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dispel the images of his mother’s disapproving face that occasionally popped
in to his mind, but the closer he got to his uncle Raimondo the more they
faded.
bustling platform. It was his first time in Verona and the mere sight of so many
people in movement took him aback. By contrast with Alberobello, the village
he had just left, everywhere he looked people were drawn along as though
themselves. It was just how he imagined it to be. His spirits lifted at the
thought that he was about to join this vital, barely contained madness. It had
His parents had been dead against this trip, especially when they
heard he’d be staying with his notorious uncle. Raimondo was the antithesis
of everything his mother had raised her son to be. His main crime was never
to have settled down to raise a family. Over the years he had become a
symbol for the scandalous life of the city in general and the lasciviousness of
men in particular. Alberto had had to work hard to convince them of the value
of this trip. He distracted them on both counts by pointing out the attraction of
St Zeno, one of the oldest churches in Europe and by reminding them that
of Raimondo zipping round the village in his Spider during his rare summer
visits. Later he might see him parading his latest girlfriend on the beach. One
year it was a Swedish girl, the next a French, another time a German. Alberto
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had always admired Raimondo’s ease around women. With his husky laugh
and effortless style he was like a glamorous character from an Italian film; a
man who broke the rules. A man you could look up to. Now, at the age of
decided it was time to study at the university of life. Who better to have as a
soon caught sight of the man himself. Raimondo was leaning against a
column, a dashing figure in his cream linen suit. He looked healthy and well-
fed for a man in his fifties, stylish and craggily handsome with his grey-flecked
curly hair.
Alberto looked down at his plain shoes and old-fashioned grey flannel
suit and felt like someone from an earlier generation. As a student he had
altogether and mimicking the older, dishevelled professors. From the way
journey?”
“I’ll bet that suit was your mother’s idea,” he said with a slight smile,
was matched only by his contempt for their conventionality. It was both
Raimondo swung the car out of the station car park and headed for the
city centre. As he negotiated the rush hour traffic Alberto took in his
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surroundings. The elegant buildings and monuments were not the main focus
of his attention, however. On both sides of the road confident young women
hurried along the pavement or rode past on bicycles. Women who exuded a
city buzz. Women who were not even aware of his existence.
“I thought maybe a bite to eat,” said Raimondo. “Then home to get you
“Fine,” said Alberto, craning his neck to catch even more of these
wonderful creatures.
In a corner of the discreetly lit restaurant a pianist was tinkling out Yesterday.
Alberto swung his gaze around the well-dressed men and women spearing
pasta at tables. He loosened his thin floral tie in an attempt to appear more
“Now I take it you haven’t just come here to visit churches and
“Well -”
“Good. I’ve always thought you needed bringing out of yourself. When
I was your age I’d already been round Europe twice. Still, you have to start
somewhere, right?”
flirted with her, mentally noting the telling details: the steady gaze, the casual
brush of his hand across her wrist, the confident smile that was almost a leer.
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The effect on her was just as interesting: the shy grin, the gentle laughter at
Though his feelings were in turmoil simply by watching her walk, all he
“We can do better than that,” said Raimondo with a flick of his wrist.
All through dinner Raimondo discoursed on the joys of life and the
and the stultifying life of the village. At each juncture Alberto nodded in
agreement. By the end of the evening he was heady with wine (it was the first
time he had drunk more than one glass with dinner) and ready to put his past
behind him.
Raimondo’s apartment was above his antique shop which was situated in the
city's old quarter. From the outside it looked like any number of stucco-fronted
buildings. The interior, however, was like nothing he had ever seen. There
was crowded with framed pictures of naked women and statues of lovers,
their arms entwined around each other. It was the kind of room Alberto’s
“Here.”
Raimondo handed him a large Chivas Regal. Alberto took a sip of the
burning liquor and drew his shoulders back. He wanted his uncle to see that
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he too was a man amongst men, at ease with himself and the world. He was
themselves just as much as we do. If you want to enjoy yourself with them
“Look at me," said Raimondo, stretching out his arms. "Can you
“I could be if I wanted but I don’t want and no-one cares either way.
“On that note.” Raimondo slammed his empty glass on the table. “See
Alberto waited till his uncle had left the room then did likewise, except
When Alberto awoke the following morning, Raimondo was already out. On
the kitchen table was a note and a roll of lire. It said simply, BUY YOURSELF
A NEW SUIT and gave the address of a shop in the centre where Raimondo
'knew the manager'. Alberto found the shop easily. He was nervous when he
entered but when he showed her Raimondo's business card the sales
assistant put him at ease with a sparkling smile. Overwhelmed by the choice
of styles, Alberto played safe and chose a light blue version of the suit his
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The sales assistant cocked her head to one side as she appraised
there didn’t appear to be any. He would have been happier if his uncle had
accompanied him to the shops, but he had clients to see. The sales assistant
for a walk around the city. His senses alert to every sight and sound, he
revelled in the sheer anonymity of it all. Everyone was at home in their own
world so no-one paid him the slightest attention. He explored the ruins of the
Roman Forum and Arena, then wandered across the medieval centre to
Piazza Delle Erbe. Tourists gathered around the statue of Juliet, taking
photos and running their hands over its smooth contours. The statue had a
“According to the legend,” he said as he ladled out pasta. “If you touch
Juliet’s right breast you’ll find a new lover in less than a year.”
The next day Raimondo set him to work. His duties consisted mainly of
opening mail, filing documents and making sure the rare objects were dusted
and cleaned to perfection. He found it pleasant enough and even got used to
“Anything planned for tonight?” Raimondo said at the end of the day as
he locked up.
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Raimondo shrugged. “I thought we might go out to a club or
something.”
All the way to the Verona 2000 disco Alberto sat stiff-legged in Raimondo’s
car so as not to crease his new suit. His face was still a little sore from an
over-scrupulous shave but the musky aroma of the heavy aftershave he had
borrowed from his uncle made him feel manly and assertive. This soon faded
when he realised that the only disco he had ever been to previously was the
local one in Alberobello, a pick-up point for farm labourers’ daughters with
bad teeth and loud pimply bad boys pretending they were in New York.
Verona 2000 was like a huge, futuristic electronic hall. Carefully positioned
mirrors reflected muted lights that emphasised the glamour of the dancers
Alberto hugged the strange, blue cocktail his uncle had bought for him
and concentrated on being part of the pounding disco scene. He had once
hear someone use the phrase, ‘Go with the flow’. He meditated on it now in
the hope that the music would draw him in. But the more he meditated, the
Whilst Raimondo was in the Gents, Alberto cast his eye around the
tables surrounding the dance floor. His gaze fell upon a slim-faced girl with
heavily made-up eyes. Straw-coloured hair hung around her head in two,
straight glossy sheets. More to the point, she seemed to be alone. Drawing
himself up, Alberto strode across to the bar to buy drinks for himself and
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Raimondo. He was aware of the girl eyeing him. During a lull in the music she
"Ah yes?"
stuttered out the next phase, "Can I buy you a drink?" hoping the noise would
She swept a hand through her pitch-black hair, crossed her legs and
“I'm not sure yet,” said Alberto. “It’s a kind of working holiday for me.
Alberto explained how the different units of his Literature and Art
History courses interlocked. He had enjoyed his degree and his own
enthusiasm made him ramble. He was about to apologise for going on about
back at the cigarettes on the table where he had been sitting with Raimondo.
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He weaved quickly through the crowds, grabbed the cigarettes and
weaved back again. By the time he got back to the table, however, the girl
was gone. He scanned the other tables and saw her drawing upon a freshly
lighted cigarette as she chatted to two men. He was still trying to work out
“How’s it going?”
“Fine,” Alberto.
With a flourish he disappeared into the crowd. Alberto observed the girl
across the bar. She was talking to another man now as she sipped the
cocktail he had bought for her. Unsure how to proceed, Alberto took a sip of
his drink and waited until she too disappeared into the crowd.
Alberto was trying to work out how the flashing lights were so co-ordinated
with the pulsing music and the jerking bodies when a a voie whispered in his
ear.
A tall girl with her hair tied up in a chignon smiled at him over
“We’re heading off home,” said Raimondo. “If you want to stay you can
Alberto decided that if courtship was a battlefield all he had done so far
was scan the map and consider a strategy or two. He wasn’t ready yet, and
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All the way back to the flat Alberto listened to Raimondo and Gisella
from the back seat. Raimondo drove with one hand, his elbow dangling
casually from the open window. When the chatter stopped, Gisella snuggled
into him. Later, as Alberto lay in bed, he couldn’t bear to imagine what was
going on in Raimondo’s room. Clearly, once you made your approach you
The problem with spontaneity, as Alberto saw it, was that it required a good
whispering in the hall. He peered round the corner just in time to see
Raimondo pushing a wad of notes into Gisella’s hand before ushering her out
Amsterdam on a business trip for a few days. Before he left he said, “You've
got the place to yourself. I can trust you to keep things under control, right?”
Alberto felt confident enough to deal with the day to day running of the
shop and this left him free to ponder his next move on the female front. Away
from the prying eyes of the village he had no fear of making a fool of himself,
which was just as well, because he did so more than once. He boldly invited
the girl from the newspaper kiosk to have a pizza with him. To his delight, she
waited till she was busy serving a customer before quickly moving off. He
invited the girl from the coffee bar on Piazza Signori to go to the cinema. She
too accepted but said she would have to check with her boyfriend first. In the
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Arena he got talking to a student from Milan and arranged to meet her the
That evening when he was sure there wouldn’t be many tourists about,
Alberto headed across the city. He looked up at the famous statue of Juliette.
He took a deep breath, quickly reached up to touch the left breast, then
shocked face. As the shame battled with embarrassment he took a run at the
statue and carefully ran his hand over Juliet’s right breast. Then, for good
measure, he ran his hand over the left one as well. God only knew, he
The following day Alberto was catching up on some paperwork when the door
went. He looked up to see an elegant woman in her late forties, wearing a low
cut sleeveless blue blouse that perfectly matched her skirt. Her skin was
tanned and smooth and her auburn hair was piled high on her head. She
peered over his shoulder and said, “Where’s Raimondo got to this time?”
Alberto told her about the business trip. Barely listening to him, she
strutted about the shop, picking up objects at random and examining them.
“I see.” She held his gaze for a moment. Her eyes were a curiously
She offered him her hand. Her fingers felt delicate and bony in his
palm.
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Alberto quickly summoned up his customer service skills. “Were you
“Please come this way.” Alberto led her into the back room. She
immediately eyed two Lalique vases. She pursed her lips, then said, “I don’t
really think I can have one without the other, so I’d better take both.”
After she had signed the cheque she said, “You couldn’t possibly
His uncle had told him to offer this service to customers who made
calculated that the delivery would kill time before he went to meet the student
girl. After packing the vase he flagged down a taxi and headed for the north
of the city.
As he waited for the electronic gates to open, Alberto studied the faded
exterior of the villa set high above the hills. Pale green stucco walls were off
Finally Signora Piccozzi’s voice came through the intercom, “Come in.”
She came out to meet him as he lugged the heavy box along the drive.
She had changed into a light summer dress and low-heeled pumps, her hair
pinned up in a clasp. He followed her along the hall, watching the way the
dress clung to her calves, and into a large bright, airy sitting room carefully
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laid out with rococo sofas and polished chests of drawers. All remaining
space was taken by clocks. Big clocks, small clocks, grandfather clocks, wall
clocks and ships’ clocks. All of them had stopped at different times.
“Let me see now,” she said, glancing about the room as Alberto
It was the first of many locations she was to consider. In the end she
chose a spot on the lid of a grand piano, at either side of a framed photo of a
“Lovely,” she said. “Now I’m sure you’d like something to drink.”
It was true that Alberto was flushed and perspiring, but he wasn’t sure
Signora Piccozzi returned with a bottle of red wine and two glasses.
Alberto perched on the edge of the sofa. Signora Piccozzi sat down
beside him and decanted the wine. After she had handed him his glass she
clasped her hands together and watched as he took a sip. It was a heavy red,
a good deal stronger than the wines of the region where he came from. He
“Vintage Amarone.”
“My husband used to say that wine makes the soul speak.” She
glanced across at the photo on the piano. “I’m not sure about that but I know
that some people find it a little overpowering, a little too full bodied.”
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At this, Alberto found himself glancing at Signora Piccozzi’s breasts.
"I see."
She kicked off her shoes and made herself comfortable on the sofa,
He felt she was studying him, assessing him like a collectable art
object. He couldn't recall ever feeling like this before. He glanced at his
watch.
"Actually I…"
"Would you like another?” Before he could object she had reached for
the bottle. She was quiet for a moment, then she said, "You’re a very shy
“Yes?”
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The words came out like the details of a Resume. He talked about his
university studies and his decision to come to Verona - though he omitted the
real reason for his visit. By the end he realised that when nothing had really
happened there was not a great deal to say. Strangely, Signora Piccozzi
Alberto drained his glass. The room had begun to swim. He closed his
“Don’t worry about that now,” she whispered, removing the glass from
his fingers. She was so close he could smell the heady musk of her perfume.
He kept his eyes closed as her warmth enveloped him. Though Alberto
wasn’t sure what was happening, it felt right somehow, as though he were
submitting to a necessary power. He knew that his life would never be the
same again. He also know that he wouldn't be keeping his appointment with
Alberto awoke in the middle of the night, startled in a strange bed, the sour
taste of stale wine in his throat. Signora Piccozzi was naked beside him. As
the memory of how he had got here came back to him, two images sprang
into his mind: his mother’s appalled face, and his uncle Raimondo’s
either of them. Alberto slipped quietly from beneath the quilt and got dressed.
Dawn was breaking when he left the villa. He was just in time to catch
the first bus that took shift workers from the suburbs into the city centre. He
tried to turn things over in his mind as the bus crawled through the awakening
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city. All he could think of was the strangeness of it all - the strange
pleasantness of it all. The feeling stayed with him throughout the day.
later that morning Signora Piccozzi called him at the shop. At first he was too
nervous to speak. She soon put him at his ease by asking him to drop by the
This time she had him play on a cruise simulator her late husband had
the fake tidal waves and the rolling and tumbling of the machine. Afterwards,
It was the start of many evenings together and by the end of the week
he felt more at home than he had ever felt with anyone. The age difference
between them was irrelevant. The only thing that mattered was that she
wondered what she saw in him, her sincere attentiveness made him feel
mature and confident. By the end of the week it seemed the most natural
thing in the world for him to go to her house after leaving the shop, hang his
coat in the hall, peck her on the cheek and take his seat at the table for
dinner. One evening the entire house was filled with tinkling sounds.
For the first time since Signora Piccozzi’s husband’s death all the clocks
chimed in unison.
“It’s a sign!” she called out. Though he wasn’t sure what she meant,
and going for long walks in the moonlight. It didn't seem to matter to her that
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others assumed they were mother and son. Privately, Alberto preferred the
small, enclosed world they had created at her villa, away from prying eyes.
Alberto told him about the two Lalique vases, but left out the events
following their delivery. Raimondo brought his Chivas Regal to the sofa and
smiled.
“Excellent. I always knew there was more to you than studying. Let’s
woman, perhaps?”
Alberto felt his throat go dry as he moved towards the door. “Yes.”
“Invite her round,” Raimondo called after him as he closed the door.
simulator that evening. He was wearing a blazer and white trousers that
Signora Piccozzi had picked out from her late husband’s wardrobe. Much to
her delight they fitted perfectly. Again, Alberto was pleased that she was
happy.
his uncle might respond to the news of his relationship with Signora Piccozzi.
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Was he not, after all, an unshockable man of the world? Would he not shrug
and say something to the effect that in the city all things are possible?
Next morning he had already decided to reveal all. He threw back his
shoulders and stepped into his uncle’s flat. Raimondo was sipping a
Raimondo put down his newspaper. The contempt burned in his eyes.
“Just tell me something. What do you find so fascinating about that old
woman?”
“Yeah yeah yeah.” Raimondo silenced him with a wave of his hand.
“She’s still old enough to be your mother. And I’ll bet she gave you those
Alberto glanced down at his blazer and white trousers. “What if she
did?”
Raimondo got up and came closer to him. “Alberto, she does this all
the time. You weren’t the first and you probably won’t be the last.”
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Raimondo shook his head. “Maybe one day you’ll understand.
Anyway, your mother called earlier. She wants to know when you’re coming
back. Why don’t you take your girlfriend home to meet her?”
Alberto tried to speak but the image his uncle had put into his head
prevented him. He hurried out of the room. Even when he reached his
Alberto was oblivious to the small crowd of travellers gathered at the station.
to fill the absence left by her late husband. Her way of dealing with his death
was to replay the past. When they realised it, these substitute lovers
return to his studies and carve out a quiet life for himself as a lecturer. In time
his mother would see to it that he found a suitable companion. The daughter
of a family friend, no doubt. A girl whose features were as dark and mournful
as the faded icons his mother kept around the house. A girl who expected
little from life apart from marriage to a quiet, respectable man like himself.
The train to Bari pulled alongside the platform. Alberto reached for his
suitcase. Just then he caught his reflection in the waiting room window. He
was still wearing the blazer and trousers Signora Piccozzi had given him. The
What was he going back to? A life of restrictive convention. And what
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of ‘anything goes’. The behaviour of most of the women he had met had been
the power of his wallet. If you worked within these conventions you were
happy, if your spirit went against them you suffered. The only difference
between the village and the city, as far as Alberto could see, was that Signora
Piccozzi, the only woman who had made him feel at ease, was here in
Verona rather than down there in Alberobello. When he was with her there
was no past and no future, only a glowing present. What did it matter that he
was merely a character in her private drama as long as he was happy to play
villa.
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