Because happiness is felt only in contrast with other emotions, particularly negative ones, and also in its persistent form is self-condemning, happiness can only be maximal in nature, never "perfect". 2. What is your greatest fear? My greatest fear is future. Xenophobia and pervasive pessimism sire the most ghastly of malformations. 3. Which historical figure do you most identify with? I greatly identify with Archimedes whose last words before being murdered where "Don't ruin my circles," in reference to a project he was working on at the time. I often find myself absorbed in projects to the point of having little concern for much anything else so long as the project continues to intrigue me. 4. Which living person do you most admire? From what I can think of at the moment, I actually really admire Bill and Melinda Gates for their revolutionary success in an underappreciated field and in using their success to primarily to help others who cannot help themselves. 5. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? I abhor my social incapacity and difficulties in establishing trusting and long-lasting relationships. 6. What trait do you most deplore in others? I often and remiss at the thoughtlessness with which people go about things. A little philosophy, research, or consideration can go a long way toward more effective and beneficial systems. 7. What is your greatest extravagance? My most costly possession is my laptop. 8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue? Proust Questionnaire Idealism probably does the most to cause individuals to become dissatisfied and act against their best interest as their belief in the improbable makes the inevitable seem unfair or at least less than they are deserving. 9. What sound do you love? I love the sound of a soft kind voice, especially with an accompanying British, Ecuadorian, French, or otherwise elegant accent. 10. What sound do you hate? I absolutely despise the sounds of screeches and whines that hurt the ears. 11. What or who is the greatest love of your life? I do not know if there is anything I could say that I love, only things I know I could not live without. If ever I am without my hands and eyes both, I doubt I could find much value in my continued existence. 12. Which words or phrases do you feel are overused? While most words and phrases are used with careless candor, the lack of discipline for the distinction between earnest affirmation and sophical accuracy, by using "true" as a interchangeable, mutt makes correctness completely indeterminable and has destroyed its little remaining perceived value in American culture, especially politics and relationships. 13. What talent would you most like to have? I would greatly enjoy comedic skill as it is the core criterion for a charismatic personality. 14. What would you consider your greatest achievement? I have little by way of ambition and determination which would cause me to "achieve" anything worth mentioning. I take some amount of pride in the inordinate amounts of food I can consume in a single sitting, on occasion, without getting sick or Proust Questionnaire gaining a significant amount of weight. Once I consumed two dozen doughnuts in single afternoon. 15. If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what do you think it would be? I believe that if I were reincarnated it would be as whoever loved me most to be able to see my faults, blessings, and actions with the greatest insight so as to best utilize them for the development of the soul. 16. What is your most treasured possession? My most treasured possession is my mind or my laptop depending on how pretentious I wish to sound. 17. Where would you like to live? I would like to live somewhere cold with really old buildings. 18. What is your favourite occupation? My favorite occupation is the occupation of my mind. Boredom truly is the lowest circle of hell. 19. What is the quality you most like in a man? I believe honor in masculinity is most dependent on integrity in honesty, candor, commitment, and responsibility. 20. What is the quality you most like in a woman? I believe honor in femininity is most dependent on endurance in dignity, civility, poise, and amiability. 21. What do you most value in your friends? Persistent curiosity is essential to friendship with an intellectually minded individual, without it the friendship becomes a burden on all of those involved. 22. Who are your favourite writers? I greatly admire the work of Isaac Asimov for his incredible insights into technology, theology, and philosophy, however Proust Questionnaire the writing styles of C.S. Lewis and J.R.R Tolkien possess a dream-like quality, in their bedtime story rhetoric, that works really well with medium and are very palatable. 23. Who is your favourite hero in fiction? I am enamored with the relatability and believability of Bilbo Baggins in The Hobbit. 24. How would you like to die? When my time for passing has come, dressed in a tattered and disintegrating robe, I would like to approach a young man in his early teens whilst he sits in wait. I would sit next to him, quietly, and ignore him completely, for my words must not seem as though an introduction or a beginning to a conversation of any kind. After this time passes, I would to turn to him, a wide-eyed and wicked smile upon my face, and pique is interest with the simple phrase: "hey kid, watch this." And then through some chemistry of sorts, with a conflagrant and an unhealthy amount of morphine, spontaneously combust. I would cackled maniacally as what would seem an eldritch fire consumes me. 25. What is your favourite word? My favorite word is ephemeral because all of the most beautiful things, the things which makes life truly worth living, are passing moments of perceived perfection. Things our mind never forgets but refuses to recall accurately because the worth of the moment is vital to our very survival and would otherwise be tarnished with time. 26. What is a word you dislike? I dont like the word because it is a vile phrase that turns even the most respectable men into complete scoundrels. 27. What is your favourite movie? My favorite movie is probably Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World because of its flowing format and sound narrative. Proust Questionnaire 28. What is your favourite book? My favorite book would be either H.P. Lovecraft the Complete Fiction, particularly the Call of Cthulhu or "The Wedding" by Nicholas Sparks. Both are incredibly atmospheric and effectively deliver a simple premise. 29. What do you believe is the greatest contribution in our society today? I am of sound conviction that the invention of cheap soap and water treatment has saved more lives than any other in human history and has greatly contributed to the incredibly socially sanity culture we have today. 30. What is your motto or mantra? My mantra is, although I am not its author; "TRUE! --nervous --very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses --not destroyed --not dulled them."