Sorry and Goodbye

I will tell you a story about someone I loved and never had the chance to say the
words sorry and goodbye. To say the words I love you that I wish I was there until your
last breath. You’re always there for me whenever I needed you, but I wasn’t there when
you needed me.

It all started when I was a kid, she takes care of me. She feeds me, wash me
and help me change my clothes. She was my life, I promise her that I’ll grow strong not
just for her but for my family. So when the day comes I’ll be the one who will lift my
family up to all our problems.

But I guess that promise, will remain as a promise. I don’t know if I failed her or
failed my own self. I think I’m an idiot for not doing the things I should have done in the
past, for picking the wrong decisions. I wish I had time machine to go back to the past
and fix my future to do the thing that I should have done.

One morning, I woke on the bed as usual. I notice that you were still in bed so I
didn’t mind. I eat my breakfast and watch television while eating. When I’m done eating
I notice you were still in bed, you always wake up early so I came to your bedroom to
wake on you. I open the door; I saw you shaking and ask you what’s wrong. You didn’t
answer so I call my grandpa. He asks you what’s wrong but there were no response.

We rush her to the nearest hospital, when we arrived we carry her inside. The
nurses helped then preceded her to a room. The doctor came and told us that she was
already in a coma she was shaking that’s why she’s not answering. Till it turns to night
my grandpa takes me to the canteen. When we get back I heard a bad news. She gone
and I weren’t there to say I’m sorry and goodbye.