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ﺍﳊﻠﹺــﻴﻢ
ﺍﻥ ﹶﻋ ﹾﺒﺪﹸ ﹾ ﹶ ﻟ ﹺ ﹾﻠﻜﹶﺎﺗﹺ ﹺ
ﺐ :ﹶﺑﺪﹾ ﹶﺭ ﹾ
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ﺍﳌﺜﻘﻒ ﻟﻠﻨﴩ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻮﺯﻳﻊ
ﻧﻮﻉ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ :ﺧﻮﺍﻃﺮ
ﺍﳌﺘﻤﺮﺩ
ﹼ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ:
ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﳌﺆﻟﻒ :ﺑﺪﺭﺍﻥ ﻋﺒﺪ ﺍﳊﻠﻴﻢ
ﺗﺼﻤﻴﻢ ﺍﻟﻐﻼﻑ :ﺑﻮﺣﺎﺩﺓ ﻋﺒﺪ ﺍﻟﺮﲪﺎﻥ
ﺍﻟﱰﻗﻴﻢ ﺍﻟﺪﻭﱄ )978-9931-689-29-4 : (ISBN
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﴍ /ﺍﳌﺜﻘﻒ ﻟﻠﻨﴩ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻮﺯﻳﻊ -ﺍﳉﺰﺍﺋﺮ
ﻫﺎﺗﻒ 033 85 65 75 /
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ــــــــﺛﺍﺀ "
َ " ﺇ ْﻊ
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ﺍﻟْﻔَﺼْــﻞُ ﺍﻷَﻭﱠﻝُ
ﹺ
ﳋ ﹺﺮﻳــ ﹾ
ﻒ ﺺ ﺇﹺ ﱠﻧ ﹸﻪ ﹺﺯ ﹾﻟ ﹶﺰ ﹲﺍﻝ ﹶﻭﺍ ﹶ
ﳋ ﹶﺸ ﹶﺒــ ﹸﺔ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺤ ﱠﻄ ﹸﻢ ،ﹶﺃ ﹾﻋ ﹶﺘﻘﺪﹸ ﹶﺃ ﱠﻧ ﹸﻪ ﺍ ﹶ ﹶﻧ ﹾﺤ ﹸﻦ ﻻﹶ ﹶﻧ ﹾﺮ ﹸﻗ ﹸ
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ﺍﻟﻔَﺼْﻞُ ﺍﻷَﻭﱠﻝُ :ﺧَﺮِﻳﻔِﻲ ﻛُﻠﱡﻪُ.
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ﺧ ِﺷ ﺍﻝﻂﱠ ْﻐـــﻀ
ﺧﺋُ ُﻄ ْﻈ َﺎ َ
َﺭﺍﺻِ َ
ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ
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ﹶﺃ ﹾﻗ ﹶﺴ ﹶﻤ ﹾﺖ ﹶﺃ ﱠﳖ ﹶﺎ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻦ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﲈ ﹶﻳ ﹶﻞ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻃ ﹶﺮ ﹶﺍ ﹺﻑ ﹶﺃ ﹶﺻﺎﺑﹺ ﹺﻌ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹸﳎ ﹶﺪﱠ ﺩ ﹰﺍ ،ﹶﻟ ﹾﻦ ﹸﺗ ﹶﺮ ﹺﺍﻗ ﹶﺼ ﹾﻪ
ﺍﻋﻴﺪﹶ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳌﹸ ﹺ
ﻒ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠﻴ ﹺﻞ ،ﹶﻓﺈﹺ ﱠﻥ ﹶﳍﺎ ﻣﻮ ﹺ ﹺ
ﻮﺳ ﹶﻴﻘﻰ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶﹶ ﺇﹺ ﱠﻻ ﺣﻴﻨﹶ ﹶﲈ ﹶﻳﺪﹸ ﱠﻕ ﹸﻣﻨﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺼ ﹸ ﹾ
ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﴪ ﹺﺡ ،ﹶﻭ ﹶﺗ ﹾﺼﻨﹶ ﹸﻊ ﻣ ﹾﻦ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻛﺎﺫ ﹶ
ﻳﺐ ﹶﺗ ﹾﺮ ﹶﺗﺴ ﹸﻢ ﰲ ﹶﺧ ﹶﻴﺎﳍ ﹶﺎ ﹶﺧ ﹶﺸ ﹶﺒ ﹸﺔ ﺍﳌﹶ ﹾ ﹶ
ﹶﻛﺜﹺ ﹶﲑ ﹴﺓ… ﹶﺣ ﹺﻘ ﹶﻴﻘﺔ
ﺎﺡ ﹶﻓ ﹶﺮ ﹺﻭ ﱟﻱ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺳ ﹶﻮ ﹾﺩ
ﲪ ﹴﺮ ﹶﻭ ﹺﻭ ﹶﺷ ﹴ ﹶﺑ ﹾﻴ ﹶﻀﺎ ﹸﺀ ﺑﹺ ﹶﺜ ﹾﻮ ﹴ
ﺏ ﹶﺃ ﹾ ﹶ
ﻮﺳ ﹶﻴﻘﻰ ﻭ ﹸﺗ ﹾﻠ ﹺﻬﺐ ﹺﺩﻣﺎﺀ ﹸﻋﺮ ﹺ
ﻭﻗ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹶﺣ ﹶﺘﻰ ﹶ ﹾﲡ ﹶﻤﺪﹾ ﹸﺗﻌﺎﻧﹺﺪﹸ ﺍﳌﹸ ﹺ
ﹸ ﹶ ﹶ ﹸ ﹶ ﹶ
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ﺍﻋﺘﹶﺪﹶ ﹸﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻬﺮ ﹸﺃﺭ ﹺﺍﻗﺒﻬﺎ ﹺﻣﻦ ﹶﻧﺎﻓﹺ ﹶﺬ ﹺﺓ ﻏﹸ ﺮ ﹶﻓﺘﹺﻬﺎ ،ﹺﰲ ﻣﻨﹾ ﹶﺘﺼ ﹺ
ﻒ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠ ﹾﻴﻞ ﹾ
ﹸ ﹶ ﹾ ﹶ ﱠ ﹶﹶ ﹶ ﹸﹶ ﹾ
ﺍﻥ ﻭ ﹶﺗ ﹾﻜ ﹶﺘ ﹺﻔﻲ ﺑﹺ ﹶﱰ ﹺﺩ ﹺ
ﻳﺪ " ﹶﻧ ﹶﻌـــ ﹾﻢ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ﺑﹺ ﹶﺨ ﹾﲑ" ﹴ
ﹾ ﲔ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺭ ﹶﺑ ﹺﻊ ﹸﺟﺪﹾ ﹶﺭ ﹶ
ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﲈ ﹶﻳ ﹸﻞ ﹶﺑ ﹾ ﹶ
ﹶ ﹺ ﹺ ﹶ ﹺﹺ ﹺ ﹶ
ﺃ ﹾﺧﱪﳞ ﹾﻢ ﺃ ﱠﻥ ﹶﺭﺍﻗ ﹶﺼ ﹶﺔ ﹸﻣﻨﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺼﻒ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠ ﹾﻴ ﹺﻞ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘﺄ ﱠﱂ ﹾ
ﺍﻥ ﹶﻭ ﹶﻣ ﹶﻊ ﹶﺫﻟﹺ ﹶﻚ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺄ ﹾﻗ ﹶﻠ ﹾﻢ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺧ ﹺ ﹺﱪﳞﹺﻢ ﹶﺃﳖﺎ ﹶﻻ ﹶﺗﻨﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹺﻤﻲ ﺇﹺ ﹶﱃ ﹶﻗ ﹾﻠﻌ ﹺﺔ ﺍﻷﹶﺣ ﹶﺰ ﹺ
ﹾ ﹶ ﹾ ﱠﹶ
ﲔ ﳌﹶ ﹺﻦ ﻳ ﹾﺆ ﹺﺫ ﹺﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﻳﻚ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻘ ﹾﻂ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺧ ﹺ ﹺﱪ ﹾ
ﳞﻢ ﹶﺷ ﹾﻴﺌ ﹰﺎ ﹶﻣــﺎ ،ﹶﻣﻠ ﹾﻠ ﹸﺖ ﹸﻣ ﹶﺮﺍ ﹶﻗ ﹶﺒ ﹶﺘﻚ ﹶﺗﻨﹾ ﹶﺤﻨ ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ
ﻚ ﺭﺑﲈ ﺁ ﹺﰐ ﹺﻷﹸ ﹶﻋ ﱢﺰ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﻳﻚ ﳞﻢ ﹶﻭﺇﹺ ﱠﻻ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻌ ﹾﻠ ﹸﺖ ﹶﻭ ﹾﺍﺭ ﹸﻗﴢ ﹺﰲ ﹶﺟﻨﹶ ﹶﺎﺯﺗ ﹸ ﱠ ﹶ
ﹶﺃ ﹾﺧ ﹺ ﹺﱪ ﹾ
ﻳﺎ ﺭ ﹺﺍﻗﺼ ﹶﺔ ﻣﻨﹾﺘﹶﺼ ﹺ
ﻒ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠ ﹾﻴ ﹾﻞ … ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹸ ﹶ
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ﺸَ َﺎﺍ ُﺓ ﺍ�َ َﺔﻂﱠﺋ
ﺍﺣﺎ
ﺺ ﹸﻧ ﱠﻮ ﹰ ﹸﻳ ﹶﻘ ﹸﺎﻝ ﹶﺃ ﱠﳖ ﹶﺎ ﹶﻇﻨﱠ ﹾﺖ ﹶﺃ ﱠﳖ ﹶﺎ ﹶ ﹾﲢ ﹸﻠ ﹾﻢ ﹶﻭ ﹶﺭ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺕ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺸ ﹶﻴﺎﻃﹺ ﹶ
ﲔ ﹶﺗ ﹾﺮ ﹸﻗ ﹸ
ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﹶﻗﺎ ﹶﻟ ﹾﺖ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻧ ﹾﻔﺴ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹶﺳ ﹶﺄ ﹾﺳ ﹶﺘ ﹾﻤﺘ ﹸﻊ ﹺ ﹶﲠ ﹶﺬﺍ ﹶﻗ ﹾﺒ ﹶﻞ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻥ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺳ ﹶﺘ ﹾﻴﻘ ﹶﻆ ﹶﺻ ﹶﺒ ﹰ
ﺎﺣﺎ
ﺎﻋﺔ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﹺﺧ ﹶﻼ ﹾ
ﻑ ﺍﻟﺸ ﹶﺠ ﹶ ﻭ ﹶﻟﻜﹺﻦ ﺩ ﹺ
ﺍﺧ ﹶﻠ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹶﻋﻠﹺ ﹶﻤ ﹾﺖ ﺑﹺ ﹶﺄ ﱠﳖ ﹶﺎ ﹺﻫ ﱠﻲ ﹶﻭ ﱠ ﹶ ﹾ ﹶ
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ﳾ ﹴﺀ ﻟ ﹺ ﹶﺘ ﹾﻠ ﹶﻘﻰ ﹺ ﲣﺎﻓﹺ ﹾ
ﲔ؟ ﺃ ﹾﻧﺖ ﹶﺟ ﹶﺒﺎ ﹶﻧﺔ ﹶﺳ ﹶﺘ ﹾﻔ ﹶﻌ ﹸﻞ ﺃ ﱠﻱ ﹶ ﹾ
ﹶﺿ ﹺﻤﲑﻫﺎ :ﺃ ﹾﻧ ﹺ
ﺖ ﻻﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹸﹶ
ﺍﻟﻘ ﹶﻤ ﹶﺮ ﺑﹺ ﱠ
ﺎﻟﺸ ﹾﻤ ﹾﺲ .. ﻭ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺑﺪﹶ ﹾﻟ ﹸﺖ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ﹶ
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ﺍﺀ
ﻍُ َﺭ َﺏــــــــــــ ْ
ﺎﺕ ﹶﻭ ﹶﻟﻜﹺ ﹾﻦ ﺍ ﹾﺧ ﹶﺘ ﹶﻠ ﹶ
ﻒ ﺍﻟﺬ ﹾﻛﺮﻳ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﺍﻟﻘ ﱠﻔ ﹶﺎﺯﺍﺕ ﹶﻭﺍﳌ ﹶﻈ ﱠﻼﺕ ﹶﻭ ﱢ ﹶ ﹶ
ﹶﺗ ﹶﺸﺎ ﹶﺭ ﹾﻛﻨﹶﺎ ﹶﻧ ﹾﻔ ﹶﺲ ﹸ
ﹺ
ﺍﻟﻌ ﹾﻄ ﹾﺮ
ﹶ ﹺ ﹶ ﺎﺻ ﹺ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻟﻴ ﹶﻠ ﹺﺔ ﹶﺃﻣﺲ ﺑﺤ ﹾﺜ ﹸﺖ ﹶﻋﱪ ﹸﻛ ﱢﻞ ﹶﺗ ﹶﻔ ﹺ
ﻴﻞ ﹶﺟ ﹶﺴﺪ ﹶﻫﺎ ﺃ ﹾﻭ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﺍﻷ ﹶﻗﻞ ﹶﻣﺎ ﹶﱂ ﹾ ﹾﹶ ﹾ ﹾ ﹶ ﹶ
ﲣ ﹺﻔ ﹺﻪ ﹶﻳﺪﹶ ﹾ ﹶﳞﺎ
ﹸﹾ
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ﻭﺏ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻔ ﹺ
ﺨ ﹶﺬ ﹾﻳﻦ ﹶﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﻨﱠ ﹶﻤ ﹺ
ﺶ ﺍﻟﺼﺪﹾ ﺭ ﹶﺇﱃ ﹸﻧﺪﹸ ﹺ ﳋ ﹺﻔ ﱠﻴ ﹾﺔ ﹶﺑ ﹾ ﹶ ﹺﻣ ﹶﻦ ﱠ
ﲔ ﱠ ﺍﻟﺸﺎ ﹶﻣﺔ ﺍ ﹶ
ﻴﺬ ﹶﻓ ﹶﺮ ﹾﻧ ﹺﴘ
ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺩ ﹶﺓ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺑﻴﻨﹶﻬﲈ ﹺﻣﻦ ﹶﻧﺒﹺ ﹴ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻴ ﹶﻠ ﹺﺔ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻣﺲ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺸ ﹶﺎﺭ ﹾﻛﻨﹶﺎ ﱠ ﹺ
ﺍﻟﴪ ﹶﻳﺮ ﹶﻭ ﹺ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ ﹶ ﹾ
ﲔ ﹸﻧ ﹶﻘ ﱢﺒ ﹸﻞ ﹶﺑ ﹾﻌ ﹶﻀﻨﹶﺎ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻣ ﹾﻘ ﹶﻌ ﹴﺪ ﹶﺧ ﹾﻠ ﹺﻔ ﱟﻲ ﹺﰲ
ﹶﺑ ﹾﻌﺪﹶ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻥ ﹸﻋﺪﹾ ﹶﻧﺎ ﹺﻣ ﹾﻦ ﺍﳌﹶ ﹾﻄ ﹶﻌ ﹺﻢ ﹶﺛ ﹾﻤ ﹶﻠ ﹾ ﹺ
ﺗﹶﺎﻛ ﹺﹾﴘ
ﺍﻷﹶ ﱠﻭ ﹾﻝ
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ﴎ ﹺﻳﺮﻱ ﻭ ﹶﻗ ﹺﻤ ﹺ
ﻚ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻓ ﹺﺮ ﹶﺷ ﹺﺔ ﹶ ﹺ
ﺖ ﺭ ﹺﺍﺋﺤ ﹶﺘ ﹺ
ﹺ ﹺ
ﻴﴢ ﹶ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻴ ﹶﻠﺔ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻣﺲ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺮ ﹾﻛ ﹶ ﹶ
ﻚ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﹶﻛ ﹾﺄ ﹺﳼ
ﺎﻫ ﹺ
ﲪﺮ ﹺﺷ ﹶﻔ ﹺ ﻚ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﹶﻗﺎﺭ ﹺ ﹺ
ﻭﺭﺓ ﹶﻧﺒﹺﻴﺬﻱ ﹶﻭ ﹶﺃ ﹾ ﹶ ﹶ
ﹸ ﹶ
ﺖ ﺑﺼﲈﺗﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﹶﻭ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺮ ﹾﻛ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ
ﱪﺗﹺﻨ ﹺﻲ ﹶﻣ ﹾﻦ ﲪ ﹺﺎﻣﻲ… ﹶﱂ ﻳﻤ ﹺ ﹺ
ﺾ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻜﺜﲑ ﹶﻫ ﱠﻼ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺧ ﹶ ﹾ ﹾﹶﹾ
ﻚ ﺍﻟﺪﱠ ﹺ
ﺍﺧﻠﹺ ﱠﻴﺔ ﹺﰲ ﹶ ﱠ ﻭﺛﹺﻴﺎﺑ ﹺ
ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ
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ﺝﺱﺛ
ﹶﻳ ﹾﺴ ﹶﺘ ﹺﺤ ﱡﻖ ﹸﳎ ﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹶﻤ ﹺﻌﻲ ﹶﺟﺎﺋﹺ ﹶﺰﺓ ﹰ ﹶﻣﺎﻟ ﹺ ﱠﻴ ﹰﺔ ،ﹶﻭ ﹶﺗ ﹾﺼﻨ ﹺﻴ ﹰﻔﺎ ﹶﻋﺎﳌﹶ ﹺ ﹼﹰﺎ ﹺﰲ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻼ ﹶﻗ ﹾ
ﺎﺕ...
ﺎﺟ ﹸﻊ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻜﺜﹺﲑ
ﺍﻟﻘﻠﹺ ﹶﻴﻞ ﹶﻭﺗ ﹶﹸﻀ ﹺ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺒ ﹾﻌ ﹶﺾ ﹶﻭ ﹸﺗ ﹶﻌﺎﻧﹺ ﹸﻖ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺒ ﹾﻌ ﹶﺾ ﹶ
ﺍﻵﺧ ﹶﺮ ﺗ ﹶﹸﻘ ﱢﺒ ﹸﻞ ﹶ
ﺎﺩ ﹶﻧﺎ ،ﹶﲨﹺﻴ ﹸﻌ ﹸﻬ ﱠﻦ ﳌﹶ ﹾﺴ ﹶﻦ ﹶﺟ ﹶﺴ ﹺﺪﻱ ﹺﰲ ﹺﺣ ﹺ
ﲔ ﻭ ﹶﻟﻜﹺﻦ ﹶﺃﻳﻦ ﹶﺗﻨﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹺﻬﻲ ﺣﺪﹸ ﻭﺩ ﹶﺃﺟﺴ ﹺ
ﹸ ﹸ ﹾ ﹶ ﹶ ﹾ ﹾ ﹶ
ﹶﻋ ﹺﺠ ﹾﺰ ﹶﻥ ﹶﻋ ﹾﻦ ﳌﹶﹾ ﹺ
ﺲ ﹶﻗ ﹾﻠﺒﹺﻲ...
ﺎﻭ ﹸﻟﻮﺍ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻘﺪﹾ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺯ ﹶﺩﺍ ﹸﺩ ﹶﻳ ﹺﻘﻴ ﹰﻨﺎ ﹶﺃﻭ ﹶﺃ ﹶﺗﺪﹾ ﺭﻭﻥ ..ﹶﻻ ﹶﺗ ﹾﻔﻌ ﹸﻠﻮﺍ ؟ ﹶﻻ ﺩ ﹺ
ﺍﻋﻲ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻥ ﹸ ﹶﲢ ﹺ ﹶ ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ
ﴩ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲆ ﺍﻷﹶ ﹾﺭ ﹾﺽﹺ ﹺ
ﹶﺃ ﱢﲏ ﹶﺃ ﹶﺭ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺟ ﹶﺴﺎ ﹰﺩﺍ ﹶﻭ ﹶﺭﻗ ﱠﻴ ﹰﺔ ﹶﺗﻨﹾ ﹶﺘ ﹸ
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ﹶﺿ ﹺﻌﻴ ﹶﻔ ﹰﺔ ﹺﺟﹰﹼ ﺍ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﻼ ﹶﺷﻰ ﺑﹺﺎﳌﹶ ﹶﻄ ﹾﺮ ﹸﻃ ﹸ
ﻮﳍ ﹶﺎ ﹶﺷﺎ ﹶﺑ ﹶﻪ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻌ ﹾﺮ ﹾﺽ
ﹶﺟ ﹾﻬ ﹰﻼ؟
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ﻐﻀ
ﺍﺦ ْ
ﺕَ َﻑــــــــ ِ
ﻮﺭ ﺍﳋﹶ ﹾﻮ ﹺﻑ ﹶﻭ ﱠ
ﺍﻟﻀ ﹶﻴﺎ ﹺﻉ ﺑﹺﺎﳉﹶ ﹶﲈ ﹺﻝ ﹺ
ﲔ ﹸﻛ ﹶﺮ ﱠﻳﺎﺗ ﹶﻚ ﺍﳊﹶ ﹾﻤ ﹶﺮﺍ ﹾﺀ ﹶﺳ ﹶﻴ ﹾﻤ ﹶﺘ ﹺﺰ ﹸﺝ ﹸﺷ ﹸﻌ ﹸ
ﹶﺑ ﹾ ﹶ
ﺚ ﻓﹺ ﹺﻴﻪ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻭ
ﻮﺽ ،ﹶﻟﻦ ﹶﺗﺮ ﹸﻛ ﹶﺾ ﹺﻻ ﹾﻛﺘﹺ ﹶﺸﺎﻓﹺﻪ ﹶﻟﻦ ﹶﺗﺴ ﹶﺘ ﹾﻐ ﹺﺮ ﹶﻕ ﹺﰲ ﺍﻟﺒﺤ ﹺ
ﹶ ﹾ ﹾ ﹾ ﹾ ﺍﻟ ﹸﻐ ﹸﻤ ﹺ ﹾ ﹾ
ﹺ
ﺎﺩﻩ ﺑ ﹾﻞ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻘ ﹾﻂ ﺳ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺄﻣ ﹸﻠﻪ ﺑﹺﺠﲈ ﹺﻝ ﹶﺗ ﹶﻔ ﹺ
ﺎﺻﻴﻠﹺ ﹾﻪ. ﹶ ﹼ ﹸ ﹶﹶ ﺇﹺ ﹾﻓ ﹶﺴ ﹾ ﹶ
ﺐ ﹺﰲ ﹶﺗ ﹾﻐ ﹺﻴ ﹺﲑ ﹶﻣ ﹶﻜ ﹺﺎﲏ ﹶﻳ ﹾﻮ ﹰﻣﺎ
ﹶﻭ ﹶﻻ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺭﻏﹶ ﹸ
~ ~ 17
ﳋ ﹾﻤ ﹶﺮﺓ ﺎﺻ ﹲﻴﻞ ﹶﻛﺂ ﹺﺧ ﹺﺮ ﹶﻗ ﹾﻄ ﹶﺮ ﹴﺓ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻛ ﹾﺄ ﹺ
ﺱﺍ ﹶ
ﹶﺗ ﹶﻔ ﹺ
~ ~ 18
ﻮﺭ ﹶﺯﺍﺋﹺ ﹾ
ﻒ ﹶﻭ ﹶﻟ ﱢﻘ ﹾﺒ ﹸﻪ ﻮﻙ ..ﹶﺃ ﹾﺷ ﹺﻔ ﹾﻖ ﹶﻋ ﹶﲇ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻘ ﹾﻂ ﺑﹺ ﹸﺸ ﹸﻌ ﹴ
ﹼ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻦ ﹸﺗ ﹾﺸ ﹺﻔ ﹾﻖ ..ﹶﺃ ﹾﺭ ﹸﺟ ﹾ
ﺑﹺﺎﻷﹶ ﹶﻣ ﹾ
ﺎﻥ
~ ~ 19
َﺻ ْﻐﻂُــــــــــﻌﻝَﺋ
ﺍﻟﻘ ﹺ
ﺎﺭ ﹾﺉ .. ﹶﺣ ﱠﺘﻰ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺣ ﹶﻼ ﹸﻡ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻜﺎﺗﹺ ﹺ
ﺐ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻴ ﹶﺴ ﹶﺖ ﻛﹶ ﹶﺄ ﹾﺣ ﹶﻼ ﹺﻡ ﹶ
ﻚ ﹺﺣﻨﱠﺔ
ﲬﺎﺭﺍ ﻭ ﹶﺛﻮﺑﺎ ﻭﻭ ﹶﺿﻌ ﹸﺖ ﹶﻟ ﹺ
ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ
ﹺﰲ ﹶﻗ ﹾﻴ ﹸﻠﻮ ﹶﻟﺘﻲ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻟ ﹶﺒ ﹾﺴ ﹸﺘﻚ ﹶ ﹰ ﹾ ﹰ ﹶ ﹶ ﹾ
ﻚ ﹶﱂ ﹾ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺮ ﹾﻳ ﹺﻪ ﹶﺑ ﹾﻌﺪﹾ
ﹶﻟﻴﺲ ﹺﻷﹶ ﱠﻧﻨ ﹺﻲ ﹶﻻ ﹶﺃﻣ ﹺﻠ ﹸﻚ ﺍﺑﻨﹰﺎ ﻭ ﹶﻟﻜﹺﻦ ﹶﻓ ﹶﻘ ﹾﻂ ﹺﻷﹶ ﱠﻧ ﹺ
ﹾ ﹶ ﹾ ﹾ ﹶ
ﹺﰲ ﹶﻗﻴ ﹸﻠﻮ ﹶﻟﺘﹺﻲ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ﻭ ﹺﻫﻲ ﹶﻧ ﹾﺨﺮﺝ ﺑﻌﺪﹶ ﻣ ﹾﻨ ﹶﺘﺼ ﹺ
ﻒ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠ ﹾﻴ ﹾﻞ ﹶ ﱠ ﹸ ﹸ ﹶﹾ ﹸ ﹶ ﹾ
~ ~ 20
ﳘ ﹶﺴ ﹾﺖ ﹺﰲ ﹸﺃ ﹸﺫﻧﹺ ﹺﻪ ﹸﺗ ﹾﻔ ﹺﴚ
ﹶﻓ ﹶﺬ ﹶﻫ ﹶﺒ ﹾﺖ ﺇﹺ ﹶﻟ ﹾﻴﻪ ﹶﺗ ﹾﺮ ﹸﻛﺾ ﹶﻭ ﹶ ﹶ
ﹶﻋﺎ ﹶﺩ ﹾﺕ ﺇﹺ ﹼﱄ ﹶﻭ ﹶﻗﺎ ﹶﻟ ﹾﺖ ﹶﺃ ﱠﻧﻪ ﹶﺃ ﹶﺣﺪﹸ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺻ ﹺﺪ ﹶﻗﺎﺋﹺ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹸ
ﺍﻟﻘﺪﹶ ﺍ ﹶﻣﻰ
ﹺ ﴬ ﹾﺑ ﹸﺘ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ﹶﻓ ﹶﺒﻜﹺ ﹸ ﹺ
ﻴﺖ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ،ﹶﻳﺎ ﹶﳍ ﹶﺎ ﻣ ﹾﻦ ﹶ
ﺩﺭﺍ ﹶﻣﺎ ﻏﹶ ﻀ ﹾﺒ ﹸﺖ ﹶﺃ ﹶﻧﺎ ﹶﻓ ﹶ ﹶ
ﺎﻥ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻗ ﹾﻴ ﹸﻠﻮ ﹶﻟﺘﹺﻲ ،ﹶﻳﺎ ﹶﻟ ﹸـﻤ ﹶﺨ ﱢﻴ ﹶﻠﺘﹺﻲ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻠ ﹺﻌﻴﻨﹶﺔ ﹶﻛ ﹾﻴ ﹶ
ﻒ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺘ ﹶﻘ ﹾﻴﻨﹶﺎ ﹸﻛ ﱡﻞ ﹶﻫ ﹶﺬﺍ ﹶﻛ ﹶ
~ ~ 21
ﺃﺣﻐﺍﺀ ﺝﻡﻐﻂﺋ
ﺍﻵﻥ...
ﹶ
ﺣﺪﺙ ﻏﺪﺍ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺃﻣﺲ ،ﺗﻨﺎﻗﺾ ﺍﻟﺰﻣﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ،ﻭﻋﺼﻴﺎﻥ ﺿﻴﺎﻉ
ﹲ
ﻛﺘﺎﰊ
~ ~ 22
ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﲨﻴﻠﺔ ﻛﻠﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﻗﺪﻳﻤﺔ ﻻ ﻧﺰﺍﻝ ﻧﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﺪﻑﺀ ﺣﺮﻭﻗﻬﺎ
ﺑﺠﲈﻝ ﺍﻷﺣﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ،ﻛﻄﻔﻞ ﺑﺮﻱﺀ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺧﻔﻴﻬﺎ ﲢﺖ
ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺩﺓ
ﺍﻷﻭﺍﻥ
ﹺ
ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻚ ﺗﺎﺋﻪ ﰲ ﻋﻮﺍﱂ ﻛﺜﲑﺓ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻫﻨﺎ
ﹺ
ﻋﺎﳌﻚ ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ،ﻣﺎ ﻋﲇ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﻷﺳﺘﻮﻃﻦ ﳎﺪﹼ ﺩﺍ
~ ~ 23
ﻇَ ْﻌ َﺏــــــﺋٌ َﺻﻂِْﺊ ﱠﻐـــــﺋ
~ ~ 24
ﱂ ﹲ
ﺗﻚ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﻓﻘﺪ ﺗﺸ ﹼﺒﻬﺖ ﺑﻔﻠﺴﻄﲔ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺻﺎﻣﺪﺓ
ﺑﺤﺒﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﺻﺎﻣﺘﺔ
ﺧﺮﺝ ﺭﺋﻴﺴﻬﻢ ،ﻫﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺘﻠﻮﺍ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺗﺮﺩﺩ "ﻭﺍﻟﻮ ﻳﱪﺍ ﻳﱪﺍ"..
~ ~ 25
ﻭﺲﻌﺩ ﺏﺭﻏﺆﺋ
ﻛﺜﲑﺓ
ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻃﻠﺒﺘﻬﺎ
ﺇﻻ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻌﺪ ﺑﺄﻧﻪ ﺳﻴﻔﻌﻞ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻣﻮﺣﺸﺎ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻳﻌﻄﻴﻨﻲ
ﺗﻌﻮﺩﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺷﱰﻱ
ﻓﻔﻲ ﺟﻮﻟﺔ ﰲ ﺍﳋﺎﺭﺝ ﻗﺎﺑﻠﺖ ﺃﻃﻔﺎﻻ ﺻﻐﺎﺭﺍ ﹼ
~ ~ 26
ﰲ ﻣﺮﺣﻠﺔ ﻻ ﺃﻣﻠﻚ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻏﲑ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺏ ،ﻭﻋﺪﲥﻢ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺷﱰﻱ ﳍﻢ
"ﻗﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺯ"
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﻻﺀ
~ ~ 27
ﺍ�ﺱﺭﺖﻐﺋ
-ﻣﻦ ﺫﺍﻙ ؟
~ ~ 28
ﻛﺎﺗﺐ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻨﺎﺭﻳﻮ ﳞﻤﺲ ﰲ ﺃﺫﻥ ﻣﴪﺣﻲ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻰ ﳚﻴﺪ
ﺍﻻﺳﱰﺟﺎﻝ
ﻋﺎﻣﻞ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﺎﻧﺔ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ :ﻟﻘﺪ ﻭﻗﻊ ﺣﺎﺩﺙ ..ﺃﻳﻦ؟ ﻓﻮﻕ ﺍﳋﺸﺒﺔ ﻣﻊ
ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﲔ
ﻣﻮﻫﻮﺏ
ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﻭﺏ
~ ~ 29
10ﺩﺻﺍﺉﺺ ﻝﻂﺚﻂﺷ
ﺗﻌﻤﻞ ﻓﻴﻪ
ﺃﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺍﻧﻚ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﺘﱰﻙ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ﺁﻧﺬﺍﻙ ﻏﺎﻟﺒﺎ ﻟﺘﺴﺘﺒﺪﻟﻪ ﺑﴚﺀ ﺭﺑﲈ
ﻏﺮﻳﺐ
ﺑﺎﳌﺮﻳﺾ
~ ~ 30
ﻳﺎ ﻟﻠﻬﻮﻝ ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻟﻠﺨﻠﻒ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜ ﹼﻠﻤﻚ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺎﺗﻔﻪ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ
ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﲣﱪﻙ ﺍﳖﺎ ﻣ ﹼﻠﺖ ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮﻙ ﺍﻟﺮﻣﺎﺩﻳﺔ ﺍﺳﻤﻌﺖ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ
ﹺ
ﺍﺣﺒﻚ ﺿﺤﻜﺖ ﺣﻴﻨﲈ ﳘﺲ
ﻭﺗﻌﺘﺬﺭ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻴﺎﺩﺗﻚ
ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﲢﻴﻚ ﺍﳌﺸﻌﻮﺫﺓ ﻗﺒﻌﺔ ﺻﻮﻓﻴﺔ ﻇﻨﻨﺖ ﺍﳖﺎ ﻫﺪﻳﺔ
ﻟﻚ ﺍﻧﺖ
ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻘﺼﺪ ﺍﳌﻘﻬﻰ ﻟﺘﺠﺪ ﺷﺨﺼﺎ ﺃﺧﺮ ﻳﺮﺗﺪﳞﺎ ﻫﻞ
ﻋﻮﺩﺓ ﻟﻠﻮﺭﺍﺀ ﺑﻌﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻛﻔﻴﻠﺔ ﺑﺎﻥ ﻻ ﺗﺪﻣﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺣﻮﻟﻚ
ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺺ ﻫﻠﻚ
~ ~ 31
"ﴎﺍﻗﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮﺓ " ﻫﻮﻟﻴﻮﺩﻳﺔ ﺑﺎﻣﺘﻴﺎﺯ ﳐﺮﺟﺔ ﻛﺘﺒﺖ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻨﺎﺭﻳﻮ ﻭﻣ ﹼﺜﻠﺘﻪ
ﺑﻨﺠﺎﺡ
ﺃﻣﺲ
~ ~ 32
ﺭﺍﻗﺒﻬﺎ ﺗﺘﻘﺪﻡ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺴﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺛﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻓﻌﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺘﻮ ﹼﻗﻊ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﻄﺎﻧﺔ ﻣﻨﻚ
ﰲ ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ
ﻭﺍﻟﺮﻣﺎﺩﻳﺎﺕ
ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺼﺎﺏ ﺑﺎﻟﴪﻃﺎﻥ ،ﻋﻤﻰ ﺍﻷﻟﻮﺍﻥ ﹼ
ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﻋﺒﺪﺍ ﻟﻠﺸﻴﻄﺎﻥ ،ﻣﺜﻠﻬﻢ ﳐﻠﻮﻗﺎﺕ
ﺍﳌﺎﺩﻳﺎﺕ
ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ
~ ~ 33
ﺍﻗﺘﻞ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻴﻨﺔ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﻭﺍﺳﺠﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻻﺣﻘﺎ
~ ~ 34
ﺃﺻﻈﺳﺋ ﺍﻝﺗﺞﻥ
ﻭﺍﺷﻴﻪ ﳏﱰﻓﺔ
ﱰﻫﺎﺕ
ﻋﺎﺭ ﺃﻥ ﳛﺰﻧﻚ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺍﳋﻴﺎﻧﺔ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺷﺎﲠﻬﲈ ﰲ ﺍﻟ ﹼ
ﻋﺎﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﻧﺎﻗﺺ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻷﻧﻚ ﻓﻘﲑ ﺍﳌﺎﻝ ﻭﺗﻠﻚ
ﺍﳋﺰﻋﺒﻼﺕ
ﺻﺤﺘﻚ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻚ
ﺳﺄﺣﺰﻥ ﻣﻌﻚ ﺇﻥ ﺗﻼﺷﺖ ﹼ
~ ~ 35
ﺳﺄﴏﺥ ﺇﻥ ﻓﻘﺪﺕ ﻣﻴﺘﺎ ﺭﺣﻞ
ﻳﺮﺗﺴﻢ
ﹸ ﻧﻌﻢ ﺍﳊﺰﻥ ﺑﺸﻊ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﹼﻪ ﲨﻴﻞ ﺣﻴﻨﲈ
~ ~ 36
ﺍ�ﺗﺍﺾﻡﺋ 1
ﺃﻣﻲ
ﲢﺪﹼ ﺛﻮﺍ ﺑﻤﺼﻄﻠﺤﺎﺕ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﱪﻱﺀ ﺷﻌﺮﺕ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﹾ
ﹺ
ﻗﺎﺽ ﻳﴫﺥ ﻫﺪﻭﺀ ﰲ ﺍﳌﺤﻜﻤﺔ ﺗﻜ ﹼﻠﻢ ﻳﺎ ﳏﺎﻣﻲ
~ ~ 37
ﺣﺴﻨﺎ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﺳﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺘﻠﺖ ﻻ ﳌﺎ ﻗﺘﻠﺖ
ﹲ
ﻋﺪﺍﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ؟ ﺃﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﲣﱪﻭﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺿﻤﲑﻛﻢ ﻟﻴﻐﺾ ﺑﴫﻩ ﺃﻧﻜﻢ
~ ~ 38
ﺍ�ﺗﺍﺾﻡﺋ 2
-ﺍﺳﺘﺌﻨﺎﻑ ﺍﳉﻠﺴﺔ-
ﴎﺍ
ﺍﲤﺘﻢ ﺣﺮﻭﻓﺎ ﻭﺃﺫﻛﺮ ﳏﺎﺳﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺗﻞ ﻭﺍﳌﻘﺘﻮﻝ ﹰ
ﺍﻟﻘﺎﴈ ﴏﺥ ﺍﺭﻓﻊ ﺭﺃﺳﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺣﴩﺓ ﺍﻋﱰﻑ ﻭﺍﻓﺮﻍ ﻋﻨﻚ ﲪﻼ
~ ~ 39
ﺃﻗﻮﻡ ﻛﻤﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﻭﺃﴏﺥ ﻛﻨﺘﻢ ﺳﺘﻘﺘﻠﻮﻧﻨﻲ ﻋﲆ ﺃﻳﺔ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺭﺑﲈ ﻗﺘﻞ
ﻣﺪﺧﻞ
~ ~ 40
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﻗﱰﺑﺖ ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﻦ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺴﺠﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ
~ ~ 41
ﺽﻐﺍﻉ
ﻫﻞ ﻳﻮﺻﻒ ﺍﻟﻀﻴﺎﻉ؟ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻳﺎ ﺭﻭﻧﻴﻪ ﻓﻬﻞ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﻡ
ﺃﳖﺎ ﺇﺷﺎﻋﺔ
~ ~ 42
ﺃﺟﻬﻞ ،ﻭﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ،ﻭﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻭﻻ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ ﻟﺪﻱ
~ ~ 43
ﺍ�ﺛﻄﻈﺋ
ﻓﻠﻢ ﺃﺩﻣﻨﺘﻨﻲ؟
ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺍﻍ ..ﻻ ﻳﺪﻣﻦ ﹶ
ﻭﺃﺫﻛﺮ ﺃﳖﺎ ﺗﻌﺎﻃﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﺜﲑﺍ ،ﺭﻏﺒﺖ ﰲ ﻧﺸﻮﰐ ﹼ
ﻛﻞ ﺳﺎﻋﺔ
ﺩﻣﺎﺋﻚ
ﻫﻞ ﻓ ﹼﻜﺮﺕ ﻟﻮﻫﻠﺔ ﹺ
ﺃﻧﻚ ﺳﺘﻤﻮﺗﲔ؟
~ ~ 44
"ﺕﻡﺭﺩ"
ّ
ﺳﺄﲤﺮﺩ ﻋﲆ ﹼ
ﻛﻞ ﻗﻮﺍﻧﻴﻨﻜﻢ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺭﺿﺦ
ﺃﺗﻔﻀﻞ
ﻟﻦ ﺃﻗﺒﻞ ..ﻻ ﺷﻜﺮﺍ ﻟﻦ ﹼ
~ ~ 45
ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﻇﻨﻨﺖ ﺃ ﹼﻧﻚ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺴﺄﻝ
ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻠﻌﺖ
ﺑﺎﳊﺮﻳﺔ
~ ~ 46
ﺃ .ﻡ .ﺡ
~ ~ 47
ﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺷﺒﺢ ﳎﺮﺩ ﺷﺒﺢ ﻓﻘﲑ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ
ﺳﻴﻬﻤﻚ ﻫﻮ ﻧﺸﻮﺓ ﹼ
ﻭﻟﺬﺓ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺑﻴﻨﻬﲈ ﺻﻮﺕ ﹼ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ
~ ~ 48
ﻭﺕﺭ ﻄﻡﺞﻕ
~ ~ 49
ﺍﻋﺰﰲ ﻳﺎ ﻓﺮﻗﺔ ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﻠﻜﻚ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺳﺘﺄﺟﺮﺗﻚ
ﻭﻫﺎﺕ ﱄ ﻛﺆﻭﺱ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺬ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﲢﺪﹼ ﺛﺖ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﹺ
ﻫﺎﲥﺎ ﺃﻭ ﻗﺘﻠﺘﻚ
~ ~ 50
ﻝﻌﺖﺋ ﺸﻈﻐﺋ ﺲﺍﺭﻏﺋ
ﰲ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﳌﴪﺡ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺯﺭﺗﻪ ﻷﻭﻝ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺑﺤﺠﺔ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻄﺒﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﻧﺔ ﻣﻦ
ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮ
ﻟﺘﺒﺎﻉ ﻓﺘﺸﱰ ﻓﺘﺒﺎﻉ ﹼ
ﻟﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﻮﺣﺔ ﲨﻴﻠﺔ ﻻ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻭﻻ ﺃﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﲢﻔﺔ
~ ~ 51
ﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺣﺔ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﻣﻮﺿﻮﻋﺔ ﻟﻠﻤﺰﺍﻳﺪﺓ
ﻭﺗﺴﱰﻱ
ﹼ ﺃ ﹼﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺣﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﴘ ﺛﻮﺑﻚ
ﺍﻟﺒــﴩ
ﻭﺍﺳﺤﺒﻲ ﺃﺳﻤﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺎﺋﻤﺔ ﹶ ﹾ
ﺣﺮﺓ ﻓﺴﲑﻱ
ﺃ ﹼﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺣﺔ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺍﺷﱰﻳﺘﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ ﹼ
ﻭﺍﻋﺬﺭﻳﻨﻲ ﺳ ﹼﻴﺪﰐ ﻋﲈ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﺑﻚ ﺑﻨﻮ ﺍﻟﺒﴩ
~ ~ 52
ﻄﻆ ﺃﻇﺍ؟
~ ~ 53
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻀﻮﺀ ﺍﳌﻈﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻢ ﺍﳌﺆﱂ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺪﻝ ﺍﳌﺴﺎﻭﻱ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﺍﳌﺆﻣﻦ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺻﺒﻊ ﺑﻴﺎﻧﻮ ﱂ ﻳﺴﻤﻊ ﺑﻪ ﻋﺎﺯﻑ ﺃﻭ ﻋﺎﺯﻓﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺳﻄﺮ ﰲ ﻧﺺ ﺳﻴﻨﺎﺭﻳﻮ ﰲ ﻇﻬﻮﺭ ﺻﻮﺍﺭﻳﺦ ﻧﺎﺳﻔﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻧﻮﺗﺔ ﱂ ﺗﺴﺘﺨﺪﻡ ﰲ ﺃﳊﺎﳖﻢ ﺍﻟﺮﻧﺎﻧﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻮﺑﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺒﲑ ﰲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻮﺏ ﺍﳉﺒﺎﻧﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﴏﻳﺮ ﺍﳋﺰﺍﻧﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﻳﻤﺔ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺣﱪ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻢ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺻﻨﺪﻭﻕ ﺫﻛﺮﻳﺎﲥﻢ ﺍﻷﻟﻴﻤﺔ ﺇﺳﻤﻲ ﺍﻷﱂ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺧﻮﻓﻬﻢ ..ﻛﺎﺑﻮﺱ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻧﺎﻣﻮﺍ ﻇﺎﳌﲔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺭﻋﺒﻬﻢ ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻭ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺎﺀ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﳌﻴﻢ
ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺗﻔﺎﺻﻴﻞ ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻘﺎﺩﺍﺕ ﻓﻴﺰﻳﻮﻟﻮﺟﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﺴﺎﻥ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﺪﻟﻴﻞ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﺗﺐ ﻭﰲ ﻛﻴﻨﻮﻧﺘﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻋﻨﻮﺍﻥ
"ﺃﻋﻮﺫ ﺑﺎﷲ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﺃﻧﺎ "
~ ~ 54
ﺭﺅﻏـﺋ
~ ~ 55
ﻋﺴﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﺣﻴﺔ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻮﺏ ﻧﻔﴘ ﻭﺗﺮﻗﺪ
ﻻ ﺃﺧﱪﻭﻫﻢ ﹼ
ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﺇﻥ ﱂ ﺗﺴﻘﻬﺎ ﺣﻄﺒﺎ ﲣﻤﺪ
ﻗﺎﻟﻮ ﻳﻜﺘﺐ ﹼ
ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺮ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺍﻛﺘﺐ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻞ ﻳﻜﺘﺒﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺮ ﻭ ﹸﻳﺴﻄﺮ
ﺳﻄﺮ
-ﺃﺭﺷﻴﻒ -2015
~ ~ 56
ﺲﻂﻯ ﺥﺤﺊﺋ
ﻛﺘﺎﺏ
ﺑﺘﺴﺎﻡ ﻭﱄ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺘﺸﺎﺅﻡ ﺃﻟﻒ ﹸ
ﺃﲏ ﻻ ﺃﺣﺒﺬ ﺍﻻ ﹸ ﹸ
ﻳﻘﺎﻝ ﹸ
ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻭﺃﻟﻒ ﺃﺧﺮ ﲡﺎﻭﺭﻫﺎ ﻣﻌﺎﺫ ﺍﷲ ﻣﻨﻜﻢ ﻳﺎ ﺑﴩ
ﻟﺴﺖ ﺣﺰﻳﻨ ﹸﺎ ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻧﺴﻴﺖ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﺳﻌﺪﹸ
~ ~ 57
ﻳﺎ ﻋﺎﱂ ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻛﱰﺙ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﻓﻠﻦ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻛﺎﺫﺑﺎ ..
ﺃﻣﺎ ﹸﻩ ﻻ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﴚﺀ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺗﺎﺋﻪ ﺃﺧﱪﻳﻨﻲ ﺃﻣﻲ ﺃﻳﻦ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ؟
ﻛﻨﺖ ﹸ
ﺃﻣﺜﻞ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺫﻛﺮ ﻛﻨﺖ ﰲ ﻣﴪﺣﻴﺔ ﻗﺒﻞ ﻛﺜﲑ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﻬﻮﺭ ﹸ
~ ~ 58
ﻗ ﺃﺖﻑـﻀ
ﺣﺎﺭﺍ
ﻗﺪ ﻳﺴﻮﺩ ﻳﻮﻣـﻲ ﺍﳌﻠﻞ ،ﻭﻗﺪ ﻳﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﳉﻮ ﻓﺠﺄﺓ ﹰ
ﳏﺮﻣﺔ ﻭﻻ ﺃﺳﻤﻊ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﺧﱪﺍ ﺳﺎﺭﺍ
ﻗﺪ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺘﻲ ﺍﳌﻔﻀﻠﺔ ﹼ
ﻗﺪ ﳜﺘﻔﻲ ﻛﻞ ﳾﺀ ﻭﻳﻌﻮﺩ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﻮﺍﺕ ﺍﻷﻭﺍﻥ
ﻛﺄﲏ ﻣﺎ ﺑﺈﻧﺴﺎﻥ
ﻗﺪ ﺃﺻﺪﻡ ﻭﺃﺻﺪﻡ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺗﺮﻛﻊ ﱄ ﺍﻟﺼﺪﻣﺎﺕ ﹼ
ﹸ
ﺃﺣﻔﻞ ﺑﻀﺒﻂ ﺳﺎﻋﺘــﻲ ﻭﺑﺨﻠﻔﻴﺔ ﻫﺎﺗﻔﻲ ﻋﲆ ﺷﻜﻞ ﻗﻮﺍﺭﺏ ﺗﺮﺳﻮ
ﺃﻓﻀﻞ
ﺃﺣﻔﻞ..
~ ~ 59
ﻭﻟﻦ ﺃﺣﻔﻞ ..
ﻭﺫﻛﻲ
ﹸ ﺃﻧﻴﻖ ﺑﺴﻴﻂ ﻭﺍﺛﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﱄ ﻻﺑﺄﺱ ﺑﻚ؛ ﺃﻧﺖ ﹲ
ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ
ﻣﻌـﺎ
ﺃﺳﺄﻝ
ﺃﺣﻔﻞ
ﺩﻣـﺎ
~ ~ 60
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻻ ﺃﻫﻮ ﻓﺠﻮﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺎﻕ ﺃﻏﺮﺏ ﻋﻦ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ
ﲢﺘﺎﺝ ﹸ
ﹸ ﻗﺎﻝ :ﻣﺎ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺣﻔﻞ
ﻭﻟﻦ ﹸ
ﺃﺣﻔﻞ .. ﹸ
ﻫﺬﺍ؟
ﲢﺖ ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺩﺓ
ﺃﺣﻔــــﻞ..
ﻭﻟﻦ ﺃﺣﻔـﻞ..
~ ~ 61
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻲ:
ﻻ ﺗﻐﺮﻕ
~ ~ 62
ﻄﻁﺭ ﺃﻡ ﺬِﺭﻇﺍ؟
~ ~ 63
ﻭ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﻧﺮﻳﺪ ﺇﻋﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺓ ﳎﺪﺩﺍ
ﺍﳌﻔﻀﻠﺔ
ﻭﺃﺫﻛﺮ ﰲ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ،ﲢﺖ ﺍﳌﻄﺮ ﻋﺰﻓﻨﺎ ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺘﻚ ﹼ
ﺗﺮﻗﴢ؟
ﺗﻨﻘﺼﻴﻪ؟
ﻓﻠﻢ ﺗﻠﻮﻡ
ﳏﺮﻛﺎ ﺻﺪﺋﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺴﺄﻝ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺧﻄﺄﻱ ﺃﻧﺎ ﹶ
ﻳﺎ ﻗﻠﺐ ...ﻳﺎ ﹼ
ﺍﳌﻬﻨﺪﺱ
~ ~ 64
ﻣﴩﺩ ﺳﺄﻗﻒ ﲢﺘﻪ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺃﻣﻲ ﺃﺩﺧﻠﻮﻩ ﻧﻌﺸﻪ ﹼ
ﻛﻜﻞ ﹼ
ﺳ ﹼﻜﲑ ﺃ ﹼﻟﻮﺡ ﺑﺴﻴﺠﺎﺭﰐ ﲢﺖ ﺍﳌﻄﺮ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﻤﺖ ﺟﺰﺀ ﺗﺮﻭﻗﻴﻨﻪ ﻓﺘﺒﺎ ﳉﲈﻟﻚ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻧﺴﻴﺎﻧﻪ ﻗﺪ
ﺣﺎﻥ
ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮ
~ ~ 65
ﻳﺸﺎﻉ ﹼ
ﺃﻥ ﰲ ﺍﺧﺘﻔﺎﺋﻪ ﻳﺼﺒﺢ ﺷﺨﺼﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺑﲔ ﺍﻟﺒﴩ
ﻋﺎﻣﺎ
~ ~ 66
ﺠﻐﺔﺍﺭﺓ ﺃﺸﺪﻀ ﻄﻆ ﻭﺝﻋﻙ
ﺑﺎﻟﺪﻫﺸﺔ
~ ~ 67
ﺃﺭﺃﻳﺘﻤﻮﲏ ﻣﻠ ﹼﻄﺨﺎ ﺑﺪﻣﻲ ،ﻻ ﺑﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻤﻮﻩ ﻧﺪﺑﺎﺕ
ﺃﺟﺪ ﻣﺒﺎﺕ
ﺍﻷﺧﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺑﺴﺔ
ﺍﺳﺘﻘﻞ ﺣﺎﻓﻠﺘﻚ ﻭ ﹺ
ﺍﺷﱰ ﺳﺠﺎﺋﺮ ﺛﻢ ﺍﺑﺘﻊ ﺗﺬﺍﻛﺮ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺔ
ﻣﺮ ﺟﺤﻴﻢ
ﻟﻦ ﺃﺧﻔﻲ ﻋﻨﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﹼ
ﻭﺍﻟﻐﺪ ﻻ ﻳﺄﰐ ﰲ ﻣﻌﻈﻢ ﺍﻷﺣﻴﺎﻥ
~ ~ 68
ﻛﺪﻣﻴﺔ ﺑﻴﻨﻴﺎﺗﺎ ﻣﻌ ﹼﻠﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺎﻃﲔ ﺗﴬﺑﻨﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﳉﻬﺎﺕ
ﺃﲏ ﻻ ﺃﻛﺬﺏ
ﺃﻛﺘﺐ
ﹼ
ﻭﻻﻋﺘﻲ ﺗﺒﻌﺪﲏ
ﻣﻌﻬﻦ
~ ~ 69
ﻭﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﺮﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﻷﺧﲑﺓ ،ﺳﺄﺩﺧﻞ ﺍﳊﺎﻧﺔ ﻭﺃﻗ ﹼﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻌﴩﻳﻦ ﻛﻠﻬﻦ
ﺳﺄﻋﻮﺽ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺫﻳﺖ
ﹼ ﻳﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺧﱪﳞﻢ ،ﹼﺃﲏ
ﺧﲑ ﺃﻣﺔ؟،ﻛﻨﹼﺎ ﻳﺎ ﺳ ﹼﻴﺪﻱ ﻛﻨﺎ ..ﺃﻣﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻓﻨﺤﻦ ﻓﺤﻢ ﳛﺮﺹ ﻋﲆ
~ ~ 70
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﳌﺒﺘﲆ ﺣﺴﻨﺎ ﺃﻓﻬﻢ ﻻ ﺣﻖ ﱄ ﺃﺻﻼ ﰲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﻲ ﺍﻟ ﹼﻠﻮﻡ
ﺭﺏ ﻫﻞ
ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻓﻌﻠﺖ ﺍﻷﻣﻮﺭ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺃ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺣﺐ ﻳﺎ ﹼ
ﺍﻟﺮﻣﺎﺩ ﻟﻮﻥ؟
~ ~ 71
ﺸ�ﺍﻏﺭ
ﻓﱪﺍﻳﺮ ﻟﻌﻨﺘﻲ
ﺍﻋﺘﺪﺕ ﻭﺿﻊ ﹼ
ﻣﺼﲆ ﺻﻐﲑ ﰲ ﺍﳊﺪﻳﻘﺔ ﺍﳋﻠﻔﻴﺔ
~ ~ 72
ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﺟﺎﺭﰐ ﻳﻌﺎﻧﻘﻬﺎ ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻊ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺗﻴ ﹼﺘﻤﺖ ﺃﺗﺴﺎﺀﻝ ﺃﻳﻦ ﲤﴤ ﺍﻵﻥ
ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻬﺎ
ﺍﻋﺘﺪﺕ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﺇﺷﻌﺎﻝ ﻧﺎﺭ ﺧﻔﻴﻔﺔ ﺃﻗﺮﺃ ﲢﺘﻬﺎ ﻗﺼﺔ ،ﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﺋﺐ
ﻭﺍﻟﻘﺒﻌﺔ ﺍﳊﻤﺮﺍﺀ
ﺍﳊﻤﻘﺎﺀ
ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺓ
ﱂ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﻫﲔ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﺪﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﰲ ﺁﻩ ﻳﺎ ﻟﻴﺘﻨﺎ ﻧﻌﻴﺪ ﹼ
ﻋﺮﻓﻨﻲ ﰲ ﺣﻔﻠﺔ ﻋﲆ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﻰ
ﻓﱪﺍﻳﺮ ﺟﻌﻠﻨﻲ ﻭﺗﺮﺍ ﺳﺎﺑﻌﺎ ،ﹼ
ﺳﺎﺑﻊ ﹼ
ﺍﻟﺬﻧﻮﺏ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﻨﺎ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺖ ﲢ ﹼﻴﺎﰐ ﺑﺮﺍﻓﻮ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﺎﺭ
~ ~ 73
ﺍﻟﺮﺏ
ﺃﻥ ﹼﺁﻣﻨﺖ ﺑﺎﳌﻌﺠﺰﺍﺕ ،ﻛﺪﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻔﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻄﺢ ﻣﺘﺄ ﹼﻛﺪﺍ ﹼ
ﺳﻴﺠﻌﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﻃﲑ
ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﲑ
~ ~ 74
ﺍﻝﻈﺔﺛﺓ 911
~ ~ 75
ﻻ ﺑﺪﹼ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻌﺒﺚ ﻣﻊ ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻊ ،ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ
ﺗﺴﺘﻤﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﻔﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻵﺧﺮ ..؟
ﹼ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺃﳖﺎ
ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ،ﻋﻦ ..ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺬ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﻫﻮ ﺟﻴﺪ ﻛﻔﺎﻳﺔ !
ﺃﻳﺪﻣﻴﻨﻲ ﺷﺒﻘﺎ ،ﺃﻳﺸﺒﻊ ﺑﺴﻴﻜﻮ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺘﻲ؟
ﺃﻫﺘﺰ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻜﺎﲏ ،ﻷﻋﻮﺩ ﻟﻮﻋﻴﻲ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ
ﺛﻢ ..ﺛﻢ .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ !
ﺛﻢ ﺗﺴﻘﻂ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﰲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ ،ﺛﻢ ..
ﻳﺎ ﺳﺎﻗﻲ ..ﻳﺎ ﺳﺎﻗﻲ ..ﺗﺬ ﹼﻛﺮﺕ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻬﺎ
ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ،ﺍﻗﱰﺏ ..ﺗﻠﻚ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺧﻄﻴﺒﺘﻲ ..
ﺃﻳﻦ ﺍﳌﺪﻳﺮ ،ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻄﺮﺩﻫﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ..ﻓﻮﺭﺍ
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻗﻲ ﻳﻮﺍﺻﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﺇ ﹼﱄ ،ﲣﱪﲏ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻠﻔﻲ ﺃﻥ
ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻗﻲ ﺃﺻﻢ !
ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻗﻲ ،ﺃﺻﻢ ..؟ ﱂ ﻳ ﹺﻊ ﻣﺎ ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺍﻟﺒﺪﺍﻳﺔ؟
ﹼ
ﺃﺗﺮ ﹼﻧﺢ ﰲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﳊﺎﻧﺔ ،ﺃﺧﻲ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺍﳌﺪﻳﺮ؟ ﺃﺧﺘﻲ ﺃﻳﻦ ..؟
ﻳﺎ ﻧﺎﺱ ﺃﻳﻦ ﻣﺪﻳﺮ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ ﺑﺤﻖ ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ
ﹼ
ﺍﻟﻜﻞ ﻳﻜﺘﻔﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻷﻋﲆ ،ﺃﻭ ﻳﺸﲑ ﻟﻠﺴﲈﺀ
~ ~ 76
ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﺎ ﻗﻮﻡ ،ﻫﻼ ﲢﺪﺙ ﺃﺣﺪﻛﻢ ﻟﻠﻤﺪﻳﺮ ..ﻫﻨﺎ
ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﱪﻩ ،ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳊﺎﻧﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻴﻨﺔ ﻻ ﺗﺴﲑ ﻛﲈ ﳚﺐ
ﺃﻗﱰﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﳌﺘﻌﺮﻳﺔ ،ﻭﺃﻣﺴﻜﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻌﺮﻫﺎ" ،ﻳﺎ ﻟﻌﻴﻨﺔ ﺃﻳﻦ
ﻣﺪﻳﺮﻙ" ،ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺃﳖﺎ ﻻ ﲣﺸﺎﻩ ..ﻟﻦ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ..
ﺣﺮﺍﺱ ﺍﻷﻣﻦ ﻳﺼﺤﺒﻮﻧﻨﻲ ﻟﻠﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﻭﻳﺮﻣﻮﻧﻨﻲ ..ﻋﲆ ﺍﻟﺮﺻﻴﻒ
"ﺍﺭﺣﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﲑ ﺍﻷﺧﺮﻕ"
ﺃﺭ ﻣﻼﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺗﻘﱰﺏ ،ﻣﻼﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺭ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﻠﻬﻰ ﺁﺧﺮ،
ﺗﺼﺤﺒﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ..ﻭﻧﺜﻤﻞ ﻣﻌﺎ
ﻳﻘﺎﻝ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﳌﺪﻳﺮ ..ﻳﻤﻠﻚ ﻛ ﹼﻞ ﻫﺎﺗﻪ ﺍﳌﻼﻫﻲ
ﱂ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻪ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻨﹼﻲ ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻪ ﺳﺆﺍﻻ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺍ
"ﺇﱃ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﳌﺪﻳﺮ ،ﺇﱃ ﻣﺘﻰ ﻭ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺮﻓﺾ ﻟﻘﺎﺋﻲ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﱄ؟ "
~ ~ 77
ﺍﻇﻑﺧﺍﻡ 1
ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟
~ ~ 78
ﴎﺍ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻗﺎﺗﻠﺔ ﺳﺄﺟﻌﻠﻚ ﺗﻨﺪﻣﲔ
ﺃﺗﺪﺭﻳﻦ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺳﺄﺧﱪﻙ ﹰ
ﺍﻟﺴﻜﺎﻛﺮ ﺛﻢ ﺃﻋﺪﻣﻚ ﻗﺼﺎﺻﺎ ..ﻟﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﳌﺴﻜﲔ
ﺛﻢ ﺳﻨﺸﱰﻱ ﹼ
ﺗﻮ ﹼﻗﻒ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻓﺄﻧﺖ ﲣﻴﻔﻬﺎ ..ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺇﻥ ﱂ ﺗﺼﻤﺖ
ﻟﻜﻨﹼﻚ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺒﻬﺎ ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺩﻉ ﻛﻮﺍﻛﺒﻲ ﺗﺴﻘﻂ
~ ~ 79
ﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ،ﻫﻲ ﻣﻼﻙ ﰲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ
ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ..ﺗﻮ ﹼﻗﻒ ﺃﻏﺎﺭ !! ،ﻳﺎ ﻟﻴﺘﻬﻢ ﻣﺎ ﺧﻠﻘﻮﺍ
ﺃﺟﻞ
~ ~ 80
ﳎﺮﺩ ﺻﻮﺕ ﰲ ﺭﺃﳼ ﺍﻟ ﹼﻠﻌﲔ
ﺃﻧﺖ ﹼ
ﺃﺗﺪﺭﻱ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ؟ ﺗ ﹰﺒﺎ ﹴ
ﳊﺐ ﱂ ﻳﺪﻣﻨﻲ ﺷﺒﻘﺎ ﻓﻘﺘﻠﺘﻪ
ﻏﲑ ﻟﻜﻨﺘﻲ
ﺟﺪﺭﺍﲏ ﻓﻠﺘﺴﻘﻄﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻬﱰﺋﺔ ﲤﺎﻣﺎ ﻛﻘﻠﺐ ﹼ
ﺳﺄﺑﻨﻲ ﺟﺪﺭﺍﻧﺎ ﺃﻗﻮ ...ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺳﺄﺳﻜﻦ ﺟﻨﺘﻲ ..
~ ~ 81
ﺍﻇﻑﺧﺍﻡ 2
ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻜﺬﺏ ﹼ
ﻛﻞ ﳾﺀ ﻫﺪﻡ ،ﻗﻠﺖ ﺍﺻﻤﺖ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺍﻝ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ
ﺍﻟ ﹼﻠﻌﻨﺔ
~ ~ 82
ﺍﻋﻠﻢ ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﺩﻣﻨﻚ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ..ﻻ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﻫﺬﻩ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺻﻌﻮﺩ ﺑﻼ ﻧﺰﻭﻝ
ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ،ﻭﻟﻜﻦ..
~ ~ 83
ﺇﻣﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺃﺅﺫﻳﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ ،ﺃﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﻠﻦ ﻓﻮﺭﺍ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺗﻨﻔﻴﻬﻢ
ﻟﻠﺨﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﻧﴘ
~ ~ 84
ﺍﻇﻑﺧﺍﻡ 3
ﺗﺄﻣﻼ ﻟﻶﻳﺔ
"ﻭﻧﹶﺤﻦ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻗﺮﺏ ﺇﹺ ﹶﻟﻴ ﹺﻪ ﹺﻣﻦ ﺣﺒ ﹺﻞ ﺍ ﹾﻟﻮ ﹺﺭ ﹺ
ﻳﺪ" ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ ﹶ ﹸ ﹾ ﹾ ﹶﹾ ﹶ
ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻔﺰﺍﺯﻳﺔ
ﺿﻮﺿﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺒﴩ ﺧﺮﺍﻓﺎﺕ ﹼ
~ ~ 85
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻬﻢ ..ﻣﻨﻌﻮﲏ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺄﻝ ﻓﻴﲈ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ
ﺻﻮﺍﺏ
ﹲ ﺍﻧﺖ ﺷﲔ ﻭ ﺗﺎﺀ ﺗﻌﺎﻧﻖ ﺍﳊﺮ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﳋﻄﺄ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻭﻫﻢ
ﻳﺮﻛﻌﻮﻥ
ﻫﻪ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﳊﴩﺓ ﺍﻵﻥ؟ ﺑﺤﻖ ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺑﻌﺔ ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﳖﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ
~ ~ 86
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﺷﺨﺼﺎ ﺳﻴﺌﺎ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﺼﺪﻩ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﲔ ﺍﳌﺠﻨﻮﻥ
ﺍﻋﱰﺍﻑ ﺃﺧﺮ ..ﺃﺫﻳﺘﻬﻢ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻣﺎ ..ﺗﻮ ﹼﻗﻒ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺍﺳﺘﺤﻘﻮﺍ ﺩﻋﻬﻢ
ﻳﺸﺘﻜﻮﻥ
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻞ ﳾﺀ ،ﺳﺄﺧﺪﹼ ﺭﻩ؟ ﻭﺃﺩﻋﻚ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﲔ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺗﺴﺨﺮ
ﳾﺀ ﲢﻘﻖ
ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﺎ
~ ~ 87
ﺇﺫﺍ ﻫﺎﺗﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﻫﺔ ﻟﻮﺛﻮﺍ ﻋﻘﲇ ﻓﻠﻴﻐﺰﻭﲏ ﴎﻃﺎﻥ ﺟﻬﻠﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﰲ
~ ~ 88
ﻧﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺛﻢ ﻻ ﻧﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺛﻢ ﺧﺎﺗﻢ ﻧﺴﺤﺒﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﳏﻜﻤﺔ ..
ﺑﺎﻹﻋﺪﺍﻡ
~ ~ 89
ﺍﻇﻑﺧﺍﻡ 4
ﺗﺴﺘﺤﻘﲔ ﹼ
ﻛﻞ ﺩﻣﻌﺔ ﺑﺠﺪﺍﺭﺓ ﻓﺎﻟﺘﺒ ﹼﺘﻞ ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺩﺓ ﹼ ﻓﻠﺘﺒﻜﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ..
ﹰ
ﻓﺴﺤﻘﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻳﺎ ﺳﺎﺩﺓ ﻟﺴﺖ ﳐﻄﺌﺎ،ﱂ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻳﻮﻡ ﻭﻣﻦ ﱂ ﻳﺮﻗﻪ ﺃﻣﺮﻱ
ﻭﺣﺪﻱ
ﻟﻦ ﺃﺳﻘﻂ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﻣﻴﻞ ،ﻓﺎﺭﺣﻞ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻜﻢ ﻣﺮﺽ ﻣﻌﺪﻱ
~ ~ 90
ﺍﻟﺴﻘﺎﺀ ﺍﱄ ﺍﳌﺠﺪ ﺍﱄ ﻓﻸﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺺ ﺍﻷﻛﺜﺮ ﴍﺍ ﺑﻴﻨﻜﻢ
ﹼ
ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮﻛﻢ ﻭﺃﻣﻮﺍﻟﻜﻢ ﺣ ﹼﺒﻜﻢ ﻭﲨﺎﻟﻜﻢ ﺃﺑﻌﺜﺮﻫﻢ ﺑﻔﻨﹼﻲ ﻭﳛﻜﻢ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺳﺪﹼ ﺍ
ﻓﻴﻚ
~ ~ 91
ﺃﻳﻦ ﲨﺎﳍﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻻ ﺑﻞ ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻧﺴﺄﳍﺎ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﳉﺴﺪ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺗﻔﺎﺻﻴﻠﻪ
ﻓﻴﻢ ﺳﻴﻔﻴﺪ
ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺋﺴﺔ ﹶ
ﺗ ﹰﺒﺎ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻳﻦ ﻛﻨﺖ ﱂ ﹶ ﱂ ﹾ ﲣﱪﲏ ﺑﻮﺟﻮﺩﻙ ﻗﺒﻼ ﺃﳞﺎ ﺍﻟ ﹼﻠﻌﲔ
ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ
ﺃﺗﺬﻛﺮ ﺃﳖﺎ ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺃﳖﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﻓﻨﻨﹰﺎ ،ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﳖﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ﺃ ﹼﻧﻨﺎ ﻻ
ﻧﺤﺒﻬﺎ ﺃﺻﻼ
ﻛﺘﺎﺑﻨﺎ ﻓﺼﻼ
ﻳﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﻟﻨﺎ
~ ~ 92
ﻫﻪ ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻣﺜﻠﻨﺎ ﻗﺪ ﻓﺘﻜﺖ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ﺑﺄﺳﻨﺎﻧﻪ ﻭﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﳋﺠﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ
ﻳﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﻟﻨﺎ
ﻋﲆ ﺍﻷﻗﻞ ﻧﺤﻦ ﻧﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﻫﻪ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻘﺼﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﻧﻔﺼﻢ ﻫﻪ ﺑﻞ ﺃﻗﺼﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ
ﺣﺸﻴﺶ
ﻫﻪ ﺗﺒﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﹼ ﺙ ﻋﻨﻪ ..ﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻫﻲ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻧﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻌﻮﺩ ﻣﺎ
ﻭﻗﻌﺖ ﰲ ﺣ ﹼﺒﻨﺎ ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ..ﻫﻪ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻣﻨﺤﺮﻓﺎ ﺍﳞﺎ ﺍﳌﺜ ﹼﻠﺚ
~ ~ 93
ﺃﺟﻞ ﺃﺫﻛﺮ ،ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻨﺔ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻤﻠﺖ ﺟﺴﺪﻫﺎ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻭﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻗﻠﺘﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ
ﻷﳖﺎ ﺃﻏﺮﺗﻨﻲ
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳊﺸﺎﺋﺶ
ﻓﻠﻨﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻋﲆ ﻳﻨﺒﻮﻋﻬﻢ
ﹼ ﺃﺧﺸﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻐﺮﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺓ ﺍﻷﺭﺿﻴﺔ ،ﻻﺑﺄﺱ
ﻏﺎﺑﺖ
ﺃﻧﺎ
ﻧﺼﻒ
~ ~ 94
ﰲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ
ﺻﺎﻣﺖ
ﺃﺗﻜﻠﻢ
ﻣﻌﻲ
ﻟﻴﺘﻚ
ﻋﺪﰐ
ﻳﺎ
ﻧﺼﻔﻲ
ﻓﻠﺘﻘﻮﻣﻮﺍ ﺑﺎﻹﻋﺪﺍﻡ
~ ~ 95
ﺸﺔــــــــــــــــــــــﻌﺓ
ﻻ ﺗﻐﺮﻕ
ﻋﻘﻠﻴﺔ
~ ~ 96
ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺮﻭﻗﻚ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﻰ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻳﺮﻭﻗﻬﺎ ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﺎﺭ ﺫﻭ ﺍﻵﻻﺕ
ﺍﳌﻮﺳﻴﻘﻴﺔ
ﺃﺑﺪﻳﺔ
ﺟﻴﻢ ﺍﺧﺮ ﳉﺮﺃﺗﻚ ﰲ ﻣﻴﻢ ﺍﳌﻨﴘ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻒ ﺍﻻﻧﺎ ﰲ ﺩﺍﻝ ﺩﻳﻦ ﻣﺒﻠﻴﻪ
~ ~ 97
ﺍﻟﺮﺏ ﺻﻮﺗﺎ ﲨﻴﻼ،
ﳌﺎ ﻳﻌﻄﻴﻚ ﹼ
ﻭﺍﺻﻤﺘﻮﺍ ﺃﻧﺘﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻧﺎﻗﺶ ﺃﺣﺪﺍ ﰲ ﺧﻠﻘﻪ
ﳌﺎ ﺗﺒﺪﻳﻦ ﻣﻼﺋﻜﻴﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺳﻮﺍﺩ ﺭﺋﺘﻲ ﻳﻐﺎﺭ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺍﺩ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ﺟﻌﻠﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﺴﻜﺮﺍﻥ ﺃﻣﻴﻞ؟
ﺍﳌﻠﺢ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﹼ
ﺗﺒﺖ ﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺧ ﹼﻠﺼﻨﻲ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺗﻮﺳﻞ ﻭﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﺤﻴﺎﺀ
ﺭﻭﺡ
ﻭﻳﻦ ﻧﺮﻭﺡ؟
ﻻ ﺇﺟﺎﺑﺎﺕ ﻫﻨﺎ
ﻭﺗﺮ ﺣﻮﻝ ﹼ
ﻛﻞ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ ﻫﺎﻟﺔ ..
~ ~ 98
ﳌﹼﺎ ﺍﺭﻓﺾ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺪﹼ ﻏﺪﻏﺔ ﺍﳋﻔﻴﻔﺔ ﰲ ﺩﻣﺎﻏﻲ ﺗﻄﻌﻤﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺣﺔ
ﺍﳌﺤﺐ
ﻣﺒﺘﲆ
~ ~ 99
ﺎﺱﺎﺳﻡﻂﻆﻐ ﺲﺊﺍﺭﺍﺕﻎ؟
ﺍﻟﻜﱪ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﻐﺮ
~ ~ 100
ﺗﺒﺎ ﱄ ﻻ ﺃﻣﻠﻚ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻃﻌﻤﻚ ﱂ ﳚﺪﺭ ﰊ ﳌﺴﻚ ﻛﻢ ﺃﺧﺠﻞ
ﻓﻠﻴﺘﺸﻮﻩ ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻊ
ﹼ ﺳﻨﻤﻮﺕ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻨﺎ ﻓﻠﺘﺤﱰﻕ ﺟﺜﺚ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﺃﻋﻴﻨﻜﻢ
ﳎﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ
~ ~ 101
ﻓﻨﺤﻦ ﺃﺳﻮﺃ ﻣﻌﺎﺭﻛﻬﻢ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻬﺎ ﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺻﻐﲑ ﻣﺒﺎﺭﺍﰐ
~ ~ 102
" ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﻤﺖ
ﺟﺰﺀ ﹺ
ﻟﻚ ﻭ ﺟﺰﺀ ﱄ
~ ~ 103
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻟﺚ:
ﺃﺭﺑﻌﺔ ﻣﺮ ﹼﺑﻌﺎﺕ ﰲ ﺭﺑﻊ ﺟﺴﺪ
~ ~ 104
ﺝﻈﺍﺯﺓ ﺖﻑﻀ ﺍﻝﺞﺸﺍﻑ
~ ~ 105
ﻟﻦ ﺃﺟﺮﺃ ﻋﲆ ﺟﻌﻠﻚ ﺗﻜﺮﻩ ﺍﺑﻨﺘﻚ ﻣﺜﻠﲈ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ
ﺃﻧﻌﻢ
ﲪﻠﻬﺎ
ﳛﻤﻠﻬﺎ
...
~ ~ 106
ﺧ ﹼﻴﻢ ﺻﻤﺖ ﻭﺻﻮﺕ ﺷﻬﻴﻖ ﺭﺟﻞ ﻳﺒﻜﻲ ..
ﻋﺒﺜﺎ
ﻋﲈﻩ ﺃﺳﻔﺎ
ﺑﻞ ﺣﻘﺎ ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﻉ ﳊﺪﻭﺛﻬﺎ ،ﺃﺗﻌﺒﺘﻚ ﺃﻣﻲ ﺃﺳﻔﺎ ﻳﺎ ﹼ
“ﺍﺳﻤﺤﲇ ﻋﻤﻲ ﻭﺍﷲ ﲤﻨﻴﺖ ﻧﻜﻮﻥ ﻧﺴﻴﺒﻚ ”
...
ﻭﺳﻂ ﺧﻄﺎﺏ ﺍﻋﺘﺬﺍﺭﻩ ،ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﻇﻬﺮ ﻭﺣﺸﻴﺔ ﺻﻐﲑﺗﻪ ﻟﻮﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎ
~ ~ 107
ﺷﺎﺏ ﺑﺴﻴﺠﺎﺭﺓ ..ﻭﻫﻲ
ﻋﻤﻲ"
ﻓﺄﻣﺴﻜﺘﻪ ﺃﻧﺎ "ﻣﺎﳾ ﻗﺪﹼ ﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻳﺎ ﹼ
...
~ ~ 108
ﻋﺎﺩ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎ ﻟﻠﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﻭﺟﺪﻫﺎ ..
ﺃﺭﺃﻳﺖ ..؟
~ ~ 109
ﺍﳌﻜﺎﻥ :ﺍﳌﺴﺘﺸﻔﻰ /ﻗﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻌﺠﺎﻻﺕ /ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﺍﻹﻧﻌﺎﺵ ..
…
ﺑﻤﻦ ﺳﻴﺘﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻟﺪ؟
ﺃﻳﻘﻈﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ
~ ~ 110
ﻫﻮ :ﻫﻪ ،ﻻ ﳞﻢ
ﲤ ﹼﺖ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻠﻴﺔ ..ﺑﻨﺠﺎﺡ
ﻭﺧﺮﺝ ..
ﻳﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ
ﺍﺳﺘﻴﻘﻈﺖ ﻫﻲ
~ ~ 111
ﺟﻨﹼﺖ ..ﺃﺻﻴﺒﺖ ﺑﻤﺮﺽ ﻋﻘﲇ ..ﱂ ﲢﺘﻤﻞ ﻗﺪﺭ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻛﺎﻥ
ﻻ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ..
~ ~ 112
ﺃﺣﺒﻚ ﻟﻴﻼ ،ﻭﺃﻣﻘﺘﻚ ﳖﺎﺭﺍ
~ ~ 113
ﺸﻈﻯ ﺍﻝﻑﻈﺍﻥ
ﺃﺗﺬﻛﺮﻭﻧﻨﻲ؟
ﻭﻋﺮﻓﺘﻜﻢ
ﺳﺄﺫﻛﺮﻛﻢ ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺎﻡ ﺑﺪﻋﻮﺗﻜﻢ ﳊﻔﻠﺔ ﻫﺎﻟﻮﻳﻦ ﹼ
ﺑﻌﺠﺰﻛﻢ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻲ
~ ~ 114
ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺑﺘﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔ ،ﺟﻨﻮﲏ ﺃﻛﱪ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻘﻮﻟﻜﻢ
ﺣﻘﻮﻟﻜﻢ
~ ~ 115
ﻷﻛﺘﺒﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻧﻜﺤﺖ ﺭﺃﳼ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﻭﺍﻗﻲ
ﻭﺟﻪ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ
ﺃﺟﺪ ﻣﺒﺎﺕ
ﱂ ﻳﻜﻦ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺳﻬﻼ ﻭ ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻓﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺍﻝ ﺃﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﻭ ﺗﺒﺎ ﻛﻢ ﺃﺑﺮﻉ ﻓﻴﻪ
ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﻥ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﹼ
ﻛﲇ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﻋﻘﻠﻚ ﺑﲔ ﻳﺪﺍﻱ ﻭﻓﻨﻲ ﻳﻔﻨﻴﻚ ﻓﻼ ﺗﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻋﲈ
ﺃﺻﺎﺑﻚ
~ ~ 116
ﺗﻮﻗﻒ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﺮﺍﺀﺓ ﻛﻠﲈﰐ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻴﻨﺔ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺰﺩﺍﺩ ﺿﻌﻔﺎ ﺳﺘﻨﻔﺠﺮ
ﴍﺍﻳﻴﻨﻚ ﺗﺒﺎ
ﻛﻦ ﱄ
ﺃﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﰊ؟ ..ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﺛﻘﺒﺎ ﺃﺳﻮﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺪﹼ ﺓ ﺧﻮﻓﻚ ﺃ ﹼ
ﺣﺒﺎ
ﺣﺮﺑﺎ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻲ
ﺗﻮﺳﻞ ﻣﻮﺳﻴﻘﻲ
ﺻﺎﺡ
~ ~ 117
ﻗﺘﻠﻨﺎ ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻜﺔ ﻛﻠﻬﻢ
ﺟﻮﺍﻫﺮ ..ﻛﺮﻳﺴﺘﺎﻝ
ﻣﻼﺋﻜﺔ ﺃﺟﻨﺤﺔ
ﺑﺮﺍﺀﺓ
ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﻛﺒﲑﺓ
ﴎﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻮﻙ
ﹸ
ﻭﺷﻞ ﻣﻼﻛﻤﻬﻢ
ﻧﺤﺮﺗﻢ ﺃﺳﺘﺎﺫﺍ ﺭ ﹼﺑﲈ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺳﻴﻐﲑ ﺍﳉﻴﻞ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻪ ﻧﺤﺮﲤﻮﻩ ﺃﻧﺘﻢ ﺩﻣﺎ
ﳾﺀ ﺣﺮﻗﺔ
~ ~ 118
ﻗﺘﻠﺘﻢ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺃﻧﺘﻢ ،ﻗﺪ ﻣﺎﺕ ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﺎ ﺟﺮﺫﺍﻥ ﺍﳌﺎﻝ
ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻜﺔ ﺃﻣﺲ
ﹼ
ﺑﺤﻘﻜﻢ ﺃﺧﱪﻭﲏ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻭﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺸﻰ ﺳ ﹼﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ
ﻫﻮﻝ ﺍﳌﺸﺎﻫﺪ
~ ~ 119
ﺃﺧﱪﺗﻚ ﺻﻐﲑﻱ ،ﻻ ﺗﺼﻎ ﳍﻢ ..ﻋﻔﻦ ﺟﺜﺜﻬﻢ ﺣﺮﻣﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺒﺾ
ﺍﳌﺸﺎﻋﺮ
ﺍﻱ ﻋﻴﺪ ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻭ ﺃﻱ ﺩﻳﻦ ..ﺇﺷﱰﻳﺖ ﻟﺒﺎﺱ ﻟﻠﻤﻼﻙ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﳚﺎﻭﺭﲏ
ﺃﲣ ﹼﻴﻠﻨﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﻪ ﺿﻌﻴﻔﺎ ﳏﺎﻃﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻮﺣﻮﺵ ﻓﺎﻛﺘﺐ ﻟﻠﺤﻜﻮﻣﺔ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺗ ﹼﺒﺎ
~ ~ 120
ﻳﻮﻡ ﻧﺰﻋﻮﺍ ﻋﻦ ﺍﳌﻼﻙ ﺭﻳﺸﻪ ﻓﺄﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﳌﻼﻙ ﻋﺎﺭﻳﺎ ﻳﺎ ﺣﴪﰐ
ﺃﺫﺍﻙ
~ ~ 121
ﻄﺱﺍﺖﺋ ﺇﺣﻋﺍﺭﻏﺋ ﻝﻂﺼﻡﺭ
~ ~ 122
ﺝﺛ ﺃﻍﻈﻯ ﺣﺚﺹ ﻎﺸ ﺍﻝﺳﺍﻝﻃ
ّ
ﻣﺼﻄﻔﻰ ﻣﻮﻟﻮﺩﻱ
ﻓﻴﺸﻜﺮﻧﺎ
~ ~ 123
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺻﺪﻗﺖ ﻳﺎ ﺟﺪﹼ ﻱ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻗﻄﻌﺔ ﰲ ﺟﻴﺒﻲ ﺃﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﲏ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻏﻨﻲ ،ﻏﻨﻲ ﺟﺪﺍ ..ﻭﻳﺒﺪﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﺃﲨﻞ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﲠﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺜﺮﺍﺀ
ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻣﻲ ﺳﱰﺍﻩ
ﳍﺬﺍ ﺃﺗﺮ ﹼﺩﺩ ﻛﻠﲈ ﺳﺄﻟﻮﲏ ﻋﻦ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ،ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﻛﻌﻤﺮ ﺟﺪﻱ ﻭﺃﻛﺜﺮ
~ ~ 124
ﹼﰲ ﺻﻔﺎﺕ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺟﺪﻱ ﱂ ﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﲠﺎ ﻛﺴﻦ ﻣﻜﺴﻮﺭ ﻣﺜﻼ ﻭﺷﻌﺮ ﺃﺑﻴﺾ
ﻳﻤﻴﻞ ﺭﻣﺎﺩﻱ
ﻭﻧﺜﺮﺕ ﺭﻣﺎﺩﻱ
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺟﺪﹼ ﻱ ﺭﺣﻞ ،ﻗﻴﻞ ﺁﻧﺬﺍﻙ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻭﺟﺪ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﺎ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﲈﺀ ﻓﻮﻕ
ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺑﻌﺔ
~ ~ 125
ﻼ ﺧﲑ ﹰﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻫﻠﻪ ،ﻭﺃﺩﺧﻠﻪ
ﺍﻟﻠﻬﻢ ﺃﺑﺪﻟﻪ ﺩﺍﺭ ﹰﺍ ﺧﲑ ﹰﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ،ﻭﺃﻫ ﹰ
ﹼ
ﺍﻟﻠﻬﻢ ﻋﺎﻣﻠﻪ ﺑﲈ
ﹼ ﺍﳉﻨﹼﺔ ،ﻭﺃﻋﺬﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺬﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﱪ ،ﻭﻣﻦ ﻋﺬﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﹼﺎﺭ.
~ ~ 126
ﻏﺍ ﺣﻡﺟ ﺃﻇﺌ
ﺍﻟﻮﺳﺎﺩﺓ
ﺃﻋﺒﺲ
~ ~ 127
ﻳﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺣﴬﰐ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻣﺎﰐ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﻳﻮﻡ ﳏﺎﻛﻤﺘﻲ ﹺ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺼﻒ
ﺍﻻﻭﻝ
ﺗﺒﺨﺮ ﺃﻭ ﲢﻮﻝ
ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﻧﺎ
ﻭﻷﻭﻝ ﹼ
ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺃﻣﻲ ،ﲢﺖ ﺃﻗﺪﺍﻡ ﺟﻼﻟﺘﻚ ،ﺃﻃﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﻔﻮ ﹼ
ﻣﺒﺘﺴﻢ
ﺃﺭﺗﺴﻢ
ﻳﺄﰐ ،ﺍﺟﲇ
~ ~ 128
ﻳﺎ ﻣﻼﻛﺎ ،ﻻ ﻳﺘﻜﺮﺭ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﺮﺏ ..ﻳﺎ ﻣﻼﻛﺎ ﻟﻮ ﱂ ﺍﻗﺮﺃ ﺇﺛﻤﻪ
ﻣﻜﺎﻧﻚ..
ﺭ ﹼﺑﺎﻩ ﺍﺷﻔﻴﻬﺎ ﺣﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺻﺪﻕ ﻓﻴﻪ ،ﻓﻼ ﲤﻨﻌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻥ
ﻳﺴﻮﺩ
ﺗﺮﺣﲇ ﻗﺒﲇ..
~ ~ 129
ﺳﻨﺴﱰﻕ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﻊ ﰲ ﻣﻨﺘﺼﻒ ﺍﻟﻴﻞ ،ﻟﺼﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﴫﺍﺻﲑ ﻭﺳﺄﺗﻐﺎﺑﻰ
ﻣﺮﺓ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻷﺫﻛﺮ ﺍﺳﻤﻚ " ﺍﻣﻲ ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ؟
ﻛﻜﻞ ﹼ
ﺍﻓﻌﲇ ﻛﻞ ﳾﺀ ﺃﻣﻲ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺗﺮﺣﲇ ..ﻻ ﺗﱰﻛﻴﻨﻲ ﻣﻊ ﻫﺆﻻﺀ
ﺳﻴﻤﺮ ﺍﳌﺴﺎﺀ
ﹼ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﺑﺎﺀ ﻛﻴﻒ
ﺃﺗﺬﻛﺮﻳﻦ ﺃﻣﻲ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺍﲏ ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻠﻬﺎ ،ﺣﻴﻨﲈ ﺳﻘﻄﺖ
ﺍﺭﺿﺎ ﻭﺩﻫﺴﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﻮﻡ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ ﻭ ﻧﺴﺎﺀ
ﻣﺎﻟﻴﺶ ﻏﲑﻙ ،ﺃﺧﱪﳞﻢ ..ﺃﻥ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻣﻲ ،ﻳﺸﻔﻰ ،ﰲ ﻋﺘﺒﺔ ﻏﺮﻓﺘﻚ
ﺃﻣﻨﺎ..،
ﰲ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﺓ ﺃﻣﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺩﻭﺱ ﲢﺖ ﻗﺪﻣﻴﻚ ﻭﰲ ﺍﻟﺪﹼ ﻧﻴﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﳉﻨﺔ
ﺃﻟﻒ ﺃﻣﻞ ﻭﺃﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﻢ ﻣﻴﺜﺎﻕ ﴍﻳﻒ ﻭﻳﺎﺀ ﻳﻤﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻻ ﻳﻨﺒﺾ
ﺃﻳﴪﻱ ،ﺍﻥ ﻏﺎﺑﺖ..
ﻋﺎﻧﻘﻮﺍ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﺔ ﻳﺎ ﻗﻮﻡ ..ﻭﻟﺘﻠﻘﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ ﰲ ﻛ ﹼﻔﺔ ﻭﺍﻷﻡ ﰲ ﻛﻔﺔ ﻭﺇﻥ
ﺛﻘﻠﺖ ﺍﳌﻮﺍﺯﻳﻦ ﻓﺨﲑ ﻗﺪ ﺍﺻﺎﺑﻚ
ﻭ ﻳﻤﴤ ﻋﺎﻡ
ﻭ ﻳﻤﴤ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻋﲆ ﺃﺧﺮﺓ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺭﺃﻳﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﰲ ﺍﳌﺮﺁﺓ
~ ~ 130
ﻭ ﻳﻤﴤ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻋﲆ ﺁﺧﺮ ﺭﻛﻌﺔ ﺧﺸﻌﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺭﺁﻙ
ﻭ ﻳﻤﴤ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻋﲇ ﺍﻧﺎ ﺃﺳﲑ ﻣﻘﻴﺪ ﺑﺬﻛﺮﻳﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﻞ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ..
ﺃﻛﺎﻥ ﳚﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺮﻗﺺ ﰲ ﻛﻞ ﳏﻄﺔ ﻭﻋﲆ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻄﻮﺡ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﺯﻝ ﺗﺒﺎ
ﺍﳌﺪﻳﻨﺔ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺭﻛﺎﻡ
ﺃﻛﺎﻥ ﳚﺐ ﺃﻧﺜﺮ ﺭﻣﺎﺩ ﺻﺤﺘﻲ ﺣﻘﺎ
ﺃﺭﺍﲏ ﻫﺰﻳﻼ ..ﺃﻫﺰﻝ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺎﻗﺪ ﻋﻘﻞ ﰲ ﻣﺼﺤﺔ ﺳﺤﻘﺎ
ﲢﺮﻛﻲ
ﺃﻛﺎﻥ ﳚﺐ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺗﻐﲑﻱ ﺍﻷﺛﺎﺙ ﺑﺪﺍﺧﲇ .ﺃﻛﺎﻥ ﳚﺐ ﺍﻥ ﹼ
ﻗﺎﺭﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﳋﻤﺮ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻜﺄﺱ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ..ﺍﺣﻜﻤﺖ ﺇﻏﻼﻕ ﺍﻻﺑﻮﺍﺏ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺍﻓﺬ ﻭ ﻟﻜﻦ
ﻃﺒﻌﺎ ﺍﳌﺠﻨﻮﻧﺔ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻤﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻄﺮﻗﺔ ﻭﻛﻞ ﻓﺄﺱ
ﻭ ﻳﻤﴤ ﻋﺎﻡ ..ﻋﺎﻡ ﱂ ﺃﺣﺘﻔﻞ ..ﻋﺎﻡ ﱂ ﺃﻣﺎﺭﺱ ﻟﻐﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻮﻥ
ﺧﺸﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻮﺷﺎﻳﺔ ..ﺃﻡ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﺑﺎﻟﻎ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺎﻳﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﺘﺸﻒ
ﻟﻠﻤﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻋﺪﺓ ﻋﻴﻮﺏ
ﹼ ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻥ ﺍﺳﻤﻬﺎ ﺧﻠﻖ
ﺃﺟﺮ ﺟﻨﺎﺣﻲ ﻭﺃﻣﴚ ،ﺇﱃ ﺃﻳﻦ ،ﺇﱃ ﻓﻠﺴﻄﲔ ..ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺳﺘﺘﺤﺮﺭ
ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺱ؟
ﳏﺮﺭﰐ ﻭﻗﻌﺖ ﰲ ﺣﺐ ﻓﻠﺴﻄﻴﻨﻴﺔ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﻣﺲ
ﻻ ﺑﻞ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﹼ
~ ~ 131
ﺍﳌﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻳﻔﺘﻘﺪﻫﺎ ﻳﺎ ﺑﴩ
ﹼ ﺍﳌﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻳﻔﻘﺪ ﺑﺮﺍﻋﺘﻪ ،ﻻ ﺑﻞ
ﹼ
ﺃﺗﺮﻳﺪﻭﻥ ﺍﳌﺰﻳﺪ ﺍﻻﻣﺮ ﺳﻬﻞ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻗﻮﻣﻮﺍ ﺑﺎﻟﺪﻋﺎﺀ ﻋﲇ ﺍﻥ ﻻ ﻇﻼﻣﺎ
ﺍﻧﺪﺛﺮ
ﺳﻨﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻻﺟﺴﺎﺩ ﺣﻴﻨﲈ ﻧﻠﺘﻘﻲ
ﻣﴣ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻓﻠﻨﺪﻉ ﺍﻷﺭﻭﺍﺡ ﺗﺜﺮﺛﺮ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻓﻠﻴﺠﻦ ﺍﺭﻗﻲ
ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺃﺧﱪﻭﲏ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﻣﺎ ﻟﻮﳖﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻫﻞ ﺗﺸﺒﻪ ﺍﻱ ﻟﻮﻥ ﻧﻘﻲ
ﺃﺧﺸﻰ ﺍﻥ ﺃﻧﻈﺮ ﻷﻋﲆ ﻭﺃﺭ ﺍﻟﺜﻘﺐ ﺍﻷﺳﻮﺩ ﰲ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻴﻔﺴﺪ
ﺭﻭﻧﻘﻲ
ﻫﻼ ﺗﻌﻤﻘﻨﺎ ﰲ ﺍﳌﺴﺘﺤﻴﻞ
ﻣﴣ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻭ ﻻ ﺍﺯﺍﻝ ﺍﻛﺘﺐ ،ﺗﺒﺎ ﻳﺎ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻣﻲ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺳﻨﺘﻮﻗﻒ ؟
~ ~ 132
ﺿﺋ ﻎﺸ ﺩﻄﺍﻍ
~ ~ 133
ﺍ�ﺑﻂﺑﺍﺕ ﺾﺍﺸﺭﺓ
ﻭﻟﻨﺸ ﹼﻜﻞ ﺩﺍﺋﺮﺓ ﻣﺮﺑﻌﺔ ﻭﻟﻨﺘﺠﻨﹼﺐ ﺍﳌﺜﻠﺚ ،ﻓﺤﺘﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺟﻠﻮﺳﻨﺎ ﻗﺪ
ﺗﻐﻀﺐ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ
ﻣﺜﻠﺜﺔ
ﺣﻜﻮﻣﺘﻬﻢ ﺍﳌﺨﻨﺜﺔ
~ ~ 134
ﻌﺠﻐﺼﺎﺍﻥ ﻎﺸ ﻇﻑﺟ ﺍﻝﻌﺻﺌ
ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﱄ ؟
~ ~ 135
ﺣﺭﻏﺍﻥ
ﺍﳊﻮﺍﺱ
~ ~ 136
ﺍﳉﻨﺔ ﻛﻨﺖ ،ﹶﻓــﻴﺎ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻳﺎ ﻗﺎﺗﻠﺔ ﺍﳉﻨﺔ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺩﻫﺎﻙ
ﻭﺍﻟﺰﻣﺎﻥ
ﻧﻌﺸﻪ؟
~ ~ 137
ﺍﻓﻄﻈﻐﺞﻏﺍ
ﺳﺄﻧﺴﻰ ..ﺳﺄﻧﺴﻰ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ ﲨﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﻋﻄﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﺇﻳﺎﻫﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻘﺎﺑﻞ ﻗﺮﻥ ﺑﺸﻊ
ﺷﺎﻋﻞ"
~ ~ 138
ﺗﺸﺠﻌﻮﻧﻪ ﺍﺧﺘﻠﻔﺖ ﻓﺮﻗﻜﻢ ﻳﺎ ﻣﺮﴇ ﲢﺘﺎﺟﻮﻥ ﺑﺸﺪﺓ
ﺃﻱ ﻧﻔﺎﻕ ﹼ
ﻟﻔﺤﺺ
ﺍﻟﴩﺍﺭﺓ
ﺗﻠﻚ ﹼ
~ ~ 139
ﻧﺴﻴﺘﻜﻢ ﺣﻘﺎ ،ﻧﺴﻴﺘﻚ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺪﻳﺮ ﺇﺩﺍﺭﺓ ﻗﻠﺖ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺇﺩﺍﺭﻳﺎ ﻣﺎ
~ ~ 140
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﺓ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﻣﻨﺔ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻜﻢ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﱰﺟﻢ ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮﻛﻢ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻴﻨﺔ
ﻳﺎ ﺃﻣﺔ ﺗﺎﻫﺖ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺯﻣﻦ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻭﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻣﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻷﻭﻝ ﻣﺮﺓ
ﹺ
ﻭﺍﻣﺎﻣﻚ ﺧﻴﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺇﻣﺎ ﺍﻹﻋﺪﺍﻡ ﻭﺇﻣﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺗﺘﺒﻌﻴﻨﺎ
ﺍﻟﺮﺏ ﻻ ﻳﺮﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻔﺎﺀ ..ﻭﺍﻟﻀﻌﻔﺎﺀ ﻻ ﻳﺮﻳﺪﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺮﺏ
ﻻ ﺗﺜﻘﻮﻥ ﺑﻘﻠﻮﺑﻜﻢ؟ ﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﺟﺪﺭ ،ﻷ ﹼﲏ ﻣﺘﺄﻛﺪﺍ ،ﺃﲏ ﺑﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻗﺪ ﺃﻏﲑ
ﻣﺎ ﳛﺪﺙ ﰲ ﺳﺎﺣﺔ ﺍﳊﺮﺏ
ﺍﷲ ﳛ ﹼﺒﻨﻲ ...ﺇﺫﺍ ﳌﺎ ﺃﻫﺪﺍﲏ ﳎﺮﺓ ﳛﻤﻠﻬﺎ ﻛﺘﻔﺎﻱ ﺍﻋﻠﻢ ﺍﲏ ﺍﺑﺪﻭﺍ ﻛﻜﻞ
ﺍﻟﻜﻮﺍﻛﺐ
ﻭﺣﺘﻰ ﻣﻦ ﱂ ﳜﺸﻨﻲ ﻓﻘﺪ ﺧﴚ ﺍﻟﺮﺏ ،ﺑﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻧﺎ
ﺍﺳﺘﻐﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﲈﺕ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻋﺴﺎﻫﺎ ﲣﺮﺝ ﻣﺮﺗﺒﺔ ﻣﻮﺯﻭﻧﺔ ﰲ
ﺷﻜﻞ ﻣﻮﺍﻛﺐ
ﻧﺴﻴﺘﻜﻢ ،ﻭﺍﷲ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﲏ،
ﺍﺣﱰﻣﻮﲏ ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﻣﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﲏ
ﻣﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﺍﻧﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺻﻐﺮ ﺍﺻﺎﺑﻌﻲ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﺻﻐﺮ ﺧﻠﻴﺔ ﰲ ﻋﻘﲇ
ﹼ
ﻣﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﺍﻧﺎ ﲤﺮﺩ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻥ ﻳﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻟﺴﺎﲏ
~ ~ 141
ﻄﺳﻈﺛﻏﺢ ﺍﺠﻃ
ﻣﺎ ﺍﺳﻤﻚ ؟
ﺍﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ
~ ~ 142
ﻣﻌﻨﺪﻳﺶ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﳌﺘﻤﺮﺩ ﻳﺮﻭﻗﻨﻲ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺍﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﱄ ﺍﺳﲈ
ﻛﺎﻟﺮﻳﺢ
~ ~ 143
ﻄﺍ ﺻﺊﻀ ﺲﺍ�ﺿﻃ
ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎﺀ ﺩﺍﻓﺌﺎ
ﻻ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺍﻣﴚ ﺍﻧﺎ ﺍﻃﻮﻑ ،ﻳﺎ ﻟﻠﺤﲈﻗﺔ ﺍﻧﺎ ﺃﻃﲑ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻳﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ
ﺣﻠﻢ ﲨﻴﻞ ..ﺃﻩ ﱂ ﺃﺷﱰﻱ ﻭﻻﻋﺔ ﺑﻌﺪ ..ﺳﺄﻋﻮﺩ ﺇﱃ ﺍﻟﺪ ﹼﻛﺎﻥ ..
~ ~ 144
ﺣﺴﻨﺎ ﺗﻢ ،ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺃﻥ ﻃﻔﻴﻠﻴﺎﺕ ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻢ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻱ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ
ﺛﻢ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻨﺔ
~ ~ 145
ﺗﺼﻌﺪ ﻟﻠﺴﲈﺀ ﺁﺥ ﻳﺎ ﻟﻴﺖ ﻟﻮ ﻗﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻣﺎ ﰲ ﻣﺮﺣﻠﺘﻲ
ﺍﳌﻼﺋﻜﻴﺔ
ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﻜﺔ
ﺁﺥ ،ﺍﺷﺘﻘﺖ ﻟﻐﻴﺘﺎﺭﻱ ..ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ..ﺁﻩ ﺻﺒﺎﺡ ﲨﻴﻞ ﺣﻘﺎ ،ﺟﺎﺭﰐ ﻗﺪ
~ ~ 146
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻷﺧ:
ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻒ ،ﺍﺳﱰﺍﺣﺔ ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ ﻟﻠﺸﺘﺎﺋﻴﲔ ..
ﻧﻨﻔﺼﻢ..
~ ~ 147
ﻏـــــــــــﺟ
ْ ــــﺍﺭ
َﺏ ِ
ﻋﺴﻞ ﹺﰲ ﹺ
ﺑﺎﺭﻳﺲ ﺍﻣﻀﻴﺎ ﹶﺷﻬﺮ ﹶ
ﹶ
ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ
ﺐ ﹸ ﳊ ﹼ
ﺻﻐﲑﻱ ﺍ ﹸ
ﹼ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﲈ ﹶﻳﺎ
ﹶ
ﺎﺻﻤﺔ ﻟﺪﻭ ﹴﻟﺔ ﹶﺫ ﹺ ﹺ
ﺍﺕ ﹸﺣﺪﹸ ﻭﺩ ﹰ ﹾ ﻜﻦ ﱠﺍﻻ ﹶﻋ
ﻭﺑﺎﺭﻳﺲ ﹶﱂ ﹶﺗ ﹾ
ﺍﻟﻘﻬﻮ ﹸﺓ ﺍﻟﺼﺒ ﹺ ﺍﻟﻨﹼﺒﹺﻴﺬ
ﺎﺣ ﹼﻴﺔ ﻛﺬﺍ ﹶ ﹾ ﹶ ﹼ ﹶﺍﺣﺘﺴ ﹶﻴﺎ ﹸﻩ ﻣ ﹰﻌﺎ ﹶ
ﹶ
ﹺ
ﲑﻱ ﹺﰲ ﹶﻣ ﹶ ﹶ
ﻘﱪﺓ ﺍﻷﺣ ﹼﺒﺎﺀ ،ﻓﻠﺘﺤ ﹸﻴﻮﺍ ﻭﻟ ﹸﺘ ﹾﺒ ﹸﻘﻮﺍ ﹸﻗ ﹸﻠﻮ ﹶﺑ ﹶﻜﻢ ﹶﺣ ﹼﻴﺔ ﺃﻧﺘﲈ ﻳﺎ ﹶﺻﻐ ﹼ
~ ~ 148
ﻫﻮ ﹺﻗ ﹾﺴ ﹺﻤﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻳ ﹸﻜ ﹶ ﹺ
ﻮﻥ ﻗ ﹾﺴ ﹸﻤ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹼ ﻋﲆ ﹾ ﹶ ﺩﺍﺋﲈ ﹺ
ﺃﺣﺮﺹ ﹶ ﻭﰲ ﺍﻟ ﹼﺜﺎﻧﻮ ﹼﻳﺔ ﹸ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﹰ
ﻛﻢ ﺍﻟﻘ ﹸ ﹺ ﹺ ﹺ ﺐ ،ﹶﻓ ﹶﻠﻢ ﹶﻳ ﹾﻜ ﹺﻔﻨﹶﺎ ﹸ ﺯﺭﻧﺎ ﹺ
ﺑﺎﺭﻳﺲ ﹾ
ﻮﺕ ﻟﴩﺍﺀ ﹶﺗﺬﺍﻛﺮ ،ﺁﻩ ﹾ ﻣﻘ ﹶﱪ ﹶﺓ ﺍﳊﹸ ﹼ ﹾ
ﹸﺭﻗ ﹸﺘﻬﺎ
ﹼ
ﺃﻧﻈﺮﻥ ﻟﴚﺀ ﻏﲑ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺇﻥ ﺳﻘﻄﺖ ﺛﻴﺎﺑﻚ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ﻋﻨﻚ ﻓﻼ
ﳎﺪﹼ ﺩﺍ
ﺍﻋﱰﰲ ﻟﻪ ﺑﻨﻴﺘﻲ ،ﻓﺄﻧﺖ ﱂ ﺗﺮﻳﻪ ﻳﻘﻮﻡ ﺻﻼﺓ ﻟﻴﻼ ﻭﳞﻤﺲ ﻟﺮﺑﻪ ﺃﺣﺒﻬﺎ
~ ~ 149
ﺃﻧﺖ ﱂ ﺗﺮﻫﺎ ،ﺗﻌﺎﻧﻖ ﻭﺳﺎﺩﺓ ﻭﲣﱪ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﺎﲥﺎ ﺃ ﹼﻧﻚ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺭﺟﻞ
ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﱂ ﺗﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻻ ﻳﺘﺤﺪﹼ ﺙ ﻋﻨﻚ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺗﻠﻚ ﻏﲑﺓ ﻳﺎ ﲪﻘﺎﺀ
ﻭﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﺑﺨﺠﻞ
ﺁﻩ ﻟﻮ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﲣ ﹼﻄﻂ ﻟﻌﻴﺪ ﻣﻴﻼﺩﻙ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺳﺄﻟﺘﻚ ﻋﺎﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻣﻼ ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ
ﻳﺮﻭﻗﻚ
ﻣﻮﺳﻴﻘﻲ
ﹸ
ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻓﻠﺘﺠﻌﻞ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ،ﺃﻫﻢ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ..ﺃﻣﻚ ﻭﺃﻣﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺃﻡ ﻻﺑﻨﺘﻚ
~ ~ 150
ﺃﱂ ﻳﻘﻞ ﳏﻤﺪ ﺻﲆ ﺍﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻭﺳﻠﻢ ''ﺃﻧﻜﻢ ﺇﻥ ﺃﺣﺒﺒﺘﻢ ﻓﺎﷲ ﺳﻤﺢ
ﺑﺄﻥ ﺗﻘﻮﻟﻮﺍ؟''
~ ~ 151
ﺥﻡﺭﺓ
ﻋﺘﻘﺘﻬﺎ ﻛﺨﻤﺮﺓ
~ ~ 152
ﺃﺣﺴﺴﺘﻬﺎ ﻛﺄﻧﻨﻲ ﺍﺥ ﺍﳘﻞ ،ﺍﺧﺘﻪ ﰲ ﺳﻮﻕ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﻓﻀﺎﻋﺖ ﻭ ﱂ
ﺃﺷﻌﺮﲥﺎ ﺍﳖﺎ ﻛﺎﺗﺒﺔ ﺑﺬﺍﻝ ﺗﺴﱰﻕ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﻊ ﻭ ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﺧﺬ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺗﺎﺀ
ﻟﺘﺜﲑ ﻓﻀﻴﺤﺔ
ﺳﻴﺎﺭﺓ ﺇﺳﻌﺎﻑ
ﺛﻢ ﺍﺷﻌﺮﲥﺎ ﺍﳖﺎ ﻣﻼﻙ ،ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻥ ﺳﻘﻂ ﺭﻳﺸﻬﺎ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﺗﺄﻛﺪﺕ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻓﻌﻼ
ﺣﺸﻴﺶ
~ ~ 153
ﺛﻢ ﺍﺷﻌﺮﲥﺎ ﺍﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺮﻛﺾ ﺧﻠﻔﻲ ﺣﻴﻨﲈ ﻟﻔﻀﺖ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺓ ﻗﻮﳍﺎ
ﻣﺎﻧﺠﻴﺶ
ﻓﻨﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ
ﺍﻷﺧﺮﻳﺎﺕ ﻛﻞ ﻋﲆ ﺣﺪ
~ ~ 154
ﻓﺎﻟﺘﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﳎﺪﺩﺍ ،ﻭ ﻗﺒﻠﺘﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﺎﻕ ﻋﺎﺋﺪ ﻓﺸﻌﺮﺕ ﻻﻭﻝ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﺍﻧﺎ ﻭ
~ ~ 155
َﻄ ِﺛﻏَﻈـــــــﺋ ﺍ�ََﻘ ِﻊـــــﻎ
ﺎﺕ ﺍﻷﹶﻏﹾ ﻨ ﹺ ﹼﻴﺎﺀ ،ﹶﻻ ﹶﻣ ﹶﺎﻝ ﺇﻻﹼ ﹶﻋ ﹺﺎﻣﻞ ﹺﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﲈﻝ ،ﹶﺗﱪ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺕ ﹺﻣﻨﻪ ﻓﹺ ﹺ
ﻴﺘﺎﻣﻴﻨﹶ ﹸ ﹸ ﹶﹶ ﹸﹼ
ﹶﻳ ﹾﻜ ﹺﻔﻴﻪ ﻟ ﹺ ﹶ
ﺘﺬ ﱡﻭﻕ ﹶﺣﻠﹺﻴﺒﹺ ﹶﻬﺎ
ﺍﻟﺸ ﹾﻤ ﹸﺲ ﹶﻓ ﹶﲈ
ﺍﴍ ﹶﻗ ﹾﺖ ﹼ ﻣﻘ ﹶﺘﻬ ﹶﺎ ﹸﻛ ﹼﻞ ﹶﻟﻴ ﹶﻠﺔ ﹶﻛ ﹶ ﹺ
ﺎﻥ ﻟ ﹶﻴ ﹾﻘ ﹸﺘ ﹶﻠ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹶﻗ ﹾﺒ ﹶﻞ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻔ ﹾﺠﺮ ﻭ ﹼ
ﻟﻜﻦ ﹾ ﹶ ﹾ ﹶ
ﹶﺃ ﹶﺫ ﹶﺍﻫﺎ
~ ~ 156
ﹺ
ﻟﺬﻱ ﻓﻌﻠ ﹸﺘ ﹸﻪ ﹶﺧ ﹶﻄ ﹲﺄ ،ﹶﻗﺎ ﹶﻟﺖ ﻷﹶ ﹼﻧﻪ ﹶﻻ ﹶﻳ ﹶﺰ ﹸﺍﻝ ﳛ ﹼﺒﻨﻲ ﹶﺭ ﹶ
ﻏﻢ ﹼﺍﲏ ﺁﺫﻳﺘ ﹸﻪ ﹶﻗ ﹶﺎﻝ ﹶﻣﺎ ﺍ ﹼ
ﹺ
ﺃﻛ ﹶﺜﺮ ﳑ ﹼﺎ ﹾ
ﺍﺳ ﹶﺘ ﹶﺤ ﹾﻖ ..
ﺪﻋﺖ ﹺﰲ ﹶﺣ ﹾﺮ ﹺﻗﻪ ؟
ﺍ ﹶﻣﺎ ﹶﻣ ﹸﻜﻢ ﹼﺍﳖﺎ ﹶﺃ ﹾﺑ ﹶ
~ ~ 157
ﻌﻝ
ﺍﺠﻁَــــ ْﻈُﺊ ْ
ْ
~ ~ 158
ﻮﻝ ﺍﳉﺒ ﹺﻞ ﻭ ﻷﴏﺥ ﺑﺎﺳ ﹺ
ﻤﻚ ﹶﺣ ﱠﺘﻰ ﹶﻳ ﹶ ﻫ ﹼﻴﺎ ﻟ ﹺﻨﹶ ﹾ
ﻘﻮﻝ ﹾ ﹾ ﹸ ﻒ ﹶﺣ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ
ﺘﻠﻒ ﹶﻭ ﹶﻧ ﹾﻠ ﹶﺘ ﹾ
ﺍﻟﺸ ﹾﻤ ﹶﺲ ﹺﰲ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺒ ﹾﺤ ﹺﺮ ﻭ ﹶﻭ ﹾﻗ ﹶﺘ ﹶﲈ ﹺﺷ ﹾﺌﻨﹶﺎ ﹸﻧ ﹾ ﹺ
ﴩ ﹾﻗ ﹶﻬﺎ ﹾ
ﻧﺤ ﹸﻦ ﻐﺮ ﹺﻕ ﱠ
ﻓﻠﻨﹸ ﹺ
ﺍﻻﹶ ﹶﻣ ﹺﺎﲏ
ﺍﻟﺸ ﹺ
ﺒﺎﻙ ﹸﺫﻭ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻴﻨﹶﺎ ﹸﳎ ﹶﺪﹼ ﹰﺩﺍ ﹺﻋﻨﹾﺪ ﹼ ﺁﺧﺮ ﺍﻟﺮ ﹺﺻ ﹺ
ﻴﻒ ﹶﻋ ﹶﺴﺎ ﹶﻧﺎ ﹶ ﻓﻠﻨﺰﺭ ﺍﳌﹶ ﹾﻠﻬﻰ ﹺﰲ ﹺ
ﹸ
ﹼ ﹶ
ﺍﳌﹶﺪﹶ ﹺ
ﺍﺧ ﹾﻞ
ﹺ ﺍﻭ ﻟ ﹺﻨﹸ ﹶﻐﲑ ﺍﻷﹶﻣﺮ ﻭ ﻟﻨﹶ ﹾﻠ ﹶﺘ ﹺﻘﻲ ﹶ ﹾﲢ ﹶﺖ ﹸ ﹺ ﹺ
ﺍﻟﺴ ﹺ
ﻄﻮﺡ ﴍ ﹶﻓﺘﻚ ﹾﺍﻭ ﹶﻓ ﹾﻠﻨﹶ ﹾﻠ ﹶﺘﻘﻲ ﹾ
ﻓﻮﻕ ﱠ ﹾ ﹾ ﱢﹾ ﹾﹶ ﹶ
ﻣ ﹶﺜ ﹰﻼ ﻓﻠﻨﹶ ﹾﺨ ﹶﱰ ﺃﺣﺪﹶ ﺍﳌﹶﺪﹶ ﹺ
ﺍﺧ ﹾﻦ ﹾ ﹶ
ﺤﺪﺙ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻀﻮﺿ ﹺ
ﺎﺀ ﺍﳊﹶ ﹺﻘ ﹺﻴﻘ ﹼﻴﺔ ﹶﻻ ﻭﺭ ﹶﻣ ﹺﺪ ﹶﻳﻨﺔ ﺍﳌﹶ ﹶ
ﻼ ﹺﻫﻲ ،ﻟﻨﹸ
ﹼ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﹶ ﻳﻼ ﹸﻧﺰ ﹸ
~ ~ 159
ﺍﻧﺖ ﺍﻻ ﹺﺣﻴﻨﹶ ﹶﲈ
ﺎﻓﲔ ﹾ ﻼ ﹶ
ﲣ ﹶ ﻋﺐ ﻓ ﹶ ﻭﺭ ﹶﻣ ﹺﻨﺰﻝ ﱡ
ﺍﻟﺮ ﹺ ﺛﻢ ﹶﻧ ﹸﺰ ﹸ
ﹺ
ﺐ ﺍﻷ ﹾﻓ ﹸﻌ ﹶﻮﺍﻧ ﹼﻴﺔ ﹶ
ﹶﻧﺮ ﹶﻛ ﹸ
ﹺ ﺍﺣ ﹺ
ﻠﺐ ﹶﻭ ﻟﻜﻨﱢﻲ ﹸﺃﺧﻄ ﹾﺄ ﹶﻓ ﹸﺄ ﹸ
ﺻﻴﺐ ﹶﺩ ﹾﺑﺪﹸ ﻭ ﹰﺑﺎ ﺍﺻﺎ ﹶﺑﺔ ﺍﻟ ﹸﻌ ﹺ
ﺎﻭ ﹸﻝ ﹶ ﹶ
ﻮﺟﻮ ﹲﺩ ﹺﰲ ﹾ
ﺍﺳ ﹶﻄﻨﹾ ﹸﺒﻮﻝ ﹶﻳﺎ ﹶﻋ ﹶﺎﱂ ﺐ ﹶﻣ ﹸ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﹶﲨ ﹲﻴﻞ ﺇﹴﻥ ﹶﺗ ﹶﺄ ﹼﻣﻠﻨﹶﺎ ﹸﻩ ﺍ ﹸ
ﳊ ﹼ ﹸ
ﻭﻣ ﹺﻪ ﹶﻗﺪﹾ ﹶﺃ ﹾﻋ ﹶﻠ ﹾﻦ
ﻴﻒ ﹶﻋﻦ ﹸﻗﺪﹸ ﹺ
ﻓﺎﻟﺼ ﹸ ﹾ ﺐ ﻛ ﱠﻠﻪ ﹾﺍﺳ ﹶﻄﻨﹾ ﹾ
ﺒﻮﻝ ،ﱠ ﻓﻠﻨﹶﺠ ﹶﻌ ﹾﻞ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻜ ﹾﻮﻛﹶ ﹶ
~ ~ 160
ﺍﺝـــﻎ
ُﺲ ُﻋـــــﻌ ُﺩ َﺯ َﻭ ِ
~ ~ 161
ﺥﺍﺕﻡﺋ :
ﺯﻛﺮﻳﺎ ﺭﺣﻴﻢ ،ﺑﻦ ﺑﺮﻳﻜﺔ ﺳﻴﺪ ﺃﲪﺪ ،ﺃﻳﻤﻦ ﻣﻮﻣﻨﻲ ﻭ ﻃﺒﻌﺎ ﺍﻷﺳﺘﺎﺫﺓ
ﺃﺭﻗﻰ .
~ ~ 162
ﺍﻝﻑﻋﺭﺱ
ﺍﻫﺪﺍﺀ 03....................................................
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻷﻭﻝ :ﺧﺮﻳﻔﻲ ﻛ ﹼﻠﻪ 05...............................
ـ ﺭﺍﻗﺼﺔ ﻣﻨﺘﺼﻒ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ 07 ..................................
ـ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﺍﳌﺠ ﹼﻠﺔ 10..............................................
ـ ﻏﺮﺑﺎﺀ 12...................................................
ـ ﺟﺴﺪ 15...................................................
ـ ﺗﻔﺎﺻﻴﻞ 17................................................
ـ ﻗﻴﻠﻮﻟﺔ 20..................................................
ـ ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﲨﻴﻠﺔ 22.............................................
ـ ﻧﻮﺑﺔ ﻗﻠﺒﻴﺔ 24...............................................
ـ ﻭﻋﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﻳﺌﺔ 26..............................................
ـ ﺍﳌﴪﺣﻴﺔ 28...............................................
-ﻋﴩ ﺩﻗﺎﺋﻖ ﻟﻠﺨﻠﻒ 30 ....................................
ـ ﺍﻗﻨﻌﺔ ﺍﳊﺰﻥ 35.............................................
ـ ﺍﳌﺤﺎﻛﻤﺔ 37............................................. 1
ـ ﺍﳌﺤﺎﻛﻤﺔ 39............................................. 2
~ ~ 163
ـ ﺿﻴﺎﻉ 42...................................................
ـ ﺍﳌﺪﻣﻨﺔ 44...................................................
ـ ﲤﺮﺩ 45.....................................................
ﺣﻲ 47............................................
ـ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻴﺖ ﹼ
ـ ﻭﺗﺮ ﳑﺰﻕ 49................................................
ـ ﻟﻮﺣﺔ ﻓﻨﻴﺔ ﻋﺎﺭﻳﺔ 51........................................
ـ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﺎ ؟ 53.................................................
ـ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ 55....................................................
ـ ﻋﲆ ﺧﺸﺒﺔ 57..............................................
ـ ﻻ ﺃﺣﻔﻞ 59................................................
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﲏ :ﺍﻟﺴﲈﺀ ﺳﺘﺒﻜﻲ ،ﻻ ﺗﻐﺮﻕ 62..................
ـ ﻣﻄﺮ ﺃﻡ ﻃﺮﻧﺎ 63............................................
ـ ﺳﻴﺠﺎﺭﺓ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺟﻬﻚ 67.............................
ـ ﻓﱪﺍﻳﺮ 72...................................................
ـ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺪﺓ 75........................................... 911
ـ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻡ 78............................................... 1
ـ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻡ 82............................................... 2
~ ~ 164
ـ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻡ 85............................................... 3
ـ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﺎﻡ 90............................................... 4
ـ ﻓﺠﻮﺓ 96...................................................
ـ ﺳﺘﺴﺘﻌﻤﻠﲔ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺍﰐ؟ 100 ...................................
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻟﺚ :ﴍﻳﺎﳖﺎ ﻗﺎﻝ ﻛﻠﻤﺘﻪ " ﺍﺯﻫﺮ ﺟﺴﺪﻫﺎ " 104 ....
ـ ﺟﻨﺎﺯﺓ ﺣﻔﻞ ﺯﻓﺎﻑ 105 ......................................
ـ ﻓﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﺎﻥ 114.............................................
ـ ﻣﺴﺎﺣﺔ ﺍﺷﻬﺎﺭﻳﺔ ﻟﻠﻘﻤﺮ 122 ..................................
ـ ﺟﺪﻱ ﺃﻏﻨﻰ ﺷﺨﺺ ﰲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﱂ 123...........................
ـ ﻳﺎ ﺷﻤﺲ ﺃﻧﺖ 127..........................................
ـ ﺣﻜﺔ ﰲ ﺍﻟﺪﻣﺎﻍ 133.........................................
ـ ﺍﳌﺜﻠﺜﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﺎﻓﺮﺓ 134........................................
ـ ﻣﻮﺳﻴﻘﺘﺎﻥ ﰲ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ 135..............................
ـ ﴍﻳﺎﻥ 136..................................................
ـ ﺍﻷﻣﻴﻨﻴﺰﻳﺎ 138................................................
ـ ﻣﻌﻨﺪﻳﺶ ﺍﺳﻢ 142..........................................
ـ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺒﻞ ﻋﺎﳌﻜﻢ 144..........................................
~ ~ 165
ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﺑﻊ "ﺍﻷﺧﲑ" 147............................... :
ـ ﺑﺎﺭﻳﺲ 148.................................................
-ﲬﺮﺓ 152....................................................
ـ ﻣﺪﻳﻨﺔ ﺍﳌﻼﻫﻲ 156...........................................
ـ ﺍﺳﻄﻨﺒﻮﻝ 158...............................................
ـ ﻋﻬﻮﺩ ﺯﻭﺍﺟﻲ 161...........................................
ﺧﺎﲤﺔ 162....................................................
ﻓﻬﺮﺱ 163...................................................
~ ~ 166