“It’s not you, it’s me. Goodbye Anna”.

That was the last thing you told me when we were sitting in our
usual spot. The place where everything started, where the memory of us were never forgotten. where I
first saw you, where I first met you, and where I… I loved you. Beneath the Oak tree up on a hill. It was a
beautiful tree, as beautiful as our love. I was so happy that I shouted I love you! And you told me the
same. It was forever, it was meant to be. God knows how happy we are, and remember how you kissed
me then? *giggle* …. I wasn’t prepared but It was the best kiss we ever had. and that kiss you stole
came with something else, it was my heart…and it was all of it. From that day on we made a promise,
that always, we will always be happy together. Something inside tells me that it was you who would
sweep me off my feet, carry me with your horse, take me to your palace and be your queen. We would
grow old and have kids together, one will look as pretty as me, and one as handsome as you. We both
wanted that to happen so badly and that’s what I loved about you. You just make me so happy, so happy
that I gave my all to believe in us. To believe in what we had. To believe that in all the wrong things in
this messed up life I have, you were supposed to be the right thing, the only thing that might keep me
going. I’ve had a lot of hardships in my life and you were there with me, you’ve seen through my pain,
you’ve seen through my joys. You were there just for me and I loved you for that. And believe me I
wanted you so bad…I did everything just for you. We’ve made so much together and I even promised to
cherish it all until the end. But… you’ve changed, you gave up on us. Yes! you! And remember what you
said? “Always”, that’s what we were supposed to have! And after all we’ve been through, you say that
I’m the one who gave up on you? Talk about honesty! Did you really think that I didn’t care anymore?
Why would you think that!? You said, that I was great! You said that I could be great, you said that we
were destined to be together! You said it to the world! You said it to me! And I wish you never had
because you didn’t mean any of it. And what? You wanted to apologize? But you didn’t cause that’s just
what you are. You’re not the type to lower your pride and admit your mistakes… It stings you know, I
thought that we were special, and did you really expect me to be okay with that? For heaven’s sake!
your just as selfish as everyone else. And you know what? I’m not sorry either. I’m not sorry that I met
you… I’m not sorry that knowing you made me question everything... I’m not sorry about all those
beautiful memories we shared, all the laughter, all the joys, and all of the pain “we” have gone through
just to get here. You know what? out of all the choices I’ve made in my life, this proves to be the worst
one ever but I am not sorry that I fell in love with you.