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T H E
D I V I N E
P i e r
P a o l o
M I M E S I S
Pasolini
translated by T h o m a s Erling
D O U B L E
D A N C E
PRESS,
Peterson
BERKELEY,
1980
Preface
Canto I
OEC 8
'82
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N e w A u r e l i a quietly a n d q u i c k l y w i t h n o s e s l o w e r e d .like
m i c e attracted by s o m e s t u p e n d o u s distant o d o r s t h e
s e v e n t e e n t h century o f t h e b o u r g e o i s f a m i l i e s o f R o m e ; t o
t h e first picnics o n t h e m e a d o w s , t h e g o v e r n e s s e s with
c a n e f e n c e s and wistaria, d o w n towards t h e f o g g y , s p e c k led A p p e n i n e : . .
A happy a n d ' e v i l light: d o w n t h e r e b e t w e e n t h e t w o
great d o o r s o f t h e c i n e m a , h a v i n g just t u r n e d m y car off a
l o n g a v e n u e w h i c h t h e A u r e l i a narrows i n t o * - A v e n i i e
G r e g o r y t h e S e v e n t h , I t h i n k b e t w e e n a sjipw o f gas
f u m e s i n t h e s u n and t h e l i t t l e c o v e r e d m a r k e t , in the. distance, w i t h its. little g r e e n s t a l l s d o w n t h e r e s o m e t h i n g
red, a lot, o f red, a little altar,of r o s e s , like t h o s e prepared
by t h e faithful h a n d s o f o l d w o m e n , in t h e disinherited
t o w n s o f U m b r i a , Friulia or A b r u z z i , o l d as their o l d
w o m e n had b e e n old, willfully repeating
themselves
t h r o u g h t h e c e n t u r i e s . A n awkward little altar, b u t f e s t i v e
in its way, an a r r a n g e m e n t o f red r o s e s I w o u l d n ' t k n o w
h o w t o despribe: a n d w h e n I grew near, a m o n g t h o s e red
r o s e s I n o t i c e d t h e portrait, doubly, funereal, for t h e m a n
had d i e d t w o days b e f o r e , o f a h e r o o f theirs, a h e r o o f
ours. T h e superficial l o o k o f h i s e y e s , u n d e r t h e bald
f o r e h e a d (a full b a l d n e s s o f a d o l e s c e n t s w e e t n e s s l e a v e n e d
by t h e g o o d o f life). T h e light w a s t h e r e , illuminating t h e
r o s e s and t h e portrait, and flags a r o u n d t h e m , perhaps,
b u n d l e d up, in the humblest popular solemnity (work o f t h e
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w i v e s o f e n l i s t e d men- o f F o r t B o c c e a r e g i m e n t ? or o f t h e
e n l i s t e d m e t * t h e m s e l v e s , drivers or m a s o n s , w i t h their b i g
h a n d s intinaidated but inspired i n that w o r k o f r o s e s ? )
excluding
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h u m o r o u s n o t e t h a t f a i t h r e n d e r s daily: h i s p o s t is in the
c e n t e r o f t h e pit, a n d h i s c h a i r s e e m s h i g h e s t o f t h e m all.
W h e n h e claps h i s h a n d s , w i t h h i s *t66thless m o u t h o p e n i n g i n a t r a d i t i o n a l s m i l e , it is t h e s i g n t h a t h e must c l a p
h i s h a n d s : a n d h a p p i l y . T h e circle is m e e t i n g a r o u n d t h a t
c e n t e r it h a s full o f c e r t a i n t y : t h e w o r l d is o u t s i d e , r a d i a n t
a n d i n d i f f e r e n t . A n d t h e h e a r t is r e n t .
I a m h e r e , t h e n : t o c o u n t a s t h e only g i v e n g o o d o f
t h e w o r l d in w h i c h h i s t o r i c a l l y I t e s t t h e fact o f l i v i n g t h e
existence of these workers (which pains t h e heart).
A h , I d o n ' t k n o w h o w t o s a y , v e r y well, w h e n it
b e g a n : p e r h a p s it h a s b e e n g o i n g o h f o r e v e r . W h o c a n
indicate t h e m o m e n t w h e n reason began to sleep, or
b e t t e r t o d e s i r e its o w n e n d ? W h o c a n d e t e r m i n e t h e circ u m s t a n c e s in w h i c h h e b e g i n s t o l e a v e , o r r e t u r n w h e r e
reasbft w a s n o t , a b a n d o n i n g t h e r o a d h e h a d b e l i e v e d t o
b e right- for s o m a n y y e a r s , f o r t h e s a k e o f p a s s i o n ,
i n g e n u o u s n e s s , conformism
?
But as I arrived, in t h a t d r e a m of m i n e outside
r e a s o n o f brief d u r a t i o n , a n d so' d e f i n i t i v e f o r t h e r e s t o f
m y e x i s t e n c e 1 ( a t least s o I i m a g i n e ) a t t h e f o o t o f a
" M o u n t a i n " , at t h e base of that h o r r i b l e . " V a l l e y " - t h a t
h a d s o filled m y h e a r t w i t h t e r r o r for life, a n d f o r
p o e t r y I l o o k e d *up, a n d s a w , there* at t h e t o p , a l i g h t , a
light (that of t h e old s u n r e b o r n ) that blinded m e : like
t h a t " o l d t r u t h " , a b o u t w h i c h t h e r e is n o t h i n g m o r e t o
say. B u t t h a t t h e fact o f finding it a g a i n s fills o n e w i t h
j o y , e v e n if it c a r r i e s w i t h it, j u s t t h a t , r e a l l y , t h e end L o f
everything.
I n t h e fatal light of t h a t old t r u t h , I w a s slightly
calmed by_ anguish: which h a d b e e n t h e only real feeling
d u r i n g t h e w h o l e p e r i o d o f d a r k n e s s t o which* m y r o a d , the
right one!, h a d fatally c a r r i e d m e .
L i k e a castaway, w h o c o m e s o u t of t h e sea a n d clings
t o a n u n k n o w n l a n d , I t u r n e d b a c k , t o w a r d s all t h a t is
d a r k n e s s , d e v a s t a t e d , s h a p e l e s s : t h e f a t a l i t y o f oner's o w n
being, o n e ' s own birthmarks, t h e fear of change, dread of
the world: which n o o n e ever was able to escape, carrying
off t o s a f e t y h i s o w n totality.
I r e s t e d a little, d i d n ' t t h i n k , d i d n ' t l i v e , d i d n ' t w r i t e :
l i k e a sick m a n : t h e n I s t a r t e d u p a g a i n ( i t ' s t h e o l d
story). U p t h e deserted slope, w h e r e I could truly say I
was alone.
Alone,
rriy f r i e n d s ,
absurd new
less child, a
c o n q u e r e d by e n e m i e s , a tiresome survivor t o
a stranger to myself, I plodded along to that
road, pulling myself u p t h e slope like a h o m e missing soldier.
Bu,t j u s t t h e n , after a f e w s t e p s o f m y s o l i t a r y a n d
d i s c o u r a g e d c l i m b , t h e r e it w a s , e m e r g i n g f r o m t h e u s u a l
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i d l i n g , a l o n e , and" d e v o u r i n g , a l o n e ^ s t i l i h a d t h e p o w e r o f
o n e n o t k n o w i n g e v i l , t h e stuff p f w h i c h i t c o n s i s t e d , by
its n a t u r e , b e i n g o n l y g o o d . By its s l e e p a n d f e r o c i o u s ness, egoism and ravenous hunger, the " L i o n " drew out
a n i n s p i r a t i o n to,, l i v e t h a t d i s t i n g u i s h e d h i m , w i t h a b s o lutely brutal violence, f r o m t h e o u t s i d e world.
Which
almost trembling sheltered him.
,
.
T h e i d e a o f self is n o t c o r r e c t : w h e n o n e . e x p r e s s e s
h i m s e l f h e destroys" r e a l i t y , b e c a u s e h e d e v o u r s it.
T h e Ability t o d e v o u r reality- t h e n g i v e s a c e r t a i n t y
w h i c h is difficult t o k e e p f r o m u s i n g : t o b l o c k o n e s e l f
from 'entering, by m e a n s of s u c h a science, t h e world, a n d
installing oneself t h e r e , like a king, a n o v e r b e a r i n g poet.
H o w e v e r partially, in. t h a t " L i o n " t o o , a s in a n e x a g gerated Warning sign, I recognized myself.
B u t I w a s still tcf r e c o g n i z e m y s e l f in ' s o m e t h i n g m u c h
worse 1 . F r o m t h e s i l e n c e i n w h i c h o n e i s a n u n c o n t r o l l a b l e d e t e r m i n a t i o n o r a p h e n o m e n o n f o r m e d little by litt l e , a p a r t f r o m t h e fierce a n d i n g e n u o u s p i c t u r e s a c h i l d
offers 1 o f h i m s e l f a l l h i s lifea " S h e - w o l f c a m e o u t ,
f l a n k i n g t h e o t h e r t w o beasts..
Its markings
were
d i s f i g u r e d b y a m y s t i c a l l e a n n e s s , its m o u t h w o r n t h i n
from kisses and i m p u r e works, t h e cheek b o n e high u p
against t h e eye, t h e jaw b o n e low o n t h e dried u p skin of
t h e neck. A n d b e t w e e n t h e m a n o b l o n g cavity, t h a t m a d e
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ridiculous as any d e a t h
A n d t h e e y e d r y in a n a g o n y ; t h e m o r e a b j e c t t h e
c l o s e r t o t h e a g o n i e s o f -the s a i n t s : a d e c e p t i v e d r y n e s s ,
w h e r e its e y e r e s t s it s e e m s to stick like g l u e t r i c k l i n g
f r o m t h e r o u n d frfpil, n o w t o o d i r e c t n o w f l e e t i n g a n d in
t h e m i d d l e t h e n o s e , f a t t y i n "the s k i n a n d - n o s t r i l s o v e r t h e
u p p e r lip, itself v a n i s h e d f r o m c o n s u m p t i o n : t h e h u m a n
n o s e o f t h e b e a s t , t h a t m a k e s itself a \ g u i n e a pig o f its o w n
longings, b e c o m i n g g a n g r e n o u s , always m o r e natural.
T h a t " S h e - w o l f f r i g h t e n e d m e : not* by t h e d e g r a d a t i o n it r e p r e s e n t e d , b u t for t h e l o n e fact o f its b e i n g ,
a l m o s t o b j e c t i v e l y , a n a p p a r i t i o n : t h e d e f i n i t i o n o f itself,
a n " e c c e h o m o " , s o t o s p e a k , t h e reality o f w h i c h t h e
i n t e l l i g e n c e c o u l d in n o w a y a v o i d . I t s p r e s e n c e w a s s o
indisputable as t o sever any h o p e of ever being able to
r e a c f | t h a t m y s t e r i o u s p e a k I g l i m p s e d a h e a d o f m e , in t h e
silence.
I had travelled there so willinglyparched,
w i t h o u t living, w i t h o u t w r i t i n g , a n d still, r i g h t in t h e lack
of everything, save t h e " a b o m i n a t i o n of d e s o l a t i o n " , I
w a s g r i p p e d b y a n e w f o r m o f vitality t h a t , n o w , h a v i n g
to credit to t h e presence of that peaceless beast an insu p e r a b l e f o r c e s o m e t h i n g a g a i n s t w h i c h it w a s s i m p l y r i d i c u l o u s t o try a n d m e a s u r e o n e s e l f b r o u g h t a n a n g u i s l i
that rendered m e impotent. I was driven back by t h e
t e m p t a t i o n t o r e t u r n t h e r e w h e r e o n e is r e q u i r e d , in t h e
e n d , only to b e quiet.
A n d a s I fell t o r u i n , r i g h t e o u s l y a b s u r d in m y v i c t d r y
over a world to which 1 belonged, having n o reason to
c o n s i d e r m y s e l f a b o v e it, b y n o w d e p r i v e d o f t h e a u t h o r i t y
o f p o e t r y a n d g r o w n I g n o r a n t f r o m l o n g o b s c u r a n t i s t visit a t i o n s , practical a n d m y s t i c a l , t h e r e a p p e a r e d t o m e h e r e a
figure,
in, w h i c h o n c e a g a i n I h a d t o r e c o g n i z e m y s e l f ,
w i t h e r e d a n d f a d e d by*
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w h o rnu.st.-beg f o r g i v e n e s s . f o r , a n a n c i e n U c r i m e . . -So w i t h
that smile th^t d e f o r m e d .him, he,'slightly, .resembled a
p o o r d i r t y d i s h e v e l e d thjef. Andnhe/jsajd;* ? I ! m f r o m t h e
n o r t h : -my. m o t h e r w a s b o r n .in^ FriuhV m y ' . f a t h e r in
R o m a g n a ; I lived a long t i m e ,in^BQiogna,and, in o t h e r
cities a n d t o w n s o f t h e . P a d u a n . plain ^s i is:,"written in t h e
l i n e r s o f t h o s e , b o o k s of the .Fifties*, (hat-fade
with
me..."
A n d h e r e h e h a d a n o t h e r toothless smileChough n o n e of
h i s t e e t h w e r e m i s s i n g . B u t w h e n -the, s m i l e , g o o d o r b a d ,
s t o p p e d d r a w i n g t h e m o u t h o v e r the. s h a d o w o f p o i n t s
s u n k e n in t h e y e l l o w i s h a r e a a r o u n d h i s t e e t h , a n air o f
i n g e n u o u s n o b i l i t y i n v a d e d h i s e n t i r e face. .
" I was b o r n u n d e r fascism, though,;I was hardly m o r e
t h a n a b o y w h e n it fell. A n d "then I l i v e d f o r a l o n g t i m e
in R o m e , w h e r e f a s c i s m , w i t h a n o t h e r n a m e , ; c o n t i n u e d :
while t h e culture of t h e high bourgepis d i d ' h p t hint a
d e c l i n e , g o i n g s t e p b y , s t e p ( d o e s o n e say it t h a t w a y ? )
with' t h e ' ignorance of t h e u n b o u n d e d m a s s e s of t h e petty
b o u r g e o i s . . ? ' H e ' s r n i l e d , h e still s m i l e d , l i k e a c u l p r i t , h e
almost w a n t e d to stretch o u t w h a t h e h a d said, or w a n t e d
to e x c u s e himself' for t h e generality to which h e was
c o n f i n e d by c i r c u m s t a n c e s , o r b y , h i s a n g u i s h a s well.
, " I was a p o e t , h e a d d e d , quickly, n o w h e almost
w a n t e d Itp d i c t a t e h i s t o m b s t o n e - * ! s a n g o f t h e split in
c o n s c i o u s n e s s , o f o n e w h o h a s fled h i s d e s t r o y e d city^ a n d
g o e s t o w a r d <a city t h a t s h o u l d a l r e a d y i i a v e b e e n b u i l t .
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A n d w n o , i n ' t h e pains o f d e s t r u c t i o n m i x e d w i t h t h e h o p e
of t h e founding, darkly exaggerates his m a n d a t e . . . "
He
l o o k e d a t m e f o r a- m o m e n t , n o l o n g e r a s o n e l o o k s at a
victim to help, but as a scholar, or a n interviewer; " A n d
because of t h a t h e *addedI a m destined to fade so
p r e m a t u r e l y : b e c a u s e t h e w o u n d o f a d o u b t , t h e p a i n -of a
laceration,- s o o n become* c o n f i n e d t o t h e o n e w h o is ill, in
whorn
others
are
right
to * lose
interest.
-'And
t h e n . . . e v e r y o n e has* a" m o m e n t a l o n e in l i f e . . . "
ft
Still; h e h a d t h e t r a c e o f a m a l i c i o u s a n d s o r r o w f u l
s m i l e in h i s e y e , u n a b l e t o s m i l e it, s o h e a d d e d , w i t h a
f r i e n d l y air: " B u t you', w h y d o y o u w a n t t o t u r n b a c k ,
into that degradation?' W h y d o n ' t you continue to climb
u p h e r e , a l o n e , as y o u w e r e destined t o d o , a n d as o u
aire?"
I looleed a t h i m . S u c h kindness", s u c h a ,desire t o h e l p
o u t a n d p l a c e h i m s e l f a t m y d i s p o s a l , in t h a t q u a n d a r y ,
comforted m e . M y succourer was miserable, minute: h e
wasn't a father, h e wasn't an-older brother, h e didn't have
t h e overbearing consolation of o n e representing authority ;
h e c o u l d b e all t h e m o r e a m o u n t a i n g u i d e . B u t h o l y
h e a v e n ! , ' i n a c i r c u m s t a n c e like t h a t , in w h i c h m y life
s e e m e d to implicate h e a v e n a n d earth, being presented
l i k e ' a great edifying f a b l e - r a n e x p e r i e n c e surely f r o m " t h e
b e y o n d " , a n ascent t h r o u g h mystical inclines with a paradisical s u n l i g h t a s h a p p e n s t o t h e s a i n t s w h e n t h e y a r e
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him, a small
.say. -bitterly:
as a n o t h e r
my worldI
so peasant-
" Y o u n e e d t o c h a n g e r o a d s - - h e t h e n said t o m e , w i t h
h i s frightful w i s d o m , s e e k i n g t o m o d i f y t h e g r a v i t y of
w h a t h e said w i t h t o n e s of a m u n d a n e s p e e c h , a s b a n a l a s
jfe.
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p o s s i b l e i f a situation- s e e m s - d a n g e r o u s o r u n w o r t h y . "
" W i t h t h i s b e a s t w h o s e p r e s e n c e r n a k e s y o u lament., t h e r e
is little t o j o k e a b o u t . . . " h e c o n t i n u e d : - I h e a r d h i s c o n tinual linguistic correction, a n d was m o v e d ; b e c a u s e I
u n d e r s t o o d t h a t , a s With i r o n y , it w a s n ' t d o n e by h i m , t h e
c h a m p i o n o f t h e s e r i o u s n e s s , t h e passioii, t h e r i g o r o f
s l a n g . . . It w a s l i t o t e s h e n o w u s e d : a t t e n u a t i o n . L e a r n e d
p e r h a p s in t h e m e e t i n g s o f h i s l i t e r a r y c o n t e m p o r a r i e s .
Basically, basically... y e s , it w a s a b o u r g e o i s a t t i t u d e : t h e
fear o f t e l l i n g t h e t r u t h in t h e s u b l i m i t y o f f r o n t a l e x p r e s s i o n , t h e n e e d t o d e l i v e r it a l m o s t s e c r e t l y , n e g l i g e n t l y ,
speaking of something
else...
I t ' s a t a p e w o r m . A n d y o u k n o w it. T h e r e p e t i t i o n o f
a sentiment becomes an obsession. A n d the obsession
t r a n s f o r m s t h e s e n t i m e n t . . . " H e smiled, m a k i n g fun of his
o w n d i d a c t i c t o n e , a n d h u m b l y clarifying: " L i k e t h e r e p e t i t i o n o f a w o r d in t h e litanies;.. R e p e t i t i o n t h a t is l o s s o f
m e a n i n g ; a n d l o s s o f m e a n i n g t h a t is m e a n i n g . . .
Exalting... H a , h a , h a ! " I w a t c h e d h i m l a u g h in t h e s i l e n c e of
t h e " a b o m i n a t i o n o f d e s o l a t i o n " , in t h e o b l i v i o n .
H e stopped t h e poor, i n n o c e n t , childlike laughter of a
c o n n i s s e u r of style, a n d c o n t i n u e d , constantly d e p e n d i n g
o n t h e t o n e of t h e s p o k e n language: " R e p e a t t h e w o r d
' s e x ' i n t o infinity: w h a t s e n s e will it h a v e in t h e e n d ?
S e x , s e x , ;sex^ s e x , s e x , s e x , s e x , s e x , s e x , , s e x , s e x , s e x ,
sex, sex, sex... T h e world b e c o m e s an object of sexual
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d e s i r e , it is n o l o n g e r a w o r l d , b u t a p l a c e o f o n l y o n e
feeling. T h i s feeling r e p e a t s itself, a n d w i t h it t h e .world
r e p e a t s , u n t i l finally it a c c u m u l a t e s a n d is a n n i h i l a t e d . . / Of
t h e world only t h e miraculous projection
remains...
O b s e s s i o n , b e c o m i n g r e l i g i o n , n e e d s t o s e e w h o it is5 m a r rying. B u t m e a n w h i l e I n s t i t u t i o n a l R e l i g i o n h a s m a d e ajl
p o s s i b l e m a r r i a g e s . A n d it still h a s s o m e t o m a k e .
Its
d e s i r e is e n d l e s s ; it d e s i r e s m a l e s . . . U n t i l it finds o n e
m a l e s o fat t h a t it will kill it. H a v h a , h a ! T h a t o n e , so
well e n d o w e d , w o n ' t b e t h e b o s s o f f a c t o r i e s o r n e w s p a p e r
c h a i n s , h e will n o t p o s s e s s f e u d a l l a n d s in t h e s o u t h , b u t
h i s r i c h e s will b e b u s i n e s s spirit, p a p e r capital, a n d t h e
m u l t i - n a t i o n a l c o u n t r y . H a , h a , h a ! H e will b e t h e s a l v a t i o n of t h e w o r l d : w h i c h will n o t q u i t e r e g e n e r a t e t h e
a b s u r d l y h e r o i c d e a d t o w h i c h t h e h u m b l e y o u t h of always
a r e a s s i g n e d : t h e b o y s of R e g g i o , o r P a l e r m o , t h e C u b a n
o r A l g e r i a n a d o l e s c e n t s , G r i m a u a n d L a m b r a k i s . . . H e will
h u n t for it in t h e d e e p e s t H e l l , in all t h e C i t i e s o f t h e
W e s t w h e r e it still r e i g n s , in t h e s e r v i c e of t h o s e w h o p r e c e d e h i m a n d of w h o m h e is h i s t o r i c a l h e i r . F o r y o u r
good, n o w , the best thing, s e e m s to m e to lead you to a
place n o n e o t h e r t h a n t h e world. B e y o n d this, y o u a n d I
will n o t g o , b e c a u s e t h e w o r l d e n d s w i t h t h e w o r l d .
As
far a s t h e p r o s p e c t i v e s of H o p e (for w h i c h o n e d i e s ) a n d
t h e p l a n s of H e w h o is c o m i n g , I a m p r e m a t u r e to t h e i r
laws. T h e r e f o r e I a m n o t a u t h o r i z e d t o l e a d y o u in t h o s e
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I w a t c h e d h i m walk a h e a d o f m e , u p a s t e e p path
o v e r g r o w n w i t h a bad and i n n o c e n t w e e d : in o n e o f t h o s e
places in t h e world w h e r e still, w i t h all that h a s h a p p e n e d ,
what c o u n t s is t h e grass t h e tufts o f grass h e a p e d up
f r o m Spring like g r o u p s o f beggars, stinking like g y p s e y s
in t h e c o m p a c t purity o f t h e agrarian e p o c h s t h e b r o o m
flower, i m m o r t a l , t h e p o o r passing acaciathat o n l y in
that m o m e n t o f t h e year e n j o y e d its triumph: o f big
crinkly flowers, pressing o n e o n t h e other, s m e l l i n g with
t h e i m m o d e s t y o f t h e stupid, t h e i n n o c e n t o r t h e elders,
n i c e and w a r m , t h e transparent acacia b l o o m s a n d t h e
o t h e r pure trees: m u l b e r r y , v i n e , o a k , a n d t h o s e a bit
m o r e m y s t e r i o u s , c o m m o n i n t h e s o u t h , poplar, alder,
willow a n d t h e eucalyptus, fierce w i t h a grey-red m a n e ,
m e m o r i e s o f o t h e r c l i m a t e s m a h o g a n y , and
mango,
c o l o r e d by t h e l y m p h o f o n e w h o g r o w s verdant o n
d e a t h o r , t h e acacias o f K e n y a , red and g r e e n a n d cinn a m o n trees, sugar c a n e a n d c l u m p s o f p a l m t r e e s in t h e
o c e a n i c light, I w a t c h e d h i m walk u p that s t e e p path o n
t h e outskirts o f t h e city w h e r e t h e e v e n i n g light fell like a
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s u m m e r storm.
T h e r e w a s n o b o u n d a r y in t h a t light
b e t w e e n m a n a n d m a n , b e t w e e n t h o s e w h o , d o w n t h e r e in
t h e w o n d e r f u l a n d h u m b l e k i n g d o m s of life, p l a i n s ,
s h a n t y - t o w n s , cities ( t h a t w e r e n o w o n l y a m o u r n f u l w e a v ing o f l i g h t s ) w e r e c o n t e n t in t h e t r i u m p h o f j u s t b e i n g
t h e r e , like t h e acacia flowers t h a t w e r e still falling, a n d
s m e l l i n g r o t t e n : g l o r i o u s in t h i s too, F m o r e g l o r i o u s still.
I alone
melancholy.
was
outside
of
so
much
glory,
so
much
A n d a flaming p o i n t o f t e a r s c u t i n t o m y c h e s t w i t h a
s t e a d y pain 1 f r o m t h e m o s t d i s t a n t y e a r s o f life.
I a l o n e , d e f i n e d by a b o u n d a r y :
a disproportion,
i n c r e d i b l e , b e t w e e n t h i s little m e a n d all t h e r e s t o f t h e
w o r l d , s o large,, i n e x h a u s t i b l e e v e n in n o s t a l g i a !
Old inspiration, u s e d to compiling m i x t u r e s of places,
e n t i r e flying p a n o r a m a s o v e r Italies a n d E u r o p e s , a n d
p t h e r c r u s t s o f t h e w o r l d , y o u m u s t h e l p m e , like a
r e p u d i a t e d , w o m a n , n o longer useful for a n y t h i n g , but
w h o , for s o m e old f r i e n d s h i p , c o n t i n u e s t o visit a h u s b a n d
g r i p p e d by o t h e r l o v e s ( i m p o s s i b l e o n e s , if e v e r t h e r e
were any, and mildly ridiculous and infamous) to r e t u r n to
h i m t h e old, indispensable services!
H e l p m e y o u , in t h i s b e t r a y a l : in t h i s w h i c h is t h e
w o r s t o f t h e v i s i o n a r y a r b i t r a r i n e s s e s in w h i c h y o u h a v e
h e l p e d m e so. H e l p m e g i v e a b o d y t o a b s t r a c t i o n s , t h a t
want
to
be
so
new,
with
the
old
concreteness
of
the
d o m e s t i c a n d elegiac fantasy!
E n o u g h : h e w a l k e d a h e a d of m e , d e f e n s e l e s s . A n d I
c o u l d n ' t stop myself f r o m staring at his n e c k , his shoulde r s , in t h e w a y t h a t o n l y e n d s by h u m i l i a t i n g b o t h
o b s e r v e r a n d o b s e r v e d . A n u n d u e a p p r o p r i a t i o n of t h e
o t h e r ' s reality, w h i c h m a k e s e v e n m o r e unjust t h e straining a t pity w h i c h is t h e n a t t e m p t e d .
H e w a l k e d agilely a h e a d of m e , w i t h a q u i c k n e s s t h a t
c o u l d h a v e b e e n a b o y ' s . A n d it w a s t h i s , e s p e c i a l l y , t h a t
b o u n d m e t o a d i s t u r b i n g s e n s e o f pity: h e w a s a m a n
b e t w e e n thirty a n d forty years old, a poet a b o u t w h o m
u n i v e r s i t y s t u d i e s w e r e a l r e a d y b e i n g m a d e , and' t h e r e f o r e
t h a t s p o r t i n g w a l k of h i s , m u s c u l a r l y ' r e l a x e d , h a d s o m e t h i n g b a s e a b o u t it, e x a g g e r a t e d : like o n e w h o c o n f e s s e s
w i t h o u t m o d e s t y , a n d a l m o s t w i t h o u t b e i n g a w a r e of it, t o
c e r t a i n of h i s o w n w e a k n e s s e s . . . a s l o n g a s t h e y d o n ' t c o n c e r n s u c h a pitful f l i r t a c i o u s n e s s . . .
Because t h r o u g h o u t his body there was s o m e t h i n g
shameful, humiliating: and therefore that youthful health
of h i s , w h i c h in t h e g e s t u r e s of w a l k i n g u p t h a t difficult
rise, was suggested b e h i n d the apparent thinness and
e x h a u s t i o n of h i s b o d y , i r r i t a t e d o n e s w h o d i d n ' t l o v e
h i m , a n d d r e w pity f r o m t h o s e w h o l o v e d h i m .
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A n d t h e n t h o s e c l o t h e s : ' t h o s e s i e k e n i n g c l o t h e s , tied
t o t h e financial p o s s i b i l i t i e s o f t h e f a m o u s Fifties, b o u g h t
a c c o r d i n g t o t a s t e , a little p l e b i a n , e x a c t l y t h e s t y l e o f
those years: a sportcoat found in a -ready-to-wear shop, of
a s t r a n g e little c o l o r a little r u s t a n d a Httle o r a n g e ; t h e
s h i r t collar, o p e n , it t o o b o u g h t r e a d y - m a d e , in a s h o p in
t h e c e n t e r o f t o w n ; t h e t r o u s e r s s a g g i n g slightly, w o r n a n d
a l i t t l e s h o r t ; t h e s h o e s e a t e n u p o n t h e p u t s i d e by t h e
h e e l s , like o n e w h o w a l k s a little a p e - l i k e ; a n d e s p e c i a l l y
t h o s e s h o r t , h o r r i b l e s o c k s , w i t h t h e s e little r e d d o t s ,
s t r e t c h e d b y elastic a little o v e r h i s a n k l e s . H e w a l k e d
unaware, ahead of m e : ' son of a poor bourgeois nation,
p o e t b e c o m e a p o e t w h o k n o w s h o w , w h o k n o w s in w h a t
p r o v i n c i a l c o r n e r , in w h a t d i s t r e s s i n g t o r t u r o u s i n t i m a c y ,
in w h a t p o o r l y l i v e d , n o b l e m i x t u r e o f r e b e l l i o n a n d c o n fQrmism.
I g r e w d e e p l y d i s c o u r a g e d . J u s t like a n e u r o t i c : a
t o t a l l y black v i s i o n , all a r o u n d , a n d a p e r c e p t i o n o f t h i n g s
u n p x p e c t e d l y i m p o v e r i s h e d , m a i m e d , like m a n n i k i n s o r
g h o s t s full o f a f r o z e n m e l a n c h o l y . A n d t h a t e v e n i n g , s e t t i n g all a r o u n d , w i t h t h e t r e m e n d o u s c a l m w a r m t h o f a
silent hurricane...
I r e g a i n e d m y c o u r a g e , a n d s u c c e e d e d in s p e a k i n g ,
with m y voice cracking in m y throat, and \vith t h e exact
t o n e of protest that children h a v e w h e n they are ready to
cry.
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-JmiBWjijL .
W J i a t f "'ha^d'Vanted ' I w a n t e d n o l o n g e d ( a ^ o u t t h i s
t h e r e is n o ; d o u b t ) , b u t w i t h " t h e b l a c k , flayed p a i n o f ' t h e
neurdtic. W h o s e e s ' t h e e n d of w h a t h e has b e g u n , and,
in b e g i n n i n g , h a s * t h e d e s o l a t i n g p a i n of t h e e n d : ' t h e
s e n s e ' of a * g o o d b y e b i d t o - t h i n g s b e f o r e e v e r h a v i n g
k n o w n their*; ar h e l l i s h n o s t a l g i a f o r w h a t o n e b a r e l y h a s :
a thing- t h a t c u t s t h e t h r o a t a n d c h e s t l i k e a b u r n i n g p o i n t
of tears.
" I f I h a V e u n d e r s t o o d ' w e l l h e said (in m y o w n
L a n g u a g e ! ) -^-you t h a v e a c u r s e d fear.
A n d o n e which
d o e s n ' t h o n o r y o u . " A n d h e l o o k e d a t m e w i t h a- l o o k
e x a c t l y o p p o s i t e f r o m "his w o r d s : t h e w o r d fear m o d i f i e d by
t h a t cursed t h a t t e m p e r e d it m a k i n g if m o r e t o l e r a b l e *and
o p p o r t u n e ; ' t h e w o r d s ddesn 't honor you , t h a t r e t i c e n c e t o
say dishonors
you.
His gaze was
courageous love.
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without
"modifiers",
full
of
V
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I f o l l o w e d b e h i n d h i m , l o o k i n g at t h e g r o u n d .
I l o o k e d t o t h e g r o u n d like o n e w h o m u s t b r o o d ,
w i t h o u t s h o w i n g a n y o n e , o n t h e i n g e n u o u s n e s s o f his zeal:
a h o p e , a desire to act (in this u s e l e s s w o r l d ) , that is
r e v i v e d , requiring e v e n m o r e s h a m e . W o e t o t h e o n e
a m o n g us w h o discovers himself. A n d with head bowed,
I w e n t o n , to h i d e w h a t instead m a k e s m a n w o r t h y o f his
name.
I l o o k e d at t h e flowers at m y f e e t , that g r e w u p
a m i d s t t h e grim and i n n o c e n t w e e d s : I was like t h e m , t h e
o n e s i n c r e d u l o u s at d e a t h , and d e s t i n e d t o a life o f j u s t a
f e w days. Little flowers w i t h o u t n a m e s : u n n a m e d , and s o
m a n y , o n e equal t o t h e o t h e r , scattered by c h a n c e .along
t h e s i d e s o f t h e m u d d y path, o n e equal t o t h e o t h e r n o t
o n l y in its s u b l i m e unattainable f o r m , w i t h its clear b l u e
his
difficult
fate
is
his
tenderest
friend.
And
yetI
in
t h e m u d I will g o o n w i t h o u t
of
these
flowers,
panions.
I o b s e r v e , in t h e m , h o w m u c h I r e s e m b l e t h e m :
indistinct brother, w h o t r e m b l e s , surprises h i m s e l f , w h o s e
spirit r e v i v e s w i t h t h e s u n , t h e m o r n i n g , c r e d u l o u s o f t h e
eternity that m o r n i n g again steals f r o m h e w h o w a k e s u p
and b e g i n s again, like a g o o d - w i l l e d father.
T i n y flowers g r o u p e d in a single c l u m p , t h o u s a n d s o f
h u m b l e twins in beautiful party d r e s s e s , c h e a p , but w i t h
h e m s and h u e s o f a m y s t e r i o u s regal preciosity.
Weak,
poor t h i n g s , m a d e o f a s u b s t a n c e little m o r e c o n s i s t e n t
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t h a t i d u s t , o r f r o s t , a bit o f - w h i c h is e n o u g h t o . m a k e t h e m
disappear.
* L i t t l e flowers isolated,- o r far a p a r t ; e a c h \ v i t h a s t e m
all its o w n , w h i c h m y s t e r i o u s l y h a v e l o c a t e d h e r e , s o m e
night, c o m i n g f r o m w h o k n o w s w h e r e , o n t o this grass tred
u p o n o n l y b y flocks o f s u r v i v o r s , o r w h o r e s g r o w n o l d a n d
s a d , w h o a s k f o r a little . m o n e y f r o m w o r k e r s r e t u r n i n g
f r o m t h e .city, f r o m t h e s o n s df. p e a s a n t s w h o live o n a
c o u n t r y s i d e w h e r e t h e p e r i p h e r y o f t h e city h a s s t a c k e d
u p , o v e r t h e c u r v e o f a river, o r t h e s t r a i g h t l i n e s of a
super-highway.
L i t t l e flowers c o m e f r o m r e g i o n s of t h e p a s t n e v e r
d e a d ' i n the cosmos they c a m p d o w n h e r e , according to
t h e " w h i m o f sun- a n d w i n d , like b a n d s o f g y p s e y s t h a t
n e v e r choose* p l a c e s t o c a m p , b u t l e a v e it t o a c c i d e n t .
I t o o , like a f l o w e r ~ l w a s t h i n k i n g n o m o r e t h a n a n
uncultivated flower, obey t h e necessity that would h a v e
m e g r i p p e d by t h e g l a d n e s s t h a t c o m e s a f t e r d i s c o u r a g e ment.
T h e n s o m e t h i n g will c e r t a i n l y c o m e t h a t still
o f f e n d s m e a n d will m a s s a c r e m e : b u t f o r m e t o o , l i k e
t h e flowers of o t h e r s p r i n g s , t h e past is c o n f u s e d w i t h t h e
p r e s e n t , a n d a m e a d o w is h e r e , a n d a t t h e s a m e t i m e , in
the cosmos!
I w a t c h e d t h o s e s h o u l d e r s a h e a d of m e , in t h a t tight
j a c k e t t h a t p a i n e d t h e h e a r t . A n d , with' t h i s fullest p a i n o f
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t h e h e a r t - o f a w e e flower^ I f o l l o w e d h i m . H e w a l k e d
T ^ S S i f i t o i t a n d I stayed b e h i n d h i m ; I too, by n o w ,
^ ^ o r ^ p i t a J Being t o w a r d s t h e m o u n t a i n ,
(1963)
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N o t e s a n d f r a g m e n t s f o r C a n t o III
1
In t h a t a n c i e n t c o r n e r of t h e "City, o n e i m m e d i a t e l y
h e a r d all t h a t it w a s .
Different languages resounded
a r o u n d m e , p r o n o u n c e d b y m o u t h s slightly r e p u g n a n t ,
though marvelously designedlike Berbers, or W e l s h m e n :
p e o p l e o f a r a c e u n f a m i l i a r ( a s t h e w o r l d a l w a y s is, i n i t s
different places, by deadly obsession). D i a l e c t s ' o r slangs,
s p o k e n b y t h e rich o r p o o r : t h e y w e r e t h e first w o r d s , a s
a l w a y s , t o socially r e v e a l t h e s p e a k e r s . B u t h e r e : t h e y
revealed t h e m , instead, so to speak, u n d e r a frightening,
asocial a s p e c t .
K
F i n a l l y c o n t e n t e d , I a s k e d : " M a s t e r , w h a t Is it< I
h e a r ? " " H e r e livehe answered m e , equally reassured
himself, but not without Lebpardian"longing."those who
h a v e c h o s e n a s a n a c t u a l ideal a c o n d i t i o n w h i c h is i n e v i t able anyway: anonymity.
Fatality, glory, t h e curse of
b e i n g " w h a t e v e r " , o r , if y o u p r e f e r ( a n d I s e e y o u suffer
wildly f o r it) to be like 'everyone else. B u t t h i s h a s n ' t b e e n
a c o n d i t i o n o f real i n n o c e n c e for t h e m .
How many
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It w a s n ' t h a r d f o r m e t o r e a l i z e t h a t in r e a l i t y all
t h o s e p e o p l e , a l o n g t h e s t r e e t s of t h e i r w o r l d of c l e r k s ,
p r o f e s s i o n a l s , w o r k e r s , political p a r a s i t e s , p e t t y i n t e l l e c t u als, r e a l l y w e r e r u n n i n g l i k e m a d m e n b e h i n d a flag.
T h r o u g h m e d i e v a l alleys, o r a l o n g g r e a t b u r e a u c r a t i c arid
l i b e r t y - s t y l e s t r e e t s , o r , finally, t h r o u g h t h e n e w r e s i d e n t i a l
or popular districts, t h e y d i d n ' t just drag t h e m s e l v e s
a r o u n d a s it s e e m e d t h r o u g h t h e o r g a s m of traffic o r df
t h e i r d u t i e s : b u t r a n b e h i n d t h a t flag. It r e a l l y w a s litjLle
m o r e t h a n a r a g , t h a t flapped a n d r o i l e d o b t u s e l y in t h e
w i n d . B u t , l i k e all flags, it h a d a s y m b o l d r a w n , i n its
center, discolored. I looked closer, a n d d i d n ' t take long to
n o t i c e t h a t t h a t s y m b o l c o n s i s t e d o f n o t h i n g o t h e r than- a
Shit.*
(1965)
* Meditating on Hell, they tell me my brother Shelley
found it was a place rather similar to the city of London. I, who don,'t live in London but in Los Angeles
find, meditating on Hell, that it must resemble Los
Angeles even more.
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N o t e s and f r a g m e n t s for C a n t o IV
T h e t w o o f u s d e s c e n d e d , like a c o u p l e o f blind m e n .
W e t w o k n e w quite well what Unreality "was, a sight We
lived in t h e m i d d l e o f e v e r y day. A n d just for that w e
w e r e pale as corpses. All t h e fake g e s t u r e s , t h e uncertain
w o r d s and s u m m a r i e s , t h e c o w a r d i c e , t h e o m i s s i o n s :
k n o w i n g h o w t o b e saints and n o t being t h e m .
I s a w t h e c o l o r o f t h o s e c h e e k s : h e surely h a d p o o r
d i g e s t i o n , m y C o n s c i e n c e : or perhaps his s t o m a c h or liver
wasn't right. Or h e was e x h a u s t e d . Or all t h e s e things
together. S o m u c h fatigue, a n d s o m u c h passion, for t h e n
not t o l i v e , in an entire day, e v e n an instant o f sincerity.
" M a i n t e n a n t c'est la nuit q u e j e travaince. D e minuit
a cinq h e u r e s d e m a t i n " : J t h e n s a w in h i m that color o f
i n s a n e work. A n d I a s k e d h i m h o w I could h a v e c o m e
d o w n with h i m , if h e t o o , usually s o c o u r a g e o u s a l m o s t
i n v u l n e r a b l e w a s c o n t a m i n a t e d by that pallor that s e t s
apart ^he e x p l o i t e d , t h e p o o r , t h e p a s s i v e , t h e Christs w h o
find t h e m s e l v e s s u d d e n l y lifeless after n e v e r h a v i n g l i v e d .
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H e a n s w e r e d : " T h i s pallor o f m i n e is n o r n o r e . t h a n
pity for all. t h o s e p e o p l e d o w n t h e r e w h o live in c o n f u s i o n .
Alright, m a y b e it's an e x c u s e , but it's a l s o t h e truth. Pity
i n m e is i n fact o n l y t h e a p p r e h e n s i o n o f t h e lack o f freedom..."
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a b o m b a r d m e n t , a r e v o l u t i o n , 'to, b r e a k t h e h a b i t s , o f mil*
l i o n s of p e t t y b o u r g e o i s t h a t s u r r o u n d u s . F o r t h i s Hitler
was o u r t r u e , absolute h e r o . H e was t h e representative of
t h e R i m b a u d s o f t h e p r o v i n c e s , w h o walked o v e r t h e
p a v e d r o a d s of t h e i r cities, w i t h t h e s a m e arrogance w i t h
w h i c h t h e o t h e r y o u n g p e t t y b o u r g e o i s a n d especially
those
who
from
laborers
were
becoming
petty
b o u r g e o i s a c c e p t e d t h e - c o n f o r m i s m o f their fathers.
C o n v i c t i o n s a n d h a b i t s ; f e a r s a n d v i o l e n c e ; work a n d festivities; c o u n t r i e s a n d c h u r c h e s .
Hitler understood the
discussionssoft
and
hypothetical,
fanatical
and
c o n f u s e d m i x e d in w i t h little g r e e n trails o f
fireflies
w h i c h i n d i c a t e d h e a t u n d e r t h e d a r k v i n e s ; or w i t h t h e
v o i c e s o f c a b b i e s in d u s t y p i a z z a s , w h o nostalgically indicated a l a y e r of m o i s t u r e o n t h e s t o n e s t e p s o f t h e m o n u ?
ments...
Hitler, o u r h o r r e n d o u s h e r o , incarnation of the
unhappy children, w h o would h a v e wanted to stop the
s o u n d o f bells o v e r t h e c o r n fields, o r t h e s i r e n s in t h e
b a c k o f v i e w s t h r o u g h city g a t e s s o that t h e s l e e p i n g
p e t t y b o u r g e o i s m i g h t w a k e u p , a n d r u n t o t h e piazzas t o
r e p e a t , malgr'e soi, t h e c r e a t i v e s u f f e r i n g s o f Christ.
1 excuse myself t h e n
t o b e i m p a t i e n t for n o t
h i m o r h e r a v i s i o n of t h e
d o m or e x t r e m i s m I would
t o m y r e a d e r w h o h a s reason
k n o w i n g h o w t o represent t o
w o r l d c o r r o b o r a t e d by t h e wiswant.
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3
W h e r e ' h a d ' - I s e e n s o m e t h i n g similar t o this garden
full o f p b e t s I n o w h a d b e f o r e m y e y e s ? Surely I ' v e s e e n
it: a n d if I ' m * n o t m i s t a k e n , if m e m o r y isn't lying' by
s o m e block I ' m n o t aware of; it c o n c e r n s t h e y i l l a . o f S., a
f e w k i l d m e t e r s f r o m Prague.
It was an e i g h t e e n t h century villa, built b y B o h e m i a n
princes: o t h e r ftfcts I d o n ' t k n o w , n o r if I k n e w t h e m
w o u l d I say, b e c a u s e
in this c a s e t h e real e x a c t i t u d e c o n s i s t s o f
ambiguity itself, as in fact it was, and as t h e sad c o u n t r y s i d e i n f o r m e d , all a t a n g l e o f thin branches prematurely
dry, but it also c o u l d h a v e b e e n Parisian, or upper-Italian.
T h e r e was a tall, elegant b u t a n o n y m o u s o u t e r wall,
t o w a r d s t h e S t a t e r o a d o n w h i c h , further o n , r o s e o n e o f
t h o s e f a r m i n g t o w n s , w h i c h b e i n g situated right o n a
h e a v i l y trafficked road w a s t r a n s f o r m e d c e n t u r i e s a g o i n t o
a rest stop: tearing it away f r o m -the m e l a n c h o l y o f t h e
rural e x p a n s e s , their sorrowful s m e l l o f frost. Just b e y o n d
this s u r r o u n d i n g wall a n d its gate w a s a large courtyard
( c o v e r e d , with s y m m e t r i c a l flower b e d s o f , a n i n t e n s e but
pale g r e e n ) t h e general color o f w h i c h was a faded r e d ,
like t h e small- tiles that w e r e t h e color o f c o w ' s b l o o d and
n o w are f a d e d i n t o a light and s e n s u a l s a n g u i n e a d r e a m
sculpted i n t h e c o r n e a s o f t h e servants. In t h e back o f
this courtyard r o s e t h e villa, facing N o r t h . It r o s e with its
luxury p r o f o u n d l y d e a d e n e d by w h o k n o w s w h a t timidity
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T h e i r p e t t y b o u r g e o i s c o n d i t i o n w o u l d have- m a d e
t h e m , e v e n t h e r e , fatally d e t e r m i n e d ; a n d t h e y w o u l d have'
h a d all the< t i m i d i t y , f e a r s , a n x i e t i e s , g r e e d , h u m o r s , - g o o d
o r b a d , of p e r s o n s e c o n o m i c a l l y s i m i l a r t o ' t h e m .
Arid,
b e c a u s e t h e p e t t y b o u r g e o i s is v u l g a r , t h e y c o u l d h a v e
only been vulgar.
M o r e t h a n a n y t h i n g , in a s i m i l a r
g a t h e r i n g a n d especially t h e e v e n t u a l c o m m u n i s t poets
t h e y w o u l d h a v e felt t h e y h a d r e a c h e d w h a t w a s e v e n a
m o d e s t w o r l d l y goal: a n d t h e i r v u l g a r i t y / u n a w a r e , - w o u l d
thus have pained the heart.
H e r e , instead, a m o n g these Bohemian* or Slovak
p o e t s , t h e , pity w a s t h e r e , it w a s d i f f e r e n t . Their- e c o n o m i c
figures w e r e t h o s e of p o e t s a n d n o m o r e , - b e c a u s e t h e
S t a t e c o n s i d e r e d t h e m a s s u c h , a n d s o qualified t h e m .
Their society didn't force t h e m to d o other work to earn a
living. T h e y h a d t h e n e c e s s a r y g u a r a n t e e s f o r f o o d a n d
s h e l t e r , f o r special e x p e n s e s a n d i l l n e s s e s .
But' such
e c o n o m i c figures w e r e t h e m s e l v e s still p a l t r y : a n d t h e r e fore they too " p a i n e d the h e a r t " . N o s o o n e r does a . m a n
r e p r e s e n t w i t h his o w n p h y s i c a l l y t h e proper m e a n s for
e a r n i n g h i s b r e a d , t h a n h e p r o v o k e s pity. A n d t h e n h e
d e f e n d s h i m s e l f , a n d t o d e f e r u j h i m s e l f h e l o o k s for g o a l s
other t h a n bread. Worldly goals that m i g h t save h i m from
h i s c o n d i t i o n of p r o d u c e r of g o o d s w h i c h , v a l u e d i n g o l d ,
m a k e h i m a l w a y s live, h o w e v e r , a s a p e t t y b o u r g e o i s .
A n d t h e n t h e n e g l i g i b l e p a r t i c u l a r s of h i s a r t i c l e s of
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45-
- 46-
- 47-
e a r n ! H e is o n e w h o p r o d u c e s g o o d s t h a t c a n a n d c a n n o t
b e a c q u i r e d o r ' b o u g h t ! A n d if a c q u i r e d by a d v e n t u r e , it
c a n n o t b e c o n s u m e d ! W o r s e t h a n plastic o r t a r ' o r d e t e r g e n t s ! A b u y e r w i t h o u t a s p i r a t i o n s (his s e l f - e x p r e s s i o n is
e n o u g h in itself) a n d a p r o d u c e r w i t h o u t b u y e r s , o r at
least w i t h o u t c o n s u m e r s , h e p a s s e s t h r o u g h life t o live t h e
desires that remain within h i m o f those w h o want to
b u y a n d sell: b u t a t a l e v e l w h i c h f o r t h e m is u n a c c e p t a b l e . T h e y . c a n ' t b e objectified* b e c a u s e t h e y a r e n o l o n g e r
h i s t o r i c a l . A t h i n g a b o u t w h i c h it i s n ' t said p o e t s n e e d b e
a w a r e . T h e y m a n i f e s t l y live s u c h a .chaos. A farce in
which each has his own part.
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-49-
g o o d m u s i c o r o w n e r s o f villas w o r t h y o f ancient G r e e c e ,
etc.from infamous monsters become innocent vermin,
c r u s h e d , i n f e s t e d , stripped, m a k e to stink; or contrarily,
certain b l o n d y o u n g i n n o c e n t s , n o longer- w o r k e r s a n d n o t
yet petty b o u r g e o i s a n d still w i t h all .the cruel integrity o f
children b e c o m e m i s e r a b l e prison-guards or h a n g m e n .
" B u t t h e n naturally s u c h a r e v o l u t i o n is a n o t h e r
thing: it d e g e n e r a t e s , b e c a u s e in fact t h e d r e a m o f t h e
p o e t was i m p u r e , was born f r o m t h e a b y s s e s o f unjustified
pain ; w o r t h y o f that o f t h e b o u r g e o i s a m o n g w h o m it was
born, and w a s t r a n s m u t e d unjustly i n t o a libidinous desire
for action.
"Still h e r e , in this G a r d e n , there is n o vulgarity. T h e
first quality o f t h e p o e t is t h e e l e v a t i o n o f his* s t y l e , t h e
purity o f his speech. In this lies his .witnessing o f reality.
A n d that n e e d n ' t s e e m contradictory to what I ' v e said,
b e c a u s e Reality is also m a d e o f Unreality (that h o r r e n d o u s
o n e o f t h e petty b o u r g e o i s ) . Poetry is.*the o n l y c o m m u n i cation that e s c a p e s n o t f r o m e c o n o m i c d e t e r m i n i s m ,
w h i c h n o t h i n g e s c a p e s , but f r o m e v e r y d e t e r m i n e d determ i n i s m : f r o m t h e m o m e n t in w h i c h t h e p o e t , as I said,
n o l o n g e r identifies w i t h a n y e c o n o m i c figure.
6
" A n d it is still l i f e h e s a i d i f d a m n a t i o n is eternal.
A m a n w h o w a n t s t o m u t i l a t e h i m s e l f is still d a m n e d ,
right? I b e l i e v e i n Hell t h e r e f o r e I stay t h e r e . It is m y
fulfillment o f the, c a t e c h i s m . I a m a s l a v e o f m y baptism.
Parents, y o u h a v e brought o n m y ruin, a n d y o u r o w n . . . "
" Y o u will w o n d e r h e c o n t i n u e d w h y I a m i n -Hell,
your poet ( w h o n o w s p e a k s w i t h t h e l a n g u a g e o f y o u r p o e try). But I h a v e s i n n e d . Paradise rather is o n l y a plan,
and e v e n d o u b l y s o . M y s i n s ? Bah, t h e letter I w r q t e t o
Paul D e m e n y is t h e letter o f a b o r e , w h o c o m i n g directly
f r o m t h e p r o v i n c e s , h a s a guiltily s a v a g e idea o f city
life."
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- 50-
h e exactly r e s e m b l e d h i s m o t h e r .
In t h e G a r d e n , i n t h e soft light o f three in t h e aftern o o n that f r a m e d t h e eternal i d l e n e s s o f t h o s e s h a d e s o f
h o n o r e d p o e t s , there s o u n d e d l i k e t h u n d e r c o m i n g f r o m
t h e h e i g h t s o f t h e w o r l d o f t h e l i v i n g o r perhaps f r o m
t h e d e p t h s Of a Hell buried u n d e r H e l l a s e n t e n c e o f t h e
s o v e r e i g n p o e t ' s , like a n epigraph that n e v e r s t o p p e d
r e s o u n d i n g i n m y scholarly ears: " I u n d e r s t o o d that s h e
b e l o n g e d t o her e v e r y d a y life; and that her turn o f g e n erosity w o u l d h a v e t a k e n l o n g e r t o reproduce than a star".
H e h a d b e c o m e her.
A n d as m u c h as h e d y i n g w i t h d e s i r e t o die; killing
h i m s e l f by t o o m u c h l o v e for l i f e h a d c o m e t o r e s e m b l e
his m o t h e r , all t h e m o r e , instead, R i m b a u d , in front o f
h i m , h a d furiously r e m a i n e d a s o n , d e n y i n g by e x c e s s o f
l o v e , t h e m o t h e r . D e n y i n g his wild s e e d s , c o n f r o n t i n g t h e
g o o d life o f t h e M o t h e r .
T h e m o t h e r ! S h e w a s t h e r e f o r e q u e e n o f Hell: s h e ,
c o l l e c t e d , s w e e t , protectress and little girl, still in t h e light
o f t h e Earthly Paradise.
(1965)
8
T h e other o n e who camecleansed of the signs of
a l c o h o l a n d u n h e a l t h y f a t n e s s , purified o f all m e m o r i e s
that w e r e t o o c l o s e a l s o t h o u g h t o f t h e m o t h e r : b u t
t h r o u g h his child h e had left left o n earth, t h e greatest
o n e o f w h o m h e himself had b e c o m e the mother.
A n d , w i t h o u t a l c o h o l , w i t h o u t fatness, w i t h o u t a n e c d o t e s , it w a s h e h i m s e l f w h o h a d t h e y o u n g face o f t h e
first b o r n , t h e clean s h a v e n face o f t h e b o y , i n a m o m e n t
o f s t r o n g and d r e a m l i k e h e a l t h o f his a d o l e s c e n c e .
And,
t o t h e d e g r e e h e r e s e m b l e d his beardless s o n , with t h e
awkward but clean haircut o f sporting a n d barbaric b o y s ,
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N o t e s a n d f r a g m e n t s for C a n t o VII
1
A sign-post, brand n e w t h e m e t a l post colored"
acrylic b l u e , t h e square sign i n redbearing t h e s o m e w h a t
d e p r e s s i n g m e s s a g e : " I n c r e m e n t a l W o r k o f Infernal P u n i s h m e n t s ( L W . I . P ) - Z o n e o f t h e O v e r C o n t i n e n t (or t h e
R e d u c e d O n e s ) - S e c t o r 1: C o n f o r m i s m " .
" I n this z o n e , m y G u i d e said t o m e , s h a m e f u l l y , as
always, at t h e terror o f lapsing i n t o vulgar points o f fact
a t h i n g w h i c h e n m e s h e d h i m in t h e L a n g u a g e o f Hate, h e
p i e c e d it apart i n his t h r o a t y o u w o n ' t s e e p u n i s h m e n t s ,
i n t h e figurative, spectacular and s y m b o l i c s e n s e . . .
The
petty b o u r g e o i s c o n f o r m i s t s h a v e a c h i e v e d s i n s e v e n m o r e
a t r o c i o u s t h a n b e i n g c o n f o r m i s t s . . . C o n f p r m i s m was s i m ply t h e necessary basis for their s i n s , t h e indispensablep r e m i s e . F o r t h e s a k e o f c o n f o r m i s m , t h e r e were... for
e x a m p l e . . . s o m e practicing religion... s o m e w h o a d m i r e d
a n y t h i n g dedicated t o work a n d family... w h o will finish ,by
m a k i n g t h e m s e l v e s m a k e t h e linings for their e a s y chairs
w i t h t h e skiri o f their v i c t i m s . . . " A l m o s t e x h a u s t e d by
this, s p e e c h , in-his
conformistic
way, that is, lacking t h e
i m p e t u s o f s o m e s c a n d a l o u s n e w s a direct product o f a
culture, o f t h e R e s i s t a n c e , h e k n e w well h o w t o find h i m s e l f iti a s t a t e pf c o m p l e t e i n s t i t u t i o n a l i t y h e g r e w quiet
for a w h i l e , and, f r o w n i n g a n d full o f pain, t o o k f r o m h i s
p a n t p o c k e t a little b o t t l e o f o p t a l i d o n , and s w a l l o w e d
f r o m it a p i l l
" T h o s e w h o are c o n d e m n e d h e r e , u n d e r t h e s e signp o s t s h e e x p l a i n e d w e r e o n l y petty b o u r g e o i s b y birth,
by social definition, etc. T h e y really h a d , as is said, t h e
n e c e s s a r y t o o l s for k n o w i n g their " s i n " : they knew how not
to be conformists, and yet they were**
W e w a l k e d a l o n g that beautiful road, h i g h a b o v e t h e
marsh: t h e w h i t e m e t a l railings, t h e narrow little bridge
o v e r t h e s l i m e , t h e c e m e n t ballast o n w h i c h , b e l o w , a wild
grass full o f n e t t l e s p u s h e d up thick and i n v i n c i b l e .
" I n this p l a c e t h e G u i d e laconically a d d g d t h e o n l y
punishment,is being here."
2
A barrier similar t o that at railroad c r o s s i n g s , or at
b o r d e r s b e t w e e n State and State, was l o w e r e d o n ' t h e road,
with its red and w h i t e striped, just painted, still s m e l l i n g
o f paint.
B e h i n d t h e barrier t h e road g r e w wider, b e c a m e an
i m m e n s e asphalt space, l i k e t h o s e that spread i n front o f
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s t a d i u m s o r big s w i m m i n g p o o l s , f o r p a r k i n g t h o u s a n d s
u p o n t h o u s a n d s o f a u t o m o b i l e s : b u t in t h e h o u r s w h e n
t h e r e is n o g a m e ; a n d it is twilight;' a n d , w i t h t w i l i g h t , t h e
v o i d . N o t h i n g b u t a s p h a l t a n d i m m e n s i t y , filled w i t h t h e
melancholy of the sun that retreats, and nearly blinding
s t r i k e s t h i n g s n e a r b y , w h i l e t h o s e in t h e d i s t a n c e d i m i n i s h
in a s p e c t r a l g l i m m e r t h a t r e n d e r s t h e m v a g u e a n d l i m i t less.
B e s i d e t h e l o w e r e d rail t h e r e w a s a c e m e n t c o n s t r u c t i o n , r a t h e r s o b e r a n d e l e g a n t : b e h i n d it, t o w a r d s t h e
e x p a n s e o f t h e m a r s h , t h e r e w a s e v e n t h e s e m b l a n c e of a
g a r d e n , i n t h e E n g l i s h styles t h o u g h it w a s s a d a s a r e all
t h i n g s of t h e S t a t e . I n f r o n t o f t h i s c o n s t r u c t i o n a c u s toms
house
or b a r r a c k s w e r e t h e
Demons.
Yes:
t h r o u g h o u t that n e w Z o n e , which we saw was u n d e r the
I . W . I . P . , t h e y w e r e i n fact e x p e r i m e n t i n g w i t h n e w d e t a c h m e n t s of f e m a l e i n f e r n a l p o l i c e . E v i d e n t l y . t h e m e e k n e s s
of t h e s i n n e r s in t h a t s e c t o r justified s u c h a n e x p e r i m e n t :
it d e a l t m o s t l y w i t h m e n o f c u l t u r e , u s e d t o b e i n g q u i e t in
m o m e n t s o f r e l a t i v e t r a n q u i l i t y . T h e D e m o n s , l i k e all
novices, took their duties very m u c h to heart. Their eyes
w e r e c h a r g e d w i t h a d a r k h o s t i l e light, e v e n w o r s e t h a t of
t h e m a l e D e m o n s . T e r r o r at b e i n g u n e q u a l t o t h e t a s k
x e n d e r e d t h e m , evidently, ferocious.
T h e y i m m e d i a t e l y h a t e d us. for t h e e x c e p t i o n w e
f o r c e d t h e m t o m a k e : t o r a i s e t h e b a r r i e r t o let t w o
s t r a n g e r s pass.
T h e y o p e n e d it, a n d w e e n t e r e d t h e o p e n s p a c e , a
b o u n d l e s s p a r k i n g l o t w i t h o u t c a r s , lost in t h e t w i l i g h t .
3
T h e r e a l a r g e c r o w d o f p e o p l e w a s g a t h e r e d , all
t o g e t h e r . It w a s t h a t l a r g e c r o w d , s c a t t e r e d a n d d i v i d e d ,
w h i c h in t h e l o n g e v e n i n g s w h e n l i g h t s a r e t u r n e d o n l a t e r
a n d later, m e e t s again, t h e r e , in t h e big s q u a r e s , t h e
parks, u n d e r the s u m m e r chestnut trees along the rivers,
on t h e roof-top terraces amid abundant* plants, over t h e
l e n g t h s o f t a b l e s in f r o n t of k i o s k s in t h e rich s e c t i o n s ; o r
insidealready gathered in t h e peace of dinner o r i m m e d i a t e l y a f t e r d i n n e r w i t h w i n d o w s still w i d e o p e n t o t h e
*Jark o f t h e m e n a c i n g l y s w e e t twilight j u s t ' d e p a r t e d .
E x a c t l y a s t h e y h a d c o m e f r o m all t h o s e p l a c e s f r o m
t h e capitals, R o m e , or L o n d o n , or Paris, o r from t h e large
p r o v i n c i a l cities all t h o s e p e o p l e w e r e t h r o n g e d t o g e t h e r ,
in t h e i n d i s t i n c t s h a d o w s , w h i s p e r i n g .
4
" O h , P a s o l i n i ! " I h e a r d m y s e l f c a l l e d , j u s t a s o n e is
called in t h e c r o w d a t a c o c k t a i l p a r t y , w i t h a special
gentilitywhich alludes to a particular relationship, interr u p t e d for s o m e t i m e , a n d h o w , right at t h a t m o m e n t ,
r e c o v e r e d . A n alliance g r o w n s i l e n t , e v e n a b i t c l a n d e s t i n e . I k n e w well t h e t o n e o f s w e e t s u r p r i s e in t h a t call.
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W h i c h , a f t e r i g n o r i n g , I r e c o v e r e d in t h e d e p t h o f a n e y e .
A n d t h e depth- of t h e eyes of t h e people from w h o m
t h a t fine' " O h P a s o l i n i " c o u l d h a v e c o m e t o m e , lightly
fluted, or trilled, was very sweet.
Really authentically
. s w e e t . It w a s n ! t t h e S e c t o r o f t h e H y p o c r i t e s w h e r e I
found myself.
'It w a s a m a t t e r o f a g r o u p of w o m e n . N o , l a d i e s . I
watched . t h e m with m y m y o p i c look, which, because, of
timidity, grew annoyed or restless, or s o m e h o w n o t
recognizingunrecognizing.
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" I t is a s i n b o r n w i t h t h e p e t t y b o u r g e o i s , a f t e r t h e
great industrialization, after t h e c o n q u e s t of t h e colonies...
A t first, t h e little p e o p l e were little: t h e y didnXvtarit
to be.
I n s u m m a r y . . . All t h e s e peo'ple, for f e a r of g r e a t n e s s ,
a r e i n s t i n c t i v e l y l a c k i n g in r e l i g i o n .
R e d u c t i o n , t h e spirit p f r e d u c t i o n , is t h e lack of relig i o n : t h i s is t h e g r e a t s i n o f t h e e p o c h o f h a t e . A n d in
fact in n o o t h e r p a r t o f H e l l will y o u s e e s u c h p e o p l e .
T h e masses, m y friend! T h e masses; w h o h a v e chosen
n o t having any religion as their religion w i t h o u t k n o w i n g
it."
T h e d e m o n a r r i v e d w i t h t h e b e e r . H o s t i l e , s h e p u t it
o n t h e table, with t h e check, and went away.
" Y o u ' v e probably noticed t h e large n u m b e r
of
w o m e n . . . Y e s , of c o u r s e . I n t h e m r e d u c t i o n , a s it is s a i d ,
is a s o l d a s t h e s p e c i e s : t h e y d e f e n d t h e r a c e , a s well a s
t h e m s e l v e s , p o o r t h i n g s . It is b e c a u s e o f t h i s t h a t c o n f o r m i s m in t h e m a l w a y s h a s a c e r t a i n g r a n d e u r . It is, b a s i cally, t h e i r Religion. B u t t h e m a l e s ! " a n d h i s e y e s filled
w i t h a m e l a n c h o l y s i m i l a r t o t h e grip of a p h y s i c a l p a i n :
t h e ease- with- w h i c h h i s h e a r t w a s p a i n e d w a s o n e k n o w n
well;- a n d n o w e v i d e n t l y t h e d e s t i n y o f t h o s e m a l e s , w h o
h a d s u c c e e d e d in c a r r y i n g t o t h e t o m b , i n t a c t , t h e i r b o u r geois pettiness... of vessels of reduction... upset h i m .
-58-
" W e l l , w h a t p a i n s m y h e a r t i n all o f t h i s is t h e
t h o u g h t of h o w m u c h h a t e their- life-jackets of w r e t c h e d ness h a v e cost t h e m . T h o s e y o u ' v e s e e n limited t h e m s e l v e s t o its d e f e n s e . B u t n e v e r in all of h i s t o r y w e r e
s u c h h o r r e n d o u s sins s e e n as t h o s e c o m m i t t e d by t h e
bourgeois in this century, to defend t h e actual right to
h a t e greatness. I t h i n k of Buchenwald a n d D a c h a u , of
Auschwitz and Mauthausen."
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A n d o n c e again h i s a u t h e n t i c i n d i g n a t i o n s e e m e d
f a d e d a n d h u m b l e d b y h i s g r o w i n g old r i g h t a f t e r p a s s i n g
h i s Fifties. B u t it w a s t h e r e . A n d w i t h it, in it, e v e r y
possible true poetry.
S o w e w e r e s i l e n t f o r a l o n g t i m e , lost in t h e c o m m o t i o n b r o u g h t o n b y t h e r e p e t i t i o n i n special c i r c u m s t a n c e s
o r i n special s t a t e s o f m i n d o f s o m e old t r u t h , still g o o d .
B u t g r a d u a l l y a s w e a p p r o a c h e d t h e b o r d e r , w i t h its
b a r r i e r a n d p o l i c e - l i k e c o n s t r u c t i o n , t h e air g r e w d a r k e r
and darker.
L i k e a n i g h t t h a t falls s u d d e n l y , w i t h t h e
q u i c k n e s s of a s u m m e r s t o r m . E v e r y t h i n g w a s s w a l l o w e d
u p by t h e d a r k n e s s , a n d it w a s d o n e b a r e l y in t i m e t o s e e
t h e s i g n - p o s t : t h e u s u a l I . W . I . P . , f o l l o w e d t h i s t i m e by t h e
i n s c r i p t i o n : " A u t o n o m o u s S e c t o r of t h e R e a s o n e r s : Irrational and R a t i o n a l " .
It w a s difficult t o i n t e r r u p t t h e c o m m u n i o n t h a t w a s
e s t a b l i s h e d b e t w e e n u s in i n d i g n a t i o n , m e e k a n d k n o w i n g :
any added word would h a v e b e e n a useless trimming...
But spells m u s t always b e b r o k e n ; e v e n t h o s e of g e n
tleness and learning, t h o s e m o s t sacred to m a n ; O n e m u s i
d o a s t h e C h r i s t of t h e G o s p e l s , w h o , h a v i n g b a r e l y s e t a
s p e l l t h e c o n t e m p l a t i v e p a u s e after a w o r d t h a t c o u l d b e
e n d l e s s l y q u e s t i o n e d a n d t h o u g h t o f in s i l e n c e cast
another immediately, almost with cruelty, that gave n o
peace.
T h e rails w e r e lifted i n t h e d e n s e s t d a r k n e s s , by t h e
light of s i n i s t e r b a t t e r i e s , t h e D e m o n s e n c l o s e d in t h e i r
i'ZS.
mmm
-60-
fierce n o v i q e s ' - s i l e n c e :
lights b e h i n d us.
(1963)
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3 m o r e n o t e s for C a n t o VII
1
T h e o t h e r s t a g e of t h e s i n o f N o r m a l i t y ( o r C o n t i n e n c e ) , after t h a t o f C o n f o r m i s m , is t h a t of V u l g a r i t y .
T h e m e a n i n g o f t h i s w o r d w h i c h is a l m o s t a n initiat i o n w o r d a m o n g t h e m e m b e r s of t h e s m a l l g r o u p t h a t
c o m m i t s far m o r e t e r r i b l e s i n s t h e s i n s o f classicality
l i v e d in t h e g r e a t a g r a r i a n , p a s t o r a l a n d c o m m e r c i a l e p o c h s
of m a n t h e sins of sex, violence, wasteof t h e Incont i n e n c e , in a w o r d , s o d e e p l y d e a r t o G o d i s p e r h a p s
defined before entering the n e w Sector, of t h e Vulgar
o n e s , b y t h e i r d e v i o u s e y e s , b e h i n d l o w e r e d rails w i t h t h e
d i s c o n t e n t e d devils...
3
"Perhaps I myselfhe saidam but a simple and
c o n v e n t i o n a l s p o k e s m a n . It is c e r t a i n , h o w e v e r , t h a t m y
science was n o t b o r n totally within t h e e n c l o s u r e of s o m e o n e w i t h n e i t h e r fear n o r h u m a n r e s p e c t . S o m e o n e w h o
g o e s all t h e way *o t h e e n d .
I too, therefore, was a
p r i v i l e g e d f i r s t - b o r n (a w e a l t h of spirit o r m o n e y is t h e
same).
V u l g a r i t y is t h e m o m e n t o f full l u x u r i a n c e o f c o n f o r mism.
2
T h e situation presented before our anguished eyes
w a s n ' t m u c h d i f f e r e n t f r o m t h e o n e w e h a d left. In t h e
K i n g d o m of s h a d e s it w a s n a t u r a l l y m o r e difficult t o g r a s p
the differences existing b e t w e e n R o m e and Milan.
But
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In t h i s H e l l (as i n life) c y n i c s a r e l a c k i n g . N o r c o u l d
I h a v e b e e n o n e e i t h e r . I w a s afraid of it. It s e e m e d
dishonorable to m e . Perhaps I defended myself from cynicism j u s t b e c a u s e it w a s a s a c r e d a n t i d o t e a g a i n s t t h e
" w r i n g i n g of m y ^ e a r t " .
I passed, t h e n , like a wind
b e h i n d t h e last walls o r m e a d o w s o f t h e c i t y o r l i k e a
barbarian w h o c a m e d o w n to destroy, a n d e n d e d by dist r a c t i n g , h i m s e l f by l o o k i n g , a n d k i s s i n g , s o m e o n e w h o
resembled himselfbefore deciding to turn back.
Faded Iconography
(for a " P h o t o g r a p h i c p o e m " )
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13
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Faded Iconography
(for a "Photographic poem")
1.
2.
3-4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9-13.
14.
15.
16.
17.
18.
19.
20.
21.
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24.
25.
Grimau
Lambrakis
Reggio Emilia 1960
Rome: anonymous crowd and cars
Old women
The author and Gadda
Communist rally
Boys, as they were at the end of the '50*8
A group of partisans
Gramsci's tomb at Testaccio
Gianfranco Contini
Baptism scene (from the Gospel)
Frontispiece of Poetry in the form of a rose
Some of the "Gruppo 63"
Early W s : fascists
At the Colonnade of Valle Giulia
Emilio Cecchi
Sandro Penna
Piazza della Chiesa at Casarsa
African landscape
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Note no. 1
November-December 1964
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Note no. 2
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The whole scandal of the book regards a single, "memorable'' occasion: the relationship between Contini and Gramsci. The\reader should
keep in mind that the note on Gramsci, in this volume that is definedjust
so, scandalouslyas a history of 19th and 20th century Italian literature
takes place according to the sequence: Giovanni Gentile, Roberto Longhi,
Antonio Gramsci (a sequence in which are grouped together, almost without
connection, De Lot lis and other university critics, Alfredo Gargiulo and G.
A. Borgese). But they are the three. Contini is very easy on Gentile (he
praises him, curiously, in a kind of determined pamphlet "outside the work",
for scholastic reform: he regards with a detached eye the asymmetrical, selfdestructive adherence to fascism almost of a Sicilian "man of honor", and
in the endaccording to that extremely rigorous assumption of meekness,
which, as we shall see, wants to characterize the booksupports himself on
his own perfectly impartial behalf); it is useless then to tell, as regards
Longhi, of his testimony of infinite love: but this love too, one must add, is
objectified, restrained, almost stuffed in. And then the third one, what about
Gramsci? Well, the argument doesn't change: here too, as with Gentile's
fascism, Marxism is kept at a proper distance according to the laws A)f
"meekness" which I ppinted out; and here too his admiration respects tlje
stylistic conveniences of an undramatizing professional "humour" (l\e concludes there, for example, that Gramsci's ideas in the beginning had "a very
* This is an excerpt from a nole to Italian Literature: the Nineteenth and Twentieth (. enturivs
by Gianfranco Contini.
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tuneable heuristic significance" and still retain "the value of a very stimulatiitji point of view"). Nevertheless, what is astonishingly true becomes clear,
tttat is, that the only Italian critic whose problems were the literary problems
of Gramsci is Contini! "Scandal for the Jews, stupidity for the Gentiles",
the*. Stiff I don 7 want to "reverse" the scandal to a totally positive seme.
Reasonableness requires that I know and make known that the treatment of
all Gramsctan.problems by Contini occurs IIIM universe that is parallel but
remote, though just as potently suggestive ("stimulating"), and that great
strength of spirit is needed to presuppose in them a possibfaintegrabitity.
J ^JO
f *t*i i
1951
* }
(1974)
t >* ;>
fields
-98-
I feel a c o n s u m i n g , i n s i d e m e , o f d e a t h ,
if, pure, h o t , intact, like
a t e m p o , I barely n o t i c e t h e feint
b e a t i n g in m y breast ( w h e r e t h e w e e p i n g
is soft, like t h e d a m p n e s s o n t h e
A n i e n e ' s d e a f fields), listening
again t o t h o s e crickets, t h o s e pure inflexions
o f v o i c e s , a frenetic, limpid
rustling that in s u r v i v i n g , c o n d e m n s m e .
- 99-
M o o n lit up by v i s c e r a
of s k y w o u n d s m e w i t h m u t e
light; b u t if r e p r o a c h falls ,
m u t e from t h e sky, t h e cricket
s t i r r e d u p a g a i n by n e w , u n i m a g i n e d n i g h t
in t h e g r a s s e s o f t h e A n i e n e ,
w i t h its b r i e f r a t t l e ,
reaches the deaf, submissive heart.
.-1 ,
* *
*Tj.r
P"W
f
'
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- 100-
T h e h o r i z o n is painted d e e p b l u e
o f a s o u t h e r n s e a , at this e x t r e m e
hour,
d e e p b l u e like t h e s e a at m i d d a y ,
h o r i z o n in t h e faded twilight,
w i t h t h e d e e p b l u e o f a s u n n y sea
t h e h o r i z o n is carved in g r e e n b e y o n d
d e e p b l u e fields against t h e sky,
in orchards, a m i d piles o f w e t
s t o n e s , b e t w e e n light c o l o r e d walls
barely raised,
T h e last g e s t u r e o f c o u r a g e ( n o w
that c o u r a g e is pure d e s p e r a t i o n ,
at b e i n g u n l o v e d b e c a u s e I d o n o t l o v e ,
n o l o n g e r indifference but a b a n d o n )
is t o n o t c o n t i n u e . T h e d e a t h
d e s i r e d in t h e pain o f t h e s e n s e s ,
in s i n , is n o w d e s i r e d i n t h e pain
o f i m p o t e n t reason. T o d i e
today m e a n s l e a v i n g n o t h i n g b e h i n d .
t h e s u m m e r air is painted d e e p b l u e
with t h e v i o l e n c e o f a s o u t h e r n sea.
A furious m o o n s h o w e r s light
over unplowed clods,
dry stakes. T h e , m a d d e r , r>
t h e calmer m y s t e p carries m e
towards a n g u i s h e s o n c e pure.
HMP
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-102-
QUADRI FRIULIANI
S e n z a c a p p o t t o , n e l l ' a r i a di g e l s o m i n o
m i p e r d o n e l l a p a s s e g g i a t a 'sera'le,
r e s p i r a n d o a v i d o e prostirato, fino
a n o n esistere, a essere febbre nell'aria
la pioggia c h e g e r m o g l i a e il s e r e n o
c h e i n c o m b e a r i d o s u asfalti, fanali
c a n t i e r i , m a n d r i e di g r a t t a c i e l i , p i e n e
d i s t e r r i e di f a b b r i c h e , i n c r o s t a t i
di b u i o e di m i s e r i a . . .
Sordido fango indurito, pesto, e rasento
t u g u r i r e c e n t i e d e c r e p i t i , ai limiti
di c a l d e a r e e e r b o s e . . . S p e s s o l ' e s p e r i e n z a
e s p a n d e i n t o r n o piu allegria, piu v i t a ,
che Tinnocenza: m a questo m u t o vento
risale dalla r e g i o n e a p r i c a
FRIULIAN PAINTINGS
W i t h o u t a coat, i n t h e j a s m i n e air
I l o s e m y s e l f o n t h e e v e n i n g walk,
b r e a t h i n g a v i d and prostrate, weary
b e y o n d e x i s t e n c e , b e i n g a f e v e r i n t h e air
t h e rain that g e r m i n a t e s a n d t h e clear s k y
h a n g i n g dry o v e r asphalt, street l a m p s ,
shipyards, flocks o f skyscrapers, full
o f e x c a v a t i o n s a n d factories, e n c r u s t e d
in d a r k n e s s and misery...
I tread o n sordid h a r d e n e d m u d , near
n e w l y built decrepit h o v e l s , at t h e e d g e s
o f h o t grassy airs... O f t e n e x p e r i e n c e
e x p a n d s m o r e a r o u n d j o y and life
than d o e s i n n o c e n c e : b u t t h i s silent wind
rises f r o m t h e s u n n y r e g i o n
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- 105-
o f i n n o c e n c e . . . T h e premature; a n d w a n t i n g
o d o r o f spring that e x p a n d s , l o o s e n s
e v e r y d e f e n s e o f t h e heart I - h a y e r e d e e m e d
by t h e s o l e clarity: ancjent, d e s i r e s - h ,
m a n i a s , lost t e n d e r n e s s e s , I r e c o g n i z e
in this o v e r t u r n e d world o f l e a v e s .
L e foglie dei s a m b u c h i , c h e s u l l e r o g g e
s b u c a n o dai caldi e tondi rami,
tra le reti s a n g u i g n e , tra l e l o g g e
Elder l e a v e s , o v e r d i t c h e s
bud f r o m w a r m , round b r a n c h e s ,
b e t w e e n s a n g u i n e nets,,fa*ded y e l l o w
g i a l l o g n o l e e ranciate d e r friuliani
v e n c h i , aliineati in s p o g l i e prosp'ettive
c o n t r o gli spogli crinali m o n t a n i ,
o in dolci c u r v e l u n g o le f e s t i v e
c h i n e d e l l e prodaie... L e f o g l i e
dei ragnati pioppi s e n z a u n brivido
or in soft c u r v e s a l o n g f e s t i v e
inclines o f riverbanks... M o t i o n l e s s
l e a v e s o f c o b w e b b e d poplars
a m m a s s a t i in s i l e n z i o s e f o l l e
in f o n d o ai deserti campi di rhedica;
le foglie degli umili alni, l u n g o le z o l l e
m a s s e d in s i l e n t c r o w d s
b e y o n d t h e d e s e r t e d fields o f m e d i c a
l e a v e s o f h u m b l e alders, b y w o r n out
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- 107,
t h e e m b a n k m e n t o v e r t h e v i n e y a r d s ' g o l d e n tapestry*
D o y o u r e m e m b e r t h a t e v e n i n g in R u d a ?
T h a t g i v i n g of o u r s e l v e s , t o g e t h e r , t o a g a m e '
of p u r e p a s s i o n , m e a s u r e of o u r r a w
g i o v e n t u , del n o s t r o c u o r e ancora p o c o
pill c h e puerile? Era u n a Iotta
bruciante di s e s t e s s a , m a il s u o f u o c o
y o u t h , o u r h e a r t s still little m o r e
t h a n p u e r i l e ? By itself it w a s
a b u r n i n g s t r u g g l e , b u t its fire
si s p a n d e v a oltre noi; la n o t t e ,
ricordi?, n e era tutta piena nel f r e s c o
v u o t o , n e l l e strade persorse da' frotte
dressed to celebrate,
c h i l d r e n c o m e in f r o m n e a r b y
n e i g h b o u r h o o d s o n bicycle: a n d t h e .daily
m e a s u r e and yield, Christian, t h e piazzeita
o v e r f l o w i n g a s o n a feast d a y .
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W e , n o t o f t h e p e o p l e , i n t h e strict
s e n s e o f t h e peasant p e o p l e , t h e s k i n n y
c o u n t r y folk, l o v e d as m u c h
as l o v e m a d e u s b u r n , w o u n d e d b y t h e bitter
all'altro g r i d a v a m o le parole
c h e , quasi i n c o m p r e s e , e r a n o p r o m e s s a
sicura, e s p r e s s o , rivelato a m o r e .
w e s h o u t e d w o r d s that,
a l m o s t m i s u n d e r s t o o d , w e r e t h e sure
expressed promise of love revealed.
in l u c e d e l P u m i d o s t a n z o n e .
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- Ill -
N o w , far a w a y , different, in t h e a l m o s t u n e a r t h l y
w i n d w h i c h m o v i n g t h e i m p u r e air, brings life
f r o m a mortal stasis
m o r t a l e d e l l e c o s e , rivedo i casali,
i c a m p i , la p i a z z e t t a di R u d a ;
s u , le b i a n c h e alpi, e g i u , l u n g o i c a n a l i ,
o f t h i n g s , I again s e e t h e villages,
t h e fields, t h e piazzetta at R u d a ;
above, the white Alps, and d o w n below,
t r a c a m p i di g r a n o t u r c o e v i g n e , P u m i d a
l u c e d e l m a r e . A h , il filo m i s t e r i o s o
si d i p a n a a n c o r a : e in e s s o , n u d a ,
a l o n g t h e canals, b e t w e e n c o r n fields a n d v i n e y a r d s
t h e d a m p light o f t h e sea. A h , t h e m y s t e r i o u s
thread still u n r a v e l s : a n d i n it, n a k e d ,
' i
la r e a l t a P i r r e a l e Q u a l c o s a
che faceva e t e r n a quella sera.
L'aria tumefatta e festosa
r e a l i t y t h e unreal S o m e t h i n g
that m a d e that e v e n i n g e t e r n a l
S w o l l e n and f e s t i v e air
dei t u o i p r i m i q u a d r i , d o v ' e r a
il v e r d e u n v e r d e q u a s i di b a m b i n o
e il giallo u n ' i n d u r i t a c e r a
di m o l l e E s p r e s s i o n i s t a , e le c h i n e
spigolatrici, s p e t t r i d e l c a l d o s e s s o
a d o l e s c e n t e b r u l i c a v a al c o n f i n e
o f Expressionist s o f t n e s s , t h e reapers
swooping down, ghosts of hot adolescent
s e x s w a r m e d o n t h e border
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d o l c i s s i m o e il m e r i g g i o e s t i v o , e in- e s s o
t h e s u m m e r n o o n s o s w e e t , a n d "in it
b u r n s a crust o f p e r f u m e s , a s e a - g r e e n
o d o r o f grasses, o f d u n g , that t h e w i n d
stirs up...
s u o n a t o r i di flauto, il d o l c e g r u m o
dei neri e d e i violetti, e si e s p a n d e
da e s s o iridescente il b i t u m e
reverberating e v e n i n g s o f Bassa or
w h i t e m o r n i n g s in f r o z e n canals,
y o u r fishermen g o t o g r e e n vigils,
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appoggiati ai m a n u b r i , stanchi,
bruciati, m e n t r e la n o t t e gia s ' a n n u n c i a
n e i triste b o r g o c o n le luci e i canti.
E il v e n t o , da G r a d o o da Trieste
o dai magredi s o t t o le Prealpi,
soffia e rapisce dalle m e s t e
voci d e l l e c e n e , qualche palpito
'piii puro, o n e i brusio d e l l e paludi
q u a l c h e piu s g o m e n t o grido, o qualche
piu* o s c u r o s e n s o di f r e s c h e z z a n e l P u m i d o
d e s e r t o degli arativi, dei c a n n e t i ,
d e l l e b o s c h i n e i n t o r n o ai resultumi...
S o n o sapori di quel m o n d o q u i e t o
e s g o m e n t o , ingenuamente perso
in u n a sola estate, in u n s o l o v e c c h i o
i n v e r n o c h e in q u e s t o m o n d o d i v e r s o
s p a n d e infido il v e n t o . A h q u a n d o
u n t e m p o c o n f u s o si rifa* terso
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l e a n i n g o v e r t h e rails, t i r e d ,
b u r n e d , a l r e a d y n i g h t is s i g n a l l e d
in t h e s a d v i l l a g e , b y l i g h t s a n d s o n g s .
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nella m e m o r i a , n e i v e r o t e m p o c h e sbanda
per qualche istante, c h e s a p o r e di m o r t e . . .
N o n n e stupisco, s e a questi istanti
di disfatta e di v e g g e n z a , m i p o r t a n o
anni c o n s u m a t i in u n a chiarezza
c h e n o n m u t a il m o n d o , m a Io ascolta
in m e m o r y , i n t h e true t i m e that d i s p e r s e s
for a f e w m o m e n t s , that taste o f death...
It d o e s n ' t surprise m e , if i n t h e s e m o m e n t s
o f u n d o i n g a n d o f s e c o n d - s i g h t , I a m carried
by years g o n e b y t o a clarity
that d o e s n ' t c h a n g e t h e world, but l i s t e n s t o it
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n e i c o l o r i in cui
fiammeggia
la p r e s e n z a
in t h e c o l o r s w h i c h i n f l a m e t h e p r e s e n c e
di u n F r i u l i e s p r e s s o in s p e r a n z e e d o l o r i
d ' u o m i n i i n t e r i , s e p u r fatti d a o r a l e
rozza esperienza uomini, se p u r con cuori
d u r i c o m e le m a n i , e s p i n t i a n o n p a r l a r e
altra lingua c h e il t r o p p o v i v o d i a l e t t o ,
p e r s i in a l b e e vespri a l a v o r a r e
la l o r o v i g n a , il l o r o c a m p e t t o ,
quasi non fosse loro, a festeggiare
le l u c e n t i d o m e n i c h e col p e t t o
pieno del buio delle vecchie c a m p a n e .
o f a F r i u l i e x p r e s s e d in h o p e s a n d p a i n s
o f w h o l e m e n , e v e n if m a d e m e n
by r u d e o r a l e x p e r i e n c e , w i t h h e a r t s
h a r d a s t h e i r h a n d s , f o r c e d n o t to<speak
any language but t h e too alive dialect,
lost in d a w n s a n d t w i l i g h t s w o r k i n g
t h e i r v i n e y a r d , t h e i r little field,
almost not theirs, to celebrate
on radiant S u n d a y s with breasts
*
full o f t h e d a r k n e s s of t h e old bells.
A n d w h a t force in w a n t i n g t o c h a n g e
t h e w o r l d t h i s w o r l d lost
in m e l a n c h o l y , in j o y o u s E a s t e r s ,
j o y o u s l y a l i v e e v e n if s i l e n t !
W h a t s t r e n g t h in s e e i n g in its e v e n i n g s
a n d m o r n i n g s , e n c l o s e d in t h e r u s t i c
l a m p , a l m o s t t h e e v e n i n g s and m o r n i n g s o f
future eras, b u r n i n g m o r e w i t h faith than feeling!
It is prosperity a n d j o y , this v i o l e n t
desire t o b e e x p r e s s e d
w h i c h , in r e d - h o t flames o f e v i d e n c e ,
inflates e v e r y h u m b l e object with .space.
N e a v v a m p a n o le incolori biciclette
di C e r v i g n a n o , a m m a s s a t e ai posteggi
d e l l e sagre, l u n g o i poveri muretti
T h e c o l o r l e s s bicycles o f G e r v i g n a n o
flare up, parked in g r o u p s at t h e
festivals, a l o n g t h e poor little walls
baked by t h e s u n , o r t h e w o r m - e a t e n , m o o r i n g s
o f t h e ferries o n t h e d e e p b l u e canals;
t h e l i n e n shirts flare up t h e r e , t h e u n b l e a c h e d
n e a v v a m p a n o l e c a m i c i e di tela, i greggi
calzoni degli allegri m a n o v a l i
di Snia V i s c o s a , a file sugli asfalti
d e l l o stradone...
trousers o f t h e j o y f u l laborers
f r o m Snia V i s c o s a , lined u p o n t h e asphalt
highway...
,
A n d t h e c l o u d o f d u s t o f s u n and chaff*
that gathers a n d s i z z l e s o r a n g e and y e l l o w
in a corner lost in t h e s u l t r i n e s s
b e t w e e n e m a c i a t e d w i l l o w s , as in a Sunday
d a n c e , lining t h e banks
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of r e c l a i m e d l a n d , o r in s a p s p r i n g i n g
from slender trunks: where the deafening
thresher shakes sheds and barns with
a massive s h u d d e r , i n a snarl of h o s a n n a s ,
full of light, of h u m a n s w e a t ,
of t h e s t i n k of t h e old a n d i n n o c e n t h e r d
*
w
*
of h o r s e s g r o u p e d t o g e t h e r in a g l i m m e r of b r a n c h e s . . .
T h e l o v e at R u d a , s c r e a m e d f r o m ther e d s t a g e of p o o r m o n e y - b o x e s , r e m a i n s
E chi, s c o s s o
(1955)
from Le Ceneridi Gramsci (Gramsci's Ashes) [Garzanli, 19571.
p u r e in y o u r life. A n d o n e , s h a k e n
by t h e fear of n o t b e i n g p u r e e n o u g h ,
a s p i r e s in t h e s p r i n g w i n d for t h e m o v i n g
t a s t e of death,- e n v i e s y o u r s u r e
e x p a n s i o n in t h e s o l e m n , f e s t i v e c o l o r s
of t h e p r e s e n t j o y , o f t h e s e r e n e f u t u r e .
(1955)
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E v e n today, in t h e m e l a n c h o l y physicality
in w h i c h t h e n a t i o n busily f o r m s a G o v e r n m e n t ,
and t h e Center-Left c a u s e s fragile linguists*
n o r m a t i v e organs t o b l e e d w i n t e r
b a t h e s distant things in a dark light
and barely lights t h e n e i g h b o u r h o o d s , m a u v e a n d g r e e n
an exterior lost in t h e d e p t h o f t h e ages o f Italy...
with Piero's b l u e earth g u s h i n g o u t o f u n s p e a k a b l e
clear b l u e s o f L a n g u e d o c . . . if n o t o f Sicilian
b l u e n e s s e s o f Origins... that h e r e , in t h e raw
a p p e n d i c e s o f t h e e x q u i s i t e C e n t e r s , are g r e e n and m a u v e ,
m u d a n d sky, l e m o n s a n d roses... e y e s o f F e d e r i c o s
with half its heart in search o f rocky a l m o n d trees w h e r e
t h e Arabian light falls, t h e o t h e r half in s o m e valley
pearled with fog: t h e A l p s in t h e distance, insanely n e w . . .
or t h e P o , c l o s e r t o t h e m a t r i c e s t h e circle
o f m y i s o g l o t s d e a f , b y habit
t o any private, infantile, uncertain
pre-expressivity, w h e r e t h e heart is n a k e d .
But Itrusting that b e f o r e d y i n g m y t h o u s a n d
a t t e m p t s m i g h t bear s o m e t h i n g t o t h e j u d g e s
in t h e a g e in w h i c h Italian is a b o u t t o d i e
lost in A n g l o - s a x o n or R u s s i a n ,
return, n a k e d , y e s , and m a d , t o g r e e n April,
t o t h e g r e e n April o f t h e illustrious language
(that n e v e r was, it n e v e r w a s ! ) , high-Italian...
t o t h e F r a n c o - V e n e t i a n Verderbnis, t h e p o m p
o f s t o c k y p o p u l a t i o n s in distant locales...
to green Aprilwith the modernity of
Israel like an ulcer in t h e s o u l
w h e r e I, a J e w , o f f e n d e d by piety
find again an apprentice's cruel f r e s h n e s s ,
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- 127-
in t h e d e v e l o p m e n t s >of t h e o t h e r ( f u n e r e a l ) h a l f , , <
of life... I b e c o m e ^ C a t h o l i c a g a i n , a n a t i o n a l i s t , ,
R o m a n e s q u e ; in m y r e s e a r c h e s for c ' B L A S P H E M Y "
or " T H E D I V I N E M I M E S I S " - a n d , ah mystical
p h i l o l o g y ! in t h e d a y s of t h e w i n e h a r v e s t
I a m j o y o u s as o n e s e w i n g s e e d s ,
f e r v e n t l y w o r k i n g w | t h , s m i x t u r e s of i n c o m p a t i b l e
of l a n g u a g e w i t h o u t i n f e r r i n g
political c o n c o m i t a n c e s ! l i n g u i s t i c
u n i t y w i t h o u t r e a s o n s o f vile
interests, w i t h o u t (the insensibility
of a class t h a t c o u l d c a r e l e s s a b o u t c h o o s i n g
a literary j a r g o n ! Prpfessors of caeca,
with o t h e r h e a d s . . . E n o u g h : blind l o v e
o f m i n e ! I will train y o u in translinguistic
r e s e a r c h e s , and o p p o s e a t e x t w i t h a V e t o ,
I will put n e x t t o it a m o n s t r o u s w o r k , c o e v a l
with t h e A n t i - w o r k s , lettered n u m b e r 22, in t h e n e w style,
an old figurativity in t h e flanks o f t h e n e w s i e g e .
But d e l u s i o n is n e e d e d . Only a n o b l e b r o t h
o f m i x e d inspirations d e m y s t i f i e s ,
if c h a o s miraculously arrives at
a plastic clarity, let u s say, o f R o m a n e s q u e
griffinshaunches, n e c k s , backs
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ELITE
"SfS^*?
***tt^mym***
W h i c h is f r a n t i c (or n o t c h o s e n ) ( o r d y i n g ) life
and therefore, again, poetry:
neither the sign or the existing thing
matter,
t h e r e it is. If m a n w e r e a M o n o t y p e in t h e S u b t o p i a
of a w o r l d n o l o n g e r h a v i n g l i n g u i s t i c c a p i t a l s ,
and t h e w o r d ' s every m e a n s of hearing a n d telling
t h u s d i s a p p e a r e d , m y s t i c t i e s ' w o u l d still
bind h i m to things, and what things
a r e , n o l o n g e r fixed in s a d
c o n t e x t s , t h e word would always be n e w , overflowing
with joyous pragmatic t r u t h s n o m o r e instrumentality,
a toil t r a n s l a t e d i n t o l e m o n s , i n t o r o s e s . . .
b u t f o r e v e r a n d a l o n e , l i g h t , as is t h e r e a l i t y
o f t h i n g s w h e n t h e y a r e in m e m o r y
o n t h e v e r g e o f b e i n g n a m e d , a n d still
full o f t n e i r physical g l o r y .
If t h e n I s h o u l d find I h a d c a n c e r , a n d d i e ,
I w o u l d c o n s i d e r it a v i c t o r y
for t h a t reality o f t h i n g s . Filial pity for t h e w o r l d
g o n e , w h a t s e n s e is t h e r e in still g o i n g o n ?
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youth,
iimni
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(infinite m a s s e s u n r e g i s t e r e d , u n n a m e d , <unsexed);
Z O N E T W O : R e a s o n e r s (Landolfi) people seated
a l o n e in t h e i r t o i l e t s ; t h e I r r a t i o n a l
(the entire international avant-garde which goes
from the Endoliterary [De Gaulle] to the
T e u t o n i c o r Italic v e s t a l s of P o u n d ;
t h e Rational (Moravia, rare bird, and his
w i n g s of a n e o - g o t h i c C o m m i t t m e n t )
O h , blindness of love!
I s a w it o n t w o h u m b l e c h e e k s ,
in t w o p u p p y e y e s : it w a s l o v e ,
b e c a u s e a s m i l e , it w a s a b a b y girl
w h o rati in h e r h e a r t t o t h e s u n
in t h e b l i n d n e s s of h e r l o v e s t r a i g h t , a n d p o o r ,
w i t h a little r a g g e d y d r e s s ,
u n d e r an e n o r m o u s acqueduct, on a m u d d y
bank, between tarred shacks,
t h a t r a n , t h e b a b y girl, in t h e h e a r t
of t h e s u n , s t r a i g h t , w i t h h e r p u p i l s d r a w n
SSB
P
fr
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a distractionand its t h o u s a n d p r e t e x t s
laughter, p h i l o s o p h y ! T o h a v e illusions ( l o v e )
m a k e s a difference, but in a c o n s e c r a t e d circle
o f irreplaceable texts. I return in m y heart t o Israel,
suffering for her s o n s - b r o t h e r s t h e nostalgia
for r o m a n c e E u r o p e , proverical, its s p l e n d o u r
slightly faded but full o f a t r o c i o u s poetry
o f b o u r g e o i s capitals o n rivers or seas...
N e g a t i v e standard o f love.- T h e true way
for o n e w h o w o u l d be' is d e l u s i o n .
e v e r y b o d y , like t h e dead:
Which equalizes
t o r e - i n v e n t t h e m t h e n o n l y w i t h t h e heart;
a n d i n d e e d n a t i o n s c o m b i n e , in t h e conspiracy
o f s i l e n c e o f a m o t h e r a n d d a u g h t e r in t h e s u n
persecuting,, right? o p p o s i t i o n s . . . )
A s for m e , I t o o tend toward s u c h a l o v e (rage),
t h e religion o f an elegiac^son,
w h o wants at all c o s t s t o h o n o r h i m s e l f .
x
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* i
N o r i s it e x h a u s t e d in t h e thicket ,
o f life past and t o c o m e : it w a n t s
t o r e d u c e e v e r y t h i n g t o its order o f a lily.
E n o u g h , y o u h a v e t o laugh. O h dark
twistings that lead t o a " d e s t i n y o f o p p o s i t i o n " !
But t h e r e is n o o t h e r alternative for m y future works.
" P U R E OPPOSITION", "POPE J O H N ' \ OR " T H E PASSION
(OR A R C H I V E S ) O F T H E S I X T I E S " , m a y it b e
t h e organ w h e r e I d e p o s i t , in a s e m i - p r i v a t e
v i s i o n , s u c h future w o r k s o f m i n e , it s e e m s
a path w i t h o u t alternatives, for rne or for
t h e writings o f t h e i n e x p e r i e n c e d o n e s d e p u t i z e d i n t o
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a c o m m i t t m e n t a s m a l l g r o u p that w a n t s ' l o k n o w : a l m o s t
for t h e c h o i c e o f seme, s e e d s . T h e o p p o s i t i o n o f o n e w h o
can't be loved by anyone, and no one can love, and w h o
t h e r e f o r e places h i s l o v e like a pre-established
n o , t h e e x e r c i s e o f political d u t y
like t h e e x e r c i s e o f reason.
In t h e e n d , ah I k n o w it,
n e v e r , in m y poorly r e d u c e d p a s s i o n ,
n e v e r w a s I s u c h a corpse as n o w
taking m y tabulae presentide i n h a n d
if o u r reality is real
panting b e h i n d d e s t i n i e s o f structures,
b y d e l a y , . b y delay, by t h e deadly
procrastination o f a p r e v i o u s e p o c h
or sorrowfully anticipating t h e e n d
o f t h e world l i k e an i m p o s s i b l e c e s s a t i o n
I assert a d e s t r u c t i v e n e e d
for allied minorities. C o m e back, Jews,
t o t h e d a w n i n g s o f this Prehistory,
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