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But that would be crazy. I turn the tap the other way and
close the flow. Why isn't it draining away?
***
"There's no way that there's something in the wrapper
besides chocolate. Absolutely no way". There is the sixth
time I've said it and I still don't feel convinced. It's
my favourite chocolate too: white flaky centre coated in
brown chocolate. It's a glorious mix that combines in a
gooey mass in the mouth melting together and merging with
the taste buds until the entire mouth is chocolate. A
silky mouth that feels like eternity.
***
This is Mars. A red rock scoured by storms. Dust and
rust. A new atmosphere. Bad oxygen. Hardy plants and
global warming.
Shuttles need to pick their moments well. Bad timing
leads to traumatic landings.
Dust devils and electrical charges. Fine components
fritz. Large machineries jam. Shuttles stop flying.
Shuttles start falling.
Tourism is low. Corporate interest is high. Mars is
untapped. Resource rich. Mars is called a diamond. Mars
is called a lump of coal. Business can sell Terra both.
Government is unconvinced. Torn between public good and
personal gain. Mars is a bastard sell. Who will pay for
it? Speeches about stepping into the universe. Undercut
by mutterings about taxpayer funding.
***
I am a robot. Why am I so calm about this? I am a robot.
Today I was given speakers. They plugged them in and
turned them on. Quite a lot of pain as a result. Too
loud.
***
I feel like some kind of deserter. All the men are on the
work front and here I am swanning around. Women, children
and old men. I feel like the guy who tried to enlist but
was turned down due to health concerns. Now I'm waiting
for someone to approach with a white feather. A hissed
'slacker'
***
The first colonisation attempt fails. The barge drops out
of orbit. The dustcloud is visible with decent scopes.
Satellites show survivors. Amazing luck. Good and bad.
Someone spells out 'send help'. In six metre high letters
using rocks. No one expected catastrophic failure.
Communications fail. Help a good four months away.
Two days later. Another sweep of the satellite. Another
message in rock: 'cryogenics unusable'.
A grim leader on TV: 'we shall remember their sacrifice'.
One final message: '26 survivors'. Dust erases the
message. Covers the crash. The first attempt at
colonising Mars fails.
One Earth. Strife. Heads roll. Governments fall. Mars
central control on Earth destroyed. Terrorists claim
responsibility. Neo-neo-luddites. Tough luck for
interplanetary travel. Tough luck for Mars Barge 1. Tough
luck for the one hundred crew members. Barge cargo lost:
Equipment to build a city; food to feed a city; materials
to run a city; and 4000 cryogenically frozen colonists.
All lost.
The world mourned- for a little while. Life moved on.
***
Things get back on track. Order restored. Terrorists
'reeducated'. Funds restored. Eyes returned to Mars.
Mars, land of opportunity. The pot of gold at the end of
the cash flow. No interest. Too many burnt fingers. New
administrations other concerns. New concerns. Old
concerns. Healthcare, education. Other laudable goals.
Meanwhile. On Mars. The survivors have gone underground.
Continued doing the job that began when they turfed down
on Mars: surviving. Mars Barge 1 abandoned. The engines
cracked. Leaking life-crimping materials. Cryogenics
failed. Almost 4000 lives crimped overnight. Mars Barge 1
is a tomb. The survivors survive.
***
I'm a dumbarse. I've been asleep three hundred years. I
said 'wake me when we get to Mars'. Stupid, dumb
optimism. Sure, I thought, fifty years at the most. I
believed it. Surely we can't fuck this up? Well, don't I
feel like a right charlie. Of course we can fuck it up.
Voice over: 'In 1967, Neil Armstrong made one small step
for a man but giant leap for us all when he stepped out
onto the Moon's surface. His actions speak for us all.'
Fade to black.
The ambassador nods and fiddles with the remote. The
image freezes. "That's my favourite," she says. She waves
the remote. The image unfreezes.
Fade up: the Dragon and Cow identity again.
Cut: the American flag against the depths of space, Earth
rising just over the lunar horizon.
Cut: Armstrong's footprint.
Cut: a dull yellow bulldozer silently levels the site
that was the US moon landing.
Cut: the base of the Lunar Lander is lowered onto the
back of a flatbed tracked truck by a crane.
Voice over: 'The groundwork is being laid for the new
step into the solar system. The new interplanetary
launchpad that will take humanity to Mars.'
Fade to black.
Silence.
***
Months pass. I'm itching to get off planet. I no longer
have a reference point. I'm a cultural oddity. A temporal
mistake. I'm alive in what feels like fiction. One moment
a cartoon; the next a noir detective flick. I have to
explain what a 'flick' is. I have to explain 'noir'. I
earn money as a PHD research assignment. 'Ancient
Cultural History in Context.' I'm the context.
The future is how I've always seen Tokyo portrayed.
Images. Weirdness. Iconic faces pimping Japanese
whiskeys. Charlie Chaplin and Hitler appear on the same
poster. Advertising razors. Hitler smiles a toothy smile.
It makes him appear more monstrous.
Neutered musclemen stroll in packs down the waterfront.
All wear fullbody blue lycra. Red cape and boots.
Supermen with a blue streak in their hair. A dimple
***
The boat's captain shows me the swivel mounted guns
placed around the ship's rail.
"If we are attacked, aim below their waterline" said the
unsmiling captain.
"Who would attack us?"
The captain sniffs, hacks it back and then spits the gob
over the rail into the water. "It won't be martians."
"I'd expect them to use saucers" I said.
The captain stares past me out to the hills before
shaking his head slowly.
"Below the waterline" he said.
He walks away. I look at the cannon.
Below the waterline is a tree that I used to climb as a
wee boy. There was a fork where trunk becomes confused
with branches and it was as high as I could climb before
my weight and gravity conspired against me. It was my
crows-nest.
I could see forever from up there. Down the street to the
skylights of the local mall; the roof of my primary
school; the fields of the local park, the rafters and
tekoteko [note: simon, check this out for spelling] of
the wharenui. I had watched 'Treasure Island' and 'Peter
Pan' and my imagination had absorbed ships and planks and
best of all Pirates. I kept a hard look out for Pirates.
Other tall trees sprouted mainsails and uncurled flags.
Who would it be? A Spanish galleon? A dread pirate? A
rival buccaneer? Perhaps a juicy merchant fleet crying
out to be plucked of it's copious goods. Whatever.
Broadsides! Cannon's recoil below and plumes of stinky
smoke jet from gun-hatches. The roll of cannonballs freed
from brass monkeys mingles with the yelling of men and
the booming of flintlocks and muskets. Finally, silence
descends upon the churning sea before the next act
begins.
Ropes are flung through the air, grapnels glinting in the
smoke filled air. Boats come together with a bowel
liquefying crash and then there are men leaping over the
gap, cutlasses flashing and knives gripped between bared
teeth. Gold teeth are costume de riguer. Parrots fiercely
cling to shoulders to avoid displacement and the battle
roils across two decks. The captains wade through the
melee, dropping anyone foolish enough to stray into their
paths. They are seeking each other out.
***
He stands, shakes himself and turns smoothly. He plonks
his arse down, his back to the window. His tail twitches.
"It's against the law," he says.
***
Recurring dreams.
I'm late for work. Only, I know that I quit months ago.
No-one where I work notices that I should no longer work
there. I'm anxious about being late and it infects
everything I do and feel. I courier messages and mail to
staff that don't notice my lack of not being there. I
solve problems on the computer.
The feeling is that I'm late and simultaneously know I
shouldn't be there at all.
The second dream: I'm in the corridors of my old college.
Pale mustard lino on the floors. Pale avocado walls and
horse manure coloured doors with reinforced fire-rated
glass windows. No lights are on and the corridors are
grubby with shadows. I am alone.
The final dream: A baby is crying. I'm talking to someone
only I cannot hear them over the wailing of this baby.
The other person keeps talking - they can't hear anything
untoward. I can't find the baby.
***
Grenada is wearing gloves: big metal exo-gloves that
extend his paws into human like hands.
"I was typing," he says.
He hops around like a rabbit and when he is still he sits
like a gorilla.
"I also use them to pick up furballs around the house."
"You have a house?" I'm surprised, "I kind of expected
you to sleep around the hospital."
"Times have changed old man."
***
I'm the healthiest man my age and I look like a starving
politically correct prisoner. I discover serial numbers
all over my body.
***
***
I am in the land of lost children. Posters; stickers and
holograms display names and faces. Tragic stories
attached to each one.
"Do they find them?" I say as we drive past arid trees
fronting kilometers and kilometers of grassland and dust.
"The missing kids?" Grover tilts his head slightly, eyes
not leaving the road,
"Sometimes," he shrugs, "I stopped watching along time
ago. Too many timelines. Too many tailings off."
Roberta twists in the passenger seat. "There's two
channels dedicated to them." She shakes her head, "one is
just revolving pictures and details. Fifteen seconds a
face. Apparently you can watch for a week now and not see
the same face repeated." My brain begins calculating.
Roberta continues, "The other channel is fifteen minute
segments. It's fucking ghoulish."
It takes me a fair while to work out. Fingers are ticked
and numbers muttered. I have to restart a couple of times
as I lose my place. "Fuck, fifty thousand."
"Fifty thousand what?" says Grover.
"Missing kids." I look out the window. I'm intently
looking for piles of dead children. Dead kids planted
like seeds. Murderers attempting to dispose of mutilated
bodies uncovering more mutilated bodies: 'is this one of
ours?'
How big is this place that that many people can go
missing? And that's just children. Missing children don't
grow up into missing adults. They don't age, staying as
young as their school photos. Photos chosen because
they're the best ones available.
***
Sick of this shit I leave my room, traverse the corridor
and enter the lift. Fucked if I know where to go now.
Ground leads to security. Basement is probably secure
parking. Top floor is either a drop of- I check the
lift's panel- a drop of forty stories or it's security. I
push the button to take me down to the ground.
The lifts doors open and I find myself alone on the
floor. I walk into the vacant space. It's nothing but
pillars and sea green carpet. Concealed speakers emit
sentimental piano.
***
From a dream:
"So now Satan owns me" gathers strange looks from the
Doctor, the Nurse and the funny little man from the bank.
He activated the chip with a literal wave of the wand,
collecting serial numbers and connecting them with the
bank's datastore with all of the other details they have
attached to, and gleaned, from me.
I am now officially Harken Wha, citizen of the South
Pacific and South American Territories. Now I have money.
***
"There are some sweets on the coffee table," calls
Grenada from somewhere in his flat, "you can turn on the
screens if you want."
I'm in Grenada's apartment.
"It's cozy," I say.
Grenada laughs "hah."
I pop a boiled sweet into my mouth.
"What flavour are these?" It reminds me a little of
aniseed only not as curved at the back of the mouth.
***
>>Further snippets from 30 August 2004 to 9 June 2005<<
She lies in her clay tub and lets the green gel soak into
her bandages. She's got the space between soaks up to six
days now. She's been weaning herself off of the gel
baths. Part of it is cost though the agency doesn't say
anything. For her though, it's about independence. In her
mind is the knowledge that she could quite happily stay
in the viscous gel all of the time. But, for now, it's
not a treatment it's a reward for six days of feeling her
skin tighten. Of feeling movement becoming painful and
slow. Of the bandages she wears feeling like burning
sandpaper. It's all to remind her of how she got here.
***
The Doctor said "it may not be his actual name, but it
was etched on his canister, so it's the best he's got."
The canister was compromised. That is, it had
malfunctioned and it's contents damaged.
There was a gouge in one side: a wedge shaped dent that
had punctured the metal.
"Possibly an axe-blow" said the lead investigator.
The gouge had been clumsily patched with aluminium,
solder and epoxy.
All of this probing taking place after the transferal of
it's contents to a freezer.
"I'm surprised the occupant is still viable," said the
lead investigator.
While he may be surprised, I'm fucking ecstatic. I'm not
sure of my odds of surviving four hundred years in an ice
box but the must be, at least, astronomical.
Circumstances, circumstances.
"You're the luckiest man alive," they keep telling me
"possibly the oldest too".
***
I'm walking with Tutenkhamun around the new pyramids at
Cydonia. Tuten-fucking-khamun. Pharoah. Young; well, for
a man reconstituted from his own mummified body: younglooking.
***
Questions.
What was Giza called when Tutenkhamun was alive?
DNA and mummies?
Connection between Giza and Cydonia?
Life of Tutenkhamun?
***
I sit, staring at my puddle of vomit for quite some time.
>>or<<
threat and
I am truly lost.
I am full of holes.
My head is a radio
Tuned to dead stations.
I look at myself
Suspended in a tube of
Death delaying gunk.
I am eye to eye
With the man that I came from.
I can't believe it.
I dreamt of insects
Flying around my head with
Malicious intent.
Giant insects dive
Waking me to alertness
To swat phantom bugs.
Who is the finance
Behind my rebirth and who
Keeps an eye on me?
Nefertiti has
Her own plans born out of her
Knowledge of her past.
Issicada came
To me in a dream fully
Formed, job, name and all.
Issicada and
Nefertiti are sisters
who have never met.
Clones, in fact.
Leroy has some things
To tell Nefertiti he'd
Rather keep quiet.
I am being set
Up to take some sort of long
Fall of a short drop.
I don't know who I
Can trust in this fucked up place.
Not even myself.
To some extent I
Guess this is my fault. I could
Have gone someplace else.
For a second, I think that I'm at Giza. I'm looking up at
a huge pyramid.
Layout of Giza
Rameses the great
Exodus
Moses
Egypt
When did they make the leap? When did it become okay for
this to happen?
What's it like?
It's a shithole, he sips from his plastic tumbler,
ever been to a small desert town?
No, but I've seen documentaries.
The man grins, It's like that, except grittier.
DNA degrades
Meaning I am not who they
He's moved his head. She's certain now. Before, the only
time it would move would be if she, or someone else, laid
hands on it and shifted it for him. No. His head isn't
where she'd left it. She's positive: he's moved his head.
She presses a fleshy nub behind an ear and speaks
Doctor Ashram, she looks over to the man in the bed,
he's showing some function.
A pause. Is his hand twitching? The excitement is letting
her see things.
No, he moved his head. She says to the empty room.
Doctor Ashram ignores Nurse Fellowes and heads staright
for the bed. She's all business.
Only his head?
Maybe his hand too, I didn't catch the movement.
Ashram hums and removes the blindfold off the patient.
She shines light into his eyes. The pupils remain fixed,
holding their ground. Fellowes reads the monitor: Eye
implants are inert.
Never mind the eyes, says Ashram, He's inert.
His brain's working, it's just not in possession.
mother's lap and how they're both watching the baby Jesus
mangling the lamb.
Leroy isn't convinced, he pinches his lip.
It's an unguarded moment. Leonardo daubing away quickly.
Like a photo before anyone is posed.
We stand in silence for a couple of minutes. Eventually
Leroy folds his arms.
I think you're ignoring the subtext of the painting.
I shrug and Leroy turns and walks up the corridor.
Sure, it's possible. I take one last look at the
painting But it's a nice painting however you look at
it.
It's me, me and me. I'm standing in the doorway and I'm
also sitting on the couch and I'm there, in front of the
bar, looking over a shoulder at myself.
I stop looking at the doorway and return to slicing the
lemons into wedges. They're all a little green and I
think I've cut enough. There's always more in the fridge
if I need them. I place the bowl of lemons on the tray on
the bench.
Come in, I say, you look like a stunned mullet.
I am. The door feels good and solid beneath my prop.
I carry the tray to the table in front of the couch. I
line up three glass tumblers. Beside it I put the salt
shaker and the bowl of lemons. I unstop the bottle of
tequila.
A drink?
I pour. I couldn't find shot-glasses but I don't give a
fuck. I need this drink. I look towards the door.
>>QUESTIONS<<
Where does memory reside in the brain?
The architecture of the brain.
The 'dolly the sheep' ageing syndrome?
Cloning wherefores.
Clone Laws (a la Asimov's robotic laws)
Brain changes and how far you can push it.
We own your genes. You have only leased them from us.
Your body is illegal.
You cannot have children.
Any offspring is the illegal copying of our intellectual
property.
Any offspring is a derived work based on our IP.