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Re: BEFORE DECEMBER7

From: Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
To: Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
Date Sent: Saturday, June 30, 2018 9:44:41 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
Im sorry i procrastinated in doing all this
Any famous people or things or events, i hope we would only go through the good times
Its like when i think of you, i wish it can be more like what more can i ask for
On Thu, Jun 28, 2018, 3:04 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

I was thinking of the hug (from the encounter we had), the writing, and the items. If you dont
want this, you should have told me but either way i had to channel my feelings somehow.
I gave the items to either your mom or someone in your circles I can trust. I hope you dont
take it personal. hey, you hurt me and all I did was hug you really hard, be annoying with texts,
wrote several thousand pages, and give you a bunch of items to remember me by
On Thu, Jun 28, 2018, 3:32 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

Before "you look like" jun 26
Anyone can be with a homewrecker

Nothing you do
Anyone else besides you
Jovial
Jun 28
No holidays or anything else will ever be the same without you
On Wed, Jun 27, 2018, 5:20 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

And the recently elected official
Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez
On Wed, Jun 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
You look like the Red Hen owner
On Tue, Jun 26, 2018 at 7:43 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
1:49 too!
On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:41 PM, Christopher Tinajero

<ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o991vo44_ss
pause at 1:55 it's like the older version of us
Other videos from the song

Trump even talked to Colombia President, wow

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HONEY IM HOME
KIDS KEEP US TOGETHER
ITS SO WEIRD, BUT I STILL KEEP WRITING A BIT MORE EVEN IF IT IS NOT
LIKE BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING

ABOUT, IT IS ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST
BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH THE TRUTH
Carlos Vives - Al Filo de Tu Amor
Zacarias me sobran las palabras
I could go on and on
Golf and pagoda wedding practice
Coke and stigmatizing from Colombians
Rosa de guadalupe osito
Remember, the visions are everywhere, even in ads, the internet, etc
I have never seen anything so ridiculous in this world like what's been going on
here
Owl missed man
Abrazo de oso and other episodes from la rosa de guadalupe
Im not saying you have to accept me or anything, but just know what youre
doing and what youre giving up.
Annoying three colors
*Just reveal info but not anything personal (like address) for my own sake
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson
I may be accused or something, don't let this happen to you
Real rape victims are

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
Dont even try to play victim. After our encounter, i was not near you (nor knew
about your whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened
to you. I would've defended you
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La rosa de guadalupe, other episodes
Peanut butter and jelly sandwich
And later, a guy seeing his girl play soccer
At the same time, another ref was the same as the guy was a girl's older
brother
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i
thought of you so much or a bunch of these things at once
Couple gets married on cross-country Southwest Airlines flight
And other stories
Freckling dating term, even if we may never date
La rosa, cicatrices en el alma
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or
happen if neither one of us puts in the effort
Im not asking for anything, but for you just to listen to what i have to say (or
read this)
Diapers and playground, anything relating to kids in general reminds me of you

because we could've been parents
(I may have mentioned this already)

Why do you have to be like a tattletale or snitch
Youre just so odd
Other times why cant you be on my side?
If you want to be this way, fine but dont deceive or play with my emotions, etc
Is there any way you wont put me lower
I wish I can tell anyone who is reading this that you are a great girl and not a
jerk
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last
thing i do (not a bad poetic note)
Gosh, why are you so mysterious? Maybe i am too
Just remember, no one will ever love you like i do, or did
What would i give. I wonder what you would do
I just don't want to see you get hurt by some jerk that is not worth a second of
you
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I try to be as poetic as I can
I really wish you would change for the better, but it looks like that's not going to
happen soon
There will come a time
At the end of the day
Cant expect
Visions whether its people or both the flags or anything in general if you think
about it
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I
guess i may never know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in
Cape Cod ten hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
On the street, i saw a couple who kind of resembled us.
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you
know what I am saying there
I saw on the highway that a man and a woman were on the side of the road. I
was like, a stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were
stranded and what we would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
Neil refusing to talk let alone answer questions
William Cooper
Cant go back or never went back, please
And the something about Valiant Thor, the government coverups, and the Big
Oil/Big Pharma medical cartel
We should not ridicule, condescend, etc anyone regardless when questioning

things
I just can't get enough of you apparently

Delilah stories (add to 1067litefm)
One I can remember is a couple after 17 years found each other
Like I said before, I just can't forget and maybe I will never be able to forget
this.
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It could be that my heart has been playing tricks or something, I don't know

BEFORE DECEMBER7 PT 85 (TENTATIVE LAST)
working out old people
convertible
we have to be more outspoken
our emotions
little kids remind us of what would have,
could have (or should have been) us
prego women
still thinking of you
when I see other couples meeting

people ask me about a girl
glad you came
Multicultural show (be brief)
are you going to continue college as a graduate and as a ph D? I may in a

few years
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
lil tay looks like you
go through the drawings
American idol finalists are a couple!
Ive ever seen
You might rub it all over my face if you are with someone and that would be
unnecessary
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I
sure if you, your mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me
completely. I didn't do anything to you other than a big hug and texts. You
were the one who blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way
broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
roseanne older version of you

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will and grace one or both women
When i looked up the info for your alma matter, for some reason I couldnt
find your name anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt
things between you and schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i
wouldnt know for sure why
when mentioning things like movies

superman saves lois lane turning back time
when you get to hunger, this is the video I got it from

Jackie+Hyde \\ You'll find someone great
ashton-kutcher-mila-kunis-marriage-relationship-secrets
big mistake
dont think for a second
all the gifts in the world
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though.
again with society
i dont necessarily want to spoil you either
what i think, learn, etc
if ww were together
i would like for this moment to never end
who me, you, or us could have been
someone who looks like you and now is a math teacher
would rather be around or talk to someone else even a random guy or girl
any random person but me as if i don't exist.
bring your kids to work day
press briefing
boy asks press briefing white house youtube
out of all this, i cant believe you just dont get it
really now, because i really believed that you were smart outside of school
(street smart)
I guess I was wrong. if you feel so much hatred for me, I'm sorry I ever met
you
Now it all depends how you and anyone else reacts to this after reading and
looking into this. Theres no reason that society should be as corrupt as it is
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(if you see make lives better, add somewhere you read about trillions of
dollars)
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a

country tolerate such madness!
I dont know what Im going to do except live my life
How i managed to talk to your mom
If only there was a collage
Things that hopefully remind you of me someday
My journey for the truth
Magazines
Military
Mean girls
Involvement in each other's lives
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting

boring and I don't know why
On Wed, May 23, 2018 at 10:51 PM, Christopher Tinajero

mothers day
i wish i can help you honor that day but maybe another guy should
chayanne que me has hecho
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies
but only you have the original items
any negative or uneasy get it out of your head and put an ending to this
have its own way if showing love
wouldnt you say i want a bf or husband someday, im not going to act like
this
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is

everything i would want you to remember me by
if you ever left, the feeling would almost be as worse as dying
talk about formal
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straight and gay couples
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i

talked to her
things are different but it doesnt have to be that way
stuck with you
where have u been all my life
even summers may not be the same again
theres just no other girl like you, believe me when i say this
llora alma mia
explain why there still is sadness
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not
surprised if your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same.
thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there
cant be any closure or peace for me
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i
like them, like a girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
its not like i expect you or anyone to feel bad for me or anything like that
you know?
its not helping when we mistreat each other like this
ive never seen that side of you and vice versa
darte un beso (disregard if already mentioned)
marxism and population control
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that
an infinite amount is not enough and it will never be enough
i just cant believe that all this time this was going on
inocente
monster jam event
ending to this story
what we learned
anything beyond
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i just wish you were there like i would be for you
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would
be there for you
i wish that there was faith and confidence in each other
modern family s9 ep21 ending
standards then and now
wright bros couldn't do anything
DHS labels founders as terrorists
jlly mom moved around job district
ronny jackson should be hired
add songs from SONGS TO GET
not sure what is going on in terms of vibe and stuff like that. i feel like not
only something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not
happen. i tend to be philosophical often times.
subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all
the girls out there
you may say (include other examples) that i dont mean this, but i do. i
really, really do
visions
lunch lady like you or like your mom
i would go to the end of the world for you
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world
would be like no other
no matter how many girls
out of all the girls, it just had to be you
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not
just by past people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
privilege video from Australia from Mark Dice
seriously, i dont know what you did to my heart
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it
could be all of the above
visions
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i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago who got hit in the face
with a softball
right away i thought of you and how i would be in the hospital with you
i wouldnt die without you, but it would really be painful for the years
ahead
how far ill go

nothing i wouldnt do
where i would rather be
the only guy who wouldn't break your heart, ever
as to how you are acting, what gives?
magazine
recent royal wedding
quote something you have never done
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up
and i saw this girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
i read somewhere a man from sri lanka said that he was spied on, etc
without me or if i wasnt around
mona lisa
marilyn monroe
On Sun, May 6, 2018 at 11:19 AM, Christopher Tinajero

BEFORE DECEMBER7 PT 84
never happen again like Donald Trump being President.
I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I
attached the papers in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine
that had MY info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel
Blanc, and others (mention Grey, Tara, etc)
the truth of the matter is (say that too and anything similar)
add to the good old days
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or

that stuff like that. women do that too and no one gossips more than
they do
its like love itself is a drug

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survivor high on you
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything
about it. that happens not just in this country, but in other parts of the
world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the

world) that i like this girl
of course, ill be okay in the least if i have to let you go and never see
you again
recall the if you love someone let it go quote
i dont know but i think you will cry forever (be sad overall)
why must it be the school of hard knocks

(learn things the hard way)
now that i think of it, i always wanted you to be my gf
ill try to order things that lead to this in order as much as i can
remember
you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the
inspiration i gave
break the fourth wall like Trump
i just couldnt think or imagine you being with someone else or even
beyond that
ive probably lost my mind a bit for a minute there
i went crazy (but still sane)
it's only fair you go through what i went through so you know what it
feels like
Ecuadorian in a car or both of them were Ecuadorians and i still

thought of you
Scorpions - rock you like a hurricane

Scorpions - No one like you
how would people fall in love these days
ive truly never felt like this before, ever
maybe its not so much coming on too strong but im just too much for
you or something
i mean, doesnt this woman think i want kids someday, who cares what
anyone says
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I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with
you just the two of us
just the two of us
just because we would have a fight, it doesnt mean we cant love each
other
if something is broken, fix it not throw it away quote
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to
know the truth and so should i
i still feel like this and maybe you do too

enamorada y herida
seriously, i cant believe you let others deprive you of having a real
boyfriend
the more languages i know, the longer in terms of number of pages
for example, the same number for each language there is
i sincerely ask you this, do you REALLY hate me after all we've been
through
maybe you gave your own writing and items to give to me as well
David dees has done a great job too
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time
(around a week or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me.
i bet you probably dont care either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read
these notes (for some reason not just others but i too cant understand
my own writing)
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an
idea of what i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me
and one can only imagine the outcome
and unfortunately people will think this is a troll, joke, fake news, etc
NO, it's real and it is NOT pretty or pleasant
come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than
human. we are surely better than that
at this point i dont even know what to tell people on things like how i
feel, etc
whats wrong with you? i dont know, whats wrong with the world
you just want attention
12 / 4356
you wish, i doubt you would feel the same if you were in my shoes
we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and

science while you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay
though, there just has to be respect on both sides
do you feel sorry for me? because i feel sorry for you and anyone else
that reads this

with it, instead of doing more constructive things as solutions to our

problems
even the wizard ,comic, anime, etc people will think im cool
people we have dealt with
two people, maybe youre not meant for me and meant for someone
else
freewill or predestination
add to talk to you
i hate it when i cant be near you or when you are always kept from
me for some reason
i just hope the world doesnt go berserk (worse than already is now)
all in the family
i just hope you wont be poor and miserable without me around
what do you want? its okay, i dont know either
ill admit im not sure what to do with my life, but what about YOU?
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple,
or just friends i would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life
more
i used to be really ackward and now things are changing and im sure
are too
i am glad things can get better in life
add to not pc
whether it is calin, hicks, or others
if you and me worked on a project, we would make a great team
it just saddens me that we couldn't talk to each other much, let alone
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do anything together because i really think (or thought at the time)
that we would have a chance
think of the other thoughts
maybe i both proved and disproved what people have said about me
accountant hockey goalie for blackhawks even though he isnt pro
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in

the US. but that also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no
one else or very few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff
add to unknown or lesser known history

move group activists
other heroes and woke moments
oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports

trump (maybe you do too!), kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want
to be understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent

seen you for so long and care about you so much
but make up your mind, please
like i did for you in writing and giving you everything
describe more about accounting book
i just want my girl back (not sure why i even bother saying that)
no time for a relationship? youve prob had more bfs than me having
gfs
we are too politically correct and need to end the stupidity going on
unconventional, to prevent too much boundaries or roadblocks to

success
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to
improve in sports (athlete, official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by
the way we're acting. that is not including the "aww's"!
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i know we are and it just takes plenty of work and time, besides space
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im

like, how can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my
family is? I only know a few people yet they can't help me on the
project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you
were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if
my life would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep
my heart that i would care about you and love you so much that i
can't take it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs

mother. whenever i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still
reminded me of you
why we must give up on each other so easily as humans
it is still hard to hide my emotions from the public
i do hope that i can take my life back and get back on my feet
im glad that i would send at least a message of what i am trying to

say
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not
questioning orders and just following them blindly
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a

mentality. i didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such
wimps. no wonder the world cant take us seriously and laughs at us
i really dont know how any real change is going to happen and it is
really sad
never in my life have i seen anything like this and this may

or sterilize people with forced vaccines
if i were to lose you, it would be a nightmare for me that would

never end
why should i even try to talk to you as if youre special or something
know who you really are, im still trying to do that myself
vision with a player yourself or in a team (or womens team)
i wish it didnt have to come to this
mean and hurtful things
15 / 4356
add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say
something like this
driver and I think of you
personality
once our love ends, it ends for good
we would never get this chance again for as long as we live
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will
if they are not around
i dont need anyone to sing you a serenade, i can do it myself
the love itself is mysterious as it is
again why bother then if you dont even care
the soccer game 5:30 on april 29
not to be mean or anything
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with
whoever you end up, you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

anyone in general would still remind me of you
a pic of my watch
birth sept
my month (09) and your birth year (1996)
it could be a sign that the timer
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our

child, you never know
(thats if it ever came to that)
im not sure if you look like my professor, at least the hair
my classmate or classmates
keep in mind of all that i have done (or have tried to do) for you
no matter what others did to you, the same applies to me
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even though you werent always nice to me back then
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation

here in the text, but feel free to do your own research
add to the drug war and how Ron Paul exposes its stupidity
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i
see two random people or couples and it makes me think we will
end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont

like. maybe you or me or both of us think we are better than the
other
is it my height? we dont control that (at least science isnt there yet)
age. i may look younger but we are roughly a year or so apart from
each other
the Empire State Building was built in around a year
golden gate bridge was built in five years
now you cant do that but fortunately President Trump is changing

things
even though i may not agree with everything he thinks, says or

does, etc
even underrated or unheard of people deserve credit
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to
help each other
notice how the lyrics to add the songs
i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me,

maybe happy or maybe sad
mobbed pilot episode
theres no limit to what humans can do when they help each other
im not saying my world or in general would end, but it will be hard

to move on
henry makow and why women should be feminine so men can be

more masculine
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my

phone sometimes, so maybe people have seen me even though they
dont know or care
i did all of this (in writing) and people don't even realize it
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i will try to remember when i did this regarless if it is sad
i think it is almost done at the same time but a little later after i
started writing
i wonder why we just abide by those who don't let us speak up (by
pressuring, etc) also bothers me and should bother you too
why would you just stand there and to let yourself be brainwashed
nonsense about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as

far as I know
maybe i could be a prodigy (a genius) myself in the making, or even

supergenius
i dont men to brag or anything
i think of these characters

bugs bunny
dr who
rick sanchez (maybe you could be jessica, i dont know)
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than
others), but the system, society, matrix, etc puts us down
talk about the matrix movies, red pill moment
and we just go along and put up

im not sure how long this is going on
this could be anyone that talks to you besides those who are
named
not sure what is going to happen
if you are feeling miserable when im not there youll have only
yourself to blame
because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good
and i just want to point that out so that you dont end up with the
wrong special someone and get divorced.
mention other things to point out
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try
and i want to give you a heads up
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i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont
lose respect for us either.
the way we look at each other
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is

between you and i if things would work, instead of me reminding
you constantly
like i mentioned before, it sure is hard to fight these feedings
i would think you and me were good together till the bitter end
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i

can fathom or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if
i might go out of my way or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now

several thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in
love with you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals
i wish i can be like Jim Thorpe and other greats
think back to FED event
the best is yet to come, i dont know about you
if north and south korea can get along, why not the following
groups:
kkk and black panthers

crips and bloods gangs
if everyone got along
its like we can stop world war 3 and not have the industrial
complex
we can have peace or the path to it at least
by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months

after yours. gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im
president or not! and id definitely share my life with you for as
long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless
things. we wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it
can be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show
you, so that is why i mention this here
forget me nots
trump and kim may talk later in May or June pr whenever

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i got a feeling, a very good and strong feeling that this will
change everything
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even
better notes to add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in
trying to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and trying to get
you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never
know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be

overrated but it is definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart

of gold. i may have mentioned this before too
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly,
i dont know anyone else personally who does or would do that
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you
can thank your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when
you were about to shun me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it

shouldnt be a love-hate relationship, only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's

terms so that you and anyone else can understand
with me you wouldnt cry tears of pain, but tears of joy
now in 2018 that you couldnt do years ago
face it, im one of the few people that really make you feel brand
new
hole in my heart that can never truly be replaced if its not with
you
dont throw me away, I know i wont (not intentionally)
im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats

really going on and think for yourself
people have literally some or no idea whatsoever
some things we may not have to do because there are those who
speak up
i would count the stars and think you would be there
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the

ones we dont know (they could be hidden too)
it sucks they would want to drug people with pills
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help you cope with whats going on with your current situation
and anything you may be going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between
us. they are depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
just ask yourself if you're really happy
never say goodbye
add to girl from my college radio station
she also happens to be Colombian and is like you
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i

would hope we would be better than that
i am a broken man without you
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw

you in August for the first time in eight years
only you know for sure and in some aspects so do I. i already

said my peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to officials assignors too
add to milo
i dont know why women go along with feminism
people should like to get their hands dirty and not care what
others think
the latin expedition is coming up
recall jose jose bio
i was still thinking of you
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes

were teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just
telling you how I feel
Maybe we're Kanye and Kim or similar
add to innocent people in prison

not even get justice
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people who support Cliven Bundy or LaVoy Finicum
Daniel Shaver
It's similar to Trayvon Martin, Michael Brown
We would rather be social justice warriors instead of being

brave people
hidden history
(describe in a nutshell)
Black Wall Street, Battle of Athens, Pretty Boy Charles
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside
us, including opiate receptors too
anyhow, i should have known the signs
what could go or has gone wrong in doing this
why did things happen the way they did
mami no me hagas esto
eres tu
i sang lo pasado pasado and i just couldnt help but keep

thinking of you
toda una vida
eventually ill sing another song that is more painful
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the

cafeteria while his girl was also a senior like i am
mention more couples that i know or have seen
when i see a girl alongle, whether she looks like you or not
even when you were by yourself i wish i wouldve walked up to

you
maybe things would've been the same or maybe not
binge eating
police
sympathy and empathy
crazy things
my goals
how i can change, but you should change for the most part
Thailand kiss contest

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carrying wife obstacle course
maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see
for yourself and not gave to go through as much hardships as I
did
this will probably affect you as you get older
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i
know that it is not your fault, but you still knowingly or
unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then
and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to
me ever again
john mayer your body is a wonderland

john mayer is awesome
if john and katy were still together, we would be them!
if you get what im saying, im glad youre catching on
its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and
would try to keep us apart
a bunch of songs after no more feelings by end of April and

some of May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the

1067 lite fm one
Delilah is really awesome and wise
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued.

Just know that i did care and still do (not sure if i should
though)
other couples or anyone in general could be jealous
finalizing the items
at this point i am thinking of a good, solid ending to all of this
it is not guaranteed we would be together forever but at least

its worth a try
together rick
this will most likely become more famous than President

Trump and politics
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the
worries of all the bad stuff in this world
i can only imagine your face as a reaction
i just hope everyone and everything will be okay

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i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world
and i may be ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

Im like, both even though I am Ecuadorian
As far as our qualities, etc go, just think and remember what
youre giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug
me harder so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other
for EIGHT YEARS
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about

things. unfortunately, that may never happen
pretty girl clean
pretty yes but not so nice
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you

have the first two that are the answers to the blanks that the
public or anyone that stumbles across the docs file is left
wondering who i am talking about
what is going on they would say
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i

want her family to know too, even if I only met the mom for
now
ill try my best and i have tried too
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad

things people think and say about me.
i just wish you would feel and do the same
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other

doesnt mean we couldn't keep in touch
you wouldnt even meet with me for some reason other than
being "really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song
girl refereeing a game and the away coach

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none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize
im not around
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has
to change and maybe me too (only not as much)
(think of the reaction neutral)
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to

notes and thought, amd organize this in order (such as
beginning parts)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing

and we should discover it all
we should take another look and a closer one at my situation
after all, truth is stranger than fiction
1980 quote revolutionary act
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be

discovered (not just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1
civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star
Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of

this writing, the items, the past, what we know as far as just
us greeting ewch other, and other things
in the end, that will be all i have to say on the matter
why i couldn't talk about this before and how i have to go

through so much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and

Clyde, we would be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help

back me up what im trying to say
people have got to see where im coming from
you miss one hundred percent when you dont try
try and triumph comparison
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trump and triumph comparison
it is now every few days

a few women remind me of you
i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older
(thinking it works out in the end)
kayne west situation about mental institution
q anon and it being so mysterious
why you wont talk to me

sad ending elaborate
i saw a bunch of couples on a motorcycle

to have me, have each other every day and when one of us
isnt around, we would surely miss each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your
family. why couldnt you do the same
we are missing the chance of a lifetime
speak softer, love louder
add to good old days boys will be boys and girls will be girls
too!
im not trying tp be religious or anything, im just saying
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other

underrated greats (the government is obsessed with him and
others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc civilizations
no matter what i do, i just cant avoid being reminded of you
female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble

you, couples too
ex used to live where you used to live, not sure if that is a

sign
there are so many of them listed here too
you really let me down, often i think how i can still talk to
you
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not

Christmas because they sure make you get into the spirit or

ive had that bookbag for EIGHT YEARS, who wouldve

thought
when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may

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have caught you off guard
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say

anything. i cant read your mind, how am i supposed to
know if there was awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very

impressed by how much i can write. especially if that
person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way

around and you did this for me
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if

people did what i did!
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of
seeing others suffer. like i said before, this isnt a joke or
anything.
i really, truly have feelings for you.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but
this is still appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the

place for some reason
*aww, our birthdays are both on a Saturday
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be

surprised, i believe we share a lot of things in common. we
just dont know it yet
however, the way things are going i dont know if we ever

will
conspiracy theories, however plenty have came true even

ones right now
enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a
negative reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything

as well from players, teams, staff and officials
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else

writes so much about someone
its like a dream but we all know its not
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i

think its too much
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in

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writing. a friend of mine said do it as a project and i did
we couldve been workout buddies or friends in general
talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a

soulmate, i had you.
both of our graduations may be on different days and may

be hours away, but i do know that i am thinking of you. i
just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i
have done something bad to you.
*you are like Ivanka Trump in a way. Beautiful and

successful.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I

just wish you wouldnt treat me like you did a few months
ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about

this. i told your mom and I assumed she told you about
this.
preview for ending to this
corruption in all aspects of life
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what
was wrong so I can fix it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth
about to cry (trying to hide any signs of sadness from the
public)
add to the simpsons

comic book guy and japanese girl
all other relationships
the length of this could break records
as long as the hela cells
to think all that time wasted on not being with each other.
well, it is better late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen.

i tried explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same
because she is not you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i

went through and how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we

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both did and a lot
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help

myself. i just have a lot of love to give and there people
that sweet in this world
add to what if
only we are meant for each other and no one else
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red

light. im thinking that is you
i wouldn't be surprised if either of us are left wondering
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another

model wearing a hoodie from your university.
im like, "wha..."
again i think of you and keep thinking of you
even when i see people wondering or doing anything

casual
i saw a couple and realized there is someone for someone
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something

but he happens to be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.
often I am told i am Indian/Filipino!

we should find ways to make each other happy and be

able to keep it that way for as long as possible
but you wont even talk to me so whats the point
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those

who tried to get in between us and you know very well
who they are
elaborate on the above
rise against the injection (melody amd some lyrics)
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely

and if we were together we would have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant

to you is quite remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean
anything to you
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and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed
to stick by you and respect your decisions as to who is
part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do.
most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it
boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you of a
boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called
them out in the beginning around the third page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact

i never want you to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what

happened. i meant well and i only wanted to show the
world how excited i was in you coming into my life again.
i wish it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without

mentioning to others which girl i was talking about, i
mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say
people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with
this. you ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know
why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you

really hate me, then ill leave
Yes, I'm single. And you'll have to be amazing
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was

never given the chance to show you how amazing I can
be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i

appreciate you and not take you for granted. i wiah youd
do the same for me
add to fashion show couple

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble
you. when they read this, they'll know it's them and its
nothing bad either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and

me if we were together, that us something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others

knew how hard it was. it may still be a bit ackward in the
least
there must be something we both can do for each other's

efforts.
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like

its nothing. this is NOT easy to do, especially writing
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this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all
for you, girl
maybe its something unique about us
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years

into a few thousand pages
you really let me down and I just had to explain it fully
yesterday once more
even the last formal from my college is hard without you

(black tie affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy.
also, what type of guy are they with
Milo is right on many things. (why)
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make

sure you just go back to your old ways
its not just you or me but us
just think, "i want a husband and a father for my kids"
(other suggestions to follow)
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a

certain degree only we know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a

baby girl and she looked like you. strangely enough, she
smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long
before our encounter
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to
my right on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen
were like us. im like, "thats our date whether its the first
or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if

things work out it will have to be later. it has to be later
and i have to be patient
not sure whats on your mind
not sure what is on the horizon
use visavie
viral
*strangely in beginning with proprietorship

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bookbag

i wish you would have all done this for me too
there's no way this is menaingless and it wasnt since

to me youre not
what if we are together and you have doubts
what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can

still have mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont
find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two
working as a team but why bother if you would never
go for it
endless love
elaborate on risks in a relationship

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what
happened. i dont want to push you away or lose you
(lose you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be

closer it doesnt mean i am a bad person. couples break
up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i
never want us to be them
whats love got to do with it
i mean, what am i supposed to tell our kids why

mommy is gone
or why you werent their mommy
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a

bad person. yes, the one guy who would have put up
with her and loved her unconditionally
what are you going to tell your kids why im not their
daddy
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better
for us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so
that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we

couldve had and like before, you wont get those years
back. i waited four years until middle school and then
didnt see you for close to eight years until that day in
August which changed my life forever and i may never
forget. who would have thought that in one order i
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would see the name of the girl from many years ago
recall bad, neutral, and good parts of this
outcomes as well
the FDA is a far bigger problem than Syria
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of

you. she didnt look like you but the fact that she was a
girl
elaborate the sentences in Spanish when you can
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel
about her completely but keep it appropriate
not sure why i feel the way i do but i do
dj got us falling in love again
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every

minute of every day i am with you
who knows? we could have found the one person

meant for us and we wouldnt know until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several

people told me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to
prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove
them right?
describe seinfeld characters and the show itself
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl
one day down, the rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do

wonder what it would be and yours too.
add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give
up so much too.
i would do anything for you yet you wouldnt
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other

ones too, but unfortunately youre so messed up you
dont even care
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little?

not even as a friend?
recall not saying anything when we hugged
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would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how
can we make sure that isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would

that make me any less than real
add to visions recent
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am

still reminded of what wouldve or shouldve been
i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday,

this is just too much.
maybe its the fear of the unknown
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the

beginning that is working against me
we must ask ourselves what we live for.
what do YOU live for
if we were ever together, we must take care of each

other and be there for one another whether there are
good times or bad times (thick and thin)
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going

through so much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule
it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us

regarldess of what factor contributed to this, etc
maybe we're not meant to be together, not even

friends
On Sun, Apr 15, 2018 at 1:10 AM, Christopher

Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
who knows what best times and great moments we

could have had together. i wasnt a sociable person
but i would change for the better
the all nighter was like project graduation
i wish you were there with me
elaborate about the prom
this all tends to be a struggle
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other

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(probably you most of the time)
you need someone to make you feel like yourself.
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG
(anything that resembles or has to do with a hug)
infidelity would be nonexistent

i wonder if you would hae infidelity though
if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything

similar, thats messed up, because i didnt do
anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at
least.
i didnt do anything to deserve this
(but mention before)

again im not sure what is or could be wrong with
you
if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont

hate you despite the way you treated me
i just wish there was something i can do to help you

change.
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at

all), then this is good for the future
we should find ways to not forget about each other
i wonder if either one (or both) of us is meant for

someone else.
what about being alone
better being alone quote
maybe we complete each other

even couples as twins
if i havent seen you still, this would be a LOT longer
some people say we are related to each other which

explain the visions ive been having (maybe)
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even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type,
how can we change that
when i look at children, i still keep thinking of

us
we want whats best for both of us
we should work together side by side
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or

have to do with something regarding this
i wouldn't miss having the chance to be with you for

anything in the world
tesla lived without someone, please dont let me be

lonely
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be

awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we both help
her out
look back at every moment you can remember back

in elementary school and middle school
know when something is genuine or not
im not stalking her or anything when talking about

instagram
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future,

so i keep it roughly the same as english to be fair
i dont believe i have writers block and i dont intend

do
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want

to get things off my chest and not have a dark cloud
hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i

dont know if i remind her of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i

look like one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if
the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them
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knowing your history prevents the same bad stuff
from repeating
you may be annoying with interests that i may not

agree or obsess with, but as long as i can be with
you and not have to leave your side, then its worth
it. maybe you would agree with what i just said and
feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
there also the fear of the unknown
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking

of you and while i was writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen

each other, the amount of pages and items would
supersede than what it would be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the

fall semester would begin, there would most likely
be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the
items
out of order
you need right now
what i need right now
we both need right now
the law of attraction
go back then, the way some things were only treat

each other equally
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA

suppress alternative forms of medicine such as
cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
if only we would focus more on problems at home

rather than abroad
if we can catch up, well that would be a long shot
i wish we were more nicer to each other, not be

mean
maybe its a love hate relationship between us

without it being an actual relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp,

which can be used in countless ways
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i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to

begin with, but no matter. one has got to try.
maybe i could be exaggerating about the end of

the world.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can

get just to tell you how i really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do?

Theyre jealous, envious, and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been

lifted off my shoulders and the dark cloud went
away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter
what. You are between the two people facing each
other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you
have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make you
cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I
wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I
mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this,

maybe my parents, friends, or society. It's possible
history had a part in it as well
thug life quote tupac
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here.

reach out to me in the future if youre not really
busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each

other. that also applies for many things as to why
we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are

what is wrong with the world. clearly they are part
of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other

things when you are as serious as i am about
everything
the circumstances would probably be too hard on

us if we were together
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what if someone cried when reading this
i know only what you think counts but your mom

would be mad (or in the least upset). i mean, she is
really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i
really want her as my mother in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a

weird side of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas
if we were together, id be like coming home for

dinner
if we had kids, it would be like

"honey, im home. how are you? how are the kids?
where's dinner?"
Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my

family. That'd be the best thing most of all
por que sera
why are things the way they are in the world, not
just personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel

weird in the least
and i may feel that way for quite some time
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just

recall bias against me would leave me with
uncertainty
add to reasons know the mom

my reputation and the fact that i dont have a bad
track record
you wouldnt know until later one way or another,

honesty is best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote
i wish you would stop having feelings of

resentment
love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever

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make it up to you
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers

block but fortunately i manage to remember.
maybe because thats love, although im not sure if
thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when

reminded of me besides the hug and text. you
didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did,
but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you
know what they say, no harm, no foul.
(how else she didnt know)
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i

dont know if it is worth it. then again, i should try
to get as much out of me about you as possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so

something must be up
add to negatives i think im going to be sick
that's weird, because its the opposite when im

with you. you actually would heal me instead of
making me sick. like in August, it was the first
time I was happy after a few years of not being
able to smile

even if you get overweight, fat, obese, etc
whenever i see in law
in the fashion show, i also saw a couple.
its like our reflections and almost the same skin

tone on both of them. both are younger than us,
theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between

teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds me
of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just

something or a bunch of things that i like about
you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see
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pics of me doing your expression as if im you!
depending on how you look at it, its like if we

were partners (those two i previously mentioned
are and most likely a couple). imagine me and
you in one picture.
(describe the pic step by step, etc)

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only
tongue between teeth sticking out)
then like me
its almost androgynous like conchita wurst
make that mark in life and if possible you can

help me like i would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would

be any other girl like you. someone out there
who can do what i did and feel the same way i
do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the

potential humanity has for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe

very) to do what i do here. i just wish you were
the same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide

things or hold anything back
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i

should how much i would appreciate every
moment we are together
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you

love like that? no one.
i hope i dont go too far which i dont see how

intentionally
be glad in some sense i chose you for some

reason
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our

lives would be like if we were a couple.
i know its my fault for how things ended up as of

now
i may not know what youre doing on or off

campus, but i know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope

you still think of me regardless of any new post,
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pic, etc
deserve and reform so you can still want and

have me
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you

blocking and ignoring me completely. not quite
sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite

me never being mean or anything to you.
ive literally been nothing but or no less than

sweet to you
its like so many things in this world happening

at once
what if you are bored and not get much from life
the same may be for me and for everybody at

one point
i think this is every question as I can think of

that comes to mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to

this and making you feel negatively towards me
for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body
or anything superficial. It's just something inside
you whether it is the cute expressions you do or
i dont know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i

really mean the things i am saying. i would
never treat you any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was

possible, youd be my girl for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no

matter what happens just know that in my
opinion I was the one for you. We were made for
each other and if only we couldve showed the
world that
If there is the end of the world when world war

3 happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i
would like to spend the last few moments with
you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and

not hide or deny things like how one feels any
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longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to

be with you as the world ends, I know Ive at
least accomplished something. it kind of feels
like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made
comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill

be okay and it looks like i may have to learn to
live with it. i will have to learn to live with the
fact that regardless of how things went down,
we wont be able to be with each other
talk about how it may help stop ww3
what is the reaction

i want to go out on a high note when i end this

writing
remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings

(neither of us are fat, just skinny or chubby)
or it aint over til its over
sorry, i dont mean to go for broke here
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all

have a good sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never
fades or dies out that way neither of us has to
be sad.
put this all together somehow
i dont want us to realize many years into the

future what we could have if we were together
at this point i am not asking you to do

anything except think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i

wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may
not be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly

excrpt vanity and a few other things (that i am
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aware of)
dont feel like you would be stuck with me
why do you let others tell you what to do, how

to think, who to be with, etc
whats the worse that could happen
nothing but having fun and a good life.
i dont know why thats so hard to understand
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know

you'll still put up with me and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice,

kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's
because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i

would never run out of making you feel like
yourself
we would just have to be mutual when

interacting with each other. there should be
an equality with how we treat each other, etc
they say its the little things
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can

do more for you to remember me like i
remember you. think about it, after August I
recalled roughly ten or more years solely
about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3

before it begins or once it starts before it gets
bad. of course most people dont realize what
is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an

EMP attack first. people would have to print
this out and i have a strong feeling that it is
way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if

we actually stopped the war (or at least if we
tried)
(mention other strong feelings)
i dont know if this is a time capsule or

something
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just

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remember what i have done. maybe in another
life (recall katy perrys song the one that got
away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel

the same and unfortunately for me, you may
never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the

guy for you and you never realized it. you only
misjudged me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make

it up to you
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed

episode has done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another

girl who had received such gifts. i dont think
there is another situation like this. maybe this
is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither

of us are rich so this is sure something for
anyone to be in awe
what you can do for her

how
what she can do for you

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you

up when you are sad, i can do so much more.
we can do so much more for each other in the
years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the

top, my bad. although i do feel like ive
outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i
like how i feel about her and that i care
i hope no one holds it against me
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply

treat others with dignity and respect
if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"!

not until i succeed
even when other girls smile
its like i remain loyal
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb

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or stupid. I doubt I am though because in the
least you never got back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am

doing just that (or at least trying to)
i just hope i dont get backlash for simply

writing about how i feel
dwight
true love
lets be honest and tell what we think
not sure if in high school first boyfriend
loyalty even as a friend
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that

wouldnt be bad either

Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
wrote:
EFORE DECEMBER7 PT 71
VJ kiss is labeled as sexual harrassment
they wanted to remove the statue too. this is

stupid but thats liberalism for you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in

english has four kids. i thought she was a
little bit like your mom, who then reminded
me of you
ORDER*
recall high school stuff like baby simulator
talk about that experience
and here just recall:
i wish i was with you in high school or at

least have gotten to know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine

us both at the time and now
there were some couples ive seen who were

like parents
babysitting and i was with you
oh my god, we would be like parents

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sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me

(unfortunately) but just compare whoever
you like or are with me, know who is who.
whichever makes more sense, or me and

him
youll notice there are opposites, one being

distinct with the other as well
a woman much older than us both

she is asian and reminds me of you
even girls with a bigger body dont compare

to you. i would always care about you and
love you for who you are!
you must be out of your mind and i thought i

was
it must be awesome waking up and realizing

you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know
how that feels until much later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had

a real girlfriend and you probably never a
real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was

wrong with you. you didn't tell me to back
off or anything. for me, it was the best day
ever
one direction best song ever
its like everything will be okay sort of thing
like you cant believe in some things, plenty

of them
looks like your younger sister playing

softball like you did in another school i was
doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the

girl holding her son and the guy walking the
dog (you have a dog)
a girl walking her dog

(when girls walk their dogs i am reminded
of you)
twins mother/daughter like you and your

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mom
you and your mom younger or in the future

when you have kids of your own
its ironic you dont have her name even

though you look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and

had kids of our own
pets remind me too of you
when families are expecting, i think of you

and me expecting our first child or
expecting our second, and so forth
family members remind me if you too
i imagined that even if i was somewhere

crying and you came looking for me
(if i mentioned crying, it is back and forth)
just let the good times roll
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found

out you werent even trying
king of the hill

and other shows, movies in entertainment
even showbiz
maube youll soon be wondering if i am

worth it
i would ask you, am i really a bad guy?
who knows, there can be times that will

include moments between us that can last a
lifetime like our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and

ill never know so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in
August before the semester started. but
then again, you wouldnt make the time and
it shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i
gave you nothing but the best life
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if you werent so good to me, you dont see
me saying you ruined my life
how she would react (i can only speculate)
how her so called friends will react
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are

more of a problem than iran
we need a domestic policy and not a foreign
policy so much
the moment you tell me we can work it out

and see where it goes
bowling for soup today is gonna be a great
day
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do

the same) or the smug attitude to a guy that
wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes
had a so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do

anything for you (you should do the same,
you kno
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Subject: Re: BEFORE DECEMBER7
Date Sent: Thursday, June 28, 2018 3:04:19 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
I was thinking of the hug (from the encounter we had), the writing, and the items. If you dont
want this, you should have told me but either way i had to channel my feelings somehow.
I gave the items to either your mom or someone in your circles I can trust. I hope you dont take
it personal. hey, you hurt me and all I did was hug you really hard, be annoying with texts, wrote
several thousand pages, and give you a bunch of items to remember me by
On Thu, Jun 28, 2018, 3:32 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:


Nothing you do
Jovial
Jun 28

On Wed, Jun 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:

wrote:
1:49 too!
On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:41 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:


HONEY IM HOME
ITS SO WEIRD, BUT I STILL KEEP WRITING A BIT MORE EVEN IF IT IS NOT
LIKE BEFORE
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ABOUT, IT IS ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST
BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH THE TRUTH
I have never seen anything so ridiculous in this world like what's been going on
here
Owl missed man
Im not saying you have to accept me or anything, but just know what youre doing
and what youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
about your whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to
you. I would've defended you
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At the same time, another ref was the same as the guy was a girl's older brother
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i
thought of you so much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or
happen if neither one of us puts in the effort
Im not asking for anything, but for you just to listen to what i have to say (or read
this)


Youre just so odd
I wish I can tell anyone who is reading this that you are a great girl and not a jerk
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing
i do (not a bad poetic note)
I just don't want to see you get hurt by some jerk that is not worth a second of you
happen soon
Cant expect
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Visions whether its people or both the flags or anything in general if you think
about it
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess
i may never know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape
Cod ten hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you know
what I am saying there
I saw on the highway that a man and a woman were on the side of the road. I was
like, a stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded
and what we would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
And the something about Valiant Thor, the government coverups, and the Big
Oil/Big Pharma medical cartel
We should not ridicule, condescend, etc anyone regardless when questioning

things

Like I said before, I just can't forget and maybe I will never be able to forget
this.

convertible
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our emotions
prego women

glad you came
are you going to continue college as a graduate and as a ph D? I may in a few

years
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
unnecessary
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I sure
if you, your mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me
completely. I didn't do anything to you other than a big hug and texts. You
were the one who blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way
broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
When i looked up the info for your alma matter, for some reason I couldnt find
your name anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things
between you and schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt
know for sure why

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big mistake
again with society
if ww were together
press briefing
(street smart)
I guess I was wrong. if you feel so much hatred for me, I'm sorry I ever met
you
(if you see make lives better, add somewhere you read about trillions of
dollars)
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a

country tolerate such madness!

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Magazines
Military
Mean girls
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting

boring and I don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies
but only you have the original items
wouldnt you say i want a bf or husband someday, im not going to act like
this
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is

everything i would want you to remember me by
talk about formal
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i

talked to her
stuck with you

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llora alma mia
surprised if your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same.
thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant
be any closure or peace for me
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i
like them, like a girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that an
infinite amount is not enough and it will never be enough
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would be
there for you

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subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all
the girls out there
you may say (include other examples) that i dont mean this, but i do. i really,
really do
visions
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not
just by past people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
visions
i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago who got hit in the face with
a softball
i wouldnt die without you, but it would really be painful for the years ahead
how far ill go

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magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and
i saw this girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

that had MY info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel
Blanc, and others (mention Grey, Tara, etc)
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or

that stuff like that. women do that too and no one gossips more than they
do
world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world)
that i like this girl
of course, ill be okay in the least if i have to let you go and never see you
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again

ill try to order things that lead to this in order as much as i can remember
you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the
inspiration i gave
i just couldnt think or imagine you being with someone else or even
beyond that
it's only fair you go through what i went through so you know what it
feels like
Ecuadorian in a car or both of them were Ecuadorians and i still thought

of you

maybe its not so much coming on too strong but im just too much for you
or something
anyone says
I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you
just the two of us
just the two of us
just because we would have a fight, it doesnt mean we cant love each
other
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to
know the truth and so should i
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enamorada y herida
seriously, i cant believe you let others deprive you of having a real
boyfriend
through
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time
(around a week or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i
bet you probably dont care either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read
these notes (for some reason not just others but i too cant understand my
own writing)
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea
of what i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one
can only imagine the outcome
at this point i dont even know what to tell people on things like how i feel,
etc
we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and science
while you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though,
there just has to be respect on both sides
do you feel sorry for me? because i feel sorry for you and anyone else that
reads this

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problems
two people, maybe youre not meant for me and meant for someone else
add to talk to you
i hate it when i cant be near you or when you are always kept from me
for some reason
all in the family
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or
just friends i would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life
more
i used to be really ackward and now things are changing and im sure
are too
add to not pc
it just saddens me that we couldn't talk to each other much, let alone
do anything together because i really think (or thought at the time) that
we would have a chance
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in

the US. but that also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one
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else or very few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump
(maybe you do too!), kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be
understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen
you for so long and care about you so much
no time for a relationship? youve prob had more bfs than me having gfs
unconventional, to prevent too much boundaries or roadblocks to

success
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to
improve in sports (athlete, official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by
the way we're acting. that is not including the "aww's"!

like, how can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my
family is? I only know a few people yet they can't help me on the
project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you
were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if
my life would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my
heart that i would care about you and love you so much that i can't take
it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother.
whenever i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded
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me of you
im glad that i would send at least a message of what i am trying to say
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a

mentality. i didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such
wimps. no wonder the world cant take us seriously and laughs at us
i really dont know how any real change is going to happen and it is
really sad

if i were to lose you, it would be a nightmare for me that would never

end
add to reaction
something like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if
they are not around
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rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept

i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation

here in the text, but feel free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i
see two random people or couples and it makes me think we will end
up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like.
maybe you or me or both of us think we are better than the other
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each other

things
even though i may not agree with everything he thinks, says or does,
etc
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to
help each other

im not saying my world or in general would end, but it will be hard to

move on
henry makow and why women should be feminine so men can be

more masculine
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my phone

sometimes, so maybe people have seen me even though they dont
know or care
i think it is almost done at the same time but a little later after i
started writing
nonsense about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as far
as I know

supergenius
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bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than
others), but the system, society, matrix, etc puts us down

this could be anyone that talks to you besides those who are
named
yourself to blame
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and
i want to give you a heads up
i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont lose
respect for us either.
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between
you and i if things would work, instead of me reminding you
constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can
fathom or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i
might go out of my way or over the top
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im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with
you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals
if north and south korea can get along, why not the following
groups:

its like we can stop world war 3 and not have the industrial
complex
by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months

after yours. gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im
president or not! and id definitely share my life with you for as long
i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless
things. we wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can
be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you,
so that is why i mention this here
forget me nots
i got a feeling, a very good and strong feeling that this will change
everything
better notes to add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying
to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and trying to get you to
notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be

overrated but it is definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of

gold. i may have mentioned this before too
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i
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dont know anyone else personally who does or would do that
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can
thank your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you
were about to shun me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt

be a love-hate relationship, only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms

so that you and anyone else can understand
face it, im one of the few people that really make you feel brand
new
hole in my heart that can never truly be replaced if its not with you
im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really

going on and think for yourself
speak up
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones
we dont know (they could be hidden too)

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation
and anything you may be going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us.
they are depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
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she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would
hope we would be better than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw

you in August for the first time in eight years
only you know for sure and in some aspects so do I. i already said
my peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
people should like to get their hands dirty and not care what
others think
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were
teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling
you how I feel

Daniel Shaver
We would rather be social justice warriors instead of being brave

people
hidden history
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us,
including opiate receptors too
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eres tu
i sang lo pasado pasado and i just couldnt help but keep thinking
of you
toda una vida

even when you were by yourself i wish i wouldve walked up to

you
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for
yourself and not gave to go through as much hardships as I did
unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and
you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me
ever again

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a bunch of songs after no more feelings by end of April and some

of May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067
lite fm one
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just

know that i did care and still do (not sure if i should though)
it is not guaranteed we would be together forever but at least its

worth a try
together rick
this will most likely become more famous than President Trump
and politics
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and
i may be ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

youre giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug
me harder so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for
EIGHT YEARS

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pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you

have the first two that are the answers to the blanks that the
public or anyone that stumbles across the docs file is left
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i

want her family to know too, even if I only met the mom for
now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things
people think and say about me.

you wouldnt even meet with me for some reason other than
being "really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize
im not around
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to
change and maybe me too (only not as much)
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to

notes and thought, amd organize this in order (such as
beginning parts)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing

and we should discover it all
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who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be

discovered (not just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1
civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star
Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this
writing, the items, the past, what we know as far as just us
greeting ewch other, and other things

through so much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and

Clyde, we would be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back

me up what im trying to say



to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt
around, we would surely miss each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your
family. why couldnt you do the same
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add to good old days boys will be boys and girls will be girls
too!
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other

underrated greats (the government is obsessed with him and
others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc civilizations
female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble

you, couples too
ex used to live where you used to live, not sure if that is a sign
you really let me down, often i think how i can still talk to you


ive had that bookbag for EIGHT YEARS, who wouldve

thought
when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may

have caught you off guard

anything. i cant read your mind, how am i supposed to know
if there was awkwardness

impressed by how much i can write. especially if that person
is YOU

imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people

did what i did!
anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this
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is still appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place

for some reason
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be

surprised, i believe we share a lot of things in common. we
just dont know it yet
however, the way things are going i dont know if we ever will
conspiracy theories, however plenty have came true even

ones right now
enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a
negative reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything

as well from players, teams, staff and officials
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else

writes so much about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think

its too much


both of our graduations may be on different days and may be

hours away, but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just
wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have
done something bad to you.
*you are like Ivanka Trump in a way. Beautiful and

successful.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I

just wish you wouldnt treat me like you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about

this. i told your mom and I assumed she told you about this.
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i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was
wrong so I can fix it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth
about to cry (trying to hide any signs of sadness from the
public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other.
well, it is better late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i

tried explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same
because she is not you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went
through and how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both

did and a lot
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i
just have a lot of love to give and there people that sweet in
this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light.
im thinking that is you
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another

model wearing a hoodie from your university.
im like, "wha..."
even when i see people wondering or doing anything casual
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add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but

he happens to be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able

to keep it that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those

who tried to get in between us and you know very well who
they are

the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to

you is quite remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean
anything to you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to
stick by you and respect your decisions as to who is part of
your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not
all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind
how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a
friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the
beginning around the third page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i

never want you to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what

happened. i meant well and i only wanted to show the
world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i
wish it could have worked out

mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's
jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with
this. you ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know
why i stil feel that way but i do
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obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never
given the chance to show you how amazing I can be to
change that status on your end

appreciate you and not take you for granted. i wiah youd
do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you.
when they read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing
bad either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me

if we were together, that us something indeed

least

efforts.
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its

nothing. this is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up
to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you,
girl

yesterday once more

(black tie affair)
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make

sure you just go back to your old ways

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i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a

baby girl and she looked like you. strangely enough, she
smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to my
right on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen
were like us. im like, "thats our date whether its the first or
in general!"

things work out it will have to be later. it has to be later
and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

there's no way this is menaingless and it wasnt since to

me youre not
what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can

still have mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a
way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a
team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

happened. i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose
you for good that is)
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i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer
it doesnt mean i am a bad person. couples break up
because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never
want us to be them
i mean, what am i supposed to tell our kids why mommy

is gone
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a

bad person. yes, the one guy who would have put up with
her and loved her unconditionally
what are you going to tell your kids why im not their
daddy
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better
for us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so
that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we

couldve had and like before, you wont get those years
back. i waited four years until middle school and then
didnt see you for close to eight years until that day in
August which changed my life forever and i may never
forget. who would have thought that in one order i
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of

you. she didnt look like you but the fact that she was a
girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel
about her completely but keep it appropriate

who knows? we could have found the one person meant

for us and we wouldnt know until we tried
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i dont want to have to give up after so long. several
people told me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove
them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them
right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl
one day down, the rest of my life to go

add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up
so much too.
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones

too, but unfortunately youre so messed up you dont even
care
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not
even as a friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can

we make sure that isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that

make me any less than real
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am

still reminded of what wouldve or shouldve been
i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday,

this is just too much.
Streisand effect

if we were ever together, we must take care of each

other and be there for one another whether there are
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good times or bad times (thick and thin)

through so much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it
out, but I wont count on it anytime soon

maybe we're not meant to be together, not even friends
On Sun, Apr 15, 2018 at 1:10 AM, Christopher Tinajero

who knows what best times and great moments we

could have had together. i wasnt a sociable person but
i would change for the better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other

(probably you most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


similar, thats messed up, because i didnt do anything. i
didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

again im not sure what is or could be wrong with you
if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate

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you despite the way you treated me

change.
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at

all), then this is good for the future

someone else.


even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type,

how can we change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends


tesla lived without someone, please dont let me be

lonely
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome

(maybe the best thing ever) if we both help her out
look back at every moment you can remember back in

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elementary school and middle school

instagram
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future,

so i keep it roughly the same as english to be fair
i dont believe i have writers block and i dont intend do
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want

to get things off my chest and not have a dark cloud
hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i

dont know if i remind her of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i

look like one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the
visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them
knowing your history prevents the same bad stuff from

repeating
you may be annoying with interests that i may not

agree or obsess with, but as long as i can be with you
and not have to leave your side, then its worth it.
maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel
the same way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking

of you and while i was writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each

other, the amount of pages and items would supersede
than what it would be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the

fall semester would begin, there would most likely be
only a fraction of the writing you see here and the
items
out of order
you need right now

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go back then, the way some things were only treat
each other equally
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress

alternative forms of medicine such as cannabis oil,
Rife, GcMaf, and many others
if only we would focus more on problems at home

rather than abroad
i wish we were more nicer to each other, not be mean
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without

it being an actual relationship



maybe i could be exaggerating about the end of the

world.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get

just to tell you how i really feel

by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been

lifted off my shoulders and the dark cloud went
add to ACCOUNTING
have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry.
I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish
she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)

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reach out to me in the future if youre not really busy
or a little busy.

other. that also applies for many things as to why we
could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what

is wrong with the world. clearly they are part of the
problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things

when you are as serious as i am about everything
the circumstances would probably be too hard on us

if we were together

really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird

side of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas
if we were together, id be like coming home for

dinner

where's dinner?"

por que sera
why are things the way they are in the world, not
just personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel

weird in the least

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recall bias against me would leave me with
uncertainty

my reputation and the fact that i dont have a bad
track record

honesty is best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote
i wish you would stop having feelings of resentment

love is lost
lonely

make it up to you

block but fortunately i manage to remember. maybe
because thats love, although im not sure if thats true
love

reminded of me besides the hug and text. you didnt
know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its
nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what
they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i

dont know if it is worth it. then again, i should try to
get as much out of me about you as possible

that's weird, because its the opposite when im with

you. you actually would heal me instead of making
me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was
happy after a few years of not being able to smile


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its like our reflections and almost the same skin

tone on both of them. both are younger than us,

teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds me of
you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just

something or a bunch of things that i like about
you
(if applicable)
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were

partners (those two i previously mentioned are
and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in
one picture.

then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help

me like i would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be

any other girl like you. someone out there who can
do what i did and feel the same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the

potential humanity has for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very)

to do what i do here. i just wish you were the
same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things

or hold anything back

should how much i would appreciate every
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love

like that? no one.
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intentionally
be glad in some sense i chose you for some reason
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our

lives would be like if we were a couple.

now
i may not know what youre doing on or off

campus, but i know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope

you still think of me regardless of any new post,
pic, etc
deserve and reform so you can still want and have

me
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking

and ignoring me completely. not quite sure what
has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me

never being mean or anything to you.
ive literally been nothing but or no less than sweet

to you
its like so many things in this world happening at

once
the same may be for me and for everybody at one

point
i think this is every question as I can think of that

comes to mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to

this and making you feel negatively towards me
for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or
anything superficial. It's just something inside you
whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont
know for sure

really mean the things i am saying. i would never
treat you any less than a human being.
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matter what happens just know that in my opinion
I was the one for you. We were made for each
other and if only we couldve showed the world
that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3

happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i
would like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and

not hide or deny things like how one feels any
longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be

with you as the world ends, I know Ive at least
accomplished something. it kind of feels like
Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of
the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be

okay and it looks like i may have to learn to live
with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that
regardless of how things went down, we wont be
able to be with each other


writing

don't mind my sense of humor, we should all

have a good sense of humor
add to what if
fades or dies out that way neither of us has to be
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sad.

at this point i am not asking you to do anything

except think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i

wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may not
be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt

vanity and a few other things (that i am aware
of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to

think, who to be with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know

you'll still put up with me and I'll do the same

kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's because
this writing doesnt go on forever

yourself
we would just have to be mutual when

interacting with each other. there should be an
equality with how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do

more for you to remember me like i remember
you. think about it, after August I recalled
roughly ten or more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3

before it begins or once it starts before it gets
bad. of course most people dont realize what is
going on in Syria
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that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an
EMP attack first. people would have to print this
out and i have a strong feeling that it is way
more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we

actually stopped the war (or at least if we tried)
i dont know if this is a time capsule or

something

remember what i have done. maybe in another
life (recall katy perrys song the one that got
away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the

same and unfortunately for me, you may never
feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the

guy for you and you never realized it. you only
misjudged me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make it

up to you
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode

has done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another

girl who had received such gifts. i dont think
there is another situation like this. maybe this is
second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of

us are rich so this is sure something for anyone
to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up

when you are sad, i can do so much more. we
can do so much more for each other in the years
ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top,

my bad. although i do feel like ive outdone
myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i
feel about her and that i care
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if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"! not

until i succeed
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or

stupid. I doubt I am though because in the least
you never got back to me

i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing

about how i feel
dwight
true love
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that

wouldnt be bad either


a girl in my class who was not fluent in english

has four kids. i thought she was a little bit like
your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
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i wish i was with you in high school or at least
have gotten to know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us

both at the time and now
there were some couples ive seen who were

like parents
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me

(unfortunately) but just compare whoever you
like or are with me, know who is who.
whichever makes more sense, or me and him


even girls with a bigger body dont compare to

you. i would always care about you and love
you for who you are!

was
it must be awesome waking up and realizing

you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a

real girlfriend and you probably never a real
boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong

with you. you didn't tell me to back off or
anything. for me, it was the best day ever
like you cant believe in some things, plenty of

them
looks like your younger sister playing softball

like you did in another school i was doing a
game at
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a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the
girl holding her son and the guy walking the

(when girls walk their dogs i am reminded of
you)
twins mother/daughter like you and your mom

its ironic you dont have her name even though

you look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and

had kids of our own
when families are expecting, i think of you and

me expecting our first child or expecting our
second, and so forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere

crying and you came looking for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found

out you werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
maube youll soon be wondering if i am worth

it
who knows, there can be times that will

include moments between us that can last a
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and

ill never know so ill assume it wont)
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ADD TO TEXT
August before the semester started. but then
again, you wouldnt make the time and it
shows
you ruined my life

if you werent so good to me, you dont see me
saying you ruined my life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are

more of a problem than iran
policy so much
the moment you tell me we can work it out

and see where it goes
bowling for soup today is gonna be a great day
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do

the same) or the smug attitude to a guy that
wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes

anything for you (you should do the same, you
know)
maybe a third page or fit in the second page

somehow
another girl who her name sounds like yours
im sure everything will turn out fine and

maybe we could at least be friends
maybe each gift is every anniversary!

wrote:
i feel as if we have forgotten each other

until now.
i cant believe we let things happen the way

they did
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i cant believe the girl who i thought was my
world would treat me like this and
completely ignore me like i am a horrible
person. maybe that goes beyond garbage
and dirt. i would never treat you like this on
the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
</di
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Date Sent: Thursday, June 28, 2018 3:32:22 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received:

Nothing you do
Jovial
Jun 28

On Wed, Jun 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

wrote:
1:49 too!

wrote:

wrote:

HONEY IM HOME
ITS SO WEIRD, BUT I STILL KEEP WRITING A BIT MORE EVEN IF IT IS NOT LIKE
BEFORE

ABOUT, IT IS ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE
STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH THE TRUTH
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I have never seen anything so ridiculous in this world like what's been going on here
Owl missed man
Im not saying you have to accept me or anything, but just know what youre doing
and what youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
about your whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to
you. I would've defended you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought
of you so much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories

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Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or happen
if neither one of us puts in the effort
Im not asking for anything, but for you just to listen to what i have to say (or read
this)


Youre just so odd
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i
do (not a bad poetic note)
happen soon
Cant expect
Visions whether its people or both the flags or anything in general if you think about
it
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess i
may never know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape
Cod ten hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
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I saw on the highway that a man and a woman were on the side of the road. I was
like, a stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and
what we would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
And the something about Valiant Thor, the government coverups, and the Big Oil/Big
Pharma medical cartel
We should not ridicule, condescend, etc anyone regardless when questioning things

Like I said before, I just can't forget and maybe I will never be able to forget this.

convertible
our emotions
prego women
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glad you came

years
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
unnecessary
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I sure if
you, your mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I
didn't do anything to you other than a big hug and texts. You were the one who
blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I
never did any of that to you
between you and schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt
know for sure why


big mistake
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again with society
if ww were together
press briefing
(street smart)
I guess I was wrong. if you feel so much hatred for me, I'm sorry I ever met you
(if you see make lives better, add somewhere you read about trillions of dollars)
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a country

tolerate such madness!
Magazines
Military
Mean girls

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It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting boring
and I don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but
only you have the original items
wouldnt you say i want a bf or husband someday, im not going to act like this
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything
i would want you to remember me by
talk about formal
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i talked

to her
stuck with you
llora alma mia
surprised if your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats
your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant
be any closure or peace for me
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im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like
them, like a girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
there for you
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subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all the
girls out there
really do
visions
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just
by past people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
visions
i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago who got hit in the face with a
softball
how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i
saw this girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
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mona lisa
marilyn monroe

that had MY info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel Blanc,
and others (mention Grey, Tara, etc)
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that
stuff like that. women do that too and no one gossips more than they do
world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world)
that i like this girl
again

you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the inspiration
i gave
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i just couldnt think or imagine you being with someone else or even beyond
that
it's only fair you go through what i went through so you know what it feels
like
Ecuadorian in a car or both of them were Ecuadorians and i still thought of

you

maybe its not so much coming on too strong but im just too much for you or
something
anyone says
I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you
just the two of us
just the two of us
just because we would have a fight, it doesnt mean we cant love each other
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know
the truth and so should i

enamorada y herida
seriously, i cant believe you let others deprive you of having a real boyfriend
through
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by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around
a week or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you
probably dont care either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read these
notes (for some reason not just others but i too cant understand my own
writing)
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of
what i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can
only imagine the outcome
at this point i dont even know what to tell people on things like how i feel,
etc
while you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though,
there just has to be respect on both sides
reads this


problems
add to talk to you
i hate it when i cant be near you or when you are always kept from me for
some reason
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all in the family
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or
just friends i would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
i used to be really ackward and now things are changing and im sure are
too
add to not pc
it just saddens me that we couldn't talk to each other much, let alone do
anything together because i really think (or thought at the time) that we
would have a chance
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the
US. but that also applies in this world
connect the dots
chummy
bff

understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen
you for so long and care about you so much
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unconventional, to prevent too much boundaries or roadblocks to success
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to improve
in sports (athlete, official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the
way we're acting. that is not including the "aww's"!

like, how can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family
is? I only know a few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i
had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it
would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get
messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would
care about you and love you so much that i can't take it out on you
whenever i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me
of you
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality.

i didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no
wonder the world cant take us seriously and laughs at us
i really dont know how any real change is going to happen and it is really
sad
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if i were to lose you, it would be a nightmare for me that would never

end
add to reaction
something like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if
they are not around
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

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a pic of my watch
birth sept

i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here
in the text, but feel free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see
two random people or couples and it makes me think we will end up
together
each other

things
even though i may not agree with everything he thinks, says or does,
etc
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to help
each other
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move on
henry makow and why women should be feminine so men can be more
masculine

sometimes, so maybe people have seen me even though they dont know
or care
i think it is almost done at the same time but a little later after i started
writing
nonsense about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as far as
I know

supergenius

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others),
but the system, society, matrix, etc puts us down

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this could be anyone that talks to you besides those who are named
yourself to blame
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i
want to give you a heads up
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between
you and i if things would work, instead of me reminding you
constantly
fathom or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might
go out of my way or over the top
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with
you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals
if north and south korea can get along, why not the following groups:

its like we can stop world war 3 and not have the industrial complex
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by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after
yours. gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president
or not! and id definitely share my life with you for as long i live (in
other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things.
we wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite
an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you,
so that is why i mention this here
forget me nots
everything
better notes to add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to
tell you what is going on, what i mean, and trying to get you to notice
me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated

but it is definitely unique

if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i
dont know anyone else personally who does or would do that
thank your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you
were about to shun me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be

a love-hate relationship, only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so

that you and anyone else can understand
face it, im one of the few people that really make you feel brand new
im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really

going on and think for yourself
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speak up
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we
dont know (they could be hidden too)

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and
anything you may be going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us.
they are depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you
in August for the first time in eight years
only you know for sure and in some aspects so do I. i already said
my peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
people should like to get their hands dirty and not care what others
think
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teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you
how I feel

Daniel Shaver

people
hidden history
or health
eres tu
i sang lo pasado pasado and i just couldnt help but keep thinking of
you
toda una vida

even when you were by yourself i wish i wouldve walked up to you

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binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and
you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever
again

a bunch of songs after no more feelings by end of April and some of

May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067
lite fm one


worth a try
together rick
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this will most likely become more famous than President Trump
and politics
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i
may be ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

youre giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me
harder so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for
EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have
the first two that are the answers to the blanks that the public or
anyone that stumbles across the docs file is left wondering who i
am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want
her family to know too, even if I only met the mom for now

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you wouldnt even meet with me for some reason other than being
"really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize im
not around
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes

and thought, amd organize this in order (such as beginning
parts)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and
we should discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered
(not just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in
like 0, not even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
writing, the items, the past, what we know as far as just us
greeting ewch other, and other things

through so much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde,

we would be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back

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me up what im trying to say



i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family.
why couldnt you do the same
add to good old days boys will be boys and girls will be girls too!
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated

greats (the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend
to talk about type one or two, etc civilizations
female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble you,

couples too


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ive had that bookbag for EIGHT YEARS, who wouldve thought
when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have
caught you off guard

anything. i cant read your mind, how am i supposed to know if
there was awkwardness

impressed by how much i can write. especially if that person is
YOU

imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people

did what i did!
anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this
is still appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place

for some reason
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i

believe we share a lot of things in common. we just dont know
it yet
conspiracy theories, however plenty have came true even ones

right now
enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a negative
reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as

well from players, teams, staff and officials
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else writes
so much about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think

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its too much



hours away, but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish
you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have done
something bad to you.
*you are like Ivanka Trump in a way. Beautiful and successful.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just

wish you wouldnt treat me like you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this.

i told your mom and I assumed she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about
to cry (trying to hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well,
it is better late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i

tried explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same because
she is not you
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both

did and a lot
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i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i
just have a lot of love to give and there people that sweet in
this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light.
im thinking that is you
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model

wearing a hoodie from your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but

he happens to be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to

keep it that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who
tried to get in between us and you know very well who they
are

the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to

you is quite remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean
anything to you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to
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stick by you and respect your decisions as to who is part of
your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not
all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind
how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend
in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning
around the third page

im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened.

i meant well and i only wanted to show the world how
excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could
have worked out

i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this.
you ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil
feel that way but i do

given the chance to show you how amazing I can be to
change that status on your end

appreciate you and not take you for granted. i wiah youd do
the same for me

when they read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing
bad either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if

we were together, that us something indeed

least

efforts.

nothing. this is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to
this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
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yesterday once more

(black tie affair)
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure

you just go back to your old ways

i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby

girl and she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at
me as if i knew her. this was obviously long before our
encounter
right on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were
like us. im like, "thats our date whether its the first or in
general!"

things work out it will have to be later. it has to be later and i
have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag
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there's no way this is menaingless and it wasnt since to me

youre not
what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still
have mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way
to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team
but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

happened. i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose
you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it

doesnt mean i am a bad person. couples break up because
the love is gone, they werent close. and i never want us to
be them
i mean, what am i supposed to tell our kids why mommy is

gone
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad

person. yes, the one guy who would have put up with her
and loved her unconditionally
what are you going to tell your kids why im not their daddy
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for
us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i
can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve

had and like before, you wont get those years back. i
waited four years until middle school and then didnt see
you for close to eight years until that day in August which
changed my life forever and i may never forget. who
would have thought that in one order i would see the name
of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
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i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you.

she didnt look like you but the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about
her completely but keep it appropriate

who knows? we could have found the one person meant for
us and we wouldnt know until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people

told me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all
wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one
day down, the rest of my life to go

add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up
so much too.
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones

too, but unfortunately youre so messed up you dont even
care
even as a friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we

make sure that isnt the case


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even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still
reminded of what wouldve or shouldve been
i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this

is just too much.
Streisand effect

if we were ever together, we must take care of each other

and be there for one another whether there are good times
or bad times (thick and thin)

through so much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it
out, but I wont count on it anytime soon


who knows what best times and great moments we could

have had together. i wasnt a sociable person but i would
change for the better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably

you most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
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what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate

you despite the way you treated me

change.
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all),

then this is good for the future

someone else.


even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how

can we change that

us

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casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends


tesla lived without someone, please dont let me be lonely



instagram
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i

keep it roughly the same as english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to

get things off my chest and not have a dark cloud
hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont

know if i remind her of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look

like one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the
visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them

repeating
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree

or obsess with, but as long as i can be with you and not
have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you
would agree with what i just said and feel the same way
(oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of

you and while i was writing this
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if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall

semester would begin, there would most likely be only a
fraction of the writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
go back then, the way some things were only treat each
other equally
the good old days

alternative forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife,
GcMaf, and many others
if only we would focus more on problems at home rather

than abroad
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it

being an actual relationship




world.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get

just to tell you how i really feel

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by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted
off my shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels
good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I
will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she
was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)


reach out to me in the future if youre not really busy or
a little busy.

other. that also applies for many things as to why we
could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is

wrong with the world. clearly they are part of the

the circumstances would probably be too hard on us if

we were together

really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really
want her as my mother in law!)

side of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas
if we were together, id be like coming home for dinner

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where's dinner?"

por que sera
why are things the way they are in the world, not just
personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel weird

in the least

recall bias against me would leave me with uncertainty

my reputation and the fact that i dont have a bad track
record

honesty is best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely

make it up to you

block but fortunately i manage to remember. maybe
because thats love, although im not sure if thats true
love

reminded of me besides the hug and text. you didnt
know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its
nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont

know if it is worth it. then again, i should try to get as
much out of me about you as possible
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that's weird, because its the opposite when im with

you. you actually would heal me instead of making me
sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy
after a few years of not being able to smile

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone
on both of them. both are younger than us, theyre
not even seniors yet

teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds me of
you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something

or a bunch of things that i like about you
(if applicable)

partners (those two i previously mentioned are and
most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one
picture.

then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help

me like i would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be

any other girl like you. someone out there who can
do what i did and feel the same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential

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humanity has for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to

do what i do here. i just wish you were the same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things

or hold anything back

should how much i would appreciate every moment
we are together
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love

like that? no one.

intentionally
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives

would be like if we were a couple.

now
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus,

but i know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you

still think of me regardless of any new post, pic, etc
deserve and reform so you can still want and have

me
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking

and ignoring me completely. not quite sure what has
gotten into you

ive literally been nothing but or no less than sweet

to you
its like so many things in this world happening at

once
the same may be for me and for everybody at one

point

comes to mind
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of course, shame on them for putting you up to this
and making you feel negatively towards me for some
reason
*DISCLAIMER
know for sure

really mean the things i am saying. i would never
treat you any less than a human being.


matter what happens just know that in my opinion I
was the one for you. We were made for each other
and if only we couldve showed the world that

happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would
like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not
hide or deny things like how one feels any longer

accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo
and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in
the beginning
till the world ends

okay and it looks like i may have to learn to live with
it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that
regardless of how things went down, we wont be
able to be with each other


writing

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don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have

a good sense of humor
add to what if
fades or dies out that way neither of us has to be
sad.


except think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted

to tell you how i feel and what i may not be able to
in the future

vanity and a few other things (that i am aware of)

no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll

still put up with me and I'll do the same

kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's because

yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting

with each other. there should be an equality with
how we treat each other, etc
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i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do
more for you to remember me like i remember
you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly
ten or more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before

it begins or once it starts before it gets bad. of
course most people dont realize what is going on
in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP

attack first. people would have to print this out
and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than
just a few pages.

i dont know if this is a time capsule or something

remember what i have done. maybe in another life
(recall katy perrys song the one that got away),
youll be mine.

same and unfortunately for me, you may never feel
the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy

for you and you never realized it. you only
misjudged me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make it

up to you
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode

has done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl

who had received such gifts. i dont think there is
another situation like this. maybe this is second to
Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us

are rich so this is sure something for anyone to be
in awe

how

how
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besides making you laugh and cheering you up
when you are sad, i can do so much more. we can
do so much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top,

my bad. although i do feel like ive outdone myself
in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about
her and that i care

if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"! not

until i succeed

stupid. I doubt I am though because in the least


about how i feel
dwight
true love
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that wouldnt

be bad either


a girl in my class who was not fluent in english

has four kids. i thought she was a little bit like
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ORDER*


there were some couples ive seen who were like

parents
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately)

but just compare whoever you like or are with
me, know who is who.


even girls with a bigger body dont compare to

you. i would always care about you and love you
for who you are!

was
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you

have a soulmate. i guess i may not know how
that feels until much later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a

real girlfriend and you probably never a real
boyfriend

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them
looks like your younger sister playing softball

like you did in another school i was doing a
game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl
holding her son and the guy walking the dog
(you have a dog)

(when girls walk their dogs i am reminded of
you)

its ironic you dont have her name even though

you look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had

kids of our own
when families are expecting, i think of you and

me expecting our first child or expecting our
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying

and you came looking for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out

you werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
maube youll soon be wondering if i am worth it
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who knows, there can be times that will include
moments between us that can last a lifetime like
our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill
never know so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
August before the semester started. but then
again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more

of a problem than iran
policy so much
the moment you tell me we can work it out and

see where it goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the

same) or the smug attitude to a guy that
wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had
a so so day or a really bad day

know)

somehow
im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe

we could at least be friends

i feel as if we have forgotten each other until

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now.
i cant believe we let things happen the way

they did

world would treat me like this and completely
ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe
that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would
never treat you like this on the worst days or
if there was an apocalypse
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Wednesday, June 27, 2018 5:20:32 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Wednesday, June 27, 2018 5:20:32 PM GMT-04:00

On Wed, Jun 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
On Tue, Jun 26, 2018 at 7:43 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
1:49 too!

wrote:

wrote:

wrote:
HONEY IM HOME
BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING ABOUT,
IT IS ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE STRAIGHT
FORWARD WITH THE TRUTH
Owl missed man

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Im not saying you have to accept me or anything, but just know what youre doing and
what youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
Dont even try to play victim. After our encounter, i was not near you (nor knew about
your whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to you. I
would've defended you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought of
you so much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or happen if
neither one of us puts in the effort
Im not asking for anything, but for you just to listen to what i have to say (or read this)


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Youre just so odd
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do
(not a bad poetic note)
happen soon
Cant expect
Visions whether its people or both the flags or anything in general if you think about it
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess i
may never know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape Cod
ten hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
I saw on the highway that a man and a woman were on the side of the road. I was like,
a stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and what
we would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
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William Cooper


convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came

years
longest hug
longest kissing
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mason
Ive ever seen
unnecessary
blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never
did any of that to you
between you and schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt know
for sure why


big mistake
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though. again
with society
if ww were together
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press briefing
really now, because i really believed that you were smart outside of school (street
smart)

Magazines
Military
Mean girls
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting boring
and I don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
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add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but
only you have the original items
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything i
would want you to remember me by
talk about formal
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i talked to

her
stuck with you
llora alma mia
surprised if your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats
your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be
any closure or peace for me
you know?
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inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
there for you
not sure what is going on in terms of vibe and stuff like that. i feel like not only
something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i
tend to be philosophical often times.
subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all the
girls out there
really do
visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would
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be like no other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just
by past people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could
be all of the above
visions
softball
how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i
saw this girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

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I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached
the papers in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY
info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel Blanc,
and others (mention Grey, Tara, etc)
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that
stuff like that. women do that too and no one gossips more than they do
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything about
it. that happens not just in this country, but in other parts of the world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that
i like this girl
again

you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the inspiration i
gave
i just couldnt think or imagine you being with someone else or even beyond
that
it's only fair you go through what i went through so you know what it feels
like
Ecuadorian in a car or both of them were Ecuadorians and i still thought of

you
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something
i mean, doesnt this woman think i want kids someday, who cares what anyone
says
I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just
the two of us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know
the truth and so should i

enamorada y herida
i sincerely ask you this, do you REALLY hate me after all we've been through
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around a
week or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you
probably dont care either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read these
notes (for some reason not just others but i too cant understand my own
writing)
what i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can
only imagine the outcome
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come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than human.
we are surely better than that
at this point i dont even know what to tell people on things like how i feel, etc
while you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there
just has to be respect on both sides
reads this


problems
add to talk to you
some reason
all in the family
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or just
friends i would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
i used to be really ackward and now things are changing and im sure are
too
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add to not pc
would have a chance
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the
US. but that also applies in this world
connect the dots
chummy
bff

understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you
for so long and care about you so much
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to improve
in sports (athlete, official, etc)
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in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the
way we're acting. that is not including the "aww's"!
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like,

how can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I
only know a few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had
your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it would not
get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it
would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you
and love you so much that i can't take it out on you
whenever i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me
of you
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i

didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder
the world cant take us seriously and laughs at us
i really dont know how any real change is going to happen and it is really
sad

if i were to lose you, it would be a nightmare for me that would never end
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add to reaction
something like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if they
are not around
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever
you end up, you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our child,
you never know
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i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in
the text, but feel free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see
two random people or couples and it makes me think we will end up
together
age. i may look younger but we are roughly a year or so apart from each
other
now you cant do that but fortunately President Trump is changing things
even though i may not agree with everything he thinks, says or does, etc
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to help
each other
i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe
happy or maybe sad

move on
masculine

sometimes, so maybe people have seen me even though they dont know
or care

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writing
nonsense about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as far as I
know

supergenius

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others),
but the system, society, matrix, etc puts us down

if you are feeling miserable when im not there youll have only yourself
to blame
because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i
just want to point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong
special someone and get divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i
want to give you a heads up
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and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you
and i if things would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
fathom or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might
go out of my way or over the top
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you,
but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

yours. gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or
not! and id definitely share my life with you for as long i live (in other
words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things.
we wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an
enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so
that is why i mention this here
forget me nots
everything
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better
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notes to add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you
what is going on, what i mean, and trying to get you to notice me. there
may be other meanings too, etc you never know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but

it is definitely unique

if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i dont
know anyone else personally who does or would do that
thank your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you were
about to shun me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a

love-hate relationship, only love

im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going
on and think for yourself
some things we may not have to do because there are those who speak
up

i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they
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are depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you
in August for the first time in eight years
only you know for sure and in some aspects so do I. i already said my
peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
think
teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you
how I feel

Daniel Shaver

people
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hidden history
or health
eres tu
i sang lo pasado pasado and i just couldnt help but keep thinking of
you
toda una vida

binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know
that it is not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went
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along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me
now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again


May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067 lite
fm one


worth a try
together rick
this will most likely become more famous than President Trump and
politics
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i
may be ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

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As far as our qualities, etc go, just think and remember what youre
giving up
harder so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT
YEARS

pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have
the first two that are the answers to the blanks that the public or
anyone that stumbles across the docs file is left wondering who i
am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want
her family to know too, even if I only met the mom for now
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt
mean we couldn't keep in touch
"really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize im
not around

and thought, amd organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
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the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and
we should discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered
(not just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in
like 0, not even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
writing, the items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting
ewch other, and other things
why i couldn't talk about this before and how i have to go through
so much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde,

we would be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me

up what im trying to say



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i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family.
why couldnt you do the same

greats (the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to
talk about type one or two, etc civilizations

couples too
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas

because they sure make you get into the spirit or


anything. i cant read your mind, how am i supposed to know if
there was awkwardness

YOU

imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did

what i did!
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing
others suffer. like i said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
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the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is
still appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place for
some reason

believe we share a lot of things in common. we just dont know it
yet

right now
enter galactic
reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as

well from players, teams, staff and officials
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else writes so
much about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think its
too much



hours away, but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish
you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have done

graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i

told your mom and I assumed she told you about this.
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when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about
to cry (trying to hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it
is better late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried
explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same because she is
not you
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did

and a lot
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just
have a lot of love to give and there people that sweet in this
world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im
thinking that is you

im like, "wha..."
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add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he

happens to be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.


tried to get in between us and you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if
we were together we would have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you
is quite remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean anything to
you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick
by you and respect your decisions as to who is part of your
circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is
based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you
just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the
least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around the
third page

im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i

meant well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i
was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have
worked out

i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this.
you ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil
feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really
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hate me, then ill leave
given the chance to show you how amazing I can be to change
that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate

you and not take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for
me

when they read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad
either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we

were together, that us something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew
how hard it was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least

efforts.

nothing. this is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to
this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years into a
few thousand pages
yesterday once more
even the last formal from my college is hard without you (black
tie affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also,
what type of guy are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure

you just go back to your old ways
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i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby

girl and she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at
me as if i knew her. this was obviously long before our
encounter
right on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were
like us. im like, "thats our date whether its the first or in
general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things
work out it will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to
be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag


youre not
have mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to
make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but
why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

happened. i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you
for good that is)

doesnt mean i am a bad person. couples break up because
the love is gone, they werent close. and i never want us to be
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them

gone

person. yes, the one guy who would have put up with her and
loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for
us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can
be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve

had and like before, you wont get those years back. i waited
four years until middle school and then didnt see you for
close to eight years until that day in August which changed
my life forever and i may never forget. who would have
thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl
from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you.

she didnt look like you but the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about
her completely but keep it appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute

of every day i am with you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for
us and we wouldnt know until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people

told me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all
wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?

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they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one
day down, the rest of my life to go

add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up so
much too.
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too,
but unfortunately youre so messed up you dont even care
even as a friend?



i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this is

just too much.
Streisand effect

if we were ever together, we must take care of each other

and be there for one another whether there are good times
or bad times (thick and thin)

through so much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out,
but I wont count on it anytime soon

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i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably

you most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you
despite the way you treated me

change.
add to if im wrong
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i wonder if either one (or both) of us is meant for someone

else.


even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how

can we change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have

to do with something regarding this




instagram

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i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get
things off my chest and not have a dark cloud hanging
over

not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look

like one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions
resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them

repeating
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or

obsess with, but as long as i can be with you and not have
to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would
agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if
only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of

you and while i was writing this


out of order
you need right now
other equally
the good old days

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if only we would focus more on problems at home rather
than abroad

i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which

can be used in countless ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin
with, but no matter. one has got to try.

world.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just
to tell you how i really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre

jealous, envious, and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off
my shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good
most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what.
You are between the two people facing each other on the
right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a
bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel
terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl
instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe

my parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a
part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach

out to me in the future if youre not really busy or a little
busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other.

that also applies for many things as to why we could be
mysterious too
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wrong with the world. clearly they are part of the

the circumstances would probably be too hard on us if

we were together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would
be mad (or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice
and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as
my mother in law!)

side of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

where's dinner?"
Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family.

That'd be the best thing most of all
por que sera
personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel weird in

the least
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall

bias against me would leave me with uncertainty

record

honesty is best
billy joel honesty
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worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make
it up to you
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block

but fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because
thats love, although im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded

of me besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think
you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all.
really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no
foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont

know if it is worth it. then again, i should try to get as
much out of me about you as possible

that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you.

you actually would heal me instead of making me sick.
like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a
few years of not being able to smile

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone
on both of them. both are younger than us, theyre not
even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth
like you. youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and
the answer is yes
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dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or
a bunch of things that i like about you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics
of me doing your expression as if im you!

partners (those two i previously mentioned are and
most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one
picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue
between teeth sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me

like i would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any

other girl like you. someone out there who can do what
i did and feel the same way i do.

you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to

do what i do here. i just wish you were the same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things or

hold anything back

should how much i would appreciate every moment we
are together
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love like
that? no one.

intentionally

i know its my fault for how things ended up as of now
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but

i know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you

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still think of me regardless of any new post, pic, etc
deserve and reform so you can still want and have me
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and

ignoring me completely. not quite sure what has gotten
into you

ive literally been nothing but or no less than sweet to

you
its like so many things in this world happening at once
the same may be for me and for everybody at one point

comes to mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this

and making you feel negatively towards me for some
reason
*DISCLAIMER
know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really

mean the things i am saying. i would never treat you
any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible,

youd be my girl for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter

what happens just know that in my opinion I was the
one for you. We were made for each other and if only
we couldve showed the world that

happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would
like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not
hide or deny things like how one feels any longer

accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo
and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in the
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beginning
till the world ends

okay and it looks like i may have to learn to live with it.
i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless
of how things went down, we wont be able to be with
each other


writing

don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a

good sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades
or dies out that way neither of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future

what we could have if we were together

except think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to

tell you how i feel and what i may not be able to in
the future

vanity and a few other things (that i am aware of)


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no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll

still put up with me and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind,

sweet, etc things to say but that's because this
writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would

never run out of making you feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting

with each other. there should be an equality with
how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more

for you to remember me like i remember you. think
about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more
years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it

begins or once it starts before it gets bad. of course
most people dont realize what is going on in Syria

attack first. people would have to print this out and i
have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a
few pages.

if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember

what i have done. maybe in another life (recall katy
perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.

same and unfortunately for me, you may never feel
the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy

for you and you never realized it. you only misjudged
me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make it up

to you
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i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has
done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl

who had received such gifts. i dont think there is
another situation like this. maybe this is second to
Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us

are rich so this is sure something for anyone to be in
awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when

you are sad, i can do so much more. we can do so
much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my

bad. although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all
this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her
and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat

others with dignity and respect
if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"! not until

i succeed

stupid. I doubt I am though because in the least you
never got back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing

just that (or at least trying to)

about how i feel
dwight
true love
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I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that wouldnt

be bad either


a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has

four kids. i thought she was a little bit like your
mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*



parents
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately)

but just compare whoever you like or are with me,
know who is who.
youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct

with the other as well

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you.

i would always care about you and love you for
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who you are!
you must be out of your mind and i thought i was

have a soulmate. i guess i may not know how that
feels until much later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real

girlfriend and you probably never a real boyfriend


them
looks like your younger sister playing softball like

you did in another school i was doing a game at
holding her son and the guy walking the dog (you
have a dog)

(when girls walk their dogs i am reminded of you)
you and your mom younger or in the future when

you have kids of your own
its ironic you dont have her name even though you
look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had

kids of our own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me

expecting our first child or expecting our second,
and so forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying

and you came looking for me

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let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out

you werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

moments between us that can last a lifetime like
our first date
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August
before the semester started. but then again, you
wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave
you nothing but the best life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of

a problem than iran
we need a domestic policy and not a foreign policy
so much
the moment you tell me we can work it out and see

where it goes

same) or the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt
treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day
or a really bad day

know)
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somehow
im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe

we could at least be friends

i feel as if we have forgotten each other until

now.
i cant believe we let things happen the way they

did

world would treat me like this and completely
ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe
that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would
never treat you like this on the worst days or if
there was an apocalypse
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Wednesday, June 27, 2018 1:34:37 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Wednesday, June 27, 2018 1:34:37 PM GMT-04:00
On Tue, Jun 26, 2018 at 7:43 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
1:49 too!
On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:41 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

wrote:

wrote:
HONEY IM HOME
BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING ABOUT, IT
IS ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE STRAIGHT
Owl missed man
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I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
Dont even try to play victim. After our encounter, i was not near you (nor knew about
your whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to you. I
would've defended you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought of
you so much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories
Diapers and playground, anything relating to kids in general reminds me of you because
we could've been parents

Youre just so odd

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I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do
(not a bad poetic note)
I really wish you would change for the better, but it looks like that's not going to happen
soon
Cant expect
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess i may
never know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape Cod
ten hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you know what
I am saying there
I saw on the highway that a man and a woman were on the side of the road. I was like, a
stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and what we
would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
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wrote:

convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
are you going to continue college as a graduate and as a ph D? I may in a few years
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
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Ive ever seen
unnecessary
blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never
did any of that to you
When i looked up the info for your alma matter, for some reason I couldnt find your
name anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you
and schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt know for sure why


big mistake
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though. again
with society
if ww were together
press briefing
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smart)
Now it all depends how you and anyone else reacts to this after reading and looking
into this. Theres no reason that society should be as corrupt as it is

Magazines
Military
Mean girls
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting boring and I
don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but only
you have the original items

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talk about formal
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i talked to

her
stuck with you
llora alma mia
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not surprised
if your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be
any closure or peace for me
you know?
inocente
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monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would be there
for you
something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i
tend to be philosophical often times.
subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all the girls
out there
you may say (include other examples) that i dont mean this, but i do. i really, really
do
visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would be
like no other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just by
past people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
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i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could be
all of the above
visions
softball
how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw
this girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached
the papers in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel Blanc, and
others (mention Grey, Tara, etc)
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i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that stuff
like that. women do that too and no one gossips more than they do
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything about it.
that happens not just in this country, but in other parts of the world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i
like this girl
of course, ill be okay in the least if i have to let you go and never see you again

you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the inspiration i
gave
i just couldnt think or imagine you being with someone else or even beyond that
it's only fair you go through what i went through so you know what it feels like
Ecuadorian in a car or both of them were Ecuadorians and i still thought of you

something
i mean, doesnt this woman think i want kids someday, who cares what anyone
says
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I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just
the two of us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know the
truth and so should i

enamorada y herida
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around a
week or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably
dont care either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read these notes
(for some reason not just others but i too cant understand my own writing)
what i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only
imagine the outcome
come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than human. we
are surely better than that
we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and science while
you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has
to be respect on both sides
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do you feel sorry for me? because i feel sorry for you and anyone else that reads
this

with it, instead of doing more constructive things as solutions to our problems
add to talk to you
some reason
all in the family
i used to be really ackward and now things are changing and im sure are too
add to not pc
would have a chance
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too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US.
but that also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else
or very few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you
for so long and care about you so much
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to improve in
sports (athlete, official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way
we're acting. that is not including the "aww's"!
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like,

how can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I
only know a few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your
help. i mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it would not get
messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it would
not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and love
you so much that i can't take it out on you
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whenever i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of
you
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning
orders and just following them blindly

didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder
the world cant take us seriously and laughs at us
i really dont know how any real change is going to happen and it is really sad

add to reaction
something like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if they
are not around
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there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever
you end up, you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our child,
you never know
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in
the text, but feel free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see two
random people or couples and it makes me think we will end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe
you or me or both of us think we are better than the other
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age. i may look younger but we are roughly a year or so apart from each
other
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to help each
other
happy or maybe sad
im not saying my world or in general would end, but it will be hard to move
on
masculine

sometimes, so maybe people have seen me even though they dont know or
care
writing
nonsense about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as far as I
know

supergenius
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bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others), but
the system, society, matrix, etc puts us down

if you are feeling miserable when im not there youll have only yourself to
blame
because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i
just want to point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special
someone and get divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want
to give you a heads up
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you
and i if things would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
fathom or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go
out of my way or over the top
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you,
but that would truly love you forever and ever
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add to goals

yours. gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or
not! and id definitely share my life with you for as long i live (in other
words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we
wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so
that is why i mention this here
forget me nots
everything
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but it

is definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i
may have mentioned this before too
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank
your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to
shun me or forget about us for good)

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im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going
on and think for yourself
some things we may not have to do because there are those who speak up

i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they
are depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope
we would be better than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in
August for the first time in eight years
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peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
think
teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how
I feel

Daniel Shaver

people
hidden history
or health
eres tu
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i sang lo pasado pasado and i just couldnt help but keep thinking of you
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria
while his girl was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know
that it is not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went
along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me
now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would
try to keep us apart

May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067 lite
fm one

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if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know
that i did care and still do (not sure if i should though)
it is not guaranteed we would be together forever but at least its worth

a try
together rick
politics
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries
of all the bad stuff in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may
be ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

giving up
harder so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT
YEARS
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things.

unfortunately, that may never happen
pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the
first two that are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone
that stumbles across the docs file is left wondering who i am talking
about

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im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her
family to know too, even if I only met the mom for now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people
think and say about me.
"really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize im not
around

and thought, amd organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and we
should discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not
just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0,
not even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
writing, the items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting
ewch other, and other things
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why i couldn't talk about this before and how i have to go through so
much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we

would be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up

what im trying to say



i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why
couldnt you do the same

greats (the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to
talk about type one or two, etc civilizations

couples too
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it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i

cant read your mind, how am i supposed to know if there was
awkwardness

YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around
and you did this for me
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did

what i did!
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is
still appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place for
some reason

believe we share a lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet

right now
enter galactic
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reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well

from players, teams, staff and officials
much about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think its
too much
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing.
a friend of mine said do it as a project and i did
talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a soulmate,
i had you.
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours

away, but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt
done what you did and ignore me like i have done something bad to
you.

graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i

told your mom and I assumed she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to
cry (trying to hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is
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better late than never
explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same because she is not
you
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did

and a lot
have a lot of love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if

im like, "wha..."
add to model couple



tried to get in between us and you know very well who they are

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when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if
we were together we would have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is
quite remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean anything to you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick
by you and respect your decisions as to who is part of your
circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is
based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you
just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least.
good thing i called them out in the beginning around the third
page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never
want you to leave

meant well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i
was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked
out

mentioning to others which girl i was talking about, i mentioned
this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped
almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you
ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that
way but i do
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given
the chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that
status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate

you and not take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when
they read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either

i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew
how hard it was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least
there must be something we both can do for each other's efforts.
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nothing. this is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this
point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years into a
few thousand pages
yesterday once more
even the last formal from my college is hard without you (black
tie affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also,
what type of guy are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you
just go back to your old ways
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain
degree only we know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl
and she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if
i knew her. this was obviously long before our encounter
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to my right
on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like
us. im like, "thats our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things
work out it will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be
patient
use visavie
viral
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bookbag


youre not
have mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to
make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why
bother if you would never go for it
endless love

happened. i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you
for good that is)

doesnt mean i am a bad person. couples break up because the
love is gone, they werent close. and i never want us to be them

gone

geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i
just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be
like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had
and like before, you wont get those years back. i waited four
years until middle school and then didnt see you for close to
eight years until that day in August which changed my life
forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that
in one order i would see the name of the girl from many years
ago
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outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she
didnt look like you but the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about her
completely but keep it appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of

every day i am with you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us
and we wouldnt know until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told

me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong.
Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day
down, the rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder

what it would be and yours too.
add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up so
much too.
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too,
but unfortunately youre so messed up you dont even care
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not even
as a friend?

i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make
me any less than real

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i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this is

just too much.
Streisand effect

if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and

be there for one another whether there are good times or bad
times (thick and thin)
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through

so much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont
count on it anytime soon



i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you

most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
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what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar,

thats messed up, because i didnt do anything. i didnt do
anything to you personally, at least.

i just wish there was something i can do to help you change.
add to if im wrong

i wonder if either one (or both) of us is meant for someone

else.

some people say we are related to each other which explain

the visions ive been having (maybe)
even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how can

we change that

us
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casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to

do with something regarding this
i wouldn't miss having the chance to be with you for anything

in the world
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe

the best thing ever) if we both help her out

im not stalking her or anything when talking about instagram

things off my chest and not have a dark cloud hanging over

not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like

one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions
resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them

repeating

obsess with, but as long as i can be with you and not have to
leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree
with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that
were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you

and while i was writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other,

the amount of pages and items would supersede than what it
would be now
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out of order
you need right now
other equally
the good old days

if only we would focus more on problems at home rather than

abroad

i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which

can be used in countless ways

maybe i could be exaggerating about the end of the world.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to
tell you how i really feel

by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off
my shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good
most of all too!
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add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what.
You are between the two people facing each other on the
right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a
bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel
terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe

my parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a
part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach

out to me in the future if youre not really busy or a little
busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other.

that also applies for many things as to why we could be
mysterious too

wrong with the world. clearly they are part of the problem
not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when
you are as serious as i am about everything
the circumstances would probably be too hard on us if we

were together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be
mad (or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and
we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my
mother in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird side

of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

"honey, im home. how are you? how are the kids? where's
dinner?"

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por que sera
personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel weird in

the least
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall

bias against me would leave me with uncertainty

record
you wouldnt know until later one way or another, honesty

is best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make it
up to you
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block

but fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because
thats love, although im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of

me besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you
would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really,
it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know
if it is worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out
of me about you as possible

that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you.

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you actually would heal me instead of making me sick. like
in August, it was the first time I was happy after a few
years of not being able to smile

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on
both of them. both are younger than us, theyre not even
seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth
like you. youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and the
answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a

bunch of things that i like about you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of
me doing your expression as if im you!

partners (those two i previously mentioned are and most
likely a couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me

like i would help you

other girl like you. someone out there who can do what i
did and feel the same way i do.

you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do

what i do here. i just wish you were the same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things or

hold anything back
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dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should
how much i would appreciate every moment we are
together
that? no one.

intentionally

i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i

know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still

think of me regardless of any new post, pic, etc

into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never

being mean or anything to you.
ive literally been nothing but or no less than sweet to

you
i think this is every question as I can think of that comes

to mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and

making you feel negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know
for sure

mean the things i am saying. i would never treat you any
less than a human being.
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what happens just know that in my opinion I was the one
for you. We were made for each other and if only we
couldve showed the world that

happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like
to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide
or deny things like how one feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with

you as the world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished
something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive
made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay

and it looks like i may have to learn to live with it. i will
have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how
things went down, we wont be able to be with each other

i want to go out on a high note when i end this writing
remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither

of us are fat, just skinny or chubby)
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a

good sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or
dies out that way neither of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future

what we could have if we were together
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at this point i am not asking you to do anything except
think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to

tell you how i feel and what i may not be able to in the
future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity
and a few other things (that i am aware of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think,
who to be with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still

put up with me and I'll do the same

sweet, etc things to say but that's because this writing
doesnt go on forever

we would just have to be mutual when interacting with

each other. there should be an equality with how we
treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more

for you to remember me like i remember you. think
about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more

begins or once it starts before it gets bad. of course
most people dont realize what is going on in Syria

attack first. people would have to print this out and i
have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a
few pages.


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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember

what i have done. maybe in another life (recall katy
perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same
and unfortunately for me, you may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for

you and you never realized it. you only misjudged me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make it up to

you
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has

done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who

had received such gifts. i dont think there is another
situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are

rich so this is sure something for anyone to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when

you are sad, i can do so much more. we can do so
much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my

bad. although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all
this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and
that i care

if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"! not until i

succeed

stupid. I doubt I am though because in the least you
never got back to me
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one should make peace with the past and I am doing
just that (or at least trying to)
i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing about

how i feel
dwight
true love
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that wouldnt be

bad either

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid

but thats liberalism for you (sarcasm)

four kids. i thought she was a little bit like your
mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have

gotten to know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both

at the time and now

parents
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but

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just compare whoever you like or are with me, know
who is who.


even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i

would always care about you and love you for who
you are!

have a soulmate. i guess i may not know how that
feels until much later in my life

its like when we hugged something was wrong with

you. you didn't tell me to back off or anything. for
me, it was the best day ever
like you cant believe in some things, plenty of them
looks like your younger sister playing softball like

you did in another school i was doing a game at
holding her son and the guy walking the dog (you
have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when

you have kids of your own
look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had kids

of our own

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expecting our first child or expecting our second,
and so forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and

you came looking for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out you

werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

moments between us that can last a lifetime like our
first date
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave
you nothing but the best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying
you ruined my life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a

problem than iran
we need a domestic policy and not a foreign policy
so much
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where it goes

same) or the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt
treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day
or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything

for you (you should do the same, you know)

somehow
im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we

could at least be friends

i feel as if we have forgotten each other until now.
i cant believe we let things happen the way they

did
i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world

would treat me like this and completely ignore me
like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes
beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat you
like this on the worst days or if there was an
apocalypse
beautiful girls by sean kingston
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but
for you too. i know this because you are a good
person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to

put this out there for the world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through

something similar, so this helps you cope with the
pain
i wonder if you are up
add to back and forth

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to
tell what would happen in May
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The Carpenters - Yesterday Once More
its like i was more mature than you in some things

and vice versa
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i

should worry. they say life should be lived without
worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that

we can both come clean and say our peace
(think of more maybes, but not too many)
ill probably have to live life knowing you could

have been the one and unfortunately youre not
it may be miserable but what else can be done.

not much apparently, because i have done all i can
to try to get through to you to no avail
they say if you love something let it go quote
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time

may be unlikely. although, it is still possible and
you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different

paths. youll wonder (or just me, since i am nothing
to you) what happened to that guy who was so
crazy about you
who was so crazy for you until you blew it
you really broke my heart and i dont know how

else better to explain what happened or what's
been going on with me all this time
sweet apple distant generation
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is

sweet. maybe you felt it too and if you didnt youll
know when it is there.
I think in August it was, for me at least.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or

somewhere in general that can never be covered,
unless youre there to fill it
why do birds suddenly appear
i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long

as the ride is going.
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this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick
way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you
have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll

laugh even though i had poured so much when
writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i

would have loved to have someone be there for me
(see items bronchoscopy results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to

be there for you. i just wish that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded

if you were around. that way, i can be a man who
has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then

how else can we be closer to one another.
relationships thrive on this stuff.
a really good couple stays close to each other
please dont be a player
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy

hits on a girl
i hope i wouldnt have to say "she never loved me"
i dont mean to be disturbing
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist

who defends the men (i know, right?)
its like you follow me everywhere, the vision of

you that is
even some of my classmates remind me of you
a woman older than you with her two boys

how their reaction to this
"why daddy wrote about you and did all these

things"
or if they asked me
"why did you write to mommy so much and did
these things"
its adorable and answering them with how we

met, etc
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its like i know you forever
they say "get to know her"

in other aspects yes, but you are already on my
mind
i wish i was always with you
the visions can be drawn if possible, i just have to

remember them
of course when i look at you i do

what if anyone who read this cried
what would you tell them
after all, i told a lot of people instead of keeping

this to myself
its like for some people, they give others what

most people can't give these days like good
characteristics, etc
other people remind me of future (not just

seeing you)
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like

that facebook story about a couple knowing
each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth
grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be

lucky to have you
i hope i dont come off as worse than before
laminate the pencil comics if you want, i drew

them myself
relationship goals, etc
i wish you werent so ungrateful right now
sweetest thing you can ever imagine

(imagine but not to much)
there no amount possible except infinity as to

how much love i would have for you
why i like to hug so much and so hard
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something about that person.
talk about each other, me and her
you can trust me with anything. i would be too

loyal to you
why are you attacking me

i know you would in the least be really cruel if
you could to me despite not being rude to you or
anything like that
how can you stand for this
how can you look yourself in the mirror

how can you live with this
don't you see that i am trying my best to defend

my honor and yours
mention about Bundy people and other innocent

still in prison while the politicians ignore them
we cant just keep denying the reality we're

living in
make other women jealous
i had to do a game where your high school was

visitor. i tried not to think about you while i was
doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try

to keep it together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i

do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this.

someone who i saw was like a wild card and
would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on

your end but i cant imagine what could be going
on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right
here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of

you, not sure about that on your end
will this ever end

it depends how my life goes in the next month
i just wish i and all other awesome people in the

world can have their lives back
what do you mean not your type

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she wouldn't go out with you
i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate

it if there was honesty
ill accept the challenge
ill do whatever it takes
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore.

after all, they say be up front and be honest and
I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things

would be different or maybe not
reaction towards items (even the new ones

added)
mention the new ones
make you laugh
add to more from someone

more action and excitement
it sucks to be without you
back and forth almost every day (if not every

day) i keep thinking how you would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i

can possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to
at least be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that

if you have empathy under the right
circumstances, you can read the sentence or
paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so
sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or
two with what i write here.
sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have

feelings for someone else
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the

way and influenced you without getting to know
me
someone told me that you may think you like

them until you start to date them, then you cant
stand them. i doubt youve had a stable
relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to
you. id help you reform with little to no issue
doing so.
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am i making a mistake
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i
wont pressure you to make your decisions and
how you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i

hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh,
its like nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to

let go because it meant the world to me seeing
you again after so long
On Thu, Apr 12, 2018 at 12:37 AM, Christopher

how you changed my life
explain if this made an effect on either one of

us or both
clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple

should. treat each other like royalty in a sense
i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i

like which is you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it

doesnt have to be all of them) as your guy
instead of you being with someone else or
other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for

seven years. not sure why you havent been
with someone for that long and why i could
not find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just

so much i cant explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again

if you have to), lets make the drawings happen
not just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and

hard to understand, its like it can't be no
matter how the public reacts to what it sees.
that comes after just hearing rumors which
turn out to be true and is not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing

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there are more worse things happening as we
speak. but besides the world being run by
money and evil, i think this writing is a way to
show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name

one bad thing i did to you, you will realize i am
sweet and true to you. it just so happens that
you will see why you should not listen to
haters who talk behind other people's backs.
just think about this and let it sink in

(think of more of those...)
ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th

grade and even tried to get along with our
classmates (they know who they are) and
havent seen you for eight afterwards, of
course i was really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you
did what you did and now here we are
(pretend you are jlly first person)
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Tuesday, June 26, 2018 7:43:40 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Tuesday, June 26, 2018 7:43:40 PM GMT-04:00
1:49 too!

wrote:
HONEY IM HOME
BEFORE
Owl missed man
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I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
Dont even try to play victim. After our encounter, i was not near you (nor knew about your
whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to you. I would've
defended you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought of you
so much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories

Youre just so odd

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I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do (not
a bad poetic note)
soon
Cant expect
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape Cod ten
hours away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you know what I
am saying there
would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
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wrote:

wrote:
convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
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unnecessary
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I sure if you,
your mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I didn't do
anything to you other than a big hug and texts. You were the one who blocked me on
Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to
you


big mistake
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though. again with
society
if ww were together
press briefing

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smart)

Magazines
Military
Mean girls
don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
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talk about formal
if a girl approached me, i would feel unfaithful to you or something if i talked to her
stuck with you
llora alma mia
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not surprised if
your mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be any
closure or peace for me
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them,
like a girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that an infinite
amount is not enough and it will never be enough
inocente
monster jam event
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what we learned
anything beyond
for you
something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend
to be philosophical often times.
subbing days
out there
do
visions
like no other
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all of the above
visions
softball
how far ill go

magazine
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the
papers in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
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like this girl

you may have seen me with stickies and now you know from the inspiration i gave

something
i mean, doesnt this woman think i want kids someday, who cares what anyone says
I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just the
two of us
just the two of us
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enamorada y herida
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around a week
or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably dont
care either
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what
i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only
imagine the outcome
you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to
be respect on both sides
this

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add to talk to you
i hate it when i cant be near you or when you are always kept from me for some
reason
all in the family
add to not pc
anything together because i really think (or thought at the time) that we would
have a chance
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or
very few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots

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chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe
you do too!), kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for
so long and care about you so much
in general really
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how
can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know
a few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i
mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it would not get messed up
(or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it would not be your
fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and love you so much
that i can't take it out on you
you
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didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the
world cant take us seriously and laughs at us

add to reaction
something like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if they are
not around

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there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you
end up, you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our child, you
never know
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the
text, but feel free to do your own research
age. i may look younger but we are roughly a year or so apart from each other
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other
happy or maybe sad
im not saying my world or in general would end, but it will be hard to move on
masculine

care
writing
i wonder why we just abide by those who don't let us speak up (by pressuring,
etc) also bothers me and should bother you too
why would you just stand there and to let yourself be brainwashed nonsense
about me
that would not be the case with me (not intentionally, at least) as far as I know

supergenius

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others), but the
system, society, matrix, etc puts us down

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blame
because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just
want to point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to
give you a heads up
i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont lose respect
for us either.
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i
if things would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom
or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my
way or over the top
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but
that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

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by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after yours.
gosh, i wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id
definitely share my life with you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that
is why i mention this here
forget me nots
everything
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but it is

definitely unique

all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that
you and anyone else can understand
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im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going on
and think for yourself
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont
know (they could be hidden too)

i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are
depriving you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
people should like to get their hands dirty and not care what others think
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teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I
feel

Daniel Shaver
We would rather be social justice warriors instead of being brave people
hidden history
or health
eres tu
toda una vida
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binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself
and not gave to go through as much hardships as I did
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that
it is not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along
with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I
sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try
to keep us apart
a bunch of songs after no more feelings by end of April and some of May
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067 lite fm
one

it is not guaranteed we would be together forever but at least its worth a

try
together rick
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politics
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of
all the bad stuff in this world
now over 1000 pgs

giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder
so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
about
"really busy"
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testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
around
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change
and maybe me too (only not as much)
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and

thought, amd organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not
even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing,
the items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other,
and other things
much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family



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i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it
works out in the end)


to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around,
we would surely miss each other
i would defend you

greats (the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk
about type one or two, etc civilizations

couples too


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awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed
by how much i can write. especially if that person is YOU
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did what
i did!
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is still
appropriate for young audiences
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place for some
reason

conspiracy theories, however plenty have came true even ones right
now
enter galactic
reaction to this

much about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think its too
much
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a
friend of mine said do it as a project and i did

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talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a soulmate, i
had you.

you.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish

you wouldnt treat me like you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told
your mom and I assumed she told you about this.
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong
so I can fix it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry
(trying to hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went through
and how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did and

a lot
add to what if
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im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep
it that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried
to get in between us and you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we
were together we would have each other
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by
you and respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles
ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is based on lies
too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others
deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i
called them out in the beginning around the third page
want you to leave
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meant well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was
in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning
to others which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing
and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly
for the most part
way but i do
the chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that status
on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you

and not take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me


i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how
hard it was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing.
this is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is
way over 1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years into a few
thousand pages
yesterday once more
even the last formal from my college is hard without you (black tie
affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what
type of guy are they with
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and she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i
knew her. this was obviously long before our encounter
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to my right on
route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us.
im like, "thats our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work
out it will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

there's no way this is menaingless and it wasnt since to me youre

not
what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have
mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it
work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why bother if
you would never go for it
endless love
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i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened.
i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that
is)

i mean, what am i supposed to tell our kids why mommy is gone

just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like,
"i told you so"
forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that in
one order i would see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well

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me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are
you really going to prove them right?

add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up so much
too.
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but
unfortunately youre so messed up you dont even care
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not even as
a friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make

sure that isnt the case

i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this is just
too much.
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning

that is working against me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be

there for one another whether there are good times or bad times
(thick and thin)
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if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so
much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count
on it anytime soon


who knows what best times and great moments we could have
had together. i wasnt a sociable person but i would change for
the better

most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



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add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then
this is good for the future
i wonder if either one (or both) of us is meant for someone else.

some people say we are related to each other which explain the
visions ive been having (maybe)

we change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do

with something regarding this

in the world



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i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep
it roughly the same as english to be fair
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know
if i remind her of the past

one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble
her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them

repeating

leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree with
what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).


would be now

out of order
you need right now
go back then, the way some things were only treat each other
equally
the good old days

alternative forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf,
and many others
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abroad
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it being

an actual relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can

be used in countless ways


by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my
shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of
all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You
are between the two people facing each other on the right
side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf
or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible
if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and
by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my

parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in
it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out

to me in the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that
also applies for many things as to why we could be
mysterious too

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not the solution

were together
mad (or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we
treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother
in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird side of

you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

dinner?"

por que sera
personally
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel weird in the

least
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias

against me would leave me with uncertainty

record
you wouldnt know until later one way or another, honesty is

best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote
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love is lost
lonely
up to you
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block but

fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because thats
love, although im not sure if thats true love

would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it
isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if
it is worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of
me about you as possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so something

must be up
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you
actually would heal me instead of making me sick. like in
August, it was the first time I was happy after a few years of
not being able to smile

seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like
you. youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and the
answer is yes

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(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me
doing your expression as if im you!


then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like
i would help you



its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things or hold
anything back

together
that? no one.
i hope i dont go too far which i dont see how intentionally
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would

be like if we were a couple.



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into you

ive literally been nothing but or no less than sweet to you
i think this is every question as I can think of that comes to

mind

*DISCLAIMER
anything superficial. It's just something inside you whether
it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure



If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens

and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend
the last few moments with you

till the world ends

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remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of

us are fat, just skinny or chubby)
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a good

sense of humor
add to what if
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what

we could have if we were together

think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell

you how i feel and what i may not be able to in the future
who to be with, etc


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i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for
you to remember me like i remember you. think about it,
after August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely
about you

begins or once it starts before it gets bad. of course most
people dont realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack

first. people would have to print this out and i have a
strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually

stopped the war (or at least if we tried)
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what

i have done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys
song the one that got away), youll be mine.


you
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done

what i had done here



how

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how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you

are sad, i can do so much more. we can do so much more
for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad.

although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just
to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care


succeed
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I

doubt I am though because in the least you never got
back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just
that (or at least trying to)

how i feel
dwight
true love

bad either

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but

thats liberalism for you (sarcasm)

four kids. i thought she was a little bit like your mom,
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who then reminded me of you
ORDER*

that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at

the time and now

parents
sympathy/empathy

who is who.



would always care about you and love you for who you
are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have

a soulmate. i guess i may not know how that feels until
much later in my life


you. you didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me,
it was the best day ever

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looks like your younger sister playing softball like you

did in another school i was doing a game at
holding her son and the guy walking the dog (you have
a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you

have kids of your own
look like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had kids of

our own

expecting our first child or expecting our second, and
so forth

let it roll

werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

first date
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(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never
know so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you
nothing but the best life
you ruined my life
chowder couples

problem than iran
we need a domestic policy and not a foreign policy so
much

where it goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same)

or the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you
like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really
bad day

maybe a third page or fit in the second page somehow



i cant believe we let things happen the way they did

like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond
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garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on


pain


and vice versa
maybe it is a phase

worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we

can both come clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have

been the one and unfortunately youre not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to
try to get through to you to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may

be unlikely. although, it is still possible and you
never know.

to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy
about you
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you really broke my heart and i dont know how else

better to explain what happened or what's been
going on with me all this time


i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as

the ride is going.


writing about this

maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be

there for you. i just wish that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if

you were around. that way, i can be a man who has
his woman to complete his life


hits on a girl

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theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who
defends the men (i know, right?)
its like you follow me everywhere, the vision of you

that is


things"
or if they asked me
"why did you write to mommy so much and did these
things"
its adorable and answering them with how we met,

etc

in other aspects yes, but you are already on my mind

remember them


this to myself

other people remind me of future (not just seeing

you)

that facebook story about a couple knowing each
other since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade
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lucky to have you

them myself

there no amount possible except infinity as to how

much love i would have for you


loyal to you

i know you would in the least be really cruel if you
could to me despite not being rude to you or
anything like that


my honor and yours

we cant just keep denying the reality we're living

in

doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to

keep it together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do

cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to you
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someone who i saw was like a wild card and would
talk to me

here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you,

not sure about that on your end
will this ever end


i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it

if there was honesty

after all, they say be up front and be honest and I
am

reaction towards items (even the new ones added)

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i
keep thinking how you would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can

possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to at least
be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if

you have empathy under the right circumstances,
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you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel
what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant
help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have feelings

for someone else

me
someone told me that you may think you like them

until you start to date them, then you cant stand
them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for
so long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you
reform with little to no issue doing so.

hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh, its
like nothing i have ever felt

let go because it meant the world to me seeing you
again after so long

explain if this made an effect on either one of us

or both
clingy
im not a bad person

i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i like

which is you

instead of you being with someone else or other
people

seven years. not sure why you havent been with
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someone for that long and why i could not find
someone like that

as far as items go (describe them, even again if

you have to), lets make the drawings happen not
just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard

to understand, its like it can't be no matter how
the public reacts to what it sees. that comes
after just hearing rumors which turn out to be
true and is not a make believe

besides you having trouble and cannot name one

bad thing i did to you, you will realize i am
you will see why you should not listen to haters
who talk behind other people's backs.


classmates (they know who they are) and havent
seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was
really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you did
what you did and now here we are
...
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Date Sent: Tuesday, June 26, 2018 7:38:55 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Tuesday, June 26, 2018 7:38:55 PM GMT-04:00
Be careful about feminism or something like that... these girls are not as tolerant and they look
like you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Of1Od0n_y34
0:45, 1:29, 3:10, 3:28 (bottom left hand is all three of them)

wrote:
HONEY IM HOME
BEFORE
Owl missed man
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I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
defended you
And other stories

Youre just so odd

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I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do (not
a bad poetic note)
soon
Cant expect
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you know what I
am saying there
would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
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wrote:

wrote:
convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
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Ive ever seen
unnecessary
Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to
you


big mistake
society
if ww were together
press briefing
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smart)

Magazines
Military
Mean girls
don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies

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talk about formal
stuck with you
llora alma mia
you know?
inocente
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monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
for you
something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend
to be philosophical often times.
subbing days
out there
do
visions
like no other
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all of the above
visions
softball
how far ill go

magazine
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe


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like this girl


something
two of us
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just the two of us

enamorada y herida
or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably dont
care either
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what
i wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only
imagine the outcome
you obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to
be respect on both sides
this
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add to talk to you
reason
all in the family
add to not pc
anything together because i really think (or thought at the time) that we would
have a chance
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connect the dots
chummy
bff

whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for
so long and care about you so much
in general really
can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know
a few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i
mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it would not get messed up
(or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it would not be your
fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and love you so much
that i can't take it out on you
you
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didnt think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the
world cant take us seriously and laughs at us

add to reaction
something like this
personality
not around

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rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
never know
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other
happy or maybe sad
masculine

care
writing
about me

supergenius

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
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blame
give you a heads up
for us either.
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i
if things would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom
or muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my
way or over the top
thousand) pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but
that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals
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add to as a couple
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that
is why i mention this here
forget me nots
everything

definitely unique


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never say goodbye
peace
lottery
silver stallion
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add to milo
teaching others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I
feel

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
eres tu
toda una vida
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binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that
it is not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along
with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I
sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try
to keep us apart
one


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try
together rick
politics
now over 1000 pgs

giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder
so it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
about
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"really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
around

just aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not
even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing,
the items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other,
and other things
much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family

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i would defend you

greats (the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk
about type one or two, etc civilizations

couples too


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awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed
by how much i can write. especially if that person is YOU
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did what
i did!
reason

now
enter galactic
reaction to this

much about someone
much
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had you.

you.

graduation
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong
so I can fix it
add to the simpsons

you
and how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did and

a lot
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add to what if

im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep
it that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried
to get in between us and you know very well who they are
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by
you and respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles
ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is based on lies
too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others
deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i
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want you to leave

meant well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was
in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning
to others which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing
and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly
for the most part
way but i do
the chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that status
on your end



thousand pages
yesterday once more
affair)
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and she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i
knew her. this was obviously long before our encounter
route 3
use visavie
viral
bookbag


not
work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why bother if
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you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened.
i dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that
is)


just wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like,
"i told you so"
forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that in
one order i would see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well

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me, "she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are
you really going to prove them right?

add to do for you
too.
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not even as
a friend?


too much.
Streisand effect

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(thick and thin)

on it anytime soon


the better

most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



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add to if im wrong


we change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends


in the world


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i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep

it roughly the same as english to be fair
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know
if i remind her of the past

one of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble
her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them

repeating



would be now

out of order
you need right now
equally
the good old days
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alternative forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf,
and many others

abroad
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it being

an actual relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can

be used in countless ways


all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
are between the two people facing each other on the right
side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf
or not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible
if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and
by my girl, I mean YOU)

parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in
it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out

to me in the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
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also applies for many things as to why we could be
mysterious too

not the solution

were together
mad (or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we
treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother
in law!)

you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

dinner?"

por que sera
personally

least


record

best
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billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
up to you

fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because thats
love, although im not sure if thats true love

would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if
it is worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of
me about you as possible

must be up

seniors yet
you. youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and the
answer is yes
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(if applicable)


then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like
i would help you



anything back

together
that? no one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would

be like if we were a couple.


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into you


mind

*DISCLAIMER
anything superficial. It's just something inside you whether
it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure




and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend
the last few moments with you

till the world ends

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remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of

us are fat, just skinny or chubby)

sense of humor
add to what if


think

who to be with, etc

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about you



if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what

i have done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys
song the one that got away), youll be mine.


you



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how

how


although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just
to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care


succeed

doubt I am though because in the least you never got
back to me

how i feel
dwight
true love

bad either


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four kids. i thought she was a little bit like your mom,
who then reminded me of you
ORDER*


the time and now

parents
sympathy/empathy

who is who.



are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have

a soulmate. i guess i may not know how that feels until


you. you didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me,
it was the best day ever
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holding her son and the guy walking the dog (you have
a dog)


look like her

our own

expecting our first child or expecting our second, and
so forth

let it roll

werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
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first date
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

you ruined my life
chowder couples

problem than iran
much

where it goes

or the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you
like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really
bad day





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like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond


pain


and vice versa
maybe it is a phase

worries



i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may

be unlikely. although, it is still possible and you
never know.

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to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy
about you

better to explain what happened or what's been
going on with me all this time



the ride is going.


writing about this



you were around. that way, i can be a man who has
his woman to complete his life


hits on a girl
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that is


things"
or if they asked me
things"
its adorable and answering them with how we met,

etc


remember them


this to myself


you)
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that facebook story about a couple knowing each

lucky to have you

them myself




loyal to you

anything like that


my honor and yours

we cant just keep denying the reality we're living

in

doing the plate

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talk to me

here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you,

not sure about that on your end
will this ever end


i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it

if there was honesty

after all, they say be up front and be honest and I
am


make you laugh


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for someone else

me

them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for
so long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you

hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh, its

let go because it meant the world to me seeing you
again after so long

explain if this made an effect on either one of us

or both
clingy
im not a bad person


which is you

instead of you being with someone else or other
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people

seven years. not sure why you havent been with
someone for that long and why i could not find
someone like that


this whole situation is so complicated and hard

to understand, its like it can't be no matter how
the public reacts to what it sees. that comes
after just hearing rumors which turn out to be


bad thing i did to you, you will realize i am
you will see why you should not listen to haters


classmates (they know who they are) and havent
seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was
really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you did
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Date Sent: Monday, June 25, 2018 7:41:26 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Monday, June 25, 2018 7:41:26 PM GMT-04:00
HONEY IM HOME
BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING ABOUT, IT IS
ON THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE STRAIGHT FORWARD
WITH THE TRUTH
Owl missed man
Im not saying you have to accept me or anything, but just know what youre doing and what
youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson
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Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
defended you
And other stories
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or happen if neither
one of us puts in the effort
Diapers and playground, anything relating to kids in general reminds me of you because we
could've been parents

Youre just so odd
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do (not a
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bad poetic note)
soon
Cant expect
On the way back I saw an RV that said Georgetown Forked River. I think you know what I am
saying there
stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and what we would
do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
And the something about Valiant Thor, the government coverups, and the Big Oil/Big Pharma
medical cartel

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wrote:

wrote:
convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
You might rub it all over my face if you are with someone and that would be unnecessary
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Instagram, ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
name anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you and
schoolwork went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt know for sure why


big mistake
society
if ww were together
press briefing
really now, because i really believed that you were smart outside of school (street smart)
Now it all depends how you and anyone else reacts to this after reading and looking into
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this. Theres no reason that society should be as corrupt as it is
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a country tolerate

such madness!
Magazines
Military
Mean girls
don't know why

mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but only you
have the original items
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything i would
want you to remember me by
talk about formal

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stuck with you
llora alma mia
you know?
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would be there for
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you
something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to
be philosophical often times.
subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all the girls out
there
you may say (include other examples) that i dont mean this, but i do. i really, really do
visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would be like
no other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just by past
people or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could be all
of the above
visions
i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago who got hit in the face with a softball
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how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this
girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that stuff like
that. women do that too and no one gossips more than they do
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything about it. that
happens not just in this country, but in other parts of the world
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i like
this girl
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something
two of us
just the two of us

enamorada y herida
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or so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably dont care
either
what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read these notes (for
some reason not just others but i too cant understand my own writing)
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what i
wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine
the outcome
come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than human. we are
surely better than that
we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and science while you
obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be
respect on both sides
do you feel sorry for me? because i feel sorry for you and anyone else that reads this

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add to talk to you
reason
all in the family
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or just friends
i would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
add to not pc
it just saddens me that we couldn't talk to each other much, let alone do anything
together because i really think (or thought at the time) that we would have a
chance
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US. but
that also applies in this world
connect the dots
chummy
bff

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whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so
long and care about you so much
in general really
can i do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a
few people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i
mentioned before that maybe if you were in my life it would not get messed up (or
at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i
know deep my heart that i would care about you and love you so much that i can't
take it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother. whenever
i see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of you
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt

think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world
cant take us seriously and laughs at us
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add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say something
like this
personality
not around
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song

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add to every girl
a pic of my watch
birth sept
never know
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you
or me or both of us think we are better than the other
other
i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy
or maybe sad
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masculine
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my phone sometimes,
so maybe people have seen me even though they dont know or care
i think it is almost done at the same time but a little later after i started writing
about me
maybe i could be a prodigy (a genius) myself in the making, or even supergenius

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others

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blame
give you a heads up
for us either.
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i if
things would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom or
muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way
or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand)
pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would
truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

add to as a couple
wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable
experience
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or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is
why i mention this here
forget me nots
i got a feeling, a very good and strong feeling that this will change everything
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes
to add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is
going on, what i mean, and trying to get you to notice me. there may be other
meanings too, etc you never know

definitely unique
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i dont know
anyone else personally who does or would do that
your mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun
me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a love-

hate relationship, only love
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help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything
you may be going through
never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope we
would be better than that
only you know for sure and in some aspects so do I. i already said my peace
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching
others to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel


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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us, including
opiate receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while
his girl was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

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i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it
is not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it.
you wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely
doubt you'll talk to me ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try to
keep us apart
one
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that

i did care and still do (not sure if i should though)

try
together rick
this will most likely become more famous than President Trump and politics
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be
ahead of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

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As far as our qualities, etc go, just think and remember what youre giving
up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so
it isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first
two that are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that
stumbles across the docs file is left wondering who i am talking about
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean
we couldn't keep in touch
you wouldnt even meet with me for some reason other than being "really
busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
around

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who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just
aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even
close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing, the
items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and
other things
much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family





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i would defend you
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated greats
(the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about
type one or two, etc civilizations
female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble you, couples
too


when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have caught
you off guard

awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by
how much i can write. especially if that person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and
you did this for me
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did what i
did!
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reason
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe

we share a lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet
now
enter galactic
reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from
players, teams, staff and officials
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else writes so much
about someone
much
had you.

you.

graduation
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i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so
I can fix it
add to the simpsons

explaining to your mom but it just isnt the same because she is not you
and how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did and a

lot
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have
a lot of love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing
a hoodie from your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple

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we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it
that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to
get in between us and you know very well who they are
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by you
and respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up
dictating to you what to do. most if not all is based on lies too. i dont
know and it boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you of a
boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want
you to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant
well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you
coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to
others which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the
items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the
most part
ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way
but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate
me, then ill leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the
chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that status on
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your end


just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we were
together, that us something indeed
thousand pages
yesterday once more
affair)
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just
go back to your old ways
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and
she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew
her. this was obviously long before our encounter
route 3
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use visavie
viral
bookbag


not
work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why bother if you
would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i
dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt

mean i am a bad person. couples break up because the love is gone,
they werent close. and i never want us to be them
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person.

yes, the one guy who would have put up with her and loved her
unconditionally
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geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just
wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told
you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and
like before, you wont get those years back. i waited four years until
middle school and then didnt see you for close to eight years until
that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never
forget. who would have thought that in one order i would see the
name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well

who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and
we wouldnt know until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me,
"she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you
really going to prove them right?
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what

it would be and yours too.
add to do for you
too.
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are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not even as a
friend?

i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me
any less than real

too much.
Streisand effect


(thick and thin)

on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess

of what factor contributed to this, etc

the better
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most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


thats messed up, because i didnt do anything. i didnt do anything
to you personally, at least.

if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite
the way you treated me
add to if im wrong

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even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how can we

change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends

i wouldn't miss having the chance to be with you for anything in

the world
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the

best thing ever) if we both help her out

i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it

roughly the same as english to be fair
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if
i remind her of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one
of the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her.
believe me, they do and i elaborated them
knowing your history prevents the same bad stuff from repeating

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i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and

while i was writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the
amount of pages and items would supersede than what it would
be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester
would begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the
writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
equally
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative
forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many
others

abroad
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it being an

actual relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be

used in countless ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with,
but no matter. one has got to try.
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i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell
you how i really feel

all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
are between the two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or
not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he
makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my
girl, I mean YOU)

parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in it
as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to

me in the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
also applies for many things as to why we could be mysterious
too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong
with the world. clearly they are part of the problem not the
solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you
are as serious as i am about everything
the circumstances would probably be too hard on us if we were

together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad
(or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat
each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)

you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

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dinner?"
Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd

be the best thing most of all
por que sera
personally

least


my reputation and the fact that i dont have a bad track record

best
billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make it up
to you

fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because thats love,
although im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me

besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would
freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and
you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it
is worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me
about you as possible
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must be up

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both
of them. both are younger than us, theyre not even seniors
yet
you. youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and the answer
is yes

(if applicable)
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners

(those two i previously mentioned are and most likely a
couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i
would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other

girl like you. someone out there who can do what i did and
feel the same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity

has for the future!
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you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what
i do here. i just wish you were the same.
anything back
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how

much i would appreciate every moment we are together
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love like that?
no one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be

like if we were a couple.



ignoring me completely. not quite sure what has gotten into
you


mind

*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything
superficial. It's just something inside you whether it is the
cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean

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the things i am saying. i would never treat you any less than
a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd
be my girl for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what

happens just know that in my opinion I was the one for you.
We were made for each other and if only we couldve showed
the world that

and humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend the
last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or
deny things like how one feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you

as the world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and

it looks like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to
learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things went
down, we wont be able to be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us

are fat, just skinny or chubby)

sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies
out that way neither of us has to be sad.
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think

who to be with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put

up with me and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet,

etc things to say but that's because this writing doesnt go
on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never

run out of making you feel like yourself

each other. there should be an equality with how we treat
each other, etc
about you




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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i

have done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song
the one that got away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and
unfortunately for me, you may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you
and you never realized it. you only misjudged me
i may have forgotten but i really want to make it up to you

i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had
received such gifts. i dont think there is another situation
like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich

so this is sure something for anyone to be in awe

how

how


although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to
show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others

with dignity and respect

succeed

doubt I am though because in the least you never got back
to me
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i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing about how
i feel
dwight
true love
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that wouldnt be bad

either


a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four

kids. i thought she was a little bit like your mom, who
then reminded me of you
ORDER*


the time and now
there were some couples ive seen who were like parents
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just

compare whoever you like or are with me, know who is
who.
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youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with

the other as well


are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a

soulmate. i guess i may not know how that feels until

its like when we hugged something was wrong with you.

you didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was
the best day ever

a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding
her son and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)


its ironic you dont have her name even though you look
like her

our own

expecting our first child or expecting our second, and so
forth
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i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you

came looking for me
let it roll

werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

moments between us that can last a lifetime like our first
date
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before
the semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make
the time and it shows
you ruined my life

if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you
ruined my life
chowder couples

problem than iran
much

where it goes
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or the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like
that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for

you (you should do the same, you know)

im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could

at least be friends


would treat me like this and completely ignore me like
i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for
you too. i know this because you are a good person
who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put

this out there for the world to see.

something similar, so this helps you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell
what would happen in May
its like i was more mature than you in some things and
vice versa
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should

worry. they say life should be lived without worries
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i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be

unlikely. although, it is still possible and you never
know.

paths. youll wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to
you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy
about you

better to explain what happened or what's been going
on with me all this time

sweet. maybe you felt it too and if you didnt youll know
when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere

in general that can never be covered, unless youre
there to fill it

the ride is going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way,

but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you have a
great sense of humor

laugh even though i had poured so much when writing
about this

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you were around. that way, i can be a man who has his
woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how

else can we be closer to one another. relationships
thrive on this stuff.
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy hits

on a girl


that is

"why daddy wrote about you and did all these things"
or if they asked me
things"
its adorable and answering them with how we met, etc


remember them
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after all, i told a lot of people instead of keeping this

to myself
its like for some people, they give others what most
people can't give these days like good

you)
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that
facebook story about a couple knowing each other
since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be lucky

to have you
laminate the pencil comics if you want, i drew them

myself



you can trust me with anything. i would be too loyal

to you

anything like that

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don't you see that i am trying my best to defend my

honor and yours
mention about Bundy people and other innocent still

in prison while the politicians ignore them
we cant just keep denying the reality we're living in

doing the plate



talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your

end but i cant imagine what could be going on. i
wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more
and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not

sure about that on your end
will this ever end


i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it if

there was honesty

after all, they say be up front and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would

be different or maybe not
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make you laugh




for someone else
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way

and influenced you without getting to know me

them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so
long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you
wont pressure you to make your decisions and how
you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged

you its like something was wrong. gosh, its like
nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let

go because it meant the world to me seeing you
again after so long

explain if this made an effect on either one of us or

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both
clingy
im not a bad person


which is you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt

have to be all of them) as your guy instead of you
being with someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven
years. not sure why you havent been with someone
for that long and why i could not find someone like
that
August changed everything for me and its just so

much i cant explain it

this whole situation is so complicated and hard to

understand, its like it can't be no matter how the
public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just
hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is
not a make believe

speak. but besides the world being run by money
and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love
despite the odds

bad thing i did to you, you will realize i am sweet
and true to you. it just so happens that you will see
why you should not listen to haters who talk
behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade
and even tried to get along with our classmates
(they know who they are) and havent seen you for
eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in
the least and/or understatement) to see you again.
then you did what you did and now here we are
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...
[Message clipped]
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HONEY IM HOME
ITS SO WEIRD, BUT I STILL KEEP WRITING A BIT MORE EVEN IF IT IS NOT LIKE BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING ABOUT, IT IS ON
THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH
THE TRUTH
Owl missed man
youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
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Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
defended you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought of you so
much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or happen if neither
one of us puts in the effort

Youre just so odd
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do (not a
bad poetic note)

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I really wish you would change for the better, but it looks like that's not going to happen soon
Cant expect
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess i may never
know what that is like
saying there
stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and what we would
do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
medical cartel
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wrote:
convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I sure if you, your
mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I didn't do anything to
you other than a big hug and texts. You were the one who blocked me on Instagram,
ignored my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
When i looked up the info for your alma matter, for some reason I couldnt find your name
anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you and
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big mistake
society
if ww were together
press briefing
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a country tolerate

such madness!
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Magazines
Military
Mean girls
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting boring and I don't
know why
On Wed, May 23, 2018 at 10:51 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
talk about formal
stuck with you
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llora alma mia
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not surprised if your
mom or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats your problem
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them, like
a girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would be there for
you

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something is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to be
philosophical often times.
subbing days
there
visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would be like
no other
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could be all of
the above
visions
how far ill go


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magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this
girl with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe
On Sun, May 6, 2018 at 11:19 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel Blanc, and others
(mention Grey, Tara, etc)
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i like
this girl

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maybe its not so much coming on too strong but im just too much for you or something
I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just the two
of us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know the truth
and so should i

enamorada y herida

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by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around a week or
so, probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably dont care
either
wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the
outcome
obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be
respect on both sides

add to talk to you
reason
all in the family
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every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or just friends i
would think you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
add to not pc
together because i really think (or thought at the time) that we would have a chance
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US. but
that also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or very
few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe you
do too!), kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so
long and care about you so much

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like when you have to take more time than needed individually to improve in sports
(athlete, official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way we're
acting. that is not including the "aww's"!
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how can i
do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few
people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned
before that maybe if you were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not
as much). if my life would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my
heart that i would care about you and love you so much that i can't take it out on
you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother. whenever i
see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of you
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt

think this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world
cant take us seriously and laughs at us

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add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say something
like this
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if they are not
around
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end
up, you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
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never know
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text,
but feel free to do your own research
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you
or me or both of us think we are better than the other
its like people struggle and go through things and we're meant to help each other
i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy or
maybe sad
henry makow and why women should be feminine so men can be more masculine
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my phone sometimes,
so maybe people have seen me even though they dont know or care
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i wonder why we just abide by those who don't let us speak up (by pressuring, etc)
also bothers me and should bother you too
why would you just stand there and to let yourself be brainwashed nonsense about
me

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others

if you are feeling miserable when im not there youll have only yourself to blame
want to point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone
and get divorced.
give you a heads up
i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont lose respect for
us either.
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muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or
over the top
pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would
truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

add to as a couple
wouldn't be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable
experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is
why i mention this here
forget me nots
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes to
add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on,
what i mean, and trying to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings
too, etc you never know
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definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i may
have mentioned this before too
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your
mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or
forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a love-

hate relationship, only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that you
and anyone else can understand
im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going on and
think for yourself
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont know
(they could be hidden too)

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything
you may be going through
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never say goodbye
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August
for the first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
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eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while
his girl was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and
not gave to go through as much hardships as I did
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is
not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you
wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt
you'll talk to me ever again


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keep us apart
even the songs can be from Christmas playlist, typically the 1067 lite fm one
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i

did care and still do (not sure if i should though)
it is not guaranteed we would be together forever but at least its worth a try
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all
the bad stuff in this world
now over 1000 pgs

As far as our qualities, etc go, just think and remember what youre giving
up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it
isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
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just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first
two that are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that
stumbles across the docs file is left wondering who i am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family
to know too, even if I only met the mom for now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think
and say about me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean
we couldn't keep in touch
busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
the time will come you are emotionally hurt when you realize im not around
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and
maybe me too (only not as much)

the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and we should
discover it all
aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even
close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and
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other things
why i couldn't talk about this before and how i have to go through so much
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would

be a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what
im trying to say



to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around, we
would surely miss each other
i would defend you
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated greats
(the government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type
one or two, etc civilizations

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female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble you, couples
too
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because
they sure make you get into the spirit or

when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have caught
you off guard
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant
read your mind, how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and
you did this for me
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did what i
did!
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others
suffer. like i said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
reason
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe

we share a lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet
conspiracy theories, however plenty have came true even ones right now
enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a negative reaction
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to this
about someone
much
talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a soulmate, i had
you.
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away,
but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what
you did and ignore me like i have done something bad to you.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you

wouldnt treat me like you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your
mom and I assumed she told you about this.
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so I
can fix it
add to the simpsons

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at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went through and
how i felt
maybe you or i overreacted to an extent yet i believe we both did and a lot
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a
lot of love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking
that is you
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing a
hoodie from your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens

to be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it
that way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to
get in between us and you know very well who they are
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the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite
remarkable. its too bad that doesnt mean anything to you
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want
you to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant
well and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you
coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked out
items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most
part
ignored me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way
but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate
me, then ill leave
chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your
end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and
not take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they
read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this
is NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over
1,000 pages long. all for you, girl

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thousand pages
yesterday once more
affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type
of guy are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just
go back to your old ways
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain degree
only we know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and
she looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her.
this was obviously long before our encounter
route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im
like, "thats our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out
it will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

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there's no way this is menaingless and it wasnt since to me youre not
mine but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work.
all it takes is us two working as a team but why bother if you would
never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i
dont want to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)

she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person.

yes, the one guy who would have put up with her and loved her
unconditionally
wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told
you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and
like before, you wont get those years back. i waited four years until
middle school and then didnt see you for close to eight years until
that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never
forget. who would have thought that in one order i would see the
name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt
look like you but the fact that she was a girl
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i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every

day i am with you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we
wouldnt know until we tried
"she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you
really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down,
the rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it

would be and yours too.
add to do for you
too.
friend?

i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me
any less than real
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still reminded

of what wouldve or shouldve been
i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this is just too
much.
Streisand effect
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not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning that
is working against me

(thick and thin)

much nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on
it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of

what factor contributed to this, etc

who knows what best times and great moments we could have had
together. i wasnt a sociable person but i would change for the
better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most

of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

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if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats
messed up, because i didnt do anything. i didnt do anything to you
personally, at least.

if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite
the way you treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this
is good for the future


change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends

i wouldn't miss having the chance to be with you for anything in the
world
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look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary

school and middle school

i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things
off my chest and not have a dark cloud hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i
remind her of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of
the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her.
believe me, they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess
with, but as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your
side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree with what i just said
and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and

while i was writing this
amount of pages and items would supersede than what it would be
now
would begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the
writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
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equally
the good old days
forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many
others

abroad

actual relationship


i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with,
but no matter. one has got to try.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell
you how i really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre jealous,

envious, and fake.
shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all
too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are
between the two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or
not. i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he
makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my
girl, I mean YOU)

parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in it as
well
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obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to

me in the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also
applies for many things as to why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong
with the world. clearly they are part of the problem not the
solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you
are as serious as i am about everything

together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad
(or in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat
each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird side of you
too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

dinner?"
Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd

be the best thing most of all
por que sera
why are things the way they are in the world, not just personally

least


you wouldnt know until later one way or another, honesty is best
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billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make it up to
you


besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak
out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is
worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me about
you as possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so something must

be up
actually would heal me instead of making me sick. like in August,
it was the first time I was happy after a few years of not being
able to smile

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of
them. both are younger than us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you.
youll ask if that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
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dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch
of things that i like about you
(if applicable)

(those two i previously mentioned are and most likely a
couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue between
teeth sticking out)
then like me
would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other

girl like you. someone out there who can do what i did and feel
the same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity

has for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i

do here. i just wish you were the same.
anything back

it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love like that? no
one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be

like if we were a couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know
you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think
of me regardless of any new post, pic, etc

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if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring
me completely. not quite sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being

mean or anything to you.

mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making

you feel negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
superficial. It's just something inside you whether it is the cute
expressions you do or i dont know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean

the things i am saying. i would never treat you any less than a
human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be
my girl for sure

happens just know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We
were made for each other and if only we couldve showed the
world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and
humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend the last
few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or
deny things like how one feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as

the world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it
kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons
of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it

looks like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn
to live with the fact that regardless of how things went down,
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remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us

are fat, just skinny or chubby)

sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies
out that way neither of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we

could have if we were together
at this point i am not asking you to do anything except think
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you
how i feel and what i may not be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a
few other things (that i am aware of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who
to be with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up

with me and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet,

etc things to say but that's because this writing doesnt go on
forever
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nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never
run out of making you feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each

other. there should be an equality with how we treat each
other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you
to remember me like i remember you. think about it, after
August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins

or once it starts before it gets bad. of course most people
dont realize what is going on in Syria

first. people would have to print this out and i have a strong
feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.


have done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the
one that got away), youll be mine.
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you
and you never realized it. you only misjudged me

received such gifts. i dont think there is another situation
like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so

this is sure something for anyone to be in awe

how

how
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besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are
sad, i can do so much more. we can do so much more for
each other in the years ahead



succeed

doubt I am though because in the least you never got back to
me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that
(or at least trying to)
i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing about how i
feel
dwight
true love

either


a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four

kids. i thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then
reminded me of you
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ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten

to know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the

time and now
sympathy/empathy

compare whoever you like or are with me, know who is
who.
youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the
other as well

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would

always care about you and love you for who you are!

soulmate. i guess i may not know how that feels until much
later in my life

its like when we hugged something was wrong with you.

you didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the
best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did
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in another school i was doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding
her son and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have
kids of your own
its ironic you dont have her name even though you look
like her
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had kids of our

own

expecting our first child or expecting our second, and so
forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you

came looking for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out you werent

even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments

between us that can last a lifetime like our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know
so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before
the semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make
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the time and it shows
you ruined my life

ruined my life
chowder couples

problem than iran
we need a domestic policy and not a foreign policy so much
the moment you tell me we can work it out and see where
it goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or

the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that
regardless if hes had a so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for

you (you should do the same, you know)

im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could

at least be friends

i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would

treat me like this and completely ignore me like i am a
horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and
dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days
or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for
you too. i know this because you are a good person who
just needs guidance like i do
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i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put
this out there for the world to see.


i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell
what would happen in May
its like i was more mature than you in some things and
vice versa
maybe it is a phase

i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can

both come clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been
the one and unfortunately youre not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try
to get through to you to no avail

unlikely. although, it is still possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths.
youll wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what
happened to that guy who was so crazy about you

better to explain what happened or what's been going on
with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet.

maybe you felt it too and if you didnt youll know when it
is there.
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without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in

general that can never be covered, unless youre there to
fill it
i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as the

ride is going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way,

but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you have a
great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh

even though i had poured so much when writing about
this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would

have loved to have someone be there for me (see items
bronchoscopy results)

imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you

were around. that way, i can be a man who has his
woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how

else can we be closer to one another. relationships thrive
on this stuff.
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy hits on

a girl

its like you follow me everywhere, the vision of you that

is

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or if they asked me
things"


remember them

after all, i told a lot of people instead of keeping this to

myself
people can't give these days like good characteristics,
etc
other people remind me of future (not just seeing you)
facebook story about a couple knowing each other
since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be lucky to

have you

myself

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you can trust me with anything. i would be too loyal to

you

could to me despite not being rude to you or anything
like that


honor and yours
mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in

prison while the politicians ignore them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor.

i tried not to think about you while i was doing the
plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep

it together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry)
or if they are just crocodile tears to you

someone who i saw was like a wild card and would talk
to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your

end but i cant imagine what could be going on. i
wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more
and more

will this ever end

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i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world
can have their lives back

there was honesty
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after

all, they say be up front and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would

be different or maybe not

make you laugh


possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to at least be a
friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you

have empathy under the right circumstances, you can
read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it
has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a
tear or two with what i write here.
sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have feelings for

someone else
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way

and influenced you without getting to know me

until you start to date them, then you cant stand them.
i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so
maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with
little to no issue doing so.
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i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont
pressure you to make your decisions and how you live
your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged

you its like something was wrong. gosh, its like
nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go

because it meant the world to me seeing you again
after so long


both
clingy
im not a bad person


which is you

years. not sure why you havent been with someone
for that long and why i could not find someone like
that
August changed everything for me and its just so

much i cant explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you

have to), lets make the drawings happen not just be
plain pictures i drew with a pencil

hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not
a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there

are more worse things happening as we speak. but
besides the world being run by money and evil, i
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think this writing is a way to show love despite the
odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad

thing i did to you, you will realize i am sweet and
true to you. it just so happens that you will see why
you should not listen to haters who talk behind other
people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade
and even tried to get along with our classmates
(they know who they are) and havent seen you for
eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in
the least and/or understatement) to see you again.
...
[Message clipped]
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HONEY IM HOME
ITS SO WEIRD, BUT I STILL KEEP WRITING A BIT MORE EVEN IF IT IS NOT LIKE BEFORE
IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING ABOUT, IT IS ON
THE FIRST PAGE. I DONT WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND JUST BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH
THE TRUTH
Owl missed man
youre giving up.
I dont hate you
Tommy Robinson

Cathy shelton
Kathleen wiley
Paula jones
Juanita Broderick
Corey feldman
Cathy o brien
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whereabouts) for almost a year since. I hope nothing bad happened to you. I would've defended
you
Another ref looked like Chayanne and also was married too. I dont know if i thought of you so
much or a bunch of these things at once
And other stories
Things are different now, well it doesnt have to be. How can things work or happen if neither one
of us puts in the effort

Youre just so odd
I dont know if all this effort is worth it. Does it take a life? Maybe its the last thing i do (not a bad
poetic note)
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I really wish you would change for the better, but it looks like that's not going to happen soon
Cant expect
Parents watching their son play beach soccer and the mom was pregnant. I guess i may never
know what that is like
A man who was also a referee like me who was going to visit his grandson in Cape Cod ten hours
away. I only went a third of that to do the tournament
saying there
stranded couple. I wonder what it would be like if we both were stranded and what we would do
NASA
Buzz hitting Bart

Bart interviews
Gus Grissom
William Cooper
medical cartel


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convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I didn't do anything to
you other than a big hug and texts. You were the one who blocked me on Instagram, ignored
my texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you and

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big mistake
society
if ww were together
press briefing
Roseanne Barr's firing is PC (politically correct). I cant believe we as a country tolerate such
madness!

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Magazines
Military
Mean girls
know why

wrote:
mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
talk about formal
stuck with you
llora alma mia

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im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them, like a
girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
even when Melania wasn't feeling well, Trump was there for her. i would be there for you

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not sure what is going on in terms of vibe and stuff like that. i feel like not only something
is going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to be
philosophical often times.
subbing days
there
visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would be like no
other
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could be all of
the above
visions
how far ill go

magazine

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a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this girl
with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

wrote:
I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the papers
in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i like this
girl

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I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just the two of
us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know the truth
and so should i

enamorada y herida
by the way, you have a bunch of stickies that i saved for some time (around a week or so,
probably longer) because this means a lot to me. i bet you probably dont care either
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wrote on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the
outcome
obsess about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be respect
on both sides

wrote:
add to talk to you
reason
all in the family
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add to not pc
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US. but that
also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or very
few have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe you do
too!), kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so long
and care about you so much
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in general really
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how can i
do this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few
people yet they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before
that maybe if you were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much).
if my life would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i
would care about you and love you so much that i can't take it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother. whenever i
see a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of you
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders
and just following them blindly
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt think

this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take
us seriously and laughs at us


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add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say something like
this
personality
around
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up,
you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our child, you never
know
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i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text,
but feel free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see two random
people or couples and it makes me think we will end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or
me or both of us think we are better than the other
maybe sad
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my phone sometimes, so
maybe people have seen me even though they dont know or care
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why would you just stand there and to let yourself be brainwashed nonsense about
me

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others

because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want
to point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get
divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give
you a heads up
i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont lose respect for us
either.
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muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or
over the top
pages will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly
love you forever and ever
add to goals

by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after yours. gosh, i
wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely
share my life with you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we wouldn't
be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is why
i mention this here
forget me nots
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes to
add here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on,
what i mean, and trying to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings too,
etc you never know

definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i may
have mentioned this before too
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just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your
mom for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or
forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a love-hate

relationship, only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that you
and anyone else can understand
think for yourself

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you
may be going through
never say goodbye
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maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August
for the first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health

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eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his
girl was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and not
gave to go through as much hardships as I did
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is
not your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you
wouldnt talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll
talk to me ever again

keep us apart

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if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i
did care and still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all
the bad stuff in this world
now over 1000 pgs

As far as our qualities, etc go, just think and remember what youre giving up
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it
isnt as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two
that are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles
across the docs file is left wondering who i am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to
know too, even if I only met the mom for now

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i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think
and say about me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean we
couldn't keep in touch
busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night

discover it all
aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close
to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other
things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
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thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would be

a perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im
trying to say



i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt
you do the same
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated greats (the
government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or
two, etc civilizations
female celebrities remind me you even if they dont resemble you, couples too
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because
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they sure make you get into the spirit or

when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have caught you
off guard
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant
read your mind, how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you
did this for me
imagine how prolific and versatile humanity can be if people did what i did!
reason
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we

share a lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet
enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a negative reaction to
this
about someone
i wish it didnt have to be like this. this is so crazy even i think its too much
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but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend
of mine said do it as a project and i did
talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a soulmate, i had
you.
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away,
but i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you
did and ignore me like i have done something bad to you.

graduation
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so I can
fix it
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better
late than never
how i felt
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot
of love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
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i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking
that is you
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to

be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that
way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get
in between us and you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were
together we would have each other
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want you
to leave
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im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well
and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into
my life again. i wish it could have worked out
items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most
part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored
me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate me,
then ill leave
chance to show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your
end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and
not take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they
read this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard
it was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is
NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over
1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
thousand pages
yesterday once more
even the last formal from my college is hard without you (black tie affair)
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type
of guy are they with

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besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go
back to your old ways
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she
looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this
was obviously long before our encounter
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to my right on route
3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im
like, "thats our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it
will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine
but that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it
takes is us two working as a team but why bother if you would never go
for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont
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want to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)

she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes,

the one guy who would have put up with her and loved her
unconditionally
wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you
so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like
before, you wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle
school and then didnt see you for close to eight years until that day in
August which changed my life forever and i may never forget. who
would have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl
from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt
look like you but the fact that she was a girl
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every

day i am with you
"she isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really
going to prove them right?
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they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down,
the rest of my life to go

add to do for you
a guy that not only would do so much for you but give up so much too.
friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure

that isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any
less than real
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still reminded of

what wouldve or shouldve been
much.
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning that is

working against me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there
for one another whether there are good times or bad times (thick and
thin)
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much
nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it
anytime soon
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maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of
what factor contributed to this, etc

together. i wasnt a sociable person but i would change for the better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most of

the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the
way you treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is
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good for the future


change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with
something regarding this
world




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i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off
my chest and not have a dark cloud hanging over
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of
the guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe
me, they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess
with, but as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side,
then its worth it. maybe you would agree with what i just said and
feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while

i was writing this
amount of pages and items would supersede than what it would be
now
would begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing
you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
go back then, the way some things were only treat each other equally
the good old days
forms of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
if only we would focus more on problems at home rather than abroad

actual relationship
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i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but
no matter. one has got to try.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you
how i really feel

envious, and fake.
shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all
too!
add to ACCOUNTING
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not.
i just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes
my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean
YOU)

parents, friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in it as
well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me

in the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with
the world. clearly they are part of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are
as serious as i am about everything

together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or
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in the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each
other like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird side of you
too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

"honey, im home. how are you? how are the kids? where's dinner?"
Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be

the best thing most of all
por que sera
even if i cant express my true feelings, i still feel weird in the least


billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make it up to
you


besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak
out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know
what they say, no harm, no foul.

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she is not special
worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me about
you as possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so something must

be up
actually would heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it
was the first time I was happy after a few years of not being able to
smile

dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of

things that i like about you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing
your expression as if im you!

(those two i previously mentioned are and most likely a couple).
imagine me and you in one picture.

teeth sticking out)
then like me
would help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl
like you. someone out there who can do what i did and feel the
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same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has
for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do

here. i just wish you were the same.
anything back

one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like
if we were a couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know
you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of
me regardless of any new post, pic, etc
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring

me completely. not quite sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being

mean or anything to you.
i think this is every question as I can think of that comes to mind
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making

you feel negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
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Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the
things i am saying. i would never treat you any less than a human
being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be
my girl for sure

were made for each other and if only we couldve showed the
world that
humanity inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend the last few
moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny
things like how one feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as

the world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it
kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of
the two in the beginning
till the world ends

looks like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to
live with the fact that regardless of how things went down, we
wont be able to be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are
fat, just skinny or chubby)
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a good sense

of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out
that way neither of us has to be sad.
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like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you
how i feel and what i may not be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a
few other things (that i am aware of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who to
be with, etc

i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc
things to say but that's because this writing doesnt go on
forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run

out of making you feel like yourself

other. there should be an equality with how we treat each
other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to
remember me like i remember you. think about it, after August
I recalled roughly ten or more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or

once it starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont
realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first.

people would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling
that it is way more than just a few pages.

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have done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the
one that got away), youll be mine.
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and
you never realized it. you only misjudged me
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what
i had done here
received such gifts. i dont think there is another situation like
this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so

this is sure something for anyone to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are
sad, i can do so much more. we can do so much more for each
other in the years ahead


if people tell me to give up, i tell them "no"! not until i succeed
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt

I am though because in the least you never got back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that
(or at least trying to)
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i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing about how i
feel
dwight
true love

either

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats
liberalism for you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids.
i thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then
reminded me of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten to

know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the

time and now
sympathy/empathy

compare whoever you like or are with me, know who is who.
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other as well



later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend

and you probably never a real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you
didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best
day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in
another school i was doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her
son and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have
kids of your own
its ironic you dont have her name even though you look like
her

own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting

our first child or expecting our second, and so forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came

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looking for me
let it roll

even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know
so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the
semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time
and it shows
you ruined my life

ruined my life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a problem

than iran
the moment you tell me we can work it out and see where it
goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or

the smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you
(you should do the same, you know)
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im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at

least be friends


horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt.
i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you
too. i know this because you are a good person who just
needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this
out there for the world to see.


i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what
would happen in May
its like i was more mature than you in some things and vice
versa
maybe it is a phase


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ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been
the one and unfortunately youre not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to
get through to you to no avail

we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths.
youll wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better
to explain what happened or what's been going on with me
all this time

maybe you felt it too and if you didnt youll know when it is
there.

general that can never be covered, unless youre there to
fill it
i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as the

ride is going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but

it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you have a great
sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh

even though i had poured so much when writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would

have loved to have someone be there for me (see items
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there

for you. i just wish that someone was me

were around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman
to complete his life
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if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else
can we be closer to one another. relationships thrive on
this stuff.
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy hits on a

girl

its like you follow me everywhere, the vision of you that is

or if they asked me
things"


remember them


myself
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people can't give these days like good characteristics,
etc
facebook story about a couple knowing each other since
toddlers. we first met in fifth grade

have you

myself

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much

love i would have for you

you can trust me with anything. i would be too loyal to

you

i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could
to me despite not being rude to you or anything like that


honor and yours

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i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i
tried not to think about you while i was doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it

together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry)
or if they are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone

who i saw was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end

but i cant imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be
surprised if i am proven right here more and more

will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world

can have their lives back

there was honesty
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all,

they say be up front and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would be

different or maybe not

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep
thinking how you would react

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possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to at least be a
friend or something

have empathy under the right circumstances, you can
read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it
has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear
or two with what i write here.

someone else
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and

influenced you without getting to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until
you start to date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt
youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe
that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no
issue doing so.
pressure you to make your decisions and how you live
your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you

its like something was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i
have ever felt

because it meant the world to me seeing you again after
so long
On Thu, Apr 12, 2018 at 12:37 AM, Christopher Tinajero


both
clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should.

treat each other like royalty in a sense

which is you

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years. not sure why you havent been with someone for
that long and why i could not find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much

i cant explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you

have to), lets make the drawings happen not just be
plain pictures i drew with a pencil

hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a
make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are
more worse things happening as we speak. but besides
the world being run by money and evil, i think this
writing is a way to show love despite the odds

thing i did to you, you will realize i am sweet and true
to you. it just so happens that you will see why you
should not listen to haters who talk behind other
people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and
even tried to get along with our classmates (they know
who they are) and havent seen you for eight
afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least
and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did
...
[Message clipped]
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convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen

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mom or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I didn't do anything to you
other than a big hug and texts. You were the one who blocked me on Instagram, ignored my
texts, and in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to you
anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you and schoolwork
went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt know for sure why


big mistake
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though. again with society
if ww were together
press briefing
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Now it all depends how you and anyone else reacts to this after reading and looking into this.
Theres no reason that society should be as corrupt as it is
madness!
Magazines
Military
Mean girls
know why

wrote:
mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but only you have
the original items
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything i would want
you to remember me by

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talk about formal
stuck with you
llora alma mia
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be any closure
or peace for me
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them, like a
girl who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that an infinite amount
is not enough and it will never be enough
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
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not sure what is going on in terms of vibe and stuff like that. i feel like not only something is
going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to be philosophical
often times.
subbing days
its not what you expected, but who knew id fall in love with you out of all the girls out there
visions
other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just by past people
or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
i cant tell if you backstabbed me, slapped me in the face, or spit at me. it could be all of the
above
visions
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how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this girl
with other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

wrote:
I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the papers
in the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that stuff like that.
women do that too and no one gossips more than they do
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im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i like this
girl


I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just the two of
us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know the truth and
so should i

enamorada y herida
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what i wrote there is what you read here and you couldn't even read these notes (for some
reason not just others but i too cant understand my own writing)
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what i wrote
on to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the outcome
come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than human. we are surely
better than that
we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and science while you obsess
about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be respect on both
sides

wrote:
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add to talk to you
i hate it when i cant be near you or when you are always kept from me for some reason
all in the family
add to not pc
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US. but that
also applies in this world
if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or very few
have come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

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whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so long
and care about you so much
in general really
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how can i do
this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few people yet
they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe
if you were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life
would get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care
about you and love you so much that i can't take it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother. whenever i see
a pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of you
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders
and just following them blindly
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt think

this town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take us
seriously and laughs at us
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wrote:
add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say something like
this
personality
around
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up,
you will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

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a pic of my watch
birth sept
know
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but
feel free to do your own research
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me
or both of us think we are better than the other
maybe sad
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why would you just stand there and to let yourself be brainwashed nonsense about me

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others), but the system,
society, matrix, etc puts us down

because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want to
point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get
divorced.
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it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give
you a heads up
either.
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i if things
would work, instead of me reminding you constantly
muster when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or over
the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages
will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you
forever and ever
add to goals

wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share
my life with you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we wouldn't
be annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is why i
mention this here
forget me nots
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geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes to add
here. fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on, what i
mean, and trying to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you
never know

definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i may have
mentioned this before too
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your mom
for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or forget
about us for good)

all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that you and
anyone else can understand
think for yourself

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you
may be going through
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never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope we would
be better than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for
the first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others
to think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
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or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us, including opiate
receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his
girl was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not
your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt
talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me
ever again

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its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try to keep
us apart
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did
care and still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the
bad stuff in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead
of my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt
as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

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pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two
that are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles
across the docs file is left wondering who i am talking about
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and
say about me.
you wouldnt even meet with me for some reason other than being "really busy"
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and thought,
amd organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
discover it all
aliens). this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to
1 while Star Wars is type 3)
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items, the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other
things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would be a

perfect match
trying to say

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works
out in the end)


i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt
you do the same
government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or
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two, etc civilizations
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because they
sure make you get into the spirit or

when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have caught you off
guard
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read
your mind, how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how
much i can write. especially if that person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you
did this for me
i dont mean to digress or anything, im just all over the place for some reason

enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a negative reaction to
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this
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else writes so much about
someone
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of
mine said do it as a project and i did
talk about graduation and how i wish like others having a soulmate, i had you.
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but
i do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did
and ignore me like i have done something bad to you.

graduation
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so I can
fix it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying
to hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better
late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining
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to your mom but it just isnt the same because she is not you
how i felt
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot
of love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking that
is you
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to

be Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that
way for as long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in
between us and you know very well who they are
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and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by you and
respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to
you what to do. most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it
boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a
friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around the
third page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want you
to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well
and i only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into
my life again. i wish it could have worked out
items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored
me and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate me,
then ill leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance
to show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and not
take you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read
this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it
was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least
NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000
pages long. all for you, girl
thousand pages

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yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of
guy are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go
looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this
was obviously long before our encounter
not sure what other ones. ive even seen the billboard to my right on route 3
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like,
"thats our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it
will have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but
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that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is
us two working as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i
am a bad person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent
close. and i never want us to be them
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes,

the one guy who would have put up with her and loved her
unconditionally
wouldnt want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you
so"
August which changed my life forever and i may never forget. who would
have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from many
years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look
like you but the fact that she was a girl
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day

i am with you
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i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she
isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going
to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the
rest of my life to go

add to do for you
friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure

that isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any
less than real

much.
Streisand effect

working against me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there
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for one another whether there are good times or bad times (thick and
thin)
nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime
soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of what
factor contributed to this, etc

i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most of

the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the
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way you treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is
good for the future

some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions
ive been having (maybe)
even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how can we change

that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
world
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best

thing ever) if we both help her out


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i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off
my chest and not have a dark cloud hanging over
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the
guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me,
they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with,
but as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its
worth it. maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel the same
way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i

was writing this
amount of pages and items would supersede than what it would be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would
begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see
here and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms
of medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
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maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it being an actual

relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be used
in countless ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no
matter. one has got to try.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you
how i really feel

envious, and fake.
shoulders and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i
just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my
friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean
YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents,
friends, or society. It's possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in

the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with
the world. clearly they are part of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as
serious as i am about everything

together
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i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in
the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other
like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
theres the weirdest side of me, maybe theres a weird side of you too
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be

the best thing most of all
por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against
me would leave me with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
not sure what i have done to you or how i can ever make it up to you


besides the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out
if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what
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she is not special
worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me about you
as possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so something must be

up
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually
would heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the
first time I was happy after a few years of not being able to smile


(if applicable)
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those
two i previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine
me and you in one picture.

teeth sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i would
help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl
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like you. someone out there who can do what i did and feel the
same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has
for the future!

its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things or hold anything
back
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how much
i would appreciate every moment we are together
one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like if
we were a couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you
are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of
me regardless of any new post, pic, etc
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me

completely. not quite sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean

or anything to you.
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you
feel negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
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being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my
girl for sure

were made for each other and if only we couldve showed the world
that
moments with you
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the
world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of
feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in
the beginning
till the world ends

looks like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to
live with the fact that regardless of how things went down, we wont
be able to be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are
fat, just skinny or chubby)
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a good sense of

humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out
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that way neither of us has to be sad.

like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how
i feel and what i may not be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few
other things (that i am aware of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who to be
with, etc

things to say but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run

out of making you feel like yourself

other. there should be an equality with how we treat each other,
etc
remember me like i remember you. think about it, after August I
recalled roughly ten or more years solely about you

once it starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont
realize what is going on in Syria

people would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling
that it is way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped

the war (or at least if we tried)
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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have
done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the one that
got away), youll be mine.
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and
you never realized it. you only misjudged me
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i
had done here
received such gifts. i dont think there is another situation like
this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this
is sure something for anyone to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad,
i can do so much more. we can do so much more for each other
in the years ahead

although i do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show
a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others with

dignity and respect
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I

am though because in the least you never got back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or
at least trying to)
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i just hope i dont get backlash for simply writing about how i feel
dwight
true love
I wonder if youre like sarah palin and that wouldnt be bad either

a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i
thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded
me of you
ORDER*

know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the time

and now
sympathy/empathy

other as well
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later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend

and you probably never a real boyfriend
didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best
day ever
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her
son and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids
of your own
its ironic you dont have her name even though you look like her

own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting

our first child or expecting our second, and so forth

looking for me
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let it roll

even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know so
ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time
and it shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing
but the best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you ruined
my life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a problem

than iran
the moment you tell me we can work it out and see where it
goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the
smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you
(you should do the same, you know)

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im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at
least be friends


horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i
would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there
was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you
too. i know this because you are a good person who just
needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this
out there for the world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something
similar, so this helps you cope with the pain

would happen in May
versa
maybe it is a phase


ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the
one and unfortunately youre not
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not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to
get through to you to no avail

we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll
wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to
explain what happened or what's been going on with me all
this time

there.

general that can never be covered, unless youre there to fill
it
i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as the ride
is going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it

isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of
humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even
though i had poured so much when writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have
loved to have someone be there for me (see items
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there

for you. i just wish that someone was me

were around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman to
complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else

can we be closer to one another. relationships thrive on this
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stuff.
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy hits on a

girl
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends

the men (i know, right?)

or if they asked me
"why did you write to mommy so much and did these things"

the visions can be drawn if possible, i just have to remember

them


myself
its like for some people, they give others what most people
can't give these days like good characteristics, etc
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facebook story about a couple knowing each other since
toddlers. we first met in fifth grade

have you
laminate the pencil comics if you want, i drew them myself

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much

love i would have for you

you can trust me with anything. i would be too loyal to you

i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to
me despite not being rude to you or anything like that

don't you see that i am trying my best to defend my honor

and yours

i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i

tried not to think about you while i was doing the plate

maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or
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if they are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone

who i saw was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end

but i cant imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure

about that on your end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can
have their lives back
i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it if there

was honesty



make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly

say. whether it is to woo you or to at least be a friend or
something

have empathy under the right circumstances, you can read
the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has
gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two
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with what i write here.

someone else

someone told me that you may think you like them until
you start to date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt
youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that
applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue
doing so.
pressure you to make your decisions and how you live your
life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you

its like something was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have
ever felt

because it meant the world to me seeing you again after so
long

explain if this made an effect on either one of us or both
clingy
im not a bad person

i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i like which

is you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have

to be all of them) as your guy instead of you being with
someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years.
not sure why you havent been with someone for that
long and why i could not find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much i

cant explain it
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as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have
to), lets make the drawings happen not just be plain
pictures i drew with a pencil

understand, its like it can't be no matter how the public
reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing
rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make
believe
more worse things happening as we speak. but besides
the world being run by money and evil, i think this
writing is a way to show love despite the odds

thing i did to you, you will realize i am sweet and true to
you. it just so happens that you will see why you should
not listen to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and
even tried to get along with our classmates (they know
who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards,
of course i was really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you did what you
did and now here we are
...
[Message clipped]
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convertible
our emotions
prego women

glad you came
longest hug
longest kissing
mason
Ive ever seen
And now I still have't heard back from you or anyone. I can't tell nor am I sure if you, your mom
or anyone else in your circles is trying to avoid me completely. I didn't do anything to you other
than a big hug and texts. You were the one who blocked me on Instagram, ignored my texts, and
in a way broke my heart. I never did any of that to you

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anywhere and youre an over acheiver. What gives? I doubt things between you and schoolwork
went downhill. If that was the case, i wouldnt know for sure why


big mistake
i am aware of "love bombing" and this is nothing of a sort. nice try, though. again with society
if ww were together
press briefing
Now it all depends how you and anyone else reacts to this after reading and looking into this.
Theres no reason that society should be as corrupt as it is
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madness!
Magazines
Military
Mean girls
It's strange, as of this point as I am writing this sentence, this is getting boring and I don't know
why
On Wed, May 23, 2018 at 10:51 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but only you have
the original items
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything i would want you
to remember me by
talk about formal
stuck with you

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llora alma mia
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not surprised if your mom
or anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be any closure or
peace for me
im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them, like a girl
who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that an infinite amount is
not enough and it will never be enough
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond

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going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to be philosophical often
times.
subbing days
visions
other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just by past people
or recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
above
visions
how far ill go

555 / 4356
magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this girl with
other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
marilyn monroe

wrote:
I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the papers in
the items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
im not trying to use this as a platform except to tell everyone (the world) that i like this girl

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I wish i can take you to all sorts of places and spend quality time with you just the two of us
just the two of us
but why be confusing instead of being honest with me? you deserve to know the truth and so
should i

enamorada y herida
557 / 4356
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what i wrote on
to express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the outcome
better than that
about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be respect on both
sides

wrote:
add to talk to you
all in the family
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every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or just friends i would
think you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
add to not pc
too many barriers (some more than necessary) to succeed, at least in the US. but that also
applies in this world
connect the dots
chummy
bff

whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so long and
care about you so much
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in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way we're acting.
that is not including the "aww's"!
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how can i do
this project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few people yet
they can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if
you were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would
get messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about
you and love you so much that i can't take it out on you
i even saw a woman pregnant and im like, can you be my childs mother. whenever i see a
pregnant woman with kids or not, i am still reminded me of you
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders and
just following them blindly
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt think this
town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take us
seriously and laughs at us

wrote:
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add to reaction
i didnt think a girl would say that, i always thought a guy would say something like this
personality
around
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up, you
will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
know
561 / 4356
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but
feel free to do your own research
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me
or both of us think we are better than the other
maybe sad
562 / 4356
i wonder why we just abide by those who don't let us speak up (by pressuring, etc) also
bothers me and should bother you too

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others

wrote:
point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get
divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give you
a heads up
either.
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trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom or muster
when it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages
will see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you
forever and ever
add to goals

wish i can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share
my life with you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we wouldn't be
annoyed at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable experience
mention this here
forget me nots
never know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but it is definitely
unique
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i dont know anyone
else personally who does or would do that
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just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your mom
for keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or forget
about us for good)

im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going on and think
for yourself
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont know (they
could be hidden too)

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you may
be going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are depriving
you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope we would be
better than that
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maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for
the first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others to
think, not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
receptors too

566 / 4356
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl
was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not
your fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt
talk to me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me
ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try to keep us
apart

567 / 4356
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did
care and still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the
bad stuff in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of
my time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt
as ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS

pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two that
are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles across the
docs file is left wondering who i am talking about

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i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and
say about me.
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe
me too (only not as much)
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and thought,
amd organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just aliens).
this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while
Star Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing, the items,
the past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
569 / 4356
perfect match
trying to say

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out
in the end)


to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around, we would
surely miss each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you
do the same
government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two,
etc civilizations
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guard
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did
this for me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer.
like i said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is still appropriate
for young audiences

enter galactic
are you really that cold and cruel to not care or have a negative reaction to this
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players,
teams, staff and officials
someone

571 / 4356
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i
do know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and
ignore me like i have done something bad to you.

graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom
and I assumed she told you about this.
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so I can fix
it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to
hide any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better late
than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to
your mom but it just isnt the same because she is not you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went through and how i
felt
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of
love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking that is
you
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maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing a hoodie
from your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to be

Colombian and his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way
for as long as possible
respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to
you what to do. most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles
my mind how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the
least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around the third page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want you to
leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and
i only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life
again. i wish it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others
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which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just
say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored me
and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate me, then
ill leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance
to show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read
this, they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we were together,
that us something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it
was. it may still be a bit ackward in the least
NOT easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000
pages long. all for you, girl
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years into a few thousand
pages
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of
guy are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back
to your old ways
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they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain degree only
we know each other.
looked like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was
obviously long before our encounter
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will
have to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us
two working as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i
am a bad person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent
close. and i never want us to be them
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she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the
one guy who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt
want to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
August which changed my life forever and i may never forget. who would
have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from many
years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look
like you but the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about her completely
but keep it appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day i

am with you
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she
isnt worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to
prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the
rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would
be and yours too.
add to do for you
576 / 4356
are you absolutely sure that you dont like me a little? not even as a friend?
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that
isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any less
than real

i really dont know how i can be with anyone someday, this is just too much.
Streisand effect

working against me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there for
one another whether there are good times or bad times (thick and thin)
nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime
soon


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i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most of the
time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG



if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way
you treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good
for the future

578 / 4356
some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions
ive been having (maybe)
even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how can we change

that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i wouldn't miss having the chance to be with you for anything in the world
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best

thing ever) if we both help her out
look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary school
and middle school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly
the same as english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my
chest and not have a dark cloud hanging over
guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they
do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with,
but as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its
worth it. maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel the same
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way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i

was writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount
of pages and items would supersede than what it would be now
begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see
here and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of
medicine such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others

relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be used in
countless ways

i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you how
i really feel

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envious, and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders
and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i
just hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my
friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in

the future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the
world. clearly they are part of the problem not the solution

together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in
the least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like
in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the
best thing most of all
por que sera
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i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against
me would leave me with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely

fortunately i manage to remember. maybe because thats love, although
im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides

the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did,
but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no
harm, no foul.
she is not special
worth it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me about you as
possible
theres a reason why i cant stop looking at her so something must be up
would heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first
time I was happy after a few years of not being able to smile


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its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them.
both are younger than us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll
ask if that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes

(if applicable)
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those
two i previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me
and you in one picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue between teeth
sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i would
help you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like
you. someone out there who can do what i did and feel the same way
i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has for
the future!

back
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how much i
would appreciate every moment we are together
it sounds mushy, but who else would give you love like that? no one.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like if
we were a couple.

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i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you
are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me
regardless of any new post, pic, etc

shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean

or anything to you.
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you
feel negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my
girl for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens

just know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for
each other and if only we couldve showed the world that
moments with you
world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of
feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in
the beginning
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till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks

like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with
the fact that regardless of how things went down, we wont be able to
be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat,
just skinny or chubby)

humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that
way neither of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could
have if we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i
feel and what i may not be able to in the future
with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with

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me and I'll do the same
things to say but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out

of making you feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other.

there should be an equality with how we treat each other, etc

once it starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize
what is going on in Syria

people would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that
it is way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped

the war (or at least if we tried)
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have
done. maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the one that
got away), youll be mine.
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you
never realized it. you only misjudged me
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i
had done here
received such gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this.
maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is
sure something for anyone to be in awe

how
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how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i
can do so much more. we can do so much more for each other in
the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i
do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like
how i feel about her and that i care

dignity and respect
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I

am though because in the least you never got back to me
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or at
least trying to)
dwight
true love

thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded
me of you
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ORDER*

know each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the time

and now
sympathy/empathy

youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the other
as well



soulmate. i guess i may not know how that feels until much later
in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and
you probably never a real boyfriend
didn't tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day
ever
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a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son
and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids
of your own
in general, i wonder if we were parents and had kids of our own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our

first child or expecting our second, and so forth

looking for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out you werent even
trying
king of the hill

even showbiz

(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know so ill
assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time and
it shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing but
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the best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you ruined
my life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a problem than

iran
the moment you tell me we can work it out and see where it goes
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the
smug attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless
if hes had a so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you
should do the same, you know)

im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at least
be friends

i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat
me like this and completely ignore me like i am a horrible
person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would
never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an
apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too.
i know this because you are a good person who just needs
guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out
there for the world to see.
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would happen in May
versa
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry.

they say life should be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both
come clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the
one and unfortunately youre not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get
through to you to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely.
although, it is still possible and you never know.
wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened
to that guy who was so crazy about you
explain what happened or what's been going on with me all
this time

there.

general that can never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
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i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as the ride is
going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it

isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of
humor
loved to have someone be there for me (see items
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for
you. i just wish that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were

around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman to
complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can

we be closer to one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
the french actress doesnt take it personal if a guy hits on a girl
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends

the men (i know, right?)

or if they asked me

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them


myself
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook
story about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we
first met in fifth grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be lucky to have

you

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love

i would have for you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to
me despite not being rude to you or anything like that
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don't you see that i am trying my best to defend my honor

and yours

i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried

not to think about you while i was doing the plate

maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if
they are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who

i saw was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but
i cant imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be

will this ever end

i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it if there

was honesty


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make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly

say. whether it is to woo you or to at least be a friend or
something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have
empathy under the right circumstances, you can read the
sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so
sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i
write here.

someone else

someone told me that you may think you like them until you
start to date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve
had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to
you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
pressure you to make your decisions and how you live your
life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its

like something was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever
felt

because it meant the world to me seeing you again after so
long


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clingy
im not a bad person

i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i like which is

you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to

be all of them) as your guy instead of you being with
someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years.
not sure why you havent been with someone for that long
and why i could not find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much i

cant explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have

to), lets make the drawings happen not just be plain
pictures i drew with a pencil

reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors
which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
more worse things happening as we speak. but besides the
world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a
way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing
i did to you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it
just so happens that you will see why you should not listen
to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even
tried to get along with our classmates (they know who they
are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i
was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to
see you again. then you did what you did and now here we
are
...
[Message clipped]
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597 / 4356
Date Sent: Wednesday, May 23, 2018 10:51:33 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Wednesday, May 23, 2018 10:51:33 PM GMT-04:00
mothers day
chayanne yo te amo
add to stickies
they are just crossed off, but they are the actual ones I used. I kept copies but only you have the
original items
i know you probably wont want to ever talk to me again, so here is everything i would want you
to remember me by
talk about formal
stuck with you
llora alma mia
why you still choose to behave this way is simply beyond me and im not surprised if your mom or
anyone else in your circles is doing the same. thats your problem
and the sad part is that not so much the fear of the unknown, but there cant be any closure or
peace for me
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im not trying to start or stop world war 3, im just trying to tell someone i like them, like a girl
who i can remember since 5th grade.
you know?
if i were to tell a child why i really like this girl, i can only tell them that an infinite amount is not
enough and it will never be enough
inocente
monster jam event
what we learned
anything beyond
going on but i also feel that something may or may not happen. i tend to be philosophical often
times.
subbing days
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visions
i think our love along with other couples in the US and around the world would be like no other
at this point its not worth it because you are too compromised as it is, not just by past people or
recent ones like that girl who has part of your name
above
visions
how far ill go

magazine
a girl that was always with a guy and ive seen them. then they broke up and i saw this girl with
other so called "friends"
add to weird
mona lisa
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marilyn monroe
On Sun, May 6, 2018 at 11:19 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the papers in the
items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything about it. that happens
not just in this country, but in other parts of the world

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just the two of us
should i

enamorada y herida
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what i wrote on to
express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the outcome
better than that
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about diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be respect on both sides

add to talk to you
all in the family
add to not pc
it just saddens me that we couldn't talk to each other much, let alone do anything together
because i really think (or thought at the time) that we would have a chance
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connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe you do too!),
kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
like when you have to take more time than needed individually to improve in sports (athlete,
official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way we're acting.
that is not including the "aww's"!
we had to work on a project on the spots industry in Colombia and im like, how can i do this
project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few people yet they
can't help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you
were in my life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get
messed up, it would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and
love you so much that i can't take it out on you
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this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders and
just following them blindly
town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take us seriously
and laughs at us

wrote:
add to reaction
personality
i learned that you have to stand up for yourself because no one will if they are not around

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there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up, you
will be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
one in a million, it could have something to do with the birth of our child, you never know
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but feel
free to do your own research
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me or
both of us think we are better than the other

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i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy or maybe
sad
who knew just by writing on stickies in class and being on my phone sometimes, so maybe
people have seen me even though they dont know or care

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
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wrote:
point that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give you a
heads up
either.
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages will
see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you forever
and ever
add to goals

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by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after yours. gosh, i wish i
can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share my life
with you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
mention this here
forget me nots
never know
unique
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i dont know anyone
else personally who does or would do that
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your mom for
keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or forget about us
for good)

im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going on and think for
yourself
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wrote:
help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you may
be going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are depriving
you from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
better than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the
first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl
was also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
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crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and not gave
to go through as much hardships as I did
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not your
fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to
me then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

apart
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care
and still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad
stuff in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of
my time in some aspects
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now over 1000 pgs

i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt as
ackward. we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things. unfortunately,
that may never happen
pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two that
are the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles across the
docs file is left wondering who i am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to know
too, even if I only met the mom for now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and say
about me.
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe
me too (only not as much)
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stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and thought, amd
organize this in order (such as beginning parts)
discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just aliens).
this goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star
Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing, the items, the
past, what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family

perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im trying
to say

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out
in the end)


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i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you
do the same
government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two,
etc civilizations

guard
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did
this for me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer.
like i said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is still appropriate
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for young audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share
a lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet
enter galactic
someone
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do
know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and
ignore me like i have done something bad to you.
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt
treat me like you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom
and I assumed she told you about this.
i dont know how this turned sour and i wish i knew what was wrong so I can fix it
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to
hide any signs of sadness from the public)
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add to the simpsons
to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better late
than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to
your mom but it just isnt the same because she is not you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went through and how i
felt
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of
love to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking that is
you
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way
for as long as possible
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respect your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you
what to do. most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my
mind how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least.
good thing i called them out in the beginning around the third page
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want you to
leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i
only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life
again. i wish it could have worked out
which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just
say people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored me
and i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate me, then ill
leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to
show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this,
they'll know it's them and its nothing bad either
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was.
it may still be a bit ackward in the least
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as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT
easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages
long. all for you, girl
pages
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy
are they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back to
your old ways
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain degree only we
know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she looked
like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously
long before our encounter
use visavie
viral
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bookbag

that doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us
two working as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want
to push you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i am
a bad person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close.
and i never want us to be them
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the
one guy who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before,
you wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and
then didnt see you for close to eight years until that day in August which
changed my life forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that
in one order i would see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like
you but the fact that she was a girl

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talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about her completely but
keep it appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day i am

with you
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt
worth it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove
them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest
of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would
be and yours too.
add to do for you
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but unfortunately
youre so messed up you dont even care
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that
isnt the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any less
than real
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still reminded of what
wouldve or shouldve been
Streisand effect
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working against me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there for
one another whether there are good times or bad times (thick and thin)
nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon

who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together.
i wasnt a sociable person but i would change for the better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most of the
time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed

up, because i didnt do anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at
least.
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if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way
you treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good
for the future

some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions ive
been having (maybe)
even if you or i or neither of us is each other's type, how can we change that

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing
ever) if we both help her out
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look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary school
and middle school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the
same as english to be fair
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind
her of the past
guys. im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they
do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but
as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth
it. maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh,
if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i was
writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount of
pages and items would supersede than what it would be now
begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here
and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
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relationship
countless ways

i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you how i
really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre jealous, envious,
and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders
and the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between
the two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just
hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry
(I wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the
future if youre not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies
for many things as to why we could be mysterious too
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the circumstances would probably be too hard on us if we were together
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the
least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws
(i really want her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the
best thing most of all
por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me
would leave me with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block but fortunately i
manage to remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if
thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides

the hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did,
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but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no
harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth
it. then again, i should try to get as much out of me about you as possible
would heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first
time I was happy after a few years of not being able to smile

by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll
ask if that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes

(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your
expression as if im you!
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those two
i previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and
you in one picture.

sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i would help
you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like
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you. someone out there who can do what i did and feel the same way i
do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has for
the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here.

i just wish you were the same.
back
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like if we
were a couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you are
having fun

shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean or

anything to you.
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you feel
negatively towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial.
It's just something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do
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or i dont know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things
i am saying. i would never treat you any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my girl
for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens

just know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for
each other and if only we couldve showed the world that
moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things
like how one feels any longer
world ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels
like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in the
beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks

like i may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with
the fact that regardless of how things went down, we wont be able to
be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat,
just skinny or chubby)

humor
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i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could
have if we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i
feel and what i may not be able to in the future
with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me

and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things
to say but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of

making you feel like yourself

who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once
it starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is
going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people
would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the

war (or at least if we tried)
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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done.
maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away),
youll be mine.
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i had
done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received
such gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this
is second to Mobbed

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i
can do so much more. we can do so much more for each other in the
years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i
do feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how
i feel about her and that i care

dignity and respect
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am

though because in the least you never got back to me
least trying to)
dwight
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true love

thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me
of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten to know
each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the time and
now
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare

whoever you like or are with me, know who is who.
youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the other
as well

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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always
care about you and love you for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i

guess i may not know how that feels until much later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and
you probably never a real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't
tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son
and the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids of
your own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our

first child or expecting our second, and so forth

looking for me
let it roll
trying
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king of the hill
even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between
us that can last a lifetime like our first date
assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time and it
shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing but
the best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you ruined my
life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a problem than

iran
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug
attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes

im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at least
be friends

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i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me
like this and completely ignore me like i am a horrible person.
maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat
you like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i
know this because you are a good person who just needs
guidance like i do

would happen in May
its like i was more mature than you in some things and vice versa
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry.

they say life should be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both
come clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one
and unfortunately youre not

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wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to
that guy who was so crazy about you
explain what happened or what's been going on with me all this
time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe
you felt it too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general

that can never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt.
it is not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
loved to have someone be there for me (see items bronchoscopy
results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for
you. i just wish that someone was me

around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete
his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can

we be closer to one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the
men (i know, right?)
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or if they asked me


them

after all, i told a lot of people instead of keeping this to myself
story about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we
first met in fifth grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be lucky to have

you

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there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i

would have for you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me
despite not being rude to you or anything like that

don't you see that i am trying my best to defend my honor and

yours
mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison

while the politicians ignore them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried

not to think about you while i was doing the plate

maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if
they are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i

saw was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i
cant imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if
i am proven right here more and more

will this ever end

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i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it if there was
honesty
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they

say be up front and be honest and I am


make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say.
whether it is to woo you or to at least be a friend or something
sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad
to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write
here.
sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have feelings for someone

else

someone told me that you may think you like them until you
start to date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had
a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to you.
id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure
you to make your decisions and how you live your life
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in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its
like something was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever
felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because
it meant the world to me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat
each other like royalty in a sense
i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i like which is

you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be

all of them) as your guy instead of you being with someone
else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not
sure why you havent been with someone for that long and
why i could not find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much i cant

explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to),

lets make the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i
drew with a pencil

reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more
worse things happening as we speak. but besides the world
being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i
did to you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just
so happens that you will see why you should not listen to

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are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i
was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see
you again. then you did what you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of
me or something that reminds you of me
am i absolutely nothing to you? really
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually

be serious about being messed up like that is just low and
awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way
what am i going to do with you

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of
course Im already doing that, you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about

this constantly. but yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are
too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go
through what i went through in my shoes for a change. its
called empathy.
am i like too much for you? i dont believe im too much for
people in general
how others can find the truth about what is really going on
and figure out the answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i

ever do it or the public gets to the bottom of this
people are really going to say that you are lucky and stuff
like that
be acting all giddy, etc
this whole situation may solve other problems, you never

know
add to immunity besides knowing her mom

my reputation
other good qualities about me
people who can vouch for me
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us,

just thought i would mention that
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other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters
(look back all these college years)
not sure why you are like this, maybe youre that ackward
yourself (which is okay)
i dont want to sound like i am whining
what do you want from me

just to come clean, i dont know about you
i cant say "i won't stay mad at you"
was this all a lie
find yourself in someone
i wish i can know what went wrong but i guess ill never know
for sure
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt

people's expressions are going to be like, "what?!" and their
jaws dropped
describe the different emotions

like funny, serious, etc that sort of thing
if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically
all your Instagram pics without having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that.

mention the english man who drew skyline
they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just
that one way or another
we have nothing to fear but fear itself quote
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you

or anyone. besides the three hundred million something
people in this country, theres seven billion people around the
world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in
the least be able to talk to someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i
always asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently
telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she
did want us together
if you are told you have no respect for yourself
obviously i am new at this sort of thing
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you
know or are related to you
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mention more (but not too many) of these realizations
On Mon, Apr 9, 2018 at 3:16 AM, Christopher Tinajero

tu belleza es un misterio
i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in

the horizon because of how youre acting
make a strong farewell that sticks
try to have minimum sarcasm
your thoughts become words quote

put the whole quote
(dont close google search and put more relationship

quotes)
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together.
and the worse part about this is that it is sad that you went
along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
(dont try to guilt trip her or think she was the top)
imagine how i felt as i was writing this. not easy at all
i know you know what i am talking about, so dont lie any

longer
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i

want to get everything off my chest and to tell you what i
didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether

its the stupid factors that got between us and prevented
(and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you
playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or
some other reason i may not know (not even be aware of),
or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of
your face when i meant what you are reading here. and
there will be a time when you would have wondered if this
was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have

done all i can (and all i can be allowed to) to show you that
i care and that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just

dont see the point of still continuing if the girl who i
thought was for me is not as serious as i would have
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thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way,
the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only
you know what is really going on inside your head.
(talk more third person and in other views)
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when

someone reads this, not just in the United States but in
other parts of the world
(break the fourth wall, but dont do it too much)
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous
sentence or paragraph, its just what i was thinking and
when i was thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express

myself by telling the truth
dont forget to describe what could have happened in the

encounter
dont just throw out something just because it is broken.

dont do it even if you are being pressured by your fake
friends to treat others in a certain way
i could be like supa hot fire and everyone's got my back

(maybe)
my mind is all over the place, dont mind me
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or

allow yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be
surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other.
now im not as sociable, but i am starting to change that
and i want to as part of my overall health.
(if you have to give up on that girl)

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be
there for you but not if you insist on acting the way you are
just because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
we shouldnt be offended by everything, seriously.
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with

ourselves and to everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides

you, i dont know what is and what can happen as an
outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done

and as a news story, one of the biggest news besides
finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now
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our President (there was some similarities too between us
that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
if you like a girl, go for it
recall 2016 and 2017 world series wins!
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the
girl), but im sure ill find someone else. i cant believe i am
saying this
i thought i didnt have to look any further
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they
say girls often think of having a family.
On Sun, Apr 8, 2018 at 9:38 PM, Christopher Tinajero

ever fallen in love
questions that we may never get the answer to
forbidden love
we cant have marijuana and hemp unfortunately
it sucks for sure that our love could never be because of

whatever is preventing it
the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats

wrong with this world
mention historical then and now, predict the future
add to dont drop the ball

it will suck for you to wait years like i did
how people change over time
youd be surprised how much art can imitate life
or that people have wasted all those years they are not
going to get back
i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and

undivided attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure
you tell her to do the same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes

and tumbled across this:
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illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his
wife (there are other ones, but those are my favorites).
maybe that could be us too you never know!
its quality time together and in a relationship it is

necessary
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us

(everyone does) and can spend our lives together getting
to know each other!
(apply more exclamation points too!)
why this may not happen and why
(dont hold back but dont drain the quality of the writing)
you dont know until you try
(these should have complete sentences and less

cliffhangers)
use grammarly
i dont know if this is beyond anything most people hae

written, it probably is
i have never faced anything like this
sooner or later we'll all find our other half ("Homer" like
in The Simpsons)
its like we need action (or more of it) in our lives
i hope i dont run out of things to put here in writing
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Sunday, May 6, 2018 11:19:11 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Sunday, May 6, 2018 11:19:11 AM GMT-04:00
I dont know when or if I can (I hope so) run for President someday. I attached the papers in the
items that were for Trump FEC. now imagine that had MY info
as far as talents go, I wish i were like The Simpsons characters, Mel Blanc, and others (mention
Grey, Tara, etc)
i think you should be able to joke about women at kitchen, at work, or that stuff like that. women
do that too and no one gossips more than they do
it's horrific when you see a friend suffer and you cant even do anything about it. that happens
not just in this country, but in other parts of the world

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just the two of us
should i

enamorada y herida
i didnt save all of them because it was messy, but just so you have an idea of what i wrote on to
express myself. it was really difficult for me and one can only imagine the outcome
come on now, we shouldnt treat each other like we are any less than human. we are surely better
than that
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we are not necessarily opposites, i just obsess about freedom and science while you obsess about
diversity and Latin culture. Thats okay though, there just has to be respect on both sides

add to talk to you
all in the family
add to not pc
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if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or very few have
come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe you do too!),
kylie jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way we're acting. that
is not including the "aww's"!
project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few people yet they can't
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help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you were in my
life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it
would not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and love you so
much that i can't take it out on you
this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders and just
following them blindly
town, county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take us seriously
and laughs at us

add to reaction
personality
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there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up, you will
be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but feel
free to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see two random people
or couples and it makes me think we will end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me or
both of us think we are better than the other
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i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy or maybe
sad

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
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wrote:
because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want to point
that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get divorced.
heads up
i hope we dont lose respect for each other and that others dont lose respect for us either.
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages will
see that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you forever
and ever
add to goals

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by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after yours. gosh, i wish i
can celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share my life with
you for as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
mention this here
forget me nots
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes to add here.
fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and
trying to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
unique
if i see a bug, i do what the buddhists do and not harm it. frankly, i dont know anyone else
personally who does or would do that
keeping me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or forget about us for
good)

all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that you and anyone
else can understand
yourself
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wrote:
help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you may be
going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are depriving you
from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
better than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the
first time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo

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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl was
also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
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crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and not gave to
go through as much hardships as I did
fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me
then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

apart
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care
and still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad
stuff in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of my
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time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

wrote:
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things. unfortunately,
that may never happen
pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two that are
the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles across the docs file
is left wondering who i am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to know
too, even if I only met the mom for now
about me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean we couldn't
keep in touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me
too (only not as much)
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the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and we should discover
it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just aliens). this
goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star Wars
is type 3)
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family

perfect match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im trying
to say

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out in
the end)

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i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do
the same
government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc
civilizations
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because they sure
make you get into the spirit or

when i keep thinking of our encounter and the hug, i may have caught you off guard
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read your
mind, how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how much i
can write. especially if that person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did this
for me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer. like
i said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is still appropriate for
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young audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share a
lot of things in common. we just dont know it yet
enter galactic
someone
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine
said do it as a project and i did
know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore
me like i have done something bad to you.
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom and
I assumed she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to hide
any signs of sadness from the public)
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add to the simpsons
to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better late than
never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to your
mom but it just isnt the same because she is not you
at least this is out there so that everyone can see what i went through and how i felt
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love
to give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
i saw a woman thinking like the statue while on the red light. im thinking that is you
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way for
as long as possible

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when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together
we would have each other
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by you and respect
your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to
do. most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how
you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i
dont think i dont love having you around. i do and in fact i never want you to leave
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i
only wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again.
i wish it could have worked out
which girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say
people's jaws dropped almost instantly for the most part
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored me and
i felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to
show you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and not take
you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it
may still be a bit ackward in the least
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as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT
easy to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long.
all for you, girl
pages
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy
are they with
your old ways
know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she looked
like you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously
long before our encounter
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like, "thats
our date whether its the first or in general!"
use visavie
viral
bookbag

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what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but that
doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two
working as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to
push you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i am a
bad person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one
guy who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before,
you wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then
didnt see you for close to eight years until that day in August which changed my
life forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that in one order i
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like
you but the fact that she was a girl
keep it appropriate
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with you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we wouldnt
know until we tried
them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest
of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be
and yours too.
add to do for you
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that isnt
the case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any less than
real
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning that is working
against me
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if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there for one
another whether there are good times or bad times (thick and thin)
nonsense like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of what factor
contributed to this, etc

who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together. i
wasnt a sociable person but i would change for the better
i cant believe we are mysterious to each other (probably you most of the time)
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed

up, because i didnt do anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

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if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way you
treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good for
the future

some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions ive
been having (maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary school and
middle school
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besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind her
of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys.
im sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but
as long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it.
maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if
only that were so).
writing this
begin, there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here
and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days

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relationship
countless ways

i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you how i
really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre jealous, envious,
and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and
the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between
the two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just
hope he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I
wish she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for
many things as to why we could be mysterious too
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least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best
thing most of all
por que sera

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
manage to remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if
thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the

hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its
nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no
foul.
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she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it.
then again, i should try to get as much out of me about you as possible
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would
heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was

by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask
if that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things

that i like about you
(if applicable)
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those two i
previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you
in one picture.

sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i would help
you
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you.
someone out there who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has for the
future!
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you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i
just wish you were the same.
its okay, just express yourself and dont hide things or hold anything back
were a couple.
having fun


anything to you.
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial.
It's just something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i
am saying. i would never treat you any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my girl
for sure
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i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just
know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each
other and if only we couldve showed the world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity
inevitably wiped out, i would like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things
like how one feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world
ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like
Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i
may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact
that regardless of how things went down, we wont be able to be with
each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat, just
skinny or chubby)

humor
add to what if
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have
if we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel
and what i may not be able to in the future
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not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other
things (that i am aware of)
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who to be with,
etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me

and I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to
say but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever


who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it
starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is
going on in Syria
would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the

war (or at least if we tried)
youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately
for me, you may never feel the same
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i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i had
done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received
such gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this is
second to Mobbed

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can
do so much more. we can do so much more for each other in the years
ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do
feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel
about her and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others with dignity
and respect

least trying to)
dwight
true love
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thought she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of
you
ORDER*
each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the time and
now
sympathy/empathy

youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the other as
well

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always
care about you and love you for who you are!

i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you
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probably never a real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't
tell me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another
school i was doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and
the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids of
your own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first
child or expecting our second, and so forth
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came looking
for me
let it roll
trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
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who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us
that can last a lifetime like our first date
assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
semester started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time and it
shows
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing but the
best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you ruined my
life
chowder couples
homwrecking and other immoral acts are more of a problem than iran
attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had
a so so day or a really bad day

im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at least be
friends

i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me
like this and completely ignore me like i am a horrible person.
maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat you
like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
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i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i
know this because you are a good person who just needs guidance
like i do

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would
happen in May
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they

say life should be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come
clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one
and unfortunately youre not

wonder (or just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to
that guy who was so crazy about you
explain what happened or what's been going on with me all this
time

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i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe
you felt it too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general

that can never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it
is not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved
to have someone be there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i
just wish that someone was me

around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete
his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we

be closer to one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the
men (i know, right?)

or if they asked me
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the visions can be drawn if possible, i just have to remember them

its like for some people, they give others what most people can't
give these days like good characteristics, etc
story about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first
met in fifth grade
you would be lucky to have me and i would be lucky to have you


would have for you


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yours

i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not
to think about you while i was doing the plate

maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they
are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i

saw was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i
cant imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i
am proven right here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about

that on your end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have
their lives back
honesty
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maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they
say be up front and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would be different

or maybe not

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking
how you would react
sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad to
the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write
here.
sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have feelings for someone

else

someone told me that you may think you like them until you start
to date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a
stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to you. id
help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure
you to make your decisions and how you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like
something was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it
meant the world to me seeing you again after so long


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clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat
each other like royalty in a sense
i know i am a sweet guy, especially to a girl i like which is you
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be

all of them) as your guy instead of you being with someone else
or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not
sure why you havent been with someone for that long and why
i could not find someone like that

explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to),

lets make the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i
drew with a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand,

its like it can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it
sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to be
worse things happening as we speak. but besides the world
being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i
did to you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so
happens that you will see why you should not listen to haters

are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was
really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you
again. then you did what you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me
or something that reminds you of me
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i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be
serious about being messed up like that is just low and awful.
in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about

this constantly. but yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
through what i went through in my shoes for a change. its
called empathy.
am i like too much for you? i dont believe im too much for
people in general
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and
figure out the answer as to who the mystery girl is

people are really going to say that you are lucky and stuff like
that
this whole situation may solve other problems, you never know

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us,

just thought i would mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters
(look back all these college years)

was this all a lie

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i wish i can know what went wrong but i guess ill never know
for sure

people's expressions are going to be like, "what?!" and their
jaws dropped

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all
your Instagram pics without having files or anything

they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just
that one way or another
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or

anyone. besides the three hundred million something people in
this country, theres seven billion people around the world so
there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be
able to talk to someone
always asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling
her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want us
together

i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the
horizon because of how youre acting

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put the whole quote
(dont close google search and put more relationship quotes)
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and
the worse part about this is that it is sad that you went along
with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me

longer
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want

to get everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or
even may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its
the stupid factors that got between us and prevented (and
may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you playing
mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other
reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even would
have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of
your face when i meant what you are reading here. and there
will be a time when you would have wondered if this was all
a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done

all i can (and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care
and that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont

see the point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was
for me is not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of
anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or
her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really
going on inside your head.

someone reads this, not just in the United States but in other
parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence
or paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was
thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself

by telling the truth
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encounter
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont

do it even if you are being pressured by your fake friends to
treat others in a certain way

(maybe)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or

allow yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised
of what you find.
now im not as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i
want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there
for you but not if you insist on acting the way you are just
because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc


you, i dont know what is and what can happen as an
outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done

and as a news story, one of the biggest news besides finding
out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our
President (there was some similarities too between us that i
mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl),
but im sure ill find someone else. i cant believe i am saying
this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they
say girls often think of having a family.
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ever fallen in love
forbidden love

the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong

with this world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not
going to get back
i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and

undivided attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure
you tell her to do the same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes and

tumbled across this:
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife

(there are other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe
that could be us too you never know!
its quality time together and in a relationship it is

necessary
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone

does) and can spend our lives together getting to know
each other!
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(these should have complete sentences and less

cliffhangers)
use grammarly

sooner or later we'll all find our other half ("Homer" like in
The Simpsons)
...
[Message clipped]
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add to talk to you
all in the family
every time i see people outside whether it is just a guy, girl, couple, or just friends i would think
you would want to have fun and enjoy life more
add to not pc
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if only you knew, you would be amazed of what i have done here. no one else or very few have
come close to doing anything like this
connect the dots
chummy
bff

oscar lopez rivera, cardi b questions taxes, kanye west supports trump (maybe you do too!), kylie
jenner chemtrails, maybe you want to be understood too
whats wrong with being hugged so much? I cant help it if i havent seen you for so long and care
about you so much
official, etc)
in general really
who knows, maybe people would say we are meant for each other by the way we're acting. that
is not including the "aww's"!
project if im not Colombian and no one in my family is? I only know a few people yet they can't
help me on the project. i wish i had your help. i mentioned before that maybe if you were in my
life it would not get messed up (or at least not as much). if my life would get messed up, it would
not be your fault. i know deep my heart that i would care about you and love you so much that i
can't take it out on you
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this goes out to all those who suppress, oppress, etc others by not questioning orders and just
following them blindly
or even have this stupid policy/liability/suehappy nonsense as a mentality. i didnt think this town,
county, state, or country were such wimps. no wonder the world cant take us seriously and
laughs at us

add to reaction
personality
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there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up, you will
be reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
add to every girl

a pic of my watch
birth sept
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but feel free
to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see two random people or
couples and it makes me think we will end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me or both
of us think we are better than the other
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i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy or maybe sad

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others), but the system, society,
matrix, etc puts us down


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because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want to point
that out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get divorced.
heads up
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i if things would
work, instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom or muster when
it comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages will see
that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

by the way, it was melanias birthday recently but a few months after yours. gosh, i wish i can
celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share my life with you for
as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
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or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is why i mention
this here
forget me nots
fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and
trying to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
unique
good)

else can understand
yourself
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont know (they could
be hidden too)

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wrote:
going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are depriving you
from being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope we would be better
than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the first
time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others to think,
not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel

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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl was
also a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and not gave to
go through as much hardships as I did
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fault, but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me
then and you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

its not just friends but some family members you cant trust and would try to keep us apart
if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care and
still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad stuff
in this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of my
time in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

wrote:
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so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things. unfortunately, that
may never happen
pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two that are
the answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles across the docs file is
left wondering who i am talking about
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to know too,
even if I only met the mom for now
about me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean we couldn't
keep in touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me
too (only not as much)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and we should discover it
all

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who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just aliens). this
goes beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star Wars is
type 3)
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would be a perfect
match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im trying to
say

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out in the
end)


to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around, we would surely
miss each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do
the same
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government is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc
civilizations

wrote:
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how much i
can write. especially if that person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did this for
me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer. like i
said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
young audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share a lot
of things in common. we just dont know it yet
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enter galactic
i know that we'll both remember this. i mean, who else writes so much about someone
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine
said do it as a project and i did
know that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me
like i have done something bad to you.
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom and I
assumed she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to hide
any signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

never
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i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to
give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing a hoodie from
your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way for as
long as possible
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together
we would have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable.
its too bad that doesnt mean anything to you
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your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do.
most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just
let others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them
out in the beginning around the third page
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i only
wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish
it could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others which
girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored me and i
felt heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to show
you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and not take
you for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we were together, that
us something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it
may still be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT easy
to do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for
you, girl
i still cant believe i put so much like what would be years into a few thousand pages
yesterday once more
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talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy are
they with
your old ways
know each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she looked like
you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like, "thats
our date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will have
to be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two
working as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love
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i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i am a
bad person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one
guy who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want
to wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before, you
wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt
see you for close to eight years until that day in August which changed my life
forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that in one order i would
see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you
but the fact that she was a girl
keep it appropriate

with you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we wouldnt
know until we tried
them right?
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they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of
my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be
and yours too.
add to do for you
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that isnt
the case
real
Streisand effect
against me
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense
like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon

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i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed up,
because i didnt do anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good for
the future
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some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions ive been
having (maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with something
regarding this
middle school
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest
and not have a dark cloud hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind her
of the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im
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sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as
long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it.
maybe you would agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only
that were so).
writing this
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would begin,
there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the
items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days

relationship
countless ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter.
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one has got to try.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you how i really
feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre jealous, envious, and
fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and
the dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between the
two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope
he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish
she was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends,
or society. It's possible history had a part in it as well
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world.
clearly they are part of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious
as i am about everything
least upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i
that side of me
la mejor que todas

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thing most of all
por que sera

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
manage to remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if thats
true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the

hug and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its
nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it.
then again, i should try to get as much out of me about you as possible
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would
heal me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was

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its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both
are younger than us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if
that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things

that i like about you
(if applicable)
previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in
one picture.

sticking out)
then like me
make that mark in life and if possible you can help me like i would help you
future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i

just wish you were the same.
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how much i would
appreciate every moment we are together
were a couple.
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having fun


anything to you.
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial. It's
just something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont
know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i
am saying. i would never treat you any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my girl for
sure

know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like
how one feels any longer
ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like
Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends

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if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i
may have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that
regardless of how things went down, we wont be able to be with each other

skinny or chubby)
don't mind my sense of humor, we should all have a good sense of humor
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way
neither of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if
we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel
and what i may not be able to in the future
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who to be with,
etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and
I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to
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say but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever

we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there
should be an equality with how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember
me like i remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten
or more years solely about you
starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going
on in Syria
would have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more
than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war
(or at least if we tried)
youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately
for me, you may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never
realized it. you only misjudged me
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i had done
here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such
gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this is second
to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure
something for anyone to be in awe

how

how
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besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do
so much more. we can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do
feel like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel
about her and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others with dignity
and respect

one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or at least
trying to)
dwight
true love

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism
for you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought
she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
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each other
that baby simulator was ridiculous imagine us both at the time and now
sympathy/empathy

youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the other as
well

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care
about you and love you for who you are!

its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell
me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and
the guy walking the dog (you have a dog)


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you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids of your
own
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came looking
for me
let it roll
it would suck (find any synonyms) if i found out you werent even trying
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us
that can last a lifetime like our first date
assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester
started. but then again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

best life
if you werent so good to me, you dont see me saying you ruined my life
chowder couples
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attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a
so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should
do the same, you know)

friends

i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like
this and completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that
goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the
worst days or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know
this because you are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there
for the world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar,
so this helps you cope with the pain

happen in May
maybe it is a phase
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maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they
say life should be lived without worries
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and
unfortunately youre not

we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder
(or just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy
who was so crazy about you
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain
what happened or what's been going on with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you
felt it too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that

can never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
i would have hoped you stay in my life for as long as the ride is going.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is
not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i
had poured so much when writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to
have someone be there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i
just wish that someone was me

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around. that way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete his
life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be

closer to one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the men
(i know, right?)

or if they asked me


its like for some people, they give others what most people can't
give these days like good characteristics, etc
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i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story
about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in
fifth grade


would have for you




yours

i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to
think about you while i was doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together

and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they
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are just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw
was like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant
imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am
proven right here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about

that on your end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have
their lives back
honesty
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say
be up front and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would be different or

maybe not

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking
how you would react
empathy under the right circumstances, you can read the sentence
or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i
cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
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sorry Chris, i am seeing someone or have feelings for someone else
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced
you without getting to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to
date them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable
relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you
to make your decisions and how you live your life

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each
other like royalty in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all

of them) as your guy instead of you being with someone else or
other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure
why you havent been with someone for that long and why i could

explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets
make the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with
a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its

like it can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees.
that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to be true
and is not a make believe
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worse things happening as we speak. but besides the world being
run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love
despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did
to you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so
happens that you will see why you should not listen to haters who
talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried
to get along with our classmates (they know who they are) and
havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was really
excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again.
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me
or something that reminds you of me

serious about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in
fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this

constantly. but yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
through what i went through in my shoes for a change. its called
empathy.
am i like too much for you? i dont believe im too much for people
in general

people are really going to say that you are lucky and stuff like
that
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my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just
thought i would mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look
back all these college years)

was this all a lie
i wish i can know what went wrong but i guess ill never know for
sure

people's expressions are going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws
dropped

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all
your Instagram pics without having files or anything

they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that
one way or another

anyone. besides the three hundred million something people in
this country, theres seven billion people around the world so
there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be
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always asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling
her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want us
together


put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and
the worse part about this is that it is sad that you went along
with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me

longer
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to

get everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even
may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the
stupid factors that got between us and prevented (and may still
prevent) us from going anywhere, or you playing mind games
(or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not
know (not even be aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your
face when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be
a time when you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an
act, a dream, or even stupid.
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The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all
i can (and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and
that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see

the point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me
is not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything
that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or
who knows what. only you know what is really going on inside
your head.

parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence
or paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was
thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself

by telling the truth

encounter
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont

do it even if you are being pressured by your fake friends to
treat others in a certain way

(maybe)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow

yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what
you find.
now im not as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i
want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there
for you but not if you insist on acting the way you are just
because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc

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you, i dont know what is and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and
as a news story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the
Donald Trump won the election and is now our President (there
was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in the
beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl),
but im sure ill find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say
girls often think of having a family.

ever fallen in love
forbidden love

the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong

with this world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not going
to get back
i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and undivided

attention to you
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other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you
tell her to do the same)


(there are other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe
that could be us too you never know!
its quality time together and in a relationship it is necessary

does) and can spend our lives together getting to know each
other!
(these should have complete sentences and less cliffhangers)

use grammarly

sooner or later we'll all find our other half ("Homer" like in
The Simpsons)
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure

there are great ones (other people too)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or

anything like that
they say boys will be boys. maybe the same applies to girls
too
society is so weird, it's hard to conform
there should be a way or ways to not just be seen, but heard

too
let him have it
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sure, i would be honest but i wouldnt be rude or mean to you
dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont

take long on everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have
asked her about you all these years
i just thought it would be noble or sweet or something
if anything is out of order, then it's just my thoughts
nevertheless it does not make this less meaningful
as far as best or worst days, i am not sure from my end
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are

unforgivable. its like you really let me down and broke my
heart
name other negative reality, but dont obsess over it
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will
apply to real life
there are plenty of similarities already mentioned in the

beginning
imagine i end up with you

"i, Christopher with this girl". now that would be amazing!
(dont be afraid to capitalize)
the best things are yet to come
crazy in love
love makes us do crazy things
i just wish you wouldn't hate me (and that you would love me
if possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i

am, i am told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at
me. please dont be that kind of person
dont be afraid to revel against society every now and then
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not

approaching you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse
if i just gave up
melt with you
its just that there was so much to tell you
not sure what the reader is supposed to get out of this
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i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is
of great magnitude. maybe forever is a good amount in terms
of length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this
point. only things that are relevant though
i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to

get through to you
my life can be complete with you and incomplete without you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt

mean to be so ridiculous
mention more i didnt mean to's...
maybe these notes just keep getting better and better

just couples but not characteristics
wwe
cena
other forms of entertainment
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends

either that we were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just

society. and dont take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you
and me, but everyone
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's

messed up especially after someone poured everything
they have just to write something like this
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you

other than other factors i listed here
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay

if you were, i wont throw you under the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know

being with me is the best decision you would have made
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less
than true and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant

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be as well again i know i saw the lovely face eight years
ago
sgt mackenzie we were soldiers
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in

our encounter. just listen to the piece.
add to not sure how others will react

this could be more important than some of what is going
on these days, maybe a lot of the news, politics, etc too
who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is

ridiculous but it's just a thought
Scotland the brave is also good and the melody often gets
to me
add to i hate to tell you i told you so (or relevant).
what if we can make it work? i know real couples try and

often do succeed
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together.

who knows where we would be now.
i know it is never too late to start, but it will be hard just

saying
so many reasons why i still cannot trust you
dont be surprised if you go from hating me to loving me
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk

one on one. it doesnt matter if there are people around or
just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you
like it or not. This world needs the truth
if you dont care about remembering anything, just

remember this
(mention a few things)
i dont know how this writing will conclude by May
add to popularity
this could be one of the world's famous books
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain
way. you meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i
dont know for sure
at least i wasnt a quitter and went through with writing

this whole thing
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i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or
something, you should be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my

notes is silly, annoying, or true love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you

what i think and how i really feel about you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally

ill. no one is psychologically unstable or anything stupid
haters or naysayers can come up with
who knows? maybe i broke the fourth wall in this. not just
once, but many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel
that way. its your own bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this

part). by now we could have been parents for the first time
(i remember those baby simulators in high school).
technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the
veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a
veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my

Theology class was, but i still thought of you (not to be
creepy or anything).
on the wings of love

disregard if i already mentioned something
add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there

for you like a real man and be responsible instead being a
dead beat dad.
dnce cake by the ocean gavin new year eve
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political

prisoners. many are still in prison unfortunately
recall conversations with mom

would be
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not what it was intended other than appropriate, no
swearing, and honest
get back to your senses
Freudian slips
i shouldn't have to apologize so much
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i

just love having you around and maybe i didnt realize it
until now
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we

had our encounter at the time
its just the best hug ever.
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as

possible to those they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age.

im sure youd probably feel the same about me
Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you

really are the one
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only

not married with other people
Joe and Mika
mention other celebrity couples
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we
also cant let them stop us from being happy either
its like youre everywhere, not just in visions
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be

wasteful. after all, its the thought that counts
hug (scrubs, jd hugging dr cox)
had a thing for me (phineas and ferb)
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont
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know either. We're not the only ones and there are
others too
Miguel Bose - Si Tu No Vuelves
i cant tell which is bigger

the hug, the items, or writing
and what could happen i dont know
even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to

the list and then i saw a couple that was like an older
version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she
had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my
Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the

majority, or none of them. Even Adrian was shy and I am
too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both)
and guy who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the
beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too
good (she was like the older version of you, only with
slightly darker skin)
im like i dont want to say i told you so
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave
me the chance) that you would have a great life.
however, i dont know if i would have the same with you
add to she will never realize telling kids

she will never realize how much i love her
perhaps she will never understand either
the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such

as boyfriend and girlfriend.
For husband and wife not sure what.
not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his

wife on their wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish

you would do the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all

the work, etc I put into this)
well it isnt
you dont know what youre doing
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to

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do). im trying to show the world i care
you dont always have to put scenario

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in
beginning and then in its proper place. everything else is
copy and paste for the most part (docs)
it would be catastrophic to be without you
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell

the world in this writing
i can stay calm but i dont know about you
i guess you can i am really crazy about you (not sure

anymore)
never going to forget
imagine. everything you received. all for you.
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently

received gifts of this magnitude
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was

told something about paperwork and no longer married
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last,

marriages tend to not last
project about Colombia, I thought of your major and

most of all, you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a

jerk, i just want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel
like i am not good enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and

the same should apply to you
add to family guy couples

i wonder if people will see me or you or both of us the

same again
if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go

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talk about other events from this point onward
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable

but that depends on the person
when i was your man
revise
cant blame a guy for trying, or anyone in general
add to Ecuadorian girl

she kinda looks like you, at least by her face
it is hard not to be reminded of you though
i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what
people made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge
you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless

you change the way you're acting and id help you. i
surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt
give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have
osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise you or
anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away
hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years,

especially if I like them)
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had

to go back to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing
you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it
was always with the same person
things i wish we got to do
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with

your tongue between teeth, which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that

expression is one of the things I like from you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals

to accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that
with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and

maybe you were thinking of me as well. the items are
so you remember me by and other than the nice
version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know
much i can remember you by. there could be
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something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and
depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i
want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment
like being ignored completely, you might as well have
given me the cold shoulder if you were around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast

instead of taking things slow (for a relationship). i also
didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may
have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in
our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you
should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i
doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to see
you after so long that i got a little carried away
ask yourself why you still want to get this written
i just dont want to feel like a coward
you may ask yourself, what do i have to lose
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for
me, how about you. not sure why you feel like less of
yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i

can be the same for you. it all depends if you want to
and if we had the right chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the
one who was suffering emotionally. Imagine being in
my shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean

that i wouldnt want to and that i am capable of getting
to know you
it is about patience, they say patience is virtue after all
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you.
you may be the same for me and be my girl
temptations my girl
i wonder if other people will do what i did (items and

writing this text)
i sure hope so, because we'll never look at love the

same way again
i wonder if you are meg in the family (family guy

reference)
we just cant let our society be destroyed by political

correctness and other things
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we should stop insisting everything is fine when in
reality it isnt
couples or marriages shouldnt fall apart
the world should focus more on actually solving the

problem, not make excuses or anything
what more could you ask for

both ways
i was hoping such moments would never end
a lifetime of memories awaits if we were ever together
i wonder what one's thoughts feelings emotions

maybe people can look like everyone in some way,

they say we're related to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he

had a slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a
slightly darker skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets
better (at least for writing this)
angel falling down from heaven line
other cheesy lines
revise looks like you

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same
body language as you (believe me, I know).
even when i see girls are around campus, i think

about you
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw

or found out that someone made you cry especially
when i thought beforehand that this was bound to
happen. this would not happen if we were together.
elaborate a bit more on:

there should only be tears of joy, not tears of pain
i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure

you prob wont do the same either
we would find a way to work it out and make up
have i been really wasting my time all along writing

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this? i dont think so, at least i hope not
and when i have been having fun with

extracurricular activities, i realized (and maybe i
always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it
is like the worst feeling in the world
maybe a lot of this is mixed up but doesnt lose a bit

of this meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if

either or both of us were not straight
either way, it doesnt mean we cant still be friends
you are and will always be my model (mention items)

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about
me. and not in a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand

much why you would say the following
stay away from me
if you say so and if thats what you really want...
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the

worse person you have ever met, I cant change that.
only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any

way. and you know it, not just your family (especially
mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i
hear the words "how are you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the

only difference is that no one hugged you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone

or with a group, think about the one guy who has in
a sense known you for over ten years and would only
want to see you happy
"wow, Christopher was right"
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent

forgotten you since
it would also suck even more if we could not be

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friends either in the least
add same sex couple to

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they
probably were the same ones i saw while i was
thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or

get over the fact that this was not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in

general, really) that can greatly influence other
people's relationships regardless of what type
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont

worry, everything's gonna be okay"
mayne it will, maybe it wont
mention the struggle

pushing me away
thought of this carefully even while just sitting or

standing there being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and

mentions a lot of things in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks

can still remind me of you. both of us have
something to remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one

another and our families. i dont know how they will
react
add to push each other

pushing each other away wont help
i cant believe our schedules wont let us be together
its like we cant talk to each other and i dont know

why
if only people knew what was really going on
i wish we both can be the first person in a real

relationship and the last one too
the suite life on deck

(describe)
help to address problems about love as much as you

can
michelle miller CBS

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im not surprised if there is some confusion here
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you

but old and smiling
On Sun, Apr 8, 2018 at 6:49 PM, Christopher

*this is my confession that besides being my crush

and i am (or was) in love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many

more) pages, you will see why. your emotions may
run wild and you, along with your family, friends,
or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you
dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative
towards me
you may not care or remain neutral (sure dont see

how)
believe me, i could have written more or more

deeper things, but this is good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more

than just a few pages
say what you hope everyone gets out of this
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of

memories, but yet you know so much about a
person (maybe not enough although you wish you
would have gotten to know them better). you know
so much and then realize that they dont feel the
same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's
either that or because this is some phase i am
going through, not sure.
some are not scenarios but straight feelings and

moving on
avril lavigne keep holding on
why try people may ask
because if i never tried, then i have truly failed
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she
treated me, i know i have to have the moral high
ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as

long as this bill which is now law?!
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This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish)
by a few pages. 1000 or more each language
https://www.cnn.com/2018/03/21/politics/omnibus-
bill/index.html
its like a dream but its not
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore

after publishing and giving this to jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us

never goes away (unlike couples which even get
married and they dont last forever)
find a way, excuse quote
nothing is random q anon
theres a reason for everything
not everyone has changed and there are those who

have changed over the years. it all depends on the
person
whataday say
cups (the other way around)
chowder characters
i wish we had been able to have memories
edwin mccain songs
lets not rub it in each other's faces
you need me as much as I need you, which can go

both ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
emphasize about events that happened, like THE

HUG
south beach tow?
run around
add to i told you so

"i love him"
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even your mom would be like, where has he been
all your life
i wish i can tell my kids

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will
never see that or understand how much i love her"
add to i knew i loved you

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her
before or the moment i gazed my eyes on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will

take a while and we both would have to work
things out somehow
i hope your kids dont be like,

"mommy, why were you (or are you) mean to
daddy?"
good luck answering that one.
"its too late"
well, at least i tried. you cant blame someone for

trying
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll

feel the same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else

(maybe you would feel the same way)
one of the janitors on campus even looks like your

mom
imagine what the future holds for us or anyone in

general
elaborate on important events like prom
i felt alone because i was by myself while everyone

had a date
maybe you could be the best thing to happen to

me
white car with license plate that read "Jelly"

(J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker. mary kay is
cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with
jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was

misunderstood. i know i did mean well
talk about the hug (at least a page expected on

that alone)
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there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is
expensive these days, maybe hemp will make
things easier and keep trees intact
when, oh when can i say this and truly mean it

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made
me upset when i was reading this
Rudy Giuliani Splits from Third Wife Judith
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow.

We may never know but all i do know is that we
should be immune from being apart or be broken
apart
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in

body language at least

we should not and will not coerce each other
i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is

that impossible to do besides schedule and how
you feel about me regardless if you never got to
know me
not gonna force you
what are your traits
if for some reason i am wrong, disregard the

negative things
i can try to imitate or reenact
clarify everybody vs everyone
almost every day, if not every day i thought

about you and expand my notes
add to whatever she needs
i wish you would do the same for me
it makes me not want to help you
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this

reminds me to stay loyal to you
i wonder what reminded or reminds you of me

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even cars
this shouldn't be looked over
you wont let me show you i care or that i want to

make things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lets give them something to talk about
lady marmalade
take your time
why cant you be like your mom, not just in looks
don't expect either of us to come crying to each

other
we all have a other half
modern family
words with ely or ly

dont mention kc jelly
we have to see where each person is coming

from
whether she is home sick
or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be

there for her
ADD TO PREDICTIVE PROGRAMMING
TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be

exactly like the models
they say one's parents know what's best for

their kids
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as

a son in-law and i couldnt agree more
holidays
tell each other how things have been going

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lately
when did you ever come back home
i was home almost every week
i think we're lost without one another
it shouldn't have to be like this
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes

either and should be in good terms (friends at
least for now)
even with a tan other girls look like you
i am still reminded of you
maybe i cant get over you or we cant ever get

over each other
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we

didnt really know each other
im like, lets get to know each other
if this is it this aint love
our moms seem to know each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
love will lead you back
i do hope you consider me
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to

be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel the
same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the

field as an official
add to instagram
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now you cant find her on a search. i am not one
of those people who stalks others (dont even try
it)
pa mayte would be our song or maybe just for

you
not sure which one we both would agree on
add to where it makes sense

not only am i misunderstood, but i am misguided
too
not even guilt trip you, no one should
dont drop the ball like i did
dont be like, "i wish i wouldve appreciated him

before"
add to infowars
millie weaver
add to modern family
characters and couples
we make one hell of a team
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i

would not have done all this. or it would not be
as much
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you

be honest with anyone else?
people might say, "chris, are you stupid or

retarded?"
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my

back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let
it out"
others may also say let it go
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to

express myself (dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel
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that way too sometimes
steve maraboli quote about soulmates
despite all that has happened up to this point, i

thought that i had found my one true love. i
guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i

feel? do they think i am not going crazy just
thinking about my situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by

haters who could care less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's

like without this I got nothing but myself. maybe
someday youll look back and be like, "i probably
should have talked to Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you
(as long as you would want to) so there are
reforms. in other words, it's like helping you
be better
some have reactions (main three)
list people who are the main homewreckers

and others who dont like me and could
possibly be included
main 6 (including the other 4). just blanks

(i hope jlly mom doesnt freak out)
put all favorite songs that are appropriate to

your situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is

true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like i am
doing here.
i would think you should apologize to me but

maybe we both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable

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(don't see how that is the case)
i am sorry if I was rude to you (even though I

didn't ignore you)
one may not know what the future holds but i

hope that even if you dont share yours with
me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
be careful when you mention anything relating

to pregnancy
for reasons i cant explain, elaborate if already

here
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off

and picking them up
i wont think of your tears as crocodile tears,

but a possible reconciliation
both all American rejects songs

both billy idol songs
miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
every artist i have that is relevant
dont know why there is attachnent still, at

least from my end
i care about you so much, but you just

disregard any of my efforts. you really just
dont care about me the same way
two women in suitcase, one after the other
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a

girl with your highlights from years ago eating
out with a guy, i pictured that being our first
date
lets not bash each other
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen

to each other
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im trying not to take it personal but i just cant
help it
include in card for items
even though you hurt me, I still care for some

reason
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me

completely as if i did something to you
imagine what it would be like without me. im

already doing that
you were or could have been the best thing in

my life besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
was this all worth it
i know being persistent is good
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

negative things

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girl who looks like you walks in front of me.

this reminds me to stay loyal to you

besides a delivery courier
i thought other factors contributed to you

being like this. i didnt think you were like this
on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want

to help you be a better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and

they hugged like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet

even if WE are not a couple (not yet anyway)
easter break is almost like spring break
graduation is approaching
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag

along with the rest of the items

wrote:
if we do end up together, let's both make

sure we dont let anyone or anything
separate us
why be against the one guy who not only

would never be against you but would be
the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian girl but yet i am still

loyal to you
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns

around and looks at me. this is while i am
thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he
knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether

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you also came to this country in 1996 or not
regardless of how your looks are, i still have

solid eye contact with you.
finally we're together again (in a sense)

after all these years!
i cant believe i forgot and i feel miserable

doing so
*recent statements on notebook
not sure of anything more important to

know about her
come off too strong but i dont want to lie

because i would never do that and a
relationship based on lies is not good
there are ups and downs in life

you should only cry tears of joy, not tears of
pain
i wish we not embarrassed to see each other

alone or when other people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our
families, and other haters are actually
preventing us from talking to each other
are you really going to allow that
(go nuts on things, but not that much)
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up

yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or
melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few
of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to

remove the goodbye my lover, but then
again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
maybe youre not the one
you can tell
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body language
philosophy
break my heart every time
dont sound too desperate
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you

hurt me I never did anything to you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i

am like everybody else. maybe the same
applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but

the docs file is available on it. i gave your
mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how

i truly felt despite everything that has
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if

you never want to see me again. it is beyond
me what i could have done to you besides
the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not

to mention that i was feeling down while
looking at them
it may have been anything in the past

whether it is you personally, being told by so
called "friends", or the recent things (hug,
text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
try to put the newest songs but clean
nevertheless, we should not forgive each

other.
you shouldnt be too hard on someone or

beat yourself up
girl with beret with dog (you also have a

dog) reminded me of you
she looked at me and smiled a bit

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not all visions have to be packed, text is in
order
turn the lights down low
cant stop the feeling
how long going on charlie
lionel richie my love
is this all a game to you, dont worry because

its not entire your fault if others put you up
to this
this goes against the narrative of guys

hurting girls
i couldve said in the future i met my future

wife or reconnected from a order
fix my lover
friends and lover quote, let's be mature
making love out of nothing at all

make something out of nothing
cant imagine about what your mom would

do
what would other people do besides your

family members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
i wish you wouldn't hate me like i wouldnt

hate you
scarecrow
ITEMS
beret (Adrian from Rocky)
talk and elaborate about other fictional

characters
how could we not realize what was going

on? besides potentially changing someones
life, can it change the world
add to infinite loops

761 / 4356
this means that if we are together, i would
always want things to be that way
repeatedly forever and ever.
ADD TO art imitates life in '18

ACCOUNTING textbook 27th edition

same (or similar) fingernail color like one of
your fb
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM,

Christopher Tinajero
from now we'll remember and go back to
this. even as we get older, it would make a
great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never

was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i
am just coping and trying not to freak out.
i know you would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM

add to predictive programming
Trump Dating - both of us if we

supported Trump for 2020. We match
the picture totally
i just cant stand NOT to see you
teen titans
robin and starfire
i hope that in a few years
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM

there will come a time when we may

not need each other. i wish it didnt
have to be that way
as far as relationships, im not good at

this sort of thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of

you many years from now. she smiled
at me and we were both waiting for
the bus
762 / 4356
im like, thats my girl and i hope to
grow old with her
you are everything and everything is

you song
i hope we dont end up hating each

other over this. i know i am telling the
truth in the most honest way possible
desperation song (melody, maybe

lyrics)
why cant we both me on the same

page here
dont you want someone who can be

the one for you
add to distraction
gossip in front of me
act as if youre taken, its kind of like

the "i have a boyfriend" excuse
because you cant actually tell a guy
how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
why couldn't a guy do this for me you
might ask
i sure hope we dont end up hating

each other
how can we be honest to each other
if we try, dont want to hear it

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some

reason we cant be near each other.
like what's up with that
the brown hair is popular since many

girls have it including you. any
reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching

Colombia. I told you that this is crazy
763 / 4356
past and regrets (go deep and
emotional)
then you changed the profile pic.

maybe you got back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts

you can talk to someone. i would want
to talk to you but you made it so
difficult to a point of why bother
trying in the first place. you just want
peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or

maybe you dont yet) that i would be
honest with you
try to make it sad as much as you can

so it can mean something.
i care about you, thats why i dont

want to hurt you. not to be cynical,
but i do wish you would cry (anyone
else crying with you would help). i say
this because i know i have reached
you or gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do

good or i cant ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me

means the girl i once thought would
talk to me, has missed me for so long
after all these years, and would care
about me at least a little to make the
effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i

didnt matter to you despite not
getting to know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else,

then that is beyond me. i know for a
fact that i didnt do nor would i do
anything to hurt you, but clearly i
cant say the same for you
describe the pics here and in the

small nutshell description
mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or

someone all along
764 / 4356
there would have to be promises to be
made
describe the pics here and in the

small nutshell description
compare the condition or situation to

present
for example:
it was until eight years and in those
years five of them i thought i could
smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i

love you, so it can only be would love
since that word has to have meaning.
i just wish i had that chance to show
you the real me.
i dont know how much more sweet i

can possibly be
predictive programming:
the Simpsons prom marge artie
insanity CARDIO POWER AND
RESISTANCE
Rand Paul with the entire 2,000 page
bill
i was thinking about you recently and

while i was driving, i saw a license
plate frame the city where you went
to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love
you so much and youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in

life but somehow if we can make it
work, it would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i

cant be sure i wont be after this
you can sing this to me

lets her it for the boy
add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt
mean to if i might have. i wouldnt
mind if you had done the same
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you shouldn't bruise easily unless you
are anorexic or have osteoporosis, or
both
and i dont think you are those things
add to visions
even old people as well
*the smell? i shower regularly like

everyone else, the vest was shared at
the time. but i dont think thats it, i
think there is something more
is this what i get for trying to show

appreciation after roughly eight
years? if you really feel hatred for me
then in that case, i feel sorry i even
tried
"i feel sorry i even met you"
notice i wouldnt say that to you
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM

<ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
wrote:
are you seriously going to let
anyone get between us
we have to prove the haters wrong.

we should not lie to each other and
keep it real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

wrote:
clarify the whatifs in a
relationship
how to keep each other on the
same page so you never lose
interest in each other
plus anyone else youve heard or

seen
brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
eleanor and melania and you
reach common ground in general
not just respect our own beliefs,

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etc
use plenty of rhetorical questions
this text is in general but mainly

focused on you. i was thinking
about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but
it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita
describe resemblances in
instagram pics
like her prom dress to the
simpsons episode on homer and
marge
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

wrote:
i saw a crossing guard that was
an old lady, it made me think of
you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling
when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret
how you treated me. i also
regret waiting ten years to
speak up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other

the way we did. you treated me
unfairly and completely ignored
me (probably because of
distance) and maybe i was
annoying
i hope neither of our families

are ashamed of us because of
what happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or
older women remind you of her
(visions)
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics,

probably both of us)
i dont mean to be too much or

something
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22

PM Christopher Tinajero
767 / 4356
wrote:
known for being the couple
that hug and have great eye
contact
i saw someone that looked

like you but was with another
man also hispanic. it was
more of the average hispanic.
i dont even look like most

Hispanics (someone said
maybe my nose) but more
Indian and Filipino
add to i wish i didnt have to

leave
maybe youll say that too
i would say i wish you didnt

leave either
like forrest gump
you would be my tutor.

maybe our kids would be
smart and athletic. they
would have other good
qualities too
la rosa de guadalupe
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can
probably be lola
she could be like Eleanor

I keep hearing the word
Colombia and I think of jlly,
even when i see the three
colors too
know her mom

she actually hurt me
tell everyone about this
grad ring size (costs a lot)

mine is smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM,

"Christopher Tinajero"
wrote:
BEFORE DECEMBER7 PT
56
768 / 4356
They say three times a
charm, or some quote
about fool me once, fool me
twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but

identity is not revealed
i dont know if i should even

regret liking or falling in
love with you
(CHECK SPELLING
THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie
ledge and inez (only im not

the villain)
slider and inez
we're going to ibiza
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at

4:08 AM, Christopher
Tinajero
<ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu
wrote:
BEFORE DECEMBER7
PT 55
when i look into your

eyes besides the cute and
beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was

possible id like for us to
be a happily married
couple. i would like to
wake up every morning
knowing this woman is
the one for me and
hopefully it would always
be like that. maybe you
would feel the same way
too.
clear things between my

comparison of myself and
769 / 4356
Trump
first lady. im gonna need

a first lady someday,
maybe you should be the
one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for
you and you never
realized it. i thought at
one point you were, but
then forgot and then i
remembered
How romantic, this is

such a great love story
maybe i can also be like,

is this all a dream? some
people say this is a
simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by
then. maybe other than
having success, being
with you and having
prosperity is all i need
good things can happen

and i wouldnt want to
have them done without
you. its only if you want
to and if possible they
can happen
all you need is love
add to i hope i dont get in

trouble
it would only prove my
point in what i am trying
to say here
add to work as a team

whether it mean to have
a bunch of kids r in
general
change from
plaintiff/defendant
to just being against each
other like enemies
*i am not politically
correct like society has
people these days
770 / 4356
youre almost like a
midget but i would still
love you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
this is not a joke, troll,

etc
not sure if you are acting

like this purposely, it's
messed up in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if

someone you knew cried
because of what is said
here
we have so much to talk

about and maybe your
mom is the only way. i am
not sure how or what to
do anymore. i wouldnt be
alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people
as possible if asked "do
you like or have a crush
on someone?"
add sitcoms like all in the

family and seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other
friends or people we
know
you never know who or

what makes or would
make a difference in your
life
add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four

years to grow almost ten
inches long
pizza party
771 / 4356
one child and he was
watching another
younger one. he had my
hair and the other kid
had brown hair like
yours. im like theyre our
kids.
more parents, imagine

they all were ours (like a
dozen or so)
they say dont be afraid

but what about her
what if you are just

mocking me? ive seen
you act like i am a pest
whisper at someone's ear

and look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you
cheated on me as well or
just break up with me for
no good reason or any at
all. not even an
explanation if any. if
there was one, it would
be a bad one
what am i going to do
with you, chris
i dont know, it depends

what you want. i know
what i want
if i am all wrong, then

how do you explain why
everything happened? i
cant read your mind, you
know
just think what wouldve

happened if either of
your parents were
annoyed at each other.
maybe we would be like

the Flintstones
i am fred, you're wilma
even the jetsons

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popeye and olive, only im
the taller one
if you ever have the

chance to look up at the
stars, maybe it'll remind
you of me. i will be
reminded of you as well
please dont blame her as

much, she was
brainwashed
i seriously wish someday

we can work things out
and you never know
add to never harm you
i dont know why you're

running away from me or
something
add to lottery
its not about money, with
her its like i won the
lottery.
i just wish you were more

honest with me so that
you didnt seem fake.
maybe its just with me
for some strange reason
or you're just like that in
general with everyone
what most people tend to

do is not see the forest
for the trees. in other
words, they dont see
what is in front of them
add to hypothetically if
we were together
i dont know why we
would not be able to last
together. we shouldnt let
anything come between
us
i dont even know for sure

you wont just love me for
the money (yet i would
love you the same). i still
cant be sure and remain
773 / 4356
uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with

some students and a
professor to the Maury
show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
One of the staff members

in the studio recently
became a father (I
thought of you)
The segments were about

guys who were accused
of cheating BUT ALL
THREE SEGMENTS ARE
FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.
Its like we cheated on

each other or something
i wish we could spend

more time together, but i
know that it is my fault
for not bringing this up
before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make
up for my mistake (you
should also make up for
it)
its like we need each

other if you think about
it.
theres just so much to

talk about, so i wrote
what you see here
we shouldnt be offended
at everything
is it bad that i care so

much while you dont
i cant believe it, its like

youre being cruel to me
as if i did something to
you, but didnt
you ignored me and

made me feel less as a
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person but you dont see
me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself
(they say it stares into
your soul)
apple. it is NOT like the
Disney movie where it is
tainted. the apple itself is
a symbol for education
(since you are very
smart) and it shows you
that I would feed you if
we were together as a
family
thats another one of the

many things I would
never do to you.
add to beautiful in my
eyes
you are my mona lisa (i

cant stop looking at you
for some reason)
youll always be beautiful

in my eyes indeed
probably marilyn monroe
its not your body, but you
have i done all of this for

nothing
i hope our families dont

fight or be torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust

you again, i wish but we
will have to see
time machine (the other

way around)
we should eat at fancy

restaurant. i love to take
you out to eat there
add to both of our

families eat
both of our families
should be together
775 / 4356
we should both look at
each other in the eyes
and our families should
do the same face to face
add to im gonna get you

we should both sing this
cascada every time we

touch
too
you are a joy to behold

alright, at least when I
was thrilled to see you
back in August
*write about how she
made you feel, be honest
and nothing but*
i never had a real

girlfriend, so no room for
infidelity. i just wish i can
say the same about you
but dont worry, if you

dont give up on me, i
wont give up on you
i am not myself without

you (at least in terms of
love)
*I think what helps me is

that:
know her mom
if I tell everyone about
this without mentioning
your name
add to simpsons, seinfeld
family guy
its like my grades

plummeted but it goes
beyond our encounter in
August. even i dont know
for sure
*we both could live in

Washington if I'm
President
776 / 4356
i would like your family
or anyone reading this to
know that I meant to
harm and I just wanted
to get to know her as a
friend
*the items is what I

would have given her to
show that I care
include jose luis perales

que pasara mañana
add volverte a ver to

encounter
dile que tu me quieres
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor
*variations of her name

jelly
petroleum jelly
i wont hold it against you

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too

much to even get
together. we would
simply catch up which
was your idea (i couldve
said that too though).
add to not sure why i like

you
not just your mom and i
get along, she could be a
matchmaker but not
really
It's me and you though,

when we feel the same
way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the
telenovelas may be a
reference, but it should
NOT be considered
literally or taken the
wrong way
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*maybe your family
(household) are the
"cuartel". not our
classmates the
"homewreckers" even if
they have some
characteristics or
similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile

bike ride with girlfriend,
writes book about
journey
wow and i thought i was

odd
not to compare you with

other women but in some
sense, youd do the same
with me
neutral, if we were a
couple
i wish we did get to

spend more time
together, our families as
well
in the lomg run im s

...
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add to reaction
personality
there could be regrets by not being with me and if you are with whoever you end up, you will be
reminded of me
rumors
twilight
barbie girl song
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add to every girl
a pic of my watch
birth sept
i have mentioned the other things to help connect to the situation here in the text, but feel free
to do your own research
visions where i think of you with someone else in general and then i see two random people or
couples and it makes me think we will end up together
tell me the truth what is it or could it be about me that you dont like. maybe you or me or both of
us think we are better than the other
i wonder how your marriage to anyone else would be without me, maybe happy or maybe sad
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i wonder why we just abide by those who don't let us speak up (by pressuring, etc) also bothers
me and should bother you too

bugs bunny
dr who
and many others
i believe we are born with genius (and some having more than others), but the system, society,
matrix, etc puts us down

because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want to point that
out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give you a heads
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up
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i if things would
work, instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom or muster when it
comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages will see
that I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share my life with you for
as long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we wouldn't be annoyed
at each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is why i mention
this here
forget me nots
fine, i might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and trying
to get you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
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its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but it is definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i may have mentioned
this before too
good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a love-hate relationship,
only love
else can understand
yourself
it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont know (they could be
hidden too)

going through
i still cant believe you would actually let people get between us. they are depriving you from
being happy (or truly happy)
never say goodbye
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than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the first
time in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others to think,
not just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel

Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us, including opiate receptors
too
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eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl was also
a senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

maybe you will have these visions too. hopefully you will see for yourself and not gave to go
through as much hardships as I did
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not your fault,
but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and
you wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

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if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care and
still do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad stuff in
this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of my time
in some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

wrote:
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things. unfortunately, that
may never happen
pretty girl clean
just think up to this point it was over a thousand pages. you have the first two that are the
answers to the blanks that the public or anyone that stumbles across the docs file is left

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i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and say about
me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean we couldn't keep
in touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me too
(only not as much)
the internet and other forms of learning about life is amazing and we should discover it all
who knows what else lies out there just waiting to be discovered (not just aliens). this goes
beyond a type 1 civilization (we are in like 0, not even close to 1 while Star Wars is type 3)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing, the items, the past,
what we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
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thats a REAL family
match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im trying to
say

end)


to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around, we would surely
miss each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do the
same
i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated greats (the government
is obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc civilizations
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wrote:
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how much i can
write. especially if that person is YOU
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did this for
me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer. like i
said before, this isnt a joke or anything.
young audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share a lot of
things in common. we just dont know it yet
enter galactic
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players, teams,
staff and officials
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine said
do it as a project and i did

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both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do know
that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt treat
me like you did a few months ago
graduation
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to hide any
signs of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

never
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to
give and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing a hoodie from
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your university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple


wrote:
long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between
us and you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together we
would have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its
too bad that doesnt mean anything to you
your decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do.
most if not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let
others deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out
in the beginning around the third page
wanted to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish it
could have worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others which
girl i was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's
i know it isnt entirely your fault but you went along with this. you ignored me and i felt
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heartbroken. i dont know why i stil feel that way but i do
i also hope you dont lose me forever if i truly leave. if you really hate me, then ill leave
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to show
you how amazing I can be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and not take you
for granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we were together, that us
something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may
still be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT easy to
do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you,
girl
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy are
they with
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back to your
old ways
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain degree only we know
each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she looked like
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you. strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like, "thats our
date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will have to
be later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

doesnt mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working
as a team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i am a bad
person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never
want us to be them
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one guy
who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
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geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to
wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt
see you for close to eight years until that day in August which changed my life
forever and i may never forget. who would have thought that in one order i would
see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you
but the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about her completely but keep
it appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day i am with
you
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we wouldnt know
until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt worth
it" and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my
life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be and
yours too.
add to do for you
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but unfortunately youre
so messed up you dont even care
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would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that isnt the
case
real
Streisand effect
against me
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense
like before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon

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i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


treated me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good for the
future

having (maybe)

us

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casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever)
if we both help her out
middle school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same
as english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest
and not have a dark cloud hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind her of
the past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im
sure she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i
elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as
long as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe
you would agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were
so).
writing this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount of pages
and items would supersede than what it would be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would begin,
there would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the
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items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days

relationship
countless ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter.
one has got to try.
feel
fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and the
dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between the
two people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope
he doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she
was my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
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i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends,
or society. It's possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the future
if youre not really busy or a little busy.
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious as
i am about everything
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the least
upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really
want her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

thing most of all
por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me would
leave me with uncertainty

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billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
manage to remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if thats
true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug
and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing
bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it. then
again, i should try to get as much out of me about you as possible
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal
me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both
are younger than us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if
that also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i
like about you
(if applicable)
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previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in
one picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue between teeth sticking
out)
then like me
future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just
wish you were the same.
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like if we were a
couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you are having
fun
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely.
not quite sure what has gotten into you

anything to you.

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*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial. It's
just something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont
know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i am
saying. i would never treat you any less than a human being.
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my girl for
sure

know that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other
ends, I know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo
and Juliet. and ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may
have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that

skinny or chubby)
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add to what if
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if
we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and
what i may not be able to in the future
why do you let others tell you what to do, how to think, who to be with, etc
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and
I'll do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say
but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever

i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember
me like i remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten
or more years solely about you
starts before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going
on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would
have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than
just a few pages.
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just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war
(or at least if we tried)
maybe in another life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll
be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for
me, you may never feel the same
here
gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to
Mobbed

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do
so much more. we can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do feel
like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about
her and that i care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others with dignity and
respect
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though
because in the least you never got back to me
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trying to)
dwight
true love

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism
for you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought
she was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten to know each
other
sympathy/empathy

youll notice there are opposites, one being distinct with the other as well
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it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess

i may not know how that feels until much later in my life
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell
me to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the
guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids of your
own
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came looking for
me
let it roll
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king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that
can last a lifetime like our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know so ill assume
it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

best life
chowder couples
attitude to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a
so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should
do the same, you know)

friends

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i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know
this because you are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there
for the world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar,
so this helps you cope with the pain

happen in May
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say
life should be lived without worries

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through
to you to no avail
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder
(or just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who
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was so crazy about you
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt
it too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that

can never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is
not one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i
had poured so much when writing about this
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just
wish that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around.

that way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete his life

theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the men (i
know, right?)
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or if they asked me


its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give
these days like good characteristics, etc
about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in
fifth grade

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i would

have for you
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don't you see that i am trying my best to defend my honor and yours
mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison while
the politicians ignore them
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together

and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are
just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw
was like a wild card and would talk to me
imagine what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven
right here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about that
on your end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have their
lives back
honesty
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maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be
up front and be honest and I am

maybe not

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how
you would react
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have empathy
under the right circumstances, you can read the sentence or
paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced
you without getting to know me
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to
make your decisions and how you live your life

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clingy
im not a bad person
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of

them) as your guy instead of you being with someone else or other
people
why you havent been with someone for that long and why i could

explain it
make the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a
pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its

like it can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that
comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is
not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse
things happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by
money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love despite
the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to
you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens
that you will see why you should not listen to haters who talk
behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to
get along with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent
seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the
least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what
you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or
something that reminds you of me
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serious about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in
fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course
Im already doing that, you just could care less)

through what i went through in my shoes for a change. its called
empathy.
am i like too much for you? i dont believe im too much for people in
general
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever

do it or the public gets to the bottom of this
people are really going to say that you are lucky and stuff like that

my reputation
other factors, etc
not sure why you are like this, maybe youre that ackward yourself
(which is okay)

was this all a lie

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i wish i can know what went wrong but i guess ill never know for
sure

people's expressions are going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws
dropped

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all your
Instagram pics without having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention

the english man who drew skyline
they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that
one way or another

anyone. besides the three hundred million something people in this
country, theres seven billion people around the world so there
should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to
talk to someone
always asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her
not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want us
together
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know
or are related to you


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put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the
worse part about this is that it is sad that you went along with it.
i thought you surely were the girl for me
i know you know what i am talking about, so dont lie any longer
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to

get everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even
may never get a chance to tell you
prevent) us from going anywhere, or you playing mind games (or
games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know
(not even be aware of), or even would have thought
face when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be a
time when you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an act,
a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i
can (and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i
may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see

the point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is
not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything
that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who
knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your
head.

parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or
paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking
about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by

telling the truth
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encounter
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do

it even if you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat
others in a certain way
i could be like supa hot fire and everyone's got my back (maybe)

yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what
you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now
im not as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to
as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for
you but not if you insist on acting the way you are just because
whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves

and to everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i
dont know what is and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and
as a news story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the
beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but
im sure ill find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say
girls often think of having a family.

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ever fallen in love
forbidden love

the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong with

this world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not going to
get back

attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you
tell her to do the same)


(there are other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that
could be us too you never know!

does) and can spend our lives together getting to know each
other!

use grammarly
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i dont know if this is beyond anything most people hae written,
it probably is
sooner or later we'll all find our other half ("Homer" like in The
Simpsons)
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure

there are great ones (other people too)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or

anything like that
they say boys will be boys. maybe the same applies to girls too
there should be a way or ways to not just be seen, but heard

too
let him have it


unforgivable. its like you really let me down and broke my
heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will
apply to real life

beginning
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crazy in love
i just wish you wouldn't hate me (and that you would love me if
possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i

am, i am told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me.
please dont be that kind of person

approaching you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if
i just gave up
melt with you
i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is of

great magnitude. maybe forever is a good amount in terms of
length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this
point. only things that are relevant though
i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to get
through to you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean

to be so ridiculous

wwe
cena
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are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either

that we were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society.
and dont take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you
and me, but everyone

messed up especially after someone poured everything they
have just to write something like this
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other
than other factors i listed here
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if

you were, i wont throw you under the bus

ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less
than true and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant

be as well again i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our
encounter. just listen to the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on
these days, maybe a lot of the news, politics, etc too

Scotland the brave is also good and the melody often gets to
me
what if we can make it work? i know real couples try and

often do succeed
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together.

who knows where we would be now.
i know it is never too late to start, but it will be hard just

saying
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i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one
on one. it doesnt matter if there are people around or just
you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it
or not. This world needs the truth
if you dont care about remembering anything, just remember

this
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain
way. you meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i
dont know for sure
at least i wasnt a quitter and went through with writing this

whole thing
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something,

you should be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my

notes is silly, annoying, or true love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what

i think and how i really feel about you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill.
no one is psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters
or naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of

part). by now we could have been parents for the first time (i
remember those baby simulators in high school). technically
you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few
hours away but like that August, i feel like a veteran again
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Theology class was, but i still thought of you (not to be
creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for

you like a real man and be responsible instead being a dead
beat dad.


would be

Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just

love having you around and maybe i didnt realize it until
now
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we

had our encounter at the time

only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im

sure youd probably feel the same about me
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Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really
are the one
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only

not married with other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we
also cant let them stop us from being happy either

you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont
know either. We're not the only ones and there are others
too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to

the list and then i saw a couple that was like an older
version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she
had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my
Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority,
or none of them. Even Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both)
and guy who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the
beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good
(she was like the older version of you, only with slightly
darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave
me the chance) that you would have a great life. however, i
dont know if i would have the same with you
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the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such as

boyfriend and girlfriend.
not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his wife
on their wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish

you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the
work, etc I put into this)
well it isnt


ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the
world in this writing

anymore)
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently

received gifts of this magnitude
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told
something about paperwork and no longer married
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project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most

of all, you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk,

i just want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am
not good enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the

same should apply to you


same again

things in general could be predictable or unpredictable

but that depends on the person
when i was your man
revise

people made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you
and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless

you change the way you're acting and id help you. i
surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt
give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have
osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise you or
anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away
hugging you.
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i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to

go back to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you
again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was
always with the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with

your tongue between teeth, which is funny)

there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to

accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with
(im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and

maybe you were thinking of me as well. the items are so
you remember me by and other than the nice version of
yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can
remember you by. there could be something but you
never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things
end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i
didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored
completely, you might as well have given me the cold
shoulder if you were around

didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may
have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our
encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should
have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i
did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after
so long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for
me, how about you. not sure why you feel like less of
yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can

be the same for you. it all depends if you want to and if
we had the right chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the
one who was suffering emotionally. Imagine being in my
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shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that
i wouldnt want to and that i am capable of getting to
know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you.
you may be the same for me and be my girl
temptations my girl

writing this text)
i sure hope so, because we'll never look at love the same
way again

reference)

we should stop insisting everything is fine when in

reality it isnt


both ways

maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they

say we're related to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he

had a slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a
slightly darker skin tone than yours
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other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body
language as you (believe me, I know).
even when i see girls are around campus, i think about

you
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or

found out that someone made you cry especially when
i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen.
this would not happen if we were together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you

prob wont do the same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing

this? i dont think so, at least i hope not
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular

activities, i realized (and maybe i always feel like this)
that being without you sucks. it is like the worst
feeling in the world
maybe a lot of this is mixed up but doesnt lose a bit of

this meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either

or both of us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about
me. and not in a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand

much why you would say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the

worse person you have ever met, I cant change that.
only you can once you think for yourself
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i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way.
and you know it, not just your family (especially mom)
or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear
the words "how are you?"

and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone

or with a group, think about the one guy who has in a
sense known you for over ten years and would only
want to see you happy
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent

forgotten you since
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends

either in the least

probably were the same ones i saw while i was
thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get

over the fact that this was not a dream, etc

general, really) that can greatly influence other
people's relationships regardless of what type
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont

worry, everything's gonna be okay"

pushing me away


even something about you (like nails) not just looks

can still remind me of you. both of us have something
to remind one of the other
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another and our families. i dont know how they will
react

its like we cant talk to each other and i dont know why


(describe)
help to address problems about love as much as you

can
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but
old and smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush

and i am (or was) in love with you

more) pages, you will see why. your emotions may
run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or
anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont
get angry or stay angry or anything negative
towards me

how)
believe me, i could have written more or more

deeper things, but this is good for now


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memories, but yet you know so much about a person
(maybe not enough although you wish you would
have gotten to know them better). you know so much
and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is
like the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or
because this is some phase i am going through, not
sure.

moving on
ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as

long as this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish)

by a few pages. 1000 or more each language
bill/index.html

I truly hope that anything possible between us never

goes away (unlike couples which even get married
and they dont last forever)

person
whataday say
chowder characters
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edwin mccain songs
you need me as much as I need you, which can go

both ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
emphasize about events that happened, like THE

HUG
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"
even your mom would be like, where has he been all

your life


i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before
or the moment i gazed my eyes on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will

take a while and we both would have to work things
out somehow

"mommy, why were you (or are you) mean to
daddy?"
"its too late"

trying
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll

feel the same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else

(maybe you would feel the same way)
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mom

general
i felt alone because i was by myself while everyone

had a date
maybe you could be the best thing to happen to me
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y).

it had a mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and
the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every
kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood.

i know i did mean well
talk about the hug (at least a page expected on that

alone)

expensive these days, maybe hemp will make things
easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made
me upset when i was reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We

may never know but all i do know is that we should
be immune from being apart or be broken apart
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in

body language at least

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that

impossible to do besides schedule and how you
feel about me regardless if you never got to know
me
not gonna force you
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negative things
almost every day, if not every day i thought about

you and expand my notes

even cars

make things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time

other
modern family

we have to see where each person is coming from
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or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be

there for her
TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly

like the models
they say one's parents know what's best for their

kids
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a

son in-law and i couldnt agree more
holidays
tell each other how things have been going lately
other INSANITY cast

either and should be in good terms (friends at
least for now)
maybe i cant get over you or we cant ever get over

each other
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt

really know each other
two faces have i
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second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be

like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel the same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the

field as an official
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of

those people who stalks others (dont even try it)
pa mayte would be our song or maybe just for you

not only am i misunderstood, but i am misguided
too

before"
add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would

not have done all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you

be honest with anyone else?
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retarded?"
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back.

It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let it out"
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to

express myself (dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel
that way too sometimes

thought that i had found my one true love. i guess
not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i

feel? do they think i am not going crazy just

good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's

like without this I got nothing but myself. maybe

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as
long as you would want to) so there are reforms.
in other words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and

others who dont like me and could possibly be
included

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put all favorite songs that are appropriate to
your situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is

true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like i am
doing here.

I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable

(don't see how that is the case)

didn't ignore you)
one may not know what the future holds but i

hope that even if you dont share yours with me,
you have a great life.
akon dont matter
be careful when you mention anything relating

to pregnancy

here
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off

and picking them up
i wont think of your tears as crocodile tears, but

a possible reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least

from my end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard

any of my efforts. you really just dont care about
me the same way
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closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a

girl with your highlights from years ago eating
out with a guy, i pictured that being our first
date
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen

to each other

help it

reason


already doing that
you were or could have been the best thing in

my life besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
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not gonna force you

negative things



i thought other factors contributed to you being

like this. i didnt think you were like this on your
own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want

to help you be a better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they

hugged like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even

if WE are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along

with the rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure

we dont let anyone or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only

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would never be against you but would be the
one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian girl but yet i am still loyal

to you

you are more fluent than melania, whether

you also came to this country in 1996 or not

finally we're together again (in a sense) after

all these years!
i cant believe i forgot and i feel miserable

doing so
not sure of anything more important to know

about her

because i would never do that and a

you should only cry tears of joy, not tears of
pain

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our
families, and other haters are actually
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up

yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or
melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of
them or all of the above.
shattered
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skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove

the goodbye my lover, but then again i have
other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay

la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am

like everybody else. maybe the same applies
to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the

docs file is available on it. i gave your mom
the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i

truly felt despite everything that has
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if

you never want to see me again. it is beyond
me what i could have done to you besides the
hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not

to mention that i was feeling down while
looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether

it is you personally, being told by so called
"friends", or the recent things (hug, text,
booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
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nevertheless, we should not forgive each

other.
you shouldnt be too hard on someone or beat

yourself up
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog)

reminded me of you
not all visions have to be packed, text is in

order
is this all a game to you, dont worry because

its not entire your fault if others put you up to
this
this goes against the narrative of guys hurting

girls
i couldve said in the future i met my future

wife or reconnected from a order
fix my lover

cant imagine about what your mom would do
what would other people do besides your

family members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
i wish you wouldn't hate me like i wouldnt

hate you
scarecrow
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ITEMS

characters
how could we not realize what was going on?

besides potentially changing someones life,
can it change the world

always want things to be that way repeatedly
forever and ever.


your fb
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM,

from now we'll remember and go back to
this. even as we get older, it would make a
great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never

was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am
just coping and trying not to freak out. i
know you would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported

Trump for 2020. We match the picture
totally
teen titans
robin and starfire
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM

there will come a time when we may not

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need each other. i wish it didnt have to
be that way
as far as relationships, im not good at

this sort of thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of

you many years from now. she smiled at
me and we were both waiting for the
bus
im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow

old with her
you are everything and everything is

you song
i hope we dont end up hating each other

over this. i know i am telling the truth in
the most honest way possible
desperation song (melody, maybe lyrics)
why cant we both me on the same page

here
dont you want someone who can be the

one for you
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the

"i have a boyfriend" excuse because you
cant actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
might ask
i sure hope we dont end up hating each

other

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason

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we cant be near each other. like what's
up with that
the brown hair is popular since many

girls have it including you. any

past and regrets (go deep and

emotional)
then you changed the profile pic. maybe

you got back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you

can talk to someone. i would want to
talk to you but you made it so difficult
to a point of why bother trying in the
first place. you just want peace of mind,
we all do
i just want answers, you know (or

maybe you dont yet) that i would be
honest with you
try to make it sad as much as you can so

it can mean something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want

to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do
wish you would cry (anyone else crying
with you would help). i say this because
i know i have reached you or gotten
through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do

good or i cant ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me means

the girl i once thought would talk to me,
has missed me for so long after all these
years, and would care about me at least
a little to make the effort to talk to me.

didnt matter to you despite not getting
to know you better

then that is beyond me. i know for a fact
that i didnt do nor would i do anything
to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the
same for you
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describe the pics here and in the small
nutshell description
mundo de caramelo

someone all along

made


present
for example:
it was until eight years and in those
years five of them i thought i could
smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love

you, so it can only be would love since
that word has to have meaning. i just
wish i had that chance to show you the
real me.
i dont know how much more sweet i can

possibly be
RESISTANCE
Rand Paul with the entire 2,000 page
bill

while i was driving, i saw a license plate
frame the city where you went to high
school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love
you so much and youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in

life but somehow if we can make it
i dont know why i am attached and i

cant be sure i wont be after this
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add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean
to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you
had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you

are anorexic or have osteoporosis, or
both
add to visions

everyone else, the vest was shared at
the time. but i dont think thats it, i think
there is something more

appreciation after roughly eight years?
if you really feel hatred for me then in
that case, i feel sorry i even tried
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM

are you seriously going to let anyone
get between us
we have to prove the haters wrong.

we should not lie to each other and
keep it real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

wrote:
clarify the whatifs in a relationship
how to keep each other on the same
page so you never lose interest in
each other
plus anyone else youve heard or

seen
brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
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not just respect our own beliefs, etc

focused on you. i was thinking
about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but it's
ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita
describe resemblances in instagram

pics
like her prom dress to the simpsons
episode on homer and marge
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

wrote:
i saw a crossing guard that was
an old lady, it made me think of
you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling
when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret
how you treated me. i also regret
waiting ten years to speak up, im
sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other

the way we did. you treated me
unfairly and completely ignored
me (probably because of
distance) and maybe i was
annoying
i hope neither of our families are

ashamed of us because of what
happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older
women remind you of her
(visions)


something
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On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM
wrote:
known for being the couple that
hug and have great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like

you but was with another man
also hispanic. it was more of
the average hispanic.

Hispanics (someone said maybe
my nose) but more Indian and
Filipino
add to i wish i didnt have to

leave
i would say i wish you didnt

leave either
like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe

our kids would be smart and
athletic. they would have other
good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can
probably be lola

I keep hearing the word
Colombia and I think of jlly,
even when i see the three
colors too
know her mom

grad ring size (costs a lot) mine

is smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM,

wrote:
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They say three times a
charm, or some quote about
fool me once, fool me twice
(different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but identity

is not revealed

regret liking or falling in love
with you
(CHECK SPELLING
THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie
ledge and inez (only im not

the villain)
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08

AM, Christopher Tinajero
wrote:
BEFORE DECEMBER7 PT
55
when i look into your eyes

besides the cute and

possible id like for us to be
a happily married couple. i
would like to wake up
every morning knowing
this woman is the one for
me and hopefully it would
always be like that. maybe
you would feel the same
way too.

Trump
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first lady. im gonna need a
first lady someday, maybe
you should be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for
you and you never realized
it. i thought at one point
you were, but then forgot
and then i remembered
How romantic, this is such

a great love story
maybe i can also be like, is

this all a dream? some
people say this is a
simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by
then. maybe other than
having success, being with
you and having prosperity
is all i need
good things can happen

and i wouldnt want to have
them done without you. its
only if you want to and if
possible they can happen

trouble
it would only prove my
point in what i am trying to
say here

whether it mean to have a
bunch of kids r in general
change from
plaintiff/defendant
other like enemies
*i am not politically correct

like society has people
these days
youre almost like a midget

but i would still love you
unconditionally
add to friends
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book cover
look into my eyes
this is not a joke, troll, etc
not sure if you are acting

like this purposely, it's
we cant ignore this

because of what is said
here

about and maybe your mom
is the only way. i am not
sure how or what to do
anymore. i wouldnt be
alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as
possible if asked "do you
like or have a crush on
someone?"

family and seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other
friends or people we know
you never know who or

what makes or would make
a difference in your life
add to hair
long ponytail

inches long
pizza party
watching another younger
one. he had my hair and
the other kid had brown
hair like yours. im like
theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they

all were ours (like a dozen
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or so)
they say dont be afraid but

what about her
what if you are just

mocking me? ive seen you
act like i am a pest
whisper at someone's ear

and look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you
cheated on me as well or
just break up with me for
no good reason or any at
all. not even an explanation
if any. if there was one, it
would be a bad one
what am i going to do with

you, chris
i dont know, it depends

what you want. i know
what i want
if i am all wrong, then how

do you explain why
everything happened? i
cant read your mind, you
know

happened if either of your
parents were annoyed at
each other.
maybe we would be like the

Flintstones
even the jetsons
popeye and olive, only im

the taller one
if you ever have the chance

to look up at the stars,
maybe it'll remind you of
me. i will be reminded of
you as well

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much, she was
brainwashed
i seriously wish someday

we can work things out and
you never know

something
add to lottery
its not about money, with
her its like i won the
lottery.

honest with me so that you
didnt seem fake. maybe its
just with me for some
strange reason or you're
just like that in general
with everyone
what most people tend to

do is not see the forest for
the trees. in other words,
they dont see what is in
front of them
add to hypothetically if we
were together
i dont know why we would
not be able to last together.
we shouldnt let anything
come between us
i dont even know for sure

you wont just love me for
the money (yet i would love
you the same). i still cant
be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with

some students and a
professor to the Maury
show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
One of the staff members in

the studio recently became
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a father (I thought of you)

guys who were accused of
cheating BUT ALL THREE
SEGMENTS ARE
FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.
Its like we cheated on each

other or something
i wish we could spend more

time together, but i know
that it is my fault for not
bringing this up before. it
may not be manly yet i
want to make up for my
mistake (you should also
make up for it)
its like we need each other

if you think about it.
theres just so much to talk

about, so i wrote what you
see here
we shouldnt be offended at
everything
is it bad that i care so much

while you dont
i cant believe it, its like

youre being cruel to me as
if i did something to you,
but didnt
you ignored me and made

me feel less as a person but
you dont see me holding it
against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they
say it stares into your soul)
tainted. the apple itself is a
symbol for education (since
you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would
feed you if we were
together as a family
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many things I would never
do to you.
add to beautiful in my eyes
you are my mona lisa (i

cant stop looking at you for
some reason)
youll always be beautiful in

my eyes indeed

nothing
i hope our families dont

fight or be torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust

you again, i wish but we
will have to see
time machine (the other

way around)

restaurant. i love to take
add to both of our families

eat
both of our families should
be together
we should both look at

each other in the eyes and
our families should do the
same face to face

cascada every time we

touch
too

alright, at least when I was
thrilled to see you back in
August
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*write about how she made
you feel, be honest and
nothing but*
i never had a real

girlfriend, so no room for
infidelity. i just wish i can
but dont worry, if you dont

give up on me, i wont give
up on you
i am not myself without you

(at least in terms of love)

that:
know her mom
if I tell everyone about this
without mentioning your
name
family guy
its like my grades

plummeted but it goes
beyond our encounter in
August. even i dont know
for sure

Washington if I'm President
i would like your family or

anyone reading this to
know that I meant to harm
and I just wanted to get to
know her as a friend
*the items is what I would

have given her to show that
I care

que pasara mañana

encounter
si no te quiere
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el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much

to even get together. we
would simply catch up
which was your idea (i
couldve said that too
though).
add to not sure why i like

you
not just your mom and i get
along, she could be a
matchmaker but not really
It's me and you though,

when we feel the same
way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the
reference, but it should
NOT be considered literally
or taken the wrong way
*maybe your family

(household) are the
"cuartel". not our
classmates the
"homewreckers" even if
they have some
characteristics or
similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile

bike ride with girlfriend,
writes book about journey
wow and i thought i was

odd

sense, youd do the same
with me
neutral, if we were a
couple
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i wish we did get to spend
more time together, our
families as well

...
[Message clipped]
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because when the love is gone, it is gone. it may be gone for good and i just want to point that
out so that you dont end up with the wrong special someone and get divorced.
it may be hard to get the love back, you know. one can only try and i want to give you a heads up
and maybe you can remind me of how much love there is between you and i if things would work,
instead of me reminding you constantly
trust me and believe me when i say this that, there is so much i can fathom or muster when it
comes to showing you i care even if i might go out of my way or over the top
im sure that besides your mom, anyone reading these (now several thousand) pages will see that
I not only liked you, was in love with you, but that would truly love you forever and ever
add to goals

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celebrate it someday whether im president or not! and id definitely share my life with you for as
long i live (in other words, forever)
add to as a couple
we can call each other babe and not be bothered by senseless things. we wouldn't be annoyed at
each other either. in fact, it can be quite an enjoyable experience
or course i may never know for sure or get the chance to show you, so that is why i mention this
here
forget me nots
geez, its like every few days or almost weekly i get new and even better notes to add here. fine, i
might as well go for broke in trying to tell you what is going on, what i mean, and trying to get
you to notice me. there may be other meanings too, etc you never know
its like this is all so underrated, it shouldnt necessarily be overrated but it is definitely unique
just know that in some aspects i have (or am developing) a heart of gold. i may have mentioned
this before too
just think, one day imagine things can work for us both and you can thank your mom for keeping
me in your life (especially when you were about to shun me or forget about us for good)
i wouldn't want us to be those on and off again couples. it shouldnt be a love-hate relationship,
only love
all i can do is put everything i know or have seen in layman's terms so that you and anyone else
can understand
im not begging or anything, I just want you to realize whats really going on and think for yourself
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it is sad that we dont address the problems we know and the ones we dont know (they could be
hidden too)

help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you may be going
through
never say goodbye
than that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the first time
in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others to think, not
just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel
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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us, including opiate receptors
too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl was also a
senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

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i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not your fault,
but you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you
wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care and still
do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad stuff in
this world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of my time in
some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

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i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt as ackward.
we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS
so much has happened and we couldve talked so much about things. unfortunately, that may
never happen
pretty girl clean
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and say about
me.
geez, just because we were a long distance from each other doesnt mean we couldn't keep in
touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me too
(only not as much)
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add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
match
there is also entertainment industry and movies that help back me up what im trying to say

end)


to have me, have each other every day and when one of us isnt around, we would surely miss
each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do the
same
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i may be ahead of my time like Nikola Tesla and other underrated greats (the government is
obsessed with him and others). I tend to talk about type one or two, etc civilizations
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because they sure make
you get into the spirit or

wrote:
it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read your mind,
how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
i wonder what it would be like if things were the other way around and you did this for me
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer. like i said
before, this isnt a joke or anything.
the works, whole nine yards, etc whatever you call it. but this is still appropriate for young
audiences
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enter galactic
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players, teams,
staff and officials
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine said do
it as a project and i did
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do know
that i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt treat me
like you did a few months ago
graduation
add to the simpsons

to think all that time wasted on not being with each other. well, it is better late than never
i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to your mom
but it just isnt the same because she is not you
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i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to give
and there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
maybe its an Easter egg or something but i saw another model wearing a hoodie from your
university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to be Colombian
and his girl is Filipino.

wrote:
long as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between us
and you know very well who they are
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its
too bad that doesnt mean anything to you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by you and respect your
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decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if
not all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others
deprive you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others which girl i
was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws
dropped almost instantly for the most part
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to show you
how amazing I can be to change that status on your end
theres nothing i wouldnt do to show you how much i appreciate you and not take you for
granted. i wiah youd do the same for me

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this, they'll
know it's them and its nothing bad either
something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may
still be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT easy to
do, especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you,
girl
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy are they
with
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besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back to your old
ways
each other.
i may not have mentioned it but it was a woman with a baby girl and she looked like you.
strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long before our
encounter
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like, "thats our
date whether its the first or in general!"
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will have to be
later. it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

wrote:
what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but that doesnt
mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a
team but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push
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you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never
want us to be them
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one guy
who would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to
wait or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
wont get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see
you for close to eight years until that day in August which changed my life forever and
i may never forget. who would have thought that in one order i would see the name of
the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but
the fact that she was a girl
talk about what she really is to you and how you feel about her completely but keep it
appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day i am with
you
until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt worth it"
and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my
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life to go
yours too.
add to do for you
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but unfortunately youre
so messed up you dont even care
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that isnt the
case
i would try not to be annoying, but then again would that make me any less than real
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still reminded of what wouldve
or shouldve been
Streisand effect
against me
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense like
before. i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon

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who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together. i wasnt
a sociable person but i would change for the better
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


treated me
add to if im wrong
future

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having (maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if
we both help her out
look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary school and middle
school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same
as english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and
not have a dark cloud hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind her of the
past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im sure
she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated
them
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you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long
as i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you
would agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i was writing
this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount of pages
and items would supersede than what it would be now
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would begin, there
would most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of medicine
such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
maybe its a love hate relationship between us without it being an actual relationship
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be used in countless
ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one
has got to try.
feel
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fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and the
dark cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between the two
people facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope he
doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was
my girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends, or
society. It's possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the future if
youre not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many
things as to why we could be mysterious too
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious as i
am about everything
upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want
her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing
most of all
por que sera
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billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block but fortunately i manage
to remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug
and text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing
bad at all. really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal
me instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy

its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are
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younger than us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that
also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i
like about you
(if applicable)
previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one
picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue between teeth sticking
out)
then like me
if you think this is insane, just think of the potential humanity has for the future!
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just
wish you were the same.
couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you are having
fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless
of any new post, pic, etc

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if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely.
not quite sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean or anything
to you.
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial. It's just
something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know
for sure
i know youre more than just any girl. if it was possible, youd be my girl for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know
that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if
only we couldve showed the world that
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world ends, I
know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet.
and ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that

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remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat, just skinny
or chubby)
add to what if
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if we
were together
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other things
(that i am aware of)
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and I'll
do the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say
but that's because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making
you feel like yourself
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me
like i remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or
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more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts
before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in
Syria
have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just
a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or
at least if we tried)
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done. maybe
in another life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for
me, you may never feel the same
here
gifts. i dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to
Mobbed

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so
much more. we can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do feel
like ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her
and that i care
respect
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trying to)
dwight
true love

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism for
you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she
was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten to know each
other
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sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever

it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i

may not know how that feels until much later in my life
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me
to back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school
i was doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the
guy walking the dog (you have a dog)

you and your mom younger or in the future when you have kids of your own
when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first child
or expecting our second, and so forth
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i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came looking for
me
let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that
can last a lifetime like our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know so ill assume it
wont)
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing but the best
life
chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude
to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or
a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do
the same, you know)

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im sure everything will turn out fine and maybe we could at least be friends

i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this
because you are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for
the world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so
this helps you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would happen
in May
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say
life should be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean
and say our peace

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to
you to no avail

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i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although,
it is still possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or
just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so
crazy about you
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it
too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that can

never be covered, unless youre there to fill it
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not
one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i had
poured so much when writing about this
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around.

that way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete his life

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know, right?)

or if they asked me


about a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth
grade
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have for you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite
not being rude to you or anything like that

mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison while the
politicians ignore them
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and

sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are
just crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was
like a wild card and would talk to me
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about that on
your end
will this ever end

lives back
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i dont know for sure why but i would appreciate it if there was honesty
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up
front and be honest and I am

maybe not

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how
you would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether
it is to woo you or to at least be a friend or something
under the right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph
and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but
shed a tear or two with what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you
without getting to know me
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant
the world to me seeing you again after so long
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clingy
im not a bad person

people
why you havent been with someone for that long and why i could not
find someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much i cant explain
it
make the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a
pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like

it can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes
after just hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make
believe
money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love despite the
odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to
you, you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens
that you will see why you should not listen to haters who talk behind
other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to
get along with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent
seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the
least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what you
did and now here we are
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serious about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact,
i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im
already doing that, you just could care less)

its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through
what i went through in my shoes for a change. its called empathy.
general
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure
out the answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do

it or the public gets to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
(which is okay)

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was this all a lie
i wish i can know what went wrong but i guess ill never know for sure
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's
expressions are going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the
english man who drew skyline
they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that one
way or another

anyone. besides the three hundred million something people in this
country, theres seven billion people around the world so there should
be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to
someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always
asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to
tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want us together
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or
are related to you

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put the whole quote
worse part about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i
thought you surely were the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get

everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may
never get a chance to tell you
games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know
(not even be aware of), or even would have thought
face when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be a
time when you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a
dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i
can (and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i
may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the

point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not
as serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything that has
gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows
what. only you know what is really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone
reads this, not just in the United States but in other parts of the
world
duena de mi vida
paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking
about it)

telling the truth
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dont forget to describe what could have happened in the encounter
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it

even if you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others
in a certain way

yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you
find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im
not as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to as
part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for
you but not if you insist on acting the way you are just because
whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves

and to everyone else.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as
a news story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the
beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im
sure ill find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls
often think of having a family.

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ever fallen in love
forbidden love

the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong with

this world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not going to
get back

attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell
her to do the same)

illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there
are other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be
us too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does)

and can spend our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly
i dont know if this is beyond anything most people hae written, it

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probably is
Simpsons)
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there
are great ones (other people too)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or anything

like that
there should be a way or ways to not just be seen, but heard too
let him have it


unforgivable. its like you really let me down and broke my heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply
to real life

beginning

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crazy in love
possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am,

i am told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me.
please dont be that kind of person

approaching you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i
just gave up
melt with you

length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point.
only things that are relevant though
through to you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean

to be so ridiculous

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either

that we were separated for so long
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elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society.
and dont take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and
me, but everyone

messed up especially after someone poured everything they
have just to write something like this
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if

you were, i wont throw you under the bus

ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than
true and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be

as well again i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago

this could be more important than some of what is going on
these days, maybe a lot of the news, politics, etc too

Scotland the brave is also good and the melody often gets to
me
what if we can make it work? i know real couples try and often
do succeed
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who

knows where we would be now.
i know it is never too late to start, but it will be hard just saying
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one
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on one. it doesnt matter if there are people around or just you
and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it or not.
This world needs the truth
if you dont care about remembering anything, just remember

this
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way.
you meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont
know for sure

whole thing
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something,

you should be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes

is silly, annoying, or true love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i

think and how i really feel about you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill.
no one is psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or
naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of

part). by now we could have been parents for the first time (i
remember those baby simulators in high school). technically
you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few

Theology class was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy
or anything).
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add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for

you like a real man and be responsible instead being a dead
beat dad.


would be

Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just

love having you around and maybe i didnt realize it until now
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had

our encounter at the time

only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im

sure youd probably feel the same about me
Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really

are the one
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not
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married with other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also
cant let them stop us from being happy either

you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know
either. We're not the only ones and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the
list and then i saw a couple that was like an older version of
us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the same
beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or
none of them. Even Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and
guy who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret
was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she
was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker
skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me
the chance) that you would have a great life. however, i dont
know if i would have the same with you


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not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his wife on
their wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you

would do the same
well it isnt


ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go

anymore)
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received

gifts of this magnitude

project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most of

all, you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i

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just want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not
good enough or dont deserve you



same again

things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but

that depends on the person
when i was your man
revise

people made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you
and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you

change the way you're acting and id help you. i surely
wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on
me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I
didnt think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I
may have gotten carried away hugging you.

i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go

back to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again.
it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with
the same person

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smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your
tongue between teeth, which is funny)


accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with
(im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe
you were thinking of me as well. the items are so you
remember me by and other than the nice version of
yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can
remember you by. there could be something but you never
gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up
someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt
deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you
might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were
around

didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have
been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our
encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should
have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did
intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so
long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me,
how about you. not sure why you feel like less of yourself
when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can

be the same for you. it all depends if you want to and if we
had the right chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one
who was suffering emotionally. Imagine being in my shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i
wouldnt want to and that i am capable of getting to know
you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you
may be the same for me and be my girl
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temptations my girl

writing this text)
i sure hope so, because we'll never look at love the same
way again

reference)

we should stop insisting everything is fine when in reality

it isnt


both ways

maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they

say we're related to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a

slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly
darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

even when i see girls are around campus, i think about

you
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found out that someone made you cry especially when i
thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this
would not happen if we were together.


have i been really wasting my time all along writing this?

i dont think so, at least i hope not

activities, i realized (and maybe i always feel like this)
that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling
in the world
maybe a lot of this is mixed up but doesnt lose a bit of

this meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either

or both of us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me.
and not in a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much

why you would say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse

person you have ever met, I cant change that. only you
can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way.

and you know it, not just your family (especially mom) or
anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear
the words "how are you?"
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and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or

with a group, think about the one guy who has in a sense
known you for over ten years and would only want to see
you happy
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent forgotten

you since

either in the least

probably were the same ones i saw while i was thinking
of you


general, really) that can greatly influence other people's
relationships regardless of what type
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont worry,

everything's gonna be okay"

pushing me away


even something about you (like nails) not just looks can
still remind me of you. both of us have something to
remind one of the other

another and our families. i dont know how they will react

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(describe)
help to address problems about love as much as you can
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but
old and smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and

i am (or was) in love with you

more) pages, you will see why. your emotions may run
wild and you, along with your family, friends, or
anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get
angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me

how)
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper

things, but this is good for now


(maybe not enough although you wish you would have
gotten to know them better). you know so much and
then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the
worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because
this is some phase i am going through, not sure.

moving on

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ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long

as this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by

a few pages. 1000 or more each language
bill/index.html


goes away (unlike couples which even get married and
they dont last forever)

person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
you need me as much as I need you, which can go both

ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
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emphasize about events that happened, like THE HUG
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

your life


i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before
or the moment i gazed my eyes on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a

while and we both would have to work things out
somehow

"mommy, why were you (or are you) mean to daddy?"
"its too late"

trying
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel

the same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe

you would feel the same way)

mom

general
i felt alone because i was by myself while everyone had

a date
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it

had a mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the
word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss
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begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i

know i did mean well

alone)


gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me
upset when i was reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We

may never know but all i do know is that we should be
immune from being apart or be broken apart
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in body

language at least


impossible to do besides schedule and how you feel
about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you

negative things


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even cars

make things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time

other
modern family

or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be there

for her
TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly

like the models
they say one's parents know what's best for their

kids
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a

son in-law and i couldnt agree more
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holidays
other INSANITY cast

either and should be in good terms (friends at least
for now)

each other
ive moved on

two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be

like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel the same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the field

as an official
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add to instagram


not only am i misunderstood, but i am misguided too

before"
add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would

not have done all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be

honest with anyone else?

retarded?"
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It

us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let it out"
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express

myself (dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that
way too sometimes

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thought that i had found my one true love. i guess
not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel?

do they think i am not going crazy just thinking
about my situation

good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like

without this I got nothing but myself. maybe

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as
long as you would want to) so there are reforms.

included

put all favorite songs that are appropriate to your

situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true.

if i am wrong, call me out on it like i am doing
here.

I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't

see how that is the case)

didn't ignore you)
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one may not know what the future holds but i hope
that even if you dont share yours with me, you
have a great life.
akon dont matter
be careful when you mention anything relating to

pregnancy

here
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off and

picking them up
i wont think of your tears as crocodile tears, but a

possible reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least

from my end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard

any of my efforts. you really just dont care about
me the same way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl

with your highlights from years ago eating out
with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen to

each other

help it
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reason


already doing that
you were or could have been the best thing in my

life besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

negative things


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i thought other factors contributed to you being

like this. i didnt think you were like this on your
own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to

help you be a better person

hugged like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if

WE are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along

with the rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure

we dont let anyone or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would

never be against you but would be the one you
need in your life
Another Ecuadorian girl but yet i am still loyal to

you

you are more fluent than melania, whether you

also came to this country in 1996 or not

finally we're together again (in a sense) after all

these years!
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i cant believe i forgot and i feel miserable doing
so

about her

because i would never do that and a relationship
based on lies is not good

you should only cry tears of joy, not tears of pain

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families,
and other haters are actually preventing us from
talking to each other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself.

sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or melody help
illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of
the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove

the goodbye my lover, but then again i have
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
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la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am

like everybody else. maybe the same applies to
you as well

docs file is available on it. i gave your mom the
screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i

truly felt despite everything that has happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you

never want to see me again. it is beyond me
what i could have done to you besides the hug,
text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to

mention that i was feeling down while looking at
them
it may have been anything in the past whether it

is you personally, being told by so called
"friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet
with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
nevertheless, we should not forgive each other.

yourself up

reminded me of you
not all visions have to be packed, text is in order

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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its
not entire your fault if others put you up to this

girls
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife

or reconnected from a order
fix my lover

what would other people do besides your family

members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
i wish you wouldn't hate me like i wouldnt hate

you
scarecrow
ITEMS

characters

besides potentially changing someones life, can
it change the world

always want things to be that way repeatedly
forever and ever.


your fb
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM, Christopher

924 / 4356
from now we'll remember and go back to this.
even as we get older, it would make a great
memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if

you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am just
coping and trying not to freak out. i know you
would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM Christopher

wrote:

Trump for 2020. We match the picture
totally
teen titans
robin and starfire
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM Christopher

wrote:

need each other. i wish it didnt have to be
that way
as far as relationships, im not good at this

sort of thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you

many years from now. she smiled at me
and we were both waiting for the bus
im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow

old with her
you are everything and everything is you

song

over this. i know i am telling the truth in
why cant we both me on the same page

here
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dont you want someone who can be the
one for you
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i

have a boyfriend" excuse because you
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
might ask

other

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we

cant be near each other. like what's up
with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls

have it including you. any reference in
regards to brown hair

past and regrets (go deep and emotional)
then you changed the profile pic. maybe

you got back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you

can talk to someone. i would want to talk
to you but you made it so difficult to a
point of why bother trying in the first
place. you just want peace of mind, we all
do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe

you dont yet) that i would be honest with
you
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try to make it sad as much as you can so it
can mean something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to

hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish
you would cry (anyone else crying with
you would help). i say this because i know
i have reached you or gotten through to
you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good

or i cant ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me means

the girl i once thought would talk to me,
has missed me for so long after all these
years, and would care about me at least a
little to make the effort to talk to me.

didnt matter to you despite not getting to
know you better

then that is beyond me. i know for a fact
that i didnt do nor would i do anything to
hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same
for you

mundo de caramelo

someone all along

made


present
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years
five of them i thought i could smile again

you, so it can only be would love since
that word has to have meaning. i just wish
i had that chance to show you the real me.

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possibly be
RESISTANCE
Rand Paul with the entire 2,000 page bill

while i was driving, i saw a license plate
frame the city where you went to high
school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you
so much and youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life

but somehow if we can make it work, it
would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant

be sure i wont be after this

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to
if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had
done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are

anorexic or have osteoporosis, or both
add to visions

everyone else, the vest was shared at the
time. but i dont think thats it, i think there
is something more

appreciation after roughly eight years? if
you really feel hatred for me then in that
case, i feel sorry i even tried
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On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM
are you seriously going to let anyone
get between us
we have to prove the haters wrong. we

should not lie to each other and keep it
real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

page so you never lose interest in
each other
plus anyone else youve heard or seen

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

focused on you. i was thinking about
you the whole time after August. not
sure if you were but it's ridiculous to
say the least
cnco mamita

pics
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

wrote:
i saw a crossing guard that was an
old lady, it made me think of you.
it's like that feeling when (have
more of "that feeling when's") you
realize we were made for each
other and regret how you treated
me. i also regret waiting ten years
to speak up, im sorry about that
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i wish we didnt treat each other the
way we did. you treated me unfairly
and completely ignored me
(probably because of distance) and
maybe i was annoying

happened
visions:
women remind you of her (visions)


something
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM

wrote:
i saw someone that looked like

you but was with another man
also hispanic. it was more of the
average hispanic.

Hispanics (someone said maybe
my nose) but more Indian and
Filipino
add to i wish i didnt have to leave

i would say i wish you didnt leave

either
like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our

kids would be smart and athletic.
they would have other good
qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can probably
be lola
930 / 4356
I keep hearing the word Colombia
and I think of jlly, even when i see
the three colors too
know her mom

grad ring size (costs a lot) mine is

smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM,

wrote:
They say three times a charm,

or some quote about fool me
once, fool me twice (different
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but identity is

not revealed

with you
(CHECK SPELLING
THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie
ledge and inez (only im not the

villain)
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08

AM, Christopher Tinajero
wrote:

besides the cute and
931 / 4356

possible id like for us to be a
happily married couple. i
would like to wake up every
morning knowing this woman
is the one for me and
hopefully it would always be
like that. maybe you would
feel the same way too.

Trump
first lady. im gonna need a

first lady someday, maybe
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you
and you never realized it. i
thought at one point you
were, but then forgot and
then i remembered
How romantic, this is such a

great love story
maybe i can also be like, is

this all a dream? some people
say this is a simulation or not
real. i would hope i am right
by then. maybe other than
having success, being with
you and having prosperity is
all i need
good things can happen and i

wouldnt want to have them
done without you. its only if
you want to and if possible
they can happen

trouble
it would only prove my point
in what i am trying to say
here

932 / 4356
change from
plaintiff/defendant
other like enemies
*i am not politically correct

like society has people these
days
youre almost like a midget

but i would still love you
unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like

this purposely, it's messed up
in the least
we cant ignore this

because of what is said here

about and maybe your mom
is the only way. i am not sure
how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would
tell anyone, as many people
as possible if asked "do you
like or have a crush on
someone?"

family and seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends
or people we know
you never know who or what

makes or would make a
difference in your life
add to hair
long ponytail

933 / 4356
inches long
pizza party
watching another younger
one. he had my hair and the
other kid had brown hair like
yours. im like theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they

all were ours (like a dozen or
so)

what about her
what if you are just mocking

me? ive seen you act like i am
a pest
whisper at someone's ear and

look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated

on me as well or just break
up with me for no good
reason or any at all. not even
an explanation if any. if there
was one, it would be a bad
one
what am i going to do with

you, chris
i dont know, it depends what

you want. i know what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do

you explain why everything
happened? i cant read your
mind, you know

parents were annoyed at
each other.

Flintstones
even the jetsons
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popeye and olive, only im the
taller one
if you ever have the chance

to look up at the stars, maybe
it'll remind you of me. i will
be reminded of you as well

much, she was brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we

can work things out and you
never know

something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her
its like i won the lottery.

didnt seem fake. maybe its
just with me for some strange
reason or you're just like that
in general with everyone
what most people tend to do

is not see the forest for the
trees. in other words, they
dont see what is in front of
them
add to hypothetically if we
were together
i dont know why we would
not be able to last together.
we shouldnt let anything
come between us
i dont even know for sure you

wont just love me for the
money (yet i would love you
the same). i still cant be sure
and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some

students and a professor to
the Maury show. it was
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awesome. I wish you were
there
One of the staff members in

the studio recently became a
father (I thought of you)

guys who were accused of
cheating BUT ALL THREE
SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL.
I could not believe what i
saw.

other or something

time together, but i know that
it is my fault for not bringing
this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up
for my mistake (you should
also make up for it)
its like we need each other if

you think about it.

about, so i wrote what you
see here
everything

while you dont
i cant believe it, its like youre

being cruel to me as if i did
something to you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me

feel less as a person but you
dont see me holding it
against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they
say it stares into your soul)
tainted. the apple itself is a
symbol for education (since
you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would feed
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you if we were together as a
family

many things I would never do
to you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant

stop looking at you for some
reason)
youll always be beautiful in

my eyes indeed

nothing
i hope our families dont fight

or be torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust you

again, i wish but we will have
to see
time machine (the other way

around)

restaurant. i love to take you
out to eat there
add to both of our families

eat
both of our families should be
together
we should both look at each

other in the eyes and our
families should do the same
face to face

cascada every time we touch

we should both sing this too

alright, at least when I was
thrilled to see you back in
937 / 4356
August
*write about how she made
you feel, be honest and
nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend,

so no room for infidelity. i just
wish i can say the same about
you
but dont worry, if you dont

give up on me, i wont give up
on you
i am not myself without you

(at least in terms of love)

that:
know her mom
without mentioning your
name
family guy
its like my grades plummeted

but it goes beyond our
encounter in August. even i
dont know for sure


anyone reading this to know
that I meant to harm and I
just wanted to get to know
her as a friend
*the items is what I would

have given her to show that I
care

que pasara mañana

encounter
si no te quiere
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el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to

even get together. we would
simply catch up which was
your idea (i couldve said that
too though).
add to not sure why i like you

It's me and you though, when

we feel the same way for
each other
DISCLAIMER: the
reference, but it should NOT
be considered literally or
taken the wrong way
*maybe your family

(household) are the "cuartel".
not our classmates the
"homewreckers" even if they
have some characteristics or
similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike

ride with girlfriend, writes
book about journey
wow and i thought i was odd

sense, youd do the same with
me
neutral, if we were a couple
i wish we did get to spend

more time together, our
families as well

939 / 4356
...
[Message clipped]
940 / 4356
help you cope with whats going on with your current situation and anything you may be going
through
never say goodbye
she had a boyfriend and she doesnt havethe best attitude. i would hope we would be better than
that
maybe theres a reason why we still arent together, even if i saw you in August for the first time
in eight years
lottery
silver stallion
add to milo
i dont know if Kanye West and Candace Owens's real crimes were teaching others to think, not
just Blacks. Mine was just telling you how I feel

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Daniel Shaver
hidden history
or health
like we all have endocannabinoid receptors and GcMaf inside us, including opiate receptors too
eres tu
toda una vida
i was thinking of another couple. one guy was working in the cafeteria while his girl was also a
senior like i am
binge eating
police
crazy things
my goals

942 / 4356
i hope that maybe then you will see what you have done. and i know that it is not your fault, but
you still knowingly or unknowingly went along with it. you wouldnt talk to me then and you
wouldnt talk to me now. I sincerely doubt you'll talk to me ever again

if i have REALLY outdone myself, it shouldnt be miscontrued. Just know that i did care and still
do (not sure if i should though)
together rick
for once we can focus on love instead of having to deal with the worries of all the bad stuff in this
world
i feel like an alien and other things like I dont fit in this world and i may be ahead of my time in
some aspects
now over 1000 pgs

943 / 4356
i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt as ackward.
we havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS
never happen
pretty girl clean
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to know too, even
if I only met the mom for now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and say about me.
touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me too (only
not as much)
stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and thought, amd organize
this in order (such as beginning parts)

944 / 4356
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would be a perfect match

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out in the end)


each other
i would defend you
i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do the same
945 / 4356
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because they sure make
you get into the spirit or

it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read your mind,
how am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
audiences
enter galactic
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players, teams, staff
and officials
946 / 4356
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine said do it
as a project and i did
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do know that
i am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have done
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt treat me
like you did a few months ago
graduation
add to the simpsons

i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to your mom
but it just isnt the same because she is not you
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to give
and there people that sweet in this world
947 / 4356
add to what if
university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to be Colombian
and his girl is Filipino.

wrote:
we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way for as long
as possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between us
and you know very well who they are
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its too
bad that doesnt mean anything to you
decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not
all is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others deprive
you of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning
around the third page
948 / 4356
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others which girl i
was talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws
dropped almost instantly for the most part

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this, they'll
know it's them and its nothing bad either
something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may still
be a bit ackward in the least
as far as the reaction is concerned, please dont act like its nothing. this is NOT easy to do,
especially writing this. up to this point it is way over 1,000 pages long. all for you, girl
yesterday once more
talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy are they
with
ways
949 / 4356
each other.
encounter
it was meadowlands and the two people on the screen were like us. im like, "thats our date
whether its the first or in general!"
use visavie
viral
bookbag

wrote:
mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team
but why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push
you away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never want
us to be them
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she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one guy who
would have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to wait
or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before, you wont
get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see you for
close to eight years until that day in August which changed my life forever and i may
never forget. who would have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl
from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but
the fact that she was a girl
appropriate
i do know that if we were together, id embrace every minute of every day i am with you
until we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt worth it"
and i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my life
to go
yours too.
add to do for you
951 / 4356
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but unfortunately youre so
messed up you dont even care
would a marriage be a farce? everything even? how can we make sure that isnt the case
even when i see couples kiss on TV or in real life, I am still reminded of what wouldve or
shouldve been
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning that is working against
me
if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there for one another
whether there are good times or bad times (thick and thin)
On Sun, Apr 15, 2018 at 1:10 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together. i wasnt a
sociable person but i would change for the better

952 / 4356
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way you treated
me
add to if im wrong
future

having (maybe)

953 / 4356
us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if
we both help her out
school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same as
english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and
not have a dark cloud hanging over
past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im sure
she cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as
i can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would
agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i was writing
this
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount of pages and
items would supersede than what it would be now
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out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of medicine
such as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be used in countless
ways

i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one
has got to try.
i dont know how much deep and profound i can get just to tell you how i really feel
i mean, why do we let others dictate what we do? Theyre jealous, envious, and fake.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and the dark
cloud went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my
girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
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but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious as i
am about everything
upset). i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want
her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing
most of all
por que sera

billy joel honesty

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worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block but fortunately i manage to
remember. maybe because thats love, although im not sure if thats true love
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug and
text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all.
really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal me
instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a
few years of not being able to smile

by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that
also reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i like
about you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression
as if im you!
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previously mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one
picture.

tongue up and then like the stunning pic (only tongue between teeth sticking out)
then like me
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish
you were the same.
couple.
i may not know what youre doing on or off campus, but i know you are having fun
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of
any new post, pic, etc
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely. not
quite sure what has gotten into you
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean or anything to
you.
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*DISCLAIMER
something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for
sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know
that in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only
we couldve showed the world that
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how
one feels any longer
know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet.
and ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
have to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless
of how things went down, we wont be able to be with each other

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat, just skinny
or chubby)
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither
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of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if we
were together
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and I'll do
the same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say but
that's because this writing doesnt go on forever
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making
you feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should
be an equality with how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me
like i remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more
before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
have to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a
few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or at
least if we tried)

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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done. maybe in
another life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me,
you may never feel the same
i dont think anyone other than Mobbed episode has done what i had done here
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such gifts. i
dont think there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed

how

how
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do feel like
ive outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and
that i care
respect
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or at least trying
to)
dwight
true love
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they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism for
you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she
was a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
i wish i was with you in high school or at least have gotten to know each other
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about
you and love you for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i

may not know how that feels until much later in my life
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its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to
back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i
was doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy
walking the dog (you have a dog)

when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first child or
i imagined that even if i was somewhere crying and you came looking for me
let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can
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last a lifetime like our first date
wont)
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

gosh, i didnt mean to ruin your life. in fact, i gave you nothing but the best life
chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude
to a guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a
really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do
the same, you know)


i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like this
and completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes
beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days
or if there was an apocalypse
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i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the
world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so
this helps you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would happen
in May
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life
should be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean
and say our peace

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to
you to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it
is still possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or
just me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so
crazy about you
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what
happened or what's been going on with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it
too and if you didnt youll know when it is there.

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this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not
one bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have
someone be there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that

way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be closer

to one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
know, right?)

or if they asked me

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i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story about
a couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade


have for you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite
not being rude to you or anything like that

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i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think
about you while i was doing the plate

maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just
crocodile tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was
like a wild card and would talk to me
your end
will this ever end

lives back

maybe not

make you laugh

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back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how you
would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it
is to woo you or to at least be a friend or something
under the right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph
and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a
tear or two with what i write here.
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date
them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship
for so long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with little to
no issue doing so.
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant
the world to me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other
like royalty in a sense

people
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one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why
you havent been with someone for that long and why i could not find
someone like that
August changed everything for me and its just so much i cant explain it
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make
the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it

can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes
after just hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make
believe
money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love despite the
odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you,
you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you
will see why you should not listen to haters who talk behind other
people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get
along with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen
you for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least
and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what you did and
now here we are
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious

about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you
for that if you actually feel that way


general
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how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure
out the answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it

or the public gets to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back
all these college years)
(which is okay)

was this all a lie

they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that one
way or another
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i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or anyone.
besides the three hundred million something people in this country,
theres seven billion people around the world so there should be no
reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell
you. and here i was thinking that she did want us together
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or
are related to you

i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the horizon
because of how youre acting

put the whole quote
worse part about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i
thought you surely were the girl for me

everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may
never get a chance to tell you
games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know (not
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even be aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face
when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time
when you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream,
or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can
(and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may
have been the one for you in my mind.

point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as
serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything that has
gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what.
only you know what is really going on inside your head.
reads this, not just in the United States but in other parts of the
world
duena de mi vida
paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about
it)

telling the truth
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it

even if you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in
a certain way

yourself a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you
find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im
not as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to as part
of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you
but not if you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever
tells you that i am full of this, etc

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we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves and
to everyone else.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a
news story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald
Trump won the election and is now our President (there was some
similarities too between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
add to pregnant

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
it sucks for sure that our love could never be because of whatever
is preventing it
the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong with this
world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not going to get
back
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attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell
her to do the same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes and tumbled
across this:
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there
are other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us
too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does)

and can spend our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly

probably is
Simpsons)
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there are
great ones (other people too)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or anything

like that
let him have it

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dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take
long on everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked
her about you all these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable.
its like you really let me down and broke my heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply to
real life
there are plenty of similarities already mentioned in the beginning

crazy in love
possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i

am told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please
dont be that kind of person

approaching you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i
just gave up
melt with you

length.
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have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point.
only things that are relevant though
through to you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean to

be so ridiculous

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that

we were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and
dont take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and
me, but everyone
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's messed
up especially after someone poured everything they have just to
write something like this
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you
were, i wont throw you under the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being

with me is the best decision you would have made
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than
true and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as

well again i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago

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this could be more important than some of what is going on these
days, maybe a lot of the news, politics, etc too

Scotland the brave is also good and the melody often gets to me
what if we can make it work? i know real couples try and often do
succeed

i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on
one. it doesnt matter if there are people around or just you and i,
i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it or not. This
world needs the truth
if you dont care about remembering anything, just remember this
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way.
you meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know
for sure

whole thing
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you
should be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is

silly, annoying, or true love
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nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i
think and how i really feel about you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no
one is psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or
who knows? maybe i broke the fourth wall in this. not just once,
but many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that
way. its your own bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part).
by now we could have been parents for the first time (i remember
those baby simulators in high school). technically you left New
Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but
like that August, i feel like a veteran again

Theology class was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or
anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you
like a real man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.


would be
not what it was intended other than appropriate, no swearing,

and honest
Freudian slips

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i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love
having you around and maybe i didnt realize it until now
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had

our encounter at the time
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible

to those they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure

youd probably feel the same about me
Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really are
the one
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also
cant let them stop us from being happy either


even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the
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list and then i saw a couple that was like an older version of us
two. the guy and girl were together and she had the same
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and
guy who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was
his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was like
the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me
the chance) that you would have a great life. however, i dont
know if i would have the same with you



would do the same
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do).

im trying to show the world i care

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning
and then in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste
for the most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
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i guess you can i am really crazy about you (not sure anymore)
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received

gifts of this magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages

tend to not last
project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most of

all, you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i

just want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not
good enough or dont deserve you


i wonder if people will see me or you or both of us the same

again
if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back
to your old ways

when i was your man
revise


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people made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and
i know youre a lot better than this

change the way you're acting and id help you. i surely
wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on
me
add to the HUG

didnt think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may
have gotten carried away hugging you.


back to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it
was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the
same person


accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with (im
sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe
you were thinking of me as well. the items are so you
remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself
and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember
you by. there could be something but you never gave me a
gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i
dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such
treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well
have given me the cold shoulder if you were around

instead of taking things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt
mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been
deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter.
even if you were caught off guard, you should have told me if
i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I
was just really excited to see you after so long that i got a
little carried away
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i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me,
how about you. not sure why you feel like less of yourself
when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be

the same for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had
the right chemistry
wouldnt want to and that i am capable of getting to know you
temptations my girl
i wonder if other people will do what i did (items and writing

this text)
i sure hope so, because we'll never look at love the same way
again
i wonder if you are meg in the family (family guy reference)

we should stop insisting everything is fine when in reality it

isnt
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem,

not make excuses or anything

both ways

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maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say
we're related to each other

slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker
skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

even when i see girls are around campus, i think about you

found out that someone made you cry especially when i
thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this


have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i

dont think so, at least i hope not

activities, i realized (and maybe i always feel like this) that
being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the
world
maybe a lot of this is mixed up but doesnt lose a bit of this

meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or

both of us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me.
and not in a negative way.
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stay away from me

person you have ever met, I cant change that. only you can
once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and

you know it, not just your family (especially mom) or
anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear the
words "how are you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only

difference is that no one hugged you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or

with a group, think about the one guy who has in a sense
known you for over ten years and would only want to see
you happy
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent forgotten

you since

either in the least

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably
were the same ones i saw while i was thinking of you

i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general,

really) that can greatly influence other people's
relationships regardless of what type


pushing me away
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thought of this carefully even while just sitting or standing
there being blank

even something about you (like nails) not just looks can
still remind me of you. both of us have something to
remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another

and our families. i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship

and the last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but old
and smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i

am (or was) in love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more)
pages, you will see why. your emotions may run wild and
you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will
probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay
angry or anything negative towards me
you may not care or remain neutral (sure dont see how)

i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than

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just a few pages

(maybe not enough although you wish you would have
gotten to know them better). you know so much and then
realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst
feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is
some phase i am going through, not sure.
some are not scenarios but straight feelings and moving

on
treated me, i know i have to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long

as this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a

few pages. 1000 or more each language
bill/index.html
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after
publishing and giving this to jlly mom)

goes away (unlike couples which even get married and
they dont last forever)
not everyone has changed and there are those who have
changed over the years. it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
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edwin mccain songs

ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

your life

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never
see that or understand how much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or
the moment i gazed my eyes on her"

while and we both would have to work things out
somehow

"its too late"
well, at least i tried. you cant blame someone for trying
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel

the same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe

you would feel the same way)
one of the janitors on campus even looks like your mom

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general
i felt alone because i was by myself while everyone had a

date
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it

had a mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the
word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins
with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i

know i did mean well

alone)


gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may

never know but all i do know is that we should be
immune from being apart or be broken apart

language at least


not gonna force you
if for some reason i am wrong, disregard the negative

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things
almost every day, if not every day i thought about you

and expand my notes

even cars
you wont let me show you i care or that i want to make

things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
don't expect either of us to come crying to each other
modern family

or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be there

for her
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TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly like

the models
they say one's parents know what's best for their kids
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son

in-law and i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either

and should be in good terms (friends at least for now)

each other
ive moved on

two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
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console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like,

"i liked this girl but she didn't feel the same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the field as

an official
add to instagram


dont be like, "i wish i wouldve appreciated him before"
add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not

have done all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues

people might say, "chris, are you stupid or retarded?"
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us

unhealthy to bottle things in, just let it out"

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add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that
way too sometimes

thought that i had found my one true love. i guess not
and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do

they think i am not going crazy just thinking about my
situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters

who could care less about us

without this I got nothing but myself. maybe someday
youll look back and be like, "i probably should have
talked to Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long
as you would want to) so there are reforms. in other
words, it's like helping you be better

included


situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if

i am wrong, call me out on it like i am doing here.
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i would think you should apologize to me but maybe
we both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't

see how that is the case)
i am sorry if I was rude to you (even though I didn't

ignore you)
that even if you dont share yours with me, you have
a great life.
akon dont matter

pregnancy
for reasons i cant explain, elaborate if already here

picking them up


miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least from

my end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any

of my efforts. you really just dont care about me the
same way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl

with your highlights from years ago eating out with
a guy, i pictured that being our first date
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen to

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each other
im trying not to take it personal but i just cant help it
even though you hurt me, I still care for some reason
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely

as if i did something to you
imagine what it would be like without me. im already

doing that
you were or could have been the best thing in my life

besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

negative things

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i thought other factors contributed to you being like

this. i didnt think you were like this on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to

help you be a better person

hugged like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if

WE are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with

the rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we

dont let anyone or anything separate us

never be against you but would be the one you
need in your life
Another Ecuadorian girl but yet i am still loyal to

you
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around

and looks at me. this is while i am thinking of you,
so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am
thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you

also came to this country in 1996 or not
regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid

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eye contact with you.

these years!
i cant believe i forgot and i feel miserable doing so

about her
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i

would never do that and a relationship based on
lies is not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone

or when other people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families,
and other haters are actually preventing us from
intro to music

illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of
the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the
goodbye my lover, but then again i have other
ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy

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find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt

me I never did anything to you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like

everybody else. maybe the same applies to you as
well

docs file is available on it. i gave your mom the
screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly

felt despite everything that has happened.

never want to see me again. it is beyond me what i
could have done to you besides the hug, text, and
the booklet with gifts

them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is

you personally, being told by so called "friends", or
the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs

yourself up

reminded me of you

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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its

not entire your fault if others put you up to this

girls
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife or

reconnected from a order
fix my lover


members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
i wish you wouldn't hate me like i wouldnt hate

you
scarecrow
ITEMS
talk and elaborate about other fictional characters

besides potentially changing someones life, can it
change the world

this means that if we are together, i would always
want things to be that way repeatedly forever and
ever.


same (or similar) fingernail color like one of your
fb

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memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if

you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am just coping
and trying not to freak out. i know you would do
the same


Trump for 2020. We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

wrote:

need each other. i wish it didnt have to be
that way
as far as relationships, im not good at this

sort of thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you

many years from now. she smiled at me and
we were both waiting for the bus
im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow old

with her
you are everything and everything is you

song

over this. i know i am telling the truth in the
most honest way possible
why cant we both me on the same page here
dont you want someone who can be the one

for you
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add to distraction

have a boyfriend" excuse because you cant
actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
why couldn't a guy do this for me you might
ask

other

if we dont we lie

cant be near each other. like what's up with
that

have it including you. any reference in

then you changed the profile pic. maybe you

got back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can

talk to someone. i would want to talk to you
but you made it so difficult to a point of why
bother trying in the first place. you just
want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe

you dont yet) that i would be honest with
you
try to make it sad as much as you can so it

can mean something.
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i care about you, thats why i dont want to
hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you
would cry (anyone else crying with you
would help). i say this because i know i have
reached you or gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good

or i cant ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the

girl i once thought would talk to me, has
missed me for so long after all these years,
and would care about me at least a little to
make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt

matter to you despite not getting to know
you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then

that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i
didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt
you, but clearly i cant say the same for you

mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or someone

all along
there would have to be promises to be made


present
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years
five of them i thought i could smile again

you, so it can only be would love since that
word has to have meaning. i just wish i had
that chance to show you the real me.

possibly be
RESISTANCE
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i was thinking about you recently and while

i was driving, i saw a license plate frame the
city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so
much and youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life

but somehow if we can make it work, it
would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be

sure i wont be after this

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if
i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done
the same

add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone

else, the vest was shared at the time. but i
dont think thats it, i think there is
something more

appreciation after roughly eight years? if
you really feel hatred for me then in that
case, i feel sorry i even tried
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM

are you seriously going to let anyone get
between us

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should not lie to each other and keep it
real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

page so you never lose interest in each
other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

focused on you. i was thinking about
you the whole time after August. not
sure if you were but it's ridiculous to
say the least
cnco mamita

pics
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

i saw a crossing guard that was an old
lady, it made me think of you. it's like
that feeling when (have more of "that
feeling when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret how
you treated me. i also regret waiting
ten years to speak up, im sorry about
that
i wish we didnt treat each other the

way we did. you treated me unfairly
and completely ignored me (probably
because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying

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happened
visions:


something
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM

wrote:
i saw someone that looked like you

but was with another man also
hispanic. it was more of the average
hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics

(someone said maybe my nose) but
more Indian and Filipino


either
like forrest gump

kids would be smart and athletic.
they would have other good
qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can probably be
lola

I keep hearing the word Colombia
and I think of jlly, even when i see
know her mom

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smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM,

wrote:
They say three times a charm, or

some quote about fool me once,
fool me twice (different
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but identity is

not revealed

with you
(CHECK SPELLING
THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie

villain)
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,

wrote:

besides the cute and beautiful
face i see
in the future, if it was possible

id like for us to be a happily
married couple. i would like to
wake up every morning
knowing this woman is the one
for me and hopefully it would
always be like that. maybe you
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would feel the same way too.

Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first

lady someday, maybe you
should be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you
and you never realized it. i
thought at one point you were,
but then forgot and then i
remembered

great love story
maybe i can also be like, is this

all a dream? some people say
this is a simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by then.
maybe other than having
success, being with you and
having prosperity is all i need

wouldnt want to have them
done without you. its only if you
want to and if possible they can
happen

trouble
it would only prove my point in
what i am trying to say here

change from plaintiff/defendant

to just being against each other
like enemies
*i am not politically correct like

society has people these days
youre almost like a midget but i

would still love you
unconditionally
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add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like

this purposely, it's messed up in
the least
we cant ignore this

we have so much to talk about

and maybe your mom is the
only way. i am not sure how or
what to do anymore. i wouldnt
be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as
possible if asked "do you like or
have a crush on someone?"

family and seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends
or people we know

add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years

to grow almost ten inches long
pizza party
one child and he was watching
another younger one. he had
my hair and the other kid had
brown hair like yours. im like
theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they all

were ours (like a dozen or so)

what about her
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what if you are just mocking
me? ive seen you act like i am a
pest

look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on

me as well or just break up with
me for no good reason or any
at all. not even an explanation
if any. if there was one, it would
be a bad one
what am i going to do with you,

chris
i dont know, it depends what

you want. i know what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do

you explain why everything
happened? i cant read your
mind, you know

parents were annoyed at each
other.

Flintstones
even the jetsons

taller one
if you ever have the chance to

look up at the stars, maybe it'll
remind you of me. i will be
please dont blame her as much,

she was brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we

can work things out and you
never know
i dont know why you're running

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away from me or something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her
its like i won the lottery.

didnt seem fake. maybe its just
with me for some strange
reason or you're just like that in
what most people tend to do is

not see the forest for the trees.
in other words, they dont see
add to hypothetically if we were

together
i dont know why we would not
be able to last together. we
shouldnt let anything come
between us

wont just love me for the money
(yet i would love you the same).
i still cant be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie

students and a professor to the
Maury show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
One of the staff members in the

studio recently became a father
(I thought of you)
The segments were about guys

who were accused of cheating
BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS
ARE FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.

other or something

time together, but i know that it
is my fault for not bringing this
up before. it may not be manly
yet i want to make up for my
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mistake (you should also make
up for it)
its like we need each other if

you think about it.

about, so i wrote what you see
here
everything

while you dont

you ignored me and made me

feel less as a person but you
dont see me holding it against
you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say
it stares into your soul)
apple. it is NOT like the Disney
movie where it is tainted. the
apple itself is a symbol for
education (since you are very
smart) and it shows you that I
would feed you if we were
thats another one of the many

things I would never do to you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant

stop looking at you for some
reason)
youll always be beautiful in my

eyes indeed

nothing
i hope our families dont fight or

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be torn apart

again, i wish but we will have
to see

around)

restaurant. i love to take you
out to eat there
add to both of our families eat

together
we should both look at each

other in the eyes and our
families should do the same
face to face


you are a joy to behold alright,

at least when I was thrilled to
see you back in August
*write about how she made you
feel, be honest and nothing
but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so

no room for infidelity. i just
wish i can say the same about
you
but dont worry, if you dont give

up on me, i wont give up on you
i am not myself without you (at

least in terms of love)
*I think what helps me is that:

know her mom
without mentioning your name
family guy
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its like my grades plummeted
but it goes beyond our
encounter in August. even i
dont know for sure


anyone reading this to know
that I meant to harm and I just
wanted to get to know her as a
friend
*the items is what I would have

given her to show that I care

que pasara mañana
add volverte a ver to encounter
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

simply catch up which was your
idea (i couldve said that too
though).

It's me and you though, when

we feel the same way for each
other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas

may be a reference, but it
should NOT be considered
literally or taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household)

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are the "cuartel". not our
classmates the "homewreckers"
even if they have some
characteristics or similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike

ride with girlfriend, writes book
about journey
not to compare you with other

women but in some sense, youd
do the same with me
i wish we did get to spend more

time together, our families as
well

...
[Message clipped]
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i tend to think about the hug and wonder why you didnt hug me harder so it isnt as ackward. we
havent seen each other for EIGHT YEARS
never happen
pretty girl clean
im like, just me telling a girl i like and my feelings for her. i want her family to know too, even if I
only met the mom for now
i promise i would make your life the opposite of the bad things people think and say about me.
touch
testing me
blonde look
said all i can say
total eclipse song

none but you
cry day and night
i wouldn't rule out being with you, its just a lot from you has to change and maybe me too (only
not as much)
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stuff beginning, replace add or think or anything relating to notes and thought, amd organize
this in order (such as beginning parts)
not to digress or anything but lets look back at the rest of this writing, the items, the past, what
we know as far as just us greeting ewch other, and other things
add to family
john joe gray
amerigeddon
thats a REAL family
i had comparisons to couples because besides Bonnie and Clyde, we would be a perfect match

i saw a couple that we looked like and they were much older (thinking it works out in the end)


each other
i would defend you
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i would with the fiber of my every being love you and your family. why couldnt you do the same
i sometimes listen to Christmas songs even when its not Christmas because they sure make you
get into the spirit or

it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read your mind, how
am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how much i can write.
especially if that person is YOU
audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share a lot of things
in common. we just dont know it yet
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enter galactic
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players, teams, staff
and officials
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine said do it
as a project and i did
both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do know that i
am thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have done
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt treat me like
you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom and I assumed
she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to hide any signs
of sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

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i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to your mom but
it just isnt the same because she is not you
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to give and
there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to be Colombian and
his girl is Filipino.

we should find ways to make each other happy and be able to keep it that way for as long as
possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between us and
you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together we would
have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its too
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bad that doesnt mean anything to you
decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all
is based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you
of a boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around
the third page
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i only wanted
to show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have
worked out
i guess you dont want to know about the items. without mentioning to others which girl i was
talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this, they'll know
it's them and its nothing bad either
something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may still
be a bit ackward in the least
yesterday once more
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talk about mistakes girls do and why they are not happy. also, what type of guy are they with
ways
they say only a person knows how a person really is. to a certain degree only we know each
other.
encounter
use visavie
viral
bookbag

wrote:
mean i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but
why bother if you would never go for it
endless love

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i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push you
away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
person. couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never want us
to be them
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to wait
or to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before, you wont
get those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see you for
close to eight years until that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never
forget. who would have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from
many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but the
fact that she was a girl
appropriate
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we wouldnt know until
we tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt worth it" and
i wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my life to
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go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be and yours
too.
add to do for you
shouldve been
Streisand effect
not sure what it is or besides what i mentioned in the beginning that is working against me

wrote:
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i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed up, because i
didnt do anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way you treated
me
add to if im wrong
if this did not apply (which i doubt it doesnt apply at all), then this is good for the future


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some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions ive been having
(maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we
both help her out
school
english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and not
have a dark cloud hanging over
past
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im sure she
cant help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as i
can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would
agree with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
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i wonder if you were thinking of me as i was thinking of you and while i was writing this
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of medicine such
as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others
i know this probably won't be as popular like hemp, which can be used in countless ways

wrote:
i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has
got to try.
add to ACCOUNTING
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doesnt make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my
girl instead and by my girl, I mean YOU)
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly
they are part of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious as i am
about everything
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the least upset).
i mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my
mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing most
of all
por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me would leave
me with uncertainty

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billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug and
text. you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all.
really, it isnt and you know what they say, no harm, no foul.
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it. then again,
i should try to get as much out of me about you as possible
instead of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a few

by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that also
reminds me of you. and the answer is yes
about you
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(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression
as if im you!
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those two i previously
mentioned are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

then like me
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you. someone
out there who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish
you were the same.
couple.
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of
any new post, pic, etc
you.
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of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you feel negatively
towards me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for
sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i am saying.
i would never treat you any less than a human being.
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know that
in my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity inevitably
wiped out, i would like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how
one feels any longer
know Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and
ive made comparisons of the two in the beginning
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may have
to learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how

remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat, just skinny or
chubby)
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add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither
of us has to be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if we were
together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i
may not be able to in the future
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and I'll do
the same
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making you
feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should
be an equality with how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me like
i remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years
solely about you
before it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have
to print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few
pages.
least if we tried)
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i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me,
you may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized
it. you only misjudged me

how

how
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do feel like ive
outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i
care
respect
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or at least trying
to)
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dwight
true love

they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism for you
(sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was
a little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about
you and love you for who you are!
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it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may
not know how that feels until much later in my life
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you probably
never a real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to
back off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i
was doing a game at

let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz

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who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can
last a lifetime like our first date
wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started.
but then again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude to a
guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really
bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do the
same, you know)


i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like this
and completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond
garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if
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world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this
helps you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would happen in
May
maybe it is a phase
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and
say our peace

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to you
to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is
still possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just
me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy
about you
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too
and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
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this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one
bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish
that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that

way, i can be a man who has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be closer to

one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the men (i know,
right?)

or if they asked me

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its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these
days like good characteristics, etc
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story about a
couple knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i would have
for you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not
being rude to you or anything like that

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its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like
a wild card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant imagine
what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here
more and more
your end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have their lives
back
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would be different or maybe
not

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make you laugh

would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is
to woo you or to at least be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have empathy under
the right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel
what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or
two with what i write here.
them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for
so long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no
issue doing so.
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make
your decisions and how you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something
was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the
world to me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other
like royalty in a sense
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i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them)
as your guy instead of you being with someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why
you havent been with someone for that long and why i could not find
someone like that
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make
the drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil

can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after
just hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
things happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money
and evil, i think this writing is a way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you,
you will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will
see why you should not listen to haters who talk behind other people's
backs.

along with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you
for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you did what you did and now
here we are

about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you
for that if you actually feel that way


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general
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out
the answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it

or the public gets to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just thought
i would mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back all
these college years)
not sure why you are like this, maybe youre that ackward yourself (which
is okay)

was this all a lie

they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that one way
or another
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besides the three hundred million something people in this country,
theres seven billion people around the world so there should be no reason
you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
asked for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell
you. and here i was thinking that she did want us together
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or are
related to you


put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse
part about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you
surely were the girl for me

everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never
get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid
factors that got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us
from going anywhere, or you playing mind games (or games in general)
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with me, or some other reason i may not know (not even be aware of),
or even would have thought
when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time when
you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even
stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can
(and all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have
been the one for you in my mind.

point of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as
serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything that has gotten
in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only you
know what is really going on inside your head.
reads this, not just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about
it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by telling
the truth
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even
if you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a
certain way
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself
a chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not
as sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to as part of my
overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you
but not if you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever
tells you that i am full of this, etc
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we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves and to
everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont
know what is and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a
news story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald
Trump won the election and is now our President (there was some
similarities too between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
add to pregnant

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
it sucks for sure that our love could never be because of whatever is
preventing it
world

back

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attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her
to do the same)
across this:
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are
other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too
you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and
can spend our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly

probably is
Simpsons)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or anything like
that
let him have it
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dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take
long on everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her
about you all these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable.
its like you really let me down and broke my heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply to
real life

crazy in love
possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i

am told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please
dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching
you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is of great

magnitude. maybe forever is a good amount in terms of length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only
things that are relevant though
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through to you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean to be

so ridiculous

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that

we were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and
dont take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and me,
but everyone
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's messed up
especially after someone poured everything they have just to write
something like this
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than
other factors i listed here

ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true
and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as

well again i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago
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who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous

but it's just a thought
succeed

i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on
one. it doesnt matter if there are people around or just you and i, i
will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it or not. This world
needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you
meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for
sure
at least i wasnt a quitter and went through with writing this whole
thing

nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think

and how i really feel about you
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i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no
one is psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or
who knows? maybe i broke the fourth wall in this. not just once, but
many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that
way. its your own bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by
now we could have been parents for the first time (i remember
those baby simulators in high school). technically you left New
Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but like
that August, i feel like a veteran again

Theology class was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or
anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you
like a real man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners.
many are still in prison unfortunately

would be
not what it was intended other than appropriate, no swearing,

and honest
Freudian slips

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i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our
encounter at the time
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to

those they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really are
the one
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant
let them stop us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful.

after all, its the thought that counts

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list
and then i saw a couple that was like an older version of us two.
the guy and girl were together and she had the same beret. Like
Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
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a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy
who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl
or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the older
version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the
chance) that you would have a great life. however, i dont know if i
would have the same with you



would do the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work,
etc I put into this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im

trying to show the world i care

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning
and then in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for
the most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the world
in this writing
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quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts
of this magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages

tend to not last
project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most of all,

you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just

want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good
enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same
should apply to you

i wonder if people will see me or you or both of us the same

again
if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to
your old ways

when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people
made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know
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youre a lot better than this

change the way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt
give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

didnt think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may
have gotten carried away hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years, especially

if I like them)

back to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it
was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the
same person
we all have things that we like from others and that expression
is one of the things I like from you

accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with (im
sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you
were thinking of me as well. the items are so you remember me
by and other than the nice version of yourself and a few of the
items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be
something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and
depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to
remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being
ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead

of taking things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to
come off too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving if
you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were
caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel
uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really
excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how
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about you. not sure why you feel like less of yourself when im
around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the

same for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the
right chemistry
temptations my girl
i wonder if other people will do what i did (items and writing

this text)
again

we should stop insisting everything is fine when in reality it

isnt
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem,

not make excuses or anything

both ways


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slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker
skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better
(at least for writing this)
other cheesy lines

not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found

out that someone made you cry especially when i thought
beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not
happen if we were together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob
wont do the same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i

dont think so, at least i hope not

being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the
world

meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or

both of us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and
not in a negative way.

stay away from me
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person you have ever met, I cant change that. only you can
once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and

you know it, not just your family (especially mom) or anyone
else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug

and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with
a group, think about the one guy who has in a sense known
you for over ten years and would only want to see you happy
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent forgotten you
since
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends either

in the least

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over
the fact that this was not a dream, etc

really) that can greatly influence other people's relationships
regardless of what type


pushing me away

there being blank

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even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still
remind me of you. both of us have something to remind one
of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another

and our families. i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship

and the last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but old
and smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i

am (or was) in love with you
pages, you will see why. your emotions may run wild and
you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will
probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay
angry or anything negative towards me

i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than

just a few pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories,

but yet you know so much about a person (maybe not
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enough although you wish you would have gotten to know
them better). you know so much and then realize that they
dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world.
it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
some are not scenarios but straight feelings and moving on
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated
me, i know i have to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as

this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a

few pages. 1000 or more each language
bill/index.html
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes

away (unlike couples which even get married and they
dont last forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs

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ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"
even your mom would be like, where has he been all your
life

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never
see that or understand how much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the
moment i gazed my eyes on her"

while and we both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel the
same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you

would feel the same way)
imagine what the future holds for us or anyone in general

date
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white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had
a mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word
"kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with
kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know

i did mean well
talk about the hug (at least a page expected on that alone)
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive

these days, maybe hemp will make things easier and keep
trees intact

gotye i feel better

never know but all i do know is that we should be immune
from being apart or be broken apart

language at least


not gonna force you

things

and expand my notes

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girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds
me to stay loyal to you
even cars

things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be there for

her
TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly like

the models
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maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-
law and i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either

and should be in good terms (friends at least for now)
maybe i cant get over you or we cant ever get over each
other
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt really
know each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i
liked this girl but she didn't feel the same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the field as

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an official
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those

people who stalks others (dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not

have done all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues



add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that way
too sometimes
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despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought
that i had found my one true love. i guess not and only
you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do

they think i am not going crazy just thinking about my
situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters

who could care less about us

without this I got nothing but myself. maybe someday
youll look back and be like, "i probably should have

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long
as you would want to) so there are reforms. in other
words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others

who dont like me and could possibly be included


situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i

am wrong, call me out on it like i am doing here.
i would think you should apologize to me but maybe

we both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see

how that is the case)

ignore you)
that even if you dont share yours with me, you have a
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great life.
akon dont matter

pregnancy

picking them up


miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least from

my end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of

my efforts. you really just dont care about me the same
way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with

your highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i
pictured that being our first date
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen to each

other
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as

if i did something to you
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doing that

besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

things

and expand my notes

i wonder what reminded or reminds you of me besides

a delivery courier
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i thought other factors contributed to you being like
this. i didnt think you were like this on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help

you be a better person

hugged like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE

are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with

the rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we

dont let anyone or anything separate us

never be against you but would be the one you need
in your life
Another Ecuadorian girl but yet i am still loyal to you
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around

and looks at me. this is while i am thinking of you, so
i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also

came to this country in 1996 or not
regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid

eye contact with you.

these years!
not sure of anything more important to know about

her

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would never do that and a relationship based on lies
is not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone

or when other people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and
other haters are actually preventing us from talking
to each other
intro to music

illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the
above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
goodbye my lover, but then again i have other ones.
its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me

I never did anything to you
la modelo

everybody else. maybe the same applies to you as
well
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*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs
file is available on it. i gave your mom the
screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly

felt despite everything that has happened.

never want to see me again. it is beyond me what i
could have done to you besides the hug, text, and
the booklet with gifts

them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is

you personally, being told by so called "friends", or
the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs

yourself up

reminded me of you
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not

entire your fault if others put you up to this
this goes against the narrative of guys hurting girls

fix my lover
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members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
i wish you wouldn't hate me like i wouldnt hate you
scarecrow
ITEMS

besides potentially changing someones life, can it
change the world

this means that if we are together, i would always
want things to be that way repeatedly forever and
ever.


same (or similar) fingernail color like one of your fb

memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you

ever saw me smile or laugh, i am just coping and
trying not to freak out. i know you would do the
same


Trump for 2020. We match the picture totally
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teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need

each other. i wish it didnt have to be that way
as far as relationships, im not good at this sort

of thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many

years from now. she smiled at me and we were
both waiting for the bus
im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow old

with her
you are everything and everything is you song
i hope we dont end up hating each other over

this. i know i am telling the truth in the most
honest way possible
dont you want someone who can be the one

for you
add to distraction

have a boyfriend" excuse because you cant
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
why couldn't a guy do this for me you might
ask
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i sure hope we dont end up hating each other

if we dont we lie

cant be near each other. like what's up with
that

have it including you. any reference in regards
to brown hair

then you changed the profile pic. maybe you

got back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can

talk to someone. i would want to talk to you
but you made it so difficult to a point of why
bother trying in the first place. you just want
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you

dont yet) that i would be honest with you
try to make it sad as much as you can so it can

mean something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt

you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would
cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i
say this because i know i have reached you or
gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i

cant ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the

girl i once thought would talk to me, has
missed me for so long after all these years,
and would care about me at least a little to

matter to you despite not getting to know you
better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then

that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i
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didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you,
but clearly i cant say the same for you

mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or someone

all along

compare the condition or situation to present
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five
of them i thought i could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you,

so it can only be would love since that word
has to have meaning. i just wish i had that
chance to show you the real me.

possibly be
insanity CARDIO POWER AND RESISTANCE
i was thinking about you recently and while i

was driving, i saw a license plate frame the
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i know rushing is not the right way in life but

somehow if we can make it work, it would be
worth it


add to the hug

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i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i
might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done
the same

add to visions

else, the vest was shared at the time. but i
dont think thats it, i think there is something
more

appreciation after roughly eight years? if you
really feel hatred for me then in that case, i
feel sorry i even tried
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM Christopher

wrote:
between us

should not lie to each other and keep it real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

how to keep each other on the same page
so you never lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused

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on you. i was thinking about you the
whole time after August. not sure if you
were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita
describe resemblances in instagram pics

On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

lady, it made me think of you. it's like
that feeling when (have more of "that
feeling when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret how you
treated me. i also regret waiting ten
years to speak up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way

we did. you treated me unfairly and
completely ignored me (probably
because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying

happened
visions:
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably

both of us)

something
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM

known for being the couple that hug
and have great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you

but was with another man also
hispanic. it was more of the average
hispanic.

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either
like forrest gump

kids would be smart and athletic. they
would have other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can probably be
lola

I keep hearing the word Colombia and
I think of jlly, even when i see the
three colors too
know her mom


smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM,

wrote:

some quote about fool me once, fool
me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but identity is not

revealed
i dont know if i should even regret

liking or falling in love with you
(CHECK SPELLING
THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie

villain)
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slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,

wrote:

besides the cute and beautiful
face i see
in the future, if it was possible id

like for us to be a happily married
couple. i would like to wake up
every morning knowing this
woman is the one for me and
hopefully it would always be like
that. maybe you would feel the
same way too.

comparison of myself and Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first

lady someday, maybe you should
be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and
you never realized it. i thought at
one point you were, but then
forgot and then i remembered

great love story
maybe i can also be like, is this all

a dream? some people say this is
a simulation or not real. i would
hope i am right by then. maybe
other than having success, being
with you and having prosperity is
all i need

wouldnt want to have them done
without you. its only if you want
to and if possible they can happen

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add to i hope i dont get in trouble

whether it mean to have a bunch
of kids r in general

to just being against each other
like enemies


would still love you
unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this

purposely, it's messed up in the
least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone

you knew cried because of what
is said here
we have so much to talk about

and maybe your mom is the only
way. i am not sure how or what to
do anymore. i wouldnt be alone
and i would tell anyone, as many
people as possible if asked "do
you like or have a crush on
someone?"
add sitcoms like all in the family

and seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends or
people we know

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add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to

grow almost ten inches long
pizza party
another younger one. he had my
hair and the other kid had brown
hair like yours. im like theyre our
kids.
more parents, imagine they all

were ours (like a dozen or so)
they say dont be afraid but what

about her
what if you are just mocking me?

ive seen you act like i am a pest

look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on

me as well or just break up with
me for no good reason or any at
all. not even an explanation if any.
if there was one, it would be a
bad one

chris
i dont know, it depends what you

want. i know what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do you

explain why everything
happened? i cant read your mind,
you know

parents were annoyed at each
other.

Flintstones
even the jetsons

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taller one
if you ever have the chance to

look up at the stars, maybe it'll
remind you of me. i will be
please dont blame her as much,

she was brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can

work things out and you never
know

add to lottery
its not about money, with her its
like i won the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest

with me so that you didnt seem
fake. maybe its just with me for
some strange reason or you're
just like that in general with
everyone
what most people tend to do is

not see the forest for the trees. in
other words, they dont see what
is in front of them

together
i dont know why we would not be
able to last together. we shouldnt
let anything come between us

wont just love me for the money
(yet i would love you the same). i
still cant be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie

Maury show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
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studio recently became a father (I
thought of you)
The segments were about guys

who were accused of cheating
BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS
ARE FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.
Its like we cheated on each other

or something
i wish we could spend more time

together, but i know that it is my
fault for not bringing this up
before. it may not be manly yet i
want to make up for my mistake
(you should also make up for it)
its like we need each other if you

think about it.
theres just so much to talk about,

so i wrote what you see here
everything
is it bad that i care so much while

you dont

you ignored me and made me feel

less as a person but you dont see
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it
stares into your soul)
movie where it is tainted. the
apple itself is a symbol for
education (since you are very
smart) and it shows you that I
would feed you if we were

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you are my mona lisa (i cant stop
looking at you for some reason)
youll always be beautiful in my

eyes indeed
have i done all of this for nothing
i hope our families dont fight or

be torn apart

again, i wish but we will have to
see

around)
we should eat at fancy restaurant.

i love to take you out to eat there

together
we should both look at each other

in the eyes and our families
should do the same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at

least when I was thrilled to see
you back in August
feel, be honest and nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no

room for infidelity. i just wish i
can say the same about you
but dont worry, if you dont give

up on me, i wont give up on you


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know her mom
without mentioning your name
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but

it goes beyond our encounter in
August. even i dont know for sure
*we both could live in Washington

if I'm President
i would like your family or anyone

reading this to know that I meant
to harm and I just wanted to get
to know her as a friend


que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

simply catch up which was your
idea (i couldve said that too
though).

It's me and you though, when we

feel the same way for each other
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DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas
may be a reference, but it should
NOT be considered literally or
taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household)

are the "cuartel". not our
classmates the "homewreckers"
even if they have some
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride

with girlfriend, writes book about
journey

women but in some sense, youd
do the same with me

time together, our families as well

...
[Message clipped]
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it could be deception on your part because you didnt say anything. i cant read your mind, how
am i supposed to know if there was awkwardness
you know, since you are intellectual id figure youd be very impressed by how much i can write.
especially if that person is YOU
unlike what most people may think, i dont get a kick out of seeing others suffer. like i said before,
this isnt a joke or anything.
audiences
And you say we have nothing in common... you'd be surprised, i believe we share a lot of things
in common. we just dont know it yet
enter galactic
politics not just in Washington but in sports and everything as well from players, teams, staff and
officials
but theres no other way, i just had to let it out somehow in writing. a friend of mine said do it as
a project and i did
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both of our graduations may be on different days and may be hours away, but i do know that i am
thinking of you. i just wish you hadnt done what you did and ignore me like i have done
It would be a blessing to be with such an amazing person. I just wish you wouldnt treat me like
you did a few months ago
graduation
to think i had to wait until AFTER graduation to talk about this. i told your mom and I assumed
she told you about this.
when i think of you and all of this i still go back and forth about to cry (trying to hide any signs of
sadness from the public)
add to the simpsons

i wish i can explain myself but i doubt thats gonna happen. i tried explaining to your mom but it
just isnt the same because she is not you
i dont know about you but personally i just cant help myself. i just have a lot of love to give and
there people that sweet in this world
add to what if
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university.
im like, "wha..."
add to model couple
i dont know if this is like a parallel universe or something but he happens to be Colombian and
his girl is Filipino.

possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between us and
you know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together we would
have each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its too bad
that doesnt mean anything to you
decisions as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is
based on lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you of a
boyfriend or a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around the
third page
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i only wanted to
show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked
out
talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped
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obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to show you how
amazing I can be to change that status on your end

me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this, they'll know
it's them and its nothing bad either
something indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may still be
a bit ackward in the least
yesterday once more
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back to your old ways
other.
encounter
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i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will have to be later.
it has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
bookbag

what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but that doesnt mean
i cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push you
away or lose you (lose you for good that is)
i try not to be odd but just because i want us to be closer it doesnt mean i am a bad person.
couples break up because the love is gone, they werent close. and i never want us to be them
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to wait or
to have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
what if we are old. we'll look back to see what we couldve had and like before, you wont get
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those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see you for close to
eight years until that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never forget.
who would have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from many years
ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but the
fact that she was a girl
appropriate
who knows? we could have found the one person meant for us and we wouldnt know until we
tried
i dont want to have to give up after so long. several people told me, "she isnt worth it" and i
wanted to prove them all wrong. Are you really going to prove them right?
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my life to
go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be and yours
too.
add to do for you
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shouldve been
Streisand effect
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense like before.
i wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of what factor contributed
to this, etc

wrote:
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG
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if you really hate me, then thats up to you. i dont hate you despite the way you treated me
add to if im wrong

(maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with something regarding
this
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your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we
both help her out
school
english to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and not
have a dark cloud hanging over
besides not knowing what to her is wrong with me, i dont know if i remind her of the past
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as i
can be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree
with what i just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would begin, there would
most likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
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we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of medicine such
as cannabis oil, Rife, GcMaf, and many others

wrote:
i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has
got to try.
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between the two people
facing each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt
make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends, or society.
It's possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the future if youre
not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many things
as to why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly
they are part of the problem not the solution
about everything
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i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the least upset). i
mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my
mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing most
of all
por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me would leave me
with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug and text.
you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it
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she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it. then again, i
should try to get as much out of me about you as possible

wrote:
about you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as
if im you!

then like me
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you. someone
out there who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish you
were the same.
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dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how much i would appreciate
every moment we are together
i wonder what my life or better yet both of our lives would be like if we were a couple.
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of any
new post, pic, etc
you.
*DISCLAIMER
something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i am saying. i
would never treat you any less than a human being.
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know that in
my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve
showed the world that
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what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one
feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world ends, I know
Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may have to
learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how

chubby)
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of
us has to be sad.
together
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other things (that
i am aware of)

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no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and I'll do the
same
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making you
feel like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should be
an equality with how we treat each other, etc
i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me like i
remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years
solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts before
it gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have to
print this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
least if we tried)
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me, you
may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized it.
you only misjudged me
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure something
for anyone to be in awe

how
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how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so much
more. we can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i
care
there's no need to demean anyone, just simply treat others with dignity and respect
one should make peace with the past and I am doing just that (or at least trying to)
dwight
true love

(sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a
little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
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sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you
and love you for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may
not know how that feels until much later in my life
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to back
off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was
doing a game at

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let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can last
a lifetime like our first date
(if it ever got to that, but now it may not and ill never know so ill assume it wont)
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started.
but then again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude to a
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guy that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really
bad day
same, you know)


i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like this and
completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond
garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there
was an apocalypse
world to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this
helps you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would happen in
May
maybe it is a phase
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and
say our peace

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not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to you
to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is
still possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just
me, since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy
about you
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too
and if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that can never
be covered, unless youre there to fill it
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one
bit of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish
that someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way,
i can be a man who has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be closer to

one another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
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right?)

or if they asked me


its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these
days like good characteristics, etc
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there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i would have for
you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not
being rude to you or anything like that


its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a
wild card and would talk to me
what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more
and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about that on your
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end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have their lives
back
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front
and be honest and I am
maybe if i had talked to you back then, things would be different or maybe not

make you laugh

would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is
to woo you or to at least be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have empathy under
the right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel
what i feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two
with what i write here.
them, then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so
long, so maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue
doing so.
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in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something
was wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like
royalty in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as
your guy instead of you being with someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why you
havent been with someone for that long and why i could not find someone
like that
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make the
drawings happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil

can't be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after
just hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse things
happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil,
i think this writing is a way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you
will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see
why you should not listen to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

along with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you
for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least and/or
understatement) to see you again. then you did what you did and now here
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we are

about being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for
that if you actually feel that way


its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i
went through in my shoes for a change. its called empathy.
am i like too much for you? i dont believe im too much for people in general
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out
the answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or

the public gets to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just thought i
would mention that
not sure why you are like this, maybe youre that ackward yourself (which is
okay)

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was this all a lie

they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that one way or
another
besides the three hundred million something people in this country, theres
seven billion people around the world so there should be no reason you cant
be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked
for you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and
here i was thinking that she did want us together
related to you


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put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse
part about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you
surely were the girl for me

everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get
a chance to tell you
factors that got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from
going anywhere, or you playing mind games (or games in general) with
me, or some other reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even
would have thought
when i meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time when
you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even
stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and
all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been
the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point
of still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i
would have thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the
circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is
really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads
this, not just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
paragraph, its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by telling
the truth
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dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if
you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain
way
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a
chance to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as
sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to as part of my
overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but
not if you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you
that i am full of this, etc

everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont
know what is and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news
story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won
the election and is now our President (there was some similarities too
between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure
ill find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls often
think of having a family.

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
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preventing it
world

back
i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and undivided attention
to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her to
do the same)
across this:
other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you
never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and
can spend our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly

probably is
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Simpsons)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or anything like
that
let him have it
dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take long
on everything
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its
like you really let me down and broke my heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply to real
life

crazy in love
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possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am

told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be
that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching
you and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you

i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to get through
to you
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean to be so

ridiculous

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we

were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont
take too long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and me,
but everyone
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something like this

ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true
and not intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well
again i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago

who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous

but it's just a thought
succeed

i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one.
it doesnt matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell
you how i am feeling whether you like it or not. This world needs the
truth

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add to popularity
add to the HUG

meaning a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
thing


i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no one
is psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers
can come up with
many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way.
its your own bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by
now we could have been parents for the first time (i remember those
baby simulators in high school). technically you left New Jersey (that
could make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i
feel like a veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology

class was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like
a real man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
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would be
not what it was intended other than appropriate, no swearing, and

honest
Freudian slips


only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really are the
one
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let
them stop us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful.

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after all, its the thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either.
We're not the only ones and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list
and then i saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the
guy and girl were together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian
from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none
of them. Even Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy
who was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl
or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the older
version of you, only with slightly darker skin)


not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his wife on their
wedding anniversary

would do the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work,
etc I put into this)
well it isnt
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just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and
then in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the
most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the world in
this writing
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts
of this magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend
to not last
project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most of all,

you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just

want to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good
enough or dont deserve you
should apply to you

i wonder if people will see me or you or both of us the same again
if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to
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your old ways
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that

depends on the person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people
made me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know
youre a lot better than this

change the way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt
give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt
think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have
gotten carried away hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years, especially if I

like them)
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back

to our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like
the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue
between teeth, which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is
one of the things I like from you

accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with (im sure
you do too!).
were thinking of me as well. the items are so you remember me
by and other than the nice version of yourself and a few of the
items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be
something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending
how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember
you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored
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completely, you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if
you were around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of

taking things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come
off too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt
tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off
guard, you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable.
i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you
after so long that i got a little carried away
around

same for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right
chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one who
was suffering emotionally. Imagine being in my shoes
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may
be the same for me and be my girl
temptations my girl
i wonder if other people will do what i did (items and writing this
text)
again
we just cant let our society be destroyed by political correctness

and other things
we should stop insisting everything is fine when in reality it isnt
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem, not
make excuses or anything
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both ways


slightly lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin
tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at
least for writing this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language
as you (believe me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found

out that someone made you cry especially when i thought
beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob
wont do the same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont
think so, at least i hope not

being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

meaning
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i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both
of us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and
not in a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why

you would say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person

you have ever met, I cant change that. only you can once you
think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you
know it, not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else
that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug

and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a
group, think about the one guy who has in a sense known you
for over ten years and would only want to see you happy
since
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends either

in the least

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over
the fact that this was not a dream, etc

really) that can greatly influence other people's relationships
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regardless of what type


pushing me away

there being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a

lot of things in life
remind me of you. both of us have something to remind one of
the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and
our families. i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and

the last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but old and
smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am

(or was) in love with you
pages, you will see why. your emotions may run wild and you,
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along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel
the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or
anything negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things,

but this is good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than just
a few pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories,

but yet you know so much about a person (maybe not enough
although you wish you would have gotten to know them
better). you know so much and then realize that they dont
feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's
either that or because this is some phase i am going through,
not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated
me, i know i have to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as

this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few

pages. 1000 or more each language
bill/index.html
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes

away (unlike couples which even get married and they dont
last forever)
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whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
you need me as much as I need you, which can go both ways
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"
even your mom would be like, where has he been all your life

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see
that or understand how much i love her"

i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while
and we both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
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same way)


date
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a
mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay"
has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i

did mean well

these days, maybe hemp will make things easier and keep
trees intact

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset
when i was reading this

never know but all i do know is that we should be immune
from being apart or be broken apart

language at least


impossible to do besides schedule and how you feel about
me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
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things
almost every day, if not every day i thought about you and
expand my notes
even cars

things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family


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or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be there for
her
TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly like the

models
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-

law and i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and

should be in good terms (friends at least for now)
other
ive moved on
know each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
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j lo songs
console
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the field as an

official
add to instagram


add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have
done all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be honest
with anyone else?

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im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself

(dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that way
too sometimes
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought

that i had found my one true love. i guess not and only you
can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they

think i am not going crazy just thinking about my situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who
could care less about us

without this I got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll
look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to
Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as
you would want to) so there are reforms. in other words,
it's like helping you be better



situation
dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am

wrong, call me out on it like i am doing here.
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i would think you should apologize to me but maybe we
both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see

how that is the case)

ignore you)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that
even if you dont share yours with me, you have a great
life.
akon dont matter

pregnancy
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off and picking

them up


miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least from my

end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of

my efforts. you really just dont care about me the same
way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with

your highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i
pictured that being our first date
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other
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if

i did something to you

doing that

besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

things

and expand my notes
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i wonder what reminded or reminds you of me besides a

delivery courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this.

i didnt think you were like this on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help

you be a better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged
like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE

are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the
rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont

let anyone or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never
be against you but would be the one you need in your
life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and

looks at me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont
know for sure if he knows what i am thinking

regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid eye

contact with you.
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finally we're together again (in a sense) after all these
years!
not sure of anything more important to know about her

would never do that and a relationship based on lies is
not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or

when other people are around
add to other people

other haters are actually preventing us from talking to
each other
intro to music

above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
goodbye my lover, but then again i have other ones. its
the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
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ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I

never did anything to you
la modelo

everybody else. maybe the same applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs
file is available on it. i gave your mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt

despite everything that has happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never
want to see me again. it is beyond me what i could
have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet
with gifts

mention that i was feeling down while looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you

personally, being told by so called "friends", or the
recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
you shouldnt be too hard on someone or beat yourself

up

reminded me of you

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fix my lover


members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides

potentially changing someones life, can it change the
world

this means that if we are together, i would always want
things to be that way repeatedly forever and ever.



from now we'll remember and go back to this. even
as we get older, it would make a great memory

trying not to freak out. i know you would do the
same
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Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump

for 2020. We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire


as far as relationships, im not good at this sort

of thing

im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow old with

her
i hope we dont end up hating each other over

this. i know i am telling the truth in the most
honest way possible
dont you want someone who can be the one for

you
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a

boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell
a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
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do better
be honest
why couldn't a guy do this for me you might ask

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant

be near each other. like what's up with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have

it including you. any reference in regards to
brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia.

I told you that this is crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got

back to your senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk

to someone. i would want to talk to you but you
made it so difficult to a point of why bother
trying in the first place. you just want peace of
mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you

dont yet) that i would be honest with you

mean something.

you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would
cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i
say this because i know i have reached you or

thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i

once thought would talk to me, has missed me
for so long after all these years, and would care
about me at least a little to make the effort to
talk to me.

matter to you despite not getting to know you
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better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that

is beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do
nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i
describe the pics here and in the small nutshell

description
mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or someone all

along

description
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of
them i thought i could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so

it can only be would love since that word has to
have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to
show you the real me.
i dont know how much more sweet i can possibly

be
i was thinking about you recently and while i

was driving, i saw a license plate frame the city
where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable

worth it

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add to the hug

might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done the
same

add to visions

else, the vest was shared at the time. but i dont
think thats it, i think there is something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation

after roughly eight years? if you really feel
hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i
even tried

between us
we have to prove the haters wrong. we should

not lie to each other and keep it real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM Christopher

wrote:
how to keep each other on the same page so
you never lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

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this text is in general but mainly focused on
you. i was thinking about you the whole
time after August. not sure if you were but
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode
on homer and marge
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM

lady, it made me think of you. it's like that
feeling when (have more of "that feeling
when's") you realize we were made for
each other and regret how you treated
me. i also regret waiting ten years to
i wish we didnt treat each other the way

we did. you treated me unfairly and
completely ignored me (probably because
of distance) and maybe i was annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed

of us because of what happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older women
remind you of her (visions)
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably

both of us)
i dont mean to be too much or something
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM

known for being the couple that hug
and have great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you but

was with another man also hispanic. it
was more of the average hispanic.


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i would say i wish you didnt leave either
like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids

would be smart and athletic. they would
have other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical
im bugs bunny, she can probably be lola

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I
think of jlly, even when i see the three
colors too
know her mom


smaller
On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM, "Christopher

Tinajero"

some quote about fool me once, fool
LFMB
thomas and alicia

revealed

(CHECK SPELLING THOROUGHLY)
cyberchase movie
ledge and inez (only im not the villain)
slider and inez
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On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,
wrote:
when i look into your eyes besides

the cute and beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was possible id

like for us to be a happily married
couple. i would like to wake up
every morning knowing this woman
is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe
you would feel the same way too.

comparison of myself and Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first lady

someday, maybe you should be the
one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and
you never realized it. i thought at
one point you were, but then forgot
How romantic, this is such a great

love story
maybe i can also be like, is this all a

dream? some people say this is a
simulation or not real. i would hope
i am right by then. maybe other
than having success, being with you
and having prosperity is all i need

wouldnt want to have them done
without you. its only if you want to
and if possible they can happen


whether it mean to have a bunch of
kids r in general

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to just being against each other like
enemies


would still love you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

purposely, it's messed up in the
least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone

you knew cried because of what is
said here
we have so much to talk about and

maybe your mom is the only way. i
am not sure how or what to do
anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i
would tell anyone, as many people
as possible if asked "do you like or
add sitcoms like all in the family

and seinfeld
AITF - parents
people we know
you never know who or what makes

or would make a difference in your
life
add to hair
long ponytail

pizza party
another younger one. he had my
hair and the other kid had brown
hair like yours. im like theyre our
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kids.
more parents, imagine they all were

ours (like a dozen or so)

about her
what if you are just mocking me?

ive seen you act like i am a pest
whisper at someone's ear and look

at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me

as well or just break up with me for
no good reason or any at all. not
even an explanation if any. if there
was one, it would be a bad one

chris


explain why everything happened? i
cant read your mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if

either of your parents were

Flintstones
even the jetsons
popeye and olive, only im the taller

one
if you ever have the chance to look

up at the stars, maybe it'll remind
you of me. i will be reminded of you
as well
please dont blame her as much, she

was brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can

work things out and you never
know
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add to lottery
its not about money, with her its
like i won the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest

with me so that you didnt seem
fake. maybe its just with me for
some strange reason or you're just
like that in general with everyone
what most people tend to do is not

see the forest for the trees. in other
words, they dont see what is in
front of them

together
i dont know why we would not be
able to last together. we shouldnt
i dont even know for sure you wont

just love me for the money (yet i
would love you the same). i still
cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie

Maury show. it was awesome. I wish
you were there

thought of you)
The segments were about guys who

were accused of cheating BUT ALL
THREE SEGMENTS ARE
FAITHFUL. I could not believe what
i saw.
Its like we cheated on each other or

something

together, but i know that it is my
fault for not bringing this up before.
it may not be manly yet i want to
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make up for my mistake (you should

think about it.
theres just so much to talk about, so

i wrote what you see here
everything
is it bad that i care so much while

you dont
i cant believe it, its like youre being

cruel to me as if i did something to
you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel

less as a person but you dont see
*a mirror and apple

movie where it is tainted. the apple
itself is a symbol for education
(since you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would feed you if
we were together as a family


youll always be beautiful in my eyes

indeed
i hope our families dont fight or be

torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust you again,

i wish but we will have to see
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around)
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i

love to take you out to eat there

together
we should both look at each other

in the eyes and our families should



least when I was thrilled to see you
back in August
feel, be honest and nothing but*

room for infidelity. i just wish i can
but dont worry, if you dont give up

on me, i wont give up on you


know her mom
if I tell everyone about this without
mentioning your name
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it

goes beyond our encounter in
*we both could live in Washington if

I'm President

reading this to know that I meant to
harm and I just wanted to get to
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know her as a friend


que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even

get together. we would simply catch
up which was your idea (i couldve

not just your mom and i get along,
she could be a matchmaker but not
really
It's me and you though, when we

feel the same way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may

be a reference, but it should NOT
be considered literally or taken the
wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are

the "cuartel". not our classmates
the "homewreckers" even if they
have some characteristics or
similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride

with girlfriend, writes book about
journey

women but in some sense, youd do
the same with me
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time together, our families as well

...
[Message clipped]
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possible
i dont believe you have all of the blame, remember those who tried to get in between us and you
know very well who they are
when i see guys or girls alone, id future people get lonely and if we were together we would have
each other
the fact that i can remember you and anything relevant to you is quite remarkable. its too bad
that doesnt mean anything to you
and its sad that the so called friends who are supposed to stick by you and respect your decisions
as to who is part of your circles ends up dictating to you what to do. most if not all is based on
lies too. i dont know and it boggles my mind how you just let others deprive you of a boyfriend or
a friend in the least. good thing i called them out in the beginning around the third page
im sorry if you felt scared or very odd about what happened. i meant well and i only wanted to
show the world how excited i was in you coming into my life again. i wish it could have worked
out
talking about, i mentioned this writing and the items. lets just say people's jaws dropped almost
instantly for the most part
obviously the same applies to you, it's just that i was never given the chance to show you how
amazing I can be to change that status on your end

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me and him kind of resemble. his girl kind of resemble you. when they read this, they'll know it's
them and its nothing bad either
just think about it, if people can remind me of you and me if we were together, that us something
indeed
i just didnt know how to tell people, if only you or others knew how hard it was. it may still be a
bit ackward in the least
yesterday once more
besides, even if i were to forgive you, how can we make sure you just go back to your old ways
other.
strangely enough, she smiled at me as if i knew her. this was obviously long before our encounter
i dont know what the future holds, but i do know that if things work out it will have to be later. it
has to be later and i have to be patient
use visavie
viral
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bookbag

what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but that doesnt mean i
cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push you away
or lose you (lose you for good that is)
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one guy who would
have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to
have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see you for close to
eight years until that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never forget.
who would have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from many years
ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but the fact
that she was a girl
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appropriate
tried
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be and yours too.
add to do for you
shouldve been
Streisand effect

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if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense like before. i
wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of what factor contributed to
this, etc
On Sun, Apr 15, 2018 at 1:10 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG


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add to if im wrong

(maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with something regarding
this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we both
help her out
look back at every moment you can remember back in elementary school and middle school
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same as english
to be fair
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i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and not have
a dark cloud hanging over
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as i can
be with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree with
if i would have waited or we would not have seen each other, the amount of pages and items
would supersede than what it would be now
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
we bombed Syria, yet the AMA and the FDA suppress alternative forms of medicine such as

wrote:
i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has got
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to try.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and the dark cloud
went away. it feels good most of all too!
add to ACCOUNTING
make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead
and by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends, or society.
It's possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the future if youre
not really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many things
as to why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly they
are part of the problem not the solution
about everything
mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my
mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing most of
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all
por que sera
with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug and text.
you didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it
she is not special

wrote:

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its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are younger
than us, theyre not even seniors yet
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i like about
you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as if
im you!

then like me
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you. someone out
there who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
were the same.
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of any
new post, pic, etc
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if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely. not quite
shame on you for treating me unfairly despite me never being mean or anything to you.
*DISCLAIMER
something inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know that in
my opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve
showed the world that
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one
feels any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world ends, I know
Ive at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made
till the world ends
learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things
went down, we wont be able to be with each other

wrote:
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chubby)
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us
has to be sad.
together
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other things (that i
am aware of)
same
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making you feel
like yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should be an
remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely
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about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts before it
gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or at least
if we tried)
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me, you
may never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized it.
you only misjudged me
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such gifts. i dont
think there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure something
for anyone to be in awe

how

how
outdone myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care
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man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because
in the least you never got back to me
dwight
true love

(sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a
little bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you like
or are with me, know who is who.
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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you
and love you for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may not
know how that feels until much later in my life
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to back
off or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
doing a game at

let it roll
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king of the hill
even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can last a
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started. but
then again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude to a guy
that wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really bad day
same, you know)


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completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond
garbage and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there
was an apocalypse
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the world
to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps
you cope with the pain

i feel like it is really bad or really good, its hard to tell what would happen in May
maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life should
be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and say
our peace

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to you to
no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is still
possible and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just me,
since i am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy about you

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i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and
if you didnt youll know when it is there.
without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that can never
be covered, unless youre there to fill it
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit
of fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i had poured
so much when writing about this
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish that
someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i
can be a man who has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be closer to one
another. relationships thrive on this stuff.
right?)

or if they asked me
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its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these days
like good characteristics, etc

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i would have for
you


i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being
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rude to you or anything like that

i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about
you while i was doing the plate

its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a
wild card and would talk to me
what could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more
and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about that on your
end
will this ever end

i just wish i and all other awesome people in the world can have their lives back
maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front
and be honest and I am

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make you laugh

would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to
woo you or to at least be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have empathy under the
right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i
feel. it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with
what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you without
getting to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them,
then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so
maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was
wrong. gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt

clingy
im not a bad person
royalty in a sense
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havent been with someone for that long and why i could not find someone like
that
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't
be no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just
hearing rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i
think this writing is a way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you
will realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see
why you should not listen to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along
with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight
afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement)
to see you again. then you did what you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something
that reminds you of me
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious about
being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if
you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already
doing that, you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly.
but yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out the
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answer as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the
public gets to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
would mention that
okay)

was this all a lie

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all your Instagram
pics without having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english
man who drew skyline
another
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besides the three hundred million something people in this country, theres
seven billion people around the world so there should be no reason you cant
be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for
you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i
was thinking that she did want us together
related to you


put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part
about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely
were the girl for me

everything off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a
chance to tell you
factors that got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from
going anywhere, or you playing mind games (or games in general) with me,
or some other reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even would
have thought
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i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i
meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would
have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and
all i can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the
one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of
still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i
would have thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the
circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is
really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads
this, not just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph,
its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by telling the
truth
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if
you are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain
way
sociable, but i am starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall
health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but
not if you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you
that i am full of this, etc

everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know
what is and what can happen as an outcome.
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story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won
the election and is now our President (there was some similarities too
between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill
find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
preventing it
the nonsense we both (in particularly me) is whats wrong with this world

or that people have wasted all those years they are not going to get back
i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and undivided attention to
you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her to
do the same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes and tumbled across
this:
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other ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you
never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and can
spend our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly

probably is
sooner or later we'll all find our other half ("Homer" like in The Simpsons)
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there are great
ones (other people too)
this writing should be seen as it is and not like a joke or anything like that
let him have it
dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take long
on everything

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i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its
like you really let me down and broke my heart
who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply to real
life

crazy in love
i just wish you wouldn't hate me (and that you would love me if possible)
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am

told either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be
that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you
and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you

i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to get through to
you

ridiculous

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wwe
cena

dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and me, but
everyone
something like this
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i
wont throw you under the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with
me is the best decision you would have made
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true and
not intentionally exaggerated
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter.
just listen to the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days,
maybe a lot of the news, politics, etc too
who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but
it's just a thought
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succeed
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows
where we would be now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it
doesnt matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you
how i am feeling whether you like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

thing
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should
be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly,
annoying, or true love

i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no one is
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can
come up with
many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its
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your own bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now
we could have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby
simulators in high school). technically you left New Jersey (that could
make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like
a veteran again


add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a
real man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.

would be

honest
Freudian slips


only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
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to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd
probably feel the same about me
Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really are the
one
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not married
with other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after

all, its the thought that counts

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and
then i saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy
and girl were together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from
Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of
them. Even Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who
was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the
other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the older version of
you, only with slightly darker skin)
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the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such as boyfriend

and girlfriend.
wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you would
do the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc
I put into this)
well it isnt


then in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the
most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the world in
this writing
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts of
this magnitude
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something
about paperwork and no longer married
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i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend
to not last
project about Colombia, I thought of your major and most of all, you.
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want
to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or
dont deserve you
should apply to you

if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to your
old ways

when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made
me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot
better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change

the way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on
you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten
carried away hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years, especially if I

like them)
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to

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our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the
best hug ever and i wish it was always with the same person
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is
one of the things I like from you

accomplish. i just wish i had someone to share that with (im sure
you do too!).
were thinking of me as well. the items are so you remember me by
and other than the nice version of yourself and a few of the items, I
dont know much i can remember you by. there could be something
but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things
end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt
deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you might as
well have given me the cold shoulder if you were around

taking things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off
too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell
me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off guard,
you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i
did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so long
that i got a little carried away
around

same for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right
chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one who
was suffering emotionally. Imagine being in my shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt
want to and that i am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be
the same for me and be my girl
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temptations my girl
text)
i sure hope so, because we'll never look at love the same way again
we just cant let our society be destroyed by political correctness

and other things

both ways

maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're
related to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly
lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than
yours
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language
as you (believe me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out
that someone made you cry especially when i thought beforehand
that this was bound to happen. this would not happen if we were
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together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont
do the same either
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i

realized (and maybe i always feel like this) that being without you
sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of
us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and not
in a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why

you would say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person

you have ever met, I cant change that. only you can once you
think for yourself
know it, not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that
knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear the words
"how are you?"

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group, think about the one guy who has in a sense known you for
over ten years and would only want to see you happy
since
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends either in

the least

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were
the same ones i saw while i was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the
fact that this was not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really)

that can greatly influence other people's relationships regardless
of what type


pushing me away
thought of this carefully even while just sitting or standing there

being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a

lot of things in life
remind me of you. both of us have something to remind one of
the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and
our families. i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and

the last one too

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(describe)
michelle miller CBS
smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or

was) in love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages,
you will see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along
with your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same.
i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative
towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things,

but this is good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than just a
few pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but

yet you know so much about a person (maybe not enough
although you wish you would have gotten to know them
better). you know so much and then realize that they dont feel
the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either
that or because this is some phase i am going through, not
sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me,
i know i have to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this

bill which is now law?!
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https://www.cnn.com/2018/03/21/politics/omnibus-bill/index.h
tml
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away

(unlike couples which even get married and they dont last
forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

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"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see
that or understand how much i love her"

i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while
and we both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
same way)

i felt alone because i was by myself while everyone had a date
mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has
to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i

did mean well

these days, maybe hemp will make things easier and keep trees
intact

gotye i feel better
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not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never
know but all i do know is that we should be immune from being
apart or be broken apart

language at least


impossible to do besides schedule and how you feel about me
regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
if for some reason i am wrong, disregard the negative things
expand my notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me
to stay loyal to you
even cars

things right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
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take your time
modern family

or hospital from injury to giving birth ill still be there for her
TRUMP DATING

models
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law

and i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast

other
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ive moved on
know each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console

official
add to instagram


add to infowars
millie weaver
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lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be honest
with anyone else?


(dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that way too
sometimes
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i

had found my one true love. i guess not and only you can
disprove that

good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without
this I got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back
and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only
you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as
you would want to) so there are reforms. in other words,
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it's like helping you be better


put all favorite songs that are appropriate to your situation
dark fantasy clean

i would think you should apologize to me but maybe we

both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how

that is the case)
i am sorry if I was rude to you (even though I didn't ignore

you)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that
even if you dont share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter

pregnancy

them up
i wont think of your tears as crocodile tears, but a possible

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least from my

end
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my

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efforts. you really just dont care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your
highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured
that being our first date

other
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i

did something to you
imagine what it would be like without me. im already doing

that

besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
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not gonna force you

things
expand my notes

delivery courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i

didnt think you were like this on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help you
be a better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged
like we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are

not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the
rest of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont

let anyone or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be
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against you but would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and

looks at me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont
know for sure if he knows what i am thinking


contact with you.

years!

would never do that and a relationship based on lies is
not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or

when other people are around
add to other people

other haters are actually preventing us from talking to
each other
intro to music

above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
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goodbye my lover, but then again i have other ones. its
the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay

la modelo

*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file
is available on it. i gave your mom the screenshots

want to see me again. it is beyond me what i could have
done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with
gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention

that i was feeling down while looking at them

personally, being told by so called "friends", or the
recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
you shouldnt be too hard on someone or beat yourself up
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded
me of you
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fix my lover


members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS

potentially changing someones life, can it change the
world



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from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as
we get older, it would make a great memory

trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM Christopher Tinajero

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for

2020. We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM Christopher Tinajero


as far as relationships, im not good at this sort of

thing

im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow old with

her
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this.

i know i am telling the truth in the most honest
way possible
dont you want someone who can be the one for

you
add to distraction
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boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell a
guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be

near each other. like what's up with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it

including you. any reference in regards to brown
hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I

told you that this is crazy

i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to

someone. i would want to talk to you but you made
it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the
first place. you just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont

yet) that i would be honest with you

mean something.

you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would cry
(anyone else crying with you would help). i say this
because i know i have reached you or gotten
through to you

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once thought would talk to me, has missed me for
so long after all these years, and would care about
me at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter

to you despite not getting to know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is

beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor
would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant
say the same for you

description
mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or someone all

along

description
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it

can only be would love since that word has to have
meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you
the real me.
i dont know how much more sweet i can possibly

be
i was thinking about you recently and while i was

driving, i saw a license plate frame the city where
you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much
and youd feel the same
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worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i

wont be after this

add to the hug

might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done the
same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic

or have osteoporosis, or both
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else,

the vest was shared at the time. but i dont think
thats it, i think there is something more

after roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred
for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

between us
we have to prove the haters wrong. we should

not lie to each other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so
you never lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

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this text is in general but mainly focused on

you. i was thinking about you the whole time
after August. not sure if you were but it's
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode
on homer and marge

wrote:
i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady,
it made me think of you. it's like that feeling
when (have more of "that feeling when's")
you realize we were made for each other
and regret how you treated me. i also regret
waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry
about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we

did. you treated me unfairly and completely
ignored me (probably because of distance)
and maybe i was annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed

of us because of what happened
visions:
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably both

of us)
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM

known for being the couple that hug and
have great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you but

was with another man also hispanic. it
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(someone said maybe my nose) but more
Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

como dice el dicho
biblical

think of jlly, even when i see the three
colors too
know her mom

grad ring size (costs a lot) mine is smaller

Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
wrote:
They say three times a charm, or some

quote about fool me once, fool me twice
LFMB
thomas and alicia

revealed

cyberchase movie
slider and inez

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On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,

when i look into your eyes besides the

cute and beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was possible id like

for us to be a happily married couple.
i would like to wake up every morning
knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like
that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.
clear things between my comparison

of myself and Trump

someday, maybe you should be the
one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you
never realized it. i thought at one
point you were, but then forgot and
then i remembered
How romantic, this is such a great

love story

simulation or not real. i would hope i
am right by then. maybe other than
having success, being with you and
good things can happen and i wouldnt

want to have them done without you.
its only if you want to and if possible
they can happen

it would only prove my point in what i
am trying to say here

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whether it mean to have a bunch of
kids r in general

enemies

youre almost like a midget but i would

still love you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

purposely, it's messed up in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you

knew cried because of what is said
here

maybe your mom is the only way. i am
not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as possible if
asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
add sitcoms like all in the family and

seinfeld
AITF - parents
people we know
you never know who or what makes

or would make a difference in your
life
add to hair
long ponytail

pizza party
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another younger one. he had my hair
and the other kid had brown hair like


about her
what if you are just mocking me? ive

seen you act like i am a pest
whisper at someone's ear and look at

me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as

well or just break up with me for no
good reason or any at all. not even an
explanation if any. if there was one, it
would be a bad one
what am i going to do with you, chris



either of your parents were annoyed
at each other.

Flintstones
even the jetsons
popeye and olive, only im the taller

one
if you ever have the chance to look up

at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of
me. i will be reminded of you as well
please dont blame her as much, she

was brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can work

things out and you never know
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i dont know why you're running away

from me or something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i
won the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with

me so that you didnt seem fake.
maybe its just with me for some
strange reason or you're just like that
what most people tend to do is not

see the forest for the trees. in other
words, they dont see what is in front
of them

together
i dont know why we would not be able
to last together. we shouldnt let
anything come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont

just love me for the money (yet i
would love you the same). i still cant
be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students

and a professor to the Maury show. it
was awesome. I wish you were there

thought of you)

THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL.
I could not believe what i saw.

something

together, but i know that it is my fault
for not bringing this up before. it may
not be manly yet i want to make up
for my mistake (you should also make
up for it)
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think about it.
theres just so much to talk about, so i

wrote what you see here
everything
is it bad that i care so much while you

dont

cruel to me as if i did something to
you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less

as a person but you dont see me
holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie
where it is tainted. the apple itself is a
symbol for education (since you are
very smart) and it shows you that I
would feed you if we were together as
a family
thats another one of the many things I

would never do to you.


indeed
i hope our families dont fight or be

torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i

wish but we will have to see
time machine (the other way around)
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i

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love to take you out to eat there

together
we should both look at each other in

the eyes and our families should do
the same face to face



least when I was thrilled to see you
back in August
*write about how she made you feel,
be honest and nothing but*

room for infidelity. i just wish i can
but dont worry, if you dont give up on

me, i wont give up on you
i am not myself without you (at least

in terms of love)

know her mom
family guy

goes beyond our encounter in August.
even i dont know for sure
*we both could live in Washington if

I'm President

harm and I just wanted to get to know
her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given

her to show that I care
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que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even

get together. we would simply catch
up which was your idea (i couldve

not just your mom and i get along, she
could be a matchmaker but not really
It's me and you though, when we feel

the same way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be

a reference, but it should NOT be
considered literally or taken the
wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are

the "cuartel". not our classmates the
"homewreckers" even if they have
some characteristics or similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with

girlfriend, writes book about journey
not to compare you with other women

but in some sense, youd do the same
with me
i wish we did get to spend more time

together, our families as well

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what if you still have doubts. i mean, ill be honest i can still have mine but that doesnt mean i
cant or wont find a way to make it work. all it takes is us two working as a team but why bother
if you would never go for it
endless love

i fear you would push me away and youll wonder what happened. i dont want to push you away
or lose you (lose you for good that is)
she gave in to political corectness and labeled me as a bad person. yes, the one guy who would
have put up with her and loved her unconditionally
geez, maybe in the next life things will work out better for us. i just wouldnt want to wait or to
have us wait so that i can be like, "i told you so"
those years back. i waited four years until middle school and then didnt see you for close to eight
years until that day in August which changed my life forever and i may never forget. who would
have thought that in one order i would see the name of the girl from many years ago
outcomes as well
i did a soccer game and the female ref reminded me of you. she didnt look like you but the fact
that she was a girl
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appropriate
tried
they say take it one day at a time. im like, with this girl one day down, the rest of my life to go
im not saying this is part of my wedding bows but i do wonder what it would be and yours too.
add to do for you
i would expect you to cry at this point and at other ones too, but unfortunately youre so messed
up you dont even care
shouldve been
Streisand effect

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if we were ever together, we must take care of each other and be there for one another whether
there are good times or bad times (thick and thin)
if only there was a way to talk to you instead of going through so much nonsense like before. i
wouldnt rule it out, but I wont count on it anytime soon
maybe things wont ever be the same again between us regarldess of what factor contributed to
this, etc
who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together. i wasnt a sociable
person but i would change for the better
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed up, because i didnt
do anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

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add to if im wrong

(maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with something regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we both
help her out
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same as english
to be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and not have a
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dark cloud hanging over
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im sure she cant
help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them
you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as i can be
with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree with what i
just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has got to
try.
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add to ACCOUNTING
make you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead
and by my girl, I mean YOU)
i dont know how i got the strange ideas to do this, maybe my parents, friends, or society. It's
possible history had a part in it as well
obviously i cant tell you everything about me here. reach out to me in the future if youre not
really busy or a little busy.
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many things as
to why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly they
are part of the problem not the solution
but im sure youll realize that along with other things when you are as serious as i am about
everything
mean, she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother
in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

Gotcha. But still, I know I would come back to my family. That'd be the best thing most of all
por que sera

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with uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
obviously you arent thinking of anything when reminded of me besides the hug and text. you
didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and
she is not special
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal me instead
of making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a few years of not
being able to smile

wrote:
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its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are younger
than us, theyre not even seniors yet
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i like about
you
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as if im
you!

then like me
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you. someone out
there who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
were the same.
even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of any new
post, pic, etc
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if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely. not quite
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial. It's just something
inside you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure
i dont mean to be dramatic or anything, but no matter what happens just know that in my
opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve showed
the world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity inevitably wiped
out, i would like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one feels
any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world ends, I know Ive
at least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made
till the world ends
learn to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things
went down, we wont be able to be with each other

wrote:

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chubby)
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us
has to be sad.
together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may
not be able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other things (that i am
aware of)
same
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making you feel
like yourself
about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts before it
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gets bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or at least if
we tried)
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done. maybe in another
life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me, you may
never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized it. you
only misjudged me
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure something for
anyone to be in awe

how

how
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because in
the least you never got back to me
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dwight
true love

wrote:
(sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little
bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you like or
are with me, know who is who.

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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you probably never
a real boyfriend
its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to back off
or anything. for me, it was the best day ever
doing a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking
the dog (you have a dog)

let it roll
king of the hill

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even showbiz
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started. but
then again, you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do the same,
you know)


completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage
and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an
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apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this because
you are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the world
to see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps
you cope with the pain

maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life should
be lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and say
our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and unfortunately
youre not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to you to no
avail
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what happened
or what's been going on with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and if
you didnt youll know when it is there.
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without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that can never be
covered, unless youre there to fill it
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of
fun even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i had poured so
much when writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone
be there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i
can be a man who has his woman to complete his life
right?)

or if they asked me

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its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these days
like good characteristics, etc
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story about a couple
knowing each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade

there no amount possible except infinity as to how much love i would have for you


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mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison while the politicians
ignore them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about
you while i was doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes
i feel i cant
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a wild
card and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant imagine what
could be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more and more
maybe somehow you realize i am thinking of you, not sure about that on your end
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and
be honest and I am

make you laugh

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back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how you would
react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to
woo you or to at least be a friend or something
right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel.
it has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i
write here.
getting to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them,
then you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so
maybe that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make your
decisions and how you live your life
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the world
to me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
royalty in a sense
havent been with someone for that long and why i could not find someone like
that
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this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be
no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing
rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i
think this writing is a way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you will
realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see why you
should not listen to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along
with our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight
afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to
see you again. then you did what you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something
that reminds you of me
being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you
actually feel that way

i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly.
but yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
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my reputation
other factors, etc
would mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back all these
college years)
okay)

was this all a lie

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all your Instagram
pics without having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english
man who drew skyline
another
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or anyone. besides
the three hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion
people around the world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for
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you at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was
thinking that she did want us together
related to you

i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the horizon because
of how youre acting

put the whole quote
about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely
were the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything
off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to
tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors
that got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going
anywhere, or you playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some
other reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even would have
thought
meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would
have wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i
can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one
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for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of
still continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would
have thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the
circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really
going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this,
not just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph,
its just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by telling the
truth
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if you
are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain way
health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not
if you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i
am full of this, etc

everyone else.
story, one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the
election and is now our President (there was some similarities too between us
that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
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i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill
find someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
preventing it

i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and undivided attention to
you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her to do
the same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes and tumbled across
this:
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other
ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never
know!
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use grammarly
i dont know if this is beyond anything most people hae written, it probably
is
let him have it
dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take long on
everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about
you all these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like
you really let me down and broke my heart
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who knows, maybe some scenes from the soap operas will apply to real life

crazy in love
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told

either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind
of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you
and telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you

i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to get through to
you

ridiculous


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wwe
cena

everyone
something like this
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other
factors i listed here
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me
is the best decision you would have made
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true and
not intentionally exaggerated
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter.
just listen to the piece.

who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but it's
just a thought
succeed
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add to popularity
add to the HUG

at least i wasnt a quitter and went through with writing this whole thing
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should
be first for once
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and
how i really feel about you
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come
up with
who knows? maybe i broke the fourth wall in this. not just once, but many
times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now
we could have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby
simulators in high school). technically you left New Jersey (that could
make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a
veteran again

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add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a
real man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many
are still in prison unfortunately

would be

honest
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having
you around and maybe i didnt realize it until now
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to those

they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach and that is not a mistake, you really are the one
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not married
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with other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after

all, its the thought that counts

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and
then i saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and
girl were together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky,
you are my Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who
was like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the
other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the older version of
you, only with slightly darker skin)

the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such as boyfriend

and girlfriend.
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wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you would do
the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc I
put into this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying
to show the world i care

then in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the most
part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the world in this
writing
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts of
this magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend to
not last
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want
to show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or
dont deserve you
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i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same should
apply to you

if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to your
old ways

when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made
me up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot
better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change

the way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you
and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

think i would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten
carried away hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years, especially if I like
them)
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to

our jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best
hug ever and i wish it was always with the same person
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one
of the things I like from you
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there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i
just wish i had someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were
thinking of me as well. the items are so you remember me by and
other than the nice version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont
know much i can remember you by. there could be something but you
never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up
someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such
treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well have given
me the cold shoulder if you were around

taking things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off
too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me
otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you
should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did
intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so long that i
got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about
you. not sure why you feel like less of yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same
for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one who was
suffering emotionally. Imagine being in my shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt
want to and that i am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be
the same for me and be my girl
temptations my girl
text)
we just cant let our society be destroyed by political correctness and

other things
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both ways

yours
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as
you (believe me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out
that someone made you cry especially when i thought beforehand
that this was bound to happen. this would not happen if we were
together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont
do the same either
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maybe a lot of this is mixed up but doesnt lose a bit of this meaning
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of
us were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and not in
a negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you
would say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you
have ever met, I cant change that. only you can once you think for
yourself
know it, not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that
knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
"how are you?"

group, think about the one guy who has in a sense known you for
over ten years and would only want to see you happy
yes I was, I met you in fifth grade and i havent forgotten you since
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends either in the
least

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the
same ones i saw while i was thinking of you
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i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the
fact that this was not a dream, etc

that can greatly influence other people's relationships regardless of
what type


pushing me away

being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot

of things in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind
me of you. both of us have something to remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our
families. i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the
last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
smiling


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and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages,
you will see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with
your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope
you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards
me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but
this is good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than just a
few pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet

you know so much about a person (maybe not enough although
you wish you would have gotten to know them better). you know
so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like
the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is
some phase i am going through, not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i
know i have to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill
which is now law?!

https://www.cnn.com/2018/03/21/politics/omnibus-bill/index.html

(unlike couples which even get married and they dont last
forever)
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not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed
over the years. it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that
or understand how much i love her"

i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and
we both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"

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i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel the same
way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would

feel the same way)
mary kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has
to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i did
mean well
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these

days, maybe hemp will make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in body language
at least

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible

to do besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if
you never got to know me
not gonna force you
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expand my notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to
stay loyal to you
even cars
you wont let me show you i care or that i want to make things
right
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

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TRUMP DATING

models
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law

and i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast

maybe i cant get over you or we cant ever get over each other
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt really know
each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
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console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked
this girl but she didn't feel the same"

official
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people
who stalks others (dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be honest with
anyone else?


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(dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
sometimes
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i

had found my one true love. i guess not and only you can
disprove that

good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without
this I got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back
and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only you
know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you
would want to) so there are reforms. in other words, it's like
helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who
dont like me and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean

i would think you should apologize to me but maybe we both

should
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I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how
that is the case)
i am sorry if I was rude to you (even though I didn't ignore

you)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even
if you dont share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
be careful when you mention anything relating to pregnancy

them up

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
dont know why there is attachnent still, at least from my end

closer
ride with me
highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured
that being our first date
hear you out, more importantly lets both listen to each other
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i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i did
something to you

that
you were or could have been the best thing in my life besides
my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
expand my notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me
to stay loyal to you
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delivery courier

with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help you be
a better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged like
we did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are

not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the rest
of the items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let

anyone or anything separate us
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks

at me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for
sure if he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came
to this country in 1996 or not

contact with you.

years!
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would
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never do that and a relationship based on lies is not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when

other people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other
haters are actually preventing us from talking to each
other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes

the videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes
it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
goodbye my lover, but then again i have other ones. its the
title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay

la modelo

*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is
available on it. i gave your mom the screenshots
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want to see me again. it is beyond me what i could have
done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with
gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention

that i was feeling down while looking at them

personally, being told by so called "friends", or the recent
things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded me
of you
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire
your fault if others put you up to this

fix my lover

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what would other people do besides your family members
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS

potentially changing someones life, can it change the world



On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM, Christopher Tinajero

from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as
we get older, it would make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever

saw me smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to
freak out. i know you would do the same


teen titans
robin and starfire

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there will come a time when we may not need each
other. i wish it didnt have to be that way
as far as relationships, im not good at this sort of

thing
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years

from now. she smiled at me and we were both
waiting for the bus
im like, thats my girl and i hope to grow old with her
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i

know i am telling the truth in the most honest way
possible
dont you want someone who can be the one for you
add to distraction

boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell a
guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie


including you. any reference in regards to brown
hair
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school project was about researching Colombia. I
told you that this is crazy


someone. i would want to talk to you but you made it
so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first
place. you just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont

yet) that i would be honest with you
try to make it sad as much as you can so it can mean

something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you.

not to be cynical, but i do wish you would cry
(anyone else crying with you would help). i say this
because i know i have reached you or gotten through
to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant

ever talk to you

once thought would talk to me, has missed me for so
long after all these years, and would care about me
at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to

you despite not getting to know you better

beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor
would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant

description
mundo de caramelo
maybe i was missing something or someone all along

description
for example:
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i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it

can only be would love since that word has to have
meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you
the real me.
i dont know how much more sweet i can possibly be

driving, i saw a license plate frame the city where
you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much
and youd feel the same

somehow if we can make it work, it would be worth
it

wont be after this

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might
have. i wouldnt mind if you had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic

or have osteoporosis, or both
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the

vest was shared at the time. but i dont think thats it,
i think there is something more

after roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred
for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

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are you seriously going to let anyone get between
us
we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not

lie to each other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you
never lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you.

i was thinking about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to
say the least
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode on
homer and marge

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it
made me think of you. it's like that feeling
when (have more of "that feeling when's") you
realize we were made for each other and
regret how you treated me. i also regret
waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about
that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we

did. you treated me unfairly and completely
ignored me (probably because of distance)
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i hope neither of our families are ashamed of
us because of what happened
visions:
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably both of

us)
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM Christopher

wrote:
known for being the couple that hug and
have great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was

with another man also hispanic. it was more
of the average hispanic.

(someone said maybe my nose) but more
Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

como dice el dicho
biblical

think of jlly, even when i see the three colors
too
know her mom


wrote:
1273 / 4356

LFMB
thomas and alicia

revealed
i dont know if i should even regret liking

or falling in love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,


in the future, if it was possible id like

for us to be a happily married couple. i
would like to wake up every morning
knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like
that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.
clear things between my comparison of

myself and Trump

someday, maybe you should be the one
add to all along

never realized it. i thought at one point
you were, but then forgot and then i
remembered
How romantic, this is such a great love

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story

simulation or not real. i would hope i am
right by then. maybe other than having
success, being with you and having

want to have them done without you. its
only if you want to and if possible they
can happen

it would only prove my point in what i
am trying to say here

whether it mean to have a bunch of kids
r in general

enemies
*i am not politically correct like society

has people these days

add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you

knew cried because of what is said here

maybe your mom is the only way. i am
not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as possible if
asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
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seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends or people
we know
you never know who or what makes or

would make a difference in your life
add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow

almost ten inches long
pizza party
one child and he was watching another
younger one. he had my hair and the
other kid had brown hair like yours. im
like theyre our kids.

they say dont be afraid but what about

her
what if you are just mocking me? ive

seen you act like i am a pest
whisper at someone's ear and look at

me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as

well or just break up with me for no
good reason or any at all. not even an
would be a bad one
i dont know, it depends what you want. i

know what i want


either of your parents were annoyed at
each other.
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maybe we would be like the Flintstones
even the jetsons
popeye and olive, only im the taller one
if you ever have the chance to look up at

the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i
will be reminded of you as well
please dont blame her as much, she was

brainwashed


add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i
won the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with

me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe
its just with me for some strange reason
or you're just like that in general with
everyone
what most people tend to do is not see

the forest for the trees. in other words,
they dont see what is in front of them

together
i dont know why we would not be able
to last together. we shouldnt let
i dont even know for sure you wont just

love me for the money (yet i would love
you the same). i still cant be sure and
remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students

and a professor to the Maury show. it
One of the staff members in the studio

recently became a father (I thought of
you)
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THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I
could not believe what i saw.

something

together, but i know that it is my fault
for not bringing this up before. it may
not be manly yet i want to make up for
my mistake (you should also make up
for it)
its like we need each other if you think

about it.

we shouldnt be offended at everything

dont

cruel to me as if i did something to you,
but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less

as a person but you dont see me holding
it against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it stares
into your soul)
symbol for education (since you are
very smart) and it shows you that I
would feed you if we were together as a
family



indeed
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i hope our families dont fight or be torn

apart

we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love

to take you out to eat there

both of our families should be together
we should both look at each other in the

eyes and our families should do the
same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least

when I was thrilled to see you back in
August
*write about how she made you feel, be
honest and nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room

for infidelity. i just wish i can say the
same about you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on

me, i wont give up on you
i am not myself without you (at least in

terms of love)

know her mom
family guy
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goes beyond our encounter in August.
*we both could live in Washington if I'm

President

harm and I just wanted to get to know
her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given

her to show that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get

together. we would simply catch up
which was your idea (i couldve said that
too though).

It's me and you though, when we feel

the same way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a

reference, but it should NOT be
considered literally or taken the wrong
way
*maybe your family (household) are the

"cuartel". not our classmates the
"homewreckers" even if they have some

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not to compare you with other women

but in some sense, youd do the same
with me


...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Sunday, April 15, 2018 1:10:33 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Sunday, April 15, 2018 1:10:33 AM GMT-04:00
who knows what best times and great moments we could have had together. i wasnt a sociable
person but i would change for the better
i need that myself
what she needs
what i need
what we both need
ADD TO HUG

if you dont want to be anywhere near me or anything similar, thats messed up, because i didnt do
anything. i didnt do anything to you personally, at least.

add to if im wrong
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some people say we are related to each other which explain the visions ive been having (maybe)

us
casper
inspector gadget
drawing friends
i see visions of you and other people that coincide or have to do with something regarding this
your mom wants grandchildren, it would be awesome (maybe the best thing ever) if we both help
her out
i dont think spanish should elaborate into the future, so i keep it roughly the same as english to
be fair
i want to be able and not bottle things in. I also want to get things off my chest and not have a
dark cloud hanging over
not to mention, in a few of the pics i cant help it if i look like one of the guys. im sure she cant
help it if the visions resemble her. believe me, they do and i elaborated them
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you may be annoying with interests that i may not agree or obsess with, but as long as i can be
with you and not have to leave your side, then its worth it. maybe you would agree with what i
just said and feel the same way (oh, if only that were so).
if only we would have talked or hung out before the fall semester would begin, there would most
likely be only a fraction of the writing you see here and the items
out of order
you need right now
the good old days
i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has got to
try.
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add to ACCOUNTING
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make
you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my
girl, I mean YOU)
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many things as to
why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly they are
part of the problem not the solution
everything
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the least upset). i mean,
she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
la mejor que todas

por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me would leave me with
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uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it. then again, i should
try to get as much out of me about you as possible
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal me instead of
making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a few years of not being
able to smile
its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are younger than
us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds
me of you. and the answer is yes
dont be surprised if i imitate you, its just something or a bunch of things that i like about you
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(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as if im
you!

then like me
at this point, i also keep thinking if there would be any other girl like you. someone out there
who can do what i did and feel the same way i do.
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish you were
the same.
dont be surprised if i show you more often than i should how much i would appreciate every
post, pic, etc
if i was wrong, it still doesnt change you blocking and ignoring me completely. not quite sure
what has gotten into you
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of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you feel negatively towards
me for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
Im not joking or trying to play around with you. i really mean the things i am saying. i would
opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve showed
the world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity inevitably wiped
out, i would like to spend the last few moments with you
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one feels
any longer
i know my life hasnt been terrible and if i get to be with you as the world ends, I know Ive at
least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may have to learn
to live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things went
down, we wont be able to be with each other

wrote:
remember, it isnt over until the fat lady sings (neither of us are fat, just skinny or chubby)
add to what if
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i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us has
to be sad.
together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may not
aware of)
no matter if i make a mess of things, i know you'll still put up with me and I'll do the same
nevertheless, know that if we were together i would never run out of making you feel like
yourself
about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts before it gets
bad. of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have to print
this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or at least if we
tried)
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if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done. maybe in another
life (recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized it. you
only misjudged me
anyone to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so much more.
we can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because in
the least you never got back to me
dwight
true love
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wrote:
(sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little
bit like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you like or
are with me, know who is who.

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you probably never a
real boyfriend
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its like when we hugged something was wrong with you. you didn't tell me to back off or
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was doing
a game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking
the dog (you have a dog)

when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first child or expecting
our second, and so forth
let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz
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ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started. but then
you ruined my life

chowder couples
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do the same,
you know)


wrote:
completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage
and dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an
apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this because
you are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the world to
see.
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps you
cope with the pain
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maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life should be
lived without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and say our
peace
youre not

avail
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what happened
or what's been going on with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and if
you didnt youll know when it is there.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of
fun even of you have a great sense of humor
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i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone
be there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can
be a man who has his woman to complete his life
theres also camile paglia, a well known feminist who defends the men (i know, right?)

or if they asked me


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its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these days like
good characteristics, etc




ignore them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about you
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while i was doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes i
feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile
tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a wild
card and would talk to me
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and
be honest and I am

make you laugh

back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how you would
react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo
you or to at least be a friend or something
right circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it
has gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write
here.
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getting to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them, then
you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe
that applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the world
to me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
royalty in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as your
guy instead of you being with someone else or other people
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why you havent
been with someone for that long and why i could not find someone like that
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be
no matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing
rumors which turn out to be true and is not a make believe
happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think
this writing is a way to show love despite the odds
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ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along with
our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight
afterwards, of course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to
see you again. then you did what you did and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something that
reminds you of me
being messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you
actually feel that way

i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but
yet i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i went
through in my shoes for a change. its called empathy.

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just thought i would
mention that
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college years)
not sure why you are like this, maybe youre that ackward yourself (which is okay)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions
are going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all your Instagram pics
without having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english man
who drew skyline
another
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or anyone. besides
the three hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion
people around the world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you
at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or are related
to you

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i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the horizon because of
how youre acting

put the whole quote
about this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were
the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything
off my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell
you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors
that got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going
anywhere, or you playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some
other reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even would have
thought
meant what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have
wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i
can be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for
you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of still
continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have
thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or
her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your
head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this,
not just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
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(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its
just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
there was no agenda other than being able to express myself by telling the truth
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if you
are being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain way
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance
to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if
you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full
of this, etc

everyone else.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story,
one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election
and is now our President (there was some similarities too between us that i
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill find
someone else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls often think
of having a family.

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ever fallen in love
forbidden love
preventing it

i pledge to give solid eye contact (i already do) and undivided attention to you
other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her to do the
same)
i was looking online looking at some stuff like memes and tumbled across this:
ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!

use grammarly
i dont know if this is beyond anything most people hae written, it probably is
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let him have it
everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about
you all these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like
you really let me down and broke my heart

crazy in love

either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of
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person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and
telling you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you

have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things
that are relevant though
i didnt think that this is how to get you to notice me and to get through to you

ridiculous

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were
separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take
too long while youre at it
everyone
something like this
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if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me
is the best decision you would have made
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true and not
intentionally exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again
i know i saw the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just
listen to the piece.

who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but it's
just a thought
what if we can make it work? i know real couples try and often do succeed
add to popularity
add to the HUG

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i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be
first for once
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and
how i really feel about you
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come
up with
times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now we
could have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby
simulators in high school). technically you left New Jersey (that could make
you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a veteran
again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class

was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real
man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many
are still in prison unfortunately

would be
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not what it was intended other than appropriate, no swearing, and honest
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you
around and maybe i didnt realize it until now
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to those

they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not married with
other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them
stop us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all,
its the thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're
not the only ones and there are others too

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even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then
i saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl
were together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you
are my Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was
like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl
who didnt look too good (she was like the older version of you, only with
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance)
that you would have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the
same with you

the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such as boyfriend and
girlfriend.
wedding anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you would do
the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc I put
into this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to
show the world i care

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and then
in its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the most part
(docs)
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ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
writing
quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts of this
magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend to not
last
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to
show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont
deserve you
apply to you

if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to your old
ways

when i was your man
revise
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i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me
up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better
than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the
way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and
maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i
would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried
away hugging you.
them)
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our
jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug
ever and i wish it was always with the same person
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of
the things I like from you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i

just wish i had someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
thinking of me as well. the items are so you remember me by and other
than the nice version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know
much i can remember you by. there could be something but you never
gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i
dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment
like being ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking
things slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong
either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in
our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should have told
me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was
just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried away

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youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same
for you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want
to and that i am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the
same for me and be my girl
temptations my girl
i wonder if other people will do what i did (items and writing this text)

other things
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem, not make
excuses or anything

both ways

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yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at least
for writing this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as
you (believe me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that
someone made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this
was bound to happen. this would not happen if we were together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do
the same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think
so, at least i hope not

i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us
were not straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and not in a
negative way.
stay away from me
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yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know
it, not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
"how are you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference

is that no one hugged you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group,
think about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten
years and would only want to see you happy
least

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact
that this was not a dream, etc

that can greatly influence other people's relationships regardless of
what type


pushing me away

being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot of

things in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind
me of you. both of us have something to remind one of the other
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i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the
last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
smiling


and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you
will see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your
family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you
dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but
this is good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than just a few
pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet

you know so much about a person (maybe not enough although you
wish you would have gotten to know them better). you know so
much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the
worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is some
phase i am going through, not sure.

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which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages.

1000 or more each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing
and giving this to jlly mom)

(unlike couples which even get married and they dont last forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?

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run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or
understand how much i love her"

i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and
we both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel the same
way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would

feel the same way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary
kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do
with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
mean well

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gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i
was reading this
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in body language at
least

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to

do besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you
never got to know me
not gonna force you
almost every day, if not every day i thought about you and expand
my notes
stay loyal to you
even cars
you wont let me show you i care or that i want to make things
right
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sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING

models
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and
i couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should

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be in good terms (friends at least for now)
ive moved on
each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked
this girl but she didn't feel the same"
imagine you were a coach and i saw you on the field as an official
add to instagram

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add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done
all this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
anyone else?
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy

to bottle things in, just let it out"
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself (dont
we all)
add insanity
Angelique
sometimes
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had
found my one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove
that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think
i am not going crazy just thinking about my situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could
care less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this
I got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be
like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only you know.

pics
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yet im still loyal
add to rebound
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who
dont like me and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean


should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how that

is the case)
i am sorry if I was rude to you (even though I didn't ignore you)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if
you dont share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off and picking them

up

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor

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closer
ride with me
highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that
being our first date

something to you

that
you were or could have been the best thing in my life besides
my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
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talk to you
not gonna force you
expand my notes
stay loyal to you

delivery courier

with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help you be a
better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged like we
did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not
a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the rest
of the items


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Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks

at me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for
sure if he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to
this country in 1996 or not
regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid eye contact
with you.
finally we're together again (in a sense) after all these years!


add to other people

haters are actually preventing us from talking to each other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes

the videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it
is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye
my lover, but then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
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you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never

did anything to you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody

else. maybe the same applies to you as well

i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want
to see me again. it is beyond me what i could have done to
you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that
i was feeling down while looking at them

rihanna work
other rihanna songs
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded me
of you
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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire
your fault if others put you up to this

fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS





from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we
get older, it would make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever

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saw me smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to
freak out. i know you would do the same


teen titans
robin and starfire


as far as relationships, im not good at this sort of thing

from now. she smiled at me and we were both waiting
for the bus

possible
add to distraction

boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell a guy
how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
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do better
be honest

if we dont we lie


including you. any reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I told

you that this is crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got back
to your senses.

someone. i would want to talk to you but you made it
so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet)
that i would be honest with you

something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not
to be cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else
crying with you would help). i say this because i know i
have reached you or gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant

ever talk to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once

thought would talk to me, has missed me for so long
after all these years, and would care about me at least
a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to

you despite not getting to know you better

beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i
do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same
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for you

description
mundo de caramelo

description
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them
i thought i could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can

only be would love since that word has to have
meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the
real me.

driving, i saw a license plate frame the city where you
went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and
youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow

if we can make it work, it would be worth it

wont be after this

add to the hug

you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or

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have osteoporosis, or both
add to visions

vest was shared at the time. but i dont think thats it, i
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after

roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred for me
then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM Christopher Tinajero

are you seriously going to let anyone get between us
we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie

to each other and keep it real


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i

was thinking about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to
say the least
cnco mamita

homer and marge
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made me think of you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling when's") you realize
we were made for each other and regret how
you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did.

you treated me unfairly and completely ignored
me (probably because of distance) and maybe i
was annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed of us

because of what happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind
you of her (visions)
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably both of

us)

known for being the couple that hug and have
great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was

with another man also hispanic. it was more of
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone

said maybe my nose) but more Indian and
Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would

be smart and athletic. they would have other
good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

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I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think
of jlly, even when i see the three colors too
know her mom


wrote:

LFMB
thomas and alicia
aurora with this but identity is not revealed
i dont know if i should even regret liking or

falling in love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM,


in the future, if it was possible id like for

us to be a happily married couple. i would
like to wake up every morning knowing
this woman is the one for me and
hopefully it would always be like that.
maybe you would feel the same way too.

myself and Trump
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add to all along

never realized it. i thought at one point
you were, but then forgot and then i
remembered
How romantic, this is such a great love

story

simulation or not real. i would hope i am
right by then. maybe other than having
success, being with you and having

want to have them done without you. its
only if you want to and if possible they can
happen

it would only prove my point in what i am
trying to say here

whether it mean to have a bunch of kids r
in general

enemies
*i am not politically correct like society

has people these days

add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this
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how would you react if someone you knew
cried because of what is said here
we have so much to talk about and maybe

your mom is the only way. i am not sure
how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be
alone and i would tell anyone, as many
people as possible if asked "do you like or

seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends or people
we know

add to hair
long ponytail

pizza party
younger one. he had my hair and the
other kid had brown hair like yours. im
like theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours

(like a dozen or so)
they say dont be afraid but what about

her
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen

whisper at someone's ear and look at me
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well

or just break up with me for no good
reason or any at all. not even an
would be a bad one

know what i want
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if i am all wrong, then how do you explain
why everything happened? i cant read
your mind, you know

either of your parents were annoyed at
each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at

the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i

brainwashed


add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i won
the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with me

so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its
just with me for some strange reason or
you're just like that in general with
everyone
what most people tend to do is not see the

forest for the trees. in other words, they
dont see what is in front of them
add to hypothetically if we were together

i dont know why we would not be able to
last together. we shouldnt let anything
come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just

love me for the money (yet i would love
you the same). i still cant be sure and
remain uncertain
just dont lie
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i went as a group with some students and
a professor to the Maury show. it was
awesome. I wish you were there

recently became a father (I thought of
you)
The segments were about guys who were

accused of cheating BUT ALL THREE
SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.

something
i wish we could spend more time together,

but i know that it is my fault for not
bringing this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up for my
mistake (you should also make up for it)

about it.


dont
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel

to me as if i did something to you, but
didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as

a person but you dont see me holding it
against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it stares
into your soul)
symbol for education (since you are very
smart) and it shows you that I would feed
you if we were together as a family

you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking

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at you for some reason)

indeed

apart

we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love

to take you out to eat there


eyes and our families should do the same
face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least

when I was thrilled to see you back in
August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room

for infidelity. i just wish i can say the same
about you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on me,

i wont give up on you

terms of love)

know her mom
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family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes

beyond our encounter in August. even i
dont know for sure

President
i would like your family or anyone reading

this to know that I meant to harm and I
just wanted to get to know her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given her

to show that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

together. we would simply catch up which
was your idea (i couldve said that too
though).

It's me and you though, when we feel the

same way for each other

reference, but it should NOT be
considered literally or taken the wrong
way

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not to compare you with other women but

in some sense, youd do the same with me


...
[Message clipped]
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i dont know if i will look stupid for doing all this to begin with, but no matter. one has got to try.
by doing all this, its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and the dark cloud went
add to ACCOUNTING
I have only eyes for you not anyone else no matter what. You are between the two people facing
each other on the right side
i dont know who are with, who you like, and if you have a bf or not. i just hope he doesnt make
you cry. I will feel terrible if he makes my friend cry (I wish she was my girl instead and by my
girl, I mean YOU)
weve got our lifetimes ahead to know about each other. that also applies for many things as to
why we could be mysterious too
if people dont like others' efforts, then they are what is wrong with the world. clearly they are
part of the problem not the solution
everything
i know only what you think counts but your mom would be mad (or in the least upset). i mean,
she is really nice and we treat each other like in laws (i really want her as my mother in law!)
that side of me
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la mejor que todas

por que sera
i didnt realize that whatever happened or you just recall bias against me would leave me with
uncertainty

billy joel honesty
worst best quote

love is lost
lonely
no matter what, i almost have some kind of writers block but fortunately i manage to remember.
maybe because thats love, although im not sure if thats true love
didnt know. i think you would freak out if you did, but its nothing bad at all. really, it isnt and you
she is not special
i dont write too much about the future because i dont know if it is worth it. then again, i should
try to get as much out of me about you as possible
that's weird, because its the opposite when im with you. you actually would heal me instead of
making me sick. like in August, it was the first time I was happy after a few years of not being
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able to smile
its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are younger than
us, theyre not even seniors yet
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds
me of you. and the answer is yes
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as if im you!
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those two i previously mentioned
are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

then like me
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish you were
the same.
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post, pic, etc
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you feel negatively towards me
for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve showed the
world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one feels any
longer
least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may have to learn to
live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things went down,
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add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us has to
be sad.
i dont want us to realize many years into the future what we could have if we were together
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may not
aware of)
yourself
remember you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely about
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you
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have to print
this out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
tried)
if i dont get to meet with you to talk, just remember what i have done. maybe in another life
(recall katy perrys song the one that got away), youll be mine.
never feel the same
i know deep in my heart that i was always the guy for you and you never realized it. you only
misjudged me
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such gifts. i dont think
there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
anyone to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so much more. we
can do so much more for each other in the years ahead
i may have outdone myself or went over the top, my bad. although i do feel like ive outdone
myself in all this, just to show a girl i like how i feel about her and that i care
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man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because in the
dwight
true love

wrote:
they wanted to remove the statue too. this is stupid but thats liberalism for you (sarcasm)
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little bit
like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you like or are
with me, know who is who.
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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and love
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you probably never a
real boyfriend
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was doing a
game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking the

when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first child or expecting
our second, and so forth
let it roll
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king of the hill
even showbiz
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

chowder couples
please dont give me the excuses (ill try to do the same) or the smug attitude to a guy that
wouldnt treat you like that regardless if hes had a so so day or a really bad day
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do the same, you
know)


wrote:
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completely ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and
dirt. i would never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this because you
are a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the world to
see.
cope with the pain

maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life should be
lived without worries
peace
youre not

avail
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just me, since i
am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy about you
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what happened or
what's been going on with me all this time
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and if you
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didnt youll know when it is there.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun
even of you have a great sense of humor
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone be
there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can be
a man who has his woman to complete his life

or if they asked me

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wrote:



i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude
to you or anything like that
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ignore them
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes i
feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile
tears to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a wild card
and would talk to me
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and be
honest and I am

make you laugh

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back and forth almost every day (if not every day) i keep thinking how you would react
at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo
you or to at least be a friend or something
i dont know how to say this but it is possible that if you have empathy under the right
circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has
gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you without getting
to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them, then
you cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that
applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the world to
me seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like royalty
in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as your
guy instead of you being with someone else or other people
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as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make the drawings
happen not just be plain pictures i drew with a pencil
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be no
matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors
happening as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think
this writing is a way to show love despite the odds

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along with
our classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards,
of course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again.
reminds you of me
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious about being
messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually
feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing
that, you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet
i still try to be calm. im sure you are too
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my reputation
other factors, etc
mention that
college years)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions
are going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

who drew skyline
they say you have to face your fear or fears. i am doing just that one way or another
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or anyone. besides the
three hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion people
around the world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you
at lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was
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its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or are related to
you

how youre acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about
this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl
for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off
my chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors that
got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or
you playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i
may not know (not even be aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant
what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have
wondered if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i can
be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in
my mind.
thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or
her bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your
head.
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i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not
just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its
just what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if you are
being pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain way
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance
to get to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if
you insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full
of this, etc
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves and to everyone
else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what
is and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story,
one of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election
and is now our President (there was some similarities too between us that i
NFL memes

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add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls often think of
having a family.

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
it sucks for sure that our love could never be because of whatever is preventing
it

same)
ones, but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and can spend
our lives together getting to know each other!
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use grammarly
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there are great ones
(other people too)
let him have it
everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you
all these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like you
really let me down and broke my heart


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crazy in love

either i dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of
person
melt with you

have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things
that are relevant though

ridiculous

wwe
cena
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take
too long while youre at it
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everyone
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's messed up especially
after someone poured everything they have just to write something like this
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont
throw you under the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me is
the best decision you would have made
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i
know i saw the lovely face eight years ago

who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but it's just
a thought
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where
we would be now.
doesnt matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i
am feeling whether you like it or not. This world needs the truth

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add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning
a lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be
first for once
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i
really feel about you
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up
with
times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your
own bias towards me
could have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators
in high school). technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the
veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class

was, but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real
man and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many are
still in prison unfortunately

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would be
Freudian slips
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our encounter
at the time
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to those they

care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

enrique si te vas
other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them
stop us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its
the thought that counts
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you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're
not the only ones and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i
saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were
together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my
Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them.
Even Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was
like me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl
who didnt look too good (she was like the older version of you, only with
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance)
that you would have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the
same with you

girlfriend.
not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his wife on their wedding
anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you would do the
same
into this)
well it isnt
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just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and then in
its proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
writing
magnitude
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about
paperwork and no longer married
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend to not
last
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to
show you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont
deserve you
apply to you

ways
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that depends

on the person
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when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me
up to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than
this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the
way you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and
maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

would bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away
hugging you.
them)
jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug
ever and i wish it was always with the same person
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of
the things I like from you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just
wish i had someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
than the nice version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much
i can remember you by. there could be something but you never gave me
a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know if
i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being
ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if
you were around
either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in
our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should have told
me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just
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really excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried away
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for
you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want
to and that i am capable of getting to know you
temptations my girl

other things
excuses or anything

both ways

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lighter skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at least for
writing this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as you
(believe me, I know).

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do
the same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think
so, at least i hope not

i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us
were not straight

la modelo
negative way.
stay away from me
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yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it,
not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear the words "how
are you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is

that no one hugged you like i did
think about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten
years and would only want to see you happy
least

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact
that this was not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really) that

can greatly influence other people's relationships regardless of what
type
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont worry, everything's
gonna be okay"

pushing me away
thought of this carefully even while just sitting or standing there being
blank

things in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me
of you. both of us have something to remind one of the other
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i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the last
one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
i saw someone that was in a black car who was you but old and smiling

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was)

in love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you
will see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your
family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont
get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this
is good for now
pages
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you

know so much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish
you would have gotten to know them better). you know so much and
then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in
the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
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which is now law?!

(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing
and giving this to jlly mom)

(unlike couples which even get married and they dont last forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
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south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"


i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i
gazed my eyes on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we
both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
i don't need anyone else if i have you (maybe youll feel the same way)
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel
the same way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary
kay sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with
jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
mean well

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gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i
was reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know
but all i do know is that we should be immune from being apart or be
broken apart
least

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do

besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you
never got to know me
not gonna force you
my notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to stay
loyal to you
even cars
you wont let me show you i care or that i want to make things right
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sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
only in the looks, it doesnt mean we will be exactly like the models
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and i
couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should

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be in good terms (friends at least for now)
ive moved on
each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this
girl but she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram

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add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all
this. or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
anyone else?
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to

bottle things in, just let it out"
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself (dont
we all)
add insanity
Angelique
sometimes
found my one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i
am not going crazy just thinking about my situation
care less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I
got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like,
"i probably should have talked to Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal

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add to rebound
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont
like me and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong,

call me out on it like i am doing here.

should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how that is

the case)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if
you dont share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off and picking them

up

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
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closer
ride with me

something to you
imagine what it would be like without me. im already doing that
you were or could have been the best thing in my life besides my
children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
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not gonna force you
my notes
stay loyal to you
i wonder what reminded or reminds you of me besides a delivery

courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt

think you were like this on your own
better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged like we
did
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a
couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the rest of
the items


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Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at

me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if
he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to
this country in 1996 or not
with you.


add to other people

haters are actually preventing us from talking to each other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the
videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a
few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my
lover, but then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
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philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never

did anything to you
la modelo

i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite
everything that has happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to
see me again. it is beyond me what i could have done to you
besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i
was feeling down while looking at them

rihanna work
other rihanna songs
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded me of
you
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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your
fault if others put you up to this
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife or reconnected

from a order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS


this means that if we are together, i would always want things
to be that way repeatedly forever and ever.



from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get
older, it would make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw
me smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak
out. i know you would do the same
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Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020.

We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire



from now. she smiled at me and we were both waiting for
the bus

possible
add to distraction

boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell a guy
how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
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be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near

each other. like what's up with that

school project was about researching Colombia. I told

you that this is crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got back to
your senses.

someone. i would want to talk to you but you made it so
difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place.
you just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet)
that i would be honest with you

something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not
to be cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else
crying with you would help). i say this because i know i
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever

talk to you

thought would talk to me, has missed me for so long
after all these years, and would care about me at least a
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you

despite not getting to know you better

beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i
do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same
for you
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description
mundo de caramelo

description
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them i
thought i could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can

only be would love since that word has to have meaning.
i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.

driving, i saw a license plate frame the city where you
went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if

we can make it work, it would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i wont

be after this

add to the hug

you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or

have osteoporosis, or both

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add to visions

vest was shared at the time. but i dont think thats it, i

roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred for me then
in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie

to each other and keep it real
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM Christopher Tinajero


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i

was thinking about you the whole time after August.
not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the
least
cnco mamita

homer and marge

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made me think of you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we
were made for each other and regret how you
treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did.

you treated me unfairly and completely ignored
me (probably because of distance) and maybe i
was annoying

visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind
you of her (visions)
ryan starr stay awhile (lyrics, probably both of us)

great eye contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was with

another man also hispanic. it was more of the
average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone

said maybe my nose) but more Indian and
Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be

smart and athletic. they would have other good
qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of
jlly, even when i see the three colors too
know her mom

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Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
They say three times a charm, or some quote

about fool me once, fool me twice (different
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia

cyberchase movie
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM, Christopher

wrote:
when i look into your eyes besides the cute

and beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was possible id like for us

to be a happily married couple. i would like
to wake up every morning knowing this
woman is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe you would

myself and Trump

add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never
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realized it. i thought at one point you were,
but then forgot and then i remembered
How romantic, this is such a great love story
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream?

some people say this is a simulation or not
real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe
other than having success, being with you
good things can happen and i wouldnt want

to have them done without you. its only if
you want to and if possible they can happen

trying to say here

whether it mean to have a bunch of kids r in
general

enemies
*i am not politically correct like society has

people these days
youre almost like a midget but i would still

add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely,

it's messed up in the least
we cant ignore this


your mom is the only way. i am not sure how
or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone
and i would tell anyone, as many people as
possible if asked "do you like or have a
crush on someone?"
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seinfeld
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends or people we
know

add to hair
long ponytail

pizza party
younger one. he had my hair and the other
kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre
our kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours

(like a dozen or so)
they say dont be afraid but what about her
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen

add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well

or just break up with me for no good reason
or any at all. not even an explanation if any.
if there was one, it would be a bad one

know what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain

why everything happened? i cant read your
mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if either

of your parents were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons

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if you ever have the chance to look up at the

stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be

brainwashed

i dont know why you're running away from

me or something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i won
the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with me so

that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just
with me for some strange reason or you're
just like that in general with everyone

forest for the trees. in other words, they

i dont know why we would not be able to
last together. we shouldnt let anything come
between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love

me for the money (yet i would love you the
same). i still cant be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a

professor to the Maury show. it was

recently became a father (I thought of you)

believe what i saw.

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something
i wish we could spend more time together,

but i know that it is my fault for not bringing
this up before. it may not be manly yet i
want to make up for my mistake (you should

about it.
theres just so much to talk about, so i wrote

what you see here
is it bad that i care so much while you dont
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to

me as if i did something to you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a

person but you dont see me holding it
against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it stares into
your soul)
apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where
it is tainted. the apple itself is a symbol for
education (since you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would feed you if we were

you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at

you for some reason)
youll always be beautiful in my eyes indeed

apart
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish

but we will have to see
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we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to

take you out to eat there


eyes and our families should do the same
face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when

I was thrilled to see you back in August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for

infidelity. i just wish i can say the same
about you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i

wont give up on you

terms of love)

know her mom
family guy

beyond our encounter in August. even i dont
know for sure

President
i would like your family or anyone reading

this to know that I meant to harm and I just
wanted to get to know her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given her to

show that I care
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que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

together. we would simply catch up which
was your idea (i couldve said that too
though).

not just your mom and i get along, she could
be a matchmaker but not really


reference, but it should NOT be considered


not to compare you with other women but in

some sense, youd do the same with me


...
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its like our reflections and almost the same skin tone on both of them. both are younger than us,
by the way, the girl also put her tongue between teeth like you. youll ask if that also reminds me
of you. and the answer is yes
(if applicable)
who knows? maybe in the fashion show youll see pics of me doing your expression as if im you!
depending on how you look at it, its like if we were partners (those two i previously mentioned
are and most likely a couple). imagine me and you in one picture.

then like me
you have to admit, i am pretty brave (maybe very) to do what i do here. i just wish you were the
same.
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even in social media (which i rarely use), i hope you still think of me regardless of any new post,
pic, etc
of course, shame on them for putting you up to this and making you feel negatively towards me
for some reason
*DISCLAIMER
Believe me, I dont like you because if your body or anything superficial. It's just something inside
you whether it is the cute expressions you do or i dont know for sure
opinion I was the one for you. We were made for each other and if only we couldve showed the
world that
If there is the end of the world when world war 3 happens and humanity inevitably wiped out, i
what can i say? I think one should go all out and not hide or deny things like how one feels any
longer
least accomplished something. it kind of feels like Romeo and Juliet. and ive made comparisons
till the world ends
if you happen to be taken, no worries. i know ill be okay and it looks like i may have to learn to
live with it. i will have to learn to live with the fact that regardless of how things went down, we
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wont be able to be with each other
add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us has to be
sad.
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may not be
able to in the future
aware of)
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's because
yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should be an equality
with how we treat each other, etc
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i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me like i remember
you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely about you
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have to print this
out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
tried)
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me, you may never
feel the same
misjudged me
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such gifts. i dont think
there is another situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure something for anyone
to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so much more. we
can do so much more for each other in the years ahead

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man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because in the
dwight
true love
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little bit
like your mom, who then reminded me of you
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and love
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know
i know it sounds really crazy, but i never had a real girlfriend and you probably never a real
boyfriend
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was doing a
game at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking the

when families are expecting, i think of you and me expecting our first child or expecting our
let it roll
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king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can last a lifetime
like our first date
ADD TO TEXT
you ruined my life

chowder couples
know)


wrote:

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i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like this and completely
ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would
never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this because you are
a good person who just needs guidance like i do
i know things happen for a reason, but i just like to put this out there for the world to see.
cope with the pain

maybe it is a phase
maybe i have nothing to worry about or maybe i should worry. they say life should be lived
without worries
peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and unfortunately youre
not

not much apparently, because i have done all i can to try to get through to you to no avail
i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is still possible
and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just me, since i
am nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy about you
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this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun
even of you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i had poured so much
when writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone be
there for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
someone was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can be a
man who has his woman to complete his life

or if they asked me

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wrote:



i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude to
you or anything like that
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ignore them
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes i feel i
cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears
to you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a wild card
and would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant imagine what could
be going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more and more
will this ever end

honest and I am

make you laugh

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at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo you
or to at least be a friend or something
circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has
gotten so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you without getting
to know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them, then you
cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that
applies to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was wrong.
gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the world to me
seeing you again after so long

clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like royalty in
a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as your guy
instead of you being with someone else or other people
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matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse things happening
as we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is
a way to show love despite the odds
realize i am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see why you should
not listen to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along with our
classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of
course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then
you did what you did and now here we are
reminds you of me
messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel
that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing
that, you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i
still try to be calm. im sure you are too
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out the answer
as to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public
gets to the bottom of this
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my reputation
other factors, etc
mention that
college years)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions are
going to be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

who drew skyline
around the world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you at
lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking
that she did want us together
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its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or are related to
you

how youre acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about
this is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for
me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off my
chest and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors that
got between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or
you playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may
not know (not even be aware of), or even would have thought
what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered
if this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i can
be allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in
my mind.
thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her
bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your head.
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i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not
just in the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just
what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to
get to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as sociable,
but i am starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if you
insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full of this,
etc
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves and to everyone
else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what is
and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story, one
of the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is
now our President (there was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in
the beginning)
NFL memes
add to pregnant
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having a family.

ever fallen in love
forbidden love
it sucks for sure that our love could never be because of whatever is preventing it

same)
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones,
but those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and can spend
our lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly
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(other people too)
let him have it
everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you
all these years

crazy in love
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it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i
dont want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
melt with you
i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is of great magnitude.
maybe forever is a good amount in terms of length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things that
are relevant though
i wish everything could be better again in general. i didnt mean to be so ridiculous

wwe
cena
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take too
long while youre at it
everyone
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you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other factors
i listed here
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me is the
best decision you would have made
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i
know i saw the lovely face eight years ago

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a
lot of the news, politics, etc too
who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but it's just a
thought
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where
we would be now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it doesnt
matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am
feeling whether you like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
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add to the HUG
note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a
lot to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be first
for once
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up
with
who knows? maybe i broke the fourth wall in this. not just once, but many times.
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your
own bias towards me
could have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in
high school). technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran)
a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was,
but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real man
and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many are
still in prison unfortunately

would be
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Freudian slips
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our encounter
at the time

care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan

enrique si te vas
other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop
us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its
the thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not
the only ones and there are others too

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even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i
saw a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were
together and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my
Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like
me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who
didnt look too good (she was like the older version of you, only with slightly
darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that
you would have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same
with you

girlfriend.
anniversary
same
into this)
well it isnt

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and then in its
proper place. everything else is copy and paste for the most part (docs)

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ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
writing
magnitude
i just hope that wouldn't be us and that we can last, marriages tend to not last
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show
you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same should apply
to you

ways
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that depends on

the person
when i was your man
revise

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i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up
to be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way
you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe
you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

hugging you.
(how can I if I havent seen someone for eight years, especially if I like them)
jobs) because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever
and i wish it was always with the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue between
teeth, which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the
things I like from you
than the nice version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i
can remember you by. there could be something but you never gave me a
gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i
want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored
completely, you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were
around
either. i felt it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our
encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should have told me if i
made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you.
not sure why you feel like less of yourself when im around
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youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for
you. it all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to
and that i am capable of getting to know you
temptations my girl
we just cant let our society be destroyed by political correctness and other
things
excuses or anything

both ways

maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're related
to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter
skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
writing this)

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other cheesy lines


i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do the
same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so,
at least i hope not
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized
(and maybe i always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like
the worst feeling in the world
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us were
not straight

la modelo
negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you would
say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have
ever met, I cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it,
not just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
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add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear the words "how are
you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is

that no one hugged you like i did
think about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years
and would only want to see you happy
it would also suck even more if we could not be friends either in the least

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same
ones i saw while i was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that
this was not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really) that

can greatly influence other people's relationships regardless of what type
gonna be okay"

pushing me away
blank

things in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of
you. both of us have something to remind one of the other

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i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the last
one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was) in

love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will
see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family,
friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get
angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is
good for now
pages

know so much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish
you would have gotten to know them better). you know so much and
then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in
the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i
have to have the moral high ground
which is now law?!
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(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and
giving this to jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike
couples which even get married and they dont last forever)
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over
the years. it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

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i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we
both would have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel
the same way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay
sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry
and "every kiss begins with kay"
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i did mean
well
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days,

maybe hemp will make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i was
reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know
but all i do know is that we should be immune from being apart or be
broken apart
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least


besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you never
got to know me
not gonna force you
almost every day, if not every day i thought about you and expand my
notes
loyal to you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
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modern family

TRUMP DATING
couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be

in good terms (friends at least for now)
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt really know each
other
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two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this
girl but she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who
stalks others (dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
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lonesome road blues
anyone else?

im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself (dont we
all)
add insanity
Angelique
sometimes
found my one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am
not going crazy just thinking about my situation
care less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I
got nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i
probably should have talked to Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would
want to) so there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you
be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont
like me and could possibly be included

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dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong,

call me out on it like i am doing here.
i would think you should apologize to me but maybe we both should
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how that is

the case)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you
dont share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
i see a woman driving, i think of dropping off and picking them up

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts.
you really just dont care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
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something to you
children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
my notes
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loyal to you

courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt

think you were like this on your own
better person
i saw a guy and a girl around our ages and they hugged like we did
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the rest of the
items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone

or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against
you but would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at

me. this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if
he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this
country in 1996 or not
with you.
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come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never
do that and a relationship based on lies is not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when other

people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters
are actually preventing us from talking to each other
intro to music
videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few
of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never did
anything to you
la modelo

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i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to
see me again. it is beyond me what i could have done to you
besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i
was feeling down while looking at them

personally, being told by so called "friends", or the recent things
(hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded me of
you

from a order
fix my lover

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add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially
changing someones life, can it change the world

this means that if we are together, i would always want things to
be that way repeatedly forever and ever.



its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw
me smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out.
i know you would do the same

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020.

We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

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there will come a time when we may not need each other. i
wish it didnt have to be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from

now. she smiled at me and we were both waiting for the
bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i

am telling the truth in the most honest way possible
add to distraction

boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually tell a guy how
you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near

each other. like what's up with that

school project was about researching Colombia. I told you

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that this is crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got back to
your senses.

someone. i would want to talk to you but you made it so
difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place.
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that
i would be honest with you

something.
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to
be cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying
with you would help). i say this because i know i have
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever

talk to you

thought would talk to me, has missed me for so long after
all these years, and would care about me at least a little to

if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond

me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do
anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for
you
describe the pics here and in the small nutshell description
mundo de caramelo
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only
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be would love since that word has to have meaning. i just
wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i

saw a license plate frame the city where you went to high
school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if

we can make it work, it would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i wont be

after this

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i
wouldnt mind if you had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or have

osteoporosis, or both
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest

was shared at the time. but i dont think thats it, i think
there is something more

roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred for me then in

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we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to
each other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never
lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was

thinking about you the whole time after August. not
sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode on homer
and marge

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made
me think of you. it's like that feeling when (have
more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret how you treated me.
i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry
about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you

treated me unfairly and completely ignored me
(probably because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying

visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind you
of her (visions)
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great eye contact

average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said

maybe my nose) but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of
jlly, even when i see the three colors too
know her mom

On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM, "Christopher Tinajero"


variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia

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cyberchase movie
slider and inez

when i look into your eyes besides the cute

and beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to

be a happily married couple. i would like to
wake up every morning knowing this woman
is the one for me and hopefully it would
always be like that. maybe you would feel the
same way too.
clear things between my comparison of myself

and Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday,

maybe you should be the one
add to all along

realized it. i thought at one point you were,

some people say this is a simulation or not
real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe
other than having success, being with you and
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to

have them done without you. its only if you
want to and if possible they can happen

trying to say here

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general

to just being against each other like enemies

people these days
youre almost like a midget but i would still

add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely,

it's messed up in the least
we cant ignore this


your mom is the only way. i am not sure how
or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and
i would tell anyone, as many people as
possible if asked "do you like or have a crush
on someone?"
add sitcoms like all in the family and seinfeld
AITF - parents
know
you never know who or what makes or would

make a difference in your life
add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow almost

ten inches long
pizza party
younger one. he had my hair and the other kid
had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our
kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like

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a dozen or so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you

add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or

just break up with me for no good reason or
any at all. not even an explanation if any. if
there was one, it would be a bad one
i dont know, it depends what you want. i know

what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why

everything happened? i cant read your mind,
you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of

your parents were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons


brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can work things

out and you never know
i dont know why you're running away from me

or something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i won the
lottery.

that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with
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me for some strange reason or you're just like
that in general with everyone

forest for the trees. in other words, they dont
see what is in front of them

i dont know why we would not be able to last
together. we shouldnt let anything come
between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love

me for the money (yet i would love you the
same). i still cant be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie

professor to the Maury show. it was awesome.
I wish you were there

recently became a father (I thought of you)

believe what i saw.

something
i wish we could spend more time together, but

i know that it is my fault for not bringing this
up before. it may not be manly yet i want to
make up for my mistake (you should also make
up for it)
its like we need each other if you think about

it.

what you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to

me as if i did something to you, but didnt

person but you dont see me holding it against
you
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*a mirror and apple
your soul)
apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it
is tainted. the apple itself is a symbol for
education (since you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would feed you if we were
thats another one of the many things I would

never do to you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at

you for some reason)
i hope our families dont fight or be torn apart
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but

we will have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to

take you out to eat there

we should both look at each other in the eyes

and our families should do the same face to
face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I

was thrilled to see you back in August
*write about how she made you feel, be honest
and nothing but*

infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about
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you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i

wont give up on you
i am not myself without you (at least in terms

of love)

know her mom
family guy

beyond our encounter in August. even i dont
know for sure

President
i would like your family or anyone reading this

to know that I meant to harm and I just

show that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

together. we would simply catch up which was
your idea (i couldve said that too though).

not just your mom and i get along, she could
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be a matchmaker but not really





i wish we did get to spend more time together,

our families as well

...
[Message clipped]
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add to what if
i hope anyhing we can have between us never fades or dies out that way neither of us has to be
sad.
like i said before, i wrote all this because i wanted to tell you how i feel and what i may not be
able to in the future
not sure what the deal with you is exactly excrpt vanity and a few other things (that i am aware
of)
i know that i may say i am running out of nice, kind, sweet, etc things to say but that's because
yourself
we would just have to be mutual when interacting with each other. there should be an equality
with how we treat each other, etc
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i feel like i have done enough but wish i can do more for you to remember me like i remember
you. think about it, after August I recalled roughly ten or more years solely about you
who knows, maybe we can stop world war 3 before it begins or once it starts before it gets bad.
of course most people dont realize what is going on in Syria
that is if the grid doesnt get destroyed by an EMP attack first. people would have to print this
out and i have a strong feeling that it is way more than just a few pages.
just think about what we would accomplish if we actually stopped the war (or at least if we tried)
i feel like im already yours but you dont feel the same and unfortunately for me, you may never
feel the same
misjudged me
i mean, you can ask anyone if there is another girl who had received such gifts. i dont think there
is another situation like this. maybe this is second to Mobbed
at least on the part of not being rich. neither of us are rich so this is sure something for anyone
to be in awe

how

how
besides making you laugh and cheering you up when you are sad, i can do so much more. we can
do so much more for each other in the years ahead
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man, if i was wrong on all this do I look dumb or stupid. I doubt I am though because in the least
dwight
true love
a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little bit like
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
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even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and love you
for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know how
boyfriend
looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was doing a game
at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking the dog
(you have a dog)

let it roll
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king of the hill
even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can last a lifetime
like our first date
ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started. but then again,
you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
know)

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ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would
never treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
i wonder if people will not just feel bad for me, but for you too. i know this because you are a
good person who just needs guidance like i do
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps you cope
with the pain

maybe it is a phase
without worries
i hope nothing negative comes from this and that we can both come clean and say our peace
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and unfortunately youre
not

i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is still possible
and you never know.
we'll all move on with our lives and take different paths. youll wonder (or just me, since i am
nothing to you) what happened to that guy who was so crazy about you

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without you, there is a hole in my heart or somewhere in general that can never be covered,
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even
of you have a great sense of humor
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone be there
for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish that someone
was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can be a
man who has his woman to complete his life
if me being clingy is or would be a problem, then how else can we be closer to one another.

or if they asked me

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wrote:
its like for some people, they give others what most people can't give these days like good
i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story about a couple knowing
each other since toddlers. we first met in fifth grade



i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude to
you or anything like that

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mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison while the politicians ignore
them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about you while i
was doing the plate
cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to
you
its hard to believe someone would be like this. someone who i saw was like a wild card and
would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant imagine what could be
going on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more and more
will this ever end

honest and I am

make you laugh

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at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo you or
to at least be a friend or something
circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten
so sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you without getting to
know me
cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies
to you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make your decisions
and how you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was wrong.
gosh, its like nothing i have ever felt
On Thu, Apr 12, 2018 at 12:37 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like royalty in a
sense
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why you havent been
with someone for that long and why i could not find someone like that
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matter how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which
turn out to be true and is not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse things happening as
we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a
way to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you will realize i
am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see why you should not listen
to haters who talk behind other people's backs.

classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of
course i was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then
you did what you did and now here we are
reminds you of me
messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel
that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing that,
you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i
still try to be calm. im sure you are too
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out the answer as
to who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public
gets to the bottom of this

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my reputation
other factors, etc
mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back all these college
years)

was this all a lie

proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english man who
drew skyline
around the world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able
to talk to someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you at
lunch time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that
she did want us together
its like you cant trust people these days, not even people you know or are related to you
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On Mon, Apr 9, 2018 at 3:16 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the horizon because of how
youre acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this
is that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors that got
between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you
playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not
what you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if
this was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i can be
allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in my
mind.
thought regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her
bias, or who knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not just
in the United States but in other parts of the world
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duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just
what i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get
to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as sociable, but
i am starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if you
insist on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full of this,
etc
we should just be politically incorrect and be real with ourselves and to everyone else.
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what is
and what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story, one of
the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now
our President (there was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in the
beginning)
NFL memes
add to pregnant
having a family.
On Sun, Apr 8, 2018 at 9:38 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
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ever fallen in love
forbidden love

same)
illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones, but
those are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and can spend our
lives together getting to know each other!

use grammarly
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(other people too)
let him have it
everything
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you all
these years

crazy in love
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it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling
you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things that
are relevant though

wwe
cena
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take too
long while youre at it
dont forget of how important all of this was not only to you and me, but everyone
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other factors i
listed here
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i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know
i saw the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen
to the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a
lot of the news, politics, etc too
thought
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where we
would be now.
matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling
whether you like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot
to me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be first
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for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying,
or true love
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your own
bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now we could
have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high
school). technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was,
but i still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real man
and be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many are still
in prison unfortunately

would be
Freudian slips

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i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our encounter at
the time

care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd probably
feel the same about me
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not married with other
people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop
us from being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its the
thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not
the only ones and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i saw
a couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together
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and she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like
me. im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt
look too good (she was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker
skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that
you would have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same with
you

girlfriend.
anniversary
same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc I put into
this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to show
the world i care

ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i wonder how much more i can openly express and tell the world in this writing

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magnitude
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show
you that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same should apply to
you

if you can change, how do i know for sure you wont go back to your old ways
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that depends on

the person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to
be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you
wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

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hugging you.
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our jobs)
because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i
wish it was always with the same person
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking
of me as well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice
version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember
you by. there could be something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and
depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember
you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you might
as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking things
slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt
it may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter.
even if you were caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel
uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not
sure why you feel like less of yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you.
it all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one who was suffering
emotionally. Imagine being in my shoes
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to
and that i am capable of getting to know you
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you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same
for me and be my girl
temptations my girl
things
excuses or anything

both ways

maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're related to
each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter
skin tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
writing this)
other cheesy lines

someone made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was
bound to happen. this would not happen if we were together.
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i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do the
same either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so, at
least i hope not
(and maybe i always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the
worst feeling in the world
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us were
not straight

la modelo
negative way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you would
say the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have
ever met, I cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it, not
just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that
no one hugged you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think
about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and
would only want to see you happy

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i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that
this was not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really) that can
greatly influence other people's relationships regardless of what type
gonna be okay"

pushing me away
blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot of things

in life
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of
you. both of us have something to remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families.
i dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the last one
too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS
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*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was) in

love with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will
see why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family,
friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry
or stay angry or anything negative towards me
good for now
i have a strong feeling that this is a whole lot more than just a few pages

know so much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you
would have gotten to know them better). you know so much and then
realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the
world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going through,
not sure.
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill which
is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000
or more each language
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not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over
the years. it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"


i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both
would have to work things out somehow


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"its too late"
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel the
same way)
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i did mean
well


gotye i feel better
reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but
all i do know is that we should be immune from being apart or be broken
apart
someone from the fashion show is just like you, in body language at least


besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you never got
to know me
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not gonna force you
notes
loyal to you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family


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TRUMP DATING
couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in

good terms (friends at least for now)
ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt really know each
other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
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console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl
but she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram

add to infowars
millie weaver
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be honest with anyone
else?

im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself (dont we
all)
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add insanity
Angelique
its almost like you feel alone and it's okay, i feel that way too sometimes
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found
my one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am
not going crazy just thinking about my situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could care
less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I got
nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
want to) so there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be
better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like
me and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call

me out on it like i am doing here.
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how that is the
case)
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akon dont matter

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts.
you really just dont care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
highlights from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being
our first date

something to you
children
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dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
notes
loyal to you

courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think
you were like this on your own
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help you be a better
person
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doce rosas
items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone

or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against
you but would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me.

this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he
regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid eye contact with
you.
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do
that and a relationship based on lies is not good


people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters
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are actually preventing us from talking to each other
intro to music
videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
anything to you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else.
maybe the same applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available
on it. i gave your mom the screenshots
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see
me again. it is beyond me what i could have done to you besides
the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was
feeling down while looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally,

being told by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text,
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booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
girl with beret with dog (you also have a dog) reminded me of you

from a order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
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this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be
that way repeatedly forever and ever.



its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me
smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i
know you would do the same

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We

match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from

now. she smiled at me and we were both waiting for the bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i

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am telling the truth in the most honest way possible
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend"
excuse because you cant actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each
other. like what's up with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including

you. any reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you

that this is crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got back to your
senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i

would want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a
point of why bother trying in the first place. you just want
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i
would be honest with you

something.
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i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be
cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with
you would help). i say this because i know i have reached you
or gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever talk

to you

thought would talk to me, has missed me for so long after all
these years, and would care about me at least a little to make
the effort to talk to me.

if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond

me. i know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything
to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only
be would love since that word has to have meaning. i just
wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i

saw a license plate frame the city where you went to high
school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and youd
feel the same
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i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we
can make it work, it would be worth it

after this

add to the hug


add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest

was shared at the time. but i dont think thats it, i think there
is something more

roughly eight years? if you really feel hatred for me then in

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to

each other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never
lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
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thinking about you the whole time after August. not sure
if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode on homer
and marge

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me
think of you. it's like that feeling when (have more of
"that feeling when's") you realize we were made for
each other and regret how you treated me. i also
regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about
that

treated me unfairly and completely ignored me
(probably because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying

visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind you of
her (visions)
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM Christopher Tinajero

known for being the couple that hug and have great
eye contact

average hispanic.


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like forrest gump

qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly,
even when i see the three colors too
know her mom



variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling

in love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

when i look into your eyes besides the cute and

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in the future, if it was possible id like for us to
be a happily married couple. i would like to
wake up every morning knowing this woman is
the one for me and hopefully it would always be
like that. maybe you would feel the same way
too.
clear things between my comparison of myself

and Trump

add to all along

realized it. i thought at one point you were, but
then forgot and then i remembered

some people say this is a simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by then. maybe other than
having success, being with you and having

have them done without you. its only if you want

it would only prove my point in what i am trying
to say here

general


people these days
youre almost like a midget but i would still love

you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
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not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried

we have so much to talk about and maybe your

mom is the only way. i am not sure how or what
to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would
tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked
"do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
know

add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow almost

ten inches long
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger
one. he had my hair and the other kid had brown
hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like a

dozen or so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you

add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or

just break up with me for no good reason or any
at all. not even an explanation if any. if there

what i want
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everything happened? i cant read your mind,
you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of

your parents were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons


brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can work things out

and you never know
i dont know why you're running away from me

or something
add to lottery
lottery.

that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me
for some strange reason or you're just like that
what most people tend to do is not see the forest

for the trees. in other words, they dont see what
is in front of them

together. we shouldnt let anything come
between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me

for the money (yet i would love you the same). i
still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie

professor to the Maury show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
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One of the staff members in the studio recently
became a father (I thought of you)

SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not believe
what i saw.
Its like we cheated on each other or something
i wish we could spend more time together, but i

know that it is my fault for not bringing this up
before. it may not be manly yet i want to make
up for my mistake (you should also make up for
it)
its like we need each other if you think about it.

what you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me

as if i did something to you, but didnt

person but you dont see me holding it against
you
*a mirror and apple

your soul)
apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is
tainted. the apple itself is a symbol for education
(since you are very smart) and it shows you that
I would feed you if we were together as a family

never do to you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at you

for some reason)

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i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but

we will have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take


we should both look at each other in the eyes

and our families should do the same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I

was thrilled to see you back in August
and nothing but*

infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about
you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont

give up on you
i am not myself without you (at least in terms of

love)

know her mom
if I tell everyone about this without mentioning
your name
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond

our encounter in August. even i dont know for
sure

President
i would like your family or anyone reading this

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to know that I meant to harm and I just wanted
to get to know her as a friend

show that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together.

we would simply catch up which was your idea (i
couldve said that too though).

not just your mom and i get along, she could be
a matchmaker but not really
It's me and you though, when we feel the same

way for each other




i wish we did get to spend more time together,

our families as well
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a girl in my class who was not fluent in english has four kids. i thought she was a little bit like
ORDER*
sympathy/empathy
i know you never got to know me (unfortunately) but just compare whoever you like or are with
me, know who is who.

even girls with a bigger body dont compare to you. i would always care about you and love you
for who you are!
it must be awesome waking up and realizing you have a soulmate. i guess i may not know how
boyfriend
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looks like your younger sister playing softball like you did in another school i was doing a game
at
a guy with his girl had a baby and a dog. the girl holding her son and the guy walking the dog
(you have a dog)

let it roll
king of the hill

even showbiz
who knows, there can be times that will include moments between us that can last a lifetime like
our first date
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ADD TO TEXT
i guess i shouldve asked you to hangout in August before the semester started. but then again,
you wouldnt make the time and it shows
you ruined my life

chowder couples
even if he would give you the world and do anything for you (you should do the same, you know)

ignore me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would never
treat you like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps you cope
with the pain

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maybe it is a phase
without worries
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and unfortunately youre not

i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is still possible and
you never know.
you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what happened or what's
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and if you didnt
youll know when it is there.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of
you have a great sense of humor
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone be there
for me (see items bronchoscopy results)
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maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish that someone
was me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can be a man
who has his woman to complete his life

or if they asked me

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i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude to you
or anything like that

them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about you while i
was doing the plate
cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to
you
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would talk to me
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and be honest
and I am

make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to
circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so
sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
know me
cant stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to
you. id help you reform with little to no issue doing so.
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i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make your decisions
and how you live your life
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh,

wrote:
clingy
im not a bad person
sense
one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why you havent been
with someone for that long and why i could not find someone like that
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be no matter
how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out
to be true and is not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse things happening as
we speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way
to show love despite the odds
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you will realize i
am sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see why you should not listen to

classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i
was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what
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just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something that reminds
you of me
messed up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that
way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing that,
you just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i still
try to be calm. im sure you are too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i went through
in my shoes for a change. its called empathy.
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out the answer as to
who the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public gets
to the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just thought i would mention
that
years)

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was this all a lie

if you think i dont care, the fact that i can recall practically all your Instagram pics without
having files or anything
proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english man who
drew skyline
i hope no one stops being friends or cuts ties with me or you or anyone. besides the three
hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion people around the
world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to
someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you at lunch
time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did
want us together

wrote:
youre acting

put the whole quote
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mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this is
that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you
playing mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant what
you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if this
was all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
allowed to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have thought
regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who
knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not just in
the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just what
i was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
dont just throw out something just because it is broken. dont do it even if you are being
pressured by your fake friends to treat others in a certain way
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get
to know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
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thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as sociable, but i
am starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if you insist
on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what is and
what can happen as an outcome.
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story, one of
the biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our
President (there was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill find someone
else. i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls often think of having
a family.

wrote:
ever fallen in love
forbidden love


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other things to pledge (dont take too long and make sure you tell her to do the same)

use grammarly
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there are great ones (other
people too)
let him have it
dont leave stones unturned, elaborate on everything but dont take long on everything
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these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like you really
let me down and broke my heart

crazy in love
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling
you how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things that are
relevant though
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wrote:
wwe
cena
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take too long
while youre at it
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's messed up especially after
someone poured everything they have just to write something like this
listed here
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont throw
you under the bus
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know i
saw the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen to
the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a lot
of the news, politics, etc too
thought

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would be now.
matter if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling
whether you like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to
me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be first for
once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying, or
true love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i really
feel about you
psychologically unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your own
bias towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now we could
have been parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high
school). technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few
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i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was, but i
still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real man and
be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.
cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many are still in
prison unfortunately

would be
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you around
and maybe i didnt realize it until now
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our encounter at the
time
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to those they care
about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd probably
feel the same about me
enrique si te vas
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people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop us
from being happy either
thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the
only ones and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i saw a
couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and
she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even
Adrian was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me.
im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look
too good (she was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that you
would have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same with you

girlfriend.

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anniversary
i would always be loyal to you no matter what. i just wish you would do the same
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc I put into
this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to show
the world i care

ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
magnitude
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show you
that i care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same should apply to
you

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things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that depends on the

person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to
be. you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
you're acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you
wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i would
bruise you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away hugging you.
because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i
wish it was always with the same person
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just wish i
had someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of
me as well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice
version of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember
you by. there could be something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and
depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i
didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well
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slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it
may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if
you were caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel
uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you. it
all depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and
that i am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for
me and be my girl
temptations my girl
things
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem, not make excuses
or anything

both ways

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each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin
tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
writing this)
other cheesy lines

someone made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was
bound to happen. this would not happen if we were together.

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do the same
either
least i hope not
(and maybe i always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the
worst feeling in the world
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us were not
straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and not in a negative
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way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you would say
the following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever
met, I cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it, not
just your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no
one hugged you like i did
about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would
only want to see you happy

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this
was not a dream, etc
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont worry, everything's gonna
be okay"

pushing me away
thought of this carefully even while just sitting or standing there being blank
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot of things

in life
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even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you.
both of us have something to remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i
dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the last one
too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS

*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was) in love
with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see
why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or
anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry
or anything negative towards me
good for now
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know
so much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would
have gotten to know them better). you know so much and then realize that
they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either
that or because this is some phase i am going through, not sure.
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who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill which is
now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000 or
more each language
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the
years. it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs

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south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"


i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed
my eyes on her"

"its too late"
same way)
let's relax and we will see that i was misunderstood. i know i did mean well

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gotye i feel better
reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all
i do know is that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart


besides schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you never got
to know me
not gonna force you
notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to stay loyal
to you
even cars
sunscreen
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tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
couldnt agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in

good terms (friends at least for now)
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ive moved on
ouch, i dont know why you say that when we didnt really know each other
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl
but she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram

add to infowars
millie weaver
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perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this.
or it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
else?
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle
things in, just let it out"
im like, now i can but i just needed a way to express myself (dont we all)
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found
my one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am not
going crazy just thinking about my situation
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could care
less about us
nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
want to) so there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be
better
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list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like
me and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call

me out on it like i am doing here.
case)
akon dont matter

reconciliation

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you
really just dont care about me the same way
closer
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ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights
from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date

something to you
children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
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notes
loyal to you

courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think
you were like this on your own
person
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple
(not yet anyway)
doce rosas
items

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone or

anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you
but would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me.

this is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows
what i am thinking
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regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid eye contact with
you.
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do
that and a relationship based on lies is not good


people are around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are
actually preventing us from talking to each other
intro to music
videos, the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover,
but then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
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anything to you
la modelo
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available
on it. i gave your mom the screenshots
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me
again. it is beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug,

being told by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text,
booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault
if others put you up to this
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife or reconnected from

a order
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fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS




from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older,
it would make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me
smile or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know


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teen titans
robin and starfire

i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now.

she smiled at me and we were both waiting for the bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am

telling the truth in the most honest way possible
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
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the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including
you. any reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you that

this is crazy
senses.

would want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point
of why bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of
mind, we all do

something.
cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with
you would help). i say this because i know i have reached you
or gotten through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever talk to

you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought

would talk to me, has missed me for so long after all these
years, and would care about me at least a little to make the

if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i

know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt
mundo de caramelo
for example:
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i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be
would love since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i
had that chance to show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw
a license plate frame the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and youd
feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we

can make it work, it would be worth it

after this

add to the hug


add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was
shared at the time. but i dont think thats it, i think there is
something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly

eight years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i

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we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each

other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

thinking about you the whole time after August. not sure if
you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode on homer and
marge

think of you. it's like that feeling when (have more of
"that feeling when's") you realize we were made for each
other and regret how you treated me. i also regret
waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that

treated me unfairly and completely ignored me (probably
because of distance) and maybe i was annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed of us because

of what happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind you of
her (visions)
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known for being the couple that hug and have great
eye contact

another man also hispanic. it was more of the average
hispanic.


like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart

and athletic. they would have other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly,
even when i see the three colors too
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about

fool me once, fool me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in

love with you
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cyberchase movie
slider and inez


in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a

happily married couple. i would like to wake up
every morning knowing this woman is the one for
me and hopefully it would always be like that.
clear things between my comparison of myself and

Trump

add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some

people say this is a simulation or not real. i would
hope i am right by then. maybe other than having
success, being with you and having prosperity is
all i need

have them done without you. its only if you want to

it would only prove my point in what i am trying to
say here

general
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*i am not politically correct like society has people

these days

you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this


mom is the only way. i am not sure how or what to
do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do
you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
seinfeld - us and other friends or people we know

add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow almost ten

inches long
pizza party

dozen or so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act
like i am a pest
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add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just

break up with me for no good reason or any at all.
not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it
would be a bad one

what i want

everything happened? i cant read your mind, you
know
just think what wouldve happened if either of your

parents were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars,

maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of
you as well

brainwashed

and you never know
i dont know why you're running away from me or

something
add to lottery
lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with me so that

you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for
some strange reason or you're just like that in

for the trees. in other words, they dont see what is
in front of them
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together. we shouldnt let anything come between
us

just dont lie

wish you were there

The segments were about guys who were accused

of cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE
FAITHFUL. I could not believe what i saw.

before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up
for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
theres just so much to talk about, so i wrote what

you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as

if i did something to you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person

but you dont see me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it stares into your
soul)
(since you are very smart) and it shows you that I
would feed you if we were together as a family

never do to you.
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for some reason)
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we

will have to see


we should both look at each other in the eyes and

our families should do the same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was

thrilled to see you back in August
and nothing but*

infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about you

give up on you

love)

know her mom
your name

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family guy

our encounter in August. even i dont know for sure
*we both could live in Washington if I'm President
i would like your family or anyone reading this to

know that I meant to harm and I just wanted to get
*the items is what I would have given her to show

that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not just your mom and i get along, she could be a

way for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference,

but it should NOT be considered literally or taken
the wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel".

not our classmates the "homewreckers" even if
they have some characteristics or similarities
Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with girlfriend,


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not to compare you with other women but in some
sense, youd do the same with me
i wish we did get to spend more time together, our

families as well

...
[Message clipped]
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i cant believe the girl who i thought was my world would treat me like this and completely ignore
me like i am a horrible person. maybe that goes beyond garbage and dirt. i would never treat you
like this on the worst days or if there was an apocalypse
maybe others feel the same and are going through something similar, so this helps you cope with
the pain

maybe it is a phase
without worries
ill probably have to live life knowing you could have been the one and unfortunately youre not

i sure hope you do come back, but a third time may be unlikely. although, it is still possible and
you never know.
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you really broke my heart and i dont know how else better to explain what happened or what's
i dont know if i ever felt true love but im sure it is sweet. maybe you felt it too and if you didnt
youll know when it is there.
this may sound funny to you or someone in a sick way, but it isnt. it is not one bit of fun even of
you have a great sense of humor
i say this because somewhere along the line youll laugh even though i had poured so much when
writing about this
i may not ever get better in terms of health and i would have loved to have someone be there for
me (see items bronchoscopy results)
maybe you need that more than ever, someone to be there for you. i just wish that someone was
me
imagine if everything negative can be disregarded if you were around. that way, i can be a man
who has his woman to complete his life

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or if they asked me



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i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude to you or
anything like that

them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about you while i was
doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to you
would talk to me
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and be honest
and I am
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make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to
circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so
sad to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
know me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them, then you cant
stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to you. id
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make your decisions and
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh,

wrote:
clingy
im not a bad person
sense
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one guy i have seen has been with his gf for seven years. not sure why you havent been with
someone for that long and why i could not find someone like that
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make the drawings happen
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be no matter
how the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to
be true and is not a make believe
i dont think the world will lose sleep knowing there are more worse things happening as we
speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to
besides you having trouble and cannot name one bad thing i did to you, you will realize i am
sweet and true to you. it just so happens that you will see why you should not listen to haters

classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i
was really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something that reminds
you of me
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious about being messed
up like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing that, you
just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i still
try to be calm. im sure you are too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i went through in
my shoes for a change. its called empathy.
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public gets to
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the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
that
years)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions are going
to be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

proves otherwise. i dont know if most people can do that. mention the english man who drew
skyline
hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion people around the
world so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to
someone
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time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did
want us together

wrote:
youre acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this is
that it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off my chest
and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
between us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you playing
mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know (not even
be aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant what
you are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if this was
all a joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
continuing if the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have thought
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regarldess of anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who
knows what. only you know what is really going on inside your head.
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not just in
the United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just what i
was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get to
know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as sociable, but i
am starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if you insist
on acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
this is probably one of the weirdest things I have ever done and as a news story, one of the
biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our
NFL memes
add to pregnant
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i dont know if it is just my father who told me this but they say girls often think of having a
family.

wrote:
ever fallen in love
forbidden love


use grammarly
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people too)
let him have it
these years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like you really let
me down and broke my heart

crazy in love
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it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i dont
want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling you
how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is of great magnitude. maybe
forever is a good amount in terms of length.
relevant though

wrote:
wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated
for so long
while youre at it
listed here
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i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont throw
you under the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me is the best
decision you would have made
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know i
saw the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen to
the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a lot of
the news, politics, etc too
thought
would be now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it doesnt matter
if there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether
you like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to
me is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
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i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be first for
once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying, or
true love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i really
feel about you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no one is psychologically
unstable or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your own bias
towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now we could have
been parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high school).
technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away
but like that August, i feel like a veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was, but i
still thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real man and
be responsible instead being a dead beat dad.

wrote:
would be

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Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you around
and maybe i didnt realize it until now
time
about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd probably feel
the same about me
enrique si te vas
people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop us
from being happy either
thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the
only ones and there are others too

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couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and
she had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me.
im not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too
good (she was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)

the items are anniversary gifts if we were a couple such as boyfriend and girlfriend.
anniversary
you think its easy to write so much or do what i did (all the work, etc I put into this)
well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to show the
world i care

ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
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quite frankly, i dont know anyone else who recently received gifts of this magnitude
i want to be able to show you that i am a real man and the same should apply to you


person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be.
you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're
acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt
give up on me
add to the HUG

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because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish
it was always with the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue between teeth,
which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things
I like from you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just wish i
had someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of
me as well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version
of yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there
could be something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how
things end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve
such treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well have given me
the cold shoulder if you were around
slow (for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it
may have been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if
you were caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel
uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after
so long that i got a little carried away
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you. it all
depends if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and
that i am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for
me and be my girl
temptations my girl
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we just cant let our society be destroyed by political correctness and other things
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem, not make excuses or
anything

both ways

each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin
tone and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at least for writing
this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as you (believe
me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone
made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to

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either
least i hope not
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized (and
maybe i always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst
straight

la modelo
way.
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you would say the
following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever
met, I cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it, not just
your family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
even when i see two people hug each other and i hear the words "how are you?"
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no
one hugged you like i did
about the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would
only want to see you happy

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they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i
saw while i was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this
was not a dream, etc
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont worry, everything's gonna be
okay"

pushing me away
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot of things in

life
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i
dont know how they will react

i wish we both can be the first person in a real relationship and the last one too

(describe)
michelle miller CBS

with you
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and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see
why. your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or
anyone will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or
anything negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is good
for now
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know
so much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would
have gotten to know them better). you know so much and then realize that
they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either that
or because this is some phase i am going through, not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i have
to have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill which is
now law?!
more each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving
this to jlly mom)
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whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"


i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed
my eyes on her"

"its too late"
same way)
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sticker. mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and
"every kiss begins with kay"
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe
hemp will make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
reading this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i
do know is that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides
schedule and how you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
almost every day, if not every day i thought about you and expand my notes
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girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to stay loyal to
you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and i couldnt
agree more
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holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good
terms (friends at least for now)
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but
she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks
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others (dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or
it would not be as much
lonesome road blues
else?
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my
one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could care less
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about us
nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want
to) so there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me
and could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me

out on it like i am doing here.
case)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont
share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
i wont think of your tears as crocodile tears, but a possible reconciliation

miss you
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hilary duff songs
james taylor
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights
from years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i did something

to you
you were or could have been the best thing in my life besides my children
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
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mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
notes
girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to stay loyal
to you
i wonder what reminded or reminds you of me besides a delivery courier
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you
were like this on your own
person
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple
(not yet anyway)
doce rosas
you actually had a dozen roses in that bag along with the rest of the items


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why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you
but would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this
is while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i
am thinking
regardless of how your looks are, i still have solid eye contact with you.
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that
and a relationship based on lies is not good


people are around
add to other people

intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos,
the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all
of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover,
but then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
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you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
anything to you
la modelo
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on
it. i gave your mom the screenshots

being told by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet
with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if
others put you up to this
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife or reconnected from a

order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS




from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older, it
would make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile
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or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you
would do the same


teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish
it didnt have to be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now.

she smiled at me and we were both waiting for the bus

add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
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if we dont we lie
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you.
any reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you that

this is crazy
senses.

would want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of
why bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of mind,
we all do
try to make it sad as much as you can so it can mean something.
cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you
would help). i say this because i know i have reached you or
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever talk to

you

would talk to me, has missed me for so long after all these years,
and would care about me at least a little to make the effort to
talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite
not getting to know you better

know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt
mundo de caramelo
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for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them i thought i
could smile again
would love since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a
license plate frame the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and youd feel
the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can
make it work, it would be worth it
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i wont be after

this

add to the hug


add to visions
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something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly

eight years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i




brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

thinking about you the whole time after August. not sure if
you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita

marge

think of you. it's like that feeling when (have more of "that
feeling when's") you realize we were made for each other
and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten

treated me unfairly and completely ignored me (probably
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because of distance) and maybe i was annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed of us because of

what happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind you of her
(visions)

known for being the couple that hug and have great eye
contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another
man also hispanic. it was more of the average hispanic.


like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart

and athletic. they would have other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even
when i see the three colors too
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about

fool me once, fool me twice (different variations)
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LFMB
thomas and alicia

love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero



every morning knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe

Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe

add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized
it. i thought at one point you were, but then forgot

success, being with you and having prosperity is all i
need
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have

them done without you. its only if you want to and if
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say here

whether it mean to have a bunch of kids r in general


these days
youre almost like a midget but i would still love you

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this

we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom

is the only way. i am not sure how or what to do
anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone,
as many people as possible if asked "do you like or
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a

add to hair
long ponytail

inches long
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one.
he had my hair and the other kid had brown hair like
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dozen or so)
like i am a pest
add y como es el

would be a bad one
i dont know, it depends what you want. i know what i

want

know


even the jetsons

you as well

brainwashed
i seriously wish someday we can work things out and

you never know

something
add to lottery
lottery.
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you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some
strange reason or you're just like that in general
with everyone
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for

the trees. in other words, they dont see what is in
front of them

together. we shouldnt let anything come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for
the money (yet i would love you the same). i still
just dont lie

professor to the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish
you were there

The segments were about guys who were accused of

cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE

before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for
my mistake (you should also make up for it)

you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if

i did something to you, but didnt

*a mirror and apple

soul)
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thats another one of the many things I would never

do to you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at you for

some reason)

will have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you

out to eat there





*write about how she made you feel, be honest and
nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity.

i just wish i can say the same about you

give up on you

love)
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know her mom
if I tell everyone about this without mentioning your
name
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our

encounter in August. even i dont know for sure


that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we

would simply catch up which was your idea (i

It's me and you though, when we feel the same way

for each other

the wrong way
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not our classmates the "homewreckers" even if they
have some characteristics or similarities



families as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and

what i am doing just for a girl i like
even more so, have feelings for her
i know if we were together, nothing would ever come

between us.
*describe the shows and similarities
mother in law to son in law:

dona julieta and fernando =me and jlly mom
the ending of this (but dont be harsh or too harsh)

apparently i deserve better. you can stay with
whoever you want. (elaborate)
if thats the way it has to be, then so be it.
*think carefully of a description for items
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did.

neither of us and no one has the right to hurt anyone
On Mar 11, 2018 11:04 PM, "Christopher Tinajero"



every morning knowing this woman is the one for
me and hopefully it would always be like that.

Trump
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add to all along


success, being with you and having prosperity is
all i need

have them done without you. its only if you want to

say here

general


these days

you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this


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mom is the only way. i am not sure how or what to
do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail

inches long
pizza party

dozen or so)
like i am a pest
add y como es el

would be a bad one

what i want

know


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even the jetsons

you as well

brainwashed

and you never know

something
add to lottery
lottery.

you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for
some strange reason or you're just like that in

for the trees. in other words, they dont see what is
in front of them

together. we shouldnt let anything come between
us

just dont lie

wish you were there

The segments were about guys who were accused

of cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE
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before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up

you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as

if i did something to you, but didnt

*a mirror and apple

soul)

never do to you.

for some reason)

will have to see


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and nothing but*

infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about you

give up on you

love)

know her mom
your name
family guy

our encounter in August. even i dont know for sure


that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor
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jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas



way for each other

the wrong way

not our classmates the "homewreckers" even if



families as well

i know if we were together, nothing would ever

come between us.


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neither of us and no one has the right to hurt
anyone
On Mar 11, 2018 11:04 PM, "Christopher

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you

are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just for
laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would

want that to happen and we end up having a
bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)
spread the happiness (the other way around)
add to len steal my sunshine

dont focus so much on the video, just the ones
singing; melody
space jam
im bugs bunny and you are lola even if youre not
as athletic
maybe you will come to your senses or come

around. i dont think that will happen anytime
soon though
add to all i do is win

i wish i can say that and really mean it
i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw

three people. it looked like a mother and
daughter with her friend or something. he didnt
relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and
both of us spending time together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do

irritates someone. i dont intentionally want to be
a nuisance to others.
if this was a whole conversation
how they are with someone
if you are willing to betray him
add to is she worth it
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people say "Chris, she isnt worth it"
I wish I can prove them wrong, not let them be
right
bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the

shuttle bus on my right i saw bruins under yiu
guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
girl from distance, looks like you
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who

looks like you but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
build me up buttercup
even other women remind me of your mom,

which reminds me of you as well
how do i know you wont go back to the way you

were before? i know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is
the one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done
anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care

about her. if she doesnt care, why should i even
make an effort?
people would probably ask,
why was he ridiculous and did all this

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he
wont have to resort to doing this
Aventura la novelita
llevame contigo
what is your deal

i can ask you the same question
our families must think we're crazy now
you don't know me at all
how can i if you dont let me

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tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she

didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell from
there
explain how society makes women lower their

standards for guys
vivir mi vida
where there is a will quote
if you want to find a way, if not excuse quote
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse

helping the boat
or i was the lighthouse and you chose to ignore

it
solo quiero darte un beso by romeo
elaborate ending with farewell
not sure why you act like this, whether you are
normally like this to others or just me. if it is me,
i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is
bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life

like you and your mom
ricardo montaner besame

Fernando Mendiola La dueña de mi vida
you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to

get you to notice me.
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baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for

her to treat me the way she did
i thought you must be going crazy or something

yourself
why would you want to be degrading and put up

with anyone saying its okay when its not?
you are a human being, not a piece of meat
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
maybe i have all that love to give
that's what ive been trying to tell you
i wouldnt want to say i told you so
just think
about us
what great things are in the horizon
does that make you any better
chayanne candela melody
Chayanne - El centro de mi corazón lyrics
have some decency and courtesy to tell the truth
if youre not going to tell me, at least tell your

mom
stop lying (especially to me) and pretending that

everything is okay
you lost me
i thought you lost me when you acted the way
you did
i really hope you can change for the better so

you dont have a bad life (in the least have your
heart broken like i did)
know no better
rise up imagine dragons
*replace poison with hurt me*
why do you have to make this difficult for me

and for you (both of us really)
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admit it, you like me (hug reference)
add to cant tell if you

cry because you can't stand to have me around
(totally the oppisite on my end)
i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it

does help to back up what i am saying (like why
you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be

with, notice im unique (if you ever give me the
chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better.

we both do in a way. i talk about myself in
particular because you hurt me, i didnt do
anything to you
when i get the chance, i write down notes to use
lady gaga a million reasons (both ways)
*maybe not every woman reminds me of you
After some time, not much has come to mind

except getting through my schedule and getting
this text written
maybe you are the greatest thing (or person)

since sliced bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie

brown and the football

whered you go clean

tavares it only takes a minute
accounting book there are people and im the

guy in the red shirt, you are the one with the
long hair
*be specific on the book*
if we end up together
i hope we not only love each other, but also
remain in love with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get

tired of each other
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correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i
think you both look alike
harta
could not figure out how to tell your mom
correction Fleetwood mac go your own way

we were in class and you looked at me weird
when the song started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by
bus just for sixth grade
we were always in the same school since fifth

grade until eighth grade. i thought id never
see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the

cafeteria in high school, i knew there was
hope. and this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the

same home and she would see us together and
be like "aww"
add to what if we never met

i wish i never met you
im just lost for words. i never thought

brainwashing would lead to trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond

to communication? i had to tell your mom so
she knows and can tell you, otherwise you
wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I
want to be frank and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other

up to an extent in a sense
add to expecting wife of instructor
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted

to retake to try to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never

seen anyone (or at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
cristian castro azul
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if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

i still dont understand what is or could be
wrong with me
why cant we take each other seriously and

just be honest like i am here
i fear that if we're in person you would still

ignore me
add to did not know else to tell your mom

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is
she any better than you
i would have thought you knew about how i

felt
my friends mother in law passed away and

immediately i thought about your mom. my
grandmother on my moms side and then my
aunt passed away.
as far as your mom is concerned, im like,

"if she passed away, id really mis her because
she was really nice and brought us together.
im glad i ended up being her son in law"
the gym like elementary school
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with
someone else when we were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for

someone else and i was single dad
i looked like an older man
that same man's son (i thought he looked like

if me and you were his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if

we work together, we'll make it happen
have as many movies and anything related to

entertainment
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not

calling you a pig or fat or anything like that.
they are just a cute couple! the only difference
is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they
would be a couple. i would be honest with you
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if you were not at a healthy weight (id think
you would do the same for me!)
prove you ran the same day grad very far

facebook message
mickey and minnie, also a couple in real life
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
add to you would feel the same way
demons
maybe this song would apply to us both
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a

girl that looks like you
add to singers: michael jackson
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a

body a little bigger than yours. but still i
would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like

this. neither of us are better than the other
If you want something you have never had,

you must be willing to do something you have
never done
maybe this whole thing is just that. the items

and the long text
i wish we can update each other on what is

happening on and off campus. in other words,
what is going on that neither one of us may
not be aware of besides one's own personal
life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but
you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did
not comment on that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too

(come on now)
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of

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them) were helping me skate. I felt like a dad
and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope
she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher

wrote:
if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each
other. just be a couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we

can leave this behind us, it would be up to
her. i already confesses this is in person and
told her mom (at this point everyone knows,
its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
el chavo characters and other shows
your mom has the other items so you can

see them for yourself including a photo of
them in one place
spring break
graduation and other important events
add to message from god
could this woman be my wife someday
extraordinary claims quote
well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone

else top this.
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont

know what else it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just

have too much to say and i cant bottle it in
anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of

a high school where baseball and softball
officials course was taught. i kept thinking
that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to

you i would not be able to keep my head
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turned ninety degrees left or right.
add to back and forth worth it
not to be bipolar or anything
thoughts/thinking of each other
add to not in person
mention reasons
i mean, we should be able to talk to each

other in person
*correction cuando acaba el placer
are you going through a tough time?

personally for me its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading

recently on a mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and

not just in looks
add to mention other novies

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
even couples with kids
born to be alive
add to birthday
someday people would ask
maybe with her bday as Jan 20, you

shouldn't forget it
how can you forget your own wifes birthday
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially

on jan 20 (who would)
not even wedding anniversary. i should

forget either
and dont think only i would forget these

things.
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it was roughly eight years and you probably
forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for
some time and came back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script

combined and maybe other things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way

express it but freak out when you actually
do that
quizas si quizas no
mention other great things

you are like the greatest thing since sliced
bread, at least when i first saw you
you made me smile and i dont know why,

even if i didnt want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or

anything like that
crossing guard that was like the old version

of uou with your hair but in white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and

for what? little to nothing good comes from
that
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you

think about everything that has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be

part of my success in life and vice versa
imagine "Christopher Tinajero and this

person"
Im not trying to brag, but that would be

awesome in the least
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe

i thought of everything. in the least it is not
lying to you. this entire text can be a bit
exaggerated but it turns years of
conversation into the whatever the number
of pages it turns out to be. i dont know
exactly when it should end but i didnt want
it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting

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me besides getting to remember you. i do
wish i got to know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little.

you are not a bad person and neither am i,
but (elaborate)
its like i needed to do this to clear my head
this was not easy for me at all to write what

you see here
*characteristics about POTUS and FLOTUS

FLOTUS has brown hair as well
just dont forget to be clear about Trump
i think i am almost certain anything, even

clothes or shoes will remind me of you
because i know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to

do this in the future (mention the reasons)
i am not sure if i just let time slip and it

became a waste
you could prob be like

oh you were right
or wrong
i dont know how to react
and as time passes by, it is hard to care
im sure that if you pause and think for a

moment,
youll be like, oh okay
it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are

not with me, you are this or that)
develop on text and if you meet her family

used to be nice
i hope im not those guys that the wife leaves
them
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
wind beneath my wings
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra
if i were a rich man

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On Feb 26, 2018 2:49 AM, "Christopher
wrote:
i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn
him away whether it is as a friend or because of
grandchildren or something
if thats the case, then i might as well face it

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is
room for change. i wish we would genuinely be together
i would not be with you if you were the last guy on earth
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know
youre misunderstood because of idiots brainwashing you
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont

make me any better.
...
[Message clipped]
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i wish someday i can say "i will marry you" like that facebook story about a couple knowing each



i know you would in the least be really cruel if you could to me despite not being rude to you or
anything like that

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mention about Bundy people and other innocent still in prison while the politicians ignore them
i had to do a game where your high school was visitor. i tried not to think about you while i was
doing the plate
i mean, how am i supposed to tell anyone? i try to keep it together and sometimes i feel i cant
maybe you just cant tell if my tears are real (if i do cry) or if they are just crocodile tears to you
would talk to me
maybe i dont know things behind the scenes on your end but i cant imagine what could be going
on. i wouldnt be surprised if i am proven right here more and more
will this ever end

maybe you won't be able to ignore me anymore. after all, they say be up front and be honest and
I am

make you laugh

at this point i sometimes may not know what i can possibly say. whether it is to woo you or to at
least be a friend or something
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circumstances, you can read the sentence or paragraph and feel what i feel. it has gotten so sad
to the point i cant help but shed a tear or two with what i write here.
oh well, at least i tried even if things got in the way and influenced you without getting to know
me
someone told me that you may think you like them until you start to date them, then you cant
stand them. i doubt youve had a stable relationship for so long, so maybe that applies to you. id
i dont know, only you know the answer to that. i wont pressure you to make your decisions and
in my view, you probably are because when i hugged you its like something was wrong. gosh, its
you never said to let go and i didnt even want to let go because it meant the world to me seeing
you again after so long
On Thu, Apr 12, 2018 at 12:37 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like royalty in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as your guy instead
of you being with someone else or other people
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make the drawings happen
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be no matter how
the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to be
speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show
love despite the odds
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classmates (they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was
really excited (in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what you did
and now here we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something that reminds you
of me
i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious about being messed up
like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing that, you
just could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i still try
to be calm. im sure you are too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i went through in
my shoes for a change. its called empathy.
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public gets to
the bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
that
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other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back all these college years)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions are going to
be like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

skyline
hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion people around the world
so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
time. i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want
us together
On Mon, Apr 9, 2018 at 3:16 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

i guess you will never know what wonderful future lies in the horizon because of how youre
acting
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put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this is that
it is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off my chest
and to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know (not even
be aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant what you
are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if this was all a
joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of still continuing if
the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of
anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only
i know that i could have been one awesome teacher when someone reads this, not just in the
United States but in other parts of the world
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just what i
was thinking and when i was thinking about it)
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maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get to
know me, youd be surprised of what you find.
thats how people make friends and get to know each other. now im not as sociable, but i am
starting to change that and i want to as part of my overall health.

i just hope he doesn't make you cry. i also hope i can be there for you but not if you insist on
acting the way you are just because whoever tells you that i am full of this, etc
biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our
NFL memes
add to pregnant
family.

wrote:
ever fallen in love
forbidden love

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illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones, but those
are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!
who knows? we both have our future ahead of us (everyone does) and can spend our lives
together getting to know each other!

use grammarly
people too)
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let him have it
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you all these
years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like you really let
me down and broke my heart

crazy in love
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i dont
want to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling you
how i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
relevant though
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wrote:
wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated for
so long
while youre at it
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other factors i listed
here
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont throw you
under the bus
ill try not to sound dramatic, but you know this is no less than true and not intentionally
exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know i saw
the lovely face eight years ago
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen to the
piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a lot of
the news, politics, etc too
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who knows, i could be more famous than Trump. This is ridiculous but it's just a thought
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where we would
be now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it doesnt matter if
there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you
like it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to me
is one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i shouldn't even have to say it first "i love you" or something, you should be first for once
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying, or true
love
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i really feel
about you
marvin gaye
just the thought of
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towards me
technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was, but i still
thought of you (not to be creepy or anything).

add to pregnant
of course if that was the case, i would definitely be there for you like a real man and be
responsible instead being a dead beat dad.

wrote:
would be
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you around and
maybe i didnt realize it until now
time
about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd probably feel the
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same about me
enrique si te vas
people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop us from
being happy either
thought that counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the only
ones and there are others too

couple that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she
had the same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me. im
not sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good
(she was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)


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anniversary
well it isnt
world i care

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and then in its proper
place. everything else is copy and paste for the most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork
and no longer married
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wrote:

person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be.
you know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give
up on me
add to the HUG

because it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it
was always with the same person
which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things I
like from you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just wish i had
someone to share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of me
as well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of
yourself and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there
could be something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how
things end up someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such
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treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking things slow
(for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have
been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were
caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i
did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little
carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure
why you feel like less of yourself when im around
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and that i
am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me
and be my girl
temptations my girl
anything

both ways

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maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're related to each
other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone
and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at least for writing
this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as you (believe
me, I know).
made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to

either
have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so, at least i
hope not
straight

la modelo
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way.
following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever met,
I cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
masquerade song
add to hug
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no one
hugged you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about
the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want
to see you happy

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i
saw while i was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was
not a dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really) that can greatly
influence other people's relationships regardless of what type
okay"

pushing me away
dont be surprised if this writing is philosophical and mentions a lot of things in life
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it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i dont
know how they will react


(describe)
michelle miller CBS

with you
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see why.
your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone
will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything
negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is good
for now
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know so
much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have
gotten to know them better). you know so much and then realize that they dont
feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because
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despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i have to
have the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill which is now
law?!
more each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving
this to jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike couples
which even get married and they dont last forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
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south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand
how much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my
eyes on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both would
have to work things out somehow

"its too late"
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel the same
way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker.
mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss
begins with kay"

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gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i was reading
this
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do
know is that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

not gonna force you
you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
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lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
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ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but
she didn't feel the same"
add to instagram

add to infowars
millie weaver
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perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it
would not be as much
lonesome road blues
if you cant be honest with me, then how can you be honest with anyone else?
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my
one true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
about us
nothing but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to)
so there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me
and could possibly be included

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dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me

out on it like i am doing here.
I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable (don't see how that is the case)
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont
share yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from
years ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
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i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i did something to

you
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
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you
person
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple (not
yet anyway)
doce rosas


why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but
would be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is
while i am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am
thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country
in 1996 or not
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that
and a relationship based on lies is not good
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i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when other people
are around
add to other people

intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos,
the lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of
the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but
then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never did anything
to you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe
the same applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it.
i gave your mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything
that has happened.
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it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was feeling
down while looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being
told by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with
items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs

order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

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lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS

this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be that
way repeatedly forever and ever.



its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile
or laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would
do the same

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We match

the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it
didnt have to be that way
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i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she
smiled at me and we were both waiting for the bus

add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse
because you cant actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other.
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you.
any reference in regards to brown hair
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you that this
is crazy
senses.
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would
want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why
bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of mind, we all
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do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would
be honest with you
cynical, but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you
would help). i say this because i know i have reached you or gotten
through to you
if i dont, that means either i didnt do good or i cant ever talk to you

would talk to me, has missed me for so long after all these years,
and would care about me at least a little to make the effort to talk
to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite
not getting to know you better

know for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you,
but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
could smile again
would love since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had
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lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and youd feel the
same
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i wont be after

this

add to the hug


add to visions
something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight
years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry
i even tried




brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
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this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking

about you the whole time after August. not sure if you were but
cnco mamita

marge

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think
of you. it's like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling
when's") you realize we were made for each other and regret
how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak
up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated
me unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of
distance) and maybe i was annoying

what happened
visions:
(visions)

contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another
man also hispanic. it was more of the average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe

my nose) but more Indian and Filipino

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like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and

athletic. they would have other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool

me once, fool me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia

love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez


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happily married couple. i would like to wake up every
morning knowing this woman is the one for me and
hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you

Trump

add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it.
i thought at one point you were, but then forgot and
then i remembered

people say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope
i am right by then. maybe other than having success,
being with you and having prosperity is all i need


it would only prove my point in what i am trying to say
here



these days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

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we cant ignore this

we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is

the only way. i am not sure how or what to do
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail

inches long
pizza party
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like a dozen

or so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act like i
am a pest
add y como es el

break up with me for no good reason or any at all. not
even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would
be a bad one

want

everything happened? i cant read your mind, you know

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even the jetsons

maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you
as well
please dont blame her as much, she was brainwashed

you never know

something
add to lottery
its not about money, with her its like i won the lottery.
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you

didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some
strange reason or you're just like that in general with
everyone

the trees. in other words, they dont see what is in front
of them

i dont know why we would not be able to last together.
we shouldnt let anything come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the
money (yet i would love you the same). i still cant be
sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor

to the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish you were
there


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i wish we could spend more time together, but i know

that it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it
may not be manly yet i want to make up for my
theres just so much to talk about, so i wrote what you

see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i

did something to you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but

you dont see me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

mirror to see yourself (they say it stares into your soul)
thats another one of the many things I would never do

to you.

some reason)
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we will

have to see

out to eat there

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we should both look at each other in the eyes and our

families should do the same face to face



nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i

just wish i can say the same about you
but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont give

up on you
i am not myself without you (at least in terms of love)

know her mom
name
family guy

i would like your family or anyone reading this to know

that I meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know
her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given her to show that

I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor
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jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

would simply catch up which was your idea (i couldve


for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but

it should NOT be considered literally or taken the
wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not

our classmates the "homewreckers" even if they have



families as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what

i am doing just for a girl i like

between us.


apparently i deserve better. you can stay with whoever
you want. (elaborate)
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every morning knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe

Trump

add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized
it. i thought at one point you were, but then forgot

success, being with you and having prosperity is all i
need


say here


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these days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this

we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom

is the only way. i am not sure how or what to do
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail

inches long
pizza party

dozen or so)
like i am a pest
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add y como es el

would be a bad one

want

know


even the jetsons

you as well

brainwashed

you never know

something
add to lottery
lottery.

you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some
strange reason or you're just like that in general
with everyone

the trees. in other words, they dont see what is in
front of them

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together. we shouldnt let anything come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for
the money (yet i would love you the same). i still
just dont lie

professor to the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish
you were there



before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for

you see here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if

i did something to you, but didnt

*a mirror and apple

soul)
thats another one of the many things I would never

do to you.

some reason)
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will have to see

out to eat there





nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity.

i just wish i can say the same about you

give up on you

love)

know her mom
name
family guy

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that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

would simply catch up which was your idea (i


for each other

the wrong way

not our classmates the "homewreckers" even if they
have some characteristics or similarities


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families as well


between us.




maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you

are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just for
laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want

that to happen and we end up having a bunch of
kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

singing; melody
space jam
im bugs bunny and you are lola even if youre not
as athletic
maybe you will come to your senses or come

around. i dont think that will happen anytime soon
though

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i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw

three people. it looked like a mother and daughter
with her friend or something. he didnt relate to
them. i was thinking of your mom and both of us
spending time together

irritates someone. i dont intentionally want to be a
nuisance to others.

I wish I can prove them wrong, not let them be
right
bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle

bus on my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it.
your alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks

like you but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which

reminds me of you as well

*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is
the one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done
anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care

about her. if she doesnt care, why should i even
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make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she

didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell from
there

standards for guys
vivir mi vida
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse helping

the boat
or i was the lighthouse and you chose to ignore it
normally like this to others or just me. if it is me, i
dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss,
so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
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seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life

like you and your mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get

you to notice me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her

to treat me the way she did

yourself

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
if youre not going to tell me, at least tell your mom

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everything is okay
you lost me
i thought you lost me when you acted the way you
did
i really hope you can change for the better so you

dont have a bad life (in the least have your heart
broken like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and

for you (both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it

does help to back up what i am saying (like why

you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better.

we both do in a way. i talk about myself in
particular because you hurt me, i didnt do
anything to you
After some time, not much has come to mind

except getting through my schedule and getting
this text written
maybe you are the greatest thing (or person) since

sliced bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown

and the football

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whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the

guy in the red shirt, you are the one with the
long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also
remain in love with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get

tired of each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i
think you both look alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird
when the song started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus
just for sixth grade

grade until eighth grade. i thought id never see
you again

cafeteria in high school, i knew there was hope.
and this was years ago

same home and she would see us together and
be like "aww"


how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to

communication? i had to tell your mom so she
knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont
know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to
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be frank and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other

up to an extent in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to

retake to try to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen

anyone (or at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

i still dont understand what is or could be wrong
with me
why cant we take each other seriously and just

be honest like i am here
i fear that if we're in person you would still

ignore me

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is
she any better than you
i would have thought you knew about how i felt

grandmother on my moms side and then my
aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because
she was really nice and brought us together. im
glad i ended up being her son in law"

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that same man's son (i thought he looked like if

me and you were his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if

we work together, we'll make it happen

entertainment

calling you a pig or fat or anything like that.
they are just a cute couple! the only difference is
im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they
would be a couple. i would be honest with you if
you were not at a healthy weight (id think you
would do the same for me!)
prove you ran the same day grad very far

facebook message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a

girl that looks like you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a

body a little bigger than yours. but still i would
be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this.
neither of us are better than the other
If you want something you have never had, you

must be willing to do something you have never
done
maybe this whole thing is just that. the items

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and the long text

what is going on that neither one of us may not
be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but
you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did
not comment on that

(come on now)
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them)

were helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I
was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not
stressed"

if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can

leave this behind us, it would be up to her. i
already confesses this is in person and told
her mom (at this point everyone knows, its
just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see

them for yourself including a photo of them in
one place
spring break
well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone

else top this.

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dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just

have too much to say and i cant bottle it in
anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a

high school where baseball and softball
officials course was taught. i kept thinking
that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to

you i would not be able to keep my head
mention reasons
i mean, we should be able to talk to each other

in person
are you going through a tough time?

personally for me its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading

recently on a mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and

not just in looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday

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maybe with her bday as Jan 20, you shouldn't
forget it
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially

on jan 20 (who would)
not even wedding anniversary. i should forget

either
and dont think only i would forget these

things.

forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some
time and came back

its strange, they say if you feel this way

express it but freak out when you actually do
that
quizas si quizas no

you made me smile and i dont know why, even

if i didnt want to

anything like that
crossing guard that was like the old version of

uou with your hair but in white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for

what? little to nothing good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you

think about everything that has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part

of my success in life and vice versa
imagine "Christopher Tinajero and this

person"
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you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i

thought of everything. in the least it is not
lying to you. this entire text can be a bit
exaggerated but it turns years of conversation
into the whatever the number of pages it turns
out to be. i dont know exactly when it should
end but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me

besides getting to remember you. i do wish i
got to know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little.

you are not a bad person and neither am i, but
(elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what

you see here


clothes or shoes will remind me of you
i also do this because I may not be able to do

this in the future (mention the reasons)
i am not sure if i just let time slip and it

became a waste

oh you were right
or wrong

moment,
it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are

not with me, you are this or that)

used to be nice
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them
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

wrote:
i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn
him away whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren
or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is
room for change. i wish we would genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know
youre misunderstood because of idiots brainwashing you
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont

make me any better.
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2018 12:37:30 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Thursday, April 12, 2018 12:37:30 AM GMT-04:00
clingy
im not a bad person
pamper you and serve each other like a couple should. treat each other like royalty in a sense
i wish it were me in your Instagram pics (it doesnt have to be all of them) as your guy instead of
you being with someone else or other people
as far as items go (describe them, even again if you have to), lets make the drawings happen not
this whole situation is so complicated and hard to understand, its like it can't be no matter how
the public reacts to what it sees. that comes after just hearing rumors which turn out to be true
and is not a make believe
speak. but besides the world being run by money and evil, i think this writing is a way to show
love despite the odds

ive said "hi" to you all these years until 8th grade and even tried to get along with our classmates
(they know who they are) and havent seen you for eight afterwards, of course i was really excited
(in the least and/or understatement) to see you again. then you did what you did and now here
we are
just stop and ask yourself the next time you see a picture of me or something that reminds you of
me
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i know youre like under a spell or something, but to actually be serious about being messed up
like that is just low and awful. in fact, i pity you for that if you actually feel that way

i dont know, accept me for who i am and ill do the same (of course Im already doing that, you just
could care less)
i cant even sleep sometimes because i am still thinking about this constantly. but yet i still try to
be calm. im sure you are too
its only fair that you have empathy and see how it feels to go through what i went through in my
shoes for a change. its called empathy.
how others can find the truth about what is really going on and figure out the answer as to who
the mystery girl is
of course it is okay if you want to reveal your identity before i ever do it or the public gets to the
bottom of this

my reputation
other factors, etc
shame on other people who made things difficult between us, just thought i would mention that
other people in SPU including clubs that are like the haters (look back all these college years)

was this all a lie
it sure will be hard telling others about this. theres no doubt people's expressions are going to be
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like, "what?!" and their jaws dropped

skyline
hundred million something people in this country, theres seven billion people around the world
so there should be no reason you cant be friends or in the least be able to talk to someone
i dont know how you forget, its like your mom didnt tell you i always asked for you at lunch time.
i only recall recently telling her not to tell you. and here i was thinking that she did want us
together
On Mon, Apr 9, 2018 at 3:16 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this is that it
is sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
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to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off my chest and
to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
mind games (or games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know (not even be
aware of), or even would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant what you
are reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if this was all a
joke, an act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i can be allowed
to) to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of still continuing if
the girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of
anything that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only
duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just what i was
thinking and when i was thinking about it)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get to know
me, youd be surprised of what you find.

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no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what is and what
can happen as an outcome.
biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our President
(there was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill find someone else.
i cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
family.
On Sun, Apr 8, 2018 at 9:38 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

ever fallen in love
forbidden love

illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones, but those
are my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!
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use grammarly
i wonder what qualities there are from each of us. im sure there are great ones (other people
too)
let him have it
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you all these
years
i dont know if what happened has some parts who are unforgivable. its like you really let me
down and broke my heart
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crazy in love
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i dont want
to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling you how
i felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
relevant though

wrote:
wwe
cena
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are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated for
so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take too long while
youre at it
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other factors i listed
here
under the bus
exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know i saw
the lovely face eight years ago
piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a lot of the
news, politics, etc too
i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where we would be
now.
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there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like
it or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to me is
one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying, or true
love
about you
marvin gaye
just the thought of
towards me
technically you left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but

add to pregnant

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cliven bundy and other innocent people who are political prisoners. many are still in prison
unfortunately

wrote:
would be
Freudian slips
i cant believe i was recently thinking of the hug when we had our encounter at the time
i encourage anyone to show to others as much love as possible to those they care about
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
same about me
enrique si te vas
imagine, we can be like Pat Sajak and Vanna White, only not married with other people
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its the thought
that counts
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even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i saw a couple
that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the
same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even Adrian
was shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me. im not
sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she
was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that you would
have a great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same with you

not long ago, a friend of mine told me he was with his wife on their wedding anniversary
well it isnt
world i care

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ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork
and no longer married
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show you that i
care. if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you

wrote:

person
when i was your man
revise

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i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be. you
know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
acting and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give
up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise
you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away hugging you.
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our jobs) because
it felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always
with the same person
which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things I
like from you
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of me as
well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself
and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be
something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up
someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like
being ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you
were around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking things slow
(for a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have
been deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were
caught off guard, you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i
did intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little
carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure
why you feel like less of yourself when im around
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even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and that i
am capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me
and be my girl
temptations my girl
anything

both ways

wrote:
maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're related to each
other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone
and his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
like i said before, its like as time goes by this all gets better (at least for writing this)
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as you (believe me, I
know).
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made you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen.
this would not happen if we were together.

either
hope not
straight

la modelo
after all is said and done, i hope you still think about me. and not in a negative way.
following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever met, I
cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
masquerade song
add to hug
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about
the one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to
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see you happy

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i saw
while i was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was
not a dream, etc
okay"

pushing me away
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you. both
of us have something to remind one of the other


(describe)
michelle miller CBS
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*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was) in love with
you
your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone
will probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything
negative towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is good for
now
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know so
much about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have
gotten to know them better). you know so much and then realize that they dont
feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because
law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000 or more
each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this
to jlly mom)

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not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the years.
it all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand
how much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my
eyes on her"

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"its too late"
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel the same
way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker.
mary kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss
begins with kay"

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i was reading
this

not gonna force you
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girl who looks like you walks in front of me. this reminds me to stay loyal to you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
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agree more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she
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didn't feel the same"
add to instagram

add to infowars
millie weaver
lonesome road blues
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my one
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true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am not going
crazy just thinking about my situation
about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I got nothing
but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to) so
there are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me and
could possibly be included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out
on it like i am doing here.
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share
yours with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter
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miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really
just dont care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i did something to

you
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
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add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
you
with you acting this way, it makes me not want to help you be a better person
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple (not
yet anyway)
doce rosas

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thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country in
1996 or not
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that and
a relationship based on lies is not good

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when other people
are around
add to other people

intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the
lyrics, or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the
above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but
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then again i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never did anything to
you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe
the same applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i
gave your mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything
that has happened.
again. it is beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text,
and the booklet with gifts
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being
told by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with
items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs

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order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing
someones life, can it change the world

this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be that
way repeatedly forever and ever.



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its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or
laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do
the same

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We match

the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it
didnt have to be that way
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling
the truth in the most honest way possible
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
1702 / 4356
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other.
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you. any
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you that this is
crazy
then you changed the profile pic. maybe you got back to your senses.
want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why
bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would
be honest with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical,
but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help).
i say this because i know i have reached you or gotten through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would
talk to me, has missed me for so long after all these years, and would
care about me at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know

for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but
clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo

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for example:
could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would
love since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that
chance to show you the real me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
same
i dont know why i am attached and i cant be sure i wont be after this

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt

add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared
at the time. but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more
years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i
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even tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other
and keep it real


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

about you the whole time after August. not sure if you were but
cnco mamita

like her prom dress to the simpsons episode on homer and marge

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of
you. it's like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling
how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated
me unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of

what happened
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visions:
(visions)

contact
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man
also hispanic. it was more of the average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe

my nose) but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me

once, fool me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
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i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in love
with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

when i look into your eyes besides the cute and beautiful
face i see

hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would

Trump
first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you

should be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i
thought at one point you were, but then forgot and then i
remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people

say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am
right by then. maybe other than having success, being
with you and having prosperity is all i need
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them

done without you. its only if you want to and if possible
they can happen

here
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*i am not politically correct like society has people these

days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed
up in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because

of what is said here

the only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many
people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush
on someone?"
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow almost ten inches

long
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he
had my hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours.
im like theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like a dozen or

so)

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am a pest
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break

up with me for no good reason or any at all. not even an
explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad
one

want



even the jetsons

maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you as
well
i seriously wish someday we can work things out and you

never know

something
add to lottery

didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some strange
reason or you're just like that in general with everyone
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the
trees. in other words, they dont see what is in front of
them
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just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to

the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish you were there
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a


cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL.

that it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may
not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you
should also make up for it)

see here


*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted.
the apple itself is a symbol for education (since you are
very smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we
were together as a family
thats another one of the many things I would never do to

you.
you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at you for some
reason)
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have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you out

to eat there





nothing but*

but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont give up

on you

know her mom
name
family guy

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her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given her to show that I

care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


It's me and you though, when we feel the same way for
each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it

should NOT be considered literally or taken the wrong
way

Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with girlfriend, writes

book about journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense,

youd do the same with me

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families as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i

am doing just for a girl i like

between us.






hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you

Trump

add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it.
i thought at one point you were, but then forgot and
then i remembered

people say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope
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i am right by then. maybe other than having success,


here



these days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

we cant ignore this


the only way. i am not sure how or what to do
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
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inches long
pizza party
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like a dozen

or so)
am a pest
add y como es el

break up with me for no good reason or any at all. not
even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would
be a bad one

want



even the jetsons

maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you
as well

you never know

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something
add to lottery

didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some
strange reason or you're just like that in general with
everyone

the trees. in other words, they dont see what is in front
of them

just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor

to the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish you were
there



that it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it
may not be manly yet i want to make up for my

see here


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*a mirror and apple
thats another one of the many things I would never do

to you.

some reason)

have to see

out to eat there





nothing but*

but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont give

up on you
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know her mom
name
family guy


her as a friend
*the items is what I would have given her to show that

I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas



for each other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but

it should NOT be considered literally or taken the
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wrong way




families as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what

i am doing just for a girl i like

between us.




maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are

a visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want

that to happen and we end up having a bunch of kids
(i mentioned this in the beginning)
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singing; melody
space jam
im bugs bunny and you are lola even if youre not as
athletic
maybe you will come to your senses or come around.

i dont think that will happen anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three

people. it looked like a mother and daughter with
her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i
was thinking of your mom and both of us spending
time together

irritates someone. i dont intentionally want to be a
nuisance to others.

I wish I can prove them wrong, not let them be right
bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle

bus on my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it.
your alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks

like you but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita

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*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the
one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done
anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about

her. if she doesnt care, why should i even make an
effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt

hurt herself falling down if she fell from there

standards for guys
vivir mi vida
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse helping

the boat
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normally like this to others or just me. if it is me, i
dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss,
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like
you and your mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get

you to notice me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to

treat me the way she did

yourself

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us

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everything is okay
you lost me
i thought you lost me when you acted the way you
did
i really hope you can change for the better so you

dont have a bad life (in the least have your heart
broken like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for

you (both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does

help to back up what i am saying (like why you act
the way you do towards me)

you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we

both do in a way. i talk about myself in particular
because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you
After some time, not much has come to mind except

getting through my schedule and getting this text
written
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sliced bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown

and the football

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy

in the red shirt, you are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain
in love with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get tired

of each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think
you both look alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when
the song started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus
just for sixth grade

grade until eighth grade. i thought id never see
you again

cafeteria in high school, i knew there was hope.

same home and she would see us together and be
like "aww"

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communication? i had to tell your mom so she
knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know.
see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank
and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up

to an extent in a sense


add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

with me
why cant we take each other seriously and just be

honest like i am here
i fear that if we're in person you would still ignore

me

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she
any better than you

grandmother on my moms side and then my aunt
passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she
was really nice and brought us together. im glad i
ended up being her son in law"
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that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me

and you were his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we

work together, we'll make it happen

entertainment

calling you a pig or fat or anything like that. they
are just a cute couple! the only difference is im
taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be
a couple. i would be honest with you if you were
not at a healthy weight (id think you would do the
same for me!)
prove you ran the same day grad very far facebook
message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl

that looks like you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body

a little bigger than yours. but still i would be
thinking and have loyalty to you
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If you want something you have never had, you

must be willing to do something you have never
done
maybe this whole thing is just that. the items and

the long text

what is going on that neither one of us may not be
aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're
still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not
comment on that

(come on now)
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them)

were helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was
like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not
stressed"

if people ever say


already confesses this is in person and told her
mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that
they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see

them for yourself including a photo of them in
one place
spring break
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well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone else

top this.

dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have

too much to say and i cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a

high school where baseball and softball officials
course was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you

i would not be able to keep my head turned
ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
i mean, we should be able to talk to each other

in person
are you going through a tough time? personally

for me its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently

on a mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and not

just in looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
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born to be alive
add to birthday

forget it
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on

jan 20 (who would)

either
and dont think only i would forget these things.

forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some
time and came back

its strange, they say if you feel this way express

it but freak out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you made me smile and i dont know why, even if

i didnt want to

anything like that
crossing guard that was like the old version of

uou with your hair but in white

separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think

about everything that has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part

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of my success in life and vice versa
imagine "Christopher Tinajero and this person"


thought of everything. in the least it is not lying
to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated
but it turns years of conversation into the
whatever the number of pages it turns out to be.
i dont know exactly when it should end but i
didnt want it to get too boring

besides getting to remember you. i do wish i got
to know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you

are not a bad person and neither am i, but
(elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what you

see here


clothes or shoes will remind me of you because i
know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do

this in the future (mention the reasons)
i am not sure if i just let time slip and it became

a waste

oh you were right
or wrong

moment,
it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not

with me, you are this or that)
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used to be nice
them
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him
away whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren or
something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room
for change. i wish we would genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre
misunderstood because of idiots brainwashing you
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make
me any better.
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Monday, April 9, 2018 3:16:54 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Monday, April 9, 2018 3:16:54 AM GMT-04:00
acting

put the whole quote
mention how the haters dont want you and jlly together. and the worse part about this is that it is
sad that you went along with it. i thought you surely were the girl for me
to put this into perspective, i am writing this because i want to get everything off my chest and
to tell you what i didnt or even may never get a chance to tell you
i may never get that chance to tell you because whether its the stupid factors that got between
us and prevented (and may still prevent) us from going anywhere, or you playing mind games (or
games in general) with me, or some other reason i may not know (not even be aware of), or even
would have thought
i think there will be a part when you can tell by the look of your face when i meant what you are
reading here. and there will be a time when you would have wondered if this was all a joke, an
act, a dream, or even stupid.
The answer to all those is NO. It IS possible that i have done all i can (and all i can be allowed to)
to show you that i care and that i may have been the one for you in my mind.
I dont believe i necessarily exhausted my efforts, i just dont see the point of still continuing if the
girl who i thought was for me is not as serious as i would have thought regarldess of anything
that has gotten in the way, the circumstances, or her bias, or who knows what. only you know
what is really going on inside your head.
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duena de mi vida
(the songs dont always have to do with the previous sentence or paragraph, its just what i was
thinking and when i was thinking about it)
maybe if you did give me a chance to get to know you or allow yourself a chance to get to know
me, youd be surprised of what you find.

no, i dont think my mind is playing games with me. besides you, i dont know what is and what
can happen as an outcome.
biggest news besides finding out the Donald Trump won the election and is now our President
(there was some similarities too between us that i mentioned in the beginning)
NFL memes
i dont know who has to talk to who first (the guy or the girl), but im sure ill find someone else. i
cant believe i am saying this
add to pregnant
family.

ever fallen in love

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forbidden love

illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones, but those are
my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!

use grammarly

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too)
let him have it
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you all these years

crazy in love
it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i dont want
to know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling you how i
felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
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melt with you
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things that are relevant
though

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated for so
long
youre at it
please dont be that person that says "k". seriously, that's messed up especially after someone
poured everything they have just to write something like this
you know i wouldnt act in a certain way, why would you other than other factors i listed here
under the bus
exaggerated
i dont want to talk so much about health, but in case i cant be as well again i know i saw the
lovely face eight years ago
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piece.

now.
there are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it
or not. This world needs the truth
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to me is
one of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
i cant tell if every thought that i write down as part of my notes is silly, annoying, or true love
about you
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marvin gaye
just the thought of
towards me
its almost nine months at this point (eight as i writing this part). by now we could have been
parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high school). technically you
left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i
feel like a veteran again

add to pregnant
unfortunately

wrote:
would be
Freudian slips
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only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
same about me
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
being happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its the thought
that counts

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i saw a couple
that was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the
same beret. Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even Adrian
was shy and I am too
sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she
was like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
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well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to show the world i
care

ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork and
no longer married
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wrote:
things in general could be predictable or unpredictable but that depends on the person
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be. you
know i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're acting
and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise
you or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away hugging you.
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our jobs) because it
felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with
the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue between teeth, which
is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things I like
from you
well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself
and a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be
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something but you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up
someday, i dont know if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like
being ignored completely, you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were
around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking things slow (for
a relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been
deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off
guard, you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did
intentionally, I was just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried
away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure why
you feel like less of yourself when im around
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and that i am
capable of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me and
be my girl
temptations my girl
anything

both ways

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wrote:
maybe people can look like everyone in some way, they say we're related to each other
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and
his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made
you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this

i would not intentionally make you cry and im sure you prob wont do the same either
hope not
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized (and maybe
i always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the
world
i once saw a same sex couple and im like what if either or both of us were not straight

la modelo
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following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever met, I
cant change that. only you can once you think for yourself
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it, not just your
family (especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the
one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see
you happy

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was not
a dream, etc
i keep hearing and seeing society being like, "dont worry, everything's gonna be okay"

pushing me away
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you. both of
us have something to remind one of the other
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(describe)
michelle miller CBS

wrote:
*this is my confession that besides being my crush and i am (or was) in love with you
your emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will
probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative
towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is good for
now
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know so much
about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to
know them better). you know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same.
it is like the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is some phase
i am going through, not sure.

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law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000 or more
each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this to
jlly mom)
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the years. it
all depends on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

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"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand how
much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my eyes
on her"

"its too late"
if i was a widow, i couldnt be with anyone else (maybe you would feel the same way)
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker. mary
kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins
with kay"
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe hemp
will make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
The fact that they split and you look like her made me upset when i was reading this
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not gonna force you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
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modern family

TRUMP DATING
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and i couldnt agree
more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good terms
(friends at least for now)
ive moved on

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two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others
(dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
lonesome road blues
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Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things
in, just let it out"
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my one
true love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could care less about
us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I got nothing
but myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on
it like i am doing here.
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akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really
just dont care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
i didnt think you'd be cruel to ignore me completely as if i did something to you
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dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were
like this on your own
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they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple (not yet
anyway)
doce rosas

if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone or anything
separate us
thinking
1996 or not
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that and a

i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when other people are
around
add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually

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intro to music
above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never did anything to
you
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the
same applies to you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i
gave your mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything that
has happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again.
it is beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the
booklet with gifts
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being told
by so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
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other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others
put you up to this
i couldve said in the future i met my future wife or reconnected from a order
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
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this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be that way



from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older, it would
make a great memory
laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the
same

Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We match the

picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt
have to be that way
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling
the truth in the most honest way possible

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add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like
what's up with that
crazy
want to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother
trying in the first place. you just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be
honest with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical,
but i do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i
say this because i know i have reached you or gotten through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would
talk to me, has missed me for so long after all these years, and would
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care about me at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know

for a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly
i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them i thought i could
smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would
love since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance
to show you the real me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make
it work, it would be worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt
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add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared
at the time. but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more
years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i
even tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other
and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest
in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

about you the whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's
cnco mamita


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you. it's like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling
how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up,
im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me
unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of
i hope neither of our families are ashamed of us because of what

happened
visions:
(visions)

contact
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my

nose) but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when
i see the three colors too
know her mom

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LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in love

with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

face i see
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily

married couple. i would like to wake up every morning
knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.
clear things between my comparison of myself and Trump

should be the one
add to all along

remembered

say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right
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by then. maybe other than having success, being with you

they can happen

here



days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed up
in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of

what is said here
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the

only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people
as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
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long
pizza party

so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act like i am
a pest
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up

with me for no good reason or any at all. not even an
explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
i dont know, it depends what you want. i know what i want
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything

happened? i cant read your mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents

were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe

it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you as well

never know

something
add to lottery
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i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt
seem fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason
or you're just like that in general with everyone
them

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we
shouldnt let anything come between us
money (yet i would love you the same). i still cant be sure
just dont lie



cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that

it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should
theres just so much to talk about, so i wrote what you see

here
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did

you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you

dont see me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

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you.
reason)

have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you out to

eat there




you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled

to see you back in August
*write about how she made you feel, be honest and nothing
but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just

wish i can say the same about you

on you

know her mom
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if I tell everyone about this without mentioning your name
family guy


that I meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know her
as a friend

care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would

simply catch up which was your idea (i couldve said that
too though).

each other

should NOT be considered literally or taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our

classmates the "homewreckers" even if they have some

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book about journey

i wish we did get to spend more time together, our families

as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am

doing just for a girl i like

between us.


apparently i deserve better. you can stay with whoever you
want. (elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither
of us and no one has the right to hurt anyone

face i see

hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would

Trump

should be the one
add to all along

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remembered

say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am
right by then. maybe other than having success, being

they can happen

here



days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed
up in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because

of what is said here

the only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many
people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush
on someone?"
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AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail

long
pizza party

so)
am a pest
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break

up with me for no good reason or any at all. not even an
explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad
one

want



even the jetsons

maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you as
well
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never know

something
add to lottery

didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for some strange
reason or you're just like that in general with everyone
them

just dont lie



cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL.

that it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may
not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you

see here

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*a mirror and apple


you.
reason)

have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you out

to eat there





nothing but*
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on you

know her mom
name
family guy


her as a friend

care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


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each other

should NOT be considered literally or taken the wrong
way


book about journey


families as well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i

am doing just for a girl i like

between us.




maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a

visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
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i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that
to happen and we end up having a bunch of kids (i
mentioned this in the beginning)

dont focus so much on the video, just the ones singing;
melody
space jam
athletic
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i

dont think that will happen anytime soon though


people. it looked like a mother and daughter with her
friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was
thinking of your mom and both of us spending time
together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates

someone. i dont intentionally want to be a nuisance to
others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus

on my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your
alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like

you but is black
medicina de amor
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niña bonita

how do i know you wont go back to the way you were

before? i know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the
one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done anything
to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about

her. if she doesnt care, why should i even make an
effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont
have to resort to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt

hurt herself falling down if she fell from there

standards for guys
vivir mi vida
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse helping the

boat

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normally like this to others or just me. if it is me, i dont
know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i
would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like
you and your mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get you

to notice me.
baby comes back


yourself
why would you want to be degrading and put up with

anyone saying its okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita

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just think
about us

everything is okay
you lost me
i thought you lost me when you acted the way you did
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont
have a bad life (in the least have your heart broken
like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for

you (both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does

help to back up what i am saying (like why you act the
way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with,

notice im unique (if you ever give me the chance to
show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we

both do in a way. i talk about myself in particular
because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you
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written

sliced bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown and
the football

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in

the red shirt, you are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain
in love with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get tired of

each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think
you both look alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when
the song started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just
for sixth grade
we were always in the same school since fifth grade

until eighth grade. i thought id never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria

in high school, i knew there was hope. and this was
years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same
home and she would see us together and be like
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"aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing

would lead to trauma

communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows
and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see,
unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell
you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to

an extent in a sense


add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

with me

i fear that if we're in person you would still ignore

me

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she
any better than you

passed away.
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"if she passed away, id really mis her because she
was really nice and brought us together. im glad i
ended up being her son in law"
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone

else and i was single dad



entertainment

calling you a pig or fat or anything like that. they are
just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller.
and i thought it was unlikely they would be a couple.
i would be honest with you if you were not at a
healthy weight (id think you would do the same for
me!)
message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you

that looks like you
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even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a
little bigger than yours. but still i would be thinking
and have loyalty to you
If you want something you have never had, you must

be willing to do something you have never done
maybe this whole thing is just that. the items and the
long text

happening on and off campus. in other words, what
is going on that neither one of us may not be aware
of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're
still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not
comment on that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too (come

on now)
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were

helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like,
mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other.
just be a couple already

already confesses this is in person and told her
mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that
they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them
for yourself including a photo of them in one place
spring break

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well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone else

top this.
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know

what else it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have

too much to say and i cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high

school where baseball and softball officials course
was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i

would not be able to keep my head turned ninety
degrees left or right.
mention reasons
i mean, we should be able to talk to each other in

person
are you going through a tough time? personally for

me its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently

on a mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and not

just in looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
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born to be alive
add to birthday

forget it
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan

20 (who would)

either
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot

i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time and
came back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined

and maybe other things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it

but freak out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread,
at least when i first saw you
you made me smile and i dont know why, even if i

didnt want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or anything

like that
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou

with your hair but in white

separate ways
who's crying now

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it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of
my success in life and vice versa
Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome

in the least

thought of everything. in the least it is not lying to
you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it
turns years of conversation into the whatever the
number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know
exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to
get too boring

besides getting to remember you. i do wish i got to
know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you

are not a bad person and neither am i, but
(elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what you

see here

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes

or shoes will remind me of you because i know you
since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this

in the future (mention the reasons)
i am not sure if i just let time slip and it became a

waste

oh you were right
or wrong
im sure that if you pause and think for a moment,

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not

with me, you are this or that)
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used to be nice
i hope im not those guys that the wife leaves them
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra
On Feb 26, 2018 2:49 AM, "Christopher Tinajero"

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him
away whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren or
something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for
change. i wish we would genuinely be together
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make me
any better.
...
[Message clipped]
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Date Sent: Sunday, April 8, 2018 9:38:40 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Sunday, April 8, 2018 9:38:40 PM GMT-04:00
ever fallen in love
forbidden love

illustrations by Israeli artist Yehuda Adi Devir and his wife (there are other ones, but those are
my favorites). maybe that could be us too you never know!

use grammarly
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too)
let him have it
when i did talk to your mom, i told her not to tell you i have asked her about you all these years

crazy in love
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it sucks that if i am not honest, i am told to be honest. but if i am, i am told either i dont want to
know or get pissed off at me. please dont be that kind of person
it was a bummer not talking to you for so long after not approaching you and telling you how i
felt, it would be worse if i just gave up
melt with you
i cant imagine how long a conversation of this would be. it is of great magnitude. maybe forever
is a good amount in terms of length.
have plenty of nutshells and explain the life story until this point. only things that are relevant
though

wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated for so
long
youre at it
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont throw you under
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the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me is the best decision
you would have made
exaggerated
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen to the piece.

now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it doesnt matter if there
are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it or not.
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to me is one
of the reasons, others i dont know for sure
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nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i really feel about
you
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your own bias towards
me
parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high school). technically you
left New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel
like a veteran again

add to pregnant
unfortunately

would be
Freudian slips
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only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
to me, you would always be beautiful regardless of age. im sure youd probably feel the same
about me
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
we shouldnt let anything or anyone get between us. we also cant let them stop us from being
happy either
i spent a good amount of money but i didnt want to be wasteful. after all, its the thought that
counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the only ones
and there are others too

even with the items. for example, i was adding a beret to the list and then i saw a couple that
was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the same
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even Adrian was
shy and I am too
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sure if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was
like the older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)

well it isnt
care

just read the notes thoroughly and put everything in beginning and then in its proper place.
everything else is copy and paste for the most part (docs)
ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork and
no longer married
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wrote:
when i was your man
revise

i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be. you know
i wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're acting
and id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise you
or anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away hugging you.
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our jobs) because it
felt amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with
the same person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue between teeth, which is
funny)
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from you
well. the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself and
a few of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be something but
you never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know
if i want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely,
you might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were around
i didnt mean to do things foolishly like moving too fast instead of taking things slow (for a
relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been
deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off
guard, you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally,
I was just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure why
you feel like less of yourself when im around
i want to know what you think about all this. Yet Im the one who was suffering emotionally.
Imagine being in my shoes
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me and be
my girl
temptations my girl
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anything

both ways

wrote:
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and
his girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made
you cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would
not happen if we were together.

have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so, at least i hope
not
and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized (and maybe i
always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the
world
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la modelo
following
stay away from me
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever met, I cant
change that. only you can once you think for yourself
masquerade song
add to hug
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the
one guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see you
happy

i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was not a
dream, etc

pushing me away
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even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you. both of us
have something to remind one of the other
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i dont know
how they will react


(describe)
michelle miller CBS

wrote:
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see why. your
emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will
probably feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative
towards me
believe me, i could have written more or more deeper things, but this is good for now
about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know
them better). you know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like
the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
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despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i have to have
the moral high ground
who would've thought this entire text would be as long as this bill which is now law?!
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000 or more each
language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this to
jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike couples which
even get married and they dont last forever)
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the years. it all
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?

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run around

"i love him"

much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my eyes
on her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both would have
to work things out somehow

"its too late"
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker. mary
kay is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with
kay"
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe hemp
will make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
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not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know
is that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

wrote:
not gonna force you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
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modern family

TRUMP DATING
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and i couldnt agree
more
holidays
other INSANITY cast
ive moved on
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two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
add to instagram
(dont even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would
not be as much
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lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in,
just let it out"
add insanity
Angelique
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my one true
love. i guess not and only you can disprove that
dont you realize that we are being held back by haters who could care less about us
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I got nothing but
myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked
to Chris". only you know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound

dark fantasy clean

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if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it
like i am doing here.
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really just
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years
ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
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dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were
like this on your own
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anyway)
doce rosas

separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would
be the one you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i
am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
1996 or not

around
add to other people

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intro to music
above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
im a strange case but a black swan. hey, you hurt me I never did anything to you
la modelo
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave
your mom the screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything that
has happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again. it
is beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the
booklet with gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was feeling down
while looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being told by
so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
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other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others
put you up to this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
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make a great memory
laugh, i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the
same


picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

have to be that way
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the
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add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what's up with that
crazy
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want
to talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in
the first place. you just want peace of mind, we all do
honest with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i
do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this
because i know i have reached you or gotten through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk
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to me, has missed me for so long after all these years, and would care
about me at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for
a fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i
mundo de caramelo
for example:
smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love
since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to
show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license
plate frame the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i really wish someday i can say i love you so much and youd feel the same
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind
if you had done the same
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you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or have osteoporosis,
or both
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at
the time. but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more
years? if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even
tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other and
keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest
in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about
you the whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's
cnco mamita


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you. it's like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's")
you realize we were made for each other and regret how you
treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry
about that
unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of distance)

happened
visions:
(visions)

known for being the couple that hug and have great eye contact
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my

nose) but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump

como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i
see the three colors too
know her mom


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LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in love with

you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

when i look into your eyes besides the cute and beautiful face
i see

knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would
always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.

should be the one
add to all along

remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say
this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by
then. maybe other than having success, being with you and
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done without you. its only if you want to and if possible they
can happen

it would only prove my point in what i am trying to say here



days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
in the least
we cant ignore this

what is said here

only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt
be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible
if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail

long
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pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had
my hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like
theyre our kids.
more parents, imagine they all were ours (like a dozen or so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act like i am a
pest
add y como es el




even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll
remind you of me. i will be reminded of you as well

never know
i dont know why you're running away from me or something
add to lottery
seem fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason or
you're just like that in general with everyone
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trees. in other words, they dont see what is in front of them

just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the

Maury show. it was awesome. I wish you were there


i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it

is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also
make up for it)

here


*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the
apple itself is a symbol for education (since you are very
smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we were

you.

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reason)
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we will have
to see

eat there




you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to

but*

but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont give up on

you

know her mom
family guy
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i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I

meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a
friend
*the items is what I would have given her to show that I care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

simply catch up which was your idea (i couldve said that too
though).

It's me and you though, when we feel the same way for each
other


Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with girlfriend, writes book
about journey


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as well


between us.


want. (elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of
us and no one has the right to hurt anyone

face i see

knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.

should be the one
add to all along

remembered

say this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right
by then. maybe other than having success, being with you
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they can happen

here



days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
in the least
we cant ignore this

what is said here

only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i
wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people
as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
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long
pizza party

so)
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act like i am
a pest
add y como es el




even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe

it'll remind you of me. i will be reminded of you as well

never know

something
add to lottery
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seem fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason
or you're just like that in general with everyone
them

just dont lie



i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that

it is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should

here


*a mirror and apple

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you.
reason)

have to see

eat there




you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled

to see you back in August
but*


on you

know her mom
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family guy


that I meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know her
as a friend

care

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

simply catch up which was your idea (i couldve said that
too though).

each other



book about journey
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as well


between us.


want. (elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither
of us and no one has the right to hurt anyone


i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to

happen and we end up having a bunch of kids (i
mentioned this in the beginning)

melody
space jam
athletic
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maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i
dont think that will happen anytime soon though


friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was
thinking of your mom and both of us spending time
together

others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus

on my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma
matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like

you but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita


*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one
who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.
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all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her.
if she doesnt care, why should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont
have to resort to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt
herself falling down if she fell from there
explain how society makes women lower their standards

for guys
vivir mi vida
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse helping the

boat
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally
like this to others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why.
i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to
know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
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seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you
and your mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get you to

notice me.
baby comes back

i thought you must be going crazy or something yourself

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us

everything is okay
1830 / 4356
you lost me
have a bad life (in the least have your heart broken like i
did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you
(both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help

to back up what i am saying (like why you act the way
you do towards me)

notice im unique (if you ever give me the chance to show
you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both

do in a way. i talk about myself in particular because you
hurt me, i didnt do anything to you

written
maybe you are the greatest thing (or person) since sliced
bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown and
the football

whered you go clean

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accounting book there are people and im the guy in

the red shirt, you are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in
love with each other

each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you
both look alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when the
song started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just
for sixth grade
we were always in the same school since fifth grade

until eighth grade. i thought id never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in

high school, i knew there was hope. and this was years
ago
home and she would see us together and be like "aww"



communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows
and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike
what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the
truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to an

extent in a sense

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add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

i still dont understand what is or could be wrong with
me

i fear that if we're in person you would still ignore me

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she any
better than you

passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was
really nice and brought us together. im glad i ended up
being her son in law"
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone

else and i was single dad


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entertainment
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling

you a pig or fat or anything like that. they are just a
cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i
thought it was unlikely they would be a couple. i would
be honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight
(id think you would do the same for me!)
message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you

that looks like you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a

little bigger than yours. but still i would be thinking
and have loyalty to you
If you want something you have never had, you must

be willing to do something you have never done
long text
i wish we can update each other on what is happening

on and off campus. in other words, what is going on
that neither one of us may not be aware of besides
one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still
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no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on
that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too (come

on now)

helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like,
mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher Tinajero

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other.
just be a couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave

this behind us, it would be up to her. i already
confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this
point everyone knows, its just that they dont know
who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them
for yourself including a photo of them in one place
spring break
well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone else top

this.
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know

what else it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too

much to say and i cant bottle it in anymore

school where baseball and softball officials course
was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
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mention reasons

person
are you going through a tough time? personally for

me its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently on

a mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and not just
in looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
maybe with her bday as Jan 20, you shouldn't forget

it
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan

20 (who would)
not even wedding anniversary. i should forget either
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it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i
existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time and
came back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined

and maybe other things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it

but freak out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at
least when i first saw you
you made me smile and i dont know why, even if i

didnt want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or anything

like that

we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what?

little to nothing good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now

it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my

success in life and vice versa
Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome in

the least

thought of everything. in the least it is not lying to
you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it
turns years of conversation into the whatever the
number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know
exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to get
too boring

besides getting to remember you. i do wish i got to
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are

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not a bad person and neither am i, but (elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what you see
here

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or

shoes will remind me of you because i know you
since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in

the future (mention the reasons)

waste

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with

me, you are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away
whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren or something
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i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make me
any better.
...
[Message clipped]
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wwe
cena
are we that terrible of a couple and we cant be friends either that we were separated for so long
elaborate what is wrong with guys and girls, not just society. and dont take too long while youre
at it
i didnt mean to sound afraid or anything like that. its okay if you were, i wont throw you under
the bus
if we were together, please dont make me feel sorry. i know being with me is the best decision
you would have made
exaggerated
not sure if this is relevant but i did feel like a veteran in our encounter. just listen to the piece.

this could be more important than some of what is going on these days, maybe a lot of the news,
politics, etc too
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i cant believe we wasted so many years not being together. who knows where we would be now.
i will say this again, i hope i dont end up crying if we talk one on one. it doesnt matter if there
are people around or just you and i, i will tell you how i am feeling whether you like it or not.
add to popularity
add to the HUG

note the importance of why that hug was done in a certain way. you meaning a lot to me is one of
the reasons, others i dont know for sure
nevertheless, im not going to be afraid again to tell you what i think and how i really feel about
you
i just hope people dont think i, you, or others are mentally ill. no one is psychologically unstable
or anything stupid haters or naysayers can come up with
marvin gaye
just the thought of
i see you feeling miserable and not because i made you feel that way. its your own bias towards
me
parents for the first time (i remember those baby simulators in high school). technically you left
New Jersey (that could make you the veteran) a few hours away but like that August, i feel like a
veteran again
i dont know what stage in the pregnancy a classmate in my Theology class was, but i still thought
of you (not to be creepy or anything).

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add to pregnant
unfortunately

would be
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you around and maybe i
didnt realize it until now
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
about me
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
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happy either
counts
you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the only ones
and there are others too

was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the same beret.
Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even Adrian was
shy and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me. im not sure
if the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the
older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that you would have a
great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same with you

well it isnt
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care

ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork and no
longer married
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show you that i care.
if i dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you

when i was your man
revise
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i wish you would see me for who i am and not for what people made me up to be. you know i
wouldnt judge you and i know youre a lot better than this
anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're acting and
id help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

I dont recall you being anorexic and/or have osteoporosis. I didnt think i would bruise you or
anything. Im sorry if I may have gotten carried away hugging you.
i wish i didnt have to let go (even though we both had to go back to our jobs) because it felt
amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the
same person
funny)
from you
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of me as well.
the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself and a few
of the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be something but you
never gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i
want to remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you
might as well have given me the cold shoulder if you were around
relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been
deceiving if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off guard,
you should have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was
just really excited to see you after so long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure why you
feel like less of yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you. it all depends
if you want to and if we had the right chemistry
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you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me and be
my girl
temptations my girl
the world should focus more on actually solving the problem, not make excuses or anything

both ways

wrote:
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and his
girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

know).
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not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made you
cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not

have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so, at least i hope
not
always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

la modelo
i would not be surprised and would not understand much why you would say the following
stay away from me
masquerade song
add to hug
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no one hugged
you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the one
guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see you
happy
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they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i saw while
i was thinking of you
dream, etc

pushing me away
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i dont know
how they will react


(describe)
michelle miller CBS

wrote:
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emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably
feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
about a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know
them better). you know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like
the worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i have to have the
moral high ground
language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this to jlly
mom)
whataday say
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chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

much i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my eyes on
her"
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both would have to
work things out somehow

"its too late"

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white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker. mary kay
is cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe hemp will
make things easier and keep trees intact

gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know is
that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

wrote:
i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule
and how you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
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even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
maybe thats why your mom likes me so much as a son in-law and i couldnt agree more
holidays

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other INSANITY cast
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't
feel the same"
add to instagram
(dont even try it)
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add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would
not be as much
lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in,
just let it out"
add insanity
Angelique
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am not going crazy
just thinking about my situation
myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to

wrote:
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pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to) so there
are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me and could

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it
like i am doing here.
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share yours
with me, you have a great life.
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
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i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really just
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years
ago eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

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i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like
this on your own
anyway)
doce rosas

separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i
am thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country in 1996
or not
1857 / 4356

around
add to other people

intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics,
or melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
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i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything that has
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again. it is
beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet
with gifts
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being told by
so called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put
you up to this
fix my lover

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add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS




make a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh,
i am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same


picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

1860 / 4356
have to be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled
at me and we were both waiting for the bus
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because
you cant actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what's up with that
school project was about researching Colombia. I told you that this is crazy
1861 / 4356
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to
talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the
honest with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i
do wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to
me, has missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about
me at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a
fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant
mundo de caramelo
for example:
smile again
since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show
you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license
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plate frame the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if
you had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or have osteoporosis, or
both
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at the
time. but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years?
if you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest in
each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

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this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about
you the whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous
to say the least
cnco mamita


i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you.
it's like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you
realize we were made for each other and regret how you treated me.
i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of distance)

happened
visions:
describe why orher girls or older women remind you of her (visions)

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also
hispanic. it was more of the average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose)
but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic.
they would have other good qualities too
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como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i
see the three colors too
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once,
fool me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in love with

you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

when i look into your eyes besides the cute and beautiful face i
see

married couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing
this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would always be
like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.

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should be the one
add to all along

remembered
this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then.
maybe other than having success, being with you and having
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done
without you. its only if you want to and if possible they can
happen



*i am not politically correct like society has people these days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed up in
the least
we cant ignore this

what is said here
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only
way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be
alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible if
asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
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AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
for me my hair took four years to grow almost ten inches long
pizza party
theyre our kids.
pest
add y como es el




even the jetsons
i seriously wish someday we can work things out and you never
1867 / 4356
know
add to lottery
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees.
in other words, they dont see what is in front of them

i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money
(yet i would love you the same). i still cant be sure and remain
uncertain
just dont lie


The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating

BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not
believe what i saw.
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is

my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly
yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up
for it)
theres just so much to talk about, so i wrote what you see here

you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont
see me holding it against you
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*a mirror and apple
apple itself is a symbol for education (since you are very smart)
and it shows you that I would feed you if we were together as a
family
thats another one of the many things I would never do to you.
reason)
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we will have to
see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you out to eat

there

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families



but*


you
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know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter

in August. even i dont know for sure

meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

though).

not just your mom and i get along, she could be a matchmaker
but not really
other
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should

NOT be considered literally or taken the wrong way

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about journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd
do the same with me
i wish we did get to spend more time together, our families as

well

i know if we were together, nothing would ever come between

us.


want. (elaborate)

when i look into your eyes besides the cute and beautiful face
i see

knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would

should be the one
add to all along

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remembered
this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by
then. maybe other than having success, being with you and

done without you. its only if you want to and if possible they
can happen




days

unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
in the least
we cant ignore this

what is said here

only way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt
be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible
AITF - parents
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add to hair
long ponytail

long
pizza party
theyre our kids.
pest
add y como es el




even the jetsons

never know

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add to lottery
trees. in other words, they dont see what is in front of them

just dont lie



i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it

is my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be
manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also
make up for it)

here


*a mirror and apple

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apple itself is a symbol for education (since you are very
smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we were

you.
reason)
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we will have
to see

eat there





but*


you

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know her mom
family guy


meant to harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a
friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

though).

other


1876 / 4356
about journey


as well


between us.


want. (elaborate)



happen and we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned
this in the beginning)

melody
space jam
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athletic
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont

think that will happen anytime soon though


friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking
of your mom and both of us spending time together

others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on

my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma
matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like you
but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds

me of you as well

*DISCLAIMER.
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all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if

she doesnt care, why should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have
to resort to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
explain how society makes women lower their standards

for guys
vivir mi vida
geez, i would think you were a lighthouse helping the boat
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally
like this to others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i
dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
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seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you
and your mom

you gotta be

notice me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat
me the way she did

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us

everything is okay
1880 / 4356
you lost me
have a bad life (in the least have your heart broken like i
did)
know no better
(both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to

back up what i am saying (like why you act the way you do
towards me)

notice im unique (if you ever give me the chance to show
you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both

do in a way. i talk about myself in particular because you
hurt me, i didnt do anything to you

getting through my schedule and getting this text written
bread
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown and the
football

whered you go clean

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accounting book there are people and im the guy in the
red shirt, you are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in
love with each other

each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you
both look alike
harta

crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just for
sixth grade
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until

eighth grade. i thought id never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in

high school, i knew there was hope. and this was years
ago
home and she would see us together and be like "aww"



communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows and
can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what
you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.

extent in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake

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to try to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone
(or at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

i still dont understand what is or could be wrong with me
why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest

like i am here

better than you
my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i

thought about your mom. my grandmother on my moms
side and then my aunt passed away.

the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone
else when we were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else

and i was single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and

you were his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work

together, we'll make it happen

entertainment
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we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling
you a pig or fat or anything like that. they are just a cute
couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it
was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest
with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you
message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that
looks like you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little
bigger than yours. but still i would be thinking and have
loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither
of us are better than the other
If you want something you have never had, you must be

willing to do something you have never done
long text
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on

and off campus. in other words, what is going on that
neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own
personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still
no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too (come on

now)
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helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's
in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just
be a couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave

this behind us, it would be up to her. i already
confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this
point everyone knows, its just that they dont know
who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for
yourself including a photo of them in one place
spring break
well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone else top

this.
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what

else it can be


school where baseball and softball officials course was
taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph


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mention reasons

person
are you going through a tough time? personally for me

its hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently on a

mirage friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and not just in
looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
maybe with her bday as Jan 20, you shouldn't forget it
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan 20

(who would)

existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time and came
back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined and

maybe other things relevant.
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its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but
freak out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you made me smile and i dont know why, even if i didnt

want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or anything like

that


separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about

everything that has happened

Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome in

the least
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought
of everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this
entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years
of conversation into the whatever the number of pages
it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should
end but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides

getting to remember you. i do wish i got to know you
better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are

not a bad person and neither am i, but (elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what you see
here
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shoes will remind me of you because i know you since
elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in

the future (mention the reasons)

waste

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with

me, you are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra


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i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make me any
better.
...
[Message clipped]
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would be
Freudian slips
i dont mean to sound clingy or like i would be clingy. i just love having you around and maybe i
didnt realize it until now
only in looks:
paris hilton
hilary duff
lindsay lohan
about me
enrique si te vas
Joe and Mika
add to trump jr
happy either
counts

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you dont even know what you want, but its okay I dont know either. We're not the only ones and
there are others too

was like an older version of us two. the guy and girl were together and she had the same beret.
Like Adrian from Rocky, you are my Adrian.
Its okay if you dont see some of these things, the majority, or none of them. Even Adrian was shy
and I am too
a girl who looked like she did drugs or alcohol (or both) and guy who was like me. im not sure if
the girl with the beret was his girl or the other girl who didnt look too good (she was like the
older version of you, only with slightly darker skin)
i just want you to know (and im sure you if only you gave me the chance) that you would have a
great life. however, i dont know if i would have the same with you

well it isnt
of course i do, i know exactly what im doing (or trying to do). im trying to show the world i care

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ADD TO PREDICTIVE
SCRUBS HUG, our hug
never let go
i saw a man recently that had to do his taxes and was told something about paperwork and no
longer married
dont mind me being carried away. i dont mean to be a jerk, i just want to show you that i care. if i
dont, i feel like i am not good enough or dont deserve you

when i was your man
revise

anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're acting and id
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help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the same
person
funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things I like from
you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just wish i had someone
to share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of me as well.
the items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself and a few of
the items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be something but you never
gave me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to
remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well
relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving
if you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should
have told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure why you
feel like less of yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you. it all depends if
you want to and if we had the right chemistry
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you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me and be my
girl
temptations my girl

both ways

i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and his
girl had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

she actually looks more like oprah, but the same body language as you (believe me, I know).
not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made you
cry especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not

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have i been really wasting my time all along writing this? i dont think so, at least i hope not
always feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

la modelo
stay away from me
i know in my heart i would never harm you in any way. and you know it, not just your family
(especially mom) or anyone else that knows me
masquerade song
add to hug
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no one hugged
you like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the one
guy who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see you happy

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i saw while i
was thinking of you
dream, etc
i dont know if it is the friend or friends (anyone in general, really) that can greatly influence
other people's relationships regardless of what type
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pushing me away
it looks like we need a serious talk with either one another and our families. i dont know how
they will react


(describe)
michelle miller CBS

wrote:
emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably
feel the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
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to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know so much about
a person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know them
better). you know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the
worst feeling in the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going
through, not sure.
moral high ground
language
mom)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
1897 / 4356
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand how much
i love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my eyes on
her"

"its too late"
white car with license plate that read "Jelly" (J____Y). it had a mary kay sticker. mary kay is
cosmetics and the word "kay" has to do with jewelry and "every kiss begins with kay"
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gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know is
that we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

wrote:
i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule
and how you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
even cars
sunscreen
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tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
holidays
other INSANITY cast

1900 / 4356
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't
feel the same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others (dont
even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
1901 / 4356
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would not
be as much
lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just
let it out"
add insanity
Angelique
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am not going crazy
just thinking about my situation
myself. maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to

wrote:
pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to) so there
are reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better
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dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like
i am doing here.
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really just dont
care about me the same way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago
eating out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date

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dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
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i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like
this on your own
anyway)
doce rosas

wrote:
separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i am
thinking of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country in 1996 or
not

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i wish we not embarrassed to see each other alone or when other people are around
add to other people

intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or
melody help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then again
i have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the same
happened.
beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with
gifts
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it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being told by so
called "friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put
you up to this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
1907 / 4356
ITEMS




from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older, it would make
a great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i
am just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same


picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have
to be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at
me and we were both waiting for the bus
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add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because
you cant actually tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what's up with that
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to
talk to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be honest
with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do
wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this
1909 / 4356
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to
me, has missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about me
at least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting
to know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a
fact that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say
the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them i thought i could smile
again
since that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show
you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license plate
frame the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable

1910 / 4356
add to the hug
i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if
you had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or have osteoporosis, or
both
add to visions
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if
you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest in
each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you
the whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say
the least
cnco mamita

1911 / 4356

i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's
like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize
we were made for each other and regret how you treated me. i also
regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
unfairly and completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and
maybe i was annoying

happened
visions:

i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose)
but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see
know her mom

1912 / 4356

They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once,
fool me twice (different variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
i dont know if i should even regret liking or falling in love with you
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

see

first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you should
be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought
at one point you were, but then forgot and then i remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this
is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then.
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happen




unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed up in the
least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of what
is said here
way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone
and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a difference

in your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my
hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre
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our kids.
what if you are just mocking me? ive seen you act like i am a pest
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with

me for no good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if
any. if there was one, it would be a bad one

just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were


even the jetsons
know
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem
fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in
other words, they dont see what is in front of them

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uncertain
just dont lie

One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father

(I thought of you)

believe what i saw.

my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i
want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)

*a mirror and apple

family
you are my mona lisa (i cant stop looking at you for some reason)
1916 / 4356
see

there



you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see
you back in August
*write about how she made you feel, be honest and nothing but*
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i

but dont worry, if you dont give up on me, i wont give up on you

know her mom
family guy


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que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply

catch up which was your idea (i couldve said that too though).

but not really
other


about journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd do
the same with me

well
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing
just for a girl i like
i know if we were together, nothing would ever come between us.

1918 / 4356

apparently i deserve better. you can stay with whoever you want.
(elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us
and no one has the right to hurt anyone

see


should be the one
add to all along

remembered
this is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then.
happen


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unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed up in
the least
we cant ignore this

what is said here
way. i am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be
alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible if
asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents

add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
theyre our kids.
pest
add y como es el
1920 / 4356



even the jetsons
know
add to lottery
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees.
in other words, they dont see what is in front of them

uncertain
just dont lie

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believe what i saw.

my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly
yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up
for it)

*a mirror and apple

family
reason)
see
1922 / 4356

there




but*


you

know her mom
family guy



que pasara mañana
1923 / 4356
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

though).

but not really
other


about journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd
do the same with me

well

i know if we were together, nothing would ever come between

us.


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want. (elaborate)

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor,

im like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)

happen and we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned
this in the beginning)

melody
space jam
im bugs bunny and you are lola even if youre not as athletic


i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people.

it looked like a mother and daughter with her friend or
something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your
mom and both of us spending time together

someone. i dont intentionally want to be a nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
1925 / 4356
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on
my right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like you
but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds

me of you as well
how do i know you wont go back to the way you were before?
i know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if

she doesnt care, why should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to
resort to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
explain how society makes women lower their standards for

guys
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vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like
this to others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont
believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you and
your mom

you gotta be

notice me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me
the way she did
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone

saying its okay when its not?
karlos infiel
1927 / 4356
cnco mamita
just think
about us
stop lying (especially to me) and pretending that everything

is okay
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have
a bad life (in the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
(both of us really)


towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice

im unique (if you ever give me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do

in a way. i talk about myself in particular because you hurt
1928 / 4356
me, i didnt do anything to you
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting
through my schedule and getting this text written
bread
football

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red
shirt, you are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in love
with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get tired of each

other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you both
look alike
harta

crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just for
sixth grade

then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high

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school, i knew there was hope. and this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home
and she would see us together and be like "aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would

lead to trauma

communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows and
can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what

extent in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to

try to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone
(or at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest

like i am here

better than you

thought about your mom. my grandmother on my moms
side and then my aunt passed away.

1930 / 4356
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone
else when we were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else

and i was single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and you

were his parents)


entertainment
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a
pig or fat or anything like that. they are just a cute couple!
the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was
unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with
you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would
do the same for me!)
message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that
looks like you
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loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of
us are better than the other

maybe this whole thing is just that. the items and the long
text

and off campus. in other words, what is going on that
neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own
personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no
less than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too (come on

now)

helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in
NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just
be a couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this

behind us, it would be up to her. i already confesses this
is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone
knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break

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well, finally there it is. id like to see anyone else top this.

else it can be


school where baseball and softball officials course was
taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would

not be able to keep my head turned ninety degrees left
or right.
mention reasons
i mean, we should be able to talk to each other in person
are you going through a tough time? personally for me

its hard to explain that

mirage friend
looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
1933 / 4356
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan 20

(who would)

existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time and came
back

quizas si quizas no


want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or anything like

that
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with
your hair but in white

separate ways
who's crying now


Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome in the

least
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you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire
text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of
conversation into the whatever the number of pages it
turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end
but i didnt want it to get too boring

better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a
bad person and neither am i, but (elaborate)
this was not easy for me at all to write what you see here


shoes will remind me of you because i know you since
elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the

future (mention the reasons)
i am not sure if i just let time slip and it became a waste

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me,
you are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
1935 / 4356
somewhere by barbra


i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i
wish we would genuinely be together
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make me any
better.
...
[Message clipped]
1936 / 4356
when i was your man
revise

anything between us in the future can never be unless you change the way you're acting and id
help you. i surely wouldnt give up on you and maybe you wouldnt give up on me
add to the HUG

amazing seeing you again. it was like the best hug ever and i wish it was always with the same
person
smile at each other more (besides your cute one with your tongue between teeth, which is funny)
we all have things that we like from others and that expression is one of the things I like from
you
there's just so much i want to do in this life and goals to accomplish. i just wish i had someone to
share that with (im sure you do too!).
i was thinking about you these past few months and maybe you were thinking of me as well. the
items are so you remember me by and other than the nice version of yourself and a few of the
items, I dont know much i can remember you by. there could be something but you never gave
1937 / 4356
me a gift like i did. and depending how things end up someday, i dont know if i want to
remember you. i didnt deserve such treatment like being ignored completely, you might as well
relationship). i also didnt mean to come off too strong either. i felt it may have been deceiving if
you didnt tell me otherwise in our encounter. even if you were caught off guard, you should have
told me if i made you feel uncomfortable. i doubt i did intentionally, I was just really excited to
see you after so long that i got a little carried away
i did that a long time ago and the answeris nothing for me, how about you. not sure why you feel
like less of yourself when im around
youre everything i could ever want in a woman and i can be the same for you. it all depends if
you want to and if we had the right chemistry
even if i did not know you as well, that doesnt mean that i wouldnt want to and that i am capable
of getting to know you
you never know, i may be the one and only guy for you. you may be the same for me and be my
girl
temptations my girl

both ways
1938 / 4356

i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and his girl
had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made you cry
especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not happen if
we were together.

and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized (and maybe i always
feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

la modelo
stay away from me
1939 / 4356
masquerade song
add to hug
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no one hugged you
like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the one guy
who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see you happy

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i saw while i
was thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was not a dream,
etc

pushing me away
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you. both of us have
they will react


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(describe)
michelle miller CBS

emotions may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel
the same. i hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
to think maybe it is a woke moment in terms of memories, but yet you know so much about a
person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know them better).
you know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in
the world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going through, not sure.
moral high ground
language
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mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike couples which even
get married and they dont last forever)
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand how much i
love her"

i dont know if it is fair to say this, "i loved her before or the moment i gazed my eyes on her"
1942 / 4356
"its too late"

gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know is that
we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

wrote:
i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule and
how you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
1943 / 4356
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family


1944 / 4356
TRUMP DATING
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good terms (friends
at least for now)
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
1945 / 4356
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel
the same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others (dont
even try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would not be
as much
lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just
let it out"
add insanity
Angelique
1946 / 4356
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my one true love.
i guess not and only you can disprove that
if people are freaking out, how do they think i feel? do they think i am not going crazy just
good thing i kept going on about writing this, it's like without this I got nothing but myself.
maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only
you know.

wrote:
pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to) so there are
reforms. in other words, it's like helping you be better

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like i
am doing here.
akon dont matter
1947 / 4356

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
closer
ride with me
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
1948 / 4356
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like this
on your own
they were a couple but it still looked sweet even if WE are not a couple (not yet anyway)
doce rosas

wrote:
if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone or anything separate
us
1949 / 4356
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country in 1996 or
not

add to other people

intro to music
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then again i
have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
1950 / 4356
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your
mom the screenshots
happened.
beyond me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with
gifts
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was feeling down while
looking at them
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you
1951 / 4356
up to this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones




from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older, it would make a
great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am
just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same

1952 / 4356
Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We match the picture
totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to
be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at
me and we were both waiting for the bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth
in the most honest way possible
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because you
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

1953 / 4356
if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like what's
up with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you. any reference
in regards to brown hair
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk
to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be honest
with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do
wish you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because
i know i have reached you or gotten through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me,
has missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at
least a little to make the effort to talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting to
know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact
that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the
same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
again
1954 / 4356
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since
that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the
real me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it work,
it would be worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you
had done the same
you shouldn't bruise easily unless you are anorexic or have osteoporosis, or both
add to visions
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if
you really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other and keep
it real

1955 / 4356
how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest in each
other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you
the whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say
the least
cnco mamita


i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's
like that feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we
were made for each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret
waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me unfairly
and completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i
was annoying

happened
visions:

i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but
1956 / 4356

like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once, fool
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

1957 / 4356
when i look into your eyes besides the cute and beautiful face i see
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married

couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman
is the one for me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe
first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you should be
the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at
one point you were, but then forgot and then i remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is
a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe
other than having success, being with you and having prosperity is
all i need
without you. its only if you want to and if possible they can happen



youre almost like a midget but i would still love you unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of what is
said here
1958 / 4356
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a difference in

your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our
kids.
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me

for no good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if



even the jetsons
1959 / 4356
know
add to lottery
fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're just

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet
i would love you the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury

show. it was awesome. I wish you were there
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father (I

thought of you)
The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating BUT
ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not believe what i
saw.
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my

fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want
to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)

1960 / 4356
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple
itself is a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it
shows you that I would feed you if we were together as a family
i cant tell if i should trust you again, i wish but we will have to see
we should eat at fancy restaurant. i love to take you out to eat there



you back in August


1961 / 4356
know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in



que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not just your mom and i get along, she could be a matchmaker but
not really
It's me and you though, when we feel the same way for each other


Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with girlfriend, writes book about
journey

1962 / 4356
the same with me
i wish we did get to spend more time together, our families as well


(elaborate)

see

first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you should
be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought
at one point you were, but then forgot and then i remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this
is a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then.
1963 / 4356
happen




unconditionally
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of what
is said here
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a difference

in your life
add to hair
long ponytail
1964 / 4356
pizza party
hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre
our kids.
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with

me for no good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if
any. if there was one, it would be a bad one



even the jetsons
know
add to lottery
fake. maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're
1965 / 4356

uncertain
just dont lie

One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father

(I thought of you)

believe what i saw.

my fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i
want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)

*a mirror and apple

family

1966 / 4356
see

there



you back in August


know her mom
family guy


1967 / 4356

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


but not really
other


about journey
the same with me

well
1968 / 4356


(elaborate)

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor,

im like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)

happen and we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this
in the beginning)

dont focus so much on the video, just the ones singing; melody
space jam


i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it

looked like a mother and daughter with her friend or
something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your mom
and both of us spending time together

someone. i dont intentionally want to be a nuisance to others.

1969 / 4356

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my

right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like you but
is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me

of you as well
how do i know you wont go back to the way you were before? i
know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who
hurt me emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she
doesnt care, why should i even make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

1970 / 4356
tavares heaven
explain how society makes women lower their standards for

guys
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like
this to others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont
believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you and
your mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get you to notice
me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me
the way she did
1971 / 4356

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
stop lying (especially to me) and pretending that everything is

okay
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a
bad life (in the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you (both
of us really)


1972 / 4356
towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im

unique (if you ever give me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in

a way. i talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i
didnt do anything to you
maybe you are the greatest thing (or person) since sliced bread
football

whered you go clean

i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in love
with each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get tired of each

other
correction Adrian
look alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when the song
started playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just for sixth
1973 / 4356
grade


maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home
and she would see us together and be like "aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would

lead to trauma

communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows and can
tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did
to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.

extent in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try

to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or
at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like
i am here

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she any better
than you

1974 / 4356
thought about your mom. my grandmother on my moms side
and then my aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really
nice and brought us together. im glad i ended up being her
son in law"
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone else
when we were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and

i was single dad

were his parents)

have as many movies and anything related to entertainment
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a
pig or fat or anything like that. they are just a cute couple!
the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely
they would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you
were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do the same
for me!)
prove you ran the same day grad very far facebook message
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that looks
like you
1975 / 4356
loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of
us are better than the other

maybe this whole thing is just that. the items and the long
text

and off campus. in other words, what is going on that neither
one of us may not be aware of besides one's own personal
life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no
less than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
*It is sense of humor, which you may have too (come on now)
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping
me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY
working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just be
a couple already

behind us, it would be up to her. i already confesses this is
in person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows,
its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break
1976 / 4356

else it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much

to say and i cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school

where baseball and softball officials course was taught. i
kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would

not be able to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or
right.
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its

hard to explain that

mirage friend
looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
1977 / 4356
add to birthday
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan 20 (who

would)

existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time and came back

quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least
when i first saw you

want to
i dont mean to be cheesy in my quotes or anything like that
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with
your hair but in white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little
to nothing good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now


Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome in the

least
1978 / 4356
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text
can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation
into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i
dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to
get too boring

better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a
bad person and neither am i, but (elaborate)

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes

will remind me of you because i know you since elementary
school


oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me,
you are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
1979 / 4356
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it
is as a friend or because of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i
wish we would genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood
because of idiots brainwashing you
i couldn't hate you because it is not the answer and it wont make me any better.
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve
her heart (she already has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
if we wouldve actually talked, i would not have written this or it would not have
been this long
fix DECEMBER7 for obvious reasons
i do wish i can get to know you better, rather than just with memories from the
past
if only you let me explain

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it.
the only way would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to
you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's
going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law
and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to
live your life. its your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you
wont get back. if i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not
behave like you did purposely
let her go by passenger
add to no guy but me

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre
unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
add to you wouldnt understand
secrets by onerepublic
1980 / 4356
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a
waste of time, not being with you is
trumpets dont focus on video or lyrics, its the melody
Alexander Pires-Es a ti a quien amo

its a little bit of both lyrics and melody
just married car on my left while i was driving
add to dont dye your hair

unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or
anything, its just better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a

...
[Message clipped]
1981 / 4356
i also saw a couple in the show which stood out. he had a slightly lighter skin tone and his girl
had a slightly darker skin tone than yours
other cheesy lines

not that i would be a jerk, but i would hate it if i saw or found out that someone made you cry
especially when i thought beforehand that this was bound to happen. this would not happen if we
were together.

and when i have been having fun with extracurricular activities, i realized (and maybe i always
feel like this) that being without you sucks. it is like the worst feeling in the world

la modelo
stay away from me
1982 / 4356
if you want to believe im a bad person and/or the worse person you have ever met, I cant change
that. only you can once you think for yourself
masquerade song
add to hug
it reminds me of our encounter after eight years. the only difference is that no one hugged you
like i did
and if you ever doubt me, yourself, are with someone or with a group, think about the one guy
who has in a sense known you for over ten years and would only want to see you happy

they were also in fashion show, not sure but they probably were the same ones i saw while i was
thinking of you
i dont know if either of us will ever get over this. or get over the fact that this was not a dream,
etc

pushing me away
even something about you (like nails) not just looks can still remind me of you. both of us have
they will react


1983 / 4356

(describe)
michelle miller CBS

and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see why. your emotions
may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i
hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know them better). you
know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the
world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going through, not sure.
moral high ground
language
1984 / 4356
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this to jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike couples which even get
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the years. it all depends
on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand how much i
love her"

1985 / 4356
i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both would have to work
things out somehow

"its too late"
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe hemp will make

gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know is that
we should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule and
how you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
1986 / 4356
not gonna force you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

1987 / 4356
TRUMP DATING
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good terms (friends
at least for now)
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
1988 / 4356
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel
the same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others (dont even
try it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would not be
as much
lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let
it out"
add insanity
Angelique
1989 / 4356
despite all that has happened up to this point, i thought that i had found my one true love. i
maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only
you know.

wrote:
pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like i am
doing here.
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share yours with
akon dont matter
1990 / 4356

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
closer
ride with me
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
1991 / 4356
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like this
on your own
doce rosas

wrote:
1992 / 4356
if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone or anything separate
us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the
you are more fluent than melania, whether you also came to this country in 1996 or not

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually preventing
us from talking to each other
intro to music
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then again i
have other ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
1993 / 4356
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your
mom the screenshots
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again. it is beyond
me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
looking at them
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you up
1994 / 4356
to this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones

this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be that way repeatedly
forever and ever.



great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am
just coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same

1995 / 4356
totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to
be that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth in
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

1996 / 4356
if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like what's up
with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you. any reference in
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk
to you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place.
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be honest with
you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish
you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know
i have reached you or gotten through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me,
has missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a
know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact
that i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same
for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
again
1997 / 4356
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since
that word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real
me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it work, it
would be worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you
had done the same
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at the time.
but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if you
really feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other and keep it
real

1998 / 4356
other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the
whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the
least
cnco mamita


i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's like
that feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were
made for each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting
ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me unfairly
and completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying
i hope neither of our families are ashamed of us because of what happened
visions:

1999 / 4356
like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see the
three colors too
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once, fool
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

2000 / 4356

couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is
the one for me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you
the one
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a
simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other
than having success, being with you and having prosperity is all i
need



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
least
we cant ignore this
said here
2001 / 4356
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i
am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i
would tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or
AITF - parents

your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair
and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el

if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened?

i cant read your mind, you know


even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind
you of me. i will be reminded of you as well
2002 / 4356
i seriously wish someday we can work things out and you never know
add to lottery

i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i
would love you the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie


thought of you)
saw.

fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to
make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something
to you, but didnt
2003 / 4356
*a mirror and apple

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see you
back in August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can

know her mom
2004 / 4356
family guy

i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant
to harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not really
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT

be considered literally or taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our classmates
the "homewreckers" even if they have some characteristics or
similarities
journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd do the
same with me
2005 / 4356
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just
for a girl i like


(elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and
no one has the right to hurt anyone


couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman
is the one for me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe
the one
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is
a simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe
other than having success, being with you and having prosperity is
all i need
2006 / 4356



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
least
we cant ignore this
said here
AITF - parents

your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
hair and the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our
kids.
2007 / 4356
add y como es el




even the jetsons
know
add to lottery

2008 / 4356
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet
i would love you the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie


thought of you)
saw.

fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want
to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)

*a mirror and apple


2009 / 4356



you back in August


know her mom
family guy



que pasara mañana
2010 / 4356
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not really


journey
the same with me


(elaborate)

2011 / 4356

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im

like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen

and we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the
beginning)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think
that will happen anytime soon though


looked like a mother and daughter with her friend or something.
he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and both of
us spending time together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i

dont intentionally want to be a nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my

right i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
2012 / 4356
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like you but is
black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me of

you as well
know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who
hurt me emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself
falling down if she fell from there
explain how society makes women lower their standards for guys
vivir mi vida

2013 / 4356
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this
to others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in
ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you and your
mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get you to notice
me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the
way she did

karlos infiel
cnco mamita

2014 / 4356
just think
about us
stop lying (especially to me) and pretending that everything is

okay
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a
bad life (in the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you (both of
us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back
up what i am saying (like why you act the way you do towards
me)

you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a

way. i talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt
do anything to you
2015 / 4356
football

whered you go clean

i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in love with
each other
things shouldnt change and we shouldnt get tired of each other
correction Adrian
look alike
harta

started playing
crank that
grade


maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and
she would see us together and be like "aww"

2016 / 4356
im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would lead
to trauma

communication? i had to tell your mom so she knows and can
tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did to
me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to an extent

in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try

to raise my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at
least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like i
am here

than you

thought about your mom. my grandmother on my moms side
and then my aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really
nice and brought us together. im glad i ended up being her son
in law"
2017 / 4356
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i
was single dad

were his parents)

we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig
or fat or anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only
difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would
be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a
healthy weight (id think you would do the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that looks
like you
bigger than yours. but still i would be thinking and have loyalty
to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us
are better than the other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing
to do something you have never done
maybe this whole thing is just that. the items and the long text
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and

2018 / 4356
off campus. in other words, what is going on that neither one of
us may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less
than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping
me skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working.
I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just be a
couple already

behind us, it would be up to her. i already confesses this is in
person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its
just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what else
it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to

say and i cant bottle it in anymore

where baseball and softball officials course was taught. i
kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph

2019 / 4356
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not
be able to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its

hard to explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently on a mirage

friend
i wish you were more like Dana Loesch and not just in looks

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday

would)
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i

didnt, i just gave up for some time and came back
2020 / 4356
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak
out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least
when i first saw you
you made me smile and i dont know why, even if i didnt want
to
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your
hair but in white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to
nothing good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now

it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success

in life and vice versa
Im not trying to brag, but that would be awesome in the least
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text
can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation
into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i
dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to
get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting

to remember you. i do wish i got to know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad
person and neither am i, but (elaborate)

2021 / 4356
i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes

will remind me of you because i know you since elementary
school


oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you
are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is
as a friend or because of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish
we would genuinely be together
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve
her heart (she already has the smarts and looks after all).
2022 / 4356
hilito
llevame contigo
if we wouldve actually talked, i would not have written this or it would not have been
this long
i do wish i can get to know you better, rather than just with memories from the past

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the
only way would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you
personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on.
she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she
thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live
your life. its your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont
get back. if i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not
behave like you did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i
think you already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste
of time, not being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything,
its just better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what

...
[Message clipped]
2023 / 4356
2024 / 4356
and in the next several (or who knows how many more) pages, you will see why. your emotions
may run wild and you, along with your family, friends, or anyone will probably feel the same. i
hope you dont get angry or stay angry or anything negative towards me
person (maybe not enough although you wish you would have gotten to know them better). you
know so much and then realize that they dont feel the same. it is like the worst feeling in the
world. it's either that or because this is some phase i am going through, not sure.
despite how this girl's been acting and the way she treated me, i know i have to have the moral
high ground
This is longer being bilingual (english and spanish) by a few pages. 1000 or more each language
(find ways to truly end this and not write anymore after publishing and giving this to jlly mom)
I truly hope that anything possible between us never goes away (unlike couples which even get

2025 / 4356
not everyone has changed and there are those who have changed over the years. it all depends
on the person
whataday say
chowder characters
edwin mccain songs
the simpsons
that 90s show
the go gos songs
the bangles songs
south beach tow?
run around

"i love him"

"ive always loved your mom and she probably will never see that or understand how much i love
her"

i wish i can trust you again, i really do but it will take a while and we both would have to work
things out somehow

"its too late"
2026 / 4356
there are a lot of pages to be expected. paper is expensive these days, maybe hemp will make

gotye i feel better
not sure if they got to Trump Jr.'s wife somehow. We may never know but all i do know is that we
should be immune from being apart or be broken apart

i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule and how
you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you

2027 / 4356
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
modern family

TRUMP DATING
holidays
2028 / 4356
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good terms (friends at
least for now)
ive moved on
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel the
same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others (dont even
try it)

2029 / 4356

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would not be as
much
lonesome road blues
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let it
out"
add insanity
Angelique
maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only you
know.
2030 / 4356
pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me and could possibly
be included

dark fantasy clean
doing here.
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share yours with
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
2031 / 4356
i care about you so much, but you just disregard any of my efforts. you really just dont care
about me the same way
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago eating
out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you

2032 / 4356
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like this on
your own
doce rosas

wrote:
if we do end up together, let's both make sure we dont let anyone or anything separate us
why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the one
you need in your life
2033 / 4356
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that and a relationship

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually preventing
us from talking to each other
intro to music
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then again i have
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the same applies
to you as well
2034 / 4356
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your mom
the screenshots
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again. it is beyond
me what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
looking at them
it may have been anything in the past whether it is you personally, being told by so called
"friends", or the recent things (hug, text, booklet with items)
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you up
to this
fix my lover


2035 / 4356
add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones life,

forever and ever.


On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
great memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am just
coping and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
totally
teen titans
robin and starfire
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to be
2036 / 4356
that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth in
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like what's up
with that
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to
2037 / 4356
you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you
just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be honest with
you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish
you would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know i
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me, has
missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a little
to make the effort to talk to me.
know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that
i didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for
you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
it was until eight years and in those years five of them i thought i could smile again
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since that
word has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
2038 / 4356
would be worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had
done the same
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at the time.
but i dont think thats it, i think there is something more

we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other and keep it
real

other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr

2039 / 4356
whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


made for each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me unfairly and
completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying
visions:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic.
it was more of the average hispanic.

like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see the
2040 / 4356
three colors too
know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once, fool me
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez


first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you should be the
one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one
point you were, but then forgot and then i remembered
2041 / 4356
than having success, being with you and having prosperity is all i need
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without
you. its only if you want to and if possible they can happen



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
not sure if you are acting like this purposely, it's messed up in the least
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of what is said
here
am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would
tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a
crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a difference in your
life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
2042 / 4356
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for

no good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i



even the jetsons
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake.
maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in other
words, they dont see what is in front of them

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt let
2043 / 4356
just dont lie


thought of you)
The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating BUT ALL
THREE SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not believe what i saw.
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault
for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make
up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something to
you, but didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me
*a mirror and apple

itself is a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows
you that I would feed you if we were together as a family
2044 / 4356



back in August

know her mom
family guy

i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to
harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana

2045 / 4356
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch
up which was your idea (i couldve said that too though).

not just your mom and i get along, she could be a matchmaker but not
really
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be

considered literally or taken the wrong way
similarities
journey
same with me
for a girl i like


(elaborate)
2046 / 4356
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no
one has the right to hurt anyone


the one
add to all along

than having success, being with you and having prosperity is all i
need



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes

2047 / 4356
least
we cant ignore this
said here
am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i
would tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or
AITF - parents

your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened?

i cant read your mind, you know

2048 / 4356
even the jetsons
add to lottery

just dont lie


thought of you)
saw.

fault for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to
make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
2049 / 4356
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something
to you, but didnt
*a mirror and apple




back in August
2050 / 4356

know her mom
family guy

i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant
to harm and I just wanted to get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not really
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT

be considered literally or taken the wrong way
2051 / 4356
similarities
journey
same with me
for a girl i like


(elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and
no one has the right to hurt anyone

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im

like "look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen

and we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the
beginning)

space jam
2052 / 4356
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think
that will happen anytime soon though


looked like a mother and daughter with her friend or something. he
didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and both of us
spending time together


bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right
i saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me of

you as well
know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt
me emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.
2053 / 4356

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to
others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
2054 / 4356
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
mom

you gotta be
i dont know why it has to resort to this just to get you to notice me.
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the
way she did

karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
stop lying (especially to me) and pretending that everything is okay
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad
life (in the least have your heart broken like i did)
2055 / 4356
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you (both of
us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up
what i am saying (like why you act the way you do towards me)

you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a

way. i talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt
do anything to you
its either you are worth it or it's like charlie brown and the football

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt,
you are the one with the long hair
each other

2056 / 4356
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you both look
alike
harta

started playing
crank that
grade
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth
grade. i thought id never see you again

maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and
she would see us together and be like "aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would lead

to trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication?

i had to tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise
you wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank
and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to an extent in

a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to

raise my GPA
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
2057 / 4356
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like i
am here

than you
my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i thought

about your mom. my grandmother on my moms side and then my
aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice
and brought us together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i

was single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and you were
his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work together,
we'll make it happen
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig
or fat or anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only
difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be
a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy
weight (id think you would do the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
2058 / 4356
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that looks like
you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger
than yours. but still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us
are better than the other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to
do something you have never done
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off

campus. in other words, what is going on that neither one of us
may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less
than beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me
skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I
hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind

us, it would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person
and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that
they dont know who)
perro fiel

2059 / 4356
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself
including a photo of them in one place
spring break
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what else it
can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to

say and i cant bottle it in anymore

where baseball and softball officials course was taught. i kept
thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be
able to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its hard
to explain that

friend

agent cody banks
2060 / 4356
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday

would)

*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined and maybe
other things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out
when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when
i first saw you
you made me smile and i dont know why, even if i didnt want to
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your
hair but in white
separate ways
who's crying now

2061 / 4356
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in
life and vice versa
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can
be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the
whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know
exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting

to remember you. i do wish i got to know you better though.

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will

remind me of you because i know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the future

(mention the reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you
are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

2062 / 4356
anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as
a friend or because of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we
would genuinely be together
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her
heart (she already has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
if we wouldve actually talked, i would not have written this or it would not have been
this long

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the
only way would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you
personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she
is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks
of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live
your life. its your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont
get back. if i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave
like you did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i
think you already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you

2063 / 4356
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of
time, not being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its
just better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what

...
[Message clipped]
2064 / 4356
i just wanted to talk to you in the least. how is that impossible to do besides schedule and how
you feel about me regardless if you never got to know me
not gonna force you
even cars
sunscreen
tainted love
lady marmalade
take your time
2065 / 4356
modern family

TRUMP DATING
holidays
other INSANITY cast
we shouldnt have to worry about the outcomes either and should be in good terms (friends at
least for now)
ive moved on
2066 / 4356
two faces have i
second time around
comfort
j lo songs
console
i wish i can imitate you forever and not have to be like, "i liked this girl but she didn't feel the
same"
add to instagram
now you cant find her on a search. i am not one of those people who stalks others (dont even try
it)

add to infowars
millie weaver
perhaps if you were more honest with me, i would not have done all this. or it would not be as
much
lonesome road blues
2067 / 4356
Id be like, "no, i just want to get this off my back. It us unhealthy to bottle things in, just let it
out"
add insanity
Angelique
maybe someday youll look back and be like, "i probably should have talked to Chris". only you
know.

pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me and could possibly be
included

dark fantasy clean
doing here.
2068 / 4356
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share yours with me,
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs
james taylor
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago eating
out with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
2069 / 4356
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like this on
your own
2070 / 4356
doce rosas

why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the one
you need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i am thinking
of you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually preventing us
from talking to each other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or melody
help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
2071 / 4356
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the same applies to
you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your mom
the screenshots
happened.
i dont blame you (or blame you too much) if you never want to see me again. it is beyond me
what i could have done to you besides the hug, text, and the booklet with gifts
looking at them
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
2072 / 4356
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you up to
this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones life,

forever and ever.



2073 / 4356
wrote:
from now we'll remember and go back to this. even as we get older, it would make a great
memory

wrote:
Trump Dating - both of us if we supported Trump for 2020. We match the picture totally
teen titans
robin and starfire

wrote:
there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to be
that way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me and
we were both waiting for the bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth in the
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because you cant
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
2074 / 4356
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like what's up with
that
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to
you but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you
just want peace of mind, we all do
i just want answers, you know (or maybe you dont yet) that i would be honest with you
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you
would cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know i have
missed me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a little to
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting to know
you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i
didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
2075 / 4356
for example:
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license plate frame
the city where you went to high school
lo que paso paso
inseparable
would be worth it

add to the hug

done the same
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at the time. but i
dont think thats it, i think there is something more
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
2076 / 4356
we have to prove the haters wrong. we should not lie to each other and keep it real

how to keep each other on the same page so you never lose interest in each other

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
whole time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


made for each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten
completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was
annoying
visions:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it
2077 / 4356
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but more
Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see the three
colors too
know her mom


LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

2078 / 4356

couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the
one for me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would
one
add to all along

simulation or not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than
having success, being with you and having prosperity is all i need



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
here
2079 / 4356
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am
not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush
on someone?"
AITF - parents
life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and
the other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no

good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was
one, it would be a bad one

just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were annoyed
at each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you
of me. i will be reminded of you as well
2080 / 4356
add to lottery
maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that in

just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show.
it was awesome. I wish you were there

thought of you)
for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up
you, but didnt
2081 / 4356
*a mirror and apple
apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself
is a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do


back in August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say
the same about you

know her mom
2082 / 4356
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August.

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

really

*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our classmates the
"homewreckers" even if they have some characteristics or similarities
journey
same with me
2083 / 4356
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just for
a girl i like


(elaborate)


one
add to all along

than having success, being with you and having prosperity is all i need
2084 / 4356



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
here
am not sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would
tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a
crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
2085 / 4356
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for

no good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there



even the jetsons
add to lottery
maybe its just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that

just dont lie
2086 / 4356

thought of you)
for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make
up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
you, but didnt
*a mirror and apple

itself is a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows
you that I would feed you if we were together as a family
2087 / 4356


back in August

know her mom
family guy


que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
2088 / 4356
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

really

similarities
journey
same with me
for a girl i like


(elaborate)
2089 / 4356
maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like
"look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and

we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that
will happen anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked
like a mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt
relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and both of us spending
time together


bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i
saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
black
medicina de amor
2090 / 4356
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me of you

as well
how do i know you wont go back to the way you were before? i know i
wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt
me emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt
care, why should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to resort
to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
vivir mi vida
2091 / 4356
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
mom

you gotta be
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the way
she did
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying
its okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us

2092 / 4356
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life
(in the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you (both of us
really)


you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way.

i talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do
anything to you
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through
my schedule and getting this text written

2093 / 4356
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt,
you are the one with the long hair
each other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you both look
alike
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when the song started
playing
crank that
when we had to go one year driven home by bus just for sixth grade
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i
knew there was hope. and this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she
would see us together and be like "aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would lead to

trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i

had to tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you
wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and
tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to an extent in a

sense

2094 / 4356
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to
raise my GPA
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like i am
here

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she any better than
you

aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice
and brought us together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone else when
we were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i was

single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and you were
his parents)

2095 / 4356
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or
fat or anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only
difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be a
couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that looks like
you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger
than yours. but still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are
better than the other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to
do something you have never done

campus. in other words, what is going on that neither one of us
may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than
beautiful. It sucks I did not comment on that
skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope
she's not stressed"

2096 / 4356
if people ever say

couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind

us, it would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and
told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that they
dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what else it can
be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say
and i cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where

baseball and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking
that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be
able to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
2097 / 4356
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its hard to
explain that

friend

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday

would)

quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i
first saw you
2098 / 4356
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your hair
but in white
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything
that has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in

life and vice versa
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can
be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to

remember you. i do wish i got to know you better though.




oh you were right
or wrong
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it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are
this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a
friend or because of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we
would genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because
of idiots brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her
heart (she already has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
if we wouldve actually talked, i would not have written this or it would not have been this
long

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only
way would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally
even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to
me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son
in law
add to friends
2100 / 4356
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your
life. its your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get
back. if i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave like
you did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think
you already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of
time, not being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its
just better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what

...
[Message clipped]
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pics
yet im still loyal
add to rebound
id be willing to work something out with you (as long as you would want to) so there are reforms.
list people who are the main homewreckers and others who dont like me and could possibly be
included

dark fantasy clean
if there is little exaggeration, then the rest is true. if i am wrong, call me out on it like i am doing
here.
one may not know what the future holds but i hope that even if you dont share yours with me,
akon dont matter

miss you
hilary duff songs

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james taylor
closer
ride with me
when i did an uber eats order in MCD i saw a girl with your highlights from years ago eating out
with a guy, i pictured that being our first date
dreams (optional)
thoughts (optional)
like to eat
thinking of you
when i think of you
add to INSANITY
Tania
Anna
Mandy
Rachel
mostly Adriana
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coerce
talk to you
not gonna force you
i thought other factors contributed to you being like this. i didnt think you were like this on your
own
doce rosas

why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the one you
need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i am thinking of
you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
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add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually preventing us
from talking to each other
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or melody
help illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
other adele songs
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
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la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the same applies to
you as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your mom the
screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything that has happened.
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was feeling down while looking
at them
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you up to
this
fix my lover

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add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones life, can
it change the world

forever and ever.



wrote:
memory

wrote:
teen titans
robin and starfire

wrote:
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there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to be that
way
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me and we
were both waiting for the bus
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth in the
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
that
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i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to you
but you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you just
want peace of mind, we all do
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting to know
you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i
didnt do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license plate frame the
lo que paso paso
inseparable
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i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it work, it would
be worth it

add to the hug

done the same
add to visions
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if you really
feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

wrote:


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the whole
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time after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's like that
feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for
each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak
completely ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was annoying
visions:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it
Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they would
como dice el dicho
biblical

colors too
know her mom

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LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple.

i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for
me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the
same way too.
first lady. im gonna need a first lady someday, maybe you should be the one
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one point
you were, but then forgot and then i remembered
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good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you.
its only if you want to and if possible they can happen



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
here
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
AITF - parents
you never know who or what makes or would make a difference in your life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party

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add y como es el

good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it
would be a bad one
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i cant
read your mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were annoyed at
each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of
add to lottery

i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would
love you the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
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just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father (I thought
of you)
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for
not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something to you,
but didnt
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself is
a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I

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we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the
same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see you back
in August
the same about you

know her mom
family guy

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor
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jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch up
which was your idea (i couldve said that too though).

really

Man goes on 2,000 mile bike ride with girlfriend, writes book about journey
not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd do the same
with me
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just for a
girl i like


(elaborate)
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one
has the right to hurt anyone
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couple. i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the
one for me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would
one
add to all along




add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
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here
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush
on someone?"
AITF - parents
life
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

good reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was
one, it would be a bad one

just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were annoyed
at each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you
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of me. i will be reminded of you as well
add to lottery

just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show.
it was awesome. I wish you were there

thought of you)
for not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up
you, but didnt
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*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself
is a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do


back in August
the same about you

know her mom
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family guy

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

really

journey
same with me
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in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just for
a girl i like


(elaborate)

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like
"look theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and

we end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that
will happen anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked
like a mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt
relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and both of us spending
time together
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i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i dont
intentionally want to be a nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i
saw bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
another, yet familiar face regarding girl who looks like you but is black
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me of you as

well
wont
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt me
emotionally. i haven't done anything to her.

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to resort to
doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

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tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling
down if she fell from there
vivir mi vida
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
*LFMB Lety and her mom are family in real life like you and your mom

you gotta be
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baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the way
she did
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its
okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life
(in the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
really)

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compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique
(if you ever give me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i

talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything
to you
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my
schedule and getting this text written

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you
are the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in love with each
other
correction Adrian
you are not as shy, Im the shy one actually. i think you both look alike
harta

playing
crank that
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trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i

had to tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you
wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell
you the truth.

sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to raise

my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least
not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like i am
here

if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she any better than
you
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aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and
brought us together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone else when we
were younger

single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and you were his
parents)
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat
or anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference
is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be a couple. i
would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even being on the ice rink i saw a couple and a girl that looks like you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than
yours. but still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
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If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do
something you have never done

campus. in other words, what is going on that neither one of us may
not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

skate. I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope
she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just be a couple
already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us,
it would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told
her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that they dont know
who)
perro fiel
spring break
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what else it can
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be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say
and i cant bottle it in anymore

baseball and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking
that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able
to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
explain that
i ask because of an article i was reading recently on a mirage friend

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
i shouldn't forget it to begin with, especially on jan 20 (who would)

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it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt,
i just gave up for some time and came back
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i
first saw you
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your hair
but in white
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything
that has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life

and vice versa
everything. in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be
a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the

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oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are
this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a
friend or because of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we would
genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because of
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idiots brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart
(she already has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
if we wouldve actually talked, i would not have written this or it would not have been this long

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way
would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even
though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i
like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life.
its your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get
back. if i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave like
you did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think
you already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time,
not being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just
better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what

...
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[Message clipped]
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why be against the one guy who not only would never be against you but would be the one you
need in your life
Another Ecuadorian guy next to me turns around and looks at me. this is while i am thinking of
you, so i dont know for sure if he knows what i am thinking
come off too strong but i dont want to lie because i would never do that and a relationship based
on lies is not good

add to other people

the homewreckers, some people in our families, and other haters are actually preventing us from
intro to music
they are clean or you can look them up yourself. sometimes the videos, the lyrics, or melody help
illustrate. sometimes it is a few of them or all of the above.
shattered
skyfall
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other adele songs
don't let the title fool you (may have to remove the goodbye my lover, but then again i have other
ones. its the title)
a mission
you can tell
body language
philosophy
find out
ill be okay
la modelo
not sure if i stand out or not. i dont think i am like everybody else. maybe the same applies to you
as well
*there are too many pages to print out, but the docs file is available on it. i gave your mom the
screenshots
i do all this because i want you to know how i truly felt despite everything that has happened.
it was not cheap overall to get the items. not to mention that i was feeling down while looking at
them
rihanna work
other rihanna songs
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is this all a game to you, dont worry because its not entire your fault if others put you up to this
fix my lover

add to INSANITY
Adriana
add to carbon leaf

lyrics and melody
scarecrow
ITEMS
how could we not realize what was going on? besides potentially changing someones life, can it
change the world

this means that if we are together, i would always want things to be that way repeatedly forever
and ever.


On Mon, Mar 26, 2018 at 12:47 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
memory
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On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
teen titans
robin and starfire
On Sun, Mar 25, 2018, 8:44 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to be that
way
i hope we dont end up hating each other over this. i know i am telling the truth in the most
honest way possible
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

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if we dont we lie
that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you. any reference in regards
to brown hair
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to you but
you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you just want
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting to know you
better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt
do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since that word
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has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license plate frame the
lo que paso paso
inseparable
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it work, it would be
worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done
the same
add to visions
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if you really
feel hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried

wrote:
On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
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brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
cnco mamita


feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for
each other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak
visions:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was
Indian and Filipino

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like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they would
como dice el dicho
biblical

colors too
know her mom

On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once, fool me twice
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i

would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.
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add to all along




add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
how would you react if someone you knew cried because of what is said here
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not
sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone,
as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
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add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and the
other kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el

would be a bad one
each other.

even the jetsons
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe
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its just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that in general
with everyone
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in other words,

just dont lie
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father (I thought of
you)
not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my
but didnt
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself is a
symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would
feed you if we were together as a family
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same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see you back in
August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say the
same about you

know her mom
family guy
i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to harm
and I just wanted to get to know her as a friend
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que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

not just your mom and i get along, she could be a matchmaker but not really

with me
girl i like

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apparently i deserve better. you can stay with whoever you want. (elaborate)

in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple.

i would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for
me and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the
same way too.
add to all along




add to friends
book cover
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look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
here
anyone, as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on
someone?"
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

would be a bad one
each other.
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even the jetsons
add to lottery

just dont lie
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father (I thought
of you)
not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for
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but didnt
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself is
a symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I

same face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see you back
in August
2152 / 4356
the same about you

know her mom
family guy

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

really

2153 / 4356
with me
girl i like


(elaborate)

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look
theres mom!" (just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we

end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that will
happen anytime soon though
2154 / 4356
i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked like
a mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to
them. i was thinking of your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i saw
bruins under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita

well
wont
*DISCLAIMER.

2155 / 4356
doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
vivir mi vida
others or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance
is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi
2156 / 4356
you gotta be
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the way she
did
okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in
the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
2157 / 4356
really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i
am saying (like why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if
you ever give me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i

talk about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything
to you

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you
are the one with the long hair
other
correction Adrian
harta

2158 / 4356
playing
crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade.
i thought id never see you again


trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had
to tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont
know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the
truth.

sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to raise

my GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least not
in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

why cant we take each other seriously and just be honest like i am here
2159 / 4356
if she knows, doesnt know, or doesnt care or is she any better than you
my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i thought about

your mom. my grandmother on my moms side and then my aunt passed
away.

were younger

single dad
parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work together, we'll
make it happen
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or
anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im
taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be
honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would
do the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
2160 / 4356

campus. in other words, what is going on that neither one of us may not
be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate.
I felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not
stressed"

if people ever say

already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it
would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her
mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break

2161 / 4356
it is like genuine, real, and pure love. i dont know what else it can be
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and
i cant bottle it in anymore

baseball and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking that
was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able
to keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
explain that

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
2162 / 4356
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i
just gave up for some time and came back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined and maybe other
things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when
you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i first
saw you
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your hair but
in white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing
good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything that
has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life

and vice versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything.
in the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit
exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the whatever the
number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it
should end but i didnt want it to get too boring

2163 / 4356
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person
and neither am i, but (elaborate)




oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are this
or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend
or because of grandchildren or something

2164 / 4356
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because of
idiots brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she
already has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though
she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to
think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its
your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if
i can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave like you
did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you
already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not
being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just
better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what
2165 / 4356
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she
was you. she was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
add to i dont mind explaining to parents
i would prefer it be just my family and yours because its personal. no one else but the members
in the household
se acaba el placer (the melody)
just another day
separate ways
...
[Message clipped]
2166 / 4356
Date Sent: Monday, March 26, 2018 12:47:11 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
memory
its not a dream or a joke either. it never was, if you ever saw me smile or laugh, i am just coping
and trying not to freak out. i know you would do the same
On Mon, Mar 26, 2018, 12:44 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

teen titans
robin and starfire

there will come a time when we may not need each other. i wish it didnt have to be that way
honest way possible
add to distraction
pence
amy chua
2167 / 4356
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
what also hurts is that for some reason we cant be near each other. like what's up with that
the brown hair is popular since many girls have it including you. any reference in regards to
brown hair
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to you but
you made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you just want peace
of mind, we all do
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would
cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know i have reached you or
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me, has missed
me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a little to make the
better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt
do nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
2168 / 4356
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since that word
has to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
i was thinking about you recently and while i was driving, i saw a license plate frame the city
lo que paso paso
inseparable
worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done
the same
add to visions
*the smell? i shower regularly like everyone else, the vest was shared at the time. but i dont
is this what i get for trying to show appreciation after roughly eight years? if you really feel
hatred for me then in that case, i feel sorry i even tried
2169 / 4356
wrote:

wrote:

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
cnco mamita


wrote:
feeling when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for each
other and regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im
sorry about that
visions:
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
2170 / 4356
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but more Indian
and Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they would have
other good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

colors too
know her mom


wrote:
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
2171 / 4356

would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and
hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one point you
were, but then forgot and then i remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation
or not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success,
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its
only if you want to and if possible they can happen



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
2172 / 4356
sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as
many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good

reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be
a bad one
each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me.
i will be reminded of you as well
2173 / 4356
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its
just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that in general with
everyone

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt let anything
come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would love
you the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it was
you)
The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating BUT ALL THREE
SEGMENTS ARE FAITHFUL. I could not believe what i saw.
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not
bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something to you, but
didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding
it against you
*a mirror and apple

2174 / 4356

same face to face


August
same about you

know her mom
family guy
2175 / 4356
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd do the same with
me
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just for a girl i
like
2176 / 4356


you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one has
the right to hurt anyone


would like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me
and hopefully it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same
way too.
add to all along



2177 / 4356
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone,
as many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

would be a bad one
2178 / 4356
each other.

even the jetsons
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe
its just with me for some strange reason or you're just like that in general
with everyone

just dont lie
you)
2179 / 4356
not bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my
but didnt
*a mirror and apple


same face to face


2180 / 4356
August
same about you

know her mom
family guy

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

2181 / 4356

with me
girl i like



i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we

end up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

2182 / 4356
space jam

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked like a
mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them.
i was thinking of your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita

well
how do i know you wont go back to the way you were before? i know i wont
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care,
why should i even make an effort?
2183 / 4356

doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others
or just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss,
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
2184 / 4356
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the way she
did
okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in
the least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better
2185 / 4356
why do you have to make this difficult for me and for you (both of us really)

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i
am saying (like why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if
you ever give me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i talk
about myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are
the one with the long hair
other
correction Adrian
harta
2186 / 4356

playing
crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i
thought id never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew
there was hope. and this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would
see us together and be like "aww"

im just lost for words. i never thought brainwashing would lead to trauma
how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to
tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know.
see, unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
i wouldnt be surprised if we're like each other up to an extent in a sense
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to raise my

GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least not
in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you


2187 / 4356

away.

were younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i was single
dad
parents)
make it happen
honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do
the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
2188 / 4356
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better
than the other
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus.
in other words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware
of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I
felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not
stressed"

if people ever say

already
would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her
mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break
2189 / 4356
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i
cant bottle it in anymore

baseball and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking that
was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to
keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
explain that

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday

2190 / 4356
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i
just gave up for some time and came back
things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when
you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i first
saw you
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your hair but in
white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing
good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything that
has happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life and

vice versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in
the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated
but it turns years of conversation into the whatever the number of
pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i

that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person
2191 / 4356
and neither am i, but (elaborate)

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind

me of you because i know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the future (mention
the reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are this
or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend or
because of grandchildren or something

2192 / 4356
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because of idiots
brainwashing you
hilito
llevame contigo

would be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though
she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think
of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its
your business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i
can be with you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave like you did
purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you
already are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not
being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better
to be safe than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she
2193 / 4356
was you. she was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
i would prefer it be just my family and yours because its personal. no one else but the members in
the household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
<span style="color:rgb(34,34,34);font-family:arial,sans-serif;font-
size:small;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:normal;font-
variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;let
2194 / 4356
Date Received:
teen titans
robin and starfire

i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me and we were
honest way possible
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually
tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest
2195 / 4356

if we dont we lie
brown hair
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to you but you
made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of
mind, we all do
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would
cry (anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know i have reached you or
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me, has missed
me for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a little to make the effort
to talk to me.
better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do
nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
2196 / 4356
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since that word has
to have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
lo que paso paso
inseparable
worth it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done the
same
add to visions
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:


wrote:
2197 / 4356

brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the whole time
after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


wrote:
i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's like that feeling
when (have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for each other and
regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about
that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me unfairly and completely
ignored me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was annoying
visions:

wrote:
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but more Indian
and Filipino

2198 / 4356
like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see the three colors
too
know her mom


wrote:
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez


2199 / 4356
add to all along




add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not sure
how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many
people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
2200 / 4356
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and the other
kid had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el

reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a
bad one
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i cant read
your mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were annoyed at each
other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i
add to lottery
2201 / 4356
everyone

come between us
just dont lie
One of the staff members in the studio recently became a father (I thought of you)
bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake
didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding it
against you
*a mirror and apple

symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would feed
2202 / 4356

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the same
face to face


August
same about you

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i
dont know for sure
i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to harm and I
2203 / 4356

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch up which
was your idea (i couldve said that too though).


me
like

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add to all along




add to friends
book cover
2205 / 4356
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
sure how or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as
many people as possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be
a bad one
each other.

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even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me.
i will be reminded of you as well
add to lottery
everyone

come between us
just dont lie
you)
bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my
2207 / 4356
didnt
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding
it against you
*a mirror and apple


same face to face


August
same about you
2208 / 4356

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


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me
like



i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we end
up having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam

2210 / 4356
mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i
was thinking of your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
even other women remind me of your mom, which reminds me of you as well
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care,
why should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to resort to doing
this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

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tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down
if she fell from there
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or
just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i
would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
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baby comes back
im like, what could i have done to this girl for her to treat me the way she did
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay
when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the
least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better

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i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am
saying (like why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you
ever give me the chance to show you that)

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are
the one with the long hair
i hope we not only love each other, but also remain in love with each other
correction Adrian
harta

we were in class and you looked at me weird when the song started playing
crank that
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maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would
see us together and be like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to
tell your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see,
unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to raise my

GPA
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least not in
recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you



away.

2215 / 4356
the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone else when we were
younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i was single
dad
parents)
make it happen
honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do
the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours.
but still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better
than the other
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus. in
2216 / 4356
other words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of
besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I
felt like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not
stressed"

if people ever say

already
would be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom
(at this point everyone knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including
a photo of them in one place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i
cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball
and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to
keep my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
2217 / 4356
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its hard to explain
that

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just
gave up for some time and came back
things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when you
actually do that
2218 / 4356
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i first saw
you
white
we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing good
comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything that has
happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life and

vice versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in
the least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated
but it turns years of conversation into the whatever the number of pages
it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want
it to get too boring

that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person and
neither am i, but (elaborate)

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me

of you because i know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the future (mention
the reasons)
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oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are this or
that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra


brainwashing you
hilito
llevame contigo
2220 / 4356

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would
be through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no
idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my
mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your
business not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can
be with you, better late than never
purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already
are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not being
with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to
be safe than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was
you. she was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
i would prefer it be just my family and yours because its personal. no one else but the members in the
household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
2221 / 4356
wife finishes 14 hour shift<br style="color
2222 / 4356
Date Sent: Sunday, March 25, 2018 8:44:15 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
i saw an old woman, reminded me of you many years from now. she smiled at me and we were
honest way possible
add to distraction
act as if youre taken, its kind of like the "i have a boyfriend" excuse because you cant actually
tell a guy how you feel
pence
amy chua
gravely*
jelly*
do better
be honest

if we dont we lie
brown hair
2223 / 4356
i dont know for sure if by thoughts you can talk to someone. i would want to talk to you but you
made it so difficult to a point of why bother trying in the first place. you just want peace of mind,
we all do
i care about you, thats why i dont want to hurt you. not to be cynical, but i do wish you would cry
(anyone else crying with you would help). i say this because i know i have reached you or gotten
through to you
thats right, being so mean to me means the girl i once thought would talk to me, has missed me
for so long after all these years, and would care about me at least a little to make the effort to
talk to me.
maybe i have to accept the fact that i didnt matter to you despite not getting to know you better
if i am wrong and it is something else, then that is beyond me. i know for a fact that i didnt do
nor would i do anything to hurt you, but clearly i cant say the same for you
mundo de caramelo
for example:
i dont know how i can actually say i love you, so it can only be would love since that word has to
have meaning. i just wish i had that chance to show you the real me.
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lo que paso paso
inseparable
i know rushing is not the right way in life but somehow if we can make it work, it would be worth
it

add to the hug

i hope i did not bruise you, i didnt mean to if i might have. i wouldnt mind if you had done the
same
add to visions
On Wed, Mar 21, 2018, 2:19 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

On Tue, Mar 20, 2018, 11:28 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
2225 / 4356
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the whole time
after August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


wrote:
regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
visions:

wrote:
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was more
of the average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but more Indian and
Filipino

like forrest gump
como dice el dicho
biblical

I keep hearing the word Colombia and I think of jlly, even when i see the three colors too
2226 / 4356
know her mom

wrote:
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i would
like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully
it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or
not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being
2227 / 4356
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only
if you want to and if possible they can happen



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
2228 / 4356
add y como es el

bad one
your mind, you know
other.

even the jetsons
add to lottery
everyone
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in other words, they

come between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would love you
the same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
2229 / 4356
didnt
against you
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself is a symbol
for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we
2230 / 4356
face to face


you are a joy to behold alright, at least when I was thrilled to see you back in August
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say the same
about you

know her mom
family guy
dont know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly
2231 / 4356
ya no me duele mas

DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be considered

not to compare you with other women but in some sense, youd do the same with me
in the lomg run im sure youll appreciate this and what i am doing just for a girl i like


you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one has the
right to hurt anyone
On Mar 11, 2018 11:04 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:

2232 / 4356
add to all along




add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
2233 / 4356
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

bad one
your mind, you know
other.

even the jetsons
add to lottery
2234 / 4356
everyone

come between us
just dont lie
didnt
against you
*a mirror and apple

symbol for education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would feed
2235 / 4356

face to face


August
same about you

know her mom
family guy
dont know for sure
2236 / 4356

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


me
like

2237 / 4356

i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we end up
having a bunch of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam

mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i
was thinking of your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i saw bruins
2238 / 4356
under yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care, why
should i even make an effort?

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to resort to doing
this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if
she fell from there
vivir mi vida

2239 / 4356
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or
just me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i
would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay
when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
2240 / 4356
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the
least have your heart broken like i did)
know no better

2241 / 4356

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the
one with the long hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would see
us together and be like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell
your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see,
unlike what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
there was also a classmate of a class i wanted to retake to try to raise my GPA
2242 / 4356
recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you


my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i thought about your
mom. my grandmother on my moms side and then my aunt passed away.

"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought
us together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
younger
or it is a crossover with you leaving me for someone else and i was single dad
that same man's son (i thought he looked like if me and you were his parents)
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work together, we'll make
it happen
anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller.
and i thought it was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with
you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do the same for
me!)
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a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours.
but still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better than
the other
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful.
It sucks I did not comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt
like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you two are so weird, you are made for each other. just be a couple already
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would
be up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this
point everyone knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
2244 / 4356
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a
photo of them in one place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i cant
bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball
and softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep
my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its hard to explain
that

agent cody banks
blended
2245 / 4356
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined and maybe other things
relevant.
actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i first saw
you
white
comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life and vice
versa
2246 / 4356
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the
least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it
turns years of conversation into the whatever the number of pages it turns
out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to get
too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember
you. i do wish i got to know you better though.

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me

of you because i know you since elementary school
i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the future (mention the
reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong

it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are this or
that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
2247 / 4356
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra


i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we would genuinely
be together
brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already
has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be
through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea
(very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in
law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be
with you, better late than never
purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already
are), as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing

2248 / 4356
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not being
with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be
safe than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was
you. she was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
wife finishes 14 hour shift
what if this is you since you have full time in NY. it can be stressful in an office building
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont
know if you can cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how
else to do that. i dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

the lyrics and the melody
there could be other videos too besides this one<br style="color:rgb(34,34,34);font-

family:arial,sans-serif;font-size:small;font-style:normal;font-variant-
ligature
2249 / 4356
Date Sent: Wednesday, March 21, 2018 2:19:57 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received:


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


regret how you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
visions:

wrote:
2250 / 4356
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was more of
Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they would have other
good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom

On Mar 19, 2018 4:50 AM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
2251 / 4356
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>
wrote:
like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one point you were,
not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with
you and having prosperity is all i need
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only if



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not sure how
2252 / 4356
or what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as
possible if asked "do you like or have a crush on someone?"
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and the other kid
had brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el

reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad
one
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i cant read your
mind, you know
other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i will
2253 / 4356
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just
with me for some strange reason or you're just like that in general with everyone

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt let anything come
between us
just dont lie
bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you
i cant believe it, its like youre being cruel to me as if i did something to you, but didnt
against you
*a mirror and apple

2254 / 4356

we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the same face
to face


about you

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i dont
know for sure
2255 / 4356
i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to harm and I just

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch up which was



2256 / 4356


wrote:
like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully
it would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only
if you want to and if possible they can happen



2257 / 4356
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

bad one
your mind, you know
other.
2258 / 4356
even the jetsons
add to lottery
everyone

come between us
just dont lie
2259 / 4356
didnt
against you
*a mirror and apple


face to face


about you
2260 / 4356

know her mom
family guy
dont know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


2261 / 4356



wrote:
maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look theres
mom!" (just for laughs)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that will happen
anytime soon though

mother and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was
2262 / 4356
thinking of your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.

why couldn't she be more honest with him so he wont have to resort to doing this
llevame contigo
what is your deal

2263 / 4356
tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if
she fell from there
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just
me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would
want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
2264 / 4356
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay when
its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the least
have your heart broken like i did)
know no better

2265 / 4356
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i talk about
myself in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my schedule
and getting this text written

wrote:
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the
one with the long hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there
was hope. and this was years ago
2266 / 4356
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would see us
together and be like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell
your mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike
what you did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you



"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought
us together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
younger
2267 / 4356
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work together, we'll make it
happen
anything like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller.
and i thought it was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with you
if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but
still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better than
the other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something
you have never done
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It
sucks I did not comment on that
2268 / 4356
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt
like a dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be
up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point
everyone knows, its just that they dont know who)
perro fiel
spring break
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball and
softball officials course was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep
my head turned ninety degrees left or right.
2269 / 4356
mention reasons
are you going through a tough time? personally for me its hard to explain that

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
relevant.
actually do that
quizas si quizas no

you are like the greatest thing since sliced bread, at least when i first saw you
2270 / 4356
crossing guard that was like the old version of uou with your hair but in white
comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
happened
versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the
least it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns
years of conversation into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to
be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to get too
boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember
you. i do wish i got to know you better though.

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me of

you because i know you since elementary school
reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong

2271 / 4356
it shouldnt be about worth (if you are or are not with me, you are this or that)

used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend or because
of grandchildren or something

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we would genuinely be
together
brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already
has the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be
through your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very
little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and
maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be
with you, better late than never
2272 / 4356
purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are),
as well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not being with
you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be safe
than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you.
she was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont
know if you can cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else
to do that. i dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

there could be other videos too besides this one
2273 / 4356
<span style="color:rgb(34,34,34);font-family:arial,sans-serif;font-
size:small;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:normal;font-variant-
caps:n
2274 / 4356
Date Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2018 11:28:58 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:


brad and angelina
al gore
don jr
this text is in general but mainly focused on you. i was thinking about you the whole time after
August. not sure if you were but it's ridiculous to say the least
cnco mamita


i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for each other and regret how
you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
visions:
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was more of
Filipino
2275 / 4356
like forrest gump
good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom


They say three times a charm, or some quote about fool me once, fool me twice (different
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

wrote:
2276 / 4356
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i would like
to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or not
real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with you



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
2277 / 4356
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good reason
or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
mind, you know
just think what wouldve happened if either of your parents were annoyed at each other.

even the jetsons
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i will be
add to lottery
2278 / 4356
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in other words, they dont

between us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would love you the
same). i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not bringing
this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should
against you
*a mirror and apple

apple. it is NOT like the Disney movie where it is tainted. the apple itself is a symbol for
education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we were
2279 / 4356

to face


about you

know her mom
family guy
know for sure

2280 / 4356
que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas





2281 / 4356
you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one has the right
to hurt anyone

wrote:
like to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it
would always be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

not real. i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with
you and having prosperity is all i need



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
2282 / 4356
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el

reason or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad
one
mind, you know
other.

even the jetsons
2283 / 4356
if you ever have the chance to look up at the stars, maybe it'll remind you of me. i will
add to lottery

between us
just dont lie
bringing this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you
against you
2284 / 4356
*a mirror and apple

to face


about you

know her mom

2285 / 4356
family guy
know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


2286 / 4356



wrote:

space jam
anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked like a mother
and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking
of your mom and both of us spending time together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i dont intentionally
want to be a nuisance to others.

2287 / 4356

bieber boyfriend
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt me emotionally. i
haven't done anything to her.

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she
fell from there
2288 / 4356
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just
me. if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want
to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay when
its not?
karlos infiel
2289 / 4356
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
know no better

compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever
give me the chance to show you that)

2290 / 4356
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my schedule
and getting this text written

wrote:
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one
with the long hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i thought
id never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there
was hope. and this was years ago

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell your
mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what
2291 / 4356
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least not in recent
time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you



"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought us
together. im glad i ended up being her son in law"
younger
happen
2292 / 4356
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything
like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought
it was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not
at a healthy weight (id think you would do the same for me!)
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but
still i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better than the
other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something
you have never done
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus. in other
words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's
own personal life
*add to goofy look

at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt like a
dad and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"

if people ever say

2293 / 4356
you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be
up to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point
perro fiel
spring break
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep my
head turned ninety degrees left or right.
mention reasons
2294 / 4356

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave
up for some time and came back
relevant.
actually do that
quizas si quizas no

comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
2295 / 4356
happened
versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least
it is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years
of conversation into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont
know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you.
i do wish i got to know you better though.

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me of

you because i know you since elementary school
reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

2296 / 4356
anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend or because of

together
brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has
the smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through
your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any)
about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she
thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business
not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with
you, better late than never
its like you are very mysterious. even im not like that and i would certainly not behave like you did purposely

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as
well as we are to each other
somebody to you
2297 / 4356
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not being with you
is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be safe
than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she
was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if
you can cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to
do that. i dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

mention couple like van houtens and others<br style="color:rgb(34,34,34);font-
family:arial,sans-serif;font-size:small;font-style:normal;font-variant-
ligatures:normal;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing
2298 / 4356
Date Sent: Tuesday, March 20, 2018 11:28:13 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
i saw a crossing guard that was an old lady, it made me think of you. it's like that feeling when
(have more of "that feeling when's") you realize we were made for each other and regret how
you treated me. i also regret waiting ten years to speak up, im sorry about that
i wish we didnt treat each other the way we did. you treated me unfairly and completely ignored
me (probably because of distance) and maybe i was annoying
visions:
On Mon, Mar 19, 2018, 9:22 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was more of the
average hispanic.
Filipino

like forrest gump
good qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom

2299 / 4356
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez

wrote:
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i would like to
wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one point you were, but
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only if you

2300 / 4356

add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not sure how or
what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and the other kid had
brown hair like yours. im like theyre our kids.
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good reason or
any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
2301 / 4356
mind, you know

even the jetsons
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with
me for some strange reason or you're just like that in general with everyone

between us
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it was awesome.
2302 / 4356
this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also
make up for it)
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding it against
you
*a mirror and apple


we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the same face to
face


2303 / 4356
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about
you

know her mom
family guy
know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch up which was your
idea (i couldve said that too though).

2304 / 4356
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our classmates the "homewreckers"
even if they have some characteristics or similarities


to hurt anyone
On Mar 11, 2018 11:04 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i would like
to wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would
add to all along

2305 / 4356



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
2306 / 4356
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good reason
or any at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
mind, you know

even the jetsons
add to lottery

between us
just dont lie

2307 / 4356
this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should
against you
*a mirror and apple

2308 / 4356
to face


about you

know her mom
family guy
know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly
2309 / 4356
ya no me duele mas




to hurt anyone

wrote:
2310 / 4356

space jam
anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked like a mother
and daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of
your mom and both of us spending time together

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i saw bruins under
yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
2311 / 4356

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she
fell from there
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just me.
if it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to
know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
2312 / 4356
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay when its
not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
2313 / 4356
know no better

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am saying
(like why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever
give me the chance to show you that)
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my schedule and
getting this text written

wrote:
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one
with the long hair
correction Adrian
2314 / 4356
harta

crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i thought id
never see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there was

mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you
did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you

2315 / 4356
my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i thought about your mom.
my grandmother on my moms side and then my aunt passed away.

the girl and a guy, it's like you fell in love with someone else when we were younger
happen
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything
like that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it
was unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still
i would be thinking and have loyalty to you
2316 / 4356
other
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something you
have never done
words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's
own personal life
*add to goofy look


if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be up
to her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo
of them in one place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i cant bottle
it in anymore
2317 / 4356
lisa and ralph
mention reasons

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up
2318 / 4356
for some time and came back
relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when you actually
do that
quizas si quizas no

we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing good comes
from that
separate ways
who's crying now
happened
it would be a real shame if you couldnt be part of my success in life and vice versa
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it
is not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of
conversation into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i
do wish i got to know you better though.
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person and neither
am i, but (elaborate)

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me of you
2319 / 4356
reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra
On Feb 26, 2018 2:49 AM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:

together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because of idiots brainwashing
you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the
smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
2320 / 4356

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through
your mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any)
about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks
of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business
not theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you,

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as
well as we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing
for all i know ive been wasting my time all these years. being with you isnt a waste of time, not being with you is


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be safe than
sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she
was carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
i would prefer it be just my family and yours because its personal. no one else but the members in the household
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
2321 / 4356
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if
you can cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do
that. i dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

mention couple like van houtens and others
<br style="color:rgb(34,34,34);font-family:arial,sans-serif;font-size:small;font-
2322 / 4356
Date Sent: Monday, March 19, 2018 9:22:09 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received:
i saw someone that looked like you but was with another man also hispanic. it was more of the
average hispanic.
i dont even look like most Hispanics (someone said maybe my nose) but more Indian and Filipino

like forrest gump
you would be my tutor. maybe our kids would be smart and athletic. they would have other good
qualities too
como dice el dicho
biblical

know her mom


variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie

2323 / 4356
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would always
be like that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or not real.
i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with you and



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
2324 / 4356
we cant ignore this
what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i cant read your mind,
you know

even the jetsons
2325 / 4356
add to lottery
what most people tend to do is not see the forest for the trees. in other words, they dont see

between us
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it was awesome. I
wish you were there
The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS
ARE FAITHFUL. I could not believe what i saw.
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not bringing this
up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make
up for it)
you
*a mirror and apple

2326 / 4356

face


you

know her mom
family guy
2327 / 4356
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i dont know
for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be considered literally

2328 / 4356


you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one has the right to
hurt anyone

wake up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would
add to all along





2329 / 4356
add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
add y como es el
mind, you know
2330 / 4356

even the jetsons
add to lottery

between us
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it was awesome.
this up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also
make up for it)
2331 / 4356
you
*a mirror and apple


face


you
2332 / 4356

know her mom
family guy
know for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas


2333 / 4356


to hurt anyone

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!"
(just for laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we end up having a

space jam
anytime soon though

i have been on the bus to ny recently and i saw three people. it looked like a mother and
daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your
2334 / 4356

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i saw bruins under
yiu guessed it. your alma matter
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care, why should i
even make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

2335 / 4356
tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell
from there
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just me. if
it is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back

2336 / 4356
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay when its
not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the least have
your heart broken like i did)
know no better

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am saying
(like why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever give
me the chance to show you that)
2337 / 4356
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i talk about myself
in particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you

wrote:
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one with
the long hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
never see you again
2338 / 4356
mom so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you
did to me I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you


my friends mother in law passed away and immediately i thought about your mom. my
grandmother on my moms side and then my aunt passed away.

2339 / 4356
i dont know how we can make this work, but if we work together, we'll make it happen
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything like
that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was
unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still i
other
have never done
words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own
personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks
I did not comment on that
2340 / 4356
if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be up to
her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of
them in one place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i cant bottle it
in anymore
lisa and ralph
mention reasons

2341 / 4356

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up
for some time and came back
*its like this is a letter, note, and a script combined and maybe other things relevant.
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when you actually
do that
quizas si quizas no

we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing good comes
from that
separate ways
2342 / 4356
who's crying now
of all the things i said, i hope it made you think about everything that has happened
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is
not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person and neither am
i, but (elaborate)

reasons)

oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
2343 / 4356
through the fire
anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

wrote:

i dont know how to answer that without telling you there is room for change. i wish we would genuinely be together
its okay if you speak your mind, it's psychology and i know youre misunderstood because of idiots brainwashing you
i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the
smarts and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your
mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about
what's going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as
her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not
theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you,

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well
as we are to each other
somebody to you
2344 / 4356
dont stop believing


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be safe than
sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she was
carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you
can cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do
that. i dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
</b
2345 / 4356
Date Received: Monday, March 19, 2018 4:50:15 AM GMT-04:00
variations)
LFMB
thomas and alicia
cyberchase movie
slider and inez
On Sat, Mar 17, 2018 at 4:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
add to all along

maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with you and having
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only if you want
2346 / 4356



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not sure how or what
to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party

2347 / 4356
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good reason or any
at all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
you know

even the jetsons
add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me
for some strange reason or you're just like that in general with everyone

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt let anything come between
us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would love you the same).
i still cant be sure and remain uncertain
just dont lie
wish you were there
2348 / 4356
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not bringing this up
before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for
it)
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple


we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the same face to face

2349 / 4356
i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about you

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i dont know for
sure
i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to harm and I just wanted
to get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

2350 / 4356
DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be considered literally or
taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our classmates the "homewreckers" even
if they have some characteristics or similarities


hurt anyone

add to all along

2351 / 4356
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or not real.
i would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with you and



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
we cant ignore this
what to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
2352 / 4356
add y como es el
you know

even the jetsons
add to lottery

between us
2353 / 4356
just dont lie
wish you were there
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not bringing this
up before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make
up for it)
you
*a mirror and apple

2354 / 4356

face


you

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i dont know
for sure

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
2355 / 4356
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas

DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be considered literally


hurt anyone

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!"
(just for laughs)
2356 / 4356

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that will happen anytime
soon though

daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i dont intentionally want
to be a nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
even going to a semi for maac, while on the shuttle bus on my right i saw bruins under yiu
mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
2357 / 4356
*DISCLAIMER.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care, why should i
even make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell
from there
vivir mi vida
not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just me. if it
is me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
2358 / 4356
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
why would you want to be degrading and put up with anyone saying its okay when its not?
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the least have
your heart broken like i did)
2359 / 4356
know no better

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am saying (like
why you act the way you do towards me)
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever give
me the chance to show you that)
you shouldn't treat me this way, i deserve better. we both do in a way. i talk about myself in
particular because you hurt me, i didnt do anything to you

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one with
the long hair
correction Adrian
2360 / 4356
harta

crank that
never see you again

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell your mom
so she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did to me
I want to be frank and tell you the truth.
she looked like she was pregnant. ive never seen anyone (or at least not in recent time)
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you


2361 / 4356

we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything like
that. they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was
unlikely they would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still i
i dont know for sure why you are acting like this. neither of us are better than the other
2362 / 4356
have never done
words, what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own
personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I
did not comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt like a dad
and I was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be up to
her. i already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of
them in one place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i cant bottle it in
anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball and softball
officials course was taught. i kept thinking that was me
lisa and ralph

2363 / 4356
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep my head
mention reasons

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when you actually do
2364 / 4356
that
quizas si quizas no

we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing good comes from
that
separate ways
who's crying now
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is
not lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person and neither am i,
but (elaborate)

i also do this because I may not be able to do this in the future (mention the reasons)

oh you were right
2365 / 4356
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

wrote:

i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts
and looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your
mom, yet she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's
going on. she is very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in
law
add to friends
2366 / 4356
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not
theirs and the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better
late than never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as
we are to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing


unless you want to be bald, that doesnt make you any less of a person or anything, its just better to be safe than sorry
turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she was
carrying a stroller and looked unsure of herself
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can
cook but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i
dont think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

2367 / 4356
add to the simpsons

add to visions
even with couples with our heights or in general
*ITEMS
doordash orientation pic (1)
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The
inauguration and the birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow
*items, instagram pics

i wouldnt want to be some sort of weirdo or creep, but someone who still remembers you despite of how you treated
me
*if i was President and talked to Colombia's President, id tell him or her about this and that I wrote it. OMG
nothing can stop me from being reminded of you, let alone thinking of you
not just visions but also what i hear
someone said
gullible not so much
chuckecheese one of your Instagram pics
add to if it can work

Christopher, he's alright
Well, of course. With me you can't go wrong. Although I wish I can say the same for you. I know your mom can help us
out of possible. Both of our families should work together
I knew you would be flabbergasted or surprised in the least. I just wanted to give you something memorable to
remember me by despite not being able to talk to you in person
On Thu, Feb 22, 2018 at 3:31 AM, Christopher Tinajero

fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not
go along with them.
i wish you could truly understand without sounding like "k" or "eh"
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that
isnt the case because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre
acting)
but as if you would prefer me instead of your "friends" who are not really your
friends because if they were, they wouldnt start rumors about me and would
2368 / 4356
respect both of us being friends or being a couple. i doubt i would have to tell
their parents or boyfriend or girlfriend. i dont think it makes me a snitch, but a
whistleblower which involves me. its my business on a personal level
i wish you would take a stand like this for me, like any real girlfriend or friend in
the least would. imagine your parents or anyone reacting to this. i just cant wrap
my head around it
add to recess
youre cornchip girl, she even has brown hair you do when you dont dye it black
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have
them. As for you, there is room for improvements
people will probably be like, "why are you two messed up to each other"
imagine if somewhere along the line you suddenly remember this
i doubt you will forget this and i wont be able to either
you should be more like your mom because she seems nice and wouldnt be rude
to me
i predict your face will be red and you would lash out at me despite me not doing
anything to you. youre the one who made me feel bad after all
i hope i won't scare you away. im not even pushing you away, you're doing that
i hope you are not cruel to me the next time time i talk to you or anything
frankly, I still dont know why you are acting the way you are. Besides the factors
mentioned (mention and/or elaborate if you havent), I can't tell if you truly
changed to being not as nice as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip
or ego. I may have changed on some things but I wouldn't treat people the way
you treated me these past few months
its not i think, i know you cant look at me in my eyes and prove me wrong. and
besides your mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably
genuinely dont know. maybe now they know and its for your own good. not
everyone cares about you like only some people do besides your family. and you
know who rea
...
2369 / 4356
Date Sent: Saturday, March 17, 2018 4:08:12 AM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Saturday, March 17, 2018 4:08:12 AM GMT-04:00
in the future, if it was possible id like for us to be a happily married couple. i would like to wake
up every morning knowing this woman is the one for me and hopefully it would always be like
that. maybe you would feel the same way too.
add to all along

maybe i was the one for you and you never realized it. i thought at one point you were, but then
forgot and then i remembered
maybe i can also be like, is this all a dream? some people say this is a simulation or not real. i
would hope i am right by then. maybe other than having success, being with you and having
good things can happen and i wouldnt want to have them done without you. its only if you want



add to friends
book cover
look into my eyes
2370 / 4356
we cant ignore this
we have so much to talk about and maybe your mom is the only way. i am not sure how or what
to do anymore. i wouldnt be alone and i would tell anyone, as many people as possible if asked
AITF - parents
add to hair
long ponytail
pizza party
one child and he was watching another younger one. he had my hair and the other kid had brown
add y como es el
it could be as if you cheated on me as well or just break up with me for no good reason or any at
all. not even an explanation if any. if there was one, it would be a bad one
if i am all wrong, then how do you explain why everything happened? i cant read your mind, you
know

even the jetsons
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add to lottery
i just wish you were more honest with me so that you didnt seem fake. maybe its just with me for
some strange reason or you're just like that in general with everyone

i dont know why we would not be able to last together. we shouldnt let anything come between
us
i dont even know for sure you wont just love me for the money (yet i would love you the same). i
just dont lie
i went as a group with some students and a professor to the Maury show. it was awesome. I wish
you were there
The segments were about guys who were accused of cheating BUT ALL THREE SEGMENTS ARE
i wish we could spend more time together, but i know that it is my fault for not bringing this up
before. it may not be manly yet i want to make up for my mistake (you should also make up for it)
you ignored me and made me feel less as a person but you dont see me holding it against you
*a mirror and apple

education (since you are very smart) and it shows you that I would feed you if we were together
as a family
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we should both look at each other in the eyes and our families should do the same face to face


i never had a real girlfriend, so no room for infidelity. i just wish i can say the same about you

know her mom
family guy
its like my grades plummeted but it goes beyond our encounter in August. even i dont know for
sure

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i would like your family or anyone reading this to know that I meant to harm and I just wanted to
get to know her as a friend

que pasara mañana
si no te quiere
el poder de tu amor

jelly
petroleum jelly

ya no me duele mas
apparently it was too much to even get together. we would simply catch up which was your idea
(i couldve said that too though).

DISCLAIMER: the telenovelas may be a reference, but it should NOT be considered literally or
taken the wrong way
*maybe your family (household) are the "cuartel". not our classmates the "homewreckers" even if
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you don't have a right to treat me the way you did. neither of us and no one has the right to hurt
anyone

maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just
for laughs)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that will happen anytime
soon though

daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your mom
and both of us spending time together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i dont intentionally want to be
a nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
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mr almost
medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't
done anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care, why should i even
make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell from
there
vivir mi vida

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not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just me. if it is
me, i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us
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you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the least have your
know no better

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am saying (like why
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever give me the
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my schedule and getting
this text written
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whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one with the
long hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i thought id never
see you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there was hope.
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would see us together
and be like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell your mom so
she knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want
to be frank and tell you the truth.
add to dove cameron

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liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you



"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought us together.
im glad i ended up being her son in law"
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything like that.
they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they
would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
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demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still i would
be thinking and have loyalty to you
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something you have
never done
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus. in other words,
what is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did
not comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I
was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
if people ever say

you shouldn't rush. besides, assuming we can leave this behind us, it would be up to her. i
already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just
that they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of them
in one place
spring break

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anymore
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep my head
mention reasons

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
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it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for
its strange, they say if you feel this way express it but freak out when you actually do that
quizas si quizas no

we cant just keep avoiding each other and for what? little to nothing good comes from that
separate ways
who's crying now
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is not
lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation
into the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it
should end but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do wish i
that would explain why i was crying a little. you are not a bad person and neither am i, but
(elaborate)

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i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me of you because i

oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra
On Feb 26, 2018 2:49 AM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren or
something

i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts and
looks after all).
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hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your mom, yet
she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is
very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not theirs and
the same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better late
than never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are
to each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing


turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she was carrying a
stroller and looked unsure of herself
just another day
separate ways
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take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can cook
but you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i dont
think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
*ITEMS
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The
inauguration and the birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow

i wouldnt want to be some sort of weirdo or creep, but someone who still remembers you despite of how you treated me
someone said

Well, of course. With me you can't go wrong. Although I wish I can say the same for you. I know your mom can help us out of
possible. Both of our families should work together
I knew you would be flabbergasted or surprised in the least. I just wanted to give you something memorable to remember me
by despite not being able to talk to you in person
On Thu, Feb 22, 2018 at 3:31 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go
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along with them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt
the case because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
but as if you would prefer me instead of your "friends" who are not really your friends
because if they were, they wouldnt start rumors about me and would respect both of
us being friends or being a couple. i doubt i would have to tell their parents or
boyfriend or girlfriend. i dont think it makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which
involves me. its my business on a personal level
i wish you would take a stand like this for me, like any real girlfriend or friend in the
least would. imagine your parents or anyone reacting to this. i just cant wrap my head
around it
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them.
As for you, there is room for improvements
you should be more like your mom because she seems nice and wouldnt be rude to me
mentioned (mention and/or elaborate if you havent), I can't tell if you truly changed to
being not as nice as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may
have changed on some things but I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me
these past few months
its not i think, i know you cant look at me in my eyes and prove me wrong. and besides
your mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont
know. maybe now they know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you
like only some people do besides your family. and you know who really does and who
doesnt.
i dont mean to intrude or anything but i just want to make sure you would make a
great girlfriend or in the least a friend
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if someone tells me i dont have experience in a relationship, maybe thats because im
waiting for the right one. i wish you were the right one
a person can only take so much before you lose them, just remember that
i hope you realize that im telling you this because i care so much about you (I really
do).
I wish you felt the same way.
no one else will be as honest as i am here.
i know you mean well, but you wont let me show you i care (hence the items and the
text)
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good
and i dont want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.
"wow, did you expect this from Christopher?"
youd probably be like, "no i didnt, I told you he's weird"
of course you didn't. try holding your thoughts and feelings in your head for months,
even years without getting them out
add to elephant never forgets

el chavo
i could imagine you lying or something
well, someone had to tell you the truth. very few people will actually do that these
days
but if you dont care, why should i
i wish i could truly say "i love you" I really do. at the moment, i wont even see you in
person which is so ironic (anyone will think about that).
when you realize youve been wrong about me all this time, youre going to be upset or
even angry.
i appreciate it
each other
love you forever
well wish it was like that
id feel ackward because im not lying
"why go for a guy like him?"
plus i actually respect her and treat her how she deserves to be treated.
this may be in form of a script, but trust me this IS real. it is not fiction at all
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dont you see what im trying to tell you? clearly you dont but like several people ive
seen, they do come around and maybe you will too
you have to feel bad for anyone besides you and involved in this
add to visions
someone who looks like you driving a car, the only difference was that she was
wearing glasses
wow it must really suck to see that i prove others wrong
i mean, how can you tell a girl's mother that you are not sure she is worth it. its sad
because she is just brainwashed so she cant snap out of it and come to her senses
add to piece of meat

do you actually want to be treated that way? seriously think you wouldnt want that, no
one would
add to experiment relationships

its like not only cant you stand the fact that we would make good couple but you are
desperate in wanting to be with someone as long as its not with me.
wow, i didnt think you would be very brainwashed
*pissed off in spanish check

i hope your mom or anyone is not pissed off at you. it is not entirely your fault and
fortunately im standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me
becsuse if you did, things would be different
i dont know, maybe im just an ackward person and maybe im not the only one
everyone's mind would be blown from this
add to not be around

its like you dont feel safe being around me. i didnt think youd fall for such stupid
rumors
add to starting over

its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other
again in NY. i haven't seen you since then
add to father knows my mom

he said it was around a year
i know you much longer since elementary school
compare how he met her with what is going on in my situation
add to all the way

until the very end
i would never do anything bad to you, so if youre freaked out, dont be. i know the
rumors about me are true to you but you dont realize you're being lied to
why would you just lead me on and play with my feelings? you dont have a right to
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treat someone that way like a guy doesnt have a right to treat a girl that way
its like to you, i am the worst person to come into your life. i didnt feel the same years
ago or recently, but i dont know now because of how you treated me
i wouldnt know for sure how this situation can be resolved
i dont know if its the time constraints because of our schedules but there is very little
room for excuse as to why we could not meet
the only one would be you having issues with me personally
add to how its going to be with someone

is this how its going to be with even having a friend?
i just wish we could have been half of each other like soulmates (he or she's my other
half)
i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy
like this, especially someone like Christopher"
i think im going to be sick

no comment. its horrible what you said but it isnt your fault, believe me i know you
add to time and space

i need to think about this
i dont know if this is all ignorance, arrogance, or stupidity coming from us too. i think
it is all three in a way
add to ana navarro

your mom is same age
i dont have anything against her even if they are twins. or probably would have the
same accent if your mom spoke English too.
On Feb 20, 2018 5:22 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
this may seem like its too much, but i believe it is a good sign when you remember
so much about someone
you may never meet someone like me again
i wonder if us two is like the Rocky movies with Rocky and Adrian. You even look
like her
describe more movies!

shrek
fantastic
i would give you a chance or let you be a great girl but you keep ignoring me
*correction
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mother was not at church, but at a supermarket
besides a lot of occupations and goals, one of them is a beautician. That way you can
always look your best.
(Of course you'll always be beautiful and the best in my eyes)
i didnt mean to write so much, its just that i have so much to say and didnt know
how to express myself
remember im doing this for you and only you
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and
turn you into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i
am not with someone else, you would be in my arms again
if ever youre in my arms again
all along i shouldve known that back in August, the girl whose beautiful face ive
seen and known for a long time would come back into my life.
just like ice helps you be a new man after a workout, i felt like a new man when i
saw you
its like i cant ever be sad when im around you unless you just turn me away and
hurt me
its like god or something wants me to do this
i didnt cry as much but was mostly sad
recess episodes
the army navy game
i dont have glasses anymore though
rude
(it isnt your mom or anyone else though)
never say goodbye
what about us
i think we are being too hard on each other. I think I am getting so much heat
unnecessarily, yet you were being rude by ignoring me
fake love by drake
Phillip phillps home

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
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persona ideal
there can always be a new start in life
and its neer too late to change and like i said, id help you if you help me
carrie anne
lo que son las cosas
i wish you would have let me know what the problem was as to why you feel about
me in a negative way
i would have done what i could to make it up to you. i think now YOU would have to
do that
shut up and dance
i know ive changed, but youve also changed too.
im like what happened to you (you probably do the same)
its such a long story
but im sure there are things that havent changed
add to leftwich
instagram pic about hiking, i went to bear mountain with my high school
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
you just go along with it, which is worse and ive seen that right in front of me
i wonder if it is treat as you want to be treated in general, not just of your behavior
i dont know if it will come to a point that i may npt be able to forgive you. they say
you can forgive but not forget
add to visions
i saw a woman and a baby with her mom and i thought of both you and your mom.
she had your hairstyle of straight with ponytail in the middle. you had this hairstyle
years ago
add to serious conversation

i cant tell how long it would be. i cant imagine how that would look like
that feeling (add others too) when you can get along with the other family members
except the son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also
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work the other around like with romeo and julie
...
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Date Sent: Sunday, March 11, 2018 11:04:09 PM GMT-04:00
Date Received: Sunday, March 11, 2018 11:04:09 PM GMT-04:00
maybe this would be in the classroom too. if you are a visitor, im like "look theres mom!" (just for
laughs)
i dont mean to be a clown, i seriously would want that to happen and we end up having a bunch
of kids (i mentioned this in the beginning)

space jam
maybe you will come to your senses or come around. i dont think that will happen anytime soon
though

daughter with her friend or something. he didnt relate to them. i was thinking of your mom and
both of us spending time together
i dont know for sure why almost anything i do irritates someone. i dont intentionally want to be a
nuisance to others.

bieber boyfriend
mr almost
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medicina de amor
niña bonita
*DISCLAIMER.
i hope i dont get in trouble, not to mention she is the one who hurt me emotionally. i haven't done
anything to her.
all i am doing is trying to show her that I care about her. if she doesnt care, why should i even
make an effort?

llevame contigo
what is your deal

tavares heaven
it sure is, i wonder where she went. i hope she didnt hurt herself falling down if she fell from
there
vivir mi vida
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not sure why you act like this, whether you are normally like this to others or just me. if it is me,
i dont know why. i dont believe in ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know
dark fantasy clean
kanye it is melody
hasta la raiz
seal
loves divine
kiss from a rose
camila
abrazame
alejate de mi

you gotta be
baby comes back
karlos infiel
cnco mamita
just think
about us

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you lost me
i really hope you can change for the better so you dont have a bad life (in the least have your
know no better

i dont want to have to bring up the past, but it does help to back up what i am saying (like why
compare me and another guy who you would be with, notice im unique (if you ever give me the
After some time, not much has come to mind except getting through my schedule and getting
this text written

whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one with the long
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hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i thought id never see
you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there was hope. and
this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would see us together and
be like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell your mom so she
knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be
frank and tell you the truth.
add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
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time to run lyrics
anyone but you



"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought us together. im
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything like that.
they are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they
would be a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you
a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

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when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still i would be
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something you have
never done
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus. in other words, what
is going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not
comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I
was like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

if people ever say

already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just
that they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of them in
one place
spring break
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anymore
lisa and ralph
why i feel odd looking at you, maybe next to you i would not be able to keep my head turned
mention reasons

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
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it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some
time and came back
quizas si quizas no

separate ways
who's crying now
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is not
lying to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into
the whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end
but i didnt want it to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do wish i
(elaborate)

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oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

something

i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts and
looks after all).
hilito
llevame contigo
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i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your mom, yet
she keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is
very nice to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not theirs and the
same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better late
than never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are to
each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing


turn down for what
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can cook but
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you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i dont
think anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
*ITEMS
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The inauguration
and the birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow

someone said

I knew you would be flabbergasted or surprised in the least. I just wanted to give you something memorable to remember me by
despite not being able to talk to you in person

wrote:
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go
along with them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
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no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt
the case because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
because if they were, they wouldnt start rumors about me and would respect both of us
being friends or being a couple. i doubt i would have to tell their parents or boyfriend or
girlfriend. i dont think it makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which involves me. its
my business on a personal level
i wish you would take a stand like this for me, like any real girlfriend or friend in the
least would. imagine your parents or anyone reacting to this. i just cant wrap my head
around it
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them.
As for you, there is room for improvements
being not as nice as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may have
changed on some things but I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me these past
few months
your mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont
know. maybe now they know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you
like only some people do besides your family. and you know who really does and who
doesnt.
i dont mean to intrude or anything but i just want to make sure you would make a great
girlfriend or in the least a friend

i hope you realize that im telling you this because i care so much about you (I really do).
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i know you mean well, but you wont let me show you i care (hence the items and the
text)
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good
and i dont want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.
of course you didn't. try holding your thoughts and feelings in your head for months,
even years without getting them out

el chavo
well, someone had to tell you the truth. very few people will actually do that these days
when you realize youve been wrong about me all this time, youre going to be upset or
even angry.
i appreciate it
each other
love you forever
dont you see what im trying to tell you? clearly you dont but like several people ive seen,
they do come around and maybe you will too
add to visions
someone who looks like you driving a car, the only difference was that she was wearing
glasses
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do you actually want to be treated that way? seriously think you wouldnt want that, no
one would


fortunately im standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me becsuse
if you did, things would be different

its like you dont feel safe being around me. i didnt think youd fall for such stupid rumors

its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other again
in NY. i haven't seen you since then

add to all the way

until the very end
i would never do anything bad to you, so if youre freaked out, dont be. i know the
rumors about me are true to you but you dont realize you're being lied to
why would you just lead me on and play with my feelings? you dont have a right to treat
someone that way like a guy doesnt have a right to treat a girl that way
its like to you, i am the worst person to come into your life. i didnt feel the same years
ago or recently, but i dont know now because of how you treated me

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i just wish we could have been half of each other like soulmates (he or she's my other
half)
i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy
like this, especially someone like Christopher"


i dont know if this is all ignorance, arrogance, or stupidity coming from us too. i think it
is all three in a way
add to ana navarro

i dont have anything against her even if they are twins. or probably would have the same
accent if your mom spoke English too.

wrote:
this may seem like its too much, but i believe it is a good sign when you remember so
much about someone
i wonder if us two is like the Rocky movies with Rocky and Adrian. You even look like
her

shrek
fantastic
*correction
i didnt mean to write so much, its just that i have so much to say and didnt know how
to express myself

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i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and
turn you into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i
am not with someone else, you would be in my arms again
all along i shouldve known that back in August, the girl whose beautiful face ive seen
and known for a long time would come back into my life.
just like ice helps you be a new man after a workout, i felt like a new man when i saw
you
its like i cant ever be sad when im around you unless you just turn me away and hurt
me
recess episodes
the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
what about us
fake love by drake

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
persona ideal
carrie anne
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i wish you would have let me know what the problem was as to why you feel about me
in a negative way
i would have done what i could to make it up to you. i think now YOU would have to do
that
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
i dont know if it will come to a point that i may npt be able to forgive you. they say you
can forgive but not forget
add to visions
i saw a woman and a baby with her mom and i thought of both you and your mom. she
had your hairstyle of straight with ponytail in the middle. you had this hairstyle years
ago

except the son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also
work the other around like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in
the park a few years ago, it was like this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could
all have a picnic and more often too.
(explain to the best of your knowledge how thay came about)
i wonder how i can know for sure how you really are. i just wish you were more honest
with me like i was honest with you so i wouldnt be ridiculous lile this.
when i look at models, i am also reminded of you, tiara
not to make anything less genuine or anyrhing but we should be together because we
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have quite a history with each other and have been living in the same town for years.
thats my opinion at least
i would not want to see you like cash me outside girl
i also would not want you to lose your friends either
On Sun, Feb 18, 2018 at 6:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero

wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I
wish that guy were me
if i cant say this now, then when can i say it? i cant let it affect my well being
its like god game me a second or third chance (possibly)
i dont mean to have so much thought, it's just overwhelming
la novelita by aventura
people would ask me the following:

why werent you strong to tell her
why were you shy
why are you blushing
dont be a social justice warrior
gotta meet somebody by nickelback
its like you feel as you would downgrade by being with me, like youre better off
without me
i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the
way you are, it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my
mind.
i dont feel sad or miserable to be with you, yet you feel this way for some reason
if i dont look like it, i dont mean to feel that way
i dont know how your mom or anyone would feel if they saw a possible son in law or
family member tossed out
then, there are those that just want to tell you how to live
then there are those who say stuff about the next life
i would not think that this could happen to me or anyone. alsp, i didnt realize that it
was hard to explain to my parents or yours.
i could be overreacting (or maybe you are overreacting) and i thought it was how
she reacted when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never
forget about the encounter.
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add to social media (i may have already mentioned this)
i still dont know for sure what social media is commonly used since neither of us are
big on Facebook or Instagram (especially me).
add to recent Instagram

goofy look
i wouldve said to you, "you are cute and sweet, why cry?"
it is like you were in an elegant event or something you were wearing an attire for
if we were in a relationship
one would also want a second chance or something if one messes up
maybe as a friend, id have to give you another chance
i dont mean to be cynical
i also dont mean to be so conventional, but believe me im very open minded and
unconventional in other things
add to parents say to each other

i wish our parents would talk more
your family (especially mom) should have a long, but serious talk with you. this is
serious because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a
real girlfriend (never been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i
dont know if you were the first, but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
to recall from diversity, you should not have to deal with that. just enjoy your life
i would think we can help each other reach so many of our goals (especially mine).
I hope you dont think of me as different.
recall from years ago but dont go crazy:
why you would not work with me, i felt (and still do probably) like i was treated like
a criminal
i wish we can continue where we left off (not sure, but wherever it may have been)
i felt and maybe still feel like im different from everyone else
maybe you wanted to look cool to others, regardless if my feelings get hurt
it would be hard to trust anyone at this point. one would only trust a few
if it wouldnt be hard, it would still not be easy in the least.
i dont know why i feel the way i do (and maybe ill never really know why) about you
and vice versa.
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thanks but no thanks
hold back the river
why i dont take things out on you (mention your many reasons)
-mom
why would you take things out on me (mention reasons for speculation)
ahora que te vas (it should be both ways)

not enough
i did it if they ask what you should do if there is a girl you like
alien or out of nowhere
too much
she will always be my girl and i will always be her guy
we should be like
we did it (clean) by area21
draw all instagram pics you can remember
petri dish but that's another story

the flame
big star
i dont know why i feel like i am the village idiot for some reason. its like everywhere
i go and/or whoever i meet they start to not get along with me after some time
not to be negative or to bash you, but how do i know i am not next
how do i know my happiness would last for good
how do i know you would be honest with me if something is wrong? just like how i
am honest with you, even if i did not get to tell you in person
i wonder what our first date would be like. im trying to find out how it went for my
parents when they first met
we should watch and not ignore the signs
only with you i can genuinely feel happy
im sure im the right guy for you and youre the right girl for me
some part of you
not sure how to reform you, but im willing to help and not give up on you. i doubt
anyone else can say that and really mean it
i dont like nor do i mean to talk about the past or anything
maybe we need help in our lives and we both can play a part in helping each other
i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me like i would do the same for you
somehow
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(even though the second part makes more sense since you hurt me)
youll see that i was the one for you
youll find that i couldn't be with any other girl and you could not be with any other
guy. i hope we realize that before we get old or when we wa
...
2415 / 4356
Date Sent: Saturday, March 3, 2018 12:41:01 AM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Saturday, March 3, 2018 12:41:01 AM GMT-05:00
whered you go clean

accounting book there are people and im the guy in the red shirt, you are the one with the long
hair
correction Adrian
harta

crank that
we were always in the same school since fifth grade until eighth grade. i thought id never see
you again
then when i saw your mom working in the cafeteria in high school, i knew there was hope. and
this was years ago
maybe one day i can see her more often in the same home and she would see us together and be
like "aww"

how else can i talk to you if you dont respond to communication? i had to tell your mom so she
knows and can tell you, otherwise you wont know. see, unlike what you did to me I want to be
frank and tell you the truth.

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add to dove cameron

liv and maddie
eiffel 65 blue
if i aint got you
time to run lyrics
anyone but you



"if she passed away, id really mis her because she was really nice and brought us together. im
we both are like kermit and miss piggy. im not calling you a pig or fat or anything like that. they
are just a cute couple! the only difference is im taller. and i thought it was unlikely they would be
a couple. i would be honest with you if you were not at a healthy weight (id think you would do
the same for me!)

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a thousand years
beautiful girls
the best
demons
top of the world

when im with you
even a younger girl but with your hair, and a body a little bigger than yours. but still i would be
If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something you have never
done
i wish we can update each other on what is happening on and off campus. in other words, what is
going on that neither one of us may not be aware of besides one's own personal life
*add to goofy look

i think it was more goofy than a donkey but you're still no less than beautiful. It sucks I did not
comment on that
at the ice rink, a few kids (around four of them) were helping me skate. I felt like a dad and I was
like, mom's in NY working. I hope she's not stressed"
On Thu, Mar 1, 2018 at 2:30 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

if people ever say

already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that
they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of them in
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one place
spring break
anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball and softball officials
lisa and ralph
mention reasons

agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
2419 / 4356
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some
time and came back
quizas si quizas no

separate ways
who's crying now
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is not lying
to you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the
whatever the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do wish i got
to know you better though.
2420 / 4356
(elaborate)


oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

something

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i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts and looks
after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your mom, yet she
keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice
to me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not theirs and the
same would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better late than
never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are to
each other
somebody to you
dont stop believing


turn down for what
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just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can cook but
you probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i dont think
anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
*ITEMS
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The inauguration
and the birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow

someone said


wrote:
2423 / 4356
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go along
with them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt the
case because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
girlfriend. i dont think it makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which involves me. its my
business on a personal level
i wish you would take a stand like this for me, like any real girlfriend or friend in the least
would. imagine your parents or anyone reacting to this. i just cant wrap my head around it
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them. As
for you, there is room for improvements
i predict your face will be red and you would lash out at me despite me not doing anything
to you. youre the one who made me feel bad after all
being not as nice as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may have
changed on some things but I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me these past few
months
your mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont know.
maybe now they know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you like only
some people do besides your family. and you know who really does and who doesnt.
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i know you mean well, but you wont let me show you i care (hence the items and the text)
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good and
i dont want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.
of course you didn't. try holding your thoughts and feelings in your head for months, even
years without getting them out

el chavo
when you realize youve been wrong about me all this time, youre going to be upset or even
angry.
i appreciate it
each other
love you forever
2425 / 4356
add to visions
glasses

do you actually want to be treated that way? seriously think you wouldnt want that, no one
would


fortunately im standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me becsuse if
you did, things would be different


its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other again in
NY. i haven't seen you since then

add to all the way

until the very end
i would never do anything bad to you, so if youre freaked out, dont be. i know the rumors
about me are true to you but you dont realize you're being lied to
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its like to you, i am the worst person to come into your life. i didnt feel the same years ago
or recently, but i dont know now because of how you treated me

i just wish we could have been half of each other like soulmates (he or she's my other half)
i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy like
this, especially someone like Christopher"


i dont know if this is all ignorance, arrogance, or stupidity coming from us too. i think it is
all three in a way
add to ana navarro

On Feb 20, 2018 5:22 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

much about someone
i wonder if us two is like the Rocky movies with Rocky and Adrian. You even look like her

shrek
fantastic
*correction
2427 / 4356
i didnt mean to write so much, its just that i have so much to say and didnt know how to
express myself
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and turn
you into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i am
not with someone else, you would be in my arms again
all along i shouldve known that back in August, the girl whose beautiful face ive seen
and known for a long time would come back into my life.
just like ice helps you be a new man after a workout, i felt like a new man when i saw
you
its like i cant ever be sad when im around you unless you just turn me away and hurt me
recess episodes
the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
what about us
fake love by drake

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
persona ideal
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carrie anne
i wish you would have let me know what the problem was as to why you feel about me in
a negative way
that
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
i dont know if it will come to a point that i may npt be able to forgive you. they say you
can forgive but not forget
add to visions
i saw a woman and a baby with her mom and i thought of both you and your mom. she
had your hairstyle of straight with ponytail in the middle. you had this hairstyle years
ago

except the son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also work
the other around like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in the park a
few years ago, it was like this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could all have a
picnic and more often too.
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not to make anything less genuine or anyrhing but we should be together because we
have quite a history with each other and have been living in the same town for years.
thats my opinion at least
On Sun, Feb 18, 2018 at 6:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I
wish that guy were me

why were you shy
its like you feel as you would downgrade by being with me, like youre better off
without me
i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way
you are, it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
i would not think that this could happen to me or anyone. alsp, i didnt realize that it
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was hard to explain to my parents or yours.
i could be overreacting (or maybe you are overreacting) and i thought it was how she
reacted when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget
about the encounter.
i still dont know for sure what social media is commonly used since neither of us are
big on Facebook or Instagram (especially me).

goofy look

serious because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real
girlfriend (never been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont
know if you were the first, but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
why you would not work with me, i felt (and still do probably) like i was treated like a
criminal
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i dont know why i feel the way i do (and maybe ill never really know why) about you
and vice versa.
hold back the river
-mom

not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star
i dont know why i feel like i am the village idiot for some reason. its like everywhere i
go and/or whoever i meet they start to not get along with me after some time
how do i know you would be honest with me if something is wrong? just like how i am
honest with you, even if i did not get to tell you in person
some part of you
2432 / 4356
somehow
youll find that i couldn't be with any other girl and you could not be with any other
guy. i hope we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and
start a family.
its like we are legendary to each other
i wish we didnt doubt our love for each other (if there is anything possible between us)
that should be developed over time and its chemistry too.
*similarities with Trump

clarify. No personal info after first 2 pages
someone may say to you

"ooh, it looks like you have a husband"
yep, thats right. im that awesome. i would never abuse you or be mean to you despite
you being irritated and yelling at me
i wouldnt have it any other way

"how bad can it be?"
its the opposite of bad.
not sure if my mom feels as positive as i do
our family members may start gossip about us. its done to my parents and its probably
dome to your parents too.
mobbed show
best proposal ever
dont be surprised if from here on out there are crazy thoughts and feelings, yet still
rated G.
i say this because i may not ever get the chance to say it in the future.
add to not name names
i wish i could because i really do want you to change
i dont want us to be enemies, but friends, best friends or soulmates
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was
possible, be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom
is already my in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
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i dont mean to be too fast, i just don't know when ill be able to talk to you again so at
least you know
remove thats my jelly

thats my girl
what if someone else does the same and its like i didnt do anything and did not exist.
ouch.
thats also what people were telling me.
perhaps i got or can be a little carried away
if my child asked why mommy hates you, id respond with

your mom is awesome and i love her. shes either under a spell or is going through a
hard time. we must not demean her but help her
i hope i wouldnt cry the next time i see you
at least i know now i told you before someone else did something this crazy
you cant let anyone else tell brainwash you, you have to see for yourself. when have i
made you upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by
you and im just calling a spade by a spade
i think god or something out there besides my mind is helping me make this text
longer.
i believe there is more that we don't know about each other
wouldnt you like to know
add to conference
i went to one too, it was amazing like what we both can be if you gave me the chance.
now that i think about it, it is hard not to be reminded of you
i wonder how i would feel a few years from now when it might be time to settle down.
what would my father say
tell both stories on how parents met, etc
its like i dont care if anyone's around, i only focus on whats in front of me. you. so im
not embarrassed by your presence
id yell your name out if i have to
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
wow, Christopher is really or wow youre really patient
of course. id want her to be patient with me as well. too bad she isnt and its guys that
suffer the most
prefer friend or me
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have me all to yourself
maybe were not meant to be together, not even friends
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering
you. it really is hard to answer that
what has she done? i dont know, you ask her
add to if it dont work

dont worry youll forget about her
i would hope i dont but then again im not sure
its better to have loved quote
ill never forgive you
if you make me cry
this isnt our entire life story
you dont have to agree and you can still have whoever you want as friends, just dont
turn against me like i wouldn't turn against you
how far would you go to defend our relationship? im sure people have asked
themselves this
dont ignore whats in front of you or what is obvious
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help
you if you let me
im tying not to have a grudge because that cant be a good thing
when i talke to your mom, she kept saying wait until may
too much in my head
youre acting weird
dont know if i like you more than a friend
if someone tells your parents she is very lucky
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was
possible, be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom
is already my in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
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least you know

thats my girl
ouch.
perhaps
...
[Message clipped]
2436 / 4356
Date Sent: Thursday, March 1, 2018 2:30:24 AM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Thursday, March 1, 2018 2:30:24 AM GMT-05:00
if people ever say

already confesses this is in person and told her mom (at this point everyone knows, its just that
they dont know who)
perro fiel
your mom has the other items so you can see them for yourself including a photo of them in one
place
spring break
dont think i lost my mind or anything, I just have too much to say and i cant bottle it in anymore
i saw one heart on a table in the cafeteria of a high school where baseball and softball officials
lisa and ralph
mention reasons
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agent cody banks
blended
enrique iglesias
add to visions
born to be alive
add to birthday
it was roughly eight years and you probably forgot i existed. i didnt, i just gave up for some time
and came back
quizas si quizas no

2438 / 4356
separate ways
who's crying now
you may think its crazy and all, but i believe i thought of everything. in the least it is not lying to
you. this entire text can be a bit exaggerated but it turns years of conversation into the whatever
the number of pages it turns out to be. i dont know exactly when it should end but i didnt want it
to get too boring
i dont know if its the past that is haunting me besides getting to remember you. i do wish i got to
(elaborate)

i think i am almost certain anything, even clothes or shoes will remind me of you because i know
you since elementary school

oh you were right
or wrong


used to be nice
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gift basket
through the fire

anyway you want it
shes gone
because we can
somewhere by barbra

something

i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts and looks
after all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your mom, yet she
keeps saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to
me and i like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not theirs and the same
would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better late than
never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are to each
other
somebody to you
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dont stop believing


turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she was carrying a stroller
and looked unsure of herself
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can cook but you
probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i dont think
anyone can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
*ITEMS
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The inauguration and
the birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow

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someone said

On Thu, Feb 22, 2018 at 3:31 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go along
with them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt the
case because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
girlfriend. i dont think it makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which involves me. its my
business on a personal level
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them. As for
you, there is room for improvements
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i predict your face will be red and you would lash out at me despite me not doing anything to
you. youre the one who made me feel bad after all
frankly, I still dont know why you are acting the way you are. Besides the factors mentioned
(mention and/or elaborate if you havent), I can't tell if you truly changed to being not as nice
as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may have changed on some
things but I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me these past few months
its not i think, i know you cant look at me in my eyes and prove me wrong. and besides your
mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont know. maybe
now they know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you like only some
people do besides your family. and you know who really does and who doesnt.
if someone tells me i dont have experience in a relationship, maybe thats because im waiting
for the right one. i wish you were the right one
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good and i
dont want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.

el chavo
i wish i could truly say "i love you" I really do. at the moment, i wont even see you in person
which is so ironic (anyone will think about that).
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angry.
i appreciate it
each other
love you forever
add to visions
glasses
i mean, how can you tell a girl's mother that you are not sure she is worth it. its sad because
she is just brainwashed so she cant snap out of it and come to her senses

would


fortunately im standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me becsuse if
you did, things would be different


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its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other again in
NY. i haven't seen you since then

add to all the way

until the very end
its like to you, i am the worst person to come into your life. i didnt feel the same years ago or
recently, but i dont know now because of how you treated me
i dont know if its the time constraints because of our schedules but there is very little room
for excuse as to why we could not meet

i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy like
this, especially someone like Christopher"


i dont know if this is all ignorance, arrogance, or stupidity coming from us too. i think it is all
three in a way
add to ana navarro


2445 / 4356
much about someone

shrek
fantastic
*correction
express myself
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and turn
you into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i am
not with someone else, you would be in my arms again
all along i shouldve known that back in August, the girl whose beautiful face ive seen and
known for a long time would come back into my life.
just like ice helps you be a new man after a workout, i felt like a new man when i saw you
recess episodes
the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
2446 / 4356
what about us
fake love by drake

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
persona ideal
carrie anne
i wish you would have let me know what the problem was as to why you feel about me in a
negative way
that
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
i dont know if it will come to a point that i may npt be able to forgive you. they say you can
forgive but not forget
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add to visions
i saw a woman and a baby with her mom and i thought of both you and your mom. she had
your hairstyle of straight with ponytail in the middle. you had this hairstyle years ago

that feeling (add others too) when you can get along with the other family members except
the son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also work the other
around like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in the park a few years
ago, it was like this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could all have a picnic and more
often too.
not to make anything less genuine or anyrhing but we should be together because we have
quite a history with each other and have been living in the same town for years. thats my
opinion at least

wrote:
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I wish
that guy were me

why were you shy
its like you feel as you would downgrade by being with me, like youre better off without
me
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i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way
you are, it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
i would not think that this could happen to me or anyone. alsp, i didnt realize that it was
hard to explain to my parents or yours.
reacted when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget about
the encounter.
i still dont know for sure what social media is commonly used since neither of us are big
on Facebook or Instagram (especially me).

goofy look

serious because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real
girlfriend (never been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont
know if you were the first, but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
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criminal
i dont know why i feel the way i do (and maybe ill never really know why) about you and
vice versa.
hold back the river
-mom

not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star
i dont know why i feel like i am the village idiot for some reason. its like everywhere i go
and/or whoever i meet they start to not get along with me after some time
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some part of you
somehow
youll find that i couldn't be with any other girl and you could not be with any other guy. i
hope we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and start a
family.


yep, thats right. im that awesome. i would never abuse you or be mean to you despite
you being irritated and yelling at me

mobbed show
best proposal ever

2451 / 4356
dont be surprised if from here on out there are crazy thoughts and feelings, yet still
rated G.
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was possible,
be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already
my in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
least you know

thats my girl
ouch.

your mom is awesome and i love her. shes either under a spell or is going through a hard
time. we must not demean her but help her
i think god or something out there besides my mind is helping me make this text longer.
add to conference

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its like i dont care if anyone's around, i only focus on whats in front of me. you. so im not
embarrassed by your presence
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
suffer the most
prefer friend or me
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering you.
it really is hard to answer that

if you make me cry
how far would you go to defend our relationship? im sure people have asked themselves
this
you if you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
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be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already
my in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
least you know

thats my girl
ouch.

add to conference
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"i love so and so!"
add to patience
suffer the most
prefer friend or me
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering you.
it really is hard to answer that

if you make me cry
this
you if you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
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connection betwen you and i
how would we know if we dont try
this may distract people from bad news
i wish i can help prevent anything bad from happening that are in the cartoon episodes i
list
i wish i can say "wow, you really did change for the better and one can enjoy your
company again"
what are his intentions
anything good except disrespecting or hurting you
*ONLY MENTION CAFE MOM IN THE FIRST TWO PAGES. ANYWHERE ELSE just mom
at work
on my left the woman and coach.
we both looked like them. they are husband and wife. both of their sons play on the team
besides god and synchronicity could this be a sign that we will be together
i saw a girl in front of the team benches in the stands that looks your sister
looks like you (from years ago) another on the left of your sister
first bf looks indian, maybe i couldve been the first because people confuse me for
indian
shouldve reached out to mom freshman year and not doing so still pains me to this day
and that is included with the ten or so years
i never thought this would happen to me
add to if it works out

i dont ever want to lose you if we are together
you think you know me you dont

i wish you could have gotten to know me
sometimes we may not like who or where we end up with.
the sooner we get to know each other, the better we will be off
i dont know how to get through to you
in fact, theres a lot we dont know about each other
what matters is that we give each other and ourselves a great life
stay by lisa loeb
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dont you think its unfair that you dont want to get to know me, yet i do
i do by lisa loeb
i wonder what our own parents will think of us.

what will yours think of me and vice versa
translate the following to english:

...
2457 / 4356
Date Sent: Monday, February 26, 2018 2:49:11 AM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Monday, February 26, 2018 2:49:11 AM GMT-05:00
i wouldnt be surprised if someone told you, please dont turn him away whether it is as a friend or because of grandchildren or something

i just know that deep down inside you, there is a sweet girl that needs to improve her heart (she already has the smarts and looks after
all).
hilito
llevame contigo

i do, you just would not let me. you know where to reach me but you wont do it. the only way would be through your mom, yet she keeps
saying i have to talk to you personally even though she has no idea (very little if any) about what's going on. she is very nice to me and i
like to think of her as my mother in law and maybe she thinks of me as her son in law
add to friends
i dont mind her having friends, just dont let them tell you what to think or how to live your life. its your business not theirs and the same
would apply to me
i just wish i can make up for all the lost time. its like prison, they are years you wont get back. if i can be with you, better late than never

maybe its no girl but you assuming we would be together and youre unforgettable (i think you already are), as well as we are to each
other
somebody to you
dont stop believing

2458 / 4356

turn down for what
driving my fathers car on the way home, i saw a girl that looks like you and to me it was like she was you. she was carrying a stroller and
looked unsure of herself
just another day
separate ways
take me home
shining star
some people say cook dinner for her. i wish i can cook but like my parents, only my mom knows. i dont know if you can cook but you
probably could do a better job than me
if you are supposed to know someone you care about them, how is this not enough? i dont know how else to do that. i dont think anyone
can top this, at least not for a while
add to ride song

add to the simpsons

add to visions
*ITEMS
*if birthday is Jan 20, then what day was it? Jan 20 is the inauguration for POTUS. That would be some party! The inauguration and the
birthday of your wife (the first lady). Wow

someone said

2459 / 4356
Well, of course. With me you can't go wrong. Although I wish I can say the same for you. I know your mom can help us out of possible.
Both of our families should work together
I knew you would be flabbergasted or surprised in the least. I just wanted to give you something memorable to remember me by despite
not being able to talk to you in person
On Thu, Feb 22, 2018 at 3:31 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go along with
them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt the case
because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
but as if you would prefer me instead of your "friends" who are not really your friends because
if they were, they wouldnt start rumors about me and would respect both of us being friends or
being a couple. i doubt i would have to tell their parents or boyfriend or girlfriend. i dont think
it makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which involves me. its my business on a personal
level
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them. As for
you, there is room for improvements
2460 / 4356
(mention and/or elaborate if you havent), I can't tell if you truly changed to being not as nice
as you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may have changed on some things
but I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me these past few months
its not i think, i know you cant look at me in my eyes and prove me wrong. and besides your
mom or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont know. maybe
now they know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you like only some people
do besides your family. and you know who really does and who doesnt.
if someone tells me i dont have experience in a relationship, maybe thats because im waiting
for the right one. i wish you were the right one
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good and i
dont want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.

el chavo
angry.
i appreciate it
each other
2461 / 4356
love you forever
dont you see what im trying to tell you? clearly you dont but like several people ive seen, they
do come around and maybe you will too
add to visions
someone who looks like you driving a car, the only difference was that she was wearing glasses
i mean, how can you tell a girl's mother that you are not sure she is worth it. its sad because
she is just brainwashed so she cant snap out of it and come to her senses

would

its like not only cant you stand the fact that we would make good couple but you are desperate
in wanting to be with someone as long as its not with me.

i hope your mom or anyone is not pissed off at you. it is not entirely your fault and fortunately
im standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me becsuse if you did, things
would be different


its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other again in NY.
i haven't seen you since then

2462 / 4356
add to all the way

until the very end
i dont know if its the time constraints because of our schedules but there is very little room for
excuse as to why we could not meet

i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy like this,
especially someone like Christopher"


three in a way
add to ana navarro


this may seem like its too much, but i believe it is a good sign when you remember so much
about someone

shrek
2463 / 4356
fantastic
*correction
besides a lot of occupations and goals, one of them is a beautician. That way you can always
look your best.
express myself
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and turn you
into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i am not
with someone else, you would be in my arms again
recess episodes
the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
what about us
i think we are being too hard on each other. I think I am getting so much heat unnecessarily,
yet you were being rude by ignoring me
fake love by drake

2464 / 4356
gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
persona ideal
carrie anne
negative way
i would have done what i could to make it up to you. i think now YOU would have to do that
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
add to visions

2465 / 4356
that feeling (add others too) when you can get along with the other family members except
the son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also work the other
around like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in the park a few years
ago, it was like this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could all have a picnic and more
often too.
i wonder how i can know for sure how you really are. i just wish you were more honest with
me like i was honest with you so i wouldnt be ridiculous lile this.
opinion at least

wrote:
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I wish
that guy were me

why were you shy
its like you feel as you would downgrade by being with me, like youre better off without
me
i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way you
are, it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
i dont know how your mom or anyone would feel if they saw a possible son in law or family
2466 / 4356
member tossed out
reacted when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget about
the encounter.
i still dont know for sure what social media is commonly used since neither of us are big
on Facebook or Instagram (especially me).

goofy look

your family (especially mom) should have a long, but serious talk with you. this is serious
because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real girlfriend
(never been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont know if you
were the first, but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
criminal
2467 / 4356
i dont know why i feel the way i do (and maybe ill never really know why) about you and
vice versa.
hold back the river
-mom

not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star
i wonder what our first date would be like. im trying to find out how it went for my parents
when they first met
2468 / 4356
some part of you
not sure how to reform you, but im willing to help and not give up on you. i doubt anyone
else can say that and really mean it
i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me like i would do the same for you somehow
hope we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and start a family.


yep, thats right. im that awesome. i would never abuse you or be mean to you despite you
being irritated and yelling at me

mobbed show
best proposal ever
dont be surprised if from here on out there are crazy thoughts and feelings, yet still rated
G.

2469 / 4356
be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my
in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
i dont mean to be too fast, i just don't know when ill be able to talk to you again so at least
you know

thats my girl
what if someone else does the same and its like i didnt do anything and did not exist. ouch.

you cant let anyone else tell brainwash you, you have to see for yourself. when have i made
you upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by you and
im just calling a spade by a spade
add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
suffer the most
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prefer friend or me
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering you. it
really is hard to answer that

if you make me cry
you dont have to agree and you can still have whoever you want as friends, just dont turn
against me like i wouldn't turn against you
this
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help you
if you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
be with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my
2471 / 4356
in law or at least i want her to be my in law)
you know

thats my girl

you upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by you and
im just calling a spade by a spade
add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
suffer the most
prefer friend or me
2472 / 4356

if you make me cry
this
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help you
if you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
i wish i can help prevent anything bad from happening that are in the cartoon episodes i
list
i wish i can say "wow, you really did change for the better and one can enjoy your company
again"
2473 / 4356
*ONLY MENTION CAFE MOM IN THE FIRST TWO PAGES. ANYWHERE ELSE just mom at
work
first bf looks indian, maybe i couldve been the first because people confuse me for indian
shouldve reached out to mom freshman year and not doing so still pains me to this day and
that is included with the ten or so years


stay by lisa loeb
i do by lisa loeb


*in spanish culto, decente, serio
tanto el socapa
better off alone
blue
2474 / 4356
add to area21
(notice the kids in the background)
the incredibles
sky high
el poder de tu amor
both could do better
i am committed and never felt sure of anything in my life
add to what i want in return
no ultimatum
add to YSBLF/LFMB
I just could not throw the bag out, when I watch both soap operas I think of you
more train songs
art imitates life
add to imitating her

i think it could cheer you up when i smile that cute smile of yours
add to instagram
maybe i shouldnt be too hard on you for the profile pic. i just was concerned for you just
like you would be concerned if i was parading inappropriately in public.
add to vision
both parents as coaches
i think their kids would look like ours
even if i had the choice to do better or be with anyone else, I am just reminded of you and
think of your family and I wouldn't want to hurt them (not just you and your mom)
its odd but i feel like others would not let you near me for some reason. that sort of
nonsense, along with other nonsense has got to stop
this whole thing could be a sign from god or something, ask anyone
On Fri, Feb 16, 2018 at 1:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
i wish we were simply on good terms. i realized that the sooner you know, the better and
you won't feel bad or get hurt like i did. i know you are not a bad person and neither am
i
maybe youre better off with someone else or maybe youre not. i dont know, only you
know that for sure. i do know that i will always care for you as a friend, even if its
nothing more.
2475 / 4356
they say if you love something let it go (thats how the quote goes). i just wish it didnt
have to be this way.
i hope that you understand how i feel because not telling you for years was tough.
maybe when years pass, youll see that i was right. like i said before, no other guy would
treat, care, or love you like i would. im glad your mom and anyone in your family or
whoever reads this sees this situation with me
cancioncitas de amor by romeo
add to what she can do

besides DECEMBER7, MAYBE WHAT HAVE I DONE
she can ask her mom to talk to me, even if she will tell me that i have to talk to you. no
one can do the talking, you have to talk to that person yourself.
be glad there are still guys like me that dont believe a girl is a piece of meat but a
human being instead. It may sound old fashioned to you, but i dont know if anyone
would treat you like that and how you can put up with it. you deserve someone who will
treat you with respect. If not, the relationship would not go anywhere or far
struggle
heart of the matter
leather and lace
lets be honest with ourselves (not just as a society) and tell each other what we really
think. i have a strong feeling there is some bias because of what others said behind our
backs
what is odd is that you look like you dont like me as a friend but its only when people
arent around to keep us apart.
im like, "admit it, you like me" or something. It may be vice versa too, dont get me
wrong
who knows, i wouldnt be surprised if either both of us blush
add to cant stop looking at you

anything less than beautiful is non-existent
add to silly songs

the duck song
add to ITEM CARD

beanie baby or however it interpreted by girls
add to phineas and ferb

childs garden
add to why would you say that

"My life is over if I have to deal with him"
2476 / 4356
I'm just shocked. I didnt think you would have such a negative view of me. Again, the
complete opposite of how I see you.
add to i saw two guys

i dont know but im just guessing. i know i never had a real gf, just someone who was
most likely playing with me
add to what if you are wrong
add why you cant meet
add what makes this not worth it
add to you would rather do anything else than be with me

all i want to do is be with you
add to not be against me

i woild love it if i had someone as a friend or a soulmate who doesnt have to agree with
everything about me, but that wouldnt turn against me
add to can of worms

its like my memories came back from years ago.
it isnt a joke how can i can write so much on liking and my feelings for someone
scenarios
reaction
anyone reading
solutions (here and even in the end)
elaborate on every part of sentence
add to tragedy and hope or cyrus which is roughly 13,000 pages
i wonder if the book would be a centipede or millipede shape
imagine if this was done months before which is when I first started. i did not start to
finish it until March
think of other factors to make it easy to get to 1000 or more
not gonna work (at least not right now, but im willing to help you) because there is so
much that happened and i wrote mostly how i felt and what was on my mind (you)
dont be so surprised, youre the one with the straight A's and the smartest girl i know.
then if people think im crazy or wrong or stupid, they never experienced tjings like this.
there would be no reason to tell everyone if this was bad.
add to microscope, look at every nook and cranny until there is no more (even though
there could be). i think this is reasonable enough (with some exaggeration) to have a sa
big amount of pages this text is made up of.
i would think you would fall for me like i fell for you years ago and I just couldnt show it.
now it is all coming back
2477 / 4356
i hope now you will think of me differently.
they say, know your audience, there is a time and place for everything or other ones
i hope you would not prove me right on the negative stuff or worst case scenarios here.
this can be done by using single space, leaving the text intact, and no funny business on
the text.
if the book was much longer, it would look like the game snake (to carry)
(if already mentioned snake, elaborate on it. if not, start and elaborate)
not sure how i am supposed to keep all the pages together
maybe this is like overanalytical or a microscope. this is definitely not gibberish or me

repeating myself (sorry if i did but i ned to reiterate). it was ironic (but not as much as
the situation with you) that this could be like the voyeur manuscript (which may be
interpreted or at least they're trying to do that)
fix notes or something, in case you could show someone (highly unlikely)
this book is so long, it would surely knock your socks off. i mean, people didnt believe
me when i brought this up. then, i put this entire text on the table to show people. it was
surely a big fat book which was as heavy as a bowling ball or a gold bar (maybe a few of
those things).
we can both laugh (and anyone else too) in the end because this is truly one in a million.
it may be called the "blueprint for love" or something not just "script for crush"
we have to make it possible like it used to years ago for people to talk to each other with
no nonsense.
add to honest
you are a silly, a bit snobbish, a brat, and a know it all that should tweak her attitude a
bit
i hope you don't think of me as different. i am like you or anyone. and I think we're not
as different as you may think. in the beginning, there are a few dozen things we both
have in common, not just because i talked to my prospect mother in law, I mean your
mom
add to or make blow your mind

i cant imagine peoples reactions when reading this. they wont believe there is still such
thing as not just love but true love in this country or in the world in general
even your mom would think youre annoying, no wonder you dont tell her everything. i
dont tell mine or anyone either
eventually i learned to tie my shoes.
fly a kite and carve a pumpkin age 22

tie my shoes at age 23
still havent had a pillow fight or been in a treehouse but anyway, back to the reading.
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now if only i learned to eat fried eggs and avocado
don't mind my life story
mi ultima carta by prince
chuckie cheese height. yeah, im like that tall, like a foot taller than her. she is almost a
midget but i dont mind. if she would let me, id love her unconditionally (i wish i would
then get the same)
Colombia or dc. besides a picnic like were at

the park a few years ago, we should also travel together, our families would love it
she has a dog. it reminds me of the movie about the pig running loose in the house
KOTH mentioned this too. they say it is romantic for some reason
i am not stalking you and dont intend to, i just want to show you that i can remember
you and that I did not and would not forget you. I know you probably forgot about me,
but that wasnt the case in NY. Admit it, you missed me and it’s okay, I missed you too!
*i would not be like trump, assuming you dont like him (and many dont either)
it may seem like i would be different, but no because i am still the same guy you met
years ago
add to being a tattle tale or a snitch

i dont mean to be, i just happen to care so much about you and dont want anything bad
to happen. if it did, i would not be able to forgive myself.
i wish you would care for me just as much as i care for you
add to instagram profile pic

i dont know if you are seeing someone, but you are not an object. no one should be
treated as an object, you are better than that and I wish i can prove that to you.
However, if someone does treat you, they dont really care about you. They only want to
make you a joke like they are. Who would just stand by and not be concerned about your
appearance. That’s like if I dressed like I am at the beach when it’s not the beach. You
wouldn't like it and netiher would anyone and it would make them feel uncomfortable
QUOTE ABOUT OBJECTS
respect, what about what your kids or our kids will think. It’s not just people you talk to
that tell you that. Have respect for yourself and it is good for first impressions. Think, “is
this how I want others to see me?” Don’t give me the “control yourself” schtick that fake
feminists tell others.
james taylor your smiling face
dr sharing the night
Why would you throw away a possible bf who will actually be a real boyfriend
you'll want to marry me someday when you are feeling bad and crying and i wouldnt
know what to do then. Im not saying you should do anything now, but it is something to
keep in mind
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i have a boyfriend excuse
no money
you tried
hasta que salga el sol

its sunshine or rain
and its either light or darkness
it is even hard to see carriages or children when i think of you
national honor society, grades too good (recall trump and melania language uranium).
So what if you are smarter than me in a way? I dont care, what matters is that we are
together
you are a late bloomer in terms of sociable like me
i wish your parents can see who i really am, not what anyone else you talked to made me
out to be
You seriously have little to no patience for me and yet again it is the opposite of how i
am to you
I cant believe you just make up your mind about me because of idiots who are jealous
and envy you having good friends. They know who they are
I know you really dont hate me (I dont see why you could) but I dont blame you for being
upset. You cant help but being brainwashed and its okay, i can and will help you
overcome that if you let me
if you destroy the presents, it is too bad because i doubt anyone else will give you this
stuff
character who you are
softball instructor recently had a baby
memories are coming back
i hope you dont faint or something when reacting to this
add to patient
im the most patient guy youll ever know
its like god wants us to be together (not just your mom), because whenever i feel like i
am forgetting my notes I remember suddenly what to write.
its not like drugs, but something life changing
you are like a powerup when im down (for the gamers out there), she really is and I will
never forget that August in NY. i felt like i can enjoy life again temporarily and I smiled
like I havent in a long time. I could almost cry when i saw the girl I thought I had lost
forever. I am glad it was worth it to not lose hope
chris brown with you

don't wake me up
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why is it so bad for us to be together? who are you trying to please? the damn
homewreckers you call "friends"?
i know for a fact that people in your circles dont like me and i could care less. i knew
they would just get in between us. i wonder if some people in our families would do the
same. some people on my end told me they see it that way to my parents
more than you know

deja vu all over again
add to instagram pics

first communion and it is similar to wedding dress, the last sacrament
people may ask you both are messed up

he writes and gives ridiculous presents. i put a lot of thought on all of this, its no joke.
she wont talk to him, so he was unsure and she hurt him emotionally
“both of you, knock it off”
both of us need to be understood, thats all and then we can go from there
im sorry i upset you or something and i wish i can make it up to you. Although i would
not mind you going first since these past few months havent been kind to me
add to wedding
not to sound creepy, but there are arranged marriages (with both families consenting)
with few divorce rates.
maybe im going over my head here
why cant we just tell everyone this is the case? it would make such a great love story!
add to not reveal identity

you know who those people are i call homewreckers. ill give you a hint, they used to be
our classmates when we were in elementary school
i dont reveal any identities besides mine because of the possible backlash and that i am
the one who was affected emotionally
add to text
I just skip a space so that everything does not look sloppy.
At this point, I am speechless and Im sure you probably are as well. It is hard to believe
that this is like a dream but in fact it isnt, it is reality.
“Oh my god, Christopher or Tinajero is weird, just too weird”

Often times, I feel that people have no idea and that if only people knew

wrote:
dont be a stranger
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dont let this opportunity to be together pass out
dont let me go by the fray
if you cry, youll understand how i feel.
if you are happy, dont worry because its natural
if you are sad, thid is how you made me feel an maybe beyond that
if you are mad, youre the one who hurt me and i didnt do anything to you
if you are unsure, maybe you havent processed what ive written because it is a lot
if you start to ask these questions and more, browse through the text because i may
have already answered them, scenarios, thoughts, reactions, etc.
it is not bad because i know your mom (you probably are not aware of that), ive told
everybody without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there
could be more factors, but those are the main three.
you may not have patience with me, yet it is the complete opposite with you
i dont know if this will ever end. its not that there is no limit, its just that it was a lot
before May
dont be surprised when i look into your eyes
i am or would be totally be committed
we are meant for each other
i wish you didnt undermine this
my notes were sure a lot and i may not be the best writer.
i think if we spent more time with each other and include our families too. it would be
so awesome the word "awesome" itself is an understatement
add to if got to know me

we would have known each other better
add to talking behind my back

dont let others tell you anything about me that is negative, you can find out from me
ill try to hold it in, but dont be surprised if i cry when i see you again (that's if i do see
you again)
even if you are most likely arent into sports, i would still like you
add to softball
there was husband and wife
this isnt arranged, if you want to be with me then cool, if not thats okay
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"things wouldnt work between us"
Despite us never knowing each other better, you dont know for sure. thats why you
never judge a book by its cover
similar to DECEMBER7
before why we could not be together and why not with me in particular
in my eyes there are no other girls

dont know if i can say the same or anyone else you would be with
add to obsession with culture

you are also into Colombian culture and thats okay
i hope youre not bottling it in either like i did and would have kept doing so if i had not
written this script.
add to items
not only do i talk the talk, i also walk the walk
why do i have to talk to your mom or anywhere
why do you have to push me away of i didnt mean to
write this for everyone, not just her and her mom
i wish we could remind each other of the good times and if we didnt have any or much,
lets start to have good ones then. i cant do that by myself, only with you
that way in the future, we can tell our kids,

"these qualities are what i fell in love with him or her for" or "this is why i love that
person"
add to sting operation

chris hansen to catch a predator which has been wrong several times
maybe this is why our paths have been separate for the second time, it would not be
good for either of us. i hope that me writing what you see here helps you to think what
you could be missing in the future.
sheriff when im with you

the search is over
i dont mind explaining to parents and ill cry not to cry
the middle
ask yourself questions about what you are reading
ask yourself about life
ask others about goals for the future. i keep hearing about what you want to be five or
ten years from now
ask yourself are you really fine and not worried. the recent pic is you looking goofy
and something about crying under a desk or something. i hope you are alright. im like,
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"youre pretty, are you worried about your looks? you shouldn't have to." I wish i would
have commented despite one that was deleted a few pics before that one. I still find
her cute
add to dont throw this away

the items are symbolic and the physical copies of the script in english and spanish are
hard to come by because there are so many pages
add to ross lynch

last episode of austin and ally
add to circles
i dont know who else in her circles or who i thought were cool people in my circles are
messing with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who
really cares about her. If i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are
(and not what they pretend to be), but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal
who the girl is im talking about (she can do that herself). Society is really messed up
and it's time we come to the realization of that
add to not telling you what to do

she could dress however she wants to dress or be with whoever she wants to be with,
im just sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i
hope that you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental
and me more open minded.
mention how you feel about her as of right now at this very moment in time

wrote:
i dont think our relationship would last because of several factors. some of which
you may already be aware of. although a real couple would not let this happen. i
would have wanted someone by my side and not make me suffer
what could really be going on I wonder. i dont intend on bothering you or try to
break up any relationship you may be in
id do whatever i can to make it work and last forever
in a way it is psychology. I would not laugh or anything, I just want her to be honest
with me
why didnt you tell me you felt this way? I was afraid, but i decided to speak up
nonetheless so i do not stay a loser. i dont consider you a loser or anything
if i go to weddings, it would be ackward for me and i thought prom was ackward
(recall prom too)
mention koth
add to be hard anyone else

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in the future, if i was married to you it would be hard to find someone else.
add to explaining to your children

your father but we split up
you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather
have us be together raising the kids
add to put up with her

i hope you are not like those people who would not take a relationship seriously and
just want someone for fun or to take care of them. i doubt your mom or anyone else
in your family is like that. as far as i know, my family isnt like that
add to why me
thats really mean. i would never say the same about you in regards to your looks or
your obsession with Hispanic culture and being silly. I may not agree with you on
some things and vice versa and it's okay. I respect that and I wish you'd respect my
beliefs.
i wouldnt expect you to be so crazy about me (or at all). you may feel a bit giddy
because you have a guy who will truly love you.
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
sort of like the way you smile and other facial expressions (mention item) and other
good qualities you have. i think it's lovely but dont worry, i should not take your
outbursts personally. at this point we should know how we are to each other.
dont pretend like you dont know me
add to encounter
i saw the one girl i should have never given up on. maybe by now things would be
different
the best day ever by spongebob
i told your mom not to tell you i like you and my feelings for you
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to
get hurt by anyone.
i may have released some kind of can of worms
add to love at first sight

i know i was a wimp not to approach you but i just couldnt really forget the one girl
who could be legendary to me.
she was beautiful and smart and i just could not take my eye off of her for some
reason. i wish she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be
together to this day
add to improve society

i may be an activist or something
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i dont know why you would make the effort to talk to anyone else, except me. i know
that if someone came up to you, you would not have an issue but i dont know why im
the one you dont like (in the least as a friend)
if someone ever tells you, "if you want to be with someone so this or that"
If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell
me that girl is not worth it, just saying.
more involved with each others families
we are made for each other so much we complete each other, at least thats how i
see it
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would
have acted and not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i
wouldve loved to tell you so much in person though
we are going to be friends
my would not have been broken or be as bad
i wouldnt have ever thought
i wish you can cry because i know that i have tried my best to be so kind to you over
the years and show it through this text
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag.
no one told me to do this, I did it on my own
if you cry, id comfort you by hugging you and crying with you like a real friend
why are you acting like this? are you insecure? maybe i am too in a way
add to sadness when you are around

if i were still sad, it is certainly not because of you
guaranteed to cry a little
add to tell children
if they ask about who this is about
yeah and she doesnt realize it
i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of
people, but in a way if you want people can somehow get along
i dont know how you will react to this, but if i could i would write more and i wish i
had the rest of my life to show you i mean what i say
the girl is mine
i wish i could be there for you as much as i can and that i can give you the world
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i wish you would admit to the way you behaved like i did in confessing to you. I had
to do this on paper because i could not be with her in person.
it is an utter shame that i am not your bf, i think id be the best bf youll ever have
(and hopefully your last too).
i dont know either of us have to do to make it up to each other
i hope i didnt scare you and if i did, i didnt mean to. i had nowhere else to turn to
talk about this and you wouldnt talk to me
they say be careful what you wish for, but i know what i want. it sounds like i am
talking way over my head but theres no way i dont feel like this. im not faking and i
dont purposely exaggerate either
add to if it did work
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all
thats left is you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
i wish we were on good terms for now. theres always tomorrow and the future may
be bright
add to talk about me
yo no fui
add to hospital
my heart rate goes up when i look at you. its like youre medicine that heals me from
damage
i wonder if the items can be at the Smithsonian so they make history. so what? im
not embarrassed to tell the world i like you
add to how you can say that

you wouldnt be a waste of my time, NOT being with you is wasting my time
add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do
anything to you yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot
add to sing as much as i can

she has her own jukebox and doesnt even realize it

wrote:
its like i made this so you can no longer ignore me.
when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had
depression, she would be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I
see her
maybe im amazed by paul
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Its like when im with her, I can never have a bad day no matter what
if you would only give us a chance to be friends at least. then you would see what i
mean. i am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently.
like i said before, i would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said
that to your mom months ago. She had no idea until now how I feel about you.
Theres just so much to talk about and you acting weird were the other things
besides greetings. Of course you probably dont know this, but I have been talking
to her every time i had lunch in high school since freshman year. I havent seen her
until I became a substitute teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could have
told her this before. It is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect
on what I just said and everywhere else here not to mention the items in the bag.
In that bag there are items and those are so symbolic you have no idea how much
it means to me for you to have them. i have a strong feeling you would cry or feel
something in the least, unless i am absolutely nothing to you. On the contrary, you
mean everything to me and maybe I am exaggerating. But every time I try to
forget everything that happened, I still think about this and you. The ball is in
your court now. I dont know what else to do besides calling and texting you or
talking to your mom.
throwing it all away by genesis
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will

probably get used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if
possible).
i wouldnt want to be in the future thinking to myself, "It sucks what i missed out
on and all because of us two not wanting to be with each other"
The ten or so years not speaking up fills me with regret (which is strong) and if i
hadnt written this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I
think it is us both. Her for acting the way she did and me for being strange and
not speaking up
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im
trying to cone up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at
least remember me
recent instagram that i can remember
not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your
mom's name yet you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i
see a couple in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not
looking like them, the fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.
put your hands up andy grammer
telenovelas episode problem

ex diego and marisol
angel and simoneta
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like the episodes in the 80 to 99 range
i cant imagine you being really mean like those girls. or like that woman from The
Moment of Truth - Episode 5. watch it and youll see what i mean. that is the most
infamous episode from the show
i would hope you change
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that
feel that i would not be worth sharing my life with
baby maybe im amazed by you by lonestar
another minute without you
cant do it without you
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They
both had the same height differences
photograph by ed
dont be couples just for show
day after day
add to you cant be too hard on her

your mom should be mad at you because thats not how you treat a guy or anyone
in general, especially when you met in elementary school.
we go way back and to me it is a great memory, i hope i wouldnt regret saying

that
i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as
hers. she knows what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring
me or trying to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know
if this is like an ex. I would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but
i would not know for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
someone that looked like you only by facial and its like i was not there
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for
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more than five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you
though. in fact, maybe it is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone
else, but that i can help you improve yourself and be the best you can be. if
possible, you can help me do the same and in the long run you will know i
appreciated you doing so
on the way back from work, in front of me i saw a girl that looks like you who had
ripped jeans (like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that
looks like you with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items)
of the girl that looks like you
i wish you would appreciate that i remember so much about you
couples visions as well as just regular ones
could her standards come from the mom or anyone else
i wonder if maybe i have some sort of sixth sense like girls do
add to cheat on her

with anyone from her own circles
add to not like about me

looks
the height
add to trying to make me jealous again like years ago or jealous in general
add to why you can't be alone with me

in august i saw you with someone, even though the delivery was just for you
add to valentines day songs

*DISCLAIMER
no pc, but that doesnt mean i would love her or care for her any less. she probably
would but i wouldnt, ever
talk about pics you can recall from instagram
go through every nook and cranny of the entire notes and text.
CRAP PORQUERIA
add to Instagram profile pic

*after the last thing written*
i saw another girl wearing something similar, only pants and not shorts. It must be
some trend and i dont want to be the one who judges people
add to like a couple

i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father
and i would be like my mother
add to second floor restaurant

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother
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had her son on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.
describe everything in INTRICATE, DETAIL AND SCENARIOS
On Feb 10, 2018 10:28 PM, "Christopher Tinajero"

i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should
just treat one another as we would like to be treated
people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and
we really have to be patient with each other
if that happens, its like now or never. the destiny and synchronicity is insane. In
the future, hopefully we will think about this.
youd probably wonder "where have you been all my life?" and ill be like, "you
never thought you'd be with me, did you?"
maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than
friends. that is if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like
what happened recently.
whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll
think of me because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my
mind). like i said before, it feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel
(or felt) about a girl
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre
with. you know I would be the one for you
its obvious I would be more and treat you with far more respect than anyone
else
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it
was for a sibling but i thought of you and your mom
lookalike and the hair was like your costume
it may have been back then as well
i remember years ago you said i was good annoying, not bad annoying.
i wish i wouldve told you you were cute in a good way and not bad
if i can remember, i will mention more
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not
see you more than just a friend
what a fool believes
i think your mom will get upset because of how you are acting
what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly
that i would love you forever.
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friday night
will you still love me
not to diss you or anything

all i do is win
i would love to tell others i cant lose when shes around. it shouldnt matter what
others say though, it matters what you think
i dont believe i am hopeless or a lost cause.
all night
go your own way
im not trying to scare you
the reason the amount is enormous is because i have too much to talk about.
this probably would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to
hold back my feelings and show you that i am real.
i dont know neither of us can live it down. Neither of us are bad people, just
misunderstood. Each others parents would tell the other that. I wouldnt mind
reforming the two families and maybe one day we can be together.
i hope you dont lose me forever and we get to be together
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
GO AS MANY PAGES AS POSSIBLE.
styx babe
if you leave me now
i wonder who is that girl...

more than a feeling
add to relevant
why do you think about me the way you do
(respond why you think of her the way you do)
i dont mean to be desperate, but who wouldve thought...
desperation song by carbon leaf

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i cant believe there is so much you dont know about me and vice versa.
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other
person has done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
not sure who to turn to if your mom would not accept this. its important for her
to know
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing
gets. if this is stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few
girls who i know the most
why are you one of the few girls who i know the most
(ask other questions about the above)

remember, there is a reason why things are as they are.
in the bag. and no, it is not what you think if you saw the soap opera. this isnt a
trick, Im not playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about
misconceptions), and i only want to share my true feeling about you.
its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your
mom who gave you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason
anything between us could not die out. i think she considers me as not only a
friend, but possibly part of the family and you have no idea how thrilled i would
be if that were the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not joking at all.
thats four in laws and for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for
me like i do for you.
when i told my parents, they were a bit shocked. my mom was uneasy and i
explained to her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing
and maybe could not stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept
you and love you as her daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every
time i see her at work, id want her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read
you like a book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything
whether it is the script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you
think i put a molded one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING
BOWS til death do us part
the cemetery and a body decomposes like the sandwich. i would never throw
out something so important to me or us. think about it.
*explain why i impersonate you
"please stop making fun of me"

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know
or care about this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER
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I can only hope you wont think of me as a creep, pervert, or worse (even though
you prpbably do unfortunately).

because she can really use all the help she can get.
I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or
at least trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for
some reason we can't do this in person.
mi corazon es tuyo
you just have to keep trying, especially if it can be true love
im gonna get you
if someone says, "she is not the one" or "she is not worth it"
I can only look down because it is hard for me to agree to that
*the telenovelas
*vivan los ninos you are simoneta (no offense) and you look like sofia (for real)
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or
when you fail, because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this
whole thing off and decided to keep on writing in case I may never see you
again. I feel it is best that I give your mom this script and the items in the
bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any longer and should just let
you know how I truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know
where i am coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get
you or ruin your life. you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of
me wouldn't hold it against you and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
i dont know why you see me that way besides annoying or irritating
all i see is a girl who is beautiful, smart, but can work on her heart
youre going to really have to step it up so that we can be friends or anything

more. i have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too
but dont know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you
should still have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have
time for it. other than that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you
and this, that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for
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her help and/or anyone i know who can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help
that she would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one
day.
come to that
me and this person
maybe im the one who can grow old with you
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone
why are you wanting me to dislike you

i wish you didnt act like that at all, it's not you
when describing the items in PRESENT

the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how
you look at that
I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't
faint when looking inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
its like i combined years of a relationship into a few months. from dating to
being a couple
i would ask myself, "hmm what would i get an adoring girlfriend, if she was
my girlfriend?"
it is ridiculous, but nothing less than real
describe items
yo no me voy por vencido
you should be thankful because I did it as a sweet and romantic gesture. I do

it because i care
think of the bug or beanie baby as a child
i wish i got to make more memories with you
himno a la alegria song
add to instagram
you can do whatever you want, but know that i have my standards and you
have yours. it depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting.
maybe the overreaction is because i would not want to make you feel
suspicion that i would be unfaithful to you
add to there is a reason for this

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that
for the future. its like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block,
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an old couple
add to when describing movies

fireproof whether you are a believer or a non-believer
*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's
loved ones as in laws
if songs have cursing

just write name and then CLEAN
try to go for 500 pages. WHOA

to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know
and i feel bad for her.
she didnt tell me you were with someone if you were or are, i dont know. its
like something weird is going on with you and i dont know what.
in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no

matter how bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you
to treat me the way you did and just be suspicious
other i dont know too's
"what is your problem, Christopher?"
I dont know, I just have a big heart. Im a lover not a fighter, but I fight for
what I love.
Good thing your mom is open minded and I was able to tell her about what
happened. otherwise I dont know who to turn to.
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a
big portion of the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still
doesnt make it right for how you treated me. I dont know if you were like
this to anyone else (depending on the circumstance, I may or may not be
surprised). I know you can change and its possible somewhere along the
line I can forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would like to be
your friend at least even if it means telling your mom at work that she wont
be my in law. It would be just devastating to think about that
reasons i wouldnt cheat on you
I know you can be loyal, but here are reasons i would NEVER cheat on you.
its not who i am (even as profile pics)

i think of your mom and your family (especially her)
i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw
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your profile pic on Instagram
mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more
things down besides not being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you
because you can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand
each other. whether it is me being all over the place or why you love to
smile the way you do (tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
its like you dont even care which is sad, because i really do care
(if you see the same song twice, omit the recent one and replace)
really nitpick on this, especially when translating it
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what
was or is wrong with me in a way.
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i
cant trust you anymore and its a shame
If we were together, I wouldn't mind shouting your name so everyone can

hear it!
people have a right to know what is going on and how one feels about
someone
i know we can both find peace in the future someday whether we are in the
same household or not
and to think we are capable of knowing each other better, but we choose
not to regardless of what reason (whether it is ourselves, society, or other
factors)
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That
isnt to bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world
as a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way
to get us through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my
heart but there is still that one part that can somehow save the day.
I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth
or at least trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that
for some reason we can't do this in person.
when you tell a story, explain in detail why you behaved
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use "add" to make these statements easier to spot
add to if it does work

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell
someone I like how I feel about them
*add to park 80 it'll be fun

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all
enjoy it and get to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I
met you and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I
get to see yours im fine with that
natalie portman smiled like you did
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom,
so that ties in with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to
you

add to previous potential

you DO have the potential of being a spectacular girlfriend and maybe
someday, wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is
a mutual thing. you have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to
help make my point clearer.
to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote
something so magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien
wrote it or something. this is unheard of and most likely not normal (of
course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be
natural (it is psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not
something to undermine and it is quite significant if i do say so myself.
you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it"
then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this
is one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your
mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty
to me, while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm
syndrome and if it is, i dont mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i
mentioned before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands
being down). if you line us up next to each other, one can see by the body
language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after all, there is
unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that
and prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your
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family members if you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie
to them.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My

response is that you made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would
have been popular and would have a great academic career.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th
grade, right now to this day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher
did". Come on, I know you and we were classmates too until the middle
school.
preferrably, it should be something like this:
"omg, we were so wrong about Christopher"

"I can't believe i was so wrong about him"
"i dont even know where to begin. just read this."
i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because
I'm weird (you are too, trust me).
its just a phase, puppy love, or infatuation? Nope, I don't think so.
and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write,

especially if it is from a certain someone about another certain someone.
you would not know what would be next because of the text alone. but no
need to worry, i am human just like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
i hope you can still get it together and be calm. may the future bring us
joy and prosperity.
please dont take me for granted like i wouldnt take you for granted
we should help each other if either or both of our lives could be falling
apart
heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script
and me right
there is a reason why i wrote what you see here. i dont believe it is in
vain.
admirer none of that nonsense

this was written because you said you were too busy to hangout
a bit much
michael bolton to love somebody
please dont throw this out
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back
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how I like you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you
did. Frankly, i dont know what to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest.
for some reason when i talked
add to if you see the word ugly

personally, the word "ugly" doesnt exist, only beautiful!
add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i
haven't been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse
me for writing things down and not bottling them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both
you and her combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other
way and without bringing up the past, you were like that and you
havent changed
i would not gaze eyes at another girl, but i dont know if i can say the
same about you
i would hope you would not be against me like i wouldnt
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can
make you laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can
cheer me up just by being present like the encounter in NY
now, i know what youre thinking. what if Christopher is so and so? You
know me personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I
do not bite (i dont mean to throw you out into the cold)
other people may say,
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since
5th grade and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I
havent seen you for roughly eight years and the last time was in the
middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one
never knows what the future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i
can explain what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone
who knows you, besides your family.
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should
listen to each other
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a

point to be together now or never.
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think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your
chest (maybe its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart
to help you come to a conclusion and make up your mind. i would not
mind you writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back
then and to this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point.
maybe you can bear to look at me or maybe you dont want to even think
of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or

with a group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights
look in their face.
add to if it could work

how do i know you just wouldn't leave me for any little thing
stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be

rude to each other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would
never act like that way. and if i did (not to play the blame game), you
were like that towards me and i reacted.
dont mind me being weird and all
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if
only you changed that, then we wouldnt have to judge each other
unreasonably.
kokomo by the beach boys
macarena by los del rio
i hope i am not too late, so i dont have any regrets
i wont have to say, "what have i done?" (at least not in a bad way)
i dont want to lie to you, ever. its the last thing i would do.
dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and
not having you around would be a nightmare
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount
of effort and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the
emotional struggle just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity
your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i
can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont
mind and would be willing to get used to that.
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh
well, i have to deal with this now"
i would be wholeheartedly honored to have that reality of having our

families as one.
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that
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expression, which in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look
sad, but recently now that i think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try
holding it in.
dont get me wrong though, i know deep down you have the potential.
back then, not a chance but now possibly. it depends on you making the
sufficient effort.
*describe references in detail as much as you can when possible

i dont want to have to forget you because otherwise why do i try in

the first place
add to smart description

i saw a man with his son sitting by these two ads
i was hoping that despite being over the top, you would at least know
shake it
Whitney Houston songs
dont forget about who you are, just like i wont forget who i am
ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy
who was reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on
but he felt ackward.
that makes me wonder if us being apart would be worth it, I doubt it
me doy vueltas
como fui
despacito (since Hispanics are really into that song
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at
the start of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a
month after the semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships
*our majors are intertwined, sort of

I have business management and international business as a minor
*"ANGELY" red letters in Hackensack (look for it asap)
valentines day dedication

(list songs from show and any other in playlist)
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bailando dos corazones
no one should have to be around or speak for each other
add worst case scenario to disclaimer
i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting
someone. The way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some
kind of distress too. but dont worry, i would be willing to work things
out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
add to if we ever get married
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you

because i love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a
difference if we both lived in apartments or in a house or if one of us
lives in either.
lets stay together by al green
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point.
Maybe to you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and
would even be in love with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and
then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from
going insane I write down everything you see here. No one would
believe this and imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
straight up by paula abdul
ive had a few more crushes but to no avail
(what if im only meant for you) synchronicity again
we cant go back in time, so we only get one chance
this may be a bit much, but no other guy would love you as much as i
would
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no

guarantee that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone
who has known you (and your mom too for almost as long), stand by
you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have
loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some
part of you would have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont trust my parents or anyone much at times
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make
a good couple". the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls
would be like, "Aww, that is so romantic!"
That and with a smile on my face
friends and lovers quote

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friends and lovers song
all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs
for valentines day)
the game of love
all you wanted by michelle
add to over analytical

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if
someone reads this, they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all,
he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when
your birthday is until your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that
way
its like when someone would say, you dont even know your wife's
birthday? or anniversary? yikes
what she means to me

what was brought forth here
this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for
example, the way we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard
to prove on paper. Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions
a woman that has your blonde highlights hair from years ago with her
two sons
On Feb 6, 2018 9:01 PM, "Christophe

...
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Date Sent: Thursday, February 22, 2018 3:31:56 AM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Thursday, February 22, 2018 3:31:56 AM GMT-05:00
fly away
make a stand
*most of the people in your circles most likely dont like me. i wish you would not go along with
them.
cyberchase episodes
inez brown hair
no matter if i were to lose all my friends, id still rather be with you. of course that isnt the case
because they wouldnt be bothered by you (maybe by how youre acting)
but as if you would prefer me instead of your "friends" who are not really your friends because if
they were, they wouldnt start rumors about me and would respect both of us being friends or
being a couple. i doubt i would have to tell their parents or boyfriend or girlfriend. i dont think it
makes me a snitch, but a whistleblower which involves me. its my business on a personal level
i wish you would take a stand like this for me, like any real girlfriend or friend in the least would.
imagine your parents or anyone reacting to this. i just cant wrap my head around it
add to recess
i wouldnt know what qualities you look for in a guy even though I believe I have them. As for you,
there is room for improvements
(mention and/or elaborate if you havent), I can't tell if you truly changed to being not as nice as
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you used to be or are on some kind of power trip or ego. I may have changed on some things but
I wouldn't treat people the way you treated me these past few months
its not i think, i know you cant look at me in my eyes and prove me wrong. and besides your mom
or anyone else in your circles playing dumb, they probably genuinely dont know. maybe now they
know and its for your own good. not everyone cares about you like only some people do besides
your family. and you know who really does and who doesnt.
if someone tells me i dont have experience in a relationship, maybe thats because im waiting for
the right one. i wish you were the right one
i feel as if im long you and if there is no change or real change, youll lose me for good and i dont
want that to happen. we'll both lose each other in the process.
of course you didn't. try holding your thoughts and feelings in your head for months, even years
without getting them out

el chavo
angry.
i appreciate it
each other
love you forever
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dont you see what im trying to tell you? clearly you dont but like several people ive seen, they do
come around and maybe you will too
add to visions
someone who looks like you driving a car, the only difference was that she was wearing glasses
i mean, how can you tell a girl's mother that you are not sure she is worth it. its sad because she
is just brainwashed so she cant snap out of it and come to her senses

do you actually want to be treated that way? seriously think you wouldnt want that, no one would

its like not only cant you stand the fact that we would make good couple but you are desperate in
wanting to be with someone as long as its not with me.

i hope your mom or anyone is not pissed off at you. it is not entirely your fault and fortunately im
standing up for you even though you wouldnt do the same for me becsuse if you did, things
would be different


its a shame because we just didnt get to know each other until we saw each other again in NY. i
haven't seen you since then

add to all the way

until the very end
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i would never do anything bad to you, so if youre freaked out, dont be. i know the rumors about
me are true to you but you dont realize you're being lied to
why would you just lead me on and play with my feelings? you dont have a right to treat someone
that way like a guy doesnt have a right to treat a girl that way
i dont know if its the time constraints because of our schedules but there is very little room for
excuse as to why we could not meet

i wouldnt be surprised if people say "girl, you must be out of your mind to treat a guy like this,
especially someone like Christopher"


three in a way
add to ana navarro

i dont have anything against her even if they are twins. or probably would have the same accent
if your mom spoke English too.

about someone

shrek
fantastic
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*correction
besides a lot of occupations and goals, one of them is a beautician. That way you can always
look your best.
express myself
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and turn you
into a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i am not
with someone else, you would be in my arms again
recess episodes
the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
what about us
i think we are being too hard on each other. I think I am getting so much heat unnecessarily,
yet you were being rude by ignoring me
fake love by drake

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
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persona ideal
carrie anne
negative way
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating
no cheating
add to visions

that feeling (add others too) when you can get along with the other family members except the
son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also work the other around
like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in the park a few years ago, it was
like this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could all have a picnic and more often too.
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i wonder how i can know for sure how you really are. i just wish you were more honest with me
like i was honest with you so i wouldnt be ridiculous lile this.
opinion at least
On Sun, Feb 18, 2018 at 6:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I wish that
guy were me

why were you shy
its like you feel as you would downgrade by being with me, like youre better off without me
i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way you
are, it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
member tossed out
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reacted when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget about the
encounter.
i still dont know for sure what social media is commonly used since neither of us are big on
Facebook or Instagram (especially me).

goofy look

because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real girlfriend
(never been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont know if you were
the first, but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
criminal

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i dont know why i feel the way i do (and maybe ill never really know why) about you and vice
versa.
hold back the river
-mom

not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star
how do i know you would be honest with me if something is wrong? just like how i am honest
with you, even if i did not get to tell you in person
when they first met
some part of you
not sure how to reform you, but im willing to help and not give up on you. i doubt anyone
else can say that and really mean it
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hope we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and start a family.



our family members may start gossip about us. its done to my parents and its probably dome
to your parents too.
mobbed show
best proposal ever
dont be surprised if from here on out there are crazy thoughts and feelings, yet still rated G.
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was possible, be
with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in
law or at least i want her to be my in law)
you know

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thats my girl

you upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by you and im
just calling a spade by a spade
add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
of course. id want her to be patient with me as well. too bad she isnt and its guys that suffer
the most
prefer friend or me
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if you make me cry
how far would you go to defend our relationship? im sure people have asked themselves this
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help you if
you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in
law or at least i want her to be my in law)
you know

thats my girl
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you upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by you and im
just calling a spade by a spade
add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
the most
prefer friend or me

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if you make me cry
you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
i wish i can help prevent anything bad from happening that are in the cartoon episodes i list
again"
work
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stay by lisa loeb
i do by lisa loeb


tanto el socapa
better off alone
blue
add to area21
the incredibles
sky high
el poder de tu amor
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no ultimatum
add to YSBLF/LFMB
more train songs
art imitates life

add to instagram
maybe i shouldnt be too hard on you for the profile pic. i just was concerned for you just like
you would be concerned if i was parading inappropriately in public.
add to vision
its odd but i feel like others would not let you near me for some reason. that sort of
nonsense, along with other nonsense has got to stop
On Fri, Feb 16, 2018 at 1:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
i wish we were simply on good terms. i realized that the sooner you know, the better and
you won't feel bad or get hurt like i did. i know you are not a bad person and neither am i
maybe youre better off with someone else or maybe youre not. i dont know, only you know
that for sure. i do know that i will always care for you as a friend, even if its nothing more.
they say if you love something let it go (thats how the quote goes). i just wish it didnt have
to be this way.
i hope that you understand how i feel because not telling you for years was tough. maybe
when years pass, youll see that i was right. like i said before, no other guy would treat,
care, or love you like i would. im glad your mom and anyone in your family or whoever
reads this sees this situation with me

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she can ask her mom to talk to me, even if she will tell me that i have to talk to you. no one
can do the talking, you have to talk to that person yourself.
be glad there are still guys like me that dont believe a girl is a piece of meat but a human
being instead. It may sound old fashioned to you, but i dont know if anyone would treat
you like that and how you can put up with it. you deserve someone who will treat you with
respect. If not, the relationship would not go anywhere or far
struggle
heart of the matter
leather and lace
lets be honest with ourselves (not just as a society) and tell each other what we really
think. i have a strong feeling there is some bias because of what others said behind our
backs
what is odd is that you look like you dont like me as a friend but its only when people arent
around to keep us apart.
im like, "admit it, you like me" or something. It may be vice versa too, dont get me wrong

add to silly songs

the duck song
add to ITEM CARD


childs garden


i dont know but im just guessing. i know i never had a real gf, just someone who was most
likely playing with me

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add to can of worms

scenarios
reaction
anyone reading
imagine if this was done months before which is when I first started. i did not start to
finish it until March
not gonna work (at least not right now, but im willing to help you) because there is so
much that happened and i wrote mostly how i felt and what was on my mind (you)
add to microscope, look at every nook and cranny until there is no more (even though
there could be). i think this is reasonable enough (with some exaggeration) to have a sa
big amount of pages this text is made up of.
i would think you would fall for me like i fell for you years ago and I just couldnt show it.
now it is all coming back
this can be done by using single space, leaving the text intact, and no funny business on
the text.
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repeating myself (sorry if i did but i ned to reiterate). it was ironic (but not as much as the
situation with you) that this could be like the voyeur manuscript (which may be
interpreted or at least they're trying to do that)
this book is so long, it would surely knock your socks off. i mean, people didnt believe me
when i brought this up. then, i put this entire text on the table to show people. it was
surely a big fat book which was as heavy as a bowling ball or a gold bar (maybe a few of
those things).
we have to make it possible like it used to years ago for people to talk to each other with
no nonsense.
add to honest
you are a silly, a bit snobbish, a brat, and a know it all that should tweak her attitude a bit
i hope you don't think of me as different. i am like you or anyone. and I think we're not as
different as you may think. in the beginning, there are a few dozen things we both have in
common, not just because i talked to my prospect mother in law, I mean your mom

even your mom would think youre annoying, no wonder you dont tell her everything. i dont
tell mine or anyone either

midget but i dont mind. if she would let me, id love her unconditionally (i wish i would then
get the same)

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i am not stalking you and dont intend to, i just want to show you that i can remember you
and that I did not and would not forget you. I know you probably forgot about me, but that
wasnt the case in NY. Admit it, you missed me and it’s okay, I missed you too!
it may seem like i would be different, but no because i am still the same guy you met years
ago

i dont mean to be, i just happen to care so much about you and dont want anything bad to
happen. if it did, i would not be able to forgive myself.

i dont know if you are seeing someone, but you are not an object. no one should be treated
as an object, you are better than that and I wish i can prove that to you. However, if
someone does treat you, they dont really care about you. They only want to make you a
joke like they are. Who would just stand by and not be concerned about your appearance.
That’s like if I dressed like I am at the beach when it’s not the beach. You wouldn't like it
and netiher would anyone and it would make them feel uncomfortable
QUOTE ABOUT OBJECTS
respect, what about what your kids or our kids will think. It’s not just people you talk to
that tell you that. Have respect for yourself and it is good for first impressions. Think, “is
this how I want others to see me?” Don’t give me the “control yourself” schtick that fake
you'll want to marry me someday when you are feeling bad and crying and i wouldnt know
what to do then. Im not saying you should do anything now, but it is something to keep in
mind
no money
you tried

national honor society, grades too good (recall trump and melania language uranium). So
what if you are smarter than me in a way? I dont care, what matters is that we are
together
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i wish your parents can see who i really am, not what anyone else you talked to made me
out to be
You seriously have little to no patience for me and yet again it is the opposite of how i am
to you
I cant believe you just make up your mind about me because of idiots who are jealous and
envy you having good friends. They know who they are
upset. You cant help but being brainwashed and its okay, i can and will help you overcome
that if you let me
if you destroy the presents, it is too bad because i doubt anyone else will give you this stuff
add to patient
its like god wants us to be together (not just your mom), because whenever i feel like i am
forgetting my notes I remember suddenly what to write.
never forget that August in NY. i felt like i can enjoy life again temporarily and I smiled
like I havent in a long time. I could almost cry when i saw the girl I thought I had lost
forever. I am glad it was worth it to not lose hope

don't wake me up
why is it so bad for us to be together? who are you trying to please? the damn
homewreckers you call "friends"?
i know for a fact that people in your circles dont like me and i could care less. i knew they
would just get in between us. i wonder if some people in our families would do the same.
some people on my end told me they see it that way to my parents
more than you know



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im sorry i upset you or something and i wish i can make it up to you. Although i would not
mind you going first since these past few months havent been kind to me
add to wedding
not to sound creepy, but there are arranged marriages (with both families consenting) with
few divorce rates.

you know who those people are i call homewreckers. ill give you a hint, they used to be our
classmates when we were in elementary school
i dont reveal any identities besides mine because of the possible backlash and that i am
the one who was affected emotionally
add to text
At this point, I am speechless and Im sure you probably are as well. It is hard to believe
that this is like a dream but in fact it isnt, it is reality.


dont be a stranger
if you start to ask these questions and more, browse through the text because i may
have already answered them, scenarios, thoughts, reactions, etc.
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everybody without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there
could be more factors, but those are the main three.
before May
i think if we spent more time with each other and include our families too. it would be so
awesome the word "awesome" itself is an understatement


ill try to hold it in, but dont be surprised if i cry when i see you again (that's if i do see
you again)
add to softball

Despite us never knowing each other better, you dont know for sure. thats why you
never judge a book by its cover


add to items

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i wish we could remind each other of the good times and if we didnt have any or much,
lets start to have good ones then. i cant do that by myself, only with you

person"

maybe this is why our paths have been separate for the second time, it would not be
good for either of us. i hope that me writing what you see here helps you to think what
you could be missing in the future.

the search is over
the middle
ask others about goals for the future. i keep hearing about what you want to be five or
ten years from now
ask yourself are you really fine and not worried. the recent pic is you looking goofy and
something about crying under a desk or something. i hope you are alright. im like,
"youre pretty, are you worried about your looks? you shouldn't have to." I wish i would
have commented despite one that was deleted a few pics before that one. I still find her
cute

add to ross lynch

add to circles
messing with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who really
cares about her. If i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are (and not
what they pretend to be), but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal who the girl is
im talking about (she can do that herself). Society is really messed up and it's time we
come to the realization of that
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she could dress however she wants to dress or be with whoever she wants to be with, im
just sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i
hope that you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental
and me more open minded.

wrote:
i dont think our relationship would last because of several factors. some of which you
may already be aware of. although a real couple would not let this happen. i would
have wanted someone by my side and not make me suffer
what could really be going on I wonder. i dont intend on bothering you or try to break
up any relationship you may be in
in a way it is psychology. I would not laugh or anything, I just want her to be honest
with me
(recall prom too)
mention koth


you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather
have us be together raising the kids

i hope you are not like those people who would not take a relationship seriously and
just want someone for fun or to take care of them. i doubt your mom or anyone else in
your family is like that. as far as i know, my family isnt like that
add to why me
thats really mean. i would never say the same about you in regards to your looks or
your obsession with Hispanic culture and being silly. I may not agree with you on some
things and vice versa and it's okay. I respect that and I wish you'd respect my beliefs.
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i wouldnt expect you to be so crazy about me (or at all). you may feel a bit giddy
because you have a guy who will truly love you.
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
sort of like the way you smile and other facial expressions (mention item) and other
good qualities you have. i think it's lovely but dont worry, i should not take your
outbursts personally. at this point we should know how we are to each other.
add to encounter
different
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to
get hurt by anyone.

i know i was a wimp not to approach you but i just couldnt really forget the one girl
who could be legendary to me.
she was beautiful and smart and i just could not take my eye off of her for some
reason. i wish she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be
together to this day

that if someone came up to you, you would not have an issue but i dont know why im
the one you dont like (in the least as a friend)
If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me
that girl is not worth it, just saying.
we are made for each other so much we complete each other, at least thats how i see
it
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have
acted and not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve
loved to tell you so much in person though

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i wish you can cry because i know that i have tried my best to be so kind to you over
the years and show it through this text
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no
one told me to do this, I did it on my own

i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of
people, but in a way if you want people can somehow get along
i dont know how you will react to this, but if i could i would write more and i wish i
had the rest of my life to show you i mean what i say
the girl is mine
i wish you would admit to the way you behaved like i did in confessing to you. I had to
do this on paper because i could not be with her in person.
it is an utter shame that i am not your bf, i think id be the best bf youll ever have (and
hopefully your last too).
i hope i didnt scare you and if i did, i didnt mean to. i had nowhere else to turn to talk
about this and you wouldnt talk to me
they say be careful what you wish for, but i know what i want. it sounds like i am
talking way over my head but theres no way i dont feel like this. im not faking and i
dont purposely exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats
left is you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
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i wish we were on good terms for now. theres always tomorrow and the future may be
bright
yo no fui
add to hospital
damage
i wonder if the items can be at the Smithsonian so they make history. so what? im not
embarrassed to tell the world i like you

add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do
anything to you yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot


wrote:
when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had
depression, she would be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I see
her
mean. i am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like
i said before, i would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to
your mom months ago. She had no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just
so much to talk about and you acting weird were the other things besides greetings.
Of course you probably dont know this, but I have been talking to her every time i
had lunch in high school since freshman year. I havent seen her until I became a
substitute teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could have told her this before.
It is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on what I just said and
everywhere else here not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag there are
items and those are so symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you
to have them. i have a strong feeling you would cry or feel something in the least,
unless i am absolutely nothing to you. On the contrary, you mean everything to me
and maybe I am exaggerating. But every time I try to forget everything that
happened, I still think about this and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont know
what else to do besides calling and texting you or talking to your mom.

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regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will
probably get used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
i wouldnt want to be in the future thinking to myself, "It sucks what i missed out on
and all because of us two not wanting to be with each other"
The ten or so years not speaking up fills me with regret (which is strong) and if i
hadnt written this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I
think it is us both. Her for acting the way she did and me for being strange and not
speaking up
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im trying
to cone up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least
remember me
not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your
mom's name yet you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i see
a couple in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not
looking like them, the fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that feel
that i would not be worth sharing my life with
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They
both had the same height differences
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photograph by ed
day after day

your mom should be mad at you because thats not how you treat a guy or anyone in
general, especially when you met in elementary school.
we go way back and to me it is a great memory, i hope i wouldnt regret saying that
i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as hers.
she knows what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring me
or trying to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this
is like an ex. I would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would
not know for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for
more than five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you
though. in fact, maybe it is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone
else, but that i can help you improve yourself and be the best you can be. if possible,
you can help me do the same and in the long run you will know i appreciated you
doing so
looks like you with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of
the girl that looks like you
add to cheat on her


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looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
CRAP PORQUERIA


i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father and
i would be like my mother

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had
her son on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

wrote:
i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should just
treat one another as we would like to be treated
people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we
really have to be patient with each other
if that happens, its like now or never. the destiny and synchronicity is insane. In
the future, hopefully we will think about this.
youd probably wonder "where have you been all my life?" and ill be like, "you
never thought you'd be with me, did you?"
friends. that is if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what
happened recently.
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whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll think
of me because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i
said before, it feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about
a girl
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with.
you know I would be the one for you
its obvious I would be more and treat you with far more respect than anyone else
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was
for a sibling but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not
see you more than just a friend
what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that
i would love you forever.
friday night

all i do is win
all night
go your own way
the reason the amount is enormous is because i have too much to talk about. this
probably would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold
back my feelings and show you that i am real.
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si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other
person has done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
not sure who to turn to if your mom would not accept this. its important for her to
know
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing gets.
if this is stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few girls who i
know the most

its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom
who gave you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything
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between us could not die out. i think she considers me as not only a friend, but
possibly part of the family and you have no idea how thrilled i would be if that
were the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not joking at all. thats four in
laws and for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for me like i do for
you.
explained to her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and
maybe could not stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you
and love you as her daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every time i
see her at work, id want her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you
like a book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether
it is the script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you think
i put a molded one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING BOWS til
death do us part
the cemetery and a body decomposes like the sandwich. i would never throw out
something so important to me or us. think about it.

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know
or care about this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER
I can only hope you wont think of me as a creep, pervert, or worse (even though
you prpbably do unfortunately).

I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or at
least trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some
reason we can't do this in person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
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Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when
you fail, because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole
thing off and decided to keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I
feel it is best that I give your mom this script and the items in the bag. I would
not be able to keep this to myself any longer and should just let you know how I
truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where
i am coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or
ruin your life. you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me
wouldn't hold it against you and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting

more. i have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too
but dont know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you
should still have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time
for it. other than that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you
and this, that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her
help and/or anyone i know who can reach me
that she would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one
day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how
you look at that
I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't
faint when looking inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
its like i combined years of a relationship into a few months. from dating to
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being a couple
i would ask myself, "hmm what would i get an adoring girlfriend, if she was my
girlfriend?"
describe items
you should be thankful because I did it as a sweet and romantic gesture. I do it

because i care
add to instagram
you can do whatever you want, but know that i have my standards and you have
yours. it depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting. maybe the
overreaction is because i would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would
be unfaithful to you

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for
the future. its like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block,
an old couple

*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's loved
ones as in laws


to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know
and i feel bad for her.
she didnt tell me you were with someone if you were or are, i dont know. its
like something weird is going on with you and i dont know what.
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in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no
matter how bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you
to treat me the way you did and just be suspicious
I dont know, I just have a big heart. Im a lover not a fighter, but I fight for
what I love.
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a
big portion of the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt
make it right for how you treated me. I dont know if you were like this to
anyone else (depending on the circumstance, I may or may not be surprised).
I know you can change and its possible somewhere along the line I can
forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would like to be your friend
at least even if it means telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law.
It would be just devastating to think about that

mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more things
down besides not being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you
because you can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each
other. whether it is me being all over the place or why you love to smile the
way you do (tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was
or is wrong with me in a way.
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how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i
cant trust you anymore and its a shame
If we were together, I wouldn't mind shouting your name so everyone can

hear it!
people have a right to know what is going on and how one feels about
someone
and to think we are capable of knowing each other better, but we choose not
to regardless of what reason (whether it is ourselves, society, or other factors)
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That
isnt to bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as
a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to
get us through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart
but there is still that one part that can somehow save the day.
I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or
at least trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for
some reason we can't do this in person.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone
I like how I feel about them

*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I
met you and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I
get to see yours im fine with that
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so
that ties in with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


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someday, wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is a
mutual thing. you have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help
make my point clearer.
something so magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien
wrote it or something. this is unheard of and most likely not normal (of
course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be
natural (it is psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not
something to undermine and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you
may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being
furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the
many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to
me, while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome
and if it is, i dont mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i
mentioned before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands
being down). if you line us up next to each other, one can see by the body
language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after all, there is
unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that
and prove it too.
family members if you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie
to them.

if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade,
right now to this day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher
did". Come on, I know you and we were classmates too until the middle
school.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because
I'm weird (you are too, trust me).
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and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially
if it is from a certain someone about another certain someone. you would
not know what would be next because of the text alone. but no need to
worry, i am human just like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
i hope you can still get it together and be calm. may the future bring us joy
and prosperity.
we should help each other if either or both of our lives could be falling apart
heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script and
me right
there is a reason why i wrote what you see here. i dont believe it is in vain.

a bit much
how I like you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you
did. Frankly, i dont know what to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest.
for some reason when i talked

add to exaggerate
haven't been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me
for writing things down and not bottling them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you
and her combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and
without bringing up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
i would not gaze eyes at another girl, but i dont know if i can say the
same about you
add to other half

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make you laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer
me up just by being present like the encounter in NY
know me personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do
not bite (i dont mean to throw you out into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th
grade and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent
seen you for roughly eight years and the last time was in the middle
school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one
never knows what the future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can
explain what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who
knows you, besides your family.
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should
listen to each other

think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest
(maybe its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help
you come to a conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you
writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then
and to this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe
you can bear to look at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with

a group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in
their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude
to each other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act
like that way. and if i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that
towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only
you changed that, then we wouldnt have to judge each other
unreasonably.
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dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and not
having you around would be a nightmare
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of
effort and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the
emotional struggle just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your
mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i can
think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and
would be willing to get used to that.

families as one.
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that
expression, which in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad,
but recently now that i think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it
in.
sufficient effort.

i dont want to have to forget you because otherwise why do i try in the
first place

shake it
ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy who
was reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he
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felt ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at
the start of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a
month after the semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


someone. The way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind
of distress too. but dont worry, i would be willing to work things out
with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young

because i love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference
if we both lived in apartments or in a house or if one of us lives in
either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point.
Maybe to you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would
even be in love with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you
just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane I
write down everything you see here. No one would believe this and
imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
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would

guarantee that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone
who has known you (and your mom too for almost as long), stand by
you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have
loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some
part of you would have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a
good couple". the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would
be like, "Aww, that is so romantic!"
all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs
for valentines day)
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if
someone reads this, they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all,
he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your
birthday is until your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example,
the way we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
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i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard to
prove on paper. Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions
a woman that has your blonde highlights hair from years ago with her
two sons
On Feb 6, 2018 9:01 PM, "Christophe

...
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Date Sent: Tuesday, February 20, 2018 5:22:31 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Tuesday, February 20, 2018 5:22:31 PM GMT-05:00
about someone

shrek
fantastic
*correction
besides a lot of occupations and goals, one of them is a beautician. That way you can always look
your best.
i didnt mean to write so much, its just that i have so much to say and didnt know how to express
myself
i just cant believe you would let people get in the way of you being truly happy and turn you into
a monster. you shouldnt be like that
you may feel like this or that, but believe me you will look back in the future. and if i am not with
someone else, you would be in my arms again
all along i shouldve known that back in August, the girl whose beautiful face ive seen and known
for a long time would come back into my life.
recess episodes
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the army navy game
rude
never say goodbye
what about us
i think we are being too hard on each other. I think I am getting so much heat unnecessarily, yet
you were being rude by ignoring me
fake love by drake

gone gone gone
unpack your heart
te pido perdon
persona ideal
carrie anne
negative way
shut up and dance
add to leftwich
ace of base songs
lisa and ralph
trump pic of dating

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no cheating
add to visions
i saw a woman and a baby with her mom and i thought of both you and your mom. she had your
hairstyle of straight with ponytail in the middle. you had this hairstyle years ago

that feeling (add others too) when you can get along with the other family members except the
son or daughter. im sure the same would apply to you too. this can also work the other around
like with romeo and juliet. when both of our families were in the park a few years ago, it was like
this. everyone seemed nice. i only wish we could all have a picnic and more often too.
i wonder how i can know for sure how you really are. i just wish you were more honest with me
like i was honest with you so i wouldnt be ridiculous lile this.
not to make anything less genuine or anyrhing but we should be together because we have quite
a history with each other and have been living in the same town for years. thats my opinion at
least
On Sun, Feb 18, 2018 at 6:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I wish that
guy were me

why were you shy

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i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way you are,
it is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
member tossed out
i would not think that this could happen to me or anyone. alsp, i didnt realize that it was hard
to explain to my parents or yours.
i could be overreacting (or maybe you are overreacting) and i thought it was how she reacted
when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget about the encounter.

goofy look

because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real girlfriend (never
been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont know if you were the first,
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but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
why you would not work with me, i felt (and still do probably) like i was treated like a criminal
versa.
hold back the river
-mom

not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star

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when they first met
some part of you
not sure how to reform you, but im willing to help and not give up on you. i doubt anyone else
can say that and really mean it
youll find that i couldn't be with any other girl and you could not be with any other guy. i hope
we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and start a family.



our family members may start gossip about us. its done to my parents and its probably dome to
your parents too.
mobbed show
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best proposal ever
with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in law
or at least i want her to be my in law)
i dont mean to be too fast, i just don't know when ill be able to talk to you again so at least you
know

thats my girl

your mom is awesome and i love her. shes either under a spell or is going through a hard time.
we must not demean her but help her
you cant let anyone else tell brainwash you, you have to see for yourself. when have i made you
upset personally? i dont even give you an attitude. anything negative was by you and im just
calling a spade by a spade
add to conference

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"i love so and so!"
add to patience
the most
prefer friend or me

if you make me cry
you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird

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with you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in law
or at least i want her to be my in law)
know

thats my girl

add to conference
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"i love so and so!"
add to patience
the most
prefer friend or me

if you make me cry
you let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird

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again"
work


stay by lisa loeb
i do by lisa loeb

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tanto el socapa
better off alone
blue
add to area21
the incredibles
sky high
el poder de tu amor
no ultimatum
add to YSBLF/LFMB
more train songs
art imitates life

add to instagram
maybe i shouldnt be too hard on you for the profile pic. i just was concerned for you just like
you would be concerned if i was parading inappropriately in public.
add to vision
its odd but i feel like others would not let you near me for some reason. that sort of nonsense,
along with other nonsense has got to stop
On Fri, Feb 16, 2018 at 1:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
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i wish we were simply on good terms. i realized that the sooner you know, the better and you
won't feel bad or get hurt like i did. i know you are not a bad person and neither am i
maybe youre better off with someone else or maybe youre not. i dont know, only you know
that for sure. i do know that i will always care for you as a friend, even if its nothing more.
they say if you love something let it go (thats how the quote goes). i just wish it didnt have to
be this way.
i hope that you understand how i feel because not telling you for years was tough. maybe
when years pass, youll see that i was right. like i said before, no other guy would treat, care,
or love you like i would. im glad your mom and anyone in your family or whoever reads this
sees this situation with me

she can ask her mom to talk to me, even if she will tell me that i have to talk to you. no one
can do the talking, you have to talk to that person yourself.
being instead. It may sound old fashioned to you, but i dont know if anyone would treat you
like that and how you can put up with it. you deserve someone who will treat you with
respect. If not, the relationship would not go anywhere or far
struggle
heart of the matter
leather and lace
lets be honest with ourselves (not just as a society) and tell each other what we really think. i
have a strong feeling there is some bias because of what others said behind our backs

add to silly songs

the duck song
add to ITEM CARD


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childs garden




add to can of worms

scenarios
reaction
anyone reading
imagine if this was done months before which is when I first started. i did not start to finish
it until March
not gonna work (at least not right now, but im willing to help you) because there is so much
that happened and i wrote mostly how i felt and what was on my mind (you)
add to microscope, look at every nook and cranny until there is no more (even though there
could be). i think this is reasonable enough (with some exaggeration) to have a sa big
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amount of pages this text is made up of.
i would think you would fall for me like i fell for you years ago and I just couldnt show it. now
it is all coming back
this can be done by using single space, leaving the text intact, and no funny business on the
text.

situation with you) that this could be like the voyeur manuscript (which may be interpreted
or at least they're trying to do that)
this book is so long, it would surely knock your socks off. i mean, people didnt believe me
when i brought this up. then, i put this entire text on the table to show people. it was surely
a big fat book which was as heavy as a bowling ball or a gold bar (maybe a few of those
things).
we have to make it possible like it used to years ago for people to talk to each other with no
nonsense.
add to honest

even your mom would think youre annoying, no wonder you dont tell her everything. i dont
tell mine or anyone either

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midget but i dont mind. if she would let me, id love her unconditionally (i wish i would then
get the same)

i am not stalking you and dont intend to, i just want to show you that i can remember you
and that I did not and would not forget you. I know you probably forgot about me, but that
wasnt the case in NY. Admit it, you missed me and it’s okay, I missed you too!
it may seem like i would be different, but no because i am still the same guy you met years
ago


i dont know if you are seeing someone, but you are not an object. no one should be treated
as an object, you are better than that and I wish i can prove that to you. However, if
someone does treat you, they dont really care about you. They only want to make you a joke
like they are. Who would just stand by and not be concerned about your appearance. That’s
like if I dressed like I am at the beach when it’s not the beach. You wouldn't like it and
netiher would anyone and it would make them feel uncomfortable
QUOTE ABOUT OBJECTS
respect, what about what your kids or our kids will think. It’s not just people you talk to that
tell you that. Have respect for yourself and it is good for first impressions. Think, “is this
how I want others to see me?” Don’t give me the “control yourself” schtick that fake
what to do then. Im not saying you should do anything now, but it is something to keep in
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mind
no money
you tried

national honor society, grades too good (recall trump and melania language uranium). So
what if you are smarter than me in a way? I dont care, what matters is that we are together
i wish your parents can see who i really am, not what anyone else you talked to made me out
to be
You seriously have little to no patience for me and yet again it is the opposite of how i am to
you
I cant believe you just make up your mind about me because of idiots who are jealous and
envy you having good friends. They know who they are
upset. You cant help but being brainwashed and its okay, i can and will help you overcome
that if you let me
add to patient
never forget that August in NY. i felt like i can enjoy life again temporarily and I smiled like I
havent in a long time. I could almost cry when i saw the girl I thought I had lost forever. I am
glad it was worth it to not lose hope

don't wake me up
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why is it so bad for us to be together? who are you trying to please? the damn homewreckers
you call "friends"?
would just get in between us. i wonder if some people in our families would do the same.
some people on my end told me they see it that way to my parents
more than you know



add to wedding
not to sound creepy, but there are arranged marriages (with both families consenting) with
few divorce rates.

i dont reveal any identities besides mine because of the possible backlash and that i am the
one who was affected emotionally
add to text
At this point, I am speechless and Im sure you probably are as well. It is hard to believe that
this is like a dream but in fact it isnt, it is reality.


dont be a stranger
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if you start to ask these questions and more, browse through the text because i may have
already answered them, scenarios, thoughts, reactions, etc.
everybody without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there could
be more factors, but those are the main three.
before May


ill try to hold it in, but dont be surprised if i cry when i see you again (that's if i do see you
again)
add to softball

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Despite us never knowing each other better, you dont know for sure. thats why you never
judge a book by its cover


add to items
i wish we could remind each other of the good times and if we didnt have any or much, lets
start to have good ones then. i cant do that by myself, only with you

person"

maybe this is why our paths have been separate for the second time, it would not be good
for either of us. i hope that me writing what you see here helps you to think what you
could be missing in the future.

the search is over
the middle
ask others about goals for the future. i keep hearing about what you want to be five or ten
years from now
something about crying under a desk or something. i hope you are alright. im like, "youre
pretty, are you worried about your looks? you shouldn't have to." I wish i would have
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commented despite one that was deleted a few pics before that one. I still find her cute

add to ross lynch

add to circles
messing with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who really
cares about her. If i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are (and not
what they pretend to be), but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal who the girl is
im talking about (she can do that herself). Society is really messed up and it's time we
come to the realization of that

she could dress however she wants to dress or be with whoever she wants to be with, im
just sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i hope
that you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental and me
more open minded.

i dont think our relationship would last because of several factors. some of which you
may already be aware of. although a real couple would not let this happen. i would have
wanted someone by my side and not make me suffer
what could really be going on I wonder. i dont intend on bothering you or try to break up
any relationship you may be in
in a way it is psychology. I would not laugh or anything, I just want her to be honest with
me
(recall prom too)
mention koth


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you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather have
us be together raising the kids

i hope you are not like those people who would not take a relationship seriously and just
want someone for fun or to take care of them. i doubt your mom or anyone else in your
family is like that. as far as i know, my family isnt like that
add to why me
thats really mean. i would never say the same about you in regards to your looks or your
obsession with Hispanic culture and being silly. I may not agree with you on some things
and vice versa and it's okay. I respect that and I wish you'd respect my beliefs.
i wouldnt expect you to be so crazy about me (or at all). you may feel a bit giddy because
you have a guy who will truly love you.
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
sort of like the way you smile and other facial expressions (mention item) and other good
qualities you have. i think it's lovely but dont worry, i should not take your outbursts
personally. at this point we should know how we are to each other.
add to encounter
different
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to get
hurt by anyone.

i know i was a wimp not to approach you but i just couldnt really forget the one girl who
could be legendary to me.
she was beautiful and smart and i just could not take my eye off of her for some reason. i
wish she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be together to
this day

that if someone came up to you, you would not have an issue but i dont know why im the
one you dont like (in the least as a friend)
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If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me
that girl is not worth it, just saying.
we are made for each other so much we complete each other, at least thats how i see it
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have
acted and not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve
loved to tell you so much in person though
i wish you can cry because i know that i have tried my best to be so kind to you over the
years and show it through this text
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no
one told me to do this, I did it on my own

i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of people,
but in a way if you want people can somehow get along
i dont know how you will react to this, but if i could i would write more and i wish i had
the rest of my life to show you i mean what i say
the girl is mine
i wish you would admit to the way you behaved like i did in confessing to you. I had to do
this on paper because i could not be with her in person.
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they say be careful what you wish for, but i know what i want. it sounds like i am talking
way over my head but theres no way i dont feel like this. im not faking and i dont
purposely exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats
left is you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
bright
yo no fui
add to hospital
damage

add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do anything
to you yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot


wrote:
when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had depression,
she would be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I see her
mean. i am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i
said before, i would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to
your mom months ago. She had no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so
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much to talk about and you acting weird were the other things besides greetings. Of
course you probably dont know this, but I have been talking to her every time i had
lunch in high school since freshman year. I havent seen her until I became a substitute
teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could have told her this before. It is my fault
and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on what I just said and everywhere
else here not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag there are items and those
are so symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you to have them. i
have a strong feeling you would cry or feel something in the least, unless i am
absolutely nothing to you. On the contrary, you mean everything to me and maybe I
am exaggerating. But every time I try to forget everything that happened, I still think
about this and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont know what else to do besides
calling and texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably
get used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
i wouldnt want to be in the future thinking to myself, "It sucks what i missed out on
and all because of us two not wanting to be with each other"
The ten or so years not speaking up fills me with regret (which is strong) and if i hadnt
written this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I think it is
us both. Her for acting the way she did and me for being strange and not speaking up
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im trying to
cone up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember
me
not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your mom's
name yet you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i see a
couple in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking
like them, the fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that feel
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that i would not be worth sharing my life with
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both
had the same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as hers.
she knows what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring me or
trying to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is
like an ex. I would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not
know for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for more
than five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in
fact, maybe it is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i
can help you improve yourself and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me
do the same and in the long run you will know i appreciated you doing so
looks like you with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of
the girl that looks like you
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add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
CRAP PORQUERIA


i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father and i
would be like my mother

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had
her son on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

wrote:
i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should just
treat one another as we would like to be treated
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if that happens, its like now or never. the destiny and synchronicity is insane. In the
future, hopefully we will think about this.
youd probably wonder "where have you been all my life?" and ill be like, "you never
thought you'd be with me, did you?"
happened recently.
whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll think of
me because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i said
before, it feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about a girl
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with.
you know I would be the one for you
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was
for a sibling but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not see
you more than just a friend
what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that i
would love you forever.
friday night

all i do is win
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all night
go your own way
probably would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold
back my feelings and show you that i am real.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other person
has done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
know
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing gets. if
this is stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few girls who i
know the most
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possibly part of the family and you have no idea how thrilled i would be if that were
the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not joking at all. thats four in laws
and for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for me like i do for you.
explained to her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and
maybe could not stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and
love you as her daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every time i see her
at work, id want her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you
like a book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it
is the script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you think i
put a molded one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING BOWS til death
do us part

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know or
care about this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER
I can only hope you wont think of me as a creep, pervert, or worse (even though you
prpbably do unfortunately).

wrote:
mi corazon es tuyo
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im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when
you fail, because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing
off and decided to keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is
best that I give your mom this script and the items in the bag. I would not be able
to keep this to myself any longer and should just let you know how I truly feel
about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where i
am coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin
your life. you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't
hold it against you and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting

more. i have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but
dont know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should
still have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it.
other than that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you and
this, that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help
and/or anyone i know who can reach me
that she would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone

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the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you
look at that
I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't faint
when looking inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
its like i combined years of a relationship into a few months. from dating to being
a couple
girlfriend?"
describe items

because i care
add to instagram
overreaction is because i would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would
be unfaithful to you

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for
the future. its like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block, an
old couple

*add to park80
ones as in laws


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wrote:
to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i
feel bad for her.
she didnt tell me you were with someone if you were or are, i dont know. its like
something weird is going on with you and i dont know what.
in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no matter

how bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat
me the way you did and just be suspicious
I dont know, I just have a big heart. Im a lover not a fighter, but I fight for what I
love.
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big
portion of the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make
it right for how you treated me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else
(depending on the circumstance, I may or may not be surprised). I know you can
change and its possible somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we
end up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it means
telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just
devastating to think about that

mention more...
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because
you can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other.
whether it is me being all over the place or why you love to smile the way you
do (tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
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add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was
or is wrong with me in a way.
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i cant
trust you anymore and its a shame
If we were together, I wouldn't mind shouting your name so everyone can hear
it!
people have a right to know what is going on and how one feels about someone
and to think we are capable of knowing each other better, but we choose not to
regardless of what reason (whether it is ourselves, society, or other factors)
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt
to bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a
whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to
get us through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but
there is still that one part that can somehow save the day.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I
like how I feel about them

*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met
you and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get
to see yours im fine with that
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someday, wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is a
mutual thing. you have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help
make my point clearer.
something so magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote
it or something. this is unheard of and most likely not normal (of course, who
want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural
(it is psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to
undermine and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like,
"ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you
call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the many reasons i
told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to
me, while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome
and if it is, i dont mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned
before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if
you line us up next to each other, one can see by the body language who
would be the violent one or the abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or
for better or worse, right? only one can answer that and prove it too.
family members if you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to
them.

you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did".
Come on, I know you and we were classmates too until the middle school.

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i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm
weird (you are too, trust me).
and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if
it is from a certain someone about another certain someone. you would not
know what would be next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i
am human just like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
i hope you can still get it together and be calm. may the future bring us joy
and prosperity.
heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script and
me right

a bit much
how I like you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did.
Frankly, i dont know what to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest. for
some reason when i talked

add to exaggerate
haven't been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for
writing things down and not bottling them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you
and her combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and
without bringing up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
i would not gaze eyes at another girl, but i dont know if i can say the same
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about you
add to other half

make you laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer
me up just by being present like the encounter in NY
know me personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do
not bite (i dont mean to throw you out into the cold)
grade and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent
seen you for roughly eight years and the last time was in the middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one never
knows what the future holds
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should listen
to each other

(maybe its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help
you come to a conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you
writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then
and to this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you
can bear to look at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a

group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in
their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to
each other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like
that way. and if i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that
towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only
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you changed that, then we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of
effort and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the
emotional struggle just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your
mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i can
think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and

families as one.
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that expression,
which in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently
now that i think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
sufficient effort.

i dont want to have to forget you because otherwise why do i try in the
first place

shake it
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ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy who
was reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he
felt ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at the
start of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month
after the semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


someone. The way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of
distress too. but dont worry, i would be willing to work things out with her
and possibly forgive each other
when we were young

because i love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if
we both lived in apartments or in a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe
to you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be
in love with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight
up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane I write down
everything you see here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks
on their faces as you read this
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would

guarantee that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who
has known you (and your mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and
would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have loved to get to
know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of you would
have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a
good couple". the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would
be like, "Aww, that is so romantic!"
all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs for
valentines day)
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone
reads this, they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows
everything"
my birthday
birthday segment

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example,
the way we both r
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*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions
a woman that has your blonde highlights hair from years ago with her two
sons

add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us
together in this life.
joan sebastian songs (2)
steve winwood higher love
party all the time
you probably feel this way about me

sorry not sorry
ride by twentyonepilots
why do you like stuff about diversity a lot
it can be either:
words, video, melody
wrecking ball (the other way around; focus on the lyrics, not the video)
i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling
apart, i wouldnt be able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be
able to trust me though).
ive said all i can on the matter
not sure if i will ever talk to her again so might as well say this now
jordin sparks songs
maybe a mother knows best, or maybe not
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will
know how i feel
i think you are with someone because i saw some of your pics
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this
pain and suffering was worth it
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you mean everything to me, i wish i could prove that to you somehow
both sides now
i dont mean to tell on you, i just care about you and maybe i do too
much
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even

possible. for all i know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste
of time. that is if you feel that way (and I think you do)
our parents shouldnt pressure us into being together. i dont know how
that would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you
find out that person cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time
(years). i just dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the
way you did, we wouldve known each other that well.
its love what do you want me to say

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a
smile instead of a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it
should), youll see how it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you
were excited, just caught off guard thats all
glad you came (not sure why I think about becoming a parent; the
lyrics)
shouldve done this a long time ago.

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you
would have are the items
sugar pie honey bunch
its like an epiphany
you may not think i mean it. believe me, if you would only realize that
you would be flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple
and not even realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg
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or just entering the rabbit hole
add to another guy

i dont think another guy would do what i did. there is nothing else like
this
add to piece of meat and add to instagram pic

unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i
wouldnt want anyone to tale advantage of you.
what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this
too. I know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not
call me a creep since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a
hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just
that you're the one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
i dont think we would get bored of each other
mr know it all (the other way around)
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years
ago. They were with a carriage and children.
you dont really care about me

thats just low, youre just possessed
its like for some reason you ignore everything i do
i saw two girls and the second had your hair and height
marco antonio solis songs
some visions even remind me of your mother
i saw a woman who had your mom's hairstyle
i saw what looked like a mother and her daughter
add to christmas lights

i saw ones to my right from a window on what looked like the second
floor
remove
ill be there for you
everything id do
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*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for
the item (list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give
up because I wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and
fortunately your mom was not angry when i told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father
and he was at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i
think it was in another room. the one in Jersey city was next to the
hospital.
then i finally found the image. it just goes to show that you should not
give up
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the

restraining order or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why
guys cant talk to girls and even vice versa.
i dont know if i can trust you for sure.

somehow promise me it would be just us two, no catch, tricks, or
funny business
i have decency and courtesy not to reveal your identity because you
would be embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to
have to mention any other names either like the homewreckers so
dont you get any ideas. i told your mom this when i gave her the
script along with the other items in the bag
its like i am crazy and so are you. we could be made for each other
(maybe we already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind
changing that. i dont know if another guy who isnt related to you
knows you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this
magnitude just for liking someone and telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
forget but somehow remember notes
the more each day passes, the more strange things get when writing
this down.
BE AWARE OF REVEALING MOM CAFETERIA...
i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the
highlights were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely
and i was thinking if you made that mistake of not being with me. no
other guy would love you as much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown,
natural let it be
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let it be
if mom asks why are you treating him like this

i dont know, you tell her and anyome else who asks
dime
i want to be able to eat pb and jelly sandwich remind me of you gf
or angel or jelly for that matter
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights

on her hair like yours was years ago
next time if i am doing a delivery ill try to be friendly but i cant

guarantee it
add to not like everyone else

but i do have my morals, so i know what is right and wrong
add to same way

look at me
but still be the same Chris
i think you will be my wife, not sure why my mind goes crazy
of course i would not mind being your husband
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling
me to settle down
not sure how others will react such as:

your family
add to always remind me of you

no matter what i do, everywhere i walk often a girl or a few
after the sentence above

you and me going out to eat
girl same hair with a beret
right after that above

girl did not look like you despite having blond highlights
bouquet of flowers
another girl blond highlights act like you dont know me

if only i felt better i can sing as much songs as i could here
two families together, that could be our families. I would love to!
about all this you see here

god or something some form of synchronicity tells me this is going to
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happen like writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if
you imagine this too you can see the same visions
add to quote food mans stomach

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you.
dont worry, i wont love you any less
try looking for picture instead of watching hells kitchen cuz youre
more important
add to mom wants us to be together

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make
that wish come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose,

then i saw the ring. on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show
problems problems by frankie (the other way around)

miley cyrus and how she reformed
taylor swift has changed
i would do whatever it takes to make it up to you
whatever it takes by lifehouse
and no other guy could stand by you as much either
stand by you
i just hope she isnt aggressive or worse the next time she sees me
because I haven't done anything to her to deserve such treatment
if we do end up together, why are we bickering
add to goals
too many to count and it is even harder to keep track. if only people
knew, it would amaze them
"just leave me alone"

okay if thats what you want despite not doing anything to you
i dont know what to do with you

being nice to me would be a good way to start off
are you sure you want to give me up that easily

3 responses for those kinds of questions
add to never had a girlfriend

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i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you
and not want to be without you
add to relationships
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all
a game to you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid
to play with anyone's feelings
two culture club songs
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me,
you would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be
unforgettable to you and I would hope you dont cry too much when
im gone
add to heart was the same

if she is smart and beautiful, what more could a guy want besides
heart
if you're all about "whatever"
call it whatever by bella thorne
to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont
want others to see you with me
this is another song we would both be singing

scarecrow
to think that other girls cant catch my eye, only you could
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
if all of this is false, then why would i worry so much about this? it
doesn't make much sense to me and probably to you either
im not like everyone else
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you
were like, "Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I
actually like him"
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more
than happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same,
although I dont know what I could have done to you. after all, i
didnt reject you, break your heart, and made you cry like you did to
me.
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(I may already have it)
bright
always have always will
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few
i think you, your mom, and anyone will understand

jason derulo songs in my head, i want you to want me
im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative
of what i did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
ill be there for you by bon jovi
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent

uncertainty, I not only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night
i would not think that my heart would be broken that much
i really hope you end up thinking of me

this is not a joke at all, if anything I am exaggerating or uncertain
REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right
guy is for you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see
i was right. i know i wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try
to still love you unconditionally despite how you treated me
dont worry, I wouldnt kick you to the curb or leave you in the cold.
in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would
give you more happiness
hilito by romeo santos
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain

to the mom like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me
or you. It could also be both
*mention alfonso name family member
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*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a
dream come true. they said that Donald Trump will never be
President, yet he is!
I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our
respective heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the
middle of baseball class
On Jan 29, 2018 10:41 PM, "Christopher Tinajero"

then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and
the girl had your current hair, but a little longer.
remove everything id do by bryan adams
just when i think hope is not lost, my mind keeps going back and
forth
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with
me? with all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
everybody wants to be famous by superorganisn
just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a
girl with her your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair
from years ago. I thought they were a couple because they were
being sweet to each other
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger

a few years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind
it's still hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
watch out for and remove "biggest mistake of your life" i think it
could be
i will NEVER be your wife
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i
wouldnt tke it out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that
day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid
eyes on. try not to care what others think, it will help a lot
and because i would love you unconditionally, id help you change

(fireproof mans father)
quote lyrics in these:

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
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goodbye my lover (instagram profile pic of with booty shorts does
not help)
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not

saying that would be the case with me but it would not make the
relationship less genuine
lo pasado pasado (the only difference is i didnt do drugs)
what if i didnt write what you see here? then it would look like i
didnt care
if things work out

it would be so crazy but worth the effort because i am true to my
feelings. imagine going back in time and telling people Donald
Trump will be President. Now, if only both of us would tell our
classmates in elementary school when we first met and in the
middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best ones
ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at
least she cant say i didnt try or that i didnt care
add to mom plays dumb

the mom doesnt know or plays dumb or both
how the mom would handle this (figure it out and talk to her)
talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her
completely ignoring me
find a way to enlighten her so she realizes that she is not acting
like a real woman should
tell her that i care so much about her that i did all of this
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should
teach her how to treat a man right. women these days are
encouraged to be jerks to men
It's like you dont understand me and you never will.
ill admit it is not easy but you dont let me. i would let you try to
understand me
its too late for you or us

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i
didnt believe it was too late. There has to be a reason for this
despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for
you no matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you
dont feel the same now and you wont feel the same in the future,
it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at least
be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and not
just something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in

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mind. id love to go back to this and tell the world (and our
families) that this was worth the long wait and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i
havent smiled for years. that one time in NY I was smiling
because I saw you know who.
it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind
working things out and you know i would be patient in doing so.
in my opinion, we can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a
bf or two, i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together.
both of our smiles are so cute
in the pics, I tried to smile like u and ur mom laugh
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what

we look for and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.

add to instagram pic

i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being
and not a piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an
object and treat you the way you should be treated. It may
have to do with standards and you should have better ones if
that is the case. I believe I am a real man and the one you
would want that would never treat you like garbage. It would
be unconditionally despite you mistreating me. If I would do
that, it wouldnt mean I dont care about you because no one is
perfect
good girl
add to drag into problem

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe
girlfriend, and after that wife someday
hurt by christina (the other way around)
add to desperate
easy lover by genesis
add to bucketlist and after kite, etc

I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so
many things I never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I
hoped that would be with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
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i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just
leave me or decide to break up after being together for years. I
sure wouldnt do that to you becsuse there is no reason and i
am not like that. i wish i can help you change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will
never forget about you and something in my heart just doesnt
let me do that. when i go on my route in NY, I still think of the
encounter with you as i see couples
You should think of me with this song

lets hear it for the boy
Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you
most of all. I'm sure my parents will understand what was
going on and what I have been through. They would also
accept you as well since I already get along with your mom and
wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which they would be
my in laws.
you were meant for me (the other way around)
i know we're not that different from each other if you think
about it
add to how you can change that

wishin n hopin
before its too late (combine with above and separate)
come here more often
move on but i wanted you to know at least
add to playing dumb

projects come on, not every day
if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this
shouldnt affect you because I am like nothing or worse to you
anyway
after all is said and done
is is worth thinking about you in the first place?
dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several

times in my route, when i think about you it's like you're
cheating on me or youre with someone else and glad im not
there
we have nothing to talk about

maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't
want to know the truth
something to talk about

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run out of ideas
understand you, i really am
sirens to crash boat
maybe when you change your mind about me someday
someday never comes
sometimes when we touch
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow.

if not, oh well, i tried.
add to if things did work out

id hold you and never let you go (I mean that figuratively,
obviously)
not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I
am or at least i did. Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after
this, especially with your mom.
im glad i have said what i have to say
say john mayer
i dont like saying whatever but wouldnt be surprised if you feel

that way
the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at
least to you), but in case i dont talk to you again
i would not need to renew our wedding bows because i take
them very seriously. Not sure you would, though
i wish there couldn't be a catch to us even to see each other let

alone be together, but i doubt it.
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were

just quiet. i dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to
people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the
guy and girl had their skin tones switched and she has your
hair that looks frizzy.
the girl had the same hair, but longer.
*remove material word
*keep visions together
*(SECOND PAGE)
another school no.2 when thinking of you PS 2 meyer london
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im not trying to drag you into my problems, although i would

not mind helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that
either, then youre hopeless (prove me wrong).
with you by chris brown
lonesome by blue ridge
it's like we would need each other in general
you found me by the fray
and once in a while there would be some facts about me.
they say a way to a mans heart quote

i wonder if you can cook (you probably can)
my favorite dish is bandeja paisa
to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian

culture, except some songs. The same would apply for you
when it comes to Ecuadorian culture. No problem, we can
both teach each other.
you may wonder what is he trying to say

i dont know besides the obvious
i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy

getting what you see here together and ut took a several
months. I also hope that you dont get frustrated at me
people would probably ask, "are you alright, Chris?"

I would tell them, "now I am"
if i will still feel bad

next time i see you
i dont mean to be so mushy, i was just not in love like this
before
i never knew love like this before
if things work out:

what about me besides this changed your mind about me
i dont know why you couldn't be honest with me before
funny facts about me:
I am not good at tying my shoes and I pick up a utensil like a

shovel. I never really learned how to do these things.
un million de amigos by roberto

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A few more:
Last year was the first time ever I flew a kite and carved a
pumpkin! I still haven't done other things like having a pillow
fight or been in a treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of
things I want to do and havent had the chance to do them
besides enough money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to
know each other better
perdoname by camilo sesto
If youre thinking of making fun of me, dont because maybe

you also havent done these things or have secrets your keep
to yourself. I wouldnt laugh at you and i would not tell
anyone.
i know youre better than that.

heartless by the fray
i dont believe im stupid for writing all of this and pouring my

heart out for someone who wont even meet with me. there is
a reason this text has a big length when it comes to the
pages. dont be alarmed because I know I did my best. They
always said if you like someone, tell them and I just went
over the top.
fighter by christina aguilera (the other way around)
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must

be based off on a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I
could expect that from you instead of you avoiding me.
Maybe it has to do with both of us being too good or not good
enough for each other. That wouldn't look like true love. I
would think it can develop but probably not because I was
wrong on love at first sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see
it as a girl who does not realize what is in front of her. If I
was in front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy instead of
tears of pain. I guess only you could change that because I
feel like I have tried. I know I would have loved you forever
and ever.
corre by jesse y joy
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my

attempts to make things right, then I have to face that reality
because things are going to stay that way for good as long
you want them to. I don't know how he would react to this
script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As for you
and me, maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope I am
wrong though, I really truly do.
inocente by romeo santos
more than you know

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into the night
bedore he cheats (towa)
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

your eyes by peter gabriel
quote about kind people suffer
deserve the best
you have no idea how one thing quote
too nad im too misunderstood
human by the killers
It wasnt me though.
baby did a bad bad thing
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its

almost as if she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
add to maybe in forty years like father met mom
better in time by leona lewis
marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and

we're a couple. It's not to brag but I'd be honored and so
would she. Personally, she should be my mother-in-law and
i dont mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read

about here. I also dont know if you would ever give me a
chance to prove to you that I can live up to all the good
things I wrote about here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me

what I did wrong or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i
matured a bit, but i dont really know unless you help me
out. You should let me help you with help me and vice
versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and takes effort
requiring each other. It also takes compromise, as well as
other things.
Regardless how things turn out for us, I'd like to be friends
and hangout together for some time. If possible, we could
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then date and see where it goes from there. I think we may
need our families' help if things do work out for us (I
mentioned in the beginning that we can have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish

translation of the text also). I dont know what the future
holds, but if destiny wants us together, we'll be together. If
we stick by one another as a team, there's nothing that
can't be accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if

we end up together, we stay that way for life. Besides
being a great bf and gf, I assume we both can figure it out
while getting to know each other.
(add to health and mine)

i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care
of you though, think about that.
(add to mom playing dumb)

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more
nonsense that what is already there.
i dont mean to be picky but maybe I am (and you are too).
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have

about me and I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do
that just make things easier for us. I know you have been
nice to me so you shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
Tuesdays with morrie
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i

would be a husband to you. If not, you are just a friend,
which us sad in a way because I know you are better than
that. I wouldn't know for sure if you would help me out, or
let me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably

feel bad about me being mentioned.
let her cry by hootie
"What have I done?" doubts
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be

single but i dont want to stay like that years from now and
you wouldnt want to either. This for some reason may be
that it's not what one wanted. I dont believe that is the
case with me and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
if it turns out we would need to forgive each other, that

would be done.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely

talk I would like to tell you everything I have written down
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so it gives you something to think about for the future. I
know that plenty would be done by then and we should
make sure we do what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize
you have been wrong about me all this time. All that
frustration over someone you didnt even know or want to
get to know them. Dont worry, I would still comfort you
besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you would or
would not do the same for me) . I know people can change
or at least come around and maybe you can too!
only want to be with you by hootie
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we

know each other since elementary school! It's just that now
we would get to know each other better, that's all. This is
all crazy and I am trying not to freak out, so now people
cant tell me I have to act normal
*Goals, dreams, etc too many for me to put here
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the

hell out of it including everything else).
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote

here, so the least you can do is acknowledge that.
*any regrets would help, but keep it at a mininum
On Jan 26, 2018 2:28 AM, "Christopher Tinajero"

if you love something quote
i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor

would i want to not talk to you
name by the goo goo dolls
in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i
am with you.
add to if he treats you right

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is
treating you right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw
you with anyone else, but still be calm. i dont know if i
lost you because of something i did. i am sorry if i did
make you suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these
past few months. i could not...
hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we

are really far from each other and wouldnt know where
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you are. i wouldnt want to you to think i am a stalker or
something. maybe then you know that i am the one for
you. just know and think who would really be your
soulmate or other half when you read this and get to
know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took

advantage of me. if only you suddenly changed and stood
up for me after letting me take the hits.
you are probably thinking, "is this possible, could

Christopher actually be the one for me? I could not stand
him because my friends told me he's this or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what

they think of me so they talk behind my back and you
know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance

because what if we are and we never knew it? It would
feel bitter in the least if i am not open or decide not to
write this whole thing.
found out about you by gin
I hope your mom is not like, "I wish it was Christopher

here"
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for

her. I would love to be her son in law. I wish I got to
know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
know for years Plato quote (elaborate)
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided

to write all this.
add to make decision

there could be ones that may not be best for us
"ugh, why me? I guess, if that's my fate"

That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It
may look like I dont care, but believe me when I say that
I DO care and that I mean well.
(talk about your story)

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like
you. Just because I was never in an actual relationship or
went out with a girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you
are only a phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would

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want to pursue a relationship with you and that things
should develop between us over time. I am very patient,
so that is no problem.
I would think you would think or say something like this:

"Wow, you are really not such a bad guy"
Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest

people you will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over

my head or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like
we are opposites or we are not compatible, but I dont
believe that. Even of that were the case, that doesnt
mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each other and
have common ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to

try to make the effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is
a lack of character or something else im not aware of,
besides listing possible factors that influence your
behavior.
Who knows what other qualities or anything else we

could have known about each other? Maybe I am not
meant to know because for some reason we are always
apart. First it was eight years, and now probably longer.
Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever get back.
time means nothing quote (elaborate)
This could depend on the person. I know we go way

back, we just haven't had the chance to get to know each
other more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the

terms like groupthink and others
dont mention website just yet
*mention the similarities and elaborate on YSBLF and

LFMB
(she had a bf too, but ended up with the main guy)
*talk about why things happened like the encounter,

clear things out, etc
elaborate every nook and cranny of what you have in

front of you

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dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she
would help us be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it
should be on us though overall
i dont know if she doesnt know (chances are, she does

but be playing dumb)
first impressions are important, but i wish i could

make things right
then its also so many things i would promise to do...
whether this would be the best or worse love story in

the country, maybe the world will depend on us both.
then there is destiny, synchronicity, and other factors
involved which dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more

because your mom to me is my in law and the rest of
your family members my in laws too and id love it if
you made that a reality. it is one thing to wrote this on
paper but another thing is working to make it happen.
no me digas que no by enrique
if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose

you. i would not let anyone influence me about you, I
want to talk to you in person regardless of what
anyone thinks.
honey im good by andy grammer
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us

two), my feelings for you should not change unless you
dont want to give us chance or you never want to
consider me someday.
stuck on you by lionel richie
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had

plenty of time to get this written so anything bottled
up would be on paper.
"i am not such a bad guy after all, am i?"

I will always be sweet to you as much possible, that i
would promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it

takes time to know who someone really is, not just
yourself. I dont know what is the deal with the lies. its
probably none of my business but i dont know if you
had a bf before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have

some and if we are together, we would both have.
clearly, you would have more despite that i would do
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my part in the relationship
jack and diane by john mellencamp
add to detrimental or similar

i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you
will just suffer with me. that is just so awful and
couldnt be further from the truth. it would be the
complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this

real?" Yes, yes it is. I think we're both lucky, especially
you!
all i want is you by barry
i hope that you would have been the best thing that
ever happened to me. I know I would and if i am not
(or as much), I will strive to do just that.
as long as we're together, nothing would split us apart!
the words I would hate and never want to hear is

"break up" or "divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life

and i feel that i should come clean after doing the
grave mistake of not telling you years ago. You should
do the same for me too like I am being true to you. I
may not have cared in the past, but now I really want
to make things right.
red high heels by kellie pickler (the other way around)
I may have been wrong about you and if we both really

want to make it work, we would find a way. if not,
maybe i am wrong but no matter what happens, i
would not mind being at least friends. also, i dont
know if you would think about talking to me again. i
dont know what i could have done (even if you could
not help being brainwashed by others who didn't like
me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you

because of whatever is going on. maybe someday we
can both say the following to each other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather

do than be with you. i wish we both were successful
one day and we can share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean
that in a bad way. youll hopefully remember me no
matter where life takes you
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hello by lionel richie
are things going to be the same when talking to others

after this? i hope people dont think im too weird, i am
already weird as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical
*watch out for too much usage of "even"
crush by david archuleta (one of the first songs)

too much heaven by the bee gees
todo tiene color by lidia avila (the other way around,

from LFMB)
waiting for a girl like you by foreigner
add to miss universe

of course, no matter what you'll always be the most
beautiful girl to me
youre the girl i fell madly in love with and that was
an awesome feeling until recently. I was really
thrilled that my heart has not given up on you
completely (elaborate)
let me love you by dj snake
shooting stars by bag raider
cant help but wait by trey songz
i just want to be your everything by andy gibb
i want to hold your hand by the beatles
if you see billy, elton, or rod, etc... just list their

songs
i miss you by blink182
because we can by bon jovi
add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting
old, for some reason i think thats my situation with
you. if we wouldnt be together now, we would be ten
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to twenty years from now. assuming we would both
be taken by that time, I am willing to make that
commitment if that were to happen. since i dont
know when we would see each other again for
whatever reason, i just felt that i should point that
out so I dont feel bad.
back at one by brian mcknight
bruno mars songs
more than a woman by bee gees
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help

us with whatever is going on in our lives
if i were to tell other people about this, they would

be like, "aww, you two do make a cute couple"
I agree and it would not be easy to bring this up.
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would

think that we would have cleared a few things in
person. That way, I would not have to bottle my
feelings a
...
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Date Sent: Sunday, February 18, 2018 6:17:38 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Sunday, February 18, 2018 6:17:38 PM GMT-05:00
wow, you are such a magnificent girl (very). any guy would be lucky to have you. I wish that guy
were me

why were you shy
i wouldnt feel like that and despite listing the factors of why you're behaving the way you are, it
is still beyond me why you continue to be like this. it just boggles my mind.
member tossed out
i would not think that this could happen to me or anyone. alsp, i didnt realize that it was hard to
explain to my parents or yours.
i could be overreacting (or maybe you are overreacting) and i thought it was how she reacted
when we saw each other in NY. i could not and probably will never forget about the encounter.
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goofy look
i also dont mean to be so conventional, but believe me im very open minded and unconventional
in other things

because maybe you may not know how to treat a man right. i never had a real girlfriend (never
been in an actual relationship), no wonder I am so sweet. and i dont know if you were the first,
but you really are my first real crush ive ever had
why you would not work with me, i felt (and still do probably) like i was treated like a criminal
versa.
hold back the river
-mom
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not enough
too much
we should be like

the flame
big star
i dont know why i feel like i am the village idiot for some reason. its like everywhere i go and/or
whoever i meet they start to not get along with me after some time
i wonder what our first date would be like. im trying to find out how it went for my parents when
they first met
some part of you
not sure how to reform you, but im willing to help and not give up on you. i doubt anyone else
can say that and really mean it
youll find that i couldn't be with any other girl and you could not be with any other guy. i hope
we realize that before we get old or when we want to settle down and start a family.
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yep, thats right. im that awesome. i would never abuse you or be mean to you despite you being
irritated and yelling at me

our family members may start gossip about us. its done to my parents and its probably dome to
your parents too.
mobbed show
best proposal ever
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was possible, be with
you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in law or at
least i want her to be my in law)
know

thats my girl

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add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
of course. id want her to be patient with me as well. too bad she isnt and its guys that suffer the
most
prefer friend or me
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering you. it really
is hard to answer that

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if you make me cry
you dont have to agree and you can still have whoever you want as friends, just dont turn against
me like i wouldn't turn against you
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help you if you
let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
i still dont see how you can hate someone who wants to be friends and if it was possible, be with
you forever. our families would be one whole family (to me your mom is already my in law or at
least i want her to be my in law)
know

thats my girl

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add to conference
"i love so and so!"
add to patience
of course. id want her to be patient with me as well. too bad she isnt and its guys that suffer the
most
prefer friend or me
it sucks when people say whats on your mind or speak up if something is bothering you. it really
is hard to answer that

if you make me cry
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you dont have to agree and you can still have whoever you want as friends, just dont turn against
me like i wouldn't turn against you
you will have to prove to me that you have changed and remember, im willing to help you if you
let me
too much in my head
youre acting weird
again"
*ONLY MENTION CAFE MOM IN THE FIRST TWO PAGES. ANYWHERE ELSE just mom at work
shouldve reached out to mom freshman year and not doing so still pains me to this day and that
is included with the ten or so years
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stay by lisa loeb
i do by lisa loeb


tanto el socapa
better off alone
blue
add to area21
the incredibles
sky high
el poder de tu amor
no ultimatum
add to YSBLF/LFMB
more train songs
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art imitates life

add to instagram
maybe i shouldnt be too hard on you for the profile pic. i just was concerned for you just like you
would be concerned if i was parading inappropriately in public.
add to vision
even if i had the choice to do better or be with anyone else, I am just reminded of you and think
of your family and I wouldn't want to hurt them (not just you and your mom)
its odd but i feel like others would not let you near me for some reason. that sort of nonsense,
along with other nonsense has got to stop
On Fri, Feb 16, 2018 at 1:08 AM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:
maybe youre better off with someone else or maybe youre not. i dont know, only you know that
for sure. i do know that i will always care for you as a friend, even if its nothing more.
they say if you love something let it go (thats how the quote goes). i just wish it didnt have to
be this way.
i hope that you understand how i feel because not telling you for years was tough. maybe when
years pass, youll see that i was right. like i said before, no other guy would treat, care, or love
you like i would. im glad your mom and anyone in your family or whoever reads this sees this
situation with me

she can ask her mom to talk to me, even if she will tell me that i have to talk to you. no one can
do the talking, you have to talk to that person yourself.
being instead. It may sound old fashioned to you, but i dont know if anyone would treat you
like that and how you can put up with it. you deserve someone who will treat you with respect.
If not, the relationship would not go anywhere or far
struggle
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heart of the matter
leather and lace

add to silly songs

the duck song
add to ITEM CARD


childs garden

I'm just shocked. I didnt think you would have such a negative view of me. Again, the complete
opposite of how I see you.



add to can of worms

scenarios
reaction
anyone reading
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imagine if this was done months before which is when I first started. i did not start to finish it
until March
not gonna work (at least not right now, but im willing to help you) because there is so much
that happened and i wrote mostly how i felt and what was on my mind (you)
then if people think im crazy or wrong or stupid, they never experienced tjings like this. there
would be no reason to tell everyone if this was bad.
could be). i think this is reasonable enough (with some exaggeration) to have a sa big amount
of pages this text is made up of.
i would think you would fall for me like i fell for you years ago and I just couldnt show it. now it
is all coming back
this can be done by using single space, leaving the text intact, and no funny business on the
text.

situation with you) that this could be like the voyeur manuscript (which may be interpreted or
at least they're trying to do that)
this book is so long, it would surely knock your socks off. i mean, people didnt believe me when
i brought this up. then, i put this entire text on the table to show people. it was surely a big fat
book which was as heavy as a bowling ball or a gold bar (maybe a few of those things).
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nonsense.
add to honest

i cant imagine peoples reactions when reading this. they wont believe there is still such thing
as not just love but true love in this country or in the world in general
even your mom would think youre annoying, no wonder you dont tell her everything. i dont tell
mine or anyone either

chuckie cheese height. yeah, im like that tall, like a foot taller than her. she is almost a midget
but i dont mind. if she would let me, id love her unconditionally (i wish i would then get the
same)

i am not stalking you and dont intend to, i just want to show you that i can remember you and
that I did not and would not forget you. I know you probably forgot about me, but that wasnt
the case in NY. Admit it, you missed me and it’s okay, I missed you too!
it may seem like i would be different, but no because i am still the same guy you met years ago


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i dont know if you are seeing someone, but you are not an object. no one should be treated as
an object, you are better than that and I wish i can prove that to you. However, if someone
does treat you, they dont really care about you. They only want to make you a joke like they
are. Who would just stand by and not be concerned about your appearance. That’s like if I
dressed like I am at the beach when it’s not the beach. You wouldn't like it and netiher would
anyone and it would make them feel uncomfortable
QUOTE ABOUT OBJECTS
respect, what about what your kids or our kids will think. It’s not just people you talk to that
tell you that. Have respect for yourself and it is good for first impressions. Think, “is this how I
want others to see me?” Don’t give me the “control yourself” schtick that fake feminists tell
others.
what to do then. Im not saying you should do anything now, but it is something to keep in mind
no money
you tried

national honor society, grades too good (recall trump and melania language uranium). So what
if you are smarter than me in a way? I dont care, what matters is that we are together
i wish your parents can see who i really am, not what anyone else you talked to made me out to
be
You seriously have little to no patience for me and yet again it is the opposite of how i am to
you
I cant believe you just make up your mind about me because of idiots who are jealous and envy
you having good friends. They know who they are
upset. You cant help but being brainwashed and its okay, i can and will help you overcome that
if you let me
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add to patient
you are like a powerup when im down (for the gamers out there), she really is and I will never
forget that August in NY. i felt like i can enjoy life again temporarily and I smiled like I havent
in a long time. I could almost cry when i saw the girl I thought I had lost forever. I am glad it
was worth it to not lose hope

don't wake me up
why is it so bad for us to be together? who are you trying to please? the damn homewreckers
you call "friends"?
would just get in between us. i wonder if some people in our families would do the same. some
people on my end told me they see it that way to my parents
more than you know



add to wedding
not to sound creepy, but there are arranged marriages (with both families consenting) with few
divorce rates.

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i dont reveal any identities besides mine because of the possible backlash and that i am the
one who was affected emotionally
add to text
At this point, I am speechless and Im sure you probably are as well. It is hard to believe that
this is like a dream but in fact it isnt, it is reality.


dont be a stranger
everybody without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there could be
more factors, but those are the main three.
i dont know if this will ever end. its not that there is no limit, its just that it was a lot before
May
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again)
add to softball



add to items

"these qualities are what i fell in love with him or her for" or "this is why i love that person"

maybe this is why our paths have been separate for the second time, it would not be good for
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either of us. i hope that me writing what you see here helps you to think what you could be
missing in the future.

the search is over
the middle
years from now

the items are symbolic and the physical copies of the script in english and spanish are hard
to come by because there are so many pages
add to ross lynch

add to circles
messing with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who really cares
about her. If i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are (and not what they
pretend to be), but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal who the girl is im talking
about (she can do that herself). Society is really messed up and it's time we come to the
realization of that

she could dress however she wants to dress or be with whoever she wants to be with, im just
sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i hope
that you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental and me
more open minded.

i dont think our relationship would last because of several factors. some of which you may
already be aware of. although a real couple would not let this happen. i would have wanted
someone by my side and not make me suffer
what could really be going on I wonder. i dont intend on bothering you or try to break up
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any relationship you may be in
in a way it is psychology. I would not laugh or anything, I just want her to be honest with
me
why didnt you tell me you felt this way? I was afraid, but i decided to speak up nonetheless
so i do not stay a loser. i dont consider you a loser or anything
(recall prom too)
mention koth


you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather have us
be together raising the kids

add to why me
obsession with Hispanic culture and being silly. I may not agree with you on some things
and vice versa and it's okay. I respect that and I wish you'd respect my beliefs.
i wouldnt expect you to be so crazy about me (or at all). you may feel a bit giddy because
you have a guy who will truly love you.
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
add to encounter
i saw the one girl i should have never given up on. maybe by now things would be different
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i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to get
hurt by anyone.

wish she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be together to this
day

i dont know why you would make the effort to talk to anyone else, except me. i know that if
someone came up to you, you would not have an issue but i dont know why im the one you
dont like (in the least as a friend)
If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me that
girl is not worth it, just saying.
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have acted
and not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve loved to
tell you so much in person though
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no one
told me to do this, I did it on my own

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i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of people,
but in a way if you want people can somehow get along
i dont know how you will react to this, but if i could i would write more and i wish i had the
rest of my life to show you i mean what i say
the girl is mine
they say be careful what you wish for, but i know what i want. it sounds like i am talking
way over my head but theres no way i dont feel like this. im not faking and i dont
purposely exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats left
is you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
bright
yo no fui
add to hospital
damage

add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do anything to
you yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot

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when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had depression,
she would be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I see her
mean. i am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i
said before, i would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to your
mom months ago. She had no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so much
to talk about and you acting weird were the other things besides greetings. Of course
you probably dont know this, but I have been talking to her every time i had lunch in
high school since freshman year. I havent seen her until I became a substitute teacher.
She still remembers and I wish I could have told her this before. It is my fault and im
sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on what I just said and everywhere else here
not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag there are items and those are so
symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you to have them. i have a
strong feeling you would cry or feel something in the least, unless i am absolutely
nothing to you. On the contrary, you mean everything to me and maybe I am
exaggerating. But every time I try to forget everything that happened, I still think about
this and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont know what else to do besides calling
and texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably
get used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
i wouldnt want to be in the future thinking to myself, "It sucks what i missed out on and
all because of us two not wanting to be with each other"
written this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I think it is us
both. Her for acting the way she did and me for being strange and not speaking up
cone up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember me
veridico
add to visions
couple in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking like
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them, the fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that feel that
i would not be worth sharing my life with
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both
had the same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as hers. she
knows what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
trying to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is like
an ex. I would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not know
for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
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add to visions
*after recent part*
than five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in fact,
maybe it is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i can help
you improve yourself and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me do the
same and in the long run you will know i appreciated you doing so
on the way back from work, in front of me i saw a girl that looks like you who had ripped
jeans (like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that looks like
you with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of the girl that
looks like you
add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
CRAP PORQUERIA

i saw another girl wearing something similar, only pants and not shorts. It must be some
trend and i dont want to be the one who judges people
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i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had her
son on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

wrote:
i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should just treat
one another as we would like to be treated
happened recently.
whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll think of
me because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i said
before, it feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about a girl
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with. you
know I would be the one for you
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was for
a sibling but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not see
you more than just a friend

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friday night

all i do is win
i would love to tell others i cant lose when shes around. it shouldnt matter what others
say though, it matters what you think
all night
go your own way
probably would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back
my feelings and show you that i am real.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant

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for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other person
has done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
know
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing gets. if
this is stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few girls who i know
the most

in the bag. and no, it is not what you think if you saw the soap opera. this isnt a trick,
Im not playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions),
and i only want to share my true feeling about you.
possibly part of the family and you have no idea how thrilled i would be if that were
the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not joking at all. thats four in laws and
for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for me like i do for you.
when i told my parents, they were a bit shocked. my mom was uneasy and i explained
to her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could
not stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her
daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want
her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you like
a book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the
script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you think i put
a molded one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING BOWS til death do us
part

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know or
care about this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
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*add to DISCLAIMER

wrote:
I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or at least
trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we
can't do this in person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when you
fail, because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing off and
decided to keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I
give your mom this script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this
to myself any longer and should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where i
am coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your
life. you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it
against you and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
youre going to really have to step it up so that we can be friends or anything more. i
have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont
know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should
still have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other
than that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
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dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you and
this, that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help
and/or anyone i know who can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help that
she would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you
look at that
its like i combined years of a relationship into a few months. from dating to being a
couple
girlfriend?"
describe items

because i care
add to instagram
overreaction is because i would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would be
unfaithful to you

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for the
future. its like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
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in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block, an
old couple

*add to park80
ones as in laws


wrote:
to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i
feel bad for her.

how bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me
the way you did and just be suspicious
love.
add to distress
portion of the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it
right for how you treated me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else
change and its possible somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we
end up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it means
telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just devastating
to think about that

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i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your
profile pic on Instagram
mention more...
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because
you can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other.
whether it is me being all over the place or why you love to smile the way you do
(tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or
is wrong with me in a way.
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i cant
trust you anymore and its a shame
If we were together, I wouldn't mind shouting your name so everyone can hear it!
i know we can both find peace in the future someday whether we are in the same
household or not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt
to bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to get
us through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there
is still that one part that can somehow save the day.

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to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I
like how I feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy
it and get to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met
you and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to
see yours im fine with that

wrote:

you DO have the potential of being a spectacular girlfriend and maybe someday,
wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing.
you have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point
clearer.
to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote something
so magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or
something. this is unheard of and most likely not normal (of course, who want to
be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural (it
is psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to
undermine and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh,
whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me,
or you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the many reasons i told a lot
of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me,
while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it
is, i dont mean to show it).
before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you
line us up next to each other, one can see by the body language who would be
the violent one or the abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or for better
or worse, right? only one can answer that and prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your family
members if you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to them.

if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have
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been popular and would have a great academic career.

and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if it
is from a certain someone about another certain someone. you would not know
what would be next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human
just like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
i hope you can still get it together and be calm. may the future bring us joy and
prosperity.
heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script and me
right

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I
like you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly,
i dont know what to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest. for
some reason when i talked

add to exaggerate
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haven't been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for
writing things down and not bottling them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and
her combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without
bringing up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
about you
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make
you laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up
just by being present like the encounter in NY
now, i know what youre thinking. what if Christopher is so and so? You know
me personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i
dont mean to throw you out into the cold)
grade and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen
you for roughly eight years and the last time was in the middle school
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should listen to
each other
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point

to be together now or never.
(maybe its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you
come to a conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing
something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and
to this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can
bear to look at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.

group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their
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face.

each other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that
way. and if i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that towards me
and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only you
changed that, then we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of effort
and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional
struggle just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because
as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i can think of is "mother-
in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and would be willing to get
used to that.
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i
have to deal with this now"
i would be wholeheartedly honored to have that reality of having our families

as one.
which in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now
that i think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
sufficient effort.

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i dont want to have to forget you because otherwise why do i try in the first
place

shake it
ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy who was
reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he felt
ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
start of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after
the semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


when we were young
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i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because
i love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both
lived in apartments or in a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe
to you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in
love with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up
ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane I write down
everything you see here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks
on their faces as you read this
this may be a bit much, but no other guy would love you as much as i would

guarantee that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who
has known you (and your mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and
would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have loved to get to
know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of you would
have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a good
couple". the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like,
"Aww, that is so romantic!"
valentines day)
the game of love

everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
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its like when someone would say, you dont even know your wife's birthday?
or anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the
way we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions
sons

add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together
in this life.
party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling apart,
i wouldnt be able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to
trust me though).
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jordin sparks songs
know how i feel
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this pain
and suffering was worth it
both sides now
i dont mean to tell on you, i just care about you and maybe i do too much
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even

possible. for all i know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of
time. that is if you feel that way (and I think you do)
our parents shouldnt pressure us into being together. i dont know how
that would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find
out that person cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time
(years). i just dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the
way you did, we wouldve known each other that well.

mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should),
youll see how it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you
were excited, just caught off guard thats all
glad you came (not sure why I think about becoming a parent; the lyrics)

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you
would have are the items

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you may not think i mean it. believe me, if you would only realize that you
would be flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and
not even realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or
just entering the rabbit hole
add to another guy

i dont think another guy would do what i did. there is nothing else like
this

unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i
wouldnt want anyone to tale advantage of you.
what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this
too. I know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not
call me a creep since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a
hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that
you're the one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago.
They were with a carriage and children.


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i saw ones to my right from a window on what looked like the second floor
remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for
the item (list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up
because I wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father
and he was at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i
think it was in another room. the one in Jersey city was next to the
hospital.
give up
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the

restraining order or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why
guys cant talk to girls and even vice versa.

somehow promise me it would be just us two, no catch, tricks, or funny
business
have to mention any other names either like the homewreckers so dont
you get any ideas. i told your mom this when i gave her the script along
with the other items in the bag
changing that. i dont know if another guy who isnt related to you knows
you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this magnitude just for
liking someone and telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
the more each day passes, the more strange things get when writing
this down.
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highlights were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely
and i was thinking if you made that mistake of not being with me. no
other guy would love you as much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown, natural
let it be
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on

her hair like yours was years ago
next time if i am doing a delivery ill try to be friendly but i cant

guarantee it

add to same way

look at me
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling
me to settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers
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happen like writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you
imagine this too you can see the same visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont
worry, i wont love you any less
try looking for picture instead of watching hells kitchen cuz youre more
important

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make
that wish come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose,

then i saw the ring. on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show

stand by you
add to goals

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i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and
not want to be without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a
game to you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to
play with anyone's feelings
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me,
you would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be
unforgettable to you and I would hope you dont cry too much when
im gone

if she is smart and beautiful, what more could a guy want besides
heart

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
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were like, "Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually
like him"
than happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although
I dont know what I could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject
you, break your heart, and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative
of what i did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.

into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy
is for you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was
right. i know i wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still
love you unconditionally despite how you treated me
in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would
give you more happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to

the mom like I will.
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*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or
you. It could also be both

dream come true. they said that Donald Trump will never be
President, yet he is!
I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our
respective heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the middle
of baseball class

then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and the
girl had your current hair, but a little longer.
forth
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with
me? with all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl
with her your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from
years ago. I thought they were a couple because they were being
sweet to each other
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a

few years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's
still hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
could be
wouldnt tke it out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid
eyes on. try not to care what others think, it will help a lot
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time to run lyrics
leftwich song
goodbye my lover (instagram profile pic of with booty shorts does

not help)

what if i didnt write what you see here? then it would look like i
didnt care
if things work out

feelings. imagine going back in time and telling people Donald
Trump will be President. Now, if only both of us would tell our
classmates in elementary school when we first met and in the
middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best ones
ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least
she cant say i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her
completely ignoring me
find a way to enlighten her so she realizes that she is not acting
like a real woman should
understand me

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt
believe it was too late. There has to be a reason for this
despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you
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no matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont
feel the same now and you wont feel the same in the future, it will
be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at least be real
and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just
something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind.
id love to go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that
this was worth the long wait and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent
smiled for years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw
you know who.
working things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in
my opinion, we can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf
or two, i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both
of our smiles are so cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we

look for and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being
and not a piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an
object and treat you the way you should be treated. It may have
to do with standards and you should have better ones if that is
the case. I believe I am a real man and the one you would want
that would never treat you like garbage. It would be
unconditionally despite you mistreating me. If I would do that, it
wouldnt mean I dont care about you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend,
and after that wife someday
add to desperate
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I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so many
things I never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped
that would be with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just
leave me or decide to break up after being together for years. I
sure wouldnt do that to you becsuse there is no reason and i am
not like that. i wish i can help you change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will never
forget about you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do
that. when i go on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter
with you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most
of all. I'm sure my parents will understand what was going on
and what I have been through. They would also accept you as
well since I already get along with your mom and wouldnt mind
meeting the rest of them in which they would be my in laws.
i know we're not that different from each other if you think about
it

wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb

if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this
shouldnt affect you because I am like nothing or worse to you
anyway

times in my route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating
on me or youre with someone else and glad im not there

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maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't
want to know the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if

not, oh well, i tried.

obviously)
not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am
or at least i did. Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after
this, especially with your mom.
say john mayer
i dont like saying whatever but wouldnt be surprised if you feel

that way
the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least
to you), but in case i dont talk to you again
i would not need to renew our wedding bows because i take them
very seriously. Not sure you would, though

it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were

just quiet. i dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to
people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy
and girl had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that
looks frizzy.
the girl had the same hair, but longer.
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*(SECOND PAGE)

im not trying to drag you into my problems, although i would

not mind helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that
either, then youre hopeless (prove me wrong).

to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian

culture, except some songs. The same would apply for you
when it comes to Ecuadorian culture. No problem, we can both
teach each other.


getting what you see here together and ut took a several
months. I also hope that you dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
i dont mean to be so mushy, i was just not in love like this
before
if things work out:

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A few more:
fight or been in a treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of
things I want to do and havent had the chance to do them
besides enough money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to
If youre thinking of making fun of me, dont because maybe you

also havent done these things or have secrets your keep to
yourself. I wouldnt laugh at you and i would not tell anyone.


heart out for someone who wont even meet with me. there is a
reason this text has a big length when it comes to the pages.
dont be alarmed because I know I did my best. They always
said if you like someone, tell them and I just went over the top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be

based off on a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could
expect that from you instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has
to do with both of us being too good or not good enough for
each other. That wouldn't look like true love. I would think it
can develop but probably not because I was wrong on love at
first sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who
does not realize what is in front of her. If I was in front of you, I
wish I could cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I guess
only you could change that because I feel like I have tried. I
know I would have loved you forever and ever.
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my

attempts to make things right, then I have to face that reality
because things are going to stay that way for good as long you
want them to. I don't know how he would react to this script. If
he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As for you and me,
maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope I am wrong
though, I really truly do.
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more than you know
into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its

almost as if she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're

a couple. It's not to brag but I'd be honored and so would
she. Personally, she should be my mother-in-law and i dont
mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about

here. I also dont know if you would ever give me a chance to
prove to you that I can live up to all the good things I wrote
about here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me what

I did wrong or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a
bit, but i dont really know unless you help me out. You should
let me help you with help me and vice versa. Like i said
before, it is a mutual and takes effort requiring each other. It
also takes compromise, as well as other things.
Regardless how things turn out for us, I'd like to be friends
and hangout together for some time. If possible, we could
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then date and see where it goes from there. I think we may
need our families' help if things do work out for us (I
mentioned in the beginning that we can have a picnic).

translation of the text also). I dont know what the future
holds, but if destiny wants us together, we'll be together. If
we stick by one another as a team, there's nothing that can't
be accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we

end up together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a
great bf and gf, I assume we both can figure it out while
getting to know each other.

i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care of
you though, think about that.

I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about

me and I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that
just make things easier for us. I know you have been nice to
me so you shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would
be a husband to you. If not, you are just a friend, which us
sad in a way because I know you are better than that. I
wouldn't know for sure if you would help me out, or let me
drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably

feel bad about me being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single

but i dont want to stay like that years from now and you
wouldnt want to either. This for some reason may be that it's
not what one wanted. I dont believe that is the case with me
and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
if it turns out we would need to forgive each other, that

would be done.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely

talk I would like to tell you everything I have written down so
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it gives you something to think about for the future. I know
that plenty would be done by then and we should make sure
we do what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize
you have been wrong about me all this time. All that
frustration over someone you didnt even know or want to get
to know them. Dont worry, I would still comfort you besides
wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you would or would
not do the same for me) . I know people can change or at
least come around and maybe you can too!
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we

know each other since elementary school! It's just that now
we would get to know each other better, that's all. This is all
crazy and I am trying not to freak out, so now people cant
tell me I have to act normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the

hell out of it including everything else).



in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i
am with you.

treating you right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you
with anyone else, but still be calm. i dont know if i lost you
because of something i did. i am sorry if i did make you
suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these past few
months. i could not...
hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we are

really far from each other and wouldnt know where you
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are. i wouldnt want to you to think i am a stalker or
something. maybe then you know that i am the one for you.
just know and think who would really be your soulmate or
other half when you read this and get to know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage

of me. if only you suddenly changed and stood up for me
after letting me take the hits.

Christopher actually be the one for me? I could not stand
him because my friends told me he's this or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they

think of me so they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because

what if we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in
the least if i am not open or decide not to write this whole
thing.
I hope your mom is not like, "I wish it was Christopher

here"
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her.
I would love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your
family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to

write all this.


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It
may look like I dont care, but believe me when I say that I
DO care and that I mean well.

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you.
Just because I was never in an actual relationship or went
out with a girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only
a phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would

want to pursue a relationship with you and that things
should develop between us over time. I am very patient, so
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that is no problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest

people you will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over

my head or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we
are opposites or we are not compatible, but I dont believe
that. Even of that were the case, that doesnt mean we
shouldnt aim to undersrand each other and have common
ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to try
to make the effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a
lack of character or something else im not aware of,
besides listing possible factors that influence your
behavior.
Who knows what other qualities or anything else we could

have known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to
know because for some reason we are always apart. First it
was eight years, and now probably longer. Sadly, those are
years neither of us will ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back,

we just haven't had the chance to get to know each other
more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the terms

like groupthink and others
*mention the similarities and elaborate on YSBLF and

LFMB
*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear

things out, etc
elaborate every nook and cranny of what you have in front

of you


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i dont know if she doesnt know (chances are, she does

but be playing dumb)
first impressions are important, but i wish i could make

things right
whether this would be the best or worse love story in the

country, maybe the world will depend on us both. then
there is destiny, synchronicity, and other factors
involved which dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because

your mom to me is my in law and the rest of your family
members my in laws too and id love it if you made that a
reality. it is one thing to wrote this on paper but another
thing is working to make it happen.

you. i would not let anyone influence me about you, I
want to talk to you in person regardless of what anyone
thinks.
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us

two), my feelings for you should not change unless you
dont want to give us chance or you never want to
consider me someday.

plenty of time to get this written so anything bottled up
would be on paper.

I will always be sweet to you as much possible, that i
would promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes

time to know who someone really is, not just yourself. I
dont know what is the deal with the lies. its probably
none of my business but i dont know if you had a bf
before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have

some and if we are together, we would both have. clearly,
you would have more despite that i would do my part in
the relationship
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i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you will
just suffer with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be
further from the truth. it would be the complete opposite
of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?"

Yes, yes it is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
i hope that you would have been the best thing that ever
happened to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as
much), I will strive to do just that.
the words I would hate and never want to hear is "break

up" or "divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and

i feel that i should come clean after doing the grave
mistake of not telling you years ago. You should do the
same for me too like I am being true to you. I may not
have cared in the past, but now I really want to make
things right.

want to make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe
i am wrong but no matter what happens, i would not
mind being at least friends. also, i dont know if you
would think about talking to me again. i dont know what
i could have done (even if you could not help being
brainwashed by others who didn't like me) to deserve
such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you

because of whatever is going on. maybe someday we can
both say the following to each other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do

than be with you. i wish we both were successful one day
and we can share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean
that in a bad way. youll hopefully remember me no
matter where life takes you
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*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical


from LFMB)

youre the girl i fell madly in love with and that was an
awesome feeling until recently. I was really thrilled
that my heart has not given up on you completely
(elaborate)
if you see billy, elton, or rod, etc... just list their songs
add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting
old, for some reason i think thats my situation with
you. if we wouldnt be together now, we would be ten to
twenty years from now. assuming we would both be
taken by that time, I am willing to make that
commitment if that were to happen. since i dont know
when we would see each other again for whatever
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reason, i just felt that i should point that out so I dont
feel bad.
bruno mars songs
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help

us with whatever is going on in our lives
if i were to tell other people about this, they would be

like, "aww, you two do make a cute couple"
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would

think that we would have cleared a few things in
person. That way, I would not have to bottle my
feelings a
...
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Date Sent: Friday, February 16, 2018 1:08:25 AM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Friday, February 16, 2018 1:08:25 AM GMT-05:00
maybe youre better off with someone else or maybe youre not. i dont know, only you know that
for sure. i do know that i will always care for you as a friend, even if its nothing more.
they say if you love something let it go (thats how the quote goes). i just wish it didnt have to be
this way.
i hope that you understand how i feel because not telling you for years was tough. maybe when
years pass, youll see that i was right. like i said before, no other guy would treat, care, or love
you like i would. im glad your mom and anyone in your family or whoever reads this sees this
situation with me

she can ask her mom to talk to me, even if she will tell me that i have to talk to you. no one can
do the talking, you have to talk to that person yourself.
be glad there are still guys like me that dont believe a girl is a piece of meat but a human being
instead. It may sound old fashioned to you, but i dont know if anyone would treat you like that
and how you can put up with it. you deserve someone who will treat you with respect. If not, the
relationship would not go anywhere or far
struggle
heart of the matter
leather and lace

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add to silly songs
the duck song
add to ITEM CARD


childs garden

I'm just shocked. I didnt think you would have such a negative view of me. Again, the complete
opposite of how I see you.

i dont know but im just guessing. i know i never had a real gf, just someone who was most likely
playing with me


add to can of worms

scenarios
reaction
anyone reading
imagine if this was done months before which is when I first started. i did not start to finish it
until March
not gonna work (at least not right now, but im willing to help you) because there is so much that
happened and i wrote mostly how i felt and what was on my mind (you)
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then if people think im crazy or wrong or stupid, they never experienced tjings like this. there
would be no reason to tell everyone if this was bad.
could be). i think this is reasonable enough (with some exaggeration) to have a sa big amount of
pages this text is made up of.
i would think you would fall for me like i fell for you years ago and I just couldnt show it. now it
is all coming back
this can be done by using single space, leaving the text intact, and no funny business on the text.
maybe this is like overanalytical or a microscope. this is definitely not gibberish or me repeating
myself (sorry if i did but i ned to reiterate). it was ironic (but not as much as the situation with
you) that this could be like the voyeur manuscript (which may be interpreted or at least they're
trying to do that)
this book is so long, it would surely knock your socks off. i mean, people didnt believe me when i
brought this up. then, i put this entire text on the table to show people. it was surely a big fat
book which was as heavy as a bowling ball or a gold bar (maybe a few of those things).
nonsense.
add to honest

i cant imagine peoples reactions when reading this. they wont believe there is still such thing as
not just love but true love in this country or in the world in general
even your mom would think youre annoying, no wonder you dont tell her everything. i dont tell
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mine or anyone either

chuckie cheese height. yeah, im like that tall, like a foot taller than her. she is almost a midget
but i dont mind. if she would let me, id love her unconditionally (i wish i would then get the
same)

i am not stalking you and dont intend to, i just want to show you that i can remember you and
that I did not and would not forget you. I know you probably forgot about me, but that wasnt the
case in NY. Admit it, you missed me and it’s okay, I missed you too!
it may seem like i would be different, but no because i am still the same guy you met years ago


i dont know if you are seeing someone, but you are not an object. no one should be treated as an
object, you are better than that and I wish i can prove that to you. However, if someone does
treat you, they dont really care about you. They only want to make you a joke like they are. Who
would just stand by and not be concerned about your appearance. That’s like if I dressed like I
am at the beach when it’s not the beach. You wouldn't like it and netiher would anyone and it
would make them feel uncomfortable
QUOTE ABOUT OBJECTS
respect, what about what your kids or our kids will think. It’s not just people you talk to that tell
you that. Have respect for yourself and it is good for first impressions. Think, “is this how I want
others to see me?” Don’t give me the “control yourself” schtick that fake feminists tell others.
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you'll want to marry me someday when you are feeling bad and crying and i wouldnt know what
to do then. Im not saying you should do anything now, but it is something to keep in mind
no money
you tried

national honor society, grades too good (recall trump and melania language uranium). So what if
you are smarter than me in a way? I dont care, what matters is that we are together
i wish your parents can see who i really am, not what anyone else you talked to made me out to
be
You seriously have little to no patience for me and yet again it is the opposite of how i am to you
I cant believe you just make up your mind about me because of idiots who are jealous and envy
you having good friends. They know who they are
I know you really dont hate me (I dont see why you could) but I dont blame you for being upset.
You cant help but being brainwashed and its okay, i can and will help you overcome that if you let
me
add to patient
you are like a powerup when im down (for the gamers out there), she really is and I will never
forget that August in NY. i felt like i can enjoy life again temporarily and I smiled like I havent in
a long time. I could almost cry when i saw the girl I thought I had lost forever. I am glad it was
worth it to not lose hope
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don't wake me up
why is it so bad for us to be together? who are you trying to please? the damn homewreckers you
call "friends"?
i know for a fact that people in your circles dont like me and i could care less. i knew they would
just get in between us. i wonder if some people in our families would do the same. some people
on my end told me they see it that way to my parents
more than you know



im sorry i upset you or something and i wish i can make it up to you. Although i would not mind
you going first since these past few months havent been kind to me
add to wedding
not to sound creepy, but there are arranged marriages (with both families consenting) with few
divorce rates.

i dont reveal any identities besides mine because of the possible backlash and that i am the one
who was affected emotionally
add to text
At this point, I am speechless and Im sure you probably are as well. It is hard to believe that this
is like a dream but in fact it isnt, it is reality.


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dont be a stranger
it is not bad because i know your mom (you probably are not aware of that), ive told everybody
without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there could be more factors,
but those are the main three.
i dont know if this will ever end. its not that there is no limit, its just that it was a lot before
May


again)
add to softball
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i hope youre not bottling it in either like i did and would have kept doing so if i had not written
this script.
add to items



the search is over
the middle
years from now
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the items are symbolic and the physical copies of the script in english and spanish are hard to
come by because there are so many pages
add to ross lynch

add to circles
messing with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who really cares
about her. If i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are (and not what they
pretend to be), but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal who the girl is im talking about
(she can do that herself). Society is really messed up and it's time we come to the realization of
that

sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i hope that
you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental and me more open
minded.

what could really be going on I wonder. i dont intend on bothering you or try to break up any
relationship you may be in
in a way it is psychology. I would not laugh or anything, I just want her to be honest with me
why didnt you tell me you felt this way? I was afraid, but i decided to speak up nonetheless
so i do not stay a loser. i dont consider you a loser or anything
(recall prom too)
mention koth


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you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather have us
be together raising the kids

add to why me
obsession with Hispanic culture and being silly. I may not agree with you on some things and
vice versa and it's okay. I respect that and I wish you'd respect my beliefs.
i wouldnt expect you to be so crazy about me (or at all). you may feel a bit giddy because you
have a guy who will truly love you.
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
add to encounter
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to get hurt
by anyone.

wish she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be together to this
day

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If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me that
girl is not worth it, just saying.
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have acted
and not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve loved to tell
you so much in person though
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no one
told me to do this, I did it on my own

i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of people, but
in a way if you want people can somehow get along
the girl is mine
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i hope i didnt scare you and if i did, i didnt mean to. i had nowhere else to turn to talk about
this and you wouldnt talk to me
they say be careful what you wish for, but i know what i want. it sounds like i am talking way
over my head but theres no way i dont feel like this. im not faking and i dont purposely
exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats left is
you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
i wish we were on good terms for now. theres always tomorrow and the future may be bright
yo no fui
add to hospital
my heart rate goes up when i look at you. its like youre medicine that heals me from damage

add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do anything to
you yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot


when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had depression, she
would be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I see her
if you would only give us a chance to be friends at least. then you would see what i mean. i
am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i said before, i
would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to your mom months
ago. She had no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so much to talk about and
you acting weird were the other things besides greetings. Of course you probably dont
know this, but I have been talking to her every time i had lunch in high school since
freshman year. I havent seen her until I became a substitute teacher. She still remembers
and I wish I could have told her this before. It is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope
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you can reflect on what I just said and everywhere else here not to mention the items in
the bag. In that bag there are items and those are so symbolic you have no idea how much
it means to me for you to have them. i have a strong feeling you would cry or feel
something in the least, unless i am absolutely nothing to you. On the contrary, you mean
everything to me and maybe I am exaggerating. But every time I try to forget everything
that happened, I still think about this and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont know
what else to do besides calling and texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably get
used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
i wouldnt want to be in the future thinking to myself, "It sucks what i missed out on and all
because of us two not wanting to be with each other"
cone up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember me
veridico
add to visions
couple in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking like
them, the fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
i cant imagine you being really mean like those girls. or like that woman from The Moment
of Truth - Episode 5. watch it and youll see what i mean. that is the most infamous episode
from the show
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that feel that i
would not be worth sharing my life with
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no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both had
the same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

trying to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is like an
ex. I would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not know for
sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
than five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in fact,
maybe it is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i can help
you improve yourself and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me do the same
and in the long run you will know i appreciated you doing so
jeans (like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that looks like you
with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of the girl that looks
like you
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add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
no pc, but that doesnt mean i would love her or care for her any less. she probably would
but i wouldnt, ever
CRAP PORQUERIA



i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had her
son on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should just treat
one another as we would like to be treated
people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we really
have to be patient with each other
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maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than friends.
that is if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what happened
recently.
whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll think of me
because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i said before,
it feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about a girl
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was for a
sibling but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not see you
more than just a friend
friday night

all i do is win
i would love to tell others i cant lose when shes around. it shouldnt matter what others
say though, it matters what you think
all night
go your own way
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probably would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back
my feelings and show you that i am real.
misunderstood. Each others parents would tell the other that. I wouldnt mind reforming
the two families and maybe one day we can be together.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other person has
done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
not sure who to turn to if your mom would not accept this. its important for her to know
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing gets. if this
is stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few girls who i know the
most

in the bag. and no, it is not what you think if you saw the soap opera. this isnt a trick, Im
not playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions), and i
only want to share my true feeling about you.
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its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom who
gave you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything between us
could not die out. i think she considers me as not only a friend, but possibly part of the
family and you have no idea how thrilled i would be if that were the case. i called her in
law (suegra) and i was not joking at all. thats four in laws and for that to happen, you
would have to feel the same for me like i do for you.
when i told my parents, they were a bit shocked. my mom was uneasy and i explained to
her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could not
stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her
daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want
her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you like a
book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the
script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you think i put a
molded one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING BOWS til death do us part

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know or care
about this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER

wrote:
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
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*the telenovelas
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when you
fail, because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing off and
decided to keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I
give your mom this script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to
myself any longer and should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where i am
coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life.
you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against
you and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know
how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still
have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than
that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you and this,
that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or
anyone i know who can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help that
she would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you look
at that
couple
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girlfriend?"
describe items

because i care
add to instagram
you can do whatever you want, but know that i have my standards and you have yours.
it depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting. maybe the overreaction
is because i would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would be unfaithful to
you

add to visions
in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block, an old
couple

*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's loved ones
as in laws


wrote:
to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel
bad for her.

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how bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the
way you did and just be suspicious
love.
add to distress
change and its possible somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we end
up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it means telling
your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just devastating to think
about that

mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more things down
besides not being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because you
can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is
me being all over the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue
between teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or is
wrong with me in a way.
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i cant trust
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you anymore and its a shame
household or not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to
bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to get us
through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is
still that one part that can somehow save the day.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like
how I feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it
and get to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met you
and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to
see yours im fine with that
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that
ties in with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you

wrote:

wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing.
you have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point
clearer.
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to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote something so
magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something.
this is unheard of and most likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural (it
is psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to
undermine and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh,
whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or
you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the many reasons i told a lot of
people about this, especially your mom.
while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it
is, i dont mean to show it).
before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you
line us up next to each other, one can see by the body language who would be the
violent one or the abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or for better or
worse, right? only one can answer that and prove it too.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response
is that you made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have
been popular and would have a great academic career.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right
now to this day we could have been inseparable.

and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if it is
from a certain someone about another certain someone. you would not know what
would be next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just
like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
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prosperity.
heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script and me
right

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I
like you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i
dont know what to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest. for some
reason when i talked

add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i haven't
been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing
things down and not bottling them in my head.

wrote:
i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and
her combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without
bringing up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
about you
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make
you laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just
by being present like the encounter in NY
now, i know what youre thinking. what if Christopher is so and so? You know me
personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont
mean to throw you out into the cold)

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"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade
and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for
roughly eight years and the last time was in the middle school
explain what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows
you, besides your family.
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should listen to
each other
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to

be together now or never.
(maybe its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you
come to a conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing
something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and
to this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear
to look at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.

group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their
face.

each other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that
way. and if i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that towards me
and i reacted.
dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and not having
you around would be a nightmare
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and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional
struggle just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as
far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i can think of is "mother-in-
law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and would be willing to get used
to that.
i would be wholeheartedly honored to have that reality of having our families as

one.
which in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now
that i think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
sufficient effort.

place

shake it
reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he felt
ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
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start of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after
the semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i
love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived
in apartments or in a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to
you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love
with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore
me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane I write down everything you
see here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks on their faces as
you read this
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee
that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you
(and your mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever
leave your side. of course I would have loved to get to know the rest of your
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family though. Im sure in some part of you would have wanted to meet my
parents.
valentines day)
the game of love

everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
its like when someone would say, you dont even know your wife's birthday? or
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the
way we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard to prove
on paper. Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions
sons

add to settle down

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im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together in
this life.
party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling apart, i
wouldnt be able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to trust
me though).
jordin sparks songs
know how i feel
both sides now
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even possible.
for all i know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that
is if you feel that way (and I think you do)
our parents shouldnt pressure us into being together. i dont know how that
would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find
out that person cant or wont
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believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time (years). i
just dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did,
we wouldve known each other that well.

mention items
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you were
excited, just caught off guard thats all

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you would
have are the items
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and
not even realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or
just entering the rabbit hole
add to another guy

i dont think another guy would do what i did. there is nothing else like this

unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i wouldnt
want anyone to tale advantage of you.
what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this too.
I know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a
creep since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
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every time we touch
add to visions


remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the
item (list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up
because I wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and
he was at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it
was in another room. the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
give up
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the restraining
order or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to
girls and even vice versa.
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business
have to mention any other names either like the homewreckers so dont
you get any ideas. i told your mom this when i gave her the script along
with the other items in the bag
changing that. i dont know if another guy who isnt related to you knows
you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this magnitude just for
liking someone and telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
the more each day passes, the more strange things get when writing this
down.
highlights were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and
i was thinking if you made that mistake of not being with me. no other
guy would love you as much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown, natural let
it be
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on

her hair like yours was years ago
next time if i am doing a delivery ill try to be friendly but i cant guarantee
it

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add to same way
look at me
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling me
to settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers



important

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make that
wish come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose, then i
saw the ring. on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show
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stand by you
add to goals




i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and
not want to be without you
game to you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play
with anyone's feelings
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me, you
would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to
you and I would hope you dont cry too much when im gone

if she is smart and beautiful, what more could a guy want besides heart
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scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
were like, "Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually
like him"
than happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I
dont know what I could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you,
break your heart, and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of
what i did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.

into the night
because the night
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REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is
for you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was
right. i know i wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love
you unconditionally despite how you treated me
in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would give
you more happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to

the mom like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or
you. It could also be both

dream come true. they said that Donald Trump will never be President,
yet he is!
I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our respective
heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball
class

girl had your current hair, but a little longer.
forth
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me?
with all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.

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just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl
with her your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years
ago. I thought they were a couple because they were being sweet to
each other
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a

few years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's
still hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
could be
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes
on. try not to care what others think, it will help a lot


time to run lyrics
leftwich song
goodbye my lover (instagram profile pic of with booty shorts does not
help)

what if i didnt write what you see here? then it would look like i didnt
care
if things work out

feelings. imagine going back in time and telling people Donald Trump
will be President. Now, if only both of us would tell our classmates in
elementary school when we first met and in the middle school. it
would be like a movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least
she cant say i didnt try or that i didnt care

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talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her completely
ignoring me
find a way to enlighten her so she realizes that she is not acting like a
real woman should
understand me

despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you
no matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel
the same now and you wont feel the same in the future, it will be
hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at least be real and
that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just something
youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind.
id love to go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this
was worth the long wait and everything.
smiled for years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you
know who.
working things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in
my opinion, we can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf
or two, i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of
our smiles are so cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we

look for and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and
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not a piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object
and treat you the way you should be treated. It may have to do with
standards and you should have better ones if that is the case. I
believe I am a real man and the one you would want that would
never treat you like garbage. It would be unconditionally despite
you mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care
about you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend,
and after that wife someday
add to desperate

things I never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped
that would be with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just leave
me or decide to break up after being together for years. I sure
wouldnt do that to you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like
that. i wish i can help you change
that. when i go on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter with
you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of
all. I'm sure my parents will understand what was going on and
what I have been through. They would also accept you as well since
I already get along with your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the
rest of them in which they would be my in laws.
i know we're not that different from each other if you think about it

wishin n hopin
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add to playing dumb

if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this shouldnt
affect you because I am like nothing or worse to you anyway

times in my route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating
on me or youre with someone else and glad im not there

maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want
to know the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if

not, oh well, i tried.

obviously)
not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or
at least i did. Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after this,
especially with your mom.
say john mayer
i dont like saying whatever but wouldnt be surprised if you feel that
way
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the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to
you), but in case i dont talk to you again

it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just
quiet. i dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy
and girl had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that
looks frizzy.
girl had the same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)

im not trying to drag you into my problems, although i would not

mind helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then
youre hopeless (prove me wrong).

to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian culture,
except some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes
to Ecuadorian culture. No problem, we can both teach each
other.

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getting what you see here together and ut took a several months.
I also hope that you dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
i dont mean to be so mushy, i was just not in love like this before
if things work out:


A few more:
fight or been in a treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of things I
want to do and havent had the chance to do them besides enough
money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to know each other
better
If youre thinking of making fun of me, dont because maybe you

also havent done these things or have secrets your keep to
yourself. I wouldnt laugh at you and i would not tell anyone.


heart out for someone who wont even meet with me. there is a
reason this text has a big length when it comes to the pages. dont
be alarmed because I know I did my best. They always said if you
like someone, tell them and I just went over the top.

expect that from you instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to
do with both of us being too good or not good enough for each
other. That wouldn't look like true love. I would think it can
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develop but probably not because I was wrong on love at first
sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does not
realize what is in front of her. If I was in front of you, I wish I
could cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I guess only you
could change that because I feel like I have tried. I know I would
have loved you forever and ever.
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my attempts
to make things right, then I have to face that reality because
things are going to stay that way for good as long you want them
to. I don't know how he would react to this script. If he loves you,
he wont be upset or worse. As for you and me, maybe we're not
meant to be together. I hope I am wrong though, I really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost
as if she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're a

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couple. It's not to brag but I'd be honored and so would she.
Personally, she should be my mother-in-law and i dont mind
shouting out, "suegra!"

prove to you that I can live up to all the good things I wrote
about here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me what I

did wrong or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a
bit, but i dont really know unless you help me out. You should
let me help you with help me and vice versa. Like i said before,
it is a mutual and takes effort requiring each other. It also
takes compromise, as well as other things.
Regardless how things turn out for us, I'd like to be friends and
hangout together for some time. If possible, we could then date
and see where it goes from there. I think we may need our
families' help if things do work out for us (I mentioned in the
beginning that we can have a picnic).

translation of the text also). I dont know what the future holds,
but if destiny wants us together, we'll be together. If we stick
by one another as a team, there's nothing that can't be
accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we

end up together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a
great bf and gf, I assume we both can figure it out while
getting to know each other.

i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care of
you though, think about that.

I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about

me and I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that just
make things easier for us. I know you have been nice to me so
you shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would
be a husband to you. If not, you are just a friend, which us sad
in a way because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't
know for sure if you would help me out, or let me drown, or
sink.
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I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel
bad about me being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single

but i dont want to stay like that years from now and you
wouldnt want to either. This for some reason may be that it's
not what one wanted. I dont believe that is the case with me
and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
if it turns out we would need to forgive each other, that would

be done.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk

I would like to tell you everything I have written down so it
gives you something to think about for the future. I know that
plenty would be done by then and we should make sure we do
what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize you
have been wrong about me all this time. All that frustration
over someone you didnt even know or want to get to know
them. Dont worry, I would still comfort you besides wiping the
tears off your eyes (maybe you would or would not do the same
for me) . I know people can change or at least come around
and maybe you can too!
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we know

each other since elementary school! It's just that now we would
get to know each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I
am trying not to freak out, so now people cant tell me I have to
act normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the hell
out of it including everything else).



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in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i am
with you.

treating you right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you
with anyone else, but still be calm. i dont know if i lost you
because of something i did. i am sorry if i did make you
suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these past few
hey jealousy by

really far from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i
wouldnt want to you to think i am a stalker or something.
maybe then you know that i am the one for you. just know
and think who would really be your soulmate or other half
when you read this and get to know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of

me. if only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after
letting me take the hits.

Christopher actually be the one for me? I could not stand him
because my friends told me he's this or that"


what if we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in
the least if i am not open or decide not to write this whole
thing.
I hope your mom is not like, "I wish it was Christopher here"
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I
would love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your
family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to

write all this.
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That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may
look like I dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO
care and that I mean well.

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you.
Just because I was never in an actual relationship or went
out with a girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only a
phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want

to pursue a relationship with you and that things should
develop between us over time. I am very patient, so that is no
problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people

you will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my

head or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are
opposites or we are not compatible, but I dont believe that.
Even of that were the case, that doesnt mean we shouldnt
aim to undersrand each other and have common ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to try to
make the effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of
character or something else im not aware of, besides listing
possible factors that influence your behavior.
Who knows what other qualities or anything else we could

have known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to
know because for some reason we are always apart. First it
was eight years, and now probably longer. Sadly, those are
years neither of us will ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back, we

just haven't had the chance to get to know each other more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the terms

like groupthink and others
*mention the similarities and elaborate on YSBLF and LFMB

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things out, etc
elaborate every nook and cranny of what you have in front of

you


i dont know if she doesnt know (chances are, she does but
be playing dumb)

things right

country, maybe the world will depend on us both. then
there is destiny, synchronicity, and other factors involved
which dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because

your mom to me is my in law and the rest of your family
members my in laws too and id love it if you made that a
reality. it is one thing to wrote this on paper but another
thing is working to make it happen.

you. i would not let anyone influence me about you, I want
to talk to you in person regardless of what anyone thinks.
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us two),

my feelings for you should not change unless you dont
want to give us chance or you never want to consider me
someday.

plenty of time to get this written so anything bottled up
would be on paper.

I will always be sweet to you as much possible, that i would
promise.
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i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes
time to know who someone really is, not just yourself. I
dont know what is the deal with the lies. its probably none
of my business but i dont know if you had a bf before or
currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some

and if we are together, we would both have. clearly, you
would have more despite that i would do my part in the
relationship

i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you will
just suffer with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be
further from the truth. it would be the complete opposite of
what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?"

Yes, yes it is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
happened to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as
much), I will strive to do just that.
the words I would hate and never want to hear is "break

up" or "divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i

feel that i should come clean after doing the grave mistake
of not telling you years ago. You should do the same for me
too like I am being true to you. I may not have cared in the
past, but now I really want to make things right.

want to make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i
am wrong but no matter what happens, i would not mind
being at least friends. also, i dont know if you would think
about talking to me again. i dont know what i could have
done (even if you could not help being brainwashed by
others who didn't like me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you because
of whatever is going on. maybe someday we can both say
the following to each other:
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no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do
than be with you. i wish we both were successful one day
and we can share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that
in a bad way. youll hopefully remember me no matter
where life takes you

*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical


from LFMB)

awesome feeling until recently. I was really thrilled that
my heart has not given up on you completely (elaborate)

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add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting old,
for some reason i think thats my situation with you. if we
wouldnt be together now, we would be ten to twenty
years from now. assuming we would both be taken by
that time, I am willing to make that commitment if that
were to happen. since i dont know when we would see
each other again for whatever reason, i just felt that i
should point that out so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help us

with whatever is going on in our lives
if i were to tell other people about this, they would be

like, "aww, you two do make a cute couple"
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think

that we would have cleared a few things in person. That
way, I would not have to bottle my feelings a
...
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Date Sent: Wednesday, February 14, 2018 12:56:21 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Wednesday, February 14, 2018 12:56:21 PM GMT-05:00
dont be a stranger
if you start to ask these questions and more, browse through the text because i may have already
answered them, scenarios, thoughts, reactions, etc.
it is not bad because i know your mom (you probably are not aware of that), ive told everybody
without mentioning your name, and ive been emotionally affected. there could be more factors,
but those are the main three.
i dont know if this will ever end. its not that there is no limit, its just that it was a lot before May


ill try to hold it in, but dont be surprised if i cry when i see you again (that's if i do see you again)
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add to softball

Despite us never knowing each other better, you dont know for sure. thats why you never judge a
book by its cover


i hope youre not bottling it in either like i did and would have kept doing so if i had not written
this script.
add to items
i wish we could remind each other of the good times and if we didnt have any or much, lets start
to have good ones then. i cant do that by myself, only with you



the search is over
the middle
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ask others about goals for the future. i keep hearing about what you want to be five or ten years
from now
something about crying under a desk or something. i hope you are alright. im like, "youre pretty,
are you worried about your looks? you shouldn't have to." I wish i would have commented
despite one that was deleted a few pics before that one. I still find her cute

the items are symbolic and the physical copies of the script in english and spanish are hard to
come by because there are so many pages
add to ross lynch

add to circles
i dont know who else in her circles or who i thought were cool people in my circles are messing
with her head. I just wish she'd think for herself coming from a guy who really cares about her. If
i didnt, I could care less. I do know who several of them are (and not what they pretend to be),
but I wont reveal their names like I wont reveal who the girl is im talking about (she can do that
herself). Society is really messed up and it's time we come to the realization of that

sayin
*ADD TO DISCLAIMER
i wouldnt be surprised if you start to get pissed off at the bag, not just the writing. i hope that
you just hear me out and see it through. that way, you won't be judgemental and me more open
minded.

why didnt you tell me you felt this way? I was afraid, but i decided to speak up nonetheless so i
do not stay a loser. i dont consider you a loser or anything
(recall prom too)
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mention koth


you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather have us be
together raising the kids

i hope you are not like those people who would not take a relationship seriously and just want
someone for fun or to take care of them. i doubt your mom or anyone else in your family is like
that. as far as i know, my family isnt like that
add to why me
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
add to encounter
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to get hurt by
anyone.

i know i was a wimp not to approach you but i just couldnt really forget the one girl who could
be legendary to me.
she was beautiful and smart and i just could not take my eye off of her for some reason. i wish
she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be together to this day

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If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me that girl
is not worth it, just saying.
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have acted and
not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve loved to tell you
so much in person though
i wish you can cry because i know that i have tried my best to be so kind to you over the years
and show it through this text
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no one told
me to do this, I did it on my own

i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of people, but in
a way if you want people can somehow get along
the girl is mine
i wish you would admit to the way you behaved like i did in confessing to you. I had to do this
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on paper because i could not be with her in person.
i hope i didnt scare you and if i did, i didnt mean to. i had nowhere else to turn to talk about
this and you wouldnt talk to me
exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats left is
you to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
yo no fui
add to hospital

add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do anything to you
yet i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot


if you would only give us a chance to be friends at least. then you would see what i mean. i
am willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i said before, i
would not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to your mom months ago.
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She had no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so much to talk about and you
acting weird were the other things besides greetings. Of course you probably dont know
this, but I have been talking to her every time i had lunch in high school since freshman year.
I havent seen her until I became a substitute teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could
have told her this before. It is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on
what I just said and everywhere else here not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag
there are items and those are so symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you
to have them. i have a strong feeling you would cry or feel something in the least, unless i
am absolutely nothing to you. On the contrary, you mean everything to me and maybe I am
exaggerating. But every time I try to forget everything that happened, I still think about this
and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont know what else to do besides calling and
texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably get
used to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im trying to cone
up with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember me
not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your mom's name
yet you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i see a couple
in the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking like them, the
fact i see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
i cant imagine you being really mean like those girls. or like that woman from The Moment
of Truth - Episode 5. watch it and youll see what i mean. that is the most infamous episode
from the show
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no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both had
the same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

your mom should be mad at you because thats not how you treat a guy or anyone in general,
especially when you met in elementary school.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring me or trying
to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is like an ex. I
would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not know for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for more than
five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in fact, maybe it
is not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i can help you improve
yourself and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me do the same and in the long
run you will know i appreciated you doing so
jeans (like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that looks like you
with short hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of the girl that looks like
you
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add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
no pc, but that doesnt mean i would love her or care for her any less. she probably would but
i wouldnt, ever
CRAP PORQUERIA


i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father and i would
be like my mother

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had her son
on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

i dont know why you are into diversity so much but to each's own. We should just treat one
another as we would like to be treated
people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we really
have to be patient with each other
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if that happens, its like now or never. the destiny and synchronicity is insane. In the future,
hopefully we will think about this.
maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than friends.
that is if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what happened
recently.
because Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i said before, it
feels so ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about a girl
what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that i would
love you forever.
friday night

all i do is win
i would love to tell others i cant lose when shes around. it shouldnt matter what others say
though, it matters what you think
all night
go your own way

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the reason the amount is enormous is because i have too much to talk about. this probably
would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back my feelings
and show you that i am real.
misunderstood. Each others parents would tell the other that. I wouldnt mind reforming
the two families and maybe one day we can be together.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other person has
done something of this extent (or at least in recent time)
its like the more months that pass, the more in depth and better this writing gets. if this is
stupid, then why do i feel this way? why are you one of the few girls who i know the most

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in the bag. and no, it is not what you think if you saw the soap opera. this isnt a trick, Im
not playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions), and i
only want to share my true feeling about you.
its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom who
gave you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything between us
could not die out. i think she considers me as not only a friend, but possibly part of the
family and you have no idea how thrilled i would be if that were the case. i called her in
law (suegra) and i was not joking at all. thats four in laws and for that to happen, you
would have to feel the same for me like i do for you.
when i told my parents, they were a bit shocked. my mom was uneasy and i explained to
her what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could not
stand it until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her
daughter like your mom would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want her
to be my in law.
book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the script
or the items
add to wedding

*add to DISCLAIMER

mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
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*the telenovelas
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when you fail,
because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing off and decided
to keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I give your
mom this script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any
longer and should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life.
you know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against you
and still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
have a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know
how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still
have it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than
that, phone or email would work best for now
say somethin
that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or
anyone i know who can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help that she
would want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you look at
that
I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't faint when
looking inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
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couple
girlfriend?"
describe items
you should be thankful because I did it as a sweet and romantic gesture. I do it because i
care
add to instagram
you can do whatever you want, but know that i have my standards and you have yours. it
depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting. maybe the overreaction is
because i would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would be unfaithful to you

add to visions
couple

*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's loved ones as
in laws


to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel
bad for her.
in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no matter how

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bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way
you did and just be suspicious
I dont know, I just have a big heart. Im a lover not a fighter, but I fight for what I love.
Good thing your mom is open minded and I was able to tell her about what happened.
otherwise I dont know who to turn to.
add to distress
change and its possible somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we end
up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it means telling your
mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just devastating to think about
that

mention more...
lo que paso paso
can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is
me being all over the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between
teeth), which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i cant trust
you anymore and its a shame
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household or not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to
bash you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still
that one part that can somehow save the day.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like
how I feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it
and get to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met you
and can express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to see
yours im fine with that
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that
ties in with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you

wrote:

wife. I would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you
have several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
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magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something. this
is unheard of and most likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural (it is
psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine
and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or
God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to
escalate this in any way. this is one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about
this, especially your mom.
while i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i
dont mean to show it).
before that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line
us up next to each other, one can see by the body language who would be the violent
one or the abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or for better or worse, right?
only one can answer that and prove it too.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response is
that you made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have been
popular and would have a great academic career.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right
now to this day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did". Come
on, I know you and we were classmates too until the middle school.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird
(you are too, trust me).
would be next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just like
you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
prosperity.
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heres to us
please try not to act like nothing happened, youd be proving this script and me right

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I like
you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont
know what to believe in

add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i haven't
been feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things
down and not bottling them in my head.

wrote:
i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and her
combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing
up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
i would not gaze eyes at another girl, but i dont know if i can say the same about
you
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you
laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by
being present like the encounter in NY
personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont
mean to throw you out into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade
and living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for
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roughly eight years and the last time was in the middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one never knows
what the future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain
what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you,
besides your family.
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should listen to each
other
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to

be together now or never.
think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe
its more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a
conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing something like
this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to
this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to
look at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.

group. maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each
other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and
if i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and not having
you around would be a nightmare
and risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle
just to talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i
know, she is very nice to me and often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may
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sound silly to you, but I dont mind and would be willing to get used to that.
i would be wholeheartedly honored to have that reality of having our families as

one.
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that expression, which
in return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i
think of it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
back then, not a chance but now possibly. it depends on you making the sufficient
effort.

wrote:
place

shake it
reminiscing being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he felt ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at the start
of the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the
semester began to take a picture of it
proprietorships
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i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone.
The way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but
dont worry, i would be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive
each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i
love you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in
apartments or in a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to
you i am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love
with her. I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me.
Then, to prevent myself from going insane I write down everything you see
here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks on their faces as you read
this
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee
that they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you
(and your mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever
leave your side. of course I would have loved to get to know the rest of your
family though. Im sure in some part of you would have wanted to meet my
parents.
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valentines day)
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone reads
this, they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday
is until your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way
we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard to prove
on paper. Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions
a woman that has your blonde highlights hair from years ago with her two sons

add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together in
this life.
party all the time
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sorry not sorry
it can be either:
wouldnt be able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to trust me
though).
jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know
how i feel
both sides now
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even possible. for
all i know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if
you feel that way (and I think you do)
would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find out
that person cant or wont
just dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did,
we wouldve known each other that well.

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a smile
instead of a frown
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mention items
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way

have are the items
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and not
even realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or just
entering the rabbit hole
add to another guy


what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this too. I
know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a
creep since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
every time we touch

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add to visions


remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the
item (list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up
because I wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately
your mom was not angry when i told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he
was at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was
in another room. the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
then i finally found the image. it just goes to show that you should not give
up
order or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to
girls and even vice versa.

business
i have decency and courtesy not to reveal your identity because you would
be embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to
mention any other names either like the homewreckers so dont you get any
ideas. i told your mom this when i gave her the script along with the other
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items in the bag
its like i am crazy and so are you. we could be made for each other (maybe
we already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i
dont know if another guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I
doubt he could write anything of this magnitude just for liking someone and
telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
down.
i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights
were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was
thinking if you made that mistake of not being with me. no other guy would
love you as much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown, natural let it
be
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her
hair like yours was years ago
next time if i am doing a delivery ill try to be friendly but i cant guarantee it

add to same way

look at me
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling me to
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settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers



important

wish come true
aceso total show

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stand by you
add to goals
too many to count and it is even harder to keep track. if only people knew,
it would amaze them




i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not
want to be without you
game to you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play
with anyone's feelings
would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you
and I would hope you dont cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want
others to see you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
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crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
if all of this is false, then why would i worry so much about this? it doesn't
make much sense to me and probably to you either
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were
like, "Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than
happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont
know what I could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break
your heart, and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of
what i did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty,
I not only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is
for you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i
know i wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you
unconditionally despite how you treated me
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in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would give
you more happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the
mom like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or you.
It could also be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream
come true. they said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!
heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball
class

then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and the girl
had your current hair, but a little longer.
just when i think hope is not lost, my mind keeps going back and forth
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me?
with all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl with
her your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I
thought they were a couple because they were being sweet to each
other
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a few
years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still
hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now

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watch out for and remove "biggest mistake of your life" i think it could
be
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes
on. try not to care what others think, it will help a lot


time to run lyrics
leftwich song
help)
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying
that would be the case with me but it would not make the relationship
less genuine
care
if things work out

feelings. imagine going back in time and telling people Donald Trump
will be President. Now, if only both of us would tell our classmates in
elementary school when we first met and in the middle school. it would
be like a movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she
cant say i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
ignoring me
real woman should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach
her how to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be
jerks to men
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understand me

despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you no
matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the
same now and you wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i
wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at least be real and that you
arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just something youre
imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id
love to go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was
worth the long wait and everything.
smiled for years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you
know who.
working things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my
opinion, we can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or
two, i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our
smiles are so cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we look
for and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and
not a piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and
treat you the way you should be treated. It may have to do with
standards and you should have better ones if that is the case. I
believe I am a real man and the one you would want that would never
treat you like garbage. It would be unconditionally despite you
mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care about
you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend, and
after that wife someday
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add to desperate

things I never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that
would be with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just leave
me or decide to break up after being together for years. I sure
wouldnt do that to you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like
that. i wish i can help you change
that. when i go on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter with
you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of
all. I'm sure my parents will understand what was going on and what
I have been through. They would also accept you as well since I
already get along with your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the rest
of them in which they would be my in laws.

wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb


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dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several times

in my route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating on me or
youre with someone else and glad im not there

maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want to
know the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not,
oh well, i tried.

id hold you and never let you go (I mean that figuratively, obviously)
not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or at
least i did. Doubt i could anymore
say john mayer
way
i wish there couldn't be a catch to us even to see each other let alone
be together, but i doubt it.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy and
girl had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that looks
frizzy.
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girl had the same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)



except some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to
Ecuadorian culture. No problem, we can both teach each other.

i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy getting
what you see here together and ut took a several months. I also
hope that you dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:

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A few more:
pumpkin! I still haven't done other things like having a pillow fight
or been in a treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of things I want
to do and havent had the chance to do them besides enough money.
Sorry that I just wanted us to get to know each other better
If youre thinking of making fun of me, dont because maybe you also
havent done these things or have secrets your keep to yourself. I
wouldnt laugh at you and i would not tell anyone.

i dont believe im stupid for writing all of this and pouring my heart
out for someone who wont even meet with me. there is a reason
this text has a big length when it comes to the pages. dont be
alarmed because I know I did my best. They always said if you like
someone, tell them and I just went over the top.

expect that from you instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do
with both of us being too good or not good enough for each other.
That wouldn't look like true love. I would think it can develop but
probably not because I was wrong on love at first sight. As far as
love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does not realize what is in
front of her. If I was in front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy
instead of tears of pain. I guess only you could change that because
I feel like I have tried. I know I would have loved you forever and
ever.
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my attempts to
make things right, then I have to face that reality because things
are going to stay that way for good as long you want them to. I
don't know how he would react to this script. If he loves you, he
wont be upset or worse. As for you and me, maybe we're not meant
to be together. I hope I am wrong though, I really truly do.
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more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost
as if she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first



prove to you that I can live up to all the good things I wrote about
here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me what I did
wrong or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a bit, but i
dont really know unless you help me out. You should let me help
you with help me and vice versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual
and takes effort requiring each other. It also takes compromise,
as well as other things.
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hangout together for some time. If possible, we could then date
and see where it goes from there. I think we may need our
families' help if things do work out for us (I mentioned in the
beginning that we can have a picnic).

translation of the text also). I dont know what the future holds,
but if destiny wants us together, we'll be together. If we stick by
one another as a team, there's nothing that can't be
accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we end

up together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a great bf
and gf, I assume we both can figure it out while getting to know
each other.

i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care of you
though, think about that.

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more nonsense
that what is already there.
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me

and I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that just make
things easier for us. I know you have been nice to me so you
shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would be
a husband to you. If not, you are just a friend, which us sad in a
way because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't know for
sure if you would help me out, or let me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel
bad about me being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single but i
dont want to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want
to either. This for some reason may be that it's not what one
wanted. I dont believe that is the case with me and maybe it is
with you unfortunately.
if it turns out we would need to forgive each other, that would be

done.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk I

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would like to tell you everything I have written down so it gives
you something to think about for the future. I know that plenty
would be done by then and we should make sure we do what we
can.
have been wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over
someone you didnt even know or want to get to know them. Dont
worry, I would still comfort you besides wiping the tears off your
eyes (maybe you would or would not do the same for me) . I know
people can change or at least come around and maybe you can
too!

each other since elementary school! It's just that now we would
get to know each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am
trying not to freak out, so now people cant tell me I have to act
normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the hell
out of it including everything else).
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here,

so the least you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would
i want to not talk to you
in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i am
with you.

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is treating
you right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone
else, but still be calm. i dont know if i lost you because of
something i did. i am sorry if i did make you suffer, but i was
the one who was hurt these past few months. i could not...
hey jealousy by

really far from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i
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wouldnt want to you to think i am a stalker or something.
maybe then you know that i am the one for you. just know and
think who would really be your soulmate or other half when
you read this and get to know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of

me. if only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after
letting me take the hits.
you are probably thinking, "is this possible, could Christopher

actually be the one for me? I could not stand him because my
friends told me he's this or that"


what if we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the
least if i am not open or decide not to write this whole thing.
would love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family
too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to write

all this.


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may
look like I dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care
and that I mean well.

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you. Just
because I was never in an actual relationship or went out with
a girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a
fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want

to pursue a relationship with you and that things should
develop between us over time. I am very patient, so that is no
problem.
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Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people

you will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my

head or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are
opposites or we are not compatible, but I dont believe that.
Even of that were the case, that doesnt mean we shouldnt aim
to undersrand each other and have common ground.
Who knows what other qualities or anything else we could have

known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know
because for some reason we are always apart. First it was eight
years, and now probably longer. Sadly, those are years neither
of us will ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back, we

just haven't had the chance to get to know each other more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the terms like

groupthink and others

things out, etc
elaborate every nook and cranny of what you have in front of

you

dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would
help us be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on
us though overall
i dont know if she doesnt know (chances are, she does but be
playing dumb)

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things right

country, maybe the world will depend on us both. then there
is destiny, synchronicity, and other factors involved which
dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because your

mom to me is my in law and the rest of your family members
my in laws too and id love it if you made that a reality. it is
one thing to wrote this on paper but another thing is working
to make it happen.
if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose you. i

would not let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk
to you in person regardless of what anyone thinks.
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us two),

my feelings for you should not change unless you dont want
to give us chance or you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty
of time to get this written so anything bottled up would be on
paper.

promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes time
to know who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know
what is the deal with the lies. its probably none of my
business but i dont know if you had a bf before or currently
have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some

and if we are together, we would both have. clearly, you
would have more despite that i would do my part in the
relationship

i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you will just
suffer with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further
from the truth. it would be the complete opposite of what you
think.
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as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes,
yes it is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
happened to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much),
I will strive to do just that.
the words I would hate and never want to hear is "break up"
or "divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i

feel that i should come clean after doing the grave mistake of
not telling you years ago. You should do the same for me too
like I am being true to you. I may not have cared in the past,
but now I really want to make things right.
I may have been wrong about you and if we both really want
to make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am
wrong but no matter what happens, i would not mind being
at least friends. also, i dont know if you would think about
talking to me again. i dont know what i could have done
(even if you could not help being brainwashed by others who
didn't like me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you because of
whatever is going on. maybe someday we can both say the
following to each other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than

be with you. i wish we both were successful one day and we
can share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in
a bad way. youll hopefully remember me no matter where life
takes you
are things going to be the same when talking to others after

this? i hope people dont think im too weird, i am already
weird as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical
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todo tiene color by lidia avila (the other way around, from
LFMB)

awesome feeling until recently. I was really thrilled that my
heart has not given up on you completely (elaborate)
add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting old,
for some reason i think thats my situation with you. if we
wouldnt be together now, we would be ten to twenty years
from now. assuming we would both be taken by that time, I
am willing to make that commitment if that were to
happen. since i dont know when we would see each other
again for whatever reason, i just felt that i should point
that out so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help us

with whatever is going on in our lives
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if i were to tell other people about this, they would be like,
"aww, you two do make a cute couple"
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think

that we would have cleared a few things in person. That
way, I would not have to bottle my feelings and write
something this long
duele el corazon by enrique
if you think that i do not really like or would not love you
and that it is for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont
care where you live, whether you live in an apartment or a
house, Id still love you the same
the same can be said for you and everyone has standards.
Maybe I dont match to your standards and vice versa. That
shouldn't have to be the case because it should not make
me love you any less. You probably wont care or know what
I mean until a few years go by. At least I wont have to say I
never told her how I felt. I wish it would have been in
person, but maybe it's for the best in her view. If I am that
awful to her (despite how she mistreats me), then she wont
want to look at me, let alone talk to me.
Things could work out and we would be together for the

rest of our lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont
mean to blame just you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal
and you havent shown that to me.
To honest, if you were and probably still are clueless, you

wont know what you have until its gone. I hope it isnt me
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say
what i may not get to say since our schedules and other
reasons wont let us talk to each other
dont be deceived by the title, this is not to play with you or

trick you. i really feel this way about you and i hope you
dont hate me or think i am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont

judge just by the title you read or by the cover. that is only
one out of many lessons we will hopefully learn
if i dont look as sad, believe me when I say I am. I am just

humble and tend to be shy. i am not anti-social, just not as
sociable. I am becoming more sociable and maybe you are
too. We have been in the same elementary school for many
years and classmates for a few of those years. Then, I dont
know what happened for roughly EIGHT YEARS. Im sorry I
was such a jerk myself and not finding a way to keep in
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touch with you. I dont know why I realize this now and not
sure why I feel the way I do on other things here.
youll be shocked when you realize that you have been

wrong about me for so long and let others tell you who i
am, without getting to know me for yourself. You will also
learn the truth as to why things happened, at least on my
view. Maybe you will talk to me in the future when you
learn to treat others how they should be treated.

can anything between us be a farce if our moms or

anyone else has to interfere? i dont know
i dont know if you had a real boyfriend or if you had a
few boyfriends. if i tried talking to you, i dont know for
sure but have a good feeling that you are only trying to
make me jealous. i dont know why but i think whether it
is anyone talking bad things about me behind my back or
some other factor involved, you have shown me you cant
think for yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what
others think? i wont mention the people, but i think you
know who may have messed with your head, but i think
you know what im trying to say
it may never be enough for you trying to make it up to
me because you have lied so much
am i wrong for saying everything you are reading?
am i wrong song
i wouldnt wish we didnt have that encounter in new york

despite what happened, what is happening now, and
what will happen. at least some part of me tells me now
to hate you or anything
you wont be laughing when youre crying in a corner,

maybe then youll realize how much you hurt me
add to does not

or maybe i will end up alone because apparently I am not
good when it comes to even having love let alone
starting and maintaining a strong relationship with
someone.
i know for a fact that no other guy will love you as much
as I would have. I dont know if thats because I never had
a girlfriend (or a real one) or because I know you for a
long time. For all we know, it could be both things and
other good qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it

would be like a nightmare.
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I would want someone I can share my life with and help
me too.
I dont know if i could find someone even before I get

older and chances are I'll be alone for a long time
if you dont want to talk, i wont bother you again.
although I would think that you would appreciate what I

have written here, even if we did not get to talk to each
other. If you did NOT react in any way, you probably dont
realize it. That is no big deal since I did not see where
this would go either. If you so not care or react
negatively toward me or talk behind my back, you did
not change and are not worth the emotional distress.
i am not normally like this

mention health
i have better things to do
when i look at your mom, i am reminded of you and how i

am incomplete without my jlly. when i am in the
cafeteria, i keep thinking how terrible it feels not
speaking up when I was a freshman. maybe we could
have been a couple to this day. its like ten years ago and
it hurts like hell
just because it is your mom, that doesnt mean i am

giving her special treatment. if your father or any of your
loved ones were there, things would be in different ways,
but in the same concept
no te veo by casa de leones
how do i live by leann
I wonder if this is how you feel about me? I doubt I feel

this way because i wouldnt want you out of my life. I
never had a real relationship and I would not want to
mess that up. if i did, i may not have known that at the
time because you were treating me like i dont exist.
Kids Next Door

Operation: G.I.R.L.F.R.I.E.N.D." (Season 6, Episode 75)
add to what might have been EPISODE NAME PHINEAS
we shouldn't take advantage of each other nor view one's

kindness for weakness
add to keep a secret

if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of
course you had to do the same since it goes both ways)
I would also be trustworthy to you (and help you be more

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trustw
...
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Date Sent: Tuesday, February 13, 2018 6:12:55 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Tuesday, February 13, 2018 6:12:55 PM GMT-05:00
why didnt you tell me you felt this way? I was afraid, but i decided to speak up nonetheless so i
do not stay a loser. i dont consider you a loser or anything
(recall prom too)
mention koth


you have got to be serious. i would still love my kids regardless, but i would rather have us be
together raising the kids

i hope you are not like those people who would not take a relationship seriously and just want
someone for fun or to take care of them. i doubt your mom or anyone else in your family is like
that. as far as i know, my family isnt like that
add to why me
crazy for you by

(madonna elsewhere)
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qualities you have. i think it's lovely but dont worry, i should not take your outbursts personally.
at this point we should know how we are to each other.
add to encounter
i know this was not what was expected but i didnt mean to hurt you or cause you to get hurt by
anyone.

i know i was a wimp not to approach you but i just couldnt really forget the one girl who could be
legendary to me.
she was beautiful and smart and i just could not take my eye off of her for some reason. i wish
she had a heart as good as the first two things. we would probably be together to this day

someone came up to you, you would not have an issue but i dont know why im the one you dont
like (in the least as a friend)
If i were you, i would think for myself because I know i would someone would tell me that girl is
not worth it, just saying.
back then it was so hard to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i wish i would have acted and
not be shy. but it is never too late to change your mind, I sure did. i wouldve loved to tell you so
much in person though
i wish you can cry because i know that i have tried my best to be so kind to you over the years
and show it through this text
its not just words, but actions which explains why i have so many items in the bag. no one told
me to do this, I did it on my own
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i didnt know guys and girls can act like this. there are good and bad qualities of people, but in a
way if you want people can somehow get along
i dont know how you will react to this, but if i could i would write more and i wish i had the rest
of my life to show you i mean what i say
the girl is mine
i wish you would admit to the way you behaved like i did in confessing to you. I had to do this on
paper because i could not be with her in person.
it is an utter shame that i am not your bf, i think id be the best bf youll ever have (and hopefully
your last too).
i hope i didnt scare you and if i did, i didnt mean to. i had nowhere else to turn to talk about this
and you wouldnt talk to me
exaggerate either
i would have a mother in law, father in law, brorher in law, and a sister in law. all thats left is you
to make that a reality which is one i surely want to live in!
yo no fui
add to hospital
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add to if you could

i would not be surprised if you slap me or something if you saw me. i didnt do anything to you yet
i wouldnt necessarily hate you on the spot


if you would only give us a chance to be friends at least. then you would see what i mean. i am
willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i said before, i would
not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to your mom months ago. She had
no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so much to talk about and you acting weird
were the other things besides greetings. Of course you probably dont know this, but I have
been talking to her every time i had lunch in high school since freshman year. I havent seen
her until I became a substitute teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could have told her
this before. It is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on what I just said
and everywhere else here not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag there are items and
those are so symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you to have them. i have
a strong feeling you would cry or feel something in the least, unless i am absolutely nothing to
you. On the contrary, you mean everything to me and maybe I am exaggerating. But every time
I try to forget everything that happened, I still think about this and you. The ball is in your
court now. I dont know what else to do besides calling and texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably get used
to it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
The ten or so years not speaking up fills me with regret (which is strong) and if i hadnt written
this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I think it is us both. Her for
acting the way she did and me for being strange and not speaking up
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im trying to cone up
with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember me
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not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your mom's name yet
you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i see a couple in
the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking like them, the fact i
see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
i cant imagine you being really mean like those girls. or like that woman from The Moment of
Truth - Episode 5. watch it and youll see what i mean. that is the most infamous episode from
the show
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both had the
same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as hers. she knows
what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring me or trying
to pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is like an ex. I
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would not want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not know for sure
you may be right
defend her
another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for more than
five years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in fact, maybe it is
not necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i can help you improve
yourself and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me do the same and in the long
run you will know i appreciated you doing so
on the way back from work, in front of me i saw a girl that looks like you who had ripped jeans
(like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that looks like you with short
hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of the girl that looks like you
add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
no pc, but that doesnt mean i would love her or care for her any less. she probably would but i
wouldnt, ever
CRAP PORQUERIA
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i saw another girl wearing something similar, only pants and not shorts. It must be some trend
and i dont want to be the one who judges people

i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father and i would
be like my mother

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had her son
on her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we really have
to be patient with each other
youd probably wonder "where have you been all my life?" and ill be like, "you never thought
you'd be with me, did you?"
maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than friends. that
is if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what happened recently.
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with. you know
I would be the one for you
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what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that i would
love you forever.
friday night

all i do is win
all night
go your own way
would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back my feelings and
show you that i am real.
i dont know neither of us can live it down. Neither of us are bad people, just misunderstood.
Each others parents would tell the other that. I wouldnt mind reforming the two families and
maybe one day we can be together.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
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add to relevant
for the religious, how do you know it isnt god telling me to do this? no other person has done
something of this extent (or at least in recent time)

in the bag. and no, it is not what you think if you saw the soap opera. this isnt a trick, Im not
playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions), and i only want
to share my true feeling about you.
its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom who gave
you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything between us could not
die out. i think she considers me as not only a friend, but possibly part of the family and you
have no idea how thrilled i would be if that were the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i
was not joking at all. thats four in laws and for that to happen, you would have to feel the
same for me like i do for you.
when i told my parents, they were a bit shocked. my mom was uneasy and i explained to her
what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could not stand it
until i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her daughter like
your mom would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want her to be my in law.
book. I may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the script
or the items
add to wedding
the cemetery and a body decomposes like the sandwich. i would never throw out something
so important to me or us. think about it.

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*add to DISCLAIMER

trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we can't
do this in person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
because at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing off and decided to
keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I give your mom
this script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any longer
and should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life. you
know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against you and
still can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
youre going to really have to step it up so that we can be friends or anything more. i have
a feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know how to
show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still have
it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than that, phone
or email would work best for now
say somethin
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that i gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or anyone
i know who can reach me
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you look at
that
its like i combined years of a relationship into a few months. from dating to being a couple
i would ask myself, "hmm what would i get an adoring girlfriend, if she was my girlfriend?"
describe items
care
add to instagram

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for the future.
its like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
couple

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*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's loved ones as in
laws


to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel bad
for her.
in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no matter how

bad something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way you
did and just be suspicious
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big portion
of the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it right for how
you treated me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else (depending on the
circumstance, I may or may not be surprised). I know you can change and its possible
somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would
like to be your friend at least even if it means telling your mom at work that she wont be
my in law. It would be just devastating to think about that

i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your profile
pic on Instagram
mention more...
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lo que paso paso
can't help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is me
being all over the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between teeth),
which I find cute.
my immortal
add to vain
how am supposed to know if you really mean what you say or do? its like i cant trust you
anymore and its a shame
household or not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to bash
you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still
that one part that can somehow save the day.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like how
I feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it and
get to be as one family
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*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met you and
can express how I feel about you.
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that ties
in with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


you DO have the potential of being a spectacular girlfriend and maybe someday, wife. I
would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have
several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
magical, the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something. this is
unheard of and most likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine
and it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God
forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this
in any way. this is one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially
your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while
i am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont
mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before
that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up
next to each other, one can see by the body language who would be the violent one or
the abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one
can answer that and prove it too.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right now
to this day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did". Come
on, I know you and we were classmates too until the middle school.
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i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird
(you are too, trust me).
would be next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just like
you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
prosperity.
heres to us

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I like
you and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont
know what to believe in

add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i haven't been
feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down
and not bottling them in my head.

wrote:
combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing
up the past, you were like that and you havent changed
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i would not gaze eyes at another girl, but i dont know if i can say the same about you
add to other half

laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being
present like the encounter in NY
personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont mean
to throw you out into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade and
living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly
eight years and the last time was in the middle school
what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides
your family.
other
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to be

together now or never.
think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe its
more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a
conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this
to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to
this day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look
at me or maybe you dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a group.
maybe you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if
i did (not to play the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
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dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and not having you
around would be a nightmare
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of effort and
risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to
talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is
very nice to me and often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to
you, but I dont mind and would be willing to get used to that.
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i have
to deal with this now"
i would be wholeheartedly honored to have that reality of having our families as one.
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that expression, which in
return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of
it, it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
effort.

wrote:
i dont want to have to forget you because otherwise why do i try in the first place

shake it
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me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at the start of
the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester
began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone.
The way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but
dont worry, i would be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive
each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love
you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i
am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her.
I wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to
prevent myself from going insane I write down everything you see here. No one
would believe this and imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
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but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee that
they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and
your mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your
side. of course I would have loved to get to know the rest of your family though.
Im sure in some part of you would have wanted to meet my parents.
couple". the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like, "Aww,
that is so romantic!"
valentines day)
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone reads
this, they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday is
until your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way
we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard to prove on
paper. Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions
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wrote:
add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together in this
life.
party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
though).
jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know
how i feel
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this pain and
suffering was worth it
both sides now
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even possible. for
all i know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if you
feel that way (and I think you do)
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would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find out
that person cant or wont
just dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we
wouldve known each other that well.

instead of a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll
see how it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way

have are the items
you may not think i mean it. believe me, if you would only realize that you would
be flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and not
even realize it
add to another guy


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know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep
since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're
the one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago. They
were with a carriage and children.


remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the item
(list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I
wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom
was not angry when i told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he
was at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in
another room. the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
then i finally found the image. it just goes to show that you should not give up
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order or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to girls
and even vice versa.

business
i have decency and courtesy not to reveal your identity because you would be
embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to mention
any other names either like the homewreckers so dont you get any ideas. i
told your mom this when i gave her the script along with the other items in
the bag
its like i am crazy and so are you. we could be made for each other (maybe we
already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont
know if another guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he
could write anything of this magnitude just for liking someone and telling
them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
down.
were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking
if you made that mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as
much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown, natural let it
be
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her
hair like yours was years ago
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add to same way

look at me
settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers


god or something some form of synchronicity tells me this is going to happen
like writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this
too you can see the same visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont worry,
i wont love you any less
important

wish come true
aceso total show

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stand by you
i just hope she isnt aggressive or worse the next time she sees me because I
haven't done anything to her to deserve such treatment
add to goals
too many to count and it is even harder to keep track. if only people knew, it
would amaze them




i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not
want to be without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a game
to you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play with
anyone's feelings
would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you
and I would hope you dont cry too much when im gone


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scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were
like, "Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont
know what I could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your
heart, and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of what
i did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I
not only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night
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REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for
you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i
know i wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you
unconditionally despite how you treated me
in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would give you
more happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the
mom like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or you. It
could also be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream
come true. they said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!
heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball class

had your current hair, but a little longer.
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with
all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
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just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl with
her your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I
thought they were a couple because they were being sweet to each other
years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still hard
to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
watch out for and remove "biggest mistake of your life" i think it could be
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt
tke it out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on.
try not to care what others think, it will help a lot


time to run lyrics
leftwich song
help)
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying
that would be the case with me but it would not make the relationship
less genuine
care
if things work out

it would be so crazy but worth the effort because i am true to my feelings.
imagine going back in time and telling people Donald Trump will be
President. Now, if only both of us would tell our classmates in elementary
school when we first met and in the middle school. it would be like a
movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she
cant say i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
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ignoring me
real woman should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach
her how to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be
jerks to men
understand me

matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the
same now and you wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i
wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at least be real and that you
arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just something youre
imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id
love to go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was
worth the long wait and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent smiled
for years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you know who.
it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind working
things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we
can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or
two, i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our
smiles are so cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we look
for and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not
a piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat
you the way you should be treated. It may have to do with standards
and you should have better ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real
man and the one you would want that would never treat you like
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garbage. It would be unconditionally despite you mistreating me. If I
would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care about you because no one is
perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend, and
after that wife someday
add to desperate

I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so many things
I never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be
with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just leave me
or decide to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do
that to you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i
can help you change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will never forget
about you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i
go on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see
couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all.
I'm sure my parents will understand what was going on and what I have
been through. They would also accept you as well since I already get
along with your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in
which they would be my in laws.

wishin n hopin
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add to playing dumb

dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several times in

my route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating on me or
youre with someone else and glad im not there

know the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not,
oh well, i tried.

say john mayer
way
i would not need to renew our wedding bows because i take them very
seriously. Not sure you would, though
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i wish there couldn't be a catch to us even to see each other let alone
be together, but i doubt it.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy and
girl had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that looks
frizzy.
had the same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)



except some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to

what you see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope
that you dont get frustrated at me

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next time i see you
if things work out:

I am not good at tying my shoes and I pick up a utensil like a shovel. I

never really learned how to do these things.
A few more:
Last year was the first time ever I flew a kite and carved a pumpkin! I
still haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a
treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and
havent had the chance to do them besides enough money. Sorry that I
just wanted us to get to know each other better

i dont believe im stupid for writing all of this and pouring my heart
out for someone who wont even meet with me. there is a reason this
text has a big length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed
because I know I did my best. They always said if you like someone,
tell them and I just went over the top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based

off on a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that
from you instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of
us being too good or not good enough for each other. That wouldn't
look like true love. I would think it can develop but probably not
because I was wrong on love at first sight. As far as love is blind goes,
I see it as a girl who does not realize what is in front of her. If I was in
front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I
guess only you could change that because I feel like I have tried. I

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make things right, then I have to face that reality because things are
going to stay that way for good as long you want them to. I don't
know how he would react to this script. If he loves you, he wont be
upset or worse. As for you and me, maybe we're not meant to be
together. I hope I am wrong though, I really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as
if she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first


i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here.
I also dont know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you
that I can live up to all the good things I wrote about here.
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dont really know unless you help me out. You should let me help
you with help me and vice versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual
and takes effort requiring each other. It also takes compromise, as
well as other things.
hangout together for some time. If possible, we could then date and
see where it goes from there. I think we may need our families'
help if things do work out for us (I mentioned in the beginning that
we can have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation

of the text also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny
wants us together, we'll be together. If we stick by one another as a
team, there's nothing that can't be accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we end

up together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a great bf and
gf, I assume we both can figure it out while getting to know each
other.


I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me

and I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that just make
things easier for us. I know you have been nice to me so you
shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would be a
husband to you. If not, you are just a friend, which us sad in a way
because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if
you would help me out, or let me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel bad
about me being mentioned.
dont want to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to
either. This for some reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I
dont believe that is the case with me and maybe it is with you
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unfortunately.

done.

would like to tell you everything I have written down so it gives you
something to think about for the future. I know that plenty would
be done by then and we should make sure we do what we can.
have been wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over
someone you didnt even know or want to get to know them. Dont
worry, I would still comfort you besides wiping the tears off your
eyes (maybe you would or would not do the same for me) . I know
people can change or at least come around and maybe you can too!

each other since elementary school! It's just that now we would get
to know each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am
trying not to freak out, so now people cant tell me I have to act
normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the hell out
of it including everything else).
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so

the least you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i
want to not talk to you
in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i am with
you.

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is treating
you right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone
else, but still be calm. i dont know if i lost you because of
something i did. i am sorry if i did make you suffer, but i was the
one who was hurt these past few months. i could not...
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hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we are really

far from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt
want to you to think i am a stalker or something. maybe then you
know that i am the one for you. just know and think who would
really be your soulmate or other half when you read this and get
to know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of me.

if only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting
me take the hits.

Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think
of me so they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what
if we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if
i am not open or decide not to write this whole thing.
would love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family
too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to write

all this.


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look
like I dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and
that I mean well.

because I was never in an actual relationship or went out with a
girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a
fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want to

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pursue a relationship with you and that things should develop
between us over time. I am very patient, so that is no problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you
will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head

or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites
or we are not compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that
were the case, that doesnt mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand
each other and have common ground.

known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because
for some reason we are always apart. First it was eight years,
and now probably longer. Sadly, those are years neither of us will
ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back, we just

haven't had the chance to get to know each other more.

*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things
out, etc
elaborate every nook and cranny of what you have in front of you

dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would
help us be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on
us though overall
playing dumb)
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first impressions are important, but i wish i could make things
right

country, maybe the world will depend on us both. then there is
destiny, synchronicity, and other factors involved which dont
even understa

mom to me is my in law and the rest of your family members
my in laws too and id love it if you made that a reality. it is one
thing to wrote this on paper but another thing is working to
make it happen.

would not let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to
you in person regardless of what anyone thinks.
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us two), my

feelings for you should not change unless you dont want to give
us chance or you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of
time to get this written so anything bottled up would be on
paper.

promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes time
to know who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know
what is the deal with the lies. its probably none of my business
but i dont know if you had a bf before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and
if we are together, we would both have. clearly, you would have
more despite that i would do my part in the relationship

suffer with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from
the truth. it would be the complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes,

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yes it is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
happened to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I
will strive to do just that.
the words I would hate and never want to hear is "break up" or
"divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i feel

that i should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not
telling you years ago. You should do the same for me too like I
am being true to you. I may not have cared in the past, but now
I really want to make things right.
I may have been wrong about you and if we both really want to
make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong
but no matter what happens, i would not mind being at least
friends. also, i dont know if you would think about talking to
me again. i dont know what i could have done (even if you
could not help being brainwashed by others who didn't like me)
to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than

be with you. i wish we both were successful one day and we
can share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a
bad way. youll hopefully remember me no matter where life
takes you
are things going to be the same when talking to others after

this? i hope people dont think im too weird, i am already weird
as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical

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LFMB)

of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful
girl to me
add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting old, for
some reason i think thats my situation with you. if we
wouldnt be together now, we would be ten to twenty years
from now. assuming we would both be taken by that time, I
am willing to make that commitment if that were to happen.
since i dont know when we would see each other again for
whatever reason, i just felt that i should point that out so I
dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help us with

whatever is going on in our lives

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im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think that

we would have cleared a few things in person. That way, I
would not have to bottle my feelings and write something
this long
if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and
that it is for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care
where you live, whether you live in an apartment or a house,
Id still love you the same
shouldn't have to be the case because it should not make me
love you any less. You probably wont care or know what I
mean until a few years go by. At least I wont have to say I
never told her how I felt. I wish it would have been in person,
but maybe it's for the best in her view. If I am that awful to
her (despite how she mistreats me), then she wont want to
look at me, let alone talk to me.
Things could work out and we would be together for the rest
of our lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean
to blame just you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you
havent shown that to me.
To honest, if you were and probably still are clueless, you

wont know what you have until its gone. I hope it isnt me
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what
i may not get to say since our schedules and other reasons
wont let us talk to each other

trick you. i really feel this way about you and i hope you dont
hate me or think i am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont

judge just by the title you read or by the cover. that is only
one out of many lessons we will hopefully learn

sociable. I am becoming more sociable and maybe you are
too. We have been in the same elementary school for many
years and classmates for a few of those years. Then, I dont
know what happened for roughly EIGHT YEARS. Im sorry I
was such a jerk myself and not finding a way to keep in touch
with you. I dont know why I realize this now and not sure
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why I feel the way I do on other things here.
youll be shocked when you realize that you have been wrong
about me for so long and let others tell you who i am, without
getting to know me for yourself. You will also learn the truth
as to why things happened, at least on my view. Maybe you
will talk to me in the future when you learn to treat others
how they should be treated.

can anything between us be a farce if our moms or anyone

else has to interfere? i dont know
i dont know if you had a real boyfriend or if you had a few
boyfriends. if i tried talking to you, i dont know for sure but
have a good feeling that you are only trying to make me
jealous. i dont know why but i think whether it is anyone
talking bad things about me behind my back or some other
factor involved, you have shown me you cant think for
yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what others
think? i wont mention the people, but i think you know who
may have messed with your head, but i think you know
it may never be enough for you trying to make it up to me
because you have lied so much
am i wrong song

despite what happened, what is happening now, and what
will happen. at least some part of me tells me now to hate
you or anything
you wont be laughing when youre crying in a corner,

maybe then youll realize how much you hurt me
add to does not

good when it comes to even having love let alone starting
and maintaining a strong relationship with someone.
i know for a fact that no other guy will love you as much as
I would have. I dont know if thats because I never had a
girlfriend (or a real one) or because I know you for a long
time. For all we know, it could be both things and other
good qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it

would be like a nightmare.
I would want someone I can share my life with and help me

too.
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I dont know if i could find someone even before I get older
and chances are I'll be alone for a long time
although I would think that you would appreciate what I

have written here, even if we did not get to talk to each
other. If you did NOT react in any way, you probably dont
realize it. That is no big deal since I did not see where this
would go either. If you so not care or react negatively
toward me or talk behind my back, you did not change and
are not worth the emotional distress.

mention health
when i look at your mom, i am reminded of you and how i

am incomplete without my jlly. when i am in the cafeteria, i
keep thinking how terrible it feels not speaking up when I
was a freshman. maybe we could have been a couple to
this day. its like ten years ago and it hurts like hell
just because it is your mom, that doesnt mean i am giving

her special treatment. if your father or any of your loved
ones were there, things would be in different ways, but in
the same concept
I wonder if this is how you feel about me? I doubt I feel this
way because i wouldnt want you out of my life. I never had
a real relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if
i did, i may not have known that at the time because you
were treating me like i dont exist.
Kids Next Door



if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of
course you had to do the same since it goes both ways)

trustworthy too)
this may sound shocking, but I never went out on a date.

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you probably did (I regret not having the courage to talk to
you). fortunately i am telling you here despite you treating
me unfairly.
years i will never get back
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to
blame. dont go by its not you, its me because chances are
its me, you want to spare feelings.
know which is scenarios and just statements
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I

laugh like you do. dunno y
DISCLAIMER:
add to publicity stunt. I dont intend for it to be that way
either.
if only i could, we would have the time of our lives. we

would always remember the good times!
ive had the time of my life
i dont think youll forget me just like ill never forget you
a person can only take so much, guy or girl
i mean every word i say in this writing
i may not get to say this to you someday

i feel as if i got dumped, etc
the nicest people suffer quote
when i saw the baseball player propose to his gf after the

world series win, i thought of you
that is all i have to say
what are you on? careful how you say this
just as bad as they are
i almost forget what i am thinking because its too much
i know id be so good to you, too bad you wouldnt do the
same
if i look like i dont want to be with you, i do
this could be one of the most romantic writings you will
ever read and maybe it will be something you can truly
cherish forever
youre not dreaming, this is real
just another day by jon secada
i dont mean to be cryptic, but i just have so much to say it's

unbelievable.
imagine telling our kids their father wrote something
memorable to mom!
ending up together may be the best decision ever made
if you ever feel down, think of me and ill do the same
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(how to get this all done quickly)
continue the outline, remove all beginnings from every

memo, cross something off, order reasonably, copy/paste,
and finally translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never

happen to us if we're together.
colonel homer
the last temptation of homer
the homer of seville
homer scissorhands
add to infinite loops:

Be brave enough to talk to you but still want us together
many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere

along the line I should be understood
y yo sigo aqui by paulina rubio (the other way around)
si tu te vas by tierra cali
It sounds funny, but I know that by making you laugh you

will remember me
would you ever by skrillex & poo bear
Obviously you're the opposite of ugly. I cant even stop

looking at your beautiful face.
I dont know if we look like the characters though!
LFMB
la fea mas bella song
add to train songs

play that song by train
love you like a love song by selena
who says by selena
the song i would not want to use to describe you
apologize by onerepublic
here is a better one:
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feel again by onerepublic
you probably like this kind of music
dile que tu me quieres by ozuna
add if things dont work

ya me entere by reik
is this what you think of me? thats sad

according to you by orianthi (the other way around)
i melt with you by modern english
a whiter shade of pale by procul harum
we belong together by mariah carey (the other way

around)
hero by mariah carey
always be my baby by mariah carey
Please dont be grumpy or be like "I cant believe this guy,

why cant he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not
to mention that this took me months to write. Included
was the crying and uncertainty too. Again, I would not
treat you this way. If given the chance, you would
probably hit me and yet I would love you no matter what.
i think some part of our families, like our moms want us

together, especially your mom. If only you felt the same
way and it has to be genuine, not being disgruntled,
pressured, or anything that would make our relationship
any less than true.
add to deserve:
maybe I am the one that deserves better and i thought
you were the girl for me. i would think that there are
other girls but none would compare to you.
I would say things like, "Theres just only one girl on my

mind. My heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It
just does"
i wouldnt be surprised if you are asked, "why are you

treating him like this?" I dont know, you tell me
*fix that friendzone
besides other things i would say, i might as well say

them now.
I wish i didnt have to go
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if in the future will I regret saying this
Why would I regret it if I would love you
"get away from me", even thinking about it.
Again, still have no clue as to why I upset you.
At this point, I should probably give up altogether

because unless things turn out different and you actually
DO change, then theres no point in continuing to talk
about this or to you.
I wouldn't give up on love, even if it's not with you. It

could have been something special pursuing a
relationship but it cant work if only one person wants to
be with someone but the other person does not.
I hope that no one breaks your heart like you did to me.
What goes around comes around, remember that. I
would not want anything bad to happen to you because I
care
What goes around... comes around by justin timberlake
I wouldn't want to say i told you so either. Think, if I was

lying, how can I do all you see here including the other
items I gave to your mom in a bag? That's love, in case
you dont know that. It may have been over the top, but
at least I got it out there and its better than nothing. I
dont know and maybe Ill never know if you would have
expressed how you feel about me the same way. That
would be great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they

call the staff)
easy on the *hate, only use it once or twice
*COMMON
YSBLF ArmandO, TinajerO; BettY, AngelY

LFMB FernandO, TinajerO; LetY, AngelY
I wish it was an r for first name, still nice though!

We sort of look like the characters too, especially me.
You look like your mom and so does your character in
both shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles
1000 miles (the other way around)
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On Jan 23, 2018 10:55 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <
...
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Date Sent: Sunday, February 11, 2018 9:18:50 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Sunday, February 11, 2018 9:18:50 PM GMT-05:00
when i saw her last August, it was the first time i smiled in years. If I had depression, she would
be the cure in a way. It would be like I cant be sad when I see her
if you would only give us a chance to be friends at least. then you would see what i mean. i am
willing to give you that chance despite how you treated me recently. like i said before, i would
not rule out being more than your friend. I actually said that to your mom months ago. She had
no idea until now how I feel about you. Theres just so much to talk about and you acting weird
were the other things besides greetings. Of course you probably dont know this, but I have been
talking to her every time i had lunch in high school since freshman year. I havent seen her until I
became a substitute teacher. She still remembers and I wish I could have told her this before. It
is my fault and im sorry for that too. I hope you can reflect on what I just said and everywhere
else here not to mention the items in the bag. In that bag there are items and those are so
symbolic you have no idea how much it means to me for you to have them. i have a strong feeling
you would cry or feel something in the least, unless i am absolutely nothing to you. On the
contrary, you mean everything to me and maybe I am exaggerating. But every time I try to forget
everything that happened, I still think about this and you. The ball is in your court now. I dont
know what else to do besides calling and texting you or talking to your mom.
regardless of the outcome, it is has to be something to get used to and i will probably get used to
it. I hope we dont lose each other forever or at all (if possible).
The ten or so years not speaking up fills me with regret (which is strong) and if i hadnt written
this, it would beyond that. No one could tell who was to blame and I think it is us both. Her for
acting the way she did and me for being strange and not speaking up
theres not much more i can do except being patient ans hope for the best. im trying to cone up
with the most sweetest things i can say so that you would at least remember me
not sure if you and your mom are opposites or something. your sister has your mom's name yet
you look more like your mom
veridico
add to visions
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i was watching viva los ninos on a sunday afternoon before going to work then i see a couple in
the train. i was thinking of you and me together and despite us not looking like them, the fact i
see this vision is a joy to behold.

angel and simoneta
i cant imagine you being really mean like those girls. or like that woman from The Moment of
Truth - Episode 5. watch it and youll see what i mean. that is the most infamous episode from the
show
im not psychic or anything and im not trying to control you either. it is you that feel that i would
not be worth sharing my life with
no place like home
add to my visions
on my route, i saw from the back that she had your hairstyle and with a guy. They both had the
same height differences
photograph by ed
day after day

i dont want to have to quote the texts because i respect my privacy as well as hers. she knows
what she did and ill be more than happy to explain myself.
i am trying to help her because i care so much about her despite of her ignoring me or trying to
pretend i dont exist or not letting me show her i care. i dont know if this is like an ex. I would not
want to ever be her ex. maybe this is all a farce but i would not know for sure
you may be right
defend her
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another couple
add to visions
*after recent part*
i saw someone who looks like someone who is in a relationship with someone for more than five
years. dont worry, that did not stop me from thinking about you though. in fact, maybe it is not
necessarily a sign that i should look for someone else, but that i can help you improve yourself
and be the best you can be. if possible, you can help me do the same and in the long run you will
know i appreciated you doing so
on the way back from work, in front of me i saw a girl that looks like you who had ripped jeans
(like you did) but had pants underneath. to my right another girl that looks like you with short
hair. on my left i saw the same BMCC sign (in the items) of the girl that looks like you
add to cheat on her


looks
the height


*DISCLAIMER
no pc, but that doesnt mean i would love her or care for her any less. she probably would but i
wouldnt, ever
CRAP PORQUERIA

i saw another girl wearing something similar, only pants and not shorts. It must be some trend
and i dont want to be the one who judges people
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i dont know if it is the other way around on parents. you would be like my father and i would be
like my mother

i saw a bunch of parents with their kids and one couple in particular the mother had her son on
her lap. i was thinking that would be us.

people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we really have
to be patient with each other
maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than friends. that is
if we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what happened recently.
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with. you know I
would be the one for you
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was for a sibling
but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not see you more
than just a friend
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what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that i would love
you forever.
friday night

all i do is win
all night
go your own way
would have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back my feelings and
show you that i am real.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant

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playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions), and i only want
to share my true feeling about you.
its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom who gave
you this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything between us could not die
out. i think she considers me as not only a friend, but possibly part of the family and you have
no idea how thrilled i would be if that were the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not
joking at all. thats four in laws and for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for me
like i do for you.
what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could not stand it until
i calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her daughter like your mom
would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you like a book. I
may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the script or the
items
add to wedding
the cemetery and a body decomposes like the sandwich. i would never throw out something so
important to me or us. think about it.

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know or care about
this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER
I can only hope you wont think of me as a creep, pervert, or worse (even though you prpbably
do unfortunately).
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I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or at least trying
to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we can't do this in
person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I give your mom this
script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any longer and
should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
coming from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life. you
know, after all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against you and still
can possibly love you unconditionally
add to disgusting
youre going to really have to step it up so that we can be friends or anything more. i have a
feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know how to show
it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still have
it. I think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than that, phone
or email would work best for now
say somethin
dont worry, if not you then your mom can reach me. I care so much about you and this, that i
gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or anyone i know
who can reach me
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come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


the beanie baby or bug can be considered like a child if you want, its all how you look at that
describe items
care
add to instagram

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for the future. its
like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions
in my way to class, i saw a man and a woman with their son. at the next block, an old couple

*add to park80
laws

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to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel bad
for her.
she didnt tell me you were with someone if you were or are, i dont know. its like something
weird is going on with you and i dont know what.
in my opinion, i dont go by ignorance is bliss, so i would want to know no matter how bad
something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way you did
and just be suspicious
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big portion of
the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it right for how you
treated me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else (depending on the
circumstance, I may or may not be surprised). I know you can change and its possible
somewhere along the line I can forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would
like to be your friend at least even if it means telling your mom at work that she wont be
my in law. It would be just devastating to think about that

i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your profile
pic on Instagram
mention more...
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because you can't
help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is me being
all over the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between teeth), which I
find cute.
my immortal
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add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or is wrong
with me in a way.
household or not
and to think we are capable of knowing each other better, but we choose not to regardless
of what reason (whether it is ourselves, society, or other factors)
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to bash
you, but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still that
one part that can somehow save the day.
trying to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we can't
do this in person.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like how I
feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it and
get to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met you and
can express how I feel about you.
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that ties in
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with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have
several episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine and
it is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God
forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in
any way. this is one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your
mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while i
am not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont mean
to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before
that you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up next
to each other, one can see by the body language who would be the violent one or the
abuser. after all, there is unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can
answer that and prove it too.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right now to
this day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did". Come on, I
know you and we were classmates too until the middle school.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird (you
are too, trust me).
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and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if it is from
a certain someone about another certain someone. you would not know what would be
next because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just like you and
anyone else reading this.
budapest song
prosperity.
heres to us

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I like you
and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont know
what to believe in

add to exaggerate
feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down
and not bottling them in my head.

combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up
the past, you were like that and you havent changed
add to other half

laugh or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being
present like the encounter in NY
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personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont mean
to throw you out into the cold)
living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly
eight years and the last time was in the middle school
what you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides
your family.
other

more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a
conclusion and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this
to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this
day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me
or maybe you dont want to even think of me.

other or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i
did (not to play the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only you changed
that, then we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
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if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of effort and
risk of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to
talk to you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is
very nice to me and often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to
you, but I dont mind and would be willing to get used to that.
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i have to
deal with this now"
return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it,
it made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
effort.

wrote:

shake it
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
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(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at the start of
the semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester
began to take a picture of it
proprietorships


i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The
way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont
worry, i would be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love
you and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i
am a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I
wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to
prevent myself from going insane I write down everything you see here. No one
would believe this and imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee that
they would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your
mom too for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of
course I would have loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in
some part of you would have wanted to meet my parents.
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i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a good couple".
the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like, "Aww, that is so
romantic!"
all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs for valentines
day)
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone reads this,
they'd probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday is
until your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way we
both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions

wrote:
add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together in this
life.
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party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
though).
jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know how
i feel
both sides now
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even possible. for all i
know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if you feel
that way (and I think you do)
our parents shouldnt pressure us into being together. i dont know how that would
work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find out that
person cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time (years). i just
dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we
wouldve known each other that well.
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instead of a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll
see how it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you would have
are the items
you may not think i mean it. believe me, if you would only realize that you would
be flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and not even
realize it
add to another guy


unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i wouldnt want
anyone to tale advantage of you.
know people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep
since I am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're
the one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch

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add to visions


remove
everything id do

wrote:
*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the item
(list) that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I
wanted to find that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was
not angry when i told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he was
at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another
room. the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the restraining order
or sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to girls and
even vice versa.

somehow promise me it would be just us two, no catch, tricks, or funny business
embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to mention any
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other names either like the homewreckers so dont you get any ideas. i told your
mom this when i gave her the script along with the other items in the bag
already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont
know if another guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he
could write anything of this magnitude just for liking someone and telling them
how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
the more each day passes, the more strange things get when writing this down.
were pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if
you made that mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as
much as me.
another girl but this time with a tan and your hair color brown, natural let it be
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her hair
like yours was years ago

add to same way

look at me
settle down
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your family



bouquet of flowers


god or something some form of synchronicity tells me this is going to happen
like writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too
you can see the same visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont worry, i
wont love you any less
important

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make that wish
come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose, then i saw
the ring. on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show


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stand by you
add to goals
would amaze them




i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not want
to be without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a game to
you. for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play with anyone's
feelings
would try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and
I would hope you dont cry too much when im gone


scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
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just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were like,
"Wow, you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
happy to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know
what I could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart,
and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of what i
did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I
not only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for
you that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i
wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally
despite how you treated me
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in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would give you
more happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom
like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
could also be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream come
true. they said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!
heights. They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball class

then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and the girl had
your current hair, but a little longer.
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with
all the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl with her
your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I thought
they were a couple because they were being sweet to each other
years before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still hard to
pay attention.
things changed
then and now
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its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke
it out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on.
try not to care what others think, it will help a lot
and because i would love you unconditionally, id help you change (fireproof
mans father)

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
goodbye my lover (instagram profile pic of with booty shorts does not help)
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying that
would be the case with me but it would not make the relationship less
genuine
what if i didnt write what you see here? then it would look like i didnt care
if things work out

school when we first met and in the middle school. it would be like a movie
and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant
say i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
ignoring me
find a way to enlighten her so she realizes that she is not acting like a real
woman should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her
how to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to
men
ill admit it is not easy but you dont let me. i would let you try to understand
me

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i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe
it was too late. There has to be a reason for this
matter what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same
now and you wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt
necessarily say why bother, but at least be real and that you arent just
dreaming. this is real life and not just something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love
to go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth
the long wait and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent smiled
for years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you know who.
things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we
can both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or two,
i dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our smiles
are so cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we look for
and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not a
piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat you
the way you should be treated. It may have to do with standards and you
should have better ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real man and
the one you would want that would never treat you like garbage. It would
be unconditionally despite you mistreating me. If I would do that, it
wouldnt mean I dont care about you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend, and after
that wife someday
add to desperate

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I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so many things I
never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be
with you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just leave me or
decide to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do that
to you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i can help
you change
about you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i
go on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see
couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all.
I'm sure my parents will understand what was going on and what I have
been through. They would also accept you as well since I already get
along with your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which
they would be my in laws.

wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb

if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this shouldnt affect
you because I am like nothing or worse to you anyway
dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several times in

my route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating on me or youre
with someone else and glad im not there

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know the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not, oh
well, i tried.

say john mayer
i dont like saying whatever but wouldnt be surprised if you feel that way
the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to you),
but in case i dont talk to you again
i wish there couldn't be a catch to us even to see each other let alone be
together, but i doubt it.
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just quiet.
i dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy and girl
had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that looks frizzy.
had the same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)
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im not trying to drag you into my problems, although i would not mind
helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then youre
hopeless (prove me wrong).

to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian culture, except
some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to

what you see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope
that you dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:


A few more:
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Last year was the first time ever I flew a kite and carved a pumpkin! I
still haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a
treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and havent
had the chance to do them besides enough money. Sorry that I just
wanted us to get to know each other better

i dont believe im stupid for writing all of this and pouring my heart out
for someone who wont even meet with me. there is a reason this text
has a big length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed because I
know I did my best. They always said if you like someone, tell them and
I just went over the top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based off
on a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that from
you instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of us
being too good or not good enough for each other. That wouldn't look
like true love. I would think it can develop but probably not because I
was wrong on love at first sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see it as a
girl who does not realize what is in front of her. If I was in front of you,
I wish I could cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I guess only you
could change that because I feel like I have tried. I know I would have
loved you forever and ever.
make things right, then I have to face that reality because things are
going to stay that way for good as long you want them to. I don't know
how he would react to this script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or
worse. As for you and me, maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope
I am wrong though, I really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

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deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as if
she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first


Personally, she should be my mother-in-law and i dont mind shouting
out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here. I
also dont know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you
that I can live up to all the good things I wrote about here.
dont really know unless you help me out. You should let me help you
with help me and vice versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and
takes effort requiring each other. It also takes compromise, as well as
other things.
hangout together for some time. If possible, we could then date and
see where it goes from there. I think we may need our families' help
if things do work out for us (I mentioned in the beginning that we can
have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation of

the text also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny wants
us together, we'll be together. If we stick by one another as a team,
there's nothing that can't be accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we end up

together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a great bf and gf, I
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assume we both can figure it out while getting to know each other.


I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me and
I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that just make things
easier for us. I know you have been nice to me so you shouldnt be
rude if I talked to you.
because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if
you would help me out, or let me drown, or sink.
dont want to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to
either. This for some reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I
dont believe that is the case with me and maybe it is with you
unfortunately.

done.

would like to tell you everything I have written down so it gives you
something to think about for the future. I know that plenty would be
done by then and we should make sure we do what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize you have
been wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over someone
you didnt even know or want to get to know them. Dont worry, I
would still comfort you besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe
you would or would not do the same for me) . I know people can
change or at least come around and maybe you can too!
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we know each

other since elementary school! It's just that now we would get to
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know each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am trying not
to freak out, so now people cant tell me I have to act normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the hell out of
it including everything else).
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so

the least you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i
want to not talk to you
in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i am with
you.

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is treating you
right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone else,
but still be calm. i dont know if i lost you because of something i
did. i am sorry if i did make you suffer, but i was the one who was
hurt these past few months. i could not...
hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we are really far

from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt want
to you to think i am a stalker or something. maybe then you know
that i am the one for you. just know and think who would really be
your soulmate or other half when you read this and get to know me
better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of me. if

only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting me
take the hits.

Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think of
me so they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what if
we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if i am
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not open or decide not to write this whole thing.
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I would
love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to write all

this.


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look
like I dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and that I
mean well.

because I was never in an actual relationship or went out with a
girl to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a fad.


Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you
will ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head

or what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites or
we are not compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that were
the case, that doesnt mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each
other and have common ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to try to make
the effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of character or
something else im not aware of, besides listing possible factors that
influence your behavior.

known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because
for some reason we are always apart. First it was eight years, and
now probably longer. Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever
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get back.


*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things
out, etc

dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would help
us be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on us
though overall
playing dumb)
first impressions are important, but i wish i could make things

right
whether this would be the best or worse love story in the country,
maybe the world will depend on us both. then there is destiny,
synchronicity, and other factors involved which dont even
understa

mom to me is my in law and the rest of your family members my
in laws too and id love it if you made that a reality. it is one thing
to wrote this on paper but another thing is working to make it
happen.

would not let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to
you in person regardless of what anyone thinks.

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feelings for you should not change unless you dont want to give
us chance or you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of
time to get this written so anything bottled up would be on paper.

promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes time to
know who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know what
is the deal with the lies. its probably none of my business but i
dont know if you had a bf before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and if
we are together, we would both have. clearly, you would have
more despite that i would do my part in the relationship

suffer with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from
the truth. it would be the complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes, yes
it is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
happened to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I
will strive to do just that.
"divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i feel

that i should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not
telling you years ago. You should do the same for me too like I am
being true to you. I may not have cared in the past, but now I
really want to make things right.
make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong but
no matter what happens, i would not mind being at least friends.
also, i dont know if you would think about talking to me again. i
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dont know what i could have done (even if you could not help
being brainwashed by others who didn't like me) to deserve such
treatment.
chayanne songs
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than be

with you. i wish we both were successful one day and we can
share that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a
bad way. youll hopefully remember me no matter where life takes
you
are things going to be the same when talking to others after this?
i hope people dont think im too weird, i am already weird as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical

LFMB)

of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful
girl to me
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add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting old, for
some reason i think thats my situation with you. if we wouldnt
be together now, we would be ten to twenty years from now.
assuming we would both be taken by that time, I am willing to
make that commitment if that were to happen. since i dont
know when we would see each other again for whatever
reason, i just felt that i should point that out so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs


im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think that

we would have cleared a few things in person. That way, I
would not have to bottle my feelings and write something this
long
if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and
that it is for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care
where you live, whether you live in an apartment or a house, Id
still love you the same
shouldn't have to be the case because it should not make me
love you any less. You probably wont care or know what I mean
until a few years go by. At least I wont have to say I never told
her how I felt. I wish it would have been in person, but maybe
it's for the best in her view. If I am that awful to her (despite
how she mistreats me), then she wont want to look at me, let
alone talk to me.
Things could work out and we would be together for the rest of
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our lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean to
blame just you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you
To honest, if you were and probably still are clueless, you wont
know what you have until its gone. I hope it isnt me
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what i
may not get to say since our schedules and other reasons wont
let us talk to each other

trick you. i really feel this way about you and i hope you dont
hate me or think i am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont judge
just by the title you read or by the cover. that is only one out of
many lessons we will hopefully learn

sociable. I am becoming more sociable and maybe you are too.
We have been in the same elementary school for many years
and classmates for a few of those years. Then, I dont know
what happened for roughly EIGHT YEARS. Im sorry I was such
a jerk myself and not finding a way to keep in touch with you. I
dont know why I realize this now and not sure why I feel the
way I do on other things here.
getting to know me for yourself. You will also learn the truth as
to why things happened, at least on my view. Maybe you will
talk to me in the future when you learn to treat others how
they should be treated.


yourself
may have messed with your head, but i think you know what
im trying to say
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am i wrong song

you or anything
you wont be laughing when youre crying in a corner, maybe

then youll realize how much you hurt me
add to does not

good when it comes to even having love let alone starting
and maintaining a strong relationship with someone.
i know for a fact that no other guy will love you as much as I
would have. I dont know if thats because I never had a
girlfriend (or a real one) or because I know you for a long
time. For all we know, it could be both things and other good
qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it would

be like a nightmare.

too.
I dont know if i could find someone even before I get older

and chances are I'll be alone for a long time
although I would think that you would appreciate what I have

written here, even if we did not get to talk to each other. If
you did NOT react in any way, you probably dont realize it.
That is no big deal since I did not see where this would go
either. If you so not care or react negatively toward me or
talk behind my back, you did not change and are not worth
the emotional distress.

mention health
when i look at your mom, i am reminded of you and how i am

incomplete without my jlly. when i am in the cafeteria, i keep
thinking how terrible it feels not speaking up when I was a
freshman. maybe we could have been a couple to this day. its
like ten years ago and it hurts like hell
just because it is your mom, that doesnt mean i am giving

her special treatment. if your father or any of your loved
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ones were there, things would be in different ways, but in the
same concept
way because i wouldnt want you out of my life. I never had a
real relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if i
did, i may not have known that at the time because you were
treating me like i dont exist.
Kids Next Door



if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of course
you had to do the same since it goes both ways)

trustworthy too)
this may sound shocking, but I never went out on a date. you
probably did (I regret not having the courage to talk to you).
fortunately i am telling you here despite you treating me
unfairly.
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to blame.
dont go by its not you, its me because chances are its me,
you want to spare feelings.
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I

laugh like you do. dunno y
DISCLAIMER:
add to publicity stunt. I dont intend for it to be that way
either.
if only i could, we would have the time of our lives. we would

always remember the good times!
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when i saw the baseball player propose to his gf after the

world series win, i thought of you
i know id be so good to you, too bad you wouldnt do the same
this could be one of the most romantic writings you will ever
read and maybe it will be something you can truly cherish
forever

unbelievable.
memorable to mom!
continue the outline, remove all beginnings from every

memo, cross something off, order reasonably, copy/paste,
and finally translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never happen

to us if we're together.
colonel homer
homer scissorhands

many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere

along the line I should be understood
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It sounds funny, but I know that by making you laugh you

will remember me

LFMB
add to train songs

who says by selena


we belong together by mariah carey (the other way

around)
Please dont be grumpy or be like "I cant believe this guy,

why cant he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not to
mention that this took me months to write. Included was
the crying and uncertainty too. Again, I would not treat you
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this way. If given the chance, you would probably hit me
and yet I would love you no matter what.

together, especially your mom. If only you felt the same
way and it has to be genuine, not being disgruntled,
pressured, or anything that would make our relationship
any less than true.
add to deserve:
maybe I am the one that deserves better and i thought you
were the girl for me. i would think that there are other
girls but none would compare to you.

mind. My heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It just
does"

besides other things i would say, i might as well say them

now.
At this point, I should probably give up altogether because

unless things turn out different and you actually DO
change, then theres no point in continuing to talk about
this or to you.
I wouldn't give up on love, even if it's not with you. It could

have been something special pursuing a relationship but it
cant work if only one person wants to be with someone but
the other person does not.
I hope that no one breaks your heart like you did to me.
What goes around comes around, remember that. I would
not want anything bad to happen to you because I care

lying, how can I do all you see here including the other
items I gave to your mom in a bag? That's love, in case you
dont know that. It may have been over the top, but at least
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I got it out there and its better than nothing. I dont know
and maybe Ill never know if you would have expressed how
you feel about me the same way. That would be great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they

call the staff)
*COMMON


We sort of look like the characters too, especially me. You
look like your mom and so does your character in both
shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles

i am not looking for you to be as a last resort if thats

what youre thinking
(what she could possibly thinking!)
if this is a lot, it could be because i have a lot to say and

sometimes too much
i tend to feel like im not like everybody else
dont matter by akon
maybe if we had a bad day or so, we could think of each

other
bad day by daniel powter
other than that and what i can only speculate since you
are treating me the way you are
weve got tonight by bob
maybe someone acts in a certain way because that

person needs a great soulmate who will love and put up
with him or her.
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how would i know you are being for real as i am with you
do you really want me to put this song here?
tu no eres para mi by fanny lu (the other way around,

you are the one who hurt me)
this song is more preferred, dont you think? I think so

too.
no te pido flores by fanny lu (the other way around)
i hope that whether the songs are good or bad, you still
end up getting the message
i wish you had more of a sense of humor and not get

offended easily, it is another downside of our society.
hypothetocally speaking, if it doesnt look like i would

want to be with you in the future, I do but i cant wait for
you. it would suck to see your family, especially your
mom unhappy forever because i am not with you. i wish
it didnt have to be that way
i just dont know how amazing you would have to be

already or become so that i can be like, "wow, she really
can be my girlfriend or wife".
to tell you the truth, you probably dont deserve someone

like me and settle for less if youre just going to live like
this. i dont mean to make you mad by saying this, but
you never do anything to prove me wrong
true by spandau
as far as i know, no other guy has ever been this honest

to you. I dont know how any other guy would compare
and you never got to know me until now (only not in
person).
how do you talk to an angel
at least no one can say this is entirely my fault
take on me by aha
they say it's never too late for love
i hope the future does not turn out bad for either of us or
not like what we thought
i wish your family were my in laws but only you can

make that happen someday.
we both may be the ones really made for each other. i

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could be wrong but I really hope im not and im just
putting it out there
we belong by pat benetar
of course you have to understand why i am reacting the

way you see here in writing.
even if you DO choose me, i would not know you are

faithful to me as i would be to you. it is very likely that if
someone cheats on someone to be with you, they will
also cheat on you too.
if you really dont feel hatred towards me and would like

to talk, i may not use much social media, but at least you
know how to reach me.
i sincerely hope you wouldn't pretend that everything is

fine and that you would just act like a friend without
actually being one. and that this isnt some illusion that
will disappear in a few years
i dont know why you have done what you did but i know
that you can change
you shouldnt be too hard on her
i dont know of she is only doing things just to look good.
correction:
change pregnant in a few days to soon
if you stop reading and just think about it, you know you
will feel miserable if you are like, "hmm, what have i
done?" or "what was i thinking?". Maybe not now, but in
the future when you look back at this and that i really
was something to you (if that is what you feel)
if things do work out:

be the girl I really like, the girl of my dreams, to the love
of my life. I wouldnt know how far it will go, probably not
much because of everything.
i dont know if you mean anything you say. j dont know

what to believe either.
im not saying you have to cry, but somehow you should

know what I am about.
i hope you cry not because I want to be a jerk, but so
that you can know how it feels
add to where to see THE SIMPSONS

The simpsons - perspectives
list episod
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Homer and Marge
Milhouse/Nelson and Lisa?
*COMMON:
Our teeth, maybe
DISCLAIMER:
I dont mean to speculate, exaggerate, get mushy, or
anything like that.

people would probably cry and i wish i can tell them

this has a happy ending.
ill be there by the jackson 5
if you dont like a certain habit, just tell me and dont

shun me while youre at it
but overall, accept me as who i am so I can so the

same
i would hope that anything between us isnt a sham
i dont believe im a loner much
id appreciate it too if you remember
i dont think we can get over each other completely
at least i dont have to be unsure or what wouldve been
i didnt think this would happen
both roberto carlos songs
even while in class just from thinking about you and

what to say I still took notes!
remember im not trying to be mean to you, im not the

one who treated someone like dirt
you or anyone may never think the same way again

and as long as it is nothing bad, i dont mind
i may be the only guy ever who truly cared about you
and you dont even realize it
maybe i cant ever trust you, at least not now and that
youre ready for a serious relationship. and i thought i
was the only one who wasnt ready
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your mom shouldnt have to step in or speak for you.
you have to be capable of thinking and doing for
yourself
i wouldnt know for sure if you would want to be with

me anyway. if you could, I know you would be playing
with my heart
i didnt think my destiny would be like this. i seriously

thought she was be the one for me
youre not dreaming either, it's real
what is strange is that there could be more better

girls, yet i only choose you out of all of them. not sure
why i feel like that
im also sorry for taking you for granted, if that's what i

did to you. I know you dont care about me
you know i would have loved you unconditionally
unconditionally by katy perry
as long as youre good to me, you could not make me

love you any less
maybe your mom or anyone else can talk to you and

hopefully you can come to your senses
add to aww!
it was near a church where our moms saw each other.
you know i would someday marry you (if you felt the
same way). maybe we're meant to be together and
even our parents may agree. (elaborate on the park)
for some reason i feel that if i was unconscious or in

the hospital, my heart rate would go up! you literally
would add health to me and I would do the same for
you!
you may find me annoying now, but you'll get used to it

eventually
if i were to work something out with you, id have to

make
...
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Date Sent: Saturday, February 10, 2018 10:28:58 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Saturday, February 10, 2018 10:28:58 PM GMT-05:00
people do come around and maybe she will too. you will, it just takes time and we really have to
be patient with each other
maybe you wanted me to prove to you that i still care and want to be more than friends. that is if
we can start out as friends and not have any nonsense like what happened recently.
whether you are with friends or alone and you happen to see a couple, you'll think of me because
Ill certainly think of you (it is hard to get you out of my mind). like i said before, it feels so
ackward in the least telling people how i feel (or felt) about a girl
just watch and compare both body languages of both me and whoever youre with. you know I
would be the one for you
at the same gym, i saw grandma, a mother, and her son watching. i assume it was for a sibling
but i thought of you and your mom
its best that we remain as friends. im not gonna lie, it will be very difficult to not see you more
than just a friend
what if he is your husband? ive been asked about you and i told them proudly that i would love
you forever.
friday night
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all i do is win
all night
go your own way
the reason the amount is enormous is because i have too much to talk about. this probably would
have been less if we did get to hangout. i just didnt want to hold back my feelings and show you
that i am real.
si...
we did it (clean)
carrie anne
st elmos fire
styx babe
if you leave me now

more than a feeling
add to relevant
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playing with you, i dont intend to harm you (so forget about misconceptions), and i only want to
share my true feeling about you.
its like no one understands, not even my parents or YOURS. Maybe just your mom who gave you
this and Ill give credit where its due. she is the reason anything between us could not die out. i
think she considers me as not only a friend, but possibly part of the family and you have no idea
how thrilled i would be if that were the case. i called her in law (suegra) and i was not joking at
all. thats four in laws and for that to happen, you would have to feel the same for me like i do for
you.
what happened. she could not believe what she was hearing and maybe could not stand it until i
calmed her down. Im sure she would accept you and love you as her daughter like your mom
would love me as a son. every time i see her at work, id want her to be my in law.
i mean, i feel a bit like I know you more than you know yourself and can read you like a book. I
may be getting ahead of myself, but i will not deny anything whether it is the script or the items
add to wedding
it would include a pb and j sandwich because it means so much. why do you think i put a molded
one? No, it is not to harm you but to show WEDDING BOWS til death do us part
the cemetery and a body decomposes like the sandwich. i would never throw out something so
important to me or us. think about it.

I may tease, but dont mean to pick on you or make fun of you. You may not know or care about
this, but I would never intentionally hurt you
*add to DISCLAIMER
I can only hope you wont think of me as a creep, pervert, or worse (even though you prpbably do
unfortunately).

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I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or at least trying to
and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we can't do this in
person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
keep on writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I give your mom this
script and the items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any longer and
should just let you know how I truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where i am coming
from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life. you know, after
all ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against you and still can possibly
add to disgusting
feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still have it. I
think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than that, phone or
email would work best for now
say somethin
gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or anyone i know
who can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help that she would
want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
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no using phone


I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't faint when looking
inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
describe items
you should be thankful because I did it as a sweet and romantic gesture. I do it because i care
add to instagram
depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting. maybe the overreaction is because i
would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would be unfaithful to you

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for the future. its
like a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions

*add to park80
laws


to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel bad for
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her.
something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way you did and
just be suspicious
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big portion of
the blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it right for how you
treated me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else (depending on the circumstance,
I may or may not be surprised). I know you can change and its possible somewhere along the
line I can forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would like to be your friend at
least even if it means telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just
devastating to think about that

i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your profile pic
on Instagram
mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more things down besides
not being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because you can't
help it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is me being all
over the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between teeth), which I find
cute.
my immortal
add to vain
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i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or is wrong
with me in a way.
i know we can both find peace in the future someday whether we are in the same household
or not
and to think we are capable of knowing each other better, but we choose not to regardless of
what reason (whether it is ourselves, society, or other factors)
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to bash you,
but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
through this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still that
one part that can somehow save the day.
I doubt I am wrong on most or all of this. She knows I am telling the truth or at least trying
to and not being afraid to be honest. The big irony is that for some reason we can't do this in
person.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like how I
feel about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it and get
to be as one family
*Fortunately has your last three letters of your name. I am fortunate that I met you and can
express how I feel about you.
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to see yours
im fine with that
*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that ties in
with the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


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would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have several
episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine and it
is quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid,
"That's it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way.
this is one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while i am
not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont mean to
show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before that
you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up next to each
other, one can see by the body language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after
all, there is unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that and
prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your family members
if you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to them.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response is that
you made me that way.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird (you
are too, trust me).
and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if it is from a
certain someone about another certain someone. you would not know what would be next
because of the text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just like you and anyone else
reading this.
budapest song
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i hope you can still get it together and be calm. may the future bring us joy and prosperity.
heres to us

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I like you
and even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont know what
to believe in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest. for some reason
when i talked

add to exaggerate
feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down and
not bottling them in my head.

combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up
the past, you were like that and you havent changed
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you laugh
or in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being present
like the encounter in NY
personally and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont mean to
throw you out into the cold)
living in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly eight
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years and the last time was in the middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one never knows what
the future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain what
you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides your
family.
dont worry, youll get used to me like i am used to you. people should listen to each other

more of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a conclusion
and make up your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this to me (please
do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this
day, you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me or
maybe you dont want to even think of me.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each other
or like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i did (not
to play the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of effort and risk
of embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to talk to
you or so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to
me and often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont
mind and would be willing to get used to that.
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if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i have to
deal with this now"
return made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it, it
made me cry a bit and i try holding it in.
back then, not a chance but now possibly. it depends on you making the sufficient effort.


shake it
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
(I know my writing sucks, but I was taking notes in class). This was at the start of the
semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester began to
take a picture of it
proprietorships

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i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The
way she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont
worry, i would be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love you
and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in apartments or
in a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i am
a bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I
wanted to tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent
myself from going insane I write down everything you see here. No one would believe
this and imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee that they
would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your mom
too for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course
I would have loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part
of you would have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a good couple".
the guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like, "Aww, that is so
romantic!"
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all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs for valentines
day)
the game of love

my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday is until
your mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way we
both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions

wrote:
add to settle down

im not saying youre last resort, but maybe destiny will bring us together in this life.
party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
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i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling apart, i wouldnt
be able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to trust me though).
jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know how i
feel
both sides now
know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if you feel that
way (and I think you do)
work
person cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time (years). i just
dont know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we wouldve
known each other that well.

instead of a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll see
how it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
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when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you were excited,
just caught off guard thats all

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you would have are
the items
you may not think i mean it. believe me, if you would only realize that you would be
flabbergasted
realize it
add to another guy


what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this too. I know
people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep since I
am not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're the
one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions


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remove
everything id do

wrote:
*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the item (list)
that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I wanted to
find that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was not angry
when i told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he was
at JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another
room. the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the restraining order or
sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to girls and even
vice versa.

already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont know
if another guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he could write
anything of this magnitude just for liking someone and telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
reconcile
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i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights were
pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if you
made that mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as much as
me.
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her hair
like yours was years ago

add to same way

look at me
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling me to settle
down

your family



bouquet of flowers
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god or something some form of synchronicity tells me this is going to happen like
writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too you
can see the same visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont worry, i
wont love you any less
try looking for picture instead of watching hells kitchen cuz youre more important

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make that wish
come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose, then i saw the
ring. on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show

wrote:
stand by you
add to goals
would amaze them

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i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not want
to be without you
feelings
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me, you would
try to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and I would
hope you dont cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want others
to see you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
if all of this is false, then why would i worry so much about this? it doesn't make
much sense to me and probably to you either
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than happy
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to help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know what I
could have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart, and made
you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of what i
did or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I not
only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for you
that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i
wouldnt do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally
despite how you treated me
in fact, i wish you best of luck making the decision you feel would give you more
happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom
like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
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could also be both
I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our respective heights.
They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball class

your current hair, but a little longer.
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with all
the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I thought
they were a couple because they were being sweet to each other
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a few years
before we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still hard to pay
attention.
things changed
then and now
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke it
out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on. try
not to care what others think, it will help a lot
mans father)

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
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would be the case with me but it would not make the relationship less
genuine
if things work out

school when we first met and in the middle school. it would be like a movie
and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant
say i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her completely ignoring
me
woman should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her
how to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to
men
ill admit it is not easy but you dont let me. i would let you try to understand
me

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe it
was too late. There has to be a reason for this
despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you no matter
what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same now and
you wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say
why bother, but at least be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real
life and not just something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love to
go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth the
long wait and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent smiled for
years. that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you know who.
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things out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we can
both make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or two, i
dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our smiles are so
cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we look for
and want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not a
piece of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat you
the way you should be treated. It may have to do with standards and you
should have better ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real man and the
one you would want that would never treat you like garbage. It would be
unconditionally despite you mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt
mean I dont care about you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend, and after
that wife someday
add to desperate

never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be with
you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
decide to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do that to
you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i can help you
change
about you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i go
on my route in NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see couples
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Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all. I'm
sure my parents will understand what was going on and what I have been
through. They would also accept you as well since I already get along with
your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which they would
be my in laws.

wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb

if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this shouldnt affect
you because I am like nothing or worse to you anyway
dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several times in my

route, when i think about you it's like you're cheating on me or youre with
someone else and glad im not there

maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want to know
the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not, oh
well, i tried.
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not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or at least i
did. Doubt i could anymore
say john mayer
the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to you),
but in case i dont talk to you again
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just quiet. i
dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy and girl
had their skin tones switched and she has your hair that looks frizzy.
the same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)

helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then youre
hopeless (prove me wrong).

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some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to Ecuadorian
culture. No problem, we can both teach each other.

i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy getting what
you see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope that you
dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:


A few more:
Last year was the first time ever I flew a kite and carved a pumpkin! I still
haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a
treehouse. My bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and havent
had the chance to do them besides enough money. Sorry that I just
wanted us to get to know each other better
havent done these things or have secrets your keep to yourself. I wouldnt
laugh at you and i would not tell anyone.

i dont believe im stupid for writing all of this and pouring my heart out for
someone who wont even meet with me. there is a reason this text has a
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big length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed because I know I
did my best. They always said if you like someone, tell them and I just
went over the top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based off
on a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that from you
instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of us being too
good or not good enough for each other. That wouldn't look like true love.
I would think it can develop but probably not because I was wrong on
love at first sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does
not realize what is in front of her. If I was in front of you, I wish I could
cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I guess only you could change
that because I feel like I have tried. I know I would have loved you forever
and ever.
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my attempts to make
things right, then I have to face that reality because things are going to
stay that way for good as long you want them to. I don't know how he
would react to this script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As
for you and me, maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope I am wrong
though, I really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as if
she cant stand that we would make a cute couple
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marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're a couple.

It's not to brag but I'd be honored and so would she. Personally, she
should be my mother-in-law and i dont mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here. I
also dont know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you that
I can live up to all the good things I wrote about here.
wrong or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a bit, but i dont
really know unless you help me out. You should let me help you with
help me and vice versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and takes
effort requiring each other. It also takes compromise, as well as other
things.
hangout together for some time. If possible, we could then date and see
where it goes from there. I think we may need our families' help if
things do work out for us (I mentioned in the beginning that we can
have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation of

the text also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny wants us
together, we'll be together. If we stick by one another as a team, there's
nothing that can't be accomplished!


i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care of you though,
think about that.

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more nonsense that
what is already there.
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me and
I'll do the same. I will more than happy to do that just make things
easier for us. I know you have been nice to me so you shouldnt be rude
if I talked to you.

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because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if you
would help me out, or let me drown, or sink.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single but i dont
want to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to either.
This for some reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I dont
believe that is the case with me and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
if it turns out we would need to forgive each other, that would be done.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk I would

like to tell you everything I have written down so it gives you something
to think about for the future. I know that plenty would be done by then
and we should make sure we do what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize you have
been wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over someone
you didnt even know or want to get to know them. Dont worry, I would
still comfort you besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you
would or would not do the same for me) . I know people can change or
at least come around and maybe you can too!

other since elementary school! It's just that now we would get to know
each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am trying not to freak
out, so now people cant tell me I have to act normal
(may be more than one of those, so feel free to expand the hell out of it
including everything else).
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so the
least you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i want
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to not talk to you
in fact, i want to be like, "you are the one for me" when i am with you.

right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone else, but
still be calm. i dont know if i lost you because of something i did. i am
sorry if i did make you suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these
past few months. i could not...
hey jealousy by

from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt want to
you to think i am a stalker or something. maybe then you know that i
am the one for you. just know and think who would really be your
soulmate or other half when you read this and get to know me better.

only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting me take
the hits.

actually be the one for me? I could not stand him because my friends
told me he's this or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think of
me so they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what if
we are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if i am
not open or decide not to write this whole thing.
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I would
love to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to write all

this.


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That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look like
I dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and that I mean
well.

because I was never in an actual relationship or went out with a girl
to begin with, doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a fad.


Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you will
ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head or

what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites or we
are not compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that were the
case, that doesnt mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each other
and have common ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to try to make
the effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of character or

known about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because for
some reason we are always apart. First it was eight years, and now
probably longer. Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever get
back.


*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things out,
etc
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dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would help us
be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on us though
overall
playing dumb)
first impressions are important, but i wish i could make things right
synchronicity, and other factors involved which dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because your mom

to me is my in law and the rest of your family members my in laws
too and id love it if you made that a reality. it is one thing to wrote
this on paper but another thing is working to make it happen.
if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose you. i would

not let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to you in
person regardless of what anyone thinks.

feelings for you should not change unless you dont want to give us
chance or you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of time
to get this written so anything bottled up would be on paper.

promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes time to
know who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know what is
the deal with the lies. its probably none of my business but i dont
know if you had a bf before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and if we
are together, we would both have. clearly, you would have more
despite that i would do my part in the relationship
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i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you will just suffer
with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from the truth.
it would be the complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes, yes it
is. I think we're both lucky, especially you!
i hope that you would have been the best thing that ever happened
to me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I will strive to
do just that.
"divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i feel that
i should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not telling you
years ago. You should do the same for me too like I am being true
to you. I may not have cared in the past, but now I really want to
make things right.
make it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong but no
matter what happens, i would not mind being at least friends. also,
i dont know if you would think about talking to me again. i dont
know what i could have done (even if you could not help being
brainwashed by others who didn't like me) to deserve such
treatment.
chayanne songs
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than be

with you. i wish we both were successful one day and we can share
that with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a bad
way. youll hopefully remember me no matter where life takes you
are things going to be the same when talking to others after this? i
hope people dont think im too weird, i am already weird as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical
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todo tiene color by lidia avila (the other way around, from LFMB)

of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful girl
to me
youre the girl i fell madly in love with and that was an awesome
feeling until recently. I was really thrilled that my heart has not
given up on you completely (elaborate)
add to appropriate
even if my father met my mom when he was getting old, for some
reason i think thats my situation with you. if we wouldnt be
together now, we would be ten to twenty years from now.
assuming we would both be taken by that time, I am willing to
make that commitment if that were to happen. since i dont know
when we would see each other again for whatever reason, i just
felt that i should point that out so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs

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if i were to tell other people about this, they would be like, "aww,
you two do make a cute couple"
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think that we

would have cleared a few things in person. That way, I would not
have to bottle my feelings and write something this long
if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and that
it is for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care where
you live, whether you live in an apartment or a house, Id still love
you the same
the same can be said for you and everyone has standards. Maybe
I dont match to your standards and vice versa. That shouldn't
have to be the case because it should not make me love you any
less. You probably wont care or know what I mean until a few
years go by. At least I wont have to say I never told her how I felt.
I wish it would have been in person, but maybe it's for the best in
her view. If I am that awful to her (despite how she mistreats
me), then she wont want to look at me, let alone talk to me.
Things could work out and we would be together for the rest of
our lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean to
blame just you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what i
may not get to say since our schedules and other reasons wont
let us talk to each other
dont be deceived by the title, this is not to play with you or trick
you. i really feel this way about you and i hope you dont hate me
or think i am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont judge
just by the title you read or by the cover. that is only one out of
many lessons we will hopefully learn
if i dont look as sad, believe me when I say I am. I am just humble

and tend to be shy. i am not anti-social, just not as sociable. I am
becoming more sociable and maybe you are too. We have been in
the same elementary school for many years and classmates for a
few of those years. Then, I dont know what happened for roughly
EIGHT YEARS. Im sorry I was such a jerk myself and not finding
a way to keep in touch with you. I dont know why I realize this
now and not sure why I feel the way I do on other things here.
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getting to know me for yourself. You will also learn the truth as to
why things happened, at least on my view. Maybe you will talk to
me in the future when you learn to treat others how they should
be treated.

can anything between us be a farce if our moms or anyone else

has to interfere? i dont know
factor involved, you have shown me you cant think for yourself
may have messed with your head, but i think you know what im
trying to say
am i wrong song

despite what happened, what is happening now, and what will
happen. at least some part of me tells me now to hate you or
anything
you wont be laughing when youre crying in a corner, maybe

then youll realize how much you hurt me
add to does not

or maybe i will end up alone because apparently I am not good
when it comes to even having love let alone starting and
maintaining a strong relationship with someone.
would have. I dont know if thats because I never had a
girlfriend (or a real one) or because I know you for a long time.
For all we know, it could be both things and other good
qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it would

be like a nightmare.

too.
I dont know if i could find someone even before I get older and
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chances are I'll be alone for a long time

written here, even if we did not get to talk to each other. If you
did NOT react in any way, you probably dont realize it. That is
no big deal since I did not see where this would go either. If
you so not care or react negatively toward me or talk behind
my back, you did not change and are not worth the emotional
distress.

mention health

freshman. maybe we could have been a couple to this day. its
like ten years ago and it hurts like hell
just because it is your mom, that doesnt mean i am giving her

special treatment. if your father or any of your loved ones were
there, things would be in different ways, but in the same
concept
way because i wouldnt want you out of my life. I never had a
real relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if i did, i
may not have known that at the time because you were
treating me like i dont exist.
Kids Next Door



if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of course
you had to do the same since it goes both ways)

trustworthy too)
fortunately i am telling you here despite you treating me
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unfairly.
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to blame.
dont go by its not you, its me because chances are its me, you
want to spare feelings.
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I laugh

like you do. dunno y
DISCLAIMER:
add to publicity stunt. I dont intend for it to be that way either.


when i saw the baseball player propose to his gf after the world
series win, i thought of you
this could be one of the most romantic writings you will ever
read and maybe it will be something you can truly cherish
forever

unbelievable.
memorable to mom!
continue the outline, remove all beginnings from every memo,

cross something off, order reasonably, copy/paste, and finally
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translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never happen to

us if we're together.
colonel homer
homer scissorhands

many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere along

the line I should be understood
It sounds funny, but I know that by making you laugh you will
remember me

LFMB
add to train songs

who says by selena
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we belong together by mariah carey (the other way around)
Please dont be grumpy or be like "I cant believe this guy, why
cant he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not to
mention that this took me months to write. Included was the
crying and uncertainty too. Again, I would not treat you this
way. If given the chance, you would probably hit me and yet I
would love you no matter what.

together, especially your mom. If only you felt the same way
and it has to be genuine, not being disgruntled, pressured, or
anything that would make our relationship any less than
true.
add to deserve:
were the girl for me. i would think that there are other girls
but none would compare to you.

mind. My heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It just
does"

besides other things i would say, i might as well say them

now.

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unless things turn out different and you actually DO change,
then theres no point in continuing to talk about this or to
you.

have been something special pursuing a relationship but it
cant work if only one person wants to be with someone but
the other person does not.
I hope that no one breaks your heart like you did to me. What
goes around comes around, remember that. I would not want
anything bad to happen to you because I care

lying, how can I do all you see here including the other items
I gave to your mom in a bag? That's love, in case you dont
know that. It may have been over the top, but at least I got it
out there and its better than nothing. I dont know and maybe
Ill never know if you would have expressed how you feel
about me the same way. That would be great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they call

the staff)
*COMMON


We sort of look like the characters too, especially me. You
look like your mom and so does your character in both
shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles

i am not looking for you to be as a last resort if thats what

youre thinking
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sometimes too much
dont matter by akon

other
other than that and what i can only speculate since you are
treating me the way you are
maybe someone acts in a certain way because that person

needs a great soulmate who will love and put up with him
or her.
tu no eres para mi by fanny lu (the other way around, you

are the one who hurt me)
this song is more preferred, dont you think? I think so too.
i hope that whether the songs are good or bad, you still
end up getting the message

hypothetocally speaking, if it doesnt look like i would want

to be with you in the future, I do but i cant wait for you. it
would suck to see your family, especially your mom
unhappy forever because i am not with you. i wish it didnt
have to be that way
i just dont know how amazing you would have to be

already or become so that i can be like, "wow, she really
can be my girlfriend or wife".
to tell you the truth, you probably dont deserve someone

like me and settle for less if youre just going to live like
this. i dont mean to make you mad by saying this, but you
never do anything to prove me wrong
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true by spandau
as far as i know, no other guy has ever been this honest to

you. I dont know how any other guy would compare and
you never got to know me until now (only not in person).
take on me by aha
i hope the future does not turn out bad for either of us or
not like what we thought
i wish your family were my in laws but only you can make
that happen someday.
we both may be the ones really made for each other. i

could be wrong but I really hope im not and im just putting
it out there
of course you have to understand why i am reacting the

way you see here in writing.
even if you DO choose me, i would not know you are

faithful to me as i would be to you. it is very likely that if
someone cheats on someone to be with you, they will also
cheat on you too.
if you really dont feel hatred towards me and would like to

talk, i may not use much social media, but at least you
know how to reach me.
i sincerely hope you wouldn't pretend that everything is

fine and that you would just act like a friend without
actually being one. and that this isnt some illusion that will
disappear in a few years
i dont know why you have done what you did but i know
that you can change
correction:
if you stop reading and just think about it, you know you
will feel miserable if you are like, "hmm, what have i
done?" or "what was i thinking?". Maybe not now, but in
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the future when you look back at this and that i really was
something to you (if that is what you feel)

be the girl I really like, the girl of my dreams, to the love of
my life. I wouldnt know how far it will go, probably not
much because of everything.
i dont know if you mean anything you say. j dont know

what to believe either.
im not saying you have to cry, but somehow you should

know what I am about.
i hope you cry not because I want to be a jerk, but so that
you can know how it feels

list episod
Homer and Marge
*COMMON:
Our teeth, maybe
DISCLAIMER:
I dont mean to speculate, exaggerate, get mushy, or
anything like that.

people would probably cry and i wish i can tell them this
has a happy ending.
if you dont like a certain habit, just tell me and dont shun
me while youre at it
but overall, accept me as who i am so I can so the same

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even while in class just from thinking about you and

what to say I still took notes!
remember im not trying to be mean to you, im not the

one who treated someone like dirt
you or anyone may never think the same way again and
as long as it is nothing bad, i dont mind
i may be the only guy ever who truly cared about you
and you dont even realize it
youre ready for a serious relationship. and i thought i
was the only one who wasnt ready
your mom shouldnt have to step in or speak for you. you

have to be capable of thinking and doing for yourself
i wouldnt know for sure if you would want to be with me

anyway. if you could, I know you would be playing with
my heart

what is strange is that there could be more better girls,

yet i only choose you out of all of them. not sure why i
feel like that
im also sorry for taking you for granted, if that's what i

did to you. I know you dont care about me
as long as youre good to me, you could not make me love

you any less

add to aww!
it was near a church where our moms saw each other.
you know i would someday marry you (if you felt the
same way). maybe we're meant to be together and even
our parents may agree. (elaborate on the park)
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for some reason i feel that if i was unconscious or in the
hospital, my heart rate would go up! you literally would
add health to me and I would do the same for you!

eventually
if i were to work something out with you, id have to

make sure it is real with NO nonsense.
can anything between us be a farce if our moms or

anyone else has to interfere? i dont know
i dont know if you had a real boyfriend or if you had a
few boyfriends. if i tried talking to you, i dont know for
sure but have a good feeling that you are only trying to
make me jealous. i dont know why but i think whether it
is anyone talking bad things about me behind my back or
some other factor involved, you have shown me you cant
think for yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what
others think? i wont mention the people, but i think you
know who may have messed with your head, but i think
you know what im trying to say
it may never be enough for you trying to make it up to
me because you have lied so much
am i wrong song

despite what happened, what is happening now, and
what will happen. at least some part of me tells me now
to hate you or anything. i would still be feeling the same
way even if we didnt see each other then.
i really want to be at least your friend, but i dont know if

thats even possible either because of how you treated
me. i just wish you were more real though.
i dont say it to be rude or to mistreat you. i dont say it to

be a bad person either. i say this because theres another
part of me that wants to help u
*fix the wrd frndzne
ADD TO DISCLAIM
its not a publicity stunt or anything of a sort.
looks:
I dont know if it is because you looked like a blonde girl,
but I think there is more to why I have good eye contact
when im with you. Besides you being beautiful, I dont
know why I feel the way I do about you

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maybe it has to do with something about loving

someone unconditionally. i wouldnt have trouble doing
that, but i dont know about you though.
we all may have our flaws, but that would not diminish
my love for you.
"why bother even trying?" I should ask you the same

question.
"Again, Christopher... ugh" Really now. I still would not

talk that way toward you despite being mistreated
"I just dont want to have to deal with this for the rest
of my life..." That's messed up as well, but you dont
hear me say that
Now I dont know what to believe. Is this girl lying to

me or is she trying to tell me the truth. Is she trying to
make up for how she behaved and I have to help her
(not that I have to)
is that for me by alesso & anitta
"Why should I settle for less just to be with you" I dont

see how I could give you a bad life. If anything, we
should both give ourselves great lives. There could be
better people but that wouldnt change the fact that I
prefer you over anyone else.
of course no one would have to tell you, "dont demean

him, help him".
i know you are not hopeless
it could be like you need that person as much as they

need you
if only i can turn back time, id make things right and

im sure you would do the same
i can only hope you know what you are doing and what
youre giving up
add to any other the simpsons episodes you see:
try to figure out th message on these (ORDER)
Apocalypse Cow
Dangerous Curves
Milhouse of Sand and Fog
Lisa Simpson, This Isn't Your Life
Every Man's Dream
Moho House
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Stealing First Base (let's be mature about this)
Moonshine River
Love Is A Many-Splintered Thing
The Good, the Sad and the Drugly
The Bart Wants What It Wants
The Wandering Juvie
Little Big Girl
New Kid on the Block
Bart's Girlfriend
biggest mistake if we were ever to break up
the script references songs;

for the first time
breakeven
future versions of ourselves or lookalikes;

graduation address to jlly mom; (scenarios)
i knew you wouldnt speak to me in may, assuming
these things but you should talk to him your mom
would say, like i said before, thats up to you.
i dont mean to be such crybaby, it's probably because i
care so much about you and having a relationship
assuming i was ready for one. Most of all, I care about
myself and doing what is right for me
i hope you arent acting like when people uses to

believe in such thing as cooties
explain why i acted up and had ADHD (still do at

times) with low attention span.
there have been people that changed their lives from

meeting someone
i have so much to talk to you about, or in this case

explain!
when i see you smile
when you talk to an angel (again, missing the y)
CAREFUL ON THE WORD "ANGEL"
a moment like this by kelly clarkson (the other way

around)
add to deal with all my life

i dont know about you, i sure would want to
wholeheartedly. i know that doesnt matter to you but
whatever.
its like you have no faith in me at all.
i already mentioned quite a lot of personal things

about myself and what i can recall from knowing you.
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if you want to know anything else, you will have to
speak to me in person
i actually felt some chills as i was writing this whole

thing!
i dont think another guy can do this for you. not at this
level.
i dont knoe how anyone we ever talked to, currently

talk to, and will talk to would react. let alone if they
figure out the identity of who i am writing about. i
wont tell anyone because this is personal and i dont
want either of us to get backlash
explain difference between desperation and doing

better
the colombian flag as a sticker
after the last visions

if i were to see someone that resembles you that has
kids, im like why not me? i know i wouldve made a
great father and dad
you raise me up by josh groban
*2ND PAGE
Present:
Jen went to SPU like I did. The others i am not sure
where.
Know when there are scenarios and just thoughts, etc.

try to put it all together even elaborate on references
too!
just say one of the words and find synonyms so no one

thinks youre dumb
correction: POLITICAL
friendship, relationship, or marriage

...
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Date Sent: Saturday, February 10, 2018 10:22:56 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Saturday, February 10, 2018 10:22:56 PM GMT-05:00
person.
mi corazon es tuyo
im gonna get you
*the telenovelas
Being afraid for ten years is terrible. The regret is as strong as the fear or when you fail, because
at least you tried. Its a good thing I did not call this whole thing off and decided to keep on
writing in case I may never see you again. I feel it is best that I give your mom this script and the
items in the bag. I would not be able to keep this to myself any longer and should just let you
know how I truly feel about you.
I hope that you would see what I mean, what I am trying to say, and know where i am coming
from so you can come to your senses. i am not out to get you or ruin your life. you know, after all
ive been through lately, some part of me wouldn't hold it against you and still can possibly love
you unconditionally
add to disgusting
feeling besides your mom wanting us to be together, you do too but dont know how to show it
i can only assume you cut all communication with me, but if you didnt you should still have it. I
think social media can be good, but i would not have time for it. other than that, phone or email
would work best for now
say somethin
gave your mom my contact information. youll have to ask for her help and/or anyone i know who
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can reach me
please try not to be mad at your mom. it is not her fault and she also cant help that she would
want what is best for you, not just to have grandchildren one day.
come to that
me and this person
add to eye contact

undivided attention
no using phone


I hope you see that I would give all of my love. I hope you or anyone doesn't faint when looking
inside the bag. Im glad i put a lot of effort.
describe items
you should be thankful because I did it as a sweet and romantic gesture. I do it because i care
add to instagram
depends on how you look at it and maybe im overreacting. maybe the overreaction is because i
would not want to make you feel suspicion that i would be unfaithful to you

you never thought that youd be the girl i write about, huh? think about that for the future. its like
a one in a million or more shot.
add to visions

*add to park80
beisdes, for a while it felt like we were all one family and had each other's loved ones as in laws
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to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel bad for
her.
something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way you did and
just be suspicious
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big portion of the
blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it right for how you treated
me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else (depending on the circumstance, I may or
may not be surprised). I know you can change and its possible somewhere along the line I can
forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it
means telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just devastating to
think about that

i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your profile pic on
Instagram
mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more things down besides
not being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because you can't help
it and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is me being all over
the place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
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my immortal
add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or is wrong with
me in a way.
i know we can both find peace in the future someday whether we are in the same household or
not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to bash you,
but to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to get us through
this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still that one part
that can somehow save the day.
person.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like how I feel
about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it and get to
be as one family
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to see yours im
fine with that
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*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that ties in with
the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


would definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have several
episodes referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote something so magical,
the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something. this is unheard of and
most likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
psychology) for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine and it is
quite significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's
it, Ive had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this is
one of the many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while i am
not holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont mean to show
it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before that
you would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up next to each
other, one can see by the body language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after
all, there is unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that and
prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your family members if
you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to them.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response is that
you made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have been popular
and would have a great academic career.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird (you are
too, trust me).
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reading this.
budapest song
heres to us

a bit much
i dont know if this was a can of worms and all of a sudden it all came back how I like you and
even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont know what to
believe in
when i talked

add to exaggerate
feeling normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down and
not bottling them in my head.

combined. i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up the
past, you were like that and you havent changed
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you laugh or
in the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being present like the
encounter in NY
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now, i know what youre thinking. what if Christopher is so and so? You know me personally
and so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont mean to throw you out
into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade and living
in the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly eight years
and the last time was in the middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one never knows what
the future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain what
you see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides your
family.

think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe its more
of a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a conclusion and
make up your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this day,
you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me or
maybe you dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a group. maybe
you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each other or
like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i did (not to
play the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
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if you ever think all of this is stupid, remember to think of the amount of effort and risk of
embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to talk to you or
so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and
often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i have to deal
with this now"
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that expression, which in return
made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it, it made me
cry a bit and i try holding it in.


shake it
ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy who was reminiscing
being in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he felt ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester began to
take a picture of it
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proprietorships


i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The way
she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont worry, i
would be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love you
and not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in apartments or in
a house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i am a
bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I wanted to
tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from
going insane I write down everything you see here. No one would believe this and
imagine the looks on their faces as you read this
would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your mom too
for almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I
would have loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of
you would have wanted to meet my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a good couple". the
guys would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like, "Aww, that is so romantic!"
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all of this and the game of love (add and combine as many love songs for valentines day)
the game of love

my birthday
birthday segment
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way we both
r
*add to DISCLAIMER
i dont want to say "I love you", because it would be too soon and hard to prove on paper.
Instead, I would say "I would love you"
add to visions

add to settle down

party all the time

sorry not sorry
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it can be either:
i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling apart, i wouldnt be
able to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to trust me though).
jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know how i
feel
both sides now
know, unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if you feel that
way (and I think you do)
work
person cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time (years). i just dont
know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we wouldve known
each other that well.

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a smile instead
of a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll see
how it feels
boom clap
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bushman no one else
i want it that way
when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you were excited,
just caught off guard thats all

things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you would have are
the items
flabbergasted
realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or just entering
the rabbit hole
add to another guy


people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep since I am
not fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're the
one who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago. They were
with a carriage and children.
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remove
everything id do

wrote:
that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I wanted to find
that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was not angry when i
told her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he was at
JC medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another room.
the one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the restraining order or
sex offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to girls and even vice
versa.

already are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont know if
another guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he could write
anything of this magnitude just for liking someone and telling them how you feel.
angel by shaggy
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reconcile
i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights were
pink but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if you made
that mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as much as me.
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her hair like
yours was years ago

add to same way

look at me
down

your family


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bouquet of flowers


writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too you can
see the same visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont worry, i wont
love you any less

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make that wish come
true
aceso total show

wrote:
stand by you
add to goals
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would amaze them




i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not want to
be without you
feelings
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me, you would try
to reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and I would hope
you dont cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want others to
see you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
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Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than happy to
help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know what I could
have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart, and made you cry
like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of what i did
or trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I not
only tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for you
that a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i wouldnt
do anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally despite how
you treated me
happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom like
I will.
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*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or you. It could
also be both
I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our respective heights.
They went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball class

then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and the girl had your
current hair, but a little longer.
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with all
the tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
your highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I thought they
were a couple because they were being sweet to each other
attention.
things changed
then and now
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke it
out on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on. try
not to care what others think, it will help a lot
mans father)

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time to run lyrics
leftwich song
would be the case with me but it would not make the relationship less genuine
if things work out

imagine going back in time and telling people Donald Trump will be President.
Now, if only both of us would tell our classmates in elementary school when we
first met and in the middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best
ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant say
i didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her completely ignoring
me
woman should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her how
to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to men
ill admit it is not easy but you dont let me. i would let you try to understand me

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe it
was too late. There has to be a reason for this
what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same now and
you wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say
why bother, but at least be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life
and not just something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love to
go back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth the long
wait and everything.
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it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind working things
out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we can both
make our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or two, i
dont know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our smiles are so
cute
i cant believe we both have been looking elsewhere, when what we look for and
want is right in front of us. Just think about it.


i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not a piece
of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat you the way
you should be treated. It may have to do with standards and you should have
better ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real man and the one you would
want that would never treat you like garbage. It would be unconditionally
despite you mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care
about you because no one is perfect
good girl

i just thought id be able to tell you as a friend, maybe girlfriend, and after that
wife someday
add to desperate

never got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be with
you and sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
decide to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do that to
you becsuse there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i can help you
change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will never forget about
you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i go on my
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route in NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all. I'm
sure my parents will understand what was going on and what I have been
through. They would also accept you as well since I already get along with
your mom and wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which they would be
my in laws.

wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb

if she doesnt care, this shouldnt affect her in any way. this shouldnt affect you
because I am like nothing or worse to you anyway


maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want to know
the truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not, oh well,
i tried.
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not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or at least i
did. Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after this, especially
with your mom.
say john mayer
the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to you), but
in case i dont talk to you again
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just quiet. i
dont have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
its odd that i once saw a couple, only they were drinking. the guy and girl had
their skin tones switched and she has your hair that looks frizzy.
then after that, a couple came. the one guy had a suitcase and the girl had the
same hair, but longer.
*(SECOND PAGE)

helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then youre hopeless
(prove me wrong).
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some songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to Ecuadorian
culture. No problem, we can both teach each other.

i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy getting what
you see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope that you
dont get frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:

I am not good at tying my shoes and I pick up a utensil like a shovel. I never
really learned how to do these things.
A few more:
haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a treehouse.
My bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and havent had the chance
to do them besides enough money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to
If youre thinking of making fun of me, dont because maybe you also havent
done these things or have secrets your keep to yourself. I wouldnt laugh at
you and i would not tell anyone.

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someone who wont even meet with me. there is a reason this text has a big
length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed because I know I did
my best. They always said if you like someone, tell them and I just went
over the top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based off on
a lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that from you
instead of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of us being too
good or not good enough for each other. That wouldn't look like true love. I
would think it can develop but probably not because I was wrong on love at
first sight. As far as love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does not realize
what is in front of her. If I was in front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy
instead of tears of pain. I guess only you could change that because I feel
like I have tried. I know I would have loved you forever and ever.
things right, then I have to face that reality because things are going to stay
that way for good as long you want them to. I don't know how he would
react to this script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As for you
and me, maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope I am wrong though, I
really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as if she
cant stand that we would make a cute couple
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marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're a couple.

It's not to brag but I'd be honored and so would she. Personally, she
should be my mother-in-law and i dont mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here. I also
dont know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you that I can
live up to all the good things I wrote about here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me what I did wrong
or anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a bit, but i dont really
know unless you help me out. You should let me help you with help me
and vice versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and takes effort requiring
each other. It also takes compromise, as well as other things.
Regardless how things turn out for us, I'd like to be friends and hangout
together for some time. If possible, we could then date and see where it
goes from there. I think we may need our families' help if things do work
out for us (I mentioned in the beginning that we can have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation of the
text also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny wants us


think about that.

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more nonsense that
what is already there.
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me and I'll
do the same. I will more than happy to do that just make things easier for
us. I know you have been nice to me so you shouldnt be rude if I talked to
you.
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because I know you are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if you
would help me out, or let me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel bad about
me being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single but i dont
want to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to either.
This for some reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I dont believe
that is the case with me and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk I would

like to tell you everything I have written down so it gives you something
to think about for the future. I know that plenty would be done by then
and we should make sure we do what we can.
I have a feeling that you will probably cry when you realize you have been
wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over someone you didnt
even know or want to get to know them. Dont worry, I would still comfort
you besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you would or would not
do the same for me) . I know people can change or at least come around

other since elementary school! It's just that now we would get to know
each other better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am trying not to freak
out, so now people cant tell me I have to act normal
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so the
least you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i want
to not talk to you
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right. Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone else, but
still be calm. i dont know if i lost you because of something i did. i am
sorry if i did make you suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these past
few months. i could not...
hey jealousy by

from each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt want to
you to think i am a stalker or something. maybe then you know that i
am the one for you. just know and think who would really be your
soulmate or other half when you read this and get to know me better.

only you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting me take
the hits.
you are probably thinking, "is this possible, could Christopher actually
be the one for me? I could not stand him because my friends told me
he's this or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think of me
so they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what if we
are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if i am not
open or decide not to write this whole thing.
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I would love
to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story
i dont need to go crazy, that's another reason I decided to write all this.


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look like I
dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and that I mean
well.
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I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you. Just because
I was never in an actual relationship or went out with a girl to begin
with, doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want to pursue

a relationship with you and that things should develop between us over
time. I am very patient, so that is no problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you will
ever know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head or

what I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites or we are
not compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that were the case, that
doesnt mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each other and have
common ground.
I do not expect much from you, if you are not willing to try to make the
effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of character or
Who knows what other qualities or anything else we could have known
about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because for some
reason we are always apart. First it was eight years, and now probably
longer. Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever get back.


*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things out,
etc

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dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would help us
be a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on us though
overall
i dont know if she doesnt know (chances are, she does but be playing
dumb)
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because your mom to

me is my in law and the rest of your family members my in laws too
and id love it if you made that a reality. it is one thing to wrote this on
paper but another thing is working to make it happen.
if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose you. i would

not let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to you in person
regardless of what anyone thinks.

feelings for you should not change unless you dont want to give us
chance or you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of time to
get this written so anything bottled up would be on paper.

I will always be sweet to you as much possible, that i would promise.
i dont know you at all sometimes and vice versa. it takes time to know
who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know what is the deal
with the lies. its probably none of my business but i dont know if you
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and if we
are together, we would both have. clearly, you would have more
despite that i would do my part in the relationship

with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from the truth. it
would be the complete opposite of what you think.
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as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes, yes it is.
I think we're both lucky, especially you!
i hope that you would have been the best thing that ever happened to
me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I will strive to do just
that.
"divorce"
wow, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i feel that i
should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not telling you
years ago. You should do the same for me too like I am being true to
you. I may not have cared in the past, but now I really want to make
things right.
I may have been wrong about you and if we both really want to make
it work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong but no matter
what happens, i would not mind being at least friends. also, i dont
know if you would think about talking to me again. i dont know what i
could have done (even if you could not help being brainwashed by
others who didn't like me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you because of whatever
is going on. maybe someday we can both say the following to each
other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than be with

you. i wish we both were successful one day and we can share that
with one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a bad
way. youll hopefully remember me no matter where life takes you
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical

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of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful girl to
me
feeling until recently. I was really thrilled that my heart has not
given up on you completely (elaborate)
add to appropriate
reason i think thats my situation with you. if we wouldnt be
together now, we would be ten to twenty years from now. assuming
we would both be taken by that time, I am willing to make that
commitment if that were to happen. since i dont know when we
would see each other again for whatever reason, i just felt that i
should point that out so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs

if i were to tell other people about this, they would be like, "aww,
you two do make a cute couple"
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if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and that it
is for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care where you
live, whether you live in an apartment or a house, Id still love you
the same
the same can be said for you and everyone has standards. Maybe I
dont match to your standards and vice versa. That shouldn't have
to be the case because it should not make me love you any less. You
probably wont care or know what I mean until a few years go by. At
least I wont have to say I never told her how I felt. I wish it would
have been in person, but maybe it's for the best in her view. If I am
that awful to her (despite how she mistreats me), then she wont
want to look at me, let alone talk to me.
Things could work out and we would be together for the rest of our
lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean to blame just
you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you havent shown that
to me.
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what i may
not get to say since our schedules and other reasons wont let us
talk to each other
dont be deceived by the title, this is not to play with you or trick
you. i really feel this way about you and i hope you dont hate me or
think i am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont judge just
by the title you read or by the cover. that is only one out of many
lessons we will hopefully learn

becoming more sociable and maybe you are too. We have been in
the same elementary school for many years and classmates for a
few of those years. Then, I dont know what happened for roughly
EIGHT YEARS. Im sorry I was such a jerk myself and not finding a
way to keep in touch with you. I dont know why I realize this now
and not sure why I feel the way I do on other things here.
youll be shocked when you realize that you have been wrong about
me for so long and let others tell you who i am, without getting to
know me for yourself. You will also learn the truth as to why things
happened, at least on my view. Maybe you will talk to me in the
future when you learn to treat others how they should be treated.
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boyfriends. if i tried talking to you, i dont know for sure but have
a good feeling that you are only trying to make me jealous. i dont
know why but i think whether it is anyone talking bad things
about me behind my back or some other factor involved, you
have shown me you cant think for yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what others think?
i wont mention the people, but i think you know who may have
messed with your head, but i think you know what im trying to
say
am i wrong song
i wouldnt wish we didnt have that encounter in new york despite

what happened, what is happening now, and what will happen. at
least some part of me tells me now to hate you or anything
you wont be laughing when youre crying in a corner, maybe then

youll realize how much you hurt me
add to does not

would have. I dont know if thats because I never had a girlfriend
(or a real one) or because I know you for a long time. For all we
know, it could be both things and other good qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it would be

like a nightmare.
I would want someone I can share my life with and help me too.

written here, even if we did not get to talk to each other. If you
did NOT react in any way, you probably dont realize it. That is no
big deal since I did not see where this would go either. If you so
not care or react negatively toward me or talk behind my back,
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you did not change and are not worth the emotional distress.

mention health

freshman. maybe we could have been a couple to this day. its like
ten years ago and it hurts like hell

there, things would be in different ways, but in the same concept
I wonder if this is how you feel about me? I doubt I feel this way
because i wouldnt want you out of my life. I never had a real
relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if i did, i may
not have known that at the time because you were treating me
like i dont exist.
Kids Next Door



if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of course you
had to do the same since it goes both ways)

trustworthy too)
fortunately i am telling you here despite you treating me unfairly.
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to blame. dont
go by its not you, its me because chances are its me, you want to
spare feelings.
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I laugh

like you do. dunno y
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DISCLAIMER:


this could be one of the most romantic writings you will ever read
and maybe it will be something you can truly cherish forever

unbelievable.
imagine telling our kids their father wrote something memorable
to mom!

translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never happen to us

if we're together.
colonel homer
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homer scissorhands

many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere along

the line I should be understood
remember me
Obviously you're the opposite of ugly. I cant even stop looking

at your beautiful face.
LFMB
add to train songs

who says by selena



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cant he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not to mention
that this took me months to write. Included was the crying and
uncertainty too. Again, I would not treat you this way. If given
the chance, you would probably hit me and yet I would love you
no matter what.

together, especially your mom. If only you felt the same way
and it has to be genuine, not being disgruntled, pressured, or
anything that would make our relationship any less than true.
add to deserve:
were the girl for me. i would think that there are other girls but
none would compare to you.
I would say things like, "Theres just only one girl on my mind.
My heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It just does"
i wouldnt be surprised if you are asked, "why are you treating

him like this?" I dont know, you tell me
besides other things i would say, i might as well say them now.

unless things turn out different and you actually DO change,
then theres no point in continuing to talk about this or to you.

have been something special pursuing a relationship but it cant
work if only one person wants to be with someone but the
other person does not.

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I wouldn't want to say i told you so either. Think, if I was lying,
how can I do all you see here including the other items I gave
to your mom in a bag? That's love, in case you dont know that.
It may have been over the top, but at least I got it out there
and its better than nothing. I dont know and maybe Ill never
know if you would have expressed how you feel about me the
same way. That would be great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they call

the staff)
*COMMON


We sort of look like the characters too, especially me. You look
like your mom and so does your character in both shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles


youre thinking

sometimes too much
dont matter by akon

other

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needs a great soulmate who will love and put up with him or
her.
tu no eres para mi by fanny lu (the other way around, you are

the one who hurt me)
i hope that whether the songs are good or bad, you still end
up getting the message

hypothetocally speaking, if it doesnt look like i would want to

be with you in the future, I do but i cant wait for you. it
would suck to see your family, especially your mom unhappy
forever because i am not with you. i wish it didnt have to be
that way
i just dont know how amazing you would have to be already

or become so that i can be like, "wow, she really can be my
girlfriend or wife".
to tell you the truth, you probably dont deserve someone like
me and settle for less if youre just going to live like this. i
dont mean to make you mad by saying this, but you never do
anything to prove me wrong
true by spandau
as far as i know, no other guy has ever been this honest to

you. I dont know how any other guy would compare and you
never got to know me until now (only not in person).
take on me by aha
i hope the future does not turn out bad for either of us or not
like what we thought
i wish your family were my in laws but only you can make
that happen someday.
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we both may be the ones really made for each other. i could
be wrong but I really hope im not and im just putting it out
there
of course you have to understand why i am reacting the way

you see here in writing.
even if you DO choose me, i would not know you are faithful
to me as i would be to you. it is very likely that if someone
cheats on someone to be with you, they will also cheat on you
too.
if you really dont feel hatred towards me and would like to

talk, i may not use much social media, but at least you know
how to reach me.
i sincerely hope you wouldn't pretend that everything is fine

and that you would just act like a friend without actually
being one. and that this isnt some illusion that will disappear
in a few years
i dont know why you have done what you did but i know that
you can change
correction:
if you stop reading and just think about it, you know you will
feel miserable if you are like, "hmm, what have i done?" or
"what was i thinking?". Maybe not now, but in the future
when you look back at this and that i really was something to
you (if that is what you feel)

be the girl I really like, the girl of my dreams, to the love of
my life. I wouldnt know how far it will go, probably not much
because of everything.
i dont know if you mean anything you say. j dont know what
to believe either.
im not saying you have to cry, but somehow you should know
what I am about.
i hope you cry not because I want to be a jerk, but so that
you can know how it feels

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list episod
Homer and Marge
*COMMON:
Our teeth, maybe
DISCLAIMER:
I dont mean to speculate, exaggerate, get mushy, or anything
like that.

people would probably cry and i wish i can tell them this
has a happy ending.
if you dont like a certain habit, just tell me and dont shun
me while youre at it
even while in class just from thinking about you and what
to say I still took notes!
remember im not trying to be mean to you, im not the one

who treated someone like dirt
you or anyone may never think the same way again and as
long as it is nothing bad, i dont mind
i may be the only guy ever who truly cared about you and
you dont even realize it
youre ready for a serious relationship. and i thought i was
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the only one who wasnt ready
your mom shouldnt have to step in or speak for you. you

have to be capable of thinking and doing for yourself

anyway. if you could, I know you would be playing with my
heart

what is strange is that there could be more better girls, yet

i only choose you out of all of them. not sure why i feel like
that
im also sorry for taking you for granted, if that's what i did
to you. I know you dont care about me
as long as youre good to me, you could not make me love

you any less

add to aww!
it was near a church where our moms saw each other. you
know i would someday marry you (if you felt the same
way). maybe we're meant to be together and even our
parents may agree. (elaborate on the park)

hospital, my heart rate would go up! you literally would
add health to me and I would do the same for you!

eventually
if i were to work something out with you, id have to make

sure it is real with NO nonsense.

yourself
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may have messed with your head, but i think you know
am i wrong song

you or anything. i would still be feeling the same way even
if we didnt see each other then.

thats even possible either because of how you treated me. i
just wish you were more real though.
i dont say it to be rude or to mistreat you. i dont say it to

be a bad person either. i say this because theres another
part of me that wants to help u
ADD TO DISCLAIM
looks:
I dont know if it is because you looked like a blonde girl,
but I think there is more to why I have good eye contact
when im with you. Besides you being beautiful, I dont
know why I feel the way I do about you

maybe it has to do with something about loving someone

unconditionally. i wouldnt have trouble doing that, but i
dont know about you though.
we all may have our flaws, but that would not diminish
my love for you.

question.
"Again, Christopher... ugh" Really now. I still would not

talk that way toward you despite being mistreated
"I just dont want to have to deal with this for the rest of
my life..." That's messed up as well, but you dont hear
me say that
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Now I dont know what to believe. Is this girl lying to me
or is she trying to tell me the truth. Is she trying to
make up for how she behaved and I have to help her (not
that I have to)
"Why should I settle for less just to be with you" I dont

see how I could give you a bad life. If anything, we
should both give ourselves great lives. There could be
better people but that wouldnt change the fact that I
prefer you over anyone else.
of course no one would have to tell you, "dont demean

him, help him".
it could be like you need that person as much as they

need you
if only i can turn back time, id make things right and im

sure you would do the same
youre giving up
Apocalypse Cow
Dangerous Curves
Every Man's Dream
Moho House
Moonshine River
The Wandering Juvie
Little Big Girl
Bart's Girlfriend

for the first time
breakeven

i knew you wouldnt speak to me in may, assuming these
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things but you should talk to him your mom would say,
like i said before, thats up to you.
i hope you arent acting like when people uses to believe

in such thing as cooties
explain why i acted up and had ADHD (still do at times)

with low attention span.

meeting someone
i have so much to talk to you about, or in this case

explain!

around)

whatever.
i already mentioned quite a lot of personal things about

myself and what i can recall from knowing you. if you
want to know anything else, you will have to speak to me
in person
i actually felt some chills as i was writing this whole

thing!
level.
i dont knoe how anyone we ever talked to, currently talk

to, and will talk to would react. let alone if they figure
out the identity of who i am writing about. i wont tell
anyone because this is personal and i dont want either of
us to get backlash
explain difference between desperation and doing better
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if i were to see someone that resembles you that has
kids, im like why not me? i know i wouldve made a great
father and dad
*2ND PAGE
Present:
Jen went to SPU like I did. The others i am not sure
where.
Know when there are scenarios and just thoughts, etc.

try to put it all together even elaborate on references
too!

thinks youre dumb

missing you
we dont talk anymore (mention like strong enough)
*decent and courteous so that's why i dont hammer
homewreckers
this is about you, not anyone else
theres nothing holding me back by shawn
somethin like somethin by dakota bradley
inti ths blue the othrr way around
i saw a couple or what looked to be one and then right

behind them on my right someone that looks like you. i
thought the guy was me or you were alone. it was
weird
its too bad you are like this and somehow it feels like
you broke my heart many tines even before anything
between us could begin. every time i would try to
make the effort to try to talk to you, you make an
excuse not to see me and to avoid me instead. even if
you were to talk to me, i just know it wouldn't be long.
your past and current hairstyle is popular

you dont have to just act like you want me around
when you clearly dont. just know that after everything
you did to me, i wouldn't treat you like that, ever. if i
was in your shoes, i would really try to make it up to
the person i hurt. whether you want to tell me or not
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or maybe im not meant to know why i dont know. what
i know is that you will never find another guy like me.
your mom and anyone else in your family could agree
if they knew. imagine telling your kids that the one
who wrote this is not their father. good luck explaining
that to them
i dont believe this is over the top

how hard this be to face as an adult who has not been
in love like this before
it is also possible that you are more worried about

what is going on around people you met at campus,
job, or anything else. maybe when you stop and thinl
for a bit, you can understand what i am trying to say.
"I like you, but not like that"

"i want someone more like..."
some songs can be childrens music

cakenstein by gustafer yellowgold
of course we wouldn't know how we are feeling about

the other person is feeling as this is being written and
read. you cant tell if i am crying as i am writing this
paragraph you are reading, sentence by sentence. i try
not to cry and i act like it is no big deal, even giving
fake smiles like girls do
tears fall by jacquie lee
i dont know how much sadness i could possibly

express. if i talk to your mom again or we ever talk
again, i may seem fine but deep down i could be really
sad. i do try to put it all under the rug as much as i
can, but it doesnt always work out and i have to wipe
away my tears by making it look like i am scratching
an itch in my eye. people tend to not notice or they are
just minding their own business. i dont know the
extend how sad i would be but I believe I can and will
get over this.
one last time by ariana (the other way around)
if anyone says something like, "i think you lost him

forever"
that's on you and it will depend on many things to

possibly change that.
*i will defend my honor and yours

describe the items in detail
what if it was years ago? why bitch now? elaborate
i doubt i am exaggerating too much, if anything only a

little.
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maybe i just have a weird and wacky side (like you
have) that we both can like about each other.
if things ever work out between us in the future,

please dont make me regret it or reconsider being with
you
someday youll be reminded of me when you order food

and maybe Ill see you again. youll be like, "i remember
him, sweet guy". i wish it was all one family though.
that way, i dont have to say, "its too bad she isnt your
mom, kids". that would be amazing because this would
have a happy ending
you cant recall anytime i have been mean to you

because i never had
its strange, but i somehow feel that theres nowhere id

rather be than with you. of course, at the moment you
dont feel the same which is understandable. maybe
after you read all of this, you would reconsider. think
about it
i dont know if you could be for real but unless you

prove me wrong somehow, you probably would not
want to be with me. but, if possible i can help you
along the way since a relationship is a mutual thing. it
has to be both, not just either one
add to hell
lil alex jones

<ctinajero
...
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to your mom, she didnt mention this so its as if she genuinely doesnt know and i feel bad for her.
she didnt tell me you were with someone if you were or are, i dont know. its like something weird
is going on with you and i dont know what.
something may be. i dont know what could have caused you to treat me the way you did and just
be suspicious
Good thing your mom is open minded and I was able to tell her about what happened. otherwise
I dont know who to turn to.
add to distress
If I was mentally unstable I couldve harmed myself or worse and you take a big portion of the
blame. Fortunately, I can control myself, but that still doesnt make it right for how you treated
me. I dont know if you were like this to anyone else (depending on the circumstance, I may or
may not be surprised). I know you can change and its possible somewhere along the line I can
forgive you. Whether we end up together or not, I would like to be your friend at least even if it
means telling your mom at work that she wont be my in law. It would be just devastating to think
about that

i would not want it to happen to me, despite me feeling that way when I saw your profile pic on
Instagram
mention more...
its like once i have something in my mind, I just cant stop writing more things down besides not
being able to stop thinking about you
lo que paso paso
maybe we're both going through a phase. i wouldnt be too hard on you because you can't help it
and neither can I. we need to try to understand each other. whether it is me being all over the
place or why you love to smile the way you do (tongue between teeth), which I find cute.
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my immortal
add to vain
i wish i knew what was wrong so that i can fix it, well now you know what was or is wrong with
me in a way.
i know we can both find peace in the future someday whether we are in the same household or
not
now the world should know what you have done and what I tried to do. That isnt to bash you, but
to improve the morality in this country and the world as a whole.
if she really is sorry and is serious about making things right, I'd find a way to get us through
this. Its like most of the part about her is gone from my heart but there is still that one part that
can somehow save the day.
person.

to think of all the trouble we went through, especially me just to tell someone I like how I feel
about them

*Our parents should talk to each other and maybe go on a trip too. We'll all enjoy it and get to be
as one family
*we both love to smile (i may not be able to at the moment), but as long as I get to see yours im
fine with that
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*Ana Navarro and the woman from campus safety both look like your mom, so that ties in with
the many visions i have of you, or that are relevant to you


you DO have the potential of being a spectacular girlfriend and maybe someday, wife. I would
definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have several episodes
referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote something so magical,
the world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something. this is unheard of and
most likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural (it is psychology)
for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine and it is quite
significant if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive
had it" then being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the
many reasons i told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while i am not
holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before that you
would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up next to each other,
one can see by the body language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after all, there
is unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that and prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your family members if
you have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to them.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response is that you
made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have been popular
and would have a great academic career.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right now to this
day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did". Come on, I know
you and we were classmates too until the middle school.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird (you are
too, trust me).
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reading this.
budapest song
heres to us

a bit much
even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont know what to
believe in
when i talked

add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i haven't been feeling
normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down and not bottling
them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and her combined.
i dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up the past, you
were like that and you havent changed
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you laugh or in
the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being present like the
encounter in NY
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into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade and living in
the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly eight years and
the last time was in the middle school
"Girl, if I were you I'd hold onto him. If possible marry him" Well, one never knows what the
future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain what you
see here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides your family.
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to be together
now or never.
think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe its more of
a religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a conclusion and make up
your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this day,
you are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me or maybe
you dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a group. maybe
you or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each other or
like we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i did (not to play
the blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only you changed that,
then we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
dont mind if i act emotional. ive never been in a real relationship and not having you around
would be a nightmare
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embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to talk to you or
so you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and
often all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and
with this now"
made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it, it made me
cry a bit and i try holding it in.


shake it
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester began to take
a picture of it
proprietorships

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i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The way
she acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont worry, i would
be willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love you and
not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in apartments or in a
house or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i am a
bad person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I wanted to
tell you how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from
going insane I write down everything you see here. No one would believe this and imagine
the looks on their faces as you read this
would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your mom too for
almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I would
have loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of you
would have wanted to meet my parents.

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the game of love

my birthday
birthday segment
anniversary? yikes

this has to be a sign of many things to come for the future. for example, the way we both r
*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions

add to settle down

party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
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jordin sparks songs
if you ever find out the other person doesnt feel the same, then you will know how i feel
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this pain and suffering
was worth it
both sides now
things between us could probably develop over time if thats even possible. for all i know,
unless otherwise any attempt would be a waste of time. that is if you feel that way (and I
think you do)
our parents shouldnt pressure us into being together. i dont know how that would work
you think whoever you are with will give you the world and then you find out that person
cant or wont
know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we wouldve known
each other that well.

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a smile instead of
a frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll see how
it feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
when i saw you last august, i smiled like i havent in years! im sure you were excited, just
caught off guard thats all
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things were different and i would not have this script as long. all you would have are the
items
flabbergasted
realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or just entering
the rabbit hole
add to another guy


people can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep since I am not
fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're the one
who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago. They were
with a carriage and children.

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remove
everything id do

that i did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I wanted to find
that image so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was not angry when i told
her about this one
i saw a woman that looked like your mom when i was with my father and he was at JC
medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another room. the
one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
*i hope this is not a set up or sting operation and there is the restraining order or sex
offender registry. This whole stigma is why guys cant talk to girls and even vice versa.

embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to mention any other
names either like the homewreckers so dont you get any ideas. i told your mom this
when i gave her the script along with the other items in the bag
its like i am crazy and so are you. we could be made for each other (maybe we already
are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont know if another
guy who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this
angel by shaggy
reconcile
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i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights were pink
but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if you made that
mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as much as me.
let it be

dime
yours was years ago

add to same way

look at me
down

your family



bouquet of flowers

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writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too you can
see the same visions

love you any less

true
aceso total show

wrote:
stand by you
i just hope she isnt aggressive or worse the next time she sees me because I haven't
done anything to her to deserve such treatment
add to goals
too many to count and it is even harder to keep track. if only people knew, it would
amaze them



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i am not experienced in a relationship but i can actually love you and not want to be
without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a game to you.
for me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play with anyone's feelings
i know if you really cared about me (at least a little) and missed me, you would try to
reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and I would hope you
dont cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want others to
see you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were like, "Wow,
you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than happy to
help you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know what I could
have done to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart, and made you cry
like you did to me.

bright
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cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

im sure that a few years from now, you would be really appreciative of what i did or
trying to do. it is all on you and im all ears.
who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I not only
tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for you that
a guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i wouldnt do
anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally despite how you
treated me
happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom like I
will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
also be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream come true.
they said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!
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I saw a little boy with his parents and both of them had our respective heights. They
went inside the gym and exited in the middle of baseball class
On Jan 29, 2018 10:41 PM, "Christopher Tinajero" <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

wrote:
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with all the
tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
just in the lower level basement of the library I see a guy and a girl with her your
highlights (or strikingly similar) in the hair from years ago. I thought they were a
couple because they were being sweet to each other
attention.
things changed
then and now
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke it out
on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on. try not
to care what others think, it will help a lot
and because i would love you unconditionally, id help you change (fireproof mans
father)

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying that would
be the case with me but it would not make the relationship less genuine
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if things work out

it would be so crazy but worth the effort because i am true to my feelings. imagine
going back in time and telling people Donald Trump will be President. Now, if only
both of us would tell our classmates in elementary school when we first met and
in the middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant say i
didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
let her know that at least i tried talking to her despite her completely ignoring me
find a way to enlighten her so she realizes that she is not acting like a real woman
should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her how
to treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to men

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe it was
too late. There has to be a reason for this
what. nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same now and you
wont feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why
bother, but at least be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and
not just something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love to go
back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth the long wait
and everything.
it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind working things
out and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we can both make
our families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or two, i dont
know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our smiles are so cute
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wrote:

i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not a piece
of meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat you the way you
should be treated. It may have to do with standards and you should have better
ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real man and the one you would want
that would never treat you like garbage. It would be unconditionally despite you
mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care about you
because no one is perfect
good girl

wife someday
add to desperate

I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so many things I never
got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be with you and
sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
decide to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do that to you
becsuse there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i can help you change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will never forget about
you and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i go on my
route in NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all. I'm sure
my parents will understand what was going on and what I have been through.
They would also accept you as well since I already get along with your mom and
wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which they would be my in laws.
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wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb



maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want to know the
truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not, oh well, i
tried.

not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or at least i did.
Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after this, especially
with your mom.
say john mayer
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the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to you), but in
case i dont talk to you again
i would not need to renew our wedding bows because i take them very seriously.
Not sure you would, though
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just quiet. i dont
have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
*(SECOND PAGE)

helping you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then youre hopeless
(prove me wrong).

to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian culture, except some
songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to Ecuadorian culture. No
problem, we can both teach each other.

i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy getting what you
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see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope that you dont get
frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:

A few more:
haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a treehouse. My
bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and havent had the chance to do
them besides enough money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to know each
other better
done these things or have secrets your keep to yourself. I wouldnt laugh at
you and i would not tell anyone.

length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed because I know I did my
best. They always said if you like someone, tell them and I just went over the
top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based off on a
lot of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that from you instead
of you avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of us being too good or not
good enough for each other. That wouldn't look like true love. I would think it
can develop but probably not because I was wrong on love at first sight. As
far as love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does not realize what is in front
of her. If I was in front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy instead of tears of
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pain. I guess only you could change that because I feel like I have tried. I
things right, then I have to face that reality because things are going to stay
that way for good as long you want them to. I don't know how he would react
to this script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As for you and me,
maybe we're not meant to be together. I hope I am wrong though, I really
truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as if she
cant stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're a couple. It's
not to brag but I'd be honored and so would she. Personally, she should be
my mother-in-law and i dont mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here. I also
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dont know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you that I can live
up to all the good things I wrote about here.
I am not sure about change because you never told me what I did wrong or
anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a bit, but i dont really know
unless you help me out. You should let me help you with help me and vice
versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and takes effort requiring each other.
It also takes compromise, as well as other things.
together for some time. If possible, we could then date and see where it
goes from there. I think we may need our families' help if things do work
out for us (I mentioned in the beginning that we can have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation of the
text also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny wants us

together, we stay that way for life. Besides being a great bf and gf, I assume
we both can figure it out while getting to know each other.

think about that.

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more nonsense that what
is already there.
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me and I'll do
the same. I will more than happy to do that just make things easier for us. I
know you have been nice to me so you shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would be a husband
to you. If not, you are just a friend, which us sad in a way because I know
you are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if you would help me out,
or let me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel bad about
me being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single but i dont want
to stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to either. This for
some reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I dont believe that is the
case with me and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
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I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk I would like
to tell you everything I have written down so it gives you something to think
about for the future. I know that plenty would be done by then and we
should make sure we do what we can.
wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over someone you didnt
even know or want to get to know them. Dont worry, I would still comfort
you besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you would or would not
do the same for me) . I know people can change or at least come around
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we know each other
since elementary school! It's just that now we would get to know each other
better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am trying not to freak out, so now
people cant tell me I have to act normal
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so the least
you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i want to
not talk to you

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is treating you right.
Ill admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone else, but still be
calm. i dont know if i lost you because of something i did. i am sorry if i
did make you suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these past few
hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we are really far from
each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt want to you to
think i am a stalker or something. maybe then you know that i am the one
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for you. just know and think who would really be your soulmate or other
half when you read this and get to know me better.
i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of me. if only
you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting me take the hits.
you are probably thinking, "is this possible, could Christopher actually be
the one for me? I could not stand him because my friends told me he's
this or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think of me so
they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what if we
are and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if i am not open
or decide not to write this whole thing.
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I would love
to be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look like I
dont care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and that I mean well.

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you. Just because I
was never in an actual relationship or went out with a girl to begin with,
doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want to pursue a

relationship with you and that things should develop between us over
time. I am very patient, so that is no problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you will ever
know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head or what
I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites or we are not
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compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that were the case, that
doesnt mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each other and have
common ground.
effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of character or
about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because for some
reason we are always apart. First it was eight years, and now probably
longer. Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back, we just haven't
had the chance to get to know each other more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the terms like groupthink
and others
*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things out, etc

dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would help us be
a couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on us though overall
dumb)
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because your mom to

me is my in law and the rest of your family members my in laws too and
id love it if you made that a reality. it is one thing to wrote this on paper
but another thing is working to make it happen.
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if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose you. i would not

let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to you in person
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us two), my feelings
for you should not change unless you dont want to give us chance or
you never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of time to
get this written so anything bottled up would be on paper.

who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know what is the deal
with the lies. its probably none of my business but i dont know if you
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and if we are
together, we would both have. clearly, you would have more despite
that i would do my part in the relationship

with me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from the truth. it
would be the complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes, yes it is. I
think we're both lucky, especially you!
i hope that you would have been the best thing that ever happened to
me. I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I will strive to do just
that.
"divorce"
should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not telling you
years ago. You should do the same for me too like I am being true to
you. I may not have cared in the past, but now I really want to make
things right.
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I may have been wrong about you and if we both really want to make it
work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong but no matter
what happens, i would not mind being at least friends. also, i dont know
if you would think about talking to me again. i dont know what i could
have done (even if you could not help being brainwashed by others who
didn't like me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you because of whatever
is going on. maybe someday we can both say the following to each
other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than be with

you. i wish we both were successful one day and we can share that with
one another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a bad way.
youll hopefully remember me no matter where life takes you
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical


of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful girl to
me
feeling until recently. I was really thrilled that my heart has not given
up on you completely (elaborate)

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add to appropriate
reason i think thats my situation with you. if we wouldnt be together
now, we would be ten to twenty years from now. assuming we would
both be taken by that time, I am willing to make that commitment if
that were to happen. since i dont know when we would see each
other again for whatever reason, i just felt that i should point that out
so I dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs

if i were to tell other people about this, they would be like, "aww, you
two do make a cute couple"

if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and that it is
for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care where you live,
whether you live in an apartment or a house, Id still love you the
same
the same can be said for you and everyone has standards. Maybe I
dont match to your standards and vice versa. That shouldn't have to
be the case because it should not make me love you any less. You
probably wont care or know what I mean until a few years go by. At
least I wont have to say I never told her how I felt. I wish it would
have been in person, but maybe it's for the best in her view. If I am
that awful to her (despite how she mistreats me), then she wont want
to look at me, let alone talk to me.
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lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean to blame just
you, but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you havent shown that to
me.
To honest, if you were and probably still are clueless, you wont know
what you have until its gone. I hope it isnt me
*DSCLAIM
i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what i may
not get to say since our schedules and other reasons wont let us talk
to each other
dont be deceived by the title, this is not to play with you or trick you.
i really feel this way about you and i hope you dont hate me or think i
am a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont judge just by
the title you read or by the cover. that is only one out of many lessons
we will hopefully learn

becoming more sociable and maybe you are too. We have been in the
same elementary school for many years and classmates for a few of
those years. Then, I dont know what happened for roughly EIGHT
YEARS. Im sorry I was such a jerk myself and not finding a way to
keep in touch with you. I dont know why I realize this now and not
sure why I feel the way I do on other things here.
youll be shocked when you realize that you have been wrong about
me for so long and let others tell you who i am, without getting to
know me for yourself. You will also learn the truth as to why things
happened, at least on my view. Maybe you will talk to me in the
future when you learn to treat others how they should be treated.

can anything between us be a farce if our moms or anyone else has

to interfere? i dont know
boyfriends. if i tried talking to you, i dont know for sure but have a
good feeling that you are only trying to make me jealous. i dont
know why but i think whether it is anyone talking bad things about
me behind my back or some other factor involved, you have shown
me you cant think for yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what others think? i
wont mention the people, but i think you know who may have
messed with your head, but i think you know what im trying to say
it may never be enough for you trying to make it up to me because
you have lied so much
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am i wrong song


add to does not

i know for a fact that no other guy will love you as much as I would
have. I dont know if thats because I never had a girlfriend (or a real
one) or because I know you for a long time. For all we know, it
could be both things and other good qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it would be

like a nightmare.

written here, even if we did not get to talk to each other. If you did
NOT react in any way, you probably dont realize it. That is no big
deal since I did not see where this would go either. If you so not
care or react negatively toward me or talk behind my back, you did
not change and are not worth the emotional distress.

mention health

freshman. maybe we could have been a couple to this day. its like
ten years ago and it hurts like hell

there, things would be in different ways, but in the same concept
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relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if i did, i may not
have known that at the time because you were treating me like i
dont exist.
Kids Next Door

we shouldn't take advantage of each other nor view one's kindness

for weakness

if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of course you
had to do the same since it goes both ways)

trustworthy too)
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to blame. dont go
by its not you, its me because chances are its me, you want to spare
feelings.
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I laugh like

you do. dunno y
DISCLAIMER:


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unbelievable.
imagine telling our kids their father wrote something memorable to
mom!

translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never happen to us if

we're together.
colonel homer
homer scissorhands

many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere along the
line I should be understood
remember me
Obviously you're the opposite of ugly. I cant even stop looking at

your beautiful face.
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LFMB
add to train songs

who says by selena


cant he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not to mention
that this took me months to write. Included was the crying and
uncertainty too. Again, I would not treat you this way. If given the
chance, you would probably hit me and yet I would love you no
matter what.
i think some part of our families, like our moms want us together,
especially your mom. If only you felt the same way and it has to
be genuine, not being disgruntled, pressured, or anything that
would make our relationship any less than true.
add to deserve:
maybe I am the one that deserves better and i thought you were
the girl for me. i would think that there are other girls but none
would compare to you.
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I would say things like, "Theres just only one girl on my mind. My
heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It just does"
i wouldnt be surprised if you are asked, "why are you treating

him like this?" I dont know, you tell me
At this point, I should probably give up altogether because unless

things turn out different and you actually DO change, then theres
no point in continuing to talk about this or to you.
I wouldn't give up on love, even if it's not with you. It could have
been something special pursuing a relationship but it cant work
if only one person wants to be with someone but the other person
does not.
I wouldn't want to say i told you so either. Think, if I was lying,

how can I do all you see here including the other items I gave to
your mom in a bag? That's love, in case you dont know that. It
may have been over the top, but at least I got it out there and its
better than nothing. I dont know and maybe Ill never know if you
would have expressed how you feel about me the same way. That
would be great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they call the

staff)
*COMMON

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We sort of look like the characters too, especially me. You look
like your mom and so does your character in both shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles


youre thinking

sometimes too much
dont matter by akon
maybe if we had a bad day or so, we could think of each other

needs a great soulmate who will love and put up with him or
her.
tu no eres para mi by fanny lu (the other way around, you are

the one who hurt me)
i hope that whether the songs are good or bad, you still end up
getting the message
i wish you had more of a sense of humor and not get offended
easily, it is another downside of our society.
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hypothetocally speaking, if it doesnt look like i would want to
be with you in the future, I do but i cant wait for you. it would
suck to see your family, especially your mom unhappy forever
because i am not with you. i wish it didnt have to be that way
i just dont know how amazing you would have to be already or

become so that i can be like, "wow, she really can be my
to tell you the truth, you probably dont deserve someone like
me and settle for less if youre just going to live like this. i dont
mean to make you mad by saying this, but you never do
anything to prove me wrong
true by spandau
as far as i know, no other guy has ever been this honest to you.
I dont know how any other guy would compare and you never
got to know me until now (only not in person).
take on me by aha
i hope the future does not turn out bad for either of us or not
like what we thought
i wish your family were my in laws but only you can make that
happen someday.
we both may be the ones really made for each other. i could be
wrong but I really hope im not and im just putting it out there
of course you have to understand why i am reacting the way

you see here in writing.
even if you DO choose me, i would not know you are faithful to
me as i would be to you. it is very likely that if someone cheats
on someone to be with you, they will also cheat on you too.
if you really dont feel hatred towards me and would like to talk,
i may not use much social media, but at least you know how to
reach me.
i sincerely hope you wouldn't pretend that everything is fine

and that you would just act like a friend without actually being
one. and that this isnt some illusion that will disappear in a few
years
i dont know why you have done what you did but i know that
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you can change
correction:
if you stop reading and just think about it, you know you will
feel miserable if you are like, "hmm, what have i done?" or
"what was i thinking?". Maybe not now, but in the future when
you look back at this and that i really was something to you (if
that is what you feel)

be the girl I really like, the girl of my dreams, to the love of my
life. I wouldnt know how far it will go, probably not much
i dont know if you mean anything you say. j dont know what to
believe either.
what I am about.
i hope you cry not because I want to be a jerk, but so that you
can know how it feels

list episod
Homer and Marge
*COMMON:
Our teeth, maybe
DISCLAIMER:
I dont mean to speculate, exaggerate, get mushy, or anything
like that.

people would probably cry and i wish i can tell them this has
a happy ending.
if you dont like a certain habit, just tell me and dont shun me
while youre at it
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even while in class just from thinking about you and what to
say I still took notes!
remember im not trying to be mean to you, im not the one

who treated someone like dirt
you or anyone may never think the same way again and as
long as it is nothing bad, i dont mind
i may be the only guy ever who truly cared about you and
you dont even realize it
maybe i cant ever trust you, at least not now and that youre
ready for a serious relationship. and i thought i was the only
one who wasnt ready
your mom shouldnt have to step in or speak for you. you have
to be capable of thinking and doing for yourself

heart

what is strange is that there could be more better girls, yet i

only choose you out of all of them. not sure why i feel like
that
im also sorry for taking you for granted, if that's what i did to
you. I know you dont care about me
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as long as youre good to me, you could not make me love you
any less

add to aww!
know i would someday marry you (if you felt the same way).
maybe we're meant to be together and even our parents may
agree. (elaborate on the park)

hospital, my heart rate would go up! you literally would add
health to me and I would do the same for you!

eventually
if i were to work something out with you, id have to make

sure it is real with NO nonsense.

yourself
may have messed with your head, but i think you know what
im trying to say
am i wrong song

you or anything. i would still be feeling the same way even if
we didnt see each other then.

thats even possible either because of how you treated me. i
just wish you were more real though.
i dont say it to be rude or to mistreat you. i dont say it to be a

bad person either. i say this because theres another part of
me that wants to help u

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ADD TO DISCLAIM
looks:
I dont know if it is because you looked like a blonde girl, but
I think there is more to why I have good eye contact when im
with you. Besides you being beautiful, I dont know why I feel
the way I do about you


unconditionally. i wouldnt have trouble doing that, but i
dont know about you though.
we all may have our flaws, but that would not diminish my
love for you.

question.
"Again, Christopher... ugh" Really now. I still would not talk

that way toward you despite being mistreated
"I just dont want to have to deal with this for the rest of my
life..." That's messed up as well, but you dont hear me say
that
Now I dont know what to believe. Is this girl lying to me or

is she trying to tell me the truth. Is she trying to make up
for how she behaved and I have to help her (not that I have
to)
"Why should I settle for less just to be with you" I dont see
how I could give you a bad life. If anything, we should both
give ourselves great lives. There could be better people but
that wouldnt change the fact that I prefer you over anyone
else.
of course no one would have to tell you, "dont demean him,

help him".
it could be like you need that person as much as they need

you
if only i can turn back time, id make things right and im

sure you would do the same
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youre giving up
Apocalypse Cow
Dangerous Curves
Every Man's Dream
Moho House
Moonshine River
The Wandering Juvie
Little Big Girl
Bart's Girlfriend

for the first time
breakeven

things but you should talk to him your mom would say, like
i said before, thats up to you.
i hope you arent acting like when people uses to believe in

such thing as cooties
explain why i acted up and had ADHD (still do at times)

with low attention span.

meeting someone
i have so much to talk to you about, or in this case explain!

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around)

whatever.

myself and what i can recall from knowing you. if you want
to know anything else, you will have to speak to me in
person
i actually felt some chills as i was writing this whole thing!
level.
i dont knoe how anyone we ever talked to, currently talk

to, and will talk to would react. let alone if they figure out
the identity of who i am writing about. i wont tell anyone
because this is personal and i dont want either of us to get
backlash

if i were to see someone that resembles you that has kids,
im like why not me? i know i wouldve made a great father
and dad
*2ND PAGE
Present:
Jen went to SPU like I did. The others i am not sure where.
Know when there are scenarios and just thoughts, etc. try
to put it all together even elaborate on references too!

thinks youre dumb

missing you
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homewreckers

thought the guy was me or you were alone. it was weird
its too bad you are like this and somehow it feels like you
broke my heart many tines even before anything
between us could begin. every time i would try to make
the effort to try to talk to you, you make an excuse not to
see me and to avoid me instead. even if you were to talk
to me, i just know it wouldn't be long.

you dont have to just act like you want me around when
you clearly dont. just know that after everything you did
to me, i wouldn't treat you like that, ever. if i was in your
shoes, i would really try to make it up to the person i
hurt. whether you want to tell me or not or maybe im not
meant to know why i dont know. what i know is that you
will never find another guy like me. your mom and
anyone else in your family could agree if they knew.
imagine telling your kids that the one who wrote this is
not their father. good luck explaining that to them

how hard this be to face as an adult who has not been in
love like this before
it is also possible that you are more worried about what

is going on around people you met at campus, job, or
anything else. maybe when you stop and thinl for a bit,
you can understand what i am trying to say.


of course we wouldn't know how we are feeling about

the other person is feeling as this is being written and
read. you cant tell if i am crying as i am writing this
paragraph you are reading, sentence by sentence. i try
not to cry and i act like it is no big deal, even giving fake
smiles like girls do
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i dont know how much sadness i could possibly express.
if i talk to your mom again or we ever talk again, i may
seem fine but deep down i could be really sad. i do try to
put it all under the rug as much as i can, but it doesnt
always work out and i have to wipe away my tears by
making it look like i am scratching an itch in my eye.
people tend to not notice or they are just minding their
own business. i dont know the extend how sad i would be
but I believe I can and will get over this.
if anyone says something like, "i think you lost him

forever"
that's on you and it will depend on many things to

possibly change that.


little.
maybe i just have a weird and wacky side (like you have)
that we both can like about each other.
if things ever work out between us in the future, please

dont make me regret it or reconsider being with you
someday youll be reminded of me when you order food

and maybe Ill see you again. youll be like, "i remember
him, sweet guy". i wish it was all one family though. that
way, i dont have to say, "its too bad she isnt your mom,
kids". that would be amazing because this would have a
happy ending
you cant recall anytime i have been mean to you because

i never had

rather be than with you. of course, at the moment you
dont feel the same which is understandable. maybe after
you read all of this, you would reconsider. think about it
i dont know if you could be for real but unless you prove
me wrong somehow, you probably would not want to be
with me. but, if possible i can help you along the way
since a relationship is a mutual thing. it has to be both,
not just either one
add to hell
lil alex jones

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thinking or dreaming. they say good couples complete

each others sentences.
it would be neat to know each other better
i wish your mom was like, "you should both work in the
same company", despite that I may be called a stalker
or just annoying. i just dont want to be in an office
forever, but if there was a way to work things out I'd
definitely make time for her. I just wouldnt want for
her to leave me
it would really be like Ecomoda or Conceptos
the visions or symbolic meaning is still ridiculous. i

saw the same BCCC ad with a painting of a pregnant
woman and it has to do with a company that deals with
women's health
i didnt choose to go to a specific train amd i dont

control the advertisements. i do think it could be
synchronicity though
i hope you or anyone is not like, "you were doing good,

but you lost in me in the rest of what you said" or "...
you should not have said this"
theres a part of me that says that it would be ackward

to talk to each other like we are strangers. its like i
dont know you or something
trust crumpled
heart pieces
struggles like me
disgusting quote if someone thinks or says
no wonder why couples dont last long
i dont want to tell on your mom, whether she knows or
is just playing dumb
spongebob best day ever (tying my shoes)
i hope youre happy sarcasm
deperation but noy gnuine
mistreat nd y
are you really
eventually somone or ppl will tell you
FIX MISSPELLINGS, EVEN IN OTHER MEMOS!

mistreat nd y
are you really
eebtually ppl will tell you
admirer
through to you
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throw your son in law away
why did you also long hug, admit you have feelings or
me. i didnt want it 2 end even we both had to get back
to each of our jobs.
(ask why in many things here, etc)
quote about kindness suffered the most
thoughts add up, you know
i dont know when or how to find love again
mentuon the last 2 in hells kitchen finale
jfk quote mistke

compelling
wont be able to save her
what we had or couldve had
if sje says i wisj i never met u,fortunately i dont say tht
hello by adele
might habe mentioned mistake and movie

i believe big mistake ny not being with you, so im glad
i finally was able 2 get that out
lover not a fighter quote vice versa
i thought this would be life cjanging or like a life saver
by you not wanting to be around me that says a lot
la novela by fulanito
i hope i am making the right choice
i dont mean to be this or that, but who would i turn to
for telling somone? there were very few people and
even no one at times
how do i know for sure of anything you tell me when
youve acted so strange and most likely would lie about
everything
I've never been so sure about anything before
i know you can be obnoxious, so if possible have your
mom talk to me even though she isnt you
i dont mean to be immature or sound like a child but...
el nino triste by nelson ned
if she says you changed, the truth is i may have known

more or gotten aware but you never actually know me
until now. you have to talk to me so uou get to knoe
me.
you pronably dont have patience or temper though,

unlike me
add to insta
for uour informatuon, i am not being a creep. wow, you
really dont know me
someone would probably tell you, why epuld ypu let

him gp
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add to big fish
threw it back in the hopes of gettong a a bigger one,
but it never happened
that's what youll have to deal with. man, who cares

what others think, it matters what you think!
why did i ever meet him? if i knew he was like this, i

would have walked away
even if i have never been in a real relationship, I wish

the one I would have with you (if it happens) would
last.
if only you would not judge me like most people do, i

would really make it worthwhile to you. but if how
youre acting is how you want things to be, thats on
you.
add to relevant
i dont want to have to say, "what have i done?" either.
id rather say where have you been all my life
every time i see other couples, i wonder how they

make their relationship work, i tried my best even if
the other side disagree
i am not giving you a piece of ny mind (you probably

would though). elaborate on why she would be the
abuser
have bipolar Consequently FOCUS ON GETTING THIS

AND NOT ON HYPE

...
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you DO have the potential of being a spectacular girlfriend and maybe someday, wife. I would
definitely somehow help you change because it is a mutual thing. you have several episodes
referring to The Simpsons to help make my point clearer.
to think that some guy named Christopher was really ackward wrote something so magical, the
world can wonder and it is like as if an alien wrote it or something. this is unheard of and most
likely not normal (of course, who want to be?).
this could be the best thing you could ever read. of course it would be natural (it is psychology)
for you to ignore this. this text is certainly not something to undermine and it is quite significant
if i do say so myself. you may be like, "ugh, whatever." or God forbid, "That's it, Ive had it" then
being furious, you call me, or you try to escalate this in any way. this is one of the many reasons i
told a lot of people about this, especially your mom.
unfortunately, things could end up getting ugly and you start being nasty to me, while i am not
holding anything against you (it isnt stockholm syndrome and if it is, i dont mean to show it).
this is really sad but the ironic part is that this is against the guy (i mentioned before that you
would hit me if you could despite my hands being down). if you line us up next to each other, one
can see by the body language who would be the violent one or the abuser. after all, there is
unconditional love or for better or worse, right? only one can answer that and prove it too.
ask yourself carefully and think. look around your surroundings and your family members if you
have to. what would they say? i wouldnt want to lie to them.
if you saw me in person again, you would ask me why I am so insane. My response is that you
made me that way.
if only i had not have terrible things happen to me like my health, I would have been popular and
would have a great academic career.
if i wasnt afraid back in the 5th grade or any of those year before 8th grade, right now to this
day we could have been inseparable.
you will probably be like, "so and so, you wont believe what Christopher did". Come on, I know
you and we were classmates too until the middle school.

i believe if you did get to know me, you would be in awe not just because I'm weird (you are too,
trust me).
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and to think you would be astounded by what someone can write, especially if it is from a certain
someone about another certain someone. you would not know what would be next because of the
text alone. but no need to worry, i am human just like you and anyone else reading this.
budapest song
heres to us

a bit much
even more now. That is, until you behaved the way you did. Frankly, i dont know what to believe
in
I dont know if you have a bf but i wish someone would have been honest. for some reason when i
talked

add to exaggerate
i dont mean to make something out of nothing. it may look that way, but i haven't been feeling
normal in months and i believe this is why. excuse me for writing things down and not bottling
them in my head.

i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and her combined. i
dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up the past, you were
like that and you havent changed
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you laugh or in
the least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being present like the
encounter in NY
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into the cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade and living in
the same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly eight years and the
last time was in the middle school
future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain what you see
here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides your family.
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to be together
now or never.
think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe its more of a
religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a conclusion and make up
your mind. i would not mind you writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this day, you
are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me or maybe you
dont want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a group. maybe you
or everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each other or like
we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i did (not to play the
blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only you changed that,
then we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
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embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to talk to you or so
you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often
all i can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and would be
willing to get used to that.
with this now"
made me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it, it made me cry
a bit and i try holding it in.


shake it
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester began to take a
picture of it
proprietorships
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i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The way she
acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont worry, i would be
willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love you and
not for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in apartments or in a house
or if one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i am a bad
person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I wanted to tell you
how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane
I write down everything you see here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks on
their faces as you read this
would be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your mom too for
almost as long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have
loved to get to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of you would have
wanted to meet my parents.

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the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone reads this, they'd
probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday is until your
mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
its like when someone would say, you dont even know your wife's birthday? or anniversary?
yikes

*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions

add to settle down

party all the time

sorry not sorry
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it can be either:
jordin sparks songs
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this pain and suffering
was worth it
both sides now
think you do)
cant or wont
know you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we wouldve known each
other that well.

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a smile instead of a
frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll see how it
feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way
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items
flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and not even realize
it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or just entering the
rabbit hole
add to another guy


unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i wouldnt want anyone
to tale advantage of you.
what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this too. I know people
can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep since I am not
fantasizing or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're the one
who wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago. They were with
a carriage and children.


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remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the item (list) that i
did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I wanted to find that image
so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was not angry when i told her about
this one
medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another room. the
one in Jersey city was next to the hospital.

embarrassed if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to mention any other
names either like the homewreckers so dont you get any ideas. i told your mom this
when i gave her the script along with the other items in the bag
are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont know if another guy
who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this
angel by shaggy
reconcile
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i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights were pink
but had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if you made that
mistake of not being with me. no other guy would love you as much as me.
let it be

dime
yours was years ago

add to same way

look at me
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling me to settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers

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writings on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too you can see
the same visions

love you any less

true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose, then i saw the ring.
on my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show

stand by you
add to goals
amaze them



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without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a game to you. for
me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play with anyone's feelings
reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and I would hope you
dont cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want others to see
you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
jusy say it song

talk behind my back
to spite me
if all of this is false, then why would i worry so much about this? it doesn't make much
sense to me and probably to you either
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were like, "Wow,
you wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than happy to help
you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know what I could have done
to you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart, and made you cry like you did to
me.

bright
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cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I not only
tell but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for you that a
guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i wouldnt do
anyhing to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally despite how you
treated me
happiness
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom like I
will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
also be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream come true.
they said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!
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wrote:
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with all the
tears i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a few years before
we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke it out
on you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on. try not to
care what others think, it will help a lot
father)

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying that would
be the case with me but it would not make the relationship less genuine
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if things work out
both of us would tell our classmates in elementary school when we first met and in
the middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant say i
didnt try or that i didnt care

talk to her
should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her how to
treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to men

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe it was too
late. There has to be a reason for this
despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you no matter what.
nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same now and you wont
feel the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but
at least be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just
something youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love to go
back to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth the long wait
and everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent smiled for years.
that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you know who.
it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind working things out
and you know i would be patient in doing so. in my opinion, we can both make our
families happy and proud.
i once saw a few of your pics with other guys so maybe you had a bf or two, i dont
know. i wish we would have taken one together. both of our smiles are so cute
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wrote:

i hope it isnt degrading to you because you are a human being and not a piece of
meat. only a real man wont treat you like an object and treat you the way you
should be treated. It may have to do with standards and you should have better
ones if that is the case. I believe I am a real man and the one you would want that
would never treat you like garbage. It would be unconditionally despite you
mistreating me. If I would do that, it wouldnt mean I dont care about you because
no one is perfect
good girl

wife someday
add to desperate

I dont mean to act tense or stressful, it's just that I have so many things I never
got to do. I want to make up for lost time. I hoped that would be with you and
sadly it isnt.
add to pretend
i dont know if you would just pretend youre nice and then just leave me or decide
to break up after being together for years. I sure wouldnt do that to you becsuse
there is no reason and i am not like that. i wish i can help you change
I am not sure if you will forget about me, but I know i will never forget about you
and something in my heart just doesnt let me do that. when i go on my route in
NY, I still think of the encounter with you as i see couples

Maybe one day, not only your mom but your family and you most of all. I'm sure
my parents will understand what was going on and what I have been through.
They would also accept you as well since I already get along with your mom and
wouldnt mind meeting the rest of them in which they would be my in laws.

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wishin n hopin
add to playing dumb

dont know if our thoughts connected or something but several times in my route,
when i think about you it's like you're cheating on me or youre with someone else
and glad im not there

maybe, but i wrote all of this so please listen unless you don't want to know the
truth
run out of ideas

someday never comes
it will be very difficult but we can figure out together somehow. if not, oh well, i
tried.

not just that song say you wont let go, imagine us together. I am or at least i did.
Doubt i could anymore
i hope you can still get along with people in your circles after this, especially with
your mom.
say john mayer
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the marriage stuff and song from train. it sounds cheesy (at least to you), but in
case i dont talk to you again
i would not need to renew our wedding bows because i take them very seriously.
Not sure you would, though
i wish there couldn't be a catch to us even to see each other let alone be together,
but i doubt it.
it would be really awkward if we both saw each other and were just quiet. i dont
have an issue because i would be a cool guy to people.
*(SECOND PAGE)

im not trying to drag you into my problems, although i would not mind helping
you. And if you wouldnt want to do that either, then youre hopeless (prove me
wrong).

to tell you the truth, i dont know much about Colombian culture, except some
songs. The same would apply for you when it comes to Ecuadorian culture. No
problem, we can both teach each other.

i hope you wouldn't take it personal because it was not easy getting what you
see here together and ut took a several months. I also hope that you dont get
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frustrated at me


next time i see you
if things work out:

A few more:
haven't done other things like having a pillow fight or been in a treehouse. My
bucketlist is really big of things I want to do and havent had the chance to do
them besides enough money. Sorry that I just wanted us to get to know each
other better
done these things or have secrets your keep to yourself. I wouldnt laugh at you
and i would not tell anyone.

length when it comes to the pages. dont be alarmed because I know I did my
best. They always said if you like someone, tell them and I just went over the
top.
I also know that whether you're friends or a couple, it must be based off on a lot
of good qualities like honesty. I hope I could expect that from you instead of you
avoiding me. Maybe it has to do with both of us being too good or not good
enough for each other. That wouldn't look like true love. I would think it can
develop but probably not because I was wrong on love at first sight. As far as
love is blind goes, I see it as a girl who does not realize what is in front of her. If
I was in front of you, I wish I could cry tears of joy instead of tears of pain. I
guess only you could change that because I feel like I have tried. I know I would
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have loved you forever and ever.
If you feel that another guy can do the same despite my attempts to make things
right, then I have to face that reality because things are going to stay that way
for good as long you want them to. I don't know how he would react to this
script. If he loves you, he wont be upset or worse. As for you and me, maybe
we're not meant to be together. I hope I am wrong though, I really truly do.
more than you know

into the night
mi linda nena
add to eye contact

hungry eyes
add to eye contact

deserve the best
It wasnt me though.
i wonder if she is desperate too by the way shes acting. its almost as if she cant
stand that we would make a cute couple
marry the first

It would be so awesome if I saw your mom at work and we're a couple. It's not
to brag but I'd be honored and so would she. Personally, she should be my
mother-in-law and i dont mind shouting out, "suegra!"
i dont know if youre going to remember what you read about here. I also dont
know if you would ever give me a chance to prove to you that I can live up to
all the good things I wrote about here.
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I am not sure about change because you never told me what I did wrong or
anything (yet I clearly did). Maybe i matured a bit, but i dont really know
unless you help me out. You should let me help you with help me and vice
versa. Like i said before, it is a mutual and takes effort requiring each other. It
also takes compromise, as well as other things.
together for some time. If possible, we could then date and see where it goes
from there. I think we may need our families' help if things do work out for us
(I mentioned in the beginning that we can have a picnic).
I already told your mom about this. (there is a Spanish translation of the text
also). I dont know what the future holds, but if destiny wants us together,
we'll be together. If we stick by one another as a team, there's nothing that
can't be accomplished!
I wish I could know what would have to be done so that if we end up together,
we stay that way for life. Besides being a great bf and gf, I assume we both
can figure it out while getting to know each other.

i wouldnt want to give you that as a burden. I would care of you though, think
about that.

I would hope that I am taken serious and not have more nonsense that what is
already there.
I wish you let me know of any misconceptions you have about me and I'll do
the same. I will more than happy to do that just make things easier for us. I
know you have been nice to me so you shouldnt be rude if I talked to you.
i wish you could be more than a friend like a wife like i would be a husband to
you. If not, you are just a friend, which us sad in a way because I know you
are better than that. I wouldn't know for sure if you would help me out, or let
me drown, or sink.
I dont want this song to relate to you despite you probably feel bad about me
being mentioned.
It may seem like that, but it isnt. I normally like to be single but i dont want to
stay like that years from now and you wouldnt want to either. This for some
reason may be that it's not what one wanted. I dont believe that is the case
with me and maybe it is with you unfortunately.
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I dont mean to be psychic or anything, but since we barely talk I would like to
tell you everything I have written down so it gives you something to think
about for the future. I know that plenty would be done by then and we should
make sure we do what we can.
wrong about me all this time. All that frustration over someone you didnt even
know or want to get to know them. Dont worry, I would still comfort you
besides wiping the tears off your eyes (maybe you would or would not do the
same for me) . I know people can change or at least come around and maybe
you can too!
We shouldnt act like strangers either, especially when we know each other
since elementary school! It's just that now we would get to know each other
better, that's all. This is all crazy and I am trying not to freak out, so now
people cant tell me I have to act normal
I poured my heart and put a lot of thought to what I wrote here, so the least
you can do is acknowledge that.

i wouldnt want this to be the last thing i write to you nor would i want to
not talk to you

i dont know how he could be treating you, i hope he is treating you right. Ill
admit I would get jealous if I saw you with anyone else, but still be calm. i
dont know if i lost you because of something i did. i am sorry if i did make
you suffer, but i was the one who was hurt these past few months. i could
not...
hey jealousy by
if he wasnt, i wouldnt be there to defend you since we are really far from
each other and wouldnt know where you are. i wouldnt want to you to think
i am a stalker or something. maybe then you know that i am the one for you.
just know and think who would really be your soulmate or other half when
you read this and get to know me better.
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i would not mind you defending me if a girl took advantage of me. if only
you suddenly changed and stood up for me after letting me take the hits.
you are probably thinking, "is this possible, could Christopher actually be
the one for me? I could not stand him because my friends told me he's this
or that"
Some "friends" they are, can't tell me to my face what they think of me so
they talk behind my back and you know it.
You never know and I would want to take a chance because what if we are
and we never knew it? It would feel bitter in the least if i am not open or
decide not to write this whole thing.
She would be thinking that to herself and I feel bad for her. I would love to
be her son in law. I wish I got to know your family too.
bliss quote
tell a story


That's so cruel, as if I would say the same about you. It may look like I dont
care, but believe me when I say that I DO care and that I mean well.

I dont know why, in a way all of a sudden, I really like you. Just because I
was never in an actual relationship or went out with a girl to begin with,
doesnt mean that you are only a phase or a fad.
If something does happen between us, I sincerely would want to pursue a

relationship with you and that things should develop between us over time.
I am very patient, so that is no problem.

Nope, not at all. In fact, I may be one of the greatest people you will ever
know.
I dont mean to rush or anything, but maybe Im way over my head or what
I'm saying is on point. It may look like we are opposites or we are not
compatible, but I dont believe that. Even of that were the case, that doesnt
mean we shouldnt aim to undersrand each other and have common ground.
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effort of talking to me. I dont know if it is a lack of character or something
else im not aware of, besides listing possible factors that influence your
behavior.
about each other? Maybe I am not meant to know because for some reason
we are always apart. First it was eight years, and now probably longer.
Sadly, those are years neither of us will ever get back.
This could depend on the person. I know we go way back, we just haven't
had the chance to get to know each other more.
*hammer a little on the homewreckers, etc. use the terms like groupthink
and others
*talk about why things happened like the encounter, clear things out, etc

dont mean to bother your mom, but i would think she would help us be a
couple somehow (hypothetically). it should be on us though overall
dumb)
whether this would be the best or worse love story in the country, maybe
the world will depend on us both. then there is destiny, synchronicity, and
other factors involved which dont even understa
its a shame that we couldn't be somethin more because your mom to me

is my in law and the rest of your family members my in laws too and id
love it if you made that a reality. it is one thing to wrote this on paper but
another thing is working to make it happen.
if you think it is my choice, i do and i happen to choose you. i would not

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let anyone influence me about you, I want to talk to you in person
depending on how things turn out overall (not just us two), my feelings
for you should not change unless you dont want to give us chance or you
never want to consider me someday.
this may sound odd, but maybe theres a reason i had plenty of time to get
this written so anything bottled up would be on paper.

who someone really is, not just yourself. I dont know what is the deal with
the lies. its probably none of my business but i dont know if you had a bf
before or currently have a bf.
i dont know about doubts but as of right now, i have some and if we are
together, we would both have. clearly, you would have more despite that i
would do my part in the relationship

i hope you dont think i would destroy your life or you will just suffer with
me. that is just so awful and couldnt be further from the truth. it would be
the complete opposite of what you think.
as i am writing this, you must be thinking, "is this real?" Yes, yes it is. I
think we're both lucky, especially you!
i hope that you would have been the best thing that ever happened to me.
I know I would and if i am not (or as much), I will strive to do just that.
the words I would hate and never want to hear is "break up" or "divorce"
should come clean after doing the grave mistake of not telling you years
ago. You should do the same for me too like I am being true to you. I may
not have cared in the past, but now I really want to make things right.
I may have been wrong about you and if we both really want to make it
work, we would find a way. if not, maybe i am wrong but no matter what
happens, i would not mind being at least friends. also, i dont know if you
would think about talking to me again. i dont know what i could have
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done (even if you could not help being brainwashed by others who didn't
like me) to deserve such treatment.
chayanne songs
this my sound odd but i may never get to tell you because of whatever is
going on. maybe someday we can both say the following to each other:
no place i would rather be or anything i would rather do than be with you.

i wish we both were successful one day and we can share that with one
another.
you wont feel the same way probably and i dont mean that in a bad way.
youll hopefully remember me no matter where life takes you
are things going to be the same when talking to others after this? i hope
people dont think im too weird, i am already weird as it is
*DISCLAIMER
add philosophical


of course, no matter what you'll always be the most beautiful girl to me
youre the girl i fell madly in love with and that was an awesome feeling
until recently. I was really thrilled that my heart has not given up on
you completely (elaborate)
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add to appropriate
reason i think thats my situation with you. if we wouldnt be together
now, we would be ten to twenty years from now. assuming we would
both be taken by that time, I am willing to make that commitment if
that were to happen. since i dont know when we would see each other
again for whatever reason, i just felt that i should point that out so I
dont feel bad.
bruno mars songs
maybe the synchronicity brought us together to help us with whatever

is going on in our lives
if i were to tell other people about this, they would be like, "aww, you
two do make a cute couple"
im sorry if i sounded harsh to you here. you would think that we would
have cleared a few things in person. That way, I would not have to
bottle my feelings and write something this long
if you think that i do not really like or would not love you and that it is
for materialistic means, you are wrong. I dont care where you live,
whether you live in an apartment or a house, Id still love you the same
the same can be said for you and everyone has standards. Maybe I dont
match to your standards and vice versa. That shouldn't have to be the
case because it should not make me love you any less. You probably
wont care or know what I mean until a few years go by. At least I wont
have to say I never told her how I felt. I wish it would have been in
person, but maybe it's for the best in her view. If I am that awful to her
(despite how she mistreats me), then she wont want to look at me, let
alone talk to me.
lives, but I dont know if that can happen. I dont mean to blame just you,
but I know for a fact I can be loyal and you havent shown that to me.
To honest, if you were and probably still are clueless, you wont know
what you have until its gone. I hope it isnt me
*DSCLAIM
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i dont mean to scare you or anything, I just want to say what i may not
get to say since our schedules and other reasons wont let us talk to
each other
dont be deceived by the title, this is not to play with you or trick you. i
really feel this way about you and i hope you dont hate me or think i am
a bad person
please read this thoroughly and between the lines. dont judge just by
the title you read or by the cover. that is only one out of many lessons
we will hopefully learn
if i dont look as sad, believe me when I say I am. I am just humble and
tend to be shy. i am not anti-social, just not as sociable. I am becoming
more sociable and maybe you are too. We have been in the same
elementary school for many years and classmates for a few of those
years. Then, I dont know what happened for roughly EIGHT YEARS. Im
sorry I was such a jerk myself and not finding a way to keep in touch
with you. I dont know why I realize this now and not sure why I feel the
way I do on other things here.
youll be shocked when you realize that you have been wrong about me
for so long and let others tell you who i am, without getting to know me
for yourself. You will also learn the truth as to why things happened, at
least on my view. Maybe you will talk to me in the future when you
learn to treat others how they should be treated.

can anything between us be a farce if our moms or anyone else has to

interfere? i dont know
i dont know if you had a real boyfriend or if you had a few boyfriends.
if i tried talking to you, i dont know for sure but have a good feeling
that you are only trying to make me jealous. i dont know why but i
think whether it is anyone talking bad things about me behind my
back or some other factor involved, you have shown me you cant
think for yourself
was it worth not living for yourself and caring what others think? i
wont mention the people, but i think you know who may have messed
with your head, but i think you know what im trying to say
it may never be enough for you trying to make it up to me because
you have lied so much
am i wrong song


add to does not

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or maybe i will end up alone because apparently I am not good when
it comes to even having love let alone starting and maintaining a
strong relationship with someone.
i know for a fact that no other guy will love you as much as I would
have. I dont know if thats because I never had a girlfriend (or a real
one) or because I know you for a long time. For all we know, it could
be both things and other good qualities
i cant imagine you being in the arms of another guy, it would be like a
nightmare.
although I would think that you would appreciate what I have written
here, even if we did not get to talk to each other. If you did NOT react
in any way, you probably dont realize it. That is no big deal since I did
not see where this would go either. If you so not care or react
negatively toward me or talk behind my back, you did not change and
are not worth the emotional distress.

mention health

incomplete without my jlly. when i am in the cafeteria, i keep thinking
how terrible it feels not speaking up when I was a freshman. maybe
we could have been a couple to this day. its like ten years ago and it
hurts like hell
just because it is your mom, that doesnt mean i am giving her special
treatment. if your father or any of your loved ones were there, things
would be in different ways, but in the same concept
relationship and I would not want to mess that up. if i did, i may not
have known that at the time because you were treating me like i dont
exist.
Kids Next Door

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we shouldn't take advantage of each other nor view one's kindness
for weakness

if you had a secret, I can assure you I wouldnt tell (of course you had
to do the same since it goes both ways)
I would also be trustworthy to you (and help you be more trustworthy

too)
look into the mirror and ask yourself if i am really to blame. dont go
by its not you, its me because chances are its me, you want to spare
feelings.
*COMMON
I sometimes tend to put my tongue between teeth when I laugh like

you do. dunno y
DISCLAIMER:
if only i could, we would have the time of our lives. we would always
remember the good times!

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unbelievable.
imagine telling our kids their father wrote something memorable to
mom!
continue the outline, remove all beginnings from every memo, cross
something off, order reasonably, copy/paste, and finally translate

SIMPSONS
obviously there are some things that I hope never happen to us if

we're together.
colonel homer
homer scissorhands

many times it may be hard, but i think that somewhere along the
line I should be understood
remember me
Obviously you're the opposite of ugly. I cant even stop looking at

your beautiful face.
LFMB
add to train songs

who says by selena
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Please dont be grumpy or be like "I cant believe this guy, why cant
he just leave me alone?" Thats really cold, not to mention that this
took me months to write. Included was the crying and uncertainty
too. Again, I would not treat you this way. If given the chance, you
would probably hit me and yet I would love you no matter what.
i think some part of our families, like our moms want us together,
especially your mom. If only you felt the same way and it has to be
genuine, not being disgruntled, pressured, or anything that would
make our relationship any less than true.
add to deserve:
maybe I am the one that deserves better and i thought you were
the girl for me. i would think that there are other girls but none
would compare to you.
I would say things like, "Theres just only one girl on my mind. My
heart belongs to her and i dont know why. It just does"
i wouldnt be surprised if you are asked, "why are you treating him
like this?" I dont know, you tell me

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At this point, I should probably give up altogether because unless

things turn out different and you actually DO change, then theres
no point in continuing to talk about this or to you.
I wouldn't give up on love, even if it's not with you. It could have
been something special pursuing a relationship but it cant work if
only one person wants to be with someone but the other person
does not.
I hope that no one breaks your heart like you did to me. What goes
around comes around, remember that. I would not want anything
bad to happen to you because I care
I wouldn't want to say i told you so either. Think, if I was lying, how
can I do all you see here including the other items I gave to your
mom in a bag? That's love, in case you dont know that. It may have
been over the top, but at least I got it out there and its better than
nothing. I dont know and maybe Ill never know if you would have
expressed how you feel about me the same way. That would be
great.
(ELABORATE ON CAMPUS SAFETY lookalike, what they call the

staff)
*COMMON


We sort of look like the characters too, especially me. You look like
your mom and so does your character in both shows.
add to miles
GO BOTH WAYS
500 miles

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i am not looking for you to be as a last resort if thats what youre

thinking

sometimes too much
dont matter by akon
maybe if we had a bad day or so, we could think of each other
maybe someone acts in a certain way because that person needs

a great soulmate who will love and put up with him or her.
tu no eres para mi by fanny lu (the other way around, you are the
one who hurt me)
i hope that whether the songs are good or bad, you still end up
getting the message
i wish you had more of a sense of humor and not get offended
easily, it is another downside of our society.
hypothetocally speaking, if it doesnt look like i would want to be

with you in the future, I do but i cant wait for you. it would suck
to see your family, especially your mom unhappy forever because
i am not with you. i wish it didnt have to be that way
i just dont know how amazing you would have to be already or

become so that i can be like, "wow, she really can be my
to tell you the truth, you probably dont deserve someone like me
and settle for less if youre just going to live like this. i dont mean
to make you mad by saying this, but you never do anything to
prove me wrong
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true by spandau
as far as i know, no other guy has ever been this honest to you. I
dont know how any other guy would compare and you never got
to know me until now (only not in person).
take on me by aha
i hope the future does not turn out bad for either of us or not like
what we thought
i wish your family were my in laws but only you can make that
happen someday.
we both may be the ones really made for each other. i could be
wrong but I really hope im not and im just putting it out there
of course you have to understand why i am reacting the way you

see here in writing.
even if you DO choose me, i would not know you are faithful to
me as i would be to you. it is very likely that if someone cheats on
someone to be with you, they will also cheat on you too.
if you really dont feel hatred towards me and would like to talk, i
may not use much social media, but at least you know how to
reach me.
i sincerely hope you wouldn't pretend that everything is fine and

that you would just act like a friend without actually being one.
and that this isnt some illusion that will disappear in a few years
i dont know why you have done what you did but i know that you
can change
correction:
if you stop reading and just think about it, you know you will feel
miserable if you are like, "hmm, what have i done?" or "what was
i thinking?". Maybe not now, but in the future when you look
back at this and that i really was something to you (if that is what
you feel)
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be the girl I really like, the girl of my dreams, to the love of my
life. I wouldnt know how far it will go, probably not much
i dont know if you mean anything you say. j dont know what to
believe either.
what I am about.
i hope you cry not because I want to be a jerk, but so that you
can know how it feels

list episod
Homer and Marge
*COMMON:
Our teeth, maybe
DISCLAIMER:
I dont mean to speculate, exaggerate, get mushy, or anything like
that.

people would probably cry and i wish i can tell them this has a
happy ending.
if you dont like a certain habit, just tell me and dont shun me
while youre at it

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even while in class just from thinking about you and what to
say I still took notes!
remember im not trying to be mean to you, im not the one who

treated someone like dirt
you or anyone may never think the same way again and as long
as it is nothing bad, i dont mind
i may be the only guy ever who truly cared about you and you
dont even realize it
maybe i cant ever trust you, at least not now and that youre
ready for a serious relationship. and i thought i was the only
one who wasnt ready
your mom shouldnt have to step in or speak for you. you have
to be capable of thinking and doing for yourself

heart
i didnt think my destiny would be like this. i seriously thought

she was be the one for me
what is strange is that there could be more better girls, yet i

only choose you out of all of them. not sure why i feel like that
im also sorry for taking you for granted, if that's what i did to
you. I know you dont care about me
as long as youre good to me, you could not make me love you
any less
maybe your mom or anyone else can talk to you and hopefully
you can come to your senses
add to aww!
know i would someday marry you (if you felt the same way).
maybe we're meant to be together and even our parents may
agree. (elaborate on the park)

hospital, my heart rate would go up! you literally would add
health to me and I would do the same for you!
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eventually
if i were to work something out with you, id have to make sure

it is real with NO nonsense.

factor involved, you have shown me you cant think for yourself
may have messed with your head, but i think you know what im
trying to say
am i wrong song

despite what happened, what is happening now, and what will
happen. at least some part of me tells me now to hate you or
anything. i would still be feeling the same way even if we didnt
see each other then.
i really want to be at least your friend, but i dont know if thats

even possible either because of how you treated me. i just wish
you were more real though.
i dont say it to be rude or to mistreat you. i dont say it to be a

bad person either. i say this because theres another part of me
that wants to help u
ADD TO DISCLAIM
looks:
I dont know if it is because you looked like a blonde girl, but I
think there is more to why I have good eye contact when im
with you. Besides you being beautiful, I dont know why I feel
the way I do about you


unconditionally. i wouldnt have trouble doing that, but i dont
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know about you though.
we all may have our flaws, but that would not diminish my
love for you.

question.
"Again, Christopher... ugh" Really now. I still would not talk

that way toward you despite being mistreated
"I just dont want to have to deal with this for the rest of my
life..." That's messed up as well, but you dont hear me say
that
Now I dont know what to believe. Is this girl lying to me or is

she trying to tell me the truth. Is she trying to make up for
how she behaved and I have to help her (not that I have to)
"Why should I settle for less just to be with you" I dont see
how I could give you a bad life. If anything, we should both
give ourselves great lives. There could be better people but
that wouldnt change the fact that I prefer you over anyone
else.
of course no one would have to tell you, "dont demean him,

help him".
it could be like you need that person as much as they need

you
if only i can turn back time, id make things right and im sure
i can only hope you know what you are doing and what youre
giving up
Apocalypse Cow
Dangerous Curves
Every Man's Dream
Moho House
Moonshine River
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The Wandering Juvie
Little Big Girl
Bart's Girlfriend

for the first time
breakeven

things but you should talk to him your mom would say, like i
said before, thats up to you.
i dont mean to be such crybaby, it's probably because i care
so much about you and having a relationship assuming i was
ready for one. Most of all, I care about myself and doing
what is right for me
i hope you arent acting like when people uses to believe in

such thing as cooties
explain why i acted up and had ADHD (still do at times) with

low attention span.

meeting someone
i have so much to talk to you about, or in this case explain!
a moment like this by kelly clarkson (the other way around)

i dont know about you, i sure would want to wholeheartedly. i
know that doesnt matter to you but whatever.

myself and what i can recall from knowing you. if you want to
know anything else, you will have to speak to me in person
i actually felt some chills as i was writing this whole thing!
i dont think another guy can do this for you. not at this level.
i dont knoe how anyone we ever talked to, currently talk to,
and will talk to would react. let alone if they figure out the
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identity of who i am writing about. i wont tell anyone
because this is personal and i dont want either of us to get
backlash

if i were to see someone that resembles you that has kids, im
like why not me? i know i wouldve made a great father and
dad
*2ND PAGE
Present:
Jen went to SPU like I did. The others i am not sure where.
Know when there are scenarios and just thoughts, etc. try to
put it all together even elaborate on references too!
just say one of the words and find synonyms so no one thinks
youre dumb

missing you
homewreckers

thought the guy was me or you were alone. it was weird
its too bad you are like this and somehow it feels like you
broke my heart many tines even before anything between
us could begin. every time i would try to make the effort to
try to talk to you, you make an excuse not to see me and to
avoid me instead. even if you were to talk to me, i just
know it wouldn't be long.

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you dont have to just act like you want me around when
you clearly dont. just know that after everything you did to
me, i wouldn't treat you like that, ever. if i was in your
shoes, i would really try to make it up to the person i hurt.
whether you want to tell me or not or maybe im not meant
to know why i dont know. what i know is that you will
never find another guy like me. your mom and anyone else
in your family could agree if they knew. imagine telling
your kids that the one who wrote this is not their father.
good luck explaining that to them

how hard this be to face as an adult who has not been in
love like this before
it is also possible that you are more worried about what is

going on around people you met at campus, job, or
anything else. maybe when you stop and thinl for a bit, you
can understand what i am trying to say.


of course we wouldn't know how we are feeling about the

other person is feeling as this is being written and read.
you cant tell if i am crying as i am writing this paragraph
you are reading, sentence by sentence. i try not to cry and
i act like it is no big deal, even giving fake smiles like girls
do
i dont know how much sadness i could possibly express. if i

talk to your mom again or we ever talk again, i may seem
fine but deep down i could be really sad. i do try to put it
all under the rug as much as i can, but it doesnt always
work out and i have to wipe away my tears by making it
look like i am scratching an itch in my eye. people tend to
not notice or they are just minding their own business. i
dont know the extend how sad i would be but I believe I
can and will get over this.
if anyone says something like, "i think you lost him forever"
that's on you and it will depend on many things to possibly

change that.

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little.
maybe i just have a weird and wacky side (like you have)
that we both can like about each other.
if things ever work out between us in the future, please

dont make me regret it or reconsider being with you
someday youll be reminded of me when you order food and

maybe Ill see you again. youll be like, "i remember him,
sweet guy". i wish it was all one family though. that way, i
dont have to say, "its too bad she isnt your mom, kids". that
would be amazing because this would have a happy ending
you cant recall anytime i have been mean to you because i

never had

rather be than with you. of course, at the moment you dont
feel the same which is understandable. maybe after you
read all of this, you would reconsider. think about it
i dont know if you could be for real but unless you prove
me wrong somehow, you probably would not want to be
with me. but, if possible i can help you along the way since
a relationship is a mutual thing. it has to be both, not just
either one
add to hell
lil alex jones

thinking or dreaming. they say good couples complete

each others sentences.
it would be neat to know each other better
i wish your mom was like, "you should both work in the
same company", despite that I may be called a stalker or
just annoying. i just dont want to be in an office forever,
but if there was a way to work things out I'd definitely
make time for her. I just wouldnt want for her to leave
me
it would really be like Ecomoda or Conceptos
the visions or symbolic meaning is still ridiculous. i saw

the same BCCC ad with a painting of a pregnant woman
and it has to do with a company that deals with women's
health
i didnt choose to go to a specific train amd i dont control

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the advertisements. i do think it could be synchronicity
though
i hope you or anyone is not like, "you were doing good,

but you lost in me in the rest of what you said" or "... you
should not have said this"
theres a part of me that says that it would be ackward to

talk to each other like we are strangers. its like i dont
know you or something
trust crumpled
heart pieces
struggles like me
disgusting quote if someone thinks or says
no wonder why couples dont last long
i dont want to tell on your mom, whether she knows or is
just playing dumb
spongebob best day ever (tying my shoes)
i hope youre happy sarcasm
mistreat nd y
are you really
eventually somone or ppl will tell you
FIX MISSPELLINGS, EVEN IN OTHER MEMOS!

mistreat nd y
are you really
eebtually ppl will tell you
admirer
through to you
throw your son in law away
why did you also long hug, admit you have feelings or
me. i didnt want it 2 end even we both had to get back to
each of our jobs.
(ask why in many things here, etc)
quote about kindness suffered the most
thoughts add up, you know
i dont know when or how to find love again
mentuon the last 2 in hells kitchen finale
jfk quote mistke

compelling
wont be able to save her
what we had or couldve had
if sje says i wisj i never met u,fortunately i dont say tht
hello by adele
might habe mentioned mistake and movie

i believe big mistake ny not being with you, so im glad i
finally was able 2 get that out
lover not a fighter quote vice versa
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i thought this would be life cjanging or like a life saver
by you not wanting to be around me that says a lot
la novela by fulanito
i hope i am making the right choice
i dont mean to be this or that, but who would i turn to for
telling somone? there were very few people and even no
one at times
how do i know for sure of anything you tell me when
youve acted so strange and most likely would lie about
everything
I've never been so sure about anything before
i know you can be obnoxious, so if possible have your
mom talk to me even though she isnt you
i dont mean to be immature or sound like a child but...
el nino triste by nelson ned
if she says you changed, the truth is i may have known

more or gotten aware but you never actually know me
until now. you have to talk to me so uou get to knoe me.
you pronably dont have patience or temper though,

unlike me
add to insta
for uour informatuon, i am not being a creep. wow, you
really dont know me
someone would probably tell you, why epuld ypu let him
gp
add to big fish

threw it back in the hopes of gettong a a bigger one, but
it never happened
that's what youll have to deal with. man, who cares what
others think, it matters what you think!
why did i ever meet him? if i knew he was like this, i

would have walked away
even if i have never been in a real relationship, I wish

the one I would have with you (if it happens) would last.
if only you would not judge me like most people do, i

would really make it worthwhile to you. but if how youre
acting is how you want things to be, thats on you.
add to relevant
i dont want to have to say, "what have i done?" either. id
rather say where have you been all my life
every time i see other couples, i wonder how they make

their relationship work, i tried my best even if the other
side disagree
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i am not giving you a piece of ny mind (you probably
would though). elaborate on why she would be the
abuser
have bipolar Consequently FOCUS ON GETTING THIS

AND NOT ON HYPE

excuse me if i sound old fashioned but i believe i am

retro (which means combining old and new)
but that doesnt mean im not willing to work with you, i

would dont get me wrong, its just that you are not
letting me
if you cry, its okay. in a sense i wanted you to because

that way I am being real to you, otherwise what i have
said here is meaningless
Houston when the baseball player proposed to his

girlfriend who was a model
you should be one too, then youd be like melania and
maybe miss universe
at this point i dont know if there is anything else i can
type that does not include moving too fast or anything
of a sort that is not on here.
youll think of me by keith urban
imagine all the time wasted not being together

if you got hurt, i would take you to the hospital (even
carry you if necessary) but i doubt youd do the same
for me
teach children about this in the classroom
when i see your mom, I wish she can get the message
at least.
(that's her potential son-in-law and she does not even

realize it!)
conference in Virginia
put all things into place
(when as instruction too)
ill admit i may exaggerate a little even if you think its a

lot
i hope you wont mind me pretending im you. it may be

absurd but i look up to you and dont mind making you
laugh
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add to pity
dont try to deceive me by cheating on someone since
most likely you'll just cheat on me too
i put more paper not because i like wasting, but so you

see and appreciate the hard work i put into this
if you really believe i am nothing to you, this is just

pieces of paper that are heavy and are translated too.
breathless by the corrs (the other way around)
correct:
jar of hearts (the other way around)
if you are uncertain and need time to think, no

problem. i respect you and will give you all the time
and space you need to think
listen to your heart by DHT (the other way around)
who knows, maybe we're meant to be together so we

dont make bad decisions later in our lives
when im around, you dont enjoy my company and you

would probably leave. i dont know why that is. that
would be the opposite when i see you. its almost like i
never want to leave your presence.
sometimes i may not know how to even begin to

express this all in person
this is from that's 70s show, only in this case I would

not bail out on our wedding. You would probably do
that to me.
thirteen by big star
crazy lucky by better than ezra
not our names but still sounds good

jack & diane by john mellencamp
You were meant for me by jewel (the other way

around, although I wish it was both ways)
beautiful soul by jesse mccartney
both faith hill songs (the other around, both ways

would be nice)
include the Simpsons episodes
homer and the crayon

everyone finds their homer
save their marriage
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when im with you, i feel like like a king and on top of
the world!
quotes, respond, elaborate, etc
but i dont want to be with him

i dont like him
you dont know who he really is
most of that, if not practically all of it is false.
i hate to have to dedicate songs that portray you in a

negative way
hermosa ingrata by juanes
we should be on the same team, not on different teams

or enemies. i doubt she is a bad person, I know she
can be sweet and lovely when she wants to. I may not
know her family as well either but i wouldnt mind
getting to know them and being the son-in-law. we
should both be on the same page here, including our
families
from the bottom of my heart, I hope this all was worth

it
add to my jelly
"im the peanut butter and i need my jelly"
antes de que te vayas by marco antonio solis
love of your life or true love
remind her why this script is so long
maybe i am your true love overall, even though to me

you are. if possible, we can both get to know each
other and work together to get there. how wonderful
that would be!
detrimental to you
feels lile i know you more than you think
i hope you know
we should both be on same page, not one or both of us

clueless
i had a dream that a girl would take you from me dont
let that happen
i dont believe that we know what both of us are
On Jan 19, 2018 1:26 AM, "Christopher Tinajero" <

...
3064 / 4356
Date Sent: Wednesday, February 7, 2018 5:38:27 PM GMT-05:00
Date Received: Wednesday, February 7, 2018 5:38:27 PM GMT-05:00
i saw a girl who looked like the younger version of your mom or both you and her combined. i
dont know her but she just turned the other way and without bringing up the past, you were like
that and you havent changed
add to other half

im the one who puts up with you and you help illuminate my path. I can make you laugh or in the
least smile by impersonating you. You can cheer me up just by being present like the encounter
in NY
now, i know what youre thinking. what if Christopher is so and so? You know me personally and
so I. After these past few months, obviously I do not bite (i dont mean to throw you out into the
cold)
"watch out, hes a creep." Uh, tell that to 11 years knowing you since 5th grade and living in the
same town for a few years longer. Okay, I havent seen you for roughly eight years and the last
time was in the middle school
future holds
this is not all we can talk about. if only you werent mean to me, then i can explain what you see
here better instead of having to talk to anyone who knows you, besides your family.
i dont know if we would be on and off in a relationship. it may come to a point to be together now
or never.
think for yourself or how some people say to put your hand on your chest (maybe its more of a
religious thing). look deep inside your heart to help you come to a conclusion and make up your
mind. i would not mind you writing something like this to me (please do).
look in the mirror. besides the never ending beautiful face I see back then and to this day, you
are probably out of your mind at this point. maybe you can bear to look at me or maybe you dont
want to even think of me.
i assume whoever is reading this is reading alone or with someone or with a group. maybe you or
everyone will have a deer in the headlights look in their face.

3065 / 4356
stop being stern when there is little to no reason to. we shouldn't be rude to each other or like
we're enemies. like i said before, i would never act like that way. and if i did (not to play the
blame game), you were like that towards me and i reacted.
how sad that i may know more about you than you know about me. if only you changed that, then
we wouldnt have to judge each other unreasonably.
embarrassment i went through, not to mention the emotional struggle just to talk to you or so
you can notice me. i pity your mom because as far as i know, she is very nice to me and often all i
can think of is "mother-in-law". It may sound silly to you, but I dont mind and would be willing to
get used to that.
if that was my reality, i wouldn't say "oh man, i cant believe this" or "oh well, i have to deal with
this now"
you probably would sound like that and years ago you had that expression, which in return made
me feel less of myself. i didnt look sad, but recently now that i think of it, it made me cry a bit
and i try holding it in.


shake it
3066 / 4356
ive even heard in the radio from 1067litefm about a story on a guy who was reminiscing being
in love for 17 years. They both moved on but he felt ackward.
me doy vueltas
como fui
*I wonder...
semester. I had my doubts at first, then I decided a month after the semester began to take a
picture of it
proprietorships


i hope no one gets in trouble. Ironically, Im not the one who's hurting someone. The way she
acted affected me emotionally. it was some kind of distress too. but dont worry, i would be
willing to work things out with her and possibly forgive each other
when we were young
i want a prenup so we keep our own assets. besides, I married you because i love you and not
for the money. It wouldn't make a difference if we both lived in apartments or in a house or if
one of us lives in either.
i dont know for sure if you hate me or feel bad for me at this point. Maybe to you i am a bad
person because I like a girl so much and would even be in love with her. I wanted to tell you
how I felt and then you just straight up ignore me. Then, to prevent myself from going insane I
write down everything you see here. No one would believe this and imagine the looks on their
faces as you read this
3067 / 4356
but sure, go ahead and decide to be with someone who there is no guarantee that they would
be loyal to you. compare that to someone who has known you (and your mom too for almost as
long), stand by you, and would never, ever leave your side. of course I would have loved to get
to know the rest of your family though. Im sure in some part of you would have wanted to meet
my parents.
i dont mean to brag, but i would want others to say, "they sure make a good couple". the guys
would be like, "yeah, Chris!" and the girls would be like, "Aww, that is so romantic!"
the game of love

im not the one who knows all about who he writing about, but if someone reads this, they'd
probably be like, "he knows, he knows all, he knows everything"
my birthday
birthday segment
to think that you would avoid me so long, I would not know when your birthday is until your
mom told me. it shouldnt have to be that way
its like when someone would say, you dont even know your wife's birthday? or anniversary?
yikes

*add to DISCLAIMER
add to visions
3068 / 4356

add to settle down

party all the time

sorry not sorry
it can be either:
i didnt think love would hurt this much. if my life were to be falling apart, i wouldnt be able
to trust her in helping me fix it (she would be able to trust me though).
jordin sparks songs
imagine we both end up together. that would be funny. im like all this pain and suffering was
worth it
both sides now
think you do)
3069 / 4356
cant or wont
believe me in a lot of what i say because i know you for a long time (years). i just dont know
you on a daily basis. maybe if you didnt act the way you did, we wouldve known each other
that well.

you would miss me and id want to see your mom in the cafeteria with a smile instead of a
frown
mention items
no one has cheated on you, but maybe if that happens (not that it should), youll see how it
feels
boom clap
bushman no one else
i want it that way

items
flabbergasted
i could be the one for you and vice versa. we could be a great couple and not even realize it
this is only a small fraction of who i really am. its the tip of the iceberg or just entering the
rabbit hole
add to another guy


unless you want to be subjected to that sort of treatment. you see, i wouldnt want anyone to
tale advantage of you.
what happened to the girl I knew years ago? You would also ask me this too. I know people
can change and maybe we both did. You should not call me a creep since I am not fantasizing
or anything, I just am not a hypocrite
3070 / 4356
*YSBLF
LFMB
Its not because I am materialistic, i would genuinely like you. its just that you're the one who
wouldn't feel the same
every time we touch
add to visions
i saw a man with a woman that had YOUR blonde ponytail from years ago. They were with a
carriage and children.


remove
everything id do

*i saw a woman that looked at you on the same day i was looking for the item (list) that i
did not take a picture before. I decide not to give up because I wanted to find that image
so bad. then i found it and fortunately your mom was not angry when i told her about this
one
medical center. there was a different IRMS ad and i think it was in another room. the one
in Jersey city was next to the hospital.
3071 / 4356
i have decency and courtesy not to reveal your identity because you would be embarrassed
if i told everyone this is for you. i dont want to have to mention any other names either like
the homewreckers so dont you get any ideas. i told your mom this when i gave her the
script along with the other items in the bag
are). if we are not, i certainly would not mind changing that. i dont know if another guy
who isnt related to you knows you as much. I doubt he could write anything of this
angel by shaggy
reconcile
i saw someone that was you in ten or twenty years from now. the highlights were pink but
had your face. i dont know if she was lonely and i was thinking if you made that mistake of
not being with me. no other guy would love you as much as me.
let it be

dime
employee in another restaurant that looks like you, same highlights on her hair like yours
was years ago

add to same way

look at me

3072 / 4356
people not just my parents (my father in particular) have been telling me to settle down

your family



bouquet of flowers


god or something some form of synchronicity tells me this is going to happen like writings
on a wall. i dont know about you but maybe if you imagine this too you can see the same
visions

i love to eat, maybe you can cook me, or your mom can teach you. dont worry, i wont love
you any less

she wants grandchildren and we should give her that, help her make that wish come true
on my right i saw a guy and he looked like he was going to propose, then i saw the ring. on
my left another girl that looks like you
aceso total show

3073 / 4356
stand by you
add to goals
amaze them




without you
i dont know for sure if you are desperate or you think that this is all a game to you. for
me it would not be that way because it is stupid to play with anyone's feelings
reach out to me. I know I'll probably be unforgettable to you and I would hope you dont
cry too much when im gone

to think you would actually care about what people think. you dont want others to see
you with me

scarecrow
touch by little mix
crazy by grarls
just say it
3074 / 4356
jusy say it song
talk behind my back
to spite me
if all of this is false, then why would i worry so much about this? it doesn't make much
sense to me and probably to you either
for all i know, to anyone in your circles (I probably know them) you were like, "Wow, you
wont believe this. Christopher thinks I actually like him"
Yes. I know. And if you are willing to really change, then ill be more than happy to help
you make it up to me. I can do the same, although I dont know what I could have done to
you. after all, i didnt reject you, break your heart, and made you cry like you did to me.

bright
cant break me down
let it go
precious and few

who knows what our relationship cpuld have been. to prevent uncertainty, I not only tell
but confess this all to you
into the night
because the night

REMOVE LOVE3X
i also hope that besides your strange standards on what the right guy is for you that a
guy doesnt break your heart because you'll see i was right. i know i wouldnt do anyhing
to hurt you and would try to still love you unconditionally despite how you treated me
happiness

3075 / 4356
quedate con ella
ella by el
i dont know what to believe in anymore, so maybe she can explain to the mom like I will.
*YSBLF
LFMB
It looks like he did not like her until later. The same may be for me or you. It could also
be both
*you never know, we could end up together and it would be like a dream come true. they
said that Donald Trump will never be President, yet he is!

wrote:
could i be wrong and that my mind has been playing games with me? with all the tears
i have cried and not acting, I doubt it.
It may look like I am distracted. I had ADHD when I was younger a few years before
we met. Now, I just have too much on my mind it's still hard to pay attention.
things changed
then and now
its sad you would treat me like this, even if i had a terrible day i wouldnt tke it out on
you. i was so thrilled when i saw you that day
on the contrary, i believe i may be the sweetest guy you ever laid eyes on. try not to
3076 / 4356
care what others think, it will help a lot
father)

time to run lyrics
leftwich song
my father once told me that he was told to start a family. im not saying that would be
the case with me but it would not make the relationship less genuine
if things work out

both of us would tell our classmates in elementary school when we first met and in the
middle school. it would be like a movie and one of the best ones ever!
i know she may not appreciate what i would do for her, but at least she cant say i didnt
try or that i didnt care

talk to her
should
i know the genders are different but the men in the family should teach her how to
treat a man right. women these days are encouraged to be jerks to men

i havent seen you in eight years and i wrote this entire text. i didnt believe it was too
late. There has to be a reason for this
despite not being the best at health, i would still be the one for you no matter what.
nothing could make me love you less. if you dont feel the same now and you wont feel
the same in the future, it will be hard. i wouldnt necessarily say why bother, but at
least be real and that you arent just dreaming. this is real life and not just something
youre imagining.
sure we both graduated from college, but at least keep this in mind. id love to go back
to this and tell the world (and our families) that this was worth the long wait and
3077 / 4356
everything.
and while most people dont realize this, now you see why i havent smiled for years.
that one time in NY I was smiling because I saw you know who.
it may look like this was all pure exaggeration. i would not mind working things out
and you know i wou

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Im sorry i procrastinated in doing all this

On Thu, Jun 28, 2018, 3:04 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

On Thu, Jun 28, 2018, 3:32 AM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

Anyone can be with a homewrecker

On Wed, Jun 27, 2018, 5:20 PM Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu> wrote:

On Wed, Jun 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

On Tue, Jun 26, 2018 at 7:43 PM, Christopher Tinajero <ctinajero14@saintpeters.edu>

On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:41 PM, Christopher Tinajero

Other videos from the song

On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:21 PM, Christopher Tinajero

On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero

IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE HAS THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHO I AM WRITING

Carlos Vives - Al Filo de Tu Amor

Zacarias me sobran las palabras

Golf and pagoda wedding practice

Coke and stigmatizing from Colombians

Rosa de guadalupe osito

Owl missed man

Abrazo de oso and other episodes from la rosa de guadalupe

Annoying three colors

I dont hate you

I may be accused or something, don't let this happen to you

Real rape victims are

Peanut butter and jelly sandwich

And later, a guy seeing his girl play soccer

Couple gets married on cross-country Southwest Airlines flight

And other stories

Freckling dating term, even if we may never date

La rosa, cicatrices en el alma

Diapers and playground, anything relating to kids in general reminds me of you

(I may have mentioned this already)

Youre just so odd

Other times why cant you be on my side?

Is there any way you wont put me lower

Gosh, why are you so mysterious? Maybe i am too

What would i give. I wonder what you would do

There will come a time

At the end of the day

On the street, i saw a couple who kind of resembled us.

Buzz hitting Bart

Cant go back or never went back, please

We should not ridicule, condescend, etc anyone regardless when questioning

I just can't get enough of you apparently

On Mon, Jun 25, 2018 at 7:17 PM, Christopher Tinajero

One I can remember is a couple after 17 years found each other

On Mon, Jun 4, 2018 at 4:36 PM, Christopher Tinajero

working out old people

we have to be more outspoken

little kids remind us of what would have,

could have (or should have been) us

still thinking of you

when I see other couples meeting

glad you came

Multicultural show (be brief)

are you going to continue college as a graduate and as a ph D? I may in a

lil tay looks like you

go through the drawings

American idol finalists are a couple!

Ive ever seen

roseanne older version of you

when mentioning things like movies