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TEACHER I
PIDDIG NATIONAL HIGH SCHOOL
“MY REFLECTION”
Over the course of my first year teaching in a private school, it was very
ideal, Im teaching in a very prestige and exclusive school. I taught students with
remarkably different abilities with prominent personalities. Not to mention all the
luxuries of a teacher in the instructional materials provided by the school i am
teaching. But after a year i decided to enter public school, my life as a teacher
became frustrated because of so many expectation. Teaching in a public high
school is much more complex than those outside can imagine. I started felt like I
landed a wrong job. I found myself having a hard time figuring out everyone‘s
attitude including co-workers. Why many of the students behave like no respect
left. And in this seminar I fully understand that all things happen with a reason
behind.
This seminar has taught me so much. I feel like I have just grown---like I'm
becoming the person I'm supposed to be. One of the biggest differences has been
learning to understand my patterns--my motives. It has made a difference in my
understanding of God's infinite love for me and all his creation. I have the deep
understanding that 'all is gift' - a gift that flows from the hands of a gracious,
loving and merciful God. And even more, that gift is not only meant to be received,
but to be shared. Nothing I do or am is on account of anything I have done or am --
it is all pure gifts, and with that knowledge came a profound sense of gratitude.
God has been so gracious and merciful in His love and forgiveness of me -- I still
don't totally understand it, and probably never will, but I know I will never be able
to say "thank you" enough.
It has helped me further identify areas where I need growth and change in
my actions, or lack of them, and has gifted me with a dedication to see Jesus in
others and/or give Him to others. He has become the true love and focus of my life
in a way that I have not experienced before.
Looking forward to the next Self mastery Seminar. God bless and more power!