DIVINE REIKI AND SPIRITUAL HEALING

THROUGH THE UNITY OF FAITHS

BY JASWANT S.

PREFACE

For reasons only best known to Sai Baba, this book did not
get published as planned in 2006. The last four years have
been the hardest and the most painful; I was to experience
firsthand the pain of death and the anguish it brings one’s
self and one’s family. In 2006, during my time in Prasanthi
Nilayam in September, I prayed for my youngest sister, Savi,
who was going to undergo heart surgery in January 2007. A
devoted wife and mother of three young children, my sister
was one of those unique human beings who was always
helping anyone she could to improve themselves. Over the
years, she would bring several people for Reiki healings
when I would be in Malaysia for holidays. In 2006, she taught
and introduced me to crystals and the crystal world, and I
would just smile as I didn’t “believe” in “crystal power”. My
sister was taken from us on the 18th January 2008, my
brother in-law and I was present at the time of her passing.
Again, words cannot describe the pain and anguish I felt as I
was looking at the heart monitor and the angel lying on the
bed, fighting for her life and the seconds ticking…… you’re
screaming in your head and heart for the machine to stop
ticking because you are not READY to say GOODBYE and
then the SILENCE and my little angel has crossed over and I
feel a part of me died that day with her. Life will never be the
same again and I know it. For fourteen days after her
passing, every evening Sikh Naujawan Sabha in Kuala
Lumpur (my sister was a member of this group in her
younger days) came to my brother in-laws house and
performed Kirtan (Sikh holy hymns), we would feel her
presence very strongly during these times.

The night before I was leaving for Melbourne, my other sister

Poli (there were four of us sisters) asked me to teach her the
“cross over” work where you connect with the departed soul
and get messages. As soon as we connected (this was on the
third day of her passing) we saw our sister sitting in a
beautiful garden. She said she has been there for three days
just reflecting on the life she just completed and in the
evenings she comes “home” when the Kirtan[Sikh divine
hyms] is being sung. We asked her where mum and the
others were and she said they were nearby and when I asked
her if she would like us to “reunite” with them, she said “yes”
and immediately, Guru Gobind Singh Ji appeared in her inner
scene on his beautiful horse and “took her” to reunite with
mum who had passed away several years ago. We left the
“scene” with our beloved sister being reunited with mum (my
stepmother, but my sister’s biological mother. My mum died
when I was eighteen months old and several years later my
dad remarried but to me these are my sisters. I’ve never
thought of them as half-sisters, that’s the love we have and
share). And since my sister’s passing, my daughter and I
have become very involved with crystals and crystal healings
and I use it personally in my healing work. I know in my heart
it is my sister “teaching” us from the other side……

Our beloved dad, who never got over her passing, left his
physical body on the 29th November 2008. He was a very
spiritual man in his senior years and a “true bhakta” i.e.
disciple of the Sikh faith. The day he had his cardiac arrest (I
had gone home to Malaysia to look after him), I was talking to
my cousin’s wife that he may not make it that day and prayed
for Guruji’s GRACE to be showered on him and in my inner
scene I immediately saw Guru Gobind Singh Ji on his horse,
the forms kept interchanging from Sai Baba to Guruji letting
me know that my prayer was heard and Guruji’s horse lifted
his right hoof several times tapping it on the ground, waiting
for the Divine Master of the Universe to give the command to
take his BELOVED BHAKTA across and our father passed
away the following morning at approximately 5am.

I used to pray to Sai Baba to look after my dad (who lived

alone when he was not visiting my siblings) and after his
death I found out that for the last five years, his neighbours
were Sai Baba devotees who took care of him – SAI, YOUR
GRACE IS IMMENSE!

I continue to get messages from the “other side” and have a

better understanding of life there. I’ve been shown the
different “temples of learning”, I’ve been shown how our
“thoughts” manifest our “desires” and each one of us is
responsible for our own journey here and in the hereafter.
I’ve been shown the “guides” who are there to “teach and
guide” but ultimately it is up to the individual to take up the
process. What process you might ask? The process of GOD
REALISATION – and the process starts here, in the human
physical body and those of us who have the LORD AND
MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE BHAGWAN SRI SATHYA SAI
BABA HIMSELF GUIDING US ARE TRULY BLESSED. ACCEPT
THAT ALL NAMES AND FORMS BELONG TO HIM AND IF
YOUR HEART IS PURE AND SINCERE HE WILL PERSONALLY
COME……GO ON……CALL HIM WHATEVER NAME OR FORM
YOU SEE HIM……

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?......

Life is short……
Life is unpredictable……
Take the plunge TODAY……

AUM SRI SAI RAM

As I was writing the above chapters, my dad and sister came

through; I would like to include their messages.

P.S: My dad just “came through”, he used to feed the birds

everyday and I have adopted this practise in my home in
Melbourne. My dad says, “ask the world to feed the birds and
all god’s creatures great and small for they need us to look
after them”, and my dad says “thank you”.

P.P.S 1: My sister too came through and asks us to “heal the

planet” and use the crystals – there’s much power in them
and in using the crystals to heal, we heal the planet but as
she just said, “first you evoke the form of divinity that you
pray to and ask for healing to be sent to everyone on planet
earth and the universe”. The message from the other side is
very simple and clear – PRAYER IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
“TOOL” FOR EVERYONE, it will heal all the ailments of the
planet earth and its inhabitants and the universe. Apparently,
they (spiritual people who have crossed over) PRAY FOR US
DAY AND NIGHT. Their prayers are focused on raising the
vibration of earthlings and they focus on Sai Baba’s
principles of:-
 Satya – speak your truth and live by your truth
Dharma – do your “duty”
Shanti – practise universal peace
Prema – practise universal unconditional love
and Ahisma – practice non-violence and remember violence
also comes in three forms – words, thoughts and deeds.

P.P.S 2: Last year, I went to Prasanthi Nilayam for Dasara

and before this trip I went to Anna’s crystal shop in
Northcote [Anna too taught me much about crystals] to buy
some Himalayan Quartz crystals for my sister Poli and her
family. My sister Poli, a spiritual being herself had started
learning to recite the Guru Granth Sahib Ji [Sikhism’s holy
book, we Sikh’s consider it our 11th living Guru] and I was
“scanning” for a crystal for her. My step-mum (Poli’s
biological mum) appeared and directed me to buy a
“specific” crystal for her – this crystal is full of “Shakti”
pranic energy and she asked me to give Poli a message: “Tell
Poli, I’m very proud of her learning the Guru Granth Sahib Ji.
Tell her I’m present (she crossed over in May 1987) every
time she learns and recites the Guru Granth Sahib Ji and I
will always guide her” – such unconditional love and devotion
from a mother is beyond human comprehension……

It is 22/11/10, one day before Baba’s 85th Birthday. I’m

listening to Sai Chalisa [divine hymns on Sai Baba] and
reflecting on this work. On Wednesday, I’m meeting up with
Karen who was ‘sent’ into my life by ‘my angel, my sister
Savi’. I had just come back from Malaysia in April and I
wanted someone to help me. I too needed ‘closure’ with my
sister’s and dad’s passing in 2008 and I kept getting
‘messages’ from my sister Savi to go to ‘Matahari’, a new age
shop in Greensborough and there I was told ‘Karen’ would
have all the answers I was seeking. You see, at the end of the
day, we are all human. In spite of my entire spiritual ‘know
how’, I wanted ‘validation’ from another human being.
Meeting Karen was a ‘turning point’ in my life. She gave me
the ‘confidence’ to do things I had put on hold, including this
book. So as I’m reflecting, Sai Baba came through with this
message “Amma (his pet name for me – which means
mother) include the chapter on ‘Introduction to Bhagwan Sri
Satya Sai Baba’ from your first book. The time HAS COME,
the WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW MY DIVINITY.
The Lord and Master has SPOKEN, so this is the chapter.

Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba was born on the 23rd of

November 1926 in the village of Puttaparthi in the state of
Andra Pradesh, India. Today, He resides most of the time in
Prasanthi Nilayam, which means, “Abode of the Highest
Peace”

Sathya Sai Baba’s mission is to help humanity wake up to the

innate divinity (Atma) within all creation and to see that the
Principles of Sathya (Truth), Dharma (Righteousness), Shanti
(Peace and Equanimity), Prema (Selfless love) and Ahisma
(Non- violence) govern all human relations and activities.
Therefore, HE has come for all mankind and to re-establish
Sanathana Dharma (Eternal Religion) which is the essence of
all religions. His teachings are universal.

Sathya Sai Baba also known as Sai Baba, Baba or Swami to

HIS devotees appeals to all to server their fellowmen. To His
devotees, He says, “Love all and serve all”. He shows the
way HIMSELF and announces that His Life is His message.

Sathya Sai Baba is an Avatar, which means HE is Divinity

born and existing as a human person, but in reality remaining
as the limitless Divine. There are many books written about
Sai Baba. Many theosophical, New Age and Sai bookshops
sell books about him. Over the past years, authors like the
late Dr Hislop, Dr Sandweiss, Phyllis Krystal, Mr J
Jagadeesan, M Ruhela, the late Professor Kasturi and many,
many others have written many wonderful books about Him
and His mission.

The discourse Sai Baba gave on “Why I Incarnate” is a good

summary of the Lord Himself. Here it is below:

“MY MISSION is to grant you Courage and Joy, to drive

away Weakness and Fear. Do not condemn yourselves as
sinners: sin is a misnomer for what are really errors,
provided you repent sincerely and resolve not to follow Evil
again. Pray to the Lord to give you strength to overcome the
habits, which had enticed you when you were ignorant.
Worry, greed and needless agitation and anxiety, these
cause even bodily disease. Mental weakness is the biggest
cause of disease.Dis-ease is a want of ease; the contented
mind is the best drug.
Be good, be joyful, be bold, be honest, be temperate, be
patient. These are the rules of good health.
I refuse to call anyone an atheist or an unbeliever, for all are
the Creations of the Lord and repositories of the Grace. In
everyone’s heart there is a spring of Love, a rock of Truth.
That Love is God, that Truth is God. Divinity is there in the
depths of everyone’s Inner Being.
The Lord is above and beyond all limits of caste and colour,
of wealth and poverty; it is foolish to believe that the Lord
asks for this gift or is angry when it is not offered.
I have come to guide and bless those who undergo the
discipline and practice leading to Divine union. I am neither
man nor woman, old or young, I am Me. I like you to approach
Me without fear, as a right. You do not extol your father. You
ask for something from him, as a right is that not so?
You may be seeing Me today for the first time, but you are all
old acquaintances for Me. I know you through and through.
My task is the spiritual regeneration of Humanity through
Truth and Love. If you approach one step nearer to Me, I shall
advance three steps towards you.
I am happiest when a person carrying a heavy load of misery
comes to Me, for he is most in need of what I have.
It is not mentioned anywhere that the Grace of God is
available only for certain classes or races or grades of
people. From the smallest to the biggest all are entitled to it.
The Lord is everywhere, everything.
The world can achieve prosperity and peace only through
such persons whose hearts are pure and whose minds are
free of prejudice and passion, lust and greed, anger and
envy.
I have not started the work for which I have come for, I am
still in the stage of preliminary reconnaissance. When I start
my campaign the whole world will know of it and benefit by it’
[Quote from Sai Baba, Dasara Festival,1961]
Sai Baba is God who incarnated in various forms since time
began. He himself has said no one is capable of realising His
true divinity for it is beyond human comprehension.
However, in this era [Kaliyug], to take mankind back to
Godhead, He did say that it will take three human births. He
declared this when He came as the incarnation of Lord
Shiva. The first body was Sai Baba of Shirdi. Bhagwan Sri
Satya Sai Baba is His second and present body. The third
body will be Prema Sai Baba who will be born in this century
in the state of Karnataka, Mysore in India.

Dedication

First and foremost, I dedicate this book to My Guru, My Inner

Motivator, My Divine Mother and Father Bhagwan Sri Satya
Sai Baba.

I also dedicate this book to my physical father, Kartar Singh,

who inspired me all my growing years. An orphan, born in
the outskirts of Amritsar, India, he served in the Indian Army
and later settled in Malaysia, the country of my birth.

I also dedicate this book to my children, Jovin, Sharan and

Revin who have never complained of the numerous people
who come to our house for healings and attunements. I wish
to thank Bhopinder Kaur,my sister Poli and my son Jovin for
typing the manuscript and assisting with the editing and a
heartfelt BIG THANK YOU to Revin for all his patience and
assistance with ‘computer issues’ including typing.

Last but not least, the people who gave me the opportunity to
“serve God” through them and I thank them for their
donations to their charities (this act of donating is my form of
payment).

God bless you all and through Baba’s Grace may the work
keep growing. May my spiritual family extend to the four
corners of this globe (our earthly home – planet earth).
Foreword
Sai Baba – God Incarnate

Once when asked by Dr Hislop if He is God, this was Sai

Baba’s response, “You can say I am the ‘power switch’. I
control the Universe, not just Planet Earth.”

It was the 23rd of September 2003. I had just finished doing

my daily seva of sending reiki to planet earth and all its
inhabitants when I heard Sai Baba say very clearly, “Sai
Baba is the power switch of the Universe” and then he said,
“Move beyond my physical body in India. I am MUCH MORE
than that. DO NOT LIMIT ME TO THIS BODY.” When sages
and rishis prayed for a ‘better world’, I answered their
prayers and took human birth to fulfil their prayers and the
reason I chose India was because of their steadfast faith and
devotion – it earned them the Grace. But you will experience
MY POWER AND PRESENCE IN EVERYTHING YOU SEE –
FROM THE FIVE ELEMEMTS TO THE SMALLEST ANT. I AM
THE INDWELLER THAT GOVERNS ALL. I AM YOUR
CONSCIENCE. I AM THE STILLNESS. I AM THE WIND.”

“The devis, devas, rishis, munis, angels and archangels are

my Divine helpers, just like those of you who serve me but
you are limited in a physical body and the angels travel
astrally. When you evoke my energy, ask Me to evoke theirs
and the angels and archangels will HELP you in your seva. I
am Brahma, Vishnu, Maheswara and every form of Divinity
that walked this earth and universe. I AM SHIVA SHAKTI.”

This message was given to me after Swami introduced me to

the world of angels and archangels (who are now my
constant helpers). I wanted Swami’s permission before I
would evoke their energy. I felt disrespectful but once I
received this message, I knew I had Sai Ma’s (Sai Baba’s)
blessings.

You see, angels and archangels do not belong to any

religion. They are free Divine spirits who serve their Divine
Master – God Incarnate, Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. It is
our limited mind that we see Sai Baba as “Indian” for truly He
is casteless, raceless, religionless, for HE IS ALL. Every
caste is His, every religion is His, every race is His. It is we
human beings who create these barriers and introduced ugly
words like racism, intolerance and hatred.

The time has come to demolish these ugly words and

embrace one another, show respect and tolerance for ALL
faiths. We have to fulfil Sai Baba’s mission – one world – one
community – all faiths, Hindus, Muslims, Christians,Buddists,
Sikhs, Sai – praying together to the ONE GODHEAD who is
the ONE that we see as MANY.

It is to this Supreme Godhead that the following chapters are

placed at His Holy Lotus Feet.

Thank you Sai Ma for giving me the opportunity to be a part of

Your Sai phenomena.

BHAGAVAN SAI GAYATHRI MANTRA

OM SRI SAAYESHWARAAYA VIDMAHE

SATHYA DEVAAYA DHEEMAHI
THANNA SARVA PRACHODA YAATH

Om Shanti Shanti Shantihi

Aum. I know through Gurus and Spiritual texts (and by direct

experience) that Sai is God Himself. He is Bhagwan and
Ishwara. I meditate on this Form in my heart with all my
mental faculties. He is the embodiment of Truth, Universal
Consciousness and One who pervades all the worlds. I pray
to such Parameshwar (great God) to direct our intellects to
engage in auspicious and righteous activities. I meditate on
this great Form.
Changes since my first book

There have been numerous changes in my work since my

first book. In the earlier healings, people would come for
each attunement (there were four then) and most of them did
not make the effort to continue with the healings. Time was
also a big issue as each attunement took at least an hour and
people needed to heal after each attunement and then I
would bring them back for chakra balances. I needed the
people to make a commitment to take charge of their own
problems and prayed to Sai Baba for Divine guidance.

Baba provided me with the answer. He said that all I needed

was one attunement and to place all the Shiva Shakti
symbols on the person and heal any issues that surfaced.
Each person would then be given a prayer as part of their
self empowerment and self journey; and self effort is
required. Each person would only need to come for chakra
balances and healings as and when he/she desires or when
the need arises. I would only teach those who will make a
commitment to do seva – even if is only global healing – the
most important seva of selfless love.

Personally, I continue to do the work in total surrender. My

amazing inner growth has lead to higher vibrations in
attunements and now I am guided to use different mantras
during attunements and chakra balances and this has taken
my work to a much higher level and the results are absolutely
amazing. In most cases, an attunement and a chakra
balance is all that is needed and each person will have to
commit to their own healing process by ensuring that they do
their reiki prayer on a daily basis.

Seven years ago, I was directed by Baba to go to Reservoir

library and there would be a book there that I would be led to
borrow. I walked in and went where I was directed. The
book, “Angel Inspiration” by Diana Cooper was being
advertised as a new item. What a coincidence! I was
directed to evoke angels in my work as my Divine helpers
and by doing this and through Swami’s Grace and Diana
Cooper, the work has taken another dimension.
The amazing thing for me is how the angels help me in my
absent/global healings. After each healing/ attunement, I
surrender the outcome to Baba and Sai Ganesh, his
archangels and angels and they “take over” and the outcome
has been amazing.

The other big change being, loved ones from the other side
have been coming through when people come for
attunement. I do not call them when someone comes for an
attunement. If a ‘spirit’ is there, my responsibility is to pass
on the ‘messages’, that’s all; however, I find it extremely
comforting for the person and feel privileged to be the
‘messenger’. Our loved ones simply cross over to another
plane. They are aware of our thoughts and actions and are
able to “communicate” when the opportunity presents itself.
The amazing phenomena I find is that, once they cross over,
they love ‘unconditionally’ and often ask for ‘forgiveness’ for
their “not so pleasant actions” when they were alive. This is
validated once you receive your life review and reflect on
your life just completed – forgiveness is an important part of
the spiritual growth as it allows the person to ‘move forward’
spiritually and as they prepare their next “human contract’
while on the other side, they will decide how their next life is
going to “span out” and what lessons they need to “learn”
when they take human birth again, that is, what karma they
need to “bring’ as part of their baggage as Sai Baba states,
“When a child is born, around his/her neck is the invisible
chain – the chain of his/her karmic actions. Each one of us
come with this karmic garland for no one is free of their
“karmic actions” remember the saying, “So you sow, so you
reap.” “Human debts” are settled and your social status do
not grant you “exclusions” whether you are a farmer,
politician or a high profile “criminal” dressed in a three
pieced suit or a uniform – you know who you are. A criminal
is a person who breaks the “rules” of the game of life
whether you are a teacher, priest, politician, an officer,
abuser, a policeman, a parent … the list goes on.

It is only when one embraces Divinity into their lives and

embrace change which brings reform, that is, working
through your karmic issues that you will improve and
become a better and Divinely driven human being.
Message Unless God's Grace and human effort come
Message:
together, the results cannot be achieved.

Divine Reiki and Seichim

I have been blessed to have been attuned as a Master to

Reiki and Seichim symbols. Although I was attuned by two
Reiki Masters and am a student of the Usui system of Reiki, I
take my instructions from Sai Baba.

Reiki is masculine (Shiva) and Seichim is feminine (Shakti).

Reiki and Seichim is Divine healing (a gift from God –
Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba Himself). It originated initially
when He came as Lord Shiva and in His present Shiva Shakti
swaroopaan, the Divine gift magnified. In the year 2002, I
was blessed to get the opportunity to go to Prasanthi
Nilayam for the holy festival of Mahashivarathri when Swami
materialises the lingam. Since my return, my gift of
Reiki/Seichim has become infused with Swami’s energy and
words cannot express the bliss that one feels in a session of
healing and the visions have increased.

As said earlier, in the year July 2003, Swami instructed me to

go to the library. He told me there was a book that He
wanted me to read and I will be directed to the book. So, off I
went and as I walked, my footsteps guided me to the book,
‘Angel Inspiration’ by Diana Cooper (prior to this I would feel
the presence of angels and archangels) and Swami then
asked me to evoke the angels in everything I do, especially in
healings.

Swami also taught me many, many lessons and the most

significant one is that HE IS GOD AND HIS HOME IS THE
SUN. The reiki energy comes from the sun and the subtle
pranic vibration Aum. Swami asks me to visualise Him in the
sun with His palms facing me and the reiki energy coming out
of His Divine palms and pouring into me and the person to
whom I am giving the reiki. I must emphasise strongly that I
DO NOT run my reiki as a business but as a Sai seva. People
who come for healings have to donate to a charity of their
choice. That is ‘my contract’ with Swami and I will not do it
any other way.

Message Swami is Brahma – the sustainer

Message:
Swami is Vishnu – the preserver
Swami is Maheswara – the destroyer
Every morning, when you get up, face the Sun with your
palms folded. Visualise Swami in the sun and do the Surya
Gayathri and thank Swami, for without God; without the Sun –
no life can exist.

Surya Gayathri
Om Shree Bhaaskaraaya Vidmahe
Sai Dhevaya Dheemahi
Thannah Surya Prachodhayaath
The Attunement Process

In my first book, I mentioned that I did Reiki Level 1, Level 2,

the Master Attunement and then the chakra balances. This
process was tedious, slow and very time consuming and it
would seem like forever before a person could heal. In 2001,
after meditating and seeking Divine guidance from Sai Baba,
I started doing all the attunements in one session. The
outcome was amazing and humbling. I observed that people
would progress quicker and the only requisites were faith,
trust, acceptance and doing the reiki prayer daily.

In 2003, Sai Baba introduced me to the world of angels and

archangels and taught me to incorporate them into the
attunement and healing processes. The result – Amazing
Grace!

Like I stated, I do not use the word reiki much. I prefer the
term Shiva Shakti Cosmic Pranic energy – connecting
directly to Sai Baba as He is SHIVA SHAKTI. The symbols
too are Shiva and Shakti, that is, Shiva symbols (masculine
energy of God), Shakti symbols (feminine energy of God) –
God, our Father, God, our Mother.

In 2005, Swami asked me to use mantras in the attunement

and healing process and I found the attunements and
healings took a higher vibrationary energy.

In the attunement process, the person is connected to their

chosen Divine form, archangels, angels and guardian angels,
by prayer, symbols and mantras. Often just the attunement
process is enough to start the person on their
healing/spiritual journey. However, in some cases, people
need to clear more issues and they come back for chakra
balance healings. If during an attunement process, a past
life or some negative issue surfaces, it is dealt with and
‘healed’ during the process of the attunement. Often this is
what brings people for healings in the first place.

Being a facilitator for spiritual healing called Cutting the Ties

that Bind, which was originally taught by Mrs Phyllis Krystal, I
incorporate this sacred work into the healing. The work is
based on symbols and inner visualisation and this sacred
work too has grown beyond the books and is a very
important part of the healing work I do – from puberty rite
cuts to personal issues, negative issues, past lives and
issues that have infiltrated into the present life and needs to
be healed.

I would like to share with the reader the meaning of the

different types of Reiki/Seichim symbols and their uses.

Aum Cho Ku Rei

Used for opening and closing (the power switch).
The protector – on all levels – protects person/property and
also psychic attacks.
The masculine energy of God – SHIVA pranic energy.

Aum
The pranic energy in the vibrations of the ether.

Aum Tamarasha
The mood stabiliser
Also helps with the meditation process

Aum Dai Ko Myo

Heals the soul of every life time a person has taken including
the present lifetime, so it also heals karma and karmic
actions.

Aum Sei He Ki
Heals everything mental including stress and
emotional/physical/spiritual ‘baggage’, etc.

Aum Shakti Cho Ku Rei

The feminine energy of God – SHAKTI pranic energy.

Aum Raku (2 versions)

Ist Version
Used to help a person move away from unwanted belief
systems. In an attunement, it will heal whatever
lifetime/lifetimes that are needed to be healed eg cult
lifetimes, abuse, ritual killings eg sati rituals, etc.

2nd Version
Used at the end of the attunement process to send
“grounding energy” to the person and bring the person back
to the present time as during every attunement or chakra
balance the person is in a trance-like state (state of reverie).

Aum Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen

Used for absent/distant healing and in attunements done by
proxy.
Symbols used to access a person’s akashic (soul) records
where past life memories are stored.
Heals past, present and future; thus reducing future karma.

Aum Ma Yur Ma
Helps a person to move from the self to the selfless; (an
important process in a person’s spiritual journey)
Helps eliminate the ego – the first requisite in a person’s
spiritual journey.

Besides being sacred and transcendental, each symbol has

a ‘specific’ job to do and because they are infused with
Divine energy, my role as a Reiki Master is to perform the
attunement process; then totally surrender the outcome to
the Divine form that I have connected the person to. The
‘healing process’ commences on the person from the time I
‘hear’ about a person or am contacted by them for an
appointment

Respect, reverence and acceptance of an attunement are

equally important. I have reached the stage of my own
personal journey whereby I am comfortable in saying “no” to
those individuals who have little or no faith in Divinity or in my
seva; individuals who are looking or hoping for a “quick fix”
to their problems without attempting to put in any effort. –
“no pain, no gain” – “no effort, no result”.

In the troubled times that we live in, it is not only comforting

to depend on a form of Divinity but it allows “peace” to flow
into your being as well. In an attunement, you are shown
how to ‘communicate’ with God and allow Him into your life
and the lives of your loved ones; let Him guide, guard and
protect you and your loved ones. It also enhances a person’s
self-empowerment and self-ownership. No one can
undertake your karma or your spiritual journey for you. You
are the maker of your own destiny. Reiki/Seichim attunement
helps you with this process.

I place these sacred symbols in specific places and increase

their ‘Divine energy’ by including mantras and prayers.
Anyone can have an attunement as it is not limited to any
religion. This also includes the animal kingdom and your
trees and plants – its uses are limitless.

In some cases, people come back for chakra balances but

seriously and frankly speaking, just by doing your daily
Reiki/Seichim prayer is enough – liken it to taking your daily
“Divine medication”.

I also request that the person refrain from eating meat on the
day of the attunement and I ‘scan’ them once we are
connected to the Divine beings. If a past life or negative
issue or any other issues surface; that issue is “healed” and
set free.

In a chakra balance healing, each chakra is ‘healed’ using

the Reiki prayer and mantras. The chakras are energy
centres that work on the subtle/causal plane and are very,
very important for a person’s mental, physical and spiritual
well-being.

The end result of an attunement process or chakra balance

is feeling ‘lighter’ and freer with the ability to motivate
oneself, and most important of all, “feeling peaceful and
acceptance” of whatever is happening in your life and
whatever crisis you’re facing with – eg separation, job loss,
divorce and bereavement. Please note that you do not need
to have a crisis to have an attunement.

Once you have the gift of an attunement, you can send

healing and God’s love and light to your home, job, loved
ones, problems or issues that you are facing. You can send
the Reiki prayer to the past, present and future events like
examinations, job interviews, important and significant
events and whatever/wherever/whoever you have sent it to
become infused with Divine energy and Grace. It is also
used for global healings, especially praying for peace.
Reiki/Seichim attunements are used for a person’s highest
will and good and this includes situational healings.
Therefore, if a negative thought form penetrates into a
prayer, for eg, jealousy or envy, the Divine beings will not
allow that prayer to be sent. They, too, are bound by the law
of karma; in other words, Reiki/Seichim prayers are used
only for good and not evil. The same applies in global
healing.

Message: “The mind is said to be the instrument of both

bondage and liberation. Allow the senses to lead it
outwards; it binds. Allow the intelligence to prevail upon it to
look inward for bliss; it liberates” - Sai Baba

“The body is the temple of God. God is installed in it whether

the owner of the body recognises it or not. It is God who
inspires you to do good acts. Listen to that voice. Obey that
voice and you will not come to any harm” – Sai Baba

Visions
Dreams
Healings
and
Messages
The Guru Nanak Story

In June 2001, I used to receive many visions. The most

outstanding one happened one night when Swami told me He
would show me the true meaning of Guru di Gadi ( I had been
meditating on the Sikh faith, having been born in a Sikh
family in this lifetime. I wanted an answer to this question).
He then led me by the hand and we went to His Kingdom (and
it wasn’t planet earth) and there He took me to a space. It
felt very peaceful, serene and beautiful. We then
approached twelve chairs, which were beautifully decorated
and stacked one on top of the other. In the first chair, which
was the first one from the ground, there was a jyoti burning –
a flame of light – so bright, and I could feel the presence of
Guru Nanak (the first of the eleven Gurus of the Sikh faith).
The flame emanated from his heart chakra and it then went
to the second, third, fourth and all the way to the eleventh
chair. It was one continuous flame and it is still burning in
the eleventh chair, which had the Guru Granth Sahib (the
holy book of the Sikhs) sitting in the chair, which we Sikhs
believe and embrace as our Living Guru and we Sikhs are
taught to live a dharmic way of life following the teachings of
our Gurus.

When the flame was passing through the chairs, I could feel
Guru Nanak’s energy merging into the energy of the second
Guru, the third Guru, the fourth Guru and chronologically
until it reached the eleventh chair. Swami (a term I use when
referring to Sai Baba) took me by the hand, from the ground
and lifted me up to the top in what seemed like a flash, but I
was able to see and feel the sacred atmosphere. I then told
Swami that I had to be careful coming down and He guided
me down, one chair at a time, just balancing on the edge of
each chair. It was an awesome experience and more
important than that, it answered my question about Guru di
Gadi and Swami gave me permission to share this
experience with any Sikh brother or sister.

In June 2004, Swami gave me another vision about the Sikh

faith. He took me to our home in West Malaysia (our family
members were the caretakers of the Sikh temple in our
village) and inside the Gurudwara (temple). He then stood
back and I watched myself putting clothes to dry on an
indoor clothes line (like I do in Australia in winter). I watched
myself walking around the Guru Granth Sahib. I was
conscious of its presence and was not paying much attention
to it, when suddenly I noticed it was getting dark and Swami
who was silently standing watching me (what seemed like all
day) MERGED INTO THE GURU GRANTH SAHIB and He then
placed Himself into the cupboard where the Guru Granth
Sahib was placed every night. The Guru Granth Sahib
became Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba and it was Bhagwan
Sri Sathya Sai Baba who placed Himself in the cupboard and
closed the door.

The vision still remains with me and when I asked Swami the
meaning of the vision, Swami said, “Our Guru Granth Sahib is
our Living Guru – God Incarnate – Sri Sathya Sai Baba –lives
and breathes in every page of our holy book, so please do
not lock it away in the cupboard. Revere it day and night in
the open space. It is Divinity Alive in the highest form.”

Message: “Continue your worship of your chosen God along

the lines already familiar to you and you will find that you are
coming nearer and nearer to Me. For all names and all forms
are Mine. Call Me by any name – Krishna, Allah, Nanak or
Christ ...” - Sai Baba.
Global Healing

It was the early nineties. I had just started Cutting the Ties
healings. (I hadn’t heard about reiki then). One night Swami
came in my dream, took me by the hand and we rose above
planet earth. I was flying with Sai Ma (or Sai Baba). It was
such an awesome experience and He asked me to look down
on Mother Earth – it was dirty, littered, filthy, and uncared
for. The coastline was littered with rubbish. He then turned
to me and said, “Look, Amma ! (an affectionate term he uses
to call me). Look at what they are doing to my planet.” And I
could see the hurt and pain in His heart and in His eyes. “You
do the Gayatri Mantra, Amma, and ask others to do it also. It
will cleanse the earth and it will inspire reaction and
change.”

The message was just not for me but for all of us. He was just
using me as an instrument. Once I received the gift of reiki, I
do global healings evoking Swami’s energy and asking
permission to evoke the energies of the angels and
archangels to cleanse Mother Earth and to awaken the
thought forms in people which then inspire them, not just to
cleanse Mother Earth but to protect all its inhabitants,
especially those who are dependent on us, like the trees and
animals, saving the forest and the entire animal kingdom. I
have taught others to do this global healing and it is now
2006 and I feel in awe when I see His beloved children clean
up and care for our Mother Earth, our physical home.

Keep in mind that I am only one of His many instruments and

people who are non-Sai devotees or who have never heard of
Sai Baba perform this seva too. The only difference is I know
that He is God Incarnate and all Divine forms are His and He
is the Inner Motivator of all His children, irrespective of race,
caste, colour or creed.

Message: “Your heart is my Home.” - Sai Baba

All Forms are extensions of Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba

It was in 1984, the year my daughter, Sharan was born, that I

FOUND God – Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. One night I
had a vision that I was back in my house in West Malaysia. I
was standing in front of the altar with my palms folded in a
prayer position and I was gazing at the picture of Guru
Nanak when suddenly Guru Nanak’s picture changed to Sai
Baba and His right eye started flickering and with each
movement, He showed me His various other forms. One
minute it was Guru Nanak, then Shirdi Baba, then Lord
Krishna, then Lord Rama, Lord Shiva, the Lord Jesus,
Prophet Mohammed, Lord Buddha, Lord Vishnu, Gayatri Ma,
Durga Ma, Parvati Ma, Mother Mary. It went on for a few
minutes, with all different images of Divinity. Then it stopped
and the picture became Guru Nanak’s form again. Swami
said the symbolic meaning of this dream was that He was
showing me that He is God and all forms are extensions of
Him.
Sai Ganesha

In the year 1995, I had made plans to go to Malaysia. One

night Swami came in my dream. It was back in my hometown
in Malaysia near the Sikh temple. Next door to the Sikh
temple is a Hindu temple. I didn’t know which deity was
installed in this temple. But in my dream, Swami called me to
witness the following phenomenon. I saw Swami walk into
the inner sanctum of the Hindu temple. He then lifted a life
size statue of Lord Ganesha and brought it into the main area
of the temple and He then installed Himself in the inner
sanctum of the temple. He sat there in His beautiful orange
robe on a chair. It was a magnificent sight.

I actually went to this temple when I was in Malaysia and

there, in the inner sanctum of the temple is a life size statue
of Lord Ganesha.

In the same dream, He then went to a ‘Sindhi’ Mandir. (The

Gujerati community had a Lord Krishna temple). I went there
once as a child and remembered the statue of Lord Krishna
and always remembered the bhajans and the aarthi - Om Jai
Jagdish Hare. In the dream, Swami placed the statue of His
former form of Shirdi Baba where the statue of Lord Krishna
was.

Message: Swami was validating HIS DIVINITY – HE IS SAI

GANESHA, SAI KRISHNA and SHIRDI BABA.
Sai Shiva

In Malaysia, there are sacred caves called Batu Caves. On

this same trip in 1996, Swami instructed me to go to the
caves. On the highest level, I could see a life size statue of
Lord Shiva in the tandavum pose and I could hear the
vibration of HIS FEET doing the tandavum dance. I could feel
Divinity everywhere – there was Lord Ganesha, Lord
Subramaniam, Mother Parvathi, Lord Shiva and Goddess
Saraswathi.

I felt extremely saddened that it is now a noisy tourist

attraction as the energy there is so SACRED. When I
reached the top, there was no statue of Lord Shiva and yet I
could feel his DIVINE presence. I could hear the beat of his
DIVINE feet dancing. I was quite puzzled but Swami assured
me that that is one of HIS ABODES.

Salutations to Sai Shiva.

Salutations to Shakti Ma.
Lord Ganesha

In the year 2006, I had the blessed opportunity to do healing

on a young lady who is a devotee of Lord Ganesha –
‘Pillaryar” as she calls him lovingly. My mother apparently
had tremendous faith in Lord Ganesha and so do I, and as a
child and teenager, I was very blessed to live approximately
thirty yards away from a Lord Ganesha temple. After
becoming a Sai devotee, I understood His role in Divinity
more clearly. He is an “independent deity”, the grantor of
wisdom and intellect, the Lord who is the remover of
obstacles, the son of Lord Shiva and Mother Parvathi and the
son of Sai Baba. His presence is evoked first before any
prayers or healings.

I have seen Him many times in my inner vision. His height

fluctuates from 5 ft 8 in to 6ft 9 in. He has a pot belly and He
walks on His toes, as if He is doing a graceful dance. He has
the most beautiful face; kind, compassionate and His Divine
trunk is extremely graceful. In one vision, I saw Him
crouched on a little mouse and He was riding on him.

This young lady, too, has had many visions of His Divinity in
her healings. What a blessed child! Lord Ganesha’s
compassion was overwhelming as He cannot bear to see his
devotees in pain. SUCH IS HIS GRACE.
Messages from Mother Mary

I used to know an Italian woman, whose son was in Germany

when the Gulf War broke out. It was a beautiful spring day
and I was putting the washing on the line when suddenly I
heard Swami asking me to call her with the simple message,
“Why fear when I am here?” I followed Swami’s instructions,
came in the house and phoned my friend, who was at work.
She started crying and needed a few moments to gather
herself. She then asked me what made me ring her at that
moment and I explained it to her. At the time when Sai Baba
asked me to ring her, she was praying to Mother Mary to
protect her son and bring him home safely and although, she
isn’t a Sai devotee, she felt very comforted by the message
and her son reached home safely in about a month’s time.

A few years later, she was involved in a near fatal car crash.
Being Catholic, she carried Mother Mary (Madonna) in her
car and believes she was saved by Her presence. I found out
about her accident a month after she was out of intensive
care and I offered to go to her home to give her reiki
healings. One morning, as soon as I connected with Mother
Mary, (I connect with whatever form of Divinity the person
has faith in) Mother Mary said to me, “I’ll do her reiki healing
today,” and I could feel Her Divine energy working through
me. I did not tell her this, as her faith was not strong and it
would hurt me if she disbelieved me. As we approached her
heart chakra area, she said to me, “This is strange. I can feel
Mother Mary’s presence very strongly and it is as if She is
doing my reiki.” Tears poured down my face as I have been
trying to strengthen her faith in our beloved Mother Mary.

Mother Mary then showed me a statue of Hers. It is in Sicily,

Southern Italy. (My friend’s roots are in Sicily). It is a huge
statue and it is crying continuously. Mother Mary then said to
me, “Look how they abandon Me. I am the Mother Divine and
I weep for My children who don’t understand My Divinity.
They have little or no faith in Me. They constantly want proof
(and she was a good example as she was continuously
asking for proof). – Does Divinity need proof? Does a
mother’s love need proof? My love for My children is
unconditional.” I passed this message on to her and have
since surrendered her to the care of Mother Mary. A year
later, when she was fully recovered, she did take a trip
through Europe, including Sicily and went to see the statue
of Mother Mary.

This message of Mother Mary’s is a very frequent one from

all denominations of Christianity and many deny her Divinity
and some have even left the faith to embrace another and
they wonder why the Mother weeps. We should embrace and
practise the religion into which we are born, for Divinity is
One and as God Incarnate, Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba
said, “All forms of Divinity are extensions of Him. Mother
Mary, too, is an extension of Him. It is not correct or proper
to deny the Divine Mother.”
Message from St. Francis

I recently had a young gentleman come for healing and he

stated prior to coming that he was a man of little or no faith.
Well, did the Divine have a surprise for him – for St.Francis
was his Divine helper and He had so many wonderful
messages for him. The most powerful one was He wanted
the hypocrisy of the church exposed. By that, He referred to
the sexual misconduct that has taken place over centuries in
what should have been SACRED GROUND and in DIVINE
PRESENCE and He wants these supposed people of the
CLOTH TO KNOW THAT GOD HAS EYES EVEN IN THE
WALLS where they thought no one could see. He wants
these people to know that GOD HAS EARS in the sacred
vibrational sound and knows every lie that they said.
REDEEM AND BE SAVED.

St. Francis also wants us to look after the animals – all

creatures big and small for we are their caretakers and He
has requested that we evoke HIS ENERGY in the situation
mentioned above and when healing animals and He will
come, together with the angels.
Message from Lord Jesus and Mother Mary

In 2004, during Christmas, my daughter asked me to

accompany her to the local shopping mall. It was just a few
days before Christmas and everyone seemed to be totally
absorbed in shopping. I silently prayed to Lord Jesus and
Mother Mary and the angels for guidance regarding this
matter and They instantly responded. I could feel bright light
over the shopping mall and THEY asked me to change the
mall into a place of prayer instead and asked me to erect an
altar not only with their forms but with every Divine form and
asked me to get the people in the mall to go to this altar and
kneel and pray – PRAY FOR PEACE. They said that will come
from the unity of faiths – people of all faiths praying together
to one GODHEAD and instantly in my inner scene, I could
see groups of people going to the altar and kneeling and
praying together. It was an amazing sight. THEY then asked
me to do the same for every suburb in Victoria, then Australia
and then the world. So while my daughter was busy
shopping for clothes, I was able to do this and it was one of
the most powerful sensations I had ever felt.

Message Remember to do the same every time you are in a

Message:
shopping mall. That day, Sai Baba asked for the 'jyoti' from
that one flame to be lit in every heart and I did that and the
whole place became a sacred, moving temple of healing and
peace as He asked me to fill everyone with His Divine Love
and Light and His Shiva Shakti pranic energy.
Light up your home

Just before the war in Afghanistan, a few of us used to meet

regularly to recite the Sai Ganesha prayer, Sai Gayathri and
Gayatri mantra. (See Appendix). We use little globes of
Mother Earth, place the reiki symbols on the globe and also
send healing and God’s love and light to every child, man,
woman, teenager and to all God’s creation including our
animal kingdom.

In one session, I had an out of body experience. Sai Baba

took me by the hand and I was travelling the earth with Him,
but especially in Afghanistan, Tibet and the Middle East. He
showed me mothers and sisters crying helplessly at their
situation. It was a heart breaking sight. Sai Ma then asked
me to tell the group to install an altar in every one of their
homes and to light a jyoti and get the people to pray. We
then did the same for every country. By the time we finished,
every home on this planet had an altar with a picture of the
Divine they believed in and a jyoti burning and we were
asked to leave things like this at the end of the session.

Message: Turn a space in your home into an altar. Light a

candle/flame when you are at home and make the time to
pray. Prayers need not be lengthy. It is your way of
communicating with the Divine. Evoke His energy and ask
for Grace to be showered on you and your loved ones. Also,
invoke the archangels and angels in your prayers and
MIRACLES will happen.
Sai Ma on the chariot (during group chanting)

One night, during the group global prayer session, when we

were reciting the Gayatri Mantra, Swami appeared in my
inner scene. He was riding a chariot that looked similar to
the one in the pictures of Lord Krishna with Arjun. Swami
was wearing His orange robe and He was riding His chariot
in thin air, circling planet earth and materialising vibhurti
(sacred ash) that He spilled over every country. It was an
awesome sight.

Message: Before we start the group chanting, all of us place

the Reiki/Seichim symbols on a little globe of mother earth
and ask for situational healing to be sent to everyone,
including the animals, trees, rivers, oceans, etc.
Sai Ma on the Swan (during group chanting)

At another group chanting session, Swami appeared on a

swan. This time, His robe was white, a dazzling white and
Swami appeared to have a tiny vessel in His right hand and
again as He circled Mother Earth in thin air on this beautiful
swan, Swami poured amritam (holy water) over every
country.

Message: In both these visions, it was not just the human

race that Swami focused on. He poured the vibhurti (in the
earlier session) and the amritam over the animal world, the
forest, the seas, the lakes, the oceans and when He was
pouring the viburthi, Swami said He was cleansing Mother
Earth and all its inhabitants of all the pollution that has taken
place since He created us and His creation. He asks us to be
mindful of what we do as He designated us as His keepers.
So, those of you who have the gift of reiki, please remember
to include those Divinely inspired human beings whose
mission is to serve the planet in all forms.
Swami’s instruction on the Muladhara chakra

Earlier in the year 2006, I became ill and felt very weak and I,
finally, called on Swami for help. As I lay in bed, Swami
directed me to read a chapter from the book ‘Living Divinity’
by Shakuntala Banu. He asked me to place the book on my
third eye and He will guide me to the chapter that I needed to
read that morning and there, through His Grace, Swami
spoke about life existing in the Muladhara chakra. When I
finished reading the chapter, I did what Swami instructed the
devotee in the book to do, on myself using Sai mantras and
my reiki prayer, focussing on the muladhara chakra and I
could feel my strength returning and in approximately half an
hour, I felt strong enough to get out of bed and recovered
quickly. Swami also instructed me to use this process on
people who come for reiki and the response has been
wonderful.

Message: Swami is Sai Danvantharim – the Divine Doctor of

Doctors. All the patient, the bhakta, needs is FAITH and
inner guidance from the Divine Doctor himself.
Healing versus Counselling

I am a Registered Psychiatric Nurse (this is my 36th year in

this field), a professional counsellor, a medium, a facilitator
for spiritual healing called Cutting the ties that bind and a
Reiki/Seichim Master. I feel I have enough authority to speak
about this subject and this is my evaluation.

In a counselling session, you are constantly addressing

‘issues’ – very small steps that sometimes takes years.
Believe me, I see a lot of this in my nursing profession which
is good for some but not for all. In healing, especially in Reiki
and Cutting the ties, one faces very painful issues and then
‘cuts’ with them. 99% of all problems are karmicly linked,
that is to say, past life baggage into present lifetime as part
of the ‘contract’ you signed with the Divine about issues that
you want to work with in this lifetime (like you would with a
counsellor, the only difference being you are addressing
past life /lives behaviour patterns. Cognitive behaviour
therapy of a Divine kind is what I would call it). Once
someone does karmic healings, they feel freer and more
importantly, they progress forward and embrace spirituality
into their lives. It’s like magic – something awesome and
Divinely powerful shifts inside them. They feel light and free.
I know because I have done a lot of work on myself. As Sai
Baba quotes, “Take the medicine yourself first before you
give it to someone else.”

Message: “Bring to Me your sorrows and grief’s, worries and

anxieties and take from Me joy and peace, courage and
confidence.” - Sai Baba
Death, a transition of physical body and eternal soul

I have been blessed on a few occasions to do Reiki/Seichim

healings on a lady in coma, a baby in coma and a very special
nine year old boy who was ‘dying’ of terminal leukaemia.
Here are their stories.

Case No.1 - I felt so blessed when Sai Baba gave me

permission to observe the lady in coma’s transition to the
‘next world’ and He has also given me permission to talk to
anyone on the subject and on the 14th of June 2004, He said,
“Write about it, Amma. The time has come. People need to
know.” First of all, do not fear death. The simple truth is all
of us have to go one day and as Sai Baba says, “Are you
ready? Are your bags packed?” By this, He means the bag
of spiritual wisdom for we came empty handed and we will
leave empty handed, but what we will take with us is our
spiritual and human baggage. Start spiritualising your life.
Embrace God in whatever form you see HIM. Pray, meditate
and above all SEE NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL.
DO GOOD, BE GOOD – Serve your fellow human beings, not
for financial gain but for spiritual gain. Start topping up your
spiritual account. Look upon it as a post life retirement fund
because your next human life will be based upon your
spiritual account. This is the truth, simple as it is. I know, for
Sai Baba showed me. When the lady in coma made her
transition, Sai Baba granted me the Grace to observe (not
hear) for it was her karmic journey, the final transition of the
‘death’ process.

That morning, when I was doing her reiki healing in a hospital

bed (her daughter-in-law, a Sikh lady like myself, was doing
Sukhmani prayers – prayers for peace done by Sikhs,
especially at times like this), I was suddenly distracted by the
sound of two Divine visitors talking. I opened my eyes,
looked up and there in the corner of the room were two of
Lord Yama’s (the Lord of Death) assistants. I asked them
what they were doing and they stated that their job on a daily
basis is to go round the globe, and do a ‘roll call’. Can you
believe it, each one of us has a time designated to us for
when we EXIT Mother Earth? They informed me that it has
been very busy and will get busier “up there”. From their
conversation, I knew this lady will ‘exit’ that day at
approximately 1740 hrs. (time runs faster up there). I finished
the healing and informed the lady’s daughter-in-law that I will
return that evening. I did not mention that experience to her.
However, after the ‘Divine visitors’ left, I felt concerned for
this lady and wondered who will be there to greet her as she
was in a coma when suddenly my stepmother, who has
passed on for approximately six years, appeared. She is a
regular visitor when I do healings and she often asks me to
teach her and also to call upon her when I needed help. She
then told me not to worry as she will go back and let the Sikh
community know that this lady will be joining them that day
and after she left the room, I would see her passing on this
information and spirit beings were stepping forward. Quite a
crowd of spirit beings gathered to wait for her and that
reassured me. That evening, while I was watching my
favourite television series, “Touch by an Angel” I told my
children that the phone would ring about 5:40 p.m. and it
would be for me and on the dot, the phone rang and I was
informed that the lady had passed on.

I live in Thomastown and this lady was lying in a room in the

Austin Hospital which was a couple of suburbs away and yet
as I changed and got dressed to go, I was shown her being
led up to the light. I observed her pass through ‘the door’ (by
the way, there is only one door. There are no special doors
for people of different faiths, as once the body is dropped,
you become one with ‘spirit’ – no colour, no race – just a
spirit being). She embraced her spirit relatives and friends
and then she was asked to go to the ‘big hall’. She was
escorted by two Divine beings to the front of a huge high
bench. There was a figure of authority – the Lord Yama
himself – sitting on this bench and I could see a huge book,
which belonged to this woman. There were figures on the
cover of this book, from the first year she took human birth
and then there was the date, year of her death, e.g. 1999.
Lord Yama then turned the pages to the life that she had just
finished and a moving screen appeared before this lady and
she had to witness her own life. It was an amazing sight. No
one passed any judgement and she could not look away at
any point. When it was over, she was taken to a place of
resting, where, as she rested, she had to reflect on her life
and she herself will have to ‘design’ her next life and it will be
about ‘lessons’ that she still needs to learn. So you see, we
take human birth to ‘learn lessons’ until we reach the status
of ‘self-realisation’ and then we can enjoy God’s Kingdom
and not have to come back to earth.

By the time I reached this lady’s room, she was already in the
resting place and her physical body was lying on the bed.
The family invited me to her funeral and as I sat in one of the
pews, I became aware of her presence. She came through
the entrance, walked past everyone sitting there, went to the
front and observed her body lying in the coffin. She then
stood in front of her husband and her family members and
then she walked past the centre of the funeral parlour. She
looked at everyone who attended her funeral service. She
stopped where I was sitting and thanked me for the healings
and she then left. It was just a physical body that was
cremated. The soul had long moved into another dimension.
So you see, if you change your life and lead a ‘godly’ life,
then death is nothing to fear.

I asked Sai Baba if everyone went to a ‘nice’ place like where

this lady and my stepmother did. He said, ”No,” stating that
like Mother Earth where some countries are rich and
abundant with everything and some countries are poor and
barren; where you end up depends on your karmic actions.

Case No.2 - In the year 2002, I would always see two

rainbows in the sky simultaneously and I would tell my
daughter, pointing to the rainbows, “Look someone is trying
to contact me.” A couple of weeks later, one morning at
work, when I had just taken the handover from the night shift
nurse, a workmate of mine started talking about a very sick
baby fighting for its life in the Royal Children’s Hospital and
the medical team had told the parents that the case was
terminal and the parents were very overwhelmed and did not
know if turning off the respirator was the right decision. I
asked my workmate if she would like me to go to the hospital
and give the baby some reiki and to contact the parents to
get their consent. When I got there the following day, as I
had a day off, the nurse-in-charge gave me permission to
give the baby some reiki. The mother was standing near the
baby’s cot and had a picture of Mother Mary pinned on the
pillow next to the baby. I found that very comforting as I
didn’t know what to say to the mother. So I said to her, “You
pray to Mother Mary whilst I do the healing and let Her work
through you.” The baby was heavily sedated and attached to
all sorts of tubes and drips and the respirator. When I
started giving the baby some healing, my breathing changed.
I started chain-stoking (this is the final breaths a person
takes before the spirit leaves the body). I had to take
continuous breaks as I found the breathing very distressing.
The mother was totally unaware of what was happening as
the child was sedated. I finished the healing and said to the
mum, “Ask Mother Mary to guide you and your husband to
make the right decision.” And, if she needed me to come
back, I would make myself available and gave her my phone
number. As I was leaving, I knew she would be calling me
that evening. That evening, at approximately seven p.m., the
phone rang and it was this lady. She was sobbing but she
said that afternoon, she and her husband had a discussion
and it was as if an awareness had come through them and
they asked the medical team to turn off the respirator and
surrendered their baby to Mother Mary. I was invited to the
funeral. Imagine my surprise when I was given his program
and there on the inside was a poem called The Rainbow
(remember the double rainbows I was seeing). As his
service commenced, I suddenly became aware of a spirit
standing behind me. He reminded me of one of the pilgrim
brothers as he was dressed like one of them and he spoke to
me. He said that he was this baby’s previous soul and he had
come up to thank me and then he said to me, “Look at you.
You look so stressed.” (I had to rush to work after the
funeral) and warned me to look after my chest or my health
would run into trouble. A year later, I had some chest pains
and needed treatment. He wanted to be remembered in my
book and I thank him for giving me the opportunity. He told
me that Mother Mary had come to take him that day and he
has been happy since and I see him running around with little
children in a happy place and there are angels playing with
them and there are plenty of rainbows. He loves rainbows.

Case 3 - When I went to bed one night, after finishing a

chapter, I was woken up at 1:30 in the morning by a beautiful
soul whom I was introduced to in Malaysia in the year 2000. I
had gone to my younger sister’s wedding and she told me
about a close friend’s nephew who had leukaemia. He was
only eight years old and the doctors had given up hope and
the family was looking for a miracle. My sister had told her
friend about the work I do. When I first met this family, I was
immediately drawn to this young boy who was an old soul. I
asked his soul to reveal to me one of his lifetimes and I saw
him as a yogi. (This was a mind to mind conversation.) I had
a discussion with the family and the boy and told the family
that with the limited time I had, I will do the attunement and
surrender the outcome to Guru Nanak and our Gurus (they
were a Sikh family); for when I scanned him, I knew it would
be a matter of months before this boy would cross over and I
could not bear to give the grandmother and the aunt who
were looking after the boy, the bad news; plus I didn’t feel it
was my right to play God. We set up a temporary altar in one
of the bedrooms; however, when I was about to commence
the attunement, there was a huge problem. I could see Lord
Yama and His presence is very overwhelming. I could not
commence the attunement. I then asked the family to give
me a moment alone in the room and I asked Lord Yama’s
permission if I could do the attunement without Him being
present and He granted me that boon and I was able to finish
the attunement. When we finished, this eight year old
approached me and gave me a gift and it was material to
make an Indian costume and he said to me, “Aunty, please
make a suit and remember me when you wear it for it won’t
be long before Guru Gobind Singh would come on his horse
and take me.” I found it hard to hold on to my emotions for
he and I knew that death was near. I visited them once more
before returning to Australia. I cannot remember giving him
a chakra balance but my sisters and I organised a prayer
session for him. His grandmother and aunt told me that he
would always comfort them and tell them not to worry about
him because Guru Gobind Singh is looking after him and will
escort him to the other plane and he would sing, “Aasi we
othe jana.” (translated it means, we too have to go there). He
also organised for his pet rabbit and fish to be taken care of
and when I received the phone call a couple of weeks later
(the attunement process brought his suffering from months
to weeks and this is God’s Grace to reduce pain and
suffering of the terminally ill) that he had passed on. His aunt
told me that he gathered the entire family around him and
spoke with them till his last breath. She felt very privileged to
be his aunt. And yes, Guru Gobind Singh did come to take
him on His horse and I see him happy and peaceful. He
wasn’t the issue, though. The family would phone me
constantly asking me for messages from him. Initially, I
found it helpful as they were going through the grieving
process but gently reminded them that he was in a better
place and they should let him rest in peace. After a few
years, I felt I needed to cut ties, especially with the aunt, as I
did not feel comfortable being harassed for messages from a
soul who obviously had moved on and I needed the aunt to
remember him in a positive way and set him free and free
herself to move on in her life. Think about it. At the time of
death, when we cry, when we miss the person, whether we
wish to admit it or not, who is it are we really crying for? It is
for ourselves because we are the ones who are missing the
person, we are the one who cannot cope, we are the ones
who have the attachment (emotional ties of a very painful
kind, but emotional ties all the same) that need to be cut as
part of the healing process during grieving. A spirit will
come through voluntarily when they have messages for you.
How did he know I was writing a chapter on spirits last night
for his story to be included as well? As I am dictating this
story, he looks sad for he knows his aunt is sad and he wants
her to be happy. This is a human being who is depriving
herself of happiness; if only she would accept what I had told
her. He never did leave her; he only crossed over.

I would like to mention that it is only an invisible veil that

separates that world (after life) from ours. They can see us
and hear us (the only ones who cannot do it are those who
are sent to the darkness. It is as if they have lost all their
privileges). My stepmother is a frequent visitor in my home
and every time a function or event is to take place, she’ll
come and talk to me about it. It’s an awesome feeling. She
knew I was a Sai Baba devotee when she was alive and in
2002, as soon as I had planned my trip to Sai Baba’s ashram
for Maha Shivarathri, she came and asked me if I minded her
coming along. I told her I would feel privileged to travel with
her. Well, guess what? The seat next to me on the plane was
empty all the way. Such is the Grace of God and I could feel
her presence in India too. (We parted ways ‘so to speak’
when we got there as she said that she had so much to learn
and see.)
I thank her for being a part of my life and welcome her
anytime and I know she will continue to help me. She also
accompanied me in 2004 when I went on pilgrimage to our
Golden Temple and the surrounding temples. She was very
spiritual prior to her own death and always talked about
going on pilgrimage. She had many messages for my half-
sisters during my stopover in Malaysia. She reminded them
to invite her on special occasions like birthdays of her
grandchildren (she died before any of my half-sisters married
and yet she knows of her grandchildren.) My stepmother had
come to me very sad and broken-hearted stating her
daughters have ’forgotten’ her and never invited her to any
of their functions. I then told them to ask forgiveness from
her as they were ignorant of the fact that they could ‘invite
her’. (They do not come unless you invite them). I asked my
sisters to evoke her energy and invite her on special
occasions. When I visited my father in our hometown, she
appeared in his house. I heard her “telling” my father that
she had just seen the grandchildren and the girls said that
they would invite her. She was busy telling my dad, who
could not see her but could always feels her presence. When
she had finished “talking”, she popped into my bedroom to
inform me that every night, she ‘checks’ on him. My dad is a
widower who lives alone. She checks that both the front and
back doors are locked before she ‘goes back’ – what
devotion on her part!

Message: “Be wherever you like. Do whatever you choose.

Remember this well that what you do is known to Me. I am
the inner ruler of all.” - Sai Baba
Why Fear when I am here

This is my own story. The year is 1994 and it is approximately

a month before my daughter Sharan’s kidney transplant. I
am the donor and most of the tests have been completed. I
thank Swami for granting me the Grace to perform this
ultimate seva for my daughter and yet I was scared. Fearful
is the right term. I was worried that if anything happened to
me, I would be the one on dialysis. I would be looking for a
donor and having the ongoing experience of the trauma of
bringing up a sick child, I did not want to go through this
myself. I was not strong like my daughter and silently I would
pray to Swami to help me overcome this negative thought
form and one night, He came in my dreams and said, “Why
fear when I am here? Your Swami is with you. I will never
abandon your child or you. You read my books, Satyam
Shivam Sundaram.” The next morning, I started reading the
first volume of Satyam Shivam Sundaram and there, in page
after page, Swami reassured me, “I transcend time, place
and person. Why fear when I am here?” All my doubts and
fears resolved and I felt stronger and calmer. The transplant
went smoothly. A Sai devotee heard about us and sent us
reiki. (I didn’t know what she meant by reiki then as I was a
facilitator of Cutting the ties that bind and it was in January
1995 that this lady introduced me to the world of reiki. I
could feel Swami’s presence very strongly and He would ask
me to look into the eyes of the doctors and nurses and I could
FEEL HIM working through them and this lady confirmed this
for me later.

One month after the transplant, my daughter had to be taken

to surgery to remove the dialysis tube that was left inside her
in the event the transplant was a failure. I was sitting in the
waiting room with Sharan’s dad and was reading a Sai
magazine, when I suddenly became aware of Swami’s
presence. He asked me to close my eyes and as I did, I saw
Him (in my inner scene) walk into the theatre and Swami was
in the surgeon’s theatre clothes. He then held an instrument,
took the tube which was stainless steel and dropped it into a
stainless steel kidney dish and it made a sound. Swami then
removed His theatre gown, came out and as He passed us,
He said, “My work is done here. You have nothing to worry
about. Everything will be alright. I’m going now.” He
vanished into thin air and at that moment, the surgeon came
out and told us that everything has gone fine and Sharan was
being sutured and would be taken to the recovery room
soon. THIS IS CALLED GRACE and you know what? Two
weeks before the transplant, a Sai devotee rang and asked
me (he stated he felt Swami asking him to ring me) if I would
hold a bhajan in my house and it would be two weeks after
the transplant. I said, “Yes, if that is Swami’s wish, it must be
done” and Swami whispered to me, “It will be a thanksgiving
bhajan, Amma,” and it was. Swami, being God, knew the
outcome of the transplant before anyone else.

There is something very important I missed out. In May 1993,

I was at a bhajan and during the bhajans, Swami said to me,
“Amma, come to Prasanthi and bring Sharan with you. Stay a
month this time.” Sharan was very weak and I placed my
entire faith in Swami and took my very sick child to Swami.
We landed in Madras Airport on the 28th of June 1993. We
had our first darshan of Swami on the 29th of June 1993.

One day, as Swami was giving darshan. I cried out to Him

silently in my mind, “Swami, please hear the prayer of this
mother. Please tell me when my daughter will be cured.”
Swami turned around and looked me directly in my eyes and
in my mind, I heard Him say, “Exactly 365 days from this trip,
Amma.” As we all know, we don’t pick surgery dates. My
daughter and I were admitted on the 28th of June 1994 and
Sharan had the transplant on 29th of June 1994 – exactly 365
days, as Swami said.

Swami also told me on that trip that Sharan will start dialysis
on the 14th of February 1994 and guess what? It was the 14th
of February 1994 that Sharan started dialysis.

We celebrated our 16th anniversary of Sharan’s transplant in

June this year (2010) and as Swami stated through HIS
GRACE, all has been well.

So you see, my dear reader, Swami is God in a human body

and yes, He transcends time, place and person and so, “Why
fear when He is here?” Have faith in this statement of Sai Ma.
Emotional ties that bind beyond death.

It was the early 90s. I had known this woman for many years
(our children went to school together). She was excited
about the Cutting the ties and reiki healing work that I had
learnt. At that time, I didn’t even have space to do this
precious sacred work and I used to do it in my daughter’s
room where I had the altar in my home (my daughter was
very sick at the time). She asked me to do a healing for her
and it was about her brother who was undiagnosed and
mentally very unstable. She also had a lot of rage and anger
towards her father and one unfortunate day (in the early
1970s), her brother, had an altercation with their father. She
later stated to me that she was upstairs in her bedroom and
could hear them arguing (which was a common scene, so
she stayed in her room). She then heard a loud bang and
rushed to the lounge. Her brother was lying in a pool of
blood and her father had a rifle (which was placed over the
fireplace) in his hand. Her father told her it was an accident
(and was later cleared of it) but she doubted him and deep in
her heart always blamed him as she loved and missed her
brother.

As soon as we connected in the session, I felt the presence

of a man in his 50s and described him to her and she started
crying. It was her father. He had passed away several years
ago but he couldn’t wait to come through and clear the
misunderstanding. I was asked go back in time to that
unfortunate day and my friend was able to relieve the scene.
She stood there as a silent witness and observed her brother
in rage approach her father who was sitting by the fire and
he started attacking him verbally. He then turned around
and grabbed the rifle from above the fireplace. Her father
tried desperately to get if off him and suddenly it fired and
her brother fell and that was when she walked in. Her father
had the opportunity to tell her that he was innocent. He
loved his son as much as she loved him as a brother; the only
regret he had was that he did not seek professional help for
him as they were simple folks who did not understand the
complexity of mental unwellness.

It was a very emotional scene where father and daughter

were able to do the healing together and forgive each other.
(Her father died of cancer, a broken man). We did the
healing for her brother, too. I was able to send her father up
to the light but her brother was earthbound and I was given
specific instructions to help him. This lady was instructed to
buy a white pigeon (she was directed where to go and would
be guided which bird to pick) and once she bought it, she
stated that as instructed, at the crack of dawn, her son, who
was very fond of his uncle, said a prayer in the name of her
brother (she told me she could feel the soul of her brother in
this beautiful bird) and then she set it free and as she was in
the process, she felt a huge weight lifted off her shoulders
and more importantly felt that her brother’s soul was
returned to the Source. I did not work with angels those days
and the ‘bird’ was the carrier. She was also able to attend
her father’s gravesite and felt peaceful and since then,
attends on a regular basis.

In gratitude, her husband, son and my son helped put up my

“Reiki room” in the garage where I do my healings and I will
always be indebted to them as I get a lot of visitors from the
‘other side’ and I have the ‘space’ for them.

Message: This lady who ‘lost’ her faith in God, was able to
return to her faith and trust in God and was able to stop
blaming Him for what happened to her family.
Lord Jesus and Mother Mary – the Divine helpers.

I have been blessed to have many Christians of different

denominations come for healings. In session after session
with these people, the inner visions and messages have been
similar.

In 2006, a Catholic woman came for an attunement. (When I

do attunements, I connect that person to their own form of
Divinity as the prayers are the same for people of all faiths.)
Just before the attunement process, Lord Jesus took us back
in time to the lifetime this woman and her father (who was
also her father in that lifetime) shared with Lord Jesus. The
woman’s father was a baker and Lord Jesus showed me a
mule and it had two large hand woven baskets on either side
of it and they were filled with loaves of bread. Lord Jesus
then said he would commute between Bethlehem and
Nazareth and would run into this woman (who was a young
girl) and her father. There was no forest there, just hills
made of rocks (like boulders). When they saw Lord Jesus,
they would stop to get His blessings; and people would
appear from everywhere. Lord Jesus would give daily
discourses of His Father and He would take a loaf of bread
from the basket and walk amongst Hs disciples and break
the bread and serve them. The bread NEVER ran out and He
said as He was breaking the bread, it would change in
texture, that is, the plain bread would become corn bread,
sweet bread and even He did not know what His Father
would change it into. He then showed me a leather satchel
that He wore over his shoulders. It had a leather pouch in
which He carried water and again He would serve His
devotees water and the water would change in texture.
Some days, it would become grape juice and He said His
pouch never ran out of Divine water. I asked Lord Jesus
about the wine they drank at that time and He stated that it
was really crushed grapes and they used natural
preservatives to preserve the juice when it was made in
abundance
.
In another case, a young man came for an attunment, he was
a Lord Jesus devotee in that life time. In this case, I had to do
a past life with this young man and we went back in time to
the time of Lord Jesus and this young man was a fisherman in
Gallille.The entire village was poor and there was despair in
the air. Lord Jesus asked the men to come with Him and we
were shown the scene from the Holy Bible where Lord Jesus
asked Peter to cast his net and we witnessed fish jumping
out of the water into the net and it was an awesome sight and
what made it more awesome was the fact that wherever Lord
Jesus STOOD on the water, it froze and created a firm
pathway for HIM-yes! Lord Jesus WALKED on water and at
the end of the day’s catch Lord Jesus placed His Divine
Hands on the fish and they multiplied. We were than shown
Lord Jesus giving discourses about HIS Father in Heaven
and people gathered in crowds to hear Him and He fed them
and as mentioned in the previous chapter, the food and drink
never ran out

I have done several other cases, but I just wanted to share a

few to drive home the message ‘Divinity never dies and even
today, Lord Jesus lives and will always live in the hearts of
His beloved devotees.

Message: “Where there is confidence, there is Love.

Where there is Love, there is Peace,
Where there is Peace, there is Truth,
Where there is Truth, there is Bliss,
Where there is Bliss, there is GOD. “ - Sai Baba
Negative Energies – Cults, Hex, Voodoo

I was also asked to write a chapter on hex, voodoo and

psychic attacks. The number of cases that I have dealt with
regarding these has sadly increased over the years. People
are brash and think that they are unaccountable for their
devious acts. These are the ignorant ones who defy God, the
Law of Karma and in most cases, actually find justification
for their acts.

However, before I address any cases, I would like to talk

about another form of negative energy that is more devious,
more evil and more destructive and controlling and that is
SATAN. Oh yes, he exists, in OUR MINDS. He represents the
dark, negative energy that exists in a human being and his
‘food’ is ego, anger and all the other negative qualities – lust,
envy, jealousy - and this is ruining so many lives. In other
words, he is the opposite of love and everything positive.

In the late 90s, a family came to me for healing. Through the

Grace of God, they have not only healed but have become
Reiki channels themselves. However, in the last couple of
years, I observed a shift in one of them. She initially started
refusing to come to our usual prayer group and then
eventually stopped coming to my house. There was always
an excuse. Finally, she stopped ringing. I have been quite
concerned about her because something did not feel right.
She would speak untruths such as “I have been given reiki
symbols by Sai Baba and He told me that I cannot share them
with anyone, not even you.” Once she told me about a
certain symbol and she was uncomfortable and ended up
telling me it was a symbol that was well-known in reiki
healings. Her mother told me she was doing “great reiki
work” but it was not what I had taught her.

Her mother visited me a couple of years ago, I was

disappointed that she did not come but as usual there was a
justified excuse. However, the night before her mother
came, I had a dream. The imposter (Satan) visited me in the
form of Sai Baba and when you have been with Sai for a long
time and have had many dreams from Him, you soon realise
that this imposter is not Sai. The scene was wrong, the
dialogue was not Sai’s and then the penny dropped. He said
very clearly to me, “You work for Jenny (not her real name).”
It must be Swami’s Grace for I corrected him in my dream
and said, “I do not work for Jenny.”

On waking and through Divine communion with Swami, I was

able to confirm and do some work in this area.

This is a very good lesson for anyone who is on the spiritual

path and do service work. You must be vigilant at all times
and having said that, if your faith is strong and you perform
your service in total surrender to your God form (whoever it
may be), they will protect you and if unfortunately, you
become a ‘victim’ of the dark side, they will ‘free you’ if you
ask them.

I did some healing for this woman and surrendered her to

Swami and His Divine Helpers for she has the natural gift of
healing and has much work to do in this area and I wish her
well.

I have also done work on people who have been ‘victims’ of

curses, voodoo dolls and cults. In every case, Sai Baba in
HIS INFINITE GRACE showed me what to do and after the
attunement and consecutive healings, these people have
been able to ‘move forward’. Some cases are so severe that
it has taken a few years of ongoing healings but with each
healing, the person has progressed, so it has been a case of
small steps.

Message: “As is the Food, so is the Mind,

As is the Mind, so are the Thoughts,
As are the Thoughts, so is the Conduct,
As is the Conduct, so is the Health.” - Sai Baba
Healing Negative Energies

I have done a few attunements and healings on people

involving past ‘cult’ lifetimes. In the attunement process, I
was directed to ‘free’ these people from the “cult family”.
Some were very painful for the persons involved. Some were
very sexual in content. However, the underlying message
was the same for all of them. They could not move forward in
this lifetime as “those blockages” were preventing them from
“functioning” in this lifetime.

I will tell you about a case whose journey started in the

Philippines two years prior to her coming to me for healing.
She was given a copy of my first book, ‘Reiki and Cutting the
ties through the Unity of Faiths’, to read. She said she could
not put my book down after reading it and she just knew that
she had to come to meet me once she migrated to
Melbourne. Her spirituality instincts were starting to surface
and it was not until she moved to Melbourne that she would
meet the woman from her past life who introduced her to the
world of lesbians and this affected every area of her married
life. Her husband patiently allowed his wife to find solutions
to her very emotionally traumatised situation and actually
supported her and according to her, never judged her as he
knew this was not her personality. This was her introduction
to me.

What happens is, when left unhealed, any form of ‘trauma’

will take the person back to the ‘unresolved/unhealed’ past
life. In the process of her attunement, we had to access that
lifetime where she left her husband from her past lifetime and
joined a ‘cult’ which promised self-realisation. However, in
the cult, she was introduced to “free sexual association” and
often it included sexual liaisons between the same sexes.
She ‘met’ someone in this lifetime from that past and it
resurfaced as “unfinished emotions”.

Through the Grace of God, we were able to heal and set free
the emotions and the cult lifetime and towards the end of the
attunement, I saw a soul trying to connect with her (from the
other side). I informed her of this as directed by Sai Baba.
She later stated, if she could ‘heal’ her marriage, they would
like to have another child.
At the end of the attunement, the lady stated that for the first
time, she experienced “clarity” of her life thus far and knew
that the lesbian relationship was an illusion and that she
needed to go back to fulfilling her role as wife and mother
and felt relieved from her experience. She will now be able
to pursue her spiritual journey without that past life, which
was a huge “monkey on her back”.

In another case, a young man in his search for spiritual

growth became attracted to drugs. He would say it was a
“short cut” to the state of “bliss”. In this book and through
my work as a psychiatric nurse, I have seen many such
cases. This young man who is now in his late thirties still
fights on a daily basis with his internal demons. He
succeeded many times but sometimes he was not “strong
enough” because he had little faith in the work I do.
Therefore, I send him and continue to send him healing
during the good times and the bad times. The sad truth is
that many like him are highly evolved spiritual souls who
“struggle” to live an ordinary life but need to move past the
addiction so that they can focus on their spiritual growth.

The last I heard is that he is off the substance abuse and in a

very small dose of medication which help to take away the
‘cravings’. This is huge, for if he can ‘focus’ and rebuild his
faith in his chosen form of Divinity, he will evolve very quickly
as these beings are actually quite highly evolved souls. They
just need to “grow’ from the “inside’ without any substance
dependence and learn to feel pain and emotions without
“numbing” it.

I was asked by Sai Baba to do global healing for both these

cases and heal “people” who were caught in these types of
past lives. (This is part of the global healing work that I do)
Sai Baba and his archangels and angels “take over’ the
global healings after I have been directed to do my part and I
then surrender the ‘outcome’ to Him and I also asked Baba
why is it that some people heal and some don’t and He said it
is BASED ON FAITH. If one has faith in any form of Divinity,
they heal. Faith is the “mustard seed” which one has to plant
in one’s own “spiritual garden”, water it daily with prayer and
keep it free from “weeds” – the biggest of which is DOUBT.
Faith = self-realisation
Doubt = self-destruction
The choice is up to the individual.

One needs to keep in mind that there will be those

unfortunate souls who became attracted to the world of
drugs and alcohol because their negative emotions consume
them to the point that just like negative thought forms is food
for Satan, so is drug and alcohol (food of the dark energy). In
some cases, (not common), I had to free souls who were
possessed by earth bound spirits, spirits who embrace this
lifestyle whilst they were alive and refused to cross over at
the time of death and instead decided to habitat an
unsuspecting individual. This change of personality should
be quite visible to the family members as the personality of
the person concerned basically changes overnight and it is
very alarming for everyone concerned. However, the good
news is, the ‘possessed spirits’ are asked to leave and are
escorted to the light by the angels and in every case that I
have done, they were reassured that they would not be
punished as they too were victims of the dark side and every
spirit that crossed over, thanked the Divine beings and
angels for the release of their tormented earth bound souls.
In those instances, where the souls asked for the attunement
to be given to them, they did receive it. This is how wonderful
this gift of Reiki/Seichim is; it can also be ‘sent’ to those who
have crossed over.
 Case
Histories

Case History 1

A young lady came to me recently. She is getting married

next year and was really excited about it. However, since the
wedding was planned, she started to experience nightmares
of being raped and killed and every time she went out, she
became fearful – fearful that she was going to lose her way
and never return home.

She found it very distressing as she is quite a confident

young lady. We decided to do a past life healing as she had
already been attuned to Reiki/Seichim and does her prayers
regularly.

In the session, we went back in time to old India. It was the

time of Mahatma Gandhi. India was divided; the Muslims
wanted to separate and form their own state – known as
Pakistan today. A once peaceful and religious tolerance
community had become suspicious, paranoid and distrustful
of one another. There was chaos and propaganda and
people lived in fear. This young lady was born into a Hindu
Sikh family. She was engaged to a young Hindu man. Just
before the wedding, which was a few months away, her
mother asked her to go the fields where the family grew their
crops to bring some vegetables for their meal that day.
There were other young girls in the field too. Before they
realised what was happening, they were abducted by some
Muslim men who took them away. There they were
repeatedly raped, then killed and their dead bodies were
returned to their homes. Her fiancée, in his rage, went to
look for her killers. They beat him badly and again returned
him home. Instead of giving up, he became very spiritual and
taught the Bhagwad Gita to young children. He was very
musical (and is also musical in this lifetime) and taught the
children to sing spiritual songs from the Bhagwad Gita. He
never married and devoted his life to teaching.

I did a chakra balance healing for this young lady and we

‘healed’ all the negative emotions from that lifetime and she
was sent for her spiritual cleansing after all the cuts to that
lifetime was completed and her ‘soul’ from that lifetime was
sent to the light. I was then asked by Sai Baba to do the
healing for all the other young girls and women who faced
the same tragedy during that time and once I connected, I
surrendered the outcome to Sai Baba and the angels and I
was deeply affected as I saw many, many souls being healed
and returned to the light. Many of these young girls and
women are probably walking the earth at this time – just like
this young lady; the difference being that they will no longer
“feel the pain” too as through the Grace of Sai Baba, the
angels and the Reiki/Seichim healing, they are healed and
more importantly, they are ‘free’ now to get on with their
lives. Such is the Grace of God. This young lady reported
that since the healing, she no longer feels fearful when she
goes out and the nightmares have stopped.
Case History 2

I was contacted by a young lady in Singapore. She wrote to

me telling me that whenever someone mentioned marriage
or if a marriage proposal came her way, she fainted and on
numerous occasions had to be taken to hospital for medical
attention.

I was curious as I had never done a case like this before, so I

asked the young lady to send me a photograph of her. When
it arrived, I did an attunement by proxy on her photograph.
Later, I was asked by Sai Baba to do a past life on her.

We went back in time and it was in old time India. I could see
a funeral being performed. A body was being cremated and
there was a crowd. I was asked to approach the scene and
as I did, I recognised this young lady. She was young and
very pretty. She was dressed as a bride and was standing
next to the body that was being cremated. I introduced
myself and asked her to explain what was going on. She
pointed to the body stating that that was her husband and in
keeping with the tradition, she was to be burnt alive with her
husband. I could see and feel the fear in her body and her
voice. She was burnt alive in that incarnation, so whenever,
a marriage proposal was put forth to her in this lifetime, she
fainted. Flashbacks from her past life would make her faint.
I then asked Sai Baba how I could help her overcome this
dilemma. I was instructed to do the mantras on her as I
would in an attunement. I was then asked to inform this
young lady to find a Hindu priest (she was a Hindu in her past
life); her parents were to buy a ‘dummy mangalsutra’ (the
necklace that is placed by the intended husband at the time
of the marriage vows in a Hindu wedding ceremony) and the
priest had to perform a wedding ceremony and then perform
a ‘divorce’ ceremony. The aim was to ‘free’ her from that
tragic lifetime. The outcome has been promising. The young
lady has stopped fainting and is currently seeing a young
man and I wish them well.

Just like any other case, Sai Baba instructed me to connect

with Him and His angels and we did healings for all the brides
who were burnt alive (the sati ritual) and sent their souls up
to the light.
It is also heart warming to know of all the hard work that has
gone into outlawing and banning this very painful ritual. In
the healing session, Sai Baba also instructed me to do
healings for all those unfortunate women who died in tragic
circumstances due to dowry related deaths. These ignorant
people who kill or murder in the name of caste, greed and
ritual may not realise or they tend to undermine the law of
karma and to them I say, ‘GOD IS WATCHING YOU’ and so
you sow, so shall you reap, if not in this lifetime, it will
definitely be added in your akashic records. Maybe it’s time
to “wake up” spiritually and practise the path of Dharma
(right living), Prema (love) and Ahimsa (non-violence).
Case History 3

A very depressed lady in her mid-thirties came to see me.

She had fallen head over heels in love with a guy. He loved
her, made a lot of promises and then left her to go overseas.
Months later, he told her quite bluntly that he had found
someone else and has no desire to continue his relationship
with her. She was devastated. She had trusted him and saw
a future with him.

Due to her fragile nature, I did her healing in stages. First I

did the attunement process and we were asked to access the
past life she shared with this man. We went back in time to
Japan. He was in the air force. During World War 2, he was
sent to Hawaii after they got engaged. Surprise! Surprise!
He left for Hawaii and never returned. In this lifetime, too, he
left to go overseas, then sent her a letter ending their
relationship. She started crying but we were able to heal and
cut the ties that binded her to that lifetime. Her self esteem
was very low but she continued to come for healings on a
regular basis. She did heaps of healings on herself,
including cutting ties with him in this lifetime and she was
asked to ‘set him free’ so that she need not look for him in
her next lifetime and the rest of this lifetime. The outcome
was very positive. She has finally moved forward,
completing a PhD that she was struggling to finish and has
come full-circle and I wish her all the best for she deserves
ALL THE BEST. Her confidence and self-esteem has
blossomed.
Case History 4

I was contacted a few years ago about a movie called

“Water”. This lady had watched it and told me that it was
about little girls who had married very young, (some as early
as seven years old) and then widowed because their
husbands had died and are then sent to ‘widow ashrams’,
because the family could not cope with having another mouth
to feed for the rest of their lives. They had to live the life of
widows as sanctioned by the Hindu faith – eating plain food,
not allowed to eat sweets, had to shave their hair and had to
look as unattractive as possible. She asked me if we could
do healing for widows that have been locked away in widow
ashrams.

Isn’t it sad? If they were not burnt alive, they were locked
away in widow ashrams. Imagine being called a widow at the
age of seven. With Sai Baba’s permission, we did the
healings and were very touched by His Grace when in our
inner scene, we were shown Sai Baba and His angels tearing
down brick by brick these buildings and witnessed these
women being embraced into mainstream society and saw
many of them working in the health and teaching fields. We
thanked Sai Baba for giving us the opportunity to do this
healing.
Case History 5

In 2004,a teacher contacted me about a case. A fellow

teacher’s daughter had decided she could not eat or drink
because if she did, she was going to die. The mother was
naturally distressed and was at a loss on how to cope with
this eight year old.

She was deliberating between taking her to a psychologist or

me. She decided to give reiki and spiritual healing a go.
When I first met this child, I was saddened by the level of
distress this child was experiencing. I explained the work to
her mother and to her and her older sibling, her sister of ten
years. I started the attunement process. I knew I had to do a
past life with her but how do I get an eight year old to do it
with me? I asked her if she experienced nightmares and she
said, “Yes.” At this point, I had gone back in time,
somewhere in Europe. There was a bridge and a black car.
It was foggy and cold. In the car was a young lady, who was
the driver and a young girl, dressed in a black coat. I asked
her if she could see what I was seeing and she answered,
“Yes. That is my nightmare.” And she started saying, “I can’t
eat. I can’t swallow. I am going to die.” What we both
witnessed was a car losing control and landing in a very
deep river. This poor child was still alive when the car went
down. I observed the driver slummed over the wheel. This
frightened child was trying to open the door and couldn’t and
she was choking from the rising water. That was what she
meant when she said, “I can’t eat. I can’t swallow.” She was
experiencing the sensation of being choked. We completed
the healings and for a child, she did extremely well. When we
came out of the session, she placed both her hands on her
throat and said that it still hurt but not like before and she
could swallow. Just to make sure, I offered her a chocolate
and she was able to eat it and asked for another, which was a
positive sign.

I asked her mother to bring her back and I’ll re-attune her.
You see, she was in a car crash with her mother prior to
experiencing this trauma. Obviously, the “accident” caused
the “flashbacks” about that lifetime where she drowned. In
cases like this, I always ask them to return either for another
attunement or chakra balance and it helps them to move on.
Her mother did not bring her back for further healings as her
daughter ‘picked up’ and I wish them well.
Case History 6

The hardest cases are those of people who do not follow

instructions. They really have no faith in the work I do and
‘harass’ me constantly to help them. It becomes a case of
‘doomed if you do, doomed if you don’t’. For me the most
difficult cases were of ‘supposed’ Sai devotees. They go to
great lengths to assure you that they have ‘faith’ in Sai Baba.
Sadly they don’t even know what the word faith means. To
me, their faith equals to the “monkey mind”. They come to
me and also go to several other “healers” of different
therapies. They are a bit like doctor shoppers. No remedy is
good enough.

In the first instance, I actually did a past life with one such
family. I was a priest (the only male incarnation I’ve ever
taken) in a Shiva temple in India. I was doing my evening
puja when I heard a commotion and on investigation found
that the local villagers had brought a deceased man on a
stretcher to the temple. They wanted me to bring him back
to life. I had the gift of healing in that lifetime too. On close
examination of the deceased, I recognised him as the father
of the present family. He had absolutely no faith in me and
often ridiculed my work when I went to their house to help his
grandson who had mysteriously become paralysed from the
waist down and his son who seemed to be experiencing
fathom chest pains.

Going back to the inner scene of the past life, I was troubled,
for I was told that his time was ‘finished’. I was not given
permission to bring the dead back to life as that is God’s job,
not mine. I was also shown that they were rich, controlled
the entire village but had no faith in God. They warned me
they will be back and if I did not do as they said, there would
be consequences. I was troubled and prayed to Lord Shiva.
I heard them return. They were carrying sticks that were lit
and they were chanting threats. I did not leave the inner
sanction of the temple. I prayed to Lord Shiva to save me
from this dilemma and I witnessed myself setting my body on
fire rather than do what these people were demanding of me.
It was horrific and I asked Baba how I could have done
anything so drastic and He asked me to look closely and as I
did, I witnessed another amazing sight. As I was about to set
fire to myself, my soul came out of my body through the third
eye and merged in the statue of Lord Shiva. Such is the
Grace of the Lord on His faithful devotee.

In this lifetime, when I realised that this family were just

wasting my precious time and really had no faith in the
healing, would not follow instructions, wanted quick fixes
(thus the ‘doctor shopping’ syndrome), I asked permission
from Baba and cut ties with this family and have since
surrendered them to Sai Baba, asking only that His will be
done.

In another case, a woman told me that she gets messages

but when I connected with her, they were coming from a
lower vibration, that is, she was experiencing auditory
hallucinations. She was also experiencing visual
hallucinations. She refused to see a psychiatrist stating that
she had faith in Baba and my healings. Unfortunately, she
would also see someone else for naturopathic medication. I
did not know what she was given as the tablets had no names
but what troubled me was that it was exacerbating her
auditory and visual hallucinations. She became quite fragile
and I warned her that she was on the verge of a psychotic
breakdown and advised her to seek professional help. She
declined, had a psychotic breakdown and I copped a lot of
blame. It was unpleasant but a good lesson in itself. I now
reserve the right to say, “No, I cannot help you,” something I
was unable to do and again asked Sai Baba for forgiveness
and surrendered her to his care. I cut ties with her as she
would ring me constantly in the absence of her husband, who
had lost faith in me, and according to her, called me
derogatory names. That surprised me as he went to great
lengths to tell me what a spiritual person he is.

This case affected me deeply. I questioned my seva and was

prepared to “give it away”. I spent weeks and weeks
troubled about it and I meditated and asked Baba for
guidance and the answer was, ”No. You cannot give it away.
You were not the doer then and you are not the doer now.
You are my instrument and you serve me, Amma.” That was
in 2002 and I reckon I would have done more than 400
attunements and healings since them.
Thank you Baba for your guidance and always guide, guard
and protect me in this sacred work that I do in YOUR NAME.

Aum Sri Sai Ram.

Case History 7

A man in his early thirties was referred to me and whenever I

get a referral, the first thing I do is surrender the case to Sai
Baba and ask His permission to commence healing (the only
exception is when they say they are Sai devotees as
mentioned in the previous chapters) and as the person is
talking to me on the phone, I ‘scan’ the person. It is amazing
the amount of information that sometimes filters through a
phone call.

Well, we agreed to meet and I was stunned when I initially

met him. I knew that he had not been well but he looked thin
and totally in need of Divine healing. After getting his history,
I asked him to which form of Divinity was I going to connect
him to and he said, “Lord Jesus.” I evoked the energy of
Lord Jesus and there was a problem. Lord Jesus was
present but He was standing outside my reiki room door and
would not come in. When I asked Him the reason, Lord Jesus
who always appears in His cream coloured gown, lifted it up
and my heart wanted to scream in pain for the sight was one
of extreme torture – whiplashes all over His torso, legs and
blood stains everywhere. He (Lord Jesus) told me that this
man was a Roman soldier during His Divine time on earth and
He asked him to represent all the Roman soldiers and ask
forgiveness for their actions. This young man was more than
willing to do as he was told and when he finished, Lord Jesus
again lifted His gown and there was not a single trace of
blood or mark on His Divine body and He slipped into the
room and I commenced his healing. This beautiful being,
who spiritual prior to his was healing, is even more closer to
the Lord now. His faith is seeing him through this
incarnation’s physical problems and through him as an
instrument, we were able to go back in time and heal all the
Roman soldiers, who in their ignorance and the propaganda
that was rife at that time to defame the Son of God were not
only healed but forgiven. Do you know what that means? It
means it is erased from their akashic records; the deed is
settled; the karma resolved. Such is the Grace of the Lord.
So you can imagine the sadness and pain I feel when people
even today in their ignorance accumulate karmic
consequences by defiling the Lord.

Through this sacred work, I will tell you that Lord Jesus is
Divinity. He is the Son of GOD. DIVINITY IS OMNIPRESENT,
OMNIPOTENT AND OMNISCIENCE.

Case History 8

In May 2006, a case was referred to me. It was a Fijian

gentleman who had been diagnosed with cancer and had
undergone treatment. When I first met him and his wife, I felt
his cancer was his ‘calling card’ back to Divinity. His
relatives had been talking to him about Sai Baba and he was
“seeking” a place of spirituality in his own psyche. As with
any other case, I explained the attunement process, the
symbols, the mantras before the attunement is done so that
the person receiving it is fully aware of what is being done to
them. This is very important for if you wish someone to make
the ‘spiritual connection’, understanding it is the first
process for it instils faith (remember the saying – faith as
small as a mustard seed, … Often the attunement is that
‘mustard seed’). Anyway he was happy to receive it and I
connected him to Lord Krishna and Lord Hanuman. Over the
weeks, his faith started to ‘grow’, strengthen would be more
appropriate. He was coming for weekly chakra balances
when and on one occasion, I said to his wife that Sai Baba
had asked me to attune her too and thanked her for her
patience. I connected her to Lord Krishna and Lord
Hanuman too. It was Lord Krishna who was more significant
for her, for during the process, I was asked to tell her to buy
a picture or statue of Lord Krishna and she was also told to
get ‘Gopala Krishna’ (symbolic for her as she had apparently
been a devotee in a past life of Gopala Krishna (Lord Krishna
playing the flute) in India. After the attunement, I explained
to them that a picture or statue becomes “living Divinity”
when these sacred shiva/shakti symbols are placed on them
and I explained about the ‘vortex’ theory that I had read in
“The Fourth Dimension” written by Brother Jagadeesan
where Divinity comes in and out of pictures and idols. Due to
circumstances that day, I had planned to go to their home
that afternoon to do her husband’s chakra balance.

When I arrived at their home, they showed me a picture and

an idol of Lord Krishna, I bathed the idol and then placed the
shiva shakti pranic symbols on the picture and idol and as I
was about to commence the husband’s chakra balance, the
statue of Lord Krishna asked for warm milk with a drop of
honey. I left their home that day feeling very peaceful that
their beloved Lord Krishna will look after them and hear their
prayers as I focus on his healing.

I shared a couple of stories with the wife, which I would like

to share with you (the reader) about my beloved Sai Krishna.
The wife had an ulcer and was experiencing severe gastric
reflux and I told her in the eighties, my ulcer too was very
troublesome. On our first trip to Prasanthi Nilayam, India in
1988, I took my sick five year old daughter to Swami. I had
been to the doctors prior to the trip and my doctor, at that
time, informed me that I had to go for a gastro copy on my
return. However, when I returned, the ulcer had healed
itself. I did not even ask Swami to heal me as I focused on my
daughter’s very fragile health whilst at the ashram.

On our second trip to India in 1989, we had Swami’s darshan

in Whitefield. The stress of coping with a very sick child took
a toll on my health and I was diagnosed with a duodenal ulcer
and I would wake up every morning around two a.m. with
severe epigastric pain. On this trip, I met a German lady who
gave me a copy of ‘Bhagavatha Vahini’ (the story of Lord
Krishna as given by Sai Baba himself) and asked me to read
it. When we arrived back in Australia, I went through my
book collection and realised that I already had a copy of this
book and decided to donate this copy to the Sai Centre as I
had not started reading it. That night as usual I was woken
up at approximately two a.m. with severe pain and as I
doubled up in pain, I was suddenly aware of Sai Krishna
standing next to my bed. He was tall, very tall approximately
13 to 15 feet in height and very, very dark, so dark that it
appeared blue and the love that emanated from HIM was
awesome and all consuming and He said in a kind voice,
“Give me your ulcer, I am going to take it from you, and read
the book. It was given to you to read.” I was going to donate
the book that evening to our local Sai Centre at Mill Park. I
was also referred to a specialist and was booked for an
appointment with him on Monday for a gastro copy. Well, I
did not go anywhere that weekend and I finished the book.
Monday morning found me at the specialist and I was
wondering what to tell him because I did not wake up
Saturday or Sunday morning with pain. The specialist is a
Mauritian gentleman and when he saw me, I just told him
about the vision and further told him that if he did not believe
me, it was quite alright as long as he did not think I was
hallucinating. I was relieved and overjoyed when he told me
that he believes in Sai Baba too and believed what I had told
him. On examination, I did not need the gastro copy and the
ulcer settled over the coming years. My G.P. did put me on
ulcer medication driven stress and irregular eating but I
never experienced pain like I did in the past. Last year, my
G.P. organised a gastro copy/colonoscopy examination for
me and the same specialist (surgeon) performed the
procedure for me. I do not have an ulcer anymore and have
since stopped my ulcer medication. It is a good example of
faith, which was as small as a mustard seed initially and grew
to the principle of surrender, trust and acceptance – the
three requirements of every devotee.

I accessed that lifetime when I was a ‘gopi’ of Lord Krishna

and have always felt drawn to Lord Krishna who has come as
Sai Krishna. My Gopal Krishna hears the prayers of all His
devotees. I have been blessed to ‘meet’ some gopis in this
lifetime and they are as loyal to Lord Krishna now as they
were then.

As I left this couple’s home that day, I informed them that

their house was now a temple for their beloved Lord Krishna
has installed Himself in their home and in their hearts and it
is up to them to have the discipline to maintain this Divine
relationship.
Case History 9

In the following two chakra balance cases, I would like to

further stress how Swami works through us. A couple had
come for their fortnightly chakra balances and as I scanned
the husband, his auric field indicated sadness and
melancholy and he was at that time, being treated for a
tumour in his stomach and we spoke about the emotions he
was going through at that time. He also stated that he was
having problems concentrating when he meditates and
Swami said to tell him to stop concentrating so hard as
meditation is an allowance. He needs to allow his mind to
wonder and see where it takes him as Swami stated that he
was suppressing a lot of his emotions and frustrations when
he should be feeling, experiencing and honouring each and
every emotion and then Swami said, “Ask him to cry.” He
was told to find a few minutes every day to address this
issue. Well, that was a surprise for me! I am an instrument of
Sai. He is Danvantari – the Divine Doctor. This man’s wife
suggested that perhaps her husband needed counselling
and I informed her that I am a professional counsellor too
and went on to ‘help’ him even suggesting St. John’s wort
(asking him to check with his physician first).

I felt ‘extremely good’ about my advice; however when I

started his chakra balance, Swami’s voice came through
loud and clear and He said to me, “No St. John’s wort,
Amma. This man needs to reflect on his life, the highs, the
lows, the pain he caused others and the pain others caused
him.” It is called reflection and contemplation. Swami called
it contemplation and this man was asked to contemplate his
life on a daily basis. He then said, “It is the last chapter of his
life.” He likened it to the “life review” when one crosses
over, and stated this was Grace – Grace that He has
showered on this man to reflect and “grow” whilst he is still
in this body; healing future karma now instead of carrying it
over into his spiritual account. This is how powerful this
Shiva Shakti pranic healing is when Divine Grace is evoked.

Just before they came, Swami had asked me to re-read

Swami’s autobiography, ‘Satyam Shivam Sundaram’ by
Professor Kasturi and the chapter I had read talked about
building the general hospital on the hills of Prasanthi
Nilayam. Swami spoke about remedies and how if people
had a stomach ache, each one of us would have a specific
form of treatment designed just for that person and Swami
indicated that for this person, this was his treatment. Swami
also told him to visualise his Lord Krishna, as he is a Lord
Krishna devotee, and him playing the flute to Lord Krishna.
Swami asked me to tell him to liken himself to the flute -
straight (that is, disciplined) and hollow; extract all negative
thought forms and allow his mind to be hollow so that he can
breathe in the breath of His Lord Krishna when he thinks of
Him and prays to Him.

As for the wife, the Divine Doctor prescribed DEVOTION.

She was asked where she visualised Lord Krishna when she
prayed to him and she stated, “In front of me,” and Swami
stated, “Ask her to visualise Him in her heart chakra,” further
stating that God is as far or as near as a devotee wants Him
to be. He then told me to tell her the story of the man
drowning and calling God for help and who was almost at his
last breath when God came and rescued him. The drowning
man asked God why it took him so long to save him and God
replied that He had to climb over mountains and hills and had
to come a long way because he visualised God to be at some
faraway place. He also told his devotee, “If only you had
placed me in your heart. I would have rescued you straight
away.” Such Grace! Swami is preparing this lady for
widowhood by installing HIMSELF as HER SUPPORT when
the time comes, as her husband will cross over before her.

This man is terminally ill and the Divine Doctor has given
each of them their prescribed medications. Swami also
asked me to tell him to soak mung dhall and eat them just as
they start sprouting to give him energy. He had been
complaining to Lord Krishna that he feels useless and
lethargic all the time and found it frustrating as he was a very
active man. The Divine Doctor also prescribed ‘molasses’ a
couple of times a week to “help his insides more”.

In conclusion, I would like to emphasise the importance of

TOTAL SURRENDER when doing healings and taking
instructions from MY BELOVED FATHER, MOTHER GOD
BHAGWAN SRI SATYA SAI BABA who is omnipotent,
omnipresent and omniscient at every healing,
Death will come to all of us one day. The preparation is
unique for each and every one of us. A lot will depend on
where the individual is spiritually. In this case, Swami is
conducting this man’s life review and teaching the wife (who
will be the future widow) total dependence on her Lord
Krishna and He has started this process by asking her to
INSTALL HIM in her heart and my job is to FOLLOW DIVINE
INSTRUCTIONS as given to me for SAI BABA IS GOD and He
knows every human being’s past, present and future. He has
not come to punish but to help us HEAL in every sense of the
word.

So, my dear reader, what prescription has the Divine Doctor

in store for you?

Are you ready …..?

Are your ‘bags’ packed …..?

P.S. Do not be misled and think that you should stop enjoying
your life. Have fun, laugh and be happy but in the same token
change your values and thought forms. Start practising the
FIVE Human Values that Swami has given us.

Satya – speaking the Truth

Dharma – doing/ performing your Duty
Shanti – practising peace for self and others
Prema – practising love and learning to love
unconditionally
Ahimsa – non-violence

Believe me, it will take a ‘lifetime’ to overcome some if not all;

at least we can say, “Hey! I’ve started my preparation to ‘go
home’

Aum Sri Sai Ram.

P.S.-this man passed away just before Christmas that year

and has ‘visited’ me on a few occasions. He informs me that
he is ‘learning’ a lot on the other side and will return as a
Prema Sai devotee one day
Case History 10

As requested by an Australian young lady of English descent,

I would like to include a past life that I did with her. We were
in the process of doing her attunement when I was asked to
access a past life she had in South Africa. She was born into
a German family and it was the time of black slavery and in
keeping with the culture of the time, she had an arranged
marriage. This man was quite cold towards her but was a
good provider and husband. They had a head slave who was
a very good looking young man and she found herself
emotionally drawn towards him as her husband was away for
long periods of time. Unfortunately for her, the fascination
turned into a sexual affair and to her horror, she found
herself pregnant. Being very naïve, she thought her
husband, the women and the community would forgive her
and allow her to keep the child. Imagine her horror, when
she was humiliated in the presence of the elders, and her
husband was present and they found a solution for her. (She
had no say in any of the decisions that were made for her).
The women escorted her to a room and performed a manual
abortion on her and even in the session, this young lady
couldn’t stop sobbing from the emotional pain and
humiliation that she was put through. Later her husband told
her she was not to set foot out of the house unless he gave
her permission. That night, she could hear the men in the
drawing room drinking alcohol and making plans and then
she heard them leaving. As we followed the scene in the
session, we observed that they went to the young slave man
and each one of them physically attacked him and he was
powerless against them and when they were done with him,
they hung him from a tree and left him there as a message to
the other slaves of what would happen if they ever crossed
the line between black and white. This young lady was
heartbroken when she heard what had happened as her
feelings for him were quite genuine and in the session, we
found out that she could not bear to live the life that was
dictated for her and she left him and ended up being a
teacher, teaching English to the African children. (This was
how her relationship started with the slave boy) She did not
remarry. She just wanted the arrogance and the costly price
of human life in racial sensitive issues acknowledged. We
have come a long way from racial intolerance but I have done
many other similar lifetimes and I feel personally, we still
have a long way to go. In the spirit world, we are beyond
caste, creed, colour, nationality, and let me warn you, that
the law of karma is such that for every action, there is a
consequence and reaction and the person committing the
act is accountable and often the punishment is tenfold. Do
not for one moment fool yourself that if you are born in this
lifetime in a ‘superior race’, that that will be guaranteed in
your next and following lifetimes, for it will be determined by
your actions in your present lifetime. Yes, she committed
adultery, but I don’t believe death was the answer. Maybe
we need to look at more humane ways and in that respect,
we have come a long way. We have learnt to forgive and this
is largely due to noble souls like Martin Luther King and
others like him who teach tolerance and learning to live in
harmony for when you think about it, in this young lady’s
story, on that fateful night, it was two souls that were killed –
one of the unborn child and one of a human being who
crossed the social line.

In conclusion, when I do my global healings, and I feel the

pain of all the innocent lives that are killed on a daily basis,
whether it be of a religious nature or otherwise, I ask Sai
Baba to open up the hearts of these people and fill them with
his Divine love and light for they are so blinded by rage and
hatred that they need our prayers more than anyone else on
this planet. Only then can we have peace on earth and the
brotherhood of mankind. So my daily prayer to Sai Baba and
His angels is, “Whisper in their ears, melt their hearts of
stone and let truth prevail.” And the truth is - God lives in
each and every one of us and God is love; nothing but pure
love and where there is love, there is no hatred.
Case History 11

In 2005, I had planned to go to Sai Ma for my sixth darshan.

Yet, I could not come up with a date to fly out. For once, I did
not have money problems, just setting the date was the
problem. So, I commenced meditating on it, asking Sai Ma
for help with this issue. The answer came back soon after. “I
need you to stay back; your seva is required here.” All plans
to travel were cancelled one day before I was to commence
my six weeks of annual leave. I had never taken so much
leave before and wondered what I was going to do?

On the first day of my leave, my neighbour from across the

road approached me. He stated that he had been praying to
Mother Mary to ask me to come outside and as I “felt
compelled” to check my letterbox, he asked me if I could
read some blood results for him (this gifted handyman
cannot read or write). I froze when I saw the results –
leukaemia was staring back at me and I was quiet. “I’m just
anaemic, aren’t I, Jessie? I’ve started taking multivitamins
for my tiredness. I should be okay.” “No!” I stated, “You’re
going to need treatment.” Seeing how stressed he was, I
offered to do a reiki attunement and commenced healing on
him. He asked how he could repay me as I do not charge for
attunements.

For the last three to four years, I’ve wanted to move my reiki
room to the back of the garage and this beautiful God’s
instrument did it for me. That was his seva. By the way, he is
in remission. No treatment of any form was necessary,
according to the doctor. I had accompanied him to the
specialist. This man and his girlfriend are both illiterates and
would ask me to come over and read them stories from the
Bible and Sai Baba’s books. One day, Sai Baba had asked
me to go over and read him a chapter on the manifestations
of His viburthi and the Divine healing power that it contains. I
could feel tension when I walked into their home. The
girlfriend looked uneasy and uncomfortable with my
presence and I asked them what was wrong. She told me
that they had gone to church the evening before and the
priest told them that they needed to cleanse themselves and
only follow the church’s directions as they were told that Sai
Baba is the anti-Christ. I had taken some viburthi that I had
in my possession which was given to me in Pransanthi
Nilayam on my last visit. (This is viburthi that Baba
materializes from his hand which Baba gives to his
devotees.) My neighbour said that he had a splitting
headache and this has been ongoing, so I had given him
some viburthi prior to the girlfriend’s comments. When the
girlfriend had finished talking, he looked at me and stated
that his headache was gone but stated that he no longer
wanted to participate in the readings or have anything to do
with Sai Baba. They had to ask for forgiveness from Lord
Jesus and from then on, will only follow the instructions given
to them by their priest.

Words fail to describe the pain I felt as I left that house.

When will this madness ever end? I surrendered him and his
girlfriend to Sai Baba and maintained a superficial contact
from that day onwards and my heart goes out to all those
people who cannot read and write and have the intelligence
to discriminate truth from untruth or be able to seek Divinity
for themselves in a non-judgemental way. I shall always
continue to pray for them and ask God, in His Grace, to bring
them out of the darkness into the light one day where Divinity
is beyond judgement.
My extraordinary pilgrimage (yatra) to Hemkunt Sahib.

I had made up my mind to go on a pilgrimage to one of the

Sikh’s most spiritual temples in India for my 50th birthday.
This was in 2004. I have been doing the attunements and
healings and working as a psychiatric nurse without much of
a break. Emotionally, I was totally worn out – battling family
issues, the hardest part of which was accepting that my
relationship with my ex-husband, turned defector, was over.
He had found someone else and had moved on in his life
since 2000. The prospect of facing my senior years on my
own was overwhelming at times. My Guru – Bhagwan Sri
Satya Sai Baba taught me resilience – resilience in the face
of difficulties. I was also helping my youngest brother
through some very difficult and painful times. My brother is
not open to my work so all I can do is send him situational
healing. (Remember you have to be open to receive reiki.)

Anyway, I needed to get away, have some ‘spiritual time’ to

myself. My children were very happy for me and they agreed
it would be the best gift. I organised a guided tour through
Leo Brothers, who are based in Malaysia (the country of my
birth and all my family are still over there). This family
dedicate their lives organising spiritual tours to all the
significant Sikh temples in India.

I met up with the group in Kuala Lumpur. I promised myself

that there would be “no healings” on this trip and this was to
be strictly a holiday. On all my previous trips to Malaysia, the
bulk of my time was utilised in doing healings and
attunements and I absolutely enjoyed it as it was my seva.
We landed in Delhi and that was the start of the pilgrimage. I
would learn a great deal of the Sikh history and our beloved
Gurus and every temple that I visited, I would send reiki to
the past – to heal the ‘pain’ and ‘trauma’ that I could still feel
trapped in the thought forms of the walls of the temples and
the surrounding atmosphere. Some were very painful as the
devotees in the olden days met with their demise in very
horrific and painful ways at the hands of the Muslims who
wanted to convert India into a Muslim country. This was
then. That is why it is called history. The present needs
healing – tons of it and as I did the healings, Sai Baba and His
angels took over and many souls were sent to the light as
they had been ‘trapped’ in these places for so long.

No one in the group was aware of what I was doing. This is

the “silent seva” that Baba talks about – service in total
surrender for the uplift of mankind. The Sikh history and its
journey is a painful one and we now need it to be a loving
journey – loving Guru Nanak and all our Gurus, especially
Guru Gobind Singh and his entire family for sacrificing
everything to bring forth the birth of the Khalsa.

I feel very blessed to be born in a Sikh family for I find it the

easiest path to God-realisation through karma yoga and
bhakti yoga – the two main practises of the Sikh faith. You
can go to any Sikh temple and you will be served with food
and it emphasises that we give to charity and perform acts of
charity ourselves and to sing praises to God everyday of our
life and this is further enhanced by our daily prayers and
other significant prayers that we perform for peace and God
realisation. Such is the teaching of our beloved Guru Nanak,
who started this practice and all his teachings and the
teachings of all our Gurus can be found in our Holy Book –
the Guru Granth Sahib – “Our Living Guru” and I take this one
step further and proclaim the Living Avatar whose glories we
sing has been walking this planet in human form and He
resides in India. His name is Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba,
who will return as Prema Baba in His next incarnation.
Words cannot describe the ecstasy and bliss that one feels
when praying and singing devotional songs and hymns to
God who is in our midst. Blessed and fortunate are those
whose third eye is open to receive this act of Grace from the
Divine, for many still live in darkness and in denial and one of
my prayers is to bring my fellow Sikh travellers “out of the
darkness into the light” so that they too can embrace the
Grace of Sai Baba.

Going back to my pilgrimage, the highlight of the spiritual trip

or yatra was going to Hemkunt Sahib which is 15, 240 feet
above sea level, nestled in the most beautiful spiritual
Himalayas – the mountain of the Gods. Being a Sai devotee, I
was able to pay homage to Sherawali Maa who is worshipped
here and Lord Shiva, whose pilgrimage is in Badrinath. The
most amazing truth is that Sai Baba is Shiva Shakti, that is,
he is Sherawali Maa and Lord Shiva. This is the only time in
the history of mankind that God has come in human form as
God, our Mother (Sherawali Maa) and God, our Father (Lord
Shiva). His presence is symbolic in these sacred mountains.

On our first day at Rishikesh, I was sitting outside our hotel

waiting for the coach to pick us to start the ascent to the
mountains. A fellow lady traveller came and sat beside me
and started talking about her life and then she said, “You
know, I am a Reiki Level 1 and my master left and I don’t
know what to do as I want to be a Reiki Level 2 and continue
my journey.” I was dumbfounded. My mind was saying,
“Don’t answer as this is your holiday,” and my heart was
saying, “But this is your seva to Sai Baba. You can’t ignore
the plea of His child.” As she talked, I battled with my own
dilemma and finally I told her that I was not only a
Reiki/Seichim Master but that I can attune her with all the
levels (including the Master level) as taught to me by my
Guru, Sai Baba and I will give her the reiki prayer as given to
me by my Guru and she can practise it on a daily basis for
her spiritual growth and her spiritual journey. I also informed
her that the reiki that I do is Divine Reiki and I call it
Shiva/Shakti (Reiki/Seichim), pranic (cosmic) attunement and
I am sitting in Rishikesh, one of the most spiritual places in
India and the symbolic meaning and truth of my work just hit
me too and I was overwhelmed with emotion. I also told her
that I connect people to the God form that they have faith in
and I also connect them to the archangels and the angels
and their own guardian angel who will help them remember
and embrace why they took this incarnation as I also do past
life healings.
There, I said it all, on the doorstep of the hotel we were
staying in and words cannot explain the expression on the
lady’s face. She told me we were “meant to meet” –
synchronicity and serendipity. The amazing thing was, she
came from Perth and I came from Melbourne and we both
went on this pilgrimage with a group in Malaysia.

I surrendered everything thereon to Sai Baba and I was

blessed to do three attunements on that lap of our
pilgrimage. I did her attunement that night in a town called
Rudraprayag. Being a Sikh, I connected her to our Gurus
including Guru Gobind Singh Ji and as I did, He came in my
inner vision. He was on the same horse, with his beloved
eagle, who flew a few feet ahead of him. He looked so Divine
and so grand in the finest of silk clothes. He wore red and
oh, he looked so handsome and he said t me, “I protect the
Hemkunt yatris and these mountains and all those who come
to Hemkunt to have my darshan. Tell them that I will roam
these sacred sites as long as they keep coming.” He then
rode into the mountains.

Being human, word got around and my next attunement was

in the beautiful little township of Joshimath. This lady had
made up her mind that she was going to take her last breath
in Hemkunt. She was so shocked when I told her after her
attunement that she was not going to die. She started crying
and even showed me the ‘new clothes’ that she brought for
the occasion. She was asked to donate the clothes as she
still had a good ten years ahead of her! She was
disappointed and frankly didn’t believe me and on the
morning we were going to Hemkunt from Gobind Dam, a very
sacred temple that is a ‘halfway house’ to Hemkunt Sahib
and we had stayed there the previous night, she wore her
“new clothes”. (The journey to Hemkunt is difficult and is
broken down with us stopping at different places such as
Rudharpriag, Joshimath and Gobind Ghat). I was sharing the
room with her and her sister-in-law, who was the lady in
Rishikesh. I teased her saying, “So you’ve made up your
mind. You don’t believe me. Go, go, and see your Guru in
your new clothes but you are coming back alive!” and I gave
her a hug. She started crying and admitted that she wanted
to “escape” karma and life’s responsibilities and hoped she
could finish her life in this sacred place. She even told us not
to worry about bringing her ashes back as she will be happy
for them to be left there. Well, imagine her disappointment
when she returned alive with the rest of the group. I spent
the rest of the pilgrimage back to Rishikesh with the sisters
and gave her the encouragement to ‘carry on’ and taught
them the Reiki prayer and some mantras.

Well, I thought my work was done and I could enjoy the rest
of the trip. Imagine my surprise, as we came back from
Joshimath and a lady in her early thirties approached me in
the lobby of the guest house. She is a Malaysian and had
heard about the work I do and she said that she was recently
widowed and made a promise to her ‘dead’ husband that she
would undertake this pilgrimage and as she spoke, her
deceased husband appeared in my inner scene and I
described him to this beautiful but lonely widow. She started
crying as he had quite a few messages for her and I
promised to do her attunement in Rishikesh as we were all
exhausted and again, I was blessed to be able to help a
fellow traveller.

Even now, when I reflect on my trip, the highlights will always

be the seva that I was able to perform through the Grace of
my Guru. When we were in Hemkunt Sahib, there is a sacred
ceremony whereby, you bathe in the icy cold water at the
lake in Hemkunt Sahib to “cleanse” your soul. It is like a
baptism ceremony. I did all my mantras as well, as I knew I
will never go back there in this incarnation. It is a very
difficult pilgrimage to undertake and I thank Sai Baba for
giving me the opportunity. What a blessed 50th birthday
present!

In all, I performed 35 attunements during that trip (the rest

were in Malaysia and Singapore). So you see my friends,
when you totally surrender to serve the Lord, you lead an
extraordinary life and you travel the path less travelled but
let me assure you – the bliss you experience is beyond
HUMAN COMPREHENSION. I encourage you to come and
travel the journey of the extraordinary and the less travelled
for the REWARD IS UPLIFTING!
Past Lives, Promises ... and the Attunement Process

I have done healings after healings of past lives on many,

many cases and many more experiences of my own past lives
and His underlying message has been the same. Human
beings or rather the human spirit thrives on love, especially
when it is given unconditionally. (This word unconditional
love seems to be a rarity in our times and this saddens me as
it reflects how selfish and self-absorbed we have become).
In the olden days, we loved each other, we accepted each
other for who were and more importantly, we loved each
other for who the ‘other person’ was. We didn’t dictate, we
didn’t manipulate and most importantly, we didn’t try to
‘change’ the person we loved.

So why, this chapter, you might ask? Because deep down,

each one of us is seeking that “perfect soul’ who would love
us with no conditions and in all these cases of perfect love
not perfect lives, I had to “awaken the soul” of the deceased
partner as the person who came for healing had ties that had
binded them ‘beyond the grave’. I ask the person who had
come for healing what was the last thing they had said to
their loved one as promises will “follow you” and influence
your next incarnation. This is how powerful our thought
forms and our words are.

Case No. 1 – A young lady who simply could not find the ‘right
man’ in this lifetime had promised her ‘beloved’ at his
deathbed that she will look for him in her next life but he did
not make that same commitment. He moved on and married
in this lifetime. It was her words that ‘binded’ her. During
the attunement process, this young lady was asked to
connect with that man and we did the healing from that
lifetime. In the healing, I was asked to tell this young lady to
‘rephrase’ her last words from “I will look for you in my next
lifetime” to “I thank you for the love you showered on me and
I set you free and in so doing, I set myself free.” Once we did
the healing, this young lady found someone new and has
moved on in her present lifetime.

Case No. 2 – I have also done past life healings on quite a few
people, both male and female who ‘lost touch’ with people
they had loved. In one instance, a young lady was married
against her will and then left the relationship. She loved
another man and he loved her but they never had the
opportunity to build on that love to form a relationship. Their
emotions were left unresolved and in this lifetime, whenever
they met socially, they were drawn to each other like
magnets – soul magnets. During the attunement process,
again, by addressing that past life, they were able to free
themselves. This process is done by bringing the ‘souls’ of
that lifetime together to bring closure so that even in the next
lifetime, they would not go looking for unresolved emotional
ties. This is how powerful the attunement process is. It is a
combination of the Shiva Shakti pranic symbols (reiki) and
the cutting the ties work. A few examples of how the pranic
symbols work; one symbol heals the soul in every lifetime;
another symbol heals the emotional pain; and the most
powerful symbol called Aum Hon Sha Zey Sho Nin, gives me
permission to access the akashic (soul) records of each one
of these individuals. It presents the person with the
opportunity of dealing with past lives whilst still alive in the
present body, thus reducing future incarnations and with the
knowledge from ‘Cutting the ties that bind’ of which I am a
facilitator, the healing is completed. The pranic mantras that
I use during an attunement help with the process.

This work is extremely sacred and serious and must be done

by experienced people, as through the Grace of God, you are
the healer, not the doer; for in Divine reiki, God is the
ultimate doer, rewriting people’s akashic records. You may
call it Divine Grace.

This also applies to people who are soul mates of a negative

kind. That is, they are placed in your life for karmic lessons
that are needed to be learnt and do not forget that you chose
them as part of this incarnation’s ‘contract’. However, the
process of healing is the same; the outcome is extremely
positive as that ‘negative’ soul mate now becomes a
‘positive’ soul mate when the lesson is learnt, resolved and
set free.

So you see, nothing in life is insignificant or without intention.

People will come into your life at different stages; the most
important thing to remember is that they have come for a
reason - to learn the lesson/lessons you want to learn in this
incarnation.

So truly speaking, until one does not get self-realisation or

God realisation, we are just ‘recycled souls’ coming back
over and over again to ‘settle our debts’ or ‘free ourselves
from bondages’ or often both. So the next time you are
drawn to someone or just can’t stand them, your guardian
angel is sending you a reminder……..so why don’t you do
something about it……..for there is no escaping the law of
karma…….and this is done by detachment, not attachment.

In a minority of cases, like-minded souls will seek each other

out for the main purpose of absolute mergence of the soul
with their chosen Divine form. They are highly evolved souls
who, have been here many, many times and play the game of
life. They know the truth of the ultimate reality of human
existence. Their devotion and focus is single minded; they
perform service with no personal gain other than to serve
their Lord and to encourage and inspire like-minded souls to
join them. When a person comes for healing so as to
progress on their spiritual journey, to me it is an honour and
Divine blessing as they travel the road less travelled like
myself. These are the soul mates of a higher vibrationary
energy. Their love is pure and unconditional and they are in
the minority and it is my dream to change this ratio to one of
the majority. So who ever is willing to evolve is given the
opportunity, wherever they are in the journey – fathers,
mothers, single people, separated, divorced – whatever your
social status, caste, creed or colour, it does not matter. You
perform your duty but you will learn to live a life less ordinary
as you start living an ‘extraordinary life’ for you have Divine
Grace and this is earned through spiritual practice.

In the sacred Divine work that I perform in total surrender to

God, a single attunement commences a person’s spiritual
journey and growth. To me, it is totally inspiring when I know
the person has the dedication and discipline to do his/her
daily prayer to the form of Divinity that he/she has been
connected to. As in the process of the attunement, his/her
form of Divinity and the archangels and angels take over
where I have left off and all a person needs is faith as small
as a mustard seed to commence his/her journey.
Crossing Over and unfinished business

I thought I had finished writing my second book but I was

wrong. I did four more attunements – the first day off from
work and I was asked by my Guru to include these in this
book.

The first attunement was on an Italian Catholic lady. She lost

her mother to leukaemia approximately six years ago and
recently lost her father and was struggling with the grieving
process and family related issues to bring closure to her
parents’ will and request.

Talking to people from the other side was nothing new to me

and I have great respect for people like John Edward and the
series ‘A Ghost Whisperer’ for bringing people the
knowledge and understanding of this very realistic and
profound experience and I always say that I am blessed to
have been given this gift as well.

I was worried initially as I have never met this lady and she
did not have a clue of what I did and I thought, “What if her
parents didn’t show up?” I was duly reminded by Sai Baba
that nothing is a coincidence, so why should I be worried
when the Divine has “organised” this meeting? It was an
absolutely beautiful session. Amidst the tears, this duty
bound daughter received so many messages and was told
different aspects of information that only she knew to help
her with the grieving process. She willingly accepted the
attunement and she was told that she was not an orphan as
God, her true father and mother, was connected to her, as
were Mother Mary and Lord Jesus, the archangels and the
angels. Isn’t that Amazing Grace? From feeling lonely,
empty and abandoned (as she described it), she now felt
totally relieved and at peace. Even her husband could not
take her pain or feel her emotions and was at a loss as to
what to do. It was ‘Divine coincidence’ that he worked in my
unit one day and ‘Divine coincidence’ that we just happened
to talk about death and crossing over and messages from the
other side and I was not sure if he was surprised or shocked
that someone could help his wife as counselling had not
provided any results. I reminded him that besides being a
psychiatric nurse, I am also a professional counsellor. I had
just progressed to being a professional counsellor of the
spiritual kind.

I wish this family well and God’s Grace. This lady was a
spiritual person before her traumas and she stated that she
“lost herself, shut down for years and years” and is today
reconnected and that is comforting for I know she will be
alright.

My next three attunements of the day were with a Sri Lankan

family. As I drove to their place, (I offer this service for the
elderly and the disabled) I couldn’t help but wonder at the
fragility of life. Life, which, a lot of us take for granted. A
sister, who is hurting, because her brother would not honour
the wishes of their deceased mother, a father who ‘gave up’
on his ‘self-absorbed’ son even before his death and I could
still feel the disappointment and sorrow in his voice as he
spoke from the other side. Why? Why do we hurt those that
we are supposed to love? Why can’t we solve differences
whilst they are still with us? I will always carry the image of
that beautiful mother who, even though she had crossed
over, for years now, was hitting the chest area, telling me of
the pain in her heart. If there is one message I can give, it is
this – WE DO NOT DIE, WE SIMPLY CROSS OVER. Our
physical bodies perish but the soul lives on; so please if you
need to heal with a loved one, do it now and remember to hug
your loved ones and let them know what they mean to you,
from your grandparents to your siblings and friends. You
chose each one of them in this lifetime and remember to
forgive the non–soul mates or karmic relationships that you
chose as well. A word of advice – people think they have to
approach the person to ask for their forgiveness. This is not
necessarily so especially if the other person is coming from
an ego-based platform. It will not help your own self- esteem.
Do it silently with God as your witness and remember to send
that person heaps of love and light. This is enough but very
powerful for that person will ‘pick up’ your vibrations and you
have created an opportunity for healing to take place.

When I reached the house of this devoted family, I was

offered a beautiful lunch and as I ate and chatted with them
before starting the attunement, I marvel at the devotion of
this family unit. Two sisters, both single, the older in her 60s,
taking care of her younger sibling in her early 50s, and
together, they are taking care of their mother who is in her
mid-80s. Their mother has a fear of death, a very common
symptom but has difficulty verbalising it and she has some
health issues.

The attunement process empowers people and also helps

them to “make peace” with their Maker when they are
connected to their chosen form of Divinity and it helps them
not only forgive but also ask for forgiveness and accept “the
other side” and in every similar case that I have done, a
representative always steps forward and wants them to
know that they will be there to “greet them” when it is time.
Isn’t that awesome! We never cross over alone. Once we
reach the light, there is always someone. Sometimes a
committee of relatives will be waiting to greet you.

In this lady’s case, her deceased husband appeared on my

first visit and besides telling her that he was waiting for her,
he asked if I could attune him and I did. To me, it is Grace –
to be able to do an attunement on people from the “other
side” and I have done quite a few such attunements. Believe
me, they get attuned just like you and me and it should also
improve their next incarnation. (I also attuned the two sisters
that day to Sai Baba and surrendered their past, present and
future to His Divine Will. It is a very humbling experience.)
That day, I was informed by Sai Baba that I was to re-attune
her. (I was going to do a chakra balance on her as I had
already attuned her). As I commenced, I was overwhelmed
for in my inner scene, I witnessed two souls gathering and
preparing her akashic file for this lifetime – they informed me
that, that was their role. I surrendered the outcome of the
attunement to Sai Baba as they are Sai Baba devotees,
asking that His Will be done. Her daughter rang me that
night and I informed her to do the Gayatri Mantra when her
mother wakes up restless in the early hours of the morning.
Her soul is preparing for its journey back to her ‘true’ home –
God’s Kingdom.
The Shirdi Baba phenomena

More than 26 years ago when I started to acknowledge Sai

Baba, I used to find it amusing that Sai Baba would come in
my dreams with his current Divine face but He would dress
as Shirdi Baba. I assumed that it was because deep down, I
was in conflict with myself; that is, being a Sikh and praying
to a ‘Guru’ who was not a Sikh and didn’t cover his head. (I
was very naïve about Swami’s Divinity in the first few years).
This phenomena took place over a period of two years and as
I started to accept Him, He appeared to me in His current
clothes and I felt at peace with my own conscience when
praying to Him, whilst being a Sikh. I realised that it was to
Him that Guru Nanak prayed and sang devotional hymns and
the same applies to all our Gurus.

For the last few years, I have had a deep longing to go to

Shirdi and have Shirdi Baba’s darshan and this feeling has
got stronger and stronger and I feel deep down that I have
known Shirdi Baba and it was only recently that Sai Baba in
one of my dreams informed me that indeed I have been his
devotee during Shirdi times and also told me that He was
trying to tell me that the two Babas were the same by coming
in my dreams in His present body but with Shirdi Baba’s
mode of dress. It only took me almost 27 years to make the
connection.

Anyway, in the last couple of years I have been helping a very

young teenager, who was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis
and she had come to me for healing from time to time. For
me, the biggest frustration was that this beautiful teenager
had a lot of faith in the work I do but her parents did not. It
would take them over two years to “make the connection”
and it was through their own karmic lessons. A couple of
weeks ago, this young teenager started to experience some
symptoms and asked her mother to arrange an appointment
with me. I was recovering from the flu and did not want to
venture into that very cold, windy and wet evening into my
garage (where I do my healings), so I decided to do her
healing in my bedroom. I have an altar next to my bed. I also
have a beautiful picture of Shirdi Baba above my bed and a
garland that I had bought in Joshimath, (up in the Himalayas,)
is placed on that picture.
A week earlier, on Sai Baba’s instructions, I was asked to re-
attune her. She had returned after a span of many months
and had stopped doing her daily reiki prayer – which I call
your ‘Divine medicine’, prescribed by the Divine Doctor
himself. As I had done the attunement the week before,
Shirdi Baba’s energy was evoked (as requested) and I
connected her to Shirdi Baba as well as her other Divine
forms. That day, I had called her for a chakra balance (that
was the first time her mother had agreed to follow my
instructions with regards to her healing and promised to
bring her for regular chakra balances following her
attunement). As I connected, Sai Baba asked me to play a
DVD of Him giving darshan. (I have a music system, a
television and DVD in my bedroom as I call my bedroom, my
ashram) and half-way through the chakra balance, the
picture of Shirdi Baba spoke. This was the first time that
picture spoke and the message was so clear. “She is my
bhakta (devotee). I will take care of her. You bring her to my
temple. Tell them she will be alright when she gets my
darshan.” (Approximately a week ago, the ‘sisters’ had given
me the address and puja times of a newly opened Shirdi
Baba temple in Camberwell whereby a marble form of Shirdi
Baba was brought from Jaipur, India and installed in this
sacred place – “DIVINE COINCIDENCE”.

After the chakra balance, I informed both mother and

daughter of their messages from Shirdi Baba and her mother
gave me permission to take her that Sunday and it worked
out well as I was not working on that day.

It was a beautiful experience and I felt blessed to be part of

this auspicious moment. Her father came along and
commented on the “coincidence” when both father and
daughter did the arthi at the same time. (Men and women
formed separate lines and just went to offer arthi when their
turn came, so you do not know who was next as some take
more time with their individual arthis). To me, it was Divinely
driven as something ‘shifted’ in the father.

The following week I decided to go to Shirdi Baba’s temple

again. It was Mother’s Day and I wanted to do something
special. It was awesome but I felt uneasy and kept
wondering why. I soon found out when it was time for my
personal arthi. As I prayed, I was shown in my scene that,
that morning at approximately 3.30 am, my beautiful dog,
Simi, who sleeps with me, started barking and I was
exhausted and wanted to sleep and in my frustration, I
smacked her twice to stop her barking. Shirdi Baba showed
me a scene from the movie, Shirdi ke Sai Baba, where
someone had hit a dog and it was bleeding on the leg and in
my inner scene, Baba lifted his gown and showed me the
stained blood on his leg. Although I did not smack my dog
hard, I smacked her all the same and I felt ashamed and
asked for forgiveness from Shirdi Baba and have been more
mindful of my actions since then. Once I asked for
forgiveness, I did have an auspicious time. So you see my
friend, there is NOTHING GOD IS NOT A WITNESS TO!

I go regularly to Shirdi Baba’s temple and I know in my heart

that statue is very much ‘alive’ and hears one’s prayers.
Future Souls

Once, when I was at my osteopath, a beautiful gentle soul

who is very interested in the work I do, asked me more
questions. She is only twenty-four and I told her that young
people are very spiritually-tuned; ‘old souls’, I call them; they
come back at this special time when spirituality is at its peak
to learn and they absorb knowledge like a sponge. As we
shared views about souls and the death process, I was asked
to share another process of the soul journey with her. I
started to tell her about a day at work.

I was in the office with a couple of workmates and standing

opposite me was a young lady. She had just got married and
was planning to go overseas for a holiday and as I was
listening to her talk, the most amazing thing happened. I
became aware of the presence of a soul. He appeared
behind her and started having a conversation with me. He
told me to tell her that he was going to re-incarnate soon and
had chosen her as his mother. This young European lady
looked feisty and I was not keen to pass on the information.
She was also not spiritually ‘tuned’ but the soul insisted that I
tell her and so, amidst her holiday plans, I told her that she
was going to fall pregnant in about eight weeks time and it
would be a boy. The response was just as I expected. After
a repertoire of abuse, she said, “I don’t have time to fall
pregnant. What is the matter with you? I don’t want children
for a few years. I want to enjoy life first.” I told her that I was
only the messenger and I backed off. I must admit, the
experience startled me too. Anyway, off she went on her
holidays and just a few months later, on her return, I heard
that she was pregnant and was now the mother of a beautiful
baby boy. I left that workplace the next year and lost touch
with this young lady.
A couple of months ago, I was shopping at my local
Woolworth store and heard a voice call out my name. To my
surprise it was this young lady and she informed me she is
now the mother of 3 boys and is thoroughly enjoying being a
mother.

Healing of specific issues

In 2006, my daughter was in Singapore visiting her fiancée

and her family. Both of them are ‘old souls’ in young bodies
and struggle with the unkindness and inhumanity that they
have witnessed especially to cats and kittens. My daughter
has always been drawn to animals (we have three cats and a
dog) and my future son-in-law is the same. During her visit,
both of them found a stray kitten that was left to die. They
took it to the vet who told them it would have died within a
week as it was sick and malnourished. Together, they
nursed it back to health and then gave it to a family that
would love and nurture it. I asked Sai Baba how my daughter
could help with this problem, which is obviously dear to her
heart without bringing strays home (she is after all a guest in
her future mother-in-law’s home) and I was directed to a
book that her father had given to her on her birthday in April
that she forgot to pack called “The Big Book of Angels”. At
first I thought I would post it to her but I was worried about
the time factor and her emotions, so with permission, I
opened the book and asked for Divine Guidance and there it
was – Angels in charge of cities, planets, animals, etc and as
I read it, I knew she was sent there for a reason. Being a
visitor, she could not work but could send heaps and heaps
of healing to the city and its animals, especially the cats and
surrender their present and future to God and the angels.
Both of them are Reiki Masters in their own right and practise
it diligently. So I feel blessed that they have been given the
opportunity to serve their beloved four pawed friends.

You, too, can do the same if you feel strongly about any issue
in your country, for example, animal cruelty, chid sex
industry, aggressive or uncaring government, drug issues,
forest destruction, racism, pollution of seas, killing of
wildlife, whales, dolphins; the list goes on and on.

First evoke the energy of your chosen God form or call

directly on God. Then evoke the energy of the archangels
and the angels in charge of whatever issues you feel strongly
about (and it can be several issues). Visualise on a daily
basis God and His archangels and angels hearing your
prayer and you become an instrument. Ask THEM to pour
love and light through you to the city, country you live in and
the issues that trouble you. It is a joint effort between you
and your Divine helpers. But remember, you, too have to do
it. Ask God and His angels to fill your heart chakra with their
Divine love and light, then visualise it going from your heart
chakra to wherever you wish to direct it; then sit back and
watch God and His angels perform their miracles. You have
to be dedicated and do it daily. Together, we can bring a
better world but it has to start with you and me and everyone
else.

God be with you.

Physical and mental unwellness

I know the signs when my Guru Sai Baba wants a chapter

written. I was reminded of this healing I did a few years ago.
It was on a lady in her mid 40s – the mother of one of my
son’s mates. It was through the son that the mother initially
came for healing. He was visiting us one day when I asked
what was troubling him as he looked really down and he said
his mother had been diagnosed with breast cancer and there
was all this ‘hush hush’ and no one was telling him what was
really going on. My heart went out to this young man in his
early 20s and I could see the pain in his eyes - the fear that he
might lose his mother to cancer. I asked him to ask his
mother to contact me and I went over to their place to do her
attunement which is something I do for those who are unwell.
As usual, there was a visitor from the other side. It was this
lady’s grandmother and she told me to tell her that she was
watching over her and asked her to remember her
Macedonian roots and told me to tell her about herbs and
soups that they had made in the ‘old country’.
This lady was quite depressed. She did not think she would
pull through but as I ‘scanned’ her, I was told to inform her
not to fear as she will go into remission. She had just had the
surgery and was preparing for chemotherapy. When I
evoked the energy of the angels, her whole house was
surrounded by them. It was an awesome sight. Once I did
the attunement, she was able to come for chakra balances.
The attunement process gives one self- empowerment and
inner strength and it speeds up the recovery process and the
chakra balance builds and strengthens a person’s chakra or
Shiva Shakti energy and in similar cases that I have done, I
find the person’s will power strengthens as long as the
person has faith and total surrender – faith in themselves and
the Divine and allow God and His angels to ‘take over’ once
the ‘sickness/issue’ is totally surrendered. According to this
lady, the medical team reduced the amount of chemotherapy
treatments and she has been in remission since and life goes
on especially for us mothers. We simply go back to the role
of mothers. This lady is a gifted artist and was asked to go
back to drawing and she was told to draw pictures of angels.
She can see them too. I pray that one day she does!

In another recent case, someone who came for attunement a

couple of years ago had been diagnosed with stage two
breast cancer - a highly spiritual being who had placed all
her faith in God. I have been sending her absent healing and
hope to see her personally to give her chakra balances in the
near future. However, I was told by my Guru, Sai Baba, one
evening that it is very important that we be very clear in our
message to God when we pray to HIM in whatever form we
see Him. You cannot ask God to heal you and then when
feeling down, say, “Take me back.” Your intention when you
pray must be very specific and clear. Positive thoughts
produce positive results. Negative thoughts produce
negative results and in the same token, if the person feels
they are “ready to go”, that sends the notion of ‘returning
home’ into play. So what is it you want, is the question, for it
determines the outcome.

It also saddens me that even in serious cases like the ones

mentioned, the husbands are not open to healing. Just
because they are sceptical and judgemental, they have
nothing positive to say about my work. They judge me on my
past and judge me as a human trying to do ‘superhuman’
things which are best left to experts like priests and those
who have ‘titles’. If only they will open their heart chakras
and see me as a human, serving God in the only way I know
how, that is, being His servant and serving His children.

A couple of years ago, a workmate who claims to be a Sai

devotee gave my first book to his wife to read and she
contacted me. When I am talking to someone on the phone, I
automatically ‘tune in’ to their vibrations and to Swami and
listen to them and to what Baba is telling me about them. In
this instance, I was worried as this woman stated that she
‘gets messages’ from Swami and she does, as she is a very
spiritual person. Unfortunately she was also attracting lower
vibrations which meant, she was ‘tuning in’ to auditory
hallucinations. She was emotionally quite fragile but for me
the dilemma was that if she did not focus on her healing, she
was likely to suffer a psychotic breakdown. Unfortunately,
besides coming to me, she was being treated by a
naturopath who besides giving her unmarked tablets would
give her messages that played havoc on her fragile mind.
Towards the end, I found it exhausting as I would focus on
her healing and she would ‘receive’ double messages from
me and this naturopath. Her husband who claims to be very
spiritual, in his frustration, started verbally abusing me to
her. So she had a third unrequired pressure and she would
ring me in his absence. On many occasions, I suggested that
she see a psychiatrist and be treated for her auditory and
visual hallucinations but she refused, stating that she has
faith in Sai Baba. She did have the breakdown and I got the
blame. I surrendered her to Sai Baba.

The spiritual plane is a very fine line between sanity and

psychosis. I have sat in many interviews with psychiatrists
where I have heard patients describe ‘spiritual psychoses.
My heart goes out to them for I know what they are
experiencing but psychiatrists, being “clinically trained”, are
not open to and fail to understand spiritual unwellness. In
severe cases, treatment is not only required but necessary.
It is a false belief that if you believe in Sai Baba or any form of
Divinity, you will be “exempt” from illness – mental or
physical. So please try not to blame the “servant”.
I am reminded of another case I did many years ago on a
young adult who was experiencing drug induced psychosis.
It was a “healthy” relationship because his father respected
me as a psychiatric nurse and a spiritual healer. He would
even take my letter of recommendation for treatment to their
family G.P. who was treating his son’s psychosis and
together as a team with the focus on stabilising the young
man paid off. His mother rang to say that his symptoms are
controlled and the last I heard, the young man was able to
hold a job.

Each one of us is an individual, a unique individual. We came

here with our very own “contracts” and we play the “role” we
chose. I have encountered many, many people and I have
found it very interesting that I have ‘crossed’ people who
have ‘travelled’ with me in my past where I was involved in
healing work and the most amazing truth for me is that, those
who were judgemental of me in those lifetimes, ‘found’ me in
this lifetime too and surprise! they are judgemental in this
lifetime too. I am reminded of “similar patterns of behaviour”
which only heal through healing and I initiated this process
for myself whereby with Sai Baba’s help, I have “cut ties”
with this “minority group” so that I can focus on the majority.
These minority groups need to reflect on their “contract” so
that they, too, can move forward. My responsibility to them is
to send them tons and tons of love and light, which I do as
part of my “unconditional seva”.

“To die or not to die” – the dilemma of a suicide mind.

Case 1

An angry young man wraps his car around an electric pole

and is shaken badly; he was so angry with life in general that
he wanted to end it all. When I first met him, this young man
was a total mess. There was so much anger for so young a
person. Basically, he was angry with the whole world and
maybe, even the universe. He had witnessed much pain in
his life. Born in a Tamil family in hostile Sri Lanka, he
witnessed two of his best mates shot in his presence. He had
to flee his beloved country and try and ‘fit in’ on foreign soil,
trying his hardest to adapt. He worked and studied; he had
just enrolled in University when I first met him. He has faced
many trials and tribulations since our first meeting but I am
proud of him. In spite of his loses, he does not have the
anger anymore. Through the healings, he has matured and
forgiven a lot of his past and present issues. Although he
does not do his reiki prayer on a daily basis, he has much
faith in the Divine energy and it is this faith that has seen him
through the good times and especially the “bad” and “not so
good” times. He keeps in touch with me intermittently and
will call me if he has an issue which is overwhelming or if he
cannot come for a healing, I send him absent/distant healing
and he responses well to it. Through God’s Grace, he should
graduate this year (2006) and may get the break that he has
long awaited for. As his Reiki Master, I send him the pranic
Divine energy to every situation in his life – past, present and
future. It is really another version of faith healing, for as you
know miracles only happen to those who believe in them. In
this instance, this young man used to tell me of ‘tiny
coincidences’ of a ‘Divine kind’ that helped him when the
going was rough, sometimes impossible. The thoughts of
suicide have long gone as he can sense a future. Good
things are yet to come his way as he waits patiently. So
grateful is he for the ‘Divine assistance’ that he donated two
very comfortable stools that I use for attunements and
healings and I thank him for his “unconditional gift”.

Case 2

An ex-workmate mentioned on a few occasions that she

needed to bring her ‘adopted son’ for healing. He was a
professional who unfortunately fell ‘victim’ to the world of
chemical and alcohol dependence. Unfortunately for her, it
was too late and he never made it to my reiki. He committed
suicide. I, too, was upset when I got the news. This young
man’s widow came to me for healing and we asked
permission from the Divine to access the last few hours of his
earthly existence. It was important for her as she blamed
herself as did his adopted mother for his death. As we
relived the scene, it was very comforting for her to know that
at the very last moment, he changed his mind and tried to
unleash the rope from around his neck but failed as he was
intoxicated and had taken tablets on top of that. The comfort
she drew was from the part that he did try to “undo’ the
undoable; so guilt and anger gave way to closure and
forgiveness and she said, “I feel much more peaceful and I
can now get on with the job of raising our children”.

This family and everyone else that have come for

attunements and healings stay on my healing list. I need not
hear from them. I just need to pray for them and send them
healing wherever they are. I also asked permission from Sai
Baba and the angels and helped him to cross over. He was
first given the opportunity to “speak” to his wife and family
and had messages for them. Words always fail to describe
the emotions and release of emotions at a time like this and
the word ‘humility’ fails to describe what I feel at such a time.

Soul Stories

A friend visited one afternoon and were discussing my book

and the episode of The Ghost Whisperer that we had seen
the night before, when suddenly I became aware of a few
visitors from the other side who wanted to be remembered in
our book. They wanted their stories told to help people cope
with the death process and these are their messages.
The first thing they all spoke about was the fear and panic
that they experienced when they realised that they were no
longer in their physical bodies.

Case 1 is about the doctor who went jogging one Sunday

morning. He had made plans to meet the family later in the
afternoon (had a heart attack early afternoon and was
approached by a cyclist who tried to revive him but could
not). I was on duty that afternoon and was going through the
obituary list in the newspaper looking for the surname Singh
as I did the previous day. I just knew I had to find this
surname and I knew that someone with this surname was
going to have a heart attack. When I became aware of this
being, he stated that he wanted to get back into his body as
he had planned the day and death was not on his agenda. I
said to him that I could not cross the line but I could help him
get to the light and he said, “No, not yet” as he had some
‘loose ends’ to take care of and he left. I did not know who
he was until a month later when a case was referred to me
about a widow who had recently lost her husband. She came
to me with her two teenage children for a healing and for
messages from the other side. She was emotionally very,
very fragile as this man took full responsibility of running the
house and left his widow very overwhelmed with the
responsibility of organising the funeral and taking care of all
the legal matters that followed. When I connected with her,
he appeared very quickly and that was when I recognised
him and he had a lot to say and he was in a hurry to get his
messages across. He told me that he had gone to his family
home that afternoon after visiting me, and he kept trying to
get the attention of his wife and children and the other family
members that were present but no one could hear him or see
him and he found that very frightening. He said that he then
went to the funeral parlour where his body was resting (this
process took two to three days). It was only then that he
realised that it was all useless; he could not get back into his
body and returned to the family home. It was as if he was a
silent witness to the pain and agony his family was going
through and he reflected on the life that he had just
completed and he realised that although he was a doctor, he
had abused his body by neglecting it and felt that he could
have been a better doctor if he had paid more attention to the
process we call life rather than take it for granted. His
family coming for healing was a closure for him for after they
said their goodbyes, he said he was ready to go to the light.
To me, this whole process was Divinely driven. The family
came back for further healing sessions to help them through
the grieving process and this father should feel very proud of
his son who has achieved his dreams and I wish the family
well.

Case 2 – Now, for the other spirit that came through very
strongly. This spirit was introduced to me in 2004. My first
encounter with him was in the Himalayas in the little
township of Rudharpriag when his widow approached me in
the foyer of the guest house on our way to Hemkunt Sahib.
She had just found out that I was a Reiki Master who also
spoke to spirits from the other side and as she started to
speak, he came through very strongly. He gave me
statements to tell her to verify his presence and he was
pointing to his head and collapsing and it seemed to be in an
open space as though they were playing a game. His wife
said that he had gone to play football that fatal evening and
they were to meet later for dinner. He felt a pain in his head
and collapsed. He died instantly and the autopsy showed he
had a haemorrhage in his brain. He was only in his thirties
and he left behind a young widow and two very young
children but he had a beautiful sense of humour and he made
his widow see the funny side of life even at the time of his
demise and reassured her that until the children became
adults, he will always look out for them. I made the time to do
her attunement when we got back to Rishikesh. During the
attunement, her deceased husband was present and as he
had reassured her that he will always look out for her and the
children, he gave her permission to remarry. The amazing
thing about this story is that I was from Australia, she was
from Malaysia and this divinely timed coincidence took place
up in the Himalayas in India. So you see, when a spirit wants
to come through with a message, it will make coincidences
like this happen. His widow told me that she had come on this
pilgrimage looking for answers and she wanted to
communicate with her deceased husband as she was unable
to bring closure to his death and she had been through her
grieving process for two years.
Case 3 – A young soul was in coma in intensive care and
wanted me to send a message to his family and because I do
not go ‘door knocking’, I connected with Sai Baba and His
angels, and surrendered the request to them. And, all the
other spirits that would appear had similar messages and
these were; one, they were not ready to die and two, it was
all a big mistake and they should be let into their physical
bodies again and three, the fear and the panic because they
had agendas waiting for them, for each one of them when
they woke up that morning had agendas for the day and
death was not one of them. So let this be a huge wake up call
to all of us. You can plan everything in your life except your
time of departure from this physical world and this is when
Sai Baba reminds us, “Are your bags packed? Are you
ready?” The spiritual significance of this comment is that
FIND TIME TO MAKE YOUR DIVINE CONNECTION SO THAT
WHEN YOUR TIME COMES, YOUR DIVINE ESCORT WILL
REPLACE THE PANIC AND FEAR FOR AT THE END OF THE
DAY, EACH ONE OF US HAS A USE BY DATE.

Case 4 - Two nights after writing this chapter, I had a feeling I

was going to get more visitors from the other side. And
there, as I was having a shower, (spirits appear to you at any
given time irrespective of what you are doing) I became
aware of two visitors; one of them was my stepmother and
the other was a lady whose daughter had come for an
attunement a week ago. And they both had the same
message for me and it was, “What about us mothers? You
have not told our stories. Ask us about the pain we feel when
we have crossed over and are ’forgotten’. There is so much
myth about the dead that people are frightened of calling on
us as it is taboo in many cultures but we mothers want you to
know that we feel very sad and forgotten when we don’t get
invited to special events, such as birthdays, anniversaries,
birth of our grandchildren and even calling on us when
someone is ready to cross over as we can be there to greet
them. We do know when someone is crossing over but it is
nice to be asked as well. We are the mothers, the mothers
who brought these children into this world and when we shed
our physical bodies, we didn’t go away. We only crossed
over. And until such time that we are ready to take our next
incarnation, the family ties are never broken. They are just
forgotten.”
I will give some examples of their messages and this
happened in my family on a few occasions. My younger half-
sisters were planning their weddings and on each occasion,
they forgot to invite their mother and she visited me and told
me, “So and so is getting married. Not only wasn’t I invited
but they prepared all these new clothes for the wedding and
no one bought new clothes in my name.” All they ask is to be
included. My step-mother said to me that her biggest regret
was that she didn’t see any of her children get married whilst
she was alive but she did attend every wedding from the
other side. Imagine the agony, the loneliness, and the
emptiness they feel. So please remember to include them in
your special events. They do not ask to be invited every day
and as a sign of respect, offer them whatever food is
prepared. Offer it in their name; you can do a silent prayer if
you like and then share that plate with the family. On many
occasions, my step-mother has informed me of the
happiness she experiences when she is remembered.
Imagine them as the unseen guest and the silent listener in
every conversation, at every occasion.

They are trying to tell us not to fear them, “We are not the
ghosts that are depicted in the movies.” And as you can see
from the stories, they were someone’s father, mother, son or
nephew, so I hope, through them, we can be more mindful
and appreciative of the process we call death.

Case 5 - There are a lot more messages from the other side.
A mother once ‘visited’ when I was teaching her son the
Reiki/Seichim symbols. She wanted him to know that she
understood his circumstances when he could not go to
Malaysia to look after his bedridden mother (at that time, his
children were very young). A couple of days after I had
written the chapter on messages from the other side, she
visited me again and asked for her story to be included too
and she wanted it known that a mother’s love is
unconditional and remains unconditional even after they
have crossed over. They hold no anger or resentment
towards their children, especially in this case when the son
had carried guilt in his heart all these years because he
could not care for his bedridden mother. She wanted him to
stop feeling guilty and he needed to hear that.
Case 6 - During another healing session, a father came
through very quickly when I connected with his daughter to
do a chakra balance healing. She had been feeling very
emotionally fragile and was experiencing constant
flashbacks of being molested in her teenage years.

It was time for healing and in the process, she was also able
to forgive her molester and set him free and in so doing, set
herself free. Her beloved father assured her that he has
been and will continue watching over her and asked her to
“go within”, that is, become spiritual and she will find the
peace that she is looking for. She informed me after the
session that her father was a spiritual person.

Her father’s message was that when their ‘children’ are

hurting, they will come through if the person is open to
messages; and this lady often feels his presence, especially
during the ‘bad’ times and her father said that was when he
was trying to comfort her.

Two beautiful stories of unconditional love of parents.

Ownership – Who owns whom?

I have done a lot of cases where one partner is more

dominant than the other and controls the other person in
practically every area of their lives, including invading their
very private spiritual space. If only people would realise that
marriages are only karmic contracts and give their partners
the freedom, the space and the privacy they need to grow
spiritually. Marriage is like life; it comes in stages. Initially, it
is the romance and that’s the first phase. The second phase
is the raising of the family. Both these two phases also
involve a lot of sexual energy between two people. And then
comes the third and most difficult phase; when the children
are grown up and one partner has the desire to pursue a
spiritual path and the other does not as the other party might
still be attached to lower sexual energies. It puts
tremendous strain on the relationship; a good solid marriage
runs haywire. I have done quite a few such cases. It is
easier if both parties come for healing and being a
professional counsellor and a psych nurse gives me the
opportunity to do some counselling work. However, often
the party who is not willing to change or accept the change
that is taking place in the relationship, becomes suspicious
and withdrawn and this is a dangerous time for the
relationship, as a lot of assumptions are made and innocent
people get hurt. So the question I ask is, who belongs to
whom? How should a couple cope with a crisis like this for it
is a lot more common than people care to admit. These
tormented parents put up a very brave superficial front in
front of their children and grandchildren and they feel
isolated; they suffer alone and silently. This problem is not
exclusive to any religion or caste. So what is the answer?

Personally, I do not have any answers. It is a very private

matter between two people. I often teach the word
compromise but if only one party comes for healing, you
cannot break the word compromise into two with the
absentee. See, ….., maybe that’s where the problem is.
Each one treading along their own path because you know,
there will come a time in our senior years when we start
tidying up our spiritual housekeeping and start making
preparations for the next phase of our journey, which is
exiting the physical plane. When you first fall in love, the
senior years seem a very long way but I feel, having done so
many troubled senior issues, perhaps young couples should
open up the dialogue a lot sooner in their marriage if they
want to spend their senior years together. Both of them
would then have some indication as to what they are looking
for in their relationship as they get older. It is part of the
package we call marriage and it helps reduce the divorce
rate for the trauma of starting over again or being
abandoned in your senior years is very stressful and
traumatic and brings on physical health issues. Personally, I
have found the attunement process very helpful for the
person who has come to seek help. The problem for them is
dealing with the partner who is not open to any form of
healing. I encourage them to send love and light and
situational healing to their partners as it brings them comfort
and peace in their emotionally, troubled world.
Material possessions beyond the grave.

In 1998, I worked with a group of people who were

fascinated with buying antique jewellery and household
items and naturally it aroused my curiosity. I thought to
myself if spirits cross over for messages for their loved ones,
could items of jewellery, etc do the same? So I asked a
couple of them if I could ‘reiki’ items of jewellery and the
result was amazing. The most intriguing one was an antique,
Victorian ring and when I placed the symbols, I went back in
time – Old England, to be precise. It was late spring, early
summer and I found myself in a very grand building. I was
shown a drawing room with a long table and many chairs. At
the head of the table, I seem to recognise the lady. She
looked like Queen Victoria and her clothing was as expensive
as her jewellery. Then there were men and women; the men
had army uniforms. It was a farewell dinner of some sort.
The bay window was open and there was a slight breeze. I
sensed that we were not far from the sea. It was a cool
evening and I could see the fireplace but there wasn’t a fire
lit. They were talking and from the conversation, an
engagement was to take place for one of the men dressed in
army clothes and he seemed to be an important figure, He
rose from his chair and there in his hand was the ring (this
same ring) and he placed it on a young lady’s finger. From
that conversation, I gathered that he and his men were
leaving for Australia soon and this young lady would follow
when “the house was set up.” Her parents were present and
there were many tears shed due to the farewells and
distance that would separate them. I followed the scene; this
young lady migrated and moved when the ‘house was set
up.” She was miserable. She found it hard to cope with the
heat, the uncivilised environment and spending long hours
alone. To her credit, she settled down. I saw her setting up
school with other women for the children and teaching them
and she always wore that ring which was an engagement
ring as later I would see a wedding band too.

She did not return to her beloved England and she died in her
mid to late thirties and the ring was ‘passed around’ and
finally ended up in the antique shop. She appeared in my
inner scene and stated that she did settle down and enjoyed
her role as wife and mother but always missed home
(England), her parents and the family home. Her only regret
was that she never went back and I asked permission from
Sai Baba (I did not work with angels at that time) and ‘we’
went to England and she was able to say her farewells, after
which she returned to the other side.

Before she left, she had a message for the lady who bought
the ring. She was happy she had it as she had no ties
attached to it and knew that this lady would look after it.

In another case, a lady was wearing an antique bracelet and

whenever I looked at it, I would hear a female voice say, “Tell
her it’s not hers,” as this lady loved the bracelet and always
wore it. I asked permission to ‘reiki’ it and this time we went
back in time to old Australia – Second World War, to be
precise. I saw a young couple saying goodbye before the
man went to war and his parting gift was this bracelet (“a
token of my love,” he said). Again, I followed the story
through; this young woman never saw him again and married
someone else but always kept this bracelet (a token of their
love) and resented this woman wearing it. Her spirit was still
earth-bound. With permission from the Divine and this lady,
we were able to heal the pain; her beloved was shot and
killed in action and they were brought together to say their
‘goodbyes’ after which she stated that she was ready to cut
ties with the bracelet and set the bracelet and herself free.

I then freed the bracelet of its thought forms and placed

fresh Reiki/Seichim symbols on the bracelet before giving it
to its present owner and those thoughts, “It’s not hers,”
stopped emanating from the bracelet.

This is how powerful our attachments are to material things

even when we cross over. It includes anything that is
symbolic to the person; remember the case of the mother
who felt ‘pain’ in her chest because her son would not
‘honour’ her request.

In 2005, a workmate of mine and I were on our lunchbreak

and for some reason, she started talking about her ‘nanna’
and as she talked, her nanna came through and had many
messages for her and her family. I then told her that I was
being shown a tablecloth which meant a great deal to her
and she showed it to me; it was hand-embroided and very
pretty. My workmate started crying and she said that was all
she wanted as a keepsake but apparently her grandmother’s
second husband (she remarried when her husband died) got
rid of a lot of her stuff and the family were deprived of many
sentimental possessions (her grandmother even showed me
jewellery). This lady had many unanswered questions about
her grandmother and was given answers to her questions.
Well, we could say, we had an ‘extraordinary lunchbreak’ as I
thanked her grandmother and asked Sai Baba and His angels
for giving me a blessed opportunity to help this lovely human
being who so loved her nanna. She had always wondered
how her grandmother died and she received clarification of
that too from her grandmother. It brought closure for her
and with closure comes peace.

I suppose the reason I have included this chapter is to let

people know that whatever you do; someone is watching;
someone is listening; so please do not be disrespectful of the
wishes of the dying. I am being reminded of the wishes of a
father who had crossed over and made an appearance
during the son’s attunement and requested the son to take
the ashes of his mother to India when she crosses over. The
mother died a few months after his attunement and the son
stated that he could not fulfil his father’s wishes and
dispersed the ashes in Melbourne.
Isn’t it sad? We, human beings, have become so busy that
we do not have the time to fulfil the wishes of our loved ones
who have crossed over.

Children and Reiki

This chapter is dedicated to all the young ones who have

come for reiki over the years. Reiki is excellent for children
who find it difficult to concentrate on their schoolwork,
struggle with their studies, stress at examination times, have
lost their confidence, being bullied at school, are going
through difficult times like death in the family or serious
illness, either them or a family member, have difficulty
coping with divorce or separation of parents, are sexually
abused, molested and to overcome the temptation and
intimidation of peer group pressure. Reiki empowers them.

In every case, the most important factor was faith. If they

had faith in the Divine healing, I saw changes. Let me give
you some examples.

A VCE student was in the car with his mother when they had
an accident. The accident brought flashbacks of a past life
and this affected his concentration at school. Through the
attunement and several chakra balance healings, he not only
passed VCE but did quite well.

An interesting case was that of a Year 11 student who was

very good at her studies and suddenly ‘shut down’. When I
was introduced to her, it was as if she was in a stupor. She
had become so withdrawn and from her body language, I
knew she had become a victim of “hex”. Sure enough, when I
connected her to the Divine beings, I was shown a jealous
mother and daughter in Sri Lanka (she had just migrated
here with her family). They were so intimidated by this
innocent victim that they had put a curse on her so that she
would become stupid and dull and that was her presentation.
However, she was a Lord Shiva devotee and would pray to
Him to help her and during her session, He did. Through the
Grace of God, we were able to reverse the curse and several
healings later, she fully recovered and today is a teacher in
her own right and as a thank you, she drew me a beautiful
picture of her beloved Lord Shiva.

A lady once approached me about her daughter who was a

Year 10 student and was suffering from anorexia nervosa
and asked if reiki would help. I asked her to have faith in
Mother Mary (they were Mother Mary devotees) and
surrendered the outcome to the Divine Mother. The
daughter was too unwell to come and we did an absent
healing for her and I taught her mother to do the reiki prayer
for her daughter as she was too unwell to do it for herself.
She phoned me a few months later and informed me that her
daughter who had stopped eating with them was able to sit at
the dinner table and eat with the family. That was the last
conversation I had with them and hope this young lady who
should be in her late 20s by now is well. When I brought this
young lady in my inner scene during her healing session, I
was amazed to see her stomach twisted and Mother Mary
very gently untwisted it and then sent it heaps of healing
energy; (this was before I learnt to evoke the angels and the
archangels).

In mid 2006, I attuned a Year 7 student, who was being

taunted with racial remarks and being alienated from her
friends by one particular classmate who, for some reason,
did not like her. A couple of chakra balances and healings
with the Cutting the ties technique, together with help from
Sai Baba and the angels, this young lady has been given
coping mechanisms as her concentration was affected by
the stress that she had been going through.

In early 2005, a workmate of mine was very stressed about

her daughter who was not doing well at school and the
principal was threatening to drop her back a grade. I asked
the mother to bring her daughter for an attunement stating
that it was worth taking a chance. The result was extremely
positive. This young lady who hated school now loves going
and surprised herself by getting really good grades that year
and asked her mother to personally inform me that she didn’t
realise studying was actually fun. What a turnaround! Thank
you, Mother Mary. (She was another devotee of Mother Mary
and the angels).

I could go on with case after case. I am just grateful to the

Divine beings and my own Poornaavatar Bhagwan Sri Satya
Sai Baba and His angels for the positive results. All these
young people inform me that they do their reiki prayer.
Those who ‘relapsed’ had stopped doing their prayers and
when they came back, I re-attuned them and it seems to ‘pick
them up again.’

Reiki/Seichim and House Cleansing

In 2004, a workmate of mine approached me and asked if I

could go and do a house cleansing for her. Her daughter and
her two grandchildren lived with her. She said that on a very
regular basis, they were woken up by someone moving
around in the house. They were not scared but they wanted
to know who their unnamed guest was. I was definitely
interested. They lived close to the army barracks in the
township of Greensborough and when I started the house
cleansing (evoking Mother Mary’s energy as they were
Mother Mary’s devotees), I saw their unnamed visitor. This
lady told me that she felt it was a little girl and she was not
wrong. In my inner scene, I saw a girl about eight years old.
I also noticed another spirit of about six years old. She
informed me that it was her brother and when I explained
who I was, and asked her how I could help her, she said that
she and her brother were looking for their parents and have
been at that house every since it was built.

I decided to do some Reiki/Seichim healings to find out the

history of the place. My workmate was then just a tenant
there and suddenly the whole inner scene changed. The
brick veneer house became a log cabin and so did the entire
estate. I saw horse sand carts instead of cars and I saw the
whole area coming up. It was after the time of Captain
Cook’s discovery of Australia and townships were being
built. The army had come to this part of Victoria, Australia.
Besides the convicts that were helping to build the towns, I
noticed shiploads of people being brought from Ireland.
They were carpenters, bakers, farmers, laundrymen and
women, cooks, cleaners, etc and these people were
employed by the army personnel. I noticed trees being
chopped down and log cabins being made for these people.
The parents of this girl and her brother worked for the army
and would leave for work about 4:30 in the morning. The
parents would leave a log fire for the children on cold, winter
mornings. I was then shown another segment of the scene
and there I saw aborigines and they were very overwhelmed
by the presence of these people and that was their hunting
ground. In time, food was in short supply. They resented the
newcomers and on more than one occasion, I saw them
defending what was their own land but in the process, people
got killed including them. In the ignorance of events of the
times that was then, these children were killed and their
spirits have been earth bound as they were waiting for their
parents to return. I explained to the children that their
parents would have died a long time ago and explained about
life in those days and asked if I could help them to go to the
light and reunite with their loved ones as I could see family
members on the other side waiting to greet them and they
crossed over very quickly. My workmate reported that there
have been no more frequent visitors although she did give
the girl and her brother permission to visit.
In 2006, I was asked to do a house cleansing on a spirit that
was haunting a house. It was a young aborigine boy. When I
reikied the scene (healing done by proxy – house cleaning
can be done hands on or by proxy and all you need is the
address of the house). When I received the phone call, I said
to the person, that I would do the cleansing later that
afternoon, but before I could say goodbye, this young
aborigine boy of about sixteen was standing next to me. I
was hoping to finish a pile of ironing before doing this case
but he begged me to help him cross over to the light as he
has been waiting for a long time for someone to help him
cross over and the elders were waiting for him and he could
see them and they could see him. I saw many wise elders
who asked for souls that were trapped to be sent to the light
as well and I completed their request later. It was an
amazing but heartbreaking sight for there were souls
trapped in caves, billabongs, prison cells, custody centres,
remand centres and also those that were drowned in creeks.
When I connected with Sai Baba and the angels to free these
souls, I was told it would be a long process and I was to
‘check in’ from time to time. This was about three p.m. The
next day, about 24 hours later, souls were still being sent up
to the light. I was informed by Sai Baba that it was from the
beginning to the present time. Words cannot describe the
emotion I felt as I witnessed these souls, one by one,
crossing over as they went to the light and the expression of
gratitude from the elders summed it all up and the process
was initiated by this sixteen year old spirit. I asked him to tell
me his story.

He said that on that fateful day he had woken up to go

hunting for wild rabbits for his family’s meal and as he was
focussing on his prey, he did not notice some army personnel
behind him and he was shot at close range and ever since
that day, his soul had been searching for his parents.
Imagine the relief he experienced as he was merging into the
light and I thanked him for giving me the opportunity of
freeing all the other souls too.

I suppose, as a Reiki Master and a spiritual healer, I just feel

the pain of both sides of these incidences but that is history.
We have come a long way in building this beautiful country.
We need to be respectful and mindful of each other’s
cultures, traditions and heritage. I dedicate this chapter to
all the souls, irrespective of their caste, creed, colour and
religion who sacrificed their lives so that we can enjoy the
comforts that we take for granted today. If only governments
and politicians and every citizen of every country would
honour the country that they call home, we would have peace
overnight. History should be left in the past tense; what is
done cannot be undone but the future is determined by the
present and each one of us has a contribution to make
towards the fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of
mankind – GIVE PEACE A CHANCE. This is the message
from the angels.

The Healing Power of Viburthi

In her childhood, my daughter, Sharan, who was diagnosed
with chronic renal failure, was always sick and had a very
poor appetite. Everything that she ate had a ‘metal’ taste but
I always marvelled on the amount of viburthi she would eat,
to the point she was called the ‘viburthi child’ and we used to
receive viburthi in the mail for her. To all those generous
sisters and brothers, I say, “Thank you.” At one stage, I was
worried about the large quantities she would eat and one
day, I told her, “Baba did not say you should eat so much
viburthi.” Imagine my surprise when Baba came in my dream
that night and said to me, “And don’t tell lies!” Well, I did not
question it after that. The amazing truth is that it kept her
alive. Even her specialist had given up on her as she was too
weak to be considered for a transplant. It was only on the
eve of her transplant that her specialist informed Sharan and
I that it was our faith in God that made the impossible,
possible. Such is the Grace of Sai Baba.

In mid 2006, I was going through my Sai Baba books and

decided to lend the book “Sathyam, Shivam, Sundaram” to a
friend when Swami said, “No, Amma. I want you to read my
autobiography again. Only this time you will be reading it as
part of your sadhana (spiritual journey).” I had read this
book prior to Sharan’s transplant. I was amazed as this time
I read about Swami’s omnipotence, omniscience and
omnipresence – the miracles, the Divine leelas and then the
chapter on viburthi. I had forgotten about the powerful
medicine viburthi is when taken and used with total faith.
(Sharan stopped eating it after her transplant). Every night I
eat Swami’s ‘special’ prasad. I also use it in attunements
and healings when requested by Swami but the knowledge
that I had ‘rediscovered’ this chapter gave me so much more
understanding of the power and significance of viburthi. I
was intrigued. In 1993,when I took my daughter, Sharan to
Sai Baba’s ashram(chapter on Faith) we shared
accommodation with a mother and daughter from UK who
knew one of the doctor’s in Prasanthi Nilayam General
Hospital. This Doctor got to know us quite well and offered to
look after my daughter. She also met Sai Baba on a daily
basis and discussed cases with HIM. She encouraged my
daughter to write to Sai Baba and also discussed Sharan’s
case with HIM and Baba in HIS infinite grace gave 12 packets
of viburthi that had been materialised by HIS Divine Palm and
Sharan went into remission until the time of dialysis. We also
experienced several ‘miracles’. The biggest was, one day
while we were at the Super specialist hospital(this doctor
referred us there as Sharan was very anaemic)Sai Baba
came and we saw HIM enter the blood bank and I remember
thinking ‘what would GOD want from a blood bank?’ and that
afternoon when we were resting I dreamt Sai Baba setting up
a blood infusion and giving Sharan blood and when Sharan’s
blood test results were checked she was not anaemic
anymore! When I asked the doctor to explain (I told her about
the dream) she laughed and said it was one of Sai Baba’s
leela’s (divine miracles)So just remember the secret
formula – FAITH in SAI BABA and in the viburthi and the
mantras, for it works. I have it every night and I dissolve it in
water when I’m unwell-mentally, physically or spiritually

I encourage you to try the Divine Formula.

Viburthi
Viburthi Mantra

PARAMAN PAVITRAM BABA VIBHOOTIM

PARAMAM VICHITRAM LEELA VIBOOTIM
PARAMAARTHA ISHTAARTHA MOKSHA PRADANAM
BABA VIBHOOTIM IDAM AASHRA YAAMI

Om Shanti Shanti Shantihi

Supremely holy is Baba’s Sacred Ash (Viburthi); Supremely

wonderful (its effects) is the Viburthi which Baba manifests in
His ‘playful’ way (leela); Baba’s Virburthi bestows the
supreme and the most coveted desire – Moksha (liberation).
I take refuge in the Sacred Viburthi.

Aum Peace Peace Peace

Conclusion

The last 17 years have been amazing. Through the Grace of

my Guru, who is my inner motivator, guide, mentor and
above all, my personal tutor, I surrender the outcome of this
book at His Holy Lotus Feet. I have been blessed with many
visions, many past lives of people who have come for
healings and my own experiences and those of my loved
ones. The most significant factor for me is that the soul of
each one of us is the microchip – the motherboard, the
sacred space where past life memories are stored – stacked,
in fact, in perfect order of each lifetime like a filing system.
Our karmic debts which must be paid take up the biggest
storage space. That is the universal law. On this plane
(planet earth), you can cheat, lie, kill and think you have
escaped the consequences of your low-acts but I have news
for you, whoever you are. On the other side, your DEEDS -
good and bad, are going to follow you, for all your details are
stored in your very own motherboard with your DNA all over
it and when you are given your life review, the consequences
of your very own actions will be revealed to you and in the
many cases that I have done, the payback filters into several
lifetimes.

Through the Grace of God and the blessed gift of

Reiki/Seichim and Cutting the ties, people are given the
opportunity to repent, heal and ‘spiritually’ be baptised
again. They are given a ‘second chance’.
Frankly, Reiki/Seichim and Cutting the ties are just two of the
Divine therapies. There are so many ways one can be made
‘whole’ again. Go back to the roots of your faith. Install God
in your heart and start living a life of

Satya – truth
Dharma – do your duty
Prema – unconditional love
Shanti – peace
Ahimsa – non-violence. Quote from Baba, “It is the
highway to heaven.”

As we improve spiritually, the planet will improve for we will

stop polluting it with our negative energies and thought
forms and we will bring back the ‘balance’ to planet earth
and its inhabitants. It is up to each individual to change for
the change is subtle and deep within each one of us.
However, it is within your grasp – “the kingdom of God is
within you”, whether you are a Hindu, Christian, Sikh,
Buddhist or of no religion but accept that GOD EXISTS.

As I leave you in print, I want you to know that my daily

prayer includes you – whoever you are. I ask God and His
angels to send you situational healing for your highest will
and good. I ask the same for all his creations – all the
creatures great and small and it is done unconditionally. Will
you join me in this prayer? Where ever you are, be still, if
only for a moment and pray with me.

It’s contagious ……………

GOD BE WITH YOU……………

AUM SRI SAI RAM ......

Late Edition
. My only desire is for Swami’s messages and the Divine work
that He has taught me to reach the four corners of Mother
Earth. As a mother, I pray for PEACE on Earth and I know I
echo the sentiment of every mother out there. Let us fill our
hearts with Swami’s warm, warm love and light and those
who are tuned to Reiki, the Shiva Shakthi Pranic Energy,
symbols and prayers to every child, man, woman and
teenager who share this planet with us. Let us also pray for
the animal world, the plant and tree world, the sea world and
all of God’s creation so that we can all live in PEACE AND
HARMONY.

This Earth belongs to all of us – Hindus, Muslims, Sikhs, Sai

Devotees, Christians, Buddhists and all the other faiths. We,
the children of Sai need to take this message of Universal
Love for the Fatherhood of God and the Brotherhood of
Mankind to the world.

2006 was my seventh trip to Prasanthi Nilayam and I thanked

Swami for the Grace that He has showered upon my family
members, myself and my Reiki family. My last visit was in
2002 – at the time of Mahashivaratri. There was so much
darshan, so much sambashan, the ultimate of which was the
manifestation of the lingams.
This trip was different, very little darshan, BUT on the inner
level, Swami’s Shiva Shakti Pranic Energy has increased
tenfold, nay a thousand fold!! and every night I could feel
Swami’s presence even in the dormitories. A few days ago,
during one of my inner one to one conversations with Swami,
I asked Him if He went round Prasanthi Nilayam, dormitory
by dormitory when suddenly He showed me this scene - HIS
DIVINE FACE became large and it covered all of Prasanthi
Nilayam and the surrounding villages. HIS DIVINE FACE was
facing Prasanthi Nilayam and the surrounding villages and
HIS DIVINE EYES radiated into every space and place and
this image IS CONSTANT DAY AND NIGHT.

“A thousand eyes Amma simultaneously WATCHING,

LISTENING, BLESSING EVERY ONE” and HIS MESSAGE IS
SIMPLE. – “GO WITHIN AND SEEK ME AND YOU WILL FIND
ME.” So, to all the devotees who felt disheartened that they
had little darshan, follow Swami’s prompts and “GO WITHIN”
HE IS WAITING FOR EACH ONE OF YOU……………

Aum Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Babaya Namaha

P.S I stopped over in Singapore on my way back to

Melbourne and did many attunements on Sikh families –
mainly young adults and at all these attunements, I
connected each one of them to Guru Gobind Singhji as
requested. During the process of the attunement, Guruji
asked me to tell them and to tell every Sikh to do our sacred
bani from the Guru Granth Sahib entitled ‘Kabyo bath benthi
chaupaee’ with faith for their own spiritual progress.

Message: “Be simple and sincere. Devotion is a complete

surrender. It is not a part time affair or something taken on
credit.” - Sai Baba
Appendix

Gayathri Mantra

(This is an excerpt from one of Bhagwan’s ‘Divine

Discourse’)

What is a Mantra? ‘MA’ means manana and ‘TARA’ means

saving, so the Mantra means, that which can save you. If
you meditate on it, Mantra will save you from being caught up
in the coils of this worldly life, which is infested with death,
grief and pain. The Gayathri Mantra is the Universal prayer.
The Mantra and the explanation quoted are as stated and
explained by Bhagwan Sri Satya Sai Baba.

“OM BHUR BHUVA SWAH

TAT SAVITUR VARENYAM
BHARGO DEVASYA DHEEMAHI
DHIYO YO NAH PRACHODAYAT”

“O Mother! Who subsists in all the three kaalas (Time: Past,

Present and Future), in all the three lokas (Lokas: Heaven,
Earth and Lower regions) and in all the three gunas
(Attributes: Satwa, Rajas and Thamas), I pray to Thee, to
illuminate my intellect and dispel any ignorance just as the
splendours sunlight dispels all darkness. I pray to Thee to
make my intellect serene and bright and enlightened.

The Gayathri is the Universal Prayer, enshrined in the Vedas,

the most ancient scripture of man. The Gayathri Mantra has
in it the validity of the Vedas. It contains the essence of
Vedic teachings. The Gayathri is considered Vedasara; the
essence of prayer fosters and sharpens the knowledge-
yielding faculty. As a matter of fact, the four Maha-vakyas, or
Core Declarations enshrined in the four Vedas are implied in
the Gayathri Mantra.

Each of the Four Vedas has a Core axiom enclosed in it,

“Thath Thwam Asi” (That Thou Art), “Prajnaanam Brahma”
(Consciousness is Brahma), “Ayam Atma Brahma” (This self
is Brahma) and “Aham Brahmaasmi” (I am Brahma). When
all these are synthesized, the Gayathri emerges.
The Gayathri is described as “Chhandasaam Maathaha” – the
Mother of the Vedas. One meaning of the Gayathri is that it is
a Mantra which protects or fosters the ‘gayas’ or Jivis. If
chanted regularly, all the merit that would be obtained by the
recital of the Vedas, are earned.

It is addressed to the immanent and Transcendent Divine,

which has been given no name but “Savitha”, which mean
that which all this is born. The Gayathri is personified as
having facets or faces; it has three parts – (1) Praise, (2)
Meditation and (3) Prayer. First the Divine is praised, then it
is meditated upon in reverence and lastly, the appeal is made
to the Divine to awaken and strengthen the intellect, the
discriminating faculty of man. “Dheemahi” is related to the
meditative aspect. “Dheeyo yo nah prachodayaath” refers to
the aspect of prayer.

“Aum” is the first face, “Bhur Bhuva Swah” is the second,

“Thath Savithur Varenam” is the third, “Bhargo Devasya
Dheemahi” is the fourth, “Dhiyao Yo Nah Prachodayat” is the
fifth. It is said to embody nine colours: 1) Om; 2) Bhur; 3)
Bhuva; 4) Swah; 5)Thath; 6) Savithur; 7) Varenyam 8)
Bhargo; 9) Devasya

Gayathri Idol is depicted with five faces. The Central face

has a bluish complexion colour symbolizing the life force
which control our five pranas (five vital airs), pancha koshas
(five sheaths), panca Jnanendriyas (five sense organs),
pancha Karmendriyas (five organs of action), the Pancha
Mukti (The Five-Faced One) is the motivating as well as the
controlling force an principle of all the above i.e. of all the
vital functions and activities of our life.

Because it protects the one who recites it, it is called

Gayathri. When Gayathri acts as a protector of the life
forces, She is known as ‘Savithri’. ‘Savithri’ is the presiding
deity of the five pranas. She protects those who lead a life of
Truth. This is the inner meaning. When one’s intelligence
and intuition are developed by the recitation of the Mantra,
the activating deity is “Gayathri”. When the life forces are
protected, the guardian deity is called ‘Savithri’. When one’s
speech is protected, the deity is called ‘Saraswathi’.
Because of the protective roles of ‘Savithri, Saraswathi and
Gayathri’ in relation to life, speech and the intellect, Gayathri
is described as ‘Sarvadevathaaswarupini’ – the embodiment
of all the Goddesses or deities.

The Gayathri Mantra has to be recited 3 times a day – in the

morning at sunrise, at noon and at sunset. These are called
‘Sandhyaa Kaala’ – the time of coming together of night and
day, of morning and evening, and of day and night. Time like
man has three qualities – Satwa, Rajas and Tamas. The day
is divided into three parts. The four hours between 4 a.m.
and 8 a.m. in the morning and between 4 p.m. and 8 p.m. in
the evening have the same satwa quality. The eight hours
between 8 a.m. and 4 p.m. are employed by all beings,
including animals and birds, in the discharge of their day to
day duties and are regarded as Rajasic, when the four Satvic
hours of the morning 4 a.m. to 8 a.m. are used for engaging
oneself in good actions like worship, virtuous deeds, keeping
good company, one is sure to raise himself from the human
to the Divine level. It is during the Satvic period from 4 a.m.
to 8 a.m. and 4 p.m. to 8 p.m. the Gayathri Mantra should be
recited. This Mantra is the embodiment of all deities, it is not
related to any particular sect, caste or idol or institution.

It is essential to recite the Gayathri at least three times

during morning, noon and evening. This will serve to reduce
the effects of the wrong acts one does every day. It is like
buying goods for cash, instead of getting them on credit.
There is accumulation of karmic debt, as each day’s karma is
atoned for that day itself by reciting the Gayathri.

Like sunrise after the night, the Gayathri Mantra dispels the
darkness of ignorance. ‘Dheeyo yo nah prachodayaath’, the
rays of the Gayathri Mantra illuminate the mind and
intelligence and promote knowledge, wisdom and
discrimination.

Remember, Gayathri is a treasure you must guard

throughout your life. Never give up the Gayathri; you may
give up or ignore any other Mantra, but you should recite it at
least a few times a day. It will protect you from harm,
wherever you are, in bus, or car, or railway train or plane, in
a bazaar or on the road. Brahma-prakasa, the effulgence of
Brahma, will descend on you and illuminate your intellect and
light your path when this Mantra is chanted.

Gayathri is Annapurna, the Mother, and the Sakthi that

animates all Life. So do not neglect it.

Message “O man, why do you pride yourself for your

Message:
mastery over books and knowledge; if you do not fold your
hands in salutation to the Divinity, all your learning and
eminence is a sheer waste.” – Sai Baba

As I come to the end of this book, I thank you for your

patience in reading it and I ask for forgiveness for any
grammar or spelling errors. It is impossible to write every
case ,however I chose some to inspire you along your
chosen spiritual path and journey and whoever you are, just
remember that everyday healing and God’s Love and Light is
being sent to you.
As I mentioned in the book, that I do these healings on a
charity basis, so I will be grateful and thank you for making a
donation to a charity of your choice when you finish reading
GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES
IN HIS LOVING CARE-JASWANT.
Glossary

Ashram Hermitage, monastery

Bhakta Devotee

Bhajan Devotional singing

Bhakti yoga The path of devotion

Brahma The Creator (one among the Hindu

Trinity)

Darshan Vision of divine light

Devas Demi Gods

Devis Demi Goddess

Dharma Righteousness, duty

Gayatri Mantra Sacred vedic verse chanted for the

illumination of intellect

Guru Spiritual preceptor; the one who

removes ignorance; He who teaches
the path of destroying delusion

Guru Nanak The founder of Sikhism and the first of

the ten Gurus of the Sikhs

Guru di Gadi Throne or seat of the Gurus

Guru Gobind Singh The tenth Guru of the Sikh faith

Hemkunt Sahib Holy Meditation place of Guru Gobind

Singh Ji

Karma Action/activity; your present is decided

by your actions in past lives and your
present actions determine your future;
 the law of karma states - as you sow, so
shall you reap

Karma yoga The path of action - performing work as

worship

Khalsa The Sikh brotherhood

Jyoti Light

Lingam Oval shaped stone symbolising the

cosmic nature of Lord Shiva

Lord Krishna An Avatar who is said to have lived

some 5000 years ago

Lord Shiva Name of the third God of the Hindu

trinity known as the destroyer of evil.
Also the one who shows us the correct
path relating to spiritual wisdom

Lord Subramanian Son of Lord Shiva, universal granter of

wishes and represents virtue, bravery,
youth and power

Mahashivarathri An auspicious day dedicated to the

worship of Lord Shiva

Maheswara Lord Siva

Mandir Temple

Mantras Chants, sacred words or formulae; a

form of spiritual initiation of an aspirant
by his Guru or guide

Muladhara chakra The first of seven chakras

Parvathi Consort of Shiva and is worshipped as

Shakti and Mother Goddess

Prema Baba The next incarnation of Bhagwan Sri

Satya Sai Baba
Rishis, munis Sages

Sai Ganesha The Hindu deity who helps in

overcoming obstacles. The elephant
face, son of Lord Shiva

Sai, Sai Baba Swami says “Sa” means “all” and “Ayi “
means mother, so Sai means the
Supreme Mother of all. Sa means
Sahasrapadma, Sakshatkara, etc. Aayi
means master and Baba means father,
the goal of all yogic endeavour – the
ever – the merciful mother, the all-wise
father and the goal of sadham

Saraswathi Hindu Goddess of knowledge, music

and all creative arts

Seva Service

Shanti Undisturbed peace, inner peace

Shirdi Baba The first incarnation of Bhagwan Sri

Satya Sai Baba

Shiva Shakti Combination of masculine and feminine

aspects of Godhead

Swaroopaan Embodiment

Tandavum (tandava) Dance performed by Lord Shiva

Vibhurti Fine grey ash materialised by Bhagwan

Stri Satya Sai Baba; also materialises
by HIS DIVINE WILL at places far from
HIS physical presence

Vishnu The Sustainer; the second God in the

Hindu trinity
Disclaimer-if any part of this book has reference to anyone
alive or deceased, it is purely unintentional, Sai Ram.
 This book was distributed courtesy of:

For your own Unlimited Reading and FREE eBooks today, visit:
http://www.Free-eBooks.net

Share this eBook with anyone and everyone automatically by selecting any of
options below:

To show your appreciation to the author and help others have

wonderful reading experiences and find helpful information too,
we'd be very grateful if you'd kindly
post your comments for this book here.

COPYRIGHT INFORMATION

Free-eBooks.net respects the intellectual property of others. When a book's copyright owner submits their work to Free-eBooks.net, they are granting us permission to distribute such material. Unless
otherwise stated in this book, this permission is not passed onto others. As such, redistributing this book without the copyright owner's permission can constitute copyright infringement. If you
believe that your work has been used in a manner that constitutes copyright infringement, please follow our Notice and Procedure for Making Claims of Copyright Infringement as seen in our Terms
of Service here:

http://www.free-ebooks.net/tos.html