms when i was
only 3 months old and never look back , i can pass her in
the street without knowing that she is my mom , i have
no memory of her at all " i really hate talking about her ,
him : " do you want to see her picture of her? "
me : " no" what fore vele ?
he looked at me and frown
him : look i hate her also , but you need to find closure in
why she did what she did "
me : " did you find closure "
he sigh
me :" i don't hate her , i just don't know her.... too me
she just a stranger that i don't want to meet "
him : " yoooo "
silence filled the room so i decided to break the ice
me : " so how is miss model " Brian changes women like
underwears i can not kip up i didn't even know the girls
name , he laughed and threw his had back
him : " are we really going to go there now ? "
me : " yaaa , " i laughed , miss model was colored , Brian
introduced to me few weeks back in Jozi , she was a tv ad
model and was one bitch that i don't want to hang with ,
lets just say miss model is just too forward and over the
top for my liking .
him : " miss Model and i we not working out , i'm
thinking of calling it quite
me : " dud you a flippin womanizer "
him : and manizer "
i choked on my drink what ?
him : " i never stay in one relationship for long , i guess
i'm just too observant and to me regardless if you
women or man if i connect with you we good to date and
see where it leads
me : " you bai? "
he nodded , wow this was interesting
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Lubanzi ***
i was looking at her preparing salads and pap in kitchen ,
she looked good in her dock ,
me : " you can take that off now my Uncles are gone "
she continued to dise her onions
her : " i don't mind ., besides my hair is a mess "
me : " you look beautiful to me though "
her : " thank you baby "
me : " babe since we married and all , i think it will be
proper to live with Joy now "
she looked at me
her : " yaa sure "
me : " what ? "
her: " nothing , i also need to bond with her as well , she
practically doesn't know me "
me : " i know how found your mother is with her now ,do
you think she will mind ? "
her : " she will be hurt, but Joy can still visit her from
time to time "
me : " ammmm "
her : " babe , .... " she avoided looking at me
me : " yes luv "
her : " can we talk about why you want to have a baby so
bad "
me : " because we married now and the bible says we
can start producing our own product with the lord's
blessing " i winked at her
her : yes you right , and thank you for paying attention at
church , but baby it's too soon don't you think ,? "
him : " why ? "
her : " because we just got married and i still want to
know you and be with you and enjoy you "
me " so what will be stopping you in enjoying me when
we have another baby ? "
me : " why don't you want to listen to me , stop talking
over me "
me : " hayi Mpume don't shout at me , "
her : " clearly if i'm being civil awuzwa nje "
i raised my eyebrow , and looked at her she looked down
me : " firstly you not talking now you shouting"
she sigh
her : "Lu, all i'm saying is that i have school to finish , and
you know how important that is too me , i'm also
working , i have to attend to joy when she comes to
lives with us , i got house to maintain , and i have to be a
good wife also , kanti kumele ngenze kanjani konke
lokhu with another baby "
me : hayi Mpume , we not having this topic right now "
me : " you see what i mean , kanti sokhuluma nini "
langa walked in , " hay family "
wow that was a relief this woman was driving me crazy
,am i being selfish ? , naaaa i don't think so , she will just
have to be super women , i mean all women are vele,
they joggole everything
me : hay mfethu , where is your other half ? "
langa : " she went to meet up with her brother "
i walked out with langa to seat by the balcony
me : " so grand grand unjani "
langa : " well i was good till my mood turned sour when
selby came to my house "
i looked down i know that Langa hates talking about his
issues with dad
Mpume came out with ice bucket filled with beer and
juice cans
Langa : " thanks Koti "
she hit his shoulder " shut up " and walked back inside
the house
Langa : " wow she is a kipper " he took a can juice
me : " i know , and she is driving me crazy yazi , she does
not want to have another baby , ukhuluma ngokuthi it's
too soon"
langa laughed ,
me : " mfethu i just want my soccer team running around
"
him : " aish at least you talking about it ,i don't even
know how to raise the baby topic with Zoe , she loves
me but she still want to live her life "
me : " you want baby ? "
i opened a can of just juice and looked at him
him : " not just a baby , a family , zoe is .....well she just
wild , yes i love her and i will spend my life with her but
she lives her life as if we still dating , and i let her be "
me : " have you talked to her about this ? "
him : " i do hint it but i just don't want too push her to
live my dream instead her living her life "
me : " does this have anything to do with what dad said ?
"
him : " i don't know maybe..... it just got me thinking nje ,
she is not ready to get married...., to have kids ..... to be
domestic and since she studying Medicine it will just get
worse once she becomes a Dr " i looked at him this
thing was worrying him , shit i wish my brother can just
talk to Zoe , but she loves that girl too much , he does not
even dream to do something that will hurt her , langa
lives for Zoe , i hope that crazy girl know this . Sbu's car
came in full swing scratching tires and shit
me : " and then ? "
he jumped out bang door , looked like a mad man with a
bottle of hennessy in his hand .
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Sbu ***

me : don't ask me shit and will tell you no shit , i bought a

crate of heineken it in my car , "
Banzi : " what the fuck is wrong with you ? "
me : " can i get a glass please , "
Langa : what wrong with you ? "
me: " tell me why did i get married konje ? "
Langa : " again , what the fuck is wrong with you ? "
Banzi stood up and left me with Langa
me : " Pam, is going to make me do something i'll regret ,
yazi , i wish she can just listen to me , and stop being
hard headed , "
Banzi : " shit , story of our life bro , "
he said that walking back with platter of snacks and
whisky glass
Langa : " he wants to knock her up , ( pointing at babzi ) i
want Zoe to act like my wife . and you want Pam to obey
you fuck i need a drink , yet i thought i was the only one
with wife problems .
Me : " again why did we get married vele? "
Banzi : " yazi if Bongani was here he would be laughing at
us ., " we bust out and laughed ,
at least hanging with the boys will make me forget about
what i did , i never thought that i will ever put my hands
on Pam i was just too angry . maybe she need to know
the truth , aish but i don't want relive that day , i just
need to forget it , shit pam bought back fucked up
memories of my past . ...
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you know what to do ....

# 83 ... continue

pam ****

Jr was acting up today , so it's true what they say that a

children can sense if something is wrong with there
parents , after struggling to put him to bed i went down
stairs and made myself a cup of tea . i sent an SMS to
mpume apologizing for not attending her small braai.
How was i supposed to face the world vele? with
bruises on my neck , i looked at the time it was almost
22h00 and Sbu was not back , after drinking my tea i
locked the doors and switched off the light , my phone
rang and it was Trey
him : " tell me you ok ? "
i was shocked , how did he know ? aish konje Trey has a
calling , he can sense things and see things
me : " Trey " i cleared my throat , i felt my eyes burning
him : " did he hurt you ? "
i froze and set down by the stairs ,
me : " Trey im ok , we just had a fight "
him : " pam don't lie to me , why is my throat sore ke , I
had a vision "
i just looked down and played with my hands , i was not
going to worry Trey with this , i made Sbu angry and he
reacted , we just need to talk about this so we can get
pass it , this is between me and my husband.
me: Trey i had a fight with my husband and i will handle
it stop worrying please" i received lectures on my
wedding day that to be a good wife i need to perceiver ,
no matter what , respect and obey your husband, i guess
i have to try then just throwing everything away just
because we had a heated .
there was silence for a while
me : " ... well done in passing your exams , i'm so proud
of you "
him : " yayaya .. you changing the subject Pam . "
me : " i miss you so much "
him : " i miss you too ,i'm thinking of coming to SA for
christmas , but ugogo is working me over time with this
royalty business "
i just smiled , he went on and on , it was good to hear his
voice and how happy he was , it's been a long time since i
saw or heard my brother this content and full of life ,
after talking for about an hour or so , i hanged up and
went to bed , i decided to sleep with my kids in the my
main bedroom , i was trying so hard to not think about
my fight with sbu and the way he reacted , but you can
not control thoughts that attack you unexpectedly , just
when i thought i was about to go to lala land , sbu walked
in the room i held on to Jr , he switched the light on and i
felt his presence he was probably looking at us , he must
have taken a shower first because his shower gel was
overpowering my nostril , he got in the bed and i kept my
eyes shart , sne and Jr were in between us , he kissed
sne , Jr and moved and kissed my forehead and lips,
him : " im sorry my love , i'm really sorry ," he continued
to kiss me i did not respond , he moved and i opened my
eyes , because i was worried about him squashing the
kids
me : " you going to wake them up "
him : " that why we have a king size bed" he pulled the
kids away from me and snuggle up ,close to me he held
me tight and kissed my cheek , i was sleepping on my
side and our eyes locked ,
him : " i'm sorry "
i just nodded , he looked at my neck , and i saw remorse
in his eyes
him : " did i hurt you "
i nodded and he just held me close , " im so sorry " he
kissed my neck ,
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Langa ***
we got back home from Banzi house and my dad's car
was still in the driveway , i looked at the time and it was
late what is he still doing here , i'm not in the mood for
my dad at all , aish if i only slept over at Banzi house nje ,
Zoe left before me so she IS probably in bed by now, i
walked in and my father was sitting by the bar stool in
my kitchen , i sign and walked in
him : " we need to talk "
at this hour you can not be serious
me : its late baba , and i have tree hours of sleep ,
because i have to go back to work , my flight leaves at
3am "
him : " it won't take long " i stood by the kitchen door
and looked at him .
me : baba i respect you and i love you as my father , but
there is nothing there to talk about , so tell mom that i
said thanks for trying , but me and you we can never be
on the same level of understanding for one another "
i was about to walk away
him : " never walk away from me when i'm talking to you
"
me : " it's my house and i can do whatever i please "
him : " Langa , i'm still your father "
me : " and i'm the man of this house , so as a guest fill
free to spend a night , but don't force me to
accommodating you because it will never end well " I
walked to my bedroom and found Zoe on her phone
me : " why you not asleep? and who you talking too at
this hour ?
him : " kahle Dlamini , so many questions " i just dropped
myself on the bed next to her
me : " my dad is just a pain in my life yazi "
her : " you will need to talk to him , and stop running
away from him "
me : " he never listens and it won't end well , so let's just
leave things as they are right now , "
i placed my head on her lap , she smelled of coconut and
vanilla "
me : " new body oil ? "
her : " yep , you like it ? "
i ran my hands on her exposed thighs " you smell like a
bakery "
she took a pillow and hit me with it
her : " really now "
me : " in a good way howu baby "
her : " i smell like pastry , langa "
i laughed " you talking crazy now , baby you smell good , i
feel like eating you up "
she continued to hit me with a pillow " ok im sorry "
she stopped and brushed my head ,
her : " so love i was thinking "
me : " i don't like where this is going "
her :"hear me out first don't jump to conclusion " she
said
me : " im listening "
her : " you know that Banzi and Mpume next weekend
they doing this traditional ceremony thing "
me : " yaa , membeso and mbondo . yebo what about it ?
"
her : " may i please stay behind , you know help out ... "
i did not allow her to finish
me : " no problem .... "
her : " what ? "
me : " i said ok "
she kept quite " are you sure " she asked
me : " if you continue doubting my answer , i might as
well change my mind "
her : " thank you baby " she kissed my cheek , well mom
has already asked if her and Zoe can stay behind since
she wants to be hands on with preparations ,im a
mommy boy and i can never say no to mom so her and
Zoe can stay in KZN , vele nami i got a hectic week ahead
with work overload , i stood up and took off my cloths
and i was left with my briefs i got under the cover , i was
so tired and thinking about work made me more tired ,
Zoe : " you still going to china ? "
i laughed
me: " tai-land baby "
her : " what ever " we giggled
me : " yep , i'll fly on Tuesday and by Thursday i will be
back , "
i snuggled on her chest , while she ran her hands on my
face
me: " baby i need you to do something for me "
her : "what might that be love ? "
me : " i need you to make time to see your father during
the week "
her : " but ... "
me : " i'm not asking Zoe , and we not going to discuss
this"
i may not see her facial expression right now but i know
she is frowning
me : " good night sthandwa sami "
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Mpume***
beep beep ... beep " haaaaaah it's morning already " i
banged the alarm clock that was screaming in my ear
lu : " you do Know that you have an option to just sleep
and don't go to work "
Lubanzi and his dominance demands , he is on another
level of controlling , he has been telling me to stop
working , because i'm not benefiting anything from it ,
financially im stable with him providing for me
me : "morning my handsome husband "
him : " we still on our honeymoon , let fog the windows "
i rolled my eyes, i felt him poking me jesus this man , and
his sexual appetite i can not keep up , i packed his lip and
got up ,
him : " i'm not driving you to work "
me : " i'm not making you breakfast "
him : " you not playing fear "
me : " i love you too " i showered and when i got out Lu
was not in our bed , i made the bed and lotioned and put
on my uniform , my hair was too long for my liking i
made a mental note to go to the salon on my lunch
break, i jut rapt a head scarf on and i bit of makeup to
hide my freckle face with a touch light pink lipstick ,i
took my beg and phone and went downstairs , i found
Banzi pacing up and down on his phone
him : " what do you mean he Escaped , shit Vuyo you
slacking bra "
.....
him : " do i have do everything myself , shit! "
.....
him : " ngiyambesa this weekend , fuck i dont have time
for bullshit , get everyone in the warehouse in 3 hours
time "
i looked at him and he was angry , i made my way to the
kitchen , and took an apple
me : " are you ok ? "
he looked up , " yes love it's just work " shit he will be
leaving soon
him : " let me get my keys i'll drive you to work "
our drive to work was quite , Lu was miles away and his
phone has been buzzing like crazy ,
me : " are you sure you ok ? " i said that the minute he
packed at my workplace
him : " yes baby im ok , i'm sorry about that , ... aaaah
look i will be ..... i need to go away for few days " i knew
it
me : " uhamba nini ? "
him : " in an hours time , love "
me : " oooh , " i looked at my watch " see you when you
get back " i opened the door he also jumped out
him : " hay you can not walked out like this ,im sorry but
its work baby "
me : " i said its ok i'll see you when you get back , "
i was about to walk away and he pulled me into a hug , " i
love you and im sorry ok " ok i was in a public space with
a half naked man hovering me " baby im just sad , but i
understand its work , so it's ok , will talk later ok "
he pulled me into a kiss , and shit my body just heated up
, i'm not sure if its because his kiss was slow and claiming
me , or because i miss him already , he left me wanting
more
him : " when i get back , im throwing the house keys
away and we locking each other in our house "
i smiled and bit my lip , we hugged again and i made my
way to work , he stood there looking at me , damn im
going to miss him.
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happy Friday

#84
.Portia ***

This can't be , shit no...lord why me , why now , how and

when did it happened ?. I seat on the toiler seat and
looked at the two lines that just made my head spin , I
cried, laughed I wish I can scream ... This can not be fuck
how can I be so stupid , shit how did this bullshit
happened? ... I looked at my self in the mirror and I could
not recognize the girl looking right back at me , my phone
started ringing I looked at the caller I'd shame and guilt
rushed over me , I decided to switch my phone off , i
went to my bedroom I and cried , how am I going to face
the world after this , as much as I cheated and slept with
another man over and over again I still love Nkonzo he
makes me so happy but I was greedy I wanted more ,
how do I tell the man that I love that I'm pregnant with
another mans child , not just any other man my ex.
Nkonzo will never forgive me .
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.Banzi
" don't do it man , Mpume needs you , you have too go
back home now , re plan this whole thing it's to
dangerous now ... " that was text I received from langa ..
I hate it when langa becomes the voice of reason , shit I
have a feeling that this mission will go south again
,already I have lost two man on this mission... every time
we plan something, things do not go as planned I have
ran out of plotting on how to kill this man , his a powerful
drug lord and my mission was too wipe him out , being
special force's can be tricky at times , I was OK being a hit
man you know get paid to erase people regardless how ,
but since I was forced by the government to work for my
country to remove any treat apposing my country I need
to be very district and not alarm the media that the
killing was planned , I sank down and looked at my team
Me : go over this plan again '
Vuyo plan was crazy but we can pull it off ,
Vuyo :it will look like drug deal went wrong ... Go gun
blazing " I nodded and my phone started ringing shit
Mpume , I stood up , walked outside
Me : mama wakhe "
Her : lu ukuphi , ?
I kept quite she was mad really mad I have not called her
for almost day and her tone says it all
Me : baby listen ...I.."
Her : lubanzi we have our traditional reunion tomorrow
ukuphi ? "
Me : I'll make it back on time , please don't worry " she
sniffed , aish what now I looked at my watch and shit I
have less than 12 hours to do my job .
Me: I love you sthandwa sami , and I promise I'm on my
way back "
Her : Lubanzi ..."
She was definaty crying now ,
Her : come back to me ... I need you ... "
I pleased my phone on my chest , I need to do this now
Me : I'll be home by morning ...I love you "
She sniffed
Her : I love you too"
Silence
Her : be safe OK ..."
Me : I will baby "
Mpume is the first women that knows my line of work ,
when I told her I thought she will run for the hills , but
instead she loved me even more for trusting her and
telling her, I loved that women so much that I never kept
a secrete from her , I wiped my tear , and went back
inside
Me : we doing this tonight , prepare your self's man "
they looked at me as if I got shit on my face
Me :you know I hate repeating my self , so get moving "
they scrambled up ...
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Zoe ***
I knocked again , and finally the door opened
" hallo Sisi how may help you "
She looked at me , I swallowed hard , I was not ready to
do this , my hands started sweating and that pain in my
chest started again
" uright Sisi" she asked , she heard a
I welcoming look , but I just could not stand there I
started walking backwards
Me : sorry I think ngidukile "
her : hayboo Sisi , Ima go "
I turn and walked away I opens my car
" Zola " his voice triggered something inside me , I stood
there I didn't know if I should run or just cry
Him : Zola mtanami please don't go "
I'm a very strong person but my father is my weakness , I
hate him so much , but always wished that I could have
heard a better relationship with him , I was the apple of
his eye , he spoiled me so much and showed me
unconditional love , I wish when I fell in love he would
have talked to me instead of disowning me and calling
me names yes I was young and getting pregnant was a
mistake then but no parent should resent and kick there
kids out for making a mistake .
Him : for the past 5 days you have bean coming to my
house and never get out of your car , but today you were
willing to see me , please don't go , let's try and make the
.most of it "
I turned around and looked at him , he still as handsome
as ever , my father naves age, his close to 50 but still look
like his on his mid 30's , he smiled at me and I felt my
eyes burning so I looked down , I stood by my car
Him : I'm so sorry Zola , what I did was ....... "
Me : I don't want to talk about it please " he kept quite
and looked away also , I thought this was hard for me , to
him it was worse
Me : how are you feelling? "
He was wearing his track pants and T-shirt with running
shoes
Him : I'm getting better , just taking it one day at a time "
I nodded
him : please walk with me , "
I looked at him
Him : Dr order's I need to do power walk three times a
day for an hour or so , "
I nodded and folded my arms , while we walked around
the block , we did not engage that much in any serious
talk , i guess we avoided stepping on each other toes.
Him : doing your second year next year? "
I nodded
Me : you haired a new housekeeper "
Him : we'll its hard to find good help this days " we
spend 15 min of talking nothing serious and of 45 min
we were silent and just walking , I didn't know what to
say and he clearly planned an I'm sorry speech that I was
not ready to hear for now , after walking him back I
drove to my house I was so glad that the house was
empty Lang's mom went back to Lundi and I'm joining
her tomorrow , I took a bath and got under bed covers ...I
miss langa so much right now
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Pam ***
Him : how did the interview go ?" SbU said that jumping
on the couch next to me in the seating room , it was his
turn today to put the kids to bed ,
Me : your mom did not like any off them "
Him : all of them ?"
I nodded and drank my wine , I was conducting an
interviews for nanny for our kids today , someone who
will help around , sbu never liked the ideas but I feell like
I need to focus on my life nami a bit.
Me : I guess she is happy with baby seating " I could feel
his eyes on me but I focussed on the TV that was on
him : yaa I guess so "
I took a sip
Him : so how many bottle of wine have you drank today?
"
here we go again ... If I lie than it will be a huge fight if
tell the truth again he will have my head.
I feel like I'm suffocating this day , I'm a very secretive
person and I do not brag about my problems so I have
found comfort in alcohol sbu and I have bean fighting
about it , he works a lot and takes me to foreign
countries to be his wife a baby mama, he so busy that I
don't even know the man sleepping next too me .
Me : two and half "
him : Pam ! "
me : sbusiso please not now "
Him : wow , my mom is on the other room taking care of
our kids and you drinking like a fish "
Me : guess I've also failed as mother to our kids right? "
Him : " I don't mean that ...baby "
Me : what do you mean vele ? , every time you get home
you have to complain about something , my cooking , my
drinking and my duties of being a mom , hayboo "
He ran his hands on his head , I took my glass and stood
up stumbling a bit , I could feel his eyes burning on my
back , I went upstairs threw myself on the bed , I was so
lazy to Barth or change , vele even if I do it or don't , its
not like sbu give me some, its just few kissed and he
sleeps , I have even stopped trying , he always blames it
on work and being forever tired , I need to build my
career also this stay at home waiting for man business
allowed sbu to start walking all over me.
I was slowly dozing off when I felt him taking off my
shoe's, my jean , bra and top he pulled me to get under
covers and he kissed my forebears , and cuddled me.
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Langa ***
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"how did this happen ? where are you now? "

Vuyo : can you stop overreacting please "
me : " i'm on my way there now "
him : " dud can you stop tracking my phone , please your
brother will be ok "
fuck man banzi does not listen i had a feeling that shit
will hit the fan with this mission , i looked at my wrist
watch it was 4:30 am , i just got home and all i wanted to
do is hold Zoe tight , but after receiving a call that Banzi
was short , my mind just went crazy , i looked at zoe she
was sleeping peacefully , i walked out the last thing i
wanted to do was to wake her up , i drove to the
warehouse, it was 45 min drive
me : " uphi? " i said the minute i got in ,
vuyo pointed on the medical room , i marshed there and
saw him lying there with blood and bandages all over
me : " what the fuck happened ? "
he looked at me , and frowned
him : " who called you ? "
i walked around,
me : " Gloria how is he? "
Gloria was there medical assistance , she is a Dr by
profession and no longer practising
her : " he will live , he only got short on his arm, i was
able to remove the bullet "
she excused herself and left me with Banzi
him : " what time is it ? "
me : " bro i told you not to do this look at you now "
he ignored .me ,
him : " help me get cleaned up please "
i looked at him and held his hand ,
me : " are you sure you ok ? " i asked him softly , this line
of Job is just to dangerous and i can not think what i will
do if i ever lose my brother
him : " i just got short in the arm bro , you don't want to
know what i did to the person that short me "
i nodded and helped him out , i'm just glad his back
home and alive .
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Gugu ***
" so i look like a whale " he just laughed and held my
huge belly ,
i was 7 months pregnant and shit i hate the way i look ,
Bongani : " you the most beautiful pregnant women i
have ever seen "
me : " after this baby im tying my tubs "
he laughed , i love moments like this with him , when we
just stay in bed and talk and laugh ,
him : " maybe we should , aish i never thought i will have
a soccer team in my age "
me : " that what happen when you don't use a condom "
i tried to wake up but he held my waist,
him : awume kancane baby "
me : " i need to get the twins ready , "
he looked at me and frowned
him : " i don't get your parents, they hate my guts but
they want to bond with my kids ? "
me : " they are trying bongani , can we not argue about
this please "
apparently my parents want me to go back home since
im just doing vat an seat with bongani , and crazy part is
that they want Bongani to pay for damages for knocking
me up
him : " look Gugu , i love you with all my heart , but i
think your parents want to milk me for my hard earn
money "
me : " bongani please " i stood up and went to the
bathroom , when i came out i found him all dressed up
me : " baby where you off too "
him : " i need to clear my head "
me : " Bongani why you always do this when my parents
are the topic "
him : " because whats the sudden interest Gugu ,have
you took time to think about that ? , why must i pay for
damages when i took you in when they kicked you out ,
it's not like they raised my kids , i hustled to put clothes
on your back , food on the table and shelter over your
head , just because now i made it as business man they
now think i'm worthy to start paying shit.... fuck no ...
and to top it up they using my kids ... "
me : " baby please "
him : " hayi suka Gugu , grow up please!... why you
allowing your parents to make you there meal ticket "
he walked out and went to the main house , few minutes
later he was walking out with his boys , i looked at him
him : " we going out for breakfast " i just sigh and folded
my arms , Bongani is one crazy person , but the most
wonderful and amazing thing that i love about him is that
his a good father , he loves his kids unconditionally
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Pam***
im such a morning person and its not even funny , i'm a
very light sleeper and when i'm up i can not go back to
sleep, the washing machine was beeping informing me
that it stopped washing , i made my way to the laundry
room and took out clothes and threw them in the basin ,
i passed sbu on my way out he was sitting by the kitchen
table drinking coffee ,
me : hi "
him : " hallo " i went to him and kissed his cheek , he held
my hand and scanned me up and down , i was wearing a
white tank top with denim shorts skirt and flops , i
always keep my hair shot so boy cut really suited me
me : " what ? "
him : " i really miss you "
i shook my head and walked past him , he followed me
outside
him : " why you being so destannce this days "
me : " me sbu , me being distance ? "
i shook my head and laughed i started hanging cloths ,
and he helped me out
him : " i know i have been busy , and maybe i have not
been giving you attention "
i didn't answer him, i was not going to fall for this , we
always have this talk , i'm not sure if it ease his conscious
or what
him : " i know how this is affecting you "
me : " sbu . " i wanted him to stop
him : " all i ever wanted to do was to make you happy
but seems like i'm failing "
i looked away , the Durban sun was burning my skin like
crazy so i placed my hand to cover my face
him : " so we need to work , i can not stand this tension
we have "
i shook my head , if only i was getting some i won't be
this frustrated , i let go of his hand and continued with
hanging the laundry
him : " talk to me phela " he pulled my hand and made
me stand next to the outside washing basins while he
stood in front of me , his hands were on my waist and
his eyes look deep inside mine , ok its been weeks
without getting non and my clit was twerking so hard
that my breathing changed
me : " sbu let me finish my house chouse will talk about
this later " i was not sure about my speech that gave me
away it came as whisperer.
him: " what do you want me too do "
he started placing kisses on my neck , shit now i can feel
water fall damping my panty
him : " i missed you so much " ok i'm losing control over
myself right now his hands are exploring my body like
crazy ,
him : "tell me you want me too ....., " ok this is new this
man is teasing me like crazy
me : " mmmm ,sbu "
i did not respond but smashed his lips i was so lost in
the kiss that all my senses were gone, he lifted me up
while i wrapped my legs around him , and he placed me
on the bonnet of his car in the garage , our clothes stated
flying ,
its has been a long dry season for me and i was in no
mood for foreplay , i need him now, i felt his tip on my
entrance this was like heaven ,
me : " mmmm yes "
him : " i'm so sorry baby .... aw you feel so good ... "
his Penetration is the utmost intimacy as I literally engulf
a part of him for some time. I feel like he is totally
absorbed into me and I am made complete, He slowly
expands my entrance then expands my inside. When he
travels within me I can feel every part of him including
the ridge of the head to the shaft. He slowly thrusts and
fills me wholly, sucking my lips softly while pinning my
hands above my head. I love when he gets heated up and
slap up against me while penetrating, it makes me realize
that there's no further that he can go and he is giving me
all of the love he has to offer. he was now hitting me so
hard that i can not control my screams , ow how i long to
feel him inside me like this , my elephant pinus digging
inside me and giving me the ultimate pleasure , oww sbu
i hate you so much for not feeding me like this the past
months , his endurance is always long , i came and came
again while he was still on it , i was floating in pleasure
when i suddenly felt the best penetration ever , he was
close to climax , I can sense the semen pumping up
ready to swim inside me , The throbbing inner vibration
& heat when he ejaculates, combined with his ‘facial
expression’ gives me a psychological rush & satisfaction
him : i love you baby ... ahhh ,"
 Having his orgasm going through my whole body and
soul is the most intense sensation I have ever
experienced.
him : " wow "
i was still trying to catch my breath , he packed my lips
took my panty and wiped me with it ,
him : " come lets go inside , i'm not done with you "
i lifted my head looked at him, he had a seductive smile
... yes ....
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Zoe ***
i looked at the time it was still early , i made my way to
bathroom took a bath and brushed my teeth , i took my
phone and saw a flood of mpume SMS ,
MPUME : " Zoe Lu is not answering his call "
mpume : " zoe you better wake up , i need you here "
mpume : " Zoe , langa phone is also off , wife too be
getting worried manje "
mpume : " call me , when you wake up "
its was about 20 sms that i was not going to go trough ,
Mpume is so dramatic yesses
the house bazza went off while i was making myself
cereal i answered
sindy : " vula please "
i opened for her and continued to eat my food
voice : " dahm Zoe when did you get that "
i turned around and screamed
me: " my husband "
Trey was looking dashing as always , dahm he looked
good , what has he been eating ,
him : " i missed YOU so much "
me : " when ?, how did you get here ? "
him : " i missed one wedding i was not going to miss this
one also "
me : " i'm so happy to see you , aw good lord you even
rocking a beard , word ! "
sindy : " and he got a 6 pack also " she was eating my
cereal , this girl u forward ,
me : " uphi umenzi "
sindy : " his working could not come "
me : " did i ask you ? "
her : " do i look like i give a dhm "
voice : " wow dope ink "
i turned around
sindy : zoe meet Austine , and visa -versa , can i have
something to drink please "
i rolled my eyes and took out wine in the cupboard , i
don't know why sindy decided to drink so early in the
morning but with this girl you just can never know
me : " nice to finally meet you Austin , l have heard so
much about you , "
trey : " yehey whatever he practically my shadow , so
why so many tattoos vele ? "
Austin : " i love it , Angel wings wow "
well i heard a huge tattoo on my back with angel wings ,
sindy : she going through on rebellious stage "
i just laughed and shook my head,
me : " what the fuck is wrong with you ?? ( looking at
Sindy ) and i only have 3 maybe going to 4 aish whatever
"
Trey : " so you addicted to ink this days ? , "
me : " maybe , "
now i regret walking around in a sport bra and langas
trunk , ooh well this is my house i dont give a dahm , "
sindy : " i wonder what Langa ,is going to say about this
one , because this right here is white girl shit going crazy
"
me : can we stop talking about my ink please , and what
will may man say , i ll deal with it when he gets back
home , so tell me more about Uk , and what job is Menzi
currently doing ? "
i know langa will flip when he see this tattoo , well
maybe i went overboard with the ink, i'll cross that
bridge when we get too it .
Hanging out with my friends was awesome , Austin was a
very outspoken character and well Trey is always chilled
with that arrogant swag he has and way to funny , we
had to get ready to go to Mpume house , i was trying to
get hold of the brother but still no luck ,so i gave up , last
message i received was from langa this morning telling
me he is with Banzi and will call me back later .
i had bought a traditional outfit few days back , just a
high waist african print umbrella skirt , with plain white
crop top i matched that with crop jacket that match the
skirt , and well if you got it might as well show it off ,
well i had to match that with plain white puma tekkies ,
my hair did not need that much work , so just combed it ,
little gloss and i was sorted ,
me : " ok guys im done , "
sindy : " really girl you going to take Mpume shine "
Austine wisteled ,
Trey : " you do know she is taken ? "
Sindy : " and her husband is one crazy dude "
me : " guys come on "
Austine : " what the husband dont know wont kill him "
i just rolled my eyes as
we all laughed , and walked out , Trey wanted to drive
my car just for show , aw well i let him be.
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Zoe ***

My happiness was short lived , we were all gathered in

Mpume room , and she was crying heretically ,
Me : “ he is ok , “
Her : “ ok Zoe , really when last did you speak with him ?
“
Sindy : “ clearly there is better explanation of why his
phone is off “
Mpume : “ yazi Lubanzi uyangstressa for real “
Trey : “ guys , can you please come down , Mpume hayi
suka une drama yoo
“
My phone ringed and it was Langa mom “ Makoti ukuphi
“
Shit I’m in trouble she never calls me makoti just for fun
Me : “ aaahh mama”
Her : “ we at Banzi house get here now Zoe , yini kodwa
ukuthanda ukulala “
me : “ yebo ma I’m coming “
she dropped the call on me
me : “ guys I need to run , looks like everyone has arrived
they at Banzi house “
Mpume : “ Banzi ukhona yena ? “
Me : “ akashongo uma , but ill keep you posted “
Mpume : “ yazi lendoda ! “
Me : “ don’t stress Banzi will never miss this day , trust
me “
I took my car keys and rushed to Banzi house , there
were lot of cars packed outside , yoo Mama has outdone
herself and invited the whole Lundi community . The
minute I packed my car everyone looked my direction
shit , now what
Mama : “you keep forgetting that you are a Dlamini now
yazi “ she said that coming to my direction
Me : “ I’m sorry ma I over slept “
Her : “yazi Langa spoils you too much, come I want you
to meet the extended family “
She held my hand
Her : “ liphi iduku “ she looked at me , ow crap I forgot
about putting a dock on , she shook her head and we
started the greeting , hugging and shaking of hands , this
was exhausting , i was finally able to sneak away from
her and I went to the main bedroom , I knocked
Langa : come in “
I found Banzi and Langa drinking
Langa : “ Mtakwethu” he hugged me
Me : “ not now, I’m still mad at you ,( I looked at Banzi )
wena why haven’t you returned Mpume calls “
Banzi: “ I don’t even know where my phone is “
I rolled my eyes
Me: “ what happened ? ? , ooh my God Mpume is so
going to kill you , “ I said that the minute I sow Banzi arm
that had a bandage on
Me : “ start talking Dlamini “
Langa : “ he was short , “ wow I said I held my mouth,
Langa held my waist
Langa : “ his ok , any way have you meet the family? “
I nodded
Me : why you never told me you have a huge extended
family “
Him : “ because you don’t want to marry me “
I hit his shoulder and made my way to the bed
Me : “ so this is where you will be make babes with
Mpume “ I looked at Banzi , langa and I laughed , he also
climbed on the bed and looked at me
Him : “umuhle “
Banzi : “ guys don’t even start making out on my bed “
Me : “ why not “ langa kissed me , and I ran my hands on
his face , dahm I missed him
Me : “ I missed you so much “
Banzi : “ guys what the hack ? “
Langa : “ awume kancane nawe “ referring to banzi, he
continued to kiss me ,
Banzi : that it I’m calling mom” we laughed
Me : “ guys better dress up now , or else your mother will
have my head “
Banzi : “ mfethu come help me la “
My phone ringed and it was mpume
Me : “ Mpume”
Langa : “ stall her and tell her we love her ,” they walked
to the closet
Me : “ hay wifey “ I answered my phone and walked out
Mpume : “ iphi ndoda yami Zoe “
Me : “ his getting ready , he misplaced his phone “
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Portia ***
“ you distance what wrong “ he asked the minute I
picked up
Me : “ I’m just not feeling well, “ I was talking with
Nkonzo on the phone , I really need to break up with him
, I can not string him along while I’m carrying another
man’s child , I’m four weeks pregnant and right now the
only thing I need to do is tell Zweli about the baby ,
Me : “ Nkonzo when are you coming back “
Him : “ this evening , you miss me that much “
I just cried
Me : “ we need to talk “
Him : “ that sound serious are you perhaps breaking up
with me “ he laughed
And I just sank down , I did not respond
Him : “ Portia are you still there “
Me : “ I have to go , “
I did not let him finish I just dropped the call , there was
a light knock on my room , I wiped my tears
Me : “ come in “
Mom : “ hi sweetie “
Oh hell No the devil is testing me now
Me : “ ufunani ma”
Her : “ can I talk to you please “
I turned around and looked at her , she looked good for a
women who currently going through a divorce ,
Her : “ firstly I need to say I’m sorry “
I looked at her
Her : “ I made a mistake “
I raised my eyebrow , so I’m a mistake
Her : “ you were not suppose to find out like this , “
Me : “ all I ever wanted was for you to except me and
trite me like your child , you loved your boys more than
me , I always wondered why we never bonded as mother
and daughter, but now I know I was that shameful seed
you got from your affair , “
Her : Portia please “
Me : “ I hate you with all of my being and my father
might have forgiven you but I will never , so get out of
my room ,”
Her : “ Portia I’m your mother you can not talk to me like
that “
Me : “ fuck off my room , before you start spreading your
whore virus on me “
She slapped me so hard that I fell down ,
Her : “ I know I’m the last person you want speak to right
now , but don’t ever call me names , “ she clicked her
tongue and walked out
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Sbu ***
Mom : “ since you decided to lock yourself in that room
I’m taking my grandkids and we going out “
She was screaming outside our bedroom door , I looked
at pam and we giggled ,
Pam :we need to get ready for Mpume event “
Me : “ I rather spend the day in your arms “ I started
kissing her we have been making love the whole morning
and I still can not get enough of her , i was under so
much stress the past months that I neglected my duties
to satisfy my wife in the bedroom , I never thought that
she is sexually frustrated . she got on top of me and she
had that beautiful glow , I ran my hands on her tiny
breast , Pam’s body was just beautiful , she never had a
problem in losing the baby fat and her breast never
became big she did not breast feed any way , I cupped
her breast and she moaned, When she want to be wild
and I feel like being submissive, which is not that often,
she get on top of me because she wants to be in total
control. Basically my naked body is there to be used by
her and my penis is a toy for her to play with. With my
wife on top, I am basically helpless and have to obey her.
She slide her self down on my hard shaft and I closed my
eyes
Me : “ holly Jesus”
I look up at her and she was biting her lower lip , yep I
married a freak and I love it . even when I am in a more
submissive role I can not help but hold her waist and
allow her to ride me , what I most like is when she start
swaying her body and tilting her head back , she stroking
my dick as if it joystick. This shit she doing got me very
hot , Personally it's great to take a break and let her do
all the work. I usually don't cum though unless I'm doing
the humpty hump, so eventually I'm going to have to
take over and be on top , I curled my feet because wow
she felt so good and she was close from the way she was
shouting my name going up and down on me, dam she
going to break my dick , she finally climaxed, I flipped her
over and placed her legs on my shoulder , and I dived in ,
we did the deed and took an innocent shower , we finally
got ready to go to Mpume house , she looked good as
always on her body hugging dress with gladiator wedge
Me: “ we taking your car “
She nodded and smiled I went to her and hugged her
from behind ,
Me : “ this dress is showing too much of my junk “ I
squeezed her ass
Her : “ it all your nje , so I’m showing it of for you “ she
winked
I nibble in her ear , and she giggled .

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Mpume ***
I peaked outside the window and the deco was amazing
, wow Zoe aunt got style , she was the program director
and event organiser , mom walked in and looked at me
Her : “ you ready ? “
Me : “ yes I am , I can not wait “
Mom : “ I don’t know how we going to pull this off , the
list of our relatives that suppose to get blankets and gifts
is so low “
Me : “ sigcina isiko ma ,akunandaba it just that Banzi Is
very traditional man “
Her : “ his a good man”
I just nodded and blushed
Zoe aunt walked in with Joy in her hand
Her : guys the Dlamini’s are here , so Zodwa go to your
table , wena girl stay here they will come and collect you
“ she handed baby joy to me
I looked outside the window and spotted every one , yoo
the glam family and there cars , I was looking for my
man in the crowd but dololo , Zoe and Langa were
clinging on to each other like crazy , Sbu and Pam joined
them , there was singing and a lot of ululate going on
around, well Zoe and Banzi aunt were running the show
calling everyone to seat on the grass matt and cover
them with blanket and give them gifts , aish Zulu
tradition Mara is waist of money , my turn finally came,
Zoe and few of Banzi cousin came to my room to dress
me up ,
Banzi bought me the dress it was designer dress and
looked like the dress that Ntando Kunene wore on her
wedding , with isicholo I covered my mouth in shock
Me : shit “
The girls laughed at me , Zoe was in tears we hugged
Zoe : “ awusemuhle my friend “
I was escorted outside , Zoe was holding Joy , I kept my
head down and the singing went on and on , I finally
looked up , and saw Banzi looking at me with a huge grin
on his face , but I frown when I noticed that he had a an
arm sling .
Banzi blow me a kiss , and I just melted , the Dlamini
people showered me with gifts and my boo gave me the
most mind blowing gift ever a car….. a fuckin dhm car ,
Mini convertible to be precise , I could not stop crying .
he whispered in my ear I’m sorry for not returning your
calls , shit I don’t give a dahm about the dahm calls ,
Me : “ a car Banzi !“
Him : “ anything for my beautiful wife “
He was holding me tight we were standing at the
backyard of my house , I’m just glad that the ceremony
went well , I was wearing a goat skit armlet ( isiphandla )
so was Banzi , so he was introduced to my ancestors as
my husband and tomorrow I will be introduced to his
ancestors as his wife.
He came close to kiss me , but hurt himself in the process
, I’m still mad at him for injuring himself I cannot spoil
the moment that we have now
Him : “ I love you “
Me : “ I love you more “
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Langa ***
The ceremony went well , even though Mpume nearly
killed Banzi for being injured and almost fainted when
she got her gift
, those two are one of a kind , I was just glad that the
whole thing was over and we still have to go to Lundi to
prepare for Mpume family tomorrow
“ Zoe , I’m so tired “ she seat on top of me , i'm still angry
at her for making a huge decision of covering her body
with Tattoos , my body
Me : “ I’m still angry at you and we need to talk “
Her : “ come on Dlamini lighting up “ she kissed me
Me : “ did you see how big this shit is on your back ? “
Pam : “ I need one ,”
Sbu : “ over my dad body “
Pam : “ talk about a man who has my face on his arm “
she rolled her eyes and high five Zoe
Me and Sbu shook our head , we were seating at the
tent most guest were gone so it was only friends of the
groom and bride
Gugu walked towards us with another plate of food
Zoe : “another plate girl? “
Gugu : “ I can't drink , nje so might as well eat “
Bongani : “ she eats when she stresses right ? “
We looked at the two who seemed to be on another
fight with each other
Bongani and Gugu were currently not talking to each
other that one thing I noticed
Sindy : “ usuwenzeni Gugu “
Bongani stood up and took his beer , while Gugu
followed him
Sbu : “ kwenzakalani? “
We all shrug our shoulders , Sindy and Trey were wasted
this two are dahm alcoholic
Pam : “ Austin please drive my brother and Sindy to my
house “
He nodded and stood up
Me : “ baby let get out of here “
Zoe : “ hawu Langa “
Me : “ I’m not asking you women , I still need to punish
you “ she pinched my hand
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Susan ****

I knocked at Lucky house ( Sindy dad house ) , Jabu

left her bag pack with her medication at her Father
house on her last visit , and she has been asking his
father to bring to her but Lucky has been to busy
with work , so I promised her that I will fetch it for
her after work , I was still wearing my scrubs , I
looked at the time it was kind late after 21h00 , but
ooh well I need my daughters medication ,and
tonight is the only time I got to pass by her father
house.
I knocked I again and still no answer , I took out my
phone to call him because I saw his car in the
packing but the door swung open.
Her smile that was pasted on her face slowly
disappeared , I looked at her she only had a towel
wrapped around her body I held my mouth and was
about to walk away infect I did turn to walk away ,to
say i was shocked was a understatement
Her : Susan it's not what you think “
She was calling out for my name and her voice fuel
me up with anger , I turned and walk back to her
Me : “ HOW LONG ??!!! “
She was about to answer and I slapped her , i
punched her , all the rage that I had for all this years
came rushing out , as a woman you always have an
intuition when your husband is cheating but love can
make you blind side everting , I knew that Nosi and
Lucky where fucking but I was terrified of the
monster I married I could not make my suspicion
come to reality , I felt strong hands pulling me back
,
Me : “ why Luck ? WHY ? “
Him : “ come down Susan you causing a seen “
I turned around and started punching him he
ducked and let go off me I ran after the bleeding
Nosi , I found her in the bedroom , the bed was a
mess , I cried
Her : “ I’m sorry Susan, we did not plan this its … “
What did she say , she never planned to sleep with
my husband I was losing my mind , I was about to
march to her when Lucky got in between us , I
looked at him and felt so betrayed why ? , my wrath
was sky high , he was beating me up because he was
fucking her , I looked around and my eyes landed on
Lucky gun that was on the dressing table with in a
wink of the eye I pointed the gun at them , i
demanded that they tell me when they started
fucking , the truth was so overwhelming and I could
not hold my anger anymore I was shattered I was
betrayed , she knew how much this man abused me
and she still fucked him over and over again behind
my back ,
Me : “ you were my best friend , I told you everything
about how Lucky was treating me, and all along you
ware fucking him and the worst part you made a
child with him , what kind of a sick person are you
???“ my hands were trembling
Lucky : Susan please put the gun down let talk about
this “
Me : “ talk…you want us to TALK????, WERE YOU
TALKING WHEN ,YOU WERE BASHING MY HEAD ON
THE WALL , THE PUNCHES ON MY FACE THE KICK’S
ON MY ABDOMINAL , WHEN YOU WERE WEEPING
ME WITH YOUR BELT WERE YOU FUCKINN
TALKING???????
Him : “ I’m soo sorry … please put the gun down
BAM..BAM… BAM…BAMMM ….
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Portia ***

Him : “ Portia what do you want “

He was whispering
Me : “we need to talk “
Him : “ Portia you going to get me into trouble the
last thing i need is to fight with Cici
Me : “ I don’t give a dahm , “
Him : “ hayboo sisi I’m not in relationship with you
so you don’t get to tell me what to do , stop calling
me !!“
Ok that hurt like a mother fucker
Me : “ Zweli please we really need to talk , tomorrow
…“
Him : “ no Portia , I don’t want anything to do with
you , go ride your music boyfriend DICK and leave
me the fuck alone , what we had is long gone I’m in
love with cici , she is my future and I’m not going to
mass things up just because yore pussy is etching"
I started to cry ,
Me : “ zweli shuthi I was your spam dish all along? “
Him : “ wow congratulation you finally figured it out ,
you so smart , so live me the fuck alone and stop
calling me. “
He dropped the call on me and my heart was
shattered I was crying as if I lost a limb of my body
why does it hurt so much why ?
I called him again and his phone took me to
voicemail
I was so angry that I stated typing him a massage
“ Zweli I now you heartless but ,you can not treat
me like this, I’m sorry to disturb you peaceful slerp
with your girlfriend , but I just wanted to tell you i
resent sleeping with you for so many months
because right know I’m in predicament that I can
never get myself out off , I’m pregnant its your baby
and I’m keeping it “ I pressed send and I looked at
my phone … oh NO…NO…NO … I send the SMS to
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Sindy
TREY : “ SINDY get your phone please “
Me : “ no no…no “
My phone has been buzzing like crazy this morning
and I have been ignoring it I had a mother of
hangover if opening my eyes it will be a mission .
Me : “ pick it up please “
Trey answered my phone , I was even too lazy to pay
attention to whom he was speaking with I did not
want to open my eyes and I just wanted few hrs of
sleep , few minutes pass and Trey shook me up so
roughly that I was forced to pop my eyes open
Me : “ yini ? “
He looked at me “ get up we have to go “
Me : “ ini ? “
Him : “ now sindy , its important “
I looked at him he had a worry look
Me : “ what’s going on ? “
Him : “ its your mother “
Me : “ what about my mother ? “
Him : “ just get up “
I jumped off the bed and looked at him
Him : “ she is arrested “
Me : “ WHAAAAT!”
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sindy at nearest police station***

Sindy was crushed but yet confused on why her

mother would be accused of attempted murder , she
could not believe her ears Susan was the most
carrying person she knew , she would not even kill a
fly , she was tormented why the policy were giving
her a run around with details relating to her mother's
case, Trey seek'd help from his uncle but he was
turned down when he told him that there south
African Law firm only deal with cooperate cases , he
was devastated and did not know how to help the
frantic sindy who was crying non stop , Pam was
holding Sindy's hand the whole time and she did not
want to worry Mpume and Zoe by telling them what
has transpired
Pam : “ hang in there Sisi , be strong I’m sure there is
better explanation to this “
Sindy : “ they locked her in a holding cell Pam , why ?
I’m relay scared “
Trey : “ have you tried your father’s number “
Sindy : “ its going straight to voicemail “ she just
held her face and cried while pam brushed her back
and comforted her , pam looked at Trey
Pam : “ where is Sbu? “
Trey : “ he went out to make some calls , “ Trey ran
his hands over his head
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Back at Lundi ( banzi and langa house )

Langa was running around like headless chicken , he

took charge of the whole event since Lubanzi was
injured , his father was looking at him with so much
admiration , Selby's pride got in way in tell Langa
how proud he is of the man he is , he loved his son
so much but always taught that he was kind of soft ,
and the fact that langa was successful and being a
billionaire he had to toughen up because the world
is cruel place and he might not live long to protect
him,
Selby : langa don’t forget to take the Zulu beer to
the elders by the tree “ he pat his shoulder and
walked pass him
Langa : “ yebo baba”
Selby turned and looked at his son , he was wearing
a black overall and black all star with bucket hat , he
shook his head , because he reminds him so much of
him when he was growing up.
Langa made his way to the main house and found
Zoe and his mom busy in kitchen , he looked at Zoe
and winked at her ,Every time he looks at her its felt
like his first time , his heart started pounding and he
had butterflys on his stomach , the way he loves her
its bigger than the universe and he feels as if god
loved him so much that he took time to create a
women that completes him ,
Langa : “ yoo look good baby “ referring to Zoe
hugging her from behind who was wearing a blue
sishweshe and dock , she looked like a real makoti
Zoe : ngikhathele Dlamini“
Langa mom shook her head and smiled , she has
never seen such love from young couple it melted
her heart and made her feel all fuzzy inside
Langa Mom : “ how is the meat ? “ she asked Langa
popping his love bubble
langa : “ give it 45 minutes or so”
langa’s Mom : “ Zoe I need you to check on the
catering team how far are they with the food “
Langa kissed her cheek and made his way out
Zoe : “ I’m on it mama“ Zoe replied and went the
opposite direction as Langa
Lubannzi walked in the rondavel where Langa was
busy poring the Zulu beer on the beer storage vessel
( Ukhamba )
Banzi “ mfethu kuhambakhle ? “
Langa : “ I’m tired your uncle is making me do crazy
stuff he is working me like a dog , dad on the other
side is asking me do this and that , cunt wait for this
day to be over “
The brothers laughed and fist bump “ welcome to
my world mfethu , but thank bro for helping “
Me : “ I can't believe I slaughtered a cow today “
they laughed
Banzi: “ how was it ? “
Me : “ I think I will have nightmares for the rest of my
life, shit bro that thing was scary and the way it cried
, Jesus “
Banzi shook his head “ you such a snob “
Langa : “ I’m trying too prove to your father that I
can man up , maybe … just maybe he can show me
the respect I need “
Banzi : “ trust me he will “
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Back at Portia house ***
She was a walking Zombi and could not believe what
happened last night ,she prayed so much that she
knew that God was teaching her a lesson with her
actions , she dressed up and asked her brother to
drive her to Mpume house , she looked at phone
and typed a message to Nkonzo but deleted it ,she
was lost of words and was so ashamed of herself
she ended up typing “ I’m so… so .. sorry , I never
meant for you to find out like this “ she switched her
phone off and wept inside ,
Mpilo her brother was having an unsettling filling
the whole morning as if there is something wrong
like he going to receive bad new of some sort , he
looked at her sister who looked like a mess
Mpilo : “ u-right popo “ Portia could not hold it in
any more and bust out and cried , Mpilo rushed to
her and held her tight
Mpilo : what’s wrong sisi ? talk too me please “
Portia : “ my world is crumbling down I don’t know
how I can fix it Mpilo I feel so used , I’m so ashamed
of my actions , I don’t know how I will face the world
“
Mpilo : “ please mtaka ma , talk to me what wrong?
“
Portia , did not say a word she cried and held on to
his brother arm , she knew that telling him about the
baby she is carrying will be the end of their
relationship , she was wormed to stay away from
Zweli and she went out and did the opposite and to
top it up she is pregnant and the worst part Zweli
wants nothing to do with her , she was emotionally
broken because part of her was in denial that she
never felt anything for Zweli , the fact is she never
stopped loving him and maybe that was the reason
why she gave him her body to feel close to him , she
hates that she loves Zweli so much but knew deep
down that he is not good enough for her and
Knonzo was the ideal guy that she wanted to be with
so badly but never loved him 100% , Mpilo just
comforted her till she was culm
Mpilo : “ I can not allow you to go to the wedding
like this “
Portia nodded
Him : “ drink this and take a nap , will talk when you
ok “
Portia took the pain killers and down them , and she
pray to wake up from the bad dream she currently in
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Keven and Ntombi house ***
While they were gathered around the garden table
eating breakfast , with the twines , Sbu walked to
them looking like he never slept at all
Sbu : “ Keven do you know the meaning of cell
phone?? “
Ntombi looked at Sbu and the way he was talking
she then decided to take the kids inside after they
greeted each other because clearly what he came to
say maybe is serious
Keven : “ mfethu what’s wrong , ain't you supposed
to be preparing to go to Mpume wedding “
Sbu shook his head and seat down “ I need your
help mfethu “
Keven : “ smoko “
Sbu : “ you the best lawyer that I know , and right
now my friend needs you to represent her mom “
Keven seat back and looked at him , Sbu went on to
brief him about Sindy mom situation , he gathered
some information from one of the police in the
police station the reason why Susan was charged for
attempted murder
Keven : “ this is bad , this really bad , shit ! … any
news of victims that were shot? ? ”
Sbu : “ the women is still in the operation table and
the man is stable the bullet did not touch any vital
organs “
Keven stood up and went to Ntombi told her he
needs to attend to some business and they speed off
with Sbu to the police station
Keven was busy making calls to his contact in the
hospital regarding the situation of the victims
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Mpume house ***
Gugu was on call with pam , who filed her in on
Sindy situation , she seat down and started crying
she could not control her emotions being pregnant
played a huge factor towards that ,
Gugu : “ I understand please update us , I will inform
Mpume “
Pam : “ thanks G.U , please pass my regards ok “
Gugu just seat there after the call , he looked up
and saw Bongani with Nkonzo talking he wanted to
Ask about Portia’s where bout , but reluctantly went
back inside the house , she could not face Bongani
he was still angry that her parents are demanding
money from him and too even stood so low and
hand out a grocery list to him , she was torn
between two places sorting out her relationship
with her parents or sticking by her man who will give
her the world if he can
Mpume : “ why the long face “ she asked Gugu the
minute she made her way to her room
Gugu : “, Sindy just received bad news about her
parents , Trey, pam and Sbu accompanied her “
Mpume : “ ooh my god , what happened ? is it
serious “
Gugu : please don’t worry yourself about this , it's
your big day Mpume , will be with her after the
wedding “
They hugged and they were disturbed by noise
coming outside
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Keven ***
He was not sure how to tackle this case , it was love
triangle that went wrong , he stomped in the
interrogation room and asked to speak to his client
in private , the state that Susan was in was not good
and already he knew the angle to attack his case ,
Keven : “ Susen Nene , I will be representing you so
you need to tell me everything “
He took out his note pod , voice recorder and pan ,
Keve : “ so can we start “ he looked at her , Susan
was not responding to non of his question she was
busy rocking herself and looking into space , what
ever happen in that house triggered a mental
breakdown on Susan , he took out his phone and
called the Judge to give him permit , Susan will need
to be booked in hospital and she need to be
examined , she not in her right state of mind
Judge : hayi mani Keven its Sunday for goodness
sake “
Keven : “ you ow me and I know you can pull some
strings “
Silence , judge breath out loud
Judge : “ fine , my office in 30 minutes “
Keven : “ thank you “
He walked out and spoke to the station captain , to
allow Sindy to speak to her mom , just for few
minutes , while he rushed to the Judge office
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Back at Portia house***

Nkonzo Knocked in Portia house and there was no

answer, he decided to wait outside after 30 minute
waiting outside he saw Mpilo car approaching ,
Mpilo jumped out of the car after he packed it in
drive way , they greeted each other
Nkonzo : “ I came to see Portia is she in? “
Mpilo : “ yaa , but she not ok she asleep”
Nkonzo looked down , his heart was in his trout , to
say that he was angry was an understatement , he
was devastated , he only wanted to know why...and ,
why vele ?
Nkonzo : “ I really need to see her mfethu “
Mpilo without hesitating he allowed him to go inside
the house , he is a pastor son after all and a good
guy so what harm can that do , Mpilo was trying to
call his mother and no vail he stood outside to make
calls while Nkonzo went inside , Portia walked in the
living room and when she raised her sleepy eyes
they meet with Nkonzo , she wanted to turn and run
back to her room , but it was too late , the only self
esteem she had was thrown outside the window ,
Her : “ Nkonzo “ portia looked at him , his eyes were
blood short and his forehead was popping with
veins
Him : “ is it true ? ? “
She looked down
Her : “ I’m sorry “ she said softly
Nkonzo : “ why Portia , after everything he put you
trough you go back to him ? “
She just cried
Portia : “ I’m sorry , “
Nkonzo : “ you sorry !!! you cheated with your ex
Portia !!! what kind of sick game were you playing
with my heart ????”
His voice was loud now and he was crying , he was
heartbroken , Nkonzo love Portia with all of his
being and not even once he thought she will betray
him like this
Portia : “ i did not plan this, it ..it just happened
nkonzo I didn't mean to hurt you , i'm so .. sorry “
Nkonzo : you are whore Portia , you loose, you
pathetic , just to think that I fallen in love with you
and saw a future in you …. “
Mpilo was looking ,at Nkonzo and how he was
holding his sister arms shaking her and he believed
that he must be the reason that made Portia cry
earlier , he ran to there direction and withought
asking anything started pushed and grabbing him by
his shirt
Mpilo : “ I TRUSTED YOU BUT YOU MAKING MY
SISTER CRY NOW , YOU MANHANDLING HER !!!”
Portia : “ Mpilo please its not what you think “
Mpilo : “ is he hurting you ? “
Portia just cried
Nkonzo looked at Portia , he had tears on his eyes
Mpilo : get the fuck out of my father house “ looking
at Nkonzo and pushing him so hard he almost fell
down
Nkonzo : “ im sorry man , to disrespect you father
house like this , but I loved you sister so much I
never thought she will hurt me like this , I regret the
day I laid my eyes on her I hope that the child she is
carrying does not turn out like its fucked up parents
“
Portia cried and Mpilo was fuming
Mpilo : “ Portia UMITHI? !!!“
He looked at Nkonzo
Nkonzo : “ I wish I was the father but … your sister
cheated on me….. “ he wiped his eyes and walked
out
Portia : “ Nkonzo please …. I’m sorry … “ she ran after
him

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Zoe

What a day the wedding was so beautiful , I can not

believe that we did so much work in short time
frame , I decided to isolate my self from all the noise
,chaos not forgetting all the work , dahm I'm tired ,I
took my phone and went for a walk , I was worried
about Sindy on how she is coping , I still can not
believe her mom short someone , it must have been
self defence, my phone decided to disturb me from
my thought I looked at the screen and smiled
before answering
Me : hallo "
Him : kunjani Ntomb'kayise "
I laughed , me and my father's have been having
random chart and it feels good , I miss him so much
and yes we can never make up for lost times and
talking about me and langa is still a no go Zone , all I
can say is that I'm glad his trying ,
me : ngiyaphila " Ntombikayise was my second name
, and he only calls me by it when he is really happy i
guest today is one of does days
him : how was it feel me in? " I shook my head yep
he high on something
Me : the wedding was beautiful"
Him : that's good , I'm happy for msangano ... "
My father always thought that Mpume was
hyperactive , because she love running around and
talking too much when we were growing up
Me : she no longer umsamgano , she has grown up
and she more of lady now "
Him : that can never be , we still talking about ingane
Ka zodwa LA ? "
I just chuckled ,
Silence ....
Me : how are you by the way ?"
Him : I'm returning back to work tomorrow , so I
guess I'm good , "
Me : that great but don't over work your self , "
Him : thank you DR I'll keep that in mind "
I smiled , I looked around and saw Nicky seating by
the rocks and looking in the velly
Me : i...got to go ... Chat later OK .."
Him : I will like that " we said our goodbyes and I
drop the call , I walked towards Nicky ,
Me : hay " she got a fright and looked up , she
quickly wiped her tears
Her : Zoe ... Hi ... What you doing here? "
I seat next to her and looked at the beautiful
mountain and the green fields this place is truly
beautiful , you can't help but feel close to heaven
when seating here
Her : he use to take me here , when we first started
dating , I was a mess with a lot of baggage back
then, he will hold my hand and tell me to speak to
the trees , the mountain and and rivers , I never
understood then what he meant by it , but today I
see it very clearly , "
I looked at her while she looked into nothing
Her : he only wanted me to bring pease in his life ,
but I acted out and lost him along the way , I miss
him so much Zoe and to see him getting married to
another women its killing me so much , why was I
never patients with him , listened to him and
respected him ... I'm so hurt .....you know money can
change a person , I came from a background of
nothing Zoe and Banzi gave me all of this and it
corrupted me, I wanted it all , he will leave me for
months going to work and I got so lonely that i
landed on another mans bed , even when he gets
back I was too occupied to even take care of him "
She started crying and I gave her a side hug ,
sometimes the best way to comfort a person is to let
them cry it out , there are no words that I can say to
make her feel better but just to be there for her
Her : i made him leave me , i pushed him away , he
tried so much to make us work , but i just thought
that i deserved better , "
its true what they say you never know what you have
till its gone
her : I prey that Mpume gives Banzi love , he is good
man as much as I wish this wedding never heppend
I'm just glad that I saw him laugh , smile and having
a good time , she is lucky to see that side of him , "
I continued to brush her , till she regained herself
Her: look after him Zoe , I trust you please look after
my husband "
I just nodded , we stood up and walked in silence
Me : where too from here ? "
Her : I don't know , im currently working at Edgar's
the pay is not good but I get too do something with
my life "
Me : school? "
Her : I don't know , I was never a bright spark but I'll
try and find something that I can study "
We reached her car , she turned and looked at me
Her : Im going to miss this place "
She breath out loud " I'm going to miss your lazy ass
the most " I playfully hit her shoulder and we
laughed
Me : you always had my back "
She smiled , Nicky is a very beautiful yellow bone
and as much as she no longer part of the family I will
still reach out for her she is good person ,
Me : look , I'll keep in touch you can never get reed
of me like that , please look after yourself and should
you need anything I'm a phone call away " she
smiled at me and we hugged ,
Her : thank you "
She got in her car and drove off
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Cici ***
" hay you OK ? "
I looked at Gugu , who was just lost in her own
thought
Her : yaa I'm good , "
We were driving back home , Bongani was on driver
seat and zweli was on passenger seat while me and
Gugu were in the back seat ,
Gugu : the wedding was so beautiful , yooo Mpume
is so lucky "
Bongani cleared his trout and Gugu looked down ,
this are never this distance , I wonder what's is
wrong
me : ya she is ... it was a ferry tale indeed
I looked outside the window and thought about
what heppend this morning , I hope it was not true ,
what Nkonzo told me made me doubt how I feel
about Zweli , I love him so much but will he still feel
the same when he finds out that Portia is pregnant
with his child , I can not loose him , I refuse why is
god testing me so much,
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Sindy ***
I got in my apartment and took a hot bath , Trey did
not want to leave my side so he will be crashing in
with me till his sure I'm OK , I wore my track pants
and Menzi Jersey I miss him so much, and debating
on calling him because he will act without thinking. I
light knock was on my bedroom door
Trey : I made you something too eat "
I did not respond , but just made my way out , he
attacked me with a hug and I just cried again ,
Him : come gain your strength eat something " I just
looked at food laid out for me , and thought about
my mom if she has eaten anything , she was
admitted in phycword , really my mom is diagnosed
with mental break down she is crazy now , the dots
did not match, I was missing something here.
there was a nock on the door and Trey stood up to
open the door , I looked up it was Keven
Keven : sindy how you holding up "
Me : I need you to tell me the truth pleas why is my
mom arrested "
He breath our loud and seat opposite me , while
Trey took a seat next to me
Him : your mother found out about the women in
your father life , she caught them red handed , and
rage took over , were you aware that tour father's
was cheating when he was still married to your
mother? "
Me: ya I knew it , but never heard any evidence, he
was just always angry and very abusive towards my
mom "
Me : so mom shot my father and his Mistress "
He nodded , I stood up and walked around , shit I
knew this will come out , so when my dad said that if
the truth comes out a lot of lives would be destroyed
he meant this
Me : " who is she ?"
He looked at me " Nosipho Biyela "
Me : Biyela ? "
He nodded " she worked with your mom back in the
days , they were best friends till your mother quite
nursing when your sister was born "
Trey : what's her story vele ?"
Him : was married ,with tree kids and husband filed
for divorce few months back , elongations that wife
was cheating , Im guessing with your father "
Trey : " what the fuck "
Keven : sindy I need you to tell me if what I said right
now rings a bell ?_"
I held my mouth and right now I wish I was the one
who made that shot , dahm I hate my father
Me : which hospital is my father's admitted in ... I
need to get to the bottom of this , my mother is not
taking a fall for that basted.."
Trey looked at me , while Keven stood up ,
Keven : asambe "
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Mpume ***
" banzi I need to finish up here "
Him : I need to be with my wife now "
He held my hand and took me to his rondovel , his
family house was beautiful , I'm not used to this life
mom always told me about the rural life how
peaceful it was and how beautiful it was , and yep
I'm taken by it all along I thought the wedding will
be at his parents house but nop it was at his
grandfather house , it was a huge land , with one
big house in the center and randovels all around. it
was modern, meet rural kind of look , it looked like a
lodge , OK I'm married to a rich family .
Me : your uncles they need me to attend to them "
Him : we got Zoe nje " he pinned me on the door
the minute we got inside his room, his kiss was
rough , I held him close and we were breathing
uncontrollable loud
Him : I miss you so much "
OK I missed him too , last time we made love was on
my white wedding night a week ago , and yep I'm
addicted to his dick and making love to him was my
new obsession , he wanted to lift me up but his arm
was still sore
Him : aish shit "
Me : sorry " he held my hand and pulled me to his
bed and my mind froze , I pulled out
Him : yin manje Mpume "
Me : I cunt do this with you here ,
He seat down in the bed , and pulled me to stand in
between his lags
Him : what ? "
Me : you slept with her here "
He raised his eyebrow and shook his head
Him : I'm not talking about my ex on my wedding
day Nompumelelo "
Me : I guest this discussion is over "
He held my hand
Him : you stubborn , how many times do I have to
tell you I don't want to talk about my past with you "
I looked at him , he ran his hands under my dress
and and pulled down my panty I wanted to fight him
but , the talk I had with my mom that I must never
denied my husband his cake no matter what ran
pass my mind , he spread my legs and made his way
to my cookie jar which was already flooding with my
juices
Him : so yes I slept with her in this room "
I tried to move but his other hand held me close
while his figures went inside my whole
Me : ammmm...ah ! " I moaned
Him : but not in this bed , "
His hand went deep and he managed to squeeze my
ass , I was loosing my senseses ,
Him : everything in this room is new including this
bed , so can i have my meal now "
He did not have to tell me twice , I pushed him and
got on top of him , he could not take of my dress so
I help him unbuckle his belt and took of his pants my
African warrior spring up and was ready for business
, I took of my dress and lowered my self in him ,
Him : aaah ... Mpume yes .. Aish ooh baby yes "
Is it me or sex really feels good when doing it with
your husband , we filed the house with moans and
screamed, especially when he was giving me from
the back ow god this feeling was new too me , I
could feel he was close with his loud growns and he
finally collapse on top of me , pulling me close to
him , I felt his seamen running down my thighs
Him : welcome to the family Madlamini"
Me : I love you , and thank you for making me your
wife "
He kissed my neck and rolled me over
Him : you cut your hair" I was rocking short
dreadlocks that only reached my neck , I made them
thick and died them black , Iooked good with my
look
I nodded and smiled
Him : I love it " he looked into my eyes and kissed
me shit here we go again , akulalwa ...
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Langa ***
I was looking for Zoe every where , I did not have my
phone with me , so I was doing the old fashion
looking all over, it was after 21h00 and the house
was empty all our guest were gone just local drunks
that will just course chaos but my uncle was around
to attend to them , I spotted Zoe walking towards
me "langa "
I looked behind me it was my father
Him : thank you for everything you did today , I
don't know what I would have done without you "
What this words feel so good to hear
Me : I did what I had to do baba , it was family event
"
Him : and you man up ... Thank you ! "
Me : no thank you baba it was your guidance , I
could have managed with you and malume "
And he did the in expected and pulled me to a hug ,
fuck his going to make me cry now , he whispered in
my ear
Him : I'm proud of you son ... "
OK shit I'm crying now , did he have to say that now ,
he pulled out and Zoe was standing next to us with a
huge smile on her face
Him : good Zoe you here .there are pots in the house
that I need you to wash"
Zoe dropped her mouth while me and dad laughed
at her
Him : I'm just kidding Vila " she blushed and looked
Down "
Zoe : hawu Baba don't joke like that "
" sorry white'y " dad squeezed her cheeks
Him : I'm off to bed , good night kids "
I held Zoe waist and we said good night to dad
" I still want my wedding you two " he yelled and I
shook my head
Zoe : baby you stink let's get you cleaned up "
I kissed her cheek and we walked to our room ,
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Sindy ***

Keven ; " I got you few minutes to see him make it

worth while "
I nodded
Trey : " do you want me to come along "
Me : no I got this "
Keven : remember Sindy use your head not your
emotions ... We need leverage to twist the table
around in our favour "
I nodded , I looked at the door , and made may way
towards it , Keven got us in the hospital after
midnight and I only have few minutes to get all the
facts , I found my dad with machines pinned to him ,
he had wrapped bandages on his arm and on his
chest he looked sot off lifeless
Him : who there "
I move slowly towards him till I came eye to eye with
him
Him : sindisisiwe how is your mom ? "
me : geese dad what happened to how you doing
my baby ? how are you ?
him : I'm sorry baby "
I sigh I wanted to play this so cool but I was so angry
at him I wanted to switch off all this machines and
end his life
Me : she is OK , but you don't get to ask the
question right now , "
Him : I know , I wrote my statement " he showed me
a note pad and a pan on his side table , I took it but I
still want him to tell me
Me : wenzeni baba ? "
He just started breaking down
Him : she was not suppose to find out like that "
Me : but she did and she is arrested Now"
Him : what ???"
Me " you are a cop , why you acting dumb now , you
shoot a person you get arrested that is the drill, so
how do we get her out?"
He looked the other direction , I wanted to strangle
him so bad , but I recalled the reason why I'm in his
room right now , to clear my mother's name , I
breath out loud
Me : baba we need to get her out , give me
something to use "
I folded my hands and looked at him I was few
inches from his bed
Him : she need to plead not guilty "
Me : ... And then what ? Your mistress is the other
person that is shot and she is critical ... It does not
look good Lucky for my mom !"
My voice was a bit loud now , I wanted him to give
me leverage
Him : Susan can not take the fall I'll try by all means
to get her out "
Me : so this women is she the one you have been
seeing all along "
He nodded
Me : she the mother of your busted child "
He looked at me with anger , and nodded
Me : how did she become friends with mom "
Him : " she be friend her to get close to me , it was
wrong but at that time we were young and stupid ,
so yaa"
Me : thank you ... "
He looked at me puzzled
Me : we using the abuse as leverage "
Him : no sindy that will destroy my reputation my
career "
Me : I'm sorry daddy dearest but I always put my
mother first ,so screw you"
Him : sindy please ! "
I walked out leaving him calling after me , the
minute I walked out I breath out loud while Trey
hugged me , he held my hand and we walked out ,
Keven rushed to us and stopped us
Him : I got some bad news guys "
I looked at him and frowned , there were screams
and cries on the opposite direction , I turned around
and I saw Portia with her brother braking down and
crying , there was a man seating down with his
hands on his face I presumed it was her father , I
looked at Keven and he nodded ... What ..... this can
not be ....
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Zoe***
Ow god I'm so tired I can't even open my eyes I
turned around and felt the side of the bed empty , I
opened my eyes and I saw Langa dressing up
Me : hi "
He walked to me and set on the bed by my side , his
smile always makes me weak
Him : morning beautiful" he packed my lips
Me : uyaphi ? "
He ran his hands on my face ,
Him : get ready we have to go "
Me : langa ? ... "
Him : we need to be in Durban as in an hour from
now, "
Me : baby we just had a wedding izolo , we can not
up and leave now"
Him : I know but this is also important , please baby
get ready "
I just looked at him and he started tickling me OK
that always makes me jump up , I rushed to the
bathroom to take a shower
Me : so ...care to explain why we leaving now?"
Him : got call from Sbu. " I came out with towel
wrapped around my body
Him : Sindy needs us , it does not look good "
I held my mouth
Me : ooh no,! "
Him : we need bail money , medical fees and money
to pay the attorney so we going to help out where
we can "
He was seating down tieng his shoes
Me : ow sthandwa sami , thank you "
I jumped on top of him and hugged me
Him : awch. ... i can't breath "
I kissed him
Him : aaaaah. Zoe you know what your morning kiss
do to me ..." I chuckled, I felt him growing and
Pocking me
Him : let me go eat breakfast , you have 10 minutes
to finish up , " he rolled me over , looked at me , he
then kissed me , he stood up and shook his head
biting his lip and he walked out
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Mpume ***
I finished making breakfast for the family and still no
sign of Zoe , Banzi mom and Dad walked in after I
have set everything on the table
Mama : yoo Sisi , siyabonga ...
Baba : this looks good thank you Makoti , you cook
even better than my wife
Me : no ways baba " I chuckled
Mama :yaphapha yazi she punched baba's arm
playfully and he pulled her for kiss aish the love this
two have is so amazing I just smiled and looked
away
mama: sorry Mpume if we make you uncomfortable,
I just smiled and shook my head
Baba : well she will get use to it , it my house after all
, ...uphi umyeni wakho?"
Me : he is still sleeping "
Mama : mmm long night "
My cheeks just turned red instantly yooo Lu's mom
is one loud mouth
Me : tea , coffee or juice ? "
Her : I get a feeling that Joy is going to have a baby
brother or sister soon "
Baba : aiyke let me go get my grandchild while you
two gossip about last night events , Mpume bring
my food I'll be seating by the garden " uncles walked
in
Uncle : morning good people .. I'll joining my
brother to makoti "
He said that and walked out , mom was busy
indulging on her pan cake , I wanted to ask
something about the family but was just too nervous
Her : what's wrong ? " she looked at me
Me : mama I noticed that malume has a ring on his
finger , what happened to his wife ?"
She looked at me and wiped her hands
Her : long story short .. Dlamini the grandfather had
3 sons and two girls. Selby is the youngest off them
all and malume it the 1st born , in this family we
believe and practice arranged marriage so the two
daughters got married to royalty family, so are the
sons , I learned to love my husband and by Gods
grace he loved me back , but the two brothers were
not so lucky so the wife's ran away with there kids ..
Nkosana left and went over seas in search of his wife
and kids its bean almost 10 years the last time we
heard from him while malume stayed and never
remarried ,but swallowed his pain and sorrow on the
bottle "
I held my chest in shock , this was the most sad story
ever
Mama : so yaa , that's us in a nutshell"
Me : do you keep in touch with your sister in laws"
Me : unfortunately when I arrived In this family they
were already gone"
I seat down with her , she looked sad a bit but she
had told me a mouth full I did not want to push and
ask her more , langa walked in with his expensive
cologne feeling the room
Him : morning family "
His mom smiled , and he kissed her on the cheek ,
he was followed by Lu looking fresh as always and
bit gangster ,
Him : morning mom " he also kissed her cheek and
came to me " morning love " I melted while he
kissed my cheek
Lu : where is my baby "
Me ,: with your dad "
Lu :yazikuthini Selby need to make his own baby
now "
He walked out while we just laughed
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Potia ***
hearing the news of my mothers passing came as
shock, who can kill my mom vele , yes she was
everything but she was a good person , always
smiling and drinking her wine , this can not be , I
cried so hard because she died when I never got a
chance to say I'm sorry ,mpilo held me close , xolani
was mad he was angry he and mom were close and
her passing did not come easy on him
Me ; I never said I'm sorry "
Mpilo : its OK Sisi she understand "
The Dr was just standing there looking at us with so
much pain or was it sympathy I don't know , I looked
on my right and sow Sindy with Trey standing there
looking at us , I walked to her and she hugged me
Her : I'm so sorry Sisi "
Me : she is gone sindy she is gone "
Trey also hugged me , he sat me down and brushed
my back
Me : I said lot of mean things to her before she died ,
I never said I'm sorry , Sindy how do I move pass this
"
She hugged me
Sindy : I'm so sorry friend please be strong "
Mpilo tapped my shoulder
Mpilo : Sisi we need to go , "
I wiped away my tears and stood up
Sindy : its going to be OK Sisi ... I love you "
I hugged her again " I love you too , "
Trey : I will inform our friends OK " . i nodded and
walked away .
I was seating on mattress just thinking about
yesterday event I even forgot to ask Sindy what was
she doing in a Hospital so late last night my dad
came with two cups of tee and set next too me
Him : drink this sweet heart "
Me : thank you "
Mpilo walked in with a lot of rage he banged the
front door and punched the walls
Xolisa held him and he just cried in his arms
Dad : what wrong my son. What did the police say "
Mpilo : I can not believe this , she was shot by the
wife of the man she was sleeping with ! fuck man
this is sex scandal "
Me : what !!!!"
Mpilo " it so shameful how will we explain this to the
family "
Dad stood up and walked to his room , I held my
face I really did not know my mom at all , even in
her death she is still degrading this family and
dragging my father name to the mud ..
Xolisa : than we cook up a story man she is our
mother after all "
mpilo : that whore is no mother of mine "
Me : ooow my god , Mpilo don't speak I'll of the
dead "
xolisa : what really happened vele ?
Mpilo told us the whole story , and took a glass of
water and smashed it on the wall he was angry , he
was even humiliated when the cops told him how
mom got shot
Me : so the other women is arrested?
Him: she is hospitalized for now , she had a mental
breakdown, but state wants justice "
Ow my God poor women , this was a mess
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Pam ***
There was a knock on the door I stood up to get it ,
it was Langa and Zoe
Langa : hay pam , " we hugged , Zoe left langa in
doorstep and made her way Inside
Me : hi , thanks for coming "
Him : how is she ? "
Me : hanging in there ,"
Him : I'll see you guys later I'm meeting Sbu and Trey
at Keven house "
Me : thank you "
Him : don't mansion it "
He walked out and I went back to sindys room , we
were at her mother house
Sindy : I need to talk to you guys about something"
Zoe : OK babe what's up "
Sindy was seating in the middle with Zoe on her left
and me on her right on her bed , we held her hands
Sindy : I guess Sbu has filed you in on my mom's
shooting incident "
We nodded and looked at her
Sindy : well there is more "
Zoe : I'm just glad that witch died fuckin home
racker "
Me : Zoe !"
Zoe : what ?"
Sindy : " guys that witch is the mother of my
stepsister "
Zoe , got off the bed and she walked around , there
she goes acting all crazy
Zoe : INI!!!!?
Me : sindy are you sure "
Sindy : my father confirmed it "
Zoe : yazi your .... father ....aaaaahhhhh!!!, I can just
kill him. right now "
Me : Zoe !"
Zoe : Pam shut up , this man was shot but he is still
alive kanjani , why does he have to live ... uyaloya
losathane .. Yazi ... "
Sindy: guys please , I'm struggling to say this "
Zoe : do you want us to finish him up??? "
Me : Zoe !!!!"
Sindy : Portia is my sister and mom killed her mom ,
because she has bean sleeping with my father even
before I was even born , twisted part is she was also
my mom best friend"
Sindy breath out loud " yep that it !"
She walked out , I looked at Zoe who was standing
there like a statue with her mouth wide open I kept
replaying what sindy told us , and I could not believe
my ears , sindy walked back in with a pocket of chips
and a bottle of southern comfort
Sindy : still shocked??have a drink and give me ideas
on how to drop this boom at Portia's lap , because I
want her family to drop all charges against my
mother " .
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Zweli ****

I went home to get lunch and go back to work , Cici

order she does not want me to eat fast food so she
rather prepare it for , so my lunch days are spent at
home with some home cooked meal
Me : baby I'm home "
Her : in the kitchen "
I looked at her she has gained her weight back, she
looked so juicy thick thighs , fat ass and tiny tummy,
she was wearing a short denim skirt with , white crop
top and flops
Her : you early , lunch will be ready shortly"
I just went to her and held her from behind , I started
kissing her neck and she moved her head giving me
excess , things between me and Cici have been a bit
rocky but she was patient with me so we have
moved pass our mistakes
Me : I'm so hungry "
Her : few minutes babe "
I switched off the stove , and I pulled her to stand by
the counter , we started kissing , while my hands
traveled to her breast and she moaned , my phone
started ringing , fuck no I'm in the zone now this can
not be
Her : answer it , it my be important "
Me : aaah , man " she giggled and got off the
kitchen counter
Me : Bongani yini manje "
I said that the minute I answered the phone
He laughed at me
Him: ow come on Cici is not going any where , lalela
, Portia mom u bhodile "
Me : what , ?"
Him : yaa mfethu , ngathi mamthele phansi nge
nhlamvu " aish that massed up I wander how she
doing
Me : thanks bro for letting me know "
Him : get back to you sex game , so ringer later"
I switched off my phone and thought about how
Portia feels right now , from what she told me she
was not in good terms with her mom the past
months , I hope she is OK , I made my way to the
bedroom and Cici was on our bed with her birthday
suite on
Her : come finish what you started " I took off my
clothes and jumped on her , cici was a pro in
satisfying me in the bedroom , we stopped using
condoms after we both got tested and found out we
clean so sex was good. I was on top and she was
creaming my name but my mind trace back to Portia
the faces she would make when I'm on top , her
moans , the way she would ask me " stop baby stop
" in the middle of our love making and I will stop
Her " not completely stop , ooh zweli you invading
corners I never knew existed in my punana" I
laughed at the flash back yes Portia was truly
something , shit I was close I was coming now I
ramped on her like my life dependent on it
Me : yes baby ... Yes love ... Ow shit ... I love you
Portia "
Cici : what ?"
Ow shit , cici pushed me off her
Me : baby I'm sorry it was a mistake " she stood up
and ran to the bathroom , fuck I messed up again
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Lubanzi ***
I planned a walk with Mpume just to show her where
I grew up , she was so fascinated by the farm life ,
yep loxion girls ,
Her : is so beautiful here "
Me : given a chance will you give up the city life and
come live here?"
Her : off course now i get it when you say its great
place to raise family " I held her hand and kiss the
back of it
Him : I continued with my gran father's business
after he passed on and I thought Ill make a living out
of it , but well life had other plans for me , but I
never stopped I hire people to take care of the farm
and it turned out to be a very profitable business"
Him : I cunt believe this is your land , it so huge "
I just smiled at her , we looked at the cattle grazing ,
the horses running freely, ships and goats , the
farmers in the field she was just taken ,
Her : I want to learn how to ride a horse"
I laughed , " that's tomorrows event baby "
She pouted OK how can say no to that face , I called
one of the boys
Boy : yebo bhuti , sawbona Sisi "
Mpume greeted her back
Me : take my wife to Mholi and tell him my wife
wants to go back horse ridding and he must use my
horse "
Boy : yebo Bhuti "
I kissed Mpume cheek , and she walked away
beaming ear to ear , I walked back home and found
dad with Joy , yazi this two are inseparable
Him ; uphi uma'Msimango?"
Me : ufuna ukugibela I hhashi "
My father chuckled , I tried taking Joy from him but
my daughter just gave me the face OK I give up
Baba : I miss it here , I like what you have done with
a place , konje why you still busy killing people when
you have all of this?"
Me : Selby not now please "
Him : OK ...OK .. Sorry ... All I'm trying to say my
father would have loved it, thank you "
I just nodded and watched my wife feeling like a
million buck ridding a horse, Mpume really
completes me she is so down to earth and so
humbled
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Ntombi ****
I make my way to the hospital to check up on Susan
, I bought her fruits basket
Me : mgani Wami "
I hugged her but she does not hug me back , she
just looked outside the window , she has zone out ,
the dark circles on her eyes are evidence that she
does not sleep , poor thing I can not imagine what
she going trough right now , I took out my bubble
and start reading her verse Psalm 3:2-6
"2.Many are saying me " God will not deliver him"
3. but you lord are a shield around me , my glory ,
the one who lifts my head high
4.I call out to the Lord and he answers me from his
holly mountain,
5.I lie down and sleep , I wake again, because the
love sustain me ,
6.I will not fear though tons and thousands assails
me on every side "
I closed my Bible and held her hand
Me : you may feel like the world is crumbling down
on you , you feel like your action were act of sin ,
you may feel like what you knew along was a lie ,
and you may wish to die because it hurts so much to
relive what you have bean trough , but trust in the
lord Sisi , our journey are written in his palm and
every expect we go trough is his test to us ... Believe
in him Sisi he will deliver you from this chains , you
are love and you are much needed , your journey
does not stop here , because the all -mighty has
prepared a great feast for amongst your enemies "
I looked at her, her tears started falling I hated that
she was not speaking to me and her emotions were
blank , I just hugged her so tight
Me : its not easy Sisi I know , but don't loose faith
call on him now , I don't have all the answer to your
questions but he does " I felt my neck getting wet
be tears were porting, her heart beat was not
beating normal now it was fast and her breathing
was heavy I pulled out and looked at her , I pored
her a glass of water and helped her to drink it .. I
continued to read the bible to her , but mostly I
prayed for her,
Me : I have to go now Sisi I will see you tomorrow ,
just remember that you are not alone " I then kissed
her cheek and walked out .I stood by the door and
cried, my phone started buzzing , I answered
me : hallo
Keven : babe ukuphi "
I cleared my brought
Me : I'm at the hospital , I came to check up on
Susan "
He breath out loud
Him : how is she? "
Me : she is in a very dark space , "
Heavy sigh from him
Me : promise me you will free her please "
Him: babe "
Me: no Keven promise me "
Him : OK I promise "
Silence
Him : can I come get you , you don't sound OK "
Me : naa , I'll stop by my brother work place it his
first day back at work , I want to check on how he is
doing "
Him : if you need anything please call "
Me : will do baby "
Him : I love you "
Me : love you too "
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Zoe ***
The boys walked in while we were just lost in our
own thought , we moved to the seating room and I
seat next to langa ,
Sindy : so uthini Keven "
Sbu : they Court hearing will be on January since it
festive season now most law firms are closing "
Sindy : what the fuck and what will happened to my
mom in the mini while ?"
Langa : she need to stay in the institution "
Sindy : you mean the mental house! "
Trey : sindy come down please , we on your side "
Pam was busy brushing her back
Sindy : we need to talk to Portia..."
Trey : yeeeh about that , will need to Waite till after
her mother's funeral "
Sindy looked down
Langa : and matters like this will not be discussed
with Portia will need to speak to his father and her
big brother "
Sindy : she need to know that she my blood "
Sbu : we know sindy , but we need to involve your
father too do this right "
Sindy stood up , " NOT THAT MAN PLEASE WE ...I'M
THIS MESS TROUGH HIM , MY MOM MIGHT GET A
LIFE SENTENCE BECAUSE OF HIM "
Pam : baby please come down , "
Sbu : we need you to contact your aunt and inform
her about this whole situation ,"
Sindy seat down and wiped her tears , she looked at
me
Sindy : what do you say Zoe? "
For once in my life I did not have clue on how to
help , I didn't know what to say , langa's grip
tightened
Me : let's pack some clothes for mom I need to see
her " I stood up and made my way to her bedroom ,
I opened the chest of drawer and felt hands holding
me
Langa : its going to be OK baby " I turned around
and just cried on his chest , while he brushed my
back , I cried for Portia who lost a parent trough
dearth , I cried for sindy who lost a parent trough
mental breakdown or even worse ... I can never
chose sides either way we look at this situation that's
is no win win situation la,
Langa : shuuuuu baby its going to be OK
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Sindy ***
Later on Pam drove us to the hospital and mom
state was still the same , zoe and Pam hugged her
but I asked to be left alone with her
Me : ma"
I seat next to her
Me : I'm sorry mom that you had to go trough all off
this alone , I was not there to protect you"
Silence
Me : mom I need you to come back to me I need
you , "
I wiped my tears
Me : I promise I will cleared you name , you not
going to take a fall for dad "
Silence
Me : ma ... Please come back to me say something
please "
The door opened And my aunt and Jabu walked in.
They started crying and I could not help my self but I
cried to , my mother sister was mad she was cursing
my father as if he was in the room
Her : Susan buka lendoda icine iyenzeni , I told you
he will kill you look at yourself now you practically
dead "
Jabu was a mess she was holding mom tight and
crying like crazy , I made my way out and found my
girls seating there with there heads hanging , I could
not allow them to be like this
Me : guys please go rest "
Pam : no , will stay here with you "
Me : thank you very much , but mom khulu she here
now I will be fine "
Zoe stood up and hugged me
Zoe : stay strong sis , will over come this "
I nodded and Pam also gave me hugg
Me : thank you guys "
They walked away and I stopped them
Me : please check up on my sister "
Zoe gave me a faint smile and nodded .
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.Langa ***
Zoe was holding into my arm on the inter flight from
KZN to JHB , as much as there is lot going on with
family and friends some off us still need to pusha
panta and go back to work so we left Monday night ,
the drive to our house was quiet Zoe was sleeping in
the back seat.
I final turned the engine off
Me: baby we home wake up please "
She woke up I let her hop on my back and carried
her inside , I snuggle next to her in couch ,
Me: you want to talk about it pumpkin? "
Her : Portia and sindy are so broken ..the Two
families are experiencing lose in different ways, they
both my friends and I'm in a middle of tiger war "
Me : I know love , "
I hugged her close " just being there for them it all
that matters my love , allow the situation to unfold
on its own " she sigh , Zoe hates being useless and
she always try to be a mediator in every situation.
Her : can I make you something to eat ?
Me : no sthandwa sami I'm good , I just want to
shower and sleep I got a long day at work tomorrow
" I kissed her head and stood up
Me : you joining me ? "
Her : in a minute " I walked upstairs
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Sindy ***
Its been a week and my mom's condition has not
changed , she still not talking , looking into space ,
therapy is not even helping , I was still living In her
house , it some how made me feel close to her .
today was Saturday and its is Portia's mom funeral
today , I was dragging my self , I have mixed feelings
about this , I want to go support Portia as a friend ,
but I can not stand being there and pretend to care,
that women in the coffin destroyed my family . I
made a cup of coffee and seat on the couch in the
seating room just collecting my thoughts , there was
a nock on the door and I'm guessing its Pam she
practically lives here with her constant visit
Me ; ngena "
Him: so how long were you going to keep this from
me ? "
I looked up and the water fall escaped my eyes , he
rushed to me and suffocated me with a worm hug
Me :baby what you doing here ? What about work ?
Your internship ?"
Menzi : I'll rather loose it all just to be with you "
I started crying again
Him : don't cry love I'm here now "
Me : I'm so scared Menzi , I don't know what I will do
If my mom ..."
Him : shoooo, don't even say it ... Nobody is
arresting my mother in-law I still need to pay lobolo
"
I smiled faintly, I pulled out from the hug and looked
at him , he looked so grown up the rusty look looked
good on him
Me : you looks so handsome and grown up what are
they feeding you that side ? "
He laughed so hard , and I joined him
Him : too much soup I guess "
He ran his hands on my small face ,
Him : I missed you so much "
I missed him too and for him to be here with me
right now its like a dream, we shared a kiss , that
erupted the volcano inside me , he let out a moan
inside my mouth and pinned me on the soffa for
once the situation in my life was the last thing on my
mind , I ran my hands under his shirt and he pulled
out
Him ; I love you , but we not doing this in your
mother house "
Mr do things right has morals , yaa right , he placed
his forehead on mine and we in hailed each other air
for a while .
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Pam
Sbu : do you think Sindy will go to the funeral "
Me : I doubt it , yazi baby this whole situation is
messed up "
He stood behind me while I was fixing my dress ,
Him : I just wish when we finally talk to this people
they will do the right thing and drop the charges "
Pam : I doubt it xolani is adamant that he puts who
ever killed his mom behind bars " .
Sbu stood behind me while I was fixing my dress
Him : seriously ... Angithi bona they busy telling the
world that the shooting was a hijacking that went
wrong , "
He rolled his eyes " what ever makes them sleep
peaceful at night " I said
He placed his hands on my waist
Him : they will drop the charges , once we speak to
them its sex scandal that went wrong , infidelity on
another level "
Me: babe"
Him : I don't even know why we attending this home
wreckers funeral "
Me : babe !"
Him : I'm sorry OK , but that women destroyed lives
dearth was just to easy for her"
Me : Sibusiso Mani "
He kissed my cheek and turned me around
Him : sorry "
He gave me passionate kiss and squeezed my ass
Me : please go check up on the kids "
Him : you do know that we going to a funeral and
not an ass show off contest "
He laughed and walked out , this man kodwa
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Mpume ****
Being a wife came with lot of challenges , Joy was
leaving with us full time and she is hand full , yes she
has a nanny but Banzi don't want her in his sight
when his around ... " I'm fully capable on taking care
of my child " he will say and dismiss her , Lu only eat
meals that are cooked by me only , its like we pay a
house keeper to stay in her outside room and do
nothing since I do all the work in this house ... I enjoy
bonding with Joy and i realised that she is nothing
like me at all she can trow tantrums shym and the
fact that she is teething too unedrama and its even
worse, I spend more time with her and since she
starting to talk I hope her first word will be mama ,
but who am I kidding she is Daddy's little girl , her
first word will be Dada ,
" why are we going to this funeral konje ?"
Here we go again , he said that the moment he
walked in , he so grumpy today Its like he woke up
on the wrong side of the bed . I was busy feeding
Joy and she suddenly went all gaga the moment she
sow her father
Lu:look at you big girl ... Good morning my angel
..how are you Nana ... Who daddy little girl " ayke
this child started giggling and laughing saying all
baby talk
Me : I'm trying to feed her lu "
Him : ngibulisa umtana Mpume don't spoil the
moment " yooo I give up I rolled my eyes and
started dishing up for my self , few minutes later lu
came and set next to me with baby joy on his arm
Me : can I make you a plate ?"
Him : yes please " I kissed his cheek and dished up
for him
Him : why we going to this funeral ... again I'm
asking bo!!"
Me : we supporting a friend "
Him : I'm all support to Sindy "
Me : we not taking sides baby "
Him : haybo I'm not going to go there and pretend
that we so hurt for the lose of that women"
I looked at him
Him : I'm supporting sindy mom who set it off and
went all gangster on the bitch "
I smacks his forehead
Me : baby in the room Lubanzi"
He was busy feeding Joy tomato slices to suck on
Him : can I just spend the day with my baby please "
Me : no "
Him : mommy is such a bully , I need to give her
another baby soon "
He was talking to joy who was laughing as if she can
understand him ,
Me : in two years time baby maybe "
Him : will see about that "
I smacked his shoulder and cleaned up the table
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Zweli ****
" kanti how many times must I say I'm sorry "
She kept quite and looked at me
I was busy dressing up , getting ready to go to the
funeral , Cici was still giving me a silent treatment
after I called out Portia's name when we were having
sex ,
Me : cici I'm talking to you "
Her : if you don't feel anything for her why you
calling her name when you are in between my legs
?"
Me : I just found out that her mom passed away so
ya I was thinking about her "
Her : wow ! "
Me : not the way you think damit ... "
Her : why you becoming all angry with me when you
the one that was at fault "
Me : because you acting childish "
She rolled her eyes , OK I was getting s little bit
pissed off now , I min I'm with her , I chose her , and
yes a called out another women's name while having
sex with her but that doesn't mean I was fucking her
, even though I wish I was ...what? ... Shit ..I miss
Portia .. Do I? .. Fuck I don't know ... Why I'm I living
two different lives I love cici but yet again I
sometimes wish she was Portia and wish Portia was
cici ... OK I'm just confused
Me : cici .. Look will talk about this when I get back "
Her : you going there to comfort her ? why you still
treating her like she still your girlfriend?"
Me : yes I am ....and yes she is girl and a friend "
Her : you going to fuck her I know you ... zweli why
you doing this too me "
She broke down and cried .. I looked at her my heart
wanted to stay with her but my mind told me she is
manipulating me , she has done this act before ,
giving me a water fall so that I can stay with her ,
yazi I don't even know the last time I was out with
the boys , cici is just turning me to a man that I'm
not , I walked to her and hugged her
Me: baby I'm sorry OK , but I told you that me and
Portia we are done , I'm never going to touch her
again "
Her : please don't Go to the funeral"
Me : but love ..."
Her : I trust you baby ...but I don't trust her.... what if
she .. "
Me: hay! Portia is not like that ... Please stop this now
"
Her : she has even turned you against me"
Shit I'm not doing this right now
Me : will talk when I get back .." I kissed her forehead
and walked out. She was busy sobbing , this is so
tiring
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Portia ***

“ thank you guys for coming it totally means a lot “

We did a group hug , mpume , Zoe and Pam
attended the funeral I was really grateful to have my
girls with me on a time like this
Pam : “ are you good though ? “
Me : “honestly I’m just lost its going to be hard to
adjust “
Zoe : “ at list you have your brothers , unjani umpilo
?“
I sigh because that one has been drinking like
kingdom come since we found out that mom passed
away , Xolani is self destructing and xolisa on the
other hand is helping my father pick up the pieces
Zoe : “ dearth is not easy doll “
We seat down on the back yard under a tree this was
my mom favorites spot , just thinking about her
made me so emotional , I never had a solid
relationship with my mother whatsoever and it hurt
that she died with ought her giving me any advice
on how to carry myself in this world as a women.
Mpume : “ hay where is Nkonzo , I did not see him at
the funeral? “
I swallowed hard and I broke down and cried , the
past week I lost Nkonzo , well he dumped me and
mom passed on and I’m pregnant with a baby of a
man who’s in love with some one else , how can life
be so cruel to me , kanti ngenzeni mina
Mpume : “ hayboo sisi kwenzenjani , shhhhhh “ she
hugged me while I wiped my tears , I was tired of
crying
Me : “ yazi everything is upside down in my life ,
angazi what to do “
Pam : “ hawu sisi don’t say that “
Mpume; “ don’t do this to yourself girl ,what
happened here was beyond your control , you Know
GOD ... “|
Me: “ not now Mpume I don’t want to hear it , God is
not here for me right now ok “ I stood up , zoe held
my hand
Me : “ I just don’t know where to start Zoe , I’m not
strong enough “
Zoe : “ I flew from JHB to DBN , im jet leg and fuckin
tired , I came here to support you , you not going to
be selfish and walk away from us , we are your
friends and you are going seat down and you will
tell us what’s wrong “
Me : “ I’m sorry ok, “
Zoe : “ you not Portia , you know when was the last
time we spend time together , you have been in this
bubble of yours that we don’t know about , look we
all got problem , but we do not hide from the world
we face them “
Pam : “ Zoe is right , I know that your mom passed
away, but I get a feeling that you were already in an
emotional war with yourself even before this "
Mpume: “ and you never attended my wedding , sisi
what’s going on , you don’t answer our calls , you
don’t hang with us what’s wrong Portia, did we do
something wrong ? “
Me : “ Nkonzo broke up with me “
Pam : “ what ? did he cheat on you ? “
I shook my head and looked down
Zoe : “ I’m sorry sisi , what did he do ? “
Me : “ it was not him it was me “
Pam : “ portia , stop guilt tripping yourself in each
and every break up you go through , you felt like this
also when you broke up with Zweli , you blame
yourself , come on love you the most loving person I
know and you have heart of gold, if he did not
appreciate you than that his loss love , but don’t
blame yourself for him being stupid to realize your
wealth “
Me : “ guys you don’t understand he dump me “
Pam hugged me , “ it's going to be ok boo “
Me : “ will it be pam ?, I made a stupid mistake and
I’m left to pick up the pieces “
Zoe : “ come on Portia , don’t do this to yourself “
They all hugged me and I felt like screaming
Zoe : “ yazi unkonzo does not deserve you “
Mpume : “ ‘I’m just disappointed I mean I thought he
was different “
Pam : “ inja nje ... nxa !“
Me : “ I’m pregnant “
Silence .... it felt like the time stopped for few
seconds and the earth stop revolving
Zoe looked at me “ angizwanga “
Me : “ I’m pregnant , its not Nkonzo ... I che.. cheated
,on him “
Mpume : “ Portia !! “
Me : “ it was a stupid mistake and it happened “
Pam : “ oooh my god you poor thing are you ok “
Ok this was not a response I was looking for but
there look was of consent instead of judgmental
I just broke down and cried again , mpume gave me
another embrace
Me : “ I don’t know what to do , I’m so scared , I’m all
alone “
Mpume : “ kusho bani , sikhona nje thina “
Me : “I’m sorry for keeping this from you guys but I
was so embarrassed , “
Zoe : “no one is perfect Portia we can never judge
you “
After talking with my girls I felt so much lighter I
even told them how my mom passed away and they
made a joke about that “ apple doesn't fall far from
the tree , “ yep that can only be Zoe , we talked and
laughed till Gugu called Pam , she put the phone on
loudspeaker
Pam : “ G.U “
Gugu : “ yeyinina , come get amadoda enu lana ,
who said my house is hosting an after tears ? “
We bust out and laughed ,it can only be Gugu
Zoe : “ you got any thing to drink lapho ? “
Gugu : “ off course “
I shook my head , she is highly pregnant but still
drink like a fish , Gugu send me a long sms this
morning for not attending the funeral apparently she
was not feeling ok ,
Zoe : “ I guess we gate crushing ladies “
Me : “ aish I wish I can come along “
Pam : “ no you can not , wena go rest and take it
easy , because tomorrow we girls are having lunch “
Me : “ I will like that “
We hugged and they left
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Keven ***
Me: “ good you are awake “
I waited for Lucky to wake up , I was in his room the
whole time , He looked at me and frowned
Him: Advocate Smith how can I help you with ? “
Him : “ good so now I don’t need to ask because you
already offered to help ,” I stood up put my hands
on my pocket and walked around “ ‘I’m handling
your ex wife murder case “
Him : “ you ? “
Me : “ yes me and you know I never loose my cases “
Me : “ I can not afford you !“
I laughed and shook my head “vele you can not ,
but I’m only doing this for my partner she is friends
with your Ex-wife and in order for me to wife her I
need to win this case , and you going to help me “
Him : “ I don’t understand “
Me : “ you getting discharged later on today “
Me : “ I am? “
Me : “ and tomorrow you will be attending a
meeting with me “
He looked at me “ I still don’t understand “
Me : “ you will soon , I don’t want to make your life
massy and shity than it already is so your full
cooperation will be highly appreciated “
I walked out with ought saying goodbye , i advise
my P.A to send the letters to the Biyela family that I
drafted , when I work everyone work so that why I
keep my firm the best law firm in South Africa , I
called a private investigator
Me : sho boy ... “
Him : sho ngamla “
Me : “I need you to dig out dirt for me “
him:
Name ?"
me :“ detective Lucky Nene “
Him : “ give me 48hrs “
I dropped the call , this guy is good I need to give
him a raise , well Lucky thought he will get off scot
free from this case , well he got something coming I
don’t condone women abuse so this is just a
personal matter for me now so lets get this show in
the road , there is no need to slowly remove the
bandage let it reap and let the shit hit the fan ,
besides I need to have a getaway trip with my other
half and my kids and if this case delay it will mess
up my love life blind.

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Menzi ***
I got a call from Sbu telling me to join them , there
are at Bongani's house “ come on lets go , it will do
you good to get out “
Sidy : “ baby what about mom , I can not be having
fun while mom is still you now ... and i still need to
visit her later “
Me : “ Sindy , you mom is in hospital , getting the
best treatment , and thina we need to celebrate the
death of that women that put her there “
Mina : “ hayi boo Menzi “
Me : “ yini , bloody bitch put my mother in law in
the looney house I don’t give a shit about her “
Her : you crazy wena yezwa “
She laughed at me ,
Me : “ go dress up and lets get wasted “
She looked at me we were cuddling in her bed in her
old room , she got on top of me
Me : “ sindy no man , “ Sindy hate covering her body
and this short dress she got on it going to make me
brake all the rules ,
Her : “ it's been a while baby come on , mom is not
even here and you know how tight I am right now
you will just die “
Me : “ ahhhhhh .... no ! are you the devil worshiper
get away from me “
Her : “ you denying me my dick Menzi “
I laughed , stick my tongue out , “ if you want it got
to work for it “ she hit me with a pillow and I ducked
I took her car keys and walked to the car outside,
while I was waiting for her I got a text from Becky
Her : “ is he gone ? “
Me : “ yaa he is back at Swaziland , but how long will
you hide this from him “
Her : “ lunch tomorrow no excuse “ and she logged
off , I sighed Sindy came out with that same short
dress she was wearing
Me : “ ow fuck no go change “
Her : “ what’s wrong with this dress “
Me : “ Sindy that not a dress it a flippin top , go
change “
Her : “ Menzi you my boyfriend not my father so take
a chill pill “
Me : “ what did you say? ? “ I stepped outside the car
, and she ran off “ argh man you such.... Aaahhhh!“
I laughed
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Banzi ***

Sbu : “ I wish I was Langa who did not attend that

bloody funeral , shit people were crying and falling
off chairs like mother Teresa died or something “
Bongani : “ bloody whore died with ought me
getting taste - nyana of her “
Banzi : “ uwwwww ... fuck you man , you want to
bang an old wrinkled pussy you sick “
Bong: it got women shooting and killing for it so
why not “
Sbu : “ you sick “
Zweli : I’m with you Bongani “ they fist bump
Bong : maybe she tasted like Portia “
Zweli : “ aahhh man don’t play like that “
We all bust out and lough “ angithi you want to have
tree some with the daughter and the mom “ Bongani
said
Gugu walked pass up and Bongani went quite ,
Me : “ wow when Mpume was pregnant she was not
this big , she is huge mfethu udlani vele ? “
Bong: not me cos I aren’t getting non , she cries
about her back , her feet her head mina I just want
what’s in between her thighs but yena nooo she is
not feeling me “
Sbu : “yazi when pam was pregnant she use to ride
me so much that I wish I can just cut my dick off and
give it to her so she will leave me alone , one day I
found her crying in our bedroom after coming back
from work , I asked her what wrong , “ I’m Horney
sbusiso and wena awukho , what must I do “ I
dropped my jaw on the floor and she attacked me
with a kiss “
Sbu shook his head and we all bust out and lough ,
the girls walked in laughing and talking , finally my
freckle face is back
Mpume : “ so how did you kick Bongani mom out of
her house“
Gugu : ‘ I did no such thing , she wanted to move
out since our kids were invading her space “
Zoe : “ that thoughtful of her “
Pam : “ yaa , with a soccer team running around
nami I will bail out “
The girls laughed
Bongani : “ come on guys don’t call my minions that
“
Me : “ what... “ we bust out and laughed
Mpume seat on the arm rest of my couch next to
me, and I held waist
Gugu : “I would have preferred if we moved out but
Bongani says this section is quite and he does not
want to live so i guess I’m stuck being a kasi diva “
They laughed ,
Bongani : “ anything for my baby mama “
Gugu : “ yeyeye you still not getting non “ she said
that asking him to get off the couch
We bust out and laughed ,
Trey walked in with crate of Heineken “ 8ta bafethu
well the meat is in the car , I’m not going back go
get wine and vodka for the ladies “ he went to Zoe
and they hugged , this two have weird relationship
its like they each other person , I wonder how Langa
feels about this , cos I can never allow another man
touching mpume like that , call me obsessed but hey
I was once cheated on and I’m not taking any
chances I got huge trust issues now . Menzi and
Sindy walked in and we all stood up to hug Sindy
yep that how we love her crazy ass
Sindy : “ stop it you going to make me cry guys “
Menzi : “ ufunani la ? “ referring to Trey
Trey : “ what’s your problem ?”
Menzi : “ never mind “
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Zoe ***
“ his working or he said he was , I can not keep up ,
you now sometimes dating a workaholic , you just
become second best and his work comes first “ I
answered Trey who asked about Langa
Trey: “ that is so crazy he probably did not want to
attend this stupid funeral
Banzi : “ you see baby every saint person think
attending this funeral was dumb move “ Banzi
overheard us while pulling mpume outside obviously
to suck face , yes new love still blossoming
Mpume : “ we did it for Portia not for her mom ,
have a heart please”
Trey : yeeh right “ I shook my head looks like
everyone was against us going to this funeral , we all
team sindy in this house , but its not like Portia did
something wrong so I don’t really get why they
making her a bad person , I shifted my attention to
this gorgeous man next to me who is ageing so
handsomely , his quite a dish and that position of
him being royalty he so going to break lot of hearts
Me : “ so wena how you doing Myeni wami “
I looked at Trey , ho just dash a smile my way , me
and Trey always had this wonderful relationship , he
is my best friend I tell him everything and vies /vesa ,
Langa did not trust him at first but well he had to
suck it up , I was laying on his lap while he was
playing with my hair
Him : “ my grandmother wants me to take a wife “
Me : “ wow , isn’t that supposed to happen like in 4
years time
Him : “ 3 years now , so tick –tock ,“
Me : “ aish boo , so Becky is Mrs. Queen ? “
Him : “ we fight a lot with her, and I had to lie that
im leaving today , she just act crazy at times , I love
her but this break up make up thing we constantly
do is so tiring I’m too old for it “
Pam : “ I think you afraid of commitment “ pam lifted
my leg seat down and placed them on her lap
Me : “ are you ? “
Him : “she a hybrid first of all, you know how that
community treated my mom for being different for
not being 100% Swati’s , so to them we like aliens
infect “
I bust and laughed
Trey : “ and if I introduce Becky all hell will brake
loose , I worked my but off trying to gain trust on
those people “
Me : “ so Manje , you rather sacrifice your happiness
just to pleas the people in your kingdom “
He sigh, “ Zoe is right , I think you have done a lot to
prove yourself mfethu can you just do yourself for
once”
He placed his hands on his face
Him : “ shit guys I miss her... but I know she will drive
me crazy “
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Sindy ***
Sindy did not drink much on the so called after tear
she drove the car back to her flat when the party
died down , while Menzi passed out on the
passenger seat.
Sleeping was becoming a challenge for sindy this
days she feared for the unknown , when the sun
came up she jumped off the bed took showered
prepared breakfast and made a cup of coffee
“ tell me not to drink again “ Menzi cried holding his
head , clearly he had a killer hangover , he felt like
her entire insides were turned upside down
Sindy : “ I made a strong black coffee hope it will
help “ menzi seat up straight , thanked sindy and
drank his coffee
Menzi was worried about Sindy and he did not have
anything to offer her to help out but just to be there
for her , they talked about previous night events
over giggles and kisses , Sindy phone beeped and
she looked at it
Sindy : “ its an email from Keven he wants to meet
with me at his office this afternoon “
Menzi : “ do you want me to come along “
Sindy nodded , Sindy’s happiness was short lived
because she knew that menzi will be leaving
tomorrow , so spending as much time with him will
put her heart at ease
Sindy : “ I wonder what he wants to talk about ? “
Menzi : probably an insight on the case , “
Sindy : “ I hope it's good news “
Menzi : “ Keven is a good lawyer trust me your mom
will be out in no time “
Sindy : “ and you Know this how ? “
Menzi : “ he has written two books on the Law
philosophy and I’m impressed the guy is a genius “
Sindy : “ you are a fan? “
Menzi : “ ;yes you can say that , and this law thing is
not that bad at all , I’m starting to enjoy studying it “
Sindy loved the fact that Menzi was no longer
depressed about the chooses his parents made for
him , he was picking himself up and making the
most out of it
Sindy : “ I love the grown up you “
Menzi : “ you just love me period “ Menzi could not
help but notice that sindy was not wearing anything
under her bathrobe , lust rushed over him and he felt
his penis growing and his heart beating in the most
abnormal way ,
Menzi : “ I like what I see and I want to touch and
taste “ he wiggled his eyebrows and sindy laughed
she was always a sucker for his goofiness side ,
within minutes he was on top of her and kissing her.
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Ntombi ***

“ boys breakfast is ready “

The twins came walking in the kitchen and busy
fighting , it made Ntombi’s heart sing to witness
such beauty , she once gave up on love when her
high school love died on car crash after proposing
to her its has been almost 15 years and she carried
that pain with her , she never thought that she will
ever love again or even better have a family of her
own ,
Jay : Mommy I love your pan cakes “
She smiled and squeezed his cheek “
Joe : “ so mommy I was thinking “she laughed Joe
talks like his father and act like him too , he never
consider himself as a kid
Ntombi : “ you think a lot this days baby “
Joe : “ how about we go to the beach “
Ntombi : “ not a bad idea , I would love to go “
Jay : “ you the best ... “ Ntombi heart melted the way
the boys have showed her so much love and she
basically lived for them . and he was mostly grateful
for the love that Keven has shown her too, she diced
to go look for him in the indoor gym and found him
doing some lifts , the way he was breathing turned
her on
Keven : “ baby stop drooling “
Ntombi was so shocked on how did she notice that
she is around with ought making her presence
known
Ntombi : “ your senses to feel my presence with
ought even looking my direction creeps me out “
He chuckled , and placed his lift away took a towel
and wiped the sweat on his face
Keven : “ come here “ Ntombi bite her lip , Keven
always made her feel like a teenager that was madly
in love , she slowly walked to him and he pulled her
to seat on his lap and he looked into her eyes ,
Ntombi has exotic features that drove Keven crazy
, she has small china eyes , and small mouth , round
face , her glamorous self was one of the reason
Keven saw himself with her , she had features of a
teenager and she just did not age no pimple or
wrinkle on sight on her flawless face , Keven smiled
Keven : “ this will sound so crazy , but every morning
when I wake up I fall in love with you all over again ,
you got me on the this ultimate high that I don’t
want to get over from “
Ntombi : “ I love you two ,” they shared a kiss and
Keven scooped her up and took her to nearest
shower room in the gym where they took a bath
together and made love , when they walked back in
house the kids were already seated in the TV room
playing games ,
Keven : “ I’m meeting up with Sindy today “
Ntombi : “ good new I hope “
Keven : “ I hope she will like the angle I will use to
tackle this case “
Ntombi stopped lotioning herself and looked at him
Keven : “ I can not discuss work with you my love but
I promise that Susan will be fee and have Xmas
lunch with us “
Ntombi smile was so wide that she attacked Keven
with hug “ thank you ...thank you bobby “ she said
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Portia ***

Picking up the peace’s is always the hard part after

death , once all relatives leave and the condolences
seize you are left alone to face the lose , the Biyela
family was broken not because they lost a mother ,
wife and friend , because they hated the truth of the
cause of Nosi death , Portia father locked himself in
his room , he was so afraid of what will his family say
should the truth come out about his ex wife behavior
, the one thing that the children don’t know is that it
was not her first time for her to cheat, she practically
was a fleet and her beauty made it easy for her to
get any man she want , what bother Mr Biyela is that
why did she stay with him if she was not happy , or
not satisfying g with him , he had lot of questions
that he did not have any answers for , was it sex ,
maybe he was not satisfying her , was it because of
money maybe he did not provide the lifestyle she
desired , was he not handsome enough ... why ? ..
why ? ... he cried and berried his head on his pillow ,
the pain was suffocating him so much . Xolani was
his mother favorite and he was not happy that his
family painting his mom as bad person , he refused
to believe that her mother can be loose in that
manner he walked in to his brother room and found
him on his phone
Xolani : “ ringa name , why nenza nje? “ xolani and
xolisa were twins but there were so different and did
not get along at all
Xolisa : “ what are you on about right now “
Xola: “ mom passed away and Mpilo talks all trash
about her “
Xoli : “ kanti its not true yini “
Xola : “ fuck man its our mother “
Xoli: “ I know but remember that two months back
dad kicked her out because she caught her red
handed with another man , come on think nawe , “
Xola: “ she did not deserve to die mfethu “
Xolisa was not even entertaining his brother
tantrums and was busy on his phone
Xoli : “ one way or the other she would have died the
very same way she did , any wife of the man she was
slipping with would have had enough and blew her
brain off “
Xala: “ so grand gran you happy about this that she
died “
Xoli : “ well no because her dirt is going to bring this
family shame and drag my father name down , I just
wish people can drop this thing and move on “
Xola: “ that women will pay for killing my mother “
Xoli: “ please live my room , because right now you
just wasting your hot air on me , I’m not supporting
that “
Xola : “ fuck you , you such a pussy “
He walked ready to kill got in his car and drove off,
Portia I walked outside and saw Mpilo seating under
the tree , after his mother dearth his strong and hot
headed brother was not the same , he set next to
him and placed his head on his shoulder
Portia : “ I’m sorry for your lose “
Portia felt the need to console his brother , he was
lost in all off this ,
Mpilo : “ thank you ... and sorry too you too for
loosing your mother “
They seat in silence for a while till Mpilo broke the
silence
Mpilo : “ I received a summon from Smith Attorney
and associates “
Portia : “ for what? “
Mpilo : “ it has to do with your mothers murderer
case “
Portia : “ that so soon , we just berried her nje “
Mpilo : “ I know , but most law firm will be closing in
a weeks time so he wants to speed up the
proceedings of the case “
Portia : “ what do you think its about “
Mpilo : “ I don’t know I just want Nosipho memory
out of my head , the sooner we do this the better “
Portia : “ I know , so when are we going ? “
Mpilo: “ Monday morning , let me go tell dad “ he
stood up and walked away leaving Portia in her
messed up thoughts about how she going to tell her
father that she pregnant , and she was still not sure if
Zweli deserved to know , she has been stoking him
on face book and all social media , and cici pics are
on show , and she was quite jealous that the girl who
was once a side chick when she dated Zweli is now
the main cheek , she wanted to cry because she did
not know how she will raise this baby all alone .
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At Keven office ***

Sindy and Menzi walked , Sindy was surprised to see

his father seating there with walking stick , she
frowned and held Menzi hand tight
Lucky : “ Sindisiwe “
Sindi just stared at him and continued to look at the
puzzled Menzi who wanted to show his respect and
great the father his girl friend
Menzi : ‘ sawubona baba “ he shook his hand and
lucky greeted him back ,
Lucky : and you are ? “
Menzi : “ Menzi Ngubane , I’m Sindisiwe friend “
He looked at him , and was not sure he wanted to
approve there relationship or not clearly her
daughter is dating a respectful young man from
what it looks like. The door swung open and Sindy
aunt walked in with Keven , she threw daggers at
luck and embraced Sindy and Menzi with hug
Keven : “ good you all here , please take your seat
and lets start “
Keven was hopping that Sindy Aunt will not make a
seen because she a loud mouth and her anger its
something that she can not hide , Keven cleared his
trout
Keven : “ ok guys as you all now imp representing
Ms. Nene she was charge for murder and
attempted murder
Thula ( sindy aunt ) : “ Luck you charging my sister
for attempted murder yeyi wena sathana after
everything you put her trough uyamubopha?? “
Lucky : “ it was not me its the state , I will drop all
charges “ Thula clicked her tongue while Keven
breath out
Keven : “ as I was saying , if we go to trial it will only
be mid January , the case may take weeks even
months before Judgement is served and to some of
you who know me I do not come cheap so legal fees
will be a huge burden to you , and not talking about
Ms. Nene she will be moved to a holding cell “ Sindy
let out a tear while Menzi comforted her , sindy was
arid of this out come and she Knew that she can
never afford legal fees , and mostly she feared that
her mom will be locked up in a mental institute at a
maximum prison
Keven : “ so I came up with an idea to twist this
situation and will resolve this case in civil manner
since it was Ms. Nene first offence and since it was
an emotional based Crime “
Sindy : “ what ?”
Keven : “Keven this will be done outside the court
and if everything go in order in two weeks time this
matter will be resolved “
Menzi : you going to conduct Mediation trial “
Keven smiled “ yes “
Sindy : “ what does that mean “
Keven : “Mediation justice or Trial is a dynamic,
structured, interactive process where a neutral third
party assists disputing parties in resolving conflict
through the use of specialized communication and
negotiation techniques. All participants in mediation
are encouraged to actively participate in the process
“
Thula : simple English please Mr Smith “
Lucky : “ two families will have a meeting and discus
the matters at hand and come up with a solution ,
should that fail we will be going to court then “
Sindy : “ will it work ? “
Keven : “ yes , I did research on the Biyela family and
court case will destroy them , this case is big and if
the media get involve there reputation can be ruined
“
Lucky looked down “ what deal did you make with
the prosecutor ? “ Keven gave him side smile and
Lucky had an un ease feeling about all of this
Keven : “ look I know this is going to be difficult for
you guys but look , it will save us time and lot of
money , the truth will be hard and yes everything will
be out in the open so brace yourself because it
about to get bumpy “
Lucky : “ shit , but is there any other way “
Sindy : “ you don’t get to talk and make decisions la
,” Sindy looked at Keven “ so how do we do this ? “
He gave them documents to sign it was not
disclosure documents , keven advised them to read
first and if they agree they can sign
.
.

3 day later

Biyela and the Nene family agreed to come together

and discuss the matter on confined place , Xolani did
not agree at all and he still believe that justice need
to be served , but Mpilo and his father wanted
nothing to do with the media, the tries and never
ending back and forth augment between the lawyers
on who right and who's wrong , they just needed
everything to be dropped so they move on with their
lives , but the state doe not condone murder ,
Keven insisted that Justice will be served but on the
person that bought the two families this grief , he
made a deal with the state prosecutor to conduct
this trial in his boardroom
.
Sindy was shaking as a leaf and was grateful that her
Aunt was driving , she Knew bits and bits of what
about to unfold but she was only hoping that the
Biyela family will have heart and drop all charges ,
they packed on the parking lot and sindy pane
vibrated
She took it out it was a flood of massages from her
friend
Pam : “ hold your head up high and let God take the
driver's seat , I’m with you in prayer love you “
Trey : “ all will go well , I foreseen everything , have
faith and get ready for the storm ahead “ he looked
at it wonder what storm is Trey talking about , and
she got more nervous now
Zoe : “ I’m with you by spirit love stay strong for
mama“
Mpume : “ God ... “ she did not finish reading it
because she knew it was a prayer massage
She looked through all her sms and listen to voice
note and she felt ready
Thula : “ you ready baby “
She can only nod and she said an silent prayer , she
was disturbed by Menzi video call “
Menzi : “ hay look at me “
She had tears on her eyes
Menzi : “ you're stronger than this , you fighter never
break down ,”
Sindy : “ I’m scared Menzi , Portia will find out the
truth about us being sisters ...how she will she react
,what … if “
Menzi : “ stop it Sindy , she currently your friend and
she loves you , the only thing that will change now is
her finding out that you share the same father you
have the same blood , but that will not change how
she feels about you … it might be overwhelming but
if she need space give her but she will come around
she is more like you in every way remember “
Sindy needed to hear that , “ thank you “ she said to
Menzi
Menzi :” I love you , don’t worry yourself , Keven got
this his the best “
Sindy rolled her eyes because Menzi brags about
Kevin as if he is the next best thing then bread and
butter
Sindy : By Mr Ngubane “
Menzi : “ I’m being for real babe , you got this“
Sindy rolled her eyes and dropped the call , and
walked inside the law firm
.
.
Inside the board room
The Biyela were seated on the right hand side on the
board room table , xolani’s anger was making him
tap his feet under the table , Keven seat opposite
them
Keven : “ with ought wasting anybody time , I know
you still grieving the loss of Mrs Biyela , and I hate
that we had to do this now , but as I explained
myself on Monday , it the best option that will
benefit everyone “
Portia dad nodded and tanked Keven
Keven : “ ok normally how I do this is give you
testimony and we make verdict if we still want to
take this to court or not “
Xolani : “ this is waist of time , the killer is out there
and you calling us here to listen to you, bull shit ? “
Keven : “ if I may finish please Mr Biyela than you
can state your opinions “
Keven breath out loud “ ok , let start this case “ he
stood up “ so in this case no one is innocent , there
is shooter , there is a women who committed an
adultery and there is an abuser , so each end
everyone who was on this love triangle is guilty on
there own way , question is who must be sentence at
this point , let's start with the shooter” he turn the
projector on and everyone was glued on the screen
Keven : “ name Susan Sithole .. lived in raised in the
western cape and moved to Durban to study
Nursing she married to Lucky Nene at the age of 22
“ wedding pictures showed up on the screen “ lucky
only Married her because she fell pregnant 6 months
in relationship, as girl who came from strict
background , she was forced to marry Mr Nene ,4
years down the line she fell pregnant again and it
was a baby girl , Mrs Nene than resigned as
caregiver and became a housewife and then life took
a wrong turn for her “ Keven showed pics of sindy
mom with bruises and medical report
Portia : “ ooh my God “
porta dad look down while Mpilo held Portia’’s
hand ,
Keven : “ 18 years of emotional abuse and physical
abuse , and she finally decided to file for divorce a
year back “
The room became dead silent and Keven was happy
he side smile and open another slide
keven : “ this is Susan Nene , a mother of two Sindy
and Jabu , was Married to Lucky for 18 years , she is
a qualified nurse , was best friends with Nosipho
Biyela for over 20 years and now she is in the
mental institute , having mental meltdown , betrayed
, lose , rage , depression and mental disorder took
over “ the slide show on the screen was evidence to
everything that Keven was saying , everyone was
glued on the screen , Portia was in tears
Portia : “ oom my god she is Sindy mom , “
Xolani : “ you know her? “
Portia nodded “ she my friend “
Portia dad : “ and your half sister you share the same
biological father “
Portia dropped her mouth and held her chest , she
cried in Mpilo arm while her father could not even
look at the screen
Keven : “ moving forward , this is the victim her
name is Nosipho Ntuli , married to Jomo Biyela her
high school love for 27 years , they have 4 kids
together ,Mpilo , xolani , xolisa and Portia , life looks
beautiful holiday trips , stable home , kids are going
to the best school , family is financial stable , but
what Made Mrs Biyela to start other sexual relations
on the side
Jomo : “ may I be excused “ he did not wait for any
one to respond and stood up
Xolisa : Baba are you ok ? “
Jomo “ yes I’m ok , please seat down you kids need
to see this , I made my chose about your mother
long time ago ,”
He walked out , and Keven proceeded with his slide
he showed the kids that there mother had more than
one partner and most of the man she was dating
and sleeping with they were happily married , once
he was done he moved to Lucky , and revealed that
that he has been having a sexual relations with Nosi
for more than 19 years , and all along Nosi and
Susan were friends , Nosi knew about the domestic
violence that happened beaten Lucky and Susan till
Susan filed for divorce , Nosi was there , she showed
the slide when there coming from church Nosi and
Susan hugging , Jomo came few minutes before
Keven delivers his closing statement
Keven: nice for you to Join us Mr Biyela , “ tree
pictures were on the screen Susan on the right hand
side with her ever worm smile Lucky on middle with
his police uniform and Nosi on the other left with
her seductive look
Keven : “ as I said in the beginning , tree people are
involved in the murder case , and to me all of them
are guilty ,
Mrs. Biyela
• manipulated and betrayed her best friend by
sleeping with her husband for years
• on there sexual encounter they conceived a baby-
a baby girl infect ( Portia)
• she slept with man for money , to fulfil her sexual
need and did not have any remorse for the other
women
• she lied and cheated on her husband for 27 years
Lucky Nene
• his guilty of being a woman abuser
• a cheater
• a liar
• breaking the law not following the code to protect
and obey ,
• infidelity
• adultery
• accomplice in murder
Susan Nene
• she killed Nosipho Biyela – because she betrayed
• short lucky – because he abused her all this years
while he was busy sleeping with her best friend on
the side
everyone in the room was astonishment , shocked
and lost
xolani : “ shit , all along I thought mom was a victim
in all of this what kind of sick beach was she “
Jomo : “ Xolani ! “

.
.
Keven : so as I said in the beginning , I’m not
crucifying any one to me all of them are guilty , we
can take this picture down (removing Nosi pic )
because she took the easy route and died , so
Between Susan and Lucky who guilty for causing this
crime ……. “
Silence felled the room
Keven : I’ll give you a 15 minute break to digest
everything ….. thank you …. “
He took his file , laptop and all of his belongings and
left the room
.
.
. ( unedited ) sorry for the late inset ,....in your case
do you believe that Susan should still be arrested , if
yes why? and if no why ?
. or should Keven dig out dirt on Lucky and pin
everything to him ? 🥳... Asikhulume ... lets talk .

# 89***

6 months later
.
Mpume ***
.
“ I can not make if for dinner baby ,I’m sorry “
Banzi : demit Mpume , is this how it going to be....
you working long hours “
Mpume : “ I can not talk to you when you shouting
at me Lubanzi “
Him : “ don’t make me come there and drag you out
, our daughter is turning one in few days time and
you too busy to even plan her birthday..... fuck man “
he roared
Me :” don’t guilt trip me Lu , you know that I
organized an event planner to do all the work , “
Him : “ did she give birth to our daughter ? “
Me : “ Lu , please “
Him : “ fuck you ,” the phone went dead , he
probably threw it on the wall again, shit now I regret
taking this Job , it consume a lot of my time, I’m
slacking on being a good wife to Lu and the best
mom to Joy. I still remember the visit I had 6 months
back from my father in-law requested I assist him
with some paperwork , he was happy with my work
it was just only balancing the books and nothing
major well I’m very gifted when it comes to auditing
its like I went to school for it , any way he then
offered me a Job and silly me I took it . But to think
about it I had no choice but to accept it because he
gave me speech about his legacy ,he told me that I
must think about the legacy of his family his
bloodline , the company must continued to be run
by the Dlamini’s bloodline , even if he dies he will be
very happy to see his legacy live on , so working in
his company will be like great Honor to him , so it
has been 6 months that I’m working in his company
, Dlamini plantation head office is based in Durban
north coast its just few minutes drive from my house.
You may think that I’m getting special treatment
since I’m family and all that but hell no My father in-
law runs this company like a bull, when it come to
business he does not play, I had too prove myself to
him and the staff that I’m worthy for this position ,
which in return coarse a huge distance between me
and Lu , I hardly spend time with my small family
joy is even crawling now and I missed those
moments and her 1st words was dada as I expected
, my daughter doesn’t not even know me and that
just sad . I was brought back from my thought by
one of the junior assistance knocking on my door
Her : Mrs. Dlamini “
I looked at her , like really Mrs. I’m so young and she
making me feel so old
Her : “ I’m sorry , Mpume , this file came from you “
Me : “ from who ? “
Her : “HR “ shit this guy mos he’s always trying to
test my patient his name is Delani , and well he
believes that I got this Job because the company
belongs to my in law’s and his been on my neck
passing remarks about nepotism , so what I got an
office and I get paid shit load of money , but I’m
bloody good at what I do . I breath out loud and
looked at the file , I guess I’m burning the midnight
oil again , shit Banzi is going to kill me now .
.
.
Langa ***
“ hay I want to talk to you about something “
Her : “ yes love “
Me : “ are you happy ? “
I was sponge bathing her breast and tummy , we
were seated at the bathtub and she was resting her
head on my chest , we only have this deep
conversation once in a while since you all know Zoe
she is never a serious type .
my life has taken a massive change I got few
international deals approved and I just became a
public figure I’m in the limelight and the media is
on my back contently just because my bank account
has few millions I’m some sort of a celebrity , my girl
cunt even study with ought people trying to
befriend her and asking her how it like to date a
tycoon , shit people they feed on other peoples
status and success
Her : “ off cause I’m happy baby , you my first my
last my everything “
Me : “ isn’t that a song...? “
She giggled
Her : no ... “
I giggled
me :” “of cause it is , Berry white right... “ I said and
we bust out and laughed , you see what I mean she
one crazy person ,
Me : “ but seriously baby , tell me “
Her : “ Dlamini , I’m happy you make me
soooooooooh happy , I’m not talking about the cars
you bought me , the house you built me , the cloths
on my back and the chef that cooks my favorite
meals , you complete me you make me whole , no
matter how busy we may get we always find time to
connect , I love you so much Dlamini I can never ask
for better man than you , so if I have to die today
god forbid ( she chuckled ) I will die a very happy girl
“
I hugged her and kissed her cheek , yes I spoiled Zoe
rotten the past month I built her a triple story
mansion it was her xmas present and she almost
died the house designed by Sbu , and it's her royal
palace that Zoe words not mine , there is pool ,
Jacuzzi , tennis court for what nami angazi and
basketball court , indoor gym Zoe has her own
study downstairs and mine is upstairs we hire a stay
in housekeeper and since Zoe can not cook we have
chef that cooks our meals , but she still thinks that a
waist of money , but does not want to let chef go ...
yah ne.
Her : does that answer your question “
Me : “ yes my love “ I continued to kiss her neck and
my hand found it was in-between her legs playing
with her clit ,
Her : mmmmh Langa “
I still can not get enough of her , to thing that I have
been living with her for almost two years now and
I’m still madly in love with her like the first time I
meet her , and damn our sex game it just explosive
Me : “ let take this to the bedroom “
Her : “mmmm , “
Me : “ i'll race you to the bedroom , who ever lay on
the bed first will be on top “
Her : “ ow shit! “ we scramble off the bathtub and
we ran to bedroom , we were giggle and laughing
yes that us we still young at heart , we both jumped
in the bed all wet and naked ,
Her : uyarobber baby “
She pouted and I got on top of he “ I love you “ she
beamed and I melted and softly kissed her
.
.
Portia ***

“ are sure you ok “

I rolled my eyes and left him in my kitchen , well life
took a different turn for me I was 6 months pregnant
and thank God I was not that big ,Pregnancy was
the best highlight of my life I was glowing and gain
weight yes , finally I got an arse , Zweli was busy
fussing about his baby and driving me crazy on the
process , he only found out that I was expecting
when i was two months pregnant and he was mad ,
but I got off easy because of the bunny in the oven.
On the other hand They fought like crazy with Cici
because apparently the bitch knew all along that I
was pregnant but tried her level best to keep Zweli
away from his baby , like really that was just selfish
of her but well they kissed and made up after few
weeks of living in hostile yeh that was bummer, I
wonder what she will do when I finally give birth .
Me and Zweli we just going to be co-parenting , I
don’t want to be the other women in his life, I
realized how much I still do love him but I can not
stood that low and be his side cheek or is it side
baby mama now yeh right .
I told my Dad that I was pregnant when I was just
few weeks pregnant and I must say he just showed
me nothing but love and support ,he was so excited
of being a grandad that my first Dr appointment I
went with him , yes my father is my hero we may not
share the same blood type but i love him as if he is
my biological father and nothing will change that.
So after my mothers cleansing ceremony my family
drifted apart. Mpilo left town , bathi his somewhere
in Zululand starting over he hardly Calls and I miss
him so much ,
Xolani changed , yes he was the crazy one in the
family but now he is worse , he drinks a lot and his
temper is just sky high , he gets into fight with every
one and he blames my mom and curse her like
nobody’s business , have you ever seen a person
who hates a dead person so much that he wish that
if she was alive he would have killed her himself
, “ she deserved to die like dog that she is ” his
words when he comes home drunk , I bet my mom is
probably digging another grave to bury herself
because Keven reviled a whole lot of shit about her
that nobody knew , let just say she was just a low life
slut , hiding under a pretty smile and perfect family.
We as a family we made a decision to drop all
charges against Sindys mom , the women suffered
enough , the abuse, the betrayal , backstabbing she
really strong to be alive .
Me and Sindy experiences a very bumpy road , after
finding out that she’s my sister , I did not want to
admit or accept it, mostly because I believe that I’m
a Biyela not a Nene , I did not want to unburden my
Dad when he needed me the most , so I requested
space from Sindy and she gladly gave it to me , she
is my half sister and yes we friends but that changed
everything , I was just confused and hurt , mostly
guilty because somehow I felt like I was the cause of
the abuse they endured at her house .
My dad seat me down after months of isolating
myself from Sindy and my friends and told me that
Sindy need me now more than anything , her mom is
in hospital her Dad in prison , she has no one so one
way or the other I need to step up and be her big
sister .
So one day I packed up my bag and went to her flat ,
the minute she opened the door I gave her tight
quiz , “ I’m so sorry , I was selfish ... everything was
just to overwhelming for me “
Sindy : “ its ok you here now “ that was three
months back , we became more then friends and I
love her so much , she crazy and I’m quite so we
compliment each other , I moved in with her in her
apartment it was close to work after all and our
living arrangement has been blissful.
Zweli walked in my bedroom while I was dressing up
, I’m currently working as a staff nurse at City
hospital and work is just yoo too much , but I enjoy
it, its my passion after all , i was working night shifts
this days .
Zweli : “ can I drive you to work at list ? “
Me : “ why you even still here? “
Zweli : don’t be like that , you the mother of my child
,“
I rolled my eyes “ help me with this zip please “ he
huffed and stood behind me , he held my waist and
breath in my neck its moment like this that make me
vulnerable to him , he slowly zipped up my uniform
and ran his hands on my back
Him : “ I miss you “
Me : “ Zweli please “ this was not helping since his
baby was doing summer salts in my tummy , when
ever his father is around he just get too excited
Him : “ tell me what to do to fix us “
He held my tummy and he kissed my neck ,damn I
hate being pregnant I get horny so fuckin easy , yes
we had sex randomly and I always blame his baby
that he wanted him inside me lame excuse right , but
what can I do this hormones are not helping me at
all
Sindy : “ you out ...” he held Zweli hand and dragged
him out “
Zweli : “ Sindy this is getting old now Portia is the
mother of my child why you keeping my away her “
Sindy : “ and my sister and till there is baby running
around you can come and visit but right now out ...
Zweli : what ? ayazizwa ? “
Sindy : “ stop tempting her to slip with you shit
Zweli man grow up and choice who you want to be
with “
Zweli : stay out of my fuckin life sindy “
Here we go again this two fight like this everyday
Me : “ guys please , Zweli ill meet you in the car “
Sindy : “ GO ZWELI “
He shook his head and left the room
Sindy : “what was that ? “
Me : “ aish I don’t know ... nothing “
She rolled her eyes and mumble something and
walked out , this is what I have to deal with since I
moved in here Sindy and Zweli fighting constantly , I
took my bag and walked our “ I’m gone to work , I
love you “
I yelled and she yelled back from her room “ bye,
and don’t fuck him “ Jeez really now
.
.
Menzi ***
I walked in the room and found Trey sucking face
with Becky aish this two , they fight like cat and dog
there relationship is just crazy
Me: “ get a room “Becky gave me a finger and she
giggle ., I shook my head and walked to my room I
was so tired , juggling school and work feels so
strenuous , but it all worth it , I have saved enough
money to organize a trip for Sindy to come this side ,
I want to spend the mid term holidays with her , lust
time I was with her was 6 months back , I only
stayed 3 days and came back , shit I really miss my
crazy girl , I switched my laptop on and dialed her
number , she probably sleeping now but I don’t care
I just need to see her beautiful face
Her : “ hi “ she smiled , you see what I mean that is
the face that keeps me going , pushing on that the
face that makes me want to work hard to give her a
better life
Me : “ hi muhles “
She blushed ,
Me : “ sorry to wake you up , I missed you so much
Her : “ I miss you too nami “
Me : “ tell me about your day , how are your classes?
“
My baby is very bright I do not know how she
coping but she transition from being a Psychologists
to Psychiatrists she said that her mother's condition
motivated her to be a Dr , I still feel like it’s a
dangerous field working with unstable people but
what can you say when she light up when she start
talking about school work I can only support her,
after she went on and on about School she frowned
and told me about Portia and Zweli’’s relationship ,
she still not supporting it ,
Her : Yazi he just comes la to lay my sister down nje
njalo , I wish I can kill him , I wonder what Portia see
in him “
Me : “ its not your place baby , he is the father of the
bay after all “
She rolled her eyes , “he need to stop seducing her
nje “ I laughed well she was pumped up by this
clearly
Me : “ how’s mom ? “
She smiled , her mom was discharged from hospital ,
but she was still not stable , she was very suicidal
and she currently under constant suicidal watch ,
Aunty Ntombi booked her at rehabilitation facility
where they can take care of her , she needed lot of
therapy and psychological help .
Dr advised that she will be release soon , with Sindy
coming this side I fear of the worst that might
happened when she is not around .
Her : “ she is recovering baby , but I suspect her and
the Dr are just more that patients and Dr now “
Me : “ what ? “ I laughed , my baby will chap and talk
for days , she always brighten up my days
Her : “ enough about me , how was your day ? “
Me : “ you know , I slip ... dream about you... go to
school ... think about you ... go to work ... fantasize
about you ... come back home and talk to you .... “
She gave me one of her dashing smile
Her : “ I love you handsome “
Me: “ I love you more sexy “
.
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happy friday guys ... thank you so much for the
positive feedback from the previous inset ... i'm truly
humble with your comment .. thank you so much
... lets keep the love going

#90

Pam ***
I was feeling so hot and very irritable I set outside after
putting the kids to sleep , I have not been feeling well for
the past few days and I hate visiting the Dr so I just self
medicated , Sbu was coming back today , he had to go to
Tshwane for business and he has been gone for Two
weeks straight.
working hand in hand with him was too tiring , I was
running his office and I must say it was exciting but yet to
stressful . I poured my self another glass of wine and
while I was enjoying the feel of wine in my tongue my
phone started ringing and disturbed me from my
pleasure
Me : “ hay babe “
It was mpume
Her : “ hay love , how you feeling now ? “
She was the only person I told her about me being under
the weather
Me : “I’m good stop stressing, I just need to rest nje that
all “
Her : “ that might work but you need to see a Dr also “
I brushed her off ,
Me : “ where are you ? don’t tell me you still at work ? “
Mpume and Banzi have been fighting a lot since Mpume
started working for her father in-laws company , and the
late night that she put into her work , made it even
worse
her: “i'm in my car , i'm to nervous to go inside , his mad
really mad “
me : “ he still not talking to you ? “
her : “ its been almost a week now and his giving me
silent treatments , Pam what do I do? “
me : “ talking wont help now , so use your body to get
through him “
her : “ sex ? “
me : “ yes that “
I started sweating and I wiped my face with my hand, I
was feeling very hot and a bit light headed now , Sbu
walked in our bedroom and saw me setting in the
balcony
Him : “ babe are you ok ? “
Me : “ Mpume I have to go , Sbu just got home “
Her : “ ok babe bye “
Sbu crouched in front of me and placed his hand on my
four head “ u burning up are you ok ? “ he said with a
worry look ,
I blink twice and everything just became blurry after that
, I head sbu calling my name from afar
Sbu : “ pam ... baby ... please wake up “
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Mpume ***

I breath in and out and turned the door handle , the

house was quiet but all the light were still on , I went
upstairs to our bedroom and notice that Lu was not there
, I sigh and went to the bathroom took a bath I put on
my robe and checked up on Joy she was sleeping so
peacefully in her room , I kissed her forehead and went
to the guest room , I found Lu sleeping there we have
not been sharing a bad for two-days now and I need my
man next to me , I get his mad at me , but I’m not going
to allow him to shut me down , I looked at him and I just
wanted to touch him , kiss him and hold him close , here
goes nothing i got under the covers with him
Him : “ Mpume “
Me : “ hi “
He opened his eyes and there were blood short I was not
sure if he was crying or its because he just woke up
Him : “ what are you doing? “
Me : “ I need my husband “
Him : “ we need to talk “
Me : “ shuuuuu “ I packed his lips and he did not respond
, I don’t do well with rejection so he better start kissing
me back I pushed my tongue in his mouth and pulled him
to fill my body next to him , he groaned in my mouth , i
got on top him and helped him to take off his t-shirt
while he untied my robe and I could feel his bulge
growing in-between my legs , he roughly kissed me and
pulled out
Him : “ I don’t want to hurt you “
I know what he means by this when his mad his sex game
is so rough it always leave me paralyzed
Me : “I need you “ I whispered , within seconds he was
on top of me and my legs were on his shoulder and he
was fucking me senselessly , I could not help but scream ,
I was probably waking up all the neighbors , I knew this
will last all night and his endurance and adrenaline will
leave me half died in the morning .
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Zweli ***
I walked in the house and just threw myself in the couch
one of our drivers passed away and I had to drive his
route today for the past few day while i'm still looking for
his replacement just to keep the business on flout. Cici :
“ you were with her again Zweli “
I did not have to look at her , she was irritating the fuck
out of me this days
Me :”aish not now please “
Her : “ how long will this keep on going , you sleeping
with her? “
Me : “ aish Cici , it late and you busy interrogating me
with bull shit “
Her : “ so now I’m irritating you “
Me : “ fuck you man I’m tired can you just shut up for
once “
I stood up and went to the fridge , took a bottle of water
and down it
Her : “ you not even hiding it , why you with me if your
heart is with her “
Me : “ why you even with me when you have so much
insecurities , she the mother of my unborn baby “
Her : “ I’m the mother of your baby also ! but you hardly
spend time with me you forever with her !!“
Me : “ if you did not fuck my father my daughter will be
here right , so look around where is she ??? “
Her : “ so I’m dis-functional ? “
Me : “ you said it not me “
Me fighting with cici has been going on for months now ,
I leave the house she thinks I’m with Portia , I come back
tired she thinks I was fucking her , it just getting on my
nerves , I was not there for here when she was pregnant
because she was sleeping with my father at that time ,
but with Portia its different I just need to be with her ,
trough her cravings , the back pain , foot rubs ,
everything but Cici is just acting all difficult , I mean I’m
staying with her but she constantly nagging and fighting
with me , I can not choice between her and the mother
of my unborn baby .
Her : “ I’m not going to wait in this house hoping that you
don’t leave me Zweli ,it's either me or her ? “
I rolled my eyes at her took my car keys and phone
Her : “ uyaphi manje ? “
Me : “ I need to get away from you before I do something
I retreat , “
She held me hand “ I’m sorry , please don’t leave ... “
Me : “ get out of my way Cici “
Her : “ please can we not fight about this , I’m really
sorry “
Me : “ you always run your mouth like this and apologize
, I’m just tired ... shit this is tiring , get a hobby or
something and but out of this if you can not deal with it ,
I told you never ask me to choice between you and my
Portia ... so get away from me now “ I yank my hand from
her and walked out ,
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Lubanzi ***
I looked at Mpume who was sleeping peaceful next me,
her mouth was slightly pouted and she was even drooling
on my chest , I kissed her forehead and slowly moved her
from me ,
Her: “ uyaphi ? “
Me : “ to check up on Joy , go back to slip “
i did not slip a wink and it was all worth it , it's been a
while since me and Mpume had a marathon sex-full night
, we fucked... .. made love ... fuck some more and it went
on an on till the morning .
It Saturday morning and I had planned to spend my day
with my baby girl but I guess change of plans because I
just want to be indoors with her mom today , I stepped
into the nursery and she was already dancing in her court
, when she saw me she giggled and she put her hands up
for me to pick her up , Joy has been the best thing in my
life , I just feel so grounded when I’m with her , she is
daddy little girl and I love her so much
Me : “ hey sweetheart “ I kissed her all over her face and
she held my face with her tiny hands , I bath her and
dressed her , I never dress her in pink or all this bright
baby girls color , she looked good on her grey and white
nike jumpsuit , it was a bit chilly outside so worm cloths it
is , and I like it when we get all dress up on matching
cloths , I took her to the kitchen to feed her and mom
Khize was busy cleaning
Me : sawubona Ma”
Her : “ yebo Lubanzi , nilale kahle “
Me :” yebo “
I still think that we do not need a housekeeper , But
mpume is workaholic this days and im always at the
office avoiding arguing with Mpume also , so Joy need to
seater , I hardly speak to Mom’Khize and I don’t like her
to be in my presence when I’m in my house , and she can
feels it too, so I gave her few days off since Joy will be
visiting her grandmother , ( Mpume mom ) after feeding
Joy i placed her on her baby walker I turned the tv on so
she may watch cartoons , she started singing and playing
I smiled and looked at her , Mpume walked in limping , I
side smile and raised my eyebrow
Her : “ its not funny “
Me : “ hayboo what did I say ?
She walked to the kitchen and I followed her and held
her waist from behind
Me : “ I really miss you “
Her : “ I miss you too boo “
Me : “ I don’t like fighting with you , “
Her : “ I want you to move back in our main bedroom “
Me : “ after last night consider it done “ I l can sense that
she hurting but shit we talked about her job far too long
and still there is no change , I want to brush all event that
transpired behind us , but I still want to talk to her about
it , so I lifted her up and placed her on the kitchen
counter and stood in-between her legs
Me : “ I love you know that right and last night we did a
lot of ... “
She wrapped her hands around my neck
Her : “ mmmm, “
There she goes again distracting me , her freckles today
are on show and coming out to play , she bite her lip
Me : “ I need to spend more time with you ... Joy and I
need you “
Her : I can not quite my Job Lu , you know how will that
hurt your father”
Me : “ so you rather make my father happy instead of me
your husband “
Her : “ you know that I don’t mean it that way “
Me : “ what the hack do you mean ke tell me? , demit
Mpume , you hardly home and never spend time with
me or Joy , she growing up and wena you just focusing on
your career “
Her : “ I can not talk to you when you start shouting “
Me : “ kanti when are going to talk kahle kahle “
I pulled away from her and folded my hands lining
against the fridge
Her : “ I’m trying Lubanzi , you can see that , “
Me : “you don’t want to listen to me“
Her : baby please “
Me : “ I’m taking Joy to her gran “
Her :Lubanzi ! “
I clicked my tongue and walked out ,
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Portia ***
It’s a weekend and I’m not working yes ...I just want to
put my feet up and just lazy around , sindy is gone for the
weekend visiting her Aunt and sister so yes I’m home
alone
There was a nock on the door and the position I was
seating on was just too comfortable for me to move , and
my feet were swollen as fuck , the person Knocked
constantly till I stood up and attended the door
Me : “ what are you doing here ? “
Me : “ to pick you up “
It was Zweli standing against the wall looking all delicious
as usual , not me talking this hormones , shit
Her : “ your girlfriend will not approve of this “
Me : “ I’m not here to talk about her .... so breakfast ?“
He does’ not have to ask me twice
Her : “ you know your baby can never say no to food “
He laughed “ so what do you two want to eat??”
Her : “ox liver and steam bread “
He ploughed and threw his head back as well “ you and
your crazy cravings
Should we add chicken feet in the mix “
I nodded and my mouth was already watering imagining
how it will taste ,
Him : “ can you go get ready please “ rushed back in my
room took a quick bath and walked out wearing my body
hugging jersey dress with hugg , I found Zweli sleeping in
the couch , I shook him up and he popped his eyes
Me : “ you tired ? “
Him : “ yaa work is hectic “
he looked relay drained
Me : “I can not allow you to drive like that , go take a nap
I will go buy breakfast “
Him : “ no baby I’m ok “
I folded my hands , “ you exhausted Zweli , so go sleep
please “
He nodded he looked at me practically undressing me
with his eyes
Him : “ pregnancy looks good on you , you so beautiful
and glowing “
Ok I don’t want to hear does words from him right now ,
because I know the next thing that will happened
Me : “ thank you daddy dearest “ he stood up and
touched my tummy and his baby started doing
somersault ,
Him : “ wow ,” he was grinning like an idiot , every time
he feels his baby kicking its like his first
Him : “ this is so amazing , I can not wait to hold him “
Me : “ 3 months to go “
Him : “ thank you “
He looked at me , deep in my eyes searching for my soul
and I was mostly confused on why he is thanking me but
the fact that he saying sweet nothing holding ,me close
and looking at me like this is not right , I don’t have any
control of myself right now , he came close and packed
my lips , it was soft , What's interesting about the soft
kiss is there's a way to keep it going, without feeling the
need to include tongue or to get more physical than just
kissing. It doesn't feel awkward. It doesn't feel like a
stagnant repetition of pecks, it's just like you are
conversing softly, without needing to open your mouth
Him : “ come let's go feed you and my boy “ he said softly
and ran his hands on my lips , shit was in cloud nine ,
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.Trey ***
I woke sweating and screaming

Becky : hay its ok its just a dream “

Me : “ but why does it feel so real? “

Becky : “ baby I think you should talk to your gran about

this now its has been going on for months now “

Me : “ maybe I should “ I got off the bed and went to the

bathroom , splash water on my face and looked at myself
in the mirror , the words kept ringing in my ear “ since I
can not get through you I will destroy you by hurting the
people you love the most “ shit this women even on her
dearth state she is still tormenting me , my Aunt died a
year back from an unknown illness , while most people
think that I had something to do with it , but really I had
nothing to do with her dearth , I’m still trying to adjust
my powers and angle them and it's just to difficult for me
why would I even kill her vele yes she killed my folks but I
forgive her because you can not fight evil with evil ... I’m
off pure blood ... and my callings need me to remain pure
so that it will be able to work

Bec: “ are you good baby “

Me : “ go back to sleep , I need to make myself some

warm milk “

I walked to the kitchen , i decided to call Sbu , he picked

up in few rings

Me : “ brother

Him : “ sho bro ”

Me : “ how is pam ?

Him : “ Dr is keeping her overnight for observation “

Me : “ has she woken up ? “

Him : “ naa man I’m panicking now , but I will be by her

side all the way “

Me : “ thanks , Im not sensing anything major , but I have

a feeling that its mix of good and bad news “

Him : “ you freaking me out right now ...

when you coming down ? “

Me : “ somewhere next week I need to see Gogo also “

Him : “ the dreams are back? “

Me : “ yes and worst part is I do not know who is

channeling this evil forces because my evil aunt died long
time ago“
Him : “ your royalty Trey , you have many enemies , so
keep your eyes open at all time“

Me : “ sho I will do that , look I have to go , there is

another call coming through “

I dropped the call and answered an incoming call it was

from Velile my grans ward ,

Me : “ veli what’s wrong ? “

Her : “ Baba , you need to come back .... its Gogo ... the
dreams are back ... she just had a stroke right now “

I did not wait for her to finish I dropped the call and
rushed upstairs

Me : “ Becky wake up we have to go “

Her : “ what ... where ? “

Me : “ home ... Gogo ... needs me “

Sbu ***

I seat next to Pam looking her sleeping in the Hospital

bed , I never thought that she is sick , I mean she seemed
fine to me , how did this all happened , the Dr told us she
still running test and I’m becoming impatient , I held her
hand and preyed that she wakes up , I love her so much I
don’t know what I would do if I have too loose her

Me : “ please baby come back to me “

She just slept there looking all lifeless and this machines
beeping non stop , the Dr walked in and looked at me

Me : “ please tell me she will be ok ? “

Dr nodded and asked me to step outside with her

Me : “ how is my wife? what caused her to collapse ? is

she ok ? is her life in danger ? “

I looked at her room and noticed that she is awake , I

rushed back in and held her hand

Me : babe you scared me ....never do that to me again “

Pam : “ what happened ? what am I doing here ? “

I just hugged her, and kissed her forehead , Dr cleared

her trout and our focus shifted to her
Dr : “ I’m glad you up Mam”

Me : “ what wrong with her “

Dr : “ 1st congratulations are in order you wife is

pregnant “

I smiled and looked at her , she was lost in her own

thought

Her : “ how far long ? “

Dr smiled “ tree weeks mam “

Me : “ the day at the beach remember... I told I’m

planting a seed in you “ she nudged me ,with her
shoulder and frowned , the Dr laughed at us , ok maybe I
was acting weird

Me : “ what , I’m excited babe “

Dr expression changed “what’s wrong Doc “

Dr : “ 1st trimesters will be a hard for you Mrs. Ngcobo ,

we have found out something on your blood that we
tested , “

I squeezed her hand tight

Me : “ what ? “

Dr : “ your wife sir is diabetic “

Pam : “ what “

Dr : Blood tests diagnose type 1 fasting blood sugar, a

hemoglobin A1C test, and a glucose tolerance test. ... “

Me : “ no its can not be ? “

Dr : “ I’m sorry but we suspect that it might be type 2
diabetes, but will like to know what symptoms you have
? and if there was family history ? “

Pam : “ can this be cured ? “

Dr : “While diabetes cannot technically be cured, it can

go into remission. Medically speaking, there is no cure
for diabetes but it can go into "remission." ... Complete
remission: When the blood glucose level returns to
normal, not simply prediabetic levels, for at least 1 year
without any medications”

Me : “ and the baby , what will happened? “

Dr : Your body's needs for sugar and insulin will change

while you are pregnant. ... Some women with type 2
diabetes can control their blood sugars with diet only,
and no medications, early in their pregnancy. But most
women will need to take medications to control their
blood sugar levels at some stage.

we also picked up that you have , Gestational diabetes it

only happens during pregnancy. It means you have high
blood sugar levels, but those levels were normal before
you were pregnant. If you have it, you can still have a
healthy baby with help from your doctor and by doing
simple things to manage your blood sugar”

Me “ so she is in no danger? “

Dr : “ for now no… but I will keep her over night just for
observation “

She was busy talking and I just went blank , I did not
know how serious this is , I was panicking , not Pam not
my wife , why is this happening to us ,

Pam : “ hay look at me “

I looked at her and brushed her chubby chicks “ will
overcome this ,”

Me : “ im scared “

Her : “ I’m also scared , but look on the bright side , we

pregnant baby …. “ she smiled and I just smashed my lips
on her yes we pregnant again , thank you God.

Portia ***

Its Monday morning and back to work , Sindy was driving

me to work
Her : “ you look miles away sisi what’s wrong “

Me : “ Zweli “

Her : “ what has he done now “

Me : “ I spend the weekend with him “

Me : “ what? No ...!”

me : “I did not sleep with him ... we just talked and he is

just giving mixed signals I don’t know “

her : “ you love him that much “

me : “ Sindy I never stopped loving him if that what you

asking “

she sigh
me : “ he wants us to be together its like there is fall out
between him and Cici “

her : “ hope he is not making you a rebound “

I looked outside the window I’m just confused , we

packed at the hospital entrance

Sindy : “ what ever you decide I will support you , but I

will not allow Zweli to string you along while Cici is still in
his life ... he need to set his priority straight “

Me : “ I hear you love “ we hugged and she promised to

bring me lunch , yep my sister is the best and too over
protective, day went pretty fast and my rounds were not
that hectic , it was close to lunchtime and I was tired as
fuck I went to the receptionist area to drop off my files

“ yey…wena sifebe “
Shit, I turned around and Cici was wearing a leather black
dress that was above the Knee with knee high boots with
black fair jacket she looked HOT !

Me : “ it takes one to see one :”

She looked me up and down , she looked very gothic ,

with that dark make up she had on

Her : “ Portia you playing a very dangerous game la “

Me : “ am I “

Her : “ ;iphi indoda yami???? “

Me : “ I’m not your man’s keeper Sisi “

She gave me mocking laugh and was drawing attention

to us , the receptionist was so glued on us it was if she
watching telemundo or something
Her : “ yazi lengana yakho oqhosha ngayo angeke uyizale
“

Me : “ are you threatening me “

Her : “imp going to ask you again , iphi indoda yami doti!
“

She was now coming close to me , and I was shit scared ,

trust me when I tell you that I’m not a fighter I was born
coward and what she is about to do now was creeping
me up

Me : “ Cici I will call security if you don’t back off “

Her : “ listen to me carefully Zweli is my man and if it

means that li need to spill blood to prove to you that he's
mine so be it ... ,back off from my man yezwa “ she was
just few inches from my face I can even smell the
shrubbery gum in her mouth
Her : “ stay away from him yezwa .... “ she rubbed my
belly “ or miss princess will not see the daylight ... “ I
slapped her hand away from me

Her : “ bhoooooh “ I jumped and got a fright of my life

even peed myself while she laughed and swinged her
hips and walked way ,

Rec: “ ;hay Portia are you ok ? let me call security “

I did not respond but ran to the ladies room , I was crying
, why does this shit happened to me , pee was going
down my legs and my make up was a mass , I just cried
so much and seat on the toilet sit locked myself in the
toilet , I was a mass

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Sindy ***

“ so wena no Dr ?“she blushed and look the other

direction
,
I was visiting my mom today and was busy plaiting her
hair , she looks floorless ..beautiful and she has even
gained weight , the facility has been good to her and she
recovering very well, I’m so proud of the progress she
has made

Susan : “ we just friends Baby “ she giggled

Me :” that is against the patient and Dr policy nje you can

not be friends with him “

Her : “ I’ve known him even before I became a nut case “

We laughed , this place was really peaceful a 5 star
rehabilitation centre , I don’t know how I can thank
Aunty Ntombi for recommending this place and for
helping with the bill , she still say that it's nothing but
one day I will repay her every penny

Me : “ you ready to leave this place “

Her : “ I don’t know baby ... honestly I’m scared ...

anything can put me back on that dark hole “

Me : “ I’m here for you mom don’t forget that “

Her : “I know baby and at times I hate that you just

became a parent to me , yazi if I can turn back the hands
of time I could have done things batter “

Me : “ mom please don’t do this to your self “

Her : “ I hate your father so much and the person he

made me to be , I killed a person Sindy “
I just gave her a bear hug and I wish I can take the pain
away from her , this will haunt her for the rest of life . we
talked about lot of things I was trying to distract her from
over thinking about the events that bought her in this
place , I’m really afraid of the dark place my mom was in
and I really don’t want her to go back there , I pray that
she beets this depression and suicidal attempt , I need
her so much right now I may act strong but to be honest
I’m dying inside.

she was called to the cafeteria for lunch , so it was my

was queue to leave , i drove straight to city Hospital I
promised Portia Lunch , I know she will live a whole on
my pocket with her crazy appetite and cravings

Me : “ Nurse Portia please “ I asked the receptionist the

minute I walked in to the reception arrear she pointed
me to ladies room , talking about that Portia was
attacked by a maniac , and she has locked herself in the
toilet for the past 30 minutes when I walked in there I
was livid she was crying and holding on to me for her
dear life,
Me : “ what happened sisi “

She had hiccups and i feared for the baby’s life stress was
not good for the baby

She did not say a word , she was just crying non stop I
took her to our flat asked her to take a worms shower
made her food , she came out all dressed and looked like
a new person

Me : “ you still going to work ? “

Her : “ I can not afford to just up and leave im ok now

thank you ”

Me : “ Portia you not ok “

She took her food and started eating like a homeless

person
Me : “ what happened ? “

Her : “ Cici happened “

Me : “ what ???? “

She told me how she treated her and promised her that
she will kill the baby if she does not stay away from Zweli

Me : “ .oow shit this is ON , if she wants to act all rechard

ill show her flames “

Portia : “ sindy its not your fight ,just let it go “

Me : “ you think I’m doing this for you , OOOH HELL NO ,

I’m doing this for that innocent baby you carrying , what
the fuck did she say ? “
Portia : “ can you drop me back at work please , “ Portia
is a peaceful soul and that were we differ , she want to
act as if nothing happened and move on , who does that
?

I took my car keys I was angry , ready to kill infect ... a lot
emotions were running in my head , I can not allow
another women in my life to be a victim of this this bitch
that think that there pussy all the shit … I thought about
mom , and now Portia no man I’m not sure the devil is
testing me right now…… this shit is on

Portia : “ don’t do anything stupid , i'll talk to Zweli ok “

I just nodded, dropped her off , and drove straight to

Zweli flat ... shit will hit the fan right now ....

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Langa ***

I hope what I’m about to do will not get me killed I

wished I called Banzi before coming here for back up ,
but I promised Zoe that I will try and make peace with
her father , aish I don’t have a choice now I’m already
standing outside his office might as well do this

Me : “ Stone “ he is guy that I hired to be CEO at

Microsoft S.A , where Zoe Dad is also working

Him : “ my man , how you doing ? “

We shoulder bump and talk crazy stuff for a good 30

minutes till I told him about my visit
Him : “ Sandile is hard guy to convince man but good luck
... I’m ready for new adventure and thank you for
considering me “

Me : “ let me deal with him , we need to close this deal as

in a month this people need the company up and running
“

We were busy walking to Sandile office and I like the feel

of this place now its young and fresh and very vibey , it
can only be Stone that can change the work environment
to look like a play environment , i asked stone to let me
do this alone what harm can he do vele

Me : “ good afternoon Sandile “ I said that the minute I

walked in

He looked up and our eyes meet

Him : “ Langa “ he continued to type on his PC

I was not sure if i must sit down or remain standing , I
mean this man hates my guts , so since I’m planning a
future with his daughter I guess I need to be a better
man and fix our issues for the sake of peace

Him : “ big boss came to my office wow ! , is this a casual

visit or am I in trouble ? “

I breath out loud , I’m not scared of this guy but I respect
him , he is after all my future father in law , I noticed that
on his desk he had a picture of me and Zoe when we
attended the gala dinner last year, he saw me looking at
the picture and took a gaze at it and smiled.

Me : “how are you doing? , you look good ? “

Him “ I’m fine , infect I’m good death can never come
easy on me “

I just nodded
Me : “ you cheated death ?”

He laughed and I side smiled

Him : “ so how is my Daughter ? “

Me : “ she is good , crazy but good “

He nodded

Him : “ so Mr Big short what brings you here ? “

I guess I’m having a conversation with this guy , and its

civil from what I see , I breath out loud and looked at him

Me : “ I got a proposal for you “

He leaned back on his chair , while I seat on the couch ,
he was calm too culm infect I guess Zoe was right when
he told me he has changed

Him : “ I’m listening “

Me : “I know …. you know that I own this camp .... “

Him : “ a hacker always knows“

Good point

Me : “ I need partner in buying Mecca software company

.. it’s a franchise and they are expanding , and … “

Him : “ I know what and who Mecca is … so mina

ngenzeni ngalokho ? “
Me : “I need you to step up and be CEO here , I’m just
going to be silent partner here and I need my boy Stone
to run the Mecca company for me its his field after all “

Him : “ what makes you think ill agree to this proposal

I’m happy being a CFO here“

Me : “ I did not think that far , that is for you to do , I told

you it a proposition you take it or you leave it

Him : “ I need time to think about it “

Me : “ sure … no problem ,”

Me : “ good to see you , hope to hear from you soon “ I

stood up and made my way out

Him : “ she really is happy “ I froze and did not turn

Me : “ I live for her “ I did not wait for him to answer and
walked out , I called Zoe the minute I got into my car

Her : “ and how did it go “

Me : “ not even , hallo baby , how was your flight? , I miss

and love you !“

Her : “ shut up... talk to me “

I laughed , yep crazy

Me :” he said he will think about it “

Her : “ what there to think about ? he loves that

company “

Me : “ babe I don’t know ... we can cross our figures for

now and wait... “
Her : “ shit ! “

I smiled “ i'll drop by at Banzi house will be home late ok

“

Her : “ ok , and bring me Mpume home cooked meal “

Me : “ what ? you were to busy to come with me so

NAAAA ... NOP “

Her : “ Ill get you Dlamini yezwa “

Me : “ bye baby I love you .... “

Her : “ love you more “

I drove to Banzi house

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Mpume ***

I was busy with dinner , that what I do when I’m stressed

I really need to work on fixing me with Lubanzi , this
fighting was just too much I thought giving him sex will
easy the tension between us but no this man needs more
than that , so today i knocked off early and drove straight
home to prepare dinner for two make it like a picnic in
the house , I was really nervous I don’t know how he will
take it but it worth the shot, a car packed outside and I
was pissed that my plans were rewound now this will not
be a surprise at all , front door swung open

“ honey I’m home “

I laughed , Langa mos , he come in and out of this house
like he owns it , I shook my head

Me : “ over here handsome “

He came to the kitchen and kissed my cheek ,

Him : “ how are you my 1st wife ? “

Me : “ I’m good just working hard and trying to keep your

brother happy at the same time “

Him :” that shouldn’t be hard , you are a pro in this , look

at you slaving away in the kitchen and taking care of Joy
and being a good wife “

If he only knew that I’m no superwoman as everyone

thinks I am , I’m struggling to juggle being a wife and
career women
Him : “ where is Joy ? .. sleeping? “

Me : “ visiting my mom since school are closed “

Him : “ you clearly need to start popping another baby

soon , because Joy is too attached to your mom”

I hit him with dish cloth ,

Me : “ yaa that will make Banzi so happy , but I’m just not
ready “

He took a can of Juice in fridge and seat on the kitchen

counter

Him : “ look you and Banzi are stable I’m sure you can
work it out and you got us as support structure “ that
subject I don’t want to touch too so I change topic

Me : “ unjani u Zoe ? “
Him : “ crazy … crazy … ( he laughed you can just see how
much Langa loves Zoe his face just light by the mansion
of her name ) … she good … and school work is stressing
her out you know how much of a perfectionist she is …
she just wants to excel in everything … so I let her be “

Me : “ she lucky to have you … you allow her to just be

herself and do her thing “

I shrug my shoulder and sigh

Him : “ is there anything you not telling me ? are you

Banzi ok ? “

I took my wine glass and seat next to him

Me : “we ok , but we fight a lot , this job consume to

much of my time and Lu on the other hand is too
demanding , he does not want a house kipper , he needs
another baby , he needs his house to be clean , food on
the table … and I also need to do the bedroom prayer
with him , so he just can not adjust with me being a
career women … “ he side hug me

Him : “ I know his demanding and all and wants thing to

be done his way , but you can not meet all of his
demands at once , do what you can and pace yourself ,
you human after all just try your level best ok “

Me : “ how vele Langa ? uyamazi kahle ubanzi“

His wristwatch beeped and he looked at it , he was

wearing those digital , phone watch

Him : “I grew up with him , so trust me I know him …

wena you need to stop stressing the man is madly in love
with you … that should be enough”

I nodded
Him : so why don’t the two of you come visit us this
upcoming long weekend just get your mind out of things
, like work and shit have a couples retreat “

Me : “ not bad at all , I will love that “

Him : “ good ke … so can I please get that chicken that is

smelling so divine up in here “

I laughed , and made him a plate of chicken wings , ribs ,

and chops with mash potato and creamy Spanish , the
man was in haven , he even requested I make his scuftin
for Zoe , we talked and laughed for an hour or so and he
had to bounce his flight was leaving at 19:00 , so I only
had one hour to spoil my man food was ready , and I did
the picnic setting in the seating room with rose petals
and the works , I jumped in and out of the shower and
put on my black lingerie with my worm nightgown , I
deemed the light and waited patiently for him sipping on
my wine , few minutes later his car parked outside my
heart was beating out of my mouth , I said a little prayer
please lord let him love this , he walked in with a phone
in his ear , he raised his eyebrow and looked at me
seating on one of the cushions with a smile on my face

Him : “ vuyo ill need to call you back “

He smiled and relief washed over me “ baby you did this

all for me ? “ he said with a grin on his face

I giggled , this man always makes me so weak

Me : “take off your shoes and come seat down so

mommy will take care off you “

He covered his lower lip with his upper lip aish I love it
when he does that …
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Gugu ***
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I gave birth 3 months back a very bouncy baby girl that
looks like me in every way she beauuutiful, Bongani was
over the moon he did not put her down , he even name
her Siphosihle and the love he showed her was just
extraordinary , it was like his being a parent for the 1st
time .
Bongani has became a full time parent during the day to
our kids , I had to go back to school and make something
out of my life , I can not be popping babies for the sake
of love ooh hell no , my kids are my everything no doubt
but I just want them to be proud of me , so I’m leaving by
examples, so I’m studying business management because
Bongani wants us to grow in this transport business and
we even thinking of expending ,
Bongani : baby did you buy the baby wipes “
I just got in the house coming back from school and I do
not get no hallo or I miss you , just demands nje , yoo
Sipho is taking too much attention of my man I’m even
jealous now . there was boxes of pizza in the kitchen
counter and the house was a bit massy with my boys
running around , so my duty is to clean after them cook
and Bath them every time when I get back home , while
Bongani handles and catch up on business.
Me : “ good afternoon to you too ? “
Him : “ sorry stahandwa sami “ he packed my lips , you
see why I love this guy
Him : “ boys stop running around, play room now! “ he
was shouting and they scrambled to the play room ,
Smanga was seating in t.v room playing video games, I
kissed his forehead
“ hay baby , wana help me cook “
Smanga : “ yap “I smiled , I went to the main bedroom
took off my clothes Bongani walked in with Sipho on her
arm , I wrapped towel around my body
Me : “ you going to spoil her yazi , you forever carrying
her around in your arm “
Him : “ you want your boys to try holding her and
dropping her in the process ... I cunt risk it “
I laughed , yep he's going to spoil this child like crazy ,
I seat on the bed and he joined me he allowed me to
place my head to his chest while his other arm occupied
our baby girl
Him : “ I’m so fortunate to have you in my life “
Me : “ncoo ain't you sweet “
Him : “ you see ayaphapha ne “
I giggled
He kissed my forehead
Him : “ I can never thank you enough for being in my life ,
I love you Gugu “
I smiled he still gives me goosebumps when he says
those words , yes we fight and argue a lot but I think I’m
the lucky one because he has given me something I never
thought I will ever have .... family .... we may not be
perfect but to me I will never trade it for nothing ,
Me : “ I love you to”
I kissed him , and while I felt like floating on his lips , we
had something breaking on other rooms
Him : “ shit “
Me : “ SFUNDO, SANDILE , SANILE , get here Now ! “
Sfundo : “ it was not me mom I swear “
I looked at them and just had the most fuzzy feeling
inside me , I looked at the twins yep they are the culprit ,
I can not wait for them to grow up ....
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Sindy ***

“ so you going to be passing treats to my sister who the

fuck do you think you are ? “
I was ready to weep the slut out of Cici , I took a fool
swing and it landed on her face
Me : “ why don’t you pick up on someone your own size “
Her : “ are you crazy did you just slap me ,? ? “
Me : “ how does it look like ? “
Her: shit ..! ouch!! , shit sindy man stop it ... ouch “
Yep I was letting it rip like that I gave her two more slaps
across her face , when suddenly she held my hands shit
the bitch got balls her look said it all
Her : “ fuck man stop this nxa “ she actually pushed me , I
was like what ...just happened... no she did not !
She wiped her tears
Her : “ you going to listen to me yezwa , why I’m always
targeted , yes I went to speak to your sister and said lot
of things out of anger but ,I was not going to hurt her or
the baby what do you take me for vele nxa! ? “
Me : “ a slut .... that can not handle competition “
She laughed and gave me mocking laugh with a look
Her : “ yes I’m a slut.... I slept my way to Zweli arms I
won't deny that ,it was a hard bumpy road ... have any
off you girls thought about me how this situation is to me
.... , Portia is fucking someone else man , my man for that
matter.. why aint you slapping her vele ? “
I looked at her.. bitch is right ,
Her : you don’t know me .... have you ever thought about
Cici .... the girl who was backstabbed ... do you even
know who is Cici ??.... beside you painting me to be the
mother of all whores .... good lord !!! I tried so much to
be nice , to care but I’m just tired now Sindy ... can I not
get a brake out of life please !!!“
She was screaming , she was mad and angry which was
first I never saw Cici like that , in that state infect... She
breath in and out and seat on the couch holding her
knees to her chest , ok I over reacted , now I feel bad
about my actions
Her : “ yazi I fight everyday with Zweli ... he leaves me
here and spend days and night with your Sister ... and im
supposed to roll over and be happy about it ... , I have
run out of ways to make that man love me ... to never
leave me ... I have nothing ... no one , Zweli has made
sure of that, he has isolated me from my friends and
family
, all I ever wanted was just to be with him , so I stay with
him .... shit I obey him , I ignore the physical and the
emotional abuse that he endure on me on a daily basis ,
and your sister get to come and snatch him from me
...... where was she when we were down and under ,
when Zweli was going through depression ... going to
anger management classes and therapy..where the fuck
was she ????“
Shit this was deep , I seat next to her , she was crying not
because I hit her , she was crying because she was afraid
of losing Zweli , this girl had a lot of baggage and we all
have been looking at her from the outside and we had no
clue that she was also hurting from all off this
her : “ why are you still with him ? “
her : “ he is the only man that shows me the normal side
of life , i know how to love because of him ,he makes me
smile .... the first day I saw him I fell in love with him , it
was 7 years ago and he never even pay any attention to
me because Portia was around , I was patient and never
wanted to pursue him .because I knew he was on
serious relationship , yes we might have fuck here and
there while he was still dating Portia , but I respected the
girl ... I never rubbed it on her face ... but what does she
do ??? “
me : “ aish .... askis Cici “ she stood up and folded her
arms
her : I was raised to milk man for money , to be a sex
slave in order to survive , I don’t know the normal side of
a relationship , but Zweli gave me that “
she roughly wiped her tears
her : “ yazi after his father found out about our
relationship or whatever fling we had then he dump me
in his doorstep , and it took me almost year to make him
fall in love with me ... “ she cried and buried her head on
her hands ... “ I can still remember when he told me he
loved me ... I could not believe it “
me : “ shuuuuuu .... I’m sorry Sisi , I didn’t know .... “
her : “ how would you have know , look at me ... I have
assets to make any man drop on his knees... and my
reputation with man is the only thing that people see
when they look at me , everyone will side with Portia la ,
miss perfect ... she cheated on her boyfriend for the love
of Christ and made a baby with my boyfriend but all is
forgotten because she so perfect “
aish this girls scars run deep , good lord what have I done
, we were so focus on protecting Portia and putting her
feeling first while she was busy hurting other people in
the process
her : “ I’m sorry to tell you all of this I know it's not your
problem , but I’m just tired I don’t have any strength in
me to keep on fighting I wish I can speak to Portia with
ought feeling this anger and resentment ... she is hurting
me and destroying my relationship Sindy ... what kind of
person is she???.... “ she breath out loud I just slouched
on the couch and just thought how wrong my actions
were even worse how wrong Portia actions are she no
better than what her mom did to my mom
me : “ im really sorry for weeping your ass “
her : “ you had every right I would have reacted the same
also “ she faintly smiled and walked to the kitchen, took
out a bottle of wine in the fridge
her : “you want some ? “
me : “ sure “
she came back with a bottle and we drink from the
bottle
me : “ so are you really serious about Zweli “
she smiled “ we do not choose who we fall for Sindy “
me : “ .what do you see in that guy ? .... no offence but I
just don’t get it ? “ she down the wine and stood up to
take another bottle
her : “ for me it's different , I’m in love with him .... he
makes me feel things that no man will ever make me feel
, he saw pass my imperfections and loved me for who I
lam .. not who I was .... he did not see a gold digger but a
girl who had a bad childhood ... to him I’m not a sex
symbol ... it not about sex ... but what we share the
pillow talks , the walk in the park , he made me connect
with my daughter .... “
me : “ wow , you make him sound like a saint “
she laughed and joined her
her : “ well he is good guy with lot of issues and that why
he has a violent and crazy side ... but underneath that he
has a good heart “
she smiled to herself , this girl was Smothered she really
loved Zweli and I fully understand that what Portia is
doing is wrong , she the other women , yes she is
pregnant with his baby , but we forgot how the baby was
conceived , she was cheating with another woman’s man
...she the side chick
me : “ will you ever accept Portia baby ? “
she drank from the bottle and looked at me “ if the
tables were turned will you ? “
aish that deep , I sigh
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Trey ***

“ its pointless now you panicking like this we just landed

nje “
Her : “ Trey I can never to meet your family dressed like
this , I don’t even look like a lady , look at me “
Austin laughed ,
She was wearing black ripped up Jean with white plain
top , black leather Jacket , with her hair let loose , to me
she looked hot , I didn’t see the problem
Me : “ Becky you look sexy “
Her : “ I know dummy , so get my suitcase so I can go
change “
Me : “ you know that you pretending to be something
you not baby that just crazy “
She did not listen but left me there and went to the
lady’s room
Austin : “ come on really Becky “
Me : “ aish let me make call “
Few minutes passed and she walked out wearing white
high waist skirt , with black and white shirt tucked in , her
leather jacket and her ankle boots , her hair was held up
in neat bun ,
Me : “ wow “
Her : “ we can go now “
Austin : “ you clean up very good girl , “
She smiled at him and carried on walking , upon arriving
at home we were greeted by Velile
Me : “ where is she ? “
Her : “ in her room , she is expecting you Sir “
Me : “ ok ... veli please show Becky to the guest room “
Veli : “ yes Sir “
Me : “ ill be with you shortly , I need to see her “
Becky : “ don’t mention it I understand “ I kissed her
cheek “
Me:
Austin Behave “
Austin : “ really bro , she not even my type “
Becky slapped his arm
Austin: “ come let me show you around miss your
highness “
I rolled my eyes and rushed to my grans room , she was
laying on her back and she was supported by lot of
pillows
Me : “ Ndovukazi “
She smiled , I seat next to her while she pulled me for
hug one thing about my grandmother she gives the most
warmest l hugs ever
Her : “ I did not think you will come here so soon “
Me : “ how are you feeling “
Her : “ I don’t have much time ,Mvelo .... “
I did not want to look at her , but I felt it in her embrace ,
this the pain they talked about in the dram... if someone
is doing this they succeeded because this hurt , I felt her
heart beating faintly like it's going to stop , I had a vision
of her taking her last breath , she has accepted her fate ,
but I can not , I can not lose her right now , I just found
her
Her : “ look at me my boy “ I wiped my eyes and looked
at her
Her : “ already my powers to see the future , present
and the past have been passed on to you now .... its
going to be scary but you are stronger than you think ....
“
Me : “ I’m not ready Gogo “
Her : “ yes you are ... look at me “
You need to go to the royal caves ingonyama is ready for
you , your forefathers wants to speak to you”
She breath out
Her : “ Makhumalo , uzofika kusasa ... initiation process
for you to be traditional hiller will need to start now , I
can not hold onto your gift any longer I’m not fit or
strong enough now , “ I was scared like really terrified
Her: “ kumele uphahle Mfane wami , the road ahead is
going to get bumpy and I will only be with you in spirit to
guide you “
Uncle Mzamo walked in as in bugged in
Him : “ ma how are you ? “
She smiled while they held hands , I stood up and stood
by the window ,
Gogo : “ Mvelo tell Veli to prepare the dining hall , I want
to dine and wine with my boys ... “
I smiled and even on her deathbed she still acting all
dramatic , I kissed her cheek and I attempted to walked
out
Gogo : “ let me meet her please “
Me : “ who ? “
She smiled , “I’m old but not dump ... you brought a girl
in the palace , and you smell off her , so let me meet her
please “
my Uncle looked at me
uncle : “ No .... who ? “
Ill just leave you two to gossip let me go get her , My
uncle and gran
they always had this unbreakable bond so I let them be I
had a lot to think about and I prayed that her reaction
towards Becky is better than what my grandfather did to
my mom ,
 I found Becky seating in my bed playing with her phone ,
she looked up and smiled ,
Her : “ how is she?“ she was very consent , Becky is one
crazy- wild girl but she is genuine , she is transparent ,
what you see is what you get , she is just beautiful inside
and out and I just wish my Gran will approve of her , yes
future seems a bit scary for us with me being gifted and
also have to play a role of leadership to my people I just
hope she can handle the pressure and stick by my side
through it all
Me : she is critical , come let me introduce you to her “
she popped her eyes and she started breathing excessive
aish here we go again

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Trey ***
I knocked in her room and she was curled up holding her
pillow tight
Me : “ hay baby “ she sniffed
Her : “ I knew that this was going to happened “
I got on the bed and held her from behind , yep my
family did not approve of my relationship with Becky , its
was just chaotic My uncle was just livid and my gran she
was just disappointed
“ooh my god I never thought I will leave to see this day “
my grandmother said that the minute Introduced Becky
to her,
“ you just had to bring a white girl in this family , why are
man in this family never listen “
~~~~~flash back ~~~~
Uncle : so you decided to repeat history “
Gogo : “ Mzamo “
Uncle : “ so the fact that my sister died like a dog
because this people in your kingdom did not accept her ,
wena you decided to go ahead and get another brunet ,
what you trying to prove la ... haven’t we lost enough “
Gogo : Mzamo ! “
Uncle : “ we work day and night ... training you ..
preparing you for this seat wena you decide too ...... fuck
man Trey .... what the fuck is this ? ? “
Gogo : enough Mzamo !!”
~~~~end of flash back ~~~~
Becky was busy sniffing and I just held her
Me : “ I’m sorry “
Her : “ why you never told me about your family ? ... your
parents ? “
I sigh
Me : “ I want to do things differently with us , please be
patient they will come around
She set up straight “ you kidding right , did you see how
angry your uncle was , it will never happened “
Me : “ can you just trust me please “
Her : “ you were dishonest with me Trey, you did not tell
me the truth , I should have never come here “
Me : “ baby please “
Her : “ they hate me “
Me : they don’t hate you , they just finding it hard to
except you , baby I’m in line to be a king and .... “
I was disturbed by my phone ringing ,” Makhumalo is
here “ massage from Austin ... I sigh and stood up
Me : “ baby I need to go ... please rest i'll see you in the
morning “
Her : “ it's after midnight where are you going ? “
I kissed her forehead “ I love you “ I walked out and
breath out loud
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Banzi ***
“ so Langa asked us to visit them this upcoming long
weekend “
I was busy rubbing her smooth body , after we had a
steamy session , we fucked everywhere in the house and
made love in the shower , what suppose to be dinner and
pillow talk turned out to be once hot sexual session for
us , I like that Mpume it trying to put an effort in fixing us
I’m really grateful that she come back to her senses , I
was about to lose it no doubt
Me : “ you know that in two weeks its will be Joy’s
birthday so how are we going to plan everything ? “
Her : “ let me worry about that ok “
I kissed her shoulder , I wonder how she is going to pull it
off
Me :”mmmm ok “
Her : “ so we going “
Me : “ yep we going ... “ I ran my hands in between her
thighs and she giggled
Her : naa baby my vigina is on fire ... “
Me : “ i'll be very gentle “
I pulled her seat on top of me and kissed her like my
depended on it , “ I love you “ I mumbled in her mouth ,
she smiled and shoved her tongue inside my mouth , hay
we have to make up for the lost times , we went on it till
we fell asleep , I woke up and found her pacing around
the room
Me : “ morning “
Her : sorry.... did I wake you up? “
Me : “ its morning already , you off to work ? “
She was dressing up and those pants did wonders on her
fat ass ,
I got off the bed kissed her cheek and went to the
bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth
I put on my sweatpants
Her : “ good lord I’m so late”
I held her waist from behind.” last night was beautiful”
Her : “ right words is it was epic “
She smiled while I bite her ear looking at her in the full
length mirror “ you going to make me more late “ she
said that turning around and pecking my lips while my
hands quizzed her behind
Her : “ I have to go ...” she ran her hands on my apps “
mmmm I’m going to miss all of this “ she chewed the
inside of her cheek , she does that when she horney
Me : “ than why you going?? “
I pouted she placed her hands on my face and kissed me
deep , she the same height as me with does hills she got
on “ bye baby “
Me : “ ok ... let get going “
She took her bad and looked at me
Me : “ imp driving you to work ... you late and I don’t
want you speeding “ she smiled at me “ you the best “
she said
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Zoe ***

“hay you still sleeping get up “

Shit Brian , yazi he comes in and goes on a regular bases
in my house , I don’t know when and how he became
good friends with Langa , but they do everything
together this days , which is cute to look at , yesterday
they went out for drinks with Langa and he slept in the
guest room , yazi he practically leaves here this day , not
that I’m complaining the house is very big for me and
Langa occupy alone, and I enjoy having my Big brother
around
Me : “ go away “
Him : “ I want you to go with me....come on get up “
Langa : “ I told you she will not wake up “
I smelled his cologne why this people waking me up for
real , I’m on ricers can I just rest please ....rest my brain ,
body and soul
Brian : “ Zoe you promised come on wake up “
I felt Langa seating next to me ,
Him : “ I’m off to work baby ... “ he kissed me all over my
face
Me : “ Stop it please “ I hit him with a pillow
Him : “ I love you too “
Me : “ mmmmmh “
Him : “and please can you two behave please..... no more
car , bike raising Please ! “
Brian : “ I promise .... will do something very safe today “
Me : “ like getting belly ring “
Him : “Zoe .... don’t you ever ...... and i'll be tracking your
every move “
I shoot my eyes open and stretched my arms , and stick
my tongue out at Langa , who was walking out
Me : “ I don’t know why you still stocking that girl
because she told you she does not get down with buffed
up guys “
Him : “ that why I have you as my wing man “
I rolled my eyes , so lately Brian has been pursuing this
girl she just way off his liege she just a goddess with a
body to die for
Him : “ get up , please ... “
I jumped off the bed and made my way to the bathroom ,
when i got out Brian was not in my room , I lotion my self
and just put on grey jeans , with top that showed my
back , yes I’m still showing off my tattoo , by the way
Trey think its demonic I laughed at that thought ... made
a mental note to call him later , wore my white sneakers
and walked downstairs , found Brian talking and giggling
with my house kipper ,
Me : “ Morning Sarah “ she greeted back and got back to
her duties
Brian was eating breakfast
Me : “ ok lets go “
Him : “ breakfast ? “ he said that with his mouth full , this
guy act so barbaric at times
Me : “you woke me up to have breakfast with you ...
yeywena don’t make come there and kick your ass let go
get your girl “
Him: “ yes mam .... cheese I promise not to ever wake
you up again .. you so uptight and moody “
I rolled my eyes I’m not a morning person and there
nothing I hate most for person to disturb my peace
Me : “ your car or mine “
Him : “ did you have to ask ... your car off cause .. dud
and I’m driving “
Me : “ aww hell NO ... I’m still in love with this baby so
naaa! “
Well got bored driving the Ferrari and Langa decided to
trade it in and surprise me with a Lamborghini on
valentines day I told him he just wasting money with all
this material things , but Langa does not compromise
when it comes to my happiness , yep I’m lucky ne
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Mpume ***

I can not stop thinking about last night , and how Lu

made me feel , his strokes , the way he bite my lips my
neck , the way he touched me , oh lord have mercy
because just thinking about it my pussy just vibrated
wishing and wanting him inside me , this morning Lu
drove me to work and again this man hates wearing T-
shirt on , he was half naked with his track pants on only
and I so wish I did not have to come to work I just wished
to grab him smash my lips on his each and every pack of
his apps and relive the moment we had last night , I’m
just glad that today I was not busy and I could get to
relax a bit and day dream about my husband , I looked at
my wedding ring and just bite my lips , I need to knock
off early so I can I can get me some good loving .
“ look who got it all this morning ... “
I looked up it was Sindy by the door, I smiled stood up
and gave her a hug
Me : “ what you doing here ? why you never called? “
Her : “ yayaye ... where is my hello and how you doing
my friend ? “
Me : “ I’m sorry , I miss you so much ... how you doing ?”
Her : “ still standing as you can see ... and being fabulous
and sexy as always ... “
Me : “ yoo thatha girl “ we laughed and high five
Her : :”so miss big short you got your own office , I’m
impressed , daddy in-law really pulled some strings “
Me : “ not you too , I worked hard to be here so nje don’t
test me please “ we made our way to the couch
her : “ you look good got that glowing thing going on ...
Banzi must be putting it down in the right places “
me : shut up , ( I playfully slapped her arm ).... and yes
sex with him is like haven ... ow girl I can not get enough
of him “
she laughed
her : “ who are you ... and what has Banzi turned you in
too?? “
we giggled , I decided to order lunch and we ate in the
office just busy catching up
her : “ so listen I came to you because I feel like I don’t
know how to get through Portia “
me : “ it’s a complicated matter Sindy “ she told me
about a whole drama that transpired with Poria and Cici
and her being the middle person , well Know Sindy is
crazy but actual give Cici A BEAT DOWN ... that just down
too ghetto ... I stood up and dispose the take away
containers
her : “ I think we need to have an intervention “
me : “ yasanga now “
I shook my head
Her : “ if only you saw the state that Cici was in “
Me : “ it does not consent me , Zweli is dog and he likes
playing with other people's feelings , he will get tired
sooner or later and move on to the next tight pussy “
Her : “ kahle .. kahle who are you? “ she was shocked
and folded her hands
Me : “ Portia knows better that to mess with him , come
on she thinks that just because she pregnant Zweli will
stop cheating on her , clearly she has one too many
screw loose upstairs “
I looked at Sindy and she was in deep thought and looked
a bit upset
me: “ I can talk to her but I can not force her to stop
whatever shenanigans she doing with the guy “
she jumped to me and hugged me
her : “ thank you “
me : | don’t thank me yet... its still early to think that
she will stop “
her : “ well thank you any way and for the direct advise ,
I’m off to see Pam... “
me : “ you doing your rounds I see “
she laughed and I walked her out , Sindy is a care free
soul and I’m glad that she has passed the depression
state of her family drama, and she back to her old crazy
self we hugged and I wave bye to her .
I walked back in my office I found Delani standing by the
window
me : “ nice for you to make yourself at home “ arg this
guys rubs me the wrong way yazi
him : “ you still have not finished with my report ? “
I rolled my eyes and went to my desk and handed it to
him
Me : “ anything else ? “
He raised his eyebrow , this guy was hot and honestly if i
was not sleeping next to my hunk every night I would Be
drooling on him also , shit he's too dahm arrogant for my
liking and we never got along from day one since I
started working here ,
Him : “ I don’t like running after you when it comes to
work related stuff deadline was at 12h00 to hand over
this docs , but you .... miss boss lady you slacking , get
your shit in order this is not your house , “
Me : “ excuse me ? “ wow what did he say now ?
He walked out leaving astonished and my mouth wide
open , what just happened did this guy insult me
.
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unedited ....i know some of yall do not believe in this
traditional stuff and whatnot ... so i'm thinking of starting
a new diary that will focus on Trey jouny only what do
you say?

#93
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Langa ***

Zoe : “ ok the guest room are sorted and i told the chef
to prepare spicy food with lot of meat, so now I need to
check if towels and ... “
I held her had and made her seat on top of my lap
Me : “ we not expecting the president you know “
She sigh ,
Her : “ it’s the first time our friends are vising our house
so I just want everything to be perfect “
Me : “ remind me konje why you don’t want to marry me
?“
She pecked my lips and ignored me , today we expecting
visitors sbu with pam and Luabanzi and Mpume with
there kids, they will be spending the long week end with
us , Zoe is so excited and being a perfectionist that she is
she wants everything to be perfect .
Me : “ you not answering me njalo “
I have been trying to convince Zoe about us getting
married, his father has agreed to take my offer but he
still think that I’m playing with Zoe’s heart , and me
living with her out of wedlock is even worse ,yes I paid
for lobola but I never received his blessing to be with his
daughter , I told Zoe about his father's wish , but she was
not having it she just got mad “ Sandile has no right to
tell me what to do right now , he lost that right when he
killed my baby” its been a week tip toeing on the topic
,but honest fact I really want to get married to Zoe and
start family with her.
Her : “Langa not now please “ she stood up , ok I don’t
get it the marriage topic always makes her so angry I
don’t know why , yes I understand she still studying and
all , but why does she not want to be my wife , I mean
most of our friends are married now , do I feel the
pressure to get married too ... of cause yes I do everyday
, we act and live like married couple so what stopping us
from making it official
Me : “ why you avoiding this topic every time I mansion it
you run away “ I stood up and followed her
Her : “ because you get mad every time we talk about it
so lets drop it “
She walked away
Me : “ Nokuzola ... look how you acting now , I’m not the
one who’s acting crazy ... yazi anything you want I do it
for you , I can even go back and forth to the moon for
you , I ask you one thing and you reject me “
Her : “ I’m not ready ok “
Me : “ only thing that will change is you having my
surname , we already living together and we act like a
married couple anyway “
Her : “ let me finish school please “
Me : “ ow come on zoe .... after school they will
residency you will not even have time for me , for us and
to build a family “
Her : “ I thought we had an agreement here what’s the
sudden change of heart ? “
Me : “ because I love you and I feel like you playing
games , your priority don’t lay with me ... what do you
think we have here Zoe ...? its not a fling ... we in serious
relationship ... demit ... what this sick game you playing
at ... “
There was nock on the door and Zoe was already in tears
, she ran upstairs living me to deal with our guest shit I
made her cry ...
Brian came down and looked at me ,
“ what’s wrong with Zoe “
I did not have time to explain myself to him right now , I
attended to the door that was buzzing not stop when I
opened the door joy was busy playing the buzzer I
looked at hee
Me : “ Baby “ she beamed and open her small arms for
me to take her , I started kissing her all over her face and
she was giggling non stop
Mpume : “ wow ! “ she was walking around like a lost
puppy looking around the house
Banzi : “ this place is huge shit .... “
Sbu walked in carrying his son , “ yep bitches thanks too
me , am I good or what... ? “
Pam : “ hi Langa “ she hugged me
Mpume : “ wow “
Me : “ please come in , and stop saying wow my wife its
your house also “ I kissed her cheek Zoe came down , her
eyes were puffy and I could tell her mood was just down ,
yep thanks to me and my big mouth
.
.
. Zoe ***
I looked at Langa Kissing Mpume and giving her hug , I
felt a little a bit angry because Mpume is living the life
that Langa wants me have with him , I faked a smiled and
hugged everyone , introduced Brian to every one
Mpume : “ wow Zoe your house is so beautiful , I like
what you did with the deco “
Me : “ thanks but I’m not the person you should be
saying that too , Langa is the owner of this house and I
had nothing to do with this deco ... I was asked to live
here nje that all “
I did not make any eye contact with any one ,
Banzi : “ yooo ! “
Me : “ I will get Langa’s house keeper to show you guys
to your room , excuse me “ I felt my tears about to drop
Banzi : “ mfethu umenzeni uZoe “ I heard Banzi as I was
walked to the kitchen I found Sarah , making
refreshments
Me : “ Sara please show our guest to there rooms “
She nodded and walked out
Brian : “ what’s happening ? “ he asked with a culm voice
Me : “ its nothing ... “ Langa walked in and looked at me
“ give us a moment mfethu “ Brian looked at me and
walked out
Him : “ I understand that you pissed fuck you maybe
even angry about what you said earlier... but that stunt
you pulled out there was just not called for“
I kept quite and looked at him , one thing I know about
Langa is that if you challenge him this culm talk we
having now can get out of hand
Him : “ I’m sorry ok “
I looked at him and took a wine bottle and attempted to
walk out he held my arm
Me : “ let go off me Langa “
Him : “ we still talking “
Me : “ u said enough , let go of me “
Him : “ Nokuzola ! “
He was pissed , Banzi walked in and looked at us ...Langa
let go of my hand
And clicked his tongue, and walked out
Banzi looked at me and hugged me , I just cried
Him : “ hay its going to be ok ... “
“ Banzi we going out for drinks ... “ Langa shouted from
the other room ,
Me : “ ill be ok ... just go with him “
He let me go “ we still need to talk about this “ I just
nodded, he pat my shoulder and walked out I composed
myself put on a fake smile and walked to the seating
room ,
.
.

Pam ***

I have seen lot of things in my life but not even once I

have ever thought that Zoe and Langa ever fight , what I
saw today was just wow ,
Zoe : “ where are the kids “ zoe insisted that I bring my
kids and Mpume bring Joy as well
Me : “ with your housekeeper “ she nodded and poured
us glass of wine , I took it looked at it and placed it aside ,
Me : “ talk to me what was that? “
Mpume : “ yebo girl what was that “ she said that
walking in with a plate of food , this girl and food she like
Sindy they just can never say no
Zoe : “ I don’t want to talk about it guys please “
Me : “ when did we start keeping things from each other
, come on Zoe ... “
Mpume : “ ok let me start , u Delani is insulting me and
throwing treats at me “ she took her wine glass while
Zoe and I were still on wow expression
Me : “ who Delani ? “
Mpume : “ HR manager at work , yazi that guy rubs me
off the wrong way , busy telling me that I got the job
because I’m a Dlamini “
Zoe : is he lying yini “
Mpume : “ haaaa zoe , I work hard mina lapha “
Me : “ I think his playing with fire , phela Lubanzi will
brake his bones if he finds out “
Zoe : “ true ... and wena Mpume stay away from Trouble
... Banzi may be a good guy and all to us but you now his
line of work .. he does not have heart”|
Mpume : “ I know .. that why I’m not going to tell him
about Delani’s treats “
Zoe came back with a bottle of Cîroc , “ you keeping
secrets now “ she asked
Me : please don’t because if he finds out about this he
will go ballistic... even the fact that you hide it from him
will make it worse “
Mpume: “ ill make a plan on how to tell him , I just don’t
want him to go all crazy and mess thing out for me at
work “
Zoe : “ so you just going to seat there on not drink wena
Pam “
I looked down ,
Mpume : “ you can not be pregnant JR is still young “
I looked at them “ well I am “
Zoe stood up and started tweaking ... and hugged me “
wow girl congratulations “
I was laughing “ you so crazy “ I looked at mpume .
Mpume: “ wow girl , are you going to manage having
another kid I min Sbusiso jr is just a baby too “
Me : “ I’m a married women Mpume and part of my
duties is to bear children for my man , it's going to be
difficult I must admit , but Sbu loves me and his a good
father so it will be a team work “
Zoe : “ Mpume is this about Pam or is it about you and
your fears of having another baby “
Mpume : “ well... I’m just not ready ... yazi Lu is great dad
to Joy “
Me : “ wena ? “
She sign
Mpume : “ I love my daughter please don’t get me
wrong , but I’m struggling to be a parent to her , so that
can be the reason why I don’t feel like I’m ready to have
another baby right now ... let me work on my
relationship with Joy first “
Me : “ you have resentment issues towards Joy “ she
drank her wine
Zoe : “ true ... I mean your dreams were place on hold
because of her ... you did not reach them ... a lot of
things change ...”
Me : “ and guilt that as much as Lu is playing the dad part
, you still hate that Thabo is the biological father “
Mpume : “ I’m a bad mother guys ... “ she started tearing
up , yes trust Mpume to just cry when she can not handle
the truth
Me : “ you not a bad mother you new mom and its your
first time doing it , it will be overwhelming at times , but
God Created women to be strong and mothers of there
house hold , we turn a House into a home , you married
now Mpume and as much as some people with think that
its old fusion for women to keep on popping kids in the
marriage its our duty at the end of the day , this man
married us to plant there seed in us so that there names
and surname will leave on , so when Lu get in between
your thighs think about that “
Zoe : “ for real girl , Pam is right ... things between me
and Langa are just to shaky right now , he wants what
you and Banzi have mina I can not give him that , “
Me : “but why Zoe ? , Langa loves you... you the apple of
his eye nje “
Zoe : “ I’m too young and too ambitious to be tied down
by getting married , he will want to have kids after that
...and house wife ... you know how man are ”
Mpume : what’s wrong with that kanti “
She down her vodka “ because I want to be a Dr and I
want to be successful like he is , I’m nobody trophy wife
girls , I want to make my own millions I want to be
Sargent and I can not be a wife and a mother at this point
“
Mpume : aish Zoe ... we both had the same dream , but
life does not work in our favor ... God choose which road
we must take ... we can not change our destiny “
Zoe stood up
Zoe : “ I know ... but girls its different with me ok , Langa
almost wrecked my life , I fell pregnant when I was 16th
and my family and I had a fall out , I lost the baby and I
never thought that I will get over it and survive the lose
of a child , i had nothing but my brain to make it out , so I
pushed myself to get my self to medical school , I have
sacrifice a lot to be here , its like I’m living for Langa , I
agreed for him to pay for Lobola , I became a wife
traditionally at an age of 17th , he than drag me all the
way to Pretoria because he was following his dream ,
and building his empire ... yes his filthy rich right now I
stood by him and supported him , I’m proud of him trust
me , but end of the day where does that live me , I can
not smile and enjoy his millions while I look at my life
passing by so marriage is the last thing I need right now “
I looked at zoe girl that was deep.
.
.
Banzi ***

We got into the club and we seat by the VIP section ,we
order beer and whisky , Langa was just mad and upset
and to hear about his fight with Zoe I fill for him , he love
that girl so much that he puts her first in everything and
Zoe by not agreeing to marry him makes him doubt if
she still loves him the way he loves her , he wonders if
Zoe may live him for another man , she is young and
beautiful with brains any man will give anything to have
her .
Sbu : “ I’m going to be a dad again “ sbu said that lighting
the mood because we were all lost in our own thoughts
Me: “ Lucky busted , shit I’m happy for you bro “ I gave
him a hand shake
Langa : “ ya broo , congratulations “ he rolled his eyes
and looked away
I just laughed
Sbu : “ I’m scared though , but hell yeah im so excited “
Me : “ I can not wait to hold another baby in my arms “
Langa : “ mpume still refuse to get pregnant “
I drank my beer and nodded my head
Sbu : “ she on a pill or something ? “
Me : “ ya , I just have to respect her wishes because I’m
tired of talking and asking her about this , ill just wait till
she tells me she is ready “
Langa : “ she will come .around bro , don’t stress , I don’t
understand how Zoe can be friend with your wife’s but
cannot see a need to just walk down the isle for me “
Sbu : “ langa be patient man , Zoe is just driven and want
to make it in life ... she passionate about being a Dr “
Langa : “ and once she is then what??? ... ? “
Me : “ as long as your sex life is explosive just stop
pushing her zoe loves you man “
Langa : “ im not too sure ... aish where is Brian ?
Me : “ flatting with girls at the bar”
Sbu : “ yazi banzi if you want a baby so bad with Mpume
you can just replace her birth control pills with futility
pills “
I looked at him
Me : “ what ? ...will that shit work ? “
Langa : “ yep.. it will work “
“ wow its small world the Dlamini brothers in one place “
I looked up it was Tanya with Brian
Brian : "you know them ? “ she smiled and nodded
Me : “ Tanya !“
Sbu was busy checking out some girl with fat ass that was
seating opposite us on another table, aish this man and
girls with big ass , while I was looking at him I felt Tanya
giving me hug , ok what just happened , Langa just
looked away
Brian : “ so guys can we join you “
Sbu : “ sure why not “
Me : “ what ? “
Langa : “ no ... take here somewhere else “ I looked at
Sbu and we bust out laughed
Brian : “ really ? “
Tanya : “ ooh please lighten up Langa ,” she went and
seat next to him
Sbu : “ look our wife’s are at home having good time ,
lets enjoy this moment come on we just goner touch and
not taste ...” I shook my head
Tanya : “ so Langa I sow you in the time magazine , you
relay made it “
Langa stood up , yep his pissed
Owk that my queue to call Mpume and check up on Joy
Sbu : and wena uyaphi “
I showed him my wedding ring , he chuckled and showed
me his finger as well “ I’m not planning on fucking no one
just goofing around “
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#94
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Zoe ***

I woke up midnight and Langa was not by my side , I got

of the bed and walked to his study , I sigh before I let
myself in , he was lying on the couch facing up , I know
that he's not asleep he never sleep when his heart is
heavy
Me : “ hi “
Him : “ I’m thinking Nokuzola what ever you came here
to say I don’t want to hear it “
I swallowed hard , yep he still mad
Me : “ about last night.... “
Him: I told you i don’t ant to hear it ok ... don’t even say
it ok “
I walked to him and seat on top of him in squatting
position , he did not move or even open his eyes
Me : I don’t like it when we fight Langa ... “
Him : “ you started it “
He smelled of whisky , they came back with the boys
after midnight , Brian and Sbu were so drunk they even
passed out in the seating room
Him : “ I keep asking myself one question ‘why vele ... ? “
I sigh I don’t want to talk about this yazi , I just wish we
can move on from this
Me : “ I love you “
Him : “ you have a weird way of showing it “ he side
smile ok he was mocking me now
Me : “ lets go to bed “
Him : “ I’m mad Zoe ... hell I’m pissed off ... and wena you
taking this lightly nje “
Me : “ we have the rest of our lives to plan our future
Langa.... please let's not rush into things “
Him : “ really now ... yazi you so bloody selfish ... “ he
open his eyes and they were red , was its due to crying or
was it due to alcohol , I could not read him yazi ... but this
look he has I once saw it when he had a fall out with his
father... no I can not allow for him to go back to that
state ,that dark hole he was in ... I can not be the reason
he will laps
Me : “ baby “
Him : “what??? am I that wrong to be with you yini ?? ,
.... 1st you lied to me for 8 months and hide the fact that
you pregnant with my baby... I did even once bond with
my baby , to feel her kick, to have scans ... you took that
privilege from me ...
Me : “ Langa I’m so sorry “
Him : “ shut up I’m talking ....
I looked down tears we on the verge of falling down my
heart was beating outside my mouth and I had huge
lump on my trough
Him : you bloody father killed her Nkanyezi ... my baby ...
if only you trusted and love me as you say you do you
would have told me you were pregnant, shit I was the
one who was fucking you when we conceived that baby
....”
I could not hold them any more so I let the water come
down , that was low blow Langa will forever blame me
for the loss of our baby
Him : I would have made things different demit ... i
would have taken responsibility and man up , ... but
again you put yourself first ... you fuckin selfish Zoe “
He was clutching his Jaws and his expression changed , I
did not recognize him , I didn’t know this man
Him : you don't trust or love me enough to be my wife ,
how long must I prove myself to you ... I bought you a
house , you shove that in my fuckin face talking kak in
front on my brother ... you own a latest sport car no
fuckin bitch you age drives that car in this country ... I
give you R35K allowance every month ..i pay for your
fees ... I do everything I do because I want to make you
happy and keep you smiling”
I could help my tears from falling down oh my God the
things that Langa is saying to me right now , Langa does
not scream when he talks he was saying all of this on low
culm voice but his eyes showed me that his angry , I
wanted to get out of here , I attempted to get off him he
held my hands
Him : “ you don’t get to walk away , the truth hurts right
... what have i done to you to hurt me like this Nokuzola
... I don’t cheat ... I don’t beat you up ... I never lied to
you not even once ... I never emotionally abused you but
you fuckin insult me in front of my friends ... you
disrespect me ... “
His grip was getting tighter
Me : “langa you hurting me “
Him : “ I’m a nice guy nje ... islima sakho ... how can I
possibly hurt you vele ? ... angithi you get to walk all over
me right “
Me : “ I’m sorry “
Him : are you ??? ... angjithi what Zoe wants ... Zoe gets
... right now I’m friends with your friends because that
makes you happy ... I’m trying to sort and fix things with
your Father because as much as he killed my baby and
the way I hate him his still your father and my future in
father in law “
I was crying mass , “ Langa please you hurting me , “ It
felt like he was crushing my bones from that grip
Him : “ Brian is living in my house , he comes and go as
he please ... your brother Zoe all this shit I do is to make
you happy!!!! “
He let go of my hands clicked his tongue I was about to
jump off him but he raised up and hugged me , I’m not
talking about worm hug he was squeezing the air out off
me I felt like my ribs are going to break , he then
whispered in my ear
Him : “ I love you .... and sometimes the shit you do ...
makes me think If I did the right thing giving you my
heart ... you too childish , you irresponsible and you will
never see a good thing till its gone ... your stupidity will
lead you to loneliness and broken heart , “
Me : “ please Langa don’t say that “
I didn’t care about the pain I was feeling with his vise grip
hug , that was crunching my bones , but the pain I felt on
my heart was even worse , he let go off me stood up
causing me to fall in the process , I looked at him walking
out , I can not stop my tears from falling so curled up in
the in floor and cried , the pain I felt I never thought that
I will ever feel , when he walked out its like he walked
away with my soul, does love hurt like this vele ? ... I wish
I can go back to him and say yes I will marry you .. but it
feels like Langa has bean boiling up with all the wrongs I
have done to him everything resurfaced today , he has
bean way to patient with me , I have no idea on how I
can fix this , i cried I was so broken , and morning just
came while I was seating in that position , I wish I could
hide and not show my face to our guest , but that might
even make Langa more pissed off
.
.
Banzi ***

I woke up with little hands on my face , and I felt wet

kissed , I smiled to myself my baby girl has grown up ,
Her : “ daa” we still working on making her say dada , but
da will do for now , at list her 1st words was calling me
Daah
she tried to pulling my eye lids up , forcing me to wake
up , I smiled , I love it when she does that
her : “ da”
I continued to keep my eyes shut and then she started
hitting me , yep she very abusive , she slapped me all
over and when she realized that I was not moving or
responding to her slaps she started biting me ok that
hurt me , but instead of me crying because of this hush
treatment I’m getting so early in the morning she started
crying instead
Her : daah “
She was screaming now “ I opened my eyes and looked
at her she stopped crying and started giggling with teas
on her cheeks , I closed my eyes again and she creamed
and slapped me , I pop my eyes open she would stop and
Giggle ... that our morning play time I finally woke up
tickled her
Me : “ morning my angel ..” I kissed her over her face , I
got up Mpume was not next to me , I picked up my baby
and took her to the bathroom I gave her toothbrush
applied baby toothpaste on it , I held her on my arm
while I brush my teeth with my other hand and she was
doing the same , which is just too funny to look at ,
because the toothpaste was all over her face
Mpume walked in and started laughing , “ nenzani ? “
Me : “ we brushing our teeth mommy “ she hugged me
from behind and kissed joy
Her : “ you guys are so crazy “
Me : “ we know and you love us like this right ? “
Her : “ yayaye finish up here , breakfast is ready “ she
took joy from my arm , I looked at how tight that jean
she got on and all my assets all out , I spanked her she
jumped a bit giggling in the process
Me : “ mommy I need you too give me a bath please “
She smiled , “ let me take her to her father( referring to
Langa ) and I cum give my big baby a bath “
Me : “ thank you mommy “
.
.
Sindy ***
I was so excited that in weeks time my mom is coming
back home , I have been avoiding Portia like crazy this
days I decided to take on the task to organize Joy
birthday , and Mpume is a slave driver and everything is
done on budget like really , so while I was ticking the to
do list there was knock on the door , I hope it's not Zweli
because I can not stomach his attitude at all , the person
who was knocking was very persistence ow fuck no... I
made my way to the door
Me : “ yini ? “...
Her : “ Ngzokushaya wena “
It was Aunt Ntombi I held my mouth embarrasses like
crazy ,
Me : “ sorry aunty ... I thought it was you annoying
nephew
She laughed and I made way for her to come in
Her : “ usenzeni uzweli? “
I breath out loud and placed my hands on my waist and
she laughed
Me : “ where do I start “
Her : “ hayi never mind I don’t want to know yazi “
We cracked up and i laughed , I threw myself next to her
in the couch , she looked at the list on the table ,
samples for the party
Her : “ and this ? “
Me : “ well im trying to make my self busy since school
have closed and just to take my mind out of the drama in
my life , so I’m organizing Joy 1 birthday party “ she
raised her eyebrow and shook her head , yazi Anti
Ntombi is so beautiful and she does not put too much
effort in making herself look this glam up , you know she
has that look yo Basetsane Khumalo and Carol Bouwer
she is lady and when she talks you can not help but just
listen
Her : “ I went to visit your mom today “
Me : “ she has really made a remarkable recovery , I’m
so proud of her “
Her : “ yep so am I , but that not the reason why I’m here
“
I gave her questionable look
Me : “ everything oright ? “
Her : “ your mom is worried about you , she feels like you
placing your life on hold for her “
Me : “ I don’t understand ? “
Her : “ she told me that Menzi asked you to visit him in
the UK and you refused “
Me : “ it's just not the right time mom will be discharged
in a weeks time and I need to be with her , you know her
condition she will need for me to monitor her “
Her : I know ... I know ... but I’m here I will take care of
her ...”
Me “ no ... you have already done a lot anti “
Her : “ i'm not asking you njalo ... so wena what you
going to do is pack and visit you boyfriend , he spend
months planning the visit so I think it unfair to him that
you don’t want to go “
Me : “ kodwa anti I really can not “
Her : “ you will and you are going young lady ... your
flight leaves tomorrow morning right so go and pack “
She stood up and took the birthday stuff on the table
Her : “ all also be doing this , we don’t want disaster of a
birthday “
Me : “ Anti “ she took her bag and stopped and looked at
me
Her : “ no buts ... if the boy was able to drop everything
to be with you when you needed him , i'm sure that you
can too ... and from what you mom tells me Menzi is
good boy and loves you ... so go be with him i'll take care
of the rest “
I felt so emotional , Anti embraced me with a hug
Her : “ you not alone baby , there people who care and
love you ... so never feel like you are alone “
She wiped my tears “ yazi uma uyaphapha mos telling
you my business “
Her : “ she my friend and we gossip about our children a
lot , “
I laughed
Me : “ thank you for everything “
Her : “ go pack .... i'll drive to the airport tomorrow
morning “
I smiled as we hugged again
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Cici ***

Him : “ i really do not see a need for you to keep doing

that “
He said that seating next to with his mug of tee , he
placed his head on my shoulder
Me : “ if I continue to walk around this house doing
nothing ill go crazy “
Him : “ I still do not get why you have to work , when I
can provide for you “
Zweli is the most controlling person I have ever know , I
thought his father was the worse but clearly I was wrong
, answering him at this point will only start a fight so I just
ignore him and continue searching for a job , I really
need to start putting myself first I have relayed a lot in
man to provide for me that why they treat me like shit ,
Him : “I’m hungry can you make me a sandwich “
I closed the laptop and walked to the kitchen , while he
turned the Tv on and watched soccer , I looked at him
and just frowned he came back again last night smelling
her , I don’t know how long can I keep tolerating that
there another women in his life, I feel like in in polygamy
relationship like i'm supposed to except my sister wife I
clicked my tongue on that thought , I need air this place
is just suffocating me now.
Me : “ I was hoping to visit my sister today “
Him : “ what good will that do for you vele ? “
Me : “ she is the only family I have Zweli and its been a
while since I last saw her “
I gave him his plate of cheese and ham sandwich
Him : “ look your sister line of work is not ideal for me ,
and you hanging with her will make you relapse I don’t
want that “ so what if my sister runs a tavern which
sometimes turns to brothel
Me :” but you can not lock me in this house forever , I
need to live my life “
He looked at me and turned the Tv off ... here we go
again shit
Him : “ I’m not holding you prison in this house you know
that ... besides how do I trust that you will not be
tempted to go back to your old ways “
Me : “ I moved pass that Zweli you know that “
Him : “ I can forgive but I can not forget “
I folded my hands and seat there easy for him to say that
, his busy fucking Portia and coming home smelling her
and on top of it he still wants to get on top of me
Me : “ nami I feel the very same way “
he placed his plate on the coffee table and faced me
him : “ what that supposed to mean vele ? “
me : “ I keep forgiving you for sleeping with Portia but
you never stop so how am I supposed to trust you vele ??
“
he laughed and shook his head
him : “ what was that now? “
me : “ Zweli look at you neck you have love bites ... am I
supposed to turn a blind eyes to this thing you doing ??“
him : “ I’m a man Cici , what makes you think you can
compare yourself to me ? “
me : “ Jehova ... !!! “ I clapped once and stood up this
has gone on far too long , shit it was ok when he was
busy lying to me telling me he did not sleep with her but
now I need to understand that his a man , wow I may be
low life tramp from the hood but this I can not stand at
all , I took a bath as much as I wanted to cry I could not
allow my tears to betray me , I’m a survivor not a
pushover , I came out of the bathroom with towel
wrapped around my body
him : “ babe I did not mean what I said “
me : “ you did “ I mumbled
i started looking for something to wear
him : “ look I’m sorry ok .. I really am “
me : “ its ok ... “ I did not look at him I was busy going
through my clothes in the closet , I suddenly felt his
hands around my waist
him : “ I’m sorry ok “
he started kissing my neck , and rubbing his hands on my
breast ,
me : “please stop “
he did not listen but loosen my towel and it dropped on
the floor ,
me : “ Zweli please not now “
his hands were caressing my body and his other hand
squeezing my Breast shit my body is going to give in , I
felt him poking me from behind , he turned me around
and smashed his lips on my mine , my mind was
screaming telling me no ... don’t let this happened but
my body was telling me ... just make love to him for the
last time ... I lay there facing up after he had his way
with me and regretted letting him sleep with me how can
I be such a fool ...
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Zoe ***

Mpume : “ you sure you going to manage babysitting “

Me : just go i'll be fine besides I have Sarrah if I need any
help “
The couples were going on an outing and I decided to
stay behind made up a story of having stomach cramps , I
was looking like a mass anyway, it was hard to convince
people that know you oh well but I guess when it comes
to relationship people tend to step aside and only offer
to help if you allow them two , I did not feel like going
out or having fun , I had to pretend that me and Langa
are good and it was just a small fight nothing serious he
will come around .. but will he ?... the things he said to
me lust night are still ringing in my ear , Langa did not
eat breakfast with us , he's been gone since last night
when we had our fight ,
Banzi : “ where is he ? “
Me : “ I don’t know ... “
Banzi : “ what going on between you two ? “
I just breath out loud and picked up Joy that was
attempting to stand up
Me : can you go before your wife start screaming “
He put his hands on his pocket , shook his head and
walked out , I was home alone with the kids and our
housekeeper ,
Sarrah : “ Zoe let me take care of the kids , please go
rest”
Me : “ i'm ok Ma’Sarra “
Her : “ I may not know you for long , but what I can see in
your eyes is tells me something else , so go rest ... June
(chef ) will help me out with the kids when I need
something “
I handed Joy to her after kissing her , I went to my
bedroom and took a nap , was woken up by footsteps
and a lot of shuffling , I opened my eyes and saw Langa
dressing up
I seat up straight
Me : “ Langa “
Him : “ mmmm”
I breath out loud , ok where do I start
Me : “ we need to talk “ I said softly
He set on the bed his back was facing me
Him : “ about what ? “
Me : “ what happened last night “
Him : “ you know Zoe ... you may think that I’m mad
because you don’t want to marry but frankly that not it
... I respect your wishes but at times I just don’t know if
we coming or going in this relationship Zoe “
Me : “ Langa we have been through worse things than
this ... can we at list talk about this “
He cut me off “ I know , but I feel like I love you too much
that my heart is starting to have doubt if you in this for
the long run or what ? “
I crawled in the bed and hugged him from behind
Me : “ I’m sorry I hurt you ... it was never my intention , I
know I have this carefree personality , Langelihle I’m so
sorry for being self centered and for being selfish “
I hugged him and his cologne was intoxicating me , he
held my hands
Him : “ I love you too but .... “
He let go off me and stood up , he started rubbing his
hands together , I did not like where this was going
Me : “ what do you mean ? but what ....“ his phone
started beeping he took it from the side drawer looked
at it for a while
Him : “ I have to go “
Me : “ Langa we still talking “
Him :” ya later .. maybe but not now “
He walked out I jumped of the bed and ran after him
Me : “ Manje uyaphi ? “
Him : “ haybo Zoe musa ukungibangela umsindo “
Me : “ Langa! “
He stopped looked at me “ we can not do things on your
terms all the time Zoe , so just back off I’m not doing this
with you right now ! “
Me : “ if not now when vele ? “
Him : “ I need to go ... “
Me : “ Langa you can not keep on running away when
you have a problem ... is this how we going to live our
lives ...”
Him : “ fuck man Zoe it not as if you want to be with me
..”
Me : “ bullshit ... ‘I’m right here with you aint I , I had
everything you said izolo and you have to listen to me
now “
Him : “ what difference will that make because already
your don’t see nothing wrong with your actions .”
I was hurt I must admit this arguing is just to much now ,
Me : “ you know .... just go .... “
He opened his mount and closed it ... it was pointless
reasoning with him when his like this, He just took his car
keys and left me standing there,
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Mpume ***
We went to Kruger National park for what I don’t know
you know when they talked about an outing I thought
about something that not scary like watching lions
tearing impala like that , yes I think i'm never going to eat
red meat after seeing that... some animals we saw was
majestically like your elephants and leopards yep I
enjoyed that
“ there something about nature that just calming nje but
its not my cup of tea and im not going to no nature
reserve ever again “ I said that the minute we got of the
Jeep , Banzi has been miles away throughout the outing
Me : “ u right baby “
Him : “ yes “ he placed his arms around my shoulder , we
walking to the restaurant Sbu and pam went air balloon
ride romantic right but I’m afraid of heights so no thank
you
Me: you sure you ok ? “I said that when I noticed that he
was just looking at his food not eating it
Him :” Langa and Zoe ? “
me : “ baby you promise that you not going to get involve
“
him : “ I thought it was just going to blow over and they
will fix it ... but I feel like its goes deeper than we
actually see it “ I looked at him and shook my head ,
couples fight a lot and now you need to intervene
me : “ is that necessary I mean all couple fight Banzi “
him : “ Langa is one complicated being Mpume ...Zoe was
the only glue preventing from self destructing , “
me : “ then let Zoe handle him ... they have overcome lot
of obstacles and they will resolve this “
he held my hand “ baby when you see me , what you see
is what you get .... but Langa is two face and he hide his
true being under expensive clothes and that smile of his
... but trust me his my father's son “
me : “look i'll speak to Zoe and find out what’s wrong ,
but yet again it's not our place “
him : “ they are family Mpume so its our damn business “
I popped my eyes yoo
me : “ I see “
him : “ I can not seat back and watch “
me : “ I get what you saying but.... ( i looked away ) I fully
understand “
he signed and looked down , I wish Banzi can just focus
on his family for now , yes I’m selfish like that and I think
that his just exaggerating , I mean Zoe would have said
something if she wants us to help ,
me : “ so since we already here why don’t we book a
night in this hotel “
he looked at me , “ baby please will go early in the
morning ... Zoe and Langa need to talk with ought us
being there maybe when we get back tomorrow they
would have sorted things out
him : “ya maybe you right , do you trust Zoe with kids
though ? “
I laughed and shook my head “Sarrah will be around so
stop stressing “
Him : “ 1st thing tomorrow morning we living “ I smiled
while he kissed my hand
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Sindy ***
Konje remind me why I’m doing here this place is bloody
cold I just landed in the UK and fuck I’m so cold
I drag my suitcase and the minute I saw Menzi I felt all
fuzzy inside I have always seen in the movies people
losing them self in the airport when they see love one so
today let me just pull out that stunt I ran to him and
hugged him wrapping my legs around his waist
Him : “ I missed you so much “
“ I miss you too “ tell me why am I crying vele , I was
adamant in coming here on my plane ride i was sour like
a lemon and when I finally see him I’m an emotional rack
, yes long distance relationship can do that , it's almost
two years leaving this life and every time I see him it's
like I see him for the first time , i got off him and he
looked at me and kissed me so hard that he left me
panting , he pulled out and looked at me
Him : “ hi “
Like a lovestruck teenager I buried my face on his chest
Him : “ come let get you warm “
He drag my suitcase to his car
Me : “ wow is this our ride ? “ shit his driving a jaguar
Him : “ I’m rolling with royalty baby so yaah “
I giggled still crazy as ever
Me : “ turn on the hitter please imp so cold , “
Him : “ you will get use to it “
He looked at me before starting the car , I blushed and
looked down
Him : “ and she blushes “
Me : “ shut up and drive “
Him : “ I just need to do this first “
He pulled me over him and kissed me “ lets get out of
here so I can show you how much I miss you “
Arriving at there place it was just wow , I always thought
that London properties were outdated and old , shit was
I wrong the house was big and way to modern and
futuristic
Menzi : I would like to give you a tour around the house ,
but all I want to do now is feed you and eat you up “
I giggled while he smashed his lips on mine , “ fuck I’m so
hard “
Me: “ are we home alone ? “ he was busy addressing me
Him : “ even if there was the queen around it will not
stop me from eating up right here right now “
We ended up on the floor on top of a rug with a very
worm throw covering our nakedness by the fire place
out of breath ,
Him : “ I’m so glad you came “
Me : “ I’m glad I came too “
Him : “ I love you so much baby “ he pulled me to feel his
heartbeat that was beating abnormally fast ... I could not
wipe the smile on my face.
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Sindy ***
It's been a week since arrived in the UK and I’m so in love
with this place yes the weather here is crazy its rains a lot
and very cold , but besides that the environment here is
so hip , the shops , the restaurants the tourist
destinations .. wow I’m in haven , so while Menzi goes to
work every morning i get up and take cab and explore
the place , I was not going to seat around and be all
bored while my baby is out there getting the bacon
Him : “ so what you going to be doing today ? “
we were cuddling in his bed , since I got here we have
been making love each an every chance we get like
animals in heat , i'm glad that Austin and Trey are not
around because having this place all to ourselves is so
amazing
Me : “ I don’t know babe maybe I will just stay in doors ..
“ it was raining cats and dogs outside anyway
Him : “ I think ill call the office and just work indoors
today “
Me : “ babe how is that working out for you .. working
and studying ? “
Him : “ I need to lean to stand on my two feet babe ,
since my parents do not support what we have I need to
be a man and provide for you and for us and spite them
by still following my passion to write ” I giggled
Hayke my man here has been sending money to me
every month since he started working yena he does show
to be responsible and matured now , yep my baby has
grown up to be a man , and I love him to bit
Me : “ babe “
He was busy playing with my hair I tell you this man is
obsessed with my hair , I wanted to touch on the topic
that he has been avoiding like plague
Him : “ mmmh “
Me : “when last did you speak to your parents ? “
He cleared his throat and shifted a bit here we go again
Him : “ what’s there to talk about “
Me : “ Menzi ! “ I said softly
Him : “ I know you mean well and I know how you feel
about the importance of family , but look at us now , we
drifted apart because the people I call my parents did not
see you fitting in my life you did not meet their standards
and they forgot how I feel about you , im stuck in this
freezing place studying to be a lawyer just because my
father feels like his legacy need to leave in me “
Me : “ baby ... you can not keep this anger boiled inside
of you ... look At us we still together and you still living
your dream of being journalist so reach out to them
please its been two years already “
Him : “ no not now “
I untangle my self from his arm and jumped off the bed
and walked to the bathroom , I hate that Menzi is putting
me first in his life , yes I love him but I don’t want him to
have this beef with parents
Him: “ ill think about it “ he yelled at me .. and I smiled
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Langa ***
Its been a whole week living at my parents house and
tomorrow is Joy 1st birthday I was not looking forward
to going there but well I know mom will drag me there
either way , I have shut myself from the world , I needed
to find myself I felt like I’m losing my mind , I hate that I
don’t have any control of how I feel about Zoe , its more
of an obsession mom told me that I need time away
from her to find myself and what matters the most ,
there was no day that went by with ought me thinking
about her I will pick up my phone and attempt to call her
but think other wise , yes I have been with other girls in
the past and no one come close to Zoe , she just
completes me but fighting with her hurt me so much ,
how do I fix it and how do we move past this at all , I said
lot of things out of anger and rage but right now I feel
like I acted like a jack .
Mom : you know that you can not hide here forever “
Me : “ I hurt her mom “
I looked down ,I have been on my sweat pants and t-shirt
I probably look like a zombie and i did not give a shit
Her : “ I’m glad that you told her what was eating you
inside , but ,now its time for you to pick up the pieces
and sort things out “
She handed me a plate with blueberry muffin with a bowl
of vanilla ice cream and homemade custard ... yes my
mom is the best
Me : “ where do I start ma”
Her : “ Langelihle she hurting as much as you do you
know ... “ she breath out loud
Her : “ you treated Zoe like an egg and you did everything
in your powers not to aver hurt her , by doing that you
boiled everything inside that she did that angered you ...
and one argument triggered everything out “
Where do start it's not easy said than done ,
Me : “ how is she ? “
mom and Zoe have a good relationship and they call each
other almost everyday
Her : “ she not giving anything out , can you believe when
I asked about you she acted as everything is fine... that
girl will cover for you even if you committed murder
she’s got your back ... so go back home and sort out your
issues “
She slap the back of my head
Me : “ mom “
“ Hayi Zama stop abusing my Son “ my father said that
walking in
Her : “ akezwa nje ... stubborn like sum people I know “
Dad : “ funny how you love my stubborn ass “
He held her waist and started kissing her ,
Me : “ guys I’m still in the room “
Mom : “ haysuka go to your wife mani you overstayed
your visit “
I dropped my jaw , this two were all acting cozy as fuck in
front of me , that was my queue to go to my room
Mom :” are we still going to Joy birthday tomorrow Mr
grumpy “
Me : “ i don’t know “ i walked away , what if Zoe is there
how will she react ... and how will i react
I threw myself on my bed and the first thing that caught
my eye was Zoe pic on the side table , I picked it up
looked at it , not even once I thought that we will fight
like this .. why do I have so much anger inside me .. do I
love her that much that she will be dearth of me in the
process , I never want to picture my life with ought her
but why does it feel like we drifting apart... I envied what
my brother has with Mpume a family and forgot that me
and Zoe we are in a total different relationship all
together , I thought I can accept it and live with it but
who am kidding , would things be different if Nkanyezi
was still alive I sigh and place my head on the pillow.
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Sbu ***
“ are you ok sweetheart ? “
Pam , ha been feeling under the weather since we got
back from JHB , She has been vomiting and burning up , I
took the kids to my mother's house since my wife was
not well
Her : “ it's just morning sickness baby “
Me : “I worried Pam , you losing weight and you forever
tired , “
Her : “ I’m pregnant Sbu “
Me : “ and you diabetic”
She sign and got under the cover , I set next to her , even
her eyes were hallow with black circles around
Me : “ I think we need to see the Dr “
Her : “ let me sleep please “
That all she has been doing sleeping vomiting and
burning up , she can't stomach any thing ,
Me : “ can I make you something to eat ? “
She waved her hand , saying no ... i kissed her cheek I had
to do something I called the family Gp to do house call ,
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Mpume ***
My phone was ringing non stop I didn't sleep yesterday
doing last minute preparation for Joy birthday I gave
Sindy the task to do all this preparation and she decided
to hand her duties to anti Ntombi, now she turning this
birthday to an extravaganza yoo Thixo , its Saturday and I
know Banzi and Joy are out it's there day to bond I
wonder if it will be like even when Joy is all grow up
Me :” ya “
“ Mrs. Dlamini sorry to wake you up ... Miss Joy birthday
costume is all ready for collection “ it was mom and she
was giggled in the background
Me : “ can I get it tomorrow??? “
Her : “ unfortunately the store does not open on Sunday
mam “
Shit “ ok what time are they closing “
“ an 1hour from now , get up and go get it “
Me : “ tell Banzi mom “
“ uhambe no Joy ... we can not get hold of him “ great
mom is with Anti Ntombi and they ganging up on me
now
Me : “ ok I’m on it “
I was so pissed got of the bed took a quick shower and
put on white leggings and black shirt with sandals , I love
the fact that my hair is short now so no work done there
just a hair band , I took my car keys and drove to the mall
, upon arrival at the store it was closed and one store
assistance was waiting for me , I had to tip her for
waiting for me thank god. I decided to grab myself
something to eat since was hungry so I went to mugg an
bean while I was feasting on my juicy burger I felt this
shadow in front of me
“ Mpume ... “
I looked up it , and almost choked on my food , he was
smiling and still had that aura about him that made my
hair on the back of my neck stand up , I swallowed food
and wiped my mouth he was still standing there looking
at me smiling , i kept on telling myself to breath was it
happening no.
Me : “ wa... what... you doing here “ even my voice was
not audible that I had to clear my throat in the process
Him : “ you look good love the new look“ he flashed a
smiled
Me : “ ufunani la ? “
Him : “ business ... but fancy running in you here , you
still love eating junk food I see “
He seat down , opposite me no... no .. no I looked around
shit Banzi is going to kill me
Me : “ Thabo what do you want ? “
Him : “ well I will have spicy wings and sweet potato
salad and have a chest with an old friend“ this guy ,
must have a death wish , I cliqued my tongue and stood
up , and he stood up to and held my hand , I yank it away
from him and gave him a dearth stare
Him: “ ok I’m sorry “ he let go of my hand
Me : “... stay away from me ok “
Him : “ Mpume please... just hear me out “
Me : “ fuck you yezwa ... and fuckin stay away from me
uyezwa!!!! “ I cliqued my tongue took my bags , he
frowned when he notice the ring on my finger my phone
started ringing it was my mom calling me and my screen
saver was Joy pic he looked at my bags I was carried
Earth child shopping bags ,
Him : “ you Married now ?? and have a baby ? “
I did not answer him took my bags and stomped out , I
have no idea how I got home because I was mad even
crying , why cunt Thabo leave me alone ... the minute I
got inside the house I ran to the bedroom , I found joy
and Banzi sleeping soundly with Joy’s leg on Lu face I
froze and just looked at them ... I can never allow Thabo
to destroy what I have built my small family ...
“ what's wrong mamakhe ? “ he asked me on sleepy
deep voice
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Zoe ***
Staying in that big house all alone was toucher for me ,
after our guest left I felt like I was losing my mind I had to
get out so I packed my bag and went home also , Langa
came back to JHB the weekend I went to Joy birthday, I
decided to crash at KZN for a while I was only going to
return back to JHB when school re-open.
MaSarah updated me everyday on how Langa was doing
working all day and not eating , but since we were not
talking I just let him be , if he want space, space is what I
gave him ,
he did not even call me or texted me it was just killing me
but what can I say I tried talking to him and he was not
having it i'll wait for him till he see the need to talk to
me.
it was a first time I felt this lonely I cried most night and
blamed myself for the fight , I didn't even want to picture
my life with out Langa, my Aunt and Keven were very
accommodating I must admit and the Twine's kept me so
busy that I found myself forgetting that I had relationship
problems. Tomorrow school are re-open and today I had
to go back to JHB the minute I landed i wanted to go
back home , but My aunt was not having it she still
blames me for the fight I had with Langa , talk about
family not being loyal yazi , she told me that i need to be
patient with him and I must learn to be submissive he
may be the love of my life and more of a friend towards
me , but at the end of the day he is still a man ... a Zulu
man infect and challenging him will only drift us apart. I
just got home and the first person I saw was our house
keeper , I smiled at her
Ma’Sarah : “ hallo sisi “
Me : “ sawubona ma “
Her : “ how was your vacation , basaphila ekhaya? “
Me : “ it was good , and yes basaphila “
Her : “ well it's time for me to knock off , do you need
anything from me before I go? “
Me : “ no thank you ma “
She took her bag and left , I drag my bag to our bedroom
when I entered Langa cologne filled my nostril I decided
to take a long hot bath
.
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Pam ***
I was 3 months going to 4 months pregnant but my
body was slowly tiring down , my pregnancy was
complicated I have been in and out of hospital that I’m
even tired of all the medication, the injection , hospital
food I’m just tired ,Sbu was slowly going through
depression and it drove him crazy that its beyond his
control.
Dealing with a diagnosis of diabetes is tough enough but
when it occurred during pregnancy its neve reeking my
doctors suspect type 2 , There was this rush of
information that I had to figure out and my body was
too weak to process everything i had to learn to use
insulin, test my blood glucose and count carbs all while
my body was acting unpredictably, I’m just tired and the
fear to miscarriage is just to frightening , Dr walked
while I was lost in thought.
“ how you feeling today ? “
I just looked at him , isn’t it pretty obvious how I look and
feel
Me : “ when am I getting out of here ? “
“ all due respect mam... your condition is slowly getting
worse treatment is not reacting well and being pregnant
is coursing strain as well “
Me : “ you told ,me that yesterday ... what’s new ? “
I sigh ... my baby has not been active this past few days
and it worried me , she hardly kicked and I have been
noticing blots of blood on my panty liner when I pee
Me : “ do you still remember what I told you ? “
Him : “ mam ... but we can still ... “
Me : “ I don’t want to hear it ... just do what you have to
do and leave “
He sigh , Sbu walked in he looked drained and pale .. yet I
thought I was the sick one but he looked worse
Him : “ how’s my wife Dr “
Dr : “ her blood sugar level has dropped drastically and
nutrition is not passed on to the baby and ... “
I did let him continue “ you need to save my baby yezwa
... you need to make sure of that! “
Sbu seat next to me and held my hand
Him : “ baby please “ his eyes were pleading with me but
I can never be selfish and save my life ... my baby has to
live ... I know the outcome of my situation and chances
of surviving are slim I can only pray for miracle but the
lord wish is final , I pray everyday that my baby make it.
Me : “ no sbu ... the most important person in here is this
baby ok ... your baby girl “ he held my hand and rested
his forehead on it ...
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Langa ***
The house was quiet I’m guessing she is upstairs I step
into our bedroom and seat on the bed she in the
bathroom , she doing the off key singing as usual that
just put a smile on my face , I rub my hands together I’m
so nervous ,
Zoe singing :
“Feelings, so deep in my feelings
No, this ain't really like me
Can't control my anxiety
Feeling, like I'm touching the ceiling
When I'm with you I can't breathe
Boy, you do something to me “
I took off my clothes and jumped into the shower and
started singing along with her
Me and her : Listen my to heart go ba-dum, boo'd up
Biddy-da-dum, boo'd up
Hear my heart go ba-dum, boo'd up
Biddy-da-dum it just won't stop, it go
Ba-dum, boo'd up “
She stopped singing and did not turn to face me , I was
really afraid on her reaction I haven’t spoken to Zoe for
over a month , yes I’m coward like that , but I love this
women with my all my heart her body started relaxing a
bit and she breath out loud
Me : “ hi “ I said that holding her
Her : “sooo? now we talking Langa ? “
Me : “ I’m sorry baby “ I whispered in her ear
She turned around she looked radiant , wow that short
red hair she is rocking suited her
Her : “ you sorry ?! “ ... I looked down , and what came
next i was not expecting it, she slapped me , I looked at
her and she slapped me again and again till I ducked ...
yoo talk about crazy women
“ whole month Langa ... you don’t call ... you don’t text...
you fuckin left me !!! “
She was mad I don’t blame her i acted like coward shit
mom warned me about this , I tried to hold her hands
she yanked them away from me
Her : “ don’t touch me right now!!! “
Me : “ babe I’m sorry , I was a jack and i was coward ... if I
can reverse the hands of time I would and do things right
“
Her : “ you left me Langa ... you walked out on me ... out
on us !!!!...you such pussy ” she was crying and the water
was pouring over us
Me : “ I’m sorry nana ... I don’t know what came over me
“ I was standing in corner with crazy women in front of
me , I deserved every slap I got
Her : “ do you even still care about me? ... do you even
love me ? “
I did not expect this from her , Zoe is always on top of her
emotions she does not break down and she never have
doubt about herself ...
Me : “ I love you more than anything in this world Zoe ,
I’m really sorry that I hurt you ... I didn't mean too ‘...
please baby hate me all you want but never doubt how I
feel about you ... “
She started hitting me “ you left me ... for weeks Langa ...
why ? why ? I hate you ... you broke me ...” she was
hitting me on my chest with her hands and she was
crying
Me : “ i m sorry I’m relay sorry .... ” I held her hands she
was crying shit now I just feel bad , I pulled her to me and
hugged her , “ I’m truly sorry Zoe “ she wept on my
shoulder
Me : “ I love you, I promise ill never walk out on you
again “
Her : “ you hurt me Dlamini ... you drag me all the way to
JHB AWAY FROM MY FAMILY TO FUCKIN WALK AWAY
FROM ME !!! I HAD NO ONE ! “ she was screaming and
crying , she said that with her head buried on my chest ,
I held her tight on my arms , I felt my tears also on my
eyes ... I never want to see Zoe hurt like this , after a
while of culming her down , I realized that we were both
naked under running water and well Zoe body has always
made my blood hit up
I lifted her head for her to look at me , her eyes were
puffy and she looked vulnerable
Me : “ look at me Madlamini “
Her big eyes came to contact with mine ,
Me “ I love you “ she did not respond but attacked me
with kiss , wow easy tiger she was hungry for me , I could
not help but return the hunger we had rough crazy sex in
the shower, on the floor of bedroom and on our bed we
had about 3 rounds she was resting her head on my
chest and we were breathing heavily , wow that was one
crazy make up sex
Me : “ so I’m forgiven ? “
Her : not by a long short Mr “
Me : “ did you just use me ??? “
Her : “ it's bean a month without sex what do you think ?
“
I chuckled
.
.
Mpume***
.
“ how are my two favorite girls “ he smiled and Joy was
busy touching the laptop screen she was over excited to
see her Father , she misses him so much , the bond that
Joy and Lu created is just unbreakable on her birthday
she woke up and she bust out calling out for Lu “ DADA “
and my big bear cried tears of Joy yep he may be hard
nut but his all soft and mushy inside
Me : “ we miss you when are you coming back vele ? “
Me : “ hopefully this weekend baby I miss you too “
Her : “ you said that last week “ Lu has been gone for
almost two weeks now and I hate that I’m all alone in this
house , while there is stocker out there busy harassing
me , yes Thabo has been calling me ,sticking me on social
media , following me and sending me sms that he wants
to talk to me I have no idea were he got my cell phone
number from , ow well he is after all an attorney and he
can trace any body , I just feel like he has death wish
because if Lu finds out about this all hell will break loose ,
I decided to take sick leave from work , because mentally
I was not fit enough and I constantly fear about Joy
safety so working at home this week was ideal for me.
Him : “ I’m sorry baby , but you know my line of work
there is never a time frame of when I will complete the
mission “
Me : “ i know ... I know “ I looked down
Him : “ you tempered with the security system baby why
?? is everything alright ? “ I maxed up the security
system at my house I did not think that Lu will find out
shit what now ...
Me : “ what ? “
Him : “ so when are you going to tell me what bugging
you? you have been a bit off this past week's “
Me : “ I’m ok ..." he raised his eyebrow
me : ok baby , i just have this unsettled feeling nje “
Him : “ you lying Nompumelelo must I fuck it out of you
now ? what’s going on ? “
I held my mouth , yep Lu can act and speak very barbaric
at times , I still have not told him about my encounter I
had with Thabo a month ago , i know he was going to
loose it so I lied for the sake of just allowing this things to
settle down, the last time I told him about Thabo in cape
town he lost it , but from the way Thabo is acting now I
have no choice but to tell Lu , I’m just planning to tell him
as soon as he gets back though I don’t want to bother
him while his miles away
Me : “ babe you can not speak like that Joy is around “
Joy : Dada “ she was busy kissing this screen
Lu : “ I miss you angel , “ lu started kissing the screen too
, he looked at me and I can tell that he's not buying my
act ok grate , no more video calls until he comes back
because I can not keep on lying to him
Joy and Lu continued to have conversation of their own
until he finally said goodbye, I miss him like crazy and I
hate his line of work , I mean he qualified assassin and
it's just a dangerous job I pray that he comes back to me,
I looked at my baby who look so much like me this days ,
with her big fro and deep dimples,
Me : “ its way past your bedtime Ms “ she started acting
up I guess she did not want to say goodbye to her father ,
I just bath her and feed her and she was off to lala land , I
catched up on work for a while , I was seating on my bed
with Joy sleeping peacefully on my side , I have been
sleeping with her in my bed because I have been having a
bad feeling about Thabo resurfacing have you ever get
the feeling that somebody is watching you .. well ya that
how I feel I can not wait for Lu to get back.
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happy Monday hope you enjoy it ...
#97
unedited
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Zodwa ***

I have been blessed to have in-laws like the Dlamini ,

after years of struggling and running away from the
crime I committed in the past I finally get to be in peace ,
my life has turn around and I’m very grateful. My family
started reaching out for me and they want to let bye
gon’s be bye gon’s , it's hard to forgive but I’m women of
faith and believe that with prayer the lord will ease my
heart. I still think that the reason they want to be part of
my life is because they know that I have full ownership of
my fathers land yes Lubanzi gave me the deed of sale of
the land , it was his gesture to show how grateful he is to
marry Nompumelelo , my daughter is so lucky. My
phone beeped disturbing me from my morning thoughts
, I smiled to myself when I saw the caller id
Me : “ baba ninjani “
Him : “ mmmm that sounds nice , I wish you will be
calling me like that whiles waking up next to me “
I blushed ow my god , me and baba’mfundisi have been a
bit exclusive it safe to say we kinda seeing each other ,
and I’m very afraid to be all open about it while this man
wants to claim my hand in marriage yoo angisamudala
for such things kodwa I’m scared
Me : “ kodwa baba yini ukudlala ngami “
Him : “ I’m not playing Zodwa ... im a man of faith and I
can not play hide and seek with you any more “
I looked down and breath out loud
Me : “ I will talk to Nompumelelo soon “
Him : “ now we going somewhere , the boys are really
found of you and I don’t think Nompumelelo will have a
problem with me being her Father , I’m still very
handsome you know “
I giggled yes this man make me act and feel like a young
girl that is falling in love for the first time , after talking
for almost 30 minutes we finally said our goodbye with
him forcing me to say I love him , my smile was short
lived when I had an unexpected visitor popping into my
house un announced
Him : “ good afternoon Zodwa “
I looked at him from head to toe what does this parasite
want from me now
Me : “ ufunani la Thabo? “
He smiled and stood by my kitchen door with his hands
on his pocket
Him : “ so you finally sold Nompumelelo to the Dlamini’s
?“
I laughed and clapped my hands “ sold her ?? .... lit was
her birthright to be married to that family “
Him : “ ow is it so? ... does she know that you mummy
dearest and Selby toyed with her feelings by making her
fall for married man “
I looked at him “ a very greedy man who only did this for
money awusho will your wife be please to hear this news
that you Mr lawyer you were head over hills in love with
a teenager”
He frowned , ow he came here to bluff well he got
something coming , I’m not going a to destroy my
daughters happiness because of this dick head
Me : “ what wrong Mr Motaung cat got your tongue “
Him : “ yazi I thought ... “
Me : “ you thought what ? ... kahle kahle ufunani kuno
mpumelelo ... don’t you have a family to be with ... yazi
in life you can not have your cake and eat it ... so do
yourself a favor and go back to whatever hole you
crawled out from “
He gave me smack “ this is not over yezwa ...ill find a
way to show Mpume on what kind of family she married
too “
Me : “and how will that help you , you still not going have
her .... hallo you have a wife and kids Mr stop obsessing
over my baby girl you pervert “ I was about to bang his
door in his face when he pushed the door ... I popped
my eyes
Him : “ congratulations are in order I saw that you are
grandmother now “
His look gave me a questionable expression , what is he
on about now to say I’m shock was understatement ...
could it be ... but no ... Mpume told me that the Joy is
Banzi ... his pulling my leg it can not be
Him : “ so Zodwa i finally I got your attention ...? “
Me : “ get out of my house before I do something I will
regret yezwa ...”
He laughed and walked out ... I locked my door and I
looked at him get in his car through the window and
driving away ... I ran to my bedroom took my phone
Me : “ pick up .. damit “
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Cici ***

“ how is she ? “
I looked at him as he walked in the house and he started
looking around ,
Me : “ I took her to the Dr she sleeping right now “
He seat down and looked down “ thank you Cici”
I’m her mother Sandile no need to thank me it's my duty
... today I received a call from Zaza teacher telling me
that my daughter was vomiting and not feeling well at
school , I rushed to the school because she was unable to
get hold of his father by his father she was referring to
Sandile , so I took Zaza to the Dr, and Dr suspected flue /
fever and her medication .
Me : “ its was no problem at all “
He looked at me , ok this is awkward me and Sandile
never stay in one room for more than 5 min so I don’t
know what to say now so I made my way to the Kitchen
Me : “ ahhh can I get you something ? “
he set back and looked at me “ juice please “ I looked at
him this man drinks like a fish what the sudden interest
in fruit juice now ?
Him : “ heart condition remember “
Me : “ oooh ... “ its like he read my mind , I poured him a
glass of juice and he made his way towards me and set
in one of the bar stools opposite me
Him : “ you lost weight “
I nodded not knowing what to say
Him : “ look Cici I know me and you ended very badly and
it was not love it was more of fulfilling each others needs
.... but this what you have with Zweli it might lead you to
your grave “
Me : “ what do you mean ? “
Him : “ I know my son ... he has demons that he still need
to deal with before he can love someone else besides
himself “
Me : “ I don’t think its appropriate to talk about my
relationship with Zweli with you since me and you had
history together “
He chuckled and shook his head
Him : “ this is not love Cici its toxic ... have you ever
asked yourself why I have stopped Zaza to visit you guys
... because she once came home and told me that he sow
Zweli shouting at you and slapping you ... you think I will
allow my baby girl to be in this environment? “
I held my mouth I can not believe that Zaza witness that
I felt tears on my eyes ,
Him : “ I know this will be hard for you but you have to
get out of this relationship ... look at you cici I can't even
recognize you ... you may be a lot of things but end of the
day you still a mother of my child and I don’t want Zaza
to go trough the whole experience of losing a parent ...
think about her “
I could not hold it any longer so I just cried and funny
enough Sandile arms comforted me
Me : I’m just tired of fighting ... i'm just tired of constant
arguing “
Him : “ shuuuu .... you need to end this “
He thinks it that easy ...i have been trying to walk away
from this relationship for months now ... how do I break
up with a man who controlling me , physical and
emotionally abusing me , I have nothing on my name , no
money no where to go ... how do I break free ... why
does it hurt so much to love a man who struggling to love
me back ...”
“ what going on here ? “ I break the hug whipped my
teas and stood aside looking down I did not want to see
the look in Zweli face
Sandile : “ hi to you to Zweli “
zweli : “ you haven’t answered me ? “
Sandile : “ Cici may you kindly get Zaza for me please “
In my mind I wish that I can leave with them because
Zweli looks real mad right now I handed sleeping Zaza to
Sandile with her backpack , walked them to the door
Sandile looked at me “ think about what I told ...” I just
nodded and walked back inside the minute I walked in
the living room zweli was folding his hands looking at me
I swallowed hard
.
.
Mpume ***

Cooking kept me busy I was in the kitchen while Joy was

busy walking around and falling in the living room area I
was keeping a close eye on her , and she made laugh a
lot because every time she falls she will hit the floor as if
it the reason why it's making her fall , we have been
cooked up in the house for about three days now and
honestly I like to keep it like that , Sindy was going to visit
later on today I just want her to give me all the juicy
details of her vacations to London , I just hope she does
not come back pregnant because I know how she like
riding Menzi dick , my phone rang and it was Zoe
Me :” hay love you been very scars “
Her : “ well life girl you know how it goes , how is my
little pumpkin “
Me : “ she fighting with the floor “
We laughed ,
Her : “she such a bully... still finding it hard to walk ? “
Me : “ yep “
Zoe : ncooo “
I smiled “ how are you ... did you fix things up with Langa
“
Her : “ yaa... we getting there ... we just fucking like crazy
right now “
Me :” Zoe !! “
Her : “ what ? ... I know you miss humping your grizzly
bear like crazy “
My mind wondered a bit yep I miss him ... I bit my lower
lip
Her : “ I hope you not thinking about sex right now ? ... “ I
kept quite
Her : “ you sleazy slut are you being for real right now ....
haysuka bye ... I’ll call you later after you finish
masturbating “ I bust and laughed holding my mouth in
the process she indeed drop the call while I laughed
trust Zoe to leave you cracking up like crazy , Joy started
crying I guess this walking business has made her restless
so i picked her up and gave her pacifier and she started
pulling my hair, my phone beeping and I looked at the
screen and could not believe my eyes , there were two
pics one was Joy's pic and a baby i didn't know there was
a huge resemblance which freaked me out , i read the
message below :
“
that baby girl looks more like me than that ugly Dlamini
guy you married too .. so right now I’m pulling out
medical report to confirm the peace of the puzzle ... you
better pray that she not mine “ I dropped the phone
down and held Joy in my arms I rushed to our bedroom
and locked the door ... why is Thabo doing this... why
cunt he leave me alone ...
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#97 continue...
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Narrated ( unedited )
Thabo ***
.
“ what do you mean that medical report are not
conclusive “
He was talking with his PI over the phone busy walking
up and down in his room , he had come to Durban for
business meeting for potential client but bumped into
Mpume unexpectedly and all his interest shifted , he was
very doubtful to talk to her , due to the fact that the last
time he spoke to her he ended up in the hospital for
weeks with broken leg , ribs and his face was deformed ,
he knew how vicious and dangerous Lubanzi is and never
wanted to cross paths with him again , but seeing
Mpume that day made him feel a seating way , his
marriage was on the rocks because he no longer had
feelings for his wife , he only stayed because they had
kids together and seeing Mpume erupted all the feelings
he thought there were buried within , they was
something about her she had that glow , but realizing
that she married with a baby he became artily furious ,
he still believe that him and Mpume had a good thing
going but the fact that his sheering a bad with Dlamini
made him angry , he was on mission to expose the kind
of people the Dlamini are and hoping to get Mpume
heart by doing so he was so coat up in infatuation that he
did not care anymore about anything else besides having
Mpume , so he started stoking her on social media , and
notice that the baby girl looked more like her last born
daughter but what more puzzling is that he never slept
with mpume not even once ..
PI : “ all I can say boss is that the birth certificate indicate
that the child is a Dlamini and the hospital footage
indicate that , the Dlamini boy was in the hospital on the
day she gave birth “
Thabo : “ I need more than that ... evidence that his the
father or not ... that baby looks like me demit “
PI : well boss ... DNA test will do right now “
Thabo : “ shit ... “
Another dead end , by now he knew that he need to
leave Durban and go back to cape town because he has
stepped on the tail of the lion , Mpume most probably
told Lubanzi about his stocking tendencies by now ... shit
“.
.
.
.meanwhile at Mpume house
“ can you look after her ill be right back ... I need to deal
with something right now “
Sindy : “ girl I just got here , what ? “
Sindy looked at her puzzled , Mpume was acting strange
then normal , she was shaking and was a bit off , sindy
looked at her while she placed joy on her arm ,took her
car keys and ran out .
Sindy : “ mpume what's going on ?.... Mpume !! “
Mpume was upset angry infect she wanted this Thabo
bull shit to stop ,she was tired of running away and
feeling scared its either he talk sense in Thabo ears or
Banzi kills him it was just too much for her now she has
to know why is Thabo being a pain in her life .. she
decided to call his number and he answered
Mpume : “you want to talk so give me your address so
will fuckin talk “
Thabo looked at his phone with shock wave on his face ,
he was not sure what just happened , the call dropped on
his ear , so he text his hotel address and door number to
Mpume in no time she knocked in her door and budget in
looked pissed because she pushed him aside and got in
Mpume : “ what sick game are you are you playing la
Thabo ? “
Thabo : “ game ? “
Mpu: “ don’t piss me off ... I’m not that naive girl that
you use to play with .. I’m a grown ass women and have a
family to put first... so what the fuck do you want ?? “
Tha: wow ? “ he shook his head in disbelief , Mpume was
never a violent person and this sight she sow was
unpleasant
Mpu: “ I’m a married women ... no point of correction im
a happy married women, My baby is not yours never
was never will be she is a Dlamini ... and trust me when I
tell you that you can mass with me all you want but
never involve my baby in this sick game of yours yezwa ...
so for the last time I’m going to ask you WHAT DO YOU
FUCKING WANT !? “
Tha: “ do you even know what sort people you married
too ? “
Mpu : “ what do you care ? ... the last time I checked me
and you ended long time ago ... I moved on ....found a
man who worshiped me who loves me and puts me first
... ” Thabo despised the fact that Mpume heart belong to
another man now
Tha: “ I know I hurt you mpume .. and I just want to tell
you how sorry ... I am .... “
Mpu : “ you sorry ...you lied to me ... you dumped me ...
you manipulated me ... fuck your even a married man
Thabo with kids ... yazi all along I blamed myself for you
leaving me , I cried I was depressed... but you were the
sick busted who used me and toyed with my emotions
... I even curse the day i crossed path with you ... go
back to cape town to your wife and kids and leave me
and my family alone you hear me or else I will pay your
wife a visit and trust me I don’t bluff “ she was busy
pointing her finger at him she clicked her tongue and she
attempted to walk out ... when Thabo held her hand ,
mpume looked him up and down in frustration
Tha: “ I was forced to it OK ... I was suppose to be a
distraction to your life till you come of age and they can
marry you to that family “
Mpume was shocked “ who did what ? “ she asked after
yanking her hand from his grip
“ I was working for Mr Dlamini as his lawyer he told me
to pursue you ... to destruct you ... because he did not
want you to be falling for the wrong person since you
were chosen to marry his son ... so yaa I did what I did ..”
Mpume : “ what ? why ?? “
Tha: “ my Job was on the line ... I wanted to make
partner Mpume .. and Dlamini was my huge client ... he
was going to make sure that I get my seat “
Mpume looked at him ... she was wounded... pissed and
most of all very livid all along she thought that Thabo’s
feelings for her were real but true fact its was an act ...
she wanted to scream and cry ... but how would that
help her ... she already feels like a fool
Tha: that why I’m telling you that you have no clue of
what kind of family you married too “
Mpu : “ so all along I was your puppet for you to use to
climb the corporate ladder ? “
Thabo looked down
Tha: “ falling in love with you was not a plan ...i fell in
love with you ... I was willing to leave my wife for you ...
when they saw that I was serious about you and
developed strong feelings for you ...i was asked to break
things with you .. it was never my intention to hurt you
.... I’m really sorry“|
Mpume: what !!! ? “ she was boiling with anger
Tha: “ I love you Mpume ... you can not deny that me and
you had chemistry... what we had was real..... “ she cut
him off
Mpu : “ you expect me to believe you after what you told
me right now .... I hate you Thabo yezwa ... “ she was
crying now “ so you finally managed to break me again
... I hope you happy ... because I plan to destroy you
yezwa ... “ Thabo tried to hold her Mpume screamed ... “
don’t fuckin touch me ... get away from me .... I swear to
god if you ever try to get close to me and my baby again
I will kill you ... you sick busted “ ... she wiped her tears
cliqued her tongue and looked at him with disgust and
mashed out
.
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Selby ***
mean while Selby rushed to Durban for damage control
after Zodwa called him and advised him that Thabo is in
town starring troubler ..
Mpume passed Selby on the lobby and luckily for him
she was not in good state to notice him she just passed
him with ought noticing him , Selby ask his driver to
follow her and make sure she gets home safe , he was
furious he did not think that Mpume will be in touch
with Thabo ... the basted probably told her everything ,
he just wished that Mpume did not tell him that Joy is his
baby , he found Thabo seating in the couch with his face
on his hands .
“ you just don’t give up ! “ Selby voice made Thabo
freak out... shit he knew that this was not going to end
well the hair on the back of his neck stood up
“ you such a bad rash that won't go away boy ....nci .. ci
... ci “ Selby started folding his shirt on his arms
He swallowed hard , he did not expect to see Selby to be
standing in his room
Thabo : “ I just wanted to find out the truth “
He gave him a mocking laugh “ truth he say ? “ Selby
laughed and clapped his hands , he was wearing just his
white shirt and black trousers looked to casual for his
liking
Selby : “ maybe I’m too nice towards you ... to lenient ...
to patient for you to walk over me like this ... you making
me very angry “
Tha: “ your son does not deserve her... but she still chose
him ...regardless “
Selby : “ oonh what did you do ??? “he stood up
Tha: “ it's not what you think .. I swear on my son's life“
Selby took out his phone and was busy texting ... he
placed his phone back on his pocket and seat down
Selby : “ make me understand why you did it ? “
Before Thabo can explain the door opened and one
buffed up guy who looked like a gorilla walked in with his
muscle t-shirt ... Thabo immediately knew his fate than
Selby : “ ooh ... feel free to talk now ... I’m all ears you
were saying“
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Sindy ***

“ I don’t know Banzi , she just went out and she did not
look ok “
Banzi : where is Joy ? “
Me : “ she with me ...sleeping “
Him : “ ok thank you , call me when she gets back “ I
hanged up and
I dished up supper for myself since Joy was fast asleep , I
had no idea where Mpume ran off to all I know is that
she was a bit shaken , she walked in the house few hours
later and she looked like a train rack , I stood up and
went to her and hugged her , she just cried her lungs out
,
Me : “ what’s wrong sisi ? “
She did not say a word but continued to cry , we made
our way to the couch where I cradle her and brush her
tears away ,
Her : “ it was all a lie Sindy “ she finally came down and
she stood up and walked away came back with bottle of
Jack Daniels
Her : “ Thabo ... was forced to be with me”
Ok this is one topic I don’t want to hear , I mean Menzi
told me what they did to Thabo in cape town and frankly
he deserved it , she started drinking from the bottle and
screamed at the burning taste in her mouth , I just
laughed at her, Mpume is no experience drinker and all
of sudden she wants to drink nit whisky ya right , I went
to the fridge and took out lime cordiale and ice started
mixing our drink while she went on and on about Dlamini
and Thabo involvement yoo it was just a lot to take in ,
Me : “ did Thabo say that Banzi was involved in this “
She shook her head “ you think that he did not know
about his father's action ? “
We were busy drinking and yep I was getting tipsy , I
figured that I might as well sleep over , I can not leave
Mpume in this state
Me : “ I think his also bigger puppet in this game as you
are girl ... “ I sigh “ look he did not know that this
arranged marriage was long planned by his father and
your mother ... he only decided to do it because his
marriage was in the rocks , and after realizing that you
were still in in love with Thabo and expecting he dropped
the ball , so ya ... don’t blame the guy ... the only person
who's responsible in massing up your life like this and the
biggest puppet master is your father in law and your
mom “
Mpume popped her eyes and started crying again .. ooh
boy this will be a long day
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Cici ***

I seat in the bathtub till I felt the water getting cold , if

you wondering what happened yes Zweli did beat me up
he had a twisted feeling that I’m leaving him for his
father just because he found us hugging , I apologized
and tried to explain myself but it fell on deaf ears, my
whole body is bruised and yep I have a huge blue eye ,
tomorrow I was suppose to go for a job interview so I
might as well kiss that Job goodbye now , I stepped out
on the bathtub and limp my way to the bedroom , I
wanted to avoid looking at myself in mirror I just got
inside the bed covers, I decided to sleep in Zaza room
and as much I wanted to cry my tears failed me , I looked
at my life and thought that I was better off whore and
goal digger than being bitten up like this, I’m in the
category starts of all the women that are bitten up and
are too afraid to walk away , because they feel like they
not going to make it , I hate my life so much right now.
The devil himself walked in and whatever he was carried
smelled so good , I was hungry but I just faced the other
side and closed my eyes ,
Him : “ I made you soup”
I was expecting I’m sorry Cici ... will the soup heal my
bruised body and broken heart ...
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Lubanzi ***

“ just do as I say baba and let him go “

I could here Thabo crying in the beck ground and what
my father was doing was not his place , I don’t know why
he loves mangling in our lives , yes we may be his
children but he just need to back off , this whole thing
has became a whole messed up shit .. Mpume is not
taking my calls and somehow my father is behind the
reason why my wife is not talking to me ,
Him : “ Banzi I know what I’m doing “
Me : “ baba I don’t care just let me deal with Thabo my
own way , fucking let him go “
Him : “ uthuka bani ?? “
Me : “ Damit Selby , stop mangling in my life I got this ,
let the busted go ... i'll handle him when I come back “
He sigh ... “ ok fine .. but don’t come to me when all falls
down “
Me : “ I won't ... so listen ... make it look like his lucky day
that he escape dearth ..live the door open or something
do not willingly let him go ok “
Him : “ ok ... but he does not deserve to leave “
Me : “ you not God so you don’t get to make that
decision , so tell me why my wife is not taking my calls
what did you do Selby “
Him : “ shit ... this busted must have told her about our
deal “
Me : “ what deal???“ he told me how he organized for
Thabo to mingle with Mpume ... I was fuming shit my
father is one screwed up psycho how will Mpume
believe me when I tell her that I had no involvement in
this crazy idea.... fuck !!“
“ boss we ready for you “
I looked at Lettie one of my best right hand agents she
may be a girl but girl can kill with no mercy and she damn
good “
Me : “ dad I have to go ... and please stay away from my
family till I fix your mass “
I dropped the call and L.T looked at me “ trouble at home
“
Me : “ nothing I can not handle , so when are we putting
this plan in action , and where are the blueprints to this
guys house , must I always do everything myself in this
place “
She laughed at me
Her : “ I need to pay Mpume a visit , I hate it when she
makes you stressed like this “
I looked at her and yes I had to pull out this mission we
need to kill one of the biggest drug lords that has
expanded his business to SA ,well as we are special forces
any treat to the nation we deal with it , so I need to focus
and my marital dispute I will deal with them when I get
home.
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Langa **
We have avoided talking like crazy me and Zoe we have
bean having sex like we on an orggie , she has even
skipped going to school and I did not go to work either ,
Our bedroom smelled sex yes it's been two days and we
have been doing all crazy sex positions , to say my body
was tired was an understatement I was sloshed its early
hours of the morning and we at it again , we only stop
when we have to eat take a nap and we do it all over
again
“ ow fuck... shit ... awe mah...!!! “ I scream in pain
She stopped turned around and looked at me she was
on cow boy position riding me like her life depended on
it , i set up straight and held her waist so she can stop
Her : “ yini ? “
Me : “ cramp ... ouch ... !!“ I bit my lower lip trying to
suppress the pain ,
She laughed at me , “ Zoe please get off me ... “ she
continued to laugh at me, jumped off me ,I held my lag
that was just so painful
Her : “let me go get you ice old man “ she put on her
rope and walked out , leaving me in pain , she came back
with ice bag , and placed in on my leg
Me : “ thank you “ she smiled at me she had another
tattoo on her neck it was zodiac sign since she a
Capricorn , she had too much ink on her body and it
made me wonder what’s the deal
Me : “ when did you get that “
Her : “ when I was in Durban ? “
I nodded , I wanted to ask her further but I held her face ,
Zoe has round face she is maturing like fine wine she was
hella beautiful if you know Jessica alba you would swear
there are twins she smiled and that when her innocence
arise , she looked more like her mom now you could
not tell that she is half black
Her : “ what ? “ she looked down
Me : “ is it crime to look at my women right now “
She giggled ,and jumped on top of me wrapped her hand
around my neck
Me : “ man in pain ... baby “ I flinched in pain
Her : “ i love you too “ she kissed me , while her tongue
was invading my mount , she was busy biting my lower
lip I let out a moan , fuck I love this girl the things she
does to me Jesus I can't even believe that I was her first ,
I pulled out and looked at her
Me : “ baby you such a freak , who taught you this things
you doing to me “ she giggled
Her : “ you of cause who else “
We laughed continued to kiss and we took a shower
innocent one with a bit of kissing and touching here and
there ... she dragged me to the kitchen
“ come let me feed you “ those were her exact words I
looked at the time it was after 04h00 in the morning ..
she was seating on the kitchen counter wearing one of
my t-shits I was only wearing my shorts seating in the
bar stool between her legs while she was feeding me
Me : “ you know that we haven’t talk at all this past few
days “
Her : “ when we talk we fight , I don’t want to fight “
I nodded , while she feed me spicy wings dipped in
creamy white sauce , yes having a housekeeper and a
cook is a blessing , finally we eating decent meal ,
Me : “ but babe if we do not talk we wont know if we
good or not “
Her : “ I know ... so talk “ she breath out loud “ let's have
this one..on .. one talk “ I laughed , zoe hates being
serious lord give me strength
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Cici ***
It Sunday and all I want to do is go to church and maybe
the lord can give me answers about my life, I’m terrified
of the man that I live with and I want out , it's just bloody
harder than I thought I have been having migraines this
days and it could be because I’m always stressed , I have
wanted and waited all my life to have a relationship with
zweli but sometimes we just have to be careful on what
we wish for .
upon arriving in church it was empty I just wanted to
pray first before anybody gets here so I was right in time
I went to the front and kneeled in front of the altar I sigh
, I was lost of words ,I cried and looked up
“Lord ….god i come today praying for peace. The devil
comes in many forms. I pray that you devour the hold he
has on my heart and release me from his wrath. You are
the alpha and omega and i trust in you …”
I head foot step and I looked up and too my surprise I
saw Nkonzo walking in he had his phone in his hand and
busy humming a song
He looked up and saw me Kneeling there , I quickly wiped
my tears and looked down
Him : “hi! … I’m sorry…. did I disturb you? “
Me : “ aah .. no … , “
I stood up and looked the other way , I feel like everyone
can see my pain my bruises ,I can not hardly anybody pity
right now so let me avoid eye contact and just walk away
, I took my bag while he cleared his trout
Him : “ I’m glad someone is early so cum help me set up
the sound system “
Me : “ im sorry but I have to go “
Him : “ this is the only place you’ll find comfort , and if
you leave now you giving the devil the upper hand , so
please help me prep up “
I looked down
Me :” “ I know nothing about the sound system “
Him : “ i'll show you … please “
I just nodded … Nkonzo is very open person , funny and
does not talk or act like a pastor's son , I did not do much
of helping I just set by the piano and looked at him , we
talked most about general stuff until he started humming
my favourite song by Tamela Mann – take me to the king
“Take me to the king
I don’t have much to bring
My heart is torn in pieces
It’s my offering
Take me to the king “ I paused when I heard the sound
of the piano
Him : “wow Siswati what a voice “ I did not realised that I
was even singing
Me : “ its just a shower voice stop playing with me “
Him “ sing with me please “ I looked away and he
started to sing
Him “Truth is I'm tired
Options are few ….. “ I could not help but join in this song
touched me so much , it felt like it was speaking to me
directly
me / him : “I’m trying to pray
But where are you?
I’m all churched out
Hurt and abused
I can’t fake
What’s left to do? “
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Portia ***

I live with Sindy but I feel like she is avoiding me in ways I

really do not know , she always has somewhere to go ,
and hardly say anything to me ,
I was visiting my father this weekend , frankly I was
avoiding Sindy also she just too judgemental nje , I’m
trying so hard not to fight with her because I believe she
will bring out the Zweli issue I don’t know what
happening between me and him we just have sex and he
promise me forever but he does not show any signs of
leaving Cici , do I want them to break up? maybe a small
part of me does but I prefer fucking Zweli with no
attachment his just one sick busted and to be serious
with him will be very stressful
“ hay pumpkin you ready for our date “ my dad walked in
my room looking all handsome as always , I stood up and
hugged him , we were going out on a date , I’m so huge I
can't even see my feet so dad forced me to take a walk
with him and go out we drove to the mall and did lot of
walking while we bought glossaries and house essentials
.him : “ so have you fixed things up with your sister ?“
I was stuffing my face with all sort of junk , we were at
burger king and I was tired
Me : “ we don’t talk like we use to , she just don’t want
to upset me … so she just avoids me “
he looked at me under his glasses
me : “ what ? “
him : “ you still seeing that Msomi boy “
I shrug my shoulder
Him : “ come on POPO … really baby girl .. the boy gets
you pregnant his making a fortune with his taxi business
… but still not willing to pay for damages ? is that the
man you want raising my grandson ? …”
I looked down , this was embarrassing my father is not a
traditional person , but he know right from wrong .. I
was not about to tell zweli what expected of him … he
should know mos.. right ? “
Dad : “ you know I respect the women you grew up to be,
I’m so proud of you but dating that guy will be your
down fall my girl … so think about your future you
bringing a child to this world “
Me : “ I’m not dating him” I mumbled to think about it
dad was right
I’m forever going to be bound to Zweli since there is baby
on the way .. I just don’t know if I can leave him and raise
this child on my own being a single parent is tough but
do I need Zweli to be part of my .life and this baby … I
sigh I need to talk to Zoe … she know her brother more
anyone ….
Dad : “ hay you have my support I’m always going to be
there for you and the baby … yes the baby might need
material things but most foremost it will need love … I
hope you ready to put this innocent soul first …in few
months time you going to be a mother … all childish act
will need to be thrown outside the window .. your focus
and dedication must be given to this child … just think
about it “
My date with dad was great as always and he had a valid
point when it comes to zweli and his behaviour … i have
two months to make this right before I give birth
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Sindy ***
I was driving back from church and I must say the service
was just to powerful it talked a lot about forgiving and
moving on , pastor Majozi preached about letting go of
grudges and hatred , it hit me so much because I still can
not forgive my father , yes his paying for his crimes in jail
but not even once I have visited him or even talked to
him … i feel like I need to pray more about it because it’s
a huge burden to me … I guess time can heal all wounds I
just hope my time is coming. I can not believe that Cici
joined the worship group, and shit bitch can sing … aish
forgive me lord for swearing … I laughed at myself
packed my car at home and jumped off .. I was starving
and I know mom always cook those seven colours for
Sunday lunch … speaking of mom she has done really
good for herself , she made progress and picked herself
up , I never thought she will even work again but yoo the
lord is good she got a job a some private clinic as a nurse.
“ mom I’m home “ I said that walking inside the kitchen ,
aish this women did not cook really now … She rushed
out wrapping her gown over her small body , she was
holding it tight as if hiding something ,her hair was a
mass and she looked a bit blush
Her :” Sindy what are you doing here ? “
I folded my hands and looked at her , hallo this is my
home , she kept on looking behind her ok this was
awkward
Me : “ owww my God … you have a man in this house ? “
Her : “ no that silly what would you think of that ? “ she
folded her hands and moved to her hair she became a bit
jumpy nje , her gesture change dramatically
Me : “ so you don’t mind if I go check in your bedroom “
I started walking .. “ Sindy no … ok .. ok … this is not a
right time … shit it Sunday I’m sorry baby I forgot “
I clapped once with a huge smile on my face “ so ubani ?
“ I whispered
Her : “ can we talk about this over lunch tomorrow .. can
you please go now “
Me : “ you kicking me out at my own house so you can
ride a dick ? “ I folded my hands
Her : “ sindisiwe mani , haysuka just go “
She pushed me out and we both laughed “ you owe me
an explanation missy “
Her : “ yeyeye … go “
Me : “ and don’t leave anything out …” I yelled
she waved goodbye and walked back in the house , wow
my mom got her groove back … I looked at the car
parked outside my house wow Range thatha ma levels …
I smiled I drove back to my flat , I’m glad that Portia is
not around crossing paths with her was not going to be
ideal for me… I still think what she doing is just not on ,
she repeating history and doing the very same thing that
her mom did to my family , that just being selfish and she
acting like a slut , or is she a slut any way most probably
be .. it run in her mother's side of the family
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Mpume ***
“ mom I can not do this with you now “ she just walked in
my house unexpected demanding answers of why I am
not taking her calls can this women get a sign that I don’t
want to speak with her
Mom : “ Mpume I did what I had to do to protect you …
they are lot of vultures outside my baby “
Me : “ you detected my life ma … you made me think I
was leaving the perfect life … while I was a pun in your
game to control my life “
Mom : “ Nompumelelo “
Me : “ no ma , I’m sick and tired of this excuse you always
give me , “that you did what you did because you were
protecting me “ … are you fore real “
Mom : “ baby “
Me : “ I fell in love with married man , who was
controlling and obsessed with me … He dumped me
mom to fulfil your gain … I almost lost my self and my
baby along the way …. what kind of parent does that? … “
Her : “ Mpume ? “
Me : “ no mom … I don’t want to hear it yezwa … can you
please go “
Her : “ I’m sorry baby “
Me : “ just go please …. !!!!! “
The door swung open Banzi walked in … its been a whole
week since I had an encounter with Thabo and mom
decided to show up in my house to apologise , like really
… she lied to me about my identity … she then toyed with
me heart for her personal gain and now she going to
come here and say she is sorry … she just need to forget
it .
I looked Lu and just walked upstairs … Joy was in her
room playing I’m so glad that my baby is fascinated by
toys and loves her own space I stood by her door looking
at her playing … I felt Lu behind me he ran his hands
around my waist and I just placed my head on his chest ,
yes I finally told him about Thabo we were both victims
of our parents selfish behaviour , and right now I want to
be with him , his the only person who feels my pain and
who can make this mass go away ..
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Banzi ***
Mpume : “ is she gone ? “
Me : “ yaa … I requested ubber for her “
I just got home and seeing mpume and her mom fighting
like that , upset me a bit because it was all my fathers
doing.
Me : “ are you ok ? “
Her : “ yaa .. “ she did not finish .. Joy was trying to walk
and running at the same time .. when she saw me “
dada…dada ! “ I felt all fuzzy inside and I rushed to her
and picked her up
“ baby !!! … who’s daddy girl ? “ she was giggling with
her few teeth on her gummy smile … I threw her up and
cached her and she was giggling non stop while I kissed
her all over her face
Mpume : “ what about my kiss ? “
I smiled at her and pulled her to my side and kissed her
while she ran her hands on my face ,
Mpume : “ we have to do something with this stubbly
look “
Me : “ what ? I taught you liked my beard
Mpume : “ when it's trimmed and looking clean yep …
but this no ways Mr “
She pulled out and was about to walked away , I ran my
hands on her ass “ Lu “ she giggled
Me : “I’m think of doing a lot of things to that ass right
now“ i continued to kiss her ,
She was wearing a short summer dress with cardigan
that dress my oh my her curvy body was out to play I bit
her lip ..
Her : “ I miss you “ she said in-between our kiss “
Me : “ I miss you too “ I said pulling her even close Joy
was on my other arm she became irritated that my focus
was on her mom and she started shouting and screaming
in her own baby language I just laugh …
I have been gone for three weeks and lot of crazy stuff
happened while I was away I still need to deal with this
Thabo issue but right now I want to suck something and
bury myself in between my wife’s juicy thighs
Mpume : “ put her to sleep so we can see how much you
miss me “ she winked and walked out , I looked at Joy
and she started smiling and laughing
Me: baby you better sleep so daddy can play with
mommy “
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Mpume ***

Its Portia baby shower today it was not going to be big

as Pam’s due to Portia being antisocial , Zoe was not
coming so it was going to be few people attending we
just booked a table at one of the stake and grill
restaurant , I guess I’m only trying to make her pregnant
experience worth while , she has been stressed being a
single parent and all , but well hopefully the baby shower
will show her that she not alone .
Pam has not been feeling well and I thought that I must
stop by her house before going to the restaurant where
will be hosting the baby shower , I knocked and Sbu let
me in he looked like he has not slept for days we hugged
and greeted each other
Me :” how you holding up ? “
Him : “ some days are good and some days are worse “
Me : “ how is she ? “
He seat down on the couch and slouched
Her : “ I don’t know what to do Mpume , this baby is
killing her “
He held his face and looked down , now I felt very
nervous what really happening here ? he told me about
Pam condition , good lord and I only thought she was
having some sort of pregnancy illness you know some
women have the worst experience when there pregnant ,
but Stage 2 diabetic and she pregnant it was going to be
a life threatening situation from what Sbu told me , I
could not help but just sink down and cry , why would
Pam hide this from us
Me : “ can I see her please “
He nodded “ she in our bedroom “ I wiped my tears and
walked upstairs
I stood by the bedroom door I held my tears seeing pam
seating by the balcony with her blanket she looked pale
and lost lot of Waite her baby bun was not even visible
you could not tell if she was pregnant yet she was 5
months pregnant , I walked towards her , wow they had
a beautiful view of the sea it was so peaceful and
calming.
Me : “ hay love , “ i stood in front of her she was sleeping
she opened her eyes and smiled at me her smile did not
meet her eyes , we shared a hug after I could not stop my
tears , I seat next to her
Me : “ pam why you never told me that you were this
serious “ she wiped my tears”
Her : “ because of this ... already Sbu is crying every night
due to my condition , he has not gone to the office for
the whole month , I hate what this is doing to him “
I held her hand and looked in to her baggy eyes that had
dark circles , she was so frail I set there looking at her
even on her worse she still so beautiful
Me : “ how you holding up ? “
Her : I cunt wait to give birth, I’m so tired Mpume “
She looked down playing with her hands “ yazi I never
thought that God will give me such a precious gift but
also put me through this , my body is deteriorating I can't
take this any more “ she let out a single tear
Me : “ don’t give up please .. you are a fighter pam and I
know you will pull through “
Her : I just want to be strong for Sbu , because right now
his braking I don’t know how to help him, what do I do
mpume ? I cunt even hold my baby’s I’m so weak .. it
just hurt “
She started crying , which broke my heart , I kneeled
down and embraced her in hug “
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Sindy ***

Me : “ It one hell of baby shower shame “ I don’t even

know why Mpume insisted we throw a bay shower for
Portia ,
I looked at Gugu she was busy drinking her cocktail
Her : yap you can say that again , but I’m glad I got
chance to get away from the house , those kids are
driving me crazy “
I laughed at her , surprisingly she look too good you can
not tell that she running a household of crazy boys
Her : “ so this baby shower its only me and you that is
attending ? “
I looked at her and we bust out and laughed
Me : “ I know girl , Portia has no friends you know at her
workplace she isolate herself and to top it up she is new “
Her : “ this quite type are very dangerous , they keep
quiet and spread their legs , who would have thought
that Portia can cheat and fall pregnant and she still busy
fucking the guy on the side , yoo your sister kodwa “
She shook her head yep right there this shit just got
embarrassing as fuck
me : “ aish I know girl”
her : “lapho Zweli is using Cici as his punching bag
because Portia just want to fuck him for fun ... yazi your
sister is evil kodwa “
I frowned because now she keeps on referring to Portia
as my sister.. yes she is but she just not my favorite
person right now , shit I wish we were not related this is
just making me a bit mad now ... aish Portia u’loose as
fuck
Me : “ can you stop saying “ your sister “
Gugu laughed and I joined her “ she is vele “
Me : “ fuck you ... you know ukuthi I don’t approver of
her actions right “
Gugu: relax chomie ... I’m just doing it to rub it in and piss
you off .. is it working ? “
Me : “ fuseck ... “ we laughed and I playfully hit her on
her shoulder
Me : “ on a serious note how is Cici ? “
Her : “ well ...” she sipped her drink “ she want out but
Zweli almost killed her when she found her packing , yazi
I don’t know what wrong with that man , yazi Cici is
paying for Portia doing , just because Portia left him ,
Zweli told Cici that he will not allow her live him also “
My mouth was on the floor , what ? ooh my god poor
thing
Her : “ you know mina ngabe kade kamubopha .. that is
just not normal , Cici lives in fear girl her escape is
church this days “
Me : “ girl we need to help her or else he will kill her “
Gugu : “ haybo ... how so ? “
She gave me that dramatical look ,
Me : how yini manje ? “
Her : “look ...I tried helping her out few weeks back and
gave her shelter for day or two since she was running
from Zweli , but Bongani was not having it , he told me I
must not get involved in people's relationship “
Me : “ come on girl , we can not just stand back and
watch , not so long ago that was my life , I was too
young when I saw my mom being abuse by my father I
felt helpless... and to seat back and look at other women
being abused for another woman’s doing is just wrong “
Gugu : “ yaa you right girl , but how can we help? ?“
Me : “ we need to visit her first and show her that we are
here to help and we willing to do whatever it takes “
Voice: “ visit who ? “ I looked up and saw Portia standing
there with a big smile on her face ? “
I looked the other way, Portia was not my favorite
person this days and from what I head it made me mad , I
could not stand her sight one bit
.
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Portia ***
I got call from Mpume asking me to have lunch with the
girls , what suppose to be a surprise Baby shower was
just very off , Zoe could not make it due to classes and
assignments , Pam was not feeling well , Gugu was
drinking making unruly comment and remarks about how
I got pregnant and asking questions like : “ will Zweli be
part of the baby life ? “
And Sindy was just not interested and never made no eye
contact with me , she was just sitting there and showed
no interesting at all , I felt like dying and I felt like crying ,
Mpumi walked in so late and she could not stop talking
about Pam and how she is so sick everyone was focused
on her , hello bitches this is suppose to my day
Me : “ guys “ no one was paying any attention to me
Me : “ GUYS ! “
Gugu looked at me , “ haybo what’s wrong ? “
Me : “ thank you for today it really meant a lot , but I’m
just going to go home now .. thank you for the gifts “
Mpume : “ hawu so soon , why? u not feeling o’right ? “
Gugu : “ if she wants to go please let go please ,but I
hope you enjoyed it “
I faked a smile “ yaa I kinda did “ I looked at Sindy she
was just drinking her drink and she did not want to even
look at me
Sindy : “ let me phone Zoe and tell her about Pam “ she
stood up could not help but just bust out and cry ,
mpume was next to me in lighting and hushing me
Mpume : “ hey ...hey what’s wrong ? “
Me : “ nothing “
Gugu : “ manje uzovele ukhale nje and expect us to
understand that it's nothing ? “
Moume : “ Gugu awume please ? “
Me : “ what’s your problem Gugu ? since I came here you
have been on my case what did I do to you? “
She laughed and clapped once “ yoo mina in your case
really sisi ? “
Mpume : “ Gugu mani , please “
Me : “ no I want to know what you and Sindy have
against me!” the tears were just ,falling now “
Voice : “ ushaywe ubani manje lo ? ,ukhalelani “ I looked
up Sindy was standing there , wow what did she say
Mpume : “ guys come down please and talk this through ,
clearly here is more to this than I anticipated “
Sindy : “ ya there is but why don’t Portia give you the
feedback , I have go I can not stand being la pretending
is not my best skill “
Gugu : “ you right girl , nakhu phela we getting blamed
for her bitchy actions “
Portia : “ Bitchy ? “
Gugu : ya Bitchy , kanti what you doing what you call it
vele ? Portia I always thought you are lady .. but I guess
the apple doesn't fall far from the tree ... as long as you
get a good fuck you don’t give a shit who gets hurt at the
end of the day “
She stood up and sindy just cliqued her tongue
Mpume : “ Gugu !!”
Gugu: haysuka Mpume ungazi ngeni uma ungazazi “
They walked out with Sindy
Mpume : “ wow ... what just happened ? “
I could not help but cry , Gugu has always know how to
punch you with her words , I just cried so much that I felt
like I was attracting attention now , Mpume took me to
the ladies room to calm me down
.
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Cici ***
Joining the worship group has been so uplifting to me , I
love how I feel at peace and connect to god , who would
have thought that me considering my past that I will give
my all to Jesus and except him as my personal savior , I’m
so grateful that Aunty Ntombi introduced me to this life
when I felt like I had nothing to give and Jesus saved me
, but sometimes the lord can work in his own ways , I
want him to break the chains that I’m currently at , if love
have to hurt this way than I don’t need to love at all , I
can not live in fear crying is just too exhausting for me
now I wish that one day Zweli will bash my head to the
wall coursing me not to wake up again , I can still recall
when he was strangling me “ you want to leave me like
all the women in my life have left me fuck you that will
never happened you hear me “
“ are you ok ? “ I felt someone shaking me , my chest was
moving up and down abnormally , I felt my lungs closing
in , I looked at Nkomzo he offered me a glass of water . I
breath in and out as he instructed
Him : “ hay you just had a panic attack , what’s wrong ? “
The last thing I remember was trying to hit those high
notes since we were rehearsing for the revival which will
be this coming Sunday I did not notice that I was crying ,
and all eyes were on me now
Me : “thank you ... I’m ok “I said softly .. I wiped my tears
and excused myself I went to lady’s room washed may
face , I looked at myself in the mirror and did not
recognize the person that looking right back at me , I
breath in and out wiped my face and stepped out I found
Nkonzo standing by the door with his hands on his
pocket
Him : “ are you ok ? “
Me : “ yaa I’m fine “ I avoided eye contact
He nodded , I can tell that he was not convinced
Him : Cici I know i know that there is lot that is going in
your life right now , you are an emotional rack , you may
hide you pain from the makeup you have on , expensive
clothes that you got and the beautiful voice that you
have , but I can see right through you that you are
emotionally , mentally unfit to be standing here and
acting as if everything is ok “
Me: “ you thought wrong ... you don’t know anything
about me so please stay out of my business “
I tried walking away but he held my arm and I got the
most fright ever my heart started beating fast I jumped a
bit, panic rushed all over me he let go of me and looked
at me with so much worry
him : “ I’m sorry ...look take the day off today “
me : “ but ... I need to ... “ I can not go back home , I can
not face the monster in that house , why is Nkonzo doing
this to me
him : “ no but ... go rest Cici “
I nodded and started walking away
him : “The LORD tests the righteous, but his soul hates
the wicked and the one who loves violence. “
I stopped but did not turn to face him ,
Him : Psalm 11:5 when you get time read through it ...
and when you ready you need to talk to someone “
Me : “ thank you “
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Banzi ***
when Mpume told me about pam condition weeks
back , I asked Sbu to join me at the gym just to blow
some steam , after nagging and begging him to
leave the house he finally agreed we played indoor
soccer with some few guys and it was stress
releasing and I hope it helped him a bit , after
practice we were seating outside the gym and just
catching up , Sbu told me the most upsetting thing ,
I don’t know what I will do if Mpume was sick and I
did not have any say or how to help her this was
really sad
Him : “ I just don’t get it bro , I mean we were told
that it's going to be a complicated pregnancy and
the baby might not survive , but still Pam saw this as
blessing , she can not take her meds correctly
because of the baby , im just fuckin mad at her , she
is so selfish ... we could have terminated the baby
and focused on her health but yena uthi its blessing
from God ... fuck I’m pissed “
Me : “ I feel you bro but only thing you can do right
now is support her be there for her “
He looked down
Him : “ what if I lose her... already the Dr are telling
me that she might have a kidney failure because
she's not eating right and the baby is draining her ...
why does Pam want to do this to me ... we have
been married for just 2 years bro and this happens “
I looked down shit this is hard , Sbu is broken and
yet he still need to be strong for Pam and the kids
Me : “ so you hired a Nurse for her ? “
Him : “ I had to go back to work I can not seat there
and look at her getting weak and weaker ... at least
mom is taking care of the kids “
I pat his back as he breath in and out this man here
is hurting no man should go through what he is
going through right now , it's just heartbreaking
Me : “ hay should you need anything I mean
anything at all I’m here for you , me and Mpume “
Him : “ thanks Ntanga that means a lot, I’m just
waiting for Langa to come through with the contact
details of the medical specialist that lives’ abroad ,
i'll pay anything for pam to get better
Me : “ any news from Trey “
Him : “ his still in the caves and his transitioning from
the spirit life to the our world , his forever drained I
have not gotten hold of him its been months now ..
but Gogo is aware “
Me : “ Never thought Trey can be traditional healer “
Sbu : “ I never thought he will be in line to be thrown
the King “
Me : “ his such a tsatsasta ( snob ) “
We chuckled
.
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Zoe ***

I was folding my arms and pissed as ever looking

outside the window , while Langa was busy stealing
glances at me , so me and Langa decided to see
couples canceler , remember when he said we must
talk , well shit hit the fan and words were thrown , we
have an unhealthy relationship when it comes to
talking things through in a civil manner , we both hot
headed and no one want to back down.
So Mr smarty pants he wanted us see a professional
who can teach us how to communicate together , I
don’t know why we wasting money like this but he
feels like I’m drifting away from him and there some
sort of a mental issues that I blocked that I’m not
dealing with , hence is the reason why I’m behaving
like this , the minute the car pulled up I opened the
door and stomped into the house
Him : Zoe you see what I mean you acting all crazy
for what vele ? “
I was half way up the stirs I look at him
Me : “ you had no right bringing my mother into this
session “
Him : “ so you think it's normal to sweep everything
other the carpet and pretend you ok while you not
?“
Me : “ come on Langa my mother is not part of my
life “
Him : “ oww is it now?? ... so wena in that small brain
of yours you believe YOU ARE NOT AFFECTED BY
YOUR MOTHERS ACTION? “
Me : “ I told you i'm FINE , why do you feel like I’m a
mental case ??“
Him : she left you and when she showed up she did
not have any intentions in seeing you or building a
relationship with you ..so in your small little head it
was all nice and honky dory ... you were not even
pissed??? “
I took of my snickers and threw it at him “ aaah
Langa mani ... stay out of my life “
He ducked before the shoe hit him “ ya bright spark
start throwing staff at me because you can not
handle the truth “
Me : aahhhhh ! leave me alone you jack ass
aaaaaaah !“
MaSarah : “ hayboo you two need to stop this mani .,
everyday you biting your heads off enough please “
Him : “ she started it “langa mumbled , I folded my
hands on my chest and shook my head and ran
upstairs , this has been our daily rooting everyday we
bite each other head off and fuck like crazy , so we
came to a point where we talk about our issues but
it not normal it’s a madhouse , but at least we talking
that why the therapist says that we making progress
. I was in bath tub having bubble bath just to stop
my mind from finding ways on how to strangle
Langa in his sleep I was reading one of my text
books when Langa walked in he seat on the edge of
the bathtub and looked at me
Him : “ you good ? “
Me : “ mmmm”
Him : “ can I join you “
Me : “ I’m studying “
Him : “ join me for lunch when you done “
I nodded , he stood up and kissed my forehead
Me : “ I love you “ I yelled , he walked back and
stood by the door
Him : “ I know ... you crazy thing “
Me : “ so now you calling crazy ? “
Him : “ if the shoe fits “
Me : “ yazi Langa ungijwayela kabi mos“ I splash him
with my bathwater he dropped his jaws
Him : “ ooh this is on “ he took the shower tab and
turned it on and pointed at me , fuck the water was
cold
Me : “ the water is cold you idiot “I stood up , i was
screaming trying to grab a hold of it and he was
laughing like a retard , I quickly ran to the bedroom
closed the door behind me , I was busy towel drying
myself , he came behind me and whispered in my
ear , “I am going to fuck you. I am going to fuck you
very hard, and it is going to hurt,” he says to me. We
standing on the edge of the bed I’m so annoyed
with him right now I could slap him , it seems that
the only reasonable way to work it out now is to
fuck.
we kiss, hard and messy and passionately. He sucks
my tongue into his mouth. I grab his hand and place
it on my clit. He begins to move his fingers in slow
circles the way he knows I like, then speeds it up. He
groans. Then his hands are in my hair and he’s
pulling and yanking so tightly that if I were a girl
with thinner, less-resilient hair, I’d be afraid
somehow I fucking love it. he pushed to the bed and
get on top of me I arch my back underneath him and
our mouths meet. He gets hold of my bottom lip
and he bites it . I drag my nails even deeper up and
down his back, trying to leave big red marks for him
to wince over in the morning. by now I’m really wet,
wanting him to shove inside me and make it hurt. I
want it furiously. he thrusts inside me without any
worming, every inch of his big, hard dick slipping in
and out, He’s thrusting fast, hard, his breath coming
in big ragged gasps. I tilt my ass up and bring my
pussy walls together so my pussy feels tighter – I
know he likes that. “Uh huh, baby, just like that.
Me :
Look at me,” I say “Look at me when you come. I
want to watch you.” We lock eyes and as he comes I
shove my mouth onto his, muffling his groans of
pleasure. I feel his orgasm ripple through me from
my lips to my toes. We stay like that for a minute,
until our breathing goes back to normal.
Him : “ fuck I love you “
Me : “ I fucking love you too “ we cuddle under the
sheet while he plays with my hair ,
.
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Sindy ***
School was so hard and shit I wish I can take a break
from studying but I have to push, I was focus on my
books when I received a text message from Mpume
Her : “ hay I don’t know what going on between you
and Porta , but we need to talk stop Avoiding me
please “ ,
I looked at it I did not feel like answering her , I
don’t feel like explaining myself to her about this
Portia issue , she has been blowing my phone like
crazy since last week when we had that outburst in
the restaurant , I placed my phone aside and
focused on my studies till I had a nock on the door
my aim was to ignore it because it was Zweli i told
him that his pussy is back at her house on maternity
leave but he still thinks I’m hiding her asshole he will
knock till he goes away I cliqued my tongue , the
bagging went on and on till he left shooo it about
time , I continued with my assignment , I was half
trough when my mom called me , now that the
person I can speak to I took my phone and went to
the kitchen to make myself a snack
Me : “ hey sexy mama “
Her : “ukuphy ? “
Me : “ at my flat , what’s wrong you sound different
u-shup? “ there was giggling and what not in the
background
Her : “ I’m with Ntombi siyeza “
She dropped the call , as much as I feel like mom is
in a good space now and doing a great job picking
up her life I still fear that she may relapse , and I can
not deal with that with all this shit going on in my
life I just need a break from it all .
Few minutes there was nock and I opened the door
boom it was Mpume mom , my mom and Aunty
Ntombi , wow they were all dressed up and looked
very beautiful , the ugly picture about this is that
there were drunk or tipsy I’m not sure
Me: “ and then what up “ , they pushed there way
inside mom still had two champagne bottle in her
hand
Mpume mom : “ finally Ntombi is engaged ” I looked
Aunty with my mouth open and she waved her hand
with beautiful rock that was blinding me
Me : “ wow finally ! he put a ring on it ! “ I hugged
her
Mom : “ that what I said “
Aunty : “ what’s supposed to be lunch out with the
girls turned out to be a drinking spree, ”
Mom : celebration went wrong “ they bust out and
laughed
Me : “ question is why you here ? “
Mom : “ ooh that , there is roadblock by the North
high way we could not drive pass the cops with
ought getting arrested so we decided to come here
this was this only clear route we could take “
I laughed this old women still act like young girls
Mpu/ mom : “ sindy uphekile? “
Me : “ no.. but I can whisk something up “
Aunty : “ do that baby please “
There were seating in a the tree sitar having a
conversation of their own I folded my arms and
looked at them and smile will this be me , Zoe and
Mpume in the future yahh right I laughed at that
thought , I did not cook anything fancy just grilled
meat and garlic rolls with green salad . while there
eating I was on in the kitchen counter studying
Mom : “ I don’t think this is a right time Ntombi ,
stop bossing me around “
Aunty: she need to know Susan , come on girl “
I turned and looked at them
Me : “ what ? going on ? “
Aunty : “ baby don't get this wrong but there is
something that your mother wants to tell you “
Mom : “ aish Ntombi uyaphapha uma' udakiwe “
Mpu / m: yep that true “
Me : “ mom what's going on ? yini kwenzenjani “
Ntombi : “ your father was stabbed in prison ... “
Me: “ what ? .... is he dead ?“
Ntombi : “ nop lucky busted ... oh konje he name is
Lucky vele “ they bust out and laughed, while I shook
my head ,
Me : “ hold up how do you know this ....?”
Mom looked down
Me : “ wow mom , you visit him? Are you fuckin
kidding me right now so you telling me that the man
who put you in jail .... drove you to a mental hospital
.. who made you lose your job and sanity is stabbed
... and his not dead but you busy visiting him and
keeping tabs “
Mom : “ Sindisiwe ... uyihlo nje loyo “
Me : “ excuse my French ... but I don’t give a fuck
about that busted ... come on mom why you so
bloody gullible “
Ntombi :”sisi please come down “
Mpu/m: yoo I thought I had a problem with my
daughter but lowakho uhlanya kakhulu good luck
mge “
Me: “ please don’t tell me to come down please , ....
ooooh my bloody God you have been visiting him ?”
Ntombi : “ it part of her therapeutic process , she
need to forgive him so she can move on and heal,
and frankly I think you also need to talk to someone
what you went trough will not just pass by
overnight”
I shook my head stood up and took my books went
to my room and banged the door in the process ,I
do talk to someone even though he does more of
listening than responding because I always lash out
at him , yes Menzi is my pillar I don’t need a shrink
to tell me that I’m an emotional rack , because I
know I am , my father is the reason why i have bossy
tendencies , yep it hard having an abusive
background because you may think that you have
gotten over it but small things can trigger it , dam
I’m so mad.
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Nkonzo ***
.
my life was always consumed by church and music , I can
call myself a social type because I’m very outspoken and
love to chill outside my comfort zone , I decided to
pursue my dream in music I did not want to be confide in
one space because I believe that music is the food as of
soul and if I can touch as many people as I can that will
be blessing for me , growing up in Christian background I
fell in love with worshiping , my long term goal is coming
into place and I have found funding and sponsors , I’m
starting a worship group , I hope it will be bigger than
Joyous celebration or Spirit of praise , I’m praying that
my contact come through for me
Nkosi : “ come on mfethu help me over here “
I put down my pan and note pad I composing and writing
a new song , but the words did not come right because
the song I’m writing comes from my heart and it
dedicated to a broken soul that act and pretend that life
is ok , while she hides her scars to the world .
Nkosi was fussing about this dinner well dad and
Mom’Zo are being currently seeing each other and
having this dinner is to just put it in table to us that they
together and planning the future
Me : “you the chef I don’t know why you need my help
for “
Nkosi : “ I’m just sick and tired of slaving in kitchen alone
while you busy day dreaming “
I shook my head while washing my hands
Me : “ so who is joining us tonight ? “
Him : “ dad said that Mpume and his mean husband will
be coming “
I laughed “ Banzi is not mean his just quiet and very
observant “
Him : “ and arrogant “
Me : “ ya you can say that , but his brother is worse “
He looked at me “ ooh konje once upon a time you were
in there circle “
Me : “ don’t remind me man, me and Portia ended very
badly and frankly I’m glad we did not work “
Him : “ she was too good to be true zalo i never trust the
shy quiet type , that why I prefer my man crazy “
I bust out and laughed , my brother is gay I have
accepted it , his relationship is always kept very secretive
because our father does not approve of his sexuality ,
Me : “ you still dating that white guy “
Him : “ yep long distance relationship is killing us kodwa
“
I nodded while looking at him work , his good at what he
does and very passionate about his work of art that what
he calls his special dishes
Him : “ Dad tells me that Cici joined the worship group “
Me : “ yep “
He raised his eyebrow “ and ?... “
Me : “ and what ? ... she’s got a beautiful voice I’m still
trying to train her to use it with ought fear ... she can hit
those high notes like Mariah Carey “
Him : “ wow that god “
I nodded and folded my hands ,
Him : “ could be the reason why she quite with ought
giving notice at the Hotel to be a musician “
Me : “ wait you use to work with her ? “
Him : “ yaa ... for a month or so , she was in bad state
kodwa , she moved from front desk to the kitchen and
from being all glam up she lost that spark , it was as if
something change .. I don’t know she looked like those
girls who were suffering from depression... “
Me : “ what do you mean ? “
Him : “I volunteer at the women’s shelter and I can tell
when a woman is abused , I think she suffering from
depression because of the abuse she gets from her lover
“
Me : “ you can not tell that by just looking at a person ? “
He stop what he was doing and looked at me “ I can ...
look have you ever notice that she never wear anything
that shows her arms , put too much make up and mostly
wear long dresses and pants... so think about it “
I looked down , the signs are there but I was not
convinced that it was this carious could it be the reason
why she to jumpy at times and always lost in her own
world , dahm why did I not pick it up
Him : “ Nkonzo why sudden interest “
Me : “ mmmm?” I looked up “ nothing I’m just curious “
He shook his head “ stay away from that girl , stop fixing
broken souls it not worth it ... and to top it up she is
dating Zweli ... so you and him still have bad blood
because of Portia , so don’t go out there and act all hero
“
.
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Mpume ***
Lu : “ yazi you can pout all you like but we still going “
I just rolled my eyes I did not feel like attending this
dinner , me and mom are still not talking it's been weeks
now and im still pretty mad at her , this was just going to
be very awkward for us
Lu:” one way or the other you have to face her , babe
come on “ my head was on his chest and he was busy
brushing my arm , I love this moment when Lu and I
cuddle , we were looking at Joy who was walking around
in our bedroom busy falling down and exploring the
environment , my baby has really grown up and our
relationship has change I spend more time with her and I
have realized what she likes and what she hates , I
noticed also that she very short tempered and impatient
, I can not wait for her to start talking I smiled and looked
at her
Lu : “ so since we going to the pastor's house what do we
bring along vele , is wine appropriate ? “
Silent
Him : “ mamakhe come on I’m speaking to you “
Me : “ sorry love . ... I’m not sure what to bring but I
guess wine will do , his a man of faith but he's dating my
mom and mom loves her wine so yah I don’t see a
problem in that “
Lu : “ babe so you mom is sleeping with Baba Mfundisi ..
like grand ... grand they screwing “
I lifted my head and looked at him he was cracking up
and had that crazy look with a wide smile on “
Me : Lu !”
Him : “ what im just thinking nje “
I rose up from the bed I did not want to picture my mom
having sex that just disturbing
Him : “ ok... imagine her saying ... haah baba ... yes amen
right there “ he was even imitating a women’s voice , I hit
him with a pillow “ stop it that just wrong “
Him : “ and baba umfundisi will say avuleka amasango
asezulwini .... umnandi I feel like I’m working to haven
right now ahhhh “
I laughed and closes my ears , “ you so nasty yezwa shut
up !!“
Him : “ your mom will be screaming hallelujah when she
reach her orgasm ‘to lord be the glory to the heavenly
dick “
He busted out and laughed making hand gestures and
making faces and busy grinding and moving his waist , I
could not help but laugh he was hilarious right now
Me : “ yahlanya yezwa “ he spanked my ass “ go bath so
we can get moving “ he said picking up Joy
Me : uyyyuuuw!!! Banzi now I’m picturing them in my
head ... and they doing it “ he bust out and laughed
Him : “ I’m going to ask my mom- in law on how it feels
to fuck the anointed dick “
we bust out and laughed , I was in tears ...
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Cici ***

I was seating in the couch watching T.v , infect it was

watching me I was not lost in thought but I was just
numb , what’s there to think about ? what’s there to prey
about , I was just not feeling like talking or thinking , my
mind was on stand still , have you felt so broken that you
feel like you lost all hope of the world , I prayed read
bible and go to church but the lord is taking his sweet
time answering me , is there even God ?.
In a close relationship it can be difficult to know whether
you are being abused, especially if your partner says they
love you, gives you a lot of attention, pays for the
groceries , giving you shelter and putting clothes on your
back. Zweli sometimes act loving and supportive as a
way to keep me in the relationship , he has started
tendencies of Forcing me to have sex with him , If I refuse
and fight him the cruel , threatening words he says to me
break me even more I realized that I want out I have
been to patient hoping for change praying for change but
each day it became worse the behaviour the abuse the
insult ,
I stepped in the bed just wanted to sleep , Zweli was out
and most probably drinking with Bongani , the house was
quiet and I felt at ease taking this afternoon naps has
became my escape from everything
I was fast asleep when I felt hands on my body, I froze
he lifted my dress up tried to pull it down but he turned
me around and he came on top of me he stuttered
muffing my neck and forcefully kissed me I was left with
my panty only since I had no bra on I felt his hands
running around my body , he smelled like he just got off
the shower
Me : Zweli no baby I’m on my periods “
He looked at me and gave me a half smile , he pinned his
lips on mine and roughly pulled me close to him
I don’t know what happened but he forcefully tear my
thong off
Me : “ Zweli please “
Him : “ stop fighting it Sisi I know you want it , you can
never resist me “
Me : Zweli not like this please “
Him : “ don’t piss me off “
I set there with tears streaming on my face , while he was
busy humping me , breathing heavily , roughly kissing
me ,
Him : “I love you baby ok “ I closed my eyes I wanted my
mind to take me to better place ,
Him : “ mmmh ,... aah ... you bloody hot yes baby give
me your juices “
he started choking me and biting me , I wish he could
stop but it felt like he was on drug or something . maybe
I deserve this maybe this was my fate I might as well
except it ...
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Banzi ***

Me : “ behave please“
She hit my shoulder “ shut up Dlamini , kokuqala you the
one that put nasty ideas in my head “
We chuckled , I knocked , skinny Nkosi opened the door ,
yoo does this man even eat kodwa Jesus and to top it up
he wearing skinny jean yoo
Him : “ hay The Dlamini’s are here , welcome please
come in “
They hugged with Mpume and he could not keep eye
contact with me , ya be afraid be very afraid I side smile
Him : “ how you doing Banzi , I could give you a hand
shake but I know that wont end to well since last time
you almost broke my bones “
Me : “ ya that won't work “ I pushed him aside and let
myself in
Mpume : “ babe be nice “
Me : “ his gay he will get over it “
Nkosi : “ I’m also a man “
I looked at him and I chuckled “ ya right “ he rolled his
eyes and took joy from Mpume he disappeared in the
house , the place was not big but was very homily I’m not
sure if it was due to the antic furniture or what? I mean
who still has a room divider this days
Mpume mom showed up wearing a an apron on her
waist
Her : “ hey you two... nice for you to come “ she smiled
while I hugged and kissed her on her chick
Me : “ ma unjani ? “
She went to hug Mpume who did not hug her back
Mpu/ma: “ imp good thank you , she looked at her
daughter who was just not giving her eye contact Baba
Mfundisi walked in with Nkonzo , I whispered to
Mpume’s ear “ behave women ... come on “ she nudge
me with her shoulder and walked away to greet Baba
mfundisi and Nkonzo
Mpu /ma: she still mad I see “
Me : “ give her time she will come around “ I handed her
the gift pack it was fine whisky and wine “ well I hope
amakholwa ayaphuza because I did not know what to
bring “
She laughed “ if God turned water into wine who are we
not to drink “
I laughed so hard attracting eyes from every one yep my
mother in-law and I get on like house on fire this women
right here is just too crazy , Nkonzo walked to us and we
bump shoulders
Me : “ long time no see musician “
Him : “ ow cut it off , muscle frick “
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Cici ***

I looked at the bed covers it was bloody , the shower was

running after he had his way with me the whole night ,
who does that who sleep with women who’s on there
periods , he kissed me this morning and apologized
talking about how juicy my pussy is how tight and worm I
felt , and it was an amazing experience , as if that will
help me not feel used and disgusted with myself , the
fact that he finger fucked me at one point and made me
lick my come mixed with my blood ooh God why me ... I
sank down and just cried this has gone too far , the
shower stopped running I picked my self up and wrapped
the towel around my bloody sour body , and stated
making up the bed , even though I did not bleed that
much but still I was on my periods and sex was not ideal
for me while I was bleeding ,
Him : “ morning my baby “
“Morning “ I said looking down , I notice that the
mattress had blood stains he looked at it and came next
too me he seat on the bed and pulled me to stand in-
between his legs
Him : “ babe don’t feel disgusted about this most couples
make love in this condition , it does not mean that when
you on your girly day we should not be intermit “
I avoided eye contact because he makes it sound as if I
made love to him willingly, it was sex ... forced sex infect
... rough and I had no say or what’s so ever ... I could not
help but let out my tears
Him : “ ahhh come on Cici why you such cry baby , we
both adult lana , you love me I love you and we going to
fuck and make love we live together mose “
Ok I feel like an idiot now ., why am I crying vele ,he
wiped my eyes
Him : “ I’m going to work ,make yourself beautiful , we
going to my aunts and Kevens house later “ he stood up
pulled me close, kissed me “ dahm you sexy “ he placed
his card on the side table and walked out ,
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Mpume ***
I opened my eyes and felt all fuzzy and nice inside , last
night Lu made me feel things I didn't know existed , our
sex life is so exciting because I’m so new in this and he
gives me sexual experience and lesson every time when
we make love he is always dominates in the bedroom ...
frankly I like it that way , yesterday he was working me
slowly and giving me pleasure that is out of this world
when I was panting and could not feel my leg after
reaching orgasm for about 100 times he pulled out suck
all my juices and made me lay on his chest
“ babe but you did not come “ I asked him
Him : “ today was your night ... I love you go to sleep “
while he wrapped his big arms around me , I smiled
because I feel like i went to heaven and back , I
tuned around and notice that Lu is not next to me , yazi
this man sleeps late and works up early I don’t know how
he does it ,
Dinner was not bad last night even though it felt like me
and mom we were close to strangling each other , but I
was glad that Banzi was around to keep the piece , they
seem to be madly in love with Bab ‘ Majola so I’m happy
for her , took my phone notice a card with rose
“ Mamakhe Join me in the garden for breakfast “ I
instantly became all fuzzy inside , I buried my head on
the pillow smiling to myself I jumped of the bed and did
my hygiene process , took quick shower , throw my short
summer dress on and tied my hair and ran downstairs ,
my kitchen was a mass but I guess it was all worth it ,
found him in our back yard with joy , they made a mini
picnic and it looked so lovely
Him : “ finally she is awake “
Me: “ hay “ , I got on top of him placed joy in between
my legs and I kissed him squeezing Joy in the process “
Him : “ fuck women you just gave me boner “
I giggled
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Langa **

After everything that the chancellor has advised us to do

me and Zoe seem to be doing fine now , we talk a lot ...
no make that we fight a lot but it's our way of talking ,
we just yell at each other to get our point across , today I
was planning on taking her out for shopping, movies and
maybe .. maybe car raising ... but her aunt called us
yesterday and ask us to attend family dinner she has
some an annosement to make . i was busy reading the
Dr/ cancellors report , don’t ask me how i got it but I had
excess to her computer and took it , Dr say that Zoe
hides her emotions by making her body experience
adrenaline rush so the tattoos , car raising , studying
medicine and also clubbing and drinking is her way of
coping with stress , because she is very cagy when it
comes to showing her true self of feelings .
Well I also got issues that she wrote about , I don’t
express how hurt I am to people that are close to me , I
bottle things up just so that I can make them happy and
to make them have an upper hand over me that why
when I get angry I shut down , so I guess I’m also work in
progress too . I took the document and hide it I’m my
study drower .
Since my other half does not want to wake up I decided
to go Lazy around the t.v room and watch movies I was
on my airbord playing hip hop loud ,
Zoe walked down with her bum short and vest and
sleepers
Me : “ wami good morning “
She gave me the finger “ how can you play TV games ,
watch movie , listen to hip hop and play around with that
thing?? “ she asked while walking up to me and kissing
me and walked away ...
I smiled at her “ I’m multitasking “
She seat on the dinning room table where our breakfast
was laid up , Brian bugged in the house all sweaty as shit,
I guess he just came back from the gym or Jogging
Me : “ and wena ufunani la? “ yazi as much I change the
security excess coded on a weekly basis for my house he
always shows up unannounced
Brian : “ I was in a neighborhood tot I will will stop by “
Me : “ who bloody gave you the code ? “
he went to Zoe and kissed her on the cheek ,
Him :” dud why you allowing my sister to walk around
the house half naked “
Me : “ it her house after all she can even walk naked I
don’t mind “
Zoe was on her foul mood I can not blame her she not a
morning person and hates talking in the morning , she
stood up and took her bowl with yogurt and walked
upstairs it clearly made Brian uncomfortable that Zoe is
swinging her yellow ass
Him : “ so I need a ride to Durban “
Me : “ I knew it you don’t come here for fun you came
asking favors “
Him : “glad you notice ,so when are we leaving ? “
Me : “ 15hr to 16hrs “
He was busy dishing up for himself as if his feeding the
nation took two plate and stood up
Me : “ and then ? “
Him : pick me up on your way to the airport I need to go
fuck my gym instructor “
Me : “ my food... my plates ? “
Him : “ later boot .. “ yep relatives ne
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Sindy ***
I was skyping with Menzi and making my way to Zweli
house,
Me : “ baby I didn't sleep yesterday doing some school
work and you decide to ask me 21 questions so early in
the morning hallo !! “
Him :” because I feel like you hiding something from me
, I got your text last night what is this thing I hear that
you want to start boxing classes “
Me : I need to channel my anger into something so ... I
had a talk with Aunt and she pointed out the impotence
of that “
Him : “ 1st babe you went to shooting classes with ought
telling me now boxing /self defence , what’s happened
are you ok ??“
I sigh and looked down
Him : “ I’m here if you want to talk njalo “
Me : “ i don’t want to talk I want to feel I want to act ... “
Him : “ why ?
I did not feel like telling him about my dad stabbing
accident , I did feel like tell him about Cici abuse on how
it affecting me and the fact that i can not slip at night due
to it
Him : “ Sindy ??? “
Me : “ I got to go Menzi I have to do something now “
“ Sindy man don’t do something stupid !! “
I dropped the call and Knocked , I did that few times and
was about to walk away when the door opened ,
Me : “ hi “
She looked at me and just bust out and cried , I
embraced her with hug ,
“ its ok sweetie... its ok “
Cici : “ I can take this no more Sindy “
I walked in and saw bottle of pills scatted on the kitchen
table
Me : “ No cici did .... you ... ? “
She shook her head no
Me : “ tank God , go pack you stuff imp taking you out of
here “
Her : “ I’m scared Sindy please “
Me : “ well I’m not ,... look at you ... you are rack even
thinking of killing yourself Demit Cici ... go get your stuff
I’m taking you out of here “
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Sindy ***

After a whole lot of convincing and begging Cici she

straight up refused to take my helping hand , I really do
not understand why most abused women have
withdrawal syndrome , like really you in toxin
relationship and yet you just decided to stay for what
vele ? I wish some one can help me understand because
I’m done .
we decided to go shopping infect it was her idea
“ let's go spend Zweli money and see if few thousands
will erase my scars “ she said that dragging me along with
her the girl is a shopaholic an loves her designer clothes ,
too bad that she lost so much weight and that banging
body is long gone
we bought few cloths she did her hair and nails , she
looked like her old self again , spending time with Cici
was weird because she will cry , smile and laugh at the
same time but honest fact i was getting to know another
side of her and she is just humble girl who loves things ,
we finally decide go to news café since I was thirsty and
hungry, what suppose to be just few glass of wine and
chat turned out to be a bottle and half , shit I’m driving
and so tipsy right now
Me : “ so tell why you decided to stay ? “
Her : “ Sindy please let's not talk about this … “ she sigh
“maybe I’m waiting for my coffin , can you believe that
Sandile zweli father my x told me I’m digging my own
grave because I have one ticket out of this relationship
and its in a coffin “
I choked on my drink , “ what ? “
Her : “ but honestly I don’t know , Zweli is devil’s son , I
thought I escape from his father abuse and insult but
Zweli is worse , I somehow blame it on his upbringing ,
being raised by Sandile can turn any one crazy “
Me : “ Zoe is not like them though “
Her : “ how sure are you ? “
Me : “ look I still think that you need to get out of that
relationship there is no love there if you hurting “
Her : “ I know ,”
Her phone started buzzing and she took it and looked at
it
Her : “ shit I totally forgot this dinner thing with anti
Ntombi , fuck this man is going to kill me, I have to go
love “
After dropping her off , I set on my car lost in thought , I
had a bad feeling about this whole Cici thing , my phone
started buzzing it was a massage from Zoe “ BITCH I'M IN
TOWN , WHERE ARE YOU ? “
Me: “ meet you at Mpume’s in 30 min “ I texted back
Just what I need a crazy Zoe in my life to lift up my spirit
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Mpume ***

“ how is my baby “ he asked as I seat on top of him

squatting position facing him , Joy was out with the Lu
parents , they were in town just to take may baby and
stroll around town with her, so I let them be.
Me : “ mama uthi they in the Zoo now “ I wrapped my
hands around his neck .Lu is rugby fan and right now he
was glued on the Tv , while I pecked his lips
Him : “ babe I’m watching the game “ his hands were
caressing my thighs
Me : “ you know what I hear “
Him : “ what? “ he asked that while trying to move me
from his view
Me : “ silence it means that mommy bear and papa bear
have to play “
him : “ mmmm sounds tempting but after 1st half baby “
me : “ Lubanzi record that shit you will catch up hawu
come on man “
he raised his left eyebrow at me, looked at me like what
did you just say ?
him : “ you seating on top of me just do you thing women
and stop demanding my dick “
I took off my dress and was left with my thong , I have no
clue how to take charge but well I need him now so I
started kissing him, on his lips , jaw line neck , he made it
easy for me because he had no t-shirt on so I moved my
hands to his cock torso , and went down on him ,
Him : “ come on mpume man , I’m trying to watch the
….aaaahhhhhhhhh “
I guess I’m doing something right , I was sucking , leaking
and gagging on his shaft like a lollipop , he pulled my
head up , pulled me up , threw me on the couch , there
goes my attempt of being in charge
“ ill and up with no under wear if you keep tearing them
apart “
Me : “ haaa … lu … “
No warning no nothing I felt him entering me , it was a
bit painful so I screamed , I don’t know when will I find
his dick size normal or get use to it with ought any
warning he was in , I screamed and I wanted to pull my
hair out the pain was overwhelming but soon after
pleasure slowly started kicking in he was fast and had no
mercy on my pussy , I was biting my lip just to suppress
my screams and moans he lifted me up to sit on top of
him not even removing his cock inside of me he made me
move my body up and down on him , his squeezed my
ass , his hands moved to my waist and landed on my
breast , God this was heaven , he started grabbing me
close to him and I knew he was close , our breathing was
heavy and I felt a ball of pleasure rushing over me we
came together at the same time and I collapse on his
shoulder while I gasp for air ,
Him : “ ok who are you and what did you do to my wife “
I laughed ,
Me : “ I think I have an addiction “
Him : “ is my sex game that good”
I laughed , Trust Lu to say that ,
He started kissing me softly that I started floating again ,
he moved me to the carpet it was a bit chilly today and
as if Lu read my mind he pulled the throw from the couch
and cuddled with me , his come was sticky on my thighs
Me : baby let me go wipe your babes on my thighs “
He did not respond but started kissing me , this man here
takes me places all the time ,ooh this strong arms I can
not explain what they do to me when they hold me , he
was massaging my small round breast , I let out a moan
while my hands ran on his face
“ family we home “ we both froze oooh shit !
Lu: “ FUCK LANGA MAN YOU CAN NOT COME AND GO AS
YOU PLEASE IN MY HOUSE !!!”
The couch was shielding us since we in the floor i quickly
hide my nakedness while Lu searched for his pants and
this lunatic who is my brother in-law decided to have a
pic on what was going on the floor
Langa : “ what the fuck?? Were having sex !!…. Yooo Zoe
check this out … this two are humping in the in the
seating room floor “ he was laughing like a hyena
Zoe : “ no ways let me see “ I heard her running towards
our direction , lu quickly got dressed
Me : “really Zoe h!! “ thanks God for this throw , Zoe
looked at us and took out her phone
Her : “ say busted ! “ she was busy taking snaps shorts
Yazi this two are just too childish man , Zoe went to show
Langa the pics while I just wish to dig a whole right now
Lu pulled his pants up jumped up and ran after his
brother who was laughing like a retard
Lu : “ when I get you boy you will be sorry “
Zoe : “ oow my god you little slut , you doing it every
where this days “ she took a pick and send it our social
group ooh shit sindy will be on my case the whole month
I rolled my eyes” Zoe come on man grow up ,” I folded
my hands while lu came back with Langa and they were
doing those crazy hand shake and laughing
Lu : “ hay Snowy “ Lu he attempted to hug Zoe and she
gave him the hand
Zoe : “ ow hell no Mr , your chest was all over that
cleavage “ we all laughed while Lu picked me bridal style
“ lets go take a hot steamy shower my love “ I wrapped
my arms around his neck “ I will love that “ I said kissing
him
Zoe threw a pillow at us , “ guys really now we visiting
yall and you do us like this ? “
Lu : “ you came announced so feel free to leave if we do
not come down “
Langa : “ fuck you guys “ I laughed , looked at them make
there way to the kitchen ,
Me “ you know they going to finish our food right “
Lu: “ that will buy us time to finish what you started “
He wiggled his eyebrows , I threw my head back and
laughed
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Zoe ***
Langa : “ so when you going to tell me “
Me : “ because you panic a lot babe … mi try this pudding
out “ I feed him a spoon full of chocolate pudding that
was to die for , I was not ready to be all open and confide
to Langa about my panic and anxiety attacks that I have
been having , this talking about your problems bull shit
has got me messed up , not in my wildest days I thought
that I will have a panic attack , I feel like I’m not in
control of my life , I have insomnia and nightmares , I
guess it's true I’m not dealing with my past , Langa
worries too much and I don’t want to bother him with
this not when we are in good space right now. He looked
at me with does puppy eyes trying to read my thoughts
but I distracted him by kissing him and feeding him this
delicious pudding , shit Mpume excel in this cooking
business , it as if she went to school for it
Langa : “ oow Maria mother of Christ haleluya .. this is
aahhhh , give me more … “ he was busy going around
with his airbord and making me dizzy at the same time ,
he only gets off that shit when his driving or sleeping it
like his legs are glued to it , I made my way to seat on the
kitchen counter, he moved and stood in between my legs
, I looked deep in his eyes , his eyes and dimples are my
weakness and he gave me side smile which revealed his
dimples aish I’m in love with this God's finest creations ,
Langa is just too handsome and he knows it and owns it
Him : “what? “
Me : “ you cute yazi “
Him : “ now you notice that ? “
I chuckled “ uyazistela Dlamini yazi I take that back “
Him : “ you wish look at me .. I’m all that “
Me : “ really I guess I’m the lucky one to have you ke …
because you all mine “
He came close and kissed me “ never forget that “ I
wrapped my hands around his neck , he depend the kiss
trust Langa to always be honry to my touch , he moved
his hands under my t-shirt and squeezed my breast ,
Me : “ mmmm “
him : “ I love you “
me : “ I love you more “
him : “ you do know that even when you 80 years old I
will still tap you from behind right “
I hit his shoulder “ really Langa , Ill stop have sex the
minute I turn 50 “
Him : “ well if I can still get it up , I will still lay you down”
he bite my neck , ok I was feeling a bit hot now , shit I
hate being this venerable to his touch ,
Him : “ i hate it when you wear this tight jeans , ngabe
sesiqedile baby “
I laughed at him while he pinned his lips on my
“ come on cut it off guys really in the kitchen “ I turned
around
Me : “ my bitch how are you ? !“
Sindy : “ I need a drink as in right now “
Langa : “if I did not know better I will say you are a drunk
now “
She gave him a figure , while I laugh , jumped off the
counter and ran to hug her , Langa disappeared on the
hallway
Sindy looked drained , like she was bothered by
something we seat down while she placed her head on
my chest
Her : “ I miss you friend “ I brushed her back
Langa :sweet or spirit ? “
We turned and looked at him , Langa was holding a a
bottle of skyy vodka with Amarula
Me : “ where did you get that ? “
Him : “ women stop asking me question and decide what
you want to drink “
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Langa ***
“ so its true that you on some self defence classes “
Sindy rolled her eyes “ shit can Menzi keep his mouth
shut kodwa , “
Zoe : “ technically he told me , and I told Langa , who told
sbu and … “
I laughed “ hawu nkosi yami my business is out there
now , so did he also tell you my favourite sex position ? “
sindy was acting extra while me and Zoe bust out and
laughed at her
Zoe : “ well he kinda said that you like it when … “
Her : “ haaaaaa!!!!!Zoe just stop ok “
This was just crazy and Zoe and I we were cracking up
like crazy
Sindy : “ I’m going to kill him yezwa “
Me: “ on serious not why vele .. are in some sort of
danger or trouble ? “
Sindy : “ nop , just doing it to defend myself should I find
myself in jam “
We were half way the bottle and still no sign of Mpume
and Banzi …I looked up the stairs and no sign of them
Sindy : “ don’t put your hopes up they wont come down
anytime soon , they are on a sex fiver and they will lock
them self in there room for hours “
Zoe : “ dick must be good “
Sindy : “ and he will ride her for hours “
Me : “ hay ..hay ! man in the room … and you talking
about my brother and his dick … uwww that just not on “
They laughed while I felt like throwing up , I looked at my
wrist watch
Me : “ Zoe its getting late we need to drive to your aunts
“
Sindy : “ oooh that’s why you here ? , engagement
dinner “
Zoe nodded
Zoe: “ now I need to act all surprised because you
already told me “
Sindy and Zoe laughed
Sindy : “ you better speak some sense to Cici , she need
to leave you abusive brother “
I looked at Sindy like why did you have to go there now ,
Zoe face changed to panic mode
Zoe : “ what! ? “
Sindy looked at her and at me “ nothing Zoe , I was just …
“
Zoe : “ oooh no don’t you start hiding this from me …
how long has it been happening ? “
Me : “ babe “ she looked at me and gave me the hand
Her : “ not now Langa… talk Sindy man “
Sindy : “ it never stopped Zoe … your brother is a
monster he's busy humping my sister on the side and
beating Cici to a pulp “
Zoe : “ what ! “
i looked at Sindy like why did you have to run your mouth
kodwa sindy
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Zoe ****
We finally arrived at Keven’s place ,
and by the look of it we were late judging by the car
packed outside, we seat in car in silence, Langa held my
hand
Me : “ Langa I’m fine , lets just drop this and celebrate
my aunts big day “
Him : “ we talked about this baby , why you so cagy when
it comes to your feelings “
Me : “ we late Langa , lets go “
He sigh and unlocked the car door ,
my mood was sour the whole evening maybe Langa was
right is was a bad idea coming here after I head that
Zweli is turning to be my father in every way , I looked at
everyone having fun my dad was on long conversation
with Keven , Langa was with Brian and Zweli , Langa was
glancing at me and I will fake smile , and he will shook his
head in disbelief that I was ok, he was not buying my
actions at all , I looked at Cici she was all smiling with my
aunt , how those she do it , how long will she pretend to
be ok , is her love really blinding that much that she can
not see that there is no love in an abusive relative . I took
my glass and walk outside I needed air all of this was
suffocating me I seat by the door steps and just looked
at the quiet neighborhood ,
“ it’s a bit chilly to be seating outside alone “
Great his the last person I want to talk to right now
Me “ I’m ok Baba”
Him : “ you very quiet today ... are you sure you alright ?
“
Me : “ I just need to be alone please “
He sigh “ is everything alright between you and Langa ? “
Me : “ that will make you soo... happy right ? “
Him : “ Nokzola !”
I stood up and attempted to walk away from him , but he
held my hand I felt like screaming the last time this man
held my hand was when he was beating me up into a
pulp
Me : “ let go of me “
Him : “ I’m sorry , I can see you upset I was just trying
to... “
Me : “ you too late to start acting like a father to me
right now “ I yank my hand from him and left him
standing there , while I was drinking wine I felt eyes
digging hole on my back , before he could speak I smelled
his intoxicating cologne
Zweli : “ you seemed a bit off and you avoiding me
sengenzeni ? “
Me : “ the last time I checked we were not talking so
your presence is not appealing to me right now “
Him : “ zoe you acting way to childish , come on how
many times must I say I’m sorry , for goodness sake we
fighting over something that happened two years ago ,
really zoe ?? “
He was standing right in front of me now , I felt my blood
boiling
Me: “ childish you say “ I laughed at him
Him : “ look I’m not happy about what I did , but look
Mfethu me and Cici are working on it .. “
Me : “ you working on it Zweli ? fucking Portia every time
you get , and forcing cici to be happy about it and she
must be understanding and now you want me to stand
here and say I understand as well ,”
Him : “ clearly talking to you , is like talking brick wall “
He clicked his tongue , and walked pas me pushing and
bombing me intentionally
I laughed at him and shook my head
“ like father like son I see “
“ what was that Zoe “ he roared !
“ you heard me nje “ I placed my hands on my waist ,
while I studied his facial expression his face turned navy
with veins popping on his forehead
I laughed not because I was amused but the way he was
acting really got to me “ I see the apple doesn't fall far
from the tree ... you hypocrite yazi all along you hated
that man we call our father the way he treated us and
wena you turn around and do the same thing ....
womanizing and beating women up you no better than
him Zweli and from how you acting you even worse “
I felt a sting on my face, wow he just slapped me for
telling him the truth , with ought thinking I splashed him
with the content of wine I was drinking and found myself
on top of him beating him like my life depended on it
Aunt : “ zoe stop this ...stop it you two ! “
Langa pulled me away from him “ you so used at
slapping girls you think you can do that to me!!!?
Dad : “ you did what Zweli ?? “
Dad started pushing him and manhandling him
Langa : “ hay are you ok ? “ he was looking at my face
and brushing it
Me :” I’m fine , ... Langa I’m fine !!!“ I attempted to walk
away but stopped and looked at Zweli and my father
arguing
Me : “ wena stay away from me or else .... “i pointed a
figure at Zweli who looked like a wet dog , the house was
just chaotic , Aunt was busy swearing at zweli for laying a
hand on me , while my Father wanted to smack him all
over
Langa : “ Zoe ... baby please come down “
Me : “ don’t tell me to come down Langa ... I’m sick and
tired of this Bull shit , we acting as if everything is hunky
dory while it not , Sandile you made us like this , and
wena auntie you turned a blind eye , we carry so much
hate and anger , I hate how I feel , I hate that I have to
pretend to be ok while I’m not “
The waterfall was just pouring down on me , i never
realized that I hated my family so much like I was feeling
today , I thought I have grown pass the fact that my
mother left me because of my father’s abuse and my
aunt help her leave me , I hated that my father will
compare me to my mother every time I did something
wrong while growing up , I hated the fact that Zweli took
all the beating that was meant for me when my father
got too angry to control his temper , but the final nail in
the my bleeding heart was losing my baby from hand of
man I called my father , and now I have to act and
pretend I was happy while Zweli is becoming the man I
hate … that I wish death upon
Aunt : Zoe enough “
Me : “ no it's not ...you turned a blind eye Anti while our
Father was accusing us for his failed relationship with our
mothers , you Knew how much he hated me ... he
blamed me for the fall out of love between him and my
mother , he blamed me for my mother leaving him ...
Zweli took all his beating and madness so that he can
protect me and now look at him his turning him into him
... but nobody is doing anything about it ..... he robbed
me off my baby by using his controllable temper to
discipline me ... who on his right mind beat up a pregnant
women “ I hate you Sandile and I hope you rot in hell “I
was a rack I was crying uncontrollable I was mad I hated
that I felt this angry and why now did I have to lash out ,
Langa held me close and shield me from the people I
called my family , he is the only family I know after all
who will always be there for me , i felt as if my guts were
coming out , did i hold so much anger that i did not
realise that it was destroying me inside
Langa : “ I’m going to take her home ....“
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Portia ***

This is probably a bad idea but I need my sister more

than ever now in weeks times I will be 9 months
pregnant and I can not give birth while there is bad blood
between us so it's now or never , I still had a spear key to
her flat so I made my way in made myself food and
waited for her , she walked in after some hours since I
got there , I opened my eyes I had passed out on the
couch , we locked eyes and she tried to avoid me but I
was not having it
Me : “ seat down we need to talk “
She folded her hands and look at me
me : “ suit yourself and stand ke “
her : “ it's pretty risky for you to travel around in that
state you in how did you even get here , and you all
alone , what were you thinking?“
me : “ I rather die trying resolve our differences than
just let this slide , I’m sorry sindy ok, for not listening to
you , for being selfish , stubborn and acting out , I don’t
know what came over me .... “
I breath out loud
“ I know my behavior was just ratchard and I acted out
of corrector and yes I regret it but I swear to god I did
not know that Zweli was abusing Cici , I only found out
when Gugu decided to run her mouths few weeks back , I
felt so ashamed I mean I was the cause of it ”
looked down , she was not responding or saying anything
which means my explanation are going in vain
Me : “ all I’m trying to say is that I ... “
Her : “ you acted like slut , whore ... bitch .. home racker
.. loose panty dropper ... a horny.... “
Me : “ wow ... I get it ... i get it ok! “
Her : seqa mqwaqo , nondindwa and yes I’m mad at you
... I’m angry at you ... you could have done that with any
man in this world but you decided to do it with Zweli ...
fuck girl that just low “
Me : “ I know “ I mumbled
She walked pass me to kitchen “ you cooked? .”
I nodded
Me : “ ya , I was hungry “
Her : “ don’t give yourself too much credit for making
Zweli the abusive guy , it was bound to happen ...the guy
had a rough childhood , and his father is the cause of his
behavior , if the tables were turned you will be the one
getting the beating every night , and I feel sorry for Cici
but all signs were there but she chose to stay “
Me : “its that bad? “
She nodded , wow I did not know ... I once experience
Zweli wrath and I decided to leave him , he will shout at
me , push me around and even force himself on me , I
got away but I don’t know what possessed me to start
sleeping with him again , I guess every girl always run
back to her first
Me : “ I feel so bad now ... I feel like my mom ... “
Her : “ you acted like her yes .. but i'm glad you sow
wrong in it ... “
Maybe I should just close my legs till my baby start
school or something
Her : “I’m sorry I was mad for so long , I just felt like I was
relieved my whole childhood experience with this love
triangle you had , it was wrong of me to shut you out ...
I’m sorry ... but nawe awuzwa mani “
She seat next to me and we hugged “ yazi I suspect zweli
put something on his dick that made me want him so
much “
We shared a laughed
Her : “ so this living arrangement how we going to do it
when the baby is born ? because i can not stand a
whining baby ... im a medical student and my grades
come first sisiwe “
I looked at her and dropped my mouth , her mouth
formed a side smile , which caused me to yell at her
Me : “ come on Sindy don’t play like than mani !"
Her : “ classic..... you wanted to cry “ we cracked up and
laughed , she dished up for us I can never say no to food
anyways and we ate busy catching up , I now realise how
at fault I was messing with Zweli , Sindy talked a lot of
sense, how can I make my pussy do the thinking more
than my brain , I can not believe that I turned out to be
like my mom the women I hate will all my being yak , I
was a side cheek who hold all the ranks in man's heart
and I miss used that to benefit my needs , honestly
speaking fam I never wanted to be in a relationship with
Zweli , his toxic and too demanding for my liking , I like
fucking him though with no strings attached , the man
has too much baggage for me to carry , I can not baby
him and this baby I’m carrying also so I made a conscious
decision that from now on I’m cutting all ties with him,
yes I have feelings for my baby daddy but I just don’t love
him the way I used to when we were still dating.
Me : I miss Nkonzo yazi . “
She looked at me and than focused back on the road she
was driving me home
Her : “ you need to start going to church to see him you
know “
Me : “ I cunt I feel so ashamed I mean I cheated on good
man , and look at the result I’m pregnant , and the father
of the baby still has not consulted with my family to pay
for damages for this thing inside me
Sindy :” wow ... so he's just going to get you pregnant
and then just expect to be a perfect father ? “
Me : “ its takes any man to make a baby , but it takes a
real man to be a father , so don’t call him a father
because his far from being one “
She laughed “ its true luv I feel you , did you perhaps tell
him about his responsibility ? “
Me :why should I? he suppose to know mos , he knocked
me up ... we not married nje, we African and this things
need to be done , Dad is so disappointed in me its not
even funny , and Xolani is just mocking me every chance
he gets , like really how stupid can I be to fall pregnant to
Zweli baby , the guy just love how tight my pussy holds
his panis "
Sindy bust out and laughed “ yoo Popo you crazy shame
... and this baby got you talking with no falter I see “
I laughed , she parked the car outside my house , got out
to open my door for me and helped me out ,
Her : “ tomorrow we going to do pedi and meni and that
hair looks scary , so we doing that to ,”
We hugged and I smiled
Me : “ thank you zalo “
Her : “ say hi to your father for me ... and be ready at 12 :
00 not 12 :30 ok “
She held my cheeks and yep I’m older than her but she
act so grown up , I waved goodbye at her as she drove off
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Zweli ***

It's been a whole month and i was mad at the world , yazi
everything was falling apart , my life was falling apart ,
Ngapha my family is mad at me and no one is talking to
me , I have found comfort on the bottle and trying to
avoid getting into a fight with Cici , I really want to be
alone and this days I have been sleeping out , fucking
who aver and just leaving a carefree life some people
may think I’m acting out , but I just need the old Zweli
back , you know growing up comes with lot of problems
and I hate the fact that I fell in love , why is love so fuckin
complicated , why does love have so much burden over
me , I packed outside her house and looked at her , she
was the only normal thing in my life , she kept me saint
she was laughing and talking to Sindy I admired her from
afar while she fans herself and struggle to move she
looked beautiful with her huge belly , why did I let her go
, why did I trite her so bad she is the mother of my child
and pregnancy got her looking all beautiful and radiant ,
she hugged sindy and watched her sister drive off , this is
now or never I need to do this , I jumped off the car and
called out for her
“ Portia “
I ran towards her , she looked behind her trying to see if
no one will notice my presence at her house
Her : “ ufunani Zweli “
Me : “ I need to talk to you “
Her : : I don’t want to talk to you ... can you just leave me
alone please “
Me : “ come on Portia , don’t do this to me ... I have lost
so much with my action ... I cannot lose you too “
Her : “ I’m 8 months pregnant zweli ... don’t need this
stress ... just leave me alone “
She attempted to walk away from me, but I held her arm
, bear in mind that I was on the other side of the gate
while she was inside her yard
Me : “ I cannot lose you too ... please listen to me ... can
we just talk “
Her : let go off me wena !! you hurting me “
He voice was high pitched and her father stomped out
from nowhere carrying a baseball bat “
Shit !! why do this man in this family always carry
baseball bat , I’m not going to stand here and wait to be
rearranged by this raging bull
Him : “ yey wena mfana , you think you can just come
into my house and start grabbing my daughter as if she
one of those loose girls you chasing in this street !! “ shit
this man was matching straight at me
Me : “ sorry baba ... ngiyaxolisa “
Him : “ umithisile leykhaya!.. wangahlawula !... awuzange
ugeze no muzi!... manje uqhamuka usuthi sorry baba ...
sorry wamasimba yazi uyadelela !!! “
He opened the gate and he full swing his bat while I ran
to my car , to tell you the honest truth Portia father hit
the gym like crazy and if I stick around I will be just
digging my own grave
honest truth I feared for my life and fuck I ran like a dog ,
his ranting and raving attracted lot of noisy neighbors
who where were glued to us as if they watching mzansi
bioskob the shouting and cursing made it worse even , I
jumped into my car busy apologizing luckily his bat only
smash the my car’s headlight aish wow everything
seemed to be crumbling down , what just happened to
my life , yes lord I know I have done you wrong I have
hurt lot of people but why must I pay in this hush
treatment , my tears wear blinding me , I can't even do
right to my unborn baby because Portia family hates me ,
and I can't even send my father to her house because I
blame him for the man I have become , I can not run to
Cici to hold her because all I see in her eyes is fear , I
packed my car outside my house and just banged the
steering wheel , it may be a bed idea coming back here
because I’m on another level of being angry and I can not
keep on taking all my frustration out on Cici , I love her
too much and she is hurting because of me what kind of
a man have I become , I wiped my tears turned the car
engine on , while I passed by the entrance of my complex
I froze what I saw made my blood boil Cici busy laughing
and talking to another man , not just any man fuckin
Nkonzo so she has been cheating on me with church boy
all along.
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Cici ***
“ thank you for dropping me off “
Nkonzo : “ any time ... can I walk you up ? “
Me: “ no I’m good ... thank you “
We were standing outside my complex
Him : “ hope you will join us to the revival meeting next
week “
I shrug my shoulder , as much as things were stable
between me and Zweli I doubt that he will ever allow me
to go to the meeting for a whole week , he still has
controlling issues over me ,yes it has been a while since
he last lay a hand on me , but he gets mad a lot this days
, infect his forever angry I’m grateful that he allows me to
attend church , choir practice and visit Zaza , but to do
anything either than that I’m practically his prison, today
he was suppose to pick me up after evening prayer but
he never showed up , he was probably drinking again ,
this fall out he had with Zoe is not seating well with him ,
he those not want help and his father and him are not on
speaking terms , people ask why I stay , when clearly the
whole world can see that I’m in an abusive relationship
that was slowly killing me , but I stay because if I don’t
help him with his demons who will? Ya love ne we can
not control who we love and we can not control our
destiny , I love zweli so much that I see pass his evil ways
, im brainwash by this hole think I’m just a caterpillar in
cocoon who to scared to fly out and show her wings as a
beautiful butterfly
Me : “ will talk tomorrow , but I’m not promising
anything “
Him : “ ok than, good night “
He looked into my eyes that what he does this days its
like he can sense my sorrows
Him : “ i hope the Angel of peace can be with you , you
very lost , yet you go to church everyday but still fail to
see the clear path the lord has given you “
Me : “ I hate it when you speak in riddles Nkonzo “
Him : “ I have no control on what I say this day , my gift
just talks I told you that I’m just vassal “
I rolled my eyes and smiled , we shared hug and his hugs
are always so warm and I somehow feel so safe this was
not normal , I’m drawn to him I know it's wrong but I feel
something
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Langa ***
Its been a whole month and Zoe is not really talking
about what went down at the engagement party , she
has shut everyone out and frankly I don’t know how to
get through to her , she spend her days at school
studying , gym and sleeping , we share the same house
but we hardly talk about this pink Elephant in the room
that we trying to avoid , I don’t want to come off as being
overbearing but yet again I can not stop worrying , I was
disturbed from my thoughts by call from my brother
joburg traffic was going very slow
Banzi : Ntwana mashani ? “
Me : “ grand how you doing ? “
Him : “ tired as shit I need to find a daycare for Joy as in
yesterday , Mpume is just being imposable she finding
fault in all the schools we have attended im just tired
now , why cunt she just pick a school nje “
Me : “ she still wants to take her to a Christian school “
Him : “hayboo Mfethu , she just acting all crazy nje ... “
I laughed at him
Him : “ so how is my sister “
I sigh
Me : “ still fragile she has taken a huge nock , I’m just
hoping she will come around soon , yazi a crazy loud
mouth Zoe I can deal with , but quiet crying emotional
Zoe is just something else , I miss my crazy loud wife “
Him : “ just give her time bro , I will check up on her later
as well “
Me : “ thank you bro , any news from mom ? “
To think that I’m dealing with Zoe issue mom had to be
sick as well and I can't just leave Zoe and check up on her
, dad tells us not to worry its just a miner headache
caused by her extreme diet but mom is an ox she never
gets sick , this was just shocking to find out that she was
rushed to hospital because she fainted “
Him : “ Mpume drove home today to check up on her
don’t worry about it bro im sure its just nothing major ,
uyamazi umawakho with lama diet akhe , its like she
trying to impress someone by losing weight like crazy “
we laughed “ i'll keep you posted ok “
at list someone will check up on her , we talked about all
sort of thing’s till I found myself in my driveway ,
shocking enough they was car I was not familiar with I
dropped the call after talking to Banzi made my way to
the house to my surprise I found Pam with Zoe in the
living room watching some movie and chatting up the
storm
Me : “ pam ? “
She smiled at me , wow I was so glad to see her , she
looked better
Zoe smiled at me , wow this was a surprise , I kissed Zoe
on cheek and hugged pam
Me : “ wow you look ... “
Her : “ better I know ... and thanks to you “
Me : “ me ? “ I asked dramatically ?
They laughed while zoe slapped me playfully on my
shoulder
Pam: “yaa you dummy ! I had to come here and thank
you in person the specialist did wonders I’m so blessed to
say that my pregnancy is normal and my blood sugar
level is stable the new medication is working and my diet
is doing wonders to me“
I smiled ,” you Know you could have just called “ I said
mocking her
Her : “ that will be no fun is that, any way I needed a
breath of fresh air the house was really suffocating me ,
Sbu is never home with his traveling and his mom is
treating me like fragile item“
Zoe : “ I can not believe you left my kids behind? “
Her : “ Sbu's mom still thinks I need to take it slow so she
has basically hijacked my kids “
Zoe : “ let me go check up on supper I’m sure June is
about done now “
She stood up and disappeared to the kitchen , pam
folded her arms and looked at me
“ why you never told me about Zoe's melt down , I had
to hear from loud mouth Sindy really Langa ?? "
i breath out loud
I sighed , “ thank you for the visit , I think you being
around will do her good , she going through a lot and
even skipping school now just because she finds it hard
to wake up in the morning “
Pam : “ she has fought all of our battle and forgot to
fight hers , it will take time but be patient with her “
me : “ I will ... and thank you for the visit “
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Zoe ***
I finish brushing my teeth and made my way to our
bedroom , Langa was lying in our bed with his laptop on
Me : “ no bringing work to the bedroom babe “
He side smile “ one minute please “
I jumped in the bed got under the covers I was so
grateful that Pam came to visit , I needed to get out of
my own head and she was going to be the best
distraction ever , Langa closed his laptop placed it on
the side table
Him : “ done “
I snuggled next to him while he pulled me close
Him : “ pam looked really grate “
Me : “ I know , treatment is helping her I was scared for
minute there seeing her looking so frail “
Him : “ I know hay ...Sbu was slowly losing his mind as
well “
I held on to him close while he brushed my hair
Him : “ I don’t know what I will do without you , if I
should lose you infect “
He kissed my forehead
Me : “ you all I got and I don’t want to picture that at all ,
infect I don’t see it at all “
Him : “ I know you going through stuff babe but I want
you to know that I’m always going to be there for you “
Me : “ I know “
As much as my life is bol of mass right now I can not seat
back and look at my life pass me buy , I have something
to live for , the love I have for this man , we have been
through a lot and this too shall pass , by expressing
myself and lashing out that night I realized that I had so
much anger and resentment inside, I walked pass
everything without forgiving and healing somehow I felt
very lite after my hush wards , my father still calls me and
leaves tons of voice mails he blames himself so much
there is nothing I can do about that because I first need
to heal in order to forgive him so he can forgive himself ,
panic attacks come and go and Langa thinks I must start
taking antidepressant pills to help me out with anxiety
attacks , i'm still struggling to open out so I refuse to see
a shrink , so i'm trying to have this heart to heart talks
with Langa , he is a good listener and he my source of
straight as well
Me : “ love “
Him : “ mmmmm”
Me : “ can you track down Nicole for me “
He lifted my head “ why now ? “ he frowned
Me : “ I need closure , I need to move past from this
emotional strain I’m feeling I can not deal with it , I walk
around and smile , laugh and be my crazy self while I
carry to my baggage “
He brushed my back , while I sit up straight and looked at
him
Me : “ i'm scared Langa , I’m terrified of commitment
because I feel like one day you will walk away from me ,
I’m scared of having a baby because I feel I can never be
good mother to it , i'm scared of showing my emotions
because it will make me look weak ... “
He ran his hands on my cheek I did not even realize that I
was crying
Him : “ shuuu , I got you “
Me : “ “ I’m scared Langa... I live in fear my mind is
constantly making up things , about me having no one at
the end of tunnel , I feel like I need to know why my
mother left me and never looked back why she doesn't
love me I need to to walk away from her and start living
my life “ he pulled me to his arms and hush me while I
wept in silence , this me now the venerable Zoe .
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Cici ***
A month later ***
To be in this house all alone has been a nom , last time
Zweli came here was last month when he was angry and I
thought he was going to kill me apparently he saw me
hugging Nkonzo and assumed the worse , he strangle me
so much that I lost my voice for weeks i could not sing or
talk after that he left me it's been a month now and he
never calls or text I wanted to reach out so many times
but I feel its best that things are like this.
since Zweli hardly sleep in here he comes when I’m not
around does his thing and go , food and rent he still pays
sometimes he will leave cash on the counter or even
transfer money to my account, I miss him so much I wish
we could talk but a lot has happened between us I don’t
know if its still love or just an obsession, why I stay and
long for him , hope for him to change only god Knows ,
church has helped take some of the loud away , I have
gain my self confidence I’m trying to build my life
together , I’m really enjoying the singing and it's so
uplifting to me , I did not go to the revival meeting last
month , apparently it was success Nkonzo got so many
sponsors and funding for the gospels choir and guess
what I’m also leading few songs I never thought that my
voice alone can touch so many people , the reviews ,
social media and people at church they have showed me
so much love , my doorbell rang while I was drinking my
coffee and smiling to myself , I stood up and made way
to the door
Me : “ hay Director how are you ? “
Him : “ Ngzokuphoxa yezwa “ we shared a few laugh and
hugged
Me : “ what brings you here”
It was Nkonzo , on my doorstep , which was very odd last
time I check he was in Johannesburg trying to close the
Sony record deal , I step aside and allowed him to come
in
Him : “ likhona ibhubesi lakho ? “
I laughed and hit his shoulder , “ his not bad hawu and
better stop calling him names “
Him : “ yeyeye what ever , any way I came here barring
good new “
He rubbed his hands and smiled “ no ways no !!! “ I
screamed
Him : “ yep we did it we finally did it ... well Sony agreed
to sign us up “
I screamed and jumped up and down hugging him in the
process
Him : “ I would have not done it with ought you , your
song sealed the deal “
I held my mouth in shock , few weeks back I had no hope
of my life taking a turn to better , I thought that I was
going to die in this abusive relationship I thought that I
will never make it , i sank down and cried
Nkonzo : “ hay what’s wrong “ he placed his hand on my
shoulder
Me : “ I had lost so much hope , I never thought that I will
have break through , I no will or faith to be successful in
life , I thought my life was just done , I prayed so much
and I believed that my prayers fell in deaf ears , I have
never cried tears of joy in a long ,time and today God just
proved to me that his alive and he listened to me , thank
you so much Nkonzo , for believing in me , for giving a
second chance to life , i'll be forever grateful for all the
time you were patient with me while I was going through
storms and wires you unleashed a voice i thought I never
heard , “
He pulled me close and embraced me , I felt sense of
peace for long time I wanted this ... I felt piece in his
arms
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Cici ***

I was so tired but I had to keep pushing , rehearsal have

became so intense since we going on promotional tour
in few weeks time, I was excited but very nervous , the
review im getting from home are good but I’m not sure
on other province if they will like us or not , I pray that all
goes well so that we can do the live recording... wow
who knew Siswati the Gospel singer I laughed at myself
as I knocked on door
“ hay you late! “
She said dramatically with her hands on her waist
Me : “ sorry Anti Ntombi , rehearsal was hectic today ,
Nkonzo made us repeat one song for an hour to make it
sound perfect “ I exclaimed as I made my way inside
Anti : he is such a perfectionist, so tell me more how are
things going ? “
I smiled at her as I made my way to the high clears in the
kitchen , aunty Ntombi has always treated me like family
she always showed me this worm side of her , and every
time when we meet we talk for hours , she is just a
mother figure in my life somehow I wish I had this
relationship with her a while ago , if only I knew.
Me : “ very exciting , yazi to think about it I never thought
that I can sing , I always saw my voice as a bathroom
voice , you know singing in shower and going off key “
She smiled at me
Her : you voice is angelical , yazi I’m glad that you singing
Gospel because you touch lot of souls with it you truly
have a remarkable gift“
Me : “ thank you “ I smiled while she place a plate full of
food in front of me , as if she read my mind I was so
hungry I did not hesitate to dig in
Me : “ have you spoken to Zoe ? how are things between
you two? “
She sigh and place the dish cloth on the counter
Her : “ we talk , but it's just not the same anymore she
blames me for everything she may apologize for the way
she spoke to me but I know she still blames me , if only I
was not self centered I should have done something
sooner “
Me : “ you can not blame yourself Anti , you know
something I realized about life is that we have to go
through wire and gravels in order to walk on smooth
road , life is very bumpy and lessons are learned
overtime we fall to make us better person , Zoe had to
go through that to be the best person... God never gives
us a loud we can not handle it was meant to be like this
... mission now is making better and moving past it“
She looked at me with a wow look “ when did you
become such a believer and motivational speaker “
I laughed “ I spend too much time at church that why ,
and my faith has grown a lot thanks to you “
Her : “ I’m so proud of you baby ,” we smiled while I
rinsed down my food with juice “ so nihamba nini ? “
Me : “ first week next month , by December we want to
at least have recorded and made few dvd’s “
She looked down” Zweli ? “
I took my empty plate to the sink “ we haven’t spoken in
while now , I don’t even Know how he will take the news
, already he thinks that I’m bitching around with Nkonzo
and he just ... “
Her : “ NO Cici , how long are you going to live this life ? “
Me : “ it's complicated Anti ... and please don’t give me
lecture i'm fully aware that I need to leave I just need to
gain enough straight to walk away “
She did not say a word but embraced me in hug
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Zoe ***

“ I can get used to this mmmmmh ... being in this place ,

the pampering , breakfast in bed wow if it feels this good
to be royalty , oh help me lord get me a royal husband
please !!!“
Pam : “ yeyiwena if Langa hears you saying that you
never leaving the house with ought him ever ! “
We laughed , its so true Langa just has clingy tendencies
at times ,
we in the Royal palace , Pam thought it will do me good
to leave town a bit and yep I was feeling it , it's only been
2 days here and no sign of Trey, his calling thing got him
locked up in sum cave , which was a bummer because he
was suppose to have a finished his trial a day ago and we
thought he would have made it back by now
Austin : “ I need a massage and a glass of wine Trey is
driving me crazy “
He threw himself next to us we had a nice lay out in
garden that was overlooking the beautiful mountains
yooo the scenery in this place is breathtaking
Pam : “ I can offer you wine but no rubbing your white
ass "
He handed him a glass of wine
Me : “ so how is he ? “
Well Austin was the only source of communication
between Trey and real world , he is his personal
assistance and he the only person that can enter the
caves as a white man I thought he will freak out and bail
out because they do not believe in this spiritual world
namadlozi stuff , but he took his role hands on and held
the bull by the horns ,
Him : “ he has gained weight , I don’t know how since he
never eat the food I sent to him , he has beard and look
like a caveman , he is grumpy as hell and today he did
not even want to see me , so imagine driving to the
mountains , walking for miles with food basket and clean
cloths and he just shut me out like really bro “
Me : “ what ? “ I looked at him
Gogo : “ aish I hope my baby is ready for the challenges
ahead “
She walked slowly and set on one of the benches with
her forever graceful self , this women is aging like fine
wine
Pam : “ koko , my brother has been in the caves for
months now is this even normal ? “
Koko : it his calling my dear, what must I do worry about
something I have no control over... I just hope his
stronger than this ... once he come out of there he will be
total different person , “
Pam : “ but koko you said he should be back by now ...
kanki kwenzakalani ... ? “
Me : maybe the lion got hungry and ate him “
Austin : Lion are list of my worries , I found him playing
with lightning and wind ... I dropped everything and ran
...
“we laughed at him , his facial expression was just
outrageous
Me : “ you see that just witchcraft right there “
They turned and looked at me I raised my hands to
surrender , my phone buzzed ow tank god saved by the
bell , I left them there still arguing , and trying to bite my
head off
Me : “ hello handsome “
Langa : “ I miss you maDlamini , the house is lonely with
ought you “
Me : “ miss you too babe , but your know I need this ... “
Him : “ I know ... I know , so cave boy is he back ? “
Me : “ not yet its been two day straight I don’t know
what causing the hold up”
Him : “ maybe the lion ate him “
I laughed so hard “ I think so too hay “
Talking to Langa has always placed a smile on my face we
may be miles away but we always click , he could not
come with us because of work and i needed to be here
for Trey today is his revile day and there is so much hype
in this house , pam is so nervures she can actually pee
herself now
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Menzi ***

“ what are you still doing here ? “

She drag her feet she had on those shot pj pants like bum
short and vest she made her way to the fridge , her hair
was a mess we drank a lot last night while she was crying
on my shoulder about how she fears that things will not
work out with her relationship
Me : “ Becky I’m talking to you !!“
Her : “ yaya I can hear you don’t have to shout please “
I placed my laptop bag on the couch and folded my arms
, Becky has been grumpy ever since she got here , she is
my childhood friend yes but I just don’t find it
appropriate that she leaving with me while Trey is not
around she has been here for about a week now and
things have gotten a bit awkward between and tension
are raising
Me : “ Becky Trey is coming out today , and they making
a ceremony for him wasn’t you suppose to be there
besides him , he did tell you to wait for him? “
Her: “ his uncle hates me , his grandmother thinks I need
schooling with their culture , everyday was just hell in
that palace , other royal families have been coming in
and out selling their daughters as wife to the next coming
king . I’m not royalty I’m just a plain white girl who has
to work extra hard to feet in the Mguni royal family “
Me : “ jeez girl , Trey did tell you about this and told you
what to expect , so you ran away from him because of his
foks? “
Her : its simpler said than done , he is not there his been
gone for more than a month , I don’t even know if his ok
or not , I’m not allow to even be in contact with him I’m
a so called destruction to his calling that what his gran
calls me ”
Me : “ you know what sulk all you like , but when he
comes out he will be furious , the only thing you could
have done is respect his wish “
She took her cereal bowl and walked pass me she
dropped her spoon and had to bant down , I looked away
because this short pants were revealing things I did not
want to see,Becky is thick short afrikaana girl her body is
like wow , and she knows it I took my bag and walked
out ,she busy walking around half naked fuck white girls
have no morals what’s so ever , I reached out for my
phone and called sindy
Her : “ love
I sigh , damm I miss her
Me : “ i'm taking the next fright home in the morning “
Her : “ what? Why ... is everything ok? “
Everything was upside down with Becky in the house she
has overstayed her visit , I felt a little bit angry out of the
blue I just need to remember what I share with sindy ,
Me : “ I love you so much , that what’s wrong “
She chuckled
Her : “ I thought you only going to visit nge festive season
what changed ? “
Me : “ I just miss you sindy , I want to be in your arms ok
am I asking too much yini ??“ I shouted at her
Silence , I sigh
Me : “ I’m sorry I’m just kind of stressed “
Her : “I miss you too I can never say no to you coming
down ... but don’t use that tone with me“
Me : “ I’m sorry ok “ she breath out loud
“what’s really going on ? “ she asked calmly
.
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Pam ***

Zoe : “ haysuka mina I’m going to sleep”

Me : “ just few more minutes Zoe “
Her : “ we have been waiting till don for Trey and he
never show up , haysuka “
She folded her hands made her way upstairs
Koko : “ Zoe you so impatient my child “ she shook her
head and walked out of the room , I was getting
impatient too really how can Trey do this to us , we have
been expecting him back home a day ago and still no sign
of him , I stopped looking outside the window there was
no point I seat on my gran’s couch which felt like heaven
my thought took over , started playing the decision I
made in my head while rubbing my tummy thinking
about my feit it was just scary the treatment I’m taking is
helping me to suppress my Diabetic but it also come with
lot of complication , I hope Sbu can survive this , I should
be spending time with him but I can not look him in eyes
he seemed so happy and over joy that I’m my diagnosis
worked and I’m feeling better but honest truth is I’m not
“ Pam “
I turned around there was my brother looking all grown
up and buffed up , shit what were the lions feeding him
vele ? , I could not hold the waterfall , he embraced me
to a hug , he smelled different , smelled very Earthly ,
soil after rainfall , incent was over powering me as well ,
his locks were let loose , He pulled out and smiled at me ,
yap his a catch now he has outgrown the cute girly look
he is fuckin handsome grown as man
Me : “ wow , you look so... “
Him : “ different ? “
I laughed , “ no I was going to say so grown up ... who are
you and what did you do with my small brother ? ? “
He side hugged me , and touched my hump
Him : “ wow another girl! i see “
Me : “ Trey “ I hit his shoulder
Him : “ sorry I did not know we were having a surprise
revile “
I shook my head , “ he held my hand and we made our
way to the lounge , Zoe was passed out on the couch did
not even see her coming down
Him : “ you came with crazy along ? “
We laughed “ shuuu don’t wake her up , I need me time
with you “
We walked pass Zoe and made our way to the kitchen ,
Servant : good evening sir good to have you back home “
she smiled while Tray just nodded
Her : can I make you anything to eat ? “
Trey : “ no Thank you its late you should retire to your
Quarters “
She bowed “ thank you sir ... mam .. goodnight “
She walked out and Trey turned on the kettle , looking at
him was just so unreal , his shoulders were big , he was
wearing white pants , long sleeve muscle t-shirt on his
left shoulder he had “ ibhayi lezangoma “ red and white
in color with lion face in the center and to top it up he
was rocking izimbhadada – tyre sandals
Me : “ so this is you now ? “ he laughed and gave me a
mug with hot choc
Him : “ what you see is what you get “
Me : “ I miss you so much , yazi when I was sick I can only
think about you , hoping and praying that you alright so
how was it “
He seep his hot beverage and looked at me “ tough ,
scary and very draining but it was all worth it “
Koko : “ gran tells me you are a seer ? what’s that ? “
He folded his arms after placing his cup aside “ I can see
the past , present and Future ... i forbidden to use my gift
on friends and family but i have to ask this so when are
you going to tell Sbu what you have done ? Pam why are
you so selfish ... did you think about us when you made
that decision?? “
I saw one tear dropping on his face , he was mad ,
disappointed even looked scared
Me: “ its my choice and I’m ready “
Him : “ demit PAM ! “
I flinched a bit , because his voice was bold and deep and
held so much authority
“ oooh my God !!! “ Zoe screamed and jumped up and
down hugging Trey I wiped my tears away and faked a
smile , this is going to be very hard what have i done .
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Ntombi
“ it does not make sense Keven I can not just up and
leave just because you cunt wait to get married I got
a job to attend to , kids to look after “
He was mad really mad , one of the reason I hate
dating powerful man is that they want things to be
done on there own terms , right now Keven wants us
to go to PE to meet his family and get married next
month , hallo you haven’t even paid lobolo for me as
yet
Him : “ baby what kids you referring to the boys are
our part and parcel where we go they go “
I looked at him like really now , he laughed a very
mocking one indeed
Him : “ Zoe is somebody’s wife for the love of Christ
let Langa deal with her and Zweli he just need help
and Sandile need to step up to that , we can not
keep going back and forth due to your family fall out
“
Wow I clapped once
Me : “ I think I need air before I say something I will
regret “
Doorbell rang one of his golf partners came to fetch
him , disturbing us from our fighting tension thank
god
Him : “ this is not over “ he walked towards the door
while I took my bag and car keys , this days Keven is
just on rump page to make my like living hell , we
fight about me giving all my attention to my family ,
and why I’m shielding Zweli from reality since clearly
he needs help with his actions , Zweli is currently
living in my house since I’m forever at Keven place , I
don’t know how to deal with him , his abusive nature
so I gave him space because as Keven said only
Sandile can get through him and since they not
talking it just war Zone , I was driving to Zodwa
house for her famous girl tea parties that always get
to crazy at times , I decided to pass by my house
since I saw zweli car parked outside , I can not
avoided him forever right
He was seating on the bar stool with his docs on the
table and laptop on
Me : “ Zweli “
He turned and looked at me
Him : “ anti “
Ok how do I do this with ought fighting , I set down
in the lounge and he joined me he apologized for
his action and advised me that his seeking help , he
also wish to do right by Portia family but he still has
issues in consulting with his dad and hope that
Keven and baba Majola ( pastor ) will help
Me : “ that can be arranged “
He smiled , and thanked me I had to ask what he
wish to do with Cici , if there still dating , if his
serious of maybe if he will let her go since its very
toxic what they have , well surprisingly he took his
time to answer me , which got me very worried , he
rubbed his hand on his head and stood up
Me : “ Zweli , you have to let her go ... this what you
have with her is not normal my boy , her life is finally
changing for the better and her music career is
kicking off so let her fly you can not love a person if
you keep caging her dreams “
He did not say a word but continued to look outside
the window as if answers will be swept by wind to
him
Me : “ she will be going on tour next week with the
Gospel choir ... so do what right and give her
closure... apologies and set her free , she needs that
“
He did not say a word so I figured he need to think
about it, Zweli is very quite being and at times we
can never know what’s going on in his head of his so
i prey that he will do right by that girl. Cici has
suffered enough
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Trey ***
“ for king to be born blood need to be shared , royal
blood is the fertilizer of a fruitful kingdom , we have
waited far too long for this day to come , “ he said
with his husky voice he looked at me with piercing
eyes , I hate this confrontation I have with my
grandfather .his always so direct and very
intimidating , one time he appeared to me on a form
of fire when I wanted to give up and go back home ,
since this ancestral rightful passage was so difficult I
just wanted to quite.
Me : “ I don’t understand “I have lent to meditate
and talk to him in presence of other , my body
always shift from the present world to the spirit
world in split of an eye my body can be with the
leaving while my soul shift to the dead, cool right ,
naa trust me its not
Me : what do you mean , you promised me that
KOKO will live to help me fulfill my duties ,I still have
a lot to learn from her “
My father appeared in the mountain , he appeared
as form of lion I can recognize him because his a
white lion with huge mane which has few strands of
brown thick hair on , he is not much of talker and
allow my grand father to talk , he was accompanied
by my mother she was just a human form mom is
forever smiling and graceful while my father is just
the quiet one I smiled when she smiled at me
Her : “ you will hurt , feel pain , grieve, cry and even
hate your gift , but we are always here for you to
prepare you for the worse “
Me : “ I’m so confused you all not making sense” I
was getting irritated , they talking about dearth ,
blood , pain grief and all shit I’m that im not ready
for I just found my family and now I have to lose
someone fuck hell no ,
Mom : “ come down Mvelo , please understand that
everything happens for reason ,”
I looked at her tears fell from eyes , only person I
thought about was my grandmother dying , she the
one that was sick and frail , I just can not lose her not
now , I just came out from the mountain and
finished my initiation process the only thing I need
now is a brake from all of this , why do I carry a gift
that will make my heart break this way why me .. i'm
not running away but I just need a breather
Zoe : “ Trey .. trey ... HAYBOO ! “
I was brought back to reality by zoe roughly shaking
me , I still wanted hear what was this message about
, who is it directed too?
“ Mvelo talk to Pam before she leaves my son “ that
was my father voice echoing in my ears ,
Zoe :” where did you go off too ? , did you even hear
what we said to you ? “ we were gathered outside
in garden arrear apparently its Pam favorite place
talking and joking you now how Zoe is with a wine
glass on her hand SHE will gossip and chap up the
storm , I suddenly zoned off again , I looked at Pam
and I saw blood running down her legs , I stood up
ignoring Zoe voice that was calling after me I had to
talk to Ancestors so all along they talking about
Pam ... NO !!!
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Lubanzi ***
After a steamy night with Mpume it left me tired as
shit i swear to God my wife is addicted to my cock , I
can not wait for her to go on her periods because I
can not take this bump and grained every night , I
strapped my baby on the car seat , it Saturday and
it's our day out so today I’m visiting the folks mom
has not been feeling well and Langa has been biting
my head off to go check up on her , Mpume did not
give much on her condition but only screamed at me
“ I found you ex wife in the kitchen making MY
FATHER in law food , Nxa !!!“
And what happened to giving me feedback about
my mom condition ? she banged the door and shut
me out I still can not believe that after so many years
Mpume still feel insecure around Nicky , talk of the
devil her car was parked outside my house she is a
regular still in this house and I can do no dahm thing
about it since mom is found of her and treats her
like her daughter
The minute I walked in my dad took Joy from my
arm and disappeared outside I made my way in ,
yammy there were baked goodies on the kitchen
table , way to go Nicky I took a few and made my
way to my moms room , the door was slightly open
so I decided to eardrop , don’t look at me like that ,
it just happens at time
Mom : “ you can not keep doing this to yourself my
baby “
Nicky : “ I know mom , but I just hope that one day
he can forgive me “
Mom : “ he has but you know how Banzi is he just
like his father , he acts as if he does not care while he
has a soft big heart talk to him “
Sobs and sniffs , wow I’m the topic today
Mom : “ how long are you going to wait for him “
Nicky : “ I can not allow my heart to love another , I
love your son so much and moving on has been
such a hustle yazi I dream about him almost
everyday , and just hope that ... “
Mom : “ if you want him back than fight a good fight
, you can not fight while you lock yourself up in in
your house and being workaholic , go after him “
What ... ? mom is encouraging this hayboo my own
mom ,
Nicky : “ how do I even compete to miss perfect ,
miss I go to church ... miss I cook like chef ? miss I
gave him a baby “
They giggled ... hayboo this people are talking about
my wife kanjena ... what the fuck
Mom : “ imp not saying go to a witch Dr mi. Jozini to
get a love portion , “ laughter again “ but he married
you for reason , so look for that girl that he married
find her and go after him ... “
I did not wait for them to finish this was just getting
on my nerves now , why is mom pushing Nicky to
me ... im happily married man nje I love
Nompumelelo , and mom has accepted her ... and
this now why?
Me : “ hay mom ... Nicky “
They froze and looked at me , mom smiled and she
looked pail which broke my heart , why dad said it
was a Mainer headache when mom looks like one of
the vampires in twilight nje
Nick : “ hi Lubanzi” she looked down ever shy Nicky
and this days its even worse ,
“ ma lemme get you your soup so you can drink
your medication “ she said and stood up , she had
her black pencil skirt with shirt tuck in her work
uniform , that shirt look too tight and short showing
her thighs and Ass how can she wear like that to
work , yep she still got the rocking body fine as hell I
must admit , why is my eyes fixed on her body vele ,
come on Banzi this is not right.. think of Mpume ...
think of Mpume ... , she passed me and smiled ,
Her : “ like you T-shirt “
I looked at myself I was wearing one of the T-shirts
she bought me on my birthday when we were still
married it kind my favorite is black muscle t-shirt
written in white Jama ( my clan name )
I cleared my thought “ that a short skirt you got on,
not appropriate for work at all “ she blushed and
turned red instantly
Mom : “ awa-yeke u Niki wena and come give me
sugar “
I went to seat next to my mom while she gossiped a
lot my mind was not with her but on the fact that
Nicky has not moved on and she still holding on the
old flames that suppose to have burned out , why ? I
mean she cheated on me and left me all high and
dry why does she do this to herself now I need to
get answers.
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Pam ***

“ after I was diagnosed with diabetic and not taking

my medication right , it did not help much that I was
also pregnant so , I had a liverfailr , “
Zoe gasped and cried I held her hand “ the Dr
advised me that I can not live long to carry the baby
it's either me or my baby , I just did not want to be
that selfish and terminate I told the Dr to do
whatever is takes to save my baby , but my body was
too weak to pass food ad liquids to ,my baby “
Zoe : “ oooh my god pam what are you saying ... you
look fine now you healthy “
Me : “ the Dr that Langa recommended helped me a
lot ... his medical treatment was just mind blowing
Trey : “ but.... “
He was not even looking at me his back was turned
and I could tell that I’m the worst person ever ,
talking about this is so hard but Trey forced it out on
me when he screamed and asked me why I did not
tell him that I’m Dying
Me : “ but I may not survive the birth “
Zoe sobbed , she screamed and cried so much that
she made me crime also ,
Zoe : “ Trey do something ... can we get the best
specialist or something to help no ... pam no “
Trey : “ I felt that you have something rotting inside
of you and its can not be cured so imp guessing it
cancer but what kind ? “
Me : “ pancreatic cancer “
Zoe was a mass she could not stop crying , she
capped on asking me why I also do not have such
answers I just did what I did because I felt it was
right , mom and dad sacrificed their lives for me and
Trey so I’m doing that for my baby , his an innocent
soul that need to live
Trey : “ how much time do you have? “ he sniffed but
still did not look at me , I could not stand up
because Zoe head was on my lap and she was
broken , if Zoe and Trey act like this how will Sbu
react ,?
I sniffed and wiped my tears , “ I have to undergo
surgery it might give me months or weeks to hold
my baby should I survive the birth “
I’m 22 years old and I’m about to die of cancer , did I
live my life to the fullest ? ... no ... did I created
unforgettable memories to last me the life time ohh
hell year , I know sbu will be good father and I’m
only telling Zoe this because I need her to take care
of my kids if I don’t make it , I may come out alive
after birth or it might be the end off me , but all I
know it that I got a parasite growing inside of me
that can not be cured .

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Cici ***
I was on phone with Konzo we have this long chats
on the phone about everything crazy and sometimes
we get so serious that we start going through
scripter and praying together , its good to have a
friend whose God fearing and who will motivate and
help you to be the best you can be , I’m truly
grateful
Him : “ so as I was saying don’t be like does people
that were advised by Mosses to throw away all there
valuable and move to the light because gods want
them as they are but still they did not listen and hide
there valuable on the body’s , I know you remember
what happened next? “
I smiled “ the gold started burning them underneath
and they were left behind because they did not want
to let go “
Him : “ exactly so when you believe in him you let go
of everything , and trust in him right ? ... he is the
alpha and omega”
I smiled , I wanted to ask what he was doing , I had a
feeling that he was laying facing up on rocking his
ripped Jean and t-shirt talking to me , and those
dreadlock wow they were just one of the things that
made him look so super hot , yep the pastor's son is
a catch which why I still can not put it around my
finger why after Portia he still so single , I bite my
lower lip till I heard him say “ you daydreaming
again , come on girl not again !“
I laughed at him , because lately that what I have
been doing , overtime when he talks my minds shift
to how hot he is , the way he smile the perfect set of
white teeth , Colgate smile , I love his ink each
tattoo he has has significant meaning , I remember
touching his arms and he told me about one tattoo
that was incomplete
“ what going on here ? “ I asked
Him : “ I’m waiting for person that will make my boat
stop at the haber so that I will stop moving so much
“
Me : “ you want to be grounded,? “
Him : “ nop just to be loved , that will make me settle
down ... “
we locked eyes on that moment and our face was
too close that I breathe his air , I looked at his eyes
that was longing for something , I wanted to fill up
his longing , but memories of my life came rushing
back when I was so close to taste his lips , yep my
life konje that messed up shit I call life ... I broke the
gaze shifted away from him , aish that felt awkward.
Him : “ let me take you out for ice cream “ again he
brought me back to our phone conversation
Me : “ now ? “
Him : “ I’m on my way don’t give me any excuses ! “
He dropped the call while I smiled and placed the
phone on my chest
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Zweli ***

I looked at the time , it was after 21h00 , I arrived in

this house 19h00 hoping to talk to Cici like my aunt
advised , maybe try and fix this with her , yes I love
her its not normal but I was hoping that we can go
for cancelling or something but there was no sign of
her , I tried calling her but her phone rang on the
kitchen counter , shit is she up to no good again? , I
felt angry like mad , I mean I gave her space because
I was not in right state of mind to love her after all
the bull shit that happened , but I still took care of
her wasn’t that enough to show her how I feel about
her I heard the door unlocking and she was busy
humming a some song , she was too jolly and happy
for my liking , I saw her shadow moving and the light
were turned on she almost fell in shock
Her : “ Zweli !! “
She held her chest , “ why you seating in dark like
this ? “
Me : “ funny that I came here before the sun set and
waited for you for hours “
She avoided eye contact I stood up and walked
towards her
Me : “ where were you ? “
Her : “ i.. I went out “
Me : “ I now that but where? “ I continued to walk
towards her with my hands on my pocket she was
moving backwards fear was screaming on her eyes “
Her : “ shopping center “
Me : “ what did you buy “ she came here with only
her keys in her hand and nothing else
Her : “ I .. went for ice cream “
She was pinned on the wall my hand were placed on
the wall close to he face , our body were close to
each other , the way she was breathing I could tell
she wanted to pee herself now
Me : “ with who ? “
Her : “ Please Zweli “
Me : “ we only talking why you crying now , unless
you guilty “
She shook her head ,
Me : “ ubunobani Siswati ? “
Her : girls from ... church “
I lifted her teary face with my finger , “ girls from
church you say ? “
She nodded repeatedly “ you not lying right ? “
She nodded , I smiled “ than why did Nkonzo sent
you texted that his outside at 18:25? “
Her : “ I can explain Zweli please “ she waved her
hands to surrender I banged the wall with my fist I
hate this we always play this game she cheats I beat
her up she behaves for few months and she cheats
again , fuck man I’m I cursed to love Cici this way,
she was crying my anger was on sky high , I mean
the only place I though she can change her ways was
church but she went ahead and decided to fuck
church boys no , what’s wrong with this girls pussy
vele ? she can forget on being the famous musician ,
this is the last drow help me god not to kill her today
Me : “ you fuckin lie to me !!!!.. “ I rowed
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4 years later

Trey ***
.
I’m officially a traditional healer and I never thought in
my life that I will be consulting with my forefathers who
have passed on from this life, I mostly help souls that are
lost spiritual being that need guidance and help young
people like me who are struggling with there calling , I do
get major consultation from other kings , prophets ,
politicians you name it , people have lost the way of their
forefathers , culture has become a taboo or just an act of
being barbaric which cause a drift between our
descendants , lot of shit happened in black community
and people think that the devil is taking over while it just
caused by the anger of the ancestors , yes most of us are
not believers in stuff like this but who are you to call your
forefather demons because they come to you on your
dreams and ask you to correct there wrongs so that they
can cross over , I was raised as Christian I still am a
believer in Jesus Christ and the whole mighty God , but I
can not forget my root and the people who gave me my
identity ...
I moved back home full time I had a rondoval that I did
most of my consultation in , people cam from all angels
of the world seeking help and trust me this job is
draining as fuck ,my grandmother is still alive and kicking
and I’m so grateful that she still dealing with the role of
running the kingdom when I get too busy with my gift , it
was really hard juggling my calling , being a king to
kingdom and also running a law firm yep I graduated as a
lawyer Austin and Menzi help me run my family law firm
, since my uncle told me he needs a break and will take
an early retirement but surprisingly he very much still
hands on .
If you want to know about me and my love life well that
shit is just messed up , we broke up and make up with
Becky till we finally called it quit , since I could not just
shove my dick in her the way she expect me too, I’m a
man I must admit but my calling and ancestors come
first I need to respect myself and keep my body pure so
that I can have a clear communication with them ,it just
becoming hard for us to be together the past years she
became more and more withdraw towards me , Becky
found that strange that I don’t touch her anymore , we
sleep in separate rooms so she became insecure, as
much as I wanted her to be patient with me sometimes
you just have to let people go and focus on the bigger
picture
“ chief our ride is ready “
Austin said that walking in my room , I was nervous but
also excited , I was trying something new and using my
powers for the good of the community I started a
development project
I built few lodges around the kingdom, a shopping center
, petrol station
Austin : “ let's do this ,”
I smiled at him , fixed my tailor made black suite ,
straighten my tie and placed my “ bhayi “ on my shoulder
, I hope Sindy did not go wild with my money , since I
funded one of her projects today she was launching
Him : “ we got this “
Me : “ no doubt “ Austin is always going to be my right
hand man , I don’t see him as just an advisor , work
partner or personal assistance he is more of my brains
and hands when I can not use them , he's my brother
from another mother and I must say having him by my
side has made me very wise. This is me Trey “Mvelo “
Mguni, a boy who lost his parents at early age , struggled
to find his identity but later became a king and father to
a community .
.
.
Banzi ***

“ you still not dressed up ? “

Her : “ don’t test me Lubanzi yezwa !! “
Oh shit here we go again , she started shouting talking
about her responsibility as a mother to the kids she was
driving me crazy as fuck, looking back on how me and
Mpume meet it was strange , what suppose to be an
arranged marriage turned out to be love at first sight , I
love her from the day I saw her crying in medical center
when she attempted to terminate baby Joy when she
was pregnant , I wanted to hold her in my arms and
protect her but life had other plans for us we had to go
our separate ways to be forced together by fate I thank
the love cupid for that , even though I bump into her
while pregnant with another man’s baby I knew that I
wanted to be the father to her baby and wife her she was
the girl of my dreams i married her after a year we meet ,
and since that that I leaved for her , it's been 6-7 years
blissful years with lot of hick up but we share something
rear we have 3 kids and one on the way ,as much as she
told me she does not want to have another baby till Joy
turns 5 God had other plans for us and my dick game was
on point I knocked her up , Joy is 6 years now , Sisekelo is
4 years and Kwanele is only 8 months, our unborn baby
was not planned at all so one day we decided goof
around and had a quickie when Kwa turned 4 months
and boom she fell pregnant we currently expecting a
baby girl and she blames me for ruining his life at an
early age , she is 4 months going to 5 months pregnant
Her” look at me Lu , this shoes does not feet ... angisasho
this dress ... you did this to me ... I hate you Dlamini
yezwa “
Me : “ you were screaming my name for the heavens to
hear you when I was grinding on top you and now you
hate me ??? “
Her : you were behind me correction “
Me : “ you said you wanted to look at my eyes so turned
you around ... correction so I was on top “
She clicked her tongue
Her : “ ever head of a Condom?”
Me : “ ever heard of birth control pills ?? “
Her : “ AAAHHHHH LUBANZI “
I looked at her and laugh , she was red as tomato now ,
she cut her hair short and rocking bob cut , she was just
wow ,
Me : “ i will rub your feet when we come back but now
baby I need you to dress up please “
I squeezed her juicy body pulled her close to me and
smashed my lips to her , mmmm this feels like the first
time when we kissed ,
Her : “oooh ..” she moaned , her hand made it way to
my cock , ever since she got pregnant she been on a sex
fiver like crazy , fuck who am I kidding my wife is just too
addicted to my dick , her sex game is always on 100
Me : “ no time baby Sindy will kill us if we are late “
Her : “ you going to be quick “
Joy : “ ma get off daddy please. Hallo will be late !! “
thank you Jesus for Joy his brother was behind her his
eyes fixed on his tab
Me : “ if you here were is Kwa? “
Joy : “ still sleeping , can we go please”
Mpume : “ well Ms I’m still dressing up and daddy is
helping me so go Wait for us downstairs “
Joy : “ NO “ she folded her arms and they did the staring
contest , I made my way out with Seko on my hills ,
because what coming next I don’t want to be there to
whiteness , this two fight a lot and I’m always in between
there argument Jeez women
Mpume : “ Lubanzi get your child or I swear ill go to jail “
Joy : “daddy mom is abusing me “
I rolled my eyes and sigh , As figured my baby boy was
still sleeping , funny thing is that Seko takes after Langa
so much he even looks like him , while Kwanele looks like
my father , I’m praying that the unborn baby looks like
me at list , I just listened to Mpume shouting , and took
my baby and cradled him , this is my perfect
dysfunctional family and I love it to bit , who would have
know that after I divorced I will find love and be a father
of 4 , this is what I was looking for a soccer team a crazy
wife, and a worm home I could have not asked for
anything more than this. I smiled to myself ... I’m Lubanzi
Dlamini a grounded family man and I love it.
.

Langa ***
I stoop by the door and looked at her as she put on her
makeup she still the most breathtaking women I have
ever seen we have been through fire and worse and she
still make me so weak I Have this worm feeling inside me
that I know when I look into her eyes that she is my
forever , I love Zoe so much and throughout the years
my love for grow more and more , challenge’s came our
way and almost broke us apart but through it all we I
held hands and faced it together , walked past it , when
Zoe Graduated I was the most proudest man ever , and
today she is qualified Dr Dlamini , yep you heard me
Dlamini , she kept her promise that she will marry me
once she finish school so on her graduation day she pop
the question I can still remember like it was yesterday.
~~~~flash back ~~~~
We organized a surprised graduation party for Zoe and
Sindy we did it at ant her Aunts place , family and friends
were invited it was so beautiful ceremony and the thyme
was medicine,it wormed my heart to see her so happy
and finally fulfilling her dream , while was cracking up
with Bongani and my brother being in there weird
company always is blast for me , Zoe came set on top of
me it was a worm night and we were gathered by the
pool area
Me : “ want to go home “ I brushed her arm
She looked into my eyes and smiled and shook her head ,
she stood up and held my hand
Her : “ I don’t know how guys do this , so I’m just going
to go with a flow “
She kneeled down , I closed my mouth like NO!!!
Her : Langa Dlamini gay tendencies really!!!! you
embarrassing me”
Every one bust out and laughed
Me : “ I’m ready to love you forever and you pull this
stunt , “
I was in tears with laughter Zoe is one of a kind
Her : “ thank you for being patient with me through it all ,
to yawl bitches who thought this day well never come
look at me now “
I rolled my eyes like literally rolled them
Her : I kept my promise to you that I will be your wife
once I finish school, so now I’m done and want to be
called Dr Dlamini , to honor your love so let's get married
and make me the luckiest women on earth to have you
as my official husband ... legally infect “
She took out black box with the most beautiful platinum
silver and gold band
Me : “ wow “
Her : “ my Knees Dlamini , what do you say ? “
I smiled “ I don’t know .. I’m too young for this big
commitment I don’t know what to say “
Every one bust out and laughed while Zoe slapped me “
say yes before I punch you “
they all laughed and I lifted her up and kissed her so
much swinging her along , a month later we got married ,
it was simple but elegant traditional wedding ‘my father
orders ‘ held at my house and on our honeymoon we
went to Italy where we had our small intermit white
wedding yep levels getting married internationally ,
~~~~~end of flesh back ~~~
Her : “ stop gocking and zip me up
I smiled and Zipped up her light pink body hugging dress
which was slightly above the knee
Me : “ you know they will understand if we do not show
up “
Her : “I know they will but I want to go , this walls are
suffocating me Langa “
I kissed her forehead and gave her a hug , we just went
through another Miscarriage , and Zoe has been a bit
depressed only her work kept her mind occupied , the
minute she stepped in the house she will cry her eye
balls off , i now believe the saying that lord does not give
you everything I mean we filthy rich , Zoe is Sargent and
I’m multimillione but my wife can not conceive because
of the damage that happened on her uterus when she
first mischarge .. remember that incident when Sandile
beat her up ....
Her : “ lets go , you know how Sindy is with late coming I
don’t want to be on her bed books the whole night “
Me : “ you sure you ok ? “
Her : “ you worry too much Dlamini ,” she help my face
with her soft hands
Her :” I love you and will get through this , we survivors,
you and me against the world remember “
I looked at her and smiled , this is my wife , beautiful,
strong , smart , tough and a ball of crazy not forgetting
fun , I can never ask for better partner ... this here is my
normal ... my life my dream my everything ... I’m Langa
Dlamini and I fell in love with a teenager that I saw a
potential wife in and shared my world and everything
with.
.
.
.
Sindy ***

Breath Sindy breath ... in and out I told myself , today I

was opening up a center for abused women and children
, it was sort of a clinic , it was inspired by my childhood ,
my mother , Cici and all abused victims that we turn a
blind eye too , after I graduated and practice Medicine I
realized that there were lot of domestic abuse cases out
there that were cold case, so I made a point that I will
open a center for women and children , its was hard
work I must admit but my man was with me all the way
and help from king all mighty Trey ...
“ I’m so proud of you baby “ she hugged me
Me : “ thank you mama “ it was Menzi mom , me and
her have became close she helped me put my ideas
together , she is an MEC of KZN Department of hearth ,
when I was doing my fourth year in medical school ,
Menzi took me to his family to introduce me again since
the first time did not go well , to my surprise they
apologize on how they treated me and Judge me , I guess
they finally saw that I was not going any where , I love
there son , here we are today I’m friends with my in-laws
and they love me to bit , I go on shopping spree with my
mother in law , play poker with his dad and go on family
get way with them, they forever grateful that I made
Menzi realize the importance of family and finally they
accepted me ...us and our relationship.
“ they you are you two I have been looking all over “ he
came to me and kissed my cheek , I looked at him and I
felt all goowy inside , the things he do to me , we still
girlfriend and boyfriend yep we taking it one day at time ,
even though our parents wants us married as in today
but what’s the rush I’m focused on my career so is he ,
I’m still not ready for commitment but we living together
that the start right , Menzi is the best thing that
happened to my life , he found me broken and mould me
to the women I am today , I love him so much ,
Menz /mom: you know what you two , once the center is
up an running I need my wedding and grandchildren Im
getting old you know “
You see what I mean pressure right there , We laughed
while she was called away by ushers
Menzi : “ hi “ he held me close and placed his forehead
on mine “
Me : “ I’m so nervures “
Him : “ I’m right here baby all the way, I’m so proud of
you “
Me : “ I love you “
Him : “ shut up women I know “ we giggled
Voice : “ there you are “ I looked up and saw my friends
Mpume / Banzi , Bongani / Gugu ,
I ran too them I gave them a hug I missed them so much
, growing up can cause a void between friends but we
always keep in touch by calls , emails and lot of texting ,
Mpume look so radiant i guess Banzi finally got his soccer
team he knocked her up again , while we screaming and
catching up I looked up and felt my eyes watering
Me : “ Zoe ! “ I said softly they all turned Gugu screamed
while Mpume cried
Zoe : “ no bitches don’t make me cry please “ we group
hugged
I love my family , I wouldn't trade nothing on this world
for them , I have been through a lot growing up , abuse ,
depression , being misunderstood , but when I found
love I was saved I will forever be grateful for Mpume
prayers , Zoes straight talk , Trey advise , Portia’s
kindness , Gugu straight and Pam spirit , this is me Dr
Sindy Nene a psychologist / psychiatrists who’s always
there to help look out for her love ones .
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Mpume ***
Who Knew that at age of 24 I will have 3 kids and one on
the way ,was it normal ... nop! , do I regret it ... No !, Lu
change my life in ways that I can not put into words , he
found me when I was lost and confused , yes I had
strength in me to fight but how was i going to do it with
so much fear , I looked around the table all my friends
are here all grown up , we were all career driven at one
point and we made our choices to succeed in life and be
successful , with help and support amongst each other
we made it , Joy my baby girl is all grown up and she
looks like me her freckles, chubby cheeks and chubby
self is me , but she has taken a whole new attitude , as
much as she is not Banzi biological child she is like him in
character , she is a bully , straight talker, fears nothing
and a go getter , my baby started fighting in preschool I
don’t know how many parents meeting I attended
because of her , and Banzi will just high five her like its
normal , I have had few calls from Thabo and he always
apologize so I have no straight to fight him , I just told
him that I forgive him , im happy with Lu and my small
family I don’t see no need to hold old grudges , me and
Banzi are planning on telling him that Joy is his biological
daughter , but I just feel like he will want to have full
control of her life while Lu raised that child as his own ,
so i'm dreading the topic
Him : “ you playing with your food again , what you
thinking about ? “
He held my hand and smiled my big bear , still handsome
as ever with an ego as big and his head but he still brings
out the best in me
Me : “ you baby wants chicken not stake “
He laughed , “ ill get it for you , he stood up and kissed
my cheek and brushed my tummy “
I looked up and saw Zoe looking at us she quickly looked
away , I wish I understood how she feels its just so tragic
no women should go through that pain , my phone
disturbed me from my though ... shit work ,yep I’m still
working at Dlamini plantation with a new position now
its just too demanding Banzi still think that I’m stressing
her child by working to much , I did a 3 year cause in
finance and applied for senior manager position but
Selby my father in-law appointed me to be CFO yep I
practically run the company now and my in-laws are
happy the way I handle business and our client , a lot of
sleepless night and hard work and almost getting a
divorce has made me the best at what I do , I smiled
looking at Zoe and Sindy
Me : “ remember guys when we were all in high school
and we had one dream to become Dr and open our own
practice “
We laughed
Me : “ I’m glad you guys are living that dream , life is so
unpredictable “
Gugu : “ yep I never thought that I will be running a
transport business “
Bongani : “ we running it women hayboo “
We bust out and laughed this two will never change
Menzi : “ and I’m a fucking lawyer “ we bust out and
laughed
Trey : “ technically I’m still a Dr , just a traditional Dr nje
... “ we all laughed wow this is us we all had ambitions
and planned our future to be working together , but
being a grown up life can never be as planned as when
you were still growing up.. priorities shifted and here we
are now successful in different field ... I don’t know when
last I went to church due to my busy lifestyle , Lu has
taken that role of being a church goer .. he believes that
our kids need to be god fearing and his pretty close with
baba mfundisi and my mom ' mom mfundisi' yaa they got
married funny how mom thought I get married she will
be lonely look her now riding the holly dick I smile Lu has
turned me into him I swear...but I pray that god please
don’t make my husband a Reverend I will just die , I
looked at my friends smiling and having a good time , it's
been almost a 2 years since we gathered around the
table like this and I will not trade it for the world
“ hi Guys I’m sorry I’m late “
We looked up and there was Sbu
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Zoe ***
Yes I made it , I’m leaving my dream I’m cardio Sargent
work for busy private hospital , I love my job and love
being in the ER , I hardly spend time home since I’m
always on call and my Job is demanding , marrying Langa
was the best thing ever , and being called Dr Dlamini is an
honor to him since finally I have his surname , he cried on
our wedding day talking about a cry baby , he could not
believe we doing it but I never break a promise , that
man has showed me the world , Langa loved me more
then he loves himself , he will put his life on the line to
make me happy , he worked hard to be rich and spoil me
like a princess or should I say his Queen now, I’m blessed
to have him and every time he looks at me I still feel
butterflies in my tummy.
Well my family and I have made piece but we had gone
through a lot to get where we are today , as for Nicole I
forgave her but did exactly what she did to me and
walked out of her life when she thought I was there to
stay since I listened to her , forgave her and started a
relationship with her , yep! cammer is bitch mother
fucker!! . i have lost so much in my life that I feel like I
myself do not deserve to live , i guess god has other plans
for me
“ you got your sad face on “ I looked up since I was
standing outside I needed air , I’m with my friend but
there looks show so much sorrow that I felt
uncomfortable
Me : “ you also have your sad face on nje “
Sbu : “ it never the same with ought her ... seeing you
guys remind me of her so much “
Me : “ I miss her two “
He looked down , yep me and Sbu are the only people
that can say that tragedy has broken us , we stood there
looking at the clear Durban sky
Him : “ I’m thinking of leaving “
Me : “ another Business trip “
He shook his head “ relocate somewhere “
Me : “no Sbu “
Him : “ I want to thank you so much for being there for
me and the kids but we just can not stay here there is too
much that remind us of what we loss”
I wiped a tear , I have lost the will to fight , sometimes I
cry and lock myself in my room sometimes I wake up and
work till my muscle are sour , I still remember the
carefree girl who loved to party , have a good laugh and
joke , the most craziest amongst friends , growing up is
just a burden to think that I’m 24 years old and already I
have had 3 miscarriages it hurt so bad that my father did
this to me yes I forgave him , but a huge part of me hates
him , im a wife who can not fulfil her wifely duties , I feel
like one day Langa will work out on me ,
voice : “ cry if you have too , but don’t ever shut him out
his your other half and you in this together“ I look up and
Trey was next to me
Trey : “ I got you girl , and this too shall pass “
We hugged , while we drank from a wine bottle catching
up , I was once Nokuzola Zoe Msomi a bubble carefree
teen , who fell in love with his fathers friend , i
experience teenage pregnancy and lose my first born in
the most hushes way , I had no shame for loving Langa , I
was head over hills and frankly still am , I was disowned
by family and judge by many but today I grew up to a be
an ideal women , a public figure , an idol respected by all
and envied by many .the choices I made were crazy and
every one thought I’m just a naïve girl who is lasting over
an older guy but as i seat proudly on my throne I have to
fight a war of jealous rivals, I’m a wife of millionaire ,
right hand lady of the Dlamini empire , i Dr Dlami
i will forever rise like a Phoenix.
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.
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Cici ***
I look at sealing wondering on where is God , I used to
worship him sing my lungs out I used , laugh so much and
scream and act all crazy like all the girls my age do , right
now I have nothing no voice , no whisperer no nothing , I
wish I died, I wish I did not survive but again God never
listen to me , why listen to a broken soul like me , I was
home racka , I started dropping my panty to married man
before I even started puberty
“ shame you hungry , why don’t you use that body of
yours and get us food “ my mother would say to me , I
used to think it was a joke or maybe she was mocking me
, but when one of her boy friend told her that he wants
me just for a night and he will fill the fridge and
cupboards with food reality kicked in on what I was
raised to become, I lost my innocents at an age 9 , there
was so much blood I wanted to feel pain but I told myself
that at list I will have decent meal tonight, my mom taxi
driver boyfriend dumped my mom and I was his main
chick . I smiled with tears in my eyes thinking back , well
what else can you do when you in this walls surrounded
by women who have done the worst thing in life that
opening up there legs like me
“ yewena simungulu you have a visitor “
I shrug I hate it when they visit , I don’t regret what I did
it was either me or him , I used my last dying breath to
kill the love of my life , the father of my child , my high
school crush my dream guy yaa , I killed him.
“ how do you plead “
“ Not guilty my lawyer said “ there was no statement to
support his answer , it was hear say I looked dead I was
dead infect , I don’t know how I survived I guess bra GOD
still want to torment me even more. That night still come
back to me as nightmares , when I felt his wrath
unlashing , this time he blanked out he beat me up to a
pulp , punching , kicking , swearing , throwing things at
me , banging me on the wall , strangling my tears dried
out and I looked at him blankly , my face was like Kanye
West after his car crash I did not care ,
Him : “ why do you make me do this to you ? “ he looked
at me laying down with pool of blood on the floor , I was
motionless I had no straight , I must have told him I’m
sorry a million times till I gave in to his insult , nothing
happened he still was delusional , he pointed his gun at
me , I just looked at him with my half open eye, he threw
his gun at me I just did not move , I had no fear anymore
I was ready for dearth , I rather die now than live this life
Him : “ I should kill you right now , YOU TURNED ME
INTO A MONSTER , YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS FUCK YOU
BITCH I HATE YOU !! “
Me : “ if you hate me that much why don’t you fuckin
Leave me ! ... I don’t love you anymore I fear you so KILL
ME BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF YOU , TIRED OF THIS LIFE JUST
FINISH ME NOW “ I took my last breath and said my last
word he came full force and punched me reputedly on
my face , I went to mini blackouts and woke up when I
felt my lungs not receiving air he was on top of me
strangling me and smashing my head on the floor , the
gun next to me was my escape if I die then I’m taking him
with me Bammm bhamm bammm he fell on top of me
and I lost conscious , woke up in hospital with handcuffs
on my left arm and tried to talk but nothing came out I
used my hand to touch my neck that was extremely sore
I new from than that my voice was taken from me.
Throughout the trial I was numb , life less the people I
called family and friend they hate me they called me
names and locked me up ,
“ the gun used to kill Zweli Msomi , was bought by the
accused to kill him the murder was staged since the
accused was seen flatting with other man “ the very
same people who I thought heard my back since they
know my life buried me with the Zweli, I may be alive but
honest fact I’m dead who knew the table will turn in
Zweli favor even on his death he still on top beating me
up , I guess it's true blood is thicker than water and since
I spilt there blood there was no turning back but move
head high to hell
Him : “ hi ! “
I looked at him blankly , across me
Him : “ what happened to you lip ? “ his consent washed
over his face
I signed took my notepad and wrote “ I’m ok , why you
keep doing this to yourself ? what are you doing here
???... “
He took it and read it and smiled “ you have been doing
this for the past years can you see its does not work so
drop it “
He smiled at me, I sigh and looked away I should be on
tour , singing and leaving my dream but i'm stuck in jail
for murder , Nkonzo dream finally came true and his
choir was world know and recognized they big as Joyous
and Soweto gospel choir I should have been one of the
main singers leading the revival , but God took my voice
and locked me up ... I wonder why that man hate me so
much. I blinked the tears way.
Him : “ i'm going to get you outta here “ he touched my
hand but guard banged the table
Guard : “ no touching !! “
Since I got arrested Knonzo , and Sindy are the only
people that constantly visit me , oooh I forgot to inform
you I’m arrested it has been 3 years straight and counting
life is just a ball of roses on my side, I have no fight in
me so I allow life to kick me in every angle , Sandile made
sure that I get a maximum sentence but we fought a
good fight so I was sentences 5 years with promise of
parole .
Him : “ your appeal was granted , so chances are you will
be getting out of here “
Sindy has been fighting I don’t even know when she gets
the chance to be Dr , since she hands on to my case , she
was suppose to be lawyer she would have been a dahm
good one , from what I hear Abused women forum need
Justice and they mushed to City hall on behalf of all the
women that I locked up because of the pain they
endured that forced them to take law in their own hands
, so we all getting appeals yeppy as if that will bring back
the life I lost in the whole , I’m a washed up used to be
music singer with no voice and when I get out of here i
will be homeless , I have nothing from being a gold
digger with platinum cards and luxury life , I thought
falling in love will make me feel whole but it destroyed
me , I’m hollow , I have no emotions no love and no
hope... this me Siswati from glam to racks just because I
chose love .
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Pam ***
I fixed myself , he came a bit late today, wow he looked a
bit drunk but I like that he wearing a taxido , I hope he's
not angry like the other day I can not stand it when he
start shouting at me , ooh how I wish to hold him to tell
him that I will never leave him , he so broken and I can
not fix him , wow he shaved I guess we getting there
now , he is picking himself up , come on Ngobo you are a
fighter , fight this, he looked at me another set of yellow
roses I smiled to myself he placed them in verse he than
set down and crossed his legs , he looked at me I felt
tears in my eyes why does he do this to himself and why
does he do this to me
Him : “ my love “
I wanted to hug him jump on him and tell him that I feel
your pain Sthandwa sami
Him“ they were all gathered there today , I don’t know
why I listen to you , you told me to live my life and it just
not any easy process for me , how can I live without you
holding my hand”
He buried his face with his hands , hush baby please
Him : , they looked so happy , you would have loved it
you would have had your story to tell as well “ he sigh
Him : “ they miss you so much , Zoe is still ... “ he did not
continue
I wanted him to tell me more , he looked up and his eyes
told me a different story another pain he feels ,
Him : “ I can not live my life with ought you , you were
my light , the 1st day I saw you I saw an angel , fuck you
decided to be a real Angel why did you live me PAM ? ,
why my pumpkin , I miss your touch , you kiss , demit
pam I even masturbate thinking about you ,and I know
it's just not right fantasizing about a person who is no
more but to me you always be my wife so I can fuckin
sleep with you even if you ghost “
He laughed and cried at the same time , he looked at his
wedding ring and kissed it ,
Him : “ I wish I can turn back the hands of time , I should
have made you take a pill or something “
I hope he does not blame my baby for his lose
Him : “ god know I love Naledi with all my heart , but how
can you love a person who took my world away “ he
cried so loud again , it's been 4 years since I died and
everyday Sbu visit my grave with yellow roses , seat in
front of my tombstone and tell me about his day ,
sometimes he can get so angry because I can not go with
him home , he can not hold me and worse I can't even
talk back , I try to visit him in his dreams but his
subconscious still relive the day when he saw the
machines going off when I died , I miss him , I love him ,
but I need to cross over but how can I do that when he
has so much hold in me ,
Him : “ I love you Pam , and I don’t know when the pain
will go away , but it's good I feel like this than to replace
you ,” he wiped his tears and told me that his business is
booming and his new project he will name it after me ,
his currently designing houses for new estate and he
wants all of his friends to live there , my Sbu t, my
handsome husband , ohh how I miss him , he kissed my
tombstone ,
Him : “ i'll come with Naledi tomorrow , the dreams are
back , I wish you here to tell me what to do “ I looked at
him walk away , his drained and does not look like the
man I married , It's all my fault , i did this to him , I broke
him I took his life , his life , he no longer the full of energy
guy man I fell in love with , God please give him peace
before I lose him
I’m Pam Ngcobo married my crush , I was his crush for
months , I hope he tell our story on how we mat to our
children one day i lived for my family and died for them I
hope my kids will still see me as there hero and good
mom .

THE END ..
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this page , but for now let me work on Trevor's story he
needs my attention . i love you guys and again Thank you
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