MY PORTRAIT

By riskiintan_p

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~PROLOG~
About her soft cotton heart,
About the sob which is like lightning between raindrops,
About she who knows the pain that was knocked down but still comes,
Also about she who just understood the meaning of a regret,
There are times when the heart is not only about love,
There are times when tears aren't just about emotion,

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Chella Tamara, I was a girl who have an artist's blood in me. Since childhood, my talent has been
honed.
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Therefore, I succeeded as a graduate of fine arts by holding the title of cumlaude and winning
various awards.
One day I held a happy exhibition at a famous event held in Jogjakarta.
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The man who looked staring at picture of my face with tears seemed to flow with tears running
down his face. Then, I quietly said "Can I help you sir?," but this man only answered with his
gesture, which indicated that he did not need any help and said "I am Leovando Reindra," even
with reflex I held the position "Chella Tamara" I said.
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After exactly 3 months I knew Vando deeper, that day he invited me to dinner at a fancy
restaurant and invited me to get married soon. Actually, I was reluctant to decide to quickly
marry him because I still wanted to pursue my career without any restrictions. Even more when I
will officially become Vando's wife.
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1 month after I became Vando's wife, he always gives me a jewelry and luxury items suddenly.
But what's the use of it all when I just want freedom. Every day I am just busy with attending
events where members are family conglomerates and business people who only discuss the
assets that they have.
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Before, I received a marriage invitation from Vando. He promised that I was still allowed to
paint and continue my career, it turned out that all that was boasting out of his mouth.
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2 years have passed, unfortunately the nature of Vando changes when he is at home and outside
the house. He often tortured me and committed acts of violence against me, but strangely he
never hurt my face in the slightest.
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I began to ask "why does she only love this face?" When he began to vent his anger at me there, I
hurriedly threw a question that I had been afraid of. Then he answered loudly "Because your
beautiful face reminded me of my late mother who was shot dead by my father right in front of
my eyes” answered Vando.
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Suddenly, I was shocked to hear his words. I deeply regret my decision when choosing to marry
you, if time could be turned back.
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I have done various ways so that I can get out of your arms. But still all is just useless. I always
followed his bodyguard wherever I went. I once reported the case to the local police, but they did
not want to investigate it any further. I also went to a lawyer to sue this case, but instead the
lawyer was bribed by my husband.
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I also often disguise and run away from him, but he can still find and frustrate my plans. And the
worst is that I have committed several suicides but he managed to stop me. "Chella, you are
exactly the same as my mother who tried to run away from my father, but don't worry your world
is mine entirely" Vando said whispering in my ear while laughing.
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Vando behaves like a dream husband for other women. But who would have thought he could be
a snake which ready to kill people at any time with the poison.

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Vando and I were sitting relaxed while reading a magazine. There was something that caught my
attention, namely a beauty clinic, where it provided plastic surgery. "I want to come to him" said
the words in my mind.

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I managed to escape from my bodyguard, then I met a doctor who would operate my face. And I
was immediately operated on that day.

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Is there a type of face that you want to use at this time?"Said the doctor to me."There is no
doctor, whatever the outcome of my face, I will be very grateful the operation went smoothly.”
And my face changed to another person. But the shadow of my husband still frightened me
greatly. I'm afraid he can still recognize me? I'm afraid he will do the same to me? "Oh God, I
have to die so that my life will be calm without any fear that weighs on me," I murmured.